1 00:00:14,603 --> 00:00:16,603 [woman] I look back and… 2 00:00:18,483 --> 00:00:23,723 I think I've always had a hard time believing that there is evil in people… 3 00:00:27,683 --> 00:00:29,283 until I met him… 4 00:00:32,243 --> 00:00:34,563 and I saw evil firsthand. 5 00:00:58,483 --> 00:00:59,363 Hurtin' a woman? 6 00:01:00,083 --> 00:01:02,803 It's not somethin' that I would do, you know? Uh, uh… 7 00:01:04,683 --> 00:01:09,243 Far as puttin' my hands on 'em or, you know, uh… just abusin' 'em. 8 00:01:09,763 --> 00:01:12,443 You know what I mean? Uh, uh… I… That's not who I am. 9 00:01:23,603 --> 00:01:26,963 I don't like to be lied to. I don't like to be taken advantage of. 10 00:01:27,043 --> 00:01:30,963 You know? And when I feel that I'm bein' taken advantage of, 11 00:01:31,043 --> 00:01:34,243 you're gonna see another side of me that's not gonna be good. 12 00:01:44,643 --> 00:01:47,283 [man 1] I'd rather be considered a murderer than a stalker, 13 00:01:47,363 --> 00:01:48,443 you know what I mean? 14 00:01:52,483 --> 00:01:57,883 [woman] I wanted the intensity of, like, of her feeling watched. 15 00:01:59,363 --> 00:02:01,283 [man 2] Anybody can be a stalker. 16 00:02:02,683 --> 00:02:04,523 [man 3] It's all boogeyman talk. 17 00:02:06,083 --> 00:02:08,163 [man 4] I'm not still that crazy. Like-- [chuckles] 18 00:02:16,803 --> 00:02:17,963 [birdsong] 19 00:02:19,843 --> 00:02:21,363 [train horn blaring] 20 00:02:51,043 --> 00:02:52,923 My name is Terry Dwayne Morrison. Um… 21 00:02:53,443 --> 00:02:56,923 I was incarcerated for aggravated stalking. 22 00:02:57,003 --> 00:02:58,403 I-- I received four years. 23 00:03:04,923 --> 00:03:06,883 I grew up in Dallas, Texas. 24 00:03:09,043 --> 00:03:11,563 I guess I was kind of rebellious. You know, I didn't… 25 00:03:12,083 --> 00:03:14,923 I didn't go to school, you know, like I was supposed to. 26 00:03:15,003 --> 00:03:18,043 I felt I was at a disadvantage because my mom worked. 27 00:03:18,123 --> 00:03:22,283 My dad was a truck driver, so I didn't really have the support in the stands. 28 00:03:22,363 --> 00:03:24,683 You know, people cheerin' me on and stuff like that. 29 00:03:30,323 --> 00:03:32,723 I saw my dad abuse my mom a couple times. 30 00:03:33,843 --> 00:03:36,643 But I got three other brothers, and we-- 31 00:03:36,723 --> 00:03:39,683 as we grew up, you know, when my dad wanted to abuse my mom, 32 00:03:39,763 --> 00:03:40,803 we would step in. 33 00:03:40,883 --> 00:03:44,643 We would take the pain or the-- the beatings for my mother, 34 00:03:44,723 --> 00:03:48,483 you know, just because she didn't deserve, you know, to get hit. 35 00:03:51,883 --> 00:03:53,403 I finally ran away from home, 36 00:03:53,963 --> 00:03:58,523 and from 11 to maybe 17 years old, I ran with gangs. 37 00:04:18,283 --> 00:04:21,083 [Morrison] I met my ex, Sadie, on a dating website. 38 00:04:24,803 --> 00:04:27,043 Our age was the same, you know. 39 00:04:27,123 --> 00:04:30,683 She--she was kind of, like, independent, you know what I mean? She was… 40 00:04:32,003 --> 00:04:33,843 She wasn't a high-maintenance lady. 41 00:04:33,923 --> 00:04:38,443 She was more of a homebody. That-- that what attracted me to her. 42 00:04:44,843 --> 00:04:47,643 Our first date, uh… she called me on my job. 43 00:04:47,723 --> 00:04:51,603 I was workin' in a restaurant, and she wanted to come by the restaurant. 44 00:04:51,683 --> 00:04:54,603 So I invited her to have lunch with me that day. 45 00:04:55,443 --> 00:04:58,283 And, uh… it made me feel good. 46 00:05:02,203 --> 00:05:04,243 She was a nice lady, you know what I mean? 47 00:05:04,323 --> 00:05:06,483 We spent a lot of time together, you know, just, uh, 48 00:05:06,563 --> 00:05:09,043 goin' bike ridin', um… to the movies, 49 00:05:09,563 --> 00:05:13,083 um… you know, doin' a lot of different things that I like doing. 50 00:05:18,283 --> 00:05:20,283 [birdsong] 51 00:05:29,963 --> 00:05:33,243 My name is Sadie, and I am a stalking survivor. 52 00:05:38,603 --> 00:05:43,563 I met Terry probably around May or June of 2013. 53 00:05:47,283 --> 00:05:51,723 A few of the friends that I worked with were really big into Internet dating, 54 00:05:52,563 --> 00:05:58,363 and so they talked me into going on a dating site, which I did. 55 00:05:58,443 --> 00:06:03,643 And I had gone out with several people before I met Terry. 56 00:06:07,403 --> 00:06:13,643 My first impressions of him were, he seemed really shy and he seemed nice. 57 00:06:14,643 --> 00:06:18,723 You know, we were able to communicate quite well. 58 00:06:19,723 --> 00:06:23,123 We did exchange phone numbers and started texting. 59 00:06:24,483 --> 00:06:28,083 But I remember thinking he really wasn't my type. 60 00:06:30,243 --> 00:06:31,483 And then… 61 00:06:33,483 --> 00:06:36,443 about the time I was about to lose my job, 62 00:06:36,523 --> 00:06:41,643 I guess I just needed somebody to talk to, so it kind of took off from there. 63 00:06:53,643 --> 00:06:56,443 [Morrison] For a couple months, I'd text her every morning. 