1 00:00:01,793 --> 00:00:08,341 (soft orchestral music) 2 00:00:58,767 --> 00:01:00,810 (dramatic music) 3 00:01:04,981 --> 00:01:07,692 (ominous music with ticking metronome) 4 00:01:17,535 --> 00:01:19,055 [Therapist] How have you been doing? 5 00:01:20,997 --> 00:01:24,542 I got out of bed... I bathed. 6 00:01:24,584 --> 00:01:25,919 So the medication's helping? 7 00:01:27,128 --> 00:01:28,171 Guess so. 8 00:01:30,548 --> 00:01:32,842 (running water) 9 00:01:32,884 --> 00:01:34,218 (kettle whistles) 10 00:01:34,260 --> 00:01:35,345 (cups clank) 11 00:01:39,808 --> 00:01:41,434 (kettle whistles loudly) 12 00:01:42,018 --> 00:01:43,186 (eerie music) 13 00:01:45,688 --> 00:01:47,190 [Therapist] Any hallucinations? 14 00:01:48,191 --> 00:01:49,359 No. 15 00:01:49,734 --> 00:01:51,527 And are you sleeping? 16 00:01:51,569 --> 00:01:53,112 As much as I can. 17 00:01:53,154 --> 00:01:56,699 I mean, I'm afraid to fall asleep. 18 00:01:56,741 --> 00:01:57,784 That's understandable. 19 00:01:57,826 --> 00:01:59,660 It's like... I'm... 20 00:01:59,702 --> 00:02:02,205 afraid I'm gonna to miss a call from her when she needs me. 21 00:02:04,249 --> 00:02:06,709 It's just so hard to let go. 22 00:02:07,919 --> 00:02:09,679 [Therapist] And what happens when you try? 23 00:02:14,467 --> 00:02:16,761 I can't stop seeing her face. 24 00:02:16,928 --> 00:02:17,971 What does she look like? 25 00:02:18,721 --> 00:02:20,014 (ominous music) 26 00:02:22,934 --> 00:02:24,477 (Therapist screams) 27 00:02:26,271 --> 00:02:27,271 Dead. 28 00:02:29,357 --> 00:02:31,025 And what about when she was alive? 29 00:02:31,067 --> 00:02:32,527 (woman sings softly) 30 00:02:32,569 --> 00:02:33,570 [Therapist] Elaine? 31 00:02:35,780 --> 00:02:36,906 What about it? 32 00:02:39,284 --> 00:02:41,786 (Mama sings in Mandarin) 33 00:02:49,169 --> 00:02:50,962 (laughter) 34 00:02:51,004 --> 00:02:52,463 [Elaine] Sing another one. 35 00:02:52,505 --> 00:02:55,300 Hm, that's the only song I know. 36 00:02:56,634 --> 00:02:58,178 How did you get your English name? 37 00:02:58,678 --> 00:03:02,056 Oh, my first American friend gave it to me. 38 00:03:02,390 --> 00:03:04,184 - Really? - Mm. 39 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:08,271 I thought Barbara was a nice name. 40 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:10,022 (laughter) 41 00:03:10,064 --> 00:03:12,358 My friend liked the singer. 42 00:03:12,400 --> 00:03:14,819 Wait, you're named after Yentl? 43 00:03:14,861 --> 00:03:16,028 Who? 44 00:03:16,070 --> 00:03:17,322 (laughter) 45 00:03:22,118 --> 00:03:23,703 (Mama whimpers) 46 00:03:24,954 --> 00:03:26,372 [Mama] Aye. 47 00:03:26,414 --> 00:03:27,623 (soft orchestral music) 48 00:03:27,665 --> 00:03:28,665 Mom? 49 00:03:30,084 --> 00:03:31,084 [Elaine] Oh. 50 00:03:37,967 --> 00:03:39,802 (Mama whimpers in pain) 51 00:03:42,096 --> 00:03:43,848 It's okay, shh. 52 00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:46,142 You must believe in God. 53 00:03:47,185 --> 00:03:48,311 Shh. 54 00:03:49,312 --> 00:03:51,648 It's my fault the family broken. 55 00:03:51,814 --> 00:03:53,024 No, no, don't say that. 56 00:03:54,359 --> 00:03:55,359 Not true. 57 00:04:01,282 --> 00:04:03,034 He's still your father. 58 00:04:03,326 --> 00:04:05,328 I want you to know in your heart... 59 00:04:07,455 --> 00:04:09,207 (Elaine sniffles) 60 00:04:09,249 --> 00:04:10,917 this is not your fault. 61 00:04:11,709 --> 00:04:13,002 You didn't choose to be sick, 62 00:04:13,044 --> 00:04:14,504 he chose to be absent. 63 00:04:16,339 --> 00:04:18,716 [Mama] You must believe in God. 64 00:04:21,469 --> 00:04:24,388 I want us to meet again, okay? 65 00:04:24,430 --> 00:04:26,182 Me too. 66 00:04:26,224 --> 00:04:27,225 Me too. 67 00:04:28,351 --> 00:04:30,811 Shh... shhhh. 68 00:04:30,853 --> 00:04:32,522 (soft tender music) 69 00:04:33,940 --> 00:04:35,358 (Mama cries) 70 00:04:36,776 --> 00:04:38,152 [Elaine] I prayed that night. 71 00:04:38,987 --> 00:04:41,322 God, I haven't prayed since I was a little girl. 72 00:04:41,364 --> 00:04:42,364 (chuckles) 73 00:04:44,117 --> 00:04:45,557 [Therapist] Do you believe in God? 74 00:04:46,494 --> 00:04:49,539 People believe in a lot of things when they're desperate. 75 00:04:50,790 --> 00:04:52,124 You've said that before. 76 00:04:52,166 --> 00:04:53,166 Well, it's true. 77 00:04:53,626 --> 00:04:55,836 And either way, it wasn't enough. 78 00:04:55,878 --> 00:04:57,255 You did take care of her. 79 00:04:57,297 --> 00:04:58,548 And she died. 80 00:05:00,508 --> 00:05:02,348 [Therapist] Have you heard from your father? 81 00:05:04,053 --> 00:05:05,012 [Dad] Elaine... 82 00:05:05,054 --> 00:05:06,055 this is Dad. 83 00:05:07,140 --> 00:05:09,183 You can't keep her ashes from me 84 00:05:09,225 --> 00:05:11,435 just because I wasn't there. 85 00:05:11,477 --> 00:05:13,145 She belongs to me! 86 00:05:13,187 --> 00:05:14,730 Do you hear me... 87 00:05:14,772 --> 00:05:15,856 (phone beeps) 88 00:05:15,898 --> 00:05:16,898 (phone beeps) 89 00:05:17,567 --> 00:05:18,567 Mei Mei, 90 00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:21,028 it's Mama. 91 00:05:21,070 --> 00:05:22,863 I love you. 92 00:05:22,905 --> 00:05:24,240 (phone beeps) 93 00:05:24,282 --> 00:05:25,992 Mei Mei, 94 00:05:26,034 --> 00:05:27,535 it's Mama. 95 00:05:27,577 --> 00:05:29,036 I love you. 96 00:05:29,078 --> 00:05:30,371 (phone beeps) 97 00:05:30,413 --> 00:05:31,413 Mei Mei, 98 00:05:32,248 --> 00:05:34,000 it's Mama. 99 00:05:34,042 --> 00:05:36,044 I love you. 100 00:05:36,294 --> 00:05:37,670 (soft tender music) 101 00:05:47,930 --> 00:05:49,307 (music builds) 102 00:05:53,102 --> 00:05:54,270 (car horn honks) 103 00:05:59,442 --> 00:06:02,570 (ominous music with ticking metronome) 104 00:06:02,612 --> 00:06:04,280 [Therapist] Did he come for the ashes? 105 00:06:04,322 --> 00:06:05,281 [Elaine] No. 106 00:06:05,323 --> 00:06:06,949 But I'm not surprised. 107 00:06:06,991 --> 00:06:09,076 Four fucking years we did it alone. 108 00:06:09,118 --> 00:06:10,828 None of her belongs to him. 109 00:06:11,287 --> 00:06:12,413 Let's try something. 110 00:06:12,789 --> 00:06:13,790 Anything. 111 00:06:14,916 --> 00:06:16,959 (metronome ticking) 112 00:06:17,877 --> 00:06:18,711 [Therapist] Okay. 113 00:06:18,795 --> 00:06:22,090 I want you to come out here and lie down on your back. 114 00:06:22,465 --> 00:06:23,966 Come on, it's okay. 115 00:06:28,388 --> 00:06:29,430 [Therapist] All right... 116 00:06:32,058 --> 00:06:33,267 Okay, now close your eyes. 117 00:06:33,309 --> 00:06:34,309 (Therapist laughs) 118 00:06:34,435 --> 00:06:35,436 Close your eyes. 119 00:06:36,979 --> 00:06:38,147 And breath. 120 00:06:38,314 --> 00:06:39,440 (laughter) 121 00:06:40,316 --> 00:06:42,193 (Elaine exhales) 122 00:06:46,322 --> 00:06:49,617 I want you to feel your body relaxing into the ground. 123 00:06:50,827 --> 00:06:53,121 Feel the full support of the ground beneath you. 124 00:06:54,247 --> 00:06:56,499 Now I want you to turn your attention inward. 125 00:06:58,459 --> 00:07:02,797 Let your body feel what deep relaxation is. 126 00:07:03,423 --> 00:07:04,423 Surrender. 127 00:07:06,384 --> 00:07:07,969 (ominous music with ticking metronome) 128 00:07:08,219 --> 00:07:10,721 Let go... of guilt. 129 00:07:14,100 --> 00:07:18,563 Feel your pain and your anger, and then let it go. 130 00:07:20,148 --> 00:07:21,315 No judgment. 131 00:07:22,316 --> 00:07:23,568 No shame. 132 00:07:24,026 --> 00:07:25,194 Just let go. 133 00:07:25,486 --> 00:07:27,738 (heart beating with ticking metronome) 134 00:07:28,030 --> 00:07:30,408 And I want you to think about these two questions. 135 00:07:31,993 --> 00:07:33,161 What do I need? 136 00:07:35,955 --> 00:07:39,208 What does my heart need to heal? 137 00:07:40,334 --> 00:07:42,044 (ominous voices screaming) 138 00:07:43,421 --> 00:07:44,547 Open your eyes. 139 00:07:49,051 --> 00:07:50,428 Sit up when you're ready. 140 00:07:55,141 --> 00:07:57,810 (Elaine inhales and exhales) 141 00:08:06,068 --> 00:08:08,154 (sirens wail in distance) 142 00:08:19,415 --> 00:08:21,584 (ominous music with ticking metronome) 143 00:08:23,419 --> 00:08:25,254 [Dad] You can't keep her ashes from me. 144 00:08:26,506 --> 00:08:28,174 (ominous music with ticking metronome) 145 00:08:30,134 --> 00:08:32,136 [Dad] She belongs to me. 146 00:08:32,345 --> 00:08:34,055 (metronome ticks faster) 147 00:08:37,058 --> 00:08:38,309 (knocks) 148 00:08:40,102 --> 00:08:41,437 (door creaks open) 149 00:08:43,147 --> 00:08:45,066 (axe thuds) (Dad gasps) 150 00:08:48,444 --> 00:08:49,612 (gasps for air) 151 00:08:52,573 --> 00:08:54,283 (footsteps thud) 152 00:09:00,665 --> 00:09:02,375 (ominous music) 153 00:09:03,459 --> 00:09:05,044 (axe thuds) (Elaine gasps) 154 00:09:08,548 --> 00:09:10,299 (soft orchestral music) 155 00:09:16,556 --> 00:09:18,140 (cries) 156 00:09:21,102 --> 00:09:22,395 (music builds) 157 00:09:27,775 --> 00:09:29,402 [Therapist] Elaine? Elaine? 