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♪ Riding through the city on my
bike all day 'cause the filth ♪

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♪ Took away my license,
it doesn't get me down... ♪

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Oh, my God, they're
doing karaoke here now.

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We are so coming back
to sing our asses off.

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Yeah, for sure.
(chuckles) For sure.

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♪ Sun is in the sky,
oh, why, oh, why ♪

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♪ Would I wanna be
anywhere else? ♪

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♪ Sun is in the sky,
oh, why, oh, why ♪

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♪ Would I wanna be
anywhere else? ♪

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‐♪ When you look
with your eyes ♪
‐Oh...

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♪ Everything seems nice... ♪

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Long Island Iced Tea.

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♪ You can see it's all lies ♪

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♪ There was a little old lady ♪

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♪ Who was walking
down the road... ♪

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Hey Ronnie, can I get
another club soda?

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♪ There were people
from the city having lunch... ♪

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Is it always this sticky?

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♪ That is called al fresco... ♪

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Yeah, it's a bar.

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You want to close out your check
while you're at it?

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Yeah, sure.

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♪ Hits her over the head... ♪

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Got it. Here you go.

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♪ 'Cause he's got all her
jewelry and wallet... ♪

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Four dollars a pop? For this?

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Yeah. Sober doesn't mean free,
all right?

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I'm running a business.

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(chuckles)

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♪ Walkin' round London town ♪

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♪ Sun is in the sky,
oh, why, oh, why ♪

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♪ Would I wanna be... ♪

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For you.

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You charge for these, or...

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Those are, uh, for the drinks.

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Oh. I didn't get any in mine.
Weird.

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♪ When you look with your eyes ♪

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♪ Everything seems nice ♪

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Mmm.

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♪ But if you look twice ♪

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♪ You can see it's all lies. ♪

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♪ You are what dreams... ♪

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What? You too good for
Sally's wings now or something?

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(chuckles) No, they just, um...

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‐they don't taste
like they used to, I guess.
‐Mm.

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♪ Dreams come true... ♪

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I'm so glad you're back.

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‐It's like the old days again.
‐Yeah.

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Yeah, you know, I'm actually,
I'm‐I'm supposed to get

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my 30‐day chip soon, so...

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Really?
Oh, my God.

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You're such a star student.

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Well, we'll see.

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♪ Dreams come true. ♪

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♪ ♪

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Sam. Hey, thought you were
gonna share today?

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‐Oh, I'm too hungover.
‐Excuse me?

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No, not hungover, hungover.
Just emotionally hungover.

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Went out with my
friend last night

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and spent $40 on club sodas.

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‐Did you know about this?
‐Yes, but why were you there?

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I don't know,
it's just, like, our spot.

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It's where we always go.

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Well, a bar
is an endurance test.

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You are so close to 30 days.

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Maybe find joy in things
that aren't triggering.

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Uh‐huh. Like what?
What do you do?

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On Mondays, I go to the movies.

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‐Tuesdays, it's, uh, Jog Club.
‐Ugh.

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Wednesdays, I have sex
with my wife.

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Thursdays, uh...
well, this Thursday

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we have an IVF appointment.
And, uh,

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Friday, I'm going to meet
with my sponsor and she will

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talk me down off the ledge
about that IVF appointment,

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and on the weekend I hang out
with Vinny and the boys.

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They're this incredible group
of lesbians.

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I've known them forever.

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Anyway, what do you like to do?

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Sober?
I don't know.

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Hang out with friends
that don't hate me.

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You're s‐you're still early.
You'll get to amends.

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Most of my friends forgave me.

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‐And the ones that didn't...
‐Well, their loss, right?

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(scoffs)
God, no. Mine.

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Uh‐huh.

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And, uh, these amends‐‐
they're just like

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‐a big apology, right?
‐No.

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Uh, an apology is words.

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An amends is action.

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"I'm‐I'm sorry" is like
jumping over a puddle.

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An amends is rebuilding
a bridge you blew up.

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I should probably
give an amends to Brit.

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No, no, no, no, no.
It's way too early for amends.

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‐You cannot do that
until you've changed.
‐Yeah, but I have changed.

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‐(short chuckle)
‐I have. I make my bed, I floss,

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‐I do all the stuff.
‐Sam, listen,

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the steps are in order
for a reason.

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Let's just stay away from people

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and places that we find
triggering right now.

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Got it.
No triggers.

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Very good.

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(phone vibrates)

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All right.

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‐Have fun with Vinny
and the boys.
‐No triggers.

