1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:14,434 --> 00:00:18,017 (traffic rumbling quietly) 4 00:00:20,241 --> 00:00:23,741 - [Actor on TV] And he is a better friend. 5 00:00:25,494 --> 00:00:28,744 (gentle melodic music) 6 00:00:39,107 --> 00:00:40,274 I love you, GJ 7 00:00:43,016 --> 00:00:44,183 or is it Jean? 8 00:01:02,468 --> 00:01:03,643 (rope snapping) (objects clattering) 9 00:01:03,643 --> 00:01:07,096 ♪ It's been too long since when I left ♪ 10 00:01:07,096 --> 00:01:11,676 ♪ For you to say you won't be back ♪ 11 00:01:11,676 --> 00:01:15,509 ♪ Over what I lack ♪ 12 00:01:15,509 --> 00:01:16,964 ♪ Whoa ♪ 13 00:01:16,964 --> 00:01:19,710 ♪ To be honest, when we spoke ♪ 14 00:01:19,710 --> 00:01:24,583 ♪ I would have laughed if you weren't so sad ♪ 15 00:01:24,583 --> 00:01:27,839 ♪ I guess it's my bad ♪ 16 00:01:27,839 --> 00:01:31,243 ♪ Yeah ♪ 17 00:01:31,243 --> 00:01:34,133 ♪ And I know ♪ 18 00:01:34,133 --> 00:01:39,133 ♪ I may look anxious, but I promise that I'm into it ♪ 19 00:01:41,458 --> 00:01:43,966 ♪ Whoo ♪ 20 00:01:43,966 --> 00:01:47,223 ♪ And I know ♪ 21 00:01:47,223 --> 00:01:52,223 ♪ That my legs are shaking, I promise that I'm into it ♪ 22 00:01:52,659 --> 00:01:57,326 ♪ This cold sweat doesn't mean anything ♪ 23 00:02:07,282 --> 00:02:11,213 ♪ I've got a bloody nose ♪ 24 00:02:11,213 --> 00:02:14,058 ♪ I can't see straight ♪ 25 00:02:14,058 --> 00:02:15,553 ♪ My head still hurts ♪ 26 00:02:15,553 --> 00:02:20,553 ♪ From when you rocked my shit in 2nd grade ♪ 27 00:02:22,417 --> 00:02:25,391 ♪ And I know ♪ 28 00:02:25,391 --> 00:02:28,513 ♪ I may look anxious, but ♪ 29 00:02:28,513 --> 00:02:30,499 (Alex exhaling heavily) 30 00:02:30,499 --> 00:02:32,186 (Alex knocking) 31 00:02:32,186 --> 00:02:35,269 (muffled rock music) 32 00:02:36,987 --> 00:02:40,170 (door clicking) 33 00:02:40,170 --> 00:02:41,070 - Randy? 34 00:02:41,070 --> 00:02:42,450 - Yeah, that's me. 35 00:02:42,450 --> 00:02:45,233 - Sorry, I was late, my GPS. - Don't sweat it, it's okay. 36 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:48,483 - Ah, 12.99. 37 00:02:49,350 --> 00:02:50,183 - Gotcha. 38 00:02:54,554 --> 00:02:55,980 - I'm sorry, I-I can't break this. 39 00:02:55,980 --> 00:02:57,530 - It's all right, it's all you. 40 00:02:58,740 --> 00:02:59,573 - [Alex] Thanks. 41 00:02:59,573 --> 00:03:00,406 - Of course. 42 00:03:02,430 --> 00:03:05,340 - Ah, enjoy the Hawaiian pizza, it's-it's my favorite. 43 00:03:05,340 --> 00:03:06,475 I know, I'm sorry. 44 00:03:06,475 --> 00:03:07,308 - Really? 45 00:03:07,308 --> 00:03:08,197 - [Alex] Yeah. 46 00:03:08,197 --> 00:03:11,530 - Do you wanna maybe come in, have some? 47 00:03:13,110 --> 00:03:14,700 - I can't. 48 00:03:14,700 --> 00:03:16,200 - Sure? 49 00:03:16,200 --> 00:03:18,339 - Yeah, I'm supposed to see my dad. 50 00:03:18,339 --> 00:03:19,620 (Randy laughing) Yeah, bye. 51 00:03:19,620 --> 00:03:20,453 - See you. 52 00:03:25,078 --> 00:03:26,502 (door thudding) 53 00:03:26,502 --> 00:03:29,169 (phone ringing) 54 00:03:32,220 --> 00:03:35,730 - [Jack] Alex, it's Jack, you forgot another pizza again. 55 00:03:35,730 --> 00:03:37,950 I had to have one of the other guys deliver it 56 00:03:37,950 --> 00:03:39,540 and it was 20 minutes late. 57 00:03:39,540 --> 00:03:42,000 Guess who's paying for that motherfucking pizza? 58 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:45,810 You, I'm docking your pay, I told you a dozen times 59 00:03:45,810 --> 00:03:48,486 to check the tickets before you leave. 60 00:03:48,486 --> 00:03:51,736 (gentle melodic music) 61 00:03:57,600 --> 00:04:00,433 (drawer thudding) 62 00:04:05,196 --> 00:04:06,029 - Hey. 63 00:04:07,110 --> 00:04:07,943 - Hey. 64 00:04:07,943 --> 00:04:09,323 - [Gracie] Are you there yet? 65 00:04:10,309 --> 00:04:12,112 - I'm outside. 66 00:04:12,112 --> 00:04:14,625 - You can do this, Alex. 67 00:04:14,625 --> 00:04:16,740 - This isn't gonna work. 68 00:04:16,740 --> 00:04:18,230 - Maybe he's changed. 69 00:04:18,230 --> 00:04:19,868 - [Alex] Gracie, not my dad. 70 00:04:19,868 --> 00:04:21,115 - Well, you changed. 71 00:04:21,115 --> 00:04:23,100 - Because I got sober. 72 00:04:23,100 --> 00:04:25,233 He's just an angry, 73 00:04:26,370 --> 00:04:27,633 drunk, old man. 74 00:04:28,801 --> 00:04:31,943 Would you eat that fucking candy bar already? 75 00:04:31,943 --> 00:04:34,577 - I'm stressed, okay. - Would you stop? 76 00:04:34,577 --> 00:04:36,390 You're an amazing artist 77 00:04:36,390 --> 00:04:38,520 and your first show's gonna be great. 78 00:04:38,520 --> 00:04:39,353 - I hope you're right. 79 00:04:39,353 --> 00:04:42,660 I've got two weeks and I don't feel ready. 80 00:04:42,660 --> 00:04:46,110 Oh, my boss's husband is coming, he's a music manager 81 00:04:46,110 --> 00:04:47,647 and I told him all about you. 82 00:04:47,647 --> 00:04:49,673 - You're always looking out for me. 83 00:04:49,673 --> 00:04:51,840 - [Gracie] I got you, boo. 84 00:04:53,718 --> 00:04:56,013 - I really don't wanna do this. 85 00:04:57,502 --> 00:04:59,917 - You know, you once told me 86 00:04:59,917 --> 00:05:04,603 everyone deserves a second chance and I gave you one, right? 87 00:05:04,603 --> 00:05:06,463 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 88 00:05:07,546 --> 00:05:09,060 - Talk to your sponsor. 89 00:05:09,060 --> 00:05:11,220 - You told her to call me? 90 00:05:11,220 --> 00:05:12,153 - Love you. 91 00:05:14,418 --> 00:05:17,272 (phone ringing) 92 00:05:17,272 --> 00:05:18,870 - You hate video calls. 93 00:05:18,870 --> 00:05:21,267 - Oh, I know. 94 00:05:21,267 --> 00:05:24,333 I'm just checking on you, honey, you okay? 95 00:05:25,410 --> 00:05:26,730 - No. 96 00:05:26,730 --> 00:05:31,080 - Alex, I want you to think back a year ago. 97 00:05:31,080 --> 00:05:33,873 If it helps you stay sober, it's worth it. 98 00:05:34,795 --> 00:05:38,002 You've been mad at your father your whole life. 99 00:05:38,002 --> 00:05:41,523 You need to talk to him, tell him what he did wrong. 100 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:45,333 He may not change, but you will. 101 00:05:45,333 --> 00:05:47,469 - Ronnie, you ever been this angry? 102 00:05:47,469 --> 00:05:49,683 - (laughing) Oh, yeah, 103 00:05:51,360 --> 00:05:52,300 so angry 104 00:05:53,820 --> 00:05:56,640 at myself, (gentle melodic music) 105 00:05:56,640 --> 00:06:00,660 but I had to let it go if I wanted to stay sober. 106 00:06:00,660 --> 00:06:02,997 - Okay, so I stay sober, then what? 107 00:06:02,997 --> 00:06:04,533 - And then you're free. 108 00:06:06,810 --> 00:06:09,873 Alex, your father made your life hell, 109 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:17,360 but if you can think of him as sick, instead of bad, 110 00:06:17,844 --> 00:06:21,573 the shift in your perception might be the miracle you need. 111 00:06:23,422 --> 00:06:25,290 - I'll call you after. 112 00:06:25,290 --> 00:06:27,300 - I love you. - Love you too. 113 00:06:29,729 --> 00:06:32,729 (TV static hissing) 114 00:06:41,536 --> 00:06:42,369 Dad. 115 00:06:44,660 --> 00:06:45,493 Dad. 116 00:06:46,519 --> 00:06:51,152 Hello? (knocking) 117 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:05,480 (door clicking) Dad. 118 00:07:11,724 --> 00:07:12,557 Dad. 119 00:07:16,933 --> 00:07:17,766 Hello. 120 00:07:23,425 --> 00:07:26,675 (faucet water running) 121 00:07:41,398 --> 00:07:42,790 Dad. 122 00:07:42,790 --> 00:07:43,623 You home? 123 00:08:16,353 --> 00:08:19,020 (Alex vomiting) 124 00:08:26,349 --> 00:08:30,917 (police radio broadcasting quietly) 125 00:08:30,917 --> 00:08:34,170 - Detective Braden Cole, Slowsburgh County. 126 00:08:34,170 --> 00:08:36,420 Mind if I ask you a few questions? 127 00:08:36,420 --> 00:08:37,253 - Yeah, sure. 128 00:08:37,253 --> 00:08:39,360 - [Braden] You live here with your dad? 129 00:08:39,360 --> 00:08:44,310 - No, um, actually I haven't seen him in a while. 130 00:08:44,310 --> 00:08:45,143 - Why? 131 00:08:45,999 --> 00:08:48,689 - We weren't that close? 132 00:08:48,689 --> 00:08:49,556 - I see. 133 00:08:49,556 --> 00:08:51,663 What were you doing here today? 134 00:08:52,537 --> 00:08:54,780 - I don't have to tell you that. 135 00:08:54,780 --> 00:08:56,073 - Alex, just tell her. 136 00:08:57,229 --> 00:09:01,080 He was coming up to talk to his dad to work things out. 137 00:09:01,080 --> 00:09:04,500 - Alex is sober, Detective, almost one year. 138 00:09:04,500 --> 00:09:08,073 The time apart from his dad, he needed it to heal. 139 00:09:09,060 --> 00:09:09,893 - I see. 140 00:09:12,007 --> 00:09:13,473 - I didn't kill my father. 141 00:09:14,580 --> 00:09:17,633 - I never said you did, can you think of a reason 142 00:09:17,633 --> 00:09:21,243 why someone would do this to your dad, anger anyone? 143 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:28,000 - No, he was, he was kind of a loner. 144 00:09:28,367 --> 00:09:30,617 - If you think of anything, here's my number. 145 00:09:32,048 --> 00:09:33,150 - Thank you. 146 00:09:33,150 --> 00:09:35,600 - I might have a few more questions later on too. 147 00:09:37,541 --> 00:09:39,153 I'm sorry for your loss. 148 00:09:44,332 --> 00:09:48,582 ♪ I was wondering what you thought ♪ 149 00:09:52,387 --> 00:09:53,720 - How you doing? 150 00:09:59,777 --> 00:10:00,610 - Just, 151 00:10:01,737 --> 00:10:03,900 who would do this? 152 00:10:03,900 --> 00:10:04,733 Why? 153 00:10:07,002 --> 00:10:12,002 - There are a lot of really sick people in this world. 154 00:10:12,193 --> 00:10:16,743 - Nothing was stolen, it just, it doesn't make sense. 155 00:10:18,522 --> 00:10:20,640 - Did he have any enemies? 156 00:10:20,640 --> 00:10:23,433 - No, didn't have any friends either. 157 00:10:25,740 --> 00:10:28,916 Why do I miss him? 158 00:10:28,916 --> 00:10:30,933 - He was your dad, Alex. 159 00:10:32,313 --> 00:10:34,323 It's okay that you loved him. 160 00:10:38,387 --> 00:10:41,853 - I don't know what to do. (sighing) 161 00:10:43,229 --> 00:10:44,541 - Honey. 162 00:10:44,541 --> 00:10:47,624 (soft melodic music) 163 00:11:01,198 --> 00:11:03,690 - I can't believe this house is mine. 164 00:11:03,690 --> 00:11:08,061 - Yeah, along with the mortgage and the unpaid bills, 165 00:11:08,061 --> 00:11:11,190 seems your dad was falling a little behind, honey. 166 00:11:11,190 --> 00:11:12,180 - How much? 167 00:11:12,180 --> 00:11:14,228 - Almost $5,000 and I'm not even done 168 00:11:14,228 --> 00:11:16,682 going through everything yet. 169 00:11:16,682 --> 00:11:17,826 - Well, sell his car. 170 00:11:17,826 --> 00:11:21,332 - You'd be lucky if you got $500 for that old wreck, 171 00:11:21,332 --> 00:11:23,502 but you could sell the house though. 172 00:11:23,502 --> 00:11:25,067 - It's probably worth a lot. 173 00:11:25,067 --> 00:11:27,512 You could pay off the mortgage and keep the rest. 174 00:11:27,512 --> 00:11:29,550 - I don't wanna sell the house. 175 00:11:29,550 --> 00:11:31,309 - Well, where are you gonna get five grand? 176 00:11:31,309 --> 00:11:32,220 - I don't know. - And how are you gonna 177 00:11:32,220 --> 00:11:34,470 pay the mortgage, delivering pizzas? 178 00:11:34,470 --> 00:11:35,795 - I'll figure it out. 179 00:11:35,795 --> 00:11:38,369 - Well, don't forget property taxes and insurance. 180 00:11:38,369 --> 00:11:40,497 When something goes wrong, you gotta fix it. 181 00:11:40,497 --> 00:11:42,210 - I'm not selling the house, Ronnie. 182 00:11:42,210 --> 00:11:43,440 - Why not? (Veronica sighing) 183 00:11:43,440 --> 00:11:46,266 - Because when else am I gonna be given a house? 184 00:11:46,266 --> 00:11:48,884 - Well, to be fair, a house is a solid investment. 185 00:11:48,884 --> 00:11:50,820 You can't go wrong with real estate. 186 00:11:50,820 --> 00:11:52,440 - Yeah and with both of us living here, 187 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:54,142 it'd be half the mortgage, half the bills. 188 00:11:54,142 --> 00:11:55,770 - I do not wanna live here. 189 00:11:55,770 --> 00:11:58,800 - Why not, because my dad was killed here? 190 00:11:58,800 --> 00:12:02,745 - That and it's in Slowsburgh, 191 00:12:02,745 --> 00:12:05,940 I don't wanna drive 45 minutes back and forth 192 00:12:05,940 --> 00:12:07,110 to work every day. 193 00:12:07,110 --> 00:12:08,835 - GJ, it's a huge house 194 00:12:08,835 --> 00:12:12,213 and we live in a dinky, little shithole. 195 00:12:13,140 --> 00:12:17,133 - I love our dinky, little shithole and it's a night. 196 00:12:19,800 --> 00:12:20,748 - So now what? 197 00:12:20,748 --> 00:12:25,748 - Don't worry about me, the house is a big deal, I get it. 198 00:12:25,830 --> 00:12:27,303 Do what you need to do. 199 00:12:31,230 --> 00:12:32,733 - Hey, come here. 200 00:12:34,437 --> 00:12:36,873 You're gonna have to get a roommate, baby. 201 00:12:40,560 --> 00:12:42,630 - No pressure. 202 00:12:42,630 --> 00:12:43,713 - Oh, an artiste. 203 00:12:44,670 --> 00:12:46,650 - Well, I'm just starting. - Don't be modest. 204 00:12:46,650 --> 00:12:49,021 - I am, but if you can come, 205 00:12:49,021 --> 00:12:51,870 it would be a great chance for us to get to know each other. 206 00:12:51,870 --> 00:12:54,420 You are hands down our favorite applicant. 