1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:23,520 I have a little heart; 4 00:00:23,800 --> 00:00:27,000 I would free it from the darkness of my breast 5 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:29,560 To bear it in my palm, 6 00:00:29,720 --> 00:00:32,840 Seeking its depths and asking its secrets. 7 00:00:33,080 --> 00:00:36,160 Loose not your spears at it, my blamer, 8 00:00:36,320 --> 00:00:39,320 Lest cause it to fear and hide 9 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:42,320 Within its cage of ribs. 10 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:46,520 Kahlil Gibran - A Tear and a Smile 11 00:00:55,640 --> 00:00:57,800 Yeah so... I'm swimming. 12 00:00:58,640 --> 00:01:01,240 I'm about five meters under water, 13 00:01:02,240 --> 00:01:05,800 and I'm swimming enjoying myself, 14 00:01:08,520 --> 00:01:11,040 and when I want to go up for air, 15 00:01:12,360 --> 00:01:14,360 I can't swim up. 16 00:01:15,480 --> 00:01:17,760 I can only swim forward or backward. 17 00:01:19,600 --> 00:01:22,920 I look up and I see the surface and the light reflecting over the water, 18 00:01:23,040 --> 00:01:24,680 but I can't reach it. 19 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:27,080 I can't swim up. 20 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:31,200 You know how when you dream you're in a fight 21 00:01:31,640 --> 00:01:34,760 and you want to throw a punch but your arm barely moves? 22 00:01:35,400 --> 00:01:36,400 Like that. 23 00:01:39,040 --> 00:01:43,320 So I start choking, and I start yelling... 24 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:45,200 I can yell underwater, 25 00:01:46,280 --> 00:01:51,480 and I'm screaming, and I'm choking and I'm in so much pain... 26 00:01:54,240 --> 00:02:01,080 And when I feel like this is it, like I'm about to die... I wake up. 27 00:02:09,760 --> 00:02:11,680 I'm fucked. 28 00:02:32,680 --> 00:02:33,720 That's it. 29 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:36,240 Yeah, just like that. 30 00:02:50,960 --> 00:02:54,400 Bro, just like that, I was flat on my back and she was riding me. 31 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:56,000 Like that. 32 00:03:01,280 --> 00:03:03,520 You couldn't pick a video without music? 33 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:06,360 Bro we can't even watch this, the internet is so slow. 34 00:03:10,360 --> 00:03:12,040 - Let's go. - Hold on a sec, watch, 35 00:03:12,120 --> 00:03:13,480 he's about to carry her. 36 00:03:16,880 --> 00:03:17,880 He's antsy. 37 00:03:18,680 --> 00:03:20,000 Adnan! 38 00:03:20,440 --> 00:03:22,640 - What?! - Come on already! 39 00:03:22,720 --> 00:03:24,160 Relax, we're coming. 40 00:03:24,880 --> 00:03:27,400 - Love you Danks. - Love you too bro, but hurry up! 41 00:03:29,240 --> 00:03:31,720 Are they ever gonna finish that building?! 42 00:03:37,160 --> 00:03:38,160 - Etienne... - What? 43 00:03:38,200 --> 00:03:39,840 You have to make me look good. 44 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:42,040 Do whatever you want, carry her, caress her... 45 00:03:42,160 --> 00:03:44,080 Anything, just make me look good bro. 46 00:03:46,680 --> 00:03:48,680 She'll just smell me. 47 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:52,040 To the movies, don't forget. 48 00:03:52,120 --> 00:03:53,120 Yeah, don't worry. 49 00:03:58,400 --> 00:03:59,400 All good? 50 00:04:02,080 --> 00:04:03,880 Hi taunt Maria. Hi Windy. 51 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:05,040 - Hi. - Hey Adnan. 52 00:04:05,120 --> 00:04:07,040 - How's it going? - Mom we're leaving. 53 00:04:07,120 --> 00:04:08,520 - Where are you going? - To the movies. 54 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:11,440 What about lunch? I thought Adnan was going to eat with us. 55 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:13,520 We're not hungry, we had breakfast late. 56 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:16,040 - Next time. - I'm not hungry either mom. 57 00:04:16,280 --> 00:04:17,720 Then who am I making all this food for? 58 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:19,440 I'll have it for dinner. 59 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:21,880 I'll take it with me to work tomorrow. 60 00:04:22,680 --> 00:04:24,480 - Alright, where are you going? - To the movies. 61 00:04:24,600 --> 00:04:25,600 With who? 62 00:04:25,720 --> 00:04:27,240 With Adnan and the boys. 63 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:28,360 How are you going? 64 00:04:28,680 --> 00:04:29,680 Bus. 65 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:32,200 Which bus? Don't you dare get on those small buses! 66 00:04:32,560 --> 00:04:34,160 - We won't, don't worry. - Please don't. 67 00:04:34,920 --> 00:04:35,920 What are you gonna watch? 68 00:04:36,240 --> 00:04:38,520 - We don't know yet. - We'll decide when we get there. 69 00:04:39,040 --> 00:04:40,240 - Bye - Do you have enough money? 70 00:04:40,720 --> 00:04:41,720 Yeah. 71 00:04:41,880 --> 00:04:43,640 Take more, just in case. 72 00:04:53,280 --> 00:04:54,880 - Bye. - Bye. God be with you. 73 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:12,920 I feel like my children are growing quicker than children should grow. 74 00:05:14,280 --> 00:05:17,920 And this small town we are living in is becoming too small to carry them. 75 00:05:20,920 --> 00:05:23,120 They were safer, hidden inside of me. 76 00:05:26,440 --> 00:05:28,040 My husband died in a plane crash. 77 00:05:30,320 --> 00:05:32,240 They spent days looking for his body in the water. 78 00:05:34,520 --> 00:05:37,160 I'm still trying to find myself without him. 79 00:05:39,400 --> 00:05:41,920 I started writing poems after he died. 80 00:05:42,440 --> 00:05:44,840 And I would post some of them on Facebook. 81 00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:49,240 But the best ones, the ones that choke me, 82 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:52,720 those I will never show to anyone. 83 00:05:55,960 --> 00:05:58,960 Before passing at the age of 89, I will have burnt them, 84 00:05:59,680 --> 00:06:02,640 because I will feel like no one will be able to comprehend 85 00:06:02,720 --> 00:06:06,240 how two people could have been so hopelessly adoring of one another. 86 00:06:07,560 --> 00:06:12,720 I wish he would have hit me, just once. Slept with another woman, loved me less. 87 00:06:13,920 --> 00:06:16,480 It would have made it a little easier. 88 00:06:21,280 --> 00:06:24,360 Mommy... do we have any hot water. 89 00:06:25,040 --> 00:06:26,560 I don't know honey, turn on the water heater. 90 00:06:50,200 --> 00:06:54,080 This past year feels like a bad dream I can't wake up from. 91 00:06:57,320 --> 00:06:59,720 I walk into a room and forget what I wanted. 92 00:07:02,240 --> 00:07:03,840 I had an abortion eight months ago 93 00:07:03,880 --> 00:07:07,000 and I still think about the baby that could have been, every day. 94 00:07:09,560 --> 00:07:12,640 I will work out every day but I will always hate my body. 95 00:07:14,520 --> 00:07:16,040 My belly will never be toned enough. 96 00:07:17,080 --> 00:07:18,560 The belly that lost a life. 97 00:07:20,080 --> 00:07:23,240 The belly that will grow to eventually give birth to two others, 98 00:07:23,320 --> 00:07:25,520 despite all my worrying. 99 00:07:28,040 --> 00:07:30,440 I will always have the urge to leave this place, 100 00:07:31,120 --> 00:07:33,560 but I will never have the heart to do so. 101 00:07:35,560 --> 00:07:37,720 I will marry a good man, an honest man. 102 00:07:37,880 --> 00:07:40,040 I will never tell him about my abortion. 103 00:07:42,480 --> 00:07:44,360 I will die at 87, 104 00:07:44,560 --> 00:07:47,720 feeling fulfilled having been able to watch my children grow, 105 00:07:47,920 --> 00:07:50,720 having been able to love and be loved in return. 106 00:08:04,360 --> 00:08:07,240 - So, are you ready for this movie? - I guess so. 107 00:08:07,360 --> 00:08:09,320 Because you've never seen anything like it. 108 00:08:10,200 --> 00:08:11,200 How's it going? 109 00:08:11,400 --> 00:08:13,600 - What took you so long?! - Were you waiting for us? 110 00:08:13,720 --> 00:08:15,160 - Did we make you wait? - Yeah! 111 00:08:15,280 --> 00:08:17,360 - So what?! - You could have come down sooner. 112 00:08:17,480 --> 00:08:18,840 - How's it going? - Happy holidays. 113 00:08:19,360 --> 00:08:20,480 - What's up? - All good? 114 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:22,000 Let me get a cigarette. 115 00:08:22,120 --> 00:08:24,960 - At least say hello first! - I said hello. 116 00:08:25,040 --> 00:08:27,040 Just one, don't make a big deal out of it. 117 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:29,160 So what time should we be there? 118 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:30,720 The movie starts at 4:30. 119 00:08:31,600 --> 00:08:32,600 What movie? 120 00:08:32,720 --> 00:08:33,920 We told my mom we're going to the movies. 121 00:08:34,040 --> 00:08:35,280 What else are we gonna tell her? 122 00:08:35,400 --> 00:08:38,280 I told my parents I'm going to Dream Park. 123 00:08:38,560 --> 00:08:40,200 Really, what time do we need to be there? 124 00:08:40,320 --> 00:08:42,360 The patrona said to be there at 4:30. 125 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:44,320 Are you sure you know how to get there? 126 00:08:44,720 --> 00:08:46,000 Etienne, I got this. 127 00:08:46,080 --> 00:08:47,600 - Here bro. - Adnan? 128 00:08:47,720 --> 00:08:48,720 What bro? 129 00:08:48,880 --> 00:08:50,360 Why are we all gonna have the same girl? 130 00:08:50,560 --> 00:08:52,600 Do you have 90,000 to get a girl on your own? 131 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:53,920 No. 132 00:08:54,040 --> 00:08:55,680 The woman gave us a price because we're three. 133 00:08:56,040 --> 00:08:57,720 What do you mean three? Who isn't going in? 134 00:08:57,840 --> 00:08:59,040 I'm not, I'm broke. 135 00:08:59,120 --> 00:09:01,240 But I'm gonna try to get a hand job out of it. 136 00:09:01,280 --> 00:09:03,040 I got her three customers, nothing's free! 137 00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:06,880 No offence, but my brother always goes to Sunrise 138 00:09:07,120 --> 00:09:08,440 30,000! 139 00:09:08,560 --> 00:09:10,080 - No offence to you either, but... - 30,000?! 140 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:12,240 30,000 bro! How much are you making off us? 141 00:09:12,320 --> 00:09:14,560 No offence to you either, but your brother is an idiot! 142 00:09:14,640 --> 00:09:16,040 And the girls at sunrise are ugly as shit. 143 00:09:16,080 --> 00:09:18,200 - Fuck off. - The one I'm taking you to is gorgeous, 144 00:09:18,320 --> 00:09:19,720 - you'll see. - Okay. 145 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:21,040 Go with your brother Jean Paul. 146 00:09:21,160 --> 00:09:23,320 Bro I wish my brother would take me, I wouldn't need Adnan. 147 00:09:23,520 --> 00:09:24,520 He'd never take you. 148 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:27,720 Anyways, we're all going in at the same time, right? 149 00:09:27,800 --> 00:09:29,800 Jean Paul, we need to go easy on the girl. 150 00:09:29,840 --> 00:09:32,040 - Bro what kind of question is that? - You'll go in one by one. 151 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:34,400 It would be weird if we all went in together, 152 00:09:34,560 --> 00:09:36,040 we'd do more laughing than sex. 153 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:41,240 If we went in all together she'd only want me. 154 00:09:41,320 --> 00:09:42,640 You'd wait in the corner. 155 00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:44,520 - You dog! - Yeah, you're a wolf. 156 00:09:44,640 --> 00:09:47,200 Why would she look at you if I'm there. 157 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:49,720 Where are we going first? 158 00:09:49,840 --> 00:09:52,000 We have to go to the pharmacy to get condoms and the Eros. 159 00:09:52,360 --> 00:09:54,040 What's that, what's the second thing you said? 160 00:09:54,480 --> 00:09:55,840 - Eros bro. - What's Eros? 161 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:58,040 It's a spray you use so you don't cum too quick. 162 00:09:58,400 --> 00:10:01,240 - I don't need it. - Bro, I just jerked off twice 163 00:10:01,280 --> 00:10:04,920 - Well, you're gonna cum in two seconds. - Jean Paul said he doesn't need it. 164 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:07,720 Then he'll cum in two seconds and have paid 50,000 for nothing. 165 00:10:07,920 --> 00:10:11,000 Habibi it's all in your head, it's all about self-control. 166 00:10:11,080 --> 00:10:13,200 I'm not so sure there's anything inside your head. 167 00:10:13,320 --> 00:10:14,560 Yeah, whatever. 168 00:10:15,560 --> 00:10:17,080 Oh my God, oh my God! 169 00:10:18,640 --> 00:10:20,240 She doesn't shut up! 170 00:10:22,720 --> 00:10:24,680 Reply, reply so she doesn't dump you. 171 00:10:24,840 --> 00:10:27,040 Man, I told her I'm going to visit my aunt in Beirut. 172 00:10:27,560 --> 00:10:29,360 - Good job. - But the thing is... 173 00:10:30,040 --> 00:10:33,120 she told me to send her a selfie with my aunt when I get there. 174 00:10:33,400 --> 00:10:36,680 Easy, just take a selfie with the patrona when we get there, 175 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:39,280 - and send that to her. - Listen, don't joke like that. 176 00:10:39,480 --> 00:10:41,040 Just forget about her for today! 177 00:10:41,120 --> 00:10:44,400 I'm serious, no one mention my family or my girlfriend. 178 00:10:45,400 --> 00:10:47,280 - You got it boss. - How long have you been together? 179 00:10:47,720 --> 00:10:49,680 Bro, like a year and seven months. 