1 00:00:02,243 --> 00:00:05,123 [soft music] 2 00:00:05,203 --> 00:00:07,163 [narrator] 16 year-old Jayden Parkinson 3 00:00:07,243 --> 00:00:08,843 is on her way to meet her lover. 4 00:00:13,003 --> 00:00:15,683 She was like, "That's my boyfriend." 5 00:00:16,963 --> 00:00:18,683 And I was like, "You're joking." 6 00:00:18,763 --> 00:00:21,683 She's like, "No, I really like him. 7 00:00:21,763 --> 00:00:22,963 I've fallen in love with him." 8 00:00:26,283 --> 00:00:27,763 'Cause at that age, you know, 9 00:00:27,843 --> 00:00:29,803 young girls want the bad boy. 10 00:00:31,803 --> 00:00:35,363 ♪ Blood is on my hands ♪ 11 00:00:35,443 --> 00:00:38,483 [narrator] Jayden has something important to tell the man in her life, 12 00:00:38,563 --> 00:00:40,123 and then to tell her mom. 13 00:00:40,203 --> 00:00:42,243 ♪ It's all I understand ♪ 14 00:00:42,323 --> 00:00:44,443 I woke up to about 50 missed calls. 15 00:00:46,003 --> 00:00:47,603 "Mom, Mom, you've got to ring me. 16 00:00:47,683 --> 00:00:50,563 Please ring me. I've got something really important to tell you." 17 00:00:51,483 --> 00:00:52,563 "I'm pregnant." 18 00:00:52,643 --> 00:00:56,403 ♪ These are violent times ♪ 19 00:00:56,483 --> 00:00:57,643 "What?" 20 00:00:58,043 --> 00:01:00,043 She said, "I'm pregnant." I was like, "Whose is it?" 21 00:01:00,123 --> 00:01:01,883 She's like, "Who do you think it is?" 22 00:01:04,763 --> 00:01:06,843 She was absolutely besotted with him. 23 00:01:07,043 --> 00:01:10,323 ♪ I'm the violent kind ♪ 24 00:01:13,163 --> 00:01:15,963 [ominous music] 25 00:01:16,043 --> 00:01:18,603 [heartbeat thudding] 26 00:01:20,723 --> 00:01:23,683 [soft, tense music] 27 00:01:25,483 --> 00:01:27,563 [narrator] A young man called Ben Blakeley 28 00:01:27,643 --> 00:01:30,723 unexpectedly calls at the home of his grandmother, 29 00:01:30,803 --> 00:01:33,683 saying that he needs to borrow a suitcase. 30 00:01:33,763 --> 00:01:36,923 She said Ben had collected from her, a few days before, 31 00:01:37,003 --> 00:01:39,563 he'd come in, in a rush, saying "I need a suitcase." 32 00:01:39,643 --> 00:01:41,923 He'd emptied the contents out on the floor 33 00:01:42,003 --> 00:01:43,603 and just taken the suitcase. 34 00:01:43,683 --> 00:01:47,003 He had then returned two or three days later 35 00:01:47,083 --> 00:01:48,443 with the suitcase, 36 00:01:48,523 --> 00:01:51,203 and thrown it into her shed and it was covered in mud. 37 00:01:53,323 --> 00:01:55,563 [narrator] The suitcase appears heavy. 38 00:01:55,723 --> 00:01:59,803 What part will it play in the mystery of a missing teenager? 39 00:02:00,083 --> 00:02:02,123 Where is Jayden Parkinson? 40 00:02:02,203 --> 00:02:04,123 With any missing person investigation, 41 00:02:04,203 --> 00:02:06,723 it is about what I would call victimology. 42 00:02:07,123 --> 00:02:08,563 Where would they normally be hanging? 43 00:02:08,643 --> 00:02:11,123 Who would they be hanging with? What's their pattern of behavior? 44 00:02:11,203 --> 00:02:13,923 And really going back to, where were they last seen 45 00:02:14,003 --> 00:02:15,563 and who were they last seen with? 46 00:02:15,643 --> 00:02:17,803 [narrator] Jayden had recently moved out 47 00:02:17,883 --> 00:02:20,083 from her mom's home in Didcot. 48 00:02:20,163 --> 00:02:21,603 They'd had their ups and downs. 49 00:02:21,683 --> 00:02:23,283 So, she was like a little whirlwind. 50 00:02:23,363 --> 00:02:24,483 She'd follow me everywhere. 51 00:02:24,563 --> 00:02:26,883 Everything was "What? Why? When? How?" 52 00:02:26,963 --> 00:02:28,643 She could be your best friend 53 00:02:28,723 --> 00:02:30,803 and your worst enemy, all in one. 54 00:02:30,883 --> 00:02:32,683 [gravel crunches] 55 00:02:32,763 --> 00:02:34,843 [narrator] Samantha Shrewsbury's own life 56 00:02:34,923 --> 00:02:36,163 has not been an easy one. 57 00:02:36,243 --> 00:02:37,723 Problems with her health, 58 00:02:37,803 --> 00:02:40,843 failed relationships, and domestic violence. 59 00:02:42,043 --> 00:02:44,283 But Samantha never stops loving her children. 60 00:02:44,363 --> 00:02:45,803 She's devoted to Jayden. 61 00:02:47,203 --> 00:02:50,203 She was born on the 26th September 62 00:02:50,283 --> 00:02:52,643 at 10 to six in the evening. 63 00:02:52,723 --> 00:02:56,043 She weighed five pound, 15 and a half ounces. 64 00:02:56,123 --> 00:02:57,403 She wasn't planned. 65 00:02:57,803 --> 00:02:59,843 She was a bit of a surprise. 66 00:03:00,923 --> 00:03:04,803 But she was one of those squidgy babies that you just, do you know what I mean? 67 00:03:04,883 --> 00:03:09,163 Peaches and cream sort of skin that you could just, sort of thing to. 68 00:03:09,243 --> 00:03:10,723 She was proper cute. 69 00:03:10,803 --> 00:03:14,123 [narrator] The popular Jayden's early passions, her pets. 70 00:03:14,203 --> 00:03:15,403 She loves animals. 71 00:03:15,483 --> 00:03:17,643 She was easily liked. 72 00:03:17,723 --> 00:03:21,163 I can honestly say she probably had about 10 best friends. 73 00:03:23,003 --> 00:03:24,603 [narrator] When Jayden was still little, 74 00:03:24,683 --> 00:03:26,843 Samantha temporarily lost custody 75 00:03:26,923 --> 00:03:28,963 of her two youngest children. 76 00:03:29,043 --> 00:03:31,083 But one day, Jayden will choose to come back 77 00:03:31,163 --> 00:03:32,163 to live with her mom. 78 00:03:32,243 --> 00:03:35,403 It wasn't until she was 13, that she voted with her feet, 79 00:03:36,483 --> 00:03:38,323 and turned up at my house 80 00:03:38,403 --> 00:03:40,843 in Didcot. 81 00:03:40,923 --> 00:03:43,603 [train rumbles] 82 00:03:43,683 --> 00:03:45,363 [narrator] Didcot is a small town 83 00:03:45,443 --> 00:03:47,283 15 miles southeast of Oxford, 84 00:03:47,363 --> 00:03:50,083 with more than its fair share of problems, 85 00:03:50,163 --> 00:03:53,563 poverty, teenage drug abuse. 86 00:03:53,643 --> 00:03:56,483 Jayden spent most of her life in the north of England, 87 00:03:56,563 --> 00:04:00,443 so her accent soon makes her stand out at her new school. 88 00:04:00,523 --> 00:04:02,403 I thought, "Right, girls' school, yes. 89 00:04:02,483 --> 00:04:05,443 No distractions, no boys." 90 00:04:05,523 --> 00:04:08,163 I thought that it would be good. 91 00:04:08,243 --> 00:04:10,883 But she was bullied quite relentlessly 92 00:04:10,963 --> 00:04:13,603 in the beginning, at school. 93 00:04:13,683 --> 00:04:15,923 Different accent, new kids. 94 00:04:16,003 --> 00:04:17,562 It was quite a vicious cycle. 95 00:04:17,643 --> 00:04:19,603 She was running away from school. 96 00:04:20,882 --> 00:04:23,043 I was having to take her to school. 97 00:04:27,483 --> 00:04:30,163 At that time, we built a very, very good friendship. 98 00:04:30,243 --> 00:04:32,323 And even when we weren't at school, 99 00:04:32,403 --> 00:04:34,563 we were always seeing each other out of school. 100 00:04:35,843 --> 00:04:37,323 [narrator] When back at home with mom, 101 00:04:37,403 --> 00:04:40,683 Jayden could give her a hard time. 102 00:04:40,763 --> 00:04:43,363 It was never-ending, in and out. 103 00:04:43,443 --> 00:04:46,163 In one term, she had 26 exclusions. 104 00:04:47,283 --> 00:04:50,163 They put her on an anger management course, 105 00:04:51,243 --> 00:04:53,563 and she did really, really well. 106 00:04:53,643 --> 00:04:54,683 She was 107 00:04:54,763 --> 00:04:56,203 hilarious, 108 00:04:56,283 --> 00:04:57,163 funny, 109 00:04:57,243 --> 00:04:58,403 quirky, 110 00:04:58,483 --> 00:04:59,443 annoying, 111 00:05:00,403 --> 00:05:02,923 all those things that a teenager is. 112 00:05:03,003 --> 00:05:05,843 She'd be your best friend and your worst enemy at the same time. 113 00:05:05,923 --> 00:05:07,523 Then she met Ben. 114 00:05:07,603 --> 00:05:10,203 [dramatic music] 115 00:05:12,123 --> 00:05:14,403 [narrator] She met Ben's younger brother, Jake, too. 116 00:05:14,483 --> 00:05:17,323 Jake and Jayden are in the same year at school. 117 00:05:17,403 --> 00:05:18,603 The Blakeley brothers 118 00:05:18,683 --> 00:05:20,843 lived just around the corner from Jayden. 