1 00:00:11,541 --> 00:00:14,625 [ominous music] 2 00:00:14,708 --> 00:00:16,291 [Ilonka] Come on. Come on. 3 00:00:16,375 --> 00:00:17,833 [breathing heavily] 4 00:00:18,583 --> 00:00:20,791 Come on. Come back. 5 00:00:20,875 --> 00:00:22,375 [huffing] 6 00:00:22,458 --> 00:00:24,375 [Kevin] Come on, Anya. Come on. 7 00:00:32,708 --> 00:00:35,125 [retching] 8 00:00:35,208 --> 00:00:36,375 [Anya coughing] 9 00:00:37,166 --> 00:00:38,166 [Ilonka] Hey. 10 00:00:38,250 --> 00:00:39,125 [Kevin] Jesus, Anya. 11 00:00:39,208 --> 00:00:41,625 [Ilonka] Hey, hey, hey. Are you okay? 12 00:00:42,541 --> 00:00:43,708 Are you okay? 13 00:00:45,833 --> 00:00:46,666 What's wrong? 14 00:00:46,750 --> 00:00:48,875 [ominous music] 15 00:00:48,958 --> 00:00:52,291 [gasps] Do you see it? It's right there! 16 00:00:52,375 --> 00:00:53,208 It's right there! 17 00:00:53,291 --> 00:00:55,333 [Anya screams] 18 00:00:55,416 --> 00:00:57,166 [hysterical cries] 19 00:00:59,416 --> 00:01:00,833 [Dr. Stanton] It was an overdose. 20 00:01:01,416 --> 00:01:03,291 She was apparently palming her pills. 21 00:01:03,958 --> 00:01:05,125 Self-medicating. 22 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:08,166 You didn't know this? 23 00:01:08,916 --> 00:01:11,541 Mark said when he got there... 24 00:01:11,625 --> 00:01:12,750 [inhales shakily] 25 00:01:13,500 --> 00:01:17,416 I thought I heard him ask somebody about a do not resuscitate order. 26 00:01:18,625 --> 00:01:20,083 Did Anya have a DNR? 27 00:01:20,666 --> 00:01:23,546 - She didn't tell you about that. - [Ilonka] Why didn't you tell me that? 28 00:01:24,750 --> 00:01:27,875 I'm her roommate. If anyone needs to know, it's... 29 00:01:30,291 --> 00:01:32,166 If I would have known, I wouldn't... 30 00:01:32,833 --> 00:01:35,291 - I don't know. I would have... - Done the same thing, I hope. 31 00:01:37,708 --> 00:01:41,125 A DNR doesn't mean do not treat. 32 00:01:42,583 --> 00:01:46,583 I always say that Brightcliffe is about agency and it is. 33 00:01:47,291 --> 00:01:50,416 But, Ilonka, we won't stand by 34 00:01:50,500 --> 00:01:53,291 and watch someone overdose on their own meds. 35 00:01:53,875 --> 00:01:56,000 I'm so glad you didn't either. 36 00:01:56,083 --> 00:01:57,541 You did the right thing. 37 00:02:04,208 --> 00:02:05,250 I'm sorry. 38 00:02:06,875 --> 00:02:07,916 I didn't know. 39 00:02:08,791 --> 00:02:11,583 I didn't know and I shouldn't have... 40 00:02:12,791 --> 00:02:14,166 I shouldn't have interfered. 41 00:02:14,250 --> 00:02:15,708 I'm sorry, Anya. 42 00:02:17,833 --> 00:02:19,041 It's okay. 43 00:02:19,875 --> 00:02:20,958 How are you? 44 00:02:23,208 --> 00:02:24,333 Are you okay? 45 00:02:26,083 --> 00:02:28,500 You know, I don't know if you remember, but... 46 00:02:30,083 --> 00:02:33,458 you were really hysterical when you came to... 47 00:02:34,500 --> 00:02:37,125 You asked me if I could see something. 48 00:02:38,250 --> 00:02:39,958 What did you see, Anya? 49 00:02:44,250 --> 00:02:45,333 I was high. 50 00:02:46,541 --> 00:02:48,583 - I didn't see anything. - [Ilonka] You did, though. 51 00:02:49,583 --> 00:02:53,166 You... You talked about something Rachel said toward the end. 52 00:02:53,958 --> 00:02:57,208 - Something about a shadow. - No... shadow. 53 00:02:58,166 --> 00:02:59,291 It's bullshit. 54 00:03:00,083 --> 00:03:01,208 You understand? 55 00:03:02,541 --> 00:03:03,625 I didn't see it. 56 00:03:05,291 --> 00:03:06,291 I was high. 57 00:03:16,250 --> 00:03:17,333 [Cheri] Ilonka. 58 00:03:22,208 --> 00:03:24,166 How are you doing? You okay? 59 00:03:27,125 --> 00:03:28,375 I don't know. 60 00:03:29,250 --> 00:03:31,416 I can imagine how you must feel right now. 61 00:03:33,041 --> 00:03:36,416 But you... you got to be kind to yourself. 62 00:03:37,666 --> 00:03:39,208 Yeah, it's easier said than done. 63 00:03:40,833 --> 00:03:42,083 [Cheri] Come here for a sec. 64 00:03:44,083 --> 00:03:46,083 Just a sec. It's cool. Come on. 65 00:03:47,541 --> 00:03:48,583 [Cheri chuckles] 66 00:03:58,958 --> 00:04:00,125 What was that? 67 00:04:00,708 --> 00:04:01,708 Nothing. 68 00:04:07,791 --> 00:04:10,166 [gentle music] 69 00:04:15,083 --> 00:04:19,250 [Ilonka] The Paragon Diary belonged to a girl who called herself Athena. 70 00:04:20,458 --> 00:04:22,833 She was 16 when she escaped. 71 00:04:22,916 --> 00:04:24,541 And this is her story. 72 00:04:26,291 --> 00:04:29,666 Cults were a big thing in America in the '20s and '30s, 73 00:04:29,750 --> 00:04:31,750 and huge in the '40s. 74 00:04:31,833 --> 00:04:33,458 The Psychiana Movement, 75 00:04:33,541 --> 00:04:36,958 the Silver Legion and the I AM Sect got the headlines, 76 00:04:37,541 --> 00:04:40,666 but the Paragon was the most tragic of them all. 77 00:04:41,541 --> 00:04:44,666 It was started in 1931 by Regina Ballard, 78 00:04:44,750 --> 00:04:46,541 who would later call herself Aceso, 79 00:04:46,625 --> 00:04:48,416 after the Greek goddess of healing, 80 00:04:48,500 --> 00:04:51,125 which makes a sad kind of sense. 81 00:04:51,208 --> 00:04:54,208 Her husband died of pneumonia and her son died of polio, 82 00:04:54,291 --> 00:04:57,416 so she started the group as a new age health philosophy, 83 00:04:57,500 --> 00:05:01,000 just a naturopathic alternative to the medical establishment. 84 00:05:01,083 --> 00:05:03,166 But it changed into something else. 85 00:05:03,250 --> 00:05:06,500 Aceso was obsessed with the ancient Greek goddesses, 86 00:05:06,583 --> 00:05:09,041 in particular the Five Sisters. 87 00:05:09,833 --> 00:05:12,791 Panacea, the goddess of universal health. 88 00:05:12,875 --> 00:05:15,625 Hygeia, goddess of cleanliness. 89 00:05:15,708 --> 00:05:18,583 Iaso, goddess of recuperation. 90 00:05:18,666 --> 00:05:21,125 Aglaea, goddess of beauty. 91 00:05:21,208 --> 00:05:26,000 And Aceso, her namesake, goddess of the healing process. 92 00:05:26,541 --> 00:05:28,041 With the right worship, 93 00:05:28,125 --> 00:05:32,583 Aceso thought she could accomplish more than healthy living and healing sickness. 94 00:05:32,666 --> 00:05:35,041 She picked a symbol that represented time, 95 00:05:35,541 --> 00:05:37,083 the hourglass, 96 00:05:37,166 --> 00:05:41,416 which could be turned over again, and again, and again. 97 00:05:42,125 --> 00:05:45,916 Aceso chose which members would represent the five sisters. 98 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:48,041 Outside of herself, of course. 99 00:05:48,125 --> 00:05:52,666 So they dug deeper into the god and goddess worship of the ancient world. 100 00:05:53,250 --> 00:05:55,250 Prayer wasn't enough anymore. 101 00:05:55,333 --> 00:05:56,875 Offerings weren't enough. 102 00:05:57,458 --> 00:06:01,500 She finally crossed the line into true ancient ritual, 103 00:06:01,583 --> 00:06:02,958 blood sacrifice. 104 00:06:05,833 --> 00:06:07,833 Athena was freaked by what she saw. 105 00:06:08,416 --> 00:06:12,333 She wasn't just any member. Aceso was her mom. 106 00:06:12,916 --> 00:06:15,083 She had watched her dad and her brother die, 107 00:06:15,166 --> 00:06:17,333 and now she's watching her mom lose her mind. 108 00:06:17,916 --> 00:06:21,333 Athena begged her to stop to see how crazy she was getting. 109 00:06:22,125 --> 00:06:24,000 She knew she had to stop her mom. 110 00:06:24,083 --> 00:06:27,833 So Athena gathered the other children and snuck out in the middle of the night. 111 00:06:27,916 --> 00:06:30,791 She led them almost a mile to the nearest neighbor, 112 00:06:30,875 --> 00:06:32,208 and called the police. 113 00:06:33,250 --> 00:06:37,083 The police went back but couldn't find anyone, anywhere. 114 00:06:37,666 --> 00:06:41,458 Until they finally listened to Athena and checked the basement. 115 00:06:41,541 --> 00:06:44,833 The basement that had a secret button in the elevator. 