180 00:10:49,840 --> 00:10:51,720 - And three hours! - So why don't you have sex with her? 181 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:53,360 Have sex with my girlfriend? 182 00:10:53,480 --> 00:10:55,040 - So what? - Are you stupid or something? 183 00:10:55,160 --> 00:10:57,320 - Isn't it better than paying for it! - Shame on you. 184 00:10:57,360 --> 00:10:59,640 Bro, I've only kissed my girlfriend twice in a year and seven months. 185 00:10:59,680 --> 00:11:01,440 What a great relationship! 186 00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:04,880 Once on Valentine's day and once on her birthday. 187 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:06,160 - Nice. - Jean Paul... 188 00:11:06,280 --> 00:11:08,200 the only reason we're going to a whore right now 189 00:11:08,320 --> 00:11:09,840 is because of people like you. 190 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:12,240 If you were all just a little more open minded, 191 00:11:12,360 --> 00:11:14,520 we wouldn't have to go spend money on this shit. 192 00:11:14,600 --> 00:11:17,440 Bro that's how it is, I would never marry a girl who isn't a virgin. 193 00:11:17,520 --> 00:11:20,480 There is no way my future wife won't be a virgin. 194 00:11:20,600 --> 00:11:23,640 - But it's okay for you to do it?! - Of course it's okay. 195 00:11:23,720 --> 00:11:26,400 It's okay for me to do it but it's not okay for her. 196 00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:27,920 It's that simple. 197 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:29,640 Why don't you give it to her from behind? 198 00:11:29,720 --> 00:11:31,320 I'll tell you who I'll give it to from behind. 199 00:11:31,600 --> 00:11:35,320 I think the best thing you could do is hang her picture on the wall 200 00:11:35,440 --> 00:11:36,720 and look but don't touch. 201 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:38,720 - Of course I will... - Fuck off already with your bullshit! 202 00:11:38,800 --> 00:11:41,560 Listen, when I have a fancy office of my own one day, 203 00:11:41,640 --> 00:11:46,480 I'll have my wife's photo sitting on my desk, but you won't have shit. 204 00:11:47,880 --> 00:11:50,440 I'll keep her in my heart, I don't need a desk. 205 00:11:50,560 --> 00:11:52,480 - Yo! - Captain! 206 00:11:52,920 --> 00:11:54,120 - Rayan! - Captain! 207 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:56,680 - Yo! - What's going on? 208 00:11:57,680 --> 00:11:59,000 Where you guys headed? 209 00:11:59,080 --> 00:12:00,480 I'm taking the boys to get laid. 210 00:12:00,520 --> 00:12:03,280 - Awesome! - I'm rolling, I don't want him to see me. 211 00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:04,840 Wait for me over there. 212 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:06,480 Give me a minute. 213 00:12:06,840 --> 00:12:08,640 - I'm rolling this king... - I got you, I got you. 214 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:09,920 Take it with you, smoke it on the way. 215 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:12,200 No way bro, even without a joint I can't see straight. 216 00:12:12,560 --> 00:12:13,560 Where are you going? 217 00:12:14,040 --> 00:12:16,360 I need to drop off this order, then we're gonna get wasted. 218 00:12:16,480 --> 00:12:17,600 Drop us off at the pharmacy. 219 00:12:17,720 --> 00:12:19,160 - Get on. - We need to get condoms and Eros. 220 00:12:19,280 --> 00:12:21,160 - Awesome. - Get on boys! 221 00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:23,480 - Climb up. - Bro I hate sitting in the trunk. 222 00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:25,600 - Crazy motherfuckers. - We're good captain! 223 00:12:25,720 --> 00:12:26,720 Alright. 224 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:35,120 I'm anxious all the time. 225 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:37,560 I can't be in tight spaces, 226 00:12:38,640 --> 00:12:41,320 elevators scare me, and I can't go to the movies. 227 00:12:42,200 --> 00:12:44,680 That's why I enjoy being in the water so much. 228 00:12:46,240 --> 00:12:49,720 As a child, I would imagine the mothers of my close friends naked. 229 00:12:50,120 --> 00:12:53,720 Not in arousal, but in envy of not having been born out of them, 230 00:12:54,840 --> 00:12:56,040 into love. 231 00:12:58,440 --> 00:13:02,320 My father's brother abused me from when I was 8 till 14. 232 00:13:02,440 --> 00:13:05,040 He died of a heart attack when I was 18. 233 00:13:06,560 --> 00:13:09,640 After his death, I told my mother what he did to me. 234 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:12,120 She made me swear not to tell my father. 235 00:13:12,360 --> 00:13:15,960 She said there is no point in digging up the secrets of the dead. 236 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:17,920 It killed me. 237 00:13:20,040 --> 00:13:25,720 I will die in a nursing home at 67, alone, humming my favorite song. 238 00:13:31,720 --> 00:13:33,600 What if none of this is real? 239 00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:37,960 What if we really are just a science experiment 240 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:40,040 of some advanced alien species? 241 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:42,360 Or worse... 242 00:13:43,480 --> 00:13:45,920 What if we're some forgotten science experiment, 243 00:13:45,960 --> 00:13:49,000 tucked away in the back of an alien closet somewhere? 244 00:13:51,400 --> 00:13:54,880 Two years from now, I will sleep with a man for the first time. 245 00:13:55,840 --> 00:14:00,640 He will hold me after it, and for the first time in my life, I will feel free. 246 00:14:00,880 --> 00:14:03,000 Enclosed in the arms of another man. 247 00:14:05,840 --> 00:14:08,640 At the age of 40, I will get married to a reserved 30 - year - old woman 248 00:14:08,680 --> 00:14:11,040 and never touch another man. 249 00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:14,440 My wife will doubt my sexuality in our first year of marriage 250 00:14:14,560 --> 00:14:16,000 and she'll confront me about it. 251 00:14:16,560 --> 00:14:17,640 But I won't say anything. 252 00:14:19,280 --> 00:14:23,920 I will keep staring into her eyes, begging her to look away from mine. 253 00:14:25,400 --> 00:14:28,040 I will think about my death many times throughout my life, 254 00:14:28,480 --> 00:14:30,320 wonder how it would happen. 255 00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:34,040 A car crash, slipping in the bathroom, 256 00:14:34,360 --> 00:14:37,720 a stray bullet at some neighbor's graduation party. 257 00:14:38,720 --> 00:14:43,600 Or in my sleep, the best way to go, a dream. 258 00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:47,360 At 66, I will lose function of my liver 259 00:14:47,480 --> 00:14:50,040 and because of a severe lack of donors, I will die a year later. 260 00:14:51,360 --> 00:14:53,640 I could have never expected this. 261 00:14:57,040 --> 00:14:58,040 I love this dude. 262 00:14:58,280 --> 00:14:59,280 Gibran! 263 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:00,520 Mr. Gibran! 264 00:15:01,320 --> 00:15:03,040 - What's up?! - God give you strength! 265 00:15:03,280 --> 00:15:05,520 I can't believe how annoying this guy is! 266 00:15:05,640 --> 00:15:07,600 - Why is he annoying?! - What's wrong with him? 267 00:15:07,640 --> 00:15:09,320 You're the annoying one here, 268 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:12,040 this guy works day and night to make a living! 269 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:13,160 This isn't work. 270 00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:17,280 This is a 50-year-old man in a clown suit who drives around listening to music. 271 00:15:18,560 --> 00:15:21,880 At least he makes it to the end of the day with some money in his pocket. 272 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:23,840 You're going to go spend your money on a whore. 273 00:15:24,160 --> 00:15:26,360 You're the one taking me. 274 00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:29,040 Because you begged me, I felt sorry for you. 275 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:32,240 - His son died, right? - His son and his wife. 276 00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:37,600 A car crash, they were on that road that takes you from Amioun to Checka. 277 00:15:38,240 --> 00:15:40,160 So many people have died on that fucking road. 278 00:15:40,400 --> 00:15:41,400 Poor souls. 279 00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:43,040 And they still haven't put up any lights. 280 00:15:43,120 --> 00:15:44,120 Let me say something. 281 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:46,400 And this idiot makes fun of the poor guy. 282 00:15:46,520 --> 00:15:50,720 He doesn't give a fuck about anything, he's been through way too much to care. 283 00:15:50,880 --> 00:15:53,960 You proud of that selfie of you and your friends making fun of him?! 284 00:15:54,040 --> 00:15:55,240 Posting it on Facebook! 285 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:56,600 You said it, we're making fun of him. 286 00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:59,000 - Yeah because you're an idiot. - Let me tell you something. 287 00:15:59,080 --> 00:16:01,000 You're saying that his son died in a crash or whatever, 288 00:16:01,080 --> 00:16:03,320 but that's no excuse for this guy to act the way he does. 289 00:16:03,400 --> 00:16:05,320 - He's not right in the head. - Bro there's no shame in working. 290 00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:06,920 If he had any self-respect, he'd do something else. 291 00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:08,320 You know who he thinks he is. 292 00:16:08,360 --> 00:16:10,400 Alright whatever, you guys are right! 293 00:16:10,440 --> 00:16:13,560 - No, you're the one who's always right. - Keep joking and see where that gets you. 294 00:16:13,680 --> 00:16:15,080 He thinks he's the Queen of England. 295 00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:17,520 He's gonna stand and start doing the little hand-wave. 296 00:16:17,600 --> 00:16:19,000 Snap out of it already. 297 00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:21,040 - One day, you'll see. - No one is better than anyone else. 298 00:16:26,280 --> 00:16:28,040 Every day he wakes up, 299 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:30,040 he lifts his head off the pillow, 300 00:16:30,880 --> 00:16:32,920 puts his feet on the ground, 301 00:16:33,440 --> 00:16:35,440 puts on his clown suit, 302 00:16:35,920 --> 00:16:37,480 and he tries. 303 00:16:38,600 --> 00:16:40,600 We're all doing the same thing. 304 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:45,000 So why do they call him crazy? 305 00:16:46,560 --> 00:16:48,320 The pharmacy up ahead. 306 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:51,360 Drop us off here to the right captain. 307 00:16:51,640 --> 00:16:52,640 And thank you! 308 00:16:52,880 --> 00:16:54,480 - At your service! - You're welcome boys! 309 00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:59,360 - Here's good captain. - Thanks captain. 310 00:16:59,920 --> 00:17:00,920 Come on, get off. 311 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:02,320 - Help the queen. - Thanks captain. 312 00:17:02,680 --> 00:17:05,960 Seriously give me a hand, I'm not used to this. 313 00:17:06,040 --> 00:17:07,720 Be careful your highness. 314 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:09,400 Come here, give me a hand. 315 00:17:09,520 --> 00:17:11,000 Who the fuck do you think you are? 316 00:17:11,080 --> 00:17:12,480 I don't want to get my clothes dirty. 317 00:17:12,560 --> 00:17:15,040 - Thanks captain. - You need to wash your trunk! 318 00:17:15,080 --> 00:17:16,720 You need to watch your mouth. 319 00:17:17,240 --> 00:17:18,560 He's such an idiot. 320 00:17:18,920 --> 00:17:20,240 So who's going in? 321 00:17:20,360 --> 00:17:21,720 - I don't want his hand sweat on me. - Not me. 322 00:17:23,360 --> 00:17:25,000 Listen, don't touch me. 323 00:17:25,480 --> 00:17:27,040 Chill. Don't push. 324 00:17:27,120 --> 00:17:29,920 - So who's it going to be? - Not me. 325 00:17:30,280 --> 00:17:32,120 What do you mean not me? Someone has to go in. 326 00:17:32,240 --> 00:17:34,560 I got a condom from my brother, I'm good. 327 00:17:35,280 --> 00:17:37,600 - And I don't want Eros. - You go in. 328 00:17:37,720 --> 00:17:40,040 There's no way I'm going in, this is the closest pharmacy to my house. 329 00:17:40,120 --> 00:17:42,640 Guys, I'm the one taking you, and she might not let me in, 330 00:17:42,720 --> 00:17:44,240 you seriously expect me to get you the stuff too? 331 00:17:44,320 --> 00:17:45,720 Exactly, go in get us the stuff. 332 00:17:45,920 --> 00:17:47,320 You think I work for your dad or something? 333 00:17:47,440 --> 00:17:49,720 You don't work for my dad, you work for me. 334 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:52,080 - Hurry up. - You go in you pussy. 335 00:17:52,200 --> 00:17:53,240 You're the pussy, don't call me a pussy! 336 00:17:53,360 --> 00:17:55,120 - Don't touch me. - Don't say that word to me. 337 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:56,480 Say whatever you want, but don't touch me. 338 00:17:56,600 --> 00:17:58,200 - You're a cunt pussy! - You're the pussy! 339 00:17:58,480 --> 00:17:59,840 You're the fucking pussy! 340 00:17:59,960 --> 00:18:03,440 - Calm down guys! - Watch yourself! 