1 00:00:12,512 --> 00:00:14,597 (UPBEAT MUSIC) 2 00:01:01,811 --> 00:01:07,275 Steven invited us here today, I have absolutely no clue about why. 3 00:01:07,359 --> 00:01:09,569 But I guess, we're about to find out. 4 00:01:15,033 --> 00:01:16,076 Hi. 5 00:01:17,160 --> 00:01:18,203 Welcome! 6 00:01:18,828 --> 00:01:19,996 Hi, guys. How are you? 7 00:01:20,080 --> 00:01:21,206 Good. 8 00:01:21,289 --> 00:01:22,374 How can I help you? 9 00:01:25,752 --> 00:01:26,795 Uh-huh. 10 00:01:28,797 --> 00:01:30,131 Ooh! OK. 11 00:01:30,215 --> 00:01:31,466 Do you want to do something... 12 00:01:31,549 --> 00:01:32,717 I can show you what I have. 13 00:01:34,177 --> 00:01:36,179 Are you guys gonna help in the decision or... 14 00:01:40,141 --> 00:01:41,559 (LAUGHING) You got some pressure. 15 00:01:41,643 --> 00:01:42,686 (ALL LAUGHING) 16 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:58,868 I'm just going to get going on this. 17 00:02:00,161 --> 00:02:01,955 Take out my special things for you. 18 00:02:02,038 --> 00:02:03,081 (CHUCKLES) 19 00:03:44,015 --> 00:03:45,350 Are you ready? 20 00:03:45,433 --> 00:03:48,853 I'm just gonna show you a few selections of stones 21 00:03:48,937 --> 00:03:50,563 and different sizes. 22 00:03:50,647 --> 00:03:54,359 Here you have a small stone in a very simple setting. 23 00:03:54,442 --> 00:03:55,485 Very elegant. 24 00:03:56,861 --> 00:03:58,571 This is a round brilliant cut. 25 00:04:01,199 --> 00:04:02,242 Yes, you can. 26 00:04:02,325 --> 00:04:04,703 This is actually the one that I wanted to show you the most, 27 00:04:04,786 --> 00:04:06,913 because it's very impressive. 28 00:04:06,996 --> 00:04:08,707 This is the marquise cut. 29 00:04:08,790 --> 00:04:10,208 It's a beautiful stone 30 00:04:10,291 --> 00:04:15,463 if you wanna have a big impact when you pop the question. 31 00:04:16,214 --> 00:04:17,716 So, how much is this one? 32 00:04:17,799 --> 00:04:19,509 $10,000. 33 00:04:28,810 --> 00:04:30,186 Why don't you hold it and see, 34 00:04:30,270 --> 00:04:32,439 'cause you're gonna have to hold it if you put it on her hand. 35 00:04:35,025 --> 00:04:36,067 (ALL LAUGHING) 36 00:04:38,695 --> 00:04:39,904 Shall we do it? 37 00:04:39,988 --> 00:04:41,239 OK. 38 00:04:41,322 --> 00:04:42,949 If you present this to anyone, 39 00:04:43,033 --> 00:04:45,243 I think your answer will be definitely yes. 40 00:04:46,536 --> 00:04:47,579 (ALL LAUGHING) 41 00:05:24,574 --> 00:05:25,617 (LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY) 42 00:05:32,624 --> 00:05:34,709 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 43 00:05:46,846 --> 00:05:49,432 I've been in Costa Rica for ten days now and... 44 00:05:49,516 --> 00:05:50,558 (SCOFFS) 45 00:05:50,642 --> 00:05:54,145 ..this trip has had its fair share of ups and downs. 46 00:05:54,938 --> 00:05:59,025 But yesterday, having Daniel recharge me 47 00:05:59,109 --> 00:06:02,654 by taking me four wheeling and to see the waterfall, 48 00:06:02,737 --> 00:06:07,158 he really showed me how much he appreciates me. 49 00:06:08,076 --> 00:06:10,829 I finally feel like Daniel and I have turned a corner 50 00:06:10,912 --> 00:06:12,872 and we can move forward. 51 00:06:15,041 --> 00:06:16,126 And I'm excited 52 00:06:16,209 --> 00:06:18,837 because the last piece of paperwork that Daniel needed 53 00:06:18,920 --> 00:06:20,880 to complete the K1 application... 54 00:06:21,756 --> 00:06:22,841 ..we finally got it. 55 00:06:38,940 --> 00:06:39,983 What? 56 00:06:46,239 --> 00:06:47,282 Really? 57 00:06:48,158 --> 00:06:49,200 Are you kidding? 58 00:06:56,041 --> 00:06:58,209 I thought it was going to take at least two weeks. 59 00:07:01,588 --> 00:07:03,506 I'm so excited! 