1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:33,076 --> 00:00:35,557 - - 4 00:01:03,541 --> 00:01:08,546 ♪ Darkness has a hunger that's insatiable ♪ 5 00:01:13,551 --> 00:01:17,642 ♪ Lightness has a call that's hard to hear ♪ 6 00:01:26,173 --> 00:01:27,609 Maybe I'm just scared to leave 7 00:01:27,652 --> 00:01:29,567 and I, I need something to... 8 00:01:29,611 --> 00:01:34,094 But the thought of being so far away from... it kills me. 9 00:01:34,137 --> 00:01:37,140 Maybe this is just crazy and confusion talking, 10 00:01:37,184 --> 00:01:40,578 but I need to get this out. 11 00:01:51,154 --> 00:01:52,851 Meine dammen und herren, 12 00:01:52,895 --> 00:01:54,331 mesdames y messieurs, 13 00:01:54,375 --> 00:01:55,854 and variations on that theme, 14 00:01:55,898 --> 00:01:58,509 including kiddos from one to one thousand, 15 00:01:58,553 --> 00:02:00,163 step right up! 16 00:02:02,774 --> 00:02:05,168 Ha-ha. Honk-honk! 17 00:02:16,179 --> 00:02:17,702 Ha. 18 00:02:19,313 --> 00:02:21,402 Ooh. 19 00:02:23,534 --> 00:02:25,406 Huh? 20 00:02:26,711 --> 00:02:28,626 Woo! 21 00:02:38,462 --> 00:02:39,463 - -Ah. 22 00:02:45,948 --> 00:02:49,038 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 23 00:02:49,081 --> 00:02:52,041 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 24 00:02:52,084 --> 00:02:55,305 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 25 00:02:55,349 --> 00:02:57,873 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 26 00:02:57,916 --> 00:03:00,484 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 27 00:03:03,270 --> 00:03:05,272 Catch yourself before you burn. 28 00:03:31,428 --> 00:03:34,039 ♪ I don't know when I noticed Life was life at my expense ♪ 29 00:03:34,083 --> 00:03:36,999 ♪ The words of my heart lined up like prisoners on a fence ♪ 30 00:03:37,042 --> 00:03:39,349 ♪ The dreams came in like needy children tugging at my sleeve ♪ 31 00:03:39,393 --> 00:03:42,352 ♪ I said I have no way of feeding you, so leave ♪ 32 00:03:42,396 --> 00:03:45,094 ♪ That needed healing 33 00:03:45,137 --> 00:03:47,227 ♪ I couldn't hear them for the thunder ♪ 34 00:03:47,270 --> 00:03:48,750 ♪ I was half the naked distance ♪ 35 00:03:48,793 --> 00:03:50,360 ♪ Between hell and heaven's ceiling ♪ 36 00:03:50,404 --> 00:03:53,189 ♪ And he almost pulled me under ♪ 37 00:03:55,452 --> 00:03:57,802 ♪ Someone's on the telephone desperate in his pain ♪ 38 00:03:57,846 --> 00:04:00,370 ♪ Someone's on the bathroom floor doing her cocaine ♪ 39 00:04:00,414 --> 00:04:03,417 ♪ Someone's got his finger on the button in some room ♪ 40 00:04:03,460 --> 00:04:05,375 ♪ No one can convince me we aren't ♪ 41 00:04:05,419 --> 00:04:07,725 - - Thank you. 42 00:04:07,769 --> 00:04:09,901 Okay, so? 43 00:04:09,945 --> 00:04:12,687 Yeah. No. 44 00:04:12,730 --> 00:04:15,820 But I, I have other songs, if you... 45 00:04:15,864 --> 00:04:17,431 Got something lighter? 46 00:04:20,651 --> 00:04:23,263 ♪ No one can convince me 47 00:04:23,306 --> 00:04:26,875 ♪ We aren't gluttons for our doom ♪ 48 00:04:28,877 --> 00:04:31,923 I could use a busboy. 49 00:04:34,186 --> 00:04:37,929 ♪ Gluttons for our doom We are gluttons for our doom ♪ 50 00:04:57,427 --> 00:05:01,649 ♪ But I tried to make this place my place ♪ 51 00:05:01,692 --> 00:05:06,306 ♪ I asked for providence to smile upon me ♪ 52 00:05:06,349 --> 00:05:08,830 ♪ With his sweet face 53 00:05:10,484 --> 00:05:13,922 ♪ Yeah, but I tell you 54 00:05:13,965 --> 00:05:17,534 Hey, everybody, look. Una co-estrella! 55 00:05:24,628 --> 00:05:25,803 Honk-honk! 56 00:05:36,988 --> 00:05:39,382 ♪ My place is of the sun 57 00:05:39,426 --> 00:05:42,559 ♪ And this place is of the dark ♪ 58 00:05:42,603 --> 00:05:46,520 ♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪ 59 00:05:46,563 --> 00:05:49,479 ♪ I do not catch the spark 60 00:05:49,523 --> 00:05:53,004 ♪ My place is of the sun 61 00:05:53,048 --> 00:05:56,356 ♪ And this place is of the dark ♪ 62 00:05:56,399 --> 00:05:58,923 ♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪ 63 00:05:58,967 --> 00:06:01,970 ♪ I do not catch the spark 64 00:06:02,013 --> 00:06:05,756 -♪ By grace, my sight -♪ My place is of the sun 65 00:06:05,800 --> 00:06:08,890 ♪ And this place is of the dark ♪ 66 00:06:08,933 --> 00:06:12,197 ♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪ 67 00:06:12,241 --> 00:06:14,374 ♪ I do not catch the spark 68 00:06:14,417 --> 00:06:18,639 -♪ By grace, my sight -♪ My place is of the sun 69 00:06:18,682 --> 00:06:21,032 ♪ And this place is of the dark ♪ 70 00:06:21,076 --> 00:06:24,427 ♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪ 71 00:06:24,471 --> 00:06:27,169 ♪ I will not be a pawn 72 00:06:33,436 --> 00:06:36,570 ♪ For the prince of darkness 73 00:06:36,613 --> 00:06:39,399 ♪ Any longer 74 00:07:05,642 --> 00:07:06,991 Finally. 75 00:07:07,035 --> 00:07:08,210 Sorry. 76 00:07:08,253 --> 00:07:10,038 I can work through lunch. 77 00:07:55,562 --> 00:07:57,912 Is that a love song I hear? 78 00:07:57,955 --> 00:08:00,828 You know I never touch the stuff. 79 00:08:23,590 --> 00:08:25,983 Do you wanna go to the city tonight? 80 00:08:26,027 --> 00:08:27,637 You finish the application? 81 00:08:33,556 --> 00:08:34,818 I-- 82 00:08:34,862 --> 00:08:36,341 don't-- 83 00:08:36,385 --> 00:08:38,169 think-- 84 00:08:38,213 --> 00:08:40,607 I-- 85 00:08:40,650 --> 00:08:42,739 have-- 86 00:08:42,783 --> 00:08:44,524 the discipline-- 87 00:08:44,567 --> 00:08:46,221 to-- 88 00:08:46,264 --> 00:08:48,528 train. 89 00:08:53,141 --> 00:08:55,665 Please! 90 00:08:55,709 --> 00:08:58,363 It's Holy Holy Heavens night in Berlin. 91 00:08:58,407 --> 00:09:02,150 Only to be abandoned the moment you spot blue hoodie boy, 92 00:09:02,193 --> 00:09:05,109 or whoever else catches one of your twin eyes? 93 00:09:05,153 --> 00:09:07,155 Blue who? 94 00:09:07,198 --> 00:09:11,115 Remember last New Year' you said it's time to let yourself fall? 95 00:09:14,989 --> 00:09:17,644 Nobody has knocked me off my feet. 96 00:09:20,429 --> 00:09:22,779 You lack inertia, ami. 97 00:09:41,624 --> 00:09:43,670 I'm buried deep. 98 00:09:45,236 --> 00:09:46,977 Forget your problemas 99 00:09:47,021 --> 00:09:49,066 and get your best space suit, 100 00:09:49,110 --> 00:09:53,027 The Children are set to rocket to the heavens! 101 00:10:00,077 --> 00:10:02,210 - - 102 00:10:03,515 --> 00:10:04,908 Mi hijo, 103 00:10:04,952 --> 00:10:07,128 The Children eat free. 104 00:10:07,171 --> 00:10:09,391 Yes, Mother. 105 00:10:17,094 --> 00:10:18,966 What if something's wrong? 106 00:10:19,009 --> 00:10:20,532 Something's always wrong with her. 107 00:10:40,727 --> 00:10:43,643 ♪ And then I think about my fear of motion ♪ 108 00:10:43,686 --> 00:10:47,908 ♪ Which I never could explain 109 00:10:47,951 --> 00:10:51,172 ♪ Some other fool across the ocean years ago ♪ 110 00:10:51,215 --> 00:10:54,828 ♪ Must have crashed his little airplane ♪ 111 00:10:54,871 --> 00:10:58,048 ♪ How long till my soul gets it right ♪ 112 00:10:58,092 --> 00:11:01,835 ♪ Can any human being ever reach that kind of light ♪ 113 00:11:01,878 --> 00:11:06,491 ♪ I call on the resting soul of Galileo ♪ 114 00:11:06,535 --> 00:11:08,189 Dostequilas. 115 00:11:08,232 --> 00:11:10,670 ♪ King of insight 116 00:11:10,713 --> 00:11:13,847 ♪ Look what I had to overcome from my last life ♪ 117 00:11:13,890 --> 00:11:16,719 ♪ I think I'll write a book 118 00:11:16,763 --> 00:11:21,376 ♪ How long, how long, how long, how long ♪ 119 00:11:21,419 --> 00:11:24,118 ♪ How long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long ♪ 120 00:11:24,161 --> 00:11:26,598 ♪ Long, long, long, long 121 00:11:28,165 --> 00:11:30,907 ♪ How long till my soul gets it right ♪ 122 00:11:30,951 --> 00:11:34,737 ♪ Can any human being ever reach the highest light ♪ 123 00:11:34,781 --> 00:11:38,480 ♪ Except for Galileo God rest his soul ♪ 124 00:11:38,523 --> 00:11:44,442 ♪ King of the night vision King of insight ♪ 125 00:11:44,486 --> 00:11:45,792 ♪ How long 126 00:11:45,835 --> 00:11:47,097 What in the holy holy heavens 127 00:11:47,141 --> 00:11:48,795 are you here as tonight? 128 00:11:50,274 --> 00:11:53,843 First, "holy" isn't heavenly. 129 00:11:53,887 --> 00:11:56,585 From English to Latin to Greek to Hebrew, 130 00:11:56,628 --> 00:12:00,720 holy has a more tangled origin than orange. 131 00:12:00,763 --> 00:12:04,419 So you're a linguist? 132 00:12:04,462 --> 00:12:06,682 Words are just a passion. 133 00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:09,554 I'm gravity. 134 00:12:09,598 --> 00:12:14,081 Noted. Well, Gravity, I'm Levity. 135 00:12:25,005 --> 00:12:27,529 ♪ Now I'm running 136 00:12:27,572 --> 00:12:28,878 Gravity? 137 00:12:28,922 --> 00:12:31,881 ♪ To the end of the earth 138 00:12:31,925 --> 00:12:34,971 ♪ And I'm swimming 139 00:12:35,015 --> 00:12:38,322 ♪ To the edge of the sea 140 00:12:38,366 --> 00:12:40,629 -♪ And I'm laughing -Gravity? 141 00:12:41,891 --> 00:12:44,415 ♪ I'm under a starry sky 142 00:12:44,459 --> 00:12:47,114 ♪ This world was meant for me 143 00:12:47,157 --> 00:12:51,814 ♪ Don't bury me 144 00:12:51,858 --> 00:12:54,034 ♪ Gluttons for our doom 145 00:12:54,077 --> 00:12:58,952 ♪ We are gluttons for our doom ♪ 146 00:12:58,995 --> 00:13:02,042 ♪ Come on over now 147 00:13:06,350 --> 00:13:08,004 ♪ Come on over, baby 148 00:13:08,048 --> 00:13:09,701 ♪ You tell me it's holy holy 149 00:13:09,745 --> 00:13:10,833 ♪ I don't know what that is 150 00:13:10,877 --> 00:13:12,400 ♪ Come on over now 151 00:13:12,443 --> 00:13:14,489 ♪ They call it the fullness of time ♪ 152 00:13:14,532 --> 00:13:16,404 -♪ I don't know what that is -♪ Come on over, baby 153 00:13:16,447 --> 00:13:18,798 ♪ Hey, holy, console me 154 00:13:18,841 --> 00:13:20,408 ♪ Some power controls me 155 00:13:20,451 --> 00:13:22,584 ♪ Remorse it, I force it 156 00:13:22,627 --> 00:13:24,891 ♪ Can't free it, so be it 157 00:13:24,934 --> 00:13:26,022 ♪ Don't free it 158 00:13:26,066 --> 00:13:27,676 ♪ Just be it 159 00:13:27,719 --> 00:13:30,287 ♪ I asked for providence 160 00:13:30,331 --> 00:13:31,636 ♪ To smile upon me 161 00:13:31,680 --> 00:13:33,551 ♪ With his sweet face 162 00:13:33,595 --> 00:13:35,815 ♪ Just be it Just be it ♪ 163 00:13:35,858 --> 00:13:38,513 ♪ Just be it, just be it 164 00:13:38,556 --> 00:13:40,732 ♪ Touch me 165 00:13:40,776 --> 00:13:45,172 ♪ I'm so beautiful 166 00:13:45,215 --> 00:13:47,000 ♪ Rub your hands 167 00:13:47,043 --> 00:13:49,350 ♪ Across my head 168 00:13:49,393 --> 00:13:51,918 ♪ Just like this 169 00:13:53,745 --> 00:13:56,009 ♪ Come with me 170 00:13:56,052 --> 00:13:59,316 ♪ Now it's not worth it if you don't ♪ 171 00:13:59,360 --> 00:14:01,841 ♪ Oh 172 00:14:01,884 --> 00:14:05,845 ♪ Are you crying 173 00:14:05,888 --> 00:14:09,979 ♪ I am crying 174 00:14:36,571 --> 00:14:39,617 ♪ Jump, jump, jump so high 175 00:14:39,661 --> 00:14:42,882 ♪ Watch me let you down 176 00:14:42,925 --> 00:14:46,363 ♪ If I stumble I will stumble 177 00:14:46,407 --> 00:14:49,671 ♪ If I fall I will fall 178 00:14:49,714 --> 00:14:52,282 ♪ Touch me, fall 179 00:14:55,764 --> 00:14:58,593 ♪ I've been lookin' to find you ♪ 180 00:14:58,636 --> 00:15:01,422 ♪ But it's a little too late 181 00:15:01,465 --> 00:15:04,294 ♪ Too soon 182 00:15:04,338 --> 00:15:08,037 ♪ And I'm looking out and far 183 00:15:08,081 --> 00:15:12,346 ♪ Spirits are your doom 184 00:15:12,389 --> 00:15:16,654 -♪ Gluttons for our doom -♪ In you 185 00:15:16,698 --> 00:15:19,048 ♪ Gluttons for our doom 186 00:15:19,092 --> 00:15:20,963 ♪ In you 187 00:15:21,007 --> 00:15:23,357 -♪ In you -♪ In you 188 00:15:23,400 --> 00:15:27,013 -♪ In you -♪ In you 189 00:15:30,016 --> 00:15:34,498 ♪ Come on over now Come on over now ♪ 190 00:15:34,542 --> 00:15:35,935 ♪ Come on over, baby 191 00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:38,198 ♪ You tell me it's holy holy 192 00:15:38,241 --> 00:15:39,808 -♪ I don't know what that is -♪ Come on over now 193 00:15:39,851 --> 00:15:42,071 ♪ You call it the fullness of time ♪ 194 00:15:42,115 --> 00:15:44,421 ♪ I don't know what that is 195 00:15:44,465 --> 00:15:46,293 ♪ Hey, holy, console me 196 00:15:46,336 --> 00:15:48,382 ♪ Some power controls me 197 00:15:48,425 --> 00:15:50,558 ♪ Remorse it, I force it 198 00:15:50,601 --> 00:15:52,690 ♪ Don't free it Just be it ♪ 199 00:15:52,734 --> 00:15:55,041 ♪ Just be it Just be it ♪ 200 00:15:55,084 --> 00:15:57,043 ♪ Just be it, just be it 201 00:15:57,086 --> 00:15:59,219 ♪ Just be it Just be it ♪ 202 00:15:59,262 --> 00:16:01,482 ♪ Just be it, just be it 203 00:16:01,525 --> 00:16:03,440 ♪ Just be it Just be it ♪ 204 00:16:03,484 --> 00:16:05,921 ♪ Just be it, just be it 205 00:16:30,685 --> 00:16:35,037 So, what do you wanna be when you grow up 206 00:16:35,081 --> 00:16:37,170 and all that small talk? 207 00:16:37,213 --> 00:16:39,172 So we're doing that then? 208 00:16:39,215 --> 00:16:40,303 Sorry. 