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Huh. Wow.
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Well, it's nice
to see you, too.
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Yeah, what do we
got here?
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Well, where's Linc?
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Late.
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He'll be here.
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Lawyer.
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Yeah...
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In some parts
of the world, this...
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this would be considered
a form of sadistic torture.
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Being stuck in a room
with people you hate?
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And what are you?
Hmm?
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I mean, come on.
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How long are we gonna do this?
Hmm?
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Hey.
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Yeah. Yeah.
Don't let me stop you. Come on.
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I never do.
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Ray?
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What now?
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It's just one night.
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We can do this.
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Yeah, Ray.
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Dig that hole.
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Prove you're not
that kid anymore.
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Core.
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Guys.
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All right,
so this is Clare.
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Thanks for letting me
crash your party.
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Uh, when Ray told me
it was your birthday,
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I didn't want
to impose.
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But Ray's pretty convincing.
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That he is.
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Jeez, man, how many pills
did you feed her?
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I didn't pick you
as the party type.
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Inside joke.
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Well...
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who's hungry?
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This birthday boy
is famished.
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I should've
brought a gift.
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Aw...
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Clare Bear...
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y'all are
the only gift I need.
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You know,
he's-- he's never gonna change.
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Right?
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I don't know
why you care so much.
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I don't.
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Yeah.
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Keep telling
yourself that and...
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you might
just believe it.
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You should know.
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So, how did
y'all meet?
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We went
to school together.
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- Oh, childhood friends?
- Mm-hmm.
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You have
to forgive Ellie.
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She has a habit
of being too nice.
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Friends
is quite the stretch.
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No, we were friends.
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We were more than that.
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Still are.
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But let's be honest.
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We were
only friends with you
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because we wanted
to get with you.
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And he just wanted
a ride to graduation
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with little
Miss Honor Roll here.
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Looks like you are the common
denominator again, Ellie Bell.
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- Fuck you, Core.
- Ah.
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Spoken like
a true friend.
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You guys
do this every year. Why?
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Now, that...
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is the million-dollar
question, Clare.
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You always find
the smart ones, don't you?
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So...
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who wants
to take this one?
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Huh? Anybody?
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No?
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Well, then,
I guess it's over to me.
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We made a pact, okay?
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Can we drop it now?
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Please?
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Are you guys
for real?
81
00:10:28,963 --> 00:10:32,967
Linc said you guys
were self-absorbed, but...
82
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this is next level.
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The world's fucking ending
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and all you guys
can think about is some...
85
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bullshit high
school drama.
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The world's
not ending, hon.
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-Don't fucking patronize me.
-Who's patronizing?
88
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And why are you
so sensitive?
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It's not my fault
you can't tell the difference
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between your life
and a fucking Halloween prom.
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00:11:04,465 --> 00:11:05,900
Halloween prom?
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Really?
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00:11:08,936 --> 00:11:10,838
We're really
gonna go there again?
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They were human beings
burnt fucking alive.
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You were not there.
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How do you know?
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You think those
photos are real?
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00:11:24,919 --> 00:11:26,420
There's too many
of them not to be.
99
00:11:26,787 --> 00:11:28,055
Why are you
embarrassing me?
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Why did you
brought me here?
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Because you said
you wanted to...
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Mm, people do
a lot of things for clicks.
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But those people,
ones left over,
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you heard
what they saw.
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What they think they saw.
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They're merely delusions.
Those people need help.
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Delusions
to the point
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that families
are killing each other.
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Killing their children...
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so they don't have
to go through
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what they think
they saw?
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I don't think so.
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Those families were cults.
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And yes, mass suicides are
a result of shared delusions.
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They weren't all cults.
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Yeah,
listen to Corey.
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He knows all about
that mental health shit.
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How long did you spend
at that mental institution?
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-Ray?
-What?
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Months, wasn't it?
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Ray Burn, for the last
mother effing time...
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I took
a leave of absence
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in my junior year
for medical reasons.
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Whoo!
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Guys,
did you hear that?
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"Medical reasons."
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I had a minor physical ailment.
That's it.
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So, pipe down,
boy band.
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I know they say
fake it 'till you make it,
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but sometimes
a man's got to admit
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that he just
doesn't know shit.
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And he never will.
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00:13:05,052 --> 00:13:06,954
And you've got
a long way to go...
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'till you're even close
to being a man, that is.
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00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:15,896
So, how soon
'til judgment day?
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You know what? I...
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I do--
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You guys
go back to talking
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about whatever it was
you were talking about.
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I'm serious.
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How long
do you think we have?
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A week?
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Two?
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It's not judgment day.
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They're calling it
"The Razing."
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00:14:05,179 --> 00:14:06,880
You're smarter
than this, Ellen.
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00:14:07,549 --> 00:14:08,616
Am I?
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00:14:11,952 --> 00:14:14,622
See, I thought I was,
but now I'm not so sure.
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00:14:17,291 --> 00:14:19,893
See, I don't believe in God.
Never had.
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00:14:19,993 --> 00:14:21,295
Neither do
the kids I teach.
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They're just kids,
they believe in Santa,
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for God's sake, which I guess
it's the same thing.
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So, when one of them
writes a poem
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about his dad,
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that's not dad,
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standing over
his roasted mom--
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his mom,
who moments before was on fire
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burning alive
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while his father
held her...
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His mother
wept as she screamed.
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00:14:49,490 --> 00:14:50,825
And-- and what?
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00:14:51,392 --> 00:14:53,528
You think he was
some sort of messiah?
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He was
a wife beater.
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00:14:56,897 --> 00:14:58,499
That poem
is called Domestic Abuse.
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Is that what
my student called it?
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He called it
Backward Rainbow
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because that is what this guy
looked like
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after his mom died.
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Just as his dad
picked him up to hug him,
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just as-- the same dad
who hugged his burning mother,
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the same dad whose own skin
was blemish-free.
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And you saw that?
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I saw him
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and there was
not one burn on him.
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I saw his son
scared to death of him
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and even more scared of CPS
when they came to court.
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Seriously, Ellie,
you should be up for tenure,
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not deciphering the tales
of fourth graders.
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Once upon a time,
there was a fucked-up kid.
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The end.
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Maybe.
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00:15:43,511 --> 00:15:44,579
But maybe...
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00:15:46,748 --> 00:15:48,315
just maybe...
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we have to admit
that maybe we don't know shit.
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00:15:56,256 --> 00:15:59,092
Maybe we are all
just getting what we deserve.
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00:16:01,962 --> 00:16:03,230
We?
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00:16:22,149 --> 00:16:24,485
It's fine.
It's fine. She's fine.
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00:16:25,787 --> 00:16:26,888
Everything's fine.
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00:16:27,454 --> 00:16:28,989
She doesn't look fine.
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00:16:29,089 --> 00:16:30,825
How the fuck
would you know?
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You-- you-- you--
you waltz back in here
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like-- like
you're some hero,
193
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some knight
in shining shit,
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00:16:38,165 --> 00:16:39,399
and-- and she just laps it up
195
00:16:39,500 --> 00:16:41,268
like you've never
burned her before.
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00:16:42,002 --> 00:16:43,838
Like you're not gonna do
the same thing again
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00:16:43,938 --> 00:16:46,808
next week,
next month, next year.
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00:16:47,642 --> 00:16:49,978
Because she knows
that after you are gone,
199
00:16:50,077 --> 00:16:52,514
I will still be here
to bandage her up,
200
00:16:52,614 --> 00:16:53,681
to pick her up.
201
00:16:54,448 --> 00:16:57,685
So, yeah, I think
I know when she's fine.
202
00:17:05,827 --> 00:17:07,294
And she's fine.
203
00:17:10,464 --> 00:17:11,599
We are fine.
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00:17:25,747 --> 00:17:26,814
What the fuck?
205
00:17:31,819 --> 00:17:32,954
Fucking breaker.
206
00:18:07,021 --> 00:18:09,122
I just wanna
be alone, okay?
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00:18:12,527 --> 00:18:14,394
Why the hell
did you do that?
208
00:18:18,600 --> 00:18:20,167
Do you?
209
00:18:20,267 --> 00:18:21,636
Do you really?
210
00:18:23,103 --> 00:18:25,807
'Cause-- 'cause
if you don't,
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00:18:25,907 --> 00:18:29,209
this place,
and with him,
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00:18:29,309 --> 00:18:30,845
it's not
where you wanna be.
213
00:18:32,847 --> 00:18:34,481
And if you
do wanna be alone,
214
00:18:34,582 --> 00:18:36,383
then you better
get used to this room,
215
00:18:36,483 --> 00:18:38,853
because this is as close to
them as you're ever gonna get.
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00:18:42,624 --> 00:18:43,891
Why do you bother?
217
00:18:44,792 --> 00:18:45,860
Why don't you just...
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00:18:48,228 --> 00:18:49,530
Leave?
219
00:18:54,936 --> 00:18:56,470
-We made a pact.
-Pact.
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00:19:00,340 --> 00:19:01,609
Was it worth it?
221
00:19:05,178 --> 00:19:06,446
I used
to think so.
222
00:19:10,217 --> 00:19:11,886
I've never been
the sentimental type.
223
00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:14,187
You know,
birthdays, holidays.
224
00:19:14,287 --> 00:19:15,723
I really
could give a shit.
225
00:19:20,360 --> 00:19:21,796
When I was a kid...
226
00:19:23,131 --> 00:19:25,332
when I met them,
I was...
227
00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:27,835
I was going
through a lot...
228
00:19:29,336 --> 00:19:30,605
with my mom.
