1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:06,604 --> 00:02:08,779 student: "It is not chaos or death. 4 00:02:08,780 --> 00:02:11,348 "It is form and union and plan. 5 00:02:11,653 --> 00:02:13,089 "It is eternal life. 6 00:02:13,568 --> 00:02:14,873 "It is happiness. 7 00:02:15,831 --> 00:02:17,745 "The past and present wilt. 8 00:02:17,746 --> 00:02:19,660 "I have filled them, emptied them, 9 00:02:19,661 --> 00:02:22,403 "and proceed to fill my next fold of the future. 10 00:02:22,707 --> 00:02:25,014 "Listener up there! What have you to confide to me? 11 00:02:25,754 --> 00:02:28,669 "Look in my face while I snuff the sidle of evening. 12 00:02:28,670 --> 00:02:31,106 "Talk honestly, no one else hears you, 13 00:02:31,107 --> 00:02:32,847 and I stay only a minute longer." 14 00:02:32,848 --> 00:02:34,893 "Do I contradict myself? 15 00:02:36,243 --> 00:02:37,765 "Very well then, I contradict myself. 16 00:02:37,766 --> 00:02:40,594 I am large, I contain multitudes." 17 00:02:40,595 --> 00:02:41,770 My God. 18 00:02:43,250 --> 00:02:44,251 What is it? 19 00:02:45,643 --> 00:02:47,776 Clearly something more interesting than Whitman. 20 00:02:48,907 --> 00:02:51,605 California. There was another earthquake. 21 00:02:51,606 --> 00:02:54,999 A huge chunk's gone from Santa Barbara to Fresno. 22 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:56,566 - student 2: It's fucking crazy. - Into the ocean. 23 00:02:56,567 --> 00:02:57,916 - Just like that. - teacher: Alright, alright. 24 00:02:58,613 --> 00:02:59,570 Settle down. 25 00:03:01,268 --> 00:03:02,311 Got no connection. 26 00:03:02,312 --> 00:03:03,792 Anybody else have one? 27 00:03:04,271 --> 00:03:06,142 student: No. 28 00:03:09,101 --> 00:03:14,584 teacher: Oh, eh, sorry. Network's still down. 29 00:03:14,585 --> 00:03:16,239 I've got his file here, though. 30 00:03:16,935 --> 00:03:18,980 Uh, Dylan's been diving lately. 31 00:03:18,981 --> 00:03:20,547 I mean, this semester, he's gone 32 00:03:20,548 --> 00:03:22,897 from As and Bs to Ds. 33 00:03:22,898 --> 00:03:24,290 You keep hard copies? 34 00:03:24,291 --> 00:03:25,813 When the network started acting up, 35 00:03:25,814 --> 00:03:27,597 a lot of us started keeping hard copies. 36 00:03:27,598 --> 00:03:30,166 What do you think? I mean, you think it's coming back? 37 00:03:30,645 --> 00:03:32,646 Well, I don't, I don't know. 38 00:03:32,647 --> 00:03:34,517 Dylan's mom: I remember the world before the internet. 39 00:03:34,518 --> 00:03:35,997 Why is it so hard to imagine carrying on without it? 40 00:03:35,998 --> 00:03:37,520 It is, though, isn't it? 41 00:03:37,521 --> 00:03:39,740 How do we go back? How-- Can we go back? 42 00:03:39,741 --> 00:03:41,524 What if it's down for good this time? 43 00:03:41,525 --> 00:03:42,873 Internet's still down. 44 00:03:42,874 --> 00:03:44,310 teacher: Yeah, but lucky for us, 45 00:03:44,311 --> 00:03:45,876 I've got hard copies for each student. 46 00:03:45,877 --> 00:03:47,400 parent: I think this might be it. 47 00:03:47,401 --> 00:03:48,357 I don't think it's coming back this time. 48 00:03:48,358 --> 00:03:50,054 You might be right. 49 00:03:50,055 --> 00:03:51,491 But I do think we should talk about Emily. 50 00:03:51,492 --> 00:03:52,840 Her attendance has really fallen off. 51 00:03:52,841 --> 00:03:54,146 Her attendance? 52 00:03:54,495 --> 00:03:56,496 Absenteeism's at an all-time high 53 00:03:56,497 --> 00:03:57,888 all over the world. 54 00:03:57,889 --> 00:04:00,891 We got doctors and pilots and cops 55 00:04:00,892 --> 00:04:04,155 and everyone's just pissing the fuck off, right? 56 00:04:04,156 --> 00:04:06,941 But you, you want to talk to us about Emily? 57 00:04:06,942 --> 00:04:09,030 parent 2: How are they supposed to study, anyway? 58 00:04:09,031 --> 00:04:11,162 Web's been on the fritz for eight months. 59 00:04:11,163 --> 00:04:13,862 Half those sites are just garbled. 60 00:04:14,166 --> 00:04:15,950 I mean, I get it, sites go dark. 61 00:04:15,951 --> 00:04:17,778 But what about all that other stuff? 62 00:04:17,779 --> 00:04:21,390 Like, sites are there, but all the punctuation's wrong. 63 00:04:21,391 --> 00:04:24,264 Words spelled wrong. How do you explain that? 64 00:04:25,743 --> 00:04:27,440 Well, I can't, 65 00:04:27,441 --> 00:04:30,573 but Brian can still prepare for class. 66 00:04:30,574 --> 00:04:33,576 I mean, the library's still here. Internet or not. 67 00:04:33,577 --> 00:04:34,796 Pornhub's down. 68 00:04:36,754 --> 00:04:38,060 Did you know that, Mr. Anderson? 69 00:04:41,150 --> 00:04:42,455 Yeah, I, uh, 70 00:04:42,456 --> 00:04:45,372 I, I, I had noticed that. Yeah. 71 00:04:45,894 --> 00:04:47,721 Sorry if Bri's been any trouble. 72 00:04:47,722 --> 00:04:50,506 It's just me now. His mom... 73 00:04:50,507 --> 00:04:52,334 she left, I don't know where. 74 00:04:52,335 --> 00:04:53,988 That's been happening a lot more I hear, 75 00:04:53,989 --> 00:04:55,773 people just ghosting. 76 00:04:56,731 --> 00:05:00,516 Hers was some star-crossed boyfriend from high school. 77 00:05:00,517 --> 00:05:01,605 They dated a month. 78 00:05:03,215 --> 00:05:05,304 Goddamn month. She's gonna throw 20 years 79 00:05:05,305 --> 00:05:07,307 in the trash to chase down a month. 80 00:05:09,047 --> 00:05:10,527 I guess she never stopped thinking about him. 81 00:05:12,007 --> 00:05:13,790 I guess we've all got someone like that. 82 00:05:13,791 --> 00:05:17,316 I mean, I get it, if it really is the end, 83 00:05:17,317 --> 00:05:19,666 like those kooks in the purple robes say, 84 00:05:19,667 --> 00:05:21,930 then who do you want to be with for it? 85 00:05:22,931 --> 00:05:24,019 But to leave her son? 86 00:05:28,023 --> 00:05:29,416 Uh, she says she'll be back. 87 00:05:30,982 --> 00:05:33,028 I don't know. Um... 88 00:05:37,511 --> 00:05:38,860 Fuckin' Pornhub. 89 00:05:40,122 --> 00:05:41,775 What if that never comes back? 90 00:05:41,776 --> 00:05:43,734 Fuckin' tragedy. 91 00:05:45,083 --> 00:05:48,173 I mean, even if it is the end of all things... 92 00:05:50,132 --> 00:05:51,525 that's just fuckin' mean. 93 00:05:57,922 --> 00:06:00,098 - Sorry. - Yeah. 94 00:06:02,274 --> 00:06:03,710 reporter: It's a scene of devastation 95 00:06:03,711 --> 00:06:05,451 and heartbreak in California, 96 00:06:05,452 --> 00:06:07,714 as rescue workers sift through what remains 97 00:06:07,715 --> 00:06:09,368 of the northern portion of the state. 98 00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:12,240 reporter 2: 350 dead in North Yorkshire 99 00:06:12,241 --> 00:06:13,589 as water levels continue to... 100 00:06:34,306 --> 00:06:35,785 narrator: The day Marty Anderson 101 00:06:35,786 --> 00:06:37,831 first saw the billboard 102 00:06:37,832 --> 00:06:41,138 was just before the internet finally went down for good. 103 00:06:43,751 --> 00:06:46,274 It had been wobbling for eight months, 104 00:06:46,275 --> 00:06:49,712 but other problems, like fires, earthquakes, 105 00:06:49,713 --> 00:06:52,672 and whole species of birds and fish dying off 106 00:06:52,673 --> 00:06:54,500 had taken priority. 107 00:06:54,501 --> 00:06:56,284 newscaster [on radio]: ...till today, thought to be 108 00:06:56,285 --> 00:06:57,504 the largest wildfire in United States history. 109 00:06:59,506 --> 00:07:00,854 ♪ Well, I feel so good 110 00:07:00,855 --> 00:07:02,770 ♪ Everything is getting high 111 00:07:03,379 --> 00:07:05,641 narrator: Ordinarily, Marty would've driven home 112 00:07:05,642 --> 00:07:08,470 by way of the Turnpike bypass, 113 00:07:08,471 --> 00:07:10,472 but that wasn't possible 114 00:07:10,473 --> 00:07:12,126 due to the collapse of the bridge 115 00:07:12,127 --> 00:07:13,607 over Otter Creek. 116 00:07:16,087 --> 00:07:18,088 ♪ So glad we made it 117 00:07:18,089 --> 00:07:19,046 ♪ You gotta 118 00:07:21,092 --> 00:07:23,006 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 119 00:07:23,007 --> 00:07:24,355 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 120 00:07:24,356 --> 00:07:26,357 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 121 00:07:26,358 --> 00:07:29,360 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' every day ♪ 122 00:07:34,366 --> 00:07:36,324 NPR host [on radio]: Well, with what happened in California, 123 00:07:36,325 --> 00:07:37,891 that officially makes Nevada one of the most 124 00:07:37,892 --> 00:07:39,762 populous states in the Union now. 125 00:07:39,763 --> 00:07:41,416 NPR host 2: The thing that must be said here is... 126 00:07:41,417 --> 00:07:43,418 narrator: Felicia Gordon is a nurse 127 00:07:43,419 --> 00:07:45,028 at City General. 128 00:07:45,029 --> 00:07:46,726 Though for the last few weeks, 129 00:07:46,727 --> 00:07:50,381 she's felt more like an undertaker. 130 00:07:50,382 --> 00:07:53,384 The staff, whose numbers have been dwindling 131 00:07:53,385 --> 00:07:55,952 since late summer, have begun referring 132 00:07:55,953 --> 00:07:58,912 to themselves as the Suicide Squad. 133 00:07:58,913 --> 00:08:00,827 NPR host [on radio]: We'll be back to talk more about this 134 00:08:00,828 --> 00:08:02,959 and, uh, also about the fires in the Midwest, 135 00:08:02,960 --> 00:08:05,528 speaking of water scarcity, back after this break. 136 00:08:10,533 --> 00:08:12,099 announcer [on radio]: We'd like to say thank you 137 00:08:12,100 --> 00:08:13,796 to Charles Krantz 138 00:08:13,797 --> 00:08:16,799 for 39 great years. 139 00:08:16,800 --> 00:08:17,845 Thanks, Chuck. 140 00:08:21,936 --> 00:08:23,024 man: Hey. 141 00:08:24,199 --> 00:08:25,460 Heard you got another one. 142 00:08:25,461 --> 00:08:27,157 Yeah. One more. 143 00:08:27,158 --> 00:08:29,465 nurse: Mine wasn't so lucky. Slit wrists, so... 144 00:08:30,292 --> 00:08:31,859 what were we supposed to do really? 145 00:08:32,337 --> 00:08:34,034 Hear about Marilou? 146 00:08:34,035 --> 00:08:35,775 No. What about Marilou? 147 00:08:35,776 --> 00:08:36,907 She left! 148 00:08:37,517 --> 00:08:39,648 - Her ex. Remember Pedro? - Mm-hm. 149 00:08:39,649 --> 00:08:41,607 He showed up, and I don't know what he said to her, 150 00:08:41,608 --> 00:08:43,305 but she walked out holding his hand. 151 00:08:44,219 --> 00:08:45,959 And I remember how bad that divorce was. 152 00:08:45,960 --> 00:08:47,743 - Do you remember? - Yeah, I remember. 153 00:08:47,744 --> 00:08:49,353 Well, I guess that's all bridge water 154 00:08:49,354 --> 00:08:51,530 'cause off she went. 155 00:08:51,531 --> 00:08:52,879 reporter [on radio]: ...sinkholes that have been opening up. 156 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:54,358 nurse: I wonder what the stats are. 157 00:08:54,359 --> 00:08:57,057 You think more people are splitting up 158 00:08:57,058 --> 00:08:58,407 or getting back together? 159 00:08:58,755 --> 00:09:00,451 I mean, do you think marriage rates are up 160 00:09:00,452 --> 00:09:01,715 - or divorce rates-- - Marriages. 161 00:09:02,977 --> 00:09:04,500 - You're an optimist. - No. 162 00:09:05,632 --> 00:09:06,980 Divorce takes way longer, 163 00:09:06,981 --> 00:09:08,721 and I don't think anyone's filing. 164 00:09:08,722 --> 00:09:10,766 Why bother? Six months of paperwork at least. 165 00:09:10,767 --> 00:09:11,941 Probably more. 166 00:09:11,942 --> 00:09:13,029 Marriage license is one page 167 00:09:13,030 --> 00:09:14,249 and it takes an hour or so. 168 00:09:15,467 --> 00:09:17,513 I'm gonna guess marriages. 169 00:09:18,688 --> 00:09:20,297 man [on TV]: Missed you for lunch, missed you for dinner. 170 00:09:20,298 --> 00:09:21,951 What's the matter? Don't you eat anymore? 171 00:09:21,952 --> 00:09:23,692 woman [on TV]: Well, I wasn't hungry tonight. 172 00:09:23,693 --> 00:09:25,259 man: Weren't you hungry this morning either? 173 00:09:25,260 --> 00:09:26,826 woman: Who stole my nylons? 174 00:09:26,827 --> 00:09:30,264 Egads! The very... Not very. 175 00:09:30,265 --> 00:09:32,527 man: Too much rehearsal last night, huh? 176 00:09:32,528 --> 00:09:33,963 woman: It was kind of a workout. 177 00:09:33,964 --> 00:09:35,269 man: That why you slept late? 178 00:09:35,270 --> 00:09:36,575 woman: Oh, I didn't sleep late. 179 00:09:36,576 --> 00:09:38,011 I went uptown. 180 00:09:38,012 --> 00:09:39,666 - man: Shopping? - woman: No. 181 00:09:42,712 --> 00:09:43,626 Hey. 182 00:09:45,672 --> 00:09:46,673 Felicia Gordon [on phone]: Hi. 183 00:09:49,327 --> 00:09:50,850 You hung up? 184 00:09:50,851 --> 00:09:52,200 Yeah. 185 00:09:52,679 --> 00:09:54,681 But then I figured you probably saw it. So... 186 00:09:57,031 --> 00:09:58,032 How are you? 187 00:09:58,772 --> 00:10:00,686 Marty Anderson [on phone]: I'm okay, I guess. 188 00:10:00,687 --> 00:10:01,775 How are you? 189 00:10:02,514 --> 00:10:04,778 I was, um, thinking about you today. 190 00:10:05,866 --> 00:10:07,910 We were at work talking about marriages and divorces. 191 00:10:07,911 --> 00:10:09,477 Like, which are happening more now-- 192 00:10:09,478 --> 00:10:10,522 Marriages, I bet. 193 00:10:11,654 --> 00:10:13,221 Ain't nobody waiting on a divorce. 194 00:10:14,265 --> 00:10:15,527 What about remarriages? 195 00:10:17,878 --> 00:10:19,443 You want to buy a guy a drink first or... 196 00:10:19,444 --> 00:10:20,793 I bet those are happening. 197 00:10:20,794 --> 00:10:21,925 I mean, it makes sense. 198 00:10:22,709 --> 00:10:25,494 People wanting something comforting and... 199 00:10:26,364 --> 00:10:27,670 familiar. 200 00:10:28,976 --> 00:10:31,282 So... how was your day? 201 00:10:32,283 --> 00:10:34,111 You're just going right for it, aren't you? 202 00:10:34,764 --> 00:10:35,809 Humor me. 203 00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:37,462 It was, um... 204 00:10:38,072 --> 00:10:42,075 It was a day, I guess. 205 00:10:42,076 --> 00:10:44,687 You know? Weird. 206 00:10:45,209 --> 00:10:46,470 Parent-teacher sessions, 207 00:10:46,471 --> 00:10:48,909 felt like pissing in the wind. 208 00:10:49,561 --> 00:10:51,040 You know about California, right? 