158 00:09:30,152 --> 00:09:31,195 Open your eyes. 159 00:09:31,946 --> 00:09:33,447 You're here, you're here. 160 00:09:33,489 --> 00:09:34,323 (Elaine wailing) 161 00:09:34,365 --> 00:09:35,658 Come on, sit up. 162 00:09:39,120 --> 00:09:40,288 How do you feel? 163 00:09:41,539 --> 00:09:43,291 - I don't know. - Okay. 164 00:09:44,417 --> 00:09:45,793 (Elaine sobs) 165 00:09:46,210 --> 00:09:47,378 Just breathe. 166 00:09:47,420 --> 00:09:48,754 Breathe, breathe. 167 00:09:49,714 --> 00:09:51,340 What did you experience? 168 00:09:53,801 --> 00:09:55,678 - I saw my dad. - Uh, huh. 169 00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:59,348 - I put an axe in his heart. - You did. 170 00:10:02,101 --> 00:10:04,144 - It was violent. - That's good. 171 00:10:04,186 --> 00:10:05,521 It's good, actually. 172 00:10:05,563 --> 00:10:06,772 It is. 173 00:10:06,814 --> 00:10:08,274 I don't understand. 174 00:10:08,316 --> 00:10:09,358 Hey, listen, 175 00:10:09,859 --> 00:10:12,069 you don't have to understand. 176 00:10:12,570 --> 00:10:17,366 You just have to trust yourself and trust your process. 177 00:10:18,784 --> 00:10:20,077 (Elaine sobs) 178 00:10:21,203 --> 00:10:22,580 Am I crazy? 179 00:10:26,208 --> 00:10:27,460 You're gonna be okay. 180 00:10:29,211 --> 00:10:30,504 I promise. 181 00:10:33,215 --> 00:10:34,258 Elaine? 182 00:10:36,677 --> 00:10:38,220 Grief is long. 183 00:10:39,138 --> 00:10:40,264 (Elaine cries) 184 00:10:41,390 --> 00:10:43,351 (soft piano music) 185 00:10:49,815 --> 00:10:51,567 (soft inspirational music) 186 00:11:26,936 --> 00:11:29,230 (pensive music) (TV playing in background) 187 00:11:29,397 --> 00:11:31,399 (footsteps) 188 00:11:44,245 --> 00:11:45,496 (knocks) 189 00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:50,668 (door creaks open) 190 00:11:51,794 --> 00:11:53,462 (tender music) 191 00:11:56,799 --> 00:11:58,259 (music builds) 192 00:12:01,637 --> 00:12:04,724 (Elaine takes deep breaths) 193 00:12:16,902 --> 00:12:19,321 (upbeat string music) 194 00:12:22,825 --> 00:12:27,788 [Ashley's Inner Voice] 550... 320... 720... 195 00:12:29,874 --> 00:12:33,293 950... 830 196 00:12:33,335 --> 00:12:36,714 590 plus dressing is 790, 197 00:12:36,756 --> 00:12:38,465 510, 198 00:12:38,507 --> 00:12:40,175 435, 199 00:12:40,217 --> 00:12:42,970 (overlapping voices) 255. I am inspired. 620 200 00:12:43,012 --> 00:12:45,472 I am awesome. 540... I am dazzling. 201 00:12:45,514 --> 00:12:48,976 Roasted garnet. I am confident... 840 202 00:12:49,018 --> 00:12:50,978 I am confidant. 640. 203 00:12:51,020 --> 00:12:52,271 Spicy pepitas. 204 00:12:52,313 --> 00:12:53,522 I am inspired. 205 00:12:53,564 --> 00:12:54,815 Probiotic kimchi. 206 00:12:54,857 --> 00:12:56,275 I am grateful. 207 00:12:56,317 --> 00:12:57,609 310... Brazil nut parmesan. 208 00:12:57,651 --> 00:12:58,944 950 - Summer grain salad 209 00:12:58,986 --> 00:13:00,195 725 210 00:13:00,237 --> 00:13:01,238 Sea palm. 211 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:02,406 Spicy probiotic 212 00:13:02,448 --> 00:13:04,658 (inner voices overlap) 213 00:13:04,700 --> 00:13:06,285 (percussive music) 214 00:13:10,706 --> 00:13:12,041 I am inspired. 215 00:13:12,333 --> 00:13:13,918 [Lex] Hey there, Ashley. - What? 216 00:13:14,001 --> 00:13:16,170 Sorry, I just wanted to know what you're gonna order. 217 00:13:16,212 --> 00:13:17,212 Oh, sorry. 218 00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:18,964 I am lost, what's good here? 219 00:13:19,006 --> 00:13:20,674 I mean, everything is delicious. 220 00:13:20,716 --> 00:13:22,301 Like, you cannot go wrong. 221 00:13:22,343 --> 00:13:23,844 I mean, I'm obsessed with this place. 222 00:13:23,886 --> 00:13:25,763 It's like kind of categorically my whole life. 223 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:28,263 No, yeah. I mean, it's really cute or "I'm cute". 224 00:13:28,305 --> 00:13:32,519 Okay, I know, it's a little bit extra, but seriously just like pick anything. 225 00:13:32,561 --> 00:13:33,771 - You cannot go wrong. - Okay. 226 00:13:33,813 --> 00:13:34,980 Welcome to Cafe Abundance. 227 00:13:35,022 --> 00:13:36,356 Have you two been here before? 228 00:13:36,398 --> 00:13:37,691 Oh, I have. 229 00:13:37,733 --> 00:13:38,567 She hasn't. 230 00:13:38,609 --> 00:13:39,609 Hype. 231 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:42,696 Okay, so everything here is organic, sustainably farmed, 232 00:13:42,738 --> 00:13:44,656 plant-based and allergy-accommodating. 233 00:13:44,698 --> 00:13:48,410 Our special today is "I Am Essential". 234 00:13:48,452 --> 00:13:51,914 House-made seitan steak with cherry compote. 235 00:13:52,414 --> 00:13:53,975 So do you have any questions? Yeah, yeah, yeah. 236 00:13:53,999 --> 00:13:55,083 The "I am dazzling" 237 00:13:55,125 --> 00:13:56,460 does that come with sea palm? 238 00:13:56,502 --> 00:13:57,336 You are. 239 00:13:57,378 --> 00:13:58,378 And it does not. 240 00:13:58,420 --> 00:13:59,505 (Lex laughs) 241 00:14:00,923 --> 00:14:02,007 I'm Jordan, and... 242 00:14:02,049 --> 00:14:03,717 - I'm sorry, I have a question. - Yeah. 243 00:14:03,759 --> 00:14:06,470 I was just wondering, um... what inspired the food titles? 244 00:14:06,720 --> 00:14:08,013 I know, right? 245 00:14:08,597 --> 00:14:11,100 We feel our affirmations are empowering, 246 00:14:11,517 --> 00:14:13,310 especially for our gals. 247 00:14:13,435 --> 00:14:16,563 Outside of this restaurant everybody is selling you 248 00:14:16,605 --> 00:14:18,899 'You're never good enough.' 249 00:14:18,941 --> 00:14:20,931 That's why coming into Cafe Abundance 250 00:14:20,973 --> 00:14:23,779 should feel like entering an oasis of positivity. 251 00:14:24,905 --> 00:14:27,408 An oasis of positivity. 252 00:14:28,409 --> 00:14:29,535 That's right. 253 00:14:30,119 --> 00:14:32,746 So, I'm Jordan and I'll go to grab you some waters. 254 00:14:32,788 --> 00:14:33,788 Okay. 255 00:14:35,082 --> 00:14:36,083 (Lex groans) 256 00:14:36,125 --> 00:14:37,585 I had a really big lunch 257 00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:40,379 so I should probably keep it light. 258 00:14:41,130 --> 00:14:45,342 An oasis of positivity. 259 00:14:45,634 --> 00:14:46,802 Excuse me, hi. 260 00:14:46,969 --> 00:14:48,971 Pro tip, the zucchini fries, 261 00:14:49,013 --> 00:14:52,015 if you have the calories to spare, get them, 262 00:14:52,057 --> 00:14:53,767 they're like heaven. 263 00:14:53,809 --> 00:14:56,520 I mean, not like the real thing of course, but they're like heaven. 264 00:14:56,562 --> 00:14:58,438 Oh my God, that sounds so good 265 00:14:58,480 --> 00:15:01,316 but I can't today... next time. 266 00:15:01,358 --> 00:15:03,444 (woman mutters) (subtle laughter) 267 00:15:07,531 --> 00:15:08,991 (light percussion music) 268 00:15:13,996 --> 00:15:15,581 (ring tapping) 269 00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:16,665 (finger tapping knife) 270 00:15:17,917 --> 00:15:19,460 (multiple taps and clinks) 271 00:15:20,002 --> 00:15:21,629 (women laughing) 272 00:15:29,845 --> 00:15:31,263 (sounds intensify) 273 00:15:40,397 --> 00:15:42,650 (sounds escalate) (music swells) 274 00:15:46,487 --> 00:15:47,529 (watch vibrates) 275 00:15:49,031 --> 00:15:50,032 (watch chimes 276 00:15:54,912 --> 00:15:56,580 Is everything bullshit? 277 00:15:56,956 --> 00:15:58,290 Kale is bullshit. 278 00:15:58,582 --> 00:15:59,791 Kale is definitely bullshit. 279 00:15:59,833 --> 00:16:03,462 But, isn't all of this bullshit? 280 00:16:03,504 --> 00:16:05,839 I mean, we're not happy or empowered, 281 00:16:05,881 --> 00:16:07,841 at least I'm not. 282 00:16:07,883 --> 00:16:09,964 I am just sitting here counting all of the calories 283 00:16:10,006 --> 00:16:12,088 in my head to see if I'm good enough for a hamburger. 284 00:16:12,130 --> 00:16:13,889 Oh, no, no. They don't have hamburgers here. 285 00:16:13,931 --> 00:16:14,556 Exactly. 286 00:16:14,598 --> 00:16:17,355 Look, there's nothing wrong with wanting to watch what you eat, 287 00:16:17,397 --> 00:16:18,810 it's called being almost 30. 288 00:16:18,852 --> 00:16:21,461 Okay, so having a running tally of every calorie I've eaten today 289 00:16:21,503 --> 00:16:23,742 like I'm some stockbroker on speed, that's normal. 290 00:16:23,784 --> 00:16:25,275 Oh, no, there's an app for that. 291 00:16:25,317 --> 00:16:26,328 Yeah, everyone does that. 292 00:16:26,370 --> 00:16:29,279 Yeah, I... everybody in this restaurant because it's like 80% women. 293 00:16:29,321 --> 00:16:31,823 Yes, yes, and we are all in this together, but girl, 294 00:16:31,865 --> 00:16:34,326 right now you're being a little first world problemsy 295 00:16:34,368 --> 00:16:35,619 and I am getting hangry. 