1 00:00:05,139 --> 00:00:06,704 - Tristan, that day in the locker room... 2 00:00:06,707 --> 00:00:08,873 - Nowak, wasn't wrong. - You two know each other? 3 00:00:08,876 --> 00:00:10,475 - We were partners in flight school. 4 00:00:10,577 --> 00:00:12,110 - Caught red-handed. 5 00:00:12,213 --> 00:00:13,679 - Jeremy? You just disappeared 6 00:00:13,681 --> 00:00:15,713 And then you show up at my job dressed as a paramedic? 7 00:00:15,716 --> 00:00:18,684 - Training as a pcp. - I worked way too hard 8 00:00:18,786 --> 00:00:20,819 Just get distracted now. 9 00:00:20,921 --> 00:00:22,121 - That tough kid at five 10 00:00:22,222 --> 00:00:23,622 Is going to turn you off your own. 11 00:00:23,724 --> 00:00:25,591 - You're a match for a patient in toronto 12 00:00:25,692 --> 00:00:27,192 On a waitlist for a kidney. 13 00:00:27,194 --> 00:00:28,660 Recipient is a close genetic relative. 14 00:00:28,762 --> 00:00:31,864 - I'm looking for jay chopra. - Do you know chopper? 15 00:00:31,866 --> 00:00:33,365 - I'm his wife. 16 00:00:36,636 --> 00:00:38,103 - I mean, what's she even doing here? 17 00:00:38,105 --> 00:00:40,372 They're divorced. Okay, what, he gets hurt 18 00:00:40,474 --> 00:00:43,342 And sunita shows up claiming to be his wife? 19 00:00:43,344 --> 00:00:44,609 (sizzling) I mean... 20 00:00:44,612 --> 00:00:45,811 What does she even want from him? 21 00:00:45,813 --> 00:00:47,145 - If it's screaming, it's in pain. 22 00:00:47,247 --> 00:00:48,814 Don't scald it. - I'm trying to. 23 00:00:48,816 --> 00:00:50,549 - I don't know what the deal with sunita is. 24 00:00:50,551 --> 00:00:52,383 But the important thing right now is chopper 25 00:00:52,386 --> 00:00:53,885 - It's been 24 hours. Shouldn't he have 26 00:00:53,888 --> 00:00:55,287 Woken up by now? - It depends how fast 27 00:00:55,389 --> 00:00:56,922 The swelling comes down. - Emergency! 28 00:00:57,024 --> 00:00:59,091 Sorry guys, medical emergency. 29 00:00:59,193 --> 00:01:00,826 Sorry folks, you know how it is? 30 00:01:00,828 --> 00:01:03,495 Emergencies. Okay, buddy. So... 31 00:01:03,497 --> 00:01:05,597 We've got two oat milk, dude. And one's got the syrup, 32 00:01:05,699 --> 00:01:07,499 Don't forget that. It's important, okay? 33 00:01:07,501 --> 00:01:08,767 Oh. Hey, crys... 34 00:01:08,769 --> 00:01:10,235 - Jeremy. 35 00:01:10,237 --> 00:01:12,504 - You're a paramedic now? - In training. 36 00:01:12,506 --> 00:01:14,973 Five months, right, jer? 37 00:01:14,975 --> 00:01:16,108 - Yeah. 38 00:01:16,209 --> 00:01:18,776 - A plot twist up in the north, eh? 39 00:01:18,779 --> 00:01:21,080 - Hey boss, you got a phone? 40 00:01:21,181 --> 00:01:22,848 I twisted my knee, 41 00:01:22,950 --> 00:01:24,449 Need to call my wife to come get me. 42 00:01:24,451 --> 00:01:26,384 - Want me to take a look? I can... 43 00:01:26,486 --> 00:01:28,620 - Yeah, sure. - Yeah, yeah. Take a seat. 44 00:01:29,490 --> 00:01:31,023 (groans) 45 00:01:32,359 --> 00:01:34,593 - I haven't done this in a couple of years. 46 00:01:34,695 --> 00:01:36,060 Must have overdone it. 47 00:01:36,063 --> 00:01:37,863 Trying to get in shape for summer, you know? 48 00:01:37,964 --> 00:01:39,198 - I'd say you've got time, buddy. 49 00:01:39,200 --> 00:01:40,999 - Anyway, started to get all lightheaded, 50 00:01:41,101 --> 00:01:42,601 Twisted the dang thing. 51 00:01:42,603 --> 00:01:44,269 - Yeah, it's swollen. Probably just sprained. 52 00:01:44,371 --> 00:01:46,404 I can wrap it for you if you want. 53 00:01:46,506 --> 00:01:47,773 - Yeah, sure. - Yeah, yeah. 54 00:01:52,846 --> 00:01:55,347 (speaking nêhiyawêwin) 55 00:01:55,449 --> 00:01:57,483 It's going to slide right off, you need to cross it. 56 00:01:59,786 --> 00:02:01,053 I know what I'm doing. 57 00:02:02,590 --> 00:02:04,890 Tighter, that's the whole point of wrapping it. 58 00:02:04,992 --> 00:02:07,292 - Crys, can you just let me do my job, okay, please. 59 00:02:07,394 --> 00:02:08,893 - Oh, it's been my job a lot longer. 60 00:02:08,896 --> 00:02:10,662 - Okay, well, right now, I'm doing it. 61 00:02:10,764 --> 00:02:11,997 - Yeah, and you're not doing it right. 62 00:02:12,098 --> 00:02:13,665 (groaning) I'm just trying to help you, jer. 63 00:02:13,767 --> 00:02:14,833 - Oh, whoa, whoa. 64 00:02:15,903 --> 00:02:18,637 - He was lightheaded. Could be heart. 65 00:02:18,738 --> 00:02:20,839 He's arresting, he needs cpr. Start compressions. 66 00:02:20,941 --> 00:02:22,540 - I haven't done. I've only done it on dummies. 67 00:02:22,543 --> 00:02:24,343 - Just do compressions. Anybody can handle that. 68 00:02:24,345 --> 00:02:26,879 Can you call an actual ambulance, bodie. 69 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:29,013 - Okay... 70 00:02:29,016 --> 00:02:30,182 (crack) I just broke something, 71 00:02:30,284 --> 00:02:31,483 I just broke something. - Keep going, 72 00:02:31,585 --> 00:02:33,318 That's normal. C'mon. 73 00:02:33,954 --> 00:02:36,522 - One, two, three, four, five, six... 74 00:02:39,193 --> 00:02:41,393 - 57-year-old male, cardiac arrest 75 00:02:41,495 --> 00:02:43,061 Following strenuous activity. 76 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:44,596 - Ms. Highway, you seem to be everywhere. 77 00:02:44,698 --> 00:02:46,398 Your clinical doesn't start until nine. 78 00:02:46,500 --> 00:02:48,200 - Yeah, somehow work always finds me. 79 00:02:48,301 --> 00:02:50,802 Among other things. - Bay 3, get a crash cart, 80 00:02:50,804 --> 00:02:53,004 Let's go. We've got it! 81 00:02:53,007 --> 00:02:54,473 - He's going to be okay, right? 82 00:02:54,575 --> 00:02:56,375 Right? He's going to be okay? 83 00:02:56,476 --> 00:02:58,544 - He was lucky enough to get cpr as soon as he arrested. 84 00:02:58,645 --> 00:03:00,612 He'd be luckier if he got it from someone who actually 85 00:03:00,614 --> 00:03:02,281 Knew what they were doing... - Crys, I know 86 00:03:02,283 --> 00:03:04,883 I blanked back there. I do know some stuff. 87 00:03:04,885 --> 00:03:06,618 - Cpr is basic, jeremy. 88 00:03:06,720 --> 00:03:08,486 It's the easiest thing we'll do in the field. 89 00:03:08,489 --> 00:03:10,355 - We can't all be perfect out of the gate, crys. 90 00:03:10,457 --> 00:03:11,856 Alright? Some of us make mistakes. 91 00:03:11,958 --> 00:03:13,592 - We don't get to make mistakes. 92 00:03:16,964 --> 00:03:18,497 It's saving lives. 93 00:03:22,036 --> 00:03:24,503 (suspenseful music) 94 00:03:25,639 --> 00:03:27,572 - The fryer's busted again. 95 00:03:27,674 --> 00:03:29,507 Then I guess you're going to have to fix it again. 96 00:03:29,510 --> 00:03:30,575 Better hop to champ, 97 00:03:30,577 --> 00:03:32,177 It's going to be lunch rush soon. 98 00:03:32,279 --> 00:03:33,645 - You got it, champ. 99 00:03:33,647 --> 00:03:35,913 (laughing) 100 00:03:35,916 --> 00:03:37,549 (groans) 101 00:03:39,053 --> 00:03:41,186 Damn it, now I got to mop too. 102 00:03:41,188 --> 00:03:42,454 (laughing) 103 00:03:42,555 --> 00:03:44,056 Oh, god, this thing is heavy. 104 00:03:46,092 --> 00:03:48,193 (groaning) - oh my god! 105 00:03:48,295 --> 00:03:50,696 (groaning) 106 00:03:50,698 --> 00:03:52,064 - I'm alright, becca. 107 00:03:55,936 --> 00:03:58,069 (ominous tone) 108 00:03:58,072 --> 00:04:00,439 (tense music) 109 00:04:08,115 --> 00:04:11,282 - So, wait. Is she his wife, or not? 110 00:04:11,285 --> 00:04:14,353 - That is... Unclear. 111 00:04:14,355 --> 00:04:17,356 All I know about chopper's ex is they got married young, 112 00:04:17,358 --> 00:04:19,491 And she didn't want him to be a pilot. 113 00:04:19,593 --> 00:04:21,826 - Dude, flying is chopper's life. 114 00:04:21,829 --> 00:04:24,262 Telling him not to fly is like telling him not to breathe. 