1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:20,241 --> 00:00:23,741 And he is a better friend. 4 00:00:39,107 --> 00:00:40,274 I love you, GJ 5 00:00:43,016 --> 00:00:44,183 or is it Jean? 6 00:01:03,643 --> 00:01:07,096 ♪ It's been too long since when I left ♪ 7 00:01:07,096 --> 00:01:11,676 ♪ For you to say you won't be back ♪ 8 00:01:11,676 --> 00:01:15,509 ♪ Over what I lack ♪ 9 00:01:15,509 --> 00:01:16,964 ♪ Whoa ♪ 10 00:01:16,964 --> 00:01:19,710 ♪ To be honest, when we spoke ♪ 11 00:01:19,710 --> 00:01:24,583 ♪ I would have laughed if you weren't so sad ♪ 12 00:01:24,583 --> 00:01:27,839 ♪ I guess it's my bad ♪ 13 00:01:27,839 --> 00:01:31,243 ♪ Yeah ♪ 14 00:01:31,243 --> 00:01:34,133 ♪ And I know ♪ 15 00:01:34,133 --> 00:01:39,133 ♪ I may look anxious, but I promise that I'm into it ♪ 16 00:01:41,458 --> 00:01:43,966 ♪ Whoo ♪ 17 00:01:43,966 --> 00:01:47,223 ♪ And I know ♪ 18 00:01:47,223 --> 00:01:52,223 ♪ That my legs are shaking, I promise that I'm into it ♪ 19 00:01:52,659 --> 00:01:57,326 ♪ This cold sweat doesn't mean anything ♪ 20 00:02:07,282 --> 00:02:11,213 ♪ I've got a bloody nose ♪ 21 00:02:11,213 --> 00:02:14,058 ♪ I can't see straight ♪ 22 00:02:14,058 --> 00:02:15,553 ♪ My head still hurts ♪ 23 00:02:15,553 --> 00:02:20,553 ♪ From when you rocked my shit in 2nd grade ♪ 24 00:02:22,417 --> 00:02:25,391 ♪ And I know ♪ 25 00:02:25,391 --> 00:02:28,513 ♪ I may look anxious, but ♪ 26 00:02:40,170 --> 00:02:41,070 Randy? 27 00:02:41,070 --> 00:02:42,450 Yeah, that's me. 28 00:02:42,450 --> 00:02:45,233 - Sorry, I was late, my GPS. - Don't sweat it, it's okay. 29 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:48,483 Ah, 12.99. 30 00:02:49,350 --> 00:02:50,183 Gotcha. 31 00:02:54,554 --> 00:02:55,980 I'm sorry, I-I can't break this. 32 00:02:55,980 --> 00:02:57,530 It's all right, it's all you. 33 00:02:58,740 --> 00:02:59,573 Thanks. 34 00:02:59,573 --> 00:03:00,406 Of course. 35 00:03:02,430 --> 00:03:05,340 Ah, enjoy the Hawaiian pizza, it's-it's my favorite. 36 00:03:05,340 --> 00:03:06,475 I know, I'm sorry. 37 00:03:06,475 --> 00:03:07,308 Really? 38 00:03:07,308 --> 00:03:08,197 Yeah. 39 00:03:08,197 --> 00:03:11,530 Do you wanna maybe come in, have some? 40 00:03:13,110 --> 00:03:14,700 I can't. 41 00:03:14,700 --> 00:03:16,200 Sure? 42 00:03:16,200 --> 00:03:18,339 Yeah, I'm supposed to see my dad. 43 00:03:18,339 --> 00:03:19,620 Yeah, bye. 44 00:03:19,620 --> 00:03:20,453 See you. 45 00:03:32,220 --> 00:03:35,730 Alex, it's Jack, you forgot another pizza again. 46 00:03:35,730 --> 00:03:37,950 I had to have one of the other guys deliver it 47 00:03:37,950 --> 00:03:39,540 and it was 20 minutes late. 48 00:03:39,540 --> 00:03:42,000 Guess who's paying for that motherfucking pizza? 49 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:45,810 You, I'm docking your pay, I told you a dozen times 50 00:03:45,810 --> 00:03:48,486 to check the tickets before you leave. 51 00:04:05,196 --> 00:04:06,029 Hey. 52 00:04:07,110 --> 00:04:07,943 Hey. 53 00:04:07,943 --> 00:04:09,323 Are you there yet? 54 00:04:10,309 --> 00:04:12,112 I'm outside. 55 00:04:12,112 --> 00:04:14,625 You can do this, Alex. 56 00:04:14,625 --> 00:04:16,740 This isn't gonna work. 57 00:04:16,740 --> 00:04:18,230 Maybe he's changed. 58 00:04:18,230 --> 00:04:19,868 Gracie, not my dad. 59 00:04:19,868 --> 00:04:21,115 Well, you changed. 60 00:04:21,115 --> 00:04:23,100 Because I got sober. 61 00:04:23,100 --> 00:04:25,233 He's just an angry, 62 00:04:26,370 --> 00:04:27,633 drunk, old man. 63 00:04:28,801 --> 00:04:31,943 Would you eat that fucking candy bar already? 64 00:04:31,943 --> 00:04:34,577 - I'm stressed, okay. - Would you stop? 65 00:04:34,577 --> 00:04:36,390 You're an amazing artist 66 00:04:36,390 --> 00:04:38,520 and your first show's gonna be great. 67 00:04:38,520 --> 00:04:39,353 I hope you're right. 68 00:04:39,353 --> 00:04:42,660 I've got two weeks and I don't feel ready. 69 00:04:42,660 --> 00:04:46,110 Oh, my boss's husband is coming, he's a music manager 70 00:04:46,110 --> 00:04:47,647 and I told him all about you. 71 00:04:47,647 --> 00:04:49,673 You're always looking out for me. 72 00:04:49,673 --> 00:04:51,840 I got you, boo. 73 00:04:53,718 --> 00:04:56,013 I really don't wanna do this. 74 00:04:57,502 --> 00:04:59,917 You know, you once told me 75 00:04:59,917 --> 00:05:04,603 everyone deserves a second chance and I gave you one, right? 76 00:05:04,603 --> 00:05:06,463 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 77 00:05:07,546 --> 00:05:09,060 Talk to your sponsor. 78 00:05:09,060 --> 00:05:11,220 You told her to call me? 79 00:05:11,220 --> 00:05:12,153 Love you. 80 00:05:17,272 --> 00:05:18,870 You hate video calls. 81 00:05:18,870 --> 00:05:21,267 Oh, I know. 82 00:05:21,267 --> 00:05:24,333 I'm just checking on you, honey, you okay? 83 00:05:25,410 --> 00:05:26,730 No. 84 00:05:26,730 --> 00:05:31,080 Alex, I want you to think back a year ago. 85 00:05:31,080 --> 00:05:33,873 If it helps you stay sober, it's worth it. 86 00:05:34,795 --> 00:05:38,002 You've been mad at your father your whole life. 87 00:05:38,002 --> 00:05:41,523 You need to talk to him, tell him what he did wrong. 88 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:45,333 He may not change, but you will. 89 00:05:45,333 --> 00:05:47,469 Ronnie, you ever been this angry? 90 00:05:47,469 --> 00:05:49,683 Oh, yeah, 91 00:05:51,360 --> 00:05:52,300 so angry 92 00:05:53,820 --> 00:05:56,640 at myself, 93 00:05:56,640 --> 00:06:00,660 but I had to let it go if I wanted to stay sober. 94 00:06:00,660 --> 00:06:02,997 Okay, so I stay sober, then what? 95 00:06:02,997 --> 00:06:04,533 And then you're free. 96 00:06:06,810 --> 00:06:09,873 Alex, your father made your life hell, 97 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:17,360 but if you can think of him as sick, instead of bad, 98 00:06:17,844 --> 00:06:21,573 the shift in your perception might be the miracle you need. 99 00:06:23,422 --> 00:06:25,290 I'll call you after. 100 00:06:25,290 --> 00:06:27,300 - I love you. - Love you too. 101 00:06:41,536 --> 00:06:42,369 Dad. 102 00:06:44,660 --> 00:06:45,493 Dad. 103 00:06:46,519 --> 00:06:51,152 Hello? 104 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:05,480 Dad. 105 00:07:11,724 --> 00:07:12,557 Dad. 106 00:07:16,933 --> 00:07:17,766 Hello. 107 00:07:41,398 --> 00:07:42,790 Dad. 108 00:07:42,790 --> 00:07:43,623 You home? 109 00:08:30,917 --> 00:08:34,170 Detective Braden Cole, Slowsburgh County. 110 00:08:34,170 --> 00:08:36,420 Mind if I ask you a few questions? 111 00:08:36,420 --> 00:08:37,253 Yeah, sure. 112 00:08:37,253 --> 00:08:39,360 You live here with your dad? 113 00:08:39,360 --> 00:08:44,310 No, um, actually I haven't seen him in a while. 114 00:08:44,310 --> 00:08:45,143 Why? 115 00:08:45,999 --> 00:08:48,689 We weren't that close? 116 00:08:48,689 --> 00:08:49,556 I see. 117 00:08:49,556 --> 00:08:51,663 What were you doing here today? 118 00:08:52,537 --> 00:08:54,780 I don't have to tell you that. 119 00:08:54,780 --> 00:08:56,073 Alex, just tell her. 120 00:08:57,229 --> 00:09:01,080 He was coming up to talk to his dad to work things out. 121 00:09:01,080 --> 00:09:04,500 Alex is sober, Detective, almost one year. 122 00:09:04,500 --> 00:09:08,073 The time apart from his dad, he needed it to heal. 123 00:09:09,060 --> 00:09:09,893 I see. 124 00:09:12,007 --> 00:09:13,473 I didn't kill my father. 125 00:09:14,580 --> 00:09:17,633 I never said you did, can you think of a reason 126 00:09:17,633 --> 00:09:21,243 why someone would do this to your dad, anger anyone? 127 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:28,000 No, he was, he was kind of a loner. 128 00:09:28,367 --> 00:09:30,617 If you think of anything, here's my number. 129 00:09:32,048 --> 00:09:33,150 Thank you. 130 00:09:33,150 --> 00:09:35,600 I might have a few more questions later on too. 131 00:09:37,541 --> 00:09:39,153 I'm sorry for your loss. 132 00:09:44,332 --> 00:09:48,582 ♪ I was wondering what you thought ♪ 133 00:09:52,387 --> 00:09:53,720 How you doing? 134 00:09:59,777 --> 00:10:00,610 Just, 135 00:10:01,737 --> 00:10:03,900 who would do this? 136 00:10:03,900 --> 00:10:04,733 Why? 137 00:10:07,002 --> 00:10:12,002 There are a lot of really sick people in this world. 138 00:10:12,193 --> 00:10:16,743 Nothing was stolen, it just, it doesn't make sense. 139 00:10:18,522 --> 00:10:20,640 Did he have any enemies? 140 00:10:20,640 --> 00:10:23,433 No, didn't have any friends either. 141 00:10:25,740 --> 00:10:28,916 Why do I miss him? 142 00:10:28,916 --> 00:10:30,933 He was your dad, Alex. 143 00:10:32,313 --> 00:10:34,323 It's okay that you loved him. 144 00:10:38,387 --> 00:10:41,853 I don't know what to do. 145 00:10:43,229 --> 00:10:44,541 Honey. 146 00:11:01,198 --> 00:11:03,690 I can't believe this house is mine. 147 00:11:03,690 --> 00:11:08,061 Yeah, along with the mortgage and the unpaid bills, 148 00:11:08,061 --> 00:11:11,190 seems your dad was falling a little behind, honey. 149 00:11:11,190 --> 00:11:12,180 How much? 150 00:11:12,180 --> 00:11:14,228 Almost $5,000 and I'm not even done 151 00:11:14,228 --> 00:11:16,682 going through everything yet. 152 00:11:16,682 --> 00:11:17,826 Well, sell his car. 153 00:11:17,826 --> 00:11:21,332 You'd be lucky if you got $500 for that old wreck, 154 00:11:21,332 --> 00:11:23,502 but you could sell the house though. 155 00:11:23,502 --> 00:11:25,067 It's probably worth a lot. 156 00:11:25,067 --> 00:11:27,512 You could pay off the mortgage and keep the rest. 157 00:11:27,512 --> 00:11:29,550 I don't wanna sell the house. 158 00:11:29,550 --> 00:11:31,309 Well, where are you gonna get five grand? 159 00:11:31,309 --> 00:11:32,220 - I don't know. - And how are you gonna 160 00:11:32,220 --> 00:11:34,470 pay the mortgage, delivering pizzas? 161 00:11:34,470 --> 00:11:35,795 I'll figure it out. 162 00:11:35,795 --> 00:11:38,369 Well, don't forget property taxes and insurance. 163 00:11:38,369 --> 00:11:40,497 When something goes wrong, you gotta fix it. 164 00:11:40,497 --> 00:11:42,210 I'm not selling the house, Ronnie. 165 00:11:42,210 --> 00:11:43,440 Why not? 166 00:11:43,440 --> 00:11:46,266 Because when else am I gonna be given a house? 167 00:11:46,266 --> 00:11:48,884 Well, to be fair, a house is a solid investment. 168 00:11:48,884 --> 00:11:50,820 You can't go wrong with real estate. 169 00:11:50,820 --> 00:11:52,440 Yeah and with both of us living here, 170 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:54,142 it'd be half the mortgage, half the bills. 171 00:11:54,142 --> 00:11:55,770 I do not wanna live here. 172 00:11:55,770 --> 00:11:58,800 Why not, because my dad was killed here? 173 00:11:58,800 --> 00:12:02,745 That and it's in Slowsburgh, 174 00:12:02,745 --> 00:12:05,940 I don't wanna drive 45 minutes back and forth 175 00:12:05,940 --> 00:12:07,110 to work every day. 176 00:12:07,110 --> 00:12:08,835 GJ, it's a huge house 177 00:12:08,835 --> 00:12:12,213 and we live in a dinky, little shithole. 178 00:12:13,140 --> 00:12:17,133 I love our dinky, little shithole and it's a night. 