1 00:01:11,030 --> 00:01:14,010 (people chattering) 2 00:01:14,030 --> 00:01:17,200 (solemn music playing) 3 00:01:49,070 --> 00:01:50,490 (school bell ringing) 4 00:01:51,360 --> 00:01:53,510 Student: "It is not chaos or death." 5 00:01:53,530 --> 00:01:56,200 "It is form and union and plan. 6 00:01:56,370 --> 00:01:58,040 "It is eternal life. 7 00:01:58,330 --> 00:01:59,830 "It is happiness. 8 00:02:00,540 --> 00:02:02,520 "The past and present wilt. 9 00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:04,430 "I have filled them, emptied them, 10 00:02:04,460 --> 00:02:07,210 "and proceed to fill my next fold of the future. 11 00:02:07,420 --> 00:02:10,050 "Listener up there! What have you to confide to me? 12 00:02:10,460 --> 00:02:13,440 "Look in my face while I snuff the sidle of evening. 13 00:02:13,470 --> 00:02:16,030 "Talk honestly, no one else hears you, 14 00:02:16,050 --> 00:02:17,530 and I stay only a minute longer." 15 00:02:17,550 --> 00:02:19,770 (sirens wailing) -"Do I contradict myself? 16 00:02:21,060 --> 00:02:22,540 "Very well then, I contradict myself. 17 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:25,370 I am large, I contain multitudes." 18 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:26,730 (whispers) My God. 19 00:02:28,070 --> 00:02:29,270 What is it? 20 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:32,900 Clearly something more interesting than Whitman. 21 00:02:33,570 --> 00:02:36,380 California. There was another earthquake. 22 00:02:36,410 --> 00:02:39,680 A huge chunk's gone from Santa Barbara to Fresno. 23 00:02:39,700 --> 00:02:41,390 - Student 2: It's fucking crazy. - Into the ocean. 24 00:02:41,410 --> 00:02:43,210 - Just like that. - Teacher: Alright, alright. 25 00:02:43,580 --> 00:02:44,580 Settle down. 26 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:47,190 Got no connection. 27 00:02:47,210 --> 00:02:48,750 Anybody else have one? 28 00:02:49,090 --> 00:02:51,210 - (students muttering) - student: No. 29 00:02:53,760 --> 00:02:59,360 Teacher: Oh, eh, sorry. Network's still down. 30 00:02:59,390 --> 00:03:01,180 I've got his file here, though. 31 00:03:01,600 --> 00:03:03,620 Uh, Dylan's been diving lately. 32 00:03:03,640 --> 00:03:05,330 I mean, this semester, he's gone 33 00:03:05,350 --> 00:03:07,870 from As and Bs to Ds. 34 00:03:07,900 --> 00:03:09,170 You keep hard copies? 35 00:03:09,190 --> 00:03:10,380 When the network started acting up, 36 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:11,920 a lot of us started keeping hard copies. 37 00:03:11,940 --> 00:03:14,650 What do you think? I mean, you think it's coming back? 38 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:16,800 Well, I don't, I don't know. 39 00:03:16,820 --> 00:03:18,340 Dylan's mom: I remember the world before the internet. 40 00:03:18,370 --> 00:03:20,930 Why is it so hard to imagine carrying on without it? 41 00:03:20,950 --> 00:03:22,140 It is, though, isn't it? 42 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:24,470 How do we go back? How... Can we go back? 43 00:03:24,500 --> 00:03:26,310 What if it's down for good this time? 44 00:03:26,330 --> 00:03:27,600 Internet's still down. 45 00:03:27,620 --> 00:03:29,140 Teacher: Yeah, but lucky for us, 46 00:03:29,170 --> 00:03:30,600 I've got hard copies for each student. 47 00:03:30,630 --> 00:03:31,770 Parent: I think this might be it. 48 00:03:31,800 --> 00:03:33,190 I don't think it's coming back this time. 49 00:03:33,210 --> 00:03:34,440 You might be right. 50 00:03:34,460 --> 00:03:36,280 But I do think we should talk about Emily. 51 00:03:36,300 --> 00:03:37,820 Her attendance has really fallen off. 52 00:03:37,840 --> 00:03:39,050 Her attendance? 53 00:03:39,300 --> 00:03:41,280 Absenteeism's at an all-time high 54 00:03:41,300 --> 00:03:42,450 all over the world. 55 00:03:42,470 --> 00:03:45,620 We got doctors and pilots and cops 56 00:03:45,640 --> 00:03:48,830 and everyone's just pissing the fuck off, right? 57 00:03:48,850 --> 00:03:51,620 But you, you want to talk to us about Emily? 58 00:03:51,650 --> 00:03:53,710 Parent 2: How are they supposed to study, anyway? 59 00:03:53,730 --> 00:03:56,090 Web's been on the fritz for eight months. 60 00:03:56,110 --> 00:03:58,820 Half those sites are just garbled. 61 00:03:59,030 --> 00:04:00,630 I mean, I get it, sites go dark. 62 00:04:00,660 --> 00:04:02,470 But what about all that other stuff? 63 00:04:02,490 --> 00:04:06,260 Like, sites are there, but all the punctuation's wrong. 64 00:04:06,290 --> 00:04:09,330 Words spelled wrong. How do you explain that? 65 00:04:10,710 --> 00:04:12,310 Well, I can't, 66 00:04:12,340 --> 00:04:15,310 but Brian can still prepare for class. 67 00:04:15,340 --> 00:04:18,360 I mean, the library's still here. Internet or not. 68 00:04:18,380 --> 00:04:19,760 Pornhub's down. 69 00:04:21,510 --> 00:04:22,970 Did you know that, Mr. Anderson? 70 00:04:26,060 --> 00:04:27,330 Yeah, I, uh, 71 00:04:27,350 --> 00:04:30,230 I, I, I had noticed that. Yeah. 72 00:04:30,600 --> 00:04:32,500 Sorry if Bri's been any trouble. 73 00:04:32,520 --> 00:04:35,330 It's just me now. His mom... 74 00:04:35,360 --> 00:04:37,170 she left, I don't know where. 75 00:04:37,190 --> 00:04:38,960 That's been happening a lot more I hear, 76 00:04:38,990 --> 00:04:40,950 people just ghosting. 77 00:04:41,490 --> 00:04:45,340 Hers was some star-crossed boyfriend from high school. 78 00:04:45,370 --> 00:04:46,620 They dated a month. 79 00:04:47,870 --> 00:04:50,180 Goddamn month. She's gonna throw 20 years 80 00:04:50,210 --> 00:04:52,380 in the trash to chase down a month. 81 00:04:53,710 --> 00:04:55,550 I guess she never stopped thinking about him. 82 00:04:56,670 --> 00:04:58,570 I guess we've all got someone like that. 83 00:04:58,590 --> 00:05:02,200 I mean, I get it, if it really is the end, 84 00:05:02,220 --> 00:05:04,490 like those kooks in the purple robes say, 85 00:05:04,510 --> 00:05:06,890 then who do you want to be with for it? 86 00:05:07,600 --> 00:05:08,930 But to leave her son? 87 00:05:12,730 --> 00:05:14,480 Uh, she says she'll be back. 88 00:05:15,900 --> 00:05:17,940 I don't know. Um... 89 00:05:22,320 --> 00:05:23,820 Fuckin' Pornhub. 90 00:05:24,740 --> 00:05:26,760 What if that never comes back? 91 00:05:26,790 --> 00:05:28,750 "Fuckin" tragedy. 92 00:05:29,790 --> 00:05:33,080 I mean, even if it is the end of all things... 93 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:36,590 that's just fuckin' mean. 94 00:05:39,420 --> 00:05:41,590 (both laughing) 95 00:05:42,930 --> 00:05:45,010 - Sorry. - Yeah. 96 00:05:46,930 --> 00:05:48,490 Reporter: It's a scene of devastation 97 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:49,910 and heartbreak in California, 98 00:05:49,930 --> 00:05:52,540 as rescue workers sift through what remains 99 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:54,080 of the northern portion of the state. 100 00:05:54,100 --> 00:05:56,920 Reporter 2:350 dead in North Yorkshire 101 00:05:56,940 --> 00:05:58,420 as water levels continue to... 102 00:05:58,440 --> 00:06:02,630 (reporter speaking French) 103 00:06:02,650 --> 00:06:05,590 (reporter speaking Spanish) 104 00:06:05,620 --> 00:06:08,340 (reporter speaking German) 105 00:06:08,370 --> 00:06:11,060 (reporter speaking Japanese) 106 00:06:11,080 --> 00:06:14,040 (reporter speaking Italian) 107 00:06:19,170 --> 00:06:20,520 Narrator: The day Marty Anderson 108 00:06:20,550 --> 00:06:22,150 first saw the billboard 109 00:06:22,170 --> 00:06:26,110 was just before the internet finally went down for good. 110 00:06:26,140 --> 00:06:28,530 (horns honking) 111 00:06:28,560 --> 00:06:30,950 It had been wobbling for eight months, 112 00:06:30,970 --> 00:06:34,500 but other problems, like fires, earthquakes, 113 00:06:34,520 --> 00:06:37,500 and whole species of birds and fish dying off 114 00:06:37,520 --> 00:06:38,830 had taken priority. 115 00:06:38,860 --> 00:06:40,590 Newscaster (on radio):...till today, thought to be 116 00:06:40,610 --> 00:06:42,410 the largest wildfire in United States history. 117 00:06:42,690 --> 00:06:44,380 ("Gimme Some Lovin' by Steve Winwood playing) 118 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:45,460 ♪ Well, I feel so good ♪ 119 00:06:45,490 --> 00:06:47,660 ♪ Everything is getting high ♪ 120 00:06:48,030 --> 00:06:50,470 narrator: Ordinarily, Marty would've driven home 121 00:06:50,490 --> 00:06:53,350 by way of the Turnpike bypass, 122 00:06:53,370 --> 00:06:55,310 but that wasn't possible 123 00:06:55,330 --> 00:06:57,100 due to the collapse of the bridge 124 00:06:57,130 --> 00:06:58,670 over Otter Creek. 125 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:03,020 ♪ So glad we made it ♪ 126 00:07:03,050 --> 00:07:03,980 ♪ You gotta ♪ 127 00:07:04,010 --> 00:07:05,260 (horn honks) 128 00:07:05,840 --> 00:07:07,740 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' ♪ 129 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:09,200 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 130 00:07:09,220 --> 00:07:10,990 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' ♪ 131 00:07:11,010 --> 00:07:14,290 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' every day ♪ 132 00:07:14,310 --> 00:07:16,770 ♪♪ 133 00:07:19,020 --> 00:07:21,000 NPR host (on radio): Well, with what happened in California, 134 00:07:21,020 --> 00:07:22,670 that officially makes Nevada one of the most 135 00:07:22,690 --> 00:07:24,550 populous states in the Union now. 136 00:07:24,570 --> 00:07:26,050 NPR host 2: The thing that must be said here is... 137 00:07:26,070 --> 00:07:28,340 narrator: Felicia Gordon is a nurse 138 00:07:28,370 --> 00:07:29,760 at City General. 139 00:07:29,780 --> 00:07:31,510 Though for the last few weeks, 140 00:07:31,530 --> 00:07:35,060 she's felt more like an undertaker. 141 00:07:35,080 --> 00:07:38,020 The staff, whose numbers have been dwindling 142 00:07:38,040 --> 00:07:40,730 since late summer, have begun referring 143 00:07:40,750 --> 00:07:43,480 to themselves as the Suicide Squad. 144 00:07:43,510 --> 00:07:45,650 NPR host (on radio): We'll be back to talk more about this 145 00:07:45,670 --> 00:07:47,690 and, uh, also about the fires in the Midwest, 146 00:07:47,720 --> 00:07:50,470 speaking of water scarcity, back after this break. 147 00:07:50,760 --> 00:07:55,200 (upbeat jingle playing) 148 00:07:55,230 --> 00:07:57,040 Announcer (on radio): We'd like to say thank you 149 00:07:57,060 --> 00:07:58,580 to Charles Krantz 150 00:07:58,600 --> 00:08:01,620 for 39 great years. 151 00:08:01,650 --> 00:08:02,860 Thanks, Chuck. 152 00:08:03,570 --> 00:08:06,920 (tingle continues) 153 00:08:06,950 --> 00:08:07,950 Man: Hey. 154 00:08:09,110 --> 00:08:10,340 Heard you got another one. 155 00:08:10,370 --> 00:08:11,880 Yeah. One more. 156 00:08:11,910 --> 00:08:14,410 Nurse: Mine wasn't so lucky. Slit wrists, so... 157 00:08:15,000 --> 00:08:16,960 what were we supposed to do really? 158 00:08:17,250 --> 00:08:18,770 Hear about Marilou? 159 00:08:18,790 --> 00:08:20,560 No. What about Marilou? 160 00:08:20,580 --> 00:08:22,000 She left! 161 00:08:22,420 --> 00:08:24,270 - Her ex. Remember Pedro? - Mm-hm. 162 00:08:24,300 --> 00:08:26,440 He showed up, and I don't know what he said to her, 163 00:08:26,460 --> 00:08:28,380 but she walked out holding his hand. 164 00:08:28,930 --> 00:08:30,740 And I remember how bad that divorce was. 165 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:32,570 - Do you remember? - Yeah, I remember. 166 00:08:32,600 --> 00:08:34,370 Well, I guess that's all bridge water 167 00:08:34,390 --> 00:08:35,910 'cause off she went. 168 00:08:35,930 --> 00:08:37,660 Reporter (on radio):...sinkholes that have been opening up. 169 00:08:37,680 --> 00:08:39,080 Nurse: I wonder what the stats are. 170 00:08:39,100 --> 00:08:41,790 You think more people are splitting up 171 00:08:41,810 --> 00:08:43,360 or getting back together? 172 00:08:43,610 --> 00:08:45,330 I mean, do you think marriage rates are up 173 00:08:45,360 --> 00:08:46,780 - or divorce rates... - Marriages. 174 00:08:47,780 --> 00:08:49,570 - You're an optimist. - No. (Laughs) 175 00:08:50,490 --> 00:08:51,720 Divorce takes way longer, 176 00:08:51,740 --> 00:08:53,510 and I don't think anyone's filing. 177 00:08:53,530 --> 00:08:55,590 Why bother? Six months of paperwork at least. 178 00:08:55,620 --> 00:08:56,640 Probably more. 179 00:08:56,660 --> 00:08:57,680 Marriage license is one page 180 00:08:57,700 --> 00:08:59,160 and it takes an hour or so. 181 00:09:00,370 --> 00:09:02,540 I'm gonna guess marriages. 182 00:09:03,290 --> 00:09:04,940 Man (on TV): Missed you for lunch, missed you for dinner. 183 00:09:04,960 --> 00:09:06,730 What's the matter? Don't you eat anymore? 184 00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:08,270 Woman (on TV): Well, I wasn't hungry tonight. 185 00:09:08,300 --> 00:09:09,780 Man: Weren't you hungry this morning either? 186 00:09:09,800 --> 00:09:11,610 - Woman: Who stole my nylons? - (phone ringing) 187 00:09:11,630 --> 00:09:14,990 Egads! The very... Not very. 188 00:09:15,010 --> 00:09:17,370 Man: Too much rehearsal last night, huh? 189 00:09:17,390 --> 00:09:18,740 Woman: It was kind of a workout. 190 00:09:18,770 --> 00:09:19,950 Man: That why you slept late? 191 00:09:19,980 --> 00:09:21,450 Woman: Oh, I didn't sleep late. 192 00:09:21,480 --> 00:09:22,750 - I went uptown. - (Phone ringing) 193 00:09:22,770 --> 00:09:24,730 - Man: Shopping? - Woman: No. 194 00:09:27,530 --> 00:09:28,690 Hey. 195 00:09:30,530 --> 00:09:31,740 Felicia Gordon (on phone): Hi. 196 00:09:34,280 --> 00:09:35,680 You hung up? 197 00:09:35,700 --> 00:09:36,790 Felicia: Yeah. 198 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:39,750 But then I figured you probably saw it. So... 199 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:43,000 How are you? 200 00:09:43,330 --> 00:09:45,560 Marty Anderson (on phone): I'm okay, I guess. 201 00:09:45,590 --> 00:09:46,710 How are you? 202 00:09:47,170 --> 00:09:49,760 I was, um, thinking about you today. 203 00:09:50,470 --> 00:09:52,740 We were at work talking about marriages and divorces. 204 00:09:52,760 --> 00:09:54,400 Like, which are happening more now... 205 00:09:54,430 --> 00:09:55,600 Marriages, I bet. 206 00:09:56,510 --> 00:09:58,180 Ain't nobody waiting on a divorce. 207 00:09:59,020 --> 00:10:00,600 Felicia: What about remarriages? 208 00:10:02,690 --> 00:10:04,120 You want to buy a guy a drink first or... 209 00:10:04,150 --> 00:10:05,620 Felicia: I bet those are happening. 210 00:10:05,650 --> 00:10:07,020 I mean, it makes sense. 211 00:10:07,520 --> 00:10:10,360 People wanting something comforting and... 212 00:10:11,280 --> 00:10:12,700 familiar. 213 00:10:13,740 --> 00:10:16,370 So... how was your day? 214 00:10:17,030 --> 00:10:19,080 You're just going right for it, aren't you? 215 00:10:19,580 --> 00:10:20,660 Humor me. 216 00:10:20,910 --> 00:10:22,410 Marty: It was, um... 217 00:10:22,830 --> 00:10:26,850 It was a day, I guess. (clears throat) 218 00:10:26,880 --> 00:10:29,590 You know? Weird. 219 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:31,070 Parent-teacher sessions, 220 00:10:31,090 --> 00:10:34,050 felt like pissing in the wind. 221 00:10:34,430 --> 00:10:35,820 You know about California, right? 222 00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:37,200 Marty: Yeah. 223 00:10:37,220 --> 00:10:39,120 I know they're saying most of it was already evacuated, 224 00:10:39,140 --> 00:10:41,370 but I heard today there are hundreds of thousands 225 00:10:41,390 --> 00:10:42,700 of refugees trekking east. 226 00:10:42,730 --> 00:10:43,910 Did you know Nevada is one of the most 227 00:10:43,940 --> 00:10:45,540 populous states in the Union now? 228 00:10:45,560 --> 00:10:47,410 I heard a, a scientist on NPR say 229 00:10:47,440 --> 00:10:49,940 California is peeling away like old wallpaper. 230 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:53,240 And another Japanese reactor got inundated this afternoon. 231 00:10:53,570 --> 00:10:56,010 And they're saying, you know, it was shut down and all's well, 232 00:10:56,030 --> 00:10:58,220 but I just, I, I don't think I believe that. 233 00:10:58,240 --> 00:11:00,140 Marty: Cynic. 