1 00:00:01,323 --> 00:00:02,803 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:02,883 --> 00:00:07,003 ♪ I'm sick and tired of living this way ♪ 3 00:00:07,083 --> 00:00:11,083 ♪ Over and over I pray and I pray ♪ 4 00:00:12,643 --> 00:00:14,403 [narrator] A young mom in trauma. 5 00:00:15,523 --> 00:00:18,883 She rang me, she just said to me, I've lost my child, 6 00:00:18,963 --> 00:00:20,883 social services have just come round. 7 00:00:21,123 --> 00:00:23,323 [narrator] Evie Adams has done nothing wrong. 8 00:00:23,403 --> 00:00:25,003 But what about the new man in her life? 9 00:00:25,083 --> 00:00:29,003 ♪ No one is coming to rescue me ♪ 10 00:00:30,683 --> 00:00:32,923 I didn't know who he was. 11 00:00:33,723 --> 00:00:35,683 And if you asked people about him. 12 00:00:36,123 --> 00:00:37,843 "He's a bad'un, he's a bad'un." 13 00:00:38,963 --> 00:00:40,683 And that's, that's all we got. 14 00:00:41,243 --> 00:00:44,763 [narrator] Two troubled lovers sharing a timeline of torment, 15 00:00:45,043 --> 00:00:46,723 and then one goes quiet. 16 00:00:46,803 --> 00:00:49,363 What has happened to Evie Adams? 17 00:00:49,443 --> 00:00:52,683 It all just kind of changed, but then it was too late for her. 18 00:00:52,763 --> 00:00:54,443 She were already in love with him. 19 00:00:54,603 --> 00:00:58,523 ♪ I'm sick and tired of living this way ♪ 20 00:00:58,603 --> 00:01:02,643 ♪ Over and over I pray and I pray ♪ 21 00:01:02,723 --> 00:01:05,562 [ominous music] 22 00:01:06,603 --> 00:01:08,523 [heartbeat thudding] 23 00:01:10,243 --> 00:01:13,763 [narrator] Evie Adams forms a strong connection with her foster family 24 00:01:13,843 --> 00:01:17,323 when they welcome her into their home at the age of three. 25 00:01:17,403 --> 00:01:19,923 When she came to us at first, she was very shy 26 00:01:20,963 --> 00:01:23,483 and within a week she was, she changed. 27 00:01:23,563 --> 00:01:26,603 She started coming out of herself. 28 00:01:26,923 --> 00:01:28,963 Bit of a daredevil, dippy. 29 00:01:29,043 --> 00:01:30,923 She was singing all the time. 30 00:01:31,643 --> 00:01:32,923 She was a brilliant child. 31 00:01:33,003 --> 00:01:35,283 She absolutely loved Bern and Yvonne, 32 00:01:35,363 --> 00:01:37,843 absolutely adored them so much. 33 00:01:38,243 --> 00:01:40,363 She were like, "They've saved me, they've saved me." 34 00:01:40,443 --> 00:01:42,243 Like, "Where would I be without them now?" 35 00:01:42,323 --> 00:01:43,923 [narrator] After three years together, 36 00:01:44,003 --> 00:01:46,363 the family decides to make things permanent. 37 00:01:46,443 --> 00:01:49,483 [Bernard] She absolutely loved it when-- when we adopted her, 38 00:01:49,563 --> 00:01:52,443 all she wanted to do was change her name to ours. 39 00:01:52,523 --> 00:01:56,323 And we said, well no, it's bit of wrong time yet. 40 00:01:56,643 --> 00:01:59,443 When you're old enough, you can change it to ours. 41 00:02:00,523 --> 00:02:02,723 [narrator] Sure enough, on her 16th birthday 42 00:02:02,803 --> 00:02:04,443 she gets what she always wanted. 43 00:02:04,523 --> 00:02:07,483 [Bernard] When Evie changed her name, she changed as a person. 44 00:02:07,563 --> 00:02:10,723 And because she got our name with the big, the big thing, 45 00:02:10,802 --> 00:02:12,803 you know, going around telling everybody 46 00:02:12,883 --> 00:02:14,203 I'm not that person before 47 00:02:14,283 --> 00:02:16,843 you know all that, with her own name it were brilliant. 48 00:02:16,923 --> 00:02:20,283 I think the adoption and Bernard's family, 49 00:02:20,363 --> 00:02:22,403 that secure base was successful 50 00:02:22,483 --> 00:02:24,603 because you know, she was able to go to college. 51 00:02:24,683 --> 00:02:26,723 She was studying to become a hairdresser. 52 00:02:27,083 --> 00:02:28,923 [narrator] It's whilst studying that Evie 53 00:02:29,003 --> 00:02:32,363 meets Holly Drakely, who soon becomes part of the family. 54 00:02:32,443 --> 00:02:35,363 We instantly, like, had this proper good bond. 55 00:02:35,443 --> 00:02:38,723 It were like the sister I'd never had kind of situation. 56 00:02:39,043 --> 00:02:41,083 She was just like an amazing girl. 57 00:02:41,163 --> 00:02:43,083 Like, she was just adorable. 58 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:45,203 You just wanted to squeeze her face off. 59 00:02:45,323 --> 00:02:47,003 [narrator] Evie makes friends easily 60 00:02:47,083 --> 00:02:50,283 and her infectious personality is a hit with the punters 61 00:02:50,363 --> 00:02:53,003 when she lands her first job at 15. 62 00:02:53,083 --> 00:02:54,563 [Bernard] Before Evie left school, 63 00:02:54,643 --> 00:02:57,443 we had a pub and she used to help out there. 64 00:02:57,523 --> 00:03:01,243 She used to glass collect, she'd do anything to help really. 65 00:03:01,323 --> 00:03:04,203 [Narrator] Having a part-time job at a pub has its advantages. 66 00:03:04,283 --> 00:03:07,443 [Holly] Yeah, we used to go out, have a lot of nights out. 67 00:03:07,523 --> 00:03:10,083 She used to nick Bernard's beer to feed it me. 68 00:03:11,363 --> 00:03:12,923 [Narrator] And when the party's over. 69 00:03:13,003 --> 00:03:15,043 [Bernard] She really loved being at home. 70 00:03:15,123 --> 00:03:16,483 It meant everything to her. 71 00:03:16,563 --> 00:03:18,883 She couldn't do enough for you, she wanted to help, you know, 72 00:03:18,963 --> 00:03:21,363 can I wash up, can I help you cook? 73 00:03:21,443 --> 00:03:26,123 She just loved to be around people that she loved. 74 00:03:26,203 --> 00:03:27,363 She liked to be there. 75 00:03:27,443 --> 00:03:29,283 She had a heart of gold 76 00:03:29,363 --> 00:03:31,843 and she just absolutely loved being at home. 77 00:03:31,923 --> 00:03:33,923 She enjoyed being around her friends and stuff. 78 00:03:34,003 --> 00:03:36,003 Like she absolutely loved her home life. 79 00:03:38,203 --> 00:03:40,843 [Narrator] It's not the home life she's always had. 80 00:03:40,923 --> 00:03:44,523 Evie's upbringing when she was a little girl, was abusive. 81 00:03:44,603 --> 00:03:47,363 There was neglect there was a lot of serious 82 00:03:47,443 --> 00:03:50,443 abuse factors in her early, early years. 83 00:03:50,523 --> 00:03:53,043 Evie was removed from her birth family 84 00:03:53,123 --> 00:03:54,283 when she was very young 85 00:03:54,363 --> 00:03:56,323 and then she was placed in foster care. 86 00:03:56,963 --> 00:03:58,803 She'd had a rough time with her family, 87 00:03:58,883 --> 00:04:01,683 her family were a bit of a notorious family 88 00:04:01,763 --> 00:04:03,643 for getting in trouble with the police 89 00:04:03,723 --> 00:04:05,323 and one thing or another. 90 00:04:06,923 --> 00:04:08,923 Nobody taking care of her properly. 91 00:04:09,003 --> 00:04:11,683 She were out walking the streets in the middle of night 92 00:04:11,763 --> 00:04:13,683 and that sort of thing. 93 00:04:15,243 --> 00:04:19,803 She did tell me she was adopted and she did say she got abused as a child, 94 00:04:19,882 --> 00:04:22,883 but she didn't tell me too much. 95 00:04:22,963 --> 00:04:24,923 Like she were reserved about it. 96 00:04:25,923 --> 00:04:27,643 [Narrator] Evie believes her adopted family 97 00:04:27,723 --> 00:04:29,203 has turned her life around. 98 00:04:29,283 --> 00:04:31,523 She hopes one day maybe she can build a home 99 00:04:31,603 --> 00:04:33,163 and a family of her own. 100 00:04:33,243 --> 00:04:36,203 She starts looking early, just 16 years old. 101 00:04:36,283 --> 00:04:38,603 [Bernard] When she started going up with Nathan 102 00:04:38,683 --> 00:04:40,523 he came in, we invite him around, 103 00:04:40,603 --> 00:04:43,083 started coming around for his tea. 104 00:04:43,163 --> 00:04:45,883 They go in the front room, a really nice lad. 105 00:04:46,883 --> 00:04:50,403 [Jill] He was everything her family had hoped that she would meet 106 00:04:50,483 --> 00:04:53,123 and indeed the relationship appeared happy. 107 00:04:56,043 --> 00:04:58,963 Eventually she moved out, I weren't happy about that, 108 00:04:59,043 --> 00:05:01,483 that they moved out, they moved in together. 109 00:05:01,563 --> 00:05:04,243 [Holly] It was mostly good, some bad. 110 00:05:04,323 --> 00:05:06,283 Like there is in every relationship. 111 00:05:06,363 --> 00:05:07,843 But her and Nathan together 112 00:05:07,923 --> 00:05:09,243 were like perfect for each other. 113 00:05:10,683 --> 00:05:13,363 I was proud of her 'cause she were doing her own thing. 114 00:05:13,443 --> 00:05:17,443 We helped her out, got their own home of their own making. 