207 00:12:54,420 --> 00:12:55,713 - Stop it. - Hey. 208 00:12:57,120 --> 00:12:58,770 - Ah, can we help you? 209 00:12:58,770 --> 00:13:01,290 - I'm here about the room for rent? 210 00:13:01,290 --> 00:13:03,093 I knocked, but nobody heard me. 211 00:13:04,020 --> 00:13:07,892 - Ah, I don't have anyone else listed. 212 00:13:07,892 --> 00:13:10,743 - I was driving by and I saw the sign out front. 213 00:13:12,060 --> 00:13:14,493 Shane Collins. 214 00:13:16,619 --> 00:13:18,570 - I-I'm Alex. 215 00:13:18,570 --> 00:13:20,855 - Well, I will let you all do your thing. 216 00:13:20,855 --> 00:13:23,133 Come on, Peachy, come on, baby. 217 00:13:27,090 --> 00:13:30,130 Ah, we could always share the room. 218 00:13:30,130 --> 00:13:31,740 (Shane laughing) 219 00:13:31,740 --> 00:13:33,660 Just mull it over. 220 00:13:33,660 --> 00:13:35,010 Bye, y'all. 221 00:13:35,010 --> 00:13:35,970 - Not shy, is he? 222 00:13:35,970 --> 00:13:38,070 - You must be used to it, you know, 223 00:13:38,070 --> 00:13:40,612 what are you, like a, like a model or something? 224 00:13:40,612 --> 00:13:43,953 - (laughing) No, I'm a trainer. 225 00:13:44,940 --> 00:13:45,963 - Nice. - Yeah. 226 00:13:46,800 --> 00:13:48,442 Do you work out? 227 00:13:48,442 --> 00:13:51,810 - Oh, struggling a little bit, if I'm being honest, 228 00:13:51,810 --> 00:13:55,590 but I just need like a little motivation. 229 00:13:55,590 --> 00:13:56,856 - I could help with that. 230 00:13:56,856 --> 00:13:58,181 - [Alex] Yeah? 231 00:13:58,181 --> 00:14:02,610 - Yeah, maybe I could train you sometime. 232 00:14:02,610 --> 00:14:07,610 - Wow, that's like a scary, generous offer. 233 00:14:08,790 --> 00:14:09,963 Thanks. - Yeah. 234 00:14:11,040 --> 00:14:12,813 Can I see the room? 235 00:14:13,953 --> 00:14:14,786 - Yeah. 236 00:14:16,920 --> 00:14:17,753 Yeah. 237 00:14:17,753 --> 00:14:20,780 - Sure, sure, it's just this way. 238 00:14:20,780 --> 00:14:24,197 (gentle melodic music) 239 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:26,379 - [Shane] You don't want this room? 240 00:14:26,379 --> 00:14:29,610 - I like my room, besides this was my parents' room 241 00:14:29,610 --> 00:14:32,537 and they, they don't... 242 00:14:32,537 --> 00:14:33,537 - They what? 243 00:14:35,088 --> 00:14:36,543 - They passed away. 244 00:14:37,921 --> 00:14:40,380 - And you don't wanna sleep in their room? 245 00:14:40,380 --> 00:14:42,063 - Yeah. - That makes sense. 246 00:14:43,590 --> 00:14:45,093 Did they pass away together? 247 00:14:45,990 --> 00:14:49,293 - No, ah, my mom died when I was a kid, 248 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:53,643 cancer and my dad, um, 249 00:14:54,743 --> 00:14:56,283 he had a heart attack. 250 00:14:57,424 --> 00:14:59,103 He died in his sleep though. 251 00:15:00,502 --> 00:15:02,250 - At home? 252 00:15:02,250 --> 00:15:06,860 - No, no, Bear Mountain, he loved it out there. 253 00:15:06,860 --> 00:15:09,298 - That must have been quite a shock. 254 00:15:09,298 --> 00:15:10,131 - Yeah. 255 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:13,383 - This is beautiful. 256 00:15:16,140 --> 00:15:18,590 Must be a nice having the woods as your backyard. 257 00:15:19,590 --> 00:15:21,065 - Yeah, yeah, totally. 258 00:15:21,065 --> 00:15:24,570 (Gracie clearing throat) 259 00:15:24,570 --> 00:15:26,618 Ah, it is nice. 260 00:15:26,618 --> 00:15:28,380 - [Shane] Is this the bathroom? 261 00:15:28,380 --> 00:15:30,348 - Yeah, feel free to check it out. 262 00:15:30,348 --> 00:15:33,846 (door clicking) 263 00:15:33,846 --> 00:15:36,114 (door thudding) 264 00:15:36,114 --> 00:15:39,482 - Do you believe in cosmic energy? 265 00:15:39,482 --> 00:15:42,107 - I, I don't know, (laughing) what is that? 266 00:15:42,107 --> 00:15:43,619 - (laughing) I don't know. 267 00:15:43,619 --> 00:15:45,300 - Well, when you walk into a room 268 00:15:45,300 --> 00:15:49,791 and someone's sad or angry, you can tell, right? 269 00:15:49,791 --> 00:15:51,600 - Can you tell? 270 00:15:51,600 --> 00:15:52,433 - I can tell. 271 00:15:52,433 --> 00:15:53,943 - Well, that's cosmic energy. 272 00:15:54,830 --> 00:15:57,153 This room has a, a dark history. 273 00:16:00,810 --> 00:16:03,180 Maybe if I move in, 274 00:16:03,180 --> 00:16:07,413 we can figure it out together. 275 00:16:08,539 --> 00:16:12,150 - Or you could just tell him, Alex. 276 00:16:12,150 --> 00:16:15,075 - I was just about to, Gracie. 277 00:16:15,075 --> 00:16:16,864 - Tell me what? 278 00:16:16,864 --> 00:16:19,375 (gentle melodic music) 279 00:16:19,375 --> 00:16:20,613 - My, my dad, 280 00:16:23,382 --> 00:16:27,340 he was a raging alcoholic, like a mean, a mean drunk 281 00:16:28,984 --> 00:16:32,613 and I, I used to drink too mostly to get back at him, 282 00:16:34,860 --> 00:16:38,423 but I don't anymore. 283 00:16:38,423 --> 00:16:40,803 - You guys must've had some fights? 284 00:16:42,900 --> 00:16:43,733 - Yeah. 285 00:16:45,115 --> 00:16:47,103 - Well, that doesn't bother me, 286 00:16:48,210 --> 00:16:49,743 but I appreciate your honesty. 287 00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:52,553 - Sweet. 288 00:16:55,860 --> 00:16:59,250 - So I would pay rent in cash if that's okay? 289 00:16:59,250 --> 00:17:02,643 My clients pay in cash and I don't really trust banks, so. 290 00:17:03,539 --> 00:17:04,920 - Cash works for me. 291 00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:08,070 - Well, it was really nice meeting you, Shane. 292 00:17:08,070 --> 00:17:09,960 We will let you know by the end of the week. 293 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:12,390 - Yeah. - Listen, Alex, 294 00:17:12,390 --> 00:17:16,203 I like you and I, I like the place. 295 00:17:16,203 --> 00:17:18,300 When it's right, I don't really hesitate, 296 00:17:18,300 --> 00:17:22,428 so I kind of wanna know now if that's okay. 297 00:17:22,428 --> 00:17:25,204 - (clears throat) Alex, can I please talk with you 298 00:17:25,204 --> 00:17:26,838 for one moment in the kitchen? 299 00:17:26,838 --> 00:17:28,569 - Yeah, just, just one second. 300 00:17:28,569 --> 00:17:30,484 - I understand. 301 00:17:30,484 --> 00:17:32,640 Well, have a nice day both of you. 302 00:17:32,640 --> 00:17:34,113 - No. - Thanks. 303 00:17:36,486 --> 00:17:37,712 - GJ. - What? 304 00:17:37,712 --> 00:17:38,823 What is your problem? 305 00:17:40,410 --> 00:17:41,243 - Shane. 306 00:17:41,243 --> 00:17:42,870 - [Gracie] Alex. 307 00:17:42,870 --> 00:17:43,703 - Yeah? 308 00:17:45,210 --> 00:17:46,680 - It's yours. 309 00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:47,730 - Yeah? 310 00:17:47,730 --> 00:17:48,750 - Yeah. 311 00:17:48,750 --> 00:17:52,380 - Cool, oh, last thing, 312 00:17:52,380 --> 00:17:54,870 I'll need a place to set up my workout area. 313 00:17:54,870 --> 00:17:57,737 Not for clients or anything, just for you and me. 314 00:17:57,737 --> 00:17:59,677 - Will the garage work? 315 00:17:59,677 --> 00:18:01,740 - That's perfect. 316 00:18:01,740 --> 00:18:05,805 - Mind if I ask if you do any drugs or drink? 317 00:18:05,805 --> 00:18:08,283 - I don't drink or do drugs, so. 318 00:18:10,740 --> 00:18:11,573 We good? 319 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:15,480 - Yeah. - We are also asking 320 00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:18,183 for first month's, last and security. 321 00:18:19,562 --> 00:18:20,613 - Of course. 322 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:27,963 This would be first month, 323 00:18:29,370 --> 00:18:33,933 last month and security. 324 00:18:37,230 --> 00:18:39,210 Ah, I'll see you this weekend? 325 00:18:39,210 --> 00:18:40,043 - Yeah. 326 00:18:40,950 --> 00:18:42,003 Oh, one sec. 327 00:18:43,221 --> 00:18:45,876 (keys jangling) 328 00:18:45,876 --> 00:18:48,120 These will work in all the doors. 329 00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,298 - Thanks. 330 00:18:49,298 --> 00:18:52,193 (soft melodic music) 331 00:18:52,193 --> 00:18:54,063 I'll see you around, Gracie. 332 00:19:02,106 --> 00:19:04,640 (door clicking) 333 00:19:04,640 --> 00:19:06,480 (door thudding) 334 00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:07,680 - Freddy was nice. 335 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:10,443 - So was Shane, I don't know why you don't like him. 336 00:19:10,443 --> 00:19:12,986 - (laughing) Doesn't trust banks 337 00:19:12,986 --> 00:19:15,231 and who carries around that much cash? 338 00:19:15,231 --> 00:19:16,920 - You're overreacting. 339 00:19:16,920 --> 00:19:19,890 - Really, hm, because I searched the internet 340 00:19:19,890 --> 00:19:23,310 for Mr. Pays in Cash and guess what I found? 341 00:19:23,310 --> 00:19:25,050 - What? - Nothing! 342 00:19:25,050 --> 00:19:27,810 No social media, not even a stupid, shirtless pic 343 00:19:27,810 --> 00:19:29,650 and every trainer has that. 344 00:19:29,650 --> 00:19:32,145 - I'm a singer songwriter and I don't have social media, 345 00:19:32,145 --> 00:19:33,840 every singer's got that. 346 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,820 - Yeah and a career, but you don't. 347 00:19:35,820 --> 00:19:38,610 - Hey-o! - Oh, keep? 348 00:19:38,610 --> 00:19:39,603 - Absolutely not. 349 00:19:40,590 --> 00:19:43,980 - Just take my word for it, okay, he's hiding something. 350 00:19:43,980 --> 00:19:45,093 - Hiding what? 351 00:19:47,790 --> 00:19:52,290 - Okay, fine, whatever, just do not hook up with him. 352 00:19:52,290 --> 00:19:54,542 - Okay, like I have a chance. 353 00:19:54,542 --> 00:19:56,340 - You beat yourself up too much. 354 00:19:56,340 --> 00:19:58,210 - Maybe if I start training with Shane, 355 00:19:58,210 --> 00:20:00,169 I'll feel more confident. - Just remember, Alex, 356 00:20:00,169 --> 00:20:02,317 you don't need this guy. 357 00:20:02,317 --> 00:20:04,308 He creeped me out. 358 00:20:04,308 --> 00:20:06,658 - I'll feel safer with a guy like Shane around. 359 00:20:18,790 --> 00:20:21,330 - You know, you could probably get more than 500 360 00:20:21,330 --> 00:20:22,163 for this thing. 361 00:20:23,072 --> 00:20:26,322 (gentle melodic music) 362 00:20:29,880 --> 00:20:30,713 Is that? 363 00:20:33,695 --> 00:20:37,754 (laughing) I haven't seen this in years. 364 00:20:37,754 --> 00:20:40,680 I remember you making this for him at camp. 365 00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:43,947 - Yeah, he used to say, "You're a chip off the old block." 366 00:20:46,122 --> 00:20:47,853 Stupid that he kept it, right? 367 00:20:49,131 --> 00:20:49,964 - No. 368 00:20:52,900 --> 00:20:54,273 It's really sweet. 369 00:20:57,509 --> 00:20:58,942 ♪ I need ♪ 370 00:20:58,942 --> 00:21:00,398 (soft piano music) 371 00:21:00,398 --> 00:21:03,457 ♪ Need a friend ♪ 372 00:21:03,457 --> 00:21:04,449 ♪ I can take ♪ 373 00:21:04,449 --> 00:21:06,525 (door clicking) 374 00:21:06,525 --> 00:21:08,858 ♪ You there ♪ 375 00:21:10,272 --> 00:21:11,105 Fuck! 376 00:21:13,860 --> 00:21:15,720 - Relax, it'll come. 377 00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:18,330 - I didn't hear you come in, sorry. 378 00:21:18,330 --> 00:21:20,250 - I didn't wanna interrupt. 379 00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:22,650 - No problem, ah, can I help you 380 00:21:22,650 --> 00:21:24,180 with the rest of your things? 381 00:21:24,180 --> 00:21:25,872 - Ah, this is pretty much it. 382 00:21:25,872 --> 00:21:28,020 I got some workout stuff in the truck. 383 00:21:28,020 --> 00:21:29,280 - Oh, you must've got rid of a lot of stuff, 384 00:21:29,280 --> 00:21:30,780 that didn't spark joy. 385 00:21:30,780 --> 00:21:31,833 - Spark joy? 386 00:21:33,270 --> 00:21:37,263 - The lady on the TV, Marie something. 387 00:21:39,420 --> 00:21:40,650 - I'd like to get the gym set up in the garage, 388 00:21:40,650 --> 00:21:42,660 so I can work out later. 389 00:21:42,660 --> 00:21:45,237 - For sure, sure, can I help? 390 00:21:45,237 --> 00:21:46,983 - Do you have a mirror? 391 00:21:48,195 --> 00:21:49,690 (soft tense music) 392 00:21:49,690 --> 00:21:52,050 (chain rattling) 393 00:21:52,050 --> 00:21:53,478 - How's this? 394 00:21:53,478 --> 00:21:55,025 - Yeah, that's good. - Yeah. 395 00:21:55,025 --> 00:21:57,480 - [Shane] Put it up against the wall over there. 396 00:21:57,480 --> 00:21:58,313 - Sure. 397 00:22:03,836 --> 00:22:07,833 - Was that one of your songs you were writing? 398 00:22:09,150 --> 00:22:11,370 - Trying to, I got stuck. 399 00:22:11,370 --> 00:22:14,193 - Do you sell any of your songs? 400 00:22:15,300 --> 00:22:17,935 - No, not yet, at least, um, I've really gotta get myself 401 00:22:17,935 --> 00:22:19,849 out there more a little bit and- 402 00:22:19,849 --> 00:22:21,363 - What's stopping you? 403 00:22:23,862 --> 00:22:25,563 - I want them to be good enough. 404 00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:28,919 - I see. 405 00:22:28,919 --> 00:22:30,667 (Velcro crunching) 406 00:22:30,667 --> 00:22:33,243 - [Alex] Is this all the stuff you use? 407 00:22:34,710 --> 00:22:37,659 - I run once in a while. 408 00:22:37,659 --> 00:22:41,341 Sometimes I go to the gym, but I don't like the gym, 409 00:22:41,341 --> 00:22:43,956 too many people sitting on their phones, 410 00:22:43,956 --> 00:22:45,830 wasting time at machines. 411 00:22:45,830 --> 00:22:49,443 - I have a gym membership, but I don't, I don't really go. 412 00:22:50,839 --> 00:22:52,634 - That's a waste of money. 413 00:22:52,634 --> 00:22:54,030 - [Alex] I suppose. 