1 00:00:45,191 --> 00:00:46,392 [Carmy] You good? 2 00:00:47,127 --> 00:00:50,267 Yeah, I just, um Smoking a cigarette. 3 00:00:55,912 --> 00:00:57,147 You don't smoke. 4 00:00:59,151 --> 00:01:01,489 I don't know, man. I was just I'm getting some air. 5 00:01:04,796 --> 00:01:06,265 Yeah? 6 00:01:06,266 --> 00:01:07,301 Yeah. 7 00:01:19,693 --> 00:01:21,495 You didn't talk to me all service. 8 00:01:25,370 --> 00:01:26,405 Was focused. 9 00:01:35,323 --> 00:01:38,396 - Yeah, I don't like the way this feels. - I mean, neither do I, so 10 00:01:43,708 --> 00:01:44,776 Well, what's up? 11 00:01:51,857 --> 00:01:52,892 What? 12 00:01:57,869 --> 00:01:58,904 Talked to Pete. 13 00:02:06,653 --> 00:02:07,689 Yeah. 14 00:02:09,726 --> 00:02:10,761 Yeah. 15 00:02:15,705 --> 00:02:16,873 I wanted to talk to you about that. 16 00:02:16,874 --> 00:02:18,711 Well, here we are. 17 00:02:23,687 --> 00:02:25,825 Okay. Um... 18 00:02:28,329 --> 00:02:30,801 Yeah, I should have I should have 19 00:02:30,802 --> 00:02:32,571 You're leaving. 20 00:02:32,572 --> 00:02:34,742 - No. No, that's I'm not leaving. - You are quitting 21 00:02:34,743 --> 00:02:36,946 - No. No, I'm not quitting. - and you are leaving me 22 00:02:36,947 --> 00:02:38,850 - with all of this shit. - I'm not leaving anything. 23 00:02:38,851 --> 00:02:40,821 - And you couldn't even tell me. - No That's not how it is. 24 00:02:40,822 --> 00:02:42,725 - I had to find it out from Pete. - Syd, can you just 25 00:02:42,726 --> 00:02:44,361 - Okay, can you just hold on? - So 26 00:02:44,362 --> 00:02:45,865 Can you hold on? Can you just 27 00:02:46,232 --> 00:02:49,304 Please. Give me a second. 28 00:03:09,946 --> 00:03:14,923 It's the best thing for the restaurant. Okay? 29 00:03:16,693 --> 00:03:18,429 We have to put the restaurant first. 30 00:03:23,674 --> 00:03:24,676 Cool. 31 00:03:26,613 --> 00:03:27,648 Cool? 32 00:03:28,851 --> 00:03:31,255 Yeah, I mean, cool. 33 00:03:31,256 --> 00:03:32,591 If that's what you got for me, then that's what I have for you, you know? 34 00:03:32,592 --> 00:03:34,796 That's what I got for you? What does that-- 35 00:03:34,797 --> 00:03:36,933 It's not good enough. You're going to have to say something else. 36 00:03:36,934 --> 00:03:38,837 Yeah, I'm trying. I'm trying to think of what I can say. 37 00:03:38,838 --> 00:03:40,707 It's for the best of the restaurant? 38 00:03:40,708 --> 00:03:41,743 - That's why we have to put-- - I thought you'd be psyched. 39 00:03:41,744 --> 00:03:42,945 - Psyched? - Yes! 40 00:03:42,946 --> 00:03:45,349 Psyched? Psyched for what? 41 00:03:45,350 --> 00:03:48,355 Psyched for the restaurant that's losing money every fucking second 42 00:03:48,356 --> 00:03:50,326 - and is gonna shut down? - No, it's not like that, okay? 43 00:03:50,327 --> 00:03:51,963 - Then tell me. - I'm gonna get us out of the debt. 44 00:03:51,964 --> 00:03:54,000 I'm gonna get us in the clear before I leave, okay? 45 00:03:54,001 --> 00:03:55,737 I didn't know that. Well, thank you very much for that offer. 46 00:03:55,738 --> 00:03:57,808 - Don't fucking do that. - Then don't fucking do this. 47 00:03:57,809 --> 00:04:00,346 - Sydney, please, just-- - What the fuck is the plan, mind you? 48 00:04:00,347 --> 00:04:02,985 What is your master plan for getting us out of this debt? 49 00:04:02,986 --> 00:04:05,456 This debt that you put us in, by the way. 50 00:04:05,457 --> 00:04:07,460 I know, but you can't blame it all on me, okay? We're gonna figure it out. 51 00:04:07,461 --> 00:04:10,299 I'm not blaming it all on you. Maybe somewhere from 50 to 75%. 52 00:04:10,300 --> 00:04:12,972 But, I mean, not all of it. What is it though? What's the figuring it out? 53 00:04:12,973 --> 00:04:15,476 - What's the plan? Tell me. - We have the correct team in place now. 54 00:04:15,477 --> 00:04:17,615 Okay? All right? We're doing this the correct way. 55 00:04:17,616 --> 00:04:20,621 Okay, wait, so the correct way, with the correct team 56 00:04:20,622 --> 00:04:22,490 that you're removing yourself from? Or-- 57 00:04:22,491 --> 00:04:24,762 Sydney, please. I'm trying to explain it to you, okay? 58 00:04:24,763 --> 00:04:27,467 No. I don't wanna... Could I actually just not hear you talk, please, 59 00:04:27,468 --> 00:04:29,672 for one fucking second? 