1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:11,833 --> 00:00:18,533 “What is not shared, is lost” 4 00:00:24,533 --> 00:00:25,900 It’s name 5 00:00:25,900 --> 00:00:27,666 is Passionflower 6 00:00:27,933 --> 00:00:29,366 and passion 7 00:00:29,366 --> 00:00:31,200 is its fruit. 8 00:00:32,133 --> 00:00:34,800 Even though it originates from the Americas 9 00:00:34,800 --> 00:00:36,333 this wonderful flower 10 00:00:36,400 --> 00:00:38,033 is located in a modern apartment 11 00:00:38,033 --> 00:00:39,500 of Southern Italy 12 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:40,700 far away 13 00:00:40,700 --> 00:00:42,866 from its natural location 14 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:45,200 this 15 00:00:45,200 --> 00:00:48,100 could be a good reason to give up 16 00:00:48,500 --> 00:00:51,233 but its ambition is so strong 17 00:00:51,233 --> 00:00:53,400 that it overcomes all apologies 18 00:00:53,400 --> 00:00:55,433 to show itself to the world 19 00:00:55,433 --> 00:00:58,200 in its entire beauty. 20 00:01:06,333 --> 00:01:08,333 Everybody calls me Antonio 21 00:01:09,833 --> 00:01:12,600 and I'm looking for my life mission 22 00:01:13,300 --> 00:01:14,300 so 23 00:01:14,300 --> 00:01:16,866 this is how I show myself to others 24 00:01:17,966 --> 00:01:19,600 trillions of cells 25 00:01:19,600 --> 00:01:21,466 that cooperate with each other 26 00:01:21,466 --> 00:01:23,000 to start things 27 00:01:23,000 --> 00:01:25,433 that are struggling to materialize 28 00:01:28,866 --> 00:01:30,600 I'm starting to want to understand more 29 00:01:30,600 --> 00:01:32,533 about the mechanisms of the human mind 30 00:01:32,533 --> 00:01:34,533 and find a way out 31 00:01:34,533 --> 00:01:36,133 of my crisis 32 00:01:37,866 --> 00:01:39,233 my characters 33 00:01:39,233 --> 00:01:40,933 are constantly changing 34 00:01:40,933 --> 00:01:42,233 the way 35 00:01:42,233 --> 00:01:43,766 I see reality 36 00:01:45,066 --> 00:01:46,900 one day I am an "Actor" 37 00:01:47,533 --> 00:01:49,600 one day a "Musician" 38 00:01:50,333 --> 00:01:51,700 one day I am a "Guru" 39 00:01:52,866 --> 00:01:53,833 a “Chef" 40 00:01:55,266 --> 00:01:56,633 a ”Traveller" 41 00:01:57,933 --> 00:01:59,066 a ”Realist" 42 00:02:00,033 --> 00:02:01,366 or a "dreamer" 43 00:02:40,933 --> 00:02:42,566 For some time 44 00:02:42,566 --> 00:02:44,433 I have a recurring dream 45 00:02:46,633 --> 00:02:48,566 hallucinogenic plants 46 00:02:48,700 --> 00:02:51,100 arranged geometrically 47 00:02:54,133 --> 00:02:55,966 exotic places 48 00:03:00,133 --> 00:03:01,766 magic people 49 00:03:04,666 --> 00:03:07,066 that invite me to visit Mexico 50 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:12,100 and a sense of lightness 51 00:03:14,533 --> 00:03:15,566 worthy 52 00:03:15,566 --> 00:03:18,333 of a complete experience. 53 00:05:27,166 --> 00:05:29,966 The appointment is "ahorita" 54 00:05:31,166 --> 00:05:32,933 "a rato" 55 00:05:32,933 --> 00:05:34,866 "mañana" 56 00:05:35,033 --> 00:05:37,333 it's all very ... 57 00:05:41,900 --> 00:05:43,500 very vague 58 00:05:43,500 --> 00:05:45,566 because here fatalism reigns 59 00:05:45,733 --> 00:05:46,866 the fatalism of the Mexicans 60 00:05:46,866 --> 00:05:48,600 is that things come to you 61 00:05:48,600 --> 00:05:50,133 if they have to come 62 00:05:50,133 --> 00:05:51,866 in the sense that 63 00:05:51,866 --> 00:05:53,866 if you are predisposed 64 00:05:54,233 --> 00:05:55,400 and you are 65 00:05:55,800 --> 00:05:56,600 intended 66 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:58,133 to receive these things 67 00:05:58,133 --> 00:05:59,166 they will come. 68 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:08,266 It means people 69 00:06:08,266 --> 00:06:09,466 live by the day 70 00:06:09,466 --> 00:06:10,966 taking the best 71 00:06:10,966 --> 00:06:12,800 of what can happen to them 72 00:06:13,000 --> 00:06:14,100 It is a return 73 00:06:14,100 --> 00:06:15,166 to the state 74 00:06:16,600 --> 00:06:19,400 of precariousness of the living being 75 00:06:19,400 --> 00:06:21,566 where today you are, tomorrow you are not 76 00:06:26,133 --> 00:06:27,266 sure 77 00:06:27,366 --> 00:06:28,733 the water 78 00:06:28,933 --> 00:06:30,100 pipe breaks 79 00:06:30,100 --> 00:06:31,733 you need a plumber 80 00:06:31,966 --> 00:06:34,100 he tells you he will come and then he doesn't 81 00:06:35,366 --> 00:06:36,533 you learn to swim 82 00:06:36,533 --> 00:06:38,100 or you learn to be a plumber 83 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:39,900 there are two solutions 84 00:06:40,466 --> 00:06:41,866 in the end anyway 85 00:06:42,166 --> 00:06:43,566 something happens 86 00:06:44,266 --> 00:06:46,000 so the pipe adjusts 87 00:06:55,133 --> 00:06:57,133 here is the space 88 00:06:57,700 --> 00:06:59,400 for one's own being 89 00:06:59,400 --> 00:07:01,933 without having any conditionings 90 00:07:03,066 --> 00:07:05,066 because 91 00:07:06,133 --> 00:07:07,666 there are possibilities 92 00:07:08,433 --> 00:07:11,266 to take herbs, substances 93 00:07:12,200 --> 00:07:14,133 because the energies that are here 94 00:07:14,133 --> 00:07:16,400 put you in a position to feel 95 00:07:17,333 --> 00:07:18,833 more available 96 00:07:18,833 --> 00:07:20,100 more open 97 00:07:20,966 --> 00:07:23,233 you do not have the conditioning of how you look 98 00:07:23,533 --> 00:07:25,700 you have no conditioning 99 00:07:25,833 --> 00:07:27,633 of exteriority 100 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:30,433 until recently, mobile phones did not arrive here 101 00:07:31,133 --> 00:07:32,500 now they are here 102 00:07:32,500 --> 00:07:35,666 there are signal receivers that can work, but they don't 103 00:07:36,066 --> 00:07:38,166 here everything is precarious. 104 00:07:46,766 --> 00:07:48,966 I didn't think about it for more than ten minutes 105 00:07:49,533 --> 00:07:51,633 if the idea of ​​going to Mexico for a while 106 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:52,966 was the 107 00:07:52,966 --> 00:07:54,400 right thing for me 108 00:07:55,033 --> 00:07:57,466 I knew I needed something profound 109 00:07:57,566 --> 00:07:58,500 that could break 110 00:07:58,500 --> 00:08:01,000 a whole range of beliefs and habits 111 00:08:01,333 --> 00:08:03,466 that I had collected over time 112 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:06,766 habits that I was really tired of 113 00:08:07,233 --> 00:08:10,366 so I remembered an invitation, that was sent to me long ago 114 00:08:10,733 --> 00:08:12,866 from an old friend called "Gulf" 115 00:08:13,300 --> 00:08:16,600 to spend some timein the Oaxaca region 116 00:08:16,866 --> 00:08:18,966 on the shores of the Pacific 117 00:08:19,166 --> 00:08:20,900 to enjoy the beach 118 00:08:20,966 --> 00:08:22,633 to make pizza and bread 119 00:08:22,633 --> 00:08:23,966 in free time 120 00:08:27,633 --> 00:08:28,966 but I couldn't imagine 121 00:08:29,000 --> 00:08:31,433 to find myself among misfits 122 00:08:31,933 --> 00:08:32,933 leftovers 123 00:08:32,933 --> 00:08:34,400 of the "Beat generation" 124 00:08:38,300 --> 00:08:39,566 between storytellers 125 00:08:39,566 --> 00:08:42,733 who are not silent not even when they sleep 126 00:08:43,266 --> 00:08:44,233 naked asses 127 00:08:44,700 --> 00:08:48,200 and long sessions of traditional Italian food 128 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:51,066 remembering old adventures 129 00:08:51,066 --> 00:08:52,866 with the taste of freedom 130 00:08:53,966 --> 00:08:56,633 - Live the bride and groom, Yeah! - Yeah! 131 00:08:59,600 --> 00:09:01,666 The problem is the ocean 132 00:09:03,033 --> 00:09:04,900 the heat in winter is strange 133 00:09:06,133 --> 00:09:07,933 here you are facing 134 00:09:07,933 --> 00:09:09,700 swinging penises 135 00:09:10,866 --> 00:09:13,433 boats that sell offshore 136 00:09:13,433 --> 00:09:15,333 probably cocaine 137 00:09:18,066 --> 00:09:21,366 waves of six meters, that throw you to the ground 138 00:09:22,933 --> 00:09:24,266 and realize that you are 139 00:09:24,266 --> 00:09:25,766 from another part 140 00:09:25,966 --> 00:09:26,733 it’s simple 141 00:09:30,733 --> 00:09:33,300 you spend the all the days, staring at the sea 142 00:09:33,500 --> 00:09:35,600 and you don't feel guilty 143 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:40,700 and after a while 144 00:09:41,366 --> 00:09:43,133 you truly become a hippy 145 00:09:47,833 --> 00:09:49,933 in the evening you go to some bars to drink 146 00:09:49,933 --> 00:09:51,933 tequila, cerveza 147 00:09:52,633 --> 00:09:54,733 some fun 148 00:10:12,966 --> 00:10:13,966 and then 149 00:10:14,533 --> 00:10:16,066 eat 150 00:10:16,400 --> 00:10:17,333 Thank you. 151 00:10:17,500 --> 00:10:18,633 Oh how good! 152 00:10:19,333 --> 00:10:20,400 You? 153 00:10:20,400 --> 00:10:21,833 You don't want beans? 154 00:10:21,833 --> 00:10:22,933 - Rice? - No, no 155 00:10:23,666 --> 00:10:25,000 Continuously 156 00:10:35,966 --> 00:10:37,900 and seriously risk, not to be able 157 00:10:37,900 --> 00:10:39,433 to pack your bags 158 00:10:39,733 --> 00:10:41,733 and go somewhere else 159 00:10:42,433 --> 00:10:44,700 and that's the problem 160 00:10:51,633 --> 00:10:53,066 respect the intentions 161 00:10:53,066 --> 00:10:54,533 was not easy at all 162 00:10:54,533 --> 00:10:55,466 because 163 00:10:56,133 --> 00:10:58,433 I had not gone to Mexico 164 00:10:59,300 --> 00:11:00,466 to enjoy 165 00:11:00,466 --> 00:11:02,033 other conveniences. 166 00:11:05,766 --> 00:11:06,633 So 167 00:11:07,300 --> 00:11:08,900 I go to a wise local person 168 00:11:09,400 --> 00:11:11,466 to ask for advice. 