116 00:06:48,916 --> 00:06:50,666 All of the adults were dead. 117 00:06:51,250 --> 00:06:53,666 Poisoned. All except one. 118 00:06:53,750 --> 00:06:55,583 [sobbing] 119 00:06:58,916 --> 00:07:01,458 Aceso swore it was an accident. 120 00:07:01,541 --> 00:07:05,416 Said she'd gathered the wrong plants for the tea they drank in their rituals. 121 00:07:06,458 --> 00:07:07,875 But that was just a story. 122 00:07:08,541 --> 00:07:11,666 Because Athena says her mom knew exactly what she was doing. 123 00:07:13,375 --> 00:07:15,750 Her mom told her something big was coming. 124 00:07:15,833 --> 00:07:18,458 A blood sacrifice the goddesses wouldn't ignore. 125 00:07:19,291 --> 00:07:23,625 The blood sacrifice that would give her a long, long life. 126 00:07:24,250 --> 00:07:25,458 [Kevin] Five goddesses? 127 00:07:25,541 --> 00:07:27,166 The five sisters. 128 00:07:28,375 --> 00:07:29,541 They're Greek? 129 00:07:29,625 --> 00:07:33,791 Well, these names are. Panacea, Iaso, Aceso. 130 00:07:33,875 --> 00:07:36,000 But see, in Rome, they were different. 131 00:07:36,083 --> 00:07:40,708 They were Carna, Feronia, Valetudo, Cardea, Fabrice. 132 00:07:41,333 --> 00:07:44,291 In Egypt, they were Sekhmet, Isis, Serqet. 133 00:07:44,791 --> 00:07:46,500 Same things, different names. 134 00:07:47,291 --> 00:07:49,083 It's fucked up is what it is. 135 00:07:50,250 --> 00:07:53,875 Poisoning people because of some bullshit old stories? 136 00:07:54,666 --> 00:07:57,166 Well, she really thought it could make her live longer. 137 00:07:57,250 --> 00:07:58,458 Did it work? 138 00:07:58,541 --> 00:08:02,291 Aceso dropped off the radar after and went to her real name, 139 00:08:02,375 --> 00:08:04,791 so I don't know how long she lived. 140 00:08:05,375 --> 00:08:06,655 What about her daughter, Athena? 141 00:08:07,291 --> 00:08:08,851 Well, that wasn't her real name either. 142 00:08:08,916 --> 00:08:12,041 And she definitely got out of here as fast as she could. 143 00:08:13,291 --> 00:08:14,583 But left the journal? 144 00:08:14,666 --> 00:08:18,541 And Julia Jayne found it, and read it, and hid it in the library 145 00:08:19,041 --> 00:08:21,916 and left those numbers for someone else to find it. 146 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:23,000 Why, though? 147 00:08:23,500 --> 00:08:26,625 Well, we know that Brightcliffe was empty after the Paragon. 148 00:08:27,166 --> 00:08:29,541 Empty still Stanton bought it in '66. 149 00:08:30,041 --> 00:08:32,291 And she cleaned a lot of it out but missed some stuff. 150 00:08:32,833 --> 00:08:34,083 The journal, the basement. 151 00:08:34,166 --> 00:08:37,083 And along comes Julia Jayne and she finds both of them. 152 00:08:37,875 --> 00:08:39,750 She reads Athena's diary, which talks a lot 153 00:08:39,833 --> 00:08:41,333 about what they actually did. 154 00:08:41,416 --> 00:08:43,250 In pretty specific detail. 155 00:08:43,333 --> 00:08:45,541 She starts the Midnight Club in the basement 156 00:08:46,333 --> 00:08:47,833 and walks out of here, cured. 157 00:08:47,916 --> 00:08:48,916 I don't know. 158 00:08:49,625 --> 00:08:55,041 I mean, I've tried some crazy stuff. Like really crazy stuff. 159 00:08:56,458 --> 00:08:58,041 Honestly, I tried just about anything 160 00:08:58,125 --> 00:09:00,750 because I don't want to die any more than the rest of us do but... 161 00:09:00,833 --> 00:09:02,041 It isn't about believing. 162 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:06,583 I know that the Paragon was here in Brightcliffe. 163 00:09:06,666 --> 00:09:09,458 And they slept in our beds. They sat at our tables. 164 00:09:09,541 --> 00:09:10,916 They walked in our halls. 165 00:09:12,125 --> 00:09:14,291 And thanks to Athena, I know what they believed. 166 00:09:15,291 --> 00:09:17,333 I know that Julia found that journal. 167 00:09:18,708 --> 00:09:20,833 I know the Midnight Club met in the same place 168 00:09:20,916 --> 00:09:22,583 that the Paragon did the rituals. 169 00:09:23,708 --> 00:09:25,875 And I know Julia walked out of here, cured. 170 00:09:30,583 --> 00:09:31,791 So, what do you wanna do? 171 00:09:32,958 --> 00:09:36,000 Go gather some poisonous berries, throw in a couple of togas? 172 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:39,208 Togas aren't Greek. 173 00:09:40,166 --> 00:09:41,291 [soft chuckle] 174 00:09:44,500 --> 00:09:45,708 [Cheri] Thank you. 175 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:54,000 [whispers] Hello, gorgeous. 176 00:09:54,666 --> 00:09:56,041 What did you get? 177 00:09:56,125 --> 00:10:00,291 My mom, she's shooting a movie right now, and she's working with Molly Blake. 178 00:10:00,375 --> 00:10:01,375 You know who that is? 179 00:10:01,958 --> 00:10:03,958 Is that an actress? 180 00:10:04,041 --> 00:10:06,666 Nope. She's a wig maker. 181 00:10:07,291 --> 00:10:09,291 And not just a wig maker. She's... 182 00:10:10,916 --> 00:10:12,833 the wig maker. 183 00:10:12,916 --> 00:10:16,375 She's made wigs that cost more than a hundred thousand dollars. 184 00:10:16,458 --> 00:10:19,000 And she just worships my mom. 185 00:10:19,083 --> 00:10:23,250 She's worn her stuff for like, four movies and, like, 400 red carpets. 186 00:10:23,333 --> 00:10:28,083 So I send her the sizes, and she resizes one of her showroom pieces... 187 00:10:29,500 --> 00:10:31,166 and voila. 188 00:10:31,250 --> 00:10:33,375 - Wow, that's... - I know. 189 00:10:33,458 --> 00:10:36,500 And she did this one based on pictures of me before chemo. 190 00:10:37,083 --> 00:10:40,166 And this new one, it's even better, I think. 191 00:10:40,250 --> 00:10:43,916 - Uh, that's really great. - And I think, honestly, 192 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:46,500 you and me might be the only two people in the world 193 00:10:46,583 --> 00:10:49,416 who got an original Molly Blake without having to fly to Italy. 194 00:10:49,500 --> 00:10:51,041 Wait. What? 195 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:54,541 Oh, yeah. This is for you. 196 00:10:55,541 --> 00:10:57,221 That's why I measured your head last week. 197 00:10:58,125 --> 00:11:00,309 And that's why I broke into your room while you were sleeping 198 00:11:00,333 --> 00:11:01,833 and stole those pictures of you. 199 00:11:03,083 --> 00:11:04,833 - Wait, you what? - Try it on. 200 00:11:05,375 --> 00:11:06,541 [chuckles softly] 201 00:11:07,666 --> 00:11:10,416 - Put your fingers up. - Like this? 202 00:11:10,500 --> 00:11:11,500 There you go. 203 00:11:11,541 --> 00:11:13,416 Okay. You can let go. 204 00:11:15,708 --> 00:11:18,041 See that face? Beautiful face. 205 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:21,166 Oh, yeah. 206 00:11:21,875 --> 00:11:22,958 There it is. 207 00:11:30,375 --> 00:11:31,500 I... I don't... 208 00:11:32,708 --> 00:11:35,041 - I mean, I don't know how to thank you. - You're welcome. 209 00:11:39,583 --> 00:11:40,583 Why? 210 00:11:42,458 --> 00:11:43,708 Because you mentioned it. 211 00:11:44,458 --> 00:11:45,541 [exhales] 212 00:11:46,916 --> 00:11:48,916 [tender music] 213 00:11:56,916 --> 00:11:59,041 [indistinct chatter] 214 00:12:00,333 --> 00:12:01,333 [laughter in distance] 215 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:03,375 You look great. 216 00:12:04,083 --> 00:12:08,625 We are gathered here today to celebrate Amesh's death day. 217 00:12:08,708 --> 00:12:10,666 - [all whooping, applauding] - Yes! 218 00:12:11,916 --> 00:12:14,416 A day he was not supposed to reach. 219 00:12:15,416 --> 00:12:18,416 A year ago, a bunch of doctors told him he had a year to live. 220 00:12:18,500 --> 00:12:22,666 A year ago, today, and here we are. 221 00:12:23,375 --> 00:12:25,708 Here he is. Stubborn motherfucker. 222 00:12:25,791 --> 00:12:28,375 Don't adlib. Don't... Just read what's there. 223 00:12:31,166 --> 00:12:32,708 Sorry. I'm late. 224 00:12:34,125 --> 00:12:35,958 No, that's okay. We just got started. 