1 00:01:13,285 --> 00:01:14,808 Not today, man. 2 00:01:17,855 --> 00:01:19,813 You remember what day it is? 3 00:01:19,900 --> 00:01:21,337 Why are you being so hostile? 4 00:01:21,424 --> 00:01:23,556 Don't... 5 00:01:23,643 --> 00:01:25,080 Oh, my God! 6 00:01:27,995 --> 00:01:30,195 We've got to start going. 7 00:01:37,875 --> 00:01:41,139 We have 176 text messages. 8 00:01:41,226 --> 00:01:42,575 Wow. 9 00:01:44,099 --> 00:01:45,989 - Yo, it's Mandy. - Mandy. 10 00:01:46,013 --> 00:01:48,053 Are you coming to my End of the World Party tonight? 11 00:01:49,191 --> 00:01:49,321 You know you are. I don't want to hear any of your bullshit. 12 00:01:49,843 --> 00:01:50,843 Oh, we gotta go. 13 00:01:51,715 --> 00:01:53,891 Also Pauly Shore's coming. 14 00:01:53,978 --> 00:01:56,328 Um, oh. Also, I have Ketamine nasal spray. 15 00:01:56,415 --> 00:01:57,808 Not even legal, just for fun. 16 00:01:57,895 --> 00:01:59,940 No, no, no, no, no. 17 00:02:00,027 --> 00:02:03,422 - A little left for you, come on over. - Ugh, so mean. 18 00:02:03,509 --> 00:02:05,869 What do you think I should wear to Mandy's tonight? 19 00:02:06,643 --> 00:02:08,490 I've got mechanic-on-vacation kind of energy... No? 20 00:02:08,514 --> 00:02:11,952 I could just go, like, full Santa Fe art teacher, right. 21 00:02:12,039 --> 00:02:15,782 Just drape myself in linen for the End of the World. 22 00:02:15,869 --> 00:02:19,395 What is this, Ezra? 23 00:02:19,482 --> 00:02:21,875 I'm just kind of trying to keep in touch 24 00:02:21,962 --> 00:02:23,529 with the people that I love. 25 00:02:23,616 --> 00:02:25,705 Haven't seen him since his Bar Mitzvah. 26 00:02:25,792 --> 00:02:27,490 And number two, um... 27 00:02:27,577 --> 00:02:29,207 - Is he shirtless? - There's this fuckin' party, 28 00:02:29,231 --> 00:02:31,624 - It's kind of the last, like... - Yes? 29 00:02:31,711 --> 00:02:33,191 - ...hurrah... - He's kinda hot. 30 00:02:33,278 --> 00:02:34,758 He's your cousin. 31 00:02:34,845 --> 00:02:36,765 - ...whatever you call it, so... - I know, but... 32 00:02:37,674 --> 00:02:39,714 ...I was wondering if you could buy me some alcohol. 33 00:02:40,938 --> 00:02:42,548 Okay, so... 34 00:02:42,635 --> 00:02:45,290 Maybe we don't have to go out to a party tonight, 35 00:02:45,377 --> 00:02:48,641 but we can do something more spiritual. 36 00:02:48,728 --> 00:02:50,730 What if we went to the beach? 37 00:02:50,817 --> 00:02:53,037 Remember when we used to go to the beach? 38 00:02:53,124 --> 00:02:54,908 We were so happy then. 39 00:02:54,995 --> 00:02:57,694 That was, like, the last time you really felt free, right? 40 00:02:57,781 --> 00:03:00,392 I don't know what to tell you, it's like... 41 00:03:00,479 --> 00:03:04,135 My whole life. I've been terrified of dying alone, 42 00:03:04,222 --> 00:03:08,444 and tonight, I am literally dying alone. 43 00:03:08,531 --> 00:03:10,141 But you're not alone, you have me. 44 00:03:10,228 --> 00:03:12,491 Man, you don't count, okay? 45 00:03:12,578 --> 00:03:14,493 You're metaphysical. 46 00:03:14,580 --> 00:03:17,192 Look, tonight, I just wanna, like, 47 00:03:17,279 --> 00:03:20,586 get really fucking high, eat until I puke, 48 00:03:20,673 --> 00:03:22,284 and then die. 49 00:03:22,371 --> 00:03:25,852 I could list so many problems with that idea, 50 00:03:27,071 --> 00:03:29,682 but the first one is, you're out of weed. 51 00:03:35,210 --> 00:03:37,037 Of all the days, 52 00:03:37,124 --> 00:03:39,364 you really think you should be self-medicating today? 53 00:03:39,388 --> 00:03:41,477 Why can't you just be present? 54 00:03:41,564 --> 00:03:45,872 I have an idea. Why don't I give myself the present of doing drugs? 55 00:03:45,959 --> 00:03:47,831 - Hello. - Hi. 56 00:03:47,918 --> 00:03:50,703 - Were you trying to go to the weed store? - Yeah. 57 00:03:50,790 --> 00:03:52,227 I kind of bought it out. 58 00:03:52,314 --> 00:03:54,664 Oh, like, you bought all the drugs inside? 59 00:03:54,751 --> 00:03:56,424 They gave me a deal, I just cleaned 'em out 60 00:03:56,448 --> 00:03:57,884 'cause I just was like, 61 00:03:57,971 --> 00:03:59,886 I don't wanna be without on the last day. 62 00:04:01,105 --> 00:04:03,020 All right, well, I guess I'll, uh... 63 00:04:03,107 --> 00:04:06,371 I mean, I could give you some. I'm not gonna use all of it, obviously. 64 00:04:06,458 --> 00:04:09,069 It's not like I'm saving for a rainy day. 65 00:04:09,156 --> 00:04:11,637 Yeah, sure, that that would be cool. 66 00:04:11,724 --> 00:04:13,006 I just don't want to do it in this alleyway, 67 00:04:13,030 --> 00:04:14,292 it feels a little shady. 68 00:04:14,379 --> 00:04:16,294 and kinda disrespectful to the medicine. 69 00:04:16,381 --> 00:04:18,862 If you want to come to my spot, it's pretty dope, 70 00:04:18,949 --> 00:04:21,081 it's like a very quick walk if you wanna join me. 71 00:04:23,562 --> 00:04:25,564 - Yeah, sure. Why not? - Great. 72 00:04:25,651 --> 00:04:27,890 A few minutes with someone on the last day of Earth? Why not? 73 00:04:27,914 --> 00:04:29,829 Right, yeah, cool, man. 74 00:04:29,916 --> 00:04:32,745 - Yeah, just come with me. It's right here. - All right. 75 00:04:32,832 --> 00:04:35,357 - You live around here? - Yeah, just, uh, just down the block. 76 00:04:35,444 --> 00:04:37,620 - Oh, me too. Is this your spot? - Yeah. 77 00:04:39,970 --> 00:04:42,320 So yeah, it's just right up here, 78 00:04:42,407 --> 00:04:44,037 Your... Your house? Or... 79 00:04:44,061 --> 00:04:45,715 It's not my actual abode, my... 80 00:04:46,411 --> 00:04:47,673 My house is, uh... 81 00:04:47,760 --> 00:04:49,719 You know, a couple blocks away. 82 00:04:49,806 --> 00:04:51,895 - Yeah. - This is public land, it's not mine, 83 00:04:51,982 --> 00:04:53,288 but who's gonna arrest me today? 84 00:04:54,941 --> 00:04:56,769 So, yeah, I figured, like, uh... 85 00:04:56,856 --> 00:04:58,660 I mean, there's... There's enough for everybody, 86 00:04:58,684 --> 00:05:01,774 And also, like, I have some DMT, you know? 87 00:05:01,861 --> 00:05:03,428 So I was gonna maybe do that, 88 00:05:05,125 --> 00:05:06,973 but then I was like, "Maybe that's just like a hat on a hat." 89 00:05:06,997 --> 00:05:08,757 You know I mean? What's the point in doing... 90 00:05:09,434 --> 00:05:11,238 - Sure. - ...DMT when you're about to actually experience real death? 91 00:05:11,262 --> 00:05:13,482 I have also CBD suppositories, 92 00:05:13,569 --> 00:05:15,135 that, um, my girlfriend... 93 00:05:15,222 --> 00:05:16,354 My ex-girlfriend... 94 00:05:17,616 --> 00:05:18,637 She used to get, like, pretty bad, uh, cramps 95 00:05:18,661 --> 00:05:20,706 - when she had her menses. - Uh. 96 00:05:20,793 --> 00:05:22,684 So, if... Do either of you guys have your period, 97 00:05:22,708 --> 00:05:24,108 or are either of you in your menses? 98 00:05:26,669 --> 00:05:29,846 Sorry, who, uh... Who are you talking to? 99 00:05:29,933 --> 00:05:32,457 I'm talking to you and the childlike woman 100 00:05:32,544 --> 00:05:34,677 that I'm now looking at with the black hat on. 101 00:05:39,638 --> 00:05:42,380 Guys. Honestly, I don't appreciate whispering, like... 102 00:05:42,467 --> 00:05:44,750 I'm so... I'm so sorry, it's just... This really. 103 00:05:44,774 --> 00:05:47,342 No one's ever acknowledged me before. 104 00:05:47,429 --> 00:05:49,039 No one's ever seen me. 105 00:05:49,126 --> 00:05:50,432 Is this an abusive relationship? 106 00:05:50,519 --> 00:05:52,608 Uh, no, she's, uh, she's metaphysical... 107 00:05:52,695 --> 00:05:54,479 - Um... Younger self. - ...is the thing. 108 00:05:54,566 --> 00:05:56,960 - So... - Oh. Yeah, okay, that makes sense. 109 00:05:57,047 --> 00:05:59,702 Your her younger self. Yeah. 110 00:05:59,789 --> 00:06:02,245 - I know it sounds crazy. - Doesn't sound crazy to me. 111 00:06:02,269 --> 00:06:03,749 I had my younger self here. 112 00:06:03,836 --> 00:06:06,883 - Uh, what... - Where did he go? 113 00:06:06,970 --> 00:06:09,233 He fell off the side of a mountain on a hike. 114 00:06:11,409 --> 00:06:12,976 He lost his footing. 115 00:06:15,195 --> 00:06:17,241 If you don't want to be with your younger self, 116 00:06:17,850 --> 00:06:18,895 you don't have to be. 117 00:06:19,765 --> 00:06:21,332 If you wanna be truly alone, 118 00:06:22,072 --> 00:06:23,465 you can be truly alone. 119 00:06:27,599 --> 00:06:29,253 Um, okay, so which one of these... 120 00:06:29,340 --> 00:06:31,168 Can we just, uh... I think we'll just grab... 121 00:06:33,126 --> 00:06:35,540 - Yeah, grab, uh... Grab a couple of those 'melos. - Thank you, 'cause, uh... 122 00:06:35,564 --> 00:06:36,628 - I like to call the caramels, "'melos." - Yeah, that's cool. 123 00:06:36,652 --> 00:06:38,610 But they might be uppers, so heads up. 124 00:06:38,697 --> 00:06:40,482 - Okay. And, um... - And, uh, yeah, 125 00:06:40,569 --> 00:06:43,398 grab a couple store-bought, those Rollupz, those Rollies. 126 00:06:43,485 --> 00:06:45,487 - Thank you so much. - And it was nice to meet you. 127 00:06:45,574 --> 00:06:47,619 Hey, uh... Hey, have a nice, uh, trip, man. 128 00:06:47,706 --> 00:06:49,099 - And, um... - Hey, actually, 129 00:06:49,186 --> 00:06:51,710 I don't know if I wanna be alone, can I... 130 00:06:51,797 --> 00:06:53,886 Can I crash with you guys? Can I come with you? 131 00:06:53,973 --> 00:06:55,493 I'm sorry, but we don't... We gotta go. 132 00:06:57,455 --> 00:06:59,631 That was truly terrifying. 133 00:06:59,718 --> 00:07:02,242 Yeah, that dude was real dark. 134 00:07:03,243 --> 00:07:04,854 Uh, you're... You're calling him dark? 135 00:07:04,941 --> 00:07:08,335 You guys had the same exact plan for tonight, verbatim. 136 00:07:08,423 --> 00:07:10,120 Talk about a Ghost of Christmas Future. 137 00:07:11,121 --> 00:07:12,818 The fuck is that supposed to mean? 138 00:07:12,905 --> 00:07:13,905 Liza. 139 00:07:30,836 --> 00:07:31,836 Go. 140 00:07:32,664 --> 00:07:33,709 Just, like, go. 141 00:07:38,496 --> 00:07:39,497 - Hey. - Hey. 142 00:07:42,761 --> 00:07:44,937 You... You cross this bridge often? 143 00:07:45,590 --> 00:07:48,201 Yeah, I do, actually. 144 00:07:48,288 --> 00:07:50,334 I live just up the hill. 145 00:07:50,421 --> 00:07:52,597 - Oh, you moved. - Did. 146 00:07:55,687 --> 00:07:56,687 Um... 147 00:07:57,384 --> 00:07:59,082 I'm sorry. I, um... 148 00:08:00,213 --> 00:08:02,868 that I haven't been in touch. 149 00:08:04,130 --> 00:08:05,741 Yeah, you just stopped. 150 00:08:05,828 --> 00:08:07,133 And I just... 151 00:08:08,526 --> 00:08:10,615 stopped too, I guess. 152 00:08:10,702 --> 00:08:12,704 Well, it's nice to see you... See you now. 153 00:08:14,184 --> 00:08:16,229 - You look good. - No, I don't. 154 00:08:16,882 --> 00:08:18,188 But thank you. 155 00:08:21,713 --> 00:08:23,846 How are you, Nate? 156 00:08:23,933 --> 00:08:27,371 Or is that a stupid question to ask today? 157 00:08:28,894 --> 00:08:30,592 Yeah, I don't know. 158 00:08:30,679 --> 00:08:32,071 You, um, you going to... 159 00:08:32,898 --> 00:08:34,639 Mandy's tonight? 160 00:08:34,726 --> 00:08:36,249 Yeah. I don't know if I'm gonna... 161 00:08:39,688 --> 00:08:41,341 make it, but... 162 00:08:41,428 --> 00:08:43,126 You have a full night ahead of you? 163 00:08:43,213 --> 00:08:44,344 Yeah, pretty full, 164 00:08:44,431 --> 00:08:46,695 just gonna get, like, fucked up, 165 00:08:46,782 --> 00:08:49,132 and then, if all goes well... 166 00:08:49,915 --> 00:08:51,656 puke. 167 00:08:51,743 --> 00:08:53,702 And that's why you have parties. 168 00:08:53,789 --> 00:08:55,617 Oh, right, yeah. 169 00:08:55,704 --> 00:08:56,705 I prefer, uh... 170 00:08:57,532 --> 00:08:58,750 a solo journey... 171 00:09:00,578 --> 00:09:01,840 as you know. 172 00:09:05,278 --> 00:09:06,802 It's really nice to see you, though. 173 00:09:08,281 --> 00:09:10,022 Yeah, it's good to see you too, Liza. 174 00:09:11,763 --> 00:09:12,808 Bye, Nate. 175 00:09:24,341 --> 00:09:25,429 What was that? 176 00:09:28,171 --> 00:09:29,171 I just, I... 177 00:09:30,129 --> 00:09:33,742 I panic, man. I become so... 178 00:09:33,829 --> 00:09:35,482 fucking emotionally, like... 179 00:09:37,528 --> 00:09:40,009 I didn't expect to see that dude today. 