1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:17,221 --> 00:00:23,194 ♪ But the feeling inside has changed... ♪ 4 00:01:20,955 --> 00:01:22,088 Ma? 5 00:01:53,988 --> 00:01:57,024 Hey, listen. I got to cut out. 6 00:02:01,831 --> 00:02:06,836 ♪ Weightlessness no gravity ♪ 7 00:02:26,922 --> 00:02:30,321 ♪ I’m a ghost to you you’re a ghost to me ♪ 8 00:02:30,321 --> 00:02:36,360 ♪ A bird’s eye view of San Luis ♪ 9 00:02:39,330 --> 00:02:44,236 ♪ Hm mm hm mm ♪ 10 00:02:44,775 --> 00:02:47,173 ♪ Raindrops are falling on my head ♪ 11 00:02:47,173 --> 00:02:49,340 ♪ And just like the guy whose feet are ♪ 12 00:02:49,340 --> 00:02:51,716 ♪ Too big for his bed... ♪ 13 00:02:51,716 --> 00:02:53,410 Hey, stay awake, ma. Listen to us. 14 00:02:53,410 --> 00:02:57,381 ♪ Those raindrops are falling on my head ♪ 15 00:02:57,381 --> 00:02:58,415 ♪ They keep falling... ♪ 16 00:02:58,415 --> 00:03:01,055 This is easy. You know this. Ma? 17 00:03:01,055 --> 00:03:04,190 ♪ Raindrops are falling on my head... ♪ 18 00:03:04,190 --> 00:03:05,389 Come on, what’s that one? 19 00:03:05,389 --> 00:03:07,160 "Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid." 20 00:03:07,160 --> 00:03:09,998 Very good. All right, next one. Come on. Let’s go. 21 00:03:09,998 --> 00:03:12,297 ♪ Everybody’s talking at me ♪ 22 00:03:12,297 --> 00:03:15,267 ♪ I don’t hear a word they’re saying ♪ 23 00:03:15,267 --> 00:03:17,973 ♪ Only the echoes of my mind... ♪ 24 00:03:17,973 --> 00:03:20,008 Come on, ma. That’s a softball. 25 00:03:20,008 --> 00:03:23,275 ♪ I’m going where the sun keeps shining ♪ 26 00:03:23,275 --> 00:03:24,914 ♪ Through the pouring rain ♪ 27 00:03:24,914 --> 00:03:29,721 ♪ I’m going where the weather suits my clothes... ♪ 28 00:03:29,721 --> 00:03:31,085 What’s that one from, ma? 29 00:03:31,085 --> 00:03:32,889 Come on. What’s that one? You know it. 30 00:03:32,889 --> 00:03:35,925 "Cow... Cowboy. Mid... Midnight." 31 00:03:35,925 --> 00:03:38,895 Judges, can we give that to her? 32 00:03:39,192 --> 00:03:42,899 Close enough. All right. Next one. Let’s go. 33 00:03:42,899 --> 00:03:46,067 It’s all right. We are almost there. 34 00:03:47,167 --> 00:03:50,775 - Hey, Vicki. - Hey, babies. 35 00:03:51,270 --> 00:03:51,974 Okay. 36 00:03:51,974 --> 00:03:55,813 We’ll get things going here. Hang loose. 37 00:03:58,046 --> 00:04:01,852 Can you grab me something? - Yep. 38 00:04:02,820 --> 00:04:05,350 So, you got any homework? 39 00:04:07,187 --> 00:04:08,353 Allow me to rephrase. 40 00:04:08,353 --> 00:04:10,355 How much homework do you have? 41 00:04:10,355 --> 00:04:13,193 I got a ten-page book report due Thursday. 42 00:04:13,193 --> 00:04:14,898 Which I’m screwed for, so... 43 00:04:14,898 --> 00:04:19,496 Please. You’re the kid who cries C-minus and always gets an "A." 44 00:04:19,496 --> 00:04:22,169 I hated your kind in school. 45 00:04:22,939 --> 00:04:24,171 So, what’s the book? 46 00:04:24,171 --> 00:04:26,074 Uh, "Animal Farm." 47 00:04:26,074 --> 00:04:28,307 Wow, I liked the movie. 48 00:04:28,307 --> 00:04:31,244 I think you’re thinking of "Animal House." 49 00:04:31,244 --> 00:04:34,819 They’re different? - Just a little. 50 00:04:37,349 --> 00:04:44,455 ♪ Everywhere you go ♪ 51 00:04:44,455 --> 00:04:50,835 ♪ Come back my darling ♪ 52 00:04:52,133 --> 00:04:55,532 ♪ Always be mine ♪ 53 00:04:55,532 --> 00:04:59,503 ♪ Ahh ahh ahh ♪ 54 00:04:59,503 --> 00:05:03,375 ♪ Come to me my... ♪ 55 00:05:41,182 --> 00:05:44,955 Hi! Um, can we have a yogurt parfait, 56 00:05:44,955 --> 00:05:47,254 French toast sticks and... 57 00:05:47,254 --> 00:05:48,189 Hey. 58 00:05:48,189 --> 00:05:52,226 Two chicken honey butter biscuits... please. 59 00:05:58,034 --> 00:05:59,629 Sure. 60 00:06:00,300 --> 00:06:02,874 How was your audition? 61 00:06:03,908 --> 00:06:04,370 Not bad. 62 00:06:04,370 --> 00:06:07,175 I got two lines, everybody else got one. 63 00:06:07,175 --> 00:06:10,442 Really? Let me hear ’em. - Yeah. 64 00:06:10,442 --> 00:06:14,413 Lucky’s Home and Auto Insurance, next to Tuskee’s on Ryers Road. 65 00:06:14,413 --> 00:06:16,646 For a boat, home, or truck... 66 00:06:16,646 --> 00:06:18,186 you’re in luck. 67 00:06:19,418 --> 00:06:20,485 It’s really catchy. 68 00:06:20,485 --> 00:06:24,027 Especially, the way you do it. - Thanks. 69 00:06:24,192 --> 00:06:26,590 Aren’t you gonna eat your breakfast, honey? 70 00:06:26,590 --> 00:06:30,363 You know it’s the most important meal of the day. 71 00:06:33,498 --> 00:06:37,535 You know, I really shouldn’t be eating out so much. 72 00:06:37,535 --> 00:06:38,569 Why don’t I, uh... 73 00:06:38,569 --> 00:06:41,605 cook you guys something special next week? 74 00:06:41,605 --> 00:06:43,475 You don’t have to do that, mom. 75 00:06:43,475 --> 00:06:45,642 Honey, I can make my boys dinner. 76 00:06:45,642 --> 00:06:48,018 What about some squash casserole? 77 00:06:48,018 --> 00:06:49,349 Hmm! - Yeah? 78 00:06:49,349 --> 00:06:51,186 Ooh! Or something French? - Shoot. 79 00:06:51,186 --> 00:06:53,188 What was it called? The thing that we saw on the 80 00:06:53,188 --> 00:06:54,992 cooking show the other day? 81 00:06:54,992 --> 00:06:56,290 Um... 82 00:06:56,290 --> 00:06:58,523 Oh! Uh... Beef Bor-ju-nan. 83 00:06:58,523 --> 00:07:01,064 - Yeah. - Beef Bor-ju-nan! 84 00:07:01,064 --> 00:07:03,561 Yeah. Let’s do that. 85 00:07:06,267 --> 00:07:11,701 It’s fine, ma. Guess he’s not a fan of French cuisine. 86 00:07:13,373 --> 00:07:16,244 I’m gonna get it out of oven. 87 00:07:16,244 --> 00:07:18,147 I remove the top. 88 00:07:18,147 --> 00:07:19,676 And that’s it. 89 00:07:19,676 --> 00:07:20,985 Look, beef bourguignon, 90 00:07:20,985 --> 00:07:23,185 the way my grandmother used to do it. 91 00:07:23,185 --> 00:07:24,648 "Boeuf bourguignon!" 92 00:07:24,648 --> 00:07:26,056 And as you can see, 93 00:07:26,056 --> 00:07:29,488 the sauce is very thick and lovely. 94 00:07:29,488 --> 00:07:33,591 ♪ I’m sensitive and stubborn... ♪ 95 00:07:37,628 --> 00:07:42,732 ♪ But it’s this feeling inside that’s changed ♪ 96 00:07:42,732 --> 00:07:48,441 ♪ Like I’ve gone bad but the world is good ♪ 97 00:07:48,441 --> 00:07:53,083 ♪ Oh but it must be someone else’s fault ♪ 98 00:07:53,083 --> 00:07:55,415 ♪ Must be some... ♪ 99 00:08:24,312 --> 00:08:26,017 Like, seriously, think about it? 100 00:08:26,017 --> 00:08:32,089 I mean, I think everyone has at some point, right? Haven’t you? 101 00:08:32,089 --> 00:08:35,752 Just a, just a verbal yes or no. 102 00:08:37,028 --> 00:08:40,229 No suicidal thoughts. 103 00:08:40,526 --> 00:08:45,465 I see that there’s still blood in your urine sample. 104 00:09:10,787 --> 00:09:13,394 Thanks. - Enjoy. 105 00:09:16,826 --> 00:09:19,499 Hey! - Hi! 106 00:09:31,346 --> 00:09:32,776 What you working on? 107 00:09:32,776 --> 00:09:34,250 Calc problem set. - Hm. 108 00:09:34,250 --> 00:09:37,352 I think Mr. Stevens just gotta has it out for me. 109 00:09:37,352 --> 00:09:39,255 Look, Mr. Stevens expects anything out of us 110 00:09:39,255 --> 00:09:43,160 between now and graduation, that’s honestly his bad. 111 00:09:43,160 --> 00:09:45,294 You know, my sister said Tech sent out notifications 112 00:09:45,294 --> 00:09:48,165 around now last year. It’s just that I hate waiting. 113 00:09:48,165 --> 00:09:50,134 I’m gonna be so crushed if we don’t get in. 114 00:09:50,134 --> 00:09:51,630 ♪ No one on this earth ♪ 115 00:09:51,630 --> 00:09:54,204 ♪ Could need you my love ♪ 116 00:09:54,204 --> 00:09:57,636 ♪ The way that I do ♪ 117 00:09:57,636 --> 00:10:01,772 ♪ All that is mine I would give just to you ♪ 118 00:10:01,772 --> 00:10:05,215 ♪ You say that you need me to ♪ 119 00:10:05,215 --> 00:10:07,547 Hey, you okay? 120 00:10:07,844 --> 00:10:11,287 Yeah. I think I’m just kind of... 121 00:10:11,287 --> 00:10:12,750 just exhausted. 122 00:10:12,750 --> 00:10:18,657 ♪ Must be someone else’s heart who tainted mine ♪ 123 00:10:19,691 --> 00:10:22,793 ♪ I cannot be... ♪ 124 00:10:22,793 --> 00:10:23,464 Ma? 125 00:10:23,464 --> 00:10:26,566 ♪ The story of the stranger ♪ 126 00:10:26,566 --> 00:10:31,505 ♪ Oh it must be someone else’s fault ♪ 127 00:10:42,285 --> 00:10:44,419 Come on, ma. Where’s this one from, huh? 128 00:10:46,454 --> 00:10:51,195 It’s the-the scene with, uh, Daryl Hannah. Come on. 129 00:10:51,195 --> 00:10:53,230 Ma, look at me. 130 00:10:53,230 --> 00:10:54,330 Which snake was she again? 131 00:10:54,330 --> 00:10:56,233 - What’s it from? - Bill Kill. 132 00:10:56,233 --> 00:10:58,301 Ah! There we go! 133 00:11:16,682 --> 00:11:19,949 Code Blue, room 305. 134 00:11:28,958 --> 00:11:30,432 Go get ready for school. 135 00:12:15,939 --> 00:12:17,776 Yes! 136 00:12:47,839 --> 00:12:49,808 Derek, thanks for closing up. 137 00:12:49,808 --> 00:12:52,943 See you tomorrow. - All right. 138 00:12:57,684 --> 00:13:01,853 ♪ Oh ♪ 139 00:13:18,001 --> 00:13:22,005 ♪ So long ♪ 140 00:13:22,346 --> 00:13:27,615 ♪ For the right time girl ♪ 141 00:13:27,615 --> 00:13:31,520 ♪ So long ♪ 142 00:13:31,883 --> 00:13:36,019 ♪ And I found... ♪ 143 00:13:36,019 --> 00:13:39,429 No one’s gonna know if you close 30 minutes early. 144 00:13:39,429 --> 00:13:40,331 I gotta stay open. 145 00:13:40,331 --> 00:13:42,465 When is the last time that anyone came in here? 146 00:13:42,465 --> 00:13:46,436 I don’t know. But have you tried this? It’s... 147 00:13:46,964 --> 00:13:49,373 Don’t try to distract me. 148 00:13:49,571 --> 00:13:51,870 You work too much. 149 00:13:51,870 --> 00:13:53,839 It’s boring. 