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♪ Presumes demasiado pero eres
igual ♪

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♪ Ve bajándole... ♪

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I love
the music I'm making.

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That's fire.

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I want this one
to be my first single.

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♪ Na na na na ♪

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I am ready to be open
and honest with someone

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in a way
I have never been before.

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Mm!

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I love you.
I love you.

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♪ Na na na na ♪

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You hide behind
this moral exterior,

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when deep inside,
you are a vapid little bitch.

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♪ Eh eh eh eh ♪

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[ Giggles ]

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You are evil.

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This is nice.
It is.

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So you're still pretending
like that kiss in the
hospital never happened?

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What kiss?

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Okay. But you're wrong
about one thing ‐‐

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we're not roommates.

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We're family.

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♪ Na na na na ♪

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♪♪

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♪ These lips ♪

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That smile for me?

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Yes.

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No.

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[ Both laugh ]

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Look,
it's...everything.

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But we figured it out.

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I mean, we found
a way to make it

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through the tragedy
of the shooting ‐‐

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Bree being gone.

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You know, Valeria's
a real artist now...

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Yeah.

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...and Jill's
been through so much,

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but she's figuring it out.

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Mm. And you.

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You made a stable home
for Jojo.

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You're a good mom.

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♪ Yeah, you gotta know ♪

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We're finally grown.
Yeah.

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[ Laughs ]

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And...what else are we?

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Roommates.

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[ Laughs ]

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Ooh.

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You know, roommates usually
don't say the things

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you were saying to me
last night.

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Roommates that occasionally
say some thangs to one another.

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Yeah. I want to be
more the roommates

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who say thangs
and co‐parent.

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♪ Oooh ♪

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You know what I want ‐‐
what I've always wanted.

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I want you.

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How do I know
I can trust you?

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I would say all the right
things, but at some point?

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You're gonna have to
let me show you.

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♪ You gotta know, baby,
oh, you gotta know ♪

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♪ Know that I adorn you, yeah ♪

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One step at a time.

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♪ Love ain't never looked
so good on ya ♪

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[ Telephone rings ]

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Is it ten yet?

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It's thirty seconds past
the last time you asked.

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Is that ten?

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Still 9:59.

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[ Exhales sharply ]
Don't worry.

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No matter how this lands,
it's gonna be fine.

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Okay, it's been a minute.
Refresh.

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What's it say?

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Not good?

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Not good.

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Didn't even land?

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Landed at number one.

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♪♪

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"Eso Lo Tengo"
by Valeria Mendez

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debuts on the Latin Music charts
at...number 1!

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You're lying.
Nope.

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You're lying!

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Baby, you did it.
Oh, my God!

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Oh. [ Crying ]

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This is amazing.
Why are you crying?

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[ Sobs ]

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Six months ago, I had basically
never written a song ‐‐

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now I'm getting a physical
so I can go on a solo tour

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with the number one song in
the country next to my husband.

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It's a lot.

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It's awesome.

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You earned it.

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And, frankly,
I love seeing it.

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'Cause I love you.

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I love you.

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♪ Eso lo tengo, yo ♪

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[ Exhales sharply ]
We're ready for you,
Ms. Mendez.

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[ Chuckles ]

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[ Knock on door ]

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How's the heart?

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Oh, EKG and blood work
all came back normal.

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The insurance suits will be
happy I'm clear for the tour.

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Uh, it's your ultrasound
that concerns me.

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Would you like
your husband to join us?

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No. I'd like for you to tell me
what the hell is going on.

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♪♪

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Jury deliberations has begun in
the attempted murder trial

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of Darren Filgo,
the man charged

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in the shooting
of Brianna Robinson,

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better known as Professor Sex
of the hip‐hop group Queens,

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their manager, Eric Jones and
another member of the group,

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Jill Sumpter,
AKA Jill Da Thrill ‐‐

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his ex‐wife.

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Filgo did not take the stand
in his defense, but ‐‐

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[ Beeping ]

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♪♪

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[ Telephone ringing
in distance ]

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[ Sighs ]

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When I was a kid, I thought
that life had to be balanced.

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Like, for every bad thing
that happened to you,

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there was a good thing
that would balance it out

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and vice versa.

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Probably a coping thing
I came up with

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because most of my life
as a kid was so bad.

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It gave me hope that
things would get better.

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That, you know,

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my future would be filled
with good things.

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What's going on?
What are you talking about?

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They think...

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I might have
uterine cancer.

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♪♪

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[ Birds chirping ]

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Muffin and I just got back
from the studio.

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The album is tuff.

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Muffin: Almost done.

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I have no idea how people
are gonna react to me

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rapping about
the modern day slave trade

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known as mandatory minimums
and non‐violent drug crimes

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instead of coke and anime,
but you know what?

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No. I'm proud of it.

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What's hot is hot.

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And that's
why we're targeting colleges

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when we send you
on the road.

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I talked to Zadie today,
and rehearsals are going well.

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Yes! I think it's so smart that
we'll use her performance

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at Coachella
to launch her tour.

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Jill,
what's up with you?

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You thinking about recording
anything soon?

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I'm...

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I'm not really feeling anything
at the moment.

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All of this is great, but it
doesn't change the fact that ‐‐

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We're still broke.
Yeah.

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But we do have a Latin Music
star in our midst

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who just sold out the
first five nights of her tour.

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Eric: Yeah.
Thanks.

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Unh‐unh. I'm sorry ‐‐
you are playing it real cool

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for someone who
just dropped her first single

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and it went number one.

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I've seen you more gassed up
over a chemical peel.

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Plus, you proved me wrong
which I kinda thought

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was your reason
for living.

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It's good. It's cool.

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I'm excited.

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‐Mm.
‐What's up, V?

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I'm good. Really.

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Eric: Alright. We need you.

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Your tour is the only income
Nasty Girl Records

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is gonna see for a minute.

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Except...
does anyone know what today is?

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Skip the quiz.
What's up?

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Twenty years ago this week?

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"Heart of Queens"
went quadruple platinum.

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The first female rap group
to pull that off.

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‐Wow.
‐Really.

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We're old.

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See, that's what I was thinking
but didn't say.

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Eric: No, it's amazing.

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We need to celebrate it,
alright?

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I have an idea,
could be cool,

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you know, could generate
some cash

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while we wait
for these tours to hit.

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With your permission, I want to
release an anniversary edition

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of the album with
your new songs, alright?

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We'll throw you a sick party
and everyone gets a chance

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to give you all the flowers
you deserve.

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Does it feel right? To do
that when Bree's not around?

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She's not dead.

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Yeah, but she's
not here either.

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Y'all are dumb.

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You sit around
and do this every time ‐‐

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eyes all up in
the Santa horse's mouth.

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You just can't take a good thing
and say yes to it.

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Plus, we need the bread.

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So put on some dresses,

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paint over them wrinkles
and pretend it's 1999.

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Muffin,
sometimes you go too far, yo.

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‐Yes.
‐Yo, if I can pull this off,

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I want my percentage
to go back in the pot.

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Yeah, you earned it.
I didn't.

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Same.
I'm down for that.

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I owe you bitches.

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Okay. All we need
is an okay from Bree,

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and I'll get it started.

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Well, let's call her now
since we're all together.

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[ Cellphone chimes ]

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The jury is
done deliberating ‐‐ Darren.

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As you know, cameras were
not allowed in the courtroom,

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but I'm told that jurors
deliberated

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for less than seven hours

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which historically suggests
a guilty verdict...

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I mean, can you imagine
if this asshole walks

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out of the courthouse?

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Yeah, I'll take care of
that fool myself.

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It's out of our hands.

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I mean, no matter what,

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I refuse to let Darren's
malignance affect me anymore.
Okay, okay.

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Yes, I'm told that the jurors
returned a guilty verdict

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on all three counts of
first‐degree attempted murder.

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[ Chuckles ] Oh!

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I can't imagine
black Brad Paisley fans

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fare super well
in San Quentin.

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[ Exhales sharply ]
Sentencing is scheduled
for next week,

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but it would be shocking
if Mr. Filgo did not

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spend the rest of
his natural life in prison.

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It's over.

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The defendant opted
not to testify in his trial,

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but he did address the court

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once the verdict
was handed down.

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Okay, well, I'm hearing
that we have audio

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of Mr. Filgo's statement.

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And here it is...

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Darren: The person
who inflicted the real pain ‐‐

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the suffering you claim
that was by my hand ‐‐

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was caused by a woman...
[ Gavel bangs ]

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Judge:
That's enough, Mr. Filgo.

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[ Gavel bangs ]
Please remand the defendant.