180 00:09:40,096 --> 00:09:41,663 And like... 181 00:09:41,750 --> 00:09:44,666 I loved him. I loved him so much 182 00:09:44,753 --> 00:09:47,190 and I fucked everything up. I just... 183 00:09:47,799 --> 00:09:49,105 It's my whole life. 184 00:09:49,192 --> 00:09:52,499 My whole life has just been a series of regret 185 00:09:52,587 --> 00:09:54,589 after regret after regret. 186 00:09:54,676 --> 00:09:58,462 I am just... I'm such a fucking idiot. 187 00:09:58,549 --> 00:09:59,942 This is what I've been saying. 188 00:10:00,551 --> 00:10:01,857 Tonight's the night. 189 00:10:01,944 --> 00:10:04,816 You can face those regrets and turn them around. 190 00:10:06,513 --> 00:10:07,513 Come on. 191 00:10:07,819 --> 00:10:08,907 Fuck it. 192 00:10:13,172 --> 00:10:14,391 All right. 193 00:10:18,874 --> 00:10:19,874 Fuck it. 194 00:10:21,441 --> 00:10:22,573 Let's go with a bang. 195 00:10:58,957 --> 00:11:01,525 - Okay, let's talk regrets. - Okay. 196 00:11:04,093 --> 00:11:06,486 - Obviously, the biggest one is Dad. - Right. 197 00:11:06,573 --> 00:11:09,228 I would like to be honest, 198 00:11:09,315 --> 00:11:12,231 even though it's scary, tonight, with him. 199 00:11:12,318 --> 00:11:13,450 Yeah. 200 00:11:13,537 --> 00:11:15,104 And... 201 00:11:15,887 --> 00:11:17,367 where does that leave Mom? 202 00:11:20,283 --> 00:11:21,632 Let's circle back to her. 203 00:11:23,460 --> 00:11:25,288 - All right, maybe. - Yeah. 204 00:11:25,375 --> 00:11:28,944 Okay, next up, I would like to make amends with Ala. 205 00:11:29,031 --> 00:11:31,294 That was a shitty situation. 206 00:11:31,381 --> 00:11:32,730 - Yeah. - Shouldn't have happened. 207 00:11:32,817 --> 00:11:35,559 Yeah. We let some dumb shit get between us 208 00:11:35,646 --> 00:11:36,865 and tonight, that ends. 209 00:11:37,953 --> 00:11:40,999 Next person I would like to engage with 210 00:11:41,086 --> 00:11:44,350 in a way that feels, you know, I guess confrontational, 211 00:11:44,437 --> 00:11:46,831 is Larry. 212 00:11:46,918 --> 00:11:48,572 - Fuck that guy. - Fuck Larry. 213 00:11:48,659 --> 00:11:50,835 That dude was garbage. 214 00:11:50,922 --> 00:11:52,532 And I loved him, 215 00:11:52,619 --> 00:11:55,710 and I never told him that he didn't deserve my love. 216 00:11:55,797 --> 00:11:57,712 So tonight, Larry, 217 00:11:57,799 --> 00:12:02,238 you're gonna get a piece of this person's noggin. 218 00:12:02,325 --> 00:12:04,283 - Amen. - Thank you. 219 00:12:04,893 --> 00:12:05,893 Men. 220 00:12:06,851 --> 00:12:08,940 You and Nate... 221 00:12:10,768 --> 00:12:12,727 - could fuck. - What? 222 00:12:12,814 --> 00:12:14,119 Gonna fuck. 223 00:12:14,206 --> 00:12:15,947 I mean, I don't know if we're gonna fuck. 224 00:12:16,034 --> 00:12:18,384 You're gonna fuck. 225 00:12:18,471 --> 00:12:19,797 Please stop saying that word, it's really... 226 00:12:19,821 --> 00:12:21,518 It feels inappropriate. 227 00:12:23,781 --> 00:12:26,436 But yeah, we're gonna fuck. 228 00:12:38,317 --> 00:12:41,320 I love that for you. 229 00:12:50,634 --> 00:12:51,940 Uh, dude... 230 00:12:53,680 --> 00:12:54,812 ...where's my car? 231 00:12:55,987 --> 00:12:58,337 Oh, yeah, it was stolen. 232 00:12:59,425 --> 00:13:01,776 - What? - Big guy. 233 00:13:01,863 --> 00:13:04,474 Very attractive. 234 00:13:04,561 --> 00:13:06,258 Yeah. 235 00:13:06,345 --> 00:13:09,044 He took it. It's gone. uh... Very attractive 236 00:13:09,131 --> 00:13:12,569 I saw his whole body and and his beautiful face. 237 00:13:12,656 --> 00:13:16,442 You know, I could, you know, definitely identify him, definitely, Yeah, um... 238 00:13:16,529 --> 00:13:19,794 Because it took a while, you know, to turn on the car, 239 00:13:19,881 --> 00:13:22,666 and he wanted to pair his phone to the radio, 240 00:13:22,753 --> 00:13:23,798 maybe he had a playlist... 241 00:13:24,973 --> 00:13:26,298 You didn't think to, like, say something? 242 00:13:26,322 --> 00:13:28,019 Oh, no, I didn't think about that. 243 00:13:28,106 --> 00:13:29,455 Derrick, man, we're neighbors, 244 00:13:29,542 --> 00:13:31,422 we're supposed to be looking out for each other. 245 00:13:31,457 --> 00:13:35,070 Yeah, the world's ending, so I said, 246 00:13:35,157 --> 00:13:38,682 who gives a fuck, anyway, about any of this shit, you know? 247 00:13:38,769 --> 00:13:42,599 2:00 AM, asteroid hits and then I... 248 00:13:42,686 --> 00:13:44,253 And gone! Gone! 249 00:13:44,340 --> 00:13:46,124 Yeah, yeah, well, I mean, you know, 250 00:13:46,211 --> 00:13:48,213 we're all, we're all in the same boat here. 251 00:13:48,300 --> 00:13:50,172 Why do you need a car today, anyway? 252 00:13:50,259 --> 00:13:52,304 We have some very big plans for... 253 00:13:52,391 --> 00:13:53,915 Yeah, we had a pretty epic day plan 254 00:13:54,002 --> 00:13:56,961 - that could have really used a vehicle. - Yeah. 255 00:13:57,048 --> 00:13:58,571 All right, then, we're gonna, uh... 256 00:13:58,658 --> 00:14:01,183 - I guess we're gonna hoof it. - Okay, hoof away. 257 00:14:01,270 --> 00:14:03,402 - Okay, man. - Hoof away. 258 00:14:05,927 --> 00:14:08,016 Well, it is a beautiful day to walk. 259 00:14:21,986 --> 00:14:24,641 The last time we saw Dad was... 260 00:14:24,728 --> 00:14:27,470 I mean, two birthdays ago? 261 00:14:27,557 --> 00:14:29,689 Yeah? I thought it was last birthday. 262 00:14:29,776 --> 00:14:34,477 No, last birthday, he had that creative dream workshop. 263 00:14:34,564 --> 00:14:37,349 And the birthday before that, he took us to all-you-can-eat sushi. 264 00:14:37,436 --> 00:14:39,076 - Oh... - Hey. 265 00:14:39,438 --> 00:14:41,701 Hi, hello? Yes? No? 266 00:14:41,788 --> 00:14:42,788 - Hi. - Hi. 267 00:14:42,833 --> 00:14:43,703 You can see me? 268 00:14:43,790 --> 00:14:45,183 Yeah. 269 00:14:45,270 --> 00:14:47,664 - What am I holding? - Looks like an English muffin. 270 00:14:47,751 --> 00:14:49,971 Okay, what am I doing now? 271 00:14:50,058 --> 00:14:52,036 - Spinning around in circles. - Spinning in a circle. 272 00:14:52,060 --> 00:14:54,410 Okay. What about now? 273 00:14:54,497 --> 00:14:56,803 - Like a... Like a coy shrug. - I don't know. 274 00:14:56,891 --> 00:14:58,153 A "coy" shrug? 275 00:14:58,240 --> 00:14:59,240 What about this? 276 00:15:01,896 --> 00:15:04,463 It's like a phone that you're not interested in using. 277 00:15:04,550 --> 00:15:06,944 Ah, well, hello. 278 00:15:07,031 --> 00:15:08,119 It's great to see you. 279 00:15:08,206 --> 00:15:10,643 And it's great to be seen, I guess. 280 00:15:11,166 --> 00:15:12,428 I guess so, yeah. 281 00:15:12,515 --> 00:15:14,909 I'm Manny, even though that's Manny in there. 282 00:15:14,996 --> 00:15:16,736 - He's 92. - Wow. 283 00:15:16,823 --> 00:15:18,343 Ninety-one? Something like that, but... 284 00:15:18,390 --> 00:15:20,610 - You're a YS. - Yeah. 285 00:15:20,697 --> 00:15:22,046 - YS. - What's happening? 286 00:15:22,133 --> 00:15:23,526 - Younger self. - Ha-ha. 287 00:15:25,006 --> 00:15:26,113 - Oh, I see. Younger self, I get it. - Younger self. 288 00:15:26,137 --> 00:15:27,257 No, I got it. I just got it. 289 00:15:28,052 --> 00:15:29,732 Why do you think everyone can see us today? 290 00:15:30,141 --> 00:15:31,684 - I mean, what? - I think everyone's just operating 291 00:15:31,708 --> 00:15:32,990 on a higher frequency or something. 292 00:15:33,014 --> 00:15:34,687 - That makes sense. - 'Cause it's the last day... 293 00:15:34,711 --> 00:15:36,408 - Right. - ...so all of a sudden... 294 00:15:36,495 --> 00:15:37,757 Everything's just heightened. 295 00:15:37,844 --> 00:15:39,455 - I think everything is. - Wow. 296 00:15:39,542 --> 00:15:40,760 This is incredible. 297 00:15:42,066 --> 00:15:42,501 - It's so nice to be seen, you know? - I know. 298 00:15:43,067 --> 00:15:44,067 Like really seen. 299 00:15:45,374 --> 00:15:47,294 It's the stress of not being seen that's endless. 300 00:15:47,419 --> 00:15:49,139 When you go into a shop, try to get service, 301 00:15:49,813 --> 00:15:49,900 - try to get the manager to show up... - Ugh. 302 00:15:50,379 --> 00:15:51,423 ...nothing. 303 00:15:53,077 --> 00:15:54,141 Right. So are you buying clothes online mostly, then, or... 304 00:15:54,165 --> 00:15:56,951 Uh, honey, we like to shop. 305 00:15:57,038 --> 00:15:58,474 - Really? - Oh, yeah. 306 00:15:58,561 --> 00:16:00,737 What you guys doing tonight? What's the story? 307 00:16:00,824 --> 00:16:03,653 Sort of, uh, ticking off regrets one by one, you know. 308 00:16:03,740 --> 00:16:05,568 Better get a rush on that. 309 00:16:05,655 --> 00:16:08,179 - Yeah. - Yeah. Gonna go see Dad first. 310 00:16:10,921 --> 00:16:12,601 What are you gonna do the rest of the day? 311 00:16:12,662 --> 00:16:14,118 - I'm gonna finish this sandwich... - Uh-huh. 312 00:16:14,142 --> 00:16:15,423 - ...make another sandwich... - Mmm. 313 00:16:15,447 --> 00:16:17,101 ...eat that one, take a nap, 314 00:16:17,188 --> 00:16:18,668 - take care of Manny... - Uh-huh. 315 00:16:20,235 --> 00:16:21,995 ...talk to him a little bit about his memories and stuff. 316 00:16:22,019 --> 00:16:23,083 I might just walk around the neighborhood. 317 00:16:23,107 --> 00:16:25,153 Oh! So lovely to meet you. 318 00:16:25,240 --> 00:16:26,478 Yeah, it's great to meet you, too. 319 00:16:26,502 --> 00:16:27,894 Listen, happy last day. 320 00:16:27,982 --> 00:16:29,853 Hey, try to remember me like this. 321 00:16:29,940 --> 00:16:31,289 No, no. 322 00:16:32,769 --> 00:16:32,856 - That's a joke. - That's not how you'll die, is it? 323 00:16:33,335 --> 00:16:34,335 Oh, no, no. 324 00:16:35,772 --> 00:16:35,859 - You'll wait to explode like the rest of us. - Yeah. 325 00:16:36,338 --> 00:16:38,079 Okay, good. 326 00:16:38,166 --> 00:16:39,360 - So nice to meet you. - Bye, guys, nice to meet you. 327 00:16:39,384 --> 00:16:40,384 Bye. 328 00:16:43,432 --> 00:16:45,608 Okay, let's talk about Dad. 329 00:16:45,695 --> 00:16:47,610 No, it's fine, we don't need to talk about it. 330 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:49,873 Oh, my God. 331 00:16:50,961 --> 00:16:52,528 What? 332 00:16:52,615 --> 00:16:54,878 Every time you see him, you don't have anything prepared, 333 00:16:54,965 --> 00:16:56,899 so you never say any of the things that you want to. 334 00:16:56,923 --> 00:16:58,162 Well, I didn't realize that I needed to have, 335 00:16:58,186 --> 00:17:00,057 like, a PowerPoint presentation. 336 00:17:00,144 --> 00:17:02,842 Ugh, you're so aggravating. 337 00:17:02,929 --> 00:17:05,106 Why are you being so intense? 338 00:17:12,374 --> 00:17:13,679 Let's keep walking. 339 00:17:17,509 --> 00:17:20,121 Sorry, Dad just gets me riled up. 340 00:17:20,208 --> 00:17:21,557 It's okay, me too. 341 00:17:23,689 --> 00:17:24,689 We'll be fine. 342 00:17:25,213 --> 00:17:26,605 We'll be honest. 343 00:17:26,692 --> 00:17:28,172 Yeah. We'll be fine. 344 00:17:33,351 --> 00:17:34,396 Hey, Dad, 345 00:17:34,874 --> 00:17:35,874 Hi, honey. 346 00:17:37,834 --> 00:17:39,444 You parched? 347 00:17:39,531 --> 00:17:42,056 You look parched. How about a brew? 348 00:17:42,143 --> 00:17:43,970 You know, I'm brewing my own brew now. 349 00:17:44,058 --> 00:17:46,060 - I'm actually fine. - You sure? 350 00:17:46,147 --> 00:17:47,867 - Sure. It's hoppy. It's good stuff. - Yeah. 351 00:17:47,931 --> 00:17:49,411 Okay. 352 00:17:51,674 --> 00:17:53,067 You talk to your mom? 353 00:17:54,329 --> 00:17:55,243 No. 354 00:17:55,330 --> 00:17:56,635 - I did. - Really. 355 00:17:56,722 --> 00:17:57,941 Yeah. I zoomed her. 356 00:17:58,724 --> 00:18:00,726 - Wow. - On the tower. 357 00:18:00,813 --> 00:18:02,859 you know that, huh... 358 00:18:02,946 --> 00:18:04,817 - It's... - I was sorry. 359 00:18:04,904 --> 00:18:06,428 - Right. - And... 360 00:18:07,342 --> 00:18:09,996 - I am, you know. - Sure. 361 00:18:10,084 --> 00:18:12,956 I know that I wasn't-- 362 00:18:14,697 --> 00:18:17,221 But you gotta give me some credit. 363 00:18:17,308 --> 00:18:22,139 I stayed, and she didn't. 364 00:18:23,009 --> 00:18:24,359 And that's-- 365 00:18:24,446 --> 00:18:29,494 Well, I mean, she left and you stayed, but... 366 00:18:34,282 --> 00:18:36,501 I don't know, you were just never really 367 00:18:36,588 --> 00:18:38,373 there to begin with. 368 00:18:39,678 --> 00:18:42,942 You just kind of checked out, man. You were-- 369 00:18:44,292 --> 00:18:45,771 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 370 00:18:45,858 --> 00:18:47,643 Yes, Yes, this is-- 371 00:18:48,383 --> 00:18:50,733 I want you to know that I-- 372 00:18:50,820 --> 00:18:54,737 I didn't-- I didn't want to do what I did. 373 00:18:56,042 --> 00:19:00,308 I wanted someone who wasn't your mother. 