229
00:19:35,275 --> 00:19:36,878
I ran away
a couple of times.
230
00:19:39,847 --> 00:19:41,015
Anyway, it got bad.
231
00:19:42,050 --> 00:19:45,820
Got to a point where I-- I
didn't even wanted to be found.
232
00:19:49,256 --> 00:19:50,725
But when
that lot showed up...
233
00:19:53,561 --> 00:19:55,530
I realized
you can still be alone...
234
00:19:58,498 --> 00:19:59,767
even when you're not.
235
00:20:01,769 --> 00:20:02,870
And to me...
236
00:20:05,305 --> 00:20:06,574
at the time...
237
00:20:07,441 --> 00:20:09,877
in some weird,
screwed-up way...
238
00:20:13,447 --> 00:20:15,482
it felt a lot better
than being alone.
239
00:20:23,323 --> 00:20:24,692
So, you stayed?
240
00:20:27,795 --> 00:20:28,863
I stayed.
241
00:20:30,397 --> 00:20:31,699
So, does it still...
242
00:20:33,300 --> 00:20:34,569
feel better?
243
00:20:38,906 --> 00:20:39,974
You tell me.
244
00:20:44,078 --> 00:20:45,680
What happened with your ma?
245
00:20:53,688 --> 00:20:54,922
So, you're coming?
246
00:21:02,262 --> 00:21:03,898
I think
I'm gonna wait it out too.
247
00:21:09,771 --> 00:21:11,939
Jeez!
What a great duo.
248
00:21:12,039 --> 00:21:14,842
Order everything
extra crispy.
249
00:21:23,851 --> 00:21:26,486
You and Milo
might wanna watch that.
250
00:21:28,355 --> 00:21:30,290
You know
that stick you and Corey share,
251
00:21:30,390 --> 00:21:32,760
it's getting higher up
in your ass these days.
252
00:21:34,162 --> 00:21:35,563
You might
wanna watch that.
253
00:21:38,065 --> 00:21:39,667
Someone's
gotta have some fun.
254
00:21:41,334 --> 00:21:42,603
This is a party.
255
00:21:45,273 --> 00:21:46,541
Hey.
256
00:21:47,108 --> 00:21:49,911
Hey, how's Clare?
257
00:21:50,812 --> 00:21:51,879
El?
258
00:21:54,215 --> 00:21:55,516
El?
259
00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:57,552
What?
260
00:21:57,652 --> 00:21:59,386
Come here for a sec.
261
00:22:02,623 --> 00:22:04,559
One sec.
262
00:22:21,142 --> 00:22:22,643
We have
to open your gift.
263
00:22:26,413 --> 00:22:28,481
I didn't
get you a gift.
264
00:22:31,786 --> 00:22:33,821
Your gift.
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00:23:47,628 --> 00:23:49,964
Ellie? Your turn.
266
00:23:50,998 --> 00:23:52,300
Your order, ma'am.
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00:23:52,867 --> 00:23:57,505
On today's menu, we have
True Blue and Winter Wonder.
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00:23:58,239 --> 00:24:01,242
Why do you even ask?
She always picks True.
269
00:24:01,842 --> 00:24:03,077
Shouldn't everyone?
270
00:24:03,177 --> 00:24:04,477
Nah,
271
00:24:04,578 --> 00:24:05,746
I have hope
my little Ellie
272
00:24:05,846 --> 00:24:07,581
will go
for a little fun one day.
273
00:24:08,115 --> 00:24:11,185
What she wants
instead of what she needs.
274
00:24:11,285 --> 00:24:13,187
The way he leads away
from you.
275
00:24:13,754 --> 00:24:14,956
Hey.
276
00:24:15,890 --> 00:24:18,025
Anyone wanna hear
today's specials?
277
00:24:23,164 --> 00:24:25,232
I see red.
278
00:24:26,567 --> 00:24:28,502
Courtesy of Mommy dearest.
279
00:24:28,602 --> 00:24:29,937
These little beauties
280
00:24:30,037 --> 00:24:31,806
will show you
everything you can ever be.
281
00:24:33,307 --> 00:24:35,475
Your motherfucking
destiny, baby.
282
00:24:35,576 --> 00:24:36,978
Bullshit.
283
00:24:37,078 --> 00:24:39,347
Hey, don't knock it
'til you try it.
284
00:24:39,447 --> 00:24:41,515
Try anything. Bullshit.
285
00:24:42,183 --> 00:24:44,085
Your loss, loser?
286
00:24:46,187 --> 00:24:48,756
So,
what did you see, loser?
287
00:24:48,856 --> 00:24:50,758
Nothing
I already didn't know.
288
00:24:50,858 --> 00:24:53,127
I don't even lie.
289
00:24:54,628 --> 00:24:56,664
All right. Okay.
290
00:24:57,531 --> 00:24:58,933
There. Done.
291
00:25:01,402 --> 00:25:02,870
Surprise. Surprise.
292
00:25:03,471 --> 00:25:06,707
Yeah, Ray,
don't start.
293
00:25:08,476 --> 00:25:09,910
Those are what?
294
00:25:24,925 --> 00:25:26,293
Where did you put them?
295
00:25:27,528 --> 00:25:28,929
Seriously?
296
00:25:30,197 --> 00:25:32,033
Oh, come on.
297
00:25:32,133 --> 00:25:34,301
Yeah, come on, Ma.
298
00:25:35,569 --> 00:25:37,071
Don't you guys
read anything?
299
00:25:37,638 --> 00:25:39,373
The experiments
are dangerous.
300
00:25:39,874 --> 00:25:41,642
-Don't mess with them.
-Come on.
301
00:25:43,477 --> 00:25:44,912
Do the Blue.
302
00:25:47,381 --> 00:25:48,682
You don't get it.
303
00:25:50,618 --> 00:25:52,920
These new batches
are so strong.
304
00:25:53,020 --> 00:25:54,588
You won't be able
to tell the difference.
305
00:25:54,688 --> 00:25:56,924
The trip,
what's real, what's not.
306
00:25:57,024 --> 00:25:59,960
-It's all the same.
-What's the point, genius?
307
00:26:01,530 --> 00:26:04,231
This isn't some
fucking chem lab!
308
00:26:04,331 --> 00:26:05,699
We play it safe.
309
00:26:21,315 --> 00:26:23,484
You know the new
stuff's fine, right?
310
00:26:23,584 --> 00:26:24,718
My ma tested it.
311
00:26:24,819 --> 00:26:26,020
On who?
312
00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:27,221
You?
313
00:26:27,655 --> 00:26:29,890
No offense, Linc,
but hasn't your mom lost it?
314
00:26:29,990 --> 00:26:31,959
And I don't just mean all
credibility and credentials.
315
00:26:32,059 --> 00:26:33,994
I meant
she's batshit cray.
316
00:26:41,469 --> 00:26:42,770
It's cool.
317
00:26:44,038 --> 00:26:45,507
I shouldn't
have said that.
318
00:26:45,606 --> 00:26:47,475
Your mom's
always been good to us.
319
00:26:48,309 --> 00:26:50,111
You
got it right the first time.
320
00:26:56,717 --> 00:26:59,253
I was just shocked that you
used the word "cray."
321
00:26:59,887 --> 00:27:02,256
Maybe I took
a red one by mistake.
322
00:27:03,324 --> 00:27:04,725
Maybe you should.
323
00:27:35,856 --> 00:27:37,791
I come in peace.
324
00:27:38,325 --> 00:27:39,660
Funny.
325
00:27:40,928 --> 00:27:43,764
Nothing ever is with you.
326
00:27:47,501 --> 00:27:48,802
Tell me...
327
00:27:50,204 --> 00:27:52,139
did you ever have
a sense of humour or...
328
00:27:53,874 --> 00:27:55,709
were you
born this way?
329
00:27:57,278 --> 00:28:02,383
Tell me, do you ever take
anything seriously
330
00:28:02,483 --> 00:28:06,387
or are you numb
to all emotion?
331
00:28:06,487 --> 00:28:08,122
Oh, yeah.
332
00:28:09,423 --> 00:28:11,526
Tell me,
do you feel anything?
333
00:28:11,626 --> 00:28:13,562
Like, anything at all?
334
00:28:13,662 --> 00:28:14,929
Well...
335
00:28:16,598 --> 00:28:17,865
wait...
336
00:28:19,733 --> 00:28:22,469
you don't think
I'm shallow, do you?
337
00:28:22,571 --> 00:28:23,938
Hollow.
338
00:28:24,772 --> 00:28:29,143
You are
so freaking empty.
339
00:28:29,644 --> 00:28:31,513
Like
there's nobody inside.
340
00:28:31,613 --> 00:28:35,749
Just some mask, shell,
341
00:28:35,849 --> 00:28:37,985
a Halloween costume.
342
00:28:39,753 --> 00:28:41,021
Some...
343
00:28:42,790 --> 00:28:45,092
stranger inside.
344
00:28:45,192 --> 00:28:46,260
Well...
345
00:28:47,629 --> 00:28:49,230
tell me
how you really feel.
346
00:28:52,166 --> 00:28:53,767
You first.
347
00:30:21,255 --> 00:30:23,424
Which pill did you
roofie her with this time?
348
00:30:25,893 --> 00:30:27,529
Please tell me
it was the snow.
349
00:30:29,631 --> 00:30:31,566
My heart
can't take another Blue.
350
00:30:31,666 --> 00:30:33,033
Core?
351
00:30:33,802 --> 00:30:35,069
Core?
352
00:30:35,804 --> 00:30:38,773
Don't fucking
"Core" me, Clare.
