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<i>My husband</i>
<i>told me I have an overactive imagination.</i>

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<i>That I drink too much.</i>

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<i>That I can't let go of the past.</i>

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<i>That I make plans and cancel them.</i>

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<i>That I never wear a jacket</i>
<i>but then complain that I'm cold.</i>

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<i>That sometimes</i>
<i>I speak with a British accent</i>

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<i>even though I'm not British.</i>

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<i>He's right,</i>
<i>about all of it.</i>

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<i>That's why he left me.</i>

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Shit.

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Elizabeth?

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Honey, we're gonna be late for school!

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<i>We tell children so many lies.</i>

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<i>Not to worry,</i>

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<i>not to be afraid,</i>

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<i>not to believe in monsters.</i>

17
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<i>But why don't we tell them the truth?</i>

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<i>There are monsters.</i>

19
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<i>They're just not under the bed.</i>

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Anna.

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Hi, Carol.

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How are you?

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Good.

24
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Yeah?

25
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Morning got away from me.

26
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Mark said
you never called him back to confirm.

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For the date tonight.

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Yeah. I don't… I don't know
if tonight is gonna work.

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Oh, Anna. You can't cancel the day of.

30
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He's a big client of Scott's.

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Plus, it's been three years.

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At some point, you gotta move on. Right?

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I know I have to.
I just… I don't know how.

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You put on a dress, you do your makeup.

35
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You're too cute to be sad forever.

36
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Okay. So you're good to go?

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-Yeah, Carol. Good to go.
-Great. I'll tell Scott to let him know.

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Tell Mark Anna's in. Period.

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Also, your shirts are in my car.

40
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Should I take them to the cleaners
or what? Question mark.

41
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How's the mailbox coming, Buell?

42
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It's coming, Miss Anna.
She's a tricky one,

43
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but we're getting there. Don't worry.

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Same four photos.

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Well, at least I'm not the only one
that hasn't moved on.

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We were so happy once.

47
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Guys, do you have
a, um… a box with "Emma"?

48
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Yeah. Great.

49
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Okay.

50
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Here we go.

51
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Okay.

52
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No wife?

53
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<i> Hi.</i>
<i>You've reached the Whitaker residence.</i>

54
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<i> Anna Banana, it's Sloane.</i>

55
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<i> I don't know if you even listen</i>
<i>to this anymore, but your mailbox is full.</i>

56
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<i>I haven't heard from you in a few days.</i>

57
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I'm a little worried.
I know you told me not to worry,

58
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and so I'm not gonna worry.

59
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But call me back,
or I will definitely worry.

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<i>Now for the annoying part of the message.</i>

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I know you told me a million times
that you stopped painting…

62
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…and you can totally say no.

63
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But I have a show coming up,
and I need one of your pieces.

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Not need but want.

65
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But also need. But also no pressure.

66
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But also, please?

67
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Okay, I hate myself. I love you.

68
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Call me back.

69
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I was so talented once.

70
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How do I look?

71
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You think Carol would approve?

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I know.

73
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I wish I was in my pajamas
staying home with you tonight too.

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I love you.

75
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Can you at least give me a kiss
before I go?

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I can't.

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Why not?

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Because I'm dead.

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How do I keep forgetting that?

80
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<i>When your past is so present,</i>

81
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<i>how can there be a future?</i>

82
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<i>There can't.</i>

83
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<i>You're just stuck in the present</i>
<i>with your past.</i>

84
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<i> Oh my God.</i>
<i>I cannot believe you just stood Mark up.</i>

85
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<i>This is really bad for Scott, Anna.</i>
<i>You don't even--</i>

86
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You gotta be kidding me.

87
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Hello?

88
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I need a fucking drink.

89
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{\an8}Ugh.

90
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{\an8}Not tagged.

91
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Oh shit.

92
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Hi.

93
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These are for you.

94
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Oh my God.

95
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They're gorgeous. Thank you.

96
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So… sorry. They're not, um…
They're not from me.