179 00:12:19,800 --> 00:12:20,748 So now what? 180 00:12:20,748 --> 00:12:25,748 Don't worry about me, the house is a big deal, I get it. 181 00:12:25,830 --> 00:12:27,303 Do what you need to do. 182 00:12:31,230 --> 00:12:32,733 Hey, come here. 183 00:12:34,437 --> 00:12:36,873 You're gonna have to get a roommate, baby. 184 00:12:40,560 --> 00:12:42,630 No pressure. 185 00:12:42,630 --> 00:12:43,713 Oh, an artiste. 186 00:12:44,670 --> 00:12:46,650 - Well, I'm just starting. - Don't be modest. 187 00:12:46,650 --> 00:12:49,021 I am, but if you can come, 188 00:12:49,021 --> 00:12:51,870 it would be a great chance for us to get to know each other. 189 00:12:51,870 --> 00:12:54,420 You are hands down our favorite applicant. 190 00:12:54,420 --> 00:12:55,713 - Stop it. - Hey. 191 00:12:57,120 --> 00:12:58,770 Ah, can we help you? 192 00:12:58,770 --> 00:13:01,290 I'm here about the room for rent? 193 00:13:01,290 --> 00:13:03,093 I knocked, but nobody heard me. 194 00:13:04,020 --> 00:13:07,892 Ah, I don't have anyone else listed. 195 00:13:07,892 --> 00:13:10,743 I was driving by and I saw the sign out front. 196 00:13:12,060 --> 00:13:14,493 Shane Collins. 197 00:13:16,619 --> 00:13:18,570 I-I'm Alex. 198 00:13:18,570 --> 00:13:20,855 Well, I will let you all do your thing. 199 00:13:20,855 --> 00:13:23,133 Come on, Peachy, come on, baby. 200 00:13:27,090 --> 00:13:30,130 Ah, we could always share the room. 201 00:13:31,740 --> 00:13:33,660 Just mull it over. 202 00:13:33,660 --> 00:13:35,010 Bye, y'all. 203 00:13:35,010 --> 00:13:35,970 Not shy, is he? 204 00:13:35,970 --> 00:13:38,070 You must be used to it, you know, 205 00:13:38,070 --> 00:13:40,612 what are you, like a, like a model or something? 206 00:13:40,612 --> 00:13:43,953 No, I'm a trainer. 207 00:13:44,940 --> 00:13:45,963 - Nice. - Yeah. 208 00:13:46,800 --> 00:13:48,442 Do you work out? 209 00:13:48,442 --> 00:13:51,810 Oh, struggling a little bit, if I'm being honest, 210 00:13:51,810 --> 00:13:55,590 but I just need like a little motivation. 211 00:13:55,590 --> 00:13:56,856 I could help with that. 212 00:13:56,856 --> 00:13:58,181 Yeah? 213 00:13:58,181 --> 00:14:02,610 Yeah, maybe I could train you sometime. 214 00:14:02,610 --> 00:14:07,610 Wow, that's like a scary, generous offer. 215 00:14:08,790 --> 00:14:09,963 Thanks. Yeah. 216 00:14:11,040 --> 00:14:12,813 Can I see the room? 217 00:14:13,953 --> 00:14:14,786 Yeah. 218 00:14:16,920 --> 00:14:17,753 Yeah. 219 00:14:17,753 --> 00:14:20,780 Sure, sure, it's just this way. 220 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:26,379 You don't want this room? 221 00:14:26,379 --> 00:14:29,610 I like my room, besides this was my parents' room 222 00:14:29,610 --> 00:14:32,537 and they, they don't... 223 00:14:32,537 --> 00:14:33,537 They what? 224 00:14:35,088 --> 00:14:36,543 They passed away. 225 00:14:37,921 --> 00:14:40,380 And you don't wanna sleep in their room? 226 00:14:40,380 --> 00:14:42,063 - Yeah. - That makes sense. 227 00:14:43,590 --> 00:14:45,093 Did they pass away together? 228 00:14:45,990 --> 00:14:49,293 No, ah, my mom died when I was a kid, 229 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:53,643 cancer and my dad, um, 230 00:14:54,743 --> 00:14:56,283 he had a heart attack. 231 00:14:57,424 --> 00:14:59,103 He died in his sleep though. 232 00:15:00,502 --> 00:15:02,250 At home? 233 00:15:02,250 --> 00:15:06,860 No, no, Bear Mountain, he loved it out there. 234 00:15:06,860 --> 00:15:09,298 That must have been quite a shock. 235 00:15:09,298 --> 00:15:10,131 Yeah. 236 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:13,383 This is beautiful. 237 00:15:16,140 --> 00:15:18,590 Must be a nice having the woods as your backyard. 238 00:15:19,590 --> 00:15:21,065 Yeah, yeah, totally. 239 00:15:24,570 --> 00:15:26,618 Ah, it is nice. 240 00:15:26,618 --> 00:15:28,380 Is this the bathroom? 241 00:15:28,380 --> 00:15:30,348 Yeah, feel free to check it out. 242 00:15:36,114 --> 00:15:39,482 Do you believe in cosmic energy? 243 00:15:39,482 --> 00:15:42,107 I, I don't know, what is that? 244 00:15:42,107 --> 00:15:43,619 I don't know. 245 00:15:43,619 --> 00:15:45,300 Well, when you walk into a room 246 00:15:45,300 --> 00:15:49,791 and someone's sad or angry, you can tell, right? 247 00:15:49,791 --> 00:15:51,600 Can you tell? 248 00:15:51,600 --> 00:15:52,433 I can tell. 249 00:15:52,433 --> 00:15:53,943 Well, that's cosmic energy. 250 00:15:54,830 --> 00:15:57,153 This room has a, a dark history. 251 00:16:00,810 --> 00:16:03,180 Maybe if I move in, 252 00:16:03,180 --> 00:16:07,413 we can figure it out together. 253 00:16:08,539 --> 00:16:12,150 Or you could just tell him, Alex. 254 00:16:12,150 --> 00:16:15,075 I was just about to, Gracie. 255 00:16:15,075 --> 00:16:16,864 Tell me what? 256 00:16:19,375 --> 00:16:20,613 My, my dad, 257 00:16:23,382 --> 00:16:27,340 he was a raging alcoholic, like a mean, a mean drunk 258 00:16:28,984 --> 00:16:32,613 and I, I used to drink too mostly to get back at him, 259 00:16:34,860 --> 00:16:38,423 but I don't anymore. 260 00:16:38,423 --> 00:16:40,803 You guys must've had some fights? 261 00:16:42,900 --> 00:16:43,733 Yeah. 262 00:16:45,115 --> 00:16:47,103 Well, that doesn't bother me, 263 00:16:48,210 --> 00:16:49,743 but I appreciate your honesty. 264 00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:52,553 Sweet. 265 00:16:55,860 --> 00:16:59,250 So I would pay rent in cash if that's okay? 266 00:16:59,250 --> 00:17:02,643 My clients pay in cash and I don't really trust banks, so. 267 00:17:03,539 --> 00:17:04,920 Cash works for me. 268 00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:08,070 Well, it was really nice meeting you, Shane. 269 00:17:08,070 --> 00:17:09,960 We will let you know by the end of the week. 270 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:12,390 - Yeah. - Listen, Alex, 271 00:17:12,390 --> 00:17:16,203 I like you and I, I like the place. 272 00:17:16,203 --> 00:17:18,300 When it's right, I don't really hesitate, 273 00:17:18,300 --> 00:17:22,428 so I kind of wanna know now if that's okay. 274 00:17:22,428 --> 00:17:25,204 Alex, can I please talk with you 275 00:17:25,204 --> 00:17:26,838 for one moment in the kitchen? 276 00:17:26,838 --> 00:17:28,569 Yeah, just, just one second. 277 00:17:28,569 --> 00:17:30,484 I understand. 278 00:17:30,484 --> 00:17:32,640 Well, have a nice day both of you. 279 00:17:32,640 --> 00:17:34,113 - No. - Thanks. 280 00:17:36,486 --> 00:17:37,712 - GJ. - What? 281 00:17:37,712 --> 00:17:38,823 What is your problem? 282 00:17:40,410 --> 00:17:41,243 Shane. 283 00:17:41,243 --> 00:17:42,870 Alex. 284 00:17:42,870 --> 00:17:43,703 Yeah? 285 00:17:45,210 --> 00:17:46,680 It's yours. 286 00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:47,730 Yeah? 287 00:17:47,730 --> 00:17:48,750 Yeah. 288 00:17:48,750 --> 00:17:52,380 Cool, oh, last thing, 289 00:17:52,380 --> 00:17:54,870 I'll need a place to set up my workout area. 290 00:17:54,870 --> 00:17:57,737 Not for clients or anything, just for you and me. 291 00:17:57,737 --> 00:17:59,677 Will the garage work? 292 00:17:59,677 --> 00:18:01,740 That's perfect. 293 00:18:01,740 --> 00:18:05,805 Mind if I ask if you do any drugs or drink? 294 00:18:05,805 --> 00:18:08,283 I don't drink or do drugs, so. 295 00:18:10,740 --> 00:18:11,573 We good? 296 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:15,480 - Yeah. - We are also asking 297 00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:18,183 for first month's, last and security. 298 00:18:19,562 --> 00:18:20,613 Of course. 299 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:27,963 This would be first month, 300 00:18:29,370 --> 00:18:33,933 last month and security. 301 00:18:37,230 --> 00:18:39,210 Ah, I'll see you this weekend? 302 00:18:39,210 --> 00:18:40,043 Yeah. 303 00:18:40,950 --> 00:18:42,003 Oh, one sec. 304 00:18:45,876 --> 00:18:48,120 These will work in all the doors. 305 00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,298 Thanks. 306 00:18:52,193 --> 00:18:54,063 I'll see you around, Gracie. 307 00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:07,680 Freddy was nice. 308 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:10,443 So was Shane, I don't know why you don't like him. 309 00:19:10,443 --> 00:19:12,986 Doesn't trust banks 310 00:19:12,986 --> 00:19:15,231 and who carries around that much cash? 311 00:19:15,231 --> 00:19:16,920 You're overreacting. 312 00:19:16,920 --> 00:19:19,890 Really, hm, because I searched the internet 313 00:19:19,890 --> 00:19:23,310 for Mr. Pays in Cash and guess what I found? 314 00:19:23,310 --> 00:19:25,050 - What? - Nothing! 315 00:19:25,050 --> 00:19:27,810 No social media, not even a stupid, shirtless pic 316 00:19:27,810 --> 00:19:29,650 and every trainer has that. 317 00:19:29,650 --> 00:19:32,145 I'm a singer songwriter and I don't have social media, 318 00:19:32,145 --> 00:19:33,840 every singer's got that. 319 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,820 Yeah and a career, but you don't. 320 00:19:35,820 --> 00:19:38,610 - Hey-o! - Oh, keep? 321 00:19:38,610 --> 00:19:39,603 Absolutely not. 322 00:19:40,590 --> 00:19:43,980 Just take my word for it, okay, he's hiding something. 323 00:19:43,980 --> 00:19:45,093 Hiding what? 324 00:19:47,790 --> 00:19:52,290 Okay, fine, whatever, just do not hook up with him. 325 00:19:52,290 --> 00:19:54,542 Okay, like I have a chance. 326 00:19:54,542 --> 00:19:56,340 You beat yourself up too much. 327 00:19:56,340 --> 00:19:58,210 Maybe if I start training with Shane, 328 00:19:58,210 --> 00:20:00,169 I'll feel more confident. Just remember, Alex, 329 00:20:00,169 --> 00:20:02,317 you don't need this guy. 330 00:20:02,317 --> 00:20:04,308 He creeped me out. 331 00:20:04,308 --> 00:20:06,658 I'll feel safer with a guy like Shane around. 332 00:20:18,790 --> 00:20:21,330 You know, you could probably get more than 500 333 00:20:21,330 --> 00:20:22,163 for this thing. 334 00:20:29,880 --> 00:20:30,713 Is that? 335 00:20:33,695 --> 00:20:37,754 I haven't seen this in years. 336 00:20:37,754 --> 00:20:40,680 I remember you making this for him at camp. 337 00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:43,947 Yeah, he used to say, "You're a chip off the old block." 338 00:20:46,122 --> 00:20:47,853 Stupid that he kept it, right? 339 00:20:49,131 --> 00:20:49,964 No. 340 00:20:52,900 --> 00:20:54,273 It's really sweet. 341 00:20:57,509 --> 00:20:58,942 ♪ I need ♪ 342 00:21:00,398 --> 00:21:03,457 ♪ Need a friend ♪ 343 00:21:03,457 --> 00:21:04,449 ♪ I can take ♪ 344 00:21:06,525 --> 00:21:08,858 ♪ You there ♪ 345 00:21:10,272 --> 00:21:11,105 Fuck! 346 00:21:13,860 --> 00:21:15,720 Relax, it'll come. 347 00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:18,330 I didn't hear you come in, sorry. 348 00:21:18,330 --> 00:21:20,250 I didn't wanna interrupt. 349 00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:22,650 No problem, ah, can I help you 350 00:21:22,650 --> 00:21:24,180 with the rest of your things? 351 00:21:24,180 --> 00:21:25,872 Ah, this is pretty much it. 352 00:21:25,872 --> 00:21:28,020 I got some workout stuff in the truck. 353 00:21:28,020 --> 00:21:29,280 Oh, you must've got rid of a lot of stuff, 354 00:21:29,280 --> 00:21:30,780 that didn't spark joy. 355 00:21:30,780 --> 00:21:31,833 Spark joy? 356 00:21:33,270 --> 00:21:37,263 The lady on the TV, Marie something. 