209 00:10:51,041 --> 00:10:52,868 Yeah. 210 00:10:52,869 --> 00:10:54,478 I know they're saying most of it was already evacuated, 211 00:10:54,479 --> 00:10:56,480 but I heard today there are hundreds of thousands 212 00:10:56,481 --> 00:10:57,960 of refugees trekking east. 213 00:10:57,961 --> 00:10:59,266 Did you know Nevada is one of the most 214 00:10:59,267 --> 00:11:00,746 populous states in the Union now? 215 00:11:00,747 --> 00:11:02,791 I heard a, a scientist on NPR say 216 00:11:02,792 --> 00:11:05,099 California is peeling away like old wallpaper. 217 00:11:05,708 --> 00:11:08,493 And another Japanese reactor got inundated this afternoon. 218 00:11:08,929 --> 00:11:11,234 And they're saying, you know, it was shut down and all's well, 219 00:11:11,235 --> 00:11:13,236 but I just, I, I don't think I believe that. 220 00:11:13,237 --> 00:11:15,456 Cynic. 221 00:11:15,457 --> 00:11:17,240 Well, we're living in cynical times, Marty. 222 00:11:17,241 --> 00:11:20,505 I mean, some people think we're living in the last times. 223 00:11:21,028 --> 00:11:23,203 Not just the religious crazies either. Not anymore. 224 00:11:23,204 --> 00:11:25,901 And you are hearing that from a member in good standing 225 00:11:25,902 --> 00:11:28,383 of the City General Suicide Squad. 226 00:11:29,297 --> 00:11:30,601 That's what we call ourselves now. 227 00:11:30,602 --> 00:11:32,039 No lie. 228 00:11:32,343 --> 00:11:35,171 We lost six today, but there's 18 more 229 00:11:35,172 --> 00:11:36,912 we dragged back, mostly with naloxone. 230 00:11:36,913 --> 00:11:38,522 But supplies of that are getting very thin. 231 00:11:38,523 --> 00:11:40,481 And I heard the head pharmacist say 232 00:11:40,482 --> 00:11:43,006 we might be completely out by the end of the month. 233 00:11:43,877 --> 00:11:45,355 That sucks. 234 00:11:45,356 --> 00:11:47,097 Yeah. Yeah. 235 00:11:47,968 --> 00:11:49,752 Yeah, that sucks. It, it really sucks. 236 00:11:52,233 --> 00:11:54,190 The internet's down, and California's hanging 237 00:11:54,191 --> 00:11:55,496 by a thread. 238 00:11:55,497 --> 00:11:57,541 There's fires and famines 239 00:11:57,542 --> 00:11:58,673 and plagues and all the rest. 240 00:11:58,674 --> 00:12:00,022 I mean, it just 241 00:12:00,023 --> 00:12:01,285 the center doesn't hold. 242 00:12:03,157 --> 00:12:04,680 It just won't let up. 243 00:12:08,205 --> 00:12:09,946 How long is this gonna go on? 244 00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:13,341 How much can we take before the whole thing... 245 00:12:14,690 --> 00:12:16,474 before the whole thing goes apart, I mean. 246 00:12:21,828 --> 00:12:24,482 I'm teaching the kids Carl Sagan right now. 247 00:12:26,658 --> 00:12:28,835 You ever hear what he said about the cosmic calendar? 248 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:32,795 Uh... I don't know. I don't think so. 249 00:12:33,100 --> 00:12:36,363 Well, the universe is 15 billion years old. 250 00:12:36,364 --> 00:12:37,973 And if you took all of that, 251 00:12:37,974 --> 00:12:41,324 all, all 15 billion years 252 00:12:41,325 --> 00:12:45,415 and compress them into a single calendar year, 253 00:12:45,416 --> 00:12:49,071 then the Big Bang happens in the first second, January 1st. 254 00:12:49,072 --> 00:12:50,900 And, and today, 255 00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:54,990 oh, right now, we're in the final millisecond 256 00:12:54,991 --> 00:12:56,732 of the last minute of the last day, 257 00:12:57,341 --> 00:12:58,820 December 31st. 258 00:12:58,821 --> 00:13:00,779 But if you go back to the start, 259 00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:03,303 if the, if the Big Bang happens 260 00:13:03,304 --> 00:13:05,088 at midnight, January 1st, 261 00:13:06,133 --> 00:13:08,003 then each month of this calendar 262 00:13:08,004 --> 00:13:10,223 is one and a quarter billion years long. 263 00:13:10,224 --> 00:13:12,529 Hey, nobody told me there was math on this exam. 264 00:13:12,530 --> 00:13:15,228 The universe starts January 1st, 265 00:13:15,229 --> 00:13:18,100 but the, uh, the Milky Way didn't form 266 00:13:18,101 --> 00:13:19,581 until May. 267 00:13:19,929 --> 00:13:21,538 Our sun and our earth, 268 00:13:21,539 --> 00:13:25,108 they don't show up until mid-September. 269 00:13:25,456 --> 00:13:27,676 Life appears soon after. But not us. 270 00:13:28,459 --> 00:13:31,592 No. No, no, we don't appear for guess how long? 271 00:13:31,593 --> 00:13:33,812 Again, I was told there'd be no math. 272 00:13:33,813 --> 00:13:35,031 December 31st. 273 00:13:36,119 --> 00:13:37,772 Last day on the calendar, 274 00:13:37,773 --> 00:13:39,774 and the very first human beings on Earth 275 00:13:39,775 --> 00:13:40,994 made their debut 276 00:13:41,733 --> 00:13:43,213 around 10:30 p.m. 277 00:13:44,345 --> 00:13:47,348 10:30 p.m. on the last day. 278 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:50,524 And, um, every minute since then 279 00:13:50,525 --> 00:13:52,221 is 30,000 years. 280 00:13:52,222 --> 00:13:56,226 So, 11:46 p.m., 281 00:13:56,923 --> 00:14:00,752 only 14 minutes ago, humanity tamed fire 282 00:14:01,884 --> 00:14:04,234 and now we're out of minutes, we're into seconds. 283 00:14:05,932 --> 00:14:07,846 11:59 and 20 seconds, 284 00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:11,676 the domestication of plants and animals begin, 285 00:14:12,155 --> 00:14:14,941 an application for the human talent for making tools. 286 00:14:15,942 --> 00:14:18,335 11:59 and 35 seconds, 287 00:14:19,293 --> 00:14:21,294 agricultural communities 288 00:14:21,295 --> 00:14:23,297 evolved into the first cities. 289 00:14:25,081 --> 00:14:26,343 Our recorded history, 290 00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:29,259 everyone we've ever heard of, 291 00:14:29,781 --> 00:14:33,002 every single thing in any one of our history books... 292 00:14:35,091 --> 00:14:36,832 happens in the last 10 seconds. 293 00:14:39,487 --> 00:14:41,054 The last 10 seconds 294 00:14:41,968 --> 00:14:43,230 of the last minute 295 00:14:43,970 --> 00:14:45,885 of the last day on the calendar. 296 00:14:47,408 --> 00:14:48,888 December 31st. 297 00:14:53,849 --> 00:14:55,416 So how long is it gonna go on? 298 00:14:56,547 --> 00:14:57,897 I don't know, Fel. 299 00:14:59,289 --> 00:15:01,203 If you're right, and you might be, 300 00:15:01,204 --> 00:15:04,206 that this really is the, the last times 301 00:15:04,207 --> 00:15:06,383 and the universe is dying, 302 00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:08,689 and let's just say it's a fast death, 303 00:15:08,690 --> 00:15:10,517 even if all of this is happening in the, 304 00:15:10,518 --> 00:15:13,216 the last split second, 305 00:15:14,043 --> 00:15:15,349 microsecond, 306 00:15:16,002 --> 00:15:17,568 who knows how long that'll last. 307 00:15:18,178 --> 00:15:21,137 Maybe seconds, maybe eons. 308 00:15:21,442 --> 00:15:24,270 Maybe all this is happening as the cosmos burps out 309 00:15:24,271 --> 00:15:25,533 its last breath. 310 00:15:27,883 --> 00:15:29,711 Maybe it's all happening in the last 311 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:33,193 single solitary heartbeat. 312 00:15:38,111 --> 00:15:39,547 Jesus, Marty. 313 00:15:42,158 --> 00:15:43,246 Yeah. 314 00:15:49,731 --> 00:15:51,559 Listen, Fel, I should go. I've, um... 315 00:15:53,865 --> 00:15:55,911 I've got tests to grade. 316 00:15:57,652 --> 00:15:58,566 Marty... 317 00:16:00,611 --> 00:16:01,960 the world is going down the drain, 318 00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:03,657 and all we can say is, "That sucks." 319 00:16:03,658 --> 00:16:06,661 So, maybe we're going down the drain too. 320 00:16:07,618 --> 00:16:09,098 Maybe. 321 00:16:09,446 --> 00:16:11,752 But, you know, Chuck Krantz is retiring. 322 00:16:11,753 --> 00:16:13,493 So... 323 00:16:13,494 --> 00:16:16,148 ...I guess there's a gleam of light in the darkness. 324 00:16:16,149 --> 00:16:17,845 Yes. Thirty-nine great years. 325 00:16:17,846 --> 00:16:19,455 Oh, you saw that weird billboard? 326 00:16:19,456 --> 00:16:21,457 No, it was an ad on the radio that, um, 327 00:16:21,458 --> 00:16:23,372 that NPR show I was telling you about. 328 00:16:23,373 --> 00:16:24,939 If they're running ads on NPR, 329 00:16:24,940 --> 00:16:25,766 it really is the end of the world. 330 00:16:27,073 --> 00:16:28,769 Tell me, how does Chuck Krantz 331 00:16:28,770 --> 00:16:30,640 rate this kind of coverage? 332 00:16:30,641 --> 00:16:33,165 I mean... looks like an accountant. 333 00:16:33,166 --> 00:16:34,297 I've never heard of him. 334 00:16:35,385 --> 00:16:37,212 Used an old photo too, I guess. 335 00:16:37,213 --> 00:16:39,084 I mean, the guy barely looks 40 at all, 336 00:16:39,085 --> 00:16:41,434 let alone 40 years on the job. 337 00:16:41,435 --> 00:16:43,089 The world is full of mysteries. 338 00:16:45,004 --> 00:16:47,702 And, hey, no hard stuff, Marty. 339 00:16:48,050 --> 00:16:49,617 Okay? Have a beer instead. 340 00:16:52,011 --> 00:16:53,186 You got it. 341 00:16:57,146 --> 00:16:59,060 newsreader [on TV]: The Ohio EPA has now issued 342 00:16:59,061 --> 00:17:00,801 a code red air quality alert 343 00:17:00,802 --> 00:17:02,455 for Cleveland and its surrounding-- 344 00:17:27,524 --> 00:17:30,657 Oh, shit on a stick. 345 00:17:35,271 --> 00:17:36,750 announcer [on TV]: We'd like to say thank you 346 00:17:36,751 --> 00:17:38,143 to Charles Krantz 347 00:17:38,144 --> 00:17:41,233 for 39 great years. 348 00:17:41,234 --> 00:17:42,800 Thanks, Chuck. 349 00:18:10,437 --> 00:18:11,351 Gus! 350 00:18:12,613 --> 00:18:14,658 Oh. Hey, Marty. 351 00:18:15,311 --> 00:18:16,530 Where's your car? 352 00:18:17,139 --> 00:18:18,792 It's... it's on, 353 00:18:18,793 --> 00:18:20,228 it's on the sidewalk halfway down 354 00:18:20,229 --> 00:18:22,317 Main Street Hill with a hundred others. 355 00:18:22,318 --> 00:18:23,884 I finally just had to turn around. 356 00:18:23,885 --> 00:18:25,712 Fuck it, I walked... 357 00:18:25,713 --> 00:18:27,235 What do you think it is, like, three miles? 358 00:18:27,236 --> 00:18:28,759 I just walked three miles. 359 00:18:29,195 --> 00:18:31,413 Oh, you're going to school. Hold on a sec. 360 00:18:31,414 --> 00:18:35,243 Uh, real quick, you gotta, you gotta go, 361 00:18:35,244 --> 00:18:37,245 listen to me, you gotta go out Route 11 362 00:18:37,246 --> 00:18:39,595 and then hook back on, on, on 19. 363 00:18:39,596 --> 00:18:41,858 Yeah. There's gonna be plenty of traffic. 364 00:18:41,859 --> 00:18:43,338 You gotta go out at least 20 miles. 365 00:18:43,339 --> 00:18:44,818 You might make it before lunch. 366 00:18:44,819 --> 00:18:47,255 - I wouldn't count on it. - What happened? 367 00:18:47,256 --> 00:18:49,475 Giant sinkhole opened up on Market and Main. 368 00:18:49,476 --> 00:18:51,564 Man, the-the thing, it, uh, it's huge. 369 00:18:51,565 --> 00:18:53,827 All the rain probably had something to do with it, 370 00:18:53,828 --> 00:18:55,611 lack of maintenance maybe more so. 371 00:18:55,612 --> 00:18:57,918 But it's not my department, thank God. 372 00:18:57,919 --> 00:18:59,573 But, yeah, there's, there's gotta be 373 00:19:00,269 --> 00:19:01,965 20 cars at the bottom. 374 00:19:01,966 --> 00:19:03,793 And some of the people in some of those cars, 375 00:19:03,794 --> 00:19:05,360 they ain't comin' back. 376 00:19:05,361 --> 00:19:07,407 Jesus, I was, I was just there last night, 377 00:19:08,234 --> 00:19:09,756 backed up in traffic. 378 00:19:09,757 --> 00:19:11,062 Thank God you weren't there this morning. 379 00:19:12,542 --> 00:19:13,978 I assume you know about California. 380 00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:16,850 I didn't turn on the TV this morning. 381 00:19:16,851 --> 00:19:18,068 - Oh! - Is there something new? 382 00:19:18,069 --> 00:19:19,680 The, the rest of it went. 383 00:19:21,029 --> 00:19:23,683 I-I mean, th-they're saying that 20% of Northern California 384 00:19:23,684 --> 00:19:26,338 is hanging in there, which probably means, what, 10%? 385 00:19:26,339 --> 00:19:28,993 But the food-producing regions are-- they're gone. 386 00:19:30,517 --> 00:19:32,213 And with the Midwest turning to charcoal 387 00:19:32,214 --> 00:19:33,910 and Florida flooding, that's like 388 00:19:33,911 --> 00:19:35,696 all the food-producing regions 389 00:19:36,305 --> 00:19:38,393 in the country just gone. 390 00:19:38,394 --> 00:19:39,786 And the same thing with Europe. 391 00:19:39,787 --> 00:19:41,353 I mean, it's famine time in Asia. 392 00:19:41,354 --> 00:19:42,789 There's a million people dead. 393 00:19:42,790 --> 00:19:44,443 They're saying it's the bub-bublonic, 394 00:19:44,444 --> 00:19:45,618 - bubonic plague. - Bubonic. 395 00:19:45,619 --> 00:19:47,576 Bu-Bubonic plague. Yeah. 396 00:19:47,577 --> 00:19:49,883 And the bees, I mean, they were in trouble a decade ago, 397 00:19:49,884 --> 00:19:51,363 but they're completely gone now. 398 00:19:51,364 --> 00:19:52,581 I mean, there's a couple of hives or whatever 399 00:19:52,582 --> 00:19:54,061 down in South America, 400 00:19:54,062 --> 00:19:55,976 but there ain't no honey, honey. 401 00:19:55,977 --> 00:19:58,326 And without those little guys, like, what's gonna pollinate 402 00:19:58,327 --> 00:19:59,762 all the crops we have left? 403 00:19:59,763 --> 00:20:00,807 I mean, I can't do-- 404 00:20:00,808 --> 00:20:02,156 Excuse me. One sec. 405 00:20:02,157 --> 00:20:03,462 Yeah, yeah. That's-that's cool. 406 00:20:03,463 --> 00:20:05,333 A-Andrea? Are you, 407 00:20:05,334 --> 00:20:07,205 are you Andrea from Midwest Trust? 408 00:20:07,206 --> 00:20:09,250 I'm Felicia Anderson's husband. 409 00:20:09,251 --> 00:20:11,426 Ex, actually. 410 00:20:11,427 --> 00:20:12,949 I think you and Fel know each other. 411 00:20:12,950 --> 00:20:14,734 We met at a, a, a game night at David's. 412 00:20:14,735 --> 00:20:16,476 - A few game nights. - Yeah, sure. 413 00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:18,478 What do you want? 414 00:20:18,826 --> 00:20:21,088 I just had a long walk, and my car is stuck, 415 00:20:21,089 --> 00:20:22,482 and the bank is, 416 00:20:23,047 --> 00:20:24,048 it's leaning. 417 00:20:25,441 --> 00:20:26,442 Leaning? 418 00:20:27,008 --> 00:20:28,052 Yeah. 419 00:20:28,531 --> 00:20:29,924 It's on the edge of the sinkhole. 