169 00:11:12,733 --> 00:11:14,733 Divine Providence... 170 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:17,533 All over Mexico 171 00:11:17,633 --> 00:11:19,433 in these situations 172 00:11:19,433 --> 00:11:20,933 we always turn 173 00:11:20,933 --> 00:11:22,766 to a mediator of reality 174 00:11:23,533 --> 00:11:25,066 a "Curandero" 175 00:11:29,633 --> 00:11:30,866 Don Guillermo 176 00:11:30,866 --> 00:11:32,100 consults the Oracle 177 00:11:32,100 --> 00:11:34,800 through the use of corn kernels 178 00:11:38,933 --> 00:11:41,533 he tells me that I have to move from Zipolite 179 00:11:41,833 --> 00:11:43,566 because this place 180 00:11:43,566 --> 00:11:45,633 keeps my energy blocked. 181 00:11:49,533 --> 00:11:51,533 This extreme confidence in the Oracle 182 00:11:51,766 --> 00:11:53,233 impressed me 183 00:11:53,300 --> 00:11:54,900 and convinced me to follow 184 00:11:54,900 --> 00:11:56,333 his advice 185 00:11:56,833 --> 00:11:58,700 what did i have to lose? 186 00:11:59,066 --> 00:12:00,600 I came to the conclusion 187 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:02,700 that it was really worth it 188 00:12:02,700 --> 00:12:03,766 to put aside 189 00:12:03,766 --> 00:12:05,166 all rationality 190 00:12:05,466 --> 00:12:07,800 that my world had taught me 191 00:12:08,066 --> 00:12:10,100 to open up to the "Wonder" effect 192 00:12:10,466 --> 00:12:12,033 of a new world 193 00:12:12,400 --> 00:12:13,133 magical 194 00:12:13,266 --> 00:12:14,733 and go into it 195 00:12:16,033 --> 00:12:18,366 I just had to find the right people. 196 00:12:18,733 --> 00:12:19,666 To drive 197 00:12:19,900 --> 00:12:20,866 coast-to-coast 198 00:12:21,433 --> 00:12:22,300 sweat 199 00:12:22,466 --> 00:12:23,400 coast-to-coast 200 00:12:23,533 --> 00:12:25,833 listen to stories 201 00:12:26,266 --> 00:12:28,366 patience 202 00:12:36,100 --> 00:12:38,800 listening to the same stories. 203 00:12:41,633 --> 00:12:43,700 With the pizzas, we were on a break 204 00:12:44,233 --> 00:12:46,233 and since the flour had run out in the village 205 00:12:46,700 --> 00:12:48,233 it seemed like a good reason 206 00:12:48,233 --> 00:12:51,400 to take a vacation and just hang around 207 00:12:51,533 --> 00:12:54,233 since we were already working twice a week 208 00:12:54,233 --> 00:12:56,100 than for the lifestyle of the coast 209 00:12:56,100 --> 00:12:58,133 it really is too much. 210 00:12:59,800 --> 00:13:01,800 - Go straight! - Here straight? 211 00:13:01,800 --> 00:13:03,133 - Yes - Thank you 212 00:13:04,666 --> 00:13:07,333 But he doesn't know there's a fire if we go straight? 213 00:13:07,466 --> 00:13:09,533 There's a fire there! 214 00:13:09,666 --> 00:13:11,666 You can't go from there. 215 00:13:11,866 --> 00:13:13,566 - From there straight? - Yes 216 00:13:13,566 --> 00:13:14,766 Thank you 217 00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:17,266 He knows, He knows... 218 00:13:21,733 --> 00:13:23,133 We got it wrong 219 00:13:23,133 --> 00:13:25,200 and we ended up in Salina Cruz 220 00:13:26,433 --> 00:13:27,666 and we decided to pass... 221 00:13:27,666 --> 00:13:28,333 Action! 222 00:13:28,333 --> 00:13:29,433 ...the night there. 223 00:13:31,033 --> 00:13:33,066 We found a young man, an ambitious fisherman 224 00:13:33,466 --> 00:13:36,300 named Jesús Gómez Flórez 225 00:13:37,133 --> 00:13:39,033 he would like to be an actor 226 00:13:39,033 --> 00:13:41,033 and he said he could host us 227 00:13:41,333 --> 00:13:43,266 on only one condition 228 00:13:43,533 --> 00:13:44,800 play 229 00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:47,166 a "Narcos" in my film 230 00:13:47,700 --> 00:13:49,566 and of course I accepted 231 00:13:55,300 --> 00:13:56,400 in Mexico 232 00:13:56,400 --> 00:13:57,700 there is always a relative 233 00:13:57,700 --> 00:13:59,066 who knows someone 234 00:13:59,066 --> 00:14:00,533 that's right for you 235 00:14:01,833 --> 00:14:03,366 and indeed José 236 00:14:03,366 --> 00:14:04,700 with a small tip 237 00:14:04,700 --> 00:14:08,300 told us that he has an uncle who knows a wizard 238 00:14:09,033 --> 00:14:10,800 we left the next day 239 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:12,433 and went straight to Catemaco 240 00:14:13,733 --> 00:14:15,766 if things are to come 241 00:14:15,766 --> 00:14:17,200 they will come... 242 00:14:53,066 --> 00:14:55,066 This operation is done at midnight 243 00:14:55,433 --> 00:14:57,100 to defeat evil 244 00:14:57,100 --> 00:14:58,566 to cure a witchcraft 245 00:14:58,900 --> 00:15:00,266 or exorcism 246 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:03,866 the person sits down and is cleaned with a black hen 247 00:15:04,300 --> 00:15:06,533 to overthrowing damage ad bad luck 248 00:15:23,366 --> 00:15:25,300 Aleister crowley, defines magic 249 00:15:25,300 --> 00:15:26,666 art or science 250 00:15:26,666 --> 00:15:30,266 to make change happen, in accordance with the will 251 00:15:37,366 --> 00:15:38,766 If reality were 252 00:15:38,766 --> 00:15:40,400 a running horse 253 00:15:41,300 --> 00:15:43,266 and my will were "I" 254 00:15:43,266 --> 00:15:45,966 it gives a small space-time 255 00:15:45,966 --> 00:15:47,866 where it is possible for me 256 00:15:48,133 --> 00:15:50,666 to try to jump 257 00:15:50,666 --> 00:15:52,233 on the horse's back 258 00:15:52,233 --> 00:15:53,200 and ride it 259 00:15:53,266 --> 00:15:55,033 a moment earlier or a moment later 260 00:15:55,033 --> 00:15:56,100 I will fail 261 00:15:56,100 --> 00:15:58,866 there is a time when this is possible 262 00:15:58,966 --> 00:16:02,733 the magic consists of that art / science 263 00:16:02,733 --> 00:16:05,233 to know how to master coincidences. 264 00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:07,700 This is a labour of love 265 00:16:07,700 --> 00:16:09,466 like to make a couple 266 00:16:13,300 --> 00:16:16,766 they are ties for one half of the couple 267 00:16:16,933 --> 00:16:18,933 to arrive or to return 268 00:16:19,766 --> 00:16:21,500 And how much time like that? 269 00:16:21,666 --> 00:16:23,833 This half of the couple cannot be altered 270 00:16:23,966 --> 00:16:26,166 it is well tied 271 00:16:28,666 --> 00:16:31,700 Sometimes they knock the door and say “father" 272 00:16:31,700 --> 00:16:33,833 they dont know who i am? 273 00:16:34,600 --> 00:16:36,700 “Can you recommend me a witch?” 274 00:17:06,633 --> 00:17:08,633 I had an uncle who was gambled with the devil 275 00:17:10,233 --> 00:17:12,433 Witchcraft has many strengths, both the white magic and the black 276 00:17:15,300 --> 00:17:17,300 there are many people who worship the devil 277 00:17:17,433 --> 00:17:20,166 and others who worship death 278 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:23,733 and many more who worship the white, if they have the quality to heal 279 00:17:23,733 --> 00:17:25,733 and the spiritual strength 280 00:17:28,866 --> 00:17:32,666 the white magic is utilised to heal the diseases of witchcraft 281 00:17:41,300 --> 00:17:44,433 and the black magic is for overthrowing people and turn them bad 282 00:17:44,800 --> 00:17:46,900 overthrow businesses, enemies 283 00:17:47,566 --> 00:17:49,566 and if there is another black labour 284 00:17:49,700 --> 00:17:51,733 that would be the black magic 285 00:18:05,333 --> 00:18:08,566 and naturally there are other types of magic, like the yellow 286 00:18:09,266 --> 00:18:11,266 the red, the coloured, but its only one magic. 287 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:18,700 They bring you this fresh egg, they pass it over you 288 00:18:18,700 --> 00:18:20,700 the egg should suck 289 00:18:20,700 --> 00:18:22,700 all the bad energies 290 00:18:23,900 --> 00:18:26,333 and at that point they ask you if you want to open it or not? 291 00:18:26,333 --> 00:18:27,766 When you open the egg 292 00:18:27,766 --> 00:18:28,866 or it is black 293 00:18:28,866 --> 00:18:30,066 rotten 294 00:18:30,066 --> 00:18:32,200 or put it in the water 295 00:18:32,666 --> 00:18:35,100 and it should theoretically spin 296 00:18:35,233 --> 00:18:37,233 if it doesn't spin and it goes to the bottom 297 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:39,000 and it's "heavy" 298 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:40,466 then it means that 299 00:18:40,866 --> 00:18:42,533 the “evil eye” has been lifted 300 00:18:42,533 --> 00:18:44,533 "mala vibra" in Mexican. 301 00:18:57,633 --> 00:18:59,733 The language of magic, it is the language of symbols 302 00:19:00,100 --> 00:19:02,200 so when we are dealing with these representations 303 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,433 we are dealing with symbolic language 304 00:19:04,433 --> 00:19:06,800 which is precisely the language of our unconscious 305 00:19:06,900 --> 00:19:08,800 of the deepest part 306 00:19:14,266 --> 00:19:16,933 if I take a look at the iconographies 307 00:19:16,966 --> 00:19:18,866 throughout the history of religions 308 00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:22,266 we will always see representations 309 00:19:22,266 --> 00:19:24,266 both of the luminous components 310 00:19:24,266 --> 00:19:26,266 and components in the shade 311 00:19:26,566 --> 00:19:28,133 which are then fixed 312 00:19:28,133 --> 00:19:30,100 in the deep structures of the psyche 313 00:19:30,433 --> 00:19:33,833 usually in the most banal, obvious and discounted as possible 314 00:19:34,100 --> 00:19:35,500 good, the light 315 00:19:35,600 --> 00:19:36,433 and evil 316 00:19:36,433 --> 00:19:39,033 the night, the shadow or darkness. 