1 00:00:13,360 --> 00:00:16,640 Martha was barred for an incident shortly after the attack on Teri. 2 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:18,920 There you are! 3 00:00:18,920 --> 00:00:21,440 You cowardly, two-timing fuck. 4 00:00:21,440 --> 00:00:25,640 The nerve you showed me the other night, rubbing that skank in my face. 5 00:00:25,640 --> 00:00:27,240 All right, that's enough, Martha. 6 00:00:27,240 --> 00:00:29,200 You've made an enemy of me, reindeer. 7 00:00:29,200 --> 00:00:30,840 - Make no mistake about it. Martha! 8 00:00:30,840 --> 00:00:33,440 - I hope you know what you've done... Enough! 9 00:00:33,440 --> 00:00:35,160 - ...in wounding me like this. Martha! 10 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:37,320 Your mouth's gonna get you in trouble, boy. 11 00:00:37,320 --> 00:00:39,960 For a moment, I thought that might be the end of it, 12 00:00:39,960 --> 00:00:42,880 but she just multiplied across all other areas of my life. 13 00:00:42,880 --> 00:00:45,880 Hey, you should see the woman he's dating. Pig ugly. 14 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:48,560 If he stooped any lower, he'd be a hunchback. 15 00:00:48,560 --> 00:00:50,400 Yes! Uh, hello, ladies and gentlemen, s-- 16 00:00:50,400 --> 00:00:53,000 He's a hunchback! Quasimodo! 17 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:54,800 Head in a gutter of skanks! 18 00:00:54,800 --> 00:00:58,120 Yeah, there he is, Mr. Two-timing Slut. 19 00:00:58,120 --> 00:00:59,480 Don't trust him, guys. 20 00:00:59,480 --> 00:01:01,920 He'll promise you sex, then sprint the other way. 21 00:01:01,920 --> 00:01:04,160 It was killing me, all of it. 22 00:01:04,160 --> 00:01:07,840 {\an8}A free pass to the comedy final on account of Martha ruining the gig 23 00:01:07,840 --> 00:01:10,120 {\an8}offered little comfort in the face of everything. 24 00:01:11,160 --> 00:01:13,480 I thought about quitting the bar or moving house 25 00:01:13,480 --> 00:01:15,320 or pausing the comedy for a while, 26 00:01:15,320 --> 00:01:17,120 but I didn't wanna give her the satisfaction 27 00:01:17,120 --> 00:01:18,760 of taking any more than she had. 28 00:01:18,760 --> 00:01:21,280 So all that was left to do was lie and wait, 29 00:01:21,280 --> 00:01:24,600 questioning what else she might be capable of. 30 00:01:40,920 --> 00:01:44,080 Mum! Someone just threw something in my face. 31 00:01:44,080 --> 00:01:46,440 You'll be all right. Just wash it out. 32 00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:47,920 What's going on? 33 00:01:47,920 --> 00:01:50,320 Someone just attacked me! - What? 34 00:01:50,320 --> 00:01:52,960 I thought it was acid. I thought I was gonna go blind. 35 00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:54,400 Jesus. I mean, what was it? 36 00:01:54,400 --> 00:01:57,680 I don't know. It was, like, a fizzy drink. It was Coke, I think. 37 00:01:58,280 --> 00:02:00,800 Coke? As in, like... As in, like... like 38 00:02:01,520 --> 00:02:02,360 Diet Coke? 39 00:02:03,320 --> 00:02:05,760 I wasn't paying attention to the sugar content, Donny. 40 00:02:05,760 --> 00:02:08,280 - Jesus Christ! - Yeah, no, of course. 41 00:02:08,280 --> 00:02:10,280 It was that woman from the cooking group. 42 00:02:10,280 --> 00:02:12,920 I saw her running down the street when I came to the window. 43 00:02:13,720 --> 00:02:17,480 Oh yeah. No, I... I... I think I remember her. Yeah. 44 00:02:17,480 --> 00:02:20,520 She said, "That's for fucking Donny," before she threw it in my face. 45 00:02:22,120 --> 00:02:23,400 What is going on here? 46 00:02:25,200 --> 00:02:27,640 She's this woman. 47 00:02:27,640 --> 00:02:28,560 She's been 48 00:02:29,720 --> 00:02:30,720 stalking me. 49 00:02:31,560 --> 00:02:32,920 She's been stalking you? 50 00:02:33,800 --> 00:02:37,160 Wait, is this that Martha woman who's been harassing me on Facebook? 51 00:02:37,920 --> 00:02:39,040 Oh my God. 52 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:41,240 She's been in my home. 53 00:02:42,320 --> 00:02:44,680 You are a fucking idiot. You know that? 54 00:02:44,680 --> 00:02:48,280 How long's this been going on for? - I don't know. Like, six months. 55 00:02:48,280 --> 00:02:50,400 - Six months?! - Have you been to the police? 56 00:02:50,400 --> 00:02:55,560 Yeah, I have, but they, you know, wouldn't take it seriously. 57 00:02:55,560 --> 00:02:57,920 They might if you tell them what just happened to me. 58 00:02:57,920 --> 00:03:00,480 What, that someone threw a Coke in your face? 59 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:04,120 You know what? I can't believe you. 60 00:03:04,120 --> 00:03:06,320 No, that wasn't what I meant. I just meant... 