1 00:00:08,442 --> 00:00:09,744 Okay, well do what you want, 2 00:00:09,878 --> 00:00:11,546 because you're going to anyway. 3 00:00:12,914 --> 00:00:14,214 He only cares about himself, 4 00:00:14,348 --> 00:00:15,717 I wonder where he gets that from. 5 00:00:17,552 --> 00:00:21,154 Okay, well, you can come and talk to him about this. 6 00:00:23,925 --> 00:00:25,425 What I'm doing wrong. 7 00:00:25,560 --> 00:00:27,595 You know, I'm over here trying to deal with chaos. 8 00:00:30,999 --> 00:00:33,233 As if that's gonna help him. 9 00:00:33,367 --> 00:00:35,469 He's a punk! 10 00:00:35,603 --> 00:00:37,104 He blames everybody else. 11 00:00:37,237 --> 00:00:38,706 No responsibility. 12 00:00:52,219 --> 00:00:54,756 You know, you're just like me. 13 00:00:54,889 --> 00:00:57,659 I know you don't want to hear that, but you are. 14 00:01:01,863 --> 00:01:03,598 I know how angry you are. 15 00:01:07,569 --> 00:01:09,136 I just don't want it to be like it was 16 00:01:09,269 --> 00:01:11,471 with me and Daddy, you know? 17 00:01:11,606 --> 00:01:14,308 We didn't see each other much after I left the house. 18 00:01:18,646 --> 00:01:22,784 I know that I-- I told you about, you know, 19 00:01:22,917 --> 00:01:24,686 about him being mean, but... 20 00:01:27,555 --> 00:01:29,356 it was a whole lot more than that. 21 00:01:56,951 --> 00:01:58,519 When my mom got sick... 22 00:01:59,754 --> 00:02:01,321 she would just go through these phases 23 00:02:01,455 --> 00:02:03,423 where she would lay there in that bed. 24 00:02:05,893 --> 00:02:07,862 For weeks, sometimes. 25 00:02:12,199 --> 00:02:13,835 And Papaw got to where... 26 00:02:18,640 --> 00:02:21,475 he treated me more like a wife than a daughter. 27 00:02:33,621 --> 00:02:36,557 So when I was about 16, and I met your daddy... 28 00:02:38,458 --> 00:02:41,663 he told me that he loved me, or he cared about me. 29 00:02:41,796 --> 00:02:43,196 I don't even know if I believed him, 30 00:02:43,330 --> 00:02:45,133 but I wanted to. 31 00:02:45,265 --> 00:02:46,701 So... 32 00:02:48,036 --> 00:02:50,071 The truth is... 33 00:02:50,203 --> 00:02:53,173 I got myself pregnant just as quick as I could. 34 00:02:55,543 --> 00:02:58,378 And I just wanted to throw it in Papaw's face 35 00:02:58,513 --> 00:03:00,213 and get the hell out of there. 36 00:03:02,150 --> 00:03:03,584 And it worked. 37 00:03:04,986 --> 00:03:06,888 He pretty much disowned me. 38 00:03:10,158 --> 00:03:11,693 And I pretty much disowned him. 39 00:04:20,128 --> 00:04:21,662 I'm not carrying everything! 40 00:04:21,796 --> 00:04:23,598 I said I'll get mine! 41 00:04:38,146 --> 00:04:39,580 Daddy? 42 00:06:24,919 --> 00:06:26,587 I think he's in there. 43 00:07:03,624 --> 00:07:06,327 - You need the bathroom? - Yeah. 44 00:07:06,459 --> 00:07:09,030 Try not to flush. The well's low. 45 00:07:09,163 --> 00:07:10,398 All right, I won't. 46 00:07:10,531 --> 00:07:12,033 - Good night. - Good night. 47 00:07:15,102 --> 00:07:16,537 Good night, Christy. 48 00:07:50,037 --> 00:07:51,539 Come here, you bastards, come on. 49 00:07:54,308 --> 00:07:56,177 Yeah, come on. 50 00:07:56,310 --> 00:07:57,745 Come here. 51 00:07:58,512 --> 00:07:59,947 Get it. Come on. 52 00:08:00,881 --> 00:08:02,917 Come here, get it. 53 00:08:03,050 --> 00:08:04,819 That's right, little fucker. 54 00:08:21,302 --> 00:08:23,938 Not as if I'm trying to ask you... 55 00:08:24,071 --> 00:08:25,306 Okay. 56 00:08:25,439 --> 00:08:26,774 ...What your opinion is on my parenting. 57 00:08:26,907 --> 00:08:28,175 I'm telling you because 58 00:08:28,309 --> 00:08:30,378 he's probably gonna bring it up this summer, 59 00:08:30,511 --> 00:08:32,380 and I need to know what's goin' on. 60 00:08:32,513 --> 00:08:34,215 He's out, he's out partying', 61 00:08:34,348 --> 00:08:35,850 he's sneaking' out at night, I-- 62 00:08:35,983 --> 00:08:38,252 the truth is, I don't even really know what he's doing. 63 00:08:38,386 --> 00:08:40,821 Ah, he isn't really a bad kid-- 64 00:08:40,955 --> 00:08:42,523 Now, I didn't say he's a bad kid, 65 00:08:42,656 --> 00:08:44,525 I said he's headed down a bad path, 66 00:08:44,658 --> 00:08:46,494 and I have one more year with him. 67 00:08:46,627 --> 00:08:47,762 You're not around him all the time, 68 00:08:47,895 --> 00:08:49,263 you don't see him at home, 69 00:08:49,397 --> 00:08:50,998 you're not seeing the side of him that I've seen. 70 00:08:51,132 --> 00:08:52,333 Uh, you-- you've-- you've always worried 71 00:08:52,466 --> 00:08:53,502 a little bit about him. 72 00:08:53,634 --> 00:08:55,002 - He's 17 years old! - That-- 73 00:08:55,136 --> 00:08:57,104 He's barely holding' it together right now! 74 00:08:58,939 --> 00:09:00,908 I don't even feel like I know who he is. 75 00:09:02,376 --> 00:09:03,512 How am I supposed to help a kid 76 00:09:03,644 --> 00:09:05,146 that I don't even know who he is? 77 00:09:26,133 --> 00:09:27,568 Hey. 78 00:09:29,837 --> 00:09:31,272 Packin' up? 79 00:09:37,611 --> 00:09:40,147 Listen, Matthew, I don't know what you heard. 