1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,174 --> 00:00:12,637 >> Oprah: NEARLY TWO BILLION PEOPLE AROUND THE GLOBE WATCHED 4 00:00:12,721 --> 00:00:15,724 THEIR WEDDING. 5 00:00:15,807 --> 00:00:18,226 FROM THE OUTSIDE, IT LOOKED LIKE SOMETHING OUT OF A FAIRY TALE 6 00:00:18,309 --> 00:00:23,231 AND APPEARED TO SIGNAL A NEW DAY FOR THE MODERN BRITISH MONARCHY. 7 00:00:23,314 --> 00:00:24,816 >> THIS COUPLE REPRESENTS EVERYTHING PEOPLE CAN CELEBRATE. 8 00:00:24,899 --> 00:00:26,901 >> IT'S A WONDERFUL FAIRY TALE, IT'S... 9 00:00:26,985 --> 00:00:30,155 >> Oprah: THEY BECAME ONE OF THE MOST TALKED ABOUT COUPLES IN THE 10 00:00:30,238 --> 00:00:33,116 MEDIA. 11 00:00:33,199 --> 00:00:34,242 THEN, IN JANUARY 2020... 12 00:00:34,325 --> 00:00:37,620 >> THERE'S BEEN AN ALMOST SHOCKINGLY QUICK TURNAROUND. 13 00:00:37,704 --> 00:00:41,124 >> Oprah: ...HARRY AND MEGHAN STUNNED THE WORLD WHEN THEY 14 00:00:41,207 --> 00:00:43,960 DECIDED TO STEP BACK AS SENIOR MEMBERS OF THE ROYAL FAMILY. 15 00:00:44,043 --> 00:00:47,130 >> MEGHAN SEEMS TO HAVE MOVED FROM THE NATION'S HEROINE TO THE 16 00:00:47,213 --> 00:00:51,760 NATION'S VILLAIN. 17 00:00:51,843 --> 00:00:56,097 >> Oprah: TONIGHT, FOR THE FIRST TIME, THEY TELL THEIR STORY. 18 00:00:56,181 --> 00:00:58,433 I'M SITTING DOWN WITH MEGHAN. 19 00:00:58,516 --> 00:01:02,645 I THINK WHAT WE REALLY HAVE GOT TO CLEAR UP HERE IS THAT YOU, 20 00:01:02,729 --> 00:01:06,483 MEGHAN, ARE THE ONE WHO MANIPULATED, CALCULATED THIS 21 00:01:06,566 --> 00:01:08,151 "MEGXIT." 22 00:01:08,234 --> 00:01:11,154 AND LATER, HARRY JOINS US. 23 00:01:11,237 --> 00:01:11,821 WHAT WAS THE TIPPING POINT? 24 00:01:11,905 --> 00:01:13,364 DID YOU BLINDSIDE THE QUEEN? 25 00:01:13,448 --> 00:01:15,658 >> HI, GIRLS. 26 00:01:15,742 --> 00:01:17,035 >> Oprah: I ALSO VISIT THEM AT HOME, WHERE THEY'RE BEGINNING 27 00:01:17,118 --> 00:01:23,958 THEIR NEW LIFE IN AMERICA. 28 00:01:24,042 --> 00:01:26,169 WHOA! 29 00:01:26,252 --> 00:01:28,713 >> Meghan: I KNOW! 30 00:01:28,797 --> 00:01:31,466 >> Oprah: YOU REALLY ARE HAVING A BABY! 31 00:01:31,549 --> 00:01:33,343 >> Meghan: WE'RE HAVING A BABY! 32 00:01:33,426 --> 00:01:34,677 >> Oprah: THAT'S MORE THAN A BUMP. 33 00:01:34,761 --> 00:01:36,012 >> Meghan: I KNOW. 34 00:01:36,095 --> 00:01:37,138 >> Oprah: WOW. 35 00:01:37,222 --> 00:01:37,722 >> Meghan: YEAH, I KNOW! 36 00:01:37,806 --> 00:01:38,515 HI. 37 00:01:38,598 --> 00:01:38,848 >> Oprah: HUGS, HUGS. 38 00:01:38,932 --> 00:01:39,349 VIRTUAL HUG. 39 00:01:39,432 --> 00:01:40,683 >> Meghan: I KNOW. 40 00:01:40,767 --> 00:01:42,977 >> Oprah: YEAH, DISTANCE HUG. 41 00:01:43,061 --> 00:01:45,230 SO, YOU KNOW, WE'RE-- WE CAN'T HUG BECAUSE WE'RE PRACTICING-- 42 00:01:45,313 --> 00:01:47,482 >> Meghan: ALL THE THINGS. 43 00:01:47,565 --> 00:01:52,195 >> Oprah: DOING ALL THE THINGS. 44 00:01:52,278 --> 00:01:53,446 WE'VE BEEN SO STRICT. 45 00:01:53,530 --> 00:01:55,365 EVERYBODY AROUND HERE LITERALLY IS DOUBLE-MASKED AND HAS FACE 46 00:01:55,448 --> 00:01:56,032 SHIELDS. 47 00:01:56,115 --> 00:01:56,574 BUT YOU LOOK LOVELY. 48 00:01:56,658 --> 00:01:56,908 >> Meghan: THANK YOU. 49 00:01:56,991 --> 00:01:57,575 SO DO YOU. 50 00:01:57,659 --> 00:01:58,701 >> Oprah: PREGNANT AND LOVELY. 51 00:01:58,785 --> 00:02:00,370 >> Meghan: THANK YOU, YES. 52 00:02:00,453 --> 00:02:03,164 >> Oprah: DO YOU KNOW IF YOU'RE HAVING A BOY OR GIRL? 53 00:02:03,248 --> 00:02:04,541 >> Meghan: WE DO, THIS TIME. 54 00:02:04,624 --> 00:02:06,209 I WILL WAIT FOR MY HUSBAND TO JOIN US, AND WE CAN SHARE THAT 55 00:02:06,292 --> 00:02:08,378 WITH YOU. 56 00:02:08,461 --> 00:02:09,045 >> Oprah: OKAY. 57 00:02:09,128 --> 00:02:10,213 THAT WOULD BE REALLY GREAT. 58 00:02:10,296 --> 00:02:12,841 I CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR. 59 00:02:12,924 --> 00:02:13,550 SO, BEFORE WE GET INTO IT. 60 00:02:13,633 --> 00:02:15,218 >> Meghan: ( LAUGHS ) YEAH. 61 00:02:15,301 --> 00:02:20,098 >> Oprah: I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR TO EVERYBODY THAT EVEN 62 00:02:20,181 --> 00:02:22,058 THOUGH WE'RE NEIGHBORS DOWN THE-- I'M DOWN THE ROAD, YOU'RE 63 00:02:22,141 --> 00:02:22,725 UP THE ROAD... 64 00:02:22,809 --> 00:02:23,226 >> Meghan: YEAH. 65 00:02:23,309 --> 00:02:23,726 THIS ISN'T MY HOUSE. 66 00:02:23,810 --> 00:02:24,686 THIS ISN'T YOUR HOUSE. 67 00:02:24,769 --> 00:02:26,062 >> Oprah: THIS ISN'T MY HOUSE. 68 00:02:26,145 --> 00:02:28,064 WE'RE USING A FRIEND'S HOUSE BECAUSE THEY HAD A VERY NICE 69 00:02:28,147 --> 00:02:28,565 PERGOLA. 70 00:02:28,648 --> 00:02:30,191 >> Meghan: BEAUTIFUL. 71 00:02:30,275 --> 00:02:31,192 >> Oprah: THAT THERE HAS NOT BEEN AN AGREEMENT. 72 00:02:31,276 --> 00:02:33,027 YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO ASK. 73 00:02:33,111 --> 00:02:35,238 >> Meghan: NO. 74 00:02:35,321 --> 00:02:38,157 >> Oprah: AND THERE IS NO SUBJECT THAT'S OFF LIMITS. 75 00:02:38,241 --> 00:02:39,576 >> Meghan: YEAH. 76 00:02:39,659 --> 00:02:41,578 >> Oprah: AND YOU ARE NOT GETTING PAID FOR THIS INTERVIEW. 77 00:02:41,661 --> 00:02:42,370 >> Meghan: ALL OF THAT'S CORRECT. 78 00:02:42,453 --> 00:02:42,787 >> Oprah: ALL OF THAT IS CORRECT. 79 00:02:42,871 --> 00:02:43,371 >> Meghan: YEAH. 80 00:02:43,454 --> 00:02:44,247 >> Oprah: SO, YOU READY? 81 00:02:44,330 --> 00:02:45,874 >> Meghan: I AM. 82 00:02:45,957 --> 00:02:46,583 I THOUGHT THAT WAS IT. 83 00:02:46,666 --> 00:02:47,750 I THOUGHT WE WERE DONE NOW... 84 00:02:47,834 --> 00:02:49,377 >> Oprah: ( LAUGHS ) >> Meghan: ...WHEN YOU ASKED 85 00:02:49,460 --> 00:02:51,254 ABOUT BABY, AND WE'RE GOOD TO GO. 86 00:02:51,337 --> 00:02:53,089 >> Oprah: OKAY. 87 00:02:53,173 --> 00:02:56,593 BUT I REMEMBER SITTING IN THE CHAPEL AND-- THANKS FOR INVITING 88 00:02:56,676 --> 00:02:57,218 ME, BY THE WAY. 89 00:02:57,302 --> 00:02:59,095 >> Meghan: YOU'RE WELCOME. 90 00:02:59,178 --> 00:03:04,392 >> Oprah: SO, I WAS THERE ON THAT WEDDING DAY, AND I SO 91 00:03:04,475 --> 00:03:06,394 RECALL THIS SENSE OF MAGIC. 92 00:03:06,477 --> 00:03:11,316 I MEAN, I-- I'VE NEVER EXPERIENCED ANYTHING LIKE IT. 93 00:03:11,399 --> 00:03:15,653 AND WHEN YOU CAME THROUGH THAT DOOR, IT SEEMED LIKE YOU WERE, 94 00:03:15,737 --> 00:03:17,447 LIKE, FLOATING DOWN THE AISLE. 95 00:03:17,530 --> 00:03:20,617 WERE YOU EVEN INSIDE YOUR BODY AT THAT TIME? 96 00:03:20,700 --> 00:03:27,624 >> Meghan: I THOUGHT ABOUT THIS A LOT, BECAUSE IT WAS LIKE 97 00:03:27,707 --> 00:03:31,294 HAVING AN OUT-OF-BODY EXPERIENCE THAT I WAS VERY PRESENT FOR. 98 00:03:31,377 --> 00:03:35,131 AND THAT'S THE ONLY WAY I CAN DESCRIBE IT BECAUSE THE NIGHT 99 00:03:35,214 --> 00:03:36,966 BEFORE, I SLEPT THROUGH THE NIGHT ENTIRELY-- WHICH, IN AND 100 00:03:37,050 --> 00:03:38,301 OF ITSELF, IS A BIT OF A MIRACLE-- AND THEN WOKE UP AND 101 00:03:38,384 --> 00:03:42,013 STARTED LISTENING TO THAT SONG, "GOING TO THE CHAPEL..." 102 00:03:42,096 --> 00:03:43,306 >> Oprah: AH. 103 00:03:43,389 --> 00:03:46,434 >> Meghan: ...AND JUST TRIED TO MAKE IT FUN AND LIGHT AND REMIND 104 00:03:46,517 --> 00:03:47,685 OURSELVES THAT THIS WAS OUR DAY. 105 00:03:47,769 --> 00:03:50,188 BUT I THINK WE WERE BOTH REALLY AWARE, EVEN IN ADVANCE OF THAT, 106 00:03:50,271 --> 00:03:55,818 THIS-- THIS WASN'T OUR DAY. 107 00:03:55,902 --> 00:03:59,572 THIS WAS THE DAY THAT WAS PLANNED FOR THE WORLD. 108 00:03:59,656 --> 00:04:04,452 >> Oprah: EVERYBODY WHO GETS MARRIED KNOWS THAT YOU ARE 109 00:04:04,535 --> 00:04:04,827 REALLY MARRYING THE FAMILY, TOO. 110 00:04:04,911 --> 00:04:06,454 >> Meghan: MM. 111 00:04:06,537 --> 00:04:09,040 >> Oprah: BUT YOU WEREN'T JUST MARRYING A FAMILY. 112 00:04:09,123 --> 00:04:11,751 YOU WERE MARRYING A 1,200-YEAR-OLD INSTITUTION. 113 00:04:11,834 --> 00:04:13,670 YOU WERE MARRYING THE MONARCHY. 114 00:04:13,753 --> 00:04:16,673 WHAT DID YOU THINK IT WAS GOING TO BE LIKE? 115 00:04:16,756 --> 00:04:17,966 >> Meghan: I WILL SAY, I WENT INTO IT NAIVELY... 116 00:04:18,049 --> 00:04:19,384 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 117 00:04:19,467 --> 00:04:21,344 >> Meghan: ...BECAUSE I DIDN'T GROW UP KNOWING MUCH ABOUT THE 118 00:04:21,427 --> 00:04:23,680 ROYAL FAMILY. 119 00:04:23,763 --> 00:04:27,892 IT WASN'T SOMETHING THAT WAS PART OF CONVERSATION AT HOME. 120 00:04:27,976 --> 00:04:29,686 IT WASN'T SOMETHING THAT WE FOLLOWED. 121 00:04:29,769 --> 00:04:33,314 MY MOM EVEN SAID TO ME A COUPLE MONTHS AGO, SHE SAID, "DID-- DID 122 00:04:33,398 --> 00:04:38,194 DIANA EVER DO AN INTERVIEW?" NOW, NOW, I CAN SAY, "YES, A 123 00:04:38,277 --> 00:04:40,363 VERY FAMOUS ONE." 124 00:04:40,446 --> 00:04:42,407 BUT MY MOM DOESN'T EVEN KNOW THAT, RIGHT? 125 00:04:42,490 --> 00:04:44,325 >> Oprah: BUT YOU WERE CERTAINLY AWARE OF THE ROYALS. 126 00:04:44,409 --> 00:04:46,869 >> Meghan: YEAH, OF COURSE. 127 00:04:46,953 --> 00:04:50,081 >> Oprah: AND IF YOU'RE GOING TO MARRY A ROYAL, THEN YOU WOULD DO 128 00:04:50,164 --> 00:04:51,332 RESEARCH ABOUT WHAT THAT WOULD MEAN. 129 00:04:51,416 --> 00:04:52,583 >> Meghan: WELL, I DIDN'T DO ANY RESEARCH ABOUT WHAT THAT WOULD 130 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:53,418 MEAN. 131 00:04:53,501 --> 00:04:53,835 >> Oprah: YOU DIDN'T DO ANY RESEARCH. 132 00:04:53,918 --> 00:04:54,711 >> Meghan: NO. 133 00:04:54,794 --> 00:04:57,046 I'VE NEVER LOOKED UP MY HUSBAND ONLINE. 134 00:04:57,130 --> 00:04:59,048 I JUST DIDN'T FEEL A NEED TO BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT I NEEDED 135 00:04:59,132 --> 00:05:00,508 TO KNOW HE WAS SHARING WITH ME, RIGHT? 136 00:05:00,591 --> 00:05:02,427 OR EVERYTHING WE THOUGHT I NEEDED TO KNOW HE WAS TELLING 137 00:05:02,510 --> 00:05:03,678 ME. 138 00:05:03,761 --> 00:05:05,513 >> Oprah: SO, YOU DIDN'T HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH YOURSELF OR 139 00:05:05,596 --> 00:05:10,560 TALKING TO YOUR FRIENDS OR THINKING ABOUT WHAT IT'S LIKE, 140 00:05:10,643 --> 00:05:13,396 WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO MARRY A PRINCE, WHO IS HARRY-- WHO YOU 141 00:05:13,479 --> 00:05:16,024 HAD FALLEN IN LOVE WITH-- AND WHAT IT WOULD MEAN TO BE A PART 142 00:05:16,107 --> 00:05:17,150 OF THAT FAMILY? 143 00:05:17,233 --> 00:05:17,567 YOU DIDN'T GIVE IT A LOT OF THOUGHT? 144 00:05:17,650 --> 00:05:21,154 >> Meghan: NO. 145 00:05:21,237 --> 00:05:21,571 WE THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT WE THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE. 146 00:05:21,654 --> 00:05:23,865 >> Oprah: YEAH. 147 00:05:23,948 --> 00:05:24,782 WHICH IS? 148 00:05:24,866 --> 00:05:26,075 THAT'S WHAT-- THAT'S WHAT I'M TRYING TO GET. 149 00:05:26,159 --> 00:05:27,785 >> Meghan: YEAH, I DIDN'T FULLY UNDERSTAND WHAT THE JOB WAS, 150 00:05:27,869 --> 00:05:29,037 RIGHT? 151 00:05:29,120 --> 00:05:30,413 WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE A WORKING ROYAL? 152 00:05:30,496 --> 00:05:30,913 WHAT DO YOU DO? 153 00:05:30,997 --> 00:05:32,290 WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 154 00:05:32,373 --> 00:05:34,625 I KNEW THAT HE AND I WERE VERY ALIGNED ON ALL OF OUR 155 00:05:34,709 --> 00:05:36,085 CAUSE-DRIVEN WORK. 156 00:05:36,169 --> 00:05:39,380 THAT WAS PART OF OUR INITIAL CONNECTION AND WHAT WE TALKED 157 00:05:39,464 --> 00:05:44,969 ABOUT IN OUR-- THE BEGINNING OF OUR COURTSHIP. 158 00:05:45,053 --> 00:05:46,888 BUT I THINK THERE WAS NO WAY TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THE DAY-TO-DAY 159 00:05:46,971 --> 00:05:47,305 WAS GOING TO BE LIKE. 160 00:05:47,388 --> 00:05:48,347 >> Oprah: YEAH. 161 00:05:48,431 --> 00:05:51,434 >> Meghan: AND IT'S SO DIFFERENT, BECAUSE I DIDN'T 162 00:05:51,517 --> 00:05:53,478 ROMANTICIZE ANY ELEMENT OF IT. 163 00:05:53,561 --> 00:05:55,480 BUT I THINK AS AMERICANS, ESPECIALLY, WHAT DO YOU KNOW 164 00:05:55,563 --> 00:05:56,272 ABOUT THE ROYALS? 165 00:05:56,355 --> 00:05:57,607 IT'S WHAT YOU READ IN FAIRY TALES. 166 00:05:57,690 --> 00:05:59,484 >> Oprah: RIGHT. 167 00:05:59,567 --> 00:06:00,651 >> Meghan: YOU THINK IT'S WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT THE ROYALS, 168 00:06:00,735 --> 00:06:01,110 RIGHT? 169 00:06:01,194 --> 00:06:02,320 >> Oprah: RIGHT. 170 00:06:02,403 --> 00:06:04,447 >> Meghan: SO, IT'S EASY TO HAVE AN IMAGE OF IT THAT IS SO FAR 171 00:06:04,530 --> 00:06:06,407 FROM-- FROM REALITY. 172 00:06:06,491 --> 00:06:10,453 AND THAT'S WHAT WAS REALLY TRICKY OVER THOSE PAST FEW 173 00:06:10,536 --> 00:06:13,414 YEARS, IS WHEN THE PERCEPTION AND THE REALITY ARE TWO VERY 174 00:06:13,498 --> 00:06:15,583 DIFFERENT THINGS, AND YOU'RE BEING JUDGED ON THE PERCEPTION 175 00:06:15,666 --> 00:06:16,375 BUT YOU'RE LIVING THE REALITY OF IT. 176 00:06:16,459 --> 00:06:18,461 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 177 00:06:18,544 --> 00:06:19,462 >> Meghan: THERE'S A COMPLETE MISALIGNMENT, AND THERE'S NO WAY 178 00:06:19,545 --> 00:06:20,630 TO EXPLAIN THAT TO PEOPLE. 179 00:06:20,713 --> 00:06:25,301 >> Oprah: WELL, YOU KNOW, IN EVERY FAMILY, I THINK THINGS GET 180 00:06:25,384 --> 00:06:27,136 SERIOUS WHEN YOU ARE BROUGHT IN TO MEET THE MOTHER OR THE 181 00:06:27,220 --> 00:06:27,637 GRANDMOTHER. 182 00:06:27,720 --> 00:06:28,763 >> Meghan: MM-HMM. 183 00:06:28,846 --> 00:06:30,473 >> Oprah: AND IN EVERYBODY'S FAMILY WHO'S WATCHING RIGHT 184 00:06:30,556 --> 00:06:30,890 NOW... 185 00:06:30,973 --> 00:06:34,352 >> Meghan: YES. 186 00:06:34,435 --> 00:06:36,187 >> Oprah: ...THE GRANDMOTHER IS THE MATRIARCH AND KNOWN IN MANY 187 00:06:36,270 --> 00:06:36,646 FAMILIES AS "THE QUEEN." 188 00:06:36,729 --> 00:06:39,148 >> Meghan: YEAH. 189 00:06:39,232 --> 00:06:41,067 AND SHE WAS ONE OF THE FIRST PEOPLE I MET. 190 00:06:41,150 --> 00:06:44,695 >> Oprah: IN YOUR SITUATION, IT'S THE QUEEN. 191 00:06:44,779 --> 00:06:45,822 >> Meghan: THE REAL QUEEN, YEAH. 192 00:06:45,905 --> 00:06:48,032 >> Oprah: THE REAL QUEEN THAT YOU'RE-- YOU'RE MEETING. 193 00:06:48,116 --> 00:06:49,992 AND WHAT WAS THAT LIKE? 194 00:06:50,076 --> 00:06:54,956 WERE YOU WORRIED ABOUT MAKING THE RIGHT IMPRESSION? 195 00:06:55,039 --> 00:06:58,167 >> Meghan: THERE WASN'T ACTUALLY A HUGE FORMALITY THE FIRST TIME 196 00:06:58,251 --> 00:07:00,336 I MET HER MAJESTY, THE QUEEN. 197 00:07:00,419 --> 00:07:05,675 I-- WE WERE GOING TO LUNCH AT ROYAL LODGE, WHICH IS WHERE SOME 198 00:07:05,758 --> 00:07:07,844 OTHER MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY LIVE. 199 00:07:07,927 --> 00:07:12,223 SPECIFICALLY, ANDREW AND FERGIE AND EUGENIE AND BEATRICE WOULD 200 00:07:12,306 --> 00:07:14,350 SPEND A LOT OF TIME THERE. 201 00:07:14,433 --> 00:07:17,520 AND EUGENIE AND I HAD KNOWN EACH OTHER BEFORE I HAD KNOWN HARRY, 202 00:07:17,603 --> 00:07:19,897 SO THAT WAS COMFORTABLE, AND WE WERE FRIENDS WITH THEM AS A 203 00:07:19,981 --> 00:07:22,358 COUPLE. 204 00:07:22,441 --> 00:07:25,486 AND THEN, IT TURNED OUT THE QUEEN WAS FINISHING A CHURCH 205 00:07:25,570 --> 00:07:28,698 SERVICE THERE IN WINDSOR, AND SO SHE WAS GOING TO BE AT THE 206 00:07:28,781 --> 00:07:29,907 HOUSE. 207 00:07:29,991 --> 00:07:32,577 AND I REMEMBER HARRY AND I ARE IN THE CAR, AND HE SAYS, "OKAY, 208 00:07:32,660 --> 00:07:33,911 WELL, MY-- MY GRANDMOTHER'S THERE, SO YOU'RE GOING TO MEET 209 00:07:33,995 --> 00:07:34,704 HER." 210 00:07:34,787 --> 00:07:35,538 I GO, "OH, GREAT. 211 00:07:35,621 --> 00:07:36,831 I LOVE GRAND-- I LOVED MY GRANDMOTHER. 212 00:07:36,914 --> 00:07:37,665 I USED TO TAKE CARE OF MY GRANDMOTHER. 213 00:07:37,748 --> 00:07:38,583 THIS IS GREAT." 214 00:07:38,666 --> 00:07:41,335 HE GOES, "RIGHT, DO YOU KNOW HOW TO CURTSY?" 215 00:07:41,419 --> 00:07:43,004 "WHAT?" HE SAID, "DO YOU KNOW HOW TO 216 00:07:43,087 --> 00:07:48,551 CURTSY?" NOW, I THOUGHT GENUINELY THAT 217 00:07:48,634 --> 00:07:49,302 THAT WAS WHAT HAPPENS OUTSIDE. 218 00:07:49,385 --> 00:07:50,386 >> Oprah: YEAH. 219 00:07:50,469 --> 00:07:51,554 >> Meghan: I THOUGHT THAT WAS PART OF THE FANFARE OR-- 220 00:07:51,637 --> 00:07:53,472 >> Oprah: UH-HUH. 221 00:07:53,556 --> 00:07:54,432 >> Meghan: I DIDN'T THINK THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS INSIDE. 222 00:07:54,515 --> 00:07:57,268 AND I SAID, "BUT IT'S YOUR GRANDMOTHER." 223 00:07:57,351 --> 00:07:58,102 HE GOES, "IT'S THE QUEEN." 224 00:07:58,186 --> 00:07:59,562 >> Oprah: WOW. 225 00:07:59,645 --> 00:08:02,940 >> Meghan: AND THAT WAS REALLY THE FIRST MOMENT THAT THE PENNY 226 00:08:03,024 --> 00:08:03,816 DROPPED, THAT THIS WASN'T-- IT WAS EASY FOR ME UP UNTIL THEN 227 00:08:03,900 --> 00:08:05,985 TO GO-- >> Oprah: SO, DID YOU GOOGLE HOW 228 00:08:06,068 --> 00:08:06,736 TO CURTSY? 229 00:08:06,819 --> 00:08:07,195 >> Meghan: NO, WE WERE IN THE CAR. 230 00:08:07,278 --> 00:08:08,112 >> Oprah: OKAY. 231 00:08:08,196 --> 00:08:09,113 ( LAUGHTER ) >> Meghan: WE WERE IN THE CAR. 232 00:08:09,197 --> 00:08:09,864 WE'RE FIVE MINUTES FROM ARRIVING. 233 00:08:09,947 --> 00:08:10,072 >> Oprah: HOW DOES ONE CURTSY? 234 00:08:10,156 --> 00:08:12,950 YES. 235 00:08:13,034 --> 00:08:16,746 >> Meghan: DEEPLY, TO SHOW RESPECT. 236 00:08:16,829 --> 00:08:18,581 AND I LEARNED IT VERY QUICKLY, RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE HOUSE. 237 00:08:18,664 --> 00:08:19,874 WE JUST PRACTICED AND THEN WALKED IN AND-- 238 00:08:19,957 --> 00:08:21,626 >> Oprah: YOU AND HARRY PRACTICED. 239 00:08:21,709 --> 00:08:23,085 >> Meghan: YEAH. 240 00:08:23,169 --> 00:08:24,462 AND FERGIE RAN OUT, AND SHE SAID, "ARE YOU READY? 241 00:08:24,545 --> 00:08:26,380 DO YOU KNOW HOW TO CURTSY?" I SAID, "OH, MY GOODNESS, YOU 242 00:08:26,464 --> 00:08:27,548 GUYS." 243 00:08:27,632 --> 00:08:29,550 AND SO, I PRACTICED REALLY QUICKLY, AND WE WENT IN, AND I 244 00:08:29,634 --> 00:08:31,552 MET HER. 245 00:08:31,636 --> 00:08:33,930 AND, APPARENTLY, I-- I DID A VERY DEEP CURTSY... 246 00:08:34,013 --> 00:08:35,097 >> Oprah: ( LAUGHS ) >> Meghan: ...AND I DON'T 247 00:08:35,181 --> 00:08:36,515 REMEMBER IT. 248 00:08:36,599 --> 00:08:41,270 AND THEN, WE JUST SAT THERE, AND WE CHATTED. 249 00:08:41,354 --> 00:08:45,900 AND-- AND IT WAS LOVELY AND EASY AND-- AND I THINK, THANK GOD I 250 00:08:45,983 --> 00:08:47,443 HADN'T KNOWN A LOT ABOUT THE FAMILY. 251 00:08:47,526 --> 00:08:48,611 THANK GOD I HADN'T RESEARCHED. 252 00:08:48,694 --> 00:08:52,782 I WOULD HAVE BEEN SO IN MY HEAD ABOUT ALL OF IT. 253 00:08:52,865 --> 00:08:55,993 I WOULD HAVE HAD A-- >> Oprah: SO, YOU'RE-- YOU'RE-- 254 00:08:56,077 --> 00:08:59,080 BASICALLY, WHAT YOU'RE SHARING WITH US IS THAT YOU-- YOU WERE 255 00:08:59,163 --> 00:09:01,123 NO MORE NERVOUS THAN THE REGULAR PERSON WHO GOES TO MEET 256 00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:02,708 SOMEBODY'S GRANDMOTHER. 257 00:09:02,792 --> 00:09:03,626 YOU WEREN'T THAT INTIMIDATED BECAUSE IT WAS THE QUEEN. 258 00:09:03,709 --> 00:09:04,460 >> Meghan: YEAH. 259 00:09:04,543 --> 00:09:08,965 I THINK IT'S-- I THINK IT'S TWO THINGS. 260 00:09:09,048 --> 00:09:11,133 IT'S-- I HAD CONFUSED THE IDEA OF, WELL, I GREW UP IN L.A. 261 00:09:11,217 --> 00:09:12,260 YOU SEE CELEBRITIES ALL THE TIME. 262 00:09:12,343 --> 00:09:13,094 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 263 00:09:13,177 --> 00:09:16,138 >> Meghan: THIS IS NOT THE SAME, RIGHT? 264 00:09:16,222 --> 00:09:18,641 BUT IT'S VERY EASY, I THINK, ESPECIALLY AS AN AMERICAN, TO 265 00:09:18,724 --> 00:09:21,102 GO, "OH, THESE ARE FAMOUS PEOPLE." 266 00:09:21,185 --> 00:09:21,769 IT'S LIKE, "NO, THIS IS-- THIS IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT 267 00:09:21,852 --> 00:09:23,521 BALLGAME." 268 00:09:23,604 --> 00:09:24,689 >> Oprah: YEAH. 269 00:09:24,772 --> 00:09:25,231 WERE YOU SILENT? 270 00:09:25,314 --> 00:09:30,778 OR WERE YOU SILENCED? 271 00:09:39,954 --> 00:09:40,329 HERE? 272 00:09:40,413 --> 00:09:41,497 WHAT'S THE WORD? 273 00:09:41,580 --> 00:09:41,956 >> Meghan: PEACE. 274 00:09:42,039 --> 00:09:42,373 >> Oprah: PEACE. 275 00:09:42,456 --> 00:09:44,667 >> Meghan: YEAH. 276 00:09:44,750 --> 00:09:47,044 >> Oprah: THE DAY AFTER OUR INTERVIEW, I STOPPED OVER TO 277 00:09:47,128 --> 00:09:48,170 HARRY AND MEGHAN'S NEW HOME. 278 00:09:48,254 --> 00:09:49,839 >> Meghan: HI, GUY. 279 00:09:49,922 --> 00:09:51,215 >> Oprah: HI, GUY. 280 00:09:51,299 --> 00:09:53,050 >> Meghan: YEAH, GUY'S BEEN-- GUY'S BEEN THROUGH EVERYTHING 281 00:09:53,134 --> 00:09:54,010 WITH ME. 282 00:09:54,093 --> 00:09:55,386 I MEAN-- >> Oprah: YEAH, HE-- FROM THE 283 00:09:55,469 --> 00:09:56,095 BEGINNING. 