1 00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:15,009 What the hell is the Wi-Fi password? 2 00:02:17,178 --> 00:02:20,889 I've been sending JoinMyTrip emails and no one's even opening them. 3 00:02:20,890 --> 00:02:22,224 I totally answered. 4 00:02:22,225 --> 00:02:23,642 Oh, my God, you answered to say that 5 00:02:23,643 --> 00:02:25,602 you weren't going to go to Florida. 6 00:02:25,603 --> 00:02:29,022 I mean, that was a given. It was never even on the table. 7 00:02:29,023 --> 00:02:30,983 It wasn't an option, so it doesn't even count. 8 00:02:30,984 --> 00:02:33,777 That's like nixing the tiramisu. Nobody wants the fucking tiramisu. 9 00:02:33,778 --> 00:02:36,613 - I do. I love tiramisu. - Of course you do, honey. 10 00:02:36,614 --> 00:02:39,324 - Listen, I love this platter. - Mmm. 11 00:02:39,325 --> 00:02:42,202 What's the Wi-Fi password? -No idea. The kid's got my phone. 12 00:02:42,203 --> 00:02:45,956 Nora, sweetie, do you have a bowl? Like, a real bowl for the dip? 13 00:02:45,957 --> 00:02:48,459 Yeah, sure. This isn't a real bowl? No. 14 00:02:49,377 --> 00:02:51,420 - What's the Wi-Fi password? - Hey, if you get on, 15 00:02:51,421 --> 00:02:53,005 - can you check something for me? - Yeah. 16 00:02:53,006 --> 00:02:55,048 And maybe something, uh, green or red, you know, 17 00:02:55,049 --> 00:02:57,009 something where the color really pops. 18 00:02:57,010 --> 00:02:59,136 - You got it. Okay. - Uh, Nora, Wi-Fi? 19 00:02:59,137 --> 00:03:01,388 - Uh, "home sweet home." - Oh, and you know what? 20 00:03:01,389 --> 00:03:03,515 Maybe a little bit of jicama as well. 21 00:03:03,516 --> 00:03:05,976 You're amazing. Fuck Shannon, no one eats jicama! 22 00:03:05,977 --> 00:03:08,812 - I eat jicama! - Babe, you want these? 23 00:03:08,813 --> 00:03:11,648 Oh, baby, what are you doing with those? Please throw them out. 24 00:03:11,649 --> 00:03:15,360 Mmm, that's good. Um, fuck, is that ours? 25 00:03:15,361 --> 00:03:16,446 Our what? 26 00:03:18,573 --> 00:03:19,698 Not me. 27 00:03:19,699 --> 00:03:21,074 Kate? Kate, please. 28 00:03:21,075 --> 00:03:22,492 Just don't throw up in the pool. 29 00:03:22,493 --> 00:03:24,329 I'm not gonna throw up in the pool. 30 00:03:26,289 --> 00:03:27,457 Daddy, look! 31 00:03:28,416 --> 00:03:30,292 Whoa! Cannonball. 32 00:03:30,293 --> 00:03:32,127 We're applying to the science magnets. 33 00:03:32,128 --> 00:03:34,004 Oh, my gosh, that's great. That's so amazing. 34 00:03:34,005 --> 00:03:35,631 - Remember Ben in kindergarten? - Yeah. 35 00:03:35,632 --> 00:03:37,841 He had the rocking chair, every chewable on the market. 36 00:03:37,842 --> 00:03:39,718 - Right, right. - Look, look at this picture. 37 00:03:39,719 --> 00:03:41,428 - He's even wearing a lab coat. - One sec. 38 00:03:41,429 --> 00:03:43,847 Oh, that's adorable. Yes, love? 39 00:03:43,848 --> 00:03:46,224 Oh, hey! -My mom said you'd give me a bandage. 40 00:03:46,225 --> 00:03:48,477 - What happened? - Max pushed me. 41 00:03:48,478 --> 00:03:52,522 Oh, I'm sor... Where... where did... where? 42 00:03:52,523 --> 00:03:55,692 On your... I don't even see... Does it hurt? 43 00:03:55,693 --> 00:03:57,152 - Not really. - Okay. 44 00:03:57,153 --> 00:03:59,196 Well, there should be some in the pool house, okay? 45 00:03:59,197 --> 00:04:01,114 I don't like princesses. I like dogs. 46 00:04:01,115 --> 00:04:03,993 You don't like princesses, but you like... Oh, all right. 47 00:04:23,680 --> 00:04:25,514 What is it? What happened? 48 00:04:25,515 --> 00:04:26,640 She's not breathing. 49 00:04:26,641 --> 00:04:28,475 What do you mean, she's not breathing? 50 00:04:28,476 --> 00:04:30,937 - She's not breathing. - Somebody call 911! 51 00:04:31,521 --> 00:04:33,356 - Oh, sweetheart. - Somebody call 911! 52 00:04:59,507 --> 00:05:05,387 CLEARMIND 53 00:06:27,678 --> 00:06:29,805 You don't have to wait with me, you know. 54 00:06:29,806 --> 00:06:33,475 I know. But Dr. Crosby said, you know, until we find the right balance, it's... 55 00:06:33,476 --> 00:06:35,602 Half the country is on meds, Michael. 56 00:06:35,603 --> 00:06:37,771 You don't see them being driven around by their exes. 57 00:06:37,772 --> 00:06:39,773 It's fine. Shelby doesn't mind. 58 00:06:39,774 --> 00:06:41,650 Oh! Well, that's nice. 59 00:06:41,651 --> 00:06:44,152 I know, such a big heart. Too big. 60 00:06:44,153 --> 00:06:47,197 Got two stray cats living on the porch now. 61 00:06:47,198 --> 00:06:49,908 Wow. Cats. 62 00:06:49,909 --> 00:06:52,202 Yeah. She's really helped me get over... 63 00:06:52,203 --> 00:06:57,124 I mean, sorry, not get over... Get through everything. 64 00:06:57,125 --> 00:07:00,461 - You know, letting go. - I'm so glad. 65 00:07:02,797 --> 00:07:05,298 - Not that it's not okay to not be okay. - Mm-hmm. 66 00:07:05,299 --> 00:07:06,717 Thanks. Thank you. 67 00:07:07,552 --> 00:07:10,053 She... she has a podcast, actually. 68 00:07:10,054 --> 00:07:14,266 It was called a must-listen by Christian Countdown last month. 69 00:07:14,267 --> 00:07:16,226 Uh, Rolling Holy. 70 00:07:16,227 --> 00:07:20,438 Uh... I know, I know, it's a cute name... but it's number six on the charts. 71 00:07:20,439 --> 00:07:21,773 - Oh, gosh. - Yeah. 72 00:07:21,774 --> 00:07:23,817 I'm gonna have her talk to David this weekend. 73 00:07:23,818 --> 00:07:26,862 You know, he's got that show on, um, whatever network it is. 74 00:07:26,863 --> 00:07:29,322 But, uh, you know, podcasts are huge right now. 75 00:07:29,323 --> 00:07:32,326 I'm sorry, this weekend? 76 00:07:33,327 --> 00:07:37,080 - Wow. They're doing it? You're going? - Well... 77 00:07:37,081 --> 00:07:38,166 Well... 78 00:07:39,542 --> 00:07:41,877 - it is a tradition. - Our tradition. 79 00:07:41,878 --> 00:07:45,255 And to honor that, Shannon decided to host. 80 00:07:45,256 --> 00:07:47,049 - Without me. - For you. 81 00:07:48,050 --> 00:07:49,177 Without you. 82 00:07:50,595 --> 00:07:52,554 Look, you know they'd love to see you. 83 00:07:52,555 --> 00:07:54,348 - Oh, I'm sure. - When you're ready. 84 00:07:55,183 --> 00:07:58,185 Which, um, actually... 85 00:07:58,186 --> 00:08:01,229 - there's something that, um, I've been... - Listen, I'm sorry. 86 00:08:01,230 --> 00:08:02,981 Do you know if it's time? 87 00:08:02,982 --> 00:08:05,275 Uh... -I really don't wanna cut it short. 88 00:08:05,276 --> 00:08:06,902 - The session? - Right. Uh... 89 00:08:06,903 --> 00:08:12,115 Listen, are you sure that this is the right way to be moving on? 90 00:08:12,116 --> 00:08:13,450 I mean, you know Lily. 91 00:08:13,451 --> 00:08:15,202 I just wanna make sure she's helping 92 00:08:15,203 --> 00:08:16,369 and not hurting. 93 00:08:16,370 --> 00:08:17,871 Um, I'm gonna head back 94 00:08:17,872 --> 00:08:19,497 and use the restroom if that's okay? 95 00:08:19,498 --> 00:08:20,916 Come on, Nora. 96 00:08:20,917 --> 00:08:22,167 Thanks for the ride, Michael. 97 00:08:22,168 --> 00:08:24,586 I'm so happy you've healed. 98 00:08:24,587 --> 00:08:29,007 That's not fair, Nora. We deserve another chance. We both do. 99 00:08:29,008 --> 00:08:30,675 You're allergic to cats. 100 00:08:30,676 --> 00:08:32,677 Not anymore. 101 00:08:32,678 --> 00:08:33,763 Well. 102 00:08:34,889 --> 00:08:36,473 What a blessing. 103 00:08:36,474 --> 00:08:39,976 I hope you have fun this weekend, Michael. Letting go. 104 00:08:39,977 --> 00:08:41,686 You definitely deserve it. 105 00:08:41,687 --> 00:08:43,397 Nora, please don't... 106 00:08:45,399 --> 00:08:48,610 What do you mean, plateau? It's repeat exposure, that's how it works. 107 00:08:48,611 --> 00:08:50,237 Michael has a new girlfriend. 108 00:08:50,238 --> 00:08:51,738 - Does he? - Mm-hmm. 109 00:08:51,739 --> 00:08:52,989 She has her own podcast. 110 00:08:52,990 --> 00:08:55,659 It's, like, on some top-ten list or something. 111 00:08:55,660 --> 00:08:59,371 Oh, please. Anyone can have a podcast. You're making actual change. 112 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:01,373 Besides, you've only been with us for like, what? 113 00:09:01,374 --> 00:09:02,916 - Two months. - That's nothing. 114 00:09:02,917 --> 00:09:04,918 It used to take you two months to pick out an outfit. 115 00:09:04,919 --> 00:09:08,880 Oh, my God. Really? -In high school, Gary! Kids are mean. 116 00:09:08,881 --> 00:09:12,968 Not to you. God, she was so cheerful. I mean, like, happy-happy. 117 00:09:12,969 --> 00:09:15,637 - Was I? - Anyway, they're your friends. 118 00:09:15,638 --> 00:09:17,472 - And yours. - Oh, yeah? 119 00:09:17,473 --> 00:09:20,267 You call being the hook-up to my weed dealer brother a friendship? 120 00:09:20,268 --> 00:09:22,352 - How is Walt? - Oh, my God. VP of Sales, 121 00:09:22,353 --> 00:09:23,520 Midwest division. 122 00:09:23,521 --> 00:09:25,563 But, I mean, pharmaceuticals are huge right now. 123 00:09:25,564 --> 00:09:29,818 Anyway, patience. Memory is tricky. Yeah? We got lots of loose ends. 124 00:09:29,819 --> 00:09:31,361 How will I know when I'm ready? 125 00:09:31,362 --> 00:09:33,781 You'll know. We'll know. 126 00:09:34,657 --> 00:09:38,451 Okay. Let's start with the bird cam, and let's get our baseline. 127 00:09:38,452 --> 00:09:39,869 - Okay. - Okay, does that feel good? 128 00:09:39,870 --> 00:09:41,454 - Mm-hmm. - Okay. Thank you, Ger. 129 00:09:41,455 --> 00:09:44,375 All right. Let's get those birds going. 130 00:09:45,293 --> 00:09:46,585 Okay. 131 00:09:46,586 --> 00:09:49,547 Busy day in the garden today. 132 00:09:51,215 --> 00:09:55,343 Oh, no. Her nest. Again? 133 00:09:55,344 --> 00:09:58,138 Yeah, it was a hawk this time. They'd been circling the day before. 134 00:09:58,139 --> 00:10:00,348 There were, like, three or four eggs in there. 135 00:10:00,349 --> 00:10:01,850 That is so sad. 136 00:10:01,851 --> 00:10:04,269 Well, you can't use old wood to make a new nest. 137 00:10:04,270 --> 00:10:06,230 - She's starting again. - I know. 138 00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:08,732 Are those eggshells? 139 00:10:08,733 --> 00:10:11,109 So morbid, right? Talk about not turning the trauma wheel. 140 00:10:11,110 --> 00:10:13,862 Well, you know what? Birds aren't exactly known for their brains. 141 00:10:13,863 --> 00:10:15,488 I thought they were smart. 142 00:10:15,489 --> 00:10:18,575 Oh, are they? I don't know. I mean, they're birds. 143 00:10:18,576 --> 00:10:20,368 Yeah, they have tiny heads. 144 00:10:20,369 --> 00:10:22,245 At least she won't forget. 145 00:10:22,246 --> 00:10:26,082 Memory is the enemy, okay? Don't be that bird. 146 00:10:26,083 --> 00:10:29,919 You're right. You're right. Let's try, Lily. Let's see if it's time. 147 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:32,547 Okay, all right, all right. Gary's gonna come get you hooked up. 148 00:10:32,548 --> 00:10:33,632 No, no, no. 149 00:10:34,800 --> 00:10:37,177 Without the headset. In person. 150 00:10:37,178 --> 00:10:39,179 No. We are getting there, okay? 151 00:10:39,180 --> 00:10:41,598 Your startle reflex is... -Nonexistent. I don't even flinch. 152 00:10:41,599 --> 00:10:43,391 Which is how we know it's working. 153 00:10:43,392 --> 00:10:45,602 Okay, are you going this weekend? 154 00:10:45,603 --> 00:10:47,020 I heard Shannon's hosting. 155 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:50,148 No. I mean, maybe. No, I mean, I'm just... I'm having... 156 00:10:50,149 --> 00:10:52,233 - I haven't... - They didn't even invite me. 157 00:10:52,234 --> 00:10:54,361 Have you been sleeping? 158 00:10:54,362 --> 00:10:56,279 Okay. Gary, can I... Oh, he's right there. 159 00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:58,198 Can I get two milligrams of Midazolam? 160 00:10:58,199 --> 00:11:00,533 Okay, girl. Get the dizzle. 161 00:11:00,534 --> 00:11:02,410 Maybe I don't need it. Maybe I should try. 162 00:11:02,411 --> 00:11:05,747 It's not that easy. We would need Bob to sign off. We would need releases. 163 00:11:05,748 --> 00:11:07,874 To see our friends? 164 00:11:07,875 --> 00:11:11,086 Look how far you've come, Lily. You're practically a doctor now. 165 00:11:11,087 --> 00:11:12,170 Well... 166 00:11:12,171 --> 00:11:14,047 Maybe now they'll stop hitting you up for, like, 167 00:11:14,048 --> 00:11:15,965 free yoga or Walt's weed. 168 00:11:15,966 --> 00:11:18,426 Right? Right. 169 00:11:18,427 --> 00:11:20,637 So Shannon's hosting, right? She's got the room. 170 00:11:20,638 --> 00:11:22,806 She's got more than the room. She has a whole lake house now. 171 00:11:22,807 --> 00:11:25,517 Her grandpa finally kicked it. Yeah. A whole house. 172 00:11:25,518 --> 00:11:27,018 Really? Like in my sim? 173 00:11:27,019 --> 00:11:29,146 Well, it was easy to replicate, 174 00:11:29,230 --> 00:11:31,106 and I figured you would go there eventually, 175 00:11:31,107 --> 00:11:32,816 - so it would be, you know... - Familiar. 176 00:11:32,817 --> 00:11:34,317 - Yeah. - How perfect. 177 00:11:34,318 --> 00:11:36,736 Well, not yet. I mean, we still gotta build it out. 178 00:11:36,737 --> 00:11:38,947 It's... it's early. -K-ville, though. That's not far. 179 00:11:38,948 --> 00:11:42,201 Special delivery. We're out of two, so I got you a four. 180 00:11:44,537 --> 00:11:46,830 Oh, wow. You ate this morning, right? 181 00:11:46,831 --> 00:11:48,957 Lily, come on. I'll be your surprise guest. 182 00:11:48,958 --> 00:11:50,708 Oh, it would be a surprise. 183 00:11:50,709 --> 00:11:52,460 - And they would be... - So happy to see me. 184 00:11:52,461 --> 00:11:54,587 - Well... - Okay, let's get you hooked in. 185 00:11:54,588 --> 00:11:56,256 - Okay. - I will check your levels. 186 00:11:56,257 --> 00:11:59,217 I'm not getting hooked up. -What are you talking about? No, wha... 187 00:11:59,218 --> 00:12:02,387 Please, you have to be careful with that. Please, I need you to stop touching. 188 00:12:02,388 --> 00:12:06,266 - You stop touching! - Hey, time out. Gary, over here. 189 00:12:06,267 --> 00:12:09,269 Nora, you don't just show up, okay? That's not how it works. 