1 00:00:07,500 --> 00:00:10,208 (FILM CREW CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY) 2 00:00:10,291 --> 00:00:12,500 -CREW 1: Press play here. -Okay. 3 00:00:12,583 --> 00:00:14,583 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 4 00:00:14,666 --> 00:00:16,250 And that's the same songs that we had? 5 00:00:16,333 --> 00:00:17,708 -CREW 1: It is, yeah... -Okay. 6 00:00:17,791 --> 00:00:21,291 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 7 00:00:21,375 --> 00:00:23,416 (PAPER RUSTLING) 8 00:00:23,500 --> 00:00:24,958 OSCAR ISAAC: Hey, can I talk to you for a second? 9 00:00:25,041 --> 00:00:26,375 HAGAI LEVI: Yeah, sure. What's going on? 10 00:00:26,458 --> 00:00:28,875 -OSCAR: I was looking at the original. -HAGAI: Mm-hmm. 11 00:00:28,958 --> 00:00:30,500 -In two, right? -HAGAI: Yeah. 12 00:00:30,583 --> 00:00:33,291 -OSCAR: And Marianne in that one... -HAGAI: Yeah. 13 00:00:33,375 --> 00:00:36,875 She does have kind of a different energy at the beginning of the... 14 00:00:36,958 --> 00:00:40,208 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 15 00:00:40,291 --> 00:00:43,666 OSCAR: There's this great moment where she goes into the refrigerator and-- 16 00:00:43,750 --> 00:00:46,541 Like the equivalent or something, like a version of... 17 00:00:46,625 --> 00:00:50,125 CREW 2: Right, here we go. And go ahead. 18 00:00:50,208 --> 00:00:54,375 -CREW 3: Do you want the door open? -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 19 00:00:55,583 --> 00:00:58,291 (BELL RINGING) 20 00:00:58,375 --> 00:01:00,291 CREW 4: All right. Stand by to roll, guys. 21 00:01:00,375 --> 00:01:03,416 -Let's get slate in. Okay. -CREW 5: Ten seconds... 22 00:01:05,500 --> 00:01:06,583 CREW 6: Marker. 23 00:01:07,583 --> 00:01:09,916 DIRECTOR: And action. 24 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:15,500 -(RAIN PATTERING) -♪ (MUSIC PLAYING ON EARBUDS) ♪ 25 00:01:28,916 --> 00:01:29,958 AVA LEVY: Daddy! 26 00:01:31,416 --> 00:01:34,833 -Why can't I just call Mommy? -(RAIN PATTERING) 27 00:01:36,416 --> 00:01:38,791 JONATHAN LEVY: (GROANS) Because, sweetie, 28 00:01:38,875 --> 00:01:42,000 you already said good night to Mommy. 29 00:01:42,083 --> 00:01:44,375 You talked to her already, remember? 30 00:01:44,458 --> 00:01:45,750 But I forgot to show her 31 00:01:45,833 --> 00:01:47,833 the picture I drew in the kitchen. 32 00:01:47,916 --> 00:01:49,750 Yeah, well... 33 00:01:49,833 --> 00:01:51,625 she'll be here tomorrow when you get home from school, 34 00:01:51,708 --> 00:01:53,250 and you can show her then, okay? 35 00:01:53,333 --> 00:01:56,250 -(RAIN PATTERING) -(BIRD CHIRPING) 36 00:01:56,333 --> 00:01:58,666 How do you know she's gonna be here? 37 00:01:59,791 --> 00:02:01,083 How do I know? 38 00:02:01,166 --> 00:02:03,791 Because she is coming at noon. 39 00:02:03,875 --> 00:02:06,166 Her train gets in at twelve o'clock. 40 00:02:07,291 --> 00:02:08,458 Close your eyes, kiddo. 