317 00:19:42,633 --> 00:19:44,633 In one room 318 00:19:45,500 --> 00:19:47,000 the saints 319 00:19:47,900 --> 00:19:49,800 and in another room 320 00:19:50,366 --> 00:19:52,866 death, the devils... 321 00:20:01,166 --> 00:20:03,166 It's all very... 322 00:20:03,533 --> 00:20:04,366 misunderstanding 323 00:20:04,366 --> 00:20:05,266 you don't understand where is 324 00:20:05,266 --> 00:20:06,433 the limit 325 00:20:06,533 --> 00:20:07,733 between Catholicism 326 00:20:07,900 --> 00:20:09,333 and the Pagan. 327 00:20:09,866 --> 00:20:11,533 Here we have San Judas 328 00:20:12,466 --> 00:20:14,666 here The Virgin of Guadalupe 329 00:20:16,366 --> 00:20:17,566 We have the strength 330 00:20:17,566 --> 00:20:19,300 to protect people 331 00:20:20,466 --> 00:20:22,333 so they can get ahead at work 332 00:20:22,866 --> 00:20:23,866 in business 333 00:20:24,033 --> 00:20:26,033 here they believe it a lot 334 00:20:26,100 --> 00:20:28,100 and here we have San Miguel 335 00:20:28,366 --> 00:20:30,833 they received these inputs 336 00:20:30,833 --> 00:20:32,033 by the Spaniards 337 00:20:32,033 --> 00:20:34,833 however they did not want to lose their traditions 338 00:20:44,566 --> 00:20:46,000 Because the symbols 339 00:20:46,133 --> 00:20:48,033 as they represent functions 340 00:20:48,033 --> 00:20:49,433 they are like activators 341 00:20:49,433 --> 00:20:50,866 like levers 342 00:20:51,100 --> 00:20:53,966 that activate and move our psyche 343 00:20:54,100 --> 00:20:55,966 towards changes 344 00:20:55,966 --> 00:20:57,700 and transformations 345 00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:09,266 when a magician 346 00:21:09,766 --> 00:21:11,566 uses symbolic language 347 00:21:11,666 --> 00:21:14,100 It appeals to an internal resource 348 00:21:14,166 --> 00:21:15,566 that resource 349 00:21:15,733 --> 00:21:18,033 which is a storehouse of energy 350 00:21:18,233 --> 00:21:19,666 by features 351 00:21:19,666 --> 00:21:22,400 creative, on the one hand, transformative, on the other 352 00:21:22,700 --> 00:21:24,500 lives in our unconscious 353 00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:26,566 so he needs the appropriate language 354 00:21:26,766 --> 00:21:28,500 to be able to access it 355 00:21:38,533 --> 00:21:40,533 throughout the history of civilization 356 00:21:40,766 --> 00:21:42,333 in order to have 357 00:21:42,333 --> 00:21:43,800 social harmony 358 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,233 we had to 359 00:21:45,233 --> 00:21:47,766 repress, segregate and marginalize 360 00:21:47,766 --> 00:21:48,900 a whole series of components 361 00:21:49,133 --> 00:21:51,566 animals, instinctual 362 00:21:51,866 --> 00:21:53,200 that is over 363 00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:54,466 within what 364 00:21:54,466 --> 00:21:56,366 psychoanalysis called "unconscious" 365 00:21:57,066 --> 00:21:58,833 there they settle 366 00:21:58,833 --> 00:22:01,233 and create what we call "shadow" 367 00:22:01,233 --> 00:22:03,966 the non-integrated side 368 00:22:04,033 --> 00:22:05,966 of our psyche. 369 00:22:34,633 --> 00:22:35,866 Often it happens 370 00:22:35,866 --> 00:22:37,166 that we are then brought 371 00:22:37,166 --> 00:22:38,200 to consider 372 00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:40,500 that is to say, to gradually become aware 373 00:22:40,766 --> 00:22:42,600 of some aspects of us 374 00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:44,000 because they irritate us 375 00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:45,066 they make us uncomfortable 376 00:22:45,066 --> 00:22:46,633 they put us in crisis 377 00:22:46,633 --> 00:22:50,133 and that starts to become the center of our attention. 378 00:23:06,166 --> 00:23:08,366 This plant is only cultivated by us 379 00:23:08,633 --> 00:23:10,466 we are botanicals 380 00:23:10,633 --> 00:23:14,133 It has a very special potency that can help it to attack cáncer 381 00:23:14,700 --> 00:23:16,400 It is very venemous 382 00:23:17,500 --> 00:23:18,966 but is very effective 383 00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:21,733 they are plants typical to Catamaco 384 00:23:23,200 --> 00:23:27,033 these plants grow in the mountains of San Martin 385 00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:31,466 you can only find in that place 386 00:23:32,166 --> 00:23:35,466 we have been passed down these curations from ancient healers 387 00:23:35,466 --> 00:23:38,500 we are the 3rd generation 388 00:23:39,100 --> 00:23:42,500 but we are moving forward because here we cure, we don’t deceive people 389 00:23:43,266 --> 00:23:44,833 if you want the first Friday in March 390 00:23:44,833 --> 00:23:47,500 i can show you “la fuerza de la cueva” 391 00:23:47,500 --> 00:23:49,566 but that will be black magic 392 00:23:49,633 --> 00:23:52,133 we are going to show it for Friday 393 00:23:52,333 --> 00:23:53,966 first of all God 394 00:23:53,966 --> 00:23:55,166 - Yes? - Yes 395 00:23:58,366 --> 00:24:00,500 The ritual always has a relationship 396 00:24:00,500 --> 00:24:02,866 between the person who performs it 397 00:24:02,866 --> 00:24:04,300 and a desired result 398 00:24:04,900 --> 00:24:06,666 so it looks like the tool 399 00:24:06,666 --> 00:24:08,300 that puts in agreement 400 00:24:08,300 --> 00:24:09,500 these two elements 401 00:24:41,900 --> 00:24:42,733 Mud. 402 00:24:43,766 --> 00:24:46,466 A floor made of mud in the cave 403 00:24:48,733 --> 00:24:50,600 Cigars and incense 404 00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:53,200 offered at the "Rey del incanto" 405 00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:55,233 cloud my vision. 406 00:24:58,466 --> 00:24:59,533 Fire. 407 00:25:02,900 --> 00:25:05,800 Two guardians who play and sing 408 00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:07,800 folk songs. 409 00:25:27,066 --> 00:25:28,066 The rite 410 00:25:28,533 --> 00:25:31,766 creates a sort of sensory saturation 411 00:25:32,533 --> 00:25:34,000 through a series of 412 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:37,833 symbols, sounds, different stimuli 413 00:25:37,833 --> 00:25:40,733 manages to temporarily disorient 414 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:44,033 the appearance of the mind, that we can define rational. 415 00:25:44,566 --> 00:25:46,700 Magic belongs more and more 416 00:25:46,700 --> 00:25:49,200 to the non-rational aspect 417 00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:50,966 therefore, extraordinary 418 00:25:50,966 --> 00:25:52,933 able to hallucinate 419 00:25:52,933 --> 00:25:55,700 or even create events 420 00:25:55,700 --> 00:25:57,700 which cannot be explained 421 00:25:57,700 --> 00:25:59,200 rationally. 422 00:26:01,133 --> 00:26:04,633 I do a test to see if I'm awake 423 00:26:09,366 --> 00:26:13,400 my knees sink with each cock stroke 424 00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:16,600 that I get to clean my aura 425 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:25,166 "Keep your intent in mind" 426 00:26:26,666 --> 00:26:28,666 said the "brujo" 427 00:26:34,233 --> 00:26:36,666 I handed my parchment to the cave 428 00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:39,900 and a strange force acted 429 00:26:42,533 --> 00:26:45,733 It was an authentic suggestion. 430 00:27:22,366 --> 00:27:23,933 Salvia Divinorum 431 00:27:23,933 --> 00:27:26,400 in my dream it manifested sinuously 432 00:27:26,833 --> 00:27:28,966 making itself more visible than other plants 433 00:27:29,966 --> 00:27:32,600 I let myself be seduced by its feminine charge 434 00:27:33,166 --> 00:27:34,800 by its bright colors 435 00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:37,033 and its attractive voice 436 00:27:39,366 --> 00:27:41,066 until looking for it 437 00:27:41,233 --> 00:27:44,333 in the only place in the world, where it grows naturally 438 00:27:44,966 --> 00:27:46,600 The Sierra Mazateca. 439 00:27:54,900 --> 00:27:57,566 Around here they call it "Santa Pastora" 440 00:27:57,566 --> 00:27:59,900 and it has as an icon, The Virgin of Guadalupe 441 00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:02,400 it’s hallucinogenic 442 00:28:02,666 --> 00:28:06,100 and considered sacred and worthy of respect 443 00:28:06,166 --> 00:28:08,733 because it has the power to heal people 444 00:28:08,733 --> 00:28:11,000 and to orient them in their life 445 00:28:11,300 --> 00:28:13,733 thanks to its powerful visions. 446 00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:06,066 A smoothie of fresh leaves 447 00:31:07,166 --> 00:31:09,066 for a drink with a taste 448 00:31:09,466 --> 00:31:11,466 decidedly bitter 449 00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:14,433 without any delirating effect 450 00:31:14,866 --> 00:31:16,433 or dissociation 451 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:20,366 I am inside of me 452 00:31:22,133 --> 00:31:25,200 in a space where the added dimension 453 00:31:25,266 --> 00:31:26,900 is the depth. 