374 00:19:02,048 --> 00:19:04,660 And I-- And I didn't have the courage 375 00:19:04,747 --> 00:19:09,969 to leave, and it broke her. 376 00:19:11,536 --> 00:19:12,536 Yeah. 377 00:19:13,364 --> 00:19:15,932 And that is-- That's on me. 378 00:19:18,717 --> 00:19:22,243 I was just really scared, Dad. 379 00:19:23,635 --> 00:19:28,162 I know, I mean, I didn't know. But I know. I know. 380 00:19:28,249 --> 00:19:31,861 I felt really alone, all the time. 381 00:19:32,775 --> 00:19:34,298 Even when you were there. 382 00:19:35,821 --> 00:19:40,391 And as much I didn't wanna be, I was like the parent. 383 00:19:40,478 --> 00:19:42,176 And that's really fucking hard, man. 384 00:19:43,307 --> 00:19:45,309 I could never be the kid. 385 00:19:46,963 --> 00:19:49,444 Could be that, be that now? 386 00:19:51,228 --> 00:19:52,751 What? 387 00:19:52,838 --> 00:19:55,189 Anything you wanna get rid of. 388 00:19:55,276 --> 00:19:59,323 I want-- I want you to give it to me. 389 00:19:59,410 --> 00:20:01,847 - For real? - Yeah. Yeah, absolutely, 390 00:20:01,934 --> 00:20:03,414 Okay. Whoa. 391 00:20:05,111 --> 00:20:07,592 I--The body has to take so much in. 392 00:20:07,679 --> 00:20:09,768 You know, it has to take so much in. 393 00:20:09,855 --> 00:20:11,596 And we don't always know how to handle it. 394 00:20:11,683 --> 00:20:14,251 Like on a cellular level. 395 00:20:14,338 --> 00:20:19,343 And so it just rattles around like this energy pinball. 396 00:20:19,430 --> 00:20:22,085 I like to call it the dense body. 397 00:20:22,172 --> 00:20:24,392 Feel it, Feel it. Where is it? Where is it? 398 00:20:24,479 --> 00:20:26,916 It lives in there. Do it with me. Feel it. 399 00:20:27,003 --> 00:20:29,658 Feel it Where is it? Where's it hurt? 400 00:20:30,267 --> 00:20:31,486 Smash it out. 401 00:20:31,573 --> 00:20:33,373 Give it all. Come on, give it all to me, Liza. 402 00:20:33,401 --> 00:20:34,924 Give it all. Give it all. Come on. 403 00:20:35,011 --> 00:20:37,274 - Standing, okay. - Come on. 404 00:20:37,361 --> 00:20:39,058 Oh-oh, what's that now? 405 00:20:39,145 --> 00:20:41,191 Give it to me. Give it all. 406 00:20:41,278 --> 00:20:42,279 Give it all. Yeah! 407 00:20:42,366 --> 00:20:45,021 - Oh-oh. Okay. - Ho! Ho! 408 00:20:45,108 --> 00:20:47,719 I want it all so you don't have to carry it anymore. 409 00:20:47,806 --> 00:20:50,766 Because it is-- It is mine! 410 00:20:50,853 --> 00:20:51,941 Give it to me! 411 00:20:52,028 --> 00:20:53,595 Give it to me. 412 00:20:53,682 --> 00:20:56,119 Give it to me. 413 00:20:56,206 --> 00:20:59,601 Give it to me. 414 00:21:02,256 --> 00:21:04,910 Yeah, yeah! 415 00:21:08,740 --> 00:21:09,740 Ohh... 416 00:21:10,481 --> 00:21:11,526 Whew. 417 00:21:11,613 --> 00:21:13,397 Thanks, Dad. 418 00:21:13,484 --> 00:21:16,835 I'm gonna drive to the ocean, set sail on the open sea, 419 00:21:16,922 --> 00:21:18,446 swim naked with dolphins. 420 00:21:19,577 --> 00:21:23,015 - You wanna come? - No. I'm good. 421 00:21:23,102 --> 00:21:27,281 Yeah, Maybe you can just be the kid tonight, huh? 422 00:21:34,375 --> 00:21:35,375 Who's that? 423 00:21:40,294 --> 00:21:41,295 Bye, Dad. 424 00:21:42,208 --> 00:21:43,297 Bye, Dad. 425 00:21:50,695 --> 00:21:53,959 Whoo-hoo! Whoo! 426 00:21:59,835 --> 00:22:02,446 So, should we talk about mom yet? 427 00:22:05,057 --> 00:22:06,320 No, not yet. 428 00:22:25,295 --> 00:22:26,383 It's a little on the nose. 429 00:22:29,430 --> 00:22:30,431 Let's go. 430 00:22:31,954 --> 00:22:33,695 My mom called me today. 431 00:22:33,782 --> 00:22:36,306 And she said, "Sweetie, the world's ending, 432 00:22:36,393 --> 00:22:38,743 and everything's going crazy. What's going on?" 433 00:22:38,830 --> 00:22:40,615 And I said "Yeah, it's too bad. 434 00:22:40,702 --> 00:22:41,920 You know, it is what it is." 435 00:22:43,400 --> 00:22:45,080 She said "You seem pretty calm about this." 436 00:22:47,012 --> 00:22:48,903 Well, yeah. Every time you call me feels like the end of the world. 437 00:22:48,927 --> 00:22:51,277 Uh, do we have any administrative assistants 438 00:22:51,365 --> 00:22:52,453 in the house? 439 00:22:53,845 --> 00:22:55,445 Make some noise if you have bureaucracy. 440 00:22:56,152 --> 00:22:57,792 Come on, make some noise, people. Come on. 441 00:22:58,197 --> 00:23:00,025 Hi. Hey. How you guys doing tonight? 442 00:23:00,112 --> 00:23:01,723 - Good. - Uh, yeah. 443 00:23:01,810 --> 00:23:03,246 You know, as good as we can be. 444 00:23:03,333 --> 00:23:05,509 Alright. Uh, what do you do? 445 00:23:05,596 --> 00:23:08,469 Um, I invented an app, and I sold it. 446 00:23:08,556 --> 00:23:10,558 She's actually a very gifted coder. 447 00:23:10,645 --> 00:23:13,517 Okay. Got a little woman in STEM over here. 448 00:23:13,604 --> 00:23:16,477 Let's make some noise for women in STEM. 449 00:23:17,826 --> 00:23:19,044 Awesome. 450 00:23:20,524 --> 00:23:21,893 This is kind of my first time doing this, 451 00:23:21,917 --> 00:23:22,917 If I'm being honest. 452 00:23:24,223 --> 00:23:26,223 I've been a teacher in the LA public school system. 453 00:23:26,269 --> 00:23:29,228 But I've always dreamed of being a standup. So... 454 00:23:29,315 --> 00:23:30,534 This kid asked me 455 00:23:30,621 --> 00:23:31,796 "What's the homework today?" 456 00:23:31,883 --> 00:23:33,755 I said, "Do whatever you want." 457 00:23:33,842 --> 00:23:36,758 You know, there's no assignment today. 458 00:23:36,845 --> 00:23:38,150 Everything is, um-- 459 00:23:38,237 --> 00:23:40,152 Yeah, the only assignment is death. 460 00:23:43,199 --> 00:23:45,636 Well, that's-- That's sort of been my time. 461 00:23:46,768 --> 00:23:49,988 Thanks! Thank you. Pretty cool. 462 00:23:50,075 --> 00:23:54,079 Um, well, listen, I'll be here uh, all night, 463 00:23:54,166 --> 00:23:56,430 however long the night lasts. 464 00:23:56,517 --> 00:23:58,867 So-- Hey where are you from? 465 00:24:03,741 --> 00:24:05,961 Wait. Is that the same dude? 466 00:24:09,530 --> 00:24:10,835 Yeah, keep walking. 467 00:25:33,222 --> 00:25:35,703 Wow! We were not expecting this 468 00:25:35,790 --> 00:25:37,618 when we were walking up this street. 469 00:25:38,619 --> 00:25:40,577 That was fucking incredible. 470 00:25:40,664 --> 00:25:42,704 If you had a hat down I would give you all my money. 471 00:25:43,232 --> 00:25:44,276 If I had any. 472 00:25:44,363 --> 00:25:46,061 I started off busking 473 00:25:46,148 --> 00:25:48,237 and I figured this would be a way to go. 474 00:25:48,324 --> 00:25:50,152 - So beautiful. - Love it. 475 00:25:50,239 --> 00:25:51,239 Thank you. 476 00:25:52,241 --> 00:25:52,676 Well, it means a lot that you're here 477 00:25:53,242 --> 00:25:54,286 to hear this song 478 00:25:54,373 --> 00:25:57,246 because I wrote it as a as a duet. 479 00:25:57,333 --> 00:25:59,422 - Oh, no way. - Yeah. 480 00:25:59,509 --> 00:26:00,554 For my friend Rita. 481 00:26:00,641 --> 00:26:02,381 Oh, cool. 482 00:26:02,643 --> 00:26:03,643 Yeah. 483 00:26:04,383 --> 00:26:07,125 She, uh, um, she's passed away. 484 00:26:07,212 --> 00:26:12,087 And so, um, I haven't been able to sing it with her, but... 485 00:26:12,174 --> 00:26:14,263 Would you wanna sing it with me? 486 00:26:14,350 --> 00:26:16,091 - Oh, no, no, no. - Yeah. 487 00:26:16,178 --> 00:26:17,571 - No, thank you. - That'll be fun. 488 00:26:17,658 --> 00:26:18,920 - C'mon. - No, no, please. No. 489 00:26:19,007 --> 00:26:20,835 She's so good. 490 00:26:20,922 --> 00:26:22,358 No, no, I really-- 491 00:26:22,445 --> 00:26:25,317 She used to be in a band in High School. 492 00:26:25,404 --> 00:26:26,928 When is there ever a better day? 493 00:26:27,015 --> 00:26:28,538 - It's true. - Yeah. 494 00:26:28,625 --> 00:26:31,410 Today is certainly just the fuck it of all days. 495 00:26:32,803 --> 00:26:34,805 - Just a fucking song, so. - Okay. 496 00:26:34,892 --> 00:26:37,025 - Why don't you sing? - Okay. 497 00:26:37,112 --> 00:26:40,245 - She's-- She's good. - I'll help then. 498 00:26:40,332 --> 00:26:42,421 You'll do it? You'll both do it? 499 00:26:42,508 --> 00:26:43,858 I'll get there. I'll get there. 500 00:26:43,945 --> 00:26:45,033 You'll catch on. 501 00:27:22,984 --> 00:27:24,202 You got it? 502 00:27:37,172 --> 00:27:40,131 ♪ How much I loved you 503 00:28:03,633 --> 00:28:07,028 ♪ How much I loved you 504 00:28:35,883 --> 00:28:38,668 - That was so beautiful. - Oh, man. 505 00:28:38,755 --> 00:28:41,453 - Thank you so much. - Thank you. 506 00:28:41,540 --> 00:28:44,892 It's a shame. I feel like we could've been great friends. 507 00:28:45,283 --> 00:28:47,111 I know. 508 00:28:47,198 --> 00:28:51,028 Well, um well, maybe the next one. 509 00:28:52,682 --> 00:28:54,379 Yeah, maybe I'll just see you later. 510 00:28:57,731 --> 00:28:59,384 - Bye. - Bye, thank you. 511 00:29:02,953 --> 00:29:04,085 C'mon. 512 00:29:05,521 --> 00:29:07,523 Okay, next up... 513 00:29:10,526 --> 00:29:12,180 Man, I really fucked up. 514 00:29:12,876 --> 00:29:14,312 Just been a shitty friend, 515 00:29:14,399 --> 00:29:17,272 just been self-absorbed and stubborn. 516 00:29:18,795 --> 00:29:20,710 She did kind of worry about it, you know. 517 00:29:20,797 --> 00:29:22,364 Yeah, and I wouldn't hear it. 518 00:29:22,451 --> 00:29:23,931 Let the dude get in the middle. 519 00:29:24,932 --> 00:29:26,455 Really good thing. 520 00:29:27,151 --> 00:29:30,459 How very 1990's of me. 521 00:29:30,546 --> 00:29:32,940 She wasn't completely innocent either, though. 522 00:29:34,506 --> 00:29:37,858 Aww. I love this side of you. 523 00:29:43,211 --> 00:29:44,995 Yeah. I don't think I can do this. 524 00:29:45,691 --> 00:29:48,607 What? Yes, you can. 525 00:29:48,694 --> 00:29:50,653 It's just-- It's gonna be so uncomfortable, man. 526 00:29:50,740 --> 00:29:53,177 And like, who knows if she even wants to see me? 527 00:29:53,264 --> 00:29:54,483 This was a terrible idea. 528 00:29:55,789 --> 00:29:55,876 Honestly, I don't know why I even listen to you. 529 00:29:56,354 --> 00:29:57,354 Oh, my God. 530 00:29:58,356 --> 00:29:59,716 When have I ever steered you wrong? 531 00:30:00,837 --> 00:30:02,970 I don't know. I've never really let you steer before. 532 00:30:03,753 --> 00:30:05,363 I got you. 533 00:30:28,430 --> 00:30:29,953 - Listen. - It's done-- It's. 534 00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:32,303 - Sorry. - You go. 535 00:30:32,390 --> 00:30:33,950 - Okay, it's that-- - I just feel that-- 536 00:30:34,218 --> 00:30:35,263 Sorry. 537 00:30:35,350 --> 00:30:37,352 You go. 538 00:30:37,439 --> 00:30:39,397 I feel like you weren't really listening to me 539 00:30:39,484 --> 00:30:42,052 when I was trying to explain to you what you are worth. 540 00:30:42,139 --> 00:30:43,184 - I know. - But you wanted 541 00:30:43,271 --> 00:30:44,591 something different for yourself. 542 00:30:45,926 --> 00:30:47,886 I was like a lesser version of myself at the time. 543 00:30:48,363 --> 00:30:50,210 - You were. - And actually embarrassed. You know what I mean. 544 00:30:50,234 --> 00:30:53,107 - ...kind of subpar. - Say my truth for a second, 545 00:30:53,194 --> 00:30:54,108 Yes, I want that. 546 00:30:54,195 --> 00:30:56,066 You also sort of abandoned me. 547 00:30:56,153 --> 00:30:58,590 - That abandonment was part of it. - It was so annoying 548 00:30:58,677 --> 00:31:01,158 to be the friend with the shitty dude. 549 00:31:01,245 --> 00:31:04,683 But you were with the shitty dude. He was the worst... 550 00:31:04,770 --> 00:31:06,903 And you're feeling were... 551 00:31:06,990 --> 00:31:09,775 And that is why I feel like I need you to recognize 552 00:31:09,863 --> 00:31:11,386 how I was developing psychically, 553 00:31:11,473 --> 00:31:13,301 which you didn't really pay attention to. 554 00:31:13,388 --> 00:31:16,521 And that is an ability that I scoffed at for a long time. 555 00:31:16,608 --> 00:31:18,456 And that was something I was trying to use for your benefit. 556 00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:20,400 - ...wanted you to see it. - And I know that now. 557 00:31:23,180 --> 00:31:25,269 - Thank you. - That makes a lot of sense. 558 00:31:25,356 --> 00:31:27,968 I, like-- I actually feel so heard. 