296 00:16:35,661 --> 00:16:38,205 So can we please split the "I Am Grateful"? 297 00:16:38,247 --> 00:16:40,040 I can't even with these affirmations. 298 00:16:40,082 --> 00:16:42,068 Oh my God, there's nothing wrong with wanting 299 00:16:42,110 --> 00:16:43,877 to add a little positivity to the world. 300 00:16:43,919 --> 00:16:45,963 Oh no, yeah, totally, like telling women to smile. 301 00:16:46,005 --> 00:16:47,089 No, no, ew, gross. 302 00:16:47,131 --> 00:16:48,423 No, of course not just, 303 00:16:48,465 --> 00:16:49,758 just choose a fucking meal. 304 00:16:51,677 --> 00:16:54,442 Shit. You know, when I was a little girl, 305 00:16:54,484 --> 00:16:56,250 I remember consciously choosing not to like 306 00:16:56,292 --> 00:16:58,058 the color pink because it was a girl's color. 307 00:16:58,100 --> 00:16:59,560 I chose the color teal. 308 00:17:00,060 --> 00:17:01,603 I don't even know if I like teal. 309 00:17:02,187 --> 00:17:04,189 My whole apartment is teal. 310 00:17:04,231 --> 00:17:06,984 What if every decision I've ever made is ingrained 311 00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:11,572 with the idea that I'm, that I'm not valued? 312 00:17:12,156 --> 00:17:13,240 Lesser than? 313 00:17:13,907 --> 00:17:15,117 Fuck. (bangs table) 314 00:17:15,159 --> 00:17:16,410 I bought a juicer yesterday. 315 00:17:16,452 --> 00:17:18,829 Please just choose something before you start like, 316 00:17:18,871 --> 00:17:21,999 using your menses to fertilize your house plants. 317 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:24,352 Oh, yeah, maybe I should, maybe we need to try something new. 318 00:17:24,376 --> 00:17:26,628 I bet you menses are great for plants. 319 00:17:26,670 --> 00:17:27,587 Uh, I'm sorry. 320 00:17:27,629 --> 00:17:29,214 Could you not talk about that here? 321 00:17:29,256 --> 00:17:31,008 It's lunch. Gross. 322 00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,802 Can you not tell me to save my fucking calories 323 00:17:33,844 --> 00:17:34,886 for zucchini fries? 324 00:17:34,928 --> 00:17:36,888 Because I guarantee you they are not heaven, okay. 325 00:17:36,930 --> 00:17:38,557 [Jordan] Ladies, ladies, ladies, 326 00:17:38,599 --> 00:17:40,479 will you just please chill the vibes down here? 327 00:17:40,642 --> 00:17:41,786 - Ashley. - Oh, I am not chilling shit. 328 00:17:41,810 --> 00:17:43,061 Just please calm down. 329 00:17:43,103 --> 00:17:45,480 This is a safe space. 330 00:17:45,522 --> 00:17:47,107 This is not a safe space. 331 00:17:47,149 --> 00:17:50,652 This is the same bullshit being sold to women everywhere. 332 00:17:51,028 --> 00:17:54,781 Ma'am, I feel bad about my body too, sometimes. 333 00:17:54,823 --> 00:17:56,033 I go to the gym. 334 00:17:56,075 --> 00:17:57,576 I cut, I bulk. 335 00:17:58,285 --> 00:17:59,995 So, I totes get feminism. 336 00:18:00,871 --> 00:18:01,914 Uh. 337 00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:03,790 Well, as long as you totes get it. 338 00:18:03,832 --> 00:18:04,708 (light quirky music) 339 00:18:04,750 --> 00:18:07,211 But see, I don't think that you can 340 00:18:07,586 --> 00:18:10,714 because you go to the gym to build your body for you. 341 00:18:10,756 --> 00:18:14,176 I chip away at mine to fit into this world, 342 00:18:14,218 --> 00:18:15,052 but you know what? 343 00:18:15,094 --> 00:18:16,094 (pounds table) 344 00:18:16,136 --> 00:18:18,138 - Fuck it. - Ma'am, you need to sit down. 345 00:18:18,180 --> 00:18:21,183 Oh no, I am done picking up scraps of self-esteem. 346 00:18:21,225 --> 00:18:22,601 I am awesome! 347 00:18:22,643 --> 00:18:24,144 I am beautiful! 348 00:18:24,186 --> 00:18:25,145 I'm great! 349 00:18:25,187 --> 00:18:26,313 I'm grateful! 350 00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:27,606 I am wise! 351 00:18:27,648 --> 00:18:29,066 I'm sparkley! 352 00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:30,025 I'm bold! 353 00:18:30,067 --> 00:18:31,193 I'm inspired! 354 00:18:31,235 --> 00:18:32,986 I am... I am... 355 00:18:33,028 --> 00:18:34,154 half naked! 356 00:18:37,783 --> 00:18:39,326 Oh, oh. 357 00:18:39,368 --> 00:18:40,869 Oh, are you uncomfortable? 358 00:18:40,911 --> 00:18:42,537 Feel a little weird, huh? 359 00:18:42,579 --> 00:18:44,182 Oh, you thought feminism was cool, right? 360 00:18:44,206 --> 00:18:47,250 You can price, package, wrap into a fucking bow 361 00:18:47,292 --> 00:18:49,086 and sell it back to me as confidence? 362 00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,212 Well, listen up. 363 00:18:50,254 --> 00:18:51,546 I'm not hiding. 364 00:18:51,588 --> 00:18:53,048 I'm not backing down. 365 00:18:53,090 --> 00:18:55,675 I am America's greatest threat 366 00:18:55,717 --> 00:18:57,719 because I'm a woman who isn't buying. 367 00:18:57,761 --> 00:18:59,554 I'm not buying this. 368 00:18:59,596 --> 00:19:01,181 I'm not buying your bullshit. 369 00:19:01,223 --> 00:19:02,891 I'm not buying anything. 370 00:19:02,933 --> 00:19:07,020 I am investing in me and I'm ready to take up 371 00:19:07,062 --> 00:19:09,898 some motherfucking space! 372 00:19:10,107 --> 00:19:11,441 (panting) 373 00:19:11,984 --> 00:19:13,485 (silence) 374 00:19:17,239 --> 00:19:18,990 (Lex screams) 375 00:19:19,032 --> 00:19:20,617 (heavy drumbeat music) 376 00:19:21,702 --> 00:19:23,162 (Ashley and Lex screaming) 377 00:19:24,830 --> 00:19:26,289 No. 378 00:19:26,331 --> 00:19:27,916 (Jordan screams) 379 00:19:27,958 --> 00:19:29,709 (women grunt and scream) 380 00:19:29,751 --> 00:19:31,670 We are so scary, man. 381 00:19:32,921 --> 00:19:34,256 You guys got to go. 382 00:19:34,298 --> 00:19:35,799 - Okay, yeah. - Okay, whatever. Fine! 383 00:19:35,841 --> 00:19:36,675 You know, what? 384 00:19:36,717 --> 00:19:38,594 Fuck this restaurant concept! 385 00:19:39,052 --> 00:19:39,886 Punk! 386 00:19:39,928 --> 00:19:41,346 (glass shatters) 387 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:43,182 (upbeat rock music) 388 00:19:46,643 --> 00:19:48,603 (screaming and laughing) 389 00:19:48,645 --> 00:19:49,771 (car horn honks) 390 00:19:57,404 --> 00:19:58,404 (dog barks) 391 00:20:00,157 --> 00:20:01,867 (music stops) 392 00:20:01,909 --> 00:20:04,327 (grunting, heavy breathing) 393 00:20:04,369 --> 00:20:06,997 Uh, the adrenaline just wore off. 394 00:20:07,039 --> 00:20:08,707 (groans) 395 00:20:08,749 --> 00:20:10,083 (birds chirping) (dog barking) 396 00:20:10,125 --> 00:20:12,878 Yeah, my tits really hurt. This sucks. 397 00:20:12,920 --> 00:20:14,337 Maybe we should find your car. 398 00:20:14,379 --> 00:20:15,923 It's somewhere over there. 399 00:20:16,673 --> 00:20:18,258 Are you getting hungry? 400 00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:19,801 Fuck, I'm hungry. 401 00:20:21,303 --> 00:20:22,721 Wanna get some burgers? 402 00:20:24,056 --> 00:20:25,891 Let's get some fucking burgers. 403 00:20:27,017 --> 00:20:28,769 (upbeat rock music) 404 00:20:32,481 --> 00:20:34,733 (contemplative piano music) 405 00:20:42,074 --> 00:20:43,867 (thunder crashes) 406 00:20:45,327 --> 00:20:47,079 (ominous music) 407 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:52,918 (thunder booms) 408 00:20:54,086 --> 00:20:55,128 (door creaks open) 409 00:20:59,007 --> 00:21:00,926 (young woman whimpering in background) 410 00:21:02,135 --> 00:21:03,679 (window crashes) 411 00:21:04,346 --> 00:21:05,931 [young woman] Oh, no. 412 00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:08,433 (door creaks open) 413 00:21:10,811 --> 00:21:13,230 - What have you done? - Nothing, nothing, nothing. 414 00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:15,523 Please. 415 00:21:16,525 --> 00:21:17,943 No, no, no, no. 416 00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:21,488 Stop it! 417 00:21:21,863 --> 00:21:23,156 - Hey. - No. 418 00:21:23,198 --> 00:21:24,408 (young woman wails) 419 00:21:26,118 --> 00:21:27,118 Stop 420 00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:30,330 - Shh. - Get off me! 421 00:21:30,372 --> 00:21:32,999 - Stop it. - Get off me! 422 00:21:33,041 --> 00:21:34,041 Stop. 423 00:21:35,335 --> 00:21:36,461 (young woman cries) 424 00:21:40,048 --> 00:21:42,175 What do you want from me? 425 00:21:42,384 --> 00:21:43,844 (old man panting) 426 00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:48,056 I want you to do what I say... okay? 427 00:21:49,725 --> 00:21:52,894 (young woman cries) - No. 428 00:21:53,103 --> 00:21:55,105 (ominous music) (rain drizzling) 429 00:21:56,523 --> 00:21:58,233 (young woman pants) 430 00:22:00,193 --> 00:22:01,945 I guess I have to... 431 00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:03,905 board every window this house. 