234 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:01,890 Well, we're living in cynical times, Marty. 235 00:11:01,910 --> 00:11:05,250 I mean, some people think we're living in the last times. 236 00:11:05,580 --> 00:11:07,730 Not just the religious crazies either. Not anymore. 237 00:11:07,750 --> 00:11:10,730 And you are hearing that from a member in good standing 238 00:11:10,750 --> 00:11:13,420 of the City General Suicide Squad. 239 00:11:14,010 --> 00:11:15,530 That's what we call ourselves now. 240 00:11:15,550 --> 00:11:16,840 No lie. 241 00:11:17,090 --> 00:11:19,950 We lost six today, but there's 18 more 242 00:11:19,970 --> 00:11:21,410 we dragged back, mostly with naloxone. 243 00:11:21,430 --> 00:11:23,240 But supplies of that are getting very thin. 244 00:11:23,270 --> 00:11:25,160 And I heard the head pharmacist say 245 00:11:25,190 --> 00:11:28,020 we might be completely out by the end of the month. 246 00:11:28,690 --> 00:11:30,080 That sucks. 247 00:11:30,110 --> 00:11:32,280 Felicia: Yeah. Yeah. (Laughs) 248 00:11:32,780 --> 00:11:34,820 Yeah, that sucks. It it really sucks. 249 00:11:36,990 --> 00:11:39,220 The internet's down, and California's hanging 250 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:40,430 by a thread. 251 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,260 There's fires and famines 252 00:11:42,290 --> 00:11:43,600 and plagues and all the rest. 253 00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:44,850 I mean, it just 254 00:11:44,870 --> 00:11:46,250 the center doesn't hold. 255 00:11:47,960 --> 00:11:49,750 It just won't let up. 256 00:11:52,920 --> 00:11:55,010 How long is this gonna go on? 257 00:11:56,380 --> 00:11:58,300 How much can we take before the whole thing... 258 00:11:59,300 --> 00:12:01,390 before the whole thing goes apart, I mean. 259 00:12:04,270 --> 00:12:05,350 (sighs) 260 00:12:06,430 --> 00:12:09,350 I'm teaching the kids Carl Sagan right now. 261 00:12:11,310 --> 00:12:13,820 You ever hear what he said about the cosmic calendar? 262 00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:17,700 Uh... I don't know. I don't think so. 263 00:12:17,900 --> 00:12:21,090 Well, the universe is 15 billion years old. 264 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:22,800 And if you took all of that, 265 00:12:22,830 --> 00:12:26,100 all, all 15 billion years 266 00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:30,140 and compress them into a single calendar year, 267 00:12:30,170 --> 00:12:33,850 then the Big Bang happens in the first second, January 1st. 268 00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:35,840 And, and today, 269 00:12:36,300 --> 00:12:39,820 oh, right now, we're in the final millisecond 270 00:12:39,840 --> 00:12:41,760 of the last minute of the last day, 271 00:12:42,350 --> 00:12:43,700 December 31st. 272 00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:45,660 But if you go back to the start, 273 00:12:45,680 --> 00:12:48,040 if the, if the Big Bang happens 274 00:12:48,060 --> 00:12:50,100 at midnight, January 1st, 275 00:12:50,940 --> 00:12:52,830 then each month of this calendar 276 00:12:52,860 --> 00:12:55,000 is one and a quarter billion years long. 277 00:12:55,020 --> 00:12:57,250 Hey, nobody told me there was math on this exam. 278 00:12:57,280 --> 00:13:00,010 Marty: The universe starts January 1st, 279 00:13:00,030 --> 00:13:02,880 but the, uh, the Milky Way didn't form 280 00:13:02,910 --> 00:13:04,490 until May. 281 00:13:04,780 --> 00:13:06,220 Our sun and our earth, 282 00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:09,960 they don't show up until mid-September. 283 00:13:10,160 --> 00:13:12,710 Life appears soon after. But not us. 284 00:13:13,210 --> 00:13:16,270 No. No, no, we don't appear for guess how long? 285 00:13:16,300 --> 00:13:18,690 Again, I was told there'd be no math. 286 00:13:18,720 --> 00:13:20,050 Marty: December 31st. 287 00:13:20,930 --> 00:13:22,400 Last day on the calendar, 288 00:13:22,430 --> 00:13:24,660 and the very first human beings on Earth 289 00:13:24,680 --> 00:13:26,060 made their debut 290 00:13:26,600 --> 00:13:28,220 around 10:30 p.m. 291 00:13:29,060 --> 00:13:32,400 10:30 p.m. on the last day. 292 00:13:32,730 --> 00:13:35,500 And, um, every minute since then 293 00:13:35,520 --> 00:13:37,040 is 30,000 years. 294 00:13:37,070 --> 00:13:41,320 So, 11:46 p.m., 295 00:13:41,740 --> 00:13:45,830 only 14 minutes ago, humanity tamed fire 296 00:13:46,490 --> 00:13:49,200 and now we're out of minutes, we're into seconds. 297 00:13:50,790 --> 00:13:52,470 11:59 and 20 seconds, 298 00:13:52,500 --> 00:13:56,380 the domestication of plants and animals begin, 299 00:13:56,750 --> 00:13:59,920 an application for the human talent for making tools. 300 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:03,260 11:59 and 35 seconds, 301 00:14:04,090 --> 00:14:06,070 agricultural communities 302 00:14:06,100 --> 00:14:08,220 evolved into the first cities. 303 00:14:09,890 --> 00:14:11,430 Our recorded history, 304 00:14:11,890 --> 00:14:14,060 everyone we've ever heard of, 305 00:14:14,440 --> 00:14:18,070 every single thing in any one of our history books... 306 00:14:19,900 --> 00:14:21,900 happens in the last 10 seconds. 307 00:14:24,450 --> 00:14:26,120 The last 10 seconds 308 00:14:26,780 --> 00:14:28,330 of the last minute 309 00:14:28,790 --> 00:14:30,950 of the last day on the calendar. 310 00:14:32,410 --> 00:14:33,960 December 31st. 311 00:14:38,750 --> 00:14:40,300 So how long is it gonna go on? 312 00:14:41,460 --> 00:14:42,970 I don't know, Fel. 313 00:14:44,010 --> 00:14:46,030 If you're right, and you might be, 314 00:14:46,050 --> 00:14:48,990 that this really is the, the last times 315 00:14:49,010 --> 00:14:51,470 and the universe is dying, 316 00:14:51,930 --> 00:14:53,370 and let's just say it's a fast death, 317 00:14:53,390 --> 00:14:55,450 even if all of this is happening in the, 318 00:14:55,480 --> 00:14:58,230 the last split second, 319 00:14:58,860 --> 00:15:00,400 microsecond, 320 00:15:00,820 --> 00:15:02,570 who knows how long that'll last. 321 00:15:02,990 --> 00:15:05,990 Maybe seconds, maybe eons. 322 00:15:06,200 --> 00:15:09,090 Maybe all this is happening as the cosmos burps out 323 00:15:09,120 --> 00:15:10,490 its last breath. 324 00:15:12,500 --> 00:15:14,710 Maybe it's all happening in the last 325 00:15:15,120 --> 00:15:18,210 single solitary heartbeat. 326 00:15:22,920 --> 00:15:24,470 Jesus, Marty. 327 00:15:26,970 --> 00:15:28,260 Yeah. 328 00:15:29,300 --> 00:15:30,680 (sighs) 329 00:15:34,390 --> 00:15:36,520 Listen, Fel, I should go. I've, um... 330 00:15:38,770 --> 00:15:40,690 I've got tests to grade. 331 00:15:42,570 --> 00:15:43,570 Felicia: Marty... 332 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:46,840 the world is going down the drain, 333 00:15:46,860 --> 00:15:48,340 and all we can say is, "That sucks." 334 00:15:48,360 --> 00:15:51,580 So, maybe we're going down the drain too. 335 00:15:52,540 --> 00:15:53,950 Marty: Maybe. 336 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:56,680 But, you know, Chuck Krantz is retiring. 337 00:15:56,710 --> 00:15:58,140 - So... - (Felicia laughing) 338 00:15:58,170 --> 00:16:00,980 ...I guess there's a gleam of light in the darkness. 339 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:02,400 Yes. Thirty-nine great years. 340 00:16:02,420 --> 00:16:04,230 Marty: Oh, you saw that weird billboard? 341 00:16:04,260 --> 00:16:06,190 No, it was an ad on the radio that, um, 342 00:16:06,220 --> 00:16:08,150 (clears throat) that NPR show I was telling you about. 343 00:16:08,180 --> 00:16:09,360 Marty: If they're running ads on NPR, 344 00:16:09,390 --> 00:16:10,650 it really is the end of the world. 345 00:16:10,680 --> 00:16:11,700 (Felicia laughs) 346 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:13,700 Tell me, how does Chuck Krantz 347 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:15,370 rate this kind of coverage? 348 00:16:15,390 --> 00:16:18,000 I mean... looks like an accountant. 349 00:16:18,020 --> 00:16:19,310 I've never heard of him. 350 00:16:20,150 --> 00:16:22,040 Used an old photo too, I guess. 351 00:16:22,060 --> 00:16:23,920 I mean, the guy barely looks 40 at all, 352 00:16:23,940 --> 00:16:26,170 let alone 40 years on the job. 353 00:16:26,190 --> 00:16:28,150 The world is full of mysteries. 354 00:16:29,860 --> 00:16:32,700 And, hey, no hard stuff, Marty. 355 00:16:32,910 --> 00:16:34,580 Okay? Have a beer instead. 356 00:16:36,830 --> 00:16:38,210 You got it. 357 00:16:41,750 --> 00:16:43,940 Newsreader (on TV): The Ohio EPA has now issued 358 00:16:43,960 --> 00:16:45,480 a code red air quality alert 359 00:16:45,510 --> 00:16:47,230 for Cleveland and its surrounding... 360 00:16:47,260 --> 00:16:49,550 (switch clicks) -(upbeat music playing on TV) 361 00:16:58,140 --> 00:17:00,770 (continuous beep) 362 00:17:06,980 --> 00:17:10,780 (beeping) 363 00:17:12,280 --> 00:17:15,590 Oh, shit on a stick. 364 00:17:15,620 --> 00:17:19,330 (upbeat jingle playing) 365 00:17:20,120 --> 00:17:21,730 Announcer (on TV): We'd like to say thank you 366 00:17:21,750 --> 00:17:23,020 to Charles Krantz 367 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:26,060 for 39 great years. 368 00:17:26,090 --> 00:17:27,710 Thanks, Chuck. 369 00:17:32,050 --> 00:17:33,260 (jingle stops) 370 00:17:33,800 --> 00:17:35,240 (crackling) 371 00:17:35,260 --> 00:17:37,640 (continuous beep) 372 00:17:42,650 --> 00:17:44,650 (birds chirping) 373 00:17:49,240 --> 00:17:50,700 - (keys jingle) - (groans) 374 00:17:55,160 --> 00:17:56,370 Marty: Gus! 375 00:17:57,620 --> 00:17:59,540 Oh. Hey, Marty. 376 00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:01,660 Where's your car? 377 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:03,480 (Gus chuckles) It's... it's on, 378 00:18:03,500 --> 00:18:05,100 it's on the sidewalk halfway down 379 00:18:05,130 --> 00:18:07,150 Main Street Hill with a hundred others. 380 00:18:07,170 --> 00:18:08,810 I finally just had to turn around. 381 00:18:08,840 --> 00:18:10,440 Fuck it, I walked... 382 00:18:10,460 --> 00:18:12,110 What do you think it is, like, three miles? 383 00:18:12,130 --> 00:18:13,550 I just walked three miles. 384 00:18:13,840 --> 00:18:16,240 Oh, you're going to school. Hold on a sec. 385 00:18:16,260 --> 00:18:20,030 Uh, real quick, you gotta, you gotta go, 386 00:18:20,060 --> 00:18:22,120 listen to me, you gotta go out Route 11 387 00:18:22,140 --> 00:18:24,370 and then hook back on, on, on 19. 388 00:18:24,400 --> 00:18:26,580 Yeah. There's gonna be plenty of traffic. 389 00:18:26,610 --> 00:18:28,170 You gotta go out at least 20 miles. 390 00:18:28,190 --> 00:18:29,540 You might make it before lunch. 391 00:18:29,570 --> 00:18:32,130 - I wouldn't count on it. - What happened? 392 00:18:32,150 --> 00:18:34,300 Giant sinkhole opened up on Market and Main. 393 00:18:34,320 --> 00:18:36,340 Man, the-the thing, it, uh, it's huge. 394 00:18:36,370 --> 00:18:38,510 All the rain probably had something to do with it, 395 00:18:38,530 --> 00:18:40,390 lack of maintenance maybe more so. 396 00:18:40,410 --> 00:18:42,600 But it's not my department, thank God. 397 00:18:42,620 --> 00:18:44,670 But, yeah, there's, there's gotta be 398 00:18:45,080 --> 00:18:46,640 - 20 cars at the bottom. - (Marty scoffs) 399 00:18:46,670 --> 00:18:48,730 And some of the people in some of those cars, 400 00:18:48,750 --> 00:18:49,770 they ain't comin' back. 401 00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:52,420 Jesus, I was, I was just there last night, 402 00:18:53,090 --> 00:18:54,280 backed up in traffic. 403 00:18:54,300 --> 00:18:56,140 Thank God you weren't there this morning. 404 00:18:57,300 --> 00:18:58,890 I assume you know about California. 405 00:19:00,010 --> 00:19:01,530 I didn't turn on the TV this morning. 406 00:19:01,560 --> 00:19:02,990 - Oh! - Is there something new? 407 00:19:03,020 --> 00:19:04,850 The, the rest of it went. 408 00:19:05,690 --> 00:19:08,420 I-I mean, th-they're saying that 20% of Northern California 409 00:19:08,440 --> 00:19:10,920 is hanging in there, which probably means, what, 10%? 410 00:19:10,940 --> 00:19:13,900 But the food-producing regions are... they're gone. 411 00:19:15,240 --> 00:19:17,050 And with the Midwest turning to charcoal 412 00:19:17,070 --> 00:19:18,590 and Florida flooding, that's like 413 00:19:18,620 --> 00:19:20,740 all the food-producing regions 414 00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:23,220 in the country just gone. 415 00:19:23,250 --> 00:19:24,510 And the same thing with Europe. 416 00:19:24,540 --> 00:19:26,180 I mean, it's famine time in Asia. 417 00:19:26,210 --> 00:19:27,430 There's a million people dead. 418 00:19:27,460 --> 00:19:29,270 They're saying it's the bub-bublonic, 419 00:19:29,290 --> 00:19:30,400 - bubonic plague. - Bubonic. 420 00:19:30,420 --> 00:19:32,060 Bu-Bubonic plague. Yeah. 421 00:19:32,090 --> 00:19:34,730 And the bees, I mean, they were in trouble a decade ago, 422 00:19:34,760 --> 00:19:36,110 but they're completely gone now. 423 00:19:36,130 --> 00:19:37,400 I mean, there's a couple of hives or whatever 424 00:19:37,430 --> 00:19:38,950 down in South America, 425 00:19:38,970 --> 00:19:40,700 but there ain't no honey, honey. 426 00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:43,160 And without those little guys, like, what's gonna pollinate 427 00:19:43,180 --> 00:19:44,740 all the crops we have left? 428 00:19:44,770 --> 00:19:45,740 I mean, I can't do... 429 00:19:45,770 --> 00:19:47,040 Excuse me. One sec. 430 00:19:47,060 --> 00:19:48,250 Yeah, yeah. That's-that's cool. 431 00:19:48,270 --> 00:19:50,170 A-Andrea? Are you, 432 00:19:50,190 --> 00:19:52,080 are you Andrea from Midwest Trust? 433 00:19:52,110 --> 00:19:54,130 I'm Felicia Anderson's husband. 434 00:19:54,150 --> 00:19:56,250 Ex, actually. 435 00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:57,510 I think you and Fel know each other. 436 00:19:57,530 --> 00:19:59,470 We met at a, a, a game night at David's. 437 00:19:59,490 --> 00:20:01,490 - A few game nights. - Yeah, sure. 438 00:20:02,080 --> 00:20:03,160 What do you want? 439 00:20:03,370 --> 00:20:06,010 I just had a long walk, and my car is stuck, 440 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:07,460 and the bank is, 441 00:20:07,960 --> 00:20:08,960 it's leaning. 442 00:20:10,250 --> 00:20:11,460 Leaning? 443 00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:13,050 Yeah. 444 00:20:13,340 --> 00:20:14,840 It's on the edge of the sinkhole. 445 00:20:16,260 --> 00:20:17,610 Guess that's the end of my job. 446 00:20:17,630 --> 00:20:19,440 Marty: Hey, I'm curious about the billboard 447 00:20:19,470 --> 00:20:20,700 on the bank building. 448 00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:22,320 - Have you seen it? - How could I miss it? 449 00:20:22,350 --> 00:20:25,310 And I saw the ads too, on TV. 450 00:20:25,600 --> 00:20:28,120 No more ads for cars or discount furniture. 451 00:20:28,140 --> 00:20:30,290 Just, "Charles Krantz", 452 00:20:30,310 --> 00:20:32,710 39 great years. Thanks, Chuck.” 453 00:20:32,730 --> 00:20:34,330 Marty: So, he doesn't work at the bank? 454 00:20:34,360 --> 00:20:37,090 He's not retiring from the bank? 455 00:20:37,110 --> 00:20:39,160 I don't know Charles Krantz. 456 00:20:39,820 --> 00:20:42,450 I think it's just a prank. Performance art. 457 00:20:44,910 --> 00:20:45,910 Take care. 458 00:20:52,540 --> 00:20:54,380 Gus: They look like refugees. 459 00:20:55,340 --> 00:20:56,550 Marty: Yeah. 460 00:20:58,670 --> 00:21:00,680 No one looks that concerned. 461 00:21:01,260 --> 00:21:03,110 (groans) What good would that do? 462 00:21:03,140 --> 00:21:05,010 All was concerned at the start. 463 00:21:05,470 --> 00:21:07,330 Remember the protests? You remember... 464 00:21:07,350 --> 00:21:09,240 they knocked over the fence at the White House, 465 00:21:09,270 --> 00:21:10,700 and all those students got shot? 466 00:21:10,730 --> 00:21:12,750 - Yeah. - And the overthrow of the Russian government. 467 00:21:12,770 --> 00:21:15,500 You got the Four Day War between Pakistan and India 468 00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:20,360 and the fucking... the volcano in Germany. 