61 00:03:06,320 --> 00:03:08,320 Oh my God, I'm just saying, like, 62 00:03:08,320 --> 00:03:12,080 if they don't take this woman sending me hundreds of emails a day seriously, 63 00:03:12,080 --> 00:03:15,080 they're not gonna give much of a shit about a soft drink, are they? 64 00:03:16,680 --> 00:03:17,920 Well, in that case... 65 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:21,200 I really hate to do this to you, Donny. 66 00:03:22,800 --> 00:03:24,640 I think you'd better move out. 67 00:03:39,840 --> 00:03:43,160 I moved to Kilburn with two guys from my drama-school days. 68 00:03:43,160 --> 00:03:46,560 One of their dads owned the flat, so it was just about affordable for me. 69 00:03:47,160 --> 00:03:49,120 I expected the absolute worst, 70 00:03:49,120 --> 00:03:51,080 but as the door opened onto my new place, 71 00:03:51,080 --> 00:03:54,800 all my dread and frustration at the whole situation just vanished. 72 00:03:54,800 --> 00:03:57,440 It was perfect. A fresh start. 73 00:03:57,440 --> 00:03:59,120 Anonymity again. 74 00:03:59,600 --> 00:04:01,360 Holy shit, this place is nuts. 75 00:04:01,360 --> 00:04:03,400 Yeah, it's such a find, honestly. 76 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:05,760 Jesus Christ. The balcony! 77 00:04:05,760 --> 00:04:09,360 Yeah. Always nice to look down on people as they go about their lives. 78 00:04:09,360 --> 00:04:11,760 Thought you'd have done enough of that at private school. 79 00:04:11,760 --> 00:04:15,440 Haven't seen you for two years, already with the class digs. Good. 80 00:04:17,400 --> 00:04:19,120 How's the comedy going? 81 00:04:19,120 --> 00:04:22,480 Yeah, not bad. Got to the final of a new-act competition recently. 82 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:23,880 New act? 83 00:04:23,880 --> 00:04:25,840 You've been doing this for five years now. 84 00:04:25,840 --> 00:04:28,600 At this rate, I'll still be doing them when I'm picking up my pension. 85 00:04:29,800 --> 00:04:31,600 How about you? What are you up to? 86 00:04:32,120 --> 00:04:34,120 - I'm taking a gap year. In London? 87 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:36,720 Are you working? Saving up or something? 88 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:39,400 Nah, I'm, uh, living off my savings. 89 00:04:39,920 --> 00:04:42,440 Finding my way. Enjoying my freedom. 90 00:04:44,720 --> 00:04:48,760 We steal Wi-Fi from the café downstairs. It's fast as fuck, so we save there too. 91 00:04:49,360 --> 00:04:51,200 Fucking hell, this is insane. 92 00:04:53,960 --> 00:04:55,240 What's the catch? 93 00:05:14,960 --> 00:05:17,920 I found it tediously predictable that Francis had failed to mention 94 00:05:17,920 --> 00:05:20,280 that him and Bijou had taken time off to fulfil their... 95 00:05:20,280 --> 00:05:22,960 Cultural, psychoactive destiny, man. 96 00:05:22,960 --> 00:05:24,360 Psychedelics, bro. 97 00:05:24,360 --> 00:05:27,560 {\an8}They give you an insight, a clarity, like nothing you've seen before. 98 00:05:27,560 --> 00:05:28,720 My thoughts exactly. 99 00:05:28,720 --> 00:05:31,600 A gap year, people think that means getting on planes and shit, 100 00:05:31,600 --> 00:05:35,640 but you can do an entire round trip inside your living room these days, brother. 101 00:05:35,640 --> 00:05:36,920 This all sounds very riveting, 102 00:05:36,920 --> 00:05:39,400 but if it's okay, I'd quite like to take a shit now. 103 00:05:40,080 --> 00:05:41,720 So this was my life. 104 00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:44,880 Hiding away in my bedroom while the heat rose through the floor 105 00:05:44,880 --> 00:05:48,360 and the walls pounded with the shittest fucking music known to man, 106 00:05:48,360 --> 00:05:50,160 feeling utterly overcome 107 00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:53,280 with how much I hated Martha. 108 00:06:04,760 --> 00:06:05,640 Hello? 109 00:06:13,680 --> 00:06:17,280 I've got a daughter. Two month-old. Two-month-old, right? 110 00:06:17,280 --> 00:06:20,400 So I called her Adolf. I'm joking! I'm joking! 111 00:06:20,400 --> 00:06:21,520 What's going on? 112 00:06:22,040 --> 00:06:23,440 She's three months old. 113 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:24,720 Oh, for fuck's sake. 114 00:06:24,720 --> 00:06:26,960 Look, just fucking get that off. 115 00:06:28,680 --> 00:06:30,840 No point. We've watched 'em all several times. 116 00:06:30,840 --> 00:06:34,040 This is gonna sound like a crass question, but why isn't it funny? 