190 00:12:09,270 --> 00:12:11,771 Do you want me to get Bob or somebody from up on four? 191 00:12:11,772 --> 00:12:13,982 Oh, fuck Bob. What the fuck does Bob know? 192 00:12:13,983 --> 00:12:15,775 He is trained in the five stages of grief. 193 00:12:15,776 --> 00:12:17,777 I thought there were seven. 194 00:12:17,778 --> 00:12:20,321 - You're thinking of seven habits. - That was such a good book. 195 00:12:20,322 --> 00:12:22,949 Yeah, well, he doesn't know grief like I know grief. 196 00:12:22,950 --> 00:12:24,033 - Oh, okay. - So fuck him. 197 00:12:24,034 --> 00:12:25,660 There are seven fucking stages to mine. 198 00:12:25,661 --> 00:12:28,788 All right, all right. Well, we're gonna put this on, and then we're... Nora! 199 00:12:28,789 --> 00:12:32,709 - You are wasting time. - He is starting over, Lily. 200 00:12:32,710 --> 00:12:34,627 Look, we're gonna get a baseline. 201 00:12:34,628 --> 00:12:37,589 We're gonna watch the bird cam. Maybe she made a new nest. 202 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:40,383 I don't want a fucking baseline. 203 00:12:40,384 --> 00:12:42,886 - I don't want a new nest! - Hey! 204 00:12:42,887 --> 00:12:44,638 Memory is the enemy. 205 00:13:23,969 --> 00:13:25,720 Okay. 206 00:13:25,721 --> 00:13:27,722 Hey, babe, did you get ice? I told you to get ice. 207 00:13:27,723 --> 00:13:29,516 Yeah, yeah, I got it. I got it right there. 208 00:13:29,517 --> 00:13:31,768 Um, got a bag, put it by the cooler. 209 00:13:31,769 --> 00:13:32,977 One bag? 210 00:13:32,978 --> 00:13:35,438 Well, the store, they were down to two, 211 00:13:35,439 --> 00:13:36,981 and I didn't wanna clean 'em out, so. 212 00:13:36,982 --> 00:13:38,233 Of ice? 213 00:13:38,234 --> 00:13:39,984 - Well, it's hot, babe. - Exactly! 214 00:13:39,985 --> 00:13:42,070 Okay. Don't worry about it. 215 00:13:42,071 --> 00:13:43,613 I'll go to the store and I'll get some more. 216 00:13:43,614 --> 00:13:45,615 No, Tom, it's too late. Come on, Mark is probably... 217 00:13:45,616 --> 00:13:49,369 Okay, you know what, then? I will... I will make some. 218 00:13:49,370 --> 00:13:52,330 - I'll go into the house and I will... - What? Watch water freeze? 219 00:13:52,331 --> 00:13:54,749 - Is that what you're gonna do? - You're so... Oh, I love you. 220 00:13:54,750 --> 00:13:56,834 You're gonna watch water freeze? Okay. -I love you! 221 00:13:56,835 --> 00:13:58,920 - Yes, okay. Leave me alone. - I love you, Shannon. 222 00:13:58,921 --> 00:14:01,089 No, he's not staying there. 223 00:14:01,090 --> 00:14:03,759 We told some assistant that, like, a billion times. 224 00:14:05,761 --> 00:14:07,221 I didn't say that! 225 00:14:08,264 --> 00:14:13,434 No, linens! Linens. Jesus, who the hell needs designer fuckin' lemons? 226 00:14:13,435 --> 00:14:16,896 What? Oh, fuck off. 227 00:14:16,897 --> 00:14:18,524 How's your mother, David? 228 00:14:20,109 --> 00:14:22,026 Very funny. 229 00:14:22,027 --> 00:14:25,405 It would've killed him to build a cell tower out here? 230 00:14:25,406 --> 00:14:27,365 Hey, man, does this look upside-down to you? 231 00:14:27,366 --> 00:14:29,367 Dude, uh, wrong person to ask. 232 00:14:29,368 --> 00:14:31,369 So it's a wireless weekend, David. 233 00:14:31,370 --> 00:14:34,163 Oh, yes. Yes, totally. Yes, I know. 234 00:14:34,164 --> 00:14:37,917 And also, Tom would love help with these chairs. So sit, come on, build. 235 00:14:37,918 --> 00:14:39,919 Come on, I got you, bro. I got you. 236 00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:43,006 Hey, thank you. Um, yep. Totally. 237 00:14:43,007 --> 00:14:45,592 Uh, just one last call. One last call. 238 00:14:45,593 --> 00:14:47,135 - Oh, one last call. - Last call. 239 00:14:47,136 --> 00:14:48,595 - I don't believe you. - Yes. 240 00:14:48,596 --> 00:14:51,264 Yes, hi. Hi, David, yes. Remember me? 241 00:14:51,265 --> 00:14:54,475 Well, uh, fuck you, and I need to speak to business affairs. 242 00:14:54,476 --> 00:14:55,769 Thank you. 243 00:15:15,164 --> 00:15:16,789 I mean, what are they shooting at? 244 00:15:16,790 --> 00:15:18,333 I've seen, like, three squirrels. 245 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:19,585 Well, two now. 246 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:23,713 - Hey, babe? - Yeah. 247 00:15:23,714 --> 00:15:27,091 That light in the shed? It's out. 248 00:15:27,092 --> 00:15:29,553 - I thought we fixed that. - We? 249 00:15:30,804 --> 00:15:33,264 You. You, babe. 250 00:15:33,265 --> 00:15:35,141 I love a woman who can get things done. 251 00:15:35,142 --> 00:15:38,311 When the guy comes to fix the hot tub, he can do the shed too. 252 00:15:38,312 --> 00:15:43,274 - All right. - Oh, my God! This is amazing! 253 00:15:43,275 --> 00:15:45,318 Ah! It's like a late 80s summer house. 254 00:15:45,319 --> 00:15:47,945 Minus, you know, the wine coolers, making out with the neighbor, 255 00:15:47,946 --> 00:15:49,405 and taking a shit in the bushes! 256 00:15:49,406 --> 00:15:51,366 - What is up? - You made it. 257 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:53,576 Oh my God. I can't believe I haven't been here. 258 00:15:53,577 --> 00:15:54,994 Hoarder. You house hoarder! 259 00:15:54,995 --> 00:15:57,288 - You've totally been here. - Have I? 260 00:15:57,289 --> 00:15:59,832 Yes, my baby-moon, remember? 261 00:15:59,833 --> 00:16:00,918 Before Ryder. 262 00:16:02,044 --> 00:16:05,004 Oh, God. Well, I was tipsy for a lot of that, so, fresh eyes! 263 00:16:05,005 --> 00:16:08,091 You're so sweaty. What, did you walk here all the way from Walnut Creek? 264 00:16:08,092 --> 00:16:10,218 I just got confused. I thought it was closer to town. 265 00:16:10,219 --> 00:16:12,679 I had to stop off at the mini-mart for, you know, essentials. 266 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:15,348 - The guy didn't wanna wait... Hello, hello! - Hey! Katie, fist bump. 267 00:16:15,349 --> 00:16:17,433 Oh, no, fist bumps are for four-year-olds, Tom. 268 00:16:17,434 --> 00:16:18,851 Give me some hugs. 269 00:16:18,852 --> 00:16:21,938 All righty. You want a drink? Can I get you a drink? 270 00:16:21,939 --> 00:16:24,107 Yes, please. I would love... 271 00:16:24,108 --> 00:16:25,692 Another six-pack, 'cause one's never enough. 272 00:16:25,693 --> 00:16:27,193 Oh, good. My sponsor's here. 273 00:16:27,194 --> 00:16:28,820 Spouse, sorry, spouser. Ex-spouser. 274 00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:30,780 Guess I won't be working the steps this weekend. 275 00:16:30,781 --> 00:16:33,408 - Which were always so effective! - It was kinda hard to work step nine 276 00:16:33,409 --> 00:16:36,119 over the sound of you having sex with strangers you met on the internet. 277 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:38,287 Oh, God! Here we go. 278 00:16:38,288 --> 00:16:40,790 And wine comes in four-packs, not six. I'm not a heathen. 279 00:16:40,791 --> 00:16:43,126 Well, once it's pull-tab, it's pretty irrelevant, right? 280 00:16:43,127 --> 00:16:45,336 I mean, you're basically drinking booze from a juice box. 281 00:16:45,337 --> 00:16:48,464 Okay. You come inside with me, and the boys are going to build furniture. 282 00:16:48,465 --> 00:16:50,341 Yeah, we're building chairs. Well, Tom is. 283 00:16:50,342 --> 00:16:52,343 Well, you know. Gotta sit somewhere. 284 00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:54,220 Everything was rotted through when we got here, 285 00:16:54,221 --> 00:16:56,264 - so I figured while I have you... - Oh, my God, totally. 286 00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:58,933 David loves building furniture. He goes to a very peaceful place. 287 00:16:58,934 --> 00:17:01,978 If someone could open a hardware bag without blasting lug nuts everywhere... 288 00:17:01,979 --> 00:17:04,313 Who opens bags with scissors, David? 289 00:17:04,314 --> 00:17:05,690 - Everyone! - No one! 290 00:17:05,691 --> 00:17:07,734 - Okay, Kate! Come on. - I'm coming. 291 00:17:07,735 --> 00:17:09,485 Well, it's good to see you, Kate. 292 00:17:09,486 --> 00:17:11,654 Oh, God, whatever. Eat me. 293 00:17:11,655 --> 00:17:15,450 Okay. Yeah. You don't hear that every day. 294 00:17:15,451 --> 00:17:17,493 - I hear it a lot. - Uh-oh. 295 00:17:17,494 --> 00:17:21,122 Well, you know what? We'll let them do their thing and we'll do our thing, huh? 296 00:17:21,123 --> 00:17:23,917 We'll have a man weekend. A "meekend." How about that? 297 00:17:29,089 --> 00:17:31,090 Did you ever go see Dr. Bindle? 298 00:17:31,091 --> 00:17:35,094 You can't tell? Don't I seem calm, consciously uncoupled? 299 00:17:35,095 --> 00:17:37,806 No, no, you do, you do. Just... 300 00:17:39,391 --> 00:17:42,394 Do you mind? Tiny slices. 301 00:17:43,687 --> 00:17:45,146 We did go. 302 00:17:45,147 --> 00:17:47,607 It was... Well, he's still sleeping in the attic, 303 00:17:47,608 --> 00:17:49,400 and we're still getting divorced eventually. 304 00:17:49,401 --> 00:17:51,486 But at least we can share fridge space 305 00:17:51,487 --> 00:17:52,945 without shitting in each other's yogurt. 306 00:17:52,946 --> 00:17:55,323 You know? I mean, it would be far more satisfying 307 00:17:55,324 --> 00:17:57,992 to wrap his balls in cheesecloth and have them permanently pressed... 308 00:17:57,993 --> 00:18:00,954 I'm so sorry. Thinner slices. Just, like... 309 00:18:02,289 --> 00:18:04,081 Are you gonna, like, tweet the cheese plate? 310 00:18:04,082 --> 00:18:05,917 Well, not anymore. 311 00:18:05,918 --> 00:18:07,961 No, we're good. We're good. 312 00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:10,588 I just wouldn't say we're thriving. 313 00:18:10,589 --> 00:18:12,507 Oh, God, man. Who is? 314 00:18:12,508 --> 00:18:15,593 Hey, I'm just gonna keep working on my novel, 315 00:18:15,594 --> 00:18:17,470 playing some fantasy football. 316 00:18:17,471 --> 00:18:22,225 A little guitar. BingingWildwood. Bro, that shit is crazy. 317 00:18:22,226 --> 00:18:26,229 Those fuckers, they keep eating each other. What the fuck? 318 00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:30,943 Yeah. Kinda makes you appreciate what you have, you know? 319 00:18:31,777 --> 00:18:33,569 Right. Right. 320 00:18:33,570 --> 00:18:35,154 So you guys are... 321 00:18:35,155 --> 00:18:36,906 There's a lot of paperwork involved, 322 00:18:36,907 --> 00:18:38,699 - Divorce, you know. - Yeah. 323 00:18:38,700 --> 00:18:41,994 Plus, we, uh, you know, we still have sex every now and again, so... 324 00:18:41,995 --> 00:18:48,543 Nice. Um, yeah, we're still, uh, checking that box. So... yeah. 325 00:18:48,544 --> 00:18:51,587 - Anyway, I get it. - Oh, do you, though? 326 00:18:51,588 --> 00:18:55,133 Tom doesn't seem like a sex-with-strangers-I-met- on-the-internet kinda guy. 327 00:18:55,134 --> 00:19:00,471 No. No, he's too... lazy for that. 328 00:19:00,472 --> 00:19:02,891 - Probably, but... - Too nice to waitstaff? 329 00:19:03,809 --> 00:19:07,770 Well, you know, after everything happened and I was contagious with misfortune, 330 00:19:07,771 --> 00:19:11,524 he was like this sweet, sad, collaterally damaged dog 331 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:13,526 just waiting to be re-homed. 332 00:19:13,527 --> 00:19:15,362 What is that? 333 00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:18,447 Oh, God, it's the wiring. 334 00:19:18,448 --> 00:19:20,408 The guy was supposed to come weeks ago. 335 00:19:20,409 --> 00:19:22,785 It's the shed, the hot tub. There's no AC, 336 00:19:22,786 --> 00:19:24,120 and with the weather we've been having... 337 00:19:24,121 --> 00:19:26,455 - Here's hoping we don't fry. - Mm-hmm. 338 00:19:26,456 --> 00:19:29,667 - Oh, God. - Wow. 339 00:19:29,668 --> 00:19:32,211 - What is this for? - Mine didn't come with that. 340 00:19:32,212 --> 00:19:33,671 Jesus, it's heavy. 341 00:19:33,672 --> 00:19:35,548 Yeah, okay. Well, let's not, you know... 342 00:19:35,549 --> 00:19:38,801 Maybe they include this so, uh, when you assemble it backwards, 343 00:19:38,802 --> 00:19:40,511 you got to smash it. 344 00:19:40,512 --> 00:19:42,388 - Right. Right. - Instead of starting over. 345 00:19:42,389 --> 00:19:45,183 Well, I'm guessing you got the bench here. 346 00:19:46,977 --> 00:19:48,477 Shit, dude. 347 00:19:48,478 --> 00:19:51,607 Yeah. Hunters, opening weekend. 348 00:19:53,650 --> 00:19:57,194 - Should we be wearing something bright? - Brighter than those shorts? 349 00:19:57,195 --> 00:19:59,238 These are nice, dude. 350 00:19:59,239 --> 00:20:01,575 No, you're good. You're good. 351 00:20:04,077 --> 00:20:09,040 Hey, um... would you say you're having more sex now 352 00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:11,083 - or when you were married? - God, I don't know. 353 00:20:11,084 --> 00:20:15,880 I mean, maybe now, but it's a pain in the ass, man. Don't do it. 354 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:18,591 Plus, married dudes live longer. They've done studies. 355 00:20:18,592 --> 00:20:20,343 Happily? 356 00:20:20,344 --> 00:20:22,053 It doesn't matter. They just do. 357 00:20:22,054 --> 00:20:25,014 Anyways, I've seen Shannon at a school board meeting. 358 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:27,308 I would not wanna see her in family court. 359 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:29,311 - No, you don't. - No. 360 00:20:32,564 --> 00:20:33,690 Shit, man. 361 00:20:46,411 --> 00:20:48,329 Does it feel like we're the only ones here? 362 00:20:48,330 --> 00:20:51,874 Well, summer's done. It's hunting season. The locals take over. 363 00:20:51,875 --> 00:20:53,960 Well, we're kind of locals. 364 00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:56,879 Right, babe? I mean, we just gotta ease into it, you know? 365 00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:59,800 - Let go a little. - I let go. 366 00:21:00,842 --> 00:21:03,845 Yeah, yeah. No, you do. 367 00:21:04,721 --> 00:21:08,057 Thank you. Anyway, Tom and I, after everything happened, 368 00:21:08,058 --> 00:21:11,352 we just wanted a way to escape the city, you know? 369 00:21:11,353 --> 00:21:14,397 - And I can't believe it's only been... - A year. 370 00:21:14,398 --> 00:21:16,857 - Exactly. - Almost to the day. 371 00:21:16,858 --> 00:21:18,151 It's so fucked up. 372 00:21:23,740 --> 00:21:25,408 Has anyone talked to her? 373 00:21:25,409 --> 00:21:26,660 Barely. 