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(本集劇情有描述性暴力內容)

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(可能令某些觀眾不適)

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半年了

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我竟然要等半年才檢舉瑪莎

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有什麼事嗎?

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我應該從泰瑞講起

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講瑪莎昨天打她,但我沒說

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我想報案,是怎麼個報法?

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什麼案子?

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我應該提她抓我下體,但我沒講

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不知道該怎麼說
不過有人跟蹤騷擾我

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- 男的還女的?
- 女的

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我應該提她的名字
新聞報導、她的前科

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但是我沒有

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我真的很擔心

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她需要看醫生

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- 所以當警察問...
- 怎麼現在才報案?

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...這時我才全部想起來

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《馴鹿寶貝》

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我在當時的五年前參加愛丁堡藝術節

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我一直想在那裡表演

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融入街頭藝人和藝術家的喧囂場面

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大家為了成名都來碰運氣

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我知道自己遲早要來冒個險

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寫作、表演、喜劇,能成功都好

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我只需要那種人生自由

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要實現就得勇敢作夢
而且不顧一切親臨現場

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{\an8}(酒花香)

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我到郊區的表演場地時

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發現窗戶不乾淨,地板黏答答

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走進去就聞到薯條油臭味

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感覺棒呆了

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- 你好
- 嗨

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請問喜劇表演場地在哪裡?

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藝人還是觀眾?

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藝人

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那邊的門

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謝謝

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(藝穗節)

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你是說另一道門還是...

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用角落的插座,桌子推到旁邊

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什麼?舞台在這裡?在酒吧外場?

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沒錯

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電視還會開著嗎?

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我們會關靜音

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- 客人呢?
- 你要的話可以請他們走

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我不行這樣

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他們是常客,我只來一個月

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你能請他們走嗎?

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不行

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他們想看喜劇表演嗎?

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試了才知道

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好,那就開始吧,耶

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拜託!

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雞巴愛丁堡藝穗節!

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各位先生女士,歡迎觀賞喜劇

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我到隔板後面換衣服

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我一叫,你們就大聲歡迎我上台

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怎麼樣?

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好,一個人

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好,開始吧

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各位先生女士,我們掌聲歡迎...

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唐尼鄧恩!

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媽的讚!大家叫給我聽!

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我媽今天死了

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真的?沒反應?

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一開場就說我媽死了不好笑嗎?

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聽不懂反差?

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表演效果奇差無比

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而且大半時間因為沒人而被迫取消

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有一次得提早結束

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因為有人在單身派對時鬧我

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- 給我,喂!
- 這裡!

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糟糕

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別這樣,我月底前還要用

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有幾天我楞著沒發傳單

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因為希望沒人來

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我才快一週就覺得自己是演藝圈的渣

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我前幾天割包皮時,得找夠大的剪刀

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懂我意思嗎?

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我是說我老二大

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沒反應?真的?好吧,沒關係

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我去買雞蛋花,結果買到這個

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搞什麼?他以為我好騙啊?

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直接用膠帶把蛋黏到植物上

86
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我懷疑如果我打包回家
有沒有人會注意到?

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有沒有人關心?

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好,各位先生女士,謝謝觀賞!

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我會站在門邊

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用水桶收小費
你們覺得該給多少就給多少

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謝謝光臨

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謝謝光臨

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謝謝光臨

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- 好慘
- 應該比昨天好

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昨天怎麼樣?

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一顆鈕釦和一個保險套

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我有東西給你

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昨晚從客人錢包掉出來

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要就拿去,我知道你們藝人很愛聊天

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(2011年愛丁堡藝穗節)

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(月娘酒吧,貴賓酒吧)

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我們拍的時候不知道會不會紅

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你知道玩具兵那一幕嗎?

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我們用鋁箔紙在蘭卡斯特的海灘拍攝

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我們用太多鋁箔紙
班吉說他的補牙填料都要掉了

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不好意思,插播一下
你是《棉花嘴》的班底嗎?

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- 對
- 天啊,我他媽超愛那個節目

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- 你負責什麼?
- 我在編劇組

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哇靠,我可以親你的腳嗎?

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我在酒花香有表演

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有空的話麻煩指教一下

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-“癌症笑譚”
- 名字不錯吧?

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我們盡量

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有看到不錯的嗎?

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- 再見
- 拜拜

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幹

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他們很雞巴吧?