414 00:22:54,030 --> 00:22:57,300 - No, you don't suppose, if you know something, say it, 415 00:22:57,300 --> 00:22:58,533 say yes or no. 416 00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:02,103 - Yes, I guess. 417 00:23:05,580 --> 00:23:09,566 Yes, having a gym membership is a waste of money, 418 00:23:09,566 --> 00:23:11,550 if you, if you don't go. 419 00:23:11,550 --> 00:23:12,864 - There you go. - Okay. 420 00:23:12,864 --> 00:23:14,103 - Is that so hard? 421 00:23:16,447 --> 00:23:19,455 Not owning up to it is worse than not going. 422 00:23:19,455 --> 00:23:22,205 (blows thudding) 423 00:23:26,250 --> 00:23:28,983 - Wow, intense. 424 00:23:31,896 --> 00:23:33,063 - You wanna try? 425 00:23:34,095 --> 00:23:36,810 - No, no, I don't, I don't, I don't think so. 426 00:23:36,810 --> 00:23:38,345 - Come on. 427 00:23:38,345 --> 00:23:41,262 (soft tense music) 428 00:23:42,630 --> 00:23:43,463 Put these on. 429 00:23:44,549 --> 00:23:45,993 (Velcro crunching) This one. 430 00:23:45,993 --> 00:23:46,826 - Okay. 431 00:23:51,483 --> 00:23:53,638 I, I don't think they fit actually. 432 00:23:53,638 --> 00:23:56,449 - I think they do, other hand. 433 00:23:56,449 --> 00:23:59,220 (Velcro crunching) 434 00:23:59,220 --> 00:24:00,053 Halloween. 435 00:24:04,029 --> 00:24:07,710 All right, first we're gonna get you in your fighter stance. 436 00:24:07,710 --> 00:24:10,226 All right, what are you, right-handed, left-handed? 437 00:24:10,226 --> 00:24:11,160 - Right-handed. 438 00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,860 - Okay, so put your right leg back, put your hands up. 439 00:24:14,776 --> 00:24:16,893 Guard your chin, tuck your elbows. 440 00:24:17,985 --> 00:24:18,843 There you go. 441 00:24:20,343 --> 00:24:22,113 That's your fighter stance. 442 00:24:23,490 --> 00:24:25,080 - I feel that. - All right. 443 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:25,980 - Okay. 444 00:24:25,980 --> 00:24:27,280 - Give it a shot. - Okay. 445 00:24:28,120 --> 00:24:29,302 (soft tense music) 446 00:24:29,302 --> 00:24:30,240 (blow thudding lightly) 447 00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:31,893 Oh. (laughing) - Try again. 448 00:24:35,276 --> 00:24:37,042 (blow thudding lightly) 449 00:24:37,042 --> 00:24:38,940 Common mistake. 450 00:24:38,940 --> 00:24:42,786 You don't push the bag, you hit the bag. 451 00:24:42,786 --> 00:24:45,933 All right, use your weight and extend your arm all the way. 452 00:24:46,930 --> 00:24:48,213 - Okay. - Go again. 453 00:24:51,314 --> 00:24:53,814 (blows thudding lightly) 454 00:24:53,814 --> 00:24:55,233 (Alex groaning) Better. 455 00:24:56,455 --> 00:24:59,970 (blow thudding lightly) 456 00:24:59,970 --> 00:25:00,886 Go again. 457 00:25:00,886 --> 00:25:02,233 (phone ringing) - Oh. 458 00:25:02,233 --> 00:25:06,027 My bad. (Velcro crunching) 459 00:25:07,637 --> 00:25:12,478 - [Gracie] Did your fantasy man arrive? (laughing) 460 00:25:12,478 --> 00:25:13,863 - Hello, Gracie. - Sorry. 461 00:25:15,210 --> 00:25:16,110 Hi, Shane. 462 00:25:16,110 --> 00:25:17,310 - Gracie, we're in the middle of something, 463 00:25:17,310 --> 00:25:19,020 Alex will call you back. 464 00:25:19,020 --> 00:25:21,570 - [Gracie] Alex, I need one more painting for my show 465 00:25:21,570 --> 00:25:23,692 and I can't decide if- - Ah, GJ, 466 00:25:23,692 --> 00:25:25,410 I'm gonna call you back. 467 00:25:25,410 --> 00:25:27,906 - [Gracie] Fine, whatever. 468 00:25:27,906 --> 00:25:28,739 - Okay. 469 00:25:29,642 --> 00:25:32,433 - When we're here, don't answer your phone. 470 00:25:33,651 --> 00:25:34,653 Be present. 471 00:25:36,210 --> 00:25:39,273 - Okay, all right, I didn't know the rules. 472 00:25:40,710 --> 00:25:42,263 - Now you do. 473 00:25:42,263 --> 00:25:44,550 (soft tense music) 474 00:25:44,550 --> 00:25:45,933 - I'll go again. - Good. 475 00:25:50,700 --> 00:25:51,533 - Okay. 476 00:25:53,176 --> 00:25:54,750 (blows thudding lightly) 477 00:25:54,750 --> 00:25:56,714 - There you go, Alex. 478 00:25:56,714 --> 00:25:59,130 (blows thudding lightly) 479 00:25:59,130 --> 00:26:00,803 Okay, okay. 480 00:26:02,100 --> 00:26:02,933 - Okay. 481 00:26:04,442 --> 00:26:06,393 - Don't worry, it takes practice. 482 00:26:08,182 --> 00:26:10,203 We'll make a fighter out of you yet. 483 00:26:11,143 --> 00:26:13,863 (melodic rock music) (blows thudding) 484 00:26:13,863 --> 00:26:16,032 All right, rotate more. 485 00:26:16,032 --> 00:26:18,782 (blows thudding) 486 00:26:21,174 --> 00:26:23,644 Not bad. 487 00:26:23,644 --> 00:26:26,984 Not bad, but remember, the other guy's not stopping. 488 00:26:26,984 --> 00:26:28,788 What are you gonna do? 489 00:26:28,788 --> 00:26:30,704 - Ask for time out. 490 00:26:30,704 --> 00:26:33,573 - All right, smart ass, 45 more seconds, 491 00:26:33,573 --> 00:26:35,583 then we'll take a break 'til tonight. 492 00:26:37,576 --> 00:26:39,205 (blows thudding) (Alex breathing heavily) 493 00:26:39,205 --> 00:26:40,038 Go on. 494 00:26:41,225 --> 00:26:42,308 There you go. 495 00:26:43,236 --> 00:26:46,319 (soft melodic music) 496 00:26:49,366 --> 00:26:52,033 (door thudding) 497 00:26:59,271 --> 00:27:04,271 (phone ringing) (Alex groaning) 498 00:27:21,507 --> 00:27:24,174 (Alex groaning) 499 00:27:25,217 --> 00:27:27,634 - Hope that was your last 10? 500 00:27:30,060 --> 00:27:32,013 - Sadly, no. (breathing heavily) 501 00:27:32,013 --> 00:27:32,863 - [Shane] Get up. 502 00:27:35,421 --> 00:27:37,103 - [Alex] What are you doing? 503 00:27:37,103 --> 00:27:38,313 - Give me your hand. 504 00:27:40,797 --> 00:27:42,340 - Where were you? 505 00:27:42,340 --> 00:27:43,713 - Don't worry about it. 506 00:27:44,730 --> 00:27:48,562 One thing I notice about you, Alex, you have pent up anger, 507 00:27:48,562 --> 00:27:51,010 you learn to control that or it controls you. 508 00:27:51,010 --> 00:27:53,179 - What makes you think I'm angry? 509 00:27:53,179 --> 00:27:54,877 - Why, do you think you hide it? 510 00:27:54,877 --> 00:27:56,490 - [Alex] I'm supposed to be meditating, 511 00:27:56,490 --> 00:27:58,134 Veronica says- - That's not gonna help. 512 00:27:58,134 --> 00:28:01,557 - Well, what about Paul McCartney, Madonna, Oprah? 513 00:28:01,557 --> 00:28:03,450 I mean, a lot of- - If you wanna sit there 514 00:28:03,450 --> 00:28:06,202 and listen to yourself breathe, go for it. 515 00:28:06,202 --> 00:28:09,084 But that comes after you fight for what you want. 516 00:28:09,084 --> 00:28:10,833 Punch hard, don't stop. 517 00:28:14,730 --> 00:28:15,583 Go. 518 00:28:15,583 --> 00:28:16,655 (blows thudding) 519 00:28:16,655 --> 00:28:20,310 Why do you let your little girlfriend Gracie run your life? 520 00:28:20,310 --> 00:28:21,143 Don't stop. 521 00:28:21,143 --> 00:28:23,043 - She's just looking out for me. 522 00:28:24,030 --> 00:28:25,607 - No, she's trying to control you, 523 00:28:25,607 --> 00:28:27,510 'cause you're her little fixer upper. 524 00:28:27,510 --> 00:28:29,311 - She's a good friend, okay. 525 00:28:29,311 --> 00:28:31,486 - She's just sorry for you, Alex, 526 00:28:31,486 --> 00:28:33,998 but you don't mind, you like the companionship 527 00:28:33,998 --> 00:28:35,737 and you don't wanna be alone. 528 00:28:35,737 --> 00:28:36,745 (blow thudding) 529 00:28:36,745 --> 00:28:38,753 - I don't wanna do this with you, okay. 530 00:28:40,530 --> 00:28:41,673 - Alex. 531 00:28:41,673 --> 00:28:44,010 I'm trying to help you. - Help what? 532 00:28:44,010 --> 00:28:44,990 No, I'm fine. 533 00:28:44,990 --> 00:28:46,246 - You're fine? - Yeah. 534 00:28:46,246 --> 00:28:50,010 - You dream about guys, you dream about songwriting, 535 00:28:50,010 --> 00:28:53,103 but all you do is dream, you never do anything. 536 00:28:54,685 --> 00:28:58,593 You know what, it's your life, spend it how you want. 537 00:29:01,200 --> 00:29:02,033 - Hey, 538 00:29:04,704 --> 00:29:05,883 you're not wrong. 539 00:29:09,653 --> 00:29:11,943 - Do you wanna know why I train? 540 00:29:16,462 --> 00:29:19,428 (soft melodic music) 541 00:29:19,428 --> 00:29:23,403 You're in the mirror, you're forced to face yourself. 542 00:29:25,020 --> 00:29:28,143 No lies, no excuses. 543 00:29:30,547 --> 00:29:32,613 Look hard at yourself, Alex, 544 00:29:34,430 --> 00:29:36,363 you wanna know what I see? 545 00:29:38,220 --> 00:29:39,053 Fear. 546 00:29:40,259 --> 00:29:41,973 Something happened to you. 547 00:29:44,340 --> 00:29:45,190 - What if it did? 548 00:29:46,620 --> 00:29:48,960 - The past is the past, Alex, 549 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,030 do something about it and you move on. 550 00:29:51,030 --> 00:29:53,790 - It's not that easy and you don't know everything, okay. 551 00:29:53,790 --> 00:29:55,380 - I know you're afraid of sex. 552 00:29:55,380 --> 00:29:56,310 - What? 553 00:29:56,310 --> 00:29:57,960 - Intimacy? 554 00:29:57,960 --> 00:29:59,973 - I-I've never been comfortable with it. 555 00:30:01,042 --> 00:30:02,641 (soft tense music) 556 00:30:02,641 --> 00:30:04,380 - Do you want me to show you? 557 00:30:04,380 --> 00:30:05,213 - [Alex] What? 558 00:30:06,429 --> 00:30:08,373 - I've seen the way you look at me. 559 00:30:09,510 --> 00:30:11,070 - Oh, if you're going off what Gracie said. 560 00:30:11,070 --> 00:30:12,363 - Don't lie to me, Alex. 561 00:30:18,382 --> 00:30:20,103 - I'm-I'm embarrassed, okay. 562 00:30:21,858 --> 00:30:25,293 - Don't ever be embarrassed of wanting somebody, 563 00:30:27,481 --> 00:30:29,043 being honest about it. 564 00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:33,510 - I freeze up or I don't, I don't know what to do 565 00:30:33,510 --> 00:30:34,930 around guys, I-I. 566 00:30:34,930 --> 00:30:36,543 - Do you want my help? 567 00:30:37,737 --> 00:30:39,408 - I don't know. 568 00:30:39,408 --> 00:30:41,493 - This has got to come from you, Alex. 569 00:30:43,024 --> 00:30:45,183 - [Alex] You mean with sex stuff? 570 00:30:46,410 --> 00:30:47,973 - With anything you want. 571 00:30:49,186 --> 00:30:52,924 (soft tense music) 572 00:30:52,924 --> 00:30:54,783 If you want my help, Alex, 573 00:30:58,830 --> 00:30:59,663 say it. 574 00:31:02,270 --> 00:31:05,449 - I, I want your help. 575 00:31:05,449 --> 00:31:08,366 (soft tense music) 576 00:31:19,354 --> 00:31:21,370 - You're trembling. 577 00:31:21,370 --> 00:31:23,926 - I'm sorry, I'm-I'm a little nervous. 578 00:31:23,926 --> 00:31:26,509 - [Shane] You don't need to be. 579 00:31:35,417 --> 00:31:36,250 - Ow! 580 00:31:38,341 --> 00:31:41,071 - That keeps you present, 581 00:31:41,071 --> 00:31:44,611 you don't think about anything else. 582 00:31:44,611 --> 00:31:46,106 - Okay. 583 00:31:46,106 --> 00:31:49,023 (soft tense music) 584 00:32:07,892 --> 00:32:10,360 - Try to get up. 585 00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:12,019 - Like, like wrestle you? 586 00:32:12,019 --> 00:32:13,533 - Try to take control. 587 00:32:15,392 --> 00:32:18,480 (soft tense music) 588 00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:19,846 Try harder. 589 00:32:19,846 --> 00:32:21,272 - I can't, you're too strong. 590 00:32:21,272 --> 00:32:23,105 - Stop making excuses. 591 00:32:25,893 --> 00:32:27,280 Come on. 592 00:32:27,280 --> 00:32:30,197 (soft tense music) 593 00:32:35,897 --> 00:32:37,147 Ready for more? 594 00:32:43,060 --> 00:32:45,227 Someone's getting excited. 595 00:32:46,396 --> 00:32:49,313 (soft tense music) 596 00:32:57,496 --> 00:32:59,075 (Alex coughing) 597 00:32:59,075 --> 00:33:02,773 (hand slapping) Fight, come on. 598 00:33:02,773 --> 00:33:04,023 Come on, fight. 599 00:33:05,936 --> 00:33:07,951 (soft tense music) 600 00:33:07,951 --> 00:33:10,226 Come on. (Alex choking) 601 00:33:10,226 --> 00:33:11,476 Fight me, Alex. 602 00:33:13,895 --> 00:33:17,562 - What the fuck, man, you trying to kill me? 603 00:33:21,115 --> 00:33:24,115 (upbeat rock music) 604 00:33:29,326 --> 00:33:34,326 (blows thudding) (upbeat rock music) 605 00:33:53,725 --> 00:33:56,725 (upbeat rock music) 606 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:10,710 - I showed up drunk to my son, 607 00:34:10,710 --> 00:34:13,203 Ethan's high school talent show, 608 00:34:14,370 --> 00:34:16,443 not even sure how I got there. 609 00:34:17,550 --> 00:34:22,170 After the show, Ethan wouldn't speak to me. 610 00:34:22,170 --> 00:34:24,880 He grabbed the car keys out of my hand 611 00:34:25,740 --> 00:34:27,663 and he drove us home. 612 00:34:28,928 --> 00:34:30,453 He was 16. 613 00:34:32,220 --> 00:34:35,910 On our way home, we were hit by a drunk driver 614 00:34:35,910 --> 00:34:37,953 on his side of the car. 615 00:34:41,429 --> 00:34:43,932 That shouldn't have happened, 616 00:34:43,932 --> 00:34:46,743 he had his whole life in front of him, 617 00:34:47,700 --> 00:34:50,523 but because of me, it was cut short. 618 00:34:52,530 --> 00:34:55,110 After that, my life fell apart. 619 00:34:55,110 --> 00:34:57,213 Soon after, I went to a meeting, 620 00:34:58,307 --> 00:35:01,490 after the meeting, a woman walked up to me 621 00:35:01,490 --> 00:35:03,610 and she asked what was wrong 622 00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:08,733 and I told her and she said, 623 00:35:10,260 --> 00:35:14,523 I'm not responsible for my disease of alcoholism, 624 00:35:16,770 --> 00:35:20,193 but I am responsible for my recovery. 