1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:50,216 --> 00:00:51,885 ♪ When we die ♪ 4 00:00:53,428 --> 00:00:56,014 ♪ And move on to new lives ♪ 5 00:00:58,183 --> 00:01:01,895 ♪ How will I find you? ♪ 6 00:01:01,895 --> 00:01:05,565 ♪ Will you know it's me when I do? ♪ 7 00:01:06,733 --> 00:01:10,570 ♪ Will we remember how it felt ♪ 8 00:01:10,570 --> 00:01:14,783 ♪ When I held you So happy we could melt ♪ 9 00:01:14,783 --> 00:01:21,122 ♪ Will it drift away A distant memory of yesterday ♪ 10 00:01:23,041 --> 00:01:24,876 ♪ When you lie ♪ 11 00:01:26,085 --> 00:01:28,463 ♪ When you lie awake at night ♪ 12 00:01:31,299 --> 00:01:37,555 ♪ Are you thinking of me Hoping I am sleeping sweetly? ♪ 13 00:01:39,474 --> 00:01:43,520 ♪ Are you thinking of how it felt ♪ 14 00:01:43,520 --> 00:01:47,607 ♪ When you held me So happy we could melt ♪ 15 00:01:47,607 --> 00:01:53,905 ♪ Do you drift away Dreaming of another day? ♪ 16 00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:15,009 What the hell is the Wi-Fi password? 17 00:02:17,178 --> 00:02:20,890 I've been sending JoinMyTrip emails and no one's even opening them. 18 00:02:20,890 --> 00:02:22,225 I totally answered. 19 00:02:22,225 --> 00:02:23,643 Oh, my God, you answered to say that 20 00:02:23,643 --> 00:02:25,603 you weren't going to go to Florida. 21 00:02:25,603 --> 00:02:29,023 I mean, that was a given. It was never even on the table. 22 00:02:29,023 --> 00:02:30,984 It wasn't an option, so it doesn't even count. 23 00:02:30,984 --> 00:02:33,778 That's like nixing the tiramisu. Nobody wants the fucking tiramisu. 24 00:02:33,778 --> 00:02:36,614 -I do. I love tiramisu. -Of course you do, honey. 25 00:02:36,614 --> 00:02:39,325 -Listen, I love this platter. -Mmm. 26 00:02:39,325 --> 00:02:42,203 -What's the Wi-Fi password? -No idea. The kid's got my phone. 27 00:02:42,203 --> 00:02:45,957 Nora, sweetie, do you have a bowl? Like, a real bowl for the dip? 28 00:02:45,957 --> 00:02:48,459 -Yeah, sure. This isn't a real bowl? -No. 29 00:02:49,377 --> 00:02:51,421 -What's the Wi-Fi password? -Hey, if you get on, 30 00:02:51,421 --> 00:02:53,006 -can you check something for me? -Yeah. 31 00:02:53,006 --> 00:02:55,049 And maybe something, uh, green or red, you know, 32 00:02:55,049 --> 00:02:57,010 something where the color really pops. 33 00:02:57,010 --> 00:02:59,137 -You got it. Okay. -Uh, Nora, Wi-Fi? 34 00:02:59,137 --> 00:03:01,389 -Uh, "home sweet home." -Oh, and you know what? 35 00:03:01,389 --> 00:03:03,516 Maybe a little bit of jicama as well. 36 00:03:03,516 --> 00:03:05,977 You're amazing. Fuck Shannon, no one eats jicama! 37 00:03:05,977 --> 00:03:08,813 -I eat jicama! -Babe, you want these? 38 00:03:08,813 --> 00:03:11,649 Oh, baby, what are you doing with those? Please throw them out. 39 00:03:11,649 --> 00:03:15,361 Mmm, that's good. Um, fuck, is that ours? 40 00:03:15,361 --> 00:03:16,446 Our what? 41 00:03:18,573 --> 00:03:19,699 Not me. 42 00:03:19,699 --> 00:03:21,075 Kate? Kate, please. 43 00:03:21,075 --> 00:03:22,493 Just don't throw up in the pool. 44 00:03:22,493 --> 00:03:24,329 I'm not gonna throw up in the pool. 45 00:03:26,289 --> 00:03:27,457 Daddy, look! 46 00:03:28,416 --> 00:03:30,293 Whoa! Cannonball. 47 00:03:30,293 --> 00:03:32,128 We're applying to the science magnets. 48 00:03:32,128 --> 00:03:34,005 Oh, my gosh, that's great. That's so amazing. 49 00:03:34,005 --> 00:03:35,632 -Remember Ben in kindergarten? -Yeah. 50 00:03:35,632 --> 00:03:37,842 He had the rocking chair, every chewable on the market. 51 00:03:37,842 --> 00:03:39,719 -Right, right. -Look, look at this picture. 52 00:03:39,719 --> 00:03:41,429 -He's even wearing a lab coat. -One sec. 53 00:03:41,429 --> 00:03:43,848 Oh, that's adorable. Yes, love? 54 00:03:43,848 --> 00:03:46,225 -Oh, hey! -My mom said you'd give me a bandage. 55 00:03:46,225 --> 00:03:48,478 -What happened? -Max pushed me. 56 00:03:48,478 --> 00:03:52,523 Oh, I'm sor-- Where-- where did-- where? 57 00:03:52,523 --> 00:03:55,693 On your-- I don't even see-- Does it hurt? 58 00:03:55,693 --> 00:03:57,153 -Not really. -Okay. 59 00:03:57,153 --> 00:03:59,197 Well, there should be some in the pool house, okay? 60 00:03:59,197 --> 00:04:01,115 I don't like princesses. I like dogs. 61 00:04:01,115 --> 00:04:03,993 You don't like princesses, but you like-- Oh, all right. 62 00:04:23,680 --> 00:04:25,515 What is it? What happened? 63 00:04:25,515 --> 00:04:26,641 She's not breathing. 64 00:04:26,641 --> 00:04:28,476 What do you mean, she's not breathing? 65 00:04:28,476 --> 00:04:30,937 -She's not breathing. -Somebody call 911! 66 00:04:31,521 --> 00:04:33,356 -Oh, sweetheart. -Somebody call 911! 67 00:04:59,507 --> 00:05:05,388 CLEARMIND 68 00:05:05,388 --> 00:05:07,306 ♪ Follow me ♪ 69 00:05:08,891 --> 00:05:11,477 ♪ Through the trees ♪ 70 00:05:12,854 --> 00:05:16,024 ♪ We'll go walking in the sun ♪ 71 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:22,655 ♪ Find a place ♪ 72 00:05:22,655 --> 00:05:24,866 ♪ To lay down ♪ 73 00:05:26,951 --> 00:05:29,829 ♪ In your scared mind ♪ 74 00:05:29,829 --> 00:05:32,540 ♪ Ain't it great to be crazy? ♪ 75 00:05:33,833 --> 00:05:37,587 ♪ And I miss you lately ♪ 76 00:05:40,882 --> 00:05:43,885 ♪ And darling, don't I know ♪ 77 00:05:47,847 --> 00:05:51,476 ♪ That I loved you completely ♪ 78 00:05:54,687 --> 00:05:59,609 ♪ And it kills me to let you go ♪ 79 00:06:01,110 --> 00:06:03,529 ♪ To let you go ♪ 80 00:06:27,678 --> 00:06:29,806 You don't have to wait with me, you know. 81 00:06:29,806 --> 00:06:33,476 I know. But Dr. Crosby said, you know, until we find the right balance, it's-- 82 00:06:33,476 --> 00:06:35,603 Half the country is on meds, Michael. 83 00:06:35,603 --> 00:06:37,772 You don't see them being driven around by their exes. 84 00:06:37,772 --> 00:06:39,774 It's fine. Shelby doesn't mind. 85 00:06:39,774 --> 00:06:41,651 Oh! Well, that's nice. 86 00:06:41,651 --> 00:06:44,153 I know, such a big heart. Too big. 87 00:06:44,153 --> 00:06:47,198 Got two stray cats living on the porch now. 88 00:06:47,198 --> 00:06:49,909 Wow. Cats. 89 00:06:49,909 --> 00:06:52,203 Yeah. She's really helped me get over-- 90 00:06:52,203 --> 00:06:57,125 I mean, sorry, not get over-- get through everything. 91 00:06:57,125 --> 00:07:00,461 -You know, letting go. -I'm so glad. 92 00:07:02,797 --> 00:07:05,299 -Not that it's not okay to not be okay. -Mm-hmm. 93 00:07:05,299 --> 00:07:06,717 Thanks. Thank you. 94 00:07:07,552 --> 00:07:10,054 She-- she has a podcast, actually. 95 00:07:10,054 --> 00:07:14,267 It was called a must-listen by Christian Countdown last month. 96 00:07:14,267 --> 00:07:16,227 Uh, Rolling Holy. 97 00:07:16,227 --> 00:07:20,439 Uh-- I know, I know, it's a cute name-- but it's number six on the charts. 98 00:07:20,439 --> 00:07:21,774 -Oh, gosh. -Yeah. 99 00:07:21,774 --> 00:07:23,818 I'm gonna have her talk to David this weekend. 100 00:07:23,818 --> 00:07:26,863 You know, he's got that show on, um, whatever network it is. 101 00:07:26,863 --> 00:07:29,323 But, uh, you know, podcasts are huge right now. 102 00:07:29,323 --> 00:07:32,326 I'm sorry, this weekend? 103 00:07:33,327 --> 00:07:37,081 -Wow. They're doing it? You're going? -Well... 104 00:07:37,081 --> 00:07:38,166 Well... 105 00:07:39,542 --> 00:07:41,878 -it is a tradition. -Our tradition. 106 00:07:41,878 --> 00:07:45,256 And to honor that, Shannon decided to host. 107 00:07:45,256 --> 00:07:47,049 -Without me. -For you. 108 00:07:48,050 --> 00:07:49,177 Without you. 109 00:07:50,595 --> 00:07:52,555 Look, you know they'd love to see you. 110 00:07:52,555 --> 00:07:54,348 -Oh, I'm sure. -When you're ready. 111 00:07:55,183 --> 00:07:58,186 Which, um, actually... 112 00:07:58,186 --> 00:08:01,230 -there's something that, um, I've been-- -Listen, I'm sorry. 113 00:08:01,230 --> 00:08:02,982 Do you know if it's time? 114 00:08:02,982 --> 00:08:05,276 -Uh... -I really don't wanna cut it short. 115 00:08:05,276 --> 00:08:06,903 -The session? -Right. Uh... 116 00:08:06,903 --> 00:08:12,116 Listen, are you sure that this is the right way to be moving on? 117 00:08:12,116 --> 00:08:13,451 I mean, you know Lily. 118 00:08:13,451 --> 00:08:15,203 I just wanna make sure she's helping 119 00:08:15,203 --> 00:08:16,370 and not hurting. 120 00:08:16,370 --> 00:08:17,872 Um, I'm gonna head back 121 00:08:17,872 --> 00:08:19,498 and use the restroom if that's okay? 122 00:08:19,498 --> 00:08:20,917 Come on, Nora. 123 00:08:20,917 --> 00:08:22,168 Thanks for the ride, Michael. 124 00:08:22,168 --> 00:08:24,587 I'm so happy you've healed. 125 00:08:24,587 --> 00:08:29,008 That's not fair, Nora. We deserve another chance. We both do. 126 00:08:29,008 --> 00:08:30,676 You're allergic to cats. 127 00:08:30,676 --> 00:08:32,678 Not anymore. 128 00:08:32,678 --> 00:08:33,763 Well. 129 00:08:34,889 --> 00:08:36,474 What a blessing. 130 00:08:36,474 --> 00:08:39,977 I hope you have fun this weekend, Michael. Letting go. 131 00:08:39,977 --> 00:08:41,687 You definitely deserve it. 132 00:08:41,687 --> 00:08:43,397 Nora, please don't... 133 00:08:45,399 --> 00:08:48,611 What do you mean, plateau? It's repeat exposure, that's how it works. 134 00:08:48,611 --> 00:08:50,238 Michael has a new girlfriend. 135 00:08:50,238 --> 00:08:51,739 -Does he? -Mm-hmm. 136 00:08:51,739 --> 00:08:52,990 She has her own podcast. 137 00:08:52,990 --> 00:08:55,660 It's, like, on some top-ten list or something. 138 00:08:55,660 --> 00:08:59,372 Oh, please. Anyone can have a podcast. You're making actual change. 139 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:01,374 Besides, you've only been with us for like, what? 140 00:09:01,374 --> 00:09:02,917 -Two months. -That's nothing. 141 00:09:02,917 --> 00:09:04,919 It used to take you two months to pick out an outfit. 142 00:09:04,919 --> 00:09:08,881 -Oh, my God. Really? -In high school, Gary! Kids are mean. 143 00:09:08,881 --> 00:09:12,969 Not to you. God, she was so cheerful. I mean, like, happy-happy. 144 00:09:12,969 --> 00:09:15,638 -Was I? -Anyway, they're your friends. 145 00:09:15,638 --> 00:09:17,473 -And yours. -Oh, yeah? 146 00:09:17,473 --> 00:09:20,268 You call being the hook-up to my weed dealer brother a friendship? 147 00:09:20,268 --> 00:09:22,353 -How is Walt? -Oh, my God. VP of Sales, 148 00:09:22,353 --> 00:09:23,521 Midwest division. 149 00:09:23,521 --> 00:09:25,564 But, I mean, pharmaceuticals are huge right now. 150 00:09:25,564 --> 00:09:29,819 Anyway, patience. Memory is tricky. Yeah? We got lots of loose ends. 151 00:09:29,819 --> 00:09:31,362 How will I know when I'm ready? 152 00:09:31,362 --> 00:09:33,781 You'll know. We'll know. 153 00:09:34,657 --> 00:09:38,452 Okay. Let's start with the bird cam, and let's get our baseline. 154 00:09:38,452 --> 00:09:39,870 -Okay. -Okay, does that feel good? 155 00:09:39,870 --> 00:09:41,455 -Mm-hmm. -Okay. Thank you, Ger. 156 00:09:41,455 --> 00:09:44,375 All right. Let's get those birds going. 157 00:09:45,293 --> 00:09:46,586 Okay. 158 00:09:46,586 --> 00:09:49,547 Busy day in the garden today. 159 00:09:51,215 --> 00:09:55,344 Oh, no. Her nest. Again? 160 00:09:55,344 --> 00:09:58,139 Yeah, it was a hawk this time. They'd been circling the day before. 161 00:09:58,139 --> 00:10:00,349 There were, like, three or four eggs in there. 162 00:10:00,349 --> 00:10:01,851 That is so sad. 163 00:10:01,851 --> 00:10:04,270 Well, you can't use old wood to make a new nest. 164 00:10:04,270 --> 00:10:06,230 -She's starting again. -I know. 165 00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:08,733 Are those eggshells? 166 00:10:08,733 --> 00:10:11,110 So morbid, right? Talk about not turning the trauma wheel. 167 00:10:11,110 --> 00:10:13,863 Well, you know what? Birds aren't exactly known for their brains. 168 00:10:13,863 --> 00:10:15,489 I thought they were smart. 169 00:10:15,489 --> 00:10:18,576 Oh, are they? I don't know. I mean, they're birds. 170 00:10:18,576 --> 00:10:20,369 Yeah, they have tiny heads. 171 00:10:20,369 --> 00:10:22,246 At least she won't forget. 172 00:10:22,246 --> 00:10:26,083 Memory is the enemy, okay? Don't be that bird. 173 00:10:26,083 --> 00:10:29,920 You're right. You're right. Let's try, Lily. Let's see if it's time. 174 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:32,548 Okay, all right, all right. Gary's gonna come get you hooked up. 175 00:10:32,548 --> 00:10:33,632 No, no, no. 176 00:10:34,800 --> 00:10:37,178 Without the headset. In person. 177 00:10:37,178 --> 00:10:39,180 No. We are getting there, okay? 178 00:10:39,180 --> 00:10:41,599 -Your startle reflex is-- -Nonexistent. I don't even flinch. 179 00:10:41,599 --> 00:10:43,392 Which is how we know it's working. 180 00:10:43,392 --> 00:10:45,603 Okay, are you going this weekend? 181 00:10:45,603 --> 00:10:47,021 I heard Shannon's hosting. 182 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:50,149 No. I mean, maybe. No, I mean, I'm just-- I'm having-- 183 00:10:50,149 --> 00:10:52,234 -I haven't-- -They didn't even invite me. 184 00:10:52,234 --> 00:10:54,362 Have you been sleeping? 185 00:10:54,362 --> 00:10:56,280 Okay. Gary, can I-- Oh, he's right there. 186 00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:58,199 Can I get two milligrams of Midazolam? 187 00:10:58,199 --> 00:11:00,534 Okay, girl. Get the dizzle. 188 00:11:00,534 --> 00:11:02,411 Maybe I don't need it. Maybe I should try. 189 00:11:02,411 --> 00:11:05,748 It's not that easy. We would need Bob to sign off. We would need releases. 190 00:11:05,748 --> 00:11:07,875 To see our friends? 191 00:11:07,875 --> 00:11:11,087 Look how far you've come, Lily. You're practically a doctor now. 192 00:11:11,087 --> 00:11:12,171 Well... 193 00:11:12,171 --> 00:11:14,048 Maybe now they'll stop hitting you up for, like, 194 00:11:14,048 --> 00:11:15,966 free yoga or Walt's weed. 195 00:11:15,966 --> 00:11:18,427 Right? Right. 196 00:11:18,427 --> 00:11:20,638 So Shannon's hosting, right? She's got the room. 197 00:11:20,638 --> 00:11:22,807 She's got more than the room. She has a whole lake house now. 198 00:11:22,807 --> 00:11:25,518 Her grandpa finally kicked it. Yeah. A whole house. 199 00:11:25,518 --> 00:11:27,019 Really? Like in my sim? 200 00:11:27,019 --> 00:11:29,146 Well, it was easy to replicate, 201 00:11:29,230 --> 00:11:31,107 and I figured you would go there eventually, 202 00:11:31,107 --> 00:11:32,817 -so it would be, you know-- -Familiar. 203 00:11:32,817 --> 00:11:34,318 -Yeah. -How perfect. 