1 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:12,458 ♪ (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 2 00:00:12,541 --> 00:00:13,708 (CAR DOOR CLOSES) 3 00:00:19,833 --> 00:00:24,625 (FILM CREW CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY ON RADIO) 4 00:00:28,791 --> 00:00:30,416 (MUTTERING) 5 00:00:36,291 --> 00:00:37,333 DRIVER: Production, 6 00:00:37,416 --> 00:00:39,625 Jessica's pulling into set in a minute. 7 00:00:39,708 --> 00:00:41,333 CREW MEMBER: (OVER RADIO) Copy that. 8 00:00:44,375 --> 00:00:47,541 ♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪ 9 00:00:58,875 --> 00:01:00,583 ♪ (MUSIC ENDS ABRUPTLY) ♪ 10 00:01:02,958 --> 00:01:05,625 (BIRDS TWITTERING) 11 00:01:09,333 --> 00:01:11,708 MIRA LEVY: Yeah, I'm walking up to the house now, okay, Ava? 12 00:01:11,791 --> 00:01:13,708 AVA LEVY: (OVER PHONE) But I can't find my... 13 00:01:13,791 --> 00:01:15,583 MIRA: There's nothing to worry about. 14 00:01:15,666 --> 00:01:18,208 No. Nothing's gonna happen to your dolls. 15 00:01:19,500 --> 00:01:21,916 AVA: I've looked everywhere. 16 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:23,250 MIRA: Honey, I promise you. 17 00:01:23,333 --> 00:01:25,666 AVA: But what if she's not in the box? 18 00:01:25,750 --> 00:01:27,708 Listen, if you put Lucy in the box, 19 00:01:27,791 --> 00:01:29,458 then that's where she still is, honey. 20 00:01:29,541 --> 00:01:32,000 -(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) -Mm-hmm. That's why we agreed... 21 00:01:32,083 --> 00:01:33,500 JONATHAN LEVY: I apologize for the delay, 22 00:01:33,583 --> 00:01:36,083 but it was a-- it was a force majeure. 23 00:01:36,166 --> 00:01:37,708 MIRA: Uh-huh. Well, Daddy's here. 24 00:01:37,791 --> 00:01:39,291 JONATHAN: It means that my wife had a really important meeting come up 25 00:01:39,375 --> 00:01:41,000 -that she couldn't cancel. -And he and I will make sure... 26 00:01:41,083 --> 00:01:42,500 -JONATHAN: But she just arrived. -(MOVER SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER PHONE) 27 00:01:42,583 --> 00:01:44,208 ...all of your stuff goes safely on the truck, okay? 28 00:01:44,291 --> 00:01:46,375 My wife, she just-- she just got here, so you guys can come any time. 29 00:01:46,458 --> 00:01:48,791 -(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) -MOVER: Okay, but we're not gonna be there... 30 00:01:48,875 --> 00:01:50,583 Okay. I'm going upstairs right now. Right now. 31 00:01:50,666 --> 00:01:53,041 -Wait, wait, wait. What? -(MOVER SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 32 00:01:53,125 --> 00:01:54,833 MIRA: Yeah. I'm gonna check on your dolls. 33 00:01:54,916 --> 00:01:57,458 JONATHAN: But first of all, it's the afternoon. It's not evening right now. 34 00:01:57,541 --> 00:01:59,875 -All right. But I-- -Yes, I'm going-- 35 00:01:59,958 --> 00:02:02,208 No, not your-- not your new room. 36 00:02:02,291 --> 00:02:04,291 Your old room, sweetheart. 37 00:02:04,375 --> 00:02:07,500 -JONATHAN: Right. Well, what are the evening rates? -Okay. Oh, sw-- 38 00:02:07,583 --> 00:02:10,625 Ava, this is so good. You did such a good job. 39 00:02:10,708 --> 00:02:13,208 There's no way anyone is ever gonna mix this up, 40 00:02:13,291 --> 00:02:14,791 I promise. 41 00:02:14,875 --> 00:02:16,375 JONATHAN: I'm totally happy to compensate you for the delay, but... 42 00:02:16,458 --> 00:02:17,750 No. You know what? I've got her in my hand. 43 00:02:17,833 --> 00:02:19,708 I'm gonna put this box in my car, 44 00:02:19,791 --> 00:02:22,708 so it's not even gonna go in the truck, okay? 45 00:02:22,791 --> 00:02:25,375 -JONATHAN: No, no, no, not tomorrow. It has to be today. -(AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 46 00:02:25,458 --> 00:02:28,000 MIRA: I know, sweetheart, but I promise you that-- 47 00:02:28,083 --> 00:02:32,583 If you just-- Are you there? Ava? 48 00:02:32,666 --> 00:02:34,583 -Honey? -JONATHAN: Fine, but I can't go tomorrow. 49 00:02:34,666 --> 00:02:37,041 -VERONICA: Hey, Mira. -Oh, hey, Veronica. 50 00:02:37,125 --> 00:02:39,375 -(VERONICA TALKING INDISTINCTLY) -Yeah, no. She's really angry. 51 00:02:39,458 --> 00:02:41,958 JONATHAN: No, I'll have cash for you when you get here, okay? 52 00:02:42,041 --> 00:02:43,541 It's good she's expressing it. 53 00:02:43,625 --> 00:02:44,916 I mean, it's healthy, but it's just, 54 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:46,416 -I didn't... -Yeah. Yeah. That's good. 55 00:02:46,500 --> 00:02:48,791 Six o'clock is fine, but please no later than that, all right? 56 00:02:48,875 --> 00:02:52,250 -VERONICA: Do you know when you'll be done? -I think I'll be done at 8:00? 57 00:02:52,333 --> 00:02:54,333 JONATHAN: Yeah. All right. See you soon. Thank you. 58 00:02:54,416 --> 00:02:56,583 All right. Thank you for everything. Bye. 59 00:02:58,125 --> 00:02:59,875 (SIGHS) Hey. 60 00:02:59,958 --> 00:03:01,125 JONATHAN: Everything okay? 61 00:03:01,208 --> 00:03:03,125 Yeah. It's just this fixation on her things. 62 00:03:03,208 --> 00:03:04,458 I mean, it's normal. 63 00:03:04,541 --> 00:03:05,791 Her therapist warned us about it. 64 00:03:05,875 --> 00:03:07,416 I just didn't realize it would be this intense. 65 00:03:07,500 --> 00:03:09,125 Yeah. You know, I'm sure she's gonna feel 66 00:03:09,208 --> 00:03:11,291 so much better once everything's unpacked, and... 67 00:03:11,375 --> 00:03:14,000 Mm-hmm. You don't think I could find an Advil by chance? 68 00:03:14,083 --> 00:03:15,583 I've got such a crazy headache. 69 00:03:15,666 --> 00:03:18,666 JONATHAN: Um, I don't know. Let me see, maybe... 70 00:03:18,750 --> 00:03:20,375 MIRA: (SIGHING) Oh, God. 71 00:03:22,208 --> 00:03:23,541 Maybe in the bathroom? 72 00:03:23,625 --> 00:03:24,958 JONATHAN: Is Tylenol okay? 73 00:03:25,041 --> 00:03:26,958 Uh, it'll have to be. 74 00:03:27,041 --> 00:03:30,500 Okay. Here you go. Here. 75 00:03:30,583 --> 00:03:33,166 -Thanks. -You got a migraine? 76 00:03:33,250 --> 00:03:34,333 I don't know yet. 77 00:03:34,416 --> 00:03:36,625 It started in the middle of my meeting with Ackerman. 78 00:03:36,708 --> 00:03:37,708 JONATHAN: Hmm. 79 00:03:38,708 --> 00:03:42,708 Well, Ackerman's a migraine personified. 80 00:03:42,791 --> 00:03:44,583 I don't know about that, you know? 81 00:03:44,666 --> 00:03:46,791 I think it's the stress of having to leave in the middle. 82 00:03:46,875 --> 00:03:48,375 We weren't exactly finished. 83 00:03:48,458 --> 00:03:52,000 JONATHAN: Uh, yeah. Sorry. Couldn't cancel the movers. 84 00:03:52,083 --> 00:03:54,250 Okay. But I'm still just a little unclear 85 00:03:54,333 --> 00:03:55,583 why it had to be today. 86 00:03:55,666 --> 00:03:57,958 Why? Because we agreed to vacate on the 20th. 87 00:03:58,041 --> 00:03:59,666 But why did we agree to vacate on the 20th? 88 00:03:59,750 --> 00:04:01,916 Because I'm leaving on a flight the day after tomorrow. 89 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:03,916 Yeah, but you're only gone for a week. 90 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:05,333 Well, nine days, actually. 91 00:04:05,416 --> 00:04:06,750 Okay. So what's the big deal, honey? 92 00:04:06,833 --> 00:04:08,083 -What is it? -Okay, okay, okay. 93 00:04:08,166 --> 00:04:09,625 Let's just get through this, okay? 94 00:04:10,708 --> 00:04:12,791 Okay. Let's go downstairs. 95 00:04:12,875 --> 00:04:15,125 Well, shouldn't we just start here since we're already-- 96 00:04:15,208 --> 00:04:16,500 MIRA: No, we can do it later. 97 00:04:17,958 --> 00:04:19,166 Okay. 98 00:04:20,583 --> 00:04:22,875 But wait, wasn't it just supposed to be a week? 99 00:04:22,958 --> 00:04:26,083 I mean, how many lectures are you doing? Just two, no? 100 00:04:26,166 --> 00:04:27,458 Um, well, two in Berlin, 101 00:04:27,541 --> 00:04:28,833 and then there's the panel in Vienna. 102 00:04:28,916 --> 00:04:31,333 -I showed you the itinerary. -Right. Yeah. I just-- 103 00:04:31,416 --> 00:04:33,458 I better get used to you traveling so much. 104 00:04:33,541 --> 00:04:36,291 Well, it's not-- it's only my second trip this year. 105 00:04:36,375 --> 00:04:38,458 Yeah. Uh, where are the documents? 106 00:04:38,541 --> 00:04:40,208 -There. -Okay. 107 00:04:40,291 --> 00:04:42,791 It's just this last paper really took off, you know. 108 00:04:42,875 --> 00:04:44,958 -Yeah, it's great. -JONATHAN: Yeah, it's crazy. 109 00:04:45,041 --> 00:04:47,166 Yeah. Okay. 110 00:04:47,250 --> 00:04:48,666 JONATHAN: Okay, yeah, so... 111 00:04:49,708 --> 00:04:51,333 -(SIGHS) -JONATHAN: There you go. 112 00:04:53,125 --> 00:04:58,916 So here is the list of items right here. 113 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:00,125 MIRA: Mm-hmm. 114 00:05:00,208 --> 00:05:02,041 And here's the settlement itself. 115 00:05:02,125 --> 00:05:03,208 MIRA: Right. 116 00:05:03,291 --> 00:05:05,541 Uh, which is exactly what we agreed to with Jason. 117 00:05:05,625 --> 00:05:08,125 Remember, he sent us the memo? 118 00:05:08,208 --> 00:05:11,125 He emailed it to us last week? Right? Okay? 119 00:05:11,208 --> 00:05:13,375 And the only difference is the amount we got 120 00:05:13,458 --> 00:05:15,333 for the house, split in two, minus the broker's fee. 121 00:05:15,416 --> 00:05:16,875 In the last draft, it was blank. 122 00:05:16,958 --> 00:05:17,958 Okay. 123 00:05:18,041 --> 00:05:19,875 Uh, what is-- What am I supposed to-- 124 00:05:19,958 --> 00:05:21,833 JONATHAN: You'll sign by the stickers, and then 125 00:05:21,916 --> 00:05:23,083 -you'll initial each page. -Right. 