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ABOUT DRY GRASSES

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Here.

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This is for you.

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Thanks. What is it?

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The olive oil you liked.

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- From the farm?
- Yes, cold-pressed.

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Thanks.

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Did you go anywhere on holiday?

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No. How could I?

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Lots of trouble at the village.

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My dad got worse again.

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Hospital and injections.

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With my mother, it's another story.
She's all upset.

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About what?

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Because I'm not married.

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Same old story.

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But she's really out of control now.

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Sulking, cross. Even got sick.

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Really?

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Spent holiday in bed because of that.

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As if there was a decent girl
and I didn't like her!

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Be careful, they want to tax bachelors.

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Stop it.

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Believe me, my holiday was exhausting.

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- Welcome back, sir.
- Thanks.

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- Welcome back.
- Thanks, thanks.

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Cut it out, boy!

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- Good morning.
- Yeah, good morning.

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Well, well, well!

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The teacher of teachers, welcome!

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Hey, Nail, how's things?

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Fine, fine.

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Came back to the coral?

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Yeah, what else can you do?

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- Is everyone here?
- They are.

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- Hey, Samet!
- Yes?

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I got new chickens.

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From now on, you can get eggs from me.

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Okay, we'll see.

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Tell the others, okay?

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All right.

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Hi.

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Welcome back.

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Is this all of us?

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We're not enough for you, Samet?

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With you here, how could it not be enough?

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Firdevs the Great!

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That's right!

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Just don't want to be the sucker
who showed up on time.

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No, everyone's here.

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It was so hard for me
to get out of bed today.

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We get used to being lazy
so quickly, don't we?

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- Right.
- Bekir isn't here?

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He's in his office. Had breakfast?

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I haven't and probably won't.

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If Firdevs isn't eating, me either.

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She knows why.

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Stop teasing me.
Give me the other one, Nail.

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- Try the honey.
- From your hometown?

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My brother's hives.

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- Morning all. Bon appétit.
- Good morning.

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There's a cigarette butt in my cup.
Nail, what the hell?

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Must be the plumbers during the holidays.

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Had I seen, I'd have stopped them.

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That's outrageous.

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They even took the broken taps with them!

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Outrageous.

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Come sit down. The food's almost gone.

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- Here's your tea.
- Thank you.

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Nail says he has eggs.
Did he tell you too?

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What's up, Samet?
Are you getting a commission?

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This job doesn't pay enough.
What else can I do?

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His kids are in high school.
He needs help.

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Sorry, I can't eat
this local stuff anymore.

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You buy perfume from peddlers.
Why not eggs?

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What do you mean?

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The perfumes were original.

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I swear. They really were.

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I checked the internet.
I would never buy fakes.

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I checked too.

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They sell things left behind at airports.

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So they're originals.

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When did you
find all this stuff out, Kenan?

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The guy wasn't lying.

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What's he doing with original perfumes
out here in nowhere?

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- Doesn't sound right to me.
- Why not?

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His tracksuits were fake.

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But he told us they were fake.

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Only after he found out
I'm a sports teacher.

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How could he know you're a sports teacher?

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Because he saw me in a tracksuit.

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Why would he hide it?
He can sell tracksuits, too.

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The man showed a little honesty

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to make you believe a bigger lie.

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A tracksuit counts.

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- How do you know?
- Well, how do you know?

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All right, it's original.

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It was original.
I get allergies otherwise.

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Morning. That's quite a spread.

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Who prepared these?

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Kevser did, bless her.

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What about the schedule?

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Bekir's preparing it now.

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He'll be here soon.

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Take your old classes again for today.

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Here's notebooks.

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Then we'll see.

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Very funny. But you didn't scare me.

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You're lying. I saw you flinch.

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Me, flinch?

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You shrunk back.

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That's not fear.

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That's just a reflex.

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It's the same, sir.

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All right, have it your way.

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Here, this is for you.

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It's heavy. I nearly threw it away.

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Oh, so beautiful.

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- You like it?
- A mirror!

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Look at it later at home.

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Thanks very much.

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Don't worry, I won't show anyone.

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Sir.

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You said you had an extra bedstead

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that you wanted to give away.

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- You still have it?
- Yes.

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I know someone who needs it.

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Who?

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Emirhan in the 8th grade.

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It's in the basement.

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But let me check first. Okay?

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Now off to class.

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The teacher's here.

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Come on, sit down.

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Right, enough. Everyone sit down.

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Don't throw the markers on the floor.
Pick them up.

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They keep getting lost. Put their caps on.

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Sit down.

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Holiday's over.

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Yes, sir, it's over.

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How was it?

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Good.

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Mine wasn't.

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Did you miss school?

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Hey, what's going on?

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Holiday's over.

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It's a new semester.

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Yes.

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I'm your class teacher again.

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Okay.

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If you have any problems, come to me.

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All right.

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But not for nonsense,
like "my friend hit me", okay?

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But sir, he keeps kicking me.

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He won't anymore.

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But he does.

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Welcome back.

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C'mon, I'm gonna see Vahit.

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I tried calling over the holidays.

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They cut my phone cause of the bill.

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Don't need it anyway.

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I can't even pay you back yet,
but I will soon.

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Forget it.

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And the security job?

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It was a bunch of lies.

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They'd rather get a dog than hire me.

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I was stupid to get my hopes up.

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They were right.

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Why hire a terrorist like you?

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For sure.

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<i>Welcome back, teacher.</i>

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<i>Come, there's tea brewing at headquarters.</i>

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But I'll be gone soon anyhow.

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I might have a job in a nightclub.

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Where?

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In Varto.

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There's a nightclub in Varto?

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- Good money?
- Whatever they pay is fine.

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Good thing I gave up smoking

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or I'd be collecting butts in the streets.

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You're still in the twilight zone then.

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Fine, go.

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I'll come fucking visit.

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Where've you been, motherfucker?

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Why would I come here
when it's full of lowlifes?

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That was two hours ago.

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Asshole.

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Don't piss me off.

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Seref, three teas.

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Forget tea. Fetch what's behind the boxes.

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I'd fetch you a punch in the face,

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but it'd be rude to the teacher.

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Welcome, by the way.

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Thanks.

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I say to him,

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"I'll pay you. Get those boxes down."

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Say that when no one's around, then.

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What are you talking about?

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Was I supposed to kick them out?

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Unbelievable, he can't
make it over here in 20 minutes.

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When there's whisky and stuff,

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he's here in a sec.

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Stop going on and fucking bring it out.

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It's gone. Finished.

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Shouldn't have ordered tea for me.

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Can't go without having tea. No way.

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He'll have tea at army headquarters.

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No way. I'm not going there.

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He can drink both here and there.

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We're wine people.

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Forget about whisky.
It's not for lefties like you.

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What's this? Like a fairy chimney. Wow.

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But it's all made in factories now.

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They say it tastes the same.

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- No problem. Wine's wine.
- Fill it up.

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There's a bunch of mangy dogs
around the school.

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Can't we do something?

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They won't harm the kids.

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I don't mean the kids, but the dogs.

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Poor things. They scratch all day long.

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You see how people live here.

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How do you expect anyone
to care about the dogs

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when no one cares about people?

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That's right, but...

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You start caring about every living thing,

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you won't last long here, my friend.

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Did you always not give a fuck
or is it just now in the army?

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What do you mean, sir?

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Fill these out
and bring them back to me. Okay?

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Yes, sir.

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If I'm not here,
give them to whoever's in charge.

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Yes, sir.

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Well, Erdi?

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I put it here.

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Did I ask you that?

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Someone must've moved it.

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Did I ask you that?

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I don't understand.

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Did I ask you that?

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Were you always a lazy fucker
or is it just now in the army?

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Maybe someone moved it.

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Answer my fucking question.

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Yes, sir, I always was.

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What were you, Erdi?

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A lazy fucker, sir.

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Good job, you told the truth.
Go get us tea.

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Yes, sir.

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I love when a man tells the truth.

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Really. He's a great kid.

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Welcome back again.

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Tell me what you've been up to.
How was it?

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It was nice to go home.
But it's the same old routine.

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- Good.
- What about you?

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We don't get holidays like you.

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We hang around here.
We went to Erzurum once.

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The kids kept going on
about the shopping mall.

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Otherwise nothing.

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Hey, Berkcan, your thing is sorted.
I talked to them.

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Really? Thank you, sir.

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It wasn't easy, but I managed it.

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Thank you, sir.

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I appreciate it.

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Go on, carry on with your work.

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And shut the door.

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We have a female sergeant here,
named Dilek.

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I think you'd be right for each other.

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Don't laugh like that.

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I want to introduce you.

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No, no way.

270
00:16:29,570 --> 00:16:31,278
Why do you say no flat out?

271
00:16:31,278 --> 00:16:34,195
Meet her, get to know her, text her.

272
00:16:34,195 --> 00:16:36,945
If you don't like her, no problem.

273
00:16:36,945 --> 00:16:39,111
Who knows, it could lead to marriage.

274
00:16:39,111 --> 00:16:42,486
What are you doing? I'm still young.

275
00:16:42,611 --> 00:16:44,653
Stop being so shy. Take action.

276
00:16:44,653 --> 00:16:46,653
- I'm not shy.
- Wait a minute.

277
00:16:46,653 --> 00:16:48,903
What are you doing? Stop it.

278
00:16:48,903 --> 00:16:51,570
Wait a minute.
I'll ask her to come. Hello?

279
00:16:51,570 --> 00:16:54,278
No. Leave it.

280
00:16:54,278 --> 00:16:57,070
I'm telling you I'm not interested.

281
00:16:59,403 --> 00:17:02,570
I don't believe it.
You're crazy, you know.

282
00:17:02,570 --> 00:17:06,653
Fine, but you're always
hanging out with the wrong people.

283
00:17:07,736 --> 00:17:08,778
Why?

284
00:17:09,570 --> 00:17:12,653
The other day we were checking IDs
in the tea house.

285
00:17:12,653 --> 00:17:14,695
That guy, the one I just saw you with.

286
00:17:15,278 --> 00:17:16,653
He's got an attitude.

287
00:17:16,653 --> 00:17:19,236
"Why do I have to show ID in my hometown?"

288
00:17:19,861 --> 00:17:21,736
I told him to cut the crap.

289
00:17:21,736 --> 00:17:23,695
It's a routine check. Shut up.

290
00:17:23,695 --> 00:17:25,152
Really? So?

291
00:17:25,152 --> 00:17:28,152
So, nothing.
He fucking showed it of course.

292
00:17:28,152 --> 00:17:30,611
The guy's an asshole.

293
00:17:30,611 --> 00:17:31,695
Seriously.

294
00:17:32,236 --> 00:17:35,320
All the losers around here
end up at our door.

295
00:17:35,570 --> 00:17:38,277
You really have your work cut out.

296
00:17:38,277 --> 00:17:39,777
You don't know the half of it.

297
00:17:39,902 --> 00:17:41,277
The other day,

298
00:17:42,027 --> 00:17:44,902
some guy calls the station
stranded on the road.

299
00:17:44,902 --> 00:17:48,945
Had to go in the middle of the night,
find gas and fill his tank.

300
00:17:48,945 --> 00:17:50,070
Really?

301
00:17:50,070 --> 00:17:51,237
Better believe it.

302
00:19:21,445 --> 00:19:23,070
- Hello.
- Hi.

303
00:19:23,070 --> 00:19:25,152
- It's Nuray, isn't it?
- Yes.

304
00:19:25,152 --> 00:19:27,987
- I hope you didn't wait long.
- No, it's fine.

305
00:19:27,987 --> 00:19:29,027
Have a seat.

306
00:19:29,987 --> 00:19:31,527
Would you like tea or coffee?

307
00:19:33,112 --> 00:19:34,487
I'd like a weak tea.

308
00:19:55,070 --> 00:19:56,195
Thanks.

309
00:19:57,737 --> 00:19:59,487
Weak enough?

310
00:19:59,487 --> 00:20:01,152
That's fine.

311
00:20:01,152 --> 00:20:02,362
Sugar's here.

312
00:20:02,362 --> 00:20:03,320
Thanks.

313
00:20:08,820 --> 00:20:10,987
Your school's pretty big.

314
00:20:12,362 --> 00:20:14,570
Had to ask my way to the canteen.

315
00:20:14,570 --> 00:20:17,527
Yes, large for this region perhaps.

316
00:20:18,737 --> 00:20:22,527
Compared to our dump,
everywhere seems like Paris to me.

317
00:20:24,320 --> 00:20:26,237
- Which village?
- Incesu.

318
00:20:28,695 --> 00:20:31,112
Never been,
but it must be harder than here.

319
00:20:31,362 --> 00:20:33,027
Of course.

320
00:20:35,070 --> 00:20:36,570
How long have you been there?

321
00:20:37,195 --> 00:20:38,362
This is my fourth year.

322
00:20:39,695 --> 00:20:41,820
- Enough for a transfer.
- Yes.

323
00:20:42,195 --> 00:20:43,945
Are you going to ask for one?

324
00:20:43,945 --> 00:20:45,402
You kidding?

325
00:20:46,152 --> 00:20:49,027
From the day I arrived,
I've only thought about leaving.

326
00:20:50,237 --> 00:20:51,862
- Where to?
- Istanbul.

327
00:20:58,070 --> 00:21:00,737
It can't be easy for you here either,

328
00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:02,820
after all that time in Ankara.

329
00:21:04,402 --> 00:21:06,070
That's right.

330
00:21:06,987 --> 00:21:09,862
But your family's here, I guess.
That's good.

331
00:21:09,862 --> 00:21:11,737
Sercan said something like that.

332
00:21:12,612 --> 00:21:13,777
Yes.

333
00:21:13,777 --> 00:21:15,945
You live with them or something.

334
00:21:17,487 --> 00:21:19,820
Sercan told you a lot about me, it seems.

335
00:21:19,820 --> 00:21:21,902
No, not really. Don't get the wrong idea.

336
00:21:23,152 --> 00:21:25,652
He knows I'm here.

337
00:21:25,652 --> 00:21:27,027
He insisted I call,

338
00:21:27,027 --> 00:21:28,527
said we'd get on well.

339
00:21:28,527 --> 00:21:30,612
You draw too, I guess?

340
00:21:31,820 --> 00:21:34,320
I'm just an amateur.

341
00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:37,402
Community education level.

342
00:21:37,402 --> 00:21:39,820
That's great. Really.

343
00:21:41,112 --> 00:21:43,445
I studied it at school, now I teach it.

344
00:21:43,445 --> 00:21:45,320
So I'm an art teacher,

345
00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:47,737
but I haven't drawn in a long time.

346
00:21:47,737 --> 00:21:49,112
I'm lazy, I guess.

347
00:21:51,612 --> 00:21:53,445
But sometimes I take photos.

348
00:21:53,445 --> 00:21:56,320
I head out into the wild,
things like that.

349
00:21:57,070 --> 00:21:58,112
That's nice.

350
00:22:48,820 --> 00:22:51,070
Come on, teacher.

351
00:22:51,070 --> 00:22:52,112
Thanks.

352
00:23:01,945 --> 00:23:05,570
Get a bit closer to the horse.

353
00:23:05,570 --> 00:23:08,070
Bow your head a little.

354
00:23:14,695 --> 00:23:16,362
Like this. Okay.

355
00:23:23,695 --> 00:23:25,237
Bow your head a bit more.

356
00:23:25,737 --> 00:23:27,112
Turn it this way.

357
00:23:27,112 --> 00:23:28,987
Look at me, into the lens.

358
00:23:28,987 --> 00:23:30,320
I'm taking it now.

359
00:24:14,277 --> 00:24:15,737
<i>Today we study portraits.</i>

360
00:24:15,987 --> 00:24:18,777
- What's that?
- Quiet.

361
00:24:18,777 --> 00:24:21,445
People's faces. Today you'll draw this.

362
00:24:21,445 --> 00:24:23,320
That's really hard, sir.

363
00:24:24,070 --> 00:24:26,695
It doesn't have to be exactly the same.

364
00:24:26,695 --> 00:24:29,570
Do your best. Change it if you have to.

365
00:24:29,570 --> 00:24:31,112
Try to add your own touch.

366
00:24:31,945 --> 00:24:33,945
We always draw the same things.

367
00:24:33,945 --> 00:24:36,570
Mountains, rocks, snow, donkeys.

368
00:24:36,570 --> 00:24:40,237
You draw the things you know well.
What more do you want?

369
00:24:40,237 --> 00:24:42,652
Wouldn't it be better if we drew the sea?

370
00:24:43,402 --> 00:24:45,277
The sea? What for?

371
00:24:45,277 --> 00:24:47,195
Would be nice. The sea and sun.

372
00:24:48,945 --> 00:24:52,777
But how will you draw things
you don't know well?

373
00:24:52,777 --> 00:24:54,152
But we do know them.

374
00:24:54,152 --> 00:24:57,487
How? Any of you seen the sea?

375
00:24:57,487 --> 00:24:58,862
Where did you see it?

376
00:24:58,862 --> 00:25:00,777
On TV, sir.

377
00:25:02,570 --> 00:25:04,695
I don't mean that.

378
00:25:04,695 --> 00:25:05,945
I mean in real life.

379
00:25:06,862 --> 00:25:08,152
Yes, Delila.

380
00:25:08,152 --> 00:25:12,320
I visited my aunt in Izmir.

381
00:25:12,320 --> 00:25:13,820
- You saw it there.
- Yes.

382
00:25:13,820 --> 00:25:15,402
- Did you go in?
- Yes.

383
00:25:15,902 --> 00:25:17,945
Fine. Okay.

384
00:25:18,445 --> 00:25:21,027
We can draw the sea as well.

385
00:25:24,112 --> 00:25:28,527
I'll check my photos,
then maybe we can do what you like.

386
00:25:28,527 --> 00:25:32,152
What's the name of the sea at Izmir?
Anyone know?

387
00:25:33,070 --> 00:25:34,987
What's it called? Tell me, Aylin.

388
00:25:34,987 --> 00:25:36,570
Aegean Sea, sir.

389
00:25:36,902 --> 00:25:38,277
Well done, dear.

390
00:25:39,195 --> 00:25:40,820
What other seas are there?

391
00:25:43,652 --> 00:25:44,987
Tell me, Sevim.

392
00:25:44,987 --> 00:25:49,152
Marmara Sea, Mediterranean, Black Sea.

393
00:25:49,362 --> 00:25:50,695
Good job. Bravo.

394
00:25:50,695 --> 00:25:52,777
It's always the same.

395
00:25:54,695 --> 00:25:56,445
Something wrong, Bilal?

396
00:25:56,445 --> 00:26:00,152
You always ask Sevim and her friends.

397
00:26:00,695 --> 00:26:01,987
What does that mean?

398
00:26:01,987 --> 00:26:05,902
From the start of the first semester,
you've always asked them.

399
00:26:05,902 --> 00:26:07,320
So what if I do?

400
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:10,277
It's a kind of discrimination.

401
00:26:10,277 --> 00:26:12,527
Don't talk nonsense.

402
00:26:13,112 --> 00:26:15,027
You fool. Be smart.

403
00:26:15,027 --> 00:26:16,902
- But you always--
- Shut up!

404
00:26:16,902 --> 00:26:18,612
Be careful when you talk to me.

405
00:26:20,945 --> 00:26:23,195
Don't take advantage because I'm nice.

406
00:26:24,695 --> 00:26:25,820
Behave yourself.

407
00:26:32,570 --> 00:26:35,445
- Finish drawing.
- Can we draw something else?

408
00:26:35,445 --> 00:26:37,320
Draw whatever you want.

409
00:26:46,112 --> 00:26:47,570
I'll get the Honda.

410
00:26:48,737 --> 00:26:50,820
The Honda. I want to buy it.

411
00:26:50,820 --> 00:26:53,402
- Really?
- Yeah, life's short.

412
00:26:53,402 --> 00:26:56,070
Has he dropped the price?

413
00:26:56,570 --> 00:26:59,487
No, but I looked into it.

414
00:26:59,487 --> 00:27:01,027
It's worth it.

415
00:27:01,777 --> 00:27:04,695
- I see you've made up your mind.
- Yeah.

416
00:27:04,695 --> 00:27:06,402
It's cheap even.

417
00:27:06,402 --> 00:27:08,527
Then buy it and relax.

418
00:27:08,527 --> 00:27:10,027
Buy it. Yeah.

419
00:27:10,902 --> 00:27:13,027
- We'll drive around.
- Yeah, sure.

420
00:27:14,862 --> 00:27:16,945
What's up, girls?

421
00:27:16,945 --> 00:27:18,902
Aylin wants to call her dad

422
00:27:18,902 --> 00:27:20,862
about staying for study period.

423
00:27:20,862 --> 00:27:23,487
Study period? Never mind about that.

424
00:27:30,570 --> 00:27:33,237
Don't let anyone touch these volleyballs.

425
00:27:33,237 --> 00:27:35,402
You're usually here.

426
00:27:35,402 --> 00:27:37,362
- Send them to me.
- All right.

427
00:27:37,362 --> 00:27:40,820
They say volleyball
but keep playing football.

428
00:27:40,820 --> 00:27:42,862
All right. Is your eye better?

429
00:27:42,862 --> 00:27:45,237
- Yes.
- Here you are.

430
00:27:45,237 --> 00:27:46,402
Thank you.

431
00:27:48,820 --> 00:27:51,402
Sir, Ibrahim fell off the slide.

432
00:27:51,402 --> 00:27:52,945
Really? How?

433
00:27:53,487 --> 00:27:55,487
He was walking on it.

434
00:27:56,945 --> 00:27:59,195
He deserved it then,
if he was walking on it.

435
00:28:04,237 --> 00:28:05,652
Whoa!

436
00:28:05,652 --> 00:28:08,362
What have you done, girl?

437
00:28:08,987 --> 00:28:10,612
You've made a mess.

438
00:28:13,652 --> 00:28:15,237
What class do you have?

439
00:28:16,820 --> 00:28:17,945
Social studies.

440
00:28:21,612 --> 00:28:24,402
Mr. Kenan is so boring.

441
00:28:24,402 --> 00:28:26,777
How can you share a house with him?

442
00:28:27,277 --> 00:28:30,402
Shush. You shouldn't talk like that.

443
00:28:30,402 --> 00:28:31,612
But it's true.

444
00:28:31,612 --> 00:28:33,695
- Did your dad say yes?
- Yes.

445
00:28:33,695 --> 00:28:34,902
Okay.

446
00:28:36,570 --> 00:28:39,737
Can you let me and Aylin out of class now?

447
00:28:39,737 --> 00:28:43,777
No way. Come on, get to class.

448
00:28:43,777 --> 00:28:46,445
Mr. Kenan doesn't do anything anyway.

449
00:28:46,445 --> 00:28:48,820
He just shows dumb videos.

450
00:28:48,820 --> 00:28:49,777
That's right.

451
00:28:49,777 --> 00:28:51,902
What more do you want?

452
00:28:51,902 --> 00:28:54,902
Would you rather take notes for an hour?

453
00:28:54,902 --> 00:28:56,027
No, but...

454
00:28:56,027 --> 00:28:58,487
Come on, get to class.

455
00:28:58,487 --> 00:29:00,070
- But...
- Out of my sight!

456
00:29:00,070 --> 00:29:02,902
Don't talk about your teachers like that.

457
00:29:02,902 --> 00:29:05,112
Come on, off to class now.

458
00:29:35,152 --> 00:29:36,320
What's up?

459
00:29:37,195 --> 00:29:39,027
Let's go get water from the hill.

460
00:29:42,695 --> 00:29:43,737
Come on.

461
00:29:44,737 --> 00:29:46,527
Let's get some spring water.

462
00:29:48,112 --> 00:29:51,027
Right. If we have to suffer here,

463
00:29:51,570 --> 00:29:52,987
let's at least take advantage of that.

464
00:29:53,987 --> 00:29:55,152
Exactly.

465
00:30:25,277 --> 00:30:26,362
Look.

466
00:30:31,987 --> 00:30:32,945
Who's that?

467
00:30:34,570 --> 00:30:35,737
Is that her?

468
00:30:36,152 --> 00:30:38,820
Yeah, I told you. I met her the other day.

469
00:30:39,902 --> 00:30:41,277
Did you take that?

470
00:30:41,277 --> 00:30:43,070
No, it's her Instagram account.

471
00:30:44,737 --> 00:30:46,027
She's pretty.

472
00:30:47,027 --> 00:30:48,237
Not bad.

473
00:30:49,027 --> 00:30:50,652
- Want to meet her?
- What?

474
00:30:50,652 --> 00:30:51,862
I can introduce you.

475
00:30:53,612 --> 00:30:54,570
Why?

476
00:30:55,070 --> 00:30:57,277
I think you'd get on.
You'd suit each other.

477
00:30:59,445 --> 00:31:00,695
Why?

478
00:31:00,695 --> 00:31:03,862
I don't know, you just would.

479
00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:05,902
You're both from here.
You're both teachers.

480
00:31:07,570 --> 00:31:08,570
What does she teach?

481
00:31:09,402 --> 00:31:10,527
English.

482
00:31:12,570 --> 00:31:13,612
Nice.

483
00:31:14,362 --> 00:31:16,570
You could learn English as well.

484
00:31:16,570 --> 00:31:17,902
You always wanted to.

485
00:31:19,402 --> 00:31:20,862
And you're both Alawis.

486
00:31:21,777 --> 00:31:23,152
That's not important.

487
00:31:24,027 --> 00:31:26,862
Maybe not for you and me,

488
00:31:26,862 --> 00:31:29,112
but it is for families.

489
00:31:31,362 --> 00:31:33,695
And she's smart and intelligent.

490
00:31:34,777 --> 00:31:35,945
She does drawing and stuff.

491
00:31:40,695 --> 00:31:43,070
If she's so great,
why don't you date her?

492
00:31:44,570 --> 00:31:47,737
I'm leaving here, man.

493
00:31:47,737 --> 00:31:50,112
Besides, I don't want to get married.

494
00:31:50,112 --> 00:31:52,652
You're the one who wants to, right?

495
00:31:52,652 --> 00:31:53,777
That's true.

496
00:31:53,777 --> 00:31:57,445
Your mother will be happy.
You said she was upset about it.

497
00:31:57,445 --> 00:31:58,987
Well, yeah.

498
00:31:59,527 --> 00:32:02,612
I'll sort it out this year, anyway.

499
00:32:08,277 --> 00:32:11,527
Don't think I'm not interested
cause of her leg.

500
00:32:11,527 --> 00:32:13,612
It doesn't matter to me at all.

