1 00:00:11,867 --> 00:00:12,869 [heavy breathing] 2 00:00:13,102 --> 00:00:14,237 [horns honking] 3 00:00:17,111 --> 00:00:19,315 - [Sugar] Call Pete. - [automated voice] Calling Pete. 4 00:00:19,481 --> 00:00:22,388 [automated voice] Your call has been forwarded to an automated-- 5 00:00:22,388 --> 00:00:23,624 Fuck. 6 00:00:23,624 --> 00:00:25,093 No, no, no, no. 7 00:00:25,093 --> 00:00:26,797 ["New Noise" playing] 8 00:00:26,797 --> 00:00:28,099 Call Sydney. 9 00:00:28,232 --> 00:00:29,669 [automated voice] Calling Sydney. 10 00:00:29,669 --> 00:00:31,371 [automated voice] Your call has been forwarded 11 00:00:31,371 --> 00:00:33,877 to an automated voice message system. 12 00:00:33,877 --> 00:00:35,781 - Call Carmy. - [automated voice] Calling Carmy. 13 00:00:35,781 --> 00:00:38,186 - Your call has been forwarded to... - What the fuck, Carmy? 14 00:00:38,286 --> 00:00:40,490 You never answer your goddamn phone. 15 00:00:40,490 --> 00:00:41,660 Call Marcus. 16 00:00:41,660 --> 00:00:43,631 - Calling Marcus. - Come on, come on. 17 00:00:43,797 --> 00:00:46,169 - 3-4-9-7. - Shit. Shit. 18 00:00:46,402 --> 00:00:47,304 Call Richie. 19 00:00:47,470 --> 00:00:49,274 - Calling Richie. - Fuck! 20 00:00:49,374 --> 00:00:50,811 - [Richie] Yo. - ...is not available. 21 00:00:50,811 --> 00:00:52,281 What? [groans] 22 00:00:52,281 --> 00:00:54,018 ...please record your message. 23 00:00:54,251 --> 00:00:56,456 - When you complete your message... - Fuck you! 24 00:00:56,556 --> 00:00:58,126 ...or press one for more options. 25 00:00:58,126 --> 00:01:01,131 Oh, my God. Okay. Call Claire. 26 00:01:01,231 --> 00:01:04,171 - Calling The Bear. - No! Fucking call Claire! 27 00:01:04,371 --> 00:01:05,774 Calling The Bear. 28 00:01:05,774 --> 00:01:07,377 Call fucking Claire. 29 00:01:07,510 --> 00:01:09,214 - Calling The Bear. - No. 30 00:01:10,116 --> 00:01:12,621 Oh, God. Please, please, please. 31 00:01:16,529 --> 00:01:18,767 - Hey, fuck you! - I’m sorry. I’m sorry. 32 00:01:24,078 --> 00:01:25,647 Fuck you, C-Fold! 33 00:01:26,281 --> 00:01:27,818 [sobs] Fuck. 34 00:01:41,846 --> 00:01:42,915 Oh, my... 35 00:01:43,550 --> 00:01:44,686 Oh, my God. 36 00:01:57,912 --> 00:01:58,981 [car speaker beeps] 37 00:01:58,981 --> 00:02:00,416 Call Mom. 38 00:02:01,352 --> 00:02:02,420 Calling Mom. 39 00:02:02,621 --> 00:02:04,324 ♪♪ Can I scream? ♪ 40 00:02:05,393 --> 00:02:06,896 ♪♪ Yeah ♪ 41 00:02:08,934 --> 00:02:10,236 Okay. 42 00:02:16,448 --> 00:02:17,952 [grunts] 43 00:02:21,192 --> 00:02:23,229 - [Donna] Honey. Honey, honey, honey! - Oh, shit. 44 00:02:23,429 --> 00:02:25,333 - Hon, I’m right here! Honey! Honey-- - Oh, God. No, no, no. 45 00:02:25,333 --> 00:02:27,137 - Stop. Stop. Slow, Mom. - No. This is so great! 46 00:02:27,137 --> 00:02:29,274 - I love you. Slow. I’m begging you. - You must breathe. 47 00:02:29,474 --> 00:02:31,880 - Slow. Slow! Slow. Slow. - Sweetheart, you must breathe. I am slow. 48 00:02:31,980 --> 00:02:33,650 - You must breathe. - I’m breathing. 49 00:02:33,650 --> 00:02:35,688 - How far are the contractions? - I don’t know. 50 00:02:35,688 --> 00:02:37,257 - Please chill. I’m fucking breathing, Mom. - Hee. Hee... 51 00:02:37,390 --> 00:02:38,493 - No, breathe. Hee. - I’m breathing. 52 00:02:38,627 --> 00:02:39,730 - No. Mom, I’m breathing. - Hee. Hee. 53 00:02:39,862 --> 00:02:41,331 - Hee. Hee. - What are you doing? 54 00:02:41,432 --> 00:02:42,702 - Breathing. Hee. Hee. - Oh, my God. Mom. 55 00:02:42,702 --> 00:02:44,371 - I’m fucking breathing! - Hey! Hey. 56 00:02:44,471 --> 00:02:45,674 - Natalie, don’t yell at me. - Oh, my God. 57 00:02:45,808 --> 00:02:47,311 I have done this three times, okay? 58 00:02:47,444 --> 00:02:49,047 - Please. No. - I know. 59 00:02:49,047 --> 00:02:51,351 - Please, just fucking stop it. Okay. - You must breathe. 60 00:02:51,452 --> 00:02:54,625 Mom, I need the baby to come into a calm 61 00:02:54,759 --> 00:02:56,797 and relatively normal environment, 62 00:02:56,797 --> 00:03:00,070 which I know is, like, fucking beyond foreign to you. 63 00:03:00,336 --> 00:03:03,409 But I’m begging you, for this ultra specific time, 64 00:03:03,643 --> 00:03:08,219 to please, for the love of fucking mother of fucking Christ, 65 00:03:08,385 --> 00:03:10,624 just chill the goddamn fuck out. 66 00:03:10,791 --> 00:03:13,163 - Okay. Okay. - Thank you. 67 00:03:13,429 --> 00:03:14,531 Okay. 68 00:03:18,573 --> 00:03:20,310 [Donna breathing rhythmically] 69 00:03:20,443 --> 00:03:22,915 - What are you doing, Mom? - I’m coaching. 70 00:03:22,915 --> 00:03:24,919 - Coaching? - Just coaching. You must breathe, Natalie. 71 00:03:24,919 --> 00:03:26,890 - No, this is stressing me out! - Yes, you have to breathe. 72 00:03:26,890 --> 00:03:29,094 - No, it’s calming you down. - Jesus. No, it’s not! 73 00:03:29,294 --> 00:03:31,131 - It is. It’s calming you down. Breathe. - Stop! It’s not calming me down. 74 00:03:31,398 --> 00:03:33,469 - You see me! I’m not calm! - Hee. Hee. You are calm. 75 00:03:33,469 --> 00:03:35,173 - Breathe. Hee. Hee... - No! Stop! 76 00:03:35,439 --> 00:03:37,645 - Okay, you’re gonna make me throw up. - No. No! 77 00:03:37,645 --> 00:03:39,582 - I’m not gonna make you throw up. - Jesus. 78 00:03:39,782 --> 00:03:41,787 - Giving birth is gonna make you throw up. - Jesus fucking Christ! 79 00:03:41,787 --> 00:03:43,690 - Honey, just breathe. Just trust me. - Please, stop. 80 00:03:43,857 --> 00:03:45,060 - Please, stop! - Breathe. Hee. 81 00:03:45,060 --> 00:03:46,495 - I am fucking breathing. - Hee. Hee. 82 00:03:46,495 --> 00:03:48,532 - I wouldn’t be alive. - Hee. Hee. Hee. 83 00:03:48,667 --> 00:03:51,471 - Hee. Hee. Hee-- - Shut the fuck up! 84 00:03:54,946 --> 00:03:57,585 - [groaning] - [Donna] But it is not how it was done. 85 00:03:57,785 --> 00:03:58,987 Not back then anyway. 86 00:03:59,321 --> 00:04:02,361 I mean, we didn’t, like, "know" our doctors. 