454 00:31:33,900 --> 00:31:37,500 ♪ Oh María, Madre mía ♪ 455 00:31:37,666 --> 00:31:40,900 ♪ oh consuelo, del mortal ♪ 456 00:31:41,666 --> 00:31:43,666 ♪ amparadme ♪ 457 00:31:43,766 --> 00:31:45,633 ♪ y guiadme ♪ 458 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:49,566 ♪ a la patria celestial ♪ 459 00:31:50,133 --> 00:31:53,833 ♪ Oh María, Madre mía ♪ 460 00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:57,333 ♪ oh consuelo, del mortal ♪ 461 00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,000 ♪ amparadme ♪ 462 00:32:00,100 --> 00:32:01,966 ♪ y guiadme ♪ 463 00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:06,666 ♪ a la patria celestial♪ 464 00:32:07,633 --> 00:32:08,966 She tells me 465 00:32:08,966 --> 00:32:10,966 the "Spirit of the plant" 466 00:32:10,966 --> 00:32:13,866 will decide the intensity of the visions 467 00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:15,466 not you 468 00:32:16,133 --> 00:32:18,966 She knows, what's right for you... 469 00:32:20,066 --> 00:32:21,500 open yourself 470 00:32:37,500 --> 00:32:40,100 ♪ Santa María ♪ 471 00:32:41,100 --> 00:32:43,766 ♪ Santa Pastora ♪ 472 00:32:45,633 --> 00:32:49,100 ♪ Santa, Santa Pastora ♪ 473 00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:53,066 ♪ ven con nosotros ♪ 474 00:33:00,700 --> 00:33:01,633 The shamana 475 00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:03,900 speaks aloud to the plant 476 00:33:05,700 --> 00:33:07,700 recommends me to it 477 00:33:10,633 --> 00:33:12,666 describes me as a man of faith 478 00:33:12,666 --> 00:33:14,600 who still doesn't know who he is 479 00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:17,466 ♪ ayúdame, protégeme ♪ 480 00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:19,733 who asks for help 481 00:33:19,866 --> 00:33:21,666 ♪ Santa Pastora ♪ 482 00:33:21,733 --> 00:33:23,666 but he doesn't know what for 483 00:33:23,900 --> 00:33:27,266 ♪ Salva a nuestro hijo, Antonio ♪ 484 00:33:31,466 --> 00:33:33,666 What I like about these people 485 00:33:35,100 --> 00:33:37,533 is the fact that they never lose hope 486 00:33:38,366 --> 00:33:40,366 and then they always sing 487 00:33:40,933 --> 00:33:42,933 there is a beautiful expression 488 00:33:42,933 --> 00:33:44,933 that literally hit me 489 00:33:46,966 --> 00:33:50,933 and embodies, all Mazateca philosophy 490 00:33:51,566 --> 00:33:53,566 ”Tobí tobí” 491 00:33:54,033 --> 00:33:56,033 What does it mean? 492 00:33:56,033 --> 00:33:56,800 simply 493 00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:58,300 step-by-step 494 00:33:58,300 --> 00:34:00,266 one step at a time 495 00:34:01,033 --> 00:34:02,033 for example 496 00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:06,666 your car breaks down 497 00:34:06,666 --> 00:34:08,666 and you must do a very important thing 498 00:34:09,033 --> 00:34:10,666 ”Tobí tobí” 499 00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:13,533 Maybe a friend passes by and gives you a lift 500 00:34:13,533 --> 00:34:15,033 and you do what you have to do 501 00:34:15,433 --> 00:34:17,633 did your girlfriend leave you? 502 00:34:17,833 --> 00:34:19,466 ”Tobí tobí” 503 00:34:20,500 --> 00:34:22,100 you will find another 504 00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:26,866 are you worried why you haven't worked for a month? 505 00:34:27,666 --> 00:34:29,300 ”Tobí tobí” 506 00:34:29,300 --> 00:34:32,300 there is always the solution, maybe you eat from a friend 507 00:34:33,866 --> 00:34:36,633 maybe someone comes by and offers you a job 508 00:34:37,266 --> 00:34:38,500 sincerely 509 00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:40,500 they live better 510 00:34:44,866 --> 00:34:48,000 Doña Adela has a final key to my story 511 00:34:48,766 --> 00:34:49,933 the Salvia 512 00:34:50,033 --> 00:34:51,300 through dreams 513 00:34:51,633 --> 00:34:53,966 acted as bait to make me come here 514 00:34:54,866 --> 00:34:56,666 during the ceremony however 515 00:34:56,666 --> 00:34:59,033 it sent me a precise signal 516 00:35:00,166 --> 00:35:02,166 in fact, between my visions 517 00:35:02,166 --> 00:35:04,166 "Maria Sabina" appeared to me 518 00:35:04,633 --> 00:35:06,966 a well-known deceased shaman 519 00:35:07,966 --> 00:35:09,066 surrounded 520 00:35:09,066 --> 00:35:10,000 by many mushrooms 521 00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:13,000 which she affectionately called "niños" 522 00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:15,200 translated into practice it means 523 00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:16,600 the mushroom 524 00:35:16,733 --> 00:35:18,766 invited me to do a ceremony 525 00:35:21,500 --> 00:35:23,533 I still remain skeptical 526 00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:25,566 i can't understand the border 527 00:35:25,733 --> 00:35:27,133 between what is real 528 00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:29,200 and what I think 529 00:35:29,433 --> 00:35:30,766 is not real. 530 00:35:41,833 --> 00:35:44,433 Having faith means being confident 531 00:35:45,233 --> 00:35:47,266 and these people know this well 532 00:35:47,466 --> 00:35:48,666 I am worried 533 00:35:50,566 --> 00:35:51,733 what happens to you 534 00:35:51,733 --> 00:35:53,266 is what you need 535 00:35:54,833 --> 00:35:58,200 the feeling is a guarantee towards life 536 00:35:59,066 --> 00:36:00,700 everything will be fine. 537 00:36:03,700 --> 00:36:05,966 Everyone knows exactly what you are looking for 538 00:36:06,433 --> 00:36:08,033 and they are ready to give it to you 539 00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:09,533 but in return 540 00:36:09,766 --> 00:36:11,566 they ask you for a rare commodity 541 00:36:12,333 --> 00:36:13,766 respect 542 00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:16,933 the highest form of human coexistence 543 00:36:21,966 --> 00:36:24,100 They live isolated from the urbanized world 544 00:36:24,433 --> 00:36:26,433 and they have rules of their own 545 00:36:27,333 --> 00:36:28,566 to reach them 546 00:36:28,766 --> 00:36:31,300 you also need to prepare for 20-hour trips 547 00:36:32,100 --> 00:36:33,833 you don't arrive there by accident 548 00:36:34,700 --> 00:36:36,000 it's a gamble 549 00:36:38,566 --> 00:36:40,566 who arrives in a "Pueblo Magico" 550 00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:43,766 has to surrender to what life has in store for them 551 00:36:44,266 --> 00:36:46,100 give yourself to discover 552 00:36:46,566 --> 00:36:48,566 and experience the mystery. 553 00:36:49,166 --> 00:36:52,300 Your server, Cutberto Díaz Ibañez 554 00:36:52,633 --> 00:36:58,033 i am a general doctor or first contact doctor 555 00:36:58,033 --> 00:37:03,700 I live here in Huautla de Jimenez, to which I consider to be the magical and amazing Huautla 556 00:37:03,700 --> 00:37:10,233 in where I have been able to familiarise myself with the mind blowing mushrooms 557 00:37:12,700 --> 00:37:16,100 the lethal doses are very high 558 00:37:16,100 --> 00:37:20,900 that I know of and it is documented to a scientific level 559 00:37:20,900 --> 00:37:27,566 that nobody has died from an overdose of Psilocybin 560 00:37:27,866 --> 00:37:31,566 it alters the behaviour, yes 561 00:37:31,566 --> 00:37:38,100 but the behaviour is related with the emotional moment that the consumer of mushrooms goes through 562 00:37:41,700 --> 00:37:44,500 I already had two weeks in the town 563 00:37:44,733 --> 00:37:45,466 and everyone 564 00:37:45,566 --> 00:37:48,600 tries to sell me their "Magic Grandmother" 565 00:37:50,333 --> 00:37:53,300 each of them, seems to have a shaman at home 566 00:37:54,700 --> 00:37:56,233 it's really difficult 567 00:37:56,233 --> 00:37:59,700 to orientate yourself as to which one is the right one 568 00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:02,500 one thing is certain 569 00:38:02,700 --> 00:38:06,033 everyone is looking for money, for a trip with mushrooms 570 00:38:06,233 --> 00:38:10,500 and I have the impression of being surrounded by many charlatans 571 00:38:10,966 --> 00:38:12,333 with large families 572 00:38:12,333 --> 00:38:14,233 and carrying many problems. 573 00:38:17,133 --> 00:38:18,900 A sincere person 574 00:38:18,900 --> 00:38:20,100 I found one 575 00:38:20,533 --> 00:38:23,333 she offered to host me for free 576 00:38:23,333 --> 00:38:25,733 and to help me in my research. 577 00:38:26,833 --> 00:38:28,166 Doña Josephina 578 00:38:28,266 --> 00:38:31,100 is one of the many separated women of Huautla 579 00:38:32,466 --> 00:38:34,466 and with her daughters she manages 580 00:38:34,500 --> 00:38:35,733 "Casa Cejota" 581 00:38:35,766 --> 00:38:37,500 a Mexican Bed and Breakfast 582 00:38:38,100 --> 00:38:40,000 I let myself be guided by her 583 00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:43,466 and immerse myself in the social life of the "barrio" 584 00:38:47,233 --> 00:38:49,233 she introduces me to Doña Elodia 585 00:38:49,233 --> 00:38:51,300 a trusted shaman 586 00:38:52,100 --> 00:38:53,633 she is a strong woman 587 00:38:53,733 --> 00:38:56,400 she had four back surgeries 588 00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:57,900 despite this 589 00:38:58,133 --> 00:39:00,400 she seems more determined than ever 590 00:39:00,533 --> 00:39:01,900 to help people 591 00:39:01,900 --> 00:39:04,533 to undress from their masks 592 00:39:04,633 --> 00:39:07,633 through the use of hallucinogenic mushrooms. 