60 00:04:36,085 --> 00:04:37,521 You don't You don't do that. 61 00:04:37,522 --> 00:04:39,559 Well, then fucking help me, please. 62 00:05:22,110 --> 00:05:23,647 This is all I've ever done. 63 00:05:27,855 --> 00:05:29,091 It's all I've ever known. 64 00:05:30,594 --> 00:05:32,731 So now why is that my problem? 65 00:05:32,732 --> 00:05:34,802 That's That's what I'm saying. 66 00:05:34,803 --> 00:05:36,673 That it's my problem? 67 00:05:36,674 --> 00:05:38,042 No, that it shouldn't be. 68 00:05:41,082 --> 00:05:42,685 Explain. 69 00:05:44,990 --> 00:05:49,933 I think I did this so I didn't have to do other things. 70 00:05:51,970 --> 00:05:53,974 Opened a restaurant? 71 00:05:54,709 --> 00:05:55,945 Become a cook. 72 00:05:56,346 --> 00:05:58,584 Like Like, what? Like an escape? 73 00:05:59,619 --> 00:06:00,721 Sure, yeah. 74 00:06:01,155 --> 00:06:03,627 I mean I mean, then join the fucking club. 75 00:06:03,628 --> 00:06:06,566 I don't know what to tell you. You You love this. 76 00:06:07,568 --> 00:06:09,070 [sighs] 77 00:06:09,071 --> 00:06:11,543 I used to, yeah. 78 00:06:14,783 --> 00:06:15,818 Not now? 79 00:06:18,624 --> 00:06:19,692 No. 80 00:06:24,134 --> 00:06:25,136 No. 81 00:06:27,474 --> 00:06:32,618 I just I feel like I don't have anything to draw on, you know? 82 00:06:32,619 --> 00:06:34,488 I don't have anything to pull from. 83 00:06:39,031 --> 00:06:40,501 Jesus Christ. 84 00:06:47,080 --> 00:06:48,115 You love this. 85 00:06:50,220 --> 00:06:53,158 Yeah, for whatever fucked-up reason, yeah. Yeah, I do. 86 00:06:53,159 --> 00:06:54,629 It wasn't a question. 87 00:06:56,900 --> 00:06:59,471 If I didn't love it, I wouldn't put up with so much bullshit, 88 00:06:59,472 --> 00:07:01,208 - present bullshit included. - I understand. 89 00:07:01,209 --> 00:07:03,981 - I understand that. I understand. - What do you understand? 90 00:07:05,250 --> 00:07:07,521 [sighs] 91 00:07:10,093 --> 00:07:11,128 I just 92 00:07:15,838 --> 00:07:20,079 I think... I think I put a lot of things in the way 93 00:07:20,080 --> 00:07:26,058 of dealing with very real things and I am aware of that, okay? 94 00:07:26,059 --> 00:07:29,899 I think I was trying to, like, put... put hurdles in the way. 95 00:07:30,601 --> 00:07:31,770 Hurdles? 96 00:07:32,204 --> 00:07:34,676 - Hurdles. - Hurdles like like what? 97 00:07:36,613 --> 00:07:38,683 - Like-- - Like changing the menu every day 98 00:07:38,684 --> 00:07:40,721 - Probably. - and not communicating 99 00:07:40,722 --> 00:07:43,159 - Yes, probably. I think so. - and not apologizing to people. 100 00:07:44,863 --> 00:07:47,801 And just being a fucking menace in general. 101 00:07:47,802 --> 00:07:50,206 - [stammers] I think I Yes, okay? - Okay. 102 00:07:50,207 --> 00:07:52,578 I think, yes. But you also 103 00:07:52,579 --> 00:07:54,816 you can't act like you weren't trying to get the fuck out of here. 104 00:07:56,252 --> 00:07:57,955 What the fuck are you talking about? 105 00:08:00,828 --> 00:08:02,965 - Sydney-- - No, I don't wanna do this right now. 106 00:08:02,966 --> 00:08:06,038 This is not what this is fucking about. I do not wanna do this right now. 107 00:08:09,044 --> 00:08:10,079 Don't. 108 00:08:13,620 --> 00:08:15,256 - I've known Adam for a very long time. - Fuck off. 109 00:08:15,257 --> 00:08:17,026 - You realize that, right? - Yeah, okay, well 110 00:08:17,027 --> 00:08:18,530 Can you stop doing that? 111 00:08:19,933 --> 00:08:21,268 - [coughs] - You're not good at smoking. 112 00:08:21,269 --> 00:08:22,671 I'm gonna get good. 113 00:08:36,132 --> 00:08:38,135 I was gonna tell you. 114 00:08:38,136 --> 00:08:41,576 And then it all fucking just got weird and blew up 115 00:08:41,577 --> 00:08:43,746 - and annoying and he - I understand why you did it. 116 00:08:43,747 --> 00:08:45,282 - I understand. Yes, I do. - No, no. 117 00:08:45,283 --> 00:08:47,621 - No, no. - I get it. It makes sense. 