87 00:04:02,361 --> 00:04:03,697 - [chuckles] - [nurse 1] Oh? 88 00:04:03,830 --> 00:04:05,934 You know? They were just men who said things. 89 00:04:06,068 --> 00:04:08,372 - Mm-hmm. - Was I excited? [chuckles] 90 00:04:08,539 --> 00:04:09,642 You bet. I couldn’t-- 91 00:04:09,842 --> 00:04:12,715 I wanted a baby so bad. 92 00:04:13,617 --> 00:04:14,586 You know? I wanted someone 93 00:04:14,752 --> 00:04:17,524 to love me the way I had seen. 94 00:04:17,524 --> 00:04:21,967 You know, all those smug mothers down at the Jewel, 95 00:04:23,035 --> 00:04:25,339 blocking the aisle with their strollers. 96 00:04:25,506 --> 00:04:27,612 Do you know what Gina said to me? 97 00:04:27,612 --> 00:04:29,148 Gina fucking said to me-- 98 00:04:29,414 --> 00:04:31,185 she looked down at my stomach-- she says to me, 99 00:04:31,185 --> 00:04:32,688 "You know, Donna, 100 00:04:32,688 --> 00:04:35,159 there are lots of good Chinese babies, honey." 101 00:04:35,393 --> 00:04:36,930 [scoffs] 102 00:04:36,930 --> 00:04:38,299 I mean, can you imagine? 103 00:04:38,432 --> 00:04:40,470 Can you imagine she said that to me? 104 00:04:40,604 --> 00:04:42,006 The joke was on her, God rest her soul. 105 00:04:42,106 --> 00:04:44,912 I was two months gone with Michael at the time. 106 00:04:45,413 --> 00:04:46,716 Fucking bitch. 107 00:04:47,450 --> 00:04:49,789 Mom, uh, can you call Pete again? 108 00:04:50,390 --> 00:04:51,526 Oh. 109 00:04:51,726 --> 00:04:52,996 No, no, no, no. I did. 110 00:04:52,996 --> 00:04:54,397 I did. I already did. 111 00:04:54,397 --> 00:04:56,970 Oh, no, no. I called him. I left him a message. 112 00:04:56,970 --> 00:04:58,740 I said where we were, 113 00:04:58,740 --> 00:05:01,980 and that I was here and that everything was good, so... 114 00:05:01,980 --> 00:05:03,249 [sighs] 115 00:05:03,249 --> 00:05:04,619 Okay. 116 00:05:05,019 --> 00:05:06,288 It’s all good. 117 00:05:06,421 --> 00:05:08,627 - Thank you. - You’re welcome. 118 00:05:08,627 --> 00:05:13,035 Uh, did I-- Did I tell you that I walked to the hospital? 119 00:05:13,135 --> 00:05:15,140 - [nurse 1] Wow. - Yeah, yeah, to give birth. 120 00:05:15,439 --> 00:05:17,978 - I walked to the hospital. - [nurse 1] Wow. 121 00:05:19,248 --> 00:05:20,584 [nurse 2] Okay, Natalie Berzatto? 122 00:05:20,784 --> 00:05:21,987 - Yes. - Yeah. 123 00:05:21,987 --> 00:05:24,558 Can you confirm your birthday is 11/10/88? 124 00:05:24,692 --> 00:05:27,464 [hospital announcer] Calling for hands in 17. 125 00:05:27,464 --> 00:05:29,034 [nurse 1] I’ll go after intake in 24. 126 00:05:29,034 --> 00:05:31,539 Yeah. And-- And my husband, he’s on his way. 127 00:05:31,539 --> 00:05:33,209 This is my mom, Donna. 128 00:05:33,209 --> 00:05:34,545 - Hi. Hi. - Hi, Donna. 129 00:05:34,645 --> 00:05:36,348 All right, Natalie. Do you have a birth plan? 130 00:05:36,348 --> 00:05:37,719 Yeah, uh, natural. 131 00:05:37,719 --> 00:05:40,824 And I would prefer to avoid an enema 132 00:05:40,958 --> 00:05:43,195 or excessive shaving of pubic hair. 133 00:05:43,429 --> 00:05:45,166 [laughing] 134 00:05:45,433 --> 00:05:46,235 Yikes. 135 00:05:46,501 --> 00:05:47,772 Mom. 136 00:05:47,772 --> 00:05:51,646 What? I’m sorry. It’s just-- Yikes. 137 00:05:51,946 --> 00:05:53,015 [yelps] 138 00:05:53,015 --> 00:05:55,654 Um, I wanna be able to move around 139 00:05:55,654 --> 00:05:57,759 and switch positions while I’m in labor. 140 00:05:57,858 --> 00:06:00,798 - And can we dim these lights? - [nurse 2] Mm-hmm. 141 00:06:00,964 --> 00:06:02,267 - Yeah, we can. - Okay, great. 142 00:06:02,267 --> 00:06:03,637 - And do you have music? - Yes. 143 00:06:03,637 --> 00:06:05,540 Okay. I just wanna, like, dim the lights 144 00:06:05,707 --> 00:06:08,212 and listen to music, you know? 145 00:06:08,212 --> 00:06:09,882 - [nurse 2] Yeah. - Something good 146 00:06:09,882 --> 00:06:13,122 so that the baby comes into something really good and-- 147 00:06:13,657 --> 00:06:14,592 You know. 148 00:06:14,592 --> 00:06:16,528 [nurse 2] Okay, so no epidural? 149 00:06:16,963 --> 00:06:18,032 - No. - Okay. 150 00:06:18,032 --> 00:06:19,401 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 151 00:06:19,534 --> 00:06:22,340 - Natalie. Natalie. - Mom. No. Stop. 152 00:06:22,340 --> 00:06:23,977 Wha-- What? I’m sorry. 153 00:06:23,977 --> 00:06:25,914 - Are you out of your fucking mind? - Oh, my God. 154 00:06:25,914 --> 00:06:28,019 - Don’t, Mom. - Are you out of your fucking mind? 155 00:06:28,118 --> 00:06:30,323 I just-- Why not see if I can withstand the pain? 156 00:06:30,323 --> 00:06:32,929 - I don’t know what it’s gonna be. - I know what it’s gonna be. 157 00:06:32,929 --> 00:06:34,531 - Do you? Is that right? - Yeah. Yeah. 158 00:06:34,531 --> 00:06:36,168 - I have done it three times. - Sorry. Yeah. 159 00:06:36,168 --> 00:06:38,272 And we’ve only been listening to you talk about it 160 00:06:38,272 --> 00:06:40,009 for the past four fucking hours. 161 00:06:40,911 --> 00:06:43,082 [nurse 2] Okay. Will you check the supplies? 162 00:06:43,082 --> 00:06:45,319 - I haven’t had a chance. Thanks. - [nurse 1] Yeah. Either of you like a water? 163 00:06:45,587 --> 00:06:48,259 Yes, that’d be good ’cause this coffee-- 164 00:06:48,259 --> 00:06:50,262 Actually, can you take the coffee? 165 00:06:50,463 --> 00:06:52,702 ’Cause it’s-- no, seriously-- ’Cause it’s-it’s cold. 166 00:06:52,702 --> 00:06:55,774 - Um, I would love water. Thank you. - Thank you. 167 00:06:55,774 --> 00:06:58,312 - Yes. I would also like a water. - [nurse 1] Be back in a moment. 168 00:06:58,512 --> 00:06:59,950 - Thank you. - [Sugar] Thanks. 169 00:06:59,950 --> 00:07:02,487 - Thank you. They’re nice. I think. - [Sugar] They are. 170 00:07:02,487 --> 00:07:04,992 - They’re so sweet. - Yeah, they’re cute. They’re young. 171 00:07:05,159 --> 00:07:07,330 - Okay, can you stop that? - Well, no. 172 00:07:07,330 --> 00:07:09,501 But it-- You don’t-- [chuckles] 173 00:07:09,668 --> 00:07:11,104 Thank you. That’s very helpful. 