204 00:11:34,318 --> 00:11:36,737 Well, not yet. I mean, we still gotta build it out. 205 00:11:36,737 --> 00:11:38,948 -It's-- it's early. -K-ville, though. That's not far. 206 00:11:38,948 --> 00:11:42,201 Special delivery. We're out of two, so I got you a four. 207 00:11:44,537 --> 00:11:46,831 Oh, wow. You ate this morning, right? 208 00:11:46,831 --> 00:11:48,958 Lily, come on. I'll be your surprise guest. 209 00:11:48,958 --> 00:11:50,709 Oh, it would be a surprise. 210 00:11:50,709 --> 00:11:52,461 -And they would be-- -So happy to see me. 211 00:11:52,461 --> 00:11:54,588 -Well... -Okay, let's get you hooked in. 212 00:11:54,588 --> 00:11:56,257 -Okay. -I will check your levels. 213 00:11:56,257 --> 00:11:59,218 -I'm not getting hooked up. -What are you talking about? No, wha-- 214 00:11:59,218 --> 00:12:02,388 Please, you have to be careful with that. Please, I need you to stop touching. 215 00:12:02,388 --> 00:12:06,267 -You stop touching! -Hey, time out. Gary, over here. 216 00:12:06,267 --> 00:12:09,270 Nora, you don't just show up, okay? That's not how it works. 217 00:12:09,270 --> 00:12:11,772 Do you want me to get Bob or somebody from up on four? 218 00:12:11,772 --> 00:12:13,983 Oh, fuck Bob. What the fuck does Bob know? 219 00:12:13,983 --> 00:12:15,776 He is trained in the five stages of grief. 220 00:12:15,776 --> 00:12:17,778 I thought there were seven. 221 00:12:17,778 --> 00:12:20,322 -You're thinking of seven habits. -That was such a good book. 222 00:12:20,322 --> 00:12:22,950 Yeah, well, he doesn't know grief like I know grief. 223 00:12:22,950 --> 00:12:24,034 -Oh, okay. -So fuck him. 224 00:12:24,034 --> 00:12:25,661 There are seven fucking stages to mine. 225 00:12:25,661 --> 00:12:28,789 All right, all right. Well, we're gonna put this on, and then we're-- Nora! 226 00:12:28,789 --> 00:12:32,710 -You are wasting time. -He is starting over, Lily. 227 00:12:32,710 --> 00:12:34,628 Look, we're gonna get a baseline. 228 00:12:34,628 --> 00:12:37,590 We're gonna watch the bird cam. Maybe she made a new nest. 229 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:40,384 I don't want a fucking baseline. 230 00:12:40,384 --> 00:12:42,887 -I don't want a new nest! -Hey! 231 00:12:42,887 --> 00:12:44,638 Memory is the enemy. 232 00:13:23,969 --> 00:13:25,721 Okay. 233 00:13:25,721 --> 00:13:27,723 Hey, babe, did you get ice? I told you to get ice. 234 00:13:27,723 --> 00:13:29,517 Yeah, yeah, I got it. I got it right there. 235 00:13:29,517 --> 00:13:31,769 Um, got a bag, put it by the cooler. 236 00:13:31,769 --> 00:13:32,978 One bag? 237 00:13:32,978 --> 00:13:35,439 Well, the store, they were down to two, 238 00:13:35,439 --> 00:13:36,982 and I didn't wanna clean 'em out, so. 239 00:13:36,982 --> 00:13:38,234 Of ice? 240 00:13:38,234 --> 00:13:39,985 -Well, it's hot, babe. -Exactly! 241 00:13:39,985 --> 00:13:42,071 Okay. Don't worry about it. 242 00:13:42,071 --> 00:13:43,614 I'll go to the store and I'll get some more. 243 00:13:43,614 --> 00:13:45,616 No, Tom, it's too late. Come on, Mark is probably-- 244 00:13:45,616 --> 00:13:49,370 Okay, you know what, then? I will-- I will make some. 245 00:13:49,370 --> 00:13:52,331 -I'll go into the house and I will-- -What? Watch water freeze? 246 00:13:52,331 --> 00:13:54,750 -Is that what you're gonna do? -You're so-- Oh, I love you. 247 00:13:54,750 --> 00:13:56,835 -You're gonna watch water freeze? Okay. -I love you! 248 00:13:56,835 --> 00:13:58,921 -Yes, okay. Leave me alone. -I love you, Shannon. 249 00:13:58,921 --> 00:14:01,090 No, he's not staying there. 250 00:14:01,090 --> 00:14:03,759 We told some assistant that, like, a billion times. 251 00:14:05,761 --> 00:14:07,221 I didn't say that! 252 00:14:08,264 --> 00:14:13,435 No, linens! Linens. Jesus, who the hell needs designer fuckin' lemons? 253 00:14:13,435 --> 00:14:16,897 What? Oh, fuck off. 254 00:14:16,897 --> 00:14:18,524 How's your mother, David? 255 00:14:20,109 --> 00:14:22,027 Very funny. 256 00:14:22,027 --> 00:14:25,406 It would've killed him to build a cell tower out here? 257 00:14:25,406 --> 00:14:27,366 Hey, man, does this look upside-down to you? 258 00:14:27,366 --> 00:14:29,368 Dude, uh, wrong person to ask. 259 00:14:29,368 --> 00:14:31,370 So it's a wireless weekend, David. 260 00:14:31,370 --> 00:14:34,164 Oh, yes. Yes, totally. Yes, I know. 261 00:14:34,164 --> 00:14:37,918 And also, Tom would love help with these chairs. So sit, come on, build. 262 00:14:37,918 --> 00:14:39,920 Come on, I got you, bro. I got you. 263 00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:43,007 Hey, thank you. Um, yep. Totally. 264 00:14:43,007 --> 00:14:45,593 Uh, just one last call. One last call. 265 00:14:45,593 --> 00:14:47,136 -Oh, one last call. -Last call. 266 00:14:47,136 --> 00:14:48,596 -I don't believe you. -Yes. 267 00:14:48,596 --> 00:14:51,265 Yes, hi. Hi, David, yes. Remember me? 268 00:14:51,265 --> 00:14:54,476 Well, uh, fuck you, and I need to speak to business affairs. 269 00:14:54,476 --> 00:14:55,769 Thank you. 270 00:15:15,164 --> 00:15:16,790 I mean, what are they shooting at? 271 00:15:16,790 --> 00:15:18,334 I've seen, like, three squirrels. 272 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:19,585 Well, two now. 273 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:23,714 -Hey, babe? -Yeah. 274 00:15:23,714 --> 00:15:27,092 That light in the shed? It's out. 275 00:15:27,092 --> 00:15:29,553 -I thought we fixed that. -We? 276 00:15:30,804 --> 00:15:33,265 You. You, babe. 277 00:15:33,265 --> 00:15:35,142 I love a woman who can get things done. 278 00:15:35,142 --> 00:15:38,312 When the guy comes to fix the hot tub, he can do the shed too. 279 00:15:38,312 --> 00:15:43,275 -All right. -Oh, my God! This is amazing! 280 00:15:43,275 --> 00:15:45,319 Ah! It's like a late 80s summer house. 281 00:15:45,319 --> 00:15:47,946 Minus, you know, the wine coolers, making out with the neighbor, 282 00:15:47,946 --> 00:15:49,406 and taking a shit in the bushes! 283 00:15:49,406 --> 00:15:51,367 -What is up? -You made it. 284 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:53,577 Oh my God. I can't believe I haven't been here. 285 00:15:53,577 --> 00:15:54,995 Hoarder. You house hoarder! 286 00:15:54,995 --> 00:15:57,289 -You've totally been here. -Have I? 287 00:15:57,289 --> 00:15:59,833 Yes, my baby-moon, remember? 288 00:15:59,833 --> 00:16:00,918 Before Ryder. 289 00:16:02,044 --> 00:16:05,005 Oh, God. Well, I was tipsy for a lot of that, so, fresh eyes! 290 00:16:05,005 --> 00:16:08,092 You're so sweaty. What, did you walk here all the way from Walnut Creek? 291 00:16:08,092 --> 00:16:10,219 I just got confused. I thought it was closer to town. 292 00:16:10,219 --> 00:16:12,680 I had to stop off at the mini-mart for, you know, essentials. 293 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:15,349 -The guy didn't wanna wait-- Hello, hello! -Hey! Katie, fist bump. 294 00:16:15,349 --> 00:16:17,434 Oh, no, fist bumps are for four-year-olds, Tom. 295 00:16:17,434 --> 00:16:18,852 Give me some hugs. 296 00:16:18,852 --> 00:16:21,939 All righty. You want a drink? Can I get you a drink? 297 00:16:21,939 --> 00:16:24,108 Yes, please. I would love-- 298 00:16:24,108 --> 00:16:25,693 Another six-pack, 'cause one's never enough. 299 00:16:25,693 --> 00:16:27,194 Oh, good. My sponsor's here. 300 00:16:27,194 --> 00:16:28,821 Spouse, sorry, spouser. Ex-spouser. 301 00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:30,781 Guess I won't be working the steps this weekend. 302 00:16:30,781 --> 00:16:33,409 -Which were always so effective! -It was kinda hard to work step nine 303 00:16:33,409 --> 00:16:36,120 over the sound of you having sex with strangers you met on the internet. 304 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:38,288 Oh, God! Here we go. 305 00:16:38,288 --> 00:16:40,791 And wine comes in four-packs, not six. I'm not a heathen. 306 00:16:40,791 --> 00:16:43,127 Well, once it's pull-tab, it's pretty irrelevant, right? 307 00:16:43,127 --> 00:16:45,337 I mean, you're basically drinking booze from a juice box. 308 00:16:45,337 --> 00:16:48,465 Okay. You come inside with me, and the boys are going to build furniture. 309 00:16:48,465 --> 00:16:50,342 Yeah, we're building chairs. Well, Tom is. 310 00:16:50,342 --> 00:16:52,344 Well, you know. Gotta sit somewhere. 311 00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:54,221 Everything was rotted through when we got here, 312 00:16:54,221 --> 00:16:56,265 -so I figured while I have you... -Oh, my God, totally. 313 00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:58,934 David loves building furniture. He goes to a very peaceful place. 314 00:16:58,934 --> 00:17:01,979 If someone could open a hardware bag without blasting lug nuts everywhere... 315 00:17:01,979 --> 00:17:04,314 Who opens bags with scissors, David? 316 00:17:04,314 --> 00:17:05,691 -Everyone! -No one! 317 00:17:05,691 --> 00:17:07,735 -Okay, Kate! Come on. -I'm coming. 318 00:17:07,735 --> 00:17:09,486 Well, it's good to see you, Kate. 319 00:17:09,486 --> 00:17:11,655 Oh, God, whatever. Eat me. 320 00:17:11,655 --> 00:17:15,451 Okay. Yeah. You don't hear that every day. 321 00:17:15,451 --> 00:17:17,494 -I hear it a lot. -Uh-oh. 322 00:17:17,494 --> 00:17:21,123 Well, you know what? We'll let them do their thing and we'll do our thing, huh? 323 00:17:21,123 --> 00:17:23,917 We'll have a man weekend. A "meekend." How about that? 324 00:17:29,089 --> 00:17:31,091 Did you ever go see Dr. Bindle? 325 00:17:31,091 --> 00:17:35,095 You can't tell? Don't I seem calm, consciously uncoupled? 326 00:17:35,095 --> 00:17:37,806 No, no, you do, you do. Just... 327 00:17:39,391 --> 00:17:42,394 Do you mind? Tiny slices. 328 00:17:43,687 --> 00:17:45,147 We did go. 329 00:17:45,147 --> 00:17:47,608 It was-- Well, he's still sleeping in the attic, 330 00:17:47,608 --> 00:17:49,401 and we're still getting divorced eventually. 331 00:17:49,401 --> 00:17:51,487 But at least we can share fridge space 332 00:17:51,487 --> 00:17:52,946 without shitting in each other's yogurt. 333 00:17:52,946 --> 00:17:55,324 You know? I mean, it would be far more satisfying 334 00:17:55,324 --> 00:17:57,993 to wrap his balls in cheesecloth and have them permanently pressed-- 335 00:17:57,993 --> 00:18:00,954 I'm so sorry. Thinner slices. Just, like... 336 00:18:02,289 --> 00:18:04,082 Are you gonna, like, tweet the cheese plate? 337 00:18:04,082 --> 00:18:05,918 Well, not anymore. 338 00:18:05,918 --> 00:18:07,961 No, we're good. We're good. 339 00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:10,589 I just wouldn't say we're thriving. 340 00:18:10,589 --> 00:18:12,508 Oh, God, man. Who is? 341 00:18:12,508 --> 00:18:15,594 Hey, I'm just gonna keep working on my novel, 342 00:18:15,594 --> 00:18:17,471 playing some fantasy football. 343 00:18:17,471 --> 00:18:22,226 A little guitar. BingingWildwood. Bro, that shit is crazy. 344 00:18:22,226 --> 00:18:26,230 Those fuckers, they keep eating each other. What the fuck? 345 00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:30,943 Yeah. Kinda makes you appreciate what you have, you know? 346 00:18:31,777 --> 00:18:33,570 Right. Right. 347 00:18:33,570 --> 00:18:35,155 So you guys are... 348 00:18:35,155 --> 00:18:36,907 There's a lot of paperwork involved, 349 00:18:36,907 --> 00:18:38,700 -Divorce, you know. -Yeah. 350 00:18:38,700 --> 00:18:41,995 Plus, we, uh, you know, we still have sex every now and again, so... 351 00:18:41,995 --> 00:18:48,544 Nice. Um, yeah, we're still, uh, checking that box. So... yeah. 352 00:18:48,544 --> 00:18:51,588 -Anyway, I get it. -Oh, do you, though? 353 00:18:51,588 --> 00:18:55,134 Tom doesn't seem like a sex-with-strangers-I-met- on-the-internet kinda guy. 354 00:18:55,134 --> 00:19:00,472 No. No, he's too... lazy for that. 355 00:19:00,472 --> 00:19:02,891 -Probably, but... -Too nice to waitstaff? 356 00:19:03,809 --> 00:19:07,771 Well, you know, after everything happened and I was contagious with misfortune, 357 00:19:07,771 --> 00:19:11,525 he was like this sweet, sad, collaterally damaged dog 358 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:13,527 just waiting to be re-homed. 359 00:19:13,527 --> 00:19:15,362 What is that? 360 00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:18,448 Oh, God, it's the wiring. 361 00:19:18,448 --> 00:19:20,409 The guy was supposed to come weeks ago. 362 00:19:20,409 --> 00:19:22,786 It's the shed, the hot tub. There's no AC, 363 00:19:22,786 --> 00:19:24,121 and with the weather we've been having... 364 00:19:24,121 --> 00:19:26,456 -Here's hoping we don't fry. -Mm-hmm. 365 00:19:26,456 --> 00:19:29,668 -Oh, God. -Wow. 366 00:19:29,668 --> 00:19:32,212 -What is this for? -Mine didn't come with that. 367 00:19:32,212 --> 00:19:33,672 Jesus, it's heavy. 368 00:19:33,672 --> 00:19:35,549 Yeah, okay. Well, let's not, you know-- 369 00:19:35,549 --> 00:19:38,802 Maybe they include this so, uh, when you assemble it backwards, 370 00:19:38,802 --> 00:19:40,512 you got to smash it. 371 00:19:40,512 --> 00:19:42,389 -Right. Right. -Instead of starting over. 372 00:19:42,389 --> 00:19:45,183 Well, I'm guessing you got the bench here. 373 00:19:46,977 --> 00:19:48,478 Shit, dude. 374 00:19:48,478 --> 00:19:51,607 Yeah. Hunters, opening weekend. 375 00:19:53,650 --> 00:19:57,195 -Should we be wearing something bright? -Brighter than those shorts? 376 00:19:57,195 --> 00:19:59,239 These are nice, dude. 377 00:19:59,239 --> 00:20:01,575 No, you're good. You're good. 378 00:20:04,077 --> 00:20:09,041 Hey, um... would you say you're having more sex now 379 00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:11,084 -or when you were married? -God, I don't know. 380 00:20:11,084 --> 00:20:15,881 I mean, maybe now, but it's a pain in the ass, man. Don't do it. 381 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:18,592 Plus, married dudes live longer. They've done studies. 382 00:20:18,592 --> 00:20:20,344 Happily? 383 00:20:20,344 --> 00:20:22,054 It doesn't matter. They just do. 384 00:20:22,054 --> 00:20:25,015 Anyways, I've seen Shannon at a school board meeting. 385 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:27,309 I would not wanna see her in family court. 386 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:29,311 -No, you don't. -No. 387 00:20:32,564 --> 00:20:33,690 Shit, man. 388 00:20:46,411 --> 00:20:48,330 Does it feel like we're the only ones here? 389 00:20:48,330 --> 00:20:51,875 Well, summer's done. It's hunting season. The locals take over. 390 00:20:51,875 --> 00:20:53,961 Well, we're kind of locals. 