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對啊,給我的第一印象很差

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不意外,你要退出這一行了

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我還是希望有機會

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- 有看到那個人嗎?
- 有

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他是《棉花嘴》編劇
真他媽猛,你看過嗎?

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- 一點點,不喜歡
- 那你真是瘋了

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這麼年輕又這麼成功,太犯規了

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想在他酒裡下毒嗎?

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哇,好黑色幽默

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但是我想

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- 演員為那部戲增色不少
- 一點也沒錯

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可惡,我很在乎他的想法

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你做什麼的?

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觀眾如果笑,我就是諧星
如果不笑,我就是表演藝術家

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- 今天晚上呢?
- 我變成藝術家了

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- 對了,我叫唐尼
- 我是達里恩歐康納

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你就是...

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《棉花嘴》

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- 什麼?剛才那個...
- 我的助理編劇

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前助理,總算知道他搶我工作了

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真抱歉,我說演員好是亂講的

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我知道你是誰,那齣戲劇本超強

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- 沒關係
- 幹...

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- 可是你剛才說你不喜歡
- 對

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為什麼要寫你討厭的戲?

143
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我是電視“編妓”,誰出錢我就幫誰寫

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那麼三流諧星呢?

145
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各位先生女士,我們掌聲歡迎

146
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一個吃心臟病藥的搞笑大師...

147
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這一段剪掉

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...唐尼鄧恩!

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我媽今天死了

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她的心願應該就是這樣

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希望我跟她一起死

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誰想見我朋友波西?

153
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我!

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好,可以

155
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這位是波西,我們是腹語雙人組

156
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嗨,波西,你還好嗎

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我很好,感恩,你呢?

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波西,你今天在幹嘛?

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幫人吹喇叭

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哇,真棒,謝謝

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感恩

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- 謝謝光臨
- 再見

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感恩

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- 天啊,20英鎊
- 我們昨晚沒道別

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- 所以我現在來說再見
- 好,再見囉

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別走,開玩笑的,抱歉

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你好怪

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是嗎?靠

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沒關係,我覺得有點怪也不錯

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改天聊聊
我也許能建議怎麼提升表演水準

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哇,好,太棒了

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- 那再見囉
- 好,再見,牛仔先生

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我搞屁啊?

174
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達里恩在接下來的幾週跟我合作

175
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對我講解各種好壞做法

176
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...眼睛要看著觀眾

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花很多時間排練,改良所有環節

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看著我

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前面三排

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沒多久電視就關了,椅子朝著我擺

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連客人問足球幾點播都被店家打發

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今天不播,你到前面的酒吧看看

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節目大受歡迎

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各位先生女士,我們掌聲歡迎

185
00:10:50,840 --> 00:10:52,880
唐尼鄧恩!

186
00:11:02,240 --> 00:11:03,520
我媽今天死了

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我覺得她的心願就是

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我跟她一起死

189
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我每晚跟達里恩出去,過著名人生活

190
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泡在城裡的私人會員酒吧

191
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雞尾酒喝到半夜,一直聊著表演內容

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還有藝穗節結束後怎麼辦

193
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我們會讓你在倫敦表演這個節目

194
00:11:27,600 --> 00:11:29,880
我沒見過達里恩這種人

195
00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:30,960
他說自己是...

196
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佛教徒、多重伴侶的泛性戀者

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喜歡精緻的東西

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00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:37,480
我認識他兩週就大開眼界

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00:11:37,480 --> 00:11:39,920
見識我一無所知的精彩生活

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如果你被固定在散熱器上

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嘴巴被塞住,就很難呼救

202
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我們在私人會員酒吧裡
天南地北隨便聊

203
00:11:47,120 --> 00:11:49,760
覺得自己揮舞改變的大旗

204
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這個人就像拿著秘密社團的鑰匙

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我只要拉著他的手,讓他引導就好

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我們進來幹嘛?