60 00:07:03,590 --> 00:07:05,842 Now that you've pulled off your part, 61 00:07:05,925 --> 00:07:07,886 the affidavit of support requires me 62 00:07:07,969 --> 00:07:11,598 to put my bank account information and my tax information, 63 00:07:11,681 --> 00:07:13,183 I was just nervous to bring it, 64 00:07:13,266 --> 00:07:15,393 because, that's my life. 65 00:07:16,269 --> 00:07:17,812 I know, I don't want you to think I'm rich 66 00:07:17,896 --> 00:07:19,272 'cause I'm not rich and... 67 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:21,483 (NERVOUS CHUCKLE) 68 00:07:21,566 --> 00:07:23,860 You know, and I needed time to make more money, you know? 69 00:07:23,943 --> 00:07:25,820 Anything for the affidavit of support so... 70 00:07:26,446 --> 00:07:27,781 There's our paperwork. 71 00:07:29,032 --> 00:07:30,742 Yeah and... 72 00:07:32,452 --> 00:07:35,080 That's our future. 73 00:07:35,163 --> 00:07:36,206 All night tonight, 74 00:07:36,289 --> 00:07:37,957 we're going to go through all the questions. 75 00:07:38,041 --> 00:07:39,459 Have to go through all 100 questions. 76 00:07:39,542 --> 00:07:41,002 You need to know everything about me. 77 00:07:41,086 --> 00:07:42,754 You can't hesitate. You can't do anything. 78 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:46,800 I know! But I just wanna make sure because... 79 00:07:50,512 --> 00:07:53,014 ..it's one of the biggest days of our lives. 80 00:07:55,016 --> 00:07:58,019 I'm the one that's been gathering all the paperwork. 81 00:07:58,103 --> 00:07:59,813 I'm the one that's been doing all the research. 82 00:07:59,896 --> 00:08:03,817 I'm the one that is doing almost everything for this. 83 00:08:03,900 --> 00:08:06,695 And now, it all comes down to this moment 84 00:08:06,778 --> 00:08:09,239 with Daniel in the K1 interview. 85 00:08:09,322 --> 00:08:13,243 I spent days and months researching so many things 86 00:08:13,326 --> 00:08:17,330 and they're just going to ask him a tonne of questions 87 00:08:17,414 --> 00:08:18,790 pertaining to my life, 88 00:08:18,873 --> 00:08:21,793 just to make sure that this relationship is real 89 00:08:21,876 --> 00:08:24,295 and that he's just not gonna marry me for a Green Card. 90 00:08:25,255 --> 00:08:27,215 So we're still gonna quiz you on everything 91 00:08:27,298 --> 00:08:29,384 because we have to have no mistakes. 92 00:08:30,468 --> 00:08:31,553 I can't go in there with you. 93 00:08:31,636 --> 00:08:33,346 That is probably... 94 00:08:35,056 --> 00:08:36,433 ..the hardest part for me. 95 00:08:37,308 --> 00:08:39,811 I can do all this paperwork correctly. 96 00:08:40,353 --> 00:08:43,273 There is nothing I can do for you when you walk into those doors. 97 00:08:44,733 --> 00:08:46,776 So I need to make sure that you're prepared. 98 00:08:48,111 --> 00:08:49,821 They can ask him up to a 100 questions 99 00:08:49,904 --> 00:08:53,366 and the questions are absurd to even think of. 100 00:08:53,450 --> 00:08:54,784 Like, where I went to high school. 101 00:08:55,744 --> 00:08:57,162 It's not something that comes up. 102 00:08:57,787 --> 00:08:58,913 People get denied 103 00:08:58,997 --> 00:09:01,750 just for not knowing their second cousin's birthday. 104 00:09:02,584 --> 00:09:04,252 It so nerve-wracking. 105 00:09:05,420 --> 00:09:06,504 What's my favourite colour? 106 00:09:08,340 --> 00:09:09,591 What's my favourite sauce? 107 00:09:11,509 --> 00:09:12,594 OK. 108 00:09:12,677 --> 00:09:15,555 'Cause the other day, you went and said barbeque. 109 00:09:15,638 --> 00:09:16,848 But you know it's ranch. 110 00:09:38,370 --> 00:09:39,412 What's my favourite food? 111 00:09:41,498 --> 00:09:42,540 And? 112 00:09:43,833 --> 00:09:44,876 OK! 113 00:09:54,094 --> 00:09:55,845 God, I wish I could just go in there with you. 114 00:09:56,471 --> 00:09:57,555 I wish! 115 00:10:05,146 --> 00:10:06,231 I know, but, the last piece 116 00:10:06,314 --> 00:10:08,525 of this puzzle comes down to you, 117 00:10:08,608 --> 00:10:09,651 in that interview. 