115 00:05:17,523 --> 00:05:19,083 Said everything were fine. 116 00:05:19,163 --> 00:05:20,923 [Narrator] Fast forward a couple of years 117 00:05:21,003 --> 00:05:23,243 and the pair has some exciting news. 118 00:05:23,323 --> 00:05:27,283 Evie would be round about 19 and a half, 119 00:05:27,363 --> 00:05:28,683 20 when she fell pregnant 120 00:05:30,243 --> 00:05:34,563 and she were proud, she were proud, really proud. 121 00:05:34,643 --> 00:05:38,163 [Holly] She were older than me when she found out it were a girl. 122 00:05:38,243 --> 00:05:41,323 She was just really happy to be pregnant. And she glowed as well through it. 123 00:05:41,403 --> 00:05:45,203 [Narrator] The family's excitement turns to anguish when tragedy strikes 124 00:05:45,283 --> 00:05:47,003 with the death of a close relative 125 00:05:47,083 --> 00:05:49,163 just as Evie goes into labor. 126 00:05:49,243 --> 00:05:54,443 At the time it were joyful and sad. 127 00:05:54,523 --> 00:05:56,003 It were like mixed emotions. 128 00:05:56,083 --> 00:05:58,483 It were tearing against each other all the time. 129 00:05:58,963 --> 00:06:01,003 You know, how could God be so cruel 130 00:06:01,083 --> 00:06:02,883 one in and one out on the same day. 131 00:06:05,043 --> 00:06:08,523 She were upset. You could tell in her voice that she just wasn't happy. 132 00:06:08,603 --> 00:06:11,283 We weren't there for Evie at the time, you know, 133 00:06:11,363 --> 00:06:13,883 it was like postnatal depression. 134 00:06:13,963 --> 00:06:16,963 So we weren't actually there at the time 135 00:06:18,243 --> 00:06:19,843 when she needed us most. 136 00:06:21,803 --> 00:06:23,483 There was a lot of pressure on the family 137 00:06:23,563 --> 00:06:27,043 and it did result in her feeling maybe isolated. 138 00:06:27,123 --> 00:06:29,963 And she did struggle in those first few weeks of being a new mom. 139 00:06:31,203 --> 00:06:34,403 [Bernard] She were on her own all day with the child 140 00:06:34,483 --> 00:06:37,203 and he'd come right home from work and go round to his mothers, 141 00:06:37,283 --> 00:06:41,563 take the baby around and she'd be sat in on her own 142 00:06:41,643 --> 00:06:45,843 and it really took her on a downward spiral. 143 00:06:45,923 --> 00:06:48,083 [Narrator] Evie's relationship with her partner 144 00:06:48,163 --> 00:06:49,483 is heading the same way. 145 00:06:49,563 --> 00:06:51,043 [Holly] They were arguing all the time 146 00:06:51,123 --> 00:06:53,963 and it just got a bit too toxic you, can say. 147 00:06:54,043 --> 00:06:57,643 So it was just better if they separated and parted ways. 148 00:06:57,723 --> 00:07:00,243 Bernard and his family gave her, you know, 149 00:07:00,323 --> 00:07:03,883 the money and the support to set up on her own somewhere. 150 00:07:03,963 --> 00:07:05,403 [Narrator] Evie, the adopted child, 151 00:07:05,483 --> 00:07:07,403 doesn't want to be on her own. 152 00:07:07,483 --> 00:07:09,563 She was scared of quite a lot of things at the time 153 00:07:09,643 --> 00:07:12,723 She didn't know how she were gonna do it alone. 154 00:07:12,803 --> 00:07:14,923 She were worried about money. 155 00:07:15,003 --> 00:07:18,443 Just the usual stuff when you part ways with someone. 156 00:07:18,523 --> 00:07:21,123 She was worrying that she was gonna be on her own all the time. 157 00:07:22,563 --> 00:07:26,323 [Bernard] We moved her in the new house. Nathan was still going round. 158 00:07:26,403 --> 00:07:29,843 She seemed alright and then people 159 00:07:29,923 --> 00:07:32,403 started telling us that there was somebody else there. 160 00:07:32,483 --> 00:07:35,123 [dramatic music] 161 00:07:35,203 --> 00:07:37,563 [Narrator] Jordan Monaghan aged 28, 162 00:07:37,643 --> 00:07:39,723 he's already a father of two. 163 00:07:39,803 --> 00:07:41,363 [Holly] She did tell me she were going on a date 164 00:07:41,443 --> 00:07:43,323 with someone off Tinder called Jordan. 165 00:07:43,403 --> 00:07:44,763 So I was like, right, okay, 166 00:07:44,843 --> 00:07:46,603 like just keep your wits about, you know, 167 00:07:46,683 --> 00:07:50,803 you're a young girl like you are in a bit of a vulnerable position, just be careful. 168 00:07:51,403 --> 00:07:52,763 And then she come off the date, 169 00:07:52,843 --> 00:07:56,163 she rang me up and she was like, "He seems really lovely." 170 00:07:56,243 --> 00:07:59,683 They sound like right, okay then, I were like, "Just take it slow." 171 00:08:00,923 --> 00:08:03,963 [Jessica] Quite quickly there were rumors that Jordan Monaghan 172 00:08:04,043 --> 00:08:07,123 was at that new house quite a lot. 173 00:08:07,203 --> 00:08:09,883 By this point, he'd already got a reputation. 174 00:08:09,963 --> 00:08:11,683 People were talking about him. 175 00:08:11,763 --> 00:08:14,163 [Lee] had pockets full of money, wads of money. 176 00:08:15,443 --> 00:08:17,563 He'd stand in the middle of the pub counting them. 177 00:08:18,443 --> 00:08:21,123 As if to say, look at what I have got, type of thing. 178 00:08:23,083 --> 00:08:24,563 He had a number of businesses 179 00:08:24,643 --> 00:08:28,523 and his brother had a construction building business. 180 00:08:28,603 --> 00:08:30,923 But they were doing paving and driveways 181 00:08:31,003 --> 00:08:33,523 and stuff like that but it never made sense to me 182 00:08:33,602 --> 00:08:36,523 to have that amount of money every day. 183 00:08:37,323 --> 00:08:38,883 Doesn't come from construction. 184 00:08:40,842 --> 00:08:43,683 He were charming and he were happy to spend 185 00:08:43,763 --> 00:08:46,123 whatever it takes to make her happy. 186 00:08:46,203 --> 00:08:49,723 He'd do anything to make her happy. 187 00:08:49,803 --> 00:08:53,163 So I can understand why she didn't want to know. 188 00:08:54,363 --> 00:08:56,003 He was well known in the community 189 00:08:56,083 --> 00:08:58,043 as somebody you really didn't wanna be with. 190 00:08:58,883 --> 00:09:01,643 He was a bit notorious in the area he lived in. 191 00:09:01,723 --> 00:09:03,363 [Narrator] Not everyone has heard of him. 192 00:09:03,443 --> 00:09:05,683 I didn't know who he was. 193 00:09:06,243 --> 00:09:08,643 And if you asked people about him. 194 00:09:08,723 --> 00:09:10,603 "He's a bad'un, he's a bad'un." 195 00:09:10,683 --> 00:09:11,763 And that's all we got. 196 00:09:13,803 --> 00:09:16,603 [Holly] There was just something about him that were off. 197 00:09:16,683 --> 00:09:17,803 It just clicked in my head, 198 00:09:17,883 --> 00:09:20,203 I were like, "There's something not right with him." 199 00:09:20,283 --> 00:09:21,763 And I did try and explain it to Evie, 200 00:09:21,843 --> 00:09:24,403 but she was like smitten, like she wouldn't listen. 201 00:09:24,483 --> 00:09:26,003 She didn't wanna know. 202 00:09:26,083 --> 00:09:27,243 [Narrator] Evie may not know it, 203 00:09:27,323 --> 00:09:29,683 but Jordan lives up to his reputation. 204 00:09:29,763 --> 00:09:32,723 It's the reason his ex-partner has left him. 205 00:09:32,803 --> 00:09:35,203 His partner uncovered a gambling addiction 206 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:37,283 and challenged Jordan on the fact that 207 00:09:37,363 --> 00:09:39,963 he had run up considerable debt because of the gambling. 208 00:09:41,363 --> 00:09:44,683 There were times I'd seen him put 400 or 500 pound in a bandit. 209 00:09:44,763 --> 00:09:47,763 [Narrator] It's not the worst story that Bernard hears. 210 00:09:47,843 --> 00:09:50,123 There were rumors going out about 211 00:09:50,203 --> 00:09:51,843 a lad who'd murdered his kids, 212 00:09:52,723 --> 00:09:57,283 off one of me, locals of me, the pub that I used to be in. 213 00:09:58,123 --> 00:10:00,643 There was rumors that he'd murdered the kids. 214 00:10:03,603 --> 00:10:04,763 He was under investigation, 215 00:10:04,843 --> 00:10:08,483 because both children died in suspicious circumstances. 216 00:10:09,563 --> 00:10:11,763 Both children were found to have died 217 00:10:11,843 --> 00:10:13,803 having been alone in Jordan's company. 218 00:10:15,523 --> 00:10:19,083 [Narrator] As a result, Jordan needs to be on his guard when he's out. 219 00:10:19,163 --> 00:10:20,563 He couldn't go in Blackburn, 220 00:10:20,643 --> 00:10:22,843 because of what happened with the kids. 221 00:10:23,883 --> 00:10:27,443 People, naughty boys, were on the lookout for him. 222 00:10:29,443 --> 00:10:32,003 [Holly] One night we went out in Blackburn 223 00:10:32,083 --> 00:10:34,603 and somebody come over and glassed him. 224 00:10:37,163 --> 00:10:39,403 And I said to Evie, I said, "Who were that?" 225 00:10:40,283 --> 00:10:43,283 And she said, "His ex's cousin." 