625 00:35:21,390 --> 00:35:26,390 I think about my Ethan every single day, (sobbing) 626 00:35:30,540 --> 00:35:34,180 my living amends to my son 627 00:35:35,490 --> 00:35:37,674 is my sobriety 628 00:35:37,674 --> 00:35:39,610 and I would like to think 629 00:35:40,959 --> 00:35:41,920 that Ethan 630 00:35:44,084 --> 00:35:47,193 would be proud of the woman that I am today. 631 00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:52,245 Thank you for letting me share. 632 00:35:52,245 --> 00:35:55,162 (group applauding) 633 00:36:00,990 --> 00:36:04,083 - Thank you for sharing so honestly, Veronica. 634 00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:09,120 We like to celebrate milestones at this meeting 635 00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:13,590 for every 365 days of continuous sobriety. 636 00:36:13,590 --> 00:36:15,753 Tonight, we have one birthday, 637 00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:19,000 Alex for one year 638 00:36:20,310 --> 00:36:23,521 and for that, Gracie and Veronica will give you your cake. 639 00:36:23,521 --> 00:36:24,870 (group applauding) 640 00:36:24,870 --> 00:36:26,529 Come on. 641 00:36:26,529 --> 00:36:30,790 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 642 00:36:30,790 --> 00:36:35,279 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 643 00:36:35,279 --> 00:36:40,279 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Alex ♪ 644 00:36:40,471 --> 00:36:44,962 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 645 00:36:44,962 --> 00:36:47,879 ♪ Keep coming back ♪ 646 00:36:49,544 --> 00:36:50,998 (Veronica laughing) 647 00:36:50,998 --> 00:36:53,915 (group applauding) 648 00:37:04,330 --> 00:37:07,522 - [Alex] Hi, I'm Alex, I'm an alcoholic. 649 00:37:07,522 --> 00:37:08,998 - [All] Hi, Alex. 650 00:37:08,998 --> 00:37:10,170 (Veronica laughing) 651 00:37:10,170 --> 00:37:12,498 - I'm serious. 652 00:37:12,498 --> 00:37:13,420 I'm serious. 653 00:37:13,420 --> 00:37:16,420 (Veronica laughing) 654 00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:19,673 - Brent? 655 00:37:20,765 --> 00:37:23,013 - Yeah, I think I got a shot. 656 00:37:23,940 --> 00:37:27,170 - So if someone like Brent or Shane likes you, 657 00:37:27,170 --> 00:37:29,243 that's enough for validation? 658 00:37:29,243 --> 00:37:31,383 - Is wanting to be liked a bad thing? 659 00:37:32,340 --> 00:37:35,975 - God loves you, honey, that's why we have God, 660 00:37:35,975 --> 00:37:38,100 because people won't always be around. 661 00:37:38,100 --> 00:37:40,206 - Come on, Ronnie, don't you ever get lonely? 662 00:37:40,206 --> 00:37:42,039 - (laughing) Do I get lonely? 663 00:37:42,039 --> 00:37:47,039 But with God, I'm not alone, that's the difference. 664 00:37:49,428 --> 00:37:50,457 - Hey, you two. 665 00:37:50,457 --> 00:37:52,440 - Listen, thanks for sticking around for my one year. 666 00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,650 - You know I wouldn't miss it, but we do have to go, 667 00:37:55,650 --> 00:37:57,720 so I just wanna say congratulations 668 00:37:57,720 --> 00:38:00,510 and sorry about your dad. - Thanks. 669 00:38:00,510 --> 00:38:03,526 Hey, listen, if you, ah, if you wanna take in a meeting 670 00:38:03,526 --> 00:38:06,390 or like, like dinner or something? 671 00:38:06,390 --> 00:38:09,630 - Yeah, I'll text you tomorrow, that was good. 672 00:38:09,630 --> 00:38:12,102 - Yeah. - Good seeing you, Brent. 673 00:38:12,102 --> 00:38:13,241 - Bye, Brent. 674 00:38:13,241 --> 00:38:15,210 (hand patting) (Gracie laughing) 675 00:38:15,210 --> 00:38:16,830 Did you just ask him out? 676 00:38:16,830 --> 00:38:17,663 - Sort of. 677 00:38:17,663 --> 00:38:18,496 - Not really. (laughing) 678 00:38:18,496 --> 00:38:20,493 - Mm-hm, yeah, it sounds about right. 679 00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:24,855 - GJ. - Yeah. 680 00:38:24,855 --> 00:38:27,757 - You think I like, I'm gonna like hold you back 681 00:38:27,757 --> 00:38:29,490 from like meeting people or something? 682 00:38:29,490 --> 00:38:31,867 - What? - I don't know. 683 00:38:31,867 --> 00:38:33,475 - Where did that come from? 684 00:38:33,475 --> 00:38:35,470 - [Alex] I just don't wanna hold you back. 685 00:38:35,470 --> 00:38:37,143 - Can I talk to Alex for a sec? 686 00:38:39,228 --> 00:38:41,220 (clears throat) Hello. 687 00:38:41,220 --> 00:38:44,340 - Ah, Gracie, why don't you help me clean up? 688 00:38:44,340 --> 00:38:45,173 - Sure, 689 00:38:46,350 --> 00:38:48,990 sure and we will finish this later. 690 00:38:48,990 --> 00:38:49,823 - Okay. 691 00:38:55,910 --> 00:38:58,595 - [Shane] Isn't that the guy you told me about? 692 00:38:58,595 --> 00:39:00,843 - [Alex] Brent, yeah. 693 00:39:00,843 --> 00:39:02,850 - You just stood here and watched. 694 00:39:02,850 --> 00:39:04,620 - [Alex] What am I supposed to do? 695 00:39:04,620 --> 00:39:05,850 - Tell him not to leave. 696 00:39:05,850 --> 00:39:07,285 - Then what? - Anything. 697 00:39:07,285 --> 00:39:09,360 Tell him you wanna wrestle for top, I don't care. 698 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,790 - Come on, if I said that, he would laugh in my face. 699 00:39:11,790 --> 00:39:13,027 - Why do you think that? 700 00:39:13,027 --> 00:39:14,273 - Because I'm not you. 701 00:39:14,273 --> 00:39:17,430 I don't look like you, I don't talk like you, come on. 702 00:39:17,430 --> 00:39:18,263 Why do you care? 703 00:39:18,263 --> 00:39:20,523 - Alex, you take your shot. 704 00:39:21,644 --> 00:39:24,393 You don't let anyone steal that shot away from you. 705 00:39:26,316 --> 00:39:28,623 That's the main difference between you and me, 706 00:39:30,363 --> 00:39:32,113 (soft tense music) I'm not afraid. 707 00:39:35,655 --> 00:39:39,048 - I don't wanna be afraid anymore. 708 00:39:39,048 --> 00:39:41,963 - You act strong, you feel strong. 709 00:39:41,963 --> 00:39:44,200 You act weak, you feel weak. 710 00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:45,782 - Shane, this looks heavy. 711 00:39:45,782 --> 00:39:47,613 - This isn't about lifting weights. 712 00:39:48,676 --> 00:39:50,700 This is about whether or not you have the strength 713 00:39:50,700 --> 00:39:52,350 to step out of your comfort zone. 714 00:39:53,479 --> 00:39:56,142 You've been comfortable for too long, Alex. 715 00:39:56,142 --> 00:39:58,143 - How do you know me so well? 716 00:40:00,897 --> 00:40:02,972 - I used to be you. 717 00:40:02,972 --> 00:40:04,899 Now let's do this. 718 00:40:04,899 --> 00:40:08,232 (background rock music) 719 00:40:13,500 --> 00:40:15,273 - Here? - Yep, there. 720 00:40:22,260 --> 00:40:24,967 (metal clanking) - Argh! 721 00:40:24,967 --> 00:40:25,906 Fuck! - Push. 722 00:40:25,906 --> 00:40:26,910 - I am! 723 00:40:26,910 --> 00:40:29,070 - I'm not helping you. - I know. 724 00:40:29,070 --> 00:40:30,570 - Get angry. 725 00:40:30,570 --> 00:40:31,740 - Trying. 726 00:40:31,740 --> 00:40:32,906 - Push it. 727 00:40:32,906 --> 00:40:34,260 (Alex groaning) Come on, Alex. 728 00:40:34,260 --> 00:40:36,000 Alex, think of a time you were so angry, 729 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:37,800 you wanted to put your fist through a wall, 730 00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:39,000 tap into that right now. 731 00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,183 - Ah, motherfuck, argh! - Push! 732 00:40:42,055 --> 00:40:43,890 (metal clanking) - Ah! 733 00:40:43,890 --> 00:40:44,723 Fuck! 734 00:40:46,980 --> 00:40:47,813 Shit. 735 00:40:51,239 --> 00:40:52,072 - Good job, you did good. 736 00:40:53,101 --> 00:40:56,360 (phone ringing) 737 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:57,675 - Sorry, it's my boss, 738 00:40:57,675 --> 00:40:59,730 probably gonna tell me off for some shit. 739 00:40:59,730 --> 00:41:01,170 - Quit. 740 00:41:01,170 --> 00:41:02,003 - What? (phone ringing) 741 00:41:02,003 --> 00:41:04,410 - People like your boss get away with it, 742 00:41:04,410 --> 00:41:06,360 because people like you put up with it. 743 00:41:08,310 --> 00:41:09,143 - Hey, Jack. 744 00:41:09,143 --> 00:41:10,770 - [Jack] Hey, Alex, glad I got you. 745 00:41:10,770 --> 00:41:13,260 You're working Sunday, starting next week 746 00:41:13,260 --> 00:41:16,186 and it's a busy day, so no fuck ups. 747 00:41:16,186 --> 00:41:19,103 (soft tense music) 748 00:41:20,342 --> 00:41:22,380 - Jack, you can't talk to me like that, man. 749 00:41:22,380 --> 00:41:24,843 - [Jack] Stop fucking up and I won't. 750 00:41:26,880 --> 00:41:28,650 - Yo, I quit, how about that? 751 00:41:28,650 --> 00:41:29,860 - [Jack] You're making a big mistake, Alex. 752 00:41:29,860 --> 00:41:32,131 - Yeah, go fuck yourself, jag off. 753 00:41:32,131 --> 00:41:35,048 (phone clattering) 754 00:41:36,571 --> 00:41:37,833 - Feels good, doesn't it? 755 00:41:41,652 --> 00:41:43,114 - Yeah. 756 00:41:43,114 --> 00:41:46,197 (soft melodic music) 757 00:41:52,220 --> 00:41:54,033 - Do you have that guy's number? 758 00:41:55,182 --> 00:41:56,015 - Who, Brent? 759 00:41:56,015 --> 00:41:57,810 - I don't know, the guy that you were talking to 760 00:41:57,810 --> 00:41:59,973 at your party. - Brent, yeah. 761 00:41:59,973 --> 00:42:02,902 - I want you to invite him to one of your meetings, 762 00:42:02,902 --> 00:42:06,725 then when you see him, you tell him you're taking him out. 763 00:42:06,725 --> 00:42:08,975 You don't ask him over the phone, you got it? 764 00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:12,000 - Yeah. 765 00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:12,833 - Good. 766 00:42:17,580 --> 00:42:22,020 Tell me, Alex, how did you choose your sponsor? 767 00:42:22,020 --> 00:42:22,853 - Veronica? 768 00:42:23,700 --> 00:42:26,380 She was a, a speaker at one of my first meetings. 769 00:42:26,380 --> 00:42:30,033 I don't know, I just, I liked her, she was kind to me. 770 00:42:31,110 --> 00:42:31,943 Why? 771 00:42:31,943 --> 00:42:33,633 - Because she's not like you. 772 00:42:34,938 --> 00:42:39,330 You were abused and you couldn't deal with your anger 773 00:42:39,330 --> 00:42:41,253 because of that, so you drank. 774 00:42:42,990 --> 00:42:44,820 - Yeah, I guess. 775 00:42:44,820 --> 00:42:49,530 - And sex sucks, because you're afraid of men thanks to Dad, 776 00:42:49,530 --> 00:42:50,969 am I right? 777 00:42:50,969 --> 00:42:53,573 - What does this have to do with Ronnie? 778 00:42:53,573 --> 00:42:55,743 - She enables your fear of men. 779 00:42:58,384 --> 00:43:00,843 - She's a good sponsor, okay. 780 00:43:05,310 --> 00:43:06,143 - Maybe. 781 00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:11,583 - Look, Gracie's gonna be here soon, so I gotta get dressed. 782 00:43:11,583 --> 00:43:12,963 Thanks for the shake. 783 00:43:18,471 --> 00:43:19,697 (door thudding) 784 00:43:19,697 --> 00:43:21,780 (Braden knocking) 785 00:43:21,780 --> 00:43:22,613 - I'll get it. 786 00:43:23,466 --> 00:43:26,216 (shower running) 787 00:43:29,121 --> 00:43:31,954 (Braden knocking) 788 00:43:34,565 --> 00:43:36,810 (door clicking) 789 00:43:36,810 --> 00:43:38,611 Can I help you? 790 00:43:38,611 --> 00:43:41,250 - Detective Cole, Slowsburgh County, 791 00:43:41,250 --> 00:43:42,723 looking for Alex Romero. 792 00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:45,352 - Alex isn't here right now. 793 00:43:45,352 --> 00:43:47,320 Anything that I can help you with? 794 00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:49,380 - [Braden] You live here? 795 00:43:49,380 --> 00:43:53,147 - Yeah, I'm his new roommate, I just moved in recently. 796 00:43:53,147 --> 00:43:55,260 - Just had some questions to ask 797 00:43:55,260 --> 00:43:57,600 about the murder of his father. 798 00:43:57,600 --> 00:43:58,433 - Murder? 799 00:44:00,240 --> 00:44:01,278 Here? 800 00:44:01,278 --> 00:44:02,193 - [Braden] Yeah. 801 00:44:03,690 --> 00:44:04,523 - Wow. 802 00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:07,196 I, I had no idea. 803 00:44:07,196 --> 00:44:09,780 - Do you know when Alex will be back? 804 00:44:09,780 --> 00:44:12,543 - Sorry, I, I don't, he left with a friend. 805 00:44:13,654 --> 00:44:16,140 - Okay, well, just tell him that I was here. 806 00:44:16,140 --> 00:44:17,160 He has my number. 807 00:44:17,160 --> 00:44:18,000 - Of course, yeah. 808 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:21,273 - I hope I didn't give you any cause for concern. 809 00:44:22,710 --> 00:44:26,943 - I'm not worried, but I'll keep my eyes open for you. 810 00:44:28,860 --> 00:44:30,447 - Sure, right. 811 00:44:30,447 --> 00:44:31,443 Appreciate it. 812 00:44:37,471 --> 00:44:40,138 (door thudding) 813 00:44:41,404 --> 00:44:42,433 - Who was it? 814 00:44:43,904 --> 00:44:47,010 - I was reading that recovery book you all subscribe to. 815 00:44:47,010 --> 00:44:50,272 - Ah, big book. 816 00:44:50,272 --> 00:44:52,313 Who was at the door? 817 00:44:52,313 --> 00:44:54,363 - It says a lot about being honest, 818 00:44:55,830 --> 00:44:58,713 rigorously honest, I think it says. 819 00:44:59,910 --> 00:45:01,743 - Yeah, so? 820 00:45:03,086 --> 00:45:04,803 - So get honest with me, Alex, 821 00:45:06,690 --> 00:45:07,523 right now. 822 00:45:10,110 --> 00:45:11,913 Or should I ask Detective Cole? 823 00:45:14,790 --> 00:45:15,623 - Shane. 