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10th May, 1981

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My dear Passengers of the Night,

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it's May 10th, or the 11th now,

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and I'm Vanda Dorval,

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taking you through once more to 4 a.m.

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Call in to tell me
your experiences of this special night.

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Here, nothing has changed.

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We're still on 45 24 70 00.

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Before we take our first call, music.

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With Barbara singing Regarde.

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THE PASSENGERS OF THE NIGHT

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Hi, grandpa.

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Matthias, how are you?

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- Good, and you?
- Fine, thanks.

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Nice to see you.

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Where've you been?

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With Carlos.

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Doing math.

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Very funny.

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Should I stay tonight?

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No, I'm fine.

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You go.

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Matthias, you got my ciggies?

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- No, forgot.
- You forgot?

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So give me my cash back.

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Grandpa, hi there.

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Nice surprise.

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- All right?
- Yeah.

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I'm all right.

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So you're active politically?

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Yeah, but mom won't let me go
to protests.

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You have exams coming up
and better things to do.

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You passed your exams
and did nothing better.

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Come on.

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Here, Matthias.

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Thanks, grandpa. You're sure?

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That's far too much.

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If all Judith does is buy ciggies.

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Thanks.

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Need a hand, mom?

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No, thanks, sweetie.

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Well, I'll fix myself some dinner.

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Your separation is final?

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He's...

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He's rented an apartment.

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Near Saint-Lazare,
with his girlfriend. So...

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I can help out.

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That's not the issue, dad.

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I need to find work fast.

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How? You've never worked.

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Thanks.

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A great help.

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Sorry.

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That's not what I meant.

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I know.

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Of course, you'll find something.

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There are lots of jobs that require
common sense and sensitivity.

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Lots of new sectors are opening up.

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With new jobs.

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It's already changing, dad.

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But I'll mention that I'm very sensitive

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on my resumé.

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I'm sorry.

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I'm being ridiculous. Sorry.

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Anyway, you go home. It's late.

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Matthias will walk with you.

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The Cold War's most visible effect,

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as you are well aware,

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was the creation
of two antagonistic blocs

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centered on the URSS and the USA.

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This polarization
undermines other states' unity.

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They are also cut in half.

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The Allies merge occupied zones

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to form West Germany in May 1949.

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The Soviet-occupied zone

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forms East Germany in October 1949.

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To undermine antagonism

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An unoccupied zone for allies

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I'm an ally of your occupied zone

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At the end of the war,

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Berlin is subjected to an occupation

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by four parties.

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Davies? Hold on a minute.

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Why come to this class?

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I don't call roll,
so why bother turning up?

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My classroom
is no place for writing poetry.

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For inspiration, try looking elsewhere.

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What are you interested in?

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What really interests you?

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What I don't like is you pretending.

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You pretend to listen and to be here.

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I think you're old enough
to own what you want.

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You want to be a poet. So own it.

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I don't want to be a poet.

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You seem to float along.

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Gliding.

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How can you glide over things
at your age?

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Do you speak Occitan, Youri?

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No, I've never been into regionalism.

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I prefer to be understood.

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Quite the ambition, to be understood.

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When you dress as a woman,
are you understood?

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It's something else, my secret garden.

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Does your wife know you crossdress?

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I mean, have you been able
to share it with her?

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"Share" would be over the top
but sometimes she sees me.

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What are you doing in the dark?

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Can't you sleep?

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And why are you home so late?

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It's intense, lots of meetings.

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How was your first day at work?

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First and last, you mean.

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I got fired.

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What happened?

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I forgot to save the file.

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What?

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The inventory file. I...

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I spent all day filling it out

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and forgot to save when I closed it.

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It wasn't saved.

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- It can't be true.
- It is.

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I'm out of my depth.

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Mom, I showed you.

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- Auto-save. I showed you.
- No.

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I did.

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Your grandfather's right. I'm useless.

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Don't ever say that.

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He spouts some bullshit.

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He doesn't change.

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Hello.

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Hello.

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Come on in.

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Take a seat.

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Thanks.

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Elisabeth.

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Yes, of course. Elisabeth.

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From La Rochelle, right?

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I suppose, but I've been in Paris
a long time now.

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You left La Rochelle at what age?

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Sixteen.

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This is where you record the program?

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Most of the time, yes.

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It feels like we're on home ground.

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Well...

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I was very touched by your letter.

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The honesty it exuded.

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Thank you.

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So you're an avid listener?

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Yes.

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Sleep doesn't come easy to me,
let's say.

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I've listened to you from the start.

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Going back to The Night Road.

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I knew it wasn't only truckers
we kept awake.

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A drink?

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Yes.

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What have you done before now,
Elisabeth?

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I studied psychology.

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Some secretarial work.

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Then I had my children so...

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When I tried to go back,

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I had health issues so...

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Why go back to work now?

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I'm separated from my husband.

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- He left me.
- I understand.

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I understand.

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You say in your letter,
you'll do just about anything.

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Yes, as required, I can...

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The switchboard, for example?

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You'd be interested?

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- Switchboard?
- Telephone switchboard.

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Francis is leaving us.

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We're looking for someone.

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I'll introduce you. He'll explain it.

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Then we'll try you out.

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If it works out, great.
If not, then no.

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What I'm looking for

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is someone
who connects with the listener.

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As well as being able
to filter, welcome and get on air

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an experience that can be shared.

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It involves sensing things.

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Sensing the truth, I'd say.

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And with regard to...

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more pragmatic matters,
the pay's terrible.

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Our budget is constantly being reduced.

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And since the advent of late-night TV,

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radio has lost its
monopoly of the night.

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Any questions?

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No.

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Well, one.

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When do you want me to start?

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Actually, right now.

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Jot down name, number, time of call.

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When you're good,

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you motion to Agostini,
if he ever stops talking...

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You motion to him, three.

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You press three and you hang up.

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All done.

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Now?

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Take it.

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- This is a call?
- Yes.

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Good evening, what's your name?

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Evening, Henri.

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What would you like to discuss with...

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with Vanda, sorry.

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I'll put you on hold briefly
and I'll be right back.

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Hold the line, Henri.

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Motion to him first.

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Three.

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I press three.

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You hang up and you're good.

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Sorry, I didn't see you there.

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No, it's my fault. I dozed off.

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With your coat on?

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I couldn't sleep.

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I went down for a walk.

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When do your classes start?

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Late, this morning.

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You left your clutter out again.

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Morning.

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I know, too old for it.

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No, it's not you.

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I don't smell too fresh.
Better keep your distance.

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Okay, I'll keep my distance.

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And make your hot chocolate.

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Thanks.

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You never say how you're feeling.

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Just fine.

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For sure?

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Stop, mom.
Starting the day on a downer.

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And why just stand there?

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Eat something.

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You're so thin.

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You're right.

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Wacko! You nearly landed on her.

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No worries. I saw you, Leila.

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All right, kids?

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If anything's off tomorrow morning,

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you guys are banned, okay?

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Sure, dad, we'll clear up.

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In that case, welcome.

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To see the game,

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we're watching here later.

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It's hot.

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That's the booze.

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You're super pretty
with your cheeks glowing.

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You'll let me read your writing.

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- You'd like that?
- For sure.

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Carlos has read it.

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Yeah, and he made fun of me.

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Matthias!

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You're kidding me. We scored!

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- Take a look.
- Gotta go.

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All right.

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So, you want to contribute
to which part of the show?

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Yes. That means coming in.

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We have a visitor.

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Okay.

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Hold the line, I'll be right back.

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She looks so young.

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A kid.

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A high schooler.

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Evening.

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- Are you Talulah?
- Yes.

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I'm Elisabeth. We spoke on the phone.

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Okay.

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Thanks for coming in.

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Your letter touched us all.

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You know how the program works?

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Yes.

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So, Vanda will be sitting there.

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And you'll be in that booth.

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You'll be in the shadows,

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so Vanda can't see you.

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Okay.

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What's Your Name?

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Dear Passengers,
here's a favorite of yours,

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according to your numerous letters.

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We thought we'd try
to make it a regular slot.

279
00:21:44,617 --> 00:21:47,325
Starting tonight, with a new visitor.

280
00:21:48,283 --> 00:21:49,492
What's your name?

281
00:21:50,492 --> 00:21:51,408
Talulah.

282
00:21:51,867 --> 00:21:53,950
Talulah? That's pretty, Talulah.

283
00:21:54,575 --> 00:21:55,825
That's your real name?

284
00:21:58,242 --> 00:21:59,450
Yes, it's my name.

285
00:22:01,283 --> 00:22:03,117
Do you know what it means?

286
00:22:03,825 --> 00:22:05,950
Does it mean anything in particular?

287
00:22:06,617 --> 00:22:08,533
No, I don't think so.

288
00:22:10,283 --> 00:22:12,283
I see you come from St. Malo.

289
00:22:12,742 --> 00:22:14,908
Yes, not far from St. Malo.

290
00:22:15,700 --> 00:22:17,867
And since you arrived in Paris?

291
00:22:18,367 --> 00:22:20,950
No fixed abode, I'm always on the move.

292
00:22:21,117 --> 00:22:23,533
Hotel rooms or squats.

293
00:22:24,700 --> 00:22:26,658
Do your parents help you out?

294
00:22:27,325 --> 00:22:28,617
You keep in touch?

295
00:22:35,367 --> 00:22:36,658
Do I have to answer?

296
00:22:38,575 --> 00:22:40,283
I don't feel like talking about it.

297
00:22:41,408 --> 00:22:44,117
Mom and dad, it's not very interesting.

298
00:22:44,283 --> 00:22:45,700
Talulah, it's up to you.

299
00:22:45,867 --> 00:22:47,367
I can't make you but...

300
00:22:49,367 --> 00:22:50,867
You asked to come here.

301
00:22:51,033 --> 00:22:53,033
You know what we're about here.

302
00:22:53,617 --> 00:22:54,825
Talking about yourself.

303
00:22:54,992 --> 00:22:57,033
About your past, your childhood.

304
00:22:59,950 --> 00:23:01,867
You have a very young voice.

305
00:23:02,283 --> 00:23:04,033
A voice of childhood, perhaps.

306
00:23:05,492 --> 00:23:06,575
How old are you?

307
00:23:06,742 --> 00:23:07,742
Eighteen.

308
00:23:08,492 --> 00:23:09,617
Eighteen...

309
00:23:10,283 --> 00:23:11,575
So you're very young.

310
00:23:14,325 --> 00:23:15,825
It's funny here, though.

311
00:23:15,992 --> 00:23:16,950
How come?

312
00:23:17,117 --> 00:23:19,367
- The studio, you mean?
- Yes.

313
00:23:19,783 --> 00:23:22,658
I didn't imagine it like this when...

314
00:23:23,950 --> 00:23:26,075
- Listening to those voices.
- Really?

315
00:23:26,242 --> 00:23:27,783
How did you imagine it?

316
00:23:27,950 --> 00:23:29,200
Much smaller.

317
00:23:29,367 --> 00:23:32,700
Like a sort of dressing room or...

318
00:23:33,742 --> 00:23:35,325
Or that thing for confession.

319
00:23:35,742 --> 00:23:37,200
You ever went to confession?

320
00:23:37,367 --> 00:23:38,283
No.

321
00:23:38,450 --> 00:23:39,450
Never.

322
00:23:44,950 --> 00:23:48,742
I was thinking we could piggy-back
one of Lenoir's live gigs.