341 00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:06,840 - Stop yelling! - I'm going home! 342 00:18:08,280 --> 00:18:09,840 What do you mean you're going home? 343 00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:11,040 I want to go home. 344 00:18:11,120 --> 00:18:12,240 I'll go in. 345 00:18:12,360 --> 00:18:14,480 I don't want anyone to go in! I wanna go home! 346 00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:16,960 You already spoke to the woman and told her we're coming. 347 00:18:17,040 --> 00:18:19,160 Come on bro, please, for me. I'll go in. 348 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:21,520 Just for you. 349 00:18:21,640 --> 00:18:22,720 And because I already called her, 350 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:24,320 I don't want to look bad because of this piece of shit. 351 00:18:24,400 --> 00:18:25,360 Thank you. 352 00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:26,680 Why are you acting like kids?! 353 00:18:26,720 --> 00:18:28,720 It's all good, I'm going in, shake hands. 354 00:18:28,840 --> 00:18:31,480 He thinks he's some big shit, he can't even buy a fucking condom. 355 00:18:31,520 --> 00:18:32,720 We're going to have a good time! 356 00:18:33,360 --> 00:18:35,960 - You're lucky my shirt didn't rip. - Fuck your shirt. 357 00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:37,560 - Shake hands! - Don't say it again. 358 00:18:37,640 --> 00:18:41,000 - What does the Eros look like? - And I'm not going in. 359 00:18:41,640 --> 00:18:43,400 Bro, it should be next to the condoms. 360 00:18:43,520 --> 00:18:45,520 - What's it look like? - There's a guy doing this. 361 00:18:45,640 --> 00:18:46,840 What do you mean a guy doing this? 362 00:18:46,920 --> 00:18:48,400 A guy doing this on the bottle Etienne! 363 00:18:48,560 --> 00:18:50,480 Right by the condoms, you can't miss it. 364 00:18:51,320 --> 00:18:52,720 Give me your lighter. 365 00:18:53,960 --> 00:18:55,440 And it has a gold cap! 366 00:19:11,680 --> 00:19:13,000 There he is, let's go. 367 00:19:13,280 --> 00:19:14,280 Why is he walking alone? 368 00:19:14,520 --> 00:19:15,520 I don't know, let's go. 369 00:19:16,440 --> 00:19:17,440 Etienne! 370 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:19,720 Yo, Etienne! 371 00:19:22,440 --> 00:19:24,880 - Etienne, did you get the stuff bro? - Here. 372 00:19:27,160 --> 00:19:28,160 You got the flavored ones? 373 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:30,040 Bro I just grabbed the first ones I saw. 374 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:34,040 - Dumbass! - Bro why don't you go in and get them? 375 00:19:34,160 --> 00:19:35,720 He almost got hit by a car! 376 00:19:36,160 --> 00:19:37,320 She scared the shit out of me! 377 00:19:37,440 --> 00:19:39,440 She was texting and speeding, she almost got me! 378 00:19:39,560 --> 00:19:40,560 Calm down! 379 00:19:41,720 --> 00:19:46,040 "Three colored and flavored condoms." 380 00:19:46,640 --> 00:19:47,640 Count your blessings. 381 00:19:50,880 --> 00:19:51,880 Motherfucker 382 00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:56,600 Here. 383 00:19:57,040 --> 00:19:58,040 Here. 384 00:19:58,440 --> 00:19:59,560 You stick with your brother. 385 00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:01,640 - I'm good, I don't need you. - Sure. 386 00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:03,880 Listen, don't worry about how to put it on. 387 00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:06,160 She's going to suck it a bit and then put it on for you. 388 00:20:06,280 --> 00:20:08,360 Just don't get too excited and try to eat her out. 389 00:20:08,720 --> 00:20:10,240 Because you'll get some disease in your mouth. 390 00:20:10,360 --> 00:20:11,360 Exactly. 391 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:13,000 Don't throw stuff on the floor. 392 00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:16,400 I hope she likes strawberries. 393 00:20:16,920 --> 00:20:20,240 Guys, I have a feeling I'm gonna be a beast. 394 00:20:20,640 --> 00:20:22,560 I'm gonna tear it up, it's gonna be wild. 395 00:20:22,600 --> 00:20:24,240 She's not gonna know what hit her. 396 00:20:24,520 --> 00:20:26,160 Why don't you take some rings with you, marry her. 397 00:20:26,200 --> 00:20:29,080 Man! She's gonna retire after I'm done with her. 398 00:20:30,400 --> 00:20:32,720 - You're like the next Marc Dorcel. - Even better! 399 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:45,280 The color of your eyes is what I adore, looking into them is what I live for. 400 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:47,640 My crazy neighbor sounds better than you do. 401 00:20:47,680 --> 00:20:49,480 You own my heart and soul. 402 00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:51,120 Man, she's going to sing to me. 403 00:20:52,080 --> 00:20:53,640 - She'll dream about me in her sleep. - For sure. 404 00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:56,120 Yeah, she's been waiting for you all day. 405 00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:57,240 You'll see. 406 00:20:58,080 --> 00:20:59,240 Confidence is key. 407 00:20:59,360 --> 00:21:01,480 After I'm done with her, she's gonna beg me to stay. 408 00:21:03,840 --> 00:21:06,320 Here, take a cigarette, but just keep that mouth closed. 409 00:21:06,360 --> 00:21:07,720 - I'd love one. - Here, on me. 410 00:21:07,840 --> 00:21:09,920 This is the first time something good comes out of you. 411 00:21:10,520 --> 00:21:11,880 Yeah, you're welcome. 412 00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:16,240 So I planned this whole thing, called the woman and everything... 413 00:21:16,600 --> 00:21:18,080 Who's gonna buy me a beer? 414 00:21:18,520 --> 00:21:21,040 I don't have any money, I mean I have, but just enough for me. 415 00:21:21,160 --> 00:21:23,560 It's just a beer, don't make big deal out of it. 416 00:21:23,640 --> 00:21:25,120 - Don't worry about it, I got you. - Cool. 417 00:21:25,400 --> 00:21:26,520 Adnan, the next one is on me. 418 00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:28,960 Thank you, God bless you and your families! 419 00:21:30,840 --> 00:21:33,000 You should ask God to bless your sorry ass. 420 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:37,720 It's lit! 421 00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:39,880 Adnan, get me some mint gum. 422 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,280 - What's up Lello? - Hey! Welcome, welcome. 423 00:21:42,640 --> 00:21:45,400 - How you doing? - We're gonna get a beer. 424 00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:47,560 Sure, in the fridge. 425 00:21:49,600 --> 00:21:51,320 Get me Unica please Adnan. 426 00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:52,680 Alright. 427 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:57,400 - What does he want, Unica? - Etienne, don't forget the Unica! 428 00:21:57,600 --> 00:21:59,480 We heard you, we're not deaf! 429 00:21:59,520 --> 00:22:01,880 One Unica, a packet of gum, and two beers. 430 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:04,520 - One beer Lello, just one. - One beer or two? 431 00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:07,640 - Two beers, Unica, and gum. - One beer. 432 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:11,520 - 3,500. - You got any carrots Lello? 433 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:13,600 - Adnan... - Here's 5,000. 434 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:16,200 if we put you on this scale nothing would happen... 435 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:18,000 Put back the Unica, we don't want it! 436 00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:19,480 Because you're a worthless piece of shit! 437 00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:21,280 - They're just joking. - It's all good. 438 00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:24,480 Here you go. 439 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:29,720 - Thanks Lello. - See you around Lello. 440 00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:31,320 Have a good day boys. 441 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:34,640 - Bye. - Bye. 442 00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:39,240 You think he's just pretending to be blind? 443 00:22:39,520 --> 00:22:41,560 Why is he so happy all the time?! 444 00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:44,040 I have a feeling he sees better than we do. 445 00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:26,040 Come on, open up. 446 00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:28,880 Cheers to us! 447 00:23:29,120 --> 00:23:30,440 Cheers to this trip! 448 00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:32,360 Cheers to her! 449 00:23:33,480 --> 00:23:34,640 Who wants gum? 450 00:23:35,720 --> 00:23:36,720 Me. 451 00:23:37,120 --> 00:23:39,200 - Finish what's in your mouth first. - Two pieces. 452 00:23:40,840 --> 00:23:42,440 - You like chocolate, don't you? - Here. 453 00:23:42,720 --> 00:23:45,440 So we take the small bus yeah? 454 00:23:46,360 --> 00:23:48,160 - No way. - Bro it's faster! 455 00:23:48,240 --> 00:23:50,560 I don't care, I'm not in a hurry, there's no way I'm getting on a small bus. 456 00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:52,000 I don't fit in the small ones. 457 00:23:52,080 --> 00:23:53,720 - What do you mean? - It doesn't make a difference. 458 00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:55,040 We're gonna take the big one, don't argue. 459 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:56,920 How about we take the first bus that stops. 460 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:01,280 - Adnan... - I'm not getting on a small one. 461 00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:03,320 You guys think this truck is open? 462 00:24:03,760 --> 00:24:05,080 Check. 463 00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:06,520 Try... 464 00:24:09,120 --> 00:24:10,600 Get on, we'll go in this! 465 00:24:11,360 --> 00:24:12,680 Here, hold this. 466 00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:23,480 I'm content. 467 00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:27,920 The only thing I regret in life is not learning how to ski. 468 00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:34,040 Seven years from now, my father, a truck driver for a fuel company, 469 00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:37,040 will crash his truck and become paralyzed from the neck down. 470 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:43,000 At 37, my parents will start pressuring me to get married, 471 00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:45,040 I will meet someone. 472 00:24:45,240 --> 00:24:48,400 And eventually, my wife and I will learn to love each other 473 00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:50,040 and care for one another. 474 00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:52,640 We will have a boy together. 475 00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:55,400 I will take him skiing every chance I get 476 00:24:55,560 --> 00:24:57,720 and wait for him all day at the bottom of the slopes. 477 00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:03,160 Every time I see him skiing towards me, brilliantly, growing, I will smile. 478 00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:08,120 At 66, I will have a heart attack while driving the truck, 479 00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:14,440 I'll park at a gas station on the side of the highway, and turn the engine off. 480 00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:22,600 What is it? 481 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:25,040 Imagine if that car hit Jean Paul, 482 00:25:25,160 --> 00:25:26,840 while on his way to get laid for the first time? 483 00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:29,040 - Why? - He would have died a virgin. 484 00:25:29,120 --> 00:25:31,160 It's not funny, I'm serious. Fuck off already! 485 00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:32,320 What would you prefer? 486 00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:33,920 "Always in our hearts" or "Gone but not forgotten"? 487 00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:35,840 - Shut up and walk. - How about "Our prince in the sky"? 488 00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:36,880 Fuck off! 489 00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:38,720 Dumb nigger. 490 00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:40,280 Bunch of idiots. 491 00:25:44,040 --> 00:25:45,280 What was that Danks? 492 00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:47,560 - "Our prince in the sky". - Yeah that's the one. 493 00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:50,040 What a prince! 494 00:25:56,480 --> 00:25:58,680 If the small one comes first, we'll get on it. 495 00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:00,880 I'm not getting on a small one, get that through your head! 496 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:02,000 Here's a big one. 497 00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:04,400 Let's get some pussy! 498 00:26:06,720 --> 00:26:07,720 Grow up already. 499 00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:10,160 - I want to sit by the window! - Don't start! 500 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:11,520 - Move! - Stop fighting. 501 00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:15,560 - Hey. - God give you strength. 502 00:26:17,680 --> 00:26:18,680 Hello. 503 00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:32,160 Give me a cigarette. 