225 00:12:39,833 --> 00:12:43,000 [Spence] Amesh's brain has been eating itself for a long time. 226 00:12:43,083 --> 00:12:45,833 That glioblastoma is an asshole. 227 00:12:45,916 --> 00:12:48,541 Uh, you're just speaking from the heart spontaneously, aren't you? 228 00:12:48,625 --> 00:12:53,583 An asshole that took this beautiful, brilliant, handsome man 229 00:12:54,083 --> 00:12:55,750 and gave him all the seizures? 230 00:12:55,833 --> 00:12:58,750 If he drinks alcohol, he could have a seizure. 231 00:12:58,833 --> 00:13:00,916 If he takes an aspirin, he could have a seizure. 232 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:02,875 To be blunt, if this man breathes too hard, 233 00:13:02,958 --> 00:13:04,166 he could have a seizure. 234 00:13:04,250 --> 00:13:06,375 - His shit just don't work. - [mouthing] 235 00:13:07,083 --> 00:13:08,083 And yet... 236 00:13:09,291 --> 00:13:10,416 He thrives. 237 00:13:16,333 --> 00:13:20,291 - And now, your funeral suit, please. - Oh, yes. 238 00:13:21,583 --> 00:13:24,458 - [Cheri] Oh, come on. - Whoo! 239 00:13:24,541 --> 00:13:25,941 - [Spence whooping] - [all laughing] 240 00:13:27,583 --> 00:13:28,583 [whistles] 241 00:13:28,625 --> 00:13:30,166 - [Ilonka] Yes! - Oh, wow. 242 00:13:30,250 --> 00:13:32,000 [laughter] 243 00:13:32,083 --> 00:13:35,333 [Kevin] Look at those socks. It's all coming off. 244 00:13:35,416 --> 00:13:36,416 [Cheri] Nice. 245 00:13:37,208 --> 00:13:38,958 - [Kevin] Oh... - [giggles] 246 00:13:39,041 --> 00:13:40,041 [Cheri] So... 247 00:13:41,583 --> 00:13:44,208 [all cheering] 248 00:13:54,750 --> 00:13:56,541 I was gonna be buried in this suit today. 249 00:13:58,250 --> 00:13:59,541 Um... 250 00:13:59,625 --> 00:14:01,458 It's the one my parents picked, and... 251 00:14:02,791 --> 00:14:04,958 I'm told it's a nice one, but... [sighs] 252 00:14:06,125 --> 00:14:08,041 I can tell, it's not me. 253 00:14:09,541 --> 00:14:10,750 Spencer. 254 00:14:16,375 --> 00:14:21,500 Oh, yes, this is the shirt that I would actually like to be sent off. 255 00:14:22,083 --> 00:14:23,125 [girls chuckling] 256 00:14:23,208 --> 00:14:24,208 [Amesh] So... 257 00:14:30,166 --> 00:14:31,208 See you later. 258 00:14:43,083 --> 00:14:44,750 [Spence inhales] 259 00:14:48,208 --> 00:14:50,291 [light music] 260 00:14:56,500 --> 00:14:58,000 Thanks for being you, Amesh. 261 00:14:58,791 --> 00:14:59,833 [Ilonka] Hear, hear. 262 00:15:00,541 --> 00:15:01,875 Glad you're with us, my man. 263 00:15:05,750 --> 00:15:07,333 Well, that's done. 264 00:15:08,750 --> 00:15:09,875 Shall we party? 265 00:15:09,958 --> 00:15:12,500 ["Whatta Man" by Salt-N-Pepa playing] 266 00:15:12,583 --> 00:15:16,000 These are really special... brownies. 267 00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:19,458 Getting high was on your BID list. 268 00:15:19,541 --> 00:15:21,708 Uh, we had to make it happen. 269 00:15:25,250 --> 00:15:26,250 Here you go. 270 00:15:28,083 --> 00:15:30,208 - What's this? - Open it, fool. 271 00:15:36,541 --> 00:15:37,541 [Amesh] What the... 272 00:15:38,750 --> 00:15:39,875 [laughs] 273 00:15:39,958 --> 00:15:42,333 How did you... This isn't up for months. 274 00:15:42,416 --> 00:15:46,083 My dad's working in Japan right now, and he knows a lot of people at Sony. 275 00:15:46,166 --> 00:15:49,500 Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. 276 00:15:49,583 --> 00:15:51,125 - [Cheri] Oh! - Okay. Okay. 277 00:15:51,958 --> 00:15:53,833 Do you all think Stanton smokes weed? 278 00:15:53,916 --> 00:15:55,125 - Yes. - Yes. 279 00:15:55,208 --> 00:15:56,666 - You really think so? - Mm-hm. 280 00:15:56,750 --> 00:15:58,666 She bought this place. 281 00:15:59,666 --> 00:16:02,333 So, yeah, one's gotta have some kind of escape. 282 00:16:03,083 --> 00:16:06,583 And she doesn't strike me as a drunk, but weed, makes sense. 283 00:16:06,666 --> 00:16:08,708 Maybe she's super evil, 284 00:16:09,708 --> 00:16:13,083 and she really just started this place so she could watch other people suffer 285 00:16:13,166 --> 00:16:17,166 or maybe even siphon off our life force and put our souls into dolls. 286 00:16:17,250 --> 00:16:19,000 And late at night, she talks to those dolls, 287 00:16:19,083 --> 00:16:20,416 makes them do tricks, 288 00:16:20,500 --> 00:16:23,416 and the dolls have to escape but they're way too short 289 00:16:23,500 --> 00:16:24,666 to reach the doorknob. 290 00:16:30,541 --> 00:16:33,291 - Well, now, I'm thinking about it. - That is a good point. 291 00:16:34,916 --> 00:16:36,916 Do we really know where these bodies go? 292 00:16:37,666 --> 00:16:40,541 What if it's like Hansel and Gretel, but also like Sweeney Todd? 293 00:16:40,625 --> 00:16:43,458 And she... she lured us here with our sicknesses 294 00:16:43,541 --> 00:16:45,166 just to bake us into pies. 295 00:16:46,041 --> 00:16:48,458 - Sandra is high, y'all. - [laughter] 296 00:16:48,541 --> 00:16:50,875 Like, death pie high. 297 00:16:51,791 --> 00:16:55,125 Oh, my god. I'm going to tell a story called Death Pie High. 298 00:16:55,208 --> 00:17:00,250 And it's about a high school lunch lady catering a pep rally 299 00:17:00,333 --> 00:17:02,053 and getting revenge for a bake sale scandal, 300 00:17:02,083 --> 00:17:04,583 and holy shit, it is writing itself. 301 00:17:04,666 --> 00:17:05,750 [laughs] 302 00:17:08,333 --> 00:17:10,250 I'm glad you finally emerged from your cave. 303 00:17:12,041 --> 00:17:14,583 [Natsuki] Keep your distance. I'm sure I smell bad. 304 00:17:15,166 --> 00:17:16,833 Oh, you don't smell bad. 305 00:17:22,291 --> 00:17:25,083 Okay. You smell bad, but I... I've smelled worse. 306 00:17:25,750 --> 00:17:27,666 And I've smelled worse. 307 00:17:29,750 --> 00:17:31,000 I don't blame you, though. 308 00:17:31,875 --> 00:17:33,500 You've been in your room for a while. 309 00:17:35,291 --> 00:17:37,708 Dr. Stanton told me I have... 310 00:17:38,541 --> 00:17:40,208 like, clinical depression. 311 00:17:41,750 --> 00:17:42,958 I can't imagine why. 312 00:17:46,791 --> 00:17:49,125 My mom thought I was doing it for attention. 313 00:17:51,291 --> 00:17:52,291 Or... 314 00:17:53,541 --> 00:17:55,041 acting out because of my dad. 315 00:17:57,875 --> 00:18:01,333 I... I didn't know till I was here that 316 00:18:02,166 --> 00:18:03,583 there was a real name for it. 317 00:18:05,125 --> 00:18:08,708 Dr. Stanton told me, maybe that's why I have not... 318 00:18:09,916 --> 00:18:14,958 felt stuff sometimes or most times. 319 00:18:19,708 --> 00:18:24,333 I think with what happened to Anya that... 320 00:18:25,916 --> 00:18:27,208 it got me low again. 321 00:18:31,458 --> 00:18:34,875 I'm so fucking scared I'm gonna die before I see my parents again. 322 00:18:37,125 --> 00:18:38,791 I've been really scared all week. 323 00:18:40,291 --> 00:18:41,500 All month, actually. 324 00:18:43,208 --> 00:18:46,416 All about today. Like how I wouldn't make it. 325 00:18:49,291 --> 00:18:51,833 So, you're not dead. 326 00:18:54,083 --> 00:18:55,208 That's a good thing. 327 00:18:58,250 --> 00:18:59,375 What are you gonna do? 328 00:19:01,750 --> 00:19:04,083 There's only two things that I've actually... 329 00:19:04,916 --> 00:19:05,958 really... 330 00:19:07,541 --> 00:19:08,833 really wanted... 331 00:19:09,625 --> 00:19:12,458 is to get the girl and... 332 00:19:14,041 --> 00:19:15,125 save the world. 333 00:19:16,625 --> 00:19:17,625 Oh. 334 00:19:18,291 --> 00:19:19,666 Is that all? 335 00:19:19,750 --> 00:19:21,958 That's all. Yeah. 336 00:19:23,291 --> 00:19:24,958 And I don't know if I'll ever do that. 337 00:19:27,375 --> 00:19:28,500 I don't know if I can. 338 00:19:29,791 --> 00:19:32,708 I don't know if I should, you know. 339 00:19:34,916 --> 00:19:35,916 [Amesh chuckles] 340 00:19:59,416 --> 00:20:02,708 Okay. Time to fuck off, evil brownie. 