126 00:05:23,166 --> 00:05:24,458 -JONATHAN: Wait, hold on, hold on. -No, I got it. 127 00:05:24,541 --> 00:05:26,166 Wait, wait. We have to look through all the items 128 00:05:26,250 --> 00:05:27,916 and make sure everything's okay. That's why we're doing it here. 129 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:29,958 -I'm just not up for this right now, so... -We'll do it really quickly. 130 00:05:30,041 --> 00:05:32,416 We'll just go through it quickly, then you'll sign, and that's it. You'll be done. 131 00:05:32,500 --> 00:05:34,375 You don't even have to wait for the movers, okay? 132 00:05:34,458 --> 00:05:36,916 No, I do. I promised Ava I would be here to put-- 133 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:38,375 make sure her boxes got on the truck. 134 00:05:38,458 --> 00:05:40,333 Well, then you have to wait anyway, right? 135 00:05:40,416 --> 00:05:41,708 So come on. Let's get started. 136 00:05:42,416 --> 00:05:45,208 Okay. Okay. Fine. 137 00:05:48,083 --> 00:05:49,166 (SIGHS) 138 00:05:50,416 --> 00:05:53,333 -So what do the colors mean? -Yeah. 139 00:05:53,416 --> 00:05:56,708 Yellow's mine. Um, red is yours. 140 00:05:56,791 --> 00:05:59,333 -Okay. -Blue is storage. 141 00:05:59,416 --> 00:06:02,541 So they'll pack everything up, and, uh, 142 00:06:02,625 --> 00:06:04,875 then they'll unload at my place first, 143 00:06:04,958 --> 00:06:07,791 then you guys, then the storage facility. 144 00:06:08,791 --> 00:06:09,791 Okay? 145 00:06:10,458 --> 00:06:12,000 Will Poli be home? 146 00:06:12,083 --> 00:06:13,958 Will he be able to help you unpack? 147 00:06:14,041 --> 00:06:15,250 I'm not sure. 148 00:06:15,333 --> 00:06:19,125 Uh-- didn't we say said that I was gonna get the green couch? 149 00:06:19,208 --> 00:06:21,625 Uh, actually, no, we didn't. 150 00:06:21,708 --> 00:06:23,375 We didn't. You said that you didn't want 151 00:06:23,458 --> 00:06:24,666 any of the living room furniture 152 00:06:24,750 --> 00:06:26,125 because you got all new stuff at the tower. 153 00:06:26,208 --> 00:06:28,041 No, I'm pretty sure we talked about the green couch specifi-- 154 00:06:28,125 --> 00:06:29,125 -We didn't. -Okay. 155 00:06:29,208 --> 00:06:30,625 Do you want to? You wanna talk about it? 156 00:06:30,708 --> 00:06:32,125 I mean, like formally in the settlement? 157 00:06:32,208 --> 00:06:33,916 MIRA: It's fine. It's just furniture. 158 00:06:35,250 --> 00:06:36,250 Okay. 159 00:06:37,666 --> 00:06:39,750 JONATHAN: All right. All right. All right. 160 00:06:47,166 --> 00:06:51,083 Okay. There you go. 161 00:06:51,166 --> 00:06:52,333 Happy to do it. 162 00:06:53,166 --> 00:06:55,083 Really. Okay? 163 00:06:57,583 --> 00:06:59,541 How's your headache? 164 00:06:59,625 --> 00:07:01,333 You need to lie down for a moment? 165 00:07:01,416 --> 00:07:02,791 -No. I'm fine. -Okay. 166 00:07:07,750 --> 00:07:08,708 You up for doing this? 167 00:07:08,791 --> 00:07:10,166 We'll just go through the house quickly 168 00:07:10,250 --> 00:07:11,208 -and just get it done? -No. 169 00:07:11,291 --> 00:07:12,750 I'm not up for it, Jonathan. 170 00:07:12,833 --> 00:07:14,375 JONATHAN: But you already wanted to make an adjustment to the thing. 171 00:07:14,458 --> 00:07:15,791 -I just think it's important... -I know. It's okay. I trust you. 172 00:07:15,875 --> 00:07:17,750 I really do. Just-- you do it. I trust you. 173 00:07:19,708 --> 00:07:20,708 (SIGHS) 174 00:07:21,833 --> 00:07:24,291 Is... is something wrong? 175 00:07:25,083 --> 00:07:27,041 No. It's just, um, 176 00:07:27,125 --> 00:07:29,083 it's been a shitty day, you know? 177 00:07:29,166 --> 00:07:30,250 -Yeah. -It's really-- 178 00:07:30,333 --> 00:07:33,083 it's a horrible ending to just a terrible day. 179 00:07:33,166 --> 00:07:34,666 JONATHAN: What's horrible? 180 00:07:36,791 --> 00:07:39,541 Oh, yeah. Well, yeah. Yeah. 181 00:07:39,625 --> 00:07:42,625 No, I mean, it is-- it's a-- It is surprising 182 00:07:42,708 --> 00:07:46,458 how something so formal can have such an impact, right? 183 00:07:46,541 --> 00:07:48,375 I mean, it's just a piece of paper, 184 00:07:48,458 --> 00:07:51,125 -just a fucking gett. -MIRA: A "get"? 185 00:07:51,208 --> 00:07:55,041 Yeah. It's, uh, it's Hebrew for divorce papers. 186 00:07:55,125 --> 00:07:57,041 Oh, yeah. I think I remember that. 187 00:07:58,458 --> 00:08:00,375 Although "give" would be more like it. 188 00:08:00,458 --> 00:08:02,583 -(SCOFFS) Yeah. -Give up. 189 00:08:03,916 --> 00:08:05,416 It's Aramaic for deed. 190 00:08:05,500 --> 00:08:07,125 -MIRA: Mm. -It's basically papers 191 00:08:07,208 --> 00:08:09,875 that when I give them to you, we're divorced. 192 00:08:11,250 --> 00:08:13,333 -And that's it? -JONATHAN: Yeah. 193 00:08:13,416 --> 00:08:15,625 Yeah. But it's like-- it's a crazy, 194 00:08:15,708 --> 00:08:17,375 traumatic ceremony. 195 00:08:18,541 --> 00:08:20,750 -There's three judges. -MIRA: Mm-hmm. 196 00:08:20,833 --> 00:08:25,458 And, um, you have to have witnesses 197 00:08:25,541 --> 00:08:28,250 to testify that you are who you say you are 198 00:08:28,333 --> 00:08:31,583 and I am who I say I am. It's humiliating. 199 00:08:31,666 --> 00:08:33,666 -Is it gett with two Ts? -Yeah. 200 00:08:33,750 --> 00:08:35,875 And then you have to go into this little room, 201 00:08:35,958 --> 00:08:37,416 -and there's a guy in there... -MIRA: Uh-huh. 202 00:08:37,500 --> 00:08:39,333 ...writing calligraphy on parchment. 203 00:08:39,416 --> 00:08:41,750 And he's writing out the text of the gett. 204 00:08:41,833 --> 00:08:43,375 -Yeah. -JONATHAN: And it's-- 205 00:08:43,458 --> 00:08:46,000 it's like a thriller, because the tiniest mistake 206 00:08:46,083 --> 00:08:48,125 and you have to start all over again. 207 00:08:48,208 --> 00:08:50,625 And then, uh, and then you go back in to the judges... 208 00:08:50,708 --> 00:08:52,041 -MIRA: Mm-hmm. -...and the witnesses. 209 00:08:52,125 --> 00:08:54,791 And then I have to hand you the gett in front of everybody 210 00:08:54,875 --> 00:08:58,666 and yell a few sentences at you, and then you hold it up high, 211 00:08:58,750 --> 00:09:00,625 and you walk around the room with it. 212 00:09:00,708 --> 00:09:03,083 And then the judge rips it to pieces. 213 00:09:03,166 --> 00:09:04,458 -And there's more. -Jesus. 214 00:09:04,541 --> 00:09:05,875 JONATHAN: (LAUGHS) Yeah, totally. 215 00:09:05,958 --> 00:09:07,166 Why does it have to be like that? 216 00:09:07,250 --> 00:09:09,333 -Isn't it brutal enough? -Well, I think there's a-- 217 00:09:09,416 --> 00:09:11,666 plenty of legal reasons, but I think it just has to be 218 00:09:11,750 --> 00:09:15,833 absolute and definitive. That's the... you know. 219 00:09:15,916 --> 00:09:18,333 -They don't like any gray areas. -Mm. 220 00:09:18,416 --> 00:09:19,750 JONATHAN: You're either in or you're out. 221 00:09:19,833 --> 00:09:23,000 And if you're out... there's no going back. 222 00:09:26,166 --> 00:09:28,875 -MIRA: Right. -There's some logic to that, no? 223 00:09:32,041 --> 00:09:33,375 MIRA: So what's it say? 224 00:09:34,750 --> 00:09:36,250 It's like, um... 225 00:09:37,125 --> 00:09:40,916 "This is your gett, and with it, 226 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:42,458 you are divorced from me 227 00:09:42,541 --> 00:09:45,208 and hereby permitted to all men." 228 00:09:45,291 --> 00:09:47,375 To all men? Thank you very much. 229 00:09:47,458 --> 00:09:48,500 JONATHAN: Yeah. 230 00:09:49,541 --> 00:09:51,000 Does all men include you? 231 00:09:54,583 --> 00:09:57,166 No. No. 232 00:09:57,250 --> 00:09:59,666 I'm not allowed to touch you anymore 233 00:09:59,750 --> 00:10:02,166 or even be in the same room alone with you 234 00:10:02,250 --> 00:10:04,125 -from that point on. -Hmm. 235 00:10:04,208 --> 00:10:06,458 JONATHAN: It's over. Clean break. 236 00:10:08,041 --> 00:10:10,833 And like, um... What are-- are you... 237 00:10:12,583 --> 00:10:14,291 allowed to marry me again? 238 00:10:14,375 --> 00:10:16,000 JONATHAN: Am I allowed to marry you? 239 00:10:19,041 --> 00:10:21,125 In principle, but only if you haven't been 240 00:10:21,208 --> 00:10:22,916 with any other men. 241 00:10:25,250 --> 00:10:27,291 -We are fucked. -JONATHAN: Yeah. 242 00:10:49,458 --> 00:10:51,333 -Hey. -Hmm? 243 00:11:00,916 --> 00:11:01,958 Come here. 244 00:11:02,750 --> 00:11:04,500 -(MIRA CHUCKLES) -Come here. 245 00:11:10,583 --> 00:11:12,000 (SIGHS) 246 00:11:19,958 --> 00:11:21,333 So basically, this is forbidden? 247 00:11:21,416 --> 00:11:23,833 (CHUCKLES) Well, we're not divorced yet. 248 00:11:23,916 --> 00:11:25,041 (MIRA CHUCKLES) 249 00:11:32,458 --> 00:11:33,583 Not yet. 250 00:12:17,791 --> 00:12:18,916 (MIRA MOANS) 251 00:12:22,500 --> 00:12:23,916 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 252 00:12:35,041 --> 00:12:37,250 (PLASTIC RUSTLING) 253 00:12:42,041 --> 00:12:43,541 (MIRA GASPS) 254 00:12:45,583 --> 00:12:48,000 (BOTH BREATHING HEAVILY) 255 00:12:55,750 --> 00:12:57,333 (GASPS) 256 00:13:07,875 --> 00:13:10,083 (BOTH MOANING) 257 00:14:02,500 --> 00:14:04,583 -(JONATHAN GRUNTS) -Oh, yeah. 258 00:14:10,958 --> 00:14:12,000 Oh, my-- 259 00:14:22,375 --> 00:14:24,000 (GASPS) 260 00:14:40,458 --> 00:14:42,833 (JONATHAN GRUNTS) 261 00:14:45,708 --> 00:14:47,166 (GROANS) 262 00:14:54,500 --> 00:14:56,875 (PANTING) 263 00:15:08,125 --> 00:15:09,208 (JONATHAN EXHALES) 264 00:15:20,500 --> 00:15:22,083 -(PANTING) -Okay. 265 00:15:23,375 --> 00:15:24,375 No. 266 00:15:25,208 --> 00:15:27,125 -Just-- -No, don't. 267 00:15:27,208 --> 00:15:30,125 Don't go yet. Don't go yet. 268 00:15:34,583 --> 00:15:35,666 Please. 