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Darren: Jill, you are
the true criminal.

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[ Grunting ] Get off of me!
Get off!

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God will judge you, Jill!

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[ Sobs ]
You will pay
for all of those you hurt!

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Oh, my God.

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[ TV turns off ]
Damn psycho.

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You good?

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[ Chuckles ]

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Yeah. I'm good.

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You don't deserve this.

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Deserve what?
A broken bitch.

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You didn't marry me knowing
you'd have to nurse me

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through cancer or worse...

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...that I might die.

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We don't know
any of that.

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Can't fix this.

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I have fought age with every
single thing money can buy.

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But this...

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I can't fix.

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We have no idea what the doctor
is gonna say.

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The one we saw yesterday
was a GP ‐‐

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now we're seeing
a specialist.

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One step at a time.

259
00:09:40,038 --> 00:09:41,206
Right.

260
00:09:42,040 --> 00:09:43,708
And you're wrong.

261
00:09:43,708 --> 00:09:45,418
I did agree to nurse you
through cancer

262
00:09:45,418 --> 00:09:47,212
if that's
what it comes to

263
00:09:47,212 --> 00:09:50,423
'cause when I said "I do"
I agreed to all of it.

264
00:09:50,423 --> 00:09:53,927
♪♪

265
00:09:53,927 --> 00:09:56,596
Listen, I'm not you ‐‐

266
00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:58,223
it's not my body,

267
00:09:58,223 --> 00:10:00,767
but I will not let my mind go
to that place until it has to.

268
00:10:01,851 --> 00:10:04,312
Then?
We'll figure it out.

269
00:10:05,855 --> 00:10:08,566
I was just
learning how to live.

270
00:10:08,566 --> 00:10:13,988
♪♪

271
00:10:13,988 --> 00:10:15,406
It's not cancer.

272
00:10:15,406 --> 00:10:16,491
[ Sighs ]

273
00:10:16,491 --> 00:10:18,576
The growths you see here
are submucosal,

274
00:10:18,576 --> 00:10:20,203
broad based fibroids.

275
00:10:20,203 --> 00:10:22,163
Didn't you have fibroids in that
episode of "Private Practice"?

276
00:10:22,163 --> 00:10:24,290
Yes. But they
made me clairvoyant

277
00:10:24,290 --> 00:10:25,416
so I passed on surgery.

278
00:10:25,416 --> 00:10:27,085
[ Chuckles ]
Helluva dilemma.

279
00:10:27,085 --> 00:10:28,795
Your symptoms are mild ‐‐

280
00:10:28,795 --> 00:10:31,381
Like getting my period
three times in one month.

281
00:10:31,381 --> 00:10:34,968
Exactly ‐‐ which is not entirely
uncommon for women your age,

282
00:10:34,968 --> 00:10:37,220
so I can't say that
it's absolutely necessary

283
00:10:37,220 --> 00:10:38,638
to have surgery this moment.

284
00:10:39,889 --> 00:10:41,057
Can I go on tour?

285
00:10:41,057 --> 00:10:43,184
But should your symptoms
get worse,

286
00:10:43,184 --> 00:10:45,061
or if more fibroids appear ‐‐

287
00:10:45,061 --> 00:10:49,065
then surgery may be required,
or possibly a hysterectomy.

288
00:10:50,024 --> 00:10:52,235
You mean, you're gonna
take out my whole vagina?

289
00:10:52,235 --> 00:10:53,194
The uterus.

290
00:10:53,194 --> 00:10:54,571
What's the likelihood
of that?

291
00:10:54,571 --> 00:10:56,281
Well, I don't feel comfortable
putting a number on it,

292
00:10:56,281 --> 00:10:59,075
but, Ms. Mendez,
in my experience,

293
00:10:59,075 --> 00:11:01,327
surgery is something
we'll likely have to explore

294
00:11:01,327 --> 00:11:02,912
in the near future.

295
00:11:02,912 --> 00:11:04,539
The thing to consider now

296
00:11:04,539 --> 00:11:06,916
is whether or not
you want to have children.

297
00:11:06,916 --> 00:11:08,751
These fibroids unfortunately

298
00:11:08,751 --> 00:11:10,837
put a definitive clock
on things for you.

299
00:11:10,837 --> 00:11:12,547
I'd rather give you
the information now

300
00:11:12,547 --> 00:11:14,924
before it's something
we can't consider at all.

301
00:11:14,924 --> 00:11:24,809
♪♪

302
00:11:24,809 --> 00:11:25,852
You good?

303
00:11:27,687 --> 00:11:28,646
Yeah.

304
00:11:28,646 --> 00:11:29,606
You sure?

305
00:11:33,193 --> 00:11:36,070
Jill, it's not true.

306
00:11:36,070 --> 00:11:38,907
What Darren said
isn't true.

307
00:11:40,325 --> 00:11:42,577
When am I gonna
shake him?

308
00:11:42,577 --> 00:11:44,204
Shake the past?

309
00:11:44,204 --> 00:11:46,915
Jill, but do we?

310
00:11:46,915 --> 00:11:50,168
Or do we just learn
to live with it?

311
00:11:50,168 --> 00:11:51,711
Well, that was it ‐‐

312
00:11:51,711 --> 00:11:54,214
all of the philosophical
old people self‐reflection

313
00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:56,299
I can handle.
[ Clears throat ]

314
00:11:56,299 --> 00:11:59,344
So you gonna sit around and mope
about what that lunatic said,

315
00:11:59,344 --> 00:12:00,929
or you wanna go
get something to eat?

316
00:12:00,929 --> 00:12:02,180
Come on.

317
00:12:05,058 --> 00:12:07,727
Come on! [ Laughs ]
Let's go.

318
00:12:09,687 --> 00:12:11,439
On our first date,
you told me you weren't sure

319
00:12:11,439 --> 00:12:12,649
if you wanted to have kids.

320
00:12:14,442 --> 00:12:16,110
I'm not.

321
00:12:16,110 --> 00:12:19,197
That settles it.

322
00:12:19,197 --> 00:12:22,450
On that same date, you said
you definitely want kids.

323
00:12:22,450 --> 00:12:24,160
I do.

324
00:12:25,286 --> 00:12:26,871
That settles it.

325
00:12:26,871 --> 00:12:29,958
We're not talking
in the abstract anymore.

326
00:12:29,958 --> 00:12:33,419
Twenty‐four hours ago I thought
I might die, or could die.

327
00:12:33,419 --> 00:12:35,755
Now? All of this.

328
00:12:35,755 --> 00:12:38,091
There are lots of ways to have
children like the doctor said.

329
00:12:38,091 --> 00:12:42,095
But if it's possible for me
to give birth to a thing

330
00:12:42,095 --> 00:12:45,765
out of my body,
then we should go for it.

331
00:12:45,765 --> 00:12:47,433
Thing?

332
00:12:47,433 --> 00:12:49,269
Should I call it
something else?

333
00:12:50,186 --> 00:12:51,688
My job is easy.

334
00:12:51,688 --> 00:12:53,106
I don't have to do
what you have to do,

335
00:12:53,106 --> 00:12:55,733
so it's hard for me
to chime in.

336
00:12:55,733 --> 00:12:57,485
I'm asking you
to chime in.

337
00:12:58,444 --> 00:13:01,114
I want it.
And I want it with you.

338
00:13:02,615 --> 00:13:03,992
There's nothing about being
with you that makes me

339
00:13:03,992 --> 00:13:05,243
want to have a family
less.

340
00:13:05,243 --> 00:13:07,996
If anything?
I want it more.

341
00:13:07,996 --> 00:13:10,957
Good things, bad things.

342
00:13:10,957 --> 00:13:13,001
What?
What I was saying before.

343
00:13:13,001 --> 00:13:15,712
We get equal good things
and bad things in our lives,

344
00:13:15,712 --> 00:13:18,131
and maybe the fact
that I could have a baby

345
00:13:18,131 --> 00:13:19,674
is the good thing
that balances out

346
00:13:19,674 --> 00:13:22,593
the news that my uterus
is about to expire.

347
00:13:22,593 --> 00:13:23,845
Are you sure?

348
00:13:23,845 --> 00:13:30,310
♪♪

349
00:13:30,310 --> 00:13:32,353
You?

350
00:13:32,353 --> 00:13:35,148
Are the ultimate
good thing in my life.

351
00:13:36,733 --> 00:13:38,359
We should try.

352
00:13:38,359 --> 00:13:40,653
Maybe it doesn't happen,

353
00:13:40,653 --> 00:13:43,448
maybe it can't happen,

354
00:13:43,448 --> 00:13:45,241
but we should try.