284 00:09:56,178 --> 00:09:57,805 FROM THE VERY FIRST DATE, YEAH. 285 00:09:57,888 --> 00:10:00,641 >> Meghan: IF GUY-- I MEAN, I HAD HIM IN CANADA. 286 00:10:00,725 --> 00:10:02,184 I GOT HIM FROM A KILL SHELTER IN KENTUCKY. 287 00:10:02,268 --> 00:10:02,685 >> Oprah: YEAH. 288 00:10:02,768 --> 00:10:05,855 >> Meghan: HI, GIRLS! 289 00:10:05,938 --> 00:10:09,317 >> Oprah: WE PUT ON OUR WELLIES TO FEED THE HENS MEGHAN AND 290 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:12,528 HARRY RECENTLY RESCUED FROM A FACTORY FARM. 291 00:10:12,611 --> 00:10:15,489 I LOVE YOUR LITTLE DESIGNER HOUSE HERE. 292 00:10:15,573 --> 00:10:16,032 "ARCHIE'S CHICK INN." 293 00:10:16,115 --> 00:10:16,991 OH, HOW CUTE IS THAT? 294 00:10:17,074 --> 00:10:19,035 >> Prince Harry: SHE'S ALWAYS WANTED CHICKENS. 295 00:10:19,118 --> 00:10:21,329 >> Meghan: WELL, YOU KNOW, I JUST LOVE RESCUING. 296 00:10:21,412 --> 00:10:23,247 >> Oprah: SO, THIS IS A PART OF YOUR NEW LIFE. 297 00:10:23,331 --> 00:10:24,373 WHAT ARE YOU MOST EXCITED ABOUT? 298 00:10:24,457 --> 00:10:24,749 >> Meghan: WHOOP! 299 00:10:24,832 --> 00:10:25,916 YOU'RE OKAY. 300 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:27,793 >> Oprah: WHAT ARE YOU MOST EXCITED ABOUT IN THE NEW LIFE? 301 00:10:27,877 --> 00:10:28,544 WHAT ARE YOU MOST EXCITED ABOUT? 302 00:10:28,627 --> 00:10:29,712 HERE, CHICK, CHICK, CHICK, CHICK. 303 00:10:29,795 --> 00:10:32,173 >> Meghan: I THINK JUST BEING ABLE TO LIVE AUTHENTICALLY. 304 00:10:32,256 --> 00:10:32,631 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 305 00:10:32,715 --> 00:10:33,215 >> Meghan: RIGHT? 306 00:10:33,299 --> 00:10:35,885 LIKE THIS KIND OF STUFF. 307 00:10:35,968 --> 00:10:39,597 IT'S SO-- IT'S SO BASIC, BUT IT'S REALLY FULFILLING, AND JUST 308 00:10:39,680 --> 00:10:40,556 GETTING BACK DOWN TO BASICS. 309 00:10:40,639 --> 00:10:43,934 I MEAN, I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT. 310 00:10:44,018 --> 00:10:46,062 EVEN AT OUR WEDDING, YOU KNOW, THREE DAYS BEFORE OUR WEDDING, 311 00:10:46,145 --> 00:10:47,772 WE GOT MARRIED. 312 00:10:47,855 --> 00:10:48,439 >> Oprah: AH! 313 00:10:48,522 --> 00:10:49,649 >> Meghan: NO ONE KNOWS THAT. 314 00:10:49,732 --> 00:10:51,734 BUT WE CALLED THE ARCHBISHOP, AND WE JUST SAID, "LOOK, THIS 315 00:10:51,817 --> 00:10:56,197 THING, THIS SPECTACLE IS FOR THE WORLD, BUT WE WANT OUR UNION 316 00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:57,448 BETWEEN US." 317 00:10:57,531 --> 00:10:59,825 SO, LIKE, THE VOWS THAT WE HAVE FRAMED IN OUR ROOM ARE JUST THE 318 00:10:59,909 --> 00:11:04,372 TWO OF US IN OUR BACKYARD WITH THE ARCHBISHOP OF CANTERBURY, 319 00:11:04,455 --> 00:11:04,622 AND THAT WAS THE PIECE THAT-- >> Prince Harry: JUST THE THREE 320 00:11:04,705 --> 00:11:05,081 OF US. 321 00:11:05,164 --> 00:11:05,915 >> Oprah: REALLY. 322 00:11:05,998 --> 00:11:06,749 >> Prince Harry: JUST THE THREE OF US. 323 00:11:06,832 --> 00:11:09,210 >> Meghan: JUST THE THREE OF US. 324 00:11:09,293 --> 00:11:11,754 >> Oprah: YOU KNOW, THE WEDDING WAS THE MOST PERFECT PICTURE, 325 00:11:11,837 --> 00:11:14,632 YOU KNOW, ANYBODY'S EVER SEEN. 326 00:11:14,715 --> 00:11:18,427 BUT THROUGH THAT PICTURE THAT WE WERE ALL SEEING, BEHIND THE 327 00:11:18,511 --> 00:11:23,933 SCENES, OBVIOUSLY, THERE WAS A LOT OF DRAMA GOING ON. 328 00:11:24,016 --> 00:11:28,729 AND SOON AFTER YOUR MARRIAGE, THE TABLOIDS STARTED OFFERING 329 00:11:28,813 --> 00:11:33,275 STORIES THAT PAINTED A NOT-SO- FLATTERING PICTURE OF YOU IN 330 00:11:33,359 --> 00:11:35,111 YOUR NEW WORLD. 331 00:11:35,194 --> 00:11:36,779 THERE WERE RUMORS ABOUT YOU BEING "HURRICANE MEGHAN." 332 00:11:36,862 --> 00:11:38,280 >> Meghan: I HADN'T HEARD THAT. 333 00:11:38,364 --> 00:11:39,448 >> Oprah: OKAY. 334 00:11:39,532 --> 00:11:44,495 >> Oprah: SO, THERE WERE RUMORS ABOUT YOU BEING "HURRICANE 335 00:11:44,578 --> 00:11:47,164 MEGHAN" FOR THE DEPARTURE OF SEVERAL HIGH-PROFILE PALACE 336 00:11:47,248 --> 00:11:51,293 STAFF MEMBERS. 337 00:11:51,377 --> 00:11:54,755 AND THERE WAS ALSO A STORY-- DID YOU HEAR THIS ONE-- ABOUT YOU 338 00:11:54,839 --> 00:11:55,840 MAKING KATE MIDDLETON CRY? 339 00:11:55,923 --> 00:11:57,883 >> Meghan: THIS I HEARD ABOUT. 340 00:11:57,967 --> 00:11:58,634 >> Oprah: YOU HEARD ABOUT THAT. 341 00:11:58,717 --> 00:11:59,844 OKAY. 342 00:11:59,927 --> 00:12:01,929 >> Meghan: THIS WAS-- THAT WAS A-- THAT WAS A TURNING POINT. 343 00:12:02,012 --> 00:12:02,805 >> Oprah: THAT WAS A TURNING POINT. 344 00:12:02,888 --> 00:12:05,307 >> Meghan: YEAH. 345 00:12:05,391 --> 00:12:10,229 >> Oprah: SIX MONTHS AFTER HARRY AND MEGHAN'S WEDDING, HEADLINES 346 00:12:10,312 --> 00:12:12,606 BEGAN TO SWIRL ABOUT A RIFT BETWEEN MEGHAN AND HER 347 00:12:12,690 --> 00:12:15,943 SISTER-IN-LAW, THE DUCHESS OF CAMBRIDGE, KATE MIDDLETON. 348 00:12:16,026 --> 00:12:20,990 IT WAS REPORTED THAT MEGHAN HAD LEFT KATE "IN TEARS" OVER THE 349 00:12:21,073 --> 00:12:25,161 BRIDE-TO-BE'S "STRICT DEMANDS" OVER FLOWER GIRL DRESSES. 350 00:12:25,244 --> 00:12:28,205 >> Meghan: THE NARRATIVE WITH-- WITH KATE-- WHICH DIDN'T 351 00:12:28,289 --> 00:12:33,169 HAPPEN-- WAS REALLY, REALLY DIFFICULT AND SOMETHING THAT-- I 352 00:12:33,252 --> 00:12:35,004 THINK THAT'S WHEN EVERYTHING CHANGED, REALLY. 353 00:12:35,087 --> 00:12:37,673 >> Oprah: YOU SAY THE NARRATIVE WITH KATE, IT DIDN'T HAPPEN. 354 00:12:37,756 --> 00:12:39,800 SO, SPECIFICALLY, DID YOU MAKE KATE CRY? 355 00:12:39,884 --> 00:12:43,679 >> Meghan: NO. 356 00:12:43,762 --> 00:12:46,182 >> Oprah: SO, WHERE DID THAT COME FROM? 357 00:12:46,265 --> 00:12:49,852 >> Meghan: ( SIGHS ) >> Oprah: WAS THERE A SITUATION 358 00:12:49,935 --> 00:12:51,854 WHERE SHE MIGHT HAVE CRIED? 359 00:12:51,937 --> 00:12:52,521 OR SHE COULD HAVE CRIED? 360 00:12:52,605 --> 00:12:53,022 >> Meghan: NO, NO. 361 00:12:53,105 --> 00:12:56,901 THE REVERSE HAPPENED. 362 00:12:56,984 --> 00:13:00,821 AND I DON'T SAY THAT TO BE DISPARAGING TO ANYONE, BECAUSE 363 00:13:00,905 --> 00:13:03,199 IT WAS A REALLY HARD WEEK OF THE WEDDING. 364 00:13:03,282 --> 00:13:05,743 AND SHE WAS UPSET ABOUT SOMETHING, BUT SHE OWNED IT, 365 00:13:05,826 --> 00:13:08,537 AND SHE APOLOGIZED. 366 00:13:08,621 --> 00:13:11,415 AND SHE BROUGHT ME FLOWERS AND A NOTE, APOLOGIZING. 367 00:13:11,499 --> 00:13:14,919 AND SHE DID WHAT I WOULD DO IF I KNEW THAT I HURT SOMEONE, 368 00:13:15,002 --> 00:13:17,755 RIGHT, TO JUST TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY FOR IT. 369 00:13:17,838 --> 00:13:19,882 WHAT WAS SHOCKING WAS-- WHAT WAS THAT, SIX, SEVEN MONTHS AFTER 370 00:13:19,965 --> 00:13:20,341 OUR WEDDING? 371 00:13:20,424 --> 00:13:22,593 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 372 00:13:22,676 --> 00:13:24,553 >> Meghan: THAT THE REVERSE OF THAT WOULD BE OUT IN THE WORLD? 373 00:13:24,637 --> 00:13:25,846 >> Oprah: THE STORY CAME OUT SIX, SEVEN MONTHS AFTER IT 374 00:13:25,930 --> 00:13:26,263 ACTUALLY HAPPENED. 375 00:13:26,347 --> 00:13:28,432 >> Meghan: YEAH. 376 00:13:28,516 --> 00:13:31,393 >> Oprah: SO, WHEN YOU SAY-- >> Meghan: I WOULD HAVE NEVER 377 00:13:31,477 --> 00:13:33,938 WANTED THAT TO COME OUT ABOUT HER EVER, EVEN THOUGH IT HAD 378 00:13:34,021 --> 00:13:35,314 HAPPENED. 379 00:13:35,397 --> 00:13:37,733 I PROTECTED THAT FROM EVER BEING OUT IN THE WORLD. 380 00:13:37,816 --> 00:13:40,236 >> Oprah: SO, WHEN YOU SAY THE REVERSE HAPPENED, EXPLAIN TO US 381 00:13:40,319 --> 00:13:43,781 WHAT YOU MEAN BY THAT. 382 00:13:43,864 --> 00:13:49,870 >> Meghan: A FEW DAYS BEFORE THE WEDDING, SHE WAS UPSET ABOUT 383 00:13:49,954 --> 00:13:53,249 SOMETHING PERTAINING-- YES, THE ISSUE WAS CORRECT-- ABOUT FLOWER 384 00:13:53,332 --> 00:13:55,376 GIRL DRESSES, AND IT MADE ME CRY, AND IT REALLY HURT MY 385 00:13:55,459 --> 00:13:57,253 FEELINGS. 386 00:13:57,336 --> 00:13:59,964 AND I THOUGHT, IN THE CONTEXT OF EVERYTHING ELSE THAT WAS GOING 387 00:14:00,047 --> 00:14:06,804 ON IN THOSE DAYS LEADING TO THE WEDDING, THAT IT DIDN'T MAKE 388 00:14:06,887 --> 00:14:11,475 SENSE TO NOT BE JUST DOING WHATEVER-- WHAT EVERYONE ELSE 389 00:14:11,559 --> 00:14:13,269 WAS DOING, WHICH WAS TRYING TO BE SUPPORTIVE, KNOWING WHAT 390 00:14:13,352 --> 00:14:14,979 WAS GOING ON WITH MY DAD AND WHATNOT. 391 00:14:15,062 --> 00:14:17,648 >> Oprah: THIS WAS A REALLY BIG STORY AT THE TIME, THAT YOU MADE 392 00:14:17,731 --> 00:14:19,149 KATE CRY. 393 00:14:19,233 --> 00:14:22,152 NOW YOU'RE SAYING YOU DIDN'T MAKE KATE CRY. 394 00:14:22,236 --> 00:14:26,615 KATE MADE YOU CRY. 395 00:14:26,699 --> 00:14:28,617 SO, WE ALL WANT TO KNOW, WHAT WOULD MAKE YOU CRY? 396 00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:39,461 WHAT-- WHA-- WHAT WERE YOU GOING THROUGH-- YOU WERE GOING 397 00:14:39,545 --> 00:14:41,255 THROUGH ALL OF THE ANXIETY THAT BRIDES GO THROUGH PUTTING THEIR 398 00:14:41,338 --> 00:14:42,089 WEDDING TOGETHER AND GOING THROUGH ALL OF THE ISSUES WITH 399 00:14:42,172 --> 00:14:43,799 YOUR FATHER: WAS HE COMING? 400 00:14:43,882 --> 00:14:44,675 WAS HE NOT COMING? 401 00:14:44,758 --> 00:14:45,801 >> Meghan: MM. 402 00:14:45,884 --> 00:14:46,760 >> Oprah: AND THERE WAS A CONFRONTATION OVER THE-- THE 403 00:14:46,844 --> 00:14:47,803 DRESSES. 404 00:14:47,886 --> 00:14:49,972 >> Meghan: IT WASN'T A CONFRONTATION, AND I ACTUALLY 405 00:14:50,055 --> 00:14:55,936 THINK IT'S-- I DON'T THINK IT'S FAIR TO HER TO GET INTO THE 406 00:14:56,020 --> 00:14:57,771 DETAILS OF THAT, BECAUSE SHE APOLOGIZED. 407 00:14:57,855 --> 00:14:58,647 >> Oprah: OKAY. 408 00:14:58,731 --> 00:14:59,315 >> Meghan: AND I'VE FORGIVEN HER, RIGHT? 409 00:14:59,398 --> 00:15:00,482 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 410 00:15:00,566 --> 00:15:02,484 >> Meghan: WHAT WAS HARD TO GET OVER WAS BEING BLAMED FOR 411 00:15:02,568 --> 00:15:05,112 SOMETHING THAT NOT ONLY I DIDN'T DO BUT THAT HAPPENED TO ME. 412 00:15:05,195 --> 00:15:08,824 AND-- AND THE PEOPLE WHO WERE PART OF OUR WEDDING GOING TO 413 00:15:08,907 --> 00:15:13,120 OUR COMS TEAM AND SAYING, "I KNOW THIS DIDN'T HAPPEN. 414 00:15:13,203 --> 00:15:14,663 I DON'T HAVE TO TELL THEM WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED"-- 415 00:15:14,747 --> 00:15:15,873 >> Oprah: OKAY. 416 00:15:15,956 --> 00:15:16,415 >> Meghan: --"BUT I CAN AT LEAST GO ON THE RECORD AND SAY SHE 417 00:15:16,498 --> 00:15:17,833 DIDN'T MAKE HER CRY." 418 00:15:17,916 --> 00:15:19,001 AND THEY WERE ALL TOLD THE SAME-- 419 00:15:19,084 --> 00:15:21,503 >> Oprah: SO, ALL THE TIME THE STORIES WERE OUT THAT YOU HAD 420 00:15:21,587 --> 00:15:23,714 MADE KATE CRY, YOU KNEW ALL ALONG, AND PEOPLE AROUND YOU 421 00:15:23,797 --> 00:15:24,882 KNEW THAT THAT WASN'T TRUE. 422 00:15:24,965 --> 00:15:26,508 >> Meghan: EVERYONE IN THE INSTITUTION KNEW IT WASN'T TRUE. 423 00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:27,301 >> Oprah: SO, WHY DIDN'T SOMEBODY JUST SAY THAT? 424 00:15:27,384 --> 00:15:29,637 >> Meghan: THAT'S A GOOD QUESTION. 425 00:15:29,720 --> 00:15:31,305 >> Oprah: HMM. 426 00:15:31,388 --> 00:15:33,891 >> Meghan: I'M NOT SHARING THAT PIECE ABOUT KATE IN ANY WAY TO 427 00:15:33,974 --> 00:15:35,059 BE DISPARAGING TO HER. 428 00:15:35,142 --> 00:15:36,226 I THINK IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND THE 429 00:15:36,310 --> 00:15:36,685 TRUTH. 430 00:15:36,769 --> 00:15:38,687 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 431 00:15:38,771 --> 00:15:43,859 >> Meghan: BUT ALSO I THINK A LOT OF IT THAT WAS FED INTO BY 432 00:15:43,942 --> 00:15:45,027 THE MEDIA. 433 00:15:45,110 --> 00:15:46,278 AND, LOOK, I-- I WOULD HOPE THAT SHE WOULD HAVE WANTED THAT 434 00:15:46,362 --> 00:15:46,987 CORRECTED, AND MAYBE IN THE SAME WAY THAT THE PALACE WOULDN'T LET 435 00:15:47,071 --> 00:15:49,490 ANYBODY ELSE-- >> Oprah: YEAH. 436 00:15:49,573 --> 00:15:51,033 >> Meghan: --NEGATE IT, THEY WOULDN'T LET HER, BECAUSE SHE'S 437 00:15:51,116 --> 00:15:53,202 A GOOD PERSON. 438 00:15:53,285 --> 00:15:58,165 AND I THINK SO MUCH OF WHAT I HAVE SEEN PLAY OUT IS THIS IDEA 439 00:15:58,248 --> 00:16:01,543 OF POLARITY, WHERE IF YOU LOVE ME, YOU DON'T HAVE TO HATE HER. 440 00:16:01,627 --> 00:16:03,712 AND IF YOU LOVE HER, YOU DON'T NEED TO HATE ME. 441 00:16:03,796 --> 00:16:05,005 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 442 00:16:05,089 --> 00:16:09,385 YOU KNOW, THERE WERE SEVERAL STORIES THAT COMPARED HEADLINES 443 00:16:09,468 --> 00:16:10,469 WRITTEN ABOUT YOU TO THOSE WRITTEN ABOUT KATE. 444 00:16:10,552 --> 00:16:11,887 >> Meghan: MM. 445 00:16:11,970 --> 00:16:13,055 >> Oprah: SINCE YOU DON'T READ THINGS, LET ME JUST TELL YOU 446 00:16:13,138 --> 00:16:14,848 WHAT WAS SAID. 447 00:16:14,932 --> 00:16:16,058 >> Meghan: OKAY. 448 00:16:16,141 --> 00:16:20,062 >> Oprah: THERE WERE STORIES WHERE KATE WAS BEING PRAISED FOR 449 00:16:20,145 --> 00:16:21,689 HOLDING HER BABY BUMP. 450 00:16:21,772 --> 00:16:22,898 >> Meghan: OH, GOSH, HAVE I DONE IT SINCE WE'VE BEEN SITTING 451 00:16:22,981 --> 00:16:24,066 DOWN? 452 00:16:24,149 --> 00:16:24,942 >> Oprah: YES, YOU-- YOU'VE BEEN DOING IT THE WHOLE TIME. 453 00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:26,276 >> Meghan: PROBABLY. 454 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:27,528 OKAY. 455 00:16:27,611 --> 00:16:29,071 >> Oprah: KATE WAS PRAISED FOR CRADLING HER BABY BUMP, AND THE 456 00:16:29,154 --> 00:16:34,368 HEADLINE ABOUT YOU DOING THE SAME THING SAID, "MEGHAN CAN'T 457 00:16:34,451 --> 00:16:37,913 KEEP HANDS OFF HER BABY BUMP FOR PRIDE OR VANITY." 458 00:16:37,996 --> 00:16:40,082 >> Meghan: WHAT DOES IT HAVE TO DO WITH PRIDE OR VANITY? 459 00:16:40,165 --> 00:16:41,792 >> Oprah: WELL, I'M JUST-- I'M JUST TELLING YOU ABOUT THE 460 00:16:41,875 --> 00:16:42,584 STORIES, OKAY? 461 00:16:42,668 --> 00:16:44,378 >> Meghan: OKAY, I HEAR YOU. 462 00:16:44,461 --> 00:16:49,758 >> Oprah: THEN, THERE WAS A WHOLE ONLINE PIECE ABOUT THIS: 463 00:16:49,842 --> 00:16:51,385 KATE EATING AVOCADOS TO HELP WITH MORNING SICKNESS. 464 00:16:51,468 --> 00:16:52,094 >> Meghan: ( LAUGHS ) I HEARD-- OKAY, I HEARD ABOUT 465 00:16:52,177 --> 00:16:54,596 THE AVOCADO ONE. 466 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:56,056 >> Oprah: BUT YOU WERE EATING AVOCADOS-- 467 00:16:56,140 --> 00:16:59,601 >> Meghan: AND FUELING MURDER, APPARENTLY. 468 00:16:59,685 --> 00:17:04,690 >> Oprah: --WOLFING DOWN A FRUIT LINKED TO WATER SHORTAGES, 469 00:17:04,773 --> 00:17:08,110 ILLEGAL DEFORESTATION, AND ENVIRONMENTAL DEVASTATION. 470 00:17:08,193 --> 00:17:10,612 THERE WAS-- SEEMS-- THERE SEEMS TO BE-- THERE WAS A-- 471 00:17:10,696 --> 00:17:11,655 >> Meghan: THAT'S A REALLY LOADED PIECE OF TOAST. 472 00:17:11,739 --> 00:17:16,994 ( LAUGHTER ) I MEAN, CAN YOU EVEN-- YOU HAVE 473 00:17:17,077 --> 00:17:19,246 TO LAUGH AT A CERTAIN POINT, BECAUSE IT'S JUST RIDICULOUS. 474 00:17:19,329 --> 00:17:22,958 >> Oprah: THAT'S GOOD, "THAT'S A LOADED PIECE OF TOAST." 475 00:17:23,041 --> 00:17:23,417 IT'S ABOUT DEFORESTATION AND-- >> Meghan: OH, MAN! 476 00:17:23,500 --> 00:17:25,586 >> Oprah: OH, WOW. 477 00:17:25,669 --> 00:17:30,299 SO, DO YOU THINK THERE WAS A STANDARD FOR KATE IN GENERAL AND 478 00:17:30,382 --> 00:17:31,467 A SEPARATE ONE FOR YOU? 479 00:17:31,550 --> 00:17:39,808 AND IF SO, WHY? 480 00:17:39,892 --> 00:17:43,896 >> Meghan: I DON'T KNOW WHY. 481 00:17:43,979 --> 00:17:45,147 I CAN SEE NOW WHAT LAYERS WERE AT PLAY THERE. 482 00:17:45,230 --> 00:17:48,817 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 483 00:17:48,901 --> 00:17:53,113 >> Meghan: AND, AGAIN, THEY REALLY SEEMED TO WANT A 484 00:17:53,197 --> 00:17:55,199 NARRATIVE OF A HERO AND A VILLAIN. 485 00:17:55,282 --> 00:17:56,825 >> Oprah: YEAH. 486 00:17:56,909 --> 00:18:02,790 YOU CAME IN AS THE FIRST MIXED- RACE PERSON TO MARRY INTO THE 487 00:18:02,873 --> 00:18:09,713 FAMILY, AND DID THAT CONCERN YOU IN BEING ABLE TO FIT IN? 488 00:18:14,092 --> 00:18:14,635 AMERICAN. 489 00:18:14,718 --> 00:18:16,678 YOU CAME IN AS AN ACTRESS. 490 00:18:16,762 --> 00:18:17,721 YOU CAME IN AS A DIVORCEE. 491 00:18:17,805 --> 00:18:20,724 YOU CAME IN AS AN INDEPENDENT WOMAN. 492 00:18:20,808 --> 00:18:23,018 YOU CAME IN AS THE FIRST MIXED- RACE PERSON TO MARRY INTO THE 493 00:18:23,101 --> 00:18:24,728 FAMILY. 494 00:18:24,812 --> 00:18:25,854 AND YOURS WAS A DIFFERENT STORY. 495 00:18:25,938 --> 00:18:27,689 >> Meghan: MM. 496 00:18:27,773 --> 00:18:31,735 >> Oprah: AND DID THAT CONCERN YOU IN-- IN BEING ABLE TO FIT 497 00:18:31,819 --> 00:18:32,569 IN? 498 00:18:32,653 --> 00:18:34,655 DID-- DID YOU THINK ABOUT THAT AT ALL? 499 00:18:34,738 --> 00:18:37,199 >> Meghan: WELL, I THOUGHT ABOUT IT BECAUSE THEY MADE ME THINK 500 00:18:37,282 --> 00:18:38,575 ABOUT IT. 501 00:18:38,659 --> 00:18:39,535 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 502 00:18:39,618 --> 00:18:42,204 >> Meghan: RIGHT? 503 00:18:42,287 --> 00:18:43,997 BUT I THINK, AT THE SAME TIME NOW, UPON REFLECTION, THANK GOD 504 00:18:44,081 --> 00:18:45,165 ALL OF THOSE THINGS WERE TRUE. 505 00:18:45,249 --> 00:18:46,875 THANK GOD I HAD THAT LIFE EXPERIENCE. 506 00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:51,672 THANK GOD I HAD KNOWN THE VALUE OF WORKING. 507 00:18:51,755 --> 00:18:53,257 MY FIRST JOB WAS WHEN I WAS 13, AT A FROZEN YOGURT SHOP CALLED 508 00:18:53,340 --> 00:18:55,217 HUMPHREY YOGART. 509 00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:57,177 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 510 00:18:57,261 --> 00:18:59,221 >> Meghan: I'VE ALWAYS WORKED. 511 00:18:59,304 --> 00:19:02,516 I'VE ALWAYS VALUED INDEPENDENCE. 512 00:19:02,599 --> 00:19:04,101 I'VE ALWAYS BEEN OUTSPOKEN, ESPECIALLY ABOUT WOMEN'S RIGHTS. 513 00:19:04,184 --> 00:19:09,022 I MEAN, THAT'S THE SAD IRONY OF THE LAST FOUR YEARS IS I'VE 514 00:19:09,106 --> 00:19:15,696 ADVOCATED FOR SO LONG FOR WOMEN TO USE THEIR VOICE, AND THEN I 515 00:19:15,779 --> 00:19:17,114 WAS SILENT. 516 00:19:17,197 --> 00:19:19,825 >> Oprah: WERE YOU SILENT? 517 00:19:19,908 --> 00:19:22,202 OR WERE YOU SILENCED? 518 00:19:22,286 --> 00:19:24,204 >> Meghan: THE LATTER. 519 00:19:24,288 --> 00:19:27,249 >> Oprah: SO, HOW DOES THAT WORK? 520 00:19:27,332 --> 00:19:34,381 WERE YOU TOLD BY THE COMS PEOPLE OR THE-- I DON'T KNOW-- THE 521 00:19:34,464 --> 00:19:37,301 INSTITUTION, THE-- WERE-- WERE YOU TOLD TO KEEP SILENT? 522 00:19:37,384 --> 00:19:41,388 HOW WERE YOU TOLD TO HANDLE TABLOIDS OR GOSSIP? 523 00:19:41,471 --> 00:19:43,182 WERE YOU-- WERE YOU TOLD TO SAY NOTHING? 524 00:19:43,265 --> 00:19:48,437 >> Meghan: EVERYONE FROM-- EVERYONE IN MY WORLD WAS GIVEN 525 00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:51,398 VERY CLEAR DIRECTIVE FROM THE MOMENT THE WORLD KNEW HARRY AND 526 00:19:51,481 --> 00:19:58,405 I WERE DATING TO ALWAYS SAY "NO COMMENT." 527 00:19:58,488 --> 00:19:59,448 THAT'S MY FRIENDS, MY MOM AND DAD. 528 00:19:59,531 --> 00:19:59,948 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 529 00:20:00,032 --> 00:20:00,616 >> Meghan: AND WE DID. 530 00:20:00,699 --> 00:20:01,575 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 531 00:20:01,658 --> 00:20:03,285 >> Meghan: I DID ANYTHING THEY TOLD ME TO DO. 532 00:20:03,368 --> 00:20:04,953 OF COURSE I DID, BECAUSE IT WAS ALSO THROUGH THE LENS OF "AND 533 00:20:05,037 --> 00:20:06,622 WE'LL PROTECT YOU." 534 00:20:06,705 --> 00:20:09,917 SO, EVEN AS THINGS STARTED TO ROLL OUT IN THE MEDIA THAT I 535 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:14,463 DIDN'T SEE BUT MY FRIENDS WOULD CALL ME AND SAY, "MEG, THIS IS 536 00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:16,465 REALLY BAD," BECAUSE I DIDN'T SEE IT, I'D GO, "DON'T WORRY. 537 00:20:16,548 --> 00:20:16,840 I'M BEING PROTECTED." 538 00:20:16,924 --> 00:20:17,466 >> Oprah: MM. 539 00:20:17,549 --> 00:20:22,971 >> Meghan: I BELIEVED THAT. 540 00:20:23,055 --> 00:20:28,977 AND-- AND I THINK THAT WAS-- THAT WAS REALLY HARD TO 541 00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:32,981 RECONCILE BECAUSE IT WAS ONLY-- IT WAS ONLY ONCE WE WERE MARRIED 542 00:20:33,065 --> 00:20:38,487 AND EVERYTHING STARTED TO REALLY WORSEN THAT I CAME TO UNDERSTAND 543 00:20:38,570 --> 00:20:44,826 THAT NOT ONLY WAS I NOT BEING PROTECTED BUT THAT THEY WERE 544 00:20:44,910 --> 00:20:47,829 WILLING TO LIE TO PROTECT OTHER MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY, BUT THEY 545 00:20:47,913 --> 00:20:49,331 WEREN'T WILLING TO TELL THE TRUTH TO PROTECT ME AND MY 546 00:20:49,414 --> 00:20:52,000 HUSBAND. 