432 00:22:05,991 --> 00:22:08,452 (thunder crashes) (young woman sobs) 433 00:22:13,123 --> 00:22:15,417 (rain drizzling) (eerie music) 434 00:22:25,385 --> 00:22:26,595 (crows cawing) 435 00:22:28,597 --> 00:22:30,932 (young woman breathes heavily) 436 00:22:42,194 --> 00:22:43,904 (young woman cries) 437 00:22:53,455 --> 00:22:54,498 Come on. 438 00:22:55,165 --> 00:22:56,583 No, please, no, please. 439 00:22:56,625 --> 00:22:58,418 We can't go on like this. 440 00:22:58,460 --> 00:23:01,046 Please, please. 441 00:23:04,299 --> 00:23:06,551 - Open your mouth, Grace. - No. 442 00:23:07,135 --> 00:23:08,845 Open your mouth, come on. 443 00:23:10,305 --> 00:23:11,305 Don't! 444 00:23:13,100 --> 00:23:14,351 (Grace spits) 445 00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:15,644 I don't want it. 446 00:23:18,897 --> 00:23:20,524 (Grace breathes heavily) 447 00:23:23,193 --> 00:23:24,403 [Grace] No, no. 448 00:23:26,530 --> 00:23:27,489 Please. 449 00:23:27,531 --> 00:23:28,948 Come on, come on. 450 00:23:28,990 --> 00:23:30,951 Please, please! 451 00:23:32,327 --> 00:23:34,954 Open your mouth, goddammit! 452 00:23:34,996 --> 00:23:35,955 Ouch! 453 00:23:35,997 --> 00:23:37,207 (yelps in pain) 454 00:23:37,249 --> 00:23:38,291 (slap!) 455 00:23:39,543 --> 00:23:40,543 Oh. 456 00:23:42,379 --> 00:23:45,924 Ah, Grace. I'm so sorry. 457 00:23:46,675 --> 00:23:48,427 (Grace cries) 458 00:23:51,513 --> 00:23:52,514 Oh. 459 00:24:00,522 --> 00:24:01,690 [Norman] Oh, God. 460 00:24:03,191 --> 00:24:04,234 Stop it. 461 00:24:14,077 --> 00:24:15,620 Come on, Gracie. 462 00:24:15,662 --> 00:24:17,664 Let's try again. 463 00:24:17,706 --> 00:24:18,665 No. 464 00:24:18,707 --> 00:24:20,375 (ominous thumping music) 465 00:24:24,045 --> 00:24:25,088 Ow! 466 00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:26,130 Oh, God. 467 00:24:27,632 --> 00:24:28,632 Grace! 468 00:24:30,010 --> 00:24:31,470 (hyperventilating) 469 00:24:33,388 --> 00:24:34,514 (bangs on door) 470 00:24:34,556 --> 00:24:35,849 [Norman] Open the door. 471 00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:38,184 - No, please. - Open the door. 472 00:24:38,226 --> 00:24:39,352 (pounds on door) 473 00:24:39,394 --> 00:24:40,895 Open this door! 474 00:24:40,937 --> 00:24:42,063 (Norman jiggles doorknob) 475 00:24:44,399 --> 00:24:45,900 (Grace cries) 476 00:24:45,942 --> 00:24:46,985 (Norman bangs harder) 477 00:24:51,198 --> 00:24:52,574 Grace. 478 00:24:52,616 --> 00:24:55,326 Grace, please open the door. 479 00:24:55,368 --> 00:24:56,620 (Grace cries) 480 00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:00,457 (bangs on door again) 481 00:25:00,499 --> 00:25:01,499 Stop it. 482 00:25:04,586 --> 00:25:06,213 (soft piano music) 483 00:25:07,130 --> 00:25:08,423 I can't take this. 484 00:25:09,591 --> 00:25:10,591 Come on. 485 00:25:11,676 --> 00:25:12,969 (Grace cries) 486 00:25:15,597 --> 00:25:17,265 (hyperventilating) 487 00:25:21,061 --> 00:25:23,313 [Norman] Open the goddamn door! 488 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:26,483 Come on. 489 00:25:27,234 --> 00:25:29,110 [Norman] Come on, open the door! 490 00:25:33,365 --> 00:25:35,408 [Older Woman] Just promise me. 491 00:25:37,077 --> 00:25:38,620 (soft pensive music) 492 00:25:43,458 --> 00:25:44,458 (gasps) 493 00:25:45,210 --> 00:25:46,753 (brush clatters in sink) 494 00:25:46,795 --> 00:25:47,837 Oh! 495 00:25:48,463 --> 00:25:49,881 Grace! (bangs on door) 496 00:25:49,923 --> 00:25:51,341 Get away from the door! 497 00:25:51,716 --> 00:25:54,177 (door bursts open) (Grace wails) 498 00:26:00,809 --> 00:26:03,019 [Older Grace] Just promise me 499 00:26:04,396 --> 00:26:06,439 No matter how bad it gets. 500 00:26:07,816 --> 00:26:09,859 I won't make it without you. 501 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:14,239 I want to sleep in my own bed 502 00:26:15,156 --> 00:26:16,908 with you beside me. 503 00:26:17,450 --> 00:26:19,077 Promise me. 504 00:26:22,664 --> 00:26:23,957 I promise. 505 00:26:24,374 --> 00:26:25,750 No matter what? 506 00:26:26,126 --> 00:26:27,419 No matter what. 507 00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:33,592 Grace? 508 00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:36,552 Grace? 509 00:26:37,679 --> 00:26:39,430 (Grace cries) 510 00:26:39,472 --> 00:26:41,140 (tender piano music) 511 00:26:41,182 --> 00:26:42,141 Norman. 512 00:26:42,183 --> 00:26:43,309 Whoa, whoa. 513 00:26:43,351 --> 00:26:44,728 - Oh, oh. - I gotcha. 514 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:54,863 You look beautiful. 515 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:56,656 Norman? 516 00:26:56,865 --> 00:26:58,074 You know what? 517 00:26:59,242 --> 00:27:02,162 The corn is higher than my pick up truck. 518 00:27:02,329 --> 00:27:03,580 (Grace laughs) 519 00:27:10,503 --> 00:27:12,171 What have I done? 520 00:27:12,213 --> 00:27:15,633 - No. - I'm sorry. I didn't know. - I'm all right. 521 00:27:15,675 --> 00:27:18,235 - I didn't know it was you. - No, no, no, don't go there. No, no. 522 00:27:24,225 --> 00:27:26,519 - Oh, mother. - I missed you. 523 00:27:30,774 --> 00:27:32,484 (Norman cries) 524 00:27:36,571 --> 00:27:38,114 (music turns pensive) 525 00:27:45,163 --> 00:27:47,832 Oh. No. Oh, no, no. 526 00:27:49,209 --> 00:27:52,503 No!...No! 527 00:27:52,545 --> 00:27:53,630 (Grace wails) 528 00:27:57,592 --> 00:27:59,803 [Grace] No! No. 529 00:28:04,599 --> 00:28:06,309 [Grace] No! 530 00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:17,737 (haunting tense music) 531 00:28:21,366 --> 00:28:23,201 (fire crackles) (high-pitched hum) 532 00:28:23,243 --> 00:28:24,619 (heart beating) 533 00:28:30,500 --> 00:28:31,751 [Doctor] I'm sorry, 534 00:28:31,793 --> 00:28:33,211 but I strongly recommend 535 00:28:33,253 --> 00:28:35,254 withdrawing life support. 536 00:28:35,296 --> 00:28:36,255 It is time. 537 00:28:36,297 --> 00:28:37,382 [Mother] My daughter. 538 00:28:38,550 --> 00:28:40,218 It's time to wake up. 539 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:42,846 Please wake up, my daughter. 540 00:28:44,305 --> 00:28:47,183 (heart monitor beeping) (oxygen flowing) 541 00:28:52,313 --> 00:28:53,857 (eerie music) 542 00:29:01,322 --> 00:29:02,949 Her eyes blinked a little. 543 00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:13,418 (phone vibrating) 544 00:29:30,810 --> 00:29:33,897 ♪ 545 00:29:39,027 --> 00:29:41,320 ♪ I'm on top of the world and now I'm livin' ♪ 546 00:29:41,362 --> 00:29:43,781 ♪ And the good just gets better, keeps on givin' ♪ 547 00:29:43,823 --> 00:29:45,953 ♪ Not even close to the end, it's just beginnin' ♪ 548 00:29:45,995 --> 00:29:47,247 ♪ Life is gettin' lighter 549 00:29:47,289 --> 00:29:49,078 ♪ while the days are gettin' brighter, yeah ♪ 550 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:51,164 ♪ And it's all good, I won't even worry anymore ♪ 551 00:29:51,206 --> 00:29:52,498 ♪ Took all my cares, took them 552 00:29:52,540 --> 00:29:55,311 ♪ kicked them all out the door ♪ go on and try it, come on and tell me ♪ 553 00:29:55,335 --> 00:29:56,335 ♪ What you're waitin' for 554 00:29:56,377 --> 00:29:57,378 ♪ move and keep going 555 00:29:57,420 --> 00:29:59,088 ♪ till your life is overflowin', yeah ♪ 556 00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:01,382 ♪ I do a dance, do a dance of victory ♪ 557 00:30:01,424 --> 00:30:03,986 ♪ Cause now I'm livin' good ♪ no, I'm not livin' like I used to be ♪ 558 00:30:04,010 --> 00:30:06,137 ♪ Not talkin' bout things, talkin' bout my mind ♪ 559 00:30:06,179 --> 00:30:08,681 ♪ Now I'm free from the worries that I left behind ♪ 560 00:30:08,723 --> 00:30:10,892 ♪ I gotta jump for joy and shout aloud ♪ 561 00:30:10,934 --> 00:30:14,062 ♪ And make a sound, oh, the world can't stop me now, no... ♪ 562 00:30:17,816 --> 00:30:19,400 (electric hum) 563 00:30:19,651 --> 00:30:20,819 (fire crackling) 564 00:30:29,369 --> 00:30:31,287 (eerie music) 565 00:30:34,582 --> 00:30:36,835 (utensils clanking) 566 00:31:00,066 --> 00:31:01,901 Don't even think about it. 567 00:31:01,943 --> 00:31:03,903 [Angel] Come on, I put a lot of love into this. 568 00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:07,907 Aw. 569 00:31:07,949 --> 00:31:09,992 Where's the Pepto? 570 00:31:10,034 --> 00:31:11,536 (Angel laughs) 571 00:31:14,497 --> 00:31:15,623 Babe? 572 00:31:17,458 --> 00:31:18,458 Thank you. 573 00:31:24,424 --> 00:31:25,925 (closet door creaks open) 574 00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:32,432 (suitcase rustles) 575 00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:38,730 (suitcase unzips) 576 00:31:52,535 --> 00:31:58,124 I'm sorry, um... I don't understand what's happening right now. 577 00:31:58,166 --> 00:31:59,876 - Lily. - What? 578 00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:01,419 You're not coming with me. 579 00:32:02,170 --> 00:32:03,921 Uh, no. 580 00:32:03,963 --> 00:32:04,839 What? 581 00:32:04,881 --> 00:32:06,174 - Angel. - No. 582 00:32:07,508 --> 00:32:08,926 - You said... - No. 583 00:32:08,968 --> 00:32:10,386 You literally... 