1 00:00:01,656 --> 00:00:04,107 ♪ Life can be so bitter and sweet ♪ ♪ It's more than just lyrics and beats ♪ 2 00:00:04,107 --> 00:00:06,040 Eric: Who's this? I'm Thomas. 3 00:00:06,040 --> 00:00:07,317 My husband. 4 00:00:07,317 --> 00:00:09,802 Crazy, I know. But life is short. 5 00:00:09,802 --> 00:00:11,390 Alicia: I'm sure your religious upbringing 6 00:00:11,390 --> 00:00:12,943 didn't help with your sexuality. 7 00:00:12,943 --> 00:00:14,462 I'm also the daughter of a deacon 8 00:00:14,462 --> 00:00:16,809 who literally prayed over kids he thoughtmight be gay. 9 00:00:16,809 --> 00:00:18,811 Naomi: Lady Z -- I mean, one of the coldest 10 00:00:18,811 --> 00:00:20,468 female emcees in hip-hop history. 11 00:00:20,468 --> 00:00:21,676 I mean, she was a real rival. 12 00:00:21,676 --> 00:00:23,092 I was driven out of the business 13 00:00:23,092 --> 00:00:25,197 because I assaulted Frank Black. Right. 14 00:00:25,197 --> 00:00:26,543 That's not the whole story. 15 00:00:26,543 --> 00:00:28,718 There's not a label that's for artists, 16 00:00:28,718 --> 00:00:30,823 run by women, supporting other women 17 00:00:30,823 --> 00:00:32,618 that isn't out just for the money. 18 00:00:32,618 --> 00:00:35,242 The hell is Nasty Girl Records? 19 00:00:35,242 --> 00:00:36,243 [ Cheers and applause ] 20 00:00:36,243 --> 00:00:37,761 Man: Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! 21 00:00:37,761 --> 00:00:38,935 What up, L.A.?! 22 00:00:38,935 --> 00:00:40,902 You know what it is. 23 00:00:40,902 --> 00:00:46,011 We got a legend in the buildiiing! 24 00:00:46,011 --> 00:00:50,015 You got this. Steppin' up to massacre the mic for the first time in 20 years, 25 00:00:50,015 --> 00:00:56,987 make some noise for the silver-tongued assassin, Lady Z! 26 00:00:56,987 --> 00:00:58,817 [ Audience chanting "Lady Z!" ] 27 00:00:58,817 --> 00:01:02,062 Let's go, baby. 28 00:01:02,062 --> 00:01:05,720 [ Chanting "Lady Z!" ] 29 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:08,482 What's goin' on, L.A.? 30 00:01:08,482 --> 00:01:11,312 [ Cheers and applause ] 31 00:01:11,312 --> 00:01:14,419 ♪ Yo, I still have dreams of bein' on top ♪ 32 00:01:14,419 --> 00:01:16,179 ♪ But I'm from where the bottom is ♪ 33 00:01:16,179 --> 00:01:19,182 ♪ I'm really the mother of this and I ain't even got a kid ♪ 34 00:01:19,182 --> 00:01:21,598 ♪ Yeah, I bag groceries and I ain't really proud of it ♪ 35 00:01:21,598 --> 00:01:23,083 ♪ But I chose silence over violence ♪ 36 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:24,601 ♪ And that was the consequence 37 00:01:24,601 --> 00:01:27,432 ♪ Ain't wanna get into it, that's why I got out of it ♪ 38 00:01:27,432 --> 00:01:30,124 ♪ Got a pile of talent but the game is all politics ♪ 39 00:01:30,124 --> 00:01:32,678 It's Hype 109. I'm Justin Credible. 40 00:01:32,678 --> 00:01:36,717 We have the Queens on the show today. How y'all feeling? 41 00:01:36,717 --> 00:01:38,995 Thank you, Justin, for having us. We're so happy to be on. [ Women agreeing ] 42 00:01:38,995 --> 00:01:40,721 Thank you so much for having us. It's the vibe. 43 00:01:40,721 --> 00:01:42,378 What are -- What are we hyping up? What are we talking about today? 44 00:01:42,378 --> 00:01:44,276 The launch of our new venture, 45 00:01:44,276 --> 00:01:45,450 Nasty Girl Records. 46 00:01:45,450 --> 00:01:47,762 We are the first full-service record label 47 00:01:47,762 --> 00:01:48,832 for women by women. 48 00:01:48,832 --> 00:01:50,834 But the world ain't ready. 49 00:01:50,834 --> 00:01:53,043 Now, are -- are you going by just Muffin now? 50 00:01:53,043 --> 00:01:55,115 Yeah, my new steeze is a little Lauren, 51 00:01:55,115 --> 00:01:56,392 a lil Lil Muffin. 52 00:01:56,392 --> 00:01:58,842 Same flavor, just more baked. Baked, I heard that. 53 00:01:58,842 --> 00:02:00,327 Okay, now I got to ask y'all -- 54 00:02:00,327 --> 00:02:03,951 We've got bitter rivals on the same label. 55 00:02:03,951 --> 00:02:06,126 Xplicit, Lady Z. 56 00:02:06,126 --> 00:02:07,506 How the hell are we gonna make this happen? 57 00:02:07,506 --> 00:02:09,577 ♪ 'Cause I don't give a damn what they say ♪ 58 00:02:09,577 --> 00:02:12,235 ♪ 'Cause I see you for who you are ♪ 59 00:02:12,235 --> 00:02:15,100 ♪ Takin' your place upon the throne ♪ 60 00:02:15,100 --> 00:02:18,207 ♪ I need you see it because I believe it ♪ 61 00:02:18,207 --> 00:02:20,692 ♪ 'Cause if they only knew 62 00:02:20,692 --> 00:02:23,419 ♪ All of the things that we've been through ♪ 63 00:02:23,419 --> 00:02:26,249 ♪ They don't want you to win 64 00:02:26,249 --> 00:02:28,527 ♪ But they can't stop you from winning ♪ 65 00:02:28,527 --> 00:02:30,598 I'm doing a warm-up show tonight. 66 00:02:30,598 --> 00:02:33,429 Then we have the official Nasty Girl Records launch event 67 00:02:33,429 --> 00:02:34,809 at Staples Center. 68 00:02:34,809 --> 00:02:35,948 That's big. 69 00:02:35,948 --> 00:02:37,502 So, will all the Queens be performing? 70 00:02:37,502 --> 00:02:40,332 Nah. The Queens without Professor Sex is not a thing. 71 00:02:40,332 --> 00:02:42,023 We're pouring our heart and our soul... 72 00:02:42,023 --> 00:02:44,164 And money. ...into Nasty Girl Records. 73 00:02:44,164 --> 00:02:45,924 ♪ They, they can't stop me ♪ 74 00:02:45,924 --> 00:02:46,925 ♪ Nah, nah 75 00:02:46,925 --> 00:02:48,444 ♪ They, they can't stop me ♪ 76 00:02:48,444 --> 00:02:49,410 ♪ Nah, nah 77 00:02:49,410 --> 00:02:51,274 ♪ They, they can't stop ♪ 78 00:02:51,274 --> 00:02:53,380 ♪ But they can't stop you from winnin' ♪ 79 00:02:53,380 --> 00:02:54,657 ♪ Nah, nah ♪ Now, now, now 80 00:02:54,657 --> 00:02:56,106 ♪ Now, there's some issues with the industry ♪ 81 00:02:56,106 --> 00:02:57,453 ♪ It's official, it isn't me ♪ 82 00:02:57,453 --> 00:03:00,249 ♪ I seen the lies and realized how they depicted me ♪ 83 00:03:00,249 --> 00:03:01,871 Lady Z, I got to put you on the spot. 84 00:03:01,871 --> 00:03:03,079 The last we heard from you, 85 00:03:03,079 --> 00:03:05,495 you were throwin' hands with Frank Black. 86 00:03:05,495 --> 00:03:07,532 Look, Frank Black is the past. 87 00:03:07,532 --> 00:03:08,533 That's right, 88 00:03:08,533 --> 00:03:10,604 and Nasty Girl Records is the future. 89 00:03:10,604 --> 00:03:13,434 ♪ Over charge for the Cold Crush and what they did to me ♪ 90 00:03:13,434 --> 00:03:16,161 ♪ Was livin' in infamy, I'm a woman of dignity ♪ 91 00:03:16,161 --> 00:03:18,681 ♪ Hold the torch for all my girls, Lady... ♪ 92 00:03:21,235 --> 00:03:22,132 [ Murmurs indistinctly ] 93 00:03:22,132 --> 00:03:27,690 ♪♪ 94 00:03:27,690 --> 00:03:33,282 ♪♪ 95 00:03:33,282 --> 00:03:34,869 Frank Black should get slapped 96 00:03:34,869 --> 00:03:36,768 for showing up at Zadie's performance. 97 00:03:36,768 --> 00:03:38,563 Yo, you okay? I'm annoyed. 98 00:03:38,563 --> 00:03:41,773 After 20 years, this asshole still affects me. 99 00:03:41,773 --> 00:03:44,224 We got to do something. What can we do? 100 00:03:44,224 --> 00:03:46,260 Press charges! It was 20 years ago. 101 00:03:46,260 --> 00:03:47,779 The statute of limitations been gone. 102 00:03:47,779 --> 00:03:50,299 I should've never come back. 103 00:03:50,299 --> 00:03:54,268 Look, Frank and every other man in this business, 104 00:03:54,268 --> 00:03:56,960 in this world, who uses their power and privilege 105 00:03:56,960 --> 00:03:58,962 to take advantage of people are the problem, 106 00:03:58,962 --> 00:04:00,136 not you. 107 00:04:00,136 --> 00:04:01,896 And they won't stop until they get checked. 108 00:04:01,896 --> 00:04:03,484 We're about to launch an indie record label. 109 00:04:03,484 --> 00:04:05,590 You want to take on one of the biggest producers in the game? 110 00:04:05,590 --> 00:04:07,557 Hell yeah. We can't change the system 111 00:04:07,557 --> 00:04:09,179 if we don't get this label off the ground. 112 00:04:09,179 --> 00:04:10,905 Listen, I'm disgusted 113 00:04:10,905 --> 00:04:12,666 by what Frank did to Zadie, but I -- 114 00:04:12,666 --> 00:04:14,081 But you don't want to do anything about it? 115 00:04:14,081 --> 00:04:16,842 There's nothing to do. 116 00:04:16,842 --> 00:04:18,810 Listen, I signed with NGR. 117 00:04:18,810 --> 00:04:21,744 I want this comeback. 118 00:04:24,678 --> 00:04:27,336 You think you're the only one he did it to? 119 00:04:27,336 --> 00:04:28,751 He's probably still doing it. 120 00:04:29,786 --> 00:04:31,236 Frank found me. 121 00:04:31,236 --> 00:04:33,100 He produced my first mixtape. 