118 00:10:09,734 --> 00:10:11,152 And what get's said. 119 00:10:37,971 --> 00:10:39,556 This is it! 120 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:42,767 That last piece of this puzzle comes down to you in that interview. 121 00:10:44,561 --> 00:10:46,646 (SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC) 122 00:10:48,481 --> 00:10:52,235 If this K1 interview gets denied, 123 00:10:52,318 --> 00:10:53,445 we have to start over. 124 00:10:54,696 --> 00:10:57,907 New packet, new paperwork, new check. 125 00:11:02,328 --> 00:11:03,413 I can't go through that. 126 00:11:05,623 --> 00:11:07,751 It's not that I don't love Daniel, 127 00:11:07,834 --> 00:11:10,962 but I don't have that fight left in me. 128 00:11:13,506 --> 00:11:14,549 I love you. 129 00:11:25,143 --> 00:11:27,228 (UPBEAT MUSIC) 130 00:11:50,919 --> 00:11:52,212 No. 131 00:11:53,380 --> 00:11:54,464 Almost done. 132 00:11:55,840 --> 00:12:00,095 I wanted Key to move to America and she completely turned me down. 133 00:12:00,178 --> 00:12:02,389 And I felt empty inside. 134 00:12:03,848 --> 00:12:06,267 But then, talking to my friend, Genevieve, 135 00:12:06,351 --> 00:12:09,270 really forced me to rethink all my plans. 136 00:12:10,730 --> 00:12:12,232 And now, I see things different. 137 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:16,611 I have one day left here in Bocas, 138 00:12:16,695 --> 00:12:18,363 and at this point, 139 00:12:18,446 --> 00:12:21,199 I'm willing to do whatever it takes to be with Key. 140 00:12:23,952 --> 00:12:25,036 Yeah. 141 00:12:27,372 --> 00:12:28,415 Yeah. 142 00:12:30,333 --> 00:12:31,918 I wish I could stay longer. 143 00:12:32,836 --> 00:12:35,005 It sucks saying goodbye to you. 144 00:12:36,297 --> 00:12:39,009 I'm saddened that you are not coming with me. 145 00:12:45,765 --> 00:12:46,808 Yeah. 146 00:12:53,606 --> 00:12:54,649 Mm-hmm. 147 00:12:56,026 --> 00:12:57,068 My heart... 148 00:12:58,903 --> 00:13:00,113 ..would break... 149 00:13:02,490 --> 00:13:07,078 ..if tonight was the last night we were together. 150 00:13:15,128 --> 00:13:17,797 I don't wanna end this relationship. 151 00:13:20,175 --> 00:13:21,301 Because I love you. 152 00:13:23,636 --> 00:13:24,763 I don't wanna... 153 00:13:26,473 --> 00:13:28,933 ..grow old and think back... 154 00:13:30,268 --> 00:13:34,606 .."Oh, what if me and Key tried." 155 00:13:35,690 --> 00:13:38,902 I don't wanna have regrets in the future. 156 00:14:02,926 --> 00:14:06,096 I understand your feelings, 157 00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:11,017 but I'm worried when I'm in California, 158 00:14:11,101 --> 00:14:14,270 maybe you have another boyfriend here. 159 00:14:16,314 --> 00:14:17,649 And I don't wanna think about it. 160 00:14:19,734 --> 00:14:22,946 I think I've been so focused on Key moving to California 161 00:14:23,029 --> 00:14:27,200 because I was afraid of her maybe meeting somebody else 162 00:14:27,283 --> 00:14:31,204 if we didn't have a set plan on her moving to America. 163 00:14:31,788 --> 00:14:35,250 And it's hard for me to wrap my head around 164 00:14:35,333 --> 00:14:37,794 the person I love, being with somebody else. 165 00:14:39,671 --> 00:14:42,632 If I give up on the idea of California, 166 00:14:42,716 --> 00:14:45,969 then can we be exclusive? 