547 00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:59,049 >> Oprah: SO, ARE YOU SAYING YOU DID NOT FEEL SUPPORTED BY THE 548 00:20:59,132 --> 00:21:07,975 POWERS THAT BE, BE THAT THE FIRM, THE MONARCHY, ALL OF THEM? 549 00:21:08,058 --> 00:21:10,227 >> Meghan: IT'S HARD FOR PEOPLE TO DISTINGUISH THE TWO BECAUSE 550 00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:10,686 THERE'S-- IT'S A FAMILY BUSINESS, RIGHT? 551 00:21:10,769 --> 00:21:12,813 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 552 00:21:12,896 --> 00:21:14,189 >> Meghan: SO, THERE'S THE FAMILY, AND THEN THERE'S THE 553 00:21:14,272 --> 00:21:16,191 PEOPLE THAT ARE RUNNING THE INSTITUTION. 554 00:21:16,274 --> 00:21:17,484 THOSE ARE TWO SEPARATE THINGS. 555 00:21:17,567 --> 00:21:21,446 AND IT'S IMPORTANT TO BE ABLE TO COMPARTMENTALIZE THAT, BECAUSE 556 00:21:21,530 --> 00:21:25,701 THE QUEEN, FOR EXAMPLE, HAS ALWAYS BEEN WONDERFUL TO ME. 557 00:21:25,784 --> 00:21:29,204 I MEAN, WE HAD ONE OF OUR FIRST JOINT ENGAGEMENTS TOGETHER. 558 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:30,372 SHE ASKED ME TO JOIN HER, AND I REM-- 559 00:21:30,455 --> 00:21:31,039 >> Oprah: WAS THIS ON THE TRAIN? 560 00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:32,791 >> Meghan: YEAH, ON THE TRAIN. 561 00:21:32,874 --> 00:21:34,042 >> Oprah: YEAH. 562 00:21:34,126 --> 00:21:35,293 >> Meghan: AND WE HAD BREAKFAST TOGETHER THAT MORNING, AND SHE'D 563 00:21:35,377 --> 00:21:38,213 GIVEN ME A BEAUTIFUL GIFT, AND I JUST REALLY LOVED BEING IN HER 564 00:21:38,296 --> 00:21:39,256 COMPANY. 565 00:21:39,339 --> 00:21:40,507 AND I REMEMBER WE WERE IN THE CAR-- 566 00:21:40,590 --> 00:21:42,217 >> Oprah: CAN YOU SHARE WHAT THE GIFT WAS, OR-- 567 00:21:42,300 --> 00:21:44,344 >> Meghan: YES. 568 00:21:44,428 --> 00:21:45,554 SHE GAVE ME SOME BEAUTIFUL PEARL EARRINGS AND A MATCHING 569 00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:48,223 NECKLACE. 570 00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:53,895 AND WE WERE IN THE CAR GOING BETWEEN ENGAGEMENTS, AND SHE HAS 571 00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:57,357 A BLANKET THAT SITS ACROSS HER-- HER KNEES FOR WARMTH. 572 00:21:57,441 --> 00:22:00,110 AND IT WAS CHILLY, AND SHE WAS LIKE, "MEGHAN, COME ON," AND PUT 573 00:22:00,193 --> 00:22:01,361 IT OVER MY KNEES, AS WELL. 574 00:22:01,445 --> 00:22:01,820 >> Oprah: OH, NICE! 575 00:22:01,903 --> 00:22:04,448 >> Meghan: RIGHT? 576 00:22:04,531 --> 00:22:06,950 JUST MOMENTS OF-- AND IT MADE ME THINK OF MY GRANDMOTHER WHERE 577 00:22:07,034 --> 00:22:08,577 SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN WARM AND INVITING AND-- AND REALLY 578 00:22:08,660 --> 00:22:09,619 WELCOMING. 579 00:22:09,703 --> 00:22:11,580 >> Oprah: SO, OKAY, SO SHE MADE YOU FEEL WELCOMED. 580 00:22:11,663 --> 00:22:12,497 >> Meghan: YES. 581 00:22:12,581 --> 00:22:15,792 >> Oprah: DID YOU FEEL WELCOMED BY EVERYONE? 582 00:22:15,876 --> 00:22:18,545 IT SEEMED LIKE YOU AND KATE AT THE WIMBLEDON-- WIMBLEDON GAME 583 00:22:18,628 --> 00:22:20,589 WHERE YOU WERE GOING TO WATCH A FRIEND PLAY TENNIS... 584 00:22:20,672 --> 00:22:22,591 >> Meghan: ( LAUGHS ) >> Oprah: ...WAS IT WHAT IT 585 00:22:22,674 --> 00:22:25,385 LOOKED LIKE? 586 00:22:25,469 --> 00:22:27,888 YOU ARE TWO SISTERS-IN-LAW OUT THERE IN THE WORLD, GETTING TO 587 00:22:27,971 --> 00:22:30,307 KNOW EACH OTHER. 588 00:22:30,390 --> 00:22:34,144 WAS SHE HELPING YOU, EMBRACING YOU INTO THE FAMILY, HELPING YOU 589 00:22:34,227 --> 00:22:35,020 ADJUST? 590 00:22:35,103 --> 00:22:37,272 >> Meghan: I THINK EVERYONE WELCOMED ME. 591 00:22:37,355 --> 00:22:41,943 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 592 00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:45,697 >> Meghan: AND-- AND, YEAH, AND MO-- WHEN YOU SAY "WAS IT WHAT 593 00:22:45,781 --> 00:22:47,491 IT LOOKED LIKE?" MY UNDERSTANDING AND MY EXPERIENCE 594 00:22:47,574 --> 00:22:52,746 OF THE PAST FOUR YEARS IS IT'S NOTHING LIKE WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. 595 00:22:52,829 --> 00:22:53,955 IT'S NOTHING LIKE WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. 596 00:22:54,039 --> 00:22:59,461 AND I-- AND I REMEMBER SO OFTEN PEOPLE WITHIN THE FIRM WOULD 597 00:22:59,544 --> 00:23:02,422 SAY, "WELL, YOU CAN'T DO THIS BECAUSE IT'LL LOOK LIKE THAT. 598 00:23:02,506 --> 00:23:03,548 YOU CAN'T"-- SO, EVEN, "CAN I GO AND HAVE 599 00:23:03,632 --> 00:23:04,925 LUNCH WITH MY FRIENDS?" "NO, NO, NO. 600 00:23:05,008 --> 00:23:05,384 YOU'RE OVERSATURATED. 601 00:23:05,467 --> 00:23:06,551 YOU'RE EVERYWHERE. 602 00:23:06,635 --> 00:23:07,928 IT WOULD BE BEST FOR YOU TO NOT GO OUT TO LUNCH WITH YOUR 603 00:23:08,011 --> 00:23:10,097 FRIENDS." 604 00:23:10,180 --> 00:23:12,641 I GO, "WELL, I HAVEN'T-- I HAVEN'T LEFT THE HOUSE IN 605 00:23:12,724 --> 00:23:13,892 MONTHS." 606 00:23:13,975 --> 00:23:16,144 I MEAN, THERE WAS A DAY THAT ONE OF THE MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY, 607 00:23:16,228 --> 00:23:19,815 SHE CAME OVER, AND SHE SAID, "WHY DON'T YOU JUST LAY LOW FOR 608 00:23:19,898 --> 00:23:25,153 A LITTLE WHILE, BECAUSE YOU ARE EVERYWHERE RIGHT NOW." 609 00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:28,323 AND I SAID, "I'VE LEFT THE HOUSE TWICE IN FOUR MONTHS. 610 00:23:28,406 --> 00:23:33,161 I'M EVERYWHERE, BUT I AM NOWHERE." 611 00:23:33,245 --> 00:23:36,790 AND FROM THAT STANDPOINT, I CONTINUED TO SAY TO PEOPLE, "I 612 00:23:36,873 --> 00:23:39,501 KNOW THERE'S AN OBSESSION WITH HOW THINGS LOOK, BUT HAS ANYONE 613 00:23:39,584 --> 00:23:41,503 TALKED ABOUT HOW IT FEELS? 614 00:23:41,586 --> 00:23:43,463 BECAUSE RIGHT NOW, I COULD NOT FEEL LONELIER." 615 00:23:43,547 --> 00:23:46,508 >> Oprah: HMM. 616 00:23:46,591 --> 00:23:49,719 YOU WERE FEELING LONELY, EVEN THOUGH YOUR-- YOUR PRINCE, 617 00:23:49,803 --> 00:23:51,513 YOU'RE IN LOVE, YOU'RE WITH HIM. 618 00:23:51,596 --> 00:23:52,806 >> Meghan: I'M NOT LONELY-- I WASN'T LONELY WITH HIM. 619 00:23:52,889 --> 00:23:54,015 >> Oprah: YEAH. 620 00:23:54,099 --> 00:23:55,809 >> Meghan: THERE WERE MOMENTS THAT HE HAD TO WORK OR HE HAD TO 621 00:23:55,892 --> 00:23:56,893 GO AWAY. 622 00:23:56,977 --> 00:24:01,481 THERE'S-- THERE'S MOMENTS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. 623 00:24:01,565 --> 00:24:03,358 AND SO, THERE WAS VERY LITTLE THAT I WAS ALLOWED TO DO. 624 00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:04,693 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 625 00:24:04,776 --> 00:24:06,903 >> Meghan: AND SO, YEAH, OF COURSE THAT BREEDS LONELINESS 626 00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:09,072 WHEN YOU'VE COME FROM SUCH A FULL LIFE OR WHEN YOU'VE COME 627 00:24:09,156 --> 00:24:10,365 FROM FREEDOM. 628 00:24:10,448 --> 00:24:12,742 I-- I THINK THE EASIEST WAY THAT NOW PEOPLE CAN UNDERSTAND IT IS 629 00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:14,578 WHAT WE'VE ALL GONE THROUGH IN LOCKDOWN. 630 00:24:14,661 --> 00:24:16,163 >> Oprah: YEAH. 631 00:24:16,246 --> 00:24:17,581 WELL, EVERYBODY CAN CERTAINLY RELATE NOW. 632 00:24:17,664 --> 00:24:23,920 >> Meghan: IN THOSE MONTHS WHEN I WAS PREGNANT, ALL AROUND THIS 633 00:24:24,004 --> 00:24:26,548 SAME TIME, SO WE HAVE IN TANDEM THE CONVERSATION OF "HE WON'T BE 634 00:24:26,631 --> 00:24:28,049 GIVEN SECURITY. 635 00:24:28,133 --> 00:24:32,596 HE'S NOT GOING TO BE GIVEN A TITLE," AND ALSO CONCERNS AND 636 00:24:32,679 --> 00:24:36,892 CONVERSATIONS ABOUT HOW DARK HIS SKIN MIGHT BE WHEN HE'S BORN. 637 00:24:36,975 --> 00:24:40,979 >> Oprah: WHAT? 638 00:24:47,777 --> 00:24:54,409 ASKED IF I'M OKAY, BUT IT'S A VERY REAL THING TO BE GOING 639 00:24:54,492 --> 00:24:57,120 THROUGH BEHIND THE SCENES. 640 00:24:57,204 --> 00:25:01,750 >> AND THE ANSWER IS, WOULD IT BE FAIR TO SAY, "NOT REALLY 641 00:25:01,833 --> 00:25:02,584 OKAY," AS IN IT'S REALLY BEEN A STRUGGLE? 642 00:25:02,667 --> 00:25:06,546 >> Meghan: YES. 643 00:25:06,630 --> 00:25:10,717 >> Oprah: WELL, I WOULD HAVE TO SAY, IN SOUTH AFRICA, WHEN THE 644 00:25:10,800 --> 00:25:11,968 REPORTER STOPPED AND ASKED "ARE YOU OKAY..." 645 00:25:12,052 --> 00:25:15,096 >> Meghan: MM. 646 00:25:15,180 --> 00:25:16,890 >> Oprah: AND, WHOO, WE ALL FELT THAT. 647 00:25:16,973 --> 00:25:20,727 WHY DID THAT QUESTION STRIKE SUCH A NERVE? 648 00:25:20,810 --> 00:25:23,647 WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH YOU INTERNALLY AT THAT TIME? 649 00:25:23,730 --> 00:25:28,568 >> Meghan: THAT WAS THE LAST DAY OF THE TOUR. 650 00:25:28,652 --> 00:25:30,570 YOU KNOW, THOSE TOURS ARE-- I'M SURE THEY HAVE BEAUTIFUL 651 00:25:30,654 --> 00:25:33,531 PICTURES AND IT LOOKS VIBRANT, AND ALL OF THAT IS TRUE. 652 00:25:33,615 --> 00:25:35,784 IT'S ALSO REALLY EXHAUSTING. 653 00:25:35,867 --> 00:25:41,289 SO, I WAS FRIED, AND I THINK IT JUST HIT ME SO HARD BECAUSE WE 654 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:45,126 WERE MAKING IT LOOK LIKE EVERYTHING WAS FINE. 655 00:25:45,210 --> 00:25:49,923 I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE WERE REALLY SURPRISED TO SEE THAT 656 00:25:50,006 --> 00:25:50,382 THERE WAS PAIN THERE... 657 00:25:50,465 --> 00:25:51,299 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 658 00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:54,302 >> Meghan: ...BECAUSE WE WERE DOING OUR JOB. 659 00:25:54,386 --> 00:25:57,138 OUR JOB WAS TO BE ON AND TO SMILE. 660 00:25:57,222 --> 00:26:01,685 AND SO, WHEN HE ASKED ME THAT, I GUESS I HAD FELT THAT IT HAD 661 00:26:01,768 --> 00:26:06,815 NEVER OCCURRED TO ANYONE THAT I-- THAT I WASN'T OKAY AND THAT 662 00:26:06,898 --> 00:26:07,983 I HAD REALLY BEEN SUFFERING. 663 00:26:08,066 --> 00:26:10,151 AND I HAD KNOWN FOR A LONG TIME AND HAD BEEN ASKING THE 664 00:26:10,235 --> 00:26:12,279 INSTITUTION FOR HELP FOR QUITE A LONG TIME. 665 00:26:12,362 --> 00:26:19,536 >> Oprah: HELP FOR WHAT? 666 00:26:19,619 --> 00:26:22,122 >> Meghan: AFTER WE HAD GOTTEN BACK FROM OUR AUSTRALIA TOUR-- 667 00:26:22,205 --> 00:26:28,378 WHICH WAS ABOUT A YEAR BEFORE THAT-- AND WE TALKED ABOUT WHEN 668 00:26:28,461 --> 00:26:30,672 THINGS REALLY STARTED TO TURN, WHEN I KNEW WE WEREN'T BEING 669 00:26:30,755 --> 00:26:31,881 PROTECTED. 670 00:26:31,965 --> 00:26:37,304 AND IT WAS DURING THAT PART OF MY PREGNANCY, ESPECIALLY, THAT I 671 00:26:37,387 --> 00:26:39,014 STARTED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT OUR CONTINUED REALITY WAS GOING TO 672 00:26:39,097 --> 00:26:40,140 LOOK LIKE. 673 00:26:40,223 --> 00:26:44,019 >> Oprah: WHAT KIND OF PROTECTION DID YOU WANT THAT YOU 674 00:26:44,102 --> 00:26:47,022 FEEL YOU DIDN'T RECEIVE? 675 00:26:47,105 --> 00:26:53,528 >> Meghan: I MEAN, THEY WOULD GO ON THE RECORD AND NEGATE THE 676 00:26:53,611 --> 00:26:57,198 MOST RIDICULOUS STORY FOR ANYONE, RIGHT? 677 00:26:57,282 --> 00:27:00,493 I'M TALKING ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE SUPER ARTIFICIAL AND 678 00:27:00,577 --> 00:27:02,704 INCONSEQUENTIAL. 679 00:27:02,787 --> 00:27:05,707 BUT THE NARRATIVE ABOUT, YOU KNOW, MAKING KATE CRY I THINK 680 00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:06,708 WAS THE BEGINNING OF A REAL CHARACTER ASSASSINATION. 681 00:27:06,791 --> 00:27:09,627 AND THEY KNEW IT WASN'T TRUE. 682 00:27:09,711 --> 00:27:11,713 AND I THOUGHT, WELL, IF THEY'RE NOT GOING TO KILL THINGS LIKE 683 00:27:11,796 --> 00:27:17,552 THAT, THEN WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO? 684 00:27:17,635 --> 00:27:19,095 SEPARATE FROM THAT, AND WHAT WAS HAPPENING BEHIND CLOSED DOORS 685 00:27:19,179 --> 00:27:20,764 WAS, YOU KNOW, WE KNEW I WAS PREGNANT. 686 00:27:20,847 --> 00:27:22,140 WE NOW KNOW IT'S ARCHIE, AND IT WAS A BOY. 687 00:27:22,223 --> 00:27:24,684 WE DIDN'T KNOW ANY OF THAT AT THE TIME. 688 00:27:24,768 --> 00:27:28,021 WE CAN JUST TALK ABOUT IT AS ARCHIE NOW. 689 00:27:28,104 --> 00:27:32,192 AND THAT WAS WHEN THEY WERE SAYING THEY DIDN'T WANT HIM TO 690 00:27:32,275 --> 00:27:34,569 BE A PRINCE OR A PRINCESS-- NOT KNOWING WHAT THE GENDER WOULD 691 00:27:34,652 --> 00:27:38,406 BE, WHICH WOULD BE DIFFERENT FROM PROTOCOL-- AND THAT HE 692 00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:40,700 WASN'T GOING TO RECEIVE SECURITY. 693 00:27:40,784 --> 00:27:43,078 >> Oprah: WHAT? 694 00:27:43,161 --> 00:27:44,204 >> Meghan: IT WAS REALLY HARD. 695 00:27:44,287 --> 00:27:45,205 >> Oprah: WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 696 00:27:45,288 --> 00:27:49,584 >> Meghan: HE WASN'T GOING TO RECEIVE SECURITY. 697 00:27:49,667 --> 00:27:53,797 THIS WENT ON FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS OF OUR PREGNANCY WHERE 698 00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:55,924 I'M GOING, "HOLD ON A SECOND." 699 00:27:56,007 --> 00:27:59,594 >> Oprah: THAT YOUR SON AND HARRY-- PRINCE HARRY'S SON WAS 700 00:27:59,677 --> 00:28:01,096 NOT GOING TO RECEIVE SECURITY? 701 00:28:01,179 --> 00:28:01,638 >> Meghan: THAT'S RIGHT. 702 00:28:01,721 --> 00:28:03,556 I KNOW. 703 00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:05,058 >> Oprah: HOW-- BUT HOW DOES THAT WORK? 704 00:28:05,141 --> 00:28:06,768 >> Meghan: HOW DOES THAT WORK? 705 00:28:06,851 --> 00:28:09,104 IT'S LIKE, "NO, NO, NO, LOOK-- BECAUSE IF HE'S NOT GOING TO BE 706 00:28:09,187 --> 00:28:12,107 A PRINCE," IT'S LIKE, OKAY, WELL, HE NEEDS TO BE SAFE, SO 707 00:28:12,190 --> 00:28:14,484 WE'RE NOT SAYING "DON'T MAKE HIM A PRINCE OR A PRINCESS"-- 708 00:28:14,567 --> 00:28:15,735 WHATEVER IT'S GOING TO BE. 709 00:28:15,819 --> 00:28:20,448 BUT IF YOU'RE SAYING THE TITLE IS WHAT'S GOING TO AFFECT THEIR 710 00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:25,662 PROTECTION, WE HAVEN'T CREATED THIS MONSTER MACHINE AROUND US 711 00:28:25,745 --> 00:28:27,789 IN TERMS OF CLICKBAIT AND TABLOID FODDER. 712 00:28:27,872 --> 00:28:32,460 YOU'VE ALLOWED THAT TO HAPPEN, WHICH MEANS OUR SON NEEDS TO BE 713 00:28:32,544 --> 00:28:33,169 SAFE. 714 00:28:33,253 --> 00:28:36,297 OUR-- >> Oprah: SO, HOW DO THEY 715 00:28:36,381 --> 00:28:40,802 EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT YOUR SON, THE GRANDSON, THE GREAT-GRANDSON 716 00:28:40,885 --> 00:28:44,013 OF THE QUEEN-- >> Meghan: MM-HMM. 717 00:28:44,097 --> 00:28:45,640 >> Oprah: --IS NOT GOING TO HAVE-- HE WASN'T GOING TO BE A 718 00:28:45,723 --> 00:28:52,105 PRINCE? 719 00:28:52,188 --> 00:28:52,814 HOW DID THEY TELL YOU THAT? 720 00:28:52,897 --> 00:28:53,815 AND WHAT REASONS DID THEY GIVE? 721 00:28:53,898 --> 00:28:55,775 AND THEN SAY, "AND SO, THEREFORE, YOU'RE NOT-- YOU 722 00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:56,693 DON'T NEED PROTECTION"? 723 00:28:56,776 --> 00:28:57,652 >> Meghan: THERE'S-- THERE'S NO EXPLANATION. 724 00:28:57,735 --> 00:28:58,862 >> Oprah: HMM. 725 00:28:58,945 --> 00:29:00,155 >> Meghan: THERE'S NO VERSION-- I MEAN, THAT'S THE OTHER PIECE 726 00:29:00,238 --> 00:29:00,822 OF THAT. 727 00:29:00,905 --> 00:29:02,991 >> Oprah: WHO TELLS YOU THAT? 728 00:29:03,074 --> 00:29:05,785 >> Meghan: I HEARD A LOT OF IT THROUGH HARRY AND THEN OTHER 729 00:29:05,869 --> 00:29:06,244 PARTS OF IT THROUGH CONVERSATIONS WITH-- 730 00:29:06,327 --> 00:29:06,870 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 731 00:29:06,953 --> 00:29:08,955 >> Meghan: --FAMILY MEMBERS. 732 00:29:09,038 --> 00:29:13,084 AND IT WAS A DECISION THAT THEY FELT WAS APPROPRIATE. 733 00:29:13,168 --> 00:29:16,880 AND I THOUGHT, WELL-- >> Oprah: WAS THE TITLE-- WAS 734 00:29:16,963 --> 00:29:19,674 HIM BEING CALLED A PRINCE, ARCHIE BEING CALLED A PRINCE, 735 00:29:19,757 --> 00:29:22,302 WAS THAT IMPORTANT TO YOU? 736 00:29:22,385 --> 00:29:23,470 >> Meghan: IF IT MEANT HE WAS GOING TO BE SAFE, THEN, OF 737 00:29:23,553 --> 00:29:24,804 COURSE. 738 00:29:24,888 --> 00:29:27,557 ALL THE GRANDEUR SURROUNDING THIS STUFF IS AN ATTACHMENT THAT 739 00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:30,852 I DON'T PERSONALLY HAVE, RIGHT? 740 00:29:30,935 --> 00:29:32,770 I'VE BEEN A WAITRESS, AN ACTRESS, A PRINCESS, A DUCHESS. 741 00:29:32,854 --> 00:29:36,441 I'VE ALWAYS JUST STILL BEEN MEGHAN, RIGHT? 742 00:29:36,524 --> 00:29:38,902 SO, FOR ME, I'M CLEAR ON WHO I AM, INDEPENDENT OF ALL THAT 743 00:29:38,985 --> 00:29:40,028 STUFF. 744 00:29:40,111 --> 00:29:41,654 AND THE MOST IMPORTANT TITLE I WILL EVER HAVE IS "MOM." 745 00:29:41,738 --> 00:29:45,492 I KNOW THAT. 746 00:29:45,575 --> 00:29:50,205 BUT THE IDEA OF OUR SON NOT BEING SAFE, AND ALSO THE IDEA OF 747 00:29:50,288 --> 00:29:56,336 THE FIRST MEMBER OF COLOR IN THIS FAMILY NOT BEING TITLED IN 748 00:29:56,419 --> 00:29:59,589 THE SAME WAY THAT OTHER GRANDCHILDREN WOULD BE. 749 00:29:59,672 --> 00:30:03,510 YOU KNOW, THE OTHER PIECE OF THAT CONVERSATION IS, THERE'S A 750 00:30:03,593 --> 00:30:04,719 CONVENTION-- I FORGET IF IT WAS GEORGE V OR GEORGE VI 751 00:30:04,802 --> 00:30:09,849 CONVENTION-- THAT WHEN YOU'RE THE GRANDCHILD OF THE MONARCH-- 752 00:30:09,933 --> 00:30:14,896 SO WHEN HARRY'S DAD BECOMES KING-- AUTOMATICALLY ARCHIE AND 753 00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:17,524 OUR NEXT BABY WOULD BECOME PRINCE OR PRINCESS, OR WHATEVER 754 00:30:17,607 --> 00:30:18,733 THEY WERE GOING TO BE. 755 00:30:18,816 --> 00:30:22,111 >> Oprah: SO, FOR YOU, IT'S ABOUT PROTECTION AND SAFETY, NOT 756 00:30:22,195 --> 00:30:24,614 SO MUCH AS WHAT THE-- WHAT THE TITLE MEANS TO THE WORLD. 757 00:30:24,697 --> 00:30:25,823 >> Meghan: THAT'S A HUGE PIECE OF IT, BUT, I MEAN, BUT-- 758 00:30:25,907 --> 00:30:27,909 >> Oprah: AND THAT HAVING THE TITLE GIVES YOU THE SAFETY AND 759 00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:29,118 PROTECTION. 760 00:30:29,202 --> 00:30:31,412 >> Meghan: YEAH, BUT ALSO IT'S NOT THEIR RIGHT TO TAKE IT AWAY. 761 00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:31,871 >> Oprah: YEAH. 762 00:30:31,955 --> 00:30:33,122 >> Meghan: RIGHT? 763 00:30:33,206 --> 00:30:35,291 AND SO, I THINK EVEN WITH THAT CONVENTION I'M TALKING ABOUT, 764 00:30:35,375 --> 00:30:37,001 WHILE I WAS PREGNANT, THEY SAID THEY WANT TO CHANGE THE 765 00:30:37,085 --> 00:30:38,586 CONVENTION FOR ARCHIE. 766 00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:40,380 >> Oprah: MM. 767 00:30:40,463 --> 00:30:42,215 >> Meghan: WELL, WHY? 768 00:30:42,298 --> 00:30:42,590 >> Oprah: DID YOU GET AN ANSWER? 769 00:30:42,674 --> 00:30:43,466 >> Meghan: NO. 770 00:30:43,550 --> 00:30:44,592 >> Oprah: YOU STILL DON'T HAVE AN ANSWER? 771 00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:45,718 >> Meghan: NO. 772 00:30:45,802 --> 00:30:48,763 >> Oprah: YOU KNOW, WE HAD HEARD-- THE WORLD, THOSE OF US 773 00:30:48,846 --> 00:30:53,601 OUT HERE READING THE THINGS OR HEARING THE THINGS-- THAT IT WAS 774 00:30:53,685 --> 00:30:56,771 YOU AND HARRY WHO DIDN'T WANT ARCHIE TO HAVE A PRINCE TITLE. 775 00:30:56,854 --> 00:30:57,939 SO, YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT IS NOT TRUE? 776 00:30:58,022 --> 00:30:59,899 >> Meghan: NO, AND IT'S NOT OUR DECISION TO MAKE, RIGHT? 777 00:30:59,983 --> 00:31:02,443 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 778 00:31:02,527 --> 00:31:08,116 >> Meghan: I-- EVEN THOUGH I HAVE A LOT OF CLARITY ON WHAT 779 00:31:08,199 --> 00:31:11,619 COMES WITH THE TITLES, GOOD AND BAD-- AND, FROM MY EXPERIENCE, A 780 00:31:11,703 --> 00:31:12,954 LOT OF PAIN-- >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 781 00:31:13,037 --> 00:31:17,333 >> Meghan: --I, AGAIN, WOULDN'T WISH PAIN ON MY CHILD, BUT THAT 782 00:31:17,417 --> 00:31:19,460 IS THEIR BIRTHRIGHT TO THEN MAKE A CHOICE ABOUT. 783 00:31:19,544 --> 00:31:24,090 >> Oprah: OKAY, SO IT FEELS TO ME LIKE THINGS STARTED TO CHANGE 784 00:31:24,173 --> 00:31:27,010 WHEN YOU AND HARRY DECIDED THAT YOU WERE NOT GOING TO TAKE THE 785 00:31:27,093 --> 00:31:31,472 PICTURE THAT HAD BEEN A PART OF THE TRADITION FOR YEARS AND-- 786 00:31:31,556 --> 00:31:33,308 >> Meghan: WE WEREN'T ASKED TO TAKE A PICTURE. 