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(engine starts)

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CAROL:
Sam, don't eat that.

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Those are for the book club.

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I spend a lot of money
on the snacks

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and they get judgy when
they don't have fancy cheese.

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Well, you know, I could get you
a discount at Giovanni's.

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Ah, that'd be great.

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Uh, those are the... those
are the exact same pillows.

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‐You know that, right?
‐Look.

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It's my first time hosting
since your return.

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I would like some normalcy.

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And, like I said‐‐

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‐judgy.
‐Yeah, you seem super normal.

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Samantha...

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Hmm?

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I haven't shared

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your situation with the group,

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so here's the plan.

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I hope it doesn't come up,
but if it does,

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why don't we say

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you got moved to digital
at Bzzzzzzzzzz

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so you could work from anywhere

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and nobody knows
what digital means anyway.

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Uh‐huh. Yeah, sure, or you
could just tell them the truth

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'cause I'm about to get
my 30‐day chip

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and it's, like,
kind of a big deal, so...

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And, of course,

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that works, too.

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Napkins.

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♪ ♪

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JOEL: Happy birthday
to my fianc‐bae!

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Milkshakes are on me
@rollerland!

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♪ Move your body ♪

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♪ Move, move your body ♪

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♪ Move your body,
move, move... ♪

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‐I want Rollerblades this time.
‐No blades.

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I got to get you doing the
"Savage Love" dance for TikTok.

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Skates all the way, baby.

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I'm really glad you texted.

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‐I thought you were dodging me.
‐Oh.

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Yeah, sorry about that.
But, like, you know,

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who doesn't love
Roller Land, right?

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‐Right?
‐Yeah.

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‐Yeah.
‐Yeah.

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Mom, I'm hungry.

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Oh, well, God, we got to fix
that ASAP, then, huh?

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Um, are you cool to watch him?
I'm gonna go get a snack,

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maybe have a little chat
with the cute concessions guy,

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you know?
Get my 10,000 hours in.

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‐Do your thing.
‐Have fun, baby!

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All right.

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♪ If you move like we do,
but I got to... ♪

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DEEJAY (over P. A.):
And we have a birthday
here today.

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Let's give a happy birthday
to Brittany!

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(cheering)

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‐MAN: Happy birthday!
‐WOMAN: Happy birthday, girl!

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‐I love you.
‐DEEJAY: Brittany,
let's see your best

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Cupid Shuffle.

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BRIT:
We're dancing, right now.

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MAN:
What's your size, kid?

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Size four.

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In blades, please.

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And you, ma'am?

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Seven, eight,
whatever you've got's fine.

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Thanks.
Let's go!

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‐We got to put our skates on.
‐I‐I think

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‐we can just...
‐We're putting our skates on,
let's go.

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‐We don't have to put skates on.
‐No, we're... Come‐come on.

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Oh, my God.

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Hey, Joel.

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Sam.
What are you doing here?

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Oh, this is my godson, Zacky.

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We're here to skate.

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It's Zack, not Zacky.

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Right. Yeah, Zack said he wanted
to come to Roller Land today

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and I was like,
"You got it, kid." So...

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Pretty sure that's
not what happened.

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It is.
An adult is saying it.

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Uh, do you want
some extra tokens, buddy?

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♪ ♪

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Three. Cool.

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‐So, you good?
‐Yeah.

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I'm actually glad to see you.

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You know, after we ran into you
at the grocery store

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‐I‐I just started feeling bad.
‐Why?

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'Cause it was awkward.
I mean, it's weird to see

191
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somebody you've known
your whole life

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and ask them for deli meat.

193
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Yeah. Well, try serving
someone deli meat

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you've known your whole life.
It's actually way worse.

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Well, this is feeling
pretty good right now.

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‐It is. It's a bit...
a bit better, yeah.
‐Less awkward.

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‐You here by yourself?
‐Uh, no, I came with Brit.

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Oh, Brit's here.

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Yeah, it's actually
her birthday.

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But...

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You already know that.
Okay,

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no.
I‐I can't get involved

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with the two of you, all right?
Please don't

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‐do this on her birthday.
‐It's a good thing.

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I'm here to make an amends.

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Sam...

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with all due respect, uh...

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you have the shittiest timing
of anyone I've ever met.

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You should go.

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BRIT:
Sam?

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Hey.

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What are you doing here?

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Could you give us a second?

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Sure.
Um, I will just

215
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go play with this random kid
that I just met.

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Hey.

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‐Hi.
‐Hi.

