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妳是我眼中的蘋果

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誰會說這種話?

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這究竟是什麼意思?

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你當真以為我現在想談這件事嗎?

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我只是覺得,發生這麼多事
談這個話題還滿輕鬆的

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你想搞笑嗎?

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應該吧

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丹尼

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妳有看見日落嗎?

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天空的顏色都好醜

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夠了,你在這裡根本看不到日落

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我能想像

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原來我的想像力很豐富

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丹尼,留在我身邊,讓我幫你

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沒關係,我能搞定

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你無法

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你需要幫忙,讓我幫你

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現在我能把妳趕出大腦了

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太好了,治療萬歲

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丹尼,醒醒

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丹尼,讓我進去,拜託

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什麼?

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好安靜

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從來沒這麼安靜過

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丹尼

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丹尼,醒醒

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{\an8}(改編自紀實小說《24個比利》)

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{\an8}(丹尼爾凱斯著)

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《擁擠的房間》

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把那些年輕人裝進袋子裡

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聽著,把那些年輕人裝進袋子裡

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這樣最好,才能看見他們何時停止呼吸

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下一位請過來

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- 嘿,史丹
- 嘿,洛斯

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我只要重新領藥

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你兩週前才領過這些

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- 所以呢?
- 史丹

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聽著,我只要熬過這場審判
之後就不必吃藥了,好嗎?

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老兄,抱歉

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- 洛斯,別這樣
- 史丹

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後面還有人在排隊啦,快點

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- 你知道這樣很扯,對吧?
- 規矩不是我訂的

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我曾經報效國家
然後像他媽的乞丐一樣走進來

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- 好的,史丹,我懂...別說了
- 依舊一無所獲

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- 我有需求
- 冷靜一點,否則你會被趕出去

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- 這是你欠我的
- 好,過來

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我要你預約看醫生,好嗎?

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冷靜一點

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謝謝

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喂

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庭上...

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妳錯過了提案的期限,還取消了好幾堂課

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所以,這不利我申請終身職嗎?

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瑞雅,妳作完證了
妳已經儘量幫助這個男孩

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妳該放下這個案子了

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很好

57
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別讓私人感情影響到我們的工作

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- 有何不可?
- 妳說什麼?

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我們的工作不是建立在感情上嗎?

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- 瑞雅
- 若並非如此,不是應該改善嗎?

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我吃晚餐要遲到了,我們課堂見

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謝謝

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史丹

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我們得談談

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自殺念頭是典型的反應
我怎麼會沒料到?

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別自責

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史丹,我曾經照顧他

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有很多人辜負了這個小子

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別全都怪在自己頭上

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現在你成了心理醫生嗎?

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我說說而已

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依據消息
若他們沒聽見他跌下床,他早就死了

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現在我們只能希望他熬過今晚

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{\an8}(紐約市矯正署)

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{\an8}(雷克島)

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- 他們只說他有意識?
- 對

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應該找人增加這些人的詞彙量

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- 不,不只如此
- 還有呢?

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他們說他可以在本週末回法庭受審

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什麼?在開玩笑嗎?

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就法庭觀點

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他只需要聽見雙方的結辯,跟判決結果

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所以他在這方面夠健康

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你走得好快

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- 你走得好快
- 我腿長

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陪審團呢?

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法官宣布醫療延遲,這對我們有利

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陪審團通常會把自殺意圖視為有罪的跡象

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天啊
人們總是看見彼此最糟糕的一面,對吧?

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對,沒錯,但妳例外,是吧?

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對,我例外,我很好騙

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- 你說的話我都信
- 是啊

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丹尼,嗨

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幸好

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瞧瞧,這小子真健康

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你還好嗎?感覺如何?

97
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你現在會痛嗎?

98
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我能替你準備任何東西嗎?

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丹尼

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丹尼很安全

101
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但他不在這裡,以後也不會來

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因此,妳只能責怪自己

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傑克,請讓我跟他談

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我們都很清楚上次妳跟他談的後果

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這樣說不公平

106
00:10:13,530 --> 00:10:15,073
我一直以來只想幫你

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想像幾天之後,丹尼就會去坐牢

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依據現況看來,那似乎是無法避免的事

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對吧?

110
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所以妳捫心自問
那個男孩最需要誰的幫忙?

111
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妳的或我的?

112
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不,我認為妳幫我們幫得夠多了

113
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所以妳去找另一個輸家吧

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以後這裡就交給我

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護士,我非常累,現在想休息了

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但非常感謝兩位...

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來探訪我,博士與律師

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- 你們真的...
- 人太好了,我確定後會有期

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好的

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史丹利,你又害我惹上另一個麻煩

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勞萊與哈台,不是嗎?應該不是

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其實
替未來注入一點低等文化絕對無傷大雅

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我早跟你說過會發生這種事

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小子,外面的世界不適合你

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從來不適合

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太他媽的殘酷了

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00:11:42,160 --> 00:11:44,788
乖一點,別輕舉妄動,好嗎?