593 00:39:12,733 --> 00:39:17,166 Through mushrooms, you can find the best path 594 00:39:17,733 --> 00:39:20,366 the best path to follow 595 00:39:20,366 --> 00:39:23,033 if there are obstacles in life 596 00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:28,433 We have fear 597 00:39:28,433 --> 00:39:31,966 because we do not want to discover 598 00:39:33,233 --> 00:39:34,833 the darkness that we bring 599 00:39:34,833 --> 00:39:38,533 we do not want others to discover our secrets 600 00:39:38,533 --> 00:39:42,133 that secret which is damaging us 601 00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:45,966 that secret which is hurting us 602 00:39:45,966 --> 00:39:49,666 that is converting into a disease 603 00:39:50,166 --> 00:39:57,166 It is about knowing or entering into new knowledge that can be of a very different nature 604 00:39:57,166 --> 00:40:06,733 new colours, sensations, creativity, forms 605 00:40:06,833 --> 00:40:10,400 and I mean not only tangible forms 606 00:40:10,400 --> 00:40:12,833 but also knowledge 607 00:40:13,866 --> 00:40:17,333 and if they show me where I am wrong, I must accept it 608 00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:20,166 My body, my mind 609 00:40:20,166 --> 00:40:22,666 which is an image generator 610 00:40:22,666 --> 00:40:26,766 is projecting my skills 611 00:40:26,766 --> 00:40:33,733 I have to get rid of everything negative that I bring I have to undo me 612 00:40:33,733 --> 00:40:36,800 I have to make room in my soul 613 00:40:36,800 --> 00:40:40,066 for the positive to enter 614 00:40:40,066 --> 00:40:42,900 If I am a drunk 615 00:40:42,900 --> 00:40:44,700 an alcoholic 616 00:40:44,700 --> 00:40:47,766 a cheat 617 00:40:47,766 --> 00:40:49,433 I am seeing it there 618 00:40:49,433 --> 00:40:54,366 I cannot escape my reality, I cannot deceive anyone 619 00:41:01,033 --> 00:41:04,133 if I am a painter, it is showing me colours 620 00:41:04,133 --> 00:41:06,300 it is enriching my creativity, my thinking 621 00:41:07,933 --> 00:41:12,400 how could I not use this idea if I already have it here! 622 00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:14,000 Depersonalise 623 00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:18,000 nobody, nobody, nobody can be deceived 624 00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:20,700 of what is being seen in an auto-psychoanalysis. 625 00:42:24,066 --> 00:42:28,100 The mushrooms are a medicine 626 00:42:28,100 --> 00:42:32,500 maybe they are not very expensive 627 00:42:32,500 --> 00:42:36,433 but the sacrifice is in the time in which a person 628 00:42:36,433 --> 00:42:40,766 has to take everything that is experienced in that moment 629 00:42:40,766 --> 00:42:42,866 It is scientifically proven 630 00:42:42,866 --> 00:42:49,700 that a dose of mushrooms, creates relief of at least 12 to 18 months 631 00:42:49,700 --> 00:42:51,733 against depression 632 00:42:51,733 --> 00:42:53,400 there is a lot that gives 633 00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:55,766 that gets solved 634 00:42:55,766 --> 00:42:58,500 when one does it from the heart 635 00:42:58,866 --> 00:43:01,866 regardless of the dose 636 00:43:01,866 --> 00:43:05,933 one can perfectly remember the experiences 637 00:43:05,933 --> 00:43:10,333 unlike alcohol that creates "blackouts" 638 00:43:10,333 --> 00:43:14,366 how many have also taken mushrooms 639 00:43:14,366 --> 00:43:17,066 without precautions 640 00:43:17,933 --> 00:43:23,733 they have just done it just to try it 641 00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:27,766 they just want to know what it feels like. 642 00:43:27,766 --> 00:43:29,066 They are taken at night 643 00:43:29,066 --> 00:43:32,266 from 8pm at night 644 00:43:32,266 --> 00:43:37,133 depending on how the shaman has been translating them. 645 00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:40,833 What differences are there in mushrooms? 646 00:43:43,666 --> 00:43:47,500 differences could be that... 647 00:43:47,500 --> 00:43:51,733 well they have the same effect 648 00:43:51,733 --> 00:43:56,766 they simply have their own way of talking 649 00:43:56,966 --> 00:44:03,166 one might want to wait and have a little rest and then continue 650 00:44:03,166 --> 00:44:08,066 another might want to continue going strong and want to finish all at once 651 00:44:08,066 --> 00:44:11,000 if someone takes them in their own way 652 00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:12,700 they will not take effect 653 00:44:12,700 --> 00:44:15,500 then the problems of the person can arise 654 00:44:15,500 --> 00:44:17,233 the person could have mental disturbances 655 00:44:17,233 --> 00:44:19,666 Why? --Because it is not respecting the tradition 656 00:44:19,666 --> 00:44:25,033 and custom that we have here in our Mazatec region 657 00:44:25,033 --> 00:44:27,600 especially in Huautla de Jimenez 658 00:44:28,100 --> 00:44:30,033 ♪ Que linda esta la mañana♪ 659 00:44:30,033 --> 00:44:33,766 ♪En que vengo a saludarte♪ 660 00:44:34,500 --> 00:44:37,566 ♪Venimos todos con gusto♪ 661 00:44:37,666 --> 00:44:41,366 ♪Y placer a felicitarte♪ 662 00:44:41,366 --> 00:44:45,000 ♪Ya viene amaneciendo♪ 663 00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:48,366 ♪Ya la luz del día nos día♪ 664 00:44:48,833 --> 00:44:54,133 ♪Levántate de mañana♪ 665 00:44:54,133 --> 00:44:57,633 ♪Mira que ya amaneció♪ 666 00:44:57,633 --> 00:45:00,633 ARRIBA, ABAJO, BIM-BOM-BAM! 667 00:45:00,633 --> 00:45:03,800 Tania, Tania, TA-DA-DA 668 00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:06,000 The mushrooms 669 00:45:07,166 --> 00:45:09,033 are related... 670 00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:13,566 to the indigenous root 671 00:45:15,633 --> 00:45:19,566 named 672 00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:22,200 the plant is a live being 673 00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,600 we are live beings 674 00:45:24,966 --> 00:45:28,466 if we could imagine ourselves as plants 675 00:45:29,566 --> 00:45:31,666 the plants come from the root 676 00:45:31,666 --> 00:45:34,533 so the root has to be well to give good fruits 677 00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:38,966 we respect the patron like he deserves 678 00:45:38,966 --> 00:45:40,900 we will be ok 679 00:45:40,900 --> 00:45:43,633 because we are respecting our roots 680 00:45:43,633 --> 00:45:48,333 because without the roots the branches aren’t well 681 00:45:48,333 --> 00:45:53,300 and then the fruits won't be well or how do you see it? 682 00:45:53,300 --> 00:45:58,000 If a person comes with a problem 683 00:45:58,866 --> 00:46:01,366 or when the disease is occurring psychosomatically 684 00:46:01,366 --> 00:46:04,666 if it is organic, we can demonstrate it 685 00:46:04,666 --> 00:46:10,900 through analysis, through laboratory studies 686 00:46:10,900 --> 00:46:12,633 through image studies 687 00:46:12,633 --> 00:46:17,533 but when there is no organic cause but a mental cause 688 00:46:17,533 --> 00:46:18,600 of course it is indicated 689 00:46:18,933 --> 00:46:22,166 and we can carry out a ritual. 690 00:46:29,566 --> 00:46:31,733 What city? Casaluce. 691 00:46:31,733 --> 00:46:34,033 ¿Casaluce? 692 00:46:34,033 --> 00:46:36,666 Casaluce city... 693 00:47:51,766 --> 00:47:55,933 the Saint Peter is the one who brings the keys...ok?... 694 00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:02,033 to all parts of nature 695 00:48:02,033 --> 00:48:07,433 he is the one who will go to work in case someone is imprisoned 696 00:48:07,466 --> 00:48:11,633 if someone is enchanted - you have not understood that word well - 697 00:48:11,633 --> 00:48:13,233 when someone is scared 698 00:48:30,400 --> 00:48:33,733 In order to revive the person 699 00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:37,566 that is already tormented 700 00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:41,966 who is desperate in the trip 701 00:48:44,433 --> 00:48:47,100 we start to spray him with water 702 00:48:47,766 --> 00:48:50,100 the water is also something pure 703 00:48:51,900 --> 00:48:55,266 that serves to bring him back 704 00:48:55,833 --> 00:48:59,833 Ok? So, in that moment 705 00:49:00,366 --> 00:49:07,000 one starts to take the water in the mouth and spray the person in the face 706 00:49:08,433 --> 00:49:12,300 so that they can locate where they should be 707 00:49:25,500 --> 00:49:27,500 now, we won't talk anymore... 708 00:52:41,066 --> 00:52:44,633 ♪ Can you feel complete?♪ 709 00:52:53,833 --> 00:52:57,933 ♪ whithout your dark side♪ 710 00:53:09,233 --> 00:53:14,800 ♪ why don't you want to recognize ♪ 711 00:53:22,366 --> 00:53:25,300 ♪ your dark side ♪ 712 00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:21,933 The goal was 713 00:54:22,700 --> 00:54:24,700 to discover 714 00:54:25,300 --> 00:54:27,300 my mission, my path 715 00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:31,966 it's hard for me to say 716 00:54:31,966 --> 00:54:34,533 or to translate into words, what I experienced. 717 00:54:36,700 --> 00:54:37,666 It is like when 718 00:54:37,666 --> 00:54:39,333 one goes to a cinema 719 00:54:39,633 --> 00:54:40,733 sits down 720 00:54:42,433 --> 00:54:44,666 and puts themselves in a state of "observer" 721 00:54:45,100 --> 00:54:46,833 imagine that the movie 722 00:54:46,866 --> 00:54:48,700 that is projecting 723 00:54:48,966 --> 00:54:50,066 talks about you 724 00:54:51,133 --> 00:54:52,700 who you really are 725 00:54:54,833 --> 00:54:56,833 on one level 726 00:54:57,166 --> 00:54:58,566 to another level 727 00:54:59,133 --> 00:55:00,066 in one reality 728 00:55:00,066 --> 00:55:01,500 to another reality. 729 00:55:02,033 --> 00:55:05,033 The game of life is alternation 730 00:55:06,500 --> 00:55:10,766 we get lost and find ourselves again. 731 00:55:13,800 --> 00:55:14,900 This night 732 00:55:14,900 --> 00:55:16,366 I lived 733 00:55:16,833 --> 00:55:18,066 an experience 734 00:55:19,700 --> 00:55:21,166 at some point in the journey 735 00:55:21,166 --> 00:55:22,033 of surrender 736 00:55:23,600 --> 00:55:26,666 I had to surrender 737 00:55:27,966 --> 00:55:29,966 to understand 738 00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:32,433 this vastness 739 00:55:32,566 --> 00:55:33,800 this depth 740 00:55:33,800 --> 00:55:35,133 that each of us has 741 00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:37,966 it is something infinite 742 00:55:38,466 --> 00:55:40,233 it's something... 