469 00:21:20,700 --> 00:21:23,740 There was a volcano in Germany. That's, that's crazy. 470 00:21:24,030 --> 00:21:26,720 And we just kept saying, "Oh, it's gonna blow over." 471 00:21:26,740 --> 00:21:29,040 That doesn't look to be happening, though, does it? 472 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:33,190 No. 473 00:21:33,210 --> 00:21:35,710 I think that suicides will slow down. 474 00:21:37,210 --> 00:21:41,470 I think people will just... wait. 475 00:21:43,890 --> 00:21:45,350 For what? 476 00:21:46,010 --> 00:21:47,060 The end. 477 00:21:49,640 --> 00:21:51,350 This is the end of everything. 478 00:21:52,850 --> 00:21:54,540 I mean, we're, we're going through 479 00:21:54,560 --> 00:21:55,750 the five stages of grief. 480 00:21:55,770 --> 00:21:57,500 Don't you get it? I mean, we just, 481 00:21:57,530 --> 00:21:59,820 we just landed on the final stage. 482 00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:01,610 Acceptance. 483 00:22:03,410 --> 00:22:04,660 The waiting... 484 00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:08,700 I think that's the hardest part. 485 00:22:10,410 --> 00:22:13,230 And the whole thing, it just, it-it came out of nowhere, right? 486 00:22:13,250 --> 00:22:15,980 I mean, everyone knew there was trouble with the environment. 487 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:18,230 I mean, I think even the right-wing nut jobs 488 00:22:18,250 --> 00:22:19,860 were secretly, they got it. 489 00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:21,090 But this... 490 00:22:22,590 --> 00:22:24,010 (voice breaking) this... 491 00:22:24,340 --> 00:22:29,720 this is just 60 different varieties of shit. 492 00:22:30,100 --> 00:22:33,310 It's just so much shit that happened fast. 493 00:22:33,640 --> 00:22:36,440 It's like a year, man. Fourteen months. 494 00:22:38,110 --> 00:22:39,780 (sighs) Sucks. 495 00:22:42,280 --> 00:22:43,450 (sniffles) 496 00:22:44,450 --> 00:22:47,260 Yeah. Sucks. (Laughs) 497 00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:50,640 (airplane droning) 498 00:22:50,660 --> 00:22:51,660 Huh. 499 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:53,410 Skywriting. 500 00:22:56,170 --> 00:22:58,960 I haven't seen one of those since I was a kid. 501 00:23:01,340 --> 00:23:02,630 Oh. 502 00:23:04,130 --> 00:23:05,430 What the fuck? 503 00:23:06,970 --> 00:23:10,810 My sentiments... exactly. 504 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:17,150 - (helicopter whirring) - (sirens wailing) 505 00:23:18,060 --> 00:23:20,480 (horns honking) 506 00:23:25,530 --> 00:23:28,070 (curious music playing) 507 00:23:41,210 --> 00:23:42,730 (lights buzzing) 508 00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:44,880 (panting) 509 00:23:45,510 --> 00:23:47,280 Whoa, whoa, whoa, where have you been? 510 00:23:47,300 --> 00:23:48,510 Are you kidding? 511 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:50,530 (panting) I had to run here. 512 00:23:50,550 --> 00:23:53,580 The traffic's insane, and half the cars are empty. 513 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:54,910 Dr. Winston's MIA. 514 00:23:54,930 --> 00:23:56,080 - What? - Yeah. 515 00:23:56,100 --> 00:23:57,660 He walked in this morning, and he looked around 516 00:23:57,690 --> 00:23:58,710 and he walked out again. 517 00:23:58,730 --> 00:23:59,870 And now I can't find him. 518 00:23:59,900 --> 00:24:01,520 He dropped his pager when he walked out. 519 00:24:02,360 --> 00:24:04,540 (panting) Okay. I'll scrub in. 520 00:24:04,570 --> 00:24:06,200 The beds are empty. 521 00:24:06,860 --> 00:24:08,510 Most of them walked out. I-1-I transferred 522 00:24:08,530 --> 00:24:10,010 the last of the stable ones. 523 00:24:10,030 --> 00:24:12,840 But, Felicia, there's something weird. 524 00:24:12,870 --> 00:24:16,140 (monitor beeping steadily) 525 00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:17,540 What is that? 526 00:24:21,340 --> 00:24:24,840 (beeping continues) 527 00:24:29,890 --> 00:24:31,720 What's wrong with the monitor? 528 00:24:32,140 --> 00:24:34,560 That's the thing, it-it's, it's not just that one. 529 00:24:39,190 --> 00:24:42,870 (monitor beeping) 530 00:24:42,900 --> 00:24:44,150 (sighs) 531 00:24:50,490 --> 00:24:53,910 (monitor beeping) 532 00:24:55,290 --> 00:24:58,960 (multiple monitors beeping) 533 00:24:59,500 --> 00:25:02,330 I don't know, Fel. I don't know. 534 00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:06,170 I mean... I might want to get out of here. 535 00:25:07,460 --> 00:25:09,690 I might wanna go home. 536 00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:11,190 I don't think I need to be here anymore. 537 00:25:11,220 --> 00:25:14,140 (beeping continues) 538 00:25:15,260 --> 00:25:17,730 (continuous beeping) 539 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:21,100 (changing channels, all beeping) 540 00:25:23,190 --> 00:25:24,190 (static glitches) 541 00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:26,900 (TV switches off) 542 00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:32,610 (sighs) 543 00:25:37,370 --> 00:25:40,100 (line ringing) 544 00:25:40,120 --> 00:25:41,120 (call failure beeps) 545 00:25:43,130 --> 00:25:44,130 (sighs) 546 00:25:51,130 --> 00:25:52,130 (phone beeps) 547 00:25:55,470 --> 00:25:56,890 (phone beeps) 548 00:25:59,270 --> 00:26:00,310 (phone beeps) 549 00:26:03,150 --> 00:26:04,270 (sighs) 550 00:26:13,990 --> 00:26:15,070 (phone clatters) 551 00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:33,050 (solemn music playing) 552 00:26:38,220 --> 00:26:42,020 (birds cawing, tweeting) 553 00:26:48,730 --> 00:26:51,900 (airplane droning) 554 00:26:54,570 --> 00:26:56,370 (coughs) 555 00:26:56,530 --> 00:26:57,870 You okay, sir? 556 00:26:58,530 --> 00:27:00,850 Yeah. Just taking a rest. 557 00:27:00,870 --> 00:27:02,310 (distant sirens wailing) 558 00:27:02,330 --> 00:27:05,770 I walked downtown to look at the sinkhole 559 00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:07,270 and take a few pictures with my phone. 560 00:27:07,290 --> 00:27:11,020 Thought one of the local TV stations might be interested, 561 00:27:11,050 --> 00:27:14,380 but they all seem to be off the air. 562 00:27:15,430 --> 00:27:17,260 Except for pictures of Krantz. 563 00:27:19,220 --> 00:27:22,180 - All Krantz all the time. - (chuckles) 564 00:27:23,390 --> 00:27:25,390 - Any idea who he is? - None. 565 00:27:26,020 --> 00:27:31,290 I've asked two dozen people, at least. Nobody knows. 566 00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:35,920 Our man, Krantz, is the Oz of the apocalypse. (Chuckles) 567 00:27:35,950 --> 00:27:38,320 - Our last meme. - (Chuckles) 568 00:27:38,740 --> 00:27:41,050 - Where are you heading? - Harvest Acres. 569 00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:43,250 Nice little enclave off the beaten track. 570 00:27:44,500 --> 00:27:45,960 I'm heading there myself. 571 00:27:46,830 --> 00:27:48,430 - My ex lives there. - Huh. 572 00:27:48,460 --> 00:27:49,730 Well... 573 00:27:49,750 --> 00:27:51,090 I can walk with you if you like. 574 00:27:52,380 --> 00:27:53,670 What do you do, Sam? 575 00:27:54,260 --> 00:27:56,180 If you still do anything, I mean. 576 00:27:57,550 --> 00:28:01,240 Owner and chief undertaker for Yarborough Funeral Home. 577 00:28:01,260 --> 00:28:03,070 Oh, man! (Chuckles) 578 00:28:03,100 --> 00:28:04,240 Yeah. 579 00:28:04,270 --> 00:28:06,580 We had a boom. 580 00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:07,790 It's hard to feel good about it, 581 00:28:07,810 --> 00:28:08,960 but business was never better 582 00:28:08,980 --> 00:28:10,730 than it was a few weeks ago. 583 00:28:11,900 --> 00:28:16,450 But my real interest's meteorology. 584 00:28:17,610 --> 00:28:20,050 Dreamed of being a television weatherman 585 00:28:20,070 --> 00:28:22,700 in my salad days, maybe even one of the networks. 586 00:28:23,620 --> 00:28:25,290 But n-no. 587 00:28:25,830 --> 00:28:27,250 I keep up, though. 588 00:28:27,790 --> 00:28:29,100 Read the journals. 589 00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:30,480 (helicopter whirring nearby) 590 00:28:30,500 --> 00:28:32,210 And I can tell you 591 00:28:32,670 --> 00:28:35,270 something amazing if you want to hear. 592 00:28:35,300 --> 00:28:36,300 (Marty chuckles) 593 00:28:36,590 --> 00:28:40,800 You know how people say there are 24 hours in a day? 594 00:28:41,890 --> 00:28:43,350 Well, they're wrong. 595 00:28:43,890 --> 00:28:47,450 There were 23 hours and 56 minutes 596 00:28:47,480 --> 00:28:48,810 in a stellar day. 597 00:28:56,490 --> 00:28:58,280 Plus a few odd seconds. 598 00:28:58,490 --> 00:28:59,710 Marty: There "were"? 599 00:28:59,740 --> 00:29:02,880 Based on my calculations, which I assure you 600 00:29:02,910 --> 00:29:05,160 I can back up, my math is good, 601 00:29:05,830 --> 00:29:10,830 there are now 24 hours and two minutes in a day. 602 00:29:11,170 --> 00:29:12,560 Do you know what that means? 603 00:29:12,580 --> 00:29:15,400 Well, you're saying the Earth's rotation is slowing down? 604 00:29:15,420 --> 00:29:16,840 Exactly. 605 00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:20,110 Lot of folks think all of these disasters 606 00:29:20,130 --> 00:29:22,240 are 'cause of what we've done to the environment. 607 00:29:22,260 --> 00:29:24,200 Not so. 608 00:29:24,220 --> 00:29:27,330 I'm the first to admit, we treated our mother, 609 00:29:27,350 --> 00:29:30,640 yes, she's our mother, all of us, very badly. 610 00:29:31,190 --> 00:29:33,940 Certainly molested her, if not outright raped her. 611 00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:37,170 But... we're puny 612 00:29:37,190 --> 00:29:40,530 compared to the great clock of the universe. 613 00:29:41,740 --> 00:29:42,780 No. 614 00:29:43,070 --> 00:29:44,240 Whatever's happening 615 00:29:44,530 --> 00:29:48,040 is much larger than environmental degradation. 616 00:29:48,700 --> 00:29:50,120 The math says so. 617 00:29:51,250 --> 00:29:54,130 And, and math can do a lot of things. 618 00:29:54,420 --> 00:29:56,550 I mean, math can be art... 619 00:29:57,880 --> 00:29:59,210 but it can't lie. 620 00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:07,370 You know what? 621 00:30:07,390 --> 00:30:09,220 I think I'll sit 622 00:30:10,060 --> 00:30:12,230 and enjoy the sunset 623 00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,870 while I wait for the arthritis 624 00:30:15,900 --> 00:30:17,570 to settle a bit. 625 00:30:17,770 --> 00:30:19,070 You care to join me? 626 00:30:21,070 --> 00:30:22,550 (distant siren wails) 627 00:30:22,570 --> 00:30:23,740 (sighs) 628 00:30:23,990 --> 00:30:25,240 I think I'll go on. 629 00:30:26,410 --> 00:30:29,470 The ex. I understand. 630 00:30:29,490 --> 00:30:33,210 Well, it was nice speaking with you, Mr. Anderson. 631 00:30:45,470 --> 00:30:48,600 (ominous music playing) 632 00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:02,320 ♪♪ 633 00:31:15,290 --> 00:31:16,330 Hey. 634 00:31:17,250 --> 00:31:18,460 Hey. 635 00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:21,730 Don't worry. I'm going to see my ex-wife, 636 00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:23,340 Felicia Anderson. 637 00:31:23,970 --> 00:31:26,340 I think she's back to Gordon now. 638 00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:28,970 She lives on Fern Lane, number 19. 639 00:31:29,810 --> 00:31:32,020 Yeah, I know Miss Gordon. 640 00:31:33,770 --> 00:31:35,060 What are you doing out? 641 00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,150 I wanted to go skating. 642 00:31:40,650 --> 00:31:42,150 I used to love skating. 643 00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:44,990 Then you should go skating. 644 00:31:45,650 --> 00:31:46,990 (chuckles) 645 00:31:47,820 --> 00:31:48,970 Maybe I should. 646 00:31:48,990 --> 00:31:51,370 Why do you see Miss Gordon if she's your ex? 647 00:31:53,540 --> 00:31:54,960 I still like her. 648 00:31:55,500 --> 00:31:56,960 Girl: Do you fight? 649 00:31:57,920 --> 00:31:59,250 We used to. 650 00:32:00,880 --> 00:32:02,690 We get along better now that we're exes. 651 00:32:02,710 --> 00:32:05,920 Miss Gordon gives us gingersnap cookies sometimes. 652 00:32:06,680 --> 00:32:08,990 I like Oreos better, but... 653 00:32:09,010 --> 00:32:11,700 That's just the way the cookie crumbles, right? 654 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:13,070 Gingersnaps don't crumble. 655 00:32:13,100 --> 00:32:14,490 At least not until you crunch them... 656 00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:16,490 (loud boom) 657 00:32:16,520 --> 00:32:18,190 (booming echoes) 658 00:32:19,100 --> 00:32:21,270 (ominous music playing) 659 00:32:25,030 --> 00:32:26,570 You better go home, I guess. 660 00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:32,410 It's too dark for skating without streetlights. 661 00:32:33,790 --> 00:32:37,250 Is everything gonna be okay? 662 00:32:39,790 --> 00:32:41,170 Sure it is. 663 00:32:44,750 --> 00:32:47,970 (ominous music intensifies) 664 00:33:15,950 --> 00:33:17,500 Go home. 665 00:33:18,330 --> 00:33:20,750 Go home to your Mom and Dad. 666 00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:24,500 Do it now. 667 00:33:45,980 --> 00:33:48,280 (music softens) 668 00:33:48,690 --> 00:33:50,650 (melancholic music playing) 669 00:33:57,990 --> 00:33:59,160 Huh? 670 00:34:01,120 --> 00:34:02,670 (panting) 671 00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:04,100 (Felicia sighs) 672 00:34:04,130 --> 00:34:06,960 Oh, thank God. Oh, thank God. 673 00:34:07,500 --> 00:34:09,570 - Thank God. - Marty: They, they just... 674 00:34:09,590 --> 00:34:12,340 (both panting) 675 00:34:12,970 --> 00:34:15,990 They just, they just started showing up. 676 00:34:16,010 --> 00:34:17,510 No, I know, I know, I saw. 677 00:34:18,810 --> 00:34:20,180 Is it just here? 678 00:34:20,810 --> 00:34:22,310 I think it's everywhere. 679 00:34:24,810 --> 00:34:27,320 I think it's almost... 680 00:34:31,900 --> 00:34:33,070 Yeah... 681 00:34:33,990 --> 00:34:35,490 Yeah, I think it's almost... 682 00:34:37,660 --> 00:34:38,700 (exhales deeply) 683 00:34:45,130 --> 00:34:47,540 (melancholic music continues) 684 00:34:53,340 --> 00:34:55,990 (monitor beeping) 685 00:34:56,010 --> 00:34:58,180 (music fades out) 686 00:35:01,220 --> 00:35:03,440 (beeping continues) 687 00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:24,210 (sniffles) 688 00:35:30,590 --> 00:35:31,590 (sniffles) 689 00:35:34,720 --> 00:35:38,180 (somber music playing) 690 00:35:41,260 --> 00:35:43,680 (monitor continues beeping) 691 00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:54,570 (melancholic music playing) 692 00:36:16,840 --> 00:36:19,550 Marty: It's the brightest I've ever seen the stars. 693 00:36:25,060 --> 00:36:26,770 Just look at that. 694 00:36:29,100 --> 00:36:31,960 There's Aquila the eagle. 695 00:36:31,980 --> 00:36:33,270 Mm-hm. 696 00:36:34,070 --> 00:36:35,320 There's, uh... 697 00:36:35,940 --> 00:36:38,860 Cygnus the swan. 698 00:36:44,540 --> 00:36:46,310 ♪♪ 699 00:36:46,330 --> 00:36:47,710 You see it? 700 00:37:01,430 --> 00:37:02,890 And there's the North Sta... 701 00:37:07,180 --> 00:37:08,480 Did you just see that? 702 00:37:09,690 --> 00:37:10,730 Yeah. 703 00:37:14,820 --> 00:37:16,290 (loud echoing boom) 704 00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:17,940 There goes Mars. 705 00:37:22,070 --> 00:37:24,910 (multiple loud booms) 706 00:37:33,330 --> 00:37:34,790 I'm scared. 707 00:37:36,420 --> 00:37:38,320 - (shaky breaths) - (loud booms) 708 00:37:38,340 --> 00:37:39,800 I am too. 709 00:37:40,220 --> 00:37:41,720 Chuck's wife: It's okay, honey. 710 00:37:42,340 --> 00:37:44,030 (monitor beeping) 711 00:37:44,050 --> 00:37:45,050 You go on. 712 00:37:47,850 --> 00:37:49,520 You go on ahead, okay? 713 00:37:50,350 --> 00:37:51,690 (exhales weakly) 714 00:37:53,350 --> 00:37:55,670 (monitor beeping steadily) 715 00:37:55,690 --> 00:37:58,570 (crying) Just thirty-nine years. 716 00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:07,140 Thirty-nine great years. 