584 00:32:12,055 --> 00:32:14,807 your exact words were that we were gonna 585 00:32:14,849 --> 00:32:16,517 tell your mom together. 586 00:32:22,690 --> 00:32:24,651 This doesn't look like together. 587 00:32:29,864 --> 00:32:30,865 (Lily sighs) 588 00:32:32,033 --> 00:32:33,701 (soft dramatic music) 589 00:32:37,622 --> 00:32:39,040 [Lily] Seven years. 590 00:32:42,502 --> 00:32:44,504 Are we still doing it for each other? 591 00:32:45,588 --> 00:32:46,798 I mean, are we good? 592 00:32:48,174 --> 00:32:49,634 Why would you even ask me that? 593 00:32:51,552 --> 00:32:53,680 - Stupid question. - Don't do that. 594 00:32:58,601 --> 00:33:00,103 Maybe we should take a trip. 595 00:33:02,063 --> 00:33:03,648 Pride Uganda's in a week. 596 00:33:03,690 --> 00:33:04,774 Bite your tongue. 597 00:33:04,816 --> 00:33:05,900 Okay fine, Nigeria then. 598 00:33:05,942 --> 00:33:07,735 [Angel] Oh, you're in a rare form today. 599 00:33:07,860 --> 00:33:09,070 (Lily laughs) (phone rings) 600 00:33:09,112 --> 00:33:10,112 [Lily] Oh. 601 00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:21,582 [Operator] Welcome, you are the fourth person on this call 602 00:33:21,624 --> 00:33:23,876 at the tone, please state your name. 603 00:33:23,918 --> 00:33:24,918 Lily. 604 00:33:26,087 --> 00:33:28,214 - I have to work. - Oh, okay. 605 00:33:32,093 --> 00:33:34,011 Yeah, good morning everyone, hi. 606 00:33:34,053 --> 00:33:35,054 Yeah, I'm here. 607 00:33:38,474 --> 00:33:39,809 (Angel sighs) 608 00:33:39,851 --> 00:33:41,728 (Lily speaks faintly on phone) 609 00:33:44,230 --> 00:33:45,732 (water trickling) 610 00:33:46,899 --> 00:33:48,067 You hungry? 611 00:33:49,944 --> 00:33:51,696 You didn't make yourself anything. 612 00:33:51,738 --> 00:33:52,738 I'm good. 613 00:34:01,622 --> 00:34:03,041 (eerie music) 614 00:34:04,751 --> 00:34:05,793 Oh, my God. 615 00:34:06,753 --> 00:34:07,795 (breathes heavily) 616 00:34:12,842 --> 00:34:14,260 (walls creak) 617 00:34:14,302 --> 00:34:15,762 (floor rumbles) 618 00:34:19,724 --> 00:34:20,724 Oh, my God. 619 00:34:22,935 --> 00:34:24,062 I'm losing it. 620 00:34:25,521 --> 00:34:26,606 Oh, my God. 621 00:34:27,648 --> 00:34:29,692 (light pensive music) 622 00:34:38,618 --> 00:34:39,744 (birds chirping) 623 00:34:40,995 --> 00:34:42,330 (footsteps) 624 00:34:56,928 --> 00:34:58,679 (shower running) 625 00:35:02,683 --> 00:35:04,185 (music intensifies) 626 00:35:13,861 --> 00:35:15,363 (shower door whips open) 627 00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:20,326 Do you need the shower right this second? 628 00:35:21,202 --> 00:35:23,204 No... no. 629 00:35:25,706 --> 00:35:26,999 (breathes heavily) 630 00:35:29,919 --> 00:35:30,920 Oh, my God. 631 00:35:38,928 --> 00:35:39,928 (gasps) 632 00:35:42,390 --> 00:35:44,266 My daughter, my daughter. 633 00:35:44,308 --> 00:35:45,309 It's time. 634 00:35:46,394 --> 00:35:48,604 Please wake up, my child. 635 00:35:48,646 --> 00:35:49,856 (hyperventilates) 636 00:35:52,817 --> 00:35:53,985 (flashing sounds) 637 00:35:58,156 --> 00:35:59,907 (table shakes) 638 00:35:59,949 --> 00:36:00,949 (glass shatters) 639 00:36:02,076 --> 00:36:04,036 (walls crack) (ominous music) 640 00:36:11,294 --> 00:36:12,920 (breathes heavily) 641 00:36:18,759 --> 00:36:19,760 (walls crack) 642 00:36:22,930 --> 00:36:23,930 (fire crackles) 643 00:36:24,807 --> 00:36:25,850 (silence) 644 00:36:26,893 --> 00:36:27,977 (breathes heavily) 645 00:36:30,396 --> 00:36:33,065 Our Father, which art in heaven. 646 00:36:33,107 --> 00:36:34,901 Hallowed be thy name. 647 00:36:35,943 --> 00:36:37,403 Thy kingdom come. 648 00:36:38,863 --> 00:36:40,072 Thy will be done. 649 00:36:40,114 --> 00:36:41,949 On earth, as it is in heaven. 650 00:36:43,159 --> 00:36:44,618 Give us this day our daily bread. 651 00:36:44,660 --> 00:36:46,078 And forgive us our debts, 652 00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:47,160 as we forgive our debtors. 653 00:36:50,958 --> 00:36:52,209 She's awake! 654 00:36:52,251 --> 00:36:54,003 She's awake! 655 00:36:54,045 --> 00:36:55,254 Doctor! 656 00:36:55,296 --> 00:36:56,296 Doctor! 657 00:36:58,132 --> 00:36:59,842 (eerie music) 658 00:37:01,928 --> 00:37:03,137 (breathes heavily) 659 00:37:15,107 --> 00:37:16,317 (door opens) 660 00:37:25,701 --> 00:37:26,827 Welcome. 661 00:37:27,912 --> 00:37:31,665 Welcome. Welcome. Welcome back. 662 00:37:31,707 --> 00:37:33,167 (flashlight clicks) 663 00:37:34,835 --> 00:37:36,337 Welcome back, young lady. 664 00:37:37,505 --> 00:37:38,756 It's a miracle. 665 00:37:41,175 --> 00:37:42,385 Oh, my daughter. 666 00:37:43,469 --> 00:37:44,720 Thank you!! 667 00:38:00,361 --> 00:38:03,405 You are one very lucky woman. 668 00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:04,990 You fell wrong. 669 00:38:05,032 --> 00:38:06,033 Hit your head. 670 00:38:07,118 --> 00:38:09,161 It was mainly a scalp injury. 671 00:38:09,203 --> 00:38:11,122 Small subdural hematoma. 672 00:38:12,206 --> 00:38:14,041 How long was I in the coma? 673 00:38:15,501 --> 00:38:16,877 Seven weeks. 674 00:38:18,879 --> 00:38:20,298 Seven weeks? 675 00:38:21,215 --> 00:38:22,841 Your speech is sound, 676 00:38:22,883 --> 00:38:25,094 your movements are coordinated 677 00:38:25,136 --> 00:38:26,178 I am pleased 678 00:38:26,220 --> 00:38:27,388 and frankly, stunned. 679 00:38:27,430 --> 00:38:29,181 (door opens) 680 00:38:29,223 --> 00:38:30,308 [Angel] Lily. 681 00:38:33,853 --> 00:38:35,604 I will have the nurse check on you later. 682 00:38:36,063 --> 00:38:37,063 Rest. 683 00:38:37,189 --> 00:38:38,189 A lot. 684 00:38:39,817 --> 00:38:40,943 No scratching. 685 00:38:41,235 --> 00:38:42,235 Mmm. 686 00:38:44,905 --> 00:38:46,115 (suspenseful music) 687 00:38:46,157 --> 00:38:47,157 (door closes) 688 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:03,591 You remember me? 689 00:39:07,887 --> 00:39:09,930 I've never seen you wear another color before. 690 00:39:10,556 --> 00:39:12,641 Maybe I should bring another one next time? 691 00:39:13,059 --> 00:39:16,103 I don't plan on jumping off another building anytime soon. 692 00:39:20,107 --> 00:39:21,609 Did my mom say anything? 693 00:39:22,860 --> 00:39:24,153 No. 694 00:39:24,195 --> 00:39:25,613 She thinks I'm your bestie. 695 00:39:27,114 --> 00:39:28,114 Hmmm. 696 00:39:29,992 --> 00:39:31,118 How you feeling? 697 00:39:32,912 --> 00:39:34,038 Confused. 698 00:39:35,289 --> 00:39:36,289 Why? 699 00:39:37,583 --> 00:39:39,835 We lived in Los Angeles. 700 00:39:39,877 --> 00:39:41,920 We traveled the world. 701 00:39:41,962 --> 00:39:43,213 You were not you 702 00:39:43,255 --> 00:39:44,506 and I was not me. 703 00:39:44,548 --> 00:39:46,175 We were... 704 00:39:48,094 --> 00:39:49,512 we were... 705 00:39:51,555 --> 00:39:54,058 I went to New York. 706 00:39:56,644 --> 00:39:58,604 I saw the Twin Towers. 707 00:39:58,646 --> 00:39:59,521 I know they are not 708 00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:01,273 there anymore, but... 709 00:40:03,359 --> 00:40:04,360 I saw them. 710 00:40:06,153 --> 00:40:07,154 That's nice. 711 00:40:09,949 --> 00:40:11,283 Was I in your dream? 712 00:40:13,160 --> 00:40:14,620 (tender music) 713 00:40:18,165 --> 00:40:19,208 Were you hurt? 714 00:40:30,511 --> 00:40:31,929 I'm tired. 715 00:40:33,931 --> 00:40:34,932 Lie down. 716 00:40:41,355 --> 00:40:42,565 I'll come visit next time. 717 00:40:51,991 --> 00:40:53,451 (door opens and closes) 718 00:40:57,329 --> 00:40:58,330 (sighs) 719 00:41:14,555 --> 00:41:15,555 Oh. 720 00:41:28,736 --> 00:41:30,154 (exhales) 721 00:41:34,617 --> 00:41:35,617 (weeps) 722 00:41:41,332 --> 00:41:42,958 You are beautiful 723 00:41:46,003 --> 00:41:47,630 just the way you are 724 00:41:48,964 --> 00:41:50,257 don't forget that. 725 00:41:54,386 --> 00:41:55,387 (kisses window) 726 00:41:56,639 --> 00:41:57,723 (door opens) 727 00:42:04,355 --> 00:42:05,564 Yes, you are. 728 00:42:08,275 --> 00:42:10,069 I've missed you. 729 00:42:17,535 --> 00:42:18,702 (footsteps approach) 730 00:42:22,081 --> 00:42:23,290 (nurse clears throat) 731 00:42:24,708 --> 00:42:26,126 (pensive music) 732 00:42:28,420 --> 00:42:29,463 (gasps) 733 00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:33,801 (soft drumbeat music) 734 00:42:47,565 --> 00:42:49,316 (soft upbeat music) 735 00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:07,376 (plucky upbeat music) 736 00:43:10,838 --> 00:43:12,381 (keyboard clacking) 737 00:43:12,423 --> 00:43:14,758 I would happy to assist you with your wireless upgrade. 