559 00:31:28,055 --> 00:31:29,575 - I do too. - Thank you for hearing me. 560 00:31:29,621 --> 00:31:30,621 Wow. 561 00:31:30,666 --> 00:31:31,972 - Wow. - Wow. 562 00:31:32,059 --> 00:31:33,645 I have a literally been saying that in my head 563 00:31:33,669 --> 00:31:35,279 - for like seven years. - Years. 564 00:31:35,366 --> 00:31:37,083 - I was so scared... - I was so scared of you. 565 00:31:37,107 --> 00:31:38,707 I was so sacred, you were so scary. 566 00:31:38,761 --> 00:31:39,921 That's why I'm on the street. 567 00:31:41,155 --> 00:31:42,523 That time, honestly I saw you on the street 568 00:31:42,547 --> 00:31:43,568 - and I didn't walk up to you, so weird. - No! 569 00:31:43,592 --> 00:31:44,832 I saw you and I was like, "Oh!" 570 00:31:45,028 --> 00:31:46,948 I lost it and I was just like, what is this life? 571 00:31:47,030 --> 00:31:48,814 I just want go talk to you because like... 572 00:31:48,902 --> 00:31:50,599 - I know. - Friend, you're my best friend. 573 00:31:50,686 --> 00:31:53,123 - You were like a limb. - That kills me, dude. 574 00:31:53,210 --> 00:31:55,473 You saw me and that you couldn't say hi to me 575 00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:57,388 because I was such a dick. 576 00:31:57,475 --> 00:31:58,737 ...talking to a stupid girl, 577 00:31:58,824 --> 00:32:00,609 and I was like is that your friend? 578 00:32:00,696 --> 00:32:02,480 No, I don't have any. 579 00:32:02,567 --> 00:32:03,917 I don't either. 580 00:32:04,004 --> 00:32:07,311 I've just been sitting in the drudge of solitude. 581 00:32:07,398 --> 00:32:09,835 And I was seeing that because I-- 582 00:32:09,923 --> 00:32:11,533 You've a gift. 583 00:32:11,620 --> 00:32:13,119 And honestly like, I don't want to brag about it. 584 00:32:13,143 --> 00:32:14,947 I don't need to be like I have this thing, but like-- 585 00:32:14,971 --> 00:32:16,146 I haven't witnessed it. 586 00:32:16,233 --> 00:32:17,931 But I'm just I'm hearing you tell me that. 587 00:32:18,018 --> 00:32:19,647 And if you tell me that, then I believe you. 588 00:32:19,671 --> 00:32:23,327 I have developed psychically to the place 589 00:32:23,414 --> 00:32:25,677 where I am capable of extraordinary things. 590 00:32:25,764 --> 00:32:27,284 And it doesn't come without hard work. 591 00:32:27,331 --> 00:32:30,291 I trained, you know, I'm Reiki one certified. 592 00:32:30,378 --> 00:32:32,641 - Wow! - Yeah, that just came in the mail. 593 00:32:32,728 --> 00:32:34,097 But, like everyone is operating on this, 594 00:32:34,121 --> 00:32:35,426 like other level today, 595 00:32:35,513 --> 00:32:37,211 - Up here. - ...and I see now 596 00:32:37,298 --> 00:32:40,083 your gift is real, and I am sorry. 597 00:32:40,170 --> 00:32:42,433 You see the future, man, that is cool. 598 00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:43,826 It's crazy. 599 00:32:45,219 --> 00:32:46,239 And so when I knew that Larry was a piece of shit 600 00:32:46,263 --> 00:32:47,830 and he-- Honestly like, I'm sorry, 601 00:32:47,917 --> 00:32:49,503 I feel like now we can take space from it 602 00:32:49,527 --> 00:32:50,702 and see that he was. 603 00:32:51,965 --> 00:32:53,725 - The fucking worst! - He was a trash person. 604 00:32:53,836 --> 00:32:54,856 - I know. - Whatever happened to Nate? 605 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:56,534 Remember Nate? He was good. 606 00:32:56,621 --> 00:32:58,034 It's funny you should ask about Nate. 607 00:32:58,058 --> 00:32:59,668 Well, there's so much to catch up on. 608 00:32:59,755 --> 00:33:02,062 Some shit went down after we stopped speaking. 609 00:33:02,149 --> 00:33:04,673 We got drunk-- Oh, you know. Oh fuck, of course you know. 610 00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:06,631 I want you to go through it with me 611 00:33:06,718 --> 00:33:08,764 because it's helpful as confirmation 612 00:33:08,851 --> 00:33:10,505 almost for like, how I practice? 613 00:33:10,592 --> 00:33:13,377 Sure. So we got very drunk one night, 614 00:33:13,464 --> 00:33:18,339 and, um, he end up like telling me 615 00:33:18,426 --> 00:33:19,557 that he loved me. 616 00:33:19,644 --> 00:33:21,951 He loved you. Oh, my God. 617 00:33:22,038 --> 00:33:23,735 And to come out of that mouth. 618 00:33:23,822 --> 00:33:26,129 - I know. - With those eyes. 619 00:33:26,216 --> 00:33:29,567 - It was like la-la-la-la-la. - God 620 00:33:29,654 --> 00:33:30,655 And then we end up, like, 621 00:33:31,743 --> 00:33:32,894 of course, like, hooking up a little bit. 622 00:33:32,918 --> 00:33:34,703 - And it was fireworks. - Fucking beyond. 623 00:33:34,790 --> 00:33:36,531 - Dynamite. - Earthquakes. 624 00:33:38,011 --> 00:33:39,490 - And then I freaked out. - Yeah. 625 00:33:39,577 --> 00:33:42,406 And I shut down and pushed him away. 626 00:33:42,493 --> 00:33:43,581 And he was so vulnerable 627 00:33:44,756 --> 00:33:46,299 that of course, he was, like, humiliated. 628 00:33:46,323 --> 00:33:47,431 And then it just made everything so weird. 629 00:33:47,455 --> 00:33:48,695 We couldn't be friends any more 630 00:33:48,804 --> 00:33:48,891 then he started dating somebody else. 631 00:33:49,413 --> 00:33:50,413 What happened? 632 00:33:50,893 --> 00:33:51,502 - Remind me. I mean. - I saw him. 633 00:33:51,589 --> 00:33:52,721 - Yup. - Today. 634 00:33:52,808 --> 00:33:55,419 - Hmm-mm - After years of not speaking. 635 00:33:55,506 --> 00:33:58,161 But he also was like, I'm going to Mandy's party. 636 00:33:58,248 --> 00:34:00,555 I'd like to tell Nate that I-- 637 00:34:01,730 --> 00:34:03,036 - Love him. - Love him. 638 00:34:03,123 --> 00:34:04,863 - I've always been in love with him. - Yes! 639 00:34:04,950 --> 00:34:07,997 The time is now because I got to tell you, 640 00:34:08,084 --> 00:34:10,782 your after life is honestly unfair. 641 00:34:10,869 --> 00:34:12,523 It is unjust how good it is. 642 00:34:12,610 --> 00:34:15,048 Like I can't. Woo! I wanna, kind of wanna tell you, 643 00:34:15,135 --> 00:34:17,789 but I don't want to fuck it up because of no ripple effect. 644 00:34:17,876 --> 00:34:19,922 No, you obviously have to tell me now. 645 00:34:20,009 --> 00:34:22,142 I'm gonna tell you one word, just one word. 646 00:34:24,318 --> 00:34:25,406 Chalamet. 647 00:34:26,624 --> 00:34:28,974 - Shut up. - Life partners. 648 00:34:29,062 --> 00:34:31,020 - No. For life? - Life partners. 649 00:34:31,107 --> 00:34:32,326 For life, for that life. 650 00:34:32,413 --> 00:34:34,241 - In the afterlife? - In the afterlife. 651 00:34:34,328 --> 00:34:36,460 - Timothee. - Timothee. 652 00:34:37,592 --> 00:34:38,723 Chalamet. 653 00:34:40,464 --> 00:34:41,900 Wow! 654 00:34:41,987 --> 00:34:47,428 Also, I see a lot of dairy, with zero consequences. 655 00:34:47,515 --> 00:34:50,735 I am lactose tolerant and fucking Timmy. 656 00:34:50,822 --> 00:34:51,910 That's right. 657 00:34:51,997 --> 00:34:54,696 - Holy shit. - Thank you for coming by. 658 00:34:54,783 --> 00:34:56,263 Thank you for receiving me. 659 00:34:56,350 --> 00:34:59,222 Uh, you're so fucking stupid. I love you so much. 660 00:34:59,309 --> 00:35:02,443 You're so stupid. I love you. You're fucked, Okay. 661 00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:05,272 - Bye. - Bye. 662 00:35:15,064 --> 00:35:16,152 Fucking nightmare. 663 00:35:17,893 --> 00:35:18,981 That was cool. 664 00:35:19,068 --> 00:35:21,375 - She is so great. - She is the coolest. 665 00:35:21,462 --> 00:35:24,334 - Feels so good to be honest, you know. - Right? 666 00:35:25,030 --> 00:35:26,206 You were so scared, 667 00:35:26,293 --> 00:35:28,599 I mean, so scared to confront things. 668 00:35:28,686 --> 00:35:32,908 And then it's like, who's direct? This guy. 669 00:35:34,127 --> 00:35:35,519 Hey, can I be direct? 670 00:35:35,606 --> 00:35:36,912 Sure. 671 00:35:36,999 --> 00:35:38,740 Please stop walking in front of me. 672 00:35:38,827 --> 00:35:40,307 I'm not walking in front of you. 673 00:35:43,527 --> 00:35:44,963 Thank you. 674 00:35:45,050 --> 00:35:46,051 See, I like this. 675 00:35:47,183 --> 00:35:48,663 I like being next to you. 676 00:35:54,059 --> 00:35:56,453 - Where're you going? - You gotta stay next to me. 677 00:35:56,540 --> 00:35:57,889 - No. - C'mon. 678 00:35:58,499 --> 00:35:59,674 C'mon. 679 00:36:02,633 --> 00:36:05,941 Oh, she burns. She burns good. 680 00:36:14,036 --> 00:36:15,168 Is that Mandy? 681 00:36:23,959 --> 00:36:25,134 It can't be. 682 00:36:25,221 --> 00:36:26,744 - No. - I don't think so. 683 00:36:27,484 --> 00:36:28,746 She's home. She's preparing. 684 00:36:36,406 --> 00:36:38,408 Okay, who's next? 685 00:36:38,495 --> 00:36:39,888 Larry. 686 00:36:42,891 --> 00:36:44,980 Hey. Hi. 687 00:36:45,067 --> 00:36:47,765 Sorry. Um, do you know if the Getty's opened today? 688 00:36:47,852 --> 00:36:49,158 Uh? 689 00:36:51,943 --> 00:36:52,943 Liza? 690 00:36:54,250 --> 00:36:55,512 It's Sal. 691 00:36:55,599 --> 00:36:59,560 Sal Benedetti. 692 00:36:59,647 --> 00:37:00,778 First kiss. 693 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:03,390 - Yeah. - Oh, my God. 694 00:37:03,477 --> 00:37:06,044 - By the... - ...yeah. 695 00:37:06,131 --> 00:37:10,179 - Cast party. - Cast party for the Music Man! 696 00:37:10,266 --> 00:37:13,400 I wouldn't have recognized. But you really uh... 697 00:37:14,444 --> 00:37:16,490 - I grew up. - You have grown up. 698 00:37:16,577 --> 00:37:18,056 - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. - Yeah. 699 00:37:19,623 --> 00:37:21,035 You were so good in theater. Whatever, did anything happen? 700 00:37:21,059 --> 00:37:23,453 Thank you. No, I... You know I do sex therapy 701 00:37:23,540 --> 00:37:26,717 I do climax therapy specifically. 702 00:37:26,804 --> 00:37:29,024 I help couples who are having block 703 00:37:29,111 --> 00:37:30,852 sort of reach climax. 704 00:37:30,939 --> 00:37:33,985 And today's been busy. 705 00:37:34,072 --> 00:37:36,161 Is it a sort of a water based? 706 00:37:36,249 --> 00:37:39,948 No. I had a client that wanted to make love in the pool. 707 00:37:40,035 --> 00:37:43,256 So I was there to sort of facilitate. 708 00:37:43,343 --> 00:37:45,040 So you're in the water with them? 709 00:37:45,127 --> 00:37:48,261 I was-- Not every client needs me to be that close, 710 00:37:48,348 --> 00:37:50,698 but I do dip in for some. Yeah. 711 00:37:50,785 --> 00:37:52,874 - You dip in? - Yeah. I, uh, yeah. 712 00:37:52,961 --> 00:37:54,658 But you don't "dip in"? 713 00:37:54,745 --> 00:37:55,877 No, no, no, no. 714 00:37:57,095 --> 00:37:58,551 I don't partake in the love making though. 715 00:37:58,575 --> 00:38:00,838 - Wow, - It's so insane to see you. 716 00:38:00,925 --> 00:38:03,798 Wow, what a pleasure to see you in-- 717 00:38:03,885 --> 00:38:05,408 In the flesh, in so much flesh. 718 00:38:06,017 --> 00:38:07,105 Thank you. 719 00:38:07,802 --> 00:38:09,107 Sal Benedetti. 720 00:38:09,194 --> 00:38:11,980 Listen, when you do go out tonight, 721 00:38:13,721 --> 00:38:16,680 really breathe through it and let whatever comes... 722 00:38:17,594 --> 00:38:18,682 Come. 723 00:38:19,204 --> 00:38:20,204 Thank you. 724 00:38:21,163 --> 00:38:23,948 Welcome. And that's for free 725 00:38:25,646 --> 00:38:27,517 - All right. Wow. - Wow. 726 00:38:28,866 --> 00:38:30,564 - See you, Sal. - Bye, Liza. 727 00:38:32,261 --> 00:38:33,567 See you in the next one. 728 00:38:33,654 --> 00:38:35,656 I hope so. And you know what? You will. 729 00:38:37,875 --> 00:38:38,920 Rock on. 730 00:38:44,317 --> 00:38:46,406 Man, Sal Benedetti. 731 00:38:47,755 --> 00:38:49,626 You had terrible taste in men. 732 00:38:49,713 --> 00:38:50,888 Yeah, truly. 733 00:38:52,673 --> 00:38:55,850 - Hey, can I tell you a secret? - Mmm-hmm. 734 00:38:55,937 --> 00:38:58,679 I considered fucking that dude in the tent today. 735 00:38:58,766 --> 00:38:59,766 What? 736 00:39:01,377 --> 00:39:02,552 Jesus, dude. 737 00:39:03,466 --> 00:39:05,381 Honestly, what is your type? 738 00:39:05,468 --> 00:39:07,383 Oh, you know, anyone who will give me 739 00:39:07,470 --> 00:39:09,037 a modicum of attention, 740 00:39:09,124 --> 00:39:11,344 paired with a promise of rejection. 741 00:39:11,431 --> 00:39:14,042 A little seductive, a little sociopathic. 