717 00:38:07,160 --> 00:38:09,870 (monitor continues beeping) 718 00:38:15,210 --> 00:38:16,750 Thanks, Chuck. 719 00:38:18,050 --> 00:38:21,050 (loud rumbling) 720 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:27,410 ("Gimme Some Lovin' by Steve Winwood playing) 721 00:38:27,430 --> 00:38:29,030 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 722 00:38:29,060 --> 00:38:31,290 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' ♪ 723 00:38:31,310 --> 00:38:33,060 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 724 00:38:34,650 --> 00:38:37,020 (music distorting) ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 725 00:38:42,780 --> 00:38:44,450 - (trembling breath) - I love y... 726 00:38:58,420 --> 00:39:01,760 (voices speaking indistinctly) 727 00:39:08,470 --> 00:39:10,570 Narrator: With the help of her friend, Mac, 728 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:12,370 who has an old van, 729 00:39:12,390 --> 00:39:15,080 Taylor Franck sets up her drum kit 730 00:39:15,100 --> 00:39:16,410 in her favored spot 731 00:39:16,440 --> 00:39:19,170 on the Eighth Street Promenade. 732 00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:20,780 (people chattering) 733 00:39:21,990 --> 00:39:23,920 It's Thursday afternoon. 734 00:39:23,950 --> 00:39:26,840 The weather is fucking gorgeous, 735 00:39:26,870 --> 00:39:28,760 and the streets are thronged with people 736 00:39:28,780 --> 00:39:30,850 looking forward to the weekend, 737 00:39:30,870 --> 00:39:33,760 which is always better than the weekend itself. 738 00:39:33,790 --> 00:39:36,120 - All good. Taylor? - Yeah, thanks. 739 00:39:36,420 --> 00:39:38,630 Ten percent is all the thanks I want, dude. 740 00:39:39,460 --> 00:39:41,900 Narrator: Taylor, and Mac too, 741 00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:42,860 work part-time 742 00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:45,550 at Doctor Records on Castle Street. 743 00:39:46,050 --> 00:39:47,740 - But on a good day... - (van door closes) 744 00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:50,200 ... Taylor can make almost as much busking. 745 00:39:50,220 --> 00:39:51,640 (van engine starts) 746 00:39:51,970 --> 00:39:55,330 Busk-drumming isn't what her parents saw for her 747 00:39:55,350 --> 00:39:57,620 when she enrolled at Juilliard, 748 00:39:57,650 --> 00:40:00,480 and they don't know yet that she dropped out. 749 00:40:01,110 --> 00:40:04,590 Juilliard wanted you to think about what you were doing, 750 00:40:04,610 --> 00:40:07,630 but as far as Taylor is concerned, 751 00:40:07,660 --> 00:40:12,220 the beat is your friend and thinking is the enemy. 752 00:40:12,240 --> 00:40:14,910 (slow-tempo drumming) 753 00:40:17,500 --> 00:40:21,400 She starts warming up, going easy at first. 754 00:40:21,420 --> 00:40:23,670 Slow tempo, no cowbell, 755 00:40:24,090 --> 00:40:27,360 not minding that the magic hat stays empty 756 00:40:27,380 --> 00:40:29,490 except for her two crumpled dollars 757 00:40:29,510 --> 00:40:31,660 and a quarter flipped contemptuously 758 00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:33,490 by a dude on a skateboard. 759 00:40:33,510 --> 00:40:34,720 (coin clinks) 760 00:40:35,020 --> 00:40:38,560 There is time. There is a way in. 761 00:40:38,940 --> 00:40:42,020 Finding the in is half the fun. 762 00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:44,340 Maybe even most of it. 763 00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:45,490 (drumming stops) 764 00:40:46,030 --> 00:40:48,880 Janice Halliday is on her way home 765 00:40:48,910 --> 00:40:52,010 from seven hours at Paper and Page, 766 00:40:52,030 --> 00:40:54,370 and may walk all the way to the ocean. 767 00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:58,890 Her boyfriend of 16 months just broke up with her, 768 00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:01,350 and he did it the modern way. 769 00:41:01,380 --> 00:41:02,520 Motherfucker! 770 00:41:02,540 --> 00:41:04,400 Narrator: It was totally unexpected, 771 00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:07,070 like having a door slammed in your face 772 00:41:07,090 --> 00:41:09,470 just as you were getting ready to walk through it. 773 00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:11,450 - It was... - Fucking bullshit! 774 00:41:11,470 --> 00:41:12,860 Narrator:...fucking bullshit. 775 00:41:12,890 --> 00:41:14,740 She isn't in love with him. 776 00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:17,330 Never even kidded herself that she was. 777 00:41:17,350 --> 00:41:18,790 - But still it... - Fucking sucks. 778 00:41:18,810 --> 00:41:21,850 Narrator:...is a dismaying shock just the same. 779 00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:24,750 She supposes she'll have some wine 780 00:41:24,770 --> 00:41:26,610 when she gets home and cry. 781 00:41:27,240 --> 00:41:30,300 Maybe queue up one of her big band playlists 782 00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:32,410 and dance drunk around the room. 783 00:41:32,780 --> 00:41:35,410 She loved to dance in high school. 784 00:41:35,660 --> 00:41:38,640 Maybe she can recapture a little of that happiness. 785 00:41:38,660 --> 00:41:40,890 - Fucking really?! - Passerby: Excuse me. 786 00:41:40,920 --> 00:41:43,580 Sorry, sorry, sorry. Not you, not you. 787 00:41:44,250 --> 00:41:45,810 (sighs) Fuck! 788 00:41:45,840 --> 00:41:48,590 Barista: Got an oat milk latte for Chuck. 789 00:41:49,340 --> 00:41:50,930 Narrator: Charles Krantz, 790 00:41:51,590 --> 00:41:52,990 Chuck to his friends, 791 00:41:53,010 --> 00:41:56,070 is dressed in the armor of accountancy. 792 00:41:56,100 --> 00:41:59,430 Gray suit, blue shirt, blue tie. 793 00:41:59,730 --> 00:42:04,110 His Samuel Windsor shoes are inexpensive but sturdy. 794 00:42:04,770 --> 00:42:07,080 He's here for a week-long conference 795 00:42:07,110 --> 00:42:10,650 titled "Banking in the 21st Century." 796 00:42:10,950 --> 00:42:14,760 He's been sent by his bank, Midwest Trust, 797 00:42:14,780 --> 00:42:16,330 all expenses paid. 798 00:42:16,660 --> 00:42:20,600 Chuck has enjoyed the speakers and the panels. 799 00:42:20,620 --> 00:42:22,020 He was on one panel 800 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:24,100 and is scheduled to be on another 801 00:42:24,130 --> 00:42:27,060 before the conference ends at noon tomorrow, 802 00:42:27,090 --> 00:42:30,230 but has no wish to spend his off-duty hours 803 00:42:30,260 --> 00:42:33,300 in the company of 70 other accountants. 804 00:42:33,630 --> 00:42:35,150 He speaks their language, 805 00:42:35,180 --> 00:42:38,220 but likes to think he speaks others as well. 806 00:42:39,140 --> 00:42:40,620 At least he did, 807 00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:43,690 although some of the vocabulary is now lost. 808 00:42:44,730 --> 00:42:47,880 Now, his sensible Samuel Windsor Oxfords 809 00:42:47,900 --> 00:42:50,530 are taking him for an afternoon walk. 810 00:42:50,820 --> 00:42:52,710 His life is narrower 811 00:42:52,740 --> 00:42:54,800 than the one he once hoped for, 812 00:42:54,820 --> 00:42:56,660 but he's made peace with that. 813 00:42:57,120 --> 00:42:59,140 He understands that narrowing 814 00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:01,750 is the natural order of things. 815 00:43:02,620 --> 00:43:04,270 He has a wife, Ginny, 816 00:43:04,290 --> 00:43:07,140 to whom he is scrupulously faithful, 817 00:43:07,170 --> 00:43:09,650 and an intelligent, good-humored son 818 00:43:09,670 --> 00:43:10,710 in middle school. 819 00:43:11,170 --> 00:43:14,490 He also has only nine months to live, 820 00:43:14,510 --> 00:43:16,490 though he doesn't know that yet. 821 00:43:16,510 --> 00:43:18,930 (drum music playing) 822 00:43:21,220 --> 00:43:24,660 Taylor has been on the job for 10 minutes now 823 00:43:24,690 --> 00:43:26,980 and has nothing to show for it. 824 00:43:29,730 --> 00:43:32,170 She sees a Mr. Businessman type 825 00:43:32,190 --> 00:43:33,670 coming toward her 826 00:43:33,690 --> 00:43:36,130 and something about him, God knows what, 827 00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:39,780 makes Taylor want to announce his approach. 828 00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:43,890 She slips first into a reggae beat, 829 00:43:43,910 --> 00:43:45,710 then something slinkier. 830 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:50,060 And for the first time today, Taylor feels a spark 831 00:43:50,090 --> 00:43:53,340 and begins to whack the cowbell on the downbeat. 832 00:43:54,220 --> 00:43:55,550 It's pretty cool. 833 00:43:55,880 --> 00:43:58,450 The groove has arrived, 834 00:43:58,470 --> 00:44:02,180 and the groove is like a road you want to follow. 835 00:44:02,470 --> 00:44:06,540 She could speed the beat up, get some tom in there, 836 00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:08,830 but she's watching Mr. Businessman 837 00:44:08,860 --> 00:44:11,270 and that seems wrong for this dude. 838 00:44:11,940 --> 00:44:15,880 She believes Mr. Businessman will just go on past 839 00:44:15,900 --> 00:44:18,590 on his way to the business hotel, 840 00:44:18,610 --> 00:44:19,880 and when he's gone, 841 00:44:19,910 --> 00:44:22,240 Taylor will switch to something else. 842 00:44:24,700 --> 00:44:27,890 But instead of floating on by... 843 00:44:27,920 --> 00:44:30,290 (upbeat drum music playing) 844 00:44:37,510 --> 00:44:39,800 ♪♪ 845 00:44:56,570 --> 00:44:59,820 ♪♪ 846 00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:09,710 (drumming stops) 847 00:45:17,220 --> 00:45:19,220 (drumming resumes) 848 00:45:34,150 --> 00:45:36,980 ♪♪ 849 00:45:45,160 --> 00:45:47,160 ♪♪ 850 00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:00,050 Onlooker 1: Woo! 851 00:46:04,350 --> 00:46:06,310 ♪♪ 852 00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:10,200 Onlooker 2: Yeah! 853 00:46:10,230 --> 00:46:12,480 ♪♪ 854 00:46:27,830 --> 00:46:30,720 ♪♪ 855 00:46:30,750 --> 00:46:32,520 (people exclaiming) 856 00:46:32,540 --> 00:46:36,790 ♪♪ 857 00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:44,220 - Onlooker: Woo! - (Crowd cheering) 858 00:46:45,760 --> 00:46:46,890 Come on. 859 00:46:48,390 --> 00:46:49,430 Come on, little sister. 860 00:46:50,520 --> 00:46:51,620 Let's dance. 861 00:46:51,640 --> 00:46:53,370 Dance. 862 00:46:53,390 --> 00:46:55,350 (people exclaiming) 863 00:46:56,520 --> 00:46:58,210 - Yeah! - (Crowd cheering) 864 00:46:58,230 --> 00:47:00,570 I'll lead you. I got you. 865 00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:04,200 ♪♪ 866 00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:24,130 ♪♪ 867 00:47:30,430 --> 00:47:32,600 (crowd cheering) 868 00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:43,530 (crowd cheering) 869 00:47:49,450 --> 00:47:50,580 Uh. 870 00:47:55,290 --> 00:47:58,920 It's okay. It's my glasses. It's my glasses. 871 00:48:00,340 --> 00:48:03,340 (crowd cheering) 872 00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:12,310 ♪♪ 873 00:48:18,600 --> 00:48:20,900 (crowd cheering) 874 00:48:32,540 --> 00:48:36,330 - (fast-paced beat playing) - (crowd cheering) 875 00:48:48,300 --> 00:48:51,180 ♪♪ 876 00:49:02,820 --> 00:49:05,030 (crowd clapping rhythmically) 877 00:49:09,070 --> 00:49:11,240 (drumming intensifies) 878 00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:25,020 (drumming stops) 879 00:49:25,050 --> 00:49:28,220 (crowd cheering) 880 00:49:34,810 --> 00:49:37,520 (cheering intensifies) 881 00:49:39,730 --> 00:49:41,020 What are we doing? 882 00:49:41,730 --> 00:49:42,730 I don't know. 883 00:49:51,070 --> 00:49:54,580 (cheering continues) 884 00:49:59,410 --> 00:50:01,250 Taylor Franck: No more today, folks. 885 00:50:01,790 --> 00:50:03,080 No more today. 886 00:50:03,540 --> 00:50:05,850 No more today. We gotta quit while we're ahead. 887 00:50:05,880 --> 00:50:07,250 (crowd groans) 888 00:50:09,260 --> 00:50:11,150 Chuck Krantz: Do you need a-any help at all or... 889 00:50:11,180 --> 00:50:12,570 Mac: Here, can you, uh, take this? 890 00:50:12,590 --> 00:50:14,320 - Sure. - Just, just spin the thingy here. 891 00:50:14,350 --> 00:50:15,820 But watch out for your fingers. 892 00:50:15,850 --> 00:50:18,200 It'll, it'll, it'll get 'em good, you know what I mean? 893 00:50:18,220 --> 00:50:20,330 - Yeah, yeah. - (Indistinct chatter) 894 00:50:20,350 --> 00:50:22,700 Janice Halliday: What just happened? 895 00:50:22,730 --> 00:50:24,460 That was incredible. 896 00:50:24,480 --> 00:50:26,080 Mac: You dance for a living? 897 00:50:26,110 --> 00:50:27,540 Chuck: No. (Laughs) Oh, no. I... 898 00:50:27,570 --> 00:50:29,590 - No, I do not, sir. - What do you do for a living? 899 00:50:29,610 --> 00:50:31,380 Chuck: Oh, no, I think I... Did I... I didn't break it, did 1? 900 00:50:31,400 --> 00:50:33,280 I think he broke, I think he broke it. 901 00:50:35,070 --> 00:50:36,300 Taylor: Let's hit the pond. 902 00:50:36,330 --> 00:50:38,620 Mac: We'll never find parking by the Common. 903 00:50:39,450 --> 00:50:40,540 We will today. 904 00:50:41,830 --> 00:50:42,830 Today... 905 00:50:44,460 --> 00:50:45,580 is magic. 906 00:50:50,420 --> 00:50:52,220 Where did you learn to dance like that? 907 00:50:52,800 --> 00:50:56,300 (indistinct chatter) 908 00:50:59,970 --> 00:51:02,200 Oh, no, no, no, that's yours. 909 00:51:02,230 --> 00:51:03,410 Nope, we split it even. 910 00:51:03,440 --> 00:51:04,960 By myself, I wouldn't have made half as much 911 00:51:04,980 --> 00:51:06,310 if I drummed till midnight. 912 00:51:07,900 --> 00:51:09,230 (chuckles) 913 00:51:17,410 --> 00:51:18,580 You okay? 914 00:51:20,660 --> 00:51:21,700 Yeah. 915 00:51:23,540 --> 00:51:25,670 Yeah. Just one of my headaches. 916 00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:30,520 Oh, no, no, no. Come on. I don't need it. You keep it. 917 00:51:30,550 --> 00:51:32,380 Come on, man, you earned it. 918 00:51:33,090 --> 00:51:34,440 Buy yourself dinner. 919 00:51:34,470 --> 00:51:37,090 Give it away. But I'm handing it to you. 920 00:51:42,390 --> 00:51:43,830 You could do this for a living, you know? 921 00:51:43,850 --> 00:51:45,580 (Janice laughs) -Chuck: I don't know about that. 922 00:51:45,600 --> 00:51:48,290 I really think we could busk our way to fame and fortune. 923 00:51:48,310 --> 00:51:49,520 (both chuckle) 924 00:51:52,480 --> 00:51:55,240 What made you stop in front of me? 925 00:51:56,570 --> 00:51:57,700 (Chuck sighs) 926 00:51:57,950 --> 00:51:59,370 Why did you start moving? 927 00:52:01,620 --> 00:52:04,430 Narrator: He could say it was because he was thinking 928 00:52:04,460 --> 00:52:08,310 about his old half-assed band, The Retros, 929 00:52:08,330 --> 00:52:10,980 and how he liked to dance across the stage 930 00:52:11,000 --> 00:52:12,710 during instrumental breaks. 931 00:52:14,210 --> 00:52:15,470 But that's not it. 932 00:52:19,350 --> 00:52:20,680 I don't know. 933 00:52:24,270 --> 00:52:25,620 Mac: Taylor, we gotta roll, 934 00:52:25,640 --> 00:52:27,080 or you're gonna end up spending your take 935 00:52:27,100 --> 00:52:28,270 on my parking ticket. 936 00:52:29,650 --> 00:52:32,710 So, you guys don't want a career change? 937 00:52:32,730 --> 00:52:34,710 Chuck: Career change? How... I mean... 938 00:52:34,740 --> 00:52:36,250 Taylor: We'll make a name for ourselves. 939 00:52:36,280 --> 00:52:37,660 (Chuck laughs) 940 00:52:38,240 --> 00:52:39,820 You got to get in here before you go. 941 00:52:40,910 --> 00:52:42,970 - Group hug. - Oh, oh, okay. 942 00:52:42,990 --> 00:52:44,260 - Taylor: Group hug. - Chuck: Okay. 943 00:52:44,290 --> 00:52:45,680 - (Taylor laughs) - Chuck: Go. 944 00:52:45,700 --> 00:52:47,330 - Taylor: Come on. - (Janice chuckles) 945 00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:50,460 (gentle music playing) 946 00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:55,210 Buskers forever. 947 00:52:55,590 --> 00:52:57,150 Mac: Yeah. Buskers forever. 948 00:52:57,170 --> 00:52:59,740 We gotta roll before the meter maid shows up. 949 00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:03,430 ♪♪ 950 00:53:05,850 --> 00:53:07,270 Chuck: I'm so sorry. 951 00:53:07,980 --> 00:53:09,200 That sucks. 