119 00:05:20,923 --> 00:05:22,763 So the girls that she was hanging around with 120 00:05:22,843 --> 00:05:24,163 knew of Jake. 121 00:05:24,243 --> 00:05:27,723 They'd hang about, smoking cigarettes, drinking cider, 122 00:05:27,803 --> 00:05:29,003 that sort of thing. 123 00:05:29,083 --> 00:05:30,963 Didn't think nothing of him. 124 00:05:31,043 --> 00:05:33,563 He was polite enough to me. 125 00:05:33,643 --> 00:05:34,843 He was just another lad. 126 00:05:36,603 --> 00:05:39,683 It wasn't that unusual for him to be hanging around. 127 00:05:39,763 --> 00:05:42,003 Although he was older, 128 00:05:42,083 --> 00:05:43,363 which, it's a bit strange 129 00:05:43,443 --> 00:05:47,043 to be hanging around with 15, 16, 17 year-olds. 130 00:05:47,123 --> 00:05:49,323 ♪ Crime ♪ 131 00:05:49,403 --> 00:05:52,763 ♪ Is on the rise ♪ 132 00:05:52,843 --> 00:05:55,363 He took drugs, he took cannabis. 133 00:05:55,443 --> 00:05:58,243 They were dabbling, you know, trying it. 134 00:05:58,323 --> 00:05:59,803 Whatever they could try. 135 00:06:01,243 --> 00:06:04,483 Didn't think nothing really of either of them, to be fair. 136 00:06:05,403 --> 00:06:07,683 They're ordinary boys. 137 00:06:07,763 --> 00:06:11,003 ♪ I'm the violent kind ♪ 138 00:06:14,523 --> 00:06:16,003 [narrator] Jayden's friend, Kayleigh, 139 00:06:16,083 --> 00:06:19,403 lives next door to Ben Blakeley, and knows him all too well. 140 00:06:19,483 --> 00:06:24,883 At the park one day, she says, "I like this older guy." 141 00:06:24,963 --> 00:06:29,563 I was like, "Okay. What's his name? Like, what's he like?" 142 00:06:29,643 --> 00:06:31,843 And then she told me, "Ben Blakeley." 143 00:06:33,243 --> 00:06:35,923 I must have been silent for about five minutes. 144 00:06:36,003 --> 00:06:40,603 And I was like, "Please Jayden. Please, do not go there with him." 145 00:06:42,363 --> 00:06:44,163 I told him, "Leave her alone." 146 00:06:44,243 --> 00:06:46,483 Like, I just thought he was wanting to like, 147 00:06:46,563 --> 00:06:49,363 have a little, you know, fun time with her 148 00:06:49,443 --> 00:06:52,083 and like, you know, that was it. 149 00:06:53,643 --> 00:06:55,763 [narrator] Jayden's mom sees no reason to worry 150 00:06:55,843 --> 00:06:57,523 about her daughter's new friend. 151 00:06:59,323 --> 00:07:01,723 Ben's family lived around the corner. 152 00:07:01,803 --> 00:07:05,243 All her mates lived in that vicinity, sort of thing. 153 00:07:05,323 --> 00:07:08,083 And she would have pizza nights with her girlfriends. 154 00:07:08,163 --> 00:07:12,563 They would all sit in my flat, have pizza. I'd come back and they'd all go. 155 00:07:12,643 --> 00:07:16,003 It was just a massive group of 'em, boys and girls. 156 00:07:16,083 --> 00:07:18,963 Didn't think much of it, to be fair, you know. 157 00:07:19,043 --> 00:07:21,003 No worries, in the beginning. 158 00:07:21,083 --> 00:07:22,523 [narrator] Ben goes out of his way 159 00:07:22,603 --> 00:07:24,803 to make a good impression on Jayden's mom. 160 00:07:24,883 --> 00:07:26,403 He was always polite to me. 161 00:07:26,483 --> 00:07:28,723 "Yes, Mrs. Shrewsbury." "No, Mrs. Shrewsbury." 162 00:07:28,803 --> 00:07:31,563 Do you know what I mean? "I'll go to the shop for you, Mrs. Shrewsbury." 163 00:07:31,643 --> 00:07:33,243 Butter wouldn't melt in his mouth. 164 00:07:33,323 --> 00:07:37,123 But I always had that, I can't put my finger on it 165 00:07:37,203 --> 00:07:38,963 type gut feeling with him 166 00:07:39,043 --> 00:07:41,283 that there was something not quite right. 167 00:07:41,363 --> 00:07:43,363 I couldn't figure out what it was. 168 00:07:45,883 --> 00:07:48,723 I'd come home, and all my knives would be missing out of my drawer. 169 00:07:50,603 --> 00:07:52,603 Ben's got it. Why has he got my knives? 170 00:07:54,603 --> 00:07:57,163 [tense music] 171 00:08:01,083 --> 00:08:03,363 [narrator] Worse revelations were to come 172 00:08:03,443 --> 00:08:04,843 about Ben Blakeley. 173 00:08:04,923 --> 00:08:07,323 He was always being chased by police. 174 00:08:07,403 --> 00:08:08,843 He wasn't allowed home. 175 00:08:08,923 --> 00:08:11,043 He didn't have a very good home life. 176 00:08:11,123 --> 00:08:13,003 I'd said to him, "Oh, you're too old for her." 177 00:08:13,083 --> 00:08:17,163 He's like, "That's alright, I'll wait 'till she's 16." 178 00:08:17,243 --> 00:08:19,363 Jayden was just a child, 179 00:08:19,443 --> 00:08:22,443 a 15 year-old child when she met Blakeley. 180 00:08:22,523 --> 00:08:26,683 And he was, you know, it was a 20 year-old man. 181 00:08:28,563 --> 00:08:32,483 There was a huge experience difference there. 182 00:08:32,563 --> 00:08:35,763 There was a power difference. 183 00:08:35,842 --> 00:08:38,443 [narrator] Jayden's mom is reassured by Ben's offer 184 00:08:38,523 --> 00:08:42,043 to wait until Jayden turns 16 before they begin dating. 185 00:08:42,123 --> 00:08:44,603 Jayden's best friend isn't so sure. 186 00:08:44,683 --> 00:08:46,203 I said to her, like, 187 00:08:46,283 --> 00:08:48,523 "You know, it's all right for you to be interested in guys 188 00:08:48,603 --> 00:08:52,323 and like, have a boyfriend if you would want one, 189 00:08:52,403 --> 00:08:53,883 but just not him." 190 00:08:53,963 --> 00:08:56,803 [narrator] Jayden won't listen. 191 00:08:58,163 --> 00:09:02,083 Kayleigh can see that Jayden is beginning to fall for Ben. 192 00:09:02,163 --> 00:09:05,123 She's like, "No, I really like him. 193 00:09:05,203 --> 00:09:06,563 I've fallen in love with him." 194 00:09:06,643 --> 00:09:09,283 He would just be all light and lovey in front of her, 195 00:09:09,363 --> 00:09:12,083 like, cuddle her and kiss her in front of me. 196 00:09:12,163 --> 00:09:15,483 One day, I remember him buying her chocolates and flowers and that, 197 00:09:15,563 --> 00:09:18,243 and it's like, "Oh, there's no way he's like that. That's just a show." 198 00:09:19,243 --> 00:09:21,483 [narrator] Ben is soon able to convince Jayden 199 00:09:21,563 --> 00:09:23,483 that he loves her, too. 200 00:09:23,563 --> 00:09:27,403 Well, a 15 year-old girl getting attention from a man, 201 00:09:27,483 --> 00:09:29,563 it's going to be maybe different. 202 00:09:29,643 --> 00:09:34,923 I can imagine it was an incredibly exciting time for her. 203 00:09:35,003 --> 00:09:36,483 'Cause at that age, you know, 204 00:09:36,563 --> 00:09:38,323 young girls want the bad boy. 205 00:09:39,243 --> 00:09:41,243 True to his words, on her 16th birthday, 206 00:09:41,323 --> 00:09:43,723 that's when they started going out with each other. 207 00:09:43,803 --> 00:09:46,603 And as time went on, I didn't get to see her as much. 208 00:09:46,683 --> 00:09:48,483 Like, "Do you want to hang out?" 209 00:09:48,563 --> 00:09:51,443 "Oh, no, I'm seeing Ben tonight." 210 00:09:51,523 --> 00:09:53,323 It was difficult to take in. 211 00:09:53,403 --> 00:09:55,363 I knew he was pulling her away from me. 212 00:09:55,443 --> 00:09:58,483 I knew what he was doing, and I told her that. 213 00:09:58,563 --> 00:10:01,403 And she's like, "Don't be so stupid. Like, he's not doing that. 214 00:10:01,483 --> 00:10:03,083 We just want to spend time together." 215 00:10:04,403 --> 00:10:06,323 [narrator] Kayleigh also begins to notice changes 216 00:10:06,403 --> 00:10:08,603 in the way that her best friend is behaving. 217 00:10:08,683 --> 00:10:12,123 Like we went to the shop once in the town, 218 00:10:12,203 --> 00:10:13,363 clothes shopping. 219 00:10:14,683 --> 00:10:16,483 And I said, "Oh, look at this top." 220 00:10:16,563 --> 00:10:18,923 And the first thing, she turned around and said to me was, 221 00:10:19,003 --> 00:10:20,803 "Ben wouldn't like me wearing that." 222 00:10:21,963 --> 00:10:24,763 I was like, "He can't tell you what to do. 223 00:10:24,843 --> 00:10:26,643 You're your own person, Jayden. 224 00:10:26,723 --> 00:10:28,803 If you want to wear that top, you wear it." 225 00:10:28,883 --> 00:10:30,763 And that's when it finally dropped. 