64 00:06:56,523 --> 00:06:58,763 "Have a great day at work," and stuff like that. 65 00:06:58,843 --> 00:07:00,443 And she did the same thing for me. 66 00:07:02,203 --> 00:07:04,683 We kept seeing each other for about maybe three months. 67 00:07:06,323 --> 00:07:07,443 She would always ask me, 68 00:07:07,523 --> 00:07:09,643 "Why don't you move in? We're always together." 69 00:07:09,723 --> 00:07:12,363 And I would always change the subject, because, like I said, 70 00:07:12,443 --> 00:07:16,403 I wasn't really seekin' a-- a relationship, um… 71 00:07:17,523 --> 00:07:19,403 where I was totally committed. 72 00:07:35,883 --> 00:07:37,883 [birdsong] 73 00:07:38,963 --> 00:07:42,483 [Sadie] He was getting kicked out of the place he was living, 74 00:07:42,563 --> 00:07:44,203 and I felt sorry for him, 75 00:07:44,283 --> 00:07:46,363 so I told him he could stay with me. 76 00:07:46,443 --> 00:07:50,483 But I remember telling him when he did move in with me, 77 00:07:51,483 --> 00:07:55,763 that as soon as I finished school in a year, 78 00:07:55,843 --> 00:07:58,763 I was planning to move and he was not going with me. 79 00:08:00,923 --> 00:08:05,963 Well, at first, it was okay. Just normal stuff. 80 00:08:06,043 --> 00:08:09,883 Cooking dinner, working, and watching TV. 81 00:08:13,083 --> 00:08:16,603 And then gradually, I started seeing him change. 82 00:08:20,443 --> 00:08:23,163 He would get a little possessive. 83 00:08:23,843 --> 00:08:29,123 Like, if I was sitting in the kitchen on my computer 84 00:08:29,203 --> 00:08:32,803 and he was sitting in the living room watching TV, 85 00:08:32,883 --> 00:08:36,163 he would want me to sit right by him the whole time. 86 00:08:36,243 --> 00:08:41,883 And I would be like, "I don't understand why I can't do what I wanna do 87 00:08:41,963 --> 00:08:43,923 if you're doing what you wanna do." 88 00:08:45,243 --> 00:08:48,963 That's when I'm starting to think, "I think I made a mistake here." 89 00:08:50,163 --> 00:08:52,163 [cicadas chirping] 90 00:08:56,363 --> 00:09:00,003 [Morrison] Our relationship turned bad maybe a month after I moved in. 91 00:09:02,283 --> 00:09:06,003 There was a couple times that different guys stopped by the house 92 00:09:06,083 --> 00:09:09,363 bringin' back movies or, you know, she asked me to cook her a meal 93 00:09:09,443 --> 00:09:13,043 that the food that was there, I didn't put that in the refrigerator. 94 00:09:13,123 --> 00:09:14,443 So I'm like, well… 95 00:09:16,203 --> 00:09:19,363 "Where did you… where did you get that?" You know what I mean? 96 00:09:19,443 --> 00:09:21,563 She wouldn't give me no answers. 97 00:09:22,563 --> 00:09:24,803 I kind of had feelings for the lady. 98 00:09:24,883 --> 00:09:27,523 I just wanted to know if she was cheatin' on me, you know? 99 00:09:28,803 --> 00:09:30,603 But she would never give me no answers. 100 00:09:36,043 --> 00:09:39,683 [Sadie] I was trying to think of ways to get rid of him, 101 00:09:39,763 --> 00:09:44,323 and I did tell him that he needed to find another place to live, 102 00:09:44,403 --> 00:09:47,323 because I didn't think we were very compatible. 103 00:09:47,963 --> 00:09:50,443 And as soon as I told him that, 104 00:09:50,963 --> 00:09:53,563 that's when things started becoming violent. 105 00:09:57,163 --> 00:09:59,163 [cicadas chirping] 106 00:09:59,243 --> 00:10:03,523 One night, we had been watching TV and sitting on the couch, 107 00:10:03,603 --> 00:10:04,843 and we had been talking. 108 00:10:06,083 --> 00:10:11,483 Terry had talked a lot about changing his life and doing different things, 109 00:10:11,563 --> 00:10:15,643 and I said to him, "You know, Terry, if you want to change your life 110 00:10:15,723 --> 00:10:19,363 and have a better life, you need to lose this gang mentality, 111 00:10:19,443 --> 00:10:21,883 because it's not gonna get you anywhere in life." 112 00:10:22,763 --> 00:10:26,883 And he-- he got real quiet, and he didn't say one word. 113 00:10:26,963 --> 00:10:30,003 Well, he went to bed and I just-- 114 00:10:30,083 --> 00:10:34,203 I stayed there watching TV probably for about another 30 minutes, 115 00:10:34,283 --> 00:10:36,203 and then I went into bed. 116 00:10:40,163 --> 00:10:41,843 I was about to doze off, 117 00:10:43,203 --> 00:10:48,003 and the next thing I know is he took his foot 118 00:10:48,083 --> 00:10:51,123 and put it on my hip and shoved me out of bed. 119 00:10:54,763 --> 00:10:57,563 I went skipping along the floor, 120 00:10:57,643 --> 00:11:00,883 and I was half awake, and I remember thinking, 121 00:11:00,963 --> 00:11:04,283 "Well, maybe he just stretched and he didn't mean to do it." 122 00:11:04,363 --> 00:11:08,683 You know, because I was kind of, like, groggy and half asleep, half awake. 123 00:11:09,203 --> 00:11:13,723 So I got back in bed, and the next thing I knew, 124 00:11:13,803 --> 00:11:16,603 he was on top of me with his hands around my neck. 125 00:11:20,523 --> 00:11:24,683 It was just like I was a rag doll, just flopping all over the bed. 126 00:11:27,403 --> 00:11:28,323 And… 127 00:11:36,363 --> 00:11:37,763 I thought that was it. 128 00:11:43,043 --> 00:11:46,123 In my head was this voice that said, 129 00:11:46,203 --> 00:11:50,843 "Don't fight. Just go with it. It's gonna be over soon." 130 00:11:55,443 --> 00:11:58,083 And he stopped, and he got up, 131 00:11:59,403 --> 00:12:01,003 and he went out of the bedroom. 