122 00:04:33,100 --> 00:04:34,481 I never saw anything like that. 123 00:04:34,481 --> 00:04:37,587 But I also didn't put myself in positions 124 00:04:37,587 --> 00:04:39,727 where he could do something to me. 125 00:04:39,727 --> 00:04:41,211 Don't do that. 126 00:04:41,211 --> 00:04:42,730 Don't blame me! 127 00:04:42,730 --> 00:04:45,630 You don't know me! You a damn child! 128 00:04:45,630 --> 00:04:47,321 We're good. Okay. 129 00:04:47,321 --> 00:04:49,116 Look, if we -- 130 00:04:49,116 --> 00:04:52,015 if we can't go to the cops, we go to the press. 131 00:04:52,015 --> 00:04:53,707 If we sway public opinion, 132 00:04:53,707 --> 00:04:55,571 it might inspire other women to come -- No. 133 00:04:55,571 --> 00:04:57,055 I'm not gonna be the face of the crusade. 134 00:04:57,055 --> 00:04:59,126 I froze. I messed up. 135 00:04:59,126 --> 00:05:01,508 It won't happen again. 136 00:05:01,508 --> 00:05:03,544 I need some sleep. 137 00:05:03,544 --> 00:05:05,305 [ Door opens ] 138 00:05:06,858 --> 00:05:10,033 How do I know you're not a serial killer? 139 00:05:10,033 --> 00:05:11,311 You don't, I guess. 140 00:05:11,311 --> 00:05:13,727 How do I know you'renot a serial killer? 141 00:05:13,727 --> 00:05:15,315 Because I'm a woman and I'm not white. 142 00:05:15,315 --> 00:05:16,730 Good point. 143 00:05:16,730 --> 00:05:18,766 Afraid to ask, but where's this coming from? 144 00:05:18,766 --> 00:05:22,839 Trying to write this song about you, but it's not... 145 00:05:22,839 --> 00:05:24,082 coming to me. 146 00:05:24,082 --> 00:05:25,394 Because I might be a serial killer? 147 00:05:25,394 --> 00:05:26,671 Because we don't know each other. 148 00:05:26,671 --> 00:05:27,913 Most marriages end in divorce. 149 00:05:27,913 --> 00:05:29,190 I'm pretty sure most of those people 150 00:05:29,190 --> 00:05:30,606 thought they knew who they were marrying. 151 00:05:30,606 --> 00:05:32,642 Serial killers don't usually go around advertising 152 00:05:32,642 --> 00:05:34,126 that they want to kill serially. 153 00:05:34,126 --> 00:05:35,231 I can't even remember 154 00:05:35,231 --> 00:05:37,026 the first time you told me you loved me. 155 00:05:37,026 --> 00:05:38,924 I can't either. 156 00:05:38,924 --> 00:05:40,581 When did Isay it? Did you say it? 157 00:05:40,581 --> 00:05:41,996 This is weird. 158 00:05:41,996 --> 00:05:42,997 It's charming. 159 00:05:42,997 --> 00:05:44,240 It's weird. 160 00:05:44,240 --> 00:05:46,587 How have we not said it to each other? 161 00:05:46,587 --> 00:05:48,589 Don't say it now. 162 00:05:48,589 --> 00:05:51,281 Because you're not sure that I'm nota serial killer. 163 00:05:51,281 --> 00:05:53,560 Because it's weird. 164 00:05:53,560 --> 00:05:55,251 You're right. 165 00:05:55,251 --> 00:05:57,978 We skipped the whole "getting to know you" phase. 166 00:05:59,255 --> 00:06:02,362 Fortunately, we're in luck. 167 00:06:02,362 --> 00:06:04,571 "Fall in Love in 50 Questions: 168 00:06:04,571 --> 00:06:06,366 A Quiz for You and Your Soulmate." 169 00:06:06,366 --> 00:06:08,126 Okay, let's find out 170 00:06:08,126 --> 00:06:10,680 which one of us is a serial killer. 171 00:06:10,680 --> 00:06:11,716 ♪♪ 172 00:06:11,716 --> 00:06:13,821 Describe your ideal date. 173 00:06:13,821 --> 00:06:16,030 Camping in Big Sur, slow dancing by the fire, 174 00:06:16,030 --> 00:06:17,238 sleeping under the stars. 175 00:06:17,238 --> 00:06:19,137 Renting out the spa at the Peninsula, 176 00:06:19,137 --> 00:06:20,897 a trip to Jacob the Jeweler, 177 00:06:20,897 --> 00:06:24,384 making love sans PJs on a PJ. 178 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:25,385 ♪♪ 179 00:06:25,385 --> 00:06:27,559 Private jet, duh. 180 00:06:27,559 --> 00:06:28,595 Go-to comfort food. 181 00:06:28,595 --> 00:06:31,770 Flan de queso because...duh. 182 00:06:31,770 --> 00:06:33,082 Most embarrassing moment. 183 00:06:33,082 --> 00:06:35,602 I got stage fright during my valedictorian speech 184 00:06:35,602 --> 00:06:37,742 and vomited on Principal Thorpe's shoes. 185 00:06:37,742 --> 00:06:39,468 My love language is gifts. 186 00:06:39,468 --> 00:06:40,607 Words of affirmation. 187 00:06:40,607 --> 00:06:41,746 "Gone Girl." 188 00:06:41,746 --> 00:06:42,954 Serial killer. 189 00:06:42,954 --> 00:06:45,163 "Harry Potter." Serial killer? 190 00:06:45,163 --> 00:06:49,305 My biggest fear is failure and koalas. 191 00:06:49,305 --> 00:06:52,515 I'm... scared of dying alone. 192 00:06:52,515 --> 00:06:53,930 ♪♪ 193 00:06:53,930 --> 00:06:55,829 Hey, last question. 194 00:06:55,829 --> 00:06:57,969 What's your most prized possession? 195 00:06:57,969 --> 00:07:02,836 I would say my engagement ring if I had one. 196 00:07:02,836 --> 00:07:04,803 But, um... 197 00:07:04,803 --> 00:07:07,841 ♪♪ 198 00:07:07,841 --> 00:07:10,050 It's actually this. 199 00:07:10,050 --> 00:07:12,362 I haven't showed it to anybody yet. 200 00:07:12,362 --> 00:07:14,054 The P.I. gave it to me 201 00:07:14,054 --> 00:07:15,952 about a week before I met you. 202 00:07:15,952 --> 00:07:18,714 It's the only photo he could find of my mother. 203 00:07:18,714 --> 00:07:20,785 That's me in her arms. 204 00:07:20,785 --> 00:07:22,096 You look just like her. 205 00:07:22,096 --> 00:07:23,235 Beautiful. 206 00:07:23,235 --> 00:07:25,652 It almost looks like she loved me. 207 00:07:25,652 --> 00:07:27,654 Of course she loved you. How could anyone not? 208 00:07:27,654 --> 00:07:29,172 ♪♪ 209 00:07:29,172 --> 00:07:32,452 Because nobody loves me. 210 00:07:32,452 --> 00:07:34,419 I love you. 211 00:07:36,939 --> 00:07:39,838 I liked that quiz. 212 00:07:39,838 --> 00:07:42,565 It wasn't as dumb as I expected. 213 00:07:42,565 --> 00:07:44,567 Yeah. 214 00:07:44,567 --> 00:07:46,569 Thanks for being game. 215 00:07:46,569 --> 00:07:51,574 ♪♪ 216 00:07:51,574 --> 00:07:53,093 Deacon Nathaniel: Show of hands -- 217 00:07:53,093 --> 00:07:56,924 Who here has done something you consider unforgivable? 218 00:07:56,924 --> 00:07:59,409 [ Congregation murmurs ] Mm-hmm. 219 00:07:59,409 --> 00:08:02,412 That good ol' Catholic guilt. 220 00:08:02,412 --> 00:08:05,554 Many have a harder time forgiving themselves 221 00:08:05,554 --> 00:08:07,210 than forgiving others. 222 00:08:07,210 --> 00:08:11,387 When we say, "Love thy neighbor as thyself," 223 00:08:11,387 --> 00:08:15,564 we don't focus nearlyenough on the second part. 224 00:08:15,564 --> 00:08:17,876 According to that famous verse, 225 00:08:17,876 --> 00:08:22,812 self-love is the standard by which we should measure all, 226 00:08:22,812 --> 00:08:26,367 and the ultimate form of love is mercy. 227 00:08:26,367 --> 00:08:29,370 If we're all worthy of God's grace 228 00:08:29,370 --> 00:08:31,131 no matter how we've sinned, 229 00:08:31,131 --> 00:08:36,136 then we must extend that same grace inward. 230 00:08:36,136 --> 00:08:39,449 To forgive ourselves is power. 231 00:08:39,449 --> 00:08:44,627 To forgive ourselves is to know eternal life. 232 00:08:44,627 --> 00:08:48,873 How can we ask others to forgive us 233 00:08:48,873 --> 00:08:54,085 if we are incapable of forgiving ourselves? 234 00:08:54,085 --> 00:08:59,297 And since we are all made in His image, 235 00:08:59,297 --> 00:09:02,334 to forgive ourselves... 236 00:09:02,334 --> 00:09:05,096 is to love God. 237 00:09:05,096 --> 00:09:06,166 All: Amen. 238 00:09:06,166 --> 00:09:07,823 Amen. 239 00:09:07,823 --> 00:09:11,551 ♪♪ 240 00:09:12,690 --> 00:09:14,830 That was incredible. 241 00:09:14,830 --> 00:09:16,866 Truly moving. 242 00:09:16,866 --> 00:09:19,213 Your delivery, the message. 243 00:09:19,213 --> 00:09:21,906 It really spoke to me, and I just want to -- 244 00:09:22,734 --> 00:09:24,667 [ Gasps ] Apologize to your father. 245 00:09:25,219 --> 00:09:28,188 ♪♪ 246 00:09:28,188 --> 00:09:28,982 Sorry, Daddy. 247 00:09:32,157 --> 00:09:34,228 E, I'm worried about Zadie. 248 00:09:34,228 --> 00:09:37,093 I'm worried about her. I'm worried about the label. 249 00:09:37,093 --> 00:09:38,923 Every dime all of us have is into this thing. 250 00:09:38,923 --> 00:09:41,270 I'm not sure our first artist is ready for all this. 251 00:09:41,270 --> 00:09:42,720 Supporting artists like Zadie 252 00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:44,342 is the reason Nasty Girl Records exists. 