1 00:00:28,264 --> 00:00:29,349 - Hi. 2 00:00:31,646 --> 00:00:33,147 My name is Kayla. 3 00:00:33,149 --> 00:00:34,026 I'm 28. 4 00:00:34,986 --> 00:00:39,159 And my boyfriend is an alcoholic. 5 00:00:39,161 --> 00:00:40,411 And an addict. 6 00:00:40,413 --> 00:00:42,207 And quite frankly, he's an asshole, 7 00:00:42,209 --> 00:00:44,211 especially when he's using. 8 00:00:44,213 --> 00:00:46,383 Well, I mean, mostly when he's using. 9 00:00:48,054 --> 00:00:50,014 And I have tried everything 10 00:00:50,016 --> 00:00:52,939 that I could to help and support him. 11 00:00:55,318 --> 00:00:56,237 And you know what? 12 00:00:57,907 --> 00:00:58,909 I'm exhausted. 13 00:00:59,869 --> 00:01:02,581 I am literally at my wits end. 14 00:01:02,583 --> 00:01:06,714 I took him to rehab, AA, sober living. 15 00:01:06,716 --> 00:01:07,967 Nice places. 16 00:01:07,969 --> 00:01:10,054 You know he'd get sober and it would be great. 17 00:01:10,056 --> 00:01:10,973 But guess what? 18 00:01:10,975 --> 00:01:13,937 No flowers, no trips, nothing. 19 00:01:13,939 --> 00:01:16,191 Nothing really changed, but it was cozy, 20 00:01:16,193 --> 00:01:17,903 it was comfortable, we were here together 21 00:01:17,905 --> 00:01:18,949 and it was beautiful. 22 00:01:20,451 --> 00:01:22,122 And then he would relapse. 23 00:01:23,457 --> 00:01:24,792 I don't know why, what did I do? 24 00:01:24,794 --> 00:01:26,754 Did I not, did I not love him enough? 25 00:01:26,756 --> 00:01:28,217 Did I not try enough? 26 00:01:29,846 --> 00:01:31,556 What did I do wrong? 27 00:01:31,558 --> 00:01:33,144 And I fucking tried. 28 00:01:35,983 --> 00:01:39,487 I'm still here, and he doesn't even acknowledge that. 29 00:01:39,489 --> 00:01:41,993 He doesn't even acknowledge that I've wasted 30 00:01:41,995 --> 00:01:45,418 four years of my life for him. 31 00:01:46,796 --> 00:01:49,009 So I'm gonna do something unconventional. 32 00:01:50,220 --> 00:01:53,098 I am going to film this entire thing, 33 00:01:53,100 --> 00:01:58,110 from finding you, to your whole detox process, 34 00:01:58,862 --> 00:02:00,658 to you becoming sober. 35 00:02:03,789 --> 00:02:05,458 - Kayla, are you done yet? 36 00:02:08,256 --> 00:02:10,093 - Oh God, I don't want it to be real, 37 00:02:11,220 --> 00:02:12,890 I don't wanna be done with him. 38 00:02:14,142 --> 00:02:15,688 I just want him back. 39 00:02:17,399 --> 00:02:19,819 I just want him back. 40 00:02:19,821 --> 00:02:21,574 God, I'm a baby. 41 00:02:23,578 --> 00:02:24,914 We gotta go find him. 42 00:02:25,916 --> 00:02:27,166 - Let's go. - We gotta go find him. 43 00:02:27,168 --> 00:02:28,588 - Okay, let's go. 44 00:02:30,091 --> 00:02:31,468 - Thank you. - Yeah. 45 00:04:19,852 --> 00:04:21,353 - Yeah, don't get, don't get killed 46 00:04:21,355 --> 00:04:24,317 running across the street to this random stranger. 47 00:04:48,660 --> 00:04:50,160 And? - He's not there. 48 00:04:50,162 --> 00:04:51,706 - Okay. - They kicked him out 49 00:04:51,708 --> 00:04:54,043 like the first day he disappeared, so. 50 00:04:54,045 --> 00:04:55,296 - That's a big surprise. 51 00:04:55,298 --> 00:04:56,757 - Yeah well he was with Wayne, 52 00:04:56,759 --> 00:04:58,385 which is good because Wayne lives really close to here, so- 53 00:04:58,387 --> 00:04:59,888 - Right, his dealer? 54 00:04:59,890 --> 00:05:01,057 Yeah, it's good that he's with Wayne, thank God. 55 00:05:01,059 --> 00:05:02,018 - Yeah, you know what? 56 00:05:02,020 --> 00:05:03,478 It is good that he's with Wayne, 57 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:05,775 because Wayne probably held him up for a while, so. 58 00:05:05,777 --> 00:05:07,069 Put him up. 59 00:05:07,071 --> 00:05:09,577 - Yeah and also got him fucked up. 60 00:05:12,415 --> 00:05:14,754 Yes we're close, we are close 61 00:05:18,595 --> 00:05:21,056 to finding yet another disaster. 62 00:05:21,058 --> 00:05:23,770 Richard or creepy netflag. 63 00:05:23,772 --> 00:05:25,022 I'm not looking in the tents. 64 00:05:25,024 --> 00:05:25,940 I'm not getting out. 65 00:05:25,942 --> 00:05:27,109 You have to get out and do this. 66 00:05:27,111 --> 00:05:28,320 - I am not, I don't wanna get out 67 00:05:28,322 --> 00:05:29,447 and look in the fucking tents. 68 00:05:29,449 --> 00:05:31,076 I'm so afraid down here. 69 00:05:31,078 --> 00:05:34,457 I hate this area. - Oh, oh, oh my God. 70 00:05:34,459 --> 00:05:35,960 - Who is that, is that him? 71 00:05:35,962 --> 00:05:38,423 - This is just so, like why do we have to 72 00:05:38,425 --> 00:05:40,512 put together clues to find him? 73 00:05:40,514 --> 00:05:42,431 Like who is this random person? 74 00:05:42,433 --> 00:05:43,643 - I get it but we're close. 75 00:05:43,645 --> 00:05:46,022 - Who does he hang out with, whatever. 76 00:05:46,024 --> 00:05:48,070 How much longer are we gonna be out here? 77 00:05:50,032 --> 00:05:51,324 - I don't know. 78 00:05:51,326 --> 00:05:52,493 I mean, I'm gonna be here all night. 79 00:05:52,495 --> 00:05:54,080 If you wanna go home, you can go home. 80 00:05:54,082 --> 00:05:56,000 I can swing back by the apartment. 81 00:05:56,002 --> 00:05:58,338 - Mm-hm, yup, 'cause I'm gonna leave you alone. 82 00:05:58,340 --> 00:05:59,967 I'm just saying 83 00:05:59,969 --> 00:06:01,386 this isn't fair. 84 00:06:01,388 --> 00:06:03,725 - Oh shit he just texted me. - What no. 85 00:06:03,727 --> 00:06:06,564 - Oh my God, I'm gonna ping his location. 86 00:06:06,566 --> 00:06:08,024 - He texted you after five days? 87 00:06:08,026 --> 00:06:09,485 - Oh my God, we are right here. 88 00:06:09,487 --> 00:06:10,989 - What a douche. 89 00:06:10,991 --> 00:06:13,326 - Oh my God, we are right here, Dayna, oh my God. 90 00:06:13,328 --> 00:06:14,370 - Okay, well, he's alive, 91 00:06:14,372 --> 00:06:15,790 let's chill. - I know. 92 00:06:15,792 --> 00:06:17,502 - He's just been a douche bag once again, 93 00:06:17,504 --> 00:06:19,338 so let's treat him sensitively. 94 00:06:19,340 --> 00:06:20,759 - Let's just try this alley really quick 95 00:06:20,761 --> 00:06:22,261 and just see if he's over there. 96 00:06:22,263 --> 00:06:23,430 - Yep, let's just try this alley, you and I, yup. 97 00:06:23,432 --> 00:06:24,267 Okay, cool. 98 00:06:28,777 --> 00:06:30,110 - Look really close. - Yeah, I see 99 00:06:30,112 --> 00:06:31,237 a bunch of dumpsters. 100 00:06:31,239 --> 00:06:33,074 - Richard! - Is that him? 101 00:06:33,076 --> 00:06:35,162 - Stop it. - Richard! 102 00:06:35,164 --> 00:06:36,374 - Look for him. - Dick! 103 00:06:43,305 --> 00:06:45,349 Oh, all right. - Oh my God! 104 00:06:45,351 --> 00:06:50,025 - Oh, holy shit. - Oh my God. 105 00:06:50,027 --> 00:06:51,194 There he is. 106 00:06:51,196 --> 00:06:52,071 - Kayla, wait, whoa whoa whoa. 107 00:06:52,073 --> 00:06:53,281 - Oh fuck. 108 00:06:53,283 --> 00:06:55,410 Oh my God, look at him, Dayna, I can't. 109 00:07:01,299 --> 00:07:03,596 - Is he just sitting in trash? 110 00:07:05,809 --> 00:07:07,978 - Hey, hi. 111 00:07:07,980 --> 00:07:10,900 - Kayla. 112 00:07:13,741 --> 00:07:17,121 I'm good, what, wait, wait, wait. 113 00:07:17,123 --> 00:07:18,749 Here, sit down. 114 00:07:18,751 --> 00:07:20,168 Sit down. - Come on. 115 00:07:20,170 --> 00:07:22,339 - Come on, sit down. 116 00:07:22,341 --> 00:07:24,343 Sit down, what- - What the? 117 00:07:24,345 --> 00:07:27,184 - These, you see 'em, where is it? 118 00:07:28,353 --> 00:07:29,605 Where is it? 119 00:07:29,607 --> 00:07:31,984 That, is that it, is that the pill? 120 00:07:31,986 --> 00:07:33,905 - What? - Yeah, 121 00:07:33,907 --> 00:07:35,533 there's the little guy. 122 00:07:35,535 --> 00:07:36,702 - Honey. - You gotta take this. 123 00:07:36,704 --> 00:07:38,038 You've gotta try this one time. 124 00:07:38,040 --> 00:07:39,123 You'll go to the moon. 125 00:07:39,125 --> 00:07:40,417 - Okay. - Is what this will do. 126 00:07:40,419 --> 00:07:41,336 - Yeah, well, I wanna go home. 127 00:07:41,338 --> 00:07:42,171 - You want it? 128 00:07:42,173 --> 00:07:43,340 I'll take it. 129 00:07:43,342 --> 00:07:44,551 - You and I are gonna, no, no, no, no. 130 00:07:44,553 --> 00:07:45,385 Get that, babe, get that out of your mouth 131 00:07:45,387 --> 00:07:46,304 right fucking now. 132 00:07:46,306 --> 00:07:47,097 Get it out of your mouth! 133 00:07:48,352 --> 00:07:50,437 - Fuck, God dammit, you're disgusting. 134 00:07:50,439 --> 00:07:52,776 Do you see how embarrassing you are? 135 00:07:52,778 --> 00:07:54,821 Ever since your dad died, you think that you can have 136 00:07:54,823 --> 00:07:55,657 some fucking excuse- - Don't fucking, 137 00:07:55,659 --> 00:07:57,368 don't fucking, hey! 138 00:07:59,332 --> 00:08:00,125 - I'm sorry. 139 00:08:02,088 --> 00:08:03,800 - Don't talk about my fucking dad. 140 00:08:04,927 --> 00:08:05,762 Okay? 141 00:08:07,390 --> 00:08:10,437 You know that subject is off limits. 142 00:08:11,314 --> 00:08:12,316 - Honey, I'm sorry. 143 00:08:14,905 --> 00:08:15,740 You okay? 144 00:08:17,619 --> 00:08:18,451 - What? 145 00:08:19,414 --> 00:08:20,623 What do you, what do you want? 146 00:08:20,625 --> 00:08:22,042 - Okay, come on, honey. - Where are we going? 147 00:08:22,044 --> 00:08:23,213 - We're gonna go home. 148 00:08:24,090 --> 00:08:25,467 - Yeah, I'll go, here we go. 149 00:08:27,263 --> 00:08:28,098 - Stop, come on. 150 00:08:29,183 --> 00:08:30,019 Come on. 151 00:08:32,858 --> 00:08:35,820 - Oop, douche go bag go down hard. 152 00:08:35,822 --> 00:08:37,907 - Dayna. - What? 153 00:08:37,909 --> 00:08:39,747 - Hold on. - Oh my God. 154 00:08:40,707 --> 00:08:42,667 - Okay, oh God. 155 00:08:42,669 --> 00:08:43,627 Okay. - You okay? 156 00:08:43,629 --> 00:08:45,005 - Yeah, I'm holding you up now. 157 00:08:45,007 --> 00:08:46,508 - Okay. - See how I'm holding you up? 158 00:08:46,510 --> 00:08:48,679 - Yup. - He found his feet again. 159 00:08:48,681 --> 00:08:50,560 Oh, and there he goes again. 160 00:08:51,520 --> 00:08:53,482 Dude, I am so. 161 00:08:55,069 --> 00:08:57,572 - I'm all right, okay. - Oh. 162 00:08:57,574 --> 00:08:59,868 - Oh shit, man, this is fucking like, 163 00:08:59,870 --> 00:09:02,874 so many angles that I could walk. 164 00:09:02,876 --> 00:09:04,878 What the- - Hey, loser. 165 00:09:04,880 --> 00:09:06,422 - Oh, Dayna! - Aw, so glad 166 00:09:06,424 --> 00:09:07,842 we could track you down, man. 167 00:09:07,844 --> 00:09:09,763 - Hey, you're a fucking bitch. 168 00:09:09,765 --> 00:09:13,061 What, what's with the fuck, is that a camera? 169 00:09:13,063 --> 00:09:14,230 What are you doing with a camera? 170 00:09:14,232 --> 00:09:16,234 - Oh my God. - What are you doing? 171 00:09:16,236 --> 00:09:17,612 - It's for a project, don't worry about it. 172 00:09:17,614 --> 00:09:18,781 Come on, let's go. - You okay, 'cause I'm here 173 00:09:18,783 --> 00:09:20,408 for you, buddy. - All right, all right. 174 00:09:20,410 --> 00:09:21,829 - All for you, buddy. 175 00:09:21,831 --> 00:09:23,498 Just get in the car. - I'm getting in the car. 176 00:09:23,500 --> 00:09:24,918 In the car. 177 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:27,882 - Yeah, in the car. - The car, yeah. 178 00:09:29,428 --> 00:09:31,851 - Holy shit, dude. - I know, I know, he smells. 179 00:09:33,311 --> 00:09:37,610 - Geez, oh my, how were you that close to him 180 00:09:37,612 --> 00:09:39,865 and you- - Hey, there's a camera. 181 00:09:39,867 --> 00:09:41,660 Food? - Babe, we're going home now. 182 00:09:41,662 --> 00:09:42,996 - We're gonna get some food. - Why don't you just take off 183 00:09:42,998 --> 00:09:44,292 your shirt, dude? 184 00:09:45,962 --> 00:09:50,135 - Okay, oh wow, horrendous. 185 00:09:50,137 --> 00:09:52,640 This whole experience. 186 00:09:52,642 --> 00:09:56,815 Okay, oh, is it just me or does he smells worse 187 00:09:56,817 --> 00:09:58,193 with every step? 188 00:09:59,363 --> 00:10:00,533 - Oh, Dayna. - I can't, I can't. 189 00:10:01,577 --> 00:10:04,248 - Ah, come on, babe. 190 00:10:05,167 --> 00:10:06,585 Walk forward, please. 191 00:10:06,587 --> 00:10:09,256 Do you remember our bed? - I do. 192 00:10:09,258 --> 00:10:11,260 - Right here, can you lie down, please? 193 00:10:11,262 --> 00:10:12,597 - I do. 194 00:10:12,599 --> 00:10:14,018 - Oh God. 195 00:10:15,270 --> 00:10:17,857 Honey, can you please take off your shirt? 196 00:10:17,859 --> 00:10:19,276 - No. - Take your shirt off 197 00:10:19,278 --> 00:10:20,237 right now. - I don't want to. 198 00:10:20,239 --> 00:10:21,197 - It's covered in vomit. 199 00:10:21,199 --> 00:10:22,533 Take your shirt off, please. 200 00:10:22,535 --> 00:10:24,119 - I don't want to. - Can you please take it off. 201 00:10:24,121 --> 00:10:26,334 - I don't want, what are you doing? 202 00:10:29,382 --> 00:10:30,467 - I'm sorry. 203 00:10:34,267 --> 00:10:37,062 - Just sleep, okay? 204 00:10:37,064 --> 00:10:39,066 - Okay. 205 00:10:44,913 --> 00:10:45,913 - Kayla. 