117 00:06:34,040 --> 00:06:36,120 Ask Norwich. It's Norwich that's not funny. 118 00:06:36,120 --> 00:06:40,080 We laughed at it for two seconds, then sat around depressed as fuck for you. 119 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:43,400 It's like when someone dies, and you know you can't joke about it. 120 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:45,400 It makes me not wanna do acid again 121 00:06:45,400 --> 00:06:47,800 in case I wake up inside your comedy routine. 122 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:50,120 Sorry, who's this? 123 00:06:50,120 --> 00:06:53,440 - That's Digsy. He's new. - Make yourself at home, why don't you? 124 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:55,960 Whoa, don't take it out on Digsy. It was Martha that told us. 125 00:06:55,960 --> 00:06:57,920 I almost unbarred her there and then. 126 00:06:57,920 --> 00:07:00,200 You don't have the authority to do that, you fat prick. 127 00:07:00,200 --> 00:07:04,280 To be fair, it's a lot funnier than the audience are giving you credit for. 128 00:07:04,280 --> 00:07:06,320 - That's true. - Yeah, marginally so. 129 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:11,200 Don't pity me. That was my first gig. I'm a lot better now. 130 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:13,240 Well, we look forward to seeing it. 131 00:07:13,240 --> 00:07:17,560 Yeah, and until then, I'm thinking let's project that on the wall. 132 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:19,920 - Beam this cunt round the entire pub. - Right. 133 00:07:20,880 --> 00:07:23,880 Yeah? 134 00:07:28,720 --> 00:07:33,400 ♪ You ask me if there'll come a time ♪ 135 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:37,200 ♪ When I grow tired of you... ♪ 136 00:07:37,200 --> 00:07:40,280 I started spending more and more time around Teri's place. 137 00:07:40,800 --> 00:07:43,600 I thought the incident with Martha would be the end of us, 138 00:07:43,600 --> 00:07:46,240 but instead it bound us tighter than ever before, 139 00:07:46,840 --> 00:07:49,480 Teri's experience allowing her to better understand mine. 140 00:07:49,480 --> 00:07:52,640 Jesus, those guys are such assholes. 141 00:07:53,200 --> 00:07:55,720 Did you tell them you have a big, fancy comedy final coming up? 142 00:07:55,720 --> 00:07:58,840 No, I don't think the prospect of becoming the Laughing Duck New Act of the Year 143 00:07:58,840 --> 00:08:01,000 would have done me favors in a conversation like that. 144 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:04,560 They'll be laughing on the other side of their face 145 00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:05,840 when you take home the crown. 146 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:08,400 Mm, I like that attitude. 147 00:08:11,120 --> 00:08:13,640 - Don't get used to this, by the way. I won't. 148 00:08:21,040 --> 00:08:22,720 - Too much chili? Too much? 149 00:08:22,720 --> 00:08:24,760 Christ, Teri, they're gonna feed me this in hell! 150 00:08:26,560 --> 00:08:27,680 Oh my God! 151 00:08:27,680 --> 00:08:29,640 Here, drink your milk, pussy! 152 00:08:30,880 --> 00:08:32,960 I feel like I can see into the next life. 153 00:08:34,120 --> 00:08:36,160 And within the comfort of Teri's flat, 154 00:08:36,160 --> 00:08:39,120 with all the safety she needed and all the privacy I did, 155 00:08:39,120 --> 00:08:41,960 we flourished into the couple we should have always been. 156 00:08:42,480 --> 00:08:45,320 And in a strange sense, I'd gotten everything I'd ever wanted, 157 00:08:45,320 --> 00:08:46,960 a closed-door relationship, 158 00:08:47,560 --> 00:08:51,280 as I tried very hard not to feel grateful towards Martha in some fucked-up way. 159 00:08:51,280 --> 00:08:54,040 When did you first figure out you were open to dating trans women? 160 00:08:54,960 --> 00:08:58,200 I think I asked God one day if he could make my life more complicated. 161 00:08:59,600 --> 00:09:02,960 How do you identify sexually? If there was a gun to your head. 162 00:09:02,960 --> 00:09:04,960 Oh, please, pull the trigger. 163 00:09:04,960 --> 00:09:07,000 Shut up, asshole. 164 00:09:07,680 --> 00:09:10,280 I don't fancy that funeral. All the speeches. 165 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:13,760 "Donny was a top lad with great banter." 166 00:09:13,760 --> 00:09:15,600 Will my gran be the only one that's speaking? 167 00:09:17,160 --> 00:09:18,680 Answer, idiot! 168 00:09:19,480 --> 00:09:23,920 I don't know. Like, bi, maybe. 