253 00:09:44,342 --> 00:09:45,550 We'll make it work. 254 00:09:45,550 --> 00:09:48,139 You are the most resilient woman I've ever met. 255 00:09:48,139 --> 00:09:49,105 [ Chuckles ] 256 00:09:49,105 --> 00:09:49,934 [ Door opens ] 257 00:09:49,934 --> 00:09:51,038 Man: Mr. Black. 258 00:09:51,038 --> 00:09:51,901 [ Door closes ] 259 00:09:51,901 --> 00:09:53,075 Mm. 260 00:09:53,075 --> 00:09:54,835 E-Roc? 261 00:09:54,835 --> 00:09:57,251 [ Laughs ] 262 00:09:57,251 --> 00:09:58,839 What up, my boy? 263 00:09:58,839 --> 00:10:00,116 Frank Black. 264 00:10:00,116 --> 00:10:03,533 Ah! Long time, my guy. 265 00:10:03,533 --> 00:10:05,052 Yes, sir. 266 00:10:05,052 --> 00:10:07,296 Yeah. Ms. Naomi. 267 00:10:07,296 --> 00:10:08,642 Please, don't get up. 268 00:10:08,642 --> 00:10:10,126 I wasn't planning on it. 269 00:10:10,126 --> 00:10:12,232 Good to see you, too. 270 00:10:12,232 --> 00:10:14,268 This is my new heat right here. 271 00:10:14,268 --> 00:10:17,168 Oh, yeah, this, she gonna be the new Flo Milli, you know? 272 00:10:17,168 --> 00:10:18,618 We know how you operate. 273 00:10:18,618 --> 00:10:20,067 Everything you touch turns to gold. 274 00:10:20,067 --> 00:10:21,310 Absolutely. 275 00:10:21,310 --> 00:10:23,968 Hey, congratulations on Nasty Girl Records, man. 276 00:10:23,968 --> 00:10:25,728 It was a great move signing Zadie. 277 00:10:25,728 --> 00:10:27,212 You know, she's one of the illest lyricists 278 00:10:27,212 --> 00:10:28,455 I've ever worked with. 279 00:10:28,455 --> 00:10:30,768 Too bad she let that damn temper go to her head. 280 00:10:31,665 --> 00:10:33,909 Do me a favor, man. 281 00:10:33,909 --> 00:10:35,324 When you see her, 282 00:10:35,324 --> 00:10:37,084 tell her I said I'm rootin' for her. 283 00:10:37,084 --> 00:10:38,189 Bet. 284 00:10:38,189 --> 00:10:40,294 Yeah. 285 00:10:42,538 --> 00:10:44,609 Hey, wait. I'mma come to the Staples Center 286 00:10:44,609 --> 00:10:46,162 and come check out that showcase. 287 00:10:46,162 --> 00:10:48,130 You know I wouldn't miss that for the world. 288 00:10:48,130 --> 00:10:50,063 Yes, sir. [ Laughs ] 289 00:10:50,063 --> 00:10:52,652 How can you dap that monster up? 290 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:53,860 Just being polite. To a rapist. 291 00:10:53,860 --> 00:10:55,378 That's cool. 292 00:10:56,414 --> 00:10:58,071 I'm on your side. 293 00:10:58,071 --> 00:10:59,900 I'm on Zadie's side. 294 00:10:59,900 --> 00:11:01,419 Look, none of this is ever gonna change 295 00:11:01,419 --> 00:11:03,524 until people stop trying to save face 296 00:11:03,524 --> 00:11:05,354 and stand up for what's right. 297 00:11:05,354 --> 00:11:07,563 ♪♪ 298 00:11:07,563 --> 00:11:09,599 Should we order? 299 00:11:09,599 --> 00:11:12,672 I done lost my appetite. 300 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:15,467 ♪♪ 301 00:11:15,467 --> 00:11:18,574 Since when do they have Trini food in Los Angeles? 302 00:11:18,574 --> 00:11:20,680 [ Chuckles ] Well, I researched this place 303 00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:23,096 when Aunt Vasta told me you were visiting L.A. 304 00:11:23,096 --> 00:11:25,615 Mm. It's mediocre. 305 00:11:25,615 --> 00:11:27,548 Definitely not up to your mom's level. 306 00:11:27,548 --> 00:11:29,758 How could it be? 307 00:11:29,758 --> 00:11:31,863 How long are you here? 308 00:11:31,863 --> 00:11:34,176 A few days. I'm officiating a wedding. 309 00:11:34,176 --> 00:11:35,280 Oh. 310 00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:37,213 It's good to see you. 311 00:11:37,213 --> 00:11:39,250 You look healthy. I am. 312 00:11:39,250 --> 00:11:41,528 Surprising, since you've been behaving so erratically. 313 00:11:41,528 --> 00:11:44,117 I've been through a lot. 314 00:11:44,117 --> 00:11:45,912 So I've seen on the news. 315 00:11:45,912 --> 00:11:47,810 Have you stopped to reflect? 316 00:11:47,810 --> 00:11:48,949 It's kind of all I've been doing. 317 00:11:48,949 --> 00:11:51,918 On how your actions affect those around you? 318 00:11:51,918 --> 00:11:54,161 I know you don't agree with my lifestyle -- 319 00:11:54,161 --> 00:11:55,369 Let's not turn this into 320 00:11:55,369 --> 00:11:57,958 me being a gay-hating religious bigot, okay? 321 00:11:57,958 --> 00:11:59,235 That's too easy. 322 00:11:59,235 --> 00:12:01,065 Being gay is one thing. 323 00:12:01,065 --> 00:12:03,412 How you handle it is another. 324 00:12:03,412 --> 00:12:05,725 What did you expect from your husband 325 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:08,072 who found out his wife was a lesbian 326 00:12:08,072 --> 00:12:09,280 at an awards show? 327 00:12:09,280 --> 00:12:11,696 That didn't just impact Darren. 328 00:12:11,696 --> 00:12:14,078 It impacted our entire family. 329 00:12:14,078 --> 00:12:17,184 Did you ever pause to think about that? 330 00:12:21,050 --> 00:12:22,672 I'm sorry. 331 00:12:22,672 --> 00:12:25,365 I'm sorry, too, for having to put my hands on you. 332 00:12:25,365 --> 00:12:27,712 But it's my job to protect my child. 333 00:12:28,748 --> 00:12:30,819 [ Clears throat ] 334 00:12:30,819 --> 00:12:33,097 I've had a hard time going back to Queens 335 00:12:33,097 --> 00:12:34,615 since Mom's funeral. 336 00:12:35,582 --> 00:12:37,860 How are you holding up? 337 00:12:37,860 --> 00:12:41,346 All is fine when you walk in the path of Jesus. 338 00:12:41,346 --> 00:12:43,935 [ Scoffs ] 339 00:12:43,935 --> 00:12:46,006 Amen. 340 00:12:46,006 --> 00:12:48,629 Frank Black: Oh, man, I'll tell you, the coldest MCs are always the women. 341 00:12:48,629 --> 00:12:50,908 That's why I always work with the ladies, you know? 342 00:12:50,908 --> 00:12:53,013 I create a space and I let their voices shine. 343 00:12:53,013 --> 00:12:54,946 Now, this right here, this is Hood Honey. 344 00:12:54,946 --> 00:12:58,156 She spits fire, she looks like fire. 345 00:12:58,156 --> 00:13:00,020 [ Keyboard clacking ] 346 00:13:00,020 --> 00:13:03,679 ♪♪ 347 00:13:03,679 --> 00:13:05,577 I discovered her in a show in Compton. 348 00:13:05,577 --> 00:13:07,165 She about to be a superstar. 349 00:13:07,165 --> 00:13:09,581 Yeah, I'm about to go from Hood Honey to hood rich 350 00:13:09,581 --> 00:13:11,066 thanks to my mentor Frank. 351 00:13:11,066 --> 00:13:12,412 Eric: Jojo has class tonight? 352 00:13:12,412 --> 00:13:14,138 She said she wanted to go to the movies. 353 00:13:14,138 --> 00:13:15,484 Yo, you heard me? 354 00:13:15,484 --> 00:13:18,590 You think you can get me a contact on Hood Honey? 355 00:13:25,563 --> 00:13:27,185 [ Chuckles ] 356 00:13:34,468 --> 00:13:35,884 Flan de queso. 357 00:13:35,884 --> 00:13:37,713 Oh. 358 00:13:37,713 --> 00:13:39,370 I thought the Louis bag was a funny twist. 359 00:13:39,370 --> 00:13:40,612 Oh. 360 00:13:40,612 --> 00:13:43,029 You know, flan de queso isn't easy to find. 361 00:13:43,029 --> 00:13:45,238 Then Eric told me about a place the two of you went to. 362 00:13:45,238 --> 00:13:46,756 You know I'm on a pre-show diet. 363 00:13:46,756 --> 00:13:48,034 Promise I won't tell your trainer. 364 00:13:48,034 --> 00:13:50,070 You had to go to Eric to find something special for me? 365 00:13:50,070 --> 00:13:51,658 The name of a restaurant. Whatever. 366 00:13:51,658 --> 00:13:52,935 You're serious? 367 00:13:52,935 --> 00:13:54,281 You're seriously mad? 368 00:13:54,281 --> 00:13:55,455 [ Sighs ] 369 00:13:55,455 --> 00:13:57,837 Would you be mad if it were actually a purse? 370 00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:58,838 Don't insult me. 371 00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:01,150 That seems impossible at the moment. 372 00:14:02,220 --> 00:14:04,050 Look, look, I'm sorry. 373 00:14:04,050 --> 00:14:06,017 I tried to do something nice. 374 00:14:06,017 --> 00:14:07,950 Clearly, I missed the mark. I'm not hungry. 375 00:14:07,950 --> 00:14:10,470 I'm tired, I'm stressed about the performance. 376 00:14:10,470 --> 00:14:12,023 Let's chill then. Reset. 377 00:14:12,023 --> 00:14:13,749 Let's not talk about work 378 00:14:13,749 --> 00:14:17,270 or flan or any food of any kind and just chill. 379 00:14:17,270 --> 00:14:18,305 I appreciate it, 380 00:14:18,305 --> 00:14:20,204 but I'm gonna need a little time. 381 00:14:20,204 --> 00:14:21,861 I love you. 382 00:14:21,861 --> 00:14:24,242 Thanks. 383 00:14:25,554 --> 00:14:27,211 [ Door closes ] 384 00:14:28,281 --> 00:14:30,007 [ Knock on door ] 385 00:14:32,354 --> 00:14:33,803 Hey. 386 00:14:33,803 --> 00:14:35,426 Leah. 387 00:14:35,426 --> 00:14:37,290 Naomi. Thank you for coming. 