80 00:09:40,281 --> 00:09:41,982 I'm just tryin' to ask for his help. 81 00:09:45,719 --> 00:09:47,254 I'm not your father. 82 00:09:48,222 --> 00:09:49,657 I've tried. 83 00:09:50,758 --> 00:09:52,293 He's the only option we got. 84 00:10:01,368 --> 00:10:02,770 You can stay longer, you know it. 85 00:10:02,903 --> 00:10:04,672 Mmm, I know it. 86 00:10:04,805 --> 00:10:06,974 I'll be back. I have to be, don't I? 87 00:10:07,108 --> 00:10:10,377 Ah, he wants to stay forever, he ain't leavin'. 88 00:10:10,512 --> 00:10:11,812 Mmm. Mm-hmm. 89 00:10:11,946 --> 00:10:13,280 I love you, you know it. 90 00:10:13,414 --> 00:10:14,849 I love you too, Daddy. 91 00:10:18,919 --> 00:10:21,422 -Love you. -Love you, too. 92 00:10:21,556 --> 00:10:25,826 Remember, Matthew, no drinkin', and stay out of trouble. 93 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:28,295 You're here to help Papaw and get your head clear. 94 00:10:28,429 --> 00:10:30,865 -Okay? -I know. 95 00:10:30,998 --> 00:10:33,000 Promise me? 96 00:10:33,134 --> 00:10:35,035 - Promise. - Okay. 97 00:11:00,427 --> 00:11:03,797 - Hey, what's up? - Eh, nothin' much. 98 00:11:03,931 --> 00:11:06,100 Just hangin' out. 99 00:11:06,233 --> 00:11:08,035 I just heard Mom talkin' shit about me. 100 00:11:08,169 --> 00:11:10,605 - Oh, really? - Yeah. 101 00:11:10,738 --> 00:11:13,508 Heard you can't drive. That sucks, dude. 102 00:11:13,642 --> 00:11:15,109 Yeah, it does. 103 00:11:15,242 --> 00:11:17,845 I'm stuck at home just to her. 104 00:11:17,978 --> 00:11:20,381 Fuck that, dude. 105 00:11:20,515 --> 00:11:21,650 I don't even want her. 106 00:11:43,003 --> 00:11:45,039 God dammit, my fuckin' ear! 107 00:11:45,172 --> 00:11:46,508 - You all right there? - Jesus! 108 00:11:48,543 --> 00:11:49,710 You good? 109 00:11:55,349 --> 00:11:57,084 There's this girl that lives up here, um, 110 00:11:57,218 --> 00:11:59,820 - right down. - Yeah, sure. 111 00:12:00,888 --> 00:12:02,089 Who is she? 112 00:12:02,223 --> 00:12:03,791 Just this freshman up the road. 113 00:12:03,924 --> 00:12:06,427 She said she wanted to hang out. 114 00:12:06,561 --> 00:12:09,463 She was a freshman, or will be a freshman? 115 00:12:10,898 --> 00:12:12,733 Uh, she will be. 116 00:12:14,969 --> 00:12:16,370 How'd you guys meet? 117 00:12:16,504 --> 00:12:18,973 Uh, I met her at church, actually. 118 00:12:20,642 --> 00:12:22,510 On her knees. 119 00:12:22,644 --> 00:12:24,445 All right. 120 00:12:24,579 --> 00:12:27,114 I didn't mean it like that I just, um, 121 00:12:27,248 --> 00:12:30,384 didn't really expect to see you here. 122 00:12:30,518 --> 00:12:31,986 Yes, good job. 123 00:12:32,119 --> 00:12:34,188 We're gonna check on that, soon. 124 00:12:34,321 --> 00:12:36,090 Yeah? 125 00:12:36,223 --> 00:12:39,260 Um, I heard you had a game. 126 00:12:39,393 --> 00:12:40,828 I've had a few, but it's just, like, 127 00:12:40,961 --> 00:12:42,997 some running, so it doesn't matter. 128 00:12:43,130 --> 00:12:44,965 Like, please, don't take offense to this. 129 00:12:45,099 --> 00:12:48,035 Um, I don't really understand baseball. 130 00:12:48,168 --> 00:12:50,371 Like, at all, so, when you said that, I got-- 131 00:12:50,505 --> 00:12:53,774 - Mm, really hurts. - Um, I'm sorry, I just-- 132 00:12:53,907 --> 00:12:56,143 but, I mean, you can explain it to me. 133 00:12:56,277 --> 00:12:58,747 Um, so basically 134 00:12:58,879 --> 00:13:01,915 with baseball, you have, well-- you got two teams, right? 135 00:13:02,049 --> 00:13:03,951 Um, got the pitcher, you got, uh, 136 00:13:04,084 --> 00:13:05,919 a few basemen, all those guys. 137 00:13:06,053 --> 00:13:09,290 Um, pitcher throws the ball at them, and-- 138 00:13:09,423 --> 00:13:11,358 Wait, at 'em? Like, right at 'em? 139 00:13:11,492 --> 00:13:12,960 Isn't that kind of, like, dangerous? 140 00:13:13,093 --> 00:13:14,395 Um, okay, so. 141 00:13:14,529 --> 00:13:16,063 The pitcher's supposed to throw the ball, like, 142 00:13:16,196 --> 00:13:17,464 next to the batter, so he can hit the ball. 143 00:13:17,599 --> 00:13:18,966 - Oh. - Sometimes he does 144 00:13:19,099 --> 00:13:20,367 - hit the batter, and so-- - Oh. 145 00:13:20,502 --> 00:13:22,236 - Yeah, it sucks. - Oh, yeah. 146 00:13:22,369 --> 00:13:24,004 But you get a free base, you get a head start. 147 00:13:24,138 --> 00:13:24,773 -Yeah, sure. -Hey, um. 148 00:13:24,905 --> 00:13:26,541 You guys mind if I play video games? 149 00:13:26,675 --> 00:13:29,209 Oh, uh, yeah, on my-- the controller's on that thing. 150 00:13:29,343 --> 00:13:30,844 - All right. - What were you saying? 151 00:13:30,978 --> 00:13:32,714 That's basically-- that's, like, 152 00:13:32,846 --> 00:13:34,815 all the important stuff, I guess. 153 00:13:34,948 --> 00:13:36,718 Hmm. Okay. 154 00:13:36,850 --> 00:13:38,919 Yep. Good. Good. 155 00:13:39,053 --> 00:13:40,454 I'll tell you somethin'. 156 00:13:44,191 --> 00:13:47,194 They'll call somebody... 