743 00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:44,966 creative 744 00:55:45,166 --> 00:55:46,733 it is what it is. 745 00:55:53,966 --> 00:55:55,966 we always have the temptation 746 00:55:56,466 --> 00:55:57,866 to do 747 00:55:59,266 --> 00:56:01,866 it is so difficult for us to "do nothing" 748 00:56:02,933 --> 00:56:06,200 and let things be, as they are. 749 00:56:14,500 --> 00:56:16,500 It was an experience 750 00:56:19,566 --> 00:56:21,100 even physically speaking 751 00:56:21,100 --> 00:56:22,100 very strong 752 00:56:25,866 --> 00:56:27,033 I see 753 00:56:27,500 --> 00:56:28,633 and I really understand 754 00:56:30,166 --> 00:56:32,566 that the role of the shaman is fundamental 755 00:56:35,466 --> 00:56:36,766 to watch over you 756 00:56:37,500 --> 00:56:38,666 and accompany you 757 00:56:39,333 --> 00:56:40,800 to your destination 758 00:56:41,800 --> 00:56:42,966 I was so 759 00:56:47,766 --> 00:56:48,966 out of me 760 00:56:48,966 --> 00:56:50,266 or inside of me 761 00:56:51,966 --> 00:56:53,233 the time 762 00:56:53,933 --> 00:56:55,233 seemed 763 00:56:57,066 --> 00:56:59,266 eternal, infinite 764 00:56:59,766 --> 00:57:00,633 I remembered this 765 00:57:00,633 --> 00:57:03,100 that everyone has a mission 766 00:57:04,533 --> 00:57:07,200 and it is important that you complete this mission! 767 01:00:48,300 --> 01:00:49,400 Among the most beautiful things 768 01:00:49,400 --> 01:00:51,800 when traveling by bus in Mexico 769 01:00:51,966 --> 01:00:53,200 are the stops 770 01:00:53,833 --> 01:00:55,733 especially in long distances 771 01:00:55,733 --> 01:00:58,666 We stop several times, on the way 772 01:00:58,900 --> 01:01:01,500 Mexicans like to do things calmly 773 01:01:01,500 --> 01:01:02,833 and on a full stomach 774 01:01:03,500 --> 01:01:05,066 they do it better 775 01:01:21,966 --> 01:01:23,966 I got in touch with Paola 776 01:01:24,733 --> 01:01:26,066 together we decided 777 01:01:26,066 --> 01:01:29,466 to visit the pyramids of Teotihuacán 778 01:01:30,233 --> 01:01:32,733 before going to the desert 779 01:01:40,566 --> 01:01:42,300 It's a beautiful day 780 01:01:42,300 --> 01:01:45,600 and I take this opportunity by asking them to take some shots 781 01:01:47,033 --> 01:01:49,233 this is the result 782 01:01:56,933 --> 01:01:59,133 I decide to take a "selfie" 783 01:02:18,400 --> 01:02:19,666 Estación Wadley 784 01:02:19,666 --> 01:02:22,133 It is a ghost town in the middle of nowhere 785 01:02:23,000 --> 01:02:24,700 no phone line 786 01:02:25,233 --> 01:02:26,866 no internet connection 787 01:02:27,500 --> 01:02:28,900 sometimes there is no water 788 01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:29,866 and the food 789 01:02:29,866 --> 01:02:31,900 only comes once a week 790 01:02:32,100 --> 01:02:34,100 a peaceful place, very calm 791 01:02:37,800 --> 01:02:39,000 but it is known above all else 792 01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:41,033 for the passage of the "Beast" 793 01:02:51,933 --> 01:02:53,466 a very long train 794 01:02:53,666 --> 01:02:55,000 which cuts Mexico in two 795 01:02:55,000 --> 01:02:58,433 and travels through it all the way to the United States 796 01:03:00,100 --> 01:03:01,800 It passes three times a day 797 01:03:01,800 --> 01:03:05,833 and for ten minutes you get the impression that you are in the middle of an earthquake 798 01:03:08,966 --> 01:03:10,900 the first time is traumatic 799 01:03:11,300 --> 01:03:13,166 the second shocking 800 01:03:13,900 --> 01:03:14,933 by the third 801 01:03:15,333 --> 01:03:16,866 you are already used to it 802 01:03:26,666 --> 01:03:28,333 a very long time ago, nearby 803 01:03:28,433 --> 01:03:31,433 fourteen bandits, attacked in surprise 804 01:03:31,666 --> 01:03:34,200 the ancient mint of the Mexican state 805 01:03:34,466 --> 01:03:37,500 stealing all the gold and the silver it held 806 01:03:37,733 --> 01:03:39,800 then dissolving into the desert 807 01:03:41,233 --> 01:03:43,166 evidently, surprises 808 01:03:43,166 --> 01:03:46,100 are a cultural phenomenon still practiced. 809 01:03:49,666 --> 01:03:57,200 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 810 01:03:57,200 --> 01:04:04,633 ♪ happy birthday Antonio, happy birthday to you ♪ 811 01:04:21,100 --> 01:04:23,133 ♪ Sin principio ♪ 812 01:04:23,500 --> 01:04:26,366 ♪ Sin final♪ 813 01:04:31,066 --> 01:04:33,233 Looking for the Peyote, is easy 814 01:04:33,700 --> 01:04:34,600 finding it 815 01:04:34,600 --> 01:04:36,033 is not at all 816 01:04:36,933 --> 01:04:39,466 there are a number of factors to keep in mind 817 01:04:43,066 --> 01:04:44,600 patience 818 01:04:44,800 --> 01:04:46,366 know how to put it off 819 01:04:46,866 --> 01:04:48,666 if it is not the time 820 01:04:48,800 --> 01:04:50,300 it is not the time 821 01:04:59,566 --> 01:05:00,700 Faith 822 01:05:00,833 --> 01:05:02,933 the right amount of trust 823 01:05:02,933 --> 01:05:04,933 in what is being done 824 01:05:10,233 --> 01:05:11,500 Daring 825 01:05:11,966 --> 01:05:13,900 crossing obstacles 826 01:05:14,966 --> 01:05:16,433 risk 827 01:05:16,900 --> 01:05:19,333 the "Cascavel" bites 828 01:05:22,133 --> 01:05:23,200 yes but... 829 01:05:23,766 --> 01:05:24,866 Tobí tobí 830 01:05:25,266 --> 01:05:26,533 ♪ Círculo ♪ 831 01:05:26,533 --> 01:05:28,866 ♪ somos un círculo ♪ 832 01:05:29,466 --> 01:05:31,633 ♪dentro de un círculo ♪ 833 01:05:33,033 --> 01:05:34,900 ♪ Sin principio ♪ 834 01:05:34,966 --> 01:05:38,000 ♪ Sin final♪ 835 01:05:48,600 --> 01:05:49,933 crossing the entrance 836 01:05:50,300 --> 01:05:51,833 I found myself in front of 837 01:05:51,833 --> 01:05:53,766 the "Guardian of the desert" 838 01:05:54,066 --> 01:05:55,466 a certain José 839 01:05:57,266 --> 01:05:59,900 his body language says it all 840 01:05:59,900 --> 01:06:01,900 and like the other Huichole people 841 01:06:01,900 --> 01:06:05,066 try to avoid contact with external populations 842 01:06:05,300 --> 01:06:06,500 and he tells me 843 01:06:06,866 --> 01:06:09,166 “you're not the one looking for the peyote" 844 01:06:09,433 --> 01:06:11,733 "it is the Peyote who is looking for you” 845 01:06:13,800 --> 01:06:15,466 They are great craftsmen 846 01:06:15,466 --> 01:06:17,033 and for centuries they have been using 847 01:06:17,033 --> 01:06:20,333 the mescaline contained within the cactus 848 01:06:20,466 --> 01:06:23,600 to transcend the "profane world" towards "the afterlife" 849 01:06:23,833 --> 01:06:26,866 and bring integrity back to the individual. 850 01:06:33,066 --> 01:06:35,333 a story made of coincidences 851 01:06:36,400 --> 01:06:37,633 accidents 852 01:06:38,266 --> 01:06:39,600 encounters 853 01:06:40,600 --> 01:06:43,233 which has a magical component 854 01:06:45,933 --> 01:06:48,866 that we will try to explain 855 01:06:50,133 --> 01:06:54,066 I met this person in the hostel 856 01:06:55,233 --> 01:06:56,433 here in Wadley 857 01:06:57,333 --> 01:06:59,433 and a friendship was created 858 01:07:00,600 --> 01:07:05,500 and one day we decided to go to visit Real de Catorce 859 01:07:06,533 --> 01:07:08,033 We met the two girls here 860 01:07:08,033 --> 01:07:09,300 randomly one night 861 01:07:09,300 --> 01:07:10,766 while brushing teeth 862 01:07:11,500 --> 01:07:12,933 in the same hostel we were in 863 01:07:14,433 --> 01:07:17,266 and they were keen to come with us 864 01:07:17,766 --> 01:07:19,000 We were on our way to Quemado 865 01:07:19,000 --> 01:07:20,433 which is this sacred place 866 01:07:20,533 --> 01:07:23,033 when we got lost on the mountain... 867 01:07:23,033 --> 01:07:25,833 We were walking down this narrow path 868 01:07:25,833 --> 01:07:27,966 with a lot of rocks and stuff 869 01:07:29,033 --> 01:07:31,100 and you were wearing these shoes 870 01:07:31,366 --> 01:07:33,133 and I was wearing “Converse” 871 01:07:33,266 --> 01:07:34,900 we were talking about 872 01:07:35,533 --> 01:07:39,266 how bad it was wearing those shoes actually --for that walk 873 01:07:39,500 --> 01:07:41,000 and like a minute later... 874 01:07:41,000 --> 01:07:42,633 ♪ DAMN! 875 01:07:43,133 --> 01:07:46,466 I just saw Antony flying down the... 876 01:07:47,700 --> 01:07:50,800 I went to him and he had dislocated his shoulder... 877 01:07:55,533 --> 01:07:57,000 and a lot of pain 878 01:08:01,400 --> 01:08:03,100 It was a difficult moment, right? 879 01:08:03,333 --> 01:08:04,366 because in the mountains 880 01:08:04,666 --> 01:08:07,000 you turn right and there is nothing 881 01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,233 you turn left and there is nothing... 