952 00:53:09,230 --> 00:53:11,230 Janice: It does suck. (Sighs) 953 00:53:11,650 --> 00:53:13,320 I thought he was a nice guy. 954 00:53:13,610 --> 00:53:16,240 He was a pretty good lover, and we had fun and all that. 955 00:53:17,440 --> 00:53:19,420 If I can find a video of us dancing, 956 00:53:19,450 --> 00:53:22,220 which I'm gonna look because I bet we go viral, 957 00:53:22,240 --> 00:53:24,390 I'm gonna send it to him with a text, 958 00:53:24,410 --> 00:53:27,930 a text that says, "This is what you're missing." 959 00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:29,460 (Chuck laughs) 960 00:53:36,340 --> 00:53:37,800 You're gonna be fine. 961 00:53:39,760 --> 00:53:41,890 I don't know a lot, but I know that much. 962 00:53:45,260 --> 00:53:47,280 You got a bright sunbeam in front of you, 963 00:53:47,310 --> 00:53:49,690 and you're gonna step right into it, I can tell. 964 00:53:52,980 --> 00:53:53,980 But yeah. 965 00:53:56,230 --> 00:53:58,650 It sucks. Not much else to say. 966 00:54:01,450 --> 00:54:02,630 Everything goes down the drain, 967 00:54:02,660 --> 00:54:04,720 and all we can say is, "That sucks." 968 00:54:04,740 --> 00:54:06,490 Mm. Yeah. 969 00:54:07,700 --> 00:54:09,500 Maybe we're going down the drain too. 970 00:54:11,870 --> 00:54:13,290 Maybe. 971 00:54:15,460 --> 00:54:16,590 I'm this way. 972 00:54:19,340 --> 00:54:21,380 Uh, I'm that way. 973 00:54:27,140 --> 00:54:28,470 Thank you for the dance. 974 00:54:30,560 --> 00:54:33,330 (gentle music playing) 975 00:54:33,350 --> 00:54:34,560 (Janice chuckles) 976 00:54:47,530 --> 00:54:49,540 (music fades out) 977 00:54:51,370 --> 00:54:53,540 (people chattering) 978 00:55:10,180 --> 00:55:12,350 (curious music playing) 979 00:55:23,740 --> 00:55:25,380 Narrator: As he passes the place 980 00:55:25,410 --> 00:55:27,260 where Taylor set up her drums, 981 00:55:27,280 --> 00:55:29,540 those two questions recur. 982 00:55:32,160 --> 00:55:34,460 Why did he stop to listen? 983 00:55:35,920 --> 00:55:38,960 And why did he start to dance? 984 00:55:41,960 --> 00:55:43,510 He doesn't know. 985 00:55:44,930 --> 00:55:47,850 And would answers make a good thing better? 986 00:55:50,890 --> 00:55:54,270 Later, he'll lose the ability to walk, 987 00:55:54,690 --> 00:55:57,290 never mind dancing with little sister 988 00:55:57,310 --> 00:55:58,900 on the promenade. 989 00:55:59,570 --> 00:56:02,730 Later, he'll lose the ability to chew food. 990 00:56:03,820 --> 00:56:06,660 Later, he'll forget his wife's name. 991 00:56:07,870 --> 00:56:11,390 Later, he'll lose his grip on the difference 992 00:56:11,410 --> 00:56:13,580 between waking and sleeping 993 00:56:13,870 --> 00:56:17,290 and enter a land of pain so great 994 00:56:17,620 --> 00:56:20,460 he will wonder why God made the world. 995 00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:22,860 ♪♪ 996 00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:25,820 What he will remember, occasionally, 997 00:56:25,840 --> 00:56:29,780 is how he stopped and dropped his briefcase 998 00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:33,640 and began to move his hips to the beat of the drums. 999 00:56:34,470 --> 00:56:36,160 And he will think 1000 00:56:36,180 --> 00:56:38,810 that is why God made the world. 1001 00:56:40,810 --> 00:56:41,940 Just that. 1002 00:56:44,990 --> 00:56:46,950 (music fades out) 1003 00:56:50,410 --> 00:56:54,660 (voices speaking indistinctly) 1004 00:56:58,420 --> 00:57:00,480 (distant toy train horn blows) 1005 00:57:00,500 --> 00:57:02,840 (children playing) 1006 00:57:05,800 --> 00:57:07,440 Narrator: Chuck was looking forward 1007 00:57:07,470 --> 00:57:09,260 to having a baby sister. 1008 00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:11,700 Of course, he was also looking forward 1009 00:57:11,720 --> 00:57:13,740 to having parents, 1010 00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:16,530 but none of that worked out thanks to a patch 1011 00:57:16,560 --> 00:57:20,350 of well-hidden ice on an 1-95 overpass. 1012 00:57:20,850 --> 00:57:23,460 (train whistle hooting) -(exclaims) 1013 00:57:23,480 --> 00:57:25,840 Chuck wasn't in the car when it happened 1014 00:57:25,860 --> 00:57:28,670 because his parents were having a dinner date 1015 00:57:28,700 --> 00:57:32,090 and he was being babysat by his grandparents, 1016 00:57:32,120 --> 00:57:35,830 who, at the time, he was still calling Zaydee and Bubbie. 1017 00:57:36,200 --> 00:57:37,850 He was seven years old. 1018 00:57:37,870 --> 00:57:39,500 Excellent job. 1019 00:57:39,920 --> 00:57:42,390 Narrator: For a year and a half, it was a house 1020 00:57:42,420 --> 00:57:44,590 of unadulterated sadness. 1021 00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:48,730 Albie and Sarah Krantz had not only lost 1022 00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:50,610 their son and daughter-in-law... 1023 00:57:50,630 --> 00:57:51,990 Why're you not eating? 1024 00:57:52,010 --> 00:57:53,700 Narrator:...they had lost the granddaughter 1025 00:57:53,720 --> 00:57:56,490 who would've been born just three months later. 1026 00:57:56,520 --> 00:57:58,060 Young Chuck: What's going on? 1027 00:57:58,390 --> 00:58:00,870 Narrator: The name had already been picked out... 1028 00:58:00,890 --> 00:58:03,210 - Her name is Alyssa. - Narrator:... Alyssa. 1029 00:58:03,230 --> 00:58:06,790 When Chuck said that sounded to him like rain, 1030 00:58:06,820 --> 00:58:09,820 his mother had laughed and cried at the same time. 1031 00:58:11,070 --> 00:58:12,570 He never forgot that. 1032 00:58:14,620 --> 00:58:16,680 Albie processed his grief 1033 00:58:16,700 --> 00:58:19,600 by turning to his two absolutes, 1034 00:58:19,620 --> 00:58:22,290 numbers and alcohol. 1035 00:58:22,920 --> 00:58:25,560 Sarah, though, could find no joy 1036 00:58:25,590 --> 00:58:27,500 in her usual pleasures. 1037 00:58:27,880 --> 00:58:30,400 She loved the flavors of life, 1038 00:58:30,420 --> 00:58:32,780 music, art, and food, 1039 00:58:32,800 --> 00:58:35,410 but now, found the world quiet 1040 00:58:35,430 --> 00:58:38,140 and gray and flavorless. 1041 00:58:40,100 --> 00:58:42,370 Some of the good feelings came back 1042 00:58:42,390 --> 00:58:44,710 into the house with time. 1043 00:58:44,730 --> 00:58:46,420 There were a lot of takeout meals 1044 00:58:46,440 --> 00:58:48,130 after the accident, 1045 00:58:48,150 --> 00:58:50,090 but around the time Chuck turned 10, 1046 00:58:50,110 --> 00:58:52,990 his grandma started cooking again. 1047 00:58:53,610 --> 00:58:56,220 She liked rock-and-roll while she was cooking. 1048 00:58:56,240 --> 00:58:57,390 (music plays on radio) 1049 00:58:57,410 --> 00:59:00,560 Music Chuck would've thought much too young for her, 1050 00:59:00,580 --> 00:59:02,750 but which she clearly enjoyed. 1051 00:59:03,120 --> 00:59:04,850 ("Dance Hall Days" by Wang Chung playing) 1052 00:59:04,880 --> 00:59:07,420 ♪ Take your baby by the hand ♪ 1053 00:59:07,790 --> 00:59:09,110 (tapping rhythmically) 1054 00:59:09,130 --> 00:59:12,300 ♪ And make her do a high handstand ♪ 1055 00:59:13,880 --> 00:59:16,760 ♪ And take your baby by the heel ♪ 1056 00:59:18,810 --> 00:59:20,450 ♪ And do the next thing that you feel ♪ 1057 00:59:20,470 --> 00:59:21,910 (chuckles) 1058 00:59:21,930 --> 00:59:25,250 Come on, little brother, let's dance. (Chuckles) 1059 00:59:25,270 --> 00:59:27,830 ♪ We were so in phase ♪ 1060 00:59:27,860 --> 00:59:31,650 ♪ In our dance hall days ♪ 1061 00:59:32,490 --> 00:59:36,070 ♪ We were cool on craze ♪ 1062 00:59:37,410 --> 00:59:39,760 ♪ When I, you ♪ 1063 00:59:39,790 --> 00:59:42,910 ♪ And everyone we knew could believe ♪ 1064 00:59:43,210 --> 00:59:46,390 ♪ Do and share in what was true ♪ 1065 00:59:46,420 --> 00:59:47,710 >♪ Oh, I said ♪ 1066 00:59:50,460 --> 00:59:52,260 ♪ Dance hall days, love ♪ 1067 00:59:56,180 --> 00:59:58,850 ♪ Take your baby by the hair ♪ 1068 01:00:01,010 --> 01:00:03,680 ♪ And pull her close and there, there, there ♪ 1069 01:00:05,640 --> 01:00:08,690 ♪ And take your baby by the ears ♪ 1070 01:00:10,190 --> 01:00:13,320 ♪ And play upon her darkest fears ♪ 1071 01:00:14,530 --> 01:00:16,590 ♪ We were so in... ♪ 1072 01:00:16,610 --> 01:00:19,870 (upbeat music playing on TV) 1073 01:00:22,450 --> 01:00:24,370 Sarah Krantz: You could learn those moves, kiddo. 1074 01:00:25,210 --> 01:00:26,210 You're a natural. 1075 01:00:26,920 --> 01:00:28,640 Wh-Where did you learn? 1076 01:00:28,670 --> 01:00:30,340 Sarah: High school. 1077 01:00:30,840 --> 01:00:32,440 Chuck: What were you like in high school? 1078 01:00:34,050 --> 01:00:36,530 - I was a kusit. - (Both laugh) 1079 01:00:36,550 --> 01:00:38,550 But don't you tell your Zaydee I said that. 1080 01:00:38,840 --> 01:00:40,240 He's old school, that one. 1081 01:00:40,260 --> 01:00:41,360 (snorts) 1082 01:00:41,390 --> 01:00:42,890 (both chuckle) 1083 01:00:43,430 --> 01:00:45,140 Narrator: Chuck never told. 1084 01:00:46,480 --> 01:00:48,620 His grandparents' house became 1085 01:00:48,650 --> 01:00:50,620 every inch his home 1086 01:00:50,650 --> 01:00:52,070 with one exception. 1087 01:00:53,230 --> 01:00:55,070 The cupola on the roof. 1088 01:00:56,400 --> 01:00:57,610 (switch clicks) 1089 01:00:57,860 --> 01:01:01,410 Chuck was forbidden to go into the cupola. 1090 01:01:01,740 --> 01:01:04,010 That was his grandfather's rule, 1091 01:01:04,040 --> 01:01:08,100 and it was absolute, emphatic. 1092 01:01:08,120 --> 01:01:11,390 Albie wasn't a stern man in other matters. 1093 01:01:11,420 --> 01:01:14,590 He was downright gentle in most respects. 1094 01:01:14,840 --> 01:01:16,920 But on this point, he was rigid. 1095 01:01:20,010 --> 01:01:22,410 Chuck asked about it, of course, 1096 01:01:22,430 --> 01:01:23,560 and more than once. 1097 01:01:23,970 --> 01:01:25,410 What was up there? 1098 01:01:25,430 --> 01:01:28,040 What could you see from the high window? 1099 01:01:28,060 --> 01:01:31,980 And the big question, why was the room locked? 1100 01:01:33,190 --> 01:01:35,460 - Grandma said... - Because the floor isn't safe 1101 01:01:35,480 --> 01:01:36,960 and you might go right through it. 1102 01:01:36,990 --> 01:01:39,090 - Narrator: Grandpa said... - There's nothing up there 1103 01:01:39,110 --> 01:01:40,550 because of that rotten floor. 1104 01:01:40,570 --> 01:01:42,930 And the only thing you can see through the windows 1105 01:01:42,950 --> 01:01:44,760 is the shopping center. 1106 01:01:44,780 --> 01:01:47,600 Narrator: He said that until, one night, 1107 01:01:47,620 --> 01:01:50,100 just before Chuck's 11th birthday, 1108 01:01:50,120 --> 01:01:52,890 when he told at least part of the truth. 1109 01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:54,150 Carl Sagan (on TV): The cosmic calendar 1110 01:01:54,170 --> 01:01:56,810 compresses the local history of the universe 1111 01:01:56,840 --> 01:01:58,840 into a single year. 1112 01:01:59,090 --> 01:02:01,590 If the universe began on January 1st, 1113 01:02:01,930 --> 01:02:04,450 it was not until May that the Milky Way formed. 1114 01:02:04,470 --> 01:02:07,580 Narrator: Drinking is not good for secrets. 1115 01:02:07,600 --> 01:02:09,910 And after the death of his son, 1116 01:02:09,940 --> 01:02:12,960 daughter-in-law, and granddaughter-to-be, 1117 01:02:12,980 --> 01:02:15,230 Alyssa, who sounds like rain, 1118 01:02:15,770 --> 01:02:18,210 Albie Krantz drank a great deal. 1119 01:02:18,240 --> 01:02:20,170 Sagan: Everything humans have ever done 1120 01:02:20,200 --> 01:02:22,170 occurred in that bright speck 1121 01:02:22,200 --> 01:02:25,130 at the lower right of the cosmic calendar. 1122 01:02:25,160 --> 01:02:26,970 Chuck: I'll bet you could see 1123 01:02:26,990 --> 01:02:28,930 way past the Westford Mall 1124 01:02:28,950 --> 01:02:30,250 from the cupola. 1125 01:02:31,540 --> 01:02:35,140 You gotta be able to see the whole town from up there, 1126 01:02:35,170 --> 01:02:36,170 I bet. 1127 01:02:37,090 --> 01:02:39,650 Albie Krantz: If you went up there, 1128 01:02:39,670 --> 01:02:42,380 you might see a lot more than you wanted. 1129 01:02:43,680 --> 01:02:45,100 That's why it's locked, Chucko. 1130 01:02:45,510 --> 01:02:48,890 Every month is one and a quarter billion years long. 1131 01:02:49,140 --> 01:02:51,950 Each day represents 40 million years. 1132 01:02:51,980 --> 01:02:54,770 Narrator: He wanted to ask what Grandpa meant. 1133 01:02:55,110 --> 01:02:58,960 But the adult part of him, not there in person, 1134 01:02:58,980 --> 01:03:02,170 no, not at 10, but something that had begun to speak 1135 01:03:02,200 --> 01:03:04,800 on rare occasions, told him 1136 01:03:04,820 --> 01:03:06,970 - to be quiet. - Sagan: At this scale... 1137 01:03:06,990 --> 01:03:09,830 narrator: Be quiet and wait. 1138 01:03:10,410 --> 01:03:13,930 But all of human history would occupy an area 1139 01:03:13,960 --> 01:03:15,080 the size of my hand. 1140 01:03:15,630 --> 01:03:19,400 We're just beginning to trace the long and tortuous path 1141 01:03:19,420 --> 01:03:21,110 which began with the primeval... 1142 01:03:21,130 --> 01:03:23,430 You know what style of house this is? 1143 01:03:24,470 --> 01:03:25,900 Victorian. 1144 01:03:25,930 --> 01:03:27,140 That's right. 1145 01:03:28,100 --> 01:03:30,030 And not pretend Victorian either. 1146 01:03:30,060 --> 01:03:33,390 It was built in 1885. 1147 01:03:34,100 --> 01:03:37,160 It's been remodeled half a dozen times since. 1148 01:03:37,190 --> 01:03:41,070 But that cupola was there from the start. 1149 01:03:42,070 --> 01:03:44,710 Been here since '71. 1150 01:03:44,740 --> 01:03:47,260 And in all those years, I haven't been up 1151 01:03:47,280 --> 01:03:50,050 to that damn cupola half a dozen times. 1152 01:03:50,080 --> 01:03:52,120 'Cause the floor is rotted? 1153 01:03:53,660 --> 01:03:55,580 'Cause it's full of ghosts. 1154 01:03:56,960 --> 01:04:00,420 Sagan:...around 10:30 p.m. on December 31st. 1155 01:04:00,800 --> 01:04:03,070 - Y-You remember Scrooge? - Chuck: Yeah. 1156 01:04:03,090 --> 01:04:04,690 That Scrooge movie we watched? 1157 01:04:04,720 --> 01:04:05,860 I remember. 1158 01:04:05,880 --> 01:04:08,550 Do you think of that as a ghost story? 1159 01:04:09,800 --> 01:04:11,320 I-I guess so. 1160 01:04:11,350 --> 01:04:14,140 Heard someone say it was a ghost story. 1161 01:04:16,730 --> 01:04:18,900 Christmas Yet to Come. 1162 01:04:19,610 --> 01:04:21,520 Sagan: 11:59:20, 1163 01:04:21,900 --> 01:04:24,380 evening, last day of the... 1164 01:04:24,400 --> 01:04:26,860 Jefferies boy was a month later. 1165 01:04:28,740 --> 01:04:30,410 Henry Peterson, 1166 01:04:31,700 --> 01:04:33,120 that took longer. 1167 01:04:34,290 --> 01:04:38,390 Four... maybe five years on. 1168 01:04:38,420 --> 01:04:40,540 And by then... 1169 01:04:42,170 --> 01:04:45,130 I almost forgot what I saw up there. 1170 01:04:47,470 --> 01:04:48,970 Almost. 1171 01:04:51,640 --> 01:04:54,520 Said I'd never go back up there after that. 1172 01:04:56,310 --> 01:05:00,190 And I wish I hadn't because of Sarah. 1173 01:05:03,230 --> 01:05:06,320 Because of your Bubbie, Chucky. 1174 01:05:08,490 --> 01:05:10,240 Your sweet Bubbie. 1175 01:05:12,370 --> 01:05:13,660 And the bread. 1176 01:05:15,120 --> 01:05:17,540 Sagan: Every person we've ever heard of, 1177 01:05:18,670 --> 01:05:19,890 somewhere in there... 1178 01:05:19,920 --> 01:05:21,580 It's the waiting, Chucko. 1179 01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:25,560 That's the hard part. 1180 01:05:25,590 --> 01:05:27,940 Sagan: Everything in the history books 1181 01:05:27,970 --> 01:05:30,050 happened here 1182 01:05:30,590 --> 01:05:33,320 in the last 10 seconds of the cosmic calendar. 1183 01:05:33,350 --> 01:05:34,990 - (door slams) - Sarah: Ooh! 1184 01:05:35,010 --> 01:05:36,770 It's getting cold out there. 1185 01:05:37,060 --> 01:05:40,020 Vera says hi. She says thanks for the soup. 1186 01:05:41,440 --> 01:05:43,730 She laid the gossip on me, laid it good. 1187 01:05:44,070 --> 01:05:45,840 Of course... (laughs) 1188 01:05:45,860 --> 01:05:47,170 That's why we have a Vera, isn't it? 1189 01:05:47,190 --> 01:05:49,130 So, what's the latest? 1190 01:05:49,150 --> 01:05:50,970 Well, I don't know if you've heard, 1191 01:05:50,990 --> 01:05:54,430 but Trish is saying Karen and Matty are in therapy. 