226 00:10:43,363 --> 00:10:45,443 I was like, "What happened?" She went, "I don't know." 227 00:10:46,603 --> 00:10:50,643 I later found out it was the baby's mom, 228 00:10:50,723 --> 00:10:52,803 her cousin that had glassed him in town. 229 00:10:53,843 --> 00:10:56,403 [Narrator] What do Evie's foster parents think 230 00:10:56,483 --> 00:10:57,803 of what they're hearing? 231 00:10:57,883 --> 00:10:59,283 I confronted Evie over it. 232 00:10:59,363 --> 00:11:02,803 "Oh, everybody says that about him. They've got him wrong." 233 00:11:04,203 --> 00:11:06,523 My big worry was the grandchild. 234 00:11:08,043 --> 00:11:10,163 If he's done that, like could he do it again? 235 00:11:17,883 --> 00:11:20,003 [Narrator] As Evie and Jordan become closer, 236 00:11:20,083 --> 00:11:23,043 she becomes more distant with those around her. 237 00:11:23,123 --> 00:11:26,443 Evie's family start noticing that she's changed, 238 00:11:26,523 --> 00:11:30,243 she's secretive, she's lying. 239 00:11:30,323 --> 00:11:34,403 [Bernard] The lies just come longer and longer. 240 00:11:34,483 --> 00:11:35,643 And it got to the stage, I said, 241 00:11:35,723 --> 00:11:37,403 "Look, I don't believe a word you're telling me. 242 00:11:37,483 --> 00:11:39,003 You're lying to me." 243 00:11:39,083 --> 00:11:40,763 I said, "You made me and your mom 244 00:11:40,843 --> 00:11:44,243 pull 1200 pound out to buy you a house to be a love shack." 245 00:11:46,483 --> 00:11:47,643 We like drifted apart. 246 00:11:47,723 --> 00:11:49,563 She could only ring me if she went to her dads. 247 00:11:52,723 --> 00:11:54,523 At this point Evie is probably 248 00:11:54,603 --> 00:11:57,363 getting more and more isolated 249 00:11:57,443 --> 00:12:01,563 because she's seen to be almost voluntarily 250 00:12:01,643 --> 00:12:03,803 in this relationship with somebody 251 00:12:03,883 --> 00:12:07,843 who is being excluded from community and society 252 00:12:07,923 --> 00:12:10,683 because he's suspected of murdering children. 253 00:12:12,403 --> 00:12:14,443 [dramatic music] 254 00:12:14,523 --> 00:12:16,123 [Narrator] The police suspect it too. 255 00:12:16,203 --> 00:12:17,683 And in January, 2018, 256 00:12:17,763 --> 00:12:20,163 Jordan Monaghan is arrested on suspicion 257 00:12:20,243 --> 00:12:22,403 of the murder of his two children. 258 00:12:23,563 --> 00:12:25,843 The police did come to warn Evie. 259 00:12:25,923 --> 00:12:28,003 They chose to come and share information with her 260 00:12:28,083 --> 00:12:30,243 that her child was at risk, that she was at risk. 261 00:12:32,963 --> 00:12:36,043 She doesn't, for whatever reason, take heed of the warning. 262 00:12:36,843 --> 00:12:39,003 The police are so concerned they actually take her 263 00:12:39,083 --> 00:12:40,643 to a place of safety and saying, 264 00:12:40,723 --> 00:12:42,283 you're not safe with this man. 265 00:12:42,363 --> 00:12:46,043 A restraining order is issued to keep Jordan away from Evie. 266 00:12:46,123 --> 00:12:48,043 [Narrator] Without evidence to charge him, 267 00:12:48,123 --> 00:12:50,603 Monaghan is released on bail as police 268 00:12:50,683 --> 00:12:53,563 continue to investigate the deaths of his children. 269 00:12:53,643 --> 00:12:57,163 Despite police warnings, Evie can't stay away from him. 270 00:12:57,243 --> 00:12:59,483 Her friend Holly is concerned. 271 00:12:59,563 --> 00:13:01,203 [Holly] We all went to Blackpool for a night out. 272 00:13:01,283 --> 00:13:02,683 Me, Evie and Jordan. 273 00:13:02,763 --> 00:13:06,803 We had a really good night but she couldn't dance. 274 00:13:08,043 --> 00:13:09,603 And that's when it clicked in my head. 275 00:13:09,683 --> 00:13:11,203 I thought, this is not right. 276 00:13:11,283 --> 00:13:15,643 Like she has to be by his side constantly and it wasn't right. 277 00:13:15,723 --> 00:13:17,563 [Narrator] Even the bar staff at their local 278 00:13:17,643 --> 00:13:20,803 noticed the unusual dynamic between Evie and Jordan. 279 00:13:20,883 --> 00:13:23,323 Evie and Jordan Roy stayed back in the booth 280 00:13:23,403 --> 00:13:26,523 and they were a bit more like Evie weren't allowed to do much. 281 00:13:26,603 --> 00:13:28,523 They were like, she always had to be near him, 282 00:13:28,603 --> 00:13:30,443 so she couldn't go and enjoy herself 283 00:13:30,523 --> 00:13:32,683 with her friends if they went off dancing and stuff. 284 00:13:32,763 --> 00:13:35,323 He kinda like went from this charming, 285 00:13:36,443 --> 00:13:38,643 I'll do anything for you kind of person to, 286 00:13:38,723 --> 00:13:43,043 you'll do everything I tell you to do and you'll like it. 287 00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:46,603 Like you could see his whole demeanor changed about him. 288 00:13:46,683 --> 00:13:48,923 He'd gone from being so nice 289 00:13:49,003 --> 00:13:52,123 to always angry, always shouting at her. 290 00:13:53,283 --> 00:13:56,723 It all just kind of changed but then it was too late for her. 291 00:13:56,803 --> 00:13:58,243 She was already in love with him. 292 00:13:58,323 --> 00:14:01,083 [dramatic music] 293 00:14:04,523 --> 00:14:05,563 [Narrator] Evie and Jordan have 294 00:14:05,643 --> 00:14:07,323 been together for 12 months when 295 00:14:07,403 --> 00:14:10,163 police once again attempt to help Evie. 296 00:14:10,243 --> 00:14:12,523 [Jill] There was a restraining order in place, 297 00:14:12,603 --> 00:14:15,523 but he's stopped driving a car with Evie in the car. 298 00:14:15,603 --> 00:14:17,403 When he is asked by the police officers, 299 00:14:17,483 --> 00:14:20,043 he said, "Oh, it's just some bird I met." 300 00:14:20,123 --> 00:14:22,363 Even the use of the word bird shows complete 301 00:14:22,443 --> 00:14:24,803 lack of regard and respect for Evie 302 00:14:24,883 --> 00:14:27,603 and a complete lack of regard and respect for the law. 303 00:14:29,803 --> 00:14:31,563 [Narrator] Jordan pleads guilty to the breach 304 00:14:31,643 --> 00:14:34,363 and receives a 12 week suspended sentence. 305 00:14:34,443 --> 00:14:36,803 That triggers another intervention. 306 00:14:36,883 --> 00:14:40,563 [Holly] She rang me one day saying, "Social services have just been round." 307 00:14:40,643 --> 00:14:42,003 And I was like, "Oh right, why?" 308 00:14:42,083 --> 00:14:43,723 She was like, "Because I'm with Jordan." 309 00:14:43,803 --> 00:14:44,683 I said, "Right, okay." 310 00:14:44,763 --> 00:14:45,803 I was like, "Look," I said, 311 00:14:45,883 --> 00:14:48,083 "Just do what social services want you to do?" 312 00:14:48,163 --> 00:14:49,923 And she was like, "Right, okay, I will." 313 00:14:50,003 --> 00:14:52,163 I was like, "And what exactly have they said?" 314 00:14:52,243 --> 00:14:54,403 "I need to keep Jordan away from my daughter." 315 00:14:54,483 --> 00:14:57,763 I was like, "Right, okay then." So I was like, "Just do that." 316 00:14:57,843 --> 00:15:01,003 [narrator] Advice echoed by Evie's adoptive parents. 317 00:15:01,083 --> 00:15:03,803 Why just not move to another town? 318 00:15:03,883 --> 00:15:05,643 Don't tell anybody where you are. 319 00:15:05,803 --> 00:15:08,003 We'll be in touch, we'll come over every day. 320 00:15:08,643 --> 00:15:09,923 No, no. 321 00:15:11,843 --> 00:15:13,843 And then a couple of weeks later, 322 00:15:13,923 --> 00:15:18,643 I got a phone call quite late at night, about 10 o'clock and she rang me. 323 00:15:18,723 --> 00:15:22,203 She just said to me, "I've lost my child." 324 00:15:22,363 --> 00:15:24,003 [dramatic music] 325 00:15:25,123 --> 00:15:27,443 I said, "What?" She went, "I've lost my child. 326 00:15:27,523 --> 00:15:30,283 Social services, they've just come around and took her." 327 00:15:30,363 --> 00:15:31,523 And I was like, "Why?" 328 00:15:31,603 --> 00:15:33,643 She went, "Because Jordan was here." 329 00:15:33,723 --> 00:15:35,843 [dramatic music] 330 00:15:35,923 --> 00:15:39,123 I turned around and told her the exact reason 331 00:15:39,523 --> 00:15:42,243 she got took away from her parents 332 00:15:42,403 --> 00:15:45,683 was for what was happening to her. 333 00:15:45,763 --> 00:15:47,523 My heart broke a little bit for her 334 00:15:47,603 --> 00:15:50,563 because I thought, you didn't deserve this, 335 00:15:50,643 --> 00:15:52,763 but you've made the wrong decisions. 336 00:15:52,843 --> 00:15:54,923 [narrator] Evie is allowed a supervised visit 337 00:15:55,003 --> 00:15:56,443 with her baby twice a week. 338 00:15:56,523 --> 00:15:58,483 [Bernard] She were heartbroken, I mean, 339 00:15:59,083 --> 00:16:01,843 don't get me wrong, she would never miss a contact. 