323
00:23:49,533 --> 00:23:53,075
At Le Palace or Les Bains-Douches,
shake things up.

324
00:23:54,283 --> 00:23:56,158
Sure, let's brainstorm it.

325
00:23:56,867 --> 00:23:58,825
I bumped into him earlier.

326
00:23:58,992 --> 00:24:00,700
Next time, I'll mention it.

327
00:24:02,367 --> 00:24:03,450
See you, Vanda.

328
00:24:12,450 --> 00:24:13,700
So, how's it going?

329
00:24:14,575 --> 00:24:16,075
Vanda's happy, at least.

330
00:24:16,742 --> 00:24:18,992
You're getting the hang of it?

331
00:24:20,033 --> 00:24:21,117
Sure.

332
00:24:22,117 --> 00:24:24,450
It feels a bit hit-and-miss still,

333
00:24:24,617 --> 00:24:28,700
and I'd like Vanda's feedback
but I hope I'm up to speed.

334
00:24:29,242 --> 00:24:31,158
Don't overthink it with Vanda.

335
00:24:31,658 --> 00:24:35,200
If you don't cut it,
she'll be sure to let you know.

336
00:24:35,783 --> 00:24:37,908
I wonder how much longer
the tryout lasts.

337
00:24:38,700 --> 00:24:40,825
The tryout? It's done, over.

338
00:24:41,325 --> 00:24:42,575
You totally tried out.

339
00:24:43,992 --> 00:24:45,825
No way. She didn't tell you?

340
00:24:46,617 --> 00:24:47,617
What a sourpuss!

341
00:24:49,992 --> 00:24:51,908
I'm pleased you're here, at least.

342
00:24:53,992 --> 00:24:54,783
See you.

343
00:24:54,867 --> 00:24:57,033
Tomorrow, then. Colleague.

344
00:25:14,825 --> 00:25:15,825
Are you okay?

345
00:25:16,825 --> 00:25:18,158
What are you doing?

346
00:25:19,117 --> 00:25:21,658
The café opens in ten minutes or so.

347
00:25:23,492 --> 00:25:25,075
I'm sorry about earlier.

348
00:25:25,950 --> 00:25:27,283
Sorry about what?

349
00:25:28,950 --> 00:25:31,283
I dunno, I didn't know what to say.

350
00:25:32,283 --> 00:25:34,200
I couldn't find the words.

351
00:25:34,908 --> 00:25:36,825
I sucked. I messed it all up.

352
00:25:37,242 --> 00:25:38,200
Not at all.

353
00:25:38,867 --> 00:25:41,075
You were great, Talulah, honestly.

354
00:25:44,992 --> 00:25:46,242
You must be freezing.

355
00:25:46,700 --> 00:25:48,950
You have a place to go after the café?

356
00:25:49,117 --> 00:25:51,158
After the café, we'll see.

357
00:25:57,408 --> 00:25:58,450
Grab your gear.

358
00:25:58,617 --> 00:26:00,283
You can't stay here.

359
00:26:00,450 --> 00:26:01,867
Come home with me.

360
00:26:02,033 --> 00:26:03,950
We have a spare room upstairs.

361
00:26:04,117 --> 00:26:05,992
- I don't want to intrude.
- You won't.

362
00:26:06,158 --> 00:26:07,575
I'm inviting you.

363
00:26:08,450 --> 00:26:09,575
Come on.

364
00:26:27,450 --> 00:26:28,450
This way.

365
00:26:29,533 --> 00:26:33,700
My ex-husband insisted
on buying this with the apartment.

366
00:26:33,867 --> 00:26:35,783
We use it to store stuff.

367
00:26:40,158 --> 00:26:42,825
You need to make space
for the mattress but...

368
00:26:43,867 --> 00:26:46,117
My daughter comes up sometimes
to be alone.

369
00:26:47,408 --> 00:26:48,575
Thanks, but I can't.

370
00:26:48,742 --> 00:26:50,033
Not at all.

371
00:26:50,742 --> 00:26:52,825
Okay, I'll let you settle in.

372
00:26:53,783 --> 00:26:56,658
If you want a shower,
just come downstairs.

373
00:26:57,283 --> 00:26:58,325
All right.

374
00:27:01,075 --> 00:27:02,033
Here...

375
00:27:03,700 --> 00:27:04,617
There you go.

376
00:27:07,742 --> 00:27:09,408
You can stay a few days.

377
00:27:10,033 --> 00:27:11,033
But...

378
00:27:12,117 --> 00:27:14,783
It's a bit tricky with my two teens.

379
00:27:14,950 --> 00:27:16,075
And I'm on my own.

380
00:27:16,575 --> 00:27:18,825
I understand. It's really cool of you.

381
00:27:18,992 --> 00:27:20,992
Well, goodnight then.

382
00:27:21,158 --> 00:27:22,575
What's left of it.

383
00:27:26,450 --> 00:27:27,742
This'll come in handy.

384
00:28:27,950 --> 00:28:29,075
Holy shit!

385
00:28:29,742 --> 00:28:30,642
What's up?

386
00:28:31,242 --> 00:28:32,325
Tell me.

387
00:28:33,325 --> 00:28:34,617
Gimme the binoculars.

388
00:28:35,325 --> 00:28:37,492
Don't be selfish, as usual.

389
00:28:37,658 --> 00:28:38,867
Put the strap on.

390
00:28:39,033 --> 00:28:40,283
Don't need it.

391
00:28:43,825 --> 00:28:45,283
How old, d'you think?

392
00:28:45,450 --> 00:28:47,242
Dunno. Seventeen, eighteen...

393
00:28:48,242 --> 00:28:49,575
She waved to me.

394
00:28:49,742 --> 00:28:51,117
You think she's done it?

395
00:28:51,283 --> 00:28:52,183
You bet.

396
00:28:52,700 --> 00:28:53,825
No way. Think so?

397
00:28:54,450 --> 00:28:55,617
No doubt about it.

398
00:28:56,783 --> 00:28:59,033
Quit acting like you don't care.

399
00:29:00,658 --> 00:29:01,558
Shit.

400
00:29:01,658 --> 00:29:02,558
Who's that?

401
00:29:02,700 --> 00:29:03,700
No clue.

402
00:29:04,908 --> 00:29:08,033
I hope it's not mom.
We should be at school.

403
00:29:12,242 --> 00:29:13,142
Hi.

404
00:29:16,033 --> 00:29:17,075
You're Elisabeth's son?

405
00:29:17,783 --> 00:29:18,742
Yes.

406
00:29:18,908 --> 00:29:21,533
She told me to come by for a shower.

407
00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:25,200
I'm upstairs. She didn't say?

408
00:29:27,158 --> 00:29:28,283
Is it a bad time?

409
00:29:28,450 --> 00:29:29,908
No, come in.

410
00:29:30,075 --> 00:29:31,658
I mean, mom didn't say but...

411
00:29:32,908 --> 00:29:34,325
Thanks, that's cool.

412
00:29:37,158 --> 00:29:38,242
Talulah.

413
00:29:38,408 --> 00:29:39,408
Matthias.

414
00:29:41,283 --> 00:29:43,825
How does my mother
know a chick like her?

415
00:29:44,492 --> 00:29:47,367
Maybe I should call her.
What if she's lying?

416
00:29:47,533 --> 00:29:48,742
Are you nuts?

417
00:29:49,117 --> 00:29:51,158
If she's lying, you kick her out?

418
00:29:51,325 --> 00:29:54,158
No, she's here now. We're keeping her.

419
00:29:55,117 --> 00:29:57,533
She's at least eighteen, for sure.

420
00:29:57,700 --> 00:29:59,867
You saw her?
The way she looked at you?

421
00:30:00,033 --> 00:30:01,575
Who the heck is she?

422
00:30:06,450 --> 00:30:07,825
Thanks, that's much better.

423
00:30:09,117 --> 00:30:10,450
Need anything else?

424
00:30:10,867 --> 00:30:12,700
I already butted in enough. Bye.

425
00:30:22,242 --> 00:30:24,367
Shit, that smells good, dude.

426
00:30:25,242 --> 00:30:26,908
- Smell!
- Stop it.

427
00:30:27,242 --> 00:30:28,533
I'm keeping it.

428
00:30:37,700 --> 00:30:39,867
I can never do this. You try?

429
00:30:40,033 --> 00:30:41,117
Sure.

430
00:30:41,283 --> 00:30:43,200
You set a place for Talulah?

431
00:30:43,867 --> 00:30:45,450
You invited her for lunch?

432
00:30:45,617 --> 00:30:46,950
Yeah, why not?

433
00:30:47,617 --> 00:30:49,700
I don't know. Who is she?

434
00:30:50,700 --> 00:30:52,783
She's only here for a few days.

435
00:30:53,658 --> 00:30:55,283
You know where she's from?

436
00:30:56,158 --> 00:30:58,158
Yes, come in. It's open.

437
00:31:01,825 --> 00:31:03,200
Hello.

438
00:31:06,033 --> 00:31:07,033
Come in.

439
00:31:07,783 --> 00:31:09,575
You were already in radio

440
00:31:09,742 --> 00:31:11,242
before working with Vanda?

441
00:31:11,658 --> 00:31:12,867
It's all new.

442
00:31:13,492 --> 00:31:14,783
She hid it for days.

443
00:31:14,950 --> 00:31:16,617
I didn't hide anything.

444
00:31:17,492 --> 00:31:19,700
It's no crime to take your time.

445
00:31:19,867 --> 00:31:22,158
I wanted to be sure before telling you.

446
00:31:22,908 --> 00:31:24,158
You're in 10th grade?

447
00:31:25,242 --> 00:31:26,825
Okay? How's it going?

448
00:31:26,992 --> 00:31:27,892
It's going.

449
00:31:27,992 --> 00:31:29,075
Not really going.

450
00:31:30,158 --> 00:31:32,783
I got a message
from your assistant principal.

451
00:31:33,283 --> 00:31:34,658
Any idea what he wants?

452
00:31:34,825 --> 00:31:36,950
Most likely, not to give you a medal.

453
00:31:38,575 --> 00:31:41,242
- Over-dramatic, as usual.
- I'm over-dramatic?

454
00:31:41,617 --> 00:31:44,617
If you flunk this year,
you're on your own.

455
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:47,700
You think you'll go back?

456
00:31:48,408 --> 00:31:49,241
No.

457
00:31:49,325 --> 00:31:52,325
I left after 9th grade. It's been years.

458
00:31:52,700 --> 00:31:53,617
And other courses?

459
00:31:53,783 --> 00:31:56,408
You can get funding. Nothing appeals?

460
00:32:01,408 --> 00:32:02,575
Actually...

461
00:32:03,075 --> 00:32:06,075
what you do on the radio,
I'd enjoy that, I think.

462
00:32:06,783 --> 00:32:08,200
Listening to people,

463
00:32:08,367 --> 00:32:10,158
talking to them, helping them.

464
00:32:12,033 --> 00:32:15,158
I mean, it helped me,
listening to your show at night.

465
00:32:19,867 --> 00:32:20,867
Not again.

466
00:32:21,367 --> 00:32:23,575
It's several times a day right now.

467
00:32:27,033 --> 00:32:28,158
Here we go.

468
00:32:28,742 --> 00:32:29,783
This is it.

469
00:32:40,325 --> 00:32:41,450
Come on, Matthias.