209 00:16:40,347 --> 00:16:41,826 We don't have to. 210 00:16:44,177 --> 00:16:46,222 Finished college year before last. 211 00:16:46,266 --> 00:16:49,486 Barely. Now I'm in historical preservation 212 00:16:49,530 --> 00:16:51,271 to pay the rent. 213 00:16:51,314 --> 00:16:55,840 And to feed the soul, you what? 214 00:16:55,884 --> 00:16:58,017 Make music in the sorrow key? 215 00:16:58,060 --> 00:17:00,889 You look like someone with a lot of songs inside. 216 00:17:00,932 --> 00:17:03,413 Sad songs no one wants to hear. 217 00:17:11,334 --> 00:17:14,642 I just graduated, and you're two years out. 218 00:17:14,685 --> 00:17:15,947 Is that scary? 219 00:17:15,991 --> 00:17:19,038 I just keep the fire lit under my focus. 220 00:17:19,081 --> 00:17:20,343 What's your plan? 221 00:17:20,387 --> 00:17:21,866 You mean, what's my mother's plan? 222 00:17:21,910 --> 00:17:23,738 Ah, one of those. 223 00:17:24,913 --> 00:17:27,698 She got me a job at a... 224 00:17:27,742 --> 00:17:31,485 And, uh, it would feed the rent, but... 225 00:17:31,528 --> 00:17:34,488 What would feed the soul? 226 00:17:34,531 --> 00:17:36,011 Maybe you need a roadie warrior. 227 00:17:37,012 --> 00:17:38,187 Anything's possible. 228 00:17:38,231 --> 00:17:39,884 Not everything. 229 00:17:55,117 --> 00:17:57,206 Sorry, I, the time. 230 00:17:57,250 --> 00:18:01,080 Nice to chat kid fears with you and all that small talk, 231 00:18:01,123 --> 00:18:02,472 but I gotta be up early for-- 232 00:18:02,516 --> 00:18:04,387 My plan is to run away to the circus. 233 00:18:05,823 --> 00:18:07,695 To feed the soul. 234 00:18:07,738 --> 00:18:09,044 Honk-honk. 235 00:18:10,393 --> 00:18:11,655 Every kid's dream. 236 00:18:11,699 --> 00:18:13,962 Every mother's nightmare. 237 00:18:14,005 --> 00:18:17,313 And day one of that foolish plan starts in T-minus 29. 238 00:18:26,017 --> 00:18:27,628 Apologies for my... 239 00:18:27,671 --> 00:18:28,890 Who will be the keeper of my heart 240 00:18:28,933 --> 00:18:30,805 if I reveal all my darkness 241 00:18:30,848 --> 00:18:32,023 as well as my light? 242 00:18:32,067 --> 00:18:34,461 Themes better suited to needy songs, 243 00:18:34,504 --> 00:18:36,158 no one needs to hear. 244 00:18:46,864 --> 00:18:48,562 Ah. 245 00:18:52,914 --> 00:18:54,350 Ta-da! 246 00:19:03,185 --> 00:19:05,448 Can I see you play sometime? 247 00:19:05,492 --> 00:19:08,582 I'll try to get you on the list when the next show comes up. 248 00:19:16,198 --> 00:19:18,200 Okay, night. 249 00:19:18,244 --> 00:19:20,333 Morning. 250 00:19:20,376 --> 00:19:22,683 Doors closing. 251 00:19:22,726 --> 00:19:26,382 ♪ If I fall I will fall 252 00:19:26,426 --> 00:19:29,080 ♪ Touch me, fall 253 00:19:46,968 --> 00:19:49,013 Birdie? 254 00:19:51,059 --> 00:19:53,496 Tell me you made it home alive? 255 00:20:17,128 --> 00:20:22,656 ♪ Some things I hold too tightly ♪ 256 00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:28,096 ♪ Some things I'll never 257 00:20:28,139 --> 00:20:30,751 ♪ I'll never touch 258 00:20:51,293 --> 00:20:57,038 ♪ Oh, but I'm wearing down the stones in the river ♪ 259 00:20:58,561 --> 00:21:01,042 ♪ You see, all my life 260 00:21:01,085 --> 00:21:03,784 ♪ I've fed the rent with 261 00:21:03,827 --> 00:21:08,223 ♪ I've filled the need with 262 00:21:10,573 --> 00:21:15,491 ♪ All my life I've painted with anger's brush ♪ 263 00:21:29,070 --> 00:21:33,901 ♪ Here is my love and anger 264 00:21:33,944 --> 00:21:35,990 ♪ You see now 265 00:21:36,033 --> 00:21:39,298 ♪ These are my gods 266 00:21:39,341 --> 00:21:42,344 ♪ These are my scars 267 00:21:44,085 --> 00:21:48,872 ♪ Here is my love and anger 268 00:21:48,916 --> 00:21:51,962 ♪ Oh, and my arms are burning 269 00:21:52,006 --> 00:21:53,921 ♪ But they're open-- 270 00:22:06,934 --> 00:22:09,328 Decide your destruction. 271 00:22:24,125 --> 00:22:27,563 Hola.Hello. Konnichiwa. 272 00:22:27,607 --> 00:22:30,218 Ni Hao Ma. Oh, and for you neophytes, 273 00:22:30,261 --> 00:22:33,526 I'm Mama Bird. 274 00:22:33,569 --> 00:22:36,572 Son, the Ivy Leagues snatched you away 275 00:22:36,616 --> 00:22:38,574 from the Ivy that hatched you, 276 00:22:38,618 --> 00:22:41,751 but you're finally free to return to my fabulous nest 277 00:22:41,795 --> 00:22:43,100 for as long as you like. 278 00:22:43,144 --> 00:22:46,365 Weeks. Months. Eternity. 279 00:22:46,408 --> 00:22:48,932 And whenever you miss your friends, invite them. 280 00:22:48,976 --> 00:22:51,457 You're all welcome here, day or night, 281 00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:54,982 because I'm never letting you out of my sight again. 282 00:22:57,898 --> 00:23:01,118 To dodging panes of glass, my heart, 283 00:23:01,162 --> 00:23:03,686 my soul, my... 284 00:23:03,730 --> 00:23:05,732 Birdie? 285 00:23:05,775 --> 00:23:07,255 He flew the coop. 286 00:23:13,304 --> 00:23:16,264 ♪ Here is my love 287 00:23:16,307 --> 00:23:18,919 ♪ I've lifted me with 288 00:23:21,487 --> 00:23:24,620 ♪ I've lifted me through 289 00:23:28,537 --> 00:23:29,973 ♪ Lift me 290 00:23:35,762 --> 00:23:38,939 ♪ And wishing I'm fine 291 00:23:38,982 --> 00:23:44,118 ♪ Even though I know You're not this time ♪ 292 00:23:44,161 --> 00:23:48,862 ♪ I say love will come to you 293 00:23:48,905 --> 00:23:54,433 ♪ Hoping just because I spoke the words that they're true ♪ 294 00:23:54,476 --> 00:23:59,786 ♪ As if I offered up a crystal ball to look through ♪ 295 00:23:59,829 --> 00:24:04,181 ♪ Where there's now one, there will be two ♪ 296 00:24:24,375 --> 00:24:29,555 ♪ Where there's now one There will be two ♪ 297 00:24:29,598 --> 00:24:32,906 ♪ Dodging your memories 298 00:24:32,949 --> 00:24:35,256 ♪ In a field of knives 299 00:24:35,299 --> 00:24:41,480 ♪ Always on the outside looking in on others' lives ♪ 300 00:24:41,523 --> 00:24:46,136 ♪ I say love will come to you 301 00:24:46,180 --> 00:24:51,664 ♪ Hoping just because I spoke the words that they're true ♪ 302 00:24:51,707 --> 00:24:57,017 ♪ As if I offered up a crystal ball to look through ♪ 303 00:24:57,060 --> 00:24:59,149 ♪ Where there's now one 304 00:24:59,193 --> 00:25:04,328 ♪ There will be two 305 00:25:12,728 --> 00:25:15,078 Finding out if someone's worthy of a fall requires more 306 00:25:15,122 --> 00:25:17,690 than getting to know the texture of their tongue. 307 00:25:17,733 --> 00:25:20,083 Mother. Yuck. 308 00:25:21,650 --> 00:25:24,305 What if what I'm looking for doesn't even exist? 309 00:25:24,348 --> 00:25:25,872 Uh-huh. 310 00:25:25,915 --> 00:25:28,309 What if you're just afraid of losing the freedom 311 00:25:28,352 --> 00:25:31,181 to flit from one possibility to another. 312 00:25:55,510 --> 00:26:01,690 ♪ Will you lift me through my love and anger ♪ 313 00:26:01,734 --> 00:26:07,174 ♪ You see now these are my gods ♪ 314 00:26:07,217 --> 00:26:10,220 ♪ These are your scars 315 00:26:10,264 --> 00:26:16,487 ♪ Could you lift me through my love and anger ♪ 316 00:26:16,531 --> 00:26:20,187 ♪ Oh, and my arms are burning 317 00:26:20,230 --> 00:26:24,583 ♪ But they're open wide 318 00:26:24,626 --> 00:26:27,673 You call that lighter, kid? 319 00:26:27,716 --> 00:26:30,501 Still need that busboy. 320 00:26:35,681 --> 00:26:39,206 ♪ I will be the reaper 321 00:26:39,249 --> 00:26:43,123 ♪ But who will be the keeper 322 00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:48,563 ♪ Who'll be the keeper of this heart ♪ 323 00:26:49,651 --> 00:26:52,349 ♪ Of my heart 324 00:27:01,228 --> 00:27:03,143 Hey, hey, it's me. 325 00:27:03,186 --> 00:27:05,101 You said you would put me on the list next time you play. 326 00:27:05,145 --> 00:27:07,016 Yeah, it was sold out, so... 327 00:27:08,322 --> 00:27:10,367 Do, do you wanna chill, like, tomorrow 328 00:27:10,411 --> 00:27:12,282 or maybe the next day, or, or even now. 329 00:27:12,326 --> 00:27:15,634 We could get some Thai food, watch a cinema or maybe... 330 00:27:18,375 --> 00:27:21,770 Okay, how about this? Camping. 331 00:27:21,814 --> 00:27:24,555 -I don't sleep on the ground. -That's not a problem. 332 00:27:24,599 --> 00:27:25,687 Ivy's got all the stuff that we could-- 333 00:27:25,731 --> 00:27:26,819 Where would we go? 334 00:27:26,862 --> 00:27:28,647 Anything's possible. 335 00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:30,779 No, you need a destination. 336 00:27:30,823 --> 00:27:32,563 I got a map. 337 00:27:32,607 --> 00:27:34,043 I got a map. 338 00:27:38,961 --> 00:27:42,356 It's in here somewhere. 339 00:27:55,761 --> 00:27:59,155 ♪ I'm gonna clear my head 340 00:28:01,505 --> 00:28:04,683 ♪ I'm gonna drink that sun 341 00:28:11,602 --> 00:28:15,389 ♪ Tonight I'll be sleeping on a mountain top ♪ 342 00:28:15,432 --> 00:28:19,262 ♪ I got a billion stars for my witness ♪ 343 00:28:21,656 --> 00:28:25,181 ♪ In the morning I'll go down when the sun comes up ♪ 344 00:28:25,225 --> 00:28:28,968 ♪ And I'll take a drink from the Bitterroot River ♪ 345 00:28:31,448 --> 00:28:33,799 ♪ Have you been lonely 346 00:28:33,842 --> 00:28:36,062 ♪ Yes, I've been lonely 347 00:28:36,105 --> 00:28:39,587 ♪ I've been lonely too 348 00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:43,809 Sorry, just a low fever. 349 00:28:43,852 --> 00:28:45,027 But if you really need me to work... 350 00:28:45,071 --> 00:28:46,550 Thanks, Wink. 351 00:28:46,594 --> 00:28:48,248 I'll check in on Monday. 352 00:28:48,291 --> 00:28:50,990 ♪ Have you been lonely 353 00:28:51,033 --> 00:28:53,557 ♪ Yes, I've been lonely 354 00:28:53,601 --> 00:28:56,517 ♪ I've been lonely too 355 00:29:22,369 --> 00:29:24,588 ♪ Get out the map Get out the map ♪ 356 00:29:24,632 --> 00:29:26,765 ♪ And lay your finger anywhere down ♪ 357 00:29:26,808 --> 00:29:30,246 ♪ And leave the figuring to those we pass ♪ 358 00:29:30,290 --> 00:29:33,162 ♪ On our way out of town 359 00:29:33,206 --> 00:29:35,774 ♪ Don't drink the water There seems to be 360 00:29:35,817 --> 00:29:38,124 ♪ Something ailing everyone 361 00:29:38,167 --> 00:29:40,604 ♪ I'm gonna clear my head 362 00:29:40,648 --> 00:29:43,303 ♪ I'm gonna drink that sun 363 00:29:43,346 --> 00:29:45,696 ♪ You're gonna love him good and strong ♪ 364 00:29:45,740 --> 00:29:49,004 ♪ While your love is good and young ♪ 365 00:29:49,048 --> 00:29:52,225 Get the good stuff, Ivy's treat. 