501
00:32:13,612 --> 00:32:15,570
You don't even really notice.

502
00:32:15,570 --> 00:32:17,277
She's just got a slight limp.

503
00:32:20,027 --> 00:32:21,737
It doesn't matter to me, either.

504
00:32:23,737 --> 00:32:25,152
Maybe it's even better.

505
00:32:27,402 --> 00:32:28,320
How?

506
00:32:29,737 --> 00:32:30,777
You know.

507
00:32:39,362 --> 00:32:40,527
Let me see.

508
00:32:56,902 --> 00:32:58,570
WE WON'T BE SILENT.

509
00:32:58,570 --> 00:33:00,152
She's left-wing, I guess.

510
00:33:12,070 --> 00:33:13,527
Yeah, she's pretty.

511
00:33:38,570 --> 00:33:39,527
She's really pretty.

512
00:33:41,652 --> 00:33:44,487
Good morning. We're doing a quick search.

513
00:33:44,945 --> 00:33:46,737
Girls line up at the board.

514
00:33:46,737 --> 00:33:48,402
Boys to the back wall.

515
00:33:48,987 --> 00:33:51,487
- Hurry up. Don't waste time.
- Be quick.

516
00:33:52,277 --> 00:33:53,945
Don't touch your bag, boy.

517
00:33:57,277 --> 00:33:58,152
Get in line.

518
00:34:10,652 --> 00:34:11,652
Where's the box?

519
00:34:11,862 --> 00:34:12,945
There.

520
00:34:20,152 --> 00:34:22,570
What's this? Who sits here?

521
00:34:22,570 --> 00:34:24,237
- Me.
- Is this yours?

522
00:34:24,237 --> 00:34:26,695
Yes. My sister must've put it in my bag.

523
00:34:27,945 --> 00:34:30,528
I really don't understand.

524
00:34:30,528 --> 00:34:32,153
Such things at your age.

525
00:34:38,070 --> 00:34:39,195
Whose is this?

526
00:34:40,237 --> 00:34:41,320
Whose is this?

527
00:34:42,945 --> 00:34:44,403
Tell me boys, whose is this?

528
00:34:45,737 --> 00:34:46,903
Yours?

529
00:34:46,903 --> 00:34:48,445
You bring a penknife to school?

530
00:34:49,778 --> 00:34:51,528
You've been told countless times.

531
00:34:52,487 --> 00:34:53,862
It's forbidden.

532
00:34:55,987 --> 00:34:57,362
You never listen.

533
00:35:08,112 --> 00:35:10,487
Are you coming to school
or a fashion show?

534
00:35:11,903 --> 00:35:13,612
Here's a laser.

535
00:35:23,237 --> 00:35:24,237
What's this?

536
00:35:25,112 --> 00:35:26,070
Whose is this?

537
00:35:26,903 --> 00:35:27,945
Mine.

538
00:35:28,737 --> 00:35:30,612
It's not a school notebook.

539
00:35:30,612 --> 00:35:31,903
What is it then?

540
00:35:32,612 --> 00:35:34,237
Well, it's private.

541
00:35:34,445 --> 00:35:35,570
Private?

542
00:35:35,820 --> 00:35:37,112
You're at school. Private, how?

543
00:35:38,153 --> 00:35:39,987
Stand up straight.

544
00:35:45,778 --> 00:35:47,903
- Your nails...
- I cut them yesterday.

545
00:35:47,903 --> 00:35:48,945
Yesterday?

546
00:35:49,695 --> 00:35:50,612
Yes, sir.

547
00:35:50,612 --> 00:35:53,028
They grow that fast?

548
00:35:53,153 --> 00:35:54,528
I really did, sir.

549
00:35:57,028 --> 00:35:58,487
Cut them again before tomorrow.

550
00:36:11,987 --> 00:36:14,362
We've told you, lighters are not allowed.

551
00:36:15,195 --> 00:36:18,195
Are you coming to school
or to a tea house?

552
00:36:24,528 --> 00:36:26,862
What's up? What are you gossiping about?

553
00:36:28,778 --> 00:36:30,028
It's funny.

554
00:36:31,070 --> 00:36:32,112
What's funny?

555
00:36:32,112 --> 00:36:34,362
The letter we found on your Sevim!

556
00:36:35,153 --> 00:36:36,278
My Sevim?

557
00:36:36,612 --> 00:36:37,695
What about her?

558
00:36:38,195 --> 00:36:41,945
Poor thing.
She wrote a love letter at her age.

559
00:36:42,945 --> 00:36:45,195
A love letter? Sevim? To whom?

560
00:36:45,695 --> 00:36:47,487
I don't know. Who could it be to?

561
00:36:48,445 --> 00:36:49,570
Who could it be to?

562
00:36:50,237 --> 00:36:51,612
I don't know. What do you think?

563
00:36:52,153 --> 00:36:53,570
Don't know.
What do you think?

564
00:36:54,695 --> 00:36:57,945
What's all this secrecy?
I don't get it.

565
00:36:58,403 --> 00:37:00,028
There's a letter, so what?

566
00:37:00,403 --> 00:37:02,903
What do you mean "so what"?
There are rules.

567
00:37:02,903 --> 00:37:05,862
Or why bother doing searches?
Let them smoke.

568
00:37:05,862 --> 00:37:08,903
Come on! You understand what I mean.

569
00:37:08,903 --> 00:37:10,528
- It's not the same.
- It is.

570
00:37:10,903 --> 00:37:13,737
You never wrote a love letter
in your life?

571
00:37:13,737 --> 00:37:16,278
What do you mean? Not at that age.

572
00:37:16,278 --> 00:37:19,320
Good for you.
You've never had a life then.

573
00:37:19,320 --> 00:37:22,403
What? You only have a life
if you write letters?

574
00:37:22,403 --> 00:37:26,320
Yes. Got nothing better to do
than make fun of a child's letter?

575
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:28,653
You're obviously bored stiff.

576
00:37:28,653 --> 00:37:30,570
What's up, Samet?

577
00:37:30,570 --> 00:37:33,403
Why are you talking to us like that?

578
00:37:33,612 --> 00:37:36,362
Give me the letter. I'll sort it out.

579
00:37:36,362 --> 00:37:38,153
Take it, no problem.

580
00:37:38,153 --> 00:37:39,778
What about the principal?

581
00:37:39,778 --> 00:37:42,778
No, Samet's the class teacher.
Take these too.

582
00:37:42,778 --> 00:37:44,028
Okay, fine.

583
00:37:44,028 --> 00:37:46,445
No need to get upset, Samet.

584
00:37:46,445 --> 00:37:47,903
No one's getting upset.

585
00:38:11,653 --> 00:38:14,237
Go sit in the warm teachers' room.

586
00:38:14,237 --> 00:38:16,362
Why do you keep hiding in this hole?

587
00:38:16,362 --> 00:38:20,403
Screw that madhouse.
At least I can relax in here.

588
00:38:20,403 --> 00:38:22,653
You're right about that.

589
00:38:22,653 --> 00:38:25,112
Won't argue with that.

590
00:38:25,112 --> 00:38:28,362
But you'll freeze in here.

591
00:38:29,278 --> 00:38:31,195
Then make some tea to warm us.

592
00:38:31,195 --> 00:38:32,820
I can make tea.

593
00:38:32,820 --> 00:38:34,070
No problem.

594
00:38:34,695 --> 00:38:37,487
The principal showed up late again.

595
00:38:37,487 --> 00:38:39,195
- Really?
- Sure.

596
00:38:39,195 --> 00:38:40,820
He's newly married.

597
00:38:42,070 --> 00:38:44,112
His wife must be so hot.

598
00:38:45,487 --> 00:38:47,862
If I were him, I'd be late too.

599
00:39:11,737 --> 00:39:12,820
Sevim.

600
00:39:12,820 --> 00:39:14,153
It's you.

601
00:39:15,278 --> 00:39:16,237
Come in.

602
00:39:16,237 --> 00:39:17,737
You've got my letter, sir.

603
00:39:18,612 --> 00:39:19,612
Can I have it?

604
00:39:21,612 --> 00:39:23,820
My letter. You've got it.

605
00:39:25,153 --> 00:39:26,278
Can I have it?

606
00:39:32,487 --> 00:39:33,737
Sir, give it back.

607
00:39:36,362 --> 00:39:37,653
Sevim...

608
00:39:38,528 --> 00:39:40,112
why are you crying?

609
00:39:40,112 --> 00:39:41,653
I don't get it.

610
00:39:43,153 --> 00:39:44,612
Who told you I had the letter?

611
00:39:49,528 --> 00:39:50,862
Who? Mrs. Kevser?

612
00:40:00,945 --> 00:40:01,987
Sevim.

613
00:40:03,653 --> 00:40:04,737
What's wrong?

614
00:40:16,862 --> 00:40:18,153
Sevim, look--

615
00:40:18,153 --> 00:40:19,778
Okay, it's all right.

616
00:40:24,778 --> 00:40:25,945
Yes, I had your letter.

617
00:40:26,945 --> 00:40:28,570
But I didn't read it and I won't.

618
00:40:29,070 --> 00:40:32,237
I tore it up and threw it away.
No need to worry.

619
00:40:32,237 --> 00:40:35,112
Where, sir? What if someone finds it?

620
00:40:35,528 --> 00:40:39,362
Even if they did, they couldn't read it.
It's in tiny pieces.

621
00:40:39,362 --> 00:40:40,820
Don't worry.

622
00:40:40,820 --> 00:40:42,403
There's nothing to worry about.

623
00:40:46,612 --> 00:40:49,403
Did you think
I was like the other teachers?

624
00:40:50,820 --> 00:40:52,653
These things are normal for me.

625
00:40:57,278 --> 00:41:00,570
Being in love is a wonderful thing.

626
00:41:01,778 --> 00:41:02,653
Okay?

627
00:41:03,237 --> 00:41:04,987
There's nothing to be ashamed of.

628
00:41:09,612 --> 00:41:11,153
When I was your age,

629
00:41:12,445 --> 00:41:14,403
I was in love...

630
00:41:15,945 --> 00:41:17,237
with my literature teacher.

631
00:41:18,028 --> 00:41:21,528
I saw her face everywhere.

632
00:41:22,570 --> 00:41:26,362
Time passed and a lot changed, of course.

633
00:41:28,695 --> 00:41:32,653
But one thing I'm sure of,

634
00:41:33,778 --> 00:41:37,737
I never had such strong feelings
ever again.

635
00:41:38,987 --> 00:41:39,945
Okay?

636
00:41:40,528 --> 00:41:42,695
I never again had feelings

637
00:41:43,445 --> 00:41:47,695
that were so pure, innocent, and powerful.

638
00:41:48,570 --> 00:41:49,653
Really.

639
00:41:51,778 --> 00:41:55,237
You should appreciate these years, okay?

640
00:41:57,945 --> 00:42:01,153
These experiences are so valuable

641
00:42:01,153 --> 00:42:02,945
and so hard to find--

642
00:42:02,945 --> 00:42:04,320
Please, sir.

643
00:42:05,028 --> 00:42:07,195
Give me the letter, I'm begging you.

644
00:42:09,112 --> 00:42:12,112
For God's sake,
what did I tell you, Sevim?

645
00:42:13,278 --> 00:42:17,320
Aren't you listening?
I said I tore it up and threw it away.

646
00:42:18,570 --> 00:42:19,737
Don't you believe me?

647
00:42:22,820 --> 00:42:25,778
The letter's gone.
It doesn't exist anymore.

648
00:42:29,278 --> 00:42:32,362
Come on in. Don't you see the door's open?

649
00:42:33,820 --> 00:42:37,237
Here's your tea.

650
00:42:37,862 --> 00:42:39,153
All right, Sevim?

651
00:42:45,153 --> 00:42:46,945
Okay? Here's your gift.

652
00:42:48,070 --> 00:42:50,820
Put it back in your bag.

653
00:42:52,737 --> 00:42:53,862
It's yours, you know?

654
00:42:55,237 --> 00:42:57,278
But don't bring it to school anymore.

655
00:42:59,570 --> 00:43:01,570
Those idiots don't understand such things.

656
00:43:04,153 --> 00:43:07,570
I was scared you'd say it was my present.

657
00:43:08,070 --> 00:43:09,612
Well done for not talking.

658
00:43:11,612 --> 00:43:14,278
I didn't exactly get
what was happening in there.

659
00:43:15,403 --> 00:43:17,445
If I had, I wouldn't have let them.

660
00:43:18,403 --> 00:43:19,403
Anyway.

661
00:43:23,528 --> 00:43:24,445
So?

662
00:43:24,945 --> 00:43:27,403
Did you read any of the books I gave you?

663
00:43:36,195 --> 00:43:38,195
Won't you give me the letter?

664
00:43:54,820 --> 00:43:55,945
Not taking your gift?

665
00:44:18,903 --> 00:44:19,987
What's up with her?

666
00:44:22,112 --> 00:44:23,528
Aren't you coming?

667
00:44:23,528 --> 00:44:25,112
I'll get my coat.

668
00:44:33,862 --> 00:44:35,987
We're going to Turnagöl next week.

669
00:44:36,362 --> 00:44:37,987
- What for?
- Parent visit.

670
00:44:38,403 --> 00:44:39,737
- Really?
- Yeah.

671
00:44:42,320 --> 00:44:47,195
I'm sick of every new principal's
crappy projects.

672
00:44:48,153 --> 00:44:51,403
We do everything,
so he can suck up to the Directorate.

673
00:44:51,403 --> 00:44:54,153
It's a pain for the families too.

674
00:44:54,153 --> 00:44:56,278
Some are worse off than others.

675
00:44:56,278 --> 00:44:58,945
Kids can be embarrassed
by where they live.

676
00:44:58,945 --> 00:45:01,737
Someone needs to tell that clown
to stop the bullshit.

677
00:45:03,487 --> 00:45:07,070
Something happened
on the last parent visit.

678
00:45:07,070 --> 00:45:08,320
It was awful.

679
00:45:09,195 --> 00:45:12,403
I didn't see my zipper was down.
We went in and sat.

680
00:45:12,403 --> 00:45:14,112
Everyone was staring at me.

681
00:45:16,112 --> 00:45:18,278
Something was off but I didn't know what.

682
00:45:21,820 --> 00:45:24,237
I leaned back,

683
00:45:24,778 --> 00:45:28,362
and the bottom of my shirt
stuck through my open zipper.

684
00:45:29,528 --> 00:45:31,570
It was a disaster.

685
00:45:32,445 --> 00:45:36,362
That was when the guy asked me
if I wanted sugar.

686
00:45:37,528 --> 00:45:39,028
I got up,

687
00:45:39,028 --> 00:45:41,528
took some sugar and immediately bent over.

688
00:46:14,112 --> 00:46:15,112
She's here.

689
00:46:20,945 --> 00:46:23,028
- Hi.
- Hi. Welcome.

690
00:46:23,195 --> 00:46:25,070
Sorry. Hope I'm not too late.

691
00:46:25,070 --> 00:46:27,195
No, not at all.

692
00:46:27,195 --> 00:46:31,070
This is my friend Kenan, my housemate.

693
00:46:31,070 --> 00:46:32,862
Came to town together today.

694
00:46:32,862 --> 00:46:34,195
Nice to meet you.

695
00:46:34,195 --> 00:46:35,987
- Likewise. Welcome.
- Thanks.

696
00:46:35,987 --> 00:46:38,695
- Have a seat.
- Sit by the window.

697
00:46:38,695 --> 00:46:41,070
- No need.
- No, please.

698
00:46:43,237 --> 00:46:44,112
Thanks.

699
00:46:46,778 --> 00:46:49,195
- I'll take your coat.
- Thanks.

700
00:46:57,612 --> 00:46:59,862
Want a drink? We already ordered.

701
00:46:59,862 --> 00:47:01,903
No problem.

702
00:47:01,903 --> 00:47:03,862
Tea again, weak.

703
00:47:04,070 --> 00:47:05,778
Something sweet?

704
00:47:05,778 --> 00:47:07,403
No, thanks. Tea's fine.

705
00:47:07,403 --> 00:47:08,487
Weak.

706
00:47:09,862 --> 00:47:12,903
What have you been up to? How's school?

707
00:47:12,903 --> 00:47:15,278
Fine. The usual.

708
00:47:15,278 --> 00:47:16,987
School, then home at night.

709
00:47:16,987 --> 00:47:19,403
I pass the time by drawing and stuff.

710
00:47:19,403 --> 00:47:20,820
You draw?

711
00:47:20,820 --> 00:47:23,403
Yeah. I try.

712
00:47:23,403 --> 00:47:26,153
That's a great thing to do.

713
00:47:26,153 --> 00:47:29,778
I started while
I was at the hospital in Ankara.

714
00:47:29,778 --> 00:47:31,737
I liked it so I carried on.

715
00:47:31,737 --> 00:47:32,695
That's nice.

716
00:47:32,695 --> 00:47:35,070
Have you ever exhibited?

717
00:47:35,070 --> 00:47:36,320
Sort of.

718
00:47:37,403 --> 00:47:39,820
We have an association in Ankara.

719
00:47:39,820 --> 00:47:43,237
We held an exhibition
to support prisoners' families.

720
00:47:43,237 --> 00:47:44,903
Nothing big.

721
00:47:44,903 --> 00:47:46,695
You're an English teacher, right?

722
00:47:48,237 --> 00:47:51,903
Yes, but I don't know
if I'm teaching them English

723
00:47:51,903 --> 00:47:55,487
or they're teaching me Kurdish.

724
00:47:57,237 --> 00:47:59,195
This is your first year here?

725
00:48:00,112 --> 00:48:01,362
Yes.

726
00:48:01,362 --> 00:48:03,487
So two years before you can transfer.

727
00:48:03,695 --> 00:48:07,487
No. Because of my disability,
I can go whenever I want.

728
00:48:07,987 --> 00:48:08,945
Really?

729
00:48:09,862 --> 00:48:11,403
And wherever I want.

730
00:48:11,403 --> 00:48:12,612
That's great.

731
00:48:14,195 --> 00:48:18,195
Sometimes I think about
asking for Istanbul. My sister's there.

732
00:48:18,195 --> 00:48:19,862
That's great.

733
00:48:20,070 --> 00:48:22,945
Yeah, there's something
like that in the regulations.

734
00:48:22,945 --> 00:48:24,403
So, will you go?

735
00:48:24,403 --> 00:48:25,737
Maybe.

736
00:48:26,028 --> 00:48:27,778
But my parents don't want me to.

737
00:48:28,903 --> 00:48:30,737
And the incident wasn't that long ago.

738
00:48:32,737 --> 00:48:34,570
It's okay here...

739
00:48:35,945 --> 00:48:37,112
but it can be tough.

740
00:48:37,695 --> 00:48:38,862
I don't know.

741
00:48:40,737 --> 00:48:41,820
I think you should go.

742
00:48:43,278 --> 00:48:44,320
No, no.

743
00:48:45,570 --> 00:48:46,487
I get it.

744
00:48:54,570 --> 00:48:56,987
I had a wide circle of friends in Ankara.

745
00:48:56,987 --> 00:48:59,112
- I was very free.
- Definitely.

746
00:49:00,237 --> 00:49:02,653
I thought I'd never come back here.

747
00:49:04,945 --> 00:49:06,112
But here I am.

748
00:49:06,653 --> 00:49:08,445
Don't be like that.

749
00:49:08,945 --> 00:49:12,320
Not all dreams come true.

750
00:49:12,445 --> 00:49:14,403
It wasn't a dream. It was an idea.

751
00:49:14,403 --> 00:49:15,487
Of course it was.

752
00:49:17,195 --> 00:49:20,153
But things didn't work out.

753
00:49:28,487 --> 00:49:33,153
If I stay here, maybe I should get a car?

754
00:49:33,153 --> 00:49:35,112
That's a good idea. Yes.

755
00:49:35,112 --> 00:49:36,695
A car means freedom.

756
00:49:36,695 --> 00:49:38,028
Definitely.

757
00:49:38,028 --> 00:49:41,695
You can at least go out
and explore the countryside.

758
00:49:42,195 --> 00:49:43,070
Exactly.

759
00:49:43,070 --> 00:49:45,903
- I like traveling.
- Yeah? Me too.

760
00:49:45,903 --> 00:49:47,153
I do it all the time.

761
00:49:48,112 --> 00:49:48,987
Nice.

762
00:49:48,987 --> 00:49:53,737
Traveling's fine,
but it's hard in the snow.

763
00:49:53,737 --> 00:49:56,778
No, it's not. You can still travel.
Ignore him.

764
00:49:56,778 --> 00:49:58,612
All the roads are open.

765
00:49:58,612 --> 00:50:02,237
- Travel to where?
- Wherever you want.

766
00:50:02,237 --> 00:50:05,070
- Lots of great places around here.
- Such as?

767
00:50:05,237 --> 00:50:07,778
Such as Diyadin Canyon. Ever been?

768
00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:10,945
- The one near Agri?
- Just after Agri.

769
00:50:10,945 --> 00:50:15,112
- How'd we get there?
- By car.

770
00:50:15,612 --> 00:50:19,028
Fine, but if there's a snowstorm
you can't get through.

771
00:50:19,028 --> 00:50:21,778
If you always worry,
you never do anything.

772
00:50:21,778 --> 00:50:23,653
You just have to do it.

773
00:50:23,653 --> 00:50:26,070
Must be nice there, I guess.

774
00:50:26,070 --> 00:50:28,153
It's a beautiful place.

775
00:50:29,195 --> 00:50:32,862
I went there a few years ago with friends.

776
00:50:32,862 --> 00:50:34,445
An incredible view.

777
00:50:34,445 --> 00:50:36,112
- Wow.
- Yeah.

778
00:50:36,112 --> 00:50:39,112
There are great places to see nearby.

779
00:50:39,112 --> 00:50:40,112
Definitely.

780
00:50:40,945 --> 00:50:42,445
I can take you someday if you like.

781
00:50:44,487 --> 00:50:45,403
What?

782
00:50:45,403 --> 00:50:47,445
We can go someday if you want.

783
00:50:47,820 --> 00:50:49,028
You have a car?

784
00:50:49,028 --> 00:50:50,862
An old wreck.

785
00:50:50,862 --> 00:50:54,278
Yes. Until you get yours,

786
00:50:54,487 --> 00:50:56,820
me and my wreck...

787
00:50:58,445 --> 00:50:59,695
are at your disposal.

788
00:51:03,112 --> 00:51:04,237
Thanks a lot.

789
00:52:03,362 --> 00:52:04,362
Kenan!

790
00:52:05,153 --> 00:52:06,028
Kenan!

791
00:52:06,028 --> 00:52:07,070
Corner kick.

792
00:52:07,070 --> 00:52:08,195
Kenan!

793
00:52:08,195 --> 00:52:09,362
Come here.

794
00:52:11,987 --> 00:52:15,778
The Director of Education
wants to see you and Samet.

795
00:52:15,778 --> 00:52:17,737
- What for?
- Where's Samet?

796
00:52:17,737 --> 00:52:20,112
- At home.
- Call him right away, okay?

797
00:52:20,112 --> 00:52:23,945
- Something wrong?
- I don't know. Hurry, okay?

798
00:52:24,528 --> 00:52:25,778
There's Samet.

799
00:52:25,778 --> 00:52:27,820
- Tell him.
- They didn't call us.

800
00:52:27,820 --> 00:52:29,195
- I don't know.
- Hope it's not serious.

801
00:52:57,487 --> 00:52:58,403
What's up?

802
00:53:01,070 --> 00:53:02,778
The Director wants to see us.

803
00:53:02,903 --> 00:53:04,278
- Who?
- The two of us.

804
00:53:04,570 --> 00:53:05,445
Why?

805
00:53:05,445 --> 00:53:07,695
I don't know. The principal just told me.

806
00:53:08,528 --> 00:53:09,612
- Bekir?
- Yeah.

807
00:53:11,403 --> 00:53:12,570
Didn't you ask why?

808
00:53:12,570 --> 00:53:14,695
Sure, but he didn't say.

809
00:53:15,028 --> 00:53:16,152
What do you mean?

810
00:53:16,152 --> 00:53:18,487
He mumbled something. I didn't understand.

811
00:53:19,652 --> 00:53:22,652
Couldn't you ask him properly
and find out?

812
00:53:22,652 --> 00:53:24,152
We have to go, anyway.

813
00:53:24,152 --> 00:53:26,320
What did he say, exactly?

814
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:27,777
Something about a project.

815
00:53:28,902 --> 00:53:30,362
Said he didn't know.

816
00:53:30,362 --> 00:53:33,945
Fuck him, he doesn't know.

817
00:53:35,445 --> 00:53:37,152
- When?
- Right now.

818
00:53:37,152 --> 00:53:38,737
- Right now?
- Yeah.

819
00:53:39,612 --> 00:53:40,612
Damn.

820
00:53:42,987 --> 00:53:44,195
I'll call Bekir.

821
00:53:45,570 --> 00:53:46,987
If he doesn't know,

822
00:53:47,777 --> 00:53:50,652
maybe they're making you principal
and me vice principal.

823
00:53:52,612 --> 00:53:53,737
What?

824
00:53:53,737 --> 00:53:54,862
Anything's possible.

825
00:53:59,152 --> 00:54:00,777
Asshole isn't answering.

826
00:54:02,902 --> 00:54:04,152
Who was with him?

827
00:54:04,152 --> 00:54:05,362
I don't know.

828
00:54:09,195 --> 00:54:10,402
So, think we got promoted?

829
00:54:11,862 --> 00:54:13,320
Look at you. Are you getting excited?

830
00:54:30,777 --> 00:54:31,737
Come in.

831
00:54:37,362 --> 00:54:38,402
Come on in.

832
00:54:50,320 --> 00:54:51,487
Take a seat.

833
00:54:53,237 --> 00:54:54,320
You sit there.

834
00:55:09,987 --> 00:55:11,527
What's-his-name will be here in a minute.

835
00:55:14,152 --> 00:55:15,195
Fatih!

836
00:55:18,737 --> 00:55:19,737
Yes, sir.

837
00:55:19,987 --> 00:55:21,152
Bring us tea.

838
00:55:21,612 --> 00:55:22,862
Bring one extra.

839
00:55:29,777 --> 00:55:30,737
How's it going?

840
00:55:31,695 --> 00:55:33,777
- Good.
- Thank you, sir.

841
00:55:33,777 --> 00:55:35,112
How are you?

842
00:55:36,487 --> 00:55:37,527
Is the school warm enough?

843
00:55:39,820 --> 00:55:42,695
It's fine this year.