353
00:30:39,139 --> 00:30:41,909
Hey, what the fuck
is wrong with you, man?
354
00:30:42,009 --> 00:30:44,345
What is
your fucking problem?
355
00:30:44,845 --> 00:30:46,413
What did you take?
356
00:30:47,582 --> 00:30:48,882
I didn't.
357
00:30:49,450 --> 00:30:50,884
Did you take anything?
358
00:30:50,984 --> 00:30:54,488
It seems like the only one
who's doing stuff here
359
00:30:54,589 --> 00:30:55,790
is you.
360
00:30:55,889 --> 00:30:57,491
- I don't do that shit.
- Uh-huh.
361
00:30:57,592 --> 00:30:59,026
Don't do what?
362
00:31:00,227 --> 00:31:01,929
Where did you
get these?
363
00:31:03,832 --> 00:31:05,299
I haven't seen these
in years.
364
00:31:05,399 --> 00:31:06,701
'Cause they got banned.
365
00:31:07,434 --> 00:31:09,504
I always save
it for a rainy day.
366
00:31:09,604 --> 00:31:11,071
Bullshit.
367
00:31:11,639 --> 00:31:13,675
You save these
to fuck with us.
368
00:31:14,408 --> 00:31:16,745
That is rich
coming from you.
369
00:31:16,845 --> 00:31:19,581
You've been fucking
with her for 15 years.
370
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:21,649
But that's Ray
for you.
371
00:31:22,216 --> 00:31:26,019
To a T.
Never accepting responsibility.
372
00:31:26,721 --> 00:31:29,657
And-- and don't act like you're
not the first to call shotgun
373
00:31:29,758 --> 00:31:30,825
any time
I bring out the gear.
374
00:31:30,924 --> 00:31:32,025
If you had it your way,
375
00:31:32,126 --> 00:31:33,661
you'd be
tripping in your sleep.
376
00:31:33,762 --> 00:31:35,864
Yeah, well,
377
00:31:35,963 --> 00:31:37,832
not all of us are
born with everything,
378
00:31:37,931 --> 00:31:40,000
you silver-spooned bitch.
379
00:31:40,100 --> 00:31:43,470
You think you know me?
You think you know me?
380
00:31:43,571 --> 00:31:44,905
You've never known me!
381
00:32:04,859 --> 00:32:06,160
None of you have.
382
00:32:15,335 --> 00:32:17,371
Damn!
You guys are a buzzkill.
383
00:32:21,810 --> 00:32:23,377
Is this your doing?
384
00:32:25,312 --> 00:32:26,380
Huh?
385
00:32:33,287 --> 00:32:34,556
Who's ready to party?
386
00:32:35,255 --> 00:32:36,791
Party's over.
387
00:33:17,998 --> 00:33:19,266
Hey.
388
00:33:25,172 --> 00:33:26,440
Are we okay?
389
00:33:27,876 --> 00:33:30,110
You know,
the thing with the Blue,
390
00:33:30,210 --> 00:33:31,679
it-- they're nothing, right?
391
00:33:32,647 --> 00:33:33,715
Ray was just...
392
00:33:34,381 --> 00:33:37,150
He was pissing me off so it was
the first thing on my mind.
393
00:33:55,003 --> 00:33:57,404
-I missed you.
-I missed you too.
394
00:34:04,612 --> 00:34:05,747
It doesn't matter.
395
00:34:10,050 --> 00:34:11,351
Yes, it does.
396
00:34:13,021 --> 00:34:14,288
Why won't you
tell me?
397
00:34:17,926 --> 00:34:19,226
There's nothing
to tell.
398
00:34:21,896 --> 00:34:23,463
You're sick, Core.
399
00:34:26,233 --> 00:34:27,501
Do I look sick?
400
00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:48,255
Oh...
401
00:34:48,957 --> 00:34:52,192
You're trying to keep
all the fun yourself, are you?
402
00:34:54,796 --> 00:34:58,098
Actually, I thought
we could do it together.
403
00:35:02,036 --> 00:35:03,403
Two tickets...
404
00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:07,374
to Wonderland, my lady.
405
00:35:17,117 --> 00:35:18,820
Whoa! Wait up.
406
00:35:20,287 --> 00:35:22,389
Josh, whatever.
407
00:35:22,991 --> 00:35:24,424
Whatever, Josh.
408
00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:26,828
J.
409
00:35:31,032 --> 00:35:32,667
So, where's the snow at?
410
00:35:33,735 --> 00:35:34,902
You've got it.
411
00:35:35,503 --> 00:35:37,071
Nah,
this is that heavy shit
412
00:35:37,170 --> 00:35:38,573
we did at Linc's place.
413
00:35:38,673 --> 00:35:41,208
I want them
Winter Wonder dreams, baby.
414
00:35:42,010 --> 00:35:44,277
AKA Illusions.
415
00:35:45,445 --> 00:35:46,446
Potato, potahto.
416
00:35:46,547 --> 00:35:49,884
Yeah.
417
00:35:52,820 --> 00:35:53,921
My bad.
418
00:35:56,591 --> 00:35:59,393
-I know your type.
-Oh, enlighten me.
419
00:36:02,195 --> 00:36:03,865
You're scared
of what you'll see.
420
00:36:04,398 --> 00:36:06,067
You're scared
of what you want.
421
00:36:06,500 --> 00:36:10,370
But, hon, nothing's
ever as bad as it seems.
422
00:36:12,106 --> 00:36:14,207
You're not
as bad as you seem.
423
00:36:17,512 --> 00:36:20,213
Then you ain't seen
nothing yet, hon.
424
00:36:21,348 --> 00:36:23,283
Be still,
my heart.
425
00:36:27,088 --> 00:36:28,823
Taking off
and it just might.
426
00:36:29,657 --> 00:36:32,225
Well, aren't you
all just a bundle of killjoys?
427
00:36:32,827 --> 00:36:36,964
You know, you've got some real
balls for an uninvited guest.
428
00:36:38,198 --> 00:36:39,667
This is the one?
429
00:36:43,303 --> 00:36:45,973
And what one
would that be?
430
00:37:06,794 --> 00:37:08,930
- Can we talk?
- Can we not?
431
00:37:09,030 --> 00:37:10,297
Core?
432
00:37:10,397 --> 00:37:11,866
We're not doing
this anymore.
433
00:37:14,267 --> 00:37:15,536
Doing what?
434
00:37:16,204 --> 00:37:17,505
Playing pretend.
435
00:37:19,473 --> 00:37:21,542
You pretend
that you're happy.
436
00:37:22,242 --> 00:37:24,612
I pretend
that I make you happy.
437
00:37:27,048 --> 00:37:28,716
We both know
the truth.
438
00:37:30,585 --> 00:37:32,120
You do make me happy.
439
00:37:32,220 --> 00:37:34,922
That's something
I've never done and we know it.
440
00:37:42,429 --> 00:37:43,698
I thought
it was me.
441
00:37:46,634 --> 00:37:50,337
I used to do everything
I could to hide pain from you.
442
00:37:53,741 --> 00:37:55,643
I got
so good at it, yeah.
443
00:37:57,812 --> 00:37:59,881
You didn't even know
I went through chemo.
444
00:38:02,917 --> 00:38:04,051
What?
445
00:38:05,485 --> 00:38:06,854
And there it is.
446
00:38:09,724 --> 00:38:11,559
That look
I never wanted.
447
00:38:14,394 --> 00:38:16,097
Core,
why didn't you--
448
00:38:16,197 --> 00:38:17,665
Why didn't I tell you?
449
00:38:19,033 --> 00:38:20,067
Why would I?
450
00:38:21,501 --> 00:38:23,671
Why would I wanna have you
look at me the same way
451
00:38:23,771 --> 00:38:26,373
that my father looked
at my mother before she died?
452
00:38:27,575 --> 00:38:30,878
Have you detest me
even more than you already do?
453
00:38:30,978 --> 00:38:33,014
-That's not fair.
-Fair?
454
00:38:33,948 --> 00:38:36,383
You have no right
455
00:38:36,483 --> 00:38:39,620
telling me
what is or is not fair.
456
00:39:48,789 --> 00:39:51,926
If I had told you, I would
have lost you like I have now.
457
00:39:54,662 --> 00:39:56,898
I would have lost you
before I ever had you.
458
00:40:03,436 --> 00:40:05,006
I'm so sorry.
459
00:40:07,308 --> 00:40:08,509
I didn't know.
460
00:40:08,609 --> 00:40:09,944
You never do.
461
00:40:12,479 --> 00:40:16,651
That's because
I bore all of your pain...
462
00:40:17,818 --> 00:40:19,754
while you all
ignored mine.
463
00:40:22,556 --> 00:40:24,558
And you know
what the worst part is?
464
00:40:27,328 --> 00:40:28,963
It was all
for nothing.
465
00:40:31,666 --> 00:40:33,634
Because you'll
never be happy.
466
00:40:34,501 --> 00:40:35,770
Ellie Belie...
467
00:40:40,141 --> 00:40:41,676
you don't have it
in you.
468
00:41:06,567 --> 00:41:07,969
Damn it.
469
00:41:08,569 --> 00:41:11,305
Ow.
Watch it. Hurry up.
470
00:41:11,405 --> 00:41:12,573
I'm trying.
471
00:41:12,673 --> 00:41:14,108
Yeah.
472
00:41:14,208 --> 00:41:16,043
Where'd you
get that antique from?
473
00:41:17,411 --> 00:41:18,779
You know me.