150 00:13:55,412 --> 00:13:58,844 Can’t you just close for a few minutes? 151 00:14:01,682 --> 00:14:03,387 No? 152 00:14:09,459 --> 00:14:12,957 - I can’t. - You can’t? No? 153 00:14:15,465 --> 00:14:16,994 Okay. Fuck it. 154 00:14:21,900 --> 00:14:25,739 ♪ You know I’m feeling just not enough to be your man ♪ 155 00:14:25,739 --> 00:14:29,413 ♪ I’m not feeling by myself ♪ 156 00:14:29,413 --> 00:14:32,614 ♪ Seeing you with someone else ♪ 157 00:14:32,614 --> 00:14:34,979 ♪ I’m not feeling by myself ♪ 158 00:14:36,816 --> 00:14:40,655 ♪ Seeing you with someone... ♪ 159 00:14:40,655 --> 00:14:43,889 I forgot my paperwork. 160 00:14:44,956 --> 00:14:46,958 Good night, Derek. 161 00:14:46,958 --> 00:14:48,828 ’Night. 162 00:14:48,828 --> 00:14:51,435 ’Night, Melanie. 163 00:14:52,997 --> 00:14:54,900 ’Night. 164 00:15:42,486 --> 00:15:47,689 It all started when I got my first nursing job. 165 00:15:47,689 --> 00:15:49,790 I was so excited. 166 00:15:49,790 --> 00:15:52,221 I just got my degree. 167 00:15:52,826 --> 00:15:55,631 I needed something to keep me on my feet. 168 00:15:55,631 --> 00:15:58,194 The shifts were so long and... 169 00:15:58,194 --> 00:16:00,504 they just got longer. 170 00:16:00,504 --> 00:16:04,233 So, I started taking my patient’s leftovers. 171 00:16:04,233 --> 00:16:09,645 I never thought I’d be the kind of person who’d do that, never. 172 00:16:11,977 --> 00:16:14,617 The thing that I was the proudest. 173 00:17:05,129 --> 00:17:06,262 Well, looks like we both made 174 00:17:06,262 --> 00:17:09,969 a whopping $3.45 in tips tonight. 175 00:17:09,969 --> 00:17:12,070 You can have it. 176 00:17:14,842 --> 00:17:16,877 What’s wrong? 177 00:17:16,877 --> 00:17:17,812 Nothing. 178 00:17:17,812 --> 00:17:20,815 Fuck off, okay? What’s wrong? 179 00:17:21,981 --> 00:17:24,115 How was bio? 180 00:17:24,247 --> 00:17:26,887 I’m going to murder you. 181 00:17:29,725 --> 00:17:32,189 Wait. Did you find out? 182 00:17:32,596 --> 00:17:36,325 Oh, my God! You got in? You got it. That is so amazing! 183 00:17:36,325 --> 00:17:38,261 I knew that you were gonna get in. 184 00:17:38,261 --> 00:17:40,098 My envelope, like, must be in the mail. 185 00:17:40,098 --> 00:17:41,803 I’ll got get it right now. Oh, my gosh! 186 00:17:41,803 --> 00:17:44,135 The next year’s gonna be amazing, together... 187 00:17:44,135 --> 00:17:45,235 It’s-it’s gonna be so fun. 188 00:17:45,235 --> 00:17:48,942 I-I also got into another school, so... 189 00:17:50,306 --> 00:17:51,879 You applied somewhere else? 190 00:17:51,879 --> 00:17:54,310 What? Like a, like a safety school? 191 00:17:54,310 --> 00:17:56,345 Yeah. I mean... 192 00:17:56,345 --> 00:18:00,052 I didn’t think I’d get in, but... 193 00:18:00,217 --> 00:18:02,120 Yeah, I know we talked about going to-- 194 00:18:02,120 --> 00:18:04,628 Talked? No. You promised. 195 00:18:04,628 --> 00:18:06,157 I know. I just... 196 00:18:06,157 --> 00:18:07,290 got into a better school and... 197 00:18:07,290 --> 00:18:11,767 - Better? Wh-where? - No, sorry, not better. 198 00:18:12,933 --> 00:18:13,637 Brown. 199 00:18:13,637 --> 00:18:16,607 Brown? Wh-where’s that? 200 00:18:16,607 --> 00:18:18,675 Rhode Island. 201 00:18:19,071 --> 00:18:22,712 They offered me a full scholarship and... 202 00:18:22,712 --> 00:18:25,242 So now you’re going there? 203 00:18:26,782 --> 00:18:30,819 Well, I-I mean... I don’t know yet, I... 204 00:18:34,658 --> 00:18:35,923 So you lied to me? 205 00:18:35,923 --> 00:18:39,223 After two years of being together? 206 00:18:47,099 --> 00:18:49,838 We should probably, um... 207 00:18:52,104 --> 00:18:54,304 Oh, my... You’re telling me this here 208 00:18:54,304 --> 00:18:55,679 because you knew that I’d be upset 209 00:18:55,679 --> 00:18:58,913 and you didn’t want me making a scene? 210 00:19:01,311 --> 00:19:02,686 You are such a little boy! 211 00:19:02,686 --> 00:19:04,149 You know what? Good luck finding anyone at Brown 212 00:19:04,149 --> 00:19:06,316 who’s gonna put up with all of your baggage. 213 00:19:06,316 --> 00:19:07,020 Baggage-- 214 00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:08,791 So you wanna break up with me now? 215 00:19:08,791 --> 00:19:09,825 Wait. I... No, no, no, I-- 216 00:19:09,825 --> 00:19:12,124 If you wanna break up with me, then-then you know what? 217 00:19:12,124 --> 00:19:14,060 You chew way too loudly, all right? 218 00:19:14,060 --> 00:19:15,259 And-and you never respond to texts. 219 00:19:15,259 --> 00:19:18,229 You never listen to me or ask me questions about my day. 220 00:19:18,229 --> 00:19:21,265 You-your breath reeks of tobacco and plus... 221 00:19:21,265 --> 00:19:22,365 plus, I give you blowjobs 222 00:19:22,365 --> 00:19:24,367 and you can barely stand to even finger me. 223 00:19:24,367 --> 00:19:27,106 All right? You’re selfish and sexist! 224 00:19:27,106 --> 00:19:28,371 All right? So, wake the fuck up! 225 00:19:28,371 --> 00:19:31,913 You’re gonna have to because your dick is shit! 226 00:20:00,942 --> 00:20:03,076 Hey, Alex. 227 00:20:04,979 --> 00:20:07,377 No, ma. It’s Ethan. 228 00:20:07,883 --> 00:20:10,017 Dad’s long gone. 229 00:20:11,084 --> 00:20:13,757 You Alex? 230 00:20:15,957 --> 00:20:18,795 It’s Derek, ma. 231 00:20:26,737 --> 00:20:27,804 What about the, uh, 232 00:20:27,804 --> 00:20:29,806 the-the Whitney song from the Costner movie? 233 00:20:29,806 --> 00:20:32,270 - Do you remember that one? - Technically, it’s a Dolly song. 234 00:20:32,270 --> 00:20:35,009 It’s actually a Whitney song. Do you remember it? 235 00:20:35,009 --> 00:20:36,142 Can you sing it, please? 236 00:20:36,142 --> 00:20:38,309 Hey, she’s passing out. - Oh, shit! 237 00:20:38,309 --> 00:20:39,915 - Ma? Hey! - Hey? Ma? 238 00:20:39,915 --> 00:20:41,213 Ma, look at me. - Ma? 239 00:20:41,213 --> 00:20:43,886 Wake up! Eye contact, please! - Hey! 240 00:20:43,886 --> 00:20:44,854 Ma! Hey! 241 00:21:13,509 --> 00:21:15,885 - Where are my boys? - You’re not supposed to be up. 242 00:21:15,885 --> 00:21:18,888 Ring your bell and someone will come... 243 00:21:20,824 --> 00:21:22,320 Was the weather any factor? 244 00:21:22,320 --> 00:21:24,487 No, the weather was fine. The roads were fine. 245 00:21:24,487 --> 00:21:27,391 I think I was just, uh, more exhausted than I realized. 246 00:21:27,391 --> 00:21:30,328 Have you seen my boys? 247 00:21:34,365 --> 00:21:37,973 Are you okay? Is Derek in there? 248 00:21:37,973 --> 00:21:39,975 We could have died last night. 249 00:21:39,975 --> 00:21:43,880 Do you understand? We could have died last night. 250 00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:46,080 We’re done. We’re not searching for you anymore. 251 00:21:46,080 --> 00:21:49,446 If you wanna kill yourself, go ahead. 252 00:21:50,117 --> 00:21:51,481 Honey, I’m really sorry. I-- 253 00:21:51,481 --> 00:21:54,517 I don’t care if you’re sorry. You’re always sorry. 254 00:21:54,517 --> 00:21:56,585 Go back to rehab. - I’ve tried. 255 00:21:56,585 --> 00:22:00,160 Then commit yourself to a psych facility. 256 00:22:01,095 --> 00:22:03,526 I’m not crazy. 257 00:22:04,593 --> 00:22:07,299 Derek’s in there taking the blame for what happened. 258 00:22:07,299 --> 00:22:10,566 You almost cost him his life, and all he can worry about is 259 00:22:10,566 --> 00:22:13,404 the cops dragging you into this. 260 00:22:13,503 --> 00:22:15,439 You’re gonna kill him. 261 00:22:15,439 --> 00:22:19,916 And the most fucked up part is, he’d let you. 262 00:22:22,050 --> 00:22:26,417 Stay out here. You’ll just mess things up. 263 00:22:56,546 --> 00:22:58,350 Psst. 264 00:23:00,352 --> 00:23:02,321 Derek. 265 00:23:17,006 --> 00:23:20,108 Hey. 266 00:23:20,636 --> 00:23:24,112 You okay? - Yeah. 267 00:23:26,411 --> 00:23:27,577 Um... 268 00:23:27,577 --> 00:23:30,514 I just found out I got into Tech. 269 00:23:30,954 --> 00:23:33,055 - What? - Yeah. 270 00:23:33,055 --> 00:23:34,320 Dude! 271 00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:35,651 That’s amazing! Get over here! 272 00:23:35,651 --> 00:23:40,095 - Oh. Thank you. - Congratulations, man! 273 00:23:40,095 --> 00:23:43,362 I’m so happy for you. - Thank you. 274 00:23:47,399 --> 00:23:51,975 Um, I actually got into two schools. 275 00:23:52,107 --> 00:23:54,340 That’s... 276 00:23:54,340 --> 00:23:55,946 twice as amazing. 277 00:23:55,946 --> 00:23:57,475 Congrats. 278 00:23:57,475 --> 00:23:59,147 Thanks. Um... 279 00:23:59,147 --> 00:24:03,217 Yeah. The other one’s Brown, which is kinda far away, but... 280 00:24:03,217 --> 00:24:05,054 Brownsville’s only, like, an hour outside of here. 281 00:24:05,054 --> 00:24:08,123 No. Uh, Brown’s not in Brownsville. 282 00:24:08,123 --> 00:24:11,225 It’s in Providence, Rhode Island. 283 00:24:14,360 --> 00:24:16,494 I mean, it’s an Ivy League school. 284 00:24:16,494 --> 00:24:17,561 So, they, ah... 285 00:24:17,561 --> 00:24:20,036 And they... I mean, they offered me full scholarship. 286 00:24:20,036 --> 00:24:23,369 Which is kind of unheard of, I guess. 287 00:24:28,077 --> 00:24:30,640 I’m really proud of you, man. 288 00:24:32,642 --> 00:24:34,479 Thanks. 289 00:24:38,252 --> 00:24:41,255 And you’re leaning towards Brown? 290 00:24:44,192 --> 00:24:46,260 I think so. 291 00:24:57,007 --> 00:25:00,010 Listen... she’s not gonna get any better 292 00:25:00,010 --> 00:25:01,572 if we just keep picking up the pieces-- 293 00:25:01,572 --> 00:25:03,409 Come on. Do we have to do this right now, 294 00:25:03,409 --> 00:25:06,049 when I’m, I’m sitting in a hospital bed? 295 00:25:06,049 --> 00:25:07,149 We agreed, though. You know? 296 00:25:07,149 --> 00:25:09,679 You go pursue acting when I head to college, right? 