132 00:12:03,843 --> 00:12:06,443 After that, I got up and went to the bathroom. 133 00:12:07,043 --> 00:12:11,283 And that's when the whole, um… white of my eye was blood-red. 134 00:12:12,083 --> 00:12:15,803 And I bled from my bowels for three days straight. 135 00:12:18,683 --> 00:12:21,403 I honestly believe I was close to death. 136 00:12:24,203 --> 00:12:26,203 [crows cawing] 137 00:12:36,683 --> 00:12:39,283 [Morrison] It was a Friday night that we-- I came home with her 138 00:12:39,363 --> 00:12:41,523 from babysittin' her-- her grandbabies. 139 00:12:41,603 --> 00:12:44,363 So I was like, "Well, I gotta go to work in the morning." 140 00:12:44,883 --> 00:12:48,683 So the next mornin', um, she wakes up. She's got a black eye. 141 00:12:49,523 --> 00:12:53,483 She tells me that, um… I hit her. And I'm like, "No." 142 00:12:54,763 --> 00:12:57,163 Because when I got into a relationship with her, 143 00:12:57,243 --> 00:13:00,603 I explained to her, "If I ever put my hands on you, call the police." 144 00:13:00,683 --> 00:13:01,523 You know? 145 00:13:01,603 --> 00:13:05,603 And when she said that, I'm like, "No, I didn't-- I didn't punch you." 146 00:13:08,803 --> 00:13:12,403 She had to leave the house that night, or, you know, she punched herself. 147 00:13:12,483 --> 00:13:13,843 I-- I really don't know. 148 00:13:16,203 --> 00:13:18,083 I wouldn't put nothin' past her. 149 00:13:34,483 --> 00:13:36,483 [birdsong] 150 00:13:39,963 --> 00:13:44,643 [Sadie] When I left, I just took enough clothes to kind of get by, 151 00:13:44,723 --> 00:13:48,283 and I left a lot of my things there at my apartment. 152 00:13:48,883 --> 00:13:51,043 One night, he sent me a bunch of texts 153 00:13:51,123 --> 00:13:55,003 telling me that he had bleached all of my clothes, 154 00:13:55,083 --> 00:14:00,923 he had destroyed all of my pictures, my personal belongings, 155 00:14:01,003 --> 00:14:02,523 cut up my shoes, 156 00:14:02,603 --> 00:14:05,403 and they were all in the dumpster at the apartment. 157 00:14:11,403 --> 00:14:16,403 At that time, Terry was sending, like, 50 messages in a day and it was, like… 158 00:14:17,123 --> 00:14:18,203 none of them good. 159 00:14:25,043 --> 00:14:28,003 He was leaving notes at my cousin's house. 160 00:14:29,483 --> 00:14:33,923 He would drive by my daughter's house and put letters in their mailbox 161 00:14:34,003 --> 00:14:35,403 saying that he loved me. 162 00:14:35,483 --> 00:14:37,363 "I just can't believe you're doing this." 163 00:14:40,723 --> 00:14:43,283 That's when I started thinking, "This is stalking." 164 00:14:53,643 --> 00:14:54,803 I was scared. 165 00:14:54,883 --> 00:14:58,683 If a car, I felt, followed me for too long… 166 00:15:03,083 --> 00:15:08,203 I would try to make sure I had in my mind the quickest way to the police station. 167 00:15:11,163 --> 00:15:16,723 It's kind of like being in a perpetual fight-or-flight mode all the time. 168 00:15:20,003 --> 00:15:22,003 It's scary. Very scary. 169 00:15:43,243 --> 00:15:45,203 [woman] The most dangerous time 170 00:15:45,283 --> 00:15:47,523 for a woman to leave an abusive relationship 171 00:15:47,603 --> 00:15:49,683 is when she's walking out the door. 172 00:15:51,283 --> 00:15:54,523 And in this case, when Sadie left… 173 00:15:56,483 --> 00:15:58,403 that's when her life became endangered. 174 00:16:01,923 --> 00:16:03,483 My name is Angela Hirsch, 175 00:16:04,683 --> 00:16:06,323 and I'm the executive director 176 00:16:06,403 --> 00:16:10,043 for the Rape and Abuse Crisis Service in Jefferson City, Missouri. 177 00:16:14,563 --> 00:16:18,283 When a victim starts to recognize 178 00:16:18,363 --> 00:16:21,723 that this is an unhealthy relationship, 179 00:16:22,323 --> 00:16:24,603 that they have been isolated, 180 00:16:24,683 --> 00:16:27,323 that they are being controlled by another individual, 181 00:16:27,923 --> 00:16:32,923 and they take steps to diminish that control, 182 00:16:34,043 --> 00:16:38,523 that's when the perpetrator feels threatened. 183 00:16:40,483 --> 00:16:44,563 And when Sadie took control of her own life 184 00:16:44,643 --> 00:16:48,723 and made the decisions that she made to leave this relationship, 185 00:16:48,803 --> 00:16:52,883 that created an era of… 186 00:16:54,523 --> 00:16:58,763 almost panic, if you would, to Morrison. 187 00:17:09,403 --> 00:17:12,843 [Hirsch] When he says things like, "I know when you're babysitting," 188 00:17:12,923 --> 00:17:16,963 he's able to take those day-to-day situations that are just part of her life, 189 00:17:17,043 --> 00:17:19,443 going to school, spending time with her grandchildren, 190 00:17:19,523 --> 00:17:21,163 visiting her family, 191 00:17:21,243 --> 00:17:25,883 and he's able to twist those in such a way that she feels unsafe 192 00:17:25,963 --> 00:17:28,363 regardless of where she is or what she's doing, 193 00:17:28,443 --> 00:17:31,163 or what she's put in place to try to help her. 194 00:17:34,843 --> 00:17:37,043 I think he's doing it just to let her know that, 195 00:17:37,123 --> 00:17:39,083 "Hey, you can run, but you can't hide." 196 00:17:39,603 --> 00:17:42,283 "I am in control. I know what is happening." 