207
00:11:59,600 --> 00:12:01,040
他們會巡邏廁所

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你跟我一起寫劇本

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好啊,太棒了

210
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{\an8}- 準備好了嗎?
- 放馬過來吧

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好,拿去

212
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幹

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好孩子

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快樂時光總會結束

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如果這叫慘
我還醉到把髮網放在老二上

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達里恩提早回倫敦

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在藝穗節結束前都沒找我

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也許他在休息,或去哪裡度假

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但是感覺很怪

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傳單丟掉,海報也撕掉後

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他們又打開電視,轉播足球賽

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我開始懷疑自己是不是在做夢

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這些事有沒有發生過

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就是這樣

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就像血管裡有火在流動

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讓律動帶著你走

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我後來幾個月跑去牛津的表演學校

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我記得當初錄取時差點高興到哭倒

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可是有了愛丁堡的經歷後

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就算認識了齊莉

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我仍然覺得回去當學生很可惜

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就在我穿著緊身衣亂跳、假裝是火...

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或者在暖嗓...

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或者模仿動物

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以及除了演戲幾乎全都做過以外

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肚子裡總有種說不出口的感受

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我好懷念達里恩

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懷念他給我的自信、舉足輕重的感覺

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讓我覺得也許真的能有出頭天

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現在我身處黑衣人群裡
感覺又恢復成無名小卒

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才初嚐絢爛滋味,就得回復平淡

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唐尼

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要來嗎?

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好

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(達里恩)

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對不起,我非接不可

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喂,對

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你打電話我好高興

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對,沒有,我很喜歡,玩得很開心

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可以晚一點再聊嗎?我正在上課

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什麼?真的?你要我跟你一起寫?

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當然好,一萬個願意,當然...

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唐尼,你搞什麼?老師他媽氣炸了

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好,我馬上好哦

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我得走了,可是我千百個願意

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唐老大

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辛妮歐康諾

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好久不見,你還好吧?

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很好啊,請進

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謝謝

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哇,你家真漂亮

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哇,你有養貓

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佛格斯,我們是一對愛侶

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可想而知

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佛格斯,你好可愛,哈囉

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要喝茶嗎?

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好,其實我已經寫了幾場戲

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沒什麼大不了,還要修改

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好

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60頁

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對,很快就寫完了

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這樣吧

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你跟我講大綱,可以學怎麼推銷

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好,故事講一個男的叫奈杰

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他是成功的律師,但在50歲時決定

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想嘗試職業摔角

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挺特殊的

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真的?

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對啊,哪個人六歲後還看摔角的?

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對啊,至少我沒有

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繼續吧

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反正他突然有一股衝動
所以越來越常摔角

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結果馬上就難以在兩邊取得平衡

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他開始帶著眼睛瘀青出庭打官司

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或者忘了洗掉誇張彩妝...

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所以他必須做出抉擇

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要過著律師的生活

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還是扮演哈利殺手

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來自美國德州、踩著泥巴
狂飲啤酒、常在酒館打架的人

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“哈利殺手”是摔角藝名

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需要修改

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可是你還沒看過

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等你賣給我再看

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我可以到別的房間...

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你想“茫”一下嗎?

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- 在這裡?
- 對啊,不行嗎?

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等一下再出去喝幾杯
就像在愛丁堡的時候

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好啊

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靠,你跟幾個喜劇大師合作過

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- 他們是怎樣的人?
- 普通人

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別唬我,他們超厲害的

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有的名列我最想請的五個晚宴嘉賓

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玩過那種遊戲嗎?

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你可以邀任何人吃飯,但只能選五個

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我不喜歡,我家很神聖

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很特別的人才能進來

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{\an8}別跟我打哈哈,你會請誰?

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絕對不會是名人

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而是領袖人物、大師、覺醒的人

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或者我自己的分身

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幹...六個你一起開趴
天啊,你們一定會狂嗑藥

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我說出我的

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瑞奇賈維斯
薩夏拜倫柯恩、茱莉亞戴維斯

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史提夫庫根、李察普瑞爾
或者甘地之類的人

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因為想給人崇高的印象

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- 想要真的很“茫”嗎?
- 幹,好啊

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我是說真的很“茫”

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幹,好啊

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- 對了,他們有什麼祕訣?
- 什麼意思?

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他們為什麼能有今天?

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因為聽我的話

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我是說真的

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他們對我言聽計從

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哇,好厲害

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來,坐我旁邊

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這是什麼藥?