157 00:13:47,328 --> 00:13:49,263 And they... 158 00:14:32,106 --> 00:14:33,907 Well, we'll be back. 159 00:16:42,369 --> 00:16:43,938 Where's Robbie off to? 160 00:16:44,071 --> 00:16:46,073 Said he had practice. 161 00:16:46,206 --> 00:16:48,041 - You had a good time? - Yeah. 162 00:17:10,497 --> 00:17:12,466 You're awful quiet over there. 163 00:17:12,600 --> 00:17:14,702 You homesick? 164 00:17:14,836 --> 00:17:17,070 Nah. I'm just tired. 165 00:19:09,349 --> 00:19:12,020 The truth is... 166 00:19:12,152 --> 00:19:16,057 I got myself pregnant just as quick as I could. 167 00:19:16,189 --> 00:19:19,627 And I just wanted to throw it in Papaw's face 168 00:19:19,761 --> 00:19:21,428 and get the hell out of there. 169 00:19:24,832 --> 00:19:26,834 He treated me more like a wife... 170 00:19:28,335 --> 00:19:29,837 than his daughter. 171 00:19:45,687 --> 00:19:48,355 -Mornin'. -Mornin'. 172 00:19:48,488 --> 00:19:50,558 Felt like cookin' some eggs. 173 00:19:51,626 --> 00:19:52,627 Yeah. 174 00:19:52,760 --> 00:19:54,461 You know how to cook eggs, don't you? 175 00:19:54,595 --> 00:19:57,264 -Yeah. -Okay, get over here. Do it. 176 00:20:19,020 --> 00:20:20,822 We have a mess here. 177 00:20:22,924 --> 00:20:24,291 We have a mess. 178 00:20:40,508 --> 00:20:42,375 Hey! Grandpa! 179 00:20:42,510 --> 00:20:44,311 Where do I put the trash? 180 00:20:44,444 --> 00:20:46,379 I'll take it. 181 00:20:46,514 --> 00:20:47,982 And don't forget, there's trash 182 00:20:48,116 --> 00:20:50,151 - in the Fellowship Hall, too. - All right. 183 00:21:32,359 --> 00:21:36,329 For Jesus since You came here as our Savior, 184 00:21:36,463 --> 00:21:40,601 well, all we know, all things are possible through You, Lord. 185 00:21:40,735 --> 00:21:42,770 Hallelujah. Hallelujah. 186 00:21:42,904 --> 00:21:46,339 Lo, and we believe Your mighty touch, Lord. 187 00:21:46,473 --> 00:21:48,576 We believe in this touch. 188 00:21:48,709 --> 00:21:52,747 Faith itself in Jesus Christ. 189 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:54,715 Hallelujah. 190 00:22:03,490 --> 00:22:06,594 Why don't you go? At least let me go. 191 00:22:06,727 --> 00:22:08,863 No, you can stay right there. 192 00:22:18,906 --> 00:22:20,641 -Never tell him that. -How old. 193 00:22:20,775 --> 00:22:22,109 -Come on, now. -Oh, the bo-- 194 00:22:22,243 --> 00:22:23,410 the word gonna get out. 195 00:22:25,079 --> 00:22:26,479 She's talking about acting, you know-- 196 00:22:53,241 --> 00:22:55,576 We thank You for... 197 00:22:55,710 --> 00:22:58,478 supplying our every need, Father God. 198 00:23:00,815 --> 00:23:02,283 Bless us in good times 199 00:23:02,415 --> 00:23:05,286 and times of trouble, Father God. 200 00:23:05,418 --> 00:23:07,054 We know that you will never leave us 201 00:23:07,188 --> 00:23:08,923 or forsake us, Father God. 202 00:23:11,391 --> 00:23:13,561 I ask you to bless this food. 203 00:23:13,694 --> 00:23:15,162 Bless our family. 204 00:23:15,296 --> 00:23:17,397 In Jesus' name, amen. 205 00:23:21,302 --> 00:23:23,004 Mmm. 206 00:23:27,407 --> 00:23:28,876 Well? 207 00:23:33,147 --> 00:23:35,750 How's school goin'? 208 00:23:35,883 --> 00:23:38,552 - It's pretty boring. - Pretty boring? 209 00:23:38,686 --> 00:23:40,021 Yeah, I know, as I recall, 210 00:23:40,154 --> 00:23:42,556 it was pretty boring when I was in school. 211 00:23:43,291 --> 00:23:45,492 Ah... 212 00:23:45,626 --> 00:23:47,460 thought anything more about what you gonna do 213 00:23:47,595 --> 00:23:49,030 once you-- when you finish? 214 00:23:52,099 --> 00:23:53,134 Well, you must, 215 00:23:53,267 --> 00:23:55,468 so you might wanna start thinkin' about it. 216 00:23:55,603 --> 00:23:57,138 Gonna get here pretty quick. 217 00:23:59,240 --> 00:24:02,043 Have you ever thought about, uh-- about the Army? 218 00:24:02,176 --> 00:24:03,978 Army? Navy? 219 00:24:19,894 --> 00:24:22,495 I found some pictures of you in the chest. 220 00:24:22,630 --> 00:24:24,865 Oh, yeah? Which ones? 221 00:24:24,999 --> 00:24:27,168 A couple when you're pretty little, 222 00:24:27,301 --> 00:24:28,569 and some other a bit later on. 223 00:24:28,703 --> 00:24:30,171 Mmm. 224 00:24:30,304 --> 00:24:32,406 Well, that might be all there is. 225 00:24:32,540 --> 00:24:34,575 We didn't ever take very many. 226 00:24:36,110 --> 00:24:38,879 I found one of you when you were pregnant. 227 00:24:39,013 --> 00:24:40,982 Oh, really? 228 00:24:41,115 --> 00:24:43,217 I bet that's the one I sent to Meemaw. 229 00:24:44,685 --> 00:24:46,153 You looked really young in it. 230 00:24:47,755 --> 00:24:50,191 Well, I was, Matthew. I was 16. 231 00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:54,028 Are you doin' okay? 232 00:24:55,896 --> 00:24:57,598 Yeah, I'm fine. 233 00:25:02,103 --> 00:25:05,406 Well, your Papaw's concerned about you. 234 00:25:05,539 --> 00:25:08,009 He said he thinks you're tired of bein' around him. 235 00:25:10,578 --> 00:25:12,780 If he's concerned, it's cause you told him to be. 236 00:25:52,420 --> 00:25:54,121 Hello? 