391 00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:56,880 Right, babe? I mean, we just gotta ease into it, you know? 392 00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:59,800 -Let go a little. -I let go. 393 00:21:00,842 --> 00:21:03,845 Yeah, yeah. No, you do. 394 00:21:04,721 --> 00:21:08,058 Thank you. Anyway, Tom and I, after everything happened, 395 00:21:08,058 --> 00:21:11,353 we just wanted a way to escape the city, you know? 396 00:21:11,353 --> 00:21:14,398 -And I can't believe it's only been-- -A year. 397 00:21:14,398 --> 00:21:16,858 -Exactly. -Almost to the day. 398 00:21:16,858 --> 00:21:18,151 It's so fucked up. 399 00:21:23,740 --> 00:21:25,409 Has anyone talked to her? 400 00:21:25,409 --> 00:21:26,660 Barely. 401 00:21:26,910 --> 00:21:29,788 Not since that whole celebration-of-life thing at school. 402 00:21:30,789 --> 00:21:34,835 I mean, I-- You know, I tried to stay in touch for a while, but-- 403 00:21:34,835 --> 00:21:36,920 That was very satisfying. 404 00:21:38,588 --> 00:21:40,882 -Biodegradable, right? -What, the golf balls? 405 00:21:40,882 --> 00:21:43,635 I don't know. I thought they were yours. 406 00:21:43,635 --> 00:21:44,720 -No? -Oops. 407 00:21:50,434 --> 00:21:54,688 So, what, uh-- what kind of wildlife do you get out here? 408 00:21:54,688 --> 00:21:57,649 -Ducks. -I mean what kind of furry wildlife? 409 00:21:57,649 --> 00:21:59,860 -Please, ducks. -They're not wildlife? 410 00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:01,361 I mean, they're ducks. 411 00:22:01,361 --> 00:22:04,322 I don't know. Like, squirrels, skunks. 412 00:22:04,322 --> 00:22:07,200 -Right, babe? -We're not really woods people, guys. 413 00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:10,162 -What the fuck? Then why are we here? -Someone had to host. 414 00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:12,622 And the whole, you know, nature-is-cleansing thing. 415 00:22:12,622 --> 00:22:14,958 And no one else offered. It might as well be me. 416 00:22:14,958 --> 00:22:18,128 At least I could put together a cheese plate. No offense to Nora. 417 00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:19,546 I think this was Lily's idea. 418 00:22:19,546 --> 00:22:22,424 Remember when she was texting everyone about her healer 419 00:22:22,424 --> 00:22:24,634 and, like, drinking chloroform and whatever? 420 00:22:24,634 --> 00:22:26,803 Oh, yeah, it was chlorophyll. Plant-based. 421 00:22:26,803 --> 00:22:29,723 -Well, sorry. Not a scientist. -She is persuasive. 422 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,683 Yeah, she's a free spirit. 423 00:22:32,726 --> 00:22:33,810 Very free spirit. 424 00:22:33,810 --> 00:22:35,645 God, I just never understood Nora's thing with her. 425 00:22:35,645 --> 00:22:39,399 High school. Years that don't forget. 426 00:22:39,399 --> 00:22:41,234 Maybe it's guilt, you know? 427 00:22:41,234 --> 00:22:43,779 I mean, we all got out, had lives, came back. 428 00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:48,950 -She's exactly where we left her. -Her brother had very good weed. 429 00:22:48,950 --> 00:22:52,245 You know, what is she, like, a therapist now? Or a-- 430 00:22:52,245 --> 00:22:54,289 -I don't know. -A life coach? That's cool. 431 00:22:54,289 --> 00:22:56,166 Well, it's always the crazy ones. 432 00:22:57,417 --> 00:23:00,295 -Speaking of which... -Oh, my God. 433 00:23:00,295 --> 00:23:01,963 -Is that-- -Of course it is. 434 00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:04,299 I mean, only Lily could convince a fisherman to be her ride. 435 00:23:04,299 --> 00:23:05,717 Oh, my God. 436 00:23:05,717 --> 00:23:07,385 Oh, my God. 437 00:23:08,345 --> 00:23:11,181 Oh, my God. 438 00:23:11,181 --> 00:23:15,727 -Welcome to paradise. -I forgot how adorable this place is. 439 00:23:15,727 --> 00:23:17,687 I mean, I would've been here every weekend. 440 00:23:17,687 --> 00:23:20,107 Well, you know, Grandpa was alive until recently, so. 441 00:23:20,107 --> 00:23:22,067 -Yeah, these vibes, they're so good. -Yeah? 442 00:23:22,067 --> 00:23:24,027 -Yeah. -Did you sage it? I bet you saged it. 443 00:23:24,027 --> 00:23:26,988 I do-- I-- I mean, Tom has allergies, so. 444 00:23:26,988 --> 00:23:29,032 Okay, Lil, I'll put this in the house for you. 445 00:23:29,032 --> 00:23:31,159 Oh, thank you, Tom. Still tall. 446 00:23:32,619 --> 00:23:34,955 -What is up? Hey. -Hey. 447 00:23:34,955 --> 00:23:37,332 -Wow, you look good. -So good. 448 00:23:37,332 --> 00:23:40,377 -Hi, hi, hi, hi, hi. -Hi, hi. 449 00:23:40,377 --> 00:23:42,129 You know, I didn't tip him. 450 00:23:42,129 --> 00:23:44,423 -You think I should've tipped him? -Well, yeah, probably. 451 00:23:44,423 --> 00:23:46,424 Isn't he, like, a cab on water or whatever? 452 00:23:46,424 --> 00:23:48,218 No, I think he was just a fisherman. 453 00:23:48,218 --> 00:23:51,054 Local flavor. I mean, he didn't say much. 454 00:23:51,555 --> 00:23:54,641 He's probably psyched to have more than just dead fish on his boat. 455 00:23:54,641 --> 00:23:57,853 Well, maybe the no-bra thing silenced him. 456 00:23:57,853 --> 00:23:59,855 Oh, God. Well... 457 00:24:01,398 --> 00:24:03,525 -He did look stunned. -I'm sure. 458 00:24:03,525 --> 00:24:05,277 -Okay, let's go. -Okay. 459 00:24:05,277 --> 00:24:07,320 I guess it's just gonna be that kind of weekend. 460 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:09,865 It doesn't have to be. It's just starting. 461 00:24:09,865 --> 00:24:12,492 -I can't believe this is all yours. -Yeah, right? 462 00:24:13,743 --> 00:24:14,828 Please. 463 00:24:15,704 --> 00:24:17,706 Yeah, look at the, uh-- look at hour hand. 464 00:24:17,706 --> 00:24:19,666 -Whoo. See that? -Diamonds? 465 00:24:19,666 --> 00:24:20,792 Gothan dag! 466 00:24:20,792 --> 00:24:22,919 Mikey! 467 00:24:22,919 --> 00:24:24,462 -Hey! -Yo! 468 00:24:26,298 --> 00:24:27,382 What's up? 469 00:24:30,468 --> 00:24:32,179 -How you doing? - Hvat segir thu! 470 00:24:32,179 --> 00:24:33,847 What is that? 471 00:24:33,847 --> 00:24:36,600 That is Old Norse, my friend. I'm getting back to my roots. 472 00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:39,936 Language of the Vikings. Yeah, except less village sacking. 473 00:24:39,936 --> 00:24:42,314 Oh, come on, man. Sack a village. 474 00:24:42,314 --> 00:24:44,816 You know what sacking is, right? It's not like a county fair. 475 00:24:44,816 --> 00:24:46,568 You know what? I should learn a language. 476 00:24:46,568 --> 00:24:48,695 Finally get to Paris and write my novel. 477 00:24:48,695 --> 00:24:50,363 My God, now you wanna go to Paris? 478 00:24:50,363 --> 00:24:53,283 Yeah. And hi, I'm Tom. Nice to meet you. 479 00:24:53,283 --> 00:24:55,160 Shelby, hi. Thanks for having me. 480 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:59,456 -Oh, absolutely. -Shelby, uh, sorry, Dave. David. 481 00:24:59,456 --> 00:25:02,292 -Daveed. Whatever works. -Hi. Kate. 482 00:25:02,292 --> 00:25:04,461 -Hey. -I'm sorry, I didn't know where to park. 483 00:25:04,461 --> 00:25:06,296 -I had no idea it was-- -Oh, the two miles? 484 00:25:06,296 --> 00:25:08,965 Yeah, Grandpa didn't like visitors parking down here. Sorry. 485 00:25:08,965 --> 00:25:10,467 Eg segi allt gott. 486 00:25:10,467 --> 00:25:11,551 Oh, boy. 487 00:25:11,551 --> 00:25:14,346 All right. So, hey, man, are you playing fantasy football this year? 488 00:25:14,346 --> 00:25:16,473 -I didn't see your name on it. -Yeah. No, no, no, no. 489 00:25:16,473 --> 00:25:20,018 No, fresh start. You know, Shelby. You know, I'm on a path. 490 00:25:20,018 --> 00:25:22,604 -Hi, I'm Lily. -New me. 491 00:25:22,604 --> 00:25:24,147 -Right. -You've probably heard a lot. 492 00:25:24,147 --> 00:25:26,816 -Well, you know, it's all true. -Oh. 493 00:25:26,816 --> 00:25:30,403 Oh, my God, you're so tiny. Tiny, little fairy. 494 00:25:30,403 --> 00:25:31,613 All right. 495 00:25:31,613 --> 00:25:34,366 So, are you guys, like-- Did you come together? 496 00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:36,534 -Oh, God. No, no. No. -Oh, no, no, no, no. 497 00:25:36,534 --> 00:25:38,912 -We can't even-- -We kinda still live together. 498 00:25:38,912 --> 00:25:41,122 Yeah, but we don't drive together. I used to have to go limp 499 00:25:41,122 --> 00:25:43,500 -in the front seat like a rag doll. -She is the worst passenger. 500 00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:45,669 Apparently it's safer, so my body just knew what to do. 501 00:25:45,669 --> 00:25:47,963 -And our therapist said-- Well-- -Our ex-therapist. 502 00:25:47,963 --> 00:25:49,756 -Suggested-- -That we drive separately. 503 00:25:49,756 --> 00:25:51,049 Oh, I hear you. 504 00:25:51,049 --> 00:25:52,509 When Michael drives, 505 00:25:52,509 --> 00:25:55,178 I just close my eyes and let Jesus take the wheel. 506 00:25:55,178 --> 00:25:56,805 She does. And He does. 507 00:25:56,805 --> 00:25:59,808 It's not really safe to drive in sandals either, though, so. 508 00:25:59,808 --> 00:26:02,185 Hey, Mike. I'm gonna grab these bags for you, okay? 509 00:26:02,185 --> 00:26:03,561 -Oh, no, no, no. I'm fine. -Yeah? 510 00:26:03,561 --> 00:26:04,854 Yeah, no. About the bags, 511 00:26:04,854 --> 00:26:06,940 if they drip, um, it's because-- 512 00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:07,983 Well, it's not all-- I mean, 513 00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:09,567 some of it's closed, but some of it's-- 514 00:26:09,567 --> 00:26:11,778 Deer meat. I usually bring my own. 515 00:26:11,778 --> 00:26:14,114 That way I know it's been humanely slaughtered. 516 00:26:14,114 --> 00:26:16,574 -Right. Okay. -See, this way it won't get on the rug. 517 00:26:16,574 --> 00:26:18,368 It comes out with a little bit of bleach, 518 00:26:18,368 --> 00:26:20,203 but I'll just use a little bit of cooler space. 519 00:26:20,203 --> 00:26:21,288 Yeah. 520 00:26:22,998 --> 00:26:25,834 Oh, gosh. Do y'all have any more ice? 521 00:26:27,460 --> 00:26:29,212 RAGE 522 00:26:29,212 --> 00:26:32,799 They were huge. Like pterodactyls. They just kept-- 523 00:26:32,799 --> 00:26:34,384 So, what are we doing? 524 00:26:34,384 --> 00:26:37,220 Oh, just, uh, one emotion. Anything that comes to mind. 525 00:26:37,220 --> 00:26:38,930 Well, we're in this cycle right now. 526 00:26:38,930 --> 00:26:41,349 Saturn's trajectory and its forcefield 527 00:26:41,349 --> 00:26:43,143 is essentially being attacked 528 00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:46,146 by all the carbon particles put in the air from homogenized milk. 529 00:26:46,146 --> 00:26:49,399 It's affecting the entire animal kingdom. 530 00:26:49,399 --> 00:26:52,110 But the dairy lobby is so strong, no one's talking about it. 531 00:26:52,110 --> 00:26:53,695 That sounds kinda fake. 532 00:26:53,695 --> 00:26:56,406 Shelby does a lot of deep dives for the podcast. 533 00:26:56,406 --> 00:26:59,284 Springa inn Ginnungagap. "Leaps into the void." 534 00:27:00,618 --> 00:27:01,953 Okay. 535 00:27:03,830 --> 00:27:07,000 Oh no, no, no. It's just one emotion per strip. You've got three here. 536 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,460 Sometimes I feel three things. 537 00:27:08,460 --> 00:27:12,005 Okay, well, just for the purposes of the game, I'm just gonna-- Yeah? 538 00:27:12,005 --> 00:27:13,757 You said you were gonna take the weekend off. 539 00:27:13,757 --> 00:27:16,718 We haven't seen each other in months. It's a party game. 540 00:27:16,718 --> 00:27:18,762 -Yeah, you're right. -What about pigeons? 541 00:27:18,762 --> 00:27:21,890 -We still have pigeons?-Rahvns, rahvns allt! 542 00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:25,894 It was ravens, you know, that Noah sent to test the water levels after the flood. 543 00:27:25,894 --> 00:27:27,562 How the ravens go, so go we. 544 00:27:27,562 --> 00:27:30,273 Did they die, or... I feel like I didn't read that one. 545 00:27:30,273 --> 00:27:34,819 "For the Lord will execute judgment by fire, and by his sword on all flesh, 546 00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:38,406 and those slain by the Lord will be many." Isaiah 66. 547 00:27:38,406 --> 00:27:42,452 Shelby, could I get you something to drink? Some wine, tequila? 548 00:27:42,452 --> 00:27:46,081 -I'll just have water. -Swim time! Who's coming? 549 00:27:46,081 --> 00:27:48,583 -Shannon, give me a lift! -Okay, no, but wait, wait, wait. 550 00:27:48,583 --> 00:27:51,127 -No, I thought we were gonna-- -Later, later. Come with me. 551 00:27:51,127 --> 00:27:53,213 In a few more cocktails, I may no longer float! 552 00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:56,299 Yeah, yeah, yeah, but it's been a big year, and I wanna make sure-- 553 00:27:56,299 --> 00:27:57,509 Tap or seltzer? 554 00:27:57,509 --> 00:27:59,886 Good Lord's water is fine by me. 555 00:28:04,808 --> 00:28:07,268 ♪ Come on and follow me ♪ 556 00:28:07,268 --> 00:28:09,187 ♪ No matter where we go ♪ 557 00:28:09,187 --> 00:28:13,274 ♪ We'll be side by side And baby, that's for sure ♪ 558 00:28:14,484 --> 00:28:16,569 ♪ So take what you want from me ♪ 559 00:28:17,529 --> 00:28:20,323 I mean, how is that where Michael landed? 560 00:28:20,323 --> 00:28:24,869 I don't know. Farthest distance, least familiar. 561 00:28:24,869 --> 00:28:27,831 I mean, I used to always fantasize about running away 562 00:28:27,831 --> 00:28:29,916 to work in a gas station in Montana. 563 00:28:29,916 --> 00:28:32,877 I mean, just for a life of managed expectations. 564 00:28:32,877 --> 00:28:37,841 Oh, yeah. I mean, that's a lot of standing upright, but... 565 00:28:37,841 --> 00:28:40,802 But maybe that's just what it is now. 566 00:28:40,802 --> 00:28:43,054 Faith, you know? For young people. 567 00:28:43,054 --> 00:28:44,931 Choose your own Jesus. 568 00:28:44,931 --> 00:28:48,893 When I was a kid, it was like parents playing tambourine in a gymnasium. 569 00:28:48,893 --> 00:28:52,355 -Ooh, creepy ones? -No, no. Regular. 570 00:28:54,232 --> 00:28:55,775 Well, things have changed. 571 00:28:55,775 --> 00:28:58,653 -People are-- -Panicked. Fervent. Feverish. 572 00:28:58,653 --> 00:29:00,655 -Don't you think? -I do, yeah. 573 00:29:00,655 --> 00:29:02,615 -Yeah. -Max is really into dinosaurs again, 574 00:29:02,615 --> 00:29:05,326 so we're constantly reading about the extinction of the species 575 00:29:05,326 --> 00:29:08,288 and it's harrowing. I mean, I feel like we are on the cusp of it, 576 00:29:08,288 --> 00:29:10,331 you know? Re-extinction. 