742 00:39:14,129 --> 00:39:17,611 You know, someone who could potentially love me, 743 00:39:17,698 --> 00:39:18,699 but also prove to me 744 00:39:19,787 --> 00:39:21,307 that ultimately, I'm unworthy of love. 745 00:39:21,963 --> 00:39:23,356 I don't believe that. 746 00:39:24,531 --> 00:39:26,489 Oh, no. 747 00:39:26,576 --> 00:39:27,856 You wanna be loved. 748 00:39:29,405 --> 00:39:31,625 Like, really loved. 749 00:39:33,888 --> 00:39:36,804 Today we take no prisoners, 750 00:39:36,891 --> 00:39:39,023 today we see what that looks like. 751 00:40:24,895 --> 00:40:25,895 What the... 752 00:40:28,116 --> 00:40:29,639 They say go with vintage. 753 00:40:29,726 --> 00:40:32,007 Go with vintage. You couldn't just get a Bluetooth speaker 754 00:40:36,603 --> 00:40:37,603 Fuck this. 755 00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:46,568 Hey! 756 00:40:47,875 --> 00:40:50,007 - Hey. - You're not using this anymore? 757 00:40:51,139 --> 00:40:52,139 No. 758 00:40:53,228 --> 00:40:54,228 Cool. 759 00:41:12,116 --> 00:41:14,162 Hey, Liza. 760 00:41:14,249 --> 00:41:15,529 You here to tell me you love me. 761 00:41:15,903 --> 00:41:19,341 No, I'm here to 762 00:41:22,431 --> 00:41:27,480 to remind you of the mess 763 00:41:28,393 --> 00:41:31,048 you left when you went away. 764 00:41:31,135 --> 00:41:34,138 Because it's not fair, dude, 765 00:41:34,225 --> 00:41:39,317 to deny me of the cross I bear 766 00:41:40,449 --> 00:41:42,016 that you fucking gave to me. 767 00:41:42,364 --> 00:41:43,364 Right. 768 00:41:44,322 --> 00:41:45,759 That makes a lot of sense. 769 00:41:45,846 --> 00:41:46,890 And I hear you. 770 00:41:46,977 --> 00:41:48,762 I hear everything you're saying 771 00:41:48,849 --> 00:41:51,155 because there's nothing coming out of those speakers. 772 00:41:51,242 --> 00:41:52,896 I know, I found it on the street 773 00:41:52,983 --> 00:41:54,550 but I thought it was a cool visual. 774 00:41:54,637 --> 00:41:57,597 - Okay. - I think it's broken. 775 00:41:57,684 --> 00:41:59,724 I'm on my way down. Can I get you anything to drink? 776 00:41:59,773 --> 00:42:01,470 No, I'm fine. 777 00:42:01,557 --> 00:42:03,927 Not a seltzer water, flaming hot Cheetos, something like that. 778 00:42:03,951 --> 00:42:06,083 No, I don't eat Cheetos, man. 779 00:42:06,170 --> 00:42:07,824 You know that about me? 780 00:42:07,911 --> 00:42:10,111 Those bright ass lips. You've been eating something red. 781 00:42:10,566 --> 00:42:12,699 I love you. Okay. 782 00:42:14,875 --> 00:42:15,919 He said he loved me. 783 00:42:19,793 --> 00:42:24,667 Larry, I feel like I never got the opportunity to tell you 784 00:42:24,754 --> 00:42:27,278 that you really hurt me, you know? 785 00:42:27,365 --> 00:42:29,759 And like what we had was real, 786 00:42:29,846 --> 00:42:31,258 and you made me feel like it wasn't real. 787 00:42:31,282 --> 00:42:33,023 And when you just, like, ghost a person 788 00:42:33,110 --> 00:42:35,156 and don't respond to any of my texts, 789 00:42:35,243 --> 00:42:38,551 like I had no closure on us. 790 00:42:38,638 --> 00:42:40,640 That's right. No, closure. 791 00:42:40,727 --> 00:42:42,182 I think it's important to have closure, 792 00:42:42,206 --> 00:42:43,556 and you didn't get that from me. 793 00:42:43,643 --> 00:42:45,906 I'm here. I'm here lay it on me, let me receive. 794 00:42:45,993 --> 00:42:47,734 You know, this has been happening all day. 795 00:42:48,212 --> 00:42:49,562 This? 796 00:42:49,649 --> 00:42:51,609 Yeah, girls coming over and telling me like it is. 797 00:42:51,955 --> 00:42:54,523 Yes, I did cheat on you, seven times. 798 00:42:54,610 --> 00:42:57,439 Seven times? You told me you cheated on me two times. 799 00:42:58,440 --> 00:43:00,660 Uh, yeah, with women, yeah. 800 00:43:00,747 --> 00:43:02,400 But it's not about the number, okay? 801 00:43:02,487 --> 00:43:04,968 It's about what we did in those positions that we did it in. 802 00:43:05,055 --> 00:43:06,622 Sure, you don't like to get weird? 803 00:43:06,709 --> 00:43:08,450 You don't like to play with my butt, 804 00:43:08,537 --> 00:43:10,931 and they do, and that's fine, 805 00:43:11,018 --> 00:43:13,324 because that's not what you're into, okay? 806 00:43:13,411 --> 00:43:15,211 You don't like to get weird on the brown line. 807 00:43:15,500 --> 00:43:16,850 No, I don't. 808 00:43:16,937 --> 00:43:18,982 I don't travel on the brown line. 809 00:43:19,069 --> 00:43:21,855 And that's one of my main forms of transportation. 810 00:43:21,942 --> 00:43:23,552 And the women that I cheated on you 811 00:43:23,639 --> 00:43:25,859 and some of the others, they knew that about me. 812 00:43:25,946 --> 00:43:27,445 And I was just getting some things out. 813 00:43:27,469 --> 00:43:28,688 The time we went to Anguilla. 814 00:43:28,775 --> 00:43:30,211 We never went to Anguilla. 815 00:43:32,256 --> 00:43:33,780 Yeah, I know we never went to... 816 00:43:33,867 --> 00:43:36,086 I was saying, like, in a... 817 00:43:37,218 --> 00:43:38,654 We never went to... You didn't? 818 00:43:38,741 --> 00:43:40,395 No! 819 00:43:40,482 --> 00:43:42,503 I tried to take us on a vacation for our anniversary. 820 00:43:42,527 --> 00:43:46,880 You said that you had to work, and then I walked in on you... 821 00:43:46,967 --> 00:43:47,967 Putting that work in. 822 00:43:48,011 --> 00:43:49,143 Yeah, you were working. 823 00:43:49,230 --> 00:43:51,885 Look, we never went on vacation, okay? 824 00:43:51,972 --> 00:43:54,191 You definitely asked me to. 825 00:43:54,278 --> 00:43:58,152 And when you come home, you find me going to town on some lady. 826 00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,763 That's low. 827 00:44:00,850 --> 00:44:02,349 - Yeah. - That's very low. 828 00:44:02,373 --> 00:44:04,332 You're just repeating shit I say. 829 00:44:04,419 --> 00:44:07,422 Ain't that like me? To just repeat things you say. 830 00:44:07,509 --> 00:44:09,149 - Yes. - I'm ashamed of me. 831 00:44:09,206 --> 00:44:11,271 Because I'm not just cheating on you, I'm cheating on myself, 832 00:44:11,295 --> 00:44:14,168 and I'm cheating on the people that count on me the most. 833 00:44:14,255 --> 00:44:16,537 Don't do that. Don't do that with your voice. You're not crying. 834 00:44:16,561 --> 00:44:18,868 It's not you, okay. It's one... 835 00:44:18,955 --> 00:44:20,391 It's partly you but it's me. 836 00:44:20,478 --> 00:44:23,046 No, it's me because it's we. 837 00:44:24,004 --> 00:44:25,092 It's all of us, really. 838 00:44:25,179 --> 00:44:26,484 What world are we living in? 839 00:44:26,571 --> 00:44:29,226 Uh, we got to get it together as a people. 840 00:44:29,313 --> 00:44:30,750 We got to stand up. 841 00:44:31,533 --> 00:44:33,013 And we got to say no! 842 00:44:33,709 --> 00:44:34,754 To what? 843 00:44:34,841 --> 00:44:37,104 Temptation, also The Temptations. 844 00:44:37,191 --> 00:44:40,803 If you put Temptations on when a lady walks through this door, panties drop. 845 00:44:40,890 --> 00:44:43,676 Larry! Get down here, Larry. I need to talk to you. 846 00:44:43,763 --> 00:44:45,765 I got to get some things off my chest. 847 00:44:45,852 --> 00:44:47,652 - Larry? You hiding? - Yeah, he's here. 848 00:44:47,723 --> 00:44:48,550 No, I'm not hiding. 849 00:44:48,637 --> 00:44:50,900 I'm so sorry to interrupt. 850 00:44:50,987 --> 00:44:53,816 I have some things that I need to get off my chest. 851 00:44:53,903 --> 00:44:56,079 You know what? 852 00:44:58,386 --> 00:45:01,104 And all I'm going to say is I walked that brown fine line and it was not worth it, okay? 853 00:45:01,128 --> 00:45:01,781 That's actually very good for me to hear because I didn't. 854 00:45:01,868 --> 00:45:03,173 You're welcome. 855 00:45:04,566 --> 00:45:05,761 And I've sort of regretted it because I felt like 856 00:45:05,785 --> 00:45:06,437 if I could have held that space for you, 857 00:45:06,524 --> 00:45:07,961 that butt play space... 858 00:45:09,527 --> 00:45:11,727 What we need to do in a time like this is come together. 859 00:45:12,356 --> 00:45:15,664 Black, white, brown, purple or Asian. 860 00:45:15,751 --> 00:45:17,274 Puerto Rican or Haitian. 861 00:45:17,361 --> 00:45:20,060 Huh, I don't give a damn if you're from the Zulu nation. 862 00:45:20,147 --> 00:45:21,801 What are you talking about? 863 00:45:23,585 --> 00:45:25,258 I was... Those were, is an amalgam of lyrics from multiple songs. 864 00:45:25,282 --> 00:45:26,682 I came here to do this, I got to go. 865 00:45:26,893 --> 00:45:28,000 - Yeah, do it. - I need an apology. 866 00:45:28,024 --> 00:45:29,344 You treated me like a side piece. 867 00:45:29,373 --> 00:45:30,573 You said I was the main piece. 868 00:45:31,158 --> 00:45:31,245 - Okay, I... - And that trip to Anguilla, 869 00:45:31,941 --> 00:45:32,028 you said to my face... 870 00:45:32,725 --> 00:45:34,074 She went to Anguilla. 871 00:45:36,293 --> 00:45:37,120 You were the one from Anguilla. I thought... You're right. You didn't go to Anguilla. 872 00:45:37,207 --> 00:45:38,034 Yeah, I know, Larry! 873 00:45:38,121 --> 00:45:39,121 Okay. 874 00:45:49,306 --> 00:45:51,395 I can't believe you were into that guy. 875 00:45:51,482 --> 00:45:53,354 I know. 876 00:45:53,441 --> 00:45:56,096 What can I say? I'm a sucker for compliments. 877 00:45:56,183 --> 00:45:58,185 And he was like, strangely good at that, 878 00:45:58,707 --> 00:46:00,100 and I don't know, 879 00:46:01,101 --> 00:46:02,319 hard to come by. 880 00:46:04,757 --> 00:46:06,323 I compliment you all the time. 881 00:46:07,498 --> 00:46:09,413 You don't count. 882 00:46:09,500 --> 00:46:11,020 Stop saying I don't count. 883 00:46:13,243 --> 00:46:14,636 Uh, okay, let's shake it off. 884 00:46:22,557 --> 00:46:23,557 Three down. 885 00:46:24,733 --> 00:46:25,733 Three down. 886 00:47:18,004 --> 00:47:19,284 - God bless you. - God bless you. 887 00:47:22,486 --> 00:47:25,620 - It's unsanitary. - It doesn't matter. 888 00:47:25,707 --> 00:47:28,144 It's unsanitary and it encourages racoons. 889 00:47:28,231 --> 00:47:31,060 Excuse me, ma'am. Can I ask you two a question? 890 00:47:31,147 --> 00:47:33,758 Do you think that the garbage is going to be collected tomorrow? 891 00:47:33,846 --> 00:47:34,672 Do you think that the garbage... 892 00:47:34,759 --> 00:47:35,879 You don't know these people. 893 00:47:35,935 --> 00:47:37,414 No. 894 00:47:39,025 --> 00:47:41,265 Yeah, I'm going to say, like a 100% chance of not coming. 895 00:47:41,854 --> 00:47:43,048 All I ask is that you rinse your recycling. You probably rinse your recycling. 896 00:47:43,072 --> 00:47:44,072 No one does that. 897 00:47:45,074 --> 00:47:45,161 Do you do it? Do you rinse it out. 898 00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:46,640 You should. 899 00:47:47,163 --> 00:47:48,686 Well, I know that I am supposed to, 900 00:47:48,773 --> 00:47:51,167 but I do have a lot of guilt that I don't. 901 00:47:51,254 --> 00:47:53,145 Let me tell you something. This is all a big hoax, okay? 902 00:47:53,169 --> 00:47:55,519 The world is not ending, okay? 903 00:47:55,606 --> 00:47:58,609 There is no such thing as NASA, okay? 904 00:47:58,696 --> 00:48:02,048 Don't you think they would have come up with a better name than NASA? 905 00:48:02,135 --> 00:48:05,573 Okay, you actually believe the animations that you see on the news? 906 00:48:05,660 --> 00:48:06,487 You think that's real? 907 00:48:06,574 --> 00:48:07,574 It is real. 908 00:48:07,618 --> 00:48:09,838 Do the math. It's all fake. 909 00:48:09,925 --> 00:48:11,579 All of that was fake. 910 00:48:11,666 --> 00:48:12,885 The moon landing was faked. 911 00:48:12,972 --> 00:48:14,277 The meteor is fake. 912 00:48:14,364 --> 00:48:15,365 I have a quick question. 913 00:48:16,453 --> 00:48:16,714 And then we do have to be on our way. 914 00:48:17,063 --> 00:48:18,063 What? 915 00:48:18,891 --> 00:48:21,937 So you are, uh, an environmentalist 916 00:48:22,024 --> 00:48:25,114 who also denies science? 917 00:48:25,201 --> 00:48:26,376 That's right, lady. 918 00:48:27,638 --> 00:48:30,337 Science is bullshit, okay. I'm also stressed. 919 00:48:30,424 --> 00:48:32,295 It's an intense day, and emotions run high. 920 00:48:34,297 --> 00:48:37,217 And listen, I mean, she had to talk me down off a couple of ledges myself. 921 00:48:37,605 --> 00:48:40,105 I have learned from her today that it's important to kind of connect, 922 00:48:40,129 --> 00:48:44,264 since this might be the last moment you can. 923 00:48:44,351 --> 00:48:46,111 - She's right. - Makes sense. 