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Sabi:
He's cheating
on me.

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And he went
back to women.

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I want to be with you.

4
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Sabi:
Do you think now's the
perfect time for this?

5
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But I love you.

6
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Paul:
She is everything to me.

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I know you said you weren't
able to take on more hours-

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I found room in
my schedule.

9
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7ven:
So now I have to move to
another country alone?

10
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Sabi:
Are you texting
from Bessy's phone?

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You're not pretending
to be Bessy are you?

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Mom...

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I'm a nanny.

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Like Mary Poppins?

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Yeah.

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(jazzy vocals)

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♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah oh yeah ♪

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(phone ringing)

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(glass breaking)

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(phone ringing)

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(man crying)

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Hey, are you crying?

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What's happening?

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I don't know.

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Maybe it's 'cause I'm at
the end of my Saturn returns.

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You're way too old for
your Saturn returns.

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Uh, Saturn returns hits
in your late 20s

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but its impact is felt
in your early 30s.

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Okay? You know that.

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Lewis-

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Are you calling me
from inside the house?

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Lewis:
(sobbing) Maybe.

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(Lewis sobs)

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You need space.

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Lewis:
I feel like you
don't see me.

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Like who I really am.

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Mackenzie:
What?

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No, I see you Lew-Lew.

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I know you and I have
always accepted you

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even when you need
to be exploring boys

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or other girls or
other combinations-

42
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What, do you think I
want to be like this?

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It's constant
turmoil in here.

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Okay, just answer
one question:

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Is this about Sabi?

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(dance music)

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♪ Blast those
lights into my eyes

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♪ I'm ready to go ♪

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♪ I'm ready to go ♪

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♪ I'm ready ♪

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Sabi:
Hiiii, Deenzie.

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How you doing?

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Oh, sweet coffee cake.

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Come to papamama.

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(chuckling)

56
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I just keep thinking about

57
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all that you're doing
for that family.

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Stop hugging now.

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Look, I, um, I've
brought the extra key.

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I-I know you're gonna
be fine without me.

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So...

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This is actually harder
than I thought it would be.

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You will never regret
the sacrifices you make

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to help people.

65
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Berlin? It's not
going anywhere.

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You're not upset
about Berlin are ya?

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Nope!
- Oh!

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Deenzie:
It's an amazing town.

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I got pregnant there.

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(phone clicking)

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(phone whooshing)

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(phone chiming)

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(phone clicking)

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(phone whooshing)

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(phone chiming)

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Henry:
Did something
happen to mom?

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Paul:
No, buddy, no.

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She, uh, I-I was with her
for a big chunk of the day.

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She's-she's good.

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Is she awake?

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Paul:
No.

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But stable,
but unconscious.

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Why are you weird?

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Am I?

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Yeah.

86
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'Cause, I don't know,
everything's weird.

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Okay, back to bed,
come on,

88
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it's a school night.

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Let's go, let's go.

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Let's go!

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Why?

92
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Why is this still foamy?

93
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Sometimes there's a kink in the
line or the pressure's off.

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Here, let me.

95
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Always a helper.

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How is everyone?

97
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Ah, well, Bessy just
had brain surgery

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so there's that.

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Ah, details!

100
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Like surgery details?

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Yes, please!

102
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Okay, they cut a
piece of her skull

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to allow brain swelling.

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Fascinating.

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And where do they
keep the skull piece?

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Mm, not sure how I
would know that?

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It must be in the
refrigerator I'm sure.

108
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But she's okay?

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Sabi:
She's stable.

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Deenzie:
Still in a coma?

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Mm hmm.

112
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How are the kids?
-Solid.

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Paul?
-Struggling.

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You?

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I am getting used to doing more,
like, domestic-mommy stuff.

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You know, making dinners,
grocery shopping, vacuuming.

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Mm.

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Look at me.

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Career, family.

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I can have it all.

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Oh, I just remembered that I
set up interviews tomorrow

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for a new you,

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but the bank called
about loan stuff.