174 00:07:11,104 --> 00:07:13,576 - Thank you. [chuckles] - Yeah. You’re welcome. 175 00:07:15,146 --> 00:07:16,616 Uh, I appreciate that. 176 00:07:16,616 --> 00:07:19,487 - Yes. Thank you, Mother. - Mm-hmm. You’re welcome. 177 00:07:20,256 --> 00:07:21,626 Just trying to help. 178 00:07:22,026 --> 00:07:23,195 [sighs] Yeah. 179 00:07:28,505 --> 00:07:30,711 - Mom? - What? [grunts] 180 00:07:31,211 --> 00:07:32,982 I just don’t wanna be numb. 181 00:07:32,982 --> 00:07:34,251 Is that so bad? 182 00:07:34,251 --> 00:07:35,687 Honey, you know what? 183 00:07:36,823 --> 00:07:38,561 Natalie, you do whatever you want. 184 00:07:38,760 --> 00:07:41,264 I’m just telling you as someone who’s been around the block, 185 00:07:41,531 --> 00:07:45,373 this particular block hurts like a motherfucking son of a bitch. 186 00:07:45,373 --> 00:07:46,777 Okay. 187 00:07:46,777 --> 00:07:48,714 But you do whatever you want, sweetheart. 188 00:07:48,880 --> 00:07:51,218 - I’m just looking out for you. Really. - Thank you. Thanks. 189 00:07:52,788 --> 00:07:54,357 I-I also read that it can be helpful 190 00:07:54,592 --> 00:07:56,730 - to have full control of your body... - No doubt. 191 00:07:56,730 --> 00:07:58,967 ...and that epidurals sometimes lead to C-sections, 192 00:07:59,067 --> 00:08:01,706 - so I don’t-- - You know? Do whatever you want. 193 00:08:05,680 --> 00:08:07,250 But i-- if it does get bad, 194 00:08:07,250 --> 00:08:10,023 and I do decide that I might-- I’m gonna tell them that I-- 195 00:08:10,023 --> 00:08:11,926 - Yeah, yeah. - I’m gonna get the epidural and-- 196 00:08:11,926 --> 00:08:14,430 - Yeah. Yeah, whatever you want. - Okay. 197 00:08:14,598 --> 00:08:18,005 - Thank you. - Of course. 198 00:08:23,482 --> 00:08:25,921 - You know what? - Mmm? 199 00:08:25,921 --> 00:08:28,560 - What? - You have a little mark on your cheek. 200 00:08:28,793 --> 00:08:30,864 Can I get it off? I don’t want you to lose your shit at me. 201 00:08:30,964 --> 00:08:32,500 - Don’t be passive-aggressive. - I’m not. 202 00:08:32,768 --> 00:08:35,340 Every time I try to do something, you tell me to stop. 203 00:08:35,340 --> 00:08:37,979 - May I get the spot off your cheek? - Okay. Okay. You may. You may. 204 00:08:38,112 --> 00:08:40,015 - Right now. I don’t know. - Just... 205 00:08:41,351 --> 00:08:42,988 [Donna] Maybe it was coffee. I don’t know. 206 00:08:43,088 --> 00:08:45,326 - Okay, thank you. Thank you. - It’s gone. 207 00:08:45,794 --> 00:08:47,130 You’re welcome. 208 00:08:48,700 --> 00:08:51,004 - [sighs] Oh, God. - [Donna grunts] 209 00:08:52,975 --> 00:08:55,581 [grunts] I wish I could crack my back. 210 00:08:55,714 --> 00:08:57,284 - Don’t get old. - You okay? 211 00:08:57,284 --> 00:09:00,456 - Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I’m good. - Do you want a little... 212 00:09:00,624 --> 00:09:01,926 No, no, no, no. Don’t worry. 213 00:09:03,096 --> 00:09:04,264 You have a baby. 214 00:09:07,237 --> 00:09:08,606 So where were you going? 215 00:09:09,307 --> 00:09:11,445 I was going to get paper towels. 216 00:09:11,445 --> 00:09:12,882 [Donna chuckles] 217 00:09:12,981 --> 00:09:15,554 Yeah, restaurants have to have paper towels. 218 00:09:15,687 --> 00:09:17,157 - They do. - Yeah, they do. 219 00:09:17,290 --> 00:09:20,230 - This one never does. - [laughs] 220 00:09:20,230 --> 00:09:23,102 It was so nice out today. I wanted to be outside. 221 00:09:23,102 --> 00:09:23,937 Yeah. 222 00:09:24,137 --> 00:09:25,273 Where were you going? 223 00:09:25,406 --> 00:09:28,012 [sighs] I was getting my hair done. 224 00:09:28,178 --> 00:09:30,049 - I’m sorry. - No. 225 00:09:30,618 --> 00:09:32,020 Natalie, come on. 226 00:09:32,119 --> 00:09:34,324 There’s no-- no place I’d rather be. 227 00:09:35,594 --> 00:09:37,330 Well, thank you for meeting me. 228 00:09:38,466 --> 00:09:40,236 Well, thank you for asking me. 229 00:09:42,875 --> 00:09:45,312 I will tell you, I was a little surprised. 230 00:09:46,649 --> 00:09:47,818 Me too. [chuckles] 231 00:09:50,422 --> 00:09:51,959 Pete will be here, honey. 232 00:09:52,426 --> 00:09:53,529 I know. 233 00:09:54,397 --> 00:09:57,403 - Does Carmen know? - Uh... [sighs] 234 00:09:57,403 --> 00:10:01,646 ...he didn’t answer his phone when I tried to call him. 235 00:10:01,646 --> 00:10:04,217 - Shocker. Yeah. - Shocker. [chuckles] 236 00:10:05,419 --> 00:10:06,956 Honey. Honey. 237 00:10:07,056 --> 00:10:09,862 Honey, you don’t have to keep staring at it. 238 00:10:10,062 --> 00:10:11,966 Baby’s fine. Really. 239 00:10:13,135 --> 00:10:15,372 - The baby’s fine. - Yeah, okay. 240 00:10:15,372 --> 00:10:16,542 [sniffles] 241 00:10:17,210 --> 00:10:19,113 Oh... [breathes deeply] 242 00:10:20,149 --> 00:10:21,886 - [monitor beeping rapidly] - I know. 243 00:10:21,886 --> 00:10:24,057 - It’s coming. It’s coming. - I know. Okay. 244 00:10:24,057 --> 00:10:26,696 - [groans] - Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe. 245 00:10:26,696 --> 00:10:28,332 [Donna] Hee. Breathe. 246 00:10:28,332 --> 00:10:29,769 - Come on. - Stop! 247 00:10:29,935 --> 00:10:32,340 Come on! Come on. Hee. Hee. 248 00:10:32,340 --> 00:10:33,743 Hee. Hee. 249 00:10:33,743 --> 00:10:36,381 - Stop doing that. - No, no, no, no. Hee. 250 00:10:36,682 --> 00:10:38,987 - Hee. Hee. It’s not helping. - There you go. 251 00:10:38,987 --> 00:10:40,824 - Yes, come on. Hee. - Oh, God. The fuck. [groans] 252 00:10:40,924 --> 00:10:43,028 No, no, no. Say the fucking words. Come on. 253 00:10:43,195 --> 00:10:46,402 [both] Hee. Hee. Hee. Hee. 254 00:10:46,702 --> 00:10:48,205 [Donna] See? They’re working. Slow it down. 255 00:10:48,305 --> 00:10:51,111 - Slow it down. Slow it. - Hee. Hee. [sobbing] 256 00:10:51,244 --> 00:10:52,915 - [Donna] It’s working. - [groans] 257 00:10:52,915 --> 00:10:56,187 There you go. There you go. There you go. 258 00:10:56,187 --> 00:10:59,328 - There you go. There you go. - Okay. Okay. 259 00:10:59,427 --> 00:11:02,067 - See? It works. Yes, it works. - Yeah. Yeah. 260 00:11:02,233 --> 00:11:04,304 - Thank you. - You’re welcome. 