297 00:25:09,679 --> 00:25:11,483 Yeah. 298 00:25:11,483 --> 00:25:15,256 She needs to try rehab again. - With what money? 299 00:25:15,256 --> 00:25:16,554 Look at what just happened to you. 300 00:25:16,554 --> 00:25:19,392 This is my fault. I was the one who was driving. 301 00:25:19,392 --> 00:25:21,196 Don’t. 302 00:25:26,498 --> 00:25:29,270 We need to figure something out. 303 00:25:29,501 --> 00:25:32,768 Like, I haven’t been trying for years. 304 00:25:35,738 --> 00:25:38,114 Then let me try. 305 00:25:39,214 --> 00:25:43,548 If we don’t figure this out, we’re gonna be stuck here. 306 00:26:08,639 --> 00:26:10,278 Hello. 307 00:26:10,278 --> 00:26:12,412 Are you Dirk? 308 00:26:13,380 --> 00:26:15,778 Derek. Yeah. 309 00:26:28,329 --> 00:26:30,628 Can’t believe it. My boy... 310 00:26:30,628 --> 00:26:32,531 the first in our family to go to college! 311 00:26:32,531 --> 00:26:36,370 This is... I’m just so proud of you. 312 00:26:36,370 --> 00:26:37,437 Thanks. 313 00:26:37,437 --> 00:26:39,373 Do you know what you wanna study? 314 00:26:39,373 --> 00:26:42,376 Gonna be a lawyer, a doctor-- - Fuck doctors. 315 00:26:42,376 --> 00:26:44,444 He wants to be an English major, ma. 316 00:26:44,444 --> 00:26:46,281 Because the world needs more unemployed writers. 317 00:26:46,281 --> 00:26:49,152 Not all English majors end up broke. I’ll be fine. 318 00:26:49,152 --> 00:26:53,420 And, honey, you should just do what you wanna do. 319 00:26:53,651 --> 00:26:56,885 So, uh, what did Vicki say about this place again? 320 00:26:56,885 --> 00:27:00,295 Uh, she said that it’s nice, and it’s close. 321 00:27:00,295 --> 00:27:03,595 It costs an arm and a leg, and that it’s probably a scam? 322 00:27:03,595 --> 00:27:06,697 Not all of them are like that, but... 323 00:27:06,697 --> 00:27:09,733 I feel like the people are always so creepy too. 324 00:27:09,733 --> 00:27:11,372 We’re not going to a psych facility. 325 00:27:11,372 --> 00:27:12,868 We’re going to a rehab resort. All right? 326 00:27:12,868 --> 00:27:17,213 Vicki said they have kayaking and Bingo, so just... 327 00:27:17,213 --> 00:27:19,776 try to keep an open mind. 328 00:27:21,217 --> 00:27:22,812 Well, consider my mind open. 329 00:27:22,812 --> 00:27:26,255 And thank you so much for finding it. 330 00:27:26,255 --> 00:27:28,851 You see that guy? 331 00:27:30,391 --> 00:27:32,492 English major. 332 00:27:37,332 --> 00:27:43,404 We can accommodate both vegetarian and vegan meals. 333 00:27:43,404 --> 00:27:45,901 Uh, our menu changes daily. 334 00:27:45,901 --> 00:27:51,940 Now, right down there is, uh, the non-denominational chapel 335 00:27:51,940 --> 00:27:54,745 right next to the yoga room. 336 00:27:57,220 --> 00:27:58,683 Well... 337 00:27:58,683 --> 00:27:59,882 what do you think? 338 00:27:59,882 --> 00:28:02,390 It’s really nice. - How much is it? 339 00:28:02,390 --> 00:28:04,491 Oh, the-the prices are listed here. 340 00:28:04,491 --> 00:28:09,397 I’ll be happy to answer any questions that you might have. 341 00:28:14,303 --> 00:28:17,207 Are you fucking kidding me? - Hey. 342 00:28:17,207 --> 00:28:18,637 Who could possibly afford this? 343 00:28:18,637 --> 00:28:21,640 We have been operating at full capacity 344 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:22,938 for nearly eight years now-- 345 00:28:22,938 --> 00:28:24,808 Excuse me, Vicki said that 346 00:28:24,808 --> 00:28:27,514 you might be able to offer us a discount. 347 00:28:27,514 --> 00:28:29,516 We can absolutely take five percent off 348 00:28:29,516 --> 00:28:32,915 for those families that require financial aid. 349 00:28:32,915 --> 00:28:36,589 That’d be $800 a day? - Hm. 350 00:28:37,821 --> 00:28:39,691 Told you it was a racket. 351 00:28:39,691 --> 00:28:41,858 Winding Brook’s free. 352 00:28:41,858 --> 00:28:44,234 If you can convince her 353 00:28:44,234 --> 00:28:46,665 to go to a psych ward, then be my guest. 354 00:28:46,665 --> 00:28:47,930 Well, we can have her committed, 355 00:28:47,930 --> 00:28:49,701 if we prove she tried to harm herself. 356 00:28:49,701 --> 00:28:53,375 You know that’s not what she’s doing. 357 00:28:55,641 --> 00:28:57,709 What? She’s not crazy. 358 00:28:57,709 --> 00:29:01,383 She doesn’t... eat people or throw her own feces. 359 00:29:01,383 --> 00:29:04,254 Rehab’s the right move if she has to go anywhere at all. 360 00:29:04,254 --> 00:29:07,554 She does. She has to go somewhere. 361 00:29:28,575 --> 00:29:30,676 Hey, boys! 362 00:29:31,347 --> 00:29:33,679 Dinner’s on me. 363 00:29:55,635 --> 00:29:57,670 Food’s good, huh? What do you boys think? 364 00:29:57,670 --> 00:29:59,738 Yeah. It’s great, ma. Thank you. 365 00:29:59,738 --> 00:30:01,938 Yeah. So, my boy’s going to college 366 00:30:01,938 --> 00:30:03,005 on a scholarship this fall. 367 00:30:03,005 --> 00:30:05,942 - Mmm. - First in our family. 368 00:30:05,942 --> 00:30:09,616 Thank you. It’s exciting. - How about that? 369 00:30:09,616 --> 00:30:11,948 Thank you. Thank you. 370 00:30:11,948 --> 00:30:14,049 So, I think I found a new treatment place 371 00:30:14,049 --> 00:30:16,018 for us to check out. 372 00:30:16,018 --> 00:30:17,426 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 373 00:30:17,426 --> 00:30:19,725 Yeah, yeah. It’s called Serenity Springs. 374 00:30:19,725 --> 00:30:21,694 How’d you hear about it? - Uh, Vicki. 375 00:30:21,694 --> 00:30:24,466 She said it’s not as luxurious as Rosewood was, 376 00:30:24,466 --> 00:30:26,094 but, uh, they got lot to offer, so... 377 00:30:26,094 --> 00:30:29,097 Okay. So what? It’s like a coach instead of first class? 378 00:30:29,097 --> 00:30:30,406 Yeah, right, no, um... 379 00:30:30,406 --> 00:30:32,606 You know, you may not get a filet mignon on the flight, 380 00:30:32,606 --> 00:30:35,741 but everyone gets to the same destination. 381 00:30:35,741 --> 00:30:38,040 - Hm. Right. - Okay. What do you think? 382 00:30:38,040 --> 00:30:41,582 It’s also a state facility. So, insurance picks most of it. 383 00:30:41,582 --> 00:30:42,880 And then we can cover the co-pays 384 00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:44,783 with the money we got from the car insurance. 385 00:30:44,783 --> 00:30:47,423 But we do need the car insurance money 386 00:30:47,423 --> 00:30:49,524 to pay for another car. 387 00:30:49,524 --> 00:30:52,989 Uh, yeah, I mean... But we can wait a little bit. 388 00:30:52,989 --> 00:30:55,629 Uh, says the person leaving town. 389 00:30:55,629 --> 00:30:56,894 Uh, you’re leaving town, too though. 390 00:30:56,894 --> 00:30:59,435 We’ll see. But we do need the money for another car. 391 00:30:59,435 --> 00:31:04,836 Okay, so if you come back healthy, it’s money well spent. 392 00:31:05,001 --> 00:31:08,136 I thought that’s-that’s what we wanted? 393 00:31:08,477 --> 00:31:10,138 I do, but, um, you know, 394 00:31:10,138 --> 00:31:11,810 I also need to drive places sometimes, 395 00:31:11,810 --> 00:31:16,386 and it’s kinda hard to do without a car. 396 00:31:21,919 --> 00:31:24,119 You know what? If we can figure the money out, 397 00:31:24,119 --> 00:31:26,792 I’m gonna give it a shot. 398 00:31:34,470 --> 00:31:36,065 Okay. 399 00:31:36,802 --> 00:31:38,672 Well, in that case, I will 400 00:31:38,672 --> 00:31:41,906 pick up some extra shifts at the alley. 401 00:31:41,906 --> 00:31:45,811 And maybe I can start going out for more commercial work. 402 00:31:45,811 --> 00:31:47,813 I think that’s a great idea. 403 00:31:47,813 --> 00:31:49,881 Awesome! 404 00:32:07,899 --> 00:32:09,835 You again. 405 00:32:36,730 --> 00:32:39,062 What do you think? 406 00:32:41,504 --> 00:32:44,100 So I saw that you have a yoga studio. 407 00:32:44,100 --> 00:32:45,640 Uh, in theory. 408 00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:47,477 We had to put the instructor’s salary 409 00:32:47,477 --> 00:32:49,006 toward a new water heater. 410 00:32:49,006 --> 00:32:52,515 It’s more of a janitorial closet now. 411 00:32:52,515 --> 00:32:53,648 But maybe the mops are doing 412 00:32:53,648 --> 00:32:55,485 downward dog in there or something. 413 00:32:55,485 --> 00:32:59,753 Nothing surprises me anymore. 414 00:33:04,890 --> 00:33:07,024 Here we go. 415 00:33:07,695 --> 00:33:11,897 So, uh, you gonna be okay in here? 416 00:33:12,260 --> 00:33:14,603 Yeah, of course. 417 00:33:15,604 --> 00:33:20,510 Listen, you say, "Go," and we’ll come and bust you out. 418 00:33:20,510 --> 00:33:22,578 - Okay? - Okay. 419 00:33:23,942 --> 00:33:27,682 There’s one visitation day two Saturdays from now. 420 00:33:27,682 --> 00:33:31,851 But in the meantime, just try to give her some space. 421 00:33:32,654 --> 00:33:34,557 Yeah. I’m just glad she’s here. 422 00:33:34,557 --> 00:33:39,859 Good. It’s important you keep your expectations in check. 423 00:33:39,859 --> 00:33:40,959 We tell all our families this, 424 00:33:40,959 --> 00:33:42,928 within the first year, patient’s relapse... 425 00:33:42,928 --> 00:33:45,194 About 50% of the time. - Yeah. 426 00:33:45,194 --> 00:33:46,261 Yeah, we know. 427 00:33:46,261 --> 00:33:50,199 Not your mom’s first rodeo? - Mm-mm. Not by a long shot. 428 00:33:50,199 --> 00:33:55,138 It’s been a while since the last time she tried though. So... 429 00:33:56,106 --> 00:33:57,173 Well, at-at the very least, 430 00:33:57,173 --> 00:34:00,011 it’s a major step in the right direction. 