388 00:14:37,290 --> 00:14:39,395 I always wondered when someone would call 389 00:14:39,395 --> 00:14:40,880 to ask about Frank. 390 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:43,192 I didn't expect it to be you. 391 00:14:43,192 --> 00:14:45,022 Come in. 392 00:14:47,576 --> 00:14:49,612 One second. 393 00:14:49,612 --> 00:14:53,478 ♪♪ 394 00:14:53,478 --> 00:14:54,479 [ Door closes ] 395 00:14:54,479 --> 00:14:57,206 Let's talk. 396 00:14:59,726 --> 00:15:04,282 I was 16 doing a talent show in Compton. My phone rings the next morning, 397 00:15:04,282 --> 00:15:07,423 and my mom is like, "Frank Black wants to meet you." 398 00:15:07,423 --> 00:15:08,942 Frank Black, Frank Black? 399 00:15:08,942 --> 00:15:11,117 I grew up listening to that man's records. 400 00:15:11,117 --> 00:15:12,739 He was the first person to tell me 401 00:15:12,739 --> 00:15:14,499 I could make money from my music. 402 00:15:14,499 --> 00:15:15,915 He helped me with my demo. 403 00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:20,609 He was my manager, mentor, father figure. 404 00:15:20,609 --> 00:15:23,992 I thought he was my friend. 405 00:15:23,992 --> 00:15:25,441 [ Sighs ] 406 00:15:25,441 --> 00:15:27,892 It happened slowly. 407 00:15:27,892 --> 00:15:31,240 And you can't really tell where it begins 408 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:33,794 or what it really is. 409 00:15:33,794 --> 00:15:35,589 And he makes you so dependent on him 410 00:15:35,589 --> 00:15:37,522 that questioning whether it's right or wrong 411 00:15:37,522 --> 00:15:39,110 feels like you're being ungrateful. 412 00:15:39,110 --> 00:15:42,838 I don't know if I ever said no. 413 00:15:42,838 --> 00:15:44,840 I let it happen. 414 00:15:44,840 --> 00:15:47,429 And then I thought it was what I wanted, 415 00:15:47,429 --> 00:15:49,327 so how could I tell anyone? 416 00:15:49,327 --> 00:15:51,053 You were a child. 417 00:15:52,572 --> 00:15:55,989 I found out I was pregnant the week my album flopped. 418 00:15:55,989 --> 00:15:57,577 Then he disappeared, 419 00:15:57,577 --> 00:15:59,820 wouldn't return my calls. 420 00:15:59,820 --> 00:16:02,927 Finally I-I rolled up on him at a party... 421 00:16:02,927 --> 00:16:06,206 mascara pouring down my face from the tears. 422 00:16:06,206 --> 00:16:08,346 I told him I was pregnant. 423 00:16:08,346 --> 00:16:10,900 For a second, he stopped, 424 00:16:10,900 --> 00:16:13,593 and he looked at me like I was a person. 425 00:16:13,593 --> 00:16:16,216 I just knew I had gotten through to him, you know? 426 00:16:16,216 --> 00:16:18,736 Then he just reached in his pocket, 427 00:16:18,736 --> 00:16:21,911 and he handed me $2,000 and said... 428 00:16:21,911 --> 00:16:25,398 "Go take care of whoever's it was." 429 00:16:25,398 --> 00:16:26,606 [ Clicks tongue ] 430 00:16:26,606 --> 00:16:28,401 I never saw him again. 431 00:16:28,401 --> 00:16:30,058 Have you ever thought about coming forward? 432 00:16:30,058 --> 00:16:31,542 What's the point? 433 00:16:31,542 --> 00:16:33,199 It's done. 434 00:16:33,199 --> 00:16:35,753 ♪♪ 435 00:16:35,753 --> 00:16:37,410 Naomi says to start without her. 436 00:16:37,410 --> 00:16:39,722 Something came up with the Frank Black situation, 437 00:16:39,722 --> 00:16:42,311 so she's meeting with Zadie. 438 00:16:42,311 --> 00:16:43,381 [ Sighs ] 439 00:16:43,381 --> 00:16:46,798 Why can't people just let the past go? 440 00:16:46,798 --> 00:16:49,353 I thought Gen Zs were supposed to be mad woke. 441 00:16:49,353 --> 00:16:51,907 You have been insanely unsympathetic to Zadie. 442 00:16:51,907 --> 00:16:53,909 Life is full of these gray areas, 443 00:16:53,909 --> 00:16:56,084 and either you do something about it 444 00:16:56,084 --> 00:16:58,258 or you put it behind you and let it go. 445 00:16:59,466 --> 00:17:01,192 Can I crash at your place tonight? 446 00:17:01,192 --> 00:17:02,814 Thomas and I got into it, 447 00:17:02,814 --> 00:17:04,575 and I could use the space. 448 00:17:04,575 --> 00:17:06,128 You know I live at Naomi's with Muffin and Eric. 449 00:17:06,128 --> 00:17:08,751 Like a hostel? 450 00:17:08,751 --> 00:17:10,408 I'm sure there's a room in the Ritz. 451 00:17:10,408 --> 00:17:12,410 So you're, what, two weeks into marriage 452 00:17:12,410 --> 00:17:13,825 and you're already trying to get out? 453 00:17:13,825 --> 00:17:15,724 Something's not clicking with Thomas. 454 00:17:15,724 --> 00:17:18,382 He brought me my favorite carbs 455 00:17:18,382 --> 00:17:21,385 hidden inside a Louis Vuitton shopping bag. 456 00:17:21,385 --> 00:17:22,765 The bastard. Ouch. 457 00:17:22,765 --> 00:17:23,939 And then we realized 458 00:17:23,939 --> 00:17:25,216 we never said "I love you" to each other, 459 00:17:25,216 --> 00:17:26,217 so then he said it. 460 00:17:26,217 --> 00:17:27,425 I didn't like the way he said it, 461 00:17:27,425 --> 00:17:28,840 so I didn't say it back -- 462 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:30,601 So this marriage is basically doomed. 463 00:17:30,601 --> 00:17:32,223 Basically. I think she was kidding. 464 00:17:32,223 --> 00:17:33,431 I was. 465 00:17:33,431 --> 00:17:34,743 Oh. 466 00:17:34,743 --> 00:17:37,401 Look, I know you, and I know what you're doing. 467 00:17:37,401 --> 00:17:40,300 You're trying to sabotage something that could be good. 468 00:17:40,300 --> 00:17:42,061 Or maybe everyone was right all along 469 00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:44,270 and I did something impulsive and dumb 470 00:17:44,270 --> 00:17:46,444 and I should turn back before I can't. 471 00:17:46,444 --> 00:17:48,067 But you got to try -- hard. 472 00:17:48,067 --> 00:17:49,240 That's all I'm saying. 473 00:17:50,345 --> 00:17:52,588 I got to go soon. My dad's in town. 474 00:17:52,588 --> 00:17:54,383 I told him I'd join him for Bible study. 475 00:17:54,383 --> 00:17:55,453 Hold up. 476 00:17:55,453 --> 00:17:57,248 Your mean-ass deacon daddy is in town? 477 00:17:57,248 --> 00:17:58,525 Chill, he's my dad. 478 00:17:58,525 --> 00:18:01,356 You said he prays the gayness out of gay babies. 479 00:18:01,356 --> 00:18:02,840 I'd say that's pretty mean. 480 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:04,083 Parents are complicated. 481 00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:05,532 This man raised me. 482 00:18:05,532 --> 00:18:07,500 You're 40, not 14. 483 00:18:07,500 --> 00:18:09,191 Blood is not a good enough reason 484 00:18:09,191 --> 00:18:10,537 to have someone in your life 485 00:18:10,537 --> 00:18:12,091 who doesn't treat you with respect. 486 00:18:12,091 --> 00:18:13,575 I can't tell him that. 487 00:18:13,575 --> 00:18:14,921 Both: Yes, you can. 488 00:18:16,474 --> 00:18:18,890 My mom passed about two years ago, 489 00:18:18,890 --> 00:18:21,652 and it's not like I've been around very much to help. 490 00:18:21,652 --> 00:18:24,068 So your mom died and he gets to be an asshole? 491 00:18:24,068 --> 00:18:26,553 When is the world gonna stop making excuses 492 00:18:26,553 --> 00:18:27,658 for terrible men? 493 00:18:27,658 --> 00:18:29,487 Says the woman who's running away 494 00:18:29,487 --> 00:18:32,283 from a man who isn'tan asshole. 495 00:18:34,458 --> 00:18:36,839 Naomi: Leah was 16 in that photo. 496 00:18:36,839 --> 00:18:39,394 That's when Frank started abusing her. 497 00:18:41,741 --> 00:18:43,639 Why are you riding me like this? 498 00:18:43,639 --> 00:18:46,366 Because I was onstage with you when you saw Frank. 499 00:18:46,366 --> 00:18:47,643 I saw what happened to you. 500 00:18:47,643 --> 00:18:49,818 And I don't think you should have to give up on music 501 00:18:49,818 --> 00:18:51,509 just because you stood up for yourself. 502 00:18:51,509 --> 00:18:53,062 We like to think 503 00:18:53,062 --> 00:18:55,927 that the world is a different place today 504 00:18:55,927 --> 00:18:58,723 than it was in 1999, but it's not. 505 00:18:58,723 --> 00:19:01,174 Money wins, power wins. 506 00:19:01,174 --> 00:19:02,762 Men win. 507 00:19:02,762 --> 00:19:06,179 How can you guarantee that if I tell my story, 508 00:19:06,179 --> 00:19:08,630 other women'll come forward? 509 00:19:09,665 --> 00:19:11,150 I can't. 510 00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:13,945 But the only thing I know for sure 511 00:19:13,945 --> 00:19:16,534 is that if nobodycomes forward, 512 00:19:16,534 --> 00:19:19,434 then Frank gets to do this to all of his protégés. 