237 00:25:54,255 --> 00:25:56,157 Hey, man. 238 00:25:56,290 --> 00:26:00,561 - Hey, what's going on? - Uh, not much. 239 00:26:00,694 --> 00:26:02,463 We got a request. 240 00:26:02,596 --> 00:26:04,932 For what? 241 00:26:05,066 --> 00:26:07,701 Uh, Emily said she's havin' a friend over. 242 00:26:07,835 --> 00:26:10,137 And she wants us to come hang out. 243 00:26:10,271 --> 00:26:11,572 Oh, yeah? 244 00:26:11,705 --> 00:26:14,241 Yeah, I'm not sure. What do you think? 245 00:26:14,375 --> 00:26:15,810 You wanna go? 246 00:26:18,312 --> 00:26:19,514 Okay. 247 00:26:23,751 --> 00:26:25,886 She should be asleep. 248 00:26:26,020 --> 00:26:28,055 How 'bout her dad? 249 00:26:28,189 --> 00:26:29,524 I've never seen him. 250 00:26:29,657 --> 00:26:31,692 Uh, I don't think he's around. 251 00:26:44,071 --> 00:26:45,806 We're not gonna get you in trouble, are we? 252 00:26:45,940 --> 00:26:48,042 Uh, no, my mom's sleeping in her room, so. 253 00:26:48,175 --> 00:26:50,744 - You sure? - No, you're fine. Yeah. 254 00:26:57,818 --> 00:27:00,855 All right, um, get a snack. 255 00:27:02,890 --> 00:27:05,392 Um, do you have anything to mix this with? 256 00:27:05,527 --> 00:27:06,961 Uh, yeah. 257 00:27:11,966 --> 00:27:14,768 Um, I'll just get the orange soda. 258 00:27:24,445 --> 00:27:25,913 Here, try that. 259 00:27:30,885 --> 00:27:32,853 Ugh. I don't think so. 260 00:27:32,987 --> 00:27:34,556 Um, okay, do you want to put 261 00:27:34,688 --> 00:27:37,291 -some more soda in that? -Yeah. 262 00:27:37,424 --> 00:27:39,360 Hey, Robbie. Can we hurry this up, man? 263 00:27:39,493 --> 00:27:41,962 Yeah, I'm going as fast as I can. 264 00:27:42,096 --> 00:27:44,031 Right, okay, God, it just looks like we're drinking soda. 265 00:27:44,165 --> 00:27:47,134 Oh, um, by the way, I don't think Nicole's coming. 266 00:27:48,836 --> 00:27:50,371 Why? 267 00:27:50,505 --> 00:27:52,673 Well, I'm guessing she's too afraid to sneak out. 268 00:27:59,980 --> 00:28:02,183 So when are we gonna go to Nicole's? 269 00:28:02,316 --> 00:28:03,384 We're not. 270 00:28:03,518 --> 00:28:04,885 Phew, wait, you're trying to keep us 271 00:28:05,019 --> 00:28:06,720 both for yourself, huh? 272 00:28:06,854 --> 00:28:09,223 - No. - Uh-huh. Yeah. 273 00:28:09,356 --> 00:28:10,925 I'm not. 274 00:28:31,111 --> 00:28:32,313 It's warm. 275 00:28:40,555 --> 00:28:41,989 Oh, my gosh. 276 00:28:44,626 --> 00:28:46,060 Stop! 277 00:28:47,696 --> 00:28:49,230 Get away! 278 00:29:00,908 --> 00:29:02,510 What was that for? 279 00:29:04,178 --> 00:29:05,913 For-- for my cake. You ate it! 280 00:29:06,046 --> 00:29:07,582 Oh, you know what? It was good, too. 281 00:29:07,716 --> 00:29:09,416 What? Oh, it was? 282 00:29:12,219 --> 00:29:14,955 I don't know. Should I pray? 283 00:29:15,089 --> 00:29:16,591 You know, 284 00:29:16,725 --> 00:29:18,627 - I don't know. - I see. 285 00:29:18,759 --> 00:29:21,295 Um, where would I go? 286 00:29:21,428 --> 00:29:23,297 I might go to-- to Yale. 287 00:29:23,430 --> 00:29:24,932 Ah, that one's probably good. 288 00:29:25,065 --> 00:29:26,800 Cause that could be the last one. 289 00:29:46,220 --> 00:29:47,622 Hey, uh, wait here. 290 00:29:47,756 --> 00:29:49,890 Just-- just gotta grab somethin' real quick. 291 00:31:52,814 --> 00:31:54,281 Emily? 292 00:31:57,151 --> 00:31:58,820 Is that you? 293 00:32:13,133 --> 00:32:14,669 Emily? 294 00:32:34,254 --> 00:32:36,356 Little middle school girl. 295 00:32:38,860 --> 00:32:40,294 That's-- 296 00:32:41,495 --> 00:32:43,030 that's sick. 297 00:32:53,842 --> 00:32:55,710 Emily Stanton. 298 00:32:57,478 --> 00:32:59,948 You like takin' advantage of little girls, Robbie? 299 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:02,249 No. I won't see her again. 300 00:33:02,382 --> 00:33:03,718 You don't have to worry about that. 301 00:33:03,852 --> 00:33:05,687 You sure as hell better not! 302 00:33:05,820 --> 00:33:08,021 Better not see her, talk to her, 303 00:33:08,155 --> 00:33:10,592 even look in her direction, you hear me? 304 00:33:28,910 --> 00:33:31,980 Fuck off, mate! 305 00:33:32,112 --> 00:33:33,581 Yeah? What are you gonna do about it? 306 00:33:33,715 --> 00:33:35,048 Why you little fucking-- 307 00:33:55,837 --> 00:33:57,872 It's your fuckin' fault, dude. 308 00:33:58,006 --> 00:33:59,774 Couldn't stay the fuck outside. 309 00:34:17,959 --> 00:34:19,761 It's probably Matthew. 310 00:34:19,894 --> 00:34:21,395 That jerk. 311 00:34:21,529 --> 00:34:23,297 You know he's a jerk. 312 00:34:24,131 --> 00:34:26,166 Not like Robbie. 313 00:34:36,376 --> 00:34:38,278 - Oh. - So... 314 00:34:38,412 --> 00:34:40,213 - Not good. - No. It's not good. 315 00:34:40,347 --> 00:34:43,350 And I-- I-- I don't know what she was thinkin', 316 00:34:43,483 --> 00:34:45,352 lettin' him into her house like that. 317 00:34:45,485 --> 00:34:47,822 But I know what they were thinkin'. 318 00:34:47,956 --> 00:34:50,157 I mean, what'd they think... 