128
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別逼我淹掉這個地方

129
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我們有共識嗎?

130
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妳應該吃點東西

131
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我不餓

132
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他一度稍微能控制那些另我

133
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傑克想必奪回掌控權了

134
00:12:37,466 --> 00:12:39,259
或許那小子不想出來面對

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00:12:39,259 --> 00:12:41,094
他看盡一切之後,何必要出來呢?

136
00:12:42,262 --> 00:12:43,597
史丹,我們要怎麼做?

137
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瑞雅,我們會輸

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一定有辦法,他...

139
00:12:49,895 --> 00:12:51,188
沒有遺書嗎?

140
00:12:51,188 --> 00:12:52,606
沒有,但這個...

141
00:12:54,274 --> 00:12:58,320
不,等等,這張在他的床上

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- 亞當
- 亞當

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所以你為何吃藥效迅速的氯硝西泮?

144
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戰爭留下來的東西

145
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“戰爭留下來的東西”?

146
00:13:12,668 --> 00:13:14,711
什麼意思?你能說清楚一點嗎?

147
00:13:17,965 --> 00:13:19,299
創傷後壓力症候群

148
00:13:19,299 --> 00:13:22,052
當時我還年輕,擔任儲備軍官

149
00:13:23,011 --> 00:13:25,931
我年輕到無法當指揮官,情況也不甚理想

150
00:13:26,431 --> 00:13:27,891
什麼意思?你失去弟兄嗎?

151
00:13:27,891 --> 00:13:31,019
對,我失去過很多弟兄,我負全責

152
00:13:31,019 --> 00:13:32,479
我不懂你的意思

153
00:13:32,479 --> 00:13:35,190
我剛才說過,當時我是儲備軍官

154
00:13:35,190 --> 00:13:40,112
所以你自願從軍
表示發生的事情是你的錯嗎?

155
00:13:40,779 --> 00:13:42,948
- 妳可以這樣想,對
- 當然

156
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或者你參戰時還年輕

157
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- 別說了
- 對吧?

158
00:13:47,244 --> 00:13:49,621
我的表情像是在說:“請分析我”嗎?

159
00:13:49,621 --> 00:13:50,706
史丹,這就是重點

160
00:13:50,706 --> 00:13:53,876
每一個受過傷的人都會自責

161
00:13:53,876 --> 00:13:55,544
“我不應該在晚上獨自行走”

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- “我不應該穿短裙”
- 對,我不應該

163
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“我不應該發怒”
“我不應該回嘴”

164
00:14:00,757 --> 00:14:03,177
我們把發生在自己身上的壞事
當成自己的錯

165
00:14:03,177 --> 00:14:05,762
我們藉此想像自己多少有控制權
但並沒有

166
00:14:05,762 --> 00:14:07,139
因為壞事會發生

167
00:14:07,139 --> 00:14:10,851
所以,除非我們接受事實
這並非全都是我們的錯

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00:14:10,851 --> 00:14:12,811
否則就永遠無法開始療癒

169
00:14:16,815 --> 00:14:19,109
妳還好嗎?講完了嗎?

170
00:14:19,109 --> 00:14:20,903
天啊,就是這樣

171
00:14:22,321 --> 00:14:24,239
我們外帶吧,我沿途解釋給你聽

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00:14:24,239 --> 00:14:27,326
- 你有車嗎?在附近嗎?
- 我的車在附近

173
00:14:27,326 --> 00:14:30,454
好,快下雨了,我們走吧
能請你付帳嗎?

174
00:14:34,875 --> 00:14:36,543
可以給我兩個外帶盒嗎?

175
00:14:39,213 --> 00:14:40,797
所以,我們輸掉的原因是...

176
00:14:40,797 --> 00:14:42,341
嚴格說來,我們還沒輸

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對,但假設我們輸了,為什麼?

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因為我們要說服陪審團相信他曾經受虐

179
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而我們的做法剛好相反

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對,這都要感謝坎蒂

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00:14:52,851 --> 00:14:55,354
我的證詞也沒有公信力
因為丹尼不知道他曾受虐

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- 對,我瞭解
- 只有亞當

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00:14:57,105 --> 00:14:59,900
所以這是失敗證詞大會串嗎?