513 00:19:21,021 --> 00:19:23,990 Zadie, I found a journalist that wants to talk to you. 514 00:19:23,990 --> 00:19:25,198 She's good. 515 00:19:25,198 --> 00:19:27,718 She's one of us, and she will have your back. 516 00:19:27,718 --> 00:19:29,720 ♪♪ 517 00:19:29,720 --> 00:19:32,067 What do you say? 518 00:19:32,067 --> 00:19:34,069 ♪♪ 519 00:19:34,069 --> 00:19:36,416 [ Sighs ] 520 00:19:36,416 --> 00:19:39,074 Frank and I were in the studio late one night. 521 00:19:39,074 --> 00:19:43,699 I got tired, so I told him 522 00:19:43,699 --> 00:19:46,392 I was gonna sleep on the couch before I got back in the booth. 523 00:19:46,392 --> 00:19:49,222 He said he'd wake me up in 30. 524 00:19:49,222 --> 00:19:54,227 I remember waking up because I was cold. 525 00:19:54,227 --> 00:19:57,817 I thought maybe my blanket had fallen off, 526 00:19:57,817 --> 00:20:00,337 but when I opened my eyes, 527 00:20:00,337 --> 00:20:03,098 I saw that my shirt had been unbuttoned 528 00:20:03,098 --> 00:20:06,032 and he was trying to undo my jeans. 529 00:20:06,032 --> 00:20:09,656 I was like, "Yo, what are you doing?" 530 00:20:09,656 --> 00:20:14,454 And he looked at me so calmly and asked, 531 00:20:14,454 --> 00:20:16,076 "Why would you fall asleep here 532 00:20:16,076 --> 00:20:18,941 if you didn't want this to happen?" 533 00:20:18,941 --> 00:20:22,462 He was so cool and matter of fact about it 534 00:20:22,462 --> 00:20:23,843 that it threw me off. 535 00:20:23,843 --> 00:20:25,500 I was in shock. 536 00:20:25,500 --> 00:20:29,124 How could it be wrong if he was so okay about it? 537 00:20:29,124 --> 00:20:32,783 I feel like I blacked out for a few minutes, 538 00:20:32,783 --> 00:20:38,616 but then the feeling came back to me when he...did more. 539 00:20:38,616 --> 00:20:42,413 I knew it was wrong, and I reacted again and again. 540 00:20:42,413 --> 00:20:45,968 It felt like he was just waiting for me to run out of gas. 541 00:20:45,968 --> 00:20:48,074 He was just so damn calm. 542 00:20:48,074 --> 00:20:51,491 That's the thing that haunts me the most. 543 00:20:51,491 --> 00:20:53,942 But... 544 00:20:53,942 --> 00:20:56,255 I kept hitting him... 545 00:20:56,255 --> 00:20:57,980 until I had enough space to run. 546 00:20:57,980 --> 00:21:00,466 It wasn't until the cops showed up at my place 547 00:21:00,466 --> 00:21:04,366 that I even found out that I broke his jaw. 548 00:21:04,366 --> 00:21:06,851 They were so damn aggressive 549 00:21:06,851 --> 00:21:10,199 that I thought I'd done something wrong. 550 00:21:10,199 --> 00:21:14,549 I got raped and arrested on the same night. 551 00:21:14,549 --> 00:21:17,310 After a few hours in jail, 552 00:21:17,310 --> 00:21:21,452 my lawyer came and he said he could get the charges dropped 553 00:21:21,452 --> 00:21:24,386 as long as the story stayed with me, so that's what I did. 554 00:21:24,386 --> 00:21:27,907 But after I got out, no producer would give me a track 555 00:21:27,907 --> 00:21:31,635 'cause I was the hood chick that breaks producers' jaws. 556 00:21:31,635 --> 00:21:34,569 You know who hired my attorney? 557 00:21:34,569 --> 00:21:37,226 Frank. That's the game. 558 00:21:37,226 --> 00:21:39,263 That's what Frank Black did to me. 559 00:21:39,263 --> 00:21:41,196 I am so sorry that this happened to you. 560 00:21:41,196 --> 00:21:43,405 I don't even have the words. 561 00:21:43,405 --> 00:21:46,477 I don't need sympathy. I don't need an apology. 562 00:21:46,477 --> 00:21:50,826 I need Frank Black to be held accountable. 563 00:21:50,826 --> 00:21:52,932 I promise to do my part. 564 00:21:52,932 --> 00:21:57,143 ♪♪ 565 00:21:57,143 --> 00:21:59,283 [ Footsteps approaching ] 566 00:21:59,283 --> 00:22:02,459 What a glorious morning to topple the patriarchy. 567 00:22:02,459 --> 00:22:03,667 Right. 568 00:22:03,667 --> 00:22:06,842 Zadie's story on Frank is supposed to run today. 569 00:22:06,842 --> 00:22:08,982 It's already out. 570 00:22:08,982 --> 00:22:14,505 ♪♪ 571 00:22:14,505 --> 00:22:20,028 ♪♪ 572 00:22:23,203 --> 00:22:27,553 I told you I didn't want to do this. 573 00:22:27,553 --> 00:22:31,971 I knew this is how it would go. 574 00:22:31,971 --> 00:22:34,180 "It would be impossible not to be moved 575 00:22:34,180 --> 00:22:37,977 by Lady Z's account of the events nearly 20 years ago, 576 00:22:37,977 --> 00:22:41,498 but we'd also be foolish not to question the timing 577 00:22:41,498 --> 00:22:44,811 and what she stands to gain from spinning a different narrative 578 00:22:44,811 --> 00:22:47,089 than the one we've previously known." 579 00:22:47,089 --> 00:22:49,575 Frank's people must've gotten to them. 580 00:22:49,575 --> 00:22:50,955 I never should've listened to you. 581 00:22:50,955 --> 00:22:51,991 You did the right thing, 582 00:22:51,991 --> 00:22:53,579 no matter what this article says. 583 00:22:53,579 --> 00:22:57,410 It's so easy to lead the charge when it costs younothing. 584 00:22:58,963 --> 00:23:00,655 I'm sorry. 585 00:23:00,655 --> 00:23:02,208 You dragged me back into this! 586 00:23:02,208 --> 00:23:05,107 And now all your lame, self-serving ass 587 00:23:05,107 --> 00:23:07,800 is offering is a weak apology? 588 00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:11,044 You are obsessed with fixing problems 589 00:23:11,044 --> 00:23:12,908 that ain't got nothing to do with you. 590 00:23:12,908 --> 00:23:14,600 This is never gonna change. 591 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:16,256 This is the world we live in. 592 00:23:16,256 --> 00:23:20,364 The only thing that people like me, the victims, can do 593 00:23:20,364 --> 00:23:24,575 is bury it inside and move on, because the result is the same. 594 00:23:24,575 --> 00:23:27,820 Now I have to live with the pain again. 595 00:23:27,820 --> 00:23:30,995 I will not shed another tear over this. 596 00:23:30,995 --> 00:23:35,206 Frank Black doesn't get anything else from me. 597 00:23:35,206 --> 00:23:38,209 Done with you and Nasty Girl Records. 598 00:23:39,279 --> 00:23:40,902 No, wait. 599 00:23:40,902 --> 00:23:42,110 [ Door opens, closes ] 600 00:23:42,110 --> 00:23:45,216 "In an effort to salvage the shambles of her career, 601 00:23:45,216 --> 00:23:48,081 Zadie capitalizes on the Me Too movement 602 00:23:48,081 --> 00:23:50,152 by reinventing herself as a victim, 603 00:23:50,152 --> 00:23:53,362 coincidentally, just in time to debut new music." 604 00:23:53,362 --> 00:23:56,227 I mean, not only have I ruined a woman's life, 605 00:23:56,227 --> 00:23:59,748 I might've just tanked Nasty Girl Records. 606 00:23:59,748 --> 00:24:02,164 ♪♪ 607 00:24:02,164 --> 00:24:03,511 Naomi. 608 00:24:03,511 --> 00:24:09,827 ♪♪ 609 00:24:09,827 --> 00:24:11,450 [ Exhales deeply ] 610 00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:12,899 [ Clears throat ] 611 00:24:12,899 --> 00:24:15,212 Okay. 612 00:24:15,212 --> 00:24:17,145 Hey, Daddy. 613 00:24:17,145 --> 00:24:18,664 It's me. 614 00:24:18,664 --> 00:24:20,079 [ Thudding ] 615 00:24:20,079 --> 00:24:22,530 [ Gasps ] Daddy? 616 00:24:22,530 --> 00:24:26,361 ♪♪ 617 00:24:26,361 --> 00:24:27,742 What? 618 00:24:27,742 --> 00:24:29,502 [ Gasps ] Daddy! 619 00:24:29,502 --> 00:24:31,953 Daddy. Come on. 620 00:24:31,953 --> 00:24:33,541 [ Grunts ] 621 00:24:33,541 --> 00:24:35,750 [ Slurring ] Jill, baby, you're home. 622 00:24:35,750 --> 00:24:36,751 [ Grunts ] 623 00:24:36,751 --> 00:24:39,788 I'm so glad you're home. 624 00:24:39,788 --> 00:24:43,067 Come on, let's get you in bed. 625 00:24:43,067 --> 00:24:44,206 Come on, come on. 626 00:24:44,206 --> 00:24:47,382 Hey. 627 00:24:47,382 --> 00:24:49,108 Are you gonna cancel the showcase 628 00:24:49,108 --> 00:24:50,212 now that Zadie's out? 629 00:24:50,212 --> 00:24:51,490 I'm not sure it matters. 630 00:24:51,490 --> 00:24:53,215 I mean, we can't put on the showcase 631 00:24:53,215 --> 00:24:55,390 when our number-one draft pick just quit, 632 00:24:55,390 --> 00:24:57,219 and Muffin, with her new flow, 633 00:24:57,219 --> 00:24:58,911 is gonna have to build a fan base again. 634 00:24:58,911 --> 00:25:00,291 You should go home and do something fun 635 00:25:00,291 --> 00:25:02,777 with your, uh...husband? 636 00:25:02,777 --> 00:25:05,987 I'm sorry, I -- I'm still getting used to it. 637 00:25:05,987 --> 00:25:08,127 I'm still getting used to you being a dad. 638 00:25:08,127 --> 00:25:09,300 We grown now. 639 00:25:09,300 --> 00:25:11,682 Are we? Do we really change? 