844
00:55:43,027 --> 00:55:43,945
Good.

845
00:55:43,945 --> 00:55:44,987
Okay.

846
00:55:44,987 --> 00:55:48,277
Stick it out.
We want to install central heating.

847
00:55:49,487 --> 00:55:51,070
We've done it in six villages.

848
00:55:51,195 --> 00:55:54,277
We'll do it everywhere
as the budget allows.

849
00:55:55,402 --> 00:55:57,820
We already have central heating.

850
00:56:00,152 --> 00:56:04,027
Right. I mixed you up

851
00:56:04,027 --> 00:56:06,195
with Karasu.

852
00:56:06,195 --> 00:56:08,487
We want to install it there too.

853
00:56:08,487 --> 00:56:09,695
That's good.

854
00:56:10,987 --> 00:56:11,945
Determined...

855
00:56:13,237 --> 00:56:15,362
to replace all the stoves in the area.

856
00:56:15,862 --> 00:56:16,945
Right.

857
00:56:17,445 --> 00:56:21,070
Mr. Bekir said you wanted to see us.

858
00:56:21,070 --> 00:56:24,152
We came straight away. He didn't say why...

859
00:56:24,152 --> 00:56:25,652
Here's the tea.

860
00:56:29,487 --> 00:56:30,612
Thanks.

861
00:56:31,862 --> 00:56:33,362
Come in, Atakan.

862
00:56:33,362 --> 00:56:35,362
Sorry, I'm late.

863
00:56:35,362 --> 00:56:36,527
Take a seat.

864
00:56:41,445 --> 00:56:44,402
Atakan is the counselor
at the boarding school.

865
00:56:44,402 --> 00:56:45,945
- Hello.
- Hello.

866
00:56:52,237 --> 00:56:53,487
Well, guys.

867
00:56:54,237 --> 00:56:55,945
It was almost curtains for you.

868
00:56:56,987 --> 00:57:00,737
You escaped by the skin of your teeth.

869
00:57:02,070 --> 00:57:03,195
What do you mean, sir?

870
00:57:05,277 --> 00:57:09,527
This isn't easy to talk about, but...

871
00:57:10,487 --> 00:57:14,027
there are allegations
of inappropriate contact with students.

872
00:57:14,237 --> 00:57:15,237
What?

873
00:57:15,237 --> 00:57:16,362
How?

874
00:57:16,695 --> 00:57:19,737
Your genius principal
sent us his report straight away,

875
00:57:20,277 --> 00:57:22,570
so the district governor knows too.

876
00:57:22,737 --> 00:57:23,777
About what?

877
00:57:24,152 --> 00:57:27,570
I don't understand.
There's a complaint against us?

878
00:57:27,570 --> 00:57:28,695
Yes.

879
00:57:28,695 --> 00:57:31,402
About your closeness to the students.

880
00:57:31,402 --> 00:57:33,112
What have we done?

881
00:57:33,237 --> 00:57:36,027
Fortunately,
the governor is a sensible man.

882
00:57:36,027 --> 00:57:37,737
He buried the report.

883
00:57:38,027 --> 00:57:41,195
I wasn't here.
Otherwise, I'd have blocked it myself.

884
00:57:41,195 --> 00:57:43,237
It must be a misunderstanding.

885
00:57:43,237 --> 00:57:45,945
What's the problem exactly? Who...

886
00:57:45,945 --> 00:57:48,237
There's no misunderstanding.

887
00:57:48,237 --> 00:57:50,737
Unfortunately,
the complaint is about you two.

888
00:57:50,737 --> 00:57:54,695
About us? What complaint?

889
00:57:54,987 --> 00:57:55,945
Look.

890
00:57:56,070 --> 00:57:58,277
Things like this happen every year.

891
00:57:58,612 --> 00:58:01,862
We investigate and it's usually nothing.

892
00:58:02,027 --> 00:58:04,487
Since your school has no counselor,

893
00:58:04,612 --> 00:58:06,527
the complaint went to the principal.

894
00:58:06,527 --> 00:58:09,820
And he sent it here at the speed of light.

895
00:58:09,820 --> 00:58:13,402
I called to warn him
not to pour gas on the fire.

896
00:58:13,402 --> 00:58:16,027
These situations
are potentially explosive.

897
00:58:16,027 --> 00:58:18,277
You never know what can happen.

898
00:58:18,277 --> 00:58:20,027
- Right, Atakan?
- Yes, sir.

899
00:58:20,027 --> 00:58:22,152
Things can get out of hand

900
00:58:22,152 --> 00:58:24,862
and suddenly you've got an angry mob.

901
00:58:24,987 --> 00:58:27,445
You should always investigate first.

902
00:58:27,570 --> 00:58:29,902
The governor got angry
about the principal.

903
00:58:30,445 --> 00:58:32,027
I don't get it.

904
00:58:32,027 --> 00:58:35,195
Who's accusing us
of inappropriate contact?

905
00:58:35,195 --> 00:58:37,737
Besides, the principal sent us here.

906
00:58:37,737 --> 00:58:39,737
He said nothing to us.

907
00:58:39,737 --> 00:58:42,195
He thinks he's behaving professionally.

908
00:58:42,195 --> 00:58:46,195
Look, you're fond of the kids
and pinch their cheeks or whatever,

909
00:58:46,195 --> 00:58:48,945
but at that age,
their minds work different.

910
00:58:48,945 --> 00:58:53,362
We never make
shows of affection like that. Never.

911
00:58:53,362 --> 00:58:55,902
I don't even show any affection

912
00:58:55,902 --> 00:58:59,195
to my niece in school
to avoid any misunderstanding.

913
00:58:59,195 --> 00:59:03,987
What're you talking about?
What's that got to do with it?

914
00:59:03,987 --> 00:59:07,112
I've worked at that school for seven years

915
00:59:07,112 --> 00:59:09,027
and look what happens.

916
00:59:09,027 --> 00:59:12,070
I've been here thirty years

917
00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:14,152
and they're still shitting on me.

918
00:59:14,277 --> 00:59:16,737
It's that easy to defame someone?

919
00:59:16,737 --> 00:59:20,777
Yes, it is. Sling mud and see what sticks.

920
00:59:20,777 --> 00:59:22,820
What about honor and dignity?

921
00:59:22,820 --> 00:59:24,820
Is it that easy to destroy?

922
00:59:24,820 --> 00:59:27,112
Excuse me, but this is very serious.

923
00:59:27,112 --> 00:59:29,737
Who says it isn't?

924
00:59:29,945 --> 00:59:33,070
Don't be childish, for God's sake.

925
00:59:33,070 --> 00:59:35,237
Which student complained?

926
00:59:35,237 --> 00:59:36,487
Look.

927
00:59:36,737 --> 00:59:39,237
This is all you need to know. Okay?

928
00:59:39,237 --> 00:59:40,945
There's a complaint

929
00:59:40,945 --> 00:59:45,277
and the counselor talked to the students
to clear up the situation.

930
00:59:45,277 --> 00:59:46,527
Yes.

931
00:59:46,527 --> 00:59:47,570
What did they say?

932
00:59:48,527 --> 00:59:51,195
I can't tell you that.

933
00:59:51,195 --> 00:59:52,902
What do you mean?

934
00:59:52,902 --> 00:59:55,777
We're accused, but we don't know of what.

935
00:59:55,777 --> 00:59:58,277
- How can that be?
- Yes, but...

936
00:59:58,277 --> 01:00:00,320
Kenan, we just told you.

937
01:00:00,320 --> 01:00:01,612
For God's sake!

938
01:00:01,612 --> 01:00:05,527
It's about your contact with students.
What more can we say?

939
01:00:05,527 --> 01:00:09,777
But what's the exact allegation?
If we knew, we could at least...

940
01:00:09,777 --> 01:00:13,070
You want me to say
"You did this, you did that"?

941
01:00:13,070 --> 01:00:14,652
Like a child?

942
01:00:14,652 --> 01:00:18,570
You're adults. Forget about it.

943
01:00:18,570 --> 01:00:22,027
I spoke to the students in person.

944
01:00:22,027 --> 01:00:23,112
Luckily,

945
01:00:23,112 --> 01:00:26,820
the complaint
is about your behavior in class.

946
01:00:26,820 --> 01:00:28,362
What did we do?

947
01:00:28,362 --> 01:00:31,612
- I can't tell you that.
- What did we do?

948
01:00:31,612 --> 01:00:35,277
Kenan, calm down. Let Atakan finish.

949
01:00:35,277 --> 01:00:38,737
If it had been about something
outside the classroom,

950
01:00:38,737 --> 01:00:40,820
when no one else was present,

951
01:00:41,362 --> 01:00:44,445
no one could help you.

952
01:00:44,445 --> 01:00:47,862
Who made allegations?
Or at least tell me what class they're in.

953
01:00:47,862 --> 01:00:49,737
Again, in cases like this,

954
01:00:49,737 --> 01:00:52,862
information is always kept confidential.

955
01:00:52,862 --> 01:00:54,945
That's enough.

956
01:00:55,112 --> 01:00:57,652
We can't give names.

957
01:00:57,820 --> 01:01:01,487
You couldn't be objective then.

958
01:01:01,487 --> 01:01:03,112
Listen here.

959
01:01:03,612 --> 01:01:07,695
Don't ever try to find out who they were
or you'll be in big trouble.

960
01:01:07,862 --> 01:01:09,737
And even I won't be able to save you.

961
01:01:09,862 --> 01:01:12,695
Knees bent.
You'll get power from your knees.

962
01:01:17,527 --> 01:01:18,527
Come on.

963
01:01:19,070 --> 01:01:20,152
Not like that.

964
01:01:20,152 --> 01:01:21,987
How are you standing?

965
01:01:21,987 --> 01:01:23,737
Wait. Look at me.

966
01:01:23,737 --> 01:01:25,027
Shoulders out.

967
01:01:25,027 --> 01:01:26,527
Serve now.

968
01:01:30,695 --> 01:01:31,862
Not like that.

969
01:01:34,987 --> 01:01:37,445
What's going on? What's this nonsense?

970
01:01:37,445 --> 01:01:39,277
I don't know, Tolga.

971
01:01:39,777 --> 01:01:41,652
- How did you hear?
- From Bekir.

972
01:01:42,277 --> 01:01:44,277
He said he'd talk to you.

973
01:01:44,277 --> 01:01:45,737
He talked all right.

974
01:01:45,737 --> 01:01:47,737
He reported us to the district.

975
01:01:47,737 --> 01:01:50,445
- Seriously?
- Now it's our turn to talk.

976
01:01:50,445 --> 01:01:53,570
- Is he in his office?
- Hang on, wait.

977
01:01:56,487 --> 01:01:58,945
Bekir? I want a quick word.

978
01:02:28,237 --> 01:02:29,320
What's up?

979
01:02:29,612 --> 01:02:32,445
You reported us
without even telling us, why?

980
01:02:32,652 --> 01:02:35,652
We just followed the rules.

981
01:02:35,902 --> 01:02:37,695
What rules?

982
01:02:37,695 --> 01:02:38,652
Look.

983
01:02:38,652 --> 01:02:41,152
The damage is already done.

984
01:02:41,152 --> 01:02:42,695
There's nothing to say.

985
01:02:43,152 --> 01:02:45,652
Both the director and the governor

986
01:02:45,652 --> 01:02:48,027
were shocked by how you handled things.

987
01:02:48,027 --> 01:02:50,777
I only applied the regulations.

988
01:02:50,777 --> 01:02:52,570
It's not about regulations.

989
01:02:52,570 --> 01:02:54,320
Forget about them.

990
01:02:54,487 --> 01:02:56,570
Don't hide behind the rules.

991
01:02:56,820 --> 01:02:59,487
You know better than the directors?

992
01:02:59,487 --> 01:03:01,570
Forget about them.

993
01:03:01,570 --> 01:03:04,820
They tell you one thing, and me another.

994
01:03:04,820 --> 01:03:06,820
They even said I did the right thing.

995
01:03:06,987 --> 01:03:09,987
- Don't lie to me.
- Why would I lie?

996
01:03:09,987 --> 01:03:12,695
- We talked to them as well.
- So?

997
01:03:12,695 --> 01:03:14,695
Don't talk about lying.

998
01:03:14,695 --> 01:03:16,445
Calm down, guys.

999
01:03:16,570 --> 01:03:19,152
The door's open. Students will hear us.

1000
01:03:21,152 --> 01:03:22,820
Go outside.

1001
01:03:22,820 --> 01:03:24,902
Don't hang around here.

1002
01:03:32,820 --> 01:03:36,320
I understand you're mad at me.

1003
01:03:36,320 --> 01:03:38,487
You may be right, even.

1004
01:03:38,487 --> 01:03:42,320
But as soon as I heard it,
I called a counselor friend.

1005
01:03:42,320 --> 01:03:44,612
It's their specialty, isn't it?

1006
01:03:44,612 --> 01:03:45,612
Sure.

1007
01:03:45,612 --> 01:03:49,695
He said, "Don't cover it up.
Otherwise, you'll be blamed."

1008
01:03:49,945 --> 01:03:52,152
That's right.

1009
01:03:52,652 --> 01:03:55,112
I'm trying to put myself in your place

1010
01:03:55,112 --> 01:03:57,695
and think about our teachers too.

1011
01:03:57,820 --> 01:04:00,820
I'm thinking out loud.
Maybe you could have--

1012
01:04:00,820 --> 01:04:02,237
No, no.

1013
01:04:02,237 --> 01:04:03,987
I'm trying to say--

1014
01:04:03,987 --> 01:04:07,112
Let's forget about who did this or that.

1015
01:04:07,112 --> 01:04:10,445
Everyone here should state their intent.

1016
01:04:10,445 --> 01:04:13,612
Intent? What intent could I have?

1017
01:04:13,612 --> 01:04:15,695
That's what I'm trying to figure out.

1018
01:04:15,902 --> 01:04:17,945
Come on now.

1019
01:04:17,945 --> 01:04:19,987
Put yourself in my shoes.

1020
01:04:19,987 --> 01:04:21,737
Well, I'm trying,

1021
01:04:21,737 --> 01:04:24,570
but I still don't think
I'd do what you did.

1022
01:04:24,570 --> 01:04:27,112
- You'd do what?
- Talk to the teachers first.

1023
01:04:27,112 --> 01:04:30,487
All right, but suppose
the teachers were guilty?

1024
01:04:30,487 --> 01:04:32,070
Just supposing.

1025
01:04:32,195 --> 01:04:35,695
Would they say, "Yes we did it"?
That'd never happen.

1026
01:04:35,695 --> 01:04:40,737
What if the kids' imaginations
were manipulated to punish the teacher?

1027
01:04:40,737 --> 01:04:42,820
Who'd protect the teacher then?

1028
01:04:42,820 --> 01:04:45,902
Shouldn't the principal
listen to both sides

1029
01:04:45,902 --> 01:04:49,612
and be brave enough
to use his common sense?

1030
01:04:49,612 --> 01:04:52,612
If you were in charge,
you'd think differently.

1031
01:04:52,820 --> 01:04:57,445
You were just trying
to protect your own position.

1032
01:04:57,445 --> 01:04:59,777
Don't try to squirm out of it.

1033
01:04:59,777 --> 01:05:03,777
I'm not squirming. Show some respect.

1034
01:05:03,777 --> 01:05:05,695
I just followed the rules.

1035
01:05:05,695 --> 01:05:08,195
Don't hide behind the rules.

1036
01:05:08,195 --> 01:05:12,277
How many years have we been
rotting together in this shithole?

1037
01:05:12,277 --> 01:05:14,402
Haven't we earned the right

1038
01:05:14,402 --> 01:05:16,777
to be told before a report is filed?

1039
01:05:16,777 --> 01:05:21,112
You're right,
but these are not everyday issues.

1040
01:05:21,277 --> 01:05:25,027
You're not sure what to do
when you hear things like this.

1041
01:05:25,277 --> 01:05:28,070
So you think
you'd better ask an expert, right?

1042
01:05:29,487 --> 01:05:31,570
We keep saying the same things.

1043
01:05:31,777 --> 01:05:36,487
Tell us what happened
from the start, for God's sake.

1044
01:05:36,487 --> 01:05:38,987
- We need to understand.
- That's right.

1045
01:05:40,777 --> 01:05:42,820
On Friday,

1046
01:05:43,402 --> 01:05:44,902
that boy, Demir,

1047
01:05:45,070 --> 01:05:49,152
brought a laser to school
and was pointing it at girls' skirts.

1048
01:05:49,152 --> 01:05:51,152
The girls complained to me.

1049
01:05:51,737 --> 01:05:56,862
So I gathered all the boys together.

1050
01:05:56,862 --> 01:06:00,195
- In the 8th grade classroom.
- Yes. Tolga was there too.

1051
01:06:00,195 --> 01:06:02,195
And Kevser gathered the girls.

1052
01:06:02,195 --> 01:06:03,152
Where?

1053
01:06:03,152 --> 01:06:06,402
Kevser and Saime were both there.
But Kevser spoke.

1054
01:06:06,402 --> 01:06:07,862
Where, I said.

1055
01:06:08,027 --> 01:06:10,237
- The 5th grade room.
- Yeah.

1056
01:06:10,237 --> 01:06:13,862
Hold on. What did Kevser say to the girls?

1057
01:06:14,070 --> 01:06:16,195
General advice.

1058
01:06:16,195 --> 01:06:19,277
Advice? What exactly did she say?

1059
01:06:19,277 --> 01:06:20,527
Saime told me

1060
01:06:20,527 --> 01:06:25,277
it was on being careful
about their looks and behavior.

1061
01:06:25,277 --> 01:06:27,695
Don't get close to the male teachers.

1062
01:06:27,695 --> 01:06:29,027
You're grown-ups now.

1063
01:06:29,027 --> 01:06:31,487
Be careful even when you walk past them.

1064
01:06:31,487 --> 01:06:33,570
Of course, that's sinful.

1065
01:06:33,570 --> 01:06:35,612
When walking past us?

1066
01:06:35,612 --> 01:06:37,612
That shameless prude!

1067
01:06:37,612 --> 01:06:39,987
Bekir knows the rest. He was there.

1068
01:06:39,987 --> 01:06:45,362
Kevser told the girls
to keep things balanced and formal.

1069
01:06:45,362 --> 01:06:47,527
What's this about not getting too close?

1070
01:06:48,070 --> 01:06:51,652
And the teachers
need to respect distances too.

1071
01:06:51,652 --> 01:06:54,902
So she asked
if anyone had a complaint.

1072
01:06:54,902 --> 01:06:57,237
What's she up to?

1073
01:06:57,237 --> 01:06:59,195
I don't get it.

1074
01:06:59,195 --> 01:07:01,862
It's outrageous. It's not possible!

1075
01:07:01,862 --> 01:07:04,362
She said be careful. What's the problem?

1076
01:07:04,362 --> 01:07:07,945
I think she's full of it, but anyway.

1077
01:07:07,945 --> 01:07:10,527
Okay. And then?

1078
01:07:10,737 --> 01:07:12,820
Then two girls raised their hands.

1079
01:07:12,987 --> 01:07:15,862
Before they talked,
I told them to come outside.

1080
01:07:16,277 --> 01:07:17,277
We came here.

1081
01:07:17,612 --> 01:07:19,820
- Who were they?
- Never mind.

1082
01:07:20,112 --> 01:07:22,527
Come on, you can tell us.

1083
01:07:23,152 --> 01:07:26,695
At least tell us which class.
Seventh grade? Eighth?

1084
01:07:26,695 --> 01:07:29,737
I can't say that either.
There's a strict rule.

1085
01:07:29,945 --> 01:07:31,987
The director stressed that.

1086
01:07:32,652 --> 01:07:35,277
No names, to protect the students.

1087
01:07:35,277 --> 01:07:37,652
Who else was in the room then?

1088
01:07:37,652 --> 01:07:40,070
Me, Kevser,

1089
01:07:40,070 --> 01:07:42,152
Saime, and the kids.

1090
01:07:42,152 --> 01:07:45,695
We talked to them here,
not in front of the other kids.

1091
01:07:45,695 --> 01:07:50,027
Doesn't matter.
Kevser will tell everyone anyway.

1092
01:07:50,027 --> 01:07:51,570
What did the students say?

1093
01:07:55,777 --> 01:07:58,987
I feel bad even talking about it.

1094
01:07:58,987 --> 01:08:02,487
No, no. We have to know the allegations.

1095
01:08:04,570 --> 01:08:08,777
They said you put your arm
round their waists and shoulders.

1096
01:08:09,362 --> 01:08:10,362
Me?

1097
01:08:11,527 --> 01:08:13,527
I've never done that.

1098
01:08:13,652 --> 01:08:17,320
I don't even
do that with my closest friend.

1099
01:08:17,652 --> 01:08:19,820
- What the hell?
- And me?

1100
01:08:20,777 --> 01:08:24,820
You keep pinching their cheeks.
That's what they said.

1101
01:08:24,945 --> 01:08:27,695
Pinching? What pinching?

1102
01:08:27,695 --> 01:08:30,402
They were ready to say more,

1103
01:08:30,402 --> 01:08:34,195
but I got worried and cut them short.

1104
01:08:34,195 --> 01:08:35,945
God!

1105
01:08:35,945 --> 01:08:39,527
- Now, did I believe them--
- That doesn't matter.

1106
01:08:39,527 --> 01:08:41,152
It's not about you.

1107
01:08:41,152 --> 01:08:43,902
We're trying to understand what happened.

1108
01:08:44,027 --> 01:08:47,570
That's what I mean.
What I believe isn't the issue here.

1109
01:08:47,570 --> 01:08:49,902
Don't get me started.

1110
01:08:50,195 --> 01:08:52,695
I've seen the principals here
in the past seven years.

1111
01:08:52,861 --> 01:08:54,861
You pull strings to get the job,

1112
01:08:54,861 --> 01:08:57,486
then you mess it up and we suffer.

1113
01:08:57,486 --> 01:08:58,986
Nonsense.

1114
01:08:58,986 --> 01:09:00,695
Nonsense, how?

1115
01:09:00,695 --> 01:09:03,820
- Kenan, you're wrong.
- The wrong's been done.

1116
01:09:03,820 --> 01:09:07,111
Look, Kenan.
You know I'm not a union member.

1117
01:09:07,111 --> 01:09:08,902
I have no Directorate pals.

1118
01:09:08,902 --> 01:09:11,445
So what? Everybody knows everything.

1119
01:09:11,445 --> 01:09:12,402
Of course.

1120
01:09:12,402 --> 01:09:15,070
Everybody knows everything, don't worry.

1121
01:09:15,070 --> 01:09:20,777
A principal should know
how to deal with a crisis like this.

1122
01:09:20,777 --> 01:09:23,570
Maybe you're mad at me because you think

1123
01:09:23,570 --> 01:09:25,652
you should be the principal.

1124
01:09:25,652 --> 01:09:28,486
- Not at all.
- Maybe you're right.

1125
01:09:28,486 --> 01:09:30,652
You've been here longest.

1126
01:09:30,945 --> 01:09:33,445
But it's not my fault
you didn't get the offer.

1127
01:09:33,945 --> 01:09:35,402
I swear,

1128
01:09:35,652 --> 01:09:38,820
when they offered me the job,
first thing I said was

1129
01:09:38,820 --> 01:09:42,361
that whoever's been here longest
should be principal.

1130
01:09:43,652 --> 01:09:45,195
Go ask them yourself.

1131
01:09:45,195 --> 01:09:46,570
That's not the issue.

1132
01:09:46,570 --> 01:09:47,820
It is.

1133
01:09:47,820 --> 01:09:49,111
No, it's not.

1134
01:09:49,486 --> 01:09:52,527
You've all known each other for years.

1135
01:09:52,777 --> 01:09:54,736
I came to this school after you.

1136
01:09:54,861 --> 01:09:57,070
I hear an allegation

1137
01:09:57,320 --> 01:09:59,652
and I don't know you that well.

1138
01:09:59,652 --> 01:10:01,361
So naturally, I can't be sure.

1139
01:10:01,527 --> 01:10:04,611
So I have to do what the regulations say.

1140
01:10:06,611 --> 01:10:08,695
What's done is done.

1141
01:10:08,945 --> 01:10:11,070
Tell us who they were.

1142
01:10:11,070 --> 01:10:13,777
Don't get me involved, please.

1143
01:10:13,945 --> 01:10:16,361
You're already up to your neck in it.

1144
01:10:16,361 --> 01:10:17,736
No way.

1145
01:10:18,028 --> 01:10:19,611
Don't get me in trouble.

1146
01:10:20,028 --> 01:10:22,611
You know there are strict rules.

1147
01:10:22,611 --> 01:10:25,070
Don't talk like the principal.

1148
01:10:25,070 --> 01:10:26,236
What'll we do?

1149
01:10:26,236 --> 01:10:27,778
Take up arms?

1150
01:10:27,778 --> 01:10:29,278
That's what I'm saying.

1151
01:10:29,278 --> 01:10:32,236
What does it matter if you know?

1152
01:10:32,236 --> 01:10:34,695
Let it stay an enigma. So what?

1153
01:10:34,695 --> 01:10:38,736
Everyone at school will know, except us.

1154
01:10:38,736 --> 01:10:42,028
That's absurd. The paranoia will kill us.

1155
01:10:42,028 --> 01:10:45,486
Everyone will hear soon, anyway.
Don't leave us hanging.

1156
01:10:45,486 --> 01:10:47,945
So you'll find out then.

1157
01:10:47,945 --> 01:10:50,861
Hang in there. Don't get me in trouble.

1158
01:10:50,861 --> 01:10:52,861
You're such a coward.

1159
01:10:53,153 --> 01:10:55,320
What's the point of friendship

1160
01:10:55,320 --> 01:10:58,278
without some risk or sacrifice?

1161
01:10:58,278 --> 01:11:01,570
Don't try to sway me
by talking about friendship.

1162
01:11:01,570 --> 01:11:02,778
It won't work.

1163
01:11:02,778 --> 01:11:04,778
Look how he talks.

1164
01:11:04,778 --> 01:11:08,903
You know they tried to fire you
because you dated Firdevs?

1165
01:11:08,903 --> 01:11:10,820
We went and sorted it out.

1166
01:11:10,820 --> 01:11:14,445
We lied and swore for you. We took a risk.

1167
01:11:14,445 --> 01:11:17,570
Why hang on to a secret

1168
01:11:17,570 --> 01:11:19,570
that'll come out soon anyway?

1169
01:11:19,570 --> 01:11:22,820
Come on. Who'd fire me because of Firdevs?