504 00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:34,640 Every time you see the pack you have to take one?! 505 00:26:43,000 --> 00:26:45,000 Do you guys hear that?! Etienne, that's the song! 506 00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:47,960 I love this song, driver turn it up! 507 00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:49,360 What are you doing? 508 00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:51,480 - What the fuck are you doing?! - Sit down bro! 509 00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:56,960 No, don't film! 510 00:26:58,080 --> 00:26:59,120 Here it is! 511 00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:01,320 "Jump, go crazy! Jump, go crazy! Crazy! Crazy! Crazy!" 512 00:27:01,440 --> 00:27:03,080 Driver turn the music down! 513 00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:05,160 And put out that cigarette! 514 00:27:05,280 --> 00:27:06,920 Don't you see the women and children?! 515 00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:09,400 - Throw it out now! - Sit your ass down bro! 516 00:27:10,120 --> 00:27:11,240 Sir, we're sorry! 517 00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:13,680 Excuse our friend here, he's a little retarded. 518 00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:16,960 Throw it out already! 519 00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:24,240 Don't pull this shit when we get there, you better not make me look bad. 520 00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:27,640 See this shirt, and the watch and the gold around my neck? 521 00:27:27,880 --> 00:27:29,960 Your broke ass isn't even going in. 522 00:27:31,880 --> 00:27:32,880 He's proud of his shirt. 523 00:27:33,120 --> 00:27:36,040 When you're in the coffin, want us to dress you up in a nice shirt like this one? 524 00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:39,840 Stop bringing that shit up, it's not funny! I almost died. 525 00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:41,920 - We'll get a couple of speakers... - Fuck off! 526 00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:45,160 Put them in the coffin and play "Jump, Go Crazy" and he'll be flapping around. 527 00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:47,040 I'm serious! Stop laughing! 528 00:27:47,120 --> 00:27:48,680 I almost died, it's not funny! 529 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:50,960 It's not my fault no one gives a shit about you 530 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:52,520 but I got a family who cares about me. 531 00:27:52,680 --> 00:27:54,440 Give it a rest, stop playing the victim! 532 00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:56,440 Yeah I am the victim, you re all ganging up on me. 533 00:27:56,560 --> 00:27:58,160 We're all victims here Jean Paul. 534 00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:00,400 So stop talking about it then! Got it?! 535 00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:03,360 Stop shouting, we're sitting in a bus, not a mad house. 536 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:05,120 Yeah, your house is the real mad house. 537 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:09,600 Jean Paul, you want us to film you when you go in? 538 00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:12,040 - Film what? - A video of you inside with her. 539 00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:13,720 - Are you stupid or something? - Why not?! 540 00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:16,840 - Fuck off! - Come on, really. 541 00:28:16,880 --> 00:28:18,160 Bro we'd be the only ones who'd see it. 542 00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:20,040 - Hell no! Are you crazy?! - We'll delete it right after. 543 00:28:20,120 --> 00:28:21,080 You think I'm trying to embarrass myself?! 544 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:22,480 Come on, please. 545 00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:23,560 You want to embarrass yourself go ahead! 546 00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:24,600 I don't mind being filmed. 547 00:28:24,680 --> 00:28:26,320 We'll watch it once and delete it right after. 548 00:28:26,360 --> 00:28:29,040 What if it ever gets out?! I have a future ahead of me. 549 00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:31,000 I got it, I'll film him like I just did now. 550 00:28:31,040 --> 00:28:32,720 You don't even have 1,000 lira to go in. 551 00:28:33,120 --> 00:28:36,000 Tell me, do you? Wait for us at the door! 552 00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:37,720 What if she doesn't let me in? 553 00:28:37,840 --> 00:28:39,360 I'll need another beer, to pass the time. 554 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:42,000 - I told you, second one's on me. - You won't get him shit. 555 00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:43,600 - What's it to you?! - Why don't you buy your own? 556 00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:47,080 - Jean Paul, mind your own goddam business! - Answer me, do you have any money?! 557 00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:48,960 You know I don't, you trying to embarrass me? 558 00:28:49,280 --> 00:28:51,360 Guys we're not the only ones on this bus. 559 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:53,880 - Everybody knows you're a deadbeat. - I'll get you a beer bro. 560 00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:04,960 He looks out the window and sees life rushing past. 561 00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:09,320 All these people going somewhere, all these goners. 562 00:29:10,320 --> 00:29:12,560 He wonders if they're as lost as he is, 563 00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:15,920 pretending to know exactly where they're going. 564 00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:21,000 This security guard is on his way to protect the money of millionaires. 565 00:29:22,040 --> 00:29:24,560 And they pass him without ever noticing 566 00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:27,840 that he himself is made of millions of priceless dreams, 567 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:32,400 that keep him from closing his eyes, for good. 568 00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:39,040 He looks in and worries, 569 00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:43,200 who's going to protect him from his own thoughts? 570 00:29:57,320 --> 00:30:01,640 I know right now you feel like life is going to turn out exactly like in the books. 571 00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:07,680 But one day you're going to wake up and the colors are not going to seem as bright. 572 00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:14,640 And ten years from now, you're going to find your grandmother resting on her couch. 573 00:30:15,600 --> 00:30:17,520 And her body is going to seem strange to you, 574 00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:21,840 pale skin, eyes empty, stiff jaw. 575 00:30:24,880 --> 00:30:28,000 Promise me that you'll appreciate the time you have left with her. 576 00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:31,640 That you'll hold her hand every once in a while. 577 00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:35,720 Remember her stories and tell them to your children one day. 578 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:39,680 And always remember her face the way it is now. 579 00:30:42,680 --> 00:30:47,000 And never ever forget that one day, someone will find you, 580 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:48,600 resting on your couch, 581 00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:53,160 with pale skin, empty eyes and a stiff jaw, 582 00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:07,480 It's hard to look past the eye. 583 00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:10,960 What about trying to look in? 584 00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:14,720 To see a father maybe, 585 00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:17,600 on his way home to carry his little girl, 586 00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:20,000 and dive into her eyes. 587 00:31:22,880 --> 00:31:24,560 Or this boy, 588 00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:28,240 who was once playing with his brother with an air gun 589 00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:31,480 when the gun accidentally went off and took out his eye. 590 00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:36,040 And he became "the guy with one eye." 591 00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:40,560 You guys wanna play a game? 592 00:31:41,120 --> 00:31:42,560 - What game? - Adnan, you listening? 593 00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:43,680 What kind of game? 594 00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:46,040 We see who can last longer holding their breath crossing the tunnel. 595 00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:47,640 You think you can cross the whole tunnel? 596 00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:49,360 Is everything a joke to you?! 597 00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:50,720 And yes, you wanna bet I'll win?! 598 00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:52,280 - You wanna bet? - Let's do it. 599 00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:54,160 - You smoke way too much. - Everybody's in? 600 00:31:54,280 --> 00:31:56,040 - Why not?! - Alright, I'm in. 601 00:31:56,120 --> 00:31:59,520 You're gonna back out half way through or you're gonna cheat. 602 00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:02,240 - Bro we're in! - We'll see. 603 00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:04,440 - Etienne? - I'm in too. 604 00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:05,880 How do I make sure you're not cheating? 605 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:07,360 - Watch me. - Have faith. 606 00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:09,560 Are you gonna breathe through your nose? 607 00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:11,360 I trust you, but I don't trust Adnan. 608 00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:12,720 Adnan I'm watching you. 609 00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:14,840 - I'm gonna count to five and we start. - Okay. 610 00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:15,920 - Okay? - Okay. 611 00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:17,440 Ready? On five. 612 00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:18,560 One... 613 00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:20,120 Two... 614 00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:22,280 Three... 615 00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:24,480 Four... 616 00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:27,120 Five! All of you, hold your breath now! 617 00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:58,480 Congratulations Jean Paul, you won for sure. 618 00:32:58,600 --> 00:33:00,040 I saw you cheating half way through. 619 00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:01,480 I notice everything. 620 00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:03,000 - Congratulations bro. - Thank you. 621 00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:04,520 What's up bro, you nervous? 622 00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:06,360 No bro, I'm good. 623 00:33:06,640 --> 00:33:08,240 It's easy, don't think about it too much. 624 00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:13,480 So... it's going to be pretty nasty going in last. 625 00:33:13,520 --> 00:33:16,800 I'll come up with something now and you just go with it, 626 00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:19,040 so we make sure you go in first. 627 00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:20,120 Alright. 628 00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:23,880 We're here. 629 00:33:24,120 --> 00:33:27,040 Drop us off after the bridge please! 630 00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:31,440 It's way too hot in here, I'm sweating like crazy. 631 00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:33,040 Get up and pay the man. 632 00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:35,200 Why do I have to pay? What about Etienne or Dankoura? 633 00:33:35,320 --> 00:33:38,040 Stop being such a cheap ass, they'll pay on the way back. 634 00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:42,880 Go before me so I can pay. 635 00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:45,240 He's so stingy. 636 00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:51,080 God bless you sir. 637 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:52,320 Thanks. 638 00:33:53,440 --> 00:33:54,600 - For four. - Thank you so much. 639 00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:00,680 Seriously Adnan, how much longer till we get there? 640 00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:21,920 "Come on, everybody! Jump, go crazy! Go crazy! Crazy! Crazy!" 641 00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:35,560 Guys, I wanna tell you something. 642 00:34:35,720 --> 00:34:36,880 What? 643 00:34:37,080 --> 00:34:38,280 I dreamt about her yesterday. 644 00:34:40,520 --> 00:34:42,040 She was lying in bed next to me. 645 00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:44,480 She had long black hair, black eyes, 646 00:34:45,040 --> 00:34:47,000 her tits were the size of my hand, round and tight, 647 00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:49,200 a perfect waist. 