640 00:25:11,682 --> 00:25:16,480 We say we do, but is that really real? 641 00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:18,378 It's too early for the deep stuff. 642 00:25:18,378 --> 00:25:22,866 Thomas told me he loved me, 643 00:25:22,866 --> 00:25:27,905 and, uh, instead of saying it back, I ran away. 644 00:25:27,905 --> 00:25:29,597 I found issues. 645 00:25:29,597 --> 00:25:32,185 You know, usually brides get cold feet before the wedding. 646 00:25:32,185 --> 00:25:34,774 I've only said it to two people. 647 00:25:38,675 --> 00:25:40,987 Do you? Love him? 648 00:25:40,987 --> 00:25:43,058 I don't know him. 649 00:25:43,058 --> 00:25:45,889 That summer "Nasty Girl" dropped was wild. 650 00:25:45,889 --> 00:25:49,858 I went from being homeless, living in my car 651 00:25:49,858 --> 00:25:53,448 to flying private to St. Barts with you. 652 00:25:53,448 --> 00:25:54,587 We had fun. 653 00:25:54,587 --> 00:25:56,589 The other person I said "I love you" to 654 00:25:56,589 --> 00:25:59,074 was a woman impersonating my mom. 655 00:25:59,074 --> 00:26:00,835 The only love I know is wrong. 656 00:26:00,835 --> 00:26:04,977 It's crazy, it's angry. 657 00:26:04,977 --> 00:26:07,358 It's confusing. 658 00:26:07,358 --> 00:26:09,809 It hurts. 659 00:26:09,809 --> 00:26:12,053 But it's the only love I know. 660 00:26:12,053 --> 00:26:15,781 I don't know if I see that with Thomas. 661 00:26:15,781 --> 00:26:17,610 [ Sighs ] 662 00:26:17,610 --> 00:26:19,957 I want to hurt. 663 00:26:19,957 --> 00:26:23,478 I want to be confused. 664 00:26:23,478 --> 00:26:26,515 I want to want it. 665 00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:34,213 I can't let you do this. 666 00:26:35,973 --> 00:26:38,113 I've known you for a long time, and it hurts my heart 667 00:26:38,113 --> 00:26:39,114 to hear you sound like someone 668 00:26:39,114 --> 00:26:42,635 who doesn't deserve to be loved. 669 00:26:42,635 --> 00:26:45,155 You shouldn't hurt, V. You shouldn't be confused. 670 00:26:45,155 --> 00:26:47,744 And you shouldn't want anyone or anything that doesn't want you. 671 00:26:47,744 --> 00:26:49,953 From what I see, Thomas wants you. 672 00:26:49,953 --> 00:26:51,402 No dramatics, no games. 673 00:26:51,402 --> 00:26:54,095 He is ready to take on all the extra you got. 674 00:26:54,095 --> 00:26:55,890 And you got plenty. 675 00:26:55,890 --> 00:26:58,617 Don't turn your back on it for something that was real, 676 00:26:58,617 --> 00:27:01,516 but it wasn't right. 677 00:27:03,242 --> 00:27:05,451 Come on. 678 00:27:09,351 --> 00:27:11,319 People do change. 679 00:27:18,498 --> 00:27:21,294 What's up, guys? 680 00:27:21,294 --> 00:27:23,193 I, um... 681 00:27:25,540 --> 00:27:27,197 I got to take off. 682 00:27:30,131 --> 00:27:31,857 You ready to talk? 683 00:27:31,857 --> 00:27:34,687 ♪♪ 684 00:27:34,687 --> 00:27:37,241 It really is good to see you, baby. 685 00:27:37,241 --> 00:27:40,106 Hmm. 686 00:27:40,106 --> 00:27:44,007 Dad, did -- did you drink all these bottles? 687 00:27:44,007 --> 00:27:47,182 62 years, I never touched the stuff. 688 00:27:47,182 --> 00:27:50,323 Now she's not there. 689 00:27:50,323 --> 00:27:53,119 Why would He let her leave? 690 00:27:53,119 --> 00:27:54,396 It was just her time, Daddy. 691 00:27:54,396 --> 00:27:56,329 The hell does that mean? 692 00:27:56,329 --> 00:27:59,022 He spit in my face 693 00:27:59,022 --> 00:28:02,232 after I gave Him all of the glory, 694 00:28:02,232 --> 00:28:04,855 all that I have. 695 00:28:04,855 --> 00:28:06,926 Okay. 696 00:28:06,926 --> 00:28:10,758 You should come home like this more often. 697 00:28:10,758 --> 00:28:13,761 I told you, it's hard for me. 698 00:28:13,761 --> 00:28:15,590 And... 699 00:28:15,590 --> 00:28:17,143 What? Say it. 700 00:28:17,143 --> 00:28:18,558 You want to say it. 701 00:28:18,558 --> 00:28:22,528 It just feels like who I am... 702 00:28:22,528 --> 00:28:23,978 disappoints you. 703 00:28:23,978 --> 00:28:28,603 I talk to her every Sunday after church. 704 00:28:28,603 --> 00:28:33,504 We watched your performance at the BET Awards. 705 00:28:33,504 --> 00:28:36,645 I didn't fully understand what you were saying, 706 00:28:36,645 --> 00:28:38,371 but you looked happy. 707 00:28:38,371 --> 00:28:40,304 That's what I told your mom. 708 00:28:40,304 --> 00:28:42,755 You were a happy little girl. 709 00:28:42,755 --> 00:28:46,034 And then, I don't know, you weren't. 710 00:28:46,034 --> 00:28:50,763 Did I -- Was I the reason you were unhappy? 711 00:28:52,144 --> 00:28:53,801 You did the best with what you knew. 712 00:28:53,801 --> 00:28:55,872 Alright, let's lay you down. 713 00:28:55,872 --> 00:28:57,736 Come on. 714 00:28:59,565 --> 00:29:02,085 I'm proud of you. 715 00:29:02,085 --> 00:29:05,744 ♪♪ 716 00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:07,228 I love you. 717 00:29:07,228 --> 00:29:08,470 ♪♪ 718 00:29:08,470 --> 00:29:11,439 ♪ Wade in the water 719 00:29:11,439 --> 00:29:13,648 [ Chuckles ] 720 00:29:13,648 --> 00:29:15,305 ♪ Wade... 721 00:29:15,305 --> 00:29:16,582 I love you, too, Daddy. 722 00:29:16,582 --> 00:29:19,309 ♪ ...in the water, children 723 00:29:19,309 --> 00:29:22,243 ♪ Wade in the water 724 00:29:22,243 --> 00:29:24,417 [ Humming ] 725 00:29:24,417 --> 00:29:28,974 ♪ God's gonna trouble the water ♪ 726 00:29:28,974 --> 00:29:33,564 ♪ Wade in the water ♪ Wade in the water 727 00:29:33,564 --> 00:29:40,330 ♪ Wade in the water, children ♪ ♪ Wade in the water, children ♪ 728 00:29:40,330 --> 00:29:45,300 ♪ Wade in the water 729 00:29:45,300 --> 00:29:47,682 ♪ God's gonna trouble the water ♪ 730 00:29:47,682 --> 00:29:49,339 You're really not gonna perform? 731 00:29:49,339 --> 00:29:51,168 What do you care? 732 00:29:51,168 --> 00:29:54,862 ♪ See that whole star dressed in white ♪ 733 00:29:54,862 --> 00:29:56,622 Frank assaulted me, too. 734 00:29:56,622 --> 00:29:58,382 ♪ God's gonna trouble the water ♪ 735 00:29:58,382 --> 00:30:01,006 And I have proof that can bring him down. 736 00:30:01,006 --> 00:30:05,838 ♪ Ohh, wade in the water 737 00:30:07,667 --> 00:30:09,290 Frank Black: Lil Lauren, what's up? 738 00:30:09,290 --> 00:30:10,774 I left you a couple messages. 739 00:30:10,774 --> 00:30:12,811 I hope you're not feelin' some kind of way 740 00:30:12,811 --> 00:30:14,260 about the other night. 741 00:30:14,260 --> 00:30:15,572 I had a few drinks. 742 00:30:15,572 --> 00:30:17,608 Maybe you were sending the wrong messages. 743 00:30:17,608 --> 00:30:18,920 I don't know. 744 00:30:18,920 --> 00:30:20,853 I just want to make sure we're all good. 745 00:30:20,853 --> 00:30:23,994 I also sent the single out to Interscope this morning. 746 00:30:23,994 --> 00:30:25,927 They're into it. 747 00:30:25,927 --> 00:30:28,792 Hit me back. 748 00:30:28,792 --> 00:30:33,038 That's the voicemail he left me the night after. 749 00:30:33,038 --> 00:30:35,626 That's the first night I ever had a drink. 750 00:30:35,626 --> 00:30:37,766 I had about 10. 751 00:30:37,766 --> 00:30:40,735 I never told anyone what he did 752 00:30:40,735 --> 00:30:44,532 because I-I felt like I owed him. 753 00:30:46,879 --> 00:30:50,572 I still feel that way, messed up as it is. 754 00:30:50,572 --> 00:30:53,541 Every song on that mixtape reminds me of that night. 755 00:30:53,541 --> 00:30:54,473 [ Sniffles ] 756 00:30:54,473 --> 00:30:57,269 I never called Frank back. 757 00:30:57,269 --> 00:31:00,341 I started over. I found Eric. 758 00:31:00,341 --> 00:31:03,240 And...I don't know. 759 00:31:03,240 --> 00:31:07,175 I-I'm just trying my best to act like it never happened. 760 00:31:07,175 --> 00:31:10,454 [ Sighs ] 761 00:31:13,906 --> 00:31:17,220 Why'd you say he never touched you? 762 00:31:18,773 --> 00:31:21,189 I don't know. 763 00:31:21,189 --> 00:31:24,192 I felt alone. 764 00:31:25,504 --> 00:31:28,956 That's kinda the worst part. 765 00:31:28,956 --> 00:31:30,647 No one knows. 766 00:31:30,647 --> 00:31:32,131 [ Sighs ] 767 00:31:32,131 --> 00:31:34,306 You're alone. 