1 00:00:12,480 --> 00:00:18,560 NARRATOR: Selection for the SAS is a test like no other. 2 00:00:18,600 --> 00:00:22,320 ANT: These celebrities are going to have the shock of their life. 3 00:00:22,360 --> 00:00:24,680 This is not a game. 4 00:00:24,720 --> 00:00:27,160 (HELICOPTER) 5 00:00:28,600 --> 00:00:30,000 17 celebrity recruits... 6 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:30,560 17 celebrity recruits... 7 00:00:30,600 --> 00:00:31,680 Fight back! 8 00:00:31,720 --> 00:00:34,160 ...have volunteered to put their glamourous lives behind. 9 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:36,440 Your effort is like a fart in a blizzard! 10 00:00:37,440 --> 00:00:39,120 When the chips are down and I'm doubting myself, 11 00:00:39,160 --> 00:00:40,800 have I still got it? 12 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:42,040 There's no winner, 13 00:00:42,080 --> 00:00:45,080 it's simply whether you have what it takes or not. 14 00:00:46,080 --> 00:00:49,520 They're put through the most gruelling stages of SAS selection. 15 00:00:49,560 --> 00:00:51,760 Are you OK? Yes Staff! 16 00:00:51,800 --> 00:00:53,800 Chief Instructor, Ant Middleton... 17 00:00:54,920 --> 00:00:58,560 ...and his team of Directing Staff will make no exceptions. 18 00:00:58,600 --> 00:01:00,000 Get up! 19 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:00,160 Get up! 20 00:01:00,200 --> 00:01:02,360 We're going to find out who they really are... 21 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:05,000 Go! 22 00:01:06,880 --> 00:01:08,280 Brake, brake! 23 00:01:09,560 --> 00:01:10,600 (WOMAN SCREAMING) 24 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:11,880 You gotta save that life, let's go! 25 00:01:11,920 --> 00:01:12,960 Help! 26 00:01:13,000 --> 00:01:15,440 The pressure of a life and death hostage rescue. 27 00:01:16,080 --> 00:01:17,280 One hesitation... 28 00:01:18,600 --> 00:01:19,880 One mistake... 29 00:01:21,400 --> 00:01:22,800 ...is going to cost you your life. 30 00:01:22,840 --> 00:01:25,760 What the fuck have you just done? 31 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:26,800 Go! 32 00:01:26,840 --> 00:01:27,960 And a harrowing drownproofing. 33 00:01:29,120 --> 00:01:30,000 The thought of not being able to come up for air 34 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:30,800 The thought of not being able to come up for air 35 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:32,000 just terrifies me. 36 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:34,680 You have to deal with that extreme panic. 37 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:36,560 If you don't, you're gonna die. 38 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:38,360 Get down! 39 00:01:38,400 --> 00:01:41,040 (CLIMACTIC MUSIC) 40 00:01:47,040 --> 00:01:49,720 (MILITARY DRUMS) 41 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:51,480 Today marks the halfway point 42 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:54,800 of the formidable SAS selection course. 43 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:58,120 And only 10 celebrity recruits remain. 44 00:01:58,160 --> 00:01:59,400 MERRICK: Wonder what's on for today? 45 00:02:01,040 --> 00:02:02,160 CANDICE: Something cold? 46 00:02:02,200 --> 00:02:05,400 Being chucked out of a helicopter into the snow, 47 00:02:05,440 --> 00:02:07,120 and you have to swim through the snow, 48 00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:09,479 seal crawl across the gravel, 49 00:02:09,520 --> 00:02:12,200 until you have taken off your own genitalia and nipples. 50 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:13,280 (LAUGHING) 51 00:02:13,320 --> 00:02:14,920 Get the fuck out here! 52 00:02:14,960 --> 00:02:17,120 Two minutes, let's go! 53 00:02:17,160 --> 00:02:19,680 Move, move! 54 00:02:19,720 --> 00:02:22,080 Move, get up here, you people, get up! 55 00:02:22,120 --> 00:02:24,080 Come on, move it! 56 00:02:24,120 --> 00:02:26,080 We're waiting for you people! 57 00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:27,520 In the special forces, 58 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:30,000 we are trained to deal under extreme pressure. 59 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:30,360 we are trained to deal under extreme pressure. 60 00:02:31,680 --> 00:02:35,480 That's where we thrive, that's where we make our best decisions. 61 00:02:35,520 --> 00:02:37,200 And that's were looking for, 62 00:02:37,240 --> 00:02:40,680 to see if you can take on information 63 00:02:40,720 --> 00:02:43,360 in a high-pressure situation. 64 00:02:43,400 --> 00:02:46,840 We have to process that information, and execute what needs to be done. 65 00:02:53,360 --> 00:02:54,640 That's it, just huddle up. 66 00:02:56,200 --> 00:02:59,440 As a special forces operator, it's all about decision-making. 67 00:02:59,480 --> 00:03:00,000 You cannot afford to fuck up. 68 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:01,400 You cannot afford to fuck up. 69 00:03:01,440 --> 00:03:04,520 If you mess up on the battlefield, it will cost a life. 70 00:03:04,560 --> 00:03:07,840 That life, that you save or that you take, 71 00:03:07,880 --> 00:03:09,200 you have to live with the decision. 72 00:03:09,240 --> 00:03:10,920 The pressure of that on your shoulders, 73 00:03:10,960 --> 00:03:14,680 for a lifetime, is a fucking heavy burden to carry. 74 00:03:14,720 --> 00:03:18,080 Everything we do is to see if you've got the mindset 75 00:03:18,120 --> 00:03:21,360 to deal with what you witness, the decisions that you make, 76 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:23,760 and what you have to live with. 77 00:03:23,800 --> 00:03:26,680 It doesn't get much more serious than this. 78 00:03:26,720 --> 00:03:28,080 No mistakes. 79 00:03:32,600 --> 00:03:36,000 The recruits are about to face an extreme pressure test 80 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:38,080 that simulates one of the Special Forces' 81 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:40,440 most dangerous and confrontational assignments. 82 00:03:41,440 --> 00:03:42,520 A hostage rescue. 83 00:03:44,040 --> 00:03:47,400 They will be handed an assault rifle, and rushed into a briefing session, 84 00:03:47,440 --> 00:03:50,040 where they'll be shown a photo of a hostage, 85 00:03:50,080 --> 00:03:52,760 along with a map showing the location of the captive. 86 00:03:54,360 --> 00:03:58,680 It's crucial that recruits identify the hostage as having a beard. 87 00:03:58,720 --> 00:04:00,000 If they focus on the red hat, the results will be deadly. 88 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:02,000 If they focus on the red hat, the results will be deadly. 89 00:04:03,040 --> 00:04:05,400 Let's go Number Six, sit on your bergen, face that way. 90 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:08,720 The first recruit to attempt the run 91 00:04:08,760 --> 00:04:11,040 is Number Six, "Honey Badger" Nick Cummins. 92 00:04:13,320 --> 00:04:14,800 Move let's go, let's go! 93 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:17,240 Move, let's go, hurry up! 94 00:04:17,279 --> 00:04:19,240 That's your weapon, OK? There's around in the chamber, 95 00:04:19,279 --> 00:04:20,760 the safety catch is on, it's good to go! 96 00:04:20,800 --> 00:04:21,839 Get in there, get briefed! 97 00:04:21,880 --> 00:04:23,600 Eyes on that! 98 00:04:23,640 --> 00:04:25,360 At 1600 hours yesterday, 99 00:04:25,400 --> 00:04:28,200 the hostage was taken from his residence 100 00:04:28,240 --> 00:04:30,000 and believed to be in this location. 101 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:30,160 and believed to be in this location. 102 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:31,240 Here. 103 00:04:31,280 --> 00:04:33,000 Enemy forces are on the ground, 104 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:35,640 believed to be guarding the hostage. 105 00:04:35,680 --> 00:04:38,080 You have now about 30 seconds to appreciate the map, 106 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:40,040 and ID the hostage. Good luck. 107 00:04:40,080 --> 00:04:41,480 (WOMAN SCREAMING) 108 00:04:41,520 --> 00:04:42,800 You haven't got 30 seconds, let's go! 109 00:04:42,840 --> 00:04:45,360 You've got to save that life! Let's go! 110 00:04:45,400 --> 00:04:49,000 Time is critical, and before Number Six can even blink, 111 00:04:49,040 --> 00:04:52,600 he's rushing into a room where the DS have set up a distraction. 112 00:04:52,640 --> 00:04:54,840 They went that way! Help! 113 00:04:54,880 --> 00:04:56,280 (WOMAN SCREAMING) 114 00:04:56,320 --> 00:04:58,160 (INTENSE MUSIC) 115 00:04:58,200 --> 00:05:00,000 As he enters the final room, 116 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:00,480 As he enters the final room, 117 00:05:00,520 --> 00:05:03,640 the DS have set up their ultimate test. 118 00:05:04,280 --> 00:05:05,960 The hostage's hat has been removed, 119 00:05:06,000 --> 00:05:08,040 and has instead been placed on the kidnappers. 120 00:05:10,520 --> 00:05:11,600 (WOMAN SCREAMING) 121 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:15,320 Hey! 122 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:17,640 (GUNSHOTS) 123 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:19,920 Stop! 124 00:05:19,960 --> 00:05:21,080 How many people did you just shoot? 125 00:05:21,120 --> 00:05:22,520 Two, and they're here. 126 00:05:22,560 --> 00:05:24,200 Where is the hostage, now? 127 00:05:24,240 --> 00:05:25,440 Hostage is sitting down on the left. 128 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:30,000 Describe the hostage to me. Red, red hat. 129 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:30,120 Describe the hostage to me. Red, red hat. 130 00:05:30,160 --> 00:05:31,480 Beard? No beard? 131 00:05:31,520 --> 00:05:33,280 Beard, yes. Tattoo? 132 00:05:33,320 --> 00:05:35,560 Look over my shoulder again, what do you see? 133 00:05:35,600 --> 00:05:37,520 Where is your hostage? 134 00:05:37,560 --> 00:05:39,600 He's got a, he's got a beard. 135 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:41,720 So, that's the hostage there. 136 00:05:41,760 --> 00:05:43,280 They switched hats. 137 00:05:48,560 --> 00:05:50,040 Fucking bang. 138 00:05:50,080 --> 00:05:51,520 Got it? 139 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:54,120 You're dead. You know why? 140 00:05:54,160 --> 00:05:56,680 Fixated on one thing, tunnel vision. 