167 00:16:06,591 --> 00:16:10,261 I only worry because I love you. 168 00:16:24,484 --> 00:16:26,903 Being exclusive, is how I prove my love 169 00:16:26,986 --> 00:16:28,238 and commitment for Key. 170 00:16:28,321 --> 00:16:31,783 But it was naive of me to come here 171 00:16:31,866 --> 00:16:35,328 after being apart from Key for nine years 172 00:16:35,412 --> 00:16:38,415 and asking her to be somebody that she's not. 173 00:16:39,708 --> 00:16:42,127 I need to think beyond my own fears, 174 00:16:42,210 --> 00:16:45,171 beyond my own insecurities, 175 00:16:45,255 --> 00:16:47,132 because she's the love of my life. 176 00:16:47,632 --> 00:16:52,387 So I need to learn how to reconcile being in an open relationship, 177 00:16:52,470 --> 00:16:56,766 and accept that we're gonna be long-distance for a while. 178 00:16:58,184 --> 00:17:00,145 Yeah, you're right. 179 00:17:04,524 --> 00:17:08,820 What's most important for me is for us to be together. 180 00:17:09,821 --> 00:17:11,197 I still want to be with you. 181 00:17:12,407 --> 00:17:17,495 I wanna love you, how you want to be loved. 182 00:17:19,164 --> 00:17:24,544 And then, figure out where else you want to live. 183 00:17:41,686 --> 00:17:42,729 Yeah. 184 00:17:44,689 --> 00:17:45,732 For us. 185 00:17:48,651 --> 00:17:49,694 Let's try. 186 00:17:59,412 --> 00:18:04,334 Even though you didn't say yes on California, 187 00:18:04,417 --> 00:18:08,088 the most important thing to me is you said "yes" to me. 188 00:18:11,883 --> 00:18:12,926 Sometimes. 189 00:18:15,261 --> 00:18:19,891 This first thing, when I go back tomorrow, 190 00:18:19,974 --> 00:18:23,603 is I find a Spanish teacher. 191 00:18:28,149 --> 00:18:29,984 There's still a lot of unknowns. 192 00:18:30,068 --> 00:18:31,277 Where we're gonna live. 193 00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:34,030 When we'll be together. 194 00:18:34,114 --> 00:18:35,573 Will we meet other people? 195 00:18:36,324 --> 00:18:39,369 But the fear of me losing Key again, 196 00:18:39,452 --> 00:18:43,164 is something that jumpstarted 197 00:18:43,248 --> 00:18:45,208 the whole new thought process for me. 198 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:48,378 I really hope Key can understand 199 00:18:48,461 --> 00:18:50,296 that I'm seeing things different now. 200 00:18:58,847 --> 00:19:00,932 (SOFT MUSIC) 201 00:21:17,110 --> 00:21:20,697 I was really enjoying taking care of her for the two days. 202 00:21:20,780 --> 00:21:24,451 I was like hoping to take care of her some more. 203 00:21:24,534 --> 00:21:25,785 If you know what I mean. 204 00:21:38,757 --> 00:21:41,968 Um, I've just kind of been hanging out in the room a lot. 205 00:21:43,053 --> 00:21:44,137 Not... 206 00:21:45,430 --> 00:21:47,307 ..too much, you know, you get what I mean... 207 00:21:47,390 --> 00:21:48,850 you have to hang out in the room a lot. 208 00:21:48,933 --> 00:21:50,518 There's really nothing else you can do. 209 00:21:52,062 --> 00:21:54,647 It just sucks that this kinda interrupted my time with him, 210 00:21:54,731 --> 00:21:57,108 but you know, I understand you gotta do what you gotta do. 211 00:21:57,692 --> 00:22:00,612 Last night, we, you know, had a huge fight 212 00:22:00,695 --> 00:22:03,490 about giving the baby his last name 213 00:22:03,573 --> 00:22:06,534 and him, you know, moving to the US to be with us, 214 00:22:06,618 --> 00:22:09,537 and it just was a total disaster. 215 00:22:12,290 --> 00:22:13,750 The balcony out here... 216 00:22:15,043 --> 00:22:16,586 ..not too much of a view. 217 00:22:20,590 --> 00:22:22,217 Sherlon was really rude about it. 218 00:22:22,300 --> 00:22:24,636 He was saying that if the baby didn't have his last name, 219 00:22:24,719 --> 00:22:26,680 then it might as well not be his baby, 220 00:22:26,763 --> 00:22:28,640 which is super annoying to me 221 00:22:28,723 --> 00:22:30,892 because, I mean, he's hardly done much 222 00:22:30,975 --> 00:22:32,936 for his part anyways. 