226 00:10:30,843 --> 00:10:32,203 I was like, 227 00:10:32,283 --> 00:10:34,203 "He's controlling her." 228 00:10:42,283 --> 00:10:44,123 [narrator] Ben is able to convince Jayden 229 00:10:44,203 --> 00:10:46,923 that she shouldn't dress to attract other boys. 230 00:10:47,003 --> 00:10:49,883 She's his and his alone. 231 00:10:49,963 --> 00:10:53,443 He would've started by saying things to her like, 232 00:10:53,523 --> 00:10:56,483 "Don't wear makeup, it makes other men look at you." 233 00:10:56,563 --> 00:10:59,683 "I love you so much. I don't know why I feel like this, 234 00:10:59,763 --> 00:11:01,963 so strongly about you, but I do." 235 00:11:06,643 --> 00:11:09,483 And she thinks, "I'm going out with my friends tonight. 236 00:11:09,563 --> 00:11:13,483 I'm gonna wear my makeup and I'm gonna do my hair." 237 00:11:13,563 --> 00:11:16,763 That would have provoked consequences from him. 238 00:11:17,923 --> 00:11:20,003 "I told you, you can't wear a short skirt. 239 00:11:20,083 --> 00:11:21,403 You know what it does." 240 00:11:21,483 --> 00:11:23,683 Then all of a sudden you've got a situation 241 00:11:23,763 --> 00:11:26,243 and that's when that can turn to violence. 242 00:11:30,843 --> 00:11:32,323 [narrator] Jayden's mom knows 243 00:11:32,403 --> 00:11:35,083 that her daughter is vulnerable, but she's powerless. 244 00:11:35,163 --> 00:11:38,763 He made her want him by not being available, 245 00:11:38,843 --> 00:11:40,363 and then being available, 246 00:11:40,443 --> 00:11:44,163 and she needed a man to step up for her, so to speak, 247 00:11:44,243 --> 00:11:47,683 and show her that he could protect her, no matter what. 248 00:11:49,683 --> 00:11:52,283 [narrator] The two start spending more and more time alone together, 249 00:11:52,363 --> 00:11:54,283 turning away from friends and family, 250 00:11:55,323 --> 00:11:59,243 shutting out the outside world, with alarming consequences. 251 00:11:59,323 --> 00:12:03,763 At first, it was just the controlling that I could see. 252 00:12:03,843 --> 00:12:07,283 But it wasn't until when we went to the park 253 00:12:07,363 --> 00:12:09,723 and we sat there and she was on the swings. 254 00:12:09,803 --> 00:12:13,283 And I said to her, "What's that on your arm?" 255 00:12:13,363 --> 00:12:16,043 And she kind of pulled her sleeve down. 256 00:12:17,483 --> 00:12:20,203 "Oh, it's all right. I just fell off the swing 257 00:12:20,283 --> 00:12:22,483 when I came here the other day." 258 00:12:22,563 --> 00:12:25,443 I was like, "That's not from you falling off a swing." 259 00:12:25,523 --> 00:12:26,883 I said, "Who'd done that?" 260 00:12:26,963 --> 00:12:29,443 I said, "You're my best friend and you can tell me anything. 261 00:12:29,523 --> 00:12:30,403 You know that." 262 00:12:30,483 --> 00:12:31,483 She's like, "Ben done it." 263 00:12:31,563 --> 00:12:33,763 [music crashes] 264 00:12:33,843 --> 00:12:35,843 [tense music] 265 00:12:35,923 --> 00:12:40,403 I said to her, "If he's hitting you, this isn't normal. 266 00:12:40,483 --> 00:12:41,483 This is not love." 267 00:12:42,603 --> 00:12:43,843 And she just said, 268 00:12:43,923 --> 00:12:46,523 "But I love him and he doesn't mean to do it to me. 269 00:12:47,563 --> 00:12:50,163 He just gets angry sometimes." 270 00:12:50,243 --> 00:12:51,963 I said, "That's not love, Jayden." 271 00:12:52,043 --> 00:12:53,283 I said, "He's controlling you 272 00:12:53,363 --> 00:12:54,923 and he doesn't want you to have anyone. 273 00:12:55,003 --> 00:12:56,323 He wants you all to himself." 274 00:13:00,323 --> 00:13:01,923 As soon as Jayden had made 275 00:13:02,003 --> 00:13:04,523 some sort of commitment to Blakeley, 276 00:13:04,603 --> 00:13:07,563 that's when things would start to change. 277 00:13:07,643 --> 00:13:09,683 That's when even the violence might start. 278 00:13:11,283 --> 00:13:15,723 For some of these controlling-type men, 279 00:13:15,803 --> 00:13:19,003 the first time that they have sex, 280 00:13:19,083 --> 00:13:20,643 that might be the moment where, 281 00:13:20,723 --> 00:13:22,323 "Right, you've committed to me now. 282 00:13:22,403 --> 00:13:23,963 You've made that commitment." 283 00:13:24,043 --> 00:13:27,523 And that can be the point then at which 284 00:13:27,603 --> 00:13:32,163 the control and the violence and the abuse can start. 285 00:13:32,243 --> 00:13:34,083 [narrator] Her oldest friend believed 286 00:13:34,163 --> 00:13:36,483 that Blakeley was answering a dark need. 287 00:13:37,683 --> 00:13:40,203 It was like she was painting on a smile sometimes, 288 00:13:41,283 --> 00:13:43,123 when she knew what he was doing. 289 00:13:43,203 --> 00:13:44,403 That's all I used to get was, 290 00:13:44,483 --> 00:13:46,483 "I love him, he doesn't mean it." 291 00:13:48,403 --> 00:13:51,963 And I suppose she felt like he loved her, 292 00:13:52,043 --> 00:13:53,923 'cause she wanted love. 293 00:13:54,003 --> 00:13:57,403 She always used to tell me, "I can't wait to find someone to love me 294 00:13:58,243 --> 00:14:00,683 and we have this happy life together. 295 00:14:00,763 --> 00:14:02,243 Marriage, children." 296 00:14:04,603 --> 00:14:06,883 But I knew that wasn't going to come from Ben, 297 00:14:07,923 --> 00:14:10,403 'cause of the type of person Ben is. 298 00:14:10,483 --> 00:14:11,563 [narrator] Already worried 299 00:14:11,643 --> 00:14:13,163 by how Jayden's behavior and appearance 300 00:14:13,243 --> 00:14:15,323 had been affected by her older boyfriend, 301 00:14:15,403 --> 00:14:18,523 mom Samantha now begins to pick up frightening stories 302 00:14:18,603 --> 00:14:20,443 about Ben's history of violence. 303 00:14:24,843 --> 00:14:26,643 I'd heard that he'd stabbed a kid 304 00:14:26,723 --> 00:14:28,483 in the neck with a biro. 305 00:14:28,563 --> 00:14:30,603 Bottled some kid because 306 00:14:30,683 --> 00:14:34,483 the lad had said something to his cousin, a female girl. 307 00:14:35,643 --> 00:14:36,883 [narrator] And it isn't long 308 00:14:36,963 --> 00:14:39,763 before Samantha discovers Ben's vicious violence herself. 309 00:14:41,123 --> 00:14:42,923 She'd gone out with this girl. 310 00:14:44,163 --> 00:14:47,283 And they were in a car with Black lads, and he's very racist. 311 00:14:47,363 --> 00:14:50,403 And he'd come to the flat and she was downstairs, 312 00:14:50,483 --> 00:14:51,803 I was in the flat. 313 00:14:51,883 --> 00:14:53,923 And she come up and she had a big mark on her face 314 00:14:54,003 --> 00:14:56,683 and I was like, "What's happened to you?" She was like, "Nothing." 315 00:14:56,763 --> 00:14:59,683 I was like, "Get here." And she was like, "Nothing." 316 00:14:59,763 --> 00:15:01,083 I was like, "Who's punched you?" 317 00:15:03,323 --> 00:15:04,323 "Ben." 318 00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:06,883 I went running down the stairs. He'd already gone. 319 00:15:06,963 --> 00:15:09,243 [narrator] How has Blakeley bent Jayden to his will? 320 00:15:09,323 --> 00:15:10,963 Criminologist Jane Monckton-Smith 321 00:15:11,043 --> 00:15:13,923 has seen the tactics that he used many times before. 322 00:15:14,003 --> 00:15:16,883 If he's saying things like, "Your mom doesn't like me, 323 00:15:16,963 --> 00:15:20,363 your friends are bad for you, they're making you make bad decisions," 324 00:15:20,443 --> 00:15:25,123 she'll listen to that and she'll want to be loyal to him. 325 00:15:25,203 --> 00:15:28,843 [narrator] Jayden hides the signs of Ben's increasing violence from her mom, 326 00:15:28,923 --> 00:15:32,483 until a girlfriend's spots tell-tale signs on Jayden's body. 327 00:15:33,883 --> 00:15:35,683 My best friend rung me and said, 328 00:15:35,763 --> 00:15:38,923 "You need to have a chat with Jayden." I was like, "What about?" 329 00:15:39,003 --> 00:15:41,683 She's like, "That Ben." I was like, "What do you mean, 'that Ben'?" 330 00:15:41,763 --> 00:15:44,203 She went, "Well, when she was getting undressed, 331 00:15:44,283 --> 00:15:45,723 she was getting undressed with Remy, 332 00:15:45,803 --> 00:15:48,763 and Remy'd seen burn marks on her chest." 