474
00:41:19,347 --> 00:41:22,183
Fuck something borrowed,
something new.
475
00:41:23,451 --> 00:41:25,252
Give me something old,
476
00:41:25,353 --> 00:41:29,023
something blue any day.
477
00:41:46,507 --> 00:41:48,175
You better watch
what you say, boy,
478
00:41:49,443 --> 00:41:51,545
or I'll throw you back
where I found you.
479
00:41:54,849 --> 00:41:56,584
Well,
you don't believe me?
480
00:41:57,952 --> 00:42:00,654
-Sure, babe.
-Oh, don't "babe" me.
481
00:42:01,022 --> 00:42:03,758
I'm not.
And no, you don't believe me.
482
00:42:04,992 --> 00:42:08,029
Whatever. Okay.
It doesn't matter.
483
00:42:10,731 --> 00:42:13,267
We you doing this
or what?
484
00:42:14,168 --> 00:42:15,504
Or what?
485
00:42:16,537 --> 00:42:19,807
Maybe you'll start believing me
when I stop paying your rent.
486
00:42:23,044 --> 00:42:24,578
And what do you think
about that?
487
00:42:40,428 --> 00:42:41,762
What are you
fucking looking at?
488
00:42:43,464 --> 00:42:45,299
I think you forgot...
489
00:42:46,867 --> 00:42:48,269
where you came from.
490
00:42:50,104 --> 00:42:51,238
You see that?
491
00:42:53,474 --> 00:42:54,775
You fucking see that?
492
00:42:55,810 --> 00:42:57,578
That there is proof.
493
00:43:09,490 --> 00:43:11,058
Hey, you're checking that?
494
00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:14,228
Don't you forget that.
495
00:43:27,208 --> 00:43:28,776
Turn the fuck over.
496
00:43:37,651 --> 00:43:39,186
Respect your elder.
497
00:44:12,653 --> 00:44:13,921
Hey.
498
00:44:18,392 --> 00:44:19,727
Oh,
what have you got there?
499
00:44:19,827 --> 00:44:21,395
Don't tell Corey.
500
00:44:21,495 --> 00:44:23,464
Uh, never do.
501
00:44:24,031 --> 00:44:25,299
Which one
should we take?
502
00:44:28,502 --> 00:44:29,937
You should get
some rest.
503
00:44:32,607 --> 00:44:34,576
We should take
the red one.
504
00:44:34,675 --> 00:44:36,010
It's pretty.
505
00:44:36,911 --> 00:44:39,180
That's because
it's the most dangerous.
506
00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:41,949
The beautiful ones
always are.
507
00:44:44,185 --> 00:44:46,053
Well, I guess
they're all pretty dangerous.
508
00:44:46,754 --> 00:44:48,657
Truth lies in destiny.
509
00:44:52,426 --> 00:44:53,827
What do you think
you want?
510
00:44:56,363 --> 00:44:57,431
What you really want...
511
00:45:02,736 --> 00:45:04,004
and who you are.
512
00:45:15,149 --> 00:45:17,251
- Say "Ah."
- Not that one.
513
00:45:18,687 --> 00:45:21,155
- Wait.
- Not that one.
514
00:45:22,056 --> 00:45:25,793
Who would have thought that
you and I would be so alike?
515
00:45:28,663 --> 00:45:30,064
What are you
afraid of?
516
00:45:32,466 --> 00:45:33,767
You first.
517
00:45:36,870 --> 00:45:39,039
What's so funny?
518
00:45:41,375 --> 00:45:42,443
You sound like...
519
00:45:44,845 --> 00:45:47,481
someone
I used to know.
520
00:45:52,086 --> 00:45:54,188
Sometimes
you think you're fine.
521
00:45:56,190 --> 00:46:00,361
But you left it all behind you,
that sadness, that fear.
522
00:46:02,796 --> 00:46:04,098
But you only
feel that way
523
00:46:04,198 --> 00:46:05,766
because you've been
running for so long.
524
00:46:06,834 --> 00:46:09,103
So long that you're
too afraid to look back.
525
00:46:11,205 --> 00:46:13,807
But one day
when you run out of steam,
526
00:46:13,907 --> 00:46:15,510
one day
those tears catch up to you.
527
00:46:15,610 --> 00:46:17,177
And that sadness...
528
00:46:17,911 --> 00:46:20,114
that fear
that you've ignored for so long
529
00:46:20,214 --> 00:46:24,818
will be right in front of you,
staring, waiting.
530
00:46:27,187 --> 00:46:29,089
You can't run
from who you are.
531
00:46:29,758 --> 00:46:30,791
Not for long.
532
00:47:17,271 --> 00:47:20,908
Looking for an escape, too,
which I think you want?
533
00:47:26,980 --> 00:47:28,182
I know what I want.
534
00:48:04,853 --> 00:48:06,186
What's wrong?
535
00:49:13,855 --> 00:49:15,189
Is this you?
536
00:49:15,824 --> 00:49:17,291
What did you do?
537
00:49:17,859 --> 00:49:19,092
Where's Milo?
538
00:49:19,193 --> 00:49:20,093
How the fuck should I know?
539
00:49:20,194 --> 00:49:21,696
Stop fucking--
540
00:49:21,796 --> 00:49:23,765
I'm not
fucking with you!
541
00:49:23,865 --> 00:49:25,265
Who the fuck
did this?
542
00:49:29,236 --> 00:49:31,305
Fuck,
cry me a river, Linc.
543
00:49:31,405 --> 00:49:34,041
You didn't give two shits
about that kid, okay?
544
00:49:34,141 --> 00:49:35,777
Next week,
you're going to be over
545
00:49:35,877 --> 00:49:37,579
or under your next
high school grad.
546
00:49:38,513 --> 00:49:39,980
Or dropout.
547
00:49:40,080 --> 00:49:42,149
What the hell is wrong
with you, you piece of shit?
548
00:49:42,249 --> 00:49:44,351
Ho-ho-ho,
that's rich coming from you,
549
00:49:44,451 --> 00:49:47,087
you fucking
lowlife pedo.
550
00:49:51,325 --> 00:49:53,026
It's happening?
551
00:49:54,995 --> 00:49:56,497
He was right.
552
00:49:56,598 --> 00:49:57,732
Milo was right.
553
00:50:02,002 --> 00:50:03,303
It's begun.
554
00:50:09,711 --> 00:50:10,778
Fixed it.
555
00:50:13,413 --> 00:50:14,916
Let's just call it in.
556
00:50:15,015 --> 00:50:16,250
Call it in?
557
00:50:16,718 --> 00:50:18,285
No, thanks, 5-0.
558
00:50:18,786 --> 00:50:21,121
If it's-- if it's
really happening, then--
559
00:50:21,221 --> 00:50:23,056
If? It's really happening.
560
00:50:23,156 --> 00:50:24,759
Then we're not the only ones
going through this.
561
00:50:24,859 --> 00:50:26,628
This-- this
isn't our fault.
562
00:50:28,295 --> 00:50:30,765
If it's really happening,
why call anyone?
563
00:50:31,331 --> 00:50:32,901
We'll all join
Milo soon, anyway.
564
00:50:33,001 --> 00:50:34,301
Where is Milo?
565
00:50:35,335 --> 00:50:38,038
I-- I told you, he's...
566
00:50:39,039 --> 00:50:40,107
he's gone home.
567
00:50:40,207 --> 00:50:42,376
You told me a lie.
568
00:50:45,513 --> 00:50:47,414
Not like
that's the first time.
569
00:50:51,418 --> 00:50:53,153
She's-- she's--
she's drunk.
570
00:50:53,253 --> 00:50:55,857
I'm not drunk.
571
00:50:55,957 --> 00:50:57,825
Even the little things
upset her.
572
00:50:57,926 --> 00:51:01,161
She-- she can't
even watch the news.
573
00:51:02,262 --> 00:51:04,732
Look who's grown
a conscience.
574
00:51:05,332 --> 00:51:06,935
You know,
dating a good person
575
00:51:07,035 --> 00:51:08,435
doesn't make you
one too.
576
00:51:09,637 --> 00:51:10,705
Seriously?
577
00:51:11,806 --> 00:51:13,007
Now?
578
00:51:13,106 --> 00:51:14,207
Being a decent human being
579
00:51:14,308 --> 00:51:16,443
doesn't work
by association.
580
00:51:16,544 --> 00:51:17,779
You would know.
581
00:51:24,217 --> 00:51:26,521
Actually,
no, I wouldn't.
582
00:51:31,559 --> 00:51:33,628
Look at
the company I keep.
583
00:51:41,035 --> 00:51:42,537
I'm going to bed.
584
00:51:43,236 --> 00:51:45,540
Maybe I'll get lucky
and fall into a dream.
585
00:51:46,373 --> 00:51:48,241
No offense, but if this
really is our last night,
586
00:51:48,342 --> 00:51:50,878
your faces aren't exactly
what I wanna go out seeing.
587
00:52:00,822 --> 00:52:03,791
I'm pretty sure
that was meant to be offensive.
588
00:52:40,928 --> 00:52:42,897
I don't want it
to end this way.
589
00:52:48,102 --> 00:52:50,203
I don't want it
to end.
590
00:52:53,641 --> 00:52:54,709
Say something.
591
00:52:57,210 --> 00:52:58,579
Say something!
592
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:09,891
You're the only person
I have left.
593
00:53:18,599 --> 00:53:21,234
You know who was there for me
when I was diagnosed?
594
00:53:26,741 --> 00:53:27,809
George.
595
00:53:30,778 --> 00:53:32,379
Bateman.