197 00:17:42,803 --> 00:17:44,523 "You will never get away from me." 198 00:17:44,603 --> 00:17:47,963 And imagine living your life like that constantly. 199 00:17:48,043 --> 00:17:51,523 That's what… that's what happens with victims of stalking. 200 00:17:51,603 --> 00:17:53,323 That's how they have to live. 201 00:18:04,203 --> 00:18:08,403 In Sadie's case, she did absolutely everything she could 202 00:18:08,483 --> 00:18:10,283 to-- to get away from this person, 203 00:18:11,043 --> 00:18:14,963 and I absolutely understand why she went into hiding. 204 00:18:16,883 --> 00:18:20,883 We see that with many battered women, 205 00:18:20,963 --> 00:18:25,123 that they have to get to a place that is safe, that is secure, 206 00:18:25,643 --> 00:18:27,523 where they cannot be found, 207 00:18:27,603 --> 00:18:31,523 uh, because it is not safe for them to be where they are. 208 00:18:34,643 --> 00:18:38,923 I think going into hiding was probably her last option to survive. 209 00:18:40,963 --> 00:18:43,483 Only by the grace of God was this woman not killed. 210 00:18:46,723 --> 00:18:48,723 [birdsong] 211 00:18:58,683 --> 00:19:00,323 [Sadie] When I went into hiding, 212 00:19:00,843 --> 00:19:05,163 Terry continued to try to harass me and my family. 213 00:19:08,403 --> 00:19:12,283 He was trying to send me apps where he could track my location. 214 00:19:12,963 --> 00:19:18,643 Just like a text message, but it had… kind of like a GPS tracker. 215 00:19:21,323 --> 00:19:24,043 I turned my phone off, and when I turned it back on, 216 00:19:24,123 --> 00:19:26,763 that's when all these just started coming in, 217 00:19:26,843 --> 00:19:31,843 like 50 text messages, just bing, bing, bing, bing. 218 00:19:32,363 --> 00:19:36,923 And it was from his phone number, and I thought, "Nope, delete, delete, delete." 219 00:19:39,843 --> 00:19:43,363 I didn't leave the house unless it was just to go to class, 220 00:19:43,443 --> 00:19:45,643 because I was scared to be in public. 221 00:19:47,843 --> 00:19:54,043 It's just hard to explain the feelings of just being scared. 222 00:19:54,683 --> 00:19:58,643 You know, if I could have put myself in just a box and lock it, 223 00:19:59,163 --> 00:20:00,243 that would have been better. 224 00:20:03,043 --> 00:20:06,363 And it was to the point where I knew 225 00:20:06,443 --> 00:20:09,523 that it was either gonna be like this the rest of my life, 226 00:20:10,043 --> 00:20:11,683 and I would live in fear, 227 00:20:12,843 --> 00:20:15,363 or it would come down to me or him. 228 00:20:16,363 --> 00:20:21,163 And I was-- I was preparing myself to be me or him. 229 00:20:44,443 --> 00:20:46,683 [Sadie] I knew it was gonna make him angrier, 230 00:20:46,763 --> 00:20:51,163 so that's why I waited till I could go into hiding to file the ex parte. 231 00:20:54,043 --> 00:20:55,963 The main fear is retaliation, 232 00:20:56,043 --> 00:20:59,323 and I think that's why a lot of, especially women, 233 00:20:59,403 --> 00:21:03,523 are reluctant to get a restraining order, because it's just a piece of paper. 234 00:21:03,603 --> 00:21:07,203 There's nothing that can keep them from you, honestly. 235 00:21:08,043 --> 00:21:10,043 Even if you have a restraining order, 236 00:21:10,123 --> 00:21:12,643 they can get to you before the police get there. 237 00:21:12,723 --> 00:21:13,683 And then what? 238 00:21:21,363 --> 00:21:23,923 There was nothing I could do to protect my children. 239 00:21:24,003 --> 00:21:26,363 There was nothing I could do to protect myself. 240 00:21:26,443 --> 00:21:29,083 It just… So helpless. 241 00:21:32,003 --> 00:21:34,003 [cicadas chirping] 242 00:22:11,923 --> 00:22:14,123 [man] If I remember correctly, it was in the morning. 243 00:22:15,563 --> 00:22:17,643 I had just finished my morning patrols, 244 00:22:17,723 --> 00:22:21,483 and I had received a call that there was a student that needed to see me. 245 00:22:24,643 --> 00:22:27,683 When I arrived at the student services desk, there was Sadie. 246 00:22:27,763 --> 00:22:31,003 And she told me that she had a copy of a full order of protection 247 00:22:31,083 --> 00:22:33,443 against a gentleman, and so I told her, I said, 248 00:22:33,523 --> 00:22:35,723 "We'll get the Ozark Police Department involved, 249 00:22:35,803 --> 00:22:37,563 'cause it sounds pretty serious." 250 00:22:39,923 --> 00:22:41,123 My name's Jerome Ransome. 251 00:22:41,203 --> 00:22:44,963 I'm the safety and security supervisor here at the Richwood Valley campus 252 00:22:45,043 --> 00:22:46,323 here at Nixa, Missouri. 253 00:22:48,603 --> 00:22:50,843 We proceeded to the president's conference room, 254 00:22:50,923 --> 00:22:53,803 and she sat at the table here, the Ozark officer sat here, 255 00:22:53,883 --> 00:22:56,603 and I sat at the-- the front of the table here, 256 00:22:56,683 --> 00:23:00,683 and we went over her paperwork and discussed a plan of action. 