169 00:09:25,800 --> 00:09:26,920 And what makes you bi? 170 00:09:28,280 --> 00:09:31,000 Because I feel like a fraud no matter who I sleep with. 171 00:09:33,440 --> 00:09:36,000 What's it gonna take to give you some confidence, huh? 172 00:09:37,200 --> 00:09:39,400 Seriously, think about it. 173 00:09:40,280 --> 00:09:41,840 I'm not sure you ever have. 174 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:46,760 I don't know. What's that phrase? 175 00:09:46,760 --> 00:09:51,760 You know, the one about... dancing and watching. 176 00:09:52,560 --> 00:09:54,960 Confidence is dancing like no one's watching you? 177 00:09:55,640 --> 00:09:56,480 Yeah. 178 00:09:58,080 --> 00:09:58,960 I don't know. 179 00:10:00,840 --> 00:10:02,000 Just seems quite nice. 180 00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:04,240 Well, that's easy. 181 00:10:10,040 --> 00:10:12,160 See? Piece of cake. 182 00:10:12,160 --> 00:10:14,720 Yeah, and you look like a total knob too. 183 00:10:14,720 --> 00:10:18,280 Ten years of ballet, two in tap and jazz. 184 00:10:19,080 --> 00:10:20,960 My mom definitely wanted a girl. 185 00:10:21,560 --> 00:10:22,640 ♪ Love me ♪ 186 00:10:24,680 --> 00:10:27,600 ♪ Please love me ♪ 187 00:10:28,200 --> 00:10:31,120 ♪ For a love... ♪ 188 00:10:31,120 --> 00:10:33,000 Come. I'll show you. 189 00:10:33,000 --> 00:10:34,120 No way. 190 00:10:34,120 --> 00:10:36,360 - Don't be shy. - No, not a chance in hell. 191 00:10:36,360 --> 00:10:37,680 - Just try. No, no. 192 00:10:37,680 --> 00:10:40,080 - I'll sandbag you. - Oh, don't be such a bore. 193 00:10:40,080 --> 00:10:41,760 Fine. I'm sandbagging. 194 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:44,320 No. I'm sandbagging. No. 195 00:10:44,320 --> 00:10:46,880 I'll try all evening, if that's what it takes. 196 00:10:46,880 --> 00:10:49,040 No. No. Come here. Come here. 197 00:10:53,880 --> 00:10:54,720 So? 198 00:10:56,800 --> 00:10:58,400 Do you feel like a fraud with me? 199 00:10:59,480 --> 00:11:00,440 I dunno. 200 00:11:01,920 --> 00:11:03,640 We haven't put it to the test yet. 201 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:06,200 ♪ Love me ♪ 202 00:11:07,640 --> 00:11:10,000 ♪ Please love me... ♪ 203 00:11:11,160 --> 00:11:12,480 ♪ For a love... ♪ 204 00:11:12,480 --> 00:11:14,400 Oh fuck, I'm shaking. 205 00:11:14,400 --> 00:11:17,720 That's okay. I can work with that. Come here. 206 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:19,760 ♪ Forget her ♪ 207 00:11:20,240 --> 00:11:22,440 ♪ Keep your loving for another ♪ 208 00:11:23,440 --> 00:11:29,640 ♪ I'll keep my loving for you ♪ 209 00:11:32,920 --> 00:11:34,120 What's going on? 210 00:11:34,680 --> 00:11:37,560 No, no. I'm... I'm fine. I'm just finding it hard to... 211 00:11:38,120 --> 00:11:39,480 Shake off your prejudice? 212 00:11:39,480 --> 00:11:42,040 Please. No lectures during foreplay. 213 00:11:42,040 --> 00:11:45,600 Oh, come on. Don't act like you wouldn't find me hot as a lecturer. 214 00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:49,080 - Mm. - Power suit. Secretary glasses. 215 00:11:49,640 --> 00:11:53,080 One of those pointer things to hit you with. 216 00:11:56,240 --> 00:11:58,960 Oh, I'm sorry. No. No. I'm... I'm not ready. 217 00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:02,200 I'm sorry. My... my body, it's... it's just not letting me. 218 00:12:03,920 --> 00:12:05,800 Hey, don't worry. It's fine. 219 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:08,080 Happens all the time. 220 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:10,440 - Does it? Yeah. 221 00:12:11,200 --> 00:12:13,320 - So I've heard. Shut up! 222 00:12:16,400 --> 00:12:19,480 - Would you like a tea or something? Yeah, sure. 223 00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:21,480 Okay. 224 00:12:24,080 --> 00:12:25,360 It was strange. 225 00:12:25,360 --> 00:12:27,880 After all the awful things that had been done to my body, 226 00:12:28,400 --> 00:12:30,760 I just couldn't lose myself in intimacy anymore. 227 00:12:31,440 --> 00:12:34,360 Now there were feelings involved, it all just felt too much. 228 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:38,400 The touch, the love, the confirmation. 229 00:12:50,280 --> 00:12:51,840 Sorry, it's just not happening. 230 00:12:53,680 --> 00:12:57,120 Over the next fortnight, after repeated failed attempts, 231 00:12:57,120 --> 00:12:59,160 I started noticing a change in Teri. 232 00:13:01,400 --> 00:13:03,760 Days spent predominantly in bed, 233 00:13:03,760 --> 00:13:06,680 skulking around the house in yesterday's clothes, 234 00:13:06,680 --> 00:13:10,000 blurring the line between night and day without her usual spark. 