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這是磨碎的搖頭丸

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這是液態搖頭丸,一種鬆弛劑

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- 能讓你放鬆
- 好

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聽我的,這是前所未有的經驗

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“你”才是我前所未有的經驗

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我幹,好噁心

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半分耕耘,半分收獲

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藥效第一次發作時,我有空前的感受

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就像神聖的光束從太空照下來

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透過達里恩的屋頂照進客廳

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剛好籠罩在我身上

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就像溫暖的印度洋拍打著身體

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達里恩在沙發上說我才華洋溢

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跟我崇拜的喜劇大師年輕時相同

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你的前途不可限量

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絕對不可限量

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他每講一句話、我每嗑一種藥

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我都信以為真,彷彿能聞到

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甚至嚐到

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我的夢想開始量化

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00:21:04,560 --> 00:21:07,600
彷彿我能用手抓住即將實現的夢想

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不能浪費時間了

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你不會在意吧?

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不會

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靠

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怎麼了?

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00:21:38,440 --> 00:21:39,520
怎麼回事?

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我想吐

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不能吐在貓的碗裡

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還好吧?

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00:22:05,120 --> 00:22:06,360
我拍拍你的背

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謝謝,真對不起

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00:22:13,760 --> 00:22:16,200
天啊,真對不起

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00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:47,160
住手!

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00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:12,200
杏仁牛奶可以嗎?

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來,這樣會舒服點

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我真的很抱歉

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00:23:32,960 --> 00:23:34,880
沒關係,下次慢慢來

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我真想假裝事情沒有惡化

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00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:05,760
(來電:達里恩)

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00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:08,960
喂,最近怎麼樣?

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00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:12,840
喂,我很好

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00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:15,280
我正要上課,所以如果...

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00:24:16,120 --> 00:24:17,120
什麼?

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00:24:18,440 --> 00:24:20,680
什麼?電視台要拍《哈利殺手》?

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00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:25,200
我靠,他們喜歡?太他媽...

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00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:28,200
對,太棒了,我...

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00:24:29,480 --> 00:24:30,680
你要我...

375
00:24:31,480 --> 00:24:34,120
好,沒關係,很合理

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00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:36,840
好,我會去

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- 太好了
- 對啊,太好了,謝謝

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- 你才剛起步就有知名頻道挺你
- 對啊

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達里恩告訴我頻道商說的話

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我笑得好開心

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我聽他講影集合作和選擇期

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還有一堆我不懂的花俏術語

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所以等他拿出毒品時,我馬上說好

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00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:04,000
我本來以為我毀了

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00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:06,480
毀什麼?

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機會

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因為我吐

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00:25:12,040 --> 00:25:13,200
別傻了

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00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:18,400
要我捨棄你這種才子,光嘔吐還不夠

390
00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:23,640
謝謝

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00:25:25,360 --> 00:25:26,680
感激不盡

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00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:30,760
如果有我能幫忙的地方...

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00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:35,120
那就...繼續懷抱夢想

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00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:41,880
很簡單

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00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:48,280
我跟齊莉搬到倫敦後

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00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:51,560
我幾乎每個週末都去達里恩家嗑藥

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來,先從普通搖頭丸開始

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00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,280
我盲目相信他的所有承諾

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00:25:57,280 --> 00:25:59,920
相信我馬上就能成功

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00:25:59,920 --> 00:26:01,680
30歲前能拍影集

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00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:03,840
接著就能發大財

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00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:07,640
就是他餵我新興毒品之前說的鬼話

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00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,440
我本來平常只抽一點大麻

404
00:26:10,440 --> 00:26:12,560
現在整週都在嗑古柯鹼

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00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:14,600
想嗑就嗑,別怕

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00:26:14,600 --> 00:26:15,680
還有安非他命

407
00:26:16,240 --> 00:26:18,600
你要發揮自己的創意天份

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00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:19,520
還有海洛因

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00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:21,400
你會成功

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00:26:22,440 --> 00:26:24,400
等你嗑夠多開始茫了

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00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:27,400
所有思緒就會停止,開始亢奮

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00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:30,680
那些講到未來、名聲和幸福的話術

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00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:34,040
就像體內流竄的藥物一樣真實

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00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:40,760
當然,現在只是時間問題了

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00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,920
我在他身邊經常昏過去

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00:26:49,360 --> 00:26:51,960
醒來時常發現他躺在我旁邊

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00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:55,720
用手和口在我全身游移
每次都停在不同位置

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00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:04,880
我會踉蹌跑進廁所

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00:27:04,880 --> 00:27:08,280
發現生殖器附近有他乾掉的臭口水

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00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:12,840
他每週一都恢復冷漠的個性

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00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:16,040
給我惡毒的劇本評語,逼我熬夜重寫

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00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:17,760
忍受戒斷症狀、沒錢拿

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00:27:17,760 --> 00:27:20,320
還因為喉嚨發炎而咳嗽

424
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:23,280
但我還是回去

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00:27:23,280 --> 00:27:26,920
- 你不陪我過生日?
- 我說過我要去達里恩家

426
00:27:26,920 --> 00:27:29,840
搞什麼?你這樣不是有點怪嗎?