596
00:53:36,718 --> 00:53:37,885
Your lawyer?
597
00:53:47,394 --> 00:53:49,229
Every event
in my life,
598
00:53:49,997 --> 00:53:51,264
important or not...
599
00:53:52,567 --> 00:53:54,501
he's the only one
that's been there.
600
00:53:58,606 --> 00:54:00,307
But does it
even count...
601
00:54:02,476 --> 00:54:04,344
when the only person
who's been there for you
602
00:54:04,444 --> 00:54:06,981
is only there because
your family paid him to be?
603
00:54:12,553 --> 00:54:14,822
When you've been cheating
death for so long...
604
00:54:16,389 --> 00:54:19,694
surfing the line
between for so long...
605
00:54:21,596 --> 00:54:23,798
you begin to see things
that others don't.
606
00:54:34,642 --> 00:54:36,744
You wanna know
what I see about you, Ellen?
607
00:54:40,413 --> 00:54:42,049
I see that you're
in the wrong room,
608
00:54:42,917 --> 00:54:45,787
because I'm not the only one
you have left.
609
00:55:00,467 --> 00:55:02,036
Shouldn't you be
with your families?
610
00:55:04,238 --> 00:55:05,506
Shouldn't you?
611
00:55:12,345 --> 00:55:14,582
Well, aren't we just
a herd of black sheep?
612
00:55:19,554 --> 00:55:22,590
My hero.
Always so protective.
613
00:55:25,492 --> 00:55:27,394
My parents
were like that too.
614
00:55:35,570 --> 00:55:37,772
Always telling me
what I should do.
615
00:55:38,806 --> 00:55:40,440
What's expected.
616
00:55:43,277 --> 00:55:44,545
I feel like...
617
00:55:47,181 --> 00:55:48,616
like I never
grew up.
618
00:55:51,519 --> 00:55:52,787
I still feel
like that.
619
00:55:53,888 --> 00:55:56,557
That scared kid
scared of everything.
620
00:56:00,828 --> 00:56:01,896
Of myself.
621
00:56:06,834 --> 00:56:10,437
But the funny thing is--
622
00:56:11,371 --> 00:56:15,142
It's really
so funny that...
623
00:56:16,577 --> 00:56:18,646
It's so funny
how I don't even know who I am.
624
00:56:18,746 --> 00:56:20,681
I don't even know
what that means.
625
00:56:29,891 --> 00:56:32,425
They always told me
that it didn't matter...
626
00:56:34,996 --> 00:56:36,998
that I don't matter.
627
00:56:40,134 --> 00:56:41,736
But the problem is...
628
00:56:45,806 --> 00:56:49,243
The problem is when you
don't know who you are,
629
00:56:49,343 --> 00:56:51,178
you start to feel
like you don't exist.
630
00:57:04,792 --> 00:57:05,860
Ellie?
631
00:57:06,761 --> 00:57:09,429
I was just gonna, uh,
go to the bathroom.
632
00:57:10,998 --> 00:57:12,166
Me too.
633
00:57:12,266 --> 00:57:13,734
I've always
wanted a girlfriend.
634
00:57:14,467 --> 00:57:16,304
You've never had
a girlfriend?
635
00:57:16,737 --> 00:57:18,973
I've never
really had friends.
636
00:57:29,317 --> 00:57:32,219
So that's one hell
of a date you got there.
637
00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:33,788
Hm, yeah.
638
00:57:33,888 --> 00:57:35,890
Wait,
what do you mean?
639
00:57:35,990 --> 00:57:39,126
Well, you know, I mean,
it's just not...
640
00:57:40,428 --> 00:57:41,896
It's not what you
really go for.
641
00:57:42,697 --> 00:57:46,701
Well, I mean,
that's the point.
642
00:58:16,831 --> 00:58:19,834
So what did you see, loser?
643
00:58:19,934 --> 00:58:22,169
Nothing
I already didn't know.
644
00:58:23,471 --> 00:58:24,672
I don't even lie.
645
00:58:25,539 --> 00:58:27,208
All right. Okay.
646
00:58:28,275 --> 00:58:29,910
There. Done.
647
00:58:32,113 --> 00:58:34,949
- Surprise, surprise.
- Yeah.
648
00:58:35,683 --> 00:58:37,718
Ray, it's hard to start.
649
00:59:21,495 --> 00:59:22,696
Oh, lambchop.
650
00:59:22,797 --> 00:59:26,200
Lambchop.
651
00:59:26,300 --> 00:59:28,235
Is that mine?
652
00:59:35,643 --> 00:59:38,979
You fucking
little freeloader.
653
00:59:39,080 --> 00:59:42,583
All up in my shit,
tripping on my shit.
654
00:59:42,683 --> 00:59:45,152
What fucking good
are you anyway?
655
00:59:45,252 --> 00:59:46,720
Hey?
656
00:59:50,658 --> 00:59:54,495
Did I tell you
why I call you Lambchop?
657
00:59:55,129 --> 00:59:57,832
-Yeah, Ma.
-Shut your fucking mouth!
658
00:59:57,932 --> 01:00:00,000
Did I say
you could speak?
659
01:00:00,434 --> 01:00:01,902
Sit down!
660
01:00:03,938 --> 01:00:08,209
I said sit down!
Sit your ass down!
661
01:00:17,184 --> 01:00:19,386
This is my story.
662
01:00:19,487 --> 01:00:20,754
My story.
663
01:00:21,455 --> 01:00:22,756
One night,
664
01:00:22,857 --> 01:00:26,327
one shitty fucking night,
665
01:00:27,194 --> 01:00:30,030
while I was walking home
from university,
666
01:00:30,131 --> 01:00:31,732
walking down this
667
01:00:31,832 --> 01:00:34,702
this shitty ass street...
668
01:00:40,341 --> 01:00:42,376
...when I heard you,
669
01:00:42,476 --> 01:00:46,881
a tiny, tiny
little baby crying.
670
01:00:46,981 --> 01:00:50,718
No, no, wailing, wailing.
671
01:00:51,185 --> 01:00:55,156
I heard you wailing
like a lamb being slaughtered.
672
01:00:55,890 --> 01:00:57,992
And-- and
what did I do?
673
01:00:59,226 --> 01:01:00,761
What did I do?
674
01:01:05,132 --> 01:01:08,269
I asked you
a goddamn question!
675
01:01:09,770 --> 01:01:11,205
What did I do?
676
01:01:13,542 --> 01:01:14,942
You took me in.
677
01:01:19,113 --> 01:01:20,481
That's right.
678
01:01:20,582 --> 01:01:22,249
I...
679
01:01:22,349 --> 01:01:25,119
took you in.
680
01:01:33,294 --> 01:01:36,565
Every inch of your life,
681
01:01:36,665 --> 01:01:39,900
every ounce of your being
682
01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:44,872
is only there
because I allowed it to be.
683
01:01:58,520 --> 01:02:00,287
Don't you forget that.
684
01:02:20,307 --> 01:02:23,511
I should have left you
where I fucking found you.
685
01:02:24,745 --> 01:02:27,781
They don't pay me enough
for this shit.
686
01:02:28,550 --> 01:02:31,519
Raised you
on my own dime.
687
01:02:31,952 --> 01:02:33,454
No one helped me.
688
01:02:33,887 --> 01:02:36,757
That's what you get
for trying to help somebody.
689
01:02:36,857 --> 01:02:38,325
Fuck off!
690
01:02:38,425 --> 01:02:39,493
Nothing.
691
01:02:40,160 --> 01:02:41,663
Nada...
692
01:02:41,762 --> 01:02:43,732
is what I should have
named you.
693
01:02:43,831 --> 01:02:45,799
I tried to name you
after someone great.
694
01:02:45,899 --> 01:02:48,202
Tried to give you
a chance, that's all.
695
01:02:50,672 --> 01:02:53,007
But nada's
what you'll always be.
696
01:02:55,075 --> 01:02:57,044
I can't change
your destiny.
697
01:03:02,550 --> 01:03:04,218
Not yet anyway.
698
01:04:05,913 --> 01:04:07,848
Your mom's
out on the couch again.
699
01:04:13,755 --> 01:04:15,657
She can't move
much these days.
700
01:04:16,390 --> 01:04:19,426
Circle of life, huh?
The mother becomes the baby?
701
01:04:19,527 --> 01:04:22,863
-Soon, you're wiping her ass.
-I don't think so.
702
01:04:23,598 --> 01:04:24,932
Tell my cousin that.
703
01:04:25,999 --> 01:04:27,434
It happens to all of us.
704
01:04:28,068 --> 01:04:29,336
No, not me.
705
01:04:29,771 --> 01:04:31,305
I-- I think
that's enough of that.
706
01:04:31,972 --> 01:04:33,440
So fucking Lincoln.
707
01:04:33,541 --> 01:04:36,110
Always thinks
he's above everyone else.
708
01:04:38,212 --> 01:04:40,414
- No, that's not true.
- No?
709
01:04:40,881 --> 01:04:42,149
No.
710
01:04:43,518 --> 01:04:45,319
I just don't want to be
like everyone else.
711
01:04:45,419 --> 01:04:47,354
Oh, so you don't want
special treatment, then?
712
01:04:49,390 --> 01:04:50,958
Guess you wouldn't want
these test answers
713
01:04:51,058 --> 01:04:52,560
for next week's final.
714
01:04:53,193 --> 01:04:55,062
Guess you wouldn't
want these.
715
01:05:03,971 --> 01:05:06,240
-You know the deal.
-It's all on the table.