420 00:20:31,447 --> 00:20:33,013 Guess that's the end of my job. 421 00:20:33,014 --> 00:20:34,667 Hey, I'm curious about the billboard 422 00:20:34,668 --> 00:20:36,190 on the bank building. 423 00:20:36,191 --> 00:20:37,496 - Have you seen it? - How could I miss it? 424 00:20:37,497 --> 00:20:40,456 And I saw the ads too, on TV. 425 00:20:40,891 --> 00:20:43,241 No more ads for cars or discount furniture. 426 00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:45,460 Just, "Charles Krantz, 427 00:20:45,461 --> 00:20:47,984 39 great years. Thanks, Chuck." 428 00:20:47,985 --> 00:20:49,551 So, he doesn't work at the bank? 429 00:20:49,552 --> 00:20:52,162 He's not retiring from the bank? 430 00:20:52,163 --> 00:20:54,035 I don't know Charles Krantz. 431 00:20:55,123 --> 00:20:57,386 I think it's just a prank. Performance art. 432 00:20:59,954 --> 00:21:00,955 Take care. 433 00:21:07,831 --> 00:21:09,311 They look like refugees. 434 00:21:10,530 --> 00:21:11,531 Yeah. 435 00:21:13,924 --> 00:21:15,491 No one looks that concerned. 436 00:21:16,405 --> 00:21:18,188 What good would that do? 437 00:21:18,189 --> 00:21:19,974 All was concerned at the start. 438 00:21:20,714 --> 00:21:22,541 Remember the protests? You remember... 439 00:21:22,542 --> 00:21:24,412 they knocked over the fence at the White House, 440 00:21:24,413 --> 00:21:26,327 and all those students got shot? 441 00:21:26,328 --> 00:21:28,068 - Yeah. - And the overthrow of the Russian government. 442 00:21:28,069 --> 00:21:30,679 You got the Four Day War between Pakistan and India 443 00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:35,511 and the fucking... the volcano in Germany. 444 00:21:35,990 --> 00:21:38,993 There was a volcano in Germany. That's, that's crazy. 445 00:21:39,472 --> 00:21:41,995 And we just kept saying, "Oh, it's gonna blow over." 446 00:21:41,996 --> 00:21:44,172 That doesn't look to be happening, though, does it? 447 00:21:47,044 --> 00:21:48,480 No. 448 00:21:48,481 --> 00:21:50,744 I think that suicides will slow down. 449 00:21:52,354 --> 00:21:56,402 I think people will just... wait. 450 00:21:58,926 --> 00:22:00,319 For what? 451 00:22:01,102 --> 00:22:02,146 The end. 452 00:22:04,888 --> 00:22:06,281 This is the end of everything. 453 00:22:08,196 --> 00:22:09,718 I mean, we're, we're going through 454 00:22:09,719 --> 00:22:11,111 the five stages of grief. 455 00:22:11,112 --> 00:22:12,678 Don't you get it? I mean, we just, 456 00:22:12,679 --> 00:22:14,855 we just landed on the final stage. 457 00:22:15,464 --> 00:22:16,596 Acceptance. 458 00:22:18,598 --> 00:22:19,642 The waiting... 459 00:22:22,253 --> 00:22:23,690 I think that's the hardest part. 460 00:22:25,822 --> 00:22:28,650 And the whole thing, it just, it-it came out of nowhere, right? 461 00:22:28,651 --> 00:22:31,305 I mean, everyone knew there was trouble with the environment. 462 00:22:31,306 --> 00:22:33,394 I mean, I think even the right-wing nutjobs 463 00:22:33,395 --> 00:22:34,830 were secretly, they got it. 464 00:22:34,831 --> 00:22:36,224 But this... 465 00:22:37,834 --> 00:22:38,966 this... 466 00:22:39,532 --> 00:22:44,885 this is just 60 different varieties of shit. 467 00:22:45,451 --> 00:22:48,454 It's just so much shit that happened fast. 468 00:22:48,932 --> 00:22:51,370 It's like a year, man. Fourteen months. 469 00:22:53,197 --> 00:22:54,808 Sucks. 470 00:22:59,639 --> 00:23:02,423 Yeah. Sucks. 471 00:23:05,601 --> 00:23:06,559 Huh. 472 00:23:07,168 --> 00:23:08,343 Skywriting. 473 00:23:11,607 --> 00:23:14,044 I haven't seen one of those since I was a kid. 474 00:23:16,482 --> 00:23:17,613 Oh. 475 00:23:19,180 --> 00:23:20,355 What the fuck? 476 00:23:22,096 --> 00:23:25,839 My sentiments... exactly. 477 00:24:00,700 --> 00:24:02,440 Whoa, whoa, whoa, where have you been? 478 00:24:02,441 --> 00:24:03,616 Are you kidding? 479 00:24:04,051 --> 00:24:05,747 I had to run here. 480 00:24:05,748 --> 00:24:08,794 The traffic's insane, and half the cars are empty. 481 00:24:08,795 --> 00:24:09,925 Dr. Winston's MIA. 482 00:24:09,926 --> 00:24:11,623 - What? - Yeah. 483 00:24:11,624 --> 00:24:12,928 He walked in this morning, and he looked around 484 00:24:12,929 --> 00:24:13,973 and he walked out again. 485 00:24:13,974 --> 00:24:15,496 And now I can't find him. 486 00:24:15,497 --> 00:24:16,890 He dropped his pager when he walked out. 487 00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:19,761 Okay. I'll scrub in. 488 00:24:19,762 --> 00:24:21,068 The beds are empty. 489 00:24:22,112 --> 00:24:23,678 Most of them walked out. I-I-I transferred 490 00:24:23,679 --> 00:24:25,332 the last of the stable ones. 491 00:24:25,333 --> 00:24:28,074 But, Felicia, there's something weird. 492 00:24:31,208 --> 00:24:32,471 What is that? 493 00:24:45,266 --> 00:24:46,789 What's wrong with the monitor? 494 00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:49,488 That's the thing, it-it's, it's not just that one. 495 00:25:14,643 --> 00:25:17,254 I don't know, Fel. I don't know. 496 00:25:18,125 --> 00:25:21,258 I mean... I might want to get out of here. 497 00:25:22,608 --> 00:25:24,870 I might wanna go home. 498 00:25:24,871 --> 00:25:26,262 I don't think I need to be here anymore. 499 00:27:11,673 --> 00:27:12,805 You okay, sir? 500 00:27:13,719 --> 00:27:16,111 Yeah. Just taking a rest. 501 00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:20,899 I walked downtown to look at the sinkhole 502 00:27:20,900 --> 00:27:22,944 and take a few pictures with my phone. 503 00:27:22,945 --> 00:27:26,295 Thought one of the local TV stations might be interested, 504 00:27:26,296 --> 00:27:29,517 but they all seem to be off the air. 505 00:27:30,561 --> 00:27:32,346 Except for pictures of Krantz. 506 00:27:34,565 --> 00:27:37,220 All Krantz all the time. 507 00:27:38,482 --> 00:27:40,354 - Any idea who he is? - None. 508 00:27:41,311 --> 00:27:46,664 I've asked two dozen people, at least. Nobody knows. 509 00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:51,146 Our man, Krantz, is the Oz of the apocalypse. 510 00:27:51,147 --> 00:27:53,236 Our last meme. 511 00:27:53,933 --> 00:27:56,325 - Where are you heading? - Harvest Acres. 512 00:27:56,326 --> 00:27:58,328 Nice little enclave off the beaten track. 513 00:27:59,634 --> 00:28:00,896 I'm heading there myself. 514 00:28:02,071 --> 00:28:03,550 - My ex lives there. - Huh. 515 00:28:03,551 --> 00:28:04,899 Well... 516 00:28:04,900 --> 00:28:06,075 I can walk with you if you like. 517 00:28:07,468 --> 00:28:08,643 What do you do, Sam? 518 00:28:09,557 --> 00:28:11,211 If you still do anything, I mean. 519 00:28:12,995 --> 00:28:16,258 Owner and chief undertaker for Yarborough Funeral Home. 520 00:28:16,259 --> 00:28:17,999 Oh, man! 521 00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:19,261 Yeah. 522 00:28:19,262 --> 00:28:21,699 We had a boom. 523 00:28:21,700 --> 00:28:23,004 It's hard to feel good about it, 524 00:28:23,005 --> 00:28:24,223 but business was never better 525 00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:25,660 than it was a few weeks ago. 526 00:28:27,140 --> 00:28:31,535 But my real interest's meteorology. 527 00:28:32,798 --> 00:28:35,277 Dreamed of being a television weatherman 528 00:28:35,278 --> 00:28:37,628 in my salad days, maybe even one of the networks. 529 00:28:38,804 --> 00:28:40,327 But n-no. 530 00:28:41,067 --> 00:28:42,242 I keep up, though. 531 00:28:42,982 --> 00:28:44,330 Read the journals. 532 00:28:45,549 --> 00:28:47,073 And I can tell you 533 00:28:47,856 --> 00:28:50,292 something amazing if you want to hear. 534 00:28:52,121 --> 00:28:55,734 You know how people say there are 24 hours in a day? 535 00:28:57,126 --> 00:28:58,258 Well, they're wrong. 536 00:28:59,085 --> 00:29:02,565 There were 23 hours and 56 minutes 537 00:29:02,566 --> 00:29:03,742 in a stellar day. 538 00:29:11,532 --> 00:29:13,229 Plus a few odd seconds. 539 00:29:13,534 --> 00:29:15,100 There "were"? 540 00:29:15,101 --> 00:29:18,103 Based on my calculations, which I assure you 541 00:29:18,104 --> 00:29:19,932 I can back up, my math is good, 542 00:29:21,020 --> 00:29:25,807 there are now 24 hours and two minutes in a day. 543 00:29:26,416 --> 00:29:28,287 Do you know what that means? 544 00:29:28,288 --> 00:29:30,463 Well, you're saying the Earth's rotation is slowing down? 545 00:29:30,464 --> 00:29:31,726 Exactly. 546 00:29:33,075 --> 00:29:35,381 Lot of folks think all of these disasters 547 00:29:35,382 --> 00:29:37,209 are 'cause of what we've done to the environment. 548 00:29:37,210 --> 00:29:39,428 Not so. 549 00:29:39,429 --> 00:29:42,649 I'm the first to admit, we treated our mother, 550 00:29:42,650 --> 00:29:45,609 yes, she's our mother, all of us, very badly. 551 00:29:46,436 --> 00:29:48,874 Certainly molested her, if not outright raped her. 552 00:29:49,700 --> 00:29:52,485 But... we're puny 553 00:29:52,486 --> 00:29:55,619 compared to the great clock of the universe. 554 00:29:56,882 --> 00:29:57,883 No. 555 00:29:58,361 --> 00:29:59,493 Whatever's happening 556 00:30:00,015 --> 00:30:02,975 is much larger than environmental degradation. 557 00:30:03,889 --> 00:30:05,107 The math says so. 558 00:30:06,587 --> 00:30:09,068 And, and math can do a lot of things. 559 00:30:09,546 --> 00:30:11,635 I mean, math can be art... 560 00:30:13,115 --> 00:30:14,247 but it can't lie. 561 00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:22,428 You know what? 562 00:30:22,429 --> 00:30:24,257 I think I'll sit 563 00:30:25,258 --> 00:30:27,173 and enjoy the sunset 564 00:30:27,738 --> 00:30:31,045 while I wait for the arthritis 565 00:30:31,046 --> 00:30:32,569 to settle a bit. 566 00:30:32,961 --> 00:30:34,006 You care to join me? 567 00:30:39,228 --> 00:30:40,273 I think I'll go on. 568 00:30:41,491 --> 00:30:44,842 The ex. I understand. 569 00:30:44,843 --> 00:30:48,194 Well, it was nice speaking with you, Mr. Anderson. 570 00:31:30,366 --> 00:31:31,367 Hey. 571 00:31:32,194 --> 00:31:33,326 Hey. 572 00:31:34,066 --> 00:31:36,806 Don't worry. I'm going to see my ex-wife, 573 00:31:36,807 --> 00:31:38,157 Felicia Anderson. 574 00:31:39,201 --> 00:31:41,290 I think she's back to Gordon now. 575 00:31:41,900 --> 00:31:43,902 She lives on Fern Lane, number 19. 576 00:31:44,990 --> 00:31:46,948 Yeah, I know Miss Gordon. 577 00:31:48,863 --> 00:31:50,082 What are you doing out? 578 00:31:51,605 --> 00:31:53,128 I wanted to go skating. 579 00:31:55,826 --> 00:31:57,089 I used to love skating. 580 00:31:58,655 --> 00:31:59,918 Then you should go skating. 581 00:32:02,964 --> 00:32:04,530 Maybe I should. 582 00:32:04,531 --> 00:32:06,402 Why do you see Miss Gordon if she's your ex? 583 00:32:08,622 --> 00:32:09,840 I still like her. 584 00:32:10,580 --> 00:32:11,886 girl: Do you fight? 585 00:32:13,148 --> 00:32:14,236 We used to. 586 00:32:16,064 --> 00:32:18,065 We get along better now that we're exes. 587 00:32:18,066 --> 00:32:20,851 Miss Gordon gives us gingersnap cookies sometimes. 588 00:32:21,765 --> 00:32:24,158 I like Oreos better, but... 589 00:32:24,159 --> 00:32:26,769 That's just the way the cookie crumbles, right? 590 00:32:26,770 --> 00:32:28,293 Gingersnaps don't crumble. 591 00:32:28,294 --> 00:32:29,468 At least not until you crunch them-- 592 00:32:40,219 --> 00:32:41,655 You better go home, I guess. 593 00:32:44,571 --> 00:32:47,443 It's too dark for skating without streetlights. 594 00:32:48,923 --> 00:32:52,231 Is everything gonna be okay? 595 00:32:54,885 --> 00:32:56,104 Sure it is. 596 00:33:31,139 --> 00:33:32,532 Go home. 597 00:33:33,663 --> 00:33:35,839 Go home to your Mom and Dad. 598 00:33:38,146 --> 00:33:39,626 Do it now. 599 00:34:13,138 --> 00:34:14,095 Huh? 600 00:34:19,405 --> 00:34:21,929 Oh, thank God. Oh, thank God. 601 00:34:22,843 --> 00:34:24,670 - Thank God. - They, they just... 602 00:34:28,240 --> 00:34:31,111 They just, they just started showing up. 603 00:34:31,112 --> 00:34:32,548 No, I know, I know, I saw. 604 00:34:33,897 --> 00:34:35,116 Is it just here? 605 00:34:35,986 --> 00:34:37,292 I think it's everywhere. 606 00:34:39,903 --> 00:34:42,297 I think it's almost... 607 00:34:46,997 --> 00:34:47,998 Yeah... 608 00:34:49,174 --> 00:34:50,523 Yeah, I think it's almost... 609 00:36:32,277 --> 00:36:34,540 It's the brightest I've ever seen the stars. 610 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:42,025 Just look at that. 611 00:36:44,419 --> 00:36:47,247 There's Aquila the eagle. 612 00:36:47,248 --> 00:36:48,206 Mm-hm. 613 00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:50,251 There's, uh... 614 00:36:50,860 --> 00:36:53,950 Cygnus the swan. 615 00:37:01,523 --> 00:37:02,742 You see it? 616 00:37:16,669 --> 00:37:17,974 And there's the North Sta-- 617 00:37:22,327 --> 00:37:23,415 Did you just see that? 618 00:37:24,720 --> 00:37:25,765 Yeah. 619 00:37:31,423 --> 00:37:33,033 There goes Mars. 620 00:37:48,527 --> 00:37:49,832 I'm scared. 621 00:37:53,445 --> 00:37:54,707 I am too. 622 00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:56,709 Chuck's wife: It's okay, honey. 623 00:37:59,102 --> 00:38:00,147 You go on. 624 00:38:02,932 --> 00:38:04,499 You go on ahead, okay? 625 00:38:10,897 --> 00:38:13,552 Just thirty-nine years. 626 00:38:20,341 --> 00:38:22,211 Thirty-nine great years. 627 00:38:30,395 --> 00:38:31,787 Thanks, Chuck. 628 00:38:42,624 --> 00:38:44,190 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 629 00:38:44,191 --> 00:38:46,410 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 630 00:38:46,411 --> 00:38:48,238 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 631 00:38:49,936 --> 00:38:52,199 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 632 00:38:58,074 --> 00:38:59,424 I love y-- 633 00:39:23,709 --> 00:39:25,840 narrator: With the help of her friend, Mac, 634 00:39:25,841 --> 00:39:27,494 who has an old van, 635 00:39:27,495 --> 00:39:30,192 Taylor Franck sets up her drum kit 636 00:39:30,193 --> 00:39:31,672 in her favored spot 637 00:39:31,673 --> 00:39:34,283 on the Eighth Street Promenade. 638 00:39:37,113 --> 00:39:39,201 It's Thursday afternoon. 