427
00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:32,120
我不想跟你朋友出去,太貴了

428
00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:35,520
所以你跑去老編劇的家吸毒

429
00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:38,600
我知道你不懂,他在幫我拚事業

430
00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:41,560
幫什麼?你來倫敦後就一直當酒保

431
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:45,120
- 幫他這麼多也沒錢拿
- 我沒空講這個

432
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,560
達里恩那天晚上給了我“一粒沙”

433
00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:56,000
我吃一半,你吃一顆半

434
00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:58,680
我引導你,給你安全感

435
00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:23,360
祕訣是讓音樂帶著你

436
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:55,520
我有時回想起這個畫面

437
00:28:55,520 --> 00:28:57,640
25歲的我坐著茫翻天

438
00:28:57,640 --> 00:28:59,240
看這個55歲的男人

439
00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:01,640
跳著奇怪的亞馬遜舞蹈

440
00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:03,040
然後有人問我

441
00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:05,440
“你怎麼進喜劇這行的?”

442
00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:14,200
繼續說你看到什麼

443
00:29:15,320 --> 00:29:19,800
微微閃耀的顏色,某種...輪廓

444
00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:22,560
所以我現在是火鳳凰了?

445
00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:26,200
你就看到這個?

446
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:32,200
你得把我看成強大的東西

447
00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:35,360
火鳳凰、武士

448
00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:40,200
或者你喜歡的摔角選手

449
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:45,200
我的大腦突然有

450
00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:47,680
一種清晰、強烈的想法

451
00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:51,480
-“他想控制你的大腦”
- 怎麼回事?

452
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:56,120
“他是壞人,事情不妙,快逃”

453
00:29:56,120 --> 00:29:57,520
幹!

454
00:29:58,120 --> 00:30:00,800
- 幹!
- 怎麼了?怎麼回事?

455
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:02,640
我瞎了,眼前白茫茫

456
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:04,680
沒關係,這是重生

457
00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:07,800
- 我瞎了,我他媽瞎了
- 跟我在一起很安全

458
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:12,520
我在這段期間一直壓抑的潛意識

459
00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:16,480
總算甦醒,逼我看清這個狗屁狀況

460
00:30:29,080 --> 00:30:29,960
你怎麼了?

461
00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:34,000
- 慘了,有人說我慘了
- 你在疑神疑鬼

462
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,120
- 要對抗這種想法
- 把音樂關掉

463
00:30:36,120 --> 00:30:37,240
已經關了

464
00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:40,560
幹!

465
00:30:42,440 --> 00:30:43,840
幹!

466
00:30:43,840 --> 00:30:45,320
他媽的...

467
00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:48,440
天啊!他媽的音樂!

468
00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:51,400
幹!

469
00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:52,920
喝下去

470
00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:54,800
- 不要
- 喝了會舒服點

471
00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:56,960
你以前喝過,能放鬆心情

472
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:05,960
不行,別吐出來

473
00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:08,280
吞下去

474
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,160
很好

475
00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:15,360
好烈!

476
00:31:15,360 --> 00:31:16,840
好了...

477
00:31:16,840 --> 00:31:17,840
來

478
00:31:17,840 --> 00:31:21,080
朝我的手吐氣,吐氣

479
00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:39,360
沒關係了,這是過程

480
00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:41,040
全都是過程

481
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:54,320
放鬆

482
00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:56,880
放鬆

483
00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:09,200
沒關係了

484
00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:12,600
不要

485
00:32:51,160 --> 00:32:52,240
不要

486
00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:19,120
怎麼樣?

487
00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:25,000
你去沖澡吧,洗熱水澡會比較舒服

488
00:33:57,680 --> 00:33:58,680
幹

489
00:34:12,080 --> 00:34:13,200
我能進來嗎?