340 00:16:02,883 --> 00:16:05,443 She loved the child to bits and she'd always ring up 341 00:16:05,963 --> 00:16:08,563 every day to see how she were and how she were doing. 342 00:16:09,843 --> 00:16:12,603 You can see why people would find that really confusing. 343 00:16:12,683 --> 00:16:15,563 You know, why she wouldn't just try and leave that relationship. 344 00:16:15,643 --> 00:16:19,083 For me, that raises questions about how controlling and powerful 345 00:16:19,163 --> 00:16:20,443 that relationship actually is. 346 00:16:21,523 --> 00:16:22,843 Why would she stay? 347 00:16:22,923 --> 00:16:25,403 And maybe it's not about why would she stay, 348 00:16:25,483 --> 00:16:28,203 maybe it's about why couldn't she leave? 349 00:16:28,283 --> 00:16:29,883 [narrator] Bernard has a theory. 350 00:16:29,963 --> 00:16:32,723 She's actually come to our house and she's bruises on her arm. 351 00:16:32,803 --> 00:16:34,003 I said "What's happened there?" 352 00:16:34,083 --> 00:16:35,963 "Oh I fell." I said, "How many times, ten?" 353 00:16:37,883 --> 00:16:40,483 Yeah, I've definitely witnessed him shouting at her. 354 00:16:40,763 --> 00:16:41,883 Yeah, definitely. 355 00:16:41,963 --> 00:16:44,923 And I've witnessed him get aggressive with other people as well. 356 00:16:45,163 --> 00:16:46,723 [dramatic music] 357 00:16:47,203 --> 00:16:49,523 [narrator] There are financial pressures on the relationship 358 00:16:49,603 --> 00:16:51,363 causing tension for Evie. 359 00:16:51,603 --> 00:16:54,283 I went out with a mate one night and somebody turned around, 360 00:16:54,363 --> 00:16:56,803 and said to me that "Jordan's been sacked from his job." 361 00:16:56,883 --> 00:16:59,803 I said, "Well, what's he been sacked for?" "'Cause people's been ringing up 362 00:16:59,883 --> 00:17:03,203 and telling the company he worked for that he's a murderer. 363 00:17:03,283 --> 00:17:04,603 That he's killed his kids. 364 00:17:05,683 --> 00:17:08,323 And it was for his own safety that they finished him." 365 00:17:08,402 --> 00:17:10,763 Now that's when she started saying 366 00:17:10,843 --> 00:17:14,083 she'd no money, I need shopping. 367 00:17:15,122 --> 00:17:18,362 There's no income coming in that she's either lying to them to try 368 00:17:18,443 --> 00:17:20,723 and get money or she's asking them for money. 369 00:17:21,323 --> 00:17:25,843 She weren't paying her rent, but she were on benefits. 370 00:17:25,923 --> 00:17:27,882 So where was the money going? 371 00:17:29,083 --> 00:17:30,403 It was just unbelievable. 372 00:17:31,043 --> 00:17:35,443 [Narrator] Evie is evicted, her life as she knows it is falling apart. 373 00:17:35,523 --> 00:17:37,323 [Holly] She'd obviously lost a baby. 374 00:17:37,403 --> 00:17:40,043 She went from a stable home to living into hostels 375 00:17:40,123 --> 00:17:42,403 and things like that, just trying to get by. 376 00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:48,243 Before she were with Jordan, she were happy-go-lucky, liked going out. 377 00:17:48,323 --> 00:17:49,683 But he stopped all that. 378 00:17:49,763 --> 00:17:52,403 He cut all her friends off. 379 00:17:52,483 --> 00:17:53,763 He couldn't have, 380 00:17:53,843 --> 00:17:56,123 couldn't have any anything to do with anybody. 381 00:17:57,603 --> 00:17:59,963 She's lost a child, she's lost a house. 382 00:18:00,043 --> 00:18:03,803 She's living in a homeless shelter. Like what else can she lose? 383 00:18:04,723 --> 00:18:07,483 [dramatic music] 384 00:18:11,403 --> 00:18:13,003 [Narrator] Evie wants to regain custody 385 00:18:13,083 --> 00:18:15,723 of her daughter and hopes to escape Monaghan. 386 00:18:16,123 --> 00:18:18,163 She moves into a women's refuge 387 00:18:18,243 --> 00:18:20,523 50 miles away in Kendall, 388 00:18:20,603 --> 00:18:22,763 but he won't give her up without a fight. 389 00:18:22,843 --> 00:18:25,403 She tried to end it. She rang me. 390 00:18:25,483 --> 00:18:28,483 "He's following me" I said, "Ring the police." 391 00:18:28,563 --> 00:18:31,283 "No, I don't want to, I don't want to take it that far, 392 00:18:31,363 --> 00:18:33,163 but he's following me wherever I go." 393 00:18:34,163 --> 00:18:36,283 I mean, if she's not safe in a refuge, 394 00:18:36,363 --> 00:18:38,323 you wonder how can she ever be safe? 395 00:18:39,243 --> 00:18:41,483 He were tracking her phone to find out where she were. 396 00:18:41,563 --> 00:18:43,883 Accusing her of being the other men. 397 00:18:44,283 --> 00:18:48,043 This is a real common tactic in a control and abusive relationship. 398 00:18:49,203 --> 00:18:51,363 The belief that actually the only reason 399 00:18:51,443 --> 00:18:55,163 I'm behaving like this is because I think you're being unfaithful. 400 00:18:56,603 --> 00:18:58,323 [Narrator] When that tactic fails, 401 00:18:58,403 --> 00:19:00,283 Jordan goes to extreme lengths. 402 00:19:00,963 --> 00:19:02,483 Police went to see her. 403 00:19:03,683 --> 00:19:07,563 He was on a rooftop in Preston threatening to jump, 404 00:19:07,643 --> 00:19:09,963 because she won't have nothing to do with him. 405 00:19:12,083 --> 00:19:14,723 She's positioned as the cause 406 00:19:14,803 --> 00:19:17,323 and the solution to his behavior, you know, 407 00:19:17,403 --> 00:19:19,883 to his suicide attempt, that she's the only one 408 00:19:19,963 --> 00:19:21,643 that can make him feel better. 409 00:19:21,723 --> 00:19:24,283 So, you know, maybe that did sort of pull 410 00:19:24,363 --> 00:19:26,483 them back together or draw Evie back. 411 00:19:26,563 --> 00:19:28,603 Maybe she felt responsible that she was supposed 412 00:19:28,683 --> 00:19:31,043 to be in that relationship, because if she isn't, 413 00:19:31,123 --> 00:19:32,643 he's gonna kill himself. 414 00:19:32,843 --> 00:19:34,803 [Narrator] Jordan's tactics work. 415 00:19:35,163 --> 00:19:37,243 I hadn't spoke to her for a couple of days 416 00:19:37,323 --> 00:19:39,083 and then I got a phone call saying 417 00:19:39,163 --> 00:19:42,203 she were back in Blackburn and back with Jordan. 418 00:19:44,803 --> 00:19:46,523 [Narrator] Evie is again shut off 419 00:19:46,603 --> 00:19:48,483 from the outside world as Monaghan 420 00:19:48,563 --> 00:19:50,483 controls her every move. 421 00:19:50,563 --> 00:19:52,563 And you can imagine from her past, 422 00:19:52,643 --> 00:19:54,203 he would use that as well 423 00:19:54,283 --> 00:19:57,523 to completely undermine her self-esteem, her confidence. 424 00:19:57,603 --> 00:19:58,643 You'd never be worth anything, 425 00:19:58,723 --> 00:20:00,643 because of what happened to you when you're younger. 426 00:20:00,723 --> 00:20:03,843 You might as well be with me, because nobody else will have you. 427 00:20:04,443 --> 00:20:09,123 She went from her happy, bubbly self to this shadow 428 00:20:09,203 --> 00:20:10,323 in about three months. 429 00:20:12,083 --> 00:20:14,043 It went quick and it went fast. 430 00:20:14,123 --> 00:20:16,123 That wasn't my best friend. 431 00:20:16,963 --> 00:20:20,203 That was just some lass that had been 432 00:20:20,283 --> 00:20:25,403 beaten down so much that she just wasn't who she was. 433 00:20:25,483 --> 00:20:27,003 It wasn't Evie anymore. 434 00:20:27,963 --> 00:20:30,123 [dramatic music] 435 00:20:32,363 --> 00:20:34,963 [Narrator] Evie, still under Monaghans spell, 436 00:20:35,043 --> 00:20:36,763 is going on a short break with him 437 00:20:36,843 --> 00:20:38,363 and some friends to Blackpool. 438 00:20:38,763 --> 00:20:41,443 It's not the respite she perhaps hoped for. 439 00:20:41,523 --> 00:20:44,843 So during the holiday, during that break when they were together 440 00:20:44,923 --> 00:20:48,523 with the other couple, Jordan had become aggressive. 441 00:20:48,603 --> 00:20:52,123 He was argumentative, he'd slammed doors, he'd stormed off, 442 00:20:52,203 --> 00:20:53,523 he'd punched a wall. 443 00:20:53,603 --> 00:20:55,843 [Narrator] Their friends are deeply concerned, 444 00:20:55,923 --> 00:20:57,203 more so when they witness 445 00:20:57,283 --> 00:20:59,803 an odd exchange between Evie and Monaghan. 446 00:21:00,603 --> 00:21:03,523 The other couple that they'd gone away with on their break 447 00:21:03,603 --> 00:21:08,243 reported seeing Jordan give Evie tablets 448 00:21:08,323 --> 00:21:10,083 out of a brown glass bottle. 