341 00:20:20,458 --> 00:20:21,541 [gasps] 342 00:20:21,625 --> 00:20:24,166 [ominous music stings] 343 00:20:43,416 --> 00:20:46,416 [ghostly whisper] 344 00:20:56,833 --> 00:20:59,000 [nostalgic music] 345 00:21:43,250 --> 00:21:45,250 [ominous music stings] 346 00:21:47,750 --> 00:21:49,000 [door opens] 347 00:21:50,291 --> 00:21:52,791 [nostalgic music continues] 348 00:22:32,083 --> 00:22:34,750 [nostalgic music continues] 349 00:22:42,875 --> 00:22:44,875 [unsettling music] 350 00:23:05,208 --> 00:23:06,208 Hello? 351 00:23:07,750 --> 00:23:09,166 - Shit. - Jesus. 352 00:23:09,250 --> 00:23:11,041 - [Kevin] Shit. - [exhales] 353 00:23:14,416 --> 00:23:15,750 Are you okay? 354 00:23:15,833 --> 00:23:17,500 Did you just come in here? 355 00:23:19,666 --> 00:23:21,000 Yeah. 356 00:23:22,583 --> 00:23:23,708 Why? 357 00:23:27,041 --> 00:23:28,666 Because it's midnight. 358 00:23:31,250 --> 00:23:32,583 Fire's ready, folks. 359 00:23:38,500 --> 00:23:39,916 Did you hear that music? 360 00:23:41,291 --> 00:23:43,875 - What music? - I don't know, actually. 361 00:23:43,958 --> 00:23:44,958 Well... 362 00:23:45,750 --> 00:23:50,000 you must have found a really, really special brownie. 363 00:23:50,750 --> 00:23:51,791 What did you see? 364 00:23:52,750 --> 00:23:53,958 There was a woman... 365 00:23:55,458 --> 00:23:56,958 standing over Anya. 366 00:23:57,041 --> 00:23:58,416 Oh, shit. 367 00:23:58,500 --> 00:23:59,916 You're still high. 368 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:01,458 I'm still high. 369 00:24:02,666 --> 00:24:04,875 I am. Sandra is almost asleep. 370 00:24:05,833 --> 00:24:06,916 I don't know, though. 371 00:24:07,833 --> 00:24:11,875 I didn't want to say anything just because, I don't know, 372 00:24:11,958 --> 00:24:13,833 I thought maybe I imagined it. 373 00:24:13,916 --> 00:24:15,750 But a few nights ago, 374 00:24:16,833 --> 00:24:19,625 I heard someone calling my name out of the intercom speaker 375 00:24:19,708 --> 00:24:21,000 in the recovery wing. 376 00:24:22,666 --> 00:24:24,166 I had Mark open the door. 377 00:24:25,750 --> 00:24:28,083 - No one was there. - What did it sound like? 378 00:24:28,166 --> 00:24:30,916 - Yeah, was it a voice you recognize? - I'm not even sure I heard it, 379 00:24:32,208 --> 00:24:36,625 and I didn't want to bring it up, and you know, sound all weird for nothing. 380 00:24:36,708 --> 00:24:38,041 Maybe it was a sign... 381 00:24:39,125 --> 00:24:40,916 telling me that you're okay. 382 00:24:42,416 --> 00:24:44,833 There's a heaven. There's a place to go. 383 00:24:46,333 --> 00:24:48,125 You guys know what Anya would say, right? 384 00:24:49,541 --> 00:24:53,750 She'd say, if it was a ghost or a sign, 385 00:24:54,541 --> 00:24:56,000 if they could say "Spence," 386 00:24:57,333 --> 00:24:58,875 they could say something else, too. 387 00:24:59,833 --> 00:25:01,250 I don't think she's coming. 388 00:25:03,083 --> 00:25:04,083 [Spence] Really? 389 00:25:05,041 --> 00:25:06,625 She was asleep when I left. 390 00:25:06,708 --> 00:25:07,851 Should we even do this tonight? 391 00:25:07,875 --> 00:25:10,333 I mean, if we're still high and we're still freaked out, 392 00:25:10,416 --> 00:25:12,500 - then I totally understand. - Oh, we're doing it. 393 00:25:12,583 --> 00:25:15,958 You plan this day to the letter, and you said it ended in your story. 394 00:25:16,041 --> 00:25:18,041 And unless you want to hear Death Pie High 395 00:25:18,125 --> 00:25:20,166 which I'm totally committing to, by the way, 396 00:25:20,250 --> 00:25:21,791 I suggest you step up. 397 00:25:22,375 --> 00:25:26,083 So a little twist on the toast tonight. Um... 398 00:25:27,625 --> 00:25:29,041 I want a toast to... 399 00:25:31,291 --> 00:25:32,625 I want to toast to days. 400 00:25:34,375 --> 00:25:36,416 Thinking about the day that we've all had, 401 00:25:37,708 --> 00:25:39,833 the day that somebody told us that we were gonna die. 402 00:25:41,375 --> 00:25:47,000 I wanna toast to those days before and to those after. 403 00:25:48,666 --> 00:25:51,708 [all] To those before, to those after. 404 00:25:52,416 --> 00:25:55,166 To these days now and to those days beyond. 405 00:25:55,875 --> 00:25:59,500 [all] To these days now, and to those days beyond. 406 00:25:59,583 --> 00:26:01,750 Seen or unseen, here but not here. 407 00:26:02,583 --> 00:26:05,833 [all] Seen or unseen, here but not here. 408 00:26:06,708 --> 00:26:07,791 To all those days. 409 00:26:09,666 --> 00:26:10,666 All of them. 410 00:26:21,916 --> 00:26:23,458 My story is called See You Later. 411 00:26:24,541 --> 00:26:28,458 And it doesn't have things that go bump in the night. 412 00:26:29,333 --> 00:26:32,583 But it does have things, a few things, in fact, 413 00:26:33,500 --> 00:26:35,500 that scare me. 414 00:26:38,041 --> 00:26:39,458 [upbeat music] 415 00:26:39,541 --> 00:26:43,583 [Amesh] Luke loves video games. Quite a programmer too. 416 00:26:43,666 --> 00:26:46,250 Already designing strategy games from his basement. 417 00:26:46,333 --> 00:26:50,166 But lately the only thing on his mind is the girl at the counter. 418 00:26:50,250 --> 00:26:52,375 He's come in every afternoon for the past two weeks, 419 00:26:52,458 --> 00:26:54,500 trying to find the guts to talk to her. 420 00:26:56,541 --> 00:26:58,500 And today's the day he's gonna talk to the girl. 421 00:27:00,291 --> 00:27:03,916 It's also the day he's gonna kill the whole world. 422 00:27:04,708 --> 00:27:06,708 [upbeat music] 423 00:27:10,166 --> 00:27:12,291 I was wondering when you were gonna pull the trigger. 424 00:27:12,916 --> 00:27:14,083 You played it? 425 00:27:14,166 --> 00:27:16,333 Nah, I'm into strategy mostly. 426 00:27:16,416 --> 00:27:17,750 That's my thing, too. 427 00:27:18,458 --> 00:27:20,958 Then why are you buying Broadsword? 428 00:27:26,166 --> 00:27:27,458 Did you know I, um... 429 00:27:28,291 --> 00:27:30,833 - design games? - Yeah? 430 00:27:30,916 --> 00:27:32,458 Strategy games, actually. 431 00:27:32,541 --> 00:27:35,083 Um, I'm working on this one, Starlight Crystal. 432 00:27:35,166 --> 00:27:38,208 Um, I actually wanted to ask you 433 00:27:38,291 --> 00:27:41,375 if you wanted to go out, um, to a movie with me. 434 00:27:42,250 --> 00:27:45,333 Um, I'm actually seeing someone right now. 435 00:27:46,291 --> 00:27:49,375 We just made it exclusive a week ago, but I'm flattered. 436 00:27:50,458 --> 00:27:52,916 I'm Becky. It's nice to meet you. 437 00:27:54,708 --> 00:27:56,541 Nice to meet you too. I'm Luke. 438 00:27:57,125 --> 00:27:59,708 I'll put back Broadsword. 439 00:27:59,791 --> 00:28:01,375 - Don't want to buy this. - [chuckles] 440 00:28:03,208 --> 00:28:04,708 Starlight Crystal. 441 00:28:07,083 --> 00:28:10,625 Sorry. I wasn't spying. I just overheard you. 442 00:28:11,208 --> 00:28:12,708 You said you design games. 443 00:28:12,791 --> 00:28:15,875 - Um, yeah, it's... - I don't mean to freak you out. 444 00:28:15,958 --> 00:28:18,416 No stranger danger. I'm Vincent from V-com. 445 00:28:19,875 --> 00:28:21,166 Sorry. I don't mean to intrude. 446 00:28:21,250 --> 00:28:22,851 It's just not every day I meet a high school kid 447 00:28:22,875 --> 00:28:24,375 who code strategy games. 448 00:28:25,458 --> 00:28:26,541 Tell me more. 449 00:28:26,625 --> 00:28:29,000 [Amesh] Vincent Beggs was a legend. 450 00:28:29,083 --> 00:28:31,666 Nobody ever knew what he looked like. Nobody ever saw him. 451 00:28:31,750 --> 00:28:36,958 He was just a coder, designer, hotshot, mysterious, genius, rock star, recluse. 452 00:28:37,041 --> 00:28:40,000 So when Vince offered to give him a sneak peek at his newest game, 453 00:28:40,083 --> 00:28:41,750 Luke didn't even think twice. 