223 00:22:33,019 --> 00:22:37,524 But, if he was sure that he was gonna come to the US, 224 00:22:37,607 --> 00:22:40,568 and I truly believed that that's what he wanted to do, 225 00:22:40,652 --> 00:22:41,945 I wouldn't even question it. 226 00:22:42,028 --> 00:22:43,321 The baby would have his last name. 227 00:22:43,405 --> 00:22:46,074 But the fact that I could be doing this alone 228 00:22:46,157 --> 00:22:48,284 is making me extremely hesitant. 229 00:22:49,703 --> 00:22:52,414 Just a lot of waiting and boredom. 230 00:22:53,665 --> 00:22:54,708 But... 231 00:22:55,875 --> 00:22:57,168 ..hopefully not too much longer. 232 00:22:59,379 --> 00:23:02,966 I was using this time to try and connect with him 233 00:23:03,049 --> 00:23:05,093 and make our relationship stronger. 234 00:23:05,176 --> 00:23:07,637 And now that I don't know when I'll see him again, 235 00:23:07,721 --> 00:23:10,515 I'm really unsure about our relationship 236 00:23:10,598 --> 00:23:11,975 and it just feels like 237 00:23:12,058 --> 00:23:13,977 I'm just really starting to lose hope. 238 00:23:15,645 --> 00:23:19,691 I'm just trying to keep my mind busy, 239 00:23:19,774 --> 00:23:22,110 so that time doesn't go by slower. 240 00:23:22,819 --> 00:23:26,364 Um, hopefully, I'll get to see Sherlon again. 241 00:23:28,783 --> 00:23:30,035 Hopefully. 242 00:23:37,042 --> 00:23:39,127 (SOFT MUSIC) 243 00:23:51,014 --> 00:23:53,433 Daniel, are you ready? 244 00:23:57,187 --> 00:23:58,605 Today is a really big day. 245 00:23:59,314 --> 00:24:03,318 Daniel has his K1 visa interview at the embassy. 246 00:24:03,401 --> 00:24:04,444 And... 247 00:24:05,653 --> 00:24:08,698 ..I'm just so nervous because this is the last step. 248 00:24:09,282 --> 00:24:12,619 He has to nail this and get approved, 249 00:24:12,702 --> 00:24:14,704 so we can start our lives in the US. 250 00:24:16,289 --> 00:24:20,335 Thank you. That shirt looks way better. 251 00:24:20,418 --> 00:24:21,836 Thank you for changing. 252 00:24:22,420 --> 00:24:24,839 You just seem to be prepared for this interview 253 00:24:24,923 --> 00:24:27,092 and I'm sorry I'm a little intense right now. 254 00:24:27,175 --> 00:24:29,052 and I made you change your shirt, like, four times. 255 00:24:29,135 --> 00:24:30,428 But at this point... 256 00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:33,014 ..I'm just nervous. 257 00:24:35,517 --> 00:24:36,559 I know. 258 00:24:38,687 --> 00:24:40,230 It's OK. You don't have to touch it. 259 00:24:40,313 --> 00:24:41,606 I got this. 260 00:24:41,690 --> 00:24:42,857 Thank you. 261 00:24:43,441 --> 00:24:45,485 I will give it to you when we get there. 262 00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:48,321 This way, I know everything's in here. 263 00:24:51,157 --> 00:24:52,242 This is it. 264 00:24:53,368 --> 00:24:54,536 This is it! 265 00:24:57,038 --> 00:24:58,665 This is Daniel's moment. 266 00:24:58,748 --> 00:25:02,085 To go down there to the embassy in San Jose 267 00:25:02,168 --> 00:25:04,713 and impress them with his knowledge... 268 00:25:06,506 --> 00:25:07,799 ..of his beautiful woman. 269 00:25:09,634 --> 00:25:10,677 I'll hold this. 270 00:25:11,177 --> 00:25:13,555 This K1 visa process really drained me. 271 00:25:14,556 --> 00:25:15,598 And... 272 00:25:17,767 --> 00:25:19,769 ..I won't be OK if he gets denied. 273 00:25:28,570 --> 00:25:30,697 Big day today! Whoo! 274 00:25:43,918 --> 00:25:46,755 Everything that I've been doing comes down to this moment. 275 00:25:46,838 --> 00:25:49,966 So now, it's your turn to wrap it up. OK? 276 00:26:02,395 --> 00:26:05,315 You know, I just don't want you to screw it up. I'm not gonna say... 277 00:26:05,398 --> 00:26:07,233 I'm not saying you're gonna screw it up. I'm not... 278 00:26:09,861 --> 00:26:11,237 I'm just nervous. 