768 00:31:34,306 --> 00:31:36,756 I know. 769 00:31:36,756 --> 00:31:38,827 I know. [ Sniffles ] 770 00:31:38,827 --> 00:31:43,004 But we're not. We're not. 771 00:31:43,004 --> 00:31:47,043 These men only win when we give up. 772 00:31:47,043 --> 00:31:49,252 Don't give up. 773 00:31:49,252 --> 00:31:51,012 Don't give up. 774 00:31:51,012 --> 00:31:54,602 And...I'll -- I'll speak up. 775 00:31:56,466 --> 00:32:00,401 [ Breathes deeply ] 776 00:32:09,030 --> 00:32:10,652 Let's make sure 777 00:32:10,652 --> 00:32:14,208 he never makes another woman feel like this. 778 00:32:14,208 --> 00:32:16,486 Yes. 779 00:32:16,486 --> 00:32:19,075 ♪♪ 780 00:32:19,075 --> 00:32:20,386 [ Sighs ] 781 00:32:20,386 --> 00:32:26,392 ♪♪ 782 00:32:26,392 --> 00:32:28,360 I think you think I'm some kind of pushover, 783 00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:30,258 a sound engineer who can't possibly understand 784 00:32:30,258 --> 00:32:31,708 how complicated your life and your past is. 785 00:32:31,708 --> 00:32:33,089 You're wrong. 786 00:32:33,089 --> 00:32:36,057 That quiz gave you 50 reasons to fall in love with me, 787 00:32:36,057 --> 00:32:39,336 but there are 150 reasons why you shouldn't. 788 00:32:39,336 --> 00:32:41,752 I am a vain, selfish, 789 00:32:41,752 --> 00:32:44,100 materialistic high-school dropout 790 00:32:44,100 --> 00:32:46,274 who clawed her way to the top 791 00:32:46,274 --> 00:32:49,312 by screwing over the only people who've ever loved her. 792 00:32:49,312 --> 00:32:51,831 I am so scared of abandonment, 793 00:32:51,831 --> 00:32:54,558 I have a panic attack if the Uber driver cancels on me. 794 00:32:54,558 --> 00:32:56,664 "Do they hate me? Does he think I'm ugly? 795 00:32:56,664 --> 00:32:58,286 Do they think I won't tip well 796 00:32:58,286 --> 00:32:59,529 because I'm Puerto Rican?" 797 00:32:59,529 --> 00:33:01,082 And when they do pick me up, 798 00:33:01,082 --> 00:33:05,431 I'm mad because they don't recognize me. 799 00:33:07,226 --> 00:33:10,298 And I just tried to kiss my ex 800 00:33:10,298 --> 00:33:12,507 because I thought it would make me feel good. 801 00:33:12,507 --> 00:33:14,578 That's me. 802 00:33:14,578 --> 00:33:16,373 That's your wife. 803 00:33:16,373 --> 00:33:19,100 And there are 143 more reasons 804 00:33:19,100 --> 00:33:20,412 why you should run. 805 00:33:20,412 --> 00:33:21,689 What the hell is wrong with you? 806 00:33:21,689 --> 00:33:23,656 I just told you. No, not that. 807 00:33:23,656 --> 00:33:26,142 That is insanely immature. 808 00:33:26,142 --> 00:33:28,868 But I'm learning that's who you are sometimes. 809 00:33:28,868 --> 00:33:31,216 What I don't get is how someone as deep as you are, 810 00:33:31,216 --> 00:33:32,596 who's accomplished so much 811 00:33:32,596 --> 00:33:34,219 when they had no business making it out of Queens, 812 00:33:34,219 --> 00:33:35,392 tries so hard to convince people 813 00:33:35,392 --> 00:33:37,049 that they're too superficial and vain to be loved. 814 00:33:37,049 --> 00:33:38,671 Does that not exhaust you? 815 00:33:38,671 --> 00:33:40,570 It does. So stop! 816 00:33:43,538 --> 00:33:46,438 What we did was incredibly stupid. 817 00:33:46,438 --> 00:33:48,405 I have doubts. I have a brain. I wonder. 818 00:33:48,405 --> 00:33:50,373 We jumped off a cliff. 819 00:33:50,373 --> 00:33:52,720 We did that. 820 00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:54,549 Now we just keep jumping. 821 00:33:54,549 --> 00:33:56,413 Why do you fight so hard for something 822 00:33:56,413 --> 00:33:58,243 you don't really know anything about? 823 00:33:58,243 --> 00:33:59,865 It makes absolutely no sense 824 00:33:59,865 --> 00:34:02,005 to fall in love with someone in 12 hours, 825 00:34:02,005 --> 00:34:03,800 but I've fallen in love enough times to know 826 00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:05,871 what it really feels like, and that's what I felt. 827 00:34:05,871 --> 00:34:08,529 I'm not giving that up. 828 00:34:08,529 --> 00:34:10,910 I love you. 829 00:34:10,910 --> 00:34:13,948 Even if you're too scared to tell me that you love me. 830 00:34:17,227 --> 00:34:18,711 I love you. 831 00:34:18,711 --> 00:34:21,921 Then can we stop the crap 832 00:34:21,921 --> 00:34:23,613 and start getting to know one another? 833 00:34:23,613 --> 00:34:25,166 [ Sighs ] 834 00:34:27,168 --> 00:34:28,618 Okay. 835 00:34:28,618 --> 00:34:31,172 Okay. 836 00:34:31,172 --> 00:34:32,794 You're hot. 837 00:34:32,794 --> 00:34:35,694 You're my husband. 838 00:34:35,694 --> 00:34:38,145 And I want to make out. [ Chuckles ] 839 00:34:38,145 --> 00:34:39,215 You're really just determined 840 00:34:39,215 --> 00:34:40,595 to make out with someone in the studio today. 841 00:34:40,595 --> 00:34:42,804 I guess so. 842 00:34:42,804 --> 00:34:47,257 ♪♪ 843 00:34:47,257 --> 00:34:50,536 [ Door opens ] 844 00:34:50,536 --> 00:34:52,193 [ Door closes ] 845 00:34:52,193 --> 00:34:55,369 I'm sure you're hungry. 846 00:34:55,369 --> 00:34:57,336 Who let you in here? 847 00:34:57,336 --> 00:34:58,510 The door was open. 848 00:34:58,510 --> 00:35:01,444 So you just walked in and moved my belongings? 849 00:35:01,444 --> 00:35:02,859 Your liquor. 850 00:35:02,859 --> 00:35:04,757 What business of yours is that? 851 00:35:04,757 --> 00:35:07,346 Let's just sit down and eat. 852 00:35:07,346 --> 00:35:09,314 I'm sure you're hungover. 853 00:35:09,314 --> 00:35:13,490 I'm not hungry, I'm not hungover. 854 00:35:13,490 --> 00:35:15,768 Look, I've had my issues with addiction. 855 00:35:15,768 --> 00:35:17,184 Now, I called around 856 00:35:17,184 --> 00:35:19,220 to a few places back home that could help you. 857 00:35:19,220 --> 00:35:21,257 I walk in the path of Jesus. 858 00:35:21,257 --> 00:35:24,329 As always, I encourage you to join me. 859 00:35:26,296 --> 00:35:28,091 I know you're going through a lot. 860 00:35:28,091 --> 00:35:30,714 And you don't help! 861 00:35:30,714 --> 00:35:33,752 Constantly flaunting your lifestyle in my face. 862 00:35:33,752 --> 00:35:36,513 All your mother and I did our entire lives 863 00:35:36,513 --> 00:35:39,344 was to try to teach you morals and discipline 864 00:35:39,344 --> 00:35:42,657 and a Godly work ethic, and all we got in return 865 00:35:42,657 --> 00:35:46,247 was rebellion and disgrace and ungratefulness. 866 00:35:46,247 --> 00:35:49,008 I'm sorry. 867 00:35:49,008 --> 00:35:51,114 I should go. 868 00:35:51,114 --> 00:35:52,805 I think that's best. 869 00:35:57,085 --> 00:36:00,365 You don't love me because you can't. 870 00:36:00,365 --> 00:36:02,160 Because you don't love yourself. 871 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,714 I'm not sure that you even love God, 872 00:36:04,714 --> 00:36:07,026 or if you just love the fact that you can use the Bible 873 00:36:07,026 --> 00:36:10,029 to justify the hate in your heart. 874 00:36:10,029 --> 00:36:12,687 I love God. 875 00:36:12,687 --> 00:36:15,311 I have that in my heart, 876 00:36:15,311 --> 00:36:17,727 which is why I keep coming back to you, 877 00:36:17,727 --> 00:36:19,280 hoping you'll be different! 878 00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:23,422 Hoping that you will finally accept me for who I am. 879 00:36:23,422 --> 00:36:26,184 That's love. That is God. 880 00:36:28,116 --> 00:36:29,946 You know, I have been fighting 881 00:36:29,946 --> 00:36:33,087 for your approval my whole life, 882 00:36:33,087 --> 00:36:35,710 but after 40 years, I don't even want it. 883 00:36:35,710 --> 00:36:37,885 I'm done. 884 00:36:37,885 --> 00:36:40,405 I'm proud of who I am. 885 00:36:40,405 --> 00:36:42,786 I'm Jill Da Thrill, the rapping lesbian 886 00:36:42,786 --> 00:36:44,754 who is worthy of unconditional love, 887 00:36:44,754 --> 00:36:45,996 and if you won't give it to me, 888 00:36:45,996 --> 00:36:47,619 then you can go to hell! 889 00:36:47,619 --> 00:36:50,863 And if you ever, ever put your hands on me again, 890 00:36:50,863 --> 00:36:55,143 I swear to God, I will have your old, drunk ass arrested. 891 00:36:55,143 --> 00:36:56,938 You know, I wish I had realized this sooner, 892 00:36:56,938 --> 00:36:58,664 but I don't need you. 893 00:36:58,664 --> 00:37:03,151 ♪♪ 894 00:37:07,432 --> 00:37:11,401 [ Vocalizing ] I want back in the show. 895 00:37:11,401 --> 00:37:14,784 The world needs to hear what I have to say. 896 00:37:14,784 --> 00:37:16,164 From my mouth. 897 00:37:16,164 --> 00:37:18,650 Not from lawyers, not from press. 898 00:37:18,650 --> 00:37:20,341 It has to come from me. 899 00:37:20,341 --> 00:37:22,378 Are you sure, Zadie? I don't want to -- 900 00:37:22,378 --> 00:37:23,689 So sure. 901 00:37:23,689 --> 00:37:25,346 Help me write something. 902 00:37:25,346 --> 00:37:27,417 I'd be honored. 