118 00:08:47,622 --> 00:08:49,625 But I should have told you and I'm sorry that I didn't tell you. 119 00:08:49,626 --> 00:08:51,929 - It's okay. - No, but it's not okay, 120 00:08:51,930 --> 00:08:55,002 and it's a fucking symptom of this whole fucking shit that I didn't tell you. 121 00:08:55,003 --> 00:08:58,710 And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you, but you were being a fucking maniac. 122 00:08:58,711 --> 00:09:00,614 - I know I was being a maniac - No, actually a maniac. 123 00:09:00,615 --> 00:09:02,785 and that's what I'm trying to tell you. 124 00:09:02,786 --> 00:09:04,889 I'm trying to tell you I'm sorry for that. That's what I'm saying. 125 00:09:04,890 --> 00:09:07,026 For driving the business in the ground and fucking yelling at Richie? 126 00:09:07,027 --> 00:09:09,598 - And fucking yelling at everybody? - I would want to leave too. 127 00:09:09,599 --> 00:09:11,903 - I fucking get it! - I know you know that, but no, Carmy. 128 00:09:11,904 --> 00:09:16,144 I need you to know because, like, I'm sorry that it fucking even got to this. 129 00:09:16,145 --> 00:09:19,083 And I'm sorry for everything that you've been through, 130 00:09:19,084 --> 00:09:20,787 - and that your family-- - That's not what this is! 131 00:09:20,788 --> 00:09:22,791 - Yes, it is what it is - No, it's not. Please. 132 00:09:22,792 --> 00:09:25,664 because it's the fucking elephant in the fucking restaurant, man. 133 00:09:25,665 --> 00:09:29,638 And I'm so sorry that your family has had to go through this shit 134 00:09:29,639 --> 00:09:31,208 - Stop. Stop, Syd. - and the fact that you 135 00:09:31,209 --> 00:09:32,778 - and Nat - Please stop. You don't have to do that. 136 00:09:32,779 --> 00:09:35,015 and Richie have to come to work every day. 137 00:09:35,016 --> 00:09:36,652 and fucking work your way through this shit. 138 00:09:36,653 --> 00:09:38,756 I'm not gonna fucking stop it. I'm sorry. 139 00:09:38,757 --> 00:09:40,794 I'm not 'cause it's awful 140 00:09:40,795 --> 00:09:43,666 and the little of it that I understand, it's a fucking nightmare. 141 00:09:43,667 --> 00:09:47,674 And I'm sorry that it's happened to you and it's happening to you, 142 00:09:47,675 --> 00:09:51,949 but when you take it out on the restaurant and the people who work here 143 00:09:51,950 --> 00:09:55,222 and the fucking business and on me, it's beyond the fucking 144 00:09:55,223 --> 00:09:57,961 I know that. That's why I have to remove myself. That's what I'm saying. 145 00:09:57,962 --> 00:09:59,798 Why? To go do fucking what? 146 00:09:59,799 --> 00:10:01,001 To make me not like this. 147 00:10:01,002 --> 00:10:02,203 How? 148 00:10:05,978 --> 00:10:07,046 I 149 00:10:10,420 --> 00:10:16,666 I think I have put a lot of stuff in the way, right? Of Of Of not 150 00:10:18,135 --> 00:10:21,676 Of not dealing with other stuff. Okay? 151 00:10:23,880 --> 00:10:26,986 And-And-And I think I'm really I'm trying to run into that. 152 00:10:27,420 --> 00:10:29,992 All right? So I'm not blocked by it anymore. 153 00:10:29,993 --> 00:10:34,000 I'm not scared of it anymore. I'm not sprinting from it anymore. 154 00:10:34,001 --> 00:10:35,202 Hey, I think that's great. 155 00:10:35,203 --> 00:10:37,373 - You do? - Of course I do. 156 00:10:37,374 --> 00:10:40,379 Okay, and I think it's great that Adam wants you to be at his restaurant. 157 00:10:40,380 --> 00:10:42,951 I mean, I think that's a really great opportunity, and 158 00:10:42,952 --> 00:10:46,224 And, you know, I think he's actually he's pretty good, so 159 00:10:46,225 --> 00:10:48,362 - Okay, don't be a fucking asshole. - I'm not being an asshole. 160 00:10:48,363 --> 00:10:51,368 It's the truth. Like, he's just he's fucking he's okay. 161 00:10:52,304 --> 00:10:53,438 And what? You're better? 162 00:10:53,439 --> 00:10:55,276 Yeah, I smoke him. 163 00:10:55,277 --> 00:10:56,411 Okay, congrats. 