115 00:04:24,364 --> 00:04:25,764 - Right? - Never be with someone 116 00:04:25,865 --> 00:04:27,566 Who doesn't want me to follow my dreams. 117 00:04:27,668 --> 00:04:29,934 - Yeah. Oh! - Yikes. It's cold out there. 118 00:04:30,036 --> 00:04:31,103 You are like ice. 119 00:04:31,204 --> 00:04:33,739 - And you're hot, temperature-wise. 120 00:04:35,775 --> 00:04:37,643 - Uh... I'll go this way, yeah, there we go. 121 00:04:44,651 --> 00:04:46,984 - You camping out here, boss? 122 00:04:46,987 --> 00:04:48,920 - Uh, kind of. 123 00:04:48,922 --> 00:04:50,589 Yeah, you know, with the expansion. 124 00:04:50,691 --> 00:04:52,190 Sometimes it's just easier to crash here, huh? 125 00:04:52,192 --> 00:04:54,192 - Right. 126 00:04:54,294 --> 00:04:55,860 (pagers beeping) 127 00:04:55,962 --> 00:04:57,996 - So... 128 00:04:58,098 --> 00:04:59,831 Should you ladies turn around or will I? 129 00:05:03,236 --> 00:05:04,936 - He's in here. 130 00:05:04,938 --> 00:05:06,805 (groaning) 131 00:05:06,807 --> 00:05:07,906 Careful! 132 00:05:08,007 --> 00:05:09,674 - Whoa! 133 00:05:09,676 --> 00:05:12,677 - Slippery. - Yeah, safety first. 134 00:05:12,779 --> 00:05:14,212 Thanks, boss. 135 00:05:15,582 --> 00:05:17,449 Here, I got you right down here. 136 00:05:18,485 --> 00:05:20,452 - It hurts... 137 00:05:20,554 --> 00:05:22,487 - I know. I need to take a look 138 00:05:22,489 --> 00:05:24,089 And I'm going to try to be gentle, okay? 139 00:05:24,190 --> 00:05:26,924 Extensive burns to the chest and neck, 140 00:05:26,927 --> 00:05:28,693 But your airway seems clear. 141 00:05:28,696 --> 00:05:29,995 Are you having any trouble breathing? 142 00:05:30,097 --> 00:05:31,662 - My face is burning. 143 00:05:31,665 --> 00:05:33,598 - Okay, I'm going to start an iv for the pain. 144 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:35,434 Grab the burn dressings from my bag? 145 00:05:35,436 --> 00:05:37,034 - Yeah. - Glove up first. 146 00:05:37,704 --> 00:05:40,105 - Is it going to scar? - Let's not worry about that 147 00:05:40,107 --> 00:05:41,773 Right now, okay? - You don't understand. 148 00:05:41,775 --> 00:05:43,241 I've had, like, really bad acne. 149 00:05:43,343 --> 00:05:45,042 Like, really bad for years. Do you know what it's like 150 00:05:45,045 --> 00:05:46,378 To have a messed-up face? 151 00:05:46,479 --> 00:05:49,548 It's all anyone can see. Can't even hide it. 152 00:05:51,384 --> 00:05:52,917 - Here you go. 153 00:05:53,019 --> 00:05:54,352 - Okay. This is going to sting. 154 00:05:54,355 --> 00:05:56,053 - Face first. 155 00:05:56,056 --> 00:05:58,523 - The burn is on your neck. - I don't care. 156 00:05:58,625 --> 00:05:59,858 Please. 157 00:06:02,996 --> 00:06:05,063 - Cut four holes in a dressing. 158 00:06:05,165 --> 00:06:06,932 Eyes, nose, mouth. - Okay. 159 00:06:07,033 --> 00:06:08,366 - I got a prescription for my acne 160 00:06:08,368 --> 00:06:10,402 A couple months ago. 161 00:06:10,503 --> 00:06:13,672 People finally saw me. Not the pizza face. 162 00:06:14,908 --> 00:06:17,208 I asked becca to spring formal, and she actually said yes. 163 00:06:17,310 --> 00:06:19,144 Because I didn't look like a freak anymore. 164 00:06:19,146 --> 00:06:20,512 Please, I can't go back to that. 165 00:06:22,750 --> 00:06:24,883 - Just try to relax, okay? 166 00:06:27,253 --> 00:06:29,020 - Thank you. 167 00:06:29,022 --> 00:06:31,556 - It's okay. We understand about scars. 168 00:06:33,359 --> 00:06:36,094 (plane engine revving) 169 00:06:39,199 --> 00:06:41,366 Hey, I just dropped off my patient. 170 00:06:41,468 --> 00:06:43,701 - I brought some of my practice lattes from work. 171 00:06:43,803 --> 00:06:46,037 If this doesn't wake chopper up, nothing will. 172 00:06:48,141 --> 00:06:49,841 - Okay, he isn't intubated anymore, 173 00:06:49,843 --> 00:06:51,309 Which is a good sign. 174 00:06:51,411 --> 00:06:53,211 They must expect him to wake up soon. 175 00:06:54,147 --> 00:06:55,714 - Hey, guys. - How's he doing, 176 00:06:55,716 --> 00:06:57,782 What're the doctors saying? - Not much. 177 00:06:57,884 --> 00:06:59,317 At least, not to us. 178 00:06:59,319 --> 00:07:02,353 They're only sharing updates with the immediate family. 179 00:07:02,356 --> 00:07:04,456 - But, after we brought him in yesterday, 180 00:07:04,458 --> 00:07:05,924 They were giving us updates. 181 00:07:05,926 --> 00:07:08,359 - The family has decided they don't want 182 00:07:08,362 --> 00:07:09,861 His medical information released. 183 00:07:09,963 --> 00:07:12,330 - Seriously? We're his family. 184 00:07:12,432 --> 00:07:13,531 They're divorced. 185 00:07:13,534 --> 00:07:15,333 - She's still his emergency contact. 186 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:17,269 - Okay, so, chopper forgot to update 187 00:07:17,370 --> 00:07:18,403 After they got a divorce. 188 00:07:18,505 --> 00:07:20,672 - Or they really are back together. 189 00:07:20,774 --> 00:07:22,340 Either way, the hospital has to respect her wishes. 190 00:07:22,442 --> 00:07:23,842 - Can we go see him at least? 191 00:07:24,711 --> 00:07:26,611 - The family isn't allowing visitors. 192 00:07:26,713 --> 00:07:28,079 - Who does this woman think she is? 193 00:07:28,181 --> 00:07:30,015 She hasn't been in his life for years, now she's back 194 00:07:30,017 --> 00:07:31,549 Acting like she means something to him, 195 00:07:31,552 --> 00:07:32,884 Just because he's going to be an astronaut 196 00:07:32,886 --> 00:07:35,187 And she thinks she can get something from him? 197 00:07:36,789 --> 00:07:38,222 - Okay, so... 198 00:07:38,225 --> 00:07:40,625 That didn't seem like it's just about chopper. 199 00:07:41,928 --> 00:07:43,061 - My clinical. 200 00:07:44,364 --> 00:07:47,098 (somber music) 201 00:07:49,636 --> 00:07:51,770 - This is the type of thing 202 00:07:51,872 --> 00:07:53,438 You'd usually talk to chopper about, 203 00:07:53,440 --> 00:07:54,973 But... 204 00:07:55,709 --> 00:07:57,008 Ta-da! 205 00:07:58,344 --> 00:07:59,377 You okay? 206 00:07:59,479 --> 00:08:01,146 - I got a call from donor screening. 207 00:08:01,248 --> 00:08:03,147 They found a close genetic relative. 208 00:08:03,150 --> 00:08:04,983 - Bodie, that's great. 209 00:08:05,085 --> 00:08:07,385 Who is it? Is it your mom? 210 00:08:07,387 --> 00:08:09,521 - Whoever it is. They only came looking 211 00:08:09,523 --> 00:08:10,922 Because they need a kidney. 212 00:08:11,024 --> 00:08:13,992 I told donor screening to lose my number. 213 00:08:14,094 --> 00:08:16,428 But... What if it is jolene? 214 00:08:18,164 --> 00:08:20,332 What if... 215 00:08:20,334 --> 00:08:21,933 What if she knows that I've been looking for her 216 00:08:21,935 --> 00:08:23,868 This entire time, 217 00:08:23,970 --> 00:08:25,403 And she just didn't care, until she needed 218 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:26,805 Something from me? 219 00:08:26,907 --> 00:08:29,107 (distant sirens) 220 00:08:30,610 --> 00:08:32,344 - Look... 221 00:08:32,346 --> 00:08:34,012 I know it's different, but... 222 00:08:34,113 --> 00:08:36,314 The last six months since my surgery, 223 00:08:37,383 --> 00:08:38,950 Really made me think about what my mom 224 00:08:38,952 --> 00:08:40,618 Went through when she was sick. 225 00:08:41,388 --> 00:08:44,089 No one should go through that alone, bodie. 226 00:08:45,992 --> 00:08:48,560 - But sharing dna doesn't make you family. 227 00:08:48,562 --> 00:08:50,629 Chopper's family. 228 00:08:50,730 --> 00:08:52,464 I owe it to him to be in there. 229 00:08:57,504 --> 00:08:58,670 - You know... 230 00:09:00,073 --> 00:09:03,441 Anyone can go anywhere in a hospital wearing scrubs. 231 00:09:05,612 --> 00:09:08,280 (gentle music) 232 00:09:15,221 --> 00:09:17,822 (buzzing) 233 00:09:27,067 --> 00:09:29,433 - Why are you wearing pajamas in space? 