333 00:15:48,843 --> 00:15:51,963 [narrator] Ben has been burning Jayden with cigarettes. 334 00:15:52,323 --> 00:15:54,603 [lighter flashes] 335 00:15:54,683 --> 00:15:58,523 I don't think you ever become used to it 336 00:15:58,883 --> 00:16:01,803 or accepting of violence towards you, 337 00:16:01,883 --> 00:16:03,963 especially sadistic violence. 338 00:16:05,243 --> 00:16:07,243 Some of it was absolutely awful. 339 00:16:08,123 --> 00:16:09,723 [narrator] Even when confronted, 340 00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:12,723 Jayden tries to hide the extent of injuries from her mom. 341 00:16:12,803 --> 00:16:14,723 I made Jayden stand in my sitting room 342 00:16:14,803 --> 00:16:16,243 and strip to her underwear. 343 00:16:16,323 --> 00:16:18,883 But little did I know, that it's under her bra. 344 00:16:19,203 --> 00:16:21,443 So I couldn't physically see anything. 345 00:16:22,763 --> 00:16:26,243 And as of that point, it just steadily got worse and worse and worse. 346 00:16:26,603 --> 00:16:29,083 [narrator] Samantha tries to convince her daughter 347 00:16:29,163 --> 00:16:31,643 that she's now trapped in an abusive relationship. 348 00:16:31,723 --> 00:16:33,363 "This isn't healthy. 349 00:16:33,443 --> 00:16:35,603 If he loves you, he don't punch you in the face." 350 00:16:38,843 --> 00:16:40,923 But he just had, I don't know, some hold over her. 351 00:16:43,243 --> 00:16:44,483 I wanted to shake her. 352 00:16:44,563 --> 00:16:46,803 I wanted to shake some sense into her. 353 00:16:46,883 --> 00:16:48,363 We fought over him. 354 00:16:50,163 --> 00:16:51,763 And I even... 355 00:16:52,203 --> 00:16:53,963 locked her out of my flat 356 00:16:54,043 --> 00:16:55,723 and she slept on my doorstep. 357 00:16:55,843 --> 00:16:59,003 And I did, I literally stepped over her to get in and out of my flat. 358 00:16:59,003 --> 00:17:00,883 'Cause I tried, I wanted to prove a point. 359 00:17:00,963 --> 00:17:02,883 I tried tough love, and tough love came back 360 00:17:02,963 --> 00:17:04,362 and smacked me in the face. 361 00:17:06,923 --> 00:17:08,723 I'd given up. 362 00:17:08,803 --> 00:17:10,683 And I was like, "Go and do what you've got to do." 363 00:17:11,803 --> 00:17:13,843 She was stealing out of my flat, 364 00:17:13,923 --> 00:17:15,603 taking things and going selling it 365 00:17:15,683 --> 00:17:17,923 for his drug debts or to get him drugs. 366 00:17:18,003 --> 00:17:20,043 So that's why I put my foot down and said, 367 00:17:20,122 --> 00:17:21,723 "I'm not having this no more." 368 00:17:24,122 --> 00:17:27,083 [narrator] It's a time of maximum danger for Jayden. 369 00:17:27,162 --> 00:17:29,763 Ben starts a new pattern of intimidation 370 00:17:29,843 --> 00:17:32,523 as he targets the family's pets. 371 00:17:32,603 --> 00:17:34,163 I'm stood in the kitchen. 372 00:17:34,243 --> 00:17:37,203 I used to wash up with headphones on, 'cause, like you do. 373 00:17:37,283 --> 00:17:39,723 You know, you're in your own home, you feel safe. 374 00:17:42,043 --> 00:17:44,283 And I remember you get that feeling, don't you, 375 00:17:44,363 --> 00:17:45,843 somebody behind you. 376 00:17:45,923 --> 00:17:48,203 And as I've turned like that, I see something black. 377 00:17:48,283 --> 00:17:50,483 ♪ Blood ♪ 378 00:17:50,563 --> 00:17:53,563 ♪ Is on my hands ♪ 379 00:17:53,643 --> 00:17:56,163 Somebody run through the gate at the back. 380 00:17:56,243 --> 00:17:59,403 So I've gone out, locked the gate, locked the back door. 381 00:17:59,483 --> 00:18:01,403 ♪ Crime ♪ 382 00:18:01,483 --> 00:18:04,523 ♪ Is on the rise ♪ 383 00:18:04,603 --> 00:18:06,923 And I've gone back in, started washing up. 384 00:18:07,003 --> 00:18:10,523 ♪ These are violent times ♪ 385 00:18:10,603 --> 00:18:13,123 And then my partner come in, he's like, "It's Stripey." 386 00:18:13,203 --> 00:18:15,803 I was like, "What do you mean, 'It's Stripey'?" That was my cat. 387 00:18:17,123 --> 00:18:19,123 "Well, he's dead, he's on the front doorstep." 388 00:18:21,203 --> 00:18:24,763 I was like, "I think it's Ben." 389 00:18:24,843 --> 00:18:27,763 ♪ I'm the violent kind ♪ 390 00:18:29,003 --> 00:18:31,283 He killed the cat and showed her and said, 391 00:18:31,363 --> 00:18:34,963 "If you don't behave, this is what's going to happen. 392 00:18:35,043 --> 00:18:37,083 Plus I'll take it out on your mom." 393 00:18:37,163 --> 00:18:39,083 [whip cracks] 394 00:18:39,163 --> 00:18:41,443 [gentle music] 395 00:18:46,163 --> 00:18:47,323 [narrator] At just 16, 396 00:18:47,403 --> 00:18:49,003 Jayden is trapped in the abusive 397 00:18:49,083 --> 00:18:50,963 and increasingly dangerous relationship 398 00:18:51,043 --> 00:18:53,163 with her older boyfriend, Ben Blakeley. 399 00:18:54,403 --> 00:18:55,963 He wants Jayden to cut herself off 400 00:18:56,043 --> 00:18:57,923 from friends like Kayleigh Walker. 401 00:18:59,203 --> 00:19:00,803 I went to go up to her and give her a hug, 402 00:19:00,883 --> 00:19:03,763 and he was like, "What are you doing?" I was like, "Hugging my best friend." 403 00:19:03,843 --> 00:19:07,643 He's like, "No, you're not. She's with me today." 404 00:19:07,723 --> 00:19:09,843 And Jayden was like, said to me, 405 00:19:09,923 --> 00:19:11,283 "I think it's best if you go." 406 00:19:12,563 --> 00:19:14,323 Which was very weird, 407 00:19:14,403 --> 00:19:17,563 because she'd never ever say something like that to me ever. 408 00:19:17,643 --> 00:19:20,003 And I just remember walking away like, crying, 409 00:19:20,083 --> 00:19:22,643 like, "I don't know what to do in this situation." 410 00:19:24,323 --> 00:19:27,403 And I just almost felt lost, like I'm losing someone. 411 00:19:28,963 --> 00:19:32,363 I think anybody who knew anything about domestic abuse, 412 00:19:32,443 --> 00:19:36,003 unhealthy relationships, they would have known. 413 00:19:36,083 --> 00:19:39,483 Whether they could have got Jayden to listen to them 414 00:19:39,563 --> 00:19:41,163 is another matter. 415 00:19:41,243 --> 00:19:44,923 You could visibly see her getting thinner and thinner, 416 00:19:45,003 --> 00:19:46,683 more dowdy, more... 417 00:19:47,963 --> 00:19:48,963 not her. 418 00:19:49,043 --> 00:19:52,283 He literally drained her personality. 419 00:19:54,803 --> 00:19:56,643 [narrator] Samantha becomes resigned 420 00:19:56,723 --> 00:19:59,083 to Jayden choosing Ben over her own family. 421 00:19:59,163 --> 00:20:01,083 [music crescendos] 422 00:20:01,163 --> 00:20:03,963 But then, Samantha gets a desperate call for help. 423 00:20:04,043 --> 00:20:05,523 His cousin had rung me up, 424 00:20:05,603 --> 00:20:07,483 saying, "Come and get her now. 425 00:20:07,563 --> 00:20:09,043 Ben's out of the house." 426 00:20:09,123 --> 00:20:11,243 And this girl's going, "Thank you, thank you. 427 00:20:11,323 --> 00:20:14,083 I can't listen to her being beaten up in the toilet anymore. 428 00:20:14,163 --> 00:20:15,243 I can't do it." 429 00:20:15,323 --> 00:20:18,283 [narrator] After being repeatedly beaten by the man that she thinks she loves, 430 00:20:18,363 --> 00:20:20,523 Jayden agrees to move back in with her mom 431 00:20:20,603 --> 00:20:22,643 and to stop seeing Ben. 432 00:20:22,723 --> 00:20:26,083 Once back home, Jayden at first shows signs 433 00:20:26,163 --> 00:20:28,643 of being her old self. 434 00:20:28,723 --> 00:20:29,923 I had her for about five days. 435 00:20:30,003 --> 00:20:31,763 It was our Jayden again. 436 00:20:31,843 --> 00:20:33,563 She was singing her head off and stuff. 437 00:20:33,643 --> 00:20:35,243 [narrator] But Samantha soon realizes 438 00:20:35,323 --> 00:20:38,723 that her daughter hasn't really broken away from Blakeley. 439 00:20:38,803 --> 00:20:40,963 I was just so exhausted, 440 00:20:41,043 --> 00:20:44,363 so cheesed off at banging my head against a brick wall 441 00:20:44,443 --> 00:20:46,043 and not getting anywhere. 