470
00:32:54,992 --> 00:32:56,825
Three for Birdy, please.

471
00:32:57,492 --> 00:32:59,492
It started ten minutes ago. Sorry.

472
00:32:59,658 --> 00:33:01,533
No problem, tell us how it starts.

473
00:33:01,700 --> 00:33:05,200
Trouble is, I can't let anyone in
more than five minutes late.

474
00:33:05,367 --> 00:33:06,658
Come on, please!

475
00:33:07,283 --> 00:33:08,367
No, honestly.

476
00:33:10,367 --> 00:33:11,575
He wasn't having it.

477
00:33:12,283 --> 00:33:13,825
Pain in the ass!

478
00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:15,617
Let's catch the next one.

479
00:33:19,575 --> 00:33:20,867
Come on.

480
00:33:23,325 --> 00:33:24,533
What's she doing?

481
00:33:28,575 --> 00:33:29,533
Come on!

482
00:33:34,992 --> 00:33:36,283
What are we doing?

483
00:33:40,825 --> 00:33:43,950
If I get the chance tonight,
I'll grab it, for sure.

484
00:33:44,950 --> 00:33:48,117
I feel compelled
to stay up all night now and then.

485
00:33:48,283 --> 00:33:50,492
Don't take it personally. It's just me.

486
00:33:58,533 --> 00:33:59,533
Sorry.

487
00:33:59,950 --> 00:34:01,158
Sit down!

488
00:34:07,950 --> 00:34:10,700
I never said
I don't like going out with you.

489
00:34:11,283 --> 00:34:13,158
If you're home at a reasonable hour.

490
00:34:13,325 --> 00:34:16,408
It's reasonable for me
even if not for you.

491
00:34:17,117 --> 00:34:18,408
I'll sleep tomorrow.

492
00:34:19,158 --> 00:34:21,825
You have your tennis. It's cool.

493
00:34:22,283 --> 00:34:24,408
Shit, I'm sorry.

494
00:34:25,742 --> 00:34:29,908
I'm greatly attracted to you but
it's under control, as you requested.

495
00:34:35,533 --> 00:34:38,742
- Careful! What if she comes in?
- Don't worry.

496
00:34:38,908 --> 00:34:40,492
It's discreet, don't worry.

497
00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:43,825
It's only because
you're scared she'll see us?

498
00:34:44,742 --> 00:34:46,408
Stop, Octave!

499
00:34:48,325 --> 00:34:50,783
You're crazy. I don't agree with it.

500
00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:53,450
I respect no girl more than you.

501
00:34:54,783 --> 00:34:57,242
There's something about you
that's virginal.

502
00:34:57,950 --> 00:35:01,450
The indomitable air
of a ferocious Amazon.

503
00:35:01,992 --> 00:35:03,033
I daren't touch you.

504
00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:05,325
I can't bear anyone else touching you.

505
00:35:05,492 --> 00:35:09,200
Imagining you in a man's arms
is unbearable for me.

506
00:35:09,367 --> 00:35:11,408
Especially the men you frequent,

507
00:35:11,575 --> 00:35:14,908
whose animality is pathetically bestial.

508
00:35:21,825 --> 00:35:23,450
Lucky we got the wrong film.

509
00:35:24,283 --> 00:35:25,908
It's a roll of the dice.

510
00:35:28,867 --> 00:35:29,908
Home, maybe?

511
00:35:31,408 --> 00:35:32,950
Look, Octave,

512
00:35:33,117 --> 00:35:34,658
I need to be alone.

513
00:35:34,825 --> 00:35:37,825
I feel compelled
to stay up all night now and then.

514
00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:40,283
C'mon, let's go.

515
00:35:42,033 --> 00:35:43,283
Bestial!

516
00:35:43,450 --> 00:35:45,992
Is that all you can say? Bestial!

517
00:35:46,742 --> 00:35:48,867
You're bestial, too, in your own way.

518
00:36:46,867 --> 00:36:48,617
So, what did you say then?

519
00:36:48,783 --> 00:36:50,367
What could I say?

520
00:36:54,575 --> 00:36:56,283
That dress looks great on you.

521
00:36:56,495 --> 00:36:57,495
A real change.

522
00:36:57,575 --> 00:36:58,700
I don't know.

523
00:37:00,158 --> 00:37:02,742
I'm sorting through them. Good film?

524
00:37:02,908 --> 00:37:03,808
Yeah.

525
00:37:05,492 --> 00:37:07,450
Do you plan on working tonight?

526
00:37:07,617 --> 00:37:08,658
Why?

527
00:37:09,242 --> 00:37:10,408
What do you mean, why?

528
00:37:10,575 --> 00:37:12,242
I imagine you have homework.

529
00:37:12,408 --> 00:37:13,492
Already did it.

530
00:37:13,658 --> 00:37:14,867
Lying, Octave!

531
00:37:15,283 --> 00:37:16,408
Shut up!

532
00:37:16,575 --> 00:37:19,492
How was it with Talulah?
She's nice, isn't she?

533
00:37:19,658 --> 00:37:20,867
Super nice.

534
00:37:21,033 --> 00:37:23,075
I feel bad, imagining her up there.

535
00:37:24,450 --> 00:37:25,742
Cooped up alone.

536
00:37:25,908 --> 00:37:28,367
You'll adopt all the local stray dogs?

537
00:37:28,533 --> 00:37:29,433
What?

538
00:37:29,950 --> 00:37:31,658
Miss Lefty's scared of squatters?

539
00:37:31,725 --> 00:37:32,828
My ass, Matthias.

540
00:37:32,908 --> 00:37:34,492
You're obviously into her.

541
00:37:34,558 --> 00:37:35,408
Bullshit.

542
00:37:35,492 --> 00:37:36,825
She isn't like that.

543
00:37:36,992 --> 00:37:38,617
I find her very touching.

544
00:37:40,242 --> 00:37:42,867
Just imagine,
practically on the street,

545
00:37:43,367 --> 00:37:44,700
at her age.

546
00:37:44,867 --> 00:37:46,575
With her father halfway mad.

547
00:37:47,908 --> 00:37:49,075
What do you think?

548
00:37:50,033 --> 00:37:51,867
Tell me if I'm being foolish.

549
00:37:52,033 --> 00:37:53,492
Maybe I'm being foolish.

550
00:37:53,658 --> 00:37:55,075
You're not being foolish.

551
00:38:17,242 --> 00:38:18,700
You forgot this, I think.

552
00:38:18,867 --> 00:38:19,825
Thanks.

553
00:38:20,908 --> 00:38:22,950
- Who's the band?
- Television.

554
00:38:24,533 --> 00:38:26,700
From New York. I'll lend it to you.

555
00:38:26,867 --> 00:38:27,616
Great.

556
00:38:27,700 --> 00:38:28,617
Thanks.

557
00:38:29,242 --> 00:38:30,158
Come in.

558
00:38:35,200 --> 00:38:36,408
By the way,

559
00:38:36,867 --> 00:38:38,450
we had a chat with mom.

560
00:38:39,367 --> 00:38:41,450
If you want to stay longer or...

561
00:38:41,992 --> 00:38:43,992
just stay, period, you can.

562
00:38:52,492 --> 00:38:53,908
Well, thanks.

563
00:38:58,125 --> 00:38:59,325
You okay, Talulah?

564
00:39:06,117 --> 00:39:07,450
Don't cry for no reason.

565
00:39:08,075 --> 00:39:09,242
Sorry.

566
00:39:10,367 --> 00:39:12,408
You're all so kind, as well.

567
00:39:15,575 --> 00:39:16,867
It's okay, don't worry.

568
00:39:17,367 --> 00:39:18,367
Sure?

569
00:39:21,367 --> 00:39:22,408
Okay...

570
00:39:22,908 --> 00:39:24,283
I'll be going.

571
00:39:27,450 --> 00:39:28,742
Do you want to...

572
00:39:29,325 --> 00:39:31,242
Do you want to smoke with me?

573
00:39:31,617 --> 00:39:32,658
If you want.

574
00:39:36,492 --> 00:39:37,492
I know.

575
00:39:38,283 --> 00:39:39,658
You gotta see this...

576
00:40:19,617 --> 00:40:20,742
Beautiful.

577
00:40:20,908 --> 00:40:21,867
Come on.

578
00:40:27,742 --> 00:40:28,742
Want some?

579
00:40:50,908 --> 00:40:52,325
I'm obsessing about the film.

580
00:40:54,575 --> 00:40:56,658
You liked it? Didn't seem that way.

581
00:40:58,367 --> 00:40:59,992
I wasn't sure earlier.

582
00:41:01,575 --> 00:41:04,200
Some films,
you only like them way later.

583
00:41:04,867 --> 00:41:06,200
Or when you see them again.

584
00:41:07,033 --> 00:41:08,992
Depends on your mood or whatever.

585
00:41:09,617 --> 00:41:11,867
- You see a lot of movies?
- Actually...

586
00:41:13,742 --> 00:41:15,283
Mostly when it's cold out.

587
00:41:24,658 --> 00:41:26,158
More and more, sure.

588
00:41:28,367 --> 00:41:29,492
I just enjoy it.

589
00:41:31,158 --> 00:41:32,325
You forget yourself.

590
00:41:32,700 --> 00:41:33,867
It's as if...

591
00:41:46,950 --> 00:41:48,200
What time is it?

592
00:41:48,950 --> 00:41:50,117
9:07.

593
00:41:50,283 --> 00:41:51,533
Shit, gotta go.

594
00:41:52,742 --> 00:41:54,742
Here, finish it, if you want.

595
00:41:54,908 --> 00:41:56,450
Sorry, I'm really late.

596
00:41:56,617 --> 00:41:57,575
What for?

597
00:43:28,867 --> 00:43:29,992
Want to play?

598
00:43:30,742 --> 00:43:31,825
Cookie?

599
00:43:32,783 --> 00:43:34,825
I'm on two packs a night now.

600
00:43:38,492 --> 00:43:40,783
So, let's talk to our first listener.

601
00:43:41,367 --> 00:43:42,825
Who may you be?

602
00:43:45,617 --> 00:43:46,517
Hello?

603
00:43:47,450 --> 00:43:50,033
Hello, you're live on the radio.
Who's there?

604
00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:51,158
Vanda...

605
00:43:51,825 --> 00:43:53,283
It's Robin. Missed me, bitch?

606
00:43:53,617 --> 00:43:54,617
Cut him off.

607
00:43:54,783 --> 00:43:56,700
I'll come show you a good...

608
00:43:57,408 --> 00:44:00,325
Hoping for a more inspired listener,

609
00:44:00,492 --> 00:44:01,867
here's some music.

610
00:44:08,200 --> 00:44:09,074
I told you,

611
00:44:09,158 --> 00:44:11,075
don't put that nutcase through!

612
00:44:11,242 --> 00:44:14,200
What could I do?
His voice is different with me.

613
00:44:14,367 --> 00:44:15,617
He changes his name.

614
00:44:15,783 --> 00:44:16,908
The number, dammit!

615
00:44:17,075 --> 00:44:19,783
Any doubts, get a number and call back.

616
00:44:19,950 --> 00:44:21,492
Identify the guy for sure.

617
00:44:21,658 --> 00:44:24,533
- And short-circuit him.
- He calls from a payphone.

618
00:44:24,700 --> 00:44:25,908
Different every time.