206 00:10:47,669 --> 00:10:51,758 Babe. 207 00:10:53,597 --> 00:10:54,641 - Oh my God. 208 00:10:59,943 --> 00:11:00,985 - Babe. 209 00:11:00,987 --> 00:11:01,905 - Damn it. 210 00:11:08,794 --> 00:11:12,176 - Well, Richard, you've sent us on another scavenger hunt. 211 00:11:13,846 --> 00:11:14,681 Huh? 212 00:11:16,810 --> 00:11:18,478 What did you find up there, girl? 213 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:19,647 Put it in the magic bowl. 214 00:11:19,649 --> 00:11:21,985 - Mm-hm. - Mm-hm. 215 00:11:21,987 --> 00:11:22,820 Cool. 216 00:11:22,822 --> 00:11:24,239 You know you could help. 217 00:11:24,241 --> 00:11:29,251 - I, oh nice, this antique tea set 218 00:11:30,003 --> 00:11:31,546 that Mom and Dad got us. 219 00:11:31,548 --> 00:11:33,257 Perfect place. 220 00:11:33,259 --> 00:11:36,099 - I never use it, so, I guess, yes. 221 00:11:38,478 --> 00:11:40,065 - Respect, babe. 222 00:11:42,027 --> 00:11:43,695 - Aw, fuck. 223 00:11:43,697 --> 00:11:45,031 - Oh dear, okay. 224 00:11:45,033 --> 00:11:47,121 Well, this was lazy, Richard. 225 00:11:48,916 --> 00:11:49,749 - I don't cook. 226 00:11:49,751 --> 00:11:50,709 - You don't cook? 227 00:11:50,711 --> 00:11:52,630 Are you ever in your home? 228 00:11:52,632 --> 00:11:54,174 Do you open these cupboards ever? 229 00:11:54,176 --> 00:11:55,803 Do you go to the grocery store? 230 00:11:55,805 --> 00:11:57,180 - Not really. 231 00:11:58,644 --> 00:12:01,439 - Well, here's just what we found so far. 232 00:12:01,441 --> 00:12:04,612 Just a little smattering of, ya know. 233 00:12:04,614 --> 00:12:07,325 - Do you have to be so smug and rude about it? 234 00:12:07,327 --> 00:12:08,829 - Yeah, I do. 235 00:12:08,831 --> 00:12:10,415 - Look, I don't care if you don't want to help him 236 00:12:10,417 --> 00:12:12,043 or give a shit about him. 237 00:12:12,045 --> 00:12:13,922 I just want you to support me, that's it. 238 00:12:13,924 --> 00:12:15,260 - I've been supporting you. 239 00:12:16,429 --> 00:12:18,601 I have to watch you in pain all the time. 240 00:12:20,103 --> 00:12:25,113 And you, you refuse, you refuse to just end it. 241 00:12:28,161 --> 00:12:31,875 And honestly, I feel pretty degraded myself. 242 00:12:31,877 --> 00:12:34,421 You choose this piece of shit over like 243 00:12:34,423 --> 00:12:36,133 people who love you. 244 00:12:44,653 --> 00:12:46,155 - It's a lot, babe. 245 00:12:58,847 --> 00:13:01,518 - I know I don't say thank you a lot and I don't express 246 00:13:01,520 --> 00:13:02,522 my gratitude to you. 247 00:13:04,483 --> 00:13:06,237 But I thank you and I love you. 248 00:13:08,867 --> 00:13:11,412 - I love you too. - I promise you this is it. 249 00:13:11,414 --> 00:13:14,001 This is it, this'll be the last time. 250 00:13:14,003 --> 00:13:14,838 And I'm done. 251 00:13:17,594 --> 00:13:19,721 - Promise? - I do, I will. 252 00:13:19,723 --> 00:13:21,015 I promise. 253 00:13:23,313 --> 00:13:24,564 - It's bad. 254 00:13:24,566 --> 00:13:26,735 It's like homemade- - That's fermented. 255 00:13:26,737 --> 00:13:27,945 - Oh my God, it's everywhere. 256 00:13:27,947 --> 00:13:29,197 How do I not see this, Dayna? 257 00:13:29,199 --> 00:13:31,035 - How do you not see this, babe. 258 00:13:31,037 --> 00:13:32,245 It's doesn't even have a, 259 00:13:32,247 --> 00:13:34,043 it doesn't even have a wrapper on it. 260 00:13:35,337 --> 00:13:37,130 - I don't know, I have no words. 261 00:13:37,132 --> 00:13:39,927 - She's just, I'm not in my kitchen, I work full time. 262 00:13:39,929 --> 00:13:40,765 You eat? 263 00:13:43,436 --> 00:13:46,273 - Richard, you are one sneaky motherfucker. 264 00:13:48,237 --> 00:13:50,073 - Maybe a masculine energy is what he needs. 265 00:13:50,075 --> 00:13:51,785 Maybe I'm too weak. 266 00:13:53,331 --> 00:13:56,126 - No, you are not too weak, my friend. 267 00:13:56,128 --> 00:13:58,130 - I feel weak. - Masculine energy my ass. 268 00:13:58,132 --> 00:14:01,303 That guy's just gotta get his head out of his ass. 269 00:14:02,140 --> 00:14:03,894 - David, hi. 270 00:14:06,650 --> 00:14:09,444 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I did, um. 271 00:14:09,446 --> 00:14:11,618 In an alley off of Gower, actually. 272 00:14:13,831 --> 00:14:17,335 Mm-hm, yeah he's passed out in the bedroom right now. 273 00:14:17,337 --> 00:14:18,339 So he's safe. 274 00:14:20,678 --> 00:14:25,268 Mm-hm, yeah, ten in the morning tomorrow would be good. 275 00:14:25,270 --> 00:14:28,276 And then, um, then we'll go up to the mountains at my dad's. 276 00:14:30,155 --> 00:14:31,447 You too, yeah, you too. 277 00:14:31,449 --> 00:14:33,077 Okay, drive safe. 278 00:14:53,660 --> 00:14:54,702 - Hi. - Hey. 279 00:14:54,704 --> 00:14:56,288 - David, come on in. 280 00:14:56,290 --> 00:14:57,875 - How's it going? 281 00:14:57,877 --> 00:14:59,587 How's he doing? 282 00:14:59,589 --> 00:15:00,925 - Hey, how are you? 283 00:15:02,804 --> 00:15:04,054 - Where is he, how's he, how's he doing? 284 00:15:04,056 --> 00:15:05,223 - He is alive. 285 00:15:05,225 --> 00:15:06,810 So that's one thing. 286 00:15:06,812 --> 00:15:08,270 And, um, he's in the shower. 287 00:15:08,272 --> 00:15:10,149 - Okay, good. 288 00:15:10,151 --> 00:15:12,445 - So, thank you for driving all the way down here. 289 00:15:12,447 --> 00:15:13,907 I know that's a really long way. 290 00:15:13,909 --> 00:15:15,661 - No, he's, I mean, he's one of my best friends, 291 00:15:15,663 --> 00:15:17,121 it's really not a big deal at all. 292 00:15:17,123 --> 00:15:19,629 I'm, I'm sorry for not being around as much as I 293 00:15:20,714 --> 00:15:21,631 really should be. - It's okay. 294 00:15:21,633 --> 00:15:23,133 - It's just, I don't know. 295 00:15:23,135 --> 00:15:26,516 You know, our drinking nights when we used to smoke weed 296 00:15:26,518 --> 00:15:29,229 and all of that, they've, they've kinda just changed. 297 00:15:29,231 --> 00:15:32,528 And now he just, smokes until oblivion 298 00:15:32,530 --> 00:15:35,993 and becomes a dick, so. - Yeah, I know. 299 00:15:35,995 --> 00:15:37,955 I live with him now so, I understand. 300 00:15:37,957 --> 00:15:40,209 - Yeah, I think it's amazing what you're doing, 301 00:15:40,211 --> 00:15:43,552 honestly, and if you need any help, obviously, I'm here, so. 302 00:15:44,428 --> 00:15:46,013 - Thank you, thank you so much. 303 00:15:46,015 --> 00:15:46,931 Um, do you want some water? 304 00:15:46,933 --> 00:15:48,142 Do you wanna sit down? 305 00:15:48,144 --> 00:15:49,854 - Ah, yeah and, and yes, thank you. 306 00:15:49,856 --> 00:15:51,900 - Okay, sure, I will be right, well, nevermind. 307 00:15:54,824 --> 00:15:56,283 Hey! - What's up, what's up? 308 00:15:56,285 --> 00:15:59,205 - Come on in. - So where is the party boy, 309 00:15:59,207 --> 00:16:00,753 Big Rich, what's going on? 310 00:16:02,757 --> 00:16:04,719 - Ah, he is in the shower. 311 00:16:05,888 --> 00:16:07,180 - You got him to bathe? 312 00:16:07,182 --> 00:16:09,560 - I did, yeah, he was disgusting last night, 313 00:16:09,562 --> 00:16:10,729 full of vomit and piss, 314 00:16:10,731 --> 00:16:13,067 it was- - He really turned over 315 00:16:13,069 --> 00:16:14,444 that new leaf then. 316 00:16:14,446 --> 00:16:15,656 - Hopefully. - Okay. 317 00:16:15,658 --> 00:16:17,408 How are you? - Good. 318 00:16:17,410 --> 00:16:18,912 Same old, ya know. 319 00:16:18,914 --> 00:16:21,124 Really appreciate you calling me. 320 00:16:21,126 --> 00:16:22,210 But not really though, 321 00:16:22,212 --> 00:16:23,755 'cause I don't wanna be here. 322 00:16:23,757 --> 00:16:27,763 But, my mom's always told me sometimes you help people 323 00:16:27,765 --> 00:16:29,600 not 'cause they deserve it, 324 00:16:29,602 --> 00:16:32,063 but because it's the right thing to do, so. 325 00:16:34,696 --> 00:16:38,994 - Look, I'm, I'm sorry, I should've, I should've called. 326 00:16:38,996 --> 00:16:40,622 I'm really embarrassed by what happened at your job. 327 00:16:40,624 --> 00:16:43,630 I wanted, I should've asked you how everything was there. 328 00:16:44,464 --> 00:16:46,676 - About as good as it can be. 329 00:16:46,678 --> 00:16:48,722 I still get flagged for bringing in the asshole 330 00:16:48,724 --> 00:16:51,728 that pissed in the trash can and gave my boss the finger, 331 00:16:51,730 --> 00:16:54,608 but other than that, it's good. 332 00:16:54,610 --> 00:16:57,155 Kinda. - By the way, this is David. 333 00:16:57,157 --> 00:16:59,451 David, this is Richard's childhood friend. 334 00:16:59,453 --> 00:17:00,662 - Hey, man. - Um, you can have a seat, 335 00:17:00,664 --> 00:17:01,873 I'll get you guys some water. 336 00:17:01,875 --> 00:17:04,545 And um, yeah. - What's up, bro? 337 00:17:04,547 --> 00:17:05,922 Feel like I know your face. 338 00:17:05,924 --> 00:17:07,050 - Ah, the funeral. 339 00:17:07,052 --> 00:17:08,511 For Richard's dad. - Gotcha. 340 00:17:08,513 --> 00:17:10,014 - Yeah. - Good man, good man. 341 00:17:10,016 --> 00:17:11,603 - Yeah, yeah, he was. 342 00:17:13,481 --> 00:17:14,982 Thank you. - Thank you. 343 00:17:14,984 --> 00:17:18,615 - Oh hey, where's the vomit-stained party boy? 344 00:17:18,617 --> 00:17:20,451 - I just said that exact same thing, 345 00:17:20,453 --> 00:17:22,288 but you said it way more negative. 346 00:17:22,290 --> 00:17:23,500 - Yeah I meant it negative. 347 00:17:23,502 --> 00:17:24,877 He's a dick. 348 00:17:24,879 --> 00:17:26,716 I don't have a lot of faith in this. 349 00:17:30,056 --> 00:17:31,223 I mean, what has it been? 350 00:17:31,225 --> 00:17:34,354 Four rehabs, two outpatient facilities? 351 00:17:34,356 --> 00:17:35,941 Countless drunk and disorderliness, 352 00:17:35,943 --> 00:17:37,863 that was so embarrassing. 353 00:17:39,867 --> 00:17:41,409 It's not a strong chance this is gonna work 354 00:17:41,411 --> 00:17:43,163 but I am here, I am here. 355 00:17:43,165 --> 00:17:44,459 - And you promised me, so. 356 00:17:45,336 --> 00:17:47,338 - With my camcorder, so. 357 00:17:47,340 --> 00:17:50,762 - I don't know how you guys feel, but for me, 358 00:17:50,764 --> 00:17:53,643 if this trip doesn't work, I'm finally done. 359 00:17:55,106 --> 00:17:56,607 - Yo eh, let me just say, my hat if off to you. 360 00:17:56,609 --> 00:18:00,239 I don't know how you got Rich of all people to agree 361 00:18:00,241 --> 00:18:02,326 to go on a nature trip. 362 00:18:02,328 --> 00:18:04,748 Don't, don't get me wrong, he loves his trips, right? 363 00:18:04,750 --> 00:18:08,840 You got your shroom trips, you got the acid trips, but- 364 00:18:08,842 --> 00:18:10,802 - The stair trips, up and down the stairs. 365 00:18:10,804 --> 00:18:12,346 - Something like that. - Right, right, right? 366 00:18:12,348 --> 00:18:15,477 - He do those but a nature trip, we gonna need Gandhi 367 00:18:15,479 --> 00:18:17,816 to keep him level-headed up there, like- 368 00:18:17,818 --> 00:18:20,070 - I don't even know if Gandhi can handle Richard actually. 369 00:18:20,072 --> 00:18:22,158 I think we need like a survivalist, 370 00:18:22,160 --> 00:18:23,493 like someone with a big knife. 371 00:18:24,999 --> 00:18:26,834 - Like a Bear Grylls or a Steve Irwin or something. 372 00:18:26,836 --> 00:18:28,337 - That's my guy. 373 00:18:28,339 --> 00:18:29,715 I don't know Bear Grylls or whatever but Steve Irwin, 374 00:18:29,717 --> 00:18:31,218 that's my dude, man. 375 00:18:31,220 --> 00:18:33,681 After he passed, bro, it still stings to this day. 376 00:18:33,683 --> 00:18:35,144 - Really? - Oh come on. 377 00:18:36,271 --> 00:18:38,482 - Guys, you guys, I don't think that we need 378 00:18:38,484 --> 00:18:41,989 to put our eggs in one basket to all these heroes. 379 00:18:41,991 --> 00:18:42,908 Do you know what I mean? 380 00:18:42,910 --> 00:18:44,494 I think we can be those heroes. 381 00:18:44,496 --> 00:18:45,830 That's why you guys are here. 382 00:18:45,832 --> 00:18:47,626 It's what we can do. 383 00:18:47,628 --> 00:18:50,509 - We might not all have as much conviction as you. 384 00:18:51,511 --> 00:18:53,011 But we're still here. 385 00:18:53,013 --> 00:18:55,686 And we all know that there's a good guy inside of Richard. 386 00:18:56,854 --> 00:18:58,105 - We, we do. 387 00:18:58,107 --> 00:18:59,234 And we really hope we see him again. 388 00:19:01,113 --> 00:19:03,200 - Kayla, where is my fucking? 389 00:19:07,083 --> 00:19:08,584 Hello, everyone. 390 00:19:08,586 --> 00:19:09,920 - Welcome back. - Yeah. 391 00:19:09,922 --> 00:19:12,466 - Thanks for the shower. - Kayla, what the fuck? 392 00:19:12,468 --> 00:19:15,391 Like what is, what, what is everyone doing here? 393 00:19:16,936 --> 00:19:19,357 - We're here because we love you. 394 00:19:21,779 --> 00:19:22,612 - Speak for yourself. 395 00:19:22,614 --> 00:19:24,282 - Correct. 396 00:19:24,284 --> 00:19:25,409 - We- 397 00:19:25,411 --> 00:19:26,453 - Love Kayla. - We're here because. 398 00:19:29,127 --> 00:19:31,883 I invited everyone here babe, because we, well, 399 00:19:33,135 --> 00:19:34,845 quite frankly, you have a problem. 400 00:19:34,847 --> 00:19:36,348 And you know you have a problem. 