261 00:11:04,706 --> 00:11:05,975 You see? 262 00:11:06,107 --> 00:11:07,945 - Mmm. [kisses] - [beeping slows down] 263 00:11:08,111 --> 00:11:09,280 [Sugar sighs] Okay. 264 00:11:09,715 --> 00:11:11,151 [grunts] 265 00:11:14,825 --> 00:11:15,994 [sighs] Okay. 266 00:11:16,830 --> 00:11:18,866 [sighs] 267 00:11:29,688 --> 00:11:31,424 Can I ask you a question? 268 00:11:32,293 --> 00:11:33,428 Yeah. 269 00:11:40,910 --> 00:11:44,317 You didn’t tell me about the baby, and... 270 00:11:45,687 --> 00:11:47,456 I think I understand why. 271 00:11:49,962 --> 00:11:53,235 - Mom. - But do I understand why? 272 00:11:59,447 --> 00:12:02,120 - I wanna hear the rest of the story. - Okay. 273 00:12:02,889 --> 00:12:06,127 [sniffles] Okay, okay, okay, okay. 274 00:12:06,929 --> 00:12:07,998 Michael. 275 00:12:08,198 --> 00:12:10,069 Yeah, you were walking. 276 00:12:12,340 --> 00:12:14,779 - You were walking somewhere. I don’t know. - Oh. 277 00:12:14,779 --> 00:12:16,782 Fuck. [chuckles] 278 00:12:16,882 --> 00:12:18,620 - Yes. I was walking. - I don’t know. 279 00:12:18,620 --> 00:12:20,256 Yes, I was walking. 280 00:12:20,389 --> 00:12:21,993 I didn’t know what else to do. 281 00:12:22,159 --> 00:12:24,197 I remember it was so cold. 282 00:12:24,197 --> 00:12:25,800 I mean, so cold. 283 00:12:25,900 --> 00:12:29,207 But you know, I felt really good. Great. 284 00:12:29,307 --> 00:12:32,013 Like I vividly remember feeling, like, 285 00:12:32,013 --> 00:12:34,518 really good and strong, you know? 286 00:12:34,518 --> 00:12:36,556 I mean, in between contractions, 287 00:12:36,822 --> 00:12:41,131 but, like, I could take these stunning deep breaths 288 00:12:41,231 --> 00:12:44,505 and then the pain would hit and kicked my ass. 289 00:12:44,505 --> 00:12:46,108 It was like a-- 290 00:12:46,108 --> 00:12:48,245 It was like a shooting star through my entire being 291 00:12:48,345 --> 00:12:50,349 and I remember I would stop and pause 292 00:12:50,482 --> 00:12:53,322 and, like, hold on to a-- um-- [fingers snap] 293 00:12:53,322 --> 00:12:54,926 um-- [stammers] 294 00:12:54,926 --> 00:12:57,097 - Just, like, whatever was around? - No. The parking meter. 295 00:12:57,097 --> 00:12:58,900 - Or the street sign. - Oh, yeah. 296 00:12:58,900 --> 00:13:02,107 And-- And then it would pass, and then I got to the hospital. 297 00:13:02,239 --> 00:13:04,611 I walked in and I literally shouted. 298 00:13:04,611 --> 00:13:06,983 I was like, "Hello. Drugs. 299 00:13:07,116 --> 00:13:09,387 Hello, please. Hello?" [chuckles] 300 00:13:09,487 --> 00:13:11,859 - Okay. Keep it down. - [laughs] "Give me drugs. 301 00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:14,464 - Like, give me the drugs." - [chuckles] 302 00:13:14,464 --> 00:13:16,134 And they did. 303 00:13:16,267 --> 00:13:18,640 And then, you know, Michael was born. 304 00:13:18,640 --> 00:13:20,476 And the doctor said-- 305 00:13:20,476 --> 00:13:22,614 The doctor said it was an amazing birth, 306 00:13:22,614 --> 00:13:25,554 because, somehow, I guess he had gotten 307 00:13:25,554 --> 00:13:27,289 sort of twisted up inside there, 308 00:13:27,289 --> 00:13:31,164 right up until the last minute, literally to the last second. 309 00:13:31,264 --> 00:13:33,435 It was-- It was kind of like he like he-- 310 00:13:34,671 --> 00:13:36,909 like he wanted to stay in there. 311 00:13:39,113 --> 00:13:40,917 [Donna sighs] 312 00:13:46,361 --> 00:13:47,463 Yeah. 313 00:14:00,023 --> 00:14:01,559 What about Carm? 314 00:14:01,559 --> 00:14:03,462 [chuckles] 315 00:14:04,598 --> 00:14:06,134 - What? - Fuck. 316 00:14:06,134 --> 00:14:07,904 - Your father was there for that one. - Mmm. 317 00:14:08,171 --> 00:14:10,309 - He was? - [whispers] I wish he hadn’t been. 318 00:14:10,409 --> 00:14:13,750 No seriously. We were fighting the entire time. 319 00:14:13,750 --> 00:14:15,019 And the hospital. 320 00:14:15,185 --> 00:14:17,190 The hospital was a fucking mess. 321 00:14:17,356 --> 00:14:20,329 It was as if every person in the world 322 00:14:20,429 --> 00:14:24,037 decided to have labor at that exact second. 323 00:14:24,137 --> 00:14:27,010 - [Sugar] Oh, God. - And he-- [scoffs] 324 00:14:27,109 --> 00:14:30,016 - He kept asking for a sedative. - Dad did? 325 00:14:30,182 --> 00:14:32,219 Like he was about to give birth. 326 00:14:32,353 --> 00:14:33,857 Like he was asking for a sedative, 327 00:14:33,857 --> 00:14:37,029 and he was panicking, and he freaked me the fuck out. 328 00:14:37,029 --> 00:14:42,608 And then Carmen-- fucking Carmen-- he took so long. 329 00:14:42,608 --> 00:14:44,645 It was so hard and so scary, 330 00:14:44,645 --> 00:14:46,916 because he kept getting stuck, 331 00:14:47,049 --> 00:14:49,153 and they just kept having to move me, 332 00:14:49,287 --> 00:14:53,262 and I remember they were moving me in all these positions. And then at one point, 333 00:14:53,262 --> 00:14:56,068 I think they had me fucking upside down or something. 334 00:14:56,068 --> 00:14:58,807 I don’t even remember. But, babe. Babe. 335 00:14:58,807 --> 00:14:59,942 - Yeah? - No, no, no, no. 336 00:15:00,108 --> 00:15:01,177 It’s not gonna happen to you. 337 00:15:01,177 --> 00:15:02,413 That’s not gonna happen to you. 338 00:15:02,413 --> 00:15:05,186 You know what? It was fucked all around. 339 00:15:05,352 --> 00:15:06,622 The whole thing was fucked. 340 00:15:06,722 --> 00:15:08,827 Seriously. From the beginning, it was fucked. 341 00:15:09,093 --> 00:15:12,266 And you know what? I thought I was gonna be on easy street. 342 00:15:12,266 --> 00:15:15,105 ’Cause I was told, you know, boys are easier. 343 00:15:16,775 --> 00:15:18,546 [stammers] Are they easier? 344 00:15:22,052 --> 00:15:24,156 I don’t think any of it’s easier. 