269 00:15:39,833 --> 00:15:40,958 Stay here. 270 00:15:43,208 --> 00:15:45,666 (PANTING) 271 00:15:48,208 --> 00:15:50,875 (VOICES CHATTERING DISTANTLY) 272 00:15:50,958 --> 00:15:52,416 Penny for your thoughts? 273 00:15:52,500 --> 00:15:53,791 (JONATHAN CHUCKLES) 274 00:15:53,875 --> 00:15:55,750 It'll cost you a lot more than that. 275 00:16:01,541 --> 00:16:02,833 Are you hungry? 276 00:16:05,083 --> 00:16:06,791 Yeah. I'm always hungry. 277 00:16:09,791 --> 00:16:10,875 Let's go out. 278 00:16:11,750 --> 00:16:12,916 -What? -Yeah. 279 00:16:15,416 --> 00:16:16,958 -Really? -Yeah. 280 00:16:18,291 --> 00:16:20,375 The movers are gonna be here in 20 minutes. 281 00:16:20,458 --> 00:16:22,416 We'll go to The Grille, all right? 282 00:16:22,500 --> 00:16:23,875 Back in 20 minutes. 283 00:16:26,333 --> 00:16:28,750 -I want a steak. -(LAUGHS) 284 00:16:31,041 --> 00:16:34,166 Okay. Okay. Great. Let's do it. 285 00:16:34,250 --> 00:16:35,791 -Okay. -I'm just gonna... 286 00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,625 Sure. Do your thing. 287 00:16:38,083 --> 00:16:39,208 (GRUNTS) 288 00:16:46,333 --> 00:16:47,458 What? 289 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:51,083 Nothing. 290 00:16:54,625 --> 00:16:57,416 I should probably... (MUTTERS) 291 00:16:59,916 --> 00:17:00,916 (CHUCKLES) 292 00:17:07,125 --> 00:17:08,500 JONATHAN: Just give me a second, okay? 293 00:17:08,583 --> 00:17:09,458 Mm-hmm. 294 00:17:09,541 --> 00:17:10,708 JONATHAN: I'll be right back. 295 00:17:11,458 --> 00:17:15,541 ♪ (GENTLE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 296 00:17:23,833 --> 00:17:24,916 Right, so... 297 00:17:37,416 --> 00:17:38,833 (WATER SPLASHING) 298 00:18:14,250 --> 00:18:15,416 (CHUCKLES) 299 00:18:28,958 --> 00:18:31,166 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 300 00:18:31,708 --> 00:18:33,375 JONATHAN: Okay. 301 00:18:33,458 --> 00:18:36,125 Let's get these stupid papers signed, 302 00:18:36,875 --> 00:18:39,833 and we'll go get a bite to eat. 303 00:18:41,083 --> 00:18:43,375 Pay tribute to a long and happy marriage. 304 00:18:43,458 --> 00:18:44,458 (CHUCKLES) 305 00:18:45,541 --> 00:18:47,458 You can go home straight from there, yeah? 306 00:18:49,958 --> 00:18:53,625 Um, I think I'm gonna take these home 307 00:18:53,708 --> 00:18:55,083 and take a minute to go over it. 308 00:18:55,166 --> 00:18:57,416 JONATHAN: What do you mean? We went over it a hundred times. 309 00:18:57,500 --> 00:19:00,916 MIRA: Yeah, but you have to read a contract before you sign it. 310 00:19:01,000 --> 00:19:03,041 Uh, no. Actually, you don't, 'cause that's the exact 311 00:19:03,125 --> 00:19:04,958 same document that we approved already. 312 00:19:05,041 --> 00:19:07,791 All right. So what's-- Why does it have to be today? 313 00:19:07,875 --> 00:19:09,958 Mira. Come on. We agreed, today. 314 00:19:10,041 --> 00:19:11,833 -We agreed we'd do it today. -It'll be tomorrow, I promise. 315 00:19:11,916 --> 00:19:13,083 -JONATHAN: No, I c-- -MIRA: What's the big deal? 316 00:19:13,166 --> 00:19:14,666 JONATHAN: I cannot do it tomorrow 317 00:19:14,750 --> 00:19:16,375 -because I'm getting ready for my trip... -Okay. 318 00:19:16,458 --> 00:19:18,041 -...and I won't have time to go down to the courthouse. -That's fine. 319 00:19:18,125 --> 00:19:20,125 -JONATHAN: So let's do it now. -So it-- it'll be, um, 320 00:19:20,208 --> 00:19:21,833 -when you get back. -Oh, my God. I-- 321 00:19:23,125 --> 00:19:25,083 -I can't believe this. -MIRA: What? 322 00:19:25,583 --> 00:19:26,666 (SIGHS) 323 00:19:26,750 --> 00:19:28,166 No. Okay. Okay. 324 00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:29,291 Okay, here. 325 00:19:30,666 --> 00:19:32,375 Sit down right here, okay? Right now. 326 00:19:32,458 --> 00:19:34,000 -Babe, I'm not-- -JONATHAN: Just listen. 327 00:19:34,083 --> 00:19:36,750 Go over it. Go over it. Take all the time you need. 328 00:19:36,833 --> 00:19:38,083 I'm gonna get out of your way. 329 00:19:38,166 --> 00:19:40,708 Just for fuck's sake, get it over with. 330 00:19:40,791 --> 00:19:42,833 Why are you talking to me like that? What is wrong? 331 00:19:42,916 --> 00:19:44,000 -JONATHAN: What's wrong is... -Yeah? 332 00:19:44,083 --> 00:19:45,708 ...we went over it a hundred times! 333 00:19:45,791 --> 00:19:46,916 We spent months hashing it out, 334 00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:48,750 -so what is your latest whim? -Okay. Whoa. Okay. 335 00:19:48,833 --> 00:19:50,541 -Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. -You can't, like... 336 00:19:50,625 --> 00:19:52,083 We're here. We're-- 337 00:19:52,166 --> 00:19:53,708 We were just having a really good time. 338 00:19:53,791 --> 00:19:55,875 -Yeah. -And we're about to go get something to eat. 339 00:19:55,958 --> 00:19:58,708 I don't think so. I'm not going to, okay? No. 340 00:19:58,791 --> 00:20:01,041 -Jonathan. Hey. -No. Mira. Mira. 341 00:20:01,125 --> 00:20:03,791 Please, get it over with. 342 00:20:08,125 --> 00:20:10,000 I don't understand what the big deal is. 343 00:20:10,083 --> 00:20:13,291 What could be more rational than wanting to take it 344 00:20:13,375 --> 00:20:15,791 and go over it quietly at home? So... 345 00:20:17,500 --> 00:20:19,583 -Mm-hmm. -(CHUCKLES) 346 00:20:22,916 --> 00:20:24,500 -Okay. -Yeah? 347 00:20:24,583 --> 00:20:25,791 Yeah. Fine. 348 00:20:26,916 --> 00:20:30,000 Fine. That's okay. Forget about it, okay? 349 00:20:30,083 --> 00:20:34,583 Just take it home. Go over it quietly with Poli. 350 00:20:34,666 --> 00:20:36,500 He's nobody's sucker, that's for sure, right? 351 00:20:36,583 --> 00:20:38,666 -Just make sure, you guys can look through it... -Jonathan. 352 00:20:38,750 --> 00:20:40,250 ...that I haven't, you know, fucked you over 353 00:20:40,333 --> 00:20:41,875 in some secret clause or something 354 00:20:41,958 --> 00:20:43,708 that I've put in there. Go ahead. Just take it. 355 00:20:43,791 --> 00:20:45,625 -Don't do this. -JONATHAN: Fucking forget it. 356 00:20:45,708 --> 00:20:47,291 It's fine. I don't care. It's fine. 357 00:20:48,166 --> 00:20:49,791 I don't understand what-- 358 00:20:50,833 --> 00:20:53,166 We were just so close to each other. 359 00:20:53,750 --> 00:20:56,875 Yup. Exactly. 360 00:20:56,958 --> 00:21:00,208 Just so you know, if we're talking about renegotiating, it's a two-way street, 361 00:21:00,291 --> 00:21:02,333 and there's plenty of stuff in there that I'm not crazy about either. 362 00:21:02,416 --> 00:21:04,833 I'm not saying that I wanna renegotiate. I'm just saying I wanna read it. 363 00:21:04,916 --> 00:21:05,916 -Okay. -Okay? 364 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:07,083 -Just saying. I'm just saying. -MIRA: Okay. 365 00:21:11,958 --> 00:21:12,833 Jesus. 366 00:21:12,916 --> 00:21:15,750 By the way, since we're talking, um, 367 00:21:15,833 --> 00:21:17,958 you haven't paid your half of Ava's dance classes, 368 00:21:18,041 --> 00:21:19,291 and they're bugging me about it. 369 00:21:19,375 --> 00:21:20,625 All right. I'll pay you right now. 370 00:21:20,708 --> 00:21:23,958 No. Don't pay me. Pay them what you owe them. 371 00:21:24,041 --> 00:21:25,458 Your half. That's how it works. 372 00:21:25,541 --> 00:21:28,625 Right. I will pay them. How much is it? 373 00:21:28,708 --> 00:21:30,125 I don't know. Check with them. 374 00:21:30,208 --> 00:21:31,208 Okay. 375 00:21:31,833 --> 00:21:33,458 It's 2,500 dollars. 376 00:21:34,166 --> 00:21:36,125 -What? -Yeah. 377 00:21:37,708 --> 00:21:39,041 What? 378 00:21:39,125 --> 00:21:41,333 We moved her into the intermediate group. 379 00:21:41,416 --> 00:21:43,000 That's twice a week, ballet and jazz. 380 00:21:43,083 --> 00:21:45,000 Yeah. I know it's twice a week. It was my idea. 381 00:21:45,083 --> 00:21:46,708 JONATHAN: Okay, well, that's how much it costs. 382 00:21:46,791 --> 00:21:48,500 I don't know what you want me to tell you. You asked me to take care of it. 383 00:21:48,583 --> 00:21:50,208 You didn't think it was a little exorbitant or... 384 00:21:50,291 --> 00:21:51,958 If I can afford it, Mira, you can afford it too. 385 00:21:52,041 --> 00:21:54,208 MIRA: Okay. It's not about whether or not I can afford it. 386 00:21:54,291 --> 00:21:55,291 -It's just... -Okay. 387 00:21:55,375 --> 00:21:57,291 It's outrageous, so-- 388 00:21:57,375 --> 00:21:59,041 Well, I guess if that's what it costs, 389 00:21:59,125 --> 00:22:01,125 then we'll just, you know, we'll cut her back down 390 00:22:01,208 --> 00:22:03,458 -to once a week. -Okay. That's fine. Go for it. 391 00:22:03,541 --> 00:22:05,083 Tell her that she can only go once a week 392 00:22:05,166 --> 00:22:07,000 and she's gotta choose between ballet and jazz. 393 00:22:07,083 --> 00:22:08,125 I'm fine with that. 394 00:22:09,250 --> 00:22:10,958 Can't-- can you tell her that? 395 00:22:11,041 --> 00:22:12,583 Why should I tell her that? 396 00:22:12,666 --> 00:22:14,666 MIRA: Because I can't-- You know why. 397 00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:16,125 I'm-- She's furious at me. 398 00:22:16,208 --> 00:22:17,416 I'm walking a delicate line with her. 399 00:22:17,500 --> 00:22:19,125 Okay. Well, you know what? Not giving her boundaries, 400 00:22:19,208 --> 00:22:20,708 that's not gonna make it any better. 401 00:22:20,791 --> 00:22:22,708 Fine. Jonathan, I know I'm a failure as a mother, 402 00:22:22,791 --> 00:22:25,125 -but that's not really helping. -JONATHAN: You know what, instead of acting like a martyr, 403 00:22:25,208 --> 00:22:26,458 -why don't you just try... -Oh, my God. 404 00:22:26,541 --> 00:22:27,666 ...having an honest conversation with her? 405 00:22:27,750 --> 00:22:29,625 -She's seven years old. -Give me a break! 