454 00:28:41,833 --> 00:28:43,250 Holy shit. 455 00:28:44,125 --> 00:28:45,166 You live here? 456 00:28:45,250 --> 00:28:46,916 This? Nah. 457 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:49,166 No. This is a rental just to finish the game. 458 00:28:50,791 --> 00:28:53,000 Check this out. 459 00:28:53,083 --> 00:28:54,666 [digital trilling] 460 00:28:54,750 --> 00:28:56,083 [Luke] Holy shit. 461 00:28:56,166 --> 00:28:58,083 This isn't next-gen, this is next millennium. 462 00:28:58,166 --> 00:29:00,666 What... what are these graphics? What's the engine? 463 00:29:00,750 --> 00:29:02,958 Near-future battle strategy. 464 00:29:05,500 --> 00:29:09,791 This thing is... it's basically risk on steroids. 465 00:29:11,250 --> 00:29:13,125 Nuclear arsenal has been moved to orbit. 466 00:29:13,208 --> 00:29:18,333 USA, Russia, China, India, all have orbital arsenals. 467 00:29:18,416 --> 00:29:22,291 You could start World War III, you could end World War III. 468 00:29:22,958 --> 00:29:24,333 Or you could end the world. 469 00:29:25,041 --> 00:29:27,291 [digital trilling] 470 00:29:27,916 --> 00:29:31,458 First of 10,000 decisions. And this, this is the only easy one. 471 00:29:31,541 --> 00:29:34,416 How many weapon stations do you spin up? 472 00:29:34,500 --> 00:29:37,166 All nine at once or start smaller? 473 00:29:37,250 --> 00:29:39,250 Play it safe one at a time. 474 00:29:40,208 --> 00:29:41,666 Assuming they don't get shot down. 475 00:29:46,125 --> 00:29:47,125 Good luck. 476 00:29:47,958 --> 00:29:50,375 [thrilling music] 477 00:29:54,625 --> 00:29:55,833 [clears throat] 478 00:29:58,250 --> 00:29:59,750 [digital trilling] 479 00:30:01,916 --> 00:30:04,541 [upbeat techno music] 480 00:30:11,625 --> 00:30:13,375 [metal clinking in game] 481 00:30:17,541 --> 00:30:19,625 [Amesh] First game last less than ten minutes. 482 00:30:19,708 --> 00:30:21,666 Complex is an understatement. 483 00:30:21,750 --> 00:30:25,083 Sovereign nation simulated perfectly, with response times, 484 00:30:25,166 --> 00:30:27,708 wild cards, technical advantages, and glitches, 485 00:30:27,791 --> 00:30:30,291 and array of weaponry, unheard of in gaming, 486 00:30:30,375 --> 00:30:34,541 and a complex global ecosystem that overwhelmed him at every turn. 487 00:30:35,750 --> 00:30:38,416 By midnight, he's seen a hundred nuclear holocausts, 488 00:30:38,500 --> 00:30:43,458 burned the planet, and obliterated the human race, again, again, and again. 489 00:30:43,541 --> 00:30:45,958 In short, this game is impossible. 490 00:30:46,041 --> 00:30:47,333 [Luke] This game is impossible. 491 00:30:47,416 --> 00:30:50,625 It's almost not a game. It's a proper simulation. 492 00:30:50,708 --> 00:30:54,875 I... I got to factor in weather, fallout. It's... 493 00:30:54,958 --> 00:30:56,500 - It's not fun. - [Vincent laughs] 494 00:30:56,583 --> 00:30:59,166 [Luke] It's, um... It's too real. 495 00:30:59,250 --> 00:31:02,267 I mean, it'd be a crazy useful training tool for the military or something, but... 496 00:31:02,291 --> 00:31:05,333 For ethicists too. Nuclear age morality. 497 00:31:05,875 --> 00:31:08,791 All of human strength meets all of human weakness. 498 00:31:10,625 --> 00:31:12,265 [Vincent] Checkmate for the planet Earth. 499 00:31:13,208 --> 00:31:14,500 This one's my opus. 500 00:31:15,916 --> 00:31:18,333 [woman] I'm sorry, I'm late. I got a bit carried away. 501 00:31:18,416 --> 00:31:20,208 Close at one restaurant, went for another... 502 00:31:20,833 --> 00:31:21,833 Oh. 503 00:31:22,791 --> 00:31:23,833 Hello there. 504 00:31:24,500 --> 00:31:25,958 Uh, this is Luke. 505 00:31:27,541 --> 00:31:29,666 - He's a programmer. - Yeah. 506 00:31:32,458 --> 00:31:34,166 Um... Hello, Luke. 507 00:31:34,250 --> 00:31:38,791 Um, it's nice to see you. I'm Kara. 508 00:31:42,750 --> 00:31:44,500 Luke's trying out Decision. 509 00:31:44,583 --> 00:31:46,958 [Luke] Yeah, and I'm not doing so well. 510 00:31:47,041 --> 00:31:49,458 [Kara] Well, it's difficult, that one. 511 00:31:50,625 --> 00:31:52,500 Almost impossible, that one. 512 00:31:55,750 --> 00:31:57,333 Vincent is a genius, isn't he? 513 00:31:59,041 --> 00:32:02,750 Well, you boys might want to take a break because I was just down on the beach 514 00:32:02,833 --> 00:32:05,250 and the stars tonight, and the moon... 515 00:32:05,333 --> 00:32:07,184 And you said we would see it pretty soon, right, Vince? 516 00:32:07,208 --> 00:32:08,250 Yeah, that's right. 517 00:32:09,916 --> 00:32:11,000 See what? 518 00:32:12,791 --> 00:32:14,031 [Luke] Is that your girlfriend? 519 00:32:14,833 --> 00:32:16,875 Forget games, man. You won at life. 520 00:32:17,500 --> 00:32:18,833 Game over. High score. 521 00:32:19,791 --> 00:32:21,583 [Kara] You got to see this, Luke. 522 00:32:21,666 --> 00:32:23,041 When? How close? 523 00:32:23,125 --> 00:32:24,541 [Vincent] About 50 seconds or so. 524 00:32:24,625 --> 00:32:27,666 He says like it's normal to know something like that. 525 00:32:27,750 --> 00:32:29,708 In 50 seconds or so, 526 00:32:29,791 --> 00:32:33,250 you will be able to see the International Space Station. 527 00:32:37,333 --> 00:32:40,125 He can tell you when a planet is about to appear on the horizon. 528 00:32:40,875 --> 00:32:43,083 He's amazing with sidereal coordinates. 529 00:32:43,958 --> 00:32:45,833 Yeah, you can tell from the game. 530 00:32:45,916 --> 00:32:47,916 Really makes you consider the greenhouse effect 531 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,250 is just too much for anyone to keep track of. 532 00:32:50,333 --> 00:32:53,791 You can't beat a game like that. It's just... I don't know. 533 00:32:53,875 --> 00:32:56,166 - It's just too much going on. - [Vincent] Well... 534 00:32:57,500 --> 00:32:59,250 If you help me crack it, Luke, 535 00:33:01,041 --> 00:33:02,458 I'll split the advance with you. 536 00:33:03,458 --> 00:33:04,375 What? 537 00:33:04,458 --> 00:33:07,250 Yeah, take money off your list of things to worry about. 538 00:33:08,291 --> 00:33:09,291 What do you say? 539 00:33:11,208 --> 00:33:12,416 Uh, um... 540 00:33:12,500 --> 00:33:13,500 [Vincent] There she is. 541 00:33:23,208 --> 00:33:24,375 [Luke] Holy shit. 542 00:33:25,583 --> 00:33:26,583 Wow. 543 00:33:30,958 --> 00:33:32,958 [wondrous music] 544 00:33:36,250 --> 00:33:38,250 [uneasy music] 545 00:33:42,458 --> 00:33:43,458 Luke! 546 00:33:52,875 --> 00:33:55,541 Sorry. That was... that was weird. [groans] 547 00:33:56,916 --> 00:33:58,333 I'm okay now, I think. Yeah. 548 00:33:59,916 --> 00:34:01,166 [Luke sighs] I'm okay. 549 00:34:06,041 --> 00:34:07,401 [Spence] Nothing weird about this. 550 00:34:07,458 --> 00:34:09,458 I totally drink whatever they handed me, 551 00:34:09,541 --> 00:34:11,583 especially after I blacked out for no reason. 552 00:34:11,666 --> 00:34:12,916 Uh, there is a reason. 553 00:34:14,375 --> 00:34:15,583 Luke has a bad heart. 554 00:34:16,666 --> 00:34:18,041 He's known it since he was a kid. 555 00:34:18,958 --> 00:34:20,916 He gets winded going up the stairs sometimes. 556 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:22,080 He could never play sports. 557 00:34:22,125 --> 00:34:25,166 That's... that's actually one of the reasons he found video games. 558 00:34:25,958 --> 00:34:29,791 Because his heart had to work a little harder than most people's. 559 00:34:30,958 --> 00:34:33,000 The doctor said it might not run as long. 560 00:34:34,458 --> 00:34:38,875 It could actually, uh... quit on him any time, really. 561 00:34:39,708 --> 00:34:42,458 [Amesh] Meanwhile, Becky's new relationship only grows deeper. 562 00:34:42,541 --> 00:34:44,250 Her new beau is Ray. 563 00:34:44,333 --> 00:34:48,500 He's a son of a major politician. Rich, connected, and handsome as shit. 564 00:34:48,583 --> 00:34:51,125 He's got a bright, bright future. 