1170
01:11:22,820 --> 01:11:23,820
Nonsense.

1171
01:11:23,820 --> 01:11:26,278
The mayor had a thing for your girl.

1172
01:11:26,278 --> 01:11:29,361
I know, but once he got rejected,
he backed off.

1173
01:11:29,361 --> 01:11:32,278
So, isn't it natural
he wanted to get rid of you?

1174
01:11:33,528 --> 01:11:36,820
No way. Makes no sense.

1175
01:11:36,820 --> 01:11:37,861
Look...

1176
01:11:37,861 --> 01:11:41,153
Okay, have it your way.
I have nothing more to say.

1177
01:11:41,153 --> 01:11:43,111
Look.

1178
01:11:43,111 --> 01:11:46,236
We promise we won't say that we know.

1179
01:11:46,236 --> 01:11:47,861
Right, Kenan?

1180
01:11:47,861 --> 01:11:50,236
Sure. We know it's forbidden.

1181
01:11:50,236 --> 01:11:52,111
Neither the students,

1182
01:11:52,111 --> 01:11:54,361
nor anyone else will have a clue.

1183
01:11:54,361 --> 01:11:55,861
It's just not easy

1184
01:11:56,070 --> 01:11:59,236
to have this hanging over us.

1185
01:11:59,361 --> 01:12:00,903
The case is closed, okay?

1186
01:12:00,903 --> 01:12:02,903
No point in opening it again.

1187
01:12:04,236 --> 01:12:08,778
You're the one who understands us best
in this dump, right?

1188
01:12:12,695 --> 01:12:14,570
Fuck you, Tolga.

1189
01:12:24,028 --> 01:12:27,736
<i>Three, four, do do la la...</i>

1190
01:12:29,195 --> 01:12:30,903
It's how kids' minds work.

1191
01:12:31,070 --> 01:12:32,695
You took her letter.

1192
01:12:33,070 --> 01:12:36,153
She's getting revenge for that.

1193
01:12:36,153 --> 01:12:40,403
And she's got a stupid friend
who's pissed off at Kenan.

1194
01:12:40,570 --> 01:12:41,445
What?

1195
01:12:41,611 --> 01:12:44,570
Do you see how their minds work
at that age?

1196
01:12:44,570 --> 01:12:46,528
Hang on. Are you telling us...

1197
01:12:46,528 --> 01:12:48,111
Look.

1198
01:12:48,111 --> 01:12:52,111
You never heard anything from me.
Understand?

1199
01:12:52,111 --> 01:12:54,653
Of course, we'll act like we don't know.

1200
01:12:54,653 --> 01:12:56,861
That's the best thing to do.

1201
01:12:56,861 --> 01:12:59,195
Of course. We won't act like kids.

1202
01:12:59,195 --> 01:13:02,153
Hold on,
are you definitely telling us it's...

1203
01:13:02,153 --> 01:13:04,320
Exactly. Those idiots,

1204
01:13:04,320 --> 01:13:06,153
Sevim and Aylin.

1205
01:13:06,945 --> 01:13:09,820
Unfortunately. It surprised me too.

1206
01:13:10,820 --> 01:13:13,445
But maybe it shouldn't have.

1207
01:13:14,903 --> 01:13:17,736
They say, "Nothing human is alien to me."

1208
01:13:17,736 --> 01:13:22,320
Okay, but it wasn't me
who found the letter.

1209
01:13:23,195 --> 01:13:25,903
I even took it to protect her.

1210
01:13:25,903 --> 01:13:28,736
How would she know that detail?

1211
01:13:28,736 --> 01:13:30,361
She thought you read it.

1212
01:13:30,361 --> 01:13:32,820
And how am I involved?

1213
01:13:32,820 --> 01:13:37,236
- I didn't even know about the letter.
- I have no idea, Kenan.

1214
01:13:39,528 --> 01:13:44,153
But don't even dream
of talking to them about this.

1215
01:13:44,153 --> 01:13:46,320
You'll get into big trouble.

1216
01:13:46,528 --> 01:13:47,986
Case is closed.

1217
01:13:48,528 --> 01:13:50,111
Don't stir things up.

1218
01:13:50,236 --> 01:13:52,820
We know, the director warned us.

1219
01:13:52,820 --> 01:13:55,111
But it's outrageous.

1220
01:13:55,111 --> 01:13:57,653
You keep saying "outrageous".

1221
01:13:57,653 --> 01:14:00,528
It's way beyond that now.

1222
01:14:04,278 --> 01:14:07,611
But I told you to stop giving them gifts.

1223
01:14:10,445 --> 01:14:11,736
Look at that.

1224
01:14:13,195 --> 01:14:15,111
Am I the guilty one now?

1225
01:14:15,111 --> 01:14:18,111
I didn't mean it like that.

1226
01:14:18,111 --> 01:14:19,236
Well?

1227
01:14:19,736 --> 01:14:23,403
Around here,
it's not like where you come from.

1228
01:14:23,570 --> 01:14:26,195
Every region has its own

1229
01:14:26,486 --> 01:14:28,361
realities and traditions.

1230
01:14:28,570 --> 01:14:29,945
Right?

1231
01:14:29,945 --> 01:14:32,695
Things like that
might be misunderstood here.

1232
01:14:32,695 --> 01:14:34,736
Don't get me started

1233
01:14:34,736 --> 01:14:37,861
with your traditions for God's sake.

1234
01:14:38,278 --> 01:14:41,070
When it's just talk, you talk so big.

1235
01:14:41,070 --> 01:14:43,528
But when it's time to act, you're scared.

1236
01:14:43,528 --> 01:14:46,945
What's that have to do with anything?
I'm just telling you the situation.

1237
01:14:46,945 --> 01:14:48,903
Fuck the goddamn situation!

1238
01:14:50,070 --> 01:14:52,028
You bow to consensus.

1239
01:14:52,028 --> 01:14:54,945
Why are you bleating
about other injustices, then?

1240
01:14:56,111 --> 01:14:57,320
Calm down.

1241
01:14:57,320 --> 01:15:00,570
Was it wrong to try to stretch
your narrow-minded habits?

1242
01:15:01,445 --> 01:15:04,153
Take a risk to bring civilization here?

1243
01:15:04,278 --> 01:15:05,778
That'll bring civilization?

1244
01:15:05,778 --> 01:15:08,445
How else will it come?

1245
01:15:08,570 --> 01:15:12,695
Look around.
If we teachers don't do it, who will?

1246
01:15:13,028 --> 01:15:16,986
If we're also trapped
in this oppressive culture of yours,

1247
01:15:16,986 --> 01:15:18,236
who's gonna do it?

1248
01:15:19,820 --> 01:15:22,820
Look, this place
has even twisted your thinking.

1249
01:15:22,820 --> 01:15:26,236
Where you're from,
maybe we'd already be in court now.

1250
01:15:26,403 --> 01:15:27,528
What are you on about?

1251
01:15:27,736 --> 01:15:31,445
So you've always thought this way

1252
01:15:31,445 --> 01:15:33,986
about the gifts but were never upfront.

1253
01:15:34,320 --> 01:15:36,945
You waited until now.
That's actually what annoys me.

1254
01:15:39,361 --> 01:15:42,778
So what? Can't we give a gift
to a good student?

1255
01:15:42,778 --> 01:15:44,861
No one's saying that.

1256
01:15:44,986 --> 01:15:46,736
But if the school board

1257
01:15:46,736 --> 01:15:50,486
hears about these gifts later,

1258
01:15:50,695 --> 01:15:53,653
it might cause serious problems.

1259
01:15:54,028 --> 01:15:55,320
That's why.

1260
01:16:02,153 --> 01:16:03,903
You made me eat everything.

1261
01:16:05,903 --> 01:16:08,070
I polished it off so it's not wasted.

1262
01:16:25,195 --> 01:16:27,820
- Good morning, sir.
- Good morning.

1263
01:16:32,778 --> 01:16:34,195
Good morning, sir.

1264
01:16:34,195 --> 01:16:35,320
Good morning.

1265
01:16:49,611 --> 01:16:50,611
Sit down.

1266
01:16:56,070 --> 01:16:57,236
Notebooks out.

1267
01:16:58,445 --> 01:16:59,361
Notebook.

1268
01:17:00,861 --> 01:17:02,945
- They're out.
- No talking.

1269
01:17:03,236 --> 01:17:04,403
Notebooks out.

1270
01:17:05,403 --> 01:17:06,445
Title.

1271
01:17:07,070 --> 01:17:08,111
Perspective.

1272
01:17:08,111 --> 01:17:09,528
What?

1273
01:17:09,528 --> 01:17:10,695
Perspective.

1274
01:17:10,695 --> 01:17:12,528
What's that?

1275
01:17:15,403 --> 01:17:16,445
Quiet.

1276
01:17:16,445 --> 01:17:19,736
- Do we write in our drawing pads?
- Wherever you like.

1277
01:17:23,820 --> 01:17:26,570
No talking, write. Quiet!

1278
01:17:31,361 --> 01:17:32,986
No talking.

1279
01:17:47,195 --> 01:17:50,070
I'm trying to force something
into your tiny brains.

1280
01:17:50,861 --> 01:17:51,945
Don't make it harder.

1281
01:17:53,028 --> 01:17:54,070
All right?

1282
01:17:55,695 --> 01:17:57,695
None of you will become artists.

1283
01:17:58,903 --> 01:17:59,861
That's clear.

1284
01:18:01,111 --> 01:18:04,820
You'll plant potatoes and sugar beets,

1285
01:18:04,820 --> 01:18:08,361
so the rich can live comfortably.

1286
01:18:09,028 --> 01:18:11,070
Isn't that so? Unfortunately, it is.

1287
01:18:11,861 --> 01:18:13,528
That's reality. There's nothing we can do.

1288
01:18:16,153 --> 01:18:17,820
But the show must go on.

1289
01:18:17,820 --> 01:18:19,736
So don't talk, and write what I say.

1290
01:18:21,361 --> 01:18:23,861
Do we write the bottom part, sir?

1291
01:18:25,278 --> 01:18:26,403
What?

1292
01:18:26,403 --> 01:18:28,778
The part at the bottom.
Do we write that too?

1293
01:18:32,570 --> 01:18:33,903
Why are you asking?

1294
01:18:33,903 --> 01:18:36,820
There's space there. Shall we write that?

1295
01:18:36,820 --> 01:18:38,361
I said, why are you asking?

1296
01:18:40,778 --> 01:18:43,111
- Should we write that...
- I'm asking why.

1297
01:18:43,403 --> 01:18:44,611
Don't you understand?

1298
01:18:45,153 --> 01:18:46,736
What language am I speaking?

1299
01:18:46,861 --> 01:18:49,653
You didn't explain
what we needed to write.

1300
01:18:54,403 --> 01:18:55,653
Write whatever you like.

1301
01:18:59,861 --> 01:19:01,903
What the hell am I doing here?

1302
01:19:35,070 --> 01:19:37,153
- You wanted to see me?
- Come in.

1303
01:19:44,320 --> 01:19:47,861
Some of the students came to me

1304
01:19:48,445 --> 01:19:50,653
and said that you insulted them.

1305
01:19:51,236 --> 01:19:53,403
- They got scared, I guess.
- Really?

1306
01:19:53,403 --> 01:19:54,861
They took it hard.

1307
01:19:55,945 --> 01:19:56,986
Who are they?

1308
01:19:56,986 --> 01:19:59,278
Doesn't matter who.

1309
01:19:59,528 --> 01:20:03,611
They said you told them
to plant potatoes and whatever.

1310
01:20:05,028 --> 01:20:07,820
Just telling you to be careful.

1311
01:20:07,820 --> 01:20:08,778
Right.

1312
01:20:08,778 --> 01:20:12,070
Because there'll be trouble
if they tell their parents.

1313
01:20:12,070 --> 01:20:13,820
You know they're dreamers.

1314
01:20:13,820 --> 01:20:15,111
I get it.

1315
01:20:15,820 --> 01:20:17,486
Let's take it easy. Okay?

1316
01:20:17,486 --> 01:20:19,236
Okay, I get it.

1317
01:20:19,236 --> 01:20:20,903
I really get it.

1318
01:20:27,320 --> 01:20:28,320
Sit down.

1319
01:20:31,361 --> 01:20:33,361
Come. Come here.

1320
01:20:35,653 --> 01:20:37,320
You. I'm telling you.

1321
01:20:37,611 --> 01:20:39,570
Come up here.

1322
01:20:52,070 --> 01:20:53,320
You're lucky you live far.

1323
01:20:54,986 --> 01:20:56,778
You have a long ride to get here.

1324
01:20:57,820 --> 01:21:00,986
Otherwise,
I'd expel you from my class. Got it?

1325
01:21:04,611 --> 01:21:05,653
Go outside now.

1326
01:21:06,778 --> 01:21:08,361
Go and stand by the door.

1327
01:21:11,528 --> 01:21:13,236
Go on, out.

1328
01:21:18,028 --> 01:21:19,111
Go out.

1329
01:21:19,486 --> 01:21:20,611
Get out.

1330
01:21:20,611 --> 01:21:21,695
Out.

1331
01:21:37,861 --> 01:21:39,611
Anybody else itching for trouble?

1332
01:21:41,111 --> 01:21:43,070
Don't be shy, we'll sort it out.

1333
01:21:47,361 --> 01:21:49,945
Sefa, great tie!

1334
01:21:50,320 --> 01:21:51,195
Yes, sir.

1335
01:21:51,195 --> 01:21:53,445
You should lend it to me one day.

1336
01:21:53,861 --> 01:21:56,153
All right, I will.

1337
01:22:00,486 --> 01:22:01,611
- Sir?
- Yes?

1338
01:22:01,611 --> 01:22:04,570
You're the first teacher
to get mad at Sevim.

1339
01:22:05,195 --> 01:22:06,736
I wasn't expecting it.

1340
01:22:07,861 --> 01:22:09,320
That's how it goes.

1341
01:22:09,320 --> 01:22:11,111
I'm really surprised.

1342
01:22:11,236 --> 01:22:13,778
"Call no man happy till he dies."

1343
01:22:14,236 --> 01:22:16,278
- Isn't that right?
- Yes, sir.

1344
01:22:16,736 --> 01:22:18,820
My advice is,

1345
01:22:19,361 --> 01:22:23,445
don't believe
the gossipers and schemers in class.

1346
01:22:23,445 --> 01:22:25,236
- Okay?
- Okay, sir.

1347
01:22:25,236 --> 01:22:28,445
If you see any of their nonsense,
come tell me.

1348
01:22:28,445 --> 01:22:30,111
- All right?
- All right, sir.

1349
01:22:31,236 --> 01:22:32,236
Okay.

1350
01:22:33,570 --> 01:22:34,445
Yes?

1351
01:22:34,445 --> 01:22:36,195
Sevim told my sister--

1352
01:22:36,195 --> 01:22:40,153
All right boy, not now.
I mean from now on.

1353
01:22:40,153 --> 01:22:42,528
Don't bring up the past like that.

1354
01:22:47,945 --> 01:22:49,570
We all know

1355
01:22:49,570 --> 01:22:54,195
exactly who and what these people are.

1356
01:22:55,986 --> 01:22:57,736
It's just a few, isn't it?

1357
01:22:57,736 --> 01:22:58,861
Yes.

1358
01:23:00,403 --> 01:23:04,070
There are always people like that.

1359
01:23:04,070 --> 01:23:07,320
What's important
is knowing how to deal with them.

1360
01:23:07,320 --> 01:23:11,070
The best way is to keep your distance.

1361
01:23:12,028 --> 01:23:13,528
Stop being their friend.

1362
01:23:14,611 --> 01:23:15,903
All right?

1363
01:23:15,903 --> 01:23:17,195
All right, sir.

1364
01:23:47,278 --> 01:23:48,445
Don't lean on the wall.

1365
01:23:51,695 --> 01:23:53,320
I said, don't lean.

1366
01:23:53,486 --> 01:23:55,195
Stand away from the wall.

1367
01:23:58,570 --> 01:23:59,861
Yes, you. Away from the wall.

1368
01:24:01,611 --> 01:24:02,653
Away.

1369
01:24:31,945 --> 01:24:34,153
Look at us, Samet.

1370
01:24:34,653 --> 01:24:36,820
Our troubles are far from over.

1371
01:24:37,278 --> 01:24:40,028
I even keep away from my niece.

1372
01:24:40,195 --> 01:24:41,695
And yet, look what they say.

1373
01:24:42,695 --> 01:24:45,195
I've lost my appetite ever since.

1374
01:24:46,153 --> 01:24:49,111
Should've kept to herding
instead of teaching.

1375
01:24:49,111 --> 01:24:50,778
At least I'd have some peace.

1376
01:24:51,861 --> 01:24:53,070
That's for sure.

1377
01:24:53,820 --> 01:24:56,653
Better off herding sheep
in the mountains than at school.

1378
01:24:59,153 --> 01:25:02,153
Tolga pretends to empathize with us,

1379
01:25:02,153 --> 01:25:05,278
but he laughs at us
behind our backs with Firdevs.

1380
01:25:05,278 --> 01:25:08,653
I heard them today.
I think they're enjoying this.

1381
01:25:08,653 --> 01:25:09,861
Really? Where?

1382
01:25:09,861 --> 01:25:11,195
In the teachers' lounge.

1383
01:25:11,820 --> 01:25:13,945
They stopped talking when they saw me.

1384
01:25:16,028 --> 01:25:18,153
Let them fucking laugh.

1385
01:25:19,611 --> 01:25:21,611
If I could only leave this hole,

1386
01:25:21,611 --> 01:25:23,986
I'd never see any of them again.

1387
01:25:23,986 --> 01:25:25,361
Okay,

1388
01:25:26,195 --> 01:25:27,986
but it's still hard to digest.

1389
01:25:28,195 --> 01:25:29,903
We're colleagues, after all.

1390
01:25:29,903 --> 01:25:32,361
Fuck colleagues.

1391
01:25:33,278 --> 01:25:35,403
Everybody's out to screw each other.

1392
01:25:36,111 --> 01:25:38,320
They're all miserable, don't you see?

1393
01:25:38,320 --> 01:25:40,195
Yes, exactly.

1394
01:25:41,820 --> 01:25:44,486
But it really was a close shave.

1395
01:25:44,486 --> 01:25:46,736
We almost made headlines.

1396
01:25:47,361 --> 01:25:50,153
Don't exaggerate.
No need to be that scared.

1397
01:25:50,153 --> 01:25:54,695
Why should I be scared
after all I've been through?

1398
01:25:54,695 --> 01:25:56,611
You've been here seven years.

1399
01:25:56,611 --> 01:25:58,611
Boredom's all you've seen.

1400
01:25:58,611 --> 01:26:01,736
That's not true. Don't say that.

1401
01:26:03,736 --> 01:26:05,611
Even at the start,

1402
01:26:05,903 --> 01:26:07,111
it wasn't easy.

1403
01:26:07,820 --> 01:26:09,778
When I found out I'd been posted here

1404
01:26:09,903 --> 01:26:12,028
in August

1405
01:26:13,028 --> 01:26:14,695
seven years ago,

1406
01:26:14,695 --> 01:26:17,695
I was up in the mountains near our village

1407
01:26:17,695 --> 01:26:19,611
herding my dad's flock.

1408
01:26:20,528 --> 01:26:23,736
I felt relieved now that I had a career.

1409
01:26:23,736 --> 01:26:26,320
I was so happy.

1410
01:26:28,486 --> 01:26:32,570
And the same day we heard
that my brother-in-law had died.

1411
01:26:33,403 --> 01:26:35,236
He'd just married my sister.

1412
01:26:35,236 --> 01:26:37,195
What happened?

1413
01:26:38,236 --> 01:26:42,070
He went to Diyarbakir,
where my sister was teaching.

1414
01:26:42,611 --> 01:26:44,111
Nobody knew him there, of course.

1415
01:26:45,278 --> 01:26:48,153
They thought he was a spy
and shot him right downtown.

1416
01:26:48,945 --> 01:26:50,111
No way.

1417
01:26:51,986 --> 01:26:53,945
Then the organization apologized.

1418
01:26:54,778 --> 01:26:56,570
They thought he was a military spy.

1419
01:26:57,403 --> 01:26:59,153
The guy's fucking dead.

1420
01:26:59,695 --> 01:27:01,070
What good's an apology?

1421
01:27:02,195 --> 01:27:03,653
That's bad.

1422
01:27:03,653 --> 01:27:07,278
Talking in blood has become
the fate of our East, unfortunately.

1423
01:27:08,695 --> 01:27:12,570
I couldn't even celebrate
becoming a teacher.

1424
01:27:12,570 --> 01:27:16,611
I found out what it's like to feel
joy and sorrow at the same time.

1425
01:27:31,903 --> 01:27:34,653
Hey, you're leaving this year.

1426
01:27:35,278 --> 01:27:38,736
We don't have one photo together.
Been housemates for two years.

1427
01:27:39,653 --> 01:27:41,236
Let's take a photo here.

1428
01:27:42,111 --> 01:27:42,986
Yeah?

1429
01:27:44,486 --> 01:27:46,403
Okay. What, a selfie?

1430
01:27:46,403 --> 01:27:48,570
No. Something better.

1431
01:27:48,570 --> 01:27:49,736
With the view behind.

1432
01:27:54,320 --> 01:27:55,361
Okay.

1433
01:27:56,736 --> 01:27:57,861
How do you want it?

1434
01:27:57,861 --> 01:27:59,028
Come here.

1435
01:28:02,111 --> 01:28:04,611
- You're putting it there.
- I'll set the timer.

1436
01:28:07,903 --> 01:28:09,445
The view's beautiful.

1437
01:28:09,445 --> 01:28:11,486
- Gonna stand like that?
- Yeah.

1438
01:28:12,736 --> 01:28:14,695
- Ready?
- Go ahead.

1439
01:29:54,486 --> 01:29:55,945
How are you? Any better?

1440
01:29:56,111 --> 01:29:57,611
I'm good. Thanks.

1441
01:29:58,278 --> 01:29:59,695
After being on the drip?

1442
01:30:00,320 --> 01:30:01,445
Yeah, right.

1443
01:30:03,195 --> 01:30:04,361
I'll take this.

1444
01:30:04,653 --> 01:30:05,695
Go ahead.

1445
01:30:06,445 --> 01:30:07,528
Want me to get someone?

1446
01:30:08,653 --> 01:30:10,278
No need. I'll manage.

1447
01:30:10,278 --> 01:30:13,320
The list's inside. Even the boot sizes.

1448
01:30:13,320 --> 01:30:15,236
- Hand them out.
- Okay.

1449
01:30:21,528 --> 01:30:22,528
Come in.

1450
01:30:26,570 --> 01:30:28,320
We asked for a coat for you.

1451
01:30:28,320 --> 01:30:30,736
Take any coat you like from the box.

1452
01:30:30,736 --> 01:30:31,903
Okay, sir.

1453
01:30:49,903 --> 01:30:50,903
I got one.

1454
01:30:51,611 --> 01:30:54,903
Good. There are bags there. Put it in one.

1455
01:30:54,903 --> 01:30:55,986
All right.

1456
01:31:00,695 --> 01:31:02,653
Look in the box, Delila.

1457
01:31:03,778 --> 01:31:06,820
You can take any coat
and sweater you like, all right?

1458
01:31:22,736 --> 01:31:24,486
Can I take these, sir?

1459
01:31:24,486 --> 01:31:28,153
Okay. There's a bag behind you.

1460
01:31:28,153 --> 01:31:29,403
Put them in that.

1461
01:31:31,528 --> 01:31:34,820
Enjoy 'em. Don't show anyone.

1462
01:31:38,403 --> 01:31:40,153
Tell the next person to come in.

1463
01:31:46,153 --> 01:31:47,570
Thanks, sir. Goodbye.

1464
01:31:55,986 --> 01:31:57,028
Come in.

1465
01:32:01,236 --> 01:32:02,903
Are you in my class?

1466
01:32:03,653 --> 01:32:04,570
Yes.

1467
01:32:04,986 --> 01:32:06,945
- What's your name?
- Halime.

1468
01:32:07,153 --> 01:32:08,070
Right.

1469
01:32:09,736 --> 01:32:12,028
Get what you want from the box.

1470
01:32:12,028 --> 01:32:13,611
It says boots here.

1471
01:32:13,611 --> 01:32:14,611
Okay.

1472
01:32:16,320 --> 01:32:17,695
What does your father do?

1473
01:32:18,153 --> 01:32:19,236
He's not here.

1474
01:32:20,986 --> 01:32:22,028
Is he in town?

1475
01:32:25,278 --> 01:32:27,361
Your parents are alive though, right?

1476
01:32:28,320 --> 01:32:29,320
Yes.

1477
01:32:30,195 --> 01:32:31,153
Okay.

1478
01:32:54,403 --> 01:32:56,153
- Have you chosen?
- Yes.

1479
01:32:56,153 --> 01:32:58,153
Good. Nice choice.

1480
01:32:58,153 --> 01:32:59,736
Not too small for you?

1481
01:32:59,736 --> 01:33:01,653
- No, they'll fit.
- Okay.

1482
01:33:01,778 --> 01:33:03,903
There's a bag behind you.

1483
01:33:03,903 --> 01:33:05,195
Put them in it.

1484
01:34:09,403 --> 01:34:10,278
You okay?

1485
01:34:56,861 --> 01:34:59,528
<i>We were thrown into the air.</i>

1486
01:34:59,820 --> 01:35:01,528
<i>I remember being on the ground.</i>

1487
01:35:01,528 --> 01:35:03,695
<i>Everyone was shouting and moaning.</i>

1488
01:35:04,445 --> 01:35:06,320
I was still in one piece there.

1489
01:35:06,320 --> 01:35:10,861
A steel ball had severed a vein
and gangrene set in.

1490
01:35:10,861 --> 01:35:12,070
Unbelievable.

1491
01:35:12,070 --> 01:35:14,403
And then? Ambulances and police?

1492
01:35:14,528 --> 01:35:16,611
God, no. A police officer even said

1493
01:35:17,486 --> 01:35:20,028
"Sweep them up" to his squad.

1494
01:35:20,028 --> 01:35:21,403
It's in the report.

1495
01:35:21,695 --> 01:35:25,986
The ambulances were so late
and taxis refused to take the wounded.

1496
01:35:26,403 --> 01:35:28,195
Didn't want their seats dirtied.

1497
01:35:28,320 --> 01:35:29,320
Yeah.

1498
01:35:30,070 --> 01:35:31,986
That and much worse.