824 00:45:16,831 --> 00:45:19,953 I'm, I'm sorry, I should've told you. 825 00:45:21,086 --> 00:45:23,730 - And Veronica knew about this? 826 00:45:23,730 --> 00:45:24,563 - Yeah. 827 00:45:26,383 --> 00:45:27,828 - And Gracie? - Yeah. 828 00:45:27,828 --> 00:45:30,060 Look, they wanted me to tell you the truth, 829 00:45:30,060 --> 00:45:33,003 but I, I didn't wanna lose you. 830 00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:40,593 Come on, don't do this, Shane, say something. 831 00:45:43,020 --> 00:45:43,983 Do something. 832 00:45:45,780 --> 00:45:47,079 Hit me. 833 00:45:47,079 --> 00:45:50,603 Come on, hit me, I deserve it, hit me, go ahead. 834 00:45:52,111 --> 00:45:55,361 (Alex gasping sharply) 835 00:45:58,468 --> 00:46:00,753 - I'm the only honest person in your life. 836 00:46:11,367 --> 00:46:14,034 (door thudding) 837 00:46:21,371 --> 00:46:23,340 - (sighing) I hate to say I told you so, 838 00:46:23,340 --> 00:46:24,930 but you should have told him. 839 00:46:24,930 --> 00:46:27,540 - I get it, now what's the deal with tomorrow night again? 840 00:46:27,540 --> 00:46:28,980 - The gallery closes at eight, 841 00:46:28,980 --> 00:46:31,680 we reopen for the show at nine and it's over at 10, 842 00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:33,600 so you don't have to worry about it being all night. 843 00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,264 - Who said I was worried? 844 00:46:35,264 --> 00:46:36,303 - Huh? 845 00:46:37,208 --> 00:46:38,940 My boss's husband is coming 846 00:46:38,940 --> 00:46:40,950 and I want you to make a good impression. 847 00:46:40,950 --> 00:46:42,293 - Should I get a tux? (soft guitar music) 848 00:46:42,293 --> 00:46:46,287 - (laughing) No, I know you've got something in here. 849 00:46:50,370 --> 00:46:52,440 Yeah, yeah, a button down and jeans, 850 00:46:52,440 --> 00:46:55,107 that look like you didn't run over them is enough. 851 00:46:55,107 --> 00:46:57,156 You really need a music manager, Alex. 852 00:46:57,156 --> 00:46:58,677 - You're too good to me. 853 00:46:58,677 --> 00:47:01,470 - But I know, but I want this for you, okay. 854 00:47:01,470 --> 00:47:03,063 So this, 855 00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:07,290 these and this, 856 00:47:07,290 --> 00:47:09,783 only, nothing else, okay, I gotta go. 857 00:47:10,944 --> 00:47:12,063 - Give me a kiss. 858 00:47:13,554 --> 00:47:14,954 - Love you. - Love you too. 859 00:47:16,172 --> 00:47:19,483 (soft tense music) 860 00:47:19,483 --> 00:47:20,483 - Hi, Shane. 861 00:47:24,488 --> 00:47:25,405 Bye, Shane. 862 00:47:29,764 --> 00:47:31,133 - [Alex] What? 863 00:47:31,133 --> 00:47:33,727 - She's picking out your clothes now? 864 00:47:33,727 --> 00:47:35,809 What, is she gonna dress you too? 865 00:47:35,809 --> 00:47:37,859 - Do we have to do this right now, Shane? 866 00:47:39,071 --> 00:47:41,002 Look, Shane, I'm sorry that I lied to you. 867 00:47:41,002 --> 00:47:42,105 (hand slapping) 868 00:47:42,105 --> 00:47:43,903 (soft tense music) 869 00:47:43,903 --> 00:47:44,736 Stop. 870 00:47:44,736 --> 00:47:47,268 - (hand slapping) Do something about it, Alex. 871 00:47:47,268 --> 00:47:48,922 (hand slapping) Come on, Alex. 872 00:47:48,922 --> 00:47:50,233 (hand slapping) Fight me. 873 00:47:50,233 --> 00:47:53,142 - I don't feel like- (hand slapping) 874 00:47:53,142 --> 00:47:54,273 - What if I do? 875 00:47:55,285 --> 00:47:57,333 What if I was the guy who broke in here? 876 00:47:58,656 --> 00:48:00,543 What if I was gonna hurt you? 877 00:48:02,841 --> 00:48:05,260 Would you whine like a little bitch? 878 00:48:05,260 --> 00:48:07,299 Think that would help? 879 00:48:07,299 --> 00:48:09,063 - Why you doing this? 880 00:48:10,902 --> 00:48:13,323 - Because the world isn't nice, Alex. 881 00:48:15,868 --> 00:48:17,583 You wanted honesty, right? 882 00:48:19,650 --> 00:48:20,883 Courage to change. 883 00:48:23,524 --> 00:48:26,607 (soft melodic music) 884 00:48:33,626 --> 00:48:36,870 - [All] The courage to change the things we can 885 00:48:36,870 --> 00:48:39,190 and the wisdom to know the difference. 886 00:48:39,190 --> 00:48:41,261 - Thank you all, have a good night. 887 00:48:41,261 --> 00:48:43,261 - Goodnight. - Thank you. 888 00:48:44,371 --> 00:48:46,554 Thank you, drive safe please. 889 00:48:46,554 --> 00:48:48,054 Have a good night. 890 00:48:48,930 --> 00:48:49,843 - Hey. - Oh, hi, what's up? 891 00:48:49,843 --> 00:48:51,343 - What's going on? 892 00:48:51,343 --> 00:48:53,610 Feel like grabbing dinner? 893 00:48:53,610 --> 00:48:55,983 - Ah, right now? - Sure, why not? 894 00:48:57,150 --> 00:48:59,130 - Yeah, sure, let's do it. 895 00:48:59,130 --> 00:49:00,081 - I'll drive. 896 00:49:00,081 --> 00:49:02,831 (Shane knocking) 897 00:49:16,048 --> 00:49:17,506 (Dale clears throat) 898 00:49:17,506 --> 00:49:19,830 (door clicking) 899 00:49:19,830 --> 00:49:21,600 - [Dale] Hi, Peter? 900 00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:23,103 - Yeah, Dale? 901 00:49:28,443 --> 00:49:30,462 (glass clinking) (alcohol pouring) 902 00:49:30,462 --> 00:49:34,212 (background classical music) 903 00:49:40,950 --> 00:49:41,783 - Wow. 904 00:49:43,195 --> 00:49:44,743 Um, you look great. 905 00:49:44,743 --> 00:49:46,170 (both laughing) 906 00:49:46,170 --> 00:49:47,100 - Thanks. - Yeah. 907 00:49:47,100 --> 00:49:51,060 Um, I-I, I was a little afraid, you know, 908 00:49:51,060 --> 00:49:52,600 faceless pic and all. 909 00:49:52,600 --> 00:49:56,679 - The internet and faces these days, you get it. 910 00:49:56,679 --> 00:49:58,980 - Oh, do you want a drink? 911 00:49:58,980 --> 00:49:59,813 - No, thanks. 912 00:49:59,813 --> 00:50:02,250 - [Dale] You mind if I have one? 913 00:50:02,250 --> 00:50:03,100 - Yeah, go ahead. 914 00:50:03,972 --> 00:50:05,952 (glass clinking) 915 00:50:05,952 --> 00:50:07,296 First time jitters? 916 00:50:07,296 --> 00:50:09,540 (Dale laughing nervously) 917 00:50:09,540 --> 00:50:11,343 - [Dale] Yeah, is it that obvious? 918 00:50:12,196 --> 00:50:13,593 - Don't worry about it. 919 00:50:14,850 --> 00:50:18,090 - Thanks. (ice cubes clanking) 920 00:50:18,090 --> 00:50:21,750 I just um, wasn't too sure how this all works. 921 00:50:21,750 --> 00:50:23,057 Do we, um? 922 00:50:23,057 --> 00:50:26,376 - We can just talk, while you have your drink, 923 00:50:26,376 --> 00:50:28,868 give you a chance to relax. 924 00:50:28,868 --> 00:50:30,483 - [Dale] Sounds good to me. 925 00:50:31,513 --> 00:50:35,263 (background classical music) 926 00:50:41,878 --> 00:50:43,350 - Nice fire you have going here. 927 00:50:43,350 --> 00:50:44,183 - Hm. 928 00:50:52,763 --> 00:50:54,723 So what do we talk about? 929 00:50:56,907 --> 00:50:58,743 - Tell me about yourself. 930 00:50:59,880 --> 00:51:01,383 - [Dale] Ah, like what? 931 00:51:03,300 --> 00:51:04,923 - Well, you like Shakespeare? 932 00:51:06,420 --> 00:51:09,693 - Um, (laughing) yeah, 933 00:51:11,064 --> 00:51:13,113 "The Tempest" is a favorite. 934 00:51:14,587 --> 00:51:15,537 - "Tempest?" 935 00:51:16,542 --> 00:51:18,543 What made you find me? 936 00:51:21,090 --> 00:51:21,933 - Well, um, 937 00:51:25,350 --> 00:51:29,913 I haven't been with anyone in a while. 938 00:51:37,290 --> 00:51:38,610 - Must be difficult to meet people, 939 00:51:38,610 --> 00:51:40,460 when you're on the Sex Offender List. 940 00:51:45,797 --> 00:51:47,612 - You know about that? 941 00:51:47,612 --> 00:51:50,412 - I check every address I go to. 942 00:51:50,412 --> 00:51:52,554 I should, shouldn't I? 943 00:51:52,554 --> 00:51:54,033 - Oh, absolutely. 944 00:51:55,170 --> 00:51:56,539 - Yeah. 945 00:51:56,539 --> 00:52:00,843 I did some digging online, I couldn't believe what I found. 946 00:52:02,887 --> 00:52:04,833 - That was a long time ago. 947 00:52:05,681 --> 00:52:07,443 - Johnny Owens was a minor. 948 00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:15,483 - I, I, I swear, I thought he was 18. 949 00:52:16,486 --> 00:52:17,883 - How'd you do it? 950 00:52:19,920 --> 00:52:22,293 How'd you lure him in? 951 00:52:23,356 --> 00:52:27,693 Did you build a little fire, offer him a drink? 952 00:52:30,300 --> 00:52:32,878 - Listen, that's not who I am anymore. 953 00:52:32,878 --> 00:52:34,383 I've recovered from that. 954 00:52:35,356 --> 00:52:38,145 - Do you think Johnny recovered? 955 00:52:38,145 --> 00:52:41,193 - Listen, if you don't mind, I'd rather not talk about this. 956 00:52:42,243 --> 00:52:45,003 - You're right, it's cool. 957 00:52:51,048 --> 00:52:52,650 I don't mind. 958 00:52:52,650 --> 00:52:53,483 - Good. 959 00:52:55,138 --> 00:52:56,763 - The thing is, Dale, 960 00:52:58,703 --> 00:53:00,835 Johnny minds. 961 00:53:00,835 --> 00:53:02,970 (blow thudding) - Oh! 962 00:53:02,970 --> 00:53:05,605 Oh, oh. - Johnny minds a lot, Dale! 963 00:53:05,605 --> 00:53:10,605 - Oh, my God. (groaning) 964 00:53:13,804 --> 00:53:15,310 Ah, ow! 965 00:53:15,310 --> 00:53:18,540 Look, oh God, I know it was wrong, I know it was wrong. 966 00:53:18,540 --> 00:53:21,651 I was sick, I needed help, I was abused too. 967 00:53:21,651 --> 00:53:23,823 - Then you should've known better. 968 00:53:24,658 --> 00:53:27,240 What do you see when you look in the mirror, Dale? 969 00:53:27,240 --> 00:53:29,657 - I don't know, please, please, please, 970 00:53:29,657 --> 00:53:31,950 I'll do anything you want, please. 971 00:53:31,950 --> 00:53:33,720 If it's money, I have money, please. 972 00:53:33,720 --> 00:53:34,553 - Money? 973 00:53:35,397 --> 00:53:40,397 (Dale thudding to floor) (Dale groaning) 974 00:53:40,477 --> 00:53:42,217 - Don't, please. 975 00:53:42,217 --> 00:53:45,967 (background classical music) 976 00:53:48,927 --> 00:53:51,047 - "He that dies pays all debts." 977 00:53:52,556 --> 00:53:53,990 (Dale shrieking) 978 00:53:53,990 --> 00:53:58,990 (poker thudding) (melodic classical music) 979 00:54:08,037 --> 00:54:10,677 (Shane breathing heavily) 980 00:54:10,677 --> 00:54:14,177 (melodic classical music) 981 00:54:20,642 --> 00:54:25,642 (shower running) (tense melodic music) 982 00:55:10,092 --> 00:55:13,842 (background classical music) 983 00:55:29,723 --> 00:55:32,180 (door clicking) 984 00:55:32,180 --> 00:55:33,360 (door thudding) 985 00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:34,936 - I hated my first year, 986 00:55:34,936 --> 00:55:39,506 the sponsor said no dating, that sucked. 987 00:55:39,506 --> 00:55:41,891 - Mine said the same thing, but you know, 988 00:55:41,891 --> 00:55:43,367 it's all right now. 989 00:55:43,367 --> 00:55:44,200 - Yeah? - Yeah. 990 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:46,733 - Well, now that you're past a year sober, 991 00:55:46,733 --> 00:55:48,840 got your eyes on anybody you wanna ask out? 992 00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:49,673 - Sure. 993 00:55:50,561 --> 00:55:53,155 We're here, aren't we? 994 00:55:53,155 --> 00:55:54,264 - You mean me? 995 00:55:54,264 --> 00:55:57,018 - Yeah, I mean you, I'm looking at you. 996 00:55:57,018 --> 00:55:59,959 What, didn't you know this was a date? 997 00:55:59,959 --> 00:56:01,653 - I mean, I thought you were into me, 998 00:56:01,653 --> 00:56:03,120 but I didn't think it was like a date date. 999 00:56:03,120 --> 00:56:05,276 - You thought I was into you, but you just, 1000 00:56:05,276 --> 00:56:06,960 you decided to come for the attention? 1001 00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:09,186 - Ah, I don't know about that. 1002 00:56:09,186 --> 00:56:11,673 We're guys, we flirt, that's what we do. 1003 00:56:12,898 --> 00:56:15,153 - Brent, you're totally leading me on. 1004 00:56:16,350 --> 00:56:19,290 - No, I'm being nice to you 'cause you're a newcomer. 1005 00:56:19,290 --> 00:56:21,420 - Bullshit, bullshit! 1006 00:56:21,420 --> 00:56:24,090 No, no, come on, you fucking owe me this date. 1007 00:56:24,090 --> 00:56:26,537 - Ooh, no, I don't owe you this date. 1008 00:56:26,537 --> 00:56:29,730 I don't owe you anything, no one does. 1009 00:56:29,730 --> 00:56:32,763 - Okay, oh what, we're gonna go there with it? 1010 00:56:32,763 --> 00:56:33,857 What an asshole! 1011 00:56:33,857 --> 00:56:35,670 - Okay, let's just dial it back. 1012 00:56:35,670 --> 00:56:36,843 - Oh, fuck you. 1013 00:56:38,217 --> 00:56:40,179 No, yeah, yeah, fuck you! 1014 00:56:40,179 --> 00:56:42,010 (glasses clanking) 1015 00:56:42,010 --> 00:56:44,886 (background guitar music) 1016 00:56:44,886 --> 00:56:48,803 (background people chattering) 1017 00:56:52,569 --> 00:56:55,236 (hand thudding) 1018 00:57:14,580 --> 00:57:15,413 - Oh. 1019 00:57:17,220 --> 00:57:18,207 - Who's she? 1020 00:57:18,207 --> 00:57:19,743 - [Kirsty] Who are you? 1021 00:57:21,390 --> 00:57:23,553 - Alex, this is Kirsty. 1022 00:57:26,280 --> 00:57:27,113 - Hi. 1023 00:57:31,200 --> 00:57:32,103 - You okay? 1024 00:57:33,270 --> 00:57:34,524 - I'm fine. 1025 00:57:34,524 --> 00:57:36,238 - [Kirsty] Don't look it. 1026 00:57:36,238 --> 00:57:38,072 - Don't worry about it. 1027 00:57:38,072 --> 00:57:40,263 - (laughing) Is this about that guy? 1028 00:57:41,910 --> 00:57:42,743 - Yeah. 1029 00:57:44,050 --> 00:57:45,835 - Did he dump you? 1030 00:57:45,835 --> 00:57:47,403 - Something like that. 1031 00:57:48,838 --> 00:57:51,085 - Remember, it's not about him, 1032 00:57:51,085 --> 00:57:53,784 it was about you taking your shot. 1033 00:57:53,784 --> 00:57:54,933 Now move on. 1034 00:57:55,901 --> 00:57:57,423 - It's not that easy. 1035 00:57:58,345 --> 00:58:00,538 - Don't worry, baby, 1036 00:58:00,538 --> 00:58:03,625 somebody's gonna love that sweet face of yours. 