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Do you think you could
jam in a window?

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Bank or interviews?

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Interviews, noon.

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Replace yourself.

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That's twisted.

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I'm into it.

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Wunderbar.

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(jazzy music)

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(clack)

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Lewis:
Sabi!

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Sabi!

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What do you want, Coldplay?!

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Oh, so funny, is a
white-guy joke, hilarious.

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I thought that was
Sabi's window.

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Aqsa:
Send a text like
a normal human!

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Sabi:
Chill!

140
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What?

141
00:05:06,390 --> 00:05:07,892
I broke up with Mackenzie.

142
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And?

143
00:05:08,992 --> 00:05:10,994
I'm so good for you.

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I'm seriously speechless.

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Oh my gosh,
I can't do this.

146
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Morning!

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I'm going to the
hospital now.

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Trying to go twice a day.

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Hey, how were the kids on
the way to school today?

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Okay?

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As okay as they can be?

152
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Henry didn't even try
to make eye contact.

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Oh, and Violet called
her teacher an oligarch.

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Good for her for
knowing what that means.

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Sabi:
Mm hmm.

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(phone chiming)

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You're not still
pretending to be Bessy?

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(scuffling)

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"Hey babe, call
me when you can."

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Yikes. This is so screwed up.

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I'm just surprised by how
well Bessy hid this woman.

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Look, I-I know you
must be hurt by this

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and you must
be confused.

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But I think what
you're doing here

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isn't good for you or for
whoever this person is.

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(phone clicking)

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(phone whooshing)

168
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(slow hip-hop music)

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How long he's been nanny?

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Not sure.

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Wow, you're really
going at that kulfi.

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What flavour did you get?

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Mango.

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I should have never let
you two move to the city.

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Well, that's the problem
with raising your kids

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in a free country,

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they might not choose the
life you tell them to choose.

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I mean, is it possible

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that it's not just
Sabi being a nanny

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that's bothering you?

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What else?

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Aqsa:
Why are you pretending
that you don't know

183
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people like Sabi exist?

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Dad's not around.

185
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You can start thinking
your own thoughts now.

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You're really grossing
me out with that.

187
00:07:02,683 --> 00:07:04,585
Why? You don't like kulfi?

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Just talk to Sabi!

189
00:07:08,288 --> 00:07:10,650
How can I talk to him if
he won't answer phone?

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Mackenzie:
You need to know that there
is a special place in hell

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for women who don't
help other women.

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Even if they are
different kinds of women.

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Um, hi, Mackenzie.

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Mackenzie:
I need you to stay
away from Lewis.

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Me and him have
been together since

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way before you were
in the picture

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and it would kill me

198
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if everything I've forced
myself to be open to for him

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was for naught.

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Totally. I-I-I get it.

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Right. Of course
you get it

202
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'cause it's so easy
to be gracious

203
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when the whole
world looks at you

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like you're so cool
and interesting.

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Like what do
I get to be?

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A boring white girl?

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00:07:53,524 --> 00:07:55,426
A basic Becky?

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00:07:55,526 --> 00:07:57,627
Yeah, you and I are
not that different.

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You are a Becky.

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You're just a basic
fucking brown Becky.

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(door bell dings)

212
00:08:16,783 --> 00:08:21,887
(upbeat music)

213
00:08:21,987 --> 00:08:24,489
Hey.
-Hey, you must be Sauren.

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Yes. She/her.

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Welcome. Have a seat.

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00:08:27,391 --> 00:08:29,693
Oh, um, in a
space like this

217
00:08:29,793 --> 00:08:31,695
I think I'd like
to try they/them.

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Because my gender studies
prof is constantly

219
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imploring us to
dismantle the binary.

220
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Awesome.

221
00:08:37,399 --> 00:08:39,301
Um, I'm going to
be leaving the bar

222
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and we're looking for
someone who can take over.

223
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So, ah, can you tell me what
about working at Bar Bu

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specifically interests you?