366 00:29:52,268 --> 00:29:55,794 Nobody's mom is buying me anything. 367 00:30:11,897 --> 00:30:14,508 ♪ Tonight we'll be sleeping on a mountain top ♪ 368 00:30:16,336 --> 00:30:19,730 ♪ Below a billion stars as your witness ♪ 369 00:30:19,774 --> 00:30:25,171 ♪ In the morning we'll go down when the sun comes up ♪ 370 00:30:25,214 --> 00:30:29,001 ♪ And take a drink from the Bitterroot River ♪ 371 00:30:30,393 --> 00:30:32,656 ♪ Have you been lonely 372 00:30:32,700 --> 00:30:35,268 ♪ Yes, I've been lonely 373 00:30:35,311 --> 00:30:38,184 ♪ I've been lonely too 374 00:30:40,142 --> 00:30:42,449 ♪ Have you been lonely 375 00:30:42,492 --> 00:30:45,452 ♪ Yes, I've been lonely 376 00:30:45,495 --> 00:30:48,324 ♪ I've been lonely too 377 00:30:50,805 --> 00:30:53,286 ♪ Get out the map Get out the map ♪ 378 00:30:53,329 --> 00:30:55,375 ♪ And lay your finger anywhere down ♪ 379 00:30:55,418 --> 00:30:58,291 We'll leave the figuring to those we pass ♪ 380 00:30:58,334 --> 00:31:00,162 ♪ On our way out of town 381 00:31:00,206 --> 00:31:02,730 ♪ Don't drink the water There seems to be ♪ 382 00:31:02,773 --> 00:31:05,211 ♪ Something ailing everyone 383 00:31:05,254 --> 00:31:07,866 ♪ I'm gonna clear my head 384 00:31:07,909 --> 00:31:10,216 ♪ I'm gonna drink that sun 385 00:31:10,259 --> 00:31:12,305 ♪ Could I love you good and strong ♪ 386 00:31:12,348 --> 00:31:15,656 ♪ While our love is good and young ♪ 387 00:31:15,699 --> 00:31:18,746 ♪ I'm gonna clear my head 388 00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:20,922 ♪ I'm gonna drink that sun 389 00:31:20,966 --> 00:31:23,707 ♪ Could I love you good and strong ♪ 390 00:31:23,751 --> 00:31:26,623 ♪ While our love is good and young ♪ 391 00:31:38,940 --> 00:31:40,899 It'll pass. 392 00:31:40,942 --> 00:31:42,683 Don't worry. 393 00:31:44,990 --> 00:31:46,469 -You-- -I-- 394 00:31:46,513 --> 00:31:48,167 Sorry, sorry, you go. 395 00:31:48,210 --> 00:31:50,473 I hate camping. 396 00:31:50,517 --> 00:31:52,954 -Wha... -This is, this is okay. 397 00:31:52,998 --> 00:31:55,783 What, why in the world falls are we here? 398 00:32:02,703 --> 00:32:04,183 What were you gonna say? 399 00:32:08,970 --> 00:32:09,971 You want S'mores, 400 00:32:10,015 --> 00:32:11,755 or are you good with the agave? 401 00:32:11,799 --> 00:32:13,932 I'm good. More than-- 402 00:32:16,064 --> 00:32:17,848 Did you check the forecast? 403 00:32:17,892 --> 00:32:19,850 No, did you? 404 00:32:19,894 --> 00:32:21,940 This was your plan, so... 405 00:32:21,983 --> 00:32:23,376 - - 406 00:32:23,419 --> 00:32:25,160 Oh, come on. 407 00:32:33,038 --> 00:32:35,301 Ta-da. 408 00:32:35,344 --> 00:32:38,695 Sorry, I, uh, I should have-- 409 00:32:38,739 --> 00:32:40,915 Yeah, welcome to my luck. 410 00:32:47,182 --> 00:32:48,749 S'more? 411 00:32:48,792 --> 00:32:49,837 All yours. 412 00:32:55,147 --> 00:32:59,760 So, tell me about your love life and all that small talk. 413 00:32:59,803 --> 00:33:02,589 Mm. You first. 414 00:33:04,243 --> 00:33:06,027 Love songs in my family 415 00:33:06,071 --> 00:33:08,725 tend to be the angry kind that end in scars. 416 00:33:08,769 --> 00:33:12,773 So, I locked myself up behind the promise 417 00:33:12,816 --> 00:33:15,558 never to be lifted through. 418 00:33:15,602 --> 00:33:19,562 Sorry, I've been told I can be a lot to take. 419 00:33:22,043 --> 00:33:24,002 Your turn. 420 00:33:26,308 --> 00:33:28,267 In the companion department, 421 00:33:28,310 --> 00:33:31,226 there was one I thought I was falling for, 422 00:33:31,270 --> 00:33:34,882 but mostly loneliness and, uh... 423 00:33:40,757 --> 00:33:42,629 Hi. 424 00:33:42,672 --> 00:33:44,761 Yeah, yeah, we're fine. 425 00:33:44,805 --> 00:33:47,068 Yes, yes, we have all the food 426 00:33:47,112 --> 00:33:48,939 and drink we could possibly need. 427 00:33:48,983 --> 00:33:50,854 Yes, it's just rain. 428 00:33:50,898 --> 00:33:53,074 Okay, love you too. Bye. 429 00:33:54,728 --> 00:33:56,121 Welcome to my luck. 430 00:33:58,340 --> 00:33:59,689 Hey, the other night you said 431 00:33:59,733 --> 00:34:03,476 circus was every mother's nightmare. 432 00:34:05,260 --> 00:34:07,045 Ivy's a doer, 433 00:34:07,088 --> 00:34:08,655 not a dreamer. 434 00:34:10,135 --> 00:34:12,485 Dreams are all my mom ever had. 435 00:34:12,528 --> 00:34:14,617 However small. 436 00:34:14,661 --> 00:34:18,621 Is she happy with all your success? 437 00:34:21,885 --> 00:34:26,368 Even if I never sold a record or a ticket, 438 00:34:26,412 --> 00:34:29,415 she'd still think I made it. Mm, just for trying. 439 00:34:31,765 --> 00:34:33,332 It's supposed to be waterproof. 440 00:34:34,855 --> 00:34:36,422 Sorry, again. 441 00:34:37,727 --> 00:34:38,772 Have you sold any? 442 00:34:38,815 --> 00:34:40,861 Records? 443 00:34:40,904 --> 00:34:43,429 Studios aren't really in the current budget. 444 00:34:43,472 --> 00:34:45,083 Do you let that stop you? 445 00:34:45,126 --> 00:34:46,562 Do you think our parents' expectations 446 00:34:46,606 --> 00:34:49,174 -limit us? -I'd say elevate. 447 00:35:08,149 --> 00:35:10,543 I am glad we didn't go home together the other night. 448 00:35:10,586 --> 00:35:13,023 Me too. 449 00:35:17,941 --> 00:35:19,900 This is better. 450 00:35:42,879 --> 00:35:44,664 Now what? 451 00:35:44,707 --> 00:35:47,710 I think it's time you sang me a song in D minor. 452 00:35:47,754 --> 00:35:51,497 I think it's time you did me a circus trick. 453 00:35:51,540 --> 00:35:55,109 Uh, step right up. 454 00:35:59,853 --> 00:36:01,594 When are you leaving? 455 00:36:01,637 --> 00:36:05,685 Must be, what, T-minus 26 by now? 456 00:36:05,728 --> 00:36:07,774 Except... 457 00:36:09,776 --> 00:36:11,430 gotta finish that application first. 458 00:36:12,779 --> 00:36:14,781 But this is blank and-- 459 00:36:14,824 --> 00:36:17,000 Due tomorrow. 460 00:36:17,044 --> 00:36:18,654 Qui est tonclown? 461 00:36:20,090 --> 00:36:22,092 It's a big decision. 462 00:36:22,136 --> 00:36:23,311 But we could fill this out now. 463 00:36:23,355 --> 00:36:24,921 Or... 464 00:36:30,753 --> 00:36:32,277 we could set things on fire. 465 00:36:34,366 --> 00:36:35,715 Come on. 466 00:36:43,897 --> 00:36:46,421 ♪ There are certain things you can't explain ♪ 467 00:36:46,465 --> 00:36:49,119 ♪ You just accept like sun 468 00:36:49,163 --> 00:36:52,558 ♪ Like rain 469 00:36:52,601 --> 00:36:55,213 ♪ It's a force of nature Push and pull ♪ 470 00:36:55,256 --> 00:36:57,911 ♪ The two of us combustible 471 00:36:57,954 --> 00:37:01,262 ♪ Don't be afraid 472 00:37:01,306 --> 00:37:05,527 ♪ Just light the match Burn the room ♪ 473 00:37:05,571 --> 00:37:09,488 ♪ This is the sound of a heart going boom ♪ 474 00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:12,795 ♪ We light up the sky 475 00:37:12,839 --> 00:37:15,145 ♪ Like the 4th of July 476 00:37:15,189 --> 00:37:17,887 ♪ Baby, I'm ready to catch 477 00:37:28,202 --> 00:37:30,683 ♪ You can try to hide your fears from me ♪ 478 00:37:30,726 --> 00:37:33,512 ♪ But can't deny the chemistry ♪ 479 00:37:33,555 --> 00:37:35,253 ♪ Come on 480 00:37:37,124 --> 00:37:39,866 ♪ I know lonely leaves an awful scar ♪ 481 00:37:39,909 --> 00:37:42,477 ♪ A miracle we got this far ♪ 482 00:37:42,521 --> 00:37:44,610 ♪ Come on 483 00:37:46,220 --> 00:37:49,789 ♪ Just light the match Burn the room ♪ 484 00:37:49,832 --> 00:37:54,707 ♪ This is the sound of my heart going boom ♪ 485 00:37:54,750 --> 00:37:59,929 ♪ We light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪ 486 00:37:59,973 --> 00:38:02,410 ♪ Baby, I'm ready to catch 487 00:38:15,641 --> 00:38:17,338 A little corner of the world 488 00:38:17,382 --> 00:38:20,385 where we can feel totally at peace. 489 00:38:21,821 --> 00:38:22,952 Untouchable. 490 00:38:28,218 --> 00:38:32,527 Yeah, my gig the other night wasn't... 491 00:38:34,573 --> 00:38:36,705 There was no gig. 492 00:38:38,272 --> 00:38:39,752 I know. 493 00:38:39,795 --> 00:38:41,797 I, uh, saw you through the-- 494 00:38:41,841 --> 00:38:43,886 -Why am I telling you this? -Hey, no worries. 495 00:38:43,930 --> 00:38:45,453 I'll be front and center as soon as you-- 496 00:38:45,497 --> 00:38:49,152 Being fed by some brawny acrobat somewhere outside Paris. 497 00:39:01,426 --> 00:39:05,604 ♪ He's saving me 498 00:39:05,647 --> 00:39:09,912 ♪ I don't even think he knows it ♪ 499 00:39:09,956 --> 00:39:12,611 ♪ It's a strange way to show it ♪ 500 00:39:12,654 --> 00:39:19,095 ♪ As distant as last night's dream unravels ♪ 501 00:39:19,139 --> 00:39:23,099 ♪ He's saving me 502 00:39:23,143 --> 00:39:26,320 ♪ I'm a very lost soul 503 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:31,412 ♪ I was born with a hole in my heart ♪ 504 00:39:31,456 --> 00:39:35,895 ♪ The size of my landlocked travels ♪ 505 00:39:37,418 --> 00:39:40,116 Exécutez les compétences 506 00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:42,205 latéralement à la caméra. 507 00:39:43,685 --> 00:39:45,513 - -Action. 508 00:39:45,557 --> 00:39:46,993 Faire le pont. 509 00:39:48,690 --> 00:39:50,736 Grand écart. 510 00:39:53,652 --> 00:39:54,827 Hey. 511 00:39:54,870 --> 00:39:57,090 Grand écart latéral. 512 00:39:57,133 --> 00:39:58,831 Ah, ooh. 513 00:39:58,874 --> 00:40:02,138 -Oh, no, no, no, no. -You're going down. 514 00:40:02,182 --> 00:40:05,577 Moving on to l'artistique. 515 00:40:05,620 --> 00:40:06,839 Qui est tonclown? 516 00:40:08,493 --> 00:40:12,584 ♪ Just light the match Burn the room ♪ 517 00:40:12,627 --> 00:40:17,676 ♪ This is the sound of our heart going boom ♪ 518 00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:22,594 ♪ Light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪ 519 00:40:22,637 --> 00:40:26,249 ♪ Baby, I'm ready to catch 520 00:40:26,293 --> 00:40:28,730 September 15th just opened up. 521 00:40:28,774 --> 00:40:30,297 It's yours as long as you can get a track out 522 00:40:30,340 --> 00:40:32,342 -in time to promote it. -Really? 523 00:40:32,386 --> 00:40:34,475 Thank you, Boston. You, you won't regret it. 524 00:40:34,519 --> 00:40:37,478 Oh, yes, I will. Next. 525 00:40:37,522 --> 00:40:41,264 Everything you need to do instead of dream. 526 00:40:41,308 --> 00:40:43,136 Except a bunch of cash. 527 00:40:43,179 --> 00:40:45,921 Now, this is everything I need. 528 00:40:45,965 --> 00:40:49,098 Qui est tonclown? 529 00:40:49,142 --> 00:40:51,536 He gotta be in here somewhere, right? 530 00:40:51,579 --> 00:40:54,669 Mesdame and messieur, and variations of kiddos 531 00:40:54,713 --> 00:40:58,325 ranging from one to one thousand, step right up. 532 00:41:00,153 --> 00:41:02,677 ♪ If we can see it 533 00:41:02,721 --> 00:41:07,465 ♪ We can be it just like that 534 00:41:08,814 --> 00:41:10,946 ♪ I feel it coming 535 00:41:10,990 --> 00:41:13,514 ♪ Why would I run when 536 00:41:13,558 --> 00:41:15,690 ♪ All signs say you 537 00:41:15,734 --> 00:41:17,953 ♪ Baby, if you want me too 538 00:41:17,997 --> 00:41:22,828 ♪ Meet me at the end of this fuse ♪ 539 00:41:26,396 --> 00:41:29,748 ♪ The right thing happens every time I stop and think ♪ 540 00:41:29,791 --> 00:41:34,492 ♪ It blows my mind 541 00:41:34,535 --> 00:41:37,495 ♪ It's like manifesting destiny ♪ 542 00:41:37,538 --> 00:41:40,541 ♪ The two of us were meant to be ♪ 543 00:41:40,585 --> 00:41:44,719 ♪ Come on, it's time to 544 00:41:44,763 --> 00:41:46,634 This'll do. 545 00:41:46,678 --> 00:41:48,375 For now. 546 00:41:48,418 --> 00:41:52,248 ♪ Just light the match Burn the room ♪ 547 00:41:52,292 --> 00:41:56,339 ♪ This is the sound of my heart going boom ♪ 548 00:41:57,993 --> 00:42:02,084 ♪ We light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪ 549 00:42:02,128 --> 00:42:06,306 ♪ Light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪ 550 00:42:06,349 --> 00:42:11,267 ♪ Light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪ 551 00:42:11,311 --> 00:42:15,707 ♪ Light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪ 552 00:42:15,750 --> 00:42:19,580 ♪ Light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪ 553 00:42:19,624 --> 00:42:24,585 ♪ We light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪ 554 00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:47,434 Let me know if you think it's good enough to-- 555 00:42:48,914 --> 00:42:50,655 It's great. 