357 00:21:39,420 --> 00:21:40,650 I'd like to get the gym set up in the garage, 358 00:21:40,650 --> 00:21:42,660 so I can work out later. 359 00:21:42,660 --> 00:21:45,237 For sure, sure, can I help? 360 00:21:45,237 --> 00:21:46,983 Do you have a mirror? 361 00:21:52,050 --> 00:21:53,478 How's this? 362 00:21:53,478 --> 00:21:55,025 - Yeah, that's good. - Yeah. 363 00:21:55,025 --> 00:21:57,480 Put it up against the wall over there. 364 00:21:57,480 --> 00:21:58,313 Sure. 365 00:22:03,836 --> 00:22:07,833 Was that one of your songs you were writing? 366 00:22:09,150 --> 00:22:11,370 Trying to, I got stuck. 367 00:22:11,370 --> 00:22:14,193 Do you sell any of your songs? 368 00:22:15,300 --> 00:22:17,935 No, not yet, at least, um, I've really gotta get myself 369 00:22:17,935 --> 00:22:19,849 out there more a little bit and- 370 00:22:19,849 --> 00:22:21,363 What's stopping you? 371 00:22:23,862 --> 00:22:25,563 I want them to be good enough. 372 00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:28,919 I see. 373 00:22:30,667 --> 00:22:33,243 Is this all the stuff you use? 374 00:22:34,710 --> 00:22:37,659 I run once in a while. 375 00:22:37,659 --> 00:22:41,341 Sometimes I go to the gym, but I don't like the gym, 376 00:22:41,341 --> 00:22:43,956 too many people sitting on their phones, 377 00:22:43,956 --> 00:22:45,830 wasting time at machines. 378 00:22:45,830 --> 00:22:49,443 I have a gym membership, but I don't, I don't really go. 379 00:22:50,839 --> 00:22:52,634 That's a waste of money. 380 00:22:52,634 --> 00:22:54,030 I suppose. 381 00:22:54,030 --> 00:22:57,300 No, you don't suppose, if you know something, say it, 382 00:22:57,300 --> 00:22:58,533 say yes or no. 383 00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:02,103 Yes, I guess. 384 00:23:05,580 --> 00:23:09,566 Yes, having a gym membership is a waste of money, 385 00:23:09,566 --> 00:23:11,550 if you, if you don't go. 386 00:23:11,550 --> 00:23:12,864 - There you go. - Okay. 387 00:23:12,864 --> 00:23:14,103 Is that so hard? 388 00:23:16,447 --> 00:23:19,455 Not owning up to it is worse than not going. 389 00:23:26,250 --> 00:23:28,983 Wow, intense. 390 00:23:31,896 --> 00:23:33,063 You wanna try? 391 00:23:34,095 --> 00:23:36,810 No, no, I don't, I don't, I don't think so. 392 00:23:36,810 --> 00:23:38,345 Come on. 393 00:23:42,630 --> 00:23:43,463 Put these on. 394 00:23:44,549 --> 00:23:45,993 This one. 395 00:23:45,993 --> 00:23:46,826 Okay. 396 00:23:51,483 --> 00:23:53,638 I, I don't think they fit actually. 397 00:23:53,638 --> 00:23:56,449 I think they do, other hand. 398 00:23:59,220 --> 00:24:00,053 Halloween. 399 00:24:04,029 --> 00:24:07,710 All right, first we're gonna get you in your fighter stance. 400 00:24:07,710 --> 00:24:10,226 All right, what are you, right-handed, left-handed? 401 00:24:10,226 --> 00:24:11,160 Right-handed. 402 00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,860 Okay, so put your right leg back, put your hands up. 403 00:24:14,776 --> 00:24:16,893 Guard your chin, tuck your elbows. 404 00:24:17,985 --> 00:24:18,843 There you go. 405 00:24:20,343 --> 00:24:22,113 That's your fighter stance. 406 00:24:23,490 --> 00:24:25,080 - I feel that. - All right. 407 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:25,980 Okay. 408 00:24:25,980 --> 00:24:27,280 - Give it a shot. - Okay. 409 00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:31,893 Oh. Try again. 410 00:24:37,042 --> 00:24:38,940 Common mistake. 411 00:24:38,940 --> 00:24:42,786 You don't push the bag, you hit the bag. 412 00:24:42,786 --> 00:24:45,933 All right, use your weight and extend your arm all the way. 413 00:24:46,930 --> 00:24:48,213 - Okay. - Go again. 414 00:24:53,814 --> 00:24:55,233 Better. 415 00:24:59,970 --> 00:25:00,886 Go again. 416 00:25:00,886 --> 00:25:02,233 Oh. 417 00:25:02,233 --> 00:25:06,027 My bad. 418 00:25:07,637 --> 00:25:12,478 Did your fantasy man arrive? 419 00:25:12,478 --> 00:25:13,863 - Hello, Gracie. - Sorry. 420 00:25:15,210 --> 00:25:16,110 Hi, Shane. 421 00:25:16,110 --> 00:25:17,310 Gracie, we're in the middle of something, 422 00:25:17,310 --> 00:25:19,020 Alex will call you back. 423 00:25:19,020 --> 00:25:21,570 Alex, I need one more painting for my show 424 00:25:21,570 --> 00:25:23,692 and I can't decide if- Ah, GJ, 425 00:25:23,692 --> 00:25:25,410 I'm gonna call you back. 426 00:25:25,410 --> 00:25:27,906 Fine, whatever. 427 00:25:27,906 --> 00:25:28,739 Okay. 428 00:25:29,642 --> 00:25:32,433 When we're here, don't answer your phone. 429 00:25:33,651 --> 00:25:34,653 Be present. 430 00:25:36,210 --> 00:25:39,273 Okay, all right, I didn't know the rules. 431 00:25:40,710 --> 00:25:42,263 Now you do. 432 00:25:44,550 --> 00:25:45,933 - I'll go again. - Good. 433 00:25:50,700 --> 00:25:51,533 Okay. 434 00:25:54,750 --> 00:25:56,714 There you go, Alex. 435 00:25:59,130 --> 00:26:00,803 Okay, okay. 436 00:26:02,100 --> 00:26:02,933 Okay. 437 00:26:04,442 --> 00:26:06,393 Don't worry, it takes practice. 438 00:26:08,182 --> 00:26:10,203 We'll make a fighter out of you yet. 439 00:26:13,863 --> 00:26:16,032 All right, rotate more. 440 00:26:21,174 --> 00:26:23,644 Not bad. 441 00:26:23,644 --> 00:26:26,984 Not bad, but remember, the other guy's not stopping. 442 00:26:26,984 --> 00:26:28,788 What are you gonna do? 443 00:26:28,788 --> 00:26:30,704 Ask for time out. 444 00:26:30,704 --> 00:26:33,573 All right, smart ass, 45 more seconds, 445 00:26:33,573 --> 00:26:35,583 then we'll take a break 'til tonight. 446 00:26:39,205 --> 00:26:40,038 Go on. 447 00:26:41,225 --> 00:26:42,308 There you go. 448 00:27:25,217 --> 00:27:27,634 Hope that was your last 10? 449 00:27:30,060 --> 00:27:32,013 Sadly, no. 450 00:27:32,013 --> 00:27:32,863 Get up. 451 00:27:35,421 --> 00:27:37,103 What are you doing? 452 00:27:37,103 --> 00:27:38,313 Give me your hand. 453 00:27:40,797 --> 00:27:42,340 Where were you? 454 00:27:42,340 --> 00:27:43,713 Don't worry about it. 455 00:27:44,730 --> 00:27:48,562 One thing I notice about you, Alex, you have pent up anger, 456 00:27:48,562 --> 00:27:51,010 you learn to control that or it controls you. 457 00:27:51,010 --> 00:27:53,179 What makes you think I'm angry? 458 00:27:53,179 --> 00:27:54,877 Why, do you think you hide it? 459 00:27:54,877 --> 00:27:56,490 I'm supposed to be meditating, 460 00:27:56,490 --> 00:27:58,134 Veronica says- That's not gonna help. 461 00:27:58,134 --> 00:28:01,557 Well, what about Paul McCartney, Madonna, Oprah? 462 00:28:01,557 --> 00:28:03,450 I mean, a lot of- If you wanna sit there 463 00:28:03,450 --> 00:28:06,202 and listen to yourself breathe, go for it. 464 00:28:06,202 --> 00:28:09,084 But that comes after you fight for what you want. 465 00:28:09,084 --> 00:28:10,833 Punch hard, don't stop. 466 00:28:14,730 --> 00:28:15,583 Go. 467 00:28:16,655 --> 00:28:20,310 Why do you let your little girlfriend Gracie run your life? 468 00:28:20,310 --> 00:28:21,143 Don't stop. 469 00:28:21,143 --> 00:28:23,043 She's just looking out for me. 470 00:28:24,030 --> 00:28:25,607 No, she's trying to control you, 471 00:28:25,607 --> 00:28:27,510 'cause you're her little fixer upper. 472 00:28:27,510 --> 00:28:29,311 She's a good friend, okay. 473 00:28:29,311 --> 00:28:31,486 She's just sorry for you, Alex, 474 00:28:31,486 --> 00:28:33,998 but you don't mind, you like the companionship 475 00:28:33,998 --> 00:28:35,737 and you don't wanna be alone. 476 00:28:36,745 --> 00:28:38,753 I don't wanna do this with you, okay. 477 00:28:40,530 --> 00:28:41,673 Alex. 478 00:28:41,673 --> 00:28:44,010 I'm trying to help you. Help what? 479 00:28:44,010 --> 00:28:44,990 No, I'm fine. 480 00:28:44,990 --> 00:28:46,246 - You're fine? - Yeah. 481 00:28:46,246 --> 00:28:50,010 You dream about guys, you dream about songwriting, 482 00:28:50,010 --> 00:28:53,103 but all you do is dream, you never do anything. 483 00:28:54,685 --> 00:28:58,593 You know what, it's your life, spend it how you want. 484 00:29:01,200 --> 00:29:02,033 Hey, 485 00:29:04,704 --> 00:29:05,883 you're not wrong. 486 00:29:09,653 --> 00:29:11,943 Do you wanna know why I train? 487 00:29:19,428 --> 00:29:23,403 You're in the mirror, you're forced to face yourself. 488 00:29:25,020 --> 00:29:28,143 No lies, no excuses. 489 00:29:30,547 --> 00:29:32,613 Look hard at yourself, Alex, 490 00:29:34,430 --> 00:29:36,363 you wanna know what I see? 491 00:29:38,220 --> 00:29:39,053 Fear. 492 00:29:40,259 --> 00:29:41,973 Something happened to you. 493 00:29:44,340 --> 00:29:45,190 What if it did? 494 00:29:46,620 --> 00:29:48,960 The past is the past, Alex, 495 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,030 do something about it and you move on. 496 00:29:51,030 --> 00:29:53,790 It's not that easy and you don't know everything, okay. 497 00:29:53,790 --> 00:29:55,380 I know you're afraid of sex. 498 00:29:55,380 --> 00:29:56,310 What? 499 00:29:56,310 --> 00:29:57,960 Intimacy? 500 00:29:57,960 --> 00:29:59,973 I-I've never been comfortable with it. 501 00:30:02,641 --> 00:30:04,380 Do you want me to show you? 502 00:30:04,380 --> 00:30:05,213 What? 503 00:30:06,429 --> 00:30:08,373 I've seen the way you look at me. 504 00:30:09,510 --> 00:30:11,070 Oh, if you're going off what Gracie said. 505 00:30:11,070 --> 00:30:12,363 Don't lie to me, Alex. 506 00:30:18,382 --> 00:30:20,103 I'm-I'm embarrassed, okay. 507 00:30:21,858 --> 00:30:25,293 Don't ever be embarrassed of wanting somebody, 508 00:30:27,481 --> 00:30:29,043 being honest about it. 509 00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:33,510 I freeze up or I don't, I don't know what to do 510 00:30:33,510 --> 00:30:34,930 around guys, I-I. 511 00:30:34,930 --> 00:30:36,543 Do you want my help? 512 00:30:37,737 --> 00:30:39,408 I don't know. 513 00:30:39,408 --> 00:30:41,493 This has got to come from you, Alex. 514 00:30:43,024 --> 00:30:45,183 You mean with sex stuff? 515 00:30:46,410 --> 00:30:47,973 With anything you want. 516 00:30:52,924 --> 00:30:54,783 If you want my help, Alex, 517 00:30:58,830 --> 00:30:59,663 say it. 518 00:31:02,270 --> 00:31:05,449 I, I want your help. 519 00:31:19,354 --> 00:31:21,370 You're trembling. 520 00:31:21,370 --> 00:31:23,926 I'm sorry, I'm-I'm a little nervous. 521 00:31:23,926 --> 00:31:26,509 You don't need to be. 522 00:31:35,417 --> 00:31:36,250 Ow! 523 00:31:38,341 --> 00:31:41,071 That keeps you present, 524 00:31:41,071 --> 00:31:44,611 you don't think about anything else. 525 00:31:44,611 --> 00:31:46,106 Okay. 526 00:32:07,892 --> 00:32:10,360 Try to get up. 527 00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:12,019 Like, like wrestle you? 528 00:32:12,019 --> 00:32:13,533 Try to take control. 529 00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:19,846 Try harder. 530 00:32:19,846 --> 00:32:21,272 I can't, you're too strong. 531 00:32:21,272 --> 00:32:23,105 Stop making excuses. 532 00:32:25,893 --> 00:32:27,280 Come on. 533 00:32:35,897 --> 00:32:37,147 Ready for more? 534 00:32:43,060 --> 00:32:45,227 Someone's getting excited. 535 00:32:59,075 --> 00:33:02,773 Fight, come on. 536 00:33:02,773 --> 00:33:04,023 Come on, fight. 