648 00:34:49,720 --> 00:34:50,720 I didn't see her ass 649 00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:53,000 because in the dream she was lying on her side looking at me. 650 00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:55,400 I was just about to get on top her when my mom woke me up. 651 00:34:56,120 --> 00:34:57,560 I was like mom why'd you wake me up? 652 00:34:58,280 --> 00:35:00,040 She said if you sleep now, you'll stay up all night. 653 00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:02,640 I was like I was happy sleeping, let me sleep! 654 00:35:04,240 --> 00:35:07,000 - I had the worst dream yesterday. - What was it? 655 00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:09,160 I dreamt that I was drowning. 656 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:11,920 Me too, I had a really weird dream 657 00:35:12,040 --> 00:35:15,680 Please bro, let's stop talking about dreams, no one cares. 658 00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:18,600 Only the therapist who gets paid to analyze your personality. 659 00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:21,480 Let's talk about something else, fuck dreams. 660 00:35:22,200 --> 00:35:24,320 - Did you decide who's going in first? - Why? 661 00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:26,200 Because it sucks being the first to go in. 662 00:35:26,240 --> 00:35:28,000 She won't be warmed up yet. 663 00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:29,480 The third one's going to have the best time. 664 00:35:29,520 --> 00:35:31,520 - Shotgun third. - I want to be third. 665 00:35:31,640 --> 00:35:33,040 I'm going in third, I called it! 666 00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,720 - It doesn't count, I wasn't ready! - I'm sorry bro, I already called it. 667 00:35:35,920 --> 00:35:38,720 - But I want to be third too. - I don't care, I'll go in first. 668 00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:39,760 Let's play rock, paper, scissor 669 00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:41,400 I'm third! Drop it! 670 00:35:42,120 --> 00:35:44,480 - Come on, play for it. - No, we agreed, I'm third. 671 00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:45,640 Alright, I'll go in second. 672 00:35:47,960 --> 00:35:49,440 Jean Paul, what is that? 673 00:35:52,160 --> 00:35:53,200 What are you doing Jean Paul? 674 00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:56,040 Jean Paul habibi, is that a cigar or am I seeing things? 675 00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:57,880 Let me see it. Give it to me a sec. 676 00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:00,040 - I want to show it to her. - Show it to me first. 677 00:36:00,360 --> 00:36:02,040 What the fuck did you do that for?! 678 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,480 You trying to embarrass me?! 679 00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:05,480 Go smoke a cigarette in front of her, don't embarrass me. 680 00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:07,560 - I paid 6,000 for it. - Who do you think you are? 681 00:36:07,640 --> 00:36:09,400 Guys we still haven't sprayed the Eros. 682 00:36:09,520 --> 00:36:12,160 He's right, we forgot the Eros and all you care about is your cigar. 683 00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:13,560 - Asshole. - Where are we gonna do this? 684 00:36:13,680 --> 00:36:15,840 - I don't know. - Let's do it over there behind the tree. 685 00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:18,400 - There? - What if someone sees us? 686 00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:19,640 Nobody's going to see us. 687 00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:21,920 You owe me a cigar. 688 00:36:21,960 --> 00:36:25,480 Don't worry, tomorrow I'll take out a loan and buy you one. 689 00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:28,960 I can't believe you brought a cigar with you. 690 00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:30,680 It suits me. 691 00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:36,920 Jean Paul... 692 00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:41,560 this spray is not for your mouth, it goes down here, okay? 693 00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:43,880 Stop talking and hurry up. 694 00:36:55,600 --> 00:36:56,600 Here. 695 00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:58,760 Pull it out of your mouth. 696 00:37:02,240 --> 00:37:03,240 What do I do? 697 00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:05,200 Stare at it. Spray you idiot! 698 00:37:05,920 --> 00:37:07,960 Move then, you trying to sneak a peek? 699 00:37:09,360 --> 00:37:11,600 I'd need a microscope to be able to see it. 700 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:17,880 Who's next? 701 00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:20,360 - Etienne? Dankoura? - Come on Dankoura, you got this. 702 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:23,240 Hurry up. 703 00:37:46,560 --> 00:37:47,520 Hey you! 704 00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:49,920 - What are you doing?! - He has a shotgun! Run! 705 00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:56,280 I don't know what I'm doing. 706 00:37:57,720 --> 00:38:00,040 This year, I will start drinking every day. 707 00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:05,160 It will start with a few beers and gradually become much more than that. 708 00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:11,000 Three years from now I'll become addicted to free base, and then I'll start dealing. 709 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:15,400 I will eventually give everything up after the death of my mother. 710 00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:17,960 Her last words to me will be, 711 00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:20,600 "Don't throw your life away." 712 00:38:21,720 --> 00:38:23,360 Really. 713 00:38:25,080 --> 00:38:27,320 At 36, I will start drinking again. 714 00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:34,920 I will always believe that it's more important to live your life than do something with it. 715 00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:39,080 I will keep avoiding any form of responsibility, 716 00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:43,560 and I will continue to abuse any substance that keeps reality as far away as possible. 717 00:38:45,080 --> 00:38:50,040 At 43 I will die of an overdose in the same bed where my mother passed away. 718 00:38:50,720 --> 00:38:53,920 They won't be able to tell what caused the overdose. 719 00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:57,040 I guess it was just too much of everything. 720 00:38:58,640 --> 00:38:59,720 Are my clothes okay? 721 00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:04,080 Jean Paul please cut the bullshit, we're here. 722 00:39:06,240 --> 00:39:07,520 Just be quiet. 723 00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:10,880 She's standing outside, I'll do the talking. 724 00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:12,000 Alright. 725 00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:24,120 Hello. 726 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:26,000 Hey boys. 727 00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:27,400 We spoke on the phone. 728 00:39:27,680 --> 00:39:29,480 Yeah on the phone we agreed on three. 729 00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:31,440 - Yeah just three. - And I told you at 4:30. 730 00:39:31,560 --> 00:39:33,720 Yeah, I just came with them to show them the way. 731 00:39:33,880 --> 00:39:37,320 The girl's running a bit late, something came up, she just spoke to me. 732 00:39:37,720 --> 00:39:39,840 She needs about half an hour, an hour to get here. 733 00:39:39,960 --> 00:39:41,080 - Half an hour, an hour? - Yeah. 734 00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:43,720 Alright, so what do we do? 735 00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:46,000 Imad, where is that gas tank I ordered?! 736 00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:51,160 So what should we do, should we go and come back later? 737 00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:52,440 Yeah, if you want. 738 00:39:55,640 --> 00:39:57,280 Alright we'll go and come back. 739 00:39:57,400 --> 00:39:58,400 About half an hour, an hour. 740 00:39:58,720 --> 00:40:00,080 Alright, cool. 741 00:40:13,520 --> 00:40:15,840 My mother died when I was thirteen. 742 00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:19,040 She was very sick. 743 00:40:19,640 --> 00:40:21,440 I helped her die. 744 00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:24,720 I gave her the pills and the glass of water. 745 00:40:27,240 --> 00:40:30,160 Whenever I'm on a bus I look at the people around me, 746 00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:34,920 and try to guess if there's anyone else there who has taken a life. 747 00:40:36,440 --> 00:40:38,640 Three years from now I will be arrested, 748 00:40:38,720 --> 00:40:43,280 and my son will be taken to an association that cares for people with disabilities. 749 00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:49,120 My only child was born with cerebral palsy. 750 00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:54,720 After my release from prison, I won't try to get him back. 751 00:40:58,240 --> 00:40:59,560 Twelve years from now, 752 00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:03,680 I will be hit by a drunk driver while walking on the side of the road. 753 00:41:06,080 --> 00:41:10,040 It will be my fault, for not looking in the right direction. 754 00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:14,360 Bro didn't you agree on a time? 755 00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:18,240 She probably got some last-minute customers and let them go before us. 756 00:41:18,360 --> 00:41:19,600 But she can't do that. 757 00:41:19,720 --> 00:41:21,440 Go... tell her she can't do that. 758 00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:25,000 Adnan, she has a weird accent, she's not Lebanese right? 759 00:41:25,240 --> 00:41:26,920 - She's Russian. - Really? Russian? 760 00:41:27,120 --> 00:41:28,680 - Yeah. - Can I go in with her? 761 00:41:28,840 --> 00:41:30,960 She's like 60 years old, she doesn't want it anymore. 762 00:41:31,400 --> 00:41:32,880 Bro how come she's Russian and working here? 763 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:36,120 She probably came when she was young and worked as a whore for a while, 764 00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:38,040 and now she has a bunch of girls working for her. 765 00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:39,840 How can she do this in broad daylight? 766 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:42,960 How come they don't stop her, throw her in jail or something? 767 00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:45,960 Bro she has clients that are all the way up, 768 00:41:46,040 --> 00:41:49,000 if anyone tries to mess with her, one phone call is all it takes. 769 00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:50,840 Let's leave, we can't just stay standing here. 770 00:41:50,960 --> 00:41:53,040 - Where should we go? - Let's go to the beach, have a beer. 771 00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:54,640 - Come on. - Alright. 772 00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:00,240 - Adnan... - What? 773 00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:03,320 Are you sure we can go down from here, isn't it just for guests of the hotel? 774 00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:05,120 Yeah? And what are we?! 775 00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:07,480 You know what I mean! 776 00:42:07,720 --> 00:42:08,880 Don't worry about it. 777 00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:11,280 We're paying customers, we'll do whatever we want. 778 00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:15,240 I really feel bad for her, I'm gonna go in and my balls are dripping sweat. 779 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:17,640 She'll make you wash yourself before you start, 780 00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:19,040 you think she's filthy like you?! 781 00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:21,040 - She has some self-respect. - Really? 782 00:42:21,160 --> 00:42:22,480 Yeah, yeah. 783 00:42:32,240 --> 00:42:34,560 - Holy Mother. - Mother Mary. 784 00:42:35,120 --> 00:42:36,400 I'd pray for her. 785 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:38,160 I'd eat her out for sure. 786 00:42:38,320 --> 00:42:40,040 I thought we weren't supposed to eat out whores? 787 00:42:40,320 --> 00:42:44,320 These ones are different, they're high class, they get tested and stuff. 788 00:42:44,560 --> 00:42:46,000 That's all I'll ever want! 789 00:42:46,040 --> 00:42:49,200 When I start working and making money, I'm going to spend all my time in the cabaret. 790 00:42:49,320 --> 00:42:51,040 You're so ugly, they won't even let you in there. 791 00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:53,240 They're so hot, it's crazy! 792 00:42:53,480 --> 00:42:54,880 I love white girls. 793 00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:57,000 I'm sure she's pink all over. 794 00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:58,680 Foreign chicks are the hottest. 