374 00:21:26,910 --> 00:21:29,788 Not since that whole celebration-of-life thing at school. 375 00:21:30,789 --> 00:21:34,834 I mean, I... You know, I tried to stay in touch for a while, but... 376 00:21:34,835 --> 00:21:36,920 That was very satisfying. 377 00:21:38,588 --> 00:21:40,881 - Biodegradable, right? - What, the golf balls? 378 00:21:40,882 --> 00:21:43,634 I don't know. I thought they were yours. 379 00:21:43,635 --> 00:21:44,720 - No? - Oops. 380 00:21:50,434 --> 00:21:54,687 So, what, uh... what kind of wildlife do you get out here? 381 00:21:54,688 --> 00:21:57,648 Ducks. -I mean what kind of furry wildlife? 382 00:21:57,649 --> 00:21:59,859 - Please, ducks. - They're not wildlife? 383 00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:01,360 I mean, they're ducks. 384 00:22:01,361 --> 00:22:04,321 I don't know. Like, squirrels, skunks. 385 00:22:04,322 --> 00:22:07,199 Right, babe? -We're not really woods people, guys. 386 00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:10,161 - What the fuck? Then why are we here? - Someone had to host. 387 00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:12,621 And the whole, you know, nature-is-cleansing thing. 388 00:22:12,622 --> 00:22:14,957 And no one else offered. It might as well be me. 389 00:22:14,958 --> 00:22:18,127 At least I could put together a cheese plate. No offense to Nora. 390 00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:19,545 I think this was Lily's idea. 391 00:22:19,546 --> 00:22:22,423 Remember when she was texting everyone about her healer 392 00:22:22,424 --> 00:22:24,633 and, like, drinking chloroform and whatever? 393 00:22:24,634 --> 00:22:26,802 Oh, yeah, it was chlorophyll. Plant-based. 394 00:22:26,803 --> 00:22:29,722 - Well, sorry. Not a scientist. - She is persuasive. 395 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,683 Yeah, she's a free spirit. 396 00:22:32,726 --> 00:22:33,809 Very free spirit. 397 00:22:33,810 --> 00:22:35,644 God, I just never understood Nora's thing with her. 398 00:22:35,645 --> 00:22:39,398 High school. Years that don't forget. 399 00:22:39,399 --> 00:22:41,233 Maybe it's guilt, you know? 400 00:22:41,234 --> 00:22:43,778 I mean, we all got out, had lives, came back. 401 00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:48,949 - She's exactly where we left her. - Her brother had very good weed. 402 00:22:48,950 --> 00:22:52,244 You know, what is she, like, a therapist now? Or a... 403 00:22:52,245 --> 00:22:54,288 - I don't know. - A life coach? That's cool. 404 00:22:54,289 --> 00:22:56,166 Well, it's always the crazy ones. 405 00:22:57,417 --> 00:23:00,294 - Speaking of which... - Oh, my God. 406 00:23:00,295 --> 00:23:01,962 - Is that... - Of course it is. 407 00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:04,298 I mean, only Lily could convince a fisherman to be her ride. 408 00:23:04,299 --> 00:23:05,716 Oh, my God. 409 00:23:05,717 --> 00:23:07,385 Oh, my God. 410 00:23:08,345 --> 00:23:11,180 Oh, my God. 411 00:23:11,181 --> 00:23:15,726 Welcome to paradise. -I forgot how adorable this place is. 412 00:23:15,727 --> 00:23:17,686 I mean, I would've been here every weekend. 413 00:23:17,687 --> 00:23:20,106 Well, you know, Grandpa was alive until recently, so. 414 00:23:20,107 --> 00:23:22,066 - Yeah, these vibes, they're so good. - Yeah? 415 00:23:22,067 --> 00:23:24,026 Yeah. -Did you sage it? I bet you saged it. 416 00:23:24,027 --> 00:23:26,987 I do... I... I mean, Tom has allergies, so. 417 00:23:26,988 --> 00:23:29,031 Okay, Lil, I'll put this in the house for you. 418 00:23:29,032 --> 00:23:31,159 Oh, thank you, Tom. Still tall. 419 00:23:32,619 --> 00:23:34,954 - What is up? Hey. - Hey. 420 00:23:34,955 --> 00:23:37,331 - Wow, you look good. - So good. 421 00:23:37,332 --> 00:23:40,376 - Hi, hi, hi, hi, hi. - Hi, hi. 422 00:23:40,377 --> 00:23:42,128 You know, I didn't tip him. 423 00:23:42,129 --> 00:23:44,422 - You think I should've tipped him? - Well, yeah, probably. 424 00:23:44,423 --> 00:23:46,423 Isn't he, like, a cab on water or whatever? 425 00:23:46,424 --> 00:23:48,217 No, I think he was just a fisherman. 426 00:23:48,218 --> 00:23:51,054 Local flavor. I mean, he didn't say much. 427 00:23:51,555 --> 00:23:54,640 He's probably psyched to have more than just dead fish on his boat. 428 00:23:54,641 --> 00:23:57,852 Well, maybe the no-bra thing silenced him. 429 00:23:57,853 --> 00:23:59,855 Oh, God. Well... 430 00:24:01,398 --> 00:24:03,524 - He did look stunned. - I'm sure. 431 00:24:03,525 --> 00:24:05,276 - Okay, let's go. - Okay. 432 00:24:05,277 --> 00:24:07,319 I guess it's just gonna be that kind of weekend. 433 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:09,864 It doesn't have to be. It's just starting. 434 00:24:09,865 --> 00:24:12,492 - I can't believe this is all yours. - Yeah, right? 435 00:24:13,743 --> 00:24:14,828 Please. 436 00:24:15,704 --> 00:24:17,705 Yeah, look at the, uh... look at hour hand. 437 00:24:17,706 --> 00:24:19,665 - Whoo. See that? - Diamonds? 438 00:24:19,666 --> 00:24:20,791 Gothan dag! 439 00:24:20,792 --> 00:24:22,918 Mikey! 440 00:24:22,919 --> 00:24:24,462 - Hey! - Yo! 441 00:24:26,298 --> 00:24:27,382 What's up? 442 00:24:30,468 --> 00:24:32,178 - How you doing? - Hvat segir thu! 443 00:24:32,179 --> 00:24:33,846 What is that? 444 00:24:33,847 --> 00:24:36,599 That is Old Norse, my friend. I'm getting back to my roots. 445 00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:39,935 Language of the Vikings. Yeah, except less village sacking. 446 00:24:39,936 --> 00:24:42,313 Oh, come on, man. Sack a village. 447 00:24:42,314 --> 00:24:44,815 You know what sacking is, right? It's not like a county fair. 448 00:24:44,816 --> 00:24:46,567 You know what? I should learn a language. 449 00:24:46,568 --> 00:24:48,694 Finally get to Paris and write my novel. 450 00:24:48,695 --> 00:24:50,362 My God, now you wanna go to Paris? 451 00:24:50,363 --> 00:24:53,282 Yeah. And hi, I'm Tom. Nice to meet you. 452 00:24:53,283 --> 00:24:55,159 Shelby, hi. Thanks for having me. 453 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:59,455 - Oh, absolutely. - Shelby, uh, sorry, Dave. David. 454 00:24:59,456 --> 00:25:02,291 - Daveed. Whatever works. - Hi. Kate. 455 00:25:02,292 --> 00:25:04,460 Hey. -I'm sorry, I didn't know where to park. 456 00:25:04,461 --> 00:25:06,295 - I had no idea it was... - Oh, the two miles? 457 00:25:06,296 --> 00:25:08,964 Yeah, Grandpa didn't like visitors parking down here. Sorry. 458 00:25:08,965 --> 00:25:10,466 Eg segi allt gott. 459 00:25:10,467 --> 00:25:11,550 Oh, boy. 460 00:25:11,551 --> 00:25:14,345 All right. So, hey, man, are you playing fantasy football this year? 461 00:25:14,346 --> 00:25:16,472 - I didn't see your name on it. - Yeah. No, no, no, no. 462 00:25:16,473 --> 00:25:20,017 No, fresh start. You know, Shelby. You know, I'm on a path. 463 00:25:20,018 --> 00:25:22,603 - Hi, I'm Lily. - New me. 464 00:25:22,604 --> 00:25:24,146 - Right. - You've probably heard a lot. 465 00:25:24,147 --> 00:25:26,815 - Well, you know, it's all true. - Oh. 466 00:25:26,816 --> 00:25:30,402 Oh, my God, you're so tiny. Tiny, little fairy. 467 00:25:30,403 --> 00:25:31,612 All right. 468 00:25:31,613 --> 00:25:34,365 So, are you guys, like... Did you come together? 469 00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:36,533 - Oh, God. No, no. No. - Oh, no, no, no, no. 470 00:25:36,534 --> 00:25:38,911 - We can't even... - We kinda still live together. 471 00:25:38,912 --> 00:25:41,121 Yeah, but we don't drive together. I used to have to go limp 472 00:25:41,122 --> 00:25:43,499 - in the front seat like a rag doll. - She is the worst passenger. 473 00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:45,668 Apparently it's safer, so my body just knew what to do. 474 00:25:45,669 --> 00:25:47,962 - And our therapist said... Well... - Our ex-therapist. 475 00:25:47,963 --> 00:25:49,755 - Suggested... - That we drive separately. 476 00:25:49,756 --> 00:25:51,048 Oh, I hear you. 477 00:25:51,049 --> 00:25:52,508 When Michael drives, 478 00:25:52,509 --> 00:25:55,177 I just close my eyes and let Jesus take the wheel. 479 00:25:55,178 --> 00:25:56,804 She does. And He does. 480 00:25:56,805 --> 00:25:59,807 It's not really safe to drive in sandals either, though, so. 481 00:25:59,808 --> 00:26:02,184 Hey, Mike. I'm gonna grab these bags for you, okay? 482 00:26:02,185 --> 00:26:03,560 - Oh, no, no, no. I'm fine. - Yeah? 483 00:26:03,561 --> 00:26:04,853 Yeah, no. About the bags, 484 00:26:04,854 --> 00:26:06,939 if they drip, um, it's because... 485 00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:07,982 Well, it's not all... I mean, 486 00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:09,566 some of it's closed, but some of it's... 487 00:26:09,567 --> 00:26:11,777 Deer meat. I usually bring my own. 488 00:26:11,778 --> 00:26:14,113 That way I know it's been humanely slaughtered. 489 00:26:14,114 --> 00:26:16,573 Right. Okay. -See, this way it won't get on the rug. 490 00:26:16,574 --> 00:26:18,367 It comes out with a little bit of bleach, 491 00:26:18,368 --> 00:26:20,202 but I'll just use a little bit of cooler space. 492 00:26:20,203 --> 00:26:21,288 Yeah. 493 00:26:22,998 --> 00:26:25,834 Oh, gosh. Do y'all have any more ice? 494 00:26:27,460 --> 00:26:29,211 RAGE 495 00:26:29,212 --> 00:26:32,798 They were huge. Like pterodactyls. They just kept... 496 00:26:32,799 --> 00:26:34,383 So, what are we doing? 497 00:26:34,384 --> 00:26:37,219 Oh, just, uh, one emotion. Anything that comes to mind. 498 00:26:37,220 --> 00:26:38,929 Well, we're in this cycle right now. 499 00:26:38,930 --> 00:26:41,348 Saturn's trajectory and its forcefield 500 00:26:41,349 --> 00:26:43,142 is essentially being attacked 501 00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:46,145 by all the carbon particles put in the air from homogenized milk. 502 00:26:46,146 --> 00:26:49,398 It's affecting the entire animal kingdom. 503 00:26:49,399 --> 00:26:52,109 But the dairy lobby is so strong, no one's talking about it. 504 00:26:52,110 --> 00:26:53,694 That sounds kinda fake. 505 00:26:53,695 --> 00:26:56,405 Shelby does a lot of deep dives for the podcast. 506 00:26:56,406 --> 00:26:59,284 Springa inn Ginnungagap. "Leaps into the void." 507 00:27:00,618 --> 00:27:01,953 Okay. 508 00:27:03,830 --> 00:27:06,999 Oh no, no, no. It's just one emotion per strip. You've got three here. 509 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,459 Sometimes I feel three things. 510 00:27:08,460 --> 00:27:12,004 Okay, well, just for the purposes of the game, I'm just gonna... Yeah? 511 00:27:12,005 --> 00:27:13,756 You said you were gonna take the weekend off. 512 00:27:13,757 --> 00:27:16,717 We haven't seen each other in months. It's a party game. 513 00:27:16,718 --> 00:27:18,761 - Yeah, you're right. - What about pigeons? 514 00:27:18,762 --> 00:27:21,889 We still have pigeons?-Rahvns, rahvns allt! 515 00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:25,893 It was ravens, you know, that Noah sent to test the water levels after the flood. 516 00:27:25,894 --> 00:27:27,561 How the ravens go, so go we. 517 00:27:27,562 --> 00:27:30,272 Did they die, or... I feel like I didn't read that one. 518 00:27:30,273 --> 00:27:34,818 "For the Lord will execute judgment by fire, and by his sword on all flesh, 519 00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:38,405 and those slain by the Lord will be many." Isaiah 66. 520 00:27:38,406 --> 00:27:42,451 Shelby, could I get you something to drink? Some wine, tequila? 521 00:27:42,452 --> 00:27:46,080 - I'll just have water. - Swim time! Who's coming? 522 00:27:46,081 --> 00:27:48,582 - Shannon, give me a lift! - Okay, no, but wait, wait, wait. 523 00:27:48,583 --> 00:27:51,126 - No, I thought we were gonna... - Later, later. Come with me. 524 00:27:51,127 --> 00:27:53,212 In a few more cocktails, I may no longer float! 525 00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:56,298 Yeah, yeah, yeah, but it's been a big year, and I wanna make sure... 526 00:27:56,299 --> 00:27:57,508 Tap or seltzer? 527 00:27:57,509 --> 00:27:59,886 Good Lord's water is fine by me. 528 00:28:17,529 --> 00:28:20,322 I mean, how is that where Michael landed? 529 00:28:20,323 --> 00:28:24,868 I don't know. Farthest distance, least familiar. 530 00:28:24,869 --> 00:28:27,830 I mean, I used to always fantasize about running away 531 00:28:27,831 --> 00:28:29,915 to work in a gas station in Montana. 532 00:28:29,916 --> 00:28:32,876 I mean, just for a life of managed expectations. 533 00:28:32,877 --> 00:28:37,840 Oh, yeah. I mean, that's a lot of standing upright, but... 534 00:28:37,841 --> 00:28:40,801 But maybe that's just what it is now. 535 00:28:40,802 --> 00:28:43,053 Faith, you know? For young people. 536 00:28:43,054 --> 00:28:44,930 Choose your own Jesus. 537 00:28:44,931 --> 00:28:48,892 When I was a kid, it was like parents playing tambourine in a gymnasium. 538 00:28:48,893 --> 00:28:52,355 - Ooh, creepy ones? - No, no. Regular. 539 00:28:54,232 --> 00:28:55,774 Well, things have changed. 540 00:28:55,775 --> 00:28:58,652 - People are... - Panicked. Fervent. Feverish. 541 00:28:58,653 --> 00:29:00,654 - Don't you think? - I do, yeah. 542 00:29:00,655 --> 00:29:02,614 Yeah. -Max is really into dinosaurs again, 543 00:29:02,615 --> 00:29:05,325 so we're constantly reading about the extinction of the species 544 00:29:05,326 --> 00:29:08,287 and it's harrowing. I mean, I feel like we are on the cusp of it, 545 00:29:08,288 --> 00:29:10,330 you know? Re-extinction. 546 00:29:10,331 --> 00:29:14,501 We're all gonna be dead and they'll start over. New amoebas. 