406 00:22:29,708 --> 00:22:31,416 -She's not a toddler anymore. -You know things are shitty between her and I right now, 407 00:22:31,500 --> 00:22:33,125 -and your lecture isn't helping. -Well, you have to-- Okay. 408 00:22:33,208 --> 00:22:35,041 -Will you tell her or not? -What do you want me to tell her? 409 00:22:35,125 --> 00:22:37,458 That her mother ran away with some guy one day 410 00:22:37,541 --> 00:22:39,791 and now she has to choose between ballet and jazz? 411 00:22:47,541 --> 00:22:48,541 Wow. 412 00:22:52,791 --> 00:22:54,125 I hoped I'd never hear that again. 413 00:22:54,208 --> 00:22:57,583 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't-- That was unnecessary. 414 00:22:57,666 --> 00:22:58,916 I'm sorry about that. 415 00:23:03,416 --> 00:23:04,583 (SIGHS) 416 00:23:21,958 --> 00:23:22,958 I'm sorry. 417 00:23:25,791 --> 00:23:26,791 (SIGHS) 418 00:23:28,291 --> 00:23:29,833 Is that what you tell her? 419 00:23:29,916 --> 00:23:31,791 Is that the story you tell her about me? 420 00:23:31,875 --> 00:23:33,083 No. No. I don't-- 421 00:23:33,166 --> 00:23:36,375 I don't talk to her about that. 422 00:23:36,458 --> 00:23:41,125 I don't ever talk to her about the separation. 423 00:23:44,250 --> 00:23:45,333 Okay. 424 00:23:48,208 --> 00:23:50,125 Why, do you talk to her about it? 425 00:23:51,916 --> 00:23:52,916 No. 426 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,375 JONATHAN: It's fucked up. 427 00:23:59,541 --> 00:24:02,833 I mean, I don't-- like, it's hard. 428 00:24:04,333 --> 00:24:05,916 Where do we even begin to... 429 00:24:06,875 --> 00:24:08,333 MIRA: I know, I wish we... 430 00:24:08,416 --> 00:24:10,375 We don't even know what's going on. 431 00:24:11,750 --> 00:24:16,791 We just all grow up illiterate about it. 432 00:24:22,166 --> 00:24:24,750 Maybe we should've been more prepared for it. 433 00:24:24,833 --> 00:24:26,875 It's a fact that it doesn't always end up that way. 434 00:24:26,958 --> 00:24:28,875 I mean, it doesn't even usually end up that way. 435 00:24:28,958 --> 00:24:31,375 So how do you prepare someone for that? 436 00:24:31,458 --> 00:24:32,625 I don't know. 437 00:24:35,625 --> 00:24:39,916 I think we should teach kids that, yeah, love ends. 438 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:41,125 It's, uh... 439 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:43,500 Yeah, relationships end and people leave 440 00:24:43,583 --> 00:24:45,625 and they break up and they divorce. 441 00:24:45,708 --> 00:24:48,458 -And that's just a part of life. -JONATHAN: Yeah. 442 00:24:48,541 --> 00:24:51,750 And then maybe it just wouldn't be so painful 443 00:24:51,833 --> 00:24:54,666 and, uh, you know, all the suffering. 444 00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:04,458 I think the real suffering is the in-between. 445 00:25:04,541 --> 00:25:07,666 You know, the limbo, neither here nor there, just... 446 00:25:09,250 --> 00:25:11,958 I think that's way harder than a breakup. 447 00:25:12,041 --> 00:25:14,333 That's much more traumatic 448 00:25:14,416 --> 00:25:16,625 for the kids and for the parents. 449 00:25:19,708 --> 00:25:23,208 At least, that's how it is for me. 450 00:25:32,458 --> 00:25:36,291 Mira, let's get this over with, okay? 451 00:25:38,500 --> 00:25:39,500 I'll-- 452 00:25:41,833 --> 00:25:45,500 I promise you that if you find something in the document, 453 00:25:45,583 --> 00:25:47,750 or if there's a mistake in the settlement, 454 00:25:47,833 --> 00:25:48,958 I won't contest it. 455 00:25:49,041 --> 00:25:52,083 I'll write something right now guaranteeing you that. 456 00:25:54,541 --> 00:25:55,541 All right? 457 00:25:57,833 --> 00:26:00,208 I don't understand. I mean, what-- 458 00:26:00,291 --> 00:26:02,166 This isn't about the money, right? 459 00:26:03,375 --> 00:26:05,041 So what is... 460 00:26:09,500 --> 00:26:10,541 I got fired. 461 00:26:11,750 --> 00:26:13,416 JONATHAN: What? 462 00:26:13,500 --> 00:26:16,916 Or I was-- I was invited to resign. 463 00:26:18,833 --> 00:26:21,250 Anyway, it's-- it's over. (CLEARS THROAT) 464 00:26:21,333 --> 00:26:23,041 I don't understand. What do you mean? 465 00:26:23,125 --> 00:26:26,666 MIRA: That's what my meeting with Ackerman today was about. 466 00:26:27,791 --> 00:26:29,083 Oh. 467 00:26:31,416 --> 00:26:32,541 MIRA: Yeah. 468 00:26:33,458 --> 00:26:35,583 (SIGHS) 469 00:26:35,666 --> 00:26:38,958 I mean, it was kind of obvious something like this could happen 470 00:26:39,041 --> 00:26:42,000 ever since I didn't take the London job. I mean, I was... 471 00:26:42,083 --> 00:26:43,958 You were never gonna take the London job. 472 00:26:44,041 --> 00:26:45,791 MIRA: No, that's-- Okay, that's not accurate. 473 00:26:45,875 --> 00:26:48,416 -And there were various options to that. -Mira. No, there-- 474 00:26:48,500 --> 00:26:49,916 There was no option, so... 475 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:53,250 Come on. I'm not blaming you. That's not what this is about. 476 00:26:55,583 --> 00:26:56,958 It's just like, you know, 477 00:26:57,041 --> 00:26:58,958 when I didn't take the job, then... 478 00:27:00,875 --> 00:27:03,500 yeah, they didn't know what to do with me. 479 00:27:03,583 --> 00:27:06,291 Couldn't relocate. I couldn't travel because of Ava. 480 00:27:06,375 --> 00:27:09,125 And, you know, going, uh, back to running 481 00:27:09,208 --> 00:27:10,708 a product management team, it just-- 482 00:27:10,791 --> 00:27:12,375 it seemed like a demotion. 483 00:27:12,458 --> 00:27:15,041 So they started shopping me around the company, 484 00:27:15,125 --> 00:27:16,541 to find me a position. 485 00:27:17,625 --> 00:27:19,250 -Nothing clicked. -Yeah. 486 00:27:21,541 --> 00:27:24,708 So this morning, uh, he asked me for a meeting, 487 00:27:24,791 --> 00:27:27,541 which he began by saying, 488 00:27:27,625 --> 00:27:31,250 "Mira, I would like to set you free for a new adventure." 489 00:27:31,333 --> 00:27:33,833 (LAUGHS) Asshole. 490 00:27:33,916 --> 00:27:36,125 I'm like, "I'm 43 and half years old. 491 00:27:36,208 --> 00:27:37,458 I'm one-half of a single parent. 492 00:27:37,541 --> 00:27:40,291 What kind of new adventure do you have in mind? 493 00:27:40,375 --> 00:27:42,500 I mean, tell me the truth. Tell me that you're firing me 494 00:27:42,583 --> 00:27:44,750 because I no longer live for this company, 495 00:27:44,833 --> 00:27:47,541 I'm not at your beck and call 120 percent of the time 496 00:27:47,625 --> 00:27:49,500 like I used to be. You can't ask me to, 497 00:27:49,583 --> 00:27:51,416 you know, go out, entertain the clients anymore 498 00:27:51,500 --> 00:27:54,083 because I'd rather be at home with my kid. 499 00:27:54,166 --> 00:27:56,291 And you know what, maybe the new, young, 500 00:27:56,375 --> 00:27:59,250 ambitious product manager should take them out anyway, 501 00:27:59,333 --> 00:28:01,083 because she's much more fun." 502 00:28:06,166 --> 00:28:08,750 I guess the weird-- I was, uh... 503 00:28:12,333 --> 00:28:15,500 You know, I was sitting across from him and, um, 504 00:28:17,291 --> 00:28:19,166 I could see in his eyes, they were just like 505 00:28:19,250 --> 00:28:20,750 switched off, you know? 506 00:28:21,791 --> 00:28:24,708 I was invisible to him. 507 00:28:27,625 --> 00:28:29,583 I used to have all this power over him. 508 00:28:29,666 --> 00:28:33,041 I could steer him in whatever direction 509 00:28:33,125 --> 00:28:37,416 I wanted him to go, and now I was nothing. 510 00:28:41,708 --> 00:28:44,416 And then I realized that I, um... 511 00:28:46,875 --> 00:28:49,291 I've lost that power over everything. 512 00:28:51,916 --> 00:28:57,541 You know, that power that comes from, um, being desirous. 513 00:29:04,541 --> 00:29:10,125 I sat at the table and I just-- I felt so disposable 514 00:29:10,208 --> 00:29:16,125 and, uh... yeah, so I really, I felt old. 515 00:29:24,750 --> 00:29:26,458 So, that's it. 516 00:29:26,541 --> 00:29:31,958 Yeah, I'm, uh... There's a hearing in two weeks. 517 00:29:32,041 --> 00:29:36,000 I have a severance, there'll be stock options, and... 518 00:29:37,750 --> 00:29:40,458 But that's it. That's-- You know, it's done. 519 00:29:50,958 --> 00:29:52,833 I'm really sorry that happened to you. 520 00:29:56,041 --> 00:29:57,041 (LAUGHS) 521 00:30:01,791 --> 00:30:04,041 You're sorry that happened to me? 522 00:30:06,708 --> 00:30:08,291 JONATHAN: Yeah. Yeah. 523 00:30:09,666 --> 00:30:11,416 Okay. You don't need to be polite. 524 00:30:11,500 --> 00:30:13,666 JONATHAN: No. No. I'm not. I, uh-- 525 00:30:17,375 --> 00:30:21,416 But, uh, I, uh, it's... 526 00:30:22,291 --> 00:30:23,333 MIRA: What? 527 00:30:25,083 --> 00:30:26,208 You know, it's weird. 528 00:30:28,916 --> 00:30:30,000 What? 529 00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:35,250 JONATHAN: I'm just-- I'm-- 530 00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:39,250 -I'm listening to everything that you're saying... -Uh-huh. 531 00:30:39,333 --> 00:30:40,958 ...and it's just-- it's not, uh... 532 00:30:43,375 --> 00:30:44,500 You're right. 533 00:30:46,333 --> 00:30:47,708 If circumstances were different, 534 00:30:47,791 --> 00:30:50,041 I'd be fucking losing my mind right now. 535 00:30:50,125 --> 00:30:52,750 I'd be telling you I was gonna murder Ackerman 536 00:30:52,833 --> 00:30:53,875 -and... -MIRA: Mm-hmm. 537 00:30:53,958 --> 00:30:56,083 ...be going crazy with revenge fantasies. 538 00:30:56,166 --> 00:30:57,666 -MIRA: Right. -Yeah. 539 00:30:57,750 --> 00:30:59,208 And I'm listening to you right now, 540 00:30:59,291 --> 00:31:02,333 and I don't... I don't feel... 541 00:31:05,083 --> 00:31:06,166 anything. 