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Um, I'm sorry,
you look gorgeous.

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Did you get my Venmo?

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Yeah.

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‐(laughing)
‐Well, I read this so fast.

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You know, it really
made me examine

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how trauma is passed
between the generations.

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Exactly. Even if you don't know
you're causing trauma, you are.

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Were you able to discuss this
with Samantha?

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No.

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Not yet, no.

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Gosh, her schedule's
really busy.

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Oh, well, what is she doing?

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She's working

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at a job.

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And on herself.
Uh, any other thoughts?

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Anyone?
On the book?

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‐(doorbell rings)
‐Oh!

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Excuse me.

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(whispering):
I have so many thoughts.

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Hi.
Does Samantha Fink live here?

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Yes.
Who are you?

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Her probation officer.

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Here for
a residence verification.

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So, help me understand.

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00:09:01,819 --> 00:09:04,322
‐Mm‐hmm.
‐Uh, the state can just show up

243
00:09:04,322 --> 00:09:06,357
whenever they please?
You people don't think

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anyone's living a life?

245
00:09:08,726 --> 00:09:10,895
Ma'am, I got a lot of houses
to get to.

246
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Can I just see a gas bill?

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(whispering):
Okay. You can come in.

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‐I have guests.
‐Okay.

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Mm. That's nice.

250
00:09:24,942 --> 00:09:27,278
I got to pee, got to pee,
got to pee...

251
00:09:27,278 --> 00:09:28,980
Oh, hey. Hi!

252
00:09:28,980 --> 00:09:30,014
‐Hey.
‐I'm Bob.

253
00:09:30,014 --> 00:09:31,182
I'm Gail.

254
00:09:31,182 --> 00:09:33,084
‐Hi, Gail.
‐Just waiting for Ms. Fink.

255
00:09:33,084 --> 00:09:35,353
Oh, okay, well, we got a
book club going if you'd like

256
00:09:35,353 --> 00:09:37,455
‐to snag a snack while you wait.
‐Oh, my God, thank you...

257
00:09:37,455 --> 00:09:40,424
You... Actually,
she asked me to wait here,

258
00:09:40,424 --> 00:09:42,093
and I have a policy of not

259
00:09:42,093 --> 00:09:44,495
snooping around white folks'
house without their permission.

260
00:09:44,495 --> 00:09:46,964
(laughs)

261
00:09:46,964 --> 00:09:49,467
I have the same policy.

262
00:09:49,467 --> 00:09:50,601
But Carol would
be so upset if I was

263
00:09:50,601 --> 00:09:51,769
the only one
who ate these snacks.

264
00:09:51,769 --> 00:09:52,970
‐Come on in, come on in.
‐Oh.

265
00:09:52,970 --> 00:09:56,474
‐The cream puffs are to die for.
‐Oh, okay. Wait,

266
00:09:56,474 --> 00:09:59,143
‐now, do you have a Lactaid?
'Cause I'm‐a need it.
‐I can find you one.

267
00:09:59,143 --> 00:10:01,812
‐Thank you.
‐Everybody, this is Gail.

268
00:10:01,812 --> 00:10:03,114
ALL:
Hi.

269
00:10:03,114 --> 00:10:05,616
I'm just for the gas bill,
quick and painless.

270
00:10:05,616 --> 00:10:06,784
Well... there's a spot
right here.

271
00:10:06,784 --> 00:10:08,085
‐Come, sit down.
‐Welcome.

272
00:10:08,085 --> 00:10:09,954
‐Yeah, come.
‐Thank you.

273
00:10:09,954 --> 00:10:11,055
‐I'm gonna go to the bathr...
‐Can I speak to you

274
00:10:11,055 --> 00:10:12,356
‐in the kitchen for a minute?
‐Sure.

275
00:10:12,356 --> 00:10:13,591
GAIL:
I don't know
what I'm doing here,

276
00:10:13,591 --> 00:10:15,226
but I never turn down
a charcuterie.

277
00:10:15,226 --> 00:10:18,095
What are you doing?
That's Sam's probation officer.

278
00:10:18,095 --> 00:10:19,997
She's a delight.
She fits right in.

279
00:10:19,997 --> 00:10:22,500
I don't need
book club discussing

280
00:10:22,500 --> 00:10:26,337
Sam's weird relationship
with alcohol.

281
00:10:26,337 --> 00:10:29,640
If you're ever gonna discuss it,
this is the place.

282
00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:31,676
These are your friends.

283
00:10:31,676 --> 00:10:33,311
They're my book club.