795 00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:00,720 Don't you know the saying, 796 00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:04,040 "A man who doesn't adore a blonde, is blind to the beauties of this world." 797 00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:05,120 Praise the lord! 798 00:43:07,880 --> 00:43:10,320 Man I just want to be on an island alone with her. 799 00:43:10,840 --> 00:43:12,920 Just the two of us. 800 00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:17,880 She'd massage my shoulders, rub my back, take care of me. 801 00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:20,040 She'll make me forget about my parents, everybody, 802 00:43:20,120 --> 00:43:22,600 forget the world and all the showing off. 803 00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:26,000 Feed me strawberries and bananas dipped in caramel, 804 00:43:26,200 --> 00:43:28,480 and then tell me she wants me to... 805 00:43:31,000 --> 00:43:33,040 Bro the world doesn't know you exist. 806 00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:51,480 I can tell what type of place you're from. 807 00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:56,040 Where the cold made a home for itself, 808 00:43:56,840 --> 00:43:59,640 and didn't leave room for much else. 809 00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:05,880 You befriended the wind because you knew it wouldn't judge you. 810 00:44:07,120 --> 00:44:08,720 You spoke to it about your ambitions, 811 00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:14,040 your dreams, your doubts, your fears, 812 00:44:15,720 --> 00:44:17,040 and it listened. 813 00:44:19,280 --> 00:44:22,640 You were thankful for how it held your insecurities. 814 00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:27,720 And those trees, 815 00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:31,040 they've been there a while. 816 00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:37,040 And even though they're growing, they still feel the same. 817 00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:40,040 Like you. 818 00:44:43,680 --> 00:44:48,040 But you know there's more, beyond these branches. 819 00:44:50,080 --> 00:44:52,720 The places where planes take you. 820 00:44:54,320 --> 00:44:59,480 And every time you look up and see one passing, you wish you were on it. 821 00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:05,120 But we need to be careful, okay? 822 00:45:07,200 --> 00:45:09,320 Right now it's harsh, 823 00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:15,160 but the branches on the other side might be just as sharp or even sharper. 824 00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:23,040 But at least it's different, and we've had enough of this. 825 00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:31,160 It's okay to be scared, I'm scared too. 826 00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:35,520 But we can't keep waiting for later. 827 00:45:37,040 --> 00:45:39,720 Even though we know it's going to hurt. 828 00:45:40,720 --> 00:45:44,480 Like when we're in our mothers and they pull us out, and they cut the cord, 829 00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:49,400 and we cry so much, but it's worth it, because we got to see the world. 830 00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:54,960 I really feel that we can pull each other out. 831 00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:00,720 I'll even cut the cord, 832 00:46:02,200 --> 00:46:04,720 and hold you till you stop crying. 833 00:46:06,720 --> 00:46:09,040 And I'd tell you things like 834 00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:13,040 "Hey, I'm here'' 835 00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:18,480 ''Everything will be okay." 836 00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:25,520 Be careful, don't fall. 837 00:46:29,400 --> 00:46:32,120 Are you admiring your own shadow? 838 00:46:32,240 --> 00:46:34,040 Even my shadow is better looking than you are. 839 00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:36,840 What are you so happy about? Your shadow's as big as the pool. 840 00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:40,040 Wait a few years, my shadow's going to be as big as the whole country. 841 00:46:40,600 --> 00:46:41,920 So, we get some beers? 842 00:46:42,400 --> 00:46:44,400 - I feel like some ice cream. - On me. 843 00:46:44,520 --> 00:46:46,720 I also want ice cream, I'm melting in the sun. 844 00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:48,480 I could also use some ice cream. 845 00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:49,960 Dankoura, what flavor do you want? 846 00:46:50,040 --> 00:46:51,040 Lemon. 847 00:46:51,640 --> 00:46:53,160 - And you? - Chocolate. 848 00:46:53,280 --> 00:46:54,840 So now everybody wants to suck on something? 849 00:46:54,920 --> 00:46:56,160 Someone have a beer with me. 850 00:46:56,240 --> 00:46:58,040 - Hello. - Hey boys. 851 00:46:58,320 --> 00:46:59,600 Can I get a beer please? 852 00:47:00,720 --> 00:47:03,160 - Colonel or Almaza? - Colonel. 853 00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:09,080 - I open it for you? - No, I'm good. I'll do it, thanks. 854 00:47:09,200 --> 00:47:10,640 Bro, why four, Adnan doesn't want any. 855 00:47:10,720 --> 00:47:13,040 One for you, one for Dankoura and two for me. 856 00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:14,080 How much for this? 857 00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:15,560 500. 858 00:47:19,040 --> 00:47:20,040 What about this? 859 00:47:20,720 --> 00:47:21,720 Also 500. 860 00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:31,920 How much for the ice cream and the beer? 861 00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:34,000 3,500. 862 00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:40,000 Here you go. 863 00:47:42,560 --> 00:47:45,040 - God bless you bro, thanks for this. - No worries. 864 00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:54,840 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 865 00:47:55,880 --> 00:47:56,880 Thanks. 866 00:47:58,040 --> 00:47:59,040 Lower your voice! 867 00:48:07,440 --> 00:48:09,040 - What's wrong with you two? - Bro, did you see him?! 868 00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:11,200 He's such a sissy! 869 00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:14,040 You don't think this guy gets enough shit every day? 870 00:48:14,640 --> 00:48:16,200 Man, he's way too gay! 871 00:48:18,040 --> 00:48:20,480 Bro, there's nothing wrong with him, we're no better than he is. 872 00:48:20,920 --> 00:48:24,720 Man, if there was nothing wrong with him then there wouldn't be a law against it. 873 00:48:25,240 --> 00:48:27,560 I don't mind it, just let them stay out of my way. 874 00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:30,600 There's no way I'd ever be okay with it. 875 00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:31,840 "You're welcome." 876 00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:37,640 What a faggot. 877 00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:05,360 I want to be a writer. 878 00:49:07,200 --> 00:49:10,040 I want to make others feel less alone in the world. 879 00:49:12,160 --> 00:49:17,040 I hope my words will someday save someone the same way my favorite writers saved me. 880 00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:25,720 After getting my degree, I will be recruited by a major oil corporation. 881 00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:31,160 I will leave Lebanon a few months after graduation 882 00:49:31,280 --> 00:49:34,040 to be stationed in a desert in Saudi Arabia. 883 00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:37,720 Every once in a while, I'll have the same dream, 884 00:49:38,080 --> 00:49:40,040 the one where I'm drowning. 885 00:49:42,200 --> 00:49:45,560 At 57, I will retire early and move back to Lebanon 886 00:49:45,600 --> 00:49:48,000 where I will live out the rest of my days. 887 00:49:49,320 --> 00:49:52,560 At 60 I will save a dog from under a bridge. 888 00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:57,680 I will find her sleeping, holding onto her dead mother, looking for warmth. 889 00:49:59,840 --> 00:50:01,200 I will name her Sunshine. 890 00:50:02,960 --> 00:50:08,040 At 75, Sunshine will die and it will be one of the saddest moments in my life. 891 00:50:09,240 --> 00:50:13,560 People won't be able to understand how someone could be so affected by the death of a dog. 892 00:50:13,680 --> 00:50:16,920 And I won't be able to understand people. 893 00:50:18,640 --> 00:50:21,960 I will die in my sleep on a warm night in April. 894 00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:27,400 A month after my death, they will find six collections of poetry 895 00:50:27,520 --> 00:50:29,880 that I wrote but never showed to anyone. 896 00:50:31,240 --> 00:50:32,560 They will eventually be published. 897 00:50:33,320 --> 00:50:35,040 One of these collections entitled: 898 00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:37,920 "And Even Then, I Was Still Waiting For Later" 899 00:50:38,680 --> 00:50:40,640 will be translated into five different languages. 900 00:50:42,040 --> 00:50:43,040 Etienne... 901 00:50:43,200 --> 00:50:45,600 did you apply to any schools yet? 902 00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:47,000 I'm still looking around... 903 00:50:47,080 --> 00:50:49,040 Mechanical engineering for sure though? 904 00:50:49,720 --> 00:50:50,720 Most probably. 905 00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:53,040 Check out this loser. That's great though, really. 906 00:50:53,080 --> 00:50:55,440 Dankoura what about you? You're going to be a doctor right? 907 00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:57,840 Maybe a doctor, maybe a dentist, I'm not sure yet. 908 00:50:57,880 --> 00:50:59,680 But something where I get to wear a white coat. 909 00:50:59,720 --> 00:51:00,920 What are you laughing at? 910 00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:03,040 Are you proud of yourself for dropping out of school? 911 00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:06,280 And you're repeating the 10th grade for a third time, like that's an achievement. 912 00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:10,280 Everybody keeps saying "third time's the charm" 913 00:51:10,440 --> 00:51:12,040 so it has to work out this time. 914 00:51:12,160 --> 00:51:15,160 Jean Paul, I'm fine, I'm doing all right, school isn't everything. 915 00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:20,160 Yes it is, if you want to make it these days, you need a degree. 916 00:51:20,240 --> 00:51:22,920 And people look down on you when you don't have a degree. 917 00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:26,080 - I don't care how people look at me. - Jean Paul, if they're happy, leave them... 918 00:51:26,240 --> 00:51:28,840 Fuck school, just stick with me, I'll teach you a thing or two. 919 00:51:28,880 --> 00:51:30,280 And who said I wanted to make it? 920 00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:33,160 I just want to afford the meat for the grill and something to drink, 921 00:51:33,240 --> 00:51:35,160 and hang out with my friends and family. 922 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:36,400 That's all I need. 923 00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:37,600 I feel bad for you, 924 00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:42,080 you're just gonna keep drinking, fucking around, and wasting your life away. 925 00:51:42,160 --> 00:51:45,040 You'll never get anywhere, never do anything. 926 00:51:45,320 --> 00:51:48,640 You're gonna live and die and no one's ever gonna know about you. 927 00:51:49,360 --> 00:51:51,160 Bro who said I wanted to get somewhere? 928 00:51:51,240 --> 00:51:53,240 I'm happy, right here. 929 00:51:53,400 --> 00:51:56,200 What about you genius, what are you gonna do? 930 00:51:56,240 --> 00:51:57,560 You know exactly what I'm going to do. 931 00:51:57,640 --> 00:51:59,240 I do, but I love the way you tell it. 932 00:51:59,440 --> 00:52:05,080 Who's going to get your ass out of jail when they catch you with drugs on you? 933 00:52:05,240 --> 00:52:10,960 Who's gonna make sure your wife doesn't take all your money when she leaves you? 934 00:52:11,120 --> 00:52:13,640 Who's gonna be the one to save your sorry ass? 935 00:52:14,040 --> 00:52:15,640 You'll always need me. 936 00:52:15,720 --> 00:52:17,280 You're not gonna save shit! 937 00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:20,000 I'm getting out of here anyways! 938 00:52:20,080 --> 00:52:23,040 I have my uncle in America, he's working on my papers to get me over there. 939 00:52:23,080 --> 00:52:25,640 I won't need you for anything, thank the lord! 940 00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:27,560 Please God take him to America! 941 00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:30,160 Go there and work at a gas station your whole life, 942 00:52:30,240 --> 00:52:31,920 that's all you're good for. 943 00:52:32,040 --> 00:52:35,280 Then he'll marry a woman he can't speak two words to. 944 00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:40,480 Because there's no way this moron is ever gonna learn how to speak English. 945 00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:44,160 Don't worry about me, I'll use sign language or something, I'll be okay. 946 00:52:44,440 --> 00:52:46,480 Man, Lebanon is the best country in the world, 947 00:52:46,560 --> 00:52:48,400 and you won't last two seconds anywhere else. 948 00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:49,640 Greatest country yeah?! 949 00:52:49,720 --> 00:52:51,160 "From the mountains to the sea." 950 00:52:51,200 --> 00:52:52,200 "A Green Paradise." 