141 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:58,120 Red fucking hat. 142 00:05:58,160 --> 00:06:00,000 That's what let you down, that's what just got you killed, 143 00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:00,720 That's what let you down, that's what just got you killed, 144 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:04,400 that's what now leaves us to go tell your parents, doesn't it? 145 00:06:04,440 --> 00:06:06,240 Yes Staff. Got it? 146 00:06:06,280 --> 00:06:07,280 Out. 147 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:09,720 With me, come on, let's go! 148 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:12,560 Having shot the hostage instead of the kidnapper, 149 00:06:12,600 --> 00:06:14,880 Number Six, Nick, has failed the task. 150 00:06:16,240 --> 00:06:19,320 Recruit Number Five, rally car champion Molly Taylor, 151 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:21,640 is no stranger to focusing under pressure... 152 00:06:21,680 --> 00:06:23,920 Sit on your bergen, sit. 153 00:06:23,960 --> 00:06:26,280 ...and is next to attempt the hostage rescue. 154 00:06:26,320 --> 00:06:28,760 Motor sport is about being able to concentrate 155 00:06:28,800 --> 00:06:30,000 under pressure and under stress. 156 00:06:30,000 --> 00:06:30,840 under pressure and under stress. 157 00:06:30,880 --> 00:06:32,000 Go, go, go, move, move! 158 00:06:32,040 --> 00:06:33,760 So, when it's 50 degrees inside the car, 159 00:06:33,800 --> 00:06:36,160 you've been going all day, you don't want to slow down, 160 00:06:36,200 --> 00:06:38,040 you don't want to make a mistake at a critical point. 161 00:06:38,080 --> 00:06:39,880 Get over there and get briefed, quickly! 162 00:06:39,920 --> 00:06:41,880 So you need to be mentally fit, to concentrate. 163 00:06:41,920 --> 00:06:44,040 But, during the SAS course, 164 00:06:44,080 --> 00:06:46,480 the nerves are going to be such a different type, I think. 165 00:06:46,520 --> 00:06:48,600 So, it's I guess going to be managing the nerves, 166 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:50,400 so you can still perform under pressure. 167 00:06:50,440 --> 00:06:51,440 (WOMAN SCREAMING) 168 00:06:51,480 --> 00:06:53,360 They're going to kill the hostage, let's go! 169 00:06:53,400 --> 00:06:56,320 Let's go, let's move it! 170 00:06:56,360 --> 00:06:58,760 Go, hurry up! 171 00:06:59,280 --> 00:07:00,000 Help me! 172 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:01,560 Help me! 173 00:07:01,600 --> 00:07:03,320 They went that way! 174 00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:04,680 Inside, come on! 175 00:07:05,680 --> 00:07:06,720 Come on! 176 00:07:09,160 --> 00:07:10,240 (GUNSHOTS) 177 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:12,560 Stop! 178 00:07:12,600 --> 00:07:14,280 Who did you just shoot? 179 00:07:14,320 --> 00:07:16,000 The enemy. Where's the hostage? 180 00:07:16,040 --> 00:07:17,320 There. That's our hostage, there. 181 00:07:17,360 --> 00:07:19,120 Sitting down? 182 00:07:19,160 --> 00:07:20,280 Oh, no. 183 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:21,760 What was the distinguishing mark about the hostage? 184 00:07:21,800 --> 00:07:23,120 The beard. The beard. 185 00:07:23,160 --> 00:07:26,760 But you have straightaway gravitated towards a red hat, didn't you? 186 00:07:26,800 --> 00:07:29,160 You also, what has he got? He's got a gun. 187 00:07:29,200 --> 00:07:30,000 What you think he did? Shot me. 188 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:31,840 What you think he did? Shot me. 189 00:07:31,880 --> 00:07:34,600 Give me that weapon, OK, go through that door, go. 190 00:07:34,640 --> 00:07:37,800 Two recruits, two failures. 191 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:40,280 Both would have been killed in the line of duty. 192 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:42,280 Let's go move, move, move. 193 00:07:42,320 --> 00:07:45,880 Number Three, Jackson Warne, is next in the firing line. 194 00:07:45,920 --> 00:07:47,960 Let's go we haven't got fucking time! 195 00:07:48,000 --> 00:07:49,120 Let's go! 196 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:51,480 One thing I am really good at is awareness. 197 00:07:51,520 --> 00:07:53,960 Because, every time me and dad would go on holidays, 198 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:55,920 we would always spot out the photographers, 199 00:07:55,960 --> 00:07:57,560 hiding in the bushes, or their cars. 200 00:07:57,600 --> 00:07:59,960 They went that way! 201 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:02,520 Being able to block that out, and not letting it affect you, 202 00:08:02,560 --> 00:08:05,360 and not taking it personally, is a big thing. 203 00:08:05,400 --> 00:08:06,720 (GUNSHOTS) 204 00:08:06,760 --> 00:08:07,880 Stop! 205 00:08:07,920 --> 00:08:09,280 Shot that one, shot that one. 206 00:08:09,320 --> 00:08:10,320 Yes, Staff. 207 00:08:10,360 --> 00:08:11,960 Correct, well done. Where's the hostage? 208 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:13,560 They're there, Staff. 209 00:08:13,600 --> 00:08:15,040 That was fucking good. 210 00:08:15,080 --> 00:08:17,000 Give me the weapon. 211 00:08:17,040 --> 00:08:18,880 Out you go, move! 212 00:08:18,920 --> 00:08:22,160 Number Three has now set the bar for the other recruits. 213 00:08:23,240 --> 00:08:25,680 Come on let's go, let's move, let's move! 214 00:08:27,800 --> 00:08:30,000 Let's go, we haven't got fucking time! 215 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:30,120 Let's go, we haven't got fucking time! 216 00:08:30,160 --> 00:08:31,960 Pressure is like a boiling kettle. 217 00:08:32,960 --> 00:08:34,400 Your purpose was to save the life of the hostage. 218 00:08:34,440 --> 00:08:35,440 That's right. 219 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:37,159 OK, you have just taken the life of the hostage. 220 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:41,120 It's how it's managed that's really important. 221 00:08:41,159 --> 00:08:43,520 (GUNSHOTS) 222 00:08:43,559 --> 00:08:45,000 Stop! Stop! 223 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:47,120 You've fucking shot everything from right to left! 224 00:08:48,760 --> 00:08:50,760 It is absolutely crucial 225 00:08:50,800 --> 00:08:54,520 that you can adapt on the spot within seconds. 226 00:08:54,560 --> 00:08:57,680 Let's fucking go! They're going to kill her! 227 00:09:00,760 --> 00:09:03,400 (GUN CLICKING) 228 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:06,640 Stop! 229 00:09:06,680 --> 00:09:08,360 What the fuck have you just done? 230 00:09:10,880 --> 00:09:13,240 What have you not done? 231 00:09:13,280 --> 00:09:15,200 There was a gun pointing at me, so I shot. 232 00:09:15,240 --> 00:09:17,520 You shot? I never heard you fucking shoot! 233 00:09:17,560 --> 00:09:19,960 I couldn't... Then you didn't shoot, did you? 234 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:21,520 I went to shoot... 235 00:09:21,560 --> 00:09:24,880 Don't fucking argue with me, you went to rat shit again! 236 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:30,000 Consequently, I'll go and tell your fucking husband, she's dead. 237 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:30,200 Consequently, I'll go and tell your fucking husband, she's dead. 238 00:09:30,240 --> 00:09:32,040 Disappear. 239 00:09:32,080 --> 00:09:34,880 I remember when I was in Afghanistan on a big operation, 240 00:09:34,920 --> 00:09:40,560 going into a compound, and we were met with a huge firefight. 241 00:09:40,600 --> 00:09:44,000 There were multiple enemy combatants running everywhere. 242 00:09:45,520 --> 00:09:46,960 And we done what needed to be done. 243 00:09:47,000 --> 00:09:48,080 (GUNSHOTS) 244 00:09:48,120 --> 00:09:50,320 There's multiple bodies. 245 00:09:50,360 --> 00:09:52,040 Bloodshed everywhere. 246 00:09:52,080 --> 00:09:55,160 The adrenaline was here, the aggression was here. 247 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:57,200 Let's fucking go, they're going to kill her! 248 00:09:57,240 --> 00:10:00,000 And I remember getting up, close to another door, 249 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:00,400 And I remember getting up, close to another door, 250 00:10:00,440 --> 00:10:03,480 kicking that door down, going into the room, 251 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:05,720 and it was a room full of children and women. 252 00:10:08,520 --> 00:10:09,760 (GUNSHOTS) 253 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:18,920 My first thought process was, take your finger off the trigger. 254 00:10:18,960 --> 00:10:20,080 You came in the room, 255 00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:23,320 blazing like you're having a fucking bad day. 256 00:10:23,360 --> 00:10:26,080 And I'd gone from this code red aggression, kill, 257 00:10:26,120 --> 00:10:29,440 to caring for these children. 258 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:30,000 Think about your actions. 259 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:31,120 Think about your actions. 260 00:10:31,160 --> 00:10:32,680 You've just killed three people. 261 00:10:32,720 --> 00:10:34,560 Yes, Staff. 262 00:10:34,600 --> 00:10:35,880 So I'm going to fucking leave that with you 263 00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:37,600 to think about that decision you just did. 264 00:10:37,640 --> 00:10:39,960 Yes, Staff. Away you go. 265 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:43,240 You haven't got a couple of minutes to figure it out. 266 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:44,360 You've got a couple of seconds. 267 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:50,000 One hesitation, one mistake, it's going to cost you your life. 268 00:10:53,160 --> 00:10:55,160 Go! 269 00:10:57,520 --> 00:11:00,000 The pressure doesn't let up. 270 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:00,040 The pressure doesn't let up. 271 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:02,160 Do not be knocking on the Grim Reaper's door 272 00:11:02,200 --> 00:11:03,440 down at the bottom of that tank. 273 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:06,000 FOXY: You want something to go wrong, just add water. 274 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:08,480 Until you do this correctly, you will keep on going! 275 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:10,360 MERRICK: This will be the most difficult thing 276 00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:11,600 I have ever done in my life. 277 00:11:19,720 --> 00:11:21,040 NARRATOR: In a remote location... 278 00:11:21,080 --> 00:11:23,120 Let's move, let's move! 279 00:11:23,160 --> 00:11:24,840 ...the DS are putting the recruits 280 00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:26,920 through a perilous Hostage Rescue operation. 