738 00:43:15,926 --> 00:43:19,305 May I please have your date of birth and telephone number, for security reasons? 739 00:43:20,472 --> 00:43:22,495 While I'm waiting for your account to load, 740 00:43:22,537 --> 00:43:27,062 can I interest you in our 10 gigabyte storage plan, for only $9.99 a month? 741 00:43:27,104 --> 00:43:28,772 [woman] I don't think so. 742 00:43:28,814 --> 00:43:30,814 (woman speaking faintly) (quirky orchestral music) 743 00:43:33,485 --> 00:43:35,237 (co-workers laughing) (stomachs growling) 744 00:43:37,281 --> 00:43:41,327 Um... it shows here that you ran over your data limit. 745 00:43:42,745 --> 00:43:45,789 You currently subscribe to our unlimited family plan. 746 00:43:47,166 --> 00:43:49,501 Are you communicating with any devices other than the four 747 00:43:49,543 --> 00:43:51,753 devices listed on your family plan? 748 00:43:51,795 --> 00:43:53,672 We have unlimited wave- 749 00:43:53,714 --> 00:43:55,716 (eerie ambient music) 750 00:43:55,758 --> 00:43:59,219 - [woman] Hello? Hello? - [Warren] Hello. - I'm calling the Better Business Bureau... 751 00:43:59,261 --> 00:44:01,096 [Warren] Yeah. - Excuse me, Ma'am? 752 00:44:01,138 --> 00:44:02,306 (dial tone) 753 00:44:04,266 --> 00:44:05,266 Ma'am? 754 00:44:06,518 --> 00:44:08,353 (ominous music) 755 00:44:08,395 --> 00:44:09,438 (strange noises) 756 00:44:12,816 --> 00:44:15,361 - I don't know what her problem is, right. - She's so strange. 757 00:44:17,029 --> 00:44:17,738 Exactly. 758 00:44:17,780 --> 00:44:19,060 Okay, I'll see you guys later. 759 00:44:19,740 --> 00:44:21,367 (soft piano music) 760 00:44:22,493 --> 00:44:23,619 (typing) 761 00:44:25,162 --> 00:44:26,330 (bicycle spokes clicking) 762 00:44:27,623 --> 00:44:29,333 (upbeat music) 763 00:44:32,503 --> 00:44:35,881 Just 'cause I see things doesn't mean they're there. 764 00:44:37,549 --> 00:44:39,149 (upbeat music) (bicycle spokes clicking) 765 00:44:44,973 --> 00:44:45,973 Mariella? 766 00:44:48,644 --> 00:44:50,145 This is for you. 767 00:44:50,187 --> 00:44:51,397 (quirky upbeat music) 768 00:44:56,402 --> 00:44:57,861 You'll have to sign for that. 769 00:45:03,492 --> 00:45:05,369 (resumes typing) 770 00:45:05,411 --> 00:45:08,163 I would be happy to assist you with your wireless upgrade. 771 00:45:09,832 --> 00:45:12,751 [Warren] Oh, I do apologize my computer is running very slow today. 772 00:45:12,793 --> 00:45:14,378 Just a few moments while I update, sir. 773 00:45:14,795 --> 00:45:16,004 What's up, Django? 774 00:45:16,255 --> 00:45:17,589 What is the deal with her? 775 00:45:17,631 --> 00:45:18,548 Mariella? 776 00:45:18,590 --> 00:45:19,609 Yeah, I wouldn't go there. 777 00:45:19,633 --> 00:45:21,051 She's nutsoid. 778 00:45:21,301 --> 00:45:23,303 She was on leave and we think it was a loony bin 779 00:45:23,345 --> 00:45:24,513 kind of leave. 780 00:45:24,555 --> 00:45:26,139 She doesn't seem crazy. 781 00:45:26,181 --> 00:45:28,100 Sometimes I catch her staring at me 782 00:45:28,142 --> 00:45:29,768 like I'm an alien. 783 00:45:32,646 --> 00:45:34,648 [Warren] Oh, I pulled up your history here, 784 00:45:34,690 --> 00:45:36,191 it seems like probably should go with 785 00:45:36,233 --> 00:45:37,025 the family plan. 786 00:45:37,067 --> 00:45:39,187 [Mariella] ...a telephone number and date of birth. 787 00:45:42,948 --> 00:45:44,658 (quirky upbeat music) 788 00:46:32,873 --> 00:46:33,874 (music stops) 789 00:46:37,002 --> 00:46:38,921 (soft romantic music) 790 00:46:49,515 --> 00:46:52,350 ♪ I tremble at the edge of sleep ♪ 791 00:46:52,392 --> 00:46:57,397 ♪ How many times I dreamt you were real ♪ 792 00:46:58,899 --> 00:47:01,151 ♪ And mine to keep 793 00:47:07,574 --> 00:47:10,535 ♪ Falling stars and day dreams 794 00:47:10,577 --> 00:47:16,083 ♪ Things were never quite as they seemed ♪ 795 00:47:27,719 --> 00:47:30,931 ♪ If you were mine to keep 796 00:47:34,977 --> 00:47:36,395 (train approaches) 797 00:47:40,691 --> 00:47:42,818 Oh, and I forgot to hit the brakes on it. 798 00:47:42,860 --> 00:47:44,778 So I'm just going down and I... 799 00:47:45,779 --> 00:47:47,030 (record skips) 800 00:47:48,115 --> 00:47:50,033 I should change the record. 801 00:47:55,956 --> 00:47:57,416 (ominous music) 802 00:48:00,419 --> 00:48:02,379 (strangle rumbling sounds) 803 00:48:05,382 --> 00:48:06,633 (snake rattles) 804 00:48:10,888 --> 00:48:11,930 (eerie music) 805 00:48:13,140 --> 00:48:14,266 (sounds stop) 806 00:48:16,643 --> 00:48:17,936 Hey, you okay? 807 00:48:18,645 --> 00:48:19,855 (ominous music) 808 00:48:25,068 --> 00:48:27,029 (tender music) (Mariella whispers to herself) 809 00:48:29,823 --> 00:48:30,823 Hey, 810 00:48:32,367 --> 00:48:33,367 what is it? 811 00:48:35,871 --> 00:48:36,997 You can tell me. 812 00:48:43,462 --> 00:48:44,546 I see things. 813 00:48:45,505 --> 00:48:46,798 Yeah, so do I. 814 00:48:47,841 --> 00:48:49,509 I don't think you understand. 815 00:48:50,636 --> 00:48:51,720 Wait. 816 00:48:51,970 --> 00:48:54,264 Then I'll fight them for you. Yeah, right. 817 00:48:54,306 --> 00:48:55,746 You don't think I'm strong enough? 818 00:48:56,850 --> 00:48:58,560 (upbeat music) 819 00:48:58,602 --> 00:49:00,520 (Django breathes heavily) 820 00:49:03,690 --> 00:49:05,442 (Django groans) (Mariella laughs) 821 00:49:09,571 --> 00:49:11,239 (soft romantic music) 822 00:49:17,037 --> 00:49:18,789 (upbeat music) (snake rattles) 823 00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:28,548 (men grunt, punch) 824 00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:35,806 (Django groans) 825 00:49:43,814 --> 00:49:46,775 (umbrella smacks, smacks, smacks, smacks... smacks.) 826 00:49:50,988 --> 00:49:52,656 (bad guy grunts and hits the ground) 827 00:49:56,576 --> 00:49:57,535 Did I get it? 828 00:49:57,577 --> 00:49:58,745 It's over there now. 829 00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,080 Oh. 830 00:50:02,040 --> 00:50:03,458 (upbeat music) 831 00:50:06,586 --> 00:50:07,586 Get down! 832 00:50:08,714 --> 00:50:09,464 Take the gun. 833 00:50:09,506 --> 00:50:11,106 - What are you talking about? - Take it! 834 00:50:13,135 --> 00:50:14,511 (guns firing) 835 00:50:18,515 --> 00:50:19,558 Get down! 836 00:50:19,808 --> 00:50:20,892 (explosions boom) 837 00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:25,147 (guns firing) 838 00:50:29,693 --> 00:50:31,069 I think you should go. 839 00:50:31,111 --> 00:50:32,529 (soft music) 840 00:50:32,571 --> 00:50:34,906 And leave you in this war zone? No way. 841 00:50:36,116 --> 00:50:38,201 Django, it's been this way my whole life. 842 00:50:42,622 --> 00:50:43,748 All right. 843 00:50:43,790 --> 00:50:44,790 Come on. 844 00:50:45,792 --> 00:50:46,793 (Django groans) 845 00:50:48,003 --> 00:50:49,546 (upbeat music) 846 00:50:55,594 --> 00:50:56,594 Now you try. 847 00:50:58,930 --> 00:51:00,223 (pensive music) 848 00:51:01,224 --> 00:51:02,350 You're crazy. 849 00:51:02,392 --> 00:51:03,601 Actually... 850 00:51:03,643 --> 00:51:05,270 Not funny. 851 00:51:05,562 --> 00:51:07,898 Just try, don't give into your fear. 852 00:51:10,317 --> 00:51:11,317 Come on. 853 00:51:13,070 --> 00:51:14,321 (suspenseful music) 854 00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:26,750 (snakes rattle) 855 00:51:33,423 --> 00:51:34,716 [Django] You can do it. 856 00:51:38,220 --> 00:51:39,554 (soft piano music) 857 00:51:40,347 --> 00:51:41,765 (swooshing sound) 858 00:51:49,022 --> 00:51:50,232 (tender romantic music) 859 00:51:56,696 --> 00:51:58,198 (music swells) 860 00:51:59,157 --> 00:52:00,617 (snake rattling subsides) 861 00:52:11,086 --> 00:52:12,712 (music crescendos) 862 00:52:26,726 --> 00:52:28,228 (Mariella laughs) 863 00:52:30,772 --> 00:52:32,607 (upbeat orchestral music) 864 00:52:48,039 --> 00:52:50,959 (soft angelic music) 865 00:52:58,466 --> 00:53:00,093 (street sounds) 866 00:53:01,094 --> 00:53:02,429 (door swishes open) 867 00:53:07,809 --> 00:53:09,519 (traffic whizzes by) 868 00:53:16,484 --> 00:53:18,403 (sounds of nature throughout) 869 00:53:32,918 --> 00:53:34,211 (gear rustling) 870 00:53:38,465 --> 00:53:40,050 (footsteps on dock) 871 00:53:45,805 --> 00:53:47,098 (birds chirp) 872 00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:55,065 (boat rustles) 873 00:53:58,068 --> 00:54:00,111 (water splashes boat) 874 00:54:08,286 --> 00:54:10,538 (water trickles) (Lilah coughs) 875 00:54:23,426 --> 00:54:25,262 (faint voices far away) 876 00:54:31,101 --> 00:54:32,435 (oar paddling) 877 00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:40,151 (boat rustles loudly) 878 00:54:53,290 --> 00:54:54,958 (deep rumbling sounds) 879 00:54:57,502 --> 00:54:59,254 (boat slides on grass) 880 00:55:01,965 --> 00:55:03,883 (rocks splash in water) 881 00:55:22,319 --> 00:55:23,653 (crow caws) 882 00:55:28,283 --> 00:55:29,993 (soft wind blows) 883 00:55:40,378 --> 00:55:42,797 (leaves rustle) 884 00:55:47,552 --> 00:55:49,554 (Lilah hums) (wind blows) 885 00:56:10,700 --> 00:56:12,410 (paper crinkles) 886 00:56:16,039 --> 00:56:18,291 (boots crunching dry grass) 887 00:56:33,139 --> 00:56:34,933 (birds chirp) 888 00:56:39,604 --> 00:56:41,064 (box snaps closed) 889 00:56:57,247 --> 00:56:58,915 (insects buzzing) 890 00:57:02,752 --> 00:57:04,587 (fire crackling) 891 00:57:25,775 --> 00:57:27,193 (Lilah groans) 892 00:57:33,408 --> 00:57:35,493 More morphine, Mama. 893 00:57:36,077 --> 00:57:37,537 (Lilah groans) 894 00:57:39,706 --> 00:57:41,583 More morphine, Mama. 895 00:57:44,127 --> 00:57:47,004 - [Mama] Shh, shh, shh. - Mama, I need more morphine. 