787 00:31:33,391 --> 00:31:35,977 THAT'S ALSO PART OF THE SPIN THAT WAS REALLY DAMAGING. 788 00:31:36,060 --> 00:31:40,648 I THOUGHT, CAN YOU JUST TELL THEM THE TRUTH? 789 00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:42,859 CAN YOU SAY TO THE WORLD YOU'RE NOT GIVING HIM A TITLE, AND WE 790 00:31:42,942 --> 00:31:43,985 WANT TO KEEP HIM SAFE, AND THAT IF HE'S NOT A PRINCE, THEN IT'S 791 00:31:44,068 --> 00:31:47,030 NOT PART OF THE TRADITION? 792 00:31:47,113 --> 00:31:48,197 JUST TELL PEOPLE, AND THEN THEY'LL UNDERSTAND. 793 00:31:48,281 --> 00:31:49,657 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 794 00:31:49,741 --> 00:31:51,159 >> Meghan: BUT THEY WOULDN'T DO THAT. 795 00:31:51,242 --> 00:31:53,536 >> Oprah: BUT YOU WERE-- YOU BOTH, OBVIOUSLY, WERE AWARE THAT 796 00:31:53,620 --> 00:31:55,913 THAT HAD BEEN A PART OF THE TRADITION. 797 00:31:55,997 --> 00:32:00,335 AND THERE WAS A-- WAS THERE A SPECIFIC REASON WHY YOU DIDN'T 798 00:32:00,418 --> 00:32:03,504 WANT TO BE A PART OF THAT TRADITION? 799 00:32:03,588 --> 00:32:08,509 I THINK MANY PEOPLE INTERPRETED THAT AS YOU WERE BOTH SAYING, 800 00:32:08,593 --> 00:32:10,219 "WE'RE GOING TO DO THINGS OUR WAY. 801 00:32:10,303 --> 00:32:12,138 WE'RE GOING TO DO THINGS IN A DIFFERENT WAY." 802 00:32:12,221 --> 00:32:13,640 >> Meghan: THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL. 803 00:32:13,723 --> 00:32:17,393 I MEAN, I THINK WHAT WAS REALLY HARD-- SO, PICTURE, NOW THAT YOU 804 00:32:17,477 --> 00:32:19,187 KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON BEHIND THE SCENES, RIGHT? 805 00:32:19,270 --> 00:32:22,357 THERE WAS A LOT OF FEAR SURROUNDING IT. 806 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:25,860 I WAS VERY SCARED OF HAVING TO OFFER UP OUR BABY, KNOWING THAT 807 00:32:25,943 --> 00:32:26,235 THEY WEREN'T GOING TO BE KEPT SAFE. 808 00:32:26,319 --> 00:32:29,030 >> Oprah: MM. 809 00:32:29,113 --> 00:32:31,032 YOU CERTAINLY MUST HAVE HAD SOME CONVERSATIONS WITH HARRY ABOUT 810 00:32:31,115 --> 00:32:38,373 IT AND HAVE YOUR OWN SUSPICIONS AS TO WHY THEY DIDN'T WANT TO 811 00:32:38,456 --> 00:32:40,208 MAKE ARCHIE A PRINCE. 812 00:32:40,291 --> 00:32:43,378 WHAT ARE-- WHAT ARE THOSE THOUGHTS? 813 00:32:43,461 --> 00:32:46,214 WHY DO YOU THINK THAT IS? 814 00:32:46,297 --> 00:32:48,549 DO YOU THINK IT'S BECAUSE OF HIS RACE? 815 00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:50,760 >> Meghan: ( SIGHS ) >> Oprah: AND I KNOW THAT'S A 816 00:32:50,843 --> 00:32:53,262 LOADED QUESTION, BUT... 817 00:32:53,346 --> 00:32:56,933 >> Meghan: BUT I CAN GIVE YOU AN HONEST ANSWER. 818 00:32:57,016 --> 00:33:03,564 IN THOSE MONTHS WHEN I WAS PREGNANT, ALL AROUND THIS SAME 819 00:33:03,648 --> 00:33:07,276 TIME-- SO WE HAVE IN TANDEM THE CONVERSATION OF "HE WON'T BE 820 00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:14,909 GIVEN SECURITY, HE'S NOT GOING TO BE GIVEN A TITLE," AND ALSO 821 00:33:14,992 --> 00:33:16,744 CONCERNS AND CONVERSATIONS ABOUT HOW DARK HIS SKIN MIGHT BE WHEN 822 00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:20,748 HE'S BORN. 823 00:33:20,832 --> 00:33:23,918 >> Oprah: WHAT? 824 00:33:24,001 --> 00:33:28,589 >> Meghan: AND-- >> Oprah: WHO-- WHO IS HAVING 825 00:33:28,673 --> 00:33:33,761 THAT CONVERSATION WITH YOU? 826 00:33:33,845 --> 00:33:37,140 WHAT? 827 00:33:37,223 --> 00:33:41,978 >> Meghan: SO-- >> Oprah: THERE IS A 828 00:33:42,061 --> 00:33:42,645 CONVERSATION-- HOLD ON. 829 00:33:42,729 --> 00:33:42,937 HOLD UP. 830 00:33:43,020 --> 00:33:43,396 HOLD UP. 831 00:33:43,479 --> 00:33:44,522 STOP RIGHT NOW. 832 00:33:44,605 --> 00:33:44,856 >> Meghan: THERE WERE-- THERE WERE SEVERAL CONVERSATIONS 833 00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:45,773 ABOUT IT. 834 00:33:45,857 --> 00:33:49,777 >> Oprah: THERE'S A CONVERSATION WITH YOU-- 835 00:33:49,861 --> 00:33:51,988 >> Meghan: WITH HARRY. 836 00:33:52,071 --> 00:33:54,240 >> Oprah: --ABOUT HOW DARK YOUR BABY IS GOING TO BE? 837 00:33:54,323 --> 00:33:57,118 >> Meghan: POTENTIALLY, AND WHAT THAT WOULD MEAN OR LOOK LIKE. 838 00:33:57,201 --> 00:34:01,622 >> Oprah: WHOO. 839 00:34:01,706 --> 00:34:05,251 AND YOU'RE NOT GOING TO TELL ME WHO HAD THE CONVERSATION? 840 00:34:05,334 --> 00:34:08,504 >> Meghan: I THINK THAT WOULD BE VERY DAMAGING TO THEM. 841 00:34:08,588 --> 00:34:10,381 >> Oprah: OKAY. 842 00:34:10,465 --> 00:34:11,966 SO, HOW-- HOW DOES ONE HAVE THAT MEETING? 843 00:34:12,049 --> 00:34:13,134 ( CHUCKLES ) >> Meghan: THAT WAS RELAYED TO 844 00:34:13,217 --> 00:34:16,345 ME FROM HARRY. 845 00:34:16,429 --> 00:34:21,100 THOSE WERE CONVERSATIONS THAT FAMILY HAD WITH HIM. 846 00:34:21,184 --> 00:34:24,145 AND I THINK-- >> Oprah: WHOA. 847 00:34:24,228 --> 00:34:26,647 >> Meghan: --IT WAS REALLY HARD TO BE ABLE TO SEE THOSE AS 848 00:34:26,731 --> 00:34:27,815 COMPARTMENTALIZED CONVERSATIONS. 849 00:34:27,899 --> 00:34:31,152 >> Oprah: BECAUSE THEY WERE CONCERNED THAT IF HE WERE TOO 850 00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:33,321 BROWN, THAT THAT WOULD BE A PROBLEM? 851 00:34:33,404 --> 00:34:36,866 ARE YOU SAYING THAT? 852 00:34:36,949 --> 00:34:38,326 >> Meghan: I WASN'T ABLE TO FOLLOW UP WITH WHY, BUT THAT-- 853 00:34:38,409 --> 00:34:41,496 IF THAT'S THE ASSUMPTION YOU'RE MAKING, I THINK THAT FEELS LIKE 854 00:34:41,579 --> 00:34:42,789 A PRETTY SAFE ONE, WHICH WAS REALLY HARD TO UNDERSTAND, 855 00:34:42,872 --> 00:34:44,665 RIGHT? 856 00:34:44,749 --> 00:34:51,047 ESPECIALLY WHEN-- LOOK, I-- THE COMMONWEALTH IS A HUGE PART OF 857 00:34:51,130 --> 00:34:54,175 THE MONARCHY, AND I LIVED IN CANADA, WHICH IS A COMMONWEALTH 858 00:34:54,258 --> 00:34:55,468 COUNTRY, FOR SEVEN YEARS. 859 00:34:55,551 --> 00:34:59,514 BUT IT WASN'T UNTIL HARRY AND I WERE TOGETHER THAT WE STARTED TO 860 00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:01,182 TRAVEL THROUGH THE COMMONWEALTH, I WOULD SAY 60%, 70% OF WHICH IS 861 00:35:01,265 --> 00:35:02,642 PEOPLE OF COLOR, RIGHT? 862 00:35:02,725 --> 00:35:04,227 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 863 00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:07,188 >> Meghan: AND GROWING UP AS A WOMAN OF COLOR, AS A LITTLE GIRL 864 00:35:07,271 --> 00:35:12,193 OF COLOR, I KNOW HOW IMPORTANT REPRESENTATION IS. 865 00:35:12,276 --> 00:35:14,654 I KNOW HOW YOU WANT TO SEE SOMEONE WHO LOOKS LIKE YOU IN 866 00:35:14,737 --> 00:35:15,196 CERTAIN POSITIONS. 867 00:35:15,279 --> 00:35:16,322 >> Oprah: OBVIOUSLY. 868 00:35:16,405 --> 00:35:17,532 >> Meghan: EVEN-- EVEN ARCHIE. 869 00:35:17,615 --> 00:35:21,369 LIKE, WE READ THESE BOOKS, AND NOW HE'S BEEN-- THERE'S ONE LINE 870 00:35:21,452 --> 00:35:23,496 IN ONE THAT GOES, "IF YOU CAN SEE IT, YOU CAN BE IT." 871 00:35:23,579 --> 00:35:28,376 AND HE GOES, "YOU CAN BE IT!" AND I THINK ABOUT THAT SO OFTEN, 872 00:35:28,459 --> 00:35:33,506 ESPECIALLY IN THE CONTEXT OF THESE YOUNG GIRLS, BUT EVEN 873 00:35:33,589 --> 00:35:37,176 GROWN WOMEN AND MEN WHO WHEN I WOULD MEET THEM IN OUR TIME IN 874 00:35:37,260 --> 00:35:40,513 THE COMMONWEALTH, HOW MUCH IT MEANT TO THEM TO BE ABLE TO SEE 875 00:35:40,596 --> 00:35:41,222 SOMEONE WHO LOOKS LIKE THEM... 876 00:35:41,305 --> 00:35:42,265 >> Oprah: MM. 877 00:35:42,348 --> 00:35:44,183 >> Meghan: ...IN THIS POSITION. 878 00:35:44,267 --> 00:35:47,562 AND I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW IT WOULDN'T BE SEEN AS AN ADDED 879 00:35:47,645 --> 00:35:48,020 BENEFIT... 880 00:35:48,104 --> 00:35:52,358 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 881 00:35:52,441 --> 00:35:54,402 >> Meghan: ...AND A REFLECTION OF THE WORLD TODAY. 882 00:35:54,485 --> 00:35:57,196 AT ALL TIMES, BUT ESPECIALLY RIGHT NOW, TO GO-- HOW INCLUSIVE 883 00:35:57,280 --> 00:36:01,409 IS THAT, THAT YOU CAN SEE SOMEONE WHO LOOKS LIKE YOU IN 884 00:36:01,492 --> 00:36:03,452 THIS FAMILY, MUCH LESS ONE WHO'S BORN INTO IT? 885 00:36:03,536 --> 00:36:07,373 >> Oprah: WHAT WAS ACTUALLY GOING ON? 886 00:36:07,456 --> 00:36:10,251 "ALMOST UNSURVIVABLE" SOUNDS LIKE THERE WAS A BREAKING POINT. 887 00:36:10,334 --> 00:36:14,213 >> Meghan: I JUST DIDN'T SEE A SOLUTION. 888 00:36:21,721 --> 00:36:26,100 ROYAL FAMILY IN 2018, SHE BECAME THE TARGET OF UNRELENTING, 889 00:36:26,183 --> 00:36:28,394 PERVASIVE ATTACKS. 890 00:36:28,477 --> 00:36:31,480 >> RACIST ABUSE ONLINE AIMED AT MEGHAN MARKLE. 891 00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:34,942 >> THERE WERE UNDENIABLE RACIST OVERTONES. 892 00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:37,153 THIS STANDS APART FROM THE KIND OF COVERAGE WE'VE SEEN OF ANY 893 00:36:37,236 --> 00:36:38,738 OTHER ROYAL. 894 00:36:38,821 --> 00:36:42,408 >> Oprah: THERE WAS CONSTANT CRITICISM, BLATANT SEXIST AND 895 00:36:42,491 --> 00:36:45,411 RACIST REMARKS BY BRITISH TABLOIDS AND INTERNET TROLLS. 896 00:36:45,494 --> 00:36:47,455 >> WE HAVE SEEN THE RACISM TOWARDS HER PLAY OUT IN REAL 897 00:36:47,538 --> 00:36:49,123 TIME. 898 00:36:49,206 --> 00:36:50,791 >> REFERRING TO HER AS "STRAIGHT OUTTA COMPTON." 899 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:53,419 >> Oprah: THE DAILY ONSLAUGHT OF VITRIOL AND CONDEMNATION FROM 900 00:36:53,502 --> 00:36:57,256 THE U.K. PRESS BECAME OVERWHELMING AND, IN MEGHAN'S 901 00:36:57,340 --> 00:37:01,969 WORDS, "ALMOST UNSURVIVABLE." 902 00:37:02,053 --> 00:37:09,477 YOU'D SAID IN A PODCAST THAT IT BECAME "ALMOST UNSURVIVABLE," 903 00:37:09,560 --> 00:37:12,605 AND THAT STRUCK ME, BECAUSE IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU WERE IN SOME 904 00:37:12,688 --> 00:37:14,982 KIND OF MENTAL TROUBLE. 905 00:37:15,066 --> 00:37:17,985 WHAT WAS ACTUALLY GOING ON? 906 00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:20,112 "ALMOST UNSURVIVABLE" SOUNDS LIKE THERE WAS A BREAKING POINT. 907 00:37:20,196 --> 00:37:23,532 >> Meghan: YEAH, THERE WAS. 908 00:37:23,616 --> 00:37:27,870 I JUST DIDN'T SEE A SOLUTION. 909 00:37:27,954 --> 00:37:30,331 I WOULD SIT UP AT NIGHT, AND I WAS JUST, LIKE, I DON'T 910 00:37:30,414 --> 00:37:32,291 UNDERSTAND HOW ALL OF THIS IS BEING CHURNED OUT. 911 00:37:32,375 --> 00:37:37,546 AND, AGAIN, I WASN'T SEEING IT, BUT IT'S ALMOST WORSE WHEN YOU 912 00:37:37,630 --> 00:37:39,340 FEEL IT THROUGH THE EXPRESSION OF MY MOM OR MY FRIENDS, OR THEM 913 00:37:39,423 --> 00:37:42,969 CALLING ME CRYING, JUST, LIKE, "MEG, THEY'RE NOT PROTECTING 914 00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:47,223 YOU." 915 00:37:47,306 --> 00:37:48,808 AND I REALIZED THAT IT WAS ALL HAPPENING JUST BECAUSE I WAS 916 00:37:48,891 --> 00:37:50,017 BREATHING. 917 00:37:50,101 --> 00:37:54,480 >> Oprah: MM. 918 00:37:54,563 --> 00:38:00,027 >> Meghan: AND, LOOK, I WAS REALLY ASHAMED TO SAY IT AT THE 919 00:38:00,111 --> 00:38:06,158 TIME AND ASHAMED TO HAVE TO ADMIT IT TO HARRY, ESPECIALLY, 920 00:38:06,242 --> 00:38:07,159 BECAUSE I KNOW HOW MUCH LOSS HE'S SUFFERED. 921 00:38:07,243 --> 00:38:08,703 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 922 00:38:08,786 --> 00:38:12,540 >> Meghan: BUT I KNEW THAT IF I DIDN'T SAY IT, THAT I WOULD 923 00:38:12,623 --> 00:38:13,791 DO IT. 924 00:38:13,874 --> 00:38:21,173 AND I-- I JUST DIDN'T-- I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE. 925 00:38:21,257 --> 00:38:30,558 AND THAT WAS A VERY CLEAR AND REAL AND FRIGHTENING CONSTANT 926 00:38:30,641 --> 00:38:34,562 THOUGHT. 927 00:38:34,645 --> 00:38:41,235 AND I REMEMBER-- I REMEMBER HOW HE JUST CRADLED ME. 928 00:38:41,318 --> 00:38:44,113 AND I WAS-- I WENT TO THE INSTITUTION, AND I SAID THAT I 929 00:38:44,196 --> 00:38:50,786 NEEDED TO GO SOMEWHERE TO GET HELP. 930 00:38:50,870 --> 00:38:52,580 I SAID THAT "I'VE NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE, AND I NEED TO 931 00:38:52,663 --> 00:38:53,831 GO SOMEWHERE." 932 00:38:53,914 --> 00:38:54,874 AND I WAS TOLD THAT I COULDN'T, THAT IT WOULDN'T BE GOOD FOR THE 933 00:38:54,957 --> 00:38:55,833 INSTITUTION. 934 00:38:55,916 --> 00:38:57,209 AND I CALLED-- >> Oprah: SO, THE INSTITUTION IS 935 00:38:57,293 --> 00:38:58,085 NEVER A PERSON. 936 00:38:58,169 --> 00:38:58,878 OR IS IT A SERIES OF PEOPLE? 937 00:38:58,961 --> 00:38:59,545 >> Meghan: NO, IT'S A PERSON. 938 00:38:59,628 --> 00:39:00,963 >> Oprah: IT'S A PERSON. 939 00:39:01,047 --> 00:39:02,840 >> Meghan: IT'S SEVERAL PEOPLE. 940 00:39:02,923 --> 00:39:04,759 BUT I WENT TO ONE OF THE MOST SENIOR PEOPLE JUST TO-- TO GET 941 00:39:04,842 --> 00:39:07,470 HELP. 942 00:39:07,553 --> 00:39:16,270 AND THAT-- YOU KNOW, I-- I SHARE THIS, BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY 943 00:39:16,353 --> 00:39:18,939 PEOPLE WHO ARE AFRAID TO VOICE THAT THEY NEED HELP. 944 00:39:19,023 --> 00:39:21,817 AND I KNOW, PERSONALLY, HOW HARD IT IS TO NOT JUST VOICE IT, BUT 945 00:39:21,901 --> 00:39:23,736 WHEN YOU VOICE IT, TO BE TOLD NO. 946 00:39:23,819 --> 00:39:26,072 >> Oprah: WHOO. 947 00:39:26,155 --> 00:39:29,909 >> Meghan: AND SO, I WENT TO HUMAN RESOURCES, AND I SAID, 948 00:39:29,992 --> 00:39:31,160 "I JUST REALLY-- I NEED HELP." 949 00:39:31,243 --> 00:39:32,328 BECAUSE IN MY OLD JOB, THERE WAS A UNION, AND THEY WOULD PROTECT 950 00:39:32,411 --> 00:39:34,914 ME. 951 00:39:34,997 --> 00:39:39,668 AND I REMEMBER THIS CONVERSATION LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY, BECAUSE 952 00:39:39,752 --> 00:39:43,923 THEY SAID, "MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU, BECAUSE I SEE HOW BAD IT 953 00:39:44,006 --> 00:39:45,466 IS, BUT THERE'S NOTHING WE CAN DO TO PROTECT YOU, BECAUSE 954 00:39:45,549 --> 00:39:48,135 YOU'RE NOT A PAID EMPLOYEE OF THE INSTITUTION." 955 00:39:48,219 --> 00:39:48,844 >> Oprah: MM. 956 00:39:48,928 --> 00:39:53,140 >> Meghan: THIS WASN'T A CHOICE. 957 00:39:53,224 --> 00:39:57,603 THIS WAS EMAILS AND BEGGING FOR HELP, SAYING VERY SPECIFICALLY, 958 00:39:57,686 --> 00:40:00,815 "I AM CONCERNED FOR MY MENTAL WELFARE." 959 00:40:00,898 --> 00:40:02,441 AND PEOPLE GOING, "OH, YES, YES, IT'S DISPROPORTIONATELY TERRIBLE 960 00:40:02,525 --> 00:40:05,486 WHAT WE SEE OUT THERE TO ANYONE ELSE." 961 00:40:05,569 --> 00:40:09,490 BUT NOTHING WAS EVER DONE, SO WE HAD TO FIND A SOLUTION. 962 00:40:09,573 --> 00:40:12,159 >> Oprah: WOW! 963 00:40:12,243 --> 00:40:18,624 "I DON'T WANT TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE," THAT'S-- THAT'S-- 964 00:40:18,707 --> 00:40:19,834 >> Meghan: I THOUGHT IT WOULD HAVE SOLVED EVERYTHING FOR 965 00:40:19,917 --> 00:40:20,918 EVERYONE, RIGHT? 966 00:40:21,001 --> 00:40:24,463 >> Oprah: SO, WERE YOU THINKING OF HARMING YOURSELF? 967 00:40:24,547 --> 00:40:26,674 WERE YOU HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS? 968 00:40:26,757 --> 00:40:27,508 >> Meghan: YES. 969 00:40:27,591 --> 00:40:29,635 THIS WAS VERY, VERY CLEAR. 970 00:40:29,718 --> 00:40:31,011 >> Oprah: WOW. 971 00:40:31,095 --> 00:40:34,515 >> Meghan: VERY CLEAR AND VERY SCARY. 972 00:40:34,598 --> 00:40:37,226 AND, YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T KNOW WHO TO EVEN TURN TO IN THAT. 973 00:40:37,309 --> 00:40:40,646 AND ONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT I REACHED OUT TO, WHO'S CONTINUED 974 00:40:40,729 --> 00:40:44,525 TO BE A FRIEND AND CONFIDANT, WAS ONE OF MY HUSBAND'S MOM'S 975 00:40:44,608 --> 00:40:48,696 BEST FRIENDS, ONE OF DIANA'S BEST FRIENDS. 976 00:40:48,779 --> 00:40:53,826 BECAUSE IT'S, LIKE, WHO ELSE COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT'S-- WHAT 977 00:40:53,909 --> 00:40:56,537 IT'S ACTUALLY LIKE ON THE INSIDE? 978 00:40:56,620 --> 00:41:00,040 >> Oprah: DID YOU EVER THINK ABOUT GOING TO A HOSPITAL? 979 00:41:00,124 --> 00:41:01,417 OR IS THAT POSSIBLE, THAT YOU CAN CHECK YOURSELF IN SOMEPLACE? 980 00:41:01,500 --> 00:41:02,585 >> Meghan: NO, THAT'S WHAT I WAS ASKING TO DO. 981 00:41:02,668 --> 00:41:04,753 >> Oprah: YEAH. 982 00:41:04,837 --> 00:41:08,549 >> Meghan: YOU CAN'T JUST DO THAT. 983 00:41:08,632 --> 00:41:10,009 I COULDN'T, YOU KNOW, CALL AN UBER TO THE PALACE. 984 00:41:10,092 --> 00:41:11,093 >> Oprah: YEAH. 985 00:41:11,177 --> 00:41:11,886 >> Meghan: YOU COULDN'T JUST GO. 986 00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:13,429 YOU COULDN'T. 987 00:41:13,512 --> 00:41:17,892 I MEAN, YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, AS WELL, WHEN I JOINED THAT 988 00:41:17,975 --> 00:41:22,396 FAMILY, THAT WAS THE LAST TIME, UNTIL WE CAME HERE, THAT I SAW 989 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:26,108 MY PASSPORT, MY DRIVER'S LICENSE, MY KEYS. 990 00:41:26,192 --> 00:41:27,276 ALL THAT GETS TURNED OVER. 991 00:41:27,359 --> 00:41:29,904 I DIDN'T SEE ANY OF THAT ANYMORE. 992 00:41:29,987 --> 00:41:35,242 >> Oprah: WELL, THE WAY YOU'RE DESCRIBING THIS, IT-- IT'S LIKE 993 00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:40,080 YOU WERE TRAPPED AND COULDN'T GET HELP, EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE ON 994 00:41:40,164 --> 00:41:41,540 THE VERGE OF SUICIDE. 995 00:41:41,624 --> 00:41:42,750 THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE DESCRIBING. 996 00:41:42,833 --> 00:41:43,209 THAT'S WHAT I'M HEARING. 997 00:41:43,292 --> 00:41:45,920 >> Meghan: YES. 998 00:41:46,003 --> 00:41:48,756 >> Oprah: AND THAT WOULD BE AN ACCURATE INTERPRETATION, YES? 999 00:41:48,839 --> 00:41:49,381 >> Meghan: THAT'S THE TRUTH. 1000 00:41:49,465 --> 00:41:50,633 >> Oprah: THAT'S THE TRUTH. 1001 00:41:50,716 --> 00:41:58,098 >> Meghan: YOU KNOW, AND IF YOU THINK ABOUT-- IT WAS ONE OF THE 1002 00:41:58,182 --> 00:42:00,100 THINGS THAT-- IT STILLS HAUNTS ME IS THIS PHOTOGRAPH THAT 1003 00:42:00,184 --> 00:42:02,603 SOMEONE HAD SENT ME. 1004 00:42:02,686 --> 00:42:08,734 WE HAD TO GO TO AN OFFICIAL EVENT. 1005 00:42:08,817 --> 00:42:17,451 WE HAD TO GO TO THIS EVENT AT THE ROYAL ALBERT HALL, AND 1006 00:42:17,534 --> 00:42:19,119 A FRIEND SAID, "I KNOW YOU DON'T LOOK AT PICTURES, BUT, OH, MY 1007 00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:19,620 GOD, YOU GUYS LOOK SO GREAT..." 1008 00:42:19,703 --> 00:42:20,329 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1009 00:42:20,412 --> 00:42:21,497 >> Meghan: ...AND SENT IT TO ME. 1010 00:42:21,580 --> 00:42:22,957 AND I ZOOMED IN, AND WHAT I SAW WAS THE TRUTH OF WHAT THAT 1011 00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:27,086 MOMENT WAS, BECAUSE RIGHT BEFORE WE HAD TO LEAVE FOR THAT, I HAD 1012 00:42:27,169 --> 00:42:31,966 JUST HAD THAT CONVERSATION WITH HARRY THAT MORNING, AND IT WAS 1013 00:42:32,049 --> 00:42:33,092 THE NEXT DAY THAT I TALKED TO THE INSTITUTION. 1014 00:42:33,175 --> 00:42:34,176 >> Oprah: YOU HAD THE CONVERSATION "I DON'T WANT TO BE 1015 00:42:34,260 --> 00:42:34,635 ALIVE ANYMORE"? 1016 00:42:34,718 --> 00:42:35,052 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1017 00:42:35,135 --> 00:42:37,596 >> Oprah: WHOO. 1018 00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:39,598 >> Meghan: NO, AND IT WAS-- IT WASN'T EVEN "I DON'T WANT TO." 1019 00:42:39,682 --> 00:42:42,184 >> Oprah: AND THEN, YOU-- >> Meghan: IT WAS LIKE, "THESE 1020 00:42:42,268 --> 00:42:45,145 ARE THE THOUGHTS THAT I'M HAVING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT THAT 1021 00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:46,313 ARE VERY CLEAR..." 1022 00:42:46,397 --> 00:42:47,439 >> Oprah: YES, CLARIFICATION. 1023 00:42:47,523 --> 00:42:50,025 >> Meghan: "...AND I'M SCARED, BECAUSE THIS IS VERY REAL. 1024 00:42:50,109 --> 00:42:53,988 THIS ISN'T SOME ABSTRACT IDEA. 1025 00:42:54,071 --> 00:42:57,950 THIS IS METHODICAL, AND THIS IS NOT WHO I AM." 1026 00:42:58,033 --> 00:42:59,827 BUT WE HAD TO GO TO THIS EVENT, AND I REMEMBER HIM SAYING, "I 1027 00:42:59,910 --> 00:43:00,661 DON'T THINK YOU CAN GO." 1028 00:43:00,744 --> 00:43:04,832 AND I SAID, "I CAN'T BE LEFT ALONE." 1029 00:43:04,915 --> 00:43:06,000 >> Oprah: BECAUSE YOU WERE AFRAID OF WHAT YOU MIGHT DO TO 1030 00:43:06,083 --> 00:43:08,711 YOURSELF? 