345 00:15:25,092 --> 00:15:26,695 It just all hurts the same. 346 00:15:34,343 --> 00:15:36,114 [monitor beeping rapidly] 347 00:15:36,649 --> 00:15:38,452 [groans] 348 00:15:39,254 --> 00:15:41,458 - Shit. Shit. Shit. - Come on. 349 00:15:41,458 --> 00:15:43,830 - Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. - Come on. Come on. 350 00:15:43,830 --> 00:15:46,468 - [groaning] - Breathe, baby. 351 00:15:46,468 --> 00:15:48,706 Breathe. Hee. 352 00:15:48,706 --> 00:15:52,012 Hee. Hee. Hee. 353 00:15:52,213 --> 00:15:55,654 Hee. Hee. Hee. Hee. 354 00:15:55,654 --> 00:15:59,628 - Come on, baby. You can do it. - Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. 355 00:16:00,529 --> 00:16:02,100 [Sugar] Hee. Hee. 356 00:16:02,100 --> 00:16:04,104 - Hee. Hee. - Now slow down. 357 00:16:04,270 --> 00:16:06,308 - Slow down. - Hee... 358 00:16:06,441 --> 00:16:08,546 See? Look. Look. Look on the monitor. 359 00:16:08,546 --> 00:16:12,420 - See? It’s working. Look, look, look. - [sobbing] 360 00:16:12,420 --> 00:16:17,030 - You can do it. Slow it down. - [Sugar] Hee. Hee. 361 00:16:17,296 --> 00:16:19,968 Hee. Hee. 362 00:16:19,968 --> 00:16:23,042 - Let me rub your back. - Okay. Okay. 363 00:16:23,174 --> 00:16:26,114 - Please rub my back. - See. It works. 364 00:16:26,749 --> 00:16:29,789 Hee. Hee. 365 00:16:30,055 --> 00:16:31,090 Hee... 366 00:16:31,090 --> 00:16:33,461 [groans] This is not hindering. 367 00:16:33,796 --> 00:16:34,899 Breathe. 368 00:16:34,899 --> 00:16:36,367 Okay, yeah. 369 00:16:37,771 --> 00:16:41,546 You know what? You have your dad’s ass. [laughs] 370 00:16:41,546 --> 00:16:43,415 [chuckles] I’m feeling your ass, 371 00:16:43,415 --> 00:16:45,621 - and it’s just like your dad’s. - What the fuck, Mom? 372 00:16:45,621 --> 00:16:48,458 - Your dad had a nice ass. - What the fuck are you talking about? 373 00:16:48,593 --> 00:16:51,298 - He had a nice butt. - Okay, get off me! 374 00:16:51,497 --> 00:16:53,803 Jesus fucking Christ. 375 00:16:53,803 --> 00:16:55,740 Oh, my God. 376 00:16:55,740 --> 00:16:58,111 Call Pete again, please. 377 00:17:04,490 --> 00:17:06,762 - May I get you anything, like a snack? - [sighs] 378 00:17:07,096 --> 00:17:08,900 Something to eat? What would be good? 379 00:17:09,133 --> 00:17:13,676 Sorry, I’m just still fucking reeling over having Dad’s ass. 380 00:17:16,582 --> 00:17:18,553 - Can I get you something? - What do you want? 381 00:17:18,686 --> 00:17:20,056 It seems like you want something. 382 00:17:20,056 --> 00:17:21,993 No, no, no, no. 383 00:17:22,192 --> 00:17:24,197 No. What can I get you? 384 00:17:24,197 --> 00:17:25,800 What do you like? 385 00:17:26,769 --> 00:17:30,242 - Do you know what I fucking loved? - What? 386 00:17:31,277 --> 00:17:32,715 Ice chips. 387 00:17:32,715 --> 00:17:34,785 - Ooh. - Ooh. [chuckles] 388 00:17:34,785 --> 00:17:36,221 - Ooh. - [chuckling] 389 00:17:36,387 --> 00:17:37,825 - Okay. - Can I get you some? 390 00:17:37,825 --> 00:17:39,494 - Yeah. Please get me some. Thank you. - I will. 391 00:17:39,661 --> 00:17:40,831 I’m gonna go get ’em. 392 00:17:40,831 --> 00:17:42,868 - Okay. Please. - Okay. Let me go get ’em. 393 00:17:42,868 --> 00:17:45,439 [sighs] Thank God. 394 00:17:49,513 --> 00:17:52,654 "Your dad’s ass." Jesus. 395 00:17:54,423 --> 00:17:55,693 [monitor beeping rapidly] 396 00:17:55,693 --> 00:17:56,930 No. 397 00:17:57,129 --> 00:17:58,899 No, no. No. [groaning] 398 00:18:00,670 --> 00:18:02,607 [Donna] Say the words. Say the words. 399 00:18:02,607 --> 00:18:04,912 [groaning] 400 00:18:05,145 --> 00:18:06,949 [both] Hee. Hee. 401 00:18:06,949 --> 00:18:09,120 Hee. Hee. 402 00:18:09,353 --> 00:18:11,559 Hee. Hee. 403 00:18:11,559 --> 00:18:15,733 - Hee. Hee. Hee. - There you go. 404 00:18:15,733 --> 00:18:17,904 [groans] Hee. 405 00:18:18,505 --> 00:18:20,777 Hee. Haa. 406 00:18:20,777 --> 00:18:23,148 - Oh, my God. [grunts] - Slow it down. 407 00:18:23,415 --> 00:18:24,417 No. 408 00:18:26,555 --> 00:18:29,728 [sobbing] 409 00:18:40,817 --> 00:18:42,386 [sniffles] 410 00:18:44,658 --> 00:18:45,760 Okay. 411 00:18:46,962 --> 00:18:49,100 - [Donna] Okay. - [beeping slows down] 412 00:18:49,300 --> 00:18:50,837 - Okay. - Mmm. 413 00:18:50,837 --> 00:18:52,339 You have that. There. 414 00:18:52,574 --> 00:18:53,709 Thank you. 415 00:18:54,510 --> 00:18:55,680 [Donna] Try those. 416 00:18:56,715 --> 00:18:58,753 Okay. [grunts] 417 00:18:58,886 --> 00:19:00,957 Just let it dissolve in your mouth. 418 00:19:04,463 --> 00:19:07,203 - See? - Yeah. I like crunching them. 419 00:19:07,203 --> 00:19:09,976 - Really good. Delicious. - Delicious. 420 00:19:09,976 --> 00:19:12,079 Incredible. [chuckles] 421 00:19:12,079 --> 00:19:14,517 - And cheap. - Mmm. 422 00:19:14,517 --> 00:19:16,387 - This is that good ice too. - Mm-hmm. 423 00:19:16,588 --> 00:19:17,791 [doctor] Hey, everybody. 424 00:19:17,924 --> 00:19:19,929 - Hi. - [clears throat] I’m Dr. Levin. 425 00:19:20,228 --> 00:19:22,400 - Hi. I’m Natalie. This is my mom. - Hi, Natalie. 426 00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:24,436 - Hello. Donna. - Hi, Donna. 427 00:19:24,537 --> 00:19:27,209 - Want some ice? - Uh, no, thank you. [chuckles] 428 00:19:27,409 --> 00:19:31,151 - Um... Okay, let’s see how we’re doing here. - [Sugar] Okay. 429 00:19:31,284 --> 00:19:34,290 - Um, come down a little further. - Okay. 430 00:19:34,692 --> 00:19:35,827 Good. All right. 431 00:19:35,827 --> 00:19:38,599 Now you’re gonna feel some pressure. 432 00:19:39,233 --> 00:19:40,035 Okay. 433 00:19:40,035 --> 00:19:41,437 [Dr. Levin] Um... 434 00:19:42,006 --> 00:19:43,375 [groaning] 435 00:19:43,541 --> 00:19:46,047 - Okay. Okay. - [Dr. Levin] Okay. Great. 436 00:19:46,047 --> 00:19:47,985 I mean, everything looks great, 437 00:19:47,985 --> 00:19:51,592 but you’re only five, six centimeters dilated. 