97
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They were delivered a while ago.
They were just sitting out in the sun, so…

98
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Right. No. I know.

99
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I… That's why I was saying thank you
for letting me know they're out here.

100
00:10:02,560 --> 00:10:03,769
That's why I said, "Thank you."

101
00:10:04,895 --> 00:10:07,815
I'm Neil.
Um, we just moved in across the street.

102
00:10:07,898 --> 00:10:08,941
Did you?

103
00:10:09,567 --> 00:10:10,401
Huh.

104
00:10:10,901 --> 00:10:11,944
Um, I'm Anna.

105
00:10:16,198 --> 00:10:18,451
Uh… uh…

106
00:10:18,534 --> 00:10:20,578
Well, uh, enjoy your flowers.

107
00:10:21,287 --> 00:10:22,163
Okay.

108
00:10:22,747 --> 00:10:23,664
Very pretty.

109
00:10:44,226 --> 00:10:45,895
What else can I tell you?

110
00:10:45,978 --> 00:10:47,772
Hmm. Oh, we have new neighbors.

111
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A dad and a little girl.

112
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She's about your age.

113
00:10:53,694 --> 00:10:57,031
Or the age you were when…

114
00:11:00,785 --> 00:11:02,244
All right. I gotta go.

115
00:11:02,745 --> 00:11:04,455
I'll see you tomorrow. I love you.

116
00:11:21,055 --> 00:11:22,348
Hi.

117
00:11:23,933 --> 00:11:25,685
You must be my new neighbor.

118
00:11:26,310 --> 00:11:27,520
I'm Anna.

119
00:11:27,603 --> 00:11:28,646
My name's Emma.

120
00:11:30,523 --> 00:11:31,774
What you got there?

121
00:11:32,441 --> 00:11:34,485
I'm selling chocolate bars
for my new school.

122
00:11:34,568 --> 00:11:38,823
I'm trying to sell as many as I can
so that the other kids will like me.

123
00:11:39,407 --> 00:11:40,825
How about five boxes?

124
00:11:40,908 --> 00:11:43,160
Wow. That's $50.

125
00:11:43,744 --> 00:11:45,037
Fifty dollars. Okay.

126
00:11:46,706 --> 00:11:49,458
Stay right here. I'm gonna go upstairs
and get my checkbook.

127
00:11:54,672 --> 00:11:59,051
You know, you must have read my mind,
'cause I was just craving chocolate.

128
00:12:01,512 --> 00:12:02,638
Okay…

129
00:12:04,557 --> 00:12:06,767
So how are you liking your new house?

130
00:12:06,851 --> 00:12:09,228
My dad says the kitchen's too small.

131
00:12:09,311 --> 00:12:10,479
Is that so?

132
00:12:11,522 --> 00:12:15,192
Is, um, your dad a… a good cook?

133
00:12:15,276 --> 00:12:17,570
Not as good as my mom was.

134
00:12:20,364 --> 00:12:21,615
She died.

135
00:12:24,285 --> 00:12:25,119
I'm sorry.

136
00:12:27,872 --> 00:12:30,833
I'll tell you what I'm gonna do.
I am going to bring you

137
00:12:30,916 --> 00:12:33,127
a yummy chicken casserole
for dinner tonight.

138
00:12:33,210 --> 00:12:34,128
Really?

139
00:12:34,211 --> 00:12:35,045
Mm-hmm.

140
00:12:36,464 --> 00:12:38,799
-Do I make the check out to your school?
-Yeah.

141
00:12:38,883 --> 00:12:41,260
Madison Elementary.

142
00:12:43,721 --> 00:12:45,389
That was Elizabeth's school.

143
00:12:45,973 --> 00:12:47,016
Who's Elizabeth?

144
00:12:48,267 --> 00:12:49,143
Uh…

145
00:12:51,896 --> 00:12:53,522
Someone very special.

146
00:12:54,648 --> 00:12:55,691
Just like you.

147
00:12:58,194 --> 00:12:59,862
What kind do you want?