1192 01:05:54,450 --> 01:05:57,010 - Again. - Who's Henry Peterson, Zaydee? 1193 01:05:57,040 --> 01:05:58,720 Sagan:...the universe that made us 1194 01:05:58,750 --> 01:06:02,460 or we can squander our 15 billion-year heritage. 1195 01:06:02,880 --> 01:06:04,850 Sarah: And get some pancake mix. 1196 01:06:04,880 --> 01:06:07,060 Yellow box, not the orange box. 1197 01:06:07,090 --> 01:06:09,020 - You got all that? - Albie: I got it. 1198 01:06:09,050 --> 01:06:11,510 - Do you need me to write it down? - I got it. 1199 01:06:11,890 --> 01:06:13,110 Don't you think about driving. 1200 01:06:13,140 --> 01:06:14,990 The walk will sober you up. 1201 01:06:15,010 --> 01:06:16,570 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1202 01:06:16,600 --> 01:06:19,270 (insects chirping) 1203 01:06:22,900 --> 01:06:24,060 (door closes) 1204 01:06:34,410 --> 01:06:36,200 He'll be back with some groceries. 1205 01:06:37,240 --> 01:06:39,010 Then, how about tonight, 1206 01:06:39,040 --> 01:06:41,750 we do some s'mores in the fireplace? 1207 01:06:43,120 --> 01:06:45,250 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1208 01:06:47,090 --> 01:06:49,340 Was he blabbing to you about his ghosts? 1209 01:06:50,920 --> 01:06:52,430 The ones that live in the cupola? 1210 01:06:54,760 --> 01:06:56,100 Yeah. 1211 01:06:56,600 --> 01:06:58,100 Well, are there? 1212 01:06:59,930 --> 01:07:01,100 What do you think? 1213 01:07:02,230 --> 01:07:04,650 I wouldn't pay too much attention to Zaydee. 1214 01:07:04,940 --> 01:07:07,540 He's a good man. But, sometimes, 1215 01:07:07,570 --> 01:07:11,800 well, sometimes, he drinks too much. 1216 01:07:11,820 --> 01:07:13,210 Then he rides his hobby horses. 1217 01:07:13,240 --> 01:07:14,670 I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. 1218 01:07:14,700 --> 01:07:16,570 Who was the Jefferies boy? 1219 01:07:21,370 --> 01:07:22,370 Well... 1220 01:07:23,160 --> 01:07:24,790 that was a very sad thing, kiddo. 1221 01:07:26,420 --> 01:07:28,770 He lived on the next block over, 1222 01:07:28,800 --> 01:07:30,980 and he got hit by a car 1223 01:07:31,010 --> 01:07:33,050 when he chased a ball into the street. 1224 01:07:34,130 --> 01:07:35,680 It happened a long time ago. 1225 01:07:38,390 --> 01:07:40,910 And if your grandpa says he saw it before it happened, 1226 01:07:40,930 --> 01:07:42,270 he's mistaken. 1227 01:07:47,150 --> 01:07:49,150 (weak laugh) He just drinks too much. 1228 01:08:00,330 --> 01:08:04,160 You know, I could take those to Mrs. Stanley if you want. 1229 01:08:05,120 --> 01:08:07,140 Oh, that's very thoughtful of you. 1230 01:08:07,170 --> 01:08:08,460 I bet Vera'd love that. 1231 01:08:09,790 --> 01:08:10,800 Mm. 1232 01:08:11,840 --> 01:08:13,270 Just wonderful. 1233 01:08:13,300 --> 01:08:15,030 Your, your grandmother is an artist. 1234 01:08:15,050 --> 01:08:16,690 Thank you for bringing them over. 1235 01:08:16,720 --> 01:08:17,800 Was that your idea? 1236 01:08:18,140 --> 01:08:20,030 - Be honest. - It was. 1237 01:08:20,050 --> 01:08:21,640 Well, can I make you a cup of tea? 1238 01:08:22,020 --> 01:08:24,640 Um, I don't drink tea, but, um, 1239 01:08:25,020 --> 01:08:26,640 I wouldn't mind a glass of milk. 1240 01:08:28,520 --> 01:08:30,190 Well, your grandmother's a saint. 1241 01:08:31,020 --> 01:08:32,250 And what about your granddad? 1242 01:08:32,280 --> 01:08:34,210 Did he have that thing on his back looked at? 1243 01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:37,010 Yeah, the, the doctor took it off and had it tested. 1244 01:08:37,030 --> 01:08:38,230 (whispers) Tell me everything. 1245 01:08:38,530 --> 01:08:40,450 It wasn't one of the bad ones. 1246 01:08:41,370 --> 01:08:42,740 Thank God for that. 1247 01:08:43,120 --> 01:08:44,290 Yeah. 1248 01:08:45,540 --> 01:08:47,730 He, um, he was talking to Grandma 1249 01:08:47,750 --> 01:08:50,670 about someone named Henry Peterson. 1250 01:08:52,590 --> 01:08:53,690 So awful. 1251 01:08:53,710 --> 01:08:55,360 You know, Henry was a bookkeeper, 1252 01:08:55,380 --> 01:08:56,630 just like your granddad. 1253 01:08:56,920 --> 01:08:59,030 He did a lot of the other businesses in town. 1254 01:08:59,050 --> 01:09:00,360 The ones that your Zaydee didn't do... 1255 01:09:00,390 --> 01:09:01,890 How did it happen? 1256 01:09:04,470 --> 01:09:06,490 I don't think you want to hear about that stuff. 1257 01:09:06,520 --> 01:09:11,040 Um, w-w-well, Granddad said it was, uh, peaceful. 1258 01:09:11,060 --> 01:09:12,690 (mouth full) Peaceful? 1259 01:09:13,110 --> 01:09:15,610 He killed himself. Hung himself. 1260 01:09:16,070 --> 01:09:17,500 His wife, you see, she ran off 1261 01:09:17,530 --> 01:09:19,630 with this younger man, barely old enough to vote. 1262 01:09:19,660 --> 01:09:22,160 And she was in her 40s. What do you think of that? 1263 01:09:23,280 --> 01:09:24,970 - Wow. - Damn right, wow. 1264 01:09:24,990 --> 01:09:27,210 And then, I heard that... 1265 01:09:32,920 --> 01:09:34,420 What's happening at school? 1266 01:09:36,010 --> 01:09:38,280 - Who's smooching who? - (Chuckles) 1267 01:09:38,300 --> 01:09:41,360 Teacher: "Talk honestly, for no one else hears you" 1268 01:09:41,390 --> 01:09:43,530 and I stay only a minute longer.” 1269 01:09:43,550 --> 01:09:45,930 - (students chattering) - "Do I contradict myself?" 1270 01:09:46,770 --> 01:09:47,890 "Very well then," 1271 01:09:48,770 --> 01:09:49,940 "I contradict myself," 1272 01:09:51,600 --> 01:09:52,650 "I am large. 1273 01:09:53,900 --> 01:09:55,440 I contain multitudes." 1274 01:09:55,690 --> 01:09:58,170 Narrator: On the last day of sixth grade, 1275 01:09:58,190 --> 01:09:59,380 Miss Richards, 1276 01:09:59,400 --> 01:10:01,760 a sweet, hippie-dippyish young woman 1277 01:10:01,780 --> 01:10:04,390 who had no command of discipline 1278 01:10:04,410 --> 01:10:06,510 and would probably not last long 1279 01:10:06,540 --> 01:10:09,260 in the public education system, 1280 01:10:09,290 --> 01:10:11,810 tried to recite for Chuck's class 1281 01:10:11,830 --> 01:10:16,420 some verse of Walt Whitman's "Song of Myself." 1282 01:10:17,510 --> 01:10:20,510 "Failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged." 1283 01:10:21,130 --> 01:10:23,640 Missing me one place, search another.” 1284 01:10:24,140 --> 01:10:27,270 - (bell ringing) - (students chattering) 1285 01:10:37,150 --> 01:10:38,900 That went well, don't you think? 1286 01:10:40,030 --> 01:10:42,610 Yeah, I'm, I'm sorry about that. 1287 01:10:43,950 --> 01:10:48,540 What does he mean when he says, "I am large, 1288 01:10:48,870 --> 01:10:51,250 I contain multitudes"? 1289 01:10:54,210 --> 01:10:55,710 What do you think he means? 1290 01:10:56,460 --> 01:10:58,940 All the people he knows. 1291 01:10:58,960 --> 01:11:00,090 Yes. 1292 01:11:00,590 --> 01:11:02,380 But maybe he means even more. 1293 01:11:03,720 --> 01:11:05,340 Here. Come here. 1294 01:11:09,180 --> 01:11:11,490 What's in there? Between my hands? 1295 01:11:11,520 --> 01:11:13,410 - My brain. - (Chuckles) 1296 01:11:13,440 --> 01:11:15,770 No, um, that's not exactly what I mean. 1297 01:11:16,810 --> 01:11:17,980 What's in there? 1298 01:11:18,320 --> 01:11:20,360 Right between my hands right now. 1299 01:11:21,990 --> 01:11:23,150 I don't know. 1300 01:11:23,530 --> 01:11:24,860 All the people you know? 1301 01:11:25,990 --> 01:11:27,160 I guess. 1302 01:11:27,530 --> 01:11:29,290 Just the people you know? 1303 01:11:31,540 --> 01:11:32,910 Everything you see. 1304 01:11:33,540 --> 01:11:35,040 Everything you know. 1305 01:11:36,290 --> 01:11:38,310 The world, Chuck. 1306 01:11:38,340 --> 01:11:40,980 Planes in the sky. Manhole covers in the street. 1307 01:11:41,010 --> 01:11:44,070 Every year that you live, that world inside your head 1308 01:11:44,090 --> 01:11:48,300 will get bigger and brighter and more detailed and complex. 1309 01:11:48,850 --> 01:11:51,700 You will build cities and countries and continents, 1310 01:11:51,720 --> 01:11:55,830 and you will fill them with people and faces, 1311 01:11:55,850 --> 01:11:57,210 real and imagined. 1312 01:11:57,230 --> 01:11:58,820 Do you understand? 1313 01:12:00,230 --> 01:12:01,540 Don't stop there. 1314 01:12:01,570 --> 01:12:03,710 You fill the whole thing 1315 01:12:03,740 --> 01:12:05,780 with everyone you ever meet, 1316 01:12:06,160 --> 01:12:07,410 everyone you ever know, 1317 01:12:07,780 --> 01:12:10,540 everyone you ever just imagine. 1318 01:12:11,410 --> 01:12:13,330 It'll be a universe. 1319 01:12:14,540 --> 01:12:18,380 A whole universe right between my hands. 1320 01:12:20,210 --> 01:12:22,840 You contain multitudes. 1321 01:12:26,050 --> 01:12:27,090 So... 1322 01:12:28,720 --> 01:12:31,850 what happens to that universe if someone... 1323 01:12:33,140 --> 01:12:34,560 I don't know, 1324 01:12:35,020 --> 01:12:38,770 hits a patch of ice and goes off an overpass or... 1325 01:12:41,690 --> 01:12:43,940 Don't worry too much about those things. 1326 01:12:44,610 --> 01:12:48,490 Just remember that you contain multitudes, Chuck. 1327 01:12:50,240 --> 01:12:51,620 Isn't that wonderful? 1328 01:12:53,790 --> 01:12:56,310 Now, go on. You were such a good boy. 1329 01:12:56,330 --> 01:12:58,420 I've really enjoyed having you in class. 1330 01:13:02,750 --> 01:13:05,940 (melancholic music playing) 1331 01:13:05,970 --> 01:13:08,970 (students chattering) 1332 01:13:19,850 --> 01:13:22,120 Narrator: Chuck did enjoy his summer 1333 01:13:22,150 --> 01:13:23,690 until August, 1334 01:13:24,280 --> 01:13:25,740 when Bubbie died. 1335 01:13:26,110 --> 01:13:28,990 (indistinct praying) 1336 01:13:30,320 --> 01:13:32,180 It happened at the grocery store 1337 01:13:32,200 --> 01:13:34,300 down the street, in public, 1338 01:13:34,330 --> 01:13:36,850 which was a little undignified, 1339 01:13:36,870 --> 01:13:38,930 but at least it was the kind of death 1340 01:13:38,960 --> 01:13:40,640 where people can safely say... 1341 01:13:40,670 --> 01:13:42,420 Thank God she didn't suffer. 1342 01:13:43,750 --> 01:13:45,310 Narrator: The other standby... 1343 01:13:45,340 --> 01:13:46,900 She had a long, full life. 1344 01:13:46,920 --> 01:13:49,300 Narrator:...was more of a gray area. 1345 01:13:49,880 --> 01:13:53,100 Sarah Krantz had yet to reach her mid-60s. 1346 01:13:56,810 --> 01:13:59,620 Once more, the house on Pilchard Street 1347 01:13:59,640 --> 01:14:02,690 was one of unadulterated sadness. 1348 01:14:03,810 --> 01:14:07,590 Albie wore his mourning band, and lost weight, 1349 01:14:07,610 --> 01:14:09,960 and stopped telling his jokes 1350 01:14:09,990 --> 01:14:13,780 and began to look older than his 70 years. 1351 01:14:14,780 --> 01:14:17,160 (peppy music plays in store) 1352 01:14:21,210 --> 01:14:22,710 - That's it? - Yeah. 1353 01:14:24,290 --> 01:14:25,880 Buck 75. 1354 01:14:28,050 --> 01:14:31,680 Um, that lady who was in here a few weeks ago, 1355 01:14:32,390 --> 01:14:34,430 the one who died. 1356 01:14:35,010 --> 01:14:38,020 Where was she when it happened? 1357 01:14:38,350 --> 01:14:40,230 That's a little creepy, kid. 1358 01:14:42,230 --> 01:14:43,730 She was my grandma. 1359 01:14:45,770 --> 01:14:47,750 Clerk: She was getting a loaf of bread. 1360 01:14:47,780 --> 01:14:49,670 Pulled down almost everything 1361 01:14:49,690 --> 01:14:51,570 on the shelf when she collapsed. 1362 01:14:52,070 --> 01:14:56,030 I'm sorry if that's too much information. 1363 01:14:57,790 --> 01:14:58,950 Nah. 1364 01:15:00,370 --> 01:15:01,750 I already knew that. 1365 01:15:03,500 --> 01:15:07,670 (snoring) 1366 01:15:12,260 --> 01:15:13,720 (snoring continues) 1367 01:15:20,220 --> 01:15:22,980 (keys jingling) 1368 01:15:26,940 --> 01:15:28,110 (lock clicks) 1369 01:15:41,080 --> 01:15:42,080 (sighs) 1370 01:15:46,250 --> 01:15:48,790 (door creaks) 1371 01:15:57,300 --> 01:15:59,100 - Albie: No! - What?! 1372 01:15:59,930 --> 01:16:03,680 - Get away from there! You get away from there. - What? Hey, hey! 1373 01:16:06,100 --> 01:16:09,150 (dramatic music playing) 1374 01:16:15,150 --> 01:16:17,660 (gasping) 1375 01:16:26,790 --> 01:16:28,080 Give me that. 1376 01:16:30,040 --> 01:16:32,210 Give it to me. Give it to me. 1377 01:16:32,710 --> 01:16:34,110 Give me it. 1378 01:16:34,130 --> 01:16:36,090 (sobs) 1379 01:16:38,430 --> 01:16:39,700 Oh. 1380 01:16:39,720 --> 01:16:41,850 Oh, I'm sorry. 1381 01:16:42,350 --> 01:16:44,030 I'm sorry. 1382 01:16:44,060 --> 01:16:45,620 Are you okay? 1383 01:16:45,640 --> 01:16:47,190 What did you see? 1384 01:16:49,440 --> 01:16:51,500 What did you see? 1385 01:16:51,520 --> 01:16:54,650 I'm sorry. It's just, you can't. 1386 01:16:55,490 --> 01:16:57,740 You can't do that, Chucky. 1387 01:16:58,450 --> 01:17:00,220 You just can't. 1388 01:17:00,240 --> 01:17:01,640 Oh, I'm so sorry. 1389 01:17:01,660 --> 01:17:05,640 Oh, I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. 1390 01:17:05,660 --> 01:17:07,810 - (Chuck sobbing) - I'm sorry. 1391 01:17:07,830 --> 01:17:10,630 (students chattering) 1392 01:17:11,500 --> 01:17:14,710 (melancholic music playing) 1393 01:17:29,980 --> 01:17:31,360 Sarah: Come on, little brother. 1394 01:17:32,230 --> 01:17:33,770 (echoing) Let's dance. 1395 01:17:41,200 --> 01:17:44,290 (indistinct chatter) 1396 01:17:49,420 --> 01:17:52,520 Teacher: Hello, twirlers, and hello, spinners. 1397 01:17:52,540 --> 01:17:55,270 What do you know? Three boys this year. 1398 01:17:55,300 --> 01:17:56,610 It's a new record. 1399 01:17:56,630 --> 01:17:58,150 You gentlemen might find yourselves 1400 01:17:58,170 --> 01:17:59,900 being teased for your new hobby. 1401 01:17:59,930 --> 01:18:02,530 I assure you, you are the smartest young men 1402 01:18:02,550 --> 01:18:03,820 in the whole school. 1403 01:18:03,850 --> 01:18:05,430 You'll soon see what I mean. 1404 01:18:05,890 --> 01:18:08,870 For those who don't know me, I am Miss Rohrbacher. 1405 01:18:08,890 --> 01:18:11,000 And when I'm not teaching the girls phys-Ed, 1406 01:18:11,020 --> 01:18:13,670 I am what a few students have called, 1407 01:18:13,690 --> 01:18:15,360 "The Dance Monster." 1408 01:18:16,400 --> 01:18:18,040 Nothing? Alright. 1409 01:18:18,070 --> 01:18:19,710 You have chosen what might be 1410 01:18:19,740 --> 01:18:21,920 the best club this school has ever had. 1411 01:18:21,950 --> 01:18:23,760 'Cause if we didn't have girls volleyball, 1412 01:18:23,780 --> 01:18:25,260 we wouldn't have nothing. 1413 01:18:25,280 --> 01:18:27,100 No, no, no. 1414 01:18:27,120 --> 01:18:30,920 Back, Mr. Mulford, you are mine now. 1415 01:18:32,630 --> 01:18:34,750 - (waltz music playing) - Waltz. 1416 01:18:36,090 --> 01:18:37,760 Narrator: Chuck knew it. 1417 01:18:39,470 --> 01:18:41,400 (energetic music playing) 1418 01:18:41,430 --> 01:18:42,760 Cha-cha. 1419 01:18:44,390 --> 01:18:45,470 Narrator: Chuck knew it. 1420 01:18:47,810 --> 01:18:49,700 - (upbeat music playing) - Swing. 1421 01:18:49,730 --> 01:18:51,200 Triple step. Rock step. 1422 01:18:51,230 --> 01:18:53,040 - Triple step. Rock step. - Narrator: Chuck knew it. 1423 01:18:53,060 --> 01:18:56,000 Rohrbacher: Triple step. Rock step. 1424 01:18:56,020 --> 01:18:57,940 (upbeat samba music playing) -Samba. 1425 01:19:00,780 --> 01:19:01,840 Don't know that one. 1426 01:19:01,860 --> 01:19:03,010 Narrator: He was, by far, 1427 01:19:03,030 --> 01:19:05,130 the best dancer in the little club. 1428 01:19:05,160 --> 01:19:07,590 So, Miss Rohrbacher mostly put him 1429 01:19:07,620 --> 01:19:09,290 with the girls who were clumsy. 1430 01:19:09,540 --> 01:19:12,600 He understood she did it to make them better, 1431 01:19:12,620 --> 01:19:14,500 and he was a good sport about it. 1432 01:19:14,960 --> 01:19:17,600 Near the end of their two hours, however, 1433 01:19:17,630 --> 01:19:20,190 The Dance Monster would show mercy 1434 01:19:20,210 --> 01:19:22,900 and pair him with Cat McCoy, 1435 01:19:22,930 --> 01:19:24,780 who was an eighth grader 1436 01:19:24,800 --> 01:19:27,850 and the best dancer of the girls. 1437 01:19:28,680 --> 01:19:31,180 Chuck didn't expect romance. 1438 01:19:31,430 --> 01:19:33,250 Cat was not only gorgeous, 1439 01:19:33,270 --> 01:19:35,980 she was a full foot taller than he was. 1440 01:19:36,310 --> 01:19:39,000 But he loved to dance with her, 1441 01:19:39,020 --> 01:19:40,990 and the feeling was mutual. 