537 00:33:07,951 --> 00:33:10,226 Come on. 538 00:33:10,226 --> 00:33:11,476 Fight me, Alex. 539 00:33:13,895 --> 00:33:17,562 What the fuck, man, you trying to kill me? 540 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:10,710 I showed up drunk to my son, 541 00:34:10,710 --> 00:34:13,203 Ethan's high school talent show, 542 00:34:14,370 --> 00:34:16,443 not even sure how I got there. 543 00:34:17,550 --> 00:34:22,170 After the show, Ethan wouldn't speak to me. 544 00:34:22,170 --> 00:34:24,880 He grabbed the car keys out of my hand 545 00:34:25,740 --> 00:34:27,663 and he drove us home. 546 00:34:28,928 --> 00:34:30,453 He was 16. 547 00:34:32,220 --> 00:34:35,910 On our way home, we were hit by a drunk driver 548 00:34:35,910 --> 00:34:37,953 on his side of the car. 549 00:34:41,429 --> 00:34:43,932 That shouldn't have happened, 550 00:34:43,932 --> 00:34:46,743 he had his whole life in front of him, 551 00:34:47,700 --> 00:34:50,523 but because of me, it was cut short. 552 00:34:52,530 --> 00:34:55,110 After that, my life fell apart. 553 00:34:55,110 --> 00:34:57,213 Soon after, I went to a meeting, 554 00:34:58,307 --> 00:35:01,490 after the meeting, a woman walked up to me 555 00:35:01,490 --> 00:35:03,610 and she asked what was wrong 556 00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:08,733 and I told her and she said, 557 00:35:10,260 --> 00:35:14,523 I'm not responsible for my disease of alcoholism, 558 00:35:16,770 --> 00:35:20,193 but I am responsible for my recovery. 559 00:35:21,390 --> 00:35:26,390 I think about my Ethan every single day, 560 00:35:30,540 --> 00:35:34,180 my living amends to my son 561 00:35:35,490 --> 00:35:37,674 is my sobriety 562 00:35:37,674 --> 00:35:39,610 and I would like to think 563 00:35:40,959 --> 00:35:41,920 that Ethan 564 00:35:44,084 --> 00:35:47,193 would be proud of the woman that I am today. 565 00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:52,245 Thank you for letting me share. 566 00:36:00,990 --> 00:36:04,083 Thank you for sharing so honestly, Veronica. 567 00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:09,120 We like to celebrate milestones at this meeting 568 00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:13,590 for every 365 days of continuous sobriety. 569 00:36:13,590 --> 00:36:15,753 Tonight, we have one birthday, 570 00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:19,000 Alex for one year 571 00:36:20,310 --> 00:36:23,521 and for that, Gracie and Veronica will give you your cake. 572 00:36:24,870 --> 00:36:26,529 Come on. 573 00:36:26,529 --> 00:36:30,790 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 574 00:36:30,790 --> 00:36:35,279 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 575 00:36:35,279 --> 00:36:40,279 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Alex ♪ 576 00:36:40,471 --> 00:36:44,962 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 577 00:36:44,962 --> 00:36:47,879 ♪ Keep coming back ♪ 578 00:37:04,330 --> 00:37:07,522 Hi, I'm Alex, I'm an alcoholic. 579 00:37:07,522 --> 00:37:08,998 Hi, Alex. 580 00:37:10,170 --> 00:37:12,498 I'm serious. 581 00:37:12,498 --> 00:37:13,420 I'm serious. 582 00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:19,673 Brent? 583 00:37:20,765 --> 00:37:23,013 Yeah, I think I got a shot. 584 00:37:23,940 --> 00:37:27,170 So if someone like Brent or Shane likes you, 585 00:37:27,170 --> 00:37:29,243 that's enough for validation? 586 00:37:29,243 --> 00:37:31,383 Is wanting to be liked a bad thing? 587 00:37:32,340 --> 00:37:35,975 God loves you, honey, that's why we have God, 588 00:37:35,975 --> 00:37:38,100 because people won't always be around. 589 00:37:38,100 --> 00:37:40,206 Come on, Ronnie, don't you ever get lonely? 590 00:37:40,206 --> 00:37:42,039 Do I get lonely? 591 00:37:42,039 --> 00:37:47,039 But with God, I'm not alone, that's the difference. 592 00:37:49,428 --> 00:37:50,457 Hey, you two. 593 00:37:50,457 --> 00:37:52,440 Listen, thanks for sticking around for my one year. 594 00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:55,650 You know I wouldn't miss it, but we do have to go, 595 00:37:55,650 --> 00:37:57,720 so I just wanna say congratulations 596 00:37:57,720 --> 00:38:00,510 and sorry about your dad. Thanks. 597 00:38:00,510 --> 00:38:03,526 Hey, listen, if you, ah, if you wanna take in a meeting 598 00:38:03,526 --> 00:38:06,390 or like, like dinner or something? 599 00:38:06,390 --> 00:38:09,630 Yeah, I'll text you tomorrow, that was good. 600 00:38:09,630 --> 00:38:12,102 - Yeah. - Good seeing you, Brent. 601 00:38:12,102 --> 00:38:13,241 Bye, Brent. 602 00:38:15,210 --> 00:38:16,830 Did you just ask him out? 603 00:38:16,830 --> 00:38:17,663 Sort of. 604 00:38:17,663 --> 00:38:18,496 Not really. 605 00:38:18,496 --> 00:38:20,493 Mm-hm, yeah, it sounds about right. 606 00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:24,855 - GJ. - Yeah. 607 00:38:24,855 --> 00:38:27,757 You think I like, I'm gonna like hold you back 608 00:38:27,757 --> 00:38:29,490 from like meeting people or something? 609 00:38:29,490 --> 00:38:31,867 - What? - I don't know. 610 00:38:31,867 --> 00:38:33,475 Where did that come from? 611 00:38:33,475 --> 00:38:35,470 I just don't wanna hold you back. 612 00:38:35,470 --> 00:38:37,143 Can I talk to Alex for a sec? 613 00:38:39,228 --> 00:38:41,220 Hello. 614 00:38:41,220 --> 00:38:44,340 Ah, Gracie, why don't you help me clean up? 615 00:38:44,340 --> 00:38:45,173 Sure, 616 00:38:46,350 --> 00:38:48,990 sure and we will finish this later. 617 00:38:48,990 --> 00:38:49,823 Okay. 618 00:38:55,910 --> 00:38:58,595 Isn't that the guy you told me about? 619 00:38:58,595 --> 00:39:00,843 Brent, yeah. 620 00:39:00,843 --> 00:39:02,850 You just stood here and watched. 621 00:39:02,850 --> 00:39:04,620 What am I supposed to do? 622 00:39:04,620 --> 00:39:05,850 Tell him not to leave. 623 00:39:05,850 --> 00:39:07,285 - Then what? - Anything. 624 00:39:07,285 --> 00:39:09,360 Tell him you wanna wrestle for top, I don't care. 625 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,790 Come on, if I said that, he would laugh in my face. 626 00:39:11,790 --> 00:39:13,027 Why do you think that? 627 00:39:13,027 --> 00:39:14,273 Because I'm not you. 628 00:39:14,273 --> 00:39:17,430 I don't look like you, I don't talk like you, come on. 629 00:39:17,430 --> 00:39:18,263 Why do you care? 630 00:39:18,263 --> 00:39:20,523 Alex, you take your shot. 631 00:39:21,644 --> 00:39:24,393 You don't let anyone steal that shot away from you. 632 00:39:26,316 --> 00:39:28,623 That's the main difference between you and me, 633 00:39:30,363 --> 00:39:32,113 I'm not afraid. 634 00:39:35,655 --> 00:39:39,048 I don't wanna be afraid anymore. 635 00:39:39,048 --> 00:39:41,963 You act strong, you feel strong. 636 00:39:41,963 --> 00:39:44,200 You act weak, you feel weak. 637 00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:45,782 Shane, this looks heavy. 638 00:39:45,782 --> 00:39:47,613 This isn't about lifting weights. 639 00:39:48,676 --> 00:39:50,700 This is about whether or not you have the strength 640 00:39:50,700 --> 00:39:52,350 to step out of your comfort zone. 641 00:39:53,479 --> 00:39:56,142 You've been comfortable for too long, Alex. 642 00:39:56,142 --> 00:39:58,143 How do you know me so well? 643 00:40:00,897 --> 00:40:02,972 I used to be you. 644 00:40:02,972 --> 00:40:04,899 Now let's do this. 645 00:40:13,500 --> 00:40:15,273 - Here? - Yep, there. 646 00:40:22,260 --> 00:40:24,967 Argh! 647 00:40:24,967 --> 00:40:25,906 Fuck! Push. 648 00:40:25,906 --> 00:40:26,910 I am! 649 00:40:26,910 --> 00:40:29,070 - I'm not helping you. - I know. 650 00:40:29,070 --> 00:40:30,570 Get angry. 651 00:40:30,570 --> 00:40:31,740 Trying. 652 00:40:31,740 --> 00:40:32,906 Push it. 653 00:40:32,906 --> 00:40:34,260 Come on, Alex. 654 00:40:34,260 --> 00:40:36,000 Alex, think of a time you were so angry, 655 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:37,800 you wanted to put your fist through a wall, 656 00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:39,000 tap into that right now. 657 00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,183 - Ah, motherfuck, argh! - Push! 658 00:40:42,055 --> 00:40:43,890 Ah! 659 00:40:43,890 --> 00:40:44,723 Fuck! 660 00:40:46,980 --> 00:40:47,813 Shit. 661 00:40:51,239 --> 00:40:52,072 Good job, you did good. 662 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:57,675 Sorry, it's my boss, 663 00:40:57,675 --> 00:40:59,730 probably gonna tell me off for some shit. 664 00:40:59,730 --> 00:41:01,170 Quit. 665 00:41:01,170 --> 00:41:02,003 What? 666 00:41:02,003 --> 00:41:04,410 People like your boss get away with it, 667 00:41:04,410 --> 00:41:06,360 because people like you put up with it. 668 00:41:08,310 --> 00:41:09,143 Hey, Jack. 669 00:41:09,143 --> 00:41:10,770 Hey, Alex, glad I got you. 670 00:41:10,770 --> 00:41:13,260 You're working Sunday, starting next week 671 00:41:13,260 --> 00:41:16,186 and it's a busy day, so no fuck ups. 672 00:41:20,342 --> 00:41:22,380 Jack, you can't talk to me like that, man. 673 00:41:22,380 --> 00:41:24,843 Stop fucking up and I won't. 674 00:41:26,880 --> 00:41:28,650 Yo, I quit, how about that? 675 00:41:28,650 --> 00:41:29,860 You're making a big mistake, Alex. 676 00:41:29,860 --> 00:41:32,131 Yeah, go fuck yourself, jag off. 677 00:41:36,571 --> 00:41:37,833 Feels good, doesn't it? 678 00:41:41,652 --> 00:41:43,114 Yeah. 679 00:41:52,220 --> 00:41:54,033 Do you have that guy's number? 680 00:41:55,182 --> 00:41:56,015 Who, Brent? 681 00:41:56,015 --> 00:41:57,810 I don't know, the guy that you were talking to 682 00:41:57,810 --> 00:41:59,973 at your party. Brent, yeah. 683 00:41:59,973 --> 00:42:02,902 I want you to invite him to one of your meetings, 684 00:42:02,902 --> 00:42:06,725 then when you see him, you tell him you're taking him out. 685 00:42:06,725 --> 00:42:08,975 You don't ask him over the phone, you got it? 686 00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:12,000 Yeah. 687 00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:12,833 Good. 688 00:42:17,580 --> 00:42:22,020 Tell me, Alex, how did you choose your sponsor? 689 00:42:22,020 --> 00:42:22,853 Veronica? 690 00:42:23,700 --> 00:42:26,380 She was a, a speaker at one of my first meetings. 691 00:42:26,380 --> 00:42:30,033 I don't know, I just, I liked her, she was kind to me. 692 00:42:31,110 --> 00:42:31,943 Why? 693 00:42:31,943 --> 00:42:33,633 Because she's not like you. 694 00:42:34,938 --> 00:42:39,330 You were abused and you couldn't deal with your anger 695 00:42:39,330 --> 00:42:41,253 because of that, so you drank. 696 00:42:42,990 --> 00:42:44,820 Yeah, I guess. 697 00:42:44,820 --> 00:42:49,530 And sex sucks, because you're afraid of men thanks to Dad, 698 00:42:49,530 --> 00:42:50,969 am I right? 699 00:42:50,969 --> 00:42:53,573 What does this have to do with Ronnie? 700 00:42:53,573 --> 00:42:55,743 She enables your fear of men. 701 00:42:58,384 --> 00:43:00,843 She's a good sponsor, okay. 702 00:43:05,310 --> 00:43:06,143 Maybe. 703 00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:11,583 Look, Gracie's gonna be here soon, so I gotta get dressed. 704 00:43:11,583 --> 00:43:12,963 Thanks for the shake. 