1499
01:35:32,403 --> 01:35:36,736
I only made it to the hospital
because a guy convinced a taxi driver.

1500
01:35:36,903 --> 01:35:38,653
I lost many friends there.

1501
01:35:40,028 --> 01:35:41,736
Did you see that guy later?

1502
01:35:42,486 --> 01:35:43,736
Yes.

1503
01:35:43,736 --> 01:35:46,320
He reached out five or six months later.

1504
01:35:46,320 --> 01:35:48,320
He's from the Eastern branch.

1505
01:35:48,320 --> 01:35:50,195
The time in hospital sucked.

1506
01:35:50,195 --> 01:35:51,861
Spent eight months there.

1507
01:35:52,028 --> 01:35:53,695
Most doctors were from our union.

1508
01:35:54,903 --> 01:35:57,736
They really tried to save the leg,
but failed.

1509
01:35:57,903 --> 01:36:00,820
After they cut it off, I thought I'd die.

1510
01:36:00,820 --> 01:36:04,986
I never thought such pain was possible.

1511
01:36:07,070 --> 01:36:09,986
If they'd said,
"We kill your parents and it stops,"

1512
01:36:10,153 --> 01:36:14,445
I'd have gladly said yes
just to stop the pain.

1513
01:36:17,153 --> 01:36:20,028
Sorry for telling you all this
while eating.

1514
01:36:20,028 --> 01:36:22,361
It's fine.

1515
01:36:24,528 --> 01:36:26,570
It's really unbelievable.

1516
01:36:26,570 --> 01:36:28,570
I'm lost for words.

1517
01:36:28,570 --> 01:36:31,653
You can't grasp certain things
without experience.

1518
01:36:31,820 --> 01:36:33,570
This is definitely one.

1519
01:36:33,736 --> 01:36:37,903
Do the other teachers at school
know about the explosion?

1520
01:36:38,111 --> 01:36:41,528
No, they think it was an accident.
Some might know.

1521
01:36:41,528 --> 01:36:42,861
Don't they ask?

1522
01:36:43,195 --> 01:36:45,236
Not really. My school is big.

1523
01:36:45,236 --> 01:36:48,111
Everyone minds their own business.

1524
01:36:48,111 --> 01:36:50,111
And I'm not that close to anyone.

1525
01:36:51,195 --> 01:36:53,570
It's better they don't know.

1526
01:36:54,195 --> 01:36:57,486
They'd only judge you.

1527
01:36:57,486 --> 01:37:00,320
Funny thing is, until this happened,

1528
01:37:00,861 --> 01:37:03,736
even my family didn't know about anything.

1529
01:37:03,736 --> 01:37:06,861
They follow politics,
but they're not radical.

1530
01:37:06,861 --> 01:37:08,445
Mine are the same.

1531
01:37:10,945 --> 01:37:14,278
How's your family gonna be radical?

1532
01:37:14,278 --> 01:37:17,236
They've spent their lives
in a tiny village.

1533
01:37:17,445 --> 01:37:21,986
Their only cares are their cattle
and marrying you off.

1534
01:37:22,111 --> 01:37:23,570
Don't say that.

1535
01:37:23,570 --> 01:37:27,236
I've seen such radicals and fanatics
in that tiny village.

1536
01:37:28,111 --> 01:37:30,278
Kenan's from an Alawi village.

1537
01:37:30,278 --> 01:37:31,611
Same culture as you.

1538
01:37:32,611 --> 01:37:34,611
I don't care about that sectarian stuff.

1539
01:37:35,361 --> 01:37:38,028
- They're all primitive.
- Definitely.

1540
01:37:38,028 --> 01:37:39,320
Sure.

1541
01:37:39,695 --> 01:37:42,903
But they must've been devastated.

1542
01:37:44,528 --> 01:37:46,361
- Who?
- Your family.

1543
01:37:46,653 --> 01:37:48,111
Of course.

1544
01:37:49,278 --> 01:37:51,695
That's a whole different drama.

1545
01:37:52,111 --> 01:37:53,028
I won't go into it.

1546
01:37:53,903 --> 01:37:55,945
You can't tell from your walk.

1547
01:37:55,945 --> 01:37:58,361
Honestly! You walk better than me.

1548
01:37:58,361 --> 01:37:59,361
Thanks.

1549
01:37:59,361 --> 01:38:01,486
It's a quality prosthesis.

1550
01:38:01,486 --> 01:38:05,361
The government provides some,
but none as good as this.

1551
01:38:05,361 --> 01:38:06,945
Theirs make you limp.

1552
01:38:07,736 --> 01:38:10,820
If you get your own,
they only pay a small amount.

1553
01:38:10,820 --> 01:38:12,611
- Well, that's something.
- Yeah.

1554
01:38:15,195 --> 01:38:17,778
What about the car, by the way?

1555
01:38:17,778 --> 01:38:19,986
Waiting for the dealership to bring it.

1556
01:38:19,986 --> 01:38:21,611
Oh, so you got one?

1557
01:38:21,611 --> 01:38:22,820
For sure.

1558
01:38:24,111 --> 01:38:24,986
Fantastic!

1559
01:38:25,528 --> 01:38:29,320
It takes a while,
switching the gas and brake pedals.

1560
01:38:29,320 --> 01:38:31,861
That's great. Wonderful.

1561
01:38:31,861 --> 01:38:33,070
Congratulations.

1562
01:38:33,070 --> 01:38:36,695
It'll change your life, you'll see.

1563
01:38:36,695 --> 01:38:39,570
So, when's the dealership bringing it?

1564
01:38:48,153 --> 01:38:49,820
Can I take a photo of you?

1565
01:38:51,361 --> 01:38:52,445
Why?

1566
01:38:53,611 --> 01:38:55,611
I mean, sure you can.

1567
01:38:56,486 --> 01:38:59,028
You have quite an interesting face, actually.

1568
01:38:59,361 --> 01:39:02,945
A face that somehow
embodies the story of this land.

1569
01:39:03,945 --> 01:39:06,028
- You think so?
- Yeah. Definitely.

1570
01:39:09,028 --> 01:39:12,195
I'll use it for my portrait drawings.

1571
01:39:12,445 --> 01:39:14,153
Okay, sure.

1572
01:39:14,320 --> 01:39:15,861
Move the plate a bit.

1573
01:39:19,611 --> 01:39:21,278
You, move your arm.

1574
01:39:21,278 --> 01:39:23,028
Out of the frame.

1575
01:39:24,320 --> 01:39:25,611
I'll do it like this.

1576
01:39:25,611 --> 01:39:27,903
What should I do? Look at you?

1577
01:39:27,903 --> 01:39:30,153
Nothing. Just look at the camera.

1578
01:39:31,403 --> 01:39:35,653
At first, it looks like an ordinary face.

1579
01:39:35,653 --> 01:39:38,820
But then there seems to be
a strange sorrow

1580
01:39:38,945 --> 01:39:41,820
somewhere deep inside.

1581
01:39:42,820 --> 01:39:44,070
I'm not exactly sure, though.

1582
01:39:45,570 --> 01:39:47,820
Sorry if I got a bit weird.

1583
01:39:47,820 --> 01:39:49,695
No, it's okay. Thanks.

1584
01:39:49,695 --> 01:39:50,903
Don't move.

1585
01:39:52,570 --> 01:39:53,736
Don't smile.

1586
01:40:01,986 --> 01:40:06,070
By the way, my parents will visit
my sister in Istanbul soon.

1587
01:40:06,070 --> 01:40:08,486
You two can come, and I'll cook for you.

1588
01:40:08,486 --> 01:40:12,695
All right, but we wouldn't want
to make work for you.

1589
01:40:12,695 --> 01:40:14,528
It's no trouble.

1590
01:40:15,153 --> 01:40:17,986
Don't expect a feast,
but you won't starve.

1591
01:40:17,986 --> 01:40:20,861
Spaghetti and wine are guaranteed.

1592
01:40:20,861 --> 01:40:22,153
That's great.

1593
01:40:22,695 --> 01:40:24,403
- My favorites.
- Yeah?

1594
01:40:24,403 --> 01:40:26,153
I love spaghetti and wine.

1595
01:40:26,153 --> 01:40:27,320
Okay.

1596
01:40:27,611 --> 01:40:28,736
I love them.

1597
01:40:38,945 --> 01:40:40,736
The weather's terrible.

1598
01:40:40,736 --> 01:40:41,945
Really?

1599
01:40:41,945 --> 01:40:43,986
Ice all over.

1600
01:40:43,986 --> 01:40:47,236
They let the tap at the mosque freeze.

1601
01:40:47,236 --> 01:40:50,861
I told them a hundred times.
Leave the water running.

1602
01:40:50,861 --> 01:40:54,070
Even a dribble would be enough.

1603
01:40:54,070 --> 01:40:56,403
Some idiot always turns it off.

1604
01:40:59,195 --> 01:41:02,945
It's so cold.
I couldn't see where I was going.

1605
01:41:02,945 --> 01:41:05,403
It's dark as a dungeon out there.

1606
01:41:08,153 --> 01:41:10,695
I better go after I finish this, then.

1607
01:41:10,695 --> 01:41:11,945
What?

1608
01:41:12,070 --> 01:41:13,486
I said, I better go.

1609
01:41:13,986 --> 01:41:15,195
Why? It's early.

1610
01:41:16,986 --> 01:41:19,653
No, I better go.
The electricity's cut off.

1611
01:41:19,653 --> 01:41:22,403
Exactly, why sit in the dark at home?

1612
01:41:22,528 --> 01:41:24,445
- His mother's waiting.
- What?

1613
01:41:24,570 --> 01:41:25,945
His mother's waiting.

1614
01:41:27,611 --> 01:41:31,403
Go to their street
at any time of the night

1615
01:41:31,403 --> 01:41:34,861
and you'll see a tiny silhouette
in the window.

1616
01:41:36,111 --> 01:41:37,736
That silhouette is his mother.

1617
01:41:38,778 --> 01:41:41,778
She waits there
all night until he returns.

1618
01:41:43,403 --> 01:41:45,278
I've told her a million times,

1619
01:41:45,278 --> 01:41:47,986
I don't know when I'll be back.

1620
01:41:47,986 --> 01:41:49,445
But she doesn't listen.

1621
01:41:49,861 --> 01:41:53,611
As soon as I get near,
she turns off the light and goes to bed.

1622
01:41:53,611 --> 01:41:56,778
Like I won't see.
At least wait with the lights off.

1623
01:41:56,778 --> 01:41:59,653
I don't blame her. She doesn't trust you.

1624
01:41:59,986 --> 01:42:01,361
It's better now.

1625
01:42:01,945 --> 01:42:04,111
When he was younger, she'd go out

1626
01:42:04,111 --> 01:42:06,986
and look around for him at dusk.

1627
01:42:07,695 --> 01:42:09,153
She can't do it as much now.

1628
01:42:10,111 --> 01:42:12,528
Poor woman just waits at the window.

1629
01:42:12,778 --> 01:42:14,736
So she realized it back then.

1630
01:42:17,945 --> 01:42:18,945
What?

1631
01:42:19,903 --> 01:42:22,070
-"What" what?
- What did she realize?

1632
01:42:22,195 --> 01:42:27,195
That you're a restless,
good-for-nothing vagabond.

1633
01:42:28,403 --> 01:42:30,695
That's how it is here.

1634
01:42:31,653 --> 01:42:35,695
It's not just mine.
Mothers here are on pins and needles.

1635
01:42:35,695 --> 01:42:36,986
When I was just seven,

1636
01:42:38,236 --> 01:42:41,820
on a dark night like this,

1637
01:42:41,820 --> 01:42:45,445
the gendarmes came and took my dad,
right out of his bed.

1638
01:42:47,153 --> 01:42:49,861
As they were taking him away,
he said, "Wait".

1639
01:42:49,861 --> 01:42:51,403
Stopped everyone.

1640
01:42:51,403 --> 01:42:53,861
Searched his pockets.

1641
01:42:54,403 --> 01:42:59,111
Found a lottery ticket,
gave it to my mom and that was it.

1642
01:42:59,361 --> 01:43:00,528
Never saw him again.

1643
01:43:01,820 --> 01:43:05,611
That's why my mom
has worried about me for years.

1644
01:43:05,611 --> 01:43:08,236
Not because I'm restless.

1645
01:43:08,236 --> 01:43:09,236
Anyway...

1646
01:43:10,361 --> 01:43:13,736
what's interesting is that

1647
01:43:14,570 --> 01:43:18,528
the only thing I remember from that night,

1648
01:43:18,528 --> 01:43:19,861
isn't my father.

1649
01:43:20,570 --> 01:43:23,653
It's the flicker on the ceiling
from the stove.

1650
01:43:27,070 --> 01:43:29,861
I wondered for years

1651
01:43:29,861 --> 01:43:31,903
why I remembered that.

1652
01:43:32,403 --> 01:43:38,320
Then I realized
it's not about what has happened,

1653
01:43:38,653 --> 01:43:41,153
it's about what's beyond the visible.

1654
01:43:41,153 --> 01:43:42,695
What goes on inside.

1655
01:43:44,528 --> 01:43:46,653
- Win anything?
- What?

1656
01:43:47,528 --> 01:43:49,320
The lottery ticket, did you win?

1657
01:43:49,945 --> 01:43:51,028
Nothing.

1658
01:43:51,028 --> 01:43:53,028
Not even your money back?

1659
01:43:53,028 --> 01:43:54,278
No.

1660
01:43:54,278 --> 01:43:58,111
Fuck that.
You won nothing from a ticket like that?

1661
01:43:58,111 --> 01:43:59,528
Forget that stuff.

1662
01:43:59,528 --> 01:44:02,070
Always the same story.

1663
01:44:02,070 --> 01:44:05,403
Same old words.
Every year, he pretends to go.

1664
01:44:05,403 --> 01:44:09,236
Then I see him kicking back
in the tea house.

1665
01:44:09,820 --> 01:44:13,445
You need to sort yourself out.
Don't talk the talk,

1666
01:44:13,736 --> 01:44:16,278
if you can't walk the walk.

1667
01:44:16,278 --> 01:44:18,153
Want to go, do you? Then go.

1668
01:44:18,445 --> 01:44:20,236
You think guerrilla life's a picnic?

1669
01:44:20,611 --> 01:44:23,070
Find a decent job,

1670
01:44:23,070 --> 01:44:25,653
so your mother can sleep at night.

1671
01:44:25,861 --> 01:44:27,403
Save your mother first,

1672
01:44:27,403 --> 01:44:30,195
then you can save the world.

1673
01:44:30,195 --> 01:44:33,945
Fine, Vahit.
If that's what you think, I'll shut up.

1674
01:44:33,945 --> 01:44:34,986
Look.

1675
01:44:34,986 --> 01:44:37,195
Times have changed.

1676
01:44:37,195 --> 01:44:40,653
It's not the same. It's a vendetta now.

1677
01:44:40,653 --> 01:44:42,861
Everyone's out for revenge.

1678
01:44:42,861 --> 01:44:44,986
Nothing's clear anymore.

1679
01:44:45,778 --> 01:44:47,986
No one knows who wants what,

1680
01:44:47,986 --> 01:44:50,070
or who won't give what, and why not?

1681
01:44:50,611 --> 01:44:54,403
It's obscure on all sides.

1682
01:44:54,903 --> 01:44:55,903
Look here.

1683
01:44:56,736 --> 01:44:58,653
Enter the swamp, you'll sink.

1684
01:44:58,653 --> 01:45:00,153
That's for sure.

1685
01:45:00,778 --> 01:45:03,695
But if you want to drain the swamp,

1686
01:45:03,695 --> 01:45:07,820
you gotta be smart and not enter it.

1687
01:45:08,653 --> 01:45:10,945
And you gotta give it time.

1688
01:45:11,528 --> 01:45:15,070
If you want to sink, that's up to you.
Right, teacher?

1689
01:45:15,070 --> 01:45:16,611
Know what I think?

1690
01:45:16,611 --> 01:45:20,778
If you put up shelves
and put that mess lying around on them,

1691
01:45:20,778 --> 01:45:22,945
the shop would look fresher.

1692
01:45:24,278 --> 01:45:26,570
Your heart's drying up, Vahit.

1693
01:45:27,653 --> 01:45:29,736
You seem gripped by fear.

1694
01:45:29,736 --> 01:45:31,986
Must be your age. But that's okay.

1695
01:45:31,986 --> 01:45:33,695
Who's talking about fear?

1696
01:45:33,695 --> 01:45:36,195
There's more to life than a full belly.

1697
01:45:36,195 --> 01:45:38,570
- Like what?
- Lots of things!

1698
01:45:38,570 --> 01:45:42,445
I'll sink if I fucking must.
What have I got to lose?

1699
01:45:42,445 --> 01:45:43,653
What have you got?

1700
01:45:44,111 --> 01:45:46,445
What about your life, idiot?

1701
01:45:46,736 --> 01:45:48,903
And your youth.

1702
01:45:49,486 --> 01:45:50,903
You think that's nothing?

1703
01:45:53,361 --> 01:45:56,070
You're just blowing hot air.

1704
01:45:56,070 --> 01:45:58,236
Talking nonsense.

1705
01:45:58,445 --> 01:46:01,695
A life is valuable even if it's aimless,

1706
01:46:01,695 --> 01:46:03,695
faithless, and dishonorable?

1707
01:46:03,695 --> 01:46:05,320
Give me a little whisky.

1708
01:46:05,903 --> 01:46:07,778
Of course it is.

1709
01:46:07,778 --> 01:46:09,236
It definitely is.

1710
01:46:10,528 --> 01:46:11,986
For sure it is.

1711
01:46:12,945 --> 01:46:17,028
You think anyone
without a Mauser is a lowlife.

1712
01:46:19,028 --> 01:46:20,070
Don't you?

1713
01:46:20,570 --> 01:46:22,153
Who was it that said...

1714
01:46:24,028 --> 01:46:25,820
"Youth is such a wonderful thing,

1715
01:46:26,153 --> 01:46:29,070
what a pity it's wasted on the young"?

1716
01:46:30,153 --> 01:46:31,361
So, we're aimless,

1717
01:46:31,361 --> 01:46:33,903
faithless, and dishonorable?

1718
01:46:33,903 --> 01:46:35,695
No one said that.

1719
01:46:35,695 --> 01:46:37,986
But if you carry on, someone will.

1720
01:46:37,986 --> 01:46:40,528
So what if they do?

1721
01:46:40,528 --> 01:46:43,445
It's your problem.
Why you fucking asking me?

1722
01:46:43,445 --> 01:46:45,320
But one day they will.

1723
01:46:45,570 --> 01:46:49,403
They'll need to have some guts
to say that.

1724
01:46:49,653 --> 01:46:51,903
They'll need balls of steel to say that.

1725
01:46:51,903 --> 01:46:53,695
Whoever fucking says that,

1726
01:46:53,695 --> 01:46:56,486
I'll make 'em piss from their belly.

1727
01:46:58,986 --> 01:47:02,236
Don't be ridiculous. What's the gun for?

1728
01:47:04,653 --> 01:47:06,486
I'm surprised that

1729
01:47:06,486 --> 01:47:10,778
you didn't give
that asshole what he deserved.

1730
01:47:10,778 --> 01:47:12,945
Always talking about honor.

1731
01:47:12,945 --> 01:47:16,236
What was I supposed to say to the guy?

1732
01:47:16,236 --> 01:47:17,736
You know what I mean.

1733
01:47:17,736 --> 01:47:19,403
Don't talk in riddles.

1734
01:47:19,820 --> 01:47:23,028
I said it, so you know
your enemies from your friends.

1735
01:47:23,028 --> 01:47:26,153
If someone stands

1736
01:47:26,320 --> 01:47:29,445
in the middle of the fucking village

1737
01:47:29,445 --> 01:47:31,236
bad-mouthing you,

1738
01:47:31,570 --> 01:47:33,653
I wouldn't stand for it.

1739
01:47:33,653 --> 01:47:34,903
That's how I am.

1740
01:47:35,695 --> 01:47:37,611
I wouldn't allow it.

1741
01:47:37,611 --> 01:47:39,611
Am I the guilty one now?

1742
01:47:39,945 --> 01:47:42,736
I wish I hadn't opened my mouth.

1743
01:47:42,736 --> 01:47:45,236
No one's guilty.

1744
01:47:45,736 --> 01:47:48,778
If you don't shut the guy up,

1745
01:47:48,778 --> 01:47:50,611
if you let him talk,

1746
01:47:50,611 --> 01:47:52,570
he'll continue talking.

1747
01:47:53,820 --> 01:47:56,778
You always talk big,

1748
01:47:57,195 --> 01:48:01,111
but you won't
even stop some guy mouthing off.

1749
01:48:02,486 --> 01:48:03,611
It's not right.

1750
01:48:04,070 --> 01:48:05,278
Sorry.

1751
01:48:08,445 --> 01:48:09,945
Anyway, I'm going.

1752
01:48:11,986 --> 01:48:14,153
Stay put. We'll go together.

1753
01:48:14,153 --> 01:48:15,861
- No.
- We'll leave together.

1754
01:48:15,861 --> 01:48:18,653
I won't be able to get up in the morning.

1755
01:48:18,653 --> 01:48:21,403
So don't get up, then. Sit down.

1756
01:48:21,403 --> 01:48:22,653
No, no.

1757
01:48:23,403 --> 01:48:24,986
You two have fun.

1758
01:48:25,195 --> 01:48:26,736
Come on, sit down.

1759
01:48:27,611 --> 01:48:28,611
Hey.

1760
01:48:43,695 --> 01:48:45,528
What's your problem, for God's sake?

1761
01:48:47,236 --> 01:48:51,736
Aren't you being too hard on him?

1762
01:48:51,861 --> 01:48:54,903
What were you on about?
I didn't even get it.

1763
01:48:54,903 --> 01:48:57,653
He comes here and keeps telling me

1764
01:48:58,278 --> 01:49:01,861
"So and so said this and that about you".

1765
01:49:01,861 --> 01:49:03,153
All kinds of crap.

1766
01:49:03,570 --> 01:49:06,820
The hell you doing about it, then?

1767
01:49:06,820 --> 01:49:08,653
Are you a statue or what?

1768
01:49:08,653 --> 01:49:10,528
Can't you speak up?

1769
01:49:12,361 --> 01:49:13,778
It's not the first time.

1770
01:49:13,778 --> 01:49:14,945
Yeah, okay.

1771
01:49:15,195 --> 01:49:17,111
I couldn't take it anymore.

1772
01:49:17,111 --> 01:49:19,778
I still think you're too hard on him.

1773
01:49:19,778 --> 01:49:22,903
It's not always easy to step in.

1774
01:49:22,903 --> 01:49:25,153
People talk. Forget about it.

1775
01:49:25,153 --> 01:49:27,486
Look, you've upset the kid for nothing.

1776
01:49:28,528 --> 01:49:31,195
You should just make up with him.

1777
01:49:36,695 --> 01:49:41,236
You see, it's not easy
to stand alone around here.

1778
01:49:41,903 --> 01:49:44,570
Everyone wants you to pick sides.

1779
01:49:44,570 --> 01:49:47,903
Some call you a coward, others a traitor.

1780
01:49:47,903 --> 01:49:51,195
Someone else comes
and says you're a turncoat.

1781
01:49:51,445 --> 01:49:53,486
That's how lives are lived out here.

1782
01:49:54,361 --> 01:49:57,153
I cured two cows for this one guy.

1783
01:49:57,820 --> 01:49:59,945
Then he came and shot my dog.

1784
01:50:01,195 --> 01:50:02,403
Why?

1785
01:50:02,403 --> 01:50:03,736
Because he's human.

1786
01:50:04,986 --> 01:50:06,403
Yeah, he's human.

1787
01:51:48,195 --> 01:51:49,528
What's up? Still awake?

1788
01:51:49,528 --> 01:51:51,195
Yeah.

1789
01:51:51,445 --> 01:51:53,695
I gotta turn the school lights off.

1790
01:51:53,903 --> 01:51:55,445
I was on duty and forgot.

1791
01:51:55,778 --> 01:51:56,861
You have tea?

1792
01:51:56,861 --> 01:51:58,695
No, but I can make some.

1793
01:51:58,903 --> 01:52:01,653
Okay, you make tea.
I'll turn off the lights.

1794
01:52:02,028 --> 01:52:02,986
Okay.

1795
01:52:03,903 --> 01:52:04,945
The keys?

1796
01:52:04,945 --> 01:52:06,070
Right.

1797
01:52:59,070 --> 01:53:01,861
What's that? Did you draw all that stuff?

1798
01:53:02,278 --> 01:53:04,111
- What?
- On the walls.

1799
01:53:04,111 --> 01:53:07,653
No, there was a history teacher
here before me.

1800
01:53:11,445 --> 01:53:12,570
When he left,

1801
01:53:13,111 --> 01:53:15,736
he even asked me
to pay for the kitchen counter.

1802
01:53:17,611 --> 01:53:19,445
- You shouldn't have.
- I sure didn't.

1803
01:53:20,820 --> 01:53:23,736
When I didn't pay up,
he tried to take the counter with him.

1804
01:53:24,736 --> 01:53:25,820
Asshole.

1805
01:53:26,486 --> 01:53:29,695
I'd never met such a creep before.

1806
01:53:31,278 --> 01:53:35,403
He kept burning his coal even in May
so no one else could use it.

1807
01:53:37,486 --> 01:53:38,736
So, yeah.

1808
01:53:39,236 --> 01:53:42,736
He was a real asshole.

1809
01:53:46,070 --> 01:53:47,861
His kid must've drawn them.

1810
01:53:48,195 --> 01:53:50,611
Why haven't you painted the place since?

1811
01:53:50,611 --> 01:53:52,153
Why the hell should I?

1812
01:53:56,320 --> 01:53:57,361
Anyway...

1813
01:53:58,820 --> 01:53:59,778
by the way,

1814
01:54:01,278 --> 01:54:03,945
what happened
is probably all over the village.

1815
01:54:04,861 --> 01:54:05,820
What?

1816
01:54:06,528 --> 01:54:07,986
- You mean, that...?
- Yeah.

1817
01:54:08,445 --> 01:54:10,070
They make insinuations.

1818
01:54:10,611 --> 01:54:11,528
Like what?

1819
01:54:11,528 --> 01:54:13,528
Nothing really.

1820
01:54:14,111 --> 01:54:15,695
Just insinuations.

1821
01:54:15,695 --> 01:54:18,361
Fuck that. So what if it gets around?