639 00:39:39,202 --> 00:39:42,161 The weather is fucking gorgeous, 640 00:39:42,162 --> 00:39:43,945 and the streets are thronged with people 641 00:39:43,946 --> 00:39:46,121 looking forward to the weekend, 642 00:39:46,122 --> 00:39:49,081 which is always better than the weekend itself. 643 00:39:49,082 --> 00:39:51,127 - All good. Taylor? - Yeah, thanks. 644 00:39:51,563 --> 00:39:53,565 Ten percent is all the thanks I want, dude. 645 00:39:54,609 --> 00:39:56,915 narrator: Taylor, and Mac too, 646 00:39:56,916 --> 00:39:58,525 work part-time 647 00:39:58,526 --> 00:40:00,615 at Doctor Records on Castle Street. 648 00:40:01,399 --> 00:40:02,964 But on a good day... 649 00:40:02,965 --> 00:40:05,227 ...Taylor can make almost as much busking. 650 00:40:07,317 --> 00:40:10,450 Busk-drumming isn't what her parents saw for her 651 00:40:10,451 --> 00:40:12,887 when she enrolled at Juilliard, 652 00:40:12,888 --> 00:40:15,456 and they don't know yet that she dropped out. 653 00:40:16,457 --> 00:40:19,764 Juilliard wanted you to think about what you were doing, 654 00:40:19,765 --> 00:40:22,854 but as far as Taylor is concerned, 655 00:40:22,855 --> 00:40:27,249 the beat is your friend and thinking is the enemy. 656 00:40:32,691 --> 00:40:36,520 She starts warming up, going easy at first. 657 00:40:36,521 --> 00:40:38,784 Slow tempo, no cowbell, 658 00:40:39,437 --> 00:40:42,526 not minding that the magic hat stays empty 659 00:40:42,527 --> 00:40:44,615 except for her two crumpled dollars 660 00:40:44,616 --> 00:40:46,878 and a quarter flipped contemptuously 661 00:40:46,879 --> 00:40:48,662 by a dude on a skateboard. 662 00:40:50,404 --> 00:40:53,625 There is time. There is a way in. 663 00:40:54,234 --> 00:40:57,019 Finding the in is half the fun. 664 00:40:57,455 --> 00:40:59,456 Maybe even most of it. 665 00:41:01,371 --> 00:41:04,199 Janice Halliday is on her way home 666 00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:07,289 from seven hours at Paper and Page, 667 00:41:07,290 --> 00:41:09,336 and may walk all the way to the ocean. 668 00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:14,122 Her boyfriend of 16 months just broke up with her, 669 00:41:14,123 --> 00:41:16,473 and he did it the modern way. 670 00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:17,996 Motherfucker! 671 00:41:17,997 --> 00:41:19,606 narrator: It was totally unexpected, 672 00:41:19,607 --> 00:41:22,391 like having a door slammed in your face 673 00:41:22,392 --> 00:41:24,525 just as you were getting ready to walk through it. 674 00:41:25,047 --> 00:41:26,613 - It was... - Fucking bullshit! 675 00:41:26,614 --> 00:41:28,180 narrator: ...fucking bullshit. 676 00:41:28,181 --> 00:41:30,008 She isn't in love with him. 677 00:41:30,009 --> 00:41:32,445 Never even kidded herself that she was. 678 00:41:32,446 --> 00:41:34,316 - But still it... - Fucking sucks. 679 00:41:34,317 --> 00:41:36,668 narrator: ...is a dismaying shock just the same. 680 00:41:37,625 --> 00:41:40,018 She supposes she'll have some wine 681 00:41:40,019 --> 00:41:41,673 when she gets home and cry. 682 00:41:42,674 --> 00:41:45,414 Maybe queue up one of her big band playlists 683 00:41:45,415 --> 00:41:47,417 and dance drunk around the room. 684 00:41:48,114 --> 00:41:50,508 She loved to dance in high school. 685 00:41:50,899 --> 00:41:53,814 Maybe she can recapture a little of that happiness. 686 00:41:53,815 --> 00:41:56,208 - Fucking really?! - passerby: Excuse me. 687 00:41:56,209 --> 00:41:58,516 Sorry, sorry, sorry. Not you, not you. 688 00:41:59,342 --> 00:42:01,039 Fuck! 689 00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:03,521 barista: Got an oat milk latte for Chuck. 690 00:42:04,478 --> 00:42:05,958 narrator: Charles Krantz, 691 00:42:06,785 --> 00:42:08,307 Chuck to his friends, 692 00:42:08,308 --> 00:42:11,353 is dressed in the armor of accountancy. 693 00:42:11,354 --> 00:42:14,575 Gray suit, blue shirt, blue tie. 694 00:42:14,967 --> 00:42:19,014 His Samuel Windsor shoes are inexpensive but sturdy. 695 00:42:19,972 --> 00:42:22,408 He's here for a week-long conference 696 00:42:22,409 --> 00:42:25,804 titled "Banking in the 21st Century." 697 00:42:26,239 --> 00:42:29,981 He's been sent by his bank, Midwest Trust, 698 00:42:29,982 --> 00:42:31,374 all expenses paid. 699 00:42:31,897 --> 00:42:35,769 Chuck has enjoyed the speakers and the panels. 700 00:42:35,770 --> 00:42:37,336 He was on one panel 701 00:42:37,337 --> 00:42:39,425 and is scheduled to be on another 702 00:42:39,426 --> 00:42:42,384 before the conference ends at noon tomorrow, 703 00:42:42,385 --> 00:42:45,562 but has no wish to spend his off-duty hours 704 00:42:45,563 --> 00:42:48,261 in the company of 70 other accountants. 705 00:42:48,783 --> 00:42:50,523 He speaks their language, 706 00:42:50,524 --> 00:42:53,309 but likes to think he speaks others as well. 707 00:42:54,136 --> 00:42:55,876 At least he did, 708 00:42:55,877 --> 00:42:58,576 although some of the vocabulary is now lost. 709 00:42:59,968 --> 00:43:03,101 Now, his sensible Samuel Windsor Oxfords 710 00:43:03,102 --> 00:43:05,626 are taking him for an afternoon walk. 711 00:43:06,018 --> 00:43:07,888 His life is narrower 712 00:43:07,889 --> 00:43:10,064 than the one he once hoped for, 713 00:43:10,065 --> 00:43:11,676 but he's made peace with that. 714 00:43:12,459 --> 00:43:14,503 He understands that narrowing 715 00:43:14,504 --> 00:43:16,681 is the natural order of things. 716 00:43:17,812 --> 00:43:19,596 He has a wife, Ginny, 717 00:43:19,597 --> 00:43:22,424 to whom he is scrupulously faithful, 718 00:43:22,425 --> 00:43:24,818 and an intelligent, good-humored son 719 00:43:24,819 --> 00:43:25,864 in middle school. 720 00:43:26,560 --> 00:43:29,606 He also has only nine months to live, 721 00:43:29,607 --> 00:43:31,608 though he doesn't know that yet. 722 00:43:36,614 --> 00:43:39,877 Taylor has been on the job for 10 minutes now 723 00:43:39,878 --> 00:43:41,967 and has nothing to show for it. 724 00:43:44,970 --> 00:43:47,232 She sees a Mr. Businessman type 725 00:43:47,233 --> 00:43:48,929 coming toward her 726 00:43:48,930 --> 00:43:51,453 and something about him, God knows what, 727 00:43:51,454 --> 00:43:54,762 makes Taylor want to announce his approach. 728 00:43:56,590 --> 00:43:59,113 She slips first into a reggae beat, 729 00:43:59,114 --> 00:44:00,855 then something slinkier. 730 00:44:01,290 --> 00:44:05,380 And for the first time today, Taylor feels a spark 731 00:44:05,381 --> 00:44:08,471 and begins to whack the cowbell on the downbeat. 732 00:44:09,255 --> 00:44:10,560 It's pretty cool. 733 00:44:11,126 --> 00:44:13,824 The groove has arrived, 734 00:44:13,825 --> 00:44:17,437 and the groove is like a road you want to follow. 735 00:44:17,916 --> 00:44:21,701 She could speed the beat up, get some tom in there, 736 00:44:21,702 --> 00:44:24,051 but she's watching Mr. Businessman 737 00:44:24,052 --> 00:44:26,098 and that seems wrong for this dude. 738 00:44:27,186 --> 00:44:31,102 She believes Mr. Businessman will just go on past 739 00:44:31,103 --> 00:44:33,713 on his way to the business hotel, 740 00:44:33,714 --> 00:44:35,323 and when he's gone, 741 00:44:35,324 --> 00:44:37,370 Taylor will switch to something else. 742 00:44:39,894 --> 00:44:43,114 But instead of floating on by... 743 00:46:13,945 --> 00:46:15,033 onlooker 1: Woo! 744 00:46:23,781 --> 00:46:25,129 onlooker 2: Yeah! 745 00:46:57,031 --> 00:46:59,251 onlooker: Woo! 746 00:47:00,948 --> 00:47:01,862 Come on. 747 00:47:03,472 --> 00:47:04,517 Come on, little sister. 748 00:47:05,605 --> 00:47:06,735 Let's dance. 749 00:47:06,736 --> 00:47:08,346 Dance. 750 00:47:11,611 --> 00:47:13,525 Yeah! 751 00:47:13,526 --> 00:47:15,658 I'll lead you. I got you. 752 00:48:04,490 --> 00:48:05,665 Uh. 753 00:48:10,626 --> 00:48:13,891 It's okay. It's my glasses. It's my glasses. 754 00:49:54,861 --> 00:49:55,993 What are we doing? 755 00:49:56,776 --> 00:49:57,820 I don't know. 756 00:50:14,707 --> 00:50:16,230 Taylor Franck: No more today, folks. 757 00:50:16,883 --> 00:50:18,102 No more today. 758 00:50:18,841 --> 00:50:20,973 No more today. We gotta quit while we're ahead. 759 00:50:24,543 --> 00:50:26,370 Chuck Krantz: Do you need a-any help at all or... 760 00:50:26,371 --> 00:50:27,893 Here, can you, uh, take this? 761 00:50:27,894 --> 00:50:29,503 - Sure. - Just, just spin the thingy here. 762 00:50:29,504 --> 00:50:31,549 But watch out for your fingers. 763 00:50:31,550 --> 00:50:33,377 It'll, it'll, it'll get 'em good, you know what I mean? 764 00:50:33,378 --> 00:50:35,596 Yeah, yeah. 765 00:50:35,597 --> 00:50:37,772 Janice Halliday: What just happened? 766 00:50:37,773 --> 00:50:39,774 That was incredible. 767 00:50:39,775 --> 00:50:41,211 You dance for a living? 768 00:50:41,212 --> 00:50:42,951 No. Oh, no. I... 769 00:50:42,952 --> 00:50:44,953 - No, I do not, sir. - What do you do for a living? 770 00:50:44,954 --> 00:50:46,868 Oh, no, I think I-- Did I-- I didn't break it, did I? 771 00:50:46,869 --> 00:50:48,306 I think he broke, I think he broke it. 772 00:50:50,308 --> 00:50:51,917 Let's hit the pond. 773 00:50:51,918 --> 00:50:53,659 We'll never find parking by the Common. 774 00:50:54,529 --> 00:50:55,574 We will today. 775 00:50:56,923 --> 00:50:57,924 Today... 776 00:50:59,491 --> 00:51:00,622 is magic. 777 00:51:05,671 --> 00:51:07,107 Where did you learn to dance like that? 778 00:51:15,159 --> 00:51:17,421 Oh, no, no, no, that's yours. 779 00:51:17,422 --> 00:51:19,031 Nope, we split it even. 780 00:51:19,032 --> 00:51:20,206 By myself, I wouldn't have made half as much 781 00:51:20,207 --> 00:51:21,252 if I drummed till midnight. 782 00:51:32,437 --> 00:51:33,612 You okay? 783 00:51:35,657 --> 00:51:36,789 Yeah. 784 00:51:38,921 --> 00:51:40,706 Yeah. Just one of my headaches. 785 00:51:43,361 --> 00:51:45,840 Oh, no, no, no. Come on. I don't need it. You keep it. 786 00:51:45,841 --> 00:51:47,408 Come on, man, you earned it. 787 00:51:48,279 --> 00:51:49,844 Buy yourself dinner. 788 00:51:49,845 --> 00:51:52,065 Give it away. But I'm handing it to you. 789 00:51:57,636 --> 00:51:59,419 You could do this for a living, you know? 790 00:51:59,420 --> 00:52:01,378 I don't know about that. 791 00:52:01,379 --> 00:52:03,467 I really think we could busk our way to fame and fortune. 792 00:52:07,776 --> 00:52:10,214 What made you stop in front of me? 793 00:52:13,042 --> 00:52:14,305 Why did you start moving? 794 00:52:16,916 --> 00:52:19,657 narrator: He could say it was because he was thinking 795 00:52:19,658 --> 00:52:23,487 about his old half-assed band, The Retros, 796 00:52:23,488 --> 00:52:26,054 and how he liked to dance across the stage 797 00:52:26,055 --> 00:52:27,753 during instrumental breaks. 798 00:52:29,407 --> 00:52:30,451 But that's not it. 799 00:52:34,586 --> 00:52:35,717 I don't know. 800 00:52:39,504 --> 00:52:40,982 Taylor, we gotta roll, 801 00:52:40,983 --> 00:52:42,201 or you're gonna end up spending your take 802 00:52:42,202 --> 00:52:43,203 on my parking ticket. 803 00:52:44,987 --> 00:52:48,076 So, you guys don't want a career change? 804 00:52:48,077 --> 00:52:49,991 Career change? How... I mean... 805 00:52:49,992 --> 00:52:51,428 We'll make a name for ourselves. 806 00:52:53,387 --> 00:52:54,910 You got to get in here before you go. 807 00:52:55,998 --> 00:52:58,086 - Group hug. - Oh, oh, okay. 808 00:52:58,087 --> 00:52:59,479 - Group hug. - Okay. 809 00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:01,002 Go. 810 00:53:01,003 --> 00:53:02,266 Come on. 811 00:53:08,881 --> 00:53:10,274 Buskers forever. 812 00:53:10,883 --> 00:53:12,449 Yeah. Buskers forever. 813 00:53:12,450 --> 00:53:14,712 We gotta roll before the meter maid shows up. 814 00:53:20,936 --> 00:53:22,199 I'm so sorry. 815 00:53:23,069 --> 00:53:24,330 That sucks. 816 00:53:24,331 --> 00:53:26,290 It does suck. 817 00:53:26,942 --> 00:53:28,466 I thought he was a nice guy. 818 00:53:28,901 --> 00:53:31,164 He was a pretty good lover, and we had fun and all that. 819 00:53:32,687 --> 00:53:34,645 If I can find a video of us dancing, 820 00:53:34,646 --> 00:53:37,387 which I'm gonna look because I bet we go viral, 821 00:53:37,388 --> 00:53:39,606 I'm gonna send it to him with a text, 822 00:53:39,607 --> 00:53:42,957 a text that says, "This is what you're missing." 823 00:53:51,576 --> 00:53:52,838 You're gonna be fine. 824 00:53:55,057 --> 00:53:56,972 I don't know a lot, but I know that much. 825 00:54:00,411 --> 00:54:02,499 You got a bright sunbeam in front of you, 826 00:54:02,500 --> 00:54:04,719 and you're gonna step right into it, I can tell. 827 00:54:08,070 --> 00:54:09,115 But yeah. 828 00:54:11,422 --> 00:54:13,685 It sucks. Not much else to say. 829 00:54:16,644 --> 00:54:18,036 Everything goes down the drain, 830 00:54:18,037 --> 00:54:19,733 and all we can say is, "That sucks." 831 00:54:19,734 --> 00:54:21,475 Mm. Yeah. 832 00:54:23,042 --> 00:54:24,478 Maybe we're going down the drain too. 833 00:54:26,959 --> 00:54:28,221 Maybe. 834 00:54:30,658 --> 00:54:31,616 I'm this way. 835 00:54:34,575 --> 00:54:36,316 Uh, I'm that way. 836 00:54:42,235 --> 00:54:43,410 Thank you for the dance. 837 00:55:39,031 --> 00:55:40,510 narrator: As he passes the place 838 00:55:40,511 --> 00:55:42,381 where Taylor set up her drums, 839 00:55:42,382 --> 00:55:44,471 those two questions recur. 840 00:55:47,300 --> 00:55:49,389 Why did he stop to listen? 841 00:55:51,304 --> 00:55:54,046 And why did he start to dance? 842 00:55:57,049 --> 00:55:58,442 He doesn't know. 843 00:56:00,313 --> 00:56:02,881 And would answers make a good thing better? 844 00:56:06,232 --> 00:56:09,278 Later, he'll lose the ability to walk, 845 00:56:09,931 --> 00:56:12,411 never mind dancing with little sister 846 00:56:12,412 --> 00:56:13,674 on the promenade. 847 00:56:14,762 --> 00:56:17,678 Later, he'll lose the ability to chew food. 848 00:56:19,158 --> 00:56:21,639 Later, he'll forget his wife's name. 849 00:56:23,205 --> 00:56:26,556 Later, he'll lose his grip on the difference 850 00:56:26,557 --> 00:56:28,689 between waking and sleeping 851 00:56:29,168 --> 00:56:32,345 and enter a land of pain so great 852 00:56:32,824 --> 00:56:35,392 he will wonder why God made the world. 