565 00:34:51,708 --> 00:34:54,166 The kind of kid that could be anything when he grew up. 566 00:34:54,250 --> 00:34:56,083 The White House or Wall Street, you know? 567 00:34:56,166 --> 00:34:58,625 The kind of guy who always gets the girls' attention 568 00:34:58,708 --> 00:35:00,291 and is about to get some more. 569 00:35:00,375 --> 00:35:02,791 [Kara] Oh, that is just the worst. 570 00:35:03,291 --> 00:35:05,833 And happening to such a beautiful machine. 571 00:35:06,625 --> 00:35:07,958 [sucks teeth, sighs] 572 00:35:08,041 --> 00:35:09,416 I've got a jack, cutie. 573 00:35:10,041 --> 00:35:11,500 You need help changing it? 574 00:35:12,625 --> 00:35:15,265 [Amesh] Meanwhile, Luke's over at Vincent's every day after school, 575 00:35:15,333 --> 00:35:16,500 trying to beat the game. 576 00:35:18,291 --> 00:35:19,541 It's not going great. 577 00:35:20,750 --> 00:35:23,208 Okay. I don't know what you're playing at here, but I did it. 578 00:35:23,291 --> 00:35:25,750 I triggered the evac before the bombs hit DC, 579 00:35:25,833 --> 00:35:27,916 and I'm still alive, so... 580 00:35:29,583 --> 00:35:31,875 I'm just stranded out on the space station now. 581 00:35:32,500 --> 00:35:33,708 Yes, so now what? 582 00:35:33,791 --> 00:35:36,351 Well, I mean, is there another game that's supposed to start up here? 583 00:35:36,375 --> 00:35:38,055 I'm the only one left, there's no one here. 584 00:35:38,875 --> 00:35:40,115 What, am I supposed to sit here 585 00:35:40,166 --> 00:35:42,083 and breathe myself to death for a few months? 586 00:35:43,333 --> 00:35:45,208 What? What? What can I do? 587 00:35:45,291 --> 00:35:46,750 What's... Why isn't the game over? 588 00:35:46,833 --> 00:35:47,833 Exactly. 589 00:35:48,875 --> 00:35:49,875 Now, what? 590 00:35:53,125 --> 00:35:55,125 [unsettling music] 591 00:36:01,416 --> 00:36:02,458 That's it? 592 00:36:02,541 --> 00:36:05,375 - That's it. - Okay, you got to change that. 593 00:36:06,125 --> 00:36:09,333 Um, I don't know what the deus ex machina is meant to be, 594 00:36:09,416 --> 00:36:10,416 but it's lame as fuck. 595 00:36:10,458 --> 00:36:14,166 Um, God, please don't tell me those are supposed to be aliens. 596 00:36:14,250 --> 00:36:15,375 [chuckles] 597 00:36:18,916 --> 00:36:22,166 [Amesh] Then one day, Becky just breaks down while she rings him up. 598 00:36:22,250 --> 00:36:24,583 Hey. Everything okay? 599 00:36:24,666 --> 00:36:26,541 [Amesh] Just cries her eyes out in the store. 600 00:36:28,125 --> 00:36:29,541 And Luke tries to help. 601 00:36:29,625 --> 00:36:31,125 Lipstick on his clothes. 602 00:36:31,208 --> 00:36:34,333 [Amesh] She tells him that Ray has been cheating on her with an older woman. 603 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:39,000 And though Ray denies it, Becky knows that it's true. 604 00:36:40,500 --> 00:36:42,083 And that her heart has been broken. 605 00:36:44,166 --> 00:36:45,250 - Bye. - Bye. 606 00:36:47,083 --> 00:36:48,250 - See you. - Of course. 607 00:37:00,333 --> 00:37:01,416 [grunts, groans] 608 00:37:01,500 --> 00:37:03,500 - I know what you're doing. - What? 609 00:37:03,583 --> 00:37:04,958 Hey, back off. 610 00:37:05,541 --> 00:37:06,833 [Ray] You set me up. 611 00:37:06,916 --> 00:37:09,458 He told me what you're doing, and it won't work. 612 00:37:09,541 --> 00:37:10,833 Honey, you're being crazy. 613 00:37:10,916 --> 00:37:13,166 Okay? We got caught. That's all there was to it. 614 00:37:13,250 --> 00:37:14,958 I never touched you, and you know it. 615 00:37:15,541 --> 00:37:16,541 [Ray] You set me up. 616 00:37:17,708 --> 00:37:20,375 He told me everything. He told me. 617 00:37:21,375 --> 00:37:22,625 You stay away from me. 618 00:37:23,708 --> 00:37:25,541 Wait, who are you talking about? 619 00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:30,458 Frederick. He told me. 620 00:37:32,291 --> 00:37:34,958 [breathing heavily] 621 00:37:35,916 --> 00:37:36,916 We have to go. 622 00:37:37,500 --> 00:37:38,500 - What? - [Kara] Now! 623 00:37:40,583 --> 00:37:41,625 [Kara] Vincent! 624 00:37:42,416 --> 00:37:43,416 Vincent? 625 00:37:45,625 --> 00:37:47,958 Oh, no, no, no, no. 626 00:37:52,250 --> 00:37:53,375 Smell that? 627 00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:55,708 Formaldehyde. 628 00:37:57,083 --> 00:37:58,833 This... this is just a message. 629 00:37:58,916 --> 00:38:01,458 - Where's Vincent? - [Kara] He's got him, I think. 630 00:38:02,375 --> 00:38:04,291 - This is his way of saying so. - [Luke] What... 631 00:38:04,916 --> 00:38:05,916 What's happening? 632 00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:07,541 I need you to hear this story. 633 00:38:08,875 --> 00:38:11,958 And don't judge me until I'm finished. 634 00:38:13,291 --> 00:38:16,583 There was a girl who fell head over heels for the perfect boy. 635 00:38:17,583 --> 00:38:19,708 He was just destined for greatness. 636 00:38:20,833 --> 00:38:23,416 They got married too young. He rose up the ranks fast. 637 00:38:23,500 --> 00:38:24,958 Youngest senator out of New York. 638 00:38:25,041 --> 00:38:28,208 He even gave his wife's best friend a job. 639 00:38:28,916 --> 00:38:31,375 Writing code for the Department of Defense. 640 00:38:32,666 --> 00:38:34,583 Together, they made something... 641 00:38:35,708 --> 00:38:36,708 amazing. 642 00:38:37,750 --> 00:38:40,541 A global defense system based in space. 643 00:38:41,833 --> 00:38:44,250 They move the nuclear arsenal safely off the planet 644 00:38:45,708 --> 00:38:47,166 onto the space station. 645 00:38:49,291 --> 00:38:51,625 And then, her best friend, 646 00:38:52,291 --> 00:38:53,666 her sweet friend, 647 00:38:55,791 --> 00:38:58,333 who she could have been happy with in another life... 648 00:39:00,500 --> 00:39:01,583 Her friend died. 649 00:39:02,750 --> 00:39:04,041 He had a bad heart. 650 00:39:05,083 --> 00:39:06,833 On his 33rd birthday, he died. 651 00:39:06,916 --> 00:39:08,375 And five years later, 652 00:39:08,458 --> 00:39:11,583 her husband becomes President of the United States. 653 00:39:13,333 --> 00:39:15,125 And the world goes to hell. 654 00:39:16,208 --> 00:39:19,500 The Doomsday Clock goes to midnight and he spins up the arsenal. 655 00:39:19,583 --> 00:39:22,291 And he wants to drop a bomb to stop the bombs. 656 00:39:22,375 --> 00:39:24,333 That's what he said, and she holds him back. 657 00:39:24,416 --> 00:39:27,041 She begs him not to do it, and he... 658 00:39:28,541 --> 00:39:30,083 listens to her. 659 00:39:31,208 --> 00:39:32,416 He hesitates. 660 00:39:33,875 --> 00:39:35,708 And then the missiles fly anyway, 661 00:39:36,583 --> 00:39:39,666 and they evac to the space station into orbit. 662 00:39:40,541 --> 00:39:42,166 And then he pushes the buttons. 663 00:39:43,458 --> 00:39:44,791 But it's too late. 664 00:39:44,875 --> 00:39:47,416 His missiles fly down and their missiles fly up. 665 00:39:47,500 --> 00:39:49,541 And the world is burned to nothing. 666 00:39:50,208 --> 00:39:51,541 And they wait. 667 00:39:51,625 --> 00:39:55,333 Just a handful of people left on the space station. 668 00:39:55,916 --> 00:39:58,916 The air is running out, the food is running out, 669 00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:01,041 and the world below them is dead. 670 00:40:02,833 --> 00:40:04,416 And he's losing his mind. 671 00:40:05,125 --> 00:40:06,833 Her husband snaps. 672 00:40:06,916 --> 00:40:09,250 He goes manic and he's violent. 673 00:40:09,833 --> 00:40:12,000 He's driven insane by what he's done. 674 00:40:12,750 --> 00:40:14,208 And then they came. 675 00:40:16,125 --> 00:40:20,333 These, uh, bright lights like stars. 676 00:40:22,125 --> 00:40:26,125 Bigger and bigger, circling around the space station. 677 00:40:26,791 --> 00:40:28,250 Peering in the windows 678 00:40:28,958 --> 00:40:30,500 and then coming inside. 679 00:40:31,041 --> 00:40:32,208 Are they angels? 680 00:40:33,041 --> 00:40:36,041 The white lights, are they angels? 