401 00:19:36,350 --> 00:19:40,481 Dayna and I were up all night going through my apartment 402 00:19:40,483 --> 00:19:41,692 looking for your shit. 403 00:19:41,694 --> 00:19:45,115 So if anyone has to hide their stash or liqueur 404 00:19:45,117 --> 00:19:48,038 inside fucking water bottles and put them 405 00:19:48,040 --> 00:19:51,504 under who God knows where, has a fucking problem. 406 00:19:51,506 --> 00:19:52,674 Do you understand? 407 00:19:53,676 --> 00:19:54,512 Wake up! 408 00:19:55,597 --> 00:19:57,016 - There is no other way to put it. 409 00:19:58,520 --> 00:19:59,354 - Whoa. 410 00:20:00,816 --> 00:20:01,818 Ooh, whoa. - Sorry. 411 00:20:02,986 --> 00:20:05,114 I didn't mean to come off so rude right there. 412 00:20:05,116 --> 00:20:07,913 - Things got really serious up in here, didn't they? 413 00:20:09,082 --> 00:20:12,128 I was actually hoping that maybe you guys 414 00:20:12,130 --> 00:20:13,338 wanted to hang out. 415 00:20:15,094 --> 00:20:18,348 I know, um, you probably flushed my weed, 416 00:20:18,350 --> 00:20:20,979 but I'm sure I could get something delivered. 417 00:20:20,981 --> 00:20:23,483 - Do you, do you hear yourself, man? 418 00:20:23,485 --> 00:20:24,822 What are you talking about? 419 00:20:26,074 --> 00:20:27,617 Kayla, he does not respect you, 420 00:20:27,619 --> 00:20:29,289 I don't know why we're doing this. 421 00:20:30,458 --> 00:20:34,299 - Oh, Jameson, how are ya, buddy? 422 00:20:35,259 --> 00:20:37,470 It's been a long time. 423 00:20:37,472 --> 00:20:38,305 - What's up, Rich? 424 00:20:38,307 --> 00:20:39,434 I'm good, man. 425 00:20:40,729 --> 00:20:42,313 Probably not as good as you as far as the intake 426 00:20:42,315 --> 00:20:44,317 of substances though. 427 00:20:44,319 --> 00:20:48,993 - Touche, I have definitely had an abundance of substances 428 00:20:48,995 --> 00:20:50,788 but very little this morning 429 00:20:50,790 --> 00:20:52,751 thanks to these two little birdies. 430 00:20:52,753 --> 00:20:55,047 - Rich, come on, man, you're being like a cliche right now. 431 00:20:55,049 --> 00:20:56,842 - I said very little substances, 432 00:20:56,844 --> 00:21:00,015 so, I still don't know what the fuck a cliche is. 433 00:21:00,017 --> 00:21:02,269 - You, you're being a cliche right now. 434 00:21:02,271 --> 00:21:03,396 That's what this means. 435 00:21:03,398 --> 00:21:04,525 This is cliche. 436 00:21:04,527 --> 00:21:07,488 It's cliche. - I think I can, ah, 437 00:21:07,490 --> 00:21:10,664 look, cliche is like when, um. 438 00:21:12,166 --> 00:21:14,335 You're just an addict and an alcoholic, bro. 439 00:21:14,337 --> 00:21:16,214 There's nothing special about this situation. 440 00:21:16,216 --> 00:21:17,676 - And an asshole. 441 00:21:17,678 --> 00:21:21,015 I mean, even more of an asshole with the substances, but. 442 00:21:21,017 --> 00:21:22,769 - That part. - So. 443 00:21:25,359 --> 00:21:26,652 - And what's so wrong with that? 444 00:21:26,654 --> 00:21:28,906 - Nobody wants to be around you anymore. 445 00:21:28,908 --> 00:21:30,660 You are a liability. 446 00:21:30,662 --> 00:21:33,958 You don't think about anybody but yourself 447 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:35,545 and it's disgusting. 448 00:21:35,547 --> 00:21:39,387 And honestly, you puke on your shirt and sleep in it, gross. 449 00:21:40,557 --> 00:21:43,228 - All right, good to know. 450 00:21:44,898 --> 00:21:48,531 I guess I've come to the conclusion that this is bullshit. 451 00:21:49,950 --> 00:21:52,411 And, not only is it bullshit 452 00:21:52,413 --> 00:21:56,252 but there seems to be some sort of reality TV show 453 00:21:56,254 --> 00:21:57,463 in this apartment. 454 00:21:57,465 --> 00:21:58,966 What the fuck's up with the camera? 455 00:21:58,968 --> 00:22:01,095 I don't remember signing on for anything like that. 456 00:22:01,097 --> 00:22:03,099 - No, we're making the greatest horror film of all time 457 00:22:03,101 --> 00:22:04,060 with you as the star. 458 00:22:04,062 --> 00:22:05,397 Kayla, go ahead. 459 00:22:06,567 --> 00:22:08,443 - Babe, do you remember the camera last night 460 00:22:08,445 --> 00:22:09,571 that you saw in the car? 461 00:22:09,573 --> 00:22:11,282 - Do you think he has? 462 00:22:11,284 --> 00:22:12,661 - Obviously you don't remember. 463 00:22:12,663 --> 00:22:15,165 But that's, we are filming everything, babe. 464 00:22:15,167 --> 00:22:17,378 We are filming this entire intervention. 465 00:22:17,380 --> 00:22:19,173 And I brought your best friends along, so that- 466 00:22:19,175 --> 00:22:22,012 - Oh, let, let's not be too quick to use 467 00:22:22,014 --> 00:22:23,766 'best friend' for me, all right? 468 00:22:23,768 --> 00:22:25,645 - I too. - Way too much commitment 469 00:22:25,647 --> 00:22:26,980 for Mr. Pissing the trashcan over here. 470 00:22:26,982 --> 00:22:29,443 - Wait, what? - This fool pissed 471 00:22:29,445 --> 00:22:32,241 in my boss' trashcan. - Your boss' trashcan? 472 00:22:32,243 --> 00:22:34,161 - My boss' trashcan. - You soiled public property? 473 00:22:34,163 --> 00:22:36,418 - I told you already that I was sorry. 474 00:22:37,253 --> 00:22:39,130 It was a mistake. 475 00:22:39,132 --> 00:22:42,386 I thought that Percocet and Vicodin felt the same, 476 00:22:42,388 --> 00:22:44,808 so when I took them, and I came into work, 477 00:22:44,810 --> 00:22:46,603 I was fucking zonked, man. 478 00:22:46,605 --> 00:22:49,568 Just let it, hey, hey, let it go. 479 00:22:50,864 --> 00:22:52,489 - Let it go? - Yeah. 480 00:22:52,491 --> 00:22:53,870 - You want me to let it go? 481 00:22:55,707 --> 00:22:57,667 Okay, tell you what. 482 00:22:57,669 --> 00:22:59,295 I'll let it go. 483 00:22:59,297 --> 00:23:02,092 I'll let it go when you apologize to my boss 484 00:23:02,094 --> 00:23:04,180 and the entire office. 485 00:23:04,182 --> 00:23:05,390 But, but you wouldn't do that. 486 00:23:05,392 --> 00:23:07,604 Na, you haven't been back not once. 487 00:23:07,606 --> 00:23:09,398 Not to clean out your desk, 488 00:23:09,400 --> 00:23:11,152 not to pickup your last paycheck. 489 00:23:11,154 --> 00:23:13,490 Not even to clean up your own piss. 490 00:23:13,492 --> 00:23:14,953 You know who had to do that? 491 00:23:15,872 --> 00:23:17,416 Yeah, me. 492 00:23:18,836 --> 00:23:21,380 I had to clean up a grown man's piss all 'cause he 493 00:23:21,382 --> 00:23:23,426 ain't got no goddamn restraint. 494 00:23:23,428 --> 00:23:26,015 I can't even look my co-workers in they eyes. 495 00:23:26,017 --> 00:23:29,396 I can't go a week without one of them bringing your shit up. 496 00:23:29,398 --> 00:23:33,279 Yeah so, so, man, go fuck yourself, right, Rich. 497 00:23:33,281 --> 00:23:34,242 - I second that. 498 00:23:37,164 --> 00:23:38,999 - Okay, I think, ah, what Jameson is trying to say 499 00:23:39,001 --> 00:23:40,126 is- - What is he trying to say, 500 00:23:40,128 --> 00:23:41,797 David? - That we're all friends here, 501 00:23:41,799 --> 00:23:43,886 and we're all just trying to support you. 502 00:23:45,305 --> 00:23:49,857 And honestly, man, if you don't just pack up your things 503 00:23:51,317 --> 00:23:53,071 and come on this trip with us like we have planned for you, 504 00:23:54,323 --> 00:23:55,575 then I don't know, 505 00:23:55,577 --> 00:23:56,912 I don't know what else to really say. 506 00:23:58,708 --> 00:23:59,543 - What trip? 507 00:24:00,419 --> 00:24:02,337 Kayla, what- - Um. 508 00:24:02,339 --> 00:24:04,509 - What trip is he talking about? 509 00:24:04,511 --> 00:24:06,095 - Do you remember that house that our dad 510 00:24:06,097 --> 00:24:08,016 bought up in the mountains? 511 00:24:08,018 --> 00:24:09,268 Well, we're gonna take you there 512 00:24:09,270 --> 00:24:11,650 and we're gonna be there for you while you detox. 513 00:24:12,819 --> 00:24:15,531 - I'm not doing that. - Yes, you are, Richard. 514 00:24:15,533 --> 00:24:16,367 Yes you are. 515 00:24:18,079 --> 00:24:19,706 - Why would I go up there? 516 00:24:19,708 --> 00:24:21,710 I'm not, I'm not- 517 00:24:21,712 --> 00:24:24,381 - Look, babe, all I'm saying is that you're coming 518 00:24:24,383 --> 00:24:27,137 on this trip right now because I don't need you to have 519 00:24:27,139 --> 00:24:29,058 any cell reception, do you understand? 520 00:24:29,060 --> 00:24:31,563 I don't need you to have Wayne in your fucking back pocket. 521 00:24:31,565 --> 00:24:33,399 I don't need you to be calling any of your hangers-on, 522 00:24:33,401 --> 00:24:35,320 or your dealers, or whatever the fuck. 523 00:24:35,322 --> 00:24:37,491 Because I want you sober. 524 00:24:37,493 --> 00:24:38,746 I need you sober. 525 00:24:39,581 --> 00:24:41,167 Because I can't do this anymore. 526 00:24:42,252 --> 00:24:43,463 If you do not get help, 527 00:24:47,096 --> 00:24:47,931 I'm done. 528 00:24:49,350 --> 00:24:52,145 And I don't have to remind you that this is my apartment. 529 00:24:52,147 --> 00:24:55,569 That means you'll be out on the street, do you understand? 530 00:24:55,571 --> 00:24:56,905 - That's where you're most comfortable though, 531 00:24:56,907 --> 00:24:58,703 so it's honestly a win-win for you. 532 00:25:05,717 --> 00:25:10,142 - Well then I guess it's off to the wilderness we go. 533 00:25:17,782 --> 00:25:20,619 - Let's do it. - Let's pack the car, right? 534 00:25:20,621 --> 00:25:21,456 - Oh yeah. 535 00:25:25,047 --> 00:25:28,134 - Wow, okay, so we're going. 536 00:25:28,136 --> 00:25:30,514 I kind of figured and hoped that this would end here, 537 00:25:30,516 --> 00:25:32,812 but, good job, you did it. 538 00:25:34,398 --> 00:25:35,233 Right? 539 00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:37,196 Proud of you. 540 00:25:41,830 --> 00:25:44,584 - Well, looks like we're headed to the great outdoors. 541 00:25:44,586 --> 00:25:46,045 I can think of worse places to be. 542 00:25:46,047 --> 00:25:48,468 - Mm-hm, yeah, you're not much of a nature guy, are you? 543 00:25:49,888 --> 00:25:51,973 - What, what, why you say that? 544 00:25:51,975 --> 00:25:55,021 - I don't know, where's this vest from? 545 00:25:55,023 --> 00:25:56,608 - Bruh, no this ain't that, man. 546 00:25:56,610 --> 00:25:59,238 Look, when I step out, I'm stepping out clean. 547 00:25:59,240 --> 00:26:00,533 That's how I operate, okay? 548 00:26:00,535 --> 00:26:01,952 - So don't insult my vest. 549 00:26:01,954 --> 00:26:03,079 My vest is fine. 550 00:26:03,081 --> 00:26:04,414 You need to be worried about yourself 551 00:26:04,416 --> 00:26:06,460 looking like a hipster lumberjack 552 00:26:06,462 --> 00:26:08,256 just fell out of Barnes and Nobles. 553 00:26:08,258 --> 00:26:09,466 - I don't even know what that means. 554 00:26:09,468 --> 00:26:12,765 But, ah, is this vest even a camping vest, 555 00:26:12,767 --> 00:26:14,769 or is it just supposed to look like a camping vest? 556 00:26:14,771 --> 00:26:15,729 Because- - Look, man. 557 00:26:15,731 --> 00:26:17,190 I'm gonna be honest with you. 558 00:26:17,192 --> 00:26:19,069 Picked this vest up about three weeks ago. 559 00:26:19,071 --> 00:26:21,157 There was this chick I was trying to hook up with. 560 00:26:21,159 --> 00:26:22,450 - Okay. - She like hiking, 561 00:26:22,452 --> 00:26:25,290 so, you know, wanted her to feel like 562 00:26:25,292 --> 00:26:27,043 I was a outdoorsy-type dude. 563 00:26:28,591 --> 00:26:30,175 - Okay, well, she's a big fan of hiking, clueless in nature, 564 00:26:30,177 --> 00:26:32,347 'cause this is definitely more GQ than REI. 565 00:26:34,226 --> 00:26:39,236 Speaking of girls, ah, Dayna, she's kind of cute, huh? 566 00:26:39,821 --> 00:26:41,071 I don't know. 567 00:26:41,073 --> 00:26:42,324 - Why, what's up, you interested? 568 00:26:42,326 --> 00:26:43,535 - No, actually not my type at all. 569 00:26:43,537 --> 00:26:44,787 But I think you should go for it. 570 00:26:44,789 --> 00:26:46,833 - Yeah, it kinda felt like we was vibing, so. 571 00:26:46,835 --> 00:26:47,921 - By all means. 572 00:26:48,964 --> 00:26:50,300 - Let me hold that. - Oh, oh. 573 00:26:52,012 --> 00:26:52,847 - Cool, cool. 574 00:26:57,147 --> 00:26:59,024 Yeah, so this is, oh- - Oh. 575 00:26:59,026 --> 00:27:01,362 Here, let me help you. - Pretty much the last of it. 576 00:27:01,364 --> 00:27:02,782 - Where is David? 577 00:27:02,784 --> 00:27:04,034 I thought he was supposed to be helping you? 578 00:27:04,036 --> 00:27:05,955 - Ah, I think he went back to go help Kayla 579 00:27:05,957 --> 00:27:08,543 motivate Richard. - Right, the peace-making. 580 00:27:08,545 --> 00:27:10,004 God bless David. 581 00:27:10,006 --> 00:27:12,050 - So what's up with all the tents and sleeping bags, 582 00:27:12,052 --> 00:27:13,553 I thought your dad had a house up there? 583 00:27:13,555 --> 00:27:17,435 - Yeah, yeah, it's more like a 30-acre campground. 584 00:27:17,437 --> 00:27:18,897 - Okay. - It's actually 585 00:27:18,899 --> 00:27:21,528 pretty dilapidated but the main house is in good condition. 586 00:27:21,530 --> 00:27:23,364 It's a little bit like Goldie Locks and the three bears 587 00:27:23,366 --> 00:27:25,285 are getting ready to have a tea party there. 588 00:27:25,287 --> 00:27:26,412 Cozier than it sounds. 