490
00:34:22,440 --> 00:34:23,360
過來

491
00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:44,080
我真該離開的

492
00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:48,120
我應該衝出去,再也不回頭
可是我又待了好幾天

493
00:34:48,840 --> 00:34:50,840
我星期一去時眼睛發炎

494
00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:53,480
還躺在地上讓他用鹽水洗眼睛

495
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:56,720
星期二,我在他講電話時幫他餵貓

496
00:34:57,240 --> 00:34:59,200
星期三,我總算回家

497
00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:23,080
怎麼回事?

498
00:35:23,680 --> 00:35:26,560
沒有,只是上次跟你吵架很內疚

499
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:32,560
最讓我難受的是蒙在鼓裡

500
00:35:33,040 --> 00:35:35,040
我昏迷期間到底怎麼了?

501
00:35:35,520 --> 00:35:36,440
還好吧?

502
00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:39,240
我很好,對

503
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:45,560
他真的覺得我有才華
還是一開始就預謀耍我?

504
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,440
他全程都清醒嗎?

505
00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:53,200
他能得到什麼?純粹只想毀了我?

506
00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:55,600
實現他病態腦袋的願望?

507
00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:58,040
毀了我一生會讓他興奮嗎?

508
00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:01,960
你要不要去看電視?我沒感覺

509
00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:03,160
不要,閉嘴

510
00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:10,640
對不起,今天真的不行

511
00:36:13,720 --> 00:36:17,360
- 昨天也沒有
- 我可能暫時先不要這些

512
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:20,120
不要上床還是不要我?

513
00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:25,400
哇

514
00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:28,160
好吧

515
00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:43,800
齊莉搬出去後,我整個崩潰

516
00:36:44,320 --> 00:36:48,120
現在我只能檢視那段過往的回憶

517
00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:54,880
一股強烈的性別混淆感開始流竄全身

518
00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:01,200
我以為久了就好,結果心神不寧

519
00:37:01,200 --> 00:37:03,680
最後讓我內心狂亂

520
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:08,200
我無法分辨這些感覺是因他而起

521
00:37:08,720 --> 00:37:11,000
還是早就潛藏在內心深處

522
00:37:11,520 --> 00:37:15,000
我不自覺放出某種訊號才會這樣嗎?

523
00:37:15,720 --> 00:37:17,360
還是那件事害我變得如此?

524
00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:21,080
我在路上覺得看我的人

525
00:37:21,080 --> 00:37:22,520
都知道我怎麼了

526
00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:24,840
好像他們看穿我的心

527
00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:27,280
看穿我被強暴和內心的疑惑

528
00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:28,680
就像靈魂之窗

529
00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:31,160
洩漏藏在最深處的人生秘密

530
00:37:31,760 --> 00:37:33,240
我會夢到殺了他

531
00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:37,200
剁他老二或舌頭,看哪個傷害最大

532
00:37:37,760 --> 00:37:39,800
然後把他燒成灰燼

533
00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:45,480
所以歷經幾個月的憤恨和疑惑後

534
00:37:45,480 --> 00:37:47,080
我別無選擇

535
00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:50,120
(過激)

536
00:37:56,880 --> 00:37:57,840
幹

537
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:02,360
我很快就高潮

538
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:06,240
所以無從否認,我的性向改變了

539
00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:09,240
筆電每天都在呼喚我

540
00:38:09,240 --> 00:38:12,160
我覺得疑惑又憤怒

541
00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:14,840
感覺就像青春期重來一遍

542
00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:20,160
好,耶

543
00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:22,760
我開始跟各種性別的人雜交

544
00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:24,680
因為我亟欲找到真相

545
00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:31,880
我讓自己陷入荒唐處境
冒著又被強暴的危險

546
00:38:31,880 --> 00:38:33,920
只希望能好好了解一次

547
00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:36,240
就算我變成萬人騎

548
00:38:36,240 --> 00:38:39,400
也許至少能假裝身體不是我的

549
00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:44,560
誰在乎以前有沒有過?

550
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:47,280
搞這麼多次,以前有沒有還重要嗎?