355
00:13:45,241 --> 00:13:47,118
You know what this means,
right?

356
00:13:48,286 --> 00:13:50,329
That I have to
put my tour on hold.

357
00:13:50,329 --> 00:13:51,831
Is that something
you're willing to do?

358
00:13:51,831 --> 00:13:55,334
I've spent forty years
doing everything for myself ‐‐

359
00:13:55,334 --> 00:14:00,339
chasing things that ultimately
never completely made me happy.

360
00:14:01,340 --> 00:14:04,010
You make me happy.

361
00:14:05,928 --> 00:14:07,138
Let's do this.

362
00:14:07,138 --> 00:14:08,347
Right now?
Chill.

363
00:14:08,347 --> 00:14:09,891
[ Chuckles ]
Give me a day or two

364
00:14:09,891 --> 00:14:11,434
to forget
that I am riddled

365
00:14:11,434 --> 00:14:14,771
with submucosal,
broad based fibroids.

366
00:14:18,900 --> 00:14:20,777
Mm.
[ Humming ]

367
00:14:21,903 --> 00:14:24,655
Hey.
Hey.

368
00:14:24,655 --> 00:14:25,782
You look good.

369
00:14:25,782 --> 00:14:26,991
Thanks.

370
00:14:26,991 --> 00:14:28,618
Mm. Smell good.

371
00:14:28,618 --> 00:14:30,078
[ Chuckles ]
Do I not usually?

372
00:14:31,204 --> 00:14:32,413
Where you going?

373
00:14:32,413 --> 00:14:34,082
Uh, some errands.

374
00:14:34,082 --> 00:14:35,249
Okay.

375
00:14:36,334 --> 00:14:37,835
Okay.
[ Chuckles ]

376
00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:39,712
So, what's up with
the album re‐release?

377
00:14:39,712 --> 00:14:40,797
Is it happening?

378
00:14:40,797 --> 00:14:42,131
It's all good.

379
00:14:43,091 --> 00:14:43,925
I gotta bounce.

380
00:14:43,925 --> 00:14:45,885
Mwah! Beautiful.

381
00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:49,806
♪♪

382
00:14:52,975 --> 00:14:54,560
So what looks good?

383
00:14:55,561 --> 00:14:57,438
You know I prefer
when you order for me.

384
00:14:57,438 --> 00:14:59,482
But then you yell at me
when I get it wrong.

385
00:14:59,482 --> 00:15:01,901
[ Laughs ]

386
00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:03,277
I think you'll dig
the risotto.

387
00:15:03,277 --> 00:15:05,446
If you say so.

388
00:15:05,446 --> 00:15:06,697
So, what's going on
with you?

389
00:15:06,697 --> 00:15:08,616
Surprised, I'd say,
when you called.

390
00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:10,743
I'm good.

391
00:15:10,743 --> 00:15:11,577
And you?

392
00:15:11,577 --> 00:15:13,162
You wore my cologne.

393
00:15:13,162 --> 00:15:15,123
I wore the cologne
I always wear.
Right.

394
00:15:15,123 --> 00:15:17,500
As if everything
Eric Jones does

395
00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:19,627
doesn't have
a purpose behind it.

396
00:15:19,627 --> 00:15:22,380
[ Chuckles ]
Cut the crap, Eric Jones.

397
00:15:22,380 --> 00:15:25,174
Why after six years
of not calling

398
00:15:25,174 --> 00:15:28,052
would you invite
your ex‐wife to lunch?

399
00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:32,807
I need you to relinquish
your rights

400
00:15:32,807 --> 00:15:34,934
to the "Heart of Queens"
masters.

401
00:15:34,934 --> 00:15:36,269
Oh.

402
00:15:37,854 --> 00:15:40,314
Don't you just love it
when the tables turn?

403
00:15:45,361 --> 00:15:47,280
Go on.
I know you've got a pitch.

404
00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:48,406
I got the group
back together.

405
00:15:48,406 --> 00:15:49,782
Oh. [ Laughs ]

406
00:15:49,782 --> 00:15:51,325
Business must have
really been tanking

407
00:15:51,325 --> 00:15:52,827
for you to turn back
to the women

408
00:15:52,827 --> 00:15:54,662
you royally
screwed over.

409
00:15:54,662 --> 00:15:57,081
Me and the Queens
started a new venture

410
00:15:57,081 --> 00:15:59,041
and we want to re‐release
the album to fund it.

411
00:15:59,041 --> 00:16:00,168
Oh.

412
00:16:00,168 --> 00:16:04,046
You know, my memory
is a little hazy,

413
00:16:04,046 --> 00:16:06,549
but I do believe
that when we got a divorce

414
00:16:06,549 --> 00:16:09,802
you gave me a portion
of the masters

415
00:16:09,802 --> 00:16:12,430
so you wouldn't have to
part with the Hamptons house

416
00:16:12,430 --> 00:16:14,599
which ultimately
got foreclosed on.

417
00:16:14,599 --> 00:16:16,267
Why do you always
have to rehash the past?

418
00:16:16,267 --> 00:16:18,227
But that's precisely what
you're asking me to do.

419
00:16:18,227 --> 00:16:20,313
I'm asking you
to be reasonable about this.

420
00:16:20,313 --> 00:16:22,857
Mm‐hmm.
What, do you need money?

421
00:16:22,857 --> 00:16:25,359
I mean, there's always a deal
that can be worked out.

422
00:16:25,359 --> 00:16:31,532
Listen...I don't just look
like money, I've got money.

423
00:16:31,532 --> 00:16:33,367
Then,
why make it difficult?

424
00:16:33,367 --> 00:16:34,535
Come on.

425
00:16:34,535 --> 00:16:36,579
Did you really think
I wouldn't at the very least

426
00:16:36,579 --> 00:16:38,080
give you a hard time?

427
00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:41,292
That would be a dereliction of
my duties as a scorned ex‐wife.

428
00:16:41,292 --> 00:16:42,919
[ Laughs ]

429
00:16:42,919 --> 00:16:44,587
You may have them.

430
00:16:44,587 --> 00:16:46,589
Now, may I please
finish my risotto

431
00:16:46,589 --> 00:16:48,716
and order another
bottle of that wine

432
00:16:48,716 --> 00:16:50,343
which will hopefully
bankrupt you?

433
00:16:50,343 --> 00:16:53,262
Because this meal
is on you.

434
00:16:53,262 --> 00:16:55,681
That? I can do.

435
00:16:55,681 --> 00:16:57,850
[ Cellphone ringing ]

436
00:16:57,850 --> 00:17:00,019
Mm.
New girlfriend?

437
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,562
A little young, no?

438
00:17:01,562 --> 00:17:05,024
Oh, no. Uh, Jojo...

439
00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:06,275
is my daughter.

440
00:17:06,275 --> 00:17:07,526
I'm sorry.

441
00:17:07,526 --> 00:17:08,778
I have a daughter.

442
00:17:12,281 --> 00:17:13,241
But that girl's like ‐‐

443
00:17:13,241 --> 00:17:15,368
She's twenty.

444
00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:19,413
So I guess I don't have to ask
who the mother is.

445
00:17:20,748 --> 00:17:22,375
No.

446
00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:28,881
So, the entire time
we were married you had a child?

447
00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:32,301
I just found out about this
six months ago.

448
00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:33,719
Are you with her?

449
00:17:33,719 --> 00:17:34,804
Naomi?

450
00:17:34,804 --> 00:17:36,264
Her.

451
00:17:36,264 --> 00:17:37,932
We live together.

452
00:17:38,849 --> 00:17:41,227
We are co‐parenting.

453
00:17:41,227 --> 00:17:43,479
And...we're not together,
but ‐‐

454
00:17:43,479 --> 00:17:45,106
But you wanna be.

455
00:17:46,190 --> 00:17:51,779
Oh, ooh. Whew. You...
[ Laughs ]

456
00:17:51,779 --> 00:17:53,906
You have some nerve.

457
00:17:53,906 --> 00:17:57,868
Coming here
and asking me for a damn favor,

458
00:17:57,868 --> 00:18:01,622
and then telling me that
you and Naomi have a child.

459
00:18:01,622 --> 00:18:02,456
I'm sorry.

460
00:18:02,456 --> 00:18:04,292
I don't aim to be petty,

461
00:18:04,292 --> 00:18:07,712
but sometimes petty is
the only thing you can be.

462
00:18:09,171 --> 00:18:14,760
I refuse to do anything to help
you and your ex‐girlfriend.