235 00:13:10,960 --> 00:13:12,520 Is everything okay? 236 00:13:13,240 --> 00:13:14,400 Yeah, I'm fine. 237 00:13:16,040 --> 00:13:19,280 Then I would wake in the night to find her shrinking inside of herself, 238 00:13:19,280 --> 00:13:20,320 her wings clipped. 239 00:13:22,840 --> 00:13:24,120 Is everything okay? 240 00:13:24,960 --> 00:13:27,120 My God, stop asking that. 241 00:13:27,120 --> 00:13:31,880 Well, maybe if you explain, I might be able to help. 242 00:13:33,520 --> 00:13:36,120 Look at my hair, Donny. Look at the state of it. 243 00:13:36,120 --> 00:13:39,200 - It's growing back in weird clumps. I think it looks great. 244 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:41,840 It looks horrible, and you know it. 245 00:13:41,840 --> 00:13:44,240 I look like fucking Beetlejuice. 246 00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:49,360 Great. Now you're laughing. 247 00:13:49,360 --> 00:13:50,600 What? That was funny. 248 00:13:54,720 --> 00:13:59,160 Look, Teri, if this is anything to do with all this awkward sex stuff... 249 00:13:59,160 --> 00:14:02,480 No, it's the way you make me feel during the sex stuff. 250 00:14:02,480 --> 00:14:04,200 Like your body's manifesting 251 00:14:04,200 --> 00:14:06,360 all the awful things she said to me that night. 252 00:14:06,360 --> 00:14:09,000 No, no, Teri, it's got nothing to do with that. 253 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:13,120 It's just the whole Martha situation. That's what's getting to me here. 254 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:15,200 I just feel so fucking stressed. 255 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:18,040 But what are you even doing to fix the situation, Donny? 256 00:14:18,040 --> 00:14:21,280 We've been stuck inside for God knows how long now, 257 00:14:21,280 --> 00:14:23,160 waiting for you to figure it out. 258 00:14:23,160 --> 00:14:25,840 Well, I've been to the police, but they were useless. 259 00:14:27,440 --> 00:14:29,080 Did you mention what happened to me? 260 00:14:29,080 --> 00:14:30,440 Of course I did. 261 00:14:31,760 --> 00:14:33,520 Then why haven't they been round? 262 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:38,960 It's because you didn't say shit! 263 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:40,040 That's not true. 264 00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:42,200 You stopped me calling them the night she attacked me. 265 00:14:42,200 --> 00:14:44,000 You stopped everyone calling. 266 00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:46,200 You couldn't have whisked me out of that pub any faster. 267 00:14:46,200 --> 00:14:49,120 - I was trying to get you to safety. - Yeah. Sure you were. 268 00:14:49,120 --> 00:14:51,560 The safety inside your own fucking head. 269 00:15:01,640 --> 00:15:03,560 She said I look like a man, Donny. 270 00:15:06,840 --> 00:15:08,560 Do you know what that's like for me? 271 00:15:09,960 --> 00:15:11,080 No, I don't. 272 00:15:12,880 --> 00:15:15,760 But for what it's worth, you don't look like a man at all. 273 00:15:17,480 --> 00:15:21,160 Pretty rich coming from someone who's always treated me like one. 274 00:15:28,040 --> 00:15:29,560 I should have gone then. 275 00:15:29,560 --> 00:15:31,200 I should have grabbed Teri's hand 276 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:33,440 and brought her to the police station with me. 277 00:15:33,440 --> 00:15:35,040 But still my shame won out. 278 00:15:36,240 --> 00:15:38,000 I just had to find a different way. 279 00:15:48,360 --> 00:15:50,680 We can't charge someone for masturbating. 280 00:15:50,680 --> 00:15:53,000 It's not about the masturbating. Read the email. 281 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:55,000 You shouldn't be allowed to send that. 282 00:15:55,000 --> 00:15:57,640 If anything, her email implies that she's gonna stay away. 283 00:15:57,640 --> 00:15:59,560 I think you're missing the point here. 284 00:15:59,560 --> 00:16:02,080 I'm giving you the arguments she'll come back with. 285 00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:04,080 To arrest someone on the basis of an email, 286 00:16:04,080 --> 00:16:07,400 we need a credible threat or something sexually aggressive. 287 00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:09,640 If I was a young woman and a 40-year-old man 288 00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:12,440 kept emailing stuff about wanking, would that be a credible threat? 289 00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:15,960 With male-to-female gender stalking, the threat of a man is physical. 