319 00:35:05,272 --> 00:35:07,174 You okay this mornin'? 320 00:35:10,143 --> 00:35:11,579 Yeah, I'm fine. 321 00:35:16,050 --> 00:35:17,484 Did y'all camp? 322 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,559 Ah, just hung out, played some video games. 323 00:35:27,962 --> 00:35:29,396 Yeah. 324 00:35:34,334 --> 00:35:36,738 Paula told me more than that, you know it. 325 00:36:18,746 --> 00:36:21,448 You gonna sleep the day away, know it? 326 00:36:23,350 --> 00:36:25,285 There's yard work need doin'. 327 00:36:26,554 --> 00:36:29,289 Rise and shine, rise and shine. 328 00:36:29,423 --> 00:36:31,159 - All right. All right. - I'm the rooster. 329 00:36:31,291 --> 00:36:33,961 Get out of there. Come on. Let's go! 330 00:37:15,670 --> 00:37:17,437 Is your mama doin' okay? 331 00:37:19,006 --> 00:37:20,440 Yeah, I guess. 332 00:37:21,909 --> 00:37:23,343 Good. 333 00:37:25,479 --> 00:37:28,248 You're not makin' it too hard on her, are you? 334 00:37:30,383 --> 00:37:32,285 No. Did she tell you that? 335 00:37:32,419 --> 00:37:34,454 Mm, I reckon not. 336 00:37:35,455 --> 00:37:36,858 She said that... 337 00:37:39,761 --> 00:37:41,696 she said you weren't acting like yourself. 338 00:37:45,465 --> 00:37:46,968 How am I supposed to act? 339 00:37:50,270 --> 00:37:53,641 The Matthew I know is a-- is a happy fella. 340 00:37:56,043 --> 00:37:57,612 It's hard to get him down. 341 00:38:03,117 --> 00:38:04,752 I know it's been a tough year. 342 00:38:25,006 --> 00:38:26,339 What do you mean, Daddy? 343 00:38:26,473 --> 00:38:27,875 What did he do? 344 00:38:28,009 --> 00:38:29,544 He was drinkin', he-- what? You don't know? 345 00:38:29,677 --> 00:38:33,548 Uh, Matthew didn't have a whole lot to-- 346 00:38:33,681 --> 00:38:35,683 uh, he didn't have a whole lo-- 347 00:38:35,817 --> 00:38:37,552 a whole lot to say for himself, but-- 348 00:38:37,685 --> 00:38:39,120 Well, what did Paula tell you? 349 00:38:39,253 --> 00:38:40,721 What were they doin' with this girl, Daddy? 350 00:38:40,855 --> 00:38:43,624 Uh, I don't know exactly, uh-- 351 00:38:43,758 --> 00:38:45,226 -Well, what do you know? -I dunno. 352 00:38:45,358 --> 00:38:47,128 - My God, I told you, didn't I? - Yeah. 353 00:38:47,261 --> 00:38:48,963 Told you you had to keep an eye on him. 354 00:38:49,096 --> 00:38:50,731 - All right. - Put me on the phone with him. 355 00:38:50,865 --> 00:38:52,533 - Let me talk to him. - Well-- 356 00:38:52,667 --> 00:38:55,002 Well, hold on, just a second. 357 00:38:55,803 --> 00:38:57,038 Matthew! 358 00:38:57,905 --> 00:38:59,339 Telephone. 359 00:39:12,787 --> 00:39:14,354 - Hello? - I thought you two 360 00:39:14,487 --> 00:39:16,090 might do somethin' stupid. 361 00:39:16,224 --> 00:39:19,227 But I told myself to trust you again. 362 00:39:19,359 --> 00:39:21,662 What do you have to say for yourself, Matthew? 363 00:39:23,798 --> 00:39:25,766 Did you hear me? I know what you did. 364 00:39:31,371 --> 00:39:32,840 Go on, Matthew. Talk! 365 00:39:36,644 --> 00:39:38,445 I'm not doing this. 366 00:39:38,579 --> 00:39:40,281 I'm comin' for you on Saturday. 367 00:39:40,413 --> 00:39:41,849 So be ready. 368 00:39:44,518 --> 00:39:47,555 I hope you make these last few days count, Matthew. 369 00:39:47,688 --> 00:39:49,422 He may not be around much longer. 370 00:40:03,905 --> 00:40:05,438 They got old grudges 371 00:40:05,573 --> 00:40:08,075 that go back 50 years, family feuds, and wonder, 372 00:40:08,209 --> 00:40:09,911 "Why we don't have a move of God," 373 00:40:10,044 --> 00:40:12,013 and they're always lookin' to blame the pulpit. 374 00:40:12,146 --> 00:40:13,681 You will never have a move of God 375 00:40:13,814 --> 00:40:16,416 until you forgive! 376 00:42:22,443 --> 00:42:27,815 Unfortunately, the hatred we carry around... 377 00:42:27,948 --> 00:42:29,683 till all of our enemies are dead, 378 00:42:29,817 --> 00:42:31,652 will kill us first. 379 00:42:33,421 --> 00:42:35,656 Revenge makes about as much sense 380 00:42:35,790 --> 00:42:37,992 as biting a dog, because he bit you! 381 00:42:44,533 --> 00:42:46,734 And we sit around judgmentally, 382 00:42:46,867 --> 00:42:48,537 keepin' score on one another! 383 00:42:48,669 --> 00:42:50,271 It's too late to keep score! 384 00:42:56,077 --> 00:42:58,479 Nothing can provide... 385 00:42:58,612 --> 00:43:01,949 the transforming, cleansing of God as experienced 386 00:43:02,083 --> 00:43:04,652 when a soul gives and receives forgiveness. 387 00:43:04,785 --> 00:43:07,054 Powering new life, new hope, new joy, 388 00:43:07,188 --> 00:43:08,889 and the river of God... 389 00:43:09,023 --> 00:43:11,425 ...flowing again into the cold, bitter heart-- vanished! 390 00:43:17,031 --> 00:43:19,834 Jesus said, "Into Thy hands I commend my spirit," 391 00:43:19,967 --> 00:43:22,369 but He could not commend His spirit until he said, 392 00:43:22,504 --> 00:43:24,705 "Forgive," because God does not touch 393 00:43:24,839 --> 00:43:27,308 spirits of unforgiveness. 