284
00:10:34,812 --> 00:10:37,114
Okay, then, in that case,
why's it matter?

285
00:10:37,114 --> 00:10:40,785
I don't know.
I don't know.

286
00:10:40,785 --> 00:10:43,587
I just wanted to have a place

287
00:10:43,587 --> 00:10:47,091
where I could sit and talk
with smart people about books

288
00:10:47,091 --> 00:10:49,327
and take a little vacation
from thinking about Samantha

289
00:10:49,327 --> 00:10:51,529
all the time.

290
00:10:51,529 --> 00:10:54,699
All right.
I get that. I get it.

291
00:10:54,699 --> 00:10:56,834
Okay?
And you are not alone in this.

292
00:10:56,834 --> 00:10:58,202
All right?

293
00:10:58,202 --> 00:11:00,871
We're all far from perfect.

294
00:11:03,007 --> 00:11:04,041
Thank you.

295
00:11:05,209 --> 00:11:06,477
I really got to pee.

296
00:11:08,346 --> 00:11:09,914
(indistinct chatter)

297
00:11:09,914 --> 00:11:12,283
‐What do you want?
‐Listen, I'm try...

298
00:11:12,283 --> 00:11:13,951
I'm just... I'm really
trying to take this sobriety

299
00:11:13,951 --> 00:11:15,820
more seriously this time,
and I...

300
00:11:15,820 --> 00:11:17,955
I owe you an amends.

301
00:11:17,955 --> 00:11:20,925
Oh. Okay.

302
00:11:20,925 --> 00:11:22,460
Uh, okay, yeah, right now.
Here we go.

303
00:11:22,460 --> 00:11:25,296
Uh, right. So...

304
00:11:25,296 --> 00:11:26,664
so, you were there, uh,

305
00:11:26,664 --> 00:11:28,366
when I couldn't be,
when my dad was sick,

306
00:11:28,366 --> 00:11:30,301
and I‐I really appreciate that.

307
00:11:31,402 --> 00:11:33,704
Yeah, no problem.

308
00:11:33,704 --> 00:11:34,705
I was happy to help.

309
00:11:35,840 --> 00:11:37,208
And, um...

310
00:11:38,342 --> 00:11:40,111
...also, New York.
New York.

311
00:11:40,111 --> 00:11:42,179
I‐I'm so sorry
that I ghosted you

312
00:11:42,179 --> 00:11:43,414
when you came to visit me
in New York.

313
00:11:43,414 --> 00:11:45,816
That was so messed‐up.
I mean...

314
00:11:45,816 --> 00:11:48,018
But, to be fair,
you were dating my ex

315
00:11:48,018 --> 00:11:49,687
and treating me like shit
at the time, and...

316
00:11:49,687 --> 00:11:51,589
Anyway, uh...

317
00:11:51,589 --> 00:11:52,857
Oh, speaking of that.
I'm really sorry

318
00:11:52,857 --> 00:11:54,225
about all those texts
that I sent you

319
00:11:54,225 --> 00:11:55,893
when I found out about you guys.

320
00:11:55,893 --> 00:11:57,261
It was, like,
way too aggressive.

321
00:11:57,261 --> 00:11:58,863
And, you know, women shouldn't

322
00:11:58,863 --> 00:12:00,264
go after other women and
just leave the guy out of it,

323
00:12:00,264 --> 00:12:04,101
but you were my best friend,
so that was like,

324
00:12:04,101 --> 00:12:07,905
"Is she serious?"
Uh... anyway, uh,

325
00:12:07,905 --> 00:12:10,441
also really sorry
about that time

326
00:12:10,441 --> 00:12:13,444
I puked on all the coats
and the bags at that party

327
00:12:13,444 --> 00:12:14,545
‐and then blamed it on you,
‐On me.

328
00:12:14,545 --> 00:12:17,648
‐but...
‐But, but, right. Um, Sam...

329
00:12:17,648 --> 00:12:19,683
Sorry, I'm just... I'm, like,
really trying to apologize.

330
00:12:19,683 --> 00:12:21,986
Yeah, but this‐this
isn't an apology.

331
00:12:21,986 --> 00:12:24,488
Apologies don't have "buts."
Sam, I just...

332
00:12:24,488 --> 00:12:26,490
I really needed today.
I have worked

333
00:12:26,490 --> 00:12:28,993
72 hours straight.

334
00:12:28,993 --> 00:12:32,463
I've pulled 38 items
out of body crevices.

335
00:12:32,463 --> 00:12:36,233
I am always covered
in bodily fluid. I...