438 00:19:51,592 --> 00:19:52,861 Okay. 439 00:19:54,798 --> 00:19:57,036 So-- So now what? 440 00:19:57,269 --> 00:19:58,438 Uh, you wait. 441 00:19:58,438 --> 00:20:00,542 [nurse 1] We need to adjust her toco. 442 00:20:00,877 --> 00:20:01,778 [stammers] 443 00:20:01,945 --> 00:20:03,315 What if I don’t wanna wait? 444 00:20:03,315 --> 00:20:07,122 Oh. Well, oxytocin. You go like... [chuckles] 445 00:20:07,122 --> 00:20:08,593 [Dr. Levin chuckles] Yeah. 446 00:20:08,759 --> 00:20:09,895 - Yeah. - [Donna] Yeah. 447 00:20:10,028 --> 00:20:13,202 Well-- Well, we could try oxytocin. 448 00:20:13,202 --> 00:20:14,871 Or Pitocin. 449 00:20:14,871 --> 00:20:17,410 Are-- Are you asking me if that’s a good idea or... 450 00:20:17,410 --> 00:20:21,284 No, it’s just-- It’s really up to you, Natalie. It’s your body. 451 00:20:21,985 --> 00:20:23,288 Uh... 452 00:20:24,290 --> 00:20:25,694 If you were to guess 453 00:20:25,694 --> 00:20:30,703 how much longer you think the whole thing will take? 454 00:20:31,638 --> 00:20:33,976 Well, however long it takes. 455 00:20:33,976 --> 00:20:36,281 - [hospital announcer] Dr. Levin. - [Dr. Levin] Hold on. 456 00:20:36,447 --> 00:20:37,751 - [phone beeps] - Dr. Levin. 457 00:20:37,751 --> 00:20:39,387 We’ve got a code OB in room two. 458 00:20:39,588 --> 00:20:40,857 Okay. Yes, I’m coming. 459 00:20:40,957 --> 00:20:43,963 Nurse Choe, we have a baby down in room two. 460 00:20:43,963 --> 00:20:45,933 We’re opening the OR for a possible crash. 461 00:20:46,067 --> 00:20:48,004 - Please assist. - [Nurse Choe] Yes. 462 00:20:49,207 --> 00:20:51,077 [patient screaming] 463 00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:53,816 [nurse 3] PPH. 464 00:20:54,551 --> 00:20:56,354 PPH. Grab the hemorrhage cart. 465 00:21:01,665 --> 00:21:02,767 Mom? 466 00:21:03,535 --> 00:21:04,537 Yeah? 467 00:21:04,704 --> 00:21:06,642 I think I want the Pitocin. 468 00:21:07,009 --> 00:21:08,111 Yeah. 469 00:21:08,946 --> 00:21:10,248 You know, I think. 470 00:21:10,382 --> 00:21:12,954 - Yeah. - It’s probably the right choice. 471 00:21:12,954 --> 00:21:14,958 And maybe an epidural too. 472 00:21:16,228 --> 00:21:18,097 Yeah. Good idea. 473 00:21:31,357 --> 00:21:32,661 Let me make my hand cold. 474 00:21:32,794 --> 00:21:35,532 Put it on your forehead. See how that feels. 475 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:37,203 That feel good? 476 00:21:37,671 --> 00:21:39,440 - Yeah. - Yeah? 477 00:21:41,912 --> 00:21:43,381 Thank you, Mom. 478 00:21:46,655 --> 00:21:48,091 [Sugar sighs] 479 00:21:52,266 --> 00:21:53,769 - Mom? - Mm-hmm. 480 00:21:58,879 --> 00:22:03,555 What did you think I wasn’t saying before? 481 00:22:08,265 --> 00:22:10,035 [sighs] 482 00:22:16,648 --> 00:22:18,752 That you didn’t want me around. 483 00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:22,827 Am I right? 484 00:22:28,706 --> 00:22:32,814 I just didn’t want all the stuff you bring with you. 485 00:22:36,722 --> 00:22:39,861 Yeah. I’ve been trying to put that stuff away. 486 00:22:40,528 --> 00:22:41,832 Yeah? 487 00:22:43,335 --> 00:22:44,938 How’s it going? 488 00:22:51,050 --> 00:22:52,787 It’s not easy. 489 00:22:55,826 --> 00:22:56,995 I bet. 490 00:23:03,809 --> 00:23:05,546 I’m glad you’re trying. 491 00:23:05,947 --> 00:23:07,049 Me too. 492 00:23:33,903 --> 00:23:35,005 I just-- 493 00:23:39,046 --> 00:23:42,787 Mom, I don’t want her scared like I was scared. 494 00:23:46,027 --> 00:23:47,563 I scared you? 495 00:23:51,137 --> 00:23:53,007 You scared all of us. 496 00:23:56,147 --> 00:23:57,950 Oh, that’s terrible. 497 00:24:01,057 --> 00:24:02,593 That’s a lot. 498 00:24:08,840 --> 00:24:10,676 I don’t remember your mom. 499 00:24:19,226 --> 00:24:20,930 You don’t want to. 500 00:24:38,431 --> 00:24:39,834 I’m sorry. 501 00:24:50,221 --> 00:24:53,695 I feel like everybody’s mad at me all the time. 502 00:24:56,668 --> 00:25:00,709 I ask people if they’re all right way too much. 503 00:25:05,051 --> 00:25:09,159 If someone feels sick, I start to feel sick. 504 00:25:16,240 --> 00:25:17,743 I feel alone. 505 00:25:20,215 --> 00:25:21,585 Or ugly. 506 00:25:24,356 --> 00:25:26,828 Or like I’m in trouble. 507 00:25:32,372 --> 00:25:36,247 - I feel like Pete’s gonna leave me. - [chuckles] 508 00:25:36,247 --> 00:25:38,217 Why would Pete leave you? 509 00:25:39,353 --> 00:25:41,825 I’m just telling you, these are the things that I think about. 510 00:25:41,825 --> 00:25:43,862 - Okay, but that’s irrational. - A lot, Mom. 511 00:25:43,862 --> 00:25:45,165 - No. - It’s irrational. 512 00:25:45,165 --> 00:25:47,603 Okay, but it’s exhausting too. 513 00:25:52,513 --> 00:25:54,149 I always put you first. 514 00:25:55,853 --> 00:25:56,789 Always. 515 00:25:56,988 --> 00:25:58,358 Aw, that’s sweet. 516 00:25:58,659 --> 00:26:00,963 No, it isn’t sweet. It’s fucked up, Mom. 517 00:26:03,401 --> 00:26:05,840 I’m always trying to make you happy. 518 00:26:07,643 --> 00:26:08,912 [Donna sighs] 519 00:26:08,912 --> 00:26:12,085 Mom, I’d make myself sick to make you feel better. 520 00:26:12,854 --> 00:26:14,523 - Do you understand that? - I do. 521 00:26:14,791 --> 00:26:19,132 And I can never forgive myself for that, Sugar. I can’t. 522 00:26:21,103 --> 00:26:22,239 Mom... 523 00:26:24,611 --> 00:26:26,849 I don’t-- I’m not asking you to. 524 00:26:27,282 --> 00:26:28,484 I don’t need that. 525 00:26:28,484 --> 00:26:29,854 I’m just-- 526 00:26:31,290 --> 00:26:33,829 You know, you asked me why I didn’t tell you. 527 00:26:43,515 --> 00:26:47,890 I just don’t want her to feel the way that I felt. 528 00:26:48,725 --> 00:26:50,095 Oh, she won’t. 529 00:26:50,095 --> 00:26:52,601 - You don’t know that. - Oh, I do. 530 00:26:52,833 --> 00:26:54,303 I do. I do. 531 00:27:05,025 --> 00:27:07,128 - I’m so scared. - I know. 532 00:27:12,707 --> 00:27:16,113 - It’s so much. - [chuckles] It is, yeah. 533 00:27:19,888 --> 00:27:21,057 I’m right here. 534 00:27:21,057 --> 00:27:22,594 I just want her to be okay. 535 00:27:22,594 --> 00:27:25,465 She’s gonna be okay. She’s gonna be fine. 536 00:27:30,208 --> 00:27:32,881 And I wanna be good. I really wanna be good. 537 00:27:33,080 --> 00:27:35,451 You are good. You are. 538 00:27:38,157 --> 00:27:39,526 [monitor beeping rapidly] 539 00:27:39,526 --> 00:27:41,765 I want her to be okay. I just want her to be okay. 540 00:27:41,898 --> 00:27:44,203 - She’s gonna be fine. - [sniffles] 541 00:27:44,336 --> 00:27:46,340 - Okay. [groans] Okay. - Okay. 542 00:27:46,340 --> 00:27:50,248 - Come on. Come on. Come on. - [groaning] 543 00:27:51,718 --> 00:27:54,489 [both] Hee. Hee. 544 00:27:54,857 --> 00:27:57,964 Hee. Hee. 545 00:27:58,832 --> 00:28:01,303 [groans] It really hurts. It really hurts. 