1031 00:43:08,794 --> 00:43:12,339 >> Meghan: AND WE WENT, AND THAT-- 1032 00:43:12,423 --> 00:43:14,591 >> Oprah: I'M SO SORRY TO HEAR THAT. 1033 00:43:14,675 --> 00:43:19,680 >> Meghan: AND THAT PICTURE, IF YOU ZOOM IN, WHAT I SEE IS HOW 1034 00:43:19,763 --> 00:43:22,516 TIGHTLY HIS KNUCKLES ARE GRIPPED AROUND MINE. 1035 00:43:22,599 --> 00:43:26,854 YOU CAN SEE THE WHITES OF OUR KNUCKLES, BECAUSE WE ARE SMILING 1036 00:43:26,937 --> 00:43:29,690 AND DOING OUR JOB, BUT WE'RE BOTH JUST TRYING TO HOLD ON. 1037 00:43:29,773 --> 00:43:34,820 AND EVERY TIME THAT THOSE LIGHTS WENT DOWN IN THAT ROYAL BOX, I 1038 00:43:34,903 --> 00:43:37,323 WAS JUST WEEPING, AND HE WAS GRIPPING MY HAND. 1039 00:43:37,406 --> 00:43:38,490 >> Oprah: WOW. 1040 00:43:38,574 --> 00:43:42,328 >> Meghan: AND THEN, IT WAS, "OKAY, INTERMISSION'S COMING, 1041 00:43:42,411 --> 00:43:43,704 THE LIGHTS ARE ABOUT TO COME ON, EVERYONE'S LOOKING AT US AGAIN," 1042 00:43:43,787 --> 00:43:45,039 AND YOU HAVE TO JUST BE ON AGAIN. 1043 00:43:45,122 --> 00:43:46,707 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1044 00:43:46,790 --> 00:43:49,752 >> Meghan: AND THAT'S, I THINK, SO IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE TO 1045 00:43:49,835 --> 00:43:52,046 REMEMBER IS YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S GOING ON FOR SOMEONE 1046 00:43:52,129 --> 00:43:53,881 BEHIND CLOSED DOORS. 1047 00:43:53,964 --> 00:43:57,384 YOU HAVE NO IDEA. 1048 00:43:57,468 --> 00:44:02,848 EVEN THE PEOPLE THAT SMILE THE BIGGEST SMILES AND SHINE THE 1049 00:44:02,931 --> 00:44:06,101 BRIGHTEST LIGHTS, IT SEEMS, TO HAVE COMPASSION FOR WHAT'S 1050 00:44:06,185 --> 00:44:06,602 ACTUALLY POTENTIALLY GOING ON. 1051 00:44:06,685 --> 00:44:08,228 >> Oprah: I KNOW. 1052 00:44:08,312 --> 00:44:09,730 THE PUBLIC IS LOOKING AT YOU. 1053 00:44:09,813 --> 00:44:15,361 AND TO THINK THAT YOU, EARLIER IN THE DAY, HAD SAID TO HARRY 1054 00:44:15,444 --> 00:44:16,612 THAT YOU DIDN'T WANT TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE. 1055 00:44:16,695 --> 00:44:17,780 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1056 00:44:17,863 --> 00:44:19,615 AND JUST HOURS BEFORE, JUST SITTING ON THE-- THE STEPS IN 1057 00:44:19,698 --> 00:44:20,908 OUR COTTAGE... 1058 00:44:20,991 --> 00:44:22,743 >> Oprah: MM. 1059 00:44:22,826 --> 00:44:29,083 >> Meghan: ...JUST SITTING THERE AND-- AND THEN GOING, OKAY, 1060 00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:31,251 WELL, GO UPSTAIRS AND PUT YOUR MAKEUP BAG IN YOUR SINK AND TRY 1061 00:44:31,335 --> 00:44:32,419 TO PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER. 1062 00:44:32,503 --> 00:44:34,088 >> Oprah: NOBODY SHOULD HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT. 1063 00:44:34,171 --> 00:44:37,883 AND, YOU KNOW, HARRY AND I ARE WORKING ON THIS MENTAL HEALTH 1064 00:44:37,966 --> 00:44:39,218 SERIES FOR APPLE, AND WE-- YES, SO, WE-- WE-- WE HEAR A LOT OF 1065 00:44:39,301 --> 00:44:40,427 THESE STORIES. 1066 00:44:40,511 --> 00:44:42,805 NOBODY SHOULD HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT. 1067 00:44:42,888 --> 00:44:44,098 >> Meghan: IT TAKES SO MUCH COURAGE TO ADMIT THAT YOU NEED 1068 00:44:44,181 --> 00:44:44,556 HELP. 1069 00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:45,766 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1070 00:44:45,849 --> 00:44:49,478 >> Meghan: IT TAKES SO MUCH COURAGE TO VOICE THAT. 1071 00:44:49,561 --> 00:44:50,771 AND AS I SAID, I WAS ASHAMED. 1072 00:44:50,854 --> 00:44:51,772 I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STRONGER THAN THAT. 1073 00:44:51,855 --> 00:44:53,023 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1074 00:44:53,107 --> 00:44:54,775 >> Meghan: I DON'T WANT TO PUT MORE ON MY HUSBAND'S SHOULDERS. 1075 00:44:54,858 --> 00:44:56,110 HE'S CARRYING THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD. 1076 00:44:56,193 --> 00:44:58,070 I DON'T WANT TO BRING THAT TO HIM. 1077 00:44:58,153 --> 00:45:00,447 I BRING SOLUTIONS. 1078 00:45:00,531 --> 00:45:03,117 TO ADMIT THAT YOU NEED HELP, TO ADMIT HOW DARK OF A PLACE YOU'RE 1079 00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:04,451 IN. 1080 00:45:04,535 --> 00:45:08,288 >> Oprah: MM. 1081 00:45:08,372 --> 00:45:11,291 HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE PALACE HEARING YOU SPEAK YOUR TRUTH 1082 00:45:11,375 --> 00:45:12,334 TODAY? 1083 00:45:12,418 --> 00:45:17,423 ARE YOU AFRAID OF-- OF A BACKLASH OR THEIR REACTION? 1084 00:45:22,553 --> 00:45:25,556 >> Oprah: YOU'VE SAID SOME PRETTY SHOCKING THINGS HERE, 1085 00:45:25,639 --> 00:45:27,266 REVEALING-- >> Meghan: I WASN'T PLANNING TO 1086 00:45:27,349 --> 00:45:27,683 SAY ANYTHING SHOCKING. 1087 00:45:27,766 --> 00:45:28,684 >> Oprah: OKAY. 1088 00:45:28,767 --> 00:45:29,143 >> Meghan: I'M JUST TELLING YOU WHAT'S HAPPENED. 1089 00:45:29,226 --> 00:45:31,145 >> Oprah: OKAY. 1090 00:45:31,228 --> 00:45:31,979 >> Meghan: I'M SORRY IF IT'S SHOCKED YOU! 1091 00:45:32,062 --> 00:45:32,688 IT'S BEEN A LOT! 1092 00:45:32,771 --> 00:45:33,313 >> Oprah: I'M A LITTLE SHOCKED. 1093 00:45:33,397 --> 00:45:34,523 >> Meghan: IT'S BEEN A LOT. 1094 00:45:34,606 --> 00:45:39,111 >> Oprah: HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE PALACE HEARING YOU SPEAK 1095 00:45:39,194 --> 00:45:40,821 YOUR TRUTH TODAY? 1096 00:45:40,904 --> 00:45:46,827 ARE YOU AFRAID OF-- OF A BACKLASH OR-- OR THEIR REACTION? 1097 00:45:46,910 --> 00:45:49,455 >> Meghan: I MEAN, I THINK I'M NOT GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE IN 1098 00:45:49,538 --> 00:45:52,708 FEAR. 1099 00:45:52,791 --> 00:45:56,462 YOU KNOW, I THINK SO MUCH OF IT IS SAID WITH AN UNDERSTANDING OF 1100 00:45:56,545 --> 00:45:58,422 JUST TRUTH. 1101 00:45:58,505 --> 00:45:59,548 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1102 00:45:59,631 --> 00:46:06,513 >> Meghan: BUT I THINK, TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION, I DON'T 1103 00:46:06,597 --> 00:46:11,894 KNOW HOW THEY COULD EXPECT THAT AFTER ALL OF THIS TIME, WE WOULD 1104 00:46:11,977 --> 00:46:17,900 STILL JUST BE SILENT IF THERE IS AN ACTIVE ROLE THAT THE FIRM IS 1105 00:46:17,983 --> 00:46:20,194 PLAYING IN PERPETUATING FALSEHOODS ABOUT US. 1106 00:46:20,277 --> 00:46:21,528 >> Oprah: MM. 1107 00:46:21,612 --> 00:46:22,863 >> Meghan: THAT AT A CERTAIN POINT, YOU'RE GOING TO GO, "BUT, 1108 00:46:22,946 --> 00:46:27,659 YOU GUYS, SOMEONE JUST TELL THE TRUTH." 1109 00:46:27,743 --> 00:46:39,713 AND IF THAT COMES WITH RISK OF LOSING THINGS, I MEAN, I'VE-- 1110 00:46:39,797 --> 00:46:40,088 I'VE LOST-- THERE'S A LOT THAT'S BEEN LOST ALREADY. 1111 00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:41,673 >> Oprah: MM. 1112 00:46:41,757 --> 00:46:42,299 >> Meghan: AND I GRIEVE A LOT. 1113 00:46:42,382 --> 00:46:43,091 I MEAN, I'VE LOST MY FATHER. 1114 00:46:43,175 --> 00:46:44,176 I LOST A BABY. 1115 00:46:44,259 --> 00:46:45,010 I NEARLY LOST MY NAME. 1116 00:46:45,093 --> 00:46:51,517 I MEAN, THERE'S THE LOSS OF IDENTITY. 1117 00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:57,356 BUT I'M STILL STANDING, AND MY HOPE FOR PEOPLE IN THE TAKEAWAY 1118 00:46:57,439 --> 00:46:58,857 FROM THIS IS TO KNOW THAT THERE'S ANOTHER SIDE. 1119 00:46:58,941 --> 00:47:01,235 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1120 00:47:01,318 --> 00:47:01,985 >> Meghan: TO KNOW THAT LIFE IS WORTH LIVING. 1121 00:47:02,069 --> 00:47:05,155 >> Oprah: OKAY. 1122 00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:08,325 I'M SO GLAD YOU SEE THAT NOW. 1123 00:47:08,408 --> 00:47:10,953 WE ARE GOING TO TAKE A BREAK, Y'ALL, AND HARRY'S GOING TO 1124 00:47:11,036 --> 00:47:12,079 JOIN US. 1125 00:47:12,162 --> 00:47:13,747 >> Meghan: ( LAUGHTER ) >> Oprah: WE'LL BE RIGHT BACK 1126 00:47:13,830 --> 00:47:17,626 WITH HARRY. 1127 00:47:17,709 --> 00:47:20,921 SO, WHEN I ASK THE QUESTION, "WHY DID YOU LEAVE?" THE 1128 00:47:21,004 --> 00:47:23,799 SIMPLEST ANSWER IS? 1129 00:47:23,882 --> 00:47:26,802 DID YOU BLINDSIDE THE QUEEN? 1130 00:47:33,016 --> 00:47:34,893 >> Oprah: SO, HI. 1131 00:47:34,977 --> 00:47:35,602 >> Prince Harry: HELLO. 1132 00:47:35,686 --> 00:47:36,436 >> Oprah: THANKS FOR JOINING US. 1133 00:47:36,520 --> 00:47:37,312 >> Prince Harry: THANKS FOR HAVING ME. 1134 00:47:37,396 --> 00:47:38,939 >> Oprah: YOU'VE BEEN WATCHING ON THE SIDE? 1135 00:47:39,022 --> 00:47:39,606 YEAH? 1136 00:47:39,690 --> 00:47:40,440 >> Prince Harry: SOME OF IT. 1137 00:47:40,524 --> 00:47:41,650 >> Oprah: YES. 1138 00:47:41,733 --> 00:47:43,944 I WANT TO SAY, FIRST OF ALL, LET'S SAY CONGRATULATIONS... 1139 00:47:44,027 --> 00:47:45,821 >> Prince Harry: THANK YOU. 1140 00:47:45,904 --> 00:47:49,616 >> Oprah: ...FOR THE NEW ADDITION TO YOUR FAMILY. 1141 00:47:49,700 --> 00:47:53,078 MEGHAN SAID SHE WANTED TO WAIT UNTIL YOU WERE HERE TO TELL US, 1142 00:47:53,161 --> 00:47:57,124 IS IT A BOY OR IS IT A GIRL? 1143 00:47:57,207 --> 00:47:58,000 >> Meghan: YOU CAN TELL HER. 1144 00:47:58,083 --> 00:47:58,792 >> Prince Harry: NO, GO FOR IT. 1145 00:47:58,875 --> 00:48:00,419 >> Meghan: NO, NO. 1146 00:48:00,502 --> 00:48:01,795 >> Prince Harry: IT'S A GIRL. 1147 00:48:01,878 --> 00:48:06,425 >> Oprah: ( SQUEALS ) >> Meghan: IT'S A GIRL. 1148 00:48:06,508 --> 00:48:07,301 >> Prince Harry: YES! 1149 00:48:07,384 --> 00:48:07,551 >> Oprah: YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE A DAUGHTER. 1150 00:48:07,634 --> 00:48:08,135 WOW. 1151 00:48:08,218 --> 00:48:09,970 >> Meghan: IT'S A GIRL. 1152 00:48:10,053 --> 00:48:10,929 >> Oprah: WHEN YOU REALIZED THAT AND SAW IT ON THE ULTRASOUND, 1153 00:48:11,013 --> 00:48:14,474 WHAT-- WHAT-- WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST THOUGHT? 1154 00:48:14,558 --> 00:48:18,854 >> Prince Harry: AMAZING. 1155 00:48:18,937 --> 00:48:22,524 JUST GRATEFUL, LIKE ANY-- TO HAVE ANY CHILD, ANY ONE OR ANY 1156 00:48:22,608 --> 00:48:25,861 TWO WOULD HAVE BEEN AMAZING. 1157 00:48:25,944 --> 00:48:28,405 BUT TO HAVE A BOY AND THEN A GIRL, YOU KNOW, WHAT MORE CAN 1158 00:48:28,488 --> 00:48:29,448 YOU ASK FOR? 1159 00:48:29,531 --> 00:48:31,158 BUT NOW, YOU KNOW, NOW WE-- WE'VE GOT OUR FAMILY. 1160 00:48:31,241 --> 00:48:33,994 WE'VE GOT, YOU KNOW, THE FOUR OF US AND OUR TWO DOGS, AND IT'S 1161 00:48:34,077 --> 00:48:34,453 GREAT. 1162 00:48:34,536 --> 00:48:34,703 >> Oprah: DONE. 1163 00:48:34,786 --> 00:48:35,704 DONE? 1164 00:48:35,787 --> 00:48:36,830 TWO IS IT? 1165 00:48:36,913 --> 00:48:37,372 >> Prince Harry: DONE. 1166 00:48:37,456 --> 00:48:37,956 >> Meghan: TWO IS IT. 1167 00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:38,790 >> Oprah: TWO IS IT. 1168 00:48:38,874 --> 00:48:39,708 >> Meghan: TWO IS IT. 1169 00:48:39,791 --> 00:48:41,043 >> Oprah: AND WHEN'S THE BABY DUE? 1170 00:48:41,126 --> 00:48:42,461 >> Meghan: IN SUMMERTIME. 1171 00:48:42,544 --> 00:48:42,878 >> Oprah: THIS SUMMERTIME? 1172 00:48:42,961 --> 00:48:44,963 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1173 00:48:45,047 --> 00:48:49,676 >> Oprah: SO, YOU ALL HAVE BEEN LIVING IN SUNNY CALIFORNIA NOW 1174 00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:52,012 FOR-- >> Meghan: SINCE MARCH. 1175 00:48:52,095 --> 00:48:54,848 >> Oprah: SINCE MARCH, OKAY. 1176 00:48:54,931 --> 00:48:58,185 IN LATE 2019, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN LEFT THE U.K. AND MOVED 1177 00:48:58,268 --> 00:49:00,437 TO CANADA. 1178 00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:04,316 THE COUPLE SAYS THEY CHOSE CANADA, A COMMONWEALTH OF 1179 00:49:04,399 --> 00:49:06,943 BRITAIN, WITH THE INTENTION OF CONTINUING TO SERVE THE QUEEN. 1180 00:49:07,027 --> 00:49:13,742 AFTER THEIR MOVE, HARRY AND MEGHAN SAY SECURITY NORMALLY 1181 00:49:13,825 --> 00:49:17,371 PROVIDED BY THE ROYAL FAMILY WAS CUT OFF. 1182 00:49:17,454 --> 00:49:21,708 BY MARCH 2020, JUST DAYS BEFORE THE COVID LOCKDOWN BEGAN, 1183 00:49:21,792 --> 00:49:25,504 MEGHAN, HARRY, AND ARCHIE RELOCATED TO LOS ANGELES WHERE 1184 00:49:25,587 --> 00:49:27,881 MEDIA MOGUL TYLER PERRY OFFERED THEM HIS HOME AS A TEMPORARY 1185 00:49:27,964 --> 00:49:30,050 REFUGE. 1186 00:49:30,133 --> 00:49:32,386 HE ALSO PROVIDED SECURITY. 1187 00:49:32,469 --> 00:49:35,138 THREE MONTHS LATER, THEY BOUGHT THEIR OWN HOME AND SETTLED IN 1188 00:49:35,222 --> 00:49:37,015 THE SANTA BARBARA AREA. 1189 00:49:37,099 --> 00:49:41,103 LAST SPRING, THE DUKE AND DUCHESS OF SUSSEX CREATED THEIR 1190 00:49:41,186 --> 00:49:46,733 OWN FOUNDATION AND MEDIA CONTENT COMPANY CALLED ARCHEWELL. 1191 00:49:46,817 --> 00:49:48,777 AND SO, YOU STAYED AT TYLER PERRY'S HOUSE FOR SEVERAL 1192 00:49:48,860 --> 00:49:49,653 MONTHS. 1193 00:49:49,736 --> 00:49:50,654 >> Prince Harry: THREE MONTHS, I BELIEVE. 1194 00:49:50,737 --> 00:49:52,197 >> Meghan: YEAH, BECAUSE WE DIDN'T HAVE A PLAN. 1195 00:49:52,280 --> 00:49:55,033 WE NEEDED-- WE NEEDED A HOUSE, AND HE OFFERED SECURITY, AS 1196 00:49:55,117 --> 00:49:58,245 WELL, SO IT GAVE US BREATHING ROOM TO TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHAT 1197 00:49:58,328 --> 00:49:59,413 WE ARE GOING TO DO. 1198 00:49:59,496 --> 00:50:01,540 >> Prince Harry: THE BIGGEST CONCERN WAS THAT WHILE WE WERE 1199 00:50:01,623 --> 00:50:06,586 IN CANADA, IN SOMEONE ELSE'S HOUSE, I THEN GOT TOLD SHORT 1200 00:50:06,670 --> 00:50:09,256 NOTICE THAT SECURITY WAS GOING TO BE REMOVED. 1201 00:50:09,339 --> 00:50:12,384 BY THIS POINT, COURTESY OF "THE DAILY MAIL," THE WORLD KNEW 1202 00:50:12,467 --> 00:50:13,802 EXACT-- OUR EXACT LOCATION. 1203 00:50:13,885 --> 00:50:15,595 SO, SUDDENLY, IT DAWNED ON ME, HANG ON A SECOND. 1204 00:50:15,679 --> 00:50:16,555 THE BORDERS COULD BE CLOSED. 1205 00:50:16,638 --> 00:50:18,265 WE'RE GOING TO HAVE OUR SECURITY REMOVED. 1206 00:50:18,348 --> 00:50:20,434 WHO KNOWS HOW LONG LOCKDOWN'S GOING TO BE? 1207 00:50:20,517 --> 00:50:21,977 THE WORLD KNOWS WHERE WE ARE. 1208 00:50:22,060 --> 00:50:22,936 IT'S NOT SAFE. 1209 00:50:23,019 --> 00:50:24,229 IT'S NOT SECURE. 1210 00:50:24,312 --> 00:50:25,939 >> Meghan: WELL, AND ALSO-- >> Prince Harry: WE PROBABLY 1211 00:50:26,022 --> 00:50:27,149 NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE. 1212 00:50:27,232 --> 00:50:27,649 >> Oprah: SO, WHAT SECURITY DID YOU HAVE AT THE TIME THAT WAS 1213 00:50:27,733 --> 00:50:29,901 GOING TO BE REMOVED? 1214 00:50:29,985 --> 00:50:30,444 >> Prince Harry: WE HAD OUR U.K. 1215 00:50:30,527 --> 00:50:31,361 SECURITY. 1216 00:50:31,445 --> 00:50:33,488 >> Oprah: SO, YOU GOT WORD FROM OVERSEAS-- 1217 00:50:33,572 --> 00:50:35,574 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1218 00:50:35,657 --> 00:50:36,616 >> Oprah: --THAT "WE'RE TAKING AWAY YOUR SECURITY." 1219 00:50:36,700 --> 00:50:39,244 WHY WERE THEY DOING THAT? 1220 00:50:39,327 --> 00:50:44,124 >> Prince Harry: THEIR JUSTIFICATION IS A CHANGE IN 1221 00:50:44,207 --> 00:50:47,294 STATUS, OF WHICH I PUSHED BACK AND SAID, "WELL, IS THERE A 1222 00:50:47,377 --> 00:50:51,465 CHANGE OF THREAT OR RISK?" AND AFTER MANY WEEKS OF WAITING, 1223 00:50:51,548 --> 00:50:55,969 EVENTUALLY, I GOT THE CONFIRMATION THAT, NO, THE RISK 1224 00:50:56,052 --> 00:50:59,306 AND THREAT HASN'T CHANGED, BUT DUE TO OUR CHANGE OF STATUS, 1225 00:50:59,389 --> 00:51:01,641 WHICH WE WOULD NO LONGER BE AN OFFICIAL WORKING MEMBERS OF THE 1226 00:51:01,725 --> 00:51:04,978 ROYAL FAMILY, THEY'RE OBVIOUSLY-- WHAT WE PROPOSED WAS 1227 00:51:05,061 --> 00:51:08,899 SORT OF PART-TIME, OR AT LEAST AS MUCH AS WE COULD DO WITHOUT 1228 00:51:08,982 --> 00:51:10,192 BEING FULLY CONSUMED BECAUSE OF, I THINK, WHAT MOST OF YOU GUYS 1229 00:51:10,275 --> 00:51:11,151 HAVE COVERED ALREADY. 1230 00:51:11,234 --> 00:51:13,820 >> Meghan: WE ACTUALLY DIDN'T TALK ABOUT THAT. 1231 00:51:13,904 --> 00:51:17,491 IT'S BEEN SO SPUN IN THE WRONG DIRECTION, AS THOUGH WE QUIT, WE 1232 00:51:17,574 --> 00:51:22,120 WALKED AWAY, WE-- ALL THE CONVERSATIONS OF THE TWO YEARS 1233 00:51:22,204 --> 00:51:25,040 BEFORE WE FINALLY ANNOUNCED IT. 1234 00:51:25,123 --> 00:51:29,085 >> Oprah: IN JANUARY 2020, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN 1235 00:51:29,169 --> 00:51:30,337 ANNOUNCED THEY WOULD STEP BACK AS SENIOR MEMBERS OF THE ROYAL 1236 00:51:30,420 --> 00:51:32,839 FAMILY. 1237 00:51:32,923 --> 00:51:34,883 >> THE SWIFTNESS WITH WHICH THEY'VE TAKEN THIS DECISION, 1238 00:51:34,966 --> 00:51:37,135 ONLY 18 MONTHS AFTER THEY GOT MARRIED, HAS TAKEN EVERYONE BY 1239 00:51:37,219 --> 00:51:40,180 SURPRISE, FROM THE QUEEN ALL THE WAY DOWN. 1240 00:51:40,263 --> 00:51:44,184 >> Oprah: THE BOMBSHELL NEWS SPARKED A WORLDWIDE MEDIA FRENZY 1241 00:51:44,267 --> 00:51:48,563 DUBBED "MEGXIT" BY THE BRITISH PRESS. 1242 00:51:48,647 --> 00:51:52,317 MANY REPORTERS AND VIRAL POSTS BLAMED MEGHAN FOR THE DECISION. 1243 00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:54,528 >> MEGHAN KNEW WHAT SHE WAS SIGNING UP FOR. 1244 00:51:54,611 --> 00:51:55,570 >> SHE'S BEING EVISCERATED. 1245 00:51:55,654 --> 00:51:56,863 >> HARRY, HOW ARE THE DISCUSSIONS GOING ON YOUR 1246 00:51:56,947 --> 00:51:58,532 FUTURE? 1247 00:51:58,615 --> 00:52:02,035 >> Oprah: IN AN OFFICIAL STATEMENT, QUEEN ELIZABETH SAID, 1248 00:52:02,118 --> 00:52:04,162 "ALTHOUGH WE WOULD HAVE PREFERRED THEM TO REMAIN 1249 00:52:04,246 --> 00:52:08,250 FULL-TIME WORKING MEMBERS OF THE ROYAL FAMILY, WE RESPECT AND 1250 00:52:08,333 --> 00:52:13,880 UNDERSTAND THEIR WISH TO LIVE A MORE INDEPENDENT LIFE AS A 1251 00:52:13,964 --> 00:52:16,258 FAMILY WHILE REMAINING A VALUED PART OF MY FAMILY." 1252 00:52:16,341 --> 00:52:18,051 OKAY, LET ME ASK THE QUESTION. 1253 00:52:18,134 --> 00:52:19,135 >> Meghan: YEAH? 1254 00:52:19,219 --> 00:52:22,013 >> Oprah: SO, OVER A YEAR AGO, YOU SHOCKED THE WORLD. 1255 00:52:22,097 --> 00:52:24,224 YOU ANNOUNCED THAT YOU WERE STEPPING BACK AS SENIOR MEMBERS 1256 00:52:24,307 --> 00:52:26,935 OF THE ROYAL FAMILY. 1257 00:52:27,018 --> 00:52:30,897 AND THEN THE MEDIA REPORTED THAT YOU HAD "BLINDSIDED" THE 1258 00:52:30,981 --> 00:52:33,024 QUEEN, YOUR GRANDMOTHER. 1259 00:52:33,108 --> 00:52:36,695 SO, HERE'S A TIME TO SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT. 1260 00:52:36,778 --> 00:52:39,948 WHAT WAS THE TIPPING POINT THAT MADE YOU DECIDE YOU HAD TO 1261 00:52:40,031 --> 00:52:41,074 LEAVE? 1262 00:52:41,157 --> 00:52:45,620 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, IT WAS DESPERATE. 1263 00:52:45,704 --> 00:52:46,913 I WENT TO ALL THE PLACES WHICH I THOUGHT I SHOULD GO TO, TO ASK 1264 00:52:46,997 --> 00:52:47,914 FOR HELP. 1265 00:52:47,998 --> 00:52:48,707 WE BOTH DID... 1266 00:52:48,790 --> 00:52:49,624 >> Meghan: MM-HMM. 1267 00:52:49,708 --> 00:52:51,293 >> Prince Harry: ...SEPARATELY AND TOGETHER. 1268 00:52:51,376 --> 00:52:53,378 >> Oprah: SO, YOU LEFT BECAUSE YOU WERE ASKING FOR HELP AND 1269 00:52:53,461 --> 00:52:54,212 COULDN'T GET IT? 1270 00:52:54,296 --> 00:52:58,091 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, BASICALLY. 1271 00:52:58,174 --> 00:52:59,926 BUT WE NEVER LEFT. 1272 00:53:00,010 --> 00:53:03,430 >> Meghan: WE NEVER LEFT THE FAMILY, AND WE ONLY WANTED TO 1273 00:53:03,513 --> 00:53:05,390 HAVE THE SAME TYPE OF ROLE THAT EXISTS, RIGHT? 1274 00:53:05,473 --> 00:53:08,059 THERE'S SENIOR MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY, AND THEN THERE ARE 1275 00:53:08,143 --> 00:53:09,227 NON-SENIOR MEMBERS. 1276 00:53:09,311 --> 00:53:12,272 AND WE SAID, SPECIFICALLY, "WE'RE STEPPING BACK FROM SENIOR 1277 00:53:12,355 --> 00:53:15,567 ROLES TO BE JUST LIKE SEVERAL"-- I MEAN, I CAN THINK OF SO MANY 1278 00:53:15,650 --> 00:53:17,277 RIGHT NOW WHO ARE ALL-- THEY'RE ROYAL HIGHNESSES, PRINCE OR 1279 00:53:17,360 --> 00:53:22,616 PRINCESS, DUKE OR DUCHESS-- WHO EARN A LIVING, LIVE ON PALACE 1280 00:53:22,699 --> 00:53:25,035 GROUNDS, CAN SUPPORT THE QUEEN IF AND WHEN CALLED UPON. 1281 00:53:25,118 --> 00:53:27,203 SO, WE WEREN'T REINVENTING THE WHEEL HERE. 1282 00:53:27,287 --> 00:53:30,457 WE WERE SAYING, "OKAY, IF THIS ISN'T WORKING FOR EVERYONE, 1283 00:53:30,540 --> 00:53:33,793 WE'RE IN A LOT OF PAIN, YOU CAN'T PROVIDE US WITH THE HELP 1284 00:53:33,877 --> 00:53:36,129 THAT WE NEED, WE CAN JUST TAKE A STEP BACK. 1285 00:53:36,212 --> 00:53:38,256 WE CAN DO IT IN A COMMONWEALTH COUNTRY." 1286 00:53:38,340 --> 00:53:39,507 WE SUGGESTED NEW ZEALAND, SOUTH AFRICA. 1287 00:53:39,591 --> 00:53:39,966 >> Prince Harry: TAKE A BREATH. 1288 00:53:40,050 --> 00:53:41,134 >> Meghan: CANADA. 1289 00:53:41,217 --> 00:53:42,469 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1290 00:53:42,552 --> 00:53:44,804 AND YOU WANTED TO TAKE A BREATH FROM WHAT, SPECIFICALLY? 