577 00:29:10,331 --> 00:29:14,502 We're all gonna be dead and they'll start over. New amoebas. 578 00:29:14,502 --> 00:29:18,756 Yep. It's free-floating anxiety. My kids have it too. 579 00:29:18,756 --> 00:29:21,092 Just waiting for the other shoe to drop. 580 00:29:21,092 --> 00:29:23,761 Yes, the apocalypse. 581 00:29:24,804 --> 00:29:28,349 Forever preserved in a layer of sediment and lava. 582 00:29:28,349 --> 00:29:30,101 Well, on that note. 583 00:29:31,561 --> 00:29:34,147 -You like that? -Oh, God, yeah. 584 00:29:34,147 --> 00:29:38,902 Yeah? That's your kidneys telling you to let go. 585 00:29:38,902 --> 00:29:40,737 Here? 586 00:29:40,737 --> 00:29:43,948 You know, I'm usually so focused on my client's needs. 587 00:29:43,948 --> 00:29:46,409 It's nice to just, you know, be along for the ride. 588 00:29:46,409 --> 00:29:50,455 I roll for Jesus. That's my therapy every Friday night. 589 00:29:50,455 --> 00:29:52,540 Yeah, Shelby's on a team. They're pretty good. 590 00:29:52,540 --> 00:29:55,627 -The Pinto Holy Rollers. -Oh, so cute. 591 00:29:55,627 --> 00:29:57,670 Hey, do you have, like, a PhD or something? 592 00:29:57,670 --> 00:30:00,507 No, no. No, I mean, nobody really does that anymore. 593 00:30:00,507 --> 00:30:02,217 It's not cost-effective. 594 00:30:02,217 --> 00:30:04,427 Ours is a very targeted program, 595 00:30:04,427 --> 00:30:08,014 and it helps people with trauma, depression, phobias. 596 00:30:08,014 --> 00:30:09,390 So, therapy? 597 00:30:09,390 --> 00:30:12,810 Without the therapist. We put the healing in your hands. 598 00:30:12,810 --> 00:30:15,313 -Oh, gosh. Is that safe? -Oh, absolutely. 599 00:30:15,313 --> 00:30:19,067 I mean, you're not covered in spiders, you're not flying a plane. 600 00:30:19,067 --> 00:30:22,362 -You just think you are. -I have this recurring dream... 601 00:30:22,362 --> 00:30:25,740 where I'm parasailing wearing a sandwich board. 602 00:30:25,740 --> 00:30:27,075 Nothing underneath. 603 00:30:28,493 --> 00:30:30,703 It's actually very freeing. 604 00:30:30,703 --> 00:30:36,000 For a while, I had this one where I was stuffed above the ceiling tiles. 605 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:39,504 You know, the-- the ones with the tiny little holes? 606 00:30:39,504 --> 00:30:44,592 And this old woman came through with a giant spackler 607 00:30:44,592 --> 00:30:46,844 covered in, like, nut butter. 608 00:30:46,844 --> 00:30:51,057 And she just started filling them in, one by one. 609 00:30:52,642 --> 00:30:57,397 Anyway, Tom. Uh, we tailor each sim-- 610 00:30:57,397 --> 00:31:00,441 simulation-- to the client's needs, put it on repeat 611 00:31:00,441 --> 00:31:02,151 until they don't need it anymore. 612 00:31:02,151 --> 00:31:04,821 You can see the trauma being flushed out of their system. 613 00:31:04,821 --> 00:31:07,699 I was incredibly hairy growing up. 614 00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:11,327 Mama would find me in the kitchen trying to burn off all my arm hair. 615 00:31:11,327 --> 00:31:14,289 -It always grew back. -Well, they say a third of us 616 00:31:14,289 --> 00:31:17,917 were originally birds. Land dwellers, sky dwellers, water dwellers. 617 00:31:17,917 --> 00:31:21,754 We all get eaten up by someone. Anyway, that's when I found the Lord. 618 00:31:21,754 --> 00:31:25,258 "For every beast of the forest is mine." Psalm 50. 619 00:31:25,258 --> 00:31:28,803 Oh, speaking of, here comes Shannon. Are we hungry? 620 00:31:28,803 --> 00:31:30,221 -Starving. -Yeah. 621 00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:32,557 Oh, I'd love to put my deer meat in the fridge. 622 00:31:32,557 --> 00:31:34,309 I don't think it'll keep out here. 623 00:31:34,309 --> 00:31:36,060 Okay. Who's on deer meat? 624 00:31:36,060 --> 00:31:38,813 I like to put the liver and the heart in the cheese drawer, 625 00:31:38,813 --> 00:31:40,523 otherwise it'll just freeze right up. 626 00:31:50,033 --> 00:31:51,451 Oh, God. 627 00:32:02,253 --> 00:32:06,257 Oh, my God! Nora. I didn't even see you there. 628 00:32:06,257 --> 00:32:09,344 Fuck, are you okay? You're soaking. 629 00:32:09,344 --> 00:32:12,347 I was looking for something. And I fell in. 630 00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:15,183 Oh, fuck. Okay. Uh, Shannon! 631 00:32:15,183 --> 00:32:18,144 Uh, here. Um, here, put this on. 632 00:32:18,144 --> 00:32:19,812 We didn't even know you were coming. 633 00:32:19,812 --> 00:32:21,397 I didn't want anyone to make a fuss. 634 00:32:21,397 --> 00:32:23,232 Well, do you have clothes? Do you have a bag? 635 00:32:23,232 --> 00:32:25,234 -I'm not staying. -Well, of course you're staying. 636 00:32:25,234 --> 00:32:27,445 -Don't be ridiculous. -Nora! 637 00:32:27,445 --> 00:32:29,739 When did you-- I'm so glad you're here. 638 00:32:29,739 --> 00:32:32,450 -Oh, my God, you're soaking. -Yeah, she fell in, apparently. 639 00:32:32,450 --> 00:32:35,203 Oh, okay. Right, right. Well, um, let's get you some-- 640 00:32:35,203 --> 00:32:37,372 -Well, I have clothes. She can borrow-- -No clothes? 641 00:32:37,372 --> 00:32:39,540 -I'm not staying. -Oh, of course you're staying. 642 00:32:39,540 --> 00:32:41,250 Don't be absurd. Michael! 643 00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:44,587 -Nora. -Michael. 644 00:32:45,755 --> 00:32:48,007 I thought I'd stop by to say hi. 645 00:32:50,927 --> 00:32:54,222 I honestly almost shit myself. Like, fully shit myself. 646 00:32:54,222 --> 00:32:55,932 -She looks so lost. -Yeah. 647 00:32:55,932 --> 00:32:58,893 "Naked I come from my mother's womb and naked I shall return there." 648 00:32:58,893 --> 00:33:00,019 -No. -Job. 649 00:33:00,019 --> 00:33:01,979 No, no, no, not naked. She just... 650 00:33:01,979 --> 00:33:03,564 I'm sorry, why is Nora here? 651 00:33:03,564 --> 00:33:05,608 -I have no idea. -Was it Michael, you think? 652 00:33:05,608 --> 00:33:07,276 I told him to, but I know he didn't. 653 00:33:07,276 --> 00:33:08,903 -Well, it wasn't me. -I did. 654 00:33:08,903 --> 00:33:10,780 -What the fuck? -What? 655 00:33:10,780 --> 00:33:12,990 -I knew I should've bailed. -She said she was ready. 656 00:33:12,990 --> 00:33:15,410 I could be home jerking off in my attic. 657 00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:18,162 -"Like Jesus rising from the ashes..." -It's trigger therapy, 658 00:33:18,162 --> 00:33:20,540 and you're her triggers. 659 00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:22,458 I'm sorry, you're her therapist now? 660 00:33:22,458 --> 00:33:25,086 -It's more of a spiritual guide. -Oh, my God! 661 00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:27,630 -I'm still working on my hours. -This seems advanced for that. 662 00:33:27,630 --> 00:33:30,675 Well, it's not like we don't trust you, because yoga was cool. 663 00:33:30,675 --> 00:33:34,137 Oh, my God. Just say it, Tom. It's dangerous, it's selfish, 664 00:33:34,137 --> 00:33:37,265 and it ruins our weekend, which we deserve because life is hard enough. 665 00:33:37,265 --> 00:33:39,016 Her life is a little harder. 666 00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:44,188 Well, one of my biggest triggers is flesh. Bloody flesh in particular. 667 00:33:44,188 --> 00:33:49,736 So I keep it with me until I can experience it in my life without anxiety. 668 00:33:49,736 --> 00:33:53,614 -I'm afraid to ask. -Look, Lil, we're here to relax. 669 00:33:53,614 --> 00:33:55,450 -This is-- -It's not helpful to her. 670 00:33:55,450 --> 00:33:57,744 Right. It's not like she's not invited. 671 00:33:57,744 --> 00:34:00,204 Well, you're wrong. It's cathartic, and it's life-changing. 672 00:34:00,204 --> 00:34:01,539 Here's hoping. 673 00:34:01,539 --> 00:34:04,625 And if nothing else, at least we'll have some great conversations, 674 00:34:04,625 --> 00:34:08,087 some fresh air, and home-cooked baby fawn. 675 00:34:23,770 --> 00:34:25,271 Can I get you something? 676 00:34:26,230 --> 00:34:27,315 Nora? 677 00:34:28,107 --> 00:34:29,400 Sorry? 678 00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:31,736 To drink. Do you want a soda, or-- 679 00:34:31,736 --> 00:34:33,237 How did you meet Michael? 680 00:34:34,238 --> 00:34:37,241 Oh, um, in grief group. 681 00:34:38,284 --> 00:34:40,912 -I thought he might have mentioned. -No, he didn't. 682 00:34:43,372 --> 00:34:46,459 You're not really friends with them, huh? 683 00:34:47,835 --> 00:34:51,547 Oh, well, I mean, they-- they seem nice. 684 00:34:51,547 --> 00:34:54,467 It's just Michael keeps things pretty... 685 00:34:55,968 --> 00:35:00,097 Well, he's sad, you know. It's not like he's forgotten or-- 686 00:35:00,097 --> 00:35:01,516 Do you have any kids? 687 00:35:01,516 --> 00:35:03,100 Not yet, no. 688 00:35:03,100 --> 00:35:06,187 -But actually-- -Well, when you do, you'll understand. 689 00:35:06,187 --> 00:35:08,439 It's, um-- it's just different. 690 00:35:09,565 --> 00:35:11,400 I didn't even know if I wanted kids. 691 00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:12,610 My parents... 692 00:35:13,861 --> 00:35:17,949 Well, Daddy was a big drinker, and-- and my mom, 693 00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:21,828 she was a manager at Craftway, so, pretty crazy hours. 694 00:35:22,703 --> 00:35:27,834 So you carry bloody meat around in bags 695 00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:29,961 to make yourself feel better? 696 00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:32,588 -As a reminder, I guess. -Yeah. 697 00:35:33,756 --> 00:35:36,759 That we all end up in the cheese drawer. 698 00:35:38,553 --> 00:35:39,804 Exactly. 699 00:35:56,571 --> 00:35:57,655 Hey. 700 00:35:58,406 --> 00:35:59,949 Hey. 701 00:35:59,949 --> 00:36:01,909 -I won't bite, you know. -I know. 702 00:36:02,869 --> 00:36:07,790 I know. It's just, you know, Nora's here. And Shelby. I'm trying to-- 703 00:36:07,790 --> 00:36:09,125 Be respectful. 704 00:36:09,125 --> 00:36:10,293 -Yeah. -It's sweet. 705 00:36:11,711 --> 00:36:13,671 You know, in-- in grief group, 706 00:36:13,671 --> 00:36:15,798 really, they-- they recommend that you-- 707 00:36:15,798 --> 00:36:17,967 -Don't fuck your wife's friends. -Okay. 708 00:36:18,926 --> 00:36:20,011 Yeah. 709 00:36:21,262 --> 00:36:23,014 -It was a difficult time. -Yeah. 710 00:36:24,265 --> 00:36:26,809 -And now it's not? -Look, I'm just, um... 711 00:36:28,269 --> 00:36:30,563 I'm trying to, uh-- 712 00:36:30,563 --> 00:36:32,440 -You know, I owe it to-- -Shelby? 713 00:36:34,275 --> 00:36:36,319 She's 25. 714 00:36:36,319 --> 00:36:38,112 You really think you're her last stop? 715 00:36:40,323 --> 00:36:43,659 She gets me, okay? Yeah. She doesn't judge. 716 00:36:43,659 --> 00:36:44,994 She will, though. 717 00:36:44,994 --> 00:36:47,163 They all do, eventually. 718 00:36:47,163 --> 00:36:48,623 But not me. 719 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:52,585 'Cause I was there, 720 00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,338 and when you remember that, 721 00:36:56,839 --> 00:36:58,174 you'll be back. 722 00:37:00,843 --> 00:37:02,595 Excuse-- excuse me. 723 00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:12,230 And he would just sit there with a crossbow. 724 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:14,106 -He was focused on these wolves. -Uh-huh. 725 00:37:14,106 --> 00:37:16,067 He thought they were trying to get his rabbits. 726 00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:17,485 -Mm-hmm. -Oh, God. 727 00:37:17,485 --> 00:37:21,113 David, can you go get one of those bug lanterns from the shed? 728 00:37:21,113 --> 00:37:22,406 -Now? -Oh, my God. 729 00:37:22,406 --> 00:37:23,991 Before they eat us alive, please. 730 00:37:25,368 --> 00:37:26,452 Okay. 731 00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:29,163 You're gonna have to crawl around in there, 'cause Tom's too tall. 732 00:37:29,163 --> 00:37:30,248 All right. 733 00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:31,791 Oh, God. Anyway, 734 00:37:31,791 --> 00:37:34,126 he was a big believer in personal punishments. 735 00:37:34,126 --> 00:37:37,004 Eye for an eye, Leviticus. Been around forever. 736 00:37:37,004 --> 00:37:39,173 Not really Jesus at his finest, though, is it? 737 00:37:39,173 --> 00:37:41,467 Yeah, I bet you never left the coop open again. 738 00:37:41,467 --> 00:37:44,428 And you could probably murder a chicken in your sleep. 739 00:37:44,428 --> 00:37:47,098 "Give them great meals of beef and iron and steel, 740 00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:49,850 they will eat like wolves and fight like devils." Shakespeare. 741 00:37:49,850 --> 00:37:51,268 I was wondering where you went. 742 00:37:51,268 --> 00:37:53,062 I thought you ran off like a little rooster. 743 00:37:53,062 --> 00:37:56,482 Shannon, I love the decoration and the house, the interior. 744 00:37:56,482 --> 00:37:59,068 I remember it from the one time I was invited. 745 00:38:00,403 --> 00:38:02,905 -It's okay. -Where's Nora? 746 00:38:02,905 --> 00:38:04,699 I thought she was with you. 747 00:38:04,699 --> 00:38:08,119 -Maybe upstairs. Should I go-- -I'm sure she's fine. 748 00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:11,205 She can't have gone far. Hopefully. 749 00:38:11,205 --> 00:38:14,458 Anyway, that's my next project. Clean out the shed, get rid of all the-- 750 00:38:14,458 --> 00:38:16,877 -Axes, crossbows, and shotguns. -Exactly. 751 00:38:38,858 --> 00:38:39,984 Jesus! 752 00:38:56,625 --> 00:38:58,044 -Hi. -Fuck. 753 00:38:58,044 --> 00:39:01,505 -I'm so sorry to scare you. -Fuck. 754 00:39:01,505 --> 00:39:04,884 Hey, I thought it was wireless weekend, sir. 755 00:39:06,927 --> 00:39:09,013 Oh. Yeah. 756 00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:10,431 I'm kidding. I'm kidding. 757 00:39:11,348 --> 00:39:13,601 -So dark in here, right? -Yeah. 758 00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:16,270 Yeah. Michael wanted an axe, so. 759 00:39:22,902 --> 00:39:26,030 Oh, my God. You think they'd have killed it by now. 760 00:39:27,406 --> 00:39:29,533 How is that deer heart, Shelby? 761 00:39:29,533 --> 00:39:30,910 No, no, no, Shelby doesn't eat-- 762 00:39:30,910 --> 00:39:33,537 Oh, I-- I just keep it to remind me that it was a living being. 