546 00:28:01,303 --> 00:28:02,505 [sobbing] It hurts. 547 00:28:06,314 --> 00:28:10,189 I definitely need the epidural. This is fucked. 548 00:28:10,189 --> 00:28:12,561 - Oh, my God. - [Donna] Hee. Hee. 549 00:28:12,793 --> 00:28:14,564 [Sugar sobbing] 550 00:28:14,564 --> 00:28:15,633 Come on. 551 00:28:15,866 --> 00:28:18,672 Hee. Hee. Hee. 552 00:28:18,905 --> 00:28:21,511 [groaning] 553 00:28:21,778 --> 00:28:25,753 Hee. Hee. 554 00:28:25,986 --> 00:28:29,193 [groaning] 555 00:28:29,193 --> 00:28:31,363 Hee. Hee. 556 00:28:31,363 --> 00:28:33,401 [Sugar groans] 557 00:28:36,040 --> 00:28:38,010 [sobbing] 558 00:28:38,010 --> 00:28:41,417 - You’re doing so great. - Oh, my God. 559 00:28:41,417 --> 00:28:43,655 - Okay. Okay. - Okay. 560 00:28:43,889 --> 00:28:45,125 Okay, Mom. 561 00:28:45,125 --> 00:28:46,393 Okay. 562 00:28:46,995 --> 00:28:48,130 Okay. 563 00:28:48,264 --> 00:28:49,701 - Oh, my God. - [beeping slows down] 564 00:28:49,967 --> 00:28:51,103 Okay. 565 00:28:51,872 --> 00:28:53,407 Ice chip. I need an ice chip. 566 00:28:53,407 --> 00:28:55,579 [Donna] Okay. Put your head back. 567 00:28:55,980 --> 00:28:57,282 Oh, my God. 568 00:28:57,783 --> 00:28:59,119 Here. 569 00:29:00,121 --> 00:29:01,523 - Here, babe. - Yeah. 570 00:29:03,695 --> 00:29:05,098 One more. 571 00:29:05,198 --> 00:29:08,070 - Okay. I feel some much better. - All right. 572 00:29:08,972 --> 00:29:10,576 Thank you. 573 00:29:10,576 --> 00:29:11,945 Does that feel good? 574 00:29:12,479 --> 00:29:14,049 That feels so good. 575 00:29:20,061 --> 00:29:21,163 See. 576 00:29:28,010 --> 00:29:30,883 - This is so fucking weird. - [laughs] 577 00:29:35,058 --> 00:29:37,295 - So weird. - Oh, my God. 578 00:29:37,963 --> 00:29:39,433 So weird. 579 00:29:39,967 --> 00:29:41,905 So weird. 580 00:29:44,109 --> 00:29:45,612 I’m happy you’re here. 581 00:29:47,015 --> 00:29:48,217 Me too. 582 00:29:55,498 --> 00:29:56,935 Tell me about me. 583 00:29:58,638 --> 00:30:00,141 What do you mean? 584 00:30:00,909 --> 00:30:02,178 Like, delivery. 585 00:30:08,626 --> 00:30:10,161 It was beautiful. 586 00:30:10,629 --> 00:30:12,032 - Really? - Yeah. 587 00:30:12,232 --> 00:30:13,935 You were beautiful. 588 00:30:18,144 --> 00:30:21,384 I wasn’t due, you know, for a few days. 589 00:30:21,384 --> 00:30:25,425 And I was home alone, and I don’t know why. 590 00:30:25,425 --> 00:30:27,596 You know, I don’t know where your father was. 591 00:30:27,930 --> 00:30:31,136 But I was home alone, I was so excited, 592 00:30:32,372 --> 00:30:34,042 because I was gonna get to go to bed, like, 593 00:30:34,042 --> 00:30:36,013 at eight o’clock, you know? 594 00:30:36,180 --> 00:30:37,783 - [chuckles] - That was like-- 595 00:30:37,917 --> 00:30:39,888 And I remember I climbed into bed, 596 00:30:40,121 --> 00:30:45,264 and I fell into the deepest, fastest sleep I’ve ever had. 597 00:30:45,264 --> 00:30:49,707 And I had this-- this really vivid dream, but-- 598 00:30:49,707 --> 00:30:51,177 You know those kind of dreams 599 00:30:51,276 --> 00:30:53,180 where you’re just doing normal stuff... 600 00:30:53,180 --> 00:30:55,552 - Yes. - ...but things are, like, super detailed? 601 00:30:55,552 --> 00:30:57,122 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. So. 602 00:30:57,222 --> 00:31:01,865 In this nothing dream-- I mean, nothing dream, um, 603 00:31:02,031 --> 00:31:03,234 I must have had, like, the day off 604 00:31:03,367 --> 00:31:05,739 from whatever job, you know, I had, 605 00:31:05,939 --> 00:31:07,376 because I was in the city. 606 00:31:07,376 --> 00:31:09,480 And it wasn’t Chicago, and it wasn’t New York. 607 00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:12,286 It was some sort of hybrid city, you know? 608 00:31:12,286 --> 00:31:15,792 And-- And there was a fish tank. 609 00:31:16,026 --> 00:31:19,668 - A fish tank? - Big fish tank in the middle of the city. 610 00:31:19,668 --> 00:31:21,170 It was this giant fish tank, 611 00:31:21,303 --> 00:31:24,978 and I was the only one looking at it. 612 00:31:25,077 --> 00:31:28,351 I mean, it was-- it was like-- like a mega, 613 00:31:28,351 --> 00:31:33,695 like a-- like a dentist office kind of mega fish tank. 614 00:31:33,995 --> 00:31:37,335 And I remember-- I remember the colors were-- 615 00:31:37,335 --> 00:31:42,346 They were so sharp and vivid and neon, 616 00:31:42,346 --> 00:31:45,786 you know, and I was the only one looking at it. 617 00:31:46,053 --> 00:31:49,628 And it was in the city, and the city was all gray. 618 00:31:49,961 --> 00:31:51,932 And it was beautiful. And I remember 619 00:31:51,932 --> 00:31:55,038 I was, like, watching it for the longest time. 620 00:31:55,038 --> 00:31:58,411 I was just staring at it for the longest time. 621 00:31:58,544 --> 00:32:02,653 And all of a sudden, I noticed that the glass 622 00:32:04,123 --> 00:32:07,362 started to come apart like it was gonna split. 623 00:32:07,362 --> 00:32:12,171 But I wasn’t worried, you know? It wasn’t bad, 624 00:32:12,171 --> 00:32:16,347 because I knew that more people 625 00:32:16,347 --> 00:32:19,219 were gonna get to see these beautiful fish. 626 00:32:20,756 --> 00:32:22,225 And then I woke up, 627 00:32:22,225 --> 00:32:27,101 and I was sweating, and my water had broke. 