853 00:56:38,177 --> 00:56:41,092 What he will remember, occasionally, 854 00:56:41,093 --> 00:56:45,096 is how he stopped and dropped his briefcase 855 00:56:45,097 --> 00:56:48,579 and began to move his hips to the beat of the drums. 856 00:56:49,710 --> 00:56:51,319 And he will think 857 00:56:51,320 --> 00:56:53,801 that is why God made the world. 858 00:56:55,847 --> 00:56:56,978 Just that. 859 00:57:21,089 --> 00:57:22,612 narrator: Chuck was looking forward 860 00:57:22,613 --> 00:57:24,266 to having a baby sister. 861 00:57:24,963 --> 00:57:26,964 Of course, he was also looking forward 862 00:57:26,965 --> 00:57:28,966 to having parents, 863 00:57:28,967 --> 00:57:31,751 but none of that worked out thanks to a patch 864 00:57:31,752 --> 00:57:35,321 of well-hidden ice on an I-95 overpass. 865 00:57:38,585 --> 00:57:41,152 Chuck wasn't in the car when it happened 866 00:57:41,153 --> 00:57:43,937 because his parents were having a dinner date 867 00:57:43,938 --> 00:57:47,375 and he was being babysat by his grandparents, 868 00:57:47,376 --> 00:57:50,641 who, at the time, he was still calling Zaydee and Bubbie. 869 00:57:51,293 --> 00:57:52,859 He was seven years old. 870 00:57:52,860 --> 00:57:54,558 Excellent job. 871 00:57:55,210 --> 00:57:57,516 narrator: For a year and a half, it was a house 872 00:57:57,517 --> 00:57:59,519 of unadulterated sadness. 873 00:58:01,086 --> 00:58:03,957 Albie and Sarah Krantz had not only lost 874 00:58:03,958 --> 00:58:05,829 their son and daughter-in-law... 875 00:58:05,830 --> 00:58:07,744 Why're you not eating? 876 00:58:07,745 --> 00:58:09,485 narrator: ...they had lost the granddaughter 877 00:58:09,486 --> 00:58:11,661 who would've been born just three months later. 878 00:58:11,662 --> 00:58:13,359 young Chuck: What's going on? 879 00:58:13,794 --> 00:58:16,100 narrator: The name had already been picked out... 880 00:58:16,101 --> 00:58:18,537 - Her name is Alyssa. - narrator: ...Alyssa. 881 00:58:18,538 --> 00:58:22,062 When Chuck said that sounded to him like rain, 882 00:58:22,063 --> 00:58:24,849 his mother had laughed and cried at the same time. 883 00:58:26,154 --> 00:58:27,504 He never forgot that. 884 00:58:29,854 --> 00:58:31,898 Albie processed his grief 885 00:58:31,899 --> 00:58:34,814 by turning to his two absolutes, 886 00:58:34,815 --> 00:58:37,252 numbers and alcohol. 887 00:58:38,210 --> 00:58:40,733 Sarah, though, could find no joy 888 00:58:40,734 --> 00:58:42,562 in her usual pleasures. 889 00:58:43,128 --> 00:58:45,564 She loved the flavors of life, 890 00:58:45,565 --> 00:58:48,001 music, art, and food, 891 00:58:48,002 --> 00:58:50,526 but now, found the world quiet 892 00:58:50,527 --> 00:58:53,225 and gray and flavorless. 893 00:58:55,444 --> 00:58:57,489 Some of the good feelings came back 894 00:58:57,490 --> 00:58:59,883 into the house with time. 895 00:58:59,884 --> 00:59:01,537 There were a lot of takeout meals 896 00:59:01,538 --> 00:59:03,495 after the accident, 897 00:59:03,496 --> 00:59:05,453 but around the time Chuck turned 10, 898 00:59:05,454 --> 00:59:07,848 his grandma started cooking again. 899 00:59:08,762 --> 00:59:11,242 She liked rock-and-roll while she was cooking. 900 00:59:13,201 --> 00:59:15,725 Music Chuck would've thought much too young for her, 901 00:59:15,726 --> 00:59:17,815 but which she clearly enjoyed. 902 00:59:20,121 --> 00:59:22,384 ♪ Take your baby by the hand ♪ 903 00:59:24,691 --> 00:59:27,389 ♪ And make her do a high handstand ♪ 904 00:59:29,130 --> 00:59:31,698 ♪ And take your baby by the heel ♪ 905 00:59:34,048 --> 00:59:35,614 ♪ And do the next thing that you feel ♪ 906 00:59:37,225 --> 00:59:40,271 Come on, little brother, let's dance. 907 00:59:40,272 --> 00:59:43,100 ♪ We were so in phase 908 00:59:43,101 --> 00:59:46,583 ♪ In our dance hall days 909 00:59:47,714 --> 00:59:51,109 ♪ We were cool on craze 910 00:59:52,545 --> 00:59:54,981 ♪ When I, you 911 00:59:54,982 --> 00:59:58,116 ♪ And everyone we knew could believe ♪ 912 00:59:58,638 --> 01:00:01,509 ♪ Do and share in what was true ♪ 913 01:00:01,510 --> 01:00:02,642 ♪ Oh, I said 914 01:00:05,645 --> 01:00:07,386 ♪ Dance hall days, love 915 01:00:11,520 --> 01:00:13,871 ♪ Take your baby by the hair ♪ 916 01:00:16,308 --> 01:00:18,615 ♪ And pull her close and there, there, there ♪ 917 01:00:20,878 --> 01:00:23,620 ♪ And take your baby by the ears ♪ 918 01:00:25,534 --> 01:00:28,450 ♪ And play upon her darkest fears ♪ 919 01:00:29,669 --> 01:00:31,757 ♪ We were so in... 920 01:00:37,895 --> 01:00:39,461 Sarah Krantz: You could learn those moves, kiddo. 921 01:00:40,245 --> 01:00:41,246 You're a natural. 922 01:00:42,203 --> 01:00:43,813 Wh-Where did you learn? 923 01:00:43,814 --> 01:00:45,206 High school. 924 01:00:46,077 --> 01:00:47,469 What were you like in high school? 925 01:00:49,341 --> 01:00:51,690 I was a kusit. 926 01:00:51,691 --> 01:00:53,562 But don't you tell your Zaydee I said that. 927 01:00:54,128 --> 01:00:55,302 He's old school, that one. 928 01:00:58,567 --> 01:01:00,178 narrator: Chuck never told. 929 01:01:01,658 --> 01:01:03,789 His grandparents' house became 930 01:01:03,790 --> 01:01:05,791 every inch his home 931 01:01:05,792 --> 01:01:07,098 with one exception. 932 01:01:08,316 --> 01:01:10,057 The cupola on the roof. 933 01:01:13,234 --> 01:01:16,368 Chuck was forbidden to go into the cupola. 934 01:01:16,934 --> 01:01:19,283 That was his grandfather's rule, 935 01:01:19,284 --> 01:01:23,374 and it was absolute, emphatic. 936 01:01:23,375 --> 01:01:26,769 Albie wasn't a stern man in other matters. 937 01:01:26,770 --> 01:01:29,642 He was downright gentle in most respects. 938 01:01:30,077 --> 01:01:31,862 But on this point, he was rigid. 939 01:01:35,300 --> 01:01:37,431 Chuck asked about it, of course, 940 01:01:37,432 --> 01:01:38,607 and more than once. 941 01:01:39,260 --> 01:01:40,870 What was up there? 942 01:01:40,871 --> 01:01:43,263 What could you see from the high window? 943 01:01:43,264 --> 01:01:46,920 And the big question, why was the room locked? 944 01:01:48,530 --> 01:01:50,618 - Grandma said... - Because the floor isn't safe 945 01:01:50,619 --> 01:01:52,490 and you might go right through it. 946 01:01:52,491 --> 01:01:54,318 - narrator: Grandpa said... - There's nothing up there 947 01:01:54,319 --> 01:01:56,015 because of that rotten floor. 948 01:01:56,016 --> 01:01:58,104 And the only thing you can see through the windows 949 01:01:58,105 --> 01:01:59,976 is the shopping center. 950 01:01:59,977 --> 01:02:02,761 narrator: He said that until, one night, 951 01:02:02,762 --> 01:02:05,329 just before Chuck's 11th birthday, 952 01:02:05,330 --> 01:02:08,027 when he told at least part of the truth. 953 01:02:08,028 --> 01:02:09,812 Carl Sagan [on TV]: The cosmic calendar 954 01:02:09,813 --> 01:02:12,031 compresses the local history of the universe 955 01:02:12,032 --> 01:02:14,034 into a single year. 956 01:02:14,382 --> 01:02:16,602 If the universe began on January 1st, 957 01:02:17,124 --> 01:02:19,865 it was not until May that the Milky Way formed. 958 01:02:19,866 --> 01:02:22,738 narrator: Drinking is not good for secrets. 959 01:02:22,739 --> 01:02:25,088 And after the death of his son, 960 01:02:25,089 --> 01:02:28,178 daughter-in-law, and granddaughter-to-be, 961 01:02:28,179 --> 01:02:30,094 Alyssa, who sounds like rain, 962 01:02:30,877 --> 01:02:33,531 Albie Krantz drank a great deal. 963 01:02:33,532 --> 01:02:35,489 Everything humans have ever done 964 01:02:35,490 --> 01:02:37,448 occurred in that bright speck 965 01:02:37,449 --> 01:02:40,364 at the lower right of the cosmic calendar. 966 01:02:40,365 --> 01:02:42,192 I'll bet you could see 967 01:02:42,193 --> 01:02:44,150 way past the Westford Mall 968 01:02:44,151 --> 01:02:45,283 from the cupola. 969 01:02:46,980 --> 01:02:50,069 You gotta be able to see the whole town from up there, 970 01:02:50,070 --> 01:02:51,158 I bet. 971 01:02:52,377 --> 01:02:54,813 Albie Krantz: If you went up there, 972 01:02:54,814 --> 01:02:58,730 you might see a lot more than you wanted. 973 01:02:58,731 --> 01:03:00,298 That's why it's locked, Chucko. 974 01:03:00,994 --> 01:03:04,041 Every month is one and a quarter billion years long. 975 01:03:04,389 --> 01:03:07,173 Each day represents 40 million years. 976 01:03:07,174 --> 01:03:09,829 narrator: He wanted to ask what Grandpa meant. 977 01:03:10,351 --> 01:03:14,180 But the adult part of him, not there in person, 978 01:03:14,181 --> 01:03:17,444 no, not at 10, but something that had begun to speak 979 01:03:17,445 --> 01:03:19,925 on rare occasions, told him 980 01:03:19,926 --> 01:03:22,188 - to be quiet. - At this scale... 981 01:03:22,189 --> 01:03:24,844 narrator: Be quiet and wait. 982 01:03:25,802 --> 01:03:29,152 But all of human history would occupy an area 983 01:03:29,153 --> 01:03:30,328 the size of my hand. 984 01:03:31,242 --> 01:03:34,766 We're just beginning to trace the long and tortuous path 985 01:03:34,767 --> 01:03:36,376 which began with the primeval... 986 01:03:36,377 --> 01:03:38,510 You know what style of house this is? 987 01:03:39,511 --> 01:03:41,033 Victorian. 988 01:03:41,034 --> 01:03:42,079 That's right. 989 01:03:43,341 --> 01:03:45,298 And not pretend Victorian either. 990 01:03:45,299 --> 01:03:48,259 It was built in 1885. 991 01:03:49,390 --> 01:03:52,436 It's been remodeled half a dozen times since. 992 01:03:52,437 --> 01:03:56,049 But that cupola was there from the start. 993 01:03:57,355 --> 01:03:59,878 Been here since '71. 994 01:03:59,879 --> 01:04:02,576 And in all those years, I haven't been up 995 01:04:02,577 --> 01:04:05,275 to that damn cupola half a dozen times. 996 01:04:05,276 --> 01:04:07,104 'Cause the floor is rotted? 997 01:04:08,757 --> 01:04:10,672 'Cause it's full of ghosts. 998 01:04:12,239 --> 01:04:15,286 ...around 10:30 p.m. on December 31st. 999 01:04:15,939 --> 01:04:18,288 - Y-You remember Scrooge? - Yeah. 1000 01:04:18,289 --> 01:04:19,811 That Scrooge movie we watched? 1001 01:04:19,812 --> 01:04:21,291 I remember. 1002 01:04:21,292 --> 01:04:23,642 Do you think of that as a ghost story? 1003 01:04:24,948 --> 01:04:26,644 I-I-I guess so. 1004 01:04:26,645 --> 01:04:29,126 Heard someone say it was a ghost story. 1005 01:04:31,868 --> 01:04:33,826 Christmas Yet to Come. 1006 01:04:34,740 --> 01:04:36,524 11:59:20, 1007 01:04:37,090 --> 01:04:39,700 evening, last day of the... 1008 01:04:39,701 --> 01:04:41,790 Jefferies boy was a month later. 1009 01:04:43,880 --> 01:04:45,446 Henry Peterson, 1010 01:04:46,839 --> 01:04:48,101 that took longer. 1011 01:04:49,581 --> 01:04:53,366 Four... maybe five years on. 1012 01:04:53,367 --> 01:04:55,630 And by then... 1013 01:04:57,415 --> 01:05:00,070 I almost forgot what I saw up there. 1014 01:05:02,507 --> 01:05:03,900 Almost. 1015 01:05:06,990 --> 01:05:09,601 Said I'd never go back up there after that. 1016 01:05:11,646 --> 01:05:15,172 And I wish I hadn't because of Sarah. 1017 01:05:18,523 --> 01:05:21,352 Because of your Bubbie, Chucky. 1018 01:05:23,528 --> 01:05:25,225 Your sweet Bubbie. 1019 01:05:27,445 --> 01:05:28,794 And the bread. 1020 01:05:30,361 --> 01:05:32,624 Every person we've ever heard of, 1021 01:05:33,799 --> 01:05:35,017 somewhere in there... 1022 01:05:35,018 --> 01:05:36,671 It's the waiting, Chucko. 1023 01:05:39,109 --> 01:05:40,892 That's the hard part. 1024 01:05:40,893 --> 01:05:43,112 Everything in the history books 1025 01:05:43,113 --> 01:05:45,115 happened here 1026 01:05:45,985 --> 01:05:48,552 in the last 10 seconds of the cosmic calendar. 1027 01:05:48,553 --> 01:05:50,119 Ooh! 1028 01:05:50,120 --> 01:05:51,817 It's getting cold out there. 1029 01:05:52,252 --> 01:05:54,951 Vera says hi. She says thanks for the soup. 1030 01:05:56,735 --> 01:05:58,780 She laid the gossip on me, laid it good. 1031 01:05:59,303 --> 01:06:00,999 Of course... 1032 01:06:01,000 --> 01:06:02,392 that's why we have a Vera, isn't it? 1033 01:06:02,393 --> 01:06:04,394 So, what's the latest? 1034 01:06:04,395 --> 01:06:06,178 Well, I don't know if you've heard, 1035 01:06:06,179 --> 01:06:09,747 but Trish is saying Karen and Matty are in therapy. 1036 01:06:09,748 --> 01:06:12,141 - Again. - Who's Henry Peterson, Zaydee? 1037 01:06:12,142 --> 01:06:14,099 ...the universe that made us 1038 01:06:14,100 --> 01:06:17,364 or we can squander our 15 billion-year heritage. 1039 01:06:18,017 --> 01:06:19,975 And get some pancake mix. 1040 01:06:19,976 --> 01:06:22,238 Yellow box, not the orange box. 1041 01:06:22,239 --> 01:06:24,196 - You got all that? - I got it. 1042 01:06:24,197 --> 01:06:26,417 - Do you need me to write it down? - I got it. 1043 01:06:26,983 --> 01:06:28,331 Don't you think about driving. 1044 01:06:28,332 --> 01:06:30,115 The walk will sober you up. 1045 01:06:30,116 --> 01:06:31,595 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1046 01:06:49,744 --> 01:06:51,137 He'll be back with some groceries. 1047 01:06:52,486 --> 01:06:54,183 Then, how about tonight, 1048 01:06:54,184 --> 01:06:56,838 we do some s'mores in the fireplace? 1049 01:06:58,362 --> 01:07:00,233 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1050 01:07:02,366 --> 01:07:04,324 Was he blabbing to you about his ghosts? 1051 01:07:06,065 --> 01:07:07,414 The ones that live in the cupola? 1052 01:07:09,895 --> 01:07:10,983 Yeah. 1053 01:07:11,636 --> 01:07:13,029 Well, are there? 1054 01:07:15,074 --> 01:07:16,032 What do you think? 1055 01:07:17,424 --> 01:07:19,644 I wouldn't pay too much attention to Zaydee. 1056 01:07:20,079 --> 01:07:22,907 He's a good man. But, sometimes, 1057 01:07:22,908 --> 01:07:26,911 well, sometimes, he drinks too much. 1058 01:07:26,912 --> 01:07:28,391 Then he rides his hobby horses. 1059 01:07:28,392 --> 01:07:29,740 I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. 1060 01:07:29,741 --> 01:07:31,612 Who was the Jefferies boy? 1061 01:07:36,400 --> 01:07:37,314 Well... 1062 01:07:38,358 --> 01:07:39,881 that was a very sad thing, kiddo. 1063 01:07:41,753 --> 01:07:43,797 He lived on the next block over, 1064 01:07:43,798 --> 01:07:46,148 and he got hit by a car 1065 01:07:46,149 --> 01:07:48,020 when he chased a ball into the street. 