164 00:10:56,412 --> 00:10:58,349 - And so do you. - Fuck off. 165 00:11:03,927 --> 00:11:06,098 Syd, you're everything I'm never gonna be. 166 00:11:08,770 --> 00:11:10,974 What the fuck are you talking about? 167 00:11:10,975 --> 00:11:14,982 You're just You are. [stammers] You are considerate. 168 00:11:15,918 --> 00:11:20,694 You... You allow yourself to feel things, right? 169 00:11:21,262 --> 00:11:27,340 You allow yourself to care. You are a natural leader and teacher. 170 00:11:27,341 --> 00:11:31,782 And you're doing all this stuff for every right fucking reason. 171 00:11:31,783 --> 00:11:35,189 And I get it. This is a great opportunity, right? 172 00:11:35,190 --> 00:11:36,792 And it's for a lot of fucking money 173 00:11:36,793 --> 00:11:39,030 and you can hire whoever the fuck you want, right? 174 00:11:39,031 --> 00:11:42,036 But this place Right now, this is starting to gel. 175 00:11:42,037 --> 00:11:45,175 It is starting to feel alive, right? 176 00:11:45,176 --> 00:11:47,179 And you have seven people in this building 177 00:11:47,180 --> 00:11:50,352 who will jump in front of a fucking train for you right now. 178 00:11:50,353 --> 00:11:53,994 And I'm gonna do everything I can to set you up for success but 179 00:11:57,835 --> 00:12:02,476 ...any chance of any kind of good in this building, 180 00:12:02,477 --> 00:12:04,948 it started when you walked in. 181 00:12:04,949 --> 00:12:07,453 And any possibility of it surviving 182 00:12:11,095 --> 00:12:12,096 It's with you. 183 00:12:16,472 --> 00:12:18,175 How can you say that? 184 00:12:21,983 --> 00:12:24,253 I believe in you more than I've ever believed in myself. 185 00:12:24,254 --> 00:12:25,323 Jesus. 186 00:12:27,293 --> 00:12:28,329 Why? 187 00:12:34,307 --> 00:12:35,510 Because you're The Bear. 188 00:12:45,329 --> 00:12:47,133 - And what if you're wrong? - I'm not. 189 00:12:47,134 --> 00:12:48,803 - And if you are? - I'm not. 190 00:12:48,804 --> 00:12:50,239 You change your mind every fucking ten seconds. 191 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:52,209 I know. But that's not what this is. 192 00:12:52,210 --> 00:12:53,546 - That's not what this is. - What is it then? You're leaving. 193 00:12:53,547 --> 00:12:55,215 Syd, you don't need me. 194 00:12:55,216 --> 00:12:57,521 I know I don't need you, but that's not the point. 195 00:12:57,522 --> 00:13:00,393 You're supposed to fucking be here. 196 00:13:02,263 --> 00:13:05,269 And you self-sabotage and you run away when things are good 197 00:13:05,270 --> 00:13:07,306 - and it's not fucking fair! - I know. I know that's what I do 198 00:13:07,307 --> 00:13:09,410 - and I'm trying to break that. - So then why are you doing it? 199 00:13:09,411 --> 00:13:11,849 - I'm trying to change that, okay? - You're my partner! 200 00:13:11,850 --> 00:13:13,920 - I'm your friend! - You're not fucking acting like it! 201 00:13:13,921 --> 00:13:16,024 Whoa! Whoa! Oh! 202 00:13:16,025 --> 00:13:18,362 What the fuck are you two shouting about? 203 00:13:18,864 --> 00:13:20,901 - [door closes] - He's leaving. 204 00:13:22,571 --> 00:13:24,440 All right, great. Clean up without his ass. 205 00:13:24,441 --> 00:13:26,846 He's fucking quitting the restaurant. 206 00:13:28,048 --> 00:13:29,017 What? 207 00:13:29,451 --> 00:13:30,520 Yeah. 208 00:13:34,161 --> 00:13:35,162 You're quitting? 209 00:13:39,337 --> 00:13:42,042 - I'm retiring. - [laughs] 210 00:13:42,043 --> 00:13:43,112 Right. 211 00:13:43,947 --> 00:13:46,151 You're retiring? You're 12. 212 00:13:49,625 --> 00:13:51,929 [Carmy] Richie, I'm fucking, I'm fucking done. 213 00:13:51,930 --> 00:13:52,965 [Richie] Done with what? 214 00:13:53,399 --> 00:13:54,535 [Carmy] Restaurants. 215 00:13:54,536 --> 00:13:56,304 You on fucking drugs right now? 216 00:13:57,240 --> 00:14:00,179 No, I'm telling you, I'm just I'm fucking I'm out. 217 00:14:01,381 --> 00:14:02,417 All right. 218 00:14:03,987 --> 00:14:07,961 All right. Well, uh... [chuckles] Good luck, Admiral. 219 00:14:07,962 --> 00:14:09,197 We'll send you your watch. 