442 00:20:46,123 --> 00:20:48,203 [narrator] Jayden leaves the family home 443 00:20:48,283 --> 00:20:49,363 to live in a hostel. 444 00:20:49,443 --> 00:20:53,923 It's really difficult for moms and dads 445 00:20:54,003 --> 00:20:58,123 when they recognize that their children are being abused. 446 00:20:58,203 --> 00:21:01,483 Very often, the children have been isolated 447 00:21:01,563 --> 00:21:02,603 from their parents. 448 00:21:04,403 --> 00:21:08,483 Jayden would have been listening more to him 449 00:21:08,563 --> 00:21:10,603 than she would to her parents. 450 00:21:12,123 --> 00:21:13,803 [narrator] Her mother is so convinced 451 00:21:13,883 --> 00:21:15,363 that Ben is a real threat, 452 00:21:15,443 --> 00:21:18,603 that she tells the local authorities about her fears. 453 00:21:18,683 --> 00:21:21,123 He's been following me, he's been threatening me. 454 00:21:21,203 --> 00:21:24,163 If anything ever happens to me, I believe it's Ben. 455 00:21:24,243 --> 00:21:26,043 Nobody else, it's Ben. 456 00:21:26,123 --> 00:21:28,163 And I made them document it officially. 457 00:21:30,923 --> 00:21:32,203 I left it at that. 458 00:21:32,283 --> 00:21:34,683 Didn't think nothing more of it, really. 459 00:21:34,763 --> 00:21:36,123 [narrator] Away from her mother, 460 00:21:36,203 --> 00:21:38,763 Jayden is now completely under Blakeley's control. 461 00:21:39,843 --> 00:21:41,043 She just said to me, 462 00:21:42,043 --> 00:21:44,963 "Ben's been really nasty to me." 463 00:21:45,043 --> 00:21:46,963 I was like, "What do you mean?" 464 00:21:47,043 --> 00:21:50,283 "He's trying to even control me whilst I'm here. 465 00:21:50,363 --> 00:21:52,723 I can't go out of my room. I have to pee in a bucket. 466 00:21:54,123 --> 00:21:55,323 I have to do as I'm told." 467 00:21:56,443 --> 00:21:59,283 And my first reaction to that was 468 00:21:59,363 --> 00:22:02,723 I just grabbed her and I just hugged her, and she cried and I cried. 469 00:22:02,803 --> 00:22:03,723 We cried together. 470 00:22:05,683 --> 00:22:07,603 [narrator] Now just 17 years old 471 00:22:07,683 --> 00:22:10,483 and living in a hostel for troubled teens, 472 00:22:10,563 --> 00:22:11,843 Jayden calls her mom. 473 00:22:13,843 --> 00:22:16,843 The weekend before the 3rd of December, 474 00:22:16,923 --> 00:22:20,843 I think on the Monday, I woke up to about 50 missed calls. 475 00:22:20,923 --> 00:22:23,523 "Mom, mom, you've got to ring me. Please ring me. 476 00:22:23,603 --> 00:22:25,603 I've got something really important to tell you." 477 00:22:25,683 --> 00:22:27,563 I said, "Oh, God, what now? 478 00:22:27,643 --> 00:22:29,123 What's he done now? Where is she now?" 479 00:22:29,203 --> 00:22:31,323 You know, like geez. 480 00:22:31,403 --> 00:22:33,283 And she's like, "No, no, no, no, it's all right. 481 00:22:33,363 --> 00:22:34,923 Do you want to meet me tomorrow?" 482 00:22:35,003 --> 00:22:36,443 Which was the Tuesday, the third. 483 00:22:36,523 --> 00:22:37,763 I said, "Yeah, yeah." 484 00:22:37,843 --> 00:22:39,683 She's like, "I've got something to tell you." 485 00:22:41,083 --> 00:22:41,923 "I'm pregnant." 486 00:22:43,123 --> 00:22:46,043 "Whose is it?" She's like, "Who do you think it is?" 487 00:22:48,843 --> 00:22:52,203 [foreboding music] 488 00:22:52,283 --> 00:22:53,723 [narrator] Jayden has finally managed 489 00:22:53,803 --> 00:22:57,443 to break away from her abusive boyfriend, Ben Blakeley. 490 00:22:57,523 --> 00:23:00,843 But she faces being a lone parent at just 17. 491 00:23:01,683 --> 00:23:05,523 When she told me, I was happy for her to keep the baby, 492 00:23:05,603 --> 00:23:07,683 because I said, "Your mom will support you. 493 00:23:07,763 --> 00:23:09,003 I will support you. 494 00:23:09,083 --> 00:23:12,003 Your other friends will support you. Your family will support you. 495 00:23:12,083 --> 00:23:13,083 You'd be a great mom. 496 00:23:14,243 --> 00:23:16,123 But you can't have him in your life. 497 00:23:16,203 --> 00:23:17,803 He's bad news." 498 00:23:19,203 --> 00:23:22,483 I just said, "You know, Ben, look what he's doing to you, 499 00:23:23,763 --> 00:23:25,803 doing these horrible things to you. 500 00:23:27,083 --> 00:23:30,043 You can't have a baby with him around you." 501 00:23:31,403 --> 00:23:33,483 And she was kind of getting her head round it, 502 00:23:33,563 --> 00:23:34,563 slowly, I think, 503 00:23:36,283 --> 00:23:37,523 coming to terms with the fact 504 00:23:37,603 --> 00:23:39,803 that she doesn't wanna be with Ben anymore. 505 00:23:41,403 --> 00:23:42,363 And she did tell me that. 506 00:23:42,443 --> 00:23:45,163 She's like, "I don't want to be with him. I want to have a baby." 507 00:23:47,683 --> 00:23:49,923 She was adamant that she wanted to keep it. 508 00:23:50,003 --> 00:23:52,443 She'd done five pregnancy tests that weekend. 509 00:23:52,523 --> 00:23:54,563 They were due for the next morning 510 00:23:54,643 --> 00:23:57,803 to get her into the doctors to have it confirmed. 511 00:23:57,883 --> 00:24:00,123 Once it was confirmed, then she would've been put forward 512 00:24:00,203 --> 00:24:01,603 for a mother and baby unit, 513 00:24:01,683 --> 00:24:04,323 and they were going to get her into college for hairdressing. 514 00:24:04,403 --> 00:24:06,283 [narrator] Her mom recognizes that for Jayden, 515 00:24:06,363 --> 00:24:09,243 this offers the chance of a new start, a clean break. 516 00:24:10,683 --> 00:24:11,603 She was glowing. 517 00:24:11,683 --> 00:24:13,963 She was absolutely 518 00:24:14,043 --> 00:24:15,363 chuffed. 519 00:24:15,443 --> 00:24:17,763 And there is a picture of me and her sat in a pub 520 00:24:17,843 --> 00:24:21,763 and you can see the absolute horror on my face 521 00:24:21,843 --> 00:24:25,203 of the thought of, "Jesus Christ, she's pregnant to him." 522 00:24:25,283 --> 00:24:27,843 And you can see her, she's happy as Larry. 523 00:24:27,923 --> 00:24:29,163 She's proper chuffed. 524 00:24:30,163 --> 00:24:31,683 [narrator] Jayden phones Ben 525 00:24:31,763 --> 00:24:33,163 to tell him that she's pregnant 526 00:24:33,243 --> 00:24:35,163 and that she's going to keep the baby. 527 00:24:35,243 --> 00:24:37,963 He threatened to chuck her off a bridge 528 00:24:38,043 --> 00:24:41,363 to kill her and it, 'cause it wasn't his baby. 529 00:24:43,763 --> 00:24:46,963 He had a history of getting girls pregnant 530 00:24:47,043 --> 00:24:49,243 and then behaving viciously 531 00:24:49,323 --> 00:24:51,603 after he finds out that they're pregnant. 532 00:24:51,683 --> 00:24:53,363 Jayden couldn't have known that. 533 00:24:54,803 --> 00:24:58,643 So it was quite a dangerous thing for her to do, to tell him. 534 00:24:58,723 --> 00:25:02,643 But she probably thought she was doing the right thing. 535 00:25:02,723 --> 00:25:04,443 [narrator] Despite his anger and threats, 536 00:25:04,523 --> 00:25:07,563 Jayden asks Ben to meet up to discuss their future. 537 00:25:07,643 --> 00:25:12,323 Jayden genuinely had feelings for Blakeley. 538 00:25:12,403 --> 00:25:13,763 She really did. 539 00:25:13,843 --> 00:25:16,443 And she wanted a good relationship with him. 540 00:25:18,723 --> 00:25:21,683 [soft, tense music] 541 00:25:24,683 --> 00:25:26,203 [narrator] On December 3rd, 542 00:25:26,283 --> 00:25:29,083 Jayden asks Ben to meet her for a walk in the countryside. 543 00:25:29,163 --> 00:25:33,003 CCTV catches the two leaving Oxford train station. 544 00:25:33,083 --> 00:25:35,243 They appear to be arguing. 545 00:25:35,323 --> 00:25:38,083 Three hours later, CCTV shows Ben 546 00:25:38,163 --> 00:25:40,243 returning to the train station alone. 547 00:25:40,323 --> 00:25:42,163 There's no sign of Jayden. 548 00:25:44,763 --> 00:25:47,843 [intensifying music] 549 00:25:50,803 --> 00:25:54,283 On the fourth, I think, December, 550 00:25:54,363 --> 00:25:55,443 Sam phoned me. 551 00:25:58,323 --> 00:26:00,323 And said, "Have you heard from Jayden?" 552 00:26:00,403 --> 00:26:01,203 I was like, "No." 553 00:26:05,803 --> 00:26:07,243 "Not since 554 00:26:07,323 --> 00:26:08,363 yesterday, 555 00:26:08,443 --> 00:26:10,963 the third, afternoon." 