542 00:31:09,458 --> 00:31:10,458 Oh, wow. 543 00:31:12,500 --> 00:31:13,916 Well, congratulations. 544 00:31:15,875 --> 00:31:17,416 -I'm sorry. -MIRA: No. 545 00:31:17,500 --> 00:31:20,291 I don't-- I'm not trying to be callous. I'm not. 546 00:31:20,375 --> 00:31:23,041 I know that you're going through a really hard time right now, 547 00:31:23,125 --> 00:31:27,791 -but you asked, and that's... -Yeah. 548 00:31:29,208 --> 00:31:30,666 I'm sharing how I feel. 549 00:31:31,958 --> 00:31:33,541 Well, how you don't feel. 550 00:31:39,583 --> 00:31:40,916 (JONATHAN GROANS) 551 00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:43,166 Half an hour after you were inside me. 552 00:31:45,500 --> 00:31:47,125 -JONATHAN: Yeah. It's a-- -Yeah. 553 00:31:47,208 --> 00:31:49,583 JONATHAN: That was-- That's the weird part. 554 00:31:50,500 --> 00:31:52,750 (CHUCKLES) Uh-huh. 555 00:31:52,833 --> 00:31:56,583 But, honestly, even when we were having sex, 556 00:31:56,666 --> 00:31:59,458 -which was great. It was. -MIRA: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 557 00:31:59,541 --> 00:32:01,333 -It really was, right? -Yeah. 558 00:32:01,416 --> 00:32:05,625 JONATHAN: And-- there was a part of me that was observing myself 559 00:32:05,708 --> 00:32:08,541 from the outside, checking in to see like how I felt, 560 00:32:08,625 --> 00:32:11,291 how I was feeling. What if this was the last time? 561 00:32:11,375 --> 00:32:13,208 What if I never even see you again? 562 00:32:13,291 --> 00:32:14,875 -MIRA: Mm-hmm. -How do I feel? 563 00:32:14,958 --> 00:32:17,458 Would it be so unbearable? And no, 564 00:32:17,541 --> 00:32:20,291 I realized I could do without it. 565 00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,750 -You didn't feel that way? -Mm-mm. No. 566 00:32:26,541 --> 00:32:28,875 Okay, it's just like, I think about it a lot, 567 00:32:28,958 --> 00:32:30,208 -you know? -MIRA: Mm-hmm. 568 00:32:30,291 --> 00:32:33,291 Because I do-- I do think that my... 569 00:32:33,375 --> 00:32:36,458 extreme dependence on you, that that's really what ruined 570 00:32:36,541 --> 00:32:41,000 everything for us beyond repair because that paralyzed me. 571 00:32:41,083 --> 00:32:42,208 Hmm. 572 00:32:42,291 --> 00:32:44,041 The thought of losing you, the fear of losing you, 573 00:32:44,125 --> 00:32:45,625 because that would mean losing everything. 574 00:32:45,708 --> 00:32:48,041 So I'm just saying that, like when we were in the middle 575 00:32:48,125 --> 00:32:49,250 -of that... -Mm-hmm. 576 00:32:49,333 --> 00:32:51,166 ...I realized that that fear wasn't there anymore. 577 00:32:51,250 --> 00:32:53,208 That I was free from you at last-- 578 00:32:53,291 --> 00:32:54,791 Okay. I don't wanna-- I don't wanna hear anymore. 579 00:32:54,875 --> 00:32:56,208 I mean, it's not really the right time 580 00:32:56,291 --> 00:32:58,041 for a therapy session. You don't have to blurt out 581 00:32:58,125 --> 00:33:00,375 -whatever pops in your head. -Shut the fuck up. 582 00:33:02,208 --> 00:33:03,541 Just shut up. 583 00:33:07,083 --> 00:33:09,333 Like, what... what is this? 584 00:33:09,416 --> 00:33:13,000 What is this sarcasm and this fucking toxic shit? 585 00:33:13,083 --> 00:33:16,583 Who are you to say when the time is right and when the time is wrong? 586 00:33:16,666 --> 00:33:19,208 -Why do you get to decide that? -While you tell me you just fucked me 587 00:33:19,291 --> 00:33:21,458 in order to prove yourself that you don't love me anymore? 588 00:33:21,541 --> 00:33:23,833 I'm trying to talk to you. I'm trying to talk to you. 589 00:33:23,916 --> 00:33:25,458 I'm trying to tell you something about-- 590 00:33:25,541 --> 00:33:28,083 No. You're a fucking narcissist. This isn't sharing. 591 00:33:28,166 --> 00:33:30,541 This is you vomiting your stream of consciousness all over me. 592 00:33:30,625 --> 00:33:32,791 You don't give a fuck how it makes me feel. 593 00:33:32,875 --> 00:33:34,208 That is such bullshit. 594 00:33:34,291 --> 00:33:36,500 I-- Mira, there-- 595 00:33:36,583 --> 00:33:39,083 I have never had an inch of emotional space 596 00:33:39,166 --> 00:33:41,083 -to share about my feelings with you. -Oh, my God. 597 00:33:41,166 --> 00:33:42,750 If I hear one more word of this psychobabble, 598 00:33:42,833 --> 00:33:45,041 -I'm gonna scream. (LAUGHS) -Well, go ahead, scream. 599 00:33:45,125 --> 00:33:47,000 Scream. You've always been much better at that 600 00:33:47,083 --> 00:33:48,291 than actually communicating, 601 00:33:48,375 --> 00:33:50,125 -than actually having a conversation. -MIRA: Right. 602 00:33:50,208 --> 00:33:52,041 And you're surprised they fired you? 603 00:33:52,125 --> 00:33:53,833 It's a miracle they kept you this long 604 00:33:53,916 --> 00:33:55,250 -when you never learned... -Shut up! 605 00:33:55,333 --> 00:33:57,166 JONATHAN: ...how to actually communicate. 606 00:33:57,916 --> 00:33:59,666 I fucking hate you. 607 00:34:00,208 --> 00:34:01,666 Wow. Okay. 608 00:34:04,166 --> 00:34:06,625 I hate fucking you too, so everything you said just... 609 00:34:06,708 --> 00:34:08,458 Well, you know what, it didn't seem like that 610 00:34:08,541 --> 00:34:10,333 -a second ago, but... -Oh, my God, you moron. 611 00:34:10,416 --> 00:34:12,625 You think because you fucked me like that one time, 612 00:34:12,708 --> 00:34:15,000 -it suddenly makes you-- -Mira, just stop it. 613 00:34:15,083 --> 00:34:16,916 Oh, what? Oh, sorry. God, I said fucked. 614 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:18,625 I forgot I'm not allowed to say that. 615 00:34:18,708 --> 00:34:21,458 -What are you talking about? -Oh, is it allowed now? 616 00:34:21,541 --> 00:34:24,958 Am I allowed to say cock, pussy, and cum, 617 00:34:25,041 --> 00:34:26,458 and all those bad words 618 00:34:26,541 --> 00:34:28,666 without you, you know, running out of the room? 619 00:34:28,750 --> 00:34:31,000 You are so out of touch with my life. 620 00:34:31,083 --> 00:34:32,333 It's actually really sad. 621 00:34:32,416 --> 00:34:33,666 -MIRA: Oh, really? -Yeah. 622 00:34:33,750 --> 00:34:36,625 MIRA: So all of your religious hang-ups are just like gone? 623 00:34:36,708 --> 00:34:38,166 -What? -'Cause a minute ago, you-- 624 00:34:38,250 --> 00:34:40,583 you sprinted to the shower after 'cause, you know, bodily fluids 625 00:34:40,666 --> 00:34:41,958 gross you out. So what's different? 626 00:34:42,041 --> 00:34:43,625 It's actually none of your business. 627 00:34:43,708 --> 00:34:45,416 MIRA: But why? We're sharing, right? 628 00:34:45,500 --> 00:34:48,416 So now I'm gonna share with you how shitty it felt 629 00:34:48,500 --> 00:34:50,291 to pretend like I wasn't a sexual person, 630 00:34:50,375 --> 00:34:52,833 because for you, I knew it would turn you off. 631 00:34:52,916 --> 00:34:55,666 Feeling depraved every time I wanted to fuck you 632 00:34:55,750 --> 00:34:58,125 because for you it was "complicated." 633 00:34:59,375 --> 00:35:00,958 And I tried not to take it personally. 634 00:35:01,041 --> 00:35:03,000 I did. I said, "Okay. It's not about me. 635 00:35:03,083 --> 00:35:05,166 It's who you are. It has to do with you, 636 00:35:05,250 --> 00:35:06,666 -where you're from." -You know what amazes me, 637 00:35:06,750 --> 00:35:08,041 is that I actually really bought it. 638 00:35:08,125 --> 00:35:10,500 I believed you. I believed that I was hopelessly screwed up. 639 00:35:10,583 --> 00:35:11,625 MIRA: Right. 640 00:35:11,708 --> 00:35:13,958 And I could've lived my entire life not realizing 641 00:35:14,041 --> 00:35:16,416 that everything that you've despised me for... 642 00:35:16,500 --> 00:35:17,375 Mm-hmm. 643 00:35:17,458 --> 00:35:18,791 ...everything that you hated about me, 644 00:35:18,875 --> 00:35:21,875 somebody else would love me for exactly the same thing. 645 00:35:21,958 --> 00:35:23,916 They would accept me for exactly who I am. 646 00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:26,708 Well, either they're lying or they're very inexperienced. 647 00:35:26,791 --> 00:35:28,958 (SCOFFS) You're so fucking twisted. 648 00:35:29,041 --> 00:35:31,583 You are the most twisted person that I have ever known. 649 00:35:31,666 --> 00:35:34,833 And not a day goes by that I don't thank God... 650 00:35:34,916 --> 00:35:35,916 -Sure. -...that I realized 651 00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:38,000 -how amazing sex can be... -Oh, my God. 652 00:35:38,083 --> 00:35:39,458 ...and I didn't have to waste my life. 653 00:35:39,541 --> 00:35:41,833 You are the most asexual person I ever met, 654 00:35:41,916 --> 00:35:43,541 and you made a thousand theories to justify it. 655 00:35:43,625 --> 00:35:44,916 JONATHAN: It's true! And you know what, it turns out 656 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:47,125 all I needed was a woman who actually wanted me as I am. 657 00:35:47,208 --> 00:35:48,791 And I had to teach you everything about sex. 658 00:35:48,875 --> 00:35:50,791 That's exactly right! That's exactly the problem. 659 00:35:50,875 --> 00:35:52,750 You taught me, and you managed me, 660 00:35:52,833 --> 00:35:55,333 and you told me how we would do it and when would do it, 661 00:35:55,416 --> 00:35:56,708 -and everything about it. -MIRA: Oh, my God. 662 00:35:56,791 --> 00:35:58,000 -That's so unreal. -And you'd scold me. 663 00:35:58,083 --> 00:35:59,541 You would scold me like a fucking child. 664 00:35:59,625 --> 00:36:01,541 You know, I think of all the mistakes we've made in our life. 665 00:36:01,625 --> 00:36:03,708 The biggest, that we got together in the first place. 