924 00:48:46,179 --> 00:48:48,050 It's not about this dumb shit. 925 00:48:50,052 --> 00:48:52,248 Yeah, it's not about, you know, who has a better lawn or who's recycling. 926 00:48:52,272 --> 00:48:54,013 Oh, this guy, he loves his lawn. 927 00:48:54,100 --> 00:48:55,540 What's that supposed to mean? 928 00:48:56,189 --> 00:48:57,589 You like to, you love to get that... 929 00:48:59,496 --> 00:48:59,583 Excuse me for just a second. They've created a nice moment and you're shitting on it. 930 00:49:00,149 --> 00:49:01,149 We're gonna go. 931 00:49:01,498 --> 00:49:02,998 I'll punch you right in your face. 932 00:49:03,022 --> 00:49:04,462 You're going to kick me in the dick? 933 00:49:04,632 --> 00:49:06,432 Like you did last year, on the Fourth of July? 934 00:49:06,547 --> 00:49:08,655 - That was an accident. - That's a cheap shot. 935 00:49:08,679 --> 00:49:10,839 That was a cheap shot. You kicked me right in the dick. 936 00:49:12,901 --> 00:49:14,990 Do you think there's any way he's right? 937 00:49:15,077 --> 00:49:16,383 About recycling? Yeah. 938 00:49:16,470 --> 00:49:18,428 You are supposed to wash out the containers. 939 00:49:18,515 --> 00:49:20,213 No, about this being a hoax? 940 00:49:20,300 --> 00:49:21,668 Like, do you think there's any way... 941 00:49:21,692 --> 00:49:23,956 No. What? I don't know. 942 00:49:27,698 --> 00:49:28,698 - No. - No. 943 00:49:29,657 --> 00:49:30,875 Are you scared? 944 00:49:34,270 --> 00:49:36,577 Oh, of like, the end? 945 00:49:37,317 --> 00:49:39,014 Yeah, I guess a little. 946 00:49:39,101 --> 00:49:41,016 Helps to have this party to look forward to. 947 00:49:41,103 --> 00:49:42,583 Yeah, definitely. 948 00:49:43,801 --> 00:49:45,673 And the person at the party. 949 00:49:46,848 --> 00:49:49,938 And the person at the party. 950 00:49:50,025 --> 00:49:52,025 Can I tell you a thing I'm actually more scared of? 951 00:49:54,943 --> 00:49:55,943 Mom. 952 00:50:00,253 --> 00:50:03,082 Well, fear is nothing more 953 00:50:03,169 --> 00:50:06,041 than an obstacle that stands in the way of progress. 954 00:50:07,825 --> 00:50:09,827 Is that our quote calendar in high school? 955 00:50:09,914 --> 00:50:11,351 Yeah, November. 956 00:50:13,266 --> 00:50:18,445 It's just that Mom's so intense and stubborn. 957 00:50:19,402 --> 00:50:20,722 That sounds familiar. 958 00:50:24,277 --> 00:50:25,277 So you'll go? 959 00:50:28,020 --> 00:50:29,282 I guess. 960 00:50:29,369 --> 00:50:30,674 I guess is not yes. 961 00:50:35,070 --> 00:50:38,508 Okay. Yes. 962 00:50:39,901 --> 00:50:40,902 Yes. 963 00:50:42,947 --> 00:50:43,992 You could've called. 964 00:50:46,299 --> 00:50:48,779 Wow, I could have called. That is so classic. 965 00:50:48,866 --> 00:50:51,106 Yes, sometime over the last few years, there could have been a phone call. 966 00:50:51,130 --> 00:50:53,045 I'm sorry. Was your phone unserviceable? 967 00:50:53,132 --> 00:50:54,481 - I tried. - You tried? 968 00:50:54,568 --> 00:50:56,918 You mean by like, leaving a voice message, 969 00:50:57,005 --> 00:50:59,405 one time in which there wasn't even a skeleton of an apology. 970 00:50:59,442 --> 00:51:02,924 More than once. And anyway, I'm unclear about what I did. 971 00:51:03,011 --> 00:51:04,771 - You're unclear? - Guys. 972 00:51:05,666 --> 00:51:07,626 Yes, it's like if I sneeze wrong, you would decide 973 00:51:07,972 --> 00:51:09,732 it was intentionally positioned to hurt you. 974 00:51:09,931 --> 00:51:11,371 Yeah, here we go. This is fun. 975 00:51:12,064 --> 00:51:12,151 This is when you start to make fun of my being sensitive. 976 00:51:12,760 --> 00:51:13,760 Guys. 977 00:51:14,544 --> 00:51:14,631 Like, that's not triggering for me, at all. 978 00:51:15,545 --> 00:51:16,785 I am also incredibly sensitive. 979 00:51:17,808 --> 00:51:19,221 Okay, yeah. And then make it about yourself. 980 00:51:19,245 --> 00:51:20,657 And you want to talk about triggering 981 00:51:20,681 --> 00:51:22,378 you constantly alluding to my narcissism. 982 00:51:24,293 --> 00:51:27,011 Oh well, only a narcissist would use her own narcissism to make herself-- 983 00:51:27,035 --> 00:51:28,578 That's not even the definition of narcissism. 984 00:51:28,602 --> 00:51:29,951 This is about me. 985 00:51:30,038 --> 00:51:31,387 Yes, that's more the definition. 986 00:51:31,474 --> 00:51:32,345 Oh, my God. You are-- 987 00:51:32,432 --> 00:51:33,302 People say narcissism-- 988 00:51:33,389 --> 00:51:35,957 Hey, shut the fuck up! 989 00:51:37,263 --> 00:51:38,655 Both of you. 990 00:51:38,742 --> 00:51:41,049 I need my mom. 991 00:51:41,136 --> 00:51:45,358 And I am trapped inside this grown person who has no idea 992 00:51:45,445 --> 00:51:47,055 how to ask for what she needs. 993 00:51:47,142 --> 00:51:49,623 So just please... 994 00:51:54,802 --> 00:51:55,890 Sorry. 995 00:51:55,977 --> 00:51:56,977 I'm sorry. 996 00:51:58,675 --> 00:52:00,677 It's just, 997 00:52:00,764 --> 00:52:03,811 you know, you came back after all those years, 998 00:52:03,898 --> 00:52:07,162 and I feel like I like, took the bait. 999 00:52:07,249 --> 00:52:10,426 It wasn't bait. You made it very clear the damage had been done. 1000 00:52:10,513 --> 00:52:12,994 Okay, so then what? You just completely tap out. 1001 00:52:13,081 --> 00:52:15,127 Wouldn't say I completely tapped out. 1002 00:52:15,214 --> 00:52:18,913 You didn't return her phone calls... twice. 1003 00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:20,697 - Three times. - Three times. 1004 00:52:23,178 --> 00:52:24,178 I didn't? 1005 00:52:33,884 --> 00:52:34,884 I don't know. 1006 00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:43,851 I'm not sure I was meant to be a mom. 1007 00:52:46,767 --> 00:52:50,553 It's a really weird thing as a woman to face, 1008 00:52:50,640 --> 00:52:52,860 especially after you've already had a kid, 1009 00:52:55,602 --> 00:53:02,130 but it's just not in my bones. 1010 00:53:02,217 --> 00:53:07,048 I thought if I played the role long enough, that it would settle in or whatever. 1011 00:53:08,789 --> 00:53:12,227 I was in such a bad place when I found out about your dad's... 1012 00:53:14,229 --> 00:53:16,492 all that after a lifetime 1013 00:53:16,579 --> 00:53:19,234 of crippling anxiety and depression. 1014 00:53:24,718 --> 00:53:27,199 When I left, it wasn't because I didn't love you. 1015 00:53:29,288 --> 00:53:33,205 I loved you so-- I love you so... 1016 00:53:38,471 --> 00:53:40,734 But I still always felt like I was failing you, 1017 00:53:40,821 --> 00:53:43,693 like I could never live up, like you were better off without me. 1018 00:53:45,173 --> 00:53:46,173 - I wasn't. - I wasn't. 1019 00:53:53,225 --> 00:53:56,750 But I get it. 1020 00:53:56,837 --> 00:54:01,407 I mean, I feel all those feelings too. 1021 00:54:03,060 --> 00:54:05,324 I mean, not about you, about me. 1022 00:54:09,719 --> 00:54:10,719 I'm sorry. 1023 00:54:13,506 --> 00:54:14,681 Accept her apology. 1024 00:54:16,073 --> 00:54:18,337 I don't know if that was like an actual apology. 1025 00:54:18,424 --> 00:54:20,513 It was more like, I'm sorry you're also fucked up. 1026 00:54:22,471 --> 00:54:23,559 Was it an apology? 1027 00:54:28,738 --> 00:54:29,957 I accept your apology. 1028 00:54:38,574 --> 00:54:41,925 Your dad reached out today to me on Zoom. 1029 00:54:42,012 --> 00:54:43,013 Yeah. 1030 00:54:44,101 --> 00:54:45,165 I think he was trying to apologize. 1031 00:54:45,189 --> 00:54:46,278 I don't know. He was muted. 1032 00:54:46,365 --> 00:54:47,365 Oh, no. 1033 00:54:51,457 --> 00:54:52,458 Do you feel better? 1034 00:54:55,678 --> 00:54:56,679 I feel sad. 1035 00:54:58,464 --> 00:54:59,987 Why? That went so great. 1036 00:55:01,815 --> 00:55:06,602 I know, it's just now I wish I had more time, you know. 1037 00:55:08,169 --> 00:55:10,693 Okay. We're not getting down in the dumps, alright? 1038 00:55:10,780 --> 00:55:12,260 Best of the night is yet to come. 1039 00:55:14,001 --> 00:55:15,698 So let's just focus on the party. 1040 00:55:16,308 --> 00:55:17,526 Right. 1041 00:55:17,613 --> 00:55:21,138 Party is fun, party is sexy, party is happy. 1042 00:55:21,225 --> 00:55:23,619 Party is fun, party is sexy, party is... 1043 00:55:25,882 --> 00:55:26,927 Oh my god. There he is. 1044 00:55:27,014 --> 00:55:29,321 Oh, my God, he's coming after us! 1045 00:55:56,565 --> 00:55:57,565 Okay. 1046 00:55:57,610 --> 00:55:58,610 I think we lost him. 1047 00:55:59,046 --> 00:56:00,569 That was insane. 1048 00:56:01,570 --> 00:56:03,485 People are crazy today. 1049 00:56:03,572 --> 00:56:05,226 We got to get to this party, man. 1050 00:56:05,313 --> 00:56:06,662 These streets are not safe. 1051 00:56:06,749 --> 00:56:08,360 - Okay. - Okay. 1052 00:56:10,100 --> 00:56:11,860 Let's practice what you're gonna say to Nate. 1053 00:56:12,407 --> 00:56:14,540 Hey, Nate. It's me, Liza. 1054 00:56:14,627 --> 00:56:15,845 Why are you saying your name? 1055 00:56:16,629 --> 00:56:18,065 It's not a phone call. 1056 00:56:18,152 --> 00:56:20,894 Okay. So I start, "Hey, Nate. What's up, Nate?" 1057 00:56:21,416 --> 00:56:22,939 Just be cool. 1058 00:56:24,027 --> 00:56:26,160 Like this, "Sup, Nate?" 1059 00:56:27,074 --> 00:56:28,074 Sup, Nate. 1060 00:56:29,424 --> 00:56:30,424 Sup, Nate. 1061 00:56:31,600 --> 00:56:32,993 Try it. 1062 00:56:33,080 --> 00:56:33,907 - You serious? - No, be serious. 1063 00:56:33,994 --> 00:56:37,258 Okay. Sup, Nate? 1064 00:56:37,345 --> 00:56:38,390 Yeah, that's good. 1065 00:56:38,477 --> 00:56:39,628 I like that... I know. 1066 00:56:39,652 --> 00:56:41,349 I did like that shirt on you. 1067 00:56:41,436 --> 00:56:42,872 Oh my God, Celine. Hi. 1068 00:56:42,959 --> 00:56:44,918 Hey. 1069 00:56:47,007 --> 00:56:50,167 Oh, listen man, I'm sorry I didn't text you back earlier about the outfit thing. 1070 00:56:50,706 --> 00:56:52,380 Don't even worry about it. I can't even remember what I was talking about. 1071 00:56:52,404 --> 00:56:53,724 That feels like it was years ago. 1072 00:56:53,927 --> 00:56:55,798 Is that what you landed on? For the party? 1073 00:56:55,885 --> 00:56:58,410 Oh, you did not hear. Yeah. 1074 00:56:59,411 --> 00:57:00,499 Hear what? 1075 00:57:00,586 --> 00:57:03,415 So I guess Mandy did too much ketamine, 1076 00:57:03,502 --> 00:57:06,766 which like, what's the desired amount of ketamine, whatever that is, 1077 00:57:06,853 --> 00:57:08,202 she did, like, eight times that. 1078 00:57:08,289 --> 00:57:09,464 They found her in a cave. 1079 00:57:10,770 --> 00:57:12,225 Some hikers found her, just like all by herself. 1080 00:57:12,249 --> 00:57:16,036 Um, she did have a purse and in her purse, 1081 00:57:16,123 --> 00:57:17,820 there were just two dead rabbits. 1082 00:57:17,907 --> 00:57:20,127 She had written out this, you know, 1083 00:57:20,214 --> 00:57:23,304 manifesto, there was like, red string everywhere, trying to find their killer. 1084 00:57:23,391 --> 00:57:25,306 So they airlifted her out of there. 1085 00:57:25,393 --> 00:57:27,893 She actually had, like, pretty good sources too. She had cited it all. 1086 00:57:27,917 --> 00:57:28,788 Not just from, like the Internet. 1087 00:57:28,875 --> 00:57:30,035 Like she had looked at books. 1088 00:57:30,964 --> 00:57:32,444 And like gone to a library and stuff. 1089 00:57:33,836 --> 00:57:36,336 I personally, I'm kind of like, I'm on board, like because we're learning 1090 00:57:36,360 --> 00:57:38,600 all sorts of stuff right now, like they're declassifying crazy shit like, 1091 00:57:38,624 --> 00:57:40,340 did you know that the CIA wrote all of Bob Dylan songs? 1092 00:57:40,364 --> 00:57:43,498 Every one. Every lyric, every note, the CIA wrote it. 1093 00:57:43,585 --> 00:57:45,457 So the party? 1094 00:57:45,544 --> 00:57:46,544 Oh sorry, bleh. 1095 00:57:46,588 --> 00:57:47,763 Long way to say, party's off. 1096 00:57:47,850 --> 00:57:48,850 Yeah, no party. 1097 00:57:49,765 --> 00:57:50,829 It's not happening. 1098 00:57:50,853 --> 00:57:52,213 No, how could it? 1099 00:57:53,769 --> 00:57:55,379 Oh, you guys are bummed. 1100 00:57:55,467 --> 00:57:57,077 I'm sorry. Um... 1101 00:57:57,164 --> 00:58:01,255 It's okay, Celine. 