257 00:23:04,683 --> 00:23:08,163 She was pretty afraid of him. You could tell that she was very nervous. 258 00:23:08,803 --> 00:23:10,123 Seemed very upset. 259 00:23:10,923 --> 00:23:14,323 She told us, she said, "He will show up here. I know he will." 260 00:23:14,403 --> 00:23:15,883 She said, "He's not afraid." 261 00:23:20,323 --> 00:23:24,723 And when we proceeded out to the door, I looked and I turned to her and I said, 262 00:23:24,803 --> 00:23:27,803 "I think Mr. Morrison's out here now. I think that's him." 263 00:23:27,883 --> 00:23:30,283 I said, "Why don't you stay in here and let me check?" 264 00:23:30,363 --> 00:23:34,043 And that's when I proceeded to the student services desk and saw him standing there. 265 00:23:37,643 --> 00:23:39,163 We came on down here. 266 00:23:40,323 --> 00:23:42,683 These doors were open just as they are now, 267 00:23:43,523 --> 00:23:45,563 and we pushed him into this door right here. 268 00:23:45,643 --> 00:23:47,643 And I had him pinned up against this door. 269 00:23:47,723 --> 00:23:50,603 We said, "You're in violation of a full order of protection." 270 00:23:50,683 --> 00:23:53,003 The officer informed him that he was under arrest. 271 00:23:53,083 --> 00:23:55,883 Mr. Morrison said, "I don't know what you're talking about." 272 00:23:55,963 --> 00:23:58,483 And I pulled out of his pocket the full order of protection 273 00:23:58,563 --> 00:24:00,003 that he had been served. 274 00:24:00,083 --> 00:24:03,003 And I said, "Maybe you don't understand, it's this right here." 275 00:24:03,083 --> 00:24:04,283 And I put it in his face. 276 00:24:06,603 --> 00:24:10,003 So, we proceeded to walk Mr. Morrison out to the patrol car, 277 00:24:10,083 --> 00:24:12,403 and he was taken to the Christian County Jail 278 00:24:12,483 --> 00:24:14,763 for violation of the full order of protection. 279 00:24:19,323 --> 00:24:20,483 Sadie was terrified. 280 00:24:20,563 --> 00:24:23,363 She was absolutely terrified when she saw him. 281 00:24:28,603 --> 00:24:31,523 I'm glad that she came forward and was brave enough to say, 282 00:24:31,603 --> 00:24:34,323 "Hey, look, I've got somebody who I'm concerned about." 283 00:24:38,443 --> 00:24:40,563 Had Sadie not filed that paperwork, 284 00:24:40,643 --> 00:24:44,203 Mr. Morrison just would have been asked to leave and he would have left. 285 00:24:44,763 --> 00:24:48,643 But we had the right to arrest him, because she filed that-- that paperwork. 286 00:25:25,243 --> 00:25:27,003 [Ransome] Mr. Morrison pulls over, 287 00:25:27,523 --> 00:25:30,803 he jumps out of the car and he rushes the police officer's car. 288 00:25:31,643 --> 00:25:35,283 The police officer exits his vehicle, draws his weapon, 289 00:25:35,363 --> 00:25:38,803 draws down on Mr. Morrison and starts giving him commands. 290 00:25:43,483 --> 00:25:45,203 The officer arrested Mr. Morrison. 291 00:25:45,283 --> 00:25:48,363 He was taken into custody, and taken back to the Christian County Jail 292 00:25:48,443 --> 00:25:50,443 for the second time within two weeks. 293 00:26:12,483 --> 00:26:13,643 My name's Janette Bleau. 294 00:26:14,843 --> 00:26:16,843 I am an assistant prosecutor, 295 00:26:16,923 --> 00:26:20,803 and I've been doing prosecution about 20 years. 296 00:26:24,163 --> 00:26:28,243 We got the notebook on April 1st with that arrest. 297 00:26:29,043 --> 00:26:31,043 The things that were said in the notebook 298 00:26:31,123 --> 00:26:35,163 just really heightened our awareness of, like, "This-- this guy is dangerous." 299 00:26:37,523 --> 00:26:38,843 Part of that notebook was, 300 00:26:38,923 --> 00:26:41,363 "I just want to say you need to kill yourself." 301 00:26:42,483 --> 00:26:44,003 "It's over for you." 302 00:26:44,083 --> 00:26:48,803 The other thing that was really concerning is in that notebook as well. 303 00:26:49,403 --> 00:26:51,243 It says, "I got a gun for you." 304 00:26:52,443 --> 00:26:56,123 We found letters that he had sent after the protection order was in place, 305 00:26:56,203 --> 00:26:58,363 and on one page, says, 306 00:26:58,443 --> 00:27:00,643 "You already lost because of what you've done, 307 00:27:00,723 --> 00:27:03,003 call police and put a protection order on me." 308 00:27:04,003 --> 00:27:06,443 "Is that going to keep me from talking to you?" 309 00:27:06,523 --> 00:27:08,763 "Hell no. You gotta stay in hiding." 310 00:27:08,843 --> 00:27:13,003 "Quit school, because if you drive, are riding with someone, 311 00:27:13,083 --> 00:27:15,563 I will be in the parking lot watching you." 312 00:27:15,643 --> 00:27:18,003 "Wait until you head to where you live." 313 00:27:21,003 --> 00:27:22,083 These are threats. 314 00:27:22,163 --> 00:27:26,003 He is actively stalking her and telling her that he's watching her. 315 00:27:28,163 --> 00:27:29,883 And then all the text messages. 316 00:27:30,923 --> 00:27:33,963 "I will camp out at your house. You're going to talk to me." 317 00:27:34,483 --> 00:27:35,763 "Why did you do this to me?" 318 00:27:36,803 --> 00:27:42,003 "I will come to your school and to your family house if that's what you want." 319 00:27:45,123 --> 00:27:46,363 I would be terrified. 