666 00:36:03,791 --> 00:36:06,041 JONATHAN: Okay. Well then, let's fix our mistake. 667 00:36:06,125 --> 00:36:08,750 Let's sign these papers so we can get the fuck out of here. 668 00:36:08,833 --> 00:36:10,750 -MIRA: Bring them to me. I will. -Happy to. 669 00:36:19,666 --> 00:36:22,666 (RAIN PATTERING) 670 00:36:32,125 --> 00:36:33,250 Here you go. 671 00:36:33,333 --> 00:36:35,500 (THUNDER RUMBLES) 672 00:36:37,041 --> 00:36:38,125 Initial on each page. Sign by the stickers. 673 00:36:38,208 --> 00:36:39,750 Yeah, I heard-- I heard you the first time. 674 00:36:39,833 --> 00:36:40,833 Great. 675 00:36:46,333 --> 00:36:48,375 Stop staring at me. I can't concentrate. 676 00:36:49,333 --> 00:36:51,000 Okay. Whatever you need. 677 00:36:52,625 --> 00:36:53,750 (CLEARS THROAT) 678 00:37:03,958 --> 00:37:05,041 (WHISPERING) Okay. 679 00:37:12,125 --> 00:37:13,083 (SIGHS) 680 00:37:18,958 --> 00:37:20,375 You don't wanna sign it. 681 00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:24,000 MIRA: I'm trying to skim it. 682 00:37:24,083 --> 00:37:25,500 You're doing everything you can to distract... 683 00:37:25,583 --> 00:37:27,375 Mira, you've read it a hundred times. 684 00:37:27,458 --> 00:37:29,708 -You don't wanna sign it. -Fuck off. 685 00:37:33,375 --> 00:37:36,166 JONATHAN: You don't want to get a divorce. 686 00:37:36,250 --> 00:37:38,500 That's what this is about. What I'm trying to figure out 687 00:37:38,583 --> 00:37:40,625 is if you already knew that before you got here today. 688 00:37:40,708 --> 00:37:42,958 Jonathan, please. My head's pounding. Just... 689 00:37:47,833 --> 00:37:49,083 Will you just say it? 690 00:37:51,208 --> 00:37:54,333 Will you just say it, please? Say it. You don't want to. 691 00:37:54,416 --> 00:37:55,916 -Just say it. -I just can't. 692 00:38:00,416 --> 00:38:01,666 I wanna come home. 693 00:38:06,708 --> 00:38:08,875 (THUNDER RUMBLES) 694 00:38:13,208 --> 00:38:16,291 God, don't look at me like that. I know. I'm just-- 695 00:38:20,625 --> 00:38:22,250 I know what this looks like. 696 00:38:28,500 --> 00:38:31,250 (SIGHS) Oh, man. 697 00:38:33,375 --> 00:38:34,416 I don't, like-- 698 00:38:34,500 --> 00:38:36,958 MIRA: You can think whatever you want about me. 699 00:38:40,541 --> 00:38:42,291 I guess there's nothing more pathetic 700 00:38:42,375 --> 00:38:44,791 -than what I'm doing now. -Just-- like how do you-- 701 00:38:46,083 --> 00:38:48,041 What-- wh-- wh-- what... 702 00:38:50,916 --> 00:38:52,541 How are you not ashamed? 703 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,625 I've never been more ashamed in my whole life. 704 00:39:05,125 --> 00:39:06,666 JONATHAN: I don't-- like-- 705 00:39:07,875 --> 00:39:08,958 So... 706 00:39:10,166 --> 00:39:11,583 I don't know. So should I be expecting 707 00:39:11,666 --> 00:39:13,791 another surprise call from Poli? 708 00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:17,375 Does he know that you're here? 709 00:39:19,458 --> 00:39:20,500 Just help me. 710 00:39:20,583 --> 00:39:22,041 Help me understand what your thinking is here. 711 00:39:22,125 --> 00:39:24,708 So if I said, "Okay. Yeah. Great. Let's forget it. 712 00:39:24,791 --> 00:39:26,250 Let's get back together." 713 00:39:27,791 --> 00:39:28,958 You-- what? 714 00:39:29,041 --> 00:39:31,125 You'll go back home to Poli and tell him what exactly? 715 00:39:31,208 --> 00:39:32,291 There's no Poli. 716 00:39:34,625 --> 00:39:38,708 We broke up two weeks ago. It's over. And he's in Tel Aviv. 717 00:39:40,958 --> 00:39:42,083 Okay. 718 00:39:45,250 --> 00:39:49,041 MIRA: I haven't told Ava yet, so please don't say anything to her. 719 00:39:49,125 --> 00:39:51,458 He's gonna come back next week to say goodbye. 720 00:39:51,541 --> 00:39:53,458 I'm gonna, um, pick her up on Wednesday 721 00:39:53,541 --> 00:39:55,333 and we'll tell her together. 722 00:39:56,875 --> 00:40:00,375 Please, please don't do that 723 00:40:00,458 --> 00:40:03,458 unless you're absolutely sure that it's over, okay? 724 00:40:04,416 --> 00:40:05,500 It's over. 725 00:40:10,541 --> 00:40:13,583 Um, you know, for a long time now, 726 00:40:13,666 --> 00:40:17,083 we've been having these really, uh, vicious fights. 727 00:40:17,166 --> 00:40:19,333 After the last time I was here, 728 00:40:20,500 --> 00:40:22,666 he gave me an ultimatum. He said, uh, 729 00:40:22,750 --> 00:40:26,666 either we're having a kid or, um, we're breaking up. 730 00:40:26,750 --> 00:40:30,083 Well, kids, plural. It was not-- it wasn't just one. 731 00:40:33,916 --> 00:40:36,041 And I guess I agreed. 732 00:40:36,125 --> 00:40:37,416 Eventually, I gave in 733 00:40:37,500 --> 00:40:40,666 and we tried for six months, and nothing happened. 734 00:40:40,750 --> 00:40:43,125 Then we went to Dr. Varona, and... 735 00:40:43,208 --> 00:40:48,375 she said that, uh, I should start IVF as soon as-- 736 00:40:49,666 --> 00:40:52,458 sooner rather than later 'cause of my age. 737 00:40:52,541 --> 00:40:54,083 And, uh... 738 00:40:57,541 --> 00:41:01,166 somehow I just-- I kept delaying 739 00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:03,291 picking up the prescription. 740 00:41:04,875 --> 00:41:08,208 And, eventually, Poli, he was like, um... 741 00:41:10,541 --> 00:41:12,125 "You don't want this. 742 00:41:14,625 --> 00:41:16,750 It's not happening, and it isn't gonna happen 743 00:41:16,833 --> 00:41:20,875 because, um, you don't wanna have my kid... 744 00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,791 'cause you'll always see me as the guy 745 00:41:24,875 --> 00:41:26,208 who broke up your family." 746 00:41:31,625 --> 00:41:36,000 And we went to counseling and on the first session, 747 00:41:36,083 --> 00:41:38,291 the, um, therapist, she-- you know, she asked me 748 00:41:38,375 --> 00:41:40,083 if I thought that, um... 749 00:41:45,125 --> 00:41:47,458 I could ever give up on you. 750 00:41:54,000 --> 00:41:58,541 You know, if I could, um, accept that it was over. 751 00:42:02,416 --> 00:42:05,791 I didn't say anything. And, um, I just-- 752 00:42:07,333 --> 00:42:08,916 was just silent. 753 00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:11,208 And in the second session, it was obvious 754 00:42:11,291 --> 00:42:12,625 that the relationship was done, 755 00:42:12,708 --> 00:42:15,541 but it took Poli another week to accept that. 756 00:42:21,458 --> 00:42:23,333 I don't know if you care. 757 00:42:23,416 --> 00:42:27,250 And, yeah, I'm sure you think this is probably 758 00:42:27,333 --> 00:42:28,750 another manipulation. 759 00:42:32,333 --> 00:42:35,666 I'm too tired to try to convince you otherwise, so just... 760 00:42:41,041 --> 00:42:43,833 -do with it what you want. -Do with it what I want? 761 00:42:43,916 --> 00:42:45,000 What-- what-- 762 00:42:46,375 --> 00:42:47,833 What do you expect me to do with it? 763 00:42:47,916 --> 00:42:49,000 MIRA: I don't know. 764 00:42:54,208 --> 00:42:55,250 -JONATHAN: Uh-huh. -I'm not trying to-- 765 00:42:55,333 --> 00:42:56,666 I'm not trying to talk you into it, 766 00:42:56,750 --> 00:42:59,333 'cause you've made yourself pretty clear. 767 00:43:00,750 --> 00:43:02,875 I'm just saying that, um... 768 00:43:05,791 --> 00:43:08,166 I mean, I know it would be different this time. 769 00:43:08,250 --> 00:43:09,708 Right. 770 00:43:09,791 --> 00:43:13,166 MIRA: We both have so much more self-knowledge now and, um, 771 00:43:13,250 --> 00:43:15,958 that has to make a difference, don't you think? 772 00:43:16,041 --> 00:43:17,250 No, I don't think. 773 00:43:19,458 --> 00:43:21,333 MIRA: Why not? Like how can you be so sure? 774 00:43:21,416 --> 00:43:23,958 Because, Mira, you don't want me. 775 00:43:24,041 --> 00:43:26,916 You got fired and you got dumped, and so you just... 776 00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:29,125 No, I didn't-- I didn't get dumped. I just-- 777 00:43:29,208 --> 00:43:31,875 You're not listening to me. I just told you what happened. 778 00:43:31,958 --> 00:43:33,291 It doesn't matter. It really doesn't matter. 779 00:43:33,375 --> 00:43:34,500 But why? Why doesn't it matter? 780 00:43:34,583 --> 00:43:36,916 I'm trying to tell you something about how I feel 781 00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:39,458 and about how I felt for you this whole time. 782 00:43:39,541 --> 00:43:41,958 -Mm-hmm. -Like, why doesn't that matter? 783 00:43:42,041 --> 00:43:43,958 And I know that you feel it too. 784 00:43:44,041 --> 00:43:45,666 -I know you do. -Okay. 785 00:43:45,750 --> 00:43:47,583 -And maybe the fact that we haven't been able to... -You don't-- you don't, like-- 786 00:43:47,666 --> 00:43:49,708 ...extricate ourselves from each other's lives all this time, 787 00:43:49,791 --> 00:43:51,583 I mean, that means-- it means something. 788 00:43:51,666 --> 00:43:55,250 You didn't absorb a single word that I said to you before, 789 00:43:55,333 --> 00:43:57,125 and I don't know how to get it through to you 790 00:43:57,208 --> 00:44:00,375 that I don't have feelings for you anymore. 791 00:44:01,125 --> 00:44:03,750 I don't. I'm sober. 792 00:44:03,833 --> 00:44:06,000 I'm inoculated. That's it. 793 00:44:18,416 --> 00:44:19,791 I know you're angry. 794 00:44:20,583 --> 00:44:21,750 And, um... 795 00:44:21,833 --> 00:44:25,083 -JONATHAN: Oh, my God -I'm just like asking that, 796 00:44:25,166 --> 00:44:28,041 you know, you just take a second to think about it. 797 00:44:28,125 --> 00:44:31,166 -And I'm not saying it's immediately gonna... -Mira, what the fuck? 798 00:44:31,250 --> 00:44:32,833 But like maybe you-- when you're in Europe. 