225
00:08:47,207 --> 00:08:49,909
Totally. This place is so
cool but also so dangerous.

226
00:08:50,009 --> 00:08:52,111
Oh, in-in what ways
are we dangerous?

227
00:08:52,211 --> 00:08:54,113
You're after-hour
dungeon nights,

228
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you're breaking a
bunch of fire codes.

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It's really intense.

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That's not us.

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00:08:57,815 --> 00:08:59,117
Yeah, it is.
-No, it's not

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Right, I get it.

233
00:09:00,418 --> 00:09:01,919
You don't want the fire
department to know.

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00:09:02,019 --> 00:09:03,920
Cool, it's cool.

235
00:09:04,020 --> 00:09:06,322
So Sunny, um,
it says here

236
00:09:06,422 --> 00:09:10,125
that you have volunteered
at "My Library".

237
00:09:10,225 --> 00:09:12,327
Okay, can you tell me

238
00:09:12,427 --> 00:09:14,589
which one that was and
what you did there?

239
00:09:15,029 --> 00:09:18,332
Um, there was books.

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00:09:18,432 --> 00:09:20,133
Sauren:
In some ways
Bar Bu itself,

241
00:09:20,233 --> 00:09:22,535
being at the intersection of
literary culture and bar culture

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00:09:22,635 --> 00:09:24,137
demonstrates the
concentric spheres

243
00:09:24,237 --> 00:09:26,238
of temporal intersectionality.

244
00:09:26,639 --> 00:09:27,940
Totally.

245
00:09:28,040 --> 00:09:29,141
Do you know how
to tap a keg?

246
00:09:29,241 --> 00:09:31,142
Consuelo:
Yeah, all queer spaces
are the same, right?

247
00:09:31,242 --> 00:09:33,144
It's all about bringing
communities together.

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00:09:33,244 --> 00:09:34,745
OhmyGod and you guys can
do that like reading

249
00:09:34,845 --> 00:09:36,346
or like spanking.

250
00:09:36,446 --> 00:09:38,948
You can build community
through spanking?

251
00:09:39,048 --> 00:09:42,351
Yes. Spanking, choking,
flogging, spitting,

252
00:09:42,451 --> 00:09:44,353
ah feet.

253
00:09:44,453 --> 00:09:46,615
Have you ever worked
at a bar before?

254
00:09:47,455 --> 00:09:48,956
When?

255
00:09:49,056 --> 00:09:51,158
Before, like, now.

256
00:09:51,258 --> 00:09:53,160
Like as a job?

257
00:09:53,260 --> 00:09:55,261
Yes.

258
00:09:57,063 --> 00:09:59,064
No.

259
00:09:59,865 --> 00:10:01,867
Have you worked
anywhere before?

260
00:10:03,868 --> 00:10:09,833
(humming)

261
00:10:15,478 --> 00:10:17,179
Ah!

262
00:10:17,279 --> 00:10:19,181
Nice bike.

263
00:10:19,281 --> 00:10:21,282
Yeah it is.

264
00:10:27,888 --> 00:10:30,790
(playing children)

265
00:10:30,890 --> 00:10:32,792
Man:
Oh!

266
00:10:32,892 --> 00:10:36,194
(phone clicks)

267
00:10:36,294 --> 00:10:38,296
(phone whooshes)

268
00:10:39,097 --> 00:10:41,098
(phone chimes)

269
00:10:45,502 --> 00:10:49,205
(phone clicks)

270
00:10:49,305 --> 00:10:51,206
(phone whooshes)

271
00:10:51,306 --> 00:10:53,308
(phone chimes)

272
00:10:54,109 --> 00:10:56,410
(phone clicks)

273
00:10:56,510 --> 00:10:58,512
(phone whooshes)

274
00:10:59,113 --> 00:11:01,114
(phone chimes)

275
00:11:04,917 --> 00:11:08,220
(phone clicks)

276
00:11:08,320 --> 00:11:10,021
(phone whooshes)

277
00:11:10,121 --> 00:11:12,123
(phone chimes)

278
00:11:15,325 --> 00:11:20,289
(awkward tense music)

279
00:11:39,145 --> 00:11:40,246
Ahhh.