148
00:12:59,945 --> 00:13:01,781
Do you have anything with almonds?

149
00:13:01,864 --> 00:13:06,744
Oh, the lady next door to us
bought all the almond ones.

150
00:13:08,871 --> 00:13:10,790
Is she not nice?

151
00:13:10,873 --> 00:13:12,416
Oh, no. She's n… nice.

152
00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:14,126
She didn't really seem nice.

153
00:13:15,044 --> 00:13:15,878
I like you.

154
00:13:24,637 --> 00:13:26,388
How do I keep forgetting that?

155
00:14:07,096 --> 00:14:08,681
Hey. Hey, you okay?

156
00:14:16,689 --> 00:14:17,523
Oh.

157
00:14:17,606 --> 00:14:18,440
You all right?

158
00:14:18,524 --> 00:14:21,485
Yeah. I'm okay. Oh God. I'm so sorry.

159
00:14:21,569 --> 00:14:24,488
-Do you want me to call someone?
-No. No. I'm fine.

160
00:14:25,489 --> 00:14:28,868
Uh, I'm just embarrassed.

161
00:14:28,951 --> 00:14:29,785
What?

162
00:14:30,286 --> 00:14:34,707
It's my stupid ombrophobia.

163
00:14:37,293 --> 00:14:38,168
Fear of the rain.

164
00:14:38,961 --> 00:14:39,962
Oh.

165
00:14:40,045 --> 00:14:42,506
I was trying
to bring you a casserole.

166
00:14:44,216 --> 00:14:45,634
You didn't need to do that.

167
00:14:45,718 --> 00:14:47,928
Although actually,
I bet Emma would've loved it.

168
00:14:48,012 --> 00:14:50,639
Don't think she likes my cooking
anywhere near as much as her mom's.

169
00:14:53,225 --> 00:14:54,059
Yeah.

170
00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:55,686
She told me

171
00:14:57,229 --> 00:14:58,647
that your wife passed.

172
00:15:00,900 --> 00:15:01,734
Did she?

173
00:15:02,610 --> 00:15:03,444
Yeah.

174
00:15:05,362 --> 00:15:06,447
Yeah, um…

175
00:15:07,865 --> 00:15:11,327
It was a tragic accident.

176
00:15:11,410 --> 00:15:14,914
We were, um, up at our lake house,

177
00:15:14,997 --> 00:15:17,583
and she drowned.

178
00:15:21,629 --> 00:15:22,796
Emma saw the whole thing.

179
00:15:24,673 --> 00:15:25,841
That's awful.

180
00:15:26,342 --> 00:15:27,217
Yeah.

181
00:15:30,763 --> 00:15:32,348
My daughter died…

182
00:15:35,643 --> 00:15:36,810
…three years ago.

183
00:15:40,105 --> 00:15:41,106
Jesus.

184
00:15:52,993 --> 00:15:54,495
Those are beautiful.

185
00:15:54,578 --> 00:15:56,038
Oh, thank you.

186
00:15:56,956 --> 00:15:59,375
Sorry-- Wait, you painted those?

187
00:15:59,458 --> 00:16:00,501
Mm-hmm.

188
00:16:01,585 --> 00:16:02,962
Wow.

189
00:16:04,463 --> 00:16:05,422
Wow.

190
00:16:05,506 --> 00:16:07,633
My wife was really into art.

191
00:16:07,716 --> 00:16:10,302
She took pottery classes forever,

192
00:16:11,428 --> 00:16:15,224
but I mean, she wasn't
like a professional, like you.

193
00:16:16,016 --> 00:16:17,935
Haven't painted in a long time.

194
00:16:18,018 --> 00:16:19,812
Yeah. Well,

195
00:16:21,105 --> 00:16:22,815
grief can really derail things.

196
00:16:26,652 --> 00:16:27,528
Yeah.

197
00:16:29,363 --> 00:16:31,115
-Do you want a cup of coffee?
-Yeah, no.