763 00:39:33,537 --> 00:39:35,456 Okay. That's cool. 764 00:39:35,456 --> 00:39:37,708 -I don't actually hunt it. -Well, it's very bloody. 765 00:39:37,708 --> 00:39:40,628 -I only buy fresh. -Oh, that's good. So, you're-- 766 00:39:40,628 --> 00:39:43,714 -Honoring the animal. -Oh, like the fish with the eyeballs in! 767 00:39:43,714 --> 00:39:47,384 I think it's good to remember how fleeting life is. That at any moment... 768 00:39:47,384 --> 00:39:49,136 We could all be eaten. 769 00:39:50,096 --> 00:39:54,433 Anyway, Tom. It is delicious. What is the seasoning? 770 00:39:54,433 --> 00:39:57,686 Oh, thanks. That's, um, well, you know... 771 00:39:57,686 --> 00:40:00,523 Shannon doesn't give me compliments anymore. 772 00:40:00,523 --> 00:40:02,233 -Oh, my God. -So, just salt. 773 00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:04,860 Tom is very good with tongs. 774 00:40:04,860 --> 00:40:08,405 That's me. Gotta get my tongs in any way I can. 775 00:40:09,281 --> 00:40:12,701 So, Shannon. How's Maddie? Still dancing? 776 00:40:12,701 --> 00:40:14,620 Oh, yeah, she's good. She's good. 777 00:40:14,620 --> 00:40:17,123 Third grade, so all, you know, girl dynamic. 778 00:40:17,123 --> 00:40:18,541 I can imagine. 779 00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:23,879 -She has friends? -Yeah, she does. Nice kids. 780 00:40:23,879 --> 00:40:25,673 No pool parties, I hope. 781 00:40:27,466 --> 00:40:28,551 No. 782 00:40:28,551 --> 00:40:30,344 Babe, let's not? 783 00:40:30,344 --> 00:40:31,720 It's okay. 784 00:40:31,720 --> 00:40:35,224 I guess it should be sort of unseemly at this point. 785 00:40:35,224 --> 00:40:36,725 No one's saying that. 786 00:40:36,725 --> 00:40:39,103 Hey, can I get anybody a drink? 787 00:40:39,103 --> 00:40:43,566 Uh, yeah. I'd like a vodka soda, light on the soda. 788 00:40:43,566 --> 00:40:45,442 I thought you were sober. 789 00:40:45,442 --> 00:40:47,862 -No, not right now. -Huh. 790 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,199 -Is that okay? -I just figured after what happened-- 791 00:40:52,199 --> 00:40:54,577 Well, we're adults, Nora. We can have a weekend. 792 00:40:54,577 --> 00:40:56,620 Model parenting was never really your thing anyway, 793 00:40:56,620 --> 00:40:57,872 -was it? -What does that mean? 794 00:40:57,872 --> 00:41:00,374 Getting drunk at a four-year-old's birthday party in the park? 795 00:41:00,374 --> 00:41:02,460 You said I was fine. You said nobody noticed. 796 00:41:02,460 --> 00:41:05,171 It was 9:00 in the morning, Kate. You threw up under the monkey bars. 797 00:41:05,171 --> 00:41:07,631 -We had to rope them off. -I had food poisoning! 798 00:41:07,631 --> 00:41:09,425 You had booze in a sippy cup. 799 00:41:09,425 --> 00:41:13,179 -And yet somehow, your kid is still alive. -Oh, Nora-- 800 00:41:13,179 --> 00:41:17,308 -We think about Hannah all the time, Nora. -Do you? Sleep at night? 801 00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:21,270 We haven't forgotten. Obviously it's different for you and for Michael. 802 00:41:21,270 --> 00:41:23,105 -How is Maddie's knee? -Sorry? 803 00:41:23,105 --> 00:41:26,358 I remember she scraped it that day, but I don't know if she actually drew blood. 804 00:41:26,358 --> 00:41:29,236 I do remember all the adults were running around looking for a band-aid. 805 00:41:29,236 --> 00:41:32,823 -Babe, let's go for a walk. Come on. -Maddie was six. She fell. 806 00:41:32,823 --> 00:41:35,784 -So we were making sure that she-- -Had the right fucking band-aid. 807 00:41:35,784 --> 00:41:37,828 We weren't in the pool, Nora. 808 00:41:37,828 --> 00:41:40,581 We weren't watching her. She wasn't our kid. 809 00:41:40,581 --> 00:41:42,374 -She was with Michael. -Oh, boy. Here we go. 810 00:41:42,374 --> 00:41:44,251 -I'm sorry, but it's true. -It is true. 811 00:41:44,251 --> 00:41:45,753 But it takes a village, doesn't it? 812 00:41:45,753 --> 00:41:48,088 Nora, it's okay to be mad. 813 00:41:48,088 --> 00:41:51,550 It's okay to wanna poop your insides out on the floor. 814 00:41:51,550 --> 00:41:54,261 -That's what Jesus is for. -Shelby, it's okay. I got-- I got this. 815 00:41:54,261 --> 00:41:55,512 Oh, now he's got this. 816 00:41:55,512 --> 00:41:58,557 Trust me, honey. Multitasking was never his strong suit. 817 00:41:58,557 --> 00:42:00,976 -Don't do this, Nora. -Especially when a woman is involved. 818 00:42:00,976 --> 00:42:03,145 He suddenly has the mental capacity of a pizza box. 819 00:42:03,145 --> 00:42:06,273 -Jesus, Nora. Can we just-- -Hey, Lily. You wanna chime in here? 820 00:42:06,273 --> 00:42:09,693 -Do a little bit of your therapy? -Uh, no. This is Nora's journey. 821 00:42:09,693 --> 00:42:11,528 -We don't interfere. -Oh, nice. 822 00:42:11,528 --> 00:42:14,156 So, shit-filled fan, your work here is done? 823 00:42:14,156 --> 00:42:16,242 Any time you wanna start identifying your triggers. 824 00:42:16,242 --> 00:42:19,370 Oh, can I go first? Because I don't know if sleeping with my husband counts, 825 00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:21,330 but that's always been really triggering for me. 826 00:42:21,330 --> 00:42:22,748 -Damn it. -Oh, God, barely. 827 00:42:22,748 --> 00:42:24,708 -What do you mean, barely? -You slept with David? 828 00:42:24,708 --> 00:42:27,086 I'm a sexual person. You know I have different boundaries. 829 00:42:27,086 --> 00:42:29,213 -You don't have any boundaries. -He's not my husband. 830 00:42:29,213 --> 00:42:31,215 -Well, you were my friend. -Oh, was I? 831 00:42:31,215 --> 00:42:33,217 'Cause you disappeared. All of you did. 832 00:42:33,217 --> 00:42:35,302 Nobody returned my calls, except David. 833 00:42:35,302 --> 00:42:37,012 Yeah. I'm sure he did. 834 00:42:37,012 --> 00:42:39,181 -And Michael. -Oh, did he? 835 00:42:39,181 --> 00:42:42,393 "Faithful are the wounds of a friend. Profound are the kisses of an enemy." 836 00:42:42,393 --> 00:42:45,646 -That one's a proverb. -Yes. Thank you, that's so helpful. 837 00:42:45,646 --> 00:42:48,732 We just have to hold on until Jesus calls you home. 838 00:42:48,732 --> 00:42:51,402 -Shelby. -Not that we should be in a rush. 839 00:42:51,402 --> 00:42:53,195 Oh, I'm not. But I'll get there. 840 00:42:58,075 --> 00:43:00,828 -Well, on that note, I think I'll-- -Yes, please. Me too. 841 00:43:00,828 --> 00:43:04,665 Oh, God, I'm so sorry. I get so dark these days. It's the medication. 842 00:43:04,665 --> 00:43:07,668 -We're still tinkering with the dosage. -It's okay. It's okay. 843 00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:09,837 -I'm sorry, Katie. -No, no. It's fine, it's fine. 844 00:43:09,837 --> 00:43:12,298 -Totally. I think I just-- -You need a drink. 845 00:43:12,298 --> 00:43:16,427 I do need one! Shannon. Anyone else? 846 00:43:16,427 --> 00:43:19,763 I'll come. Maybe I should have one after all. 847 00:43:27,062 --> 00:43:28,564 I'm not sure... 848 00:43:30,274 --> 00:43:32,192 that I can do this. 849 00:43:34,028 --> 00:43:35,612 She's in a lot of pain. 850 00:43:35,612 --> 00:43:39,074 Aren't we all? I mean, as a species. 851 00:43:39,074 --> 00:43:41,493 You were there too? That day? 852 00:43:41,493 --> 00:43:43,537 Yeah. I mean, briefly. 853 00:43:45,122 --> 00:43:46,206 It was... 854 00:43:47,499 --> 00:43:48,625 it was a lot. 855 00:43:49,501 --> 00:43:51,211 It must be really hard for you. 856 00:43:53,339 --> 00:43:54,923 It's amazing y'all stayed friends. 857 00:44:01,013 --> 00:44:03,932 White, red? Weren't you rosé? 858 00:44:03,932 --> 00:44:06,894 -I was vodka tonic. -Oh, that's right! 859 00:44:06,894 --> 00:44:09,188 -Can I make you one? -I should probably just have water. 860 00:44:09,188 --> 00:44:11,148 I gotta take my meds. Doesn't really mix well. 861 00:44:11,148 --> 00:44:13,859 Oh, duh. Of course, been there. 862 00:44:13,859 --> 00:44:16,445 Yeah. Antipsychotics, mostly. 863 00:44:16,445 --> 00:44:19,448 Also horse tranquilizers in case of emergency. 864 00:44:19,448 --> 00:44:20,991 Instant blackout. 865 00:44:20,991 --> 00:44:23,744 Oh, wow. Really? Since they-- I mean, I'd take anything. 866 00:44:23,744 --> 00:44:26,705 You would. Remember how scared I used to be of needles? 867 00:44:26,705 --> 00:44:31,043 Oh, my God. Yes, the flu shot! Passing out at the drugstore. 868 00:44:31,043 --> 00:44:34,046 You took out that, like, entire display case of nasal spray. 869 00:44:34,046 --> 00:44:37,049 I did. God, I could be a heroin addict now. 870 00:44:37,049 --> 00:44:39,760 -I don't even flinch. -So, is it helping? 871 00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:41,303 Here and there. 872 00:44:41,303 --> 00:44:44,306 -I can't imagine. -No, you can't. 873 00:44:44,306 --> 00:44:47,518 Remember in New York we used to buy such cheap bottles of wine 874 00:44:47,518 --> 00:44:49,686 that we'd have to break the corks to get them open? 875 00:44:49,686 --> 00:44:52,564 Oh, God. We had no standards. Like, none. 876 00:44:52,564 --> 00:44:55,442 -Three-buck chardie! -Oh, how did we survive? 877 00:44:55,442 --> 00:44:59,279 Nothing in our stomachs. Mild eating disorders. No hydration. 878 00:44:59,279 --> 00:45:00,864 I think I shit in the bathtub once. 879 00:45:00,864 --> 00:45:02,658 I'm not totally sure, but... 880 00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:03,909 -You did. -Oh, yeah. 881 00:45:04,952 --> 00:45:07,663 -Oh, yeah, those were the days. -Yeah. 882 00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:11,875 To living above 96th Street. 883 00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:15,546 Oh, God. Well, that's what I get for buying wine from the mini-mart. 884 00:45:15,546 --> 00:45:18,757 -Well, salud. -Nostrovia. 885 00:45:31,603 --> 00:45:32,688 Jealousy. 886 00:45:32,688 --> 00:45:34,606 Bitterness. 887 00:45:34,606 --> 00:45:35,858 Envy. 888 00:45:35,858 --> 00:45:37,943 -Fear. -Time's up. 889 00:45:37,943 --> 00:45:39,653 Jesus. Rage. 890 00:45:39,653 --> 00:45:43,031 Rage, okay. Yeah, nice, subtle. 891 00:45:43,031 --> 00:45:46,118 -Dave and Katie, you're up. -Oh, God, okay. 892 00:45:46,118 --> 00:45:48,454 -Oh, I don't think I can do it. -You got it! 893 00:45:48,454 --> 00:45:50,247 -Ah, thank you. -No. 894 00:45:50,247 --> 00:45:52,416 They still haven't figured out that black lung thing. 895 00:45:52,416 --> 00:45:54,793 -Vitamin E or rat feces or whatever. -Shannon... 896 00:45:54,793 --> 00:45:56,920 -We have kids at home. -Oh, busted. 897 00:45:56,920 --> 00:45:59,423 You know what's so funny? When you're not a mother anymore, 898 00:45:59,423 --> 00:46:02,593 no one cares what you do with your body. It's like you could skydive into work 899 00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:05,554 they'd be like, "Well, there are seven billion people on the planet. 900 00:46:05,554 --> 00:46:07,347 -One less won't make a difference." -Babe. 901 00:46:07,347 --> 00:46:09,766 There's your trauma talking. This is good. 902 00:46:09,766 --> 00:46:13,353 It's like when you're not tied to sustaining the species anymore, 903 00:46:13,353 --> 00:46:15,147 you're taxing the system, you know? 904 00:46:15,147 --> 00:46:16,440 I say once a mother, always a mother. 905 00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:17,774 Okay, sorry. Can we do this now? 906 00:46:17,774 --> 00:46:19,276 I don't like standing while I drink. 907 00:46:19,276 --> 00:46:20,777 Yes. Begin. 908 00:46:24,698 --> 00:46:27,618 You're contributing to the overall health of humanity, 909 00:46:27,618 --> 00:46:30,871 putting love into this world to help it hum at a higher frequency. 910 00:46:30,871 --> 00:46:32,831 I wish I could believe that. 911 00:46:32,831 --> 00:46:34,708 You manifest yourself as kindness in all you do. 912 00:46:34,708 --> 00:46:36,585 -Oh, that's nice. -Psalm 145. 913 00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:39,546 -Desire! -God, yes. Thank you. 914 00:46:39,546 --> 00:46:42,549 No, you cannot guess one another's! This is a team thing. 915 00:46:42,549 --> 00:46:45,636 -Oh. -It-- it's really more about God than you, 916 00:46:45,636 --> 00:46:47,179 but something to aspire to. 917 00:46:47,179 --> 00:46:49,306 Okay, so now, why do we-- I'm totally just curious. 918 00:46:49,306 --> 00:46:52,392 Why do we need a quote from Jesus or whatever to illustrate the point? 919 00:46:52,392 --> 00:46:55,604 I mean, can't we just be good people without needing, like, a magical unicorn 920 00:46:55,604 --> 00:46:57,731 -to show us how? -Unicorns aren't real. 921 00:46:57,731 --> 00:46:59,900 -They aren't? -Well, no offense, but neither is Jesus. 922 00:46:59,900 --> 00:47:03,487 I don't need a talking horse or a mythical sheep farmer to tell me what to think. 923 00:47:03,487 --> 00:47:07,115 I can just kinda guess, right? I mean, if I'm a relatively good person. 924 00:47:07,115 --> 00:47:09,034 Are we, though? Are we good people? 925 00:47:09,034 --> 00:47:11,995 -Disdain. -Yeah! Whoop, whoop! 926 00:47:11,995 --> 00:47:14,039 Oh, I give up. You two. 927 00:47:14,039 --> 00:47:15,541 -Oh. -Fucker! 928 00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:20,337 Cold in here, dudes. Start that fire now? 929 00:47:20,337 --> 00:47:21,713 Oh, right. We just need some more wood. 930 00:47:21,713 --> 00:47:24,049 -I'll go. -Oh, no, we, uh-- 931 00:47:24,049 --> 00:47:27,052 No, we don't chop down the trees around here. We buy our wood in bulk. 932 00:47:27,052 --> 00:47:31,306 -Oh, man. Uh, babe, about that. -You didn't buy wood. 933 00:47:31,306 --> 00:47:33,600 -There's a forest right out there. -It's landscaping. 934 00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:37,271 You don't pay a landscaper 20 grand and then just chop it down a few weeks later. 935 00:47:37,271 --> 00:47:40,357 -Come on. -No worries. Yeah, no, I'll go. 936 00:47:40,357 --> 00:47:42,609 -I'm-- I'm a Viking. -Chop at a neighbor's. 937 00:47:42,609 --> 00:47:44,403 -Yeah. -I'll come. 938 00:47:44,403 --> 00:47:46,280 No, no, no. No, it's fine. I got it. 939 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:47,781 But I want to. 940 00:47:50,284 --> 00:47:51,994 I'm all right. Go ahead. 941 00:47:51,994 --> 00:47:53,996 See? She's all right. 942 00:47:53,996 --> 00:47:56,331 -Right, Lily? -What? 943 00:47:56,331 --> 00:47:58,041 Don't decapitate any rabbits. 944 00:47:58,041 --> 00:48:01,545 Wolves, not rabbits. Why would you decapitate a rabbit? 