280
00:11:40,346 --> 00:11:41,446
Oh my God.
-Oh my God, hey.

281
00:11:41,546 --> 00:11:43,248
Why are you creeping
on me like that?

282
00:11:43,348 --> 00:11:44,249
No, I wasn't
creeping on you.

283
00:11:44,349 --> 00:11:45,850
You know, I got
you a present.

284
00:11:45,950 --> 00:11:46,851
See?

285
00:11:46,951 --> 00:11:48,252
Clever. A bag of noodles.

286
00:11:48,352 --> 00:11:49,653
Yeah, you know,
'cause of when we-

287
00:11:49,753 --> 00:11:52,455
Yeah, yeah, I know.

288
00:11:52,555 --> 00:11:55,057
I was wrong.
I fucked up with you.

289
00:11:55,157 --> 00:11:57,059
What we have is real,
it's super real.

290
00:11:57,159 --> 00:11:58,460
You know what is real?

291
00:11:58,560 --> 00:12:00,862
You not getting what you
want when you want it.

292
00:12:00,962 --> 00:12:03,064
Welcome to how the rest
of the non-cis-white-male

293
00:12:03,164 --> 00:12:04,065
universe lives.

294
00:12:04,165 --> 00:12:05,866
But I love you.

295
00:12:05,966 --> 00:12:06,867
Look, I made a mistake.

296
00:12:06,967 --> 00:12:08,968
I know. I know I did.

297
00:12:10,370 --> 00:12:11,270
You love me?

298
00:12:11,370 --> 00:12:13,272
Yes.

299
00:12:13,372 --> 00:12:15,073
Kiss me.

300
00:12:15,173 --> 00:12:16,074
What?

301
00:12:16,174 --> 00:12:17,275
Right here. Right now.

302
00:12:17,375 --> 00:12:19,077
In front of all
these people.

303
00:12:19,177 --> 00:12:20,678
And I'll give you
a second chance.

304
00:12:20,778 --> 00:12:22,279
And not a polite kiss.

305
00:12:22,379 --> 00:12:24,941
A deep, wet,
giving-each-other-mono kiss.

306
00:12:29,585 --> 00:12:33,088
Yeah, You may love me but
you're ashamed of loving me.

307
00:12:33,188 --> 00:12:35,089
So that's not love.

308
00:12:35,189 --> 00:12:37,291
♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

309
00:12:37,391 --> 00:12:39,293
♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

310
00:12:39,393 --> 00:12:41,094
♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

311
00:12:41,194 --> 00:12:43,196
I'm taking the noodles.

312
00:12:45,197 --> 00:12:47,019
♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

313
00:12:47,119 --> 00:12:48,300
♪ Only want the
best for you ♪

314
00:12:48,400 --> 00:12:49,301
Sabi:
Mom said what?

315
00:12:49,401 --> 00:12:50,302
Aqsa:
I don't know.

316
00:12:50,402 --> 00:12:52,303
You just need to
talk to her yourself.

317
00:12:52,403 --> 00:12:53,304
Sabi:
Aqsa, I can't.

318
00:12:53,404 --> 00:12:55,306
I'm like
exhausted already.

319
00:12:55,406 --> 00:12:57,307
Aqsa:
Well she's going to be
getting in touch with you soon.

320
00:12:57,407 --> 00:13:01,110
So just be ready to answer the
phone or see her or whatever.

321
00:13:01,210 --> 00:13:03,212
Okay, gotta go. Bye!

322
00:13:04,012 --> 00:13:05,113
Seriously.

323
00:13:05,213 --> 00:13:07,215
Aqsa told me the address.

324
00:13:08,016 --> 00:13:10,117
Sabi:
Hiiii.

325
00:13:10,217 --> 00:13:11,919
Raffo:
Nice to see you.