336
00:12:36,233 --> 00:12:39,136
‐Ugh. That's what you do?
‐Oh, my God!

337
00:12:39,136 --> 00:12:41,806
Sam!
You never listen to me.

338
00:12:41,806 --> 00:12:44,241
Okay, sorry. I'm sorry.
Can we j‐can we just start over?

339
00:12:44,241 --> 00:12:45,910
Why? Why do you care
if I forgive you?

340
00:12:45,910 --> 00:12:47,611
I don't know.
It feels...

341
00:12:47,611 --> 00:12:48,913
important.

342
00:12:48,913 --> 00:12:50,915
What the hell?

343
00:12:50,915 --> 00:12:52,149
Is Brit bothering you again?

344
00:12:52,149 --> 00:12:53,584
‐What'd you say to her?
‐Oh, my God,

345
00:12:53,584 --> 00:12:55,286
Felicia, stop
with the mafia act.

346
00:12:55,286 --> 00:12:56,954
Wait, where's my kid?

347
00:12:56,954 --> 00:12:58,122
Oh, he's with Joel.
I just...

348
00:12:58,122 --> 00:12:59,490
I needed to talk to her
for a second.

349
00:12:59,490 --> 00:13:01,225
‐Why?
‐It's my birthday.

350
00:13:01,225 --> 00:13:02,960
Mm, you would be a Pisces.

351
00:13:05,496 --> 00:13:07,531
Oh, so that's the reason
you dragged us here.

352
00:13:07,531 --> 00:13:09,333
‐No, uh, that's not
the only reason...
‐No, you didn't

353
00:13:09,333 --> 00:13:11,735
want to hang out with me
and Zack, you just needed a ride

354
00:13:11,735 --> 00:13:13,337
because you can't drive a car
and you threw up

355
00:13:13,337 --> 00:13:16,240
in so many Lyfts that
you have a 1.8 rating. (scoffs)

356
00:13:16,240 --> 00:13:17,775
You made me drive all the way
to Roller Land so you could

357
00:13:17,775 --> 00:13:19,477
chat with the girl
who's marrying your ex.

358
00:13:19,477 --> 00:13:21,912
‐(scoffs) I'm done.
Honestly, Sam.
‐Felicia.

359
00:13:21,912 --> 00:13:24,448
‐Zack. Zack!
‐Okay.

360
00:13:24,448 --> 00:13:27,651
I waited 25 minutes in line
to get you a corn dog

361
00:13:27,651 --> 00:13:29,954
with no condiments, just like
you like it, you weirdo.

362
00:13:31,889 --> 00:13:33,224
And he's wearing blades!

363
00:13:33,224 --> 00:13:35,059
‐What the hell
is wrong with you?
‐W...

364
00:13:35,059 --> 00:13:37,428
‐FELICIA: Come on, baby.
‐No, no, no, Joel made him
wear the blades.

365
00:13:37,428 --> 00:13:40,531
‐Okay. Felicia.
‐FELICIA: Got it?

366
00:13:40,531 --> 00:13:42,466
Felicia, you can't just
leave me here.

367
00:13:42,466 --> 00:13:44,134
Oh, like how you left my kid?

368
00:13:44,134 --> 00:13:46,070
Come on, Zack, we'll get you
some ice cream, okay?

369
00:13:46,070 --> 00:13:47,371
(door closes)

370
00:13:48,405 --> 00:13:50,574
You know what?
People told me this

371
00:13:50,574 --> 00:13:52,476
‐and I didn't want to
believe it.
‐Believe what?

372
00:13:52,476 --> 00:13:53,744
That you just see me
as your drinking buddy.

373
00:13:54,812 --> 00:13:57,548
Okay, no. (scoffs)

374
00:13:58,616 --> 00:13:59,817
But, I mean,
it's a little true, right?

375
00:13:59,817 --> 00:14:00,851
'Cause, like, the only place
we ever hung out

376
00:14:00,851 --> 00:14:01,886
was Good Time Sally's.

377
00:14:01,886 --> 00:14:04,188
Because it was your suggestion.

378
00:14:04,188 --> 00:14:05,956
Okay?
I'm a full‐time mom.

379
00:14:05,956 --> 00:14:07,858
And a full‐time employee.
I got real‐life shit on my mind.

380
00:14:07,858 --> 00:14:09,627
So when you name a place,
I got to

381
00:14:09,627 --> 00:14:11,228
get a sitter, I got to
move a bunch of shit around,

382
00:14:11,228 --> 00:14:12,730
but I do that because it's you.