220 00:14:09,198 --> 00:14:11,201 I'm serious. 221 00:14:11,202 --> 00:14:14,675 Yeah, no, no, I know. Of course. Of course. Yeah, go on. 222 00:14:14,676 --> 00:14:17,346 Of course what? Of course what? What does that mean? What do you mean? 223 00:14:17,347 --> 00:14:19,618 No, just, of course, take off. This is what you're good at, you know? 224 00:14:19,619 --> 00:14:21,956 The fuck does that mean? It's what I'm good at? 225 00:14:21,957 --> 00:14:24,093 No, it means that we're down. We're getting the shit kicked out of us. 226 00:14:24,094 --> 00:14:26,999 So yeah, fucking, you know, take off. It's fine. It's fine. 227 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:29,070 - That's not what this is! Okay? - All right. 228 00:14:29,071 --> 00:14:31,007 - It's classic escapism. - That's not what this is. No, it's not. 229 00:14:31,008 --> 00:14:33,211 - Fight or flight. - I'm trying to tell you something, okay? 230 00:14:33,212 --> 00:14:34,948 - We gotta fight and this is flight. - I'm gonna get us out of debt. 231 00:14:34,949 --> 00:14:36,685 I'm gonna get us in the clear, okay? 232 00:14:36,686 --> 00:14:38,556 That's not what this is. I'm putting the restaurant first. 233 00:14:38,557 --> 00:14:40,125 Don't say you're putting the restaurant first. 234 00:14:40,126 --> 00:14:41,562 [Carmy] That's what I'm fucking doing! 235 00:14:41,563 --> 00:14:43,398 Yeah, just like you put your family first. 236 00:14:43,399 --> 00:14:44,300 - Come on, Syd, let's fucking Come on. - [Sydney] Richie. 237 00:14:44,301 --> 00:14:45,336 Richie, I'm sorry. 238 00:14:47,173 --> 00:14:50,379 - Richie, listen to me, okay? - Carmen, go fuck yourself. 239 00:14:50,380 --> 00:14:52,316 I'm trying to tell you something fucking real. 240 00:14:52,317 --> 00:14:53,986 - Carmen, go fuck yourself! - I'm trying to apologize to you! 241 00:14:53,987 --> 00:14:55,389 I don't wanna hear your fucking apologies. 242 00:14:55,390 --> 00:14:56,626 You're not fucking letting me! 243 00:14:59,565 --> 00:15:02,169 Richie, I'm trying I'm trying to fucking tell you something. I'm trying 244 00:15:02,170 --> 00:15:04,006 I don't wanna fucking hear it. Your sorries are shit. 245 00:15:04,007 --> 00:15:05,977 Chef Sydney, I'm gonna go in. 246 00:15:05,978 --> 00:15:08,381 I'm gonna review the schedule, see if we can cut some hours. 247 00:15:08,382 --> 00:15:10,987 Actually, Chef Carmen is doing us a favor 'cause we could really use that salary. 248 00:15:10,988 --> 00:15:12,123 So thanks. 249 00:15:12,490 --> 00:15:15,229 - [door opens] - I went to Michael's funeral. 250 00:15:23,045 --> 00:15:24,113 What did you just say? 251 00:15:27,521 --> 00:15:29,591 I'm gonna Um, I'm gonna go inside. 252 00:15:29,592 --> 00:15:32,531 - I don't think I should be-- - No. Stay. Stay for a sec, please? 253 00:15:38,375 --> 00:15:39,545 Why'd you just say that? 254 00:15:41,348 --> 00:15:43,285 I should have told you before. I'm telling you now. 255 00:15:43,286 --> 00:15:46,291 - What are you trying to do? - I'm being honest with you. 256 00:15:46,292 --> 00:15:48,195 - Are you trying to fuck me up right now? - No. 257 00:15:48,196 --> 00:15:50,299 There's no refrigerator door here right now. 258 00:15:50,300 --> 00:15:52,571 - Richie, I'm not trying to fuck you up. - Do not fuck with me. 259 00:15:52,572 --> 00:15:54,440 - I'm trying to tell you something, Richie. - I will fucking destroy you. 260 00:15:54,441 --> 00:15:56,645 - Please, stop, Richie. Stop. - I'm not fucking with you. 261 00:15:56,646 --> 00:15:58,481 - I will fucking destroy you. - Richie, stop. Richie. 262 00:15:58,482 --> 00:16:00,185 Richie, please, please, stop. 263 00:16:00,186 --> 00:16:03,292 Richie, please, please, please fucking stop. 264 00:16:04,027 --> 00:16:07,433 - Please, Richie. Please, stop. - All right. All right. All right. 265 00:16:24,367 --> 00:16:25,670 - You went to the funeral? - Yeah. 266 00:16:25,671 --> 00:16:27,507 - I did. I went to the funeral. - Okay. 267 00:16:28,309 --> 00:16:29,377 What was I wearing? 