234 00:09:29,436 --> 00:09:31,269 - Chops, you're awake. 235 00:09:31,371 --> 00:09:32,871 Are you okay? 236 00:09:32,973 --> 00:09:35,206 You were in an accident. What do you remember? 237 00:09:35,208 --> 00:09:38,610 - I was in selection camp... 238 00:09:41,481 --> 00:09:44,716 Doing an impossible exercise, and... 239 00:09:48,889 --> 00:09:51,356 I thought I had more time. 240 00:09:51,358 --> 00:09:52,991 - Your propane tank blew. 241 00:09:54,061 --> 00:09:55,660 What were you doing up in that fire tower? 242 00:09:57,064 --> 00:09:59,030 - I was trying to simulate a space walk. 243 00:09:59,032 --> 00:10:00,298 - In manitoba? 244 00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:02,166 Why weren't you at selection camp? 245 00:10:02,869 --> 00:10:06,838 - They were giving everyone in the final sixteen time off. 246 00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:09,074 Before they selected two astronauts, 247 00:10:09,076 --> 00:10:10,975 I was going to come see you. 248 00:10:11,077 --> 00:10:12,443 Bods, I really was. 249 00:10:12,545 --> 00:10:14,946 I just, I wanted to practice more. 250 00:10:16,082 --> 00:10:17,715 - What about you and sunita? You didn't tell me 251 00:10:17,817 --> 00:10:19,117 You two were back together. 252 00:10:19,119 --> 00:10:21,585 - I'm sorry, I must have hit my head pretty hard. 253 00:10:21,588 --> 00:10:22,988 You... 254 00:10:23,089 --> 00:10:25,123 I thought you said sunita. 255 00:10:25,224 --> 00:10:26,524 - Jay? 256 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,193 - Suni? 257 00:10:28,294 --> 00:10:29,627 What are you doing here? 258 00:10:29,729 --> 00:10:31,062 - When someone's in an explosion, 259 00:10:31,064 --> 00:10:33,498 They usually call their emergency contact. 260 00:10:34,634 --> 00:10:36,534 (speaking hindi) 261 00:10:44,711 --> 00:10:46,044 - I'm glad you came, suni. 262 00:10:47,047 --> 00:10:48,579 - Wasn't sure you would be. 263 00:10:48,681 --> 00:10:50,114 - I mean, it's... 264 00:10:50,216 --> 00:10:52,016 It's embarrassing. 265 00:10:52,118 --> 00:10:54,219 First time seeing each other since the divorce. 266 00:10:54,320 --> 00:10:56,821 And I'm all banged up in a backless nightie. 267 00:10:56,923 --> 00:10:58,323 - You make it work. 268 00:10:59,493 --> 00:11:01,693 - Honestly, suni, I'm okay. 269 00:11:03,964 --> 00:11:06,064 Except, my arm is killing me. 270 00:11:10,303 --> 00:11:12,404 Uh... I'm... 271 00:11:13,940 --> 00:11:15,540 Glad you came. 272 00:11:18,711 --> 00:11:19,844 - Okay. 273 00:11:20,781 --> 00:11:22,580 I guess I'll go get the doctor. 274 00:11:28,755 --> 00:11:30,020 - Bodie texted, 275 00:11:30,023 --> 00:11:31,189 "they're doing tests, 276 00:11:31,191 --> 00:11:32,323 But chopper is in good spirits." 277 00:11:32,425 --> 00:11:33,858 And apparently, he's happy sunita is here 278 00:11:33,960 --> 00:11:35,593 So you know there's a story... 279 00:11:36,663 --> 00:11:39,564 - Hey, blow a fuse, nowie? It's March. 280 00:11:39,665 --> 00:11:41,199 - What's the matter, skippy? Scared of the cold 281 00:11:41,301 --> 00:11:42,867 Or just getting your ass whooped? 282 00:11:42,869 --> 00:11:44,201 (laughing) - we used to play 283 00:11:44,204 --> 00:11:45,402 In flight school. 284 00:11:46,139 --> 00:11:48,072 You just think this is going to give you an edge 285 00:11:48,074 --> 00:11:50,075 Because of your icy polish blood. 286 00:11:50,176 --> 00:11:52,277 (exhaling) 287 00:11:52,378 --> 00:11:53,678 - Brave move, dogging the captain 288 00:11:53,780 --> 00:11:54,879 Doing your line check tomorrow. 289 00:11:54,981 --> 00:11:57,816 C'mon, lex, cadets versus civvies. 290 00:11:59,686 --> 00:12:01,285 C'mon, tris. 291 00:12:01,288 --> 00:12:03,921 Chopper's awake and it's only minus five. 292 00:12:04,023 --> 00:12:05,090 Time to celebrate. 293 00:12:05,191 --> 00:12:08,359 (♪ raise a little hell ♪ by trooper) 294 00:12:08,361 --> 00:12:10,528 ♪ raise a little hell ♪ 295 00:12:11,998 --> 00:12:14,032 (shouting) 296 00:12:14,034 --> 00:12:16,433 ♪ raise a little hell, raise a little hell ♪ 297 00:12:16,436 --> 00:12:17,869 ♪ raise a little hell ♪ 298 00:12:21,074 --> 00:12:23,141 ♪ raise a little hell, raise a little hell ♪ 299 00:12:23,143 --> 00:12:24,876 ♪ raise a little hell ♪ 300 00:12:26,713 --> 00:12:27,946 ♪ if you don't like ♪ 301 00:12:27,948 --> 00:12:29,681 ♪ what you got ♪ 302 00:12:29,783 --> 00:12:31,883 ♪ why don't you change it ♪ 303 00:12:33,419 --> 00:12:35,052 ♪ if your world ♪ 304 00:12:35,055 --> 00:12:36,387 ♪ is all screwed up ♪ 305 00:12:36,389 --> 00:12:38,423 ♪ rearrange it ♪ 306 00:12:40,727 --> 00:12:43,328 ♪ raise a little hell, raise a little hell ♪ 307 00:12:43,429 --> 00:12:44,562 ♪ raise a little hell ♪ 308 00:12:45,899 --> 00:12:47,632 (excited shouting) 309 00:12:47,634 --> 00:12:50,468 ♪ raise a little hell, raise a little hell ♪ 310 00:12:50,470 --> 00:12:52,137 ♪ raise a little hell ♪ 311 00:12:53,640 --> 00:12:55,306 ♪ if you don't like ♪ 312 00:12:55,408 --> 00:12:56,507 ♪ what you see ♪ 313 00:12:56,609 --> 00:12:58,610 ♪ why don't you fight it ♪ 314 00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:03,981 ♪ if you know there's something wrong ♪ 315 00:13:04,083 --> 00:13:05,049 ♪ why don't you... ♪♪ 316 00:13:05,051 --> 00:13:06,717 (excited exclamations) 317 00:13:06,819 --> 00:13:07,952 (laughing) 318 00:13:09,422 --> 00:13:10,922 - She's good. 319 00:13:11,023 --> 00:13:12,457 - C'mon, hayley's cheating. 320 00:13:12,559 --> 00:13:14,492 She's wearing a shirt while we're freezing our buns off. 321 00:13:14,594 --> 00:13:15,893 - Yeah, c'mon, hayls. 322 00:13:15,996 --> 00:13:17,295 Even the score, show some skin. 323 00:13:17,397 --> 00:13:18,963 (hollering) 324 00:13:19,065 --> 00:13:20,431 - I'm on early tomorrow, 325 00:13:20,533 --> 00:13:22,099 I'm going to quit while I'm ahead. 326 00:13:22,102 --> 00:13:23,334 - Alright. - Nice job, hayley. 327 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:33,044 (gentle music) 328 00:13:44,257 --> 00:13:46,724 - Fire up the grill, I'll grab burgers. 329 00:13:49,930 --> 00:13:51,830 (shivering) 330 00:14:13,253 --> 00:14:14,752 (sighs) 331 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:17,922 - We have to be so careful with our hearts. 332 00:14:21,294 --> 00:14:24,228 They are so strong but so vulnerable. 333 00:14:24,330 --> 00:14:27,031 Your fall caused cardiac and pulmonary contusions. 334 00:14:27,033 --> 00:14:28,766 Swelling to the heart and lungs. 335 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:31,035 And there was some bleeding around the sac of the heart. 336 00:14:31,137 --> 00:14:32,970 But you were lucky, 337 00:14:33,072 --> 00:14:35,773 You got a pericardiocentesis when you needed it. 338 00:14:37,377 --> 00:14:39,444 With time, your heart and lungs should heal. 339 00:14:39,545 --> 00:14:41,512 - Will he be able to go back to selection camp? 340 00:14:42,648 --> 00:14:44,315 - Not for this intake. I'm sorry, mr. Chopra. 341 00:14:44,417 --> 00:14:47,285 - But this is only the second intake 342 00:14:47,387 --> 00:14:49,853 Spc has had in 50 years. 343 00:14:49,856 --> 00:14:51,923 There might not be another one for decades. 344 00:14:52,024 --> 00:14:53,257 - I'm not going to be an astronaut. 345 00:14:53,260 --> 00:14:55,093 - I'm so sorry, jay. 346 00:14:56,763 --> 00:14:57,896 - What about my hand? 347 00:14:58,632 --> 00:14:59,964 I still can't move my fingers. 348 00:15:00,066 --> 00:15:02,066 - The surgeon removed a lot of shrapnel 349 00:15:02,168 --> 00:15:03,534 From your forearm and your hand. 350 00:15:03,636 --> 00:15:05,669 It caused damage to your muscles, 351 00:15:05,672 --> 00:15:08,273 Tendons, your nerves were severed. 