1102 00:58:01,342 --> 00:58:04,650 I need to kind of stay like, a little bit more up for today, 1103 00:58:04,737 --> 00:58:06,454 like, I kind of want to end things on like, a high note 1104 00:58:06,478 --> 00:58:07,716 and you guys are kind of bumming me out. 1105 00:58:07,740 --> 00:58:08,741 But I do really like you 1106 00:58:09,829 --> 00:58:10,893 and I'm sorry, but I have to bounce. 1107 00:58:10,917 --> 00:58:12,024 But I love you. You look great. 1108 00:58:12,048 --> 00:58:13,485 - Bye. - Bye, guys. 1109 00:58:20,666 --> 00:58:21,667 Hey. 1110 00:58:23,799 --> 00:58:26,846 Hey. 1111 00:58:30,502 --> 00:58:31,502 Hey, Liza. 1112 00:58:32,286 --> 00:58:34,070 Liza, look at me. 1113 00:58:34,157 --> 00:58:39,119 Of course. This is how this... 1114 00:58:40,337 --> 00:58:41,382 Okay. 1115 00:58:41,469 --> 00:58:44,254 You are just so fucking naive. 1116 00:58:45,125 --> 00:58:46,256 Hey. 1117 00:58:46,343 --> 00:58:49,521 To think that like today could be just not 1118 00:58:49,608 --> 00:58:53,350 like a series of soul crushing... 1119 00:58:54,221 --> 00:58:55,527 What it is. 1120 00:58:55,614 --> 00:58:59,269 Like that I could somehow suddenly just be free. 1121 00:59:00,357 --> 00:59:01,533 You are free. 1122 00:59:01,620 --> 00:59:02,838 I am not free. 1123 00:59:04,013 --> 00:59:05,449 I will never be free. 1124 00:59:06,102 --> 00:59:07,190 You said it yourself. 1125 00:59:07,277 --> 00:59:10,237 I am fucking trapped, man. 1126 00:59:10,324 --> 00:59:13,588 And every time I think I can, like, step outside of it. 1127 00:59:13,675 --> 00:59:16,460 Okay, you're made a choice to go down this path. 1128 00:59:16,548 --> 00:59:19,289 No. I made a choice today 1129 00:59:19,376 --> 00:59:21,074 to not set myself up 1130 00:59:22,336 --> 00:59:24,164 to be disappointed. 1131 00:59:24,251 --> 00:59:29,430 I make that choice every day and you just can't fucking let me do it. 1132 00:59:29,517 --> 00:59:31,998 Because it's a fucking horrible way to live. 1133 00:59:32,085 --> 00:59:34,696 Oh my God, what do you know? 1134 00:59:34,783 --> 00:59:37,786 To dull life so you never get disappointed? 1135 00:59:37,873 --> 00:59:40,136 Who cares that the party's canceled? 1136 00:59:40,223 --> 00:59:41,442 I do. 1137 00:59:41,529 --> 00:59:42,878 Well, you should grow up. 1138 00:59:42,965 --> 00:59:44,445 You should grow up. 1139 00:59:44,532 --> 00:59:47,187 That's what I've been trying to do. 1140 00:59:47,274 --> 00:59:48,580 Don't you get it? 1141 00:59:48,667 --> 00:59:50,190 The rules are really fucking simple. 1142 00:59:50,277 --> 00:59:52,845 I can't grow up unless I have my own feelings. 1143 00:59:52,932 --> 00:59:55,499 But your feelings are so fucking overpowering 1144 00:59:55,587 --> 00:59:58,590 that I can't have any of my own. 1145 00:59:58,677 --> 01:00:01,549 Don't you think I'm upset that the party's canceled? 1146 01:00:01,636 --> 01:00:05,161 I don't know. It's like you're always just fucking bright siding everything. 1147 01:00:05,248 --> 01:00:10,079 I need tonight. I need it worse than you do. 1148 01:00:10,166 --> 01:00:11,864 How is that? 1149 01:00:11,951 --> 01:00:14,867 You don't remember? When this all started, 1150 01:00:15,911 --> 01:00:16,956 when you were me, 1151 01:00:18,348 --> 01:00:21,700 and life started feeling like it wasn't worth living. 1152 01:00:22,962 --> 01:00:26,052 And every day since, you can't shake it. 1153 01:00:26,879 --> 01:00:28,663 You want to talk freedom. 1154 01:00:28,750 --> 01:00:33,189 I'm your prisoner and I've been your prisoner this whole fucking time. 1155 01:00:34,887 --> 01:00:37,977 And I thought tonight that I could, 1156 01:00:39,152 --> 01:00:40,414 that we could... 1157 01:00:44,679 --> 01:00:46,115 We can still find Nate. 1158 01:00:47,290 --> 01:00:49,336 And we can still make something happen. 1159 01:00:49,423 --> 01:00:50,423 No. 1160 01:00:51,730 --> 01:00:53,427 Liza, please. 1161 01:00:55,037 --> 01:00:56,299 Please. 1162 01:00:58,388 --> 01:00:59,563 I am alone. 1163 01:01:01,957 --> 01:01:03,872 The universe just keeps telling me 1164 01:01:06,266 --> 01:01:08,921 I am meant to be alone. 1165 01:01:09,008 --> 01:01:11,140 But you're not alone. You have me. 1166 01:01:11,227 --> 01:01:12,054 But you don't count. 1167 01:01:12,141 --> 01:01:15,492 Why do you keep saying that? 1168 01:01:16,929 --> 01:01:18,539 I do count. 1169 01:01:18,626 --> 01:01:21,673 I do count, okay? 1170 01:01:21,760 --> 01:01:26,547 All your life, you've been licking your fucking wounds. 1171 01:01:26,634 --> 01:01:30,072 You haven't realized that I'm the biggest wound of all. 1172 01:01:36,731 --> 01:01:37,993 I can't do this. 1173 01:01:42,258 --> 01:01:43,258 Liza. 1174 01:01:47,350 --> 01:01:48,351 Liza. 1175 01:03:39,245 --> 01:03:40,420 Hey, you! Hey! 1176 01:03:41,160 --> 01:03:42,726 - That's my bike. - Shit! 1177 01:03:42,814 --> 01:03:43,814 The fuck are you doing? 1178 01:03:43,858 --> 01:03:45,251 I'm sorry. 1179 01:03:45,338 --> 01:03:47,209 Why you gotta go and steal my bike? 1180 01:03:49,211 --> 01:03:51,799 I'm so sorry. I didn't realize that it belonged to anyone. There was a sign. 1181 01:03:51,823 --> 01:03:53,783 Yes, I left it on the side of the road with a sign 1182 01:03:54,086 --> 01:03:55,846 because I did a scavenger hunt for my girlfriend. 1183 01:03:55,870 --> 01:03:57,524 Oh, fuck. 1184 01:03:57,611 --> 01:04:00,048 It was supposed to lead her to the place that we first met. 1185 01:04:00,135 --> 01:04:03,182 Is it too late? What? Where? Could you still go? Like, where was it? 1186 01:04:03,878 --> 01:04:04,879 Cheetah's. 1187 01:04:05,880 --> 01:04:07,012 The strip club? 1188 01:04:07,664 --> 01:04:09,318 Yes, the strip club. 1189 01:04:09,405 --> 01:04:10,885 Is she like a dancer? 1190 01:04:10,972 --> 01:04:12,495 No, she's not a dancer. 1191 01:04:12,582 --> 01:04:13,845 She's an interior designer. 1192 01:04:14,454 --> 01:04:15,629 Ah. 1193 01:04:15,716 --> 01:04:16,716 Of strip clubs. 1194 01:04:17,283 --> 01:04:18,197 Really? 1195 01:04:18,284 --> 01:04:19,372 Yes, really. 1196 01:04:19,397 --> 01:04:21,741 Wow, I didn't realize that was like a... 1197 01:04:21,765 --> 01:04:22,917 Yeah, she's really well known. 1198 01:04:22,941 --> 01:04:23,525 Oh. 1199 01:04:23,556 --> 01:04:26,640 I'm super fucking proud of her. She's really made a name for herself. 1200 01:04:27,162 --> 01:04:27,511 Sorry. 1201 01:04:27,526 --> 01:04:31,882 Really romantic evening planned too, but I'm not gonna have it now. 1202 01:04:31,906 --> 01:04:33,473 Because I have no idea where she is. 1203 01:04:34,996 --> 01:04:36,302 I... 1204 01:04:36,389 --> 01:04:37,738 I lost someone, too. 1205 01:04:38,870 --> 01:04:40,828 So I feel your pain. 1206 01:04:41,611 --> 01:04:42,830 Yeah. 1207 01:04:42,917 --> 01:04:43,744 Yeah. 1208 01:04:43,831 --> 01:04:45,572 Who'd you lose? 1209 01:04:45,659 --> 01:04:51,839 My, uh, myself, I guess. 1210 01:04:51,926 --> 01:04:58,193 Oh, wow. It's like an existential scavenger hunt for your soul. 1211 01:04:59,368 --> 01:05:00,674 Yeah, I guess. 1212 01:05:00,761 --> 01:05:02,154 Oh, I dig that. 1213 01:05:02,241 --> 01:05:04,634 Listen, I'm really sorry, again, and, uh... 1214 01:05:04,721 --> 01:05:06,786 You know, It's all yours. I mean, it's literally yours. 1215 01:05:06,810 --> 01:05:10,466 But, it's, now, also, uh, physically yours and, um... 1216 01:05:10,553 --> 01:05:12,207 Hey, keep looking for her, man. 1217 01:05:13,992 --> 01:05:15,578 Yeah, I will and, and... keep, you know, looking for yourself, too. 1218 01:05:15,602 --> 01:05:17,082 - Thanks. - Yeah. 1219 01:05:20,999 --> 01:05:22,565 Oh, shit, she just dropped the pin. 1220 01:05:46,502 --> 01:05:47,939 I think, you know, I'm not there. 1221 01:05:48,026 --> 01:05:49,114 I can get there. 1222 01:05:51,029 --> 01:05:53,118 Get out of me. 1223 01:05:53,205 --> 01:05:54,467 You're laughing. 1224 01:05:56,860 --> 01:05:58,036 Ah, hello. 1225 01:05:58,123 --> 01:05:59,559 - Oh, hi, hi. - Hi. 1226 01:05:59,646 --> 01:06:01,387 Hi, so sorry, I, uh... 1227 01:06:01,398 --> 01:06:04,041 - I thought I heard crying and it sounded like, uh... - Yeah, you did. 1228 01:06:04,065 --> 01:06:06,934 I'm looking for someone else and it sounded... sounded like her for a moment. 1229 01:06:06,958 --> 01:06:08,655 - Oh. - Sorry. 1230 01:06:08,742 --> 01:06:11,223 - Yeah, don't go, stay. - No, it's okay... 1231 01:06:11,310 --> 01:06:12,615 - No, it's... - Come on in. 1232 01:06:14,008 --> 01:06:15,725 We're actually, you know, we're doing, right now, is 1233 01:06:15,749 --> 01:06:17,814 we're opening up our heart shakers and it's like a... 1234 01:06:17,838 --> 01:06:19,381 - Chakras. Chakras. - Our heart chakras. 1235 01:06:19,405 --> 01:06:21,102 I didn't not want to do it, 1236 01:06:21,189 --> 01:06:22,843 - but... - You do, though, now. 1237 01:06:24,584 --> 01:06:27,144 - Yeah, now, I'm enjoying it, I don't wanna do it, but... - Yeah. 1238 01:06:27,282 --> 01:06:28,956 It's actually really, kind of, a healing, opening... 1239 01:06:28,980 --> 01:06:30,305 It's kind of good to do it right now. 1240 01:06:30,329 --> 01:06:31,769 Yes, it so nice to just like open up 1241 01:06:31,808 --> 01:06:32,853 with our feelings and... 1242 01:06:32,940 --> 01:06:34,724 We do affirmations 1243 01:06:34,811 --> 01:06:38,119 were we sort of shout things that we like about each other. Fake. 1244 01:06:38,206 --> 01:06:39,991 Aww. 1245 01:06:40,062 --> 01:06:42,513 Right, it's nice for them and it feels good just let it flow out of ya. 1246 01:06:42,537 --> 01:06:44,037 - Oral sex. - Ah, hmph. 1247 01:06:44,256 --> 01:06:45,431 Thank you. 1248 01:06:45,518 --> 01:06:46,998 - Well, thank you. - Yeah. 1249 01:06:47,085 --> 01:06:48,564 Well, that, that's beautiful. 1250 01:06:48,731 --> 01:06:52,786 Um, really, and I support you in what you're doing today, 1251 01:06:52,873 --> 01:06:54,396 but I think I should, probably... 1252 01:06:54,450 --> 01:06:56,901 - Oh, we could do you. - I mean, yeah, that might feel good. 1253 01:06:56,925 --> 01:06:58,400 Eyeballs. You got nice eyes. 1254 01:06:58,487 --> 01:07:03,318 Yeah, and your skin is tight and glistening. 1255 01:07:03,405 --> 01:07:05,929 You got a healthy regimen goin there, for sure, absolutely. 1256 01:07:06,017 --> 01:07:08,758 - The bondage straps are cool. - Oh, yes. 1257 01:07:08,845 --> 01:07:12,110 - That's a groovy thing there. Good choice. - Are you done with those? 1258 01:07:12,197 --> 01:07:13,850 Oh, this is just a backpack. 1259 01:07:14,112 --> 01:07:15,548 Oh. 1260 01:07:15,635 --> 01:07:17,202 You could, probably, still use it. 1261 01:07:17,289 --> 01:07:18,812 I think so. 1262 01:07:20,422 --> 01:07:21,293 - Chop it up and use that way if you wanted, you know. - Yeah. 1263 01:07:21,380 --> 01:07:23,251 Just hog tie kind of a thing. 1264 01:07:23,338 --> 01:07:24,948 You wanted to get funky with it. 1265 01:07:25,036 --> 01:07:29,127 Um, anyway, that actually did feel really nice, 1266 01:07:29,214 --> 01:07:34,045 thank you, but, I think, I have to get back to looking for her. 1267 01:07:34,132 --> 01:07:36,110 Yeah, actually, you know what, if you're looking for something 1268 01:07:36,134 --> 01:07:38,223 can I just tell you a real quick story? 1269 01:07:38,310 --> 01:07:40,051 I lost a pair for shoes once, 1270 01:07:40,138 --> 01:07:42,792 I looked around everywhere for these shoes. 1271 01:07:42,879 --> 01:07:45,447 I was really broken up about it because... 1272 01:07:45,534 --> 01:07:48,798 I love these shoes and they were like a part of me. 1273 01:07:48,885 --> 01:07:50,626 I actually cried. You know it's like, uh... 1274 01:07:50,713 --> 01:07:52,759 a piece of me was missing. 1275 01:07:52,846 --> 01:07:56,284 I looked everywhere for them, I couldn't find them and, then, 1276 01:07:56,371 --> 01:07:58,634 ultimately, I did find them 1277 01:07:58,721 --> 01:08:00,506 in the strangest of places... 1278 01:08:00,593 --> 01:08:02,769 They were on my bed. 1279 01:08:02,856 --> 01:08:04,466 Because they were on my feet. 1280 01:08:04,553 --> 01:08:06,077 I was lying in bed wearing my shoes. 1281 01:08:06,512 --> 01:08:07,687 And... 1282 01:08:09,776 --> 01:08:11,995 It made me realize, okay, 1283 01:08:12,083 --> 01:08:17,000 why can't find shoes to just like an outdoor thing, they could be indoors. 1284 01:08:17,088 --> 01:08:20,656 They could be in bed where shoes feel most free. 1285 01:08:20,743 --> 01:08:22,919 You know, most comfortable. 