1442 01:19:41,320 --> 01:19:43,990 Rohrbacher:...three. Out, two, three. Switch. 1443 01:19:44,360 --> 01:19:45,610 And stop. 1444 01:19:46,030 --> 01:19:48,760 In, two, three. Out, two, three. 1445 01:19:48,780 --> 01:19:50,970 Turn. Now box. 1446 01:19:51,000 --> 01:19:54,060 One, two, three. One, two, three. 1447 01:19:54,080 --> 01:19:56,810 One, two, three. One, two, three. 1448 01:19:56,830 --> 01:19:59,310 I don't know what that is. 1449 01:19:59,340 --> 01:20:00,730 Oh, my God. 1450 01:20:00,750 --> 01:20:03,400 Okay, 10 minutes freestyle. 1451 01:20:03,420 --> 01:20:06,510 ("My Sharona" by The Knack playing) 1452 01:20:15,390 --> 01:20:18,460 ♪ Ooh, my little pretty one, my pretty one ♪ 1453 01:20:18,480 --> 01:20:21,380 ♪ When you gonna give me some time, Sharona? ♪ 1454 01:20:21,400 --> 01:20:22,920 Hey. Watch this. 1455 01:20:22,940 --> 01:20:25,490 ♪ Ooh, you make my motor run, my motor run ♪ 1456 01:20:26,490 --> 01:20:28,280 (Cat chuckles) 1457 01:20:28,990 --> 01:20:30,410 Show me how you did that. 1458 01:20:30,870 --> 01:20:32,510 Chuck: Ready? 1459 01:20:32,540 --> 01:20:35,290 Slide, slide, slide. 1460 01:20:35,580 --> 01:20:37,560 - (Cat chuckles) - Here, ready? 1461 01:20:37,580 --> 01:20:39,690 Try it with me. 1462 01:20:39,710 --> 01:20:41,860 ♪ M-m-m-my Sharona ♪ 1463 01:20:41,880 --> 01:20:44,150 - Um... - Uh, kick off your shoes 1464 01:20:44,170 --> 01:20:46,590 - and do it in your socks. - Aye-aye. 1465 01:20:48,760 --> 01:20:50,510 Now, slide. 1466 01:20:51,260 --> 01:20:52,560 Slide. 1467 01:20:52,890 --> 01:20:54,890 Yeah. There you go. 1468 01:20:55,560 --> 01:20:57,980 Hey! Show me. 1469 01:20:59,810 --> 01:21:01,080 Pop. Slide. 1470 01:21:01,110 --> 01:21:03,480 Pop. Slide. Slide. Slide. 1471 01:21:03,940 --> 01:21:05,440 Yeah, again. 1472 01:21:06,490 --> 01:21:07,630 Chuck: Pop. Slide. Pop. 1473 01:21:07,650 --> 01:21:08,970 ♪ Woo! ♪ 1474 01:21:08,990 --> 01:21:12,090 ♪ M-m-m-my Sharona ♪ 1475 01:21:12,120 --> 01:21:14,010 narrator: Twirlers and Spinners let out 1476 01:21:14,040 --> 01:21:16,010 half an hour late that day. 1477 01:21:16,040 --> 01:21:17,830 ♪ My Sharona ♪ 1478 01:21:18,080 --> 01:21:19,350 Cat McCoy: That's so rad. 1479 01:21:19,380 --> 01:21:21,060 You figured that out by yourself? 1480 01:21:21,090 --> 01:21:23,060 Chuck: Well, I just kept rewinding and rewinding 1481 01:21:23,090 --> 01:21:24,960 til I figured it out. 1482 01:21:27,260 --> 01:21:28,880 We should do that at the Fling. 1483 01:21:30,800 --> 01:21:35,080 Uh, not as a date or anything. 1484 01:21:35,100 --> 01:21:36,980 I'm going out with Dougie Wentworth. 1485 01:21:37,770 --> 01:21:39,410 You know that, right? 1486 01:21:39,440 --> 01:21:40,520 Yeah. 1487 01:21:42,650 --> 01:21:44,540 But that doesn't mean we couldn't show them 1488 01:21:44,570 --> 01:21:45,790 some cool moves. 1489 01:21:45,820 --> 01:21:47,130 (chuckles) 1490 01:21:47,150 --> 01:21:49,320 I really want to. Do you? 1491 01:21:49,990 --> 01:21:51,570 I-I don't know. 1492 01:21:51,870 --> 01:21:53,450 I'm a lot shorter. 1493 01:21:53,780 --> 01:21:56,370 (sighs) I think people will laugh. 1494 01:22:11,890 --> 01:22:14,240 - That totally works. - It totally does. 1495 01:22:14,260 --> 01:22:16,660 - Chuck: Are you sure? - Oh, yeah, I'm sure. 1496 01:22:16,680 --> 01:22:18,390 Chuck: Well, they feel great! 1497 01:22:19,060 --> 01:22:21,350 Uh, just a little big. 1498 01:22:24,310 --> 01:22:25,710 Cat: That should be enough. 1499 01:22:25,730 --> 01:22:27,590 - Rohrbacher: Little more. - Cat: Maybe one more. 1500 01:22:27,610 --> 01:22:29,030 Rohrbacher: How's that? 1501 01:22:31,240 --> 01:22:34,030 Floor feels like ice. (Laughs) 1502 01:22:34,410 --> 01:22:35,890 You put scratches on that floor, 1503 01:22:35,910 --> 01:22:37,970 - the janitor is gonna beat y... - Timmy. 1504 01:22:38,000 --> 01:22:39,560 There won't be no scratches. 1505 01:22:39,580 --> 01:22:41,580 He's too light on his feet to leave any. 1506 01:22:43,000 --> 01:22:45,290 Albie: Almost perfect. 1507 01:22:49,670 --> 01:22:51,340 Take another run at these two. 1508 01:22:51,840 --> 01:22:53,570 (sighs) 1509 01:22:53,590 --> 01:22:55,390 You don't need to sigh. 1510 01:22:55,720 --> 01:22:57,030 You're good at this, you know? 1511 01:22:57,060 --> 01:22:58,830 You're really good at it. 1512 01:22:58,850 --> 01:23:00,810 Yeah, but it's boring. 1513 01:23:01,230 --> 01:23:03,960 Boring? What, you mean math? 1514 01:23:03,980 --> 01:23:05,210 Yeah. 1515 01:23:05,230 --> 01:23:07,330 I wonder if maybe next semester 1516 01:23:07,360 --> 01:23:09,960 you might want to try Math League after school. 1517 01:23:09,990 --> 01:23:12,130 I did it all high school, in fact, 1518 01:23:12,150 --> 01:23:13,800 and it was so great. 1519 01:23:13,820 --> 01:23:15,620 I'm doing Twirlers and Spinners. 1520 01:23:17,080 --> 01:23:18,330 Yeah. 1521 01:23:19,790 --> 01:23:22,580 Hey, hey, put that down for a second, will you? 1522 01:23:23,580 --> 01:23:25,380 Just a little about math. 1523 01:23:25,920 --> 01:23:27,940 Because people start out thinking 1524 01:23:27,960 --> 01:23:29,110 it might be boring, 1525 01:23:29,130 --> 01:23:31,170 and that's their first mistake. 1526 01:23:31,630 --> 01:23:35,450 It's used in every career, in every job, 1527 01:23:35,470 --> 01:23:38,110 in every facet of life on this planet. 1528 01:23:38,140 --> 01:23:40,850 That's a fact. Hell, the planet. 1529 01:23:41,270 --> 01:23:43,940 How do you think we figure out how long a day is? 1530 01:23:44,520 --> 01:23:46,770 Everybody knows how long a day is. 1531 01:23:47,060 --> 01:23:49,440 - How long? - Twenty-four hours. 1532 01:23:49,730 --> 01:23:52,780 People say it's 24 hours, but they're wrong. 1533 01:23:53,200 --> 01:23:57,130 There are 23 hours and 56 minutes 1534 01:23:57,160 --> 01:23:58,590 in a stellar day. 1535 01:23:58,620 --> 01:24:01,790 Plus a few odd seconds. Math proves it. 1536 01:24:02,330 --> 01:24:04,640 How do we know how old the Earth is? 1537 01:24:04,670 --> 01:24:07,980 How old the universe is, how long people have been here? 1538 01:24:08,000 --> 01:24:10,270 Or how to build a bridge or a skyscraper 1539 01:24:10,300 --> 01:24:12,590 or how far apart the stars are? 1540 01:24:12,920 --> 01:24:14,730 How did we land on the moon? 1541 01:24:14,760 --> 01:24:16,400 The stars themselves. 1542 01:24:16,430 --> 01:24:18,740 Why they burn, why atoms split and fuse, 1543 01:24:18,760 --> 01:24:20,810 and all the rest is just math. 1544 01:24:22,810 --> 01:24:24,940 Hey, stars are just math. 1545 01:24:25,390 --> 01:24:27,330 When you look at the night sky, 1546 01:24:27,350 --> 01:24:29,620 you're seeing the greatest equation 1547 01:24:29,650 --> 01:24:31,110 in the universe. 1548 01:24:31,400 --> 01:24:34,250 Heck, your dancing, that's math too. 1549 01:24:34,280 --> 01:24:37,260 I mean, what's the language of dance? 1550 01:24:37,280 --> 01:24:40,390 How do you learn your steps? It's even in the name. 1551 01:24:40,410 --> 01:24:42,890 I mean, they call it "the count." 1552 01:24:42,910 --> 01:24:44,430 One and two and three and four. 1553 01:24:44,450 --> 01:24:47,310 What's a waltz? One, two, three, one, two, three. 1554 01:24:47,330 --> 01:24:49,670 Just numbers, just math. 1555 01:24:50,380 --> 01:24:51,800 And more than that, 1556 01:24:52,920 --> 01:24:54,510 there's an art to it. 1557 01:24:55,380 --> 01:24:57,990 What I do, all these files here, 1558 01:24:58,010 --> 01:24:59,470 all these folders, 1559 01:25:00,350 --> 01:25:03,120 these are all people's lives. 1560 01:25:03,140 --> 01:25:05,180 Every choice they made. 1561 01:25:05,850 --> 01:25:07,940 Last year, last 10 years. 1562 01:25:08,270 --> 01:25:10,290 Everything that's important to them. 1563 01:25:10,310 --> 01:25:13,670 Every weakness they have, every vice, every dream, 1564 01:25:13,690 --> 01:25:16,950 it's all here in numbers. 1565 01:25:17,400 --> 01:25:19,800 Some schmuck comes in, takes those numbers, 1566 01:25:19,820 --> 01:25:23,540 does the math without artistry, someone loses their house. 1567 01:25:23,990 --> 01:25:27,410 I take those numbers, do a little art, 1568 01:25:28,000 --> 01:25:29,540 I save someone's life. 1569 01:25:30,330 --> 01:25:31,710 That's what I do. 1570 01:25:32,130 --> 01:25:34,670 That's what accounting is. 1571 01:25:35,210 --> 01:25:37,570 Chuck: Well, maybe they should teach that, 1572 01:25:37,590 --> 01:25:39,280 the cool stuff, 1573 01:25:39,300 --> 01:25:42,510 and not just all the boring stuff. 1574 01:25:43,100 --> 01:25:44,310 Hmm. 1575 01:25:48,060 --> 01:25:49,690 (gulps) 1576 01:25:51,520 --> 01:25:54,460 Math is something else too. 1577 01:25:54,480 --> 01:25:57,210 Some math, math that's called statistics 1578 01:25:57,240 --> 01:25:58,820 or probability, 1579 01:25:59,360 --> 01:26:01,870 it can tell you stuff about your future. 1580 01:26:03,200 --> 01:26:05,290 It could tell you, for example, 1581 01:26:06,370 --> 01:26:08,260 you're more likely to be drafted 1582 01:26:08,290 --> 01:26:10,310 by a major league sports team 1583 01:26:10,330 --> 01:26:12,920 than to make a real living as a dancer. 1584 01:26:16,710 --> 01:26:20,090 The world loves dancers, it truly does. 1585 01:26:20,550 --> 01:26:25,030 But it needs accountants, so there's much more demand, 1586 01:26:25,060 --> 01:26:27,680 so there's much more opportunity. 1587 01:26:28,730 --> 01:26:32,150 I know that might hurt, but it's the truth. 1588 01:26:32,730 --> 01:26:37,110 Math is truth. It won't lie to you. 1589 01:26:37,730 --> 01:26:40,760 It doesn't factor in your preferences. 1590 01:26:40,780 --> 01:26:42,660 It's pure that way. 1591 01:26:43,910 --> 01:26:46,410 Math can do a lot of things. 1592 01:26:47,910 --> 01:26:49,330 Math can be art. 1593 01:26:51,250 --> 01:26:53,210 But it can't lie. 1594 01:26:53,670 --> 01:26:54,670 So... 1595 01:26:56,250 --> 01:26:58,110 take another run at those two 1596 01:26:58,130 --> 01:26:59,420 because, Chucko, 1597 01:27:00,340 --> 01:27:02,470 you are good. 1598 01:27:03,300 --> 01:27:06,720 You... have art in you. 1599 01:27:11,020 --> 01:27:13,000 ("All Been Said Before" by Matt Nathanson playing) 1600 01:27:13,020 --> 01:27:14,940 ♪ Hugging me like skin ♪ 1601 01:27:16,150 --> 01:27:18,080 > And I'll sweat it clean? 1602 01:27:18,110 --> 01:27:20,380 ♪ Until I can taste ♪ 1603 01:27:20,400 --> 01:27:23,450 ♪ The oxygen ♪ 1604 01:27:24,320 --> 01:27:26,620 ♪ Oh ♪ 1605 01:27:44,300 --> 01:27:46,470 ♪♪ 1606 01:27:48,970 --> 01:27:51,080 Hey! You look great! 1607 01:27:51,100 --> 01:27:53,310 Thanks. Uh, you too. 1608 01:27:53,810 --> 01:27:54,850 (both chuckle) 1609 01:27:55,150 --> 01:27:57,170 Wanna show 'em how it's done? 1610 01:27:57,190 --> 01:27:59,900 Uh, I don't know. I kinda, um... 1611 01:28:01,030 --> 01:28:02,650 I kinda hurt my leg. 1612 01:28:04,240 --> 01:28:05,570 You hurt your leg? 1613 01:28:05,950 --> 01:28:08,620 Maybe, maybe let's, let's wait for a better song. 1614 01:28:11,500 --> 01:28:15,330 ("All the Time" by We're About 9 playing) 1615 01:28:18,340 --> 01:28:20,840 ♪ Today I changed the picture ♪ 1616 01:28:21,130 --> 01:28:23,550 ♪ In our old oak frame ♪ 1617 01:28:25,680 --> 01:28:29,390 ♪ To a painting I made of a photo inside... ♪ 1618 01:28:30,760 --> 01:28:31,850 Hey, kiddo. 1619 01:28:33,060 --> 01:28:34,060 Hey. 1620 01:28:35,850 --> 01:28:37,980 Thought you were gonna tear it up tonight. 1621 01:28:40,070 --> 01:28:41,530 I don't, I don't know. 1622 01:28:42,190 --> 01:28:44,170 My shoes feel all funny, 1623 01:28:44,190 --> 01:28:47,780 and... I hurt my leg. 1624 01:28:48,530 --> 01:28:50,410 Oh, you hurt your leg? 1625 01:28:51,700 --> 01:28:52,700 Yeah. 1626 01:28:53,120 --> 01:28:54,540 I'm sorry to hear that. 1627 01:28:56,210 --> 01:28:57,930 So, you came stag, huh? 1628 01:28:57,960 --> 01:28:59,750 - Hmm? - No date. 1629 01:29:00,340 --> 01:29:01,630 Nah, I... 1630 01:29:01,920 --> 01:29:05,020 That'll change. Believe me, it'll change. 1631 01:29:05,050 --> 01:29:06,720 Just give it some time. 1632 01:29:07,630 --> 01:29:09,180 None of this, none of... 1633 01:29:09,550 --> 01:29:12,450 None of that out there really means anything. 1634 01:29:12,470 --> 01:29:15,240 It's all just, just a scrimmage. 1635 01:29:15,270 --> 01:29:16,950 Just a practice. 1636 01:29:16,980 --> 01:29:19,330 (upbeat music playing) 1637 01:29:19,350 --> 01:29:21,580 Hey, this is perfect. Come on. 1638 01:29:21,610 --> 01:29:23,400 Nah, I'm still, uh... 1639 01:29:24,110 --> 01:29:25,550 My leg's still wonky. 1640 01:29:25,570 --> 01:29:27,090 Chuck, come on. 1641 01:29:27,110 --> 01:29:28,460 We're gonna blow the roof off. 1642 01:29:28,490 --> 01:29:29,820 I'm sorry. 1643 01:29:30,910 --> 01:29:32,410 It really hurts. 1644 01:29:37,960 --> 01:29:41,920 ("Rock n Roll Boogie" by The Math Club playing) 1645 01:29:46,630 --> 01:29:50,220 You know, I've been dancing since I was eight, 1646 01:29:50,510 --> 01:29:52,100 and I teach PE, 1647 01:29:52,550 --> 01:29:55,070 and I've seen when my kids get hurt. 1648 01:29:55,100 --> 01:29:56,700 I see how their walk changes. 1649 01:29:56,730 --> 01:29:59,000 I see how their posture changes. 1650 01:29:59,020 --> 01:30:01,440 And don't mind me saying, but you look... 1651 01:30:02,900 --> 01:30:04,690 Well, you look fine to me, Chuck. 1652 01:30:06,070 --> 01:30:09,490 I'm not saying that you have to dance with the girl. 1653 01:30:09,860 --> 01:30:11,880 It's up to you. I'm just saying 1654 01:30:11,910 --> 01:30:14,490 dance or no dance, you don't have to lie. 1655 01:30:16,120 --> 01:30:17,540 Tell her the truth. 1656 01:30:20,330 --> 01:30:21,580 She can take it. 1657 01:30:22,790 --> 01:30:26,000 (music continues faintly) 1658 01:30:28,130 --> 01:30:30,130 (insects chirping) 1659 01:30:43,980 --> 01:30:45,150 (chuckles) 1660 01:31:09,840 --> 01:31:13,050 ("Gimme Some Lovin' by Steve Winwood playing) 1661 01:31:25,770 --> 01:31:27,540 ♪ Well, my temperature's rising ♪ 1662 01:31:27,570 --> 01:31:29,340 ♪ And my feet on the floor ♪ 1663 01:31:29,360 --> 01:31:32,610 ♪ Crazy people knocking 'cause they're wanting some more ♪ 1664 01:31:32,900 --> 01:31:35,760 ♪ Let me in, baby, I don't know what you got ♪ 1665 01:31:35,780 --> 01:31:38,080 - You ready? - Yeah. Let's do it. 1666 01:31:39,040 --> 01:31:42,000 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1667 01:31:43,160 --> 01:31:45,230 ♪ So glad we made it ♪ 1668 01:31:45,250 --> 01:31:46,690 ♪ You gotta ♪ 1669 01:31:46,710 --> 01:31:48,230 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 1670 01:31:48,250 --> 01:31:50,190 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' ♪ 1671 01:31:50,210 --> 01:31:51,520 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 1672 01:31:51,550 --> 01:31:53,360 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' ♪ 1673 01:31:53,380 --> 01:31:57,050 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' every day ♪ 1674 01:31:59,350 --> 01:32:01,770 (all cheering) 1675 01:32:09,480 --> 01:32:11,280 (all cheering) 1676 01:32:16,320 --> 01:32:18,090 ♪ Well, I feel so good ♪ 1677 01:32:18,120 --> 01:32:20,260 ♪ Everything is getting higher ♪ 1678 01:32:20,290 --> 01:32:21,470 ♪ You better take it easy ♪ 1679 01:32:21,490 --> 01:32:23,220 ♪ 'Cause the place is on fire ♪ 1680 01:32:23,250 --> 01:32:26,730 ♪ Been a hard day and I have so much to do ♪ 1681 01:32:26,750 --> 01:32:29,400 ♪ We made it, baby, and it happened to you ♪ 1682 01:32:29,420 --> 01:32:32,170 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1683 01:32:33,470 --> 01:32:35,610 ♪ So glad we made it ♪ 1684 01:32:35,630 --> 01:32:37,190 ♪ You gotta ♪ 1685 01:32:37,220 --> 01:32:38,530 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 1686 01:32:38,550 --> 01:32:40,570 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' ♪ 1687 01:32:40,600 --> 01:32:41,700 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 1688 01:32:41,720 --> 01:32:43,700 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' ♪ 1689 01:32:43,730 --> 01:32:45,330 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 1690 01:32:45,350 --> 01:32:47,000 ♪ Every day ♪ 1691 01:32:47,020 --> 01:32:49,210 (all cheering) 1692 01:32:49,230 --> 01:32:52,230 ♪♪ 1693 01:33:04,870 --> 01:33:06,890 ♪ Well, I feel so good ♪ 1694 01:33:06,920 --> 01:33:08,930 ♪ Everything is getting higher ♪ 1695 01:33:08,960 --> 