352 00:15:08,374 --> 00:15:10,008 - That's just temporary, right? 353 00:15:11,044 --> 00:15:13,144 I can get it back. - We'll wait for the swelling 354 00:15:13,245 --> 00:15:14,946 To go down to evaluate next steps. 355 00:15:15,882 --> 00:15:17,481 - Wait, forget being an astronaut. 356 00:15:17,583 --> 00:15:19,883 If chopper can't use his hand... 357 00:15:19,886 --> 00:15:21,719 - I can't be a pilot. 358 00:15:33,099 --> 00:15:35,166 (plane engine revving) 359 00:15:35,268 --> 00:15:36,867 - The little guy kept coming back to the hangar 360 00:15:36,969 --> 00:15:38,936 And he was just so cute. 361 00:15:38,938 --> 00:15:41,806 Every time I tried to feed him, he tried to bite my glove. 362 00:15:41,908 --> 00:15:44,108 - It's an arctic fox, reese, not a dog. 363 00:15:44,210 --> 00:15:47,745 - Yeah, but I'm a sucker for big brown eyes. 364 00:15:50,650 --> 00:15:52,450 - What's the 200's max airspeed 365 00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:54,051 For effective windshield anti-icing? 366 00:15:54,153 --> 00:15:55,653 - Oh, wow... 367 00:15:55,755 --> 00:15:56,787 226 knots. 368 00:15:56,889 --> 00:15:58,055 - Max takeoff weight? 369 00:15:58,157 --> 00:15:59,724 - Work-mode, huh nowie? 370 00:15:59,825 --> 00:16:01,259 Twelve, five. 371 00:16:01,361 --> 00:16:03,261 - Overweight landing policy? 372 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:07,198 - Um, I-I'd have to check that one. 373 00:16:07,299 --> 00:16:08,800 - I'm not signing you off on this aircraft 374 00:16:08,802 --> 00:16:10,468 Until you know it cold, hassan. 375 00:16:10,569 --> 00:16:12,270 Landing checklist. 376 00:16:15,575 --> 00:16:18,509 - Turkey or p.B.? 377 00:16:18,511 --> 00:16:20,345 I don't know what's up with you today, 378 00:16:20,446 --> 00:16:21,679 But reese is your friend. 379 00:16:21,781 --> 00:16:23,081 And you were way hard on him 380 00:16:23,182 --> 00:16:24,615 So clearly you need a sandwich. 381 00:16:24,617 --> 00:16:26,818 - What does "no hard feelings" mean, tristan? 382 00:16:26,820 --> 00:16:29,220 - What? - I found the note. 383 00:16:29,322 --> 00:16:31,489 You've seen the way he is with you. 384 00:16:32,359 --> 00:16:33,690 What happened with you and reese? 385 00:16:33,693 --> 00:16:35,159 - Nothing. 386 00:16:35,261 --> 00:16:37,695 After pierce's accident, he was upset. 387 00:16:37,797 --> 00:16:39,731 I tried to talk him through it, and... 388 00:16:40,700 --> 00:16:41,899 He kissed me. 389 00:16:43,036 --> 00:16:45,503 - He kissed you? - Nothing happened, nowak. 390 00:16:45,604 --> 00:16:47,972 It's not that big of a deal. I told him I have a boyfriend 391 00:16:48,074 --> 00:16:49,440 And he didn't know it was you. 392 00:16:49,542 --> 00:16:51,275 - Why didn't you tell me? 393 00:16:51,377 --> 00:16:53,311 - Because it wasn't a big deal? 394 00:16:53,980 --> 00:16:55,312 I knew you'd freak out. 395 00:16:55,315 --> 00:16:56,881 And we all have to work together. 396 00:16:56,982 --> 00:16:58,983 Honestly, it's nothing. 397 00:16:59,085 --> 00:17:01,452 He was upset, and he kissed me. 398 00:17:01,554 --> 00:17:04,355 - Why did he feel like he could kiss you, tris? 399 00:17:05,158 --> 00:17:06,857 You always need an escape plan, 400 00:17:06,860 --> 00:17:09,193 A way out, another option. 401 00:17:10,463 --> 00:17:11,729 What did you do to make him feel 402 00:17:11,831 --> 00:17:12,863 Like he had a chance? 403 00:17:12,866 --> 00:17:15,133 - Milosz, I need you to trust me. 404 00:17:18,138 --> 00:17:21,139 (soft music) 405 00:17:22,908 --> 00:17:24,475 - He's really upset. 406 00:17:24,477 --> 00:17:27,211 - What's chopper going to do if he can't fly? 407 00:17:27,213 --> 00:17:29,347 - Being a pilot, having a dream like this 408 00:17:29,349 --> 00:17:31,682 It gives you purpose, gives you focus so... 409 00:17:32,685 --> 00:17:34,352 Becomes your everything. 410 00:17:34,454 --> 00:17:36,020 Without that... 411 00:17:38,324 --> 00:17:40,625 - Somebody owe you money? You keep rubbing your palm, 412 00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:42,026 Isn't that supposed to mean money's coming? 413 00:17:42,128 --> 00:17:43,628 - Yeah, in this case, I think it just means 414 00:17:43,729 --> 00:17:45,429 That I shouldn't have grabbed that porch rail 415 00:17:45,531 --> 00:17:46,964 When we picked up that last patient. 416 00:17:47,066 --> 00:17:49,233 Got a sliver. - Let me take a look at that. 417 00:17:49,335 --> 00:17:51,402 - Oh, it's not that bad. It's just a sliver. 418 00:17:52,505 --> 00:17:54,605 - No, that is the whole porch. 419 00:17:54,707 --> 00:17:57,041 I'm going to remove it so it doesn't get infected. 420 00:17:57,043 --> 00:17:59,811 Here, hop up so I can get at you better in the light. 421 00:18:03,583 --> 00:18:04,849 Okay. 422 00:18:09,955 --> 00:18:12,356 (humming) 423 00:18:19,599 --> 00:18:21,465 - It's just this thing I used to in cadets 424 00:18:21,567 --> 00:18:23,734 To help me get through the tough parts of training. 425 00:18:23,836 --> 00:18:24,936 - Right. 426 00:18:27,273 --> 00:18:29,407 - I'm scared of needles. Now you know my secret. 427 00:18:29,409 --> 00:18:32,343 - Girl, I've seen you pick up a snake with a pair of forceps. 428 00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:34,879 (laughing) - I can handle snakes. 429 00:18:34,980 --> 00:18:37,615 And blood, and guts, and puke. 430 00:18:37,716 --> 00:18:39,350 But ooh, needles... 431 00:18:39,352 --> 00:18:41,485 (laughing) - okay. 432 00:18:41,488 --> 00:18:42,820 Alright, what are we singing? 433 00:18:42,922 --> 00:18:44,455 - Same song since I was fourteen. 434 00:18:46,392 --> 00:18:48,960 ♪ row, row, row your boat ♪ 435 00:18:48,962 --> 00:18:51,362 ♪ gently down the stream ♪ ♪ row, row, row your boat ♪ 436 00:18:51,464 --> 00:18:53,865 ♪ merrily, merrily, merrily ♪ ♪ gently down the stream ♪ 437 00:18:53,966 --> 00:18:56,100 ♪ life is but a dream ♪ ♪ merrily, merrily, merrily ♪ 438 00:18:56,202 --> 00:18:58,769 ♪ row, row, row your boat ♪ ♪ life is but a dream ♪ 439 00:18:58,771 --> 00:19:01,072 ♪ gently down the stream ♪ ♪ row, row, row your boat ♪ 440 00:19:01,174 --> 00:19:03,707 ♪ merrily, merrily, merrily ♪ ♪ gently down the stream ♪ 441 00:19:03,809 --> 00:19:06,244 ♪ life is but a dream ♪♪ 442 00:19:08,347 --> 00:19:09,847 Are we done yet? I can't look. 443 00:19:09,949 --> 00:19:12,116 - I finished four boats ago. 444 00:19:12,118 --> 00:19:14,451 Maybe I just like holding your hand. 445 00:19:14,553 --> 00:19:16,854 (chuckling) 446 00:19:18,858 --> 00:19:21,125 (upbeat music) 447 00:19:30,103 --> 00:19:31,469 - Oh, I'm sorry. 448 00:19:32,371 --> 00:19:34,071 I should not have done that. 449 00:19:34,173 --> 00:19:35,806 That was wildly inappropriate. 450 00:19:35,908 --> 00:19:37,341 - Or hella sexy. 451 00:19:37,443 --> 00:19:39,710 Let me clean this and we can pick back up. 452 00:19:40,446 --> 00:19:41,946 - No, no. No, no, no. 453 00:19:42,047 --> 00:19:43,414 No, I... 454 00:19:44,918 --> 00:19:46,383 Stef... 455 00:19:46,485 --> 00:19:48,653 Look, I want to, I do. It's just... 456 00:19:50,256 --> 00:19:52,889 The thing about dreams, 457 00:19:52,892 --> 00:19:55,158 I'm still working on mine. 458 00:19:55,161 --> 00:19:57,862 And it takes all of my focus. 459 00:19:57,964 --> 00:20:00,698 It's my whole life really. 460 00:20:00,799 --> 00:20:02,165 I just don't want to start something 461 00:20:02,168 --> 00:20:05,435 That I can't commit to. Or lead you on. 462 00:20:05,438 --> 00:20:06,871 I'm sorry. 463 00:20:08,340 --> 00:20:09,774 - The old "you're too good for me" excuse. 