449 00:21:10,723 --> 00:21:12,603 He told her they were painkillers 450 00:21:12,683 --> 00:21:14,403 and even the friends thought it was a bit odd 451 00:21:14,483 --> 00:21:17,963 because the glass bottle they were using, they went out of date a long time ago. 452 00:21:19,563 --> 00:21:22,323 [dramatic music] 453 00:21:22,403 --> 00:21:26,203 And it was the day after they got back from that short break 454 00:21:26,283 --> 00:21:28,923 that Evie said, "This relationship is over, I'm done." 455 00:21:30,603 --> 00:21:33,803 [Narrator] Evie Adams begins searching for a new flat to live in, 456 00:21:33,883 --> 00:21:36,603 desperate to escape the toxic relationship. 457 00:21:37,003 --> 00:21:39,443 Monaghan is making other plans. 458 00:21:40,363 --> 00:21:43,203 Within a few days of Evie making it clear 459 00:21:43,283 --> 00:21:45,203 that this relationship is over 460 00:21:45,283 --> 00:21:49,043 Jordan is on a WhatsApp group, UK tablets, 461 00:21:49,123 --> 00:21:51,203 and he's looking to procure zopiclone, 462 00:21:51,283 --> 00:21:53,283 diazepam and Gabapentin. 463 00:21:53,363 --> 00:21:56,843 [Narrator] A shopping list of drugs usually prescribed for pain relief, 464 00:21:56,923 --> 00:22:00,563 but if taken in large doses, they can be extremely dangerous. 465 00:22:00,643 --> 00:22:02,803 Those kind of drugs change people's behaviors. 466 00:22:02,883 --> 00:22:06,643 Their resolve, their determination, their whole characters. 467 00:22:06,723 --> 00:22:11,883 Within a couple of days, Evie starts to feel very unwell. 468 00:22:11,963 --> 00:22:14,923 [dramatic music] 469 00:22:15,003 --> 00:22:17,963 [Narrator] Evie is so ill, she's unable to leave the house. 470 00:22:18,043 --> 00:22:20,043 Her flat hunting is on hold. 471 00:22:20,123 --> 00:22:23,163 So you've now got a more compliant Evie. 472 00:22:23,243 --> 00:22:24,763 You've now got an Evie who wants to leave. 473 00:22:24,843 --> 00:22:27,763 And that's exactly what Jordan was looking for. 474 00:22:27,843 --> 00:22:29,843 [Narrator] Evie's family is worried. 475 00:22:29,923 --> 00:22:33,643 She says, "I'm feeling really sick. 476 00:22:33,723 --> 00:22:37,163 I've looked online and I've got stomach flu." 477 00:22:37,883 --> 00:22:39,883 I said to her, "Well what gives you that idea?" 478 00:22:39,963 --> 00:22:42,883 Well, I said, "I'll come down and take you to the doctors." 479 00:22:42,963 --> 00:22:45,323 "Oh, no, no, no, no. Oh no, no. 480 00:22:45,403 --> 00:22:48,203 I've made an appointment, I've made an appointment." 481 00:22:48,963 --> 00:22:52,083 [dramatic music] 482 00:22:52,163 --> 00:22:57,523 [Narrator] Jordan Monaghan calls NHS 111 reporting Evie's symptoms 483 00:22:57,603 --> 00:23:00,163 as four days of vomiting and dizziness. 484 00:23:00,243 --> 00:23:01,683 An appointment is made. 485 00:23:01,763 --> 00:23:04,523 He's not taken her to the doctor's appointments. 486 00:23:04,603 --> 00:23:09,163 There are return calls from the 111 service that are ignored. 487 00:23:09,243 --> 00:23:12,163 [Narrator] Evie takes matters into her own hands. 488 00:23:12,243 --> 00:23:17,003 There is a text message that Evie sends when she's very ill to her friend saying, 489 00:23:17,083 --> 00:23:19,883 "Jordan keeps stressing, he won't let me see a doctor." 490 00:23:19,963 --> 00:23:22,443 [Narrator] Monaghan does not want Evie to get better. 491 00:23:25,043 --> 00:23:27,283 Monaghan calls 111 again, 492 00:23:27,363 --> 00:23:30,923 this time reporting Evie as having abdominal pain. 493 00:23:31,003 --> 00:23:33,163 Two returned calls are ignored. 494 00:23:33,243 --> 00:23:37,683 So we've got a man who is denying her access for help 495 00:23:37,763 --> 00:23:40,443 and when it appears she's sharing that with a friend, 496 00:23:40,523 --> 00:23:42,283 all of a sudden he's the caring boyfriend. 497 00:23:42,363 --> 00:23:44,603 I'm on it, I've got this 111, I'm all over it. 498 00:23:44,683 --> 00:23:46,643 Don't worry, I'm looking after her. 499 00:23:46,723 --> 00:23:49,123 [Narrator] Evie's condition deteriorates. 500 00:23:49,203 --> 00:23:52,443 You couldn't make head nor tail of what she was saying. 501 00:23:52,523 --> 00:23:55,083 She were, you know, like she were drunk. 502 00:23:56,163 --> 00:23:57,723 She's gonna be presenting to people 503 00:23:57,803 --> 00:23:59,883 if she is coming into contact with them as maybe, 504 00:23:59,963 --> 00:24:02,203 oh, she's a druggie, or she's drunk. 505 00:24:02,283 --> 00:24:04,883 So people are less likely to want to engage with her. 506 00:24:05,923 --> 00:24:10,563 [Jessica] We can only really imagine how confusing and terrifying that must be. 507 00:24:10,643 --> 00:24:14,443 The feeling that something is going horribly wrong 508 00:24:14,523 --> 00:24:16,083 and you don't know what it is 509 00:24:17,523 --> 00:24:21,323 and you're taking these tablets that your partner is telling you to take, 510 00:24:21,403 --> 00:24:23,323 but you're getting worse and worse. 511 00:24:24,203 --> 00:24:26,923 It must have been terrifying. 512 00:24:27,883 --> 00:24:30,483 [Narrator] When Evie misses the chance to visit her daughter, 513 00:24:30,563 --> 00:24:33,483 Bernard and his wife know it's serious. 514 00:24:33,563 --> 00:24:36,363 The day before she was due to come and see, 515 00:24:37,643 --> 00:24:39,003 she rung up on the Monday. 516 00:24:40,723 --> 00:24:44,683 She says, "Mom, I can't get there, I'm that ill." 517 00:24:44,763 --> 00:24:46,603 [Jessica] The state that Evie would've been in 518 00:24:46,683 --> 00:24:49,963 because of the amount of sedative drug that she's been given. 519 00:24:50,043 --> 00:24:52,763 It's likely that she wouldn't have known what she was taking 520 00:24:52,843 --> 00:24:55,123 or how many she'd taken that day. 521 00:24:55,203 --> 00:24:59,043 For her to miss a visit. It was just no way. 522 00:24:59,963 --> 00:25:02,923 She'd have walked from Kendall when she were up at Kendall. 523 00:25:03,003 --> 00:25:04,523 She'd have walked from Kendall 524 00:25:04,603 --> 00:25:06,403 all the way to Blackburn to see her. 525 00:25:08,403 --> 00:25:11,243 He doesn't want her to leave the house even if she could. 526 00:25:12,083 --> 00:25:15,563 [Narrator] A moment of relief when Bernard's wife hears from Evie. 527 00:25:15,643 --> 00:25:19,283 [Bernard] She got a text message, "I've put some stuff outside your door." 528 00:25:19,363 --> 00:25:21,083 So the wife goes to the door, 529 00:25:21,163 --> 00:25:24,123 there's a like a wicker basket with bits and bats 530 00:25:24,203 --> 00:25:25,163 and coloring stuff. 531 00:25:25,243 --> 00:25:28,683 I came home, looked on CCTV, 532 00:25:28,763 --> 00:25:31,643 it were a girl that had brought stuff, it weren't her, 533 00:25:31,723 --> 00:25:36,123 so obviously it weren't her texting saying that she'd come. 534 00:25:37,963 --> 00:25:41,963 So it's just again stopping people asking, where's Evie, how is she? 535 00:25:42,043 --> 00:25:45,203 It's just shrinking down the contact, shrinking down the world, 536 00:25:45,283 --> 00:25:46,883 stopping her mom and dad ringing up, 537 00:25:46,963 --> 00:25:48,803 seeing where she is and then not getting a reply 538 00:25:48,883 --> 00:25:50,683 and being worried and coming round. 539 00:25:51,643 --> 00:25:54,603 [Narrator] It's been two months since Holly spoke to her friend. 540 00:25:54,683 --> 00:25:57,443 [Holly] I tried to ring her one day and I got a message. 541 00:25:57,523 --> 00:26:01,283 "I can't speak to you at the minute, I'll ring you when I get to my dad's." 542 00:26:01,363 --> 00:26:04,363 I just said, "Right, okay." That phone call never came. 543 00:26:06,683 --> 00:26:08,243 Sorry. 544 00:26:08,323 --> 00:26:10,003 Yeah, that phone call never came. 545 00:26:11,163 --> 00:26:12,523 [Narrator] In the ten days since Evie 546 00:26:12,603 --> 00:26:16,083 first reported feeling ill, she has not seen a doctor. 547 00:26:16,163 --> 00:26:18,523 During this time, she has unknowingly taken 548 00:26:18,603 --> 00:26:22,923 a combination of prescription drugs given to her by Monaghan. 549 00:26:23,003 --> 00:26:24,643 The effects are shocking. 550 00:26:25,603 --> 00:26:30,883 Evie has sent this text message to Jordan saying, "I feel like I'm dying." 551 00:26:30,963 --> 00:26:35,003 She doesn't know that the purpose of those drugs 552 00:26:35,083 --> 00:26:36,603 is to suppress her system. 553 00:26:36,683 --> 00:26:40,083 So her heart rate is probably going to be very low. 554 00:26:40,163 --> 00:26:42,643 Her breathing rate will have slowed down. 555 00:26:42,723 --> 00:26:44,883 It's causing a lot of damage. 556 00:26:44,963 --> 00:26:47,483 And so to say, you know, "I feel like I'm dying." 