1822
01:54:19,153 --> 01:54:20,945
"So what"?

1823
01:54:20,945 --> 01:54:22,570
They'll tear us to pieces.

1824
01:54:22,695 --> 01:54:24,403
Nothing will happen.

1825
01:54:24,945 --> 01:54:26,070
Don't be paranoid.

1826
01:54:26,820 --> 01:54:28,528
It's not paranoia.

1827
01:54:30,611 --> 01:54:32,820
It's just that I can't get over it.

1828
01:54:32,986 --> 01:54:34,320
Over what?

1829
01:54:36,736 --> 01:54:40,236
I can't get my head around it.

1830
01:54:40,236 --> 01:54:42,278
Or rather, can't make sense of it.

1831
01:54:42,486 --> 01:54:43,611
How could these girls,

1832
01:54:45,070 --> 01:54:50,070
who I think so highly of
and who seem to adore me,

1833
01:54:50,070 --> 01:54:52,403
say such things about me?

1834
01:54:52,403 --> 01:54:54,695
That's children's psychology.

1835
01:54:55,070 --> 01:54:56,986
Who knows what they thought up?

1836
01:54:57,486 --> 01:55:01,278
Yeah, but it doesn't make sense.
That's what bothers me.

1837
01:55:01,278 --> 01:55:03,611
Fuck it. Don't let it bother you.

1838
01:55:05,528 --> 01:55:08,278
Fuck you, Tolga, always so relaxed.

1839
01:55:08,653 --> 01:55:11,236
You're wrong. I'm in shock too.

1840
01:55:12,528 --> 01:55:16,486
I even said, "Look, girls.
These are very serious accusations."

1841
01:55:16,945 --> 01:55:19,195
They said, "Yes, but it upsets us."

1842
01:55:19,403 --> 01:55:22,278
I asked, "Why did you hang around
your teacher then?"

1843
01:55:22,653 --> 01:55:23,903
What did they say?

1844
01:55:23,903 --> 01:55:25,820
Nothing clear, of course.

1845
01:55:26,320 --> 01:55:28,445
"But sir, blah blah blah."

1846
01:55:28,445 --> 01:55:29,445
"Look", I said...

1847
01:55:29,445 --> 01:55:31,778
All right, but what did they say?

1848
01:55:31,778 --> 01:55:33,486
What did Sevim say, for instance?

1849
01:55:34,403 --> 01:55:37,153
I don't remember exactly.

1850
01:55:38,028 --> 01:55:41,153
Just stuff like, she's upset.

1851
01:55:43,153 --> 01:55:44,903
Also said she's scared.

1852
01:55:44,903 --> 01:55:45,945
Scared?

1853
01:55:45,945 --> 01:55:48,320
- Something like that.
- Scared of what?

1854
01:55:48,653 --> 01:55:49,986
I don't know.

1855
01:55:51,445 --> 01:55:53,695
But it seems they went after Kenan more.

1856
01:55:54,736 --> 01:55:56,070
How's that?

1857
01:55:56,736 --> 01:55:58,736
As if they were mad at Kenan,

1858
01:55:58,945 --> 01:56:01,070
and you got caught up in it.

1859
01:56:01,695 --> 01:56:04,070
What do you mean?

1860
01:56:05,278 --> 01:56:08,570
I'm saying, maybe Kenan was their target.

1861
01:56:08,570 --> 01:56:09,736
Why?

1862
01:56:11,320 --> 01:56:15,278
Maybe Kenan's jealous
that the girls like you and not him...

1863
01:56:16,611 --> 01:56:18,653
so he's acting overly friendly with them.

1864
01:56:23,820 --> 01:56:25,320
Is that possible?

1865
01:56:25,903 --> 01:56:27,111
I don't know.

1866
01:56:27,861 --> 01:56:29,278
Might be something like that.

1867
01:56:31,111 --> 01:56:33,111
You mean Kenan was their real target

1868
01:56:33,861 --> 01:56:35,695
and I just got caught in the middle?

1869
01:56:37,111 --> 01:56:38,070
Yes.

1870
01:56:39,278 --> 01:56:41,528
Aylin actually
complained more about Kenan.

1871
01:56:42,111 --> 01:56:43,611
But Sevim said some stuff too.

1872
01:56:45,320 --> 01:56:47,070
Like he pinches girls' cheeks.

1873
01:56:47,236 --> 01:56:48,320
You serious?

1874
01:56:48,528 --> 01:56:50,278
Stares at them during lessons.

1875
01:56:54,903 --> 01:56:56,403
How about that?

1876
01:56:57,570 --> 01:57:00,445
He doesn't look brave enough
for stuff like that.

1877
01:57:03,028 --> 01:57:04,111
Though he might be.

1878
01:57:04,111 --> 01:57:05,445
I don't know.

1879
01:57:06,820 --> 01:57:11,361
Sevim might've encouraged Aylin
to avoid being alone.

1880
01:57:11,361 --> 01:57:12,611
You know Sevim.

1881
01:57:12,986 --> 01:57:14,320
Not that well.

1882
01:57:14,320 --> 01:57:16,486
That's what I think.

1883
01:57:19,153 --> 01:57:20,611
What am I doing here?

1884
01:57:20,611 --> 01:57:24,028
What kind of people are we involved with?

1885
01:57:24,028 --> 01:57:27,195
Why did we get into
this fucking profession?

1886
01:57:28,653 --> 01:57:30,861
All those years spent studying.

1887
01:57:32,903 --> 01:57:35,361
Don't mention this to anyone.

1888
01:57:36,361 --> 01:57:37,945
Sure. Who would I tell?

1889
01:57:37,945 --> 01:57:40,528
It's just what I think.

1890
01:57:41,528 --> 01:57:43,403
It might not be true.

1891
01:57:43,403 --> 01:57:45,361
No, it's probably true.

1892
01:57:47,820 --> 01:57:49,236
Look at him.

1893
01:57:50,153 --> 01:57:52,236
Talk about a dark horse!

1894
01:57:56,278 --> 01:57:58,195
Lecturing me about ethics.

1895
01:57:58,195 --> 01:58:02,403
Saying I shouldn't give gifts
and to respect sensibilities.

1896
01:58:02,403 --> 01:58:03,736
Well, well, well.

1897
01:58:04,486 --> 01:58:06,278
He thinks he can dump it in my lap.

1898
01:58:12,403 --> 01:58:14,195
What a rat.

1899
01:59:24,611 --> 01:59:26,361
- Hi.
- Hi.

1900
01:59:39,486 --> 01:59:40,528
Did you eat?

1901
01:59:40,528 --> 01:59:43,403
Yeah, I got some pastries in town.
Have some.

1902
01:59:43,778 --> 01:59:45,070
Wonderful.

1903
01:59:54,611 --> 01:59:56,736
I couldn't eat all day.

1904
01:59:56,945 --> 01:59:57,945
This is great.

1905
02:00:01,611 --> 02:00:02,861
Heat them up.

1906
02:00:02,861 --> 02:00:05,653
No need. It's fine like this.

1907
02:00:06,861 --> 02:00:07,903
Tea?

1908
02:00:08,903 --> 02:00:10,236
No, thanks.

1909
02:00:11,528 --> 02:00:12,986
Enjoy.

1910
02:00:13,611 --> 02:00:14,570
What's up?

1911
02:00:15,320 --> 02:00:16,528
What do you mean?

1912
02:00:16,528 --> 02:00:17,945
Why didn't you eat?

1913
02:00:20,361 --> 02:00:21,945
My parents' medication ran out.

1914
02:00:22,861 --> 02:00:25,070
They needed a new prescription.

1915
02:00:25,070 --> 02:00:28,528
The pharmacist refused.
Said they had to come in person.

1916
02:00:28,736 --> 02:00:31,028
How can old people come all that way?

1917
02:00:31,028 --> 02:00:33,070
You were in town too?

1918
02:00:33,820 --> 02:00:36,986
Well, mostly at the hospital.

1919
02:00:37,653 --> 02:00:40,653
Really? If I'd known,
we could've come back together.

1920
02:00:41,986 --> 02:00:45,653
We could've,
but my timing was kinda mixed up.

1921
02:00:46,945 --> 02:00:48,153
Mixed up?

1922
02:00:48,820 --> 02:00:50,320
Went to a mechanic, too.

1923
02:00:50,320 --> 02:00:53,111
Couldn't eat with all that hassle.
What did you do?

1924
02:00:54,028 --> 02:00:55,278
Remember,

1925
02:00:56,111 --> 02:00:57,861
they messed up my teacher score?

1926
02:00:57,861 --> 02:01:00,445
- I went to get it fixed.
- They do it?

1927
02:01:00,445 --> 02:01:02,236
They whined, but it got done.

1928
02:01:02,236 --> 02:01:05,361
Nowhere else has
such an awful education office.

1929
02:01:05,361 --> 02:01:07,278
How can they forget the service score?

1930
02:01:08,361 --> 02:01:09,486
Yeah, well.

1931
02:01:10,403 --> 02:01:12,570
Civil servants are people, after all.

1932
02:01:12,570 --> 02:01:13,778
True,

1933
02:01:14,111 --> 02:01:17,361
but this has
a huge effect on a teacher's fate.

1934
02:01:17,486 --> 02:01:21,570
A few points can change
where you spend your whole youth.

1935
02:01:21,570 --> 02:01:24,820
If you hadn't noticed, lots of people

1936
02:01:24,820 --> 02:01:27,070
would be ahead of you unfairly.

1937
02:01:27,070 --> 02:01:28,445
Exactly.

1938
02:01:28,445 --> 02:01:30,028
It's good that you sorted it out.

1939
02:01:32,695 --> 02:01:35,820
I thought I saw your car there.

1940
02:01:36,195 --> 02:01:38,820
I almost ran after you, but I wasn't sure.

1941
02:01:38,820 --> 02:01:39,945
Why didn't you call?

1942
02:01:42,403 --> 02:01:44,028
I didn't want to disturb you.

1943
02:01:45,236 --> 02:01:46,861
Why would you have disturbed me?

1944
02:01:48,445 --> 02:01:49,778
Don't know. Would I have?

1945
02:01:51,070 --> 02:01:52,028
Would you what?

1946
02:01:52,320 --> 02:01:53,611
Have disturbed you.

1947
02:01:54,111 --> 02:01:55,111
No, why?

1948
02:03:02,778 --> 02:03:05,361
I see you take bread home, Comrade Nuray.

1949
02:03:08,028 --> 02:03:11,403
Yet you leave poor dogs to die of hunger.

1950
02:03:14,361 --> 02:03:16,070
They have their fates too.

1951
02:03:16,236 --> 02:03:17,111
Wow.

1952
02:03:17,903 --> 02:03:19,528
I didn't think you believed in fate.

1953
02:03:20,778 --> 02:03:22,403
I'm full of surprises.

1954
02:03:23,695 --> 02:03:24,695
What're you doing here?

1955
02:03:26,653 --> 02:03:29,986
I left school early
to go to the education office.

1956
02:03:30,195 --> 02:03:31,570
I needed some cash too.

1957
02:03:31,945 --> 02:03:33,486
You just got out?

1958
02:03:33,486 --> 02:03:36,611
Yes. We had a charity sale
at school today.

1959
02:03:36,945 --> 02:03:38,403
Waste of time as usual.

1960
02:03:38,903 --> 02:03:41,403
Expected a festival?
Just be grateful for the charity.

1961
02:03:43,861 --> 02:03:45,153
What're you up to?

1962
02:03:45,153 --> 02:03:47,445
You have time for coffee?

1963
02:03:47,445 --> 02:03:48,945
I can't now.

1964
02:03:49,195 --> 02:03:50,653
Okay.

1965
02:03:51,278 --> 02:03:54,070
Actually, I don't have much time either.

1966
02:03:54,070 --> 02:03:55,486
I need to get back.

1967
02:03:55,486 --> 02:03:57,278
Okay. Some other time, then.

1968
02:03:57,278 --> 02:03:58,445
Sorry.

1969
02:03:58,445 --> 02:04:01,153
No, it's all right.

1970
02:04:01,278 --> 02:04:02,820
- Some other time.
- Okay.

1971
02:04:02,820 --> 02:04:04,653
What's Kenan up to? Is he at home?

1972
02:04:06,195 --> 02:04:09,028
Kenan? No idea.
He said his father was sick.

1973
02:04:09,028 --> 02:04:10,403
I haven't talked to him since.

1974
02:04:10,861 --> 02:04:12,570
Like I said, I left early.

1975
02:04:13,445 --> 02:04:14,570
Haven't you seen him?

1976
02:04:15,236 --> 02:04:17,111
No, how would I have?

1977
02:04:17,945 --> 02:04:19,861
Don't know, just asking.

1978
02:04:19,861 --> 02:04:23,028
Anyway, talk to you later.

1979
02:04:23,028 --> 02:04:25,778
Okay. What are you two doing this weekend?

1980
02:04:25,903 --> 02:04:26,945
You could come over.

1981
02:04:27,403 --> 02:04:28,278
What?

1982
02:04:28,403 --> 02:04:31,903
I told you, my family's going away.
Come for dinner.

1983
02:04:31,903 --> 02:04:33,528
Oh, yeah.

1984
02:04:33,528 --> 02:04:36,320
- Maybe Saturday?
- Okay.

1985
02:04:36,320 --> 02:04:38,486
Fine for us. Have they left?

1986
02:04:38,486 --> 02:04:40,445
No, tomorrow.

1987
02:04:40,445 --> 02:04:42,861
All right. Tell Kenan, then.

1988
02:04:43,111 --> 02:04:44,153
7:00 okay?

1989
02:04:44,153 --> 02:04:46,570
Yeah, 7:00 is great.

1990
02:04:47,445 --> 02:04:49,861
Okay. I'll send you my address later.

1991
02:04:49,986 --> 02:04:50,903
All right.

1992
02:04:51,486 --> 02:04:55,111
Won't there be any problem
with the neighbors?

1993
02:04:55,111 --> 02:04:56,528
- Neighbors?
- Yeah.

1994
02:04:56,778 --> 02:04:59,695
We fought and won some rights, you know.

1995
02:04:59,695 --> 02:05:01,945
- Don't be silly.
- Just asking.

1996
02:05:01,945 --> 02:05:04,653
- We fought for decades.
- For sure.

1997
02:05:04,653 --> 02:05:06,070
Better believe it.

1998
02:05:06,778 --> 02:05:09,986
Just as I'd expect from you,
Comrade Nuray.

1999
02:05:09,986 --> 02:05:11,570
See you later.

2000
02:05:11,570 --> 02:05:13,903
- Bye.
- Take care.

2001
02:06:45,736 --> 02:06:46,986
- Hi.
- Hi.

2002
02:06:47,278 --> 02:06:48,486
Come on in.

2003
02:06:50,236 --> 02:06:53,486
- You okay?
- Damn it, I tripped.

2004
02:06:55,820 --> 02:06:57,111
Where's Kenan?

2005
02:06:57,111 --> 02:06:58,778
What if I say it's just me?

2006
02:06:59,195 --> 02:07:00,070
Why?

2007
02:07:00,070 --> 02:07:03,278
Kenan's got a lot on his plate.

2008
02:07:04,070 --> 02:07:06,611
His father's sick and old, you know.

2009
02:07:06,611 --> 02:07:08,445
You should've told me.

2010
02:07:09,903 --> 02:07:13,486
We could have postponed it or something.

2011
02:07:14,153 --> 02:07:18,236
You think so? I did think about it, but...

2012
02:07:18,820 --> 02:07:21,320
Have I been an asshole?

2013
02:07:21,528 --> 02:07:22,403
No.

2014
02:07:22,403 --> 02:07:24,111
- I'll go if you like.
- No.

2015
02:07:24,111 --> 02:07:27,486
- Really.
- It's not that big of a deal.

2016
02:07:27,736 --> 02:07:31,320
It's just too bad
that he's missing out on the feast.

2017
02:07:31,736 --> 02:07:33,861
- Come in.
- It's his loss, anyhow.

2018
02:07:34,653 --> 02:07:35,945
No, no need.

2019
02:07:35,945 --> 02:07:37,445
Did anyone see you come in?

2020
02:07:38,403 --> 02:07:40,320
- Did anybody see you?
- No.

2021
02:07:40,320 --> 02:07:42,111
I snuck in like a thief.

2022
02:07:42,111 --> 02:07:44,320
But what about those rights you won?

2023
02:07:44,320 --> 02:07:47,570
Okay, but there's no need to push it.

2024
02:07:51,570 --> 02:07:52,820
By the way...

2025
02:07:54,570 --> 02:07:56,445
Thanks, there was no need.

2026
02:07:56,445 --> 02:07:57,861
It's nothing.

2027
02:08:11,236 --> 02:08:12,945
Nice.

2028
02:08:14,945 --> 02:08:16,070
No one's home, right?

2029
02:08:17,361 --> 02:08:20,528
Locked the folks in the closet.
They won't cause trouble.

2030
02:08:24,695 --> 02:08:26,320
You look very nice, by the way.

2031
02:08:26,695 --> 02:08:27,861
The skirt suits you.

2032
02:08:29,111 --> 02:08:30,111
Thanks.

2033
02:08:33,278 --> 02:08:34,611
You get these at the grocer's?

2034
02:08:35,945 --> 02:08:37,820
They're wrapped like parsley.

2035
02:08:37,820 --> 02:08:40,653
Just in case.
You know how things are here.

2036
02:08:41,861 --> 02:08:44,736
- I'll put them in water.
- Okay.

2037
02:08:44,736 --> 02:08:47,403
Have a seat. Are you hungry?

2038
02:08:47,403 --> 02:08:49,028
We can eat straight away.

2039
02:08:49,028 --> 02:08:50,778
Yeah, maybe.

2040
02:08:52,945 --> 02:08:54,778
I'll sit down then.

2041
02:08:54,778 --> 02:08:56,111
Fine. Be back in a minute.

2042
02:09:53,861 --> 02:09:56,570
If you said you painted these,
I wouldn't believe you.

2043
02:09:58,070 --> 02:09:59,320
I did. Why?

2044
02:09:59,820 --> 02:10:01,153
They're really good.

2045
02:10:01,278 --> 02:10:03,486
You call that "community college level"?

2046
02:10:03,820 --> 02:10:05,153
Oh, come on.

2047
02:10:05,153 --> 02:10:07,570
No, I'm serious.

2048
02:10:08,403 --> 02:10:10,028
You're much better than me.

2049
02:10:11,028 --> 02:10:14,570
I just don't get
how you could find meaning

2050
02:10:14,986 --> 02:10:15,945
in Kenan's face.

2051
02:10:20,486 --> 02:10:22,736
You never know where you'll find meaning.

2052
02:10:26,278 --> 02:10:28,861
The time for transfers is coming.
What will you do?

2053
02:10:30,611 --> 02:10:34,361
I'll try every trick to get out of here.

2054
02:10:35,278 --> 02:10:37,695
We'll see if there's an opportunity.

2055
02:10:39,070 --> 02:10:41,195
And you, still not considering it?

2056
02:10:42,403 --> 02:10:45,153
You can go anywhere. If I were you...

2057
02:10:45,153 --> 02:10:47,111
- It's hard for me to go.
- Why?

2058
02:10:47,695 --> 02:10:50,028
First, my family isn't ready
for that idea.

2059
02:10:50,778 --> 02:10:52,445
I know people in Istanbul.

2060
02:10:52,445 --> 02:10:53,903
Friends from the organization.

2061
02:10:54,611 --> 02:10:57,778
If I go there,
I won't have any problems socializing.

2062
02:10:57,778 --> 02:11:01,320
Sure. Impossible not to socialize there.

2063
02:11:01,736 --> 02:11:04,570
If you can't there, you can't anywhere.

2064
02:11:04,570 --> 02:11:06,736
Someone needs to stay here.

2065
02:11:06,861 --> 02:11:09,570
What'll happen if we all leave?

2066
02:11:09,695 --> 02:11:11,653
Yeah, there's that too.

2067
02:11:12,695 --> 02:11:15,861
But you have to think about your own life.

2068
02:11:15,861 --> 02:11:19,445
Life will take care of itself.

2069
02:11:19,445 --> 02:11:23,236
I've done my share. Others can do theirs.

2070
02:11:23,236 --> 02:11:24,986
Four years! Isn't that enough?

2071
02:11:24,986 --> 02:11:27,236
If you say so.

2072
02:11:27,986 --> 02:11:30,945
But I think you're exaggerating a bit.

2073
02:11:31,403 --> 02:11:32,528
Exaggerating what?

2074
02:11:32,528 --> 02:11:36,028
You blame this place
for all your problems. It's false.

2075
02:11:36,736 --> 02:11:38,611
What do you expect in Istanbul?

2076
02:11:38,861 --> 02:11:39,778
No idea.

2077
02:11:39,778 --> 02:11:42,111
Wherever you go,
your problems go with you.

2078
02:11:42,111 --> 02:11:44,361
I can't think about that right now.

2079
02:11:45,486 --> 02:11:48,445
All I know is that
this place is dragging me down.

2080
02:11:48,653 --> 02:11:50,195
All I see is emptiness.

2081
02:11:50,195 --> 02:11:52,695
Things shriveled and bent by the cold.

2082
02:11:52,695 --> 02:11:54,778
Hungry, sick, helpless dogs.

2083
02:11:54,778 --> 02:11:58,570
You'd manage to see the same things,
even in Switzerland.

2084
02:11:58,570 --> 02:12:00,153
Don't worry.

2085
02:12:00,153 --> 02:12:01,195
Doesn't matter.

2086
02:12:01,195 --> 02:12:04,611
I'll face my destiny. Good or bad.

2087
02:12:04,611 --> 02:12:07,361
I say go big or go home!

2088
02:12:07,361 --> 02:12:08,445
Right.

2089
02:12:09,403 --> 02:12:11,861
I was like you before the explosion.

2090
02:12:11,861 --> 02:12:16,236
Rushing around like I was missing out
with no foresight.

2091
02:12:16,236 --> 02:12:19,111
So I should be sensible,
satisfied, and grateful?

2092
02:12:19,111 --> 02:12:21,153
- Not at all.
- What then?

2093
02:12:21,153 --> 02:12:25,486
If you're complaining, it means
something could or should be done.

2094
02:12:25,778 --> 02:12:28,486
You realize, get annoyed, and complain.

2095
02:12:28,486 --> 02:12:31,111
You should react, but you don't.

2096
02:12:31,111 --> 02:12:33,278
- You run.
- What else should I do?

2097
02:12:33,403 --> 02:12:35,820
Devote my life to this place?

2098
02:12:35,820 --> 02:12:36,778
No.

2099
02:12:36,778 --> 02:12:40,695
I've done my duty and now I'm off.

2100
02:12:41,236 --> 02:12:45,611
I've given four years to this hellhole.
Isn't that enough?

2101
02:12:45,611 --> 02:12:48,820
It is, but someone needs to do something.

2102
02:12:49,570 --> 02:12:53,445
I'm always for action.
People need to get involved.

2103
02:12:53,445 --> 02:12:55,445
That's what the world needs.

2104
02:12:55,445 --> 02:12:56,611
Some more?

2105
02:12:56,611 --> 02:12:57,695
Sure.

2106
02:13:05,153 --> 02:13:09,695
For example, you follow politics
and get mad at everything.

2107
02:13:10,653 --> 02:13:11,528
Do I?

2108
02:13:12,236 --> 02:13:13,111
You do.

2109
02:13:13,945 --> 02:13:17,695
I read the news
but I don't follow anything closely.

2110
02:13:18,320 --> 02:13:20,653
You think that because I complain a lot?

2111
02:13:20,903 --> 02:13:23,361
You complain, but what changes?

2112
02:13:25,611 --> 02:13:27,486
My father's like you, as well.

2113
02:13:27,736 --> 02:13:30,653
He's retired and has nothing to do.
He just gets mad.

2114
02:13:31,028 --> 02:13:33,361
Should he set himself
on fire outside Parliament?

2115
02:13:33,486 --> 02:13:36,403
No, but complaining changes nothing.

2116
02:13:36,403 --> 02:13:38,820
- So?
- You have to focus on action.

2117
02:13:39,028 --> 02:13:41,070
How do you view the world?

2118
02:13:41,278 --> 02:13:42,820
How do you place yourself?

2119
02:13:42,820 --> 02:13:46,195
- Place myself?
- I mean, what "ism" are you?

2120
02:13:46,778 --> 02:13:49,695
"Ism"? What the hell is that?

2121
02:13:49,695 --> 02:13:52,736
You must belong to some faction.

2122
02:13:54,028 --> 02:13:56,820
I don't feel a need
to define myself as anything.

2123
02:13:57,486 --> 02:14:01,570
Maybe I used to,
but that phase is in the past.

2124
02:14:01,570 --> 02:14:03,153
It's not about phases.

2125
02:14:03,278 --> 02:14:06,528
How do you contribute to the world?

2126
02:14:06,695 --> 02:14:07,861
What do you do?

2127
02:14:07,861 --> 02:14:10,778
- Is this a goodness contest?
- No.

2128
02:14:10,778 --> 02:14:14,320
I'm asking where you stand,
where you feel you belong.

2129
02:14:14,945 --> 02:14:16,236
If you want to answer.

2130
02:14:18,861 --> 02:14:23,861
A sheltered life within a group
with the same ideologies

2131
02:14:23,861 --> 02:14:26,528
isn't really for me.

2132
02:14:26,653 --> 02:14:30,528
- Why not? Don't believe in solidarity?
- It's not that.

2133
02:14:30,528 --> 02:14:33,778
Maybe I find it incompatible with freedom.

2134
02:14:33,778 --> 02:14:35,361
- Why?
- I don't know.

2135
02:14:35,945 --> 02:14:40,278
All I know is,
something in me firmly rejects

2136
02:14:40,278 --> 02:14:42,695
that kind of existence.

2137
02:14:42,695 --> 02:14:44,778
It's not just about you, though.

2138
02:14:45,528 --> 02:14:48,778
What are you doing
for the world, I'm asking?

2139
02:14:48,778 --> 02:14:52,570
Everyone contributes somehow.
It's no big deal.

2140
02:14:52,570 --> 02:14:56,320
Those who are able, do things.
And others don't.

2141
02:14:56,320 --> 02:15:00,111
- In society, everyone can do something.
- Yes.

2142
02:15:00,111 --> 02:15:02,528
How do you feel when you see

2143
02:15:02,528 --> 02:15:05,570
rapes, corruption, and refugees
in the news?

2144
02:15:05,570 --> 02:15:08,445
Upset, but the world's troubles
are endless.