619
00:44:48,658 --> 00:44:49,742
You okay?

620
00:44:59,575 --> 00:45:01,117
Don't take it personally.

621
00:45:02,033 --> 00:45:04,200
It happened to Francis lots of times.

622
00:45:04,367 --> 00:45:05,533
Vanda knows it.

623
00:45:05,992 --> 00:45:08,700
She has to take out her anger
on someone.

624
00:45:09,033 --> 00:45:10,283
She's right.

625
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:12,367
I sensed

626
00:45:13,075 --> 00:45:16,117
something was off
when he called but even so...

627
00:45:16,825 --> 00:45:18,450
I put the call through.

628
00:45:21,617 --> 00:45:22,742
I was so dumb.

629
00:45:23,908 --> 00:45:26,283
Honestly, don't beat yourself up.

630
00:45:27,742 --> 00:45:28,825
Know what?

631
00:45:29,742 --> 00:45:31,283
Vanda's scary sometimes.

632
00:45:31,950 --> 00:45:33,950
She intimidates me even.

633
00:45:35,033 --> 00:45:37,117
One day, I saw her crying like you.

634
00:45:37,283 --> 00:45:40,742
After one particular clunker,
she took it out on us.

635
00:45:41,742 --> 00:45:43,825
I never expected to see her cry.

636
00:45:44,617 --> 00:45:45,950
Now, when she shouts,

637
00:45:47,200 --> 00:45:49,075
I keep it in perspective.

638
00:46:00,117 --> 00:46:00,908
Sorry.

639
00:46:00,992 --> 00:46:02,158
No, I am.

640
00:46:48,075 --> 00:46:50,533
What's wrong? You look out of sorts.

641
00:46:51,450 --> 00:46:52,908
It's okay, I'm fine.

642
00:46:55,242 --> 00:46:56,617
It's just a bit awkward.

643
00:46:57,700 --> 00:47:00,908
I'm in a complicated
financial situation.

644
00:47:02,283 --> 00:47:04,075
But I may have something...

645
00:47:05,117 --> 00:47:07,783
There's a job going at the library.

646
00:47:08,575 --> 00:47:10,033
Part-time.

647
00:47:12,908 --> 00:47:15,117
As I understand it,
Eric pays you nothing.

648
00:47:22,658 --> 00:47:24,367
Of course I can help you.

649
00:47:24,867 --> 00:47:26,700
Why didn't you ask me earlier?

650
00:47:27,617 --> 00:47:30,908
I didn't want to.
It's complicated for you, too.

651
00:47:31,075 --> 00:47:32,492
Even so...

652
00:47:33,658 --> 00:47:34,867
I'm really...

653
00:47:35,992 --> 00:47:37,617
I'm sorry, Dad.

654
00:47:37,950 --> 00:47:39,367
I'll pay it all back.

655
00:47:40,367 --> 00:47:41,825
That has no importance.

656
00:47:42,200 --> 00:47:44,283
Of course, it does. It's important!

657
00:47:44,450 --> 00:47:47,492
It's money you might need
to fall back on.

658
00:47:50,325 --> 00:47:51,225
By the way,

659
00:47:51,325 --> 00:47:52,992
this time, I remembered.

660
00:47:56,825 --> 00:47:58,867
I'm not sure it's a good idea to...

661
00:47:59,450 --> 00:48:01,408
encourage him in that direction.

662
00:48:02,408 --> 00:48:03,199
He's...

663
00:48:03,283 --> 00:48:05,158
He's already so distracted.

664
00:48:05,658 --> 00:48:08,492
A poet in the family is fine by me.

665
00:48:10,533 --> 00:48:12,408
I find him so disconcerting.

666
00:48:12,992 --> 00:48:14,408
He's so secretive.

667
00:48:16,158 --> 00:48:17,825
Takes after someone, right?

668
00:48:52,450 --> 00:48:54,533
9 pm at Le Grand Pavois
Indiana Jones

669
00:49:00,867 --> 00:49:02,117
I'll go ahead.

670
00:49:02,825 --> 00:49:04,158
Okay, be right there.

671
00:49:11,742 --> 00:49:13,783
Do you want to come by?

672
00:49:15,742 --> 00:49:18,825
I'd like that,
but I really need some rest.

673
00:49:18,992 --> 00:49:20,617
Catch up on some sleep.

674
00:49:20,783 --> 00:49:23,242
There's so much
I haven't touched for weeks.

675
00:49:23,408 --> 00:49:24,533
Paperwork and stuff.

676
00:49:28,033 --> 00:49:30,825
I don't know how to say this,
it's nothing personal...

677
00:49:30,992 --> 00:49:33,658
I think you're lovely, honestly,
and more besides.

678
00:49:34,325 --> 00:49:36,367
But I just had a bad breakup

679
00:49:36,533 --> 00:49:38,158
and I don't see it, really.

680
00:49:38,325 --> 00:49:39,700
But it's my fault.

681
00:49:40,367 --> 00:49:41,992
I thought, I don't know...

682
00:49:44,158 --> 00:49:45,325
You're mad at me?

683
00:49:45,492 --> 00:49:46,492
No.

684
00:49:49,992 --> 00:49:52,283
Well then, see you tomorrow.

685
00:50:06,617 --> 00:50:07,617
Elisabeth?

686
00:50:09,617 --> 00:50:10,575
Talulah.

687
00:50:11,158 --> 00:50:12,950
Come in. I'm alone.

688
00:50:16,700 --> 00:50:17,658
You're showering?

689
00:50:21,158 --> 00:50:22,283
What's wrong?

690
00:50:26,325 --> 00:50:27,283
You know...

691
00:50:28,742 --> 00:50:31,950
For hours, I've been leaving
my husband messages.

692
00:50:32,908 --> 00:50:34,075
My ex-husband.

693
00:50:36,450 --> 00:50:37,867
You have great timing.

694
00:50:39,117 --> 00:50:41,117
I need to break out of the spiral.

695
00:50:41,992 --> 00:50:43,445
Like messages of despair?

696
00:50:43,825 --> 00:50:44,908
Exactly.

697
00:50:46,992 --> 00:50:48,242
Nothing but despair.

698
00:50:50,117 --> 00:50:51,825
I swing between crying

699
00:50:51,992 --> 00:50:53,408
and insulting him.

700
00:50:55,200 --> 00:50:57,908
Every time, the machine cuts me off.

701
00:50:58,700 --> 00:50:59,600
I call back.

702
00:51:03,033 --> 00:51:04,242
It's pathetic.

703
00:51:04,783 --> 00:51:05,950
It's not pathetic.

704
00:51:06,950 --> 00:51:08,533
Men are bastards, anyway.

705
00:51:11,617 --> 00:51:13,117
Now, it seems mad

706
00:51:13,867 --> 00:51:16,075
to have had only one man in my life.

707
00:51:18,283 --> 00:51:19,742
Only one, just think.

708
00:51:20,450 --> 00:51:21,658
What a waste.

709
00:51:22,950 --> 00:51:23,908
Right?

710
00:51:27,742 --> 00:51:29,033
A little bird.

711
00:51:31,142 --> 00:51:32,453
You're like a little bird.

712
00:51:33,033 --> 00:51:34,242
Nobody ever told you?

713
00:51:35,242 --> 00:51:36,367
Maybe.

714
00:51:37,742 --> 00:51:39,408
Even so, I'm right.

715
00:51:39,575 --> 00:51:41,033
Men are often bastards.

716
00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:43,242
I don't know.

717
00:51:44,242 --> 00:51:47,283
Why else did your husband walk out?
Abandon you all?

718
00:51:48,700 --> 00:51:50,575
Maybe I should've left him.

719
00:51:53,242 --> 00:51:55,200
It was broken for some time.

720
00:51:57,325 --> 00:51:59,825
In one way,
he was brave enough to do it.

721
00:52:19,158 --> 00:52:20,325
Where's Gonzo?

722
00:52:20,492 --> 00:52:21,658
Over there.

723
00:52:22,242 --> 00:52:24,075
Gonzo, someone to see you.

724
00:52:27,908 --> 00:52:29,242
You scared them off.

725
00:52:31,908 --> 00:52:33,033
Hi, Christine.

726
00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:34,825
- Long time, no see.
- Yeah.

727
00:52:34,992 --> 00:52:35,992
How you doing?

728
00:52:36,533 --> 00:52:37,950
Got anything for us?

729
00:52:50,325 --> 00:52:51,492
Check it out.

730
00:52:55,700 --> 00:52:57,242
Let's go on the bridge.

731
00:52:57,825 --> 00:52:58,825
Really?

732
00:52:59,283 --> 00:53:00,242
Yeah.

733
00:53:05,408 --> 00:53:07,658
The guy back there called you Christine.

734
00:53:09,825 --> 00:53:11,533
Forget it, he was high.

735
00:53:12,867 --> 00:53:14,117
Christine suits you.

736
00:53:14,658 --> 00:53:15,658
Don't.

737
00:53:15,825 --> 00:53:17,950
I hate that name. It's so ugly.

738
00:53:18,908 --> 00:53:20,867
- I like it.
- Don't, I said.

739
00:53:22,242 --> 00:53:23,450
I'll call you Philippe.

740
00:53:23,617 --> 00:53:25,117
You look like a Philippe.

741
00:53:28,242 --> 00:53:29,367
Give me that.

742
00:53:30,450 --> 00:53:31,533
You're kidding?

743
00:53:33,533 --> 00:53:34,700
Give me it.

744
00:53:35,242 --> 00:53:36,450
Give me it!

745
00:53:52,700 --> 00:53:53,908
Why'd you jump?

746
00:53:55,783 --> 00:53:56,908
I'm so sorry.

747
00:54:48,283 --> 00:54:49,908
That was so stupid of us.

748
00:54:51,658 --> 00:54:52,908
Of you, you mean.

749
00:55:16,450 --> 00:55:17,575
Take it off.

750
00:55:20,367 --> 00:55:21,617
Your sweater, too.

751
00:55:22,325 --> 00:55:23,283
Take it off.

752
00:55:25,117 --> 00:55:26,117
Sorry.

753
00:55:28,658 --> 00:55:29,617
Here.

754
00:55:30,325 --> 00:55:31,575
What's going on?

755
00:55:33,492 --> 00:55:34,700
Where'd you go?

756
00:55:36,075 --> 00:55:37,200
You reek of alcohol.

757
00:55:40,200 --> 00:55:41,908
Can't I trust you for a minute?

758
00:55:43,617 --> 00:55:44,867
How old are you?

759
00:56:04,783 --> 00:56:06,783
You're soaking. Take your jacket off.

760
00:56:32,117 --> 00:56:34,033
I'm not a girl for you.

761
00:59:44,200 --> 00:59:47,450
Dear Passengers, today is a special day.

762
00:59:47,617 --> 00:59:50,450
It's the birthday
of our dedicated Elisabeth,

763
00:59:50,617 --> 00:59:53,825
always here for you
at the controls of the switchboard.

764
00:59:54,450 --> 00:59:56,533
I'll pass onto her all your letters.

765
00:59:57,117 --> 00:59:58,908
Happy birthday, my dear.

766
00:59:59,075 --> 01:00:00,533
My Elisabeth.

767
01:02:17,367 --> 01:02:19,992
Thank you for submitting
to our publishing house.

768
01:02:20,158 --> 01:02:22,783
We regret to inform you
your text did not receive approval.