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00:14:59,900 --> 00:15:01,735
或許我們找錯證人了

185
00:15:02,986 --> 00:15:04,947
發生在丹尼與亞當身上的事

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00:15:04,947 --> 00:15:06,615
都不是丹尼的錯

187
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但他不知道

188
00:15:09,868 --> 00:15:11,036
他的罪惡感與羞恥心

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讓他看不出來究竟發生什麼事

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00:15:14,957 --> 00:15:16,375
所以我們必須讓他看見

191
00:15:17,751 --> 00:15:19,253
這在丹尼身上行得通

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00:15:20,003 --> 00:15:21,380
他很明理

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00:15:22,214 --> 00:15:27,719
他會抗爭
但當你讓他看見真相,最後他就會相信你

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00:15:27,719 --> 00:15:30,931
然後他就會瞭解究竟發生什麼事
陪審團也會

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00:15:34,309 --> 00:15:36,520
- 是2公里後的下一個出口
- 好

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00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:06,758
(心理學系)

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00:16:31,533 --> 00:16:32,993
嗨,我以為妳有課

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00:16:33,785 --> 00:16:35,621
- 現在沒了
- 什麼意思?

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00:16:35,621 --> 00:16:39,333
我跟系主任說我需要再休一天
然後他說我必須做出選擇

200
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- 很遺憾
- 反正誰想當教授?

201
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他們好老,我不想變老,沒人想變老

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- 對吧?
- 對

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00:16:48,217 --> 00:16:49,718
史丹,這招行得通嗎?

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00:16:50,427 --> 00:16:51,512
妳在問我嗎?

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嘿

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00:16:52,763 --> 00:16:55,098
我剛好在這棟大樓,祝你好運

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00:16:55,098 --> 00:16:57,392
當警察支持你,就表示你完蛋了

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卡米薩,你向來是個混蛋

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- 嘿
- 嗨

210
00:17:01,271 --> 00:17:03,440
法蘭克也要我來祝妳好運

211
00:17:04,066 --> 00:17:05,526
- 不,他沒有
- 不,他沒有

212
00:17:07,402 --> 00:17:09,363
事態的發展並非總是如妳預期

213
00:17:10,614 --> 00:17:12,491
警探,你是在說我或你?

214
00:17:14,826 --> 00:17:17,412
妳全心投入很多事,特別是這件事

215
00:17:17,412 --> 00:17:20,707
無論結果如何,都很值得

216
00:17:23,752 --> 00:17:26,046
- 妳保重,好嗎?
- 麥帝,你也是

217
00:17:26,046 --> 00:17:27,130
好的

218
00:17:45,399 --> 00:17:47,943
- 請陪審團進來
- 全體起立

219
00:17:51,780 --> 00:17:52,614
真奇怪

220
00:17:52,614 --> 00:17:56,618
我在最後關頭才上場
而比賽已經無力回天

221
00:17:57,452 --> 00:18:00,372
希望我能早點登場,或許還能樂在其中

222
00:18:01,456 --> 00:18:02,624
請坐

223
00:18:10,424 --> 00:18:13,677
卡米薩先生,辯方準備結辯了嗎?

224
00:18:16,930 --> 00:18:18,557
庭上,再一個證人

225
00:18:18,557 --> 00:18:20,100
好的,請繼續

226
00:18:21,768 --> 00:18:23,896
辯方傳喚丹尼蘇利文

227
00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:32,779
就是你

228
00:18:52,508 --> 00:18:54,843
你是否發誓句句屬實

229
00:18:54,843 --> 00:18:57,095
毫無虛假,上帝為證?

230
00:18:57,095 --> 00:18:58,180
我發誓

231
00:19:04,895 --> 00:19:08,649
請說出你的全名與地址,以茲記錄

232
00:19:10,484 --> 00:19:14,655
丹尼蘇利文,紐約,榆樹嶺榆樹街9號

233
00:19:15,989 --> 00:19:17,533
但這不是真的,對吧?

234
00:19:18,158 --> 00:19:20,744
我很確定這是我的地址

235
00:19:20,744 --> 00:19:22,287
我不是指地址,是你的姓名

236
00:19:23,539 --> 00:19:24,748
你是丹尼蘇利文嗎?

237
00:19:25,666 --> 00:19:29,211
我當然是丹尼蘇利文,不然我是誰?

238
00:19:29,211 --> 00:19:30,712
- 你不是叫傑克嗎?
- 反對

239
00:19:30,712 --> 00:19:32,965
- 無論辯方在耍什麼花招...
- 庭上

240
00:19:32,965 --> 00:19:35,133
丹尼蘇利文被無罪推定

241
00:19:35,133 --> 00:19:36,635
這是他的權利,而且在本案中

242
00:19:36,635 --> 00:19:40,222
我們至少要考慮他不是丹尼的可能性

243
00:19:43,100 --> 00:19:44,601
- 我允許
- 庭上...

244
00:19:44,601 --> 00:19:46,019
我想跟丹尼說話

245
00:19:46,603 --> 00:19:49,773
- 先生,跟你說話的就是...
- 本尊

246
00:19:51,358 --> 00:19:53,819
既然我在這裡,就非常希望

247
00:19:53,819 --> 00:19:55,112
能有機會訴說我的...