279 00:26:11,321 --> 00:26:13,490 I just need to make sure you know everything about me. 280 00:26:13,573 --> 00:26:14,783 So. 281 00:26:17,619 --> 00:26:18,661 How old am I? 282 00:26:21,831 --> 00:26:23,208 What's my sister's name? 283 00:26:25,377 --> 00:26:26,586 When did we meet? 284 00:26:32,217 --> 00:26:34,594 You don't remember when you fell in love with me? 285 00:26:35,136 --> 00:26:36,304 Is that what you're saying? 286 00:26:41,059 --> 00:26:44,521 Um, September 26th. 287 00:26:49,526 --> 00:26:53,113 To have Daniel to go into this interview and me not be there, 288 00:26:53,196 --> 00:26:54,656 I have to prep him. 289 00:26:55,198 --> 00:27:00,537 I'm just gonna quiz him, test him, and help him nail this interview. 290 00:27:01,830 --> 00:27:02,872 Baby. 291 00:27:03,623 --> 00:27:04,666 Baby. 292 00:27:14,300 --> 00:27:15,635 What's my favourite food? 293 00:27:26,604 --> 00:27:28,356 He's getting annoyed with me, 294 00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:30,900 which I can't understand because I did everything! 295 00:27:30,984 --> 00:27:33,695 Like, alls you have to do is answer like some questions about me, like, 296 00:27:33,778 --> 00:27:35,989 this is go time! It is game time! 297 00:27:36,656 --> 00:27:38,241 Like, get your head in the game. 298 00:27:38,742 --> 00:27:40,160 I just don't know how you could sleep 299 00:27:40,243 --> 00:27:41,453 through something right now 300 00:27:41,536 --> 00:27:43,288 when it's like the biggest day of our lives. 301 00:27:47,917 --> 00:27:49,878 I'm sorry. I don't mean to freak you out. 302 00:27:51,421 --> 00:27:53,173 I just want it to go perfect. 303 00:27:53,256 --> 00:27:56,384 I want this to be one of the best days of our lives. 304 00:28:19,699 --> 00:28:21,910 I'm not a large! 305 00:28:32,420 --> 00:28:33,630 I'm a medium! 306 00:28:49,229 --> 00:28:51,314 (SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC) 307 00:29:12,168 --> 00:29:13,211 Love you. 308 00:29:20,510 --> 00:29:21,553 I'm just so nervous 309 00:29:21,636 --> 00:29:24,055 because I have read and done the research, 310 00:29:24,139 --> 00:29:28,018 and the slightest hesitation or a stumble of words... 311 00:29:29,436 --> 00:29:30,979 ..could make them say no. 312 00:29:31,855 --> 00:29:34,899 Our whole relationship lies in his hands. 313 00:29:37,193 --> 00:29:39,612 If he doesn't get approved, 314 00:29:39,696 --> 00:29:41,865 I'm not willing to put myself through this again. 315 00:29:44,909 --> 00:29:46,995 I'm emotional 'cause this is it. 316 00:29:57,964 --> 00:29:59,090 I'm watching the door. 317 00:29:59,674 --> 00:30:00,884 I can't stop. 318 00:30:02,302 --> 00:30:03,720 I mean, I can barely breathe. 319 00:30:04,596 --> 00:30:05,638 I wanna vomit. 320 00:30:05,722 --> 00:30:06,765 Vomitar. 321 00:30:06,848 --> 00:30:08,850 The only Spanish word I know, vomitar. 322 00:30:08,933 --> 00:30:10,477 I wanna puke. I wanna just, like... 323 00:30:11,144 --> 00:30:14,814 The anxiety is just intense. 324 00:31:27,971 --> 00:31:29,264 We just got approved! 325 00:31:30,098 --> 00:31:32,851 Daniel's coming to Florida! 326 00:31:46,448 --> 00:31:48,408 We actually get to be together. 327 00:31:48,491 --> 00:31:49,576 Finally. 328 00:31:49,659 --> 00:31:51,327 After waiting for so long. 329 00:31:52,120 --> 00:31:53,496 This is our moment right now. 330 00:31:54,539 --> 00:31:55,582 I know. 331 00:32:06,593 --> 00:32:08,094 And we just... 332 00:32:08,178 --> 00:32:13,058 We have to get the passport, pack all your stuff up, 333 00:32:13,141 --> 00:32:15,310 help David move and get settled. 334 00:32:15,393 --> 00:32:18,146 I know. I know. 335 00:32:20,023 --> 00:32:21,107 Real life! 336 00:32:25,904 --> 00:32:27,989 (UPBEAT MUSIC) 337 00:32:46,716 --> 00:32:48,510 I'm packing up to go home today. 