769
01:02:22,950 --> 01:02:25,533
We encourage you to submit
more work for consideration.

770
01:02:55,783 --> 01:02:57,200
Someone here for you.

771
01:02:59,158 --> 01:03:01,617
Three times this week.
Your days, coincidentally.

772
01:03:01,783 --> 01:03:02,908
Silly!

773
01:03:10,367 --> 01:03:12,200
Good evening.

774
01:03:14,992 --> 01:03:16,325
Did you like it?

775
01:03:16,492 --> 01:03:17,617
Not really.

776
01:03:18,575 --> 01:03:19,908
I'm sorry.

777
01:03:20,075 --> 01:03:22,325
My colleague recommended it to me.

778
01:03:22,492 --> 01:03:25,783
I haven't read it
but usually she has impeccable taste.

779
01:03:26,200 --> 01:03:27,742
I think I prefer crime novels.

780
01:03:27,908 --> 01:03:29,908
Plots you get tied up in.

781
01:03:32,033 --> 01:03:34,700
In any case, you read a lot.
Or very fast.

782
01:03:35,033 --> 01:03:36,908
People rarely borrow so many books.

783
01:03:37,075 --> 01:03:38,825
I have a long commute.

784
01:03:39,367 --> 01:03:40,867
I feel sick if I don't read.

785
01:03:41,242 --> 01:03:42,992
I'm slightly claustrophobic.

786
01:03:44,075 --> 01:03:46,867
Once, I was in a real panic,
without a book,

787
01:03:47,033 --> 01:03:50,242
so I started reading on a loop
the terms and conditions

788
01:03:50,408 --> 01:03:53,075
for reimbursement of tickets.
You know, on the...

789
01:03:53,700 --> 01:03:54,908
Did it work?

790
01:03:55,075 --> 01:03:56,075
Not exactly.

791
01:03:59,700 --> 01:04:00,658
There you go.

792
01:04:02,575 --> 01:04:03,475
Your card.

793
01:04:03,575 --> 01:04:04,324
Thanks.

794
01:04:04,408 --> 01:04:05,825
Can I ask your name?

795
01:04:09,783 --> 01:04:10,950
Elisabeth.

796
01:04:12,492 --> 01:04:13,450
I'm Hugo.

797
01:04:14,950 --> 01:04:16,158
Nice to meet you.

798
01:04:16,908 --> 01:04:18,408
Bye, Elisabeth. Thanks.

799
01:04:18,575 --> 01:04:19,575
Goodbye.

800
01:04:28,742 --> 01:04:29,783
Excuse me...

801
01:04:30,742 --> 01:04:33,200
I lost my nerve,
then I thought it's silly.

802
01:04:33,575 --> 01:04:35,367
I wanted to ask you for a drink.

803
01:04:36,450 --> 01:04:38,158
I don't know if it's all right

804
01:04:38,325 --> 01:04:41,325
but if I chicken out now
I will next time too.

805
01:04:42,825 --> 01:04:44,117
If you want, yes.

806
01:04:44,783 --> 01:04:46,033
I finish in an hour.

807
01:04:46,200 --> 01:04:47,100
Great.

808
01:04:47,242 --> 01:04:49,992
I'll be outside the library,
if that's okay.

809
01:04:50,158 --> 01:04:51,058
Yes.

810
01:05:22,575 --> 01:05:25,700
- You're back?
- I forgot this. I'm off.

811
01:05:26,533 --> 01:05:28,492
I found these. Put them to one side.

812
01:05:30,033 --> 01:05:31,325
Is the book any good?

813
01:05:31,867 --> 01:05:32,783
Not bad.

814
01:05:33,283 --> 01:05:35,617
I finished it. Leave it for you?

815
01:05:35,783 --> 01:05:37,283
No, I've got to study.

816
01:05:53,075 --> 01:05:54,242
See you.

817
01:05:54,408 --> 01:05:56,158
See you. Have a good evening.

818
01:05:58,325 --> 01:05:59,783
Are you going or not?

819
01:06:01,742 --> 01:06:02,950
Not into him?

820
01:06:03,283 --> 01:06:05,450
Sure I am. Too much maybe.

821
01:06:07,183 --> 01:06:08,442
He's young, though.

822
01:06:08,742 --> 01:06:09,908
Even better, right?

823
01:06:10,283 --> 01:06:12,742
Lucky you. I'd jump at the chance.

824
01:06:12,908 --> 01:06:14,825
Shit, I forgot my lipstick.

825
01:06:14,992 --> 01:06:17,367
Hold on, use mine, if you want.

826
01:06:21,658 --> 01:06:22,825
Thanks.

827
01:06:29,658 --> 01:06:31,117
It feels like a disguise.

828
01:06:32,033 --> 01:06:34,617
I mean, it's so long since Eric...

829
01:06:34,783 --> 01:06:35,783
You're beautiful.

830
01:06:37,100 --> 01:06:38,695
Don't worry, you're very beautiful.

831
01:06:39,783 --> 01:06:40,908
You think?

832
01:06:42,575 --> 01:06:43,492
There he is!

833
01:06:44,033 --> 01:06:46,158
Gotta run. Thanks!

834
01:07:10,200 --> 01:07:11,533
You don't mind?

835
01:07:12,950 --> 01:07:13,908
No.

836
01:07:16,950 --> 01:07:19,242
It's rugged and fragile.

837
01:07:19,783 --> 01:07:20,867
Like you.

838
01:07:26,867 --> 01:07:29,033
You say so but you don't know me.

839
01:07:30,450 --> 01:07:31,617
Yes, I do.

840
01:07:33,742 --> 01:07:37,325
Some people,
it feels like you've always known them.

841
01:07:38,867 --> 01:07:40,075
You never felt that?

842
01:07:40,992 --> 01:07:41,892
No.

843
01:07:46,825 --> 01:07:48,408
I guess it's because

844
01:07:49,158 --> 01:07:51,033
of previous lives or whatever.

845
01:07:54,658 --> 01:07:56,700
I recall the first time I saw you.

846
01:07:57,825 --> 01:07:59,658
It was at the library.

847
01:08:00,867 --> 01:08:02,700
You had a weird old lady

848
01:08:04,408 --> 01:08:07,283
insisting you find her
a history of Venice.

849
01:08:07,742 --> 01:08:09,492
You were so gentle with her.

850
01:08:13,450 --> 01:08:15,658
I stayed at the library on purpose.

851
01:08:16,492 --> 01:08:18,367
With nothing to do, just...

852
01:08:19,075 --> 01:08:20,075
to watch you.

853
01:09:21,742 --> 01:09:22,658
Hello.

854
01:09:22,825 --> 01:09:24,700
We're here to see Judith.

855
01:09:24,867 --> 01:09:26,117
Her mom and brother.

856
01:09:26,283 --> 01:09:27,783
All right, come in.

857
01:09:27,950 --> 01:09:29,408
Judith, visitors!

858
01:09:29,575 --> 01:09:31,242
Show them in, I'm coming!

859
01:09:36,283 --> 01:09:37,492
Living room's there.

860
01:09:37,658 --> 01:09:38,617
Okay.

861
01:09:41,283 --> 01:09:42,533
It's so chic.

862
01:09:42,700 --> 01:09:44,200
She has expensive tastes.

863
01:09:47,492 --> 01:09:49,533
- I burned dinner.
- What's that?

864
01:09:49,908 --> 01:09:51,200
It was duck.

865
01:09:51,950 --> 01:09:53,617
- Hi there.
- Yeah.

866
01:09:54,200 --> 01:09:55,492
- Okay?
- And you?

867
01:09:56,533 --> 01:09:57,742
Hi, mom.

868
01:09:57,908 --> 01:09:59,450
I brought you flowers.

869
01:09:59,578 --> 01:10:00,578
Lot of reading.

870
01:10:00,658 --> 01:10:01,700
Thank you.

871
01:10:02,075 --> 01:10:03,325
That's my roomie's.

872
01:10:05,033 --> 01:10:07,533
Anyway, this is shit.

873
01:10:08,033 --> 01:10:10,617
I'll put it outside for now.
And get a vase.

874
01:10:14,283 --> 01:10:16,492
How many of you live here? Permanently?

875
01:10:16,658 --> 01:10:18,617
Four. Permanently, as you put it.

876
01:10:18,783 --> 01:10:20,408
With people dropping in,

877
01:10:20,575 --> 01:10:21,742
it can go up to ten.

878
01:10:21,908 --> 01:10:22,908
Really?

879
01:10:23,075 --> 01:10:24,908
Lots of people drop in.

880
01:10:25,075 --> 01:10:27,450
I hope food's shared.
Don't cook for everyone.

881
01:10:27,617 --> 01:10:28,700
Very funny.

882
01:10:29,908 --> 01:10:31,242
They're beautiful.

883
01:10:31,408 --> 01:10:33,575
- You'll show us around?
- For sure.

884
01:10:35,367 --> 01:10:37,367
So, shall we eat out?

885
01:10:37,908 --> 01:10:39,908
No, we can stay here.

886
01:10:41,075 --> 01:10:42,617
Let me get used to it.

887
01:10:43,617 --> 01:10:46,075
It's my first time visiting my daughter.

888
01:10:49,325 --> 01:10:50,658
What's up, mom?

889
01:10:50,825 --> 01:10:52,117
I don't know.

890
01:10:52,825 --> 01:10:54,908
It's nothing, a funny feeling.

891
01:10:55,367 --> 01:10:56,367
Why funny?

892
01:10:56,533 --> 01:10:57,908
I don't know...

893
01:10:58,367 --> 01:11:00,742
I don't think I realized
you'd moved out.

894
01:11:00,908 --> 01:11:03,200
For real, I mean.
I know you moved out.

895
01:11:04,033 --> 01:11:06,367
But I guess I felt deep down,

896
01:11:07,033 --> 01:11:08,742
you'd gone on vacation.

897
01:11:09,158 --> 01:11:10,533
And you'd come home.

898
01:11:11,117 --> 01:11:12,783
Now, coming here, I...

899
01:11:13,867 --> 01:11:14,950
Mom!

900
01:11:16,950 --> 01:11:18,617
My little mommy!

901
01:11:18,783 --> 01:11:21,117
That's right, make fun of me.

902
01:11:22,367 --> 01:11:23,658
So, picnic here?

903
01:11:24,575 --> 01:11:26,408
Scout camp's got pasta?

904
01:11:26,575 --> 01:11:28,158
You can cook now?

905
01:11:28,325 --> 01:11:29,408
Better than you.

906
01:11:36,617 --> 01:11:38,408
I saw dad not so long ago.

907
01:11:39,867 --> 01:11:41,783
It feels like he's turning sour.

908
01:11:41,950 --> 01:11:43,533
I mean, reactionary.

909
01:11:45,367 --> 01:11:46,908
I don't get him anymore.

910
01:11:47,742 --> 01:11:50,325
How did you put up with him so long?

911
01:11:51,617 --> 01:11:53,742
I mean, were you and dad in love?

912
01:11:54,075 --> 01:11:55,117
Of course.

913
01:11:56,033 --> 01:11:57,533
I was in love, yes.

914
01:11:58,075 --> 01:12:00,408
But with hardly anything in common?

915
01:12:01,033 --> 01:12:02,242
You guys, to start with.

916
01:12:02,408 --> 01:12:03,575
All right.