383
00:14:12,730 --> 00:14:15,299
And I appreciate that, okay?
Why don't we go inside and talk?

384
00:14:15,299 --> 00:14:16,967
‐He left his shoes.
‐You know, I would just love

385
00:14:16,967 --> 00:14:20,337
to just, like, rip my bra off
and sit on the couch

386
00:14:20,337 --> 00:14:21,472
and watch some mindless TV
with you.

387
00:14:21,472 --> 00:14:22,973
That would be so wonderful.

388
00:14:22,973 --> 00:14:24,708
There's, like,
seven seasons of Summer House

389
00:14:24,708 --> 00:14:25,976
we could binge, but no‐‐

390
00:14:25,976 --> 00:14:26,977
you don't want to do that
because you don't know

391
00:14:26,977 --> 00:14:28,679
how to be an actual friend.

392
00:14:28,679 --> 00:14:30,781
(door opens)

393
00:14:31,715 --> 00:14:33,784
(engine starts)

394
00:14:33,784 --> 00:14:35,286
FELICIA:
Buckle up, Zack.

395
00:14:35,286 --> 00:14:37,621
‐Oh, come on.
‐Auntie Sammy needs a time‐out.

396
00:14:37,621 --> 00:14:40,891
Uh, Felicia... I'm sorry, okay?
Wha...

397
00:14:40,891 --> 00:14:43,661
What am I supposed to do now?

398
00:14:44,695 --> 00:14:46,230
♪ Someday ♪

399
00:14:48,265 --> 00:14:49,934
♪ You may ♪

400
00:14:51,368 --> 00:14:53,270
♪ Forget me ♪

401
00:14:55,205 --> 00:14:57,775
♪ Well, that's okay with me. ♪

402
00:15:03,560 --> 00:15:05,740
‐(laughing)
‐Oh. Okay, I'm sorry, I have
overstayed my welcome.

403
00:15:05,740 --> 00:15:07,709
I actually wasn't planning
on staying this long.

404
00:15:07,709 --> 00:15:09,544
NOREEN:
It was nice to meet you, Gail.

405
00:15:09,544 --> 00:15:10,779
How do you know Carol again?

406
00:15:10,779 --> 00:15:12,313
Oh, we know each other
from work.

407
00:15:12,313 --> 00:15:15,383
Actually, Gail knows Samantha.

408
00:15:15,383 --> 00:15:17,218
CAROL:
Right. Sam

409
00:15:17,218 --> 00:15:18,553
was in New York,

410
00:15:18,553 --> 00:15:22,490
and she moved into digital,
and... you know,

411
00:15:22,490 --> 00:15:25,160
because you can do that
from... from anywhere.

412
00:15:25,160 --> 00:15:26,294
‐So...
‐What does digital mean?

413
00:15:26,294 --> 00:15:28,229
Like, how does that work?

414
00:15:28,229 --> 00:15:29,731
Digital.

415
00:15:29,731 --> 00:15:30,732
What does that mean?

416
00:15:30,732 --> 00:15:32,500
It's...

417
00:15:32,500 --> 00:15:34,402
Digital.
It's online, it's computers.

418
00:15:34,402 --> 00:15:36,070
It's just...
How do you not know that?

419
00:15:40,074 --> 00:15:42,610
Samantha broke the law.
She's a felon.

420
00:15:42,610 --> 00:15:44,379
My daughter is a felon.

421
00:15:44,379 --> 00:15:46,414
Gail is her probation officer.

422
00:15:46,414 --> 00:15:48,249
‐What?
‐CAROL: Are you all happy now?

423
00:15:48,249 --> 00:15:49,818
‐No.
‐Not really.

424
00:15:49,818 --> 00:15:51,853
That felt so good
to say out loud.

425
00:15:51,853 --> 00:15:54,489
Oh, yeah, girl.
The truth'll set you free.

426
00:15:54,489 --> 00:15:56,491
‐(exhales)
‐BOB: C‐Can you share with us

427
00:15:56,491 --> 00:15:58,159
what‐what's coming up for you?

428
00:15:58,159 --> 00:16:01,229
I'm‐I'm... There's just
something bubbling up.

429
00:16:01,229 --> 00:16:02,730
Something... I...

430
00:16:02,730 --> 00:16:05,166
‐I feel like I want to die.
‐ALL: No.

431
00:16:05,166 --> 00:16:07,168
Well, I mean, I'm not an expert,

432
00:16:07,168 --> 00:16:09,470
but I'm pretty sure
you're feeling anger.