547 00:29:14,502 --> 00:29:18,755 Yep. It's free-floating anxiety. My kids have it too. 548 00:29:18,756 --> 00:29:21,091 Just waiting for the other shoe to drop. 549 00:29:21,092 --> 00:29:23,761 Yes, the apocalypse. 550 00:29:24,804 --> 00:29:28,348 Forever preserved in a layer of sediment and lava. 551 00:29:28,349 --> 00:29:30,101 Well, on that note. 552 00:29:31,561 --> 00:29:34,146 - You like that? - Oh, God, yeah. 553 00:29:34,147 --> 00:29:38,901 Yeah? That's your kidneys telling you to let go. 554 00:29:38,902 --> 00:29:40,736 Here? 555 00:29:40,737 --> 00:29:43,947 You know, I'm usually so focused on my client's needs. 556 00:29:43,948 --> 00:29:46,408 It's nice to just, you know, be along for the ride. 557 00:29:46,409 --> 00:29:50,454 I roll for Jesus. That's my therapy every Friday night. 558 00:29:50,455 --> 00:29:52,539 Yeah, Shelby's on a team. They're pretty good. 559 00:29:52,540 --> 00:29:55,626 - The Pinto Holy Rollers. - Oh, so cute. 560 00:29:55,627 --> 00:29:57,669 Hey, do you have, like, a PhD or something? 561 00:29:57,670 --> 00:30:00,506 No, no. No, I mean, nobody really does that anymore. 562 00:30:00,507 --> 00:30:02,216 It's not cost-effective. 563 00:30:02,217 --> 00:30:04,426 Ours is a very targeted program, 564 00:30:04,427 --> 00:30:08,013 and it helps people with trauma, depression, phobias. 565 00:30:08,014 --> 00:30:09,389 So, therapy? 566 00:30:09,390 --> 00:30:12,809 Without the therapist. We put the healing in your hands. 567 00:30:12,810 --> 00:30:15,312 - Oh, gosh. Is that safe? - Oh, absolutely. 568 00:30:15,313 --> 00:30:19,066 I mean, you're not covered in spiders, you're not flying a plane. 569 00:30:19,067 --> 00:30:22,361 - You just think you are. - I have this recurring dream... 570 00:30:22,362 --> 00:30:25,739 where I'm parasailing wearing a sandwich board. 571 00:30:25,740 --> 00:30:27,075 Nothing underneath. 572 00:30:28,493 --> 00:30:30,702 It's actually very freeing. 573 00:30:30,703 --> 00:30:35,999 For a while, I had this one where I was stuffed above the ceiling tiles. 574 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:39,503 You know, the... the ones with the tiny little holes? 575 00:30:39,504 --> 00:30:44,591 And this old woman came through with a giant spackler 576 00:30:44,592 --> 00:30:46,843 covered in, like, nut butter. 577 00:30:46,844 --> 00:30:51,057 And she just started filling them in, one by one. 578 00:30:52,642 --> 00:30:57,396 Anyway, Tom. Uh, we tailor each sim... 579 00:30:57,397 --> 00:31:00,440 Simulation... to the client's needs, put it on repeat 580 00:31:00,441 --> 00:31:02,150 until they don't need it anymore. 581 00:31:02,151 --> 00:31:04,820 You can see the trauma being flushed out of their system. 582 00:31:04,821 --> 00:31:07,698 I was incredibly hairy growing up. 583 00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:11,326 Mama would find me in the kitchen trying to burn off all my arm hair. 584 00:31:11,327 --> 00:31:14,288 - It always grew back. - Well, they say a third of us 585 00:31:14,289 --> 00:31:17,916 were originally birds. Land dwellers, sky dwellers, water dwellers. 586 00:31:17,917 --> 00:31:21,753 We all get eaten up by someone. Anyway, that's when I found the Lord. 587 00:31:21,754 --> 00:31:25,257 "For every beast of the forest is mine." Psalm 50. 588 00:31:25,258 --> 00:31:28,802 Oh, speaking of, here comes Shannon. Are we hungry? 589 00:31:28,803 --> 00:31:30,220 - Starving. - Yeah. 590 00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:32,556 Oh, I'd love to put my deer meat in the fridge. 591 00:31:32,557 --> 00:31:34,308 I don't think it'll keep out here. 592 00:31:34,309 --> 00:31:36,059 Okay. Who's on deer meat? 593 00:31:36,060 --> 00:31:38,812 I like to put the liver and the heart in the cheese drawer, 594 00:31:38,813 --> 00:31:40,523 otherwise it'll just freeze right up. 595 00:31:50,033 --> 00:31:51,451 Oh, God. 596 00:32:02,253 --> 00:32:06,256 Oh, my God! Nora. I didn't even see you there. 597 00:32:06,257 --> 00:32:09,343 Fuck, are you okay? You're soaking. 598 00:32:09,344 --> 00:32:12,346 I was looking for something. And I fell in. 599 00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:15,182 Oh, fuck. Okay. Uh, Shannon! 600 00:32:15,183 --> 00:32:18,143 Uh, here. Um, here, put this on. 601 00:32:18,144 --> 00:32:19,811 We didn't even know you were coming. 602 00:32:19,812 --> 00:32:21,396 I didn't want anyone to make a fuss. 603 00:32:21,397 --> 00:32:23,231 Well, do you have clothes? Do you have a bag? 604 00:32:23,232 --> 00:32:25,233 - I'm not staying. - Well, of course you're staying. 605 00:32:25,234 --> 00:32:27,444 - Don't be ridiculous. - Nora! 606 00:32:27,445 --> 00:32:29,738 When did you... I'm so glad you're here. 607 00:32:29,739 --> 00:32:32,449 - Oh, my God, you're soaking. - Yeah, she fell in, apparently. 608 00:32:32,450 --> 00:32:35,202 Oh, okay. Right, right. Well, um, let's get you some... 609 00:32:35,203 --> 00:32:37,371 - Well, I have clothes. She can borrow... - No clothes? 610 00:32:37,372 --> 00:32:39,539 - I'm not staying. - Oh, of course you're staying. 611 00:32:39,540 --> 00:32:41,250 Don't be absurd. Michael! 612 00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:44,587 - Nora. - Michael. 613 00:32:45,755 --> 00:32:48,007 I thought I'd stop by to say hi. 614 00:32:50,927 --> 00:32:54,221 I honestly almost shit myself. Like, fully shit myself. 615 00:32:54,222 --> 00:32:55,931 - She looks so lost. - Yeah. 616 00:32:55,932 --> 00:32:58,892 "Naked I come from my mother's womb and naked I shall return there." 617 00:32:58,893 --> 00:33:00,018 - No. - Job. 618 00:33:00,019 --> 00:33:01,978 No, no, no, not naked. She just... 619 00:33:01,979 --> 00:33:03,563 I'm sorry, why is Nora here? 620 00:33:03,564 --> 00:33:05,607 - I have no idea. - Was it Michael, you think? 621 00:33:05,608 --> 00:33:07,275 I told him to, but I know he didn't. 622 00:33:07,276 --> 00:33:08,902 - Well, it wasn't me. - I did. 623 00:33:08,903 --> 00:33:10,779 - What the fuck? - What? 624 00:33:10,780 --> 00:33:12,989 - I knew I should've bailed. - She said she was ready. 625 00:33:12,990 --> 00:33:15,409 I could be home jerking off in my attic. 626 00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:18,161 "Like Jesus rising from the ashes..." -It's trigger therapy, 627 00:33:18,162 --> 00:33:20,539 and you're her triggers. 628 00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:22,457 I'm sorry, you're her therapist now? 629 00:33:22,458 --> 00:33:25,085 - It's more of a spiritual guide. - Oh, my God! 630 00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:27,629 - I'm still working on my hours. - This seems advanced for that. 631 00:33:27,630 --> 00:33:30,674 Well, it's not like we don't trust you, because yoga was cool. 632 00:33:30,675 --> 00:33:34,136 Oh, my God. Just say it, Tom. It's dangerous, it's selfish, 633 00:33:34,137 --> 00:33:37,264 and it ruins our weekend, which we deserve because life is hard enough. 634 00:33:37,265 --> 00:33:39,016 Her life is a little harder. 635 00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:44,187 Well, one of my biggest triggers is flesh. Bloody flesh in particular. 636 00:33:44,188 --> 00:33:49,735 So I keep it with me until I can experience it in my life without anxiety. 637 00:33:49,736 --> 00:33:53,613 - I'm afraid to ask. - Look, Lil, we're here to relax. 638 00:33:53,614 --> 00:33:55,449 - This is... - It's not helpful to her. 639 00:33:55,450 --> 00:33:57,743 Right. It's not like she's not invited. 640 00:33:57,744 --> 00:34:00,203 Well, you're wrong. It's cathartic, and it's life-changing. 641 00:34:00,204 --> 00:34:01,538 Here's hoping. 642 00:34:01,539 --> 00:34:04,624 And if nothing else, at least we'll have some great conversations, 643 00:34:04,625 --> 00:34:08,087 some fresh air, and home-cooked baby fawn. 644 00:34:23,770 --> 00:34:25,271 Can I get you something? 645 00:34:26,230 --> 00:34:27,315 Nora? 646 00:34:28,107 --> 00:34:29,399 Sorry? 647 00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:31,735 To drink. Do you want a soda, or... 648 00:34:31,736 --> 00:34:33,237 How did you meet Michael? 649 00:34:34,238 --> 00:34:37,241 Oh, um, in grief group. 650 00:34:38,284 --> 00:34:40,912 - I thought he might have mentioned. - No, he didn't. 651 00:34:43,372 --> 00:34:46,459 You're not really friends with them, huh? 652 00:34:47,835 --> 00:34:51,546 Oh, well, I mean, they... they seem nice. 653 00:34:51,547 --> 00:34:54,467 It's just Michael keeps things pretty... 654 00:34:55,968 --> 00:35:00,096 Well, he's sad, you know. It's not like he's forgotten or... 655 00:35:00,097 --> 00:35:01,515 Do you have any kids? 656 00:35:01,516 --> 00:35:03,099 Not yet, no. 657 00:35:03,100 --> 00:35:06,186 But actually... -Well, when you do, you'll understand. 658 00:35:06,187 --> 00:35:08,439 It's, um... it's just different. 659 00:35:09,565 --> 00:35:11,399 I didn't even know if I wanted kids. 660 00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:12,610 My parents... 661 00:35:13,861 --> 00:35:17,948 Well, Daddy was a big drinker, and... and my mom, 662 00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:21,828 she was a manager at Craftway, so, pretty crazy hours. 663 00:35:22,703 --> 00:35:27,833 So you carry bloody meat around in bags 664 00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:29,960 to make yourself feel better? 665 00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:32,588 - As a reminder, I guess. - Yeah. 666 00:35:33,756 --> 00:35:36,759 That we all end up in the cheese drawer. 667 00:35:38,553 --> 00:35:39,804 Exactly. 668 00:35:56,571 --> 00:35:57,655 Hey. 669 00:35:58,406 --> 00:35:59,948 Hey. 670 00:35:59,949 --> 00:36:01,909 - I won't bite, you know. - I know. 671 00:36:02,869 --> 00:36:07,789 I know. It's just, you know, Nora's here. And Shelby. I'm trying to... 672 00:36:07,790 --> 00:36:09,124 Be respectful. 673 00:36:09,125 --> 00:36:10,293 - Yeah. - It's sweet. 674 00:36:11,711 --> 00:36:13,670 You know, in... in grief group, 675 00:36:13,671 --> 00:36:15,797 really, they... they recommend that you... 676 00:36:15,798 --> 00:36:17,967 - Don't fuck your wife's friends. - Okay. 677 00:36:18,926 --> 00:36:20,011 Yeah. 678 00:36:21,262 --> 00:36:23,014 - It was a difficult time. - Yeah. 679 00:36:24,265 --> 00:36:26,809 - And now it's not? - Look, I'm just, um... 680 00:36:28,269 --> 00:36:30,562 I'm trying to, uh... 681 00:36:30,563 --> 00:36:32,440 - You know, I owe it to... - Shelby? 682 00:36:34,275 --> 00:36:36,318 She's 25. 683 00:36:36,319 --> 00:36:38,112 You really think you're her last stop? 684 00:36:40,323 --> 00:36:43,658 She gets me, okay? Yeah. She doesn't judge. 685 00:36:43,659 --> 00:36:44,993 She will, though. 686 00:36:44,994 --> 00:36:47,162 They all do, eventually. 687 00:36:47,163 --> 00:36:48,623 But not me. 688 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:52,585 'Cause I was there, 689 00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,338 and when you remember that, 690 00:36:56,839 --> 00:36:58,174 you'll be back. 691 00:37:00,843 --> 00:37:02,595 Excuse... excuse me. 692 00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:12,229 And he would just sit there with a crossbow. 693 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:14,105 - He was focused on these wolves. - Uh-huh. 694 00:37:14,106 --> 00:37:16,066 He thought they were trying to get his rabbits. 695 00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:17,484 - Mm-hmm. - Oh, God. 696 00:37:17,485 --> 00:37:21,112 David, can you go get one of those bug lanterns from the shed? 697 00:37:21,113 --> 00:37:22,405 - Now? - Oh, my God. 698 00:37:22,406 --> 00:37:23,991 Before they eat us alive, please. 699 00:37:25,368 --> 00:37:26,451 Okay. 700 00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:29,162 You're gonna have to crawl around in there, 'cause Tom's too tall. 701 00:37:29,163 --> 00:37:30,247 All right. 702 00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:31,790 Oh, God. Anyway, 703 00:37:31,791 --> 00:37:34,125 he was a big believer in personal punishments. 704 00:37:34,126 --> 00:37:37,003 Eye for an eye, Leviticus. Been around forever. 705 00:37:37,004 --> 00:37:39,172 Not really Jesus at his finest, though, is it? 706 00:37:39,173 --> 00:37:41,466 Yeah, I bet you never left the coop open again. 707 00:37:41,467 --> 00:37:44,427 And you could probably murder a chicken in your sleep. 708 00:37:44,428 --> 00:37:47,097 "Give them great meals of beef and iron and steel, 709 00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:49,849 they will eat like wolves and fight like devils." Shakespeare. 710 00:37:49,850 --> 00:37:51,267 I was wondering where you went. 711 00:37:51,268 --> 00:37:53,061 I thought you ran off like a little rooster. 712 00:37:53,062 --> 00:37:56,481 Shannon, I love the decoration and the house, the interior. 713 00:37:56,482 --> 00:37:59,068 I remember it from the one time I was invited. 714 00:38:00,403 --> 00:38:02,904 - It's okay. - Where's Nora? 715 00:38:02,905 --> 00:38:04,698 I thought she was with you. 716 00:38:04,699 --> 00:38:08,118 - Maybe upstairs. Should I go... - I'm sure she's fine. 717 00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:11,204 She can't have gone far. Hopefully. 718 00:38:11,205 --> 00:38:14,457 Anyway, that's my next project. Clean out the shed, get rid of all the... 719 00:38:14,458 --> 00:38:16,877 - Axes, crossbows, and shotguns. - Exactly. 720 00:38:38,858 --> 00:38:39,984 Jesus! 721 00:38:56,625 --> 00:38:58,043 - Hi. - Fuck. 722 00:38:58,044 --> 00:39:01,504 - I'm so sorry to scare you. - Fuck. 723 00:39:01,505 --> 00:39:04,884 Hey, I thought it was wireless weekend, sir. 724 00:39:06,927 --> 00:39:09,012 Oh. Yeah. 725 00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:10,431 I'm kidding. I'm kidding. 726 00:39:11,348 --> 00:39:13,600 - So dark in here, right? - Yeah. 727 00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:16,270 Yeah. Michael wanted an axe, so. 728 00:39:22,902 --> 00:39:26,030 Oh, my God. You think they'd have killed it by now. 729 00:39:27,406 --> 00:39:29,532 How is that deer heart, Shelby? 