705 00:43:21,780 --> 00:43:22,613 I'll get it. 706 00:43:36,810 --> 00:43:38,611 Can I help you? 707 00:43:38,611 --> 00:43:41,250 Detective Cole, Slowsburgh County, 708 00:43:41,250 --> 00:43:42,723 looking for Alex Romero. 709 00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:45,352 Alex isn't here right now. 710 00:43:45,352 --> 00:43:47,320 Anything that I can help you with? 711 00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:49,380 You live here? 712 00:43:49,380 --> 00:43:53,147 Yeah, I'm his new roommate, I just moved in recently. 713 00:43:53,147 --> 00:43:55,260 Just had some questions to ask 714 00:43:55,260 --> 00:43:57,600 about the murder of his father. 715 00:43:57,600 --> 00:43:58,433 Murder? 716 00:44:00,240 --> 00:44:01,278 Here? 717 00:44:01,278 --> 00:44:02,193 Yeah. 718 00:44:03,690 --> 00:44:04,523 Wow. 719 00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:07,196 I, I had no idea. 720 00:44:07,196 --> 00:44:09,780 Do you know when Alex will be back? 721 00:44:09,780 --> 00:44:12,543 Sorry, I, I don't, he left with a friend. 722 00:44:13,654 --> 00:44:16,140 Okay, well, just tell him that I was here. 723 00:44:16,140 --> 00:44:17,160 He has my number. 724 00:44:17,160 --> 00:44:18,000 Of course, yeah. 725 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:21,273 I hope I didn't give you any cause for concern. 726 00:44:22,710 --> 00:44:26,943 I'm not worried, but I'll keep my eyes open for you. 727 00:44:28,860 --> 00:44:30,447 Sure, right. 728 00:44:30,447 --> 00:44:31,443 Appreciate it. 729 00:44:41,404 --> 00:44:42,433 Who was it? 730 00:44:43,904 --> 00:44:47,010 I was reading that recovery book you all subscribe to. 731 00:44:47,010 --> 00:44:50,272 Ah, big book. 732 00:44:50,272 --> 00:44:52,313 Who was at the door? 733 00:44:52,313 --> 00:44:54,363 It says a lot about being honest, 734 00:44:55,830 --> 00:44:58,713 rigorously honest, I think it says. 735 00:44:59,910 --> 00:45:01,743 Yeah, so? 736 00:45:03,086 --> 00:45:04,803 So get honest with me, Alex, 737 00:45:06,690 --> 00:45:07,523 right now. 738 00:45:10,110 --> 00:45:11,913 Or should I ask Detective Cole? 739 00:45:14,790 --> 00:45:15,623 Shane. 740 00:45:16,831 --> 00:45:19,953 I'm, I'm sorry, I should've told you. 741 00:45:21,086 --> 00:45:23,730 And Veronica knew about this? 742 00:45:23,730 --> 00:45:24,563 Yeah. 743 00:45:26,383 --> 00:45:27,828 - And Gracie? - Yeah. 744 00:45:27,828 --> 00:45:30,060 Look, they wanted me to tell you the truth, 745 00:45:30,060 --> 00:45:33,003 but I, I didn't wanna lose you. 746 00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:40,593 Come on, don't do this, Shane, say something. 747 00:45:43,020 --> 00:45:43,983 Do something. 748 00:45:45,780 --> 00:45:47,079 Hit me. 749 00:45:47,079 --> 00:45:50,603 Come on, hit me, I deserve it, hit me, go ahead. 750 00:45:58,468 --> 00:46:00,753 I'm the only honest person in your life. 751 00:46:21,371 --> 00:46:23,340 I hate to say I told you so, 752 00:46:23,340 --> 00:46:24,930 but you should have told him. 753 00:46:24,930 --> 00:46:27,540 I get it, now what's the deal with tomorrow night again? 754 00:46:27,540 --> 00:46:28,980 The gallery closes at eight, 755 00:46:28,980 --> 00:46:31,680 we reopen for the show at nine and it's over at 10, 756 00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:33,600 so you don't have to worry about it being all night. 757 00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,264 Who said I was worried? 758 00:46:35,264 --> 00:46:36,303 Huh? 759 00:46:37,208 --> 00:46:38,940 My boss's husband is coming 760 00:46:38,940 --> 00:46:40,950 and I want you to make a good impression. 761 00:46:40,950 --> 00:46:42,293 Should I get a tux? 762 00:46:42,293 --> 00:46:46,287 No, I know you've got something in here. 763 00:46:50,370 --> 00:46:52,440 Yeah, yeah, a button down and jeans, 764 00:46:52,440 --> 00:46:55,107 that look like you didn't run over them is enough. 765 00:46:55,107 --> 00:46:57,156 You really need a music manager, Alex. 766 00:46:57,156 --> 00:46:58,677 You're too good to me. 767 00:46:58,677 --> 00:47:01,470 But I know, but I want this for you, okay. 768 00:47:01,470 --> 00:47:03,063 So this, 769 00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:07,290 these and this, 770 00:47:07,290 --> 00:47:09,783 only, nothing else, okay, I gotta go. 771 00:47:10,944 --> 00:47:12,063 Give me a kiss. 772 00:47:13,554 --> 00:47:14,954 - Love you. - Love you too. 773 00:47:19,483 --> 00:47:20,483 Hi, Shane. 774 00:47:24,488 --> 00:47:25,405 Bye, Shane. 775 00:47:29,764 --> 00:47:31,133 What? 776 00:47:31,133 --> 00:47:33,727 She's picking out your clothes now? 777 00:47:33,727 --> 00:47:35,809 What, is she gonna dress you too? 778 00:47:35,809 --> 00:47:37,859 Do we have to do this right now, Shane? 779 00:47:39,071 --> 00:47:41,002 Look, Shane, I'm sorry that I lied to you. 780 00:47:43,903 --> 00:47:44,736 Stop. 781 00:47:44,736 --> 00:47:47,268 Do something about it, Alex. 782 00:47:47,268 --> 00:47:48,922 Come on, Alex. 783 00:47:48,922 --> 00:47:50,233 Fight me. 784 00:47:50,233 --> 00:47:53,142 I don't feel like- 785 00:47:53,142 --> 00:47:54,273 What if I do? 786 00:47:55,285 --> 00:47:57,333 What if I was the guy who broke in here? 787 00:47:58,656 --> 00:48:00,543 What if I was gonna hurt you? 788 00:48:02,841 --> 00:48:05,260 Would you whine like a little bitch? 789 00:48:05,260 --> 00:48:07,299 Think that would help? 790 00:48:07,299 --> 00:48:09,063 Why you doing this? 791 00:48:10,902 --> 00:48:13,323 Because the world isn't nice, Alex. 792 00:48:15,868 --> 00:48:17,583 You wanted honesty, right? 793 00:48:19,650 --> 00:48:20,883 Courage to change. 794 00:48:33,626 --> 00:48:36,870 The courage to change the things we can 795 00:48:36,870 --> 00:48:39,190 and the wisdom to know the difference. 796 00:48:39,190 --> 00:48:41,261 Thank you all, have a good night. 797 00:48:41,261 --> 00:48:43,261 - Goodnight. - Thank you. 798 00:48:44,371 --> 00:48:46,554 Thank you, drive safe please. 799 00:48:46,554 --> 00:48:48,054 Have a good night. 800 00:48:48,930 --> 00:48:49,843 - Hey. - Oh, hi, what's up? 801 00:48:49,843 --> 00:48:51,343 What's going on? 802 00:48:51,343 --> 00:48:53,610 Feel like grabbing dinner? 803 00:48:53,610 --> 00:48:55,983 - Ah, right now? - Sure, why not? 804 00:48:57,150 --> 00:48:59,130 Yeah, sure, let's do it. 805 00:48:59,130 --> 00:49:00,081 I'll drive. 806 00:49:19,830 --> 00:49:21,600 Hi, Peter? 807 00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:23,103 Yeah, Dale? 808 00:49:40,950 --> 00:49:41,783 Wow. 809 00:49:43,195 --> 00:49:44,743 Um, you look great. 810 00:49:46,170 --> 00:49:47,100 - Thanks. - Yeah. 811 00:49:47,100 --> 00:49:51,060 Um, I-I, I was a little afraid, you know, 812 00:49:51,060 --> 00:49:52,600 faceless pic and all. 813 00:49:52,600 --> 00:49:56,679 The internet and faces these days, you get it. 814 00:49:56,679 --> 00:49:58,980 Oh, do you want a drink? 815 00:49:58,980 --> 00:49:59,813 No, thanks. 816 00:49:59,813 --> 00:50:02,250 You mind if I have one? 817 00:50:02,250 --> 00:50:03,100 Yeah, go ahead. 818 00:50:05,952 --> 00:50:07,296 First time jitters? 819 00:50:09,540 --> 00:50:11,343 Yeah, is it that obvious? 820 00:50:12,196 --> 00:50:13,593 Don't worry about it. 821 00:50:14,850 --> 00:50:18,090 Thanks. 822 00:50:18,090 --> 00:50:21,750 I just um, wasn't too sure how this all works. 823 00:50:21,750 --> 00:50:23,057 Do we, um? 824 00:50:23,057 --> 00:50:26,376 We can just talk, while you have your drink, 825 00:50:26,376 --> 00:50:28,868 give you a chance to relax. 826 00:50:28,868 --> 00:50:30,483 Sounds good to me. 827 00:50:41,878 --> 00:50:43,350 Nice fire you have going here. 828 00:50:43,350 --> 00:50:44,183 Hm. 829 00:50:52,763 --> 00:50:54,723 So what do we talk about? 830 00:50:56,907 --> 00:50:58,743 Tell me about yourself. 831 00:50:59,880 --> 00:51:01,383 Ah, like what? 832 00:51:03,300 --> 00:51:04,923 Well, you like Shakespeare? 833 00:51:06,420 --> 00:51:09,693 Um, yeah, 834 00:51:11,064 --> 00:51:13,113 "The Tempest" is a favorite. 835 00:51:14,587 --> 00:51:15,537 "Tempest?" 836 00:51:16,542 --> 00:51:18,543 What made you find me? 837 00:51:21,090 --> 00:51:21,933 Well, um, 838 00:51:25,350 --> 00:51:29,913 I haven't been with anyone in a while. 839 00:51:37,290 --> 00:51:38,610 Must be difficult to meet people, 840 00:51:38,610 --> 00:51:40,460 when you're on the Sex Offender List. 841 00:51:45,797 --> 00:51:47,612 You know about that? 842 00:51:47,612 --> 00:51:50,412 I check every address I go to. 843 00:51:50,412 --> 00:51:52,554 I should, shouldn't I? 844 00:51:52,554 --> 00:51:54,033 Oh, absolutely. 845 00:51:55,170 --> 00:51:56,539 Yeah. 846 00:51:56,539 --> 00:52:00,843 I did some digging online, I couldn't believe what I found. 847 00:52:02,887 --> 00:52:04,833 That was a long time ago. 848 00:52:05,681 --> 00:52:07,443 Johnny Owens was a minor. 849 00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:15,483 I, I, I swear, I thought he was 18. 850 00:52:16,486 --> 00:52:17,883 How'd you do it? 851 00:52:19,920 --> 00:52:22,293 How'd you lure him in? 852 00:52:23,356 --> 00:52:27,693 Did you build a little fire, offer him a drink? 853 00:52:30,300 --> 00:52:32,878 Listen, that's not who I am anymore. 854 00:52:32,878 --> 00:52:34,383 I've recovered from that. 855 00:52:35,356 --> 00:52:38,145 Do you think Johnny recovered? 856 00:52:38,145 --> 00:52:41,193 Listen, if you don't mind, I'd rather not talk about this. 857 00:52:42,243 --> 00:52:45,003 You're right, it's cool. 858 00:52:51,048 --> 00:52:52,650 I don't mind. 859 00:52:52,650 --> 00:52:53,483 Good. 860 00:52:55,138 --> 00:52:56,763 The thing is, Dale, 861 00:52:58,703 --> 00:53:00,835 Johnny minds. 862 00:53:00,835 --> 00:53:02,970 Oh! 863 00:53:02,970 --> 00:53:05,605 Oh, oh. Johnny minds a lot, Dale! 864 00:53:05,605 --> 00:53:10,605 Oh, my God. 865 00:53:13,804 --> 00:53:15,310 Ah, ow! 866 00:53:15,310 --> 00:53:18,540 Look, oh God, I know it was wrong, I know it was wrong. 867 00:53:18,540 --> 00:53:21,651 I was sick, I needed help, I was abused too. 868 00:53:21,651 --> 00:53:23,823 Then you should've known better. 869 00:53:24,658 --> 00:53:27,240 What do you see when you look in the mirror, Dale? 870 00:53:27,240 --> 00:53:29,657 I don't know, please, please, please, 871 00:53:29,657 --> 00:53:31,950 I'll do anything you want, please. 872 00:53:31,950 --> 00:53:33,720 If it's money, I have money, please. 873 00:53:33,720 --> 00:53:34,553 Money? 874 00:53:40,477 --> 00:53:42,217 Don't, please. 875 00:53:48,927 --> 00:53:51,047 "He that dies pays all debts." 876 00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:34,936 I hated my first year, 877 00:55:34,936 --> 00:55:39,506 the sponsor said no dating, that sucked. 878 00:55:39,506 --> 00:55:41,891 Mine said the same thing, but you know, 879 00:55:41,891 --> 00:55:43,367 it's all right now. 880 00:55:43,367 --> 00:55:44,200 - Yeah? - Yeah. 881 00:55:44,200 --> 00:55:46,733 Well, now that you're past a year sober, 882 00:55:46,733 --> 00:55:48,840 got your eyes on anybody you wanna ask out? 883 00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:49,673 Sure. 884 00:55:50,561 --> 00:55:53,155 We're here, aren't we? 885 00:55:53,155 --> 00:55:54,264 You mean me? 886 00:55:54,264 --> 00:55:57,018 Yeah, I mean you, I'm looking at you. 887 00:55:57,018 --> 00:55:59,959 What, didn't you know this was a date? 888 00:55:59,959 --> 00:56:01,653 I mean, I thought you were into me, 889 00:56:01,653 --> 00:56:03,120 but I didn't think it was like a date date. 890 00:56:03,120 --> 00:56:05,276 You thought I was into you, but you just, 891 00:56:05,276 --> 00:56:06,960 you decided to come for the attention? 