628 00:32:28,270 --> 00:32:29,373 Wow. 629 00:32:30,275 --> 00:32:33,514 And I, you know, made my way to the hospital, 630 00:32:33,514 --> 00:32:36,053 and, um-- um, 631 00:32:36,186 --> 00:32:38,424 Auntie Gail met me there. The, um-- 632 00:32:38,424 --> 00:32:41,363 Jimmy’s first wife, but I don’t think you ever met her. 633 00:32:41,463 --> 00:32:43,200 - Did you ever meet her? - I don’t know. 634 00:32:43,434 --> 00:32:45,305 - No. This was his first wife. - I feel like I’ve seen photos. 635 00:32:45,438 --> 00:32:47,008 - Okay. - Yeah. Yeah. She met me there. 636 00:32:47,008 --> 00:32:48,612 And she was sweet, and she sat with me. 637 00:32:48,745 --> 00:32:53,087 And she put on this beautiful song, 638 00:32:53,755 --> 00:32:55,524 and... 639 00:32:58,698 --> 00:33:00,434 And then Natalie. 640 00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:04,577 Mom. 641 00:33:17,836 --> 00:33:19,539 You’re beautiful. 642 00:33:24,951 --> 00:33:26,320 Thank you. 643 00:33:53,575 --> 00:33:54,844 What song? 644 00:33:57,181 --> 00:33:59,754 Hold, please. [laughs] 645 00:33:59,754 --> 00:34:01,223 Hold, please. 646 00:34:02,259 --> 00:34:04,664 Hold on. Hold on. 647 00:34:05,766 --> 00:34:07,502 - Um... - You want me to help you? 648 00:34:07,502 --> 00:34:09,974 No, no, I know how to drive. 649 00:34:09,974 --> 00:34:12,412 - Okay. - Okay. Just hold on. 650 00:34:16,821 --> 00:34:19,359 ["Baby I love you" playing] 651 00:34:30,181 --> 00:34:31,918 ♪♪ Woah-oh ♪ 652 00:34:32,118 --> 00:34:34,222 ♪♪ Woah-oh-oh-oh ♪ 653 00:34:34,389 --> 00:34:38,063 ♪♪ Have I ever told you ♪ 654 00:34:38,330 --> 00:34:42,773 ♪♪ How good it feels To hold you? ♪ 655 00:34:42,873 --> 00:34:47,549 ♪♪ It isn’t easy to explain ♪ 656 00:34:51,189 --> 00:34:55,064 ♪♪ And though I’m Really trying ♪ 657 00:34:55,197 --> 00:34:58,838 ♪♪ I think I may start crying ♪ 658 00:34:58,838 --> 00:35:03,715 ♪♪ My heart can’t wait Another day ♪ 659 00:35:03,715 --> 00:35:07,122 ♪♪ When you kiss me, I’ve just got to say ♪ 660 00:35:07,122 --> 00:35:11,263 - ♪♪ Baby, I love you ♪ - ♪♪ Come on, baby ♪ 661 00:35:11,263 --> 00:35:15,505 - ♪♪ Baby, I love you ♪ - ♪♪ Ooh-wee, baby ♪ 662 00:35:15,706 --> 00:35:20,147 - ♪♪ Baby, I love you ♪ - ♪♪ Baby, I love only you ♪ 663 00:35:20,281 --> 00:35:22,953 ♪♪ Woah-oh, woah-oh-oh-oh... ♪ 664 00:35:23,187 --> 00:35:24,356 [Pete] Honey. 665 00:35:24,590 --> 00:35:26,193 - Hi! - Hi. Hi. 666 00:35:27,596 --> 00:35:29,634 - [Pete] Oh, my God. - Hi. 667 00:35:29,634 --> 00:35:31,905 - [Sugar] You’re here. You’re here. - [Pete] I’m sorry I’m so late. 668 00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:33,809 Are you okay? 669 00:35:33,809 --> 00:35:35,812 Yeah, I’m okay. I’m good. I’m good. 670 00:35:35,812 --> 00:35:37,015 Oh, my God, baby. 671 00:35:37,015 --> 00:35:39,554 [groans] How was it? 672 00:35:39,720 --> 00:35:42,560 - I won. Yeah, I won. - Yay! 673 00:35:43,227 --> 00:35:45,097 - That’s amazing. - Oh, my God. 674 00:35:45,331 --> 00:35:46,200 Are you okay? 675 00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:48,939 - Yeah? - I’m good. Good. 676 00:35:48,939 --> 00:35:50,609 I parked in a handicap spot, 677 00:35:50,709 --> 00:35:52,546 but there were tons, and I’ll go move it. 678 00:35:52,546 --> 00:35:54,550 But the guy was like-- I was like, "My wife’s in labor!" 679 00:35:54,550 --> 00:35:56,587 - He’s like, "Go, go, go, go!" - Yeah, yeah. 680 00:35:56,587 --> 00:35:59,392 - [laughs] - I’m so happy you’re here. 681 00:35:59,392 --> 00:36:01,831 ♪♪ Come on, baby ♪ 682 00:36:01,831 --> 00:36:05,605 - ♪♪ Baby, I love you ♪ - ♪♪ Ooh-wee, baby ♪ 683 00:36:05,772 --> 00:36:08,611 ♪♪ Baby, I love you ♪ 684 00:36:10,615 --> 00:36:13,353 DD. [chuckles] 685 00:36:17,095 --> 00:36:18,397 [Pete sniffles] 686 00:36:19,700 --> 00:36:20,902 Thank you. 687 00:36:24,509 --> 00:36:25,846 [chuckles] 688 00:36:27,750 --> 00:36:28,919 I love you. 689 00:36:29,386 --> 00:36:30,922 I love you too. 690 00:36:31,924 --> 00:36:33,527 [Pete chuckles, sniffles] 691 00:36:35,932 --> 00:36:37,368 What do I do? 692 00:36:42,780 --> 00:36:44,516 Just stand next to her. 693 00:36:46,788 --> 00:36:47,890 Okay. 694 00:37:24,798 --> 00:37:26,199 Hey, Mrs. B. 695 00:37:26,199 --> 00:37:27,268 Hey. 696 00:37:27,268 --> 00:37:28,537 What took so long? 697 00:37:28,537 --> 00:37:30,208 The phones were off. 698 00:37:30,208 --> 00:37:32,445 - Hey, Mrs. Berzatto. - Hey. 699 00:37:32,646 --> 00:37:34,015 How you doing? 700 00:37:35,417 --> 00:37:36,754 Is everybody okay? 701 00:37:38,825 --> 00:37:40,494 Yeah, I hope so. 702 00:37:47,676 --> 00:37:49,345 You’re a grandma now. 703 00:37:51,049 --> 00:37:52,987 - Stop. - [Ted] You’re a grandma. 704 00:37:52,987 --> 00:37:54,055 [shushes] 705 00:37:54,055 --> 00:37:56,728 [chuckles] 706 00:37:56,728 --> 00:37:58,530 Can you imagine? 707 00:37:58,698 --> 00:38:00,067 You’re gonna be a good one. 708 00:38:00,067 --> 00:38:01,904 - Oh, yeah. - [Ted] I can. 709 00:38:03,575 --> 00:38:04,743 Yeah. 710 00:38:11,891 --> 00:38:14,395 ["Baby I love you" playing] 711 00:38:25,385 --> 00:38:26,754 ♪♪ Woah-oh ♪ 712 00:38:26,754 --> 00:38:29,660 ♪♪ Woah-oh-oh-oh ♪ 713 00:38:29,660 --> 00:38:33,534 ♪♪ Have I ever told you ♪ 714 00:38:33,534 --> 00:38:37,776 ♪♪ How good it feels To hold you? ♪ 715 00:38:37,876 --> 00:38:42,819 ♪♪ It isn’t easy to explain ♪ 716 00:38:46,226 --> 00:38:49,801 ♪♪ And though I’m Really trying ♪ 717 00:38:50,635 --> 00:38:54,042 ♪♪ I think I may start crying ♪ 718 00:38:54,042 --> 00:38:58,517 ♪♪ My heart can’t wait Another day ♪ 719 00:38:58,751 --> 00:39:02,291 ♪♪ When you kiss me, I’ve just got to say ♪ 720 00:39:02,525 --> 00:39:06,533 - ♪♪ Baby, I love you ♪ - ♪♪ Come on, baby ♪ 721 00:39:06,734 --> 00:39:10,643 - ♪♪ Baby, I love you ♪ - ♪♪ Ooh-wee, baby ♪ 722 00:39:10,643 --> 00:39:15,017 - ♪♪ Baby, I love you ♪ - ♪♪ Baby, I love only you ♪ 723 00:39:15,017 --> 00:39:19,425 ♪♪ Woah-oh, woah-oh-oh-oh... ♪