551
00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:55,000
其實很重要

552
00:38:56,160 --> 00:38:58,280
重要的原因是他得逞了

553
00:38:58,800 --> 00:39:00,960
他一直都覺得我是這種人

554
00:39:01,640 --> 00:39:04,760
然後我憤恨到幾乎連喉嚨都有感覺

555
00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:08,400
因為我證明他對了

556
00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:16,160
現在我進退兩難

557
00:39:16,680 --> 00:39:19,240
身邊一群異性戀本位的厭女酒鬼

558
00:39:19,240 --> 00:39:21,600
我也只能爭取他們認同

559
00:39:28,840 --> 00:39:30,600
當時風雨超大

560
00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:33,160
我常到西班牙的馬約卡島,好美

561
00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:35,800
你可以買全包式行程,只要...

562
00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:38,240
全都免費,真的全都是

563
00:39:38,240 --> 00:39:40,200
我跟一堆人約會和交往

564
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:43,280
全都是那件鳥事造成的

565
00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:45,240
...可是我想繼續...

566
00:39:45,240 --> 00:39:48,680
我對愛情沒興趣,因為已經無法愛人

567
00:39:48,680 --> 00:39:51,280
我只要這些人給我答案

568
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:54,800
馬約卡島會有人邀請你上水中有氧課

569
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:57,040
但也用不著問幾百次吧...

570
00:39:57,040 --> 00:39:59,840
不好意思,我上一下廁所

571
00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:01,600
馬上回來哦

572
00:40:03,920 --> 00:40:06,640
我把這些人全都一腳踢開

573
00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:12,120
你可以360度轉一圈
讓輪胎發出刺耳聲,然後飆走

574
00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:21,080
很多人現在都回去用底片

575
00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:23,520
但是我想繼續用數位相機

576
00:40:25,920 --> 00:40:26,920
結果我認識了...

577
00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:34,600
嗨

578
00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:36,720
你本人比網路上帥

579
00:40:38,720 --> 00:40:40,760
說真的,有的約會對象

580
00:40:40,760 --> 00:40:43,440
都用15年前的大頭照來騙

581
00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:46,680
她符合我的所有條件

582
00:40:47,160 --> 00:40:48,400
所有需求

583
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:50,320
聰明、風趣、堅強、有自信

584
00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:52,760
今天到我家過夜

585
00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:55,920
但是每次握手和深情對望

586
00:40:55,920 --> 00:40:58,360
都給我強烈的憤怒和恥辱感

587
00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:00,640
因為我愛上了她

588
00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:03,880
而且我再也無法隱姓埋名

589
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:05,320
但是別告訴東尼

590
00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:12,120
也許最讓我痛恨的

591
00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:16,640
是如果他沒那樣對我
我可能就沒有這種感覺

592
00:41:19,800 --> 00:41:21,360
可是瑪莎出現時

593
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:24,640
那些疑惑消失了...

594
00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:30,000
她彷彿輕輕鬆鬆

595
00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:34,240
就觸及、揭露我心深處的不安感

596
00:41:34,240 --> 00:41:36,560
你這種好骨架真是犯規

597
00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:39,280
應該跟你抽稅的,男人稅

598
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:42,280
瑪莎以我想要的方式來看我

599
00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:47,200
所以等到最後報警時

600
00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:51,840
我實在無法忍受檢舉她
卻不檢舉那個男人的矛盾

601
00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:54,200
有什麼事嗎?

602
00:41:54,200 --> 00:41:57,880
我一直覺得她生病了,她控制不了

603
00:41:58,360 --> 00:42:02,360
達里恩則是邪惡、工於心計的淫魔

604
00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:06,000
承認瑪莎犯罪就等於承認他犯罪

605
00:42:06,520 --> 00:42:08,520
我還沒跟別人坦承這件事

606
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:12,960
- 所以當那名警員問我...
- 怎麼現在才報案?

607
00:42:19,760 --> 00:42:20,760
我不知道

608
00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:25,440
回家翻她的電子郵件

609
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:28,080
找到實證再回來

610
00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:31,560
除非我們看到證據

611
00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:33,120
否則也愛莫能助

612
00:42:35,080 --> 00:42:37,840
結果我又回到原點

613
00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:43,120
(如果你或認識的人遭遇性暴力)

614
00:42:43,120 --> 00:42:46,920
(請上www.wannatalkaboutit.com
尋找詳情或重要資源)

615
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:54,880
(理查蓋德同名戲劇改編)

616
00:43:42,720 --> 00:43:45,320
字幕翻譯:溫鳳祺