589 00:27:27,583 --> 00:27:31,255 Um, there are usually caretakers there 590 00:27:31,257 --> 00:27:33,426 but my dad said something about them quitting, 591 00:27:33,428 --> 00:27:34,344 I don't really know. 592 00:27:34,346 --> 00:27:35,973 He doesn't really listen. 593 00:27:35,975 --> 00:27:39,647 Um, I don't even know if it has electricity. 594 00:27:39,649 --> 00:27:40,941 - Damn. - But that poor bastard 595 00:27:40,943 --> 00:27:43,321 can sleep anywhere as far as I'm concerned. 596 00:27:43,323 --> 00:27:44,991 Maybe the bears'll get him. 597 00:27:44,993 --> 00:27:45,951 - Harsh. - And he will be 598 00:27:45,953 --> 00:27:47,078 out of our lives forever. 599 00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:47,957 - It's too harsh. 600 00:27:49,376 --> 00:27:51,796 - Yeah, Kayla thought it would be more therapeutic 601 00:27:51,798 --> 00:27:53,842 if we camped in back. 602 00:27:53,844 --> 00:27:55,973 A more rustic setting for the healing. 603 00:27:58,979 --> 00:28:00,482 But there are bears out there. 604 00:28:01,860 --> 00:28:03,110 I mean, I haven't seen them when I've been up there 605 00:28:03,112 --> 00:28:04,655 but there are bears, just so you know. 606 00:28:04,657 --> 00:28:06,993 I mean, if you get scared. 607 00:28:06,995 --> 00:28:09,331 - I think the bears ate the caretakers. 608 00:28:09,333 --> 00:28:10,834 - Woo. 609 00:28:12,005 --> 00:28:13,007 - I said I'm coming, all right? 610 00:28:15,554 --> 00:28:17,683 - All right, I'm gonna get the rest of this. 611 00:29:22,020 --> 00:29:23,312 - I literally cannot believe 612 00:29:23,314 --> 00:29:24,524 that these are the seating arrangements. 613 00:29:24,526 --> 00:29:25,485 Like, Kayla. 614 00:29:26,863 --> 00:29:29,534 - I get car sick, I don't know what to tell you. 615 00:29:29,536 --> 00:29:34,209 - Babe, so you're telling me, ah, we're going, 616 00:29:34,211 --> 00:29:37,006 we're going up to your, to your dad's place, right? 617 00:29:37,008 --> 00:29:39,386 And there's not gonna be any weed, alcohol, pills, 618 00:29:39,388 --> 00:29:40,889 nothing like that, so I'm just gonna have 619 00:29:40,891 --> 00:29:42,058 a shitty three days ahead of me? 620 00:29:43,020 --> 00:29:44,396 Just trying to figure that out. 621 00:29:44,398 --> 00:29:45,189 - Bro, let me put something into perspective 622 00:29:45,191 --> 00:29:46,400 for you right quick. 623 00:29:46,402 --> 00:29:49,239 Ah, you were recently discovered, right? 624 00:29:49,241 --> 00:29:50,784 High outta your gourd, all right? 625 00:29:50,786 --> 00:29:53,414 Passed out by a dumpster. - True story. 626 00:29:53,416 --> 00:29:55,586 - All right, you should at least have a little bit of time, 627 00:29:55,588 --> 00:29:57,673 take a break for your detox and your intervention. 628 00:29:57,675 --> 00:29:59,092 Chill out. - I'm not saying 629 00:29:59,094 --> 00:30:00,887 that I can't, I've already agreed to it. 630 00:30:00,889 --> 00:30:02,808 I was just trying to make a final appeal. 631 00:30:02,810 --> 00:30:05,062 - There is no final appeal, Rich. 632 00:30:05,064 --> 00:30:06,566 We told you back at the apartment. 633 00:30:06,568 --> 00:30:08,402 Kayla told you back at the apartment. 634 00:30:08,404 --> 00:30:11,241 You either get clean or it's the end of the line. 635 00:30:11,243 --> 00:30:13,080 - Yeah, and it's about fucking time. 636 00:30:14,082 --> 00:30:15,626 If you ask me. 637 00:30:15,628 --> 00:30:20,261 - Dayna, if you could, just for me, and um, 638 00:30:21,096 --> 00:30:22,430 just for me and the world, 639 00:30:22,432 --> 00:30:24,476 will you shut the fuck up? 640 00:30:24,478 --> 00:30:26,689 For five minutes that would be great. 641 00:30:26,691 --> 00:30:28,860 - Right back at you, asshole. 642 00:30:28,862 --> 00:30:29,820 - All right. - I'm sorry, 643 00:30:29,822 --> 00:30:31,281 I can express my true feelings 644 00:30:31,283 --> 00:30:32,576 for five fucking minutes 645 00:30:32,578 --> 00:30:34,079 if he's gonna fucking talk to me like this. 646 00:30:34,081 --> 00:30:34,789 - I understand, but we don't need to drive this way, 647 00:30:34,791 --> 00:30:36,041 like this, okay? 648 00:30:36,043 --> 00:30:37,418 Babe, you do not talk to my sister like that. 649 00:30:37,420 --> 00:30:39,507 And Dayna, don't perpetuate this. 650 00:30:39,509 --> 00:30:40,801 Okay, we are trying to help him. 651 00:30:40,803 --> 00:30:42,387 Babe, you do have a problem though. 652 00:30:42,389 --> 00:30:47,021 For you, we are here for you, so watch the attitude, please. 653 00:30:47,023 --> 00:30:48,357 - I wouldn't hold your breathe. 654 00:30:48,359 --> 00:30:49,819 I would not hold your breathe 655 00:30:49,821 --> 00:30:51,989 I cannot imagine a universe in which Richard 656 00:30:51,991 --> 00:30:54,202 has a good attitude about being sober. 657 00:30:54,204 --> 00:30:55,706 - Oh that's great, Jameson. 658 00:30:55,708 --> 00:30:59,714 Just talking shit, just talking shit, that's just, 659 00:30:59,716 --> 00:31:01,174 that's just great. 660 00:31:01,176 --> 00:31:04,013 I really don't understand because since the office thing, 661 00:31:04,015 --> 00:31:06,017 what could I have done to you? 662 00:31:06,019 --> 00:31:07,353 - I don't know if you've noticed, bro, 663 00:31:07,355 --> 00:31:09,650 but we ain't hung out since the work incident. 664 00:31:09,652 --> 00:31:12,865 So yeah, no, you ain't had a chance to screw me over again. 665 00:31:12,867 --> 00:31:14,117 But you would. 666 00:31:14,119 --> 00:31:15,579 I mean, you're just not responsible, man. 667 00:31:15,581 --> 00:31:17,833 - Okay, Rich, I know you're coming off of stuff, 668 00:31:17,835 --> 00:31:19,503 I understand you're uncomfortable. 669 00:31:19,505 --> 00:31:21,674 But you gotta throw us a bone here, all right? 670 00:31:21,676 --> 00:31:24,137 Let's put a little effort in, please? 671 00:31:24,139 --> 00:31:26,519 And, and, and we're all up here for you, man. 672 00:31:27,605 --> 00:31:29,815 Let's just have a better vibe, all right? 673 00:31:29,817 --> 00:31:32,111 - Do you even have a better vibe to switch to? 674 00:31:32,113 --> 00:31:35,244 - I have a headache the size of Mount Rushmore. 675 00:31:36,121 --> 00:31:39,125 Wait, is Mount Rushmore big? 676 00:31:39,127 --> 00:31:40,419 - Yes. - Ah yeah, 677 00:31:40,421 --> 00:31:43,760 it's, Mount Rushmore is big, it's a mountain. 678 00:31:43,762 --> 00:31:45,514 - Okay, I thought it might be small. 679 00:31:45,516 --> 00:31:47,350 - Smoked your brains out all the way, man. 680 00:31:47,352 --> 00:31:48,855 You gotta chill, big dawg. 681 00:31:51,485 --> 00:31:55,199 - Does anyone ever ask the alcoholic, 682 00:31:55,201 --> 00:31:59,249 as you all labeled me, what I think about all this? 683 00:31:59,251 --> 00:32:02,714 Because, I personally like doing drugs. 684 00:32:02,716 --> 00:32:04,467 And, I'm not a big fan of life. 685 00:32:04,469 --> 00:32:05,637 Life sucks. 686 00:32:05,639 --> 00:32:08,685 - No no no, your life sucks. 687 00:32:08,687 --> 00:32:09,895 Life don't suck. 688 00:32:09,897 --> 00:32:11,776 My life don't suck, your life sucks. 689 00:32:12,945 --> 00:32:14,655 Yeah, you know what, Rich? 690 00:32:14,657 --> 00:32:17,493 I do think you, you know, you're a good guy, all right? 691 00:32:17,495 --> 00:32:19,957 And I wanna see you do well. 692 00:32:19,959 --> 00:32:22,336 You made a lot of mistakes, man, most of 'em 693 00:32:22,338 --> 00:32:25,092 are irreparable, but there's a good guy inside of you. 694 00:32:25,094 --> 00:32:26,929 I hope he comes out. 695 00:32:26,931 --> 00:32:27,848 - You know what, ah, Rich, 696 00:32:27,850 --> 00:32:29,977 maybe you should get some sleep, 697 00:32:29,979 --> 00:32:30,812 I don't know. 698 00:32:40,291 --> 00:32:44,840 - Hey, um, did you tell Dad we were coming up here? 699 00:32:44,842 --> 00:32:46,594 - Ah, yes, I did. 700 00:32:46,596 --> 00:32:50,059 I called him yesterday. - Oh, okay. 701 00:32:50,061 --> 00:32:52,438 Ah, did you tell him why we were coming up here? 702 00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:55,027 - Ah, yeah, I did. 703 00:32:55,029 --> 00:32:56,404 Hey- - Wow, okay, 704 00:32:56,406 --> 00:32:57,658 well, what did he say? 705 00:32:57,660 --> 00:32:59,580 I know he's never been a big fan of Richard. 706 00:33:00,958 --> 00:33:04,588 - Okay, well- - That's a surprise, honestly. 707 00:33:04,590 --> 00:33:05,592 - Yeah, big shocker. 708 00:33:07,763 --> 00:33:10,349 - He's not a fan, mostly because of what Dayna 709 00:33:10,351 --> 00:33:12,228 has told him, so. 710 00:33:12,230 --> 00:33:14,482 - Oh, so you're gonna throw the messenger under the bus? 711 00:33:14,484 --> 00:33:17,363 Babe, I can't sugarcoat facts. 712 00:33:19,285 --> 00:33:21,413 - Oh hey, any of y'all been to that restaurant 713 00:33:21,415 --> 00:33:22,624 off Vine and Melrose, 714 00:33:22,626 --> 00:33:24,630 like by where the old Oinkster used to be? 715 00:33:25,799 --> 00:33:27,801 It's called Jameson. - Oh yeah. 716 00:33:27,803 --> 00:33:30,640 - They got the best pizza fries, man, I'm telling you. 717 00:33:30,642 --> 00:33:32,393 - I'm sorry? - Whoa, whoa, what? 718 00:33:32,395 --> 00:33:35,149 What did you say, pizza fries? 719 00:33:35,151 --> 00:33:37,529 - They're like fries but you get all the toppings 720 00:33:37,531 --> 00:33:39,449 from a pizza. - Why? 721 00:33:39,451 --> 00:33:42,038 - No, no, no, no, look, look, look, don't do that. 722 00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:44,333 Look, look, and I had the same first reaction 723 00:33:44,335 --> 00:33:45,670 as y'all did, okay? 724 00:33:45,672 --> 00:33:48,008 But when I sat down, saw that on the menu, man. 725 00:33:48,010 --> 00:33:49,427 Look, I went to this place 726 00:33:49,429 --> 00:33:51,181 'cause it's called Jameson, right? 727 00:33:51,183 --> 00:33:53,936 I like to go to a place where I feel, 728 00:33:53,938 --> 00:33:56,692 you know, already like comfortable and welcome, right? 729 00:33:56,694 --> 00:33:59,865 What better way than by going to a place called Jameson's? 730 00:33:59,867 --> 00:34:02,704 And my name is Jameson. - Yeah we knew that. 731 00:34:02,706 --> 00:34:06,211 - I don't know if that makes any, I mean, I'm just trying 732 00:34:06,213 --> 00:34:07,672 to think of, I don't know if I'd go to a place 733 00:34:07,674 --> 00:34:09,718 just called David's. - Well, you don't know that, 734 00:34:09,720 --> 00:34:11,889 now do you, David? - I guess I don't. 735 00:34:11,891 --> 00:34:12,891 - Yo, to each his own. 736 00:34:12,893 --> 00:34:14,143 But anyway, let me tell you 737 00:34:14,145 --> 00:34:15,605 about these pizza fries, all right? 738 00:34:15,607 --> 00:34:18,318 'Cause they were exceptional and I will tell you why. 739 00:34:18,320 --> 00:34:19,738 - I don't think we need to know why. 740 00:34:19,740 --> 00:34:21,282 I'm gonna gag if you explain it. 741 00:34:21,284 --> 00:34:23,996 - Yeah, well, I'm gonna tell you anyway, okay, all right? 742 00:34:23,998 --> 00:34:25,082 'Cause this might change your life, 743 00:34:25,084 --> 00:34:26,585 I'm just letting you know, right? 744 00:34:26,587 --> 00:34:28,463 - I'm just trying to wrap my head around this. 745 00:34:28,465 --> 00:34:29,925 - I wouldn't go to a restaurant 746 00:34:29,927 --> 00:34:31,094 called David's either. - Like, who were you with? 747 00:34:31,096 --> 00:34:32,429 - Yeah, who were you with? 748 00:34:32,431 --> 00:34:33,850 - I was by myself. 749 00:34:33,852 --> 00:34:35,435 - Oh ho, so this was a little date? 750 00:34:35,437 --> 00:34:37,231 - So wait, you went to a place called Jameson's 751 00:34:37,233 --> 00:34:38,441 'cause your name is Jameson 752 00:34:38,443 --> 00:34:40,114 and you went by yourself? - Yeah. 753 00:34:41,617 --> 00:34:43,368 When you say it like that, I guess I do sound 754 00:34:43,370 --> 00:34:46,249 a little self indulgent. - Not a little self indulgent, 755 00:34:46,251 --> 00:34:48,713 a lot self indulgent, but I am here for it. 756 00:34:48,715 --> 00:34:50,215 - Fair enough. 757 00:34:50,217 --> 00:34:51,426 Y'all gonna let me tell you about the pizza fries, 758 00:34:51,428 --> 00:34:53,138 or what's up? - Fine, go on. 759 00:34:53,140 --> 00:34:56,019 - All right, so now, what made these pizza fries 760 00:34:56,021 --> 00:34:59,233 like just delectable is like the main thing is, look, look, 761 00:34:59,235 --> 00:35:00,820 you know it's a lot of different type of fries out there. 762 00:35:00,822 --> 00:35:04,118 All right, you've got crinkle cut, you got waffle fries. 763 00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:05,622 - Sure. - Curly fries. 764 00:35:05,624 --> 00:35:06,999 - Right. - No. 765 00:35:07,001 --> 00:35:09,086 - Steak fries. - Steak fries. 766 00:35:09,088 --> 00:35:11,800 - Mm, refresh me on steak fries again. 767 00:35:11,802 --> 00:35:14,765 - Like, steak fries, like a thicker cut. 768 00:35:14,767 --> 00:35:16,560 Like it's cut like a steak, so they call 'em 769 00:35:16,562 --> 00:35:18,104 like steak fries. - Not sure that's why 770 00:35:18,106 --> 00:35:20,400 it's called that, but. - It's like a sturdy fry? 771 00:35:20,402 --> 00:35:21,612 - Sturdy fry, right. 