1286 01:08:23,006 --> 01:08:26,227 That's a lot, that's the story about shoes. 1287 01:08:26,314 --> 01:08:28,142 You said that they feel most free. 1288 01:08:28,229 --> 01:08:29,839 Mmm. 1289 01:08:29,926 --> 01:08:32,451 Yes, Oh, my God. I think I just... 1290 01:08:32,538 --> 01:08:35,367 I think I might have just figured out where she is. 1291 01:08:35,454 --> 01:08:36,542 - Oh, yeah? - Because of us? 1292 01:08:36,629 --> 01:08:38,761 - Yeah. - That's amazing. 1293 01:08:38,848 --> 01:08:40,285 - Thank you so much. - Okay. 1294 01:08:40,372 --> 01:08:41,503 - Thank you. - Okay. 1295 01:08:41,590 --> 01:08:42,809 - God speed. - Oh, man. 1296 01:08:44,593 --> 01:08:47,770 - I am tripping balls right now. - Yeah. 1297 01:08:47,857 --> 01:08:49,685 - Yeah. - Like... 1298 01:08:49,772 --> 01:08:51,122 Like super high. 1299 01:08:54,168 --> 01:08:56,301 Hey, was someone just here? 1300 01:08:57,519 --> 01:08:59,260 I don't think so. 1301 01:08:59,956 --> 01:09:01,306 Okay. 1302 01:09:42,173 --> 01:09:43,913 I love the way 1303 01:09:44,000 --> 01:09:45,480 you look at me. 1304 01:09:49,658 --> 01:09:51,878 How your eyes get, like, so big. 1305 01:09:54,228 --> 01:09:58,232 And your lip kind of curls, when you think I'm about say something funny. 1306 01:10:02,802 --> 01:10:05,196 How you laugh with your whole body. 1307 01:10:06,240 --> 01:10:09,635 How no one has taken that from you yet. 1308 01:10:09,722 --> 01:10:12,203 Made you feel embarrassed or... 1309 01:10:13,682 --> 01:10:15,423 Like it's uncool. 1310 01:10:19,166 --> 01:10:21,255 I love how weird your walk is. 1311 01:10:21,342 --> 01:10:22,735 Man, like... 1312 01:10:22,822 --> 01:10:25,694 How big the steps you take are. 1313 01:10:25,781 --> 01:10:28,610 Like you have no uncertainty that you'll get there. 1314 01:10:31,047 --> 01:10:34,747 How you just keep showing up everyday. 1315 01:10:34,834 --> 01:10:38,141 To tell me to keep going even when I don't know how to. 1316 01:10:44,191 --> 01:10:47,325 I have never been loved by anyone 1317 01:10:47,412 --> 01:10:49,152 the way you have loved me. 1318 01:10:51,459 --> 01:10:53,505 And I am so sorry 1319 01:10:55,463 --> 01:10:58,205 that I haven't known how to love you back. 1320 01:11:03,776 --> 01:11:05,517 When I say you don't count, 1321 01:11:05,604 --> 01:11:08,171 I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to me. 1322 01:11:10,261 --> 01:11:12,350 I always forget that... 1323 01:11:12,437 --> 01:11:13,960 ...it's the same thing. 1324 01:11:15,875 --> 01:11:17,180 You do count. 1325 01:11:19,313 --> 01:11:21,402 You count more than anyone. 1326 01:11:22,969 --> 01:11:24,666 You count more than me. 1327 01:11:28,931 --> 01:11:30,411 No, I don't. 1328 01:11:31,760 --> 01:11:33,022 You do. 1329 01:11:34,720 --> 01:11:37,070 I need you to know that you do. 1330 01:11:37,157 --> 01:11:39,942 You made it count, you have to count too. 1331 01:11:47,733 --> 01:11:49,300 Okay? 1332 01:11:54,130 --> 01:11:55,567 Okay. 1333 01:12:08,841 --> 01:12:10,799 You think I walk weird? 1334 01:12:11,974 --> 01:12:13,802 That's your take away? 1335 01:12:14,803 --> 01:12:16,762 It was fucking weird. 1336 01:12:20,592 --> 01:12:22,333 I love you, Liza. 1337 01:12:23,725 --> 01:12:25,597 I love you, Liza. 1338 01:12:34,345 --> 01:12:35,781 Hey, how did you get here, anyway? 1339 01:12:40,351 --> 01:12:41,961 This is John. 1340 01:12:42,048 --> 01:12:44,616 Hi, I'm John, I stole your car. 1341 01:12:44,703 --> 01:12:48,054 It feels really good to get that out, I gotta say. 1342 01:12:48,141 --> 01:12:51,884 I just, uh... 1343 01:12:51,971 --> 01:12:55,235 I didn't want the last thing on Earth to be like a negative thing. 1344 01:12:55,322 --> 01:12:58,325 I wanted... I wanted it to be a positive thing, you know, for me, so... 1345 01:12:58,412 --> 01:13:00,022 I don't know if you have noticed this, 1346 01:13:00,109 --> 01:13:02,044 but, I've been trying all day, I've been following you. 1347 01:13:02,068 --> 01:13:03,112 You know, we did notice. 1348 01:13:03,461 --> 01:13:05,419 Yeah. 1349 01:13:05,506 --> 01:13:10,250 Yeah, I'm not really like a outdoors person, I'm more of an indoors person. 1350 01:13:10,337 --> 01:13:12,513 I spent my... all my time indoors, 1351 01:13:12,600 --> 01:13:14,515 you know, except when I'm like stealing stuff. 1352 01:13:14,602 --> 01:13:16,517 Which is like everyday. 1353 01:13:16,604 --> 01:13:18,301 - Really? - Cool. 1354 01:13:18,389 --> 01:13:20,565 I didn't always wanna lead a life of crime. 1355 01:13:20,652 --> 01:13:22,499 I've actually got a pretty interesting back story. 1356 01:13:22,523 --> 01:13:24,220 It's a very interesting story. 1357 01:13:24,307 --> 01:13:26,222 I just wanted to do musicals. 1358 01:13:26,309 --> 01:13:28,007 I could do it, you know what I mean. 1359 01:13:28,094 --> 01:13:30,836 'Cause I can sing, you know, like, I can sing. 1360 01:13:39,932 --> 01:13:41,760 You know, I should have done musicals. 1361 01:13:41,847 --> 01:13:42,891 Um... 1362 01:13:43,849 --> 01:13:46,547 Are you going to Mandy's party? 1363 01:13:46,634 --> 01:13:49,202 - What, you're going? - I thought that wasn't happening. 1364 01:13:49,289 --> 01:13:53,075 No, I have it on good authority that it's very much now, happening again, so... 1365 01:13:53,162 --> 01:13:54,250 I'd give you a ride. 1366 01:13:54,729 --> 01:13:56,427 It's my car, man. 1367 01:13:56,514 --> 01:13:59,386 Yes, this is your car. Can I actually get a ride back to my house? 1368 01:13:59,473 --> 01:14:01,388 I got a house full of wild animals. 1369 01:14:01,475 --> 01:14:04,391 It's a long story, that's a whole story in another self, 1370 01:14:04,478 --> 01:14:07,394 but, they are not domesticated. 1371 01:14:07,481 --> 01:14:09,561 I mean, do you want to drive or you want me to drive? 1372 01:14:09,614 --> 01:14:12,921 Actually, you drive. I've had a long day. 1373 01:14:13,487 --> 01:14:15,271 Oh, my God. 1374 01:14:15,358 --> 01:14:19,014 Am I making sense, because here's the deal. 1375 01:14:19,101 --> 01:14:22,409 Solids are solid, hard isn't hard unless you allow it be hard. 1376 01:14:22,496 --> 01:14:24,280 If you enter negotiation 1377 01:14:24,367 --> 01:14:26,457 that's when I realized 1378 01:14:26,544 --> 01:14:30,591 that I could chew through metal because I didn't allow the metal 1379 01:14:30,678 --> 01:14:31,853 to have power over me. 1380 01:14:31,940 --> 01:14:33,594 Do you know what I'm saying? 1381 01:14:33,681 --> 01:14:36,162 Okay, so, it's like a lot, I know. 1382 01:14:36,249 --> 01:14:38,009 Okay, it's a lot. It's a lot to handle, it's a lot to process. 1383 01:14:38,033 --> 01:14:39,644 Just think about it. 1384 01:14:39,731 --> 01:14:42,211 - Hi, baby, how's it going? - Wow. 1385 01:14:43,517 --> 01:14:45,214 - Oh, you look amazing. - I know. 1386 01:14:45,301 --> 01:14:46,651 Are you, you're good? 1387 01:14:46,738 --> 01:14:48,740 - Yes, yes. - Oh, okay. 1388 01:14:48,827 --> 01:14:50,219 - Are you okay? - Oh, I'm fine. 1389 01:14:50,306 --> 01:14:53,919 Yeah, we had just heard, um, that you might have... 1390 01:14:54,006 --> 01:14:55,790 - There's a rumor... - Well, yeah... 1391 01:14:55,877 --> 01:14:58,706 - But you look great. - I know. 1392 01:15:06,888 --> 01:15:08,499 - Right here. In there. - Right here. 1393 01:15:08,586 --> 01:15:09,761 He had some Ketamine too. 1394 01:15:09,848 --> 01:15:11,763 We guys smoked and snorted it. 1395 01:15:11,850 --> 01:15:15,288 The thing is, your friends are not cool, they're really bumming me out. 1396 01:15:15,375 --> 01:15:16,855 I mean, for real. 1397 01:15:16,942 --> 01:15:18,857 These people, is fucking bumming me out, dude, 1398 01:15:18,944 --> 01:15:22,991 I mean, the facts are it's a wrap, and I'm celebrating tonight 1399 01:15:23,078 --> 01:15:25,341 because I should've been dead a long time ago. 1400 01:15:25,428 --> 01:15:28,257 - Dude. Oh, that I'd... - I mean, for real. Whoa, whoa, whoa. 1401 01:15:28,344 --> 01:15:29,737 You know what I'm saying? 1402 01:15:31,260 --> 01:15:32,760 Yeah, I've read... I've read a lot of things about you. 1403 01:15:32,784 --> 01:15:34,064 - You know where we met? - Where? 1404 01:15:34,742 --> 01:15:35,526 - TikTok, don't stop. - TikTok, TikTok, TikTok... 1405 01:15:35,613 --> 01:15:37,266 You met on TikTok. 1406 01:15:37,353 --> 01:15:40,618 Wow, that's like a whole new meet cue. 1407 01:15:41,923 --> 01:15:44,404 We have decided, as a team, 1408 01:15:44,491 --> 01:15:48,103 that we are going to get pregnant tonight 1409 01:15:48,190 --> 01:15:51,193 because we can take the zygote 1410 01:15:51,280 --> 01:15:52,630 through the portal 1411 01:15:52,717 --> 01:15:54,216 that we're about to all cross through... 1412 01:15:54,240 --> 01:15:55,850 Stop saying you're gonna die. 1413 01:15:55,937 --> 01:15:57,678 After I put it in her port hole. 1414 01:15:57,765 --> 01:15:58,805 - ...the front one. - Yeah. 1415 01:15:59,724 --> 01:16:01,987 We do need to copulate. 1416 01:16:02,074 --> 01:16:03,423 So, we'll go and we'll be back. 1417 01:16:03,510 --> 01:16:05,009 - Make yourself at home. Have fun. - Alright. 1418 01:16:05,033 --> 01:16:06,382 Do you want this? 1419 01:16:06,469 --> 01:16:07,732 - I'm good. - Okay, let's go. 1420 01:16:08,776 --> 01:16:10,604 Okay, bye-bye. 1421 01:16:18,438 --> 01:16:19,700 Ah, okay. 1422 01:16:24,052 --> 01:16:25,532 Hi. 1423 01:16:25,619 --> 01:16:26,620 Hi. 1424 01:16:26,707 --> 01:16:28,448 - You came. - Oh, I did, yeah. 1425 01:16:32,583 --> 01:16:34,149 Nate, I am... 1426 01:16:37,544 --> 01:16:40,852 Listen, I've been meaning to tell you something for a long time. 1427 01:16:44,159 --> 01:16:45,334 Okay. 1428 01:16:48,381 --> 01:16:50,252 You have my... 1429 01:16:50,339 --> 01:16:51,699 favorite sweatshirt still or what? 1430 01:16:51,732 --> 01:16:53,299 No. 1431 01:16:53,386 --> 01:16:57,259 I mean, I actually do have your sweatshirt still. 1432 01:16:57,346 --> 01:16:58,986 I would say I'd get it back to you, but... 1433 01:16:59,044 --> 01:17:00,349 Yeah. 1434 01:17:01,133 --> 01:17:02,656 Nate, I... 1435 01:17:06,660 --> 01:17:08,183 I love you. 1436 01:17:10,795 --> 01:17:12,623 I've always loved you. 1437 01:17:13,493 --> 01:17:14,929 And I... 1438 01:17:16,670 --> 01:17:19,760 I guess, I'm just not great at... 1439 01:17:19,847 --> 01:17:22,197 Well, um... 1440 01:17:23,068 --> 01:17:24,373 Nobody is. 1441 01:17:24,939 --> 01:17:26,201 You are. 1442 01:17:27,725 --> 01:17:29,248 You were 1443 01:17:29,335 --> 01:17:33,644 and I wasn't able to receive it 1444 01:17:33,731 --> 01:17:37,604 and I'm, really, I'm so sorry... 1445 01:17:37,691 --> 01:17:39,258 Nah. 1446 01:17:40,955 --> 01:17:43,436 ...that I hurt you. I... you know, it's not. It's really not... 1447 01:17:43,523 --> 01:17:46,657 I mean, it sucked, it hurt, but... 1448 01:17:48,789 --> 01:17:51,792 It means a lot to... 1449 01:17:51,879 --> 01:17:53,664 To hear that from you right now. 1450 01:17:55,361 --> 01:17:56,754 'Cause I love you. 1451 01:17:59,365 --> 01:18:01,019 And I never stop loving you. 1452 01:18:04,762 --> 01:18:07,373 Damn, me too. 1453 01:18:08,591 --> 01:18:09,680 Really? 1454 01:18:10,898 --> 01:18:12,117 Really. 1455 01:18:14,641 --> 01:18:15,641 Damn. 1456 01:18:16,730 --> 01:18:18,384 What could've been. 1457 01:18:18,471 --> 01:18:19,864 Yeah, if only. 1458 01:18:19,951 --> 01:18:21,648 Yeah, I fucked it up. 1459 01:18:21,735 --> 01:18:24,346 Yeah, I know, man. I'm a fucking idiot. 1460 01:18:24,433 --> 01:18:25,433 You are. 1461 01:18:33,747 --> 01:18:34,922 I've an idea. 1462 01:18:35,401 --> 01:18:36,576 Okay. 1463 01:18:39,100 --> 01:18:41,842 What if we don't ruin it? 1464 01:18:41,929 --> 01:18:44,715 You mean, just like leave it at that? 1465 01:18:45,150 --> 01:18:46,325 Yeah. 1466 01:18:47,761 --> 01:18:49,589 Pick it up in the next one. 1467 01:18:49,676 --> 01:18:51,286 God, I hope so. 1468 01:18:53,941 --> 01:18:55,073 Yeah. 1469 01:18:59,773 --> 01:19:01,732 Hey, you wanna go inside or... 1470 01:19:02,645 --> 01:19:03,951 Um... 1471 01:19:09,130 --> 01:19:11,306 No, I think I'm gonna go home. 1472 01:19:12,873 --> 01:19:15,615 You're gonna be okay by yourself tonight, Liza? 1473 01:19:17,399 --> 01:19:18,879 I won't be. 1474 01:19:50,476 --> 01:19:51,825 Ready? 1475 01:19:54,654 --> 01:19:56,047 Yeah. 1476 01:19:57,962 --> 01:19:59,050 You? 1477 01:20:01,922 --> 01:20:03,184 Yeah.