463
00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:17,555
If she still wants you
after all these years,

464
00:18:17,555 --> 00:18:19,724
she deserves
what's coming to her.

465
00:18:19,724 --> 00:18:21,183
Robin!

466
00:18:21,183 --> 00:18:24,520
♪♪

467
00:18:24,520 --> 00:18:27,148
Why didn't you tell us
that you had that cancer scare?

468
00:18:27,148 --> 00:18:29,442
It's a good thing I didn't
because that's all it was ‐‐

469
00:18:29,442 --> 00:18:30,818
a scare.

470
00:18:30,818 --> 00:18:31,944
I'm good.

471
00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:33,988
The warranty on my uterus
is up though.

472
00:18:33,988 --> 00:18:36,824
The doctor literally told me
"use it or lose it."

473
00:18:36,824 --> 00:18:39,493
There is no way in hell your
doctor literally said that.

474
00:18:39,493 --> 00:18:41,120
Oh, yes.
[ Chuckles ]

475
00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:42,830
So, you're gonna
have a baby?

476
00:18:43,998 --> 00:18:47,126
Thomas and I talked about it,
and we're gonna try.

477
00:18:47,126 --> 00:18:48,419
Is that what you want?

478
00:18:48,419 --> 00:18:49,629
I don't believe in God,

479
00:18:49,629 --> 00:18:52,673
but I believe in signs
and spiritual things.

480
00:18:52,673 --> 00:18:54,008
I didn't want Thomas.

481
00:18:54,008 --> 00:18:56,469
I didn't want Bree to get shot
and for us to break up,

482
00:18:56,469 --> 00:18:59,138
but all the things that I didn't
want brought me here.

483
00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,682
Maybe this is the universe
telling me to...

484
00:19:01,682 --> 00:19:04,352
stop and live
for other people.

485
00:19:04,352 --> 00:19:06,771
So, you're gonna give up
your tour for this?

486
00:19:06,771 --> 00:19:08,522
I'm gonna put it on hold.

487
00:19:08,522 --> 00:19:10,316
I was afraid
you'd be pissed.

488
00:19:10,316 --> 00:19:12,401
I know this isn't
what the label needs, but ‐‐

489
00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:14,445
Child,
this is real life.

490
00:19:14,445 --> 00:19:16,197
Music is just music.

491
00:19:16,197 --> 00:19:19,075
I'm just now learning how to be
a mom after twenty years,

492
00:19:19,075 --> 00:19:20,493
and ‐‐ honestly ‐‐

493
00:19:20,493 --> 00:19:24,538
watching Jojo grow
and thrive is more gratifying

494
00:19:24,538 --> 00:19:26,666
than any arena
I've ever performed in.

495
00:19:26,666 --> 00:19:29,502
I'm sorry. Who are you
and what did you do with Naomi?

496
00:19:29,502 --> 00:19:32,630
[ Laughs ]
Anything is possible, I guess ‐‐

497
00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:34,006
especially with you
coming up in here

498
00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:35,675
talking about
having babies.

499
00:19:35,675 --> 00:19:38,386
And, V, there was a time
I didn't think I would ever

500
00:19:38,386 --> 00:19:40,304
speak to you again.

501
00:19:40,304 --> 00:19:42,223
And now? We're...

502
00:19:42,223 --> 00:19:43,974
Can't even bring yourself
to say it?

503
00:19:44,892 --> 00:19:46,602
Are we friends?

504
00:19:46,602 --> 00:19:47,895
Nah.

505
00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:51,732
We're sisters.

506
00:19:53,567 --> 00:19:54,568
Bitch, if you cry.

507
00:19:54,568 --> 00:19:57,029
Bitch, if you cry.

508
00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:59,657
Eh, I'm kinda crying.
Bitch, I'm kinda crying.

509
00:19:59,657 --> 00:20:00,866
No!
[ Both laugh ]

510
00:20:00,866 --> 00:20:02,243
[ Door closes ]

511
00:20:03,327 --> 00:20:04,704
‐Hey.
‐Hey.

512
00:20:04,704 --> 00:20:07,623
Bad news,
Valeria is delaying her tour.

513
00:20:07,623 --> 00:20:10,710
Good news, Thomas and I
are gonna try to have a baby.

514
00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:13,295
That's great.

515
00:20:14,505 --> 00:20:15,548
We need to talk.

516
00:20:16,882 --> 00:20:18,718
So, I've been thinking,

517
00:20:18,718 --> 00:20:21,262
everyone else is
recording music except for you.

518
00:20:21,262 --> 00:20:23,556
I've been working.
Yeah. Sure.

519
00:20:23,556 --> 00:20:25,057
But remember
what you said

520
00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:27,143
when y'all were hee‐hawing
about that San Diego show?

521
00:20:27,143 --> 00:20:30,312
You said the only time you gave
your true self to anyone

522
00:20:30,312 --> 00:20:32,940
and felt accepted
was on stage.

523
00:20:32,940 --> 00:20:35,776
I mean, I just haven't really
been feeling motivated.

524
00:20:35,776 --> 00:20:37,319
You know, it's been
like therapy for me.

525
00:20:37,319 --> 00:20:39,113
We gotta get you back
in the booth.

526
00:20:39,113 --> 00:20:40,322
Soon.

527
00:20:41,782 --> 00:20:43,242
Wait...
[ Gasps ]

528
00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:44,326
Whoa.

529
00:20:44,326 --> 00:20:45,745
Hold up. Is that ‐‐

530
00:20:45,745 --> 00:20:47,955
Tina.
What is she doing in LA?

531
00:20:47,955 --> 00:20:49,999
Looking for more cars
to spit on.

532
00:20:49,999 --> 00:20:51,917
Look, I don't care
what anybody does to you,

533
00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:53,627
that is just mad nasty.

534
00:20:53,627 --> 00:20:54,545
Mm.

535
00:20:54,545 --> 00:20:55,421
Should we turn back?

536
00:20:55,421 --> 00:20:57,214
No. I'm an adult.

537
00:20:57,214 --> 00:20:58,466
We can talk.

538
00:21:00,551 --> 00:21:01,844
Tina.

539
00:21:01,844 --> 00:21:04,180
Jill.

540
00:21:04,180 --> 00:21:06,390
Lauren,
it's good to see you.

541
00:21:06,390 --> 00:21:08,976
Sup?
You always been this tall?

542
00:21:10,561 --> 00:21:12,897
What are you doing in LA?

543
00:21:12,897 --> 00:21:14,774
They didn't have my size.
Hey.

544
00:21:16,233 --> 00:21:19,111
Oh, you're...
is this...Jill?

545
00:21:19,111 --> 00:21:20,905
Yes. Hi.

546
00:21:20,905 --> 00:21:22,990
Nice to...who are you?

547
00:21:22,990 --> 00:21:24,867
This is my girlfriend.

548
00:21:24,867 --> 00:21:25,868
Muffin: Ooh!

549
00:21:25,868 --> 00:21:28,412
♪♪

550
00:21:28,412 --> 00:21:29,830
[ Keys clacking ]

551
00:21:29,830 --> 00:21:31,165
I couldn't say it
in front of V,

552
00:21:31,165 --> 00:21:33,459
but her delaying the tour
is a problem.

553
00:21:33,459 --> 00:21:35,002
I mean, thank God you came up
with the idea

554
00:21:35,002 --> 00:21:36,462
to re‐release
"Heart of Queens."

555
00:21:36,462 --> 00:21:40,382
About that.
Um, there's an impediment.

556
00:21:40,382 --> 00:21:43,093
I couldn't get the last rights
holder to sign off.

557
00:21:43,093 --> 00:21:47,097
Okay, so we pay them off
and pocket a little less cash.

558
00:21:47,097 --> 00:21:49,475
Mm, it's not that simple.

559
00:21:49,475 --> 00:21:50,476
It's my ex.

560
00:21:50,476 --> 00:21:51,852
Wife?
Yeah.

561
00:21:51,852 --> 00:21:53,813
Which one?
Robin.

562
00:21:53,813 --> 00:21:55,231
God.

563
00:21:55,231 --> 00:21:56,899
When are your terrible
personal decisions

564
00:21:56,899 --> 00:21:58,692
gonna stop biting us
in the ass?

565
00:21:58,692 --> 00:21:59,860
I can't control her.

566
00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:02,029
I mean, I‐I thought
it was gonna be a quick,

567
00:22:02,029 --> 00:22:03,697
nothing meeting
and then Jojo called

568
00:22:03,697 --> 00:22:05,616
and I had to explain
that whole thing to her.

569
00:22:05,616 --> 00:22:08,452
That whole thing?