772 00:35:21,614 --> 00:35:23,198 So basically 'cause they using these fries, 773 00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:26,287 it was like the perfect combination of this thick potato, 774 00:35:26,289 --> 00:35:29,126 man, and when it mix with the pepperoni, 775 00:35:29,128 --> 00:35:31,339 the crispiness of the pepperoni was amazing, 776 00:35:31,341 --> 00:35:32,678 and the mozzarella. 777 00:35:34,055 --> 00:35:36,725 It'll change your life, it'll really make you revaluate 778 00:35:36,727 --> 00:35:38,688 like why I'm eating, you know, what I eat? 779 00:35:38,690 --> 00:35:39,898 I gotta switch it up a little bit. 780 00:35:39,900 --> 00:35:42,111 I don't know how vegans do it. 781 00:35:42,113 --> 00:35:43,656 I put that little bit of pepperoni on mine. 782 00:35:43,658 --> 00:35:46,914 I go to work, man, I'm telling you, it'll change your life. 783 00:35:48,083 --> 00:35:49,501 - I mean, I would try it. 784 00:35:49,503 --> 00:35:50,586 - David. - Right, 785 00:35:50,588 --> 00:35:51,797 that's what I'm saying. 786 00:35:51,799 --> 00:35:53,594 - Yeah, I mean, I'd have to be drunk, but 787 00:35:54,722 --> 00:35:57,224 Sounds good. - I was, I was drunk. 788 00:35:58,312 --> 00:35:59,688 Definitely drunk. 789 00:35:59,690 --> 00:36:03,612 - Cheeseburger. - What'd you say, Ricky D? 790 00:36:03,614 --> 00:36:05,785 - What the fuck? - Got the hangover mumble. 791 00:36:07,204 --> 00:36:08,040 - Cheeseburger? 792 00:36:09,543 --> 00:36:11,127 - This dude's talking to himself. 793 00:36:11,129 --> 00:36:12,547 You said cheeseburger? 794 00:36:12,549 --> 00:36:14,509 That's, that's right, man. 795 00:36:25,992 --> 00:36:28,664 Ooh, all right. - Here we are. 796 00:36:32,798 --> 00:36:35,929 - Hey, why are we stopping here? 797 00:36:36,931 --> 00:36:38,431 I don't see a home. 798 00:36:38,433 --> 00:36:41,479 - My dad was worried about trespassers, so, 799 00:36:41,481 --> 00:36:43,193 we gotta walk the rest of the way. 800 00:36:44,696 --> 00:36:46,824 - All right, well, ah, wanna grab some bags, Jameson? 801 00:36:46,826 --> 00:36:47,992 - Let's do it. 802 00:36:47,994 --> 00:36:50,915 - I think Richard should grab all the bags. 803 00:36:50,917 --> 00:36:52,418 Doesn't that seem fair? 804 00:36:52,420 --> 00:36:54,338 - I'm already detoxing, ah, from multiple things. 805 00:36:54,340 --> 00:36:55,883 - Oh right. - Multiple things. 806 00:36:55,885 --> 00:36:58,138 I don't really feel like doing any hard labor right now. 807 00:36:58,140 --> 00:37:01,645 - Aw poor guy, took a bunch of substances voluntarily 808 00:37:01,647 --> 00:37:03,189 and now he doesn't wanna do any physical labor. 809 00:37:03,191 --> 00:37:04,818 - Let's clean up his mess again, huh? 810 00:37:04,820 --> 00:37:05,736 - Great. - Okay. 811 00:37:05,738 --> 00:37:06,905 - Fine, fine, hand me a bag. 812 00:37:06,907 --> 00:37:08,158 - Grab one of these bags. 813 00:37:08,160 --> 00:37:10,078 Oh, oops, oops, my bad, my bad. 814 00:37:10,080 --> 00:37:11,205 - Can you pick that up? 815 00:37:11,207 --> 00:37:12,667 - That's what happens to you. 816 00:37:12,669 --> 00:37:14,588 - I guess I can. - When you are being a dick. 817 00:37:14,590 --> 00:37:15,756 - Come on Rich, you've got it man. 818 00:37:15,758 --> 00:37:17,386 - That's real nice. 819 00:37:19,474 --> 00:37:23,524 This shit sucks as much as I thought it was gonna suck. 820 00:37:24,651 --> 00:37:29,033 Really, I mean, wow, nature, amazing. 821 00:37:29,035 --> 00:37:34,045 Ah, but, I have sobered up a little bit, 822 00:37:35,214 --> 00:37:36,592 and I just wanted to say that I'm sorry 823 00:37:37,511 --> 00:37:39,011 about what I said earlier, 824 00:37:39,013 --> 00:37:41,683 although I think all of this is completely unnecessary, 825 00:37:41,685 --> 00:37:43,812 all of it. - Actually, Richard, 826 00:37:43,814 --> 00:37:45,816 I think this is the most necessary thing you've ever done 827 00:37:45,818 --> 00:37:46,654 in your life. 828 00:37:48,448 --> 00:37:49,699 - All right, point taken, 829 00:37:49,701 --> 00:37:50,910 I guess I'll just shut the fuck up. 830 00:37:50,912 --> 00:37:52,412 - Please. - I've been trying to say that 831 00:37:52,414 --> 00:37:53,874 to ya this whole trip, but I couldn't figure out a way 832 00:37:53,876 --> 00:37:55,460 to make it sound polite. - You can't be in a bad mood 833 00:37:55,462 --> 00:37:57,551 out here. - Yes I can. 834 00:37:58,844 --> 00:37:59,680 Easily! 835 00:38:00,848 --> 00:38:02,934 And I'm trying to have a good time. 836 00:38:02,936 --> 00:38:04,270 David? 837 00:38:04,272 --> 00:38:05,856 You gotta admit this shit sucks. 838 00:38:05,858 --> 00:38:08,529 I mean, I'm already starting to get the shakes over here. 839 00:38:08,531 --> 00:38:09,990 - What are, what are, what are the fucking shakes? 840 00:38:09,992 --> 00:38:11,827 - I don't know, they happen after I drink a bunch, 841 00:38:11,829 --> 00:38:13,037 and then if I take a day off, 842 00:38:13,039 --> 00:38:14,373 all of a sudden I get the shakes. 843 00:38:14,375 --> 00:38:16,294 - It's called detoxing. 844 00:38:16,296 --> 00:38:18,256 - Dude, detoxing only happens with drugs. 845 00:38:18,258 --> 00:38:21,888 - Alcohol is a drug, man. - Alcohol is not a drug. 846 00:38:21,890 --> 00:38:23,349 It's been around forever. 847 00:38:23,351 --> 00:38:25,940 - Yeah, so has weed but it's still a drug. 848 00:38:27,401 --> 00:38:30,447 - So you're trying to tell me that weed and alcohol 849 00:38:30,449 --> 00:38:32,242 are the same as cocaine and ecstasy? 850 00:38:32,244 --> 00:38:34,079 - No, no, you idiot. 851 00:38:34,081 --> 00:38:35,750 They're just saying they're both classified as drugs, 852 00:38:35,752 --> 00:38:37,252 please don't do them again, let's go! 853 00:38:37,254 --> 00:38:40,050 - All right, let's just, leave him alone. 854 00:38:40,052 --> 00:38:41,803 This is already kind of a fucked up situation. 855 00:38:41,805 --> 00:38:43,264 - It was fucked up before we got here. 856 00:38:43,266 --> 00:38:45,521 You're actually just keeping it continuous, so. 857 00:38:47,942 --> 00:38:48,778 - I get it. 858 00:38:51,867 --> 00:38:53,284 I'm sorry. 859 00:38:53,286 --> 00:38:54,790 I am sorry, I'm. 860 00:38:56,250 --> 00:39:01,050 I will say, I didn't really realize till earlier today 861 00:39:01,052 --> 00:39:05,518 that, um, I didn't realize that I was affecting your life 862 00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:10,026 as much as Kayla's until earlier today. 863 00:39:10,028 --> 00:39:11,445 All right? 864 00:39:11,447 --> 00:39:14,994 I didn't, I, I always justified Kayla because, you know, 865 00:39:14,996 --> 00:39:18,000 she's affected by me, but she knew what she signed up for 866 00:39:18,002 --> 00:39:20,925 when she was with me. - Yeah, yeah she knew. 867 00:39:21,760 --> 00:39:22,677 She knew. 868 00:39:24,181 --> 00:39:26,267 She understood that you were going through a rough patch. 869 00:39:26,269 --> 00:39:27,645 I don't think she thought it was gonna go on 870 00:39:27,647 --> 00:39:28,524 and on and on. 871 00:39:30,653 --> 00:39:32,281 There's no end in sight. 872 00:39:33,993 --> 00:39:35,452 - All right, this is, this is okay. 873 00:39:35,454 --> 00:39:37,374 This is okay, Rich, we're good, right? 874 00:39:40,715 --> 00:39:41,923 - I mean he's here. 875 00:39:41,925 --> 00:39:43,846 So let's not be so hard on him anymore, okay? 876 00:39:44,723 --> 00:39:46,852 - Let's just keep going. 877 00:39:48,188 --> 00:39:50,148 - That's fine. 878 00:39:50,150 --> 00:39:51,108 - You okay, 879 00:39:51,110 --> 00:39:52,362 do you want some water? - No. 880 00:39:57,916 --> 00:40:00,711 - Okay, so y'all really were. 881 00:40:00,713 --> 00:40:02,005 - I missed it so much up here. 882 00:40:02,007 --> 00:40:04,218 Haven't you, Kayla? 883 00:40:04,220 --> 00:40:07,519 - Kayla, how much farther along do we have to go? 884 00:40:08,854 --> 00:40:12,359 - Quit complaining. - I'm , stop filming. 885 00:40:12,361 --> 00:40:14,321 - You gotta sweat out the alcohol, man, come on. 886 00:40:15,827 --> 00:40:17,327 - Well, I took mushrooms and I thought I was in nature. 887 00:40:17,329 --> 00:40:19,958 - Okay, well, maybe we'll just pretend you're on mushrooms 888 00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:21,460 I don't know. 889 00:40:21,462 --> 00:40:24,174 Doesn't this, don't these woods kind of remind you of that, 890 00:40:24,176 --> 00:40:25,928 I forget the name of it, horror movie we watched 891 00:40:25,930 --> 00:40:27,598 that one night, remember that? 892 00:40:27,600 --> 00:40:28,559 We should do another movie night. 893 00:40:28,561 --> 00:40:29,811 - What, "Blood Mother?" 894 00:40:29,813 --> 00:40:31,021 That one? - Yeah, yeah, 895 00:40:31,023 --> 00:40:32,482 that was it, right? - Yeah, okay. 896 00:40:32,484 --> 00:40:33,735 - Doesn't it look exactly like those woods? 897 00:40:33,737 --> 00:40:35,321 - It does but I can just watch it at home 898 00:40:35,323 --> 00:40:37,117 and I could be high while it happens. 899 00:40:37,119 --> 00:40:39,371 - Come on! - What? 900 00:40:39,373 --> 00:40:40,583 - We high in altitude, all right? 901 00:40:40,585 --> 00:40:41,793 - Yeah, yeah. - That's your high. 902 00:40:41,795 --> 00:40:43,379 - There we go. - High in altitude? 903 00:40:43,381 --> 00:40:44,298 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 904 00:40:45,553 --> 00:40:47,095 - Are we close to the house, or what? 905 00:40:47,097 --> 00:40:49,016 - Yeah. - Are we close, 'cause. 906 00:40:49,018 --> 00:40:51,145 - Do you need a little break? 907 00:40:51,147 --> 00:40:52,648 - I would like- - Wanna sit down? 908 00:40:52,650 --> 00:40:54,359 - I would like a break, yeah, that would be good. 909 00:40:54,361 --> 00:40:56,280 - Did anybody bring? - What? 910 00:40:56,282 --> 00:40:59,328 - You know. - Oxygen? 911 00:41:00,498 --> 00:41:01,415 - Do you need a little oxygen? 912 00:41:01,417 --> 00:41:02,668 Should we bother a park ranger? 913 00:41:02,670 --> 00:41:03,587 Remember when we had to call that park ranger. 914 00:41:03,589 --> 00:41:05,716 - We shouldn't unpack our stuff. 915 00:41:05,718 --> 00:41:06,885 - He can make it, he can make it. 916 00:41:06,887 --> 00:41:08,054 - Yeah, let's not unpack right now, come on. 917 00:41:08,056 --> 00:41:08,972 - Let's go. - Let's go. 918 00:41:08,974 --> 00:41:10,224 Here, you want, I'll even take- 919 00:41:10,226 --> 00:41:11,686 - If I don't have to hear anymore banter. 920 00:41:11,688 --> 00:41:14,232 The only thing I'm grateful for right now is you. 921 00:41:14,234 --> 00:41:15,778 - Good. - But not this. 922 00:41:15,780 --> 00:41:17,197 Not, not, the intervention. 923 00:41:17,199 --> 00:41:18,326 I really was just. 924 00:41:19,913 --> 00:41:22,040 I just can't get over how beautiful it is. 925 00:41:22,042 --> 00:41:24,002 - Okay, ooh, she making a tape. 926 00:41:24,004 --> 00:41:25,254 What you doing? 927 00:41:25,256 --> 00:41:26,465 Ooh, get me, get my good side, ooh. 928 00:41:26,467 --> 00:41:27,760 What I'm looking like, ooh. 929 00:41:27,762 --> 00:41:28,971 Get me with her one time. 930 00:41:28,973 --> 00:41:31,561 - Oh fuh, thank God, the fucking house. 931 00:41:33,022 --> 00:41:35,611 - Ah, ooh, yeah, we in there. 932 00:41:36,947 --> 00:41:38,239 - I like it. 933 00:41:38,241 --> 00:41:39,408 - Sis, you're killing those pants. 934 00:41:39,410 --> 00:41:40,577 I do love those. 935 00:41:40,579 --> 00:41:41,788 - Oh my gosh, thank you. 936 00:41:41,790 --> 00:41:43,249 - Ooh. - Thank you for letting me 937 00:41:43,251 --> 00:41:46,046 borrow them. - Oh God, okay. 938 00:41:46,048 --> 00:41:47,134 This won't be so bad. 939 00:41:48,177 --> 00:41:49,595 - Ah, what won't be bad? 940 00:41:49,597 --> 00:41:50,973 Staying in the house? 941 00:41:50,975 --> 00:41:52,225 'Cause we're not. 942 00:41:52,227 --> 00:41:53,770 We're staying back there behind it. 943 00:41:53,772 --> 00:41:56,358 - Why? - Well, it does look like 944 00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,320 the caretakers quit a few weeks ago. 945 00:41:58,322 --> 00:42:00,617 And the electricity looks completely off, 946 00:42:00,619 --> 00:42:02,621 and you don't deserve it. 947 00:42:02,623 --> 00:42:05,334 - Nice, so, actual camping, like in tents. 948 00:42:05,336 --> 00:42:07,506 - Ah, come on, an air mattress in a tent 949 00:42:07,508 --> 00:42:10,596 is gonna beat the hell out of an alley way, right? 950 00:42:10,598 --> 00:42:13,810 - We don't know that, we can't say definitively. 951 00:42:13,812 --> 00:42:15,063 - It'll be fine, babe. 952 00:42:15,065 --> 00:42:16,524 I'm just gonna go run in and get some stuff. 953 00:42:16,526 --> 00:42:18,570 But if you guys wanna start setting up, it's literally just 954 00:42:18,572 --> 00:42:19,488 right behind the deck. 955 00:42:19,490 --> 00:42:20,616 And I'll be right back. 956 00:42:20,618 --> 00:42:21,620 - You good? - Yeah! 957 00:42:28,634 --> 00:42:30,552 - So this is camping? 958 00:42:30,554 --> 00:42:32,307 That's, that's great. 