556 00:26:11,043 --> 00:26:12,283 We always used to text, call, 557 00:26:12,363 --> 00:26:14,883 like to let you know she's there, safe, sound. 558 00:26:14,963 --> 00:26:18,003 So when Sam phoned me, I was a bit shocked. 559 00:26:18,083 --> 00:26:19,243 I went onto Facebook 560 00:26:19,323 --> 00:26:22,003 to see if anyone had seen or heard from her. 561 00:26:23,563 --> 00:26:24,523 But nothing. 562 00:26:26,283 --> 00:26:28,563 [intense music] 563 00:26:31,363 --> 00:26:32,603 The police weren't listening. 564 00:26:32,683 --> 00:26:36,403 Me and her, to them we're just another pain in the backside. 565 00:26:36,483 --> 00:26:39,763 And she's just another annoying runaway, basically. 566 00:26:45,323 --> 00:26:48,163 [suspenseful music] 567 00:26:50,203 --> 00:26:52,883 [gravel rustles] 568 00:26:55,363 --> 00:26:56,963 Jayden had been reported missing 569 00:26:57,043 --> 00:26:59,363 on the 4th of December in the early hours of the morning. 570 00:26:59,443 --> 00:27:01,083 So it was around about the 11th of December, 571 00:27:01,163 --> 00:27:04,123 she still hadn't been found. So I was asked to review 572 00:27:04,203 --> 00:27:06,323 the circumstances of her disappearance, 573 00:27:06,403 --> 00:27:09,603 and to look at what else needed to be done 574 00:27:09,683 --> 00:27:11,083 in order to try and find her. 575 00:27:12,203 --> 00:27:13,963 [narrator] When a person at risk goes missing, 576 00:27:14,043 --> 00:27:17,363 the police carry out what they call proof-of-life checks. 577 00:27:17,443 --> 00:27:20,723 It's very difficult for a young person to go missing 578 00:27:20,803 --> 00:27:21,883 without leaving any sort 579 00:27:21,963 --> 00:27:24,083 of what the police would call a footprint. 580 00:27:24,163 --> 00:27:25,763 That might be a financial footprint, 581 00:27:25,843 --> 00:27:30,163 a computer footprint, or contact with their friends, 582 00:27:30,243 --> 00:27:32,203 social media, all these sorts of things. 583 00:27:33,563 --> 00:27:34,563 There was no contact. 584 00:27:34,643 --> 00:27:36,803 Everything was starting to suggest 585 00:27:36,883 --> 00:27:39,003 that she'd come to some sort of harm, 586 00:27:39,083 --> 00:27:42,003 because she hadn't been seen or heard of for a week. 587 00:27:43,803 --> 00:27:46,163 So days went on, and I just thought, 588 00:27:46,243 --> 00:27:47,403 "This is it. 589 00:27:47,483 --> 00:27:48,963 I'm never, ever gonna see her again. 590 00:27:49,043 --> 00:27:50,803 I'm never gonna see her, hug her, 591 00:27:52,203 --> 00:27:53,923 have fun with her ever again." 592 00:27:59,803 --> 00:28:02,963 [narrator] Blakeley insists he has no idea where Jayden is. 593 00:28:03,043 --> 00:28:04,163 But the police are beginning 594 00:28:04,243 --> 00:28:06,043 to uncover some disturbing information 595 00:28:06,123 --> 00:28:07,963 about Blakeley's treatment of Jayden. 596 00:28:09,203 --> 00:28:11,323 What we know is, prior to her going missing, 597 00:28:11,403 --> 00:28:12,963 she had reported to the police 598 00:28:13,043 --> 00:28:16,203 that he had taken indecent images of her 599 00:28:16,283 --> 00:28:17,483 coming out of the shower. 600 00:28:17,563 --> 00:28:21,083 And he had threatened to distribute those on social media. 601 00:28:21,163 --> 00:28:24,563 He kept lots of things in his bag of tricks 602 00:28:24,643 --> 00:28:27,403 to make sure she stayed in his control. 603 00:28:27,483 --> 00:28:31,643 And one of those things was he had managed to get 604 00:28:31,723 --> 00:28:34,003 intimate pictures of Jayden, 605 00:28:34,083 --> 00:28:37,403 either with or without her consent, 606 00:28:39,763 --> 00:28:44,483 and was threatening to publish them on social media 607 00:28:44,563 --> 00:28:48,443 if she didn't do as she was told. 608 00:28:48,523 --> 00:28:50,603 That must have been terrifying. 609 00:28:52,283 --> 00:28:55,323 You put pictures on social media, they're there forever. 610 00:28:55,403 --> 00:28:56,563 Forever. 611 00:28:56,643 --> 00:29:00,243 If she's named, if people recognize her, 612 00:29:01,163 --> 00:29:02,523 how do you live with that? 613 00:29:05,723 --> 00:29:08,883 [foreboding music] 614 00:29:08,963 --> 00:29:10,603 Clearly she was in a very controlling, 615 00:29:10,683 --> 00:29:12,203 coercive, controlling relationship. 616 00:29:12,283 --> 00:29:14,763 So, you know, they are red flags there. 617 00:29:14,843 --> 00:29:16,643 That started to really worry me. 618 00:29:18,763 --> 00:29:21,923 There was CCTV footage of Jayden with Ben Blakeley. 619 00:29:22,003 --> 00:29:25,963 So she'd arranged to meet him on the 3rd of December. 620 00:29:26,043 --> 00:29:28,283 That initial CCTV showed, first of all, 621 00:29:28,363 --> 00:29:30,883 they went to Oxford Railway Station in the afternoon. 622 00:29:30,963 --> 00:29:32,643 And they were seen then to get on a train, 623 00:29:32,723 --> 00:29:33,763 go through the barriers, 624 00:29:33,843 --> 00:29:35,483 and they got a train to Didcot. 625 00:29:37,443 --> 00:29:41,643 And then the last CCTV that we had of Jayden with Ben 626 00:29:41,723 --> 00:29:45,043 was that afternoon when they got to Didcot 627 00:29:45,123 --> 00:29:46,683 and walked through the station. 628 00:29:46,763 --> 00:29:50,163 And then that's the last time she was seen alive. 629 00:29:51,443 --> 00:29:53,203 [whip cracks] 630 00:29:55,083 --> 00:29:58,323 [dramatic music] 631 00:29:58,403 --> 00:30:00,483 [narrator] As police combed through CCTV, 632 00:30:00,563 --> 00:30:02,363 they spot Ben Blakeley. 633 00:30:02,443 --> 00:30:05,403 It showed Ben Blakeley coming back from Didcot 634 00:30:05,483 --> 00:30:08,603 through Didcot Railway Station later that evening. 635 00:30:09,003 --> 00:30:11,563 But very concerningly, he was on his own. 636 00:30:11,643 --> 00:30:12,843 She wasn't with him. 637 00:30:14,363 --> 00:30:17,523 I had to start thinking about, "Well, what are the possibilities here?" 638 00:30:20,043 --> 00:30:22,603 You know, has she left of her own accord 639 00:30:22,683 --> 00:30:24,083 and doesn't want to be found? 640 00:30:25,323 --> 00:30:28,283 Is it because she has been a victim of a crime 641 00:30:28,363 --> 00:30:29,603 and she's been abducted? 642 00:30:29,683 --> 00:30:31,323 Or is it because she's been injured 643 00:30:31,403 --> 00:30:33,643 and hadn't been found and wasn't able to get any help? 644 00:30:33,723 --> 00:30:36,043 So they were the three possibilities. 645 00:30:37,683 --> 00:30:39,003 Obviously, this was a young girl, 646 00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:41,163 a child, effectively, that had gone missing. 647 00:30:41,243 --> 00:30:44,883 And it did really start to ramp up the media 648 00:30:45,843 --> 00:30:47,603 and it became national news then. 649 00:30:48,683 --> 00:30:51,483 [narrator] The media reports prompt a key new witness to come forward. 650 00:30:52,563 --> 00:30:55,203 A taxi driver contacted the inquiry team 651 00:30:55,283 --> 00:30:57,163 and said that he picked up a male 652 00:30:57,163 --> 00:31:01,043 from a rural location in Didcot in the early hours of the morning. 653 00:31:02,123 --> 00:31:04,323 And this guy had a suitcase. 654 00:31:04,643 --> 00:31:07,563 He picked him up and the guy who'd phoned the taxi said, 655 00:31:07,643 --> 00:31:10,643 "Look, my wife's kicked me out the house. 656 00:31:10,723 --> 00:31:13,323 Can you help me lift the suitcase? It's really heavy." 657 00:31:13,403 --> 00:31:16,643 He helped this guy put the suitcase into the car. 658 00:31:17,083 --> 00:31:21,043 But he was now very concerned, of course, because of all of the media attention. 659 00:31:21,123 --> 00:31:22,603 He started to wonder 660 00:31:23,763 --> 00:31:26,643 if there was something more sinister to that suitcase. 661 00:31:26,723 --> 00:31:28,923 [music intensifies] 662 00:31:29,003 --> 00:31:30,243 [suitcase clamours] 663 00:31:30,323 --> 00:31:31,563 [narrator] It doesn't take long 664 00:31:31,643 --> 00:31:33,563 to identify the man with the suitcase. 