945 00:48:01,545 --> 00:48:04,381 -One less rabbit, I guess. -Good luck! 946 00:48:04,381 --> 00:48:06,383 One last supper for the wolf. 947 00:48:36,079 --> 00:48:39,458 So, are we supposed to just... 948 00:48:39,458 --> 00:48:42,919 -be chopping down trees, or... -I think just wood that's already-- 949 00:48:42,919 --> 00:48:44,046 -Died? -Yeah. 950 00:48:44,046 --> 00:48:46,590 -Waiting to be hauled away? -Exactly. 951 00:48:48,884 --> 00:48:50,510 A Viking, huh? 952 00:48:50,510 --> 00:48:52,137 Yeah, well, you know. 953 00:48:52,137 --> 00:48:55,599 It's a new me. Fresh start. 954 00:48:55,599 --> 00:48:58,810 With Old Norse? Does that come in handy? 955 00:48:58,810 --> 00:49:00,896 Yeah, well, that's, uh... 956 00:49:00,896 --> 00:49:05,525 Shelby, you know, she does these, uh, reenactment things on the weekend. 957 00:49:05,525 --> 00:49:08,528 -It meant a lot to her. -Right. Of course. 958 00:49:10,989 --> 00:49:13,450 I can't believe we never went camping. 959 00:49:13,450 --> 00:49:18,038 We bought that huge tent with that, like, pop-out lounge thing, remember? 960 00:49:18,038 --> 00:49:22,501 And we told Hannah that if she did one whole night in her bed on her own, 961 00:49:22,501 --> 00:49:24,586 -we'd do it. -Yeah. 962 00:49:24,586 --> 00:49:28,632 But she kept coming in, asking questions about cheetahs or volcanoes. 963 00:49:28,632 --> 00:49:31,093 -Or if trees can have babies. -At 2:00 in the morning. 964 00:49:31,093 --> 00:49:34,054 Like clockwork. And then we'd all have to cram into her little tiny bed. 965 00:49:34,054 --> 00:49:36,223 Littered with stuffed animals. 966 00:49:36,223 --> 00:49:40,477 Remember she had that pink little sloth, or whatever it was? 967 00:49:40,477 --> 00:49:43,605 You just touched it and it would light up and sing for hours. 968 00:49:43,605 --> 00:49:47,150 Couldn't turn it off. Had to let it play itself out. 969 00:49:47,150 --> 00:49:50,654 -We threw it away, right? -Yeah, neighbor's trash can. 970 00:49:50,654 --> 00:49:53,323 It was the only place far enough where we couldn't hear it, right? 971 00:49:53,323 --> 00:49:55,075 I mean, I'm sure they could, but... 972 00:49:56,451 --> 00:50:00,330 Well, we did our sleep training follow through, we read our books. 973 00:50:00,330 --> 00:50:05,252 We had our united front, and... never went camping. 974 00:50:06,253 --> 00:50:08,171 So glad we stayed on message. 975 00:50:10,006 --> 00:50:12,300 She didn't die mad, you know. 976 00:50:14,970 --> 00:50:19,516 Whatever thought she had in her little head before, uh-- 977 00:50:19,516 --> 00:50:23,395 -Before the panicked ones? -Was of a loving, happy family. 978 00:50:23,395 --> 00:50:27,190 If she could carry something with her, it would be that. 979 00:50:27,190 --> 00:50:30,777 Does it work that way? You get to choose your screensaver before it all goes black? 980 00:50:30,777 --> 00:50:34,072 You do. I have to believe that you do. 981 00:50:36,241 --> 00:50:37,993 Well, I guess we'll know when we know. 982 00:50:39,703 --> 00:50:40,829 Yeah. 983 00:50:42,664 --> 00:50:45,250 That does not look sharp, that axe. 984 00:50:45,250 --> 00:50:46,877 You're really gonna have to swing that. 985 00:50:48,837 --> 00:50:51,214 -Are you saying that I can't swing it? -Oh, no, no. 986 00:50:51,214 --> 00:50:54,593 No, you're shockingly strong for someone with a comp lit degree. 987 00:50:54,593 --> 00:50:56,428 Thank you so much. 988 00:50:56,428 --> 00:50:58,638 The perfect blend of Faulkner and force. 989 00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:01,850 Well, certainly the utter and heartbreaking stupidity of words. 990 00:51:01,850 --> 00:51:03,018 That, I have. 991 00:51:04,352 --> 00:51:05,437 Yeah. 992 00:51:08,398 --> 00:51:09,983 Life could have been so different. 993 00:51:16,448 --> 00:51:17,991 Can I hold it? 994 00:51:19,367 --> 00:51:20,577 Sure. 995 00:51:20,577 --> 00:51:22,287 It's heavy. 996 00:51:22,287 --> 00:51:24,498 Ooh, it is. 997 00:51:24,498 --> 00:51:26,792 I don't know, man. 998 00:51:27,751 --> 00:51:29,503 I'm not sure what we could chop down. 999 00:51:47,187 --> 00:51:49,773 ♪ I've been stuck here every day ♪ 1000 00:51:49,773 --> 00:51:52,609 ♪ With an appetite for confusion ♪ 1001 00:51:52,609 --> 00:51:55,403 ♪ I've been wanting Just to pass the time ♪ 1002 00:51:55,403 --> 00:51:58,281 ♪ Bottle of red and musing ♪ 1003 00:51:58,281 --> 00:52:02,035 ♪ I just wanna cry ♪ 1004 00:52:03,119 --> 00:52:04,788 ♪ Melody blue ♪ 1005 00:52:08,792 --> 00:52:09,876 Michael? 1006 00:52:13,004 --> 00:52:14,089 Michael? 1007 00:52:16,925 --> 00:52:18,009 Nora? 1008 00:52:23,014 --> 00:52:24,307 Okay, Michael. 1009 00:52:25,767 --> 00:52:31,022 Lily wants to do some kind of moon yoga with everyone, so... 1010 00:52:32,524 --> 00:52:33,608 Hi, Shelby. 1011 00:52:35,235 --> 00:52:38,864 Oh, my goodness gracious. You scared me. 1012 00:52:41,658 --> 00:52:44,035 Oh, did you... kill something? 1013 00:52:44,035 --> 00:52:48,290 No. Oh, no, no, no. This is just... 1014 00:52:49,374 --> 00:52:52,544 Well... yes, probably. 1015 00:52:54,212 --> 00:52:55,297 Where's Michael? 1016 00:52:57,507 --> 00:52:59,634 -Maybe he left? -Sorry? 1017 00:53:00,552 --> 00:53:02,137 You parked up the road, right? 1018 00:53:02,137 --> 00:53:04,014 We didn't wanna block anyone. 1019 00:53:04,014 --> 00:53:06,182 -And Shannon said there wasn't-- -I'd go get your car. 1020 00:53:06,182 --> 00:53:08,894 These reunions can get so boring. 1021 00:53:08,894 --> 00:53:10,896 Probably the best time to leave. 1022 00:53:17,944 --> 00:53:19,821 His life was ruined too, you know. 1023 00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:23,825 He thinks about Hannah every day. 1024 00:53:23,825 --> 00:53:27,704 I'm sure, but that little part of his brain that feels guilty? 1025 00:53:27,704 --> 00:53:31,207 That little part closes up shop, and off he goes to work 1026 00:53:31,207 --> 00:53:33,835 or have drinks with his buddies or have sex with someone like you 1027 00:53:33,835 --> 00:53:36,254 who doesn't remind him of the life he once had. 1028 00:53:36,254 --> 00:53:39,341 And he may not be whole, but... 1029 00:53:40,508 --> 00:53:42,135 he's closer than he should be. 1030 00:53:44,179 --> 00:53:46,222 So he can't be happy again? 1031 00:53:46,222 --> 00:53:50,143 -He's not allowed? -No, he can't. She can't. So, no, sorry. 1032 00:53:50,143 --> 00:53:53,480 -He's gonna be a father. -He was a father. 1033 00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:54,898 Again. 1034 00:53:56,066 --> 00:53:57,400 He tried to tell you. 1035 00:53:58,818 --> 00:54:01,863 It was important to him that you knew. 1036 00:54:12,707 --> 00:54:14,334 You're gonna be a great mother. 1037 00:54:14,334 --> 00:54:16,503 He just won't be around to see it. 1038 00:54:18,421 --> 00:54:20,423 It's against God's law to take a life. 1039 00:54:22,133 --> 00:54:24,886 Well, I guess he should've thought of that before he took Hannah's. 1040 00:54:32,769 --> 00:54:34,896 If I see Michael, I'll tell him you left. 1041 00:54:35,981 --> 00:54:38,149 You should have an easy drive along the five. 1042 00:54:53,248 --> 00:54:56,918 -Does anyone else feel sick? -Maybe it was the meat trio. 1043 00:54:56,918 --> 00:54:58,128 Shelby said she loved it. 1044 00:54:59,004 --> 00:55:02,507 Well, Shelby puts animal hearts in plastic bags. 1045 00:55:02,507 --> 00:55:04,300 She's not exactly a food critic. 1046 00:55:05,635 --> 00:55:08,138 -Oh, my God. -Oh, shit, Kate. 1047 00:55:08,138 --> 00:55:10,140 -I'm so sorry. I don't even-- -Did she just... 1048 00:55:10,140 --> 00:55:11,975 Oh, shit. Hey, do you have a towel, or... 1049 00:55:11,975 --> 00:55:14,269 -I got-- I got a napkin. -Tom, hose! 1050 00:55:14,269 --> 00:55:15,895 Oh, all right. On it, on it. 1051 00:55:15,895 --> 00:55:18,773 No one's gonna wanna do trust falls now. Just take this. 1052 00:55:18,773 --> 00:55:20,942 Hey, you okay? You want a water? 1053 00:55:20,942 --> 00:55:23,653 No, I'm fine. I'm fine. I just... 1054 00:55:23,653 --> 00:55:25,655 Oh, shit. 1055 00:55:25,655 --> 00:55:29,701 -What? -Your, uh, your nose. You're bleeding. 1056 00:55:31,244 --> 00:55:37,459 Oh, God. Oh, my God, gross! Why is everything so gross? 1057 00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:38,668 Oh, my God. 1058 00:55:47,385 --> 00:55:51,097 Come on, where is this? 1059 00:55:51,097 --> 00:55:53,808 -You got a body in there? -Oh! Shit. 1060 00:55:53,808 --> 00:55:57,562 You scared-- Oh, gosh. Kate got sick. 1061 00:55:57,562 --> 00:56:00,106 -Oh, not surprising. -Yeah. 1062 00:56:00,106 --> 00:56:01,941 Hey, is that blood? Oh, shit. 1063 00:56:05,070 --> 00:56:08,573 Oh! Someone else didn't do wireless weekend. 1064 00:56:08,573 --> 00:56:11,701 Yeah, that's Shannon's for emergencies. But, um... 1065 00:56:11,701 --> 00:56:13,453 -Oh. -Yeah, we gotta get that. 1066 00:56:13,453 --> 00:56:15,205 Excuse. Come on, watch your step here. 1067 00:56:15,205 --> 00:56:17,290 Oh, I used to love this song. 1068 00:56:17,290 --> 00:56:20,043 Remember that fundraiser the first year at White Oaks? 1069 00:56:20,043 --> 00:56:23,797 Shannon made that embarrassing speech about parenting and Kate blacked out. 1070 00:56:23,797 --> 00:56:25,507 I danced with Michael to this. 1071 00:56:31,304 --> 00:56:33,348 Weird. Is someone in the hot tub? 1072 00:56:33,348 --> 00:56:35,183 No. It's broken, actually. 1073 00:56:39,813 --> 00:56:43,316 -I think we missed it. -Oh, what the hell? 1074 00:56:43,316 --> 00:56:45,235 Gosh, that water looks warm. 1075 00:56:45,235 --> 00:56:48,488 I'd get in, but I don't know if I'd get out. 1076 00:56:49,739 --> 00:56:51,783 I just-- I'll get it. 1077 00:57:01,751 --> 00:57:03,128 Can you see okay? 1078 00:57:03,128 --> 00:57:04,379 Or do you want me to turn on the--- 1079 00:57:04,379 --> 00:57:06,589 No, no, no, no! Don't touch that! 1080 00:57:08,925 --> 00:57:13,096 Do you know that voltage just loves saltwater? 1081 00:57:13,096 --> 00:57:15,348 Which is in our bodies, 1082 00:57:15,348 --> 00:57:19,185 so it really takes a shortcut through the human form to get, 1083 00:57:19,185 --> 00:57:21,020 I don't know, wherever it is it's going. 1084 00:57:21,020 --> 00:57:23,398 Apparently it saves time. Who knew? 1085 00:57:23,398 --> 00:57:26,526 Anyway, I would help you, but I don't have rubber boots on, 1086 00:57:26,526 --> 00:57:29,529 and I was told that you never touch a downed power line. 1087 00:57:29,529 --> 00:57:31,865 You know what? I should probably turn this off 1088 00:57:31,865 --> 00:57:33,867 so that no one makes the same mistake. 1089 00:57:37,495 --> 00:57:38,705 It's a shame. 1090 00:57:40,081 --> 00:57:42,709 You really were the nicest one in the bunch. 1091 00:57:43,585 --> 00:57:47,881 But as Lily says, you can't use old wood to make a new nest. 1092 00:57:47,881 --> 00:57:49,132 Tom? 1093 00:57:51,384 --> 00:57:53,803 Especially with so many hawks around. 1094 00:57:53,803 --> 00:57:57,265 -You out here? -He is never where I need him to be. 1095 00:57:57,265 --> 00:57:59,434 Oh, shit. 1096 00:58:00,351 --> 00:58:03,146 God, Tom! What are you doing? 1097 00:58:03,146 --> 00:58:05,440 You know that we are not supposed to be using-- 1098 00:58:05,440 --> 00:58:07,984 I called the electrician weeks ago and he still hasn't-- 1099 00:58:09,569 --> 00:58:11,237 Tom? 1100 00:58:11,237 --> 00:58:14,407 Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God! 1101 00:58:14,407 --> 00:58:17,827 -Tom? Tom, Tom! Tom! -Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God! 1102 00:58:17,827 --> 00:58:19,412 -Oh, God! -Hey, hey! 1103 00:58:19,412 --> 00:58:21,497 Do the thing! The thing with the thing, the mouth thing! 1104 00:58:21,497 --> 00:58:23,208 -Wake up! -We gotta take him in. 1105 00:58:23,208 --> 00:58:24,792 What do you mean, in? In, like, a hospital? 1106 00:58:24,792 --> 00:58:26,419 -I mean, like-- -I don't know! 1107 00:58:26,419 --> 00:58:28,755 -Tom, Tom! -Pull him out! 1108 00:58:32,258 --> 00:58:34,802 All right, buddy. Keys, keys! Who's got the keys? 1109 00:58:34,802 --> 00:58:37,347 Tom has them. They're in that pocket right there, right there. 1110 00:58:37,347 --> 00:58:39,390 -Got it. -Okay. Okay. 1111 00:58:39,390 --> 00:58:41,351 -Kate, please stay here. -What the fuck? No! 1112 00:58:41,351 --> 00:58:43,853 Michael is missing, and Shelby and Nora might come back. 1113 00:58:43,853 --> 00:58:45,104 No, I don't care. I don't give a shit. 1114 00:58:45,104 --> 00:58:47,523 I'm not staying here to get eaten by some fucking forest monster! 1115 00:58:47,523 --> 00:58:49,901 There's no forest monster! Jesus, Kate! 1116 00:58:51,361 --> 00:58:55,865 Whoa, shit! Open the door, open the door, open the fucking door! 1117 00:59:03,539 --> 00:59:05,917 -Oh my God, I feel sick. -Don't you fucking vomit on Tom. 1118 00:59:05,917 --> 00:59:11,130 Uh. Hey, uh, Nora? Uh, we gotta go. 1119 00:59:11,130 --> 00:59:15,551 -Tom's in, uh-- in a kind of a bad way-- -Oh, Jesus Christ. 1120 00:59:15,551 --> 00:59:18,596 Hey, hon? Do you mind moving the fuck out of the way? 1121 00:59:18,596 --> 00:59:20,556 We'll be right back. Okay, thanks. 1122 00:59:21,849 --> 00:59:23,726 -Oh, my God! Okay, okay. -Go, go, go! 1123 00:59:23,726 --> 00:59:26,646 -You've just gotta go. -I can't just run her over! 1124 00:59:26,646 --> 00:59:28,648 You are an exec, David! You can run her over! 1125 00:59:28,648 --> 00:59:31,067 Oh God, I gotta get inside. I gotta throw up. 1126 00:59:31,067 --> 00:59:34,320 On the count of three, we go inside, we leave the body. 1127 00:59:34,320 --> 00:59:35,947 It's not "the body," it's Tom. 1128 00:59:35,947 --> 00:59:38,116 Oh, God, I think I shit myself. 1129 00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:39,200 And go! 1130 00:59:40,368 --> 00:59:41,703 Oh, no. 1131 00:59:42,787 --> 00:59:46,207 Oh, baby, I'm sorry. I love you, I'll be right back. Holy shit. 1132 00:59:46,207 --> 00:59:49,210 -Oh, God, I'm so sorry! -Leave the body! Now! 1133 00:59:49,210 --> 00:59:51,671 -Jesus! -Oh, my God! 1134 00:59:51,671 --> 00:59:53,923 Oh, my God! 1135 00:59:53,923 --> 00:59:55,591 -Oh! -Oh, my God! 1136 00:59:55,591 --> 00:59:56,843 There y'all are. 1137 00:59:59,387 --> 01:00:02,223 Gosh. I, um... Well, I ate all of the gummies, 1138 01:00:02,223 --> 01:00:04,976 and I think they were the happy ones, 'cause I am jacked! 1139 01:00:04,976 --> 01:00:07,061 -Who wants a drink? -I need water. 1140 01:00:07,061 --> 01:00:08,813 Oh, it's not exactly wat-- Okay. 1141 01:00:08,813 --> 01:00:10,690 -Nora's trying to kill us with an axe. -What? 1142 01:00:10,690 --> 01:00:13,026 And Tommy's unconscious. Or dead. He's probably dead. 1143 01:00:13,026 --> 01:00:15,695 Oh, my God, heart attack? That's why I do intermittent fasting. 