431 00:34:00,011 --> 00:34:01,650 Yup. 432 00:34:01,650 --> 00:34:04,653 - Excuse me. - Mm-mm. 433 00:34:04,884 --> 00:34:07,755 You good? Thanks. 434 00:34:07,755 --> 00:34:09,053 You got everything, right? 435 00:34:09,053 --> 00:34:12,793 Yeah. I’m just gonna get my clothes. 436 00:34:29,238 --> 00:34:31,240 Skipping class? 437 00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:33,583 I wish. 438 00:34:33,583 --> 00:34:36,311 I didn’t see you in English earlier. 439 00:34:36,311 --> 00:34:37,884 Yeah, just, uh... 440 00:34:37,884 --> 00:34:39,347 Just runnin’ a little late. 441 00:34:39,347 --> 00:34:41,723 Mm. Story of my life. 442 00:34:42,922 --> 00:34:44,253 Catch you at lunch? 443 00:34:44,253 --> 00:34:47,322 Yeah, absolutely. - Cool. 444 00:35:44,918 --> 00:35:45,754 Hello. 445 00:35:45,754 --> 00:35:46,986 - Hi, Derek. - Ladies. 446 00:35:46,986 --> 00:35:51,925 Skippin’ school? See you got some, uh, time to spare. 447 00:35:53,223 --> 00:35:55,027 - It’s a bowling joke. - No, we get it. 448 00:35:55,027 --> 00:35:58,965 It’s our free period. We’re both size seven, by the way. 449 00:35:58,965 --> 00:36:00,428 Got it. 450 00:36:00,428 --> 00:36:03,332 There you are. And it is $10.49. 451 00:36:03,332 --> 00:36:04,399 But I can take off ten cents 452 00:36:04,399 --> 00:36:06,742 if you say "hi" to Melanie for me. 453 00:36:06,742 --> 00:36:09,140 You’re still together? 454 00:36:09,140 --> 00:36:10,977 Yeah. 455 00:36:12,814 --> 00:36:14,277 I saw you in that mattress 456 00:36:14,277 --> 00:36:15,443 commercial the other day. 457 00:36:15,443 --> 00:36:17,148 You’re in commercials? - Yeah. 458 00:36:17,148 --> 00:36:19,920 I thought that was supposed to be good money. 459 00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:22,384 Why are you still working here? 460 00:36:22,956 --> 00:36:25,728 Hmm, it was a long time ago. 461 00:36:26,322 --> 00:36:28,896 "Love’s in the air." 462 00:36:29,424 --> 00:36:31,063 "Love’s on our mind." 463 00:36:31,063 --> 00:36:34,770 "Always has been. Always will be." 464 00:36:35,397 --> 00:36:38,367 - Sounds too cheesy. -"Love’s in the air." 465 00:36:38,367 --> 00:36:42,910 "Love’s on our mind. Always has been. Always will be." 466 00:36:43,207 --> 00:36:45,176 That’s better. 467 00:36:46,342 --> 00:36:51,050 You know, I think I’m just gonna wait for another one, honestly. 468 00:36:52,788 --> 00:36:55,054 Listen, you are one of the most prolific 469 00:36:55,054 --> 00:36:57,727 regional TV commercial actors in state history. 470 00:36:57,727 --> 00:37:00,191 All right? It’s time for you to get back on your horse 471 00:37:00,191 --> 00:37:02,094 and reclaim that throne. 472 00:37:02,094 --> 00:37:03,491 Come on, man. There’s absolutely 473 00:37:03,491 --> 00:37:05,163 no reason for you to miss this one. 474 00:37:05,163 --> 00:37:06,802 Ma’s gone, you’re a free man. 475 00:37:06,802 --> 00:37:10,069 I mean, this is what you wanna do, right? 476 00:37:10,399 --> 00:37:12,236 Yeah. 477 00:37:12,335 --> 00:37:14,843 I believe in you. 478 00:37:19,078 --> 00:37:24,050 I’m... I’m trying to be encouraging. I don’t know. I-- 479 00:37:24,050 --> 00:37:26,019 Oh, is that... Oh, okay. - How do I sound? 480 00:37:26,019 --> 00:37:28,516 It’s... I think I’m still getting used to it. 481 00:37:28,516 --> 00:37:31,321 Yeah, that’s fair enough. - Yeah. 482 00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:55,345 Love’s in the air. 483 00:37:55,345 --> 00:37:56,280 Love’s on our mind. 484 00:37:56,280 --> 00:37:58,546 Always has been, always will be. 485 00:37:58,546 --> 00:37:59,855 The core of what makes our 486 00:37:59,855 --> 00:38:02,550 customer service by the Langford Post, uh... 487 00:38:02,550 --> 00:38:05,058 The core of what makes our customer service number one 488 00:38:05,058 --> 00:38:07,555 by the Langford Post, four years running. 489 00:38:07,555 --> 00:38:09,524 We love your pets as much as you do. 490 00:38:09,524 --> 00:38:13,902 And we know you’ll love us, too. So stop in today! 491 00:38:15,937 --> 00:38:18,401 That’s good, Derek. 492 00:38:28,950 --> 00:38:32,217 Hey, Ethan, whatcha doin’? 493 00:38:35,121 --> 00:38:37,255 Absolutely nothing. 494 00:38:43,459 --> 00:38:45,934 ♪ Like it’s love ♪ 495 00:38:45,934 --> 00:38:48,167 ♪ Telepathic ♪ 496 00:38:48,167 --> 00:38:50,565 ♪ Baby deep down inside ♪ 497 00:38:50,565 --> 00:38:52,908 ♪ It’s love ♪ 498 00:38:53,007 --> 00:38:56,010 ♪ Call it what you want ♪ 499 00:38:56,010 --> 00:38:59,013 ♪ But I’m calling it love ♪ 500 00:38:59,013 --> 00:39:01,543 ♪ I call it love ♪ 501 00:39:01,543 --> 00:39:03,985 ♪ Love love love ♪ 502 00:39:03,985 --> 00:39:07,549 ♪ You can say what you wanna baby ♪ 503 00:39:07,549 --> 00:39:10,585 ♪ I still say it’s love ♪ 504 00:39:10,585 --> 00:39:13,027 ♪ And you can sing it in a song ♪ 505 00:39:13,027 --> 00:39:14,457 ♪ La-la-la la-la ♪ 506 00:39:14,457 --> 00:39:18,263 ♪ I still say it’s love ♪ 507 00:39:18,263 --> 00:39:19,594 ♪ Love... ♪ 508 00:39:32,046 --> 00:39:34,246 Hey, Dr. Carson. 509 00:39:49,129 --> 00:39:52,033 ♪ I feel it baby ♪ 510 00:39:52,033 --> 00:39:54,937 ♪ I still think it’s love ♪ 511 00:39:54,937 --> 00:39:57,005 ♪ Love love love ♪ 512 00:39:57,005 --> 00:39:58,908 ♪ You can lie... ♪ 513 00:39:58,908 --> 00:40:00,305 Hey, Ethan. 514 00:40:00,305 --> 00:40:04,309 You smoke, right? - Yeah. 515 00:40:09,281 --> 00:40:12,383 How you holding up with the whole Ashley thing? 516 00:40:12,383 --> 00:40:16,651 - Oh, it’s no big deal. - Two years though, right? 517 00:40:18,554 --> 00:40:20,358 It’s fine. 518 00:40:20,358 --> 00:40:21,293 Still... 519 00:40:21,293 --> 00:40:24,131 that’s gotta be hard though. 520 00:40:26,430 --> 00:40:31,039 - Why’d you break up with her? - I didn’t break up with her. 521 00:40:31,039 --> 00:40:33,272 That’s not what everyone’s saying. 522 00:40:33,272 --> 00:40:36,143 Come on. Is she weird, or... 523 00:40:36,143 --> 00:40:38,178 No. 524 00:40:38,178 --> 00:40:40,411 No, she’s not weird. 525 00:40:42,413 --> 00:40:45,713 She’s great, actually. It’s just, um... 526 00:40:46,417 --> 00:40:49,387 Going to different colleges, and... 527 00:40:49,387 --> 00:40:50,388 And... 528 00:40:50,388 --> 00:40:52,720 That’s the only reason? 529 00:40:57,692 --> 00:41:00,068 For the most part. 530 00:41:00,068 --> 00:41:02,169 Well, um... 531 00:41:02,169 --> 00:41:04,567 if you’ve moved on... 532 00:41:09,242 --> 00:41:12,410 would you mind if I asked her out? 533 00:41:16,645 --> 00:41:18,416 No. 534 00:41:18,416 --> 00:41:20,484 Not at all. 535 00:41:20,484 --> 00:41:22,354 Thanks. 536 00:41:46,774 --> 00:41:51,086 Ooh! You smell like an ashtray. 537 00:41:51,482 --> 00:41:53,781 Yeah, I went to the alley. 538 00:41:53,781 --> 00:41:55,354 Yeah? 539 00:41:55,354 --> 00:41:58,225 Look at you, makin’ friends. 540 00:41:59,094 --> 00:42:01,525 What’s gotten into you? 541 00:42:01,756 --> 00:42:04,231 Well, if you must know. 542 00:42:04,231 --> 00:42:06,530 They’re looking for a new Virginia Tourism 543 00:42:06,530 --> 00:42:07,498 spokesman and, uh, 544 00:42:07,498 --> 00:42:11,304 Sue wants to put me up for the state audition. 545 00:42:12,767 --> 00:42:15,572 Wait, for real? - Mm. 546 00:42:15,572 --> 00:42:18,509 You serious? Wait, what? - Uh-huh. 547 00:42:18,509 --> 00:42:21,545 Yeah, I can’t still believe it. 548 00:42:21,545 --> 00:42:23,448 Wait, so what happens next? - Um... 549 00:42:23,448 --> 00:42:27,716 That’s the thing, the audition’s next week in Richmond. 550 00:42:28,156 --> 00:42:29,058 So? 551 00:42:29,058 --> 00:42:32,193 So, hotels are $90 a night. 552 00:42:32,193 --> 00:42:33,722 At least. 553 00:42:33,722 --> 00:42:34,690 So? 554 00:42:34,690 --> 00:42:36,395 It’s fine. 555 00:42:36,395 --> 00:42:38,793 I’m just excited your boy’s still got it. 556 00:42:38,793 --> 00:42:40,663 Oh, com-- Well, you have to go. 557 00:42:40,663 --> 00:42:44,271 No. We seriously can’t afford it. 558 00:42:58,582 --> 00:43:03,092 Where did you get this? - The stock market. 559 00:43:03,356 --> 00:43:05,853 It’s my tip money. Take it. 560 00:43:08,097 --> 00:43:10,099 No. I... 561 00:43:10,099 --> 00:43:13,234 I already told Sue I couldn’t go. Lance is going instead. 562 00:43:13,234 --> 00:43:15,863 Call her. Change her mind. 563 00:43:15,863 --> 00:43:18,536 Yeah, but then I’d be leaving you here alone. 564 00:43:18,536 --> 00:43:20,373 And what if something happened with ma? 565 00:43:20,373 --> 00:43:21,407 - No. - I’ll be fine. 566 00:43:21,407 --> 00:43:25,345 The world will still turn if you leave for a few days. 567 00:43:33,749 --> 00:43:34,783 Just... 568 00:43:34,783 --> 00:43:36,554 Let me think about it. 569 00:43:36,554 --> 00:43:38,490 Okay? 570 00:43:43,198 --> 00:43:45,563 I’m excited for you. 571 00:43:47,301 --> 00:43:48,566 Yeah. 572 00:43:48,566 --> 00:43:50,865 I am, too, I guess. 573 00:44:02,217 --> 00:44:05,715 Be encouraging, okay? Even if she’s not doing well. 574 00:44:05,715 --> 00:44:07,156 I know. 575 00:44:07,156 --> 00:44:08,553 Last time she asked to come home during 576 00:44:08,553 --> 00:44:11,721 visitation day, so just be prepared for that, all right? 577 00:44:11,721 --> 00:44:12,920 Okay. 578 00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:16,198 I just don’t want you getting upset if she’s not doing-- 579 00:44:16,198 --> 00:44:17,562 I get it. All right? 580 00:44:17,562 --> 00:44:20,730 My expectations are low, trust me. It’s just... 581 00:44:20,730 --> 00:44:22,732 I’m glad she made it this far. - Yeah. 582 00:44:22,732 --> 00:44:26,505 I thought I heard your voices. 