716
01:05:06,340 --> 01:05:09,109
-It's all I have.
-It's not enough.
717
01:05:10,944 --> 01:05:12,913
I can get you more
718
01:05:13,013 --> 01:05:15,182
at a party tonight.
719
01:05:17,786 --> 01:05:20,387
So, you're coming or what?
720
01:05:22,857 --> 01:05:25,325
Hon, it wouldn't
be a party without me.
721
01:05:54,254 --> 01:05:55,590
Are you okay?
722
01:05:59,226 --> 01:06:00,929
You don't gotta do
a taste test.
723
01:06:01,663 --> 01:06:02,996
You should not
gonna know the difference
724
01:06:03,096 --> 01:06:04,566
after half a 12-pack.
725
01:06:05,432 --> 01:06:08,435
But unless you wanna
prolong your pain in hers,
726
01:06:08,536 --> 01:06:11,071
I would recommend doing
a different type of poison.
727
01:06:17,244 --> 01:06:20,347
An entire pharmacy
at your fingertips.
728
01:06:22,784 --> 01:06:26,086
Why plan a murder
when you've got a suicide note?
729
01:06:27,822 --> 01:06:29,289
Apathetic.
730
01:06:30,224 --> 01:06:31,826
Go with the benzos.
731
01:06:32,560 --> 01:06:34,562
They're perfect for a drunk
with a death wish.
732
01:07:40,394 --> 01:07:41,696
I missed you.
733
01:07:42,095 --> 01:07:43,531
I missed you too.
734
01:07:55,309 --> 01:07:56,644
It doesn't matter.
735
01:07:57,077 --> 01:07:58,613
Yes, it does.
736
01:08:00,247 --> 01:08:01,649
Why won't you tell me?
737
01:08:05,053 --> 01:08:06,486
There's nothing to tell.
738
01:08:09,089 --> 01:08:10,592
You're sick, Corey.
739
01:08:13,695 --> 01:08:14,829
Do I look sick?
740
01:08:34,214 --> 01:08:35,717
Oh!
741
01:08:37,051 --> 01:08:39,053
Trying to keep
all the fun to yourself.
742
01:08:39,152 --> 01:08:40,454
Are you?
743
01:08:48,096 --> 01:08:49,429
Two tickets...
744
01:08:51,365 --> 01:08:52,900
to Wonderland, my lady.
745
01:08:55,903 --> 01:08:57,337
Whoa! Wait up.
746
01:09:01,976 --> 01:09:03,243
So, where's the snow at?
747
01:09:04,712 --> 01:09:05,880
You've got it.
748
01:09:06,480 --> 01:09:09,216
Nah, this is that heavy shit
we did at Linc's place.
749
01:09:09,651 --> 01:09:12,285
I want them
Winter Wonder Dreams, baby.
750
01:09:13,253 --> 01:09:14,622
Oh, baby.
751
01:09:15,188 --> 01:09:17,558
You and the clink
over there may rule your...
752
01:09:17,659 --> 01:09:19,861
whatever shithole
you guys are from.
753
01:09:20,360 --> 01:09:22,229
When you're in my house,
754
01:09:22,329 --> 01:09:23,631
know when to shut up.
755
01:09:24,832 --> 01:09:26,366
This is the one?
756
01:09:28,603 --> 01:09:30,705
Yeah,
and what one would that be?
757
01:09:31,238 --> 01:09:32,372
You really
don't know, do you?
758
01:09:32,472 --> 01:09:34,207
You're really that cliché?
759
01:09:34,942 --> 01:09:37,679
You daddy's boys
are all the fucking same.
760
01:09:38,112 --> 01:09:40,447
Fancy and empty,
just like this sweet pad.
761
01:09:42,917 --> 01:09:44,652
Isn't this supposed to be
a birthday party?
762
01:09:45,553 --> 01:09:48,422
Pretty sweet birthday party.
No family, no friends.
763
01:09:48,823 --> 01:09:50,190
He has friends. He has us.
764
01:09:50,290 --> 01:09:51,659
Does he really?
765
01:09:53,628 --> 01:09:54,829
Are you really?
766
01:10:02,103 --> 01:10:03,671
So, prove it.
767
01:10:05,807 --> 01:10:08,976
-A game of True Blue.
-No, I don't do that shit.
768
01:10:09,677 --> 01:10:12,547
You was about to do that shit
with your missus just before.
769
01:10:13,147 --> 01:10:14,448
That was different.
770
01:10:15,415 --> 01:10:17,952
Why? Because your
shithole is shinier than ours?
771
01:10:18,052 --> 01:10:19,252
You think
you're better than us?
772
01:10:19,352 --> 01:10:21,155
He didn't say that.
773
01:10:21,254 --> 01:10:23,991
Nah, but he meant it, though.
He meant it.
774
01:10:24,559 --> 01:10:26,293
There's always
exceptions to you lot.
775
01:10:26,393 --> 01:10:27,595
Rules to suit you.
776
01:10:27,695 --> 01:10:28,930
And so, what if we do?
777
01:10:29,564 --> 01:10:30,998
What's it to you, huh?
778
01:10:31,364 --> 01:10:32,767
Do I tell you
how to live your life?
779
01:10:32,867 --> 01:10:34,936
Do I get in your face
and remind you of all
780
01:10:35,036 --> 01:10:37,739
the shit that you were born
with and wanna forget?
781
01:10:37,839 --> 01:10:39,140
I think I remember you
782
01:10:39,239 --> 01:10:40,575
doing exactly that.
783
01:10:49,884 --> 01:10:51,251
Give me the snow.
784
01:11:01,062 --> 01:11:02,630
It's yours.
785
01:11:03,430 --> 01:11:04,699
Ladies first.
786
01:11:12,874 --> 01:11:14,341
One for me.
787
01:11:28,656 --> 01:11:29,724
Any day?
788
01:11:30,091 --> 01:11:31,692
Sorry,
I didn't see you there.
789
01:11:34,394 --> 01:11:35,863
Sweet dreams.
790
01:11:45,506 --> 01:11:47,508
Shoot. Candles.
791
01:11:48,910 --> 01:11:50,945
Can't have
a birthday without a wish?
792
01:11:53,281 --> 01:11:54,816
I recommend the milk.
793
01:11:55,482 --> 01:11:56,984
Takes care of the booze.
794
01:11:57,819 --> 01:11:59,053
Then, no, thanks.
795
01:12:18,471 --> 01:12:20,074
I must have left one in.
796
01:12:21,542 --> 01:12:22,810
Must have.
797
01:12:31,719 --> 01:12:34,055
-I'm not wearing pants?
-Oh, sorry.
798
01:12:44,765 --> 01:12:46,801
This night has brought
a lot of things to light,
799
01:12:46,901 --> 01:12:48,002
don't you think?
800
01:12:50,238 --> 01:12:51,572
Sorry.
801
01:12:54,742 --> 01:12:55,676
Um...
802
01:12:56,077 --> 01:12:58,579
you-- you-- you see
things differently.
803
01:12:59,947 --> 01:13:01,048
I can tell.
804
01:13:02,750 --> 01:13:04,852
You see things
that others don't.
805
01:13:08,623 --> 01:13:10,423
You get like that
when you grow up alone.
806
01:13:10,524 --> 01:13:12,660
You have
a lot of time to watch.
807
01:13:13,594 --> 01:13:14,862
Watch what?
808
01:13:15,897 --> 01:13:16,998
Others live.
809
01:13:22,502 --> 01:13:24,972
Had any joy
they feel, that freedom.
810
01:13:25,673 --> 01:13:27,708
That freedom
of being carefree.
811
01:13:32,146 --> 01:13:33,480
I used to envy them.
812
01:13:34,481 --> 01:13:35,750
I wanna be them.
813
01:13:37,251 --> 01:13:38,586
Pretend to be them.
814
01:13:40,554 --> 01:13:42,523
But I knew deep down
to be really like them,
815
01:13:42,623 --> 01:13:44,457
that would come
with a price.
816
01:13:51,565 --> 01:13:53,634
Who would have thought
you and I would be so alike?
817
01:13:54,201 --> 01:13:55,536
Right?
818
01:13:56,637 --> 01:13:57,872
Clare?
819
01:14:03,811 --> 01:14:06,213
You and I
are nothing alike.
820
01:14:27,635 --> 01:14:28,903
Sweet dreams.
821
01:14:33,274 --> 01:14:34,675
Core?
822
01:16:16,677 --> 01:16:18,746
Big boys don't cry.
823
01:16:18,846 --> 01:16:21,148
Don't cry.
Don't cry. Don't cry...
824
01:16:30,257 --> 01:16:31,692
Where's the cake?
825
01:16:36,864 --> 01:16:39,166
You can't have a birthday
without a wish.
826
01:16:41,001 --> 01:16:43,137
Not that
there's much point.
827
01:16:43,771 --> 01:16:45,873
We all know
what you'd wish for.
828
01:16:47,741 --> 01:16:49,043
And what's that?
829
01:16:49,143 --> 01:16:50,711
To be like me.
830
01:16:53,214 --> 01:16:56,217
All boys
want to be like their fathers.
831
01:16:56,684 --> 01:16:58,152
And most do.
832
01:16:59,854 --> 01:17:04,191
Most boys turn into men...
but not you.
833
01:17:08,462 --> 01:17:09,997
You're too soft.
834
01:17:26,747 --> 01:17:29,150
No wonder
she'll never love you.
835
01:17:32,119 --> 01:17:33,888
No one will.
836
01:17:44,698 --> 01:17:46,233
You got it all wrong, Dad.