799 00:44:32,916 --> 00:44:34,125 JONATHAN: What do you think? 800 00:44:34,208 --> 00:44:36,208 You think I'm just gonna throw away all the progress 801 00:44:36,291 --> 00:44:38,041 that I made over the last two years 802 00:44:38,125 --> 00:44:40,666 just 'cause you-- I mean-- (SCOFFS) 803 00:44:40,750 --> 00:44:42,333 You know-- do you wanna something? 804 00:44:42,416 --> 00:44:45,125 You know that there was a period where I started praying? 805 00:44:45,208 --> 00:44:49,875 Like actually praying to God for you to come back? 806 00:44:49,958 --> 00:44:52,916 After you came over to the house that one time and you just-- 807 00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:54,041 Yeah! 808 00:44:54,958 --> 00:44:57,166 I was laying right over there with Ava 809 00:44:57,250 --> 00:44:59,041 waiting for her go to sleep, 810 00:44:59,125 --> 00:45:02,666 so that I could talk to you, try to convince you. 811 00:45:02,750 --> 00:45:04,666 And I heard the door slam... 812 00:45:06,583 --> 00:45:08,625 and I wanted to kill you all over again. 813 00:45:10,791 --> 00:45:13,083 And somehow I found myself right here 814 00:45:13,166 --> 00:45:16,208 in the middle of this kitchen, just like with my eyes closed 815 00:45:16,291 --> 00:45:19,708 swaying, praying to God... 816 00:45:23,208 --> 00:45:25,000 that you would come back to me. 817 00:45:28,250 --> 00:45:29,875 (LAUGHS) 818 00:45:31,583 --> 00:45:33,166 So you got me to pray again. 819 00:45:35,291 --> 00:45:36,750 That was unexpected. 820 00:45:51,583 --> 00:45:52,791 Can I have some? 821 00:45:54,250 --> 00:45:56,666 It's pineapple vodka. It's revolting. 822 00:45:56,750 --> 00:45:58,333 I don't know who brought it here. 823 00:45:58,416 --> 00:45:59,500 I can take it. 824 00:46:02,416 --> 00:46:03,416 Thanks. 825 00:46:16,875 --> 00:46:18,083 Can I have more? 826 00:46:27,166 --> 00:46:28,875 (GAS COOKER LIGHTING) 827 00:46:48,625 --> 00:46:50,041 (JONATHAN SIGHS) 828 00:46:52,708 --> 00:46:55,208 -Look... -(EXHALES) 829 00:46:57,083 --> 00:46:58,833 You should be happy for me. 830 00:47:00,916 --> 00:47:03,166 You really should. 831 00:47:03,250 --> 00:47:08,666 That I'm finally rid of this dybbuk, you know? 832 00:47:08,750 --> 00:47:11,333 It's better that I'm over it, for both of us. 833 00:47:16,125 --> 00:47:18,583 And I know you're gonna get through too, honestly. 834 00:47:18,666 --> 00:47:21,416 -(LAUGHS) No. -JONATHAN: Yes. I do know that. 835 00:47:21,500 --> 00:47:24,166 And it can be a new chapter for you. 836 00:47:24,250 --> 00:47:25,583 You can start a whole new life. 837 00:47:25,666 --> 00:47:28,041 It could be a really exciting time for you. 838 00:47:28,125 --> 00:47:29,333 Yeah. 839 00:47:31,333 --> 00:47:32,916 Let me tell you one thing. 840 00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:41,000 I have zero interest in my new life. I mean, zero. 841 00:47:41,083 --> 00:47:43,708 I have no curiosity about it, and I... 842 00:47:43,791 --> 00:47:46,541 I have no motivation to start anew. 843 00:47:46,625 --> 00:47:48,750 You're saying that from where you are right now 844 00:47:48,833 --> 00:47:51,916 after just getting fired and everything that's happening. 845 00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:55,416 No. It's not about now. It's like all the time. 846 00:47:56,791 --> 00:48:00,083 -JONATHAN: Yeah. -All I want is what I-- what I used to have. 847 00:48:01,416 --> 00:48:02,833 I don't want anything new. 848 00:48:11,041 --> 00:48:13,125 Please. Don't. Don't. Don't. 849 00:48:15,916 --> 00:48:17,333 -Why? -Mira. 850 00:48:19,708 --> 00:48:22,416 Look, you know me better than anybody else on this planet, 851 00:48:22,500 --> 00:48:24,750 so I'm not gonna try to hide from you the fact 852 00:48:24,833 --> 00:48:27,333 that I do have that urge, okay? 853 00:48:27,416 --> 00:48:29,333 I have that urge to say, "Fuck it. Let's just..." 854 00:48:29,416 --> 00:48:30,833 -Yeah. -"...tear up these papers. 855 00:48:30,916 --> 00:48:33,541 Let's do it. Let's start again," right? 856 00:48:33,625 --> 00:48:37,916 I mean, I have been waiting two years for this very moment. 857 00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:41,208 -Right. -But I have to fight it. 858 00:48:41,291 --> 00:48:42,958 -We both have to fight it. -No, we don't. 859 00:48:43,041 --> 00:48:45,000 Yes, we do, because it's never going to work. 860 00:48:45,083 --> 00:48:47,625 I'm not in that place anymore, and you're not in that place. 861 00:48:47,708 --> 00:48:49,166 But, but we can find our way back, 862 00:48:49,250 --> 00:48:50,750 I think that's what we're doing right now. 863 00:48:50,833 --> 00:48:52,166 No, that's not what we're doing. 864 00:48:52,250 --> 00:48:54,125 Look, just because there's this thing that happens 865 00:48:54,208 --> 00:48:56,833 whenever we see each other, that doesn't mean anything. 866 00:48:56,916 --> 00:48:58,291 -It's a mirage. -No, no. 867 00:48:58,375 --> 00:49:02,375 And I know that after a day passed, after the excitement passes, 868 00:49:02,458 --> 00:49:04,458 we would look at each other and we'd think, 869 00:49:04,541 --> 00:49:06,083 -"What the fuck did we do?" -No. 870 00:49:06,166 --> 00:49:08,125 We can't live in the same house together. 871 00:49:08,208 --> 00:49:10,416 -And by then it'd be too late because we-- -(PHONE VIBRATES) 872 00:49:10,500 --> 00:49:15,083 -It's not gonna happen again. -Listen. Listen to me, please. 873 00:49:15,166 --> 00:49:17,916 I've never been more sure of anything in my life. 874 00:49:19,083 --> 00:49:21,291 Just trust my instincts for once. 875 00:49:21,375 --> 00:49:23,375 -Okay? Okay? -(PHONE VIBRATES) 876 00:49:23,458 --> 00:49:24,583 -But... -I'm sorry. Hold on. 877 00:49:24,666 --> 00:49:27,083 I have to just check this 'cause I think-- 878 00:49:27,166 --> 00:49:29,416 I think there's, um... 879 00:49:29,500 --> 00:49:32,875 Oh, fuck. The movers just-- They're running late. 880 00:49:32,958 --> 00:49:35,750 And you have to call Veronica. She's been trying to call you. 881 00:49:36,541 --> 00:49:37,541 Oh. 882 00:49:48,166 --> 00:49:49,375 (JONATHAN SIGHS) 883 00:49:50,666 --> 00:49:52,500 MIRA: Hey, Veronica. 884 00:49:52,583 --> 00:49:54,958 (VERONICA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ON PHONE) 885 00:49:55,041 --> 00:49:56,458 MIRA: No, no. It's ok-- It's no problem. 886 00:49:56,541 --> 00:49:59,666 Just, you know, let me talk to her. (CLEARS THROAT) 887 00:49:59,750 --> 00:50:02,125 -AVA: Hi, Mommy! -MIRA: Hey, Ava. 888 00:50:03,250 --> 00:50:04,375 (AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ON PHONE) 889 00:50:04,458 --> 00:50:05,750 MIRA: Sweetheart, if you made a mistake 890 00:50:05,833 --> 00:50:07,875 with the boxes, you know, that's easy to fix. 891 00:50:07,958 --> 00:50:09,375 We can just, you know... 892 00:50:09,458 --> 00:50:13,500 (AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 893 00:50:13,583 --> 00:50:16,333 But, honey, you and Daddy can like-- 894 00:50:16,416 --> 00:50:18,166 you can make that decision tomorrow 895 00:50:18,250 --> 00:50:19,916 when you see the new house. 896 00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:23,250 (AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 897 00:50:23,333 --> 00:50:25,166 Because, uh, tomorrow's Wednesday, honey. 898 00:50:25,250 --> 00:50:27,458 You're-- you know, you're with me today. 899 00:50:27,541 --> 00:50:30,583 (AVA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 900 00:50:30,666 --> 00:50:35,125 Yeah, I know you were, but, um, Tuesday switches every week. 901 00:50:35,208 --> 00:50:38,416 So, yeah, just check your chart, okay? 902 00:50:40,333 --> 00:50:43,958 I know, but, you know, that's what we decided on, so-- 903 00:50:45,291 --> 00:50:48,291 -AVA: Please. -Oh, Ava. 904 00:50:50,500 --> 00:50:52,208 -VERONICA: Mira... -Oh, hey, Veronica. 905 00:50:53,875 --> 00:50:56,791 No, no, no, no. She doesn't-- if she doesn't wanna talk to me, 906 00:50:56,875 --> 00:50:58,125 so that's okay. 907 00:50:58,208 --> 00:50:59,958 (VERONICA SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY) 908 00:51:00,041 --> 00:51:03,500 MIRA: Um, I think maybe an hour or so. 909 00:51:03,583 --> 00:51:04,916 VERONICA: Okay. Bye. 910 00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:06,375 Okay. Bye. 911 00:51:11,333 --> 00:51:13,416 (CRYING) 912 00:51:38,916 --> 00:51:43,125 (CRYING) 913 00:52:02,083 --> 00:52:04,125 JONATHAN: Why don't you go home, honey? 914 00:52:04,208 --> 00:52:06,416 I've got everything under control here, okay? 915 00:52:08,708 --> 00:52:10,208 (SOBS) 916 00:52:14,541 --> 00:52:16,916 Calm down. Get going, okay? 917 00:52:23,916 --> 00:52:25,458 What about the settlement? 918 00:52:28,208 --> 00:52:30,666 JONATHAN: Forget about the settlement. Let's just toss it. 919 00:52:36,541 --> 00:52:38,833 -But wh-- -It's not important. I-- 920 00:52:43,041 --> 00:52:44,833 It's not worth it. 921 00:52:44,916 --> 00:52:46,833 It was-- it was important, but-- 922 00:52:46,916 --> 00:52:49,166 to get it done today, but, uh, not at this cost. 923 00:52:49,250 --> 00:52:52,041 But why was it so important to you? 924 00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:01,583 JONATHAN: Doesn't matter now. 925 00:53:01,666 --> 00:53:03,916 Just tell me. Please. 926 00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:06,125 Just say it. Why? 927 00:53:11,625 --> 00:53:18,000 Well, I thought that maybe I wanted to have another kid. 928 00:53:23,458 --> 00:53:24,708 (MIRA GRUNTS) 929 00:53:26,875 --> 00:53:28,625 JONATHAN: Suddenly I realized that it's the thing 930 00:53:28,708 --> 00:53:30,791 that brings me the most joy in my life. 931 00:53:33,583 --> 00:53:34,791 I'm good at it. 932 00:53:36,541 --> 00:53:38,500 I want Ava to have a sibling. 