556 00:43:05,844 --> 00:43:07,280 Sorry. 557 00:43:07,323 --> 00:43:10,413 I've been avoiding this too long. 558 00:43:16,028 --> 00:43:17,595 Hey, kid, I was startin' to think 559 00:43:17,638 --> 00:43:20,032 -that maybe you skipped town. -Me? 560 00:43:20,075 --> 00:43:22,425 No, that would be your... 561 00:43:22,469 --> 00:43:25,646 I've just been busy and... 562 00:43:25,690 --> 00:43:28,040 I'm coming home Wednesday. 563 00:43:29,650 --> 00:43:31,826 This Wednesday? 564 00:43:31,870 --> 00:43:33,436 Already? 565 00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:35,221 Yeah, yeah. 566 00:43:35,264 --> 00:43:37,484 The date got moved up, so... 567 00:43:37,527 --> 00:43:40,922 Okay. Okay, yeah, I'll figure something out. 568 00:43:40,966 --> 00:43:42,924 You can help me burn all the loose flack. 569 00:43:42,968 --> 00:43:44,839 -You sound happy. -Yeah, I woke up 570 00:43:44,883 --> 00:43:47,276 in the middle of a dream, some old woman telling me 571 00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:48,930 to get out there and plant some seeds 572 00:43:48,974 --> 00:43:50,758 and watch 'em grow. 573 00:43:50,802 --> 00:43:52,542 No more running, right? 574 00:43:52,586 --> 00:43:56,590 The world was meant for me, for all of us. 575 00:44:10,473 --> 00:44:13,389 I met this guy and, uh, 576 00:44:13,433 --> 00:44:16,392 the way he makes me feel is nothing like I've ever... 577 00:44:16,436 --> 00:44:19,482 I was looking for a body to hold me when I need to be held 578 00:44:19,526 --> 00:44:21,789 and leave when I need to be left alone. 579 00:44:21,833 --> 00:44:24,705 And I guess I thought nobody exists like that. 580 00:44:24,749 --> 00:44:28,361 Walls. Why do I have so many? 581 00:44:42,201 --> 00:44:43,245 Bad news. 582 00:44:46,988 --> 00:44:48,686 Vous êtes invités? 583 00:44:48,729 --> 00:44:50,862 -You actually applied. -First day of class is-- 584 00:44:50,905 --> 00:44:53,038 -Trois Septembre. That's-- -Too soon. 585 00:45:02,003 --> 00:45:04,310 Woo. 586 00:45:11,099 --> 00:45:14,146 So, Mom, remember about the, uh, uh, Paris 587 00:45:14,189 --> 00:45:16,496 that I was talking about? I... 588 00:45:16,539 --> 00:45:18,541 I, um... 589 00:45:18,585 --> 00:45:21,022 -I was-- -Spit it out. 590 00:45:21,066 --> 00:45:23,329 -Ivy? -Ah. 591 00:45:24,809 --> 00:45:27,202 Ah, stunning isn't she? 592 00:45:27,246 --> 00:45:30,728 The hand painting is, and the 3D printing tech. 593 00:45:30,771 --> 00:45:33,469 Ah, it's killer, huh? 594 00:45:42,522 --> 00:45:46,091 I couldn't stop the march of the mutant cells 595 00:45:46,134 --> 00:45:49,834 and I refused to live with any of the OG eyes. 596 00:45:49,877 --> 00:45:53,751 So we chisel out the bad, patch up what's left and... 597 00:45:55,535 --> 00:45:57,885 What was it about Paris? 598 00:46:01,062 --> 00:46:02,803 Later. 599 00:46:04,544 --> 00:46:06,764 Now, I just have to convince them 600 00:46:06,807 --> 00:46:09,201 to let me be my own test subject. 601 00:46:15,816 --> 00:46:19,689 ♪ I'm gonna clear my head 602 00:46:19,733 --> 00:46:22,823 Sorry, Wink. Still feeling under the weather. 603 00:46:22,867 --> 00:46:25,260 I'll check in again on Monday. 604 00:46:29,743 --> 00:46:31,397 Everything okay? 605 00:46:31,440 --> 00:46:33,312 Perfect. 606 00:46:33,355 --> 00:46:36,141 ♪ Get out the map Get out the map ♪ 607 00:46:36,184 --> 00:46:39,361 ♪ And lay your finger anywhere down ♪ 608 00:46:39,405 --> 00:46:41,320 ♪ We'll leave the figuring to those we pass ♪ 609 00:46:41,363 --> 00:46:43,539 ♪ On our way out of town 610 00:46:43,583 --> 00:46:46,542 ♪ Don't drink the water There seems to be something ♪ 611 00:46:46,586 --> 00:46:48,370 ♪ Ailing everyone 612 00:46:48,414 --> 00:46:50,851 ♪ I'm gonna clear my head 613 00:46:50,895 --> 00:46:53,680 ♪ I'm gonna drink that sun 614 00:46:58,903 --> 00:47:03,690 ♪ The saddest sight my eyes can see ♪ 615 00:47:03,733 --> 00:47:08,956 ♪ Is that big ball of orange sinkin' slyly down the trees ♪ 616 00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:13,874 ♪ Sittin' in a broken circle while you rest upon my knee ♪ 617 00:47:13,918 --> 00:47:19,575 ♪ This perfect moment will soon be leavin' me ♪ 618 00:47:22,448 --> 00:47:24,102 Last time you said you didn't like camping, 619 00:47:24,145 --> 00:47:26,408 but here we are again. 620 00:47:26,452 --> 00:47:29,542 Oh and 5%, if that has anything to do with it. 621 00:47:29,585 --> 00:47:32,023 - What? - Chance of rain. 622 00:47:32,066 --> 00:47:35,069 I checked. Seems like good odds. 623 00:47:35,113 --> 00:47:37,593 I was 12, visiting Mom 624 00:47:37,637 --> 00:47:40,858 and fiancé number, oh, who knows? 625 00:47:40,901 --> 00:47:42,555 Lockwood, we called him. 626 00:47:42,598 --> 00:47:45,906 Drove a sports car Red leather seats. 627 00:47:45,950 --> 00:47:49,214 Anyway, that fall I'm back at Dad's when Mom calls. 628 00:47:49,257 --> 00:47:51,303 "You watching the news?" 629 00:47:51,346 --> 00:47:55,655 We didn't live in the same time zone, let alone the same town. 630 00:47:55,698 --> 00:47:57,439 So she just put the phone to the TV 631 00:47:57,483 --> 00:48:01,356 and, "Lockwood was arrested on charges of first-degree murder 632 00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:03,881 after confessing to slashing the throat of a young woman 633 00:48:03,924 --> 00:48:05,970 at the campground with his father. 634 00:48:06,013 --> 00:48:09,103 You know, they traced it back to that weekend when I was there, 635 00:48:09,147 --> 00:48:15,109 with him and Mom camping in a tent, kinda like that one. 636 00:48:15,153 --> 00:48:18,156 Oh. Holy... 637 00:48:18,199 --> 00:48:22,290 Oh, here, a trick Mom taught me. 638 00:48:24,162 --> 00:48:26,599 You know, we can leave if you... 639 00:48:26,642 --> 00:48:28,644 No, no, I... 640 00:48:28,688 --> 00:48:30,516 I, I like confronting it 641 00:48:30,559 --> 00:48:33,823 with someone that makes me feel safe. 642 00:48:37,653 --> 00:48:39,960 Insert awkward segue 643 00:48:40,004 --> 00:48:42,049 echoing, "Who will be the keeper of my heart 644 00:48:42,093 --> 00:48:44,182 if I reveal all the darkness inside?" 645 00:48:44,225 --> 00:48:45,792 There's more? 646 00:48:48,099 --> 00:48:49,622 Well, if you haven't already, that would make 647 00:48:49,665 --> 00:48:52,973 -some kind of song. -One more no one wants to hear. 648 00:48:53,017 --> 00:48:54,366 I would. 649 00:48:55,410 --> 00:48:56,934 I would. 650 00:48:58,022 --> 00:48:59,371 How's that studio coming along? 651 00:48:59,414 --> 00:49:01,286 Closets have their limitations, 652 00:49:01,329 --> 00:49:04,332 but I'll figure it out. 653 00:49:04,376 --> 00:49:06,944 You must have something we need to laugh about? 654 00:49:06,987 --> 00:49:09,381 Some fatal darkness? 655 00:49:09,424 --> 00:49:10,512 Does it have to be a mother thing? 656 00:49:10,556 --> 00:49:12,079 'Cause I can't top that. 657 00:49:14,560 --> 00:49:18,216 Ivy, she's really strong, 658 00:49:18,259 --> 00:49:19,826 while I... 659 00:49:22,176 --> 00:49:23,961 Walls. 660 00:49:32,143 --> 00:49:34,972 Ta plus grande faiblesse? 661 00:49:35,015 --> 00:49:36,974 My greatest weakness. 662 00:49:37,017 --> 00:49:40,020 All my life I've been pretty much lost in every aspect of... 663 00:49:40,064 --> 00:49:42,240 I get overwhelmed at all my goals 664 00:49:42,283 --> 00:49:43,981 and confused when I'm supposed to choose just one. 665 00:49:44,024 --> 00:49:45,721 And when I do, I get frustrated 666 00:49:45,765 --> 00:49:50,030 and just slip into anything else. 667 00:49:52,119 --> 00:49:53,991 That's in your stars. 668 00:49:54,034 --> 00:49:55,122 You're lucky your Leo moon is there 669 00:49:55,166 --> 00:49:56,994 to organize that Gemini sun. 670 00:49:57,037 --> 00:49:59,170 What if my moon is no match for my sun? 671 00:49:59,213 --> 00:50:02,825 What if I just keep slipping my entire... 672 00:50:02,869 --> 00:50:07,352 What if I never get good enough at any one thing for inertia? 673 00:50:07,395 --> 00:50:11,008 Maybe you're good enough faster than most people. 674 00:50:11,051 --> 00:50:13,706 -That's why you slip. -I have news. 675 00:50:13,749 --> 00:50:15,055 Why don't you write down a list of your goals 676 00:50:15,099 --> 00:50:17,231 and just work your way down it. 677 00:50:17,275 --> 00:50:19,233 Vous êtes invités. 678 00:50:21,453 --> 00:50:23,237 I'm running away to the circus. 679 00:50:23,281 --> 00:50:26,023 -Every kid's dream. -Every mother's nightmare. 680 00:50:26,066 --> 00:50:28,938 I leave for Paris trois Septembre. 681 00:50:30,375 --> 00:50:32,029 11 days from today? 682 00:50:32,072 --> 00:50:35,032 I'm supposed to come ready with a clown, 683 00:50:35,075 --> 00:50:38,426 which is another goal for my list. 684 00:50:38,470 --> 00:50:40,776 Qui est tonclown? 685 00:50:40,820 --> 00:50:43,692 What does that even mean? Do I have to find it? 686 00:50:43,736 --> 00:50:45,042 Am I already it? 687 00:50:45,085 --> 00:50:47,218 I did record one song in my closet 688 00:50:47,261 --> 00:50:49,655 inspired by my mom, 689 00:50:49,698 --> 00:50:52,223 and by you. 690 00:50:52,266 --> 00:50:54,486 -It's close, just needs some-- -No disclaimers. 691 00:51:03,973 --> 00:51:09,979 ♪ I'm coming home with a stone strapped onto my back ♪ 692 00:51:10,023 --> 00:51:13,548 ♪ I'm coming home with a burning hope ♪ 693 00:51:13,592 --> 00:51:16,725 ♪ Turning all my blues to black ♪ 694 00:51:16,769 --> 00:51:20,077 ♪ I'm looking for a sacred hand ♪ 695 00:51:20,120 --> 00:51:23,558 ♪ To carve into my stone 696 00:51:23,602 --> 00:51:26,561 ♪ A ghost of comfort angel's breath ♪ 697 00:51:26,605 --> 00:51:30,130 ♪ To keep this life inside my chest ♪ 698 00:51:30,174 --> 00:51:33,090 ♪ This world falls on me 699 00:51:33,133 --> 00:51:36,223 ♪ With hopes of immortality 700 00:51:36,267 --> 00:51:38,660 ♪ Everywhere I turn 701 00:51:38,704 --> 00:51:42,664 ♪ All the beauty just keeps shaking me ♪ 702 00:51:48,496 --> 00:51:51,891 ♪ Now I'm running 703 00:51:51,934 --> 00:51:55,112 ♪ To the end of the earth 704 00:51:55,155 --> 00:51:58,593 ♪ And I'm swimming 705 00:51:58,637 --> 00:52:01,727 ♪ To the edge of the sea 706 00:52:01,770 --> 00:52:05,557 ♪ And I'm laughing 707 00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:07,776 ♪ I'm under a starry sky 708 00:52:07,820 --> 00:52:10,388 ♪ This world was meant for me 709 00:52:10,431 --> 00:52:14,131 ♪ Don't bury me 710 00:52:14,174 --> 00:52:16,089 ♪ Carry me 711 00:52:18,004 --> 00:52:21,529 ♪ Now I woke up in the middle of a dream ♪ 712 00:52:21,573 --> 00:52:24,228 ♪ Scared the world was too much for me ♪ 713 00:52:24,271 --> 00:52:27,622 ♪ Sejarez said, don't let go 714 00:52:27,666 --> 00:52:30,886 ♪ Just plant the seeds and watch them grow ♪ 715 00:52:30,930 --> 00:52:34,586 ♪ I've slept in rainy canyon lands ♪ 716 00:52:34,629 --> 00:52:37,371 ♪ Cold, drenched to my skin 717 00:52:37,415 --> 00:52:40,244 ♪ I always wake to find a face ♪ 718 00:52:40,287 --> 00:52:43,638 ♪ To calm these troubled lands ♪ 719 00:52:43,682 --> 00:52:47,164 ♪ This world falls on me 720 00:52:47,207 --> 00:52:50,689 ♪ With dreams of immortality 721 00:52:50,732 --> 00:52:53,170 ♪ Everywhere I turn 722 00:52:53,213 --> 00:52:56,782 ♪ All the beauty just keeps shaking me ♪ 723 00:52:56,825 --> 00:52:59,437 ♪ This world falls on me 724 00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:03,223 ♪ With dreams of immortality 725 00:53:03,267 --> 00:53:05,573 ♪ Everywhere I turn 726 00:53:05,617 --> 00:53:09,490 ♪ All the beauty just keeps shaking me ♪ 727 00:53:09,534 --> 00:53:12,580 ♪ This world falls on me 728 00:53:12,624 --> 00:53:15,801 ♪ With dreams of immortality 729 00:53:15,844 --> 00:53:18,630 ♪ Everywhere I turn 730 00:53:18,673 --> 00:53:22,851 ♪ All the beauty just keeps shaking me ♪ 731 00:53:25,680 --> 00:53:27,856 You see, my finger work is... 732 00:53:27,900 --> 00:53:29,728 And it needs way more production 733 00:53:29,771 --> 00:53:31,208 than I'm capable of in my closet. 