1291 00:53:44,888 --> 00:53:45,805 LET'S BE CLEAR. 1292 00:53:45,889 --> 00:53:49,476 >> Prince Harry: FROM THIS-- THIS CONSTANT BARRAGE. 1293 00:53:49,559 --> 00:53:52,646 MY BIGGEST CONCERN WAS HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF, AND I'VE SAID 1294 00:53:52,729 --> 00:53:56,316 THAT BEFORE ON NUMEROUS OCCASIONS, VERY PUBLICLY. 1295 00:53:56,399 --> 00:54:00,612 AND WHAT I WAS SEEING WAS HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF, BUT 1296 00:54:00,695 --> 00:54:02,280 MORE, PERHAPS-- OR DEFINITELY FAR MORE DANGEROUS, BECAUSE THEN 1297 00:54:02,364 --> 00:54:05,116 YOU ADD RACE IN AND YOU ADD SOCIAL MEDIA IN. 1298 00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:07,285 AND WHEN I'M TALKING ABOUT HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF, I'M 1299 00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:09,496 TALKING ABOUT MY-- MY MOTHER. 1300 00:54:09,579 --> 00:54:14,834 WHEN YOU CAN SEE SOMETHING HAPPENING IN THE SAME KIND OF 1301 00:54:14,918 --> 00:54:20,173 WAY, ANYBODY WOULD ASK FOR HELP, ASK THE SYSTEM OF WHICH YOU ARE 1302 00:54:20,256 --> 00:54:21,424 A PART OF-- ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU KNOW THERE'S A RELATIONSHIP 1303 00:54:21,508 --> 00:54:26,513 THERE-- THAT THEY COULD HELP AND SHARE SOME TRUTH OR CALL-- CALL 1304 00:54:26,596 --> 00:54:28,640 THE DOGS OFF, WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. 1305 00:54:28,723 --> 00:54:32,185 SO, TO RECEIVE NO HELP AT ALL AND TO BE TOLD CONTINUOUSLY, 1306 00:54:32,268 --> 00:54:33,311 "THIS IS HOW IT IS. 1307 00:54:33,395 --> 00:54:34,604 THIS IS JUST HOW IT IS. 1308 00:54:34,688 --> 00:54:35,855 WE'VE ALL BEEN THROUGH IT." 1309 00:54:35,939 --> 00:54:39,818 AND I THINK THE BIGGEST TURNING POINT FOR ME WAS THE-- AND IT 1310 00:54:39,901 --> 00:54:40,944 DIDN'T TAKE VERY LONG. 1311 00:54:41,027 --> 00:54:45,740 IT WAS ACTUALLY RIGHT AT THE BEGINNING-- WAS, OKAY, THIS 1312 00:54:45,824 --> 00:54:48,660 UNION-- US, ME-- BEING-- HAVING A GIRLFRIEND WAS GOING TO BE A 1313 00:54:48,743 --> 00:54:49,119 THING. 1314 00:54:49,202 --> 00:54:52,497 OF COURSE IT WAS. 1315 00:54:52,580 --> 00:54:54,332 BUT I-- I NEVER EXPECTED, OR I NEVER THOUGHT-- 1316 00:54:54,416 --> 00:54:56,543 >> Oprah: BECAUSE SHE WAS A MIXED RACE? 1317 00:54:56,626 --> 00:54:58,336 >> Prince Harry: NO, JUST-- JUST THE TWO OF US TO START WITH. 1318 00:54:58,420 --> 00:55:03,842 I HADN'T REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT THE MIXED RACE PIECE, BECAUSE I 1319 00:55:03,925 --> 00:55:07,387 THOUGHT, WELL, WELL, FIRSTLY, YOU KNOW, I'VE SPENT MANY YEARS 1320 00:55:07,470 --> 00:55:12,392 DOING THE WORK AND DOING MY OWN LEARNING. 1321 00:55:12,475 --> 00:55:14,853 BUT MY UPBRINGING IN THE SYSTEM, OF WHICH I WAS BROUGHT UP IN AND 1322 00:55:14,936 --> 00:55:16,771 WHAT I'VE BEEN EXPOSED TO, IT WASN'T-- I WASN'T AWARE OF IT, 1323 00:55:16,855 --> 00:55:18,523 TO START WITH. 1324 00:55:18,606 --> 00:55:22,569 BUT, MY GOD, IT DOESN'T TAKE VERY LONG TO SUDDENLY BECOME 1325 00:55:22,652 --> 00:55:23,778 AWARE OF IT. 1326 00:55:23,862 --> 00:55:26,072 >> Oprah: YEAH, BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU REALLY WEREN'T AWARE OF 1327 00:55:26,156 --> 00:55:27,073 UNCONSCIOUS BIAS AND ALL THAT THAT REPRESENTS... 1328 00:55:27,157 --> 00:55:27,866 >> Prince Harry: NO. 1329 00:55:27,949 --> 00:55:28,742 >> Oprah: ...UNTIL YOU MET MEGHAN. 1330 00:55:28,825 --> 00:55:29,909 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1331 00:55:29,993 --> 00:55:34,581 YOU KNOW, AS SAD AS IT IS TO SAY, IT TAKES LIVING IN HER 1332 00:55:34,664 --> 00:55:41,087 SHOES-- IN THIS INSTANCE, FOR A DAY OR THOSE FIRST EIGHT DAYS-- 1333 00:55:41,171 --> 00:55:44,883 TO SEE WHERE IT WAS GOING TO GO AND HOW FAR THEY WERE GOING TO 1334 00:55:44,966 --> 00:55:46,217 TAKE IT. 1335 00:55:46,301 --> 00:55:47,427 >> Oprah: AND GET AWAY WITH IT. 1336 00:55:47,510 --> 00:55:48,928 >> Prince Harry: AND GET AWAY WITH IT AND BE SO BLATANT ABOUT 1337 00:55:49,012 --> 00:55:49,637 IT. 1338 00:55:49,721 --> 00:55:50,972 THAT'S THE BIT THAT SHOCKED ME. 1339 00:55:51,056 --> 00:55:54,100 THIS IS-- WE'RE TALKING ABOUT THE U.K. PRESS HERE, RIGHT? 1340 00:55:54,184 --> 00:55:56,352 AND THIS-- THE U.K. IS MY HOME. 1341 00:55:56,436 --> 00:55:59,773 THAT IS-- THAT IS WHERE I WAS BROUGHT UP. 1342 00:55:59,856 --> 00:56:04,736 SO, YES, I'VE GOT MY OWN RELATIONSHIP THAT GOES BACK A 1343 00:56:04,819 --> 00:56:06,446 LONG WAY WITH THE MEDIA. 1344 00:56:06,529 --> 00:56:12,911 I-- I ASKED FOR CALM FROM THE BRITISH TABLOIDS ONCE AS A 1345 00:56:12,994 --> 00:56:15,789 BOYFRIEND, ONCE AS A HUSBAND, AND ONCE AS A FATHER. 1346 00:56:15,872 --> 00:56:20,668 >> Oprah: SO, WHEN I ASK THE QUESTION "WHY DID YOU LEAVE?" 1347 00:56:20,752 --> 00:56:23,588 THE SIMPLEST ANSWER IS? 1348 00:56:23,671 --> 00:56:27,967 >> Prince Harry: LACK OF SUPPORT AND LACK OF UNDERSTANDING. 1349 00:56:28,051 --> 00:56:29,803 >> Oprah: SO, I WANT CLARITY. 1350 00:56:29,886 --> 00:56:31,596 WAS THE MOVE ABOUT GETTING AWAY FROM THE U.K. PRESS? 1351 00:56:31,679 --> 00:56:34,516 BECAUSE THE PRESS, AS YOU KNOW, IS EVERYWHERE. 1352 00:56:34,599 --> 00:56:36,518 OR WAS THE MOVE BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T GETTING ENOUGH SUPPORT 1353 00:56:36,601 --> 00:56:38,603 FROM THE FIRM? 1354 00:56:38,686 --> 00:56:40,105 >> Prince Harry: IT WAS BOTH. 1355 00:56:40,188 --> 00:56:41,147 >> Oprah: BOTH. 1356 00:56:41,231 --> 00:56:42,482 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1357 00:56:42,565 --> 00:56:44,651 >> Oprah: DID YOU BLINDSIDE THE QUEEN? 1358 00:56:44,734 --> 00:56:45,443 >> Prince Harry: NO. 1359 00:56:45,527 --> 00:56:46,986 I'VE NEVER BLINDSIDED MY GRANDMOTHER. 1360 00:56:47,070 --> 00:56:48,488 I HAVE TOO MUCH RESPECT FOR HER. 1361 00:56:48,571 --> 00:56:55,829 >> Oprah: SO, WHERE DID THAT STORY COME FROM? 1362 00:56:55,912 --> 00:56:57,956 >> Prince Harry: I HAZARD A GUESS THAT IT PROBABLY COULD 1363 00:56:58,039 --> 00:56:59,457 HAVE COME FROM WITHIN THE INSTITUTION. 1364 00:56:59,541 --> 00:57:00,667 >> Oprah: MM. 1365 00:57:00,750 --> 00:57:02,001 >> Meghan: SO, I REMEMBER WHEN YOU TALKED TO HER SEVERAL TIMES 1366 00:57:02,085 --> 00:57:04,295 ABOUT THIS OVER-- >> Prince Harry: TWO YEARS. 1367 00:57:04,379 --> 00:57:05,839 >> Meghan: --TWO YEARS. 1368 00:57:05,922 --> 00:57:08,049 BUT EVEN THE NIGHT BEFORE, DAYS BEFORE, WITH THE STATEMENT 1369 00:57:08,133 --> 00:57:09,467 COMING OUT, I REMEMBER THAT CONVERSATION. 1370 00:57:09,551 --> 00:57:11,511 >> Oprah: SO, AND HOW DO YOU KNOW SHE WASN'T BLINDSIDED? 1371 00:57:11,594 --> 00:57:14,681 BECAUSE OF THE WAY IT WAS PRESENTED THROUGH THE PRESS IS 1372 00:57:14,764 --> 00:57:15,515 THAT SUDDENLY YOU MADE THIS ANNOUNCEMENT. 1373 00:57:15,598 --> 00:57:18,393 SHE DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS COMING. 1374 00:57:18,476 --> 00:57:21,312 >> Prince Harry: NO, I-- WHEN WE WERE IN CANADA, I HAD THREE 1375 00:57:21,396 --> 00:57:23,898 CONVERSATIONS WITH MY GRANDMOTHER AND TWO 1376 00:57:23,982 --> 00:57:28,862 CONVERSATIONS WITH MY FATHER AND-- BEFORE HE STOPPED TAKING 1377 00:57:28,945 --> 00:57:31,072 MY CALLS-- AND THEN SAID, "CAN YOU PUT THIS ALL IN WRITING WHAT 1378 00:57:31,156 --> 00:57:33,032 YOUR PLAN IS?" >> Oprah: YOUR FATHER ASKED YOU 1379 00:57:33,116 --> 00:57:33,533 TO PUT IT IN WRITING. 1380 00:57:33,616 --> 00:57:34,576 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1381 00:57:34,659 --> 00:57:36,744 HE ASKED ME TO PUT IT IN WRITING, AND I PUT ALL THE 1382 00:57:36,828 --> 00:57:39,372 SPECIFICS IN THERE, EVEN THE FACT THAT WE WERE PLANNING ON 1383 00:57:39,455 --> 00:57:40,540 PUTTING THE ANNOUNCEMENT OUT ON THE 7th OF JANUARY. 1384 00:57:40,623 --> 00:57:43,543 >> Oprah: SO, YOU JUST SAID THAT YOUR DAD STOPPED TAKING YOUR 1385 00:57:43,626 --> 00:57:44,544 CALLS. 1386 00:57:44,627 --> 00:57:46,671 WHY DID HE STOP TAKING YOUR CALLS? 1387 00:57:46,754 --> 00:57:53,052 >> Prince Harry: BECAUSE... 1388 00:57:53,136 --> 00:57:53,511 I TOOK MATTERS IN-- BY THAT POINT, I TOOK MATTERS INTO MY 1389 00:57:53,595 --> 00:57:56,389 OWN HANDS. 1390 00:57:56,472 --> 00:57:58,016 IT WAS LIKE I NEED TO DO THIS FOR MY FAMILY. 1391 00:57:58,099 --> 00:58:00,268 THIS IS NOT A SURPRISE TO ANYBODY. 1392 00:58:00,351 --> 00:58:03,563 IT'S REALLY SAD THAT IT'S GOTTEN TO THIS POINT, BUT I'VE GOT TO 1393 00:58:03,646 --> 00:58:07,233 DO SOMETHING FOR MY OWN MENTAL HEALTH, MY WIFE'S, AND FOR 1394 00:58:07,317 --> 00:58:10,570 ARCHIE'S, AS WELL, BECAUSE I COULD SEE WHERE THIS WAS HEADED. 1395 00:58:10,653 --> 00:58:14,407 >> Oprah: I THINK WHAT WE REALLY HAVE GOT TO CLEAR UP HERE IS 1396 00:58:14,490 --> 00:58:18,286 THAT YOU, MEGHAN, ARE THE ONE WHO MANIPULATED, CALCULATED THIS 1397 00:58:18,369 --> 00:58:20,246 MEGXIT. 1398 00:58:29,505 --> 00:58:32,550 >> Meghan: TO HAVE SAT BACK AND NOT SAID THAT FOR SO LONG, IT 1399 00:58:32,634 --> 00:58:35,053 JUST FEELS REALLY-- >> Oprah: TO HAVE BEEN SILENCED 1400 00:58:35,136 --> 00:58:36,095 ALL THIS TIME. 1401 00:58:36,179 --> 00:58:37,430 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1402 00:58:37,513 --> 00:58:39,265 >> Prince Harry: BEEN THREE AND A HALF, FOUR YEARS-- OR LONGER, 1403 00:58:39,349 --> 00:58:40,475 ACTUALLY. 1404 00:58:40,558 --> 00:58:45,021 >> Meghan: WE WERE SAYING-- GOSH, IT MUST HAVE BEEN YEARS 1405 00:58:45,104 --> 00:58:49,400 AGO WE WERE SITTING IN NOTTINGHAM-- I WAS SITTING IN 1406 00:58:49,484 --> 00:58:50,818 NOTTINGHAM COTTAGE, AND "THE LITTLE MERMAID" CAME ON. 1407 00:58:50,902 --> 00:58:52,153 NOW, WHO WATCHES-- WHO AS AN ADULT REALLY WATCHES "THE LITTLE 1408 00:58:52,237 --> 00:58:53,363 MERMAID"? 1409 00:58:53,446 --> 00:58:54,113 BUT IT CAME ON, AND I WAS LIKE, "WELL, I'M JUST HERE ALL THE 1410 00:58:54,197 --> 00:58:56,032 TIME, SO I MAY AS WELL WATCH THIS." 1411 00:58:56,115 --> 00:58:57,617 AND I WENT, "OH, MY GOD! 1412 00:58:57,700 --> 00:59:00,286 SHE FALLS IN LOVE WITH THE PRINCE, AND BECAUSE OF THAT, 1413 00:59:00,370 --> 00:59:01,079 SHE HAS TO LOSE HER VOICE." 1414 00:59:01,162 --> 00:59:02,580 >> Oprah: MM. 1415 00:59:02,664 --> 00:59:03,623 >> Meghan: BUT BY THE END, SHE GETS HER VOICE BACK. 1416 00:59:03,706 --> 00:59:04,415 >> Oprah: GETS HER VOICE BACK. 1417 00:59:04,499 --> 00:59:05,291 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1418 00:59:05,375 --> 00:59:07,085 >> Oprah: AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED HERE. 1419 00:59:07,168 --> 00:59:07,835 YOU FEEL LIKE YOU GOT YOUR VOICE BACK. 1420 00:59:07,919 --> 00:59:09,587 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1421 00:59:09,671 --> 00:59:10,588 >> Oprah: SO, YOU-- YOU'RE STEPPING BACK OUT OF 1422 00:59:10,672 --> 00:59:15,260 FRUSTRATION, AND YOU JUST NEED TO GET OUT. 1423 00:59:15,343 --> 00:59:17,095 AND, YOU KNOW, YOU HEARD MEGHAN SHARE WITH US ALL... 1424 00:59:17,178 --> 00:59:18,846 >> Prince Harry: MM-HMM. 1425 00:59:18,930 --> 00:59:21,349 >> Oprah: ...THE MOMENT THAT SHE CAME TO YOU, HAD THE COURAGE 1426 00:59:21,432 --> 00:59:22,141 ENOUGH TO SAY OUT LOUD... 1427 00:59:22,225 --> 00:59:23,101 >> Prince Harry: MM-HMM. 1428 00:59:23,184 --> 00:59:24,185 >> Oprah: ..."I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE." 1429 00:59:24,269 --> 00:59:28,523 >> Prince Harry: MM-HMM. 1430 00:59:28,606 --> 00:59:30,692 >> Oprah: AND YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 1431 00:59:30,775 --> 00:59:32,777 >> Prince Harry: I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO. 1432 00:59:32,860 --> 00:59:35,571 I WASN'T-- I WASN'T PREPARED FOR THAT. 1433 00:59:35,655 --> 00:59:38,866 I WENT-- I WENT TO A VERY DARK PLACE, AS WELL. 1434 00:59:38,950 --> 00:59:41,953 BUT I-- I WANTED TO BE THERE FOR HER AND... 1435 00:59:42,036 --> 00:59:43,997 >> Meghan: ALSO, WE DIDN'T LEAVE RIGHT THAT MINUTE, RIGHT? 1436 00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:45,540 >> Prince Harry: ...I WAS TERRIFIED. 1437 00:59:45,623 --> 00:59:47,333 >> Meghan: WE STILL-- THAT'S ALMOST A YEAR AFTER. 1438 00:59:47,417 --> 00:59:48,668 >> Oprah: SO, THEN, DID YOU TELL OTHER PEOPLE IN THE FAMILY, "I 1439 00:59:48,751 --> 00:59:49,168 HAVE TO GET HELP FOR HER? 1440 00:59:49,252 --> 00:59:50,795 WE NEED HELP FOR HER"? 1441 00:59:50,878 --> 00:59:51,963 >> Prince Harry: NO. 1442 00:59:52,046 --> 00:59:53,965 THAT'S JUST NOT A CONVERSATION THAT WOULD BE HAD. 1443 00:59:54,048 --> 00:59:56,634 >> Oprah: WHY? 1444 00:59:56,718 --> 01:00:00,680 >> Prince Harry: I GUESS I WAS ASHAMED OF ADMITTING IT TO THEM. 1445 01:00:00,763 --> 01:00:01,806 >> Oprah: OH. 1446 01:00:01,889 --> 01:00:03,308 >> Prince Harry: AND I DON'T KNOW WHETHER-- I DON'T KNOW 1447 01:00:03,391 --> 01:00:03,850 WHETHER THEY'VE HAD THE SAME-- WHETHER THEY'VE HAD THE SAME 1448 01:00:03,933 --> 01:00:05,518 FEELINGS OR THOUGHTS. 1449 01:00:05,601 --> 01:00:07,103 I HAVE NO IDEA. 1450 01:00:07,186 --> 01:00:09,397 AND IT'S A VERY TRAPPING ENVIRONMENT THAT A LOT OF THEM 1451 01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:11,524 ARE STUCK IN. 1452 01:00:11,607 --> 01:00:13,568 >> Oprah: YOU WERE ASHAMED OF ADMITTING THAT MEGHAN NEEDED 1453 01:00:13,651 --> 01:00:14,110 HELP. 1454 01:00:14,193 --> 01:00:16,029 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1455 01:00:16,112 --> 01:00:18,364 >> Oprah: MM. 1456 01:00:18,448 --> 01:00:19,657 >> Prince Harry: I DIDN'T HAVE ANYONE TO TURN TO. 1457 01:00:19,741 --> 01:00:20,867 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1458 01:00:20,950 --> 01:00:24,662 >> Prince Harry: YOU KNOW, WE'VE GOT SOME VERY CLOSE FRIENDS 1459 01:00:24,746 --> 01:00:28,708 THAT-- THAT HAVE BEEN WITH US THROUGH THIS WHOLE PROCESS, BUT 1460 01:00:28,791 --> 01:00:33,338 FOR THE FAMILY, THEY VERY MUCH HAVE THIS MENTALITY OF "THIS IS 1461 01:00:33,421 --> 01:00:34,839 JUST HOW IT IS. 1462 01:00:34,922 --> 01:00:35,923 THIS IS HOW IT'S MEANT TO BE. 1463 01:00:36,007 --> 01:00:37,175 YOU CAN'T CHANGE IT. 1464 01:00:37,258 --> 01:00:39,218 WE'VE ALL BEEN THROUGH IT." 1465 01:00:39,302 --> 01:00:41,012 >> Oprah: "WE'VE ALL BEEN THROUGH THE PRESSURE. 1466 01:00:41,095 --> 01:00:42,764 WE'VE ALL BEEN THROUGH BEING EXPLOITED." 1467 01:00:42,847 --> 01:00:45,224 >> Prince Harry: YES. 1468 01:00:45,308 --> 01:00:48,436 BUT WHAT WAS DIFFERENT FOR ME WAS THE RACE ELEMENT, BECAUSE 1469 01:00:48,519 --> 01:00:49,645 NOW IT WASN'T JUST ABOUT HER, BUT IT IS ABOUT WHAT SHE 1470 01:00:49,729 --> 01:00:51,356 REPRESENTS. 1471 01:00:51,439 --> 01:00:54,233 AND, THEREFORE, IT WASN'T JUST AFFECTING MY WIFE. 1472 01:00:54,317 --> 01:00:55,735 IT WAS AFFECTING SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE, AS WELL. 1473 01:00:55,818 --> 01:00:58,905 AND THAT'S-- THAT WAS THE TRIGGER FOR ME TO REALLY ENGAGE 1474 01:00:58,988 --> 01:01:02,533 IN THOSE CONVERSATIONS WITH PALACE-- SENIOR PALACE STAFF AND 1475 01:01:02,617 --> 01:01:06,454 WITH MY FAMILY TO SAY, "GUYS, THIS IS NOT GOING TO END WELL." 1476 01:01:06,537 --> 01:01:09,582 >> Oprah: AND WHEN YOU SAY "END WELL," WHAT DID YOU MEAN? 1477 01:01:09,665 --> 01:01:12,752 >> Prince Harry: FOR ANYONE IT'S NOT GOING TO END WELL, BECAUSE 1478 01:01:12,835 --> 01:01:19,759 THE WAY THAT I SAW IT WAS THERE WAS A WAY OF DOING THINGS, BUT 1479 01:01:19,842 --> 01:01:24,263 FOR US, FOR THIS UNION AND THE SPECIFICS AROUND HER RACE, THERE 1480 01:01:24,347 --> 01:01:29,060 WAS AN OPPORTUNITY, MANY OPPORTUNITIES, FOR MY FAMILY TO 1481 01:01:29,143 --> 01:01:29,936 SHOW SOME PUBLIC SUPPORT. 1482 01:01:30,019 --> 01:01:31,479 >> Oprah: MM. 1483 01:01:31,562 --> 01:01:34,232 >> Prince Harry: AND I GUESS ONE OF THE MOST TELLING PARTS AND 1484 01:01:34,315 --> 01:01:36,776 THE SADDEST PARTS, I GUESS, WAS OVER 70 MEMBERS OF PARLIAMENT, 1485 01:01:36,859 --> 01:01:44,242 FEMALE MEMBERS OF PARLIAMENT-- BOTH CONSERVATIVE AND LABOR-- 1486 01:01:44,325 --> 01:01:46,411 CAME OUT AND CALLED OUT THE-- THE COLONIAL UNDERTONES OF 1487 01:01:46,494 --> 01:01:48,621 ARTICLES AND HEADLINES WRITTEN ABOUT MEGHAN. 1488 01:01:48,704 --> 01:01:51,582 YET NO ONE FROM MY FAMILY EVER SAID ANYTHING OVER THOSE THREE 1489 01:01:51,666 --> 01:01:54,127 YEARS. 1490 01:01:54,210 --> 01:01:59,924 AND THAT-- THAT HURTS. 1491 01:02:00,007 --> 01:02:04,470 BUT I ALSO AM ACUTELY AWARE OF WHERE MY FAMILY STAND AND HOW 1492 01:02:04,554 --> 01:02:05,805 SCARED THEY ARE OF THE TABLOIDS TURNING ON THEM. 1493 01:02:05,888 --> 01:02:08,474 >> Oprah: TURNING ON THEM FOR WHAT? 1494 01:02:08,558 --> 01:02:11,102 THEY'RE THE ROYAL FAMILY. 1495 01:02:11,185 --> 01:02:15,148 >> Prince Harry: YES, BUT IT'S-- THERE IS THIS INVISIBLE-- 1496 01:02:15,231 --> 01:02:18,651 WHAT'S-- WHAT'S TERMED OR REFERRED TO AS THE "INVISIBLE 1497 01:02:18,734 --> 01:02:20,945 CONTRACT" BEHIND CLOSED DOORS BETWEEN THE INSTITUTION AND THE 1498 01:02:21,028 --> 01:02:21,988 TABLOIDS, THE U.K. TABLOIDS. 1499 01:02:22,071 --> 01:02:25,783 >> Oprah: HOW SO? 1500 01:02:25,867 --> 01:02:28,911 >> Prince Harry: WELL, IT IS-- TO SIMPLIFY IT, IT'S A CASE OF 1501 01:02:28,995 --> 01:02:33,541 IF YOU-- IF YOU AS A FAMILY MEMBER ARE WILLING TO WINE, 1502 01:02:33,624 --> 01:02:36,836 DINE, AND GIVE FULL ACCESS TO THESE REPORTERS, THEN YOU WILL 1503 01:02:36,919 --> 01:02:39,005 GET BETTER PRESS. 1504 01:02:39,088 --> 01:02:41,466 >> Oprah: WHAT DO YOU CARE ABOUT BETTER PRESS IF YOU'RE ROYAL? 1505 01:02:41,549 --> 01:02:48,014 >> Prince Harry: I THINK EVERYONE NEEDS TO HAVE SOME 1506 01:02:48,097 --> 01:02:49,891 COMPASSION FOR-- FOR THEM IN THAT SITUATION, RIGHT? 1507 01:02:49,974 --> 01:02:51,726 THERE IS A LEVEL OF CONTROL BY FEAR THAT HAS EXISTED FOR 1508 01:02:51,809 --> 01:02:57,398 GENERATIONS-- I MEAN, GENERATIONS. 1509 01:02:57,482 --> 01:02:59,817 >> Oprah: BUT WHO'S CONTROLLING WHOM? 1510 01:02:59,901 --> 01:03:00,776 IT'S THE INSTITUTION. 1511 01:03:00,860 --> 01:03:01,986 FROM OUR POINT OF VIEW, JUST THE PUBLIC, IT'S-- 1512 01:03:02,069 --> 01:03:04,697 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, BUT THE INSTITUTION SURVIVES BASED ON 1513 01:03:04,780 --> 01:03:05,865 THAT, ON THAT PERCEPTION. 1514 01:03:05,948 --> 01:03:08,409 SO, ACTUALLY, IF YOU DON'T-- >> Oprah: SO, YOU'RE SAYING 1515 01:03:08,493 --> 01:03:10,369 THERE'S THIS RELATIONSHIP THAT MEGHAN WAS SPEAKING OF, IT'S 1516 01:03:10,453 --> 01:03:11,913 LIKE SYMBIOTIC. 1517 01:03:11,996 --> 01:03:12,747 ONE LIVES OR THRIVES BECAUSE THE OTHER EXISTS. 1518 01:03:12,830 --> 01:03:13,539 >> Meghan: MM. 1519 01:03:13,623 --> 01:03:16,000 >> Oprah: THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE SAYING. 1520 01:03:16,083 --> 01:03:17,710 >> Prince Harry: THAT'S THE-- THAT'S THE IDEA, YEAH. 1521 01:03:17,793 --> 01:03:19,754 >> Meghan: WELL, SEE, I THINK THERE'S A REASON THAT THESE 1522 01:03:19,837 --> 01:03:24,884 TABLOIDS HAVE HOLIDAY PARTIES AT THE PALACE. 1523 01:03:24,967 --> 01:03:27,887 THEY'RE HOSTED BY THE PALACE, THE TABLOIDS ARE. 1524 01:03:27,970 --> 01:03:31,891 YOU KNOW, THERE IS A CONSTRUCT THAT'S AT PLAY THERE. 1525 01:03:31,974 --> 01:03:35,520 AND BECAUSE, FROM THE BEGINNING OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, 1526 01:03:35,603 --> 01:03:43,069 THEY WERE SO ATTACKING AND INCITING SO MUCH RACISM, REALLY, 1527 01:03:43,152 --> 01:03:45,404 IT CHANGED OUR-- THE RISK LEVEL, BECAUSE IT WENT-- IT WASN'T JUST 1528 01:03:45,488 --> 01:03:46,906 CATTY GOSSIP. 1529 01:03:46,989 --> 01:03:49,867 IT WAS BRINGING OUT A PART OF PEOPLE THAT WAS RACIST IN HOW IT 1530 01:03:49,951 --> 01:03:50,868 WAS CHARGED. 1531 01:03:50,952 --> 01:03:51,744 AND THAT CHANGED THE THREAT. 1532 01:03:51,827 --> 01:03:52,870 THAT CHANGED THE LEVEL OF DEATH THREATS. 1533 01:03:52,954 --> 01:03:55,873 THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING. 1534 01:03:55,957 --> 01:04:00,586 >> Oprah: SO, TELL ME THIS: YOU SAID A MOMENT AGO, IT HURTS THAT 1535 01:04:00,670 --> 01:04:05,258 YOUR FAMILY HAS NEVER ACKNOWLEDGED THE ROLE THAT 1536 01:04:05,341 --> 01:04:06,300 RACISM PLAYED IN HERE. 1537 01:04:06,384 --> 01:04:07,093 DID YOU THINK SHE WAS WELL RECEIVED IN THE BEGINNING? 1538 01:04:07,176 --> 01:04:07,718 >> Prince Harry: YES. 1539 01:04:07,802 --> 01:04:08,928 FAR BETTER THAN I EXPECTED. 1540 01:04:09,011 --> 01:04:12,890 ( LAUGHTER ) BUT, YOU KNOW, MY-- MY 1541 01:04:12,974 --> 01:04:16,602 GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN AMAZING THROUGHOUT. 