882 01:08:10,633 --> 01:08:11,600 you look in the sky 883 01:08:11,600 --> 01:08:12,633 it starts to rain... 884 01:08:13,500 --> 01:08:14,900 and you say DAMN! 885 01:08:21,700 --> 01:08:23,266 We organize ourselves for a moment 886 01:08:23,266 --> 01:08:24,500 take a minute 887 01:08:25,366 --> 01:08:28,100 and try to understand how the anatomy of the body is made 888 01:08:28,766 --> 01:08:31,266 and in one movement we put the shoulder back inside 889 01:08:32,733 --> 01:08:36,333 I find a gentleman who lives in the mountains 890 01:08:36,333 --> 01:08:39,433 who takes me back to the city of Real with a horse 891 01:08:41,233 --> 01:08:42,633 ♪ DAMN! 892 01:09:05,866 --> 01:09:08,166 We go to the hospital 893 01:09:09,100 --> 01:09:10,600 they give me medication 894 01:09:10,600 --> 01:09:12,800 we spend the night there 895 01:09:13,100 --> 01:09:16,700 and that meant that I didn't go to Mexico City 896 01:09:17,133 --> 01:09:18,566 so I stayed here. 897 01:09:30,833 --> 01:09:32,200 We all went to the desert 898 01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:34,666 for a proper experience of Peyote 899 01:09:35,166 --> 01:09:37,133 the day leading up to it coming here 900 01:09:37,333 --> 01:09:39,566 we were all excited preparing for it 901 01:09:40,100 --> 01:09:41,466 we took a taxi out there 902 01:09:41,466 --> 01:09:44,733 got dropped off in the middle of the desert, right in the middle 903 01:09:44,866 --> 01:09:47,900 and then we were just yeah, searching for it 904 01:09:53,566 --> 01:09:56,233 We were looking for hours and hours 905 01:09:56,233 --> 01:09:58,633 and we were getting kind of frustrated actually 906 01:09:58,633 --> 01:10:02,133 We were also thinking that it was not our day to take it 907 01:10:03,166 --> 01:10:07,066 and then we decided to go for one last look 908 01:10:08,900 --> 01:10:12,166 after a while Julie suddenly found a couple 909 01:10:12,166 --> 01:10:13,300 ...one, and that made me... 910 01:10:13,300 --> 01:10:15,600 because I was thinking, maybe I’m disrespecting 911 01:10:15,600 --> 01:10:17,400 it doesn't show itself for a reason 912 01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:18,833 and then it was just there 913 01:10:18,833 --> 01:10:20,433 and I was like, ok, I couldn’t touch it 914 01:10:20,433 --> 01:10:22,533 I didn’t find anything else and I just thought you know... 915 01:10:22,533 --> 01:10:25,300 we are just giving up and thought we have enough to share 916 01:10:25,600 --> 01:10:28,333 so, we are just gonna go back. 917 01:10:28,433 --> 01:10:30,533 I think probably thirty seconds after that 918 01:10:30,533 --> 01:10:32,533 it just showed itself like BAM! 919 01:10:32,666 --> 01:10:35,533 You found the first you couldn’t touch, You found another. 920 01:10:35,933 --> 01:10:39,466 It’s like as you find one and you are cutting it 921 01:10:39,800 --> 01:10:41,800 and then you see another family 922 01:10:42,000 --> 01:10:43,033 and then you look 923 01:10:43,033 --> 01:10:44,766 and you see another family and another family... 924 01:10:44,766 --> 01:10:47,033 “Now it is happening!” 925 01:10:47,266 --> 01:10:50,100 It was such a beautiful moment because I really don’t think that’s a coincidence 926 01:10:50,366 --> 01:10:52,366 and neither that, it just appeared 927 01:10:52,366 --> 01:10:53,833 when we decided to give up 928 01:10:53,833 --> 01:10:57,666 I feel like it was testing your patience just like, “Yeah it’s okay. I’m here; it’s today.” 929 01:10:57,733 --> 01:10:59,266 The peyote found us in the end. 930 01:10:59,266 --> 01:11:01,866 It really did but I felt like it was teasing us 931 01:11:02,233 --> 01:11:03,000 yeah 932 01:11:13,800 --> 01:11:17,933 Antonio had a great idea of creating a little ceremony 933 01:11:18,633 --> 01:11:21,866 and making us think about our intentions for the trip 934 01:11:22,166 --> 01:11:24,600 and making us write down our intentions 935 01:11:24,666 --> 01:11:27,200 for ourselves - personal ones - for the group 936 01:11:27,200 --> 01:11:30,100 for the desert and then for other people. 937 01:11:30,366 --> 01:11:32,266 So we all wrote down on a piece of paper 938 01:11:32,266 --> 01:11:35,166 a word each for each one, put them all together 939 01:11:35,200 --> 01:11:37,200 and then Antonio burnt them 940 01:11:37,333 --> 01:11:39,566 It was set, our intentions were set 941 01:11:40,600 --> 01:11:43,966 We split three each and put them in a hat 942 01:11:43,966 --> 01:11:46,166 cut them up and then we shared 943 01:11:46,666 --> 01:11:49,766 We just started eating them and started the day of tripping! 944 01:11:49,833 --> 01:11:50,866 Hahaha 945 01:11:54,533 --> 01:11:57,000 I was feeling the effects pretty rapidly 946 01:11:57,000 --> 01:11:59,733 I think all of us were but at this moment 947 01:11:59,733 --> 01:12:02,233 we did need to find some shade 948 01:12:02,333 --> 01:12:03,400 so we took some cover 949 01:12:03,400 --> 01:12:06,833 it wasn’t the best tree, there was like not much shade 950 01:12:06,833 --> 01:12:08,233 and full of thorns 951 01:12:08,266 --> 01:12:10,966 but I think we all needed a sit down 952 01:12:12,066 --> 01:12:16,933 and for me I was feeling very peaceful there and just wanted to stay a bit longer 953 01:12:16,933 --> 01:12:20,866 but...we were searching for the pathway 954 01:12:21,133 --> 01:12:24,566 that we needed and it was kind of on our minds that... 955 01:12:24,866 --> 01:12:28,066 are we gonna find this pathway...and as we were getting higher 956 01:12:28,166 --> 01:12:31,000 and started feeling the effects more 957 01:12:31,000 --> 01:12:33,533 Antony was like, “No, we need to find this path" 958 01:12:33,533 --> 01:12:36,533 "It’s important we do this now before we get really high" 959 01:12:36,533 --> 01:12:39,333 "and then we are just gonna be lost somewhere.” 960 01:12:40,566 --> 01:12:43,133 It’s really easy to get lost in the desert 961 01:12:43,133 --> 01:12:44,166 Yes 962 01:12:49,033 --> 01:12:50,133 But yeah it was really interesting 963 01:12:50,133 --> 01:12:53,466 you kept telling me through the whole day just to have faith 964 01:12:54,300 --> 01:12:57,500 I felt like the whole journey was teaching me that with finding it 965 01:12:57,500 --> 01:12:59,933 and keeping faith you do find the path 966 01:12:59,933 --> 01:13:01,866 just trust, just do it 967 01:13:03,400 --> 01:13:04,333 I don’t know... 968 01:13:08,333 --> 01:13:10,433 I felt very... 969 01:13:10,800 --> 01:13:13,100 grounded and connected to nature 970 01:13:14,133 --> 01:13:15,833 like I was a part of nature 971 01:13:15,833 --> 01:13:17,800 like I was a tree or a plant 972 01:13:18,300 --> 01:13:20,100 but really understood 973 01:13:20,100 --> 01:13:23,300 started to understand, how we are connected to nature 974 01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:27,700 We are all one collective consciousness 975 01:13:27,700 --> 01:13:29,833 and all intertwined with nature 976 01:13:30,533 --> 01:13:31,833 and for the next hour 977 01:13:31,833 --> 01:13:34,600 I was really understanding and appreciating this 978 01:13:35,200 --> 01:13:40,100 and just having a lot of gratitude for nature and Earth 979 01:13:41,966 --> 01:13:44,833 and it was quite a deep moment for me 980 01:13:47,400 --> 01:13:52,633 Peyote can teach you to be really gentle with yourself 981 01:13:55,433 --> 01:13:58,333 It reminds you that you can love 982 01:13:59,566 --> 01:14:01,566 like it lets the free flow 983 01:14:02,200 --> 01:14:04,300 especially love was such a dominant thing 984 01:14:04,300 --> 01:14:06,000 during the whole day 985 01:14:06,133 --> 01:14:08,833 It’s your nature, right? - Exactly. 986 01:14:09,800 --> 01:14:14,766 And also it teaches you how to transform things 987 01:14:15,700 --> 01:14:22,833 for example we spend time on bad things during life 988 01:14:23,866 --> 01:14:26,866 but it’s just a part of a process 989 01:14:27,533 --> 01:14:29,633 it’s just a part of yourself 990 01:14:30,500 --> 01:14:32,600 - Transforming - Yeah 991 01:14:33,066 --> 01:14:34,966 ‘The Art of Transforming’ 992 01:14:34,966 --> 01:14:36,533 taught by peyote 993 01:14:36,533 --> 01:14:39,866 It’s different, because it’s the peyote style 994 01:14:39,866 --> 01:14:41,700 You have to try it 995 01:14:41,700 --> 01:14:43,966 - It is different - It is a certain style 996 01:14:44,566 --> 01:14:48,600 Everything is talking about you, also the bad things 997 01:14:49,666 --> 01:14:52,800 and everything is not eternal... 998 01:14:54,333 --> 01:14:57,000 - it’s impermanent. - it’s impermanent. 999 01:14:57,666 --> 01:15:02,633 The law of nature, it teaches you the law of nature 1000 01:15:02,633 --> 01:15:04,466 to accept your reality 1001 01:15:04,466 --> 01:15:09,866 and understand that everything is changing constantly, in a flux, in a flow 1002 01:15:10,100 --> 01:15:13,233 nothing is permanent, that is the law of nature 1003 01:15:13,800 --> 01:15:17,200 and so you just have to let the things transform 1004 01:15:17,200 --> 01:15:18,400 Yeah 1005 01:15:25,466 --> 01:15:28,766 With teaching me love I was also learning acceptance 1006 01:15:28,800 --> 01:15:31,033 That’s a constant work because as you were saying 1007 01:15:31,066 --> 01:15:33,866 everything is transforming and is changing all the time 1008 01:15:33,866 --> 01:15:35,933 so you will always have these moments where you find 1009 01:15:35,933 --> 01:15:37,133 just accepting yourself 1010 01:15:37,133 --> 01:15:39,933 and who you are and getting rid of insecurities 1011 01:15:39,933 --> 01:15:42,100 You will always come back with...like peyote is... 1012 01:15:42,100 --> 01:15:44,633 is such a good medicine to help you work on that 1013 01:15:45,066 --> 01:15:47,066 and I really feel like... 1014 01:15:47,300 --> 01:15:48,566 I did so much work in one day compared to 1015 01:15:48,566 --> 01:15:51,666 what I could have done in weeks without it 1016 01:15:52,366 --> 01:15:54,433 - Or maybe in years - Exactly years even... 1017 01:15:54,966 --> 01:15:56,566 it's just such a strong... 