1144 01:00:15,695 --> 01:00:17,697 -Honestly, it does make a difference. -No, Jesus! 1145 01:00:17,697 --> 01:00:19,240 He was electrocuted in the fucking hot tub! 1146 01:00:19,240 --> 01:00:20,533 Oh, I thought they fixed that. 1147 01:00:20,533 --> 01:00:23,119 -No, no. The electrician never came. -Oh, that's not surprising. 1148 01:00:23,119 --> 01:00:24,829 We need an ambulance. Or a motorboat. 1149 01:00:24,829 --> 01:00:27,540 The sea pirate that dropped you off, do you have his number? 1150 01:00:27,540 --> 01:00:29,917 Why would I get his number? He was, like, 80. 1151 01:00:33,254 --> 01:00:37,175 Oh, what the fuck? Where's my phone? It was charging in the bathroom. 1152 01:00:37,175 --> 01:00:40,136 Oh it's, um-- it's in the shed in-- in a garden box by the gnomes. 1153 01:00:41,179 --> 01:00:42,764 Jesus! Shit. 1154 01:00:42,764 --> 01:00:45,224 Well, wireless weekend, David! We agreed. 1155 01:00:49,896 --> 01:00:53,316 -Get the fuck away! -Oh, shit, shit, shit, shit! 1156 01:00:53,316 --> 01:00:54,442 Please, help me. 1157 01:00:54,442 --> 01:00:56,819 Oh, my God, Michael! Oh, my God. 1158 01:00:56,819 --> 01:00:59,072 Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 1159 01:00:59,072 --> 01:01:01,574 Shelby left. I don't understand. 1160 01:01:02,450 --> 01:01:04,911 -What did you say to her, Lily? -Nothing. 1161 01:01:04,911 --> 01:01:06,746 I was about to be a father. 1162 01:01:12,418 --> 01:01:13,961 Not with me. 1163 01:01:13,961 --> 01:01:16,005 -Lily! -Oh, my God. Get him out. 1164 01:01:16,005 --> 01:01:17,548 -Get him out! -We could give her Lily! 1165 01:01:17,548 --> 01:01:20,510 If we have to give her someone. She's pretty high, she might not notice. 1166 01:01:20,510 --> 01:01:22,011 We're not giving her anyone! 1167 01:01:22,845 --> 01:01:25,848 -Oh, God! -What is happening? 1168 01:01:25,848 --> 01:01:27,392 Okay, get to the kitchen! 1169 01:01:27,392 --> 01:01:29,435 -Why the kitchen? -Go, go, go, go! 1170 01:01:29,435 --> 01:01:30,937 We gotta go, we have to go. 1171 01:01:30,937 --> 01:01:34,524 Don't worry, everything is fine. I'm gonna lock the door. 1172 01:01:34,524 --> 01:01:36,692 This is not a big deal. 1173 01:01:40,405 --> 01:01:43,991 Nora, I want you to take a deep breath, okay? 1174 01:01:43,991 --> 01:01:45,785 Let's try and find our baseline. 1175 01:01:50,206 --> 01:01:54,293 You know, sometimes, um, certain phrases can trigger a sense of calm. 1176 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:02,593 I need a bathroom. 1177 01:02:02,593 --> 01:02:07,432 Okay, look. I wasn't gonna say anything 'cause we don't like to interfere, 1178 01:02:07,432 --> 01:02:09,392 but none of this is real. 1179 01:02:09,392 --> 01:02:12,937 -What? -Um, it's all a sim-- a simulation. 1180 01:02:12,937 --> 01:02:16,232 -It's a part of her program. -My colon's unwinding. 1181 01:02:16,232 --> 01:02:19,902 Okay, so ClearMind is all about finding a safe space 1182 01:02:19,902 --> 01:02:22,905 to release aggression in a controlled setting. 1183 01:02:22,905 --> 01:02:25,283 Revenge fantasies, but with a therapeutic goal. 1184 01:02:25,283 --> 01:02:27,869 -What the fuck? -It's like death, but with a safety net. 1185 01:02:27,869 --> 01:02:29,537 So you're all fine. 1186 01:02:29,537 --> 01:02:31,289 I don't feel fine! 1187 01:02:31,289 --> 01:02:33,291 You know, the session is taking longer than usual, 1188 01:02:33,291 --> 01:02:36,627 and I am having trouble with host mode. 1189 01:02:36,627 --> 01:02:40,173 And I see-- You know, I am sort of in somewhat of a new territory myself. 1190 01:02:40,173 --> 01:02:42,508 -Oh, okay. -Oh, God. 1191 01:02:42,508 --> 01:02:45,845 Am I bleeding? I'm bleeding, aren't I? 1192 01:02:45,845 --> 01:02:49,807 You know what? I think that if someone took responsibility for what happened, 1193 01:02:49,807 --> 01:02:51,309 that she would really wrap it up. 1194 01:02:51,309 --> 01:02:52,768 And you were there, and you were there. 1195 01:02:52,768 --> 01:02:55,313 -And you were there! -Yeah, for, like, 15 minutes. 1196 01:02:55,313 --> 01:02:56,689 You were flirting with her husband in the pool. 1197 01:02:56,689 --> 01:02:58,399 Well, we obviously remember things differently. 1198 01:02:58,399 --> 01:02:59,775 Not differently. Perfectly. 1199 01:02:59,775 --> 01:03:02,278 I asked Nora for a bowl 'cause I wanted to help her with crudités, 1200 01:03:02,278 --> 01:03:04,447 and she assumed that Michael was in the pool with Hannah, 1201 01:03:04,447 --> 01:03:06,032 but Michael was in the pool with you. 1202 01:03:06,032 --> 01:03:08,451 Because you cannot stand to go for more than five minutes 1203 01:03:08,451 --> 01:03:10,411 without feeling desired by somebody else's husband. 1204 01:03:10,411 --> 01:03:13,414 Oh, yes, please let me fuck your sad, paunchy husbands. 1205 01:03:13,414 --> 01:03:16,792 -Stop it. -There were 40 other people at that party. 1206 01:03:16,792 --> 01:03:20,087 Watching somebody else's kid is not my job. 1207 01:03:20,087 --> 01:03:21,839 She's right. 1208 01:03:21,839 --> 01:03:23,257 It was Michael's job. 1209 01:03:23,257 --> 01:03:26,302 Oh, my God. It's a gun now. She's got a gun. 1210 01:03:26,302 --> 01:03:27,803 Nora, put down the gun. 1211 01:03:27,803 --> 01:03:30,640 And your job, and your job. 1212 01:03:30,640 --> 01:03:32,308 And really, Lily, your job. 1213 01:03:32,308 --> 01:03:35,937 You're right, Nora. Our village has failed you. 1214 01:03:35,937 --> 01:03:37,271 You're bleeding. 1215 01:03:37,271 --> 01:03:41,108 -Make it stop. -Maybe it's the Midazolam. 1216 01:03:41,108 --> 01:03:44,028 I tripled the dose since you always had such a high tolerance. 1217 01:03:44,028 --> 01:03:48,032 That's right. This is all so that you can tell the village how you feel. 1218 01:03:48,032 --> 01:03:50,201 Your anger, but with your words. 1219 01:03:50,201 --> 01:03:51,536 Oh, God, Kate! Kate! 1220 01:03:51,536 --> 01:03:53,955 I'm fine, I think I'm fine. I just have to rest here. 1221 01:03:53,955 --> 01:03:56,624 -Oh my God, David! -Nora, come on. 1222 01:03:56,624 --> 01:03:57,875 I want you to sit down. 1223 01:03:57,875 --> 01:04:00,795 It's not a multiplayer game, Lily. So it's not up to you. 1224 01:04:00,795 --> 01:04:03,172 Well, we always been a team, remember? 1225 01:04:03,172 --> 01:04:05,591 We're fuckin' kinder-buddies. 1226 01:04:05,591 --> 01:04:08,261 -Line leader. -Super snooper. 1227 01:04:09,387 --> 01:04:11,430 -Yeah. -Yes, you've always had my back. 1228 01:04:11,430 --> 01:04:13,891 Even when I shoplifted at Lyman's in eighth grade. 1229 01:04:13,891 --> 01:04:16,310 You got candy bars, I got community service. 1230 01:04:16,310 --> 01:04:18,563 -I know. -Oh, God, I'm fine. 1231 01:04:18,563 --> 01:04:21,524 Remember junior prom, when you got bored and you ditched your date? 1232 01:04:21,524 --> 01:04:23,734 -And you fucked him. -And you're welcome. 1233 01:04:26,737 --> 01:04:29,574 You're right, Lily. When shit goes down, you're always there. 1234 01:04:29,574 --> 01:04:31,284 Finally! 1235 01:04:58,936 --> 01:05:00,104 We're sorry. 1236 01:05:00,938 --> 01:05:02,481 We just-- 1237 01:05:02,481 --> 01:05:05,860 Seeing you, it was so hard. 1238 01:05:05,860 --> 01:05:07,528 But we will never forget. 1239 01:05:08,571 --> 01:05:10,281 We will never forget Hannah. 1240 01:05:10,281 --> 01:05:13,075 It's too late, Shannon. 1241 01:05:13,075 --> 01:05:16,245 For Kate, Michael, Tom. 1242 01:05:16,245 --> 01:05:17,371 For you too. 1243 01:05:17,371 --> 01:05:19,290 What the fuck? Lily, do something. 1244 01:05:19,290 --> 01:05:23,294 -Oh, she can't. I've disabled host mode. -What? 1245 01:05:23,294 --> 01:05:26,005 It was shockingly easy. Just a tiny button. 1246 01:05:26,005 --> 01:05:28,716 How do you feel? Powerless? 1247 01:05:28,716 --> 01:05:31,052 End game, Nora. Right now. 1248 01:05:31,052 --> 01:05:35,306 Did you know that the average human can only hold their breath for 30, 1249 01:05:35,306 --> 01:05:38,309 maybe 60 seconds underwater before they start to take it in? 1250 01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:41,062 Even less for children. We're so fragile. 1251 01:05:41,062 --> 01:05:42,396 Nora, please. 1252 01:05:42,396 --> 01:05:44,065 First, you hold your breath 1253 01:05:44,065 --> 01:05:45,858 until it feels like your brain is on fire. 1254 01:05:45,858 --> 01:05:47,777 -Okay. -Then you suck in water 1255 01:05:47,777 --> 01:05:49,945 and your larynx closes. 1256 01:05:49,945 --> 01:05:53,074 Once you've passed out and your lungs are completely collapsed, 1257 01:05:53,074 --> 01:05:55,117 only then the body relaxes. 1258 01:05:55,117 --> 01:05:58,871 You've stopped breathing, but the heart still beats. 1259 01:05:58,871 --> 01:06:00,706 Seven minutes. 1260 01:06:00,706 --> 01:06:04,168 It takes seven minutes to be officially dead, which is actually quite long. 1261 01:06:04,168 --> 01:06:06,754 -That sounds awful. -Oh, I'm sure it was. 1262 01:06:06,754 --> 01:06:10,341 But it only takes two minutes to die from a gunshot wound. 1263 01:06:10,341 --> 01:06:12,426 That's a strategically-placed one. 1264 01:06:12,426 --> 01:06:14,553 And I'm not a good shot, so yours should be slower. 1265 01:06:14,553 --> 01:06:16,138 Nora, no! 1266 01:06:22,978 --> 01:06:27,233 Tom's still really, really quiet, but maybe breathing. 1267 01:06:27,233 --> 01:06:31,529 I-- I can't-- I can't tell, but the keys are gone. 1268 01:06:31,529 --> 01:06:33,781 The tires are flat. I don't-- 1269 01:06:33,781 --> 01:06:35,866 We'll go to the neighbors and they can drive us out. 1270 01:06:35,866 --> 01:06:37,576 I-- I don't know if there really are neighbors. 1271 01:06:37,576 --> 01:06:40,204 -I mean, the map isn't really built out. -Bullshit, Lily! 1272 01:06:40,204 --> 01:06:43,582 A grizzled fisherman dropped you off, and I don't care if he's an avatar 1273 01:06:43,582 --> 01:06:46,335 or a hologram or a Russian teenager in his Nana's basement. 1274 01:06:46,335 --> 01:06:48,462 He's getting us off this fucking lake! 1275 01:06:53,968 --> 01:06:55,261 -Shut up! -Jesus, David, 1276 01:06:55,761 --> 01:06:58,973 I don't even know what's happening. I don't even know what's out there. 1277 01:07:03,310 --> 01:07:07,022 Oh, fuck. Fuck! Fuck! 1278 01:07:07,022 --> 01:07:08,899 God, no, no, no! 1279 01:07:15,823 --> 01:07:18,743 Fuck! Oh, God. 1280 01:07:18,743 --> 01:07:21,245 -I know. -What about town? 1281 01:07:21,245 --> 01:07:23,122 Kate went through town. That's gotta be a way out. 1282 01:07:23,122 --> 01:07:26,459 I guess it is possible. But I-- I'm really too high for this. 1283 01:07:26,459 --> 01:07:29,503 Hey! You need to focus, Lily! 1284 01:07:29,503 --> 01:07:31,630 David, I had so many gummies. 1285 01:07:32,506 --> 01:07:33,591 Okay. 1286 01:07:35,217 --> 01:07:40,014 Okay. In the game, in the sim, you're on autosave, okay? 1287 01:07:40,014 --> 01:07:42,558 So the only way to regenerate, the only way to begin again-- 1288 01:07:42,558 --> 01:07:43,642 What, is to die? 1289 01:07:43,642 --> 01:07:46,312 Well, I mean, technically Nora is Player One, 1290 01:07:46,312 --> 01:07:48,564 so it's not game over until... 1291 01:07:48,564 --> 01:07:49,857 Until she is. 1292 01:07:52,568 --> 01:07:53,861 All right, we gotta do it. 1293 01:07:53,861 --> 01:07:56,238 No! David! It's-- 1294 01:07:56,238 --> 01:07:58,240 I mean, it's just-- it's a video game. 1295 01:07:58,240 --> 01:07:59,533 You said it's the only way! 1296 01:07:59,533 --> 01:08:02,036 -Clean slate, level one. -Shh! 1297 01:08:02,036 --> 01:08:04,413 Maybe-- maybe Tom's still alive. 1298 01:08:04,413 --> 01:08:07,875 Maybe Kate's still alive, huh? Maybe even the Jesus freak. 1299 01:08:07,875 --> 01:08:10,419 -Oh, I don't even know if she's real. -What? 1300 01:08:10,419 --> 01:08:13,088 She might be a real version of a fake version of a real one. 1301 01:08:13,088 --> 01:08:14,882 She's from the Holy Roller Renegades. 1302 01:08:14,882 --> 01:08:16,425 She came with the hot tub and shooting range. 1303 01:08:16,425 --> 01:08:20,721 -Oh, Jesus Christ. -Oh, he's the final boss in that one. 1304 01:08:20,721 --> 01:08:24,517 And it gets so dark, David, but it is popular with the church kids. 1305 01:08:28,354 --> 01:08:29,814 Well, I know what we gotta do. 1306 01:08:32,483 --> 01:08:33,818 Go get Player One. 1307 01:08:38,948 --> 01:08:40,032 Oh, no. 1308 01:08:41,534 --> 01:08:44,537 Maybe Shannon let her out. 1309 01:08:45,454 --> 01:08:50,417 Hey, Ka-- Hey, Kate? Kate. Hey, hon. 1310 01:08:51,836 --> 01:08:54,964 She's-- she's probably sleeping. 1311 01:08:54,964 --> 01:08:58,968 Um, do you wanna help me move her body to the couch, or... 1312 01:09:00,636 --> 01:09:01,971 This is fucked up, man. 1313 01:09:03,139 --> 01:09:04,557 I need something stronger. 1314 01:09:04,557 --> 01:09:05,850 Where are you going? 1315 01:09:06,767 --> 01:09:07,893 I'm taking a break. 1316 01:09:07,893 --> 01:09:10,354 Well, that's not really an option for you. You're an NPC. 1317 01:09:10,354 --> 01:09:12,356 And if anybody's gonna be taking a break... 1318 01:09:12,356 --> 01:09:13,941 Be my guest. 1319 01:09:13,941 --> 01:09:15,901 Well, you need to stay here and stand guard. 1320 01:09:15,901 --> 01:09:17,278 Stand guard over what? 1321 01:09:17,278 --> 01:09:20,990 -Your dead wife. -I'm pretty sure she's sleeping. 1322 01:09:20,990 --> 01:09:23,492 You know, you really shouldn't be vaping. You heard Shannon. 1323 01:09:23,492 --> 01:09:26,245 -I'm not Tom! -Well, apparently there's studies! 1324 01:09:26,245 --> 01:09:28,998 Look where it got him. Dead in the fuckin' hot tub! 1325 01:09:28,998 --> 01:09:31,834 I'm gonna smoke some rat shit and vitamin E. 1326 01:09:35,379 --> 01:09:36,797 Oh, God. 1327 01:09:37,882 --> 01:09:42,094 Hey, uh Bob. This is Lily from over on the third floor, 1328 01:09:42,094 --> 01:09:45,723 and, um, I was just wondering if maybe... 1329 01:09:45,723 --> 01:09:48,559 I don't know, I'm having trouble reaching, uh, one of my technicians, 1330 01:09:48,559 --> 01:09:51,937 and you know we're doing beta testing over at ClearMind, so, um, well, 1331 01:09:51,937 --> 01:09:54,648 I-- I was just thinking that maybe you could pop down there 1332 01:09:54,648 --> 01:09:56,942 and see if the system's still on or needs a reboot. 1333 01:09:56,942 --> 01:09:58,360 It is urgent. 1334 01:09:58,360 --> 01:10:00,738 I've been locked out of host mode by one of the-- 1335 01:10:00,738 --> 01:10:02,698 If you could just call me back. Hello? 