198
00:16:31,198 --> 00:16:33,075
-I should probably get back to Emma.
-Right.

199
00:16:33,158 --> 00:16:35,411
But I'd love to take you up
on the offer some other time.

200
00:16:35,494 --> 00:16:36,328
Great.

201
00:16:37,746 --> 00:16:39,540
Uh, I can't thank you enough.

202
00:16:39,623 --> 00:16:41,166
-Are you sure you're gonna be okay?
-Yes.

203
00:16:41,250 --> 00:16:42,251
-Great.
-Yeah.

204
00:16:42,918 --> 00:16:45,879
And I am gonna bring you
another casserole.

205
00:16:45,963 --> 00:16:47,047
Only if you insist.

206
00:16:48,340 --> 00:16:50,342
And listen, we're literally
right across the street,

207
00:16:50,426 --> 00:16:51,844
so if there's anything you need…

208
00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:53,929
Thanks.

209
00:16:58,934 --> 00:17:01,186
This is totally unsolicited advice.

210
00:17:03,856 --> 00:17:05,107
I think you should paint again.

211
00:17:06,859 --> 00:17:08,193
You're too good.

212
00:17:12,990 --> 00:17:13,824
Okay.

213
00:19:33,505 --> 00:19:35,174
Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God.

214
00:19:36,633 --> 00:19:37,718
Oh my God.

215
00:21:10,018 --> 00:21:12,854
<i>There's so many layers</i>
<i>to casseroles,</i>

216
00:21:12,938 --> 00:21:15,565
<i>just like there are so many layers</i>
<i>to a person.</i>

217
00:21:15,649 --> 00:21:17,567
<i>But to connect with someone,</i>

218
00:21:17,651 --> 00:21:20,445
<i>you have to be willing</i>
<i>to peel back those layers</i>

219
00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,365
<i>and show them what's really inside.</i>

220
00:21:25,450 --> 00:21:26,493
Hi.

221
00:21:27,077 --> 00:21:27,911
Hi.

222
00:21:27,995 --> 00:21:28,829
Casserole.

223
00:21:28,912 --> 00:21:30,747
I told you I'd make it.

224
00:21:30,831 --> 00:21:33,000
-You look pretty.
-I do?

225
00:21:33,917 --> 00:21:36,003
-Hi, Anna.
Hi.

226
00:21:36,086 --> 00:21:38,755
Oh. Gee. You really…
you brought us another casserole?

227
00:21:38,839 --> 00:21:41,008
No. I saw
that this one had been delivered,

228
00:21:41,091 --> 00:21:43,468
and it was just sitting out
in the sun. So…

229
00:21:43,969 --> 00:21:44,803
Oh.

230
00:21:45,387 --> 00:21:47,514
Yeah, I'm kidding. I made it.

231
00:21:47,597 --> 00:21:49,725
Um, I hope you guys enjoy it.

232
00:21:51,476 --> 00:21:52,602
Do you, um…

233
00:21:53,395 --> 00:21:54,938
Do you wanna stay and join us?

234
00:21:57,274 --> 00:21:58,859
Oh, uh…

235
00:21:58,942 --> 00:22:01,653
I mean, I've opened a bottle of wine.
Don't know if you like wine.

236
00:22:01,737 --> 00:22:02,654
I like wine.

237
00:22:02,738 --> 00:22:04,489
Great. Great. Come in.

238
00:22:22,716 --> 00:22:25,927
Oh, Dad?
My class is going on a field trip.

239
00:22:26,428 --> 00:22:27,679
Can you be the chaperone?

240
00:22:28,889 --> 00:22:29,723
Hmm.

241
00:22:32,601 --> 00:22:33,477
What do you think?

242
00:22:36,396 --> 00:22:38,398
Oh. Emma, I forgot to tell you.

243
00:22:38,482 --> 00:22:41,276
Anna is an artist.

244
00:22:42,235 --> 00:22:45,364
-Can I show you a drawing I did?
-Yes, please.

245
00:22:47,741 --> 00:22:50,452
-Can you grab that permission slip?
-Yep. I'll get it.