1018 01:15:57,000 --> 01:15:59,066 like you are working together 1019 01:15:59,066 --> 01:16:01,066 you really help to kick-start it 1020 01:16:01,600 --> 01:16:03,600 kind of crazy because 1021 01:16:03,966 --> 01:16:07,733 me and Julie we have been traveling together for three months 1022 01:16:07,733 --> 01:16:10,600 We are on this journey together already 1023 01:16:10,766 --> 01:16:15,333 and then yesterday, we were the only two who hadn’t found the peyote yet 1024 01:16:15,433 --> 01:16:18,200 and suddenly we just found it at the same time 1025 01:16:20,933 --> 01:16:23,866 so when it started to kick in 1026 01:16:24,066 --> 01:16:30,800 we started talking about the expectations we had for the whole journey 1027 01:16:31,000 --> 01:16:33,166 what we wrote down on the paper 1028 01:16:33,700 --> 01:16:39,833 - and it turned out we had written the same thing... - The same intention. 1029 01:16:41,066 --> 01:16:46,266 And I think it’s amazing it started even before the journey begun 1030 01:16:46,266 --> 01:16:48,000 even the peyote showing itself 1031 01:16:48,800 --> 01:16:50,933 - was a journey we needed to do together - Yeah 1032 01:16:51,533 --> 01:16:55,000 Our relationship is so important during this whole trip, like the actual travels. 1033 01:16:55,400 --> 01:16:58,433 We were growing together you know... 1034 01:16:58,966 --> 01:17:02,033 Yeah that was really a revelation... 1035 01:17:02,400 --> 01:17:04,866 how connected we actually are 1036 01:17:05,433 --> 01:17:07,433 - It's really beautiful - It is beautiful and just things... 1037 01:17:07,900 --> 01:17:12,233 we talked about maybe more superficially before like the peyote 1038 01:17:13,800 --> 01:17:16,600 I think it just made you find the right words and the right time 1039 01:17:16,600 --> 01:17:20,633 to share it in a really beautiful way, two girls together in the right way you know 1040 01:17:26,066 --> 01:17:29,633 when you know how to not do 1041 01:17:31,800 --> 01:17:34,466 you just receive... 1042 01:17:34,466 --> 01:17:36,466 Hahaha 1043 01:17:36,800 --> 01:17:39,400 It’s like a surrender right? 1044 01:17:39,733 --> 01:17:41,933 When you surrender yourself 1045 01:17:42,500 --> 01:17:44,733 - you start to receive... - Exactly 1046 01:17:45,366 --> 01:17:46,700 and when you remember... 1047 01:17:49,800 --> 01:17:52,000 that you are nothing - you are nothing! 1048 01:17:52,000 --> 01:17:52,600 Hahahah 1049 01:17:52,600 --> 01:17:55,700 You are necessary, but you are nothing! 1050 01:17:56,300 --> 01:17:59,433 And when you understand that, you need to understand that 1051 01:17:59,433 --> 01:18:03,600 as part of the law of nature, then you just receive 1052 01:18:03,600 --> 01:18:05,433 You just lie back and... 1053 01:18:05,500 --> 01:18:09,433 for example, we were lying down when we were under the trees 1054 01:18:09,666 --> 01:18:13,300 and we were connecting with nature and just like 1055 01:18:13,533 --> 01:18:17,600 “Teach me, make me understand, I’m here to learn.” 1056 01:18:17,600 --> 01:18:20,200 “I’m gonna receive, I’m ready to receive.” 1057 01:18:20,600 --> 01:18:23,600 And you can feel the charisma of Peyote 1058 01:18:24,600 --> 01:18:26,066 that is so different 1059 01:18:26,100 --> 01:18:27,366 - It is teasing - It is... 1060 01:18:28,600 --> 01:18:29,700 It’s so different 1061 01:18:29,700 --> 01:18:36,233 the way that peyote connects you with everything 1062 01:18:36,233 --> 01:18:38,000 with nature, with yourself 1063 01:18:38,000 --> 01:18:39,833 understanding things 1064 01:18:40,100 --> 01:18:41,366 with visions 1065 01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:43,766 with sounds 1066 01:18:44,633 --> 01:18:46,300 with feelings 1067 01:18:48,033 --> 01:18:50,366 this is the peyote style 1068 01:18:51,200 --> 01:18:53,200 Peyote style! 1069 01:18:53,733 --> 01:18:55,100 Yeah, connection 1070 01:19:08,333 --> 01:19:12,633 ♪ You need to feel love ♪ 1071 01:19:17,833 --> 01:19:22,266 ♪ You need to feel love ♪ 1072 01:19:23,266 --> 01:19:26,666 ♪ Share love ♪ 1073 01:19:27,533 --> 01:19:31,966 ♪ You need to feel love ♪ 1074 01:19:42,100 --> 01:19:45,500 ♪ Share love ♪ 1075 01:19:46,233 --> 01:19:50,666 ♪ You need to feel love ♪ 1076 01:19:51,633 --> 01:19:55,033 ♪ Share love ♪ 1077 01:19:55,666 --> 01:20:00,300 ♪ You need to feel love ♪ 1078 01:20:44,900 --> 01:20:47,500 I just remember turning around 1079 01:20:48,500 --> 01:20:50,800 and it was just there. Boom! 1080 01:20:51,366 --> 01:20:54,500 And the moon was, you could see a tiny bit of light 1081 01:20:54,500 --> 01:20:57,333 but then you saw all the rest of the moon as well 1082 01:20:57,866 --> 01:21:00,066 And it looked so 3D 1083 01:21:00,533 --> 01:21:04,133 It was so round, I’ve never seen anything like it 1084 01:21:05,100 --> 01:21:07,633 as it was getting darker 1085 01:21:07,633 --> 01:21:10,233 vision was changing 1086 01:21:12,100 --> 01:21:20,733 we had visions of an animal like a serpent, or some kind of night vision 1087 01:21:21,400 --> 01:21:28,066 like every twig on every bush, was outlined with florescent purple and green 1088 01:21:28,066 --> 01:21:32,500 and in between myself and the floor 1089 01:21:33,133 --> 01:21:37,000 and like as we were walking we could see geometric patterns 1090 01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:40,466 and it was really incredible, walking through this 1091 01:21:40,466 --> 01:21:42,733 yeah, we were walking through it, we were in it 1092 01:21:42,733 --> 01:21:44,400 It was part of us 1093 01:21:44,400 --> 01:21:49,733 also seeing the peyote pattern everywhere and in everything 1094 01:21:50,433 --> 01:21:53,133 in three dimensional formation 1095 01:21:53,133 --> 01:21:56,433 and it was really an incredible thing to experience 1096 01:21:57,166 --> 01:21:59,200 you could see it everywhere 1097 01:22:00,600 --> 01:22:04,100 and I like to think that this platform is always there 1098 01:22:04,100 --> 01:22:10,266 and we are able to access it when we take these natural medicines 1099 01:22:13,766 --> 01:22:18,466 and maybe because we took the same quantity of Peyote... 1100 01:22:18,466 --> 01:22:21,333 to feel the same and have the same journey yeah 1101 01:22:21,333 --> 01:22:23,900 what about the stars and the brain connection? 1102 01:22:23,900 --> 01:22:27,400 Can you tell something about this? Everybody saw this 1103 01:22:27,400 --> 01:22:29,400 It looked like a brain 1104 01:22:29,400 --> 01:22:31,733 nerve cells spreading 1105 01:22:31,733 --> 01:22:34,500 this was in the day time for me and in the night time 1106 01:22:34,500 --> 01:22:38,433 you could see the constellation shaping like how they’re all connected 1107 01:22:38,966 --> 01:22:40,766 like brain cells Yeah 1108 01:22:41,033 --> 01:22:44,400 Like a tree formed through the stars 1109 01:22:45,666 --> 01:22:48,233 That is literally how you can see that it’s all connected 1110 01:22:48,233 --> 01:22:50,566 because one goes to another which goes to another 1111 01:22:50,566 --> 01:22:53,533 so it’s just a whole net, really 1112 01:22:53,566 --> 01:22:55,600 Yeah, it’s a network 1113 01:22:59,433 --> 01:23:02,366 Life is an intelligent thing 1114 01:23:03,533 --> 01:23:06,300 I had to go to Mexico City 1115 01:23:07,666 --> 01:23:11,333 but for making this experience 1116 01:23:12,266 --> 01:23:14,566 the only way to stop me 1117 01:23:14,566 --> 01:23:17,266 was this 1118 01:23:18,700 --> 01:23:21,466 and it’s so beautiful. Receive... 1119 01:23:22,033 --> 01:23:23,766 Receive 1120 01:23:23,766 --> 01:23:26,866 Hahaha - You got hurt and you got your medicine! 1121 01:23:30,566 --> 01:23:32,566 So, that’s all 1122 01:23:33,733 --> 01:23:35,733 "hasta la vista" 1123 01:23:38,300 --> 01:23:40,066 ♪ You can get it ♪ 1124 01:23:41,900 --> 01:23:44,266 ♪ You can get it ♪ 1125 01:23:53,366 --> 01:23:57,033 Nobody can run away, from their reality 1126 01:23:59,666 --> 01:24:02,200 as in a "black hole" 1127 01:24:03,733 --> 01:24:06,466 this is interesting, because it helps me 1128 01:24:06,466 --> 01:24:08,466 not to modulate my conduct 1129 01:24:08,466 --> 01:24:10,100 but to change it 1130 01:24:18,266 --> 01:24:19,500 Nothing is poison 1131 01:24:19,500 --> 01:24:21,466 simply sometimes 1132 01:24:21,466 --> 01:24:23,600 we turn it into poison 1133 01:24:31,133 --> 01:24:33,133 - Ahahaha - I knew it! 1134 01:24:43,800 --> 01:24:46,233 To take a picture with open arms in nature 1135 01:24:46,233 --> 01:24:48,700 does not make you a free person 1136 01:24:57,966 --> 01:25:02,033 It is essential to know your own shadow, because the houses are made from the foundations 1137 01:25:02,766 --> 01:25:05,066 and the first step, is mental freedom 1138 01:25:05,700 --> 01:25:07,800 or take into account 1139 01:25:08,566 --> 01:25:10,633 those parts of us that normally 1140 01:25:10,633 --> 01:25:12,300 we tend to repress 1141 01:25:12,300 --> 01:25:14,766 because we think they are wrong 1142 01:25:16,833 --> 01:25:18,433 From there the journey begins 1143 01:25:25,766 --> 01:25:27,733 The second step is to open up 1144 01:25:28,533 --> 01:25:30,100 emotional freedom 1145 01:25:34,300 --> 01:25:35,766 disidentify 1146 01:25:39,533 --> 01:25:40,466 with roles 1147 01:25:40,466 --> 01:25:41,933 with the tasks that we 1148 01:25:42,333 --> 01:25:44,100 always tends to give ourselves 1149 01:25:45,000 --> 01:25:46,800 "Long live Mexico, assholes!" 1150 01:25:51,366 --> 01:25:54,266 You are writing part of the text with us 1151 01:25:54,466 --> 01:25:56,466 because you are inside too 1152 01:26:00,666 --> 01:26:02,933 Tonight I found my mission 1153 01:26:02,933 --> 01:26:04,333 my life mission 1154 01:26:40,333 --> 01:26:42,333 My wish is 1155 01:26:43,366 --> 01:26:46,966 that everyone reaches their fulfillment in life 1156 01:27:00,166 --> 01:27:02,133 Authenticity, brother 1157 01:27:05,533 --> 01:27:06,900 The third step 1158 01:27:07,133 --> 01:27:08,300 is action 1159 01:27:08,866 --> 01:27:10,900 freedom to be 1160 01:27:12,233 --> 01:27:13,400 pure manifestation 1161 01:27:13,400 --> 01:27:15,033 of themselves.