665 00:31:33,643 --> 00:31:35,763 When we looked at who made the telephone call, 666 00:31:37,323 --> 00:31:39,643 it was Ben Blakeley's phone that had made that call. 667 00:31:39,723 --> 00:31:40,883 He'd used a false name. 668 00:31:40,963 --> 00:31:42,763 So I was now convinced 669 00:31:42,843 --> 00:31:45,643 that Ben Blakeley had made that call to the taxi driver, 670 00:31:45,723 --> 00:31:48,003 and it was Ben Blakeley that was in that vehicle. 671 00:31:49,723 --> 00:31:53,083 It was that evening after we'd spoken to the taxi driver, 672 00:31:53,483 --> 00:31:56,363 and the telephone investigations had been completed, 673 00:31:56,443 --> 00:31:59,523 that he was then arrested on suspicion of murdering Jayden. 674 00:32:02,603 --> 00:32:04,043 [narrator] House-to-house inquiries 675 00:32:04,123 --> 00:32:06,683 lead to another breakthrough. 676 00:32:06,763 --> 00:32:10,923 One of those addresses that the officers called on 677 00:32:11,003 --> 00:32:13,883 was Ben Blakeley's grandparents. 678 00:32:13,963 --> 00:32:15,643 And when they knocked on the door, 679 00:32:15,723 --> 00:32:17,683 his grandmother said, her first words were, 680 00:32:17,763 --> 00:32:19,603 "Have you come about the suitcase?" 681 00:32:22,283 --> 00:32:25,803 That she said Ben had collected from her a few days before. 682 00:32:25,883 --> 00:32:28,203 He'd come in, in a rush, saying, "I need a suitcase." 683 00:32:28,283 --> 00:32:30,843 He'd emptied the contents out on the floor 684 00:32:30,923 --> 00:32:32,923 and just taken the suitcase. 685 00:32:33,003 --> 00:32:36,523 He had then returned two or three days later 686 00:32:36,603 --> 00:32:38,963 with the suitcase and thrown it into her shed. 687 00:32:39,043 --> 00:32:40,723 It was covered in mud. 688 00:32:40,803 --> 00:32:41,883 And I now believe 689 00:32:41,963 --> 00:32:43,843 that Jayden's body had been in that suitcase. 690 00:32:44,763 --> 00:32:47,443 [dramatic music] 691 00:32:48,883 --> 00:32:50,483 [narrator] CCTV shows Ben 692 00:32:50,563 --> 00:32:52,323 traveling through the same train station 693 00:32:52,403 --> 00:32:54,843 four days after Jayden has disappeared, 694 00:32:54,923 --> 00:32:56,403 and he's covered in mud. 695 00:32:57,923 --> 00:33:00,203 Police decide they now have enough evidence 696 00:33:00,283 --> 00:33:02,683 to charge Ben and his younger brother Jake. 697 00:33:04,203 --> 00:33:06,283 His brother had been arrested in the investigation, 698 00:33:06,363 --> 00:33:08,043 because we had information 699 00:33:08,123 --> 00:33:10,923 that he'd tried to get rid of some of Ben's clothing. 700 00:33:11,003 --> 00:33:12,963 So he was arrested and interviewed. 701 00:33:13,043 --> 00:33:14,603 Both of them said absolutely nothing. 702 00:33:17,283 --> 00:33:19,003 Until we charged them. 703 00:33:19,083 --> 00:33:22,043 So Ben Blakeley was charged with murder, 704 00:33:22,123 --> 00:33:23,803 and his brother was charged with 705 00:33:23,883 --> 00:33:25,163 perverting the course of justice. 706 00:33:28,163 --> 00:33:29,963 [narrator] But to get a conviction for murder, 707 00:33:30,043 --> 00:33:32,563 the police still feel they need to find Jayden's body. 708 00:33:34,203 --> 00:33:36,283 Then we had to look at telephone records. 709 00:33:36,363 --> 00:33:38,483 We had 23 crime scenes in the end. 710 00:33:38,563 --> 00:33:41,363 So these are all places where we believed, at some point, 711 00:33:41,443 --> 00:33:43,243 Ben and Jayden had been, 712 00:33:43,323 --> 00:33:46,643 and areas where there could be significant evidence. 713 00:33:48,443 --> 00:33:50,843 One of those places was called the Spooky Barn, 714 00:33:50,923 --> 00:33:53,963 which is an old dilapidated barn in a field, 715 00:33:54,043 --> 00:33:57,323 where Ben and Jayden had previously met. 716 00:33:57,403 --> 00:33:59,803 We know they'd been drinking there, 717 00:33:59,883 --> 00:34:01,523 probably having sex there as well. 718 00:34:01,603 --> 00:34:04,083 I asked for the police body recovery dogs 719 00:34:04,163 --> 00:34:06,843 to go into the barn, 720 00:34:06,923 --> 00:34:09,483 and they indicated very clearly 721 00:34:09,563 --> 00:34:14,202 there'd been a body inside the barn and just outside. 722 00:34:14,282 --> 00:34:15,923 [narrator] The body has clearly been moved 723 00:34:16,003 --> 00:34:17,323 from the Spooky Barn. 724 00:34:17,403 --> 00:34:19,123 The police call for assistance. 725 00:34:19,202 --> 00:34:22,403 A remarkable detective story is about to begin. 726 00:34:22,483 --> 00:34:24,323 There was miles and miles of land, 727 00:34:24,403 --> 00:34:25,923 far too difficult to search 728 00:34:26,003 --> 00:34:27,883 with police officers and search teams. 729 00:34:27,963 --> 00:34:31,963 So I then asked the RAF to do some aerial photography, 730 00:34:32,043 --> 00:34:33,323 which they did. 731 00:34:33,403 --> 00:34:35,363 Statistically, people that are murdered 732 00:34:35,443 --> 00:34:38,282 are either buried, put in water, or set on fire. 733 00:34:38,363 --> 00:34:41,043 In this case, because we had the soil on the suitcase, 734 00:34:41,123 --> 00:34:42,603 I believed she'd been buried. 735 00:34:42,682 --> 00:34:47,403 So they identified 10 areas where there had been soil moved 736 00:34:47,483 --> 00:34:50,003 in a relatively short space of time. 737 00:34:50,883 --> 00:34:53,363 And they were areas of interest now. 738 00:34:53,443 --> 00:34:55,163 [narrator] The police search reveals a grave 739 00:34:55,242 --> 00:34:58,683 belonging to a family member of Ben Blakeley. 740 00:34:58,763 --> 00:35:02,203 The last area that we were concerned about, if you like, 741 00:35:02,283 --> 00:35:04,843 was the St. Mary's Church in Didcot. 742 00:35:04,923 --> 00:35:06,963 Because that was one area where there was evidence 743 00:35:07,043 --> 00:35:10,523 of a grave that had been, the grass was flat. 744 00:35:10,603 --> 00:35:13,123 So it looked like somebody had walked around it. 745 00:35:15,003 --> 00:35:16,883 [narrator] Jayden's body has been removed 746 00:35:16,963 --> 00:35:20,403 from where she had been murdered, and reburied by Ben. 747 00:35:20,483 --> 00:35:21,883 Blakeley will admit to police 748 00:35:21,963 --> 00:35:24,883 that he has coerced his brother into helping. 749 00:35:24,963 --> 00:35:27,403 [leaves crunching] 750 00:35:27,483 --> 00:35:31,203 It didn't take long before, as they were excavating, 751 00:35:31,283 --> 00:35:33,163 they start to see the flesh 752 00:35:33,243 --> 00:35:36,283 and then it became evident that it was a body 753 00:35:36,363 --> 00:35:39,163 that had been dumped into the grave. 754 00:35:40,923 --> 00:35:42,803 This was the first case where 755 00:35:43,883 --> 00:35:45,963 a body had been disposed of in a grave, 756 00:35:46,043 --> 00:35:47,203 in such a manner. 757 00:35:47,283 --> 00:35:48,963 So, it's very unusual. 758 00:35:51,563 --> 00:35:54,203 I remember, Sam phoning me, 759 00:35:59,403 --> 00:36:00,203 telling me, 760 00:36:01,643 --> 00:36:03,003 "They found Jayden's body." 761 00:36:04,163 --> 00:36:05,283 And I just said, 762 00:36:07,163 --> 00:36:08,963 "You're being serious?" 763 00:36:09,043 --> 00:36:13,123 And I remember I just cried and cried and cried. 764 00:36:15,363 --> 00:36:17,683 And when I got off the phone, I just screamed, 765 00:36:18,883 --> 00:36:20,243 and I fell to the floor. 766 00:36:22,923 --> 00:36:25,443 'Cause I knew that I'd never, ever see that person ever again, 767 00:36:25,523 --> 00:36:29,323 the person that made me happy, 768 00:36:29,403 --> 00:36:31,243 the person that 769 00:36:31,323 --> 00:36:33,363 made me smile. 770 00:36:40,283 --> 00:36:41,963 [narrator] Jayden's mom has to identify 771 00:36:42,043 --> 00:36:43,483 her daughter's body. 772 00:36:44,763 --> 00:36:47,763 And they identified her 'cause we've both got same tattoo. 773 00:36:48,883 --> 00:36:51,323 [gentle music] 774 00:36:55,643 --> 00:36:58,323 And I looked up and she looked like she was asleep. 