290 00:16:15,960 --> 00:16:17,160 He carries more weight. 291 00:16:17,160 --> 00:16:19,720 Nobody carries weight against a fucking knife, do they? 292 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:22,520 Again, if I could see any evidence that would suggest violence-- 293 00:16:22,520 --> 00:16:26,040 Oh, Jesus fucking Christ, she's ruining my life here. 294 00:16:26,560 --> 00:16:28,840 Type her name into the system. Martha Scott. 295 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:31,240 There'll be something there. I'm telling you. 296 00:16:45,040 --> 00:16:47,320 Right. 297 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:50,320 Yeah. I... I believe I've found her. 298 00:16:51,160 --> 00:16:52,640 Just... Tell you what... 299 00:16:54,920 --> 00:16:58,000 why... why don't... why don't I get you your, um... 300 00:17:01,000 --> 00:17:03,400 Actually, why don't you just come through to the back? 301 00:17:03,400 --> 00:17:07,000 'Cause I'd better get my... my supervisor just to look through this. 302 00:17:27,160 --> 00:17:29,920 - Sorry, is there someone coming? Yeah. Uh... 303 00:17:29,920 --> 00:17:31,920 Oh, just... just now, in fact. 304 00:17:33,560 --> 00:17:34,400 Thank you. 305 00:17:49,880 --> 00:17:52,000 Good afternoon. I'm Detective Joanne Culver. 306 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:54,800 So, Martha Scott. 307 00:17:56,040 --> 00:17:56,920 Yeah. 308 00:17:57,440 --> 00:17:58,920 I can't say too much here, 309 00:17:58,920 --> 00:18:01,920 but all you need to know is she is a very serious woman. 310 00:18:03,080 --> 00:18:05,680 So serious that she once stalked a policeman. 311 00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:07,960 Right. 312 00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:10,920 My colleague tells me she's not in possession of your phone number. 313 00:18:10,920 --> 00:18:11,880 Is that correct? 314 00:18:11,880 --> 00:18:13,640 Yeah, that's... that's correct. 315 00:18:13,640 --> 00:18:16,400 Good. Let's make sure we keep it that way, shall we? 316 00:18:16,920 --> 00:18:18,440 Yeah. Yeah. 317 00:18:18,440 --> 00:18:21,720 Now, ideally, you would draw up a timeline for us. 318 00:18:21,720 --> 00:18:25,320 Everything that's happened thus far, to give us a sense of the scale of it. 319 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:28,000 That's fine. And in the meantime? 320 00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:29,560 We will talk to her, 321 00:18:29,560 --> 00:18:31,760 warn her regarding any future conduct. 322 00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:32,680 Great. 323 00:18:33,480 --> 00:18:34,480 Then what? 324 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:37,560 The presence of the police can change things, Mr. Dunn. 325 00:18:38,160 --> 00:18:41,080 Mm, I get that, but you literally just said 326 00:18:41,080 --> 00:18:43,880 she's a serious woman who even stalks policemen. 327 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:47,840 We'll do what we can. 328 00:18:54,920 --> 00:18:58,760 The police's presence at Martha's door brought with it a sudden silence. 329 00:18:59,280 --> 00:19:01,680 Strange, eerie silence. 330 00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:08,440 Not a single day from the moment I met her did she not contact me. 331 00:19:08,440 --> 00:19:10,080 Now silence. 332 00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:13,200 Strange, eerie silence. 333 00:19:15,720 --> 00:19:18,360 Weeks went by, and I started to panic. 334 00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:21,120 The emails allowed me to tune into every facet of her emotion. 335 00:19:21,120 --> 00:19:23,640 I knew when she was sad, when she missed me, 336 00:19:23,640 --> 00:19:25,520 when she was ill or drunk or angry. 337 00:19:25,520 --> 00:19:26,880 Now nothing. 338 00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:30,680 I found myself awake at night, 339 00:19:30,680 --> 00:19:32,760 worried, terrified, in fact, 340 00:19:32,760 --> 00:19:35,920 that I was gonna get up one morning to find she'd killed herself, 341 00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:38,880 an email in my inbox expressing that I was the reason why. 342 00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:57,760 Did I miss her? 343 00:19:58,560 --> 00:20:00,640 Was there some part of me that missed her? 344 00:20:00,640 --> 00:20:02,320 Missed the drama, missed the attention, 345 00:20:02,320 --> 00:20:05,920 missed the distraction from him and Teri and myself and what happened. 