583 00:44:26,505 --> 00:44:27,638 - Hi. - Good to see you. 584 00:44:27,638 --> 00:44:30,245 Oh, it’s so good to see you. - Hey. 585 00:44:30,245 --> 00:44:33,941 - Hi. - You look great, ma. 586 00:44:33,941 --> 00:44:36,251 Really? Well, thank you. - Yeah. 587 00:44:36,251 --> 00:44:38,847 You know, it’s what our routines will help you do. 588 00:44:38,847 --> 00:44:42,224 Just feel amazing. I just... I’m journalling 589 00:44:42,224 --> 00:44:44,754 and exercising and meditating. 590 00:44:44,754 --> 00:44:46,822 You meditate? 591 00:44:46,954 --> 00:44:49,297 Yeah. Yeah, I do. 592 00:44:49,297 --> 00:44:50,595 - Hmm. - Wow. 593 00:44:50,595 --> 00:44:51,398 Yeah. 594 00:44:51,398 --> 00:44:53,433 In some of the work we’ve been doing in here, 595 00:44:53,433 --> 00:44:55,699 a lot’s been coming up for your mom 596 00:44:55,699 --> 00:44:56,964 around your father, Alex. 597 00:44:56,964 --> 00:44:58,603 It might be good if the family gets 598 00:44:58,603 --> 00:45:02,310 a chance to process his leaving all together. 599 00:45:02,607 --> 00:45:04,477 Michelle, do you wanna share some of what we’ve 600 00:45:04,477 --> 00:45:06,809 been talking about in here? 601 00:45:06,809 --> 00:45:08,613 Alex, who? 602 00:45:09,647 --> 00:45:11,946 Well, you can start with what we were talking 603 00:45:11,946 --> 00:45:14,817 about yesterday in group. 604 00:45:14,916 --> 00:45:17,358 Some of your regrets. 605 00:45:21,593 --> 00:45:22,759 Oh, I do regret... 606 00:45:22,759 --> 00:45:25,927 letting him paint the house instead of hiring someone. 607 00:45:25,927 --> 00:45:28,402 Because it took a year, and then, 608 00:45:28,402 --> 00:45:30,899 the shutters were still stuck to the wall. 609 00:45:30,899 --> 00:45:32,505 So... 610 00:45:32,505 --> 00:45:34,738 Oh, and I also regret letting him make breakfast. 611 00:45:34,738 --> 00:45:36,311 When he actually would make breakfast, 612 00:45:36,311 --> 00:45:38,742 but then he would forget that I was allergic to eggs. 613 00:45:38,742 --> 00:45:41,250 So, that is never fun-- 614 00:45:41,250 --> 00:45:42,614 Michelle. 615 00:45:42,614 --> 00:45:44,913 Quit messing around. 616 00:45:45,551 --> 00:45:47,355 Come on. 617 00:45:50,589 --> 00:45:52,954 Okay. I, um... 618 00:45:52,954 --> 00:45:56,331 I do regret being stupid enough to believe that 619 00:45:56,331 --> 00:45:59,026 all of his trips to Richmond were for business 620 00:45:59,026 --> 00:46:01,831 and not to screw someone named Val. 621 00:46:01,831 --> 00:46:03,272 All right, I see. 622 00:46:03,272 --> 00:46:04,603 Ethan and Derek, since you’re both here, 623 00:46:04,603 --> 00:46:08,035 is there anything you wanna say to your mom? 624 00:46:08,035 --> 00:46:12,413 Anything you feel might be important for her to hear? 625 00:46:16,978 --> 00:46:18,419 Well, I just... 626 00:46:18,419 --> 00:46:22,621 wanna say that I’m sorry that I was skeptical at first. 627 00:46:22,621 --> 00:46:24,491 Um... 628 00:46:25,019 --> 00:46:27,923 I’m really glad you’re here. 629 00:46:31,432 --> 00:46:32,367 And... 630 00:46:32,367 --> 00:46:35,370 I hope that you know that... 631 00:46:35,568 --> 00:46:40,507 we’ll always be here for you, uh, to support you 632 00:46:40,507 --> 00:46:43,312 in your recovery. 633 00:46:43,312 --> 00:46:46,040 And, um... 634 00:46:48,009 --> 00:46:50,583 I guess, I just... 635 00:46:51,716 --> 00:46:55,390 I just wonder sometimes if... 636 00:46:55,489 --> 00:46:59,361 if you realize, like, what you do, um... 637 00:46:59,361 --> 00:47:02,727 sometimes what you do really sucks. 638 00:47:06,060 --> 00:47:09,668 And it kinda seems like you don’t care. 639 00:47:11,439 --> 00:47:14,871 Uh, about, about us. 640 00:47:18,380 --> 00:47:20,008 Sorry. 641 00:47:20,679 --> 00:47:24,617 I-I want you to be around fo-for a while. 642 00:47:24,617 --> 00:47:27,521 And, um... 643 00:47:29,523 --> 00:47:30,656 I think about it. 644 00:47:30,656 --> 00:47:35,023 I mean, I worry about it, like, if you die, you know, and, um... 645 00:47:35,023 --> 00:47:37,696 and, um... 646 00:47:38,400 --> 00:47:39,027 I... I guess I... 647 00:47:39,027 --> 00:47:41,700 Well, I think about it, like, all the time. 648 00:47:41,700 --> 00:47:44,967 Like... every day. 649 00:48:06,428 --> 00:48:08,056 You okay? 650 00:48:09,024 --> 00:48:10,861 Yeah. 651 00:48:12,698 --> 00:48:14,733 It’s just kinda weird thinking of what we’d do 652 00:48:14,733 --> 00:48:17,670 if she actually got better, you know? 653 00:48:17,670 --> 00:48:19,771 Yeah, I mean, maybe move to a town where you can 654 00:48:19,771 --> 00:48:23,511 audition for more than just pet store commercials. 655 00:48:26,580 --> 00:48:29,550 It’s kind of scary to think about. 656 00:48:29,814 --> 00:48:33,521 But it’s kind of exciting too, right? 657 00:48:38,559 --> 00:48:40,858 Have a nice day. 658 00:48:44,928 --> 00:48:47,502 She really is mad at you. 659 00:48:47,601 --> 00:48:49,196 Yup. 660 00:49:01,813 --> 00:49:04,651 Do you ever wonder how people were supposed to have these 661 00:49:04,651 --> 00:49:09,689 profound breakthroughs in rooms like... this? 662 00:49:15,222 --> 00:49:16,531 I want you to talk to me about 663 00:49:16,531 --> 00:49:18,863 what happened when your boys came in. 664 00:49:18,863 --> 00:49:21,899 They’ve been through so much. 665 00:49:21,899 --> 00:49:24,000 I mean, I don’t know, is it that terrible for me 666 00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:27,938 to wanna lighten things up every now and again? 667 00:49:27,938 --> 00:49:29,610 Yeah, I’m not buying that, Michelle. 668 00:49:29,610 --> 00:49:33,845 Why are you afraid to show your boys that you’re trying? 669 00:49:34,714 --> 00:49:35,649 You could lose them. 670 00:49:35,649 --> 00:49:37,651 A few more rounds of this, and you really will. 671 00:49:37,651 --> 00:49:39,983 I’ve seen it over and over again. 672 00:49:39,983 --> 00:49:40,984 You’ll be that anecdote 673 00:49:40,984 --> 00:49:44,086 they apologetically tell on first dates. 674 00:49:44,086 --> 00:49:46,825 "Wait, my mom’s an addict." 675 00:49:48,024 --> 00:49:52,259 Mm-hmm. So, I’m gonna lose them eventually, won’t I? 676 00:49:52,259 --> 00:49:53,667 If you do your job right, yes, 677 00:49:53,667 --> 00:49:55,097 they’ll grow up, they’ll move out the house-- 678 00:49:55,097 --> 00:49:59,508 What’s wrong with me wanting to just have it all slowed down? 679 00:49:59,739 --> 00:50:01,939 What we’re doing in here, if you’ll let me, 680 00:50:01,939 --> 00:50:05,943 is helping you see what it’d be like if you kept up. 681 00:50:06,108 --> 00:50:07,978 Keep up? With what? 682 00:50:07,978 --> 00:50:11,014 I mean, I... I’ve-I’ve blown it, haven’t I? 683 00:50:11,014 --> 00:50:13,654 I mean, I’m an awful... 684 00:50:13,654 --> 00:50:15,755 mother. 685 00:50:17,559 --> 00:50:19,528 I wanted to be a good mom... 686 00:50:19,528 --> 00:50:22,861 that goes to PTA meetings and makes good meals, 687 00:50:22,861 --> 00:50:25,094 and gives great relationship advice. 688 00:50:25,094 --> 00:50:27,635 But every single time... 689 00:50:27,866 --> 00:50:29,164 that I see them, 690 00:50:29,164 --> 00:50:32,937 I’m just reminded that I have failed. 691 00:50:34,136 --> 00:50:35,973 I was watching this Dr. Phil, or something 692 00:50:35,973 --> 00:50:39,075 and there was a girl who had this maladapti... mala... 693 00:50:39,075 --> 00:50:41,110 Maladaptive daydreaming disorder. 694 00:50:41,110 --> 00:50:43,717 Yeah. I don’t know why they call it a disorder. 695 00:50:43,717 --> 00:50:45,081 Anyway, she was 19, 696 00:50:45,081 --> 00:50:47,820 just like me when she had her first... 697 00:50:47,820 --> 00:50:51,285 her first kid and her husband left her... 698 00:50:51,285 --> 00:50:54,794 uh, with no money to her name. 699 00:50:54,992 --> 00:50:57,962 And her children hated her. 700 00:50:57,962 --> 00:51:00,327 And so, she would just... 701 00:51:00,965 --> 00:51:04,067 create these fantasies where, um... 702 00:51:04,067 --> 00:51:08,104 she would just imagine sons that loved her. 703 00:51:08,104 --> 00:51:09,743 That’s delusional behavior. 704 00:51:09,743 --> 00:51:12,273 Well, I feel for those people. 705 00:51:13,978 --> 00:51:14,913 I mean, in this world... 706 00:51:14,913 --> 00:51:18,719 Come on, with these walls and these stupid stuffed animals. 707 00:51:18,719 --> 00:51:22,085 I mean, this is as two feet in as I can be. 708 00:51:22,085 --> 00:51:23,658 So... 709 00:51:23,658 --> 00:51:24,989 Listen, there are... 710 00:51:24,989 --> 00:51:27,255 There are a lot of really good people in the world 711 00:51:27,255 --> 00:51:31,996 who really tried their best, but it’s not good enough. 712 00:51:39,641 --> 00:51:42,369 How’s the bowling industry? 713 00:51:43,106 --> 00:51:44,272 It’s pretty good. 714 00:51:44,272 --> 00:51:47,847 Lester thinks I might be management material. 715 00:51:47,847 --> 00:51:50,685 I think he found my calling. 716 00:51:54,117 --> 00:51:56,790 I also got a new audition. 717 00:52:00,827 --> 00:52:02,862 That’s cool. 718 00:52:04,765 --> 00:52:05,326 You okay? 719 00:52:05,326 --> 00:52:07,867 I just hate my job. 720 00:52:07,867 --> 00:52:09,264 I have to work on Friday, which means 721 00:52:09,264 --> 00:52:11,068 I can’t go to Jessica’s birthday party. 722 00:52:11,068 --> 00:52:13,004 I didn’t even tell you about that because I knew you 723 00:52:13,004 --> 00:52:16,678 wouldn’t be able to go anyway, ’cause you’re always working. 724 00:52:16,678 --> 00:52:19,978 I mean, nobody buys clothes in person anymore. 