730 00:39:29,533 --> 00:39:30,909 No, no, no, Shelby doesn't eat... 731 00:39:30,910 --> 00:39:33,536 Oh, I... I just keep it to remind me that it was a living being. 732 00:39:33,537 --> 00:39:35,455 Okay. That's cool. 733 00:39:35,456 --> 00:39:37,707 - I don't actually hunt it. - Well, it's very bloody. 734 00:39:37,708 --> 00:39:40,627 - I only buy fresh. - Oh, that's good. So, you're... 735 00:39:40,628 --> 00:39:43,713 Honoring the animal. -Oh, like the fish with the eyeballs in! 736 00:39:43,714 --> 00:39:47,383 I think it's good to remember how fleeting life is. That at any moment... 737 00:39:47,384 --> 00:39:49,136 We could all be eaten. 738 00:39:50,096 --> 00:39:54,432 Anyway, Tom. It is delicious. What is the seasoning? 739 00:39:54,433 --> 00:39:57,685 Oh, thanks. That's, um, well, you know... 740 00:39:57,686 --> 00:40:00,522 Shannon doesn't give me compliments anymore. 741 00:40:00,523 --> 00:40:02,232 - Oh, my God. - So, just salt. 742 00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:04,859 Tom is very good with tongs. 743 00:40:04,860 --> 00:40:08,405 That's me. Gotta get my tongs in any way I can. 744 00:40:09,281 --> 00:40:12,700 So, Shannon. How's Maddie? Still dancing? 745 00:40:12,701 --> 00:40:14,619 Oh, yeah, she's good. She's good. 746 00:40:14,620 --> 00:40:17,122 Third grade, so all, you know, girl dynamic. 747 00:40:17,123 --> 00:40:18,541 I can imagine. 748 00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:23,878 - She has friends? - Yeah, she does. Nice kids. 749 00:40:23,879 --> 00:40:25,673 No pool parties, I hope. 750 00:40:27,466 --> 00:40:28,550 No. 751 00:40:28,551 --> 00:40:30,343 Babe, let's not? 752 00:40:30,344 --> 00:40:31,719 It's okay. 753 00:40:31,720 --> 00:40:35,223 I guess it should be sort of unseemly at this point. 754 00:40:35,224 --> 00:40:36,724 No one's saying that. 755 00:40:36,725 --> 00:40:39,102 Hey, can I get anybody a drink? 756 00:40:39,103 --> 00:40:43,565 Uh, yeah. I'd like a vodka soda, light on the soda. 757 00:40:43,566 --> 00:40:45,441 I thought you were sober. 758 00:40:45,442 --> 00:40:47,862 - No, not right now. - Huh. 759 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,198 Is that okay? -I just figured after what happened... 760 00:40:52,199 --> 00:40:54,576 Well, we're adults, Nora. We can have a weekend. 761 00:40:54,577 --> 00:40:56,619 Model parenting was never really your thing anyway, 762 00:40:56,620 --> 00:40:57,871 - was it? - What does that mean? 763 00:40:57,872 --> 00:41:00,373 Getting drunk at a four-year-old's birthday party in the park? 764 00:41:00,374 --> 00:41:02,459 You said I was fine. You said nobody noticed. 765 00:41:02,460 --> 00:41:05,170 It was 9:00 in the morning, Kate. You threw up under the monkey bars. 766 00:41:05,171 --> 00:41:07,630 - We had to rope them off. - I had food poisoning! 767 00:41:07,631 --> 00:41:09,424 You had booze in a sippy cup. 768 00:41:09,425 --> 00:41:13,178 - And yet somehow, your kid is still alive. - Oh, Nora... 769 00:41:13,179 --> 00:41:17,307 - We think about Hannah all the time, Nora. - Do you? Sleep at night? 770 00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:21,269 We haven't forgotten. Obviously it's different for you and for Michael. 771 00:41:21,270 --> 00:41:23,104 - How is Maddie's knee? - Sorry? 772 00:41:23,105 --> 00:41:26,357 I remember she scraped it that day, but I don't know if she actually drew blood. 773 00:41:26,358 --> 00:41:29,235 I do remember all the adults were running around looking for a band-aid. 774 00:41:29,236 --> 00:41:32,822 - Babe, let's go for a walk. Come on. - Maddie was six. She fell. 775 00:41:32,823 --> 00:41:35,783 - So we were making sure that she... - Had the right fucking band-aid. 776 00:41:35,784 --> 00:41:37,827 We weren't in the pool, Nora. 777 00:41:37,828 --> 00:41:40,580 We weren't watching her. She wasn't our kid. 778 00:41:40,581 --> 00:41:42,373 - She was with Michael. - Oh, boy. Here we go. 779 00:41:42,374 --> 00:41:44,250 - I'm sorry, but it's true. - It is true. 780 00:41:44,251 --> 00:41:45,752 But it takes a village, doesn't it? 781 00:41:45,753 --> 00:41:48,087 Nora, it's okay to be mad. 782 00:41:48,088 --> 00:41:51,549 It's okay to wanna poop your insides out on the floor. 783 00:41:51,550 --> 00:41:54,260 That's what Jesus is for. -Shelby, it's okay. I got... I got this. 784 00:41:54,261 --> 00:41:55,511 Oh, now he's got this. 785 00:41:55,512 --> 00:41:58,556 Trust me, honey. Multitasking was never his strong suit. 786 00:41:58,557 --> 00:42:00,975 Don't do this, Nora. -Especially when a woman is involved. 787 00:42:00,976 --> 00:42:03,144 He suddenly has the mental capacity of a pizza box. 788 00:42:03,145 --> 00:42:06,272 Jesus, Nora. Can we just... -Hey, Lily. You wanna chime in here? 789 00:42:06,273 --> 00:42:09,692 Do a little bit of your therapy? -Uh, no. This is Nora's journey. 790 00:42:09,693 --> 00:42:11,527 - We don't interfere. - Oh, nice. 791 00:42:11,528 --> 00:42:14,155 So, shit-filled fan, your work here is done? 792 00:42:14,156 --> 00:42:16,241 Any time you wanna start identifying your triggers. 793 00:42:16,242 --> 00:42:19,369 Oh, can I go first? Because I don't know if sleeping with my husband counts, 794 00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:21,329 but that's always been really triggering for me. 795 00:42:21,330 --> 00:42:22,747 - Damn it. - Oh, God, barely. 796 00:42:22,748 --> 00:42:24,707 - What do you mean, barely? - You slept with David? 797 00:42:24,708 --> 00:42:27,085 I'm a sexual person. You know I have different boundaries. 798 00:42:27,086 --> 00:42:29,212 - You don't have any boundaries. - He's not my husband. 799 00:42:29,213 --> 00:42:31,214 - Well, you were my friend. - Oh, was I? 800 00:42:31,215 --> 00:42:33,216 'Cause you disappeared. All of you did. 801 00:42:33,217 --> 00:42:35,301 Nobody returned my calls, except David. 802 00:42:35,302 --> 00:42:37,011 Yeah. I'm sure he did. 803 00:42:37,012 --> 00:42:39,180 - And Michael. - Oh, did he? 804 00:42:39,181 --> 00:42:42,392 "Faithful are the wounds of a friend. Profound are the kisses of an enemy." 805 00:42:42,393 --> 00:42:45,645 That one's a proverb. -Yes. Thank you, that's so helpful. 806 00:42:45,646 --> 00:42:48,731 We just have to hold on until Jesus calls you home. 807 00:42:48,732 --> 00:42:51,401 Shelby. -Not that we should be in a rush. 808 00:42:51,402 --> 00:42:53,195 Oh, I'm not. But I'll get there. 809 00:42:58,075 --> 00:43:00,827 - Well, on that note, I think I'll... - Yes, please. Me too. 810 00:43:00,828 --> 00:43:04,664 Oh, God, I'm so sorry. I get so dark these days. It's the medication. 811 00:43:04,665 --> 00:43:07,667 - We're still tinkering with the dosage. - It's okay. It's okay. 812 00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:09,836 - I'm sorry, Katie. - No, no. It's fine, it's fine. 813 00:43:09,837 --> 00:43:12,297 - Totally. I think I just... - You need a drink. 814 00:43:12,298 --> 00:43:16,426 I do need one! Shannon. Anyone else? 815 00:43:16,427 --> 00:43:19,763 I'll come. Maybe I should have one after all. 816 00:43:27,062 --> 00:43:28,564 I'm not sure... 817 00:43:30,274 --> 00:43:32,192 that I can do this. 818 00:43:34,028 --> 00:43:35,611 She's in a lot of pain. 819 00:43:35,612 --> 00:43:39,073 Aren't we all? I mean, as a species. 820 00:43:39,074 --> 00:43:41,492 You were there too? That day? 821 00:43:41,493 --> 00:43:43,537 Yeah. I mean, briefly. 822 00:43:45,122 --> 00:43:46,206 It was... 823 00:43:47,499 --> 00:43:48,625 it was a lot. 824 00:43:49,501 --> 00:43:51,211 It must be really hard for you. 825 00:43:53,339 --> 00:43:54,923 It's amazing y'all stayed friends. 826 00:44:01,013 --> 00:44:03,931 White, red? Weren't you rosé? 827 00:44:03,932 --> 00:44:06,893 - I was vodka tonic. - Oh, that's right! 828 00:44:06,894 --> 00:44:09,187 Can I make you one? -I should probably just have water. 829 00:44:09,188 --> 00:44:11,147 I gotta take my meds. Doesn't really mix well. 830 00:44:11,148 --> 00:44:13,858 Oh, duh. Of course, been there. 831 00:44:13,859 --> 00:44:16,444 Yeah. Antipsychotics, mostly. 832 00:44:16,445 --> 00:44:19,447 Also horse tranquilizers in case of emergency. 833 00:44:19,448 --> 00:44:20,990 Instant blackout. 834 00:44:20,991 --> 00:44:23,743 Oh, wow. Really? Since they... I mean, I'd take anything. 835 00:44:23,744 --> 00:44:26,704 You would. Remember how scared I used to be of needles? 836 00:44:26,705 --> 00:44:31,042 Oh, my God. Yes, the flu shot! Passing out at the drugstore. 837 00:44:31,043 --> 00:44:34,045 You took out that, like, entire display case of nasal spray. 838 00:44:34,046 --> 00:44:37,048 I did. God, I could be a heroin addict now. 839 00:44:37,049 --> 00:44:39,759 - I don't even flinch. - So, is it helping? 840 00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:41,302 Here and there. 841 00:44:41,303 --> 00:44:44,305 - I can't imagine. - No, you can't. 842 00:44:44,306 --> 00:44:47,517 Remember in New York we used to buy such cheap bottles of wine 843 00:44:47,518 --> 00:44:49,685 that we'd have to break the corks to get them open? 844 00:44:49,686 --> 00:44:52,563 Oh, God. We had no standards. Like, none. 845 00:44:52,564 --> 00:44:55,441 - Three-buck chardie! - Oh, how did we survive? 846 00:44:55,442 --> 00:44:59,278 Nothing in our stomachs. Mild eating disorders. No hydration. 847 00:44:59,279 --> 00:45:00,863 I think I shit in the bathtub once. 848 00:45:00,864 --> 00:45:02,657 I'm not totally sure, but... 849 00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:03,909 - You did. - Oh, yeah. 850 00:45:04,952 --> 00:45:07,663 - Oh, yeah, those were the days. - Yeah. 851 00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:11,874 To living above 96th Street. 852 00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:15,545 Oh, God. Well, that's what I get for buying wine from the mini-mart. 853 00:45:15,546 --> 00:45:18,757 - Well, salud. - Nostrovia. 854 00:45:31,603 --> 00:45:32,687 Jealousy. 855 00:45:32,688 --> 00:45:34,605 Bitterness. 856 00:45:34,606 --> 00:45:35,857 Envy. 857 00:45:35,858 --> 00:45:37,942 - Fear. - Time's up. 858 00:45:37,943 --> 00:45:39,652 Jesus. Rage. 859 00:45:39,653 --> 00:45:43,030 Rage, okay. Yeah, nice, subtle. 860 00:45:43,031 --> 00:45:46,117 - Dave and Katie, you're up. - Oh, God, okay. 861 00:45:46,118 --> 00:45:48,453 - Oh, I don't think I can do it. - You got it! 862 00:45:48,454 --> 00:45:50,246 - Ah, thank you. - No. 863 00:45:50,247 --> 00:45:52,415 They still haven't figured out that black lung thing. 864 00:45:52,416 --> 00:45:54,792 - Vitamin E or rat feces or whatever. - Shannon... 865 00:45:54,793 --> 00:45:56,919 - We have kids at home. - Oh, busted. 866 00:45:56,920 --> 00:45:59,422 You know what's so funny? When you're not a mother anymore, 867 00:45:59,423 --> 00:46:02,592 no one cares what you do with your body. It's like you could skydive into work 868 00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:05,553 they'd be like, "Well, there are seven billion people on the planet. 869 00:46:05,554 --> 00:46:07,346 One less won't make a difference." -Babe. 870 00:46:07,347 --> 00:46:09,765 There's your trauma talking. This is good. 871 00:46:09,766 --> 00:46:13,352 It's like when you're not tied to sustaining the species anymore, 872 00:46:13,353 --> 00:46:15,146 you're taxing the system, you know? 873 00:46:15,147 --> 00:46:16,439 I say once a mother, always a mother. 874 00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:17,773 Okay, sorry. Can we do this now? 875 00:46:17,774 --> 00:46:19,275 I don't like standing while I drink. 876 00:46:19,276 --> 00:46:20,777 Yes. Begin. 877 00:46:24,698 --> 00:46:27,617 You're contributing to the overall health of humanity, 878 00:46:27,618 --> 00:46:30,870 putting love into this world to help it hum at a higher frequency. 879 00:46:30,871 --> 00:46:32,830 I wish I could believe that. 880 00:46:32,831 --> 00:46:34,707 You manifest yourself as kindness in all you do. 881 00:46:34,708 --> 00:46:36,584 - Oh, that's nice. - Psalm 145. 882 00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:39,545 - Desire! - God, yes. Thank you. 883 00:46:39,546 --> 00:46:42,548 No, you cannot guess one another's! This is a team thing. 884 00:46:42,549 --> 00:46:45,635 Oh. -It... it's really more about God than you, 885 00:46:45,636 --> 00:46:47,178 but something to aspire to. 886 00:46:47,179 --> 00:46:49,305 Okay, so now, why do we... I'm totally just curious. 887 00:46:49,306 --> 00:46:52,391 Why do we need a quote from Jesus or whatever to illustrate the point? 888 00:46:52,392 --> 00:46:55,603 I mean, can't we just be good people without needing, like, a magical unicorn 889 00:46:55,604 --> 00:46:57,730 - to show us how? - Unicorns aren't real. 890 00:46:57,731 --> 00:46:59,899 They aren't? -Well, no offense, but neither is Jesus. 891 00:46:59,900 --> 00:47:03,486 I don't need a talking horse or a mythical sheep farmer to tell me what to think. 892 00:47:03,487 --> 00:47:07,114 I can just kinda guess, right? I mean, if I'm a relatively good person. 893 00:47:07,115 --> 00:47:09,033 Are we, though? Are we good people? 894 00:47:09,034 --> 00:47:11,994 - Disdain. - Yeah! Whoop, whoop! 895 00:47:11,995 --> 00:47:14,038 Oh, I give up. You two. 896 00:47:14,039 --> 00:47:15,541 - Oh. - Fucker! 897 00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:20,336 Cold in here, dudes. Start that fire now? 898 00:47:20,337 --> 00:47:21,712 Oh, right. We just need some more wood. 899 00:47:21,713 --> 00:47:24,048 - I'll go. - Oh, no, we, uh... 900 00:47:24,049 --> 00:47:27,051 No, we don't chop down the trees around here. We buy our wood in bulk. 901 00:47:27,052 --> 00:47:31,305 - Oh, man. Uh, babe, about that. - You didn't buy wood. 902 00:47:31,306 --> 00:47:33,599 - There's a forest right out there. - It's landscaping. 