557 00:26:47,563 --> 00:26:49,563 She probably did feel like she was dying 558 00:26:49,643 --> 00:26:51,483 because everything was shutting down. 559 00:26:54,963 --> 00:26:57,403 [Narrator] On the 24th of October whilst at work 560 00:26:57,483 --> 00:27:00,643 Monaghan receives a text message, seemingly from Evie. 561 00:27:00,723 --> 00:27:04,643 "I've taken the drugs and I don't wanna be here anymore and I don't want help." 562 00:27:05,563 --> 00:27:08,523 [Jill] His aunt goes around to the house to check on Evie 563 00:27:08,603 --> 00:27:10,123 and that's when they found Evie 564 00:27:10,203 --> 00:27:12,683 in a really dangerous situation medically 565 00:27:12,763 --> 00:27:14,203 and an ambulance was called. 566 00:27:16,403 --> 00:27:20,763 Jordan returns to the address, the paramedics are there, 567 00:27:20,843 --> 00:27:22,363 the police are there, 568 00:27:22,443 --> 00:27:27,763 and he cries and he also claims to give 569 00:27:27,843 --> 00:27:30,283 over the blister packs of the medication 570 00:27:30,363 --> 00:27:32,763 that he thought Evie might be taking. 571 00:27:32,843 --> 00:27:36,683 [Narrator] They don't know it yet, but Monaghan has Evie's phone. 572 00:27:36,763 --> 00:27:39,163 Bernard and his wife have no idea 573 00:27:39,243 --> 00:27:41,803 the events which are unfolding across town. 574 00:27:41,883 --> 00:27:43,643 We're sat there watching telly. 575 00:27:43,723 --> 00:27:46,683 About ten past ten at night. 576 00:27:46,763 --> 00:27:50,603 Police sergeant knocks on the door, "Can I come in?" 577 00:27:50,683 --> 00:27:51,643 "Why, what's up?" 578 00:27:51,723 --> 00:27:53,403 "Well, can I come in, I'll tell you." 579 00:27:53,483 --> 00:27:56,683 "Evie Adams, yeah, sadly she's passed away. 580 00:27:56,763 --> 00:27:58,163 She's committed suicide." 581 00:28:02,443 --> 00:28:05,243 [Narrator] News soon reaches Evie's close friend, Holly. 582 00:28:05,323 --> 00:28:07,483 I was sat at work, I'd just finished a night shift. 583 00:28:07,563 --> 00:28:08,763 I was last at work 584 00:28:08,843 --> 00:28:11,803 and I started laughing and I was like, she can't be dead. 585 00:28:11,883 --> 00:28:13,963 Like she said she was gonna ring me. 586 00:28:14,723 --> 00:28:16,323 Like she'd never not ring me. 587 00:28:17,363 --> 00:28:18,523 I'm sorry. 588 00:28:18,603 --> 00:28:20,043 [Narrator] Her family and friends 589 00:28:20,123 --> 00:28:23,083 are struggling to understand what's happened to Evie. 590 00:28:23,163 --> 00:28:25,363 Why would, why would she commit suicide? 591 00:28:25,443 --> 00:28:29,403 She wouldn't miss the child for anything. 592 00:28:29,483 --> 00:28:32,523 I mean if it meant walking from London, she'd walk. 593 00:28:32,603 --> 00:28:35,403 She just would not miss that contact. 594 00:28:35,483 --> 00:28:38,843 She'd never leave her child ever. She just wouldn't do that. 595 00:28:40,643 --> 00:28:42,763 I just knew, something inside me just knew 596 00:28:42,843 --> 00:28:45,563 that she wasn't to blame, he was. 597 00:28:45,643 --> 00:28:48,683 [Narrator] Monaghan is already suspected of killing his children 598 00:28:48,763 --> 00:28:50,123 by people in the community. 599 00:28:50,203 --> 00:28:53,683 News of Evie's death quickly spreads online. 600 00:28:53,763 --> 00:28:56,803 The fallout immediately after the death on social media, 601 00:28:56,883 --> 00:28:58,243 it were big. 602 00:28:58,323 --> 00:29:02,443 It were big because this girl in a relationship 603 00:29:02,523 --> 00:29:04,763 with someone, and now she's dead. 604 00:29:04,843 --> 00:29:06,003 What's happened? 605 00:29:07,123 --> 00:29:09,243 Like what's happened to her? 606 00:29:09,323 --> 00:29:12,363 [Narrator] Despite initial evidence suggesting suicide, 607 00:29:12,443 --> 00:29:15,963 after just 24 hours, police have another theory. 608 00:29:16,043 --> 00:29:18,603 Force major incident team turn around 609 00:29:18,683 --> 00:29:23,323 and told us straight that it were 99% sure 610 00:29:23,403 --> 00:29:26,363 that it wasn't suicide. 611 00:29:28,843 --> 00:29:30,283 She'd been murdered. 612 00:29:30,363 --> 00:29:32,803 [Narrator] Monaghan is a key suspect, 613 00:29:32,883 --> 00:29:35,563 but police have no evidence to charge him. 614 00:29:35,643 --> 00:29:36,923 [dramatic music] 615 00:29:42,403 --> 00:29:45,763 As investigators try to piece together what has happened to Evie Adams, 616 00:29:45,843 --> 00:29:49,403 her suspected killer Jordan Monaghan is back to his old ways, 617 00:29:49,483 --> 00:29:52,723 drinking and gambling down at the local pub. 618 00:29:52,803 --> 00:29:54,603 He soon makes friends at the bar 619 00:29:54,683 --> 00:29:57,083 with Jake Marsden and Sue Doris. 620 00:29:57,163 --> 00:29:59,243 The only story I knew for a long time was 621 00:29:59,323 --> 00:30:01,883 Evie wasn't so well and Evie took tablets 622 00:30:01,963 --> 00:30:03,843 and committed suicide purposely. 623 00:30:04,603 --> 00:30:06,163 [Sue] I just started chatting to him. 624 00:30:06,243 --> 00:30:08,163 He told me a little bit about Evie, 625 00:30:08,243 --> 00:30:11,003 told me that obviously she committed suicide. 626 00:30:11,283 --> 00:30:14,123 So to me it was just, oh bless, I'm really sorry, 627 00:30:14,203 --> 00:30:17,443 but tried to make it a bit light for him 628 00:30:17,523 --> 00:30:19,363 because he seemed really sad. 629 00:30:19,443 --> 00:30:22,323 [narrator] Monaghan plays the role of the grieving partner, 630 00:30:22,403 --> 00:30:26,203 but even in her death, he's trying to control what happens to Evie. 631 00:30:26,283 --> 00:30:30,123 He's trying to stop her family making funeral arrangements. 632 00:30:30,203 --> 00:30:33,203 He went to a solicitor, so she couldn't 633 00:30:33,283 --> 00:30:36,523 actually have a funeral for over a month 634 00:30:36,603 --> 00:30:39,803 cause he were waiting for some decision on one thing and another. 635 00:30:40,603 --> 00:30:42,243 And there was a lot of concerns, 636 00:30:42,323 --> 00:30:45,123 because he threatened to turn up at the funeral 637 00:30:45,203 --> 00:30:46,963 and fire bomb the place. 638 00:30:49,003 --> 00:30:52,403 We got her body moved out of town, 639 00:30:52,483 --> 00:30:54,323 cause we expected him breaking in. 640 00:30:55,763 --> 00:30:57,883 You know, that's type of person he were. 641 00:30:57,963 --> 00:31:01,003 [dramatic music] 642 00:31:01,923 --> 00:31:05,403 [narrator] Bernard is determined to keep Monaghan away from the funeral, 643 00:31:05,483 --> 00:31:07,443 but he has other ideas. 644 00:31:07,523 --> 00:31:10,363 An opportunity to plant evidence perhaps. 645 00:31:10,443 --> 00:31:16,123 Jordan asks a mutual friend to put a photograph in Evie's coffin. 646 00:31:16,203 --> 00:31:20,243 And so he invites the friend over to the house to get this photo. 647 00:31:20,323 --> 00:31:25,843 He picked something up and it, this suicide note 648 00:31:26,523 --> 00:31:28,523 dropped out of the picture frame. 649 00:31:29,283 --> 00:31:32,363 But it weren't even at the house, this was his parents' house. 650 00:31:32,803 --> 00:31:35,843 You know, it just doesn't make sense. 651 00:31:37,123 --> 00:31:39,003 [narrator] Handwriting experts are drafted in 652 00:31:39,083 --> 00:31:41,283 to try and make sense of this new evidence. 653 00:31:41,563 --> 00:31:43,123 Evie's funeral goes ahead. 654 00:31:44,083 --> 00:31:46,323 There was police at gates going in, 655 00:31:46,603 --> 00:31:50,603 all at different exits and where we went for the wake after, 656 00:31:50,683 --> 00:31:54,883 the police was outside there back and front all the time. 657 00:31:58,283 --> 00:32:00,323 It wasn't sad, it was happy. 658 00:32:00,683 --> 00:32:04,403 Everybody was there to celebrate Evie's life. 659 00:32:07,163 --> 00:32:09,843 Narrator] Monaghan remains out on bail. 660 00:32:09,923 --> 00:32:13,003 He surrounds himself with people who don't know his secrets. 661 00:32:14,163 --> 00:32:17,243 He ended up being my like little drinking partner type thing. 662 00:32:17,323 --> 00:32:22,363 Partner in crime and, yeah, he was always fun and a good laugh. 663 00:32:24,283 --> 00:32:29,083 We had little bit of a party at the pub for my birthday and it was funny 664 00:32:29,163 --> 00:32:33,083 because there was a couple of girls, Polish girls come in. 665 00:32:33,163 --> 00:32:34,923 Really nice girls and they were talking 666 00:32:35,003 --> 00:32:37,003 to Jake and Jordan and they were like, oh, 667 00:32:37,083 --> 00:32:39,443 and Jordan's like, "I don't know what to do." 668 00:32:39,523 --> 00:32:43,363 He said, "I've never been out with a girl since I went out with Evie." 669 00:32:43,443 --> 00:32:45,603 He said, "I just, I'm a bit nervous." 