464 00:20:09,875 --> 00:20:12,243 - That's not what I meant. - No, it's... 465 00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:17,114 It's cool. This stuff happens, you know? 466 00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:18,983 The energy's right. 467 00:20:18,985 --> 00:20:21,118 But the time was off. 468 00:20:21,120 --> 00:20:23,454 Hey, we can still be friends. 469 00:20:23,555 --> 00:20:25,056 - Yeah, friends. 470 00:20:25,058 --> 00:20:26,591 (chuckling) 471 00:20:28,861 --> 00:20:31,929 (gentle music) 472 00:20:38,704 --> 00:20:40,204 - I know it sucks. 473 00:20:40,306 --> 00:20:41,772 But the doctor says you've got to get moving 474 00:20:41,874 --> 00:20:42,973 After heart surgery. 475 00:20:43,075 --> 00:20:44,475 (groaning) that's it, that's it. 476 00:20:44,577 --> 00:20:46,143 Just one step at a time. 477 00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:48,145 - I can't. Please, I need to rest. 478 00:20:48,147 --> 00:20:49,346 - You can do a little more. 479 00:20:49,449 --> 00:20:51,081 We haven't been around the floor yet. 480 00:20:51,183 --> 00:20:52,984 - Ugh... I need to sit. 481 00:20:53,752 --> 00:20:55,052 - Look, 482 00:20:55,054 --> 00:20:57,154 I know not going back to selection camp is tough, 483 00:20:57,256 --> 00:20:59,023 But you're going to come back stronger than ever, chopper. 484 00:20:59,025 --> 00:21:00,825 - When I didn't get the job at ac, 485 00:21:00,926 --> 00:21:02,426 I was ready to give up... 486 00:21:02,528 --> 00:21:04,828 - That's not the same thing, bodes. 487 00:21:04,831 --> 00:21:07,832 You were sulking because you didn't get a job. 488 00:21:07,933 --> 00:21:09,400 Were you even listening in there? 489 00:21:09,501 --> 00:21:13,504 My heart and lungs "should" recover. 490 00:21:13,506 --> 00:21:16,307 I "might" be able to use my hand. 491 00:21:16,409 --> 00:21:18,909 - Chops... - It's my goddamn hand, bodie. 492 00:21:18,911 --> 00:21:20,978 No, I might be able to live with the fact 493 00:21:20,980 --> 00:21:23,180 That I'm not going to be an astronaut anymore. 494 00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:25,849 But I screwed myself out of the only backup plan 495 00:21:25,852 --> 00:21:27,118 That I ever had. 496 00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:28,852 Because of my own goddamn fault. 497 00:21:28,855 --> 00:21:31,188 So no, this isn't just a job for me, 498 00:21:31,190 --> 00:21:33,557 Bodie, alright? This is my whole life. 499 00:21:35,561 --> 00:21:37,328 Now what do I have? 500 00:21:37,430 --> 00:21:38,663 - Chops? 501 00:21:38,764 --> 00:21:40,263 Chops! 502 00:21:40,266 --> 00:21:42,166 Help! I need some help! 503 00:21:50,143 --> 00:21:52,042 Chopper is gonna be able to use his hand again. 504 00:21:52,044 --> 00:21:53,944 He's going to be able to fly again too. 505 00:21:53,946 --> 00:21:55,446 He has to. 506 00:21:56,182 --> 00:21:57,882 - It might not be that simple, bodie, 507 00:21:57,983 --> 00:22:00,417 But we'll make sure that he has the best care. 508 00:22:00,519 --> 00:22:02,353 He just had a pulmonary embolism. 509 00:22:02,454 --> 00:22:04,021 Plus, all his injuries from the explosion. 510 00:22:04,123 --> 00:22:05,556 - He just needs some motivation. 511 00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:07,892 Something to work towards. 512 00:22:07,993 --> 00:22:10,094 Can't dr. Yana phone space program canada 513 00:22:10,195 --> 00:22:12,163 And get them to wait until he's recovered? 514 00:22:12,165 --> 00:22:14,632 I mean, it's chopper, crys. The best. 515 00:22:14,634 --> 00:22:16,166 You really think they're going to reject him 516 00:22:16,169 --> 00:22:17,735 Just because he needs some time to heal? 517 00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:19,970 - Yeah, I... 518 00:22:19,972 --> 00:22:21,238 I called them. 519 00:22:21,340 --> 00:22:23,808 - Yeah, and? - Bodie... 520 00:22:25,111 --> 00:22:27,545 They said they couldn't take him back because... 521 00:22:29,014 --> 00:22:30,714 He was already cut from selection camp. 522 00:22:30,716 --> 00:22:33,116 - What? - Two weeks ago. 523 00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:34,952 Before his accident. 524 00:22:37,356 --> 00:22:39,390 He didn't make the final sixteen. 525 00:22:43,996 --> 00:22:47,131 (groaning) - god... It hurts. 526 00:22:48,468 --> 00:22:50,067 (speaking hindi) 527 00:22:50,169 --> 00:22:52,269 Are you okay? Do you want me to call the doctor? 528 00:22:52,271 --> 00:22:53,737 - Me waking up every day in the hospital 529 00:22:53,740 --> 00:22:56,340 Looking like this while you look like that is... 530 00:22:56,442 --> 00:22:58,008 Really unfair. 531 00:23:04,650 --> 00:23:06,684 The doctor said you did well in surgery. 532 00:23:06,786 --> 00:23:08,618 They're even talking about discharging you soon. 533 00:23:08,621 --> 00:23:11,021 And since everybody in your fan club is dying 534 00:23:11,023 --> 00:23:12,423 To take care of you, 535 00:23:12,525 --> 00:23:14,458 You don't need me hanging around thompson anymore. 536 00:23:16,796 --> 00:23:19,296 - Suni... You don't have to go. 537 00:23:25,104 --> 00:23:27,705 - No, I should get back. You know how papa is. 538 00:23:31,844 --> 00:23:35,045 He says you were the best engineer he ever had. 539 00:23:35,914 --> 00:23:37,981 I think, 540 00:23:37,984 --> 00:23:40,985 That's why I didn't want you to fly. 541 00:23:50,028 --> 00:23:52,129 When we were in engineering school, 542 00:23:52,231 --> 00:23:54,731 You were so effortlessly good at it. 543 00:23:54,734 --> 00:23:57,735 And I had to try so hard to just figure out 544 00:23:57,737 --> 00:23:59,570 The things you knew how to do. 545 00:23:59,572 --> 00:24:00,771 - C'mon, suni, you were the better engineer. 546 00:24:00,873 --> 00:24:02,173 - No. 547 00:24:03,208 --> 00:24:04,775 It just seemed like such a waste for someone 548 00:24:04,777 --> 00:24:06,577 So talented to do anything else. 549 00:24:07,713 --> 00:24:08,979 You know? 550 00:24:11,250 --> 00:24:14,185 - You understand why I had to though, right? 551 00:24:15,921 --> 00:24:17,455 Why I had to be an astronaut. 552 00:24:18,724 --> 00:24:20,224 - Your grandfather. 553 00:24:21,793 --> 00:24:23,928 - Every summer, my family and I went to india. 554 00:24:25,264 --> 00:24:28,632 My dadaji and I would lay out on the terrace, 555 00:24:28,734 --> 00:24:31,969 We'd look up at the stars. He could... Name them all. 556 00:24:34,307 --> 00:24:36,941 Gosh, the sky was just so much bigger there, you know? 557 00:24:38,044 --> 00:24:41,846 And I knew then that I wanted to be up there. 558 00:24:44,250 --> 00:24:47,184 Always thought I would teach our kids about the stars. 559 00:24:47,286 --> 00:24:49,019 - You still can. 560 00:24:50,056 --> 00:24:51,455 You don't have to be an astronaut 561 00:24:51,557 --> 00:24:53,657 Or a pilot to do that. 562 00:24:54,727 --> 00:24:58,395 - But they wouldn't be our kids, would they? 563 00:24:58,497 --> 00:24:59,897 - Jay... - Suni. 564 00:25:06,072 --> 00:25:07,805 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. 565 00:25:07,907 --> 00:25:09,273 I just... 566 00:25:10,642 --> 00:25:13,611 You were the one, suni, for so long. 567 00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:17,348 And after, I always wondered about us, 568 00:25:17,449 --> 00:25:19,984 About what could have been different, if... 569 00:25:21,787 --> 00:25:23,387 I... Could have been different. 570 00:25:26,658 --> 00:25:27,891 I mean, I get it, I get it. 571 00:25:27,893 --> 00:25:30,494 I mean, we both moved on. 572 00:25:30,496 --> 00:25:32,363 You built a whole new life, I... 573 00:25:33,366 --> 00:25:35,065 Have to... 574 00:25:36,902 --> 00:25:39,737 (emotional music) 575 00:26:06,866 --> 00:26:08,232 Please. 