281 00:11:29,560 --> 00:11:30,000 Testing their focus under pressure, 282 00:11:30,000 --> 00:11:31,440 Testing their focus under pressure, 283 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:35,400 to see who can identify the hostage in a life and death situation. 284 00:11:37,480 --> 00:11:38,880 Remember, decision making. 285 00:11:38,920 --> 00:11:39,960 Take or save life. 286 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:41,840 Let's go, move, move, go! 287 00:11:42,840 --> 00:11:46,320 Up next to face the task is Number Seven, Erin McNaught. 288 00:11:48,400 --> 00:11:50,320 I'm doing this course because, 289 00:11:50,360 --> 00:11:54,560 in the past I've always been scared of failure, 290 00:11:54,600 --> 00:11:56,760 to the point where I won't even attempt something 291 00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:58,440 that I think I might fail at. 292 00:11:58,480 --> 00:12:00,000 Enemy forces are on the ground, believed to be guarding the hostage. 293 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:02,280 Enemy forces are on the ground, believed to be guarding the hostage. 294 00:12:02,320 --> 00:12:06,600 I've held myself back, because I was always crippled by fear. 295 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:09,000 (WOMAN SCREAMING) There isn't time, let's go! 296 00:12:09,040 --> 00:12:13,160 Let's go, let's go, now, let's go, let's fucking go! 297 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:15,040 Let's fucking go, we haven't got time! 298 00:12:16,680 --> 00:12:19,120 As Number Seven runs into the first room, 299 00:12:19,160 --> 00:12:23,720 she needs to look past the first distraction the DS have set up. 300 00:12:24,520 --> 00:12:27,120 They went that way! 301 00:12:29,360 --> 00:12:30,000 The ultimate test is to see if Number Seven can quickly identify 302 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:33,160 The ultimate test is to see if Number Seven can quickly identify 303 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:35,520 that the DS have removed the hostage's hat... 304 00:12:37,080 --> 00:12:38,120 ...and have put it on the kidnapper. 305 00:12:44,080 --> 00:12:45,080 Stop! 306 00:12:46,440 --> 00:12:47,520 (DRAMATIC STING) 307 00:12:49,480 --> 00:12:51,040 Give me the weapon. 308 00:12:51,080 --> 00:12:53,400 Give me the weapon, OK. 309 00:12:53,440 --> 00:12:55,080 Where was the hostage? To the left. 310 00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:57,360 That's the hostage, there? Yes, Staff. 311 00:12:57,400 --> 00:13:00,000 I saw the red cap... Red fucking cap. 312 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:00,120 I saw the red cap... Red fucking cap. 313 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:01,400 What did the hostage have? 314 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:03,520 Oh, a beard, Staff! 315 00:13:03,560 --> 00:13:05,320 Fucking hell! Fuck. 316 00:13:05,360 --> 00:13:07,120 Yeah! fuck. You fucked up, haven't you? 317 00:13:07,160 --> 00:13:09,240 Yes, Staff. 318 00:13:09,280 --> 00:13:10,880 Because you're not thinking. 319 00:13:10,920 --> 00:13:14,040 You've not got that clarity, and that focus. 320 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:17,400 Alright? 321 00:13:17,440 --> 00:13:19,520 Think about your actions, think about what you've done. 322 00:13:19,560 --> 00:13:20,720 Yeah. Alright? 323 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:21,880 Go away. 324 00:13:21,920 --> 00:13:23,440 With me, come on! Let's go! 325 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:29,080 I feel like my biggest failure in life 326 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:30,000 has been the fact that I've always been too scared to tackle something, 327 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:33,160 has been the fact that I've always been too scared to tackle something, 328 00:13:33,200 --> 00:13:34,960 and I've gotten to the age now, 329 00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:38,040 I'm like, are there things I should've done that I didn't do 330 00:13:38,080 --> 00:13:39,760 because I thought I might fail at them? 331 00:13:39,800 --> 00:13:43,800 (SOMBRE MUSIC) 332 00:13:47,280 --> 00:13:48,360 Move, get here! 333 00:13:48,400 --> 00:13:52,160 So far, only one recruit has passed the test. 334 00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:54,640 Sit on your bergen facing that way, facing that way. 335 00:13:54,680 --> 00:13:57,320 Number Ten, Comedian Merrick Watts, is up next. 336 00:13:57,360 --> 00:13:59,040 There's a lot riding on you, Number Ten. 337 00:14:00,520 --> 00:14:02,320 I want to see you here at the end of the day. 338 00:14:03,960 --> 00:14:05,480 I think the trick for anybody 339 00:14:05,520 --> 00:14:08,800 is you've got to switch things on and switch things off. 340 00:14:08,840 --> 00:14:15,480 As a comedian, you can't be the same person offstage as you are on stage. 341 00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:17,480 You've got a different level of focus. 342 00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:22,920 And the ability to switch between those is important. 343 00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:24,880 Let's go, we haven't got fucking time. 344 00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:26,360 We haven't got time, let's go! 345 00:14:26,400 --> 00:14:28,600 They went that way! 346 00:14:28,640 --> 00:14:30,000 (INTENSE MUSIC) 347 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:30,160 (INTENSE MUSIC) 348 00:14:35,280 --> 00:14:37,520 (GUNSHOTS) 349 00:14:37,560 --> 00:14:39,280 Stop! 350 00:14:39,320 --> 00:14:40,480 Stand up. 351 00:14:40,520 --> 00:14:41,640 Give me the weapon. 352 00:14:41,680 --> 00:14:43,320 OK. 353 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:44,520 Quickly talk me through, 354 00:14:44,560 --> 00:14:46,000 as you came into that room, what did you do? 355 00:14:48,160 --> 00:14:50,960 I turned and I saw an assailant raising a firearm at me, 356 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:52,800 from the centre. OK, then what happened? 357 00:14:52,840 --> 00:14:56,280 Then I saw an assailant without a beard, not my hostage target. 358 00:14:56,320 --> 00:14:59,440 Similar, but not the same, raise a weapon at me, 359 00:14:59,480 --> 00:15:00,000 and I took two shots. 360 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:00,520 and I took two shots. 361 00:15:00,560 --> 00:15:01,800 You know what? 362 00:15:01,840 --> 00:15:03,560 That was fucking good. 363 00:15:03,600 --> 00:15:04,760 That was calm, collected, 364 00:15:04,800 --> 00:15:06,680 you identified the target appropriately, 365 00:15:06,720 --> 00:15:08,600 you engaged under the rules of engagement. 366 00:15:08,640 --> 00:15:10,320 Well done, good, disappear. 367 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:12,240 Yes, Staff. With me, come on then! 368 00:15:12,280 --> 00:15:15,520 Of the 10 recruits, only two succeeded. 369 00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:20,080 And back at base, it's playing on their mind. 370 00:15:23,440 --> 00:15:24,440 NICK: Far out. 371 00:15:24,480 --> 00:15:25,600 SABRINA: It comes down to, 372 00:15:25,640 --> 00:15:27,440 would you rather take a life by accident, 373 00:15:27,480 --> 00:15:28,480 or lose yours? 374 00:15:28,520 --> 00:15:29,800 That was the thing, yeah. 375 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:35,880 ERIN: Like failing that task just now... 376 00:15:35,920 --> 00:15:36,960 ...like to be honest, 377 00:15:37,000 --> 00:15:39,560 like this morning, I just was not there this morning. 378 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:40,600 Yeah. 379 00:15:42,280 --> 00:15:43,600 Of all the recruits, 380 00:15:43,640 --> 00:15:47,040 it was Number Seven, Erin's, lack of focus under pressure 381 00:15:47,080 --> 00:15:48,680 that has the DS worried. 382 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:54,080 Seven went to rat shit. 383 00:15:54,120 --> 00:15:56,040 I don't think she really knew what to do, 384 00:15:56,080 --> 00:16:00,000 and she just didn't quite get the reactive sense of urgency, 385 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:00,120 and she just didn't quite get the reactive sense of urgency, 386 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:02,280 and instinctive decisions we were looking for. 387 00:16:02,320 --> 00:16:03,920 She's slowly deteriorating, I think. 388 00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:05,760 She's slowly crumbling. 389 00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:07,720 There's something holding her back, I don't know what it is. 390 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:11,240 Well let's get her in, then. See what she's got to say. 391 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:15,720 GUARD: Number Seven! 392 00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:21,640 (TENSE MUSIC) 393 00:16:37,600 --> 00:16:39,120 Right, why are you here? 394 00:16:40,680 --> 00:16:42,320 I feel that I... 395 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:48,160 I feel like I've never really pushed myself to my complete potential. 396 00:16:48,200 --> 00:16:51,760 I've never achieved what I think I can achieve, 397 00:16:51,800 --> 00:16:53,880 mentally and physically. 398 00:16:53,920 --> 00:16:57,160 I've had you quite high up the pack, 399 00:16:57,200 --> 00:17:00,000 regarding your capability, and effort put in, attitude. 400 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:01,880 regarding your capability, and effort put in, attitude. 401 00:17:02,880 --> 00:17:05,839 It's all been quite, quite promising. 402 00:17:05,880 --> 00:17:09,079 Apart from, I feel like, you're slightly slipping away, 403 00:17:09,119 --> 00:17:12,800 I feel like you're slowly reaching your limit. 404 00:17:17,960 --> 00:17:20,839 What's going on in your head right now? 405 00:17:20,880 --> 00:17:23,760 I'm getting more fearful. 406 00:17:25,800 --> 00:17:27,800 You need to get your head in the game. 407 00:17:27,839 --> 00:17:30,000 As soon as you're in that scenario, as soon as you know what's going on. 408 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:30,160 As soon as you're in that scenario, as soon as you know what's going on. 409 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:32,360 Yeah, I know. The moment you hesitate, 410 00:17:32,400 --> 00:17:36,320 the moment your mind hesitates, it's like a glitch. 411 00:17:36,360 --> 00:17:39,200 You just like, and then you have to recover your thoughts. 412 00:17:39,240 --> 00:17:41,240 All it is is self-doubt. 