320 00:27:47,003 --> 00:27:48,883 And I think that certainly Sadie was. 321 00:27:48,963 --> 00:27:52,443 I mean, she was terrified, 'cause she knew he knew where her family lived. 322 00:27:56,443 --> 00:28:00,203 My thought process was, like, "We gotta keep him in custody, 323 00:28:00,283 --> 00:28:03,323 'cause I really think he's a threat to her if he gets out." 324 00:28:03,843 --> 00:28:07,083 "He now knows that she's reported him twice to law enforcement." 325 00:28:07,163 --> 00:28:10,683 "He's been arrested twice." So you know, right then and there, 326 00:28:10,763 --> 00:28:13,723 I was like, "This is something that we really need to be on top of." 327 00:28:34,363 --> 00:28:37,083 [Bleau] I was very apprehensive going up to the preliminary hearing, 328 00:28:37,163 --> 00:28:41,963 because I was concerned for Sadie to be in the same room with him, 329 00:28:42,043 --> 00:28:45,603 and having to see him, and having to point him out and, you know, 330 00:28:45,683 --> 00:28:49,083 say, "That's… that's Terry Morrison, who's stalking me." 331 00:28:51,643 --> 00:28:53,443 They filed for a motion to suppress. 332 00:28:53,523 --> 00:28:56,603 There were several instances where they filed changes of judge. 333 00:28:56,683 --> 00:29:01,003 It was kind of just a delay after delay after delay. 334 00:29:01,083 --> 00:29:03,843 I don't know if he thought by delaying the case 335 00:29:04,363 --> 00:29:08,323 that eventually Sadie would get tired and just say, "I'm done." 336 00:29:08,403 --> 00:29:10,723 He didn't really think this was gonna go anywhere, 337 00:29:10,803 --> 00:29:12,163 that this wasn't gonna happen. 338 00:29:29,803 --> 00:29:31,803 [geese calling] 339 00:29:41,563 --> 00:29:44,203 [Morrison] She told me our relationship was over, she didn't love me, 340 00:29:44,283 --> 00:29:46,643 and she didn't wanna have nothin' to do with me, 341 00:29:46,723 --> 00:29:48,283 and she didn't wanna talk to me. 342 00:29:48,363 --> 00:29:50,523 So, yeah, it's-- it's-- 343 00:29:50,603 --> 00:29:55,523 I could consider that stalking, now that, uh, I have looked up stalking 344 00:29:55,603 --> 00:29:57,443 and, you know, what it-- what--what… 345 00:30:00,083 --> 00:30:01,803 all about what stalkin' is. 346 00:30:03,443 --> 00:30:07,203 I think I did it out of-- To put fear in her or to scare her. 347 00:30:09,603 --> 00:30:13,803 I know it was wrong, you know, uh, for-- because it put a lot of fright in her. 348 00:30:13,883 --> 00:30:16,363 And she didn't know what I was capable of doin'. 349 00:30:18,723 --> 00:30:22,403 But I just wanted closure, even with the stalking, you know. 350 00:30:23,083 --> 00:30:26,843 I wasn't gon' physically harm, uh… Sadie. 351 00:30:26,923 --> 00:30:31,003 I wasn't gonna put my hands on her. I just-- All I just wanted, some answers, 352 00:30:31,083 --> 00:30:34,483 why you did what you did, or said the things that you said about me. 353 00:30:34,563 --> 00:30:35,683 You know, that was it. 354 00:30:38,363 --> 00:30:40,323 She was saying things that were false, 355 00:30:41,083 --> 00:30:43,203 because I'm-- I'm not an abuser, you know. 356 00:30:43,283 --> 00:30:45,003 Uh… I don't-- I don't abuse women. 357 00:30:46,043 --> 00:30:49,323 I would never hurt a woman, you know, because like I said, I'm a man and, 358 00:30:49,403 --> 00:30:52,283 you know, she's a woman, she's the… the… 359 00:30:53,403 --> 00:30:55,123 She's the weaker link, you know, and… 360 00:30:56,163 --> 00:31:00,603 I didn't like being labeled a stalker, you know, it-- it-- it's… 361 00:31:00,683 --> 00:31:03,043 Like I said, it's up there with a pedophile, or… 362 00:31:03,923 --> 00:31:07,563 You know, it's kind of the lowest of the lowest, you know what I mean? 363 00:31:08,323 --> 00:31:10,883 I feel like a creep, you know what I mean? I feel like… 364 00:31:13,243 --> 00:31:14,083 That people-- 365 00:31:14,163 --> 00:31:17,883 I'd rather be considered a murderer… a murderer than a stalker, 366 00:31:17,963 --> 00:31:19,043 you know what I mean? 367 00:31:36,483 --> 00:31:38,843 [man] Mr. Morrison has a violent past. 368 00:31:42,283 --> 00:31:45,003 I mean, you don't get any more violent than murder. 369 00:31:48,643 --> 00:31:49,883 My name is Scott Hill. 370 00:31:49,963 --> 00:31:52,203 I'm a Springfield police officer here in Missouri. 371 00:31:52,283 --> 00:31:57,163 And I was on patrol back on September 23rd of 2011, 372 00:31:57,843 --> 00:32:00,243 when we got a dispatch to a "shots fired" call. 373 00:32:15,803 --> 00:32:19,083 [Hill] A female later identified as Pristina Tyner 374 00:32:19,163 --> 00:32:20,443 had been shot in the head. 375 00:32:24,643 --> 00:32:27,883 Terry Morrison was identified by witnesses 376 00:32:27,963 --> 00:32:30,203 as the suspect who shot Ms. Tyner, 377 00:32:30,283 --> 00:32:34,203 and was later arrested by officers for the murder. 