268 00:16:30,681 --> 00:16:32,049 What? 269 00:16:33,687 --> 00:16:35,556 If you went to the funeral, you'd know what I was wearing. 270 00:16:35,557 --> 00:16:37,627 I have no fucking idea what you were wearing, Richie. 271 00:16:37,628 --> 00:16:38,730 I don't fucking know. 272 00:16:40,534 --> 00:16:42,202 So you just went in, you didn't say anything? 273 00:16:42,203 --> 00:16:43,706 You didn't see anybody, huh? 274 00:16:45,176 --> 00:16:46,478 I went in for a second. 275 00:16:47,447 --> 00:16:48,716 And then I left. 276 00:16:49,083 --> 00:16:50,620 And then I sat in my car. 277 00:16:53,192 --> 00:16:54,227 Why? 278 00:16:57,835 --> 00:16:59,203 I couldn't handle it. 279 00:17:01,743 --> 00:17:03,512 Yeah, no shit. 280 00:17:03,513 --> 00:17:05,817 How the fuck do you think anybody fucking handles it? 281 00:17:05,818 --> 00:17:08,856 I know. I understand that. It was shameful and I'm ashamed, it was horrible, 282 00:17:08,857 --> 00:17:11,127 and I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 283 00:17:11,829 --> 00:17:14,768 You have any idea how fucking hard that shit was for me? 284 00:17:17,608 --> 00:17:19,077 I'm aware, yes. 285 00:17:25,289 --> 00:17:26,358 She 286 00:17:28,462 --> 00:17:32,136 She was just saying this thing about how 287 00:17:34,307 --> 00:17:37,279 you know, we were trying to deal, right? 288 00:17:37,280 --> 00:17:43,491 And we didn't know how, like, me and you and-and Sug, like, the three of us-- 289 00:17:43,492 --> 00:17:46,164 Stop. Who is she? 290 00:17:47,500 --> 00:17:49,403 Me, I'm she. I was 291 00:17:49,404 --> 00:17:51,542 - Just a few Before you came out. - Oh, okay. Continue. 292 00:17:55,349 --> 00:17:57,587 When I came back, I didn't know what to do. 293 00:17:59,324 --> 00:18:03,331 Okay? I was so fucking angry. 294 00:18:03,332 --> 00:18:07,306 And I was so fucking stuck, and I was so fucking scared and I didn't know. 295 00:18:07,307 --> 00:18:09,176 I didn't know. I didn't know how to deal with it. 296 00:18:09,177 --> 00:18:11,582 I didn't know what to fucking do. 297 00:18:11,583 --> 00:18:13,652 If I could go back in time, I don't know if I would have done anything differently. 298 00:18:13,653 --> 00:18:15,422 I don't know. 299 00:18:15,857 --> 00:18:18,830 I don't know, but... [stammers] ...I was just thinking and I was 300 00:18:19,832 --> 00:18:24,541 I was thinking for the first time about this thing. 301 00:18:25,510 --> 00:18:30,687 About how it happened and I never thought of it before, just how sorry I am. 302 00:18:32,356 --> 00:18:36,565 How sorry I am because I just I didn't realize how 303 00:18:37,433 --> 00:18:39,505 How what? How 304 00:18:43,580 --> 00:18:45,884 I didn't realize how you lost somebody too. 305 00:19:12,604 --> 00:19:14,340 I felt like you resented me. 306 00:19:18,415 --> 00:19:19,484 I did. 307 00:19:21,823 --> 00:19:22,891 Why? 308 00:19:27,701 --> 00:19:29,470 [Carmy] Because you you were like 309 00:19:33,412 --> 00:19:35,416 You were like inside my family. 310 00:19:37,453 --> 00:19:39,758 Like, you really, you knew my family. 311 00:19:41,762 --> 00:19:43,533 You got to spend time with him. 312 00:19:44,468 --> 00:19:47,540 And you really, you knew you knew him, you know? 313 00:19:47,541 --> 00:19:48,709 [Richie] You knew him. 314 00:19:49,177 --> 00:19:51,447 Yeah, but it's not the same. I didn't really know him. 315 00:19:51,448 --> 00:19:52,951 I didn't know him like you did. 316 00:20:11,889 --> 00:20:14,293 I couldn't figure out what the fuck was wrong with him. 317 00:20:16,331 --> 00:20:17,432 [Carmy] That makes sense. 318 00:20:17,433 --> 00:20:18,468 And, um 319 00:20:22,511 --> 00:20:25,683 Like, I You know, I tried to get him to talk to somebody and I 320 00:20:26,686 --> 00:20:27,721 I just I don't 321 00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:32,564 I thought I'd be [sighs] 322 00:20:32,931 --> 00:20:36,471 Like, maybe if I could just... [clears throat] ...stay at The Beef, 323 00:20:36,472 --> 00:20:38,943 I could, like, keep an eye on him and then I 324 00:20:44,889 --> 00:20:45,890 I failed. 