959 00:42:34,813 --> 00:42:35,856 People do this? 960 00:42:37,234 --> 00:42:41,910 - Yes, Richard, people do this and they seem to enjoy it. 961 00:42:43,539 --> 00:42:44,956 - Come on, man. 962 00:42:44,958 --> 00:42:47,252 This has gotta be better than giving blow jobs 963 00:42:47,254 --> 00:42:50,258 to the local biker gang for vodka in a dark alley, right? 964 00:42:51,721 --> 00:42:53,141 - I'm sorry, bro, I had to. 965 00:42:55,521 --> 00:42:57,272 - Jameson, are you always like this 966 00:42:57,274 --> 00:43:00,405 or is it just 'cause this jackass is around to motivate you? 967 00:43:01,448 --> 00:43:03,869 - Aw, man, I, I actually consider myself 968 00:43:03,871 --> 00:43:06,583 a pretty like angry guy. 969 00:43:06,585 --> 00:43:09,839 Humor allows me to kinda like hedge my initial response 970 00:43:09,841 --> 00:43:12,053 so I don't, you know, blow up at people, so. 971 00:43:13,264 --> 00:43:14,724 - Kayla, you think I should try that? 972 00:43:14,726 --> 00:43:16,145 - Yes, please. 973 00:43:18,024 --> 00:43:20,988 - Well, I don't know, I haven't always been like this. 974 00:43:24,411 --> 00:43:28,334 I, I guess like after my little brother died, 975 00:43:28,336 --> 00:43:32,929 I, ah, I just got like real angry. 976 00:43:34,014 --> 00:43:34,849 So. 977 00:43:36,185 --> 00:43:38,187 - I'm sorry. 978 00:43:38,189 --> 00:43:39,984 - Ah yeah, it's all good. 979 00:43:42,030 --> 00:43:47,038 But yeah, man, my, ah, my little brother, ah, 980 00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:49,543 died in a car accident. 981 00:43:49,545 --> 00:43:50,631 He wasn't even driving. 982 00:43:51,758 --> 00:43:52,716 - What happened to him? 983 00:43:52,718 --> 00:43:55,012 Was it drunk driving, or? 984 00:43:55,014 --> 00:43:57,350 - Nah. - Just one of those things? 985 00:43:57,352 --> 00:43:58,895 - If a 90-year-old woman 986 00:43:58,897 --> 00:44:01,985 plowing through a fucking red light and hitting another car 987 00:44:01,987 --> 00:44:03,404 when she shouldn't even been fucking driving 988 00:44:03,406 --> 00:44:07,955 is just one of those things, then, eh, I guess so. 989 00:44:07,957 --> 00:44:09,416 - I ah, I didn't know, man. 990 00:44:09,418 --> 00:44:12,257 I wasn't, I wasn't trying to discount anything. 991 00:44:16,015 --> 00:44:17,518 - But no harm, no foul, right? 992 00:44:18,937 --> 00:44:21,776 My little brother, he was the good one. 993 00:44:27,788 --> 00:44:29,957 Ronnie was the best, man. 994 00:44:29,959 --> 00:44:32,963 Like straight-A student. 995 00:44:32,965 --> 00:44:35,637 Never touched drugs, alcohol, none of that. 996 00:44:36,806 --> 00:44:39,645 He was an Eagle Scout, straight As, man. 997 00:44:41,231 --> 00:44:43,317 He volunteered for this local organization 998 00:44:43,319 --> 00:44:47,408 that, ah, helped homeless teens. 999 00:44:47,410 --> 00:44:50,498 And, ah. - Doesn't make you 1000 00:44:50,500 --> 00:44:51,751 a worse person or better 1001 00:44:51,753 --> 00:44:53,963 just because you wanted to live your life 1002 00:44:53,965 --> 00:44:55,675 the way you wanted to. 1003 00:44:55,677 --> 00:44:59,349 - You know my therapist, on multiple occasions, 1004 00:44:59,351 --> 00:45:01,564 she told me the same exact thing, man. 1005 00:45:02,983 --> 00:45:06,407 But I still can't bring myself to believe it. 1006 00:45:09,539 --> 00:45:10,916 When my little brother died, 1007 00:45:12,670 --> 00:45:15,717 I honestly feel like it was a mistake, man. 1008 00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:19,557 - God doesn't make mistakes. 1009 00:45:19,559 --> 00:45:21,309 - Eh oh, well, if God didn't make a mistake 1010 00:45:21,311 --> 00:45:24,525 then somebody else fucking did 'cause Ronnie 1011 00:45:24,527 --> 00:45:25,821 should still be here, man. 1012 00:45:27,992 --> 00:45:31,496 So yeah, that's, ah, that's why I use humor, 1013 00:45:31,498 --> 00:45:36,091 'cause like, ah, trying to think about life 1014 00:45:38,179 --> 00:45:39,429 and just how fragile it is, 1015 00:45:39,431 --> 00:45:43,899 it's like, it's just too much, man, so. 1016 00:45:47,907 --> 00:45:48,742 - I am sorry. 1017 00:45:51,789 --> 00:45:54,377 I, I, ah, didn't know that, Jameson, so. 1018 00:45:55,547 --> 00:45:59,012 - Yeah, me too, Rich. 1019 00:46:01,391 --> 00:46:05,022 But shit, man, I didn't come here to put like a damper 1020 00:46:05,024 --> 00:46:07,485 on the whole journey through the wilderness 1021 00:46:07,487 --> 00:46:10,659 with our good brother Rich here, so, ah, 1022 00:46:10,661 --> 00:46:12,161 enough about me. 1023 00:46:12,163 --> 00:46:12,998 All right. 1024 00:46:18,718 --> 00:46:22,518 - Is, ah, is that why you treat me the way you do? 1025 00:46:25,356 --> 00:46:28,028 'Cause maybe your brother should be here instead of me? 1026 00:46:39,552 --> 00:46:41,388 - You know what, Rich? 1027 00:46:42,516 --> 00:46:43,560 You must be sober 1028 00:46:46,733 --> 00:46:48,066 'cause that's the most clarity 1029 00:46:48,068 --> 00:46:50,530 I've heard from you since back before 1030 00:46:50,532 --> 00:46:52,035 the work incident, right? 1031 00:46:54,247 --> 00:46:55,082 And yeah, man. 1032 00:46:56,544 --> 00:46:59,590 I, you know, I think there is a little bit of resentment. 1033 00:46:59,592 --> 00:47:01,802 I just don't get why people 1034 00:47:01,804 --> 00:47:04,098 that piss their life away, right? 1035 00:47:04,100 --> 00:47:07,856 Just get to keep pissing it away when people who deserve 1036 00:47:07,858 --> 00:47:10,027 to be here, aren't, right? 1037 00:47:10,029 --> 00:47:11,989 And that made me question God. 1038 00:47:11,991 --> 00:47:13,785 So bro, you know, I'm angry at you 1039 00:47:13,787 --> 00:47:16,331 but it ain't got nothing to do with the work, bro. 1040 00:47:16,333 --> 00:47:18,795 It's 'cause you made me question God. 1041 00:47:18,797 --> 00:47:21,801 And your screw-up after screw-up after screw-up 1042 00:47:21,803 --> 00:47:25,099 of a life is just another drop in the bucket 1043 00:47:25,101 --> 00:47:27,815 of my evidence that fucking God don't exist. 1044 00:47:29,652 --> 00:47:32,198 - Jameson, you don't have to keep talking about it. 1045 00:47:33,785 --> 00:47:36,287 Look, I'm not gonna make an excuse, 1046 00:47:36,289 --> 00:47:38,419 but he's an alcoholic and a drug addict. 1047 00:47:39,672 --> 00:47:41,423 And it's a disease. 1048 00:47:41,425 --> 00:47:44,345 - This, eh, I'm gonna just have to take your word 1049 00:47:44,347 --> 00:47:48,019 on that whole disease shit, all right? 1050 00:47:48,021 --> 00:47:50,859 Cancer is a disease. 1051 00:47:50,861 --> 00:47:53,531 Mesothelioma is a damned disease. 1052 00:47:53,533 --> 00:47:55,702 This motherfucker just a lazy shit. 1053 00:47:55,704 --> 00:47:58,248 - I second that. - I, I hear you, man, 1054 00:47:58,250 --> 00:48:02,716 but I, I, if that's the case, then a lot of people 1055 00:48:02,718 --> 00:48:05,766 who are fucked up, they would just stop drinking. 1056 00:48:07,143 --> 00:48:10,776 They wouldn't need a 12-step program or rehab. 1057 00:48:12,153 --> 00:48:14,865 - Your disease is curable and the cure is like 1058 00:48:14,867 --> 00:48:16,242 two miles from your apartment, man. 1059 00:48:16,244 --> 00:48:18,956 - I, I agree with what he's saying. 1060 00:48:18,958 --> 00:48:22,589 It's, think about all those stories we read all the time 1061 00:48:22,591 --> 00:48:26,471 about our friends or celebrities OD-ing, and they die. 1062 00:48:26,473 --> 00:48:28,141 It's, there's something, it's not random, 1063 00:48:28,143 --> 00:48:29,268 there's something in their head. 1064 00:48:29,270 --> 00:48:30,479 - Because they choose. - No, it's, 1065 00:48:30,481 --> 00:48:32,399 it's more than that, it's not their fault. 1066 00:48:32,401 --> 00:48:36,115 - It's not their fault because they chose to stay sick. 1067 00:48:36,117 --> 00:48:39,915 People with cancer don't choose to stay sick? 1068 00:48:39,917 --> 00:48:41,712 - I just wanted the voices to stop. 1069 00:48:43,090 --> 00:48:46,135 - What? 1070 00:48:46,137 --> 00:48:47,473 - What voices, Rich? 1071 00:48:51,607 --> 00:48:52,651 - The voices. 1072 00:48:53,820 --> 00:48:55,989 The ones that say you're not good enough, 1073 00:48:55,991 --> 00:48:58,201 and you're never gonna be good enough, and that life sucks, 1074 00:48:58,203 --> 00:48:59,495 and it's always gonna suck, 1075 00:48:59,497 --> 00:49:01,209 and there's nothing you can do about it. 1076 00:49:06,721 --> 00:49:11,731 When I drink though, you know, when I smoke, snort, pop, 1077 00:49:15,864 --> 00:49:17,366 I finally feel okay. 1078 00:49:19,747 --> 00:49:22,878 And that's all I've ever wanted, was to feel okay. 1079 00:49:28,305 --> 00:49:29,223 - It will be okay. 1080 00:49:31,520 --> 00:49:35,277 - So, you know, who wants food? 1081 00:49:36,697 --> 00:49:37,989 - Well, yeah, we should eat something. 1082 00:49:37,991 --> 00:49:38,826 - Yeah. 1083 00:49:48,596 --> 00:49:50,391 - Hey, Rich, can we talk real quick? 1084 00:49:59,283 --> 00:50:01,413 So you said something earlier, um, 1085 00:50:02,498 --> 00:50:03,958 about how you've been feeling 1086 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:08,970 and how you wanted to stop the voices. 1087 00:50:12,769 --> 00:50:13,604 Remember my dad? 1088 00:50:14,815 --> 00:50:15,650 - Yeah. 1089 00:50:17,403 --> 00:50:18,238 He's a funny guy. 1090 00:50:20,618 --> 00:50:23,331 - He started having problems after I left home. 1091 00:50:25,837 --> 00:50:30,847 I try not to think about it very much but when I do, 1092 00:50:32,016 --> 00:50:34,897 I realize he sounded a lot like you. 1093 00:50:37,276 --> 00:50:40,197 He was looking for distractions, ya know? 1094 00:50:40,199 --> 00:50:42,871 Whether he was home, at work, 1095 00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:46,252 he had these voices. 1096 00:50:48,215 --> 00:50:51,972 He said they would tell him he wasn't worth it. 1097 00:50:53,475 --> 00:50:54,770 That nothing was worth it. 1098 00:50:56,524 --> 00:50:58,653 And he was just trying to silence them too. 1099 00:51:04,205 --> 00:51:05,415 - Does he drink like me? 1100 00:51:08,589 --> 00:51:09,465 - He didn't drink. 1101 00:51:11,762 --> 00:51:12,681 - Didn't? 1102 00:51:16,312 --> 00:51:17,356 - He killed himself. 1103 00:51:19,443 --> 00:51:22,949 He didn't drink, he didn't do drugs, 1104 00:51:22,951 --> 00:51:27,961 he was just, ah, looking for a way to silence the voices. 1105 00:51:30,132 --> 00:51:34,432 And I think he was just looking until he found a way. 1106 00:51:37,814 --> 00:51:39,568 - I'm not trying to kill myself. 1107 00:51:41,864 --> 00:51:44,868 - You drink more than anyone I've ever seen, man. 1108 00:51:44,870 --> 00:51:48,333 You do excessive amounts of any drug that's handed to you, 1109 00:51:48,335 --> 00:51:52,341 so, so if you're not looking for death 1110 00:51:52,343 --> 00:51:53,844 then I don't know what the hell you're looking for, man. 1111 00:51:53,846 --> 00:51:56,098 Because that's the only possible thing 1112 00:51:56,100 --> 00:51:59,858 that you're gonna find in every dark alley 1113 00:52:01,236 --> 00:52:02,614 or hole that you crawl in. 1114 00:52:06,997 --> 00:52:09,168 - I guess I, I think it would be okay 1115 00:52:10,672 --> 00:52:12,132 if I wasn't here anymore. 1116 00:52:13,886 --> 00:52:17,517 I think then maybe Kayla could find someone 1117 00:52:17,519 --> 00:52:20,856 who wasn't an idiot, and then my friends 1118 00:52:20,858 --> 00:52:22,902 wouldn't have to deal with my bullshit, ya know? 1119 00:52:22,904 --> 00:52:24,614 - You're wrong, Rich. 1120 00:52:24,616 --> 00:52:25,450 You're wrong. 1121 00:52:27,539 --> 00:52:30,712 We're here because we love you, because you are worth it. 1122 00:52:32,256 --> 00:52:35,680 And, I didn't get to say that to my dad. 1123 00:52:40,523 --> 00:52:42,109 But I sure as hell can tell you. 1124 00:52:45,407 --> 00:52:47,077 I'm not gonna watch you kill yourself. 1125 00:52:50,417 --> 00:52:51,210 I can't. 1126 00:52:55,511 --> 00:52:57,012 - Howdy. - Whoa, what the? 1127 00:52:59,686 --> 00:53:00,936 - What the hell? 1128 00:53:00,938 --> 00:53:03,149 Hey, ah, hi, who are you? 1129 00:53:04,487 --> 00:53:05,821 - I'm sorry, this is private property, man, 1130 00:53:05,823 --> 00:53:06,784 you're trespassing. 1131 00:53:08,244 --> 00:53:09,913 - Well, I don't really believe that anyone 1132 00:53:09,915 --> 00:53:11,417 can own a piece of the Earth. 1133 00:53:12,587 --> 00:53:13,754 Especially not a piece of the Earth 1134 00:53:13,756 --> 00:53:15,256 that the Father has created. 1135 00:53:15,258 --> 00:53:17,260 I mean, really, we're all just stewards of the planet 1136 00:53:17,262 --> 00:53:18,348 till he calls us home. 1137 00:53:20,435 --> 00:53:22,605 - I appreciate you have that perspective, right? 1138 00:53:22,607 --> 00:53:24,485 Ah, what the hell are you doing here? 1139 00:53:26,030 --> 00:53:27,116 - My name is Eli. 1140 00:53:28,159 --> 00:53:29,579 And I am on a pilgrimage. 1141 00:53:31,290 --> 00:53:33,546 I'm, I'm just so happy to see you all. 1142 00:53:35,006 --> 00:53:37,259 I haven't seen anybody in days. 1143 00:53:37,261 --> 00:53:39,931 And, well, now I know why the Father led me 1144 00:53:39,933 --> 00:53:41,768 into the wilderness, it was so that I could meet 1145 00:53:41,770 --> 00:53:43,649 you beautiful people. 