394 00:43:33,681 --> 00:43:36,383 Somebody ought to make some phone calls. 395 00:44:41,448 --> 00:44:42,716 Hello? 396 00:44:42,850 --> 00:44:45,352 Hey, it's Matthew, Robbie's cousin. 397 00:44:45,486 --> 00:44:46,887 Can you talk for a minute? 398 00:44:47,021 --> 00:44:48,455 Oh, hey. 399 00:44:51,392 --> 00:44:53,427 I can't talk right now, my mom's here. 400 00:44:55,696 --> 00:44:57,932 Are you going tonight? 401 00:44:58,065 --> 00:44:59,400 Yeah. Yeah. I'll be there. 402 00:45:27,761 --> 00:45:29,196 You ready to go? 403 00:45:29,330 --> 00:45:31,432 Yeah. 404 00:45:31,566 --> 00:45:33,033 Okay, let's go. 405 00:45:51,553 --> 00:45:52,920 Good evening, folks. 406 00:45:53,053 --> 00:45:54,455 How are you doing? 407 00:45:54,589 --> 00:45:57,157 - How are you doin'? - Oh, I'm awful good. 408 00:46:00,562 --> 00:46:01,929 Well, it's a good evening there. 409 00:46:02,062 --> 00:46:03,497 Hey, good evening, good evening! 410 00:46:03,632 --> 00:46:04,832 Good to see you. 411 00:46:04,965 --> 00:46:06,133 - Okay. - Good to see you. 412 00:46:06,267 --> 00:46:08,435 - Doin' well? - Doin' good. 413 00:46:08,570 --> 00:46:10,271 How are you? Good to see you. 414 00:47:00,722 --> 00:47:02,189 With that, um-- 415 00:47:02,323 --> 00:47:05,627 I think it doesn't really matter where we are in life, 416 00:47:05,760 --> 00:47:07,361 or where we think it's going, 417 00:47:07,494 --> 00:47:11,231 we still need the prayers of our-- of our church family. 418 00:47:11,365 --> 00:47:13,033 - Amen? - Amen! 419 00:47:13,167 --> 00:47:15,469 Come forward to the altar, if you have that need. 420 00:47:27,948 --> 00:47:30,184 Amen, amen. 421 00:47:30,951 --> 00:47:32,587 Praise the Lord. 422 00:47:33,987 --> 00:47:36,558 Lift up, and with the Lord-- 423 00:47:36,691 --> 00:47:40,027 just put Your healing touch on Matthew. 424 00:47:41,696 --> 00:47:43,631 Lord, just us to... 425 00:47:43,765 --> 00:47:45,232 Praise the Lord. 426 00:47:45,366 --> 00:47:47,669 I know that You're gonna lead our-- our support, 427 00:47:47,802 --> 00:47:49,937 and You're gonna help them. 428 00:47:50,070 --> 00:47:51,271 Hallelujah! 429 00:47:51,405 --> 00:47:53,508 Amen. 430 00:47:56,143 --> 00:47:57,612 Praise the Lord. 431 00:47:59,179 --> 00:48:02,249 Up, down, and bless... 432 00:48:07,321 --> 00:48:09,089 Praise You, Lord. 433 00:48:09,223 --> 00:48:11,191 He's gonna be with us, 434 00:48:11,325 --> 00:48:13,060 right now and always, be with him. 435 00:48:13,193 --> 00:48:14,529 Death and... 436 00:48:49,930 --> 00:48:51,298 Hey, um, I just wanna say 437 00:48:51,432 --> 00:48:54,168 I'm sorry for getting us caught the other day. 438 00:48:54,301 --> 00:48:56,604 It's not your fault. 439 00:48:56,738 --> 00:48:58,807 I'm pretty sure my mom heard me 440 00:48:58,939 --> 00:49:00,474 coming in before you, so-- 441 00:49:00,608 --> 00:49:03,711 No, it-- it was-- I got way too crazy and out of hand. 442 00:49:07,481 --> 00:49:09,116 Have you heard anything from Robbie? 443 00:49:11,051 --> 00:49:12,486 Um, no, I haven't heard anything, 444 00:49:12,620 --> 00:49:14,254 I'm-- I know he's in trouble with his mom, 445 00:49:14,388 --> 00:49:16,023 but that's about it. 446 00:49:19,694 --> 00:49:23,030 Then, um, why won't he message me? 447 00:49:27,234 --> 00:49:29,136 Did he say anything? 448 00:49:29,269 --> 00:49:32,439 Um, he-- he's not really supposed to talk to you. 449 00:49:34,742 --> 00:49:36,376 Okay. 450 00:49:36,511 --> 00:49:38,947 But, you know, it's just, like, his mom's saying that, right? 451 00:49:39,079 --> 00:49:40,582 So-- 452 00:49:40,715 --> 00:49:42,349 Um, a-- a little bit. 453 00:49:44,184 --> 00:49:45,920 What do you mean? 454 00:49:46,053 --> 00:49:47,488 I don't... 455 00:49:49,490 --> 00:49:51,458 He just doesn't like you in that way. 456 00:49:54,762 --> 00:49:58,265 Listen, you really like him, don't you? 457 00:49:58,398 --> 00:49:59,834 - Yeah. - Yeah, he-- 458 00:49:59,968 --> 00:50:02,469 he doesn't like you in the way that you like him. 459 00:50:04,739 --> 00:50:07,040 Look, now-- he thinks you're his good friend and all, 460 00:50:07,174 --> 00:50:08,710 but that's it. 461 00:50:27,996 --> 00:50:29,531 Why didn't he just tell me that? 462 00:50:31,799 --> 00:50:33,768 Um... 463 00:50:33,902 --> 00:50:36,738 to be honest, I don't think he really cares about... 464 00:50:38,038 --> 00:50:39,473 about it. 465 00:50:42,677 --> 00:50:44,712 But if it makes you feel any better, 466 00:50:44,846 --> 00:50:46,280 I really like you. 467 00:50:47,047 --> 00:50:48,816 Why? 468 00:50:48,950 --> 00:50:52,185 I think you're really cute and funny, and... 469 00:50:52,319 --> 00:50:54,622 I just really like talking to you. 470 00:51:28,656 --> 00:51:30,992 His heart unto his soul, 471 00:51:31,124 --> 00:51:34,662 his spirit, to whatever You have for him, Father. 472 00:51:34,796 --> 00:51:37,364 Be with him, as he makes amends with his-- 473 00:51:37,497 --> 00:51:39,132 with his family, for love and work of him... 474 00:51:39,266 --> 00:51:42,770 Hey, have you-- have you ever seen what's back there? 