1037 00:58:03,625 --> 00:58:06,375 (Shane laughing) 1038 00:58:08,116 --> 00:58:09,933 Now if you'll excuse me. 1039 00:58:12,821 --> 00:58:14,670 Don't leave me waiting too long. 1040 00:58:14,670 --> 00:58:15,630 - All right. 1041 00:58:15,630 --> 00:58:18,027 (hand patting) 1042 00:58:18,027 --> 00:58:20,668 (Shane laughing) 1043 00:58:20,668 --> 00:58:22,353 - Is she one of your clients? 1044 00:58:24,485 --> 00:58:26,193 - Why would you think that? 1045 00:58:27,437 --> 00:58:30,538 - I just thought that you- - You just thought that? 1046 00:58:30,538 --> 00:58:33,255 (soft tense music) 1047 00:58:33,255 --> 00:58:35,480 You have your little girlfriend. 1048 00:58:41,691 --> 00:58:44,274 (hand patting) 1049 00:58:49,551 --> 00:58:53,218 (Shane and Kirsty laughing) 1050 00:58:56,436 --> 00:58:59,519 (soft melodic music) 1051 00:59:26,125 --> 00:59:28,792 (Alex knocking) 1052 00:59:31,360 --> 00:59:34,027 (door clicking) 1053 00:59:34,910 --> 00:59:36,523 - Hey. - Hey. 1054 00:59:36,523 --> 00:59:38,574 - I didn't expect to see you back here. 1055 00:59:38,574 --> 00:59:39,993 - What's up, Randy? 1056 00:59:41,130 --> 00:59:41,963 - What's up? 1057 00:59:42,822 --> 00:59:46,155 (background soft music) 1058 00:59:55,639 --> 00:59:57,213 - [Freddy] Any word yet? 1059 00:59:58,807 --> 01:00:02,282 - No, just starting to get a little worried. 1060 01:00:02,282 --> 01:00:04,832 - Well, he could still show up, the night is young. 1061 01:00:09,369 --> 01:00:14,190 Meanwhile, you are so unbelievably talented. 1062 01:00:14,190 --> 01:00:15,483 - Thanks, Freddy. 1063 01:00:18,472 --> 01:00:21,276 - You know, we do tend to always think the worst. 1064 01:00:21,276 --> 01:00:23,130 I'm sure there's just some dumb reason, 1065 01:00:23,130 --> 01:00:24,570 that he is not here yet. 1066 01:00:24,570 --> 01:00:26,493 - Yeah, that's what I'm afraid of. 1067 01:00:29,245 --> 01:00:30,078 - Is this okay? 1068 01:00:30,078 --> 01:00:32,070 - Yeah, let's fucking do it. 1069 01:00:32,070 --> 01:00:32,903 - Damn! 1070 01:00:34,495 --> 01:00:37,897 (background melodic music) 1071 01:00:37,897 --> 01:00:38,730 Damn! 1072 01:00:38,730 --> 01:00:39,600 - I take it it'll be a rough one? 1073 01:00:39,600 --> 01:00:42,848 - Yeah, what you don't know about me. 1074 01:00:42,848 --> 01:00:44,848 - Like what? - Like this. 1075 01:00:48,040 --> 01:00:50,707 (Randy moaning) 1076 01:00:51,754 --> 01:00:52,587 - Damn. 1077 01:00:52,587 --> 01:00:54,670 - You ready for some more? - Yeah. 1078 01:00:54,670 --> 01:00:55,670 - Yeah? - Oh. 1079 01:01:03,164 --> 01:01:08,164 (tense melodic music) (Randy moaning) 1080 01:01:08,486 --> 01:01:10,995 What the fuck are you doing? 1081 01:01:10,995 --> 01:01:12,553 - Relax. - What the fuck are you doing? 1082 01:01:12,553 --> 01:01:14,373 - Come on, it's fine. - No! 1083 01:01:18,060 --> 01:01:19,740 I want you to go. - Randy, I'm sorry, 1084 01:01:19,740 --> 01:01:21,090 I thought you liked it, man, it's cool, 1085 01:01:21,090 --> 01:01:23,100 we could, we could do- - No, no, no, no, no, no. 1086 01:01:23,100 --> 01:01:23,970 - Randy. 1087 01:01:23,970 --> 01:01:25,320 - I don't know what you think this is. 1088 01:01:25,320 --> 01:01:28,379 - Yo, don't be like that. - I'm not into that. 1089 01:01:28,379 --> 01:01:31,196 - I-I'm sorry, I was just trying to impress you. 1090 01:01:31,196 --> 01:01:32,906 Don't be like that. - Just get out, man. 1091 01:01:32,906 --> 01:01:35,990 - Come on, we could try again, Randy, don't be like... 1092 01:01:40,789 --> 01:01:43,456 (door thudding) 1093 01:01:44,687 --> 01:01:47,468 (Randy exhaling heavily) 1094 01:01:47,468 --> 01:01:52,468 ♪ I thought that's what you wanted all the time ♪ 1095 01:01:52,507 --> 01:01:53,985 (keys jangling) 1096 01:01:53,985 --> 01:01:57,318 (Randy sighing heavily) 1097 01:02:00,397 --> 01:02:05,397 - [Randy] Alex, Alex, hey, you forgot your keys. 1098 01:02:05,615 --> 01:02:07,868 - Look, Randy, I'm so sorry. 1099 01:02:07,868 --> 01:02:09,540 I'm, I would never hurt you, man, 1100 01:02:09,540 --> 01:02:11,670 I just, I wanted you to like me. 1101 01:02:11,670 --> 01:02:15,931 - Look, some people are what, into that. 1102 01:02:15,931 --> 01:02:17,700 It's just not my thing, okay. 1103 01:02:17,700 --> 01:02:19,170 - I get it, I get it. 1104 01:02:19,170 --> 01:02:20,809 Let me just try again, I'll be gentle. 1105 01:02:20,809 --> 01:02:21,870 - I don't know. 1106 01:02:21,870 --> 01:02:23,943 - Please, please, look, I'll be gentle. 1107 01:02:46,528 --> 01:02:48,905 - Look at the fairy boys. 1108 01:02:48,905 --> 01:02:51,654 - Come on, man. - What did you just say? 1109 01:02:51,654 --> 01:02:54,183 - I think you heard me, faggot. 1110 01:02:54,183 --> 01:02:55,980 - You can't talk to us like that. 1111 01:02:55,980 --> 01:02:56,813 - Yeah? - Alex. 1112 01:02:56,813 --> 01:02:57,646 - Step back, Randy. 1113 01:02:57,646 --> 01:03:00,360 Yeah, well, at least I'm not some fucking closet fuck 1114 01:03:00,360 --> 01:03:01,193 getting your rocks up- 1115 01:03:01,193 --> 01:03:02,026 - You trying to start something? 1116 01:03:02,026 --> 01:03:03,900 - Maybe I am, but how about you blow me first? 1117 01:03:03,900 --> 01:03:04,733 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 1118 01:03:04,733 --> 01:03:08,175 - Yeah? (blow thudding) 1119 01:03:08,175 --> 01:03:09,690 (soft tense music) 1120 01:03:09,690 --> 01:03:10,950 - Come on. - Fucking bitch. 1121 01:03:10,950 --> 01:03:12,517 - [Alex] Come on. 1122 01:03:12,517 --> 01:03:14,475 (metal bar thudding) 1123 01:03:14,475 --> 01:03:17,370 (Alex thudding to ground) 1124 01:03:17,370 --> 01:03:19,630 - Yeah, yeah, how'd you like that? 1125 01:03:19,630 --> 01:03:20,715 (blow thudding) Huh? 1126 01:03:20,715 --> 01:03:23,238 (blow thudding) - Oh! 1127 01:03:23,238 --> 01:03:25,376 - [Man] You wanna punch me? 1128 01:03:25,376 --> 01:03:27,060 (blow thudding) - Uh! 1129 01:03:27,060 --> 01:03:27,991 - [Man] Huh? 1130 01:03:27,991 --> 01:03:29,434 (kick thudding) - Uh! 1131 01:03:29,434 --> 01:03:30,463 - Fuck you! 1132 01:03:30,463 --> 01:03:32,453 (Alex coughing) 1133 01:03:32,453 --> 01:03:35,620 (tense melodic music) 1134 01:03:37,788 --> 01:03:39,930 - Yeah, they're over here in the, in the alley, 1135 01:03:39,930 --> 01:03:41,520 my, my friend. 1136 01:03:41,520 --> 01:03:43,535 Alex, come on. 1137 01:03:43,535 --> 01:03:46,452 (soft tense music) 1138 01:03:58,550 --> 01:04:00,494 - Oh, there he is. 1139 01:04:00,494 --> 01:04:02,160 (soft melodic music) 1140 01:04:02,160 --> 01:04:04,113 - It hurts so much. 1141 01:04:05,135 --> 01:04:06,780 - You're gonna be okay. 1142 01:04:06,780 --> 01:04:07,613 - Hm. 1143 01:04:09,090 --> 01:04:10,440 - [Veronica] Okay. 1144 01:04:10,440 --> 01:04:11,343 - So you drank? 1145 01:04:12,600 --> 01:04:15,000 - I can't do this with you right now, GJ. 1146 01:04:15,000 --> 01:04:16,791 - [Gracie] I thought you were done. 1147 01:04:16,791 --> 01:04:18,208 - Yeah, so did I. 1148 01:04:21,057 --> 01:04:23,010 Did they find the guy? 1149 01:04:23,010 --> 01:04:25,653 - No, not yet anyway. 1150 01:04:27,210 --> 01:04:29,190 - So what happened? 1151 01:04:29,190 --> 01:04:32,130 - This asshole called me a faggot. 1152 01:04:32,130 --> 01:04:33,993 - [Gracie] And you fought him? 1153 01:04:35,340 --> 01:04:36,960 - What was I supposed to do? 1154 01:04:36,960 --> 01:04:38,845 - Walk away, let it go. 1155 01:04:38,845 --> 01:04:41,141 - I'm tired of being pushed around, Gracie. 1156 01:04:41,141 --> 01:04:43,983 - You could have been killed, Alex! 1157 01:04:45,120 --> 01:04:48,900 - You have every right to stand up for yourself, baby, 1158 01:04:48,900 --> 01:04:50,502 but you have to pick your battles. 1159 01:04:50,502 --> 01:04:53,017 - You know this started when Shane moved in? 1160 01:04:53,017 --> 01:04:54,637 You should have listened to me. 1161 01:04:54,637 --> 01:04:57,750 - Well, I'm a little more concerned with being the victim 1162 01:04:57,750 --> 01:05:00,000 of a hate crime right now, if that's okay with you. 1163 01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:02,408 - No, actually it's not okay, it's not okay at all, 1164 01:05:02,408 --> 01:05:04,560 because there shouldn't have been a hate crime. 1165 01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:06,060 You weren't supposed to be drunk, 1166 01:05:06,060 --> 01:05:07,620 you weren't supposed to be hooking up 1167 01:05:07,620 --> 01:05:09,030 and you for damn sure weren't supposed to be 1168 01:05:09,030 --> 01:05:11,833 starting a fight with some homophobic jackass! 1169 01:05:11,833 --> 01:05:14,294 You were supposed to be with me at my show, 1170 01:05:14,294 --> 01:05:16,285 because it was my night! 1171 01:05:16,285 --> 01:05:17,640 (Alex sighing) 1172 01:05:17,640 --> 01:05:20,220 Yeah, after I talked you up to my boss's husband, 1173 01:05:20,220 --> 01:05:22,320 told him all about my talented best friend, 1174 01:05:22,320 --> 01:05:24,420 who didn't even bother to fucking show up! 1175 01:05:24,420 --> 01:05:26,193 - Shit, Gracie, I'm, 1176 01:05:28,527 --> 01:05:29,397 I'm sorry. 1177 01:05:29,397 --> 01:05:32,700 - I'm so done with you, Alex, I have one life 1178 01:05:32,700 --> 01:05:35,463 and I am done trying to help you fix yours! 1179 01:05:36,570 --> 01:05:38,486 Good luck, Veronica, you're a saint. 1180 01:05:38,486 --> 01:05:39,319 - Gracie. 1181 01:05:41,955 --> 01:05:44,872 (Veronica sighing) 1182 01:05:46,492 --> 01:05:47,700 (door thudding) 1183 01:05:47,700 --> 01:05:49,443 - So I guess you hate me now too? 1184 01:05:50,820 --> 01:05:51,873 - No, honey, 1185 01:05:53,760 --> 01:05:55,713 I love you and I'm your sponsor, 1186 01:05:57,570 --> 01:05:59,073 but I can't run your life. 1187 01:06:00,060 --> 01:06:04,042 I'm just here to try to help you stay sober. 1188 01:06:04,042 --> 01:06:05,403 Do you want that? 1189 01:06:07,271 --> 01:06:08,580 - I really don't know. 1190 01:06:08,580 --> 01:06:12,400 - Well, you think about it and let me know 1191 01:06:13,716 --> 01:06:15,753 and I urge you to ask yourself, 1192 01:06:17,082 --> 01:06:20,043 do you want the rest of your life to look like this? 1193 01:06:21,264 --> 01:06:24,514 (gentle melodic music) 1194 01:06:29,557 --> 01:06:33,047 Here you go, slowly. - Mm-hm, mm-hm, okay. 1195 01:06:33,047 --> 01:06:34,590 - Do you need anything? 1196 01:06:34,590 --> 01:06:36,420 - No, they said the pillow, I should be okay, 1197 01:06:36,420 --> 01:06:37,470 I just, I don't know. 1198 01:06:39,496 --> 01:06:41,400 - Do you want me to stay? 1199 01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:44,640 - No, it's fine, Ronnie, you've done enough really. 1200 01:06:44,640 --> 01:06:45,646 - [Veronica] Okay. 1201 01:06:45,646 --> 01:06:46,923 - What happened to you? 1202 01:06:48,360 --> 01:06:49,863 - He was gay bashed. 1203 01:06:55,870 --> 01:06:57,678 - Did you put up a good fight? 1204 01:06:57,678 --> 01:06:59,643 - He cracked his ribs, you know. 1205 01:07:02,010 --> 01:07:02,843 - Here, 1206 01:07:05,820 --> 01:07:06,683 for next time. 1207 01:07:06,683 --> 01:07:08,934 (flick knife clicking) 1208 01:07:08,934 --> 01:07:11,013 I believe in protecting myself. 1209 01:07:13,140 --> 01:07:15,180 - What you do is none of my business. 1210 01:07:15,180 --> 01:07:17,220 - Just like it was none of your business, 1211 01:07:17,220 --> 01:07:20,670 when I moved into a house where his father was murdered? 1212 01:07:20,670 --> 01:07:22,073 Alex told me you knew. 1213 01:07:22,073 --> 01:07:25,475 - That was Alex's business to disclose if he wanted to, 1214 01:07:25,475 --> 01:07:28,260 there was no law that said he had to. 1215 01:07:28,260 --> 01:07:30,613 - Hm, I see how it works. 1216 01:07:30,613 --> 01:07:31,923 - I don't think you do. 1217 01:07:35,760 --> 01:07:38,013 Honey, I'm gonna come back and check on you. 1218 01:07:42,501 --> 01:07:45,751 (gentle melodic music) 1219 01:07:49,622 --> 01:07:50,455 - Bye. 1220 01:07:57,047 --> 01:07:58,147 - She's wrong, you know. 1221 01:07:58,147 --> 01:08:00,033 - Would you get off of her? 1222 01:08:00,989 --> 01:08:02,820 She helps a lot of people. 1223 01:08:02,820 --> 01:08:04,120 - I never said she didn't. 1224 01:08:05,099 --> 01:08:07,193 - I shouldn't have pushed that guy. 1225 01:08:07,193 --> 01:08:09,720 - If you don't stand up for yourself, who will? 1226 01:08:09,720 --> 01:08:11,333 - It was stupid, it was stupid. 1227 01:08:11,333 --> 01:08:13,230 - Why are you so afraid to fight back? 1228 01:08:13,230 --> 01:08:14,433 - Look at me. 1229 01:08:18,664 --> 01:08:21,123 - You're stronger than you think you are, Alex. 1230 01:08:29,667 --> 01:08:31,263 I wanna show you something. 1231 01:08:33,509 --> 01:08:36,259 (Shane knocking) 1232 01:08:44,469 --> 01:08:47,623 (door clicking) 1233 01:08:47,623 --> 01:08:48,960 - [Grant] Peter? 1234 01:08:48,960 --> 01:08:50,250 - Yeah. 1235 01:08:50,250 --> 01:08:51,437 Grant? 1236 01:08:51,437 --> 01:08:53,133 - [Grant] Yeah, that's me. 1237 01:08:54,390 --> 01:08:55,560 Who are you? 1238 01:08:55,560 --> 01:08:56,766 - A friend. 