725 00:52:19,978 --> 00:52:21,276 It’s pointless. 726 00:52:21,276 --> 00:52:22,343 Retail’s dead. 727 00:52:22,343 --> 00:52:25,049 Then why don’t you just quit? 728 00:52:25,049 --> 00:52:28,085 I mean, it’s not like you need the money really, your parents-- 729 00:52:28,085 --> 00:52:29,284 It’s not about the money. 730 00:52:29,284 --> 00:52:33,662 My mom says I need to learn the value of real work. 731 00:52:34,157 --> 00:52:36,357 Plus, they said they’d get me a new car 732 00:52:36,357 --> 00:52:39,899 for graduation if I can keep the job through May. 733 00:52:39,899 --> 00:52:41,769 So... 734 00:52:43,265 --> 00:52:45,201 Cool. 735 00:52:47,335 --> 00:52:49,403 I mean, there must be at least one positive 736 00:52:49,403 --> 00:52:50,338 to your job though-- 737 00:52:50,338 --> 00:52:52,912 Can I just be allowed to complain? 738 00:52:53,407 --> 00:52:56,179 Why do you always have to put a bow on everything? 739 00:52:56,179 --> 00:52:57,444 I don’t know. 740 00:52:57,444 --> 00:53:01,349 I mean, w-w-what is the positive to this job? 741 00:53:04,022 --> 00:53:05,892 Um... 742 00:53:05,991 --> 00:53:08,928 I don’t know, some nights, I, uh... 743 00:53:08,928 --> 00:53:13,229 I make puppets out of the coffee cups... 744 00:53:13,229 --> 00:53:15,363 then I put on little plays about 745 00:53:15,363 --> 00:53:18,333 things that are stressing me out. 746 00:53:18,872 --> 00:53:21,908 I’ve found it to be cathartic. 747 00:53:22,810 --> 00:53:25,780 Well, that’s... 748 00:53:26,715 --> 00:53:29,014 really something. 749 00:53:30,312 --> 00:53:32,479 Everyone’s leaving for college. 750 00:53:32,479 --> 00:53:34,349 And I feel like college is angry at me for 751 00:53:34,349 --> 00:53:38,023 not going, so he’s taking everyone away as revenge. 752 00:53:38,023 --> 00:53:40,894 That’s the script to your play? 753 00:53:40,894 --> 00:53:43,226 It’s improv. 754 00:53:43,226 --> 00:53:46,394 You know, you could leave, too. 755 00:53:46,394 --> 00:53:48,902 Right. 756 00:53:48,902 --> 00:53:50,398 But it’s complicated though-- 757 00:53:50,398 --> 00:53:53,236 It doesn’t have to be. 758 00:53:53,973 --> 00:53:56,272 You pick a day... 759 00:53:56,910 --> 00:53:58,373 and then you go. 760 00:53:58,373 --> 00:54:02,509 All I know is I wish you weren’t leaving. 761 00:54:03,114 --> 00:54:06,480 I’ll only be two hours away. 762 00:54:06,854 --> 00:54:08,790 Yay! 763 00:54:08,922 --> 00:54:11,925 At least we’ll have weekends. 764 00:54:15,830 --> 00:54:17,392 Right? 765 00:54:19,097 --> 00:54:21,462 I don’t know. 766 00:54:22,001 --> 00:54:24,773 I mean, I’d, I’d like to. 767 00:54:24,773 --> 00:54:26,302 I’ve... 768 00:54:26,302 --> 00:54:28,535 I’ve just never been to college. 769 00:54:28,535 --> 00:54:31,307 Heard it gets busy. 770 00:54:36,015 --> 00:54:38,787 We’ll make it work. 771 00:55:30,839 --> 00:55:33,369 ♪ It is nice ♪ 772 00:55:33,567 --> 00:55:36,438 ♪ To be known ♪ 773 00:55:36,438 --> 00:55:40,079 ♪ And to know ♪ 774 00:55:40,079 --> 00:55:44,017 ♪ But it’s natural than ♪ 775 00:55:44,017 --> 00:55:44,985 ♪ To be ♪ 776 00:55:44,985 --> 00:55:49,550 ♪ Forgotten and I know it seems ♪ 777 00:55:49,550 --> 00:55:55,930 ♪ Like a one-sided barking but I ♪ 778 00:55:55,930 --> 00:56:00,132 ♪ Want to be here with you... ♪ 779 00:56:00,132 --> 00:56:02,629 You know, I think you should just apologize. 780 00:56:02,629 --> 00:56:04,433 Just own it. Say that you messed up. 781 00:56:04,433 --> 00:56:10,043 I know, I just... I just, I think I really hurt her. 782 00:56:10,274 --> 00:56:11,506 Oh, well, don’t beat yourself up. 783 00:56:11,506 --> 00:56:15,609 It was such a stupid move not to tell her I was applying and... 784 00:56:15,609 --> 00:56:17,347 Honey... 785 00:56:17,347 --> 00:56:19,151 you’re gonna make a lot of stupid moves 786 00:56:19,151 --> 00:56:20,284 in your relationships. 787 00:56:20,284 --> 00:56:23,056 Give her some space, you know? And if she comes around, 788 00:56:23,056 --> 00:56:25,322 then it’s meant to be. 789 00:56:25,960 --> 00:56:27,896 Honestly, I just feel bad about hurting her. 790 00:56:27,896 --> 00:56:30,998 It’s not much more than that. 791 00:56:31,966 --> 00:56:33,627 Honey, you got time. 792 00:56:33,627 --> 00:56:36,234 You’ll be with whoever you’re meant to be with. 793 00:56:36,234 --> 00:56:38,038 And it will be perfect. 794 00:56:38,038 --> 00:56:41,305 Whoever it ends up being. 795 00:56:43,472 --> 00:56:45,342 You know? 796 00:56:54,384 --> 00:56:56,683 So, you excited to get outta of here? 797 00:56:59,191 --> 00:57:01,292 Well, um... 798 00:57:01,424 --> 00:57:05,527 I’m kinda scared shitless. - Why? 799 00:57:07,133 --> 00:57:10,565 I know how much trouble I cause you boys. 800 00:57:12,039 --> 00:57:14,041 It’s just, um... 801 00:57:15,339 --> 00:57:18,639 It’s hard to believe anything you say anymore. 802 00:57:21,345 --> 00:57:22,115 I’m sorry. 803 00:57:22,115 --> 00:57:26,053 Look, if you’re really so sorry, then why don’t you just fix it? 804 00:57:27,615 --> 00:57:30,024 Do you know that I’d give anything for that? 805 00:57:30,024 --> 00:57:33,489 - Then why don’t you? - I don’t know. 806 00:57:34,028 --> 00:57:36,129 I mean, it’s just not that easy. 807 00:57:36,129 --> 00:57:38,164 Right? Like... 808 00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:41,068 I’m sick. 809 00:57:41,068 --> 00:57:45,138 And I don’t really know what else to say about it bec... 810 00:57:55,247 --> 00:57:56,149 Sorry. 811 00:57:56,149 --> 00:57:57,480 No, it’s okay. 812 00:57:57,480 --> 00:57:59,614 It’s honestly... 813 00:58:00,582 --> 00:58:01,990 I mean, you need to... 814 00:58:01,990 --> 00:58:05,158 You need to say things like that. 815 00:58:06,390 --> 00:58:09,723 But you’re, um, you’re feeling better? 816 00:58:09,723 --> 00:58:13,133 Yeah, I am. 817 00:58:13,694 --> 00:58:19,106 I’m really, um, really, I’m trying the best I can. 818 00:58:19,106 --> 00:58:21,405 I know. 819 00:58:24,012 --> 00:58:27,147 Thank you for the advice with Ashley. 820 00:58:29,446 --> 00:58:30,744 Yeah, of course. 821 00:58:31,514 --> 00:58:33,681 Listen, that’s a tough situation. 822 00:58:34,451 --> 00:58:36,519 But I also know how sensitive you are 823 00:58:36,519 --> 00:58:39,654 because I’ve changed your diapers. 824 00:58:40,259 --> 00:58:42,327 Remember... 825 00:58:42,327 --> 00:58:44,296 when I used to take you boys to the dock, 826 00:58:44,296 --> 00:58:47,134 and, oh, my goodness, as soon as you would catch a fish... 827 00:58:47,134 --> 00:58:48,498 You would start crying because 828 00:58:48,498 --> 00:58:50,401 you thought you were gonna hurt them it was, aww. 829 00:58:50,401 --> 00:58:52,403 I know. You’ve told me that story 830 00:58:52,403 --> 00:58:53,437 a thousand times, ma. 831 00:58:53,437 --> 00:58:56,506 You’re just so... 832 00:58:57,078 --> 00:58:58,178 God. 833 00:58:58,178 --> 00:59:00,774 I’m really proud of you boys. 834 00:59:02,116 --> 00:59:03,744 Really. 835 00:59:03,744 --> 00:59:08,221 I do not know what I did to deserve to be your mother. 836 00:59:32,311 --> 00:59:36,084 I just, I just wanna say I’m sor... 837 00:59:36,315 --> 00:59:39,417 I just wanna say I’m sorry. 838 00:59:41,089 --> 00:59:42,090 You’re not sorry. Okay? 839 00:59:42,090 --> 00:59:44,323 You just feel guilty, so you’re coming here to see if you can 840 00:59:44,323 --> 00:59:45,687 make me happy enough, so you can stop 841 00:59:45,687 --> 00:59:48,492 thinking about it and move on once you get to Rhode Island. 842 00:59:48,492 --> 00:59:49,361 Wait, what? 843 00:59:49,361 --> 00:59:52,694 My mom said that you’re a parentified child. 844 00:59:53,827 --> 00:59:56,170 Is that a bad thing or? 845 00:59:56,170 --> 00:59:57,501 We all have stuff that we’re going through. 846 00:59:57,501 --> 01:00:01,802 But guess who was never a dick to you during any of your stuff? 847 01:00:02,473 --> 01:00:04,310 Me. 848 01:00:04,871 --> 01:00:06,609 I know. I just... 849 01:00:06,609 --> 01:00:08,545 I mean, I just wanted to see if I could get in. 850 01:00:08,545 --> 01:00:09,876 You know? I didn’t really think-- 851 01:00:09,876 --> 01:00:11,383 But we had a plan! 852 01:00:11,383 --> 01:00:13,748 How does someone who says that they love you, 853 01:00:13,748 --> 01:00:15,255 your best friend, how does that person 854 01:00:15,255 --> 01:00:18,357 make a decision like that, and just not tell you? 855 01:00:18,357 --> 01:00:20,260 For months? 856 01:00:21,129 --> 01:00:22,757 Well? 857 01:00:27,234 --> 01:00:28,829 Hmm. 858 01:00:31,865 --> 01:00:33,603 So, you want a cone? 859 01:00:33,603 --> 01:00:36,738 I’m throwing out the mint chip soon. 860 01:00:37,871 --> 01:00:40,808 - That’s my favorite. - I know, you asshole. 861 01:00:40,808 --> 01:00:42,711 That’s why I mentioned it. 862 01:00:44,218 --> 01:00:47,287 Look, I guess I was just scared to tell you. 863 01:00:47,287 --> 01:00:48,684 I mean, like, I-I didn’t... 864 01:00:48,684 --> 01:00:50,653 I mean, I-I guess I was just... 865 01:00:50,653 --> 01:00:52,655 I just feel really bad for hurting you, you know... 866 01:00:52,655 --> 01:00:55,757 I had sex with Mark Gillespie. 867 01:00:56,197 --> 01:00:57,495 Come again? 868 01:00:58,496 --> 01:01:01,499 I slept with Mark Gillespie. 869 01:01:01,895 --> 01:01:03,765 I just... I had to make sure that 870 01:01:03,765 --> 01:01:06,834 there was nothing wrong with me. 871 01:01:37,964 --> 01:01:40,901 So, it’s, uh, down between 872 01:01:40,901 --> 01:01:42,276 me and two other guys now. 873 01:01:42,276 --> 01:01:43,607 What?! Yeah. 874 01:01:43,607 --> 01:01:45,312 And the callbacks supposed to be the next... 875 01:01:45,312 --> 01:01:48,249 It’s actually the morning after ma arrives. 