248
00:19:55,112 --> 00:19:57,030
故事,若可以的話

249
00:19:58,448 --> 00:20:01,243
好的,“丹尼”,請說

250
00:20:06,957 --> 00:20:08,292
我恨我的繼父

251
00:20:12,087 --> 00:20:13,088
在他出現之前,只有...

252
00:20:13,088 --> 00:20:17,426
我媽跟我,而他對我媽很不好

253
00:20:18,427 --> 00:20:20,554
可以說他虐待她

254
00:20:21,555 --> 00:20:23,807
我求她離開,但她非常害怕

255
00:20:24,474 --> 00:20:26,643
她確定他會找到她,然後傷害她

256
00:20:26,643 --> 00:20:28,979
所以我都留在家附近

257
00:20:30,981 --> 00:20:33,650
他從未停止施虐,反而變本加厲

258
00:20:36,820 --> 00:20:40,282
我只想把他嚇跑

259
00:20:42,659 --> 00:20:46,872
我知道我的行為是錯的,我願意負全責

260
00:20:50,792 --> 00:20:52,794
庭上,我有一個敵意證人

261
00:20:52,794 --> 00:20:54,838
敵意證人就是你的當事人

262
00:20:54,838 --> 00:20:57,090
如我所說,我相信他不是

263
00:20:57,090 --> 00:20:58,383
卡米薩先生,我真的...

264
00:20:58,383 --> 00:21:01,845
我需要一點緩衝,庭上
如果你允許的話,拜託

265
00:21:01,845 --> 00:21:04,097
卡米薩先生,你在自取其辱

266
00:21:04,097 --> 00:21:05,182
對

267
00:21:10,020 --> 00:21:12,981
好,我們各持己見就好

268
00:21:15,317 --> 00:21:17,110
這個男人很英俊,對吧?

269
00:21:17,986 --> 00:21:18,820
沒錯

270
00:21:18,820 --> 00:21:20,781
- 卡米薩先生
- 庭上,拜託你,讓我...

271
00:21:23,033 --> 00:21:25,827
在這張畫作中的另一個男孩是誰?

272
00:21:33,043 --> 00:21:34,044
是亞當

273
00:21:34,711 --> 00:21:35,963
亞當是誰?

274
00:21:35,963 --> 00:21:37,714
我不懂兩者有何關聯

275
00:21:37,714 --> 00:21:39,883
但現在你不是主控者,你必須回答問題

276
00:21:39,883 --> 00:21:42,219
庭上,這些問題全都毫無意義

277
00:21:42,219 --> 00:21:44,429
- 傑克,回答問題
- 我不願意

278
00:21:53,188 --> 00:21:55,274
證人請回答問題

279
00:21:55,816 --> 00:22:00,195
- 亞當是...曾經是...
- 我的雙胞兄弟

280
00:22:00,195 --> 00:22:01,572
丹尼的雙胞兄弟嗎?

281
00:22:01,572 --> 00:22:03,448
我就是這麼說

282
00:22:03,448 --> 00:22:04,533
好的

283
00:22:11,123 --> 00:22:16,044
那麼...你認得這張照片嗎?

284
00:22:18,088 --> 00:22:20,382
這掛在丹尼客廳的牆上,對吧?

285
00:22:21,383 --> 00:22:22,885
- 對
- 照片裡的人是誰?

286
00:22:26,430 --> 00:22:28,557
那是坎蒂,我的...母親跟我

287
00:22:28,557 --> 00:22:30,517
你覺得這張照片有任何奇怪的部分嗎?

288
00:22:30,517 --> 00:22:31,685
我不懂你的意思

289
00:22:31,685 --> 00:22:32,978
你為何不懂?

290
00:22:32,978 --> 00:22:35,856
這張照片有任何不尋常的部分嗎?

291
00:22:38,734 --> 00:22:39,943
沒有

292
00:22:40,652 --> 00:22:41,653
完全沒有

293
00:22:46,992 --> 00:22:48,285
丹尼,現在亞當在哪裡?

294
00:22:57,628 --> 00:22:58,754
丹尼

295
00:23:02,883 --> 00:23:04,218
丹尼,回答問題

296
00:23:07,888 --> 00:23:09,014
他死了

297
00:23:09,848 --> 00:23:10,682
何時死的?

298
00:23:12,059 --> 00:23:13,393
在他小時候

299
00:23:13,393 --> 00:23:14,561
不是嬰兒時嗎?

300
00:23:15,771 --> 00:23:17,773
不是,當時他是小男孩

301
00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:20,567
所以他為何不在這張照片裡?

302
00:23:22,069 --> 00:23:25,739
- 或這張?
- 我不知道

303
00:23:25,739 --> 00:23:26,823
或...

304
00:23:26,823 --> 00:23:28,200
停下來

305
00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:29,743
什麼停下來?停止問你問題嗎?