917
01:12:03,742 --> 01:12:06,075
That's collateral damage, almost.

918
01:12:07,450 --> 01:12:09,825
It's not like he encouraged you, is it?

919
01:12:09,992 --> 01:12:11,992
When you wanted to do things?

920
01:12:12,700 --> 01:12:14,200
I don't like you saying that.

921
01:12:15,408 --> 01:12:17,242
He was very supportive

922
01:12:17,408 --> 01:12:19,075
during my breast cancer.

923
01:12:19,867 --> 01:12:21,158
I think he wanted out.

924
01:12:21,742 --> 01:12:23,200
We weren't getting on.

925
01:12:24,075 --> 01:12:25,283
But he stayed.

926
01:12:27,575 --> 01:12:30,033
Actually, speaking of him,

927
01:12:30,825 --> 01:12:33,658
you should know,
I started looking for an apartment.

928
01:12:33,825 --> 01:12:34,867
Really?

929
01:12:35,492 --> 01:12:37,158
I think he wants to sell.

930
01:12:37,325 --> 01:12:38,700
Where are you looking?

931
01:12:39,325 --> 01:12:40,575
Where, I don't know.

932
01:12:40,742 --> 01:12:41,783
What?

933
01:12:41,950 --> 01:12:46,658
I don't think I can afford bigger
than a studio or one-bedroom place.

934
01:12:47,783 --> 01:12:48,992
In other words,

935
01:12:49,492 --> 01:12:52,742
I can't keep all your stuff.
You need to pick it up.

936
01:12:53,158 --> 01:12:54,367
I'm being kicked out?

937
01:12:58,283 --> 01:12:59,658
Not too fast.

938
01:13:03,700 --> 01:13:04,950
There's no one else.

939
01:13:05,117 --> 01:13:06,450
That's no reason.

940
01:13:08,075 --> 01:13:09,492
It is, a bit.

941
01:13:09,658 --> 01:13:11,408
- What?
- A bit, it is.

942
01:13:17,450 --> 01:13:19,200
I wonder if she has a boyfriend.

943
01:13:20,575 --> 01:13:22,033
She didn't tell you?

944
01:13:23,158 --> 01:13:25,408
- She never tells me.
- Me neither.

945
01:13:50,867 --> 01:13:51,767
Are you okay?

946
01:13:52,075 --> 01:13:53,575
What's wrong, beautiful?

947
01:13:55,700 --> 01:13:56,783
What's going on?

948
01:13:56,950 --> 01:13:57,850
Are you okay?

949
01:13:58,367 --> 01:14:00,742
Look at me, Talulah. What's wrong?

950
01:14:02,283 --> 01:14:04,158
Let's take her upstairs.

951
01:14:05,867 --> 01:14:06,950
Hold on tight.

952
01:14:07,117 --> 01:14:08,450
Help me lift her.

953
01:14:10,200 --> 01:14:11,100
Come on.

954
01:14:12,450 --> 01:14:13,742
Lean on me.

955
01:15:02,617 --> 01:15:03,992
She isn't up?

956
01:15:04,158 --> 01:15:05,075
No.

957
01:15:07,617 --> 01:15:09,742
I stayed with her most of the night.

958
01:15:10,158 --> 01:15:11,492
She was delirious.

959
01:15:14,867 --> 01:15:17,408
Are you working today? I don't remember.

960
01:15:17,575 --> 01:15:18,475
No.

961
01:15:18,575 --> 01:15:20,575
Can you stay with her or not?

962
01:15:20,742 --> 01:15:22,158
Sure, I'll stay.

963
01:15:24,908 --> 01:15:26,283
You saw her arms?

964
01:15:30,033 --> 01:15:33,825
We did a program with Vanda last year,
on Place Stalingrad,

965
01:15:34,783 --> 01:15:36,575
and I saw kids like her.

966
01:15:37,908 --> 01:15:40,117
If she goes out, she'll relapse.

967
01:15:40,283 --> 01:15:41,492
What can we do?

968
01:15:43,075 --> 01:15:45,533
Maybe we need to institutionalize her.

969
01:15:45,908 --> 01:15:47,158
Hospitalize her?

970
01:15:48,450 --> 01:15:50,367
I don't see anything else.

971
01:15:50,533 --> 01:15:51,658
What the heck?

972
01:15:57,783 --> 01:16:00,242
- Sending her to an asylum?
- Sorry?

973
01:16:00,700 --> 01:16:04,033
An asylum? I mean a hospital,
for her own safety.

974
01:16:04,200 --> 01:16:05,158
A psych ward?

975
01:16:05,325 --> 01:16:06,450
I don't know.

976
01:16:07,283 --> 01:16:08,533
I have no idea.

977
01:16:08,908 --> 01:16:10,992
I'm no doctor.
I'm unsure how to help.

978
01:16:11,533 --> 01:16:13,617
She came here for us to intern her?

979
01:16:13,950 --> 01:16:16,742
She came here
for us to protect her from herself.

980
01:16:16,908 --> 01:16:19,033
I don't know how to protect her from it.

981
01:16:19,867 --> 01:16:21,200
I'm not a doctor.

982
01:16:21,867 --> 01:16:23,533
And I'm not her mother.

983
01:16:23,908 --> 01:16:25,283
We're not moving her.

984
01:16:25,450 --> 01:16:28,450
All they'll do is mess her up
and kick her back out.

985
01:16:31,242 --> 01:16:34,158
Look, I need to get dressed
for the library.

986
01:16:35,617 --> 01:16:38,617
Let's talk later
to work something out.

987
01:16:39,992 --> 01:16:42,742
We'll have to take turns, won't we?

988
01:16:57,533 --> 01:16:59,992
I don't give a shit
about audience ratings.

989
01:17:01,033 --> 01:17:04,117
You know why it's less prestigious,
a nighttime show?

990
01:17:05,492 --> 01:17:07,283
Because there's no competition?

991
01:17:07,450 --> 01:17:09,658
No competition means lower quality.

992
01:17:09,825 --> 01:17:11,450
It's how the world works.

993
01:17:14,075 --> 01:17:15,408
He's madly in love

994
01:17:15,575 --> 01:17:17,033
or he works nights?

995
01:17:17,908 --> 01:17:19,492
No, he's an insomniac.

996
01:17:19,658 --> 01:17:20,658
No kidding?

997
01:17:20,825 --> 01:17:21,950
No kidding.

998
01:17:22,742 --> 01:17:24,700
- Shall I introduce you?
- Another time.

999
01:17:24,867 --> 01:17:26,283
Go, enjoy it.

1000
01:17:33,325 --> 01:17:35,575
- You must be freezing.
- I'm good.

1001
01:17:37,450 --> 01:17:39,242
- I missed you.
- Same here.

1002
01:17:39,700 --> 01:17:42,075
At my place,
we'll hunker down till tomorrow.

1003
01:17:42,242 --> 01:17:44,450
No, I can't. Talulah's at home.

1004
01:17:44,825 --> 01:17:46,033
It's my turn.

1005
01:17:47,408 --> 01:17:48,867
So we hunker down there.

1006
01:17:50,200 --> 01:17:52,742
Okay, but the kids mustn't see you.

1007
01:17:52,908 --> 01:17:54,242
Likewise Talulah.

1008
01:18:00,700 --> 01:18:01,908
How is Talulah?

1009
01:18:03,908 --> 01:18:05,075
She sleeps a lot.

1010
01:18:06,158 --> 01:18:07,575
She sleeps and eats.

1011
01:18:08,867 --> 01:18:10,367
Like a baby, you mean?

1012
01:18:12,158 --> 01:18:14,283
Yes, exactly. Like a baby.

1013
01:20:58,658 --> 01:21:00,908
I won't disrupt your writing space?

1014
01:21:01,083 --> 01:21:02,558
Anywhere's a writing space.

1015
01:21:04,825 --> 01:21:07,825
If you need anything,
just come down and ask.

1016
01:21:08,450 --> 01:21:09,867
The shower hasn't moved.

1017
01:21:11,492 --> 01:21:12,533
Thank you.

1018
01:21:13,825 --> 01:21:15,283
Really, thank you.

1019
01:21:16,617 --> 01:21:17,783
I'll let you rest up.

1020
01:21:17,950 --> 01:21:19,033
Hold on.

1021
01:21:19,200 --> 01:21:20,617
Stay with me, will you?

1022
01:21:21,867 --> 01:21:25,033
I could take you out to the movies,
if you want.

1023
01:21:26,033 --> 01:21:28,242
Maybe Full Moon in Paris
is still showing.

1024
01:21:28,700 --> 01:21:30,242
You know that actress died?

1025
01:21:31,158 --> 01:21:32,325
Three years ago.

1026
01:21:33,742 --> 01:21:36,533
I read an article about her
and her death.

1027
01:21:37,867 --> 01:21:38,908
Her heart.

1028
01:21:42,783 --> 01:21:44,158
You can't be serious.

1029
01:21:46,575 --> 01:21:47,825
How come she died?

1030
01:22:13,450 --> 01:22:15,367
Once is an accident.

1031
01:22:16,242 --> 01:22:17,533
And then, twice

1032
01:22:18,033 --> 01:22:19,242
is coincidence.

1033
01:22:19,867 --> 01:22:20,767
Three times

1034
01:22:20,908 --> 01:22:21,992
is destiny.

1035
01:23:13,367 --> 01:23:14,575
Wake up.

1036
01:23:19,325 --> 01:23:21,367
- Wake up.
- What time is it?

1037
01:23:22,117 --> 01:23:23,617
7:34.

1038
01:23:25,617 --> 01:23:26,658
Shit!

1039
01:23:32,533 --> 01:23:33,783
Your son's still here?

1040
01:23:33,950 --> 01:23:35,742
No, I heard him leave.

1041
01:23:55,533 --> 01:23:56,908
My place tonight?

1042
01:23:58,325 --> 01:24:00,325
Let's meet here, don't you think?

1043
01:24:00,658 --> 01:24:02,158
Never my place, then?

1044
01:24:03,492 --> 01:24:06,450
I love our brief encounters
but I'm not 13 years old.

1045
01:24:06,617 --> 01:24:09,325
All right. See you at your place.

1046
01:24:11,908 --> 01:24:13,700
See you tonight. Maybe.

1047
01:24:13,867 --> 01:24:14,867
Silly!

1048
01:24:29,367 --> 01:24:30,867
Here, I thought you...

1049
01:24:32,783 --> 01:24:33,950
Elisabeth?

1050
01:24:35,325 --> 01:24:36,225
Come on.

1051
01:25:04,658 --> 01:25:05,700
You relapsed?

1052
01:25:09,033 --> 01:25:10,158
It's the only time.

1053
01:25:11,908 --> 01:25:14,367
I'm warning you, I won't say this again.

1054
01:25:15,242 --> 01:25:17,658
If I see anything like that here again,

1055
01:25:18,033 --> 01:25:20,033
or catch you taking that shit,

1056
01:25:20,200 --> 01:25:21,408
I'll show you the door.

1057
01:25:22,242 --> 01:25:24,158
I'll kick you out, got it?

1058
01:25:24,617 --> 01:25:26,033
Back on the streets.

1059
01:25:41,200 --> 01:25:42,700
Why do you do that?

1060
01:25:43,825 --> 01:25:44,950
Good god!

1061
01:25:45,867 --> 01:25:47,367
Why take that shit?