326
00:13:12,019 --> 00:13:14,521
(quirky awkward music)

327
00:13:14,621 --> 00:13:16,122
All right, let's go.

328
00:13:16,222 --> 00:13:17,123
Hi, kiddies!

329
00:13:17,223 --> 00:13:18,324
Nice to see you too.

330
00:13:18,424 --> 00:13:19,325
Hi, Mrs. Mehboob.

331
00:13:19,425 --> 00:13:21,326
Hi, Sabi's mom!

332
00:13:21,426 --> 00:13:22,727
Okay, go get your
homework started.

333
00:13:22,827 --> 00:13:24,829
I'll bring snack
in a second, okay.

334
00:13:26,430 --> 00:13:28,332
What are you
doing here, Mom?

335
00:13:28,432 --> 00:13:30,133
Raffo:
You don't answer
your phone.

336
00:13:30,233 --> 00:13:32,335
And I don't know
what you expect,

337
00:13:32,435 --> 00:13:33,536
that maybe I'll never
speak to you again

338
00:13:33,636 --> 00:13:36,598
because maybe you think I
can't understand things.

339
00:13:51,450 --> 00:13:53,452
Sabi:
Snacks!

340
00:13:55,454 --> 00:13:57,155
Okay, let me know if
you need any help.

341
00:13:57,255 --> 00:13:58,556
If it's history,
you're on your own,

342
00:13:58,656 --> 00:14:00,658
and devices only
after dinner.

343
00:14:07,463 --> 00:14:09,465
Can I get you anything?

344
00:14:10,466 --> 00:14:11,967
I didn't raise
you in this way

345
00:14:12,067 --> 00:14:13,968
so how did you
become like this?

346
00:14:14,068 --> 00:14:16,070
Do we have to do this?

347
00:14:19,473 --> 00:14:20,774
This job,

348
00:14:20,874 --> 00:14:22,776
you're a servant
to children,

349
00:14:22,876 --> 00:14:23,976
to a man.

350
00:14:24,076 --> 00:14:26,238
Is this speech about
your life choices or mine?

351
00:14:29,281 --> 00:14:30,382
Sabi:
I would think then,
as a parent,

352
00:14:30,482 --> 00:14:31,783
you'd be happy that your
kid has more freedom

353
00:14:31,883 --> 00:14:33,184
than you did,

354
00:14:33,284 --> 00:14:35,386
to be who they
want to be.

355
00:14:35,486 --> 00:14:37,587
I have to make dinner.

356
00:14:37,687 --> 00:14:39,689
You want to be this?

357
00:14:40,690 --> 00:14:44,653
(sighs) I'm figuring it out.

358
00:14:45,894 --> 00:14:46,995
It's taken me this long

359
00:14:47,095 --> 00:14:49,457
to even feel the slightest
bit okay about myself.

360
00:14:52,299 --> 00:14:54,000
Oh!

361
00:14:54,100 --> 00:14:55,402
Do you remember

362
00:14:55,502 --> 00:14:57,603
when we brought Violet
home from the hospital.

363
00:14:57,703 --> 00:15:00,606
We cried solidly for,
God, for hours.

364
00:15:00,706 --> 00:15:02,007
Uh, you cried.

365
00:15:02,107 --> 00:15:03,008
(Paul laughs)

366
00:15:03,108 --> 00:15:04,209
Bessy:
We kept driving by people

367
00:15:04,309 --> 00:15:05,610
and you'd look at them
and you'd be like,

368
00:15:05,710 --> 00:15:10,013
"that person was a baby,
and that person was a baby.

369
00:15:10,113 --> 00:15:11,615
"Everybody was a baby!"

370
00:15:11,715 --> 00:15:18,680
(laughing)

371
00:15:20,522 --> 00:15:26,426
(emotive music)

372
00:15:26,526 --> 00:15:35,434
♪

373
00:15:35,534 --> 00:15:37,535
You're such a fucking
hot little thing.

374
00:15:40,337 --> 00:15:42,339
Why couldn't you
tell me about him?