413 00:17:41,280 --> 00:17:43,120 And I don't know where that comes from, 414 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:44,640 because you've been doing quite well. Do you? 415 00:17:44,680 --> 00:17:46,880 To be honest, Staff, I was really cautious kid. 416 00:17:48,320 --> 00:17:49,760 I'm just one of those people that, 417 00:17:49,800 --> 00:17:51,440 I always needed that pat on the back, 418 00:17:51,480 --> 00:17:53,240 I always needed that encouragement. 419 00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:55,440 And, so I did really well in school, 420 00:17:55,480 --> 00:17:58,400 then when I didn't get it, later on in life, 421 00:17:58,440 --> 00:18:00,000 I struggled with succeeding. 422 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:00,560 I struggled with succeeding. 423 00:18:00,600 --> 00:18:04,080 It's only, sort of, in more recent years that I've been able to, 424 00:18:04,120 --> 00:18:07,520 you know, draw on my own knowledge, 425 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:11,160 and my own sense of self-worth to kind of get over that doubt. 426 00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:12,960 So that's taking you back a bit, 427 00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,440 where you were at that stage in your life, 428 00:18:14,480 --> 00:18:16,480 where you're unsure? Well, kind of, but at the same time, 429 00:18:16,520 --> 00:18:20,720 I also feel like this is also, I've grown so much already. 430 00:18:23,280 --> 00:18:25,000 I feel like a different person from day one. 431 00:18:26,360 --> 00:18:28,480 We're not saying that you, you're doing really bad, 432 00:18:28,520 --> 00:18:30,000 because you're not, you're doing really well on the course. 433 00:18:30,000 --> 00:18:31,000 because you're not, you're doing really well on the course. 434 00:18:31,040 --> 00:18:33,160 But, stop that little bit of hesitation, OK? 435 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:34,680 Yeah, yeah. OK, whether it's from your life, 436 00:18:34,720 --> 00:18:36,200 whether it's from, you know, whatever you've done. 437 00:18:36,240 --> 00:18:37,960 Because you are a front runner in this course. 438 00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:39,000 Wow. 439 00:18:39,040 --> 00:18:40,920 And you've got the capability to be here at the end. 440 00:18:40,960 --> 00:18:45,120 But, if you hesitate, with what's coming up, 441 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:47,120 you're not going to do it, and you'll be off the course, 442 00:18:47,160 --> 00:18:49,120 it's as simple as that. Yeah, yeah. 443 00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:50,240 No more hesitation. OK. 444 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:52,160 I mean that. Understood? Yeah, yeah, Staff. 445 00:18:52,200 --> 00:18:53,200 Guard! 446 00:18:55,000 --> 00:18:57,000 (SIGH) 447 00:18:59,120 --> 00:19:00,000 The thing that excites me the most 448 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:00,640 The thing that excites me the most 449 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,440 about taking on a challenge like this is... 450 00:19:03,920 --> 00:19:06,480 ...really seeing how far I can push myself. 451 00:19:08,600 --> 00:19:11,840 I want to see what those limits are, I want to find those limits. 452 00:19:11,880 --> 00:19:15,040 Because I don't feel like I've ever really found them before. 453 00:19:15,080 --> 00:19:17,480 And, you know, if I can find that drive, 454 00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:20,960 from within myself, I think that I'll be able to go all the way. 455 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:24,960 ERIN: It's actually snowing. 456 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:28,280 The recruits are subjected to the full force of nature. 457 00:19:28,320 --> 00:19:30,000 Go! 458 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:30,160 Go! 459 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:33,880 You will experience what it's like to have lungs full of water. 460 00:19:33,920 --> 00:19:36,480 There's layers and layers of pressure applied, 461 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:37,600 and it's continuous. 462 00:19:37,640 --> 00:19:41,640 Do not fuck this up, there's zero margin for error here! 463 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:44,560 Underwater activities might be my downfall. 464 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:45,720 Keep going! 465 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:57,200 ERIN: Fuck it's so cold out there. 466 00:19:57,240 --> 00:19:58,920 MERRICK: When is the weather going to give us a break? 467 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:00,000 NICK: Yeah, the weather is fucked. 468 00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:00,920 NICK: Yeah, the weather is fucked. 469 00:20:00,960 --> 00:20:02,120 Every day! 470 00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:03,560 It's out there. 471 00:20:07,080 --> 00:20:08,680 ANT: Get the fuck out here! 472 00:20:08,720 --> 00:20:09,720 Hurry up! 473 00:20:09,760 --> 00:20:10,760 Holy shit. 474 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:12,040 Come on, hurry up! 475 00:20:12,080 --> 00:20:13,840 Hurry the fuck up! 476 00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:15,560 Go, sprint! 477 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:17,080 Go on, let's go! 478 00:20:17,120 --> 00:20:19,000 Come on, move it! 479 00:20:19,040 --> 00:20:21,880 NARRATOR: Despite the horrendous weather conditions, 480 00:20:21,920 --> 00:20:24,520 the recruits are being driven to another pressure test. 481 00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:28,240 JAMES: Look at that weather! 482 00:20:28,280 --> 00:20:29,960 The sky is black! 483 00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:33,240 And with temperatures dropping, 484 00:20:33,280 --> 00:20:36,720 for the recruits, things are about to get a lot worse. 485 00:20:38,120 --> 00:20:39,880 Could that be snow? There's a storm coming in. 486 00:20:39,920 --> 00:20:42,560 There's a storm alright. That looks like a big one, hey? 487 00:20:42,600 --> 00:20:43,800 (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 488 00:20:47,680 --> 00:20:49,720 Come on, let's move! Let's not fuck around!, 489 00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:51,680 Come on then, let's fucking move it! 490 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:52,920 Have some pride about you! 491 00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:57,000 Take your bergens off, get somewhere where you can hear me. 492 00:20:57,040 --> 00:20:59,400 Hurry up! Start moving quicker! 493 00:20:59,440 --> 00:21:00,000 Cuddle up, keep nice and warm! 494 00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:01,120 Cuddle up, keep nice and warm! 495 00:21:01,160 --> 00:21:02,400 Get in a nice huddle! 496 00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:05,440 The recruits won't be warm for long, 497 00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:09,440 as their mental strength is about to be tested, 498 00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:13,000 in an extremely dangerous underwater survival technique 499 00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:15,040 known as drownproofing. 500 00:21:15,080 --> 00:21:16,560 It's fucking snowing. 501 00:21:16,600 --> 00:21:18,080 It's actually snowing. 502 00:21:18,120 --> 00:21:19,680 Is that snow? It's snowing! 503 00:21:19,720 --> 00:21:20,720 It's snowing. 504 00:21:20,760 --> 00:21:22,640 ANT: Shut up, no one said speak! 505 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:28,280 The SAS is the most elite fighting force in the world, 506 00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:30,000 because we are trained in all environments, 507 00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:32,000 because we are trained in all environments, 508 00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:34,400 from desert, to jungle, to water. 509 00:21:34,440 --> 00:21:36,200 In those high-pressure situations, 510 00:21:36,240 --> 00:21:38,720 you're expected to operate at the highest level. 511 00:21:38,760 --> 00:21:41,760 Pin your ears back, take your hats off. 512 00:21:41,800 --> 00:21:45,360 What you see here is called drownproofing. 513 00:21:45,400 --> 00:21:47,680 (TENSE MUSIC) 514 00:21:47,720 --> 00:21:53,440 Water is the most brutal environment I have ever operated in. 515 00:21:53,480 --> 00:21:55,520 If you do not know what you are doing, 516 00:21:55,560 --> 00:21:57,840 you will not survive, full stop. 517 00:21:57,880 --> 00:21:59,720 This technique is used 518 00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:00,000 when we enter the water and we find ourselves entangled 519 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,520 when we enter the water and we find ourselves entangled 520 00:22:02,560 --> 00:22:07,960 or in a shit situation where you must stay calm, cool, and collected. 521 00:22:09,400 --> 00:22:10,800 Your hands will be bound. 522 00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:17,000 When I say go, you will jump in, straight down into the tank, 523 00:22:17,040 --> 00:22:20,480 and as you go down, you expel all of the air from your lungs. 524 00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:24,560 When you get to the bottom, calm down, 525 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:27,800 and fucking propel yourself up like a fucking dolphin. 526 00:22:29,480 --> 00:22:30,000 If you keep the air in your lungs, 527 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:31,320 If you keep the air in your lungs, 528 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:33,840 you will start panicking, and you will start floating. 529 00:22:33,880 --> 00:22:37,520 You will experience what it's like to have lungs full of water. 530 00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:44,000 It's cold, it's uncomfortable, it's going to be stressful. 531 00:22:44,040 --> 00:22:45,720 Do not be knocking on the Grim Reaper's door 532 00:22:45,760 --> 00:22:47,160 down at the bottom of that tank. 533 00:22:49,920 --> 00:22:53,880 You have to deal with that panic under extreme pressure. 534 00:22:53,920 --> 00:22:56,760 If you don't, you're going to die. 535 00:22:56,800 --> 00:22:58,000 If you don't want to be here, 536 00:22:58,040 --> 00:23:00,000 you've got the DS here, and you've got your lovely numbers. 537 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:00,600 you've got the DS here, and you've got your lovely numbers. 538 00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:02,600 You know what to do with them. 539 00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:05,520 With drowning a very real possibility, 540 00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:10,680 DS Foxy is on hand, but only as an absolute last resort. 