1146 00:53:46,572 --> 00:53:48,364 - Uh, how many days you said you'd been out here? 1147 00:53:48,366 --> 00:53:50,705 - Two or three. - Have you eaten? 1148 00:53:51,915 --> 00:53:55,336 - Kayla, stranger danger? - I agree. 1149 00:53:55,338 --> 00:53:57,633 - Dude, it's okay, I mean, look at him, he's hurt. 1150 00:53:57,635 --> 00:53:58,721 - Who cares? - Stop. 1151 00:54:00,516 --> 00:54:01,432 - I'm so sorry about that. 1152 00:54:01,434 --> 00:54:02,770 What happened to your hand? 1153 00:54:05,108 --> 00:54:10,116 - Oh this, it's just a mishap with a tree branch. 1154 00:54:10,118 --> 00:54:11,454 It's nothing serious. 1155 00:54:12,790 --> 00:54:14,542 I'm all right. 1156 00:54:14,544 --> 00:54:18,634 And I assure you that I am of no harm to any of y'all. 1157 00:54:18,636 --> 00:54:19,886 - Well, we just finished eating, 1158 00:54:19,888 --> 00:54:22,265 so I'm gonna get you a plate, okay? 1159 00:54:22,267 --> 00:54:23,061 - Get your girl. 1160 00:54:27,612 --> 00:54:28,529 - Eli was it? 1161 00:54:28,531 --> 00:54:30,658 Um, you mentioned a pilgrimage. 1162 00:54:30,660 --> 00:54:33,582 Is, is that why you're here? - Yes. 1163 00:54:35,126 --> 00:54:35,962 Bless you. 1164 00:54:37,130 --> 00:54:40,680 I was, I was, I was lost, I'd lost my way. 1165 00:54:43,686 --> 00:54:44,894 And then I felt the Father, 1166 00:54:44,896 --> 00:54:48,067 and the Father led me into the wilderness 1167 00:54:48,069 --> 00:54:50,029 so that I could find my purpose. 1168 00:54:52,202 --> 00:54:53,369 - Let me get this straight. 1169 00:54:53,371 --> 00:54:57,878 Ah, so you wandered out into the wilderness. 1170 00:54:57,880 --> 00:55:00,551 Did, did the Father like give you GPS directions, 1171 00:55:00,553 --> 00:55:04,224 or some shit, like? - And Yahweh said to Abraham 1172 00:55:04,226 --> 00:55:07,355 leave your home, your country, your kinsmen, 1173 00:55:07,357 --> 00:55:10,488 and your father's home and I will show you a new land. 1174 00:55:11,908 --> 00:55:14,581 - Okay, gotcha. 1175 00:55:16,250 --> 00:55:18,545 We've got a space cadet on our hands right here. 1176 00:55:20,342 --> 00:55:22,553 - You said something about being lost. 1177 00:55:22,555 --> 00:55:23,849 - I had no purpose. 1178 00:55:25,226 --> 00:55:29,234 I was adrift, I was a lonely, desolate soul. 1179 00:55:30,362 --> 00:55:33,282 And I did whatever I could to fulfill myself. 1180 00:55:33,284 --> 00:55:37,334 Alcohol, drugs, sex. 1181 00:55:39,421 --> 00:55:41,425 But none of it brought me what I needed. 1182 00:55:43,681 --> 00:55:45,183 And then I found the Father. 1183 00:55:46,520 --> 00:55:48,481 And the Father loved me. 1184 00:55:49,358 --> 00:55:50,402 The Father needed me. 1185 00:55:51,613 --> 00:55:53,324 And the Father showed me my purpose. 1186 00:55:55,245 --> 00:55:56,080 And it's you. 1187 00:55:58,627 --> 00:56:00,004 You are my purpose. 1188 00:56:03,136 --> 00:56:04,637 - Well, damn, Rich. 1189 00:56:04,639 --> 00:56:06,432 We had this whole intervention, all you needed 1190 00:56:06,434 --> 00:56:08,269 was the Father the whole damn time. 1191 00:56:14,659 --> 00:56:16,162 - You're very funny, my friend. 1192 00:56:19,042 --> 00:56:22,925 But you use your humor to mask your anger and your hurt. 1193 00:56:24,261 --> 00:56:26,180 - What did you just say to me? 1194 00:56:26,182 --> 00:56:28,017 You've, you've been watching us? 1195 00:56:28,019 --> 00:56:29,562 He been, how long have you been watching us? 1196 00:56:29,564 --> 00:56:31,566 - Whoa, whoa, whoa. - Okay, come on. 1197 00:56:31,568 --> 00:56:33,070 - I have no need to watch. 1198 00:56:34,699 --> 00:56:36,492 The Father shows me what I need to see. 1199 00:56:36,494 --> 00:56:38,874 And leads me to where I need to be. 1200 00:56:40,376 --> 00:56:44,257 Only the spotless sheep, free of blemish 1201 00:56:44,259 --> 00:56:45,679 ever get to meet the Father. 1202 00:56:48,392 --> 00:56:49,228 Now tell me. 1203 00:56:52,108 --> 00:56:53,110 Are you white as snow? 1204 00:56:54,656 --> 00:56:56,240 - That some kinda racist bullshit. 1205 00:56:57,745 --> 00:57:00,083 - The Father gonna lead you to get your ass beat, boy. 1206 00:57:03,130 --> 00:57:03,966 What's up? 1207 00:57:05,803 --> 00:57:08,013 - I meant no offense, my friend. 1208 00:57:08,015 --> 00:57:09,519 - Not your friend. 1209 00:57:11,313 --> 00:57:13,984 - Those who will not listen and receive thy greeting, 1210 00:57:13,986 --> 00:57:16,156 leave them and shake the dust off your feet. 1211 00:57:18,286 --> 00:57:20,541 Judgment is swift my friend. 1212 00:57:22,879 --> 00:57:25,843 Cleanse thyself, less ye be cleansed. 1213 00:57:35,529 --> 00:57:38,407 - Okay, so, who wants s'mores? 1214 00:57:38,409 --> 00:57:40,369 Or, who wants to pack everything up 1215 00:57:40,371 --> 00:57:41,915 and get the fuck outta here as soon as possible? 1216 00:57:41,917 --> 00:57:43,627 - Yo, if he comes back here, 1217 00:57:43,629 --> 00:57:45,379 I'm gonna fucking murder him, okay. 1218 00:57:46,509 --> 00:57:47,175 - Jameson. - He better not show 1219 00:57:47,177 --> 00:57:48,302 his face, man. 1220 00:57:48,304 --> 00:57:49,764 - Jameson. - I ain't playing. 1221 00:57:49,766 --> 00:57:51,433 - If you stay at this anger, I'm sure it'll be fine. 1222 00:57:51,435 --> 00:57:53,395 - Yo, it's your fault that we even up here 1223 00:57:53,397 --> 00:57:54,941 in the first place, so shut your mouth, all right? 1224 00:57:54,943 --> 00:57:56,234 - All right, dude, he's joking, it's a joke. 1225 00:57:56,236 --> 00:57:57,988 - What he said about me wasn't no fucking joke. 1226 00:57:57,990 --> 00:57:59,409 This whole shit ain't funny. 1227 00:58:00,788 --> 00:58:03,708 - Jameson, chill, chill, let's go. 1228 00:58:03,710 --> 00:58:04,835 - Y'all tripping. 1229 00:58:04,837 --> 00:58:05,754 All y'all tripping. 1230 00:58:05,756 --> 00:58:06,591 - Go. 1231 00:58:08,595 --> 00:58:11,685 - Is he still out there? - I hope not. 1232 00:58:16,653 --> 00:58:18,447 - Take him on a walk, please, fuck. 1233 00:58:21,453 --> 00:58:24,585 That is not how I imagined the start of this trip going. 1234 00:58:26,005 --> 00:58:27,548 - Thought it was going okay. 1235 00:58:27,550 --> 00:58:30,096 Till the psycho in the ripped poncho showed up. 1236 00:58:32,810 --> 00:58:35,396 - Richard, is anything anyone is saying 1237 00:58:35,398 --> 00:58:36,526 getting through to you? 1238 00:58:40,283 --> 00:58:43,999 - Yeah, as much as it can right now, I guess. 1239 00:58:45,334 --> 00:58:46,711 - But what does that even mean? 1240 00:58:46,713 --> 00:58:48,717 It's either getting through to you or it's not. 1241 00:58:53,017 --> 00:58:55,937 - I don't know what you want me to say. 1242 00:58:55,939 --> 00:58:59,987 I know that my actions have , have hurt you 1243 00:58:59,989 --> 00:59:01,283 and everyone else. 1244 00:59:03,287 --> 00:59:07,087 And all my bullshit has affected everyone, and that sucks. 1245 00:59:09,509 --> 00:59:11,136 'Cause up until this point, I've, 1246 00:59:12,890 --> 00:59:14,059 I've just ignored it. 1247 00:59:15,061 --> 00:59:15,896 - Right. 1248 00:59:17,065 --> 00:59:18,232 Okay, well, that's good, I mean it's good 1249 00:59:18,234 --> 00:59:19,821 that you're aware of that now. 1250 00:59:25,081 --> 00:59:28,922 - Kayla, I, for what it's worth, 1251 00:59:30,926 --> 00:59:31,928 I am sorry. 1252 00:59:35,101 --> 00:59:38,105 I know I haven't been sober long enough to have 1253 00:59:38,107 --> 00:59:39,442 a coherent conversation. 1254 00:59:41,781 --> 00:59:43,448 And I can't promise what's gonna happen, 1255 00:59:43,450 --> 00:59:47,292 but I'm gonna try my best. 1256 00:59:50,966 --> 00:59:52,928 - That's all I can ask for, sweetheart. 1257 00:59:56,351 --> 00:59:58,938 - I'm gonna go see a man about a horse. 1258 00:59:58,940 --> 01:00:01,736 - Okay, you do that. 1259 01:00:01,738 --> 01:00:03,533 And be careful of the psycho hippie. 1260 01:00:04,744 --> 01:00:05,621 - He's long gone. 1261 01:00:15,431 --> 01:00:16,266 Okay. 1262 01:00:20,233 --> 01:00:21,109 Hi, Kayla. 1263 01:00:25,911 --> 01:00:28,959 I feel so stupid doing this, but I'm gonna try. 1264 01:00:30,378 --> 01:00:32,758 You know, I know that we were talking about everything. 1265 01:00:35,889 --> 01:00:37,726 And it just,. 1266 01:00:40,857 --> 01:00:42,149 I wanted to say that I was, 1267 01:00:42,151 --> 01:00:46,410 I, I'm, I'm really sorry. 1268 01:00:49,082 --> 01:00:50,457 I've really been selfish. 1269 01:00:50,459 --> 01:00:54,382 I, I always thought that I could just get by 1270 01:00:54,384 --> 01:00:56,013 saying, you know, 1271 01:00:57,181 --> 01:00:59,350 "I like to drink a lot and I like to do drugs. 1272 01:00:59,352 --> 01:01:01,062 "And it's just my thing, 1273 01:01:01,064 --> 01:01:02,941 "and you know I'm gonna do my thing." 1274 01:01:02,943 --> 01:01:07,452 And, you know, "It's my life, nobody else is affected." 1275 01:01:11,168 --> 01:01:12,711 But other people are affected 1276 01:01:12,713 --> 01:01:17,554 and after talking with everyone, 1277 01:01:17,556 --> 01:01:20,227 it's pretty hard to keep going in that direction, so. 1278 01:01:21,438 --> 01:01:22,691 I just wanted to say that 1279 01:01:25,947 --> 01:01:27,826 I'm gonna try to go a different way. 1280 01:01:30,164 --> 01:01:34,464 And I, I wish I could take it all back. 1281 01:01:36,969 --> 01:01:37,763 And I love you. 1282 01:01:43,190 --> 01:01:43,983 Jameson? 1283 01:01:46,071 --> 01:01:46,864 David? 1284 01:01:48,660 --> 01:01:49,452 God. - Oh. 1285 01:01:50,664 --> 01:01:51,456 The black sheep. 1286 01:01:56,383 --> 01:01:59,178 I'm sorry, I didn't mean to startle you. 1287 01:01:59,180 --> 01:02:03,437 - It's okay, man, it's just you were super weird over there 1288 01:02:03,439 --> 01:02:05,067 and now you're sneaking up on me. 1289 01:02:06,571 --> 01:02:11,079 - Oh, the Father requires a ritual when a sacrifice 1290 01:02:11,664 --> 01:02:12,583 is to be made. 1291 01:02:14,043 --> 01:02:17,423 The cleansing of iniquity and shame cannot happen 1292 01:02:17,425 --> 01:02:19,680 unless one is willing. 1293 01:02:21,099 --> 01:02:24,272 - Yeah, see that's the weird part. 1294 01:02:25,734 --> 01:02:29,071 Look I'm, I'm super happy that you found your purpose. 1295 01:02:29,073 --> 01:02:30,867 In meetings, they talk about a higher power 1296 01:02:30,869 --> 01:02:32,161 and I'm never listening. 1297 01:02:32,163 --> 01:02:36,129 But maybe I should listen, ya know? 1298 01:02:38,635 --> 01:02:41,557 - My brother, I'm so happy to hear that. 1299 01:02:44,730 --> 01:02:48,362 Only through me does one reach The Father. 1300 01:03:28,776 --> 01:03:29,695 Hello, Father. 1301 01:03:31,114 --> 01:03:34,203 Oh I speak to you on all kinds of mediums today. 1302 01:03:35,874 --> 01:03:37,628 I found the people you sent me for. 1303 01:03:38,588 --> 01:03:40,424 They did not receive my message. 1304 01:03:41,594 --> 01:03:46,186 But Father, fear not, I will extend it to them 1305 01:03:47,522 --> 01:03:50,484 through any means necessary so that your grace, 1306 01:03:50,486 --> 01:03:53,741 your grace, may lay upon the land like a blanket 1307 01:03:53,743 --> 01:03:54,620 upon the babe. 1308 01:03:55,789 --> 01:03:57,542 Oh Father, I will make you proud. 1309 01:03:59,963 --> 01:04:01,801 I will make you proud. 1310 01:04:04,848 --> 01:04:08,436 - I am really happy with how everything is going so far, 1311 01:04:08,438 --> 01:04:11,319 and how everyone has shared. 1312 01:04:12,739 --> 01:04:16,578 And, um, I just hope when you watch this, that you can see 1313 01:04:16,580 --> 01:04:18,710 all of that, and it will help you. 1314 01:04:20,337 --> 01:04:24,345 And that last conversation we had, 1315 01:04:25,431 --> 01:04:27,433 it was really beautiful. 1316 01:04:27,435 --> 01:04:30,023 And I could see the humanity that you have, 1317 01:04:31,484 --> 01:04:34,115 and I could see the man that I fell in love with. 1318 01:04:36,871 --> 01:04:38,708 And I just hope that, um, 1319 01:04:43,968 --> 01:04:47,391 I hope that this will help you come out a better person. 1320 01:04:54,573 --> 01:04:55,491 - Hey, you okay? 1321 01:04:56,577 --> 01:04:59,873 - Yeah, I'm just talking to the camera. 1322 01:04:59,875 --> 01:05:02,338 - Yeah I heard you, I didn't wanna interrupt. 1323 01:05:04,467 --> 01:05:05,929 - Yeah, you know, I'm, 1324 01:05:07,389 --> 01:05:09,308 I'm just hoping that this would fix him, you know? 1325 01:05:09,310 --> 01:05:10,145 I just, 1326 01:05:13,109 --> 01:05:14,195 I just want him back. 1327 01:05:16,617 --> 01:05:18,243 - Tall order. 1328 01:05:18,245 --> 01:05:23,002 Um, maybe we shouldn't hope that this fixes him. 1329 01:05:23,004 --> 01:05:26,342 But maybe we hope that it gives him the perspective 1330 01:05:26,344 --> 01:05:27,597 so he can fix himself. 1331 01:05:29,768 --> 01:05:34,778 - Can I ask you, David, why is it that you stuck around? 