246
00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:53,455
Her mom used to chaperone
all the field trips,

247
00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:55,040
so now I try and make sure I do it.

248
00:22:55,123 --> 00:22:55,957
Hmm.

249
00:22:56,875 --> 00:22:59,586
You're obviously doing
a really great job with her.

250
00:23:00,170 --> 00:23:01,046
I'm trying.

251
00:23:06,635 --> 00:23:09,137
Okay. One permission slip

252
00:23:09,638 --> 00:23:10,806
and my duck.

253
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:12,766
Wow.

254
00:23:12,849 --> 00:23:14,768
Emma, this is fabulous.

255
00:23:14,851 --> 00:23:17,020
Thanks.
Ducks are my favorite animal.

256
00:23:17,104 --> 00:23:20,816
-I wanted this to be more light green.
-Hmm.

257
00:23:20,899 --> 00:23:22,818
But my marker set
doesn't have light green.

258
00:23:23,485 --> 00:23:24,486
Hmm.

259
00:23:24,569 --> 00:23:27,823
Now, I think it is somebody's bedtime.

260
00:23:27,906 --> 00:23:29,074
No.

261
00:23:29,157 --> 00:23:29,991
Yes.

262
00:23:30,075 --> 00:23:32,035
It's all right.
I should probably be going as well.

263
00:23:32,619 --> 00:23:34,037
-Can you read to me?
-Sure.

264
00:23:34,121 --> 00:23:36,164
Let me do the dishes.
I'll meet you upstairs.

265
00:23:36,248 --> 00:23:37,290
That'll take forever.

266
00:23:37,374 --> 00:23:38,250
Emma…

267
00:23:38,333 --> 00:23:39,292
I can read to you.

268
00:23:42,045 --> 00:23:43,797
I… I mean, if that's okay.

269
00:23:45,590 --> 00:23:46,842
Please.

270
00:23:48,885 --> 00:23:50,220
You sure you don't mind?

271
00:23:52,305 --> 00:23:53,390
I'd love to.

272
00:23:59,646 --> 00:24:01,565
-You've got a good one up there.
-Yeah.

273
00:24:02,065 --> 00:24:03,316
Yeah. I'm pretty lucky.

274
00:24:05,110 --> 00:24:06,027
I, um,

275
00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:08,947
cleaned your casserole dish.

276
00:24:09,531 --> 00:24:10,991
Oh, you didn't have to do that.

277
00:24:11,074 --> 00:24:13,368
Well, I didn't do
that good a job, to be honest. Look.

278
00:24:13,869 --> 00:24:15,162
Couldn't get rid of that part.

279
00:24:16,496 --> 00:24:18,915
You know, I think that was already there.

280
00:24:28,633 --> 00:24:29,718
Well…

281
00:24:31,428 --> 00:24:32,596
…it's a gorgeous dish.

282
00:24:39,186 --> 00:24:41,396
-Oh my God. I'm so sorry.
-It's okay.

283
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:42,856
It's okay. I have more.

284
00:24:42,939 --> 00:24:44,858
It's fine. It's totally ok…

285
00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:51,573
I should probably get going.

286
00:24:53,408 --> 00:24:54,743
Well, thank you.

287
00:24:56,036 --> 00:24:56,870
Yeah.

288
00:25:00,415 --> 00:25:01,416
For everything.

289
00:25:50,090 --> 00:25:54,469
<i>I've gotten so used to nightmares</i>
<i>I almost forgot what it's like to dream.</i>

290
00:25:58,765 --> 00:26:02,227
<i>To dream of a future</i>
<i>where I'm no longer alone.</i>

291
00:26:04,062 --> 00:26:06,731
<i>A future where I can trust someone again.</i>

292
00:26:09,693 --> 00:26:11,486
<i>A future where monsters</i>

293
00:26:12,529 --> 00:26:13,738
<i>don't exist.</i>

294
00:28:06,184 --> 00:28:07,185
{\an8}