433
00:16:09,470 --> 00:16:10,772
CAROL:
You know what? I...

434
00:16:10,772 --> 00:16:12,340
I think it's anger.

435
00:16:13,508 --> 00:16:15,276
I think maybe it's anger.

436
00:16:15,276 --> 00:16:18,346
I think maybe I'm full of rage!

437
00:16:18,346 --> 00:16:19,981
‐(screaming)
‐(all clamoring)

438
00:16:19,981 --> 00:16:21,249
(Carol exhales)

439
00:16:21,249 --> 00:16:23,184
Hmm.

440
00:16:23,184 --> 00:16:25,086
That felt good.
(laughs)

441
00:16:28,790 --> 00:16:30,458
Thank you for sharing with us.

442
00:16:30,458 --> 00:16:33,127
It really meant a lot.
Right, guys?

443
00:16:33,127 --> 00:16:35,730
Sorry that you're
going through so much.

444
00:16:35,730 --> 00:16:38,233
Good for you, Carol.

445
00:16:38,233 --> 00:16:39,734
You're walking in your truth.

446
00:16:39,734 --> 00:16:41,803
I am.

447
00:16:41,803 --> 00:16:43,304
‐Very good.
‐(whooping)

448
00:16:46,541 --> 00:16:48,776
Barbara... Oh.

449
00:16:48,776 --> 00:16:50,478
Just kidding. (chuckles)
Terrible joke.

450
00:16:50,478 --> 00:16:52,313
(low whoops)

451
00:16:59,854 --> 00:17:02,423
You should be proud of yourself.

452
00:17:02,423 --> 00:17:04,192
Yeah.

453
00:17:04,192 --> 00:17:06,227
It feels bad and good
at the same time.

454
00:17:06,227 --> 00:17:07,962
Oh, that means it's working.

455
00:17:07,962 --> 00:17:09,764
Yay, me.
(short chuckle)

456
00:17:09,764 --> 00:17:11,399
Show up for the people
that matter

457
00:17:11,399 --> 00:17:13,268
and they will start
showing up for you.

458
00:17:15,536 --> 00:17:17,205
Yay, you.

459
00:17:17,205 --> 00:17:18,706
Celine. (whoops)

460
00:17:18,706 --> 00:17:20,174
Yes! You did it.

461
00:17:23,678 --> 00:17:25,680
("What Is Going On?"
by Hannah Jadagu playing)

462
00:17:33,888 --> 00:17:35,890
(indistinct chatter)

463
00:17:38,593 --> 00:17:40,428
♪ Woke up from a dream... ♪

464
00:17:40,428 --> 00:17:42,263
Hey.

465
00:17:42,263 --> 00:17:44,766
Um, sorry, could I talk to you
for a second?

466
00:17:44,766 --> 00:17:46,768
Well, I'm up next to sing,

467
00:17:46,768 --> 00:17:49,370
so you've got however long
it takes for this song to finish

468
00:17:49,370 --> 00:17:51,706
‐to say what you need to say.
‐Okay.

469
00:17:51,706 --> 00:17:53,474
Fair enough.
(clears throat)

470
00:17:56,644 --> 00:17:58,713
Um...

471
00:17:58,713 --> 00:18:00,081
look, you were right.
You know?

472
00:18:00,081 --> 00:18:03,718
I‐I did see you
as my drinking buddy.

473
00:18:03,718 --> 00:18:06,421
Which is my problem, you know?
I was the one that felt like

474
00:18:06,421 --> 00:18:09,357
they had to drink, and... and
it doesn't make sense, 'cause

475
00:18:09,357 --> 00:18:11,125
you're, like, the most
responsible person I know.

476
00:18:11,125 --> 00:18:13,161
I mean, you're
my emergency contact.

477
00:18:13,161 --> 00:18:15,196
That's how dependable you are.

478
00:18:15,196 --> 00:18:16,998
♪ The same... ♪

479
00:18:16,998 --> 00:18:20,802
I... I know that
I took you for granted,

480
00:18:20,802 --> 00:18:22,837
and I feel really bad about it.
I'm‐I'm really sorry,

481
00:18:22,837 --> 00:18:25,540
and I don't... I don't ever
want to do that to you again.

482
00:18:25,540 --> 00:18:27,141
You don't deserve it.

483
00:18:27,141 --> 00:18:28,576
♪ Or are you... ♪

484
00:18:28,576 --> 00:18:30,044
Go on.