306
00:23:29,743 --> 00:23:32,746
- 不,我不是在跟你說話...
- 或這張?或這張?

307
00:23:32,746 --> 00:23:35,999
在所有的照片中為何只有一個小男孩?

308
00:23:39,253 --> 00:23:40,671
丹尼,亞當出了什麼事?

309
00:23:42,881 --> 00:23:44,466
- 我再問一次,亞當出了什麼事?
- 不

310
00:23:44,466 --> 00:23:46,218
我他媽的跟你說過亞當出了什麼事

311
00:23:46,218 --> 00:23:48,971
蘇利文先生,在我的法庭裡不准說髒話

312
00:23:48,971 --> 00:23:50,722
庭上,對不起,我...

313
00:23:50,722 --> 00:23:53,642
對,他死了,怎麼死的?

314
00:23:55,018 --> 00:23:56,270
我...

315
00:23:58,146 --> 00:23:59,857
你有可能不記得嗎?

316
00:23:59,857 --> 00:24:02,776
老天爺...

317
00:24:03,277 --> 00:24:04,403
丹尼

318
00:24:07,823 --> 00:24:08,657
丹尼

319
00:24:17,708 --> 00:24:19,459
丹尼,亞當出了什麼事?

320
00:25:10,928 --> 00:25:12,346
嘿,丹

321
00:25:14,014 --> 00:25:15,015
亞當

322
00:25:19,019 --> 00:25:20,854
丹尼,亞當出了什麼事?

323
00:25:42,334 --> 00:25:43,752
他必須離開

324
00:25:45,921 --> 00:25:46,922
為什麼?

325
00:25:49,550 --> 00:25:50,801
因為他做的事

326
00:25:54,304 --> 00:25:55,472
亞當做了什麼事?

327
00:26:00,227 --> 00:26:03,272
他想要這件事發生,他想要馬林動手

328
00:26:07,818 --> 00:26:10,195
因為他希望一切平安無事

329
00:26:13,949 --> 00:26:17,911
因為他不要我們的媽媽孤單一人

330
00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:23,959
他要馬林...

331
00:26:27,087 --> 00:26:28,881
想對他做什麼都行

332
00:26:34,803 --> 00:26:36,763
然後馬林不斷強暴他

333
00:26:42,603 --> 00:26:44,313
但他要馬林這麼做

334
00:26:50,485 --> 00:26:52,029
所以我必須送走他

335
00:26:59,203 --> 00:27:00,287
丹尼,亞當是誰?

336
00:27:12,758 --> 00:27:13,842
我的兄弟

337
00:27:15,886 --> 00:27:17,846
但你從沒有過兄弟,對吧?

338
00:27:24,353 --> 00:27:25,354
對

339
00:27:27,022 --> 00:27:28,190
丹尼,亞當是誰?

340
00:27:32,319 --> 00:27:33,320
是我

341
00:27:38,116 --> 00:27:39,326
亞當就是我

342
00:27:59,763 --> 00:28:01,098
庭上,辯方沒有問題了

343
00:28:15,612 --> 00:28:18,866
你在當時有什麼感覺?

344
00:28:20,784 --> 00:28:22,244
我只記得一片寂靜

345
00:28:23,704 --> 00:28:25,581
陪審團達成判決了嗎?

346
00:28:26,164 --> 00:28:27,249
是的,庭上

347
00:28:27,249 --> 00:28:28,709
我原本不習慣

348
00:28:28,709 --> 00:28:32,629
沒有腦子裡的聲音來解救我

349
00:28:39,094 --> 00:28:40,721
請被告起立

350
00:28:48,187 --> 00:28:51,106
但我找到了一個救星

351
00:28:51,106 --> 00:28:53,650
真的嗎?是什麼?

352
00:28:56,570 --> 00:28:58,655
主席先生,請你唸出判決

353
00:28:59,281 --> 00:29:02,367
陪審團一致判決被告

354
00:29:02,367 --> 00:29:04,161
丹尼爾蘇利文

355
00:29:05,078 --> 00:29:07,664
因精神失常,所有罪名都不成立

356
00:29:10,292 --> 00:29:11,668
蘇利文先生

357
00:29:11,668 --> 00:29:13,545
丹尼,你能向報社說句話嗎?

358
00:29:14,171 --> 00:29:16,381
你能說句話嗎?你認為這...

359
00:29:17,424 --> 00:29:18,800
小子,你贏了

360
00:29:22,679 --> 00:29:27,643
當我發現自己陷入麻煩
聖母瑪莉亞來到我面前

361
00:29:28,477 --> 00:29:31,772
你被一個聖人解救嗎?
一首披頭四的歌?