775 00:37:00,923 --> 00:37:02,523 She wasn't, she was dead. 776 00:37:05,963 --> 00:37:07,163 I just don't know. 777 00:37:07,243 --> 00:37:08,163 My whole life 778 00:37:09,643 --> 00:37:11,763 was stuck at that one point, 779 00:37:13,283 --> 00:37:16,123 and has been for a long time since. 780 00:37:17,443 --> 00:37:20,323 [melancholy music] 781 00:37:23,803 --> 00:37:26,883 And it turned out that he'd strangled her three times. 782 00:37:26,963 --> 00:37:30,083 Two times he brought her around, the third time she didn't come around. 783 00:37:30,163 --> 00:37:31,283 She was dead. 784 00:37:31,363 --> 00:37:34,083 [narrator] When confronted with this overwhelming evidence, 785 00:37:34,163 --> 00:37:36,363 Blakeley begins to talk freely. 786 00:37:36,443 --> 00:37:39,723 He spoke to a priest in the prison, 787 00:37:39,803 --> 00:37:41,683 said, "I was responsible for Jayden's death." 788 00:37:41,763 --> 00:37:42,923 So this was the first time 789 00:37:43,003 --> 00:37:44,963 that he'd taken any responsibility. 790 00:37:45,043 --> 00:37:46,643 But he said it was an accident, 791 00:37:46,723 --> 00:37:48,283 and he had grabbed her around the throat, 792 00:37:48,363 --> 00:37:50,123 she'd fallen off a bridge. 793 00:37:50,203 --> 00:37:53,923 He had tried to resuscitate her, but he couldn't. 794 00:37:55,643 --> 00:37:58,123 He was losing control of Jayden, really. 795 00:37:58,203 --> 00:38:00,283 And then, of course, she was pregnant. 796 00:38:00,363 --> 00:38:01,683 She told him she was pregnant. 797 00:38:01,763 --> 00:38:04,283 And we know, of course, in domestic abuse cases, 798 00:38:04,363 --> 00:38:05,523 this is a real factor 799 00:38:05,603 --> 00:38:08,203 in the next level of aggression and violence. 800 00:38:08,283 --> 00:38:10,323 He didn't want her to have the child. 801 00:38:10,403 --> 00:38:11,643 He was angry. 802 00:38:11,723 --> 00:38:14,483 He met her and that's where I think he had decided 803 00:38:14,563 --> 00:38:16,803 he was going to kill her. 804 00:38:18,203 --> 00:38:20,363 [narrator] Blakeley faces a trial for murder. 805 00:38:20,443 --> 00:38:21,683 His brother will face a charge 806 00:38:21,763 --> 00:38:23,163 of perverting the course of justice 807 00:38:23,243 --> 00:38:25,163 by trying to hide Jayden's body. 808 00:38:26,603 --> 00:38:29,843 Well, the prosecution set out, you know, 809 00:38:29,923 --> 00:38:33,363 a pattern of abusive relationships that Ben Blakeley had been in. 810 00:38:33,443 --> 00:38:35,163 We had previous partners 811 00:38:35,243 --> 00:38:37,043 who were brave enough to come to court 812 00:38:37,123 --> 00:38:39,203 and talk about how he had treated them. 813 00:38:39,283 --> 00:38:41,443 It was all evidence of coercive control. 814 00:38:42,883 --> 00:38:44,963 [narrator] In court, Blakeley shows no contrition, 815 00:38:45,043 --> 00:38:46,723 no remorse. 816 00:38:46,803 --> 00:38:50,523 When I first walked in, he looked at me, and then he came up to the glass 817 00:38:50,603 --> 00:38:52,923 and started banging on the glass. 818 00:38:53,003 --> 00:38:54,963 He started shouting, "You bitch!" 819 00:38:55,043 --> 00:38:57,123 He was calling me a bitch and all that horrible stuff. 820 00:38:59,603 --> 00:39:00,883 It was a circus. 821 00:39:00,963 --> 00:39:03,323 Him and his brother were fist-bumping each other, 822 00:39:03,403 --> 00:39:05,163 chatting and joking. 823 00:39:05,243 --> 00:39:06,563 Soon as it'd come for, 824 00:39:06,643 --> 00:39:08,723 they'd be up standing for the judge and the jury. 825 00:39:10,603 --> 00:39:14,163 In 32 years in the police, and lots of court cases, 826 00:39:14,243 --> 00:39:17,403 I've never, ever seen anybody behave in the way in which he behaved. 827 00:39:17,483 --> 00:39:19,203 It was absolutely shocking. 828 00:39:19,283 --> 00:39:24,083 He was threatening witnesses, shouting, being aggressive. 829 00:39:24,163 --> 00:39:27,163 He threatened to stamp the prosecution barrister. 830 00:39:28,563 --> 00:39:30,243 He was returned to the cells 831 00:39:30,323 --> 00:39:32,923 because he couldn't remain in the courtroom. 832 00:39:33,003 --> 00:39:35,123 So he was, I have to be honest with you, 833 00:39:35,203 --> 00:39:37,243 in some ways I was pleased he was behaving like that. 834 00:39:37,323 --> 00:39:39,323 Because actually it just demonstrated what he's like, 835 00:39:39,403 --> 00:39:43,843 you know, a really unpleasant, violent, aggressive person. 836 00:39:46,403 --> 00:39:50,163 He used sadistic assaults on Jayden. 837 00:39:50,243 --> 00:39:54,083 Burning someone with a cigarette is not something that is necessary to do. 838 00:39:54,163 --> 00:39:55,523 He used to strangle her. 839 00:39:55,603 --> 00:39:59,363 So he was literally holding her life in his hands 840 00:39:59,443 --> 00:40:01,803 on numerous occasions. 841 00:40:01,883 --> 00:40:04,323 He killed her, and he, 842 00:40:04,403 --> 00:40:07,283 you know, he made a decision to do that. 843 00:40:07,363 --> 00:40:10,203 But even after he'd killed her, 844 00:40:10,283 --> 00:40:14,323 where we would expect to see fear, guilt, remorse, 845 00:40:14,403 --> 00:40:16,243 none of that, none of that at all. 846 00:40:17,243 --> 00:40:19,243 [narrator] Blakeley was given a 20-year sentence 847 00:40:19,323 --> 00:40:20,923 for the murder of Jayden Parkinson. 848 00:40:21,763 --> 00:40:24,523 Her unborn baby did not survive the attack. 849 00:40:26,683 --> 00:40:28,563 Just, it's not enough. 850 00:40:29,603 --> 00:40:30,963 What he got was not enough. 851 00:40:33,723 --> 00:40:35,163 He's took a... two lives. 852 00:40:36,283 --> 00:40:38,723 He should be in there for life. 853 00:40:38,803 --> 00:40:41,723 He should never be allowed to walk again, out here, ever. 854 00:40:44,603 --> 00:40:45,843 So I was quite angry, 855 00:40:45,923 --> 00:40:48,203 the fact that he didn't get 856 00:40:48,283 --> 00:40:50,643 long enough for what he's done. 857 00:40:53,363 --> 00:40:55,803 [narrator] Jayden was the 138th woman in Britain 858 00:40:55,883 --> 00:40:57,963 to be murdered by her partner that year. 859 00:40:59,283 --> 00:41:01,803 Jayden's mom is campaigning for a national register, 860 00:41:01,883 --> 00:41:04,563 where men like Blakeley can be named and shamed. 861 00:41:07,963 --> 00:41:09,163 It's not a new thing. 862 00:41:09,243 --> 00:41:11,883 It's been going on decades, millennia, whatever. 863 00:41:13,043 --> 00:41:16,883 I honestly believe if there had been a register back then, 864 00:41:16,963 --> 00:41:19,963 that my Jayden, I wouldn't be sat here talking to you. 865 00:41:20,043 --> 00:41:20,843 And that's... 866 00:41:22,163 --> 00:41:23,243 what we should have had. 867 00:41:23,323 --> 00:41:24,523 She'd still be here now. 868 00:41:25,643 --> 00:41:28,163 [intense music] 869 00:41:30,003 --> 00:41:32,483 It's bittersweet, in so many ways. 870 00:41:37,083 --> 00:41:38,603 'Cause I don't want any other parent 871 00:41:38,683 --> 00:41:40,123 to go through what we went through. 872 00:41:40,203 --> 00:41:41,483 It's horrendous. 873 00:41:41,563 --> 00:41:43,283 And it breaks families. 874 00:41:50,563 --> 00:41:52,643 And I think about her every single day. 875 00:41:53,763 --> 00:41:57,123 There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about her. 876 00:41:57,203 --> 00:41:59,283 And I'm never, ever going to see her again. 877 00:42:01,763 --> 00:42:04,803 There are no amount of sorries that come out of his mouth 878 00:42:04,883 --> 00:42:06,523 will make up for what he's done. 879 00:42:08,083 --> 00:42:11,203 'Cause I don't wanna hear it. I don't wanna hear his "Sorry." 880 00:42:13,203 --> 00:42:14,723 I don't want his excuses. 881 00:42:16,523 --> 00:42:17,403 'Cause what he done, 882 00:42:18,643 --> 00:42:19,843 I'll never forgive him. 883 00:42:20,763 --> 00:42:22,203 Ever. 884 00:42:23,363 --> 00:42:26,043 [dramatic music] 885 00:42:34,923 --> 00:42:38,323 [dramatic music continues] 886 00:42:43,963 --> 00:42:46,843 [discordant music] 887 00:42:53,843 --> 00:42:57,523 [discordant music continues]