876 01:01:48,249 --> 01:01:49,250 That’s amazing! 877 01:01:49,250 --> 01:01:50,614 Yeah, I know. I’m so excited. 878 01:01:50,614 --> 01:01:51,912 Wait, so how was Richmond? 879 01:01:51,912 --> 01:01:53,881 It was a lot of fun. Mike has an apartment there 880 01:01:53,881 --> 01:01:55,421 with a bunch his other actor friends. 881 01:01:55,421 --> 01:01:58,226 We stayed up till, like, 3:00 a.m. last night and then, uh, 882 01:01:58,226 --> 01:02:00,954 went to VCU’s Art Museum the day after. 883 01:02:00,954 --> 01:02:04,397 It was much better than Langford’s. 884 01:02:04,397 --> 01:02:06,828 Langford doesn’t have a museum. 885 01:02:06,828 --> 01:02:08,995 I know. It was a joke. 886 01:02:08,995 --> 01:02:10,370 Oh. 887 01:02:10,370 --> 01:02:14,836 I wanna see my boys become adults. You know? 888 01:02:14,836 --> 01:02:15,837 At dinner, we’ll... 889 01:02:15,837 --> 01:02:19,907 discuss the great American novel that Ethan is writing. 890 01:02:19,907 --> 01:02:20,677 And... 891 01:02:20,677 --> 01:02:22,811 how Derek has passed on another action movie 892 01:02:22,811 --> 01:02:25,649 because he wants to do one of those BBC period things 893 01:02:25,649 --> 01:02:27,486 because he knows that I love them. 894 01:02:27,486 --> 01:02:31,259 And, uh, when they need breaks, of course... 895 01:02:31,259 --> 01:02:33,690 I’ll get to baby-sit my grand-babies, 896 01:02:33,690 --> 01:02:35,791 and then I’ll spoil them rotten. 897 01:02:35,791 --> 01:02:41,368 And they’ll call me really fun grandma names, you know, like... 898 01:02:41,368 --> 01:02:43,997 Mimi or Mee-maw or... 899 01:02:43,997 --> 01:02:45,801 I don’t know. Something like that. 900 01:02:45,801 --> 01:02:47,539 And sounds like a good plan. 901 01:02:47,539 --> 01:02:52,841 But managing the disease is a 24/7 job. 902 01:02:54,645 --> 01:02:55,811 You can do this. 903 01:02:55,811 --> 01:02:59,287 Just remember, one day at a time. 904 01:03:03,357 --> 01:03:04,358 We will call you a cab. 905 01:03:04,358 --> 01:03:06,690 Go grab your things and head out front. 906 01:03:06,690 --> 01:03:09,792 Okay. Thank you. - All right. 907 01:03:10,056 --> 01:03:11,431 Hey. 908 01:03:11,431 --> 01:03:13,763 Ready to get started? 909 01:03:23,905 --> 01:03:25,940 See you later. 910 01:03:55,838 --> 01:03:57,609 Do you have any balloons that just say, 911 01:03:57,609 --> 01:03:58,709 like, "Welcome home, mom." 912 01:03:58,709 --> 01:04:00,843 No, actually, we’re all sold out. 913 01:04:00,843 --> 01:04:03,010 Ned Marshall’s uncle just got outta Wallen’s. 914 01:04:03,010 --> 01:04:05,078 Did ten for manslaughter. - Cool. 915 01:04:05,078 --> 01:04:07,520 How about, like, unmarked balloons? 916 01:04:07,520 --> 01:04:11,755 Nope. Got a bunch of "Happy Birthdays." 917 01:04:11,755 --> 01:04:16,364 We could cross out the "Birthday" with a sharpie. 918 01:04:16,364 --> 01:04:18,828 And just have "Happy" balloons? 919 01:04:20,368 --> 01:04:21,963 ♪ It’s not just sweet ♪ 920 01:04:21,963 --> 01:04:23,668 ♪ Way you talk ♪ ♪ Oh no ♪ 921 01:04:23,668 --> 01:04:26,803 ♪ It’s not the cute cute way you walk ♪ 922 01:04:26,803 --> 01:04:30,543 ♪ Oh no ♪ ♪ It’s not the way ♪ 923 01:04:31,841 --> 01:04:35,009 ♪ They can say... ♪ 924 01:04:37,011 --> 01:04:40,850 Looking good in here. - Thank you. 925 01:04:42,390 --> 01:04:43,688 She is... 926 01:04:43,688 --> 01:04:45,888 an hour out. 927 01:04:47,791 --> 01:04:50,057 ♪ Everything ♪ 928 01:04:50,959 --> 01:04:54,798 ♪ Girl I’m in love ♪ 929 01:04:54,798 --> 01:04:57,735 ♪ Girl I’m in love... ♪ 930 01:05:55,562 --> 01:05:57,927 Are you okay? 931 01:06:00,061 --> 01:06:04,197 Yeah. I’m just doing some homework. 932 01:06:22,017 --> 01:06:23,821 Hey. 933 01:06:30,729 --> 01:06:32,599 I’m... 934 01:06:32,599 --> 01:06:34,997 I’m sorry if... 935 01:06:34,997 --> 01:06:37,868 if you got your hopes up. 936 01:06:49,275 --> 01:06:53,653 Someone’s gotta keep rooting for her, right? 937 01:07:04,026 --> 01:07:07,799 I don’t... I don’t feel good about this. 938 01:07:08,866 --> 01:07:11,803 You’re going to this audition. 939 01:07:12,133 --> 01:07:13,673 You’re going to Richmond. 940 01:07:13,673 --> 01:07:16,973 Come on, let’s just run it from the top. 941 01:07:20,273 --> 01:07:24,112 "Wow, Pete, these caverns are amazing." 942 01:07:24,684 --> 01:07:27,082 Pete, that’s your line. 943 01:07:27,247 --> 01:07:30,690 Yeah, no. I don’t know, I-I.., 944 01:07:31,317 --> 01:07:32,989 It doesn’t feel right. 945 01:07:32,989 --> 01:07:34,727 With her roaming around, I-I don’t... 946 01:07:34,727 --> 01:07:37,257 I don’t think I should go. 947 01:07:38,896 --> 01:07:40,128 Hey. 948 01:07:40,128 --> 01:07:42,603 Look, if you go... 949 01:07:42,603 --> 01:07:45,001 I’ll search until I find her. 950 01:07:45,936 --> 01:07:47,806 Deal? 951 01:07:51,205 --> 01:07:52,844 Come on. 952 01:07:52,844 --> 01:07:55,781 You can’t miss this audition. 953 01:07:56,045 --> 01:07:58,883 Let’s go. Bus leaves in 20. 954 01:08:09,124 --> 01:08:12,028 All right, let’s run it from the top. 955 01:08:12,028 --> 01:08:13,359 Yeah, okay. 956 01:09:24,166 --> 01:09:25,772 Sorry. 957 01:09:25,772 --> 01:09:28,401 You don’t have to apologize to me. 958 01:09:29,171 --> 01:09:31,745 It’s your future. 959 01:09:36,112 --> 01:09:37,850 Could you head towards the luncheonette 960 01:09:37,850 --> 01:09:39,346 out on Water Street, please? 961 01:09:39,346 --> 01:09:41,953 We already looked there. 962 01:09:42,723 --> 01:09:46,892 It’s always the last damn ride of the night. 963 01:10:05,713 --> 01:10:09,376 Look, I can’t keep driving around like this. 964 01:10:09,376 --> 01:10:10,751 I like you guys, but... - Yeah. 965 01:10:10,751 --> 01:10:12,115 I gotta pick up my kids, and my ex 966 01:10:12,115 --> 01:10:13,446 always gives me shit when I’m late. 967 01:10:13,446 --> 01:10:16,757 You can just take us home. - Yeah, no, wait. 968 01:10:16,757 --> 01:10:18,484 Do you even know where the hell we’re goin’? 969 01:10:18,484 --> 01:10:20,992 Thank you, yeah. - Bye. 970 01:10:21,828 --> 01:10:25,392 Can you drop us off at Fair Oaks, please? 971 01:10:26,393 --> 01:10:28,428 That was Sheriff Lambert. 972 01:10:28,428 --> 01:10:31,266 She wants us to head to the hospital. 973 01:10:31,266 --> 01:10:32,971 They found an unresponsive woman 974 01:10:32,971 --> 01:10:36,271 and she matches ma’s description. 975 01:11:39,873 --> 01:11:42,876 Okay, so the unresponsive woman died, 976 01:11:42,876 --> 01:11:48,541 and they just, um, they want us to see if it’s... 977 01:11:52,886 --> 01:11:57,319 Just go upstairs, you look like you’re about to faint. 978 01:11:59,156 --> 01:12:01,092 I’m fine. 979 01:12:03,028 --> 01:12:05,129 I got this. 980 01:13:13,296 --> 01:13:15,100 No. 981 01:13:16,563 --> 01:13:19,104 It’s not her. 982 01:14:15,226 --> 01:14:17,624 We need to find a car. 983 01:14:25,071 --> 01:14:25,731 Come on. 984 01:14:25,731 --> 01:14:27,601 We need to find a car. 985 01:14:33,112 --> 01:14:34,377 Where are you going? 986 01:14:34,377 --> 01:14:37,611 To sleep... at home. 987 01:14:37,710 --> 01:14:41,153 Can you please stop being dramatic? 988 01:14:41,582 --> 01:14:44,288 I’m being dramatic? - Yeah. 989 01:14:44,288 --> 01:14:46,059 Let’s keep going. Come on. - Wait. 990 01:14:46,059 --> 01:14:47,489 Why do you wanna keep running around town? 991 01:14:47,489 --> 01:14:50,360 I don’t want to do any of this. 992 01:14:50,360 --> 01:14:52,230 You’re fucking insane. 993 01:14:52,230 --> 01:14:56,630 Right. Oh, I’m insane for trying to keep ma alive? 994 01:14:57,697 --> 01:14:59,732 The second I graduate, I’m getting out of here. 995 01:14:59,732 --> 01:15:03,076 - You should, too. - Okay, cool. 996 01:15:03,076 --> 01:15:05,144 I’ll consider the suggestion, but, can we 997 01:15:05,144 --> 01:15:06,244 please keep on going looking-- 998 01:15:06,244 --> 01:15:09,049 No! I hate her, and you should too. 999 01:15:09,049 --> 01:15:11,216 Look, I know you think I’m pathetic for staying-- 1000 01:15:11,216 --> 01:15:12,580 You’re right. It is pathetic. 1001 01:15:12,580 --> 01:15:14,384 She throws all of the help that we give her 1002 01:15:14,384 --> 01:15:16,386 right back at our faces, and you want us to 1003 01:15:16,386 --> 01:15:18,157 keep standing there and taking it. 1004 01:15:18,157 --> 01:15:20,456 I mean, come on. Wake the fuck up. 1005 01:15:20,456 --> 01:15:23,294 She’s not getting any better. 1006 01:15:26,396 --> 01:15:27,331 You’re not a loser. 1007 01:15:27,331 --> 01:15:30,499 But if you stay here and you keep dating high schoolers, 1008 01:15:30,499 --> 01:15:34,602 and using mom as an excuse to not have any money... 1009 01:15:34,602 --> 01:15:36,142 you’re gonna become one. 1010 01:15:36,142 --> 01:15:39,706 It’s gonna happen way sooner than you think. 1011 01:15:40,740 --> 01:15:43,182 And I’d hate that. 1012 01:16:07,437 --> 01:16:08,801 I-I can’t leave. Are you nuts? 1013 01:16:08,801 --> 01:16:11,078 It’s like 3 o’clock in the fucking morning. 1014 01:16:11,078 --> 01:16:13,509 Can I just talk to your mom? Like... 1015 01:16:13,509 --> 01:16:15,445 - She likes me-- - Are you serious? 1016 01:16:15,445 --> 01:16:18,679 She does not like you. I’d have to wake her up. 1017 01:16:22,320 --> 01:16:26,555 Oh, my God, fine, but I know what she’s gonna say. 1018 01:16:41,735 --> 01:16:44,375 She said no, and that she hates that I’m dating 1019 01:16:44,375 --> 01:16:46,575 someone without a curfew. 