346 00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:07,960 Did I miss her? 347 00:20:10,320 --> 00:20:12,320 And the strangest part about all of this, 348 00:20:12,840 --> 00:20:14,760 I started to masturbate over Martha. 349 00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:18,480 There was something so awful yet thrilling 350 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:21,520 about doing something that would devastate my life even further. 351 00:20:24,040 --> 00:20:27,880 I would come quickly every time and be left with the same confusion 352 00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:30,400 that had become my post-orgasm trademark. 353 00:20:31,040 --> 00:20:34,320 "What the fuck was that? Where did that come from?" 354 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:37,800 I wasn't even attracted to her, 355 00:20:37,800 --> 00:20:40,840 but the idea of it became this wild obsession for me. 356 00:20:42,640 --> 00:20:44,360 ♪ ...take a stand ♪ 357 00:20:44,360 --> 00:20:47,600 ♪ For it was I who chose to start ♪ 358 00:20:53,400 --> 00:20:57,680 ♪ Just call me angel of the morning ♪ 359 00:20:57,680 --> 00:20:59,040 ♪ Angel ♪ 360 00:20:59,640 --> 00:21:03,040 ♪ Just touch my cheek Before you leave me ♪ 361 00:21:03,880 --> 00:21:05,480 ♪ Baby ♪ 362 00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:09,840 ♪ Just call me angel of the morning ♪ 363 00:21:09,840 --> 00:21:11,600 ♪ Angel... ♪ 364 00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:14,920 Oh God. 365 00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:18,680 ♪ ...turn away from me... ♪ 366 00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:26,560 Someone hurt you, didn't they? 367 00:21:27,920 --> 00:21:32,120 ♪ Just call me angel of the morning ♪ 368 00:21:32,120 --> 00:21:33,600 ♪ Angel ♪ 369 00:21:34,160 --> 00:21:36,680 ♪ Just touch my cheek before you leave... ♪ 370 00:21:36,680 --> 00:21:39,680 Out of all the things I expected Martha to do next, 371 00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:42,120 fixing my broken libido wasn't one of them. 372 00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:46,080 ♪ ...of the morning, angel... ♪ 373 00:21:46,080 --> 00:21:48,480 And I hated how happy it made Teri too. 374 00:21:48,480 --> 00:21:51,640 ♪ Then slowly turn away ♪ 375 00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:56,240 I didn't know anything anymore, 376 00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:58,920 so, in a tailspin as to where this all might end, 377 00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:01,240 I felt abused again. 378 00:22:02,120 --> 00:22:06,560 Surely with the police now involved, she'd be foolish to do anything else. 379 00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:09,640 Have you put together a timeline? 380 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:12,640 Uh, not yet. Sorry, I... I... 381 00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:15,120 I haven't found the words. 382 00:22:17,120 --> 00:22:20,080 Well, no problem. Just get it to us when you can. 383 00:22:21,920 --> 00:22:23,120 So we spoke to Ms. Scott. 384 00:22:23,120 --> 00:22:24,440 What did she say? 385 00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:30,000 Uh, well, she was surprisingly cooperative in the end. 386 00:22:31,560 --> 00:22:32,400 Really? 387 00:22:32,400 --> 00:22:35,960 She said she was embarrassed and went on to accept our offer of help. 388 00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:39,600 In fact, she has attended two of our social-adjustment courses 389 00:22:39,600 --> 00:22:40,800 since we last spoke to her. 390 00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:42,600 Social-adjustment courses? 391 00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:46,280 It's usually for ex-convicts who have done lengthy prison sentences, 392 00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:48,200 but it helps with reoffenders as well. 393 00:22:52,320 --> 00:22:54,320 So, did she say anything else? 394 00:22:55,240 --> 00:22:56,680 Nothing that causes concern. 395 00:22:56,680 --> 00:22:58,680 She didn't, like, pass anything on? 396 00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:01,480 Nothing that comes to mind. 397 00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:05,120 But she was upset, right? I mean, she must have been upset. 398 00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:08,880 No. No, she took it quite well, actually. 