1062
01:25:57,950 --> 01:25:58,992
Sorry.

1063
01:26:03,033 --> 01:26:04,575
And you're all so...

1064
01:26:18,992 --> 01:26:20,742
I don't think I can do it.

1065
01:26:21,242 --> 01:26:22,367
Do what?

1066
01:26:24,408 --> 01:26:25,867
Live normally.

1067
01:26:30,908 --> 01:26:33,200
I think I was born like this.

1068
01:26:33,367 --> 01:26:34,283
No.

1069
01:26:35,325 --> 01:26:36,992
Nobody's born like that.

1070
01:26:44,867 --> 01:26:45,825
Sometimes, I...

1071
01:26:51,742 --> 01:26:53,033
I get the feeling

1072
01:26:54,492 --> 01:26:57,283
I'll only feel good
if I'm getting my fix.

1073
01:26:58,325 --> 01:27:01,158
If I'm floating
from one place to the next.

1074
01:27:12,950 --> 01:27:14,450
I don't belong anywhere.

1075
01:27:20,158 --> 01:27:22,033
I really don't belong anywhere.

1076
01:27:32,658 --> 01:27:34,367
You need to find a job.

1077
01:27:35,492 --> 01:27:36,658
There are courses.

1078
01:27:38,492 --> 01:27:40,158
You can't stay like this.

1079
01:27:47,408 --> 01:27:48,367
What's up?

1080
01:27:49,450 --> 01:27:51,075
Talulah's not feeling great.

1081
01:27:53,325 --> 01:27:54,700
We can go get some air.

1082
01:27:56,075 --> 01:27:57,617
I'll take her to the radio with me.

1083
01:28:10,408 --> 01:28:11,950
Tell me what's going on.

1084
01:28:12,325 --> 01:28:13,199
Not now.

1085
01:28:13,283 --> 01:28:14,367
Why?

1086
01:28:16,658 --> 01:28:17,992
Talulah relapsed.

1087
01:28:19,617 --> 01:28:20,783
Don't get involved.

1088
01:28:20,950 --> 01:28:22,075
Why not?

1089
01:28:22,617 --> 01:28:23,742
We'll talk later.

1090
01:28:26,450 --> 01:28:27,450
Come on.

1091
01:28:29,325 --> 01:28:31,200
It's four minutes past midnight,

1092
01:28:31,367 --> 01:28:34,242
and I'm leaving you
in the company of Elisabeth Davies,

1093
01:28:34,867 --> 01:28:36,908
sitting in for Vanda Dorval.

1094
01:28:37,075 --> 01:28:39,283
Our Vanda, who will be back very soon.

1095
01:28:39,450 --> 01:28:42,158
Wishing her a speedy recovery.

1096
01:28:42,325 --> 01:28:43,533
Thanks, José.

1097
01:28:44,200 --> 01:28:45,408
Evening, everybody.

1098
01:28:45,575 --> 01:28:47,200
Evening, dear Passengers.

1099
01:28:47,825 --> 01:28:51,367
No, it's not Vanda tonight
but Elisabeth,

1100
01:28:51,533 --> 01:28:53,950
accompanying you through the night.

1101
01:28:54,700 --> 01:28:57,367
Let's welcome our first listener...

1102
01:28:58,283 --> 01:28:59,367
Who are you?

1103
01:28:59,742 --> 01:29:00,992
Evening, Elisabeth.

1104
01:29:01,742 --> 01:29:02,950
My name's Colette.

1105
01:29:03,658 --> 01:29:04,825
Evening, Colette.

1106
01:29:05,200 --> 01:29:08,617
You're my first Night Bird.
It means a lot to me.

1107
01:29:09,033 --> 01:29:11,367
What would you like to tell us about?

1108
01:29:12,200 --> 01:29:15,867
I wanted to share
something that happened last month,

1109
01:29:17,075 --> 01:29:20,075
and that is still ongoing today.

1110
01:29:20,533 --> 01:29:24,783
Here goes. I'm 38 years old.
I grew up in Sète.

1111
01:29:27,450 --> 01:29:29,742
I'm so stressed, I don't know why.

1112
01:29:30,533 --> 01:29:32,617
- You know which way you'll vote?
- Idiot!

1113
01:29:32,783 --> 01:29:34,450
Don't do anything stupid.

1114
01:29:35,492 --> 01:29:38,117
You little first-time voter!

1115
01:29:40,033 --> 01:29:40,992
Scared?

1116
01:29:45,533 --> 01:29:46,908
I'm running late.

1117
01:29:47,117 --> 01:29:48,283
- Sorry.
- You okay?

1118
01:29:48,783 --> 01:29:50,492
- You voted?
- No, waited for you.

1119
01:29:50,658 --> 01:29:51,658
Let's go.

1120
01:29:53,617 --> 01:29:54,742
Evening.

1121
01:29:55,742 --> 01:29:56,950
Enjoy the film.

1122
01:30:14,200 --> 01:30:17,033
- You're not going to see it?
- I have, lots of times.

1123
01:30:17,200 --> 01:30:19,408
- You mind if I do?
- Go ahead.

1124
01:30:23,408 --> 01:30:25,408
So, how's it going?

1125
01:30:25,575 --> 01:30:26,575
Well.

1126
01:30:27,242 --> 01:30:29,492
The manager's a nice guy.

1127
01:30:29,867 --> 01:30:33,117
Some audience members
are a bit weird, but hey.

1128
01:30:34,117 --> 01:30:35,658
And I see lots of films.

1129
01:30:35,825 --> 01:30:37,450
And your audition? Any news?

1130
01:30:37,617 --> 01:30:38,617
A washout.

1131
01:30:38,783 --> 01:30:42,117
For a movie called Love Without Pity,
it seems appropriate.

1132
01:30:43,908 --> 01:30:45,575
To the pleasure of your company.

1133
01:30:46,325 --> 01:30:47,492
Here with me.

1134
01:30:55,117 --> 01:30:56,742
Want to put Joe on?

1135
01:30:57,408 --> 01:30:59,158
You've made the crème caramel?

1136
01:31:02,742 --> 01:31:04,908
It's kind of a family tradition.

1137
01:31:05,075 --> 01:31:07,825
Mom's crème caramel
accompanied by Joe Dassin.

1138
01:31:09,908 --> 01:31:12,200
She told me
you contribute to her show.

1139
01:31:13,325 --> 01:31:15,992
- You're inseparable.
- I did her last few nights.

1140
01:31:16,158 --> 01:31:17,825
Elisabeth's awesome on the mic.

1141
01:31:18,200 --> 01:31:19,700
Evening, dear Passengers,

1142
01:31:20,367 --> 01:31:21,700
this is Elisabeth Dorval,

1143
01:31:21,867 --> 01:31:23,658
taking you through the night.

1144
01:31:25,533 --> 01:31:26,950
All you can do is mock.

1145
01:31:27,492 --> 01:31:29,200
You are derision incarnate.

1146
01:31:30,075 --> 01:31:31,992
Say what you like about Vanda,

1147
01:31:32,158 --> 01:31:35,492
she reached out to me
when I was at rock bottom.

1148
01:31:35,867 --> 01:31:37,742
It took some doing, though.

1149
01:31:37,908 --> 01:31:38,808
What you did.

1150
01:31:42,283 --> 01:31:43,242
Let's go.

1151
01:31:44,075 --> 01:31:45,325
Come on.

1152
01:31:45,492 --> 01:31:47,075
Come on, no choice.

1153
01:31:57,075 --> 01:31:58,408
What started all this?

1154
01:31:59,158 --> 01:32:00,367
All what?

1155
01:32:00,908 --> 01:32:03,367
The crème caramel and Joe Dassin.

1156
01:32:03,825 --> 01:32:04,992
I don't recall.

1157
01:32:18,242 --> 01:32:19,283
C'mon, sunbeam.

1158
01:32:19,825 --> 01:32:21,658
My future politician.

1159
01:32:25,283 --> 01:32:28,033
Don't go thinking you can get out of it.

1160
01:32:28,200 --> 01:32:30,742
If you did not exist

1161
01:32:30,908 --> 01:32:34,325
I'd be nothing but one more jot

1162
01:32:36,408 --> 01:32:40,075
In this world that comes and goes

1163
01:32:40,825 --> 01:32:44,242
I would feel so lost

1164
01:32:45,867 --> 01:32:48,867
I would need you so

1165
01:33:01,742 --> 01:33:04,700
And if you did not exist

1166
01:33:04,867 --> 01:33:08,450
I think I'd have found by now

1167
01:33:10,325 --> 01:33:13,158
The secret of life and why

1168
01:33:14,825 --> 01:33:17,533
Simply to create you

1169
01:33:19,367 --> 01:33:22,617
And to look at you

1170
01:33:29,700 --> 01:33:31,242
Isn't that record mine?

1171
01:33:32,283 --> 01:33:33,908
No, it was your father's.

1172
01:33:34,075 --> 01:33:35,742
He gave it to me, I think.

1173
01:33:36,158 --> 01:33:37,658
Yes, could be.

1174
01:33:38,783 --> 01:33:40,783
Help yourselves to the records.

1175
01:33:40,950 --> 01:33:43,450
I'm not sure I'll take them in the move.

1176
01:33:43,617 --> 01:33:45,825
We'll see when you find a place.

1177
01:33:47,283 --> 01:33:48,617
Still no prospects?

1178
01:33:48,783 --> 01:33:49,992
Not really.

1179
01:33:50,908 --> 01:33:52,575
I struggle to picture it.

1180
01:33:53,117 --> 01:33:56,158
But Hugo has a friend who's moving,

1181
01:33:56,325 --> 01:33:58,950
and his apartment's great, apparently.

1182
01:33:59,117 --> 01:34:00,017
Hugo?

1183
01:34:01,075 --> 01:34:02,242
Come off it.

1184
01:34:02,408 --> 01:34:05,742
Don't act prim and proper.
You know I'm seeing someone.

1185
01:34:06,783 --> 01:34:09,533
We'll see him in five years.
Like the apartment.

1186
01:34:12,867 --> 01:34:15,242
It will feel funny, leaving here.

1187
01:34:17,367 --> 01:34:20,450
It wasn't the life
we imagined when we moved in...

1188
01:34:21,617 --> 01:34:23,367
but we loved the place, right?

1189
01:34:58,033 --> 01:34:59,908
I'm glad you came with me.

1190
01:35:00,867 --> 01:35:02,283
Will the film be any good?

1191
01:35:02,450 --> 01:35:04,658
Who cares! What matters is being here.

1192
01:35:05,742 --> 01:35:09,325
I don't want to grace a bad picture,
even as an extra.

1193
01:35:40,533 --> 01:35:43,075
Alexis is so cool.
He lined me up an audition.

1194
01:35:43,742 --> 01:35:46,575
I gave him your home number.
It's no problem?

1195
01:35:47,783 --> 01:35:49,117
He's hitting on you.

1196
01:35:49,867 --> 01:35:51,325
He just wants your number.

1197
01:35:51,492 --> 01:35:53,200
No, you don't get it.

1198
01:35:53,617 --> 01:35:55,742
He's the casting director who hired us.

1199
01:35:55,908 --> 01:35:57,242
We're here thanks to him.

1200
01:36:00,033 --> 01:36:01,783
Don't you think the timing's off?

1201
01:36:01,950 --> 01:36:04,200
The movie biz could
be unhealthy for you.