570
00:22:08,452 --> 00:22:09,870
You know
what I'm saying?

571
00:22:09,870 --> 00:22:10,830
[ Scoffs ]

572
00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:12,915
Wait...you went to see
your ex‐wife?

573
00:22:12,915 --> 00:22:14,250
To discuss this.

574
00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:15,543
She don't have a phone?

575
00:22:16,585 --> 00:22:18,546
That's where you went
this afternoon.

576
00:22:18,546 --> 00:22:20,172
You lied to me.

577
00:22:20,172 --> 00:22:21,215
I didn't mention it.

578
00:22:21,215 --> 00:22:22,925
You lied.
You said, "errands."

579
00:22:22,925 --> 00:22:23,884
It was business.

580
00:22:23,884 --> 00:22:25,678
[ Chuckling ] Oh, my...

581
00:22:25,678 --> 00:22:27,054
I knew you'd react
like this.

582
00:22:27,054 --> 00:22:28,597
What, like a normal,
sane human being

583
00:22:28,597 --> 00:22:31,433
that's been burned by you
way too many times to count.

584
00:22:31,433 --> 00:22:33,853
I mean, for somebody
who knows all the angles

585
00:22:33,853 --> 00:22:36,063
you do some
really dumb stuff.

586
00:22:36,063 --> 00:22:37,398
You know why
you don't trust me?

587
00:22:37,398 --> 00:22:39,400
School me, Fam.
'Cause you don't want to.

588
00:22:39,400 --> 00:22:41,986
You have never given me
a reason to fully understand

589
00:22:41,986 --> 00:22:43,779
or believe anything
coming out of your mouth,

590
00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:46,323
including you splashing
Giorgio Armani on yourself

591
00:22:46,323 --> 00:22:48,200
to go have a play date
with your ex‐wife.

592
00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:51,036
Please, can we turn
all this down?

593
00:22:52,413 --> 00:22:55,082
Please?
I am not perfect.

594
00:22:55,082 --> 00:22:56,584
I tried every day
to show you what kind of man

595
00:22:56,584 --> 00:22:57,710
I can be for you.

596
00:22:57,710 --> 00:23:00,004
At some point, the past
has to stay in the past.

597
00:23:01,714 --> 00:23:02,631
I love you.

598
00:23:02,631 --> 00:23:04,008
Oh...

599
00:23:04,008 --> 00:23:05,968
And I do dumb things,

600
00:23:05,968 --> 00:23:07,887
but I fell in love with you
two decades ago

601
00:23:07,887 --> 00:23:10,014
and I have never
stopped loving you.

602
00:23:10,014 --> 00:23:12,558
Why can't you believe that?

603
00:23:12,558 --> 00:23:15,394
Because it doesn't mean anything
when it comes out of your mouth.

604
00:23:15,394 --> 00:23:23,277
♪♪

605
00:23:30,451 --> 00:23:32,620
Chantal and I met at
a conference for work.

606
00:23:32,620 --> 00:23:33,954
She lives out here.

607
00:23:33,954 --> 00:23:35,748
Apparently.

608
00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:38,667
Um, um, can we talk
for a second?

609
00:23:39,668 --> 00:23:42,254
Psst! You don't want
to be here for this. Come on.

610
00:23:44,590 --> 00:23:47,009
So, what's it like
being two tall chicks?

611
00:23:50,763 --> 00:23:52,598
Did you hear
about Darren's verdict?

612
00:23:52,598 --> 00:23:56,226
I did. I'm glad he's
going to prison forever.
[ Exhales sharply ]

613
00:23:56,226 --> 00:23:58,771
I just can't believe all
the things that went down.

614
00:23:58,771 --> 00:24:01,982
It turns out people are really
good at hiding who they are.

615
00:24:04,068 --> 00:24:06,153
You know,
I was so surprised.

616
00:24:06,153 --> 00:24:09,198
I thought he'd be contrite
and apologetic.

617
00:24:09,198 --> 00:24:10,950
It's crazy someone
who was just convicted

618
00:24:10,950 --> 00:24:12,326
of trying to murder
three people

619
00:24:12,326 --> 00:24:14,787
even gets a chance to voice
their opinion at all.

620
00:24:14,787 --> 00:24:16,747
What is this?
What is what?

621
00:24:16,747 --> 00:24:19,458
This ‐‐ This long
and winding path

622
00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:20,918
that you're hoping is
gonna lead me

623
00:24:20,918 --> 00:24:23,671
to be sympathetic
to what happened to you.

624
00:24:23,671 --> 00:24:27,007
Truth is? It doesn't matter
if I am or if I'm not.

625
00:24:28,050 --> 00:24:29,969
What Darren did
was awful.

626
00:24:29,969 --> 00:24:31,428
What he said was awful.

627
00:24:31,428 --> 00:24:35,307
But...honestly?
It doesn't matter.

628
00:24:35,307 --> 00:24:37,184
I've moved on.

629
00:24:39,228 --> 00:24:41,105
There just aren't many people
who understand me

630
00:24:41,105 --> 00:24:42,398
the way you do.

631
00:24:42,398 --> 00:24:44,483
It's a shame
you gave that up.

632
00:24:44,483 --> 00:24:46,026
I'm trying to apologize.

633
00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:49,029
Most people start
with "I'm sorry."

634
00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:52,074
I don't really need an apology
from you anyway

635
00:24:52,074 --> 00:24:54,660
because I'd be a fool to believe
anything you have to say.

636
00:24:56,036 --> 00:24:59,373
And it's not
because you're evil.

637
00:24:59,373 --> 00:25:02,376
You're just...lost.

638
00:25:03,669 --> 00:25:06,130
I can't be angry
about that.

639
00:25:06,130 --> 00:25:07,840
I'm sad.

640
00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:09,383
I'm genuinely sad
for you

641
00:25:09,383 --> 00:25:11,051
because you're
gonna end up alone

642
00:25:11,051 --> 00:25:14,013
and that is the thing you
absolutely fear the most.

643
00:25:14,013 --> 00:25:16,890
♪♪

644
00:25:16,890 --> 00:25:18,726
You know what
keeps me up at night?

645
00:25:20,227 --> 00:25:21,812
Knowing the things
I did to you

646
00:25:21,812 --> 00:25:24,314
make you question
if I ever loved you.

647
00:25:24,314 --> 00:25:34,324
♪♪

648
00:25:34,324 --> 00:25:35,576
I did.

649
00:25:38,412 --> 00:25:39,496
[ Exhales sharply ]

650
00:25:41,165 --> 00:25:42,166
[ Sighs ]

651
00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:47,504
[ Sighs ]

652
00:25:52,843 --> 00:25:54,636
[ Sighs ]

653
00:25:54,636 --> 00:25:58,057
[ Door opens ]

654
00:25:58,057 --> 00:26:00,059
[ Door closes ]

655
00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:01,477
What's up?

656
00:26:01,477 --> 00:26:04,313
You know there's a good chance
that no matter how hard we try,

657
00:26:04,313 --> 00:26:06,440
no matter how much money
we put into it ‐‐

658
00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:08,650
I may never be able
to have a kid naturally.

659
00:26:08,650 --> 00:26:10,235
That's why we're trying.

660
00:26:10,235 --> 00:26:11,653
Whatever happens,
happens.

661
00:26:11,653 --> 00:26:12,946
You think you're being
supportive

662
00:26:12,946 --> 00:26:15,949
but sometimes that laid back
thing is really dismissive

663
00:26:15,949 --> 00:26:17,910
and, frankly,
kind of annoying.

664
00:26:17,910 --> 00:26:19,286
I'll work on
being less supportive.

665
00:26:19,286 --> 00:26:20,829
It's gonna take IVF.

666
00:26:20,829 --> 00:26:22,664
Which means months
of hormone injections

667
00:26:22,664 --> 00:26:23,957
just to find
a few good eggs.

668
00:26:23,957 --> 00:26:26,752
Ten percent of healthy,
young women miscarry ‐‐

669
00:26:26,752 --> 00:26:29,421
that number goes up
fifty percent with IVF.

670
00:26:29,421 --> 00:26:30,547
You should stay off
the Internet.

671
00:26:30,547 --> 00:26:32,257
[ Sighs ] Also annoying.

672
00:26:32,257 --> 00:26:34,760
I might be naive, but I want to
focus on the good stuff

673
00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:37,679
that's ahead of us...
not the scary stuff.

674
00:26:37,679 --> 00:26:41,350
I know it sounds corny, but I
want to introduce them to music,

675
00:26:41,350 --> 00:26:44,728
bring them into the studio,
tell bedtime stories.