670 00:32:46,923 --> 00:32:48,723 [Narrator] How does Evie's friend, Holly, 671 00:32:48,803 --> 00:32:51,403 feel about Monaghan being out on bail? 672 00:32:51,483 --> 00:32:54,843 He's taken my best friend's life and he's out on bail walking around 673 00:32:54,923 --> 00:32:57,563 and he could be talking to any other girls 674 00:32:57,643 --> 00:33:01,083 who are none the wiser about what's just happened in his life. 675 00:33:02,403 --> 00:33:04,763 So, yeah, I was really angry. 676 00:33:06,363 --> 00:33:08,363 [Jill] He's moved on, got away with that, 677 00:33:08,443 --> 00:33:10,123 killed his two children, got away with that, 678 00:33:10,203 --> 00:33:11,523 killed Evie, got away with that. 679 00:33:11,603 --> 00:33:14,243 God, I'm good, I'm good at this. Yeah, this is my life. 680 00:33:15,723 --> 00:33:18,283 But what he doesn't know is that actually 681 00:33:18,363 --> 00:33:21,283 the toxicology in Evie's body is looked at 682 00:33:21,363 --> 00:33:23,363 and there's concerns about the level of drugs. 683 00:33:23,443 --> 00:33:25,483 The report stated that the opiate levels 684 00:33:25,563 --> 00:33:29,243 in Evie's blood were the equivalent of taking 20 Tramadol. 685 00:33:29,323 --> 00:33:31,963 Any more than two would make somebody unwell. 686 00:33:32,043 --> 00:33:35,043 [Narrator] Police now know what caused Evie's death, 687 00:33:35,123 --> 00:33:38,723 but they still need to find proof of who caused it. 688 00:33:38,803 --> 00:33:42,483 It's been nine months since Evie was poisoned. 689 00:33:42,563 --> 00:33:44,363 Monaghan is moving on. 690 00:33:44,443 --> 00:33:49,763 Jordan goes back into a life of setting up a company in her name, 691 00:33:49,843 --> 00:33:54,563 a company that is going around and he's using her name to rip off people. 692 00:33:54,643 --> 00:33:57,643 He's taking money from those, those that ripping people off. 693 00:33:58,363 --> 00:34:01,963 He always had a big wallet full of cash and always seemed to, 694 00:34:02,763 --> 00:34:05,123 if he wanted something he could just pay for it. 695 00:34:06,363 --> 00:34:08,843 Never like a little bit, it was always a big, 696 00:34:08,923 --> 00:34:10,242 big amount of money, like. 697 00:34:11,682 --> 00:34:15,163 But he was constantly with everybody, do they need to lend some money? 698 00:34:16,443 --> 00:34:19,323 I was like, there's just something not right. 699 00:34:19,403 --> 00:34:21,202 There's something not sitting right. 700 00:34:22,883 --> 00:34:25,282 Starting to get, seem more shady and shadier 701 00:34:26,202 --> 00:34:27,443 as the time went on. 702 00:34:27,523 --> 00:34:29,483 [Narrator] As Monaghan becomes more elusive, 703 00:34:29,563 --> 00:34:32,123 he is quick to offer an explanation to his friends. 704 00:34:32,202 --> 00:34:35,003 He'd go and see his solicitor and go missing for a few days. 705 00:34:35,083 --> 00:34:37,843 So that used to like be on a Monday, 706 00:34:37,923 --> 00:34:40,403 Monday to a Thursday and he were back on a Friday 707 00:34:41,803 --> 00:34:44,083 and we were like, "Oh, where have you been all week?" 708 00:34:44,163 --> 00:34:45,242 "I've been working." 709 00:34:46,202 --> 00:34:48,163 But then as it went on and went on, 710 00:34:48,242 --> 00:34:50,883 that's how it more come out with the seeing the solicitor. 711 00:34:50,963 --> 00:34:53,563 "I had to stay in the cells for a few days for questioning." 712 00:34:53,643 --> 00:34:56,883 and then you'd ask "Why, what you're being questioned for?" 713 00:34:56,963 --> 00:34:58,203 Now, it's suspicious. 714 00:34:58,283 --> 00:35:01,243 [Narrator] Lee's suspicions grow after a spat in the pub. 715 00:35:01,323 --> 00:35:04,723 A woman who is a friend of Monaghans former partner, 716 00:35:04,803 --> 00:35:06,883 has heard about Evie's death. 717 00:35:06,963 --> 00:35:07,883 She was calling him a murderer. 718 00:35:07,963 --> 00:35:11,563 That was my first real proper inkling 719 00:35:11,643 --> 00:35:14,803 with everything into the Evie and the other two children. 720 00:35:14,883 --> 00:35:16,603 She called him a murderer, she told him, 721 00:35:16,683 --> 00:35:18,763 "You've killed your kid, you've killed your ex, 722 00:35:18,843 --> 00:35:21,363 you've done this and you will get what's coming to you." 723 00:35:21,443 --> 00:35:24,723 And then you start thinking, well these accusations have come out. 724 00:35:24,803 --> 00:35:27,963 So many of them, there's gotta be some truth in it. 725 00:35:29,403 --> 00:35:33,163 He didn't come across dangerous to anybody, he didn't. 726 00:35:33,243 --> 00:35:34,923 He was just a young lad. 727 00:35:35,003 --> 00:35:37,403 He didn't pose any threat to nobody. 728 00:35:38,043 --> 00:35:40,763 You know, he just seemed a happy, 729 00:35:40,843 --> 00:35:43,803 sometimes sad because obviously of what had happened to him. 730 00:35:43,883 --> 00:35:46,363 But the rest of the time he was just having a drink 731 00:35:46,443 --> 00:35:48,203 and having a laugh with everybody. 732 00:35:48,963 --> 00:35:50,963 But we were all dragged under an illusion. 733 00:35:51,043 --> 00:35:54,643 [dramatic music] 734 00:35:54,723 --> 00:35:57,563 [Narrator] Sue is surprised to learn the truth about her friend Monaghan 735 00:35:57,643 --> 00:35:59,443 when she's visited by police. 736 00:35:59,523 --> 00:36:01,883 [Sue] They said to me then about children 737 00:36:01,963 --> 00:36:05,643 and they said, "Do not let him anywhere near children. 738 00:36:05,723 --> 00:36:08,563 He's not allowed in the vicinity of children." 739 00:36:08,643 --> 00:36:10,123 And I'm like, "Why?" 740 00:36:10,203 --> 00:36:13,363 And he, the police asked me, what did I know about his children? 741 00:36:13,443 --> 00:36:15,243 I said, "Well, I knew that they'd passed away." 742 00:36:15,323 --> 00:36:17,563 I said, "But it was like six years ago." 743 00:36:18,243 --> 00:36:22,243 I said, "For a genetic, something genetic that they'd died of." 744 00:36:24,363 --> 00:36:26,203 [Narrator] Police are closing in. 745 00:36:26,283 --> 00:36:30,403 [Jill] Detectives are then getting the best experts they can find. 746 00:36:30,483 --> 00:36:33,363 And we talk about 12 experts from a wide range 747 00:36:33,443 --> 00:36:38,163 of disciplines to just look at, not just Evie's death, 748 00:36:38,243 --> 00:36:40,203 but also the death of the two children. 749 00:36:41,123 --> 00:36:44,923 [Narrator] In the autumn of 2020, nearly a year after Evie Adams' death, 750 00:36:45,003 --> 00:36:47,403 police have a major breakthrough. 751 00:36:47,483 --> 00:36:49,643 Part of the investigation the officers would've done, 752 00:36:49,723 --> 00:36:52,763 they've obviously seen his phone and had access to his phone 753 00:36:52,843 --> 00:36:55,683 and they can see quite clearly using WhatsApp. 754 00:36:55,763 --> 00:37:01,043 They've been able to view and witness him ordering drugs, buying drugs. 755 00:37:01,123 --> 00:37:04,443 All the drugs that were found inside Evie after her death, 756 00:37:04,523 --> 00:37:07,883 that clearly show that Jordan was the one that were buying the drugs 757 00:37:07,963 --> 00:37:11,163 and Jordan was the one that was, you know, administering the drugs to Evie. 758 00:37:12,643 --> 00:37:15,363 [dramatic music] 759 00:37:16,603 --> 00:37:18,083 Jordan is then rearrested 760 00:37:18,163 --> 00:37:20,043 and he's charged with the murder 761 00:37:20,123 --> 00:37:22,643 of his two children and of Evie. 762 00:37:23,643 --> 00:37:25,403 [Narrator] In October, 2021, 763 00:37:25,483 --> 00:37:28,483 Jordan Monaghan appears at Preston Crown Court. 764 00:37:28,563 --> 00:37:31,963 The friends who thought they knew him appear in court too. 765 00:37:32,043 --> 00:37:34,923 Made me sick that I'd been in 766 00:37:35,003 --> 00:37:37,723 association with somebody that could do something 767 00:37:37,803 --> 00:37:41,043 that evil and not flinch. 768 00:37:42,723 --> 00:37:43,683 Not flinch. 769 00:37:43,763 --> 00:37:47,363 You know when you look at someone and you can see that they're sorry? 770 00:37:47,443 --> 00:37:49,723 He didn't look like that in court. 771 00:37:49,803 --> 00:37:53,243 And he was sat at the back row. So he was sat at the very back. 772 00:37:53,323 --> 00:37:56,643 He was just slouched like he knew what was coming anyway. 773 00:37:56,723 --> 00:38:00,323 He knew he was already going to get, stay in prison for majority of his life. 774 00:38:00,403 --> 00:38:02,923 He knew he was going to get found guilty. 