362
00:29:32,481 --> 00:29:33,482
不是

363
00:29:41,990 --> 00:29:43,617
是妳,瑞雅

364
00:29:45,494 --> 00:29:46,495
妳救了我

365
00:30:06,306 --> 00:30:07,599
妳當時感覺如何?

366
00:30:07,599 --> 00:30:09,893
同時哭泣又尖叫

367
00:30:09,893 --> 00:30:12,479
但主要是我真的很累

368
00:30:14,523 --> 00:30:16,483
由我問這些問題很奇怪,對吧?

369
00:30:18,277 --> 00:30:19,278
亞莉安娜在哪裡?

370
00:30:21,446 --> 00:30:23,574
謝謝妳跟我回顧這段往事

371
00:30:23,574 --> 00:30:24,950
當一個人解離

372
00:30:25,701 --> 00:30:28,328
就很容易忽視別人的感受

373
00:30:28,328 --> 00:30:30,455
- 是這樣嗎?
- 其實是

374
00:30:31,206 --> 00:30:32,499
而且我真的很想妳

375
00:30:36,420 --> 00:30:38,589
但是,拜託,妳不可能只覺得累

376
00:30:39,131 --> 00:30:41,592
應該也覺得有一點掃興

377
00:30:42,968 --> 00:30:45,387
沒有在法院的勝利演說

378
00:30:46,180 --> 00:30:47,681
沒有返家派對

379
00:30:48,515 --> 00:30:52,269
我們並沒有替你贏得自由
只贏得比較小的東西

380
00:30:52,269 --> 00:30:53,645
一個機會

381
00:30:54,980 --> 00:30:57,316
但然後你就離開了,沒留下隻字片語

382
00:30:58,483 --> 00:30:59,568
{\an8}(聖法蘭西斯精神科醫院)

383
00:30:59,568 --> 00:31:01,612
{\an8}起初,我很難想像

384
00:31:01,612 --> 00:31:03,906
{\an8}你跟另一個治療師合作

385
00:31:04,865 --> 00:31:08,785
理智告訴我,你需要創造一段新的關係

386
00:31:08,785 --> 00:31:12,372
參與新的療法,然後痊癒

387
00:31:14,166 --> 00:31:15,167
(藝術室)

388
00:31:15,167 --> 00:31:17,920
但老實說,起初我不太喜歡這樣

389
00:31:18,712 --> 00:31:19,922
我也想念你

390
00:31:21,381 --> 00:31:24,885
我會去詢問你的新醫生,但他們得保密

391
00:31:25,594 --> 00:31:28,430
我就是一天到晚都在擔心你

392
00:31:29,973 --> 00:31:30,974
就是這裡

393
00:31:32,976 --> 00:31:34,645
直到你母親跟我聯絡

394
00:32:02,548 --> 00:32:03,674
嗨,媽

395
00:32:06,718 --> 00:32:07,803
嘿,丹

396
00:32:07,803 --> 00:32:12,266
你為何在兩年之後
終於決定讓她來見你?

397
00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:15,894
因為我意識到,無論經過多少時間

398
00:32:15,894 --> 00:32:17,604
我都不會準備好

399
00:32:19,439 --> 00:32:21,233
所以我必須面對後果

400
00:32:24,570 --> 00:32:25,612
時候到了

401
00:32:28,657 --> 00:32:32,536
好漂亮,它們是什麼?星星嗎?

402
00:32:36,456 --> 00:32:37,541
螢火蟲

403
00:32:39,418 --> 00:32:40,669
螢火蟲?

404
00:32:41,628 --> 00:32:42,963
我只是想到過去

405
00:32:45,132 --> 00:32:46,133
好漂亮

406
00:32:47,217 --> 00:32:48,552
他們讓我每天畫畫

407
00:32:48,552 --> 00:32:50,012
說這樣很療癒

408
00:32:50,721 --> 00:32:52,556
你一直都很會畫畫

409
00:32:52,556 --> 00:32:55,142
但這些畫太了不起了

410
00:32:59,104 --> 00:33:02,608
他們在討論把其中幾幅拿去展覽

411
00:33:10,407 --> 00:33:11,658
就像真正的藝術家,對吧?

412
00:33:15,746 --> 00:33:16,747
對

413
00:33:19,499 --> 00:33:20,959
現在我住在奧克維爾

414
00:33:21,710 --> 00:33:22,961
住一間小公寓

415
00:33:24,379 --> 00:33:25,380
馬林呢?

416
00:33:26,590 --> 00:33:30,761
有一段時間
他會醉醺醺地跑來我家門外,一週好幾次

417
00:33:30,761 --> 00:33:32,304
驚動了警察

418
00:33:33,597 --> 00:33:36,517
然後某天,他就不來了

419
00:33:38,310 --> 00:33:40,938
我已經一年多沒有他的消息

420
00:33:41,688 --> 00:33:43,273
之後我做了很多次諮商

421
00:33:50,322 --> 00:33:51,740
我每天都想著你

422
00:33:53,158 --> 00:33:54,368
我要你知道

423
00:33:58,580 --> 00:34:00,874
我知道我一直不是好媽媽

424
00:34:03,043 --> 00:34:04,336
我倆都知道

425
00:34:05,420 --> 00:34:06,839
而且我...