475 00:51:42,904 --> 00:51:44,204 Uh, no. 476 00:51:44,338 --> 00:51:45,673 Come here, I'll show you. 477 00:51:54,181 --> 00:51:56,116 Wonder why this is in here. 478 00:51:56,249 --> 00:51:59,219 Um, I think a family stayed here a while ago. 479 00:52:01,288 --> 00:52:04,525 -In Jesus' name, in Jesus' name. -I'm here to take care of him. 480 00:52:04,659 --> 00:52:06,126 - Hallelujah. - Amen. 481 00:52:06,259 --> 00:52:07,528 Hallelujah with the spirit. 482 00:52:07,662 --> 00:52:09,530 Be with my kids, with my grandkid... 483 00:52:23,711 --> 00:52:25,445 How long have you been coming here for? 484 00:52:26,446 --> 00:52:28,783 Um, about a year ago. 485 00:52:28,916 --> 00:52:31,284 It's when I started, um-- 486 00:52:31,418 --> 00:52:33,186 started coming with my Meemaw. 487 00:52:34,856 --> 00:52:36,724 And so your mom didn't come? 488 00:52:36,858 --> 00:52:38,158 No. 489 00:52:44,666 --> 00:52:46,433 Now, is it just the two of you, 490 00:52:46,567 --> 00:52:47,902 or do you have any brothers and sisters? 491 00:52:48,036 --> 00:52:49,704 Well, I have some half-brothers, 492 00:52:49,837 --> 00:52:52,239 but I don't really see them that much, 493 00:52:52,372 --> 00:52:54,474 because they live in another town. 494 00:52:55,442 --> 00:52:56,911 Are they your dad's? 495 00:52:57,945 --> 00:52:59,379 Uh, yeah. 496 00:53:00,414 --> 00:53:02,717 So you don't see them? 497 00:53:02,850 --> 00:53:05,787 Um, really only on holidays. 498 00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:07,889 Other than that, that's pretty much it. 499 00:53:16,998 --> 00:53:18,432 Yes, Lord. 500 00:53:18,566 --> 00:53:21,301 Pray for uh, take the smiting burden 501 00:53:21,435 --> 00:53:22,970 -from Jane for the Lord... -Lord God, I pray for-- 502 00:53:23,104 --> 00:53:24,505 I pray for Matthew, he's got a-- 503 00:53:24,639 --> 00:53:26,941 he's got some challenges in his own life. 504 00:54:02,577 --> 00:54:05,445 A lot of mistakes, the way You... 505 00:54:08,716 --> 00:54:11,018 It-- it should be over soon. 506 00:54:11,152 --> 00:54:13,286 It'll be fine, we'll leave when they end. 507 00:54:13,420 --> 00:54:16,256 Um, my Meemaw's probably looking for me anyways. 508 00:54:16,389 --> 00:54:17,625 Just say you're talking to a friend. 509 00:54:17,759 --> 00:54:18,960 I'm-- it's true, isn't it? 510 00:54:19,093 --> 00:54:21,428 It's true, but I gotta go. I'm sorry. 511 00:54:21,562 --> 00:54:24,832 Amen, amen and amen, Lord God. 512 00:54:24,966 --> 00:54:26,901 Amen, and thank you, thank you. 513 00:54:49,991 --> 00:54:51,424 Stop it! 514 00:54:51,559 --> 00:54:53,761 No! Matthew, I've gotta go. 515 00:54:55,229 --> 00:54:56,396 Oh, yeah, go on then. 516 00:54:56,531 --> 00:54:58,298 Stupid bitch. 517 00:54:59,332 --> 00:55:01,002 You're just a fucking slut. 518 00:56:14,175 --> 00:56:16,611 You wanna tell me what was goin' on? 519 00:56:16,744 --> 00:56:18,212 Church was goin' on too long, 520 00:56:18,346 --> 00:56:21,782 so I just decided to go sit down there for a little bit. 521 00:56:21,916 --> 00:56:23,784 Sit for a little bit? 522 00:56:25,219 --> 00:56:27,054 Yeah. 523 00:56:29,891 --> 00:56:32,927 What about that young girl that left the church? 524 00:56:33,060 --> 00:56:35,062 I don't know, I saw her when I was walking down there, 525 00:56:35,196 --> 00:56:36,664 and she said hi, but that's it. 526 00:56:37,999 --> 00:56:39,734 She said hi? 527 00:56:44,538 --> 00:56:45,973 That's it, huh? 528 00:56:48,109 --> 00:56:49,543 Yeah. 529 00:56:53,781 --> 00:56:56,449 You weren't in the back room with that girl? 530 00:56:56,584 --> 00:56:58,019 No. 531 00:56:59,720 --> 00:57:02,223 You lie, you lie through your teeth. 532 00:57:02,356 --> 00:57:03,691 I know what you were doing. 533 00:57:03,824 --> 00:57:06,093 You weren't back there sittin' down, either. 534 00:59:24,932 --> 00:59:26,567 Is this the same girl as before, 535 00:59:26,700 --> 00:59:28,169 or a different one? 536 00:59:32,006 --> 00:59:33,641 So the same one, I guess? 537 00:59:37,945 --> 00:59:39,747 Matthew, she is young! 538 00:59:39,880 --> 00:59:42,149 She will follow whatever you say. 539 00:59:43,884 --> 00:59:45,319 Nothing happened. 540 00:59:46,654 --> 00:59:48,322 Nothing happened? 541 00:59:48,456 --> 00:59:50,291 - No. - Really? 542 00:59:51,659 --> 00:59:52,927 Look, I didn't do anything wrong, 543 00:59:53,060 --> 00:59:54,462 and the only reason I even talked to her 544 00:59:54,595 --> 00:59:56,097 is frickin' Robbie, okay? 545 00:59:59,033 --> 01:00:00,701 Matthew, how dare you! 546 01:00:02,103 --> 01:00:04,038 -You got caught! -I didn't get caught. 547 01:00:04,171 --> 01:00:06,474 You got caught drinking three days ago, 548 01:00:06,607 --> 01:00:08,042 and then you turn around and do it again, 549 01:00:08,175 --> 01:00:09,877 only this time you do it at the church, 550 01:00:10,010 --> 01:00:11,278 which is awesome, by the way. 551 01:00:11,412 --> 01:00:12,780 I didn't do anything at the church, 552 01:00:12,913 --> 01:00:15,216 I just got bored. 