775 00:38:03,003 --> 00:38:06,323 He knew his time was up of the lies that he had been telling. 776 00:38:07,883 --> 00:38:09,283 Felt like I'd been tricked. 777 00:38:09,363 --> 00:38:12,043 Whoever this person was, it was just a big cover up 778 00:38:12,123 --> 00:38:13,843 and a big fake and all, 779 00:38:13,923 --> 00:38:16,443 all these laughable times and memories I've had 780 00:38:16,523 --> 00:38:17,603 aren't even real. 781 00:38:17,683 --> 00:38:23,483 How can he stand there and be sad over Evie's death? 782 00:38:24,323 --> 00:38:27,403 And when the anniversary of her birthday was, 783 00:38:27,483 --> 00:38:29,483 be sad and show us all pictures 784 00:38:29,563 --> 00:38:32,363 of how much he loved her and all the rest of it? 785 00:38:32,443 --> 00:38:34,163 When apparently he did this to her. 786 00:38:36,363 --> 00:38:40,123 And leaving all us lot thinking everything was fine. 787 00:38:41,083 --> 00:38:43,483 That a man could do something like that? 788 00:38:43,563 --> 00:38:48,043 That's just, it's insane to me that somebody can do that. 789 00:38:48,803 --> 00:38:49,923 [Narrator] During the trial, 790 00:38:50,003 --> 00:38:53,443 a linguistics expert presents evidence on the suicide note. 791 00:38:53,523 --> 00:38:56,763 And then they proved in court by a writing expert 792 00:38:56,843 --> 00:38:59,563 it were nothing like her writing. 793 00:38:59,643 --> 00:39:02,683 Something notes of these love letters she supposedly written, 794 00:39:02,763 --> 00:39:03,963 that weren't her writing 795 00:39:04,043 --> 00:39:06,523 'cause we still had all her old school books and so on. 796 00:39:06,603 --> 00:39:08,243 [Narrator] Lee presents damning evidence 797 00:39:08,323 --> 00:39:11,203 about Jordan's whereabouts on the night that Evie died. 798 00:39:11,283 --> 00:39:12,963 The particular thing they asked me about in court 799 00:39:13,043 --> 00:39:14,723 was a phone call that Jordan told me about. 800 00:39:14,803 --> 00:39:17,363 He said he'd had a number of phone calls when Evie died, 801 00:39:17,443 --> 00:39:20,363 the night Evie died that he'd missed on his phone 802 00:39:20,443 --> 00:39:22,363 and he was working in a warehouse. 803 00:39:22,443 --> 00:39:23,723 And then when he eventually answered, 804 00:39:23,803 --> 00:39:26,323 they told him he would, that Evie had died. 805 00:39:26,403 --> 00:39:29,723 In my eyes, if someone rung me and told me my girlfriend had died, 806 00:39:29,803 --> 00:39:31,723 that you made out you loved so dearly, 807 00:39:31,803 --> 00:39:34,763 he'd have dropped everything at work and gone straight home. 808 00:39:34,843 --> 00:39:36,443 He finished his shift and then went home. 809 00:39:36,523 --> 00:39:39,243 I thought, well, he is getting, he's getting sent down. 810 00:39:39,323 --> 00:39:42,643 It's got this serious, like I said, 811 00:39:42,723 --> 00:39:45,003 because nobody ever spoke about it for a long time. 812 00:39:45,083 --> 00:39:47,683 Nobody knew how serious it was. 813 00:39:47,763 --> 00:39:49,923 Yeah, at that point I thought, yeah, he's going down. 814 00:39:51,483 --> 00:39:54,643 [dramatic music] 815 00:39:54,723 --> 00:39:56,803 [Narrator] Jordan Monaghan is found guilty 816 00:39:56,883 --> 00:39:59,243 of murdering his 21-month-old son, 817 00:39:59,323 --> 00:40:04,003 his one-month-old daughter and 23-year-old Evie Adams. 818 00:40:05,283 --> 00:40:07,723 [Bernard] I mean, people said, bring back hanging. 819 00:40:07,803 --> 00:40:10,403 I don't, I don't want anything like that. 820 00:40:10,483 --> 00:40:12,803 I want him to be tortured every day in prison. 821 00:40:12,883 --> 00:40:14,003 Like he tortured her. 822 00:40:15,443 --> 00:40:17,803 I hate him, but I don't want him to die. 823 00:40:17,883 --> 00:40:19,643 I don't want him to take the coward's way out 824 00:40:19,723 --> 00:40:20,803 and commit suicide. 825 00:40:20,883 --> 00:40:22,643 I want him to pay for exactly what he's done 826 00:40:22,723 --> 00:40:24,843 to them babies and to Evie. 827 00:40:24,923 --> 00:40:27,843 Because if he takes the coward's way out and kills himself, 828 00:40:27,923 --> 00:40:31,403 then that's just what he wants to do, that's his choice. 829 00:40:31,483 --> 00:40:34,043 And no, he shouldn't have a choice anymore. 830 00:40:34,123 --> 00:40:37,083 Evie didn't have a choice, so why does he get a choice? 831 00:40:40,323 --> 00:40:42,523 [Narrator] Jordan Monaghan, now 30 years old, 832 00:40:42,603 --> 00:40:46,723 is sentenced to life imprisonment with a minimum term of 40 years. 833 00:40:47,523 --> 00:40:48,923 There's no doubt this guy, 834 00:40:49,003 --> 00:40:51,963 had he not been arrested for the murder of Evie, 835 00:40:52,043 --> 00:40:54,643 would've gone on and perpetrated the exact 836 00:40:54,723 --> 00:40:57,643 same type of behaviors that Evie fell foul of. 837 00:40:57,723 --> 00:41:00,803 Definitely don't feel like I've got justice for Evie. 838 00:41:00,883 --> 00:41:02,683 Never will have, never will do. 839 00:41:04,283 --> 00:41:07,323 Nobody's ever gonna know the full truth, only he is, 840 00:41:08,763 --> 00:41:11,083 whatever he knows, he's obviously lied so much, 841 00:41:11,163 --> 00:41:13,123 you're never gonna know the full story. 842 00:41:15,883 --> 00:41:19,123 The word monster, I don't think that even touches the sides with this. 843 00:41:19,203 --> 00:41:21,283 He is much worse than that. 844 00:41:23,723 --> 00:41:25,923 Got what he deserved in my eyes. 845 00:41:26,003 --> 00:41:28,843 I hope to never seen him walking the streets again. 846 00:41:28,923 --> 00:41:30,483 [Narrator] Evie's family and friends 847 00:41:30,563 --> 00:41:34,123 are left to pick up the pieces, but the scars remain. 848 00:41:34,203 --> 00:41:38,923 I mean, it's in hindsight now, but we had a chance, I'd of took her away. 849 00:41:39,003 --> 00:41:42,323 You know, gone away, you know, 850 00:41:42,883 --> 00:41:44,763 abroad or something for a few month. 851 00:41:45,483 --> 00:41:47,723 Just, just to get her away from him. 852 00:41:47,803 --> 00:41:50,923 But just one of them things, isn't it? 853 00:41:51,003 --> 00:41:52,123 You live and learn. 854 00:41:53,643 --> 00:41:55,363 I just wish that I could have picked her up, 855 00:41:55,443 --> 00:41:57,163 thrown her over my shoulder and took her away 856 00:41:57,243 --> 00:41:59,203 and just took her out of the situation. 857 00:41:59,803 --> 00:42:01,923 Because she just didn't deserve it at all. 858 00:42:02,963 --> 00:42:06,403 [Jill] Jordan Monaghan completely took over her life 859 00:42:06,483 --> 00:42:08,443 and then ended it and tragically, 860 00:42:08,523 --> 00:42:11,563 despite the family's love, the best efforts, 861 00:42:11,643 --> 00:42:14,243 they couldn't have done anything to change that. 862 00:42:15,043 --> 00:42:17,803 Bernard and his family have found a way to remember Evie 863 00:42:17,883 --> 00:42:21,563 through a memorial garden that her daughter can enjoy. 864 00:42:21,643 --> 00:42:24,163 When it's warm she'll sit there. 865 00:42:24,243 --> 00:42:26,443 She'll sit in the sleeper, 866 00:42:26,523 --> 00:42:29,683 "Heya, mom, I'm doing this today, I'm doing that." 867 00:42:30,523 --> 00:42:32,443 And say, "Grandad?" 868 00:42:33,363 --> 00:42:34,403 "What, love?" 869 00:42:34,883 --> 00:42:37,003 "My mom's just been watching me." 870 00:42:37,083 --> 00:42:39,563 You know when a butterfly goes past, I'm like. 871 00:42:41,083 --> 00:42:44,723 She lives through her daughter now, I get videos and pictures off Bernard. 872 00:42:44,803 --> 00:42:48,443 Yeah, she's doing amazing, she'd be so proud of her. 873 00:42:48,523 --> 00:42:52,163 [Bernard] The Evie I remember is fun-loving, always dancing, 874 00:42:52,243 --> 00:42:56,923 always singing, get up and karaoke in an empty room. 875 00:42:57,003 --> 00:42:59,563 You know, she's just, just funny. 876 00:43:00,803 --> 00:43:03,923 It's hard and she'll never be replaced ever. 877 00:43:04,003 --> 00:43:05,843 I'll never forget her. 878 00:43:05,923 --> 00:43:07,883 She'll always be there somewhere, 879 00:43:08,723 --> 00:43:10,443 always. 880 00:43:10,523 --> 00:43:13,083 [dramatic music] 881 00:43:22,923 --> 00:43:26,923 ♪ I'm sick and tired of living this way ♪ 882 00:43:27,003 --> 00:43:30,723 ♪ Over and over I pray and I pray ♪ 883 00:43:30,803 --> 00:43:34,843 ♪ I'm disregarded like I am not there ♪ 884 00:43:34,923 --> 00:43:38,843 ♪ So in you prayers, I'll make you care ♪ 885 00:43:38,923 --> 00:43:42,563 ♪ I am not finished here so sit and stay ♪ 886 00:43:42,643 --> 00:43:47,643 ♪ I won't let you go till you hear what I say ♪