576 00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:14,004 - You have to commit. 577 00:26:14,006 --> 00:26:16,072 If we don't commit to the lift, someone will get hurt. 578 00:26:16,075 --> 00:26:18,208 - I know, it's just that we open tomorrow night. 579 00:26:18,310 --> 00:26:21,478 - And everybody will be expecting the lift. 580 00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:23,813 I shimmy down the aisle. 581 00:26:23,816 --> 00:26:26,083 Kick-ball, change, five, six, 582 00:26:26,085 --> 00:26:27,551 Hip-thrust, hip-thrust. 583 00:26:27,653 --> 00:26:29,286 The spotlight hits you. 584 00:26:29,288 --> 00:26:30,754 You give me the nod. 585 00:26:30,756 --> 00:26:32,089 The audience lights up 586 00:26:32,091 --> 00:26:34,458 And you run towards me for the lift. 587 00:26:37,196 --> 00:26:39,430 This is our chance 588 00:26:39,432 --> 00:26:43,033 To finally bring theatre to prospect river. 589 00:26:43,035 --> 00:26:46,036 Now, we have been practicing this dance 590 00:26:46,138 --> 00:26:48,839 Since we saw the movie in grade three. 591 00:26:48,940 --> 00:26:50,641 You can do it, sweetie. 592 00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:54,511 - Okay. - Okay. 593 00:26:54,613 --> 00:26:58,115 (upbeat 50s music plays) 594 00:27:05,290 --> 00:27:06,357 Ready? 595 00:27:07,593 --> 00:27:10,628 Five, six, seven, and smile! 596 00:27:22,007 --> 00:27:23,741 I really thought I had her. 597 00:27:23,842 --> 00:27:25,576 You know, the minute I tried to lift her up, 598 00:27:25,578 --> 00:27:27,544 I pulled this muscle in my chest. 599 00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:29,879 - We'll get you to tch for stitches and a reduction. 600 00:27:29,882 --> 00:27:32,549 How's the pain? (mumbling) 601 00:27:32,551 --> 00:27:34,084 Yeah, it's dislocated. 602 00:27:34,186 --> 00:27:36,620 Let's take a look there. 603 00:27:36,622 --> 00:27:39,289 - Oh, wow, that's a lot of... 604 00:27:39,391 --> 00:27:41,759 - Just, hold on... Oh! 605 00:27:41,860 --> 00:27:43,961 (muffled): He really hates blood. 606 00:27:44,063 --> 00:27:47,164 - Yeah, some people are squeamish. 607 00:27:47,166 --> 00:27:49,466 - What's the max itt for the start? 608 00:27:49,468 --> 00:27:51,635 - 1,000 degrees for five seconds. 609 00:27:51,737 --> 00:27:52,769 - What powers the itt gauge? 610 00:27:52,871 --> 00:27:54,304 (chuckles) - dc. 611 00:27:54,406 --> 00:27:58,042 Dc dies, ac lies. You taught me that, remember? 612 00:27:58,143 --> 00:28:00,544 - This is your takeoff. Line it up. 613 00:28:04,616 --> 00:28:06,983 (propellers whirring) 614 00:28:06,986 --> 00:28:08,051 It's icy. 615 00:28:08,053 --> 00:28:09,252 We got a quartering tail, 616 00:28:09,354 --> 00:28:11,021 Be careful when you bring it up. 617 00:28:15,994 --> 00:28:17,594 You're spooling up fast on the right. 618 00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:19,930 Spooling up fast on the right, you're weathervaning. 619 00:28:20,031 --> 00:28:21,565 - I have control! 620 00:28:24,636 --> 00:28:26,970 (tense music) 621 00:28:43,122 --> 00:28:44,888 I don't see any damage. 622 00:28:44,990 --> 00:28:46,690 Walk around looks good. 623 00:28:46,792 --> 00:28:49,159 We'll have to dig the poor girl out though. 624 00:28:49,161 --> 00:28:51,428 - We need to wait for an ame to okay it. 625 00:28:51,530 --> 00:28:52,963 - Nowak, we slid 626 00:28:53,064 --> 00:28:54,431 But we didn't hit anything, okay? 627 00:28:54,533 --> 00:28:57,034 Props and gear are intact. 628 00:28:57,036 --> 00:28:59,369 - Wait for an ame to okay it. 629 00:28:59,471 --> 00:29:00,570 - Nowak... 630 00:29:00,672 --> 00:29:02,172 Nowak! 631 00:29:02,274 --> 00:29:03,974 There isn't any damage. 632 00:29:06,112 --> 00:29:08,578 We could dig the gear out, push it back. 633 00:29:08,581 --> 00:29:10,581 - I told you, "be careful when setting the power." 634 00:29:10,682 --> 00:29:11,782 You didn't listen. 635 00:29:11,883 --> 00:29:13,517 - Okay, and you slammed on the breaks. 636 00:29:13,619 --> 00:29:16,653 - I'm an experienced captain, you're a rookie f.O. 637 00:29:16,655 --> 00:29:19,022 Maybe you'll listen better in your next line check. 638 00:29:19,124 --> 00:29:21,124 - What? - I can't check you out 639 00:29:21,127 --> 00:29:22,926 On a plane you can't fly. 640 00:29:23,796 --> 00:29:25,195 You have to redo your line check. 641 00:29:25,197 --> 00:29:28,365 - Nowak, c'mon. You know what this means to me. 642 00:29:30,669 --> 00:29:33,437 (emotional music) 643 00:29:36,041 --> 00:29:37,607 - I shouldn't have pushed you. 644 00:29:37,610 --> 00:29:39,143 I should have listened when you said 645 00:29:39,244 --> 00:29:42,011 That you were uncomfortable. I just, I wanted it to work 646 00:29:42,014 --> 00:29:43,413 So bad, you know? 647 00:29:43,415 --> 00:29:45,082 - Just try to relax, okay? 648 00:29:45,084 --> 00:29:46,550 As soon as we get a mechanic up here, 649 00:29:46,552 --> 00:29:47,818 We'll get you to a hospital. 650 00:29:47,919 --> 00:29:49,586 - We've been best friends since we were five. 651 00:29:49,588 --> 00:29:51,221 It's our favourite movie. 652 00:29:51,223 --> 00:29:53,023 I wanted to get it right. 653 00:29:53,025 --> 00:29:55,625 For both of us. - I wanted to get it right, too. 654 00:29:55,628 --> 00:29:58,028 Really. I'm sorry. 655 00:29:58,129 --> 00:30:01,030 - What? No, no. I'm the one who's sorry. 656 00:30:01,033 --> 00:30:03,299 I wanted you to trust me, I can't ask you to trust me 657 00:30:03,302 --> 00:30:05,368 If I'm going to literally let you down 658 00:30:05,371 --> 00:30:07,171 By doing something stupid. 659 00:30:07,272 --> 00:30:09,105 - Aww... (chuckles) 660 00:30:09,207 --> 00:30:12,242 Ow, ow, ow. 661 00:30:13,412 --> 00:30:14,511 - You guys hang tight, alright? 662 00:30:14,613 --> 00:30:16,380 I'll be right back. 663 00:30:16,481 --> 00:30:19,650 - I understand. Yup, thanks, bye. 664 00:30:22,354 --> 00:30:23,854 (sighs) 665 00:30:23,856 --> 00:30:25,322 - Nowak. 666 00:30:25,423 --> 00:30:27,857 - Ames are going to be a couple of hours. 667 00:30:27,860 --> 00:30:28,992 - I'm sorry. 668 00:30:30,429 --> 00:30:33,063 I-I screwed up. You were right. 669 00:30:33,165 --> 00:30:37,533 I got a little freaked about things getting serious 670 00:30:37,536 --> 00:30:39,670 With us and... 671 00:30:39,672 --> 00:30:41,137 I let reese kiss me. 672 00:30:41,140 --> 00:30:43,540 But he didn't know you were my boyfriend, nowak. 673 00:30:43,642 --> 00:30:45,209 And as soon as it happened, 674 00:30:45,310 --> 00:30:47,144 I realized I was wrong and I stopped it. 675 00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:50,413 But I should have told you so you know all that 676 00:30:50,416 --> 00:30:52,349 Instead of letting you find out the way you did. 677 00:30:52,450 --> 00:30:54,284 I can't expect you to trust me 678 00:30:54,286 --> 00:30:56,653 If I don't tell you everything you need to know. 679 00:30:58,891 --> 00:31:01,358 I have to trust you enough to tell you. 680 00:31:04,129 --> 00:31:05,429 - I'm sorry too. 681 00:31:06,932 --> 00:31:08,231 If you say it's just a kiss 682 00:31:08,233 --> 00:31:09,433 And there's nothing to worry about 683 00:31:09,435 --> 00:31:10,968 Then there's nothing to worry about. 684 00:31:10,970 --> 00:31:13,570 (uplifting, emotional music) 685 00:31:20,745 --> 00:31:22,145 - That one meant something. 686 00:31:23,148 --> 00:31:25,782 (chuckling) 687 00:31:27,486 --> 00:31:29,719 - I know I have a hard time trusting. 688 00:31:29,722 --> 00:31:32,856 I just, I... Always expect people to let me down. 689 00:31:32,958 --> 00:31:36,126 And if I think they do, I go to the worst place right away. 690 00:31:36,962 --> 00:31:40,130 When I was 16, my brother... 