541 00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:15,840 Number Seven, get your jacket off, put it in your top flap, let's go! 542 00:23:16,840 --> 00:23:19,640 The first recruit to brave the numbingly cold water 543 00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:21,360 is Number Seven, Erin McNaught. 544 00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:26,320 Nothing physical about this, all psychological, OK? 545 00:23:26,360 --> 00:23:30,000 After being warned earlier by the DS about hesitating, 546 00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:30,080 After being warned earlier by the DS about hesitating, 547 00:23:30,120 --> 00:23:33,840 Number Seven is determined to show her resolve. 548 00:23:33,880 --> 00:23:39,080 My biggest fear, physically, is being in an underwater cave, 549 00:23:39,120 --> 00:23:40,960 where there's no air, 550 00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:44,120 the thought of not being able to break the surface, 551 00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:46,240 and come up for air, just terrifies me. 552 00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:47,520 Just stay calm and collected. 553 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:50,080 Once you hit that water, calm your fucking body down, 554 00:23:50,120 --> 00:23:52,240 calm your mind down, stop flapping around. 555 00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:53,440 When you start flapping around, 556 00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:54,760 you start to fucking breathe heavier, 557 00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:55,840 you start to take water in. 558 00:23:55,880 --> 00:24:00,000 I do feel like underwater-based activities might be my downfall. 559 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,360 I do feel like underwater-based activities might be my downfall. 560 00:24:02,400 --> 00:24:04,200 When I say go, 561 00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:06,800 you will push yourself right into the centre, OK? 562 00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:07,840 Hold on. 563 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:09,720 And you will have, make sure when you go down, 564 00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:12,440 big bend of the knees. Standby, go! 565 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:19,520 (TENSE MUSIC) 566 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:26,400 In order to descend beneath the icy water, 567 00:24:26,440 --> 00:24:30,000 the recruits have only a split second to take in oxygen 568 00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:30,440 the recruits have only a split second to take in oxygen 569 00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:33,760 before immediately expelling the air. 570 00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:38,800 If they mistime, they'll breathe water into their lungs, 571 00:24:38,840 --> 00:24:41,440 it'll feel like they're drowning. 572 00:24:46,360 --> 00:24:49,360 The longer the recruits take to compose themselves, 573 00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:52,560 the longer they must remain in the tank. 574 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,960 FOXY: Whoa! You've only just entered. 575 00:24:57,960 --> 00:25:00,000 And, at these temperatures... 576 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:00,160 And, at these temperatures... 577 00:25:01,200 --> 00:25:03,760 ...hypothermia becomes a very real threat. 578 00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:07,800 (TENSE MUSIC CLIMAXES) 579 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,800 Good, well done! 580 00:25:13,840 --> 00:25:16,360 Having composed herself in the water... 581 00:25:16,400 --> 00:25:19,000 Outstanding effort, go on, let's go, let's move. 582 00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:20,160 ...Number Seven, Erin, 583 00:25:20,200 --> 00:25:23,920 has successfully passed the drownproofing test. 584 00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:27,200 Out of everything we've done, that's the move terrified I've been. 585 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:29,960 I was so sure I was going to have to VW. 586 00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:31,280 I was that scared. 587 00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:35,880 I want my two boys to see me as a strong mum, 588 00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:38,200 that I can do so much. 589 00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:39,880 But I feel like that's the first task 590 00:25:39,920 --> 00:25:41,560 that I fully committed to. 591 00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:44,360 I have no idea if I'll finish this course. 592 00:25:44,400 --> 00:25:46,040 But I know that it's going to impress them, 593 00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:47,320 when they're older. 594 00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:50,280 And it's a nice thought to know that my boys will see me as, 595 00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:54,000 not just mum, but mum that can also kick ass! 596 00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:57,640 Next to brave the icy water, 597 00:25:57,680 --> 00:26:00,000 is Number 14, AFLW Player Sabrina Frederick. 598 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,120 is Number 14, AFLW Player Sabrina Frederick. 599 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:03,600 After the first couple of times, 600 00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:06,000 you'll be fucking, your body will be numb. 601 00:26:06,040 --> 00:26:08,840 It's all about here, all about what goes on up here. 602 00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:10,120 Do you understand that? Yes, Staff. 603 00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:11,240 Let's do this. 604 00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:15,000 Being in the AFL, I'm very used to performing under pressure, 605 00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:16,760 and perform at a high level. 606 00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:17,840 But at the same time, 607 00:26:17,880 --> 00:26:19,960 it can get really, really overwhelming. 608 00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:22,000 It can get too much. 609 00:26:22,040 --> 00:26:24,080 Go! 610 00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:32,360 In times where you're under pressure, 611 00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:36,360 and feeling like your mental strength is being tested, 612 00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:38,600 you've just got to put one foot in front of the other, 613 00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:42,240 and just got to get through, until you've got enough of a break 614 00:26:42,280 --> 00:26:44,720 to reboot and go again. 615 00:26:45,640 --> 00:26:48,760 If you crumble, you're not going to get through it. 616 00:26:48,800 --> 00:26:52,920 (DRAMATIC MUSIC) 617 00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:55,680 I want to see if I have what it takes, 618 00:26:55,720 --> 00:26:57,120 and if I can really push myself 619 00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:59,120 when I'm pushed to the absolute brink. 620 00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:00,000 OK, that'll do! 621 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:01,560 OK, that'll do! 622 00:27:03,240 --> 00:27:04,920 That is not nice, is it? 623 00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:06,160 No, it's not. Let's go. 624 00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:08,400 Who's next? 625 00:27:09,560 --> 00:27:10,760 Go! 626 00:27:13,240 --> 00:27:15,440 Drownproofing is all about putting them under pressure, 627 00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:18,440 because we want to see if they can remain calm and collected 628 00:27:18,480 --> 00:27:19,600 in those situations. 629 00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:21,080 Keep going! 630 00:27:21,120 --> 00:27:22,640 It is dangerous. 631 00:27:22,680 --> 00:27:24,920 You know, if you want something to go wrong, just add water. 632 00:27:24,960 --> 00:27:25,960 Go! 633 00:27:28,720 --> 00:27:30,000 You're limited in the space of time that you can breathe, 634 00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:31,440 You're limited in the space of time that you can breathe, 635 00:27:31,480 --> 00:27:32,680 you've got to control that. 636 00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:35,840 If you treat it with complacency, it will fucking bite you in the ass. 637 00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:42,880 It is always looking for an excuse to kill people. 638 00:27:42,920 --> 00:27:44,280 Go. 639 00:27:46,360 --> 00:27:49,640 I've had some pretty close shaves, nearly drowning. 640 00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:53,400 It's one of the worst things I've ever fucking gone through. 641 00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:55,720 I got entangled in a load of kit, 642 00:27:55,760 --> 00:27:58,200 and not being able to make it to the surface. 643 00:27:58,240 --> 00:27:59,520 It is fucking petrifying. 644 00:27:59,560 --> 00:28:00,000 Keep going! 645 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:01,440 Keep going! 646 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:02,840 Keep going! 647 00:28:02,880 --> 00:28:06,320 The physical drain on your body starts to impact on your mind. 648 00:28:06,360 --> 00:28:07,760 You start panicking, 649 00:28:07,800 --> 00:28:11,720 and I had to take that second to just calm myself down, 650 00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:15,400 compose myself, and work out what I needed to do to untangle myself. 651 00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:17,440 Go! 652 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:21,600 There was a moment where I could have lost my shit. 653 00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:25,000 It's quite a scary situation, when... 654 00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:28,480 ...when you don't want to die, 655 00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:29,880 and it looks like you are going to die, 656 00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:30,000 it's quite scary. 657 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:31,000 it's quite scary. 