896 00:57:47,046 --> 00:57:50,341 - [Mama] It's coming, honey, it's coming. - [Doctor] Sweetheart, let's start this. 897 00:57:50,383 --> 00:57:52,427 Hold out your hand. 898 00:57:52,469 --> 00:57:54,011 [Mama] Shh, it's okay, it's okay. 899 00:57:54,053 --> 00:57:55,721 [Father] Come on, come on. 900 00:57:55,763 --> 00:57:57,723 [Mama] I know, I know. I know, it's okay. 901 00:57:57,765 --> 00:57:59,058 Don't look, don't look. 902 00:57:59,100 --> 00:58:00,601 It's gonna, it's gonna be fine. 903 00:58:00,643 --> 00:58:02,186 (Lilah cries) 904 00:58:02,228 --> 00:58:03,688 Shh, shh, shh, shh. 905 00:58:04,647 --> 00:58:05,647 [Father] Here you go. 906 00:58:05,690 --> 00:58:08,443 [Mama] It's okay, it's okay. One more. Count to ten in your head. 907 00:58:08,485 --> 00:58:10,278 Count down, count to ten backward down, love. 908 00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,070 Here we go. 909 00:58:11,112 --> 00:58:12,829 [Doctor] Let's turn this on. 910 00:58:12,871 --> 00:58:16,451 [Mama and Lilah] Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five... 911 00:58:16,493 --> 00:58:18,035 [Mama] Squeeze my hand. 912 00:58:18,077 --> 00:58:21,706 [Mama and Lilah] - Four, three, two, one. 913 00:58:23,500 --> 00:58:25,084 [Father] Shh. 914 00:58:26,211 --> 00:58:28,087 (soft contemplative music) 915 00:58:42,810 --> 00:58:45,897 [Mama] Remember that flying feeling that you had? 916 00:58:53,154 --> 00:58:55,615 (crickets chirping) 917 00:58:59,244 --> 00:59:01,579 (Lilah cries in pain) 918 00:59:18,596 --> 00:59:20,598 (water trickles) 919 00:59:24,102 --> 00:59:25,853 (soft floating music) 920 00:59:28,398 --> 00:59:29,566 (crow caws) 921 00:59:33,736 --> 00:59:35,947 (wings flapping) 922 00:59:40,285 --> 00:59:41,869 (water trickles) 923 00:59:55,675 --> 00:59:57,677 [Mama whispering] Go to sleep now. 924 00:59:57,719 --> 01:00:00,346 You can't fight it. You can't fight it. 925 01:00:01,889 --> 01:00:06,269 Go to sleep. Go to sleep now. Go to sleep now. 926 01:00:13,151 --> 01:00:14,569 (water trickles) (Lilah moans) 927 01:00:17,947 --> 01:00:19,449 [Father] Come on. 928 01:00:20,658 --> 01:00:22,201 (water trickles) 929 01:00:37,925 --> 01:00:40,428 (water slaps sides of boat) 930 01:00:47,560 --> 01:00:50,438 (calm water) (grass blowing in the wind) 931 01:01:21,386 --> 01:01:22,887 (water trickles 932 01:01:26,891 --> 01:01:28,601 (tender piano music) 933 01:01:29,227 --> 01:01:30,645 (dishes clinking) 934 01:01:36,442 --> 01:01:40,446 Hi, Em... I'm actually gonna need your expense report 935 01:01:40,488 --> 01:01:42,948 by the end of the day. 936 01:01:42,990 --> 01:01:44,659 This is his mustache. 937 01:01:44,701 --> 01:01:45,618 (Boyfriend laughs) 938 01:01:45,660 --> 01:01:46,869 You're cute. 939 01:01:49,414 --> 01:01:50,706 Think I'm cute? 940 01:01:50,748 --> 01:01:52,792 Yeah, maybe without the mustache. 941 01:01:52,834 --> 01:01:54,669 You don't like the mustache? 942 01:01:55,878 --> 01:01:57,505 (phone vibrates) 943 01:01:57,547 --> 01:02:00,633 Oh, I got a draft tonight. 944 01:02:00,675 --> 01:02:03,010 - Fantasy draft's tonight? - Yep. 945 01:02:03,052 --> 01:02:05,221 Can't keep the forbid mistress waiting. 946 01:02:05,847 --> 01:02:07,223 Uh-huh. 947 01:02:07,265 --> 01:02:09,434 It's fantasy football, Em. 948 01:02:10,518 --> 01:02:11,686 Let's not start this tonight. 949 01:02:11,728 --> 01:02:12,979 No, of course. 950 01:02:15,732 --> 01:02:17,525 - Have fun. - Yep. 951 01:02:20,278 --> 01:02:21,571 (door closes) 952 01:02:25,742 --> 01:02:27,994 (Em sighs) 953 01:02:30,288 --> 01:02:32,915 (suspenseful music) (people faintly laughing) 954 01:02:40,923 --> 01:02:41,924 Hello? 955 01:02:59,692 --> 01:03:00,892 [Boyfriend] - All right, boys. 956 01:03:01,527 --> 01:03:02,987 It's time to draft! 957 01:03:03,029 --> 01:03:04,447 Woooo! 958 01:03:07,366 --> 01:03:08,701 (Em breathes heavily) 959 01:03:08,743 --> 01:03:10,703 - Oh, my God. - Oh, hey babe. 960 01:03:10,745 --> 01:03:14,457 Don't, "Hey babe" me with a lady dancer on your lap. 961 01:03:14,499 --> 01:03:15,583 What? 962 01:03:15,625 --> 01:03:16,709 This is how you draft. 963 01:03:16,751 --> 01:03:17,835 Oh, please. 964 01:03:18,419 --> 01:03:19,545 You know what? 965 01:03:19,587 --> 01:03:21,005 Screw Travis Kelce. 966 01:03:21,047 --> 01:03:22,715 I'm taking this tight end. 967 01:03:22,757 --> 01:03:23,966 (men laugh) 968 01:03:25,676 --> 01:03:26,803 I don't think so. 969 01:03:32,683 --> 01:03:33,683 (dog barks) 970 01:03:35,937 --> 01:03:37,438 (Em exhales) 971 01:03:39,482 --> 01:03:40,649 [Boyfriend] Mm-hm. 972 01:03:40,691 --> 01:03:42,693 (romantic piano music) 973 01:03:42,735 --> 01:03:43,820 (glasses clink) 974 01:03:46,739 --> 01:03:48,825 (Boyfriend and Emily laugh) 975 01:03:52,370 --> 01:03:53,830 What is going on? 976 01:03:54,413 --> 01:03:56,457 Hey babe, this is Emily. 977 01:03:57,208 --> 01:04:00,461 It's only our second date but I can tell she's the one. 978 01:04:00,837 --> 01:04:02,901 [Emily] His mom and I talk on the phone every 979 01:04:02,943 --> 01:04:05,007 night before bed even though we've never met. 980 01:04:06,467 --> 01:04:09,929 I thought Nancy didn't have minutes after nine p.m. 981 01:04:09,971 --> 01:04:12,348 (Boyfriend and Emily laugh) 982 01:04:15,893 --> 01:04:18,421 [Emily] You know, on our first date we got 983 01:04:18,463 --> 01:04:21,524 matching tattoos to symbolize our everlasting love. 984 01:04:22,275 --> 01:04:23,400 It was his idea. 985 01:04:23,442 --> 01:04:24,819 You told her her you love her? 986 01:04:25,069 --> 01:04:25,986 [Boyfriend] Yeah, 987 01:04:26,028 --> 01:04:27,446 tons of times. 988 01:04:28,406 --> 01:04:30,491 [Emily] Tells me I'm beautiful even without makeup. 989 01:04:30,533 --> 01:04:32,117 Well, you don't need that stuff. 990 01:04:32,159 --> 01:04:33,577 (Emily laughs) 991 01:04:33,619 --> 01:04:35,412 You know, I've had multiple studies done 992 01:04:35,454 --> 01:04:37,623 on my vigorously fertile uterus. 993 01:04:38,875 --> 01:04:40,543 He doesn't even want kids... 994 01:04:42,336 --> 01:04:43,796 Wait, what studies? 995 01:04:45,756 --> 01:04:46,756 [Em] Hey! 996 01:04:47,800 --> 01:04:48,885 Hey! 997 01:04:49,927 --> 01:04:51,137 Hey! 998 01:04:51,554 --> 01:04:52,554 (blows out candles) 999 01:04:53,556 --> 01:04:54,765 (breathes heavily) 1000 01:04:57,852 --> 01:05:00,271 (bedsprings squeaking) 1001 01:05:13,117 --> 01:05:14,201 In our bed? 1002 01:05:15,119 --> 01:05:16,662 Oh, it's you. 1003 01:05:16,704 --> 01:05:17,872 You asshole. 1004 01:05:18,789 --> 01:05:20,207 I knew you were cheating on me. 1005 01:05:20,249 --> 01:05:21,500 What are you talking about? 1006 01:05:21,542 --> 01:05:22,710 Seriously? 1007 01:05:22,752 --> 01:05:26,589 You're literally still inside of her vigorous vagina, 1008 01:05:26,631 --> 01:05:29,425 whatever the... Who are you? 1009 01:05:30,635 --> 01:05:33,429 - Is that your mom? - No. Um... 1010 01:05:33,804 --> 01:05:34,972 What! 1011 01:05:35,389 --> 01:05:37,141 No, I'm not his mom. 1012 01:05:38,601 --> 01:05:40,102 I'm his girlfriend. 1013 01:05:40,144 --> 01:05:41,479 I've got this. 1014 01:05:44,607 --> 01:05:46,233 (man groans) 1015 01:05:51,864 --> 01:05:53,282 Listen, sweetie, 1016 01:05:53,449 --> 01:05:55,576 you're not the right person for him. 1017 01:05:55,618 --> 01:05:57,078 You're too boring. 1018 01:05:58,120 --> 01:05:59,288 You're not pretty enough. 1019 01:06:00,414 --> 01:06:02,375 Your hair always looks like a mess. 1020 01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:05,795 You're obviously not that bright. 1021 01:06:06,671 --> 01:06:09,090 You could certainly stand to lose a couple extra pounds. 1022 01:06:10,216 --> 01:06:12,093 And if I'm being completely honest, 1023 01:06:14,178 --> 01:06:16,806 you're just not sexually adventurous. 1024 01:06:17,306 --> 01:06:18,891 We 69'd. 1025 01:06:20,059 --> 01:06:21,018 Once. 1026 01:06:21,060 --> 01:06:21,894 (man laughs) 1027 01:06:21,936 --> 01:06:23,145 Almost. 1028 01:06:23,187 --> 01:06:24,438 That's cute. 1029 01:06:24,814 --> 01:06:28,651 The truth is, honey, he just doesn't love you. 1030 01:06:30,569 --> 01:06:32,947 (men laughing) (ominous music) 1031 01:06:41,831 --> 01:06:43,123 Let's all get married. 