951 00:52:52,480 --> 00:52:54,000 Like you're going anywhere?! 952 00:52:54,040 --> 00:52:56,160 I don't want to leave, I'm gonna do my best to stay. 953 00:52:56,480 --> 00:52:58,440 But if I have to, then yeah, I'll leave for sure. 954 00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:03,280 Me too, I mean if I don't find any work here, I'll have to leave. 955 00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:09,440 I'm gonna get married to a respectable Lebanese girl from a good family. 956 00:53:09,880 --> 00:53:13,640 I'll work hard, make money, build a nice home and have three boys, 957 00:53:13,720 --> 00:53:18,160 little versions of me, handsome, smart and ambitious. 958 00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:21,080 And no matter where you are on earth, 959 00:53:21,120 --> 00:53:24,320 you'll hear about me and about all the great things I'll be doing. 960 00:53:24,400 --> 00:53:26,680 And you'll need an appointment to come see me. 961 00:53:26,720 --> 00:53:29,400 - God willing. - I'm also gonna do great things! 962 00:53:29,720 --> 00:53:33,640 I'm gonna go to America and become a famous actor in Hollywood. 963 00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:36,440 - You're gonna be an actor?! - Yeah me. 964 00:53:36,560 --> 00:53:41,080 Bro you need to be smart to be an actor, you think any idiot can act? 965 00:53:41,320 --> 00:53:44,560 They won't even let you act in a school play. 966 00:53:45,120 --> 00:53:47,880 Alright, what if for example, I star in a movie about 967 00:53:48,000 --> 00:53:50,480 a guy who takes his friends to get laid for the first time. 968 00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:51,920 I'd be perfect for the part! 969 00:53:52,360 --> 00:53:54,320 Everyone will see it and then I'll be famous. 970 00:53:54,520 --> 00:53:55,520 Man, you're pathetic. 971 00:53:55,680 --> 00:53:59,640 Fuck you and that movie, and any idiot who would watch it. 972 00:54:00,720 --> 00:54:01,880 Come on, let's head back. 973 00:54:04,120 --> 00:54:08,160 Dankoura, Dankoura! Please take a picture of me, just one. 974 00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:10,120 - Fuck off Jean Paul. - Dankoura please! 975 00:54:10,240 --> 00:54:12,040 - Bro, the camera on my phone sucks. - Please, come on. 976 00:54:12,120 --> 00:54:14,040 - Just take a picture of him. - Etienne! 977 00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:15,840 He's gonna take a picture of you. 978 00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:17,160 Hold this for me please. 979 00:54:18,040 --> 00:54:19,040 Just hold it. 980 00:54:19,920 --> 00:54:21,800 Thanks. Give me a second. 981 00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:23,720 We wouldn't want the chocolate to show in the photo. 982 00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:25,040 Of course not, imagine. 983 00:54:25,200 --> 00:54:26,720 I'm going to pretend like I'm talking on the phone. 984 00:54:26,880 --> 00:54:27,960 Yeah okay, hurry up. 985 00:54:31,720 --> 00:54:33,480 - Perfect. - Just one more please. 986 00:54:33,600 --> 00:54:35,440 - The ice cream's melting. - Jean Paul fuck off already. 987 00:54:35,640 --> 00:54:37,360 Just leave it there, I'll throw it later. 988 00:54:37,600 --> 00:54:39,480 - Come on please. - So you don't want it anymore? 989 00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:40,520 No. 990 00:54:40,880 --> 00:54:43,080 Who invited him? 991 00:54:43,200 --> 00:54:45,040 - Why did we bring him with us? - Go away! 992 00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:47,200 Hurry up, let's get this over with. 993 00:54:47,320 --> 00:54:48,320 Let him finish. 994 00:54:48,920 --> 00:54:50,720 - We're good. - Last one! 995 00:54:51,080 --> 00:54:53,640 - One with the sea right behind me. - Jean Paul give it a rest bro. 996 00:54:53,720 --> 00:54:55,520 Here take this beer, take a picture with it. 997 00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:57,240 Go away. Go! 998 00:54:57,440 --> 00:54:59,360 - He's trying to act classy. - That's the money shot. 999 00:54:59,480 --> 00:55:01,000 Done. 1000 00:55:02,120 --> 00:55:04,040 Send them to me on WhatsApp. 1001 00:55:06,480 --> 00:55:07,720 - Etienne... - What? 1002 00:55:07,920 --> 00:55:09,720 If I want to post a picture on Instagram, 1003 00:55:10,200 --> 00:55:12,000 and put a caption that goes like 1004 00:55:12,920 --> 00:55:15,960 ''Do you see the size of the sea? That's how much I love you''. 1005 00:55:16,040 --> 00:55:17,720 How do I say it in English? 1006 00:55:18,120 --> 00:55:21,600 Do you see the size of the sea. 1007 00:55:22,000 --> 00:55:23,440 Holy shit, you're a genius! 1008 00:55:23,480 --> 00:55:25,200 I didn't know you spoke different languages?! 1009 00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:27,480 "My love for you is greater than the sea." 1010 00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:29,600 Sea is spelt S E A or S E E? 1011 00:55:29,720 --> 00:55:30,720 S E A. 1012 00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:32,280 Your English sounds pretty good. 1013 00:55:32,640 --> 00:55:33,960 I'm a pro, bro. 1014 00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:36,040 Seriously, you sound pretty good, how come? 1015 00:55:36,360 --> 00:55:38,480 - Bro I've been watching movies... - Etienne! 1016 00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:43,080 Maybe me and you can start talking in English more often, so I can practice. 1017 00:55:43,200 --> 00:55:45,200 - Adnan! - I might be packing my bags soon. 1018 00:55:45,480 --> 00:55:47,360 - Sure bro. - Adnan, I posted it. 1019 00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:49,920 I got 36 likes and 5 comments in a minute. 1020 00:55:50,600 --> 00:55:52,640 Show me, let me see. 1021 00:55:56,960 --> 00:55:58,400 You think anyone really likes this?! 1022 00:55:58,520 --> 00:56:01,040 They can see right through you and they know it's all bullshit. 1023 00:56:02,040 --> 00:56:05,040 What's that?! happy? fun?! 1024 00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:08,720 you are so fucking retarded! 1025 00:56:42,280 --> 00:56:44,200 I want to be an actor. 1026 00:56:46,480 --> 00:56:49,800 In nine years, I will marry my current girlfriend. 1027 00:56:50,240 --> 00:56:51,960 The wedding will cost $90,000. 1028 00:56:52,720 --> 00:56:55,800 I will take out a ten year loan from the bank to pay for it. 1029 00:56:57,160 --> 00:57:01,000 Then I will start working at a law firm owned by my father's friend. 1030 00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:04,400 I will go to castings in secret. 1031 00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:07,640 I will never get the part. 1032 00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:13,760 My happiest moments will be when I dress up as Santa Claus for my kids. 1033 00:57:14,720 --> 00:57:17,040 Every year, I will put on the suit and the beard 1034 00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:19,120 and I will act, with my whole heart, 1035 00:57:20,240 --> 00:57:22,480 till they stop believing. 1036 00:57:25,040 --> 00:57:28,720 Two years after that I will be diagnosed with leukemia. 1037 00:57:29,480 --> 00:57:31,320 Financial stress and undiagnosed severe depression 1038 00:57:31,480 --> 00:57:33,760 will cause the cancer to spread rapidly. 1039 00:57:35,080 --> 00:57:40,600 I will die at 36, leaving behind a wife, two daughters, and a $50,000 debt. 1040 00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:50,640 Alright boys, it's time. 1041 00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:52,720 Go in there and make me proud. 1042 00:57:52,800 --> 00:57:53,920 - Alright? - Sure. 1043 00:57:54,400 --> 00:57:56,960 You guys think the Eros will still have an effect? 1044 00:57:57,120 --> 00:57:58,680 Yeah, yeah, it lasts for two hours. 1045 00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:01,280 Guys, I'm feeling kind of nauseous. 1046 00:58:01,760 --> 00:58:03,480 No one told you to eat two ice creams. 1047 00:58:03,640 --> 00:58:06,000 Why don't you try and throw up before you go in? 1048 00:58:06,120 --> 00:58:08,600 It's not that bad. 1049 00:58:08,720 --> 00:58:10,720 It's better you do it now so you don't do it on her, 1050 00:58:10,760 --> 00:58:12,320 puking will cost you extra. 1051 00:58:13,440 --> 00:58:14,440 - Shit! - Danks... 1052 00:58:14,640 --> 00:58:16,080 - I'm counting on you bro. - What is it? 1053 00:58:16,200 --> 00:58:17,840 My girlfriend saw the photo I posted. 1054 00:58:17,880 --> 00:58:19,680 She's like, I thought you were at your aunt's house. 1055 00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:21,280 Can you put your phone away, we're here. 1056 00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:23,280 - Just ignore her bro. - Stop talking. 1057 00:58:23,360 --> 00:58:25,240 How do I look? Are my clothes okay? 1058 00:58:25,280 --> 00:58:27,040 Jean Paul please stop talking! 1059 00:58:27,120 --> 00:58:28,400 I look good? 1060 00:58:28,640 --> 00:58:29,920 Jean Paul enough already. 1061 00:58:41,480 --> 00:58:42,480 Hello. 1062 00:58:44,400 --> 00:58:45,400 Hello. 1063 00:58:48,480 --> 00:58:49,480 We're back. 1064 00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:51,240 Welcome. 1065 00:58:53,240 --> 00:58:55,480 - So we agreed on three, right? - Yeah, three. 1066 00:58:55,760 --> 00:58:57,360 She'll be down in a minute. 1067 00:58:57,480 --> 00:58:59,960 - Alright. - Let me explain how this works. 1068 00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:02,960 She'll come down, you'll meet her and then go up. 1069 00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:04,520 Her name is Christelle. 1070 00:59:04,800 --> 00:59:07,120 She'll tell you what to do. 1071 00:59:08,160 --> 00:59:10,760 You give her the money before you start, 1072 00:59:11,280 --> 00:59:12,600 it's 50,000 each. 1073 00:59:12,840 --> 00:59:14,760 Alright deal, you give the girl the 50,000. 1074 00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:18,200 And there's 50,000 for the room, you pay me that now before you go up. 1075 00:59:18,360 --> 00:59:20,280 What? 50,000 for the room? 1076 00:59:21,080 --> 00:59:22,080 Yeah. 1077 00:59:22,240 --> 00:59:24,120 I thought it was 50,000 including the room. 1078 00:59:24,160 --> 00:59:25,320 No, it's not... 1079 00:59:27,080 --> 00:59:29,360 The price of the room has nothing to do with the girl. 1080 00:59:31,240 --> 00:59:33,720 - Can I talk to the guys for a minute? - Go ahead. 1081 00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:38,200 Bro, you didn't tell us about the 50,000 for the room. 1082 00:59:38,280 --> 00:59:39,440 I didn't know! 1083 00:59:39,480 --> 00:59:41,840 When I came here, my uncle paid, he didn't tell me about it. 1084 00:59:41,960 --> 00:59:44,840 Adnan all I have left is the 50,000 for the girl, I swear. 1085 00:59:45,360 --> 00:59:47,680 Bro don't look at me. I have the 50,000 1086 00:59:47,800 --> 00:59:49,440 and like 7,000 to pay for the bus ride back. 1087 00:59:49,760 --> 00:59:50,920 Guys come on, we're here. 1088 00:59:51,040 --> 00:59:52,960 - What do you wanna do, leave?! - I don't have. 1089 00:59:53,440 --> 00:59:57,200 Bro, you know my mom gave me 50,000 to use just in case something happened. 1090 00:59:57,640 --> 01:00:01,080 Something did happen, we need it. The boys will pay you back later. 1091 01:00:01,600 --> 01:00:02,640 What do I tell my mom? 1092 01:00:02,760 --> 01:00:04,160 I'll think of something, I swear. 1093 01:00:04,280 --> 01:00:05,840 Bro I'll pay you back for sure. 1094 01:00:05,920 --> 01:00:07,320 - All good? - You pay him back tonight. 1095 01:00:07,440 --> 01:00:08,760 Yeah, we're good. 1096 01:00:08,880 --> 01:00:10,200 Here you go. 1097 01:00:10,600 --> 01:00:11,920 Great. 1098 01:00:12,240 --> 01:00:13,240 So I was saying... 1099 01:00:14,480 --> 01:00:16,200 you each get half an hour, 1100 01:00:17,280 --> 01:00:20,400 and if you finish before, leave. 1101 01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:24,600 If you take longer Khaled will knock on the door. 1102 01:00:25,440 --> 01:00:28,280 And don't try to cuddle with her or anything, she's not your girlfriend. 1103 01:00:28,800 --> 01:00:29,800 Alright, no problem. 1104 01:00:30,240 --> 01:00:32,680 She means don't try to kiss her and hug her and stuff. 1105 01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:38,840 - Hello. - Hello. 1106 01:00:39,160 --> 01:00:40,480 How are you guys doing? 1107 01:00:40,920 --> 01:00:41,920 Good. 1108 01:00:42,320 --> 01:00:44,360 Can I talk to you for a minute? 1109 01:00:53,760 --> 01:00:55,640 - What's wrong? - How old are they? 1110 01:00:56,320 --> 01:00:57,640 What is it? 1111 01:00:58,280 --> 01:01:02,200 Didn't we agree that I don't want any more kids? 1112 01:01:02,880 --> 01:01:05,320 They're the easiest customers, they'll finish right away. 1113 01:01:05,400 --> 01:01:07,840 They won't take you any time at all, you'll be done quickly, 1114 01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:09,600 then you leave right after. 1115 01:01:11,160 --> 01:01:12,840 But we agreed last time... 1116 01:01:14,880 --> 01:01:16,720 They're the last ones left for today. 1117 01:01:17,280 --> 01:01:18,840 Not four, just three. 1118 01:01:20,560 --> 01:01:22,400 If you don't want to do it, I'll tell them to leave 1119 01:01:22,480 --> 01:01:24,320 and next time I'll get another girl. 1120 01:01:26,800 --> 01:01:28,720 Listen, I'm sick of your attitude. 1121 01:01:32,080 --> 01:01:33,680 I don't need you. 1122 01:01:37,280 --> 01:01:40,480 If you don't go up right now, I won't ever bring you again. 