903 00:37:27,417 --> 00:37:28,556 Let's get him. 904 00:37:28,556 --> 00:37:30,420 Let's launch this record label. 905 00:37:30,420 --> 00:37:31,801 [ Squeals ] 906 00:37:31,801 --> 00:37:33,112 Emcee: Alright, alright! 907 00:37:33,112 --> 00:37:34,321 If you're a nasty girl 908 00:37:34,321 --> 00:37:37,324 livin' in a nasty world, say, "Hell yeah!" 909 00:37:37,324 --> 00:37:38,946 -Hell yeah! -Hell yeah! 910 00:37:38,946 --> 00:37:41,017 That's what I want to hear, L.A. 911 00:37:41,017 --> 00:37:43,157 And shout-out to the 300,000 of you live-streaming from home. 912 00:37:43,157 --> 00:37:44,607 300,000? 913 00:37:44,607 --> 00:37:46,056 We got you. Yes. 914 00:37:46,056 --> 00:37:47,575 No matter what happens after this, 915 00:37:47,575 --> 00:37:49,232 no matter who tries to come for you, 916 00:37:49,232 --> 00:37:52,235 we got your back, as a label and as a family. 917 00:37:52,235 --> 00:37:54,202 -You got this. -Okay, hands in. 918 00:37:54,202 --> 00:37:55,514 You got this. 919 00:37:55,514 --> 00:37:57,171 All: Nasty Girl Records! 920 00:37:57,171 --> 00:37:58,310 Let's go! 921 00:37:58,310 --> 00:37:59,829 Frank just arrived. 922 00:37:59,829 --> 00:38:02,141 We good? We're good. 923 00:38:02,141 --> 00:38:06,007 Emcee: Let's welcome to the stage Lady Z! 924 00:38:06,007 --> 00:38:07,595 [ Cheers and applause ] 925 00:38:07,595 --> 00:38:09,632 Lady Z! Lady Z! 926 00:38:09,632 --> 00:38:11,116 -Get 'em, girl! -Get 'em, Z. 927 00:38:11,116 --> 00:38:13,394 [ Cheers and applause ] 928 00:38:13,394 --> 00:38:15,327 What's up, L.A.? 929 00:38:15,327 --> 00:38:17,295 [ Cheers and applause intensify ] 930 00:38:19,435 --> 00:38:23,439 I wrote a song so that you would hear it straight from my mouth. 931 00:38:23,439 --> 00:38:26,165 It's called "Best of Me," 932 00:38:26,165 --> 00:38:29,824 and it goes out to survivors everywhere. 933 00:38:29,824 --> 00:38:30,894 [ Cheers and applause continue ] 934 00:38:30,894 --> 00:38:33,345 ♪♪ 935 00:38:33,345 --> 00:38:35,554 ♪ Unh 936 00:38:35,554 --> 00:38:39,282 ♪ Lady Zadie 937 00:38:39,282 --> 00:38:40,732 ♪ Yeah 938 00:38:40,732 --> 00:38:42,147 ♪ Lady Z 939 00:38:42,147 --> 00:38:43,873 ♪ Me and my girls, we run it 940 00:38:43,873 --> 00:38:45,253 ♪ Us forever, we run it 941 00:38:45,253 --> 00:38:46,876 ♪ Said we can't, but we done it ♪ 942 00:38:46,876 --> 00:38:48,291 ♪ Best of me and you love it ♪ 943 00:38:48,291 --> 00:38:49,879 ♪ We forever and ever, ever 944 00:38:49,879 --> 00:38:51,156 ♪ Nobody is better 945 00:38:51,156 --> 00:38:53,054 ♪ We together forever, ever 946 00:38:53,054 --> 00:38:54,470 ♪ Nobody is better 947 00:38:54,470 --> 00:38:55,885 ♪ Me and my girls, we run it 948 00:38:55,885 --> 00:38:57,438 ♪ Us forever, we run it 949 00:38:57,438 --> 00:38:58,922 ♪ Said we can't, but we done it ♪ 950 00:38:58,922 --> 00:39:00,234 ♪ Best of me and you love it 951 00:39:00,234 --> 00:39:02,167 ♪ We forever and ever, ever 952 00:39:02,167 --> 00:39:03,444 ♪ Nobody is better 953 00:39:03,444 --> 00:39:05,135 ♪ We together forever, ever 954 00:39:05,135 --> 00:39:06,516 ♪ Nobody is better 955 00:39:06,516 --> 00:39:08,587 ♪ Look, it's not me, it was you ♪ 956 00:39:08,587 --> 00:39:10,037 ♪ Saying that wasn't easy 957 00:39:10,037 --> 00:39:11,452 ♪ I lied about the truth 958 00:39:11,452 --> 00:39:13,109 ♪ Cuz I thought they wouldn't believe me ♪ 959 00:39:13,109 --> 00:39:14,455 ♪ Thought I did something wrong ♪ 960 00:39:14,455 --> 00:39:16,077 ♪ Yeah, I thought I was the reason ♪ 961 00:39:16,077 --> 00:39:17,700 ♪ Looked like a nice guy 962 00:39:17,700 --> 00:39:19,253 ♪ I guess looks are deceiving 963 00:39:19,253 --> 00:39:20,772 ♪ You used a knife called trust ♪ 964 00:39:20,772 --> 00:39:22,221 ♪ My cuts was bleeding 965 00:39:22,221 --> 00:39:23,637 ♪ With every unwanted touch 966 00:39:23,637 --> 00:39:25,224 ♪ Those cuts was deepened 967 00:39:25,224 --> 00:39:26,709 ♪ I wasn't never sleeping 968 00:39:26,709 --> 00:39:28,193 ♪ And I was barely eating 969 00:39:28,193 --> 00:39:29,677 ♪ It's like all my mistreatment ♪ 970 00:39:29,677 --> 00:39:31,334 ♪ Became my biggest weakness 971 00:39:31,334 --> 00:39:32,611 ♪ And then I told my girls 972 00:39:32,611 --> 00:39:34,233 ♪ Together they helped me defeat it ♪ 973 00:39:34,233 --> 00:39:37,202 ♪ And now we all stronger cuz it's no longer a secret ♪ 974 00:39:37,202 --> 00:39:38,755 ♪ No apology needed 975 00:39:38,755 --> 00:39:40,343 ♪ Your "sorry," you can keep it ♪ 976 00:39:40,343 --> 00:39:42,138 ♪ Now you're exposed for who you really are ♪ 977 00:39:42,138 --> 00:39:45,141 Reporter: Hip-hop mega producer Frank Black has been arrested 978 00:39:45,141 --> 00:39:48,489 and held without bail on multiple charges of rape 979 00:39:48,489 --> 00:39:49,973 and sexual battery. 980 00:39:49,973 --> 00:39:52,113 ♪ It don't matter your age, if you're old or a youth ♪ 981 00:39:52,113 --> 00:39:55,185 ♪ There is nothing to fear about telling your truth ♪ 982 00:39:55,185 --> 00:39:58,257 ♪ If it's killing you inside, let me be living proof ♪ 983 00:39:58,257 --> 00:39:59,949 ♪ I walked around with that baggage ♪ 984 00:39:59,949 --> 00:40:01,329 ♪ Yeah, I was in your shoes 985 00:40:01,329 --> 00:40:02,848 ♪ My girls gave me courage 986 00:40:02,848 --> 00:40:04,367 ♪ And it was hard to choose 987 00:40:04,367 --> 00:40:05,886 ♪ But I had so much to gain 988 00:40:05,886 --> 00:40:07,474 ♪ And just the pain to lose 989 00:40:07,474 --> 00:40:10,408 ♪ If you ever was scared or ain't know what to do ♪ 990 00:40:10,408 --> 00:40:13,134 ♪ You're not the only one and it's not only you ♪ 991 00:40:13,134 --> 00:40:16,448 ♪ I said if you ever was scared and ain't know what to do ♪ 992 00:40:16,448 --> 00:40:18,346 ♪ You're not the only one and it's not only you ♪ 993 00:40:18,346 --> 00:40:19,762 ♪ Yo, yo 994 00:40:19,762 --> 00:40:22,040 ♪ I'm not a victim, I'm a victor ♪ 995 00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:24,767 ♪ Say I'm not a victim, I'm a victor ♪ 996 00:40:24,767 --> 00:40:25,906 ♪ Again 997 00:40:25,906 --> 00:40:27,701 ♪ I'm not a victim, I'm a victor ♪ 998 00:40:27,701 --> 00:40:29,599 ♪ This what a survivor looks like ♪ 999 00:40:29,599 --> 00:40:30,876 ♪ Now take a picture 1000 00:40:30,876 --> 00:40:32,499 ♪ Me and my girls, we run it 1001 00:40:32,499 --> 00:40:33,983 ♪ Us forever, we run it 1002 00:40:33,983 --> 00:40:35,363 ♪ Said we can't, but we done it ♪ 1003 00:40:35,363 --> 00:40:36,951 ♪ Best of me and you love it 1004 00:40:36,951 --> 00:40:38,125 ♪ We forever 1005 00:40:38,125 --> 00:40:39,437 Reporter: The arrest comes off the heels 1006 00:40:39,437 --> 00:40:41,300 of a viral performance of one of his accusers, 1007 00:40:41,300 --> 00:40:42,681 rapper Lady Z, 1008 00:40:42,681 --> 00:40:45,373 as well as multi-platinum artist Lauren Rice, 1009 00:40:45,373 --> 00:40:47,168 better known as Lil Muffin. 1010 00:40:47,168 --> 00:40:49,792 Shortly before taking the stage at Staples Center, 1011 00:40:49,792 --> 00:40:53,278 Lil Muffin gave an exclusive interview to ABC News, 1012 00:40:53,278 --> 00:40:56,799 sharing the harrowing story of how she was assaulted by Black. 1013 00:40:56,799 --> 00:40:58,110 ♪ Now take a picture 1014 00:40:58,110 --> 00:40:59,664 ♪ Me and my girls, we run it 1015 00:40:59,664 --> 00:41:01,182 ♪ Us forever, we run it 1016 00:41:01,182 --> 00:41:02,770 ♪ Said we can't, but we done it ♪ 1017 00:41:02,770 --> 00:41:04,185 ♪ Best of me and you love it 1018 00:41:04,185 --> 00:41:06,740 Lady Z and Muffin's public disclosures 1019 00:41:06,740 --> 00:41:10,847 prompted four more accusers to come forward on social media. 1020 00:41:10,847 --> 00:41:12,193 ♪ Me and my girls, we run it 1021 00:41:12,193 --> 00:41:13,229 ♪ Us forever, we run it 1022 00:41:13,229 --> 00:41:14,851 ♪ Said we can't, but we done it ♪ 1023 00:41:14,851 --> 00:41:16,266 ♪ Best of me and you love it 1024 00:41:16,266 --> 00:41:17,992 ♪ We forever and ever, ever 1025 00:41:17,992 --> 00:41:19,269 ♪ Nobody is better 1026 00:41:19,269 --> 00:41:20,961 ♪ We together forever, ever 1027 00:41:20,961 --> 00:41:22,480 ♪ Nobody is better 1028 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:23,860 [ Cheers and applause ] 1029 00:41:23,860 --> 00:41:25,690 If convicted, Frank Black could face 1030 00:41:25,690 --> 00:41:28,416 up to 40 years in federal prison. 1031 00:41:28,416 --> 00:41:31,040 [ Cheers and applause continue 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