676
00:26:44,728 --> 00:26:46,897
[ Chuckles ]
I just look forward
to shaping the mind

677
00:26:46,897 --> 00:26:48,816
of a shrunken‐down version
of us.

678
00:26:48,816 --> 00:26:50,776
Not gonna lie,
it's been my dream to be a dad

679
00:26:50,776 --> 00:26:52,402
for a very long time.

680
00:26:52,402 --> 00:26:55,948
The only thing
that was missing...was you.

681
00:26:56,907 --> 00:26:59,284
You're gonna be
an incredible dad.

682
00:26:59,284 --> 00:27:01,328
This was never
in question.

683
00:27:01,328 --> 00:27:03,956
And you don't know it yet,

684
00:27:03,956 --> 00:27:05,999
but you're gonna be
an incredible mom.

685
00:27:05,999 --> 00:27:11,547
♪♪

686
00:27:11,547 --> 00:27:18,387
♪ It's not easy to be honest,
but I'm willing ♪

687
00:27:18,387 --> 00:27:23,851
♪ 'Cause I know you need it more
than anything I have ♪

688
00:27:23,851 --> 00:27:24,726
Eric:
It's good to see you.

689
00:27:24,726 --> 00:27:29,857
♪ I hope you hear me now ♪

690
00:27:31,275 --> 00:27:36,822
♪ I hope you hear me now ♪

691
00:27:36,822 --> 00:27:39,199
♪♪

692
00:27:39,199 --> 00:27:45,956
♪ All of the hurt I caused
when I was lost and weak, yeah ♪

693
00:27:45,956 --> 00:27:49,501
♪ I hope that you hear me ♪

694
00:27:49,501 --> 00:27:50,502
[ Door opens ]

695
00:27:50,502 --> 00:27:53,005
I'm here.

696
00:27:53,005 --> 00:27:55,007
♪ Hear me ♪

697
00:27:55,007 --> 00:27:57,050
What do you want?

698
00:27:57,050 --> 00:27:58,385
Thanks for coming.

699
00:28:01,179 --> 00:28:06,184
I had to see what you were all
about after all of these years.

700
00:28:07,394 --> 00:28:09,605
I'm not here
for no drama,

701
00:28:09,605 --> 00:28:12,399
but you're holding
my album hostage.

702
00:28:12,399 --> 00:28:15,402
Technically...
it's my album.

703
00:28:15,402 --> 00:28:17,237
Your beef is with Eric,
not me.

704
00:28:17,237 --> 00:28:19,156
My beef with Eric
is because of you.

705
00:28:19,156 --> 00:28:22,075
Do you know how hard women
have to fight in this business

706
00:28:22,075 --> 00:28:23,577
to own their own voice?

707
00:28:23,577 --> 00:28:24,953
Is this the chick
you wanna be?

708
00:28:24,953 --> 00:28:27,289
[ Laughing ] Oh, please.

709
00:28:27,289 --> 00:28:29,791
Do no give me that
women supporting

710
00:28:29,791 --> 00:28:32,878
other women/girls'
girl crap.

711
00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:35,505
It's trite
and I'm not the one.

712
00:28:35,505 --> 00:28:36,548
What do you want?

713
00:28:36,548 --> 00:28:38,300
Answers.
I don't think I have them.

714
00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:39,843
Why did you
keep in touch with him

715
00:28:39,843 --> 00:28:41,136
when you knew
we were married?

716
00:28:41,136 --> 00:28:42,554
I didn't.

717
00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:44,097
I don't believe you.

718
00:28:44,097 --> 00:28:45,641
It's the truth.

719
00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:53,106
I knew he'd been with
that Puerto Rican girl

720
00:28:53,106 --> 00:28:55,692
because
it was in the press.

721
00:28:55,692 --> 00:29:00,030
And of course...
we were married,

722
00:29:00,030 --> 00:29:05,243
so conversations would come up
about the group.

723
00:29:05,243 --> 00:29:06,453
There was always
this look in his eyes

724
00:29:06,453 --> 00:29:08,080
whenever
he talked about you.

725
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:12,709
He talked about you
and your...talent

726
00:29:12,709 --> 00:29:17,506
with this level of reverence
that always felt like...more.

727
00:29:17,506 --> 00:29:20,759
His voice was free,
he'd smile.

728
00:29:20,759 --> 00:29:22,928
He was like
a teenager in love.

729
00:29:22,928 --> 00:29:25,472
I spent six years
wondering why

730
00:29:25,472 --> 00:29:28,684
he never looked at me
with that same look.

731
00:29:31,103 --> 00:29:35,983
I asked him about you, but he
played it off like Eric does.

732
00:29:38,860 --> 00:29:40,654
I found a letter ‐‐

733
00:29:40,654 --> 00:29:42,489
it was addressed
to you.

734
00:29:42,489 --> 00:29:45,283
I opened it ‐‐
I shouldn't have ‐‐ but I did.

735
00:29:45,283 --> 00:29:47,661
I can't remember everything
it said,

736
00:29:47,661 --> 00:29:50,497
but that last line

737
00:29:50,497 --> 00:29:54,376
is burned in my brain ‐‐

738
00:29:54,376 --> 00:29:57,754
"It's always been you.

739
00:29:57,754 --> 00:30:02,551
It will forever be you."

740
00:30:04,761 --> 00:30:09,599
It's rare that you can pinpoint
the second your marriage dies.

741
00:30:11,810 --> 00:30:14,479
I knew I wouldn't
come back from that.

742
00:30:14,479 --> 00:30:17,232
[ Sighs ]
Robin, I'm so sorry.

743
00:30:19,067 --> 00:30:20,694
[ Sighs ]

744
00:30:20,694 --> 00:30:24,406
♪♪

745
00:30:24,406 --> 00:30:27,409
When I heard
you two had a kid?

746
00:30:27,409 --> 00:30:29,911
It took me
back to that place.

747
00:30:30,954 --> 00:30:32,247
Can we sit?

748
00:30:33,582 --> 00:30:35,083
Please.

749
00:30:35,083 --> 00:30:36,668
[ Sighs ]

750
00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:42,257
Listen, I've held on to
a lot of grudges over the years.

751
00:30:42,257 --> 00:30:44,634
And if I'm being honest,

752
00:30:44,634 --> 00:30:46,303
I'm still holding
on to some stuff

753
00:30:46,303 --> 00:30:49,222
that is stopping me
from being happy.

754
00:30:49,222 --> 00:30:52,642
I mean, I've spent most of
the last twenty years alone.

755
00:30:52,642 --> 00:30:55,687
But I'm not alone anymore
because I let some stuff go.

756
00:30:56,646 --> 00:30:59,566
Listen, I can't convince you
to do what I want,

757
00:30:59,566 --> 00:31:01,526
so I'm not going to.

758
00:31:01,526 --> 00:31:04,488
I just know that
there is nothing to be gained

759
00:31:04,488 --> 00:31:06,281
by holding onto it.

760
00:31:08,992 --> 00:31:13,371
I dunno, kind of feels like
it's the only thing I have left.

761
00:31:16,958 --> 00:31:17,918
[ Sniffles ]

762
00:31:21,505 --> 00:31:22,881
She hates me.
[ Sighs ]

763
00:31:22,881 --> 00:31:24,883
Well,
she doesn't love you,

764
00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:26,927
but you have to understand
where she's coming from, right?

765
00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:29,304
She doesn't understand
where I'm coming from.

766
00:31:29,304 --> 00:31:31,598
I've made mistakes,
but I had a lot going on.

767
00:31:31,598 --> 00:31:33,934
Right. You're gay.
You're suppressed.

768
00:31:33,934 --> 00:31:35,352
Your dad
is a supreme asshole.

769
00:31:35,352 --> 00:31:36,853
Your ex‐husband
tried to murder you.

770
00:31:36,853 --> 00:31:38,105
Don't mock
what I've been through.

771
00:31:38,105 --> 00:31:40,982
I'm not. I just know it
by heart, and so does Tina.

772
00:31:40,982 --> 00:31:43,568
At some point? That stops
mattering to other people.

773
00:31:43,568 --> 00:31:46,113
There's a limit
to the empathy people can have

774
00:31:46,113 --> 00:31:48,406
for the ones they love,
and Tina's at her limit.

775
00:31:49,491 --> 00:31:52,452
You can't change that.
Well, she could have at least
listened to my apology.

776
00:31:52,452 --> 00:31:56,748
Jill, she does not
owe you that.

777
00:31:56,748 --> 00:32:00,168
And frankly,
I didn't hear an apology.