1123 01:01:45,440 --> 01:01:46,600 Don't you dare cry. 1124 01:01:47,840 --> 01:01:50,640 Go up right now, wash your face, fix yourself up, 1125 01:01:50,720 --> 01:01:52,800 and I'm sending you the boys. 1126 01:01:57,080 --> 01:01:58,160 Go. 1127 01:02:20,720 --> 01:02:21,840 So, you like her? 1128 01:02:23,000 --> 01:02:24,000 - Yeah. - Sure. 1129 01:02:24,120 --> 01:02:26,080 She needs two minutes to freshen up. 1130 01:02:26,960 --> 01:02:29,880 Khaled will take you up, and you each go in alone. 1131 01:02:31,160 --> 01:02:32,600 Khaled! 1132 01:02:38,000 --> 01:02:39,400 Take the boys to Christelle. 1133 01:02:41,320 --> 01:02:42,320 - Only three. - Hello. 1134 01:02:42,800 --> 01:02:43,800 Follow me. 1135 01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:55,720 I thank God every day for allowing me to open my eyes. 1136 01:02:56,920 --> 01:02:58,800 For allowing me to place my feet on the ground 1137 01:02:59,680 --> 01:03:01,800 and use my hands to push myself out of bed. 1138 01:03:03,440 --> 01:03:06,040 For my wife who holds me at night, 1139 01:03:07,080 --> 01:03:09,080 For my son who smiles at me in the mornings. 1140 01:03:10,880 --> 01:03:13,760 For the coffee that livens my senses. 1141 01:03:14,640 --> 01:03:17,040 And the bread that fills my stomach. 1142 01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:21,800 For the hard days that remind me how good it can be. 1143 01:03:23,680 --> 01:03:28,200 At 89, I will close my eyes and thank God for the last time, 1144 01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:32,440 for the blessed rest. 1145 01:03:36,440 --> 01:03:37,440 First time? 1146 01:03:37,840 --> 01:03:39,680 No, I came last week with my uncle, remember? 1147 01:03:39,800 --> 01:03:41,280 Yeah, I remember you. 1148 01:03:46,640 --> 01:03:49,320 This is a really nice hotel, how many stars is it, like three, four? 1149 01:03:49,440 --> 01:03:50,440 More like seven. 1150 01:03:58,080 --> 01:03:59,080 Who's first? 1151 01:03:59,480 --> 01:04:00,480 Me. 1152 01:04:01,440 --> 01:04:02,920 Go ahead, last door to the right. 1153 01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:04,440 Good luck. 1154 01:04:36,480 --> 01:04:37,800 He's blushing. 1155 01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:40,440 You took a while. 1156 01:04:40,840 --> 01:04:42,560 How was it? 1157 01:04:48,600 --> 01:04:53,040 She was standing at the other end of the room in front of the window, smoking a cigarette. 1158 01:04:58,120 --> 01:05:00,800 It felt like she stood there for a really long time. 1159 01:05:09,880 --> 01:05:11,200 Christelle. 1160 01:05:12,160 --> 01:05:13,480 Etienne. 1161 01:05:19,760 --> 01:05:22,480 Put the condom and the money on the table. 1162 01:05:34,840 --> 01:05:36,200 Take off your clothes. 1163 01:05:45,560 --> 01:05:48,800 I was embarrassed, confused, ashamed of myself. 1164 01:05:50,000 --> 01:05:53,680 For a second I felt like I shouldn't have told a prostitute my real name. 1165 01:06:13,440 --> 01:06:14,760 Go wash up. 1166 01:06:47,480 --> 01:06:50,640 I went into the bathroom and remembered my grandmother, 1167 01:06:51,560 --> 01:06:54,760 because the tiles in the bathroom looked like the ones at her house. 1168 01:06:57,920 --> 01:07:00,680 She walked in and I remembered how pretty she was. 1169 01:07:00,840 --> 01:07:02,000 For a second, I forgot. 1170 01:07:31,360 --> 01:07:34,280 Then she grabbed the towel and started to dry me. 1171 01:07:35,280 --> 01:07:36,680 I felt like a child, 1172 01:07:37,680 --> 01:07:40,760 like when my mother used to dry me after the shower. 1173 01:07:42,600 --> 01:07:43,920 I hated that feeling. 1174 01:07:44,520 --> 01:07:45,840 It killed me. 1175 01:07:53,800 --> 01:07:54,800 Come. 1176 01:08:04,760 --> 01:08:05,760 Sit. 1177 01:08:38,760 --> 01:08:40,840 Have you ever done this before? 1178 01:08:44,120 --> 01:08:45,440 Yeah. 1179 01:09:00,440 --> 01:09:01,760 What was her name? 1180 01:09:04,800 --> 01:09:06,120 Rita. 1181 01:09:10,120 --> 01:09:13,760 As she was blowing me, she asked me if this was my first time, 1182 01:09:14,440 --> 01:09:16,360 I lied and said no. 1183 01:09:17,680 --> 01:09:22,000 Then she asked me the name of the other girl and I said Rita. 1184 01:09:22,880 --> 01:09:24,680 I don't know why I said Rita. 1185 01:09:25,920 --> 01:09:28,480 Maybe I have a crush on Rita at school and don't know. 1186 01:09:35,160 --> 01:09:37,800 Then she asked me who Rita was, 1187 01:09:37,880 --> 01:09:39,320 a girlfriend? A friend? 1188 01:09:40,160 --> 01:09:42,360 I said she was a whore like you. 1189 01:09:46,360 --> 01:09:49,000 She laughed but I knew I must have hurt her with what I said. 1190 01:09:50,640 --> 01:09:52,600 I felt terrible after I said it. 1191 01:10:00,960 --> 01:10:04,320 She got up and took off her string but stayed in her bra. 1192 01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:11,360 I found it strange that she didn't take off her bra. 1193 01:10:11,520 --> 01:10:12,840 Come closer. 1194 01:10:16,120 --> 01:10:18,360 Standing over her, looking at her body, 1195 01:10:19,120 --> 01:10:22,880 I just wanted to touch her, caress her a bit, kiss her. 1196 01:10:24,000 --> 01:10:26,800 But then she told me to come closer again, 1197 01:10:27,480 --> 01:10:31,360 and I remembered where I was, what I was doing, and who she was. 1198 01:10:34,280 --> 01:10:36,640 She put me inside her and I felt it. 1199 01:10:41,000 --> 01:10:45,280 That feeling I guess, of becoming a man. 1200 01:10:51,480 --> 01:10:52,600 So I kept going, 1201 01:10:52,880 --> 01:10:55,320 imitating what I've been seeing in porn all these years. 1202 01:10:58,480 --> 01:11:00,040 And as I was doing this, 1203 01:11:01,040 --> 01:11:07,400 I watched her, lying on her back, with her eyes closed, moaning, 1204 01:11:08,960 --> 01:11:10,280 lying to me. 1205 01:11:14,880 --> 01:11:16,800 It killed me. 1206 01:11:21,440 --> 01:11:25,720 Watching her with her eyes closed, I knew she didn't want to be there. 1207 01:11:34,040 --> 01:11:36,400 I knew that she was as scared as I was. 1208 01:11:37,400 --> 01:11:38,720 As confused. 1209 01:11:40,080 --> 01:11:41,400 As embarrassed. 1210 01:11:43,040 --> 01:11:44,480 As ashamed of herself. 1211 01:11:50,120 --> 01:11:54,760 And I felt like, if she could cry right now, she would have cried for sure. 1212 01:12:10,960 --> 01:12:13,280 And in that moment, I saw her as a woman. 1213 01:12:14,320 --> 01:12:16,480 I saw my mother, my sister, 1214 01:12:17,760 --> 01:12:19,800 the little girl on the bus. 1215 01:12:40,280 --> 01:12:42,720 I saw her as a little girl. 1216 01:13:10,080 --> 01:13:11,760 I don't know how I got here. 1217 01:13:14,880 --> 01:13:20,480 I remember everything, but some things are too difficult to understand. 1218 01:13:24,760 --> 01:13:27,840 I will try to take my own life two years from now, 1219 01:13:28,040 --> 01:13:30,080 but my sister will find me and save me. 1220 01:13:30,480 --> 01:13:34,120 She has saved me several times before, in different ways. 1221 01:13:35,760 --> 01:13:39,800 I will realize that hope is the only thing keeping us going. 1222 01:13:41,400 --> 01:13:45,480 And that severe depression is a result of the complete depletion of hope. 1223 01:13:47,840 --> 01:13:51,360 The hope that the road we're on will have fewer bumps ahead, 1224 01:13:52,040 --> 01:13:54,920 fewer holes, more light. 1225 01:13:56,880 --> 01:13:58,800 All we are is hope. 1226 01:14:01,480 --> 01:14:04,240 I will stop judging people for being the way they are. 1227 01:14:05,840 --> 01:14:07,840 I will come to see them as humans, 1228 01:14:07,960 --> 01:14:11,320 struggling through a life they never chose to be a part of, 1229 01:14:11,800 --> 01:14:15,920 dealing with it all the only way they know how to. 1230 01:14:19,360 --> 01:14:22,760 I will let go of blame, it was the noose around my neck. 1231 01:14:25,280 --> 01:14:27,440 Every time I feel my throat constrict, 1232 01:14:27,720 --> 01:14:32,400 when it gets too heavy and I don't want to open my eyes in the mornings, 1233 01:14:33,320 --> 01:14:37,720 I will remove an imaginary noose from around my neck and throw it away. 1234 01:14:39,160 --> 01:14:40,520 This will save me. 1235 01:14:42,280 --> 01:14:45,240 And only then I'll be able to breathe again. 1236 01:15:20,000 --> 01:15:22,080 Is this life? 1237 01:15:26,440 --> 01:15:30,080 Some who struggle, others there to watch. 1238 01:15:34,080 --> 01:15:35,640 Or are we all struggling? 1239 01:15:38,400 --> 01:15:39,840 Each in our own way, 1240 01:15:42,960 --> 01:15:45,960 seen through the eyes of each other. 1241 01:15:48,400 --> 01:15:50,320 What about those who struggle alone, 1242 01:15:51,320 --> 01:15:53,320 with no one there to see? 1243 01:15:56,680 --> 01:15:58,720 That is the most difficult. 1244 01:16:03,400 --> 01:16:04,720 I see you. 1245 01:16:13,760 --> 01:16:16,400 I looked at her and I just wanted to hold her, 1246 01:16:18,400 --> 01:16:21,400 to tell her sorry for calling her a whore earlier, 1247 01:16:22,720 --> 01:16:24,080 to tell her sorry for now. 1248 01:16:28,600 --> 01:16:30,560 To tell her everything will be okay, 1249 01:16:32,640 --> 01:16:35,200 even though I knew nothing was going to be okay. 1250 01:16:38,720 --> 01:16:40,280 To tell her I love her. 1251 01:16:48,600 --> 01:16:52,160 Then I looked down and realized that I wasn't hard anymore. 1252 01:16:55,560 --> 01:16:57,160 I couldn't even feel it anymore. 1253 01:17:00,160 --> 01:17:04,080 It was like a strange organ hanging from my body with no purpose. 1254 01:17:07,840 --> 01:17:09,360 But I kept trying. 1255 01:17:13,640 --> 01:17:15,680 She felt it too. 1256 01:17:22,840 --> 01:17:24,680 What happened? 1257 01:17:26,640 --> 01:17:28,080 What's wrong with me? 1258 01:17:31,000 --> 01:17:32,320 I can't do it. 1259 01:17:37,760 --> 01:17:39,360 Do you see me? 1260 01:17:44,520 --> 01:17:45,720 She tried to help me. 1261 01:17:47,040 --> 01:17:48,560 She told me to stand up. 1262 01:17:50,120 --> 01:17:52,560 She took the condom off, and... 1263 01:17:53,880 --> 01:17:55,720 I felt her hand. 1264 01:18:00,720 --> 01:18:03,320 She knew that I didn't want to stop. 1265 01:18:05,560 --> 01:18:07,680 That we had to keep going. 1266 01:18:11,440 --> 01:18:12,760 I came. 1267 01:18:53,120 --> 01:18:56,160 Then she told me it would be better next time. 1268 01:18:59,200 --> 01:19:01,000 We both knew it wouldn't. 1269 01:19:08,400 --> 01:19:10,400 I saw you at the end of the corridor, 1270 01:19:11,240 --> 01:19:13,400 and I didn't want to face you, 1271 01:19:14,720 --> 01:19:17,840 Because I knew you would ask me how it went. 1272 01:19:20,600 --> 01:19:22,280 What could I say? 1273 01:19:22,720 --> 01:19:23,840 He's blushing. 1274 01:19:25,200 --> 01:19:26,200 You took a while. 1275 01:19:27,080 --> 01:19:28,080 How was it? 1276 01:19:30,360 --> 01:19:31,360 Awesome. 1277 01:19:33,400 --> 01:19:34,680 - My man. - Who's next? 1278 01:19:35,400 --> 01:19:36,400 Me. 1279 01:19:38,920 --> 01:19:41,040 That I tried... 1280 01:19:46,400 --> 01:19:49,240 You would have called me a faggot. 1281 01:20:11,160 --> 01:20:13,240 Who the fuck knows. 1282 01:20:24,720 --> 01:20:27,320 She loved me, she begged me to come back. 1283 01:20:27,720 --> 01:20:31,920 And you were right, going in last was amazing, she was on fire! 1284 01:20:32,200 --> 01:20:35,040 She wanted to go again but I couldn't anymore. 1285 01:20:39,800 --> 01:20:41,840 I was the last to go in, you know what she told me? 1286 01:20:41,960 --> 01:20:44,200 She said the two others before me were nothing, 1287 01:20:44,280 --> 01:20:46,200 and that I really knew what I was doing. 1288 01:20:46,280 --> 01:20:48,080 I told her, they try to be like me but... 1289 01:20:52,280 --> 01:20:53,720 Alright guys, see you later. 1290 01:20:53,800 --> 01:20:55,960 - See you. - Catch you later, it was fun. 1291 01:20:56,080 --> 01:20:57,160 Where are you going? 1292 01:20:57,280 --> 01:20:59,000 My mom's going to pick me up from Jean Paul's. 1293 01:20:59,120 --> 01:21:00,640 Stay a bit, let's have a beer. 1294 01:21:00,720 --> 01:21:02,200 No bro, there's no one to pick me up later. 1295 01:21:02,640 --> 01:21:04,280 - Maybe tomorrow. - Tomorrow for sure. 1296 01:21:04,400 --> 01:21:06,200 See you neighbor. 1297 01:21:07,200 --> 01:21:08,520 What a great neighbor you got. 1298 01:21:10,800 --> 01:21:11,800 What's wrong? 1299 01:21:12,720 --> 01:21:14,680 Nothing bro, my stomach's hurting a bit. 1300 01:21:15,120 --> 01:21:18,000 Shit, maybe the condom ripped and you caught something. 1301 01:21:18,640 --> 01:21:19,640 No. 1302 01:21:20,160 --> 01:21:21,640 You wanna get a beer? 1303 01:21:22,320 --> 01:21:26,680 No... I'm gonna go home, I'm going to try and sleep it off. 1304 01:21:27,320 --> 01:21:29,080 Alright, drink Anise tea. 1305 01:21:31,160 --> 01:21:33,000 - I'll see you tomorrow. - For sure. 1306 01:21:33,120 --> 01:21:34,880 - Call me when you wake up. - Bye. 1307 01:21:38,320 --> 01:21:39,960 - What's up captain? - Where you going?! 1308 01:21:40,400 --> 01:21:41,880 Yo, where to? 1309 01:21:42,160 --> 01:21:43,560 - We're going to get more booze. - Swear! 1310 01:21:43,640 --> 01:21:45,160 - Hop in. - Really?! 1311 01:21:46,600 --> 01:21:48,720 I really didn't feel like going home. 1312 01:22:14,160 --> 01:22:16,200 - Hi. - How was it? 1313 01:22:16,880 --> 01:22:17,880 Good. 1314 01:22:18,000 --> 01:22:19,520 You want me to heat you some food? 1315 01:22:19,800 --> 01:22:23,000 No, my stomach hurts, I think it was the popcorn. 1316 01:22:23,160 --> 01:22:25,120 Let me make you some tea. 1317 01:22:25,320 --> 01:22:26,960 I'm gonna try and sleep it off. 1318 01:22:27,720 --> 01:22:30,640 Take a bucket, leave it next to you just in case. 1319 01:22:31,080 --> 01:22:32,720 I think I'll be okay.