734 00:53:31,251 --> 00:53:35,081 I'm still trying to like get it perfect perfect. 735 00:53:35,124 --> 00:53:36,561 Well, perfect's not possible-- 736 00:53:36,604 --> 00:53:39,041 He says to the Virgo. 737 00:53:39,085 --> 00:53:41,087 That was amazing. 738 00:53:41,130 --> 00:53:45,657 Do you ever wonder why we, that night. 739 00:53:47,180 --> 00:53:49,269 I didn't even want to go out. 740 00:53:49,313 --> 00:53:54,318 Then it was dark and loud. 741 00:53:54,361 --> 00:53:57,625 And crowded, and then... 742 00:53:57,669 --> 00:53:59,061 And then... 743 00:53:59,105 --> 00:54:00,933 And then... 744 00:54:03,849 --> 00:54:06,547 Oh, 11 days. 745 00:54:06,591 --> 00:54:09,115 That's crazy. 746 00:54:09,158 --> 00:54:10,812 10 days now. 747 00:54:10,856 --> 00:54:13,641 Judging by the moon. 748 00:54:13,685 --> 00:54:15,295 I'm trying to be thankful for the time 749 00:54:15,339 --> 00:54:17,297 I've got to spend with you, but I... 750 00:54:17,341 --> 00:54:19,821 It's really hard. 751 00:54:19,865 --> 00:54:22,128 It's not the only thing. 752 00:55:28,107 --> 00:55:33,373 ♪ Could you lift me through my love and anger ♪ 753 00:55:33,417 --> 00:55:35,332 Yeah, I want to see your eyes. 754 00:55:35,375 --> 00:55:40,467 ♪ You see now these are my gods ♪ 755 00:55:40,511 --> 00:55:43,340 ♪ These are your scars 756 00:55:45,559 --> 00:55:52,174 ♪ Will you lift me through my love and anger ♪ 757 00:55:52,218 --> 00:55:55,830 ♪ Oh, and my arms are burning 758 00:55:55,874 --> 00:55:59,530 ♪ But they're open wide 759 00:56:10,323 --> 00:56:14,022 ♪ I will be the reaper 760 00:56:14,066 --> 00:56:18,070 ♪ If you will be the keeper 761 00:56:18,113 --> 00:56:22,814 ♪ You are the keeper of this heart ♪ 762 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:30,082 ♪ Of my heart 763 00:56:43,443 --> 00:56:46,054 This has all been too easy, which makes me nervous. 764 00:56:46,098 --> 00:56:48,927 But then I remember that in a couple weeks I leave. 765 00:56:48,970 --> 00:56:54,411 So, I mean, we're both having fun, right? 766 00:56:57,849 --> 00:57:00,808 Life is a constant slip in and out of... 767 00:57:02,810 --> 00:57:04,725 I love when I pretend to be strong. 768 00:57:10,905 --> 00:57:13,212 Real world's calling. 769 00:57:14,474 --> 00:57:16,476 Do we have to answer? 770 00:57:16,520 --> 00:57:19,305 Promise you'll tell her about Paris. 771 00:58:16,797 --> 00:58:18,407 Want reinforcement? 772 00:58:18,451 --> 00:58:21,062 No, I need to go solo. 773 00:58:21,106 --> 00:58:23,021 Okay. 774 00:58:55,793 --> 00:58:59,536 Does it feel good, coming home? 775 00:58:59,579 --> 00:59:04,323 Feels like I got more of a life in the inside than out. 776 00:59:07,065 --> 00:59:09,023 Pretty much begged the judge for any kind of help 777 00:59:09,067 --> 00:59:10,590 before I got out. 778 00:59:10,634 --> 00:59:12,679 They gave me a useless appointment. 779 00:59:12,723 --> 00:59:16,640 All they said was stop and breathe. 780 00:59:20,905 --> 00:59:23,821 When you said on that report when she was choking you, 781 00:59:23,864 --> 00:59:27,085 she said, "Aren't you dead yet?" 782 00:59:27,128 --> 00:59:29,914 -What if next time you are? -Pull in here. 783 01:00:02,686 --> 01:00:06,124 -One, two, three... - 784 01:00:06,167 --> 01:00:08,909 ...four, five, six. 785 01:00:35,675 --> 01:00:38,678 ♪ We own nothing 786 01:00:38,722 --> 01:00:41,681 ♪ Nothing is ours 787 01:00:41,725 --> 01:00:44,553 ♪ Not even love so fierce 788 01:00:44,597 --> 01:00:47,600 ♪ It burns like baby stars 789 01:00:49,602 --> 01:00:55,869 ♪ But this poverty is our greatest gift ♪ 790 01:00:55,913 --> 01:00:58,698 ♪ The weightlessness of us 791 01:00:58,742 --> 01:01:02,659 ♪ As things around begin to shift ♪ 792 01:01:10,492 --> 01:01:16,368 ♪ Remember everything I told you ♪ 793 01:01:16,411 --> 01:01:21,416 ♪ Keep it in your heart like a stone ♪ 794 01:01:24,245 --> 01:01:27,945 ♪ And when the winds have blown things round ♪ 795 01:01:27,988 --> 01:01:30,382 ♪ And back again 796 01:01:30,425 --> 01:01:33,341 ♪ What was once your pain 797 01:01:33,385 --> 01:01:37,389 ♪ Will be your home 798 01:01:37,432 --> 01:01:44,309 ♪ Everything in its own time 799 01:01:44,352 --> 01:01:48,400 ♪ Everything 800 01:01:48,443 --> 01:01:54,972 ♪ In its own time 801 01:02:05,983 --> 01:02:09,073 -No, no. This is your song. -It's yours now. Free. 802 01:02:09,116 --> 01:02:13,338 Just, just play it for me sometime. 803 01:03:05,042 --> 01:03:06,695 The whole range. Yes. 804 01:03:06,739 --> 01:03:09,786 Operation Ivy is a go. 805 01:03:09,829 --> 01:03:12,310 That Italian blue. 806 01:03:12,353 --> 01:03:14,442 Tres, tres. 807 01:03:14,486 --> 01:03:17,010 It's nice, too nice. 808 01:03:17,054 --> 01:03:19,839 Especially considering I asked for a suitcase. 809 01:03:19,883 --> 01:03:21,319 For why? Where are you going? 810 01:03:21,362 --> 01:03:23,625 Other than to go down with me to production. 811 01:03:23,669 --> 01:03:26,063 Wait, wait. So... Um... 812 01:03:32,591 --> 01:03:36,508 Step right up, Mother, Ivy. 813 01:03:36,551 --> 01:03:41,861 I know that your due for me is, well... 814 01:03:42,993 --> 01:03:44,908 but... 815 01:03:49,608 --> 01:03:51,088 Ah. 816 01:03:51,131 --> 01:03:52,829 As an assistant. 817 01:03:52,872 --> 01:03:54,178 -Can you... - 818 01:03:54,221 --> 01:03:56,093 Ivy, the 3D printer is down. 819 01:03:56,136 --> 01:03:59,270 Hold on, hold on, I have like a... I have a whole, just... 820 01:04:02,490 --> 01:04:04,449 Ho ho. 821 01:04:05,406 --> 01:04:07,278 Whoop, woo. 822 01:04:07,321 --> 01:04:10,585 Ah. 823 01:04:12,892 --> 01:04:14,981 -Ta-da. -Mm-mm. 824 01:04:18,419 --> 01:04:21,596 But, to feed the soul. 825 01:04:25,774 --> 01:04:27,124 Ta-da. 826 01:04:27,167 --> 01:04:28,908 I've been accepted into the next session. 827 01:04:28,952 --> 01:04:32,172 So, lots of choices. 828 01:04:32,216 --> 01:04:34,783 Luckily, you have an easy decision. 829 01:04:34,827 --> 01:04:36,437 Except that... 830 01:04:42,356 --> 01:04:43,880 Forget production. 831 01:04:43,923 --> 01:04:45,620 I'm taking you to see your office. 832 01:04:45,664 --> 01:04:47,057 The view isn't as fly as mine, 833 01:04:47,100 --> 01:04:50,712 but you'll have an even nicer one in no time. 834 01:04:50,756 --> 01:04:52,105 Come on. 835 01:05:00,331 --> 01:05:03,638 ♪ Got a boy so special 836 01:05:03,682 --> 01:05:06,772 ♪ He makes the fall turn spring ♪ 837 01:05:06,815 --> 01:05:08,992 ♪ I say, everything is dying 838 01:05:09,035 --> 01:05:12,734 ♪ He says, everything is free 839 01:05:12,778 --> 01:05:18,523 ♪ He's a little revolution in this heart of mine ♪ 840 01:05:18,566 --> 01:05:20,829 ♪ And when everything blows up ♪ 841 01:05:20,873 --> 01:05:23,441 ♪ It's like a brand new rhyme 842 01:05:23,484 --> 01:05:25,922 ♪ Bang, bang, bang goes the U 843 01:05:25,965 --> 01:05:29,360 ♪ Bang, bang, bang, you and I 844 01:05:31,275 --> 01:05:34,321 Someone called "Robin" is here. 845 01:05:44,418 --> 01:05:46,812 Good morning, kid. 846 01:05:46,855 --> 01:05:48,205 It's actually nearly dinnertime, Mom. 847 01:05:48,248 --> 01:05:49,946 Oh. 848 01:05:52,035 --> 01:05:54,124 This place is far out. 849 01:05:54,167 --> 01:06:00,478 Oh, wow. 850 01:06:00,521 --> 01:06:02,654 I didn't tell you this before 'cause I knew you'd think 851 01:06:02,697 --> 01:06:06,571 it's too fast, but I'm gonna get married again. 852 01:06:06,614 --> 01:06:08,399 Don't worry, don't worry. 853 01:06:08,442 --> 01:06:10,009 This one's gonna take real good care of me. 854 01:06:10,053 --> 01:06:13,970 He promises to take me back east as soon as he gets out. 855 01:06:14,013 --> 01:06:17,364 And, um, you're never gonna guess his age. 856 01:06:19,758 --> 01:06:22,369 Eight months older than you. 857 01:06:22,413 --> 01:06:24,458 I know, it's wild. 858 01:06:24,502 --> 01:06:26,286 So, like, I gotta get a ring on my finger 859 01:06:26,330 --> 01:06:29,507 before he finds out that, like, I'm really an old lady, so... 860 01:06:29,550 --> 01:06:32,162 Big favor to ask. 861 01:06:32,205 --> 01:06:34,860 You'll walk your mom down the aisle, right? 862 01:06:34,903 --> 01:06:37,167 Come on, kid. 863 01:06:37,210 --> 01:06:39,125 -I-- -Come on. 864 01:06:39,169 --> 01:06:41,388 -I actually-- I booked a gig. -Come on. 865 01:06:42,650 --> 01:06:44,217 Yeah, I got a lot of work to do. 866 01:06:44,261 --> 01:06:46,741 What? Oh, my God. 867 01:06:46,785 --> 01:06:49,614 I'm finally gonna get to hear my kid play. 868 01:06:49,657 --> 01:06:51,833 That's so far out. 869 01:06:51,877 --> 01:06:53,661 Ooh, maybe I can get married, you know, 870 01:06:53,705 --> 01:06:55,185 right there as your grand finale, 871 01:06:55,228 --> 01:06:56,838 like, right before you-- 872 01:06:56,882 --> 01:06:59,058 Right before I have to run to the edge of the sea 873 01:06:59,102 --> 01:07:01,234 to find you again? 874 01:07:17,511 --> 01:07:20,732 One, two, three. 875 01:07:20,775 --> 01:07:22,821 Four, five, six. 876 01:07:22,864 --> 01:07:25,171 Last New Year's I resolutioned 877 01:07:25,215 --> 01:07:27,478 to let someone knock me off my feet and... 878 01:07:28,740 --> 01:07:32,048 now I think I'm finally falling 879 01:07:32,091 --> 01:07:33,571 and it scares me. 880 01:07:34,702 --> 01:07:37,488 But he's beautiful, 881 01:07:37,531 --> 01:07:39,751 inside and out 882 01:07:39,794 --> 01:07:44,103 and he's definitely turned my summer upside down, so... 883 01:07:44,147 --> 01:07:46,714 You have no idea how lucky you are. 884 01:07:48,977 --> 01:07:51,197 Look how hard she's trying. 885 01:07:51,241 --> 01:07:52,938 She's throwing you a going away party. 886 01:07:52,981 --> 01:07:55,767 She's throwing herself a look what you'll be missing 887 01:07:55,810 --> 01:07:58,204 if you leave my fabulous nest party. 888 01:07:58,248 --> 01:07:59,640 That you're late for. 889 01:08:05,777 --> 01:08:07,996 Your father was... 890 01:08:08,040 --> 01:08:10,956 And your siblings flew as soon as a window opened. 891 01:08:10,999 --> 01:08:13,872 But you, you've always stuck by me. 892 01:08:13,915 --> 01:08:15,221 It's decided. 893 01:08:17,832 --> 01:08:20,096 I've, I've decided. 894 01:08:20,139 --> 01:08:21,662 Why? 895 01:08:21,706 --> 01:08:23,838 Whatever. 896 01:08:23,882 --> 01:08:27,581 Growing up, all you ever said was anything's possible. 897 01:08:27,625 --> 01:08:30,715 It was you driving me. 898 01:08:30,758 --> 01:08:33,718 Marching band, math club, Spanish club, 899 01:08:33,761 --> 01:08:37,330 ecology, drama club, student council, debate team, 900 01:08:37,374 --> 01:08:39,767 golf club, baseball, 901 01:08:39,811 --> 01:08:43,597 whatever happened to don't just dream, do? 902 01:08:46,818 --> 01:08:48,689 You're not packing in that trunk, are you? 903 01:08:48,733 --> 01:08:51,170 Why not? 904 01:08:51,214 --> 01:08:54,434 It's nomadic and fragile and entirely impractical. 