778
00:32:00,168 --> 00:32:03,672
♪♪

779
00:32:03,672 --> 00:32:05,006
What if Tina's right?

780
00:32:05,006 --> 00:32:06,675
What if I end up alone?

781
00:32:06,675 --> 00:32:09,094
[ Sighs ] Stop.

782
00:32:10,679 --> 00:32:12,681
[ Exhales sharply ]
Jill, you've got to let out

783
00:32:12,681 --> 00:32:15,600
that last bit of guilt
and victimhood.

784
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:17,602
Let it go.

785
00:32:17,602 --> 00:32:19,104
It doesn't matter
if Tina receives it.

786
00:32:19,104 --> 00:32:21,148
Doesn't matter
what Darren says.

787
00:32:21,148 --> 00:32:24,985
You've got
to let it go.

788
00:32:24,985 --> 00:32:26,486
How do I do that?

789
00:32:27,654 --> 00:32:30,282
Same way
you did before.

790
00:32:30,282 --> 00:32:37,372
♪♪

791
00:32:37,372 --> 00:32:41,251
Darren:
You think this is justice,
but this is not justice...

792
00:32:41,251 --> 00:32:43,461
The Lord above
is the true judge.

793
00:32:43,461 --> 00:32:46,506
♪ You gave me new religion
when I couldn't decide ♪

794
00:32:46,506 --> 00:32:48,175
♪ Follow my heartbeat,
quench my thirst ♪

795
00:32:48,175 --> 00:32:49,718
♪ And just swallow my pride ♪

796
00:32:49,718 --> 00:32:51,303
♪ I felt hollow inside ♪

797
00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:52,888
♪ But that first kiss was like ♪

798
00:32:52,888 --> 00:32:55,098
♪ Christmas Day
without the mistletoe ♪

799
00:32:55,098 --> 00:32:56,516
♪ And be careful
what you ask for ♪

800
00:32:56,516 --> 00:32:58,185
♪ You might get it
over and over ♪

801
00:32:58,185 --> 00:33:00,562
♪ Till it overdoses
every vein in your soul ♪

802
00:33:00,562 --> 00:33:02,480
♪ Distant lover,
they lied when they said ♪

803
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:03,940
♪ That distance draws
you closer ♪

804
00:33:03,940 --> 00:33:06,193
♪ Dearest Tina,
I know your heart is pure ♪

805
00:33:06,193 --> 00:33:07,194
♪ The way God made it ♪

806
00:33:07,194 --> 00:33:08,820
♪ And every memory we created ♪

807
00:33:08,820 --> 00:33:10,488
♪ Is now a picture
quickly faded ♪

808
00:33:10,488 --> 00:33:12,782
♪ Tainted lover,
not you, but me ♪

809
00:33:12,782 --> 00:33:15,535
♪ All I remember is that kitchen
we first sinned in ♪

810
00:33:15,535 --> 00:33:18,705
♪ When my sex drive needed an
engine, you became that escape ♪

811
00:33:18,705 --> 00:33:20,373
♪ That getaway that I needed ♪

812
00:33:20,373 --> 00:33:22,959
♪ We were supposed to be
undefeated, but damn ♪

813
00:33:22,959 --> 00:33:26,213
♪ I'm sorry for the pain that I
caused, the way that you feel ♪

814
00:33:26,213 --> 00:33:29,341
♪ I'm sorry for the lies that I
told, the feelings was real ♪

815
00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:31,551
♪ I'm sorry for the tears
that you've cried ♪

816
00:33:31,551 --> 00:33:32,844
♪ I'm missing you ♪

817
00:33:32,844 --> 00:33:34,471
♪ I'm sorry for the last time ♪

818
00:33:34,471 --> 00:33:36,181
Darren: The person who inflicted
the real pain...

819
00:33:36,181 --> 00:33:38,767
♪ My dearest Tina,
this isn't a sad song ♪

820
00:33:38,767 --> 00:33:40,518
♪ It's more like
a love scripture ♪

821
00:33:40,518 --> 00:33:42,062
♪ And I wrote it
while you was hurting ♪

822
00:33:42,062 --> 00:33:43,939
♪ But I'm new to this,
so I'm learning ♪

823
00:33:43,939 --> 00:33:47,150
♪ Some details get jaded on
this canvas that we painted ♪

824
00:33:47,150 --> 00:33:48,568
♪ It was abstract,
so every image ♪

825
00:33:48,568 --> 00:33:50,362
♪ Was really more
for interpretation ♪

826
00:33:50,362 --> 00:33:51,655
♪ Empty wine glasses ♪

827
00:33:51,655 --> 00:33:53,698
♪ The sand in your mind's
hourglass is changing ♪

828
00:33:53,698 --> 00:33:55,325
♪ And you can't
get that time back ♪

829
00:33:55,325 --> 00:33:56,785
♪ So let's make this
a celebration ♪

830
00:33:56,785 --> 00:33:58,245
♪ At the end of the chapter ♪

831
00:33:58,245 --> 00:34:00,247
♪ I hope the world
gives you a standing ovation ♪

832
00:34:00,247 --> 00:34:01,915
♪ They say that love is kind ♪

833
00:34:01,915 --> 00:34:03,583
♪ They say that love
is patient ♪

834
00:34:03,583 --> 00:34:07,003
♪ I pray that you might find
some happiness and salvation ♪

835
00:34:07,003 --> 00:34:10,048
♪ And what you gave me to me, I
hope somebody gives you more ♪

836
00:34:10,048 --> 00:34:13,343
♪ I'm looking at my phone,
hoping that your name rings ♪

837
00:34:13,343 --> 00:34:15,845
♪ 'Cause I know a side piece
could never be the main thing ♪

838
00:34:15,845 --> 00:34:18,765
♪ I'm sorry for the pain that I
caused, the way that you feel ♪

839
00:34:18,765 --> 00:34:22,185
♪ I'm sorry for the lies that I
told, the feelings was real ♪

840
00:34:22,185 --> 00:34:24,229
♪ I'm sorry for the tears
that you've cried ♪

841
00:34:24,229 --> 00:34:25,438
♪ I'm missing you ♪

842
00:34:25,438 --> 00:34:26,773
♪ I'm sorry for the last time ♪

843
00:34:26,773 --> 00:34:28,775
Darren: The Lord above
is the true judge.

844
00:34:28,775 --> 00:34:31,528
♪♪

845
00:34:35,865 --> 00:34:37,450
Ouch. Damn.

846
00:34:37,450 --> 00:34:38,994
Did that hurt?
[ Sighs ]

847
00:34:38,994 --> 00:34:41,121
You just shot me full of
follicle‐inducing hormones

848
00:34:41,121 --> 00:34:42,580
with a 4‐inch needle.

849
00:34:42,580 --> 00:34:45,041
Are follicle‐inducing hormones
more painful than Botox?

850
00:34:45,041 --> 00:34:47,002
And somehow less painful
when the goal is

851
00:34:47,002 --> 00:34:49,629
to make me look sick
in a Vera Wang.

852
00:34:49,629 --> 00:34:52,048
We're on our way.

853
00:34:52,048 --> 00:34:55,176
I'm gonna make you dinner.

854
00:34:55,176 --> 00:34:59,764
♪♪

855
00:34:59,764 --> 00:35:01,266
[ Sighs ]

856
00:35:01,266 --> 00:35:07,272
♪♪

857
00:35:07,272 --> 00:35:09,899
[ Leon Bridges'
"Summer Rain" plays ]

858
00:35:09,899 --> 00:35:11,818
[ Door opens ]

859
00:35:11,818 --> 00:35:17,991
♪♪

860
00:35:17,991 --> 00:35:19,784
[ Clears throat ]

861
00:35:21,411 --> 00:35:22,871
She signed off.

862
00:35:25,206 --> 00:35:27,292
We're good.

863
00:35:27,292 --> 00:35:28,418
Are we?

864
00:35:28,418 --> 00:35:32,047
♪♪

865
00:35:32,047 --> 00:35:37,052
♪ You're speaking a language
no one speaks ♪

866
00:35:37,052 --> 00:35:38,470
♪♪

867
00:35:38,470 --> 00:35:43,266
♪ In a room
that don't exist ♪

868
00:35:43,266 --> 00:35:44,559
♪♪

869
00:35:44,559 --> 00:35:46,561
♪ I'm just gonna shut up ♪

870
00:35:46,561 --> 00:35:50,607
♪♪

871
00:35:50,607 --> 00:35:53,443
♪ And bear witness ♪

872
00:35:53,443 --> 00:35:57,781
♪ You are everything ♪

873
00:35:57,781 --> 00:35:59,032
I love you.