1032 01:06:43,165 --> 01:06:44,667 (everyone laughs) 1033 01:06:44,709 --> 01:06:46,168 Yeah. 1034 01:06:46,585 --> 01:06:48,087 (eerie music) 1035 01:06:54,677 --> 01:06:56,387 (Em hyperventiles) 1036 01:06:58,222 --> 01:07:00,683 (people laughing) (party music) 1037 01:07:05,563 --> 01:07:07,064 (Em hyperventilates) 1038 01:07:08,983 --> 01:07:11,443 [Boyfriend] I got all the way to the train and realized 1039 01:07:11,485 --> 01:07:14,238 I forgot my Venture card. 1040 01:07:21,037 --> 01:07:25,541 I have something to tell you but I don't know how. 1041 01:07:27,126 --> 01:07:31,380 Can you not leave the Brita on the counter? 1042 01:07:31,422 --> 01:07:33,841 I mean, I can't stand warm water. 1043 01:07:34,008 --> 01:07:35,843 (nervous laugh) 1044 01:07:35,885 --> 01:07:36,885 Yeah. 1045 01:07:39,013 --> 01:07:40,389 (door opens) 1046 01:07:40,598 --> 01:07:43,392 I got all the way to the train and realized I left my 1047 01:07:43,434 --> 01:07:46,228 Venture card on the counter. 1048 01:07:50,733 --> 01:07:52,192 I have something to tell you 1049 01:07:52,234 --> 01:07:53,235 but I don't know how. 1050 01:07:56,655 --> 01:07:57,865 I think we should break up. 1051 01:08:00,159 --> 01:08:01,660 (door closes) 1052 01:08:03,287 --> 01:08:04,747 (door opens) 1053 01:08:04,789 --> 01:08:06,582 I got all the way to the train and realized 1054 01:08:06,624 --> 01:08:08,292 I forgot my Venture card. 1055 01:08:12,505 --> 01:08:13,672 I have to tell you something. 1056 01:08:13,714 --> 01:08:16,091 I think we should break up. 1057 01:08:16,133 --> 01:08:18,094 (Em breathes heavily) 1058 01:08:25,768 --> 01:08:28,020 (soft piano music) 1059 01:08:28,771 --> 01:08:30,147 [Bully 1] Queer. 1060 01:08:30,189 --> 01:08:32,191 [Bully 2] Get AIDS. 1061 01:08:32,233 --> 01:08:33,025 Faggot. 1062 01:08:33,067 --> 01:08:35,194 - [Bully 1] You're such a queer. - [Bully 2] Faggot. 1063 01:08:35,236 --> 01:08:36,945 [Bully 3] Faggot. 1064 01:08:36,987 --> 01:08:38,781 [Bully 1] Cock sucker. 1065 01:08:38,823 --> 01:08:39,782 [Bully 2] Faggot. 1066 01:08:39,824 --> 01:08:42,284 [Bully 1] Cock sucker. You're such a queer. 1067 01:08:43,160 --> 01:08:44,995 [Bully 2] Fuck you, faggot. 1068 01:08:45,079 --> 01:08:46,247 Where are you going, freak? 1069 01:08:46,330 --> 01:08:47,623 [Bully 1] Queer. 1070 01:08:47,665 --> 01:08:49,875 - Cock sucker. - Queer. 1071 01:08:50,793 --> 01:08:51,585 What the hell? 1072 01:08:51,627 --> 01:08:52,753 You're such a weirdo. 1073 01:08:52,795 --> 01:08:54,463 You're the weirdo, leave me alone. 1074 01:08:54,630 --> 01:08:56,070 - You'll never be a girl. - Shut up. 1075 01:08:56,382 --> 01:08:57,383 You shut up! 1076 01:08:58,467 --> 01:09:00,136 (sounds of a heart beating) 1077 01:09:07,560 --> 01:09:08,393 [Bully 1] Queer. 1078 01:09:08,435 --> 01:09:09,394 [Bully 3] Faggot. 1079 01:09:09,436 --> 01:09:10,395 Cock sucker. 1080 01:09:10,437 --> 01:09:11,689 [Bully 3] Queer. 1081 01:09:15,818 --> 01:09:17,194 [Bully 1] Queer. 1082 01:09:17,236 --> 01:09:18,296 - [Bully 2] Faggot. - [Bully 3] Cock sucker. 1083 01:09:18,320 --> 01:09:19,363 [Bully 2] Pussy. 1084 01:09:19,405 --> 01:09:20,447 Faggot. 1085 01:09:20,489 --> 01:09:21,769 [Bully 1] You're such a queer. 1086 01:09:26,871 --> 01:09:28,080 (keys drop) 1087 01:09:28,122 --> 01:09:29,122 [Pepper] Shit. 1088 01:09:31,876 --> 01:09:32,960 (groans) 1089 01:09:35,004 --> 01:09:36,213 [Bully 1] Queer. 1090 01:09:36,255 --> 01:09:38,006 Cock sucker. 1091 01:09:38,048 --> 01:09:39,466 Queer. 1092 01:09:39,508 --> 01:09:40,885 You should have never been born. 1093 01:09:42,136 --> 01:09:43,846 [Bully 2] Faggot. 1094 01:09:43,888 --> 01:09:45,889 [Bully 1] Faggy. 1095 01:09:45,931 --> 01:09:47,307 Queer. 1096 01:09:47,349 --> 01:09:49,143 (heart beating) (ominous music) 1097 01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:50,936 (underwater sounds) 1098 01:10:09,121 --> 01:10:10,831 (eerie voices) 1099 01:10:22,134 --> 01:10:23,844 (exhales smoke) 1100 01:10:30,059 --> 01:10:31,977 [Pepper] Oh, hell no. 1101 01:10:32,436 --> 01:10:34,355 No, no, no, no, no. 1102 01:10:35,189 --> 01:10:36,482 Shit! 1103 01:10:37,858 --> 01:10:40,027 (underwater bubbling) 1104 01:10:48,535 --> 01:10:50,454 (Pepper screams) (Cassie gasps for air) 1105 01:10:51,413 --> 01:10:53,373 What the hell, child? 1106 01:10:53,415 --> 01:10:54,708 (Cassie coughs) 1107 01:10:54,750 --> 01:10:56,794 Why the hell you wanna do that, huh? 1108 01:10:57,169 --> 01:10:58,462 (Pepper groans) 1109 01:10:58,504 --> 01:11:02,132 Now, tell me where you live 'cause I'm taking you home. 1110 01:11:03,342 --> 01:11:05,219 Oh, fine. 1111 01:11:05,427 --> 01:11:09,848 But you gonna catch a cold in those wet, stank clothes. 1112 01:11:11,016 --> 01:11:12,518 (Cassie hyperventilates) 1113 01:11:13,519 --> 01:11:15,229 Oh, my God. 1114 01:11:15,271 --> 01:11:16,772 Oh, Jesus. 1115 01:11:19,275 --> 01:11:20,526 Come with me. 1116 01:11:24,863 --> 01:11:26,115 Come on, now! 1117 01:11:27,074 --> 01:11:28,701 (water drips) 1118 01:11:34,498 --> 01:11:35,833 (keys jingle) 1119 01:11:37,793 --> 01:11:40,713 (door closes) (keys hit table) 1120 01:11:52,683 --> 01:11:54,143 (water pours) 1121 01:11:54,893 --> 01:12:00,149 The bigger the glass is... the smaller your fingers look, 1122 01:12:00,941 --> 01:12:02,150 that's a tip. 1123 01:12:02,192 --> 01:12:03,193 Hm. 1124 01:12:05,070 --> 01:12:06,238 You live here? 1125 01:12:06,280 --> 01:12:07,906 Mm. 1126 01:12:07,948 --> 01:12:09,450 It talks. 1127 01:12:10,617 --> 01:12:11,744 What's your name? 1128 01:12:14,330 --> 01:12:15,581 Cassie. 1129 01:12:16,498 --> 01:12:17,624 What's yours? 1130 01:12:20,294 --> 01:12:21,754 I'm Pepper. 1131 01:12:23,172 --> 01:12:24,506 Now get out of those wet clothes 1132 01:12:24,548 --> 01:12:26,258 so I can throw them in the dryer. 1133 01:12:26,633 --> 01:12:27,760 Put this on. 1134 01:12:30,054 --> 01:12:31,472 Andale, andale. 1135 01:12:41,815 --> 01:12:43,442 Don't touch anything. 1136 01:12:46,278 --> 01:12:47,696 I'll be right back. 1137 01:12:51,367 --> 01:12:53,327 (soft piano music) 1138 01:13:21,230 --> 01:13:22,430 (Pepper screams) (music stops) 1139 01:13:23,065 --> 01:13:25,109 - That's Dallas Coulter. - Sorry. 1140 01:13:26,026 --> 01:13:27,194 (Pepper screams) 1141 01:13:27,236 --> 01:13:30,239 Now your little ass is standing on my Chanel. 1142 01:13:31,156 --> 01:13:34,284 Chanel, like in Vogue? 1143 01:13:36,453 --> 01:13:37,453 Mm-hm. 1144 01:13:38,288 --> 01:13:40,207 Circa 1970. 1145 01:13:41,208 --> 01:13:43,877 So you know what Chanel and Vogue are, hm? 1146 01:13:45,087 --> 01:13:46,713 Look at you. 1147 01:13:47,089 --> 01:13:49,174 Little fashionista. 1148 01:13:49,800 --> 01:13:52,928 You lucky I went deep sea diving in a knockoff. 1149 01:13:54,304 --> 01:13:55,556 (Pepper sighs) 1150 01:14:05,983 --> 01:14:07,692 Do you want to be a woman? 1151 01:14:07,734 --> 01:14:08,693 (Pepper laughs) 1152 01:14:08,735 --> 01:14:10,737 Hell no, child. 1153 01:14:11,029 --> 01:14:13,073 You think I want those mood swings? 1154 01:14:13,365 --> 01:14:15,075 Shit. 1155 01:14:20,497 --> 01:14:21,582 Uh-uh. 1156 01:14:22,040 --> 01:14:23,542 That's not your color. 1157 01:14:23,709 --> 01:14:24,709 Mm-mm. 1158 01:14:26,628 --> 01:14:30,048 Then what are you... really? 1159 01:14:31,800 --> 01:14:34,011 I'm a drag artist, sweetheart. 1160 01:14:34,928 --> 01:14:39,391 I get paid to dress up like a glamorous woman and perform. 1161 01:14:39,683 --> 01:14:41,852 It's all an illusion, honey. 1162 01:14:42,019 --> 01:14:43,019 (Pepper sighs) 1163 01:14:43,061 --> 01:14:45,063 Nothing else. 1164 01:14:57,326 --> 01:14:59,286 That was my husband, Nick. 1165 01:15:03,165 --> 01:15:04,333 You were married? 1166 01:15:06,043 --> 01:15:07,043 Yep. 1167 01:15:08,170 --> 01:15:09,379 25 years. 1168 01:15:11,173 --> 01:15:12,674 And then just like that, 1169 01:15:15,302 --> 01:15:16,302 he died. 1170 01:15:18,805 --> 01:15:21,350 Left me to deal with this bullshit alone. 1171 01:15:28,190 --> 01:15:31,318 Why the hell do you want to off yourself at your age, huh? 1172 01:15:32,277 --> 01:15:33,277 Huh? 1173 01:15:34,363 --> 01:15:37,157 I thought it was only drag queens like me 1174 01:15:37,199 --> 01:15:39,201 who "Thelma and Louise" it off a cliff 1175 01:15:39,243 --> 01:15:40,869 when shit gets real... 1176 01:15:41,411 --> 01:15:43,539 but you're just a kid. 1177 01:15:48,085 --> 01:15:49,086 Oh. 1178 01:15:51,380 --> 01:15:53,715 Look. This... 1179 01:15:53,840 --> 01:15:56,426 this is your color. 1180 01:15:56,843 --> 01:15:57,928 Here. 1181 01:16:02,140 --> 01:16:03,683 Your clothes should be dry by now. 1182 01:16:03,725 --> 01:16:05,227 I'll go get 'em. 1183 01:16:16,905 --> 01:16:19,992 (tender uplifting music)