426
00:34:10,884 --> 00:34:12,010
深深地

427
00:34:14,804 --> 00:34:15,889
辜負了你

428
00:34:21,812 --> 00:34:22,938
妳是何時知道的?

429
00:34:39,121 --> 00:34:42,416
你不記得你的父親

430
00:34:45,918 --> 00:34:46,920
你的生父

431
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:53,969
事實是,我從來不想告訴你

432
00:34:56,679 --> 00:34:58,640
因為沒什麼好話可以說

433
00:34:59,391 --> 00:35:03,020
我16歲懷孕

434
00:35:06,190 --> 00:35:07,900
17歲結婚

435
00:35:13,614 --> 00:35:15,199
你四歲時...

436
00:35:18,410 --> 00:35:21,747
我就發現他...

437
00:35:27,127 --> 00:35:30,464
所以我帶著你跑得遠遠的

438
00:35:33,300 --> 00:35:35,010
但我獨自一人...

439
00:35:37,304 --> 00:35:39,389
我不知道該如何面對

440
00:35:40,557 --> 00:35:41,934
所以當馬林...

441
00:35:45,187 --> 00:35:48,398
他看似好堅強,好可靠

442
00:35:49,191 --> 00:35:51,485
他似乎可以照顧我倆

443
00:35:52,069 --> 00:35:53,612
我們需要他

444
00:35:54,279 --> 00:35:55,948
我們需要被照顧

445
00:35:58,951 --> 00:35:59,952
我需要

446
00:36:16,176 --> 00:36:21,098
長久以來我告訴自己這不是真的

447
00:36:21,098 --> 00:36:22,808
不可能是真的

448
00:36:22,808 --> 00:36:26,979
我不可能又把那種男人帶入我們的生活中

449
00:36:36,405 --> 00:36:37,573
但我重蹈覆轍

450
00:36:43,787 --> 00:36:45,038
對不起

451
00:36:49,251 --> 00:36:50,836
我坐視你承受那些事

452
00:36:52,254 --> 00:36:53,964
就算你永遠不原諒我

453
00:36:55,174 --> 00:36:57,426
若你不原諒我,我也不怪你

454
00:36:58,886 --> 00:37:02,389
因為父母親應該要保護孩子

455
00:37:03,015 --> 00:37:04,349
而我失職了

456
00:37:07,895 --> 00:37:08,896
我失職了

457
00:37:14,067 --> 00:37:17,905
我要你知道,我有自知之明

458
00:37:19,114 --> 00:37:20,199
我都知道

459
00:37:29,583 --> 00:37:30,584
我很高興妳來看我

460
00:37:39,968 --> 00:37:41,595
或許我可以再來?

461
00:37:50,562 --> 00:37:52,105
或許你會改變心意

462
00:37:53,774 --> 00:37:54,942
或許我會一直問你

463
00:37:57,194 --> 00:37:58,320
但她不會的

464
00:37:59,863 --> 00:38:04,284
若她努力,你能原諒她嗎?

465
00:38:05,786 --> 00:38:06,828
她不會努力的

466
00:38:07,496 --> 00:38:08,872
對,或許不會

467
00:38:08,872 --> 00:38:10,666
我們都盡力而為

468
00:38:11,166 --> 00:38:13,293
有時候無論多盡力,還是不夠

469
00:38:17,381 --> 00:38:19,132
他們說痛苦讓你畫得更好

470
00:38:19,132 --> 00:38:20,467
胡說八道

471
00:38:21,093 --> 00:38:22,219
我同意

472
00:38:23,095 --> 00:38:25,848
但妳好嗎?現在

473
00:38:28,058 --> 00:38:29,101
就老樣子

474
00:38:29,101 --> 00:38:30,227
糟糕

475
00:38:30,227 --> 00:38:31,353
但我也變了

476
00:38:32,771 --> 00:38:35,023
- 妳為何不叫醒我?
- 妳是成年女子

477
00:38:35,023 --> 00:38:36,692
我突然是了嗎?

478
00:38:36,692 --> 00:38:39,778
- 給妳
- 不,沒有荷蘭蘋果口味嗎?

479
00:38:39,778 --> 00:38:43,198
我今天會去商店買
反正我顯然是妳的女傭

480
00:38:44,116 --> 00:38:45,033
坐吧

481
00:38:45,033 --> 00:38:48,245
妳的第一個病人五分鐘後才來
在樓下而已

482
00:38:48,245 --> 00:38:49,162
媽,拜託

483
00:38:49,162 --> 00:38:50,914
妳將一種新診斷
列入精神疾病統計與診斷手冊

484
00:38:50,914 --> 00:38:52,207
不能遲到五分鐘嗎?