1332 01:05:36,197 --> 01:05:37,322 I mean, I've seen the way Richard has treated you, 1333 01:05:37,324 --> 01:05:39,161 so why do you stay? 1334 01:05:40,915 --> 01:05:42,750 - I guess I'm like you. 1335 01:05:42,752 --> 01:05:45,758 Um, I've always seen the good in Rich. 1336 01:05:46,927 --> 01:05:48,637 And I've always been a fan of the underdog 1337 01:05:48,639 --> 01:05:52,019 and there is no one more under than Rich. 1338 01:05:53,315 --> 01:05:55,025 - He is an underdog isn't he? 1339 01:05:55,027 --> 01:05:58,364 - Yeah. - But he wasn't always 1340 01:05:58,366 --> 01:05:59,618 like that, you know, 1341 01:05:59,620 --> 01:06:02,414 it's like he brought this upon himself. 1342 01:06:02,416 --> 01:06:04,711 - Well, that's what makes him endearing, ya know? 1343 01:06:04,713 --> 01:06:06,213 The guy that wasn't a fuck up, 1344 01:06:06,215 --> 01:06:08,928 who became a fuck up because he wanted to be a fuck up. 1345 01:06:08,930 --> 01:06:11,892 - Do you really think he decided to be one though? 1346 01:06:11,894 --> 01:06:12,729 - No. 1347 01:06:14,106 --> 01:06:18,446 No, I think addiction is a disease, and I think addiction 1348 01:06:18,448 --> 01:06:21,118 decided that for you, and you don't realize it 1349 01:06:21,120 --> 01:06:22,122 until it's too late. 1350 01:06:24,210 --> 01:06:27,255 - Yeah, that is some greeting card stuff right there. 1351 01:06:27,257 --> 01:06:32,015 - Yeah, well, let's hope that he can realize 1352 01:06:32,017 --> 01:06:35,232 that he's loved, and what he stands to lose. 1353 01:06:36,986 --> 01:06:39,196 Anyway, I'm gonna go to sleep. 1354 01:06:39,198 --> 01:06:40,323 For real this time. 1355 01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:42,327 - Why, why so early? 1356 01:06:42,329 --> 01:06:44,456 I mean, look, the stars, it's incredible, 1357 01:06:44,458 --> 01:06:45,960 and I'm all alone out here. 1358 01:06:45,962 --> 01:06:49,008 - Yes, I know, but I, I got about three hours of sleep 1359 01:06:49,010 --> 01:06:52,347 last night, and Rich is just exhausting. 1360 01:06:52,349 --> 01:06:55,353 So, I'm just gonna put some music in my ears 1361 01:06:55,355 --> 01:06:56,815 and tune out the world. 1362 01:06:56,817 --> 01:07:00,783 Um, but if you need anything, I'm right there. 1363 01:07:01,660 --> 01:07:03,079 - Thank you. - Yeah. 1364 01:07:04,081 --> 01:07:06,083 Good night. - Good night. 1365 01:07:06,085 --> 01:07:07,171 Sweet dreams. 1366 01:07:22,702 --> 01:07:24,495 - Good thing we're not all Richard, am I right? 1367 01:07:25,708 --> 01:07:26,541 - I mean yeah, it could be worse. 1368 01:07:26,543 --> 01:07:27,209 I know that much. 1369 01:08:27,372 --> 01:08:29,959 - Where the hell is Richard? - Um, he just went 1370 01:08:29,961 --> 01:08:31,170 to the bathroom. 1371 01:08:31,172 --> 01:08:32,339 I saw a light over there, 1372 01:08:32,341 --> 01:08:34,426 I think he was filming himself, so. 1373 01:08:34,428 --> 01:08:36,892 - Yeah, that sound like Richard. 1374 01:08:37,936 --> 01:08:39,606 - Kayla, how blind can you be? 1375 01:08:40,858 --> 01:08:43,110 How long has he be gone? 1376 01:08:43,112 --> 01:08:44,363 Long enough to take some pills, 1377 01:08:44,365 --> 01:08:45,908 or down a bottle of God knows what? 1378 01:08:45,910 --> 01:08:48,664 - Dayna, stop it, okay, stop it. 1379 01:08:48,666 --> 01:08:50,375 Right, I checked him and all his stuff 1380 01:08:50,377 --> 01:08:51,628 before we came up here. 1381 01:08:51,630 --> 01:08:53,005 - You check everywhere? 1382 01:08:53,007 --> 01:08:54,258 - Yeah, 'cause I mean, what, he ain't been able 1383 01:08:54,260 --> 01:08:55,803 to get nothing past you before? 1384 01:08:55,805 --> 01:08:59,727 Look, I'm pretty sure this dude Richard done smuggled 1385 01:08:59,729 --> 01:09:01,438 some shit up here, all right? 1386 01:09:01,440 --> 01:09:02,984 And he probably in the forest somewhere getting high 1387 01:09:02,986 --> 01:09:04,904 right now. - Yeah, probably smuggled it 1388 01:09:04,906 --> 01:09:06,908 in his butt. - Richard, that's what he do. 1389 01:09:06,910 --> 01:09:08,829 - That's Richard, man. 1390 01:09:08,831 --> 01:09:11,208 Ew, that is so gross. 1391 01:09:11,210 --> 01:09:14,757 Babe, I know you want this to work, obviously. 1392 01:09:14,759 --> 01:09:17,095 But if he just went to pee, he'd be back by now. 1393 01:09:17,097 --> 01:09:19,266 - Facts. - I told you this 1394 01:09:19,268 --> 01:09:21,606 before we left. - I wish you weren't right. 1395 01:09:23,527 --> 01:09:25,529 Maybe. - Right, that's Richard. 1396 01:09:25,531 --> 01:09:26,616 That's what he do. 1397 01:09:29,539 --> 01:09:31,123 We came up here for nothing. 1398 01:09:31,125 --> 01:09:31,960 - No. 1399 01:09:36,427 --> 01:09:37,680 - Are you okay? 1400 01:09:38,974 --> 01:09:40,308 - Yeah. - I don't wanna 1401 01:09:40,310 --> 01:09:42,312 leave you alone. - It's fine, David's here. 1402 01:09:42,314 --> 01:09:44,819 - Okay. - Have fun. 1403 01:09:46,823 --> 01:09:48,076 Goddamn it, Richard. 1404 01:09:50,330 --> 01:09:52,207 - We ain't gonna make it, huh? 1405 01:09:52,209 --> 01:09:53,960 - Yeah. - Long day. 1406 01:09:53,962 --> 01:09:55,674 - Kind of what we expected, right? 1407 01:09:57,678 --> 01:09:59,179 I really wish we weren't right. 1408 01:09:59,181 --> 01:10:00,682 But like what else is he usually doing 1409 01:10:00,684 --> 01:10:02,520 when he's gone that long? 1410 01:10:02,522 --> 01:10:06,235 - Same ol' same, but, I don't know, man. 1411 01:10:06,237 --> 01:10:07,863 Maybe we just being assholes. 1412 01:10:07,865 --> 01:10:10,996 He might've just went off to just reflect on everything. 1413 01:10:13,167 --> 01:10:14,336 - I mean, maybe. 1414 01:10:15,756 --> 01:10:16,881 - Probably not though. 1415 01:10:16,883 --> 01:10:18,010 - Yeah. - Mm. 1416 01:10:18,971 --> 01:10:20,221 - You know how many times 1417 01:10:20,223 --> 01:10:22,016 I've had to talk my sister off the ledge? 1418 01:10:22,018 --> 01:10:23,227 - I bet, man. 1419 01:10:23,229 --> 01:10:25,231 Richard is a handful. 1420 01:10:25,233 --> 01:10:27,485 I mean, on a good day, and he don't have any good days. 1421 01:10:27,487 --> 01:10:28,738 - Yeah like, what are those? 1422 01:10:30,118 --> 01:10:31,744 - So, how did your sister get you out here? 1423 01:10:31,746 --> 01:10:33,915 Like how does she keep roping you into this stuff? 1424 01:10:33,917 --> 01:10:37,798 - Um, well, the same vicious cycle usually starts. 1425 01:10:37,800 --> 01:10:39,844 Um, I ignore her phone calls. 1426 01:10:39,846 --> 01:10:40,846 - Okay. - Then she starts 1427 01:10:40,848 --> 01:10:41,808 blowing up my phone, 1428 01:10:43,269 --> 01:10:45,188 and then she leaves some kind of sensational message like, 1429 01:10:45,190 --> 01:10:47,693 "Hey, I'm gonna go search some encampments 1430 01:10:47,695 --> 01:10:50,741 "and alleys like by myself." 1431 01:10:50,743 --> 01:10:52,285 I can't let my sister 1432 01:10:52,287 --> 01:10:54,584 trudge through the darkest parts of LA by herself. 1433 01:10:55,794 --> 01:10:56,630 So I go with her. 1434 01:10:57,715 --> 01:10:59,257 Ya know? 1435 01:10:59,259 --> 01:11:01,472 She loves him, she wants to fight for him, 1436 01:11:03,519 --> 01:11:04,977 so all I can really do is just be here 1437 01:11:04,979 --> 01:11:06,148 until she sees reason. 1438 01:11:08,486 --> 01:11:10,656 - She got good intentions, man, 1439 01:11:10,658 --> 01:11:12,828 I honestly think Rich could get sober. 1440 01:11:13,956 --> 01:11:15,206 It ain't gonna happen on this trip. 1441 01:11:15,208 --> 01:11:16,543 - What about you, yo? 1442 01:11:16,545 --> 01:11:18,505 That was a little aggressive back there. 1443 01:11:18,507 --> 01:11:21,301 You get a little triggered by that freaky weirdo? 1444 01:11:21,303 --> 01:11:22,805 - It was barely even about that. 1445 01:11:22,807 --> 01:11:24,892 I didn't like that he just ran up on us like that, 1446 01:11:24,894 --> 01:11:26,270 that wasn't cool. 1447 01:11:26,272 --> 01:11:27,523 - I think you kinda give that off, 1448 01:11:27,525 --> 01:11:29,317 like a Chandler on "Friends" vibe. 1449 01:11:29,319 --> 01:11:31,029 - Yup, maybe. 1450 01:11:31,031 --> 01:11:33,743 Maybe what he said was true, and I mean, 1451 01:11:33,745 --> 01:11:36,331 that's why I was pissed off, but screw it. 1452 01:11:36,333 --> 01:11:40,464 Eh, look, the truth hurt, I hurt him, you know, fuck it. 1453 01:11:40,466 --> 01:11:41,511 The universe is even. 1454 01:11:43,849 --> 01:11:44,724 - Maybe I should try that. 1455 01:11:45,686 --> 01:11:46,728 More fist fights. 1456 01:11:46,730 --> 01:11:48,397 No, I'm just kidding. 1457 01:11:48,399 --> 01:11:51,153 The humor, the humor covering up the hurt and anger, 1458 01:11:51,155 --> 01:11:52,488 yeah, then maybe my sister wouldn't think 1459 01:11:52,490 --> 01:11:53,409 I was such a bitch. 1460 01:11:55,581 --> 01:11:59,421 - Kayla don't think that. - Are you sure about that? 1461 01:12:01,342 --> 01:12:03,095 - I don't think that. 1462 01:12:04,264 --> 01:12:05,266 - You don't? 1463 01:12:06,603 --> 01:12:10,778 - No, I think you are kind, 1464 01:12:12,907 --> 01:12:16,788 caring, and beautiful. 1465 01:12:22,593 --> 01:12:23,593 Fuck? - Whoa. 1466 01:12:23,595 --> 01:12:25,766 What was that? - Hey, hello? 1467 01:12:28,145 --> 01:12:29,814 Hello? - Yo, yo, yo, yo. 1468 01:12:29,816 --> 01:12:31,358 - Hold up. - Yo, let's go back 1469 01:12:31,360 --> 01:12:32,653 and get the crew. - Na, na, na, fuck that. 1470 01:12:33,489 --> 01:12:34,782 Hey. - These woods 1471 01:12:34,784 --> 01:12:36,243 would be better with them. - Fuck that. 1472 01:12:36,245 --> 01:12:37,955 Hey yo, Rich, if you, if you playing games out here, 1473 01:12:37,957 --> 01:12:39,165 man, I'm gonna beat your ass. 1474 01:12:39,167 --> 01:12:41,211 - That does not sound like Richard. 1475 01:12:41,213 --> 01:12:43,173 - Chill out, ah, I got this, you just wait here. 1476 01:12:43,175 --> 01:12:44,844 - Yo, Jameson, please, please, please, 1477 01:12:44,846 --> 01:12:46,096 can we just go back and get everybody. 1478 01:12:46,098 --> 01:12:47,473 I like don't have a good feeling. 1479 01:12:47,475 --> 01:12:48,350 - Girl, look- - I never like to go out- 1480 01:12:48,352 --> 01:12:49,352 - Baby girl, you see me? 1481 01:12:49,354 --> 01:12:50,814 Look, I'm big. - I see it. 1482 01:12:50,816 --> 01:12:52,735 - I ain't gonna get taken down by some weirdo 1483 01:12:52,737 --> 01:12:54,947 in a damn poncho, or Rich. 1484 01:12:54,949 --> 01:12:55,866 - All right, you do what you gotta do. 1485 01:12:55,868 --> 01:12:57,536 All right, okay. - All right, 1486 01:12:57,538 --> 01:12:58,412 stop playing around. 1487 01:12:58,414 --> 01:12:59,372 Come on out. 1488 01:12:59,374 --> 01:13:00,667 Hey, show your face. 1489 01:13:00,669 --> 01:13:01,503 Let's do it. 1490 01:13:02,923 --> 01:13:04,927 Man, Ricky, stop playing, dawg. 1491 01:13:05,846 --> 01:13:07,305 Big Rich. 1492 01:13:07,307 --> 01:13:08,558 - Jameson? 1493 01:13:12,233 --> 01:13:13,068 Jameson? 1494 01:13:14,822 --> 01:13:16,866 Oh my, Jameson, oh my, oh! 1495 01:13:18,078 --> 01:13:20,122 Jameson, what, oh,. 1496 01:13:21,628 --> 01:13:22,462 Oh my God. 1497 01:13:24,424 --> 01:13:27,805 Oh. 1498 01:13:43,797 --> 01:13:45,632 Oh my god, please no. 1499 01:13:45,634 --> 01:13:50,140 No, no, no, please no. 1500 01:13:50,142 --> 01:13:51,395 Please, please. 1501 01:13:52,982 --> 01:13:55,819 No, no, please, please, please, look, look, 1502 01:13:55,821 --> 01:13:57,280 you don't have to do this, please. 1503 01:14:09,891 --> 01:14:12,686 - David, David, are you still awake? 1504 01:14:12,688 --> 01:14:14,357 Richard's been gone, and. 1505 01:14:30,389 --> 01:14:31,893 - Do you like my work? 1506 01:14:33,479 --> 01:14:34,899 - What have you done? 1507 01:14:35,901 --> 01:14:39,617 - Oh, I've purified the impure. 1508 01:14:41,453 --> 01:14:44,501 Fulfilling the purpose that my Father sent me forth to do. 1509 01:14:45,754 --> 01:14:48,090 Oh and I'm so excited, I'm so close. 1510 01:14:49,762 --> 01:14:52,473 I've never felt fulfillment like this before. 1511 01:14:52,475 --> 01:14:55,855 I just, I knew, I knew, I knew that if I listened 1512 01:14:55,857 --> 01:14:57,609 long enough, hard enough, 1513 01:14:57,611 --> 01:15:02,621 that, well, I'd be shown the path to my fulfillment. 1514 01:15:04,457 --> 01:15:05,459 Now it's just you. 1515 01:15:07,296 --> 01:15:08,338 You're the last one. 1516 01:15:08,340 --> 01:15:09,384 The lost sheep. 1517 01:15:12,306 --> 01:15:15,394 Oh, darling, it's time for you to return 1518 01:15:15,396 --> 01:15:20,406 to the shepherd by the grace of my, red, right hand. 1519 01:15:21,576 --> 01:15:23,076 - What have you done to my sister? 1520 01:15:23,078 --> 01:15:23,913 Dayna! 1521 01:15:27,170 --> 01:15:27,462 Oh my God, where's Richard, where's Richard? 1522 01:15:29,842 --> 01:15:31,971 - You'll be joining them soon, it's okay. 1523 01:15:36,773 --> 01:15:37,773 - Freak. 1524 01:18:20,934 --> 01:18:22,184 - The heat given off 1525 01:18:22,186 --> 01:18:23,687 by the decaying suffering of death 1526 01:18:23,689 --> 01:18:26,860 of all mankind, suffering of death of all mankind.