2145
02:15:08,445 --> 02:15:10,320
- You shut your eyes.
- No.

2146
02:15:10,320 --> 02:15:12,903
You keep problems at a distance.

2147
02:15:12,903 --> 02:15:16,111
What if I do?
Does everyone have to be a hero?

2148
02:15:16,111 --> 02:15:19,528
No, but you seem to embrace selfishness.

2149
02:15:19,528 --> 02:15:24,278
Isn't that why the world lacks reason,
equality, and conscience?

2150
02:15:24,278 --> 02:15:26,445
You think the same rules

2151
02:15:26,445 --> 02:15:28,653
can be applied everywhere?

2152
02:15:28,653 --> 02:15:32,778
Is an idea that's logical to us
also logical in Mongolia?

2153
02:15:32,778 --> 02:15:34,111
Cultures differ,

2154
02:15:34,111 --> 02:15:36,736
but aren't people's basic needs
the same everywhere?

2155
02:15:37,778 --> 02:15:41,611
Don't ask me. I can't even
get my own thoughts together.

2156
02:15:41,611 --> 02:15:42,611
Like what?

2157
02:15:43,320 --> 02:15:44,778
I don't know.

2158
02:15:44,778 --> 02:15:48,111
I think justice is a utopian idea.
Equality too.

2159
02:15:48,111 --> 02:15:51,611
For that, everyone has to be the same,
which is nonsense.

2160
02:15:51,903 --> 02:15:53,486
Everything's different.

2161
02:15:53,486 --> 02:15:58,195
The world is a struggle
between different, ever-moving forces.

2162
02:15:58,195 --> 02:16:01,486
History is the sum of that,
but we don't accept it.

2163
02:16:01,778 --> 02:16:05,861
I don't even like thinking about it,
because it leads to chaos.

2164
02:16:06,028 --> 02:16:08,736
Whereas order is needed
for life to continue.

2165
02:16:08,736 --> 02:16:12,320
So we prefer to believe
your charming tales.

2166
02:16:12,320 --> 02:16:15,111
They're facts, not tales.

2167
02:16:15,111 --> 02:16:18,903
That's what the structure of history is.

2168
02:16:18,903 --> 02:16:22,778
You see chaos
as a negative and destructive force.

2169
02:16:22,778 --> 02:16:26,028
"If only humanity had a nicer history!"

2170
02:16:26,028 --> 02:16:27,736
Unfortunately, it doesn't.

2171
02:16:27,736 --> 02:16:30,528
You keep proposing bowing down.

2172
02:16:30,528 --> 02:16:33,028
Isn't that contrary to your principles?

2173
02:16:33,028 --> 02:16:34,820
Not at all.

2174
02:16:34,820 --> 02:16:39,570
Fancy words will never replace
bringing a bucket of water

2175
02:16:39,570 --> 02:16:41,736
to a place suffering from drought.

2176
02:16:42,361 --> 02:16:44,611
Can this wretched world be helped?

2177
02:16:44,611 --> 02:16:46,903
That's the only question.

2178
02:16:46,903 --> 02:16:49,611
I'm not opposing that.

2179
02:16:49,611 --> 02:16:52,736
- But why are you attacking me?
- Cause you're here.

2180
02:16:52,736 --> 02:16:55,903
I'm tired of asking myself
those questions.

2181
02:16:56,028 --> 02:16:58,236
Don't you think change is needed?

2182
02:16:58,236 --> 02:17:02,611
There are things that need to change
and things that don't.

2183
02:17:02,611 --> 02:17:06,902
Am I happy with the state
of the world? No.

2184
02:17:06,902 --> 02:17:10,986
But that doesn't mean
I gotta belong to a clique.

2185
02:17:10,986 --> 02:17:13,070
- That's the real problem.
- What?

2186
02:17:13,070 --> 02:17:19,611
Educated people like you
getting lost in uncertainties.

2187
02:17:19,611 --> 02:17:22,570
They leave the public arena
to the ignorant.

2188
02:17:22,570 --> 02:17:26,027
Maybe the public arena
was designed for them.

2189
02:17:26,027 --> 02:17:29,736
Isn't it obvious that division is human?

2190
02:17:29,736 --> 02:17:34,152
Ideologies and even goals
can easily be misused

2191
02:17:34,152 --> 02:17:37,945
to satisfy objectives.

2192
02:17:37,945 --> 02:17:41,195
I don't think much about these things.

2193
02:17:41,195 --> 02:17:44,902
Man dreams, tries,
builds and then destroys.

2194
02:17:44,902 --> 02:17:47,070
That's how history unfolds.

2195
02:17:47,070 --> 02:17:50,027
For me, history
recalls the weariness of hope.

2196
02:17:50,027 --> 02:17:52,695
Aren't you a product of this history too?

2197
02:17:53,070 --> 02:17:58,902
If we viewed history as a system,
wouldn't that save us from confusion?

2198
02:17:58,902 --> 02:18:03,236
You believe people would really be happy
if their needs were met?

2199
02:18:03,527 --> 02:18:06,195
Why not?
That hope is all we've got.

2200
02:18:06,527 --> 02:18:10,236
Hasn't hope always been
the key driving force for humanity?

2201
02:18:10,236 --> 02:18:14,361
- Like waiting for a messiah?
- That's nonsense.

2202
02:18:14,527 --> 02:18:17,945
Doing something
can never be equated with weakness.

2203
02:18:17,945 --> 02:18:20,402
Free society, but not individuals?

2204
02:18:20,402 --> 02:18:23,611
Social struggle
involves social responsibility.

2205
02:18:23,820 --> 02:18:25,861
Where do you see yourself in this?

2206
02:18:26,277 --> 02:18:28,527
I'm in favor of freedom.

2207
02:18:28,527 --> 02:18:31,570
What freedom? What do you mean by freedom?

2208
02:18:31,570 --> 02:18:33,070
Human freedom.

2209
02:18:33,070 --> 02:18:35,695
History has a course, the planet too,

2210
02:18:35,695 --> 02:18:38,320
and the course of humanity is freedom.

2211
02:18:38,320 --> 02:18:42,820
You think socialists
live in a cage with limited freedom?

2212
02:18:42,820 --> 02:18:45,527
It's freedom for people
we're fighting for.

2213
02:18:45,527 --> 02:18:49,320
Well, I happen to be a member
of some charitable foundations.

2214
02:18:49,320 --> 02:18:51,695
I'm not the one you should be grilling.

2215
02:18:51,695 --> 02:18:54,277
Your approach is weird though.

2216
02:18:54,277 --> 02:18:58,277
You act a bit lumpen.
You don't want to get involved,

2217
02:18:58,277 --> 02:19:00,902
but if the work's done, you'll support it.

2218
02:19:00,902 --> 02:19:02,902
Should I get beaten by the cops?

2219
02:19:02,902 --> 02:19:04,486
You talk like a liberal.

2220
02:19:04,486 --> 02:19:08,527
Isn't that kind of support
the same as siding with the strong?

2221
02:19:08,527 --> 02:19:12,111
So why not do it now?
Go side with the government.

2222
02:19:12,277 --> 02:19:15,445
Bravo for making me pro-government.

2223
02:19:15,445 --> 02:19:17,611
You measure sensitivity.

2224
02:19:17,611 --> 02:19:20,402
That's as futile as judging a suicide.

2225
02:19:20,402 --> 02:19:22,402
I'm not measuring anything.

2226
02:19:22,945 --> 02:19:26,861
I'm annoyed that you stigmatize
those who do something when you don't.

2227
02:19:27,445 --> 02:19:28,652
Isn't that the topic?

2228
02:19:28,652 --> 02:19:32,445
Would you be happier
if I said I trusted people?

2229
02:19:32,445 --> 02:19:34,695
Say what you think. You do anyway.

2230
02:19:34,695 --> 02:19:36,320
But you generalize.

2231
02:19:36,445 --> 02:19:39,195
There are exceptions,
and reasons for them.

2232
02:19:39,195 --> 02:19:41,570
I think, even self-sacrifice

2233
02:19:41,570 --> 02:19:44,152
often means indebting the other.

2234
02:19:44,611 --> 02:19:47,361
Even the suicide bomber does it to exist,

2235
02:19:47,361 --> 02:19:49,695
not to cease to exist.

2236
02:19:50,111 --> 02:19:53,070
I can't help but get mad
at the undeserved trust

2237
02:19:53,070 --> 02:19:55,611
of ideologically motivated crowds.

2238
02:19:56,486 --> 02:19:59,570
Their sticky blind morality

2239
02:19:59,777 --> 02:20:04,027
and their happiness
because they're like-minded.

2240
02:20:04,027 --> 02:20:05,027
Sorry.

2241
02:20:05,695 --> 02:20:08,862
Why is it so important
for everyone to think the same?

2242
02:20:10,402 --> 02:20:14,987
And I'm all alone
in the middle of all this noise.

2243
02:20:14,987 --> 02:20:16,112
But despite everything,

2244
02:20:16,445 --> 02:20:21,737
the whisper
of that unique source inside me

2245
02:20:21,737 --> 02:20:26,195
reminds me how human
it is to oppose and to feel bored.

2246
02:20:28,362 --> 02:20:33,112
Seeing the connection
between obsessions and ideas

2247
02:20:33,320 --> 02:20:34,945
doesn't make me a degenerate.

2248
02:20:34,945 --> 02:20:40,612
Doesn't it matter that a person
has the courage to sacrifice himself,

2249
02:20:40,612 --> 02:20:45,820
whether for an ideal,
or a lofty cause, even if brainwashed?

2250
02:20:46,652 --> 02:20:47,820
Especially today.

2251
02:20:47,820 --> 02:20:49,527
Of course it does.

2252
02:20:49,527 --> 02:20:52,570
Then that means
you should somehow understand

2253
02:20:52,570 --> 02:20:56,237
and forgive the suicide bomber
that cost you your leg.

2254
02:20:56,237 --> 02:20:59,152
Can you do that?
Whatever his thoughts or beliefs.

2255
02:21:00,570 --> 02:21:02,820
I can, if needed. That's not the issue.

2256
02:21:02,820 --> 02:21:05,112
And I didn't imply you were a degenerate.

2257
02:21:05,652 --> 02:21:10,945
What if those people you scorn
came together over shared ideals?

2258
02:21:10,945 --> 02:21:17,027
Aren't there evils that are only overcome
with the solidarity you hate?

2259
02:21:17,027 --> 02:21:19,070
- Of course.
-"Of course".

2260
02:21:19,070 --> 02:21:23,195
Of course there are.
I'm not saying the contrary.

2261
02:21:23,195 --> 02:21:25,695
What I'm saying is this.

2262
02:21:25,695 --> 02:21:28,570
You know very well,
the actions of a society

2263
02:21:28,945 --> 02:21:33,570
are not equal
to the sum of its individual parts.

2264
02:21:33,570 --> 02:21:37,070
Isn't that reason enough
to stay away from the herd?

2265
02:21:37,070 --> 02:21:41,445
Whatever their reasons or motivations?

2266
02:21:41,445 --> 02:21:45,112
The well-off may have that luxury.

2267
02:21:45,112 --> 02:21:48,527
A proverb says, "If you travel in a herd,

2268
02:21:48,527 --> 02:21:50,862
all you'll see are asses."

2269
02:21:50,862 --> 02:21:55,237
Well for some,
those asses might mean a blessing,

2270
02:21:55,237 --> 02:21:57,487
security, and warmth.

2271
02:21:57,487 --> 02:21:59,112
- Right?
- I guess.

2272
02:22:05,777 --> 02:22:06,695
What about you?

2273
02:22:08,237 --> 02:22:09,527
How do you contribute?

2274
02:22:10,945 --> 02:22:13,652
- Me?
- Yeah.

2275
02:22:20,777 --> 02:22:22,487
I can't anymore.

2276
02:22:22,487 --> 02:22:24,362
As you see, I'm retired due to disability.

2277
02:22:27,902 --> 02:22:28,987
Don't say that.

2278
02:22:29,570 --> 02:22:32,652
I mean, that's not what I see.

2279
02:22:33,152 --> 02:22:34,527
That's not where I'm looking.

2280
02:22:35,777 --> 02:22:36,902
I'm looking somewhere else.

2281
02:23:47,945 --> 02:23:49,652
- Refill?
- All right.

2282
02:24:19,862 --> 02:24:20,987
You need time

2283
02:24:21,902 --> 02:24:24,945
to get to know someone.

2284
02:24:26,445 --> 02:24:29,652
On the other hand,
certain things, if left to time,

2285
02:24:30,487 --> 02:24:33,070
would just be a waste of time.

2286
02:24:33,320 --> 02:24:34,362
Right?

2287
02:24:35,402 --> 02:24:36,445
Yes.

2288
02:24:38,570 --> 02:24:42,362
This process can be quickly handled
with a few questions.

2289
02:24:44,487 --> 02:24:45,612
I'm sure it can.

2290
02:24:48,362 --> 02:24:50,362
No need to waste time.

2291
02:24:51,987 --> 02:24:53,112
It's not necessary.

2292
02:24:55,487 --> 02:24:56,487
Okay?

2293
02:25:00,652 --> 02:25:02,027
Now, for instance.

2294
02:25:03,820 --> 02:25:04,987
What are you like?

2295
02:25:07,902 --> 02:25:08,777
How do you mean?

2296
02:25:09,652 --> 02:25:11,027
What kind of person are you?

2297
02:25:14,652 --> 02:25:15,612
In what sense?

2298
02:25:18,277 --> 02:25:20,527
Answer the question
however you understand it.

2299
02:25:21,320 --> 02:25:23,402
How you understand it
is an answer in itself.

2300
02:25:26,945 --> 02:25:30,112
Shall I tell the truth
or try to make you happy?

2301
02:25:30,112 --> 02:25:31,320
The truth, of course.

2302
02:25:33,277 --> 02:25:34,362
All right.

2303
02:25:36,487 --> 02:25:39,027
Very romantic, fond of his family...

2304
02:25:40,737 --> 02:25:41,777
charitable...

2305
02:25:45,487 --> 02:25:47,695
What? Can't that be true?

2306
02:25:48,487 --> 02:25:49,737
What do you think I am?

2307
02:25:51,070 --> 02:25:55,112
And your worst trait
is excessive compassion, right?

2308
02:25:55,112 --> 02:25:56,570
How did you guess?

2309
02:25:59,402 --> 02:26:00,570
I'm serious.

2310
02:26:00,945 --> 02:26:02,820
Are you religious, for example?

2311
02:26:03,402 --> 02:26:04,277
Sometimes.

2312
02:26:05,820 --> 02:26:07,027
Do you think there's a God?

2313
02:26:07,987 --> 02:26:10,341
For those who believe, he exists.

2314
02:26:10,492 --> 02:26:11,492
You're avoiding the question.

2315
02:26:12,737 --> 02:26:13,612
Let's move on.

2316
02:26:15,487 --> 02:26:16,862
Are you fond of your family?

2317
02:26:18,362 --> 02:26:20,695
I'm not overly fond of anything.

2318
02:26:21,652 --> 02:26:25,195
Good, now we're getting somewhere.

2319
02:26:26,612 --> 02:26:28,195
What else?

2320
02:26:29,237 --> 02:26:30,277
Are you selfish?

2321
02:26:31,070 --> 02:26:32,237
Very.

2322
02:26:32,737 --> 02:26:34,612
Wow, you're brave.

2323
02:26:35,027 --> 02:26:37,487
When I'm not scared, yes.

2324
02:26:38,487 --> 02:26:39,737
Do you like children?

2325
02:26:41,112 --> 02:26:42,777
Depends on the child, I guess.

2326
02:26:45,152 --> 02:26:46,612
Are you a faithful lover?

2327
02:26:49,570 --> 02:26:51,987
Except in special circumstances, yes.

2328
02:26:51,987 --> 02:26:52,987
What do you mean?

2329
02:26:54,445 --> 02:26:55,820
I think you get it.

2330
02:26:56,362 --> 02:26:57,320
Moving on.

2331
02:27:00,027 --> 02:27:01,195
Do you have a girlfriend?

2332
02:27:03,862 --> 02:27:05,652
- Not for a long time.
- Why not?

2333
02:27:06,362 --> 02:27:08,237
Let's say I'm picky.

2334
02:27:08,237 --> 02:27:10,320
You're modest too.

2335
02:27:10,320 --> 02:27:11,527
Let's drink to that.

2336
02:27:21,195 --> 02:27:22,527
Okay, last question.

2337
02:27:30,902 --> 02:27:32,737
Why didn't you tell Kenan
about my invitation?

2338
02:27:47,987 --> 02:27:49,070
Take a guess.

2339
02:28:21,570 --> 02:28:24,027
You mentioned
something about history earlier.

2340
02:28:25,527 --> 02:28:26,652
Hope.

2341
02:28:27,612 --> 02:28:29,820
Hope and what?

2342
02:28:29,820 --> 02:28:32,652
The weariness of hope?

2343
02:28:33,527 --> 02:28:34,612
Yes, that's it.

2344
02:28:35,777 --> 02:28:37,487
The weariness of hope.

2345
02:28:39,487 --> 02:28:40,695
Nice phrase.

2346
02:28:45,362 --> 02:28:46,362
I'm weary too.

2347
02:28:50,777 --> 02:28:52,695
Like I've lived a really long time.

2348
02:28:57,570 --> 02:28:59,570
Everything seems to take so long here.

2349
02:29:01,737 --> 02:29:03,277
Lessons,

2350
02:29:03,277 --> 02:29:04,570
breaks,

2351
02:29:05,987 --> 02:29:07,402
waiting for weekends...

2352
02:29:10,777 --> 02:29:11,695
nights...

2353
02:29:13,612 --> 02:29:14,570
everything.

2354
02:32:17,777 --> 02:32:19,445
Could you turn off the living room lights?

2355
02:32:20,277 --> 02:32:21,445
It's too bright.

2356
02:32:35,445 --> 02:32:36,987
- The lights.
- All right.

2357
02:35:47,027 --> 02:35:49,402
Honestly, at first, it felt a bit weird

2358
02:35:49,402 --> 02:35:51,445
when my leg touched yours,

2359
02:35:52,112 --> 02:35:53,320
but I got used to it.

2360
02:35:53,820 --> 02:35:56,320
Interestingly, I even started to like it.

2361
02:35:56,902 --> 02:35:58,987
You're not mad I said that?

2362
02:35:59,277 --> 02:36:00,862
No, quite the opposite.

2363
02:36:00,862 --> 02:36:03,695
Besides,
if we don't normalize it right away,

2364
02:36:03,695 --> 02:36:08,152
it'll hang over us
like the sword of Damocles.

2365
02:36:08,152 --> 02:36:09,777
That's true.

2366
02:36:10,987 --> 02:36:13,362
In fact, for a moment it felt like

2367
02:36:14,402 --> 02:36:17,570
what you experienced was destined.

2368
02:36:17,570 --> 02:36:20,652
Like it happened
to give you a second life.

2369
02:36:20,652 --> 02:36:23,402
As if this incomplete state
had made you complete.

2370
02:36:24,320 --> 02:36:26,070
You always exaggerate.

2371
02:36:26,445 --> 02:36:27,862
But I like the idea.

2372
02:36:30,862 --> 02:36:31,777
Is that you?

2373
02:36:34,527 --> 02:36:35,820
Yes.

2374
02:36:37,570 --> 02:36:39,527
Early twenties were nice.

2375
02:36:40,320 --> 02:36:42,945
You lived as you pleased,
without schedules.

2376
02:36:42,945 --> 02:36:44,527
Everything is so planned now.

2377
02:36:56,862 --> 02:36:58,027
This adjusts the suction.

2378
02:36:58,777 --> 02:37:00,695
Turning it up pushes the air out

2379
02:37:01,152 --> 02:37:03,902
and helps you walk smoothly.

2380
02:37:03,902 --> 02:37:05,402
That's good.

2381
02:37:05,402 --> 02:37:07,902
But it runs down the battery.

2382
02:37:07,902 --> 02:37:10,902
Wow, it's an advanced piece of equipment.

2383
02:37:11,152 --> 02:37:12,487
Expensive though.

2384
02:37:13,362 --> 02:37:16,237
About the price of a new mid-range car.

2385
02:37:16,237 --> 02:37:17,195
No way.

2386
02:37:17,195 --> 02:37:19,902
Maybe more, since the dollar's up now.

2387
02:37:19,902 --> 02:37:21,445
Listen.

2388
02:37:21,820 --> 02:37:22,820
Yes?

2389
02:37:31,820 --> 02:37:33,070
You won't tell Kenan, will you?

2390
02:37:34,820 --> 02:37:35,777
Tell him what?

2391
02:37:39,612 --> 02:37:40,945
What just happened.

2392
02:37:47,902 --> 02:37:49,237
I won't.

2393
02:37:49,945 --> 02:37:50,862
But why not?

2394
02:37:55,652 --> 02:37:56,527
No reason.

2395
02:37:57,277 --> 02:37:58,402
Just don't.

2396
02:38:04,070 --> 02:38:05,820
All right, I won't.

2397
02:38:06,445 --> 02:38:10,195
I won't, but what's the big deal?

2398
02:38:23,527 --> 02:38:26,777
Do you ever see him?

2399
02:38:30,445 --> 02:38:33,112
Sure. He's teaching me to drive.

2400
02:38:33,320 --> 02:38:37,027
Really? That's great.

2401
02:38:41,027 --> 02:38:42,527
Wow, Kenan.

2402
02:38:43,612 --> 02:38:45,487
You never mention this stuff.

2403
02:38:56,902 --> 02:38:58,945
Opening the shop on a Sunday?

2404
02:38:58,945 --> 02:39:03,987
My wife's yakking at home
was driving me crazy.

2405
02:39:04,862 --> 02:39:06,152
I escaped to the shop.

2406
02:39:06,152 --> 02:39:09,112
I made breakfast for myself.
Come have some.

2407
02:39:09,112 --> 02:39:11,152
No, thanks. I've eaten.

2408
02:39:11,527 --> 02:39:13,862
What happened to the kid? He's not around.

2409
02:39:16,027 --> 02:39:17,402
Who knows where he's hiding out.

2410
02:39:18,402 --> 02:39:20,737
He mentioned a nightclub job.

2411
02:39:20,737 --> 02:39:24,195
Same old stories, never mind.

2412
02:39:24,195 --> 02:39:25,445
Why?

2413
02:39:26,237 --> 02:39:27,195
Just asking.

2414
02:39:27,195 --> 02:39:28,277
Couldn't get the money?

2415
02:39:29,112 --> 02:39:30,195
What money?

2416
02:39:30,652 --> 02:39:32,027
Doesn't he owe you?

2417
02:39:32,487 --> 02:39:35,737
That doesn't matter.

2418
02:39:35,737 --> 02:39:38,320
Haven't seen him for a while.
I was worried.

2419
02:39:39,195 --> 02:39:41,862
What about you? Did you clear the air?

2420
02:39:43,152 --> 02:39:44,945
Haven't seen him since.

2421
02:39:45,695 --> 02:39:46,820
Really?

2422
02:39:47,902 --> 02:39:49,487
- Has he called you?
- No.

2423
02:40:02,902 --> 02:40:05,152
- How are you?
- Good, sir.

2424
02:40:05,862 --> 02:40:07,237
- Your sister?
- Yes.

2425
02:40:31,820 --> 02:40:33,487
- Hi.
- Hi there.

2426
02:40:34,612 --> 02:40:35,902
Where were you?

2427
02:40:35,902 --> 02:40:37,320
All night?

2428
02:40:37,320 --> 02:40:38,445
Here now.

2429
02:40:39,902 --> 02:40:42,237
And you? Didn't you go to your village?

2430
02:40:42,237 --> 02:40:44,027
No, it wasn't planned.

2431
02:40:44,195 --> 02:40:45,362
I had extra lessons.

2432
02:40:49,070 --> 02:40:51,695
I got warm pastries. Hope you're not full.

2433
02:40:51,695 --> 02:40:53,402
- With cheese?
- Yeah.

2434
02:40:53,402 --> 02:40:54,737
I'll have some then.

2435
02:41:08,570 --> 02:41:10,320
- Weak?
- Okay.

2436
02:41:13,152 --> 02:41:14,695
- Looks good.
- Yeah.

2437
02:41:26,695 --> 02:41:27,737
Where were you?

2438
02:41:29,070 --> 02:41:30,070
Where were you?

2439
02:41:32,612 --> 02:41:33,862
You know,

2440
02:41:34,402 --> 02:41:36,612
life's so strange.

2441
02:41:36,612 --> 02:41:40,570
Sometimes things happen
that you'd never expect.

2442
02:41:41,152 --> 02:41:42,195
What happened?

2443
02:41:43,748 --> 02:41:45,123
I went to the education office yesterday.

2444
02:41:46,445 --> 02:41:48,820
My head was full of this transfer stuff.

2445
02:41:49,277 --> 02:41:50,737
I was walking around in a daze.

2446
02:41:51,862 --> 02:41:53,820
I got money from the ATM

2447
02:41:54,362 --> 02:41:55,487
and who did I see?

2448
02:41:55,695 --> 02:41:56,695
Who?

2449
02:41:56,695 --> 02:41:57,737
Nuray.

2450
02:41:58,777 --> 02:41:59,652
So?

2451
02:41:59,652 --> 02:42:02,945
We stood and chatted for a while.

2452
02:42:03,277 --> 02:42:05,902
So she invited me to her place
for something to eat.

2453
02:42:07,027 --> 02:42:09,027
I said okay.

2454
02:42:09,027 --> 02:42:11,195
Her family had gone someplace.

2455
02:42:12,820 --> 02:42:15,402
We went there and talked.

2456
02:42:16,402 --> 02:42:19,320
It was such a nice talk. Really.

2457
02:42:19,527 --> 02:42:23,027
I wasn't expecting that.
She's really smart.

2458
02:42:25,820 --> 02:42:27,570
We had something to eat and drink.

2459
02:42:28,777 --> 02:42:31,112
Then wine, alcohol, and so on...

2460
02:42:34,612 --> 02:42:35,487
And?

2461
02:42:37,152 --> 02:42:41,612
And... I don't know.

2462
02:42:42,487 --> 02:42:46,152
Am I doing something I'll regret later?

2463
02:42:46,152 --> 02:42:47,570
I don't know.

2464
02:42:51,195 --> 02:42:52,320
Meaning?

2465
02:42:54,445 --> 02:42:59,402
You never know what life will bring.

2466
02:42:59,570 --> 02:43:02,862
I don't believe in fate or anything,
but it kinda felt like that.