375
00:15:42,739 --> 00:15:44,741
I mean, I-I understand
why you didn't.

376
00:15:45,942 --> 00:15:47,944
But you could have.

377
00:15:50,345 --> 00:15:58,232
(heart monitor beeps)

378
00:16:01,755 --> 00:16:03,856
Sabi:
Are you just gonna
keep watching me?

379
00:16:03,956 --> 00:16:05,458
What are you making?

380
00:16:05,558 --> 00:16:06,458
Sabi:
Fish Curry.

381
00:16:06,558 --> 00:16:08,560
Aqsa taught me a recipe.

382
00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:10,261
Slice nahi karo,

383
00:16:10,361 --> 00:16:11,863
you have to dice
the tomato.

384
00:16:11,963 --> 00:16:14,065
And don't make it too
spicy for the kiddies.

385
00:16:14,165 --> 00:16:15,265
It's good you're
a terrible cook

386
00:16:15,365 --> 00:16:16,266
like normal
Pakistani man.

387
00:16:16,366 --> 00:16:17,267
Oh my God!

388
00:16:17,367 --> 00:16:19,369
If you want to do it,
go ahead.

389
00:16:32,179 --> 00:16:36,142
(laughing)

390
00:16:39,385 --> 00:16:41,386
Hey.

391
00:16:45,390 --> 00:16:47,291
Paul:
Why are they
on devices?

392
00:16:47,391 --> 00:16:50,554
Um, they finished their
homework and already ate so.

393
00:16:52,996 --> 00:16:54,697
Hi, Mrs. Mehboob.

394
00:16:54,797 --> 00:16:57,299
Raffo:
I hope you don't mind
me being in your home.

395
00:16:57,399 --> 00:16:59,401
I just needed to
talk with my son.

396
00:17:03,004 --> 00:17:05,005
I was leaving.

397
00:17:06,006 --> 00:17:08,008
How is your wife?

398
00:17:30,025 --> 00:17:31,326
Bye, kiddies!

399
00:17:31,426 --> 00:17:33,428
(in unison) Bye, Sabi's mom!

400
00:17:36,630 --> 00:17:38,632
Bye.

401
00:17:46,238 --> 00:17:52,143
(soft dreamy music)

402
00:17:52,243 --> 00:17:54,545
♪

403
00:17:54,645 --> 00:17:58,348
Sabi:
Officially folded everyone's
laundry for the first time.

404
00:17:58,448 --> 00:18:00,450
Super informative.

405
00:18:01,651 --> 00:18:04,553
Paul:
I didn't mean to
freak out your mom,

406
00:18:04,653 --> 00:18:06,655
but I met Penny.

407
00:18:07,655 --> 00:18:10,017
Also known as
"Oki Penn".

408
00:18:11,258 --> 00:18:12,759
Oh.

409
00:18:12,859 --> 00:18:14,861
Yeah, he's a guy.

410
00:18:16,062 --> 00:18:18,064
A child guy.

411
00:18:19,064 --> 00:18:21,066
Oh wow.

412
00:18:23,068 --> 00:18:25,069
What happened?

413
00:18:25,670 --> 00:18:26,971
Paul:
He called it an
emotional affair.

414
00:18:27,071 --> 00:18:28,972
It was ridiculous.

415
00:18:29,072 --> 00:18:30,774
He knew her love language.

416
00:18:30,874 --> 00:18:32,575
He made it sound like
Bessy leaned on him when

417
00:18:32,675 --> 00:18:34,777
she was losing her mom.

418
00:18:34,877 --> 00:18:37,239
And she-she was completely
shut down with me about it.

419
00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:41,082
I seriously wish they
were just fucking.

420
00:18:43,684 --> 00:18:45,686
(Paul sighs)

421
00:18:48,888 --> 00:18:50,890
(Paul sighs)

422
00:18:56,294 --> 00:18:58,296
Seriously.

423
00:18:59,136 --> 00:19:01,138
Raffo:
Main wait kar rahi thi to
see if you need a ride home.