325 00:20:50,366 --> 00:20:51,702 You didn't fail, Richie. 326 00:20:54,775 --> 00:20:55,910 Felt like that. 327 00:20:57,413 --> 00:21:02,022 Richie, y-you... you didn't. 328 00:21:06,431 --> 00:21:08,569 I thought that that was why you didn't go. 329 00:21:19,592 --> 00:21:21,729 You thought that's why I didn't go to the funeral? 330 00:21:30,714 --> 00:21:31,749 No. 331 00:22:00,139 --> 00:22:02,677 [Richie mutters] Fucking stop that. You don't fucking smoke. 332 00:22:03,111 --> 00:22:05,115 Nigga, who cares right now? 333 00:22:09,591 --> 00:22:11,595 [coughing] 334 00:22:11,596 --> 00:22:12,964 Exactly. Give me that. 335 00:22:21,147 --> 00:22:22,684 I resented you too. 336 00:22:26,458 --> 00:22:27,727 Yeah, I'm sure. 337 00:22:29,531 --> 00:22:32,837 I love I love your family. 338 00:22:35,810 --> 00:22:37,012 And they love you. 339 00:22:42,791 --> 00:22:44,160 He fucking loved you. 340 00:22:45,930 --> 00:22:47,132 I know. 341 00:22:48,168 --> 00:22:50,773 I know, and they love you. You know that, right? 342 00:22:51,274 --> 00:22:55,115 I know, but it's different. I'm like the cousin, you know? 343 00:22:56,519 --> 00:22:58,689 Yeah, but Richie, you're more than that. 344 00:23:00,660 --> 00:23:03,498 [chuckling] 345 00:23:03,499 --> 00:23:05,737 Oh, my God, you're a fucking idiot. 346 00:23:08,676 --> 00:23:09,778 [Carmy] I'm working on it. 347 00:23:12,751 --> 00:23:14,053 [Richie] Yeah? 348 00:23:14,054 --> 00:23:15,122 [Carmy] Yeah. 349 00:23:16,592 --> 00:23:18,027 [Richie] How? 350 00:23:18,028 --> 00:23:19,931 I don't know. I feel like that's why I gotta go. 351 00:23:33,225 --> 00:23:34,561 [clears throat] 352 00:23:34,562 --> 00:23:36,164 I missed you. 353 00:23:41,876 --> 00:23:43,211 - You what? - Like, um 354 00:23:44,681 --> 00:23:47,152 All that time that you were gone, like, I was 355 00:23:48,656 --> 00:23:50,793 You know, I would just be, like, thinking about 356 00:23:52,798 --> 00:23:57,205 you know, like, where you were and, like, what you're doing. 357 00:23:57,206 --> 00:24:00,813 And just like, I don't know, like experiences you were having. 358 00:24:08,028 --> 00:24:11,635 This one time that, like, me and Mikey, we took this road trip. 359 00:24:11,636 --> 00:24:14,508 We had to drop something off for Jimmy and, um 360 00:24:16,679 --> 00:24:19,149 We were, like, cruising down the lake outside of town, 361 00:24:19,150 --> 00:24:21,822 and you know, fucking good tunes and, um 362 00:24:23,926 --> 00:24:28,468 Yeah. For like half an hour... [chuckles] ...we felt like 363 00:24:32,276 --> 00:24:35,983 I don't know, like, it felt, like, perfect, you know? 364 00:24:35,984 --> 00:24:38,756 Like that was as good as it gets, you know? Just like 365 00:24:41,595 --> 00:24:44,935 Me and my homie just fucking, you know, 366 00:24:45,537 --> 00:24:50,747 on some trip for work, just fucking dialed. 367 00:24:51,481 --> 00:24:53,953 And like I was like, "Fuck, that's 368 00:24:55,723 --> 00:24:58,094 that's what Carmen's life must be like." 369 00:24:58,095 --> 00:25:00,031 I thought that that was kind of, like... 370 00:25:00,032 --> 00:25:02,704 - [exhales heavily] - ...you know, like, how you felt. 371 00:25:08,048 --> 00:25:09,083 No. 372 00:25:14,595 --> 00:25:15,863 It wasn't like that. 373 00:25:24,848 --> 00:25:26,718 I was jealous. [chuckles] 374 00:25:27,119 --> 00:25:32,229 I bought a fucking cookbook. [chuckling] 375 00:25:32,230 --> 00:25:34,734 You bought a cookbook? 376 00:25:34,735 --> 00:25:37,172 Yeah, I don't know. Well, like, I just wanted to see what the big deal was. 377 00:25:38,375 --> 00:25:39,911 Which cookbook did you buy? 378 00:25:44,320 --> 00:25:46,323 [chuckles] 379 00:25:46,324 --> 00:25:47,761 French Laundry. 