1239 01:08:56,766 --> 01:09:00,333 - I don't go alone these days, you understand? 1240 01:09:01,971 --> 01:09:03,971 - [Grant] Yeah, sure. 1241 01:09:03,971 --> 01:09:05,730 - Can we come in? 1242 01:09:05,730 --> 01:09:07,740 - [Grant] Oh, yeah. 1243 01:09:07,740 --> 01:09:08,573 - Thanks. 1244 01:09:11,036 --> 01:09:13,413 Ah, this is a nice place you have. 1245 01:09:13,413 --> 01:09:14,580 (door thudding) 1246 01:09:14,580 --> 01:09:15,413 You live alone? 1247 01:09:16,530 --> 01:09:17,820 - Yeah, just me. 1248 01:09:17,820 --> 01:09:21,000 Do you guys want a drink or something? 1249 01:09:21,000 --> 01:09:22,323 - No, thanks. 1250 01:09:24,684 --> 01:09:26,340 - Okay, what do we do now? 1251 01:09:26,340 --> 01:09:27,608 We could go to the bedroom, 1252 01:09:27,608 --> 01:09:29,658 if your friend doesn't mind staying here. 1253 01:09:31,230 --> 01:09:32,160 - Yeah, in a minute. 1254 01:09:32,160 --> 01:09:34,773 I have a few more questions, if you don't mind. 1255 01:09:36,990 --> 01:09:38,313 - Okay, sure. 1256 01:09:39,810 --> 01:09:41,760 - Can you tell me about Rachel Monahan? 1257 01:09:43,623 --> 01:09:46,643 - Why do you wanna know about her? 1258 01:09:46,643 --> 01:09:48,745 - I think you know why. 1259 01:09:48,745 --> 01:09:50,641 (soft tense music) 1260 01:09:50,641 --> 01:09:52,827 - Okay, you know what, you two are starting to freak me out 1261 01:09:52,827 --> 01:09:55,856 and I think you should go. - You're freaked out? 1262 01:09:55,856 --> 01:09:59,905 That's interesting, you molested Rachel, a teenager, 1263 01:09:59,905 --> 01:10:01,590 you think Rachel was freaked out? 1264 01:10:01,590 --> 01:10:03,210 - Who the fuck are you? - Who the fuck are you 1265 01:10:03,210 --> 01:10:04,093 to do that to a kid? 1266 01:10:04,093 --> 01:10:05,760 Did you do that to your own fucking daughter, 1267 01:10:05,760 --> 01:10:07,140 you punk bitch? - Okay, get out! 1268 01:10:07,140 --> 01:10:08,461 I'm gonna call the cops! - Shut the fuck up! 1269 01:10:08,461 --> 01:10:09,495 (blow thudding) 1270 01:10:09,495 --> 01:10:10,620 (Grant thudding to floor) 1271 01:10:10,620 --> 01:10:12,456 - Holy shit! 1272 01:10:12,456 --> 01:10:15,240 (soft tense music) 1273 01:10:15,240 --> 01:10:17,730 - Come on! (Grant coughing) 1274 01:10:17,730 --> 01:10:19,271 - Oh. 1275 01:10:19,271 --> 01:10:21,551 - This is your chance. 1276 01:10:21,551 --> 01:10:22,770 (flick knife clicking) 1277 01:10:22,770 --> 01:10:23,720 You wanna kill him? 1278 01:10:25,477 --> 01:10:26,900 - [Alex] Shane, I can't. 1279 01:10:26,900 --> 01:10:28,950 - If you don't do this, he gets away with it. 1280 01:10:28,950 --> 01:10:30,927 - I'm not killing anybody. 1281 01:10:30,927 --> 01:10:32,677 (knife clattering to floor) 1282 01:10:32,677 --> 01:10:34,891 (soft tense music) 1283 01:10:34,891 --> 01:10:39,891 (kicks thudding) (Grant groaning) 1284 01:10:42,048 --> 01:10:44,253 - You have a choice here, Alex, 1285 01:10:45,385 --> 01:10:48,077 you can crawl back to that safe, little cave 1286 01:10:48,077 --> 01:10:49,600 and drink your life away 1287 01:10:50,639 --> 01:10:53,403 or you can give this sick fuck what he deserves. 1288 01:10:58,171 --> 01:11:03,171 (kicks thudding) (Grant groaning) 1289 01:11:06,410 --> 01:11:08,371 - Fuck! 1290 01:11:08,371 --> 01:11:11,121 (Grant groaning) 1291 01:11:14,237 --> 01:11:18,510 - No, no! (groaning) 1292 01:11:18,510 --> 01:11:19,343 Stop. 1293 01:11:21,677 --> 01:11:24,930 - Look at yourself, Grant, you did this, 1294 01:11:24,930 --> 01:11:26,469 you brought this on. 1295 01:11:26,469 --> 01:11:27,302 (flick knife clicking) 1296 01:11:27,302 --> 01:11:29,110 - No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 1297 01:11:29,110 --> 01:11:30,930 - Think hard about what he did, Alex. 1298 01:11:30,930 --> 01:11:31,763 - Shane. 1299 01:11:32,640 --> 01:11:34,050 - No, no, please don't. 1300 01:11:34,050 --> 01:11:35,570 - Should I do it? - No! 1301 01:11:35,570 --> 01:11:37,370 - No, stop, stop, don't, please. 1302 01:11:37,370 --> 01:11:38,940 (knife thudding) 1303 01:11:38,940 --> 01:11:43,940 (soft tense music) (Grant gurgling) 1304 01:11:47,908 --> 01:11:49,099 (Grant gasping softly) 1305 01:11:49,099 --> 01:11:52,761 (Grant thudding to floor) 1306 01:11:52,761 --> 01:11:54,423 - One less monster. 1307 01:11:55,860 --> 01:11:56,693 - Shit. 1308 01:11:58,230 --> 01:11:59,553 You had no right. 1309 01:12:03,788 --> 01:12:07,140 - He's nothing but a fucking schoolyard-stalking 1310 01:12:07,140 --> 01:12:10,413 child molester, do you really think he deserved to live? 1311 01:12:12,554 --> 01:12:13,387 Do you? 1312 01:12:17,996 --> 01:12:19,383 That's what I thought. 1313 01:12:21,046 --> 01:12:23,963 (soft tense music) 1314 01:12:28,148 --> 01:12:31,481 (background rock music) 1315 01:12:37,024 --> 01:12:38,820 I don't think I need to tell you this, 1316 01:12:38,820 --> 01:12:40,710 but this isn't something you run and tell your sponsor 1317 01:12:40,710 --> 01:12:42,417 or little girlfriend about. - Yeah, why not? 1318 01:12:42,417 --> 01:12:44,880 - Are you fucking serious? - Are you fucking serious? 1319 01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:47,673 I didn't fucking do this, I didn't want this! 1320 01:12:52,594 --> 01:12:54,449 - Give me your shirt. 1321 01:12:54,449 --> 01:12:56,223 - What? - There's blood on it. 1322 01:13:04,316 --> 01:13:07,543 - Does anything you fucking listen to have lyrics? 1323 01:13:12,534 --> 01:13:17,534 (blows thudding) (upbeat rock music) 1324 01:13:24,414 --> 01:13:27,914 (Shane breathing heavily) 1325 01:13:33,707 --> 01:13:36,254 (Shane roaring) 1326 01:13:36,254 --> 01:13:41,254 (blows thudding) (upbeat rock music) 1327 01:13:54,107 --> 01:13:56,043 - How's that working out for you? 1328 01:14:00,507 --> 01:14:04,743 - What you did tonight, have you done it before? 1329 01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:16,923 - People pay for my company, I look up their address. 1330 01:14:18,678 --> 01:14:22,233 If they're not on a list, then everyone has a good time, 1331 01:14:23,340 --> 01:14:28,002 but if they are, yes, I do the right thing. 1332 01:14:28,002 --> 01:14:29,310 - Kill people? 1333 01:14:29,310 --> 01:14:30,783 - That deserve to die. 1334 01:14:32,467 --> 01:14:33,483 - You're not God. 1335 01:14:39,930 --> 01:14:40,773 - Alex. 1336 01:14:43,410 --> 01:14:44,943 I'm doing God's work. 1337 01:14:46,272 --> 01:14:48,273 - What the fuck happened to you? 1338 01:14:49,328 --> 01:14:50,883 - That doesn't matter, 1339 01:14:53,010 --> 01:14:54,208 all that is in the past. 1340 01:14:54,208 --> 01:14:57,586 What matters now is we set things right. 1341 01:14:57,586 --> 01:14:59,575 - They deserve a second chance. 1342 01:14:59,575 --> 01:15:01,263 - Do you really believe that? 1343 01:15:04,680 --> 01:15:09,273 Some people, after they're abused, they commit suicide. 1344 01:15:12,403 --> 01:15:14,343 Did they get a second chance? 1345 01:15:17,378 --> 01:15:19,117 - I want you out. 1346 01:15:21,900 --> 01:15:23,403 I'm calling the cops. 1347 01:15:25,007 --> 01:15:26,873 - Calling the cops, yeah. 1348 01:15:28,016 --> 01:15:30,633 (gentle melodic music) 1349 01:15:30,633 --> 01:15:34,113 It's okay, call the cops then, 1350 01:15:35,482 --> 01:15:37,380 you were there too. 1351 01:15:37,380 --> 01:15:38,490 - So what? 1352 01:15:38,490 --> 01:15:42,063 - In fact, you're the one that killed him. 1353 01:15:43,170 --> 01:15:47,373 I tried to stop you, I have your shirt with his blood on it. 1354 01:15:49,440 --> 01:15:50,850 - Fuck you. 1355 01:15:50,850 --> 01:15:52,583 - No, fuck you, Alex! 1356 01:15:57,752 --> 01:15:58,585 Fuck you. 1357 01:16:07,475 --> 01:16:10,392 (soft piano music) 1358 01:16:18,263 --> 01:16:19,418 (objects clattering) 1359 01:16:19,418 --> 01:16:22,415 (Alex thudding to floor) 1360 01:16:22,415 --> 01:16:23,851 - Fuck. 1361 01:16:23,851 --> 01:16:26,768 (soft piano music) 1362 01:16:38,628 --> 01:16:39,461 Gracie. 1363 01:16:41,598 --> 01:16:42,431 Gracie 1364 01:16:45,047 --> 01:16:45,880 I'm sorry. 1365 01:16:48,417 --> 01:16:49,584 I'm fucked up, 1366 01:16:51,734 --> 01:16:52,984 but I love you. 1367 01:16:56,718 --> 01:16:58,718 I'd do anything for you. 1368 01:17:00,087 --> 01:17:01,930 (bag thudding) 1369 01:17:01,930 --> 01:17:05,103 (soft piano music) 1370 01:17:05,103 --> 01:17:07,203 I told you to get the fuck out. 1371 01:17:10,373 --> 01:17:11,823 - Tell me one thing. 1372 01:17:17,203 --> 01:17:19,353 What were you gonna say to your dad? 1373 01:17:20,309 --> 01:17:22,383 - I don't have to tell you shit. 1374 01:17:30,257 --> 01:17:31,423 - Yeah, you do. 1375 01:17:34,769 --> 01:17:36,602 - I was, I don't know, 1376 01:17:37,873 --> 01:17:40,640 just gonna see if he'd changed. 1377 01:17:40,640 --> 01:17:42,903 Maybe give him a second chance, I don't know. 1378 01:17:43,770 --> 01:17:44,973 - And then what? 1379 01:17:48,404 --> 01:17:50,313 Pretend nothing ever happened? 1380 01:17:51,500 --> 01:17:55,039 (soft piano music) 1381 01:17:55,039 --> 01:17:57,033 You gonna drink some more? 1382 01:17:59,175 --> 01:18:01,113 Maybe try to kill yourself again. 1383 01:18:02,875 --> 01:18:04,533 - You're fucking crazy. 1384 01:18:08,054 --> 01:18:09,723 - You try to kill yourself. 1385 01:18:12,600 --> 01:18:13,803 I kill monsters. 1386 01:18:17,727 --> 01:18:19,473 Who's the crazy one here? 1387 01:18:27,060 --> 01:18:28,424 - Bye. 1388 01:18:28,424 --> 01:18:31,341 (soft piano music) 1389 01:18:53,810 --> 01:18:57,060 (light haunting music) 1390 01:19:00,490 --> 01:19:03,157 (Alex groaning) 1391 01:19:04,842 --> 01:19:08,711 - [Gracie] There are a lot of really sick people 1392 01:19:08,711 --> 01:19:09,746 in this world. 1393 01:19:09,746 --> 01:19:14,746 - [Veronica] If you can think of him as sick instead of bad, 1394 01:19:15,900 --> 01:19:19,830 the shift in your perception might be the miracle you need. 1395 01:19:20,889 --> 01:19:24,222 (soft orchestral music) 1396 01:19:28,706 --> 01:19:30,456 - I forgive you, Dad. 1397 01:19:37,184 --> 01:19:38,351 I forgive you. 1398 01:19:40,907 --> 01:19:41,862 (birds chirping) 1399 01:19:41,862 --> 01:19:45,210 - There's more than 300 murders a year in New York 1400 01:19:45,210 --> 01:19:47,179 and almost 10,000 unsolved murders. 1401 01:19:47,179 --> 01:19:52,140 - What, what are the odds of, of, of us catching him? 1402 01:19:52,140 --> 01:19:56,490 - This guy knows what he's doing, he doesn't leave a trail, 1403 01:19:56,490 --> 01:19:58,773 but I won't stop until we find him. 1404 01:20:01,077 --> 01:20:05,073 - I should've just called you sooner. 1405 01:20:06,450 --> 01:20:07,590 Stupid. 1406 01:20:07,590 --> 01:20:11,913 - Some people never report a crime, it takes courage. 1407 01:20:16,813 --> 01:20:17,646 - Thanks. 1408 01:20:19,491 --> 01:20:22,408 (soft tense music) 1409 01:20:27,441 --> 01:20:30,108 (door clicking) 1410 01:20:32,750 --> 01:20:36,221 (door thudding) 1411 01:20:36,221 --> 01:20:37,720 (light switch clicking) 1412 01:20:37,720 --> 01:20:39,438 (keys jangling) 1413 01:20:39,438 --> 01:20:42,445 (soft tense music) 1414 01:20:42,445 --> 01:20:45,112 (phone ringing) 1415 01:20:46,230 --> 01:20:47,063 Gracie. 1416 01:20:47,063 --> 01:20:48,180 - I have nothing to say to you, Alex. 1417 01:20:48,180 --> 01:20:50,430 - [Alex] Let me just explain to you, I know it's different, 1418 01:20:50,430 --> 01:20:51,510 it's different. - I don't care. 1419 01:20:51,510 --> 01:20:52,980 - [Alex] You were right about Shane, okay. 1420 01:20:52,980 --> 01:20:55,530 - [Gracie] I don't care, it's always the same with you. 1421 01:20:55,530 --> 01:20:57,537 - [Alex] No, I know, but he's dangerous, Gracie. 1422 01:20:57,537 --> 01:20:58,583 (soft tense music) - Goodbye, Alex. 1423 01:21:00,258 --> 01:21:03,008 (Gracie gasping) 1424 01:21:04,920 --> 01:21:06,603 - God, I'm having a bad day here. 1425 01:21:07,447 --> 01:21:10,364 (soft piano music) 1426 01:21:13,520 --> 01:21:14,793 (Veronica sobbing) 1427 01:21:14,793 --> 01:21:17,460 (Alex knocking) 1428 01:21:19,905 --> 01:21:23,406 Oh. 1429 01:21:23,406 --> 01:21:26,989 (Veronica clearing throat) 1430 01:21:31,515 --> 01:21:32,730 (door clicking) 1431 01:21:32,730 --> 01:21:34,143 - Gracie won't speak to me. 1432 01:21:35,010 --> 01:21:37,410 - No how are you 1433 01:21:37,410 --> 01:21:41,220 or I'm sorry for dropping by without calling? 1434 01:21:41,220 --> 01:21:43,200 - I did call, you didn't answer, I'm sorry, 1435 01:21:43,200 --> 01:21:44,490 but Gracie won't see me. 1436 01:21:44,490 --> 01:21:48,630 - Alex, you relapsed, you missed her show. 1437 01:21:48,630 --> 01:21:51,420 You do nothing but think about yourself, 1438 01:21:51,420 --> 01:21:52,863 including right now. 1439 01:21:56,130 --> 01:21:58,713 Honey, I am beat, 1440 01:21:59,670 --> 01:22:01,323 do you want anything else? 1441 01:22:02,370 --> 01:22:04,500 - I need to know how I can get Gracie to forgive me, 1442 01:22:04,500 --> 01:22:06,698 Ronnie, please. - Stop saying I'm sorry, 1443 01:22:06,698 --> 01:22:08,850 it's just words. 1444 01:22:08,850 --> 01:22:13,050 Show up, be the friend she's been to you. 1445 01:22:13,050 --> 01:22:17,040 You do anything you want, no matter the cost. 1446 01:22:17,040 --> 01:22:18,813 It's time to grow up, Alex. 1447 01:22:21,630 --> 01:22:23,264 - Thanks. 