892 00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:09,186 Ah, I don't know about that. 893 00:56:09,186 --> 00:56:11,673 We're guys, we flirt, that's what we do. 894 00:56:12,898 --> 00:56:15,153 Brent, you're totally leading me on. 895 00:56:16,350 --> 00:56:19,290 No, I'm being nice to you 'cause you're a newcomer. 896 00:56:19,290 --> 00:56:21,420 Bullshit, bullshit! 897 00:56:21,420 --> 00:56:24,090 No, no, come on, you fucking owe me this date. 898 00:56:24,090 --> 00:56:26,537 Ooh, no, I don't owe you this date. 899 00:56:26,537 --> 00:56:29,730 I don't owe you anything, no one does. 900 00:56:29,730 --> 00:56:32,763 Okay, oh what, we're gonna go there with it? 901 00:56:32,763 --> 00:56:33,857 What an asshole! 902 00:56:33,857 --> 00:56:35,670 Okay, let's just dial it back. 903 00:56:35,670 --> 00:56:36,843 Oh, fuck you. 904 00:56:38,217 --> 00:56:40,179 No, yeah, yeah, fuck you! 905 00:57:14,580 --> 00:57:15,413 Oh. 906 00:57:17,220 --> 00:57:18,207 Who's she? 907 00:57:18,207 --> 00:57:19,743 Who are you? 908 00:57:21,390 --> 00:57:23,553 Alex, this is Kirsty. 909 00:57:26,280 --> 00:57:27,113 Hi. 910 00:57:31,200 --> 00:57:32,103 You okay? 911 00:57:33,270 --> 00:57:34,524 I'm fine. 912 00:57:34,524 --> 00:57:36,238 Don't look it. 913 00:57:36,238 --> 00:57:38,072 Don't worry about it. 914 00:57:38,072 --> 00:57:40,263 Is this about that guy? 915 00:57:41,910 --> 00:57:42,743 Yeah. 916 00:57:44,050 --> 00:57:45,835 Did he dump you? 917 00:57:45,835 --> 00:57:47,403 Something like that. 918 00:57:48,838 --> 00:57:51,085 Remember, it's not about him, 919 00:57:51,085 --> 00:57:53,784 it was about you taking your shot. 920 00:57:53,784 --> 00:57:54,933 Now move on. 921 00:57:55,901 --> 00:57:57,423 It's not that easy. 922 00:57:58,345 --> 00:58:00,538 Don't worry, baby, 923 00:58:00,538 --> 00:58:03,625 somebody's gonna love that sweet face of yours. 924 00:58:08,116 --> 00:58:09,933 Now if you'll excuse me. 925 00:58:12,821 --> 00:58:14,670 Don't leave me waiting too long. 926 00:58:14,670 --> 00:58:15,630 All right. 927 00:58:20,668 --> 00:58:22,353 Is she one of your clients? 928 00:58:24,485 --> 00:58:26,193 Why would you think that? 929 00:58:27,437 --> 00:58:30,538 - I just thought that you- - You just thought that? 930 00:58:33,255 --> 00:58:35,480 You have your little girlfriend. 931 00:59:34,910 --> 00:59:36,523 - Hey. - Hey. 932 00:59:36,523 --> 00:59:38,574 I didn't expect to see you back here. 933 00:59:38,574 --> 00:59:39,993 What's up, Randy? 934 00:59:41,130 --> 00:59:41,963 What's up? 935 00:59:55,639 --> 00:59:57,213 Any word yet? 936 00:59:58,807 --> 01:00:02,282 No, just starting to get a little worried. 937 01:00:02,282 --> 01:00:04,832 Well, he could still show up, the night is young. 938 01:00:09,369 --> 01:00:14,190 Meanwhile, you are so unbelievably talented. 939 01:00:14,190 --> 01:00:15,483 Thanks, Freddy. 940 01:00:18,472 --> 01:00:21,276 You know, we do tend to always think the worst. 941 01:00:21,276 --> 01:00:23,130 I'm sure there's just some dumb reason, 942 01:00:23,130 --> 01:00:24,570 that he is not here yet. 943 01:00:24,570 --> 01:00:26,493 Yeah, that's what I'm afraid of. 944 01:00:29,245 --> 01:00:30,078 Is this okay? 945 01:00:30,078 --> 01:00:32,070 Yeah, let's fucking do it. 946 01:00:32,070 --> 01:00:32,903 Damn! 947 01:00:37,897 --> 01:00:38,730 Damn! 948 01:00:38,730 --> 01:00:39,600 I take it it'll be a rough one? 949 01:00:39,600 --> 01:00:42,848 Yeah, what you don't know about me. 950 01:00:42,848 --> 01:00:44,848 - Like what? - Like this. 951 01:00:51,754 --> 01:00:52,587 Damn. 952 01:00:52,587 --> 01:00:54,670 - You ready for some more? - Yeah. 953 01:00:54,670 --> 01:00:55,670 - Yeah? - Oh. 954 01:01:08,486 --> 01:01:10,995 What the fuck are you doing? 955 01:01:10,995 --> 01:01:12,553 - Relax. - What the fuck are you doing? 956 01:01:12,553 --> 01:01:14,373 - Come on, it's fine. - No! 957 01:01:18,060 --> 01:01:19,740 I want you to go. Randy, I'm sorry, 958 01:01:19,740 --> 01:01:21,090 I thought you liked it, man, it's cool, 959 01:01:21,090 --> 01:01:23,100 we could, we could do- No, no, no, no, no, no. 960 01:01:23,100 --> 01:01:23,970 Randy. 961 01:01:23,970 --> 01:01:25,320 I don't know what you think this is. 962 01:01:25,320 --> 01:01:28,379 - Yo, don't be like that. - I'm not into that. 963 01:01:28,379 --> 01:01:31,196 I-I'm sorry, I was just trying to impress you. 964 01:01:31,196 --> 01:01:32,906 Don't be like that. Just get out, man. 965 01:01:32,906 --> 01:01:35,990 Come on, we could try again, Randy, don't be like... 966 01:01:47,468 --> 01:01:52,468 ♪ I thought that's what you wanted all the time ♪ 967 01:02:00,397 --> 01:02:05,397 Alex, Alex, hey, you forgot your keys. 968 01:02:05,615 --> 01:02:07,868 Look, Randy, I'm so sorry. 969 01:02:07,868 --> 01:02:09,540 I'm, I would never hurt you, man, 970 01:02:09,540 --> 01:02:11,670 I just, I wanted you to like me. 971 01:02:11,670 --> 01:02:15,931 Look, some people are what, into that. 972 01:02:15,931 --> 01:02:17,700 It's just not my thing, okay. 973 01:02:17,700 --> 01:02:19,170 I get it, I get it. 974 01:02:19,170 --> 01:02:20,809 Let me just try again, I'll be gentle. 975 01:02:20,809 --> 01:02:21,870 I don't know. 976 01:02:21,870 --> 01:02:23,943 Please, please, look, I'll be gentle. 977 01:02:46,528 --> 01:02:48,905 Look at the fairy boys. 978 01:02:48,905 --> 01:02:51,654 - Come on, man. - What did you just say? 979 01:02:51,654 --> 01:02:54,183 I think you heard me, faggot. 980 01:02:54,183 --> 01:02:55,980 You can't talk to us like that. 981 01:02:55,980 --> 01:02:56,813 - Yeah? - Alex. 982 01:02:56,813 --> 01:02:57,646 Step back, Randy. 983 01:02:57,646 --> 01:03:00,360 Yeah, well, at least I'm not some fucking closet fuck 984 01:03:00,360 --> 01:03:01,193 getting your rocks up- 985 01:03:01,193 --> 01:03:02,026 You trying to start something? 986 01:03:02,026 --> 01:03:03,900 Maybe I am, but how about you blow me first? 987 01:03:03,900 --> 01:03:04,733 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 988 01:03:04,733 --> 01:03:08,175 Yeah? 989 01:03:09,690 --> 01:03:10,950 - Come on. - Fucking bitch. 990 01:03:10,950 --> 01:03:12,517 Come on. 991 01:03:17,370 --> 01:03:19,630 Yeah, yeah, how'd you like that? 992 01:03:19,630 --> 01:03:20,715 Huh? 993 01:03:20,715 --> 01:03:23,238 Oh! 994 01:03:23,238 --> 01:03:25,376 You wanna punch me? 995 01:03:25,376 --> 01:03:27,060 Uh! 996 01:03:27,060 --> 01:03:27,991 Huh? 997 01:03:27,991 --> 01:03:29,434 Uh! 998 01:03:29,434 --> 01:03:30,463 Fuck you! 999 01:03:37,788 --> 01:03:39,930 Yeah, they're over here in the, in the alley, 1000 01:03:39,930 --> 01:03:41,520 my, my friend. 1001 01:03:41,520 --> 01:03:43,535 Alex, come on. 1002 01:03:58,550 --> 01:04:00,494 Oh, there he is. 1003 01:04:02,160 --> 01:04:04,113 It hurts so much. 1004 01:04:05,135 --> 01:04:06,780 You're gonna be okay. 1005 01:04:06,780 --> 01:04:07,613 Hm. 1006 01:04:09,090 --> 01:04:10,440 Okay. 1007 01:04:10,440 --> 01:04:11,343 So you drank? 1008 01:04:12,600 --> 01:04:15,000 I can't do this with you right now, GJ. 1009 01:04:15,000 --> 01:04:16,791 I thought you were done. 1010 01:04:16,791 --> 01:04:18,208 Yeah, so did I. 1011 01:04:21,057 --> 01:04:23,010 Did they find the guy? 1012 01:04:23,010 --> 01:04:25,653 No, not yet anyway. 1013 01:04:27,210 --> 01:04:29,190 So what happened? 1014 01:04:29,190 --> 01:04:32,130 This asshole called me a faggot. 1015 01:04:32,130 --> 01:04:33,993 And you fought him? 1016 01:04:35,340 --> 01:04:36,960 What was I supposed to do? 1017 01:04:36,960 --> 01:04:38,845 Walk away, let it go. 1018 01:04:38,845 --> 01:04:41,141 I'm tired of being pushed around, Gracie. 1019 01:04:41,141 --> 01:04:43,983 You could have been killed, Alex! 1020 01:04:45,120 --> 01:04:48,900 You have every right to stand up for yourself, baby, 1021 01:04:48,900 --> 01:04:50,502 but you have to pick your battles. 1022 01:04:50,502 --> 01:04:53,017 You know this started when Shane moved in? 1023 01:04:53,017 --> 01:04:54,637 You should have listened to me. 1024 01:04:54,637 --> 01:04:57,750 Well, I'm a little more concerned with being the victim 1025 01:04:57,750 --> 01:05:00,000 of a hate crime right now, if that's okay with you. 1026 01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:02,408 No, actually it's not okay, it's not okay at all, 1027 01:05:02,408 --> 01:05:04,560 because there shouldn't have been a hate crime. 1028 01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:06,060 You weren't supposed to be drunk, 1029 01:05:06,060 --> 01:05:07,620 you weren't supposed to be hooking up 1030 01:05:07,620 --> 01:05:09,030 and you for damn sure weren't supposed to be 1031 01:05:09,030 --> 01:05:11,833 starting a fight with some homophobic jackass! 1032 01:05:11,833 --> 01:05:14,294 You were supposed to be with me at my show, 1033 01:05:14,294 --> 01:05:16,285 because it was my night! 1034 01:05:17,640 --> 01:05:20,220 Yeah, after I talked you up to my boss's husband, 1035 01:05:20,220 --> 01:05:22,320 told him all about my talented best friend, 1036 01:05:22,320 --> 01:05:24,420 who didn't even bother to fucking show up! 1037 01:05:24,420 --> 01:05:26,193 Shit, Gracie, I'm, 1038 01:05:28,527 --> 01:05:29,397 I'm sorry. 1039 01:05:29,397 --> 01:05:32,700 I'm so done with you, Alex, I have one life 1040 01:05:32,700 --> 01:05:35,463 and I am done trying to help you fix yours! 1041 01:05:36,570 --> 01:05:38,486 Good luck, Veronica, you're a saint. 1042 01:05:38,486 --> 01:05:39,319 Gracie. 1043 01:05:47,700 --> 01:05:49,443 So I guess you hate me now too? 1044 01:05:50,820 --> 01:05:51,873 No, honey, 1045 01:05:53,760 --> 01:05:55,713 I love you and I'm your sponsor, 1046 01:05:57,570 --> 01:05:59,073 but I can't run your life. 1047 01:06:00,060 --> 01:06:04,042 I'm just here to try to help you stay sober. 1048 01:06:04,042 --> 01:06:05,403 Do you want that? 1049 01:06:07,271 --> 01:06:08,580 I really don't know. 1050 01:06:08,580 --> 01:06:12,400 Well, you think about it and let me know 1051 01:06:13,716 --> 01:06:15,753 and I urge you to ask yourself, 1052 01:06:17,082 --> 01:06:20,043 do you want the rest of your life to look like this? 1053 01:06:29,557 --> 01:06:33,047 Here you go, slowly. Mm-hm, mm-hm, okay. 1054 01:06:33,047 --> 01:06:34,590 Do you need anything? 1055 01:06:34,590 --> 01:06:36,420 No, they said the pillow, I should be okay, 1056 01:06:36,420 --> 01:06:37,470 I just, I don't know. 1057 01:06:39,496 --> 01:06:41,400 Do you want me to stay? 1058 01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:44,640 No, it's fine, Ronnie, you've done enough really. 1059 01:06:44,640 --> 01:06:45,646 Okay. 1060 01:06:45,646 --> 01:06:46,923 What happened to you? 1061 01:06:48,360 --> 01:06:49,863 He was gay bashed. 1062 01:06:55,870 --> 01:06:57,678 Did you put up a good fight? 