1542 01:04:16,686 --> 01:04:20,439 YOU KNOW, MY FATHER, MY BROTHER, KATE AND-- AND ALL THE REST OF 1543 01:04:20,523 --> 01:04:21,065 THE FAMILY, THEY WERE. 1544 01:04:21,148 --> 01:04:23,734 THEY WERE REALLY WELCOMING. 1545 01:04:23,818 --> 01:04:25,736 BUT IT REALLY CHANGED AFTER THE AUSTRALIA TOUR, AFTER OUR SOUTH 1546 01:04:25,820 --> 01:04:26,946 PACIFIC TOUR. 1547 01:04:27,029 --> 01:04:28,114 >> Meghan: THAT'S WHEN WE ANNOUNCED WE WERE PREGNANT WITH 1548 01:04:28,197 --> 01:04:28,698 ARCHIE. 1549 01:04:28,781 --> 01:04:29,991 THAT WAS OUR FIRST TOUR. 1550 01:04:30,074 --> 01:04:31,909 >> Prince Harry: BUT IT WAS ALSO-- IT WAS ALSO THE FIRST 1551 01:04:31,993 --> 01:04:34,287 TIME THAT THE FAMILY GOT TO SEE HOW INCREDIBLE SHE IS AT THE 1552 01:04:34,370 --> 01:04:35,454 JOB. 1553 01:04:35,538 --> 01:04:38,499 AND THAT BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES. 1554 01:04:38,583 --> 01:04:40,459 >> Oprah: I'M THINKING, BECAUSE I WATCH "THE CROWN," OKAY? 1555 01:04:40,543 --> 01:04:41,419 I WATCH "THE CROWN." 1556 01:04:41,502 --> 01:04:42,461 DO YOU ALL WATCH "THE CROWN"? 1557 01:04:42,545 --> 01:04:44,797 >> Meghan: ( LAUGHS ) >> Prince Harry: I'VE WATCHED 1558 01:04:44,880 --> 01:04:45,548 SOME OF IT. 1559 01:04:45,631 --> 01:04:46,299 YOU'VE WATCHED SOME OF IT? 1560 01:04:46,382 --> 01:04:48,134 >> Meghan: I'VE WATCHED SOME OF IT. 1561 01:04:48,217 --> 01:04:51,304 >> Oprah: BUT THERE'S THIS-- I THINK IT WAS THE FOURTH SEASON, 1562 01:04:51,387 --> 01:04:52,597 ACTUALLY, WHERE THERE IS AN AUSTRALIAN TOUR. 1563 01:04:52,680 --> 01:04:53,639 SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT? 1564 01:04:53,723 --> 01:04:55,516 IT BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES OF THAT? 1565 01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:56,058 THE AUSTRALIAN TOUR... 1566 01:04:56,142 --> 01:04:57,310 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1567 01:04:57,393 --> 01:05:00,146 >> Oprah: ...WHERE YOUR FATHER AND YOUR MOTHER WENT THERE, AND 1568 01:05:00,229 --> 01:05:02,940 YOUR MOTHER WAS BEDAZZLING? 1569 01:05:03,024 --> 01:05:07,111 SO, ARE YOU SAYING THAT THERE WERE HINTS OF JEALOUSY? 1570 01:05:07,194 --> 01:05:14,785 >> Prince Harry: LOOK, I-- I JUST WISH THAT WE WOULD ALL 1571 01:05:14,869 --> 01:05:17,121 LEARN FROM THE PAST. 1572 01:05:17,204 --> 01:05:22,168 BUT TO SEE THE-- TO SEE HOW EFFORTLESS IT WAS FOR MEGHAN TO 1573 01:05:22,251 --> 01:05:28,174 COME INTO THE FAMILY SO QUICKLY IN AUSTRALIA AND ACROSS NEW 1574 01:05:28,257 --> 01:05:29,508 ZEALAND, FIJI, AND TONGA, AND JUST BE ABLE TO CONNECT WITH 1575 01:05:29,592 --> 01:05:30,843 PEOPLE IN SUCH A-- >> Oprah: BUT-- 1576 01:05:30,926 --> 01:05:31,844 >> Prince Harry: I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW, I KNOW. 1577 01:05:31,927 --> 01:05:35,056 BUT IT'S-- >> Oprah: WHY-- I MEAN, WHY 1578 01:05:35,139 --> 01:05:35,681 WOULDN'T EVERYBODY LOVE THAT? 1579 01:05:35,765 --> 01:05:36,891 ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU WANT? 1580 01:05:36,974 --> 01:05:42,021 YOU WANT HER TO COME INTO THE FAMILY AND TO, AS THE QUEEN SAID 1581 01:05:42,104 --> 01:05:46,233 AT ONE POINT, THE WAY THAT MEGHAN HAD BASICALLY-- NOT HER 1582 01:05:46,317 --> 01:05:48,069 WORDS-- BUT ASSIMILATED INTO THE FAMILY. 1583 01:05:48,152 --> 01:05:51,155 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, I THINK, YOU KNOW, AS WE TALKED ABOUT, 1584 01:05:51,238 --> 01:05:54,575 SHE WAS VERY MUCH WELCOMED INTO THE FAMILY, NOT JUST BY THE 1585 01:05:54,659 --> 01:05:55,576 FAMILY, BUT BY THE WORLD. 1586 01:05:55,660 --> 01:05:56,577 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1587 01:05:56,661 --> 01:05:58,371 >> Prince Harry: CERTAINLY BY THE COMMONWEALTH. 1588 01:05:58,454 --> 01:06:01,248 I MEAN, HERE YOU HAVE ONE OF THE GREATEST ASSETS TO THE 1589 01:06:01,332 --> 01:06:04,251 COMMONWEALTH THAT THE FAMILY COULD HAVE EVER WISHED FOR. 1590 01:06:04,335 --> 01:06:06,837 >> Oprah: I JUST CAN'T-- I'M KIND OF GOING BACK TO THIS. 1591 01:06:06,921 --> 01:06:13,844 SO, THEN, YOU'RE IN CANADA BECAUSE YOU HAD STEPPED BACK. 1592 01:06:13,928 --> 01:06:17,765 YOUR FIRM SAYS YOU'RE NO LONGER GOING TO HAVE PROTECTION. 1593 01:06:17,848 --> 01:06:19,016 SO, DID YOU ASK FOR THAT? 1594 01:06:19,100 --> 01:06:23,020 BECAUSE DID YOU WANT-- WERE YOU TRYING TO HAVE IT BOTH WAYS? 1595 01:06:23,104 --> 01:06:27,942 YOU WANTED TO STEP BACK BUT ALSO KEEP YOUR FOOT IN ROYAL 1596 01:06:28,025 --> 01:06:29,193 BUSINESS, IT SEEMS. 1597 01:06:29,276 --> 01:06:32,238 >> Prince Harry: IT'S INTERESTING THAT YOU TALK ABOUT 1598 01:06:32,321 --> 01:06:34,198 IT BEING, YOU KNOW, "HAVE IT BOTH WAYS" ON THE-- ON THE 1599 01:06:34,281 --> 01:06:36,075 SECURITY ELEMENT. 1600 01:06:36,158 --> 01:06:38,202 I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE MY SECURITY REMOVED, 1601 01:06:38,285 --> 01:06:38,953 BECAUSE I WAS BORN INTO THIS POSITION. 1602 01:06:39,036 --> 01:06:41,747 I INHERITED THE RISK. 1603 01:06:41,831 --> 01:06:42,957 SO, THAT WAS A SHOCK TO ME. 1604 01:06:43,040 --> 01:06:45,209 THAT WAS WHAT COMPLETELY CHANGED THE WHOLE PLAN. 1605 01:06:45,292 --> 01:06:48,921 >> Oprah: SO, THAT YOU AS PRINCE HARRY ARE GOING TO HAVE YOUR 1606 01:06:49,004 --> 01:06:49,505 SECURITY REMOVED. 1607 01:06:49,588 --> 01:06:50,715 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1608 01:06:50,798 --> 01:06:55,428 AND I EVEN-- AND I EVEN WROTE LETTERS TO HIS FAMILY SAYING, 1609 01:06:55,511 --> 01:06:56,178 "PLEASE, IT'S VERY CLEAR THE PROTECTION OF ME OR ARCHIE IS 1610 01:06:56,262 --> 01:06:58,097 NOT A PRIORITY. 1611 01:06:58,180 --> 01:06:58,514 I ACCEPT THAT. 1612 01:06:58,597 --> 01:07:00,307 THAT IS FINE. 1613 01:07:00,391 --> 01:07:00,975 PLEASE KEEP MY HUSBAND SAFE. 1614 01:07:01,058 --> 01:07:03,310 I SEE THE DEATH THREATS. 1615 01:07:03,394 --> 01:07:05,563 I SEE THE RACIST PROPAGANDA. 1616 01:07:05,646 --> 01:07:06,939 PLEASE KEEP HIM SAFE. 1617 01:07:07,022 --> 01:07:09,233 PLEASE DON'T PULL HIS SECURITY AND ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD WHEN 1618 01:07:09,316 --> 01:07:10,985 HE AND WE ARE MOST VULNERABLE." 1619 01:07:11,068 --> 01:07:12,278 AND THEY SAID IT'S JUST NOT POSSIBLE. 1620 01:07:12,361 --> 01:07:14,655 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1621 01:07:14,739 --> 01:07:20,453 I THINK WHAT WE REALLY HAVE GOT TO CLEAR UP HERE IS BECAUSE ONE 1622 01:07:20,536 --> 01:07:23,956 OF THE STORIES THAT CONTINUES TO LIVE, EITHER THROUGH RUMORS OR 1623 01:07:24,039 --> 01:07:32,757 SOCIAL MEDIA, OUT IN THE WORLD, IS THAT YOU, MEGHAN, ARE THE ONE 1624 01:07:32,840 --> 01:07:37,261 WHO MANIPULATED, CALCULATED, AND ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS MEGXIT. 1625 01:07:37,344 --> 01:07:38,304 >> Meghan: OH, MY GOSH. 1626 01:07:38,387 --> 01:07:39,805 IT'S AMAZING HOW THEY CAN USE MEG FOR EVERYTHING. 1627 01:07:39,889 --> 01:07:42,183 >> Oprah: YES. 1628 01:07:42,266 --> 01:07:44,351 THERE ARE EVEN STORIES THAT YOU KNEW ALL ALONG THAT THIS WAS 1629 01:07:44,435 --> 01:07:46,061 GOING TO HAPPEN. 1630 01:07:46,145 --> 01:07:49,940 YOU WENT THROUGH THE WHOLE PROCESS, AND IT WAS ALL 1631 01:07:50,024 --> 01:07:52,276 INTENTIONAL TO BUILD YOUR BRAND. 1632 01:07:52,359 --> 01:07:56,614 >> Meghan: CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW LITTLE SENSE THAT MAKES? 1633 01:07:56,697 --> 01:07:58,365 I LEFT MY CAREER, MY LIFE. 1634 01:07:58,449 --> 01:08:01,035 I LEFT EVERYTHING BECAUSE I LOVE HIM, RIGHT? 1635 01:08:01,118 --> 01:08:02,077 AND OUR PLAN WAS TO DO THIS FOREVER. 1636 01:08:02,161 --> 01:08:05,498 >> Prince Harry: YES. 1637 01:08:05,581 --> 01:08:11,796 >> Meghan: OUR PLAN-- FOR ME, I MEAN, I WROTE LETTERS TO HIS 1638 01:08:11,879 --> 01:08:13,798 FAMILY WHEN I GOT THERE, SAYING, "I AM DEDICATED TO THIS. 1639 01:08:13,881 --> 01:08:14,715 I'M HERE FOR YOU. 1640 01:08:14,799 --> 01:08:17,218 USE ME AS YOU'D LIKE." 1641 01:08:17,301 --> 01:08:19,678 THERE WAS NO GUIDANCE, AS WELL, RIGHT? 1642 01:08:19,762 --> 01:08:21,055 THERE WERE CERTAIN THINGS THAT YOU COULDN'T DO. 1643 01:08:21,138 --> 01:08:24,642 BUT, YOU KNOW, UNLIKE WHAT YOU SEE IN THE MOVIES, THERE'S NO 1644 01:08:24,725 --> 01:08:27,853 CLASS ON HOW TO-- HOW TO SPEAK, HOW TO CROSS YOUR LEGS, HOW TO 1645 01:08:27,937 --> 01:08:29,021 BE ROYAL. 1646 01:08:29,104 --> 01:08:30,022 THERE'S NONE OF THAT TRAINING. 1647 01:08:30,105 --> 01:08:32,024 THAT MIGHT EXIST FOR OTHER MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY. 1648 01:08:32,107 --> 01:08:33,359 THAT WAS NOT SOMETHING THAT WAS OFFERED TO ME. 1649 01:08:33,442 --> 01:08:36,362 >> Oprah: SO, NOBODY TELLS YOU ANYTHING? 1650 01:08:36,445 --> 01:08:37,029 >> Meghan: NO. 1651 01:08:37,112 --> 01:08:38,072 >> Oprah: NOBODY PREPARES YOU. 1652 01:08:38,155 --> 01:08:40,032 >> Meghan: NOBODY EVEN-- >> Prince Harry: THERE'S-- 1653 01:08:40,115 --> 01:08:42,326 >> Meghan: SORRY, BUT EVEN DOWN TO, LIKE, THE NATIONAL ANTHEM. 1654 01:08:42,409 --> 01:08:43,369 NO ONE THOUGHT TO SAY, "OH, YOU'RE AMERICAN. 1655 01:08:43,452 --> 01:08:44,912 YOU'RE NOT GOING TO KNOW THAT." 1656 01:08:44,995 --> 01:08:47,373 THAT'S ME LATE AT NIGHT, GOOGLING HOW-- WHAT'S THE 1657 01:08:47,456 --> 01:08:48,207 NATIONAL-- I'VE GOT TO LEARN THIS. 1658 01:08:48,290 --> 01:08:50,209 I DON'T WANT TO EMBARRASS THEM. 1659 01:08:50,292 --> 01:08:52,336 I NEED TO LEARN THESE 30 HYMNS FOR CHURCH. 1660 01:08:52,419 --> 01:08:54,880 ALL OF THIS IS TELEVISED. 1661 01:08:54,964 --> 01:08:56,841 WE WERE DOING THE TRAINING BEHIND THE SCENES, BECAUSE I 1662 01:08:56,924 --> 01:08:58,050 JUST WANTED TO MAKE THEM PROUD. 1663 01:08:58,134 --> 01:09:02,179 >> Oprah: OKAY, BUT HERE'S THE QUESTION: DO YOU THINK YOU WOULD 1664 01:09:02,263 --> 01:09:06,183 HAVE LEFT OR EVER STEPPED BACK WERE IT NOT FOR MEGHAN? 1665 01:09:06,267 --> 01:09:07,893 >> Meghan: HM. 1666 01:09:07,977 --> 01:09:08,894 >> Prince Harry: NO. 1667 01:09:08,978 --> 01:09:10,062 THE ANSWER TO YOUR QUESTION IS NO. 1668 01:09:10,145 --> 01:09:11,272 >> Oprah: YOU WOULD NOT HAVE. 1669 01:09:11,355 --> 01:09:15,609 >> Prince Harry: I WOULDN'T HAVE-- I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN ABLE 1670 01:09:15,693 --> 01:09:17,778 TO, BECAUSE I MYSELF WAS TRAPPED, AS WELL. 1671 01:09:17,862 --> 01:09:18,737 I DIDN'T SEE A WAY OUT. 1672 01:09:18,821 --> 01:09:20,698 >> Oprah: SHE FELT TRAPPED, YOU WERE TRAPPED? 1673 01:09:20,781 --> 01:09:22,241 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, I DIDN'T SEE A WAY OUT. 1674 01:09:22,324 --> 01:09:23,242 >> Oprah: BUT YOU'D THIS LIFE, YOUR WHOLE LIFE. 1675 01:09:23,325 --> 01:09:25,244 THIS HAS BEEN YOUR LIFE YOUR WHOLE LIFE. 1676 01:09:25,327 --> 01:09:27,413 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, BUT, YOU KNOW, I WAS TRAPPED, BUT I 1677 01:09:27,496 --> 01:09:28,539 DIDN'T KNOW I WAS TRAPPED. 1678 01:09:28,622 --> 01:09:29,748 >> Oprah: MM. 1679 01:09:29,832 --> 01:09:34,753 >> Prince Harry: BUT THE MOMENT THAT I MET MEG, AND THEN OUR 1680 01:09:34,837 --> 01:09:39,091 WORLDS SORT OF COLLIDED IN THE MOST AMAZING OF WAYS, AND THEN 1681 01:09:39,174 --> 01:09:42,261 TO SEE HOW-- >> Oprah: PLEASE EXPLAIN HOW 1682 01:09:42,344 --> 01:09:46,807 YOU, PRINCE HARRY, RAISED IN A PALACE AND A LIFE OF PRIVILEGE-- 1683 01:09:46,891 --> 01:09:48,601 LITERALLY, A PRINCE-- HOW YOU WERE TRAPPED. 1684 01:09:48,684 --> 01:09:50,394 >> Prince Harry: TRAPPED WITHIN THE SYSTEM, LIKE THE REST OF MY 1685 01:09:50,477 --> 01:09:53,314 FAMILY ARE. 1686 01:09:53,397 --> 01:09:56,984 MY FATHER AND MY BROTHER, THEY ARE TRAPPED. 1687 01:09:57,067 --> 01:09:58,152 THEY DON'T GET TO LEAVE. 1688 01:09:58,235 --> 01:10:01,405 AND I HAVE HUGE COMPASSION FOR THAT. 1689 01:10:01,488 --> 01:10:07,244 >> Oprah: WELL, OKAY, SO THE IMPRESSION OF THE WORLD-- MAYBE 1690 01:10:07,328 --> 01:10:08,454 IT'S A FALSE IMPRESSION-- IS THAT, FOR ALL THESE YEARS BEFORE 1691 01:10:08,537 --> 01:10:13,250 MEGHAN, YOU WERE LIVING YOUR LIFE AS A ROYAL, PRINCE HARRY-- 1692 01:10:13,334 --> 01:10:15,961 THE BELOVED PRINCE HARRY-- AND THAT YOU WERE ENJOYING THAT 1693 01:10:16,045 --> 01:10:17,129 LIFE. 1694 01:10:17,212 --> 01:10:18,255 WE DIDN'T GET THE IMPRESSION THAT YOU WERE FEELING TRAPPED 1695 01:10:18,339 --> 01:10:21,175 IN THAT LIFE. 1696 01:10:21,258 --> 01:10:24,094 >> Prince Harry: ENJOYING THE LIFE BECAUSE THERE WERE 1697 01:10:24,178 --> 01:10:25,262 PHOTOGRAPHS OF ME SMILING WHILE I WAS SHAKING HANDS AND MEETING 1698 01:10:25,346 --> 01:10:27,431 PEOPLE? 1699 01:10:27,514 --> 01:10:30,476 LIKE, I'M SURE YOU GUYS HAVE COVERED SOME OF THAT. 1700 01:10:30,559 --> 01:10:31,477 THAT'S-- THAT'S A PART OF THE JOB. 1701 01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:32,186 THAT'S A PART OF THE ROLE. 1702 01:10:32,269 --> 01:10:34,021 THAT'S WHAT'S EXPECTED. 1703 01:10:34,104 --> 01:10:36,732 NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE IN THE FAMILY, NO MATTER WHAT'S GOING 1704 01:10:36,815 --> 01:10:40,819 ON IN YOUR PERSONAL LIFE, NO MATTER WHAT'S JUST HAPPENED, IF 1705 01:10:40,903 --> 01:10:42,780 THE BIKES ROLL UP AND THE CAR ROLLS UP, YOU GOT TO GET 1706 01:10:42,863 --> 01:10:44,490 DRESSED, YOU GOT TO GET IN THERE. 1707 01:10:44,573 --> 01:10:46,825 YOU WIPE YOUR TEARS AWAY, SHAKE OFF WHATEVER YOU'RE THINKING 1708 01:10:46,909 --> 01:10:47,785 ABOUT, AND YOU GOT TO BE ON YOUR "A" GAME. 1709 01:10:47,868 --> 01:10:49,453 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1710 01:10:49,536 --> 01:10:53,332 WHAT WOULD YOU THINK YOUR MOM WOULD SAY ABOUT THIS STEPPING 1711 01:10:53,415 --> 01:10:56,335 BACK, THIS DECISION TO STEP BACK FROM THE ROYAL FAMILY? 1712 01:10:56,418 --> 01:10:59,546 HOW WOULD SHE FEEL ABOUT THIS MOMENT? 1713 01:10:59,630 --> 01:11:01,340 >> Prince Harry: I THINK SHE WOULD FEEL VERY ANGRY WITH HOW 1714 01:11:01,423 --> 01:11:07,471 THIS HAS PANNED OUT, AND VERY SAD. 1715 01:11:07,554 --> 01:11:12,476 BUT, ULTIMATELY, SHE'D-- ALL SHE'D EV-- ALL SHE'D EVER WANT 1716 01:11:12,559 --> 01:11:13,686 IS FOR US TO BE HAPPY. 1717 01:11:13,769 --> 01:11:14,478 >> Oprah: MEGHAN SHARED WITH US THAT THERE WAS A CONVERSATION 1718 01:11:14,561 --> 01:11:16,021 WITH YOU ABOUT ARCHIE'S SKIN TONE. 1719 01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:17,815 >> Prince Harry: MM-HMM. 1720 01:11:17,898 --> 01:11:22,778 >> Oprah: WHAT WAS THAT CONVERSATION? 1721 01:11:26,448 --> 01:11:28,283 >> Oprah: YOU WANTED FREEDOM FROM-- FROM THAT LIFE. 1722 01:11:28,367 --> 01:11:30,286 YOU WANTED FREEDOM TO MAKE YOUR OWN MONEY. 1723 01:11:30,369 --> 01:11:32,371 YOU WANTED FREEDOM TO MAKE DEALS WITH NETFLIX AND SPOTIFY. 1724 01:11:32,454 --> 01:11:38,252 BUT YOU ALSO WANTED TO SERVE THE QUEEN. 1725 01:11:38,335 --> 01:11:40,879 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, WE DIDN'T WANT TO-- WE DIDN'T WANT TO GIVE 1726 01:11:40,963 --> 01:11:44,216 UP, OR WE DIDN'T WANT TO TURN OUR BACKS ON THE ASSOCIATIONS 1727 01:11:44,299 --> 01:11:46,343 AND THE PEOPLE THAT WE-- THAT WE'VE BEEN SUPPORTING. 1728 01:11:46,427 --> 01:11:47,553 >> Meghan: BUT ALSO, OPRAH, IT EXISTS. 1729 01:11:47,636 --> 01:11:49,722 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, IT EXISTS. 1730 01:11:49,805 --> 01:11:53,684 BUT, ALSO, THE NETFLIX AND THE SPOTIFY, THEY'RE ALL-- THAT WAS 1731 01:11:53,767 --> 01:11:55,060 NEVER PART OF THE PLAN. 1732 01:11:55,144 --> 01:11:55,894 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1733 01:11:55,978 --> 01:11:56,687 >> Oprah: BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T HAVE A PLAN. 1734 01:11:56,770 --> 01:11:57,563 >> Meghan: WE DIDN'T HAVE A PLAN. 1735 01:11:57,646 --> 01:11:58,731 >> Prince Harry: WE DIDN'T HAVE A PLAN. 1736 01:11:58,814 --> 01:12:01,900 THAT WAS SUGGESTED BY SOMEBODY ELSE BY THE POINT OF WHERE MY 1737 01:12:01,984 --> 01:12:04,445 FAMILY LITERALLY CUT ME OFF FINANCIALLY, AND I HAD TO 1738 01:12:04,528 --> 01:12:05,904 AFFORD-- AFFORD SECURITY FOR-- FOR US. 1739 01:12:05,988 --> 01:12:06,405 >> Oprah: WAIT. 1740 01:12:06,488 --> 01:12:07,239 HOLD-- HOLD UP. 1741 01:12:07,322 --> 01:12:09,199 WAIT A MINUTE. 1742 01:12:09,283 --> 01:12:10,909 YOUR FAMILY CUT YOU OFF? 1743 01:12:10,993 --> 01:12:12,536 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, IN THE FIRST HALF, THE FIRST QUARTER OF 1744 01:12:12,619 --> 01:12:13,746 2020. 1745 01:12:13,829 --> 01:12:17,541 BUT I'VE GOT WHAT MY MUM LEFT ME, AND, WITHOUT THAT, WE WOULD 1746 01:12:17,624 --> 01:12:19,084 NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO THIS. 1747 01:12:19,168 --> 01:12:20,294 >> Oprah: OKAY. 1748 01:12:20,377 --> 01:12:21,545 >> Prince Harry: SO, YOU KNOW, TOUCHING BACK ON WHAT YOU ASKED 1749 01:12:21,628 --> 01:12:26,425 ME, WHAT MY MUM WOULD THINK OF THIS, I THINK SHE SAW IT COMING. 1750 01:12:26,508 --> 01:12:28,302 AND I CERTAINLY FELT HER PRESENCE THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE 1751 01:12:28,385 --> 01:12:31,305 PROCESS. 1752 01:12:31,388 --> 01:12:34,433 AND, YOU KNOW, FOR ME, I'M-- I'M JUST REALLY RELIEVED AND HAPPY 1753 01:12:34,516 --> 01:12:41,607 TO BE SITTING HERE TALKING TO YOU WITH MY WIFE BY MY SIDE. 1754 01:12:41,690 --> 01:12:46,278 BECAUSE I CAN'T BEGIN TO IMAGINE WHAT IT MUST HAVE BEEN LIKE FOR 1755 01:12:46,362 --> 01:12:48,572 HER GOING THROUGH THIS PROCESS BY HERSELF ALL THOSE YEARS AGO, 1756 01:12:48,655 --> 01:12:50,824 BECAUSE IT'S BEEN UNBELIEVABLY TOUGH FOR THE TWO OF US, BUT AT 1757 01:12:50,908 --> 01:12:51,950 LEAST WE HAD EACH OTHER. 1758 01:12:52,034 --> 01:12:53,786 >> Oprah: WHAT'S YOUR RELATIONSHIP LIKE NOW WITH YOUR 1759 01:12:53,869 --> 01:12:56,080 FAMILY? 1760 01:12:56,163 --> 01:12:57,498 >> Prince Harry: I'VE SPOKEN MOR-- MORE TO MY GRANDMOTHER IN 1761 01:12:57,581 --> 01:13:00,626 THE LAST YEAR THAN I HAVE DONE FOR MANY, MANY YEARS. 1762 01:13:00,709 --> 01:13:02,586 >> Oprah: DO YOU ALL HAVE ZOOM CALLS? 1763 01:13:02,669 --> 01:13:04,171 >> Prince Harry: WE DID A COUPLE OF ZOOM CALLS WITH ARCHIE. 1764 01:13:04,254 --> 01:13:06,298 >> Meghan: SOMETIMES, YES, SO THEY CAN SEE ARCHIE. 1765 01:13:06,381 --> 01:13:07,424 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1766 01:13:07,508 --> 01:13:07,841 >> Prince Harry: MY GRANDMOTHER AND I HAVE A REALLY GOOD 1767 01:13:07,925 --> 01:13:08,926 RELATIONSHIP... 1768 01:13:09,009 --> 01:13:09,802 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1769 01:13:09,885 --> 01:13:10,803 >> Prince Harry: ...AND AN UNDERSTANDING. 1770 01:13:10,886 --> 01:13:12,554 AND I HAVE A DEEP RESPECT FOR HER. 1771 01:13:12,638 --> 01:13:14,640 SHE'S MY COLONEL IN CHIEF, RIGHT? 1772 01:13:14,723 --> 01:13:15,599 SHE ALWAYS WILL BE. 1773 01:13:15,682 --> 01:13:21,647 >> Oprah: YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR FATHER? 1774 01:13:21,730 --> 01:13:23,690 IS HE TAKING YOUR CALLS NOW? 1775 01:13:23,774 --> 01:13:24,066 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1776 01:13:24,149 --> 01:13:26,485 YEAH, HE IS. 1777 01:13:26,568 --> 01:13:30,656 THERE'S A LOT TO WORK THROUGH THERE, YOU KNOW? 1778 01:13:30,739 --> 01:13:37,371 I-- I FEEL REALLY LET DOWN, BECAUSE HE'S BEEN THROUGH 1779 01:13:37,454 --> 01:13:43,335 SOMETHING SIMILAR. 1780 01:13:43,418 --> 01:13:46,213 HE KNOWS WHAT PAIN FEELS LIKE, AND THIS IS-- AND ARCHIE'S HIS 1781 01:13:46,296 --> 01:13:48,382 GRANDSON. 1782 01:13:48,465 --> 01:13:53,137 AND-- BUT, AT THE SAME TIME, YOU KNOW, I-- OF COURSE I WILL 1783 01:13:53,220 --> 01:13:55,889 ALWAYS-- I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM, BUT THERE'S A LOT OF HURT THAT'S 1784 01:13:55,973 --> 01:14:00,519 HAPPENED. 1785 01:14:00,602 --> 01:14:06,525 AND-- AND I WILL CONTINUE TO-- TO MAKE IT ONE OF MY PRIORITIES 1786 01:14:06,608 --> 01:14:11,530 TO TRY AND HEAL THAT RELATIONSHIP. 1787 01:14:11,613 --> 01:14:15,242 AND-- BUT THEY ONLY KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW, AND THAT'S THE THING. 1788 01:14:15,325 --> 01:14:17,494 I'VE TRIED TO-- >> Meghan: OR WHAT THEY'RE TOLD. 1789 01:14:17,578 --> 01:14:20,581 >> Prince Harry: OR WHAT THEY'RE TOLD. 1790 01:14:20,664 --> 01:14:22,833 AND I'VE TRIED TO EDUCATE THEM THROUGH THE PROCESS THAT I HAVE 1791 01:14:22,916 --> 01:14:23,959 BEEN EDUCATED. 