1066 01:07:49,326 --> 01:07:50,762 It happened a long time ago. 1067 01:07:53,678 --> 01:07:55,983 And if your grandpa says he saw it before it happened, 1068 01:07:55,984 --> 01:07:57,203 he's mistaken. 1069 01:08:02,382 --> 01:08:04,080 He just drinks too much. 1070 01:08:15,613 --> 01:08:19,095 You know, I could take those to Mrs. Stanley if you want. 1071 01:08:20,313 --> 01:08:22,314 Oh, that's very thoughtful of you. 1072 01:08:22,315 --> 01:08:23,664 I bet Vera'd love that. 1073 01:08:24,883 --> 01:08:25,884 Mm. 1074 01:08:26,885 --> 01:08:28,494 Just wonderful. 1075 01:08:28,495 --> 01:08:30,148 Your, your grandmother is an artist. 1076 01:08:30,149 --> 01:08:31,758 Thank you for bringing them over. 1077 01:08:31,759 --> 01:08:32,760 Was that your idea? 1078 01:08:33,326 --> 01:08:35,066 - Be honest. - It was. 1079 01:08:35,067 --> 01:08:36,590 Well, can I make you a cup of tea? 1080 01:08:37,156 --> 01:08:39,506 Um, I don't drink tea, but, um, 1081 01:08:40,116 --> 01:08:41,726 I wouldn't mind a glass of milk. 1082 01:08:43,771 --> 01:08:45,077 Well, your grandmother's a saint. 1083 01:08:46,165 --> 01:08:47,731 And what about your granddad? 1084 01:08:47,732 --> 01:08:49,472 Did he have that thing on his back looked at? 1085 01:08:49,473 --> 01:08:52,170 Yeah, the, the doctor took it off and had it tested. 1086 01:08:52,171 --> 01:08:53,346 Tell me everything. 1087 01:08:53,868 --> 01:08:55,435 It wasn't one of the bad ones. 1088 01:08:56,567 --> 01:08:57,829 Thank God for that. 1089 01:08:58,308 --> 01:08:59,222 Yeah. 1090 01:09:00,875 --> 01:09:03,094 He, um, he was talking to Grandma 1091 01:09:03,095 --> 01:09:05,750 about someone named Henry Peterson. 1092 01:09:07,621 --> 01:09:08,926 So awful. 1093 01:09:08,927 --> 01:09:10,623 You know, Henry was a bookkeeper, 1094 01:09:10,624 --> 01:09:11,930 just like your granddad. 1095 01:09:12,365 --> 01:09:14,192 He did a lot of the other businesses in town. 1096 01:09:14,193 --> 01:09:15,628 The ones that your Zaydee didn't do-- 1097 01:09:15,629 --> 01:09:17,065 How did it happen? 1098 01:09:19,720 --> 01:09:21,765 I don't think you want to hear about that stuff. 1099 01:09:21,766 --> 01:09:26,117 Um, w-w-well, Granddad said it was, uh, peaceful. 1100 01:09:26,118 --> 01:09:27,598 Peaceful? 1101 01:09:28,294 --> 01:09:30,514 He killed himself. Hung himself. 1102 01:09:31,210 --> 01:09:32,863 His wife, you see, she ran off 1103 01:09:32,864 --> 01:09:34,908 with this younger man, barely old enough to vote. 1104 01:09:34,909 --> 01:09:37,129 And she was in her 40s. What do you think of that? 1105 01:09:38,478 --> 01:09:40,044 - Wow. - Damn right, wow. 1106 01:09:40,045 --> 01:09:42,134 And then, I heard that-- 1107 01:09:48,009 --> 01:09:49,446 What's happening at school? 1108 01:09:51,187 --> 01:09:53,492 Who's smooching who? 1109 01:09:53,493 --> 01:09:56,582 teacher: "Talk honestly, for no one else hears you 1110 01:09:56,583 --> 01:09:58,802 and I stay only a minute longer." 1111 01:09:58,803 --> 01:10:01,066 "Do I contradict myself? 1112 01:10:01,806 --> 01:10:02,981 "Very well then, 1113 01:10:03,808 --> 01:10:05,070 "I contradict myself, 1114 01:10:06,593 --> 01:10:07,681 "I am large. 1115 01:10:08,987 --> 01:10:10,597 I contain multitudes." 1116 01:10:11,032 --> 01:10:13,338 narrator: On the last day of sixth grade, 1117 01:10:13,339 --> 01:10:14,948 Miss Richards, 1118 01:10:14,949 --> 01:10:17,081 a sweet, hippie-dippyish young woman 1119 01:10:17,082 --> 01:10:19,562 who had no command of discipline 1120 01:10:19,563 --> 01:10:21,781 and would probably not last long 1121 01:10:21,782 --> 01:10:24,436 in the public education system, 1122 01:10:24,437 --> 01:10:27,091 tried to recite for Chuck's class 1123 01:10:27,092 --> 01:10:31,357 some verse of Walt Whitman's "Song of Myself." 1124 01:10:32,793 --> 01:10:35,318 "Failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged. 1125 01:10:36,275 --> 01:10:38,451 Missing me one place, search another." 1126 01:10:52,335 --> 01:10:53,988 That went well, don't you think? 1127 01:10:55,163 --> 01:10:57,601 Yeah, I'm, I'm sorry about that. 1128 01:10:59,385 --> 01:11:03,433 What does he mean when he says, "I am large, 1129 01:11:03,955 --> 01:11:06,174 I contain multitudes"? 1130 01:11:09,395 --> 01:11:10,701 What do you think he means? 1131 01:11:11,745 --> 01:11:14,007 All the people he knows. 1132 01:11:14,008 --> 01:11:15,096 Yes. 1133 01:11:15,880 --> 01:11:17,316 But maybe he means even more. 1134 01:11:18,796 --> 01:11:20,276 Here. Come here. 1135 01:11:24,323 --> 01:11:26,759 What's in there? Between my hands? 1136 01:11:26,760 --> 01:11:28,587 My brain. 1137 01:11:28,588 --> 01:11:30,851 No, um, that's not exactly what I mean. 1138 01:11:31,809 --> 01:11:32,940 What's in there? 1139 01:11:33,506 --> 01:11:35,334 Right between my hands right now. 1140 01:11:37,031 --> 01:11:38,119 I don't know. 1141 01:11:38,685 --> 01:11:39,947 All the people you know? 1142 01:11:41,122 --> 01:11:42,123 I guess. 1143 01:11:42,820 --> 01:11:44,212 Just the people you know? 1144 01:11:46,824 --> 01:11:47,999 Everything you see. 1145 01:11:48,782 --> 01:11:50,175 Everything you know. 1146 01:11:51,481 --> 01:11:53,525 The world, Chuck. 1147 01:11:53,526 --> 01:11:56,311 Planes in the sky. Manhole covers in the street. 1148 01:11:56,312 --> 01:11:59,444 Every year that you live, that world inside your head 1149 01:11:59,445 --> 01:12:03,319 will get bigger and brighter and more detailed and complex. 1150 01:12:04,145 --> 01:12:07,017 You will build cities and countries and continents, 1151 01:12:07,018 --> 01:12:10,847 and you will fill them with people and faces, 1152 01:12:10,848 --> 01:12:12,283 real and imagined. 1153 01:12:12,284 --> 01:12:13,851 Do you understand? 1154 01:12:15,374 --> 01:12:16,809 Don't stop there. 1155 01:12:16,810 --> 01:12:18,942 You fill the whole thing 1156 01:12:18,943 --> 01:12:20,640 with everyone you ever meet, 1157 01:12:21,206 --> 01:12:22,555 everyone you ever know, 1158 01:12:23,121 --> 01:12:25,471 everyone you ever just imagine. 1159 01:12:26,603 --> 01:12:28,256 It'll be a universe. 1160 01:12:29,780 --> 01:12:33,305 A whole universe right between my hands. 1161 01:12:35,351 --> 01:12:37,875 You contain multitudes. 1162 01:12:41,182 --> 01:12:42,227 So... 1163 01:12:44,011 --> 01:12:46,884 what happens to that universe if someone... 1164 01:12:48,276 --> 01:12:49,756 I don't know, 1165 01:12:50,453 --> 01:12:53,760 hits a patch of ice and goes off an overpass or... 1166 01:12:56,937 --> 01:12:58,722 Don't worry too much about those things. 1167 01:12:59,810 --> 01:13:03,422 Just remember that you contain multitudes, Chuck. 1168 01:13:05,337 --> 01:13:06,599 Isn't that wonderful? 1169 01:13:09,167 --> 01:13:11,473 Now, go on. You were such a good boy. 1170 01:13:11,474 --> 01:13:13,345 I've really enjoyed having you in class. 1171 01:13:35,149 --> 01:13:37,150 narrator: Chuck did enjoy his summer 1172 01:13:37,151 --> 01:13:38,718 until August, 1173 01:13:39,458 --> 01:13:40,633 when Bubbie died. 1174 01:13:45,464 --> 01:13:47,291 It happened at the grocery store 1175 01:13:47,292 --> 01:13:49,467 down the street, in public, 1176 01:13:49,468 --> 01:13:52,165 which was a little undignified, 1177 01:13:52,166 --> 01:13:54,254 but at least it was the kind of death 1178 01:13:54,255 --> 01:13:55,865 where people can safely say... 1179 01:13:55,866 --> 01:13:57,345 Thank God she didn't suffer. 1180 01:13:59,086 --> 01:14:00,435 narrator: The other standby... 1181 01:14:00,436 --> 01:14:02,219 She had a long, full life. 1182 01:14:02,220 --> 01:14:04,222 narrator: ...was more of a gray area. 1183 01:14:05,136 --> 01:14:08,182 Sarah Krantz had yet to reach her mid-60s. 1184 01:14:12,056 --> 01:14:14,884 Once more, the house on Pilchard Street 1185 01:14:14,885 --> 01:14:17,670 was one of unadulterated sadness. 1186 01:14:19,106 --> 01:14:22,805 Albie wore his mourning band, and lost weight, 1187 01:14:22,806 --> 01:14:25,242 and stopped telling his jokes 1188 01:14:25,243 --> 01:14:28,768 and began to look older than his 70 years. 1189 01:14:36,341 --> 01:14:37,690 - That's it? - Yeah. 1190 01:14:39,387 --> 01:14:40,867 Buck 75. 1191 01:14:43,391 --> 01:14:46,612 Um, that lady who was in here a few weeks ago, 1192 01:14:47,570 --> 01:14:49,441 the one who died. 1193 01:14:50,355 --> 01:14:53,010 Where was she when it happened? 1194 01:14:53,489 --> 01:14:55,316 That's a little creepy, kid. 1195 01:14:57,362 --> 01:14:58,711 She was my grandma. 1196 01:15:01,018 --> 01:15:03,019 clerk: She was getting a loaf of bread. 1197 01:15:03,020 --> 01:15:04,847 Pulled down almost everything 1198 01:15:04,848 --> 01:15:06,589 on the shelf when she collapsed. 1199 01:15:07,415 --> 01:15:11,071 I'm sorry if that's too much information. 1200 01:15:12,769 --> 01:15:13,987 Nah. 1201 01:15:15,511 --> 01:15:16,686 I already knew that. 1202 01:16:12,437 --> 01:16:13,873 - No! - What?! 1203 01:16:15,179 --> 01:16:18,617 - Get away from there! You get away from there. - What? Hey, hey! 1204 01:16:41,988 --> 01:16:43,120 Give me that. 1205 01:16:45,383 --> 01:16:47,254 Give it to me. Give it to me. 1206 01:16:47,951 --> 01:16:49,125 Give me it. 1207 01:16:53,565 --> 01:16:54,913 Oh. 1208 01:16:54,914 --> 01:16:56,873 Oh, I'm sorry. 1209 01:16:57,438 --> 01:16:59,048 I'm sorry. 1210 01:16:59,049 --> 01:17:00,745 Are you okay? 1211 01:17:00,746 --> 01:17:02,356 What did you see? 1212 01:17:04,576 --> 01:17:06,664 What did you see? 1213 01:17:06,665 --> 01:17:09,581 I'm sorry. It's just, you can't. 1214 01:17:10,626 --> 01:17:12,671 You can't do that, Chucky. 1215 01:17:13,585 --> 01:17:15,281 You just can't. 1216 01:17:15,282 --> 01:17:16,805 Oh, I'm so sorry. 1217 01:17:16,806 --> 01:17:20,809 Oh, I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. 1218 01:17:20,810 --> 01:17:23,028 I'm sorry. 1219 01:17:45,269 --> 01:17:46,400 Come on, little brother. 1220 01:17:47,314 --> 01:17:48,751 Let's dance. 1221 01:18:04,897 --> 01:18:07,682 teacher: Hello, twirlers, and hello, spinners. 1222 01:18:07,683 --> 01:18:10,336 What do you know? Three boys this year. 1223 01:18:10,337 --> 01:18:11,773 It's a new record. 1224 01:18:11,774 --> 01:18:13,470 You gentlemen might find yourselves 1225 01:18:13,471 --> 01:18:15,167 being teased for your new hobby. 1226 01:18:15,168 --> 01:18:17,692 I assure you, you are the smartest young men 1227 01:18:17,693 --> 01:18:19,041 in the whole school. 1228 01:18:19,042 --> 01:18:20,347 You'll soon see what I mean. 1229 01:18:21,087 --> 01:18:24,133 For those who don't know me, I am Miss Rohrbacher. 1230 01:18:24,134 --> 01:18:26,222 And when I'm not teaching the girls phys-ed, 1231 01:18:26,223 --> 01:18:28,790 I am what a few students have called, 1232 01:18:28,791 --> 01:18:30,488 "The Dance Monster." 1233 01:18:31,489 --> 01:18:33,316 Nothing? Alright. 1234 01:18:33,317 --> 01:18:34,839 You have chosen what might be 1235 01:18:34,840 --> 01:18:37,189 the best club this school has ever had. 1236 01:18:37,190 --> 01:18:38,930 'Cause if we didn't have girls volleyball, 1237 01:18:38,931 --> 01:18:40,279 we wouldn't have nothing. 1238 01:18:40,280 --> 01:18:42,368 No, no, no. 1239 01:18:42,369 --> 01:18:45,938 Back, Mr. Mulford, you are mine now. 1240 01:18:47,766 --> 01:18:49,681 Waltz. 1241 01:18:51,378 --> 01:18:52,728 narrator: Chuck knew it. 1242 01:18:56,470 --> 01:18:57,689 Cha-cha. 1243 01:18:59,517 --> 01:19:00,605 narrator: Chuck knew it. 1244 01:19:03,042 --> 01:19:04,826 Swing. 1245 01:19:04,827 --> 01:19:06,610 Triple step. Rock step. 1246 01:19:06,611 --> 01:19:08,307 - Triple step. Rock step. - narrator: Chuck knew it. 1247 01:19:08,308 --> 01:19:11,223 Triple step. Rock step. 1248 01:19:11,224 --> 01:19:12,965 Samba. 1249 01:19:15,968 --> 01:19:17,142 Don't know that one. 1250 01:19:17,143 --> 01:19:18,665 narrator: He was, by far, 1251 01:19:18,666 --> 01:19:20,406 the best dancer in the little club. 1252 01:19:20,407 --> 01:19:22,713 So, Miss Rohrbacher mostly put him 1253 01:19:22,714 --> 01:19:24,498 with the girls who were clumsy. 1254 01:19:24,977 --> 01:19:27,762 He understood she did it to make them better, 1255 01:19:27,763 --> 01:19:29,460 and he was a good sport about it. 1256 01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:32,767 Near the end of their two hours, however, 1257 01:19:32,768 --> 01:19:35,508 The Dance Monster would show mercy 1258 01:19:35,509 --> 01:19:38,120 and pair him with Cat McCoy, 1259 01:19:38,121 --> 01:19:39,948 who was an eighth grader 1260 01:19:39,949 --> 01:19:42,778 and the best dancer of the girls. 1261 01:19:43,909 --> 01:19:46,172 Chuck didn't expect romance. 1262 01:19:46,564 --> 01:19:48,565 Cat was not only gorgeous, 1263 01:19:48,566 --> 01:19:51,090 she was a full foot taller than he was. 1264 01:19:51,656 --> 01:19:54,266 But he loved to dance with her, 1265 01:19:54,267 --> 01:19:56,095 and the feeling was mutual. 1266 01:19:56,617 --> 01:19:58,968 ...three. Out, two, three. Switch. 1267 01:19:59,446 --> 01:20:00,534 And stop. 1268 01:20:01,274 --> 01:20:03,885 In, two, three. Out, two, three. 1269 01:20:03,886 --> 01:20:06,191 Turn. Now box. 1270 01:20:06,192 --> 01:20:11,936 One, two, three. One, two, three. 1271 01:20:11,937 --> 01:20:14,286 I don't know what that is. 1272 01:20:14,287 --> 01:20:15,897 Oh, my God. 1273 01:20:15,898 --> 01:20:18,725 Okay, 10 minutes freestyle. 1274 01:20:30,782 --> 01:20:33,828 ♪ Ooh, my little pretty one, my pretty one ♪ 1275 01:20:33,829 --> 01:20:36,395 ♪ When you gonna give me some time, Sharona? ♪ 1276 01:20:36,396 --> 01:20:38,310 Hey. Watch this. 1277 01:20:38,311 --> 01:20:40,574 ♪ Ooh, you make my motor run, my motor run ♪ 1278 01:20:44,230 --> 01:20:45,449 Show me how you did that. 1279 01:20:46,102 --> 01:20:47,580 Ready? 1280 01:20:47,581 --> 01:20:50,149 Slide, slide, slide. 1281 01:20:50,715 --> 01:20:52,585 Here, ready? 1282 01:20:52,586 --> 01:20:54,761 Try it with me. 1283 01:20:54,762 --> 01:20:56,981 ♪ M-m-m-my Sharona 1284 01:20:56,982 --> 01:20:59,375 - Um... - Uh, kick off your shoes 1285 01:20:59,376 --> 01:21:01,726 - and do it in your socks. - Aye-aye. 1286 01:21:03,902 --> 01:21:05,643 Now, slide. 