338 00:32:49,511 --> 00:32:54,557 I guess it kinda feels like it's about time to go home. 339 00:32:55,892 --> 00:32:59,521 I know it's also gonna be really hard to leave. 340 00:32:59,604 --> 00:33:01,815 I didn't get as much time with Sherlon 341 00:33:01,898 --> 00:33:03,149 as I thought I was gonna get. 342 00:33:03,233 --> 00:33:04,693 Not nearly enough. 343 00:33:06,319 --> 00:33:10,532 I'm leaving Jamaica after not being able to see Sherlon 344 00:33:10,615 --> 00:33:12,367 for the last three days. 345 00:33:12,450 --> 00:33:16,454 He had a second COVID test that was also positive. 346 00:33:16,538 --> 00:33:20,458 And I'm really not able to extend this trip. 347 00:33:21,543 --> 00:33:22,877 The whole purpose of using this trip 348 00:33:22,961 --> 00:33:24,045 was, like, 349 00:33:24,129 --> 00:33:26,381 to bring us closer together and, you know, 350 00:33:26,464 --> 00:33:29,092 getting all the documents in order for his tourist visa. 351 00:33:29,175 --> 00:33:30,218 And... 352 00:33:31,386 --> 00:33:34,806 ..we didn't even come close to accomplishing any of that, so. 353 00:33:35,557 --> 00:33:37,308 Yeah, I don't really know how to feel. 354 00:33:37,392 --> 00:33:38,560 It's definitely gonna be sad. 355 00:33:38,643 --> 00:33:40,478 I don't think it really has hit me yet. 356 00:33:40,979 --> 00:33:45,400 I don't think it'll hit me until I'm back in, you know, 357 00:33:45,483 --> 00:33:48,194 the cold Midwest, you know, in reality. 358 00:33:48,903 --> 00:33:49,988 But... 359 00:33:52,157 --> 00:33:56,161 ..I guess we have to go back to reality at some point. 360 00:33:57,162 --> 00:33:58,830 And hopefully, one day, like, 361 00:33:58,913 --> 00:34:00,999 our realities will be us being together. 362 00:34:09,841 --> 00:34:12,260 I really wanted to see Sherlon before leaving Jamaica, 363 00:34:12,344 --> 00:34:15,430 so I had the driver take me to his house 364 00:34:15,513 --> 00:34:18,224 so I could give him a socially-distanced goodbye. 365 00:34:25,523 --> 00:34:28,610 Right now, our relationship is really strained. 366 00:34:28,693 --> 00:34:32,739 But I want to give him the benefit of the doubt. 367 00:34:32,822 --> 00:34:36,910 I would give him all the chances in the world. 368 00:34:36,993 --> 00:34:39,871 I still feel really hopeful that, you know, 369 00:34:39,954 --> 00:34:43,375 somehow and some way we'll figure it out, 370 00:34:43,458 --> 00:34:46,586 and that's just kinda what I'm banking on right now. 371 00:35:14,239 --> 00:35:15,448 Hey, stranger. 372 00:35:17,701 --> 00:35:19,411 You've got to keep your distance. 373 00:35:22,163 --> 00:35:24,874 At least I get to see your face one last time. 374 00:35:27,669 --> 00:35:30,171 The rest of that part of your face. 375 00:35:30,255 --> 00:35:31,297 (SIGHS) 376 00:35:31,381 --> 00:35:34,217 But, could always be worse. 377 00:35:44,894 --> 00:35:46,021 Yeah, they're OK. 378 00:35:49,482 --> 00:35:50,608 They are OK. 379 00:35:54,195 --> 00:35:55,780 Are you sad? 380 00:35:56,865 --> 00:35:57,907 Me too. 381 00:35:59,701 --> 00:36:02,328 At least we still got some good time together, 382 00:36:02,412 --> 00:36:04,247 although, it's never gonna be enough obviously. 383 00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:13,423 I have to do all the hard work, though. 384 00:36:20,263 --> 00:36:21,806 I hope so. 385 00:36:25,935 --> 00:36:26,978 You know so. 386 00:36:27,062 --> 00:36:28,188 Alright. 387 00:36:28,271 --> 00:36:31,733 It'll be easier once we're both in the same place. 388 00:36:34,194 --> 00:36:36,279 What I want more than anything 389 00:36:36,363 --> 00:36:38,281 is for Sherlon to get a tourist visa, 390 00:36:38,365 --> 00:36:40,408 so he could be there for the birth of our child. 