658 00:28:32,320 --> 00:28:33,560 Who's next? 659 00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:37,280 Since the beginning, Number Three, Jackson Warne, 660 00:28:37,320 --> 00:28:39,440 has at times struggled with his inner demons. 661 00:28:40,800 --> 00:28:43,720 He'll need to step up if he's to prove himself to the DS. 662 00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:50,240 In very stressful situations, I just go into, sort of, robot mode. 663 00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:52,000 I don't yell, I don't get frustrated, 664 00:28:52,040 --> 00:28:53,440 I sort of just keep to myself. 665 00:28:53,480 --> 00:28:56,200 I just have to block it out, or else, I'll get upset. 666 00:28:58,080 --> 00:29:00,000 Right, you got this. Do not fuck this up. 667 00:29:00,040 --> 00:29:01,040 Alright? 668 00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:03,200 Let's get this fucking done. OK, when you get in, 669 00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:04,880 you're going to have the fucking shock of your life, 670 00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:05,920 do you understand me? 671 00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:09,520 So, on this course, when things do get really tough, 672 00:29:09,560 --> 00:29:11,200 and when you do have to show a lot of grit, 673 00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:13,280 it will be difficult for me. 674 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:15,240 So get a grip on yourself, it's all up here. 675 00:29:15,280 --> 00:29:17,320 Nothing to do with this, it's all psychological. 676 00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:18,920 Do you understand? 677 00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:20,720 Let's go. 678 00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:22,440 Stand on there, when I say go, 679 00:29:22,480 --> 00:29:24,200 you will push yourself into the centre. 680 00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:26,040 Nice, big jump, a nice, big push. 681 00:29:26,080 --> 00:29:28,160 Let's get aggressive with it. 682 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:29,640 Go! 683 00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:30,000 (MUSIC STALLS) 684 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:31,440 (MUSIC STALLS) 685 00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:35,880 Fucking go! 686 00:29:46,400 --> 00:29:47,840 Who's next? 687 00:29:47,880 --> 00:29:49,880 NARRATOR: In near-freezing temperatures, 688 00:29:49,920 --> 00:29:54,240 the recruits are taking on a deadly underwater drownproofing task. 689 00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:55,640 Do not fuck this up. 690 00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:59,520 Staying calm under pressure is key to their survival, 691 00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:00,000 as they repeatedly descend beneath the icy water. 692 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:03,200 as they repeatedly descend beneath the icy water. 693 00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:06,120 It's all psychological, do you understand? 694 00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:08,160 Struggling with self-doubt, 695 00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:10,480 Number Three, Jackson, is next to face the tank. 696 00:30:12,960 --> 00:30:14,080 Go! 697 00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:17,520 Fucking go! 698 00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:21,760 (TENSE MUSIC) 699 00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:25,920 FOXY: Go on, get down. 700 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:28,000 Let's go! 701 00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:29,640 Down! 702 00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:30,000 Get down! 703 00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:31,360 Get down! 704 00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:33,680 The hardest thing for me on this course 705 00:30:33,720 --> 00:30:35,960 is going to be the cold water, the stress, 706 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:37,960 and how your body reacts to that. 707 00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:40,000 There was one situation where I was in the ocean, 708 00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:42,880 and the waters just kept dunking me, kept dunking me, kept dunking me, 709 00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:44,400 and I couldn't get a catch of breath. 710 00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:46,200 Stop fucking around. 711 00:30:46,240 --> 00:30:48,560 Calm down! 712 00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:50,600 Calm yourself down, Number Three! 713 00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:52,320 I do think there will be moments that will break me, 714 00:30:52,360 --> 00:30:55,960 but I just hope I can hang in there. 715 00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:00,000 Down! 716 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:00,640 Down! 717 00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:06,040 We expect the recruits to keep on going until we say stop. 718 00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:11,480 Down! 719 00:31:11,520 --> 00:31:14,360 It's about applying that pressure, keeping that pressure there, 720 00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:16,960 letting them know that they're not safe. 721 00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:20,040 It's a way of keeping them on the edge. 722 00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:25,280 For the majority of people, they're just not built, 723 00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:28,400 psychologically or physically, for this course. 724 00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:30,000 Get out. Foxy, get him out, get him out. 725 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:31,840 Get out. Foxy, get him out, get him out. 726 00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:34,160 Get out! 727 00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:36,520 Unable to remain calm under pressure, 728 00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:40,840 Number Three, Jackson, is the first to fail. 729 00:31:42,160 --> 00:31:43,320 Fuck off. 730 00:31:44,760 --> 00:31:46,000 (DOWNBEAT MUSIC) 731 00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,560 Hoping he can master the technique, 732 00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:00,000 the last recruit to confront the chilly water 733 00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:00,560 the last recruit to confront the chilly water 734 00:32:00,600 --> 00:32:04,360 is Number Ten, comedian Merrick Watts. 735 00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:09,080 For 20 years, I worked in radio, and I was phenomenally successful. 736 00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:11,120 Get it right first time! 737 00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:12,400 Big bend of the knees. 738 00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:14,200 I had a number one radio program 739 00:32:14,240 --> 00:32:16,360 getting massive ratings, earning a lot of money. 740 00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:17,800 It was a really, really good time. 741 00:32:20,600 --> 00:32:21,760 And it ended. 742 00:32:26,360 --> 00:32:28,440 Go on, big push into the centre, go! Good! 743 00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:30,000 (TENSE MUSIC) 744 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:30,520 (TENSE MUSIC) 745 00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:39,840 (CALM MUSIC) 746 00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:44,960 You do something like radio for 20 years nonstop. 747 00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:49,080 You get used to a certain way of doing things, 748 00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:51,760 and then, when you're out of it for a little while, 749 00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:53,280 it's exciting, and it's kind of cool, 750 00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:54,520 it's a release. 751 00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:57,720 Keep going! 752 00:32:57,760 --> 00:32:59,120 But then, all of a sudden, 753 00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:00,000 there was a period where I just didn't have a lot of work. 754 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:03,000 there was a period where I just didn't have a lot of work. 755 00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:04,720 Deep breath! 756 00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:07,680 There was a moment there where I just went, what's next for me? 757 00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:09,960 Straight back in there! Move! 758 00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,640 Who am I? What am I going to do? 759 00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:16,320 I lost my self-confidence, and I lost my strength in myself. 760 00:33:16,360 --> 00:33:17,840 Again, let's go. 761 00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:23,800 That started to slowly manifest into anxiety, and depression. 762 00:33:27,760 --> 00:33:29,000 It starts as a seed. 763 00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:32,760 These things don't just become a tree. 764 00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:35,200 One thing becomes another, becomes another, becomes another. 765 00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:38,680 And if you let it go to big, it's too hard to chop down. 766 00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:42,720 And that's why I'm on this course. 767 00:33:44,720 --> 00:33:46,680 Good effort, Number Ten. 768 00:33:46,720 --> 00:33:49,200 This course is designed to get you to your limits. 769 00:33:49,240 --> 00:33:50,960 Love it, well done, you! 770 00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:53,840 And then it's down to you to get yourself past them. 771 00:33:53,880 --> 00:33:57,880 And that's when you find a new you, you find out who you really are. 772 00:33:57,920 --> 00:34:00,000 You find out what you're capable of. 773 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:00,240 You find out what you're capable of. 774 00:34:00,280 --> 00:34:02,840 This course will either destroy you, or it will make you. 775 00:34:04,920 --> 00:34:07,880 You pathetic bunch of fucking creatures. 