905 01:08:54,478 --> 01:08:58,743 You'll be lucky if it even makes it to Paris on one piece. 906 01:08:58,786 --> 01:09:01,659 I'm only gone 148 days. 907 01:09:20,373 --> 01:09:22,854 Who knew I'd ever look forward to sleeping on the ground? 908 01:09:22,897 --> 01:09:25,291 After one stop, I got a surprise. 909 01:09:25,335 --> 01:09:27,380 I have a surprise too. 910 01:09:32,690 --> 01:09:34,082 No way. 911 01:09:46,225 --> 01:09:47,226 Honk-honk. 912 01:09:47,270 --> 01:09:49,185 New goal. 913 01:09:49,228 --> 01:09:52,710 I wanna take pictures in front of all the famous landmarks, 914 01:09:52,753 --> 01:09:54,712 but I don't want the same kind of boring pictures 915 01:09:54,755 --> 01:09:55,974 that every tourist takes. 916 01:09:56,017 --> 01:09:58,019 So I will bring my noses 917 01:09:58,063 --> 01:09:59,978 from place to place and get random people 918 01:10:00,021 --> 01:10:02,937 to take portraits in front of everything. 919 01:10:03,851 --> 01:10:05,157 I'm excited for once. 920 01:10:21,260 --> 01:10:24,524 Should I be excited or scared? 921 01:10:33,141 --> 01:10:35,448 Since I will be knee-deep in Paris 922 01:10:35,492 --> 01:10:37,450 until summer gives up her fight. 923 01:10:37,494 --> 01:10:40,279 Surprise, happy early birthday. 924 01:10:40,323 --> 01:10:43,891 Bienvenido. Willkommen. Come on in. 925 01:10:46,981 --> 01:10:48,896 Doc. 926 01:10:51,508 --> 01:10:53,510 Meet The Doctor, a client of my father 927 01:10:53,553 --> 01:10:56,077 who just so happens to be a killer music producer. 928 01:10:56,121 --> 01:10:58,471 -Yeah, I know who the... Hi. -Hi. 929 01:10:58,515 --> 01:11:02,083 So you're the one taking this twisted, blind sided highway? 930 01:11:02,127 --> 01:11:04,172 -Where's, uh... -Oh, the Dream. 931 01:11:04,216 --> 01:11:05,435 She's on tour. 932 01:11:05,478 --> 01:11:08,699 But I, I gave you foam noses. 933 01:11:08,742 --> 01:11:12,050 Which I absolutely need and love. 934 01:11:12,093 --> 01:11:13,834 Plus, this is kind of for me too. 935 01:11:13,878 --> 01:11:16,924 I've always wanted to learn how to produce music, so... 936 01:11:16,968 --> 01:11:19,536 -Oh, a classic slip. -Yes. 937 01:11:19,579 --> 01:11:22,582 So I hear you need a track to compel the kids to The Fountain? 938 01:11:22,626 --> 01:11:25,542 Have you ever recorded in a studio before? 939 01:11:25,585 --> 01:11:27,326 Yeah, yeah, of course. 940 01:11:27,370 --> 01:11:29,937 It's just been a while and I, 941 01:11:29,981 --> 01:11:33,419 I don't have a song ready with lyrics and everything. 942 01:11:33,463 --> 01:11:36,814 -Stop. -He's a genius just like I said. 943 01:11:45,475 --> 01:11:47,999 ♪ I don't know when I noticed life was life at my expense ♪ 944 01:11:48,042 --> 01:11:50,741 ♪ The words of my heart lined up like prisoners on a fence ♪ 945 01:11:50,784 --> 01:11:52,351 ♪ The dreams came in like needy children ♪ 946 01:11:52,395 --> 01:11:53,744 ♪ Tugging at my sleeve I said 947 01:11:53,787 --> 01:11:55,223 ♪ I have no way of feeding you, 948 01:11:55,267 --> 01:11:56,834 ♪ So leave 949 01:11:59,967 --> 01:12:02,622 -Sorry. -Well, that melody's magic. 950 01:12:02,666 --> 01:12:05,669 But ever think about clicking down the BPMs and, you know, 951 01:12:05,712 --> 01:12:07,497 chilling the tone out a little bit? 952 01:12:07,540 --> 01:12:09,977 Unlucky darkness is kind of my whole-- 953 01:12:10,021 --> 01:12:11,892 Hm, okay. 954 01:12:13,590 --> 01:12:15,069 Let me show you something. 955 01:12:17,158 --> 01:12:19,944 ♪ Dreams came in like needy children ♪ 956 01:12:21,293 --> 01:12:24,035 ♪ Tugging at my sleeve 957 01:12:24,078 --> 01:12:28,126 ♪ I said I have no way of feeding you ♪ 958 01:12:28,169 --> 01:12:31,216 ♪ So leave 959 01:12:31,259 --> 01:12:32,826 You see, it makes you wanna lean in. 960 01:12:32,870 --> 01:12:34,524 You know, like, check what you're trying to tell us 961 01:12:34,567 --> 01:12:36,003 about your life. 962 01:12:40,573 --> 01:12:42,401 Sorry, I... 963 01:12:49,582 --> 01:12:51,149 ♪ One, two, three 964 01:12:51,192 --> 01:12:52,759 ♪ Nothing's for free 965 01:12:52,803 --> 01:12:54,674 ♪ Four, five, six 966 01:12:56,415 --> 01:12:57,938 ♪ One, two, three 967 01:12:57,982 --> 01:12:59,592 ♪ Nothing's for free 968 01:12:59,636 --> 01:13:01,768 ♪ Four, five, six 969 01:13:03,291 --> 01:13:04,858 ♪ One, two, three 970 01:13:04,902 --> 01:13:06,512 ♪ Nothing's for free 971 01:13:06,556 --> 01:13:08,296 ♪ Four, five, six 972 01:13:08,340 --> 01:13:10,690 ♪ Pick up the sticks 973 01:13:10,734 --> 01:13:13,171 ♪ Manic blood runs thick my friend ♪ 974 01:13:13,214 --> 01:13:15,826 ♪ Are you looking for a clean escape ♪ 975 01:13:17,871 --> 01:13:20,134 ♪ Here's a chance to make a choice ♪ 976 01:13:20,178 --> 01:13:23,964 ♪ Are you aware of the fire beneath your feet ♪ 977 01:13:24,008 --> 01:13:27,664 ♪ One, two, three Nothing's for free ♪ 978 01:13:27,707 --> 01:13:29,448 ♪ Four, five, six 979 01:13:29,492 --> 01:13:33,670 ♪ Pick up the sticks and go home ♪ 980 01:13:33,713 --> 01:13:35,585 ♪ You better own up to me 981 01:13:35,628 --> 01:13:37,543 ♪ I said you better own up 982 01:13:37,587 --> 01:13:40,807 ♪ Go home 983 01:13:42,026 --> 01:13:43,984 You should listen to The Doctor. 984 01:13:44,028 --> 01:13:46,422 Your melody is magic. 985 01:13:46,465 --> 01:13:49,425 -One, two, three. -And your words are hopeful. 986 01:13:49,468 --> 01:13:51,296 -Four, five, six. -But you must know that. 987 01:13:51,339 --> 01:13:53,516 I know exactly what my song is. 988 01:13:53,559 --> 01:13:56,040 It's all ready to be laid down to rest. 989 01:13:58,085 --> 01:13:59,826 Your gig is in a week. 990 01:13:59,870 --> 01:14:03,264 You are not even gonna be here for it, so why do you care? 991 01:14:06,529 --> 01:14:07,704 What if I don't go? 992 01:14:07,747 --> 01:14:10,097 Don't even think of not. 993 01:14:10,141 --> 01:14:12,056 I won't be the reason you slip. 994 01:14:14,537 --> 01:14:17,757 ♪ The basement lies within us 995 01:14:17,801 --> 01:14:21,761 I scare myself from time to time. 996 01:14:21,805 --> 01:14:24,242 ♪ The fear comes through the door ♪ 997 01:14:24,285 --> 01:14:27,375 With how dark some of my thoughts and feelings are. 998 01:14:27,419 --> 01:14:29,508 -Okay. -♪ There's nothing 999 01:14:29,552 --> 01:14:31,510 ♪ Left between us 1000 01:14:31,554 --> 01:14:34,774 -I got you fun noses. -I just wanted-- 1001 01:14:34,818 --> 01:14:39,866 ♪ As the fear becomes a roar 1002 01:14:39,910 --> 01:14:43,130 ♪ We're all born in the devil's scorn ♪ 1003 01:14:43,174 --> 01:14:45,916 ♪ He wants to see you die 1004 01:14:45,959 --> 01:14:49,180 ♪ I'm asking you Are you true ♪ 1005 01:14:49,223 --> 01:14:51,965 ♪ 'Cause everything they say is a lie ♪ 1006 01:14:52,009 --> 01:14:53,271 ♪ Is a lie now 1007 01:14:53,314 --> 01:14:54,751 ♪ One, two, three 1008 01:14:54,794 --> 01:14:56,535 ♪ Nothing's for free 1009 01:14:56,579 --> 01:14:58,494 ♪ Four, five, six 1010 01:14:58,537 --> 01:15:02,672 ♪ Pick up the sticks and go home ♪ 1011 01:15:07,067 --> 01:15:08,068 Are you okay? 1012 01:15:08,112 --> 01:15:10,418 No, I, I saw her. 1013 01:15:10,462 --> 01:15:16,512 Uh, my mom, when I picked her up from work. 1014 01:15:16,555 --> 01:15:18,557 Why do you always smile when you talk about-- 1015 01:15:18,601 --> 01:15:20,820 I don't. 1016 01:15:27,174 --> 01:15:29,960 She dreamed of being a musician too. 1017 01:15:30,003 --> 01:15:34,268 Even has piles of lyrics she wrote when she... 1018 01:15:34,312 --> 01:15:36,793 Most better than mine. 1019 01:15:36,836 --> 01:15:42,363 But dreams being the cancer of the common class. 1020 01:15:42,407 --> 01:15:45,932 What if I'm doomed to be like her? 1021 01:15:45,976 --> 01:15:47,586 Where are you right now? 1022 01:15:47,630 --> 01:15:50,284 Doing instead of dreaming. 1023 01:15:50,328 --> 01:15:53,853 Let's just, new energy, no over-analyzing, 1024 01:15:53,897 --> 01:15:56,813 no pressure to talk about some deep impossibility. 1025 01:15:56,856 --> 01:16:00,033 Forget The Doctor. Let's just, let's just go to the mountains. 1026 01:16:00,077 --> 01:16:01,774 We'll clear our heads. We'll go-- 1027 01:16:01,818 --> 01:16:04,081 I really don't feel like sleeping on the ground tonight. 1028 01:16:10,478 --> 01:16:12,480 Hey. Hey! 1029 01:16:13,090 --> 01:16:14,570 Hey! 1030 01:16:14,613 --> 01:16:17,181 It's our last weekend. 1031 01:16:17,224 --> 01:16:19,357 Let's just get in the car and drive and... 1032 01:16:19,400 --> 01:16:21,402 Before summer gives up. 1033 01:16:21,446 --> 01:16:24,275 ♪ I crave inertia every move made ♪ 1034 01:16:24,318 --> 01:16:26,190 ♪ So I can stop 1035 01:16:27,713 --> 01:16:30,716 ♪ Whatever this madness is in me ♪ 1036 01:16:30,760 --> 01:16:33,937 ♪ Spinning like a top 1037 01:16:33,980 --> 01:16:36,287 ♪ On a bed of anxiety 1038 01:16:36,330 --> 01:16:39,333 ♪ Over a deep dark drop 1039 01:16:39,377 --> 01:16:42,641 ♪ Down into nothingness 1040 01:16:42,685 --> 01:16:45,252 ♪ Into without-you-ness 1041 01:16:45,296 --> 01:16:47,124 Wait. 1042 01:16:48,647 --> 01:16:49,692 Fine! 1043 01:16:49,735 --> 01:16:51,215 Sorry, I tried. 1044 01:16:51,258 --> 01:16:52,695 Good luck with being unlucky. 1045 01:16:54,653 --> 01:16:58,614 Luck is having a safety net to catch you when you fall, 1046 01:16:58,657 --> 01:17:00,616 no matter how high you leap. 1047 01:17:00,659 --> 01:17:02,400 Or maybe luck is what you get 1048 01:17:02,443 --> 01:17:04,315 when you stop sabotaging yourself. 1049 01:17:06,143 --> 01:17:08,754 ♪ I wanna clear my head 1050 01:17:08,798 --> 01:17:12,802 ♪ I wanna drink that sun 1051 01:17:12,845 --> 01:17:15,326 -♪ I wanna love you -♪ One, two, three 1052 01:17:15,369 --> 01:17:17,807 -♪ Nothing's for free -♪ I wanna love you 1053 01:17:17,850 --> 01:17:20,505 ♪ Four, five, six, pick up the sticks and go ♪ 1054 01:17:20,548 --> 01:17:23,682 -♪ Nothing's for free -♪ Good and strong 1055 01:17:23,726 --> 01:17:27,120 ♪ Nothing's for free Pick up the sticks and go ♪ 1056 01:17:29,035 --> 01:17:35,302 ♪ One day I'll change 1057 01:17:35,346 --> 01:17:40,133 ♪ You'll be the first one that I call ♪ 1058 01:17:40,177 --> 01:17:46,096 ♪ I owe you an apology 1059 01:17:46,139 --> 01:17:51,710 ♪ Too many thanks and that's not all ♪ 1060 01:17:51,754 --> 01:17:55,714 ♪ I've been running long before I learned to crawl ♪ 1061 01:17:57,585 --> 01:18:02,852 ♪ I've been running long before I learned to crawl ♪ 1062 01:18:02,895 --> 01:18:08,988 ♪ I've been running long before I learned to crawl ♪ 1063 01:18:09,032 --> 01:18:12,557 -♪ I wanna clear my head -♪ Now I'm running 1064 01:18:12,600 --> 01:18:14,820 -♪ I wanna drink that sun -♪ Now I'm running 1065 01:18:14,864 --> 01:18:17,301 ♪ I wanna love you good and strong ♪ 1066 01:18:17,344 --> 01:18:21,697 ♪ While our love is good and young ♪ 1067 01:18:21,740 --> 01:18:24,264 ♪ Now I'm running 1068 01:18:24,308 --> 01:18:27,050 ♪ To the end of the earth 1069 01:18:27,093 --> 01:18:29,748 ♪ And I'm swimming 1070 01:18:29,792 --> 01:18:32,403 ♪ To the edge of the sea 1071 01:18:32,446 --> 01:18:35,841 ♪ And I'm laughing 1072 01:18:35,885 --> 01:18:37,800 ♪ I'm under a starry sky 1073 01:18:37,843 --> 01:18:40,498 ♪ This world was meant for me 1074 01:18:40,541 --> 01:18:44,110 ♪ Don't bury me 1075 01:18:44,154 --> 01:18:48,245 ♪ Carry me 1076 01:20:24,254 --> 01:20:28,693 ♪ Laughing in a crown of jewels ♪ 1077 01:20:28,736 --> 01:20:34,177 ♪ Numbness from a scepter's wound ♪ 1078 01:20:34,220 --> 01:20:36,092 ♪ Toss and turn 1079 01:20:36,135 --> 01:20:39,138 ♪ I spin and learn 1080 01:20:39,182 --> 01:20:44,578 ♪ Catch yourself before you burn ♪ 1081 01:20:44,622 --> 01:20:49,235 ♪ A joker's dance before the king ♪ 1082 01:20:49,279 --> 01:20:54,414 ♪ Jangling beads and silver rings ♪ 1083 01:20:54,458 --> 01:20:58,375 ♪ Close your eyes and bare the sound ♪ 1084 01:20:59,637 --> 01:21:04,511 ♪ Jumping up, falling down 1085 01:21:08,951 --> 01:21:15,000 ♪ Falling, falling, falling, falling down ♪ 1086 01:21:18,961 --> 01:21:25,489 ♪ Look yourself in the eye before you drown ♪ 1087 01:21:33,366 --> 01:21:35,978 Falling, falling, falling in... 1088 01:21:36,021 --> 01:21:37,588 Not just everything about you 1089 01:21:37,631 --> 01:21:40,286 but the fact that I can love someone. 