681 00:40:36,125 --> 00:40:37,666 Sandra's gonna Sandra. 682 00:40:38,250 --> 00:40:40,250 They're not, I call them... 683 00:40:41,166 --> 00:40:42,583 - the Alumini. - The Alumini. 684 00:40:43,958 --> 00:40:46,541 Beings from a galaxy far, far away. 685 00:40:46,625 --> 00:40:48,833 And they had been watching us. 686 00:40:49,708 --> 00:40:54,833 They could send us back, they said, into a point in our timeline. 687 00:40:56,625 --> 00:40:58,208 A chance to change something. 688 00:40:59,916 --> 00:41:01,583 A chance to change everything. 689 00:41:03,416 --> 00:41:04,416 Luke... 690 00:41:07,333 --> 00:41:08,666 I'm Becky... 691 00:41:09,541 --> 00:41:10,666 from the future. 692 00:41:12,750 --> 00:41:13,666 And Frederick... 693 00:41:13,750 --> 00:41:14,790 Who are you talking about? 694 00:41:14,833 --> 00:41:15,833 Frederick. 695 00:41:16,333 --> 00:41:20,125 ...is Ray, my husband, and he's back here too. 696 00:41:21,125 --> 00:41:24,875 If you're Becky and this guy is Ray... 697 00:41:27,125 --> 00:41:28,291 then who's Vincent? 698 00:41:32,708 --> 00:41:33,916 Honey, that's you. 699 00:41:36,458 --> 00:41:40,458 He took the name Vincent Beggs because he knew you idolize that name. 700 00:41:40,541 --> 00:41:41,916 [Kara] You trust him. 701 00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,708 He also knew, more importantly, that you had no idea 702 00:41:44,791 --> 00:41:46,416 what the real Vincent Beggs looked like. 703 00:41:46,500 --> 00:41:50,583 But I thought you said I died on my 33rd birthday long before the war. 704 00:41:51,500 --> 00:41:53,125 - You did. - [Luke] Yeah. 705 00:41:53,208 --> 00:41:54,875 So, how, how did I end up here? 706 00:41:54,958 --> 00:41:56,833 I don't know exactly. Um... 707 00:41:57,375 --> 00:42:00,916 You haven't told me everything, but they sent you back too. 708 00:42:01,541 --> 00:42:04,416 You woke up here on the beach and they told you 709 00:42:04,500 --> 00:42:07,375 you had a purpose to teach yourself. 710 00:42:07,458 --> 00:42:09,666 Something about the game, the code. 711 00:42:09,750 --> 00:42:12,500 You came back here to stop the war. 712 00:42:14,541 --> 00:42:15,750 And what about Ray? 713 00:42:18,208 --> 00:42:19,416 I've got to kill him. 714 00:42:20,291 --> 00:42:21,875 [spits] 715 00:42:21,958 --> 00:42:24,958 I got to say, I'm a little shocked to see you here. 716 00:42:26,791 --> 00:42:28,375 I mean, you weren't even there. 717 00:42:28,458 --> 00:42:31,041 You died, man, before the whole thing went down. 718 00:42:32,166 --> 00:42:33,750 Yeah, they brought me back anyway. 719 00:42:33,833 --> 00:42:35,250 Yeah, but why? 720 00:42:35,958 --> 00:42:40,791 I mean, with us, it was... They just told us that we could go back. 721 00:42:40,875 --> 00:42:43,125 A chance to save all of humanity. 722 00:42:43,208 --> 00:42:45,166 We could go back and change... 723 00:42:46,833 --> 00:42:47,916 something, I don't know. 724 00:42:48,583 --> 00:42:51,083 You're here to find Becky, why? 725 00:42:52,500 --> 00:42:53,708 She's messing with me. 726 00:42:54,541 --> 00:42:58,125 And I, I... I can see her in my memories and these new memories. 727 00:43:00,375 --> 00:43:02,625 I think that she is trying to kill me. 728 00:43:04,125 --> 00:43:06,666 She thinks killing me might stop the whole thing. 729 00:43:06,750 --> 00:43:07,958 Like it was my fault. 730 00:43:09,041 --> 00:43:10,750 This was her fault, you know? 731 00:43:12,458 --> 00:43:16,291 If she dies, maybe none of this happens at all. 732 00:43:16,375 --> 00:43:18,166 I won't tell you where she is. 733 00:43:19,250 --> 00:43:20,250 I won't. 734 00:43:22,916 --> 00:43:26,083 You always had a thing for her. I always knew that. 735 00:43:27,708 --> 00:43:29,875 Shit, I should have just let you have her, Luke. 736 00:43:32,625 --> 00:43:34,166 And I would have done it right. 737 00:43:35,166 --> 00:43:36,458 [Ray] I would have won. 738 00:43:36,541 --> 00:43:37,541 You wouldn't have. 739 00:43:38,250 --> 00:43:39,791 That's not the way you beat the game. 740 00:43:39,875 --> 00:43:41,833 It's not a game, Luke. 741 00:43:41,916 --> 00:43:43,125 [exhales] 742 00:43:43,208 --> 00:43:44,625 I know that, Ray. 743 00:43:44,708 --> 00:43:46,291 [chair clanking] 744 00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:52,458 You tell me where she is, right now! 745 00:43:53,958 --> 00:43:55,416 What did they look like... 746 00:43:55,500 --> 00:43:56,500 [Ray scoffs] 747 00:43:58,250 --> 00:43:59,291 ...when they came to you? 748 00:44:00,875 --> 00:44:03,708 I thought they were aliens at first. They... they had to be. 749 00:44:04,541 --> 00:44:10,125 Or some kind of incredibly advanced, telekinetic lifeform. 750 00:44:11,750 --> 00:44:14,541 I was there on the ground, dying. 751 00:44:16,250 --> 00:44:17,750 My heart wasn't beating. 752 00:44:19,833 --> 00:44:21,083 And the light came, 753 00:44:22,083 --> 00:44:23,625 and they told me I had one chance, 754 00:44:25,375 --> 00:44:26,958 one chance to come back... 755 00:44:27,625 --> 00:44:31,583 So, you came back here to try and get with the girl? 756 00:44:32,125 --> 00:44:33,541 I came back here to program. 757 00:44:35,291 --> 00:44:38,208 - I came back here to code. - The game? 758 00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:40,250 What's the point? 759 00:44:41,583 --> 00:44:43,333 It worked pretty well. Sad to say. 760 00:44:43,416 --> 00:44:47,666 Not the game, the program, him. Me, I guess, I... 761 00:44:47,750 --> 00:44:49,958 [breathing heavily] 762 00:44:50,583 --> 00:44:51,958 I think it might have worked. 763 00:44:52,583 --> 00:44:54,208 You're not gonna tell me, are you? 764 00:44:54,875 --> 00:44:56,041 Do what you got. 765 00:44:57,375 --> 00:44:58,375 All right. 766 00:44:59,708 --> 00:45:00,788 - [knife pierces] - [groans] 767 00:45:01,958 --> 00:45:04,833 [moans, grunts] 768 00:45:08,833 --> 00:45:10,041 [gasps] 769 00:45:10,625 --> 00:45:13,000 [Amesh] So Luke dies for the second time in his life, 770 00:45:13,625 --> 00:45:17,958 but he isn't scared because he's felt it this whole time. 771 00:45:18,041 --> 00:45:20,833 Felt the idea taking root in his own brain. 772 00:45:22,541 --> 00:45:24,458 That's the thing about being from the future. 773 00:45:25,625 --> 00:45:27,875 You don't have to wonder if you change the past. 774 00:45:31,541 --> 00:45:33,833 [beeping] 775 00:45:33,916 --> 00:45:36,166 If you did, you'll know it. 776 00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:39,083 Because you'll change too. 777 00:45:39,166 --> 00:45:40,375 [exhales] 778 00:45:42,833 --> 00:45:44,791 [metal clanking] 779 00:45:45,958 --> 00:45:49,416 But despite his assurances, Becky refuses to believe 780 00:45:49,500 --> 00:45:53,875 that Luke can stop the world from ending by simply not writing the code. 781 00:45:54,458 --> 00:45:57,333 The only way to win is not to play, so I won't write the code... 782 00:45:57,416 --> 00:45:58,958 [Amesh] Because in her mind, 783 00:45:59,666 --> 00:46:02,000 there was only one way to change the future. 784 00:46:02,083 --> 00:46:03,541 To change everything. 785 00:46:05,666 --> 00:46:07,000 Just leave me alone. 786 00:46:07,083 --> 00:46:08,083 [Amesh] Killing Ray. 787 00:46:08,166 --> 00:46:09,916 - Get out. - Becky, don't do this. 788 00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:11,642 - [Becky] Get out. - [Luke] Becky. Becky, please. 789 00:46:11,666 --> 00:46:12,666 Get out! 790 00:46:23,541 --> 00:46:24,750 Look out! 791 00:46:26,291 --> 00:46:27,666 [tires screeching] 792 00:46:29,333 --> 00:46:30,333 Becky? 793 00:46:31,541 --> 00:46:32,541 Becky? 