1063 01:06:57,678 --> 01:06:59,643 He cracked his ribs, you know. 1064 01:07:02,010 --> 01:07:02,843 Here, 1065 01:07:05,820 --> 01:07:06,683 for next time. 1066 01:07:08,934 --> 01:07:11,013 I believe in protecting myself. 1067 01:07:13,140 --> 01:07:15,180 What you do is none of my business. 1068 01:07:15,180 --> 01:07:17,220 Just like it was none of your business, 1069 01:07:17,220 --> 01:07:20,670 when I moved into a house where his father was murdered? 1070 01:07:20,670 --> 01:07:22,073 Alex told me you knew. 1071 01:07:22,073 --> 01:07:25,475 That was Alex's business to disclose if he wanted to, 1072 01:07:25,475 --> 01:07:28,260 there was no law that said he had to. 1073 01:07:28,260 --> 01:07:30,613 Hm, I see how it works. 1074 01:07:30,613 --> 01:07:31,923 I don't think you do. 1075 01:07:35,760 --> 01:07:38,013 Honey, I'm gonna come back and check on you. 1076 01:07:49,622 --> 01:07:50,455 Bye. 1077 01:07:57,047 --> 01:07:58,147 She's wrong, you know. 1078 01:07:58,147 --> 01:08:00,033 Would you get off of her? 1079 01:08:00,989 --> 01:08:02,820 She helps a lot of people. 1080 01:08:02,820 --> 01:08:04,120 I never said she didn't. 1081 01:08:05,099 --> 01:08:07,193 I shouldn't have pushed that guy. 1082 01:08:07,193 --> 01:08:09,720 If you don't stand up for yourself, who will? 1083 01:08:09,720 --> 01:08:11,333 It was stupid, it was stupid. 1084 01:08:11,333 --> 01:08:13,230 Why are you so afraid to fight back? 1085 01:08:13,230 --> 01:08:14,433 Look at me. 1086 01:08:18,664 --> 01:08:21,123 You're stronger than you think you are, Alex. 1087 01:08:29,667 --> 01:08:31,263 I wanna show you something. 1088 01:08:47,623 --> 01:08:48,960 Peter? 1089 01:08:48,960 --> 01:08:50,250 Yeah. 1090 01:08:50,250 --> 01:08:51,437 Grant? 1091 01:08:51,437 --> 01:08:53,133 Yeah, that's me. 1092 01:08:54,390 --> 01:08:55,560 Who are you? 1093 01:08:55,560 --> 01:08:56,766 A friend. 1094 01:08:56,766 --> 01:09:00,333 I don't go alone these days, you understand? 1095 01:09:01,971 --> 01:09:03,971 Yeah, sure. 1096 01:09:03,971 --> 01:09:05,730 Can we come in? 1097 01:09:05,730 --> 01:09:07,740 Oh, yeah. 1098 01:09:07,740 --> 01:09:08,573 Thanks. 1099 01:09:11,036 --> 01:09:13,413 Ah, this is a nice place you have. 1100 01:09:14,580 --> 01:09:15,413 You live alone? 1101 01:09:16,530 --> 01:09:17,820 Yeah, just me. 1102 01:09:17,820 --> 01:09:21,000 Do you guys want a drink or something? 1103 01:09:21,000 --> 01:09:22,323 No, thanks. 1104 01:09:24,684 --> 01:09:26,340 Okay, what do we do now? 1105 01:09:26,340 --> 01:09:27,608 We could go to the bedroom, 1106 01:09:27,608 --> 01:09:29,658 if your friend doesn't mind staying here. 1107 01:09:31,230 --> 01:09:32,160 Yeah, in a minute. 1108 01:09:32,160 --> 01:09:34,773 I have a few more questions, if you don't mind. 1109 01:09:36,990 --> 01:09:38,313 Okay, sure. 1110 01:09:39,810 --> 01:09:41,760 Can you tell me about Rachel Monahan? 1111 01:09:43,623 --> 01:09:46,643 Why do you wanna know about her? 1112 01:09:46,643 --> 01:09:48,745 I think you know why. 1113 01:09:50,641 --> 01:09:52,827 Okay, you know what, you two are starting to freak me out 1114 01:09:52,827 --> 01:09:55,856 and I think you should go. You're freaked out? 1115 01:09:55,856 --> 01:09:59,905 That's interesting, you molested Rachel, a teenager, 1116 01:09:59,905 --> 01:10:01,590 you think Rachel was freaked out? 1117 01:10:01,590 --> 01:10:03,210 - Who the fuck are you? - Who the fuck are you 1118 01:10:03,210 --> 01:10:04,093 to do that to a kid? 1119 01:10:04,093 --> 01:10:05,760 Did you do that to your own fucking daughter, 1120 01:10:05,760 --> 01:10:07,140 you punk bitch? Okay, get out! 1121 01:10:07,140 --> 01:10:08,461 I'm gonna call the cops! Shut the fuck up! 1122 01:10:10,620 --> 01:10:12,456 Holy shit! 1123 01:10:15,240 --> 01:10:17,730 Come on! 1124 01:10:17,730 --> 01:10:19,271 Oh. 1125 01:10:19,271 --> 01:10:21,551 This is your chance. 1126 01:10:22,770 --> 01:10:23,720 You wanna kill him? 1127 01:10:25,477 --> 01:10:26,900 Shane, I can't. 1128 01:10:26,900 --> 01:10:28,950 If you don't do this, he gets away with it. 1129 01:10:28,950 --> 01:10:30,927 I'm not killing anybody. 1130 01:10:42,048 --> 01:10:44,253 You have a choice here, Alex, 1131 01:10:45,385 --> 01:10:48,077 you can crawl back to that safe, little cave 1132 01:10:48,077 --> 01:10:49,600 and drink your life away 1133 01:10:50,639 --> 01:10:53,403 or you can give this sick fuck what he deserves. 1134 01:11:06,410 --> 01:11:08,371 Fuck! 1135 01:11:14,237 --> 01:11:18,510 No, no! 1136 01:11:18,510 --> 01:11:19,343 Stop. 1137 01:11:21,677 --> 01:11:24,930 Look at yourself, Grant, you did this, 1138 01:11:24,930 --> 01:11:26,469 you brought this on. 1139 01:11:27,302 --> 01:11:29,110 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 1140 01:11:29,110 --> 01:11:30,930 Think hard about what he did, Alex. 1141 01:11:30,930 --> 01:11:31,763 Shane. 1142 01:11:32,640 --> 01:11:34,050 No, no, please don't. 1143 01:11:34,050 --> 01:11:35,570 - Should I do it? - No! 1144 01:11:35,570 --> 01:11:37,370 No, stop, stop, don't, please. 1145 01:11:52,761 --> 01:11:54,423 One less monster. 1146 01:11:55,860 --> 01:11:56,693 Shit. 1147 01:11:58,230 --> 01:11:59,553 You had no right. 1148 01:12:03,788 --> 01:12:07,140 He's nothing but a fucking schoolyard-stalking 1149 01:12:07,140 --> 01:12:10,413 child molester, do you really think he deserved to live? 1150 01:12:12,554 --> 01:12:13,387 Do you? 1151 01:12:17,996 --> 01:12:19,383 That's what I thought. 1152 01:12:37,024 --> 01:12:38,820 I don't think I need to tell you this, 1153 01:12:38,820 --> 01:12:40,710 but this isn't something you run and tell your sponsor 1154 01:12:40,710 --> 01:12:42,417 or little girlfriend about. Yeah, why not? 1155 01:12:42,417 --> 01:12:44,880 - Are you fucking serious? - Are you fucking serious? 1156 01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:47,673 I didn't fucking do this, I didn't want this! 1157 01:12:52,594 --> 01:12:54,449 Give me your shirt. 1158 01:12:54,449 --> 01:12:56,223 - What? - There's blood on it. 1159 01:13:04,316 --> 01:13:07,543 Does anything you fucking listen to have lyrics? 1160 01:13:54,107 --> 01:13:56,043 How's that working out for you? 1161 01:14:00,507 --> 01:14:04,743 What you did tonight, have you done it before? 1162 01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:16,923 People pay for my company, I look up their address. 1163 01:14:18,678 --> 01:14:22,233 If they're not on a list, then everyone has a good time, 1164 01:14:23,340 --> 01:14:28,002 but if they are, yes, I do the right thing. 1165 01:14:28,002 --> 01:14:29,310 Kill people? 1166 01:14:29,310 --> 01:14:30,783 That deserve to die. 1167 01:14:32,467 --> 01:14:33,483 You're not God. 1168 01:14:39,930 --> 01:14:40,773 Alex. 1169 01:14:43,410 --> 01:14:44,943 I'm doing God's work. 1170 01:14:46,272 --> 01:14:48,273 What the fuck happened to you? 1171 01:14:49,328 --> 01:14:50,883 That doesn't matter, 1172 01:14:53,010 --> 01:14:54,208 all that is in the past. 1173 01:14:54,208 --> 01:14:57,586 What matters now is we set things right. 1174 01:14:57,586 --> 01:14:59,575 They deserve a second chance. 1175 01:14:59,575 --> 01:15:01,263 Do you really believe that? 1176 01:15:04,680 --> 01:15:09,273 Some people, after they're abused, they commit suicide. 1177 01:15:12,403 --> 01:15:14,343 Did they get a second chance? 1178 01:15:17,378 --> 01:15:19,117 I want you out. 1179 01:15:21,900 --> 01:15:23,403 I'm calling the cops. 1180 01:15:25,007 --> 01:15:26,873 Calling the cops, yeah. 1181 01:15:30,633 --> 01:15:34,113 It's okay, call the cops then, 1182 01:15:35,482 --> 01:15:37,380 you were there too. 1183 01:15:37,380 --> 01:15:38,490 So what? 1184 01:15:38,490 --> 01:15:42,063 In fact, you're the one that killed him. 1185 01:15:43,170 --> 01:15:47,373 I tried to stop you, I have your shirt with his blood on it. 1186 01:15:49,440 --> 01:15:50,850 Fuck you. 1187 01:15:50,850 --> 01:15:52,583 No, fuck you, Alex! 1188 01:15:57,752 --> 01:15:58,585 Fuck you. 1189 01:16:22,415 --> 01:16:23,851 Fuck. 1190 01:16:38,628 --> 01:16:39,461 Gracie. 1191 01:16:41,598 --> 01:16:42,431 Gracie 1192 01:16:45,047 --> 01:16:45,880 I'm sorry. 1193 01:16:48,417 --> 01:16:49,584 I'm fucked up, 1194 01:16:51,734 --> 01:16:52,984 but I love you. 1195 01:16:56,718 --> 01:16:58,718 I'd do anything for you. 1196 01:17:05,103 --> 01:17:07,203 I told you to get the fuck out. 1197 01:17:10,373 --> 01:17:11,823 Tell me one thing. 1198 01:17:17,203 --> 01:17:19,353 What were you gonna say to your dad? 1199 01:17:20,309 --> 01:17:22,383 I don't have to tell you shit. 1200 01:17:30,257 --> 01:17:31,423 Yeah, you do. 1201 01:17:34,769 --> 01:17:36,602 I was, I don't know, 1202 01:17:37,873 --> 01:17:40,640 just gonna see if he'd changed. 1203 01:17:40,640 --> 01:17:42,903 Maybe give him a second chance, I don't know. 1204 01:17:43,770 --> 01:17:44,973 And then what? 1205 01:17:48,404 --> 01:17:50,313 Pretend nothing ever happened? 1206 01:17:55,039 --> 01:17:57,033 You gonna drink some more? 1207 01:17:59,175 --> 01:18:01,113 Maybe try to kill yourself again. 1208 01:18:02,875 --> 01:18:04,533 You're fucking crazy. 1209 01:18:08,054 --> 01:18:09,723 You try to kill yourself. 1210 01:18:12,600 --> 01:18:13,803 I kill monsters. 1211 01:18:17,727 --> 01:18:19,473 Who's the crazy one here? 1212 01:18:27,060 --> 01:18:28,424 Bye. 1213 01:19:04,842 --> 01:19:08,711 There are a lot of really sick people 1214 01:19:08,711 --> 01:19:09,746 in this world. 1215 01:19:09,746 --> 01:19:14,746 If you can think of him as sick instead of bad, 1216 01:19:15,900 --> 01:19:19,830 the shift in your perception might be the miracle you need. 1217 01:19:28,706 --> 01:19:30,456 I forgive you, Dad. 1218 01:19:37,184 --> 01:19:38,351 I forgive you. 1219 01:19:41,862 --> 01:19:45,210 There's more than 300 murders a year in New York 1220 01:19:45,210 --> 01:19:47,179 and almost 10,000 unsolved murders. 1221 01:19:47,179 --> 01:19:52,140 What, what are the odds of, of, of us catching him? 1222 01:19:52,140 --> 01:19:56,490 This guy knows what he's doing, he doesn't leave a trail, 1223 01:19:56,490 --> 01:19:58,773 but I won't stop until we find him. 1224 01:20:01,077 --> 01:20:05,073 I should've just called you sooner. 1225 01:20:06,450 --> 01:20:07,590 Stupid. 1226 01:20:07,590 --> 01:20:11,913 Some people never report a crime, it takes courage. 1227 01:20:16,813 --> 01:20:17,646 Thanks. 1228 01:20:46,230 --> 01:20:47,063 Gracie. 1229 01:20:47,063 --> 01:20:48,180 I have nothing to say to you, Alex. 1230 01:20:48,180 --> 01:20:50,430 Let me just explain to you, I know it's different, 1231 01:20:50,430 --> 01:20:51,510 it's different. I don't care. 1232 01:20:51,510 --> 01:20:52,980 You were right about Shane, okay. 1233 01:20:52,980 --> 01:20:55,530 I don't care, it's always the same with you. 1234 01:20:55,530 --> 01:20:57,537 No, I know, but he's dangerous, Gracie. 1235 01:20:57,537 --> 01:20:58,583 Goodbye, Alex. 1236 01:21:04,920 --> 01:21:06,603 God, I'm having a bad day here. 1237 01:21:19,905 --> 01:21:23,406 Oh. 1238 01:21:32,730 --> 01:21:34,143 Gracie won't speak to me. 1239 01:21:35,010 --> 01:21:37,410 No how are you 1240 01:21:37,410 --> 01:21:41,220 or I'm sorry for dropping by without calling? 