1792 01:14:24,042 --> 01:14:25,502 >> Oprah: BECAUSE IS IT LIKE BEING IN A BIG ROYAL BUBBLE? 1793 01:14:25,586 --> 01:14:26,545 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1794 01:14:26,628 --> 01:14:28,046 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1795 01:14:28,130 --> 01:14:28,422 AND YOUR BROTHER? 1796 01:14:28,505 --> 01:14:30,340 RELATIONSHIP? 1797 01:14:30,424 --> 01:14:31,717 MUCH HAS BEEN SAID ABOUT THAT. 1798 01:14:31,800 --> 01:14:33,051 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, AND MUCH WILL CONTINUE TO BE SAID ABOUT 1799 01:14:33,135 --> 01:14:34,553 THAT. 1800 01:14:34,636 --> 01:14:38,307 YOU KNOW, AS I'VE SAID BEFORE, I LOVE WILLIAM TO BITS. 1801 01:14:38,390 --> 01:14:39,057 HE'S MY BROTHER. 1802 01:14:39,141 --> 01:14:40,767 WE'VE BEEN THROUGH HELL TOGETHER. 1803 01:14:40,851 --> 01:14:43,687 I MEAN, WE HAVE A SHARED EXPERIENCE. 1804 01:14:43,770 --> 01:14:45,522 BUT WE-- YOU KNOW, WE'RE ON-- WE'RE ON DIFFERENT PATHS. 1805 01:14:45,606 --> 01:14:51,028 >> Oprah: WELL, WHAT IS PARTICULARLY STRIKING IS WHAT 1806 01:14:51,111 --> 01:14:54,907 MEGHAN SHARED WITH US EARLIER, IS THAT NO ONE WANTS TO ADMIT 1807 01:14:54,990 --> 01:15:00,245 THAT THERE'S ANYTHING ABOUT RACE OR THAT RACE HAS PLAYED A ROLE 1808 01:15:00,329 --> 01:15:05,042 IN THE TROLLING AND THE VITRIOL, AND YET MEGHAN SHARED WITH US 1809 01:15:05,125 --> 01:15:07,127 THAT THERE WAS A CONVERSATION WITH YOU ABOUT ARCHIE'S SKIN 1810 01:15:07,211 --> 01:15:07,753 TONE. 1811 01:15:07,836 --> 01:15:09,796 >> Prince Harry: MM-HMM. 1812 01:15:09,880 --> 01:15:14,384 >> Oprah: WHAT WAS THAT CONVERSATION? 1813 01:15:14,468 --> 01:15:21,141 >> Prince Harry: THAT CONVERSATION I'M NEVER GOING TO 1814 01:15:21,225 --> 01:15:22,267 SHARE, BUT AT THE TIME-- AT THE TIME, IT WAS AWKWARD. 1815 01:15:22,351 --> 01:15:23,435 I WAS A BIT SHOCKED. 1816 01:15:23,518 --> 01:15:25,145 >> Oprah: CAN YOU-- CAN YOU TELL US WHAT THE QUESTION WAS? 1817 01:15:25,229 --> 01:15:26,980 >> Prince Harry: NO. 1818 01:15:27,064 --> 01:15:28,065 I DON'T-- I'M NOT COMFORTABLE WITH SHARING THAT. 1819 01:15:28,148 --> 01:15:29,816 >> Oprah: OKAY. 1820 01:15:29,900 --> 01:15:31,235 >> Prince Harry: BUT THAT WAS-- THAT WAS RIGHT AT THE BEGINNING, 1821 01:15:31,318 --> 01:15:33,612 RIGHT? 1822 01:15:33,695 --> 01:15:34,696 >> Oprah: LIKE, WHAT WILL THE BABY LOOK LIKE? 1823 01:15:34,780 --> 01:15:35,906 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, WHAT WILL THE KIDS LOOK LIKE? 1824 01:15:35,989 --> 01:15:37,115 >> Oprah: WHAT WILL THE KIDS LOOK LIKE? 1825 01:15:37,199 --> 01:15:39,076 >> Prince Harry: BUT THAT WAS RIGHT AT THE BEGINNING, WHEN SHE 1826 01:15:39,159 --> 01:15:43,455 WASN'T GOING TO GET SECURITY, WHEN MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY WERE 1827 01:15:43,538 --> 01:15:45,832 SUGGESTING THAT SHE CARRIES ON ACTING, BECAUSE THERE WAS NOT 1828 01:15:45,916 --> 01:15:47,334 ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY FOR HER, AND ALL THIS SORT OF STUFF. 1829 01:15:47,417 --> 01:15:49,753 LIKE, THERE WAS SOME REAL OBVIOUS SIGNS BEFORE WE EVEN GOT 1830 01:15:49,836 --> 01:15:54,633 MARRIED THAT THIS WAS GOING TO BE REALLY HARD. 1831 01:15:54,716 --> 01:15:57,344 >> Oprah: SO, IN CONCLUSION, IF YOU'D HAD THE SUPPORT, YOU'D 1832 01:15:57,427 --> 01:15:58,971 STILL BE THERE? 1833 01:15:59,054 --> 01:15:59,846 >> Prince Harry: WITHOUT QUESTION. 1834 01:15:59,930 --> 01:16:01,139 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1835 01:16:01,223 --> 01:16:05,143 >> Prince Harry: I'M SAD THAT-- THAT WHAT'S HAPPENED HAS 1836 01:16:05,227 --> 01:16:09,481 HAPPENED, BUT I KNOW, AND I'M COMFORTABLE IN KNOWING THAT WE 1837 01:16:09,564 --> 01:16:11,650 DID EVERYTHING THAT WE COULD TO MAKE IT WORK. 1838 01:16:11,733 --> 01:16:16,697 AND WE DID EVERYTHING ON THE EXIT PROCESS THE WAY THAT-- THE 1839 01:16:16,780 --> 01:16:18,323 WAY THAT IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE. 1840 01:16:18,407 --> 01:16:19,157 >> Meghan: WITH AS MUCH RESPECT. 1841 01:16:19,241 --> 01:16:20,325 >> Prince Harry: WITH AS MUCH RESPECT. 1842 01:16:20,409 --> 01:16:21,493 >> Meghan: AND, OH, MY GOD, WE JUST DID EVERYTHING WE COULD 1843 01:16:21,576 --> 01:16:23,954 TO-- TO PROTECT THEM. 1844 01:16:24,037 --> 01:16:27,624 >> Oprah: SO, WHAT DO YOU SAY TO THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THAT YOU CAME 1845 01:16:27,708 --> 01:16:31,503 HERE, YOU MADE THESE MULTIMILLION-DOLLAR DEALS, AND 1846 01:16:31,586 --> 01:16:34,131 THAT YOU'RE JUST MONEY-GRABBING ROYALS? 1847 01:16:34,214 --> 01:16:35,757 >> Prince Harry: FIRST OFF, THIS WAS NEVER THE INTENTION. 1848 01:16:35,841 --> 01:16:36,174 >> Oprah: MM-HMM. 1849 01:16:36,258 --> 01:16:37,759 >> Meghan: YEAH. 1850 01:16:37,843 --> 01:16:40,804 >> Prince Harry: AND WE'RE CERTAINLY NOT COMPLAINING. 1851 01:16:40,887 --> 01:16:41,430 WE-- OUR LIFE IS GREAT NOW. 1852 01:16:41,513 --> 01:16:43,682 WE'VE GOT A BEAUTIFUL HOUSE. 1853 01:16:43,765 --> 01:16:47,519 WE'VE GOT A BEAUTIFUL-- I'VE GOT A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY. 1854 01:16:47,603 --> 01:16:51,690 AND THE DOGS-- THE DOGS ARE REALLY HAPPY. 1855 01:16:51,773 --> 01:16:56,737 BUT, AT THE TIME, DURING COVID, THE SUGGESTION BY A FRIEND WAS 1856 01:16:56,820 --> 01:16:57,863 WHAT ABOUT STREAMERS? 1857 01:16:57,946 --> 01:16:58,530 >> Meghan: YEAH, WE GENUINELY HADN'T THOUGHT ABOUT THAT 1858 01:16:58,613 --> 01:16:59,489 BEFORE. 1859 01:16:59,573 --> 01:17:00,449 >> Prince Harry: WE HADN'T THOUGHT ABOUT IT. 1860 01:17:00,532 --> 01:17:02,534 SO, THERE WERE ALL SORTS OF DIFFERENT OPTIONS. 1861 01:17:02,617 --> 01:17:07,039 AND, LOOK, FROM MY PERSPECTIVE, ALL I NEEDED WAS ENOUGH MONEY TO 1862 01:17:07,122 --> 01:17:09,166 BE ABLE TO PAY FOR SECURITY TO KEEP MY FAMILY SAFE. 1863 01:17:09,249 --> 01:17:13,170 >> Oprah: MM. 1864 01:17:13,253 --> 01:17:16,423 HOW WILL YOU USE ARCHEWELL AS A MEANS OF SPEAKING TO THINGS THAT 1865 01:17:16,506 --> 01:17:19,343 ARE IMPORTANT TO YOU IN THE WORLD? 1866 01:17:19,426 --> 01:17:22,054 >> Meghan: I THINK IN CREATING-- I MEAN, LIFE IS ABOUT 1867 01:17:22,137 --> 01:17:23,138 STORYTELLING, RIGHT? 1868 01:17:23,221 --> 01:17:24,765 ABOUT THE STORIES WE TELL OURSELVES, THE STORIES WE'RE 1869 01:17:24,848 --> 01:17:25,932 TOLD, WHAT WE BUY INTO. 1870 01:17:26,016 --> 01:17:30,896 AND-- AND FOR US TO BE ABLE TO HAVE STORYTELLING THROUGH A 1871 01:17:30,979 --> 01:17:35,108 TRUTHFUL LENS, THAT HOPEFULLY IS UPLIFTING, IS GOING TO BE GREAT 1872 01:17:35,192 --> 01:17:37,694 KNOWING HOW MANY PEOPLE THAT THAT CAN LAND WITH, AND BEING 1873 01:17:37,778 --> 01:17:41,406 ABLE TO GIVE A VOICE TO A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT ARE UNDERREPRESENTED 1874 01:17:41,490 --> 01:17:43,283 AND AREN'T REALLY HEARD. 1875 01:17:43,367 --> 01:17:45,243 >> Oprah: ANY REGRETS? 1876 01:17:58,673 --> 01:18:00,842 >> Meghan: THIS MORNING, I WOKE UP EARLIER THAN H. AND SAW A 1877 01:18:00,926 --> 01:18:02,761 NOTE FROM SOMEONE ON OUR TEAM IN THE U.K. SAYING THAT THE DUKE OF 1878 01:18:02,844 --> 01:18:06,139 EDINBURGH HAD GONE TO THE HOSPITAL. 1879 01:18:06,223 --> 01:18:07,432 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1880 01:18:07,516 --> 01:18:10,102 >> Meghan: BUT I JUST PICKED UP THE PHONE, AND I-- I CALLED THE 1881 01:18:10,185 --> 01:18:11,311 QUEEN JUST TO CHECK IN... 1882 01:18:11,395 --> 01:18:12,521 >> Oprah: YOU CHECK IN. 1883 01:18:12,604 --> 01:18:13,814 >> Meghan: JUST LIKE, I WOULD, YOU KNOW-- THAT'S WHAT WE DO. 1884 01:18:13,897 --> 01:18:17,818 IT'S LIKE BEING ABLE TO DEFAULT TO NOT HAVING TO EVERY MOMENT 1885 01:18:17,901 --> 01:18:19,236 GO, IS THAT APPROPRIATE? 1886 01:18:19,319 --> 01:18:20,654 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1887 01:18:20,737 --> 01:18:24,783 >> Prince Harry: FOR SO MANY IN MY FAMILY, WHAT THEY DO IS, 1888 01:18:24,866 --> 01:18:26,576 THERE'S A LEVEL OF CONTROL IN IT, RIGHT? 1889 01:18:26,660 --> 01:18:28,412 BECAUSE THEY'RE FEARFUL OF WHAT THE PAPERS ARE GOING TO SAY 1890 01:18:28,495 --> 01:18:28,829 ABOUT THEM. 1891 01:18:28,912 --> 01:18:30,080 >> Oprah: YEAH. 1892 01:18:30,163 --> 01:18:31,790 >> Prince Harry: WHEREAS, WITH US, IT WAS JUST LIKE, JUST BE-- 1893 01:18:31,873 --> 01:18:32,249 JUST BE YOURSELF. 1894 01:18:32,332 --> 01:18:33,625 JUST BE GENUINE. 1895 01:18:33,708 --> 01:18:35,460 JUST BE AUTHENTIC. 1896 01:18:35,544 --> 01:18:36,294 JUST GO AND DO WHAT IT IS. 1897 01:18:36,378 --> 01:18:37,504 IF YOU GET IT WRONG, YOU GET IT WRONG. 1898 01:18:37,587 --> 01:18:42,300 IF YOU GET IT RIGHT, YOU GET IT RIGHT. 1899 01:18:42,384 --> 01:18:46,263 >> Oprah: ON FEBRUARY 19, 2021, BUCKINGHAM PALACE RELEASED A 1900 01:18:46,346 --> 01:18:49,975 STATEMENT ANNOUNCING IT WAS AGREED THAT PRINCE HARRY AND 1901 01:18:50,058 --> 01:18:51,143 MEGHAN WOULD NOT RETURN AS WORKING MEMBERS OF THE ROYAL 1902 01:18:51,226 --> 01:18:52,728 FAMILY. 1903 01:18:52,811 --> 01:18:59,151 HARRY AND MEGHAN'S ROYAL PATRONAGES AND PRINCE HARRY'S 1904 01:18:59,234 --> 01:19:03,613 HONORARY MILITARY TITLES WOULD BE RETURNED TO THE QUEEN. 1905 01:19:03,697 --> 01:19:05,824 THE QUEEN'S STATEMENT WAS RELEASED AFTER OUR INTERVIEW 1906 01:19:05,907 --> 01:19:07,826 TOOK PLACE. 1907 01:19:07,909 --> 01:19:12,122 YOUR EXIT AGREEMENT WITH THE ROYAL FAMILY, IT'S-- THAT IS 1908 01:19:12,205 --> 01:19:14,958 COMING UP AT THE END OF THIS MONTH. 1909 01:19:15,041 --> 01:19:16,626 >> Prince Harry: THE DECISION IS, I THINK. 1910 01:19:16,710 --> 01:19:21,381 YEAH, I MEAN, THE DECISION-- WHAT, AS OF LAST WEEK, OR 1911 01:19:21,465 --> 01:19:23,175 WHATEVER IT WAS-- IS THAT THEY WILL BE REMOVING EVERYTHING. 1912 01:19:23,258 --> 01:19:24,885 >> Oprah: ARE YOU HURT BY THAT DECISION? 1913 01:19:24,968 --> 01:19:25,844 >> Prince Harry: I AM HURT. 1914 01:19:25,927 --> 01:19:27,304 BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I COMPLETELY RESPECT MY 1915 01:19:27,387 --> 01:19:29,473 GRANDMOTHER'S DECISION. 1916 01:19:29,556 --> 01:19:32,684 I WOULD STILL LOVE FOR US TO BE ABLE TO CONTINUE TO SUPPORT 1917 01:19:32,768 --> 01:19:36,271 THOSE ASSOCIATIONS, ALBEIT WITHOUT THE TITLE OR THE ROLE. 1918 01:19:36,354 --> 01:19:40,025 >> Oprah: COULD YOU BE AS SATISFIED NOW, DOING THIS 1919 01:19:40,108 --> 01:19:42,903 THROUGH YOUR OWN ORGANIZATION, ARCHEWELL? 1920 01:19:42,986 --> 01:19:44,529 >> Meghan: WELL, WE-- THIS IS WHAT WE'RE DOING, RIGHT? 1921 01:19:44,613 --> 01:19:45,530 WE'RE STILL DOING IT. 1922 01:19:45,614 --> 01:19:47,282 WE'RE STILL GOING TO ALWAYS DO THE WORK. 1923 01:19:47,365 --> 01:19:50,660 BUT I ALSO THINK IT'S IMPORTANT FOR YOU OR EVERYONE TO KNOW THIS 1924 01:19:50,744 --> 01:19:55,207 DECISION THAT WAS MADE ABOUT PATRONAGES AND ALL OF THAT WAS 1925 01:19:55,290 --> 01:19:55,916 BEFORE ANYONE KNEW THAT WE WERE SITTING DOWN WITH YOU. 1926 01:19:55,999 --> 01:19:58,335 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 1927 01:19:58,418 --> 01:20:00,253 >> Meghan: I THINK THAT IT'S-- I CAN ONLY IMAGINE-- 1928 01:20:00,337 --> 01:20:04,966 >> Oprah: I HEARD A STORY THAT YOU'RE GETTING PUNISHED NOW. 1929 01:20:05,050 --> 01:20:06,051 THOSE WERE BEING TAKEN AWAY BECAUSE YOU DID SIT DOWN 1930 01:20:06,134 --> 01:20:07,093 WITH ME. 1931 01:20:07,177 --> 01:20:09,221 >> Meghan: YEAH, BUT THAT WAS-- THOSE LETTERS, THOSE 1932 01:20:09,304 --> 01:20:11,848 CONVERSATIONS, THAT WAS-- THAT WAS FINALIZED BEFORE ANYONE EVEN 1933 01:20:11,932 --> 01:20:13,558 KNEW THAT WE WERE GOING TO SIT DOWN. 1934 01:20:13,642 --> 01:20:15,352 SO, THAT'S JUST NOT TRUE. 1935 01:20:15,435 --> 01:20:19,523 >> Oprah: ALL RIGHT, TELL ME THIS, HARRY: WHAT DELIGHTS YOU 1936 01:20:19,606 --> 01:20:24,402 NOW IN YOUR EVERYDAY EXPERIENCE AND THE THINGS THAT YOU ACTUALLY 1937 01:20:24,486 --> 01:20:32,744 CHERISH IN YOUR LIFE HERE WITH ARCHIE AND MEGHAN? 1938 01:20:32,827 --> 01:20:37,958 >> Prince Harry: THIS YEAR HAS BEEN CRAZY FOR EVERYBODY, BUT 1939 01:20:38,041 --> 01:20:40,877 TO HAVE OUTDOOR SPACE WHERE I CAN GO FOR WALKS WITH ARCHIE, 1940 01:20:40,961 --> 01:20:44,714 AND WE CAN GO FOR WALKS AS A FAMILY AND WITH THE DOGS, AND WE 1941 01:20:44,798 --> 01:20:46,967 CAN GO ON HIKES-- WE'LL GO DOWN TO THE BEACH, WHICH IS SO 1942 01:20:47,050 --> 01:20:51,930 CLOSE-- ALL OF THESE THINGS ARE JUST-- I GUESS, THE HIGHLIGHT 1943 01:20:52,013 --> 01:20:57,602 FOR ME IS STICKING HIM ON THE BACK OF THE BICYCLE IN HIS 1944 01:20:57,686 --> 01:20:58,937 LITTLE BABY SEAT AND TAKE HIM ON THESE BIKE RIDES, WHICH IS 1945 01:20:59,020 --> 01:21:02,941 SOMETHING I WAS NEVER ABLE TO DO WHEN I WAS YOUNG. 1946 01:21:03,024 --> 01:21:04,234 I CAN SEE HIM ON THE BACK, AND HE'S GOT HIS ARMS OUT. 1947 01:21:04,317 --> 01:21:07,654 AND HE'S LIKE "WHOO," CHATTING, CHATTING, CHATTING; GOING, "PALM 1948 01:21:07,737 --> 01:21:09,573 TREE, HOUSE," AND ALL THIS SORT OF STUFF. 1949 01:21:09,656 --> 01:21:10,740 AND I DO-- I THINK TO MYSELF-- >> Oprah: WHAT'S HIS NEW 1950 01:21:10,824 --> 01:21:11,408 FAVORITE WORD? 1951 01:21:11,491 --> 01:21:12,075 WHAT'S HIS FAVORITE WORD NOW? 1952 01:21:12,158 --> 01:21:13,451 >> Meghan: OH, MY GOSH. 1953 01:21:13,535 --> 01:21:14,786 HE'S ON A ROLL. 1954 01:21:14,869 --> 01:21:16,454 IN THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS, IT HAS BEEN "HYDRATE," WHICH IS JUST 1955 01:21:16,538 --> 01:21:17,622 HYSTERICAL. 1956 01:21:17,706 --> 01:21:18,999 >> Prince Harry: BUT, ALSO, WHENEVER EVERYONE LEAVES THE 1957 01:21:19,082 --> 01:21:19,791 HOUSE, HE'S LIKE, "DRIVE SAFE." 1958 01:21:19,875 --> 01:21:21,001 >> Meghan: "DRIVE SAFE." 1959 01:21:21,084 --> 01:21:22,335 >> Oprah: ( LAUGHS ) >> Prince Harry: WHICH IS 1960 01:21:22,419 --> 01:21:23,086 REALLY... 1961 01:21:23,169 --> 01:21:25,964 >> Meghan: HE'S NOT EVEN TWO YET! 1962 01:21:26,047 --> 01:21:28,300 >> Oprah: YOU SAID THAT YOUR BROTHER WAS TRAPPED. 1963 01:21:28,383 --> 01:21:28,967 YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVE YOUR BROTHER AND ALWAYS WILL LOVE 1964 01:21:29,050 --> 01:21:31,803 YOUR BROTHER. 1965 01:21:31,886 --> 01:21:34,931 YOU DIDN'T TELL ME WHAT THE RELATIONSHIP IS NOW, THOUGH. 1966 01:21:35,015 --> 01:21:37,976 >> Prince Harry: THE RELATIONSHIP IS SPACE, AT THE 1967 01:21:38,059 --> 01:21:42,522 MOMENT. 1968 01:21:42,606 --> 01:21:44,649 AND, YOU KNOW, TIME HEALS ALL THINGS, HOPEFULLY. 1969 01:21:44,733 --> 01:21:48,194 >> Oprah: ANY REGRETS? 1970 01:21:48,278 --> 01:21:51,656 >> Prince Harry: NO. 1971 01:21:51,740 --> 01:21:54,492 I MEAN, NO, I THINK WE'VE DONE-- I'M REALLY PROUD OF US, YOU 1972 01:21:54,576 --> 01:21:57,829 KNOW? 1973 01:21:57,912 --> 01:22:00,540 I'M SO PROUD OF-- I'M SO PROUD OF MY WIFE. 1974 01:22:00,624 --> 01:22:05,670 LIKE, SHE SAFELY DELIVERED ARCHIE DURING A PERIOD OF TIME 1975 01:22:05,754 --> 01:22:07,172 WHICH WAS SO CRUEL AND SO MEAN. 1976 01:22:07,255 --> 01:22:10,925 AND EVERY SINGLE DAY I WAS COMING BACK FROM WORK, FROM 1977 01:22:11,009 --> 01:22:12,218 LONDON, I WAS COMING BACK TO MY WIFE CRYING WHILE BREASTFEEDING 1978 01:22:12,302 --> 01:22:13,845 ARCHIE. 1979 01:22:13,929 --> 01:22:17,015 THAT'S COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO WASN'T READING ANYTHING. 1980 01:22:17,098 --> 01:22:19,643 AND AS SHE TOUCHED ON EARLIER, IF SHE HAD READ ANYTHING, SHE 1981 01:22:19,726 --> 01:22:23,355 WOULDN'T BE HERE NOW. 1982 01:22:23,438 --> 01:22:27,025 SO, WE DID WHAT WE HAD TO DO, AND NOW WE'VE GOT ANOTHER LITTLE 1983 01:22:27,108 --> 01:22:27,901 ONE ON THE WAY. 1984 01:22:27,984 --> 01:22:31,696 >> Meghan: I HAVE ONE. 1985 01:22:31,780 --> 01:22:34,908 MY REGRET IS BELIEVING THEM WHEN THEY SAID I WOULD BE PROTECTED. 1986 01:22:34,991 --> 01:22:38,370 I BELIEVED THAT. 1987 01:22:38,453 --> 01:22:43,416 AND I REGRET BELIEVING THAT BECAUSE I THINK, HAD I REALLY 1988 01:22:43,500 --> 01:22:44,709 SEEN THAT THAT WASN'T HAPPENING, I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO 1989 01:22:44,793 --> 01:22:47,087 MORE. 1990 01:22:47,170 --> 01:22:49,047 BUT I THINK I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SEE IT. 1991 01:22:49,130 --> 01:22:54,886 I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO KNOW. 1992 01:22:54,969 --> 01:23:01,976 AND-- AND NOW, BECAUSE WE'RE ACTUALLY ON THE OTHER SIDE, 1993 01:23:02,060 --> 01:23:06,189 WE'VE ACTUALLY NOT JUST SURVIVED BUT ARE THRIVING. 1994 01:23:06,272 --> 01:23:08,942 YOU KNOW, THIS-- I MEAN, THIS IS MIRACLES. 1995 01:23:09,025 --> 01:23:17,409 I-- YEAH, I THINK THAT ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT I WAS HOPING 1996 01:23:17,492 --> 01:23:18,910 FOR HAVE HAPPENED, AND THIS IS IN SOME WAYS JUST THE BEGINNING 1997 01:23:18,993 --> 01:23:19,953 FOR US. 1998 01:23:20,036 --> 01:23:23,415 YOU KNOW, WE'VE BEEN THROUGH A LOT. 1999 01:23:23,498 --> 01:23:26,751 IT'S FELT LIKE A LIFETIME. 2000 01:23:26,835 --> 01:23:27,919 ( LAUGHS ) A LIFETIME. 2001 01:23:28,002 --> 01:23:29,129 >> Oprah: SO, YOUR STORY WITH THE PRINCE DOES HAVE A HAPPY 2002 01:23:29,212 --> 01:23:30,922 ENDING. 2003 01:23:31,005 --> 01:23:32,257 >> Meghan: IT DOES. 2004 01:23:32,340 --> 01:23:32,924 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 2005 01:23:33,007 --> 01:23:35,593 >> Meghan: YEAH. 2006 01:23:35,677 --> 01:23:36,761 ( LAUGHS ) IT REALLY DID. 2007 01:23:36,845 --> 01:23:37,971 >> Oprah: IT HAS A HAPPY ENDING BECAUSE YOU MADE IT SO. 2008 01:23:38,054 --> 01:23:40,140 >> Meghan: YEAH, GREATER THAN ANY FAIRY TALE YOU'VE EVER READ. 2009 01:23:40,223 --> 01:23:41,057 >> Oprah: GREATER THAN ANY FAIRY TALE. 2010 01:23:41,141 --> 01:23:42,892 >> Meghan: YEAH, YEAH. 2011 01:23:42,976 --> 01:23:46,104 >> Oprah: WHAT YOU'VE DESCRIBED HERE TODAY, BEING TRAPPED AND 2012 01:23:46,187 --> 01:23:50,066 NOT EVEN BEING AWARE OF IT AND ALL THE THINGS THAT HAD 2013 01:23:50,150 --> 01:23:54,738 TRANSPIRED, AND THEN SHE COMES INTO YOUR LIFE AND THEN YOU'RE 2014 01:23:54,821 --> 01:23:58,950 DOING THERAPY, DO YOU THINK IN SOME WAY SHE SAVED YOU? 2015 01:23:59,033 --> 01:24:00,076 >> Prince Harry: YEAH. 2016 01:24:00,160 --> 01:24:01,786 WITH-- WITHOUT QUESTION. 2017 01:24:01,870 --> 01:24:04,497 THERE WAS-- THERE WAS A BIGGER PURPOSE. 2018 01:24:04,581 --> 01:24:07,125 THERE WAS OTHER FORCES AT PLAY, I THINK, THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE 2019 01:24:07,208 --> 01:24:09,127 PROCESS. 2020 01:24:09,210 --> 01:24:14,758 I'M THE LAST PERSON TO THINK, OOH, YOU KNOW? 2021 01:24:14,841 --> 01:24:15,175 BUT IT'S UNDENIABLE WHEN THESE THINGS HAVE HAPPENED, WHERE THE 2022 01:24:15,258 --> 01:24:18,178 OVERLAP IS. 2023 01:24:18,261 --> 01:24:22,140 SO, YEAH, SHE DID, WITHOUT-- WITHOUT QUESTION SHE SAVED ME. 2024 01:24:22,223 --> 01:24:23,308 >> Meghan: AND I WOULD-- I WOULD, I MEAN, I THINK THAT'S 2025 01:24:23,391 --> 01:24:23,808 LOVELY. 2026 01:24:23,892 --> 01:24:24,559 I WOULD DISAGREE. 2027 01:24:24,642 --> 01:24:28,521 I THINK HE SAVED ALL OF US, RIGHT? 2028 01:24:28,605 --> 01:24:33,109 HE ULTIMATELY CALLED IT AND WAS LIKE, "WE'VE GOT TO FIND A WAY 2029 01:24:33,193 --> 01:24:35,653 FOR US, FOR ARCHIE." 2030 01:24:35,737 --> 01:24:41,659 AND YOU MADE A DECISION THAT SAVED-- CERTAINLY SAVED MY LIFE 2031 01:24:41,743 --> 01:24:42,577 AND SAVED ALL OF US. 2032 01:24:42,660 --> 01:24:45,955 BUT, YOU KNOW, YOU NEED TO WANT TO BE SAVED. 2033 01:24:46,039 --> 01:24:48,833 >> Oprah: WELL, THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR LOVE STORY. 2034 01:24:48,917 --> 01:24:51,753 WE CAN'T WAIT FOR THE BIG DAY SOMETIME THIS SUMMER. 2035 01:24:51,836 --> 01:24:52,462 >> Meghan: YES, INDEED. 2036 01:24:52,545 --> 01:24:53,046 >> Oprah: SOMETIME THIS SUMMER. 2037 01:24:53,129 --> 01:24:54,923 >> Meghan: YEAH. 2038 01:24:55,006 --> 01:24:57,300 >> Oprah: THANK YOU BOTH FOR TRUSTING ME TO SHARE YOUR STORY. 2039 01:24:57,383 --> 01:24:59,719 >> Meghan: THANK YOU FOR GIVING US THE SPACE TO DO IT. 2040 01:24:59,803 --> 01:25:01,179 >> Prince Harry: YEAH, THANK YOU. 2041 01:25:01,262 --> 01:25:03,932 >> Oprah: THIS CONVERSATION DOESN'T END HERE. 2042 01:25:04,015 --> 01:25:07,352 THERE WAS SO MUCH MORE THAT WE COULDN'T FIT INTO THIS SPECIAL. 2043 01:25:07,435 --> 01:25:12,148 JOIN ME TOMORROW AS I SHARE MORE EXCLUSIVE MOMENTS AND DISCUSS 2044 01:25:12,232 --> 01:25:16,361 REACTION AROUND THE WORLD WITH GAYLE, ANTHONY AND TONY ON "CBS 2045 01:25:16,444 --> 01:25:17,487 THIS MORNING." 2046 01:25:17,570 --> 01:25:18,530 SEE YOU THEN.