2467
02:43:08,277 --> 02:43:11,695
I think these things
are outside our control.

2468
02:43:11,862 --> 02:43:15,652
They take place in those hazy areas
beyond our will.

2469
02:43:15,652 --> 02:43:19,112
And so they're the kind of acts

2470
02:43:19,112 --> 02:43:23,737
we don't need to feel responsible for.

2471
02:43:24,902 --> 02:43:26,945
Eat up. I'm not having much.

2472
02:43:26,945 --> 02:43:27,902
I will.

2473
02:43:32,902 --> 02:43:34,445
I'm so tired.

2474
02:43:36,695 --> 02:43:38,820
Luckily it's Sunday today.

2475
02:43:39,195 --> 02:43:40,527
I'm gonna rest.

2476
02:46:57,070 --> 02:46:58,652
- Hey, what's up?
- Hey.

2477
02:48:08,737 --> 02:48:10,027
- Nuray.
- Hi.

2478
02:48:10,737 --> 02:48:12,777
Sorry, I came uninvited.

2479
02:48:12,777 --> 02:48:15,527
No problem. Welcome, come in.

2480
02:48:15,945 --> 02:48:17,112
What brought you here?

2481
02:48:17,862 --> 02:48:19,652
Come in.

2482
02:48:19,777 --> 02:48:22,737
- With my shoes?
- Sure, it's already a mess.

2483
02:48:23,152 --> 02:48:24,570
I surprised you?

2484
02:48:25,320 --> 02:48:27,362
I bet you weren't expecting me.

2485
02:48:27,820 --> 02:48:31,237
That's true. But what a nice surprise.

2486
02:48:31,237 --> 02:48:35,027
I called Kenan, but he didn't answer
so I thought I'd try my luck.

2487
02:48:35,862 --> 02:48:39,487
I didn't hear.
I was working, my phone was on silent.

2488
02:48:41,612 --> 02:48:45,277
Take a seat, please. I'll take your coat.

2489
02:48:45,277 --> 02:48:47,237
No need, thanks. I won't stay long.

2490
02:48:51,695 --> 02:48:54,027
So how did you get here
at this time of day?

2491
02:48:54,737 --> 02:48:55,612
By car.

2492
02:48:56,487 --> 02:48:57,362
What car?

2493
02:48:57,862 --> 02:48:58,820
My own car.

2494
02:48:59,112 --> 02:49:00,945
It came then.

2495
02:49:00,945 --> 02:49:02,070
Yes.

2496
02:49:02,362 --> 02:49:04,112
That's great. When?

2497
02:49:04,112 --> 02:49:05,902
A few days ago.

2498
02:49:06,195 --> 02:49:09,820
Called Kenan to ask him to come,
but he didn't answer.

2499
02:49:09,820 --> 02:49:11,527
- So I got it alone.
- Congrats.

2500
02:49:11,527 --> 02:49:12,695
Thanks.

2501
02:49:13,402 --> 02:49:17,487
Congrats, but how did you dare come here

2502
02:49:17,487 --> 02:49:20,487
in this weather on your own?

2503
02:49:20,487 --> 02:49:22,195
We could've picked you up.

2504
02:49:22,195 --> 02:49:24,070
Thanks, there was no need.

2505
02:49:24,070 --> 02:49:26,737
I've got to get used to it.

2506
02:49:27,112 --> 02:49:29,445
Kenan was busy I guess,

2507
02:49:29,445 --> 02:49:31,112
so I had to do it myself.

2508
02:49:32,112 --> 02:49:35,237
Actually, it was good.
You learn better on your own.

2509
02:49:35,237 --> 02:49:38,820
I'd have come, but I thought
you didn't need me anymore.

2510
02:49:40,152 --> 02:49:41,112
Thanks.

2511
02:49:43,612 --> 02:49:46,487
We made tea. Want some?

2512
02:49:46,487 --> 02:49:48,487
Or something cold? A beer?

2513
02:49:48,487 --> 02:49:49,695
Tea's fine.

2514
02:49:49,695 --> 02:49:51,612
Right away. Kenan?

2515
02:49:51,612 --> 02:49:52,987
No, I'm fine.

2516
02:50:09,777 --> 02:50:11,777
- Thanks.
- Enjoy.

2517
02:50:13,987 --> 02:50:16,862
How did you find this place in the dark?

2518
02:50:16,862 --> 02:50:17,945
GPS!

2519
02:50:19,320 --> 02:50:20,612
Right. Well done.

2520
02:50:20,612 --> 02:50:22,402
I didn't only come here.

2521
02:50:22,402 --> 02:50:25,362
You know that village called Kirgindere?

2522
02:50:25,737 --> 02:50:26,612
Down that way.

2523
02:50:26,612 --> 02:50:28,362
I have a sick student there.

2524
02:50:28,695 --> 02:50:30,237
He hardly came this year.

2525
02:50:30,487 --> 02:50:34,402
Now that I drive, I can tutor him
so he doesn't fall behind.

2526
02:50:34,402 --> 02:50:37,070
Since you're nearby, I decided to drop by.

2527
02:50:37,527 --> 02:50:38,820
That was good.

2528
02:50:41,902 --> 02:50:42,902
What was?

2529
02:50:44,320 --> 02:50:45,820
Your student. It was a good idea.

2530
02:50:54,570 --> 02:50:55,777
So, Kenan.

2531
02:50:56,777 --> 02:50:58,487
Why don't you answer your phone?

2532
02:51:03,612 --> 02:51:04,737
No particular reason.

2533
02:51:05,737 --> 02:51:06,862
No particular reason?

2534
02:51:07,652 --> 02:51:09,070
- No.
- What's it then?

2535
02:51:13,362 --> 02:51:14,612
Nothing.

2536
02:51:16,570 --> 02:51:18,112
What does all this mean?

2537
02:51:18,112 --> 02:51:19,945
I really don't get it.

2538
02:51:20,070 --> 02:51:25,487
What happened between us
to justify this attitude?

2539
02:51:26,027 --> 02:51:29,277
- What's wrong?
- Yeah, that's what I'm asking.

2540
02:51:29,277 --> 02:51:32,902
How do friendships
that started with such timidity

2541
02:51:32,902 --> 02:51:35,362
suddenly turn into arrogance?

2542
02:51:36,737 --> 02:51:39,195
Are you serious?

2543
02:51:39,987 --> 02:51:40,945
What happened?

2544
02:51:45,527 --> 02:51:47,445
Let me ask it this way, then.

2545
02:51:50,777 --> 02:51:52,445
Did I do something wrong?

2546
02:51:56,402 --> 02:51:57,402
No.

2547
02:51:59,820 --> 02:52:03,402
Does what happened with Samet
make me guilty?

2548
02:52:09,987 --> 02:52:12,112
Did I betray your friendship?

2549
02:52:18,195 --> 02:52:22,862
Or do I fall short of the moral standard
you imagine in a girl?

2550
02:52:26,570 --> 02:52:29,237
Please don't think
I expect anything from you.

2551
02:52:30,320 --> 02:52:31,445
I don't.

2552
02:52:32,152 --> 02:52:33,527
I'm just curious.

2553
02:52:36,445 --> 02:52:38,237
It's the first time in my current state...

2554
02:52:40,027 --> 02:52:42,695
that I'm testing
how others perceive me as a woman.

2555
02:52:44,277 --> 02:52:45,612
I'm questioning

2556
02:52:46,652 --> 02:52:48,487
whether I have the right

2557
02:52:49,152 --> 02:52:51,695
or the strength to do things
in this new state.

2558
02:52:52,027 --> 02:52:57,152
Trying to see
what place I occupy in this world now.

2559
02:52:58,320 --> 02:53:03,277
I need to know
what I lost along with this leg,

2560
02:53:04,737 --> 02:53:06,777
and what I still have.

2561
02:53:07,777 --> 02:53:10,612
I'm not expecting pity,
compassion or understanding.

2562
02:53:11,320 --> 02:53:13,862
I mean, nothing is expected here.

2563
02:53:13,987 --> 02:53:15,737
We don't have to see each other again.

2564
02:53:16,152 --> 02:53:17,195
That's fine too.

2565
02:53:19,027 --> 02:53:21,487
You might be right in your own way.

2566
02:53:21,862 --> 02:53:23,695
I don't know. It's possible.

2567
02:53:24,652 --> 02:53:25,820
But

2568
02:53:26,612 --> 02:53:28,277
it seems to me that

2569
02:53:28,902 --> 02:53:30,695
everything beautiful in this world

2570
02:53:31,195 --> 02:53:32,695
gets stuck in the webs we weave

2571
02:53:33,862 --> 02:53:36,027
before it ever reaches us.

2572
02:53:43,652 --> 02:53:44,652
Anyway...

2573
02:53:45,612 --> 02:53:48,695
sorry, I came unannounced.
It's best if I go.

2574
02:53:48,695 --> 02:53:50,195
- Wait.
- Thanks for the tea.

2575
02:53:50,195 --> 02:53:52,320
Sit down, please. Don't go like this.

2576
02:53:52,320 --> 02:53:55,527
Let go, I'm fine. I'll go just as I came.

2577
02:53:55,527 --> 02:53:57,152
The weather's worse.

2578
02:53:57,152 --> 02:53:59,237
Nuray.

2579
02:53:59,987 --> 02:54:03,820
Come back. Look, let's talk some more.

2580
02:54:03,820 --> 02:54:04,987
Wait.

2581
02:54:04,987 --> 02:54:06,027
Nuray!

2582
02:54:07,237 --> 02:54:08,320
Nuray!

2583
02:54:33,237 --> 02:54:34,277
What's going on?

2584
02:54:40,777 --> 02:54:41,945
Nothing.

2585
02:54:44,237 --> 02:54:45,487
What do you mean nothing?

2586
02:54:58,277 --> 02:54:59,945
Can you take me back to town?

2587
02:55:00,362 --> 02:55:01,527
The snow's much heavier.

2588
02:56:24,195 --> 02:56:26,487
<i>When I first came here,</i>

2589
02:56:27,195 --> 02:56:28,862
<i>they told me there were only two seasons,</i>

2590
02:56:29,652 --> 02:56:31,445
<i>winter and summer.</i>

2591
02:56:33,402 --> 02:56:34,820
<i>They were right.</i>

2592
02:56:35,987 --> 02:56:37,777
<i>Straight into summer, no spring.</i>

2593
02:56:40,777 --> 02:56:44,320
<i>Grasses covered by snow for months</i>

2594
02:56:44,902 --> 02:56:46,527
<i>grew yellow without becoming green.</i>

2595
02:56:50,195 --> 02:56:51,487
<i>Even the birds</i>

2596
02:56:51,612 --> 02:56:54,445
<i>that sang happily
a few weeks ago were chirping wearily.</i>

2597
02:57:00,652 --> 02:57:02,195
<i>I was like an abandoned mill,</i>

2598
02:57:02,695 --> 02:57:05,152
<i>a useless, run-down mill</i>

2599
02:57:05,737 --> 02:57:09,402
<i>that even birds ignored,
waiting for demolition.</i>

2600
02:57:11,402 --> 02:57:14,362
<i>In this forgotten,
remote corner of the earth,</i>

2601
02:57:14,362 --> 02:57:15,862
<i>like many other things,</i>

2602
02:57:17,195 --> 02:57:19,652
<i>the line between good and evil,</i>

2603
02:57:19,652 --> 02:57:22,027
<i>and pain and happiness was blurred.</i>

2604
02:57:22,652 --> 02:57:25,820
<i>Everything seemed to happen</i>

2605
02:57:25,820 --> 02:57:27,070
<i>only to forget time.</i>

2606
02:57:29,777 --> 02:57:33,862
<i>As if this incessant snow
was striving to bury everything</i>

2607
02:57:33,862 --> 02:57:36,612
<i>and make oblivion possible.</i>

2608
02:57:39,277 --> 02:57:41,152
<i>Seasons come and go,</i>

2609
02:57:41,152 --> 02:57:43,445
<i>hopes are born and die,</i>

2610
02:57:44,445 --> 02:57:46,277
<i>but still, life goes on</i>

2611
02:57:46,277 --> 02:57:50,862
<i>with a patient belief
based on something unknown.</i>

2612
02:57:55,320 --> 02:57:57,570
<i>My time to get out of here
was approaching.</i>

2613
02:57:59,862 --> 02:58:01,112
<i>This morning,</i>

2614
02:58:01,112 --> 02:58:04,237
<i>for the first time
since the trouble with Sevim,</i>

2615
02:58:04,237 --> 02:58:06,902
<i>I carefully combed my hair
and even whistled.</i>

2616
02:58:09,237 --> 02:58:11,362
<i>It was the last day of school, after all.</i>

2617
02:58:12,152 --> 02:58:13,527
<i>There was the charity sale</i>

2618
02:58:13,777 --> 02:58:15,695
<i>and the graduation ceremony later.</i>

2619
02:58:21,320 --> 02:58:24,152
Well done, Tolga, you get a free dinner.

2620
02:58:24,152 --> 02:58:25,320
Where have you been?

2621
02:58:26,362 --> 02:58:28,487
Why? I was packing.

2622
02:58:28,487 --> 02:58:30,862
You haven't stamped your report cards.

2623
02:58:30,862 --> 02:58:31,862
Careful, boy.

2624
02:58:31,862 --> 02:58:35,277
Calm down. Don't panic, I'll do it now.

2625
02:58:35,277 --> 02:58:36,362
Do what you like.

2626
02:58:37,237 --> 02:58:39,945
But they say the director is coming.

2627
02:58:41,737 --> 02:58:42,652
Really?

2628
02:58:42,777 --> 02:58:43,652
Yeah.

2629
02:58:44,777 --> 02:58:45,862
Great.

2630
02:59:49,862 --> 02:59:52,152
What's up? Have you decided to be nice?

2631
02:59:54,902 --> 02:59:57,070
Will such small kindnesses save you?

2632
02:59:58,195 --> 02:59:59,777
You want it on the floor?

2633
03:00:01,027 --> 03:00:03,652
No, you did the right thing.

2634
03:00:05,902 --> 03:00:07,195
Who sent the cake?

2635
03:00:07,527 --> 03:00:09,152
We're taking some to all the teachers.

2636
03:00:10,027 --> 03:00:13,195
That's not what I asked.
Consider the question again.

2637
03:00:17,987 --> 03:00:19,487
And you're laughing.

2638
03:00:19,987 --> 03:00:22,777
You're funny, really funny.

2639
03:00:22,902 --> 03:00:26,527
The cake was cut and we did the rest.

2640
03:00:26,820 --> 03:00:28,070
Who sent it, who?

2641
03:00:29,320 --> 03:00:30,820
We did. Ourselves, sir.

2642
03:00:32,027 --> 03:00:34,402
I brought the cake. My mother made it.

2643
03:00:37,112 --> 03:00:38,320
All right, I got it.

2644
03:00:40,277 --> 03:00:41,527
Isn't lipstick forbidden?

2645
03:00:42,612 --> 03:00:44,152
You're not graduating. Why dress up?

2646
03:00:48,487 --> 03:00:51,902
You're lucky I'm leaving
or I'd really give you a hard time.

2647
03:00:55,237 --> 03:00:56,362
Sorry.

2648
03:00:58,070 --> 03:00:59,527
As if everything was sorted out...

2649
03:01:01,487 --> 03:01:03,195
you apologize for lipstick?

2650
03:01:05,652 --> 03:01:08,527
I don't care, put on tar if you like.

2651
03:01:10,527 --> 03:01:11,652
No, don't close it.

2652
03:01:13,195 --> 03:01:14,195
Don't.

2653
03:01:14,987 --> 03:01:15,945
Leave it open.

2654
03:01:24,902 --> 03:01:26,112
Well...

2655
03:01:27,820 --> 03:01:29,070
this is how it ends, Sevim.

2656
03:01:30,320 --> 03:01:31,402
For me, I mean.

2657
03:01:32,402 --> 03:01:34,112
This story, this place.

2658
03:01:35,820 --> 03:01:39,777
It's time to forget
what happened and this dump.

2659
03:01:41,362 --> 03:01:42,820
Let's see how this tastes.

2660
03:01:44,402 --> 03:01:46,695
Sit down.
Don't stand there like a soldier.

2661
03:01:50,945 --> 03:01:51,987
It's good.

2662
03:01:53,527 --> 03:01:57,612
- Cookie cake. I used to make it.
- It's easy. I made it actually.

2663
03:01:57,862 --> 03:01:58,987
Really?

2664
03:02:00,862 --> 03:02:01,987
Well done.

2665
03:02:10,320 --> 03:02:14,612
There's something
I wanted to talk to you about.

2666
03:02:16,027 --> 03:02:18,570
It's no big deal, but since you're here.

2667
03:02:21,487 --> 03:02:22,445
Well,

2668
03:02:22,987 --> 03:02:26,320
actually, I wanted to ask you something.

2669
03:02:27,612 --> 03:02:28,945
Something I'm curious about.

2670
03:02:32,070 --> 03:02:33,027
Sit down.

2671
03:02:33,612 --> 03:02:34,652
If you like, I mean.

2672
03:02:49,820 --> 03:02:52,820
I requested a transfer.
You probably heard.

2673
03:02:52,820 --> 03:02:56,070
I'm leaving soon and won't be back.

2674
03:02:56,737 --> 03:02:59,820
So at times like this,

2675
03:03:01,487 --> 03:03:03,862
you tend to look back over everything.

2676
03:03:04,570 --> 03:03:07,152
Everything that's happened.

2677
03:03:09,152 --> 03:03:11,695
You wonder if there might be

2678
03:03:12,695 --> 03:03:15,445
anyone who's been hurt,

2679
03:03:15,445 --> 03:03:18,362
anyone who might need some last words

2680
03:03:18,362 --> 03:03:19,862
or an apology.

2681
03:03:25,527 --> 03:03:29,987
Considering I'll never return,

2682
03:03:30,862 --> 03:03:35,152
I was wondering
if Sevim wanted to tell me anything.

2683
03:03:38,570 --> 03:03:39,487
Get out.

2684
03:03:40,152 --> 03:03:41,237
Out!

2685
03:03:48,152 --> 03:03:49,362
Where was I?

2686
03:03:50,487 --> 03:03:55,320
Yes, since I'm going and won't be back,

2687
03:03:56,320 --> 03:04:00,777
is there anything you might like
to say before I go,

2688
03:04:01,195 --> 03:04:02,320
dear Sevim?

2689
03:04:05,027 --> 03:04:06,402
Like what, sir?

2690
03:04:07,862 --> 03:04:10,112
I'm saying, I'm leaving

2691
03:04:10,612 --> 03:04:12,487
and won't be back next year.

2692
03:04:12,820 --> 03:04:15,487
If there's anything to say,
now's the time.

2693
03:04:16,152 --> 03:04:18,527
You'll never get another chance.

2694
03:04:20,320 --> 03:04:21,902
What kind of thing do you mean, sir?

2695
03:04:26,487 --> 03:04:28,862
I don't know. That's for you to know.

2696
03:04:37,820 --> 03:04:40,695
If you say you don't know,
that's also an answer.

2697
03:04:45,737 --> 03:04:47,112
It would mean...

2698
03:04:48,527 --> 03:04:53,362
that you're a shallow person
who has no values.

2699
03:04:53,362 --> 03:04:54,737
And honestly, that'd upset me.

2700
03:04:55,820 --> 03:04:59,862
I'd feel a bit stupid
for having cared about you.

2701
03:05:09,527 --> 03:05:10,487
What I mean is...

2702
03:05:12,237 --> 03:05:14,527
you'd really upset and disappoint me.

2703
03:05:15,152 --> 03:05:17,027
Whether you meant to, I don't know.

2704
03:05:19,945 --> 03:05:23,112
Don't even care about the reason anymore.

2705
03:05:23,445 --> 03:05:26,612
Because I realized
I still haven't figured people out.

2706
03:05:28,277 --> 03:05:29,902
I still haven't understood...

2707
03:05:31,570 --> 03:05:34,195
who's worthy or not,
who's special and who isn't.

2708
03:05:36,445 --> 03:05:37,987
It was my biggest mistake...

2709
03:05:40,152 --> 03:05:41,695
if I ever made one.

2710
03:05:47,652 --> 03:05:49,195
So, you have nothing to say?

2711
03:05:53,445 --> 03:05:55,362
What should I say, sir?

2712
03:05:56,652 --> 03:05:57,737
Look at you.

2713
03:05:59,027 --> 03:06:01,987
Instead of being ashamed, you're laughing.

2714
03:06:04,820 --> 03:06:05,777
I'm not laughing.

2715
03:06:08,652 --> 03:06:09,820
Whatever.

2716
03:06:10,695 --> 03:06:11,862
Don't worry.

2717
03:06:13,445 --> 03:06:16,862
I'm not blaming you.

2718
03:06:18,402 --> 03:06:20,777
What could you say after all this, anyway?

2719
03:06:22,362 --> 03:06:23,402
What is there to say?

2720
03:06:26,237 --> 03:06:27,320
Okay.

2721
03:06:29,152 --> 03:06:30,070
All right.

2722
03:06:38,070 --> 03:06:39,070
What's up?

2723
03:06:41,570 --> 03:06:42,570
May I go?

2724
03:06:44,402 --> 03:06:46,527
Sure. I have things to do anyway.

2725
03:06:54,152 --> 03:06:55,862
But you'll come to the celebration?

2726
03:07:00,277 --> 03:07:01,487
All right, I will.

2727
03:07:56,987 --> 03:07:58,445
Come here. A bit closer.

2728
03:08:59,945 --> 03:09:01,152
<i>After I left them,</i>

2729
03:09:02,527 --> 03:09:05,820
<i>I started walking up the hill
covered by dry grass.</i>

2730
03:09:11,987 --> 03:09:15,027
<i>Thin dried-up grass
I don't even know the names of.</i>

2731
03:09:16,820 --> 03:09:20,570
<i>These nameless, humble grasses
that no one cares about</i>

2732
03:09:21,402 --> 03:09:25,612
<i>seemed important to me for the first time,</i>

2733
03:09:26,652 --> 03:09:29,487
<i>for they are perceived as worthless,
like my life here.</i>

2734
03:09:36,402 --> 03:09:37,527
<i>Then I thought of Sevim,</i>

2735
03:09:39,362 --> 03:09:40,487
<i>what I looked for in her.</i>

2736
03:09:43,237 --> 03:09:46,612
<i>In this lifeless, motionless landscape,
what I was looking for in her...</i>

2737
03:09:49,777 --> 03:09:51,652
<i>was perhaps something
I couldn't find in myself.</i>

2738
03:09:54,112 --> 03:09:55,152
<i>A kind of energy...</i>

2739
03:09:56,820 --> 03:09:58,777
<i>a tiny sign of transcendence.</i>

2740
03:10:00,862 --> 03:10:03,987
<i>I didn't dream of her, but beyond.</i>

2741
03:10:05,695 --> 03:10:06,902
<i>I just wanted</i>

2742
03:10:06,902 --> 03:10:10,152
<i>to make her a means
for a dream world I had built beyond her.</i>

2743
03:10:13,737 --> 03:10:14,695
<i>But I knew...</i>

2744
03:10:16,112 --> 03:10:17,320
<i>that between us</i>

2745
03:10:18,152 --> 03:10:22,445
<i>there was an abyss
deep and wide enough to choke our cries.</i>

2746
03:10:24,737 --> 03:10:28,570
<i>A distance too cruel
for our consciousnesses to approach.</i>

2747
03:10:36,445 --> 03:10:37,945
<i>I dreamed of the impossible.</i>

2748
03:10:40,195 --> 03:10:41,237
<i>And now,</i>

2749
03:10:42,070 --> 03:10:43,902
<i>I'm talking to her in my head again.</i>

2750
03:10:50,112 --> 03:10:50,987
<i>Sevim.</i>

2751
03:10:56,737 --> 03:10:58,445
<i>I lied to you the last time we spoke.</i>

2752
03:11:01,820 --> 03:11:05,320
<i>Despite my efforts to convince myself,
I don't regret knowing you.</i>

2753
03:11:09,820 --> 03:11:11,652
<i>I wish I could see myself
through your eyes.</i>

2754
03:11:14,402 --> 03:11:16,152
<i>It's obvious
you won't be like me in the future.</i>

2755
03:11:18,527 --> 03:11:22,445
<i>You'll be a petulant,
ferocious, happy, and hopeful woman</i>

2756
03:11:22,445 --> 03:11:25,612
<i>who can establish a closer,
more direct connection with life.</i>

2757
03:11:29,902 --> 03:11:32,402
<i>Because of this, I feel sorrow,</i>

2758
03:11:32,987 --> 03:11:34,945
<i>but I am also happy for you.</i>

2759
03:11:37,402 --> 03:11:38,320
<i>That's how life is.</i>

2760
03:11:40,402 --> 03:11:42,945
<i>Even this coincidence
that brought us together</i>

2761
03:11:43,402 --> 03:11:44,820
<i>is an astonishing mystery.</i>

2762
03:11:47,612 --> 03:11:50,820
<i>The feeling that arises
as this idea takes shape</i>

2763
03:11:51,487 --> 03:11:53,862
<i>means all that happened
cannot be deemed worthless.</i>

2764
03:11:56,320 --> 03:11:57,237
<i>Yes.</i>

2765
03:11:57,777 --> 03:12:00,027
<i>Experiences, words,</i>

2766
03:12:00,320 --> 03:12:01,320
<i>and emotions...</i>

2767
03:12:02,612 --> 03:12:06,820
<i>are perhaps reflected
in some dark corridor of the universe.</i>

2768
03:12:10,527 --> 03:12:11,527
<i>But as it turns out...</i>

2769
03:12:13,070 --> 03:12:15,777
<i>the truth is as brutal as it is boring.</i>

2770
03:12:18,612 --> 03:12:19,570
<i>You'll realize this</i>

2771
03:12:20,695 --> 03:12:21,737
<i>like everyone else.</i>

2772
03:12:25,737 --> 03:12:27,237
<i>Time will pass...</i>

2773
03:12:28,862 --> 03:12:33,862
<i>and if you survive
in this land of unending setbacks...</i>

2774
03:12:36,112 --> 03:12:39,487
<i>you will still turn yellow
and dry up in the end.</i>

2775
03:12:42,402 --> 03:12:44,570
<i>You will find yourself
at the midpoint of your life...</i>

2776
03:12:46,945 --> 03:12:49,945
<i>and see you've gained nothing
but the desert inside you.</i>

2777
03:12:52,527 --> 03:12:53,570
<i>Nothing else.</i>