1090 01:21:40,330 --> 01:21:45,117 It's so strange how I went from having nothing to... 1091 01:21:50,470 --> 01:21:55,432 I have crawled inside you and I will not let go. 1092 01:21:58,043 --> 01:22:00,089 ♪ Falling, falling 1093 01:22:00,132 --> 01:22:05,311 ♪ Falling, falling down 1094 01:22:07,661 --> 01:22:14,277 ♪ Look yourself in the eye before you drown ♪ 1095 01:22:16,670 --> 01:22:21,110 ♪ Your actions will follow you full circle round ♪ 1096 01:22:21,153 --> 01:22:25,679 ♪ Your actions will follow you full circle round ♪ 1097 01:22:25,723 --> 01:22:29,988 ♪ Your actions will follow you full circle round ♪ 1098 01:22:30,032 --> 01:22:32,773 ♪ The higher the leap 1099 01:22:36,168 --> 01:22:41,782 ♪ I said the harder the ground ♪ 1100 01:24:04,474 --> 01:24:07,259 ♪ Each time you'd pulled down the driveway ♪ 1101 01:24:07,303 --> 01:24:11,350 ♪ I wasn't sure when I would see you again ♪ 1102 01:24:11,394 --> 01:24:14,875 ♪ Yours was a twisted blind sided highway ♪ 1103 01:24:14,919 --> 01:24:19,489 ♪ No matter which road you took then ♪ 1104 01:24:19,532 --> 01:24:23,406 ♪ Oh, you set up your place in my thoughts ♪ 1105 01:24:23,449 --> 01:24:27,279 ♪ Moved in and made my thinking crowded ♪ 1106 01:24:27,323 --> 01:24:31,370 ♪ Now we're out in the back with the barking dogs ♪ 1107 01:24:31,414 --> 01:24:33,503 ♪ My heart the red sun 1108 01:24:33,546 --> 01:24:37,246 ♪ Your heart the moon clouded 1109 01:24:37,289 --> 01:24:41,685 ♪ I could go crazy on a night like tonight ♪ 1110 01:24:41,728 --> 01:24:45,689 ♪ When summer's beginning to give up her fight ♪ 1111 01:24:45,732 --> 01:24:49,823 ♪ And every thought's a possibility ♪ 1112 01:24:49,867 --> 01:24:53,610 ♪ And the voices are heard but nothing is seen ♪ 1113 01:24:53,653 --> 01:24:57,266 ♪ Why do you spend this time with me ♪ 1114 01:24:57,309 --> 01:25:02,445 ♪ May be an equal mystery 1115 01:25:04,011 --> 01:25:06,536 ♪ So what is love then 1116 01:25:06,579 --> 01:25:09,669 ♪ Is it dictated or chosen 1117 01:25:09,713 --> 01:25:12,019 ♪ Handed down and made by hand ♪ 1118 01:25:12,063 --> 01:25:15,284 ♪ Does it sing like the hymns of 1,000 years ♪ 1119 01:25:15,327 --> 01:25:17,938 ♪ Or is it just pop emotion 1120 01:25:17,982 --> 01:25:20,941 ♪ Handed down and made by hand ♪ 1121 01:25:20,985 --> 01:25:23,944 ♪ And if it ever was there and it left ♪ 1122 01:25:23,988 --> 01:25:28,253 ♪ Does it mean that it was never true ♪ 1123 01:25:28,297 --> 01:25:32,039 -♪ And to exist -♪ And to exist 1124 01:25:32,083 --> 01:25:33,476 -♪ Is that why I -♪ Must I 1125 01:25:33,519 --> 01:25:37,741 ♪ Think these things of you 1126 01:25:40,744 --> 01:25:44,704 ♪ I could go crazy on a night like tonight ♪ 1127 01:25:44,748 --> 01:25:48,752 ♪ When summer's beginning to give up her fight ♪ 1128 01:25:48,795 --> 01:25:52,712 ♪ And every thought's a possibility ♪ 1129 01:25:52,756 --> 01:25:56,673 ♪ And voices are heard but nothing is seen ♪ 1130 01:25:56,716 --> 01:26:00,851 ♪ Why do you spend this time with me ♪ 1131 01:26:00,894 --> 01:26:04,028 ♪ May be an equal mystery 1132 01:26:12,210 --> 01:26:16,083 ♪ Fly away little bird 1133 01:26:16,127 --> 01:26:20,262 ♪ Find the song in you that no one's heard ♪ 1134 01:26:20,305 --> 01:26:22,220 ♪ Strengthen your wings 1135 01:26:22,264 --> 01:26:25,092 ♪ As you sing your solo flight ♪ 1136 01:26:25,136 --> 01:26:27,834 ♪ Through this short life 1137 01:26:29,271 --> 01:26:32,622 ♪ Everyone's got a deep regret ♪ 1138 01:26:32,665 --> 01:26:36,582 ♪ We try to ground ourselves to forget ♪ 1139 01:26:36,626 --> 01:26:41,718 ♪ But all along your chosen path ♪ 1140 01:26:41,761 --> 01:26:45,722 ♪ Are window panes and sheets of glass ♪ 1141 01:26:45,765 --> 01:26:50,205 ♪ That you won't see You fly too fast ♪ 1142 01:26:50,248 --> 01:26:53,686 ♪ One day it will be over 1143 01:26:56,559 --> 01:26:59,997 ♪ Fly away little bird 1144 01:27:07,874 --> 01:27:11,574 ♪ I could go crazy on a night like tonight ♪ 1145 01:27:11,617 --> 01:27:15,708 ♪ When summer's beginning to give up her fight ♪ 1146 01:27:15,752 --> 01:27:19,843 ♪ And every thought's a possibility ♪ 1147 01:27:19,886 --> 01:27:24,064 ♪ The voices are heard but nothing is seen ♪ 1148 01:27:24,108 --> 01:27:27,285 ♪ Why do you spend this time with me ♪ 1149 01:27:27,329 --> 01:27:30,854 ♪ May be an equal mystery 1150 01:27:34,118 --> 01:27:36,555 ♪ Maybe that's all that we need ♪ 1151 01:27:36,599 --> 01:27:39,645 -♪ Is to meet in the middle -♪ Of impossibility 1152 01:27:39,689 --> 01:27:42,082 ♪ Handed down and made by hand ♪ 1153 01:27:42,126 --> 01:27:44,302 ♪ We're standing at opposite poles ♪ 1154 01:27:44,346 --> 01:27:48,045 ♪ Equal partners in a mystery 1155 01:27:48,088 --> 01:27:51,309 ♪ Handed down and made by hand ♪ 1156 01:27:51,353 --> 01:27:53,050 ♪ Maybe that's all that we need ♪ 1157 01:27:53,093 --> 01:27:54,356 ♪ Is to meet in the middle 1158 01:27:54,399 --> 01:27:58,098 ♪ Of impossibility 1159 01:27:58,142 --> 01:28:00,797 ♪ Standing at opposite poles 1160 01:28:00,840 --> 01:28:04,235 ♪ Equal partners in a mystery 1161 01:28:19,642 --> 01:28:23,602 It does seem kind of unfair, timing. 1162 01:28:23,646 --> 01:28:26,910 I can't let you leave without telling you some things. 1163 01:28:26,953 --> 01:28:29,565 Okay. 1164 01:28:38,530 --> 01:28:43,970 The other day, it was my first time in a recording studio. 1165 01:28:44,014 --> 01:28:46,190 I'd been in one in my mind 1166 01:28:46,233 --> 01:28:48,801 and maybe convinced myself it was true. 1167 01:28:48,845 --> 01:28:53,023 But I'm glad to say, like, my first time was with you. 1168 01:28:54,981 --> 01:29:01,466 And when I saw Mom the other day, it wasn't... 1169 01:29:03,425 --> 01:29:08,560 It was when I picked her up from prison for the fifth time, 1170 01:29:08,604 --> 01:29:11,824 drinking and driving, selling meds to pay for vodka, 1171 01:29:11,868 --> 01:29:13,739 assault, defending herself against her brother, 1172 01:29:13,783 --> 01:29:18,265 her girlfriend, felony, battery, fighting off husband two. 1173 01:29:18,309 --> 01:29:21,225 It's the reason so many women are-- So I read. 1174 01:29:22,226 --> 01:29:23,793 Self-preservation. 1175 01:29:26,273 --> 01:29:28,406 I grew up a poor kid. 1176 01:29:28,450 --> 01:29:30,277 I, um, 1177 01:29:30,321 --> 01:29:34,499 made up a lot to seem more important, 1178 01:29:34,543 --> 01:29:36,588 cool, 1179 01:29:36,632 --> 01:29:39,417 just not poor. 1180 01:29:39,461 --> 01:29:43,769 It's proven a hard habit to break. 1181 01:29:48,426 --> 01:29:53,083 But you knowing the real me, 1182 01:29:53,126 --> 01:29:56,652 bringing me further away from needing... 1183 01:30:01,178 --> 01:30:03,876 Is it possible you might say something? 1184 01:30:03,920 --> 01:30:06,096 Like, anything. 1185 01:30:09,621 --> 01:30:12,407 You know, I talk, then you talk. That's how conversations work. 1186 01:30:12,450 --> 01:30:14,409 Well, I don't know what to... You just keep-- 1187 01:30:14,452 --> 01:30:15,584 Yeah, I keep talking 'cause you never-- 1188 01:30:15,627 --> 01:30:17,281 It's a lot to take in. 1189 01:30:18,456 --> 01:30:20,415 You can be a lot to take in. 1190 01:30:58,235 --> 01:31:01,934 No. I don't deserve anything else. 1191 01:31:01,978 --> 01:31:04,850 You've given me plenty. 1192 01:31:41,017 --> 01:31:46,849 ♪ Darkness has a hunger that's insatiable ♪ 1193 01:31:51,244 --> 01:31:55,684 ♪ Lightness has a call that's hard to hear ♪ 1194 01:32:03,213 --> 01:32:08,044 ♪ I don't know when I noticed life was life at my expense ♪ 1195 01:32:08,087 --> 01:32:14,529 ♪ The words of my heart lined up like prisoners on a fence ♪ 1196 01:32:14,572 --> 01:32:17,793 ♪ The dreams came in like needy children ♪ 1197 01:32:17,836 --> 01:32:20,186 ♪ Tugging at my sleeve 1198 01:32:20,230 --> 01:32:26,323 ♪ I said I have no way of feeding you, so leave ♪ 1199 01:32:26,366 --> 01:32:29,587 ♪ The cries of passion were like wounds ♪ 1200 01:32:29,631 --> 01:32:32,459 ♪ That needed healing 1201 01:32:32,503 --> 01:32:37,116 ♪ I couldn't hear them for the thunder ♪ 1202 01:32:37,160 --> 01:32:40,337 ♪ I was half the naked distance ♪ 1203 01:32:40,380 --> 01:32:43,993 ♪ Between hell and heaven's ceiling ♪ 1204 01:32:44,036 --> 01:32:47,562 ♪ And he almost pulled me under ♪ 1205 01:32:47,605 --> 01:32:49,172 Excuse me! 1206 01:32:49,215 --> 01:32:56,048 ♪ Oh, he almost pulled me under ♪ 1207 01:32:56,092 --> 01:33:00,313 ♪ He almost pulled me under 1208 01:33:00,357 --> 01:33:01,837 The past few weeks has been so... 1209 01:33:01,880 --> 01:33:06,363 I don't know whether to cry or smile or laugh, 1210 01:33:06,406 --> 01:33:08,017 but I love you. 1211 01:33:08,060 --> 01:33:09,845 I love you too. 1212 01:33:09,888 --> 01:33:12,761 You're still getting on that plane. 1213 01:33:12,804 --> 01:33:13,936 Are you sure? 1214 01:33:13,979 --> 01:33:16,112 As long as you promise not to slip 1215 01:33:16,155 --> 01:33:18,157 and come back a better fool. 1216 01:33:19,855 --> 01:33:23,206 ♪ Why do we hurtle ourselves 1217 01:33:23,249 --> 01:33:25,817 ♪ Through every inch of time and space ♪ 1218 01:33:25,861 --> 01:33:28,820 ♪ I must say around some corner ♪ 1219 01:33:28,864 --> 01:33:31,388 ♪ I can sense a restin' place 1220 01:33:31,431 --> 01:33:33,912 ♪ With every lesson learned 1221 01:33:33,956 --> 01:33:37,002 ♪ A line upon your beautiful face ♪ 1222 01:33:37,046 --> 01:33:38,830 ♪ We'll amuse ourselves one day ♪ 1223 01:33:38,874 --> 01:33:44,967 ♪ With these memories we'll trace ♪ 1224 01:33:47,970 --> 01:33:49,841 ♪ Get out the map 1225 01:33:49,885 --> 01:33:53,279 ♪ Get out the map and lay your finger anywhere down ♪ 1226 01:33:53,323 --> 01:33:56,848 ♪ We'll leave the figuring to those we pass ♪ 1227 01:33:56,892 --> 01:33:58,937 ♪ On our way out of town 1228 01:34:00,591 --> 01:34:02,767 ♪ I'm gonna clear my head 1229 01:34:02,811 --> 01:34:05,683 ♪ I'm gonna drink that sun 1230 01:34:05,727 --> 01:34:08,381 ♪ I'm gonna love you good and strong ♪ 1231 01:34:08,425 --> 01:34:11,297 ♪ While our love is good and young ♪ 1232 01:34:24,180 --> 01:34:26,095 No more walls. 1233 01:34:33,189 --> 01:34:36,148 ♪ My place is of the sun 1234 01:34:36,192 --> 01:34:39,064 ♪ This place is of the dark 1235 01:34:39,108 --> 01:34:42,502 ♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪ 1236 01:34:42,546 --> 01:34:44,287 ♪ I do not catch the spark 1237 01:34:44,330 --> 01:34:47,029 Is that on the radio? 