776 00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:11,120 The pressure is turned up on the recruits. 777 00:34:11,159 --> 00:34:14,320 Communication, teamwork, come on! 778 00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:17,199 Quicker you do this, the sooner the pain finishes. 779 00:34:17,239 --> 00:34:18,960 Hurry the fuck up! 780 00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:29,040 NARRATOR: The recruits are sound asleep, 781 00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:30,000 but for the DS the day is far from over. 782 00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:32,600 but for the DS the day is far from over. 783 00:34:32,639 --> 00:34:34,199 Boom, boom. 784 00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:36,440 Today, all about pressure. 785 00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:37,480 How do they cope under pressure, 786 00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:39,400 how did they perform under pressure? 787 00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:41,360 And that's where we thrive, ultimately, is under pressure. 788 00:34:41,400 --> 00:34:45,760 The briefing is to assess which recruits stayed calm in a crisis. 789 00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:50,719 Number 14, throws obviously on the hostage rescue, 790 00:34:50,760 --> 00:34:52,159 but great drownproofing. 791 00:34:52,199 --> 00:34:54,159 She just cracks on. Yeah, she does. 792 00:34:54,199 --> 00:34:55,960 You know, she just gets on with it. 793 00:34:56,000 --> 00:35:00,000 Three had a good hostage rescue, but shocking drownproofing. 794 00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:00,360 Three had a good hostage rescue, but shocking drownproofing. 795 00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:02,080 He doesn't deserve to be here. 796 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:04,240 He hasn't put any blood, sweat, or tears into this. 797 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:07,400 Number Ten, he's keen, he's keen as mustard. 798 00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:10,160 I just hope he don't burn himself out too fucking quick. 799 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,200 I reckon, all he needs to do 800 00:35:12,240 --> 00:35:14,400 is to not take himself too seriously, 801 00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:17,440 because he'll, like you said, he'll burn himself out with that. 802 00:35:18,520 --> 00:35:20,480 I think we should really just start concentrating 803 00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:23,880 on getting rid of those that are way behind the pack. 804 00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:25,000 They need a kick up the ass. 805 00:35:25,040 --> 00:35:28,000 And then, it will eliminate the weak, naturally. 806 00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:30,000 Yeah, because it's not going to get any easier. 807 00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:30,240 Yeah, because it's not going to get any easier. 808 00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:36,160 Determined to filter out the weak, 809 00:35:36,200 --> 00:35:38,840 the DS will now mercilessly punish the recruits. 810 00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:43,960 You have five minutes to get on the parade square! 811 00:35:44,000 --> 00:35:47,240 The DS know, the more pressure they apply, 812 00:35:47,280 --> 00:35:50,960 the greater the chance someone will crack and quit. 813 00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:53,680 The course is harsh because we're preparing people for war. 814 00:35:53,720 --> 00:35:57,600 Right, listen in, you pathetic bunch of fucking creatures. 815 00:35:58,600 --> 00:36:00,000 There is layers, and layers, and layers of pressure applied, 816 00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:02,080 There is layers, and layers, and layers of pressure applied, 817 00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:03,400 and it's continuous. 818 00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:04,920 And the reason for that is, in a war zone, 819 00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:07,120 you don't get to choose when it ends. 820 00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:09,080 And you have to be prepared to keep on going, 821 00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:11,160 when all around you is falling apart. 822 00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:12,200 Go! 823 00:36:12,240 --> 00:36:14,520 Come on! 824 00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:17,200 You want to see if someone can embrace pressure. 825 00:36:17,240 --> 00:36:18,760 Because the only way become a better person 826 00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:20,800 is by putting yourself under pressure. 827 00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:23,120 Communication! Teamwork! 828 00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:24,880 Start moving quicker! 829 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:26,360 You should almost enjoy it. 830 00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:27,720 Fast as you can! 831 00:36:27,760 --> 00:36:30,000 Come on! Come on, let's go! 832 00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:30,360 Come on! Come on, let's go! 833 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:32,160 Get up there! 834 00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:34,440 Come on, Number Three, let's fucking move it! 835 00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:36,920 You want to start putting some effort in! 836 00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:39,400 Let's go, come on little piggies! 837 00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:40,440 Come on, dig in! 838 00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,680 Put a bit of effort in, or we'll have you squealing like pigs! 839 00:36:42,720 --> 00:36:43,920 Alright, lunges! 840 00:36:43,960 --> 00:36:47,360 Hurry up, get in position, come on Number Two, go. 841 00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,600 It's your choice if you go again! Your choice! 842 00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:52,480 Now you give your armband in. 843 00:36:52,520 --> 00:36:54,800 Right, 10 press-ups. 10 press-ups, go! 844 00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:58,000 Bang it out, let's get it done. 845 00:36:58,040 --> 00:37:00,000 MERRICK: Six, seven, eight, nine, done. 846 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,000 MERRICK: Six, seven, eight, nine, done. 847 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:05,640 I'm doing this course to completely change myself, 848 00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:07,920 from what I was. 849 00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:09,760 Let's go, let's see some fucking effort. 850 00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:11,680 What's that, Number Ten, come on! 851 00:37:11,720 --> 00:37:15,000 Everybody knows me as just like a happy-go-lucky kind of guy, 852 00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:16,840 it's like, oh yeah, Mez is alright, he's fine! 853 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:17,920 He's just a clown. 854 00:37:17,960 --> 00:37:19,720 He's always bulletproof. 855 00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:23,120 And to a large degree, that's who I am. 856 00:37:23,160 --> 00:37:25,920 But, I haven't felt that way for a while. 857 00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:27,400 And I want to feel that way again. 858 00:37:27,440 --> 00:37:29,640 I won't keep shouting at you, because I can't be fucked. 859 00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:30,000 I've just added 10 minutes onto the beasting. 860 00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:31,440 I've just added 10 minutes onto the beasting. 861 00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:34,480 And I went, rather than waiting to see 862 00:37:34,520 --> 00:37:37,160 whether or not this goes bad, 863 00:37:37,200 --> 00:37:42,000 maybe I should address it now. 864 00:37:42,040 --> 00:37:44,680 Come on, the quicker you do this, the sooner the pain finishes. 865 00:37:44,720 --> 00:37:49,000 Before it becomes too big a thing, and it becomes harder to tackle. 866 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:51,880 Come on, keep moving, keep jumping. 867 00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:53,120 Let's go, Number Ten. 868 00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:55,680 Get into the fucking position. Yes, Staff. 869 00:37:55,720 --> 00:37:58,800 And then, this came along, and I thought, 870 00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:00,000 this is exactly what I need. 871 00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:00,440 this is exactly what I need. 872 00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:01,760 It's not just about the challenge, 873 00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:06,200 it's about the opportunity to rebuild my strength, 874 00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,520 and my confidence. 875 00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:08,560 Go! 876 00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:16,440 Another relentless day has taken its toll 877 00:38:16,480 --> 00:38:18,200 on even the most athletic recruits. 878 00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:21,640 (RECRUITS GROANING) 879 00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:22,680 ERIN: Oh, you alright? 880 00:38:22,720 --> 00:38:25,080 CANDICE: Yeah, I just had jelly legs. 881 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:26,560 Fuck. 882 00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:28,440 While Number Ten, Merrick, 883 00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:30,000 is feeling the strain of his own self-doubt. 884 00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:32,080 is feeling the strain of his own self-doubt. 885 00:38:32,120 --> 00:38:34,160 Fucking struggled with that tonight. 886 00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:36,760 What's wrong? Struggled with that one tonight. 887 00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:37,920 I thought you were good. 888 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:43,640 Oh no, just struggled at the hinge. Just let it go, doesn't matter. 