1241 01:21:41,220 --> 01:21:43,200 I did call, you didn't answer, I'm sorry, 1242 01:21:43,200 --> 01:21:44,490 but Gracie won't see me. 1243 01:21:44,490 --> 01:21:48,630 Alex, you relapsed, you missed her show. 1244 01:21:48,630 --> 01:21:51,420 You do nothing but think about yourself, 1245 01:21:51,420 --> 01:21:52,863 including right now. 1246 01:21:56,130 --> 01:21:58,713 Honey, I am beat, 1247 01:21:59,670 --> 01:22:01,323 do you want anything else? 1248 01:22:02,370 --> 01:22:04,500 I need to know how I can get Gracie to forgive me, 1249 01:22:04,500 --> 01:22:06,698 Ronnie, please. Stop saying I'm sorry, 1250 01:22:06,698 --> 01:22:08,850 it's just words. 1251 01:22:08,850 --> 01:22:13,050 Show up, be the friend she's been to you. 1252 01:22:13,050 --> 01:22:17,040 You do anything you want, no matter the cost. 1253 01:22:17,040 --> 01:22:18,813 It's time to grow up, Alex. 1254 01:22:21,630 --> 01:22:23,264 Thanks. 1255 01:22:23,264 --> 01:22:24,903 I'm sorry I bothered you. 1256 01:22:26,610 --> 01:22:28,219 Alex. 1257 01:22:30,000 --> 01:22:34,593 When I lost Ethan, I woke up and I got sober, 1258 01:22:35,760 --> 01:22:38,553 but being sober is only the beginning. 1259 01:22:39,930 --> 01:22:43,170 You've got to show Gracie real change, 1260 01:22:43,170 --> 01:22:45,303 before she can trust you again. 1261 01:22:46,693 --> 01:22:49,450 You have a chance that I didn't have 1262 01:22:50,940 --> 01:22:55,773 and with time and with patience, you can fix this, 1263 01:22:56,670 --> 01:22:58,203 I know you can. 1264 01:23:00,560 --> 01:23:01,683 Goodnight, Ronnie. 1265 01:23:19,320 --> 01:23:20,153 GJ. 1266 01:23:20,153 --> 01:23:21,693 No, but she's here. 1267 01:23:22,959 --> 01:23:24,718 - I'm calling the cops. - You don't wanna do that, 1268 01:23:24,718 --> 01:23:27,210 not if you wanna see your little girlfriend alive. 1269 01:23:27,210 --> 01:23:30,219 Leave her alone, you fuck, this is between you and me! 1270 01:23:30,219 --> 01:23:31,830 I want you to come to the garage, Alex, 1271 01:23:31,830 --> 01:23:33,550 she's running out time. Gracie! 1272 01:23:38,254 --> 01:23:39,087 Gracie! 1273 01:23:40,033 --> 01:23:41,537 - Alex! - Gracie! 1274 01:23:41,537 --> 01:23:42,486 Uh! 1275 01:23:42,486 --> 01:23:43,770 I said I'd make a fighter out of you, Alex. 1276 01:23:43,770 --> 01:23:46,072 The only way to do that is to get rid of your little crutch. 1277 01:23:46,072 --> 01:23:48,690 You're gonna have to fight harder than that. 1278 01:23:48,690 --> 01:23:50,464 You really wanna let her die? 1279 01:23:53,253 --> 01:23:56,135 You said you'd do anything for Gracie, prove it! 1280 01:23:56,135 --> 01:23:58,051 Uh! 1281 01:24:05,210 --> 01:24:07,680 Do you really wanna know what happened to me, Alex? 1282 01:24:07,680 --> 01:24:09,270 I went away to Little League camp. 1283 01:24:09,270 --> 01:24:12,723 Your dad, that sick fuck, he was my coach! 1284 01:24:12,723 --> 01:24:15,788 You know what he did to me, don't you, Alex? 1285 01:24:15,788 --> 01:24:19,050 I can't count how many years I walked around ashamed, 1286 01:24:19,050 --> 01:24:21,810 a loser, weak! 1287 01:24:21,810 --> 01:24:25,342 But then I found a way out, I became a fighter 1288 01:24:25,342 --> 01:24:27,540 and every time I kill one of those monsters, 1289 01:24:27,540 --> 01:24:29,473 I see your dad's face! 1290 01:24:32,840 --> 01:24:33,926 Gracie! 1291 01:24:33,926 --> 01:24:35,923 How are the ribs, Alex? 1292 01:24:35,923 --> 01:24:37,108 No, argh! 1293 01:24:40,647 --> 01:24:43,180 I did the world a favor killing your father 1294 01:24:45,873 --> 01:24:47,443 and I tried to help you, 1295 01:24:47,443 --> 01:24:50,613 because I know what it feels like to be afraid. 1296 01:24:53,070 --> 01:24:55,983 I tried to help you become somebody that fights back. 1297 01:24:59,354 --> 01:25:01,811 You really think he's gonna save you, Gracie? 1298 01:25:01,811 --> 01:25:03,420 He's done nothing but let you down, 1299 01:25:03,420 --> 01:25:05,529 why should today be any different? 1300 01:25:11,478 --> 01:25:13,833 Hope this is your best shot, Alex. 1301 01:25:17,845 --> 01:25:19,433 - Uh! - What are you gonna do now, 1302 01:25:19,433 --> 01:25:21,940 give me a second chance? 1303 01:25:21,940 --> 01:25:23,901 I learned a lot from you, Shane. 1304 01:25:27,840 --> 01:25:29,433 Like always carry a knife. 1305 01:25:40,599 --> 01:25:41,432 Gracie. 1306 01:25:58,810 --> 01:26:01,060 Gracie, Gracie, Gracie! 1307 01:26:07,100 --> 01:26:08,550 Come on, Gracie. 1308 01:26:08,550 --> 01:26:13,550 Come on, Gracie, Gracie, Gracie, please. 1309 01:26:13,849 --> 01:26:15,766 Gracie, Gracie, Gracie. 1310 01:26:18,453 --> 01:26:19,958 Come on, Gracie! 1311 01:26:24,451 --> 01:26:26,618 Come on, come on, come on! 1312 01:26:28,014 --> 01:26:28,847 Come on! 1313 01:26:30,088 --> 01:26:32,471 Gracie! 1314 01:26:32,471 --> 01:26:34,595 Argh! 1315 01:26:36,316 --> 01:26:37,952 You're good. 1316 01:26:37,952 --> 01:26:39,053 No, it's me, it's me! 1317 01:26:40,151 --> 01:26:43,347 It's me, it's Alex, Alex, it's Alex, it's Alex. 1318 01:26:47,610 --> 01:26:48,942 Breathe. 1319 01:26:56,580 --> 01:26:58,177 That's good, that's good. 1320 01:27:07,261 --> 01:27:12,261 Come on. 1321 01:27:26,210 --> 01:27:28,470 Oh, my God, baby, are you okay? 1322 01:27:30,834 --> 01:27:31,667 Oh. 1323 01:27:33,625 --> 01:27:34,792 Oh, it's okay. 1324 01:27:36,504 --> 01:27:37,337 It's okay. 1325 01:27:44,629 --> 01:27:49,446 "Dear Alex, I wish you only love. 1326 01:27:49,446 --> 01:27:51,654 I hope you figure it all out, 1327 01:27:51,654 --> 01:27:54,003 I hope you go after your dreams, 1328 01:27:54,900 --> 01:27:57,393 but I need to focus on me for a while. 1329 01:27:58,470 --> 01:27:59,850 You know I care about you, 1330 01:27:59,850 --> 01:28:02,853 I just can't be with you right now. 1331 01:28:03,719 --> 01:28:06,393 You have to take these first steps on your own. 1332 01:28:08,010 --> 01:28:10,437 Love Gracie Jean." 1333 01:28:18,300 --> 01:28:19,133 Hey, guys. 1334 01:28:20,072 --> 01:28:24,467 I wrote this song, um, I hope you guys like it. 1335 01:28:33,684 --> 01:28:38,684 ♪ Now we're apart, seems like years ♪ 1336 01:28:40,454 --> 01:28:45,454 ♪ It's only been a couple of days ♪ 1337 01:28:47,464 --> 01:28:52,464 ♪ I broke your heart, caused your tears ♪ 1338 01:28:54,199 --> 01:28:59,199 ♪ Said I'd never change my ways ♪ 1339 01:29:01,592 --> 01:29:06,592 ♪ I never meant to hurt you ♪ 1340 01:29:07,361 --> 01:29:12,361 ♪ Even now, I won't desert you ♪ 1341 01:29:14,222 --> 01:29:19,222 ♪ If you need a friend to hold you again ♪ 1342 01:29:21,090 --> 01:29:25,340 ♪ I will hold you ♪ 1343 01:29:25,340 --> 01:29:28,056 ♪ I am still here ♪ 1344 01:29:28,056 --> 01:29:33,056 ♪ Whatever I do, I will love you ♪ 1345 01:29:34,428 --> 01:29:38,709 ♪ And if you miss me ♪ 1346 01:29:38,709 --> 01:29:41,098 ♪ I'm still here ♪ 1347 01:29:52,283 --> 01:29:53,476 Who are you? 1348 01:29:53,476 --> 01:29:57,134 Hello, Henry, I'm here with Kirsty. 1349 01:29:57,134 --> 01:29:58,476 Where is she? 1350 01:29:58,476 --> 01:30:01,740 She's in the car, I typically come up ahead of her 1351 01:30:01,740 --> 01:30:03,963 just to make sure everything's safe. 1352 01:30:05,375 --> 01:30:06,843 You know how it is. 1353 01:30:07,710 --> 01:30:09,730 Okay, so could she come up? 1354 01:30:10,867 --> 01:30:15,112 It depends, Henry, are you gonna drug her, 1355 01:30:15,112 --> 01:30:18,017 like you drugged Julie Erickson? 1356 01:30:18,017 --> 01:30:22,934 ♪ When this crazy world got out of control ♪ 1357 01:30:31,156 --> 01:30:35,406 ♪ You were the one to lift my soul ♪ 1358 01:30:40,893 --> 01:30:42,364 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1359 01:30:42,364 --> 01:30:47,318 ♪ Someone who knows you ♪ 1360 01:30:47,318 --> 01:30:49,779 ♪ I am still here ♪ 1361 01:30:49,779 --> 01:30:53,288 ♪ Darling, whatever you do ♪ 1362 01:30:53,288 --> 01:30:57,081 ♪ I will always love you ♪ 1363 01:30:57,081 --> 01:31:02,081 ♪ And I miss you ♪ 1364 01:31:02,461 --> 01:31:05,294 ♪ I am still here ♪ 1365 01:31:12,071 --> 01:31:14,329 What do you see? 1366 01:31:19,420 --> 01:31:23,011 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1367 01:31:23,011 --> 01:31:26,352 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1368 01:31:26,352 --> 01:31:29,119 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1369 01:31:29,119 --> 01:31:33,098 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1370 01:31:33,098 --> 01:31:35,818 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1371 01:31:35,818 --> 01:31:39,264 ♪ You've been asleep, now it's time to atone ♪ 1372 01:31:39,264 --> 01:31:42,822 ♪ Who are you when you're alone ♪ 1373 01:31:42,822 --> 01:31:46,245 ♪ Reality lost in a crisis ♪ 1374 01:31:46,245 --> 01:31:49,424 ♪ I dug any deeper in your pockets ♪ 1375 01:31:49,424 --> 01:31:53,162 ♪ And fought in your heart and took a piece of your soul ♪ 1376 01:31:53,162 --> 01:31:56,464 ♪ Sold the remains for foolish gold ♪ 1377 01:31:56,464 --> 01:31:59,539 ♪ You bet it all, 'cause you lost it ♪ 1378 01:31:59,539 --> 01:32:02,143 ♪ And now put the nail in your coffin ♪ 1379 01:32:02,143 --> 01:32:07,143 ♪ When will we learn that change comes from within ♪ 1380 01:32:07,437 --> 01:32:11,083 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1381 01:32:11,083 --> 01:32:14,429 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1382 01:32:14,429 --> 01:32:17,017 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1383 01:32:17,017 --> 01:32:21,154 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1384 01:32:21,154 --> 01:32:24,777 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1385 01:32:24,777 --> 01:32:28,111 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1386 01:32:28,111 --> 01:32:30,815 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1387 01:32:30,815 --> 01:32:34,865 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1388 01:32:34,865 --> 01:32:39,284 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1389 01:32:39,284 --> 01:32:42,926 ♪ Why do we sink, the water is low ♪ 1390 01:32:42,926 --> 01:32:46,249 ♪ Down in a pool of our own shadow ♪ 1391 01:32:46,249 --> 01:32:50,609 ♪ Stuck with ourselves, caught in there ♪ 1392 01:32:50,609 --> 01:32:52,716 ♪ You know it's better with you ♪ 1393 01:32:52,716 --> 01:32:54,506 ♪ And I see that, let's do it ♪ 1394 01:32:54,506 --> 01:32:58,077 ♪ Not back in the suicide, missing the love ♪ 1395 01:32:58,077 --> 01:33:01,603 ♪ Been only hypnotized, stumbling to decide ♪ 1396 01:33:01,603 --> 01:33:05,419 ♪ Know that enough is enough is enough ♪ 1397 01:33:05,419 --> 01:33:10,419 ♪ When will we learn that change comes from within ♪ 1398 01:33:10,957 --> 01:33:14,397 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1399 01:33:14,397 --> 01:33:17,693 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1400 01:33:17,693 --> 01:33:20,512 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1401 01:33:20,512 --> 01:33:24,587 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1402 01:33:24,587 --> 01:33:28,173 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪ 1403 01:33:28,173 --> 01:33:31,453 ♪ Forming an alliance with enough ♪ 1404 01:33:31,453 --> 01:33:34,228 ♪ It's never too late to find yourself ♪ 1405 01:33:34,228 --> 01:33:38,308 ♪ 'Cause there's a spirit, can you hear it ♪ 1406 01:33:38,308 --> 01:33:42,558 ♪ Something inside me is waking up ♪