874
00:35:59,032 --> 00:36:03,244
♪ Wanna feel you all around ♪

875
00:36:03,244 --> 00:36:04,788
♪♪

876
00:36:04,788 --> 00:36:10,293
♪ Baby, let your summer rain ♪

877
00:36:11,378 --> 00:36:15,173
♪ Keep coming down ♪

878
00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:17,676
♪♪

879
00:36:17,676 --> 00:36:19,761
♪ Don't stop now ♪

880
00:36:19,761 --> 00:36:23,598
♪♪

881
00:36:23,598 --> 00:36:28,895
♪ Don't stop now, now, now ♪

882
00:36:35,276 --> 00:36:37,654
♪ Hundreds on the table,
twenties on the floor ♪

883
00:36:37,654 --> 00:36:39,072
♪ Fresh outta work
and on the way with some more ♪

884
00:36:39,072 --> 00:36:40,115
♪ And I luv it ♪

885
00:36:41,324 --> 00:36:42,534
♪ And I luv it ♪

886
00:36:42,534 --> 00:36:44,035
♪♪

887
00:36:44,035 --> 00:36:46,204
♪ I got gangstas in the crowd,
bad broads at my show ♪

888
00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:48,123
I think it's because
I know y'all

889
00:36:48,123 --> 00:36:50,500
that it shocks me
that you were like Kanye famous.

890
00:36:50,500 --> 00:36:52,210
[ Laughter ]

891
00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:54,170
‐Let's take a selfie.
‐Ooh!

892
00:36:55,130 --> 00:36:56,339
Ah!

893
00:36:56,339 --> 00:36:57,424
[ Camera shutter clicks ]
[ Laughs ]

894
00:36:57,424 --> 00:36:59,050
Brianna should be here,
y'all.

895
00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:00,468
She's not coming back.

896
00:37:00,468 --> 00:37:02,053
Well, the last time
I FaceTimed her

897
00:37:02,053 --> 00:37:04,055
she had
that effortless beach glow.

898
00:37:04,055 --> 00:37:06,808
It's the sand ‐‐
it's a natural exfoliant.

899
00:37:06,808 --> 00:37:09,394
If she comes back, bitch better
bring me back some samples.

900
00:37:09,394 --> 00:37:10,812
[ Laughter ]

901
00:37:10,812 --> 00:37:13,273
Wow. If I didn't live it,

902
00:37:13,273 --> 00:37:16,276
I wouldn't believe
all this is for us.

903
00:37:16,276 --> 00:37:19,237
My mom saw you guys in concert
when she was seventeen

904
00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:20,530
and she always talks about it

905
00:37:20,530 --> 00:37:21,948
like it was the best night
of her life.

906
00:37:21,948 --> 00:37:24,617
We watched your "All Rise" video
in my Civics class

907
00:37:24,617 --> 00:37:27,287
and I was so excited I came
home and showed my mom,

908
00:37:27,287 --> 00:37:28,955
and she said
it was the same group

909
00:37:28,955 --> 00:37:30,290
she was always talking about.
‐[ Chuckles ]

910
00:37:30,290 --> 00:37:31,458
Will you sign this?

911
00:37:31,458 --> 00:37:33,960
[ Laughing ] Of course.
Oh, wow!

912
00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:35,253
Oh!

913
00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,964
Muffin, I love you, too.
Will you sign it, please?

914
00:37:37,964 --> 00:37:40,091
Of course.
Thank you.

915
00:37:40,091 --> 00:37:41,760
Thank you.

916
00:37:42,635 --> 00:37:44,095
‐Bye, Mom.
‐Bye.

917
00:37:44,095 --> 00:37:47,098
Can you believe we're just
four chicks from Queens

918
00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:49,184
who stood on top of the world
for a hot minute?

919
00:37:50,185 --> 00:37:51,895
Anybody else getting
teary‐eyed with all of this?

920
00:37:51,895 --> 00:37:53,938
‐It's nice.
‐Wait. How did you get Eric's

921
00:37:53,938 --> 00:37:55,315
old main to relinquish
the rights?

922
00:37:55,315 --> 00:37:57,192
I told her to
let go of the past.

923
00:37:57,192 --> 00:37:58,651
[ Air horn blowing ]

924
00:37:58,651 --> 00:38:01,654
Man: Please give it up
for Sophia Chang!

925
00:38:01,654 --> 00:38:04,657
[ Air horn blowing ]
[ Cheers and applause ]

926
00:38:04,657 --> 00:38:06,618
Welcome, everybody,

927
00:38:06,618 --> 00:38:09,579
to the official re‐release
of "Heart of Queens"!

928
00:38:09,579 --> 00:38:11,122
Who feels like
a nasty girl tonight?

929
00:38:11,122 --> 00:38:12,457
[ Cheers and applause ]

930
00:38:12,457 --> 00:38:14,292
‐Well, I do.
‐Yas.

931
00:38:14,292 --> 00:38:15,877
Sophia Chang: Well,
as a woman in hip‐hop,

932
00:38:15,877 --> 00:38:18,505
I can't tell you how
much this album meant to me.

933
00:38:18,505 --> 00:38:21,007
I finally felt seen,
like I belonged.

934
00:38:21,007 --> 00:38:24,427
Like someone was holding
a space for people like me.

935
00:38:24,427 --> 00:38:27,180
And as evidenced by everyone
here tonight,

936
00:38:27,180 --> 00:38:30,558
twenty years after
it went four times platinum,

937
00:38:30,558 --> 00:38:33,144
it's clear that
"Heart of Queens"

938
00:38:33,144 --> 00:38:35,146
inspired generations of women

939
00:38:35,146 --> 00:38:38,149
and has left an indelible
mark on hip‐hop.

940
00:38:38,149 --> 00:38:39,526
So, thank you,

941
00:38:39,526 --> 00:38:44,781
Jill Da Thrill, Butter Pecan,
and XPlicit Lyrics.

942
00:38:44,781 --> 00:38:46,282
[ Cheers and applause ]

943
00:38:46,282 --> 00:38:48,576
So maybe...
on this magical evening,

944
00:38:48,576 --> 00:38:52,664
with everyone in such
a sentimental and nasty mood,

945
00:38:52,664 --> 00:38:57,794
we can inspire one last
performance by the Queens?

946
00:38:57,794 --> 00:39:01,548
[ Chanting ]
Na‐sty, na‐sty, na‐sty, na‐sty.

947
00:39:01,548 --> 00:39:04,342
[ All chanting ]

948
00:39:04,342 --> 00:39:05,677
Come on, let's hear it.

949
00:39:05,677 --> 00:39:08,680
[ Crowd chanting "Na‐sty!" ]

950
00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:15,854
♪♪

951
00:39:15,854 --> 00:39:23,027
♪♪

952
00:39:23,027 --> 00:39:25,905
You ladies deserve
every piece of this.

953
00:39:28,157 --> 00:39:31,619
Yes, yes, yes. Enjoy it.
[ Chuckles ]

954
00:39:31,619 --> 00:39:34,831
Cuz, is this gonna be
the last time we hear this?

955
00:39:36,916 --> 00:39:38,376
It doesn't have to be.

956
00:39:38,376 --> 00:39:47,594
♪♪

957
00:39:47,594 --> 00:39:49,053
[ Door opens ]

958
00:39:50,889 --> 00:39:52,599
Okay!

959
00:39:52,599 --> 00:39:54,976
[ Laughs ]
My girl.

960
00:39:54,976 --> 00:39:56,477
[ Sighs ]

961
00:39:56,477 --> 00:39:57,812
I'm here.
Mm‐hmm.

962
00:39:57,812 --> 00:39:59,480
You good?
Mm‐hmm.

963
00:40:01,482 --> 00:40:02,609
Da Thrill!

964
00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:03,651
You know it.

965
00:40:03,651 --> 00:40:06,279
[ Laughs ]
You bitches.

966
00:40:06,279 --> 00:40:07,697
Yeah! [ Laughs ]

967
00:40:07,697 --> 00:40:09,490
Love you guys.

968
00:40:13,161 --> 00:40:14,120
Ready?

969
00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:16,080
♪♪

970
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:18,291
♪ Check it out,
checka‐check it out ♪

971
00:40:18,291 --> 00:40:19,959
♪ 'Bout to show y'all what
this queen is all about ♪

972
00:40:26,507 --> 00:40:34,891
♪♪

973
00:40:34,891 --> 00:40:43,316
♪♪

974
00:40:43,316 --> 00:40:51,699
♪♪