378 00:32:38,563 --> 00:32:40,123 [cicadas chirping] 379 00:32:40,843 --> 00:32:43,803 Room 212. This is where Mr. Morrison went into the room 380 00:32:43,883 --> 00:32:45,963 and confronted them with a gun. 381 00:32:46,723 --> 00:32:52,003 And the witness has indicated that he reached over the banister here 382 00:32:52,083 --> 00:32:54,523 and shot her as she was running down the stairs. 383 00:32:59,283 --> 00:33:02,723 There was a female inside the room that knew Mr. Morrison from past dealings, 384 00:33:02,803 --> 00:33:04,963 and was able to identify him in a photo lineup, 385 00:33:05,043 --> 00:33:07,163 and he was arrested about four days later. 386 00:33:26,523 --> 00:33:29,523 [Hill] The main witness refused to identify him as a suspect. 387 00:33:30,043 --> 00:33:31,283 She was terrified. 388 00:33:31,363 --> 00:33:35,883 There was a lot of words on the street that she was possibly the intended target, 389 00:33:35,963 --> 00:33:37,483 and it wasn't the other victim. 390 00:33:37,563 --> 00:33:40,763 And so that really, I think, spooked her of… 391 00:33:41,603 --> 00:33:44,483 she was involved in this a lot more than she wanted to be, 392 00:33:44,563 --> 00:33:48,763 and her friend was killed right in front of her, and so that could happen to her. 393 00:34:12,403 --> 00:34:15,323 [Hill] Murder never goes away. There's no statute of limitations. 394 00:34:15,403 --> 00:34:18,163 So I knew I would have another chance for justice. 395 00:34:21,363 --> 00:34:24,443 I met Sadie from learning she was a victim of the stalking charge, 396 00:34:24,963 --> 00:34:29,043 and I knew if there is going to be any new information, 397 00:34:29,123 --> 00:34:30,963 I mean, that was his last relationship. 398 00:34:31,483 --> 00:34:35,043 If they were close, maybe he shared information about this homicide with her. 399 00:34:35,123 --> 00:34:37,563 So she would be someone that I would wanna talk to. 400 00:34:39,563 --> 00:34:41,723 When I interviewed her, she broke down in tears. 401 00:34:43,283 --> 00:34:46,323 The fear that she was living in, knowing that if he were to get out, 402 00:34:46,403 --> 00:34:49,923 she legitimately believed that he would find her and kill her. 403 00:34:50,003 --> 00:34:53,643 That fear that I could see in her eyes and in the interview, 404 00:34:53,723 --> 00:34:54,963 you can't make that up. 405 00:34:55,043 --> 00:34:56,163 You can't fake that. 406 00:34:58,443 --> 00:35:02,443 And, you know, she brought up the one point where he did tell her 407 00:35:02,523 --> 00:35:04,043 that he did kill her. 408 00:35:04,923 --> 00:35:09,043 So that became, I think, very important at the trial for the jurors 409 00:35:09,123 --> 00:35:13,923 to listen to a recent relationship of someone that he confessed to 410 00:35:14,003 --> 00:35:16,163 that he did murder the victim in this case. 411 00:35:18,803 --> 00:35:20,803 [cicadas chirping] 412 00:35:28,563 --> 00:35:30,563 [Sadie] When I got that phone call, I was shocked. 413 00:35:32,083 --> 00:35:35,203 Terry had gone to prison for the aggravated stalking. 414 00:35:36,603 --> 00:35:40,163 And I had Detective Hill get a hold of me, 415 00:35:40,243 --> 00:35:45,643 and he wanted to talk to me about if I knew anything about the murder. 416 00:35:50,923 --> 00:35:55,283 One night, just out of the blue, he had told me. 417 00:35:56,043 --> 00:36:00,123 He said, "Yes, I killed that woman, but nobody but you knows that, 418 00:36:00,723 --> 00:36:02,523 and I will deny everything." 419 00:36:04,963 --> 00:36:08,563 At that point, I didn't say anything. I didn't ask any questions. 420 00:36:08,643 --> 00:36:09,643 I didn't wanna know. 421 00:36:10,803 --> 00:36:13,723 The less I knew, the better off I was. 422 00:36:29,123 --> 00:36:31,723 [Sadie] I didn't want to testify because, you know, 423 00:36:31,803 --> 00:36:34,403 "Well, what if I testify and then he's not convicted?" 424 00:36:38,683 --> 00:36:42,803 I think I just got to thinking about it and I thought, "What have I got to lose?" 425 00:36:42,883 --> 00:36:45,923 "Because if my testimony does any good and it helps the case, 426 00:36:46,003 --> 00:36:47,603 then this is gonna benefit me." 427 00:36:48,123 --> 00:36:49,363 And not that I-- 428 00:36:50,283 --> 00:36:54,083 That sounds bad, but I was scared for him to get out. 429 00:36:54,963 --> 00:36:56,563 I really was terrified. 430 00:37:22,283 --> 00:37:27,563 [Sadie] When I went for the actual trial, it was so nerve-racking. 431 00:37:31,683 --> 00:37:34,763 I do remember walking up to the stand and, um… 432 00:37:36,043 --> 00:37:41,123 I think it was just seeing the jury, and Terry, and everybody there 433 00:37:41,203 --> 00:37:42,083 that it just… 434 00:37:43,323 --> 00:37:47,723 And I know you could see me shakin'. [chuckles] Because I was shakin' so hard. 435 00:37:51,563 --> 00:37:53,523 I didn't really want to look at him. 436 00:37:53,603 --> 00:37:56,283 I would glance, but I didn't really wanna look, but… 437 00:37:56,963 --> 00:38:01,403 My daughter, bless her heart, um… she's got a fighter's spirit. 438 00:38:01,483 --> 00:38:05,483 She just looked at him like… She wanted to make eye contact 439 00:38:05,563 --> 00:38:07,563 to let him know, "You are not winning." 