903 00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:37,270 You don't pay a landscaper 20 grand and then just chop it down a few weeks later. 904 00:47:37,271 --> 00:47:40,356 - Come on. - No worries. Yeah, no, I'll go. 905 00:47:40,357 --> 00:47:42,608 - I'm... I'm a Viking. - Chop at a neighbor's. 906 00:47:42,609 --> 00:47:44,402 - Yeah. - I'll come. 907 00:47:44,403 --> 00:47:46,279 No, no, no. No, it's fine. I got it. 908 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:47,781 But I want to. 909 00:47:50,284 --> 00:47:51,993 I'm all right. Go ahead. 910 00:47:51,994 --> 00:47:53,995 See? She's all right. 911 00:47:53,996 --> 00:47:56,330 - Right, Lily? - What? 912 00:47:56,331 --> 00:47:58,040 Don't decapitate any rabbits. 913 00:47:58,041 --> 00:48:01,544 Wolves, not rabbits. Why would you decapitate a rabbit? 914 00:48:01,545 --> 00:48:04,380 - One less rabbit, I guess. - Good luck! 915 00:48:04,381 --> 00:48:06,383 One last supper for the wolf. 916 00:48:36,079 --> 00:48:39,457 So, are we supposed to just... 917 00:48:39,458 --> 00:48:42,918 be chopping down trees, or... -I think just wood that's already... 918 00:48:42,919 --> 00:48:44,045 - Died? - Yeah. 919 00:48:44,046 --> 00:48:46,590 - Waiting to be hauled away? - Exactly. 920 00:48:48,884 --> 00:48:50,509 A Viking, huh? 921 00:48:50,510 --> 00:48:52,136 Yeah, well, you know. 922 00:48:52,137 --> 00:48:55,598 It's a new me. Fresh start. 923 00:48:55,599 --> 00:48:58,809 With Old Norse? Does that come in handy? 924 00:48:58,810 --> 00:49:00,895 Yeah, well, that's, uh... 925 00:49:00,896 --> 00:49:05,524 Shelby, you know, she does these, uh, reenactment things on the weekend. 926 00:49:05,525 --> 00:49:08,528 - It meant a lot to her. - Right. Of course. 927 00:49:10,989 --> 00:49:13,449 I can't believe we never went camping. 928 00:49:13,450 --> 00:49:18,037 We bought that huge tent with that, like, pop-out lounge thing, remember? 929 00:49:18,038 --> 00:49:22,500 And we told Hannah that if she did one whole night in her bed on her own, 930 00:49:22,501 --> 00:49:24,585 - we'd do it. - Yeah. 931 00:49:24,586 --> 00:49:28,631 But she kept coming in, asking questions about cheetahs or volcanoes. 932 00:49:28,632 --> 00:49:31,092 - Or if trees can have babies. - At 2:00 in the morning. 933 00:49:31,093 --> 00:49:34,053 Like clockwork. And then we'd all have to cram into her little tiny bed. 934 00:49:34,054 --> 00:49:36,222 Littered with stuffed animals. 935 00:49:36,223 --> 00:49:40,476 Remember she had that pink little sloth, or whatever it was? 936 00:49:40,477 --> 00:49:43,604 You just touched it and it would light up and sing for hours. 937 00:49:43,605 --> 00:49:47,149 Couldn't turn it off. Had to let it play itself out. 938 00:49:47,150 --> 00:49:50,653 - We threw it away, right? - Yeah, neighbor's trash can. 939 00:49:50,654 --> 00:49:53,322 It was the only place far enough where we couldn't hear it, right? 940 00:49:53,323 --> 00:49:55,075 I mean, I'm sure they could, but... 941 00:49:56,451 --> 00:50:00,329 Well, we did our sleep training follow through, we read our books. 942 00:50:00,330 --> 00:50:05,252 We had our united front, and... never went camping. 943 00:50:06,253 --> 00:50:08,171 So glad we stayed on message. 944 00:50:10,006 --> 00:50:12,300 She didn't die mad, you know. 945 00:50:14,970 --> 00:50:19,515 Whatever thought she had in her little head before, uh... 946 00:50:19,516 --> 00:50:23,394 - Before the panicked ones? - Was of a loving, happy family. 947 00:50:23,395 --> 00:50:27,189 If she could carry something with her, it would be that. 948 00:50:27,190 --> 00:50:30,776 Does it work that way? You get to choose your screensaver before it all goes black? 949 00:50:30,777 --> 00:50:34,072 You do. I have to believe that you do. 950 00:50:36,241 --> 00:50:37,993 Well, I guess we'll know when we know. 951 00:50:39,703 --> 00:50:40,829 Yeah. 952 00:50:42,664 --> 00:50:45,249 That does not look sharp, that axe. 953 00:50:45,250 --> 00:50:46,877 You're really gonna have to swing that. 954 00:50:48,837 --> 00:50:51,213 - Are you saying that I can't swing it? - Oh, no, no. 955 00:50:51,214 --> 00:50:54,592 No, you're shockingly strong for someone with a comp lit degree. 956 00:50:54,593 --> 00:50:56,427 Thank you so much. 957 00:50:56,428 --> 00:50:58,637 The perfect blend of Faulkner and force. 958 00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:01,849 Well, certainly the utter and heartbreaking stupidity of words. 959 00:51:01,850 --> 00:51:03,018 That, I have. 960 00:51:04,352 --> 00:51:05,437 Yeah. 961 00:51:08,398 --> 00:51:09,983 Life could have been so different. 962 00:51:16,448 --> 00:51:17,991 Can I hold it? 963 00:51:19,367 --> 00:51:20,576 Sure. 964 00:51:20,577 --> 00:51:22,286 It's heavy. 965 00:51:22,287 --> 00:51:24,497 Ooh, it is. 966 00:51:24,498 --> 00:51:26,792 I don't know, man. 967 00:51:27,751 --> 00:51:29,503 I'm not sure what we could chop down. 968 00:52:08,792 --> 00:52:09,876 Michael? 969 00:52:13,004 --> 00:52:14,089 Michael? 970 00:52:16,925 --> 00:52:18,009 Nora? 971 00:52:23,014 --> 00:52:24,307 Okay, Michael. 972 00:52:25,767 --> 00:52:31,022 Lily wants to do some kind of moon yoga with everyone, so... 973 00:52:32,524 --> 00:52:33,608 Hi, Shelby. 974 00:52:35,235 --> 00:52:38,864 Oh, my goodness gracious. You scared me. 975 00:52:41,658 --> 00:52:44,034 Oh, did you... kill something? 976 00:52:44,035 --> 00:52:48,290 No. Oh, no, no, no. This is just... 977 00:52:49,374 --> 00:52:52,544 Well... yes, probably. 978 00:52:54,212 --> 00:52:55,297 Where's Michael? 979 00:52:57,507 --> 00:52:59,634 - Maybe he left? - Sorry? 980 00:53:00,552 --> 00:53:02,136 You parked up the road, right? 981 00:53:02,137 --> 00:53:04,013 We didn't wanna block anyone. 982 00:53:04,014 --> 00:53:06,181 - And Shannon said there wasn't... - I'd go get your car. 983 00:53:06,182 --> 00:53:08,893 These reunions can get so boring. 984 00:53:08,894 --> 00:53:10,896 Probably the best time to leave. 985 00:53:17,944 --> 00:53:19,821 His life was ruined too, you know. 986 00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:23,824 He thinks about Hannah every day. 987 00:53:23,825 --> 00:53:27,703 I'm sure, but that little part of his brain that feels guilty? 988 00:53:27,704 --> 00:53:31,206 That little part closes up shop, and off he goes to work 989 00:53:31,207 --> 00:53:33,834 or have drinks with his buddies or have sex with someone like you 990 00:53:33,835 --> 00:53:36,253 who doesn't remind him of the life he once had. 991 00:53:36,254 --> 00:53:39,341 And he may not be whole, but... 992 00:53:40,508 --> 00:53:42,135 he's closer than he should be. 993 00:53:44,179 --> 00:53:46,221 So he can't be happy again? 994 00:53:46,222 --> 00:53:50,142 He's not allowed? -No, he can't. She can't. So, no, sorry. 995 00:53:50,143 --> 00:53:53,479 - He's gonna be a father. - He was a father. 996 00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:54,898 Again. 997 00:53:56,066 --> 00:53:57,400 He tried to tell you. 998 00:53:58,818 --> 00:54:01,863 It was important to him that you knew. 999 00:54:12,707 --> 00:54:14,333 You're gonna be a great mother. 1000 00:54:14,334 --> 00:54:16,503 He just won't be around to see it. 1001 00:54:18,421 --> 00:54:20,423 It's against God's law to take a life. 1002 00:54:22,133 --> 00:54:24,886 Well, I guess he should've thought of that before he took Hannah's. 1003 00:54:32,769 --> 00:54:34,896 If I see Michael, I'll tell him you left. 1004 00:54:35,981 --> 00:54:38,149 You should have an easy drive along the five. 1005 00:54:53,248 --> 00:54:56,917 - Does anyone else feel sick? - Maybe it was the meat trio. 1006 00:54:56,918 --> 00:54:58,128 Shelby said she loved it. 1007 00:54:59,004 --> 00:55:02,506 Well, Shelby puts animal hearts in plastic bags. 1008 00:55:02,507 --> 00:55:04,300 She's not exactly a food critic. 1009 00:55:05,635 --> 00:55:08,137 - Oh, my God. - Oh, shit, Kate. 1010 00:55:08,138 --> 00:55:10,139 - I'm so sorry. I don't even... - Did she just... 1011 00:55:10,140 --> 00:55:11,974 Oh, shit. Hey, do you have a towel, or... 1012 00:55:11,975 --> 00:55:14,268 - I got... I got a napkin. - Tom, hose! 1013 00:55:14,269 --> 00:55:15,894 Oh, all right. On it, on it. 1014 00:55:15,895 --> 00:55:18,772 No one's gonna wanna do trust falls now. Just take this. 1015 00:55:18,773 --> 00:55:20,941 Hey, you okay? You want a water? 1016 00:55:20,942 --> 00:55:23,652 No, I'm fine. I'm fine. I just... 1017 00:55:23,653 --> 00:55:25,654 Oh, shit. 1018 00:55:25,655 --> 00:55:29,701 What? -Your, uh, your nose. You're bleeding. 1019 00:55:31,244 --> 00:55:37,458 Oh, God. Oh, my God, gross! Why is everything so gross? 1020 00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:38,668 Oh, my God. 1021 00:55:47,385 --> 00:55:51,096 Come on, where is this? 1022 00:55:51,097 --> 00:55:53,807 - You got a body in there? - Oh! Shit. 1023 00:55:53,808 --> 00:55:57,561 You scared... Oh, gosh. Kate got sick. 1024 00:55:57,562 --> 00:56:00,105 - Oh, not surprising. - Yeah. 1025 00:56:00,106 --> 00:56:01,941 Hey, is that blood? Oh, shit. 1026 00:56:05,070 --> 00:56:08,572 Oh! Someone else didn't do wireless weekend. 1027 00:56:08,573 --> 00:56:11,700 Yeah, that's Shannon's for emergencies. But, um... 1028 00:56:11,701 --> 00:56:13,452 - Oh. - Yeah, we gotta get that. 1029 00:56:13,453 --> 00:56:15,204 Excuse. Come on, watch your step here. 1030 00:56:15,205 --> 00:56:17,289 Oh, I used to love this song. 1031 00:56:17,290 --> 00:56:20,042 Remember that fundraiser the first year at White Oaks? 1032 00:56:20,043 --> 00:56:23,796 Shannon made that embarrassing speech about parenting and Kate blacked out. 1033 00:56:23,797 --> 00:56:25,507 I danced with Michael to this. 1034 00:56:31,304 --> 00:56:33,347 Weird. Is someone in the hot tub? 1035 00:56:33,348 --> 00:56:35,183 No. It's broken, actually. 1036 00:56:39,813 --> 00:56:43,315 - I think we missed it. - Oh, what the hell? 1037 00:56:43,316 --> 00:56:45,234 Gosh, that water looks warm. 1038 00:56:45,235 --> 00:56:48,488 I'd get in, but I don't know if I'd get out. 1039 00:56:49,739 --> 00:56:51,783 I just... I'll get it. 1040 00:57:01,751 --> 00:57:03,127 Can you see okay? 1041 00:57:03,128 --> 00:57:04,378 Or do you want me to turn on the... 1042 00:57:04,379 --> 00:57:06,589 No, no, no, no! Don't touch that! 1043 00:57:08,925 --> 00:57:13,095 Do you know that voltage just loves saltwater? 1044 00:57:13,096 --> 00:57:15,347 Which is in our bodies, 1045 00:57:15,348 --> 00:57:19,184 so it really takes a shortcut through the human form to get, 1046 00:57:19,185 --> 00:57:21,019 I don't know, wherever it is it's going. 1047 00:57:21,020 --> 00:57:23,397 Apparently it saves time. Who knew? 1048 00:57:23,398 --> 00:57:26,525 Anyway, I would help you, but I don't have rubber boots on, 1049 00:57:26,526 --> 00:57:29,528 and I was told that you never touch a downed power line. 1050 00:57:29,529 --> 00:57:31,864 You know what? I should probably turn this off 1051 00:57:31,865 --> 00:57:33,867 so that no one makes the same mistake. 1052 00:57:37,495 --> 00:57:38,705 It's a shame. 1053 00:57:40,081 --> 00:57:42,709 You really were the nicest one in the bunch. 1054 00:57:43,585 --> 00:57:47,880 But as Lily says, you can't use old wood to make a new nest. 1055 00:57:47,881 --> 00:57:49,132 Tom? 1056 00:57:51,384 --> 00:57:53,802 Especially with so many hawks around. 1057 00:57:53,803 --> 00:57:57,264 You out here? -He is never where I need him to be. 1058 00:57:57,265 --> 00:57:59,434 Oh, shit. 1059 00:58:00,351 --> 00:58:03,145 God, Tom! What are you doing? 1060 00:58:03,146 --> 00:58:05,439 You know that we are not supposed to be using... 1061 00:58:05,440 --> 00:58:07,984 I called the electrician weeks ago and he still hasn't... 1062 00:58:09,569 --> 00:58:11,236 Tom? 1063 00:58:11,237 --> 00:58:14,406 Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God! 1064 00:58:14,407 --> 00:58:17,826 - Tom? Tom, Tom! Tom! - Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God! 1065 00:58:17,827 --> 00:58:19,411 - Oh, God! - Hey, hey! 1066 00:58:19,412 --> 00:58:21,496 Do the thing! The thing with the thing, the mouth thing! 1067 00:58:21,497 --> 00:58:23,207 - Wake up! - We gotta take him in. 1068 00:58:23,208 --> 00:58:24,791 What do you mean, in? In, like, a hospital? 1069 00:58:24,792 --> 00:58:26,418 - I mean, like... - I don't know! 1070 00:58:26,419 --> 00:58:28,755 - Tom, Tom! - Pull him out! 1071 00:58:32,258 --> 00:58:34,801 All right, buddy. Keys, keys! Who's got the keys? 1072 00:58:34,802 --> 00:58:37,346 Tom has them. They're in that pocket right there, right there. 1073 00:58:37,347 --> 00:58:39,389 - Got it. - Okay. Okay. 1074 00:58:39,390 --> 00:58:41,350 - Kate, please stay here. - What the fuck? No! 1075 00:58:41,351 --> 00:58:43,852 Michael is missing, and Shelby and Nora might come back. 1076 00:58:43,853 --> 00:58:45,103 No, I don't care. I don't give a shit. 1077 00:58:45,104 --> 00:58:47,522 I'm not staying here to get eaten by some fucking forest monster! 1078 00:58:47,523 --> 00:58:49,901 There's no forest monster! Jesus, Kate! 1079 00:58:51,361 --> 00:58:55,865 Whoa, shit! Open the door, open the door, open the fucking door! 1080 00:59:03,539 --> 00:59:05,916 - Oh my God, I feel sick. - Don't you fucking vomit on Tom. 1081 00:59:05,917 --> 00:59:11,129 Uh. Hey, uh, Nora? Uh, we gotta go. 1082 00:59:11,130 --> 00:59:15,550 - Tom's in, uh... in a kind of a bad way... - Oh, Jesus Christ. 1083 00:59:15,551 --> 00:59:18,595 Hey, hon? Do you mind moving the fuck out of the way? 1084 00:59:18,596 --> 00:59:20,556 We'll be right back. Okay, thanks. 1085 00:59:21,849 --> 00:59:23,725 - Oh, my God! Okay, okay. - Go, go, go! 1086 00:59:23,726 --> 00:59:26,645 - You've just gotta go. - I can't just run her over! 1087 00:59:26,646 --> 00:59:28,647 You are an exec, David! You can run her over! 1088 00:59:28,648 --> 00:59:31,066 Oh God, I gotta get inside. I gotta throw up. 1089 00:59:31,067 --> 00:59:34,319 On the count of three, we go inside, we leave the body. 1090 00:59:34,320 --> 00:59:35,946 It's not "the body," it's Tom. 1091 00:59:35,947 --> 00:59:38,115 Oh, God, I think I shit myself. 