1202
01:36:04,367 --> 01:36:07,617
Hanging out with film people
will make me shoot up?

1203
01:36:09,450 --> 01:36:11,658
- I was at it before them.
- I know.

1204
01:36:13,992 --> 01:36:14,950
I apologize.

1205
01:36:18,867 --> 01:36:21,367
Look, I know you worry about me.

1206
01:36:22,783 --> 01:36:24,950
I thank you for being there.

1207
01:36:25,450 --> 01:36:27,325
You, your mother and sister.

1208
01:36:29,242 --> 01:36:30,658
But I'm not made of sugar.

1209
01:36:33,992 --> 01:36:35,450
We need to talk.

1210
01:36:39,283 --> 01:36:40,242
You know,

1211
01:36:40,408 --> 01:36:42,033
I can't be your friend or...

1212
01:36:42,658 --> 01:36:44,367
Or your stand-in brother.

1213
01:36:45,158 --> 01:36:46,367
Or whatever.

1214
01:36:48,575 --> 01:36:49,742
Because...

1215
01:36:51,783 --> 01:36:53,617
This will sound strange but...

1216
01:36:55,992 --> 01:36:57,575
But I love you.

1217
01:36:59,408 --> 01:37:01,408
I thought it was all over

1218
01:37:01,575 --> 01:37:03,450
and meant nothing anymore, but no.

1219
01:37:04,867 --> 01:37:06,825
Three years, I've been mad about you.

1220
01:37:14,783 --> 01:37:16,242
I'm not asking for anything.

1221
01:37:17,158 --> 01:37:18,867
For you to love me even.

1222
01:37:20,367 --> 01:37:21,408
Anyway,

1223
01:37:21,575 --> 01:37:24,533
if it's an issue, say so,
and we won't see each other.

1224
01:37:26,367 --> 01:37:27,992
We can just co-exist.

1225
01:37:29,992 --> 01:37:31,700
You're good at it when you want.

1226
01:37:32,492 --> 01:37:35,783
A little mouse,
taking a shower, leaving no traces...

1227
01:37:43,075 --> 01:37:44,242
I understand.

1228
01:37:44,408 --> 01:37:45,742
What do you understand?

1229
01:37:48,533 --> 01:37:50,158
I understand you love me.

1230
01:37:51,992 --> 01:37:53,408
I'll know that now.

1231
01:39:24,200 --> 01:39:25,283
Matthias,

1232
01:39:25,658 --> 01:39:29,533
I waited for you to leave,
I didn't want to hurt you.

1233
01:39:30,033 --> 01:39:33,950
I don't much like goodbyes,
and it hurts me too. A lot.

1234
01:39:35,992 --> 01:39:39,367
There's so much
I want to tell you and can't.

1235
01:39:40,742 --> 01:39:41,950
Sometimes it's like

1236
01:39:42,117 --> 01:39:44,242
everything I touch
gets broken and dirty.

1237
01:39:44,408 --> 01:39:45,783
Or it disappears.

1238
01:39:46,408 --> 01:39:48,700
I want you to be Matthias forever.

1239
01:39:50,658 --> 01:39:53,700
I often think of moments
we spent together.

1240
01:39:53,867 --> 01:39:57,283
Well, you see, they're like gifts.
They are mine alone.

1241
01:39:57,450 --> 01:39:59,867
That helps me.
I'm scared I'll spoil them.

1242
01:40:01,158 --> 01:40:02,992
I'll be thinking of all of you.

1243
01:40:03,408 --> 01:40:04,992
I'll never forget you all.

1244
01:40:05,450 --> 01:40:06,492
Talulah.

1245
01:41:05,242 --> 01:41:06,142
You okay?

1246
01:41:07,283 --> 01:41:08,658
We're getting there.

1247
01:41:10,533 --> 01:41:12,200
Even if there's lots to do.

1248
01:41:12,783 --> 01:41:14,283
With four of us, we're good.

1249
01:41:20,367 --> 01:41:21,783
It's dumb but I...

1250
01:41:22,492 --> 01:41:24,908
I've never been without my children.

1251
01:41:26,075 --> 01:41:28,908
I never imagined myself without them.

1252
01:41:30,783 --> 01:41:32,950
And now, they're so grown-up.

1253
01:41:34,325 --> 01:41:35,742
I feel useless.

1254
01:41:36,825 --> 01:41:38,658
Like I'll never make it.

1255
01:41:41,367 --> 01:41:42,408
You'll help me?

1256
01:41:43,367 --> 01:41:44,825
I think, deep down...

1257
01:41:45,575 --> 01:41:46,700
you're a lioness.

1258
01:41:47,242 --> 01:41:50,033
Sometimes I wonder
if I'm any use to you.

1259
01:41:51,283 --> 01:41:52,533
Why do you say that?

1260
01:41:52,700 --> 01:41:53,600
Because...

1261
01:41:54,200 --> 01:41:55,908
I couldn't do it without you.

1262
01:41:56,367 --> 01:41:57,867
You gave me strength.

1263
01:41:58,450 --> 01:41:59,408
It's true.

1264
01:42:00,242 --> 01:42:01,142
It is!

1265
01:42:07,367 --> 01:42:09,075
What else could they do?

1266
01:42:09,242 --> 01:42:11,242
The markets are against them.

1267
01:42:12,533 --> 01:42:14,533
Like Chirac was the only enforcer.

1268
01:42:15,617 --> 01:42:17,825
Mauroy and Delors had it covered.

1269
01:42:19,492 --> 01:42:21,867
You guys all have short memories.

1270
01:42:23,700 --> 01:42:25,033
It's the charity pick-up.

1271
01:42:25,908 --> 01:42:27,325
Judith and Matthias...

1272
01:42:27,867 --> 01:42:30,242
A quick pause? Cease fire?

1273
01:42:30,408 --> 01:42:31,575
We're just talking.

1274
01:42:33,325 --> 01:42:34,783
I have something to show you.

1275
01:42:35,492 --> 01:42:36,617
Over here.

1276
01:42:39,408 --> 01:42:40,408
Come on.

1277
01:42:47,158 --> 01:42:48,158
There you go.

1278
01:42:50,200 --> 01:42:51,200
Open it.

1279
01:42:54,450 --> 01:42:56,700
That one's for you.

1280
01:42:56,867 --> 01:42:58,325
And that's for you.

1281
01:42:58,492 --> 01:42:59,408
Thanks.

1282
01:43:00,033 --> 01:43:01,200
What is it?

1283
01:43:01,533 --> 01:43:02,492
Open it.

1284
01:43:04,492 --> 01:43:07,450
They're nothing special,
but I came across them yesterday

1285
01:43:07,617 --> 01:43:09,908
when I was tidying up,
and I thought of you.

1286
01:43:13,325 --> 01:43:14,908
Those are my writings.

1287
01:43:15,658 --> 01:43:18,992
Not a patch on your work,
nothing literary,

1288
01:43:19,492 --> 01:43:23,658
just a kind of journal I kept
when your father left me.

1289
01:43:24,283 --> 01:43:25,367
You kept a journal?

1290
01:43:25,533 --> 01:43:26,433
Sure.

1291
01:43:26,783 --> 01:43:27,908
You're surprised?

1292
01:43:29,075 --> 01:43:30,867
It helped me stick it out.

1293
01:43:31,492 --> 01:43:34,783
They're not confessions.
That's why I can give it to you.

1294
01:43:35,742 --> 01:43:38,283
It's more ideas that occurred to me.

1295
01:43:39,033 --> 01:43:40,283
Images, too.

1296
01:43:41,033 --> 01:43:42,242
Images of you two.

1297
01:43:44,075 --> 01:43:45,617
I thought maybe...

1298
01:43:46,908 --> 01:43:48,075
Anyway...

1299
01:43:48,242 --> 01:43:50,158
Open it up. Your turn.

1300
01:43:54,742 --> 01:43:56,617
It's a fertility goddess.

1301
01:43:57,033 --> 01:44:00,117
Your father gave it to me
when we went to Africa.

1302
01:44:00,825 --> 01:44:02,742
I miscarried before I had you.

1303
01:44:03,492 --> 01:44:06,617
I never told you both, but I was scared

1304
01:44:06,908 --> 01:44:08,242
you wouldn't be born.

1305
01:44:09,783 --> 01:44:14,283
So I figured the statuette brought
me luck because you arrived.

1306
01:44:17,242 --> 01:44:18,742
You were so strong,

1307
01:44:19,575 --> 01:44:20,908
so resolute.

1308
01:44:21,408 --> 01:44:22,742
And still are today.

1309
01:44:23,117 --> 01:44:24,617
My super strong girl.

1310
01:44:26,533 --> 01:44:28,700
I remember the statuette.

1311
01:44:29,408 --> 01:44:30,408
It was...

1312
01:44:31,033 --> 01:44:33,325
at the hospital when you were sick.

1313
01:44:34,242 --> 01:44:36,742
On the table next to you.

1314
01:44:37,908 --> 01:44:39,950
Your father brought it in for me.

1315
01:44:40,325 --> 01:44:43,158
He'd become kind of superstitious, too.

1316
01:44:47,783 --> 01:44:48,950
My little girl.

1317
01:44:49,742 --> 01:44:50,825
My darling.

1318
01:44:58,450 --> 01:44:59,700
What's going on here?

1319
01:45:01,783 --> 01:45:03,367
Nothing, don't worry.

1320
01:46:08,117 --> 01:46:10,700
Tuesday, 11th March, 1984.

1321
01:46:11,908 --> 01:46:14,075
I woke up late this morning.

1322
01:46:14,867 --> 01:46:17,075
I don't really recollect my dream,

1323
01:46:17,575 --> 01:46:19,408
only we were all there.

1324
01:46:19,575 --> 01:46:21,450
All four of us, like before.

1325
01:46:22,783 --> 01:46:26,950
Half-asleep, I tried to continue it
as long as possible.

1326
01:46:27,658 --> 01:46:29,283
It felt kind of warm,

1327
01:46:29,783 --> 01:46:30,783
eternal.

1328
01:46:31,325 --> 01:46:33,742
The light of day
couldn't hold it back.

1329
01:46:36,117 --> 01:46:39,033
Over breakfast,
I read to you both the words

1330
01:46:39,200 --> 01:46:42,658
of a writer
on Vanda Dorval's show last night.

1331
01:46:44,117 --> 01:46:46,950
"There shall be what we were for others.

1332
01:46:47,742 --> 01:46:48,867
"Smatterings,

1333
01:46:49,200 --> 01:46:52,700
"fragments of us
that perhaps they thought they glimpsed.

1334
01:46:53,908 --> 01:46:56,408
"There shall be dreams of us
that they nurtured.

1335
01:46:57,783 --> 01:46:59,408
"And we were never the same.

1336
01:46:59,950 --> 01:47:03,367
"Each time,
we were magnificent strangers,

1337
01:47:03,533 --> 01:47:06,117
"passengers of the night
that they invented,

1338
01:47:06,283 --> 01:47:07,617
"like fragile shadows

1339
01:47:07,783 --> 01:47:10,492
"in old,
long-forgotten bedroom mirrors."

1340
01:47:12,450 --> 01:47:14,200
It made you both smile.

1341
01:47:14,367 --> 01:47:15,492
And you said,

1342
01:47:16,325 --> 01:47:19,533
Why don't you write a letter
to Vanda, too?"