1287 01:21:06,296 --> 01:21:07,558 Slide. 1288 01:21:08,080 --> 01:21:09,821 Yeah. There you go. 1289 01:21:10,648 --> 01:21:12,911 Hey! Show me. 1290 01:21:15,000 --> 01:21:18,569 Pop. Slide. Slide. Slide. 1291 01:21:19,178 --> 01:21:20,527 Yeah, again. 1292 01:21:21,572 --> 01:21:22,746 Pop. Slide. Pop. 1293 01:21:22,747 --> 01:21:24,139 ♪ Woo! 1294 01:21:24,140 --> 01:21:27,359 ♪ M-m-m-my Sharona 1295 01:21:27,360 --> 01:21:29,231 narrator: Twirlers and Spinners let out 1296 01:21:29,232 --> 01:21:31,233 half an hour late that day. 1297 01:21:31,234 --> 01:21:32,975 ♪ My Sharona 1298 01:21:33,323 --> 01:21:34,671 Cat McCoy: That's so rad. 1299 01:21:34,672 --> 01:21:36,281 You figured that out by yourself? 1300 01:21:36,282 --> 01:21:38,283 Well, I just kept rewinding and rewinding 1301 01:21:38,284 --> 01:21:39,895 til I figured it out. 1302 01:21:42,593 --> 01:21:43,811 We should do that at the Fling. 1303 01:21:45,944 --> 01:21:50,252 Uh, not as a date or anything. 1304 01:21:50,253 --> 01:21:51,907 I'm going out with Dougie Wentworth. 1305 01:21:52,908 --> 01:21:54,430 You know that, right? 1306 01:21:54,431 --> 01:21:55,606 Yeah. 1307 01:21:58,000 --> 01:21:59,565 But that doesn't mean we couldn't show them 1308 01:21:59,566 --> 01:22:00,915 some cool moves. 1309 01:22:02,395 --> 01:22:04,354 I really want to. Do you? 1310 01:22:05,224 --> 01:22:06,573 I-I don't know. 1311 01:22:07,009 --> 01:22:08,488 I'm a lot shorter. 1312 01:22:08,924 --> 01:22:11,404 I think people will laugh. 1313 01:22:27,072 --> 01:22:29,465 - That totally works. - It totally does. 1314 01:22:29,466 --> 01:22:31,771 - Are you sure? - Oh, yeah, I'm sure. 1315 01:22:31,772 --> 01:22:33,470 Well, they feel great! 1316 01:22:34,297 --> 01:22:36,386 Uh, just a little big. 1317 01:22:39,650 --> 01:22:41,259 That should be enough. 1318 01:22:41,260 --> 01:22:42,652 - Little more. - Maybe one more. 1319 01:22:42,653 --> 01:22:43,959 How's that? 1320 01:22:46,483 --> 01:22:49,051 Floor feels like ice. 1321 01:22:49,703 --> 01:22:51,095 You put scratches on that floor, 1322 01:22:51,096 --> 01:22:53,097 - the janitor is gonna beat y-- - Timmy. 1323 01:22:53,098 --> 01:22:54,881 There won't be no scratches. 1324 01:22:54,882 --> 01:22:56,667 He's too light on his feet to leave any. 1325 01:22:58,190 --> 01:23:00,279 Almost perfect. 1326 01:23:04,805 --> 01:23:06,372 Take another run at these two. 1327 01:23:08,635 --> 01:23:10,289 You don't need to sigh. 1328 01:23:10,855 --> 01:23:12,247 You're good at this, you know? 1329 01:23:12,248 --> 01:23:13,900 You're really good at it. 1330 01:23:13,901 --> 01:23:15,773 Yeah, but it's boring. 1331 01:23:16,469 --> 01:23:19,080 Boring? What, you mean math? 1332 01:23:19,081 --> 01:23:20,429 Yeah. 1333 01:23:20,430 --> 01:23:22,648 I wonder if maybe next semester 1334 01:23:22,649 --> 01:23:25,086 you might want to try Math League after school. 1335 01:23:25,087 --> 01:23:27,349 I did it all high school, in fact, 1336 01:23:27,350 --> 01:23:28,915 and it was so great. 1337 01:23:28,916 --> 01:23:30,744 I'm doing Twirlers and Spinners. 1338 01:23:32,224 --> 01:23:33,312 Yeah. 1339 01:23:35,184 --> 01:23:37,664 Hey, hey, put that down for a second, will you? 1340 01:23:38,665 --> 01:23:40,189 Just a little about math. 1341 01:23:41,059 --> 01:23:43,104 Because people start out thinking 1342 01:23:43,105 --> 01:23:44,409 it might be boring, 1343 01:23:44,410 --> 01:23:46,238 and that's their first mistake. 1344 01:23:46,978 --> 01:23:50,720 It's used in every career, in every job, 1345 01:23:50,721 --> 01:23:53,288 in every facet of life on this planet. 1346 01:23:53,289 --> 01:23:55,856 That's a fact. Hell, the planet. 1347 01:23:56,509 --> 01:23:58,859 How do you think we figure out how long a day is? 1348 01:23:59,817 --> 01:24:01,862 Everybody knows how long a day is. 1349 01:24:02,341 --> 01:24:04,691 - How long? - Twenty-four hours. 1350 01:24:05,170 --> 01:24:07,738 People say it's 24 hours, but they're wrong. 1351 01:24:08,434 --> 01:24:12,350 There are 23 hours and 56 minutes 1352 01:24:12,351 --> 01:24:13,917 in a stellar day. 1353 01:24:13,918 --> 01:24:16,703 Plus a few odd seconds. Math proves it. 1354 01:24:17,530 --> 01:24:19,966 How do we know how old the Earth is? 1355 01:24:19,967 --> 01:24:23,100 How old the universe is, how long people have been here? 1356 01:24:23,101 --> 01:24:25,494 Or how to build a bridge or a skyscraper 1357 01:24:25,495 --> 01:24:27,497 or how far apart the stars are? 1358 01:24:28,019 --> 01:24:29,846 How did we land on the moon? 1359 01:24:29,847 --> 01:24:31,674 The stars themselves. 1360 01:24:31,675 --> 01:24:33,850 Why they burn, why atoms split and fuse, 1361 01:24:33,851 --> 01:24:35,896 and all the rest is just math. 1362 01:24:37,855 --> 01:24:39,900 Hey, stars are just math. 1363 01:24:40,640 --> 01:24:42,554 When you look at the night sky, 1364 01:24:42,555 --> 01:24:44,643 you're seeing the greatest equation 1365 01:24:44,644 --> 01:24:46,255 in the universe. 1366 01:24:46,646 --> 01:24:49,474 Heck, your dancing, that's math too. 1367 01:24:49,475 --> 01:24:52,477 I mean, what's the language of dance? 1368 01:24:52,478 --> 01:24:55,611 How do you learn your steps? It's even in the name. 1369 01:24:55,612 --> 01:24:58,004 I mean, they call it "the count." 1370 01:24:58,005 --> 01:24:59,702 One and two and three and four. 1371 01:24:59,703 --> 01:25:02,531 What's a waltz? One, two, three, one, two, three. 1372 01:25:02,532 --> 01:25:04,751 Just numbers, just math. 1373 01:25:05,709 --> 01:25:06,884 And more than that, 1374 01:25:08,015 --> 01:25:09,495 there's an art to it. 1375 01:25:10,627 --> 01:25:13,107 What I do, all these files here, 1376 01:25:13,108 --> 01:25:14,500 all these folders, 1377 01:25:15,588 --> 01:25:18,286 these are all people's lives. 1378 01:25:18,287 --> 01:25:20,115 Every choice they made. 1379 01:25:20,985 --> 01:25:22,943 Last year, last 10 years. 1380 01:25:23,509 --> 01:25:25,554 Everything that's important to them. 1381 01:25:25,555 --> 01:25:28,731 Every weakness they have, every vice, every dream, 1382 01:25:28,732 --> 01:25:31,996 it's all here in numbers. 1383 01:25:32,692 --> 01:25:35,172 Some schmuck comes in, takes those numbers, 1384 01:25:35,173 --> 01:25:38,437 does the math without artistry, someone loses their house. 1385 01:25:39,177 --> 01:25:42,354 I take those numbers, do a little art, 1386 01:25:43,181 --> 01:25:44,574 I save someone's life. 1387 01:25:45,618 --> 01:25:46,663 That's what I do. 1388 01:25:47,272 --> 01:25:49,492 That's what accounting is. 1389 01:25:50,362 --> 01:25:52,581 Well, maybe they should teach that, 1390 01:25:52,582 --> 01:25:54,496 the cool stuff, 1391 01:25:54,497 --> 01:25:57,500 and not just all the boring stuff. 1392 01:25:58,283 --> 01:25:59,241 Hmm. 1393 01:26:06,770 --> 01:26:09,728 Math is something else too. 1394 01:26:09,729 --> 01:26:12,427 Some math, math that's called statistics 1395 01:26:12,428 --> 01:26:13,733 or probability, 1396 01:26:14,560 --> 01:26:16,954 it can tell you stuff about your future. 1397 01:26:18,477 --> 01:26:20,218 It could tell you, for example, 1398 01:26:21,611 --> 01:26:23,438 you're more likely to be drafted 1399 01:26:23,439 --> 01:26:25,483 by a major league sports team 1400 01:26:25,484 --> 01:26:28,052 than to make a real living as a dancer. 1401 01:26:32,056 --> 01:26:35,146 The world loves dancers, it truly does. 1402 01:26:35,799 --> 01:26:40,150 But it needs accountants, so there's much more demand, 1403 01:26:40,151 --> 01:26:42,719 so there's much more opportunity. 1404 01:26:44,024 --> 01:26:47,114 I know that might hurt, but it's the truth. 1405 01:26:48,072 --> 01:26:52,076 Math is truth. It won't lie to you. 1406 01:26:53,077 --> 01:26:55,818 It doesn't factor in your preferences. 1407 01:26:55,819 --> 01:26:57,690 It's pure that way. 1408 01:26:58,996 --> 01:27:01,346 Math can do a lot of things. 1409 01:27:03,000 --> 01:27:04,262 Math can be art. 1410 01:27:06,395 --> 01:27:08,135 But it can't lie. 1411 01:27:08,745 --> 01:27:09,702 So... 1412 01:27:11,443 --> 01:27:13,227 take another run at those two 1413 01:27:13,228 --> 01:27:14,403 because, Chucko, 1414 01:27:15,578 --> 01:27:17,406 you are good. 1415 01:27:18,537 --> 01:27:21,758 You... have art in you. 1416 01:27:28,112 --> 01:27:30,070 ♪ Hugging me like skin 1417 01:27:31,376 --> 01:27:33,203 ♪ And I'll sweat it clean 1418 01:27:33,204 --> 01:27:35,597 ♪ Until I can taste 1419 01:27:35,598 --> 01:27:38,427 ♪ The oxygen 1420 01:27:39,558 --> 01:27:41,604 ♪ Oh 1421 01:28:04,017 --> 01:28:06,192 Hey! You look great! 1422 01:28:06,193 --> 01:28:08,239 Thanks. Uh, you too. 1423 01:28:10,328 --> 01:28:12,329 Wanna show 'em how it's done? 1424 01:28:12,330 --> 01:28:14,985 Uh, I don't know. I kinda, um... 1425 01:28:16,160 --> 01:28:17,727 I kinda hurt my leg. 1426 01:28:19,381 --> 01:28:20,773 You hurt your leg? 1427 01:28:21,339 --> 01:28:23,602 Maybe, maybe let's, let's wait for a better song. 1428 01:28:33,482 --> 01:28:35,788 ♪ Today I changed the picture ♪ 1429 01:28:36,267 --> 01:28:38,530 ♪ In our old oak frame ♪ 1430 01:28:41,054 --> 01:28:44,362 ♪ To a painting I made of a photo inside... ♪ 1431 01:28:45,798 --> 01:28:46,930 Hey, kiddo. 1432 01:28:48,148 --> 01:28:49,193 Hey. 1433 01:28:51,238 --> 01:28:53,066 Thought you were gonna tear it up tonight. 1434 01:28:55,199 --> 01:28:56,505 I don't, I don't know. 1435 01:28:57,375 --> 01:28:59,245 My shoes feel all funny, 1436 01:28:59,246 --> 01:29:02,815 and... I hurt my leg. 1437 01:29:03,816 --> 01:29:05,383 Oh, you hurt your leg? 1438 01:29:06,689 --> 01:29:07,559 Yeah. 1439 01:29:08,212 --> 01:29:09,518 I'm sorry to hear that. 1440 01:29:11,346 --> 01:29:12,998 So, you came stag, huh? 1441 01:29:12,999 --> 01:29:14,784 - Hmm? - No date. 1442 01:29:15,524 --> 01:29:16,829 Nah, I... 1443 01:29:17,308 --> 01:29:20,049 That'll change. Believe me, it'll change. 1444 01:29:20,050 --> 01:29:21,747 Just give it some time. 1445 01:29:22,966 --> 01:29:24,184 None of this, none of-- 1446 01:29:24,794 --> 01:29:27,665 None of that out there really means anything. 1447 01:29:27,666 --> 01:29:30,364 It's all just, just a scrimmage. 1448 01:29:30,365 --> 01:29:32,017 Just a practice. 1449 01:29:34,499 --> 01:29:36,848 Hey, this is perfect. Come on. 1450 01:29:36,849 --> 01:29:39,198 Nah, I'm still, uh... 1451 01:29:39,199 --> 01:29:40,722 My leg's still wonky. 1452 01:29:40,723 --> 01:29:42,201 Chuck, come on. 1453 01:29:42,202 --> 01:29:43,681 We're gonna blow the roof off. 1454 01:29:43,682 --> 01:29:44,857 I'm sorry. 1455 01:29:45,902 --> 01:29:47,382 It really hurts. 1456 01:30:01,918 --> 01:30:05,225 You know, I've been dancing since I was eight, 1457 01:30:05,661 --> 01:30:07,053 and I teach PE, 1458 01:30:07,706 --> 01:30:10,142 and I've seen when my kids get hurt. 1459 01:30:10,143 --> 01:30:11,927 I see how their walk changes. 1460 01:30:11,928 --> 01:30:14,408 I see how their posture changes. 1461 01:30:14,409 --> 01:30:16,411 And don't mind me saying, but you look... 1462 01:30:18,238 --> 01:30:19,675 Well, you look fine to me, Chuck. 1463 01:30:21,416 --> 01:30:24,549 I'm not saying that you have to dance with the girl. 1464 01:30:25,158 --> 01:30:27,203 It's up to you. I'm just saying 1465 01:30:27,204 --> 01:30:29,467 dance or no dance, you don't have to lie. 1466 01:30:31,208 --> 01:30:32,470 Tell her the truth. 1467 01:30:35,473 --> 01:30:36,518 She can take it. 1468 01:31:41,017 --> 01:31:42,713 ♪ Well, my temperature's rising ♪ 1469 01:31:42,714 --> 01:31:44,933 ♪ And my feet on the floor ♪ 1470 01:31:44,934 --> 01:31:47,806 ♪ Crazy people knocking 'cause they're wanting some more ♪ 1471 01:31:48,198 --> 01:31:50,982 ♪ Let me in, baby, I don't know what you got ♪ 1472 01:31:50,983 --> 01:31:53,159 - You ready? - Yeah. Let's do it. 1473 01:31:54,465 --> 01:31:57,033 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1474 01:31:58,251 --> 01:32:00,339 ♪ So glad we made it 1475 01:32:00,340 --> 01:32:01,690 ♪ You gotta 1476 01:32:01,994 --> 01:32:03,386 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 1477 01:32:03,387 --> 01:32:05,301 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 1478 01:32:05,302 --> 01:32:06,650 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 1479 01:32:06,651 --> 01:32:08,522 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 1480 01:32:08,523 --> 01:32:12,178 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' every day ♪ 1481 01:32:31,458 --> 01:32:33,503 ♪ Well, I feel so good 1482 01:32:33,504 --> 01:32:35,374 ♪ Everything is getting higher ♪ 1483 01:32:35,375 --> 01:32:37,028 ♪ You better take it easy 1484 01:32:37,029 --> 01:32:38,900 ♪ 'Cause the place is on fire ♪ 1485 01:32:38,901 --> 01:32:41,946 ♪ Been a hard day and I have so much to do ♪ 1486 01:32:41,947 --> 01:32:44,558 ♪ We made it, baby, and it happened to you ♪ 1487 01:32:44,559 --> 01:32:47,257 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1488 01:32:48,650 --> 01:32:50,825 ♪ So glad we made it 1489 01:32:50,826 --> 01:32:52,261 ♪ You gotta 1490 01:32:52,262 --> 01:32:53,697 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 1491 01:32:53,698 --> 01:32:55,699 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 1492 01:32:55,700 --> 01:32:57,005 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 1493 01:32:57,006 --> 01:32:58,920 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 1494 01:32:58,921 --> 01:33:00,443 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 1495 01:33:00,444 --> 01:33:02,010 ♪ Every day 1496 01:33:20,159 --> 01:33:22,117 ♪ Well, I feel so good 1497 01:33:22,118 --> 01:33:24,206 ♪ Everything is getting higher ♪ 1498 01:33:24,207 --> 01:33:27,123 ♪ You better take it easy 'cause the place is on fire ♪ 1499 01:33:27,471 --> 01:33:30,342 ♪ Been a hard day and nothing went too good ♪ 1500 01:33:30,343 --> 01:33:33,563 ♪ Now I'm gonna relax like-a everybody should ♪ 1501 01:33:33,564 --> 01:33:36,045 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1502 01:33:36,480 --> 01:33:37,611 ♪ Hey-hey 1503 01:33:37,612 --> 01:33:39,700 ♪ So glad we made it 1504 01:33:39,701 --> 01:33:41,571 ♪ You got to 1505 01:33:41,572 --> 01:33:43,138 ♪ Gimme some a-loving 1506 01:33:43,139 --> 01:33:44,618 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1507 01:33:44,619 --> 01:33:45,923 ♪ Gimme some loving 1508 01:33:45,924 --> 01:33:47,839 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1509 01:33:49,188 --> 01:33:51,321 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1510 01:33:52,235 --> 01:33:54,411 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1511 01:33:55,499 --> 01:33:57,631 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1512 01:34:14,083 --> 01:34:16,737 all : One more time! One more time! 1513 01:34:16,738 --> 01:34:20,132 One more time! 1514 01:34:20,872 --> 01:34:22,699 narrator: They may have been young, 1515 01:34:22,700 --> 01:34:25,354 but they were smart enough to know when to quit. 1516 01:34:33,929 --> 01:34:35,407 Thank you, guys. 1517 01:34:35,408 --> 01:34:37,061 narrator: Six months before he died 1518 01:34:37,062 --> 01:34:40,717 of a brain tumor at the unfair age of 39, 1519 01:34:40,718 --> 01:34:43,982 and while his mind was still working, mostly, 1520 01:34:44,461 --> 01:34:47,550 Chuck told his wife the truth about the scar 1521 01:34:47,551 --> 01:34:48,900 on the back of his hand. 1522 01:34:50,772 --> 01:34:52,642 When they'd first started dating, 1523 01:34:52,643 --> 01:34:54,557 he told her he'd gotten it from a boy 1524 01:34:54,558 --> 01:34:56,559 named Doug Wentworth, 1525 01:34:56,560 --> 01:34:59,431 who was pissed about him dancing with his girlfriend 1526 01:34:59,432 --> 01:35:01,172 at a middle school formal 1527 01:35:01,173 --> 01:35:03,305 and pushed him into a chain link fence 1528 01:35:03,306 --> 01:35:04,523 outside the gym. 1529 01:35:04,524 --> 01:35:05,917 I lied about that, though. 