01:33:11,840 ♪ You better take it easy 'cause the place is on fire ♪ 1696 01:33:12,130 --> 01:33:15,070 ♪ Been a hard day and nothing went too good ♪ 1697 01:33:15,090 --> 01:33:18,190 ♪ Now I'm gonna relax like-a everybody should ♪ 1698 01:33:18,220 --> 01:33:21,050 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1699 01:33:21,350 --> 01:33:22,360 ♪ Hey-hey ♪ 1700 01:33:22,390 --> 01:33:24,530 ♪ So glad we made it ♪ 1701 01:33:24,560 --> 01:33:25,950 ♪ You got to ♪ 1702 01:33:25,980 --> 01:33:27,870 - ♪ Gimme some a-loving ♪ - (cheering gets louder) 1703 01:33:27,890 --> 01:33:29,460 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving ♪ 1704 01:33:29,480 --> 01:33:30,620 ♪ Gimme some loving ♪ 1705 01:33:30,650 --> 01:33:32,860 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving ♪ 1706 01:33:33,900 --> 01:33:36,360 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving ♪ 1707 01:33:36,950 --> 01:33:39,280 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving ♪ 1708 01:33:40,320 --> 01:33:42,510 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving ♪ 1709 01:33:42,530 --> 01:33:44,990 (all cheering) 1710 01:33:49,330 --> 01:33:52,040 (cheering gets louder) 1711 01:33:58,840 --> 01:34:01,610 All (chanting): One more time! One more time! 1712 01:34:01,640 --> 01:34:03,490 One more time! 1713 01:34:03,510 --> 01:34:05,220 One more time! 1714 01:34:05,680 --> 01:34:07,330 Narrator: They may have been young, 1715 01:34:07,350 --> 01:34:10,330 but they were smart enough to know when to quit. 1716 01:34:10,350 --> 01:34:13,310 (all cheering) 1717 01:34:18,740 --> 01:34:19,840 Thank you, guys. 1718 01:34:19,860 --> 01:34:21,590 Narrator: Six months before he died 1719 01:34:21,610 --> 01:34:25,340 of a brain tumor at the unfair age of 39, 1720 01:34:25,370 --> 01:34:28,830 and while his mind was still working, mostly, 1721 01:34:29,120 --> 01:34:32,480 Chuck told his wife the truth about the scar 1722 01:34:32,500 --> 01:34:33,880 on the back of his hand. 1723 01:34:35,590 --> 01:34:37,270 When they'd first started dating, 1724 01:34:37,300 --> 01:34:39,480 he told her he'd gotten it from a boy 1725 01:34:39,510 --> 01:34:41,190 named Doug Wentworth, 1726 01:34:41,220 --> 01:34:44,320 who was pissed about him dancing with his girlfriend 1727 01:34:44,350 --> 01:34:45,950 at a middle school formal 1728 01:34:45,970 --> 01:34:48,280 and pushed him into a chain link fence 1729 01:34:48,310 --> 01:34:49,450 outside the gym. 1730 01:34:49,480 --> 01:34:50,940 I lied about that, though. 1731 01:34:54,020 --> 01:34:55,250 Oh, my. 1732 01:34:55,270 --> 01:34:57,500 A man of secrets, 1733 01:34:57,530 --> 01:34:58,900 even still. 1734 01:35:00,860 --> 01:35:02,460 Ginny Krantz: What happened, love? 1735 01:35:02,490 --> 01:35:04,820 Chuck: When our fabulous dance was over, I... 1736 01:35:05,240 --> 01:35:07,740 I was sweaty and I was so hot. 1737 01:35:08,370 --> 01:35:10,720 I-I felt like my cheeks were gonna catch fire. 1738 01:35:10,750 --> 01:35:11,930 You were great. 1739 01:35:11,960 --> 01:35:13,460 - Thank you. - What a star. 1740 01:35:14,750 --> 01:35:15,940 Chuck: All I wanted in that moment 1741 01:35:15,960 --> 01:35:18,400 was just darkness, 1742 01:35:18,420 --> 01:35:19,880 cool air, 1743 01:35:20,670 --> 01:35:22,220 and to be by myself. 1744 01:35:26,760 --> 01:35:28,930 There were millions of stars that night. 1745 01:35:30,600 --> 01:35:31,940 Millions of them. 1746 01:35:32,270 --> 01:35:34,440 And millions more behind them. 1747 01:35:35,100 --> 01:35:39,110 And sure, m-may... Yeah, maybe they were just math. 1748 01:35:40,030 --> 01:35:42,670 But they also danced. 1749 01:35:42,700 --> 01:35:45,780 I know 'cause I saw one of them. 1750 01:35:47,490 --> 01:35:51,260 And I remember thinking, the universe is large 1751 01:35:51,290 --> 01:35:53,770 and, and it contains multitudes, 1752 01:35:53,790 --> 01:35:57,340 but it-it also contains me. 1753 01:35:58,500 --> 01:35:59,960 And in this moment... 1754 01:36:01,590 --> 01:36:03,260 I am wonderful. 1755 01:36:04,300 --> 01:36:06,990 And I have a right to be wonderful. 1756 01:36:07,010 --> 01:36:09,100 - (fence rattles) - Oh! 1757 01:36:10,600 --> 01:36:12,660 (groans) 1758 01:36:12,680 --> 01:36:14,350 Ginny: Why lie about that, silly? 1759 01:36:15,940 --> 01:36:18,230 You're a strange wonder, my dear. 1760 01:36:19,900 --> 01:36:22,040 Narrator: He doesn't offer more 1761 01:36:22,070 --> 01:36:25,780 because the scar was important for another reason. 1762 01:36:26,820 --> 01:36:29,580 It was part of a story he couldn't tell, 1763 01:36:29,990 --> 01:36:32,810 even though there was now an apartment building 1764 01:36:32,830 --> 01:36:34,970 on the site of the Victorian house 1765 01:36:35,000 --> 01:36:37,380 where he had done most of his growing up. 1766 01:36:38,670 --> 01:36:41,400 The haunted Victorian house. 1767 01:36:41,420 --> 01:36:42,420 Mm. 1768 01:36:42,800 --> 01:36:44,010 No reason. 1769 01:36:45,680 --> 01:36:47,430 Funny thinking, I guess. 1770 01:36:47,840 --> 01:36:49,950 Narrator: The scar meant more, 1771 01:36:49,970 --> 01:36:52,020 so he had made it more. 1772 01:36:52,310 --> 01:36:56,520 He just couldn't make it as much more as it really was. 1773 01:36:56,890 --> 01:36:59,080 That made little sense. 1774 01:36:59,110 --> 01:37:02,980 But as the glioblastoma continued its blitzkrieg, 1775 01:37:03,360 --> 01:37:05,840 it was the best his disintegrating mind 1776 01:37:05,860 --> 01:37:07,010 could manage. 1777 01:37:07,030 --> 01:37:10,160 (upbeat music playing on TV) 1778 01:37:19,040 --> 01:37:20,340 (switch clicks) 1779 01:37:22,840 --> 01:37:24,050 (switch clicks) 1780 01:37:28,930 --> 01:37:30,220 (switch clicks) 1781 01:37:31,550 --> 01:37:35,350 (groaning, gasping) 1782 01:37:36,230 --> 01:37:39,790 (groans) 1783 01:37:39,810 --> 01:37:41,540 Narrator: Chuck's grandpa, 1784 01:37:41,560 --> 01:37:42,860 his Zaydee, 1785 01:37:43,570 --> 01:37:45,170 died of a heart attack 1786 01:37:45,190 --> 01:37:49,210 five years after the Fall Fling dance. 1787 01:37:49,240 --> 01:37:51,880 Chuck was a junior in high school 1788 01:37:51,910 --> 01:37:55,010 singing in a band and dancing like Jagger 1789 01:37:55,040 --> 01:37:57,080 during the instrumental breaks. 1790 01:37:57,540 --> 01:37:59,920 Funeral director: He made all the arrangements himself. 1791 01:38:01,040 --> 01:38:03,060 Came in a few weeks ago 1792 01:38:03,090 --> 01:38:05,310 just to make sure everything was to the letter, 1793 01:38:05,340 --> 01:38:07,670 which I thought was strange. 1794 01:38:08,170 --> 01:38:10,240 Not many people bother to do that. 1795 01:38:10,260 --> 01:38:11,490 Most people, 1796 01:38:11,510 --> 01:38:14,470 they come here once to set it all up. 1797 01:38:14,970 --> 01:38:16,930 They aren't anxious to come back again. 1798 01:38:18,140 --> 01:38:21,540 Next time I see 'em, they're in their Sunday best, 1799 01:38:21,560 --> 01:38:22,650 if you get me. 1800 01:38:24,770 --> 01:38:28,070 He was a great man and a good friend. 1801 01:38:29,280 --> 01:38:32,090 He's been doing our books for 23 years 1802 01:38:32,120 --> 01:38:34,590 and saved our skin more than once 1803 01:38:34,620 --> 01:38:35,990 when the tax man was coming. 1804 01:38:38,660 --> 01:38:41,310 So, do I owe you any money? 1805 01:38:41,330 --> 01:38:42,810 Not a penny. 1806 01:38:42,830 --> 01:38:46,020 He took care of that too. Settled his tab 1807 01:38:46,050 --> 01:38:47,550 that same visit. 1808 01:38:48,630 --> 01:38:49,630 You know... 1809 01:38:50,800 --> 01:38:52,220 the strangest thing. 1810 01:38:52,640 --> 01:38:55,930 And this will sound strange, so bear with me. 1811 01:38:56,390 --> 01:38:58,980 See, I, uh, 1812 01:38:59,270 --> 01:39:01,790 dreamed of being a television weatherman 1813 01:39:01,810 --> 01:39:02,960 in my salad days 1814 01:39:02,980 --> 01:39:04,520 with maybe one of the networks. 1815 01:39:05,730 --> 01:39:07,190 Wasn't in the cards for me. 1816 01:39:08,070 --> 01:39:11,990 But I did spend a summer at WKNB. 1817 01:39:12,950 --> 01:39:15,760 Well, there was a guy 1818 01:39:15,780 --> 01:39:17,800 at KNB who they said 1819 01:39:17,830 --> 01:39:19,810 could feel a storm coming 1820 01:39:19,830 --> 01:39:21,710 two solid weeks away 1821 01:39:22,000 --> 01:39:23,730 without the radar. 1822 01:39:23,750 --> 01:39:25,310 Had a sixth sense. 1823 01:39:25,330 --> 01:39:27,500 Damnedest thing I ever saw. 1824 01:39:27,920 --> 01:39:30,150 Uh, used to make this face, 1825 01:39:30,170 --> 01:39:33,740 this face when people talked about their travel plans, 1826 01:39:33,760 --> 01:39:35,820 if he knew something they didn't. 1827 01:39:35,850 --> 01:39:38,950 Not... not a smile, per se. 1828 01:39:38,970 --> 01:39:40,830 No joy in it. 1829 01:39:40,850 --> 01:39:44,190 Just a... knowing. 1830 01:39:45,150 --> 01:39:47,190 "Weatherman Stare," I called it. 1831 01:39:48,020 --> 01:39:50,840 And I didn't have it, not me. 1832 01:39:50,860 --> 01:39:53,360 So, I'm here, not there. 1833 01:39:56,030 --> 01:39:58,970 Your granddad had that same face 1834 01:39:58,990 --> 01:40:00,750 when he was in here. 1835 01:40:01,370 --> 01:40:05,040 Like... he knew it was gonna rain. 1836 01:40:05,460 --> 01:40:08,210 And I was just a guy selling him an umbrella. 1837 01:40:10,510 --> 01:40:11,670 Weatherman Stare. 1838 01:40:12,720 --> 01:40:14,340 (chuckles) I'm sure of it. 1839 01:40:15,720 --> 01:40:17,010 The strangest thing. 1840 01:40:19,060 --> 01:40:21,200 Narrator: Albie left him everything. 1841 01:40:21,220 --> 01:40:24,480 More than enough to pay for his college education. 1842 01:40:24,770 --> 01:40:27,540 And later on, the sale of the Victorian 1843 01:40:27,560 --> 01:40:30,670 paid for the house he and Ginny moved into 1844 01:40:30,690 --> 01:40:33,400 after their honeymoon in the Catskills. 1845 01:40:35,240 --> 01:40:38,220 He flatly refused to move to Omaha 1846 01:40:38,240 --> 01:40:40,660 to live with his mother's parents. 1847 01:40:41,080 --> 01:40:42,800 - Look, I love you guys... - narrator: He said. 1848 01:40:42,830 --> 01:40:46,310 ...but this is where I grew up and want to stay till college. 1849 01:40:46,330 --> 01:40:48,080 I'm 17. I'm not a baby. 1850 01:40:48,420 --> 01:40:50,980 Narrator: So, they, both long retired, 1851 01:40:51,000 --> 01:40:52,440 came to him 1852 01:40:52,460 --> 01:40:54,400 and stayed in the Victorian 1853 01:40:54,420 --> 01:40:57,320 for the 20-odd months before Chuck went off 1854 01:40:57,340 --> 01:40:59,510 to the University of Illinois. 1855 01:41:01,600 --> 01:41:05,180 They weren't able to be there for the funeral, however. 1856 01:41:06,390 --> 01:41:09,080 It happened fast, as Albie had wanted, 1857 01:41:09,110 --> 01:41:11,170 and his mom's folks had loose ends 1858 01:41:11,190 --> 01:41:13,150 to tie up in Omaha. 1859 01:41:13,940 --> 01:41:16,780 Chuck didn't really miss them, if he was honest. 1860 01:41:17,780 --> 01:41:19,930 His Zaydee hated a fuss 1861 01:41:19,950 --> 01:41:22,370 almost as much as he hated a crowd. 1862 01:41:26,410 --> 01:41:29,270 A day before they were scheduled to arrive, 1863 01:41:29,290 --> 01:41:31,600 Chuck finally opened the envelope 1864 01:41:31,630 --> 01:41:33,610 that had been sitting on the table 1865 01:41:33,630 --> 01:41:34,670 in the front hall. 1866 01:41:36,010 --> 01:41:38,610 It was from Sam Yarborough, 1867 01:41:38,630 --> 01:41:42,610 owner and chief undertaker at Yarborough Funeral Home, 1868 01:41:42,640 --> 01:41:47,310 and inside were Albie Krantz's personal effects. 1869 01:42:04,830 --> 01:42:06,140 (inhales deeply) 1870 01:42:06,160 --> 01:42:08,460 (sighs) 1871 01:42:08,750 --> 01:42:09,750 (switch clicks) 1872 01:42:25,140 --> 01:42:26,350 (lock clicks) 1873 01:42:37,280 --> 01:42:39,490 (door creaks) 1874 01:43:12,230 --> 01:43:15,520 (birds tweeting) -(dog barking in distance) 1875 01:43:24,240 --> 01:43:27,200 (monitor beeping) 1876 01:43:43,720 --> 01:43:46,740 Narrator: In this room, Chuck's grandpa had seen 1877 01:43:46,760 --> 01:43:48,070 the Jefferies boy, 1878 01:43:48,100 --> 01:43:50,310 body broken by the car. 1879 01:43:51,730 --> 01:43:55,100 He'd seen Henry Peterson hanging from the ceiling. 1880 01:43:55,810 --> 01:43:58,940 He'd seen his own wife lying dead. 1881 01:43:59,280 --> 01:44:01,590 And likely, Chuck supposed, 1882 01:44:01,610 --> 01:44:05,110 perhaps the night Chuck had stolen his keys, 1883 01:44:05,700 --> 01:44:10,220 Albie had even seen himself crumpled to the floor, 1884 01:44:10,240 --> 01:44:12,410 still clutching his upper arm. 1885 01:44:13,620 --> 01:44:16,250 "It's the waiting," he'd said. 1886 01:44:17,380 --> 01:44:19,060 "That's the hard part." 1887 01:44:19,090 --> 01:44:20,310 (monitor beeping) 1888 01:44:20,340 --> 01:44:23,300 Now Chuck's own waiting would begin. 1889 01:44:24,680 --> 01:44:26,840 How long would that wait be? 1890 01:44:27,640 --> 01:44:31,450 Exactly how old was the man in the hospital bed? 1891 01:44:31,470 --> 01:44:34,480 (beeping continues) 1892 01:44:36,650 --> 01:44:39,330 - There was a final bip... - (beeping stops) 1893 01:44:39,360 --> 01:44:41,320 ...from the unseen monitor 1894 01:44:42,070 --> 01:44:43,940 and then that was gone too. 1895 01:44:46,910 --> 01:44:48,590 The man did not fade, 1896 01:44:48,620 --> 01:44:51,740 as ghostly apparitions did in the movies. 1897 01:44:52,410 --> 01:44:54,330 He was just gone. 1898 01:44:54,910 --> 01:44:58,500 Insisting he had never been there in the first place. 1899 01:45:00,210 --> 01:45:02,170 - He wasn't... - narrator: Chuck thinks. 1900 01:45:02,550 --> 01:45:04,470 ...and I will insist he wasn't. 1901 01:45:05,630 --> 01:45:09,430 And I will live my life until my life runs out. 1902 01:45:11,350 --> 01:45:12,720 I am wonderful. 1903 01:45:14,560 --> 01:45:16,440 I deserve to be wonderful. 1904 01:45:19,100 --> 01:45:21,020 And I contain multitudes. 1905 01:45:29,320 --> 01:45:32,010 (footsteps fading) 1906 01:45:32,030 --> 01:45:35,040 (melancholic music playing) 1907 01:45:37,540 --> 01:45:41,630 ("The Parting Glass" by Gregory Alan Isakov playing) 1908 01:46:00,400 --> 01:46:03,730 ♪ Of all the money I ever had ♪ 1909 01:46:05,400 --> 01:46:09,780 ♪ I spent it in good company ♪ 1910 01:46:10,410 --> 01:46:14,490 ♪ And all the harm I've ever done ♪ 1911 01:46:16,080 --> 01:46:19,960 ♪ It was to none but me ♪ 1912 01:46:23,250 --> 01:46:25,590 ♪ And all I've done ♪ 1913 01:46:27,260 --> 01:46:29,720 ♪ For want of wit ♪ 1914 01:46:31,260 --> 01:46:35,970 ♪ To memory now I can't recall ♪ 1915 01:46:38,430 --> 01:46:43,270 ♪ So fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1916 01:46:43,770 --> 01:46:48,940 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1917 01:47:11,930 --> 01:47:16,720 ♪ Fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1918 01:47:17,180 --> 01:47:21,480 ♪ And drink a health whate'er befalls ♪ 1919 01:47:22,140 --> 01:47:26,980 ♪ Then gently rise and softly call ♪ 1920 01:47:27,480 --> 01:47:32,660 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1921 01:47:55,930 --> 01:48:00,220 ♪ OF all the friends I ever had ♪ 1922 01:48:00,810 --> 01:48:05,270 ♪ They're sorry for my going away ♪ 1923 01:48:05,940 --> 01:48:10,780 ♪ And all the sweethearts I ever had ♪ 1924 01:48:11,150 --> 01:48:15,700 ♪ They would wish me one more day to stay ♪ 1925 01:48:18,530 --> 01:48:20,870 ♪ Since it fell ♪ 1926 01:48:23,120 --> 01:48:25,000 ♪ Into my lot ♪ 1927 01:48:26,830 --> 01:48:31,590 ♪ That I should rise and you should not ♪ 1928 01:48:33,970 --> 01:48:38,550 ♪ I'll gently rise and softly call ♪ 1929 01:48:39,050 --> 01:48:44,730 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1930 01:49:07,750 --> 01:49:12,460 ♪ Fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1931 01:49:12,880 --> 01:49:17,300 ♪ Drink a health whate'er befalls ♪ 1932 01:49:17,890 --> 01:49:22,430 ♪ Then gently rise and softly call ♪ 1933 01:49:22,970 --> 01:49:27,810 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1934 01:49:28,190 --> 01:49:34,860 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1935 01:49:36,570 --> 01:49:39,620 (song fades out) 1936 01:49:43,950 --> 01:49:47,120 (melancholic music playing) 1937 01:50:16,990 --> 01:50:20,160 (melancholic music continues) 1938 01:50:35,590 --> 01:50:37,760 (music fades out)