691 00:31:40,132 --> 00:31:41,932 (muffled screaming) 692 00:31:45,671 --> 00:31:46,870 - What happened? 693 00:31:46,972 --> 00:31:48,705 (panicked mumbling) 694 00:31:48,807 --> 00:31:51,174 His chest? Okay. 695 00:31:52,077 --> 00:31:53,944 His pulse is weaker on one side. 696 00:31:54,045 --> 00:31:55,378 He needs to get a hospital. 697 00:31:55,381 --> 00:31:57,480 (grunting) 698 00:31:57,582 --> 00:31:58,982 - That should do it. 699 00:32:02,621 --> 00:32:04,520 - Ready, tristan? - Got it. 700 00:32:04,523 --> 00:32:06,423 - Thank you for trusting me on this. 701 00:32:06,525 --> 00:32:08,225 - Heave! 702 00:32:08,327 --> 00:32:10,127 Heave! 703 00:32:10,862 --> 00:32:12,495 Heave! 704 00:32:12,498 --> 00:32:14,197 (plan engine revving) 705 00:32:16,401 --> 00:32:18,735 - 43-year-old male, presenting with ripping pain 706 00:32:18,837 --> 00:32:21,371 In the chest, back, neck, syncope, differential bp. 707 00:32:21,473 --> 00:32:24,574 - Differential bp, differential hr. 708 00:32:24,576 --> 00:32:25,875 There's an internal bleed. 709 00:32:25,977 --> 00:32:27,577 Something one-sided. Heart maybe? 710 00:32:27,679 --> 00:32:30,247 - Could be an aortic dissection. He needs t.E.E. 711 00:32:30,249 --> 00:32:32,282 - There's no sonographer on tonight. 712 00:32:32,284 --> 00:32:33,850 - I'm going to do it, you're going to assist. 713 00:32:33,952 --> 00:32:35,919 Grab the t.E.E. Probe. Looks like a gastroscope. 714 00:32:36,021 --> 00:32:37,421 - Okay. - There's an increasing need 715 00:32:37,423 --> 00:32:38,855 For emergency physicians to be trained 716 00:32:38,857 --> 00:32:40,190 In this type of procedure, especially 717 00:32:40,192 --> 00:32:41,692 With staffing shortages. 718 00:32:47,699 --> 00:32:50,467 - We go in just like an orogastric tube. 719 00:32:52,604 --> 00:32:54,738 Keep an eye on the monitor. 720 00:32:55,707 --> 00:32:59,076 Make sure I am keeping midline. 721 00:33:02,748 --> 00:33:05,415 - You're good. - There you are. 722 00:33:05,517 --> 00:33:08,285 There's your heart, sir, and there is your aorta. 723 00:33:08,387 --> 00:33:10,253 Okay. See that bleed there? 724 00:33:11,557 --> 00:33:14,224 - You were right. Aortic dissection. 725 00:33:14,226 --> 00:33:15,692 - It feels a bit like magic 726 00:33:15,694 --> 00:33:17,494 When it all comes together, doesn't it? 727 00:33:18,230 --> 00:33:19,996 Okay, we need to get him back on your plane. 728 00:33:19,999 --> 00:33:21,631 He needs winnipeg for surgery. 729 00:33:21,633 --> 00:33:24,267 (tense buildup) 730 00:33:25,937 --> 00:33:28,171 - 43-year-old man, this is the aortic dissection 731 00:33:28,173 --> 00:33:29,506 From thompson. - I haven't examined 732 00:33:29,508 --> 00:33:30,773 The patient to determine that yet. 733 00:33:30,776 --> 00:33:33,310 - I performed a t.E.E. - You performed it? 734 00:33:33,312 --> 00:33:34,945 Not a technician? 735 00:33:35,047 --> 00:33:36,846 - Tch is understaffed and dr. Yana... 736 00:33:36,849 --> 00:33:38,281 - Who gave you permission to perform 737 00:33:38,283 --> 00:33:40,116 An invasive technique? T.E.Es are to be performed 738 00:33:40,218 --> 00:33:42,352 By sonographers or experienced er doctors. 739 00:33:42,354 --> 00:33:44,054 - She is an experienced... 740 00:33:44,155 --> 00:33:46,256 - Copy was sent to your email 45 minutes ago. 741 00:33:52,497 --> 00:33:54,297 - Or 4, let's go. 742 00:33:58,937 --> 00:34:01,505 - Why didn't you tell him you're the head of thompson er? 743 00:34:03,409 --> 00:34:04,775 - Have you eaten today? 744 00:34:07,445 --> 00:34:09,746 Mmm. (chuckling) 745 00:34:09,748 --> 00:34:10,947 - Thanks. 746 00:34:12,450 --> 00:34:15,819 - Best burger in the province. Whenever I'm in winnipeg. 747 00:34:17,388 --> 00:34:22,159 My first day as an attending at winnipeg memorial, 748 00:34:22,161 --> 00:34:23,493 I thought about my mom. 749 00:34:23,495 --> 00:34:25,695 I thought about how proud she would be 750 00:34:25,797 --> 00:34:28,365 That her daughter wasn't just a doctor, 751 00:34:29,234 --> 00:34:31,435 But one who taught other people to be doctors. 752 00:34:32,638 --> 00:34:34,371 So... 753 00:34:34,473 --> 00:34:38,441 When one of my residents assumed I was an orderly, 754 00:34:38,543 --> 00:34:40,243 When I had to show him my badge 755 00:34:40,245 --> 00:34:43,446 To prove to him that I was his teacher, 756 00:34:43,448 --> 00:34:45,916 I came here and I ordered a burger. 757 00:34:45,918 --> 00:34:49,186 At 3 a.M. I was glad my mom didn't have to see that. 758 00:34:50,555 --> 00:34:52,589 If I took the time 759 00:34:52,690 --> 00:34:55,392 To correct everyone who made an assumption about me... 760 00:34:56,929 --> 00:34:58,728 - Is that why you came to thompson? 761 00:35:00,365 --> 00:35:02,132 - I wanted to advance. 762 00:35:02,233 --> 00:35:04,868 Tch was the only place desperate enough for clinicians 763 00:35:04,870 --> 00:35:06,202 To hire a queer black woman. 764 00:35:06,205 --> 00:35:08,605 - But you've done so much for the er. 765 00:35:08,706 --> 00:35:10,673 - And you will too, crystal. 766 00:35:10,676 --> 00:35:14,410 But you are going to have to be... Undeniable. 767 00:35:14,413 --> 00:35:16,345 You are going to have to prove yourself 768 00:35:16,348 --> 00:35:19,082 Again and again on their terms. 769 00:35:19,184 --> 00:35:21,818 That you're not just as good as they are, 770 00:35:21,820 --> 00:35:23,419 You're better. 771 00:35:23,421 --> 00:35:25,221 You're going to have to be so good 772 00:35:25,323 --> 00:35:26,990 That even when they want to... 773 00:35:29,060 --> 00:35:31,094 Even when they want to hate you, 774 00:35:31,964 --> 00:35:34,631 They won't be able to deny your right to be there. 775 00:35:34,633 --> 00:35:39,970 So, when you have to, go to a diner, eat a burger. 776 00:35:41,139 --> 00:35:44,440 Be sad, be angry, 777 00:35:44,442 --> 00:35:45,976 And then... 778 00:35:47,412 --> 00:35:49,646 Go back and be undeniable again. 779 00:35:55,220 --> 00:35:57,119 You're not going to eat? 780 00:35:57,122 --> 00:35:59,055 Oh, man. 781 00:35:59,157 --> 00:36:00,891 Oh, good burger. 782 00:36:03,195 --> 00:36:05,095 - That's good. - Right? 783 00:36:15,306 --> 00:36:17,174 (cellphone notification) 784 00:36:17,275 --> 00:36:19,209 (cellphone notification) 785 00:36:20,345 --> 00:36:21,378 (cellphone notification) 786 00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:24,314 - Wow. 787 00:36:26,117 --> 00:36:27,950 Your range of motion looks good. 788 00:36:27,953 --> 00:36:29,686 We're done for the night. 789 00:36:29,787 --> 00:36:31,888 So I thought I would check in. 790 00:36:31,990 --> 00:36:33,823 Your surgeon said they were able to debride the burns, 791 00:36:33,925 --> 00:36:35,358 And I saw that they're sending you to winnipeg 792 00:36:35,460 --> 00:36:36,960 For a plastic surgery consult... 793 00:36:37,062 --> 00:36:38,494 - Tell that to becca. 794 00:36:38,497 --> 00:36:40,563 She just texted. 795 00:36:40,565 --> 00:36:43,266 She's going to spring formal with eric. 796 00:36:44,802 --> 00:36:46,769 Apparently, they really connected 797 00:36:46,772 --> 00:36:48,638 In chess club this week. 798 00:36:48,640 --> 00:36:50,373 Right after I... 799 00:36:50,475 --> 00:36:51,708 Burned my face off. 800 00:36:52,977 --> 00:36:54,744 Who wants damaged goods? 801 00:36:56,048 --> 00:36:57,647 (sighs) 802 00:37:02,687 --> 00:37:04,020 - I'll be your date. 803 00:37:05,957 --> 00:37:07,256 - This... 804 00:37:07,259 --> 00:37:09,325 Is this a pity thing? 805 00:37:09,328 --> 00:37:11,962 - No, no. 806 00:37:13,632 --> 00:37:15,532 It's a "we're not damaged goods" thing. 