485
00:18:30,044 --> 00:18:31,379
(chuckles)

486
00:18:31,379 --> 00:18:32,447
♪ About... ♪

487
00:18:32,447 --> 00:18:34,582
All right, let's see.
You have, uh,

488
00:18:34,582 --> 00:18:36,551
the best high pony
in Greater Boston.

489
00:18:36,551 --> 00:18:38,619
‐That is true.
‐And

490
00:18:38,619 --> 00:18:40,922
you are the sexiest mom
I've ever laid eyes on.

491
00:18:40,922 --> 00:18:42,991
Don't flatter me, Samantha.

492
00:18:42,991 --> 00:18:44,759
And don't even get me started
on the tatas.

493
00:18:44,759 --> 00:18:46,995
They are God's greatest gift
to me, huh?

494
00:18:46,995 --> 00:18:48,629
And to me as well.

495
00:18:48,629 --> 00:18:50,031
♪ It reeks of such
conformative... ♪

496
00:18:50,031 --> 00:18:51,966
Oh, one more thing.

497
00:18:51,966 --> 00:18:55,069
Zack's shoes?

498
00:18:55,069 --> 00:18:57,005
I thought we left these
at the roller rink.

499
00:18:57,005 --> 00:18:58,306
How'd you get them?

500
00:18:58,306 --> 00:19:00,008
Well, you know, I'm banned
from all rideshares,

501
00:19:00,008 --> 00:19:01,876
but taxis still take cash, so...

502
00:19:04,045 --> 00:19:07,048
All right.
I'm sorry.

503
00:19:09,350 --> 00:19:11,853
Hey, whatever happened
to the chip thing?

504
00:19:11,853 --> 00:19:13,087
Oh, uh...

505
00:19:14,155 --> 00:19:15,990
Got it.

506
00:19:15,990 --> 00:19:17,158
It's an actual chip.

507
00:19:17,158 --> 00:19:19,193
Oh, my God, I'm so proud of you.

508
00:19:19,193 --> 00:19:20,762
That's amazing.

509
00:19:20,762 --> 00:19:22,030
Thank you.

510
00:19:23,865 --> 00:19:25,533
Hopefully, it means
I'm inching towards

511
00:19:25,533 --> 00:19:27,035
being a bit less of an asshole.

512
00:19:27,035 --> 00:19:28,870
We'll see.

513
00:19:31,717 --> 00:19:34,069
♪ There's always gonna be
another mountain ♪

514
00:19:34,069 --> 00:19:36,905
(mumbling): ♪ Always gonna
wanna make it move ♪

515
00:19:36,905 --> 00:19:39,742
♪ There's always gonna be
an uphill battle ♪

516
00:19:39,742 --> 00:19:42,244
(mumbling): ♪ Sometimes
I'm gonna have to lose ♪

517
00:19:42,244 --> 00:19:45,948
♪ It ain't about
how fast I get there ♪

518
00:19:45,948 --> 00:19:48,584
♪ Ain't about what's waiting
on the other

519
00:19:48,584 --> 00:19:53,155
♪ Side ♪

520
00:19:54,189 --> 00:19:59,128
♪ It's the climb ♪

521
00:20:00,446 --> 00:20:03,583
Hey, everybody,
my friend is 30 days sober!

522
00:20:03,583 --> 00:20:04,851
(cheering)

523
00:20:08,187 --> 00:20:09,255
I love you.

524
00:20:09,255 --> 00:20:11,090
(laughing): I love you, too.

525
00:20:13,092 --> 00:20:16,362
‐Oh...
‐♪ Always gonna be
another mountain ♪

526
00:20:16,362 --> 00:20:18,965
♪ Always gonna wanna
make it move ♪

527
00:20:18,965 --> 00:20:21,834
♪ There's always gonna be
an uphill battle ♪

528
00:20:21,834 --> 00:20:24,637
♪ Sometimes I'm gonna
have to lose ♪

529
00:20:24,637 --> 00:20:25,671
♪ Ain't about ♪

530
00:20:25,671 --> 00:20:28,407
♪ How fast I get there ♪

531
00:20:28,407 --> 00:20:30,543
♪ Ain't about what's waiting
on the other ♪

532
00:20:30,543 --> 00:20:34,881
♪ Side ♪

533
00:20:35,715 --> 00:20:40,720
♪ It's the climb ♪

534
00:20:41,854 --> 00:20:45,558
♪ Yeah, yeah! ♪
(blows raspberry)

535
00:20:45,558 --> 00:20:47,527
(cheering)