1092 00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:39,200 And go! 1093 00:59:40,368 --> 00:59:41,703 Oh, no. 1094 00:59:42,787 --> 00:59:46,206 Oh, baby, I'm sorry. I love you, I'll be right back. Holy shit. 1095 00:59:46,207 --> 00:59:49,209 - Oh, God, I'm so sorry! - Leave the body! Now! 1096 00:59:49,210 --> 00:59:51,670 - Jesus! - Oh, my God! 1097 00:59:51,671 --> 00:59:53,922 Oh, my God! 1098 00:59:53,923 --> 00:59:55,590 - Oh! - Oh, my God! 1099 00:59:55,591 --> 00:59:56,843 There y'all are. 1100 00:59:59,387 --> 01:00:02,222 Gosh. I, um... Well, I ate all of the gummies, 1101 01:00:02,223 --> 01:00:04,975 and I think they were the happy ones, 'cause I am jacked! 1102 01:00:04,976 --> 01:00:07,060 - Who wants a drink? - I need water. 1103 01:00:07,061 --> 01:00:08,812 Oh, it's not exactly wat... Okay. 1104 01:00:08,813 --> 01:00:10,689 Nora's trying to kill us with an axe. What? 1105 01:00:10,690 --> 01:00:13,025 And Tommy's unconscious. Or dead. He's probably dead. 1106 01:00:13,026 --> 01:00:15,694 Oh, my God, heart attack? That's why I do intermittent fasting. 1107 01:00:15,695 --> 01:00:17,696 - Honestly, it does make a difference. - No, Jesus! 1108 01:00:17,697 --> 01:00:19,239 He was electrocuted in the fucking hot tub! 1109 01:00:19,240 --> 01:00:20,532 Oh, I thought they fixed that. 1110 01:00:20,533 --> 01:00:23,118 - No, no. The electrician never came. - Oh, that's not surprising. 1111 01:00:23,119 --> 01:00:24,828 We need an ambulance. Or a motorboat. 1112 01:00:24,829 --> 01:00:27,539 The sea pirate that dropped you off, do you have his number? 1113 01:00:27,540 --> 01:00:29,917 Why would I get his number? He was, like, 80. 1114 01:00:33,254 --> 01:00:37,174 Oh, what the fuck? Where's my phone? It was charging in the bathroom. 1115 01:00:37,175 --> 01:00:40,136 Oh it's, um... it's in the shed in... in a garden box by the gnomes. 1116 01:00:41,179 --> 01:00:42,763 Jesus! Shit. 1117 01:00:42,764 --> 01:00:45,224 Well, wireless weekend, David! We agreed. 1118 01:00:49,896 --> 01:00:53,315 - Get the fuck away! - Oh, shit, shit, shit, shit! 1119 01:00:53,316 --> 01:00:54,441 Please, help me. 1120 01:00:54,442 --> 01:00:56,818 Oh, my God, Michael! Oh, my God. 1121 01:00:56,819 --> 01:00:59,071 Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 1122 01:00:59,072 --> 01:01:01,574 Shelby left. I don't understand. 1123 01:01:02,450 --> 01:01:04,910 - What did you say to her, Lily? - Nothing. 1124 01:01:04,911 --> 01:01:06,746 I was about to be a father. 1125 01:01:12,418 --> 01:01:13,960 Not with me. 1126 01:01:13,961 --> 01:01:16,004 - Lily! - Oh, my God. Get him out. 1127 01:01:16,005 --> 01:01:17,547 - Get him out! - We could give her Lily! 1128 01:01:17,548 --> 01:01:20,509 If we have to give her someone. She's pretty high, she might not notice. 1129 01:01:20,510 --> 01:01:22,011 We're not giving her anyone! 1130 01:01:22,845 --> 01:01:25,847 - Oh, God! - What is happening? 1131 01:01:25,848 --> 01:01:27,391 Okay, get to the kitchen! 1132 01:01:27,392 --> 01:01:29,434 - Why the kitchen? - Go, go, go, go! 1133 01:01:29,435 --> 01:01:30,936 We gotta go, we have to go. 1134 01:01:30,937 --> 01:01:34,523 Don't worry, everything is fine. I'm gonna lock the door. 1135 01:01:34,524 --> 01:01:36,692 This is not a big deal. 1136 01:01:40,405 --> 01:01:43,990 Nora, I want you to take a deep breath, okay? 1137 01:01:43,991 --> 01:01:45,785 Let's try and find our baseline. 1138 01:01:50,206 --> 01:01:54,293 You know, sometimes, um, certain phrases can trigger a sense of calm. 1139 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:02,592 I need a bathroom. 1140 01:02:02,593 --> 01:02:07,431 Okay, look. I wasn't gonna say anything 'cause we don't like to interfere, 1141 01:02:07,432 --> 01:02:09,391 but none of this is real. 1142 01:02:09,392 --> 01:02:12,936 What? -Um, it's all a sim... a simulation. 1143 01:02:12,937 --> 01:02:16,231 - It's a part of her program. - My colon's unwinding. 1144 01:02:16,232 --> 01:02:19,901 Okay, so ClearMind is all about finding a safe space 1145 01:02:19,902 --> 01:02:22,904 to release aggression in a controlled setting. 1146 01:02:22,905 --> 01:02:25,282 Revenge fantasies, but with a therapeutic goal. 1147 01:02:25,283 --> 01:02:27,868 What the fuck? -It's like death, but with a safety net. 1148 01:02:27,869 --> 01:02:29,536 So you're all fine. 1149 01:02:29,537 --> 01:02:31,288 I don't feel fine! 1150 01:02:31,289 --> 01:02:33,290 You know, the session is taking longer than usual, 1151 01:02:33,291 --> 01:02:36,626 and I am having trouble with host mode. 1152 01:02:36,627 --> 01:02:40,172 And I see... You know, I am sort of in somewhat of a new territory myself. 1153 01:02:40,173 --> 01:02:42,507 - Oh, okay. - Oh, God. 1154 01:02:42,508 --> 01:02:45,844 Am I bleeding? I'm bleeding, aren't I? 1155 01:02:45,845 --> 01:02:49,806 You know what? I think that if someone took responsibility for what happened, 1156 01:02:49,807 --> 01:02:51,308 that she would really wrap it up. 1157 01:02:51,309 --> 01:02:52,767 And you were there, and you were there. 1158 01:02:52,768 --> 01:02:55,312 - And you were there! - Yeah, for, like, 15 minutes. 1159 01:02:55,313 --> 01:02:56,688 You were flirting with her husband in the pool. 1160 01:02:56,689 --> 01:02:58,398 Well, we obviously remember things differently. 1161 01:02:58,399 --> 01:02:59,774 Not differently. Perfectly. 1162 01:02:59,775 --> 01:03:02,277 I asked Nora for a bowl 'cause I wanted to help her with crudités, 1163 01:03:02,278 --> 01:03:04,446 and she assumed that Michael was in the pool with Hannah, 1164 01:03:04,447 --> 01:03:06,031 but Michael was in the pool with you. 1165 01:03:06,032 --> 01:03:08,450 Because you cannot stand to go for more than five minutes 1166 01:03:08,451 --> 01:03:10,410 without feeling desired by somebody else's husband. 1167 01:03:10,411 --> 01:03:13,413 Oh, yes, please let me fuck your sad, paunchy husbands. 1168 01:03:13,414 --> 01:03:16,791 Stop it. -There were 40 other people at that party. 1169 01:03:16,792 --> 01:03:20,086 Watching somebody else's kid is not my job. 1170 01:03:20,087 --> 01:03:21,838 She's right. 1171 01:03:21,839 --> 01:03:23,256 It was Michael's job. 1172 01:03:23,257 --> 01:03:26,301 Oh, my God. It's a gun now. She's got a gun. 1173 01:03:26,302 --> 01:03:27,802 Nora, put down the gun. 1174 01:03:27,803 --> 01:03:30,639 And your job, and your job. 1175 01:03:30,640 --> 01:03:32,307 And really, Lily, your job. 1176 01:03:32,308 --> 01:03:35,936 You're right, Nora. Our village has failed you. 1177 01:03:35,937 --> 01:03:37,270 You're bleeding. 1178 01:03:37,271 --> 01:03:41,107 - Make it stop. - Maybe it's the Midazolam. 1179 01:03:41,108 --> 01:03:44,027 I tripled the dose since you always had such a high tolerance. 1180 01:03:44,028 --> 01:03:48,031 That's right. This is all so that you can tell the village how you feel. 1181 01:03:48,032 --> 01:03:50,200 Your anger, but with your words. 1182 01:03:50,201 --> 01:03:51,535 Oh, God, Kate! Kate! 1183 01:03:51,536 --> 01:03:53,954 I'm fine, I think I'm fine. I just have to rest here. 1184 01:03:53,955 --> 01:03:56,623 - Oh my God, David! - Nora, come on. 1185 01:03:56,624 --> 01:03:57,874 I want you to sit down. 1186 01:03:57,875 --> 01:04:00,794 It's not a multiplayer game, Lily. So it's not up to you. 1187 01:04:00,795 --> 01:04:03,171 Well, we always been a team, remember? 1188 01:04:03,172 --> 01:04:05,590 We're fuckin' kinder-buddies. 1189 01:04:05,591 --> 01:04:08,261 - Line leader. - Super snooper. 1190 01:04:09,387 --> 01:04:11,429 - Yeah. - Yes, you've always had my back. 1191 01:04:11,430 --> 01:04:13,890 Even when I shoplifted at Lyman's in eighth grade. 1192 01:04:13,891 --> 01:04:16,309 You got candy bars, I got community service. 1193 01:04:16,310 --> 01:04:18,562 - I know. - Oh, God, I'm fine. 1194 01:04:18,563 --> 01:04:21,523 Remember junior prom, when you got bored and you ditched your date? 1195 01:04:21,524 --> 01:04:23,734 - And you fucked him. - And you're welcome. 1196 01:04:26,737 --> 01:04:29,573 You're right, Lily. When shit goes down, you're always there. 1197 01:04:29,574 --> 01:04:31,284 Finally! 1198 01:04:58,936 --> 01:05:00,104 We're sorry. 1199 01:05:00,938 --> 01:05:02,480 We just... 1200 01:05:02,481 --> 01:05:05,859 Seeing you, it was so hard. 1201 01:05:05,860 --> 01:05:07,528 But we will never forget. 1202 01:05:08,571 --> 01:05:10,280 We will never forget Hannah. 1203 01:05:10,281 --> 01:05:13,074 It's too late, Shannon. 1204 01:05:13,075 --> 01:05:16,244 For Kate, Michael, Tom. 1205 01:05:16,245 --> 01:05:17,370 For you too. 1206 01:05:17,371 --> 01:05:19,289 What the fuck? Lily, do something. 1207 01:05:19,290 --> 01:05:23,293 Oh, she can't. I've disabled host mode. -What? 1208 01:05:23,294 --> 01:05:26,004 It was shockingly easy. Just a tiny button. 1209 01:05:26,005 --> 01:05:28,715 How do you feel? Powerless? 1210 01:05:28,716 --> 01:05:31,051 End game, Nora. Right now. 1211 01:05:31,052 --> 01:05:35,305 Did you know that the average human can only hold their breath for 30, 1212 01:05:35,306 --> 01:05:38,308 maybe 60 seconds underwater before they start to take it in? 1213 01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:41,061 Even less for children. We're so fragile. 1214 01:05:41,062 --> 01:05:42,395 Nora, please. 1215 01:05:42,396 --> 01:05:44,064 First, you hold your breath 1216 01:05:44,065 --> 01:05:45,857 until it feels like your brain is on fire. 1217 01:05:45,858 --> 01:05:47,776 - Okay. - Then you suck in water 1218 01:05:47,777 --> 01:05:49,944 and your larynx closes. 1219 01:05:49,945 --> 01:05:53,073 Once you've passed out and your lungs are completely collapsed, 1220 01:05:53,074 --> 01:05:55,116 only then the body relaxes. 1221 01:05:55,117 --> 01:05:58,870 You've stopped breathing, but the heart still beats. 1222 01:05:58,871 --> 01:06:00,705 Seven minutes. 1223 01:06:00,706 --> 01:06:04,167 It takes seven minutes to be officially dead, which is actually quite long. 1224 01:06:04,168 --> 01:06:06,753 - That sounds awful. - Oh, I'm sure it was. 1225 01:06:06,754 --> 01:06:10,340 But it only takes two minutes to die from a gunshot wound. 1226 01:06:10,341 --> 01:06:12,425 That's a strategically-placed one. 1227 01:06:12,426 --> 01:06:14,552 And I'm not a good shot, so yours should be slower. 1228 01:06:14,553 --> 01:06:16,138 Nora, no! 1229 01:06:22,978 --> 01:06:27,232 Tom's still really, really quiet, but maybe breathing. 1230 01:06:27,233 --> 01:06:31,528 I... I can't... I can't tell, but the keys are gone. 1231 01:06:31,529 --> 01:06:33,780 The tires are flat. I don't... 1232 01:06:33,781 --> 01:06:35,865 We'll go to the neighbors and they can drive us out. 1233 01:06:35,866 --> 01:06:37,575 I... I don't know if there really are neighbors. 1234 01:06:37,576 --> 01:06:40,203 - I mean, the map isn't really built out. - Bullshit, Lily! 1235 01:06:40,204 --> 01:06:43,581 A grizzled fisherman dropped you off, and I don't care if he's an avatar 1236 01:06:43,582 --> 01:06:46,334 or a hologram or a Russian teenager in his Nana's basement. 1237 01:06:46,335 --> 01:06:48,462 He's getting us off this fucking lake! 1238 01:06:53,968 --> 01:06:55,261 - Shut up! - Jesus, David, 1239 01:06:55,761 --> 01:06:58,973 I don't even know what's happening. I don't even know what's out there. 1240 01:07:03,310 --> 01:07:07,021 Oh, fuck. Fuck! Fuck! 1241 01:07:07,022 --> 01:07:08,899 God, no, no, no! 1242 01:07:15,823 --> 01:07:18,742 Fuck! Oh, God. 1243 01:07:18,743 --> 01:07:21,244 - I know. - What about town? 1244 01:07:21,245 --> 01:07:23,121 Kate went through town. That's gotta be a way out. 1245 01:07:23,122 --> 01:07:26,458 I guess it is possible. But I... I'm really too high for this. 1246 01:07:26,459 --> 01:07:29,502 Hey! You need to focus, Lily! 1247 01:07:29,503 --> 01:07:31,630 David, I had so many gummies. 1248 01:07:32,506 --> 01:07:33,591 Okay. 1249 01:07:35,217 --> 01:07:40,013 Okay. In the game, in the sim, you're on autosave, okay? 1250 01:07:40,014 --> 01:07:42,557 So the only way to regenerate, the only way to begin again... 1251 01:07:42,558 --> 01:07:43,641 What, is to die? 1252 01:07:43,642 --> 01:07:46,311 Well, I mean, technically Nora is Player One, 1253 01:07:46,312 --> 01:07:48,563 so it's not game over until... 1254 01:07:48,564 --> 01:07:49,857 Until she is. 1255 01:07:52,568 --> 01:07:53,860 All right, we gotta do it. 1256 01:07:53,861 --> 01:07:56,237 No! David! It's... 1257 01:07:56,238 --> 01:07:58,239 I mean, it's just... It's a video game. 1258 01:07:58,240 --> 01:07:59,532 You said it's the only way! 1259 01:07:59,533 --> 01:08:02,035 - Clean slate, level one. - Shh! 1260 01:08:02,036 --> 01:08:04,412 Maybe... maybe Tom's still alive. 1261 01:08:04,413 --> 01:08:07,874 Maybe Kate's still alive, huh? Maybe even the Jesus freak. 1262 01:08:07,875 --> 01:08:10,418 - Oh, I don't even know if she's real. - What? 1263 01:08:10,419 --> 01:08:13,087 She might be a real version of a fake version of a real one. 1264 01:08:13,088 --> 01:08:14,881 She's from the Holy Roller Renegades. 1265 01:08:14,882 --> 01:08:16,424 She came with the hot tub and shooting range. 1266 01:08:16,425 --> 01:08:20,720 Oh, Jesus Christ. -Oh, he's the final boss in that one. 1267 01:08:20,721 --> 01:08:24,517 And it gets so dark, David, but it is popular with the church kids. 1268 01:08:28,354 --> 01:08:29,814 Well, I know what we gotta do. 1269 01:08:32,483 --> 01:08:33,818 Go get Player One. 1270 01:08:38,948 --> 01:08:40,032 Oh, no. 1271 01:08:41,534 --> 01:08:44,537 Maybe Shannon let her out. 1272 01:08:45,454 --> 01:08:50,417 Hey, Ka... Hey, Kate? Kate. Hey, hon. 1273 01:08:51,836 --> 01:08:54,963 She's... she's probably sleeping. 1274 01:08:54,964 --> 01:08:58,968 Um, do you wanna help me move her body to the couch, or... 1275 01:09:00,636 --> 01:09:01,971 This is fucked up, man. 1276 01:09:03,139 --> 01:09:04,556 I need something stronger. 1277 01:09:04,557 --> 01:09:05,850 Where are you going? 1278 01:09:06,767 --> 01:09:07,892 I'm taking a break. 