391 00:36:41,159 --> 00:36:43,703 This is a child that him and I created together, 392 00:36:43,787 --> 00:36:45,955 and I really want him to be by my side 393 00:36:46,039 --> 00:36:48,166 when we bring him into the world. 394 00:36:48,249 --> 00:36:50,752 You gotta come and get that letter ASAP. 395 00:36:51,461 --> 00:36:52,796 Gotta do what I got to do. 396 00:36:52,879 --> 00:36:54,464 Gotta take care of business. 397 00:36:55,757 --> 00:36:58,259 You know where to go to do those photos and stuff like that? 398 00:37:00,011 --> 00:37:03,139 Sherlon says that as soon as he gets a negative test 399 00:37:03,223 --> 00:37:05,100 and can get out of quarantine, 400 00:37:05,183 --> 00:37:08,311 he's gonna go and he's gonna get all the paperwork we need 401 00:37:08,395 --> 00:37:09,771 for the tourist visa, 402 00:37:09,854 --> 00:37:11,898 and I want to believe him. 403 00:37:11,981 --> 00:37:14,401 I want so badly to believe him. 404 00:37:15,068 --> 00:37:19,489 But I just don't know if it's gonna happen. 405 00:37:22,784 --> 00:37:24,744 Oh, OK. Are you gonna go and get it? 406 00:37:24,828 --> 00:37:26,663 Make sure it's sanitised. 407 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:55,984 Hey! It's the thought that counts! 408 00:37:58,570 --> 00:38:01,114 It is really sweet of him to be giving me flowers, 409 00:38:01,197 --> 00:38:03,074 but then I realised I'm gonna be flying home 410 00:38:03,158 --> 00:38:04,993 and you can't take any plants with you. 411 00:38:10,248 --> 00:38:11,708 Yeah, but then, you touched it again. 412 00:38:14,461 --> 00:38:15,962 Then I realised they were fake. 413 00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:23,845 OK. OK. 414 00:38:23,928 --> 00:38:26,181 Let me just spray it first and then I'll grab it. 415 00:38:26,264 --> 00:38:27,474 It's OK if I grab it. 416 00:38:30,393 --> 00:38:31,686 OK. 417 00:38:31,770 --> 00:38:35,648 So, the driver isn't allowing me to take the flowers inside the van 418 00:38:35,732 --> 00:38:36,775 because of COVID. 419 00:38:37,776 --> 00:38:38,818 Thanks. 420 00:38:39,736 --> 00:38:41,321 It makes me super sad. 421 00:38:41,404 --> 00:38:44,866 It would've been nice to take that sweet gesture home with me, 422 00:38:44,949 --> 00:38:46,743 but at least, they're fake. 423 00:38:46,826 --> 00:38:48,453 They'll be there the next time I go. 424 00:38:50,997 --> 00:38:52,290 That's so sweet though. 425 00:38:52,374 --> 00:38:53,458 Thank you so much. 426 00:38:53,541 --> 00:38:54,751 Wish I could take them. 427 00:38:57,170 --> 00:38:58,463 You're sad. Don't cry. 428 00:39:01,049 --> 00:39:03,009 I'm gonna be on you about getting everything. 429 00:39:05,679 --> 00:39:06,721 Yep. Mm-hmm. 430 00:39:07,430 --> 00:39:08,848 Well, I'm gonna miss you a lot. 431 00:39:10,350 --> 00:39:11,434 Love ya. 432 00:39:58,857 --> 00:40:02,569 I came to Jamaica ten days ago with so much hope. 433 00:40:03,069 --> 00:40:05,447 I thought that we were gonna figure out 434 00:40:05,530 --> 00:40:07,323 what our future was gonna look like, 435 00:40:07,407 --> 00:40:10,785 and I really wanted him to agree to come to the US, 436 00:40:10,869 --> 00:40:14,664 so we could get married and raise our child together. 437 00:40:14,748 --> 00:40:18,752 I thought that I was gonna get a lot of my questions answered 438 00:40:18,835 --> 00:40:22,339 but, in this moment, 439 00:40:22,422 --> 00:40:24,507 I don't know if we're gonna be together 440 00:40:24,591 --> 00:40:27,052 or if he's even gonna be a part of our son's life. 441 00:40:27,969 --> 00:40:32,057 But regardless of where we stand now, 442 00:40:32,140 --> 00:40:34,601 this baby is gonna be here in three months 443 00:40:34,684 --> 00:40:36,936 and I have to prepare for that.