794 00:46:35,666 --> 00:46:39,041 - Becky. Hey, hey, hey. Look at me. - Luke. 795 00:46:39,125 --> 00:46:40,791 - Hey. - [Ray] What have you done? 796 00:46:42,583 --> 00:46:44,166 Why you! 797 00:46:44,250 --> 00:46:46,666 [grunting, sobbing] 798 00:46:48,041 --> 00:46:50,375 [breathing heavily] 799 00:46:52,041 --> 00:46:53,458 [chokes] 800 00:46:54,166 --> 00:46:55,333 [gasps] 801 00:47:01,041 --> 00:47:02,333 [gasping] 802 00:47:10,541 --> 00:47:11,833 [Amesh] Luke went on his way. 803 00:47:12,375 --> 00:47:15,833 He never did write the code, never ventured outside his games. 804 00:47:16,333 --> 00:47:18,708 If the world was gonna end, it wouldn't be because of him. 805 00:47:20,166 --> 00:47:21,416 No, he was careful. 806 00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:25,291 Careful for the future and careful for his heart. 807 00:47:26,416 --> 00:47:28,125 Ray still became president, 808 00:47:28,208 --> 00:47:30,416 but he was changed by what happened that night. 809 00:47:31,375 --> 00:47:32,375 He was wiser. 810 00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:34,416 He knew what death looked like. 811 00:47:35,416 --> 00:47:38,541 Luke, he lived a good life, living every moment. 812 00:47:39,958 --> 00:47:42,000 And he realized something else too. 813 00:47:42,083 --> 00:47:45,500 Whatever those lights were, whatever those beings were, 814 00:47:45,583 --> 00:47:47,375 they were probably not alien. 815 00:47:47,458 --> 00:47:51,833 No, they felt too human. Angels, he decided. 816 00:47:52,500 --> 00:47:56,000 The Alumini or whatever Becky called them, they were angels. 817 00:47:56,833 --> 00:47:59,000 And maybe that's what angels are, really. 818 00:47:59,083 --> 00:48:01,208 Maybe angels are just second chances. 819 00:48:01,291 --> 00:48:03,875 ♪ Seem to me ♪ 820 00:48:03,958 --> 00:48:07,458 ♪ Can't turn back the hand of time ♪ 821 00:48:07,541 --> 00:48:09,625 Years later, he went back to that beach. 822 00:48:10,416 --> 00:48:12,541 A normal Wednesday. Nothing special at all. 823 00:48:14,083 --> 00:48:17,500 Except it was the day after his 33rd birthday. 824 00:48:18,458 --> 00:48:21,208 The day after his death day, according to Kara. 825 00:48:22,666 --> 00:48:24,250 But his heart hadn't given out. 826 00:48:25,083 --> 00:48:27,541 No lights in the sky. No, Luke was alive. 827 00:48:28,916 --> 00:48:33,208 He didn't know if it'd be for another day or another year or what, 828 00:48:33,291 --> 00:48:36,250 but, hell, do any of us? 829 00:48:40,708 --> 00:48:41,833 [Kevin] Wow. 830 00:48:42,750 --> 00:48:45,041 [chuckles] Watch out, James Cameron. 831 00:48:45,541 --> 00:48:46,708 Guys, 832 00:48:47,541 --> 00:48:50,375 she's gonna be so mad. 833 00:48:51,416 --> 00:48:55,000 Weeks and weeks of angel porn, 834 00:48:55,083 --> 00:48:57,583 and she missed the one angel story that worked. 835 00:48:58,916 --> 00:49:00,000 [soft chuckle] 836 00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:10,875 What are you doing? 837 00:49:10,958 --> 00:49:11,958 [gasps] 838 00:49:12,583 --> 00:49:13,583 Fuck off! 839 00:49:15,416 --> 00:49:18,333 - I'm gonna help. - I said fuck off! 840 00:49:18,416 --> 00:49:20,500 How about you shut the fuck up and let me help you? 841 00:49:32,833 --> 00:49:34,125 I wet the fucking bed. 842 00:49:37,583 --> 00:49:40,375 Let's get you in the bath and I'll take care of the sheets. 843 00:49:51,875 --> 00:49:54,041 I... I killed my parents. 844 00:50:02,666 --> 00:50:04,375 Let's just start with the bath, 845 00:50:05,750 --> 00:50:09,541 then the sheets, and... then we can talk about your parents. 846 00:50:14,041 --> 00:50:15,601 [Natsuki] Why did you end it like that? 847 00:50:16,875 --> 00:50:17,916 [Amesh] Like what? 848 00:50:20,250 --> 00:50:22,541 Becky kills herself. 849 00:50:23,708 --> 00:50:25,250 Luke doesn't get the girl. 850 00:50:26,916 --> 00:50:28,625 [breathes deeply] 851 00:50:28,708 --> 00:50:29,875 Right, yeah, well... 852 00:50:31,250 --> 00:50:32,458 You write what you know. 853 00:50:34,416 --> 00:50:35,666 I don't like that. [sighs] 854 00:50:38,041 --> 00:50:42,333 It rang a little hollow for me because of that. 855 00:50:44,333 --> 00:50:46,083 I wanted them to be together. 856 00:51:02,875 --> 00:51:04,333 - Good night. - Night. 857 00:51:09,916 --> 00:51:11,916 [tender music] 858 00:51:21,875 --> 00:51:23,166 See you later, Amesh. 859 00:51:27,125 --> 00:51:30,125 [Anya] I was offered this chance. 860 00:51:30,208 --> 00:51:32,708 This big American ballet school 861 00:51:32,791 --> 00:51:34,476 was going to bring me all the way to the States. 862 00:51:34,500 --> 00:51:35,708 And they came with me. 863 00:51:37,125 --> 00:51:40,333 Gave up their whole lives just to give me a shot at mine. 864 00:51:41,666 --> 00:51:44,375 I don't know why I wanted to fuck that up so badly. 865 00:51:46,250 --> 00:51:47,250 I went... 866 00:51:48,625 --> 00:51:49,625 crazy. 867 00:51:52,166 --> 00:51:55,166 The one time they noticed I'd... I'd snuck out... 868 00:51:56,791 --> 00:51:57,833 One time... 869 00:51:59,083 --> 00:52:00,166 they noticed. 870 00:52:01,958 --> 00:52:03,333 They went looking for me. 871 00:52:07,166 --> 00:52:10,041 The police said they drove around for hours, 872 00:52:11,458 --> 00:52:14,458 and they hit some black ice. [sniffles] 873 00:52:14,541 --> 00:52:16,500 And they, uh... [sobs] 874 00:52:20,416 --> 00:52:21,416 Hey. 875 00:52:22,750 --> 00:52:23,790 And there was the funeral. 876 00:52:23,833 --> 00:52:24,833 Uh... 877 00:52:25,458 --> 00:52:26,625 And the rest... 878 00:52:27,625 --> 00:52:29,625 And Rhett... 879 00:52:31,166 --> 00:52:33,125 My best friend, Rhett. 880 00:52:33,208 --> 00:52:36,750 Well, not my best friend anymore, I guess. 881 00:52:38,666 --> 00:52:40,916 After they died, I started doing H, 882 00:52:42,541 --> 00:52:45,958 and he tried to get me into a bunch of rehabs. 883 00:52:46,958 --> 00:52:47,958 [sniffles] 884 00:53:01,791 --> 00:53:03,125 He bought this for me. 885 00:53:07,208 --> 00:53:10,166 Then I threw it on his head when he told me 886 00:53:10,250 --> 00:53:12,500 that I was gonna die if I didn't get cleaned. 887 00:53:15,375 --> 00:53:20,375 [sniffles] And its leg broke off and Rhett fucked off. 888 00:53:22,125 --> 00:53:23,833 Two months later, I got diagnosed. 889 00:53:27,833 --> 00:53:31,333 Same goddamn leg. 890 00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:38,291 I think I know what it was. 891 00:53:39,583 --> 00:53:40,583 What? 892 00:53:41,833 --> 00:53:43,541 The thing I saw when I came to... 893 00:53:45,333 --> 00:53:46,333 The shadow. 894 00:53:50,166 --> 00:53:52,333 The only thing it can be in a place like this. 895 00:53:55,333 --> 00:53:56,375 Creeping. 896 00:53:57,125 --> 00:53:58,750 Darkness creeping, nothing. 897 00:54:01,375 --> 00:54:03,333 Coming for you when it's your time. 898 00:54:06,875 --> 00:54:08,541 Fucking with you until it is. 899 00:54:10,166 --> 00:54:12,583 I... [breathing shakily] 900 00:54:12,666 --> 00:54:14,958 I don't... I don't wanna die. 901 00:54:15,041 --> 00:54:16,833 [panicked cries] 902 00:54:16,916 --> 00:54:19,875 I don't want to die, Ilonka. 903 00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:24,000 [Anya sobbing] 904 00:54:27,875 --> 00:54:30,708 [unsettling music] 905 00:54:36,500 --> 00:54:39,875 ♪ I wake up in the morning ♪ 906 00:54:40,708 --> 00:54:43,708 ♪ I go out, come back in ♪ 907 00:54:44,708 --> 00:54:48,333 ♪ I have died a thousand times ♪ 908 00:54:48,416 --> 00:54:51,833 ♪ I will die once again ♪ 909 00:55:00,583 --> 00:55:04,291 ♪ I wake up in the morning ♪ 910 00:55:04,375 --> 00:55:07,833 ♪ I go out with my friends ♪ 911 00:55:08,625 --> 00:55:10,250 ♪ To a bar ♪ 912 00:55:10,333 --> 00:55:12,250 ♪ It's the weekend ♪ 913 00:55:12,333 --> 00:55:15,625 ♪ And it just doesn't end ♪ 914 00:55:16,708 --> 00:55:20,416 ♪ I stay out 'till 5 a.m. ♪ 915 00:55:20,500 --> 00:55:23,833 ♪ And it's light when I leave ♪ 916 00:55:24,541 --> 00:55:28,458 ♪ I go out and pack my stuff ♪ 917 00:55:28,541 --> 00:55:31,708 ♪ 'Cause I'm dying once again ♪