440 00:38:27,283 --> 00:38:29,483 [Sadie] When they came out and they had a verdict, 441 00:38:30,083 --> 00:38:32,563 and they said "Guilty," I almost passed out. 442 00:38:32,643 --> 00:38:33,483 I was so happy. 443 00:38:37,923 --> 00:38:40,283 I was so relieved. I was in tears. 444 00:38:41,603 --> 00:38:45,723 And I remember the woman's daughter came out… 445 00:38:47,323 --> 00:38:50,483 because her daughter had a little girl with her, a little baby. 446 00:38:50,563 --> 00:38:52,123 [sniffles] 447 00:38:55,723 --> 00:38:59,643 The witness advocate went to her and put her arm around her. 448 00:38:59,723 --> 00:39:01,203 And she brought her over to me. 449 00:39:02,443 --> 00:39:03,523 And she said… 450 00:39:07,003 --> 00:39:11,323 "This lady helped put your mom's murderer in jail." 451 00:39:14,163 --> 00:39:15,203 That was hard. 452 00:39:45,123 --> 00:39:48,403 She didn't know what I was capable of until, uh, um… 453 00:39:48,483 --> 00:39:50,923 they convicted me of first-- uh, second-degree murder. 454 00:39:51,003 --> 00:39:53,603 So, uh… yeah, she's scared of me. 455 00:39:54,643 --> 00:39:56,923 And-- and I know how that seems. 456 00:39:57,003 --> 00:39:59,723 You know, it seems that, uh, I'm a violent person, 457 00:39:59,803 --> 00:40:01,643 that I should never be let out of prison. 458 00:40:01,723 --> 00:40:04,843 But I'm a-- Basically, I'm a loner, you know? 459 00:40:04,923 --> 00:40:07,283 I'm a person that-- I just like to be left alone. 460 00:40:08,523 --> 00:40:10,043 Me, I look at it like this here. 461 00:40:10,763 --> 00:40:11,963 I'm… 462 00:40:12,043 --> 00:40:14,603 I could be dangerous if you put me in a situation 463 00:40:14,683 --> 00:40:16,843 where I have to show my authority, 464 00:40:16,923 --> 00:40:20,963 and that I can be the person that you don't wanna see. 465 00:40:27,403 --> 00:40:29,483 Yes, I still have possibility of parole. 466 00:40:29,563 --> 00:40:32,563 But at my age, 59 years old, I'm gonna die in prison. 467 00:40:32,643 --> 00:40:34,083 I'm-- I'm never gonna get out. 468 00:40:34,163 --> 00:40:37,163 It's basically a life sentence. It's a death sentence. 469 00:40:39,443 --> 00:40:41,443 But I'm never gonna give up. 470 00:40:41,963 --> 00:40:45,003 Like I said, uh… I'm gonna continue to fight 471 00:40:45,083 --> 00:40:48,043 until all my appeals run out, you know? 472 00:40:48,123 --> 00:40:50,323 I don't have nothin' else to do in this place 473 00:40:50,403 --> 00:40:52,123 but to fight, you know what I mean? 474 00:40:52,203 --> 00:40:54,963 I'm not comfortable here. I don't wanna be here. 475 00:40:55,043 --> 00:40:56,203 And I don't wanna die here. 476 00:40:56,283 --> 00:41:02,003 So why wouldn't I spend my… the time that I got in here learnin' some law, 477 00:41:02,083 --> 00:41:05,323 uh, uh… doin' somethin' to try to get me-- regain my freedom? 478 00:41:09,523 --> 00:41:11,523 [birdsong] 479 00:41:23,883 --> 00:41:27,203 [Sadie] When the judge read "Life plus a hundred years…" 480 00:41:29,603 --> 00:41:32,923 I felt like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. 481 00:41:36,763 --> 00:41:40,883 The prison sentence of the aggravated stalking was only, 482 00:41:41,963 --> 00:41:43,803 I don't know, three to seven years, 483 00:41:43,883 --> 00:41:47,083 and he would have gotten out probably with good behavior, maybe. 484 00:41:50,083 --> 00:41:53,763 I did feel like he didn't succeed in, um… 485 00:41:56,243 --> 00:41:57,843 trying to destroy me. 486 00:42:02,403 --> 00:42:04,003 But I don't really feel like 487 00:42:04,083 --> 00:42:08,883 the aftereffects of a relationship like this, you really truly get over it. 488 00:42:08,963 --> 00:42:11,083 I think it stays with you forever. 489 00:42:15,843 --> 00:42:19,883 I still have moments where not only do I just lock my doors, 490 00:42:19,963 --> 00:42:25,363 I will put chairs up under my door handles so people can't come in. 491 00:42:28,443 --> 00:42:31,643 When you go through something like that, you have nightmares. 492 00:42:33,283 --> 00:42:36,883 You know, just little things you see out the corner of your eye, and… 493 00:42:38,163 --> 00:42:43,083 And it just scares you for a split moment and, um… puts you back there. 494 00:42:48,003 --> 00:42:50,603 This happens to people of all walks of life. 495 00:42:51,723 --> 00:42:53,683 It doesn't matter how much money you make. 496 00:42:53,763 --> 00:42:56,123 It doesn't matter how good of a person you are. 497 00:42:56,643 --> 00:43:00,123 It doesn't even matter… your upbringing. 498 00:43:04,843 --> 00:43:07,603 I had a strong feeling when I first met him 499 00:43:07,683 --> 00:43:11,563 that he wasn't somebody that I would be interested in, 500 00:43:11,643 --> 00:43:15,643 but I ignored it to my downfall, but… 501 00:43:17,003 --> 00:43:19,043 Yeah, I wish I would have listened more. 502 00:43:23,323 --> 00:43:26,363 I believe that if I had followed those instincts, 503 00:43:26,443 --> 00:43:28,403 I wouldn't be sitting here right now. 504 00:43:31,323 --> 00:43:32,763 But then I also think, 505 00:43:34,123 --> 00:43:37,683 maybe I had to go through this to see how strong I was.