553 01:00:15,349 --> 01:00:16,784 That's it. 554 01:00:25,025 --> 01:00:26,794 How can you treat me like I'm stupid? 555 01:00:26,927 --> 01:00:28,429 I'm not treating you any way. 556 01:00:28,563 --> 01:00:30,498 I didn't break your trust, I didn't do anything wrong. 557 01:00:30,631 --> 01:00:32,967 So you didn't make any of those choices on your own? 558 01:00:33,100 --> 01:00:35,236 No! 559 01:00:35,369 --> 01:00:37,171 Matthew, what is goin' on with you? 560 01:00:37,304 --> 01:00:38,672 Nothing. What's goin' on with you? 561 01:00:38,806 --> 01:00:40,941 What do you mean, what's goin' on with me? 562 01:00:41,075 --> 01:00:42,776 This isn't about me! 563 01:00:44,678 --> 01:00:48,082 I can't even stand to be in the room with you right now. 564 01:00:48,215 --> 01:00:51,418 - Then go. - You know what? 565 01:00:51,553 --> 01:00:52,853 You know, I'm done with you. 566 01:00:52,987 --> 01:00:55,089 Just leave! No one wants you here anyway. 567 01:01:23,552 --> 01:01:24,985 Dammit! 568 01:01:48,876 --> 01:01:50,211 I don't even know what I was thinkin', 569 01:01:50,344 --> 01:01:52,413 bringin' him here. 570 01:01:52,547 --> 01:01:54,381 As if you were gonna be able to help him. 571 01:01:57,084 --> 01:01:58,285 I've had him here a few days, 572 01:01:58,419 --> 01:02:00,054 and look at what he's chosen to do. 573 01:04:18,425 --> 01:04:20,961 I'm gonna miss you, you know it. 574 01:04:21,095 --> 01:04:22,530 I'm gonna miss you, too. 575 01:04:24,833 --> 01:04:26,668 You'll be all right. 576 01:04:26,801 --> 01:04:30,037 The Lord answers prayers, he'll answer mine. 577 01:04:32,406 --> 01:04:35,175 Long time ago, people were prayin' for me. 578 01:04:38,145 --> 01:04:39,913 He answered their prayers. 579 01:04:43,685 --> 01:04:45,152 I really don't wanna go. 580 01:04:47,655 --> 01:04:50,157 Oh, when, uh... 581 01:04:53,728 --> 01:04:55,162 When I was your age... 582 01:04:56,430 --> 01:04:58,165 I wanted to leave home, too. 583 01:04:59,567 --> 01:05:01,636 That's the reason I went into the army early. 584 01:05:04,371 --> 01:05:05,807 But, uh, 585 01:05:05,939 --> 01:05:09,143 it was because my daddy threatened my life, you know it. 586 01:05:11,178 --> 01:05:14,214 One evening, I came in and he had a... 587 01:05:14,348 --> 01:05:16,984 he had a knife to my mama's throat. 588 01:05:18,185 --> 01:05:20,220 I-- I stopped him 589 01:05:20,354 --> 01:05:22,956 from doin' something he would've regretted. 590 01:05:24,358 --> 01:05:28,095 But the old drunk didn't see it that way. 591 01:05:29,764 --> 01:05:32,032 So my mama got me out of there. 592 01:05:33,868 --> 01:05:36,671 She was-- she was protecting me. 593 01:05:36,805 --> 01:05:39,106 And that's what your mama's doin' for you. 594 01:05:45,212 --> 01:05:49,483 Yeah, she-- she acts tough, but, uh, 595 01:05:49,617 --> 01:05:51,719 without you? 596 01:05:51,853 --> 01:05:54,054 She'd fall to pieces. 597 01:05:54,188 --> 01:05:57,458 She wouldn't put one foot in front of the other. 598 01:05:57,592 --> 01:05:59,960 You're the reason she keeps goin'. 599 01:06:05,533 --> 01:06:08,536 You're a-- you're a blessed young man. 600 01:06:11,238 --> 01:06:13,173 You just don't know it yet. 601 01:06:19,346 --> 01:06:23,551 Matthew, can I-- can I pray for you before you go? 602 01:06:25,587 --> 01:06:27,020 Yeah. 603 01:06:28,255 --> 01:06:29,724 Father God... 604 01:06:31,960 --> 01:06:36,698 I just thank You for bringing this boy into my life. 605 01:06:36,831 --> 01:06:40,067 I ask for Your love and Your protection for him 606 01:06:40,200 --> 01:06:41,703 during his life. 607 01:06:43,403 --> 01:06:45,940 Watch over him, as he goes along. 608 01:06:46,073 --> 01:06:48,308 We ask that you keep him from makin' 609 01:06:48,442 --> 01:06:51,144 some of the mistakes that I made in my life. 610 01:06:53,480 --> 01:06:55,617 Help him to find his way. 611 01:06:58,452 --> 01:07:00,387 Help him to know what to do. 612 01:07:03,791 --> 01:07:05,259 Bless him, keep him... 613 01:07:06,694 --> 01:07:08,128 and bring him home. 614 01:07:11,766 --> 01:07:13,233 In Jesus' name. 615 01:07:17,237 --> 01:07:18,573 Amen. 616 01:08:11,526 --> 01:08:13,895 - Love you, know it. - I love you, too. 617 01:08:28,108 --> 01:08:29,544 I love you. 618 01:08:33,081 --> 01:08:34,414 We'll be okay. 619 01:09:10,718 --> 01:09:12,386 I'm gonna forgive him. 620 01:09:14,088 --> 01:09:15,523 I'm workin' on it. 621 01:09:18,492 --> 01:09:20,828 I just need you to understand that-- 622 01:09:20,962 --> 01:09:22,396 I'm not okay. 623 01:09:24,032 --> 01:09:25,465 I know I'm not. 624 01:09:27,267 --> 01:09:28,703 And I know you're not, either. 625 01:09:32,640 --> 01:09:35,009 I have passed all my-- 626 01:09:35,143 --> 01:09:36,844 resentment and anger 627 01:09:36,978 --> 01:09:38,412 down to you. 628 01:09:40,447 --> 01:09:42,784 And I want to ask for your forgiveness.