807 00:37:18,303 --> 00:37:21,037 - Will you get me some booze? (chuckles) 808 00:37:22,874 --> 00:37:25,675 - I'll get you a boutonnière. How about that? 809 00:37:27,546 --> 00:37:30,780 (rhythmic music) 810 00:37:30,782 --> 00:37:33,283 (indistinct chatter) 811 00:37:36,088 --> 00:37:38,488 (all): Hey! 812 00:37:41,159 --> 00:37:42,759 - Okay, okay. 813 00:37:47,099 --> 00:37:48,365 - Kocham cie. 814 00:37:48,466 --> 00:37:50,433 - Cold ham cheese to you too, baby. 815 00:37:58,443 --> 00:38:00,043 He didn't know you were my boyfriend. 816 00:38:00,144 --> 00:38:01,310 Don't take this out on him, okay? 817 00:38:01,313 --> 00:38:03,813 You've been friends for a long time, okay? 818 00:38:04,983 --> 00:38:06,482 Okay. 819 00:38:07,252 --> 00:38:10,954 - Hey, new guy buys the drinks, right? 820 00:38:11,056 --> 00:38:12,689 - Your money is no good tonight. 821 00:38:14,092 --> 00:38:15,458 Listen, I called wheezer. 822 00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:18,128 You don't have to redo your line check. 823 00:38:18,229 --> 00:38:20,930 So... And new f.Os drink free. 824 00:38:23,668 --> 00:38:25,067 (chuckles) 825 00:38:25,070 --> 00:38:27,737 - Thanks, nowie. That means a lot. 826 00:38:28,906 --> 00:38:30,740 About earlier, if I was out of line 827 00:38:30,742 --> 00:38:32,342 Or if I did something in the cockpit to... 828 00:38:32,443 --> 00:38:33,877 - Do you want anything else? 829 00:38:35,180 --> 00:38:37,747 - No, guess the three gold bars will do it. 830 00:38:40,651 --> 00:38:43,086 (soul music) 831 00:38:43,188 --> 00:38:47,090 (♪ raw ♪ by loony) 832 00:38:55,634 --> 00:38:58,835 ♪ yeah, when I wake up ♪ 833 00:38:58,936 --> 00:39:01,704 ♪ I'm not afraid to show some ♪ 834 00:39:01,806 --> 00:39:04,474 ♪ mmm, initiative ♪ 835 00:39:04,576 --> 00:39:06,409 ♪ you don't make me feel ♪ 836 00:39:06,411 --> 00:39:07,744 ♪ like no one else ♪♪ 837 00:39:07,846 --> 00:39:09,379 - Hey, wheezer. 838 00:39:09,381 --> 00:39:10,513 You crashing here? 839 00:39:10,515 --> 00:39:12,448 - Oh, yeah, it's just that your couch 840 00:39:12,451 --> 00:39:14,818 Is comfier than the one in my office, so... 841 00:39:27,899 --> 00:39:29,666 There's nothing like a trophy from the time you got 842 00:39:29,768 --> 00:39:32,235 Into a dogfight with death and won, huh? 843 00:39:32,337 --> 00:39:34,403 I can even make it dance when I do yoga. 844 00:39:34,406 --> 00:39:37,040 - Can't be good for your back to be sleeping on couches. 845 00:39:38,343 --> 00:39:40,343 Why are you spending so much time at work anyway? 846 00:39:40,445 --> 00:39:42,545 Is it the expansion? 847 00:39:42,547 --> 00:39:45,881 Don't let all the couch surfing fool you. 848 00:39:45,884 --> 00:39:48,818 Being chief pilot is something I'm actually good at. 849 00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:50,420 I just... 850 00:39:54,626 --> 00:39:56,226 I just... I needed somewhere to stay. 851 00:40:01,332 --> 00:40:03,032 Lynn and I separated. 852 00:40:03,034 --> 00:40:04,601 - Oh, wheezer... 853 00:40:07,472 --> 00:40:08,938 What happened? 854 00:40:12,778 --> 00:40:14,977 - We got together when we were young, 855 00:40:14,980 --> 00:40:17,180 And we got pregnant when we were young. 856 00:40:18,483 --> 00:40:19,982 I love being a dad 857 00:40:19,985 --> 00:40:23,486 And lynn, she's really, really great mom. 858 00:40:24,889 --> 00:40:27,923 But when you get married young, you either grow up together, 859 00:40:27,926 --> 00:40:29,793 Or you grow apart. 860 00:40:32,264 --> 00:40:34,063 And we've been holding each other back 861 00:40:34,165 --> 00:40:36,866 For a while now, fighting and not connecting, and... 862 00:40:40,171 --> 00:40:42,705 I didn't want that for her, and she didn't want that for me. 863 00:40:44,009 --> 00:40:45,575 - I'm sorry. 864 00:40:47,078 --> 00:40:49,345 - Yeah. 865 00:40:49,347 --> 00:40:50,814 Yeah, me too. 866 00:40:52,350 --> 00:40:53,950 We've been separated for five months, 867 00:40:53,952 --> 00:40:55,684 But last week we made it permanent. 868 00:40:55,687 --> 00:40:57,887 You know what they about pilots, sooner or later, 869 00:40:57,989 --> 00:41:00,790 We all end up in an aviation-induced divorce. 870 00:41:04,763 --> 00:41:06,496 Enough of my garbage. (chuckles) 871 00:41:06,498 --> 00:41:07,997 You're home early. 872 00:41:09,267 --> 00:41:11,768 Was there no good dance partners at the whiskey hatch? 873 00:41:13,037 --> 00:41:14,871 (sighs) 874 00:41:16,508 --> 00:41:19,442 Looks like we could both use pancakes. 875 00:41:21,580 --> 00:41:23,046 C'mon, greenhorn. 876 00:41:24,081 --> 00:41:25,514 See, the secret 877 00:41:25,517 --> 00:41:27,383 Is putting the syrup in the batter. 878 00:41:28,653 --> 00:41:29,919 - Alright. - After you. 879 00:41:30,021 --> 00:41:31,521 - Innovative. 880 00:41:31,623 --> 00:41:33,623 - I am nothing if not innovative. 881 00:41:35,060 --> 00:41:36,859 - His name's rick. 882 00:41:36,862 --> 00:41:38,594 He twisted his knee snowshoeing, 883 00:41:38,697 --> 00:41:40,396 But that's not what he came in for, he arrested-- 884 00:41:40,498 --> 00:41:42,532 - Unless you're family or tch staff, 885 00:41:42,633 --> 00:41:45,001 I can't share patient information with you. 886 00:41:45,003 --> 00:41:47,469 - Oh, I get it, I get it. Official, I get it. 887 00:41:47,472 --> 00:41:48,872 It's rules. 888 00:41:51,375 --> 00:41:53,776 Hey, I like your sweater. 889 00:41:53,778 --> 00:41:55,445 Those are nice colours. Did you knit that? 890 00:41:55,447 --> 00:41:57,347 You know, my auntie knits. 891 00:41:57,448 --> 00:42:00,482 - Look, I don't have time today for whatever it is you're up to, 892 00:42:00,485 --> 00:42:02,018 So I'll make this simple. - Okay. 893 00:42:02,020 --> 00:42:04,153 - Not happening. 894 00:42:05,156 --> 00:42:06,556 - Uh... 895 00:42:12,797 --> 00:42:16,633 Oh,I was just going to use the washroom. 896 00:42:16,635 --> 00:42:18,401 You know, you got to pee when you can. 897 00:42:18,503 --> 00:42:20,336 - They sent rick to winnipeg for a bypass, 898 00:42:20,338 --> 00:42:22,472 And he'll snowshoeing again next winter. 899 00:42:22,574 --> 00:42:24,507 (exhales) 900 00:42:24,609 --> 00:42:25,742 - Okay. 901 00:42:26,877 --> 00:42:28,978 - You were right, by the way. 902 00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:32,315 Everyone does make mistakes in the beginning, and I... 903 00:42:33,684 --> 00:42:35,351 I was too hard on you. 904 00:42:36,988 --> 00:42:39,121 Stuff like that, people judging you 905 00:42:39,124 --> 00:42:40,990 Before you open your mouth, 906 00:42:40,992 --> 00:42:44,093 You'll always have to be better than they expected. 907 00:42:44,095 --> 00:42:45,595 You'll always have to be better. 908 00:42:45,696 --> 00:42:48,598 - Yeah, see, that, right there. This is why I didn't 909 00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:50,733 Tell you I cam back, crys. This is why I didn't tell you 910 00:42:50,835 --> 00:42:52,434 I wanted to be a paramedic. I knew you wouldn't 911 00:42:52,437 --> 00:42:54,337 Think I could do it. - Jer, I never said... 912 00:42:54,438 --> 00:42:55,505 - This is why I left. 913 00:42:59,710 --> 00:43:01,578 - You left because of me? 914 00:43:04,749 --> 00:43:06,415 - I'm never going to be good enough for you, 915 00:43:06,418 --> 00:43:07,850 Am I, crystal? 916 00:43:09,354 --> 00:43:11,421 You know, I'm working hard. 917 00:43:11,522 --> 00:43:13,856 I'm trying to push myself to grow and learn, 918 00:43:13,958 --> 00:43:16,025 But you can't see that. 919 00:43:16,761 --> 00:43:19,228 No matter how much I try, no matter how much I've changed. 920 00:43:19,230 --> 00:43:20,663 You haven't. 921 00:43:23,401 --> 00:43:24,867 You haven't changed at all. 922 00:43:28,306 --> 00:43:31,007 (emotional music) 923 00:43:40,185 --> 00:43:42,785 (tense music) 924 00:43:42,887 --> 00:44:10,146 Subtitling: Difuze