1530 01:35:09,051 --> 01:35:10,312 Oh, my. 1531 01:35:10,313 --> 01:35:12,618 A man of secrets, 1532 01:35:12,619 --> 01:35:13,838 even still. 1533 01:35:16,058 --> 01:35:17,885 Ginny Krantz: What happened, love? 1534 01:35:17,886 --> 01:35:19,931 When our fabulous dance was over, I... 1535 01:35:20,584 --> 01:35:22,804 I was sweaty and I was so hot. 1536 01:35:23,761 --> 01:35:25,893 I-I felt like my cheeks were gonna catch fire. 1537 01:35:25,894 --> 01:35:27,155 You were great. 1538 01:35:27,156 --> 01:35:28,592 - Thank you. - What a star. 1539 01:35:29,898 --> 01:35:31,202 All I wanted in that moment 1540 01:35:31,203 --> 01:35:33,509 was just darkness, 1541 01:35:33,510 --> 01:35:34,816 cool air, 1542 01:35:35,860 --> 01:35:37,253 and to be by myself. 1543 01:35:41,997 --> 01:35:43,868 There were millions of stars that night. 1544 01:35:45,740 --> 01:35:47,002 Millions of them. 1545 01:35:47,611 --> 01:35:49,308 And millions more behind them. 1546 01:35:50,353 --> 01:35:54,096 And sure, m-may-- Yeah, maybe they were just math. 1547 01:35:55,314 --> 01:35:57,838 But they also danced. 1548 01:35:57,839 --> 01:36:00,755 I know 'cause I saw one of them. 1549 01:36:02,887 --> 01:36:06,542 And I remember thinking, the universe is large 1550 01:36:06,543 --> 01:36:08,979 and, and it contains multitudes, 1551 01:36:08,980 --> 01:36:12,418 but it-it also contains me. 1552 01:36:13,593 --> 01:36:14,943 And in this moment... 1553 01:36:16,683 --> 01:36:18,250 I am wonderful. 1554 01:36:19,686 --> 01:36:22,210 And I have a right to be wonderful. 1555 01:36:22,211 --> 01:36:24,126 Oh! 1556 01:36:27,782 --> 01:36:29,392 Why lie about that, silly? 1557 01:36:31,176 --> 01:36:33,265 You're a strange wonder, my dear. 1558 01:36:35,093 --> 01:36:37,312 narrator: He doesn't offer more 1559 01:36:37,313 --> 01:36:40,664 because the scar was important for another reason. 1560 01:36:42,013 --> 01:36:44,581 It was part of a story he couldn't tell, 1561 01:36:45,190 --> 01:36:47,931 even though there was now an apartment building 1562 01:36:47,932 --> 01:36:50,194 on the site of the Victorian house 1563 01:36:50,195 --> 01:36:52,458 where he had done most of his growing up. 1564 01:36:53,764 --> 01:36:56,418 The haunted Victorian house. 1565 01:36:56,419 --> 01:36:57,420 Mm. 1566 01:36:57,986 --> 01:36:58,943 No reason. 1567 01:37:00,815 --> 01:37:02,338 Funny thinking, I guess. 1568 01:37:03,121 --> 01:37:05,166 narrator: The scar meant more, 1569 01:37:05,167 --> 01:37:07,169 so he had made it more. 1570 01:37:07,647 --> 01:37:11,477 He just couldn't make it as much more as it really was. 1571 01:37:12,087 --> 01:37:14,305 That made little sense. 1572 01:37:14,306 --> 01:37:18,049 But as the glioblastoma continued its blitzkrieg, 1573 01:37:18,702 --> 01:37:21,051 it was the best his disintegrating mind 1574 01:37:21,052 --> 01:37:22,183 could manage. 1575 01:37:54,912 --> 01:37:56,652 narrator: Chuck's grandpa, 1576 01:37:56,653 --> 01:37:57,784 his Zaydee, 1577 01:37:58,655 --> 01:38:00,395 died of a heart attack 1578 01:38:00,396 --> 01:38:04,486 five years after the Fall Fling dance. 1579 01:38:04,487 --> 01:38:07,054 Chuck was a junior in high school 1580 01:38:07,055 --> 01:38:10,187 singing in a band and dancing like Jagger 1581 01:38:10,188 --> 01:38:12,190 during the instrumental breaks. 1582 01:38:12,843 --> 01:38:14,845 funeral director: He made all the arrangements himself. 1583 01:38:16,238 --> 01:38:18,239 Came in a few weeks ago 1584 01:38:18,240 --> 01:38:20,589 just to make sure everything was to the letter, 1585 01:38:20,590 --> 01:38:22,635 which I thought was strange. 1586 01:38:23,419 --> 01:38:25,246 Not many people bother to do that. 1587 01:38:25,247 --> 01:38:26,856 Most people, 1588 01:38:26,857 --> 01:38:29,338 they come here once to set it all up. 1589 01:38:30,165 --> 01:38:31,862 They aren't anxious to come back again. 1590 01:38:33,429 --> 01:38:36,561 Next time I see 'em, they're in their Sunday best, 1591 01:38:36,562 --> 01:38:37,737 if you get me. 1592 01:38:39,957 --> 01:38:43,004 He was a great man and a good friend. 1593 01:38:44,570 --> 01:38:47,311 He's been doing our books for 23 years 1594 01:38:47,312 --> 01:38:49,661 and saved our skin more than once 1595 01:38:49,662 --> 01:38:50,925 when the tax man was coming. 1596 01:38:53,753 --> 01:38:56,320 So, do I owe you any money? 1597 01:38:56,321 --> 01:38:57,974 Not a penny. 1598 01:38:57,975 --> 01:39:01,195 He took care of that too. Settled his tab 1599 01:39:01,196 --> 01:39:02,632 that same visit. 1600 01:39:03,720 --> 01:39:04,721 You know... 1601 01:39:05,983 --> 01:39:07,332 the strangest thing. 1602 01:39:08,072 --> 01:39:10,857 And this will sound strange, so bear with me. 1603 01:39:11,423 --> 01:39:13,991 See, I, uh, 1604 01:39:14,513 --> 01:39:16,862 dreamed of being a television weatherman 1605 01:39:16,863 --> 01:39:18,125 in my salad days 1606 01:39:18,126 --> 01:39:19,605 with maybe one of the networks. 1607 01:39:20,867 --> 01:39:22,130 Wasn't in the cards for me. 1608 01:39:23,305 --> 01:39:26,917 But I did spend a summer at WKNB. 1609 01:39:28,136 --> 01:39:30,833 Well, there was a guy 1610 01:39:30,834 --> 01:39:32,966 at KNB who they said 1611 01:39:32,967 --> 01:39:34,968 could feel a storm coming 1612 01:39:34,969 --> 01:39:36,709 two solid weeks away 1613 01:39:37,232 --> 01:39:38,841 without the radar. 1614 01:39:38,842 --> 01:39:40,625 Had a sixth sense. 1615 01:39:40,626 --> 01:39:42,411 Damnedest thing I ever saw. 1616 01:39:43,064 --> 01:39:45,369 Uh, used to make this face, 1617 01:39:45,370 --> 01:39:48,851 this face when people talked about their travel plans, 1618 01:39:48,852 --> 01:39:50,940 if he knew something they didn't. 1619 01:39:50,941 --> 01:39:54,117 Not... not a smile, per se. 1620 01:39:54,118 --> 01:39:55,945 No joy in it. 1621 01:39:55,946 --> 01:39:59,080 Just a... knowing. 1622 01:40:00,385 --> 01:40:02,126 "Weatherman Stare," I called it. 1623 01:40:03,301 --> 01:40:05,999 And I didn't have it, not me. 1624 01:40:06,000 --> 01:40:08,350 So, I'm here, not there. 1625 01:40:11,222 --> 01:40:14,137 Your granddad had that same face 1626 01:40:14,138 --> 01:40:15,661 when he was in here. 1627 01:40:16,619 --> 01:40:20,057 Like... he knew it was gonna rain. 1628 01:40:20,753 --> 01:40:23,147 And I was just a guy selling him an umbrella. 1629 01:40:25,541 --> 01:40:26,846 Weatherman Stare. 1630 01:40:27,847 --> 01:40:29,327 I'm sure of it. 1631 01:40:30,850 --> 01:40:31,938 The strangest thing. 1632 01:40:34,202 --> 01:40:36,464 narrator: Albie left him everything. 1633 01:40:36,465 --> 01:40:39,685 More than enough to pay for his college education. 1634 01:40:40,164 --> 01:40:42,905 And later on, the sale of the Victorian 1635 01:40:42,906 --> 01:40:45,995 paid for the house he and Ginny moved into 1636 01:40:45,996 --> 01:40:48,390 after their honeymoon in the Catskills. 1637 01:40:50,479 --> 01:40:53,437 He flatly refused to move to Omaha 1638 01:40:53,438 --> 01:40:55,658 to live with his mother's parents. 1639 01:40:56,267 --> 01:40:58,181 - Look, I love you guys... - narrator: He said. 1640 01:40:58,182 --> 01:41:01,576 ...but this is where I grew up and want to stay till college. 1641 01:41:01,577 --> 01:41:03,187 I'm 17. I'm not a baby. 1642 01:41:03,709 --> 01:41:06,102 narrator: So, they, both long retired, 1643 01:41:06,103 --> 01:41:07,756 came to him 1644 01:41:07,757 --> 01:41:09,671 and stayed in the Victorian 1645 01:41:09,672 --> 01:41:12,543 for the 20-odd months before Chuck went off 1646 01:41:12,544 --> 01:41:14,546 to the University of Illinois. 1647 01:41:16,940 --> 01:41:20,161 They weren't able to be there for the funeral, however. 1648 01:41:21,684 --> 01:41:24,294 It happened fast, as Albie had wanted, 1649 01:41:24,295 --> 01:41:26,340 and his mom's folks had loose ends 1650 01:41:26,341 --> 01:41:28,125 to tie up in Omaha. 1651 01:41:29,344 --> 01:41:31,911 Chuck didn't really miss them, if he was honest. 1652 01:41:32,912 --> 01:41:35,088 His Zaydee hated a fuss 1653 01:41:35,089 --> 01:41:37,352 almost as much as he hated a crowd. 1654 01:41:41,704 --> 01:41:44,488 A day before they were scheduled to arrive, 1655 01:41:44,489 --> 01:41:46,925 Chuck finally opened the envelope 1656 01:41:46,926 --> 01:41:48,666 that had been sitting on the table 1657 01:41:48,667 --> 01:41:49,755 in the front hall. 1658 01:41:51,192 --> 01:41:53,889 It was from Sam Yarborough, 1659 01:41:53,890 --> 01:41:57,980 owner and chief undertaker at Yarborough Funeral Home, 1660 01:41:57,981 --> 01:42:02,290 and inside were Albie Krantz's personal effects. 1661 01:43:59,015 --> 01:44:01,799 narrator: In this room, Chuck's grandpa had seen 1662 01:44:01,800 --> 01:44:03,192 the Jefferies boy, 1663 01:44:03,193 --> 01:44:05,239 body broken by the car. 1664 01:44:07,023 --> 01:44:09,982 He'd seen Henry Peterson hanging from the ceiling. 1665 01:44:11,245 --> 01:44:13,943 He'd seen his own wife lying dead. 1666 01:44:14,378 --> 01:44:16,901 And likely, Chuck supposed, 1667 01:44:16,902 --> 01:44:20,079 perhaps the night Chuck had stolen his keys, 1668 01:44:20,993 --> 01:44:25,345 Albie had even seen himself crumpled to the floor, 1669 01:44:25,346 --> 01:44:27,348 still clutching his upper arm. 1670 01:44:28,914 --> 01:44:31,177 "It's the waiting," he'd said. 1671 01:44:32,570 --> 01:44:34,179 "That's the hard part." 1672 01:44:35,791 --> 01:44:38,228 Now Chuck's own waiting would begin. 1673 01:44:39,969 --> 01:44:41,666 How long would that wait be? 1674 01:44:42,928 --> 01:44:46,670 Exactly how old was the man in the hospital bed? 1675 01:44:51,981 --> 01:44:54,504 There was a final bip... 1676 01:44:54,505 --> 01:44:56,290 ...from the unseen monitor 1677 01:44:57,203 --> 01:44:59,031 and then that was gone too. 1678 01:45:01,991 --> 01:45:03,861 The man did not fade, 1679 01:45:03,862 --> 01:45:06,735 as ghostly apparitions did in the movies. 1680 01:45:07,649 --> 01:45:09,390 He was just gone. 1681 01:45:10,304 --> 01:45:13,481 Insisting he had never been there in the first place. 1682 01:45:15,396 --> 01:45:17,223 - He wasn't... - narrator: Chuck thinks. 1683 01:45:17,789 --> 01:45:19,400 ...and I will insist he wasn't. 1684 01:45:20,879 --> 01:45:24,361 And I will live my life until my life runs out. 1685 01:45:26,537 --> 01:45:27,756 I am wonderful. 1686 01:45:29,845 --> 01:45:31,368 I deserve to be wonderful. 1687 01:45:34,240 --> 01:45:36,112 And I contain multitudes. 1688 01:46:15,586 --> 01:46:18,720 ♪ Of all the money I ever had ♪ 1689 01:46:20,635 --> 01:46:24,639 ♪ I spent it in good company ♪ 1690 01:46:25,640 --> 01:46:29,426 ♪ And all the harm I've ever done ♪ 1691 01:46:31,210 --> 01:46:35,040 ♪ It was to none but me 1692 01:46:38,435 --> 01:46:40,568 ♪ And all I've done 1693 01:46:42,352 --> 01:46:44,702 ♪ For want of wit 1694 01:46:46,400 --> 01:46:51,056 ♪ To memory now I can't recall ♪ 1695 01:46:53,668 --> 01:46:58,281 ♪ So fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1696 01:46:59,064 --> 01:47:03,982 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1697 01:47:27,310 --> 01:47:31,880 ♪ Fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1698 01:47:32,620 --> 01:47:36,493 ♪ And drink a health whate'er befalls ♪ 1699 01:47:37,538 --> 01:47:41,846 ♪ Then gently rise and softly call ♪ 1700 01:47:42,673 --> 01:47:47,635 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1701 01:48:11,223 --> 01:48:15,140 ♪ Of all the friends I ever had ♪ 1702 01:48:16,098 --> 01:48:20,232 ♪ They're sorry for my going away ♪ 1703 01:48:21,277 --> 01:48:25,934 ♪ And all the sweethearts I ever had ♪ 1704 01:48:26,500 --> 01:48:30,678 ♪ They would wish me one more day to stay ♪ 1705 01:48:33,768 --> 01:48:35,900 ♪ Since it fell 1706 01:48:38,207 --> 01:48:40,035 ♪ Into my lot 1707 01:48:42,080 --> 01:48:46,520 ♪ That I should rise and you should not ♪ 1708 01:48:49,305 --> 01:48:53,527 ♪ I'll gently rise and softly call ♪ 1709 01:48:54,440 --> 01:48:59,707 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1710 01:49:23,034 --> 01:49:27,561 ♪ Fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1711 01:49:28,170 --> 01:49:32,261 ♪ Drink a health whate'er befalls ♪ 1712 01:49:33,131 --> 01:49:37,440 ♪ Then gently rise and softly call ♪ 1713 01:49:38,267 --> 01:49:42,967 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1714 01:49:43,577 --> 01:49:49,844 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