1279 01:09:07,893 --> 01:09:10,353 Well, that's not really an option for you. You're an NPC. 1280 01:09:10,354 --> 01:09:12,355 And if anybody's gonna be taking a break... 1281 01:09:12,356 --> 01:09:13,940 Be my guest. 1282 01:09:13,941 --> 01:09:15,900 Well, you need to stay here and stand guard. 1283 01:09:15,901 --> 01:09:17,277 Stand guard over what? 1284 01:09:17,278 --> 01:09:20,989 - Your dead wife. - I'm pretty sure she's sleeping. 1285 01:09:20,990 --> 01:09:23,491 You know, you really shouldn't be vaping. You heard Shannon. 1286 01:09:23,492 --> 01:09:26,244 I'm not Tom! -Well, apparently there's studies! 1287 01:09:26,245 --> 01:09:28,997 Look where it got him. Dead in the fuckin' hot tub! 1288 01:09:28,998 --> 01:09:31,834 I'm gonna smoke some rat shit and vitamin E. 1289 01:09:35,379 --> 01:09:36,797 Oh, God. 1290 01:09:37,882 --> 01:09:42,093 Hey, uh Bob. This is Lily from over on the third floor, 1291 01:09:42,094 --> 01:09:45,722 and, um, I was just wondering if maybe... 1292 01:09:45,723 --> 01:09:48,558 I don't know, I'm having trouble reaching, uh, one of my technicians, 1293 01:09:48,559 --> 01:09:51,936 and you know we're doing beta testing over at ClearMind, so, um, well, 1294 01:09:51,937 --> 01:09:54,647 I... I was just thinking that maybe you could pop down there 1295 01:09:54,648 --> 01:09:56,941 and see if the system's still on or needs a reboot. 1296 01:09:56,942 --> 01:09:58,359 It is urgent. 1297 01:09:58,360 --> 01:10:00,737 I've been locked out of host mode by one of the... 1298 01:10:00,738 --> 01:10:02,698 If you could just call me back. Hello? 1299 01:10:17,713 --> 01:10:20,049 Fuck. Toddler caps. Open. 1300 01:11:01,090 --> 01:11:03,425 That was Grandpa's. He wouldn't want you touching it. 1301 01:11:04,259 --> 01:11:06,470 Well, then maybe you should have emptied out the shed. 1302 01:11:17,022 --> 01:11:22,026 Okay. You don't have to do this, Nora. It's not gonna bring Hannah back. 1303 01:11:22,027 --> 01:11:24,862 - You think I don't know that? - Okay, well, then let's sit down 1304 01:11:24,863 --> 01:11:26,698 and you can tell me everything. 1305 01:11:26,699 --> 01:11:29,200 We could do like the third grade. 1306 01:11:29,201 --> 01:11:31,035 - We could have a pillow circle. - Boring. 1307 01:11:31,036 --> 01:11:33,454 I don't know what Lily's been telling you... 1308 01:11:33,455 --> 01:11:36,249 That you can't use old wood to build a new nest. 1309 01:11:36,250 --> 01:11:39,043 - So time for the wood chipper. - Oh, my God! 1310 01:11:39,044 --> 01:11:41,754 Metaphorically. I don't think they really have one on this level. 1311 01:11:41,755 --> 01:11:44,090 Nora, please. You need help. You need... 1312 01:11:44,091 --> 01:11:46,217 You need a therapist. A real one. 1313 01:11:46,218 --> 01:11:49,430 This is therapy. It's what healing looks like. Right, Lily? 1314 01:11:51,181 --> 01:11:54,225 - That's weird. Where'd she go? - I just assumed... 1315 01:11:54,226 --> 01:11:56,227 I mean, isn't she dead? 1316 01:11:56,228 --> 01:11:58,229 No. Not dead. 1317 01:11:58,230 --> 01:12:00,273 - Not yet. - There you are. 1318 01:12:00,274 --> 01:12:03,192 I tried to get a hold of somebody at the office, but there's nobody there. 1319 01:12:03,193 --> 01:12:05,945 So we're just gonna... we're... we're just gonna ride this one out. 1320 01:12:05,946 --> 01:12:08,906 And Bob, he's not gonna be back until Tuesday around 9:00. 1321 01:12:08,907 --> 01:12:10,742 - I killed Michael. - Metaphorically. 1322 01:12:10,743 --> 01:12:13,453 Actually. But I felt calm. Serene, almost. 1323 01:12:13,454 --> 01:12:16,456 I gotta say, your cue absorption, it is quite impressive. 1324 01:12:16,457 --> 01:12:18,332 - Unbelievable. - Isn't it? 1325 01:12:18,333 --> 01:12:21,085 They say it risks deteriorating human connection, 1326 01:12:21,086 --> 01:12:23,421 but I think the simality is incredible. 1327 01:12:23,422 --> 01:12:25,549 Like life, only more so. 1328 01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:29,762 Oh, shit! 1329 01:12:32,514 --> 01:12:35,016 I'm confused. Does that... does it hurt? 1330 01:12:35,017 --> 01:12:37,810 Of course it fucking hurts! What the fuck? 1331 01:12:37,811 --> 01:12:40,063 It's all about controlling your startle reflex. 1332 01:12:40,064 --> 01:12:42,774 Exposure without the excitement. I feel nothing. 1333 01:12:42,775 --> 01:12:46,319 There's really... Oh, God! Blood, blood. Really, really bleeding. 1334 01:12:46,320 --> 01:12:50,031 It's so vivid, right? You'd love it, Shannon. The colors really pop. 1335 01:12:50,032 --> 01:12:53,785 Please, somebody help me. I need an ambulance. Please! 1336 01:12:53,786 --> 01:12:56,579 Oh, I think I'd have to level up for that, and I'm not ready. 1337 01:12:56,580 --> 01:13:00,626 I need a hos... hospital. 1338 01:13:04,922 --> 01:13:06,714 Nora, what is this? What are you doing? 1339 01:13:06,715 --> 01:13:09,008 Oh, I had a memory restore. 1340 01:13:09,009 --> 01:13:10,635 Host mode, I guess. 1341 01:13:10,636 --> 01:13:12,678 Of Michael in the pool that day. 1342 01:13:12,679 --> 01:13:16,474 It was you he was talking to. 1343 01:13:16,475 --> 01:13:19,393 I was looking at you because I wasn't sure. 1344 01:13:19,394 --> 01:13:21,187 And that moment I took 1345 01:13:21,188 --> 01:13:24,691 to figure out if it was my old friend 1346 01:13:25,734 --> 01:13:28,694 keeping my husband from watching our child... 1347 01:13:28,695 --> 01:13:32,782 Because, I don't know, you were bored or it was a challenge, 1348 01:13:32,783 --> 01:13:35,034 or because I was happy and you were sad, 1349 01:13:35,035 --> 01:13:39,205 or whatever it is that really fucked-up people feel when they want what you have... 1350 01:13:39,206 --> 01:13:42,835 That moment of indecision, of trust... 1351 01:13:43,669 --> 01:13:48,006 it cost me... well, it cost us... 1352 01:13:50,342 --> 01:13:51,510 Hannah. 1353 01:13:52,678 --> 01:13:53,929 Everything. 1354 01:13:56,515 --> 01:13:59,892 Nora, the mind reconfigures. 1355 01:13:59,893 --> 01:14:02,228 No wonder you felt so guilty! 1356 01:14:02,229 --> 01:14:04,313 Anyway, I really hope that you get your hours 1357 01:14:04,314 --> 01:14:07,066 - or your certification or whatever. - Don't do this. 1358 01:14:07,067 --> 01:14:09,610 Nora, you... you'll lose everything. 1359 01:14:09,611 --> 01:14:14,240 You'll lose memories you... you love, memories you need. 1360 01:14:14,241 --> 01:14:18,619 Oh, like the one of my body hitting the pavement? 1361 01:14:18,620 --> 01:14:21,372 Of cards piling up at our door? 1362 01:14:21,373 --> 01:14:25,418 What about memory... memories of who Hannah was? 1363 01:14:25,419 --> 01:14:27,461 Who you were? 1364 01:14:27,462 --> 01:14:30,132 What does it matter who I was? 1365 01:14:31,216 --> 01:14:34,260 I'm wiping the slate clean, Lily. 1366 01:14:34,261 --> 01:14:35,888 For all of us. 1367 01:14:42,352 --> 01:14:43,770 No! 1368 01:14:50,068 --> 01:14:51,403 Stop! 1369 01:15:23,393 --> 01:15:26,145 What the fuck, Gary? You can't answer the fucking phone? 1370 01:15:26,146 --> 01:15:28,856 - I was in the bathroom! You seemed fine. - Oh, really? 1371 01:15:28,857 --> 01:15:31,150 Like a triple homicide was a great time to take a piss? 1372 01:15:31,151 --> 01:15:33,402 Sorry, you know, I was monitoring the cortisol emissions 1373 01:15:33,403 --> 01:15:35,404 - and not the kill rate. - Yeah, not the kill rate. 1374 01:15:35,405 --> 01:15:37,699 Jesus Christ, I know. I could've murdered 'em myself. 1375 01:15:40,369 --> 01:15:44,080 Oh, my God, Nora. So vivid. 1376 01:15:44,081 --> 01:15:45,706 You did not need to be there. 1377 01:15:45,707 --> 01:15:48,042 Well, you didn't have to shoot me with a crossbow. 1378 01:15:48,043 --> 01:15:49,126 Or make me that high. 1379 01:15:49,127 --> 01:15:51,504 Or that overtly sexual. Is that what you think of me? 1380 01:15:51,505 --> 01:15:54,382 - Did you sleep with Michael? - Oh, come on. 1381 01:15:54,383 --> 01:15:56,759 Well, you seemed pretty comfortable by the barbecue. 1382 01:15:56,760 --> 01:15:58,970 Uh, girl, that's all your brain. 1383 01:15:58,971 --> 01:16:01,514 Jesus, where were you even hiding? Underneath the stairs? 1384 01:16:01,515 --> 01:16:03,266 That's not important. 1385 01:16:03,267 --> 01:16:06,310 Well, you went 30 minutes over. -I thought you were never gonna wrap up. 1386 01:16:06,311 --> 01:16:09,438 I wanted to see if it made a difference to hear from everyone. 1387 01:16:09,439 --> 01:16:11,732 Yeah, maybe on your co-pay. I don't think your insurance 1388 01:16:11,733 --> 01:16:14,443 - is gonna pay for a double session. - What about the memory restore? 1389 01:16:14,444 --> 01:16:16,737 - What do we say about memory? - It's the enemy. 1390 01:16:16,738 --> 01:16:18,489 But it's all good, okay? 1391 01:16:18,490 --> 01:16:21,075 It is about the heart count, not the head count, 1392 01:16:21,076 --> 01:16:24,537 and it's just a bunch of 3D ultrasound images gathering in space. 1393 01:16:24,538 --> 01:16:26,747 - For now. - Yeah, for now. 1394 01:16:26,748 --> 01:16:30,042 Girl, you did not kill Tom first! 1395 01:16:30,043 --> 01:16:31,627 - I wanted to kill Michael. - Mm-hmm. 1396 01:16:31,628 --> 01:16:33,921 - But I let the girlfriend go. - Yes, you did. 1397 01:16:33,922 --> 01:16:35,923 - I almost didn't. - I was like, "You go!" 1398 01:16:35,924 --> 01:16:39,218 That was, like, next level. -I mean, it's literally the next level. 1399 01:16:39,219 --> 01:16:40,553 And we are gonna get there. 1400 01:16:40,554 --> 01:16:43,431 Gary, let's hook her up to the bird cams and get a baseline before we sign off. 1401 01:16:43,432 --> 01:16:44,599 - Okay. - Okay. 1402 01:16:46,226 --> 01:16:47,436 All right. 1403 01:16:48,478 --> 01:16:49,812 Okay. 1404 01:16:49,813 --> 01:16:52,232 Okay, girl, let's put on those wings. 1405 01:16:54,901 --> 01:16:55,986 The nest. 1406 01:16:57,487 --> 01:16:59,280 - It's gone. - Yeah, it fell. 1407 01:16:59,281 --> 01:17:01,198 You were in the game, so I didn't wanna... 1408 01:17:01,199 --> 01:17:03,701 But you know what was in there? A hawk with its eyes pecked out. 1409 01:17:03,702 --> 01:17:06,037 Oh, God. -Yeah. I don't know if the other hawks 1410 01:17:06,038 --> 01:17:08,873 got mad at him or the bird was just over his shit, but... 1411 01:17:08,874 --> 01:17:11,167 dead hawk. 1412 01:17:11,168 --> 01:17:13,377 Okay. Let's just be glad you're not a bird. 1413 01:17:13,378 --> 01:17:16,047 So, what do you say? You like Tuesday at 3:00? 1414 01:17:16,048 --> 01:17:17,757 Oh, I'm not gonna need Tuesday. 1415 01:17:17,758 --> 01:17:21,510 I'm ready to drop the nest, kill a hawk, and move on. 1416 01:17:21,511 --> 01:17:23,262 Well, I think you're just exhausted. 1417 01:17:23,263 --> 01:17:25,556 - It was a big day. - They're all big days. 1418 01:17:25,557 --> 01:17:27,643 Gary? Can I get my things? 1419 01:17:29,144 --> 01:17:30,771 - Lily? - Yeah? 1420 01:17:32,022 --> 01:17:35,066 I am so sorry. But thank you. 1421 01:17:35,067 --> 01:17:37,568 - Thank you. - What are you doing? 1422 01:17:37,569 --> 01:17:40,529 Hey, what are you... Please don't. What are you doing? 1423 01:17:40,530 --> 01:17:43,200 I'm really sorry, Lily, that you're not gonna get your hours. 1424 01:17:44,868 --> 01:17:48,496 Are you kidding me? Nora, don't do this. Please don't do this. 1425 01:17:48,497 --> 01:17:50,498 You know what, this is just like you. 1426 01:17:50,499 --> 01:17:53,292 This is just like you, that I get something for me, something for me. 1427 01:17:53,293 --> 01:17:56,630 Maybe I want a fresh start. You drag me down like a fucking anchor. 1428 01:17:58,173 --> 01:18:01,217 Hey! You're never gonna kill a hawk, Nora. 1429 01:18:01,218 --> 01:18:02,593 It's just not in your nature. 1430 01:18:02,594 --> 01:18:05,346 You're just a sad little bird in a borrowed nest, 1431 01:18:05,347 --> 01:18:07,182 just waiting for the wind to blow. 1432 01:18:13,188 --> 01:18:15,524 Maybe it's time to make it mine. 1433 01:19:16,585 --> 01:19:18,711 Uh, what's the Wi-Fi password? 1434 01:19:18,712 --> 01:19:20,005 Daddy, look! 1435 01:19:38,690 --> 01:19:40,108 What is it? What happened? 1436 01:19:42,152 --> 01:19:43,528 Somebody call 911! 1437 01:20:23,401 --> 01:20:24,736 Oh, my God. 1438 01:20:30,116 --> 01:20:35,538 Oh, my God. Nora. Jesus, I didn't even see you there. 1439 01:20:35,539 --> 01:20:39,375 Fuck. Are you... okay? You're here. 1440 01:20:39,376 --> 01:20:41,877 I was lost, but I found it. 1441 01:20:41,878 --> 01:20:46,298 Oh, okay. Oh. Oh, fuck, okay. Uh, Shannon? 1442 01:20:46,299 --> 01:20:48,425 Uh, here, come. 1443 01:20:48,426 --> 01:20:53,389 Hi! Oh, wow. Come, sit. 1444 01:20:53,390 --> 01:20:55,808 Were you... Where did you... We didn't even know you were coming. 1445 01:20:55,809 --> 01:20:57,935 - I didn't want anyone making a fuss. - Can I take that? 1446 01:20:57,936 --> 01:20:59,812 Oh, it's not heavy. 1447 01:20:59,813 --> 01:21:03,315 - Uh, did you bring clothes? - I'm not staying. 1448 01:21:03,316 --> 01:21:05,609 Oh, don't be ridiculous. Of course you're staying. 1449 01:21:05,610 --> 01:21:08,028 - Is Lily here? - Uh... 1450 01:21:08,029 --> 01:21:11,490 Nora. Uh, when did... I didn't know... 1451 01:21:11,491 --> 01:21:14,076 Um, I'm so... So glad you're here. 1452 01:21:14,077 --> 01:21:16,037 Yeah, she was lost, apparently. 1453 01:21:17,414 --> 01:21:20,749 Can I take that for you? -Oh, no, I thought I'd chop some firewood. 1454 01:21:20,750 --> 01:21:24,753 Oh, we... we don't cut the trees down around here. 1455 01:21:24,754 --> 01:21:28,215 - No. We... we buy our wood... - In bulk. I heard. 1456 01:21:28,216 --> 01:21:30,343 But Tom might have forgotten, right? 1457 01:21:31,386 --> 01:21:33,638 Right. Yeah. Yeah, sure. 1458 01:21:35,056 --> 01:21:37,225 - Let me get you a drink. - Oh, I'm not staying. 1459 01:21:38,810 --> 01:21:42,564 Of course you are. Don't be absurd. Don't... Uh, Michael? 1460 01:21:43,857 --> 01:21:44,941 Nora. 1461 01:21:46,776 --> 01:21:47,986 Lily. 1462 01:21:49,154 --> 01:21:51,990 I thought I'd stop by to say hi.