837
01:17:48,802 --> 01:17:51,772
No one really wants to be
like their father.
838
01:17:53,642 --> 01:17:56,210
Because we know
deep down...
839
01:17:58,245 --> 01:17:59,446
they're losers.
840
01:18:00,381 --> 01:18:02,883
We just don't have the heart
to break it to them.
841
01:18:04,818 --> 01:18:08,355
We know how they look
at us like their second chance.
842
01:18:08,455 --> 01:18:10,157
Their last hope.
843
01:18:12,627 --> 01:18:15,296
It's fucking pathetic.
844
01:18:21,835 --> 01:18:25,039
I never wanna be like you.
845
01:18:50,164 --> 01:18:51,799
Say it.
846
01:18:53,602 --> 01:18:56,437
Say it and I'll stop.
847
01:19:15,155 --> 01:19:17,291
They say
all will fear two days.
848
01:19:19,059 --> 01:19:21,161
The day we get
everything we have coming.
849
01:19:23,297 --> 01:19:25,899
The day our secrets
are laid bare.
850
01:20:22,389 --> 01:20:23,824
It's her.
851
01:21:17,311 --> 01:21:19,781
No.
852
01:21:25,653 --> 01:21:26,920
No.
853
01:21:28,889 --> 01:21:31,392
What the fuck
did you do?
854
01:21:39,199 --> 01:21:40,334
Me?
855
01:21:41,803 --> 01:21:43,303
For once in your life,
856
01:21:43,404 --> 01:21:45,239
just admit to it, take some
fucking responsibility!
857
01:21:45,339 --> 01:21:47,876
-Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!
-I didn't fucking do anything!
858
01:21:47,975 --> 01:21:49,811
What the fuck, man?
You'll never do anything!
859
01:21:49,910 --> 01:21:51,579
You never do anything!
860
01:21:52,847 --> 01:21:54,649
You look at me
like I disgust you
861
01:21:54,749 --> 01:21:56,584
but you're just
fucking like me.
862
01:21:58,753 --> 01:22:00,120
Just like me.
863
01:22:02,857 --> 01:22:05,392
You're so scared
of being like him, man.
864
01:22:07,394 --> 01:22:09,898
- Like who?
- You deadbeat dad.
865
01:22:10,497 --> 01:22:12,199
You're scared
of being a nobody.
866
01:22:12,299 --> 01:22:16,036
Not knowing the further you go
to try to be somebody,
867
01:22:16,136 --> 01:22:17,605
the further you get
from yourself.
868
01:22:17,705 --> 01:22:21,108
Hell, you're so-- you're
so far from who you are, man,
869
01:22:21,208 --> 01:22:23,143
you can't even see
yourself no more.
870
01:22:30,017 --> 01:22:31,351
I may have
ended his life,
871
01:22:31,452 --> 01:22:33,187
but I wasn't the one
who stopped his heart.
872
01:22:34,488 --> 01:22:36,223
Ellie, please.
873
01:22:36,891 --> 01:22:38,158
Please.
874
01:22:40,294 --> 01:22:41,495
Josh?
875
01:22:41,596 --> 01:22:42,664
Josh was dead...
876
01:22:45,533 --> 01:22:46,601
long before me.
877
01:22:51,205 --> 01:22:52,640
He never
wanted to live.
878
01:22:53,474 --> 01:22:55,710
No, he fucking
lived to forget.
879
01:22:59,581 --> 01:23:00,682
Tell them.
880
01:23:02,817 --> 01:23:04,318
Tell them
what he was like.
881
01:23:04,418 --> 01:23:06,955
Get the fuck over here!
Tell them what he was like!
882
01:23:07,054 --> 01:23:08,857
How he only lived
for those trips?
883
01:23:08,957 --> 01:23:11,458
Those fucking pills
and nothing more!
884
01:23:24,739 --> 01:23:28,208
Some of us are just not
meant for this world.
885
01:23:33,615 --> 01:23:35,950
Do you ever wonder what
your life would have been like
886
01:23:36,049 --> 01:23:37,552
if you were someone else?
887
01:23:39,152 --> 01:23:41,188
If you had
different parents...
888
01:23:42,991 --> 01:23:44,324
different friends...
889
01:23:47,194 --> 01:23:48,596
a different chance.
890
01:23:52,534 --> 01:23:54,334
What would you do
891
01:23:54,434 --> 01:23:56,470
if you could set
your own fate?
892
01:23:59,306 --> 01:24:03,410
What would you do to those
that stood in your way?
893
01:24:10,018 --> 01:24:13,287
She is the reason
why we're all here.
894
01:24:23,731 --> 01:24:25,633
And why
we soon won't be.
895
01:24:52,159 --> 01:24:53,493
Grab his feet.
896
01:24:54,929 --> 01:24:56,564
- Core?
- Somebody.
897
01:24:57,699 --> 01:25:01,335
Will someone, please,
pick up his goddamn feet!
898
01:25:07,976 --> 01:25:09,209
Let's just go, baby.
899
01:25:09,309 --> 01:25:11,779
No, no,
we're not calling anyone...
900
01:25:13,213 --> 01:25:15,783
and we're not
going anywhere.
901
01:25:17,217 --> 01:25:18,686
And if any
of you try...
902
01:25:21,089 --> 01:25:23,490
I'll bring you
all down with me.
903
01:25:26,661 --> 01:25:27,895
All of you.
904
01:25:33,166 --> 01:25:35,168
- Core.
- "Core"?
905
01:25:39,139 --> 01:25:40,575
That's me.
906
01:25:41,441 --> 01:25:44,579
The fucking glue...
907
01:25:46,346 --> 01:25:48,148
the motherfucking spine
908
01:25:48,248 --> 01:25:51,653
that holds
all of you together.
909
01:25:51,753 --> 01:25:53,353
Don't do this.
910
01:25:53,453 --> 01:25:55,690
We don't have
to do this.
911
01:25:55,790 --> 01:25:56,824
We?
912
01:26:08,836 --> 01:26:10,538
There is no "we."
913
01:26:12,172 --> 01:26:16,243
I am as alone
as all of you.
914
01:26:19,881 --> 01:26:21,983
We are all alone
915
01:26:22,083 --> 01:26:26,921
in this shitty
fucking world.
916
01:26:30,290 --> 01:26:31,592
You're fucking crazy!
917
01:26:31,693 --> 01:26:33,326
I'm fucking dying!
918
01:26:50,343 --> 01:26:51,546
By the time I'm 40,
919
01:26:51,646 --> 01:26:54,281
I will be in the dark
like all of you.
920
01:27:02,523 --> 01:27:04,692
If I can't change
my fate...
921
01:27:06,794 --> 01:27:09,764
the least I can do
is make it pay.
922
01:27:09,864 --> 01:27:13,701
Corey, please.
923
01:27:17,404 --> 01:27:21,642
"Please, please."
924
01:27:22,375 --> 01:27:25,646
I am so fucking over
the demure act, Ellen.
925
01:27:25,747 --> 01:27:28,883
Hey, hey,
leave her out of it.
926
01:27:29,550 --> 01:27:32,220
Just-- just let her go.
927
01:27:34,856 --> 01:27:36,224
No.
928
01:27:36,323 --> 01:27:37,925
What the fuck
is wrong with you, man?
929
01:27:38,291 --> 01:27:40,260
What has she ever
done to you, man?
930
01:27:41,495 --> 01:27:43,698
Is that a fucking joke?
931
01:27:43,798 --> 01:27:46,500
What has she
ever done to you?
932
01:27:47,001 --> 01:27:48,301
Huh?
933
01:27:49,070 --> 01:27:50,705
I don't know.
934
01:27:52,372 --> 01:27:54,175
But I'm not gonna wait
to find out.
935
01:27:54,274 --> 01:27:56,511
Listen to me, okay?
936
01:27:57,779 --> 01:28:00,848
She's not
who you think she is.
937
01:28:02,183 --> 01:28:03,918
She's just some girl.
938
01:28:05,253 --> 01:28:07,822
She's just some girl
who's trying to be nice.
939
01:28:07,922 --> 01:28:11,058
Nobody is that nice.
940
01:28:11,159 --> 01:28:12,459
Corey,
941
01:28:12,560 --> 01:28:14,762
don't do something
that you're gonna regret.
942
01:28:15,229 --> 01:28:16,564
Regret?
943
01:28:18,666 --> 01:28:22,469
The only thing
that I regret...
944
01:28:23,436 --> 01:28:27,675
is falling in love
with some trailer trash
945
01:28:27,775 --> 01:28:30,377
that always
needs saving.
946
01:28:30,477 --> 01:28:32,079
Don't listen to him.
947
01:28:34,048 --> 01:28:35,315
All right?
948
01:28:36,150 --> 01:28:37,552
Look at him, he--
949
01:28:38,286 --> 01:28:40,888
- he's all fucked up.
- Yeah.
950
01:28:42,757 --> 01:28:43,825
He's right.
951
01:28:44,625 --> 01:28:47,795
I am all fucked up.
952
01:28:48,830 --> 01:28:53,768
But you,
my Ellie Bellie, you...
953
01:28:55,136 --> 01:28:57,572
are heartbroken
beyond repair.
954
01:29:09,584 --> 01:29:12,687
Ellie, listen to me.
955
01:29:12,787 --> 01:29:13,921
Listen.
956
01:29:15,056 --> 01:29:17,390
What will you be
without your scholarships, huh?
957
01:29:17,825 --> 01:29:19,727
Your academia,
what will you become?
958
01:29:20,928 --> 01:29:22,296
You think about that?