1020 01:16:46,575 --> 01:16:47,807 Okay. 1021 01:16:47,807 --> 01:16:49,578 Thanks for asking. 1022 01:16:49,578 --> 01:16:51,415 She also said that you shouldn’t be out here 1023 01:16:51,415 --> 01:16:53,285 looking for her in the middle-- 1024 01:16:53,285 --> 01:16:55,188 Yeah, I know. 1025 01:16:56,189 --> 01:16:58,455 Seriously, thank you. 1026 01:17:02,624 --> 01:17:05,561 Just... go home. 1027 01:17:05,792 --> 01:17:07,365 Get some rest. 1028 01:17:07,365 --> 01:17:10,467 I’ll look with you in the morning. 1029 01:17:11,501 --> 01:17:13,470 - Okay. - Okay? 1030 01:17:13,470 --> 01:17:16,506 Yeah. I’ll see you. - All right? 1031 01:18:04,356 --> 01:18:05,885 I thought you were going home. 1032 01:18:05,885 --> 01:18:08,195 You know the story that ma always tells 1033 01:18:08,195 --> 01:18:09,262 about taking us fishing? 1034 01:18:09,262 --> 01:18:11,330 You mean, the one where you cried like a baby 1035 01:18:11,330 --> 01:18:12,694 every time you caught a fish? 1036 01:18:12,694 --> 01:18:15,928 That was at Greenbriar Park, right? 1037 01:18:15,928 --> 01:18:17,732 Greenbriar? 1038 01:18:17,732 --> 01:18:18,634 No, why? 1039 01:18:18,634 --> 01:18:22,374 Well, was, was there another dock, or... 1040 01:18:22,374 --> 01:18:24,409 Uh, yeah. 1041 01:18:25,509 --> 01:18:27,247 The one by the lighthouse. 1042 01:18:27,247 --> 01:18:30,844 But the town closed it down like a decade ago. 1043 01:19:59,064 --> 01:20:01,473 Is she okay? 1044 01:20:09,514 --> 01:20:11,318 Hey. 1045 01:20:16,015 --> 01:20:19,392 We need to get her to a hospital. 1046 01:20:25,563 --> 01:20:29,435 I just don’t know what the point is anymore. 1047 01:20:59,399 --> 01:21:01,566 We can’t put her back in rehab. 1048 01:21:04,536 --> 01:21:06,032 Not with the results we’re getting. 1049 01:21:06,032 --> 01:21:08,969 It’s just throwing money away. 1050 01:21:10,740 --> 01:21:12,907 What about Winding Brook? 1051 01:21:12,907 --> 01:21:15,844 We can’t force her into a psych ward unless she hurt 1052 01:21:15,844 --> 01:21:17,879 herself on purpose. 1053 01:21:21,454 --> 01:21:23,819 This doesn’t count? 1054 01:21:30,760 --> 01:21:32,091 Don’t worry. 1055 01:21:32,091 --> 01:21:34,995 I’ll figure something out. 1056 01:21:39,065 --> 01:21:42,838 I just had a moment back there. Sorry. 1057 01:21:43,641 --> 01:21:46,611 Everything’s gonna be okay. 1058 01:21:58,557 --> 01:22:00,086 Yeah. 1059 01:22:23,076 --> 01:22:26,112 I really think that she can be better. 1060 01:22:28,081 --> 01:22:29,819 Do you have any groups here? 1061 01:22:29,819 --> 01:22:34,021 Well, there are some group options. 1062 01:24:49,728 --> 01:24:51,290 She cut herself! 1063 01:24:51,290 --> 01:24:52,830 Please, please... 1064 01:24:52,830 --> 01:24:53,633 She cut herself. 1065 01:24:53,633 --> 01:24:55,030 She’s just... She is hurting herself. 1066 01:24:55,030 --> 01:24:57,769 - I-I don’t know... - Ethan! Ethan, baby! 1067 01:24:57,769 --> 01:24:58,836 Look at me. Calm down. 1068 01:24:58,836 --> 01:25:00,299 I don’t-I don’t know what to do. I... 1069 01:25:00,299 --> 01:25:02,675 Just... All right, just calm down. Just calm down. 1070 01:25:02,675 --> 01:25:04,677 I’m gonna check out what’s going on. 1071 01:26:34,063 --> 01:26:36,428 So, how’d you get the minivan? 1072 01:26:36,428 --> 01:26:39,266 You don’t like Charlemagne? 1073 01:26:39,431 --> 01:26:42,005 - I nicknamed the car. - Yeah, yeah, I get it. 1074 01:27:05,930 --> 01:27:08,768 Hi, sweetheart! - Hi! 1075 01:27:37,159 --> 01:27:41,262 ♪ All inside ♪ 1076 01:27:41,262 --> 01:27:46,234 ♪ Our Amsterdam she hides ♪ 1077 01:27:46,872 --> 01:27:50,304 ♪ Watery eyed ♪ 1078 01:27:50,304 --> 01:27:54,913 ♪ That howling wind and she’s waving hi ♪ 1079 01:27:54,913 --> 01:27:57,080 Hey, you look terrible. 1080 01:27:57,982 --> 01:28:00,380 Did you get any sleep last night? 1081 01:28:00,380 --> 01:28:02,118 I was picking classes. 1082 01:28:02,118 --> 01:28:05,418 Oh, right. What did you decide on? 1083 01:28:05,418 --> 01:28:07,926 Chemistry, Biology. 1084 01:28:07,926 --> 01:28:08,894 ♪ Oh oh... ♪ 1085 01:28:08,894 --> 01:28:12,029 So, sounds like you’re really easing into it, huh? 1086 01:28:12,029 --> 01:28:15,967 ♪ She’s growing tall and fine... ♪ 1087 01:28:15,967 --> 01:28:18,035 It’s gonna be a minute, if you wanted to, 1088 01:28:18,035 --> 01:28:20,334 you know, sit back, take a nap. 1089 01:28:20,334 --> 01:28:24,107 Let, uh... Charlemagne do the work. 1090 01:28:26,406 --> 01:28:29,442 You gotta cut the Charlemagne shit. 1091 01:28:37,890 --> 01:28:42,092 ♪ All inside ♪ 1092 01:28:42,092 --> 01:28:47,196 ♪ Our Amsterdam she flies ♪ 1093 01:28:47,361 --> 01:28:51,563 ♪ Hoarding kites ♪ 1094 01:28:51,563 --> 01:28:53,532 ♪ That howling wind ♪ 1095 01:28:53,532 --> 01:28:56,040 ♪ She’ll take everything ♪ 1096 01:28:56,040 --> 01:29:00,847 ♪ But she’s easy on the eyes ♪ 1097 01:29:27,973 --> 01:29:32,340 ♪ Oh the churches and trains ♪ 1098 01:29:32,340 --> 01:29:37,884 ♪ They all look the same to me now ♪ 1099 01:29:37,884 --> 01:29:41,514 ♪ They shoot you some place ♪ 1100 01:29:41,514 --> 01:29:47,652 ♪ While we ache to come home somehow ♪ 1101 01:30:36,074 --> 01:30:37,471 ♪ There were songs about ♪ 1102 01:30:37,471 --> 01:30:40,980 ♪ How a boy loved a girl ♪ ♪ Loves a girl ♪ 1103 01:30:40,980 --> 01:30:42,014 ♪ Songs about ♪ 1104 01:30:42,014 --> 01:30:44,577 ♪ The changing of the world ♪ ♪ Rebel sister ♪ 1105 01:30:44,577 --> 01:30:47,514 ♪ Songs about a feeling that grows and grows ♪ 1106 01:30:47,514 --> 01:30:50,715 ♪ Baby just growing ♪ ♪ Just where it starts ♪ 1107 01:30:50,715 --> 01:30:53,091 ♪ Nobody knows ♪ ♪ Nobody knows ♪ 1108 01:30:53,091 --> 01:30:54,961 ♪ ’Cause there’s just no song ♪ 1109 01:30:54,961 --> 01:30:57,524 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No no no song ♪ 1110 01:30:57,524 --> 01:31:01,594 ♪ No just for me my baby ♪ ♪ Tell me how ♪ 1111 01:31:01,594 --> 01:31:05,367 ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1112 01:31:05,367 --> 01:31:08,502 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1113 01:31:08,502 --> 01:31:10,977 ♪ My broken heart just cries ♪ 1114 01:31:10,977 --> 01:31:12,374 ♪ There’s songs I know ♪ 1115 01:31:12,374 --> 01:31:15,212 ♪ You would’ve left it by ♪ ♪ Ah ah ooh ♪ 1116 01:31:15,212 --> 01:31:17,478 ♪ Songs I know would make you wanna ♪ 1117 01:31:17,478 --> 01:31:19,282 ♪ Jump and shout ♪ ♪ Shout ♪ 1118 01:31:19,282 --> 01:31:24,221 ♪ Songs I know that have a lot of soul ♪ 1119 01:31:24,221 --> 01:31:25,354 ♪ Songs I know that ♪ 1120 01:31:25,354 --> 01:31:27,323 ♪ Never goes ♪ ♪ Never goes ♪ 1121 01:31:27,323 --> 01:31:29,325 ♪ No song ♪ ♪ There’s just no song ♪ 1122 01:31:29,325 --> 01:31:33,164 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No not one song ♪ 1123 01:31:33,164 --> 01:31:35,133 ♪ No not for me baby ♪ 1124 01:31:35,133 --> 01:31:40,105 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1125 01:31:40,105 --> 01:31:42,272 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart ♪ 1126 01:31:42,272 --> 01:31:45,341 ♪ My broken heart just cries ♪ 1127 01:31:45,341 --> 01:31:48,674 ♪ I cried a river whoo hoo hoo ♪ 1128 01:31:48,674 --> 01:31:52,249 ♪ Deep down in my soul yes I did ♪ 1129 01:31:52,249 --> 01:31:57,188 ♪ It keeps growin’ and growin’ and growin’ ♪ 1130 01:31:57,188 --> 01:32:00,488 ♪ Out of control ♪ 1131 01:32:00,488 --> 01:32:02,094 ♪ Hey baby ♪ ♪ Hey baby ♪ 1132 01:32:02,094 --> 01:32:04,360 ♪ There are songs about the stars ♪ 1133 01:32:04,360 --> 01:32:07,759 ♪ That twinkle in the sky songs about the green ♪ 1134 01:32:07,759 --> 01:32:10,663 ♪ In a pretty girl’s eyes ♪ ♪ Oh that’s right ♪ 1135 01:32:10,663 --> 01:32:13,732 ♪ There’s songs about the plain old ♪ 1136 01:32:13,732 --> 01:32:15,140 ♪ Make it leave ♪ 1137 01:32:15,140 --> 01:32:18,539 ♪ Even songs about the birds and the bees ♪ 1138 01:32:18,539 --> 01:32:20,772 ♪ No song ♪ ♪ But there’s just no song ♪ 1139 01:32:20,772 --> 01:32:24,545 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No not one song ♪ 1140 01:32:24,545 --> 01:32:26,580 ♪ No just for me baby ♪ 1141 01:32:26,580 --> 01:32:31,156 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1142 01:32:31,156 --> 01:32:35,622 ♪ Tell me how my broken heart just cries ♪ 1143 01:32:35,622 --> 01:32:37,657 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Ah you know I won’t ♪ 1144 01:32:37,657 --> 01:32:39,824 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Hey you know I need you to ♪ 1145 01:32:39,824 --> 01:32:42,200 ♪ Talk to me baby ♪ ♪ Come on sweet baby ♪ 1146 01:32:42,200 --> 01:32:45,632 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Ain’t no more to do ♪ 1147 01:32:45,632 --> 01:32:49,669 ♪ The pain is so much stronger ♪ 1148 01:32:49,669 --> 01:32:52,144 ♪ And I don’t think whoo hoo ♪ 1149 01:32:52,144 --> 01:32:53,739 ♪ I can hold out any longer ♪ 1150 01:32:53,739 --> 01:32:56,181 ♪ And you know I won’t ♪ ♪ Tell me baby ♪ 1151 01:32:56,181 --> 01:32:57,479 ♪ Man I need you to ♪ 1152 01:32:57,479 --> 01:33:00,482 ♪ Won’t you come on baby ♪ ♪ Tell me baby ♪ 1153 01:33:00,482 --> 01:33:02,649 ♪ I ain’t no want to ♪ 1154 01:33:02,649 --> 01:33:06,587 ♪ Hey stop spinnin’ in circles ♪ 1155 01:33:06,587 --> 01:33:09,194 ♪ I need somebody soon ♪ 1156 01:33:09,194 --> 01:33:11,394 ♪ Check it out come on baby ♪ 1157 01:33:11,394 --> 01:33:14,133 ♪ There’s no to how I need you ♪ 1158 01:33:14,133 --> 01:33:15,101 ♪ Come on baby ♪ 1159 01:33:15,101 --> 01:33:18,434 ♪ I saw a broken heart that needs you... ♪