1238 01:34:48,726 --> 01:34:51,337 ♪ This place is of the dark 1239 01:34:51,381 --> 01:34:54,689 ♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪ 1240 01:34:54,732 --> 01:34:57,735 ♪ I do not catch the spark 1241 01:34:57,779 --> 01:35:00,520 ♪ My place is of the sun 1242 01:35:00,564 --> 01:35:03,175 ♪ And this place is of the dark ♪ 1243 01:35:03,219 --> 01:35:05,787 ♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪ 1244 01:35:05,830 --> 01:35:09,181 Maybe I'm scared to leave and I, I need something to... 1245 01:35:09,225 --> 01:35:13,708 But the thought of being so far away from you, it kills me. 1246 01:35:13,751 --> 01:35:16,798 And maybe this is just crazy and confusion talking, 1247 01:35:16,841 --> 01:35:19,365 but I need to get this out. 1248 01:35:20,758 --> 01:35:22,151 Nobody has made me feel 1249 01:35:22,194 --> 01:35:25,807 as sexy or confident 1250 01:35:25,850 --> 01:35:29,724 or inspired or protected. 1251 01:35:29,767 --> 01:35:32,988 It feels like my desire to be with you 1252 01:35:33,031 --> 01:35:35,730 is gonna be just as strong in the next few... 1253 01:35:35,773 --> 01:35:40,560 Why am I so scared to lose you? 1254 01:35:40,604 --> 01:35:43,215 I've never felt so full in my life. 1255 01:36:09,546 --> 01:36:15,813 One true clown is born every half century. 1256 01:36:15,857 --> 01:36:18,990 So too bad for all of you. 1257 01:36:19,034 --> 01:36:23,690 You may try years and years and never meet your clown. 1258 01:36:25,127 --> 01:36:30,785 No matter how many costumes you may try. 1259 01:36:33,657 --> 01:36:36,312 ♪ My place is of the sun 1260 01:36:36,355 --> 01:36:39,184 ♪ And this place is of the dark ♪ 1261 01:36:39,228 --> 01:36:42,840 ♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪ 1262 01:36:42,884 --> 01:36:45,712 ♪ I do not catch the spark 1263 01:36:46,888 --> 01:36:49,978 ♪ No, I will not be a pawn 1264 01:36:50,021 --> 01:36:55,374 ♪ For the prince of darkness any longer ♪ 1265 01:36:56,158 --> 01:36:58,290 One, two, three, 1266 01:36:58,334 --> 01:37:01,467 four, five, six. 1267 01:37:03,774 --> 01:37:05,428 You're up kid. 1268 01:37:36,546 --> 01:37:41,116 ♪ I'm tryin' to tell you somethin' 'bout my life ♪ 1269 01:37:41,159 --> 01:37:46,556 ♪ Maybe give me insight between black and white ♪ 1270 01:37:46,599 --> 01:37:51,169 ♪ And the best thing you've ever done for me ♪ 1271 01:37:51,213 --> 01:37:56,131 ♪ Is to help me take my life less seriously ♪ 1272 01:37:56,174 --> 01:38:00,875 ♪ It's only life after all, yeah ♪ 1273 01:38:02,615 --> 01:38:04,487 ♪ I went to the doctor 1274 01:38:04,530 --> 01:38:07,011 ♪ I went to the mountains 1275 01:38:07,055 --> 01:38:09,535 ♪ I looked to the children 1276 01:38:09,579 --> 01:38:11,973 ♪ I drank from the fountains 1277 01:38:12,016 --> 01:38:15,977 ♪ There's more than one answer to these questions ♪ 1278 01:38:16,020 --> 01:38:20,285 ♪ Pointing me in a crooked line ♪ 1279 01:38:20,329 --> 01:38:24,072 ♪ And the less I seek my source for some definitive ♪ 1280 01:38:24,115 --> 01:38:27,249 ♪ The closer I am to fine 1281 01:38:28,728 --> 01:38:31,949 The challenge, be glamorous, 1282 01:38:31,993 --> 01:38:34,256 be elegant 1283 01:38:34,299 --> 01:38:36,432 and sell baked beans. 1284 01:38:55,799 --> 01:38:56,974 Less than zero. 1285 01:38:57,018 --> 01:38:59,324 You, your water on his head. 1286 01:39:07,289 --> 01:39:10,161 -Hi. -Hi. 1287 01:39:10,205 --> 01:39:12,598 So, circus school isn't what I-- 1288 01:39:12,642 --> 01:39:14,949 You know, maybe I'm weaker than I thought. 1289 01:39:14,992 --> 01:39:17,734 -What if lack of discipline-- -You promised not to slip. 1290 01:39:17,777 --> 01:39:21,042 Yeah. Your mom show up yet? 1291 01:39:21,085 --> 01:39:23,479 Robin only resurfaces when she needs something. 1292 01:39:23,522 --> 01:39:26,264 You know what, I hate this. Not being able to-- 1293 01:39:26,308 --> 01:39:28,614 No slipping. 1294 01:39:28,658 --> 01:39:32,967 ♪ Well, darkness has a hunger that's insatiable ♪ 1295 01:39:33,010 --> 01:39:38,233 ♪ And lightness has a call it's hard to hear ♪ 1296 01:39:38,276 --> 01:39:42,498 ♪ I wrap my fear around me like a blanket ♪ 1297 01:39:43,934 --> 01:39:45,849 ♪ I sailed my ship of safety 1298 01:39:45,892 --> 01:39:47,416 ♪ Till I sank it 1299 01:39:47,459 --> 01:39:50,419 ♪ I'm crawling on your shores 1300 01:39:51,463 --> 01:39:53,683 Cocentra! Cocentra! 1301 01:39:53,726 --> 01:39:56,164 ♪ I went to the doctor 1302 01:39:56,207 --> 01:39:58,993 ♪ I went to the mountains 1303 01:39:59,036 --> 01:40:00,820 ♪ I looked to the children 1304 01:40:00,864 --> 01:40:02,257 Concentreaz te, biete! 1305 01:40:05,738 --> 01:40:08,002 -Honk-honk! -Now, that! 1306 01:40:08,045 --> 01:40:11,353 Slipping can be funny! It's only life after all, mon imbecile. 1307 01:40:11,396 --> 01:40:15,661 ♪ And the less I seek my source for some definitive ♪ 1308 01:40:15,705 --> 01:40:19,448 ♪ The closer I am to fine 1309 01:40:19,491 --> 01:40:25,280 ♪ The closer I am to fine Yeah ♪ 1310 01:40:27,238 --> 01:40:28,326 Under the bigtop today. 1311 01:40:30,807 --> 01:40:35,464 ♪ The closer I am to fine Yeah ♪ 1312 01:40:58,617 --> 01:41:00,358 For you, 1313 01:41:00,402 --> 01:41:01,881 magnifique. 1314 01:41:01,925 --> 01:41:03,274 Oh, one second. 1315 01:41:27,907 --> 01:41:29,300 - Okay. - Nice. 1316 01:41:32,260 --> 01:41:33,565 Merci. 1317 01:41:47,318 --> 01:41:50,408 Final dress rehearsal for my international debut. 1318 01:42:45,681 --> 01:42:48,162 Ta-da! 1319 01:42:51,077 --> 01:42:55,691 ♪ Remember everything I told you ♪ 1320 01:42:55,734 --> 01:43:00,609 ♪ Keep it in your heart like a stone ♪ 1321 01:43:00,652 --> 01:43:03,612 ♪ And when the winds have blown things ♪ 1322 01:43:03,655 --> 01:43:06,397 ♪ Around and back again 1323 01:43:06,441 --> 01:43:11,707 ♪ What was once your pain will be your home ♪ 1324 01:43:11,750 --> 01:43:16,102 ♪ Everything in its own time 1325 01:43:17,060 --> 01:43:18,801 ♪ Everything 1326 01:43:18,844 --> 01:43:22,065 ♪ In its own time 1327 01:43:22,108 --> 01:43:25,373 ♪ Everything 1328 01:43:25,416 --> 01:43:29,507 ♪ In its own time 1329 01:43:31,901 --> 01:43:34,295 ♪ I went to the doctor 1330 01:43:34,338 --> 01:43:37,080 ♪ I went to the mountains 1331 01:43:37,123 --> 01:43:39,778 ♪ I looked to the children 1332 01:43:39,822 --> 01:43:42,259 ♪ I drank from the fountains 1333 01:43:42,303 --> 01:43:44,566 ♪ We go to the doctor 1334 01:43:44,609 --> 01:43:46,698 ♪ We go to the mountains 1335 01:43:46,742 --> 01:43:49,745 ♪ We look to the children 1336 01:43:49,788 --> 01:43:52,313 ♪ We drink from the fountains 1337 01:43:52,356 --> 01:43:56,404 ♪ There's more than one answer to these questions ♪ 1338 01:43:56,447 --> 01:43:59,668 ♪ Pointing me in a crooked line ♪ 1339 01:43:59,711 --> 01:44:03,976 ♪ The less I seek my source for some definitive ♪ 1340 01:44:04,020 --> 01:44:08,981 ♪ The closer I am to fine, yeah ♪ 1341 01:44:09,025 --> 01:44:14,117 ♪ The closer I am to fine, yeah ♪ 1342 01:44:14,160 --> 01:44:19,253 ♪ The closer I am to fine, yeah ♪ 1343 01:44:19,296 --> 01:44:24,127 ♪ The closer I am to fine, yeah ♪ 1344 01:44:24,170 --> 01:44:30,525 ♪ The closer I am to fine, yeah ♪ 1345 01:44:36,531 --> 01:44:38,359 Thanks y'all! 1346 01:44:42,319 --> 01:44:45,496 So, I'm gonna close with a cover of, 1347 01:44:45,540 --> 01:44:47,803 you know those songs that just seem like 1348 01:44:47,846 --> 01:44:49,935 they were written just for you. 1349 01:44:49,979 --> 01:44:53,722 Well, here's hoping I do it some justice. No, no, no. 1350 01:44:53,765 --> 01:44:57,334 A certain someone says perfection's an impossibility. 1351 01:44:57,378 --> 01:45:00,555 So... no disclaimers. 1352 01:45:09,085 --> 01:45:12,436 ♪ Now the parking lot is empty ♪ 1353 01:45:12,480 --> 01:45:16,005 ♪ Everyone's gone someplace 1354 01:45:16,048 --> 01:45:18,921 ♪ I pick you up and in the trunk ♪ 1355 01:45:18,964 --> 01:45:23,969 ♪ I've packed a cooler and a two-day suitcase ♪ 1356 01:45:24,013 --> 01:45:28,104 ♪ 'Cause there's a place we like to drive ♪ 1357 01:45:28,147 --> 01:45:31,934 ♪ Way out in the country 1358 01:45:31,977 --> 01:45:34,763 ♪ Five miles out of the city limit ♪ 1359 01:45:34,806 --> 01:45:38,636 ♪ We're singing and your hand's upon my knee ♪ 1360 01:45:38,680 --> 01:45:42,640 ♪ So we're okay, we're fine 1361 01:45:42,684 --> 01:45:46,340 ♪ Baby, I'm here to stop your crying ♪ 1362 01:45:46,383 --> 01:45:50,213 ♪ Chase all the ghosts from your head ♪ 1363 01:45:50,256 --> 01:45:54,086 ♪ I'm stronger than the monster beneath your bed ♪ 1364 01:45:54,130 --> 01:45:57,742 ♪ Smarter than the tricks played on your heart ♪ 1365 01:45:57,786 --> 01:46:02,399 ♪ We'll look at them together Then we'll take them apart ♪ 1366 01:46:02,443 --> 01:46:06,272 ♪ Adding up the total of a love that's true ♪ 1367 01:46:06,316 --> 01:46:09,493 ♪ Multiply life by the power of ♪ 1368 01:46:20,461 --> 01:46:22,680 Ah, I should be on the list. 1369 01:46:37,608 --> 01:46:39,349 I don't wanna open it. 1370 01:46:41,177 --> 01:46:42,874 Why? 1371 01:46:42,918 --> 01:46:48,445 What if it's weird seeing you in real moving life? 1372 01:46:48,489 --> 01:46:50,752 What if you're different than before? 1373 01:46:50,795 --> 01:46:53,842 Pretty sure I am. 1374 01:46:53,885 --> 01:46:55,931 What if you're not as good a kisser as I remember? 1375 01:46:57,541 --> 01:46:59,587 Lot of expectations. 1376 01:46:59,630 --> 01:47:01,197 Agreed? 1377 01:47:18,519 --> 01:47:22,348 ♪ You know the things that I am afraid of ♪ 1378 01:47:22,392 --> 01:47:26,352 ♪ I'm not afraid to tell 1379 01:47:26,396 --> 01:47:29,268 ♪ And if we ever leave a legacy ♪ 1380 01:47:29,312 --> 01:47:32,881 ♪ It's that we loved each other well ♪ 1381 01:47:32,924 --> 01:47:37,668 ♪ The steel bars between me and a promise ♪ 1382 01:47:37,712 --> 01:47:41,498 ♪ Suddenly bend with ease 1383 01:47:41,542 --> 01:47:44,893 ♪ The closer I'm bound in love to you ♪ 1384 01:47:44,936 --> 01:47:49,898 ♪ The closer I am to free 1385 01:47:49,941 --> 01:47:54,163 ♪ So we're okay, we're fine 1386 01:47:54,206 --> 01:47:57,819 ♪ Baby, I'm here to stop your crying ♪ 1387 01:47:57,862 --> 01:48:01,997 ♪ Chase all the ghosts from your head ♪ 1388 01:48:02,040 --> 01:48:05,870 ♪ I'm stronger than the monster beneath your bed ♪ 1389 01:48:05,914 --> 01:48:09,700 ♪ Smarter than the tricks played on your heart ♪ 1390 01:48:09,744 --> 01:48:13,835 ♪ We'll look at them together Then we'll take them apart ♪ 1391 01:48:13,878 --> 01:48:17,752 ♪ Adding up the total of a love that's true ♪ 1392 01:48:17,795 --> 01:48:20,842 ♪ Multiply life by the power of ♪ 1393 01:48:22,974 --> 01:48:26,282 ♪ I say love will come to you 1394 01:48:26,325 --> 01:48:28,632 What now? 1395 01:48:28,676 --> 01:48:33,376 It may be rushing and we might be fools for thinking, but-- 1396 01:48:33,419 --> 01:48:34,856 This is a place for one. 1397 01:48:34,899 --> 01:48:37,511 ♪ Where there's now one 1398 01:48:37,554 --> 01:48:40,992 ♪ There will be two 1399 01:48:47,608 --> 01:48:51,699 ♪ So we're okay, we're fine 1400 01:48:51,742 --> 01:48:55,354 ♪ Baby, I'm here to stop your crying ♪ 1401 01:48:55,398 --> 01:48:59,315 ♪ Chase all the ghosts from your head ♪ 1402 01:48:59,358 --> 01:49:03,188 ♪ I'm stronger than the monster beneath your bed ♪ 1403 01:49:03,232 --> 01:49:07,149 ♪ Smarter than the tricks played on your heart ♪ 1404 01:49:07,192 --> 01:49:10,805 ♪ We'll look at them together Then we'll take them apart ♪ 1405 01:49:10,848 --> 01:49:15,200 ♪ Adding up the total of a love that's true ♪ 1406 01:49:15,244 --> 01:49:19,814 ♪ Multiply life by the power of two ♪ 1407 01:49:24,775 --> 01:49:28,953 ♪ Adding up the total of a love that's true ♪ 1408 01:49:28,997 --> 01:49:33,654 ♪ Multiply life by the power of two ♪ 1409 01:49:35,917 --> 01:49:37,788 Oh! 1410 01:49:39,703 --> 01:49:41,575 Or three. 1411 01:49:45,927 --> 01:49:47,929 Okay, good. 1412 01:49:47,972 --> 01:49:49,234 -Thanks Pip, thanks Pip. -Let's take a picture. 1413 01:49:49,278 --> 01:49:51,193 Thank you.