959
01:29:22,395 --> 01:29:24,265
You wanna give up on all that?
Risk all that?
960
01:29:24,364 --> 01:29:25,633
Just leave her alone.
961
01:29:25,733 --> 01:29:27,969
No, you--
you stay out of it.
962
01:29:28,069 --> 01:29:30,538
Listen, Ellie,
it's all-- Listen, come on.
963
01:29:30,638 --> 01:29:32,139
It's all
you've ever known.
964
01:29:32,240 --> 01:29:34,976
It may be all you'll ever be,
but you'll never know.
965
01:29:35,076 --> 01:29:36,611
You'll never know
what else you have coming
966
01:29:36,711 --> 01:29:38,012
if you don't
make the right choice.
967
01:29:49,290 --> 01:29:51,125
You're unbelievable.
968
01:29:51,859 --> 01:29:53,160
You wanna go there?
969
01:29:53,261 --> 01:29:54,562
You wanna throw
that stone?
970
01:29:54,662 --> 01:29:56,797
Look in the fucking
mirror, Lincoln.
971
01:29:57,265 --> 01:29:58,599
No wonder
we ended up here
972
01:29:58,699 --> 01:30:00,568
hanging out
with you for so long.
973
01:30:01,335 --> 01:30:03,838
We should have known you'd
bring us down to your level.
974
01:30:05,306 --> 01:30:06,406
Our level?
975
01:30:06,507 --> 01:30:07,775
El?
976
01:30:08,843 --> 01:30:11,078
You mean the level
without heroes for fathers
977
01:30:11,178 --> 01:30:12,813
or saints for mothers?
978
01:30:14,081 --> 01:30:16,483
We don't have the perfect
family with the perfect lawyer
979
01:30:16,584 --> 01:30:18,286
to bail us out
whenever we fuck up!
980
01:30:18,386 --> 01:30:20,755
So, please,
just give us a fucking break!
981
01:30:20,855 --> 01:30:22,590
Oh, my God!
982
01:30:46,380 --> 01:30:49,449
You know, I may have
more than you have.
983
01:30:51,385 --> 01:30:52,853
But seeing
as it's my birthday
984
01:30:52,954 --> 01:30:54,689
and this isn't
exactly the first time
985
01:30:54,789 --> 01:30:58,225
my, uh, perfect family
have missed it...
986
01:31:00,928 --> 01:31:02,697
I don't have
as much as you think.
987
01:31:05,465 --> 01:31:07,134
But what I do have,
988
01:31:07,568 --> 01:31:11,504
what I've been gifted
with on this special day...
989
01:31:12,506 --> 01:31:16,177
is the realization
that the one person...
990
01:31:18,079 --> 01:31:22,550
who truly knew me
and managed to see me...
991
01:31:23,451 --> 01:31:24,819
really see me...
992
01:31:26,053 --> 01:31:28,956
is lying face down
in his own fucking blood...
993
01:31:30,691 --> 01:31:33,627
because of me.
994
01:31:37,999 --> 01:31:39,767
And all of you.
995
01:32:34,488 --> 01:32:36,323
We just wanted
to see the real you.
996
01:32:36,791 --> 01:32:38,159
That's all
we ever wanted.
997
01:32:46,233 --> 01:32:47,301
No.
998
01:32:48,869 --> 01:32:50,304
You wanted retribution.
999
01:33:30,277 --> 01:33:31,846
Clare? Clare?
1000
01:33:31,946 --> 01:33:33,380
No.
1001
01:33:35,082 --> 01:33:36,250
Don't.
1002
01:33:40,654 --> 01:33:42,623
She's not like us.
1003
01:33:42,723 --> 01:33:45,793
She's not supposed
to be here.
1004
01:33:45,893 --> 01:33:47,061
No!
1005
01:33:47,428 --> 01:33:49,330
Hey. Hey. Clare?
1006
01:33:49,430 --> 01:33:51,132
Clare? Clare?
1007
01:34:26,635 --> 01:34:28,402
No!
1008
01:34:30,738 --> 01:34:33,440
She's not supposed
to be here.
1009
01:34:34,842 --> 01:34:37,512
Why?
Why'd you do it?
1010
01:34:37,612 --> 01:34:41,048
Why do you always
fucking do it?
1011
01:34:41,482 --> 01:34:44,752
-What's your fucking problem?
-You are the problem!
1012
01:34:44,852 --> 01:34:48,989
You made it
all of our problem.
1013
01:34:50,824 --> 01:34:53,227
Nothing is ever enough
for you.
1014
01:34:53,327 --> 01:34:56,864
You-- you-- you always have
to try every fucking flavor
1015
01:34:56,964 --> 01:35:00,034
because-- 'cause you
can't decide what you want
1016
01:35:00,134 --> 01:35:03,771
'cause-- 'cause you don't know
what you want.
1017
01:35:03,871 --> 01:35:06,608
Nothing is ever good
enough for Ray.
1018
01:35:06,707 --> 01:35:09,443
Nothing ever satisfies Ray.
1019
01:35:10,411 --> 01:35:11,712
Core?
1020
01:35:14,982 --> 01:35:18,085
You will never
be enough for him.
1021
01:35:20,421 --> 01:35:21,889
But you know what?
1022
01:35:23,724 --> 01:35:25,527
I don't give
a shit anymore.
1023
01:35:26,293 --> 01:35:29,196
You-- you two
deserve each other.
1024
01:35:30,331 --> 01:35:33,400
Always-- always
needing to be saved.
1025
01:35:34,134 --> 01:35:39,574
Looking to be redeemed
from your fucked up selves.
1026
01:35:40,107 --> 01:35:43,077
-Corey?
-There is no redemption.
1027
01:35:46,715 --> 01:35:47,982
Not for you...
1028
01:35:54,723 --> 01:35:55,724
for any of us.
1029
01:36:19,980 --> 01:36:21,549
No!
1030
01:36:22,651 --> 01:36:24,318
No!
1031
01:36:25,754 --> 01:36:27,121
No!
1032
01:36:27,221 --> 01:36:28,889
No!
1033
01:36:31,158 --> 01:36:32,627
No!
1034
01:36:32,727 --> 01:36:34,361
Why?
1035
01:36:35,597 --> 01:36:37,064
Why?
1036
01:36:40,034 --> 01:36:42,169
What are you doing?
1037
01:36:42,704 --> 01:36:44,371
What are you doing?
1038
01:37:05,125 --> 01:37:08,530
It's okay.
It's okay. It's okay.
1039
01:37:09,897 --> 01:37:12,667
No, no, no, no, don't--
Look at me.
1040
01:37:12,767 --> 01:37:14,835
Look at me.
Look at me. Look at me.
1041
01:37:14,935 --> 01:37:17,905
It's okay.
It's okay.
1042
01:37:18,872 --> 01:37:21,710
Ray, look at me.
Stay with me.
1043
01:37:21,810 --> 01:37:23,277
Stay with me.
1044
01:37:29,751 --> 01:37:31,085
Oh, my God.
1045
01:37:31,786 --> 01:37:33,320
- No.
- Clare.
1046
01:37:33,420 --> 01:37:34,622
It's gonna be okay.
1047
01:38:29,343 --> 01:38:30,411
El?
1048
01:38:33,180 --> 01:38:34,214
El?
1049
01:38:34,649 --> 01:38:36,049
Clare?
1050
01:38:36,150 --> 01:38:38,185
You can't run
from who you are.
1051
01:38:38,285 --> 01:38:41,355
-Ellen?
-Who you really are.
1052
01:39:50,491 --> 01:39:51,893
Core?
1053
01:39:51,992 --> 01:39:54,729
Don't fucking "Core" me, Clare.
1054
01:40:05,573 --> 01:40:07,307
You're only scared
of who you are
1055
01:40:07,407 --> 01:40:09,611
because you hate
who you think you are.
1056
01:40:26,594 --> 01:40:28,630
Become your destiny.
1057
01:44:35,943 --> 01:44:37,277
We make a pact.
1058
01:44:40,480 --> 01:44:42,683
Today is a day
we never forget.
1059
01:44:44,519 --> 01:44:46,721
Today's all our birthdays.
1060
01:44:48,488 --> 01:44:50,858
First day
of the rest of our lives.
1061
01:45:11,779 --> 01:45:13,848
When you're not
confined by who you are,
1062
01:45:15,082 --> 01:45:16,684
what's expected of you,
1063
01:45:16,784 --> 01:45:20,888
when you can accept that you
may very well not even exist,
1064
01:45:22,422 --> 01:45:25,193
when you understand
that none of that matters,
1065
01:45:25,293 --> 01:45:27,662
when you know
you don't matter,
1066
01:45:29,230 --> 01:45:31,999
everything you do from then
on becomes nothing but true.
1067
01:45:34,569 --> 01:45:36,170
And it is then
and only then
1068
01:45:36,270 --> 01:45:39,941
that you'll see that destiny
that you were so afraid of
1069
01:45:42,442 --> 01:45:44,745
reveal itself to you
in its entirety.
1070
01:45:50,918 --> 01:45:52,320
So, what do you see?
1071
01:46:03,898 --> 01:46:08,135
And as you watch
as the world gets razed,
1072
01:46:08,803 --> 01:46:11,539
as your own self
gets erased,
1073
01:46:12,173 --> 01:46:14,075
making way
for a new tomorrow,
1074
01:46:14,441 --> 01:46:16,409
clearing the way
for what could,
1075
01:46:16,911 --> 01:46:18,378
what should be...
1076
01:46:20,147 --> 01:46:21,282
you smile.