1336 01:10:17,713 --> 01:10:20,049 Fuck. Toddler caps. Open. 1337 01:11:01,090 --> 01:11:03,425 That was Grandpa's. He wouldn't want you touching it. 1338 01:11:04,259 --> 01:11:06,470 Well, then maybe you should have emptied out the shed. 1339 01:11:17,022 --> 01:11:22,027 Okay. You don't have to do this, Nora. It's not gonna bring Hannah back. 1340 01:11:22,027 --> 01:11:24,863 -You think I don't know that? -Okay, well, then let's sit down 1341 01:11:24,863 --> 01:11:26,699 and you can tell me everything. 1342 01:11:26,699 --> 01:11:29,201 We could do like the third grade. 1343 01:11:29,201 --> 01:11:31,036 -We could have a pillow circle. -Boring. 1344 01:11:31,036 --> 01:11:33,455 I don't know what Lily's been telling you-- 1345 01:11:33,455 --> 01:11:36,250 That you can't use old wood to build a new nest. 1346 01:11:36,250 --> 01:11:39,044 -So time for the wood chipper. -Oh, my God! 1347 01:11:39,044 --> 01:11:41,755 Metaphorically. I don't think they really have one on this level. 1348 01:11:41,755 --> 01:11:44,091 Nora, please. You need help. You need-- 1349 01:11:44,091 --> 01:11:46,218 you need a therapist. A real one. 1350 01:11:46,218 --> 01:11:49,430 This is therapy. It's what healing looks like. Right, Lily? 1351 01:11:51,181 --> 01:11:54,226 -That's weird. Where'd she go? -I just assumed... 1352 01:11:54,226 --> 01:11:56,228 I mean, isn't she dead? 1353 01:11:56,228 --> 01:11:58,230 No. Not dead. 1354 01:11:58,230 --> 01:12:00,274 -Not yet. -There you are. 1355 01:12:00,274 --> 01:12:03,193 I tried to get a hold of somebody at the office, but there's nobody there. 1356 01:12:03,193 --> 01:12:05,946 So we're just gonna-- we're-- we're just gonna ride this one out. 1357 01:12:05,946 --> 01:12:08,907 And Bob, he's not gonna be back until Tuesday around 9:00. 1358 01:12:08,907 --> 01:12:10,743 -I killed Michael. -Metaphorically. 1359 01:12:10,743 --> 01:12:13,454 Actually. But I felt calm. Serene, almost. 1360 01:12:13,454 --> 01:12:16,457 I gotta say, your cue absorption, it is quite impressive. 1361 01:12:16,457 --> 01:12:18,333 -Unbelievable. -Isn't it? 1362 01:12:18,333 --> 01:12:21,086 They say it risks deteriorating human connection, 1363 01:12:21,086 --> 01:12:23,422 but I think the simality is incredible. 1364 01:12:23,422 --> 01:12:25,549 Like life, only more so. 1365 01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:29,762 Oh, shit! 1366 01:12:32,514 --> 01:12:35,017 I'm confused. Does that-- does it hurt? 1367 01:12:35,017 --> 01:12:37,811 Of course it fucking hurts! What the fuck? 1368 01:12:37,811 --> 01:12:40,064 It's all about controlling your startle reflex. 1369 01:12:40,064 --> 01:12:42,775 Exposure without the excitement. I feel nothing. 1370 01:12:42,775 --> 01:12:46,320 There's really-- Oh, God! Blood, blood. Really, really bleeding. 1371 01:12:46,320 --> 01:12:50,032 It's so vivid, right? You'd love it, Shannon. The colors really pop. 1372 01:12:50,032 --> 01:12:53,786 Please, somebody help me. I need an ambulance. Please! 1373 01:12:53,786 --> 01:12:56,580 Oh, I think I'd have to level up for that, and I'm not ready. 1374 01:12:56,580 --> 01:13:00,626 I need a hos-- hospital. 1375 01:13:04,922 --> 01:13:06,715 Nora, what is this? What are you doing? 1376 01:13:06,715 --> 01:13:09,009 Oh, I had a memory restore. 1377 01:13:09,009 --> 01:13:10,636 Host mode, I guess. 1378 01:13:10,636 --> 01:13:12,679 Of Michael in the pool that day. 1379 01:13:12,679 --> 01:13:16,475 It was you he was talking to. 1380 01:13:16,475 --> 01:13:19,394 I was looking at you because I wasn't sure. 1381 01:13:19,394 --> 01:13:21,188 And that moment I took 1382 01:13:21,188 --> 01:13:24,691 to figure out if it was my old friend 1383 01:13:25,734 --> 01:13:28,695 keeping my husband from watching our child-- 1384 01:13:28,695 --> 01:13:32,783 Because, I don't know, you were bored or it was a challenge, 1385 01:13:32,783 --> 01:13:35,035 or because I was happy and you were sad, 1386 01:13:35,035 --> 01:13:39,206 or whatever it is that really fucked-up people feel when they want what you have-- 1387 01:13:39,206 --> 01:13:42,835 that moment of indecision, of trust... 1388 01:13:43,669 --> 01:13:48,006 it cost me-- well, it cost us... 1389 01:13:50,342 --> 01:13:51,510 Hannah. 1390 01:13:52,678 --> 01:13:53,929 Everything. 1391 01:13:56,515 --> 01:13:59,893 Nora, the mind reconfigures. 1392 01:13:59,893 --> 01:14:02,229 No wonder you felt so guilty! 1393 01:14:02,229 --> 01:14:04,314 Anyway, I really hope that you get your hours 1394 01:14:04,314 --> 01:14:07,067 -or your certification or whatever. -Don't do this. 1395 01:14:07,067 --> 01:14:09,611 Nora, you-- you'll lose everything. 1396 01:14:09,611 --> 01:14:14,241 You'll lose memories you-- you love, memories you need. 1397 01:14:14,241 --> 01:14:18,620 Oh, like the one of my body hitting the pavement? 1398 01:14:18,620 --> 01:14:21,373 Of cards piling up at our door? 1399 01:14:21,373 --> 01:14:25,419 What about memory-- memories of who Hannah was? 1400 01:14:25,419 --> 01:14:27,462 Who you were? 1401 01:14:27,462 --> 01:14:30,132 What does it matter who I was? 1402 01:14:31,216 --> 01:14:34,261 I'm wiping the slate clean, Lily. 1403 01:14:34,261 --> 01:14:35,888 For all of us. 1404 01:14:42,352 --> 01:14:43,770 No! 1405 01:14:50,068 --> 01:14:51,403 Stop! 1406 01:15:23,393 --> 01:15:26,146 What the fuck, Gary? You can't answer the fucking phone? 1407 01:15:26,146 --> 01:15:28,857 -I was in the bathroom! You seemed fine. -Oh, really? 1408 01:15:28,857 --> 01:15:31,151 Like a triple homicide was a great time to take a piss? 1409 01:15:31,151 --> 01:15:33,403 Sorry, you know, I was monitoring the cortisol emissions 1410 01:15:33,403 --> 01:15:35,405 -and not the kill rate. -Yeah, not the kill rate. 1411 01:15:35,405 --> 01:15:37,699 Jesus Christ, I know. I could've murdered 'em myself. 1412 01:15:40,369 --> 01:15:44,081 Oh, my God, Nora. So vivid. 1413 01:15:44,081 --> 01:15:45,707 You did not need to be there. 1414 01:15:45,707 --> 01:15:48,043 Well, you didn't have to shoot me with a crossbow. 1415 01:15:48,043 --> 01:15:49,127 Or make me that high. 1416 01:15:49,127 --> 01:15:51,505 Or that overtly sexual. Is that what you think of me? 1417 01:15:51,505 --> 01:15:54,383 -Did you sleep with Michael? -Oh, come on. 1418 01:15:54,383 --> 01:15:56,760 Well, you seemed pretty comfortable by the barbecue. 1419 01:15:56,760 --> 01:15:58,971 Uh, girl, that's all your brain. 1420 01:15:58,971 --> 01:16:01,515 Jesus, where were you even hiding? Underneath the stairs? 1421 01:16:01,515 --> 01:16:03,267 That's not important. 1422 01:16:03,267 --> 01:16:06,311 -Well, you went 30 minutes over. -I thought you were never gonna wrap up. 1423 01:16:06,311 --> 01:16:09,439 I wanted to see if it made a difference to hear from everyone. 1424 01:16:09,439 --> 01:16:11,733 Yeah, maybe on your co-pay. I don't think your insurance 1425 01:16:11,733 --> 01:16:14,444 -is gonna pay for a double session. -What about the memory restore? 1426 01:16:14,444 --> 01:16:16,738 -What do we say about memory? -It's the enemy. 1427 01:16:16,738 --> 01:16:18,490 But it's all good, okay? 1428 01:16:18,490 --> 01:16:21,076 It is about the heart count, not the head count, 1429 01:16:21,076 --> 01:16:24,538 and it's just a bunch of 3D ultrasound images gathering in space. 1430 01:16:24,538 --> 01:16:26,748 -For now. -Yeah, for now. 1431 01:16:26,748 --> 01:16:30,043 Girl, you did not kill Tom first! 1432 01:16:30,043 --> 01:16:31,628 -I wanted to kill Michael. -Mm-hmm. 1433 01:16:31,628 --> 01:16:33,922 -But I let the girlfriend go. -Yes, you did. 1434 01:16:33,922 --> 01:16:35,924 -I almost didn't. -I was like, "You go!" 1435 01:16:35,924 --> 01:16:39,219 -That was, like, next level. -I mean, it's literally the next level. 1436 01:16:39,219 --> 01:16:40,554 And we are gonna get there. 1437 01:16:40,554 --> 01:16:43,432 Gary, let's hook her up to the bird cams and get a baseline before we sign off. 1438 01:16:43,432 --> 01:16:44,599 -Okay. -Okay. 1439 01:16:46,226 --> 01:16:47,436 All right. 1440 01:16:48,478 --> 01:16:49,813 Okay. 1441 01:16:49,813 --> 01:16:52,232 Okay, girl, let's put on those wings. 1442 01:16:54,901 --> 01:16:55,986 The nest. 1443 01:16:57,487 --> 01:16:59,281 -It's gone. -Yeah, it fell. 1444 01:16:59,281 --> 01:17:01,199 You were in the game, so I didn't wanna-- 1445 01:17:01,199 --> 01:17:03,702 But you know what was in there? A hawk with its eyes pecked out. 1446 01:17:03,702 --> 01:17:06,038 -Oh, God. -Yeah. I don't know if the other hawks 1447 01:17:06,038 --> 01:17:08,874 got mad at him or the bird was just over his shit, but... 1448 01:17:08,874 --> 01:17:11,168 dead hawk. 1449 01:17:11,168 --> 01:17:13,378 Okay. Let's just be glad you're not a bird. 1450 01:17:13,378 --> 01:17:16,048 So, what do you say? You like Tuesday at 3:00? 1451 01:17:16,048 --> 01:17:17,758 Oh, I'm not gonna need Tuesday. 1452 01:17:17,758 --> 01:17:21,511 I'm ready to drop the nest, kill a hawk, and move on. 1453 01:17:21,511 --> 01:17:23,263 Well, I think you're just exhausted. 1454 01:17:23,263 --> 01:17:25,557 -It was a big day. -They're all big days. 1455 01:17:25,557 --> 01:17:27,643 Gary? Can I get my things? 1456 01:17:29,144 --> 01:17:30,771 -Lily? -Yeah? 1457 01:17:32,022 --> 01:17:35,067 I am so sorry. But thank you. 1458 01:17:35,067 --> 01:17:37,569 -Thank you. -What are you doing? 1459 01:17:37,569 --> 01:17:40,530 Hey, what are you-- Please don't. What are you doing? 1460 01:17:40,530 --> 01:17:43,200 I'm really sorry, Lily, that you're not gonna get your hours. 1461 01:17:44,868 --> 01:17:48,497 Are you kidding me? Nora, don't do this. Please don't do this. 1462 01:17:48,497 --> 01:17:50,499 You know what, this is just like you. 1463 01:17:50,499 --> 01:17:53,293 This is just like you, that I get something for me, something for me. 1464 01:17:53,293 --> 01:17:56,630 Maybe I want a fresh start. You drag me down like a fucking anchor. 1465 01:17:58,173 --> 01:18:01,218 Hey! You're never gonna kill a hawk, Nora. 1466 01:18:01,218 --> 01:18:02,594 It's just not in your nature. 1467 01:18:02,594 --> 01:18:05,347 You're just a sad little bird in a borrowed nest, 1468 01:18:05,347 --> 01:18:07,182 just waiting for the wind to blow. 1469 01:18:13,188 --> 01:18:15,524 Maybe it's time to make it mine. 1470 01:19:16,585 --> 01:19:18,712 Uh, what's the Wi-Fi password? 1471 01:19:18,712 --> 01:19:20,005 Daddy, look! 1472 01:19:38,690 --> 01:19:40,108 What is it? What happened? 1473 01:19:42,152 --> 01:19:43,528 Somebody call 911! 1474 01:20:23,401 --> 01:20:24,736 Oh, my God. 1475 01:20:30,116 --> 01:20:35,539 Oh, my God. Nora. Jesus, I didn't even see you there. 1476 01:20:35,539 --> 01:20:39,376 Fuck. Are you... okay? You're here. 1477 01:20:39,376 --> 01:20:41,878 I was lost, but I found it. 1478 01:20:41,878 --> 01:20:46,299 Oh, okay. Oh. Oh, fuck, okay. Uh, Shannon? 1479 01:20:46,299 --> 01:20:48,426 Uh, here, come. 1480 01:20:48,426 --> 01:20:53,390 Hi! Oh, wow. Come, sit. 1481 01:20:53,390 --> 01:20:55,809 Were you-- Where did you-- We didn't even know you were coming. 1482 01:20:55,809 --> 01:20:57,936 -I didn't want anyone making a fuss. -Can I take that? 1483 01:20:57,936 --> 01:20:59,813 Oh, it's not heavy. 1484 01:20:59,813 --> 01:21:03,316 -Uh, did you bring clothes? -I'm not staying. 1485 01:21:03,316 --> 01:21:05,610 Oh, don't be ridiculous. Of course you're staying. 1486 01:21:05,610 --> 01:21:08,029 -Is Lily here? -Uh... 1487 01:21:08,029 --> 01:21:11,491 Nora. Uh, when did-- I didn't know-- 1488 01:21:11,491 --> 01:21:14,077 Um, I'm so-- so glad you're here. 1489 01:21:14,077 --> 01:21:16,037 Yeah, she was lost, apparently. 1490 01:21:17,414 --> 01:21:20,750 -Can I take that for you? -Oh, no, I thought I'd chop some firewood. 1491 01:21:20,750 --> 01:21:24,754 Oh, we-- we don't cut the trees down around here. 1492 01:21:24,754 --> 01:21:28,216 -No. We-- we buy our wood-- -In bulk. I heard. 1493 01:21:28,216 --> 01:21:30,343 But Tom might have forgotten, right? 1494 01:21:31,386 --> 01:21:33,638 Right. Yeah. Yeah, sure. 1495 01:21:35,056 --> 01:21:37,225 -Let me get you a drink. -Oh, I'm not staying. 1496 01:21:38,810 --> 01:21:42,564 Of course you are. Don't be absurd. Don't-- Uh, Michael? 1497 01:21:43,857 --> 01:21:44,941 Nora. 1498 01:21:46,776 --> 01:21:47,986 Lily. 1499 01:21:49,154 --> 01:21:51,990 I thought I'd stop by to say hi. 1500 01:22:22,562 --> 01:22:26,983 ♪ I've been wallowing in loss ♪ 1501 01:22:26,983 --> 01:22:29,569 ♪ For a long time ♪ 1502 01:22:29,653 --> 01:22:34,199 ♪ Oh, mmm ♪ 1503 01:22:34,199 --> 01:22:39,621 ♪ I'm not trying to wallow It just happens that way ♪ 1504 01:22:39,621 --> 01:22:43,875 ♪ And everything around you Just breaks and mends ♪ 1505 01:22:43,875 --> 01:22:48,129 ♪ Comes and goes, ebbs and flows Starts and ends ♪ 1506 01:22:50,757 --> 01:22:53,343 ♪ When the wind blows Through the trees ♪ 1507 01:22:53,343 --> 01:22:56,054 ♪ You can't imagine What that does to me ♪ 1508 01:22:56,054 --> 01:23:00,183 ♪ Mmm, mmm ♪ 1509 01:23:00,183 --> 01:23:02,978 ♪ And if a pair of Lilac Rollers ♪ 1510 01:23:02,978 --> 01:23:06,398 ♪ Turn their beaks Into the sun ♪ 1511 01:23:06,398 --> 01:23:12,278 ♪ And their green throats Strike like lightning ♪ 1512 01:23:12,278 --> 01:23:14,447 ♪ Well, I'm done ♪ 1513 01:23:17,409 --> 01:23:19,661 ♪ And when anybody laughs ♪ 1514 01:23:19,661 --> 01:23:22,330 ♪ It's my beloved's laugh I hear ♪ 1515 01:23:22,330 --> 01:23:26,960 ♪ When anybody cries I feel my life pass in their tears ♪ 1516 01:23:26,960 --> 01:23:29,838 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 1517 01:23:36,428 --> 01:23:40,807 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 1518 01:24:15,550 --> 01:24:18,887 ♪ Have you ever taken life in your own hands ♪ 1519 01:24:18,887 --> 01:24:20,764 ♪ Held it like a Wiffle ball ♪ 1520 01:24:20,764 --> 01:24:23,767 ♪ and threw as hard as you could ♪ 1521 01:24:24,976 --> 01:24:27,979 ♪ Watch it hit the wall like a melon ♪ 1522 01:24:27,979 --> 01:24:31,649 ♪ And pick it up from the grass because somebody should? ♪ 1523 01:24:33,401 --> 01:24:36,404 ♪ But oh, ♪ 1524 01:24:36,404 --> 01:24:38,907 ♪ it pains me ♪ 1525 01:24:38,907 --> 01:24:44,204 ♪ To see you walking around and thinking about the girl ♪ 1526 01:24:44,204 --> 01:24:47,916 ♪ In a daydream. ♪ 1527 01:24:57,383 --> 01:25:00,804 ♪ Have you ever gone back to the bottom ♪ 1528 01:25:00,804 --> 01:25:04,933 ♪ And replayed your mistakes like a video tape? ♪