889 00:38:43,680 --> 00:38:46,360 Oh look it was a lot of PT but it was just... 890 00:38:46,400 --> 00:38:48,960 ...I struggled to get 100% at it all the time, I don't like that. 891 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:51,200 You had a good day just let it go. 892 00:38:51,240 --> 00:38:54,120 The one thing that worries me is breaking down. 893 00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:57,160 And that is my greatest fear. 894 00:38:57,200 --> 00:38:58,800 Not being able to go to the very end... 895 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:02,160 ...because I'm broken. 896 00:39:03,920 --> 00:39:05,920 GUARD: Number Ten! 897 00:39:07,760 --> 00:39:11,360 I would just be absolutely gutted. 898 00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:12,840 Because I need this. 899 00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:15,560 (TENSE MUSIC) 900 00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:24,840 Walk across, to your left. 901 00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:27,880 Stop. Sit. 902 00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:34,960 What do you do, Number Ten? 903 00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:37,360 What do I do for a living? 904 00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:38,400 Yes. 905 00:39:38,440 --> 00:39:40,440 I'm a comedian, Staff. 906 00:39:40,480 --> 00:39:41,800 Fuck off. 907 00:39:41,840 --> 00:39:43,400 (LAUGHING) Come on. 908 00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:55,600 NARRATOR: Number Ten, Merrick, has been summoned by the DS, 909 00:39:56,600 --> 00:40:00,000 who are curious about his motives, and his intense persona. 910 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:00,240 who are curious about his motives, and his intense persona. 911 00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:05,840 What do you do, Number Ten? 912 00:40:05,880 --> 00:40:07,240 What do I do for a living? 913 00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:08,280 Yes. 914 00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:10,320 I'm a comedian, Staff. 915 00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:11,840 Fuck off. 916 00:40:11,880 --> 00:40:13,360 (LAUGHING) Come on. 917 00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:14,400 You're a comedian? 918 00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:16,240 I'm a comedian, Staff. 919 00:40:16,280 --> 00:40:17,920 You're the most serious bloke I've met. 920 00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:20,520 That doesn't say a lot about my comedy, then, does it? 921 00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:21,640 Tell me a joke. 922 00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:24,040 (SIGHS) 923 00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:27,160 I'm a 46-year-old father of two, 924 00:40:27,200 --> 00:40:29,560 I'm a comedian, and I've signed up to this. 925 00:40:32,400 --> 00:40:33,600 Was that meant to be a joke? 926 00:40:37,440 --> 00:40:38,560 Alright, relax. 927 00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:41,240 You're a comedian. I am. 928 00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:45,600 I would never have guessed that. 929 00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:49,280 Let me tell you why. 930 00:40:49,320 --> 00:40:52,000 What I see is someone very serious. 931 00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:53,320 Not the comedian stuff, because obviously 932 00:40:53,360 --> 00:40:56,320 you haven't come here trying to be a comedian, 933 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:58,000 or trying to mess around. 934 00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:00,000 Are you still in comedy? Do still do it? 935 00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:00,280 Are you still in comedy? Do still do it? 936 00:41:00,320 --> 00:41:02,000 Yeah, I love it! 937 00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:03,960 The fuck are you doing on this course? 938 00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:10,000 I think I came on this course to prove something to myself. 939 00:41:10,040 --> 00:41:11,560 Something personal. But I think... 940 00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:13,600 What is that? 941 00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:19,240 I wanted to, I wanted to see how far I could go. 942 00:41:19,280 --> 00:41:21,840 I wanted to test myself, and I wanted to rebuild myself. 943 00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:23,880 Rebuild yourself? What are you trying to rebuild? 944 00:41:23,920 --> 00:41:26,360 That's not a word that you use just off the bat. 945 00:41:26,400 --> 00:41:27,880 Why do you want to rebuild yourself? 946 00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:32,640 It just got to a point before this came along 947 00:41:32,680 --> 00:41:36,920 where I'd lost some of my confidence. 948 00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:38,440 And for a comedian, and for a performer, 949 00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:42,360 that is a big part of what I do, and my identity. 950 00:41:42,400 --> 00:41:45,680 So, I worked for 20 years in radio nonstop. 951 00:41:45,720 --> 00:41:48,680 And, about three years ago, I left. 952 00:41:48,720 --> 00:41:50,800 So you on the radio, every single day, 953 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:53,680 doing your shows, and then three years ago, 954 00:41:53,720 --> 00:41:55,240 you say, that stopped? 955 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:56,360 Yeah. 956 00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:57,880 What did you feel like when that stopped? 957 00:41:57,920 --> 00:42:00,000 I, I didn't really... 958 00:42:01,560 --> 00:42:03,200 ...I didn't see it all, I didn't... 959 00:42:04,600 --> 00:42:05,800 ...it wasn't an event, 960 00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:08,440 I just started finding myself sleeping more. 961 00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:10,120 Staying in late. 962 00:42:10,160 --> 00:42:13,760 I was lethargic, and tired, and unmotivated. 963 00:42:13,800 --> 00:42:15,160 And not committed to shit. 964 00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:17,440 Because I didn't feel 100%. 965 00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:18,920 And I don't know why. 966 00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:22,600 I honestly don't know where that happened, or what that was. 967 00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,720 Do you think that you've lost a bit of your identity, 968 00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:27,000 sense of belonging? 969 00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:30,000 You've done that for so many years, sometimes, as we know, 970 00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:30,520 You've done that for so many years, sometimes, as we know, 971 00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:33,960 you take that leap of faith, you can lose your identity. 972 00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:35,680 Lose that sense of belonging. 973 00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:38,200 And then it does become mundane. 974 00:42:38,240 --> 00:42:40,680 It's, you're not getting the buzzes like you used to, 975 00:42:40,720 --> 00:42:42,640 or you're not going back to what you know. 976 00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:44,360 And getting the recognition. 977 00:42:44,400 --> 00:42:49,640 And getting the recognition of, of your peak time, basically. 978 00:42:49,680 --> 00:42:52,440 Is that, is that a part of it? Part of it. 979 00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:56,280 If I do something like this, I believe that I'll be better, 980 00:42:56,320 --> 00:42:59,560 to go back and put this same effort back in. 981 00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:00,000 Better prepared. 982 00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:00,680 Better prepared. 983 00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:03,760 Yeah, I get that. 984 00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:06,080 But let me tell you something right now, 985 00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:07,120 it's going to get more brutal. 986 00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:10,760 There's only one way you can go, you need to keep going like that. 987 00:43:10,800 --> 00:43:13,400 If you drop off that, you're going in the wrong direction, 988 00:43:13,440 --> 00:43:15,800 and you won't make it through this course. 989 00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:17,240 Do you understand, Number Ten? 990 00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:19,440 I understand that, Staff. 991 00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:22,320 We've got high hopes for you. 992 00:43:22,360 --> 00:43:24,680 So don't let us down, and don't let yourself down. 993 00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:26,840 Is that understood? I appreciate it. 994 00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:28,840 Guard! 995 00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:30,000 (EERIE MUSIC) 996 00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:30,040 (EERIE MUSIC) 997 00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:41,200 I don't think about quitting. 998 00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:45,240 Is it an option? Of course it's an option. 999 00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:48,000 But I don't think about it. 1000 00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:50,040 I think about winning. 1001 00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:52,040 GUARD: Walk. 1002 00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:57,720 I think about all the sacrifices, all the hard work, 1003 00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:00,000 will justify the confidence that I will get from it. 1004 00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:00,360 will justify the confidence that I will get from it. 1005 00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:03,000 Go back to your accommodation, 1006 00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:04,480 don't talk about anything you've just done. 1007 00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:09,680 If I go all the way to the end, 1008 00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:13,560 complete the course, and win, 1009 00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:17,680 that will truly be one of the greater moments of my life. 1010 00:44:17,720 --> 00:44:19,720 Captioned by Ai-Media ai-media.tv