1448 01:22:23,264 --> 01:22:24,903 I'm sorry I bothered you. 1449 01:22:26,610 --> 01:22:28,219 - Alex. (sobbing) 1450 01:22:28,219 --> 01:22:30,000 (soft orchestral music) 1451 01:22:30,000 --> 01:22:34,593 When I lost Ethan, I woke up and I got sober, 1452 01:22:35,760 --> 01:22:38,553 but being sober is only the beginning. 1453 01:22:39,930 --> 01:22:43,170 You've got to show Gracie real change, 1454 01:22:43,170 --> 01:22:45,303 before she can trust you again. 1455 01:22:46,693 --> 01:22:49,450 You have a chance that I didn't have 1456 01:22:50,940 --> 01:22:55,773 and with time and with patience, you can fix this, 1457 01:22:56,670 --> 01:22:58,203 I know you can. 1458 01:23:00,560 --> 01:23:01,683 - Goodnight, Ronnie. 1459 01:23:03,401 --> 01:23:06,734 (soft orchestral music) 1460 01:23:07,651 --> 01:23:08,876 (car door thudding) 1461 01:23:08,876 --> 01:23:10,147 (Veronica sobbing) 1462 01:23:10,147 --> 01:23:11,591 (car engine starting) 1463 01:23:11,591 --> 01:23:14,174 (car rumbling) 1464 01:23:16,702 --> 01:23:19,320 (phone ringing) (soft tense music) 1465 01:23:19,320 --> 01:23:20,153 - GJ. 1466 01:23:20,153 --> 01:23:21,693 - [Shane] No, but she's here. 1467 01:23:22,959 --> 01:23:24,718 - I'm calling the cops. - You don't wanna do that, 1468 01:23:24,718 --> 01:23:27,210 not if you wanna see your little girlfriend alive. 1469 01:23:27,210 --> 01:23:30,219 - Leave her alone, you fuck, this is between you and me! 1470 01:23:30,219 --> 01:23:31,830 - [Shane] I want you to come to the garage, Alex, 1471 01:23:31,830 --> 01:23:33,550 she's running out time. - Gracie! 1472 01:23:34,500 --> 01:23:36,476 (tense orchestral music) 1473 01:23:36,476 --> 01:23:38,254 (car engine idling) 1474 01:23:38,254 --> 01:23:39,087 Gracie! 1475 01:23:40,033 --> 01:23:41,537 - Alex! - Gracie! (hands tapping) 1476 01:23:41,537 --> 01:23:42,486 (Alex thudding) Uh! 1477 01:23:42,486 --> 01:23:43,770 - I said I'd make a fighter out of you, Alex. 1478 01:23:43,770 --> 01:23:46,072 The only way to do that is to get rid of your little crutch. 1479 01:23:46,072 --> 01:23:48,690 You're gonna have to fight harder than that. 1480 01:23:48,690 --> 01:23:50,464 You really wanna let her die? 1481 01:23:50,464 --> 01:23:51,473 (Alex grunting) 1482 01:23:51,473 --> 01:23:53,253 (tense orchestral music) 1483 01:23:53,253 --> 01:23:56,135 You said you'd do anything for Gracie, prove it! 1484 01:23:56,135 --> 01:23:58,051 (head thudding) - Uh! 1485 01:23:58,051 --> 01:24:01,941 (blows thudding) (Alex grunting) 1486 01:24:01,941 --> 01:24:05,210 (tense orchestral music) 1487 01:24:05,210 --> 01:24:07,680 - Do you really wanna know what happened to me, Alex? 1488 01:24:07,680 --> 01:24:09,270 I went away to Little League camp. 1489 01:24:09,270 --> 01:24:12,723 Your dad, that sick fuck, he was my coach! 1490 01:24:12,723 --> 01:24:15,788 You know what he did to me, don't you, Alex? 1491 01:24:15,788 --> 01:24:19,050 I can't count how many years I walked around ashamed, 1492 01:24:19,050 --> 01:24:21,810 a loser, weak! 1493 01:24:21,810 --> 01:24:25,342 But then I found a way out, I became a fighter 1494 01:24:25,342 --> 01:24:27,540 and every time I kill one of those monsters, 1495 01:24:27,540 --> 01:24:29,473 I see your dad's face! 1496 01:24:29,473 --> 01:24:32,840 (Alex roaring) (blow thudding) 1497 01:24:32,840 --> 01:24:33,926 - Gracie! (Gracie screaming) 1498 01:24:33,926 --> 01:24:35,923 - How are the ribs, Alex? 1499 01:24:35,923 --> 01:24:37,108 - No, argh! 1500 01:24:37,108 --> 01:24:38,159 (head thudding) 1501 01:24:38,159 --> 01:24:40,647 (Alex thudding to floor) 1502 01:24:40,647 --> 01:24:43,180 - I did the world a favor killing your father 1503 01:24:45,873 --> 01:24:47,443 and I tried to help you, 1504 01:24:47,443 --> 01:24:50,613 because I know what it feels like to be afraid. 1505 01:24:52,160 --> 01:24:53,070 (Gracie sobbing fearfully) 1506 01:24:53,070 --> 01:24:55,983 I tried to help you become somebody that fights back. 1507 01:24:57,232 --> 01:24:59,354 (car horn tooting) 1508 01:24:59,354 --> 01:25:01,811 You really think he's gonna save you, Gracie? 1509 01:25:01,811 --> 01:25:03,420 He's done nothing but let you down, 1510 01:25:03,420 --> 01:25:05,529 why should today be any different? 1511 01:25:05,529 --> 01:25:07,242 (light switch clicking) 1512 01:25:07,242 --> 01:25:08,672 (car engine idling) 1513 01:25:08,672 --> 01:25:11,478 (tense orchestral music) 1514 01:25:11,478 --> 01:25:13,833 Hope this is your best shot, Alex. 1515 01:25:17,845 --> 01:25:19,433 - Uh! - What are you gonna do now, 1516 01:25:19,433 --> 01:25:21,940 give me a second chance? 1517 01:25:21,940 --> 01:25:23,901 - I learned a lot from you, Shane. 1518 01:25:23,901 --> 01:25:27,840 (flick knife clicking) (flick knife thudding) 1519 01:25:27,840 --> 01:25:29,433 Like always carry a knife. 1520 01:25:30,305 --> 01:25:33,722 (tense orchestral music) 1521 01:25:36,885 --> 01:25:40,599 (Shane thudding to floor) 1522 01:25:40,599 --> 01:25:41,432 Gracie. 1523 01:25:42,465 --> 01:25:45,882 (tense orchestral music) 1524 01:25:48,172 --> 01:25:50,593 (blows thudding) (Alex grunting) 1525 01:25:50,593 --> 01:25:54,141 (glass shattering) 1526 01:25:54,141 --> 01:25:57,141 (car door clicking) 1527 01:25:58,810 --> 01:26:01,060 Gracie, Gracie, Gracie! 1528 01:26:01,060 --> 01:26:04,170 (soft orchestral music) 1529 01:26:04,170 --> 01:26:07,100 (tape tearing) (Alex grunting) 1530 01:26:07,100 --> 01:26:08,550 Come on, Gracie. 1531 01:26:08,550 --> 01:26:13,550 Come on, Gracie, Gracie, Gracie, please. 1532 01:26:13,849 --> 01:26:15,766 Gracie, Gracie, Gracie. 1533 01:26:18,453 --> 01:26:19,958 Come on, Gracie! 1534 01:26:19,958 --> 01:26:22,541 (hand patting) 1535 01:26:24,451 --> 01:26:26,618 Come on, come on, come on! 1536 01:26:28,014 --> 01:26:28,847 Come on! 1537 01:26:30,088 --> 01:26:32,471 Gracie! (wailing) 1538 01:26:32,471 --> 01:26:34,595 (Gracie gasping) Argh! 1539 01:26:34,595 --> 01:26:36,316 (Gracie coughing) 1540 01:26:36,316 --> 01:26:37,952 You're good. 1541 01:26:37,952 --> 01:26:39,053 (Gracie screaming) No, it's me, it's me! 1542 01:26:40,151 --> 01:26:43,347 It's me, it's Alex, Alex, it's Alex, it's Alex. 1543 01:26:43,347 --> 01:26:46,097 (Gracie sobbing) 1544 01:26:47,610 --> 01:26:48,942 Breathe. 1545 01:26:48,942 --> 01:26:52,275 (soft orchestral music) 1546 01:26:56,580 --> 01:26:58,177 That's good, that's good. 1547 01:26:59,511 --> 01:27:02,261 (Gracie sobbing) 1548 01:27:07,261 --> 01:27:12,261 Come on. 1549 01:27:18,466 --> 01:27:21,966 (gentle orchestral music) 1550 01:27:26,210 --> 01:27:28,470 - Oh, my God, baby, are you okay? 1551 01:27:30,834 --> 01:27:31,667 Oh. 1552 01:27:33,625 --> 01:27:34,792 Oh, it's okay. 1553 01:27:36,504 --> 01:27:37,337 It's okay. 1554 01:27:44,629 --> 01:27:49,446 - [Gracie] "Dear Alex, I wish you only love. 1555 01:27:49,446 --> 01:27:51,654 I hope you figure it all out, 1556 01:27:51,654 --> 01:27:54,003 I hope you go after your dreams, 1557 01:27:54,900 --> 01:27:57,393 but I need to focus on me for a while. 1558 01:27:58,470 --> 01:27:59,850 You know I care about you, 1559 01:27:59,850 --> 01:28:02,853 I just can't be with you right now. 1560 01:28:03,719 --> 01:28:06,393 You have to take these first steps on your own. 1561 01:28:08,010 --> 01:28:10,437 Love Gracie Jean." 1562 01:28:13,248 --> 01:28:17,165 (background people chattering) 1563 01:28:18,300 --> 01:28:19,133 - Hey, guys. 1564 01:28:20,072 --> 01:28:24,467 I wrote this song, um, I hope you guys like it. 1565 01:28:33,684 --> 01:28:38,684 ♪ Now we're apart, seems like years ♪ 1566 01:28:40,454 --> 01:28:45,454 ♪ It's only been a couple of days ♪ 1567 01:28:47,464 --> 01:28:52,464 ♪ I broke your heart, caused your tears ♪ 1568 01:28:54,199 --> 01:28:59,199 ♪ Said I'd never change my ways ♪ 1569 01:29:01,592 --> 01:29:06,592 ♪ I never meant to hurt you ♪ 1570 01:29:07,361 --> 01:29:12,361 ♪ Even now, I won't desert you ♪ 1571 01:29:14,222 --> 01:29:19,222 ♪ If you need a friend to hold you again ♪ 1572 01:29:21,090 --> 01:29:25,340 ♪ I will hold you ♪ 1573 01:29:25,340 --> 01:29:28,056 ♪ I am still here ♪ 1574 01:29:28,056 --> 01:29:33,056 ♪ Whatever I do, I will love you ♪ 1575 01:29:34,428 --> 01:29:38,709 ♪ And if you miss me ♪ 1576 01:29:38,709 --> 01:29:41,098 ♪ I'm still here ♪ 1577 01:29:41,098 --> 01:29:45,447 (muffled rock music) (Henry snorting cocaine) 1578 01:29:45,447 --> 01:29:47,468 (Shane knocking) 1579 01:29:47,468 --> 01:29:49,177 (sirens wailing in distance) 1580 01:29:49,177 --> 01:29:52,283 (door clicking) 1581 01:29:52,283 --> 01:29:53,476 - Who are you? 1582 01:29:53,476 --> 01:29:57,134 - [Shane] Hello, Henry, I'm here with Kirsty. 1583 01:29:57,134 --> 01:29:58,476 - Where is she? 1584 01:29:58,476 --> 01:30:01,740 - She's in the car, I typically come up ahead of her 1585 01:30:01,740 --> 01:30:03,963 just to make sure everything's safe. 1586 01:30:05,375 --> 01:30:06,843 You know how it is. 1587 01:30:07,710 --> 01:30:09,730 - Okay, so could she come up? 1588 01:30:10,867 --> 01:30:15,112 - It depends, Henry, are you gonna drug her, 1589 01:30:15,112 --> 01:30:18,017 like you drugged Julie Erickson? 1590 01:30:18,017 --> 01:30:22,934 ♪ When this crazy world got out of control ♪ 1591 01:30:31,156 --> 01:30:35,406 ♪ You were the one to lift my soul ♪ 1592 01:30:38,656 --> 01:30:40,893 (blow thudding) 1593 01:30:40,893 --> 01:30:42,364 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1594 01:30:42,364 --> 01:30:47,318 ♪ Someone who knows you ♪ 1595 01:30:47,318 --> 01:30:49,779 ♪ I am still here ♪ 1596 01:30:49,779 --> 01:30:53,288 ♪ Darling, whatever you do ♪ 1597 01:30:53,288 --> 01:30:57,081 ♪ I will always love you ♪ 1598 01:30:57,081 --> 01:31:02,081 ♪ And I miss you ♪ 1599 01:31:02,461 --> 01:31:05,294 ♪ I am still here ♪ 1600 01:31:08,893 --> 01:31:12,071 (soft tense music) (Henry grunting) 1601 01:31:12,071 --> 01:31:14,329 - What do you see? 1602 01:31:14,329 --> 01:31:16,048 (knife thudding) 1603 01:31:16,048 --> 01:31:19,420 (upbeat rock music) 1604 01:31:19,420 --> 01:31:23,011 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1605 01:31:23,011 --> 01:31:26,352 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1606 01:31:26,352 --> 01:31:29,119 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1607 01:31:29,119 --> 01:31:33,098 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1608 01:31:33,098 --> 01:31:35,818 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1609 01:31:35,818 --> 01:31:39,264 ♪ You've been asleep, now it's time to atone ♪ 1610 01:31:39,264 --> 01:31:42,822 ♪ Who are you when you're alone ♪ 1611 01:31:42,822 --> 01:31:46,245 ♪ Reality lost in a crisis ♪ 1612 01:31:46,245 --> 01:31:49,424 ♪ I dug any deeper in your pockets ♪ 1613 01:31:49,424 --> 01:31:53,162 ♪ And fought in your heart and took a piece of your soul ♪ 1614 01:31:53,162 --> 01:31:56,464 ♪ Sold the remains for foolish gold ♪ 1615 01:31:56,464 --> 01:31:59,539 ♪ You bet it all, 'cause you lost it ♪ 1616 01:31:59,539 --> 01:32:02,143 ♪ And now put the nail in your coffin ♪ 1617 01:32:02,143 --> 01:32:07,143 ♪ When will we learn that change comes from within ♪ 1618 01:32:07,437 --> 01:32:11,083 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1619 01:32:11,083 --> 01:32:14,429 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1620 01:32:14,429 --> 01:32:17,017 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1621 01:32:17,017 --> 01:32:21,154 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1622 01:32:21,154 --> 01:32:24,777 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1623 01:32:24,777 --> 01:32:28,111 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1624 01:32:28,111 --> 01:32:30,815 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1625 01:32:30,815 --> 01:32:34,865 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1626 01:32:34,865 --> 01:32:39,284 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1627 01:32:39,284 --> 01:32:42,926 ♪ Why do we sink, the water is low ♪ 1628 01:32:42,926 --> 01:32:46,249 ♪ Down in a pool of our own shadow ♪ 1629 01:32:46,249 --> 01:32:50,609 ♪ Stuck with ourselves, caught in there ♪ 1630 01:32:50,609 --> 01:32:52,716 ♪ You know it's better with you ♪ 1631 01:32:52,716 --> 01:32:54,506 ♪ And I see that, let's do it ♪ 1632 01:32:54,506 --> 01:32:58,077 ♪ Not back in the suicide, missing the love ♪ 1633 01:32:58,077 --> 01:33:01,603 ♪ Been only hypnotized, stumbling to decide ♪ 1634 01:33:01,603 --> 01:33:05,419 ♪ Know that enough is enough is enough ♪ 1635 01:33:05,419 --> 01:33:10,419 ♪ When will we learn that change comes from within ♪ 1636 01:33:10,957 --> 01:33:14,397 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1637 01:33:14,397 --> 01:33:17,693 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1638 01:33:17,693 --> 01:33:20,512 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1639 01:33:20,512 --> 01:33:24,587 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1640 01:33:24,587 --> 01:33:28,173 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1641 01:33:28,173 --> 01:33:31,453 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1642 01:33:31,453 --> 01:33:34,228 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1643 01:33:34,228 --> 01:33:38,308 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1644 01:33:38,308 --> 01:33:42,558 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