380 00:25:50,065 --> 00:25:52,904 - It's fucking demented. - [Carmy] Yeah. 381 00:25:52,905 --> 00:25:56,779 [Richie] That's not even a cookbook. That's like a Wechsler intelligence exam. 382 00:25:57,981 --> 00:26:01,053 Fucking circular stencil? Fuck you. 383 00:26:01,054 --> 00:26:03,124 [Carmy] It's not easy. It's not. It's not. 384 00:26:03,526 --> 00:26:05,763 [Richie] But I was thinking, like, if this kid's 385 00:26:05,764 --> 00:26:09,036 He's a fucking G if he can figure out this insane bullshit, you know? 386 00:26:13,813 --> 00:26:19,323 You don't think it's wrong for you to, like, walk away from all that? 387 00:26:33,686 --> 00:26:35,790 I-I don't know what I'm like, Richie. 388 00:26:39,698 --> 00:26:40,733 What do you mean? 389 00:26:45,342 --> 00:26:48,014 Like, outside of the kitchen, I don't know what I'm like. 390 00:26:55,128 --> 00:26:56,899 But the restaurant, it's gonna be 391 00:27:00,272 --> 00:27:03,879 It's gonna be good. It's gonna be fine. You know? 392 00:27:05,148 --> 00:27:07,185 - Yeah. - Yeah. 393 00:27:07,186 --> 00:27:08,254 I know. 394 00:27:11,027 --> 00:27:12,429 How do you know that? 395 00:27:12,797 --> 00:27:16,037 [Richie] How do I know? I mean, we still got you, right? 396 00:27:17,908 --> 00:27:19,811 Please tell me you're not quitting too. 397 00:27:20,345 --> 00:27:21,380 Depends. 398 00:27:22,049 --> 00:27:23,084 [Carmy] On what? 399 00:27:26,090 --> 00:27:29,764 - Uh, updated partnership terms. - Okay, anything. What is it? 400 00:27:29,765 --> 00:27:33,371 - One side, Jimmy and the - [Carmy] Yeah, that's 401 00:27:35,175 --> 00:27:38,014 And the other side... [clears throat] 402 00:27:38,015 --> 00:27:40,218 ...me, Nat and Richie. 403 00:27:44,761 --> 00:27:49,136 [Carmy] Okay, if that's that's what you want. 404 00:27:49,137 --> 00:27:50,238 It's what I need. 405 00:27:59,256 --> 00:28:00,826 Okay. 406 00:28:03,031 --> 00:28:04,066 Yeah. 407 00:28:06,905 --> 00:28:07,974 You got it. 408 00:28:09,511 --> 00:28:10,746 You in? 409 00:28:14,253 --> 00:28:15,288 I don't 410 00:28:16,892 --> 00:28:19,463 I don't wanna be the ambassador of St. Paddy's Day. 411 00:28:19,464 --> 00:28:22,971 - The fuck is that supposed to mean? - What the fuck does that mean? 412 00:28:24,273 --> 00:28:28,214 I appreciate the gesture, but, like 413 00:28:30,853 --> 00:28:32,991 This is my home. I'm not going anywhere. 414 00:28:37,901 --> 00:28:40,205 Who the fuck has time for gestures? 415 00:28:43,078 --> 00:28:45,181 [clears throat] This is real? 416 00:28:45,883 --> 00:28:46,918 Carmy? 417 00:28:48,923 --> 00:28:51,093 Yeah, yeah, it's real. It's real. 418 00:29:00,078 --> 00:29:03,819 Fuck yes, Chef Sydney. It is a fucking honor. 419 00:29:13,873 --> 00:29:20,218 [clears throat] As my... [chuckles] ...my official capacity as a partner, 420 00:29:20,219 --> 00:29:21,554 I do have one question though. 421 00:29:21,555 --> 00:29:22,824 Uh... 422 00:29:23,826 --> 00:29:27,600 [scoffs] Exactly how the fuck do we keep this place open? 423 00:29:27,601 --> 00:29:28,969 - [Sydney chortles] - [chuckles] 424 00:29:31,374 --> 00:29:34,413 Oh, fuck me, I have the same exact question. 425 00:29:39,123 --> 00:29:41,260 - [Richie chuckles] - We're gonna figure it out. 426 00:29:41,261 --> 00:29:42,897 [chuckles] 427 00:29:43,632 --> 00:29:44,868 We are. 428 00:29:46,605 --> 00:29:48,041 [sniffs] 429 00:29:49,911 --> 00:29:51,848 [door opens] 430 00:29:54,921 --> 00:29:56,490 What the hell are you guys doing? 431 00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:00,398 What happened? 432 00:30:00,399 --> 00:30:02,069 Sugar, did you talk to Pete? 433 00:30:02,738 --> 00:30:04,574 - About what? - The agreement. 434 00:30:05,576 --> 00:30:10,385 No. Client-attorney privilege. [stammers] What's going on? 435 00:30:20,940 --> 00:30:23,010 Guys. Wh--- 436 00:30:25,115 --> 00:30:27,352 [Sydney] Um... [sniffles] He's leaving. 437 00:30:28,354 --> 00:30:32,897 He's leaving the restaurant. All restaurants, I think. 438 00:30:36,304 --> 00:30:38,074 [Richie] He went to Mikey's funeral. 439 00:30:43,384 --> 00:30:44,420 Carm? 440 00:31:04,226 --> 00:31:06,531 [crying] 441 00:31:10,305 --> 00:31:12,209 [sniffles, whimpers] 442 00:31:42,002 --> 00:31:44,006 [timer beeping] 443 00:31:59,236 --> 00:32:01,273 [beeping continues] 444 00:32:16,070 --> 00:32:17,974 [timer beeping rapidly]