399 00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:14,640 So, that's it, then? 400 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:16,360 That's it. 401 00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:20,480 If she contacts you again, we'll move the process on to the CPS, 402 00:23:20,480 --> 00:23:22,160 who will decide the judicial outcome, 403 00:23:22,160 --> 00:23:25,200 and likely result in you obtaining a full restraining order. 404 00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:30,880 You can breathe out now, Donny. 405 00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:38,080 So, what? She just accepted it? 406 00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:42,120 Yeah. Strange, right? I at least thought she'd say something back. 407 00:23:42,120 --> 00:23:45,640 You know, make shit up. But, apparently, she was very cooperative. 408 00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:46,680 Weird. 409 00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:49,120 You think you know someone. 410 00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:51,040 Yeah. 411 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:54,600 What's wrong? 412 00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:57,680 Not the big showdown you were hoping for? 413 00:23:57,680 --> 00:24:02,280 {\an8}I don't know. It's just, like, odd that she had self-restraint all along. 414 00:24:02,920 --> 00:24:05,200 {\an8}Makes me think she wasn't all that mad to begin with. 415 00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:07,520 Now you're talking like the crazy one. 416 00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:10,960 I'm not crazy. 40,000 law firms say otherwise! 417 00:24:11,480 --> 00:24:14,960 Hey, this is still a mentally ill woman that we're talking about here. 418 00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:15,880 Okay, okay. 419 00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:17,280 I'm still a therapist. 420 00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:18,680 I can't be seen indulging... 421 00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:21,640 ...rank impressions, baby reindeer, 422 00:24:21,640 --> 00:24:23,440 baseless lies and slander. 423 00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:25,040 What was that? 424 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:28,480 Was that... Was that a Martha impression? Wow. 425 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:38,040 Who's that? 426 00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:39,040 It's my mum. 427 00:24:39,800 --> 00:24:43,720 Get it. I'm intrigued. You can always judge a man by how he treats his mother. 428 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:45,120 What the fuck do you want? 429 00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:48,480 I'm only joking. I haven't picked up. 430 00:24:51,360 --> 00:24:54,920 I'll get back to her later. This night is for us. 431 00:24:57,440 --> 00:24:58,280 Here. 432 00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:01,920 To new beginnings. 433 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:03,920 To new beginnings. 434 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:12,400 - Do you know what you're having? No idea. What are you getting? 435 00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:15,280 I usually pick the only thing I can pronounce on the menu, 436 00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:17,720 so I think it's the ham hock for me. 437 00:25:17,720 --> 00:25:22,280 First new message, received Sunday 28th at 8:28 p.m. 438 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:25,600 Will you pick up? We've been ringing every hospital 439 00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:27,400 to figure out which one you've been taken to. 440 00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:29,240 Nobody knows a thing, so if you would-- 441 00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:32,440 Give me that, will you? Son, pick up your bastard phone. 442 00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:34,760 We're sitting here wondering where the fuck to go. 443 00:25:34,760 --> 00:25:36,640 Nobody has any records of you anywhere, 444 00:25:36,640 --> 00:25:38,920 or a car crash or anything we've been told. 445 00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:40,720 So tell us what's going on. 446 00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:43,400 We can't get back through to the person who called either. 447 00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:44,680 What's her fucking name? 448 00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:47,160 Martha.