485
00:38:52,207 --> 00:38:53,542
第一,是精神疾病診斷與統計手冊

486
00:38:53,542 --> 00:38:55,377
而且我很確定妳知道那跟我看診無關

487
00:38:56,378 --> 00:38:57,796
我不能以我的女兒為榮嗎?

488
00:38:57,796 --> 00:38:59,756
是這樣嗎?

489
00:38:59,756 --> 00:39:00,841
請妳送他去學校

490
00:39:00,841 --> 00:39:02,885
嘿,小子,該去學校了

491
00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:05,220
我愛你,謝了,媽

492
00:39:06,597 --> 00:39:09,600
我已經不是教授,我是心理醫生

493
00:39:11,059 --> 00:39:12,186
也是母親

494
00:39:12,186 --> 00:39:14,229
盡力當一個勇敢的人

495
00:39:14,980 --> 00:39:16,190
這很辛苦

496
00:39:18,609 --> 00:39:20,485
融合治療很有效

497
00:39:21,069 --> 00:39:23,030
你顯然正在統整那些另我

498
00:39:23,780 --> 00:39:24,990
這是怎樣的感覺?

499
00:39:26,617 --> 00:39:27,701
這是一個過程

500
00:39:29,161 --> 00:39:30,746
我只是努力當一個勇敢的人

501
00:39:30,746 --> 00:39:31,830
丹,你很勇敢

502
00:39:34,208 --> 00:39:35,501
你一直都很勇敢

503
00:39:36,710 --> 00:39:37,878
或許如此

504
00:39:40,923 --> 00:39:42,841
- 醫生
- 醫生

505
00:39:42,841 --> 00:39:44,343
丹,該吃晚餐了

506
00:39:44,843 --> 00:39:47,304
很感謝你讓我們用你的辦公室敘舊

507
00:39:47,304 --> 00:39:50,265
樂意之至,能見到妳是我的榮幸

508
00:39:52,684 --> 00:39:53,894
陪我走出去,好嗎?

509
00:39:53,894 --> 00:39:54,978
當然好

510
00:39:59,274 --> 00:40:00,776
這些花園真的很漂亮

511
00:40:01,693 --> 00:40:03,570
對,我能從我的窗戶看見

512
00:40:06,031 --> 00:40:07,908
在每個季節,一切都千變萬化

513
00:40:09,701 --> 00:40:12,246
總之,謝謝妳今天來

514
00:40:14,540 --> 00:40:15,916
也謝謝妳做的一切

515
00:40:28,554 --> 00:40:29,763
凡是過去,皆為序章

516
00:40:32,558 --> 00:40:33,851
莎士比亞,我聽過這句

517
00:40:34,977 --> 00:40:36,311
那些另我全都與你結合了

518
00:40:36,311 --> 00:40:40,232
你有傑克的智慧
麥克的魅力,亞莉安娜的自信

519
00:40:40,232 --> 00:40:41,441
它們全部與你合為一體

520
00:40:42,860 --> 00:40:44,027
並非全部

521
00:40:47,114 --> 00:40:48,365
什麼意思?

522
00:40:50,367 --> 00:40:51,702
我有所虧欠

523
00:40:53,787 --> 00:40:55,789
我該成為守護天使了

524
00:40:56,915 --> 00:40:59,626
總之,我遲到了,醫生,希望早點再見面

525
00:41:00,252 --> 00:41:01,253
丹,我也是

526
00:41:48,967 --> 00:41:52,429
當我發現自己陷入麻煩

527
00:41:52,429 --> 00:41:55,057
聖母瑪莉亞來到我面前

528
00:41:55,599 --> 00:41:59,728
訴說智慧之語,讓它去

529
00:42:01,939 --> 00:42:07,653
在我的黑暗時刻,她站在我面前

530
00:42:08,362 --> 00:42:12,533
訴說智慧之語,讓它去

531
00:42:13,951 --> 00:42:20,624
讓它去...

532
00:42:21,708 --> 00:42:25,671
輕聲說著智慧之語,讓它去

533
00:42:28,090 --> 00:42:31,051
當世界上心碎的人同意

534
00:42:31,051 --> 00:42:33,846
(若您或您認識的人需要協助)

535
00:42:33,846 --> 00:42:36,098
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536
00:42:36,098 --> 00:42:38,892
會有一個答案,讓它去

537
00:42:41,019 --> 00:42:43,939
因為他們或許分離

538
00:42:43,939 --> 00:42:47,276
依舊有機會瞭解

539
00:42:47,901 --> 00:42:52,364
會有一個答案,讓它去

540
00:43:28,317 --> 00:43:30,319
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