933 00:53:41,541 --> 00:53:44,583 And I'm not willing to wait for the love of my life 934 00:53:45,541 --> 00:53:46,750 or whatever. 935 00:53:51,208 --> 00:53:53,458 And in therapy, it came up, actually, 936 00:53:53,541 --> 00:53:56,125 that having another kid was more important to me 937 00:53:56,208 --> 00:53:58,375 than having another partner. 938 00:54:02,208 --> 00:54:06,666 And I was having lunch with, uh, Celia Patterson, 939 00:54:06,750 --> 00:54:08,166 -from my department? -MIRA: Mm. 940 00:54:08,250 --> 00:54:10,833 Her and her girlfriend just split up and, uh... 941 00:54:11,875 --> 00:54:14,583 Well, it came up that she was in the process 942 00:54:14,666 --> 00:54:16,166 of looking for a partner, 943 00:54:16,791 --> 00:54:19,291 a man, for, um... 944 00:54:21,250 --> 00:54:22,708 What's it called? Um... 945 00:54:24,750 --> 00:54:28,625 Elective co-parenting, which-- yeah. 946 00:54:28,708 --> 00:54:31,833 And kind of as a joke, she was like, 947 00:54:31,916 --> 00:54:34,000 "You'd be perfect. What about you?" 948 00:54:38,708 --> 00:54:41,416 So you're gonna have a kid with Celia Patterson? 949 00:54:41,500 --> 00:54:43,041 JONATHAN: I don't know. Maybe. 950 00:54:44,708 --> 00:54:46,333 I mean, not necessarily her. 951 00:54:46,416 --> 00:54:48,416 But it's a-- it's a cleaner situation 952 00:54:48,500 --> 00:54:54,166 to go into that arrangement officially divorced. 953 00:54:59,875 --> 00:55:02,875 But I'm not gonna put that stress on you right now. 954 00:55:02,958 --> 00:55:05,250 -No. -JONATHAN: No. I mean... 955 00:55:07,041 --> 00:55:08,541 it's not really... 956 00:55:11,916 --> 00:55:14,916 I'm just asking, you know? 957 00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:19,625 All this thinking, you know, you've been doing 958 00:55:19,708 --> 00:55:21,958 about having a kid with whoever... 959 00:55:23,166 --> 00:55:24,458 Um... 960 00:55:28,333 --> 00:55:30,416 Even occur to you to have it with me? 961 00:55:33,583 --> 00:55:34,583 With you? 962 00:55:37,125 --> 00:55:38,375 (CHUCKLES) 963 00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:44,041 Honestly, it never occurred to me that you would want to. 964 00:55:45,000 --> 00:55:46,041 MIRA: Why not? 965 00:55:48,833 --> 00:55:50,125 -Why not? -Yeah. 966 00:55:50,208 --> 00:55:52,250 Are you punishing me for the abortion? 967 00:55:52,333 --> 00:55:55,916 JONATHAN: Mira, what? No. What are you talking about? I-- 968 00:55:57,541 --> 00:55:59,416 There's nothing that would make me believe 969 00:55:59,500 --> 00:56:01,916 -that you would want to. -But I would. 970 00:56:04,458 --> 00:56:05,583 I mean, I'm not gonna-- 971 00:56:05,666 --> 00:56:08,083 I'm not gonna say that we made a mistake back then. 972 00:56:08,166 --> 00:56:10,041 I didn't think we could handle it, 973 00:56:10,125 --> 00:56:11,458 you know, back then. 974 00:56:13,375 --> 00:56:16,000 I didn't think our marriage could survive another kid. 975 00:56:16,083 --> 00:56:18,166 I know. Joke's on me. (CHUCKLES) 976 00:56:19,833 --> 00:56:21,791 But that's the truth, so... 977 00:56:22,875 --> 00:56:23,833 JONATHAN: I believe you. 978 00:56:23,916 --> 00:56:25,875 And we're in a different place now. 979 00:56:25,958 --> 00:56:27,041 -Yeah. -MIRA: Yeah. 980 00:56:27,125 --> 00:56:28,291 Yeah. We're in a different place. 981 00:56:28,375 --> 00:56:31,041 We're not the same people. You know, we're not, uh, 982 00:56:32,166 --> 00:56:33,750 young anymore. We're not... 983 00:56:33,833 --> 00:56:35,083 You mean, I'm not young anymore? 984 00:56:35,166 --> 00:56:37,333 -No. That's not what I said. -MIRA: That's what you meant. 985 00:56:37,416 --> 00:56:39,458 -JONATHAN: No. No. That's not... -Yeah. 986 00:56:39,541 --> 00:56:41,791 No, that's-- it's not about you at all, Mira. 987 00:56:41,875 --> 00:56:43,666 -MIRA: Okay. -What I'm trying to do is see 988 00:56:43,750 --> 00:56:46,083 if there's a way to undo this paradigm 989 00:56:46,166 --> 00:56:51,083 where having a kid is bound to having a romantic partner 990 00:56:51,166 --> 00:56:52,958 because then maybe I'd be free to think about... 991 00:56:53,041 --> 00:56:55,583 Free to keep fucking around and still get to have a kid? 992 00:56:55,666 --> 00:56:57,166 Is that the idea? No? 993 00:56:57,250 --> 00:56:59,416 'Cause it's wrapped up in so much psychological bullshit, 994 00:56:59,500 --> 00:57:01,083 I'm still trying-- I'm just trying to understand 995 00:57:01,166 --> 00:57:03,750 what you're actually saying. Is it that your successful therapy 996 00:57:03,833 --> 00:57:05,708 has turned you into an egocentric asshole 997 00:57:05,791 --> 00:57:07,750 who, you know, just does whatever the fuck he feels like... 998 00:57:07,833 --> 00:57:10,333 -Okay. We're done. -...and then doesn't even-- 999 00:57:12,333 --> 00:57:13,500 What do you mean? 1000 00:57:14,916 --> 00:57:16,166 Here's the tip for the movers. 1001 00:57:16,250 --> 00:57:17,625 MIRA: No. You're not leaving. 1002 00:57:17,708 --> 00:57:19,500 -JONATHAN: What's the balance? -Come on. 1003 00:57:19,583 --> 00:57:20,708 JONATHAN: They should know the route, 1004 00:57:20,791 --> 00:57:22,333 but if there's any problems, just have them call me. 1005 00:57:22,416 --> 00:57:23,375 MIRA: Jonathan. 1006 00:57:23,458 --> 00:57:25,125 Otherwise, I'm sure you can handle it. 1007 00:57:30,833 --> 00:57:32,291 MIRA: Okay. Just hold on a second. 1008 00:57:32,375 --> 00:57:34,541 Let's talk for a minute, okay? 1009 00:57:34,625 --> 00:57:37,208 JONATHAN: About what? Haven't you had enough? 1010 00:57:39,083 --> 00:57:41,625 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I lashed out. 1011 00:57:41,708 --> 00:57:43,250 I'm really strung out, okay? 1012 00:57:43,333 --> 00:57:44,666 JONATHAN: It's okay. I understand. 1013 00:57:44,750 --> 00:57:46,208 Okay. We can't end it like this. 1014 00:57:46,291 --> 00:57:47,916 I mean, you can't just leave, okay? 1015 00:57:48,000 --> 00:57:50,625 Jonathan, listen, you can't drop a bomb like that 1016 00:57:50,708 --> 00:57:51,708 and just leave. 1017 00:57:51,791 --> 00:57:53,583 -Okay, we'll do it another time. -No. No. 1018 00:57:53,666 --> 00:57:55,791 -We're gonna talk about it right now. Right now. -Mira, you need to calm down. 1019 00:57:55,875 --> 00:57:57,541 -Mira, let me go. -Because this affects all of our lives. 1020 00:57:57,625 --> 00:57:59,708 -It affects Ava's life. -I'm done. I'm done, okay? 1021 00:57:59,791 --> 00:58:01,875 MIRA: Okay. Um, okay. 1022 00:58:01,958 --> 00:58:04,875 Just-- I'm not gonna let it end like this, okay? 1023 00:58:06,958 --> 00:58:08,083 Please. I'm really sorry. 1024 00:58:08,166 --> 00:58:10,208 -I said something really nasty. -JONATHAN: Okay. Okay. 1025 00:58:10,291 --> 00:58:11,625 MIRA: I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. 1026 00:58:11,708 --> 00:58:12,916 I got that. I got that, okay? Okay. 1027 00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:14,250 -All right. Let me go now. -Okay. Okay. 1028 00:58:14,333 --> 00:58:16,166 So-- no, no, no. Just take a second to take a breath. 1029 00:58:16,250 --> 00:58:19,000 -Just a breath! For a second, just take a breath! -You need to let me go. Stop. 1030 00:58:26,875 --> 00:58:27,875 Give me the key. 1031 00:58:27,958 --> 00:58:30,583 No. Just, you know-- like just take a second, 1032 00:58:30,666 --> 00:58:31,666 -just like... -Mira... 1033 00:58:31,750 --> 00:58:32,875 I mean, let's talk for a little bit. 1034 00:58:32,958 --> 00:58:34,250 -Like, what's your problem? -Can you just-- 1035 00:58:34,333 --> 00:58:36,708 -MIRA: No! -Give me the key. Mira, stop. 1036 00:58:36,791 --> 00:58:37,833 MIRA: Stop. 1037 00:58:37,916 --> 00:58:39,166 JONATHAN: Give me the key. 1038 00:58:39,250 --> 00:58:40,250 MIRA: No. 1039 00:58:42,500 --> 00:58:44,625 -No. Stop it. -(GROANS) 1040 00:58:46,833 --> 00:58:51,375 JONATHAN: Stop. Stop it. Stop. Stop it. 1041 00:58:52,500 --> 00:58:53,541 (MIRA SCREAMS) 1042 00:58:58,250 --> 00:59:00,583 (MIRA GRUNTS, SOBS) 1043 00:59:02,291 --> 00:59:05,250 (JONATHAN GROANING) 1044 00:59:07,458 --> 00:59:10,125 Wait. Wait. (GROANS) 1045 00:59:11,625 --> 00:59:12,708 (GLASS CLATTERS) 1046 00:59:15,625 --> 00:59:18,208 (PANTING) 1047 00:59:46,583 --> 00:59:49,500 -(JONATHAN SPITS) -(TAP RUNNING) 1048 01:00:40,333 --> 01:00:41,791 (CLEARS THROAT) 1049 01:01:07,916 --> 01:01:09,041 (MIRA SIGHS) 1050 01:01:30,916 --> 01:01:32,500 (JONATHAN GROANS) 1051 01:01:42,458 --> 01:01:44,541 We should have done that a long time ago. 1052 01:02:03,333 --> 01:02:04,958 (CAR LOCK BEEPING) 1053 01:02:05,041 --> 01:02:08,000 ♪ (TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 1054 01:02:34,208 --> 01:02:36,666 (TRUCK APPROACHING) 1055 01:02:53,250 --> 01:02:55,375 (MOVER SPEAKING RUSSIAN) 1056 01:03:01,458 --> 01:03:05,708 (MOVERS CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY IN RUSSIAN) 1057 01:03:09,750 --> 01:03:12,833 ♪ (TENSE MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 1058 01:03:15,583 --> 01:03:17,750 -(CAR ENGINE STARTS) -(SEATBELT ALARM BEEPS) 1059 01:03:36,583 --> 01:03:39,833 (SEATBELT ALARM BEEPING) 1060 01:03:44,916 --> 01:03:46,166 (ALARM STOPS) 1061 01:03:54,750 --> 01:03:58,041 ♪ (TENSE MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪ 1062 01:04:05,583 --> 01:04:08,208 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1063 01:04:35,541 --> 01:04:39,041 (BIRDS TWITTERING) 1064 01:06:04,166 --> 01:06:06,833 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