424
00:19:16,911 --> 00:19:18,212
I was worried.

425
00:19:18,312 --> 00:19:19,213
About what?

426
00:19:19,313 --> 00:19:21,214
He reminds me
of your father.

427
00:19:21,314 --> 00:19:22,415
Remember when he
would come home

428
00:19:22,515 --> 00:19:23,816
and bring his
mood with him.

429
00:19:23,916 --> 00:19:26,018
Paul is not like Dad.

430
00:19:26,118 --> 00:19:28,120
Okay.

431
00:19:29,321 --> 00:19:33,284
You wear makeup and bangles,
and care for children.

432
00:19:33,724 --> 00:19:35,726
If you're not a girl,
what are you?

433
00:19:37,127 --> 00:19:38,828
Gender binary?

434
00:19:38,928 --> 00:19:41,230
(laughs)

435
00:19:41,330 --> 00:19:42,631
Did ya look that up?

436
00:19:42,731 --> 00:19:44,032
I have to
understand everything

437
00:19:44,132 --> 00:19:45,033
if I'm going
to accept it.

438
00:19:45,133 --> 00:19:47,435
Nobody asked you
to accept it.

439
00:19:47,535 --> 00:19:48,436
And you know what?

440
00:19:48,536 --> 00:19:50,838
My job has nothing to
do with my gender.

441
00:19:50,938 --> 00:19:52,439
And that family's going
through a terrible time

442
00:19:52,539 --> 00:19:53,440
and I'm helping them.

443
00:19:53,540 --> 00:19:55,542
I don't think
that's a bad thing.

444
00:19:56,743 --> 00:19:58,644
One terrible time leads
to another terrible time,

445
00:19:58,744 --> 00:19:59,965
and before you know it

446
00:20:00,065 --> 00:20:01,647
you give up your own
happiness for someone else's.

447
00:20:01,747 --> 00:20:03,248
Oh my God.

448
00:20:03,348 --> 00:20:06,050
I don't know everything
but I know some things.

449
00:20:06,150 --> 00:20:08,152
Don't give
everything away.

450
00:20:08,552 --> 00:20:10,053
Keep at least one
thing in your life

451
00:20:10,153 --> 00:20:12,155
that is yours.

452
00:20:13,556 --> 00:20:14,657
(car starts)

453
00:20:14,757 --> 00:20:21,663
(Indian music)

454
00:20:21,763 --> 00:20:24,124
(engine roars)

455
00:20:28,968 --> 00:20:30,470
(door bell dings)

456
00:20:30,570 --> 00:20:31,470
Hiiii.

457
00:20:31,570 --> 00:20:33,272
Deenzie:
Hi.

458
00:20:33,372 --> 00:20:35,273
How did the
bank stuff go?

459
00:20:35,373 --> 00:20:37,675
Well, we haven't
gone bankrupt.

460
00:20:37,775 --> 00:20:38,876
And that is great news.

461
00:20:38,976 --> 00:20:40,277
Isn't it?

462
00:20:40,377 --> 00:20:41,679
Uh huh.

463
00:20:41,779 --> 00:20:43,480
How'd the interviews go?

464
00:20:43,580 --> 00:20:45,582
Who'd you like?

465
00:20:46,382 --> 00:20:48,384
I liked me.

466
00:20:49,585 --> 00:20:51,486
And what does that mean?

467
00:20:51,586 --> 00:20:52,487
If it's okay with you

468
00:20:52,587 --> 00:20:54,949
I'd like to try to
make my hours work.

469
00:20:56,190 --> 00:20:57,091
Do you think you
can handle it

470
00:20:57,191 --> 00:20:59,193
with everything
that's on your plate?

471
00:21:03,396 --> 00:21:05,538
Ya ya.

472
00:21:05,638 --> 00:21:12,183
("Bye Lewis"
by Carmen Elle)

473
00:21:12,283 --> 00:21:22,231
♪

474
00:21:22,331 --> 00:21:32,339
♪