41 00:02:18,125 --> 00:02:20,000 (RUSTLING) 42 00:02:32,541 --> 00:02:33,583 (EXHALES) 43 00:03:07,166 --> 00:03:13,000 ♪ (PIANO MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 44 00:03:18,166 --> 00:03:22,000 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 45 00:03:25,125 --> 00:03:30,125 (HUMMING) 46 00:03:45,125 --> 00:03:48,375 (SIGHS) 47 00:04:12,416 --> 00:04:13,916 (DOOR OPENS) 48 00:04:16,416 --> 00:04:17,666 (DOOR CLOSES) 49 00:04:18,416 --> 00:04:21,666 (RATTLING) 50 00:04:33,125 --> 00:04:36,041 -Hi. You're awake. -Yeah, you know. 51 00:04:36,125 --> 00:04:37,750 So, you made it out of there? 52 00:04:37,833 --> 00:04:39,500 -Ah, yeah! -JONATHAN: That's great! 53 00:04:39,583 --> 00:04:41,041 I ended up taking the nine o'clock. 54 00:04:41,125 --> 00:04:42,208 JONATHAN: Fantastic! 55 00:04:43,333 --> 00:04:44,625 Ava's gonna be thrilled. 56 00:04:44,708 --> 00:04:47,000 I told her she wouldn't see you until after school tomorrow. 57 00:04:47,083 --> 00:04:48,166 Oh, yeah. How's she been sleeping? 58 00:04:48,250 --> 00:04:50,916 You'll do pick-up in the morning? Yeah? 59 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:54,250 Uh, she's sleeping great. That rain app you got is genius. 60 00:04:54,333 --> 00:04:56,458 -MIRA LEVY: Good. -She doesn't wake up anymore. 61 00:04:56,541 --> 00:04:57,625 MIRA: That's great. 62 00:04:57,708 --> 00:04:59,583 JONATHAN: So, how was the train? Did you sleep? 63 00:04:59,666 --> 00:05:01,666 MIRA: Uh... yeah. 64 00:05:01,750 --> 00:05:04,583 Um, not really, I-- I did some work, I read. 65 00:05:04,666 --> 00:05:06,208 -It's... -Good. 66 00:05:10,416 --> 00:05:12,708 You just ditched the dinner last minute? 67 00:05:12,791 --> 00:05:14,541 Yeah. I told Ackerman Ava was sick. 68 00:05:14,625 --> 00:05:16,041 He was bummed, but he really couldn't do 69 00:05:16,125 --> 00:05:17,458 -anything about it. -(JONATHAN CHUCKLES) 70 00:05:17,541 --> 00:05:19,291 -Don't use that one too often. -MIRA: Hmm. 71 00:05:20,916 --> 00:05:21,875 (MIRA EXHALES) 72 00:05:21,958 --> 00:05:23,166 So, you didn't eat. You must be hungry. 73 00:05:23,250 --> 00:05:24,500 You want a little something to eat? 74 00:05:24,583 --> 00:05:26,375 -MIRA: No, I'm not hungry. -There's some pasta left over 75 00:05:26,458 --> 00:05:27,500 from Ava's dinner. 76 00:05:27,583 --> 00:05:29,000 It's not gonna win any awards, 77 00:05:29,083 --> 00:05:30,250 -but, uh-- -MIRA: No, thanks. 78 00:05:30,333 --> 00:05:31,416 JONATHAN: Okay. 79 00:05:32,916 --> 00:05:35,625 Do we have a bottle of wine open, by chance? 80 00:05:35,708 --> 00:05:37,500 JONATHAN: I don't know, let's see. 81 00:05:38,541 --> 00:05:39,541 Yes. 82 00:05:41,166 --> 00:05:42,208 MIRA: Thanks. 83 00:05:43,500 --> 00:05:44,833 (PHONE CHIMES) 84 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:51,083 It's, uh... 85 00:05:52,166 --> 00:05:54,916 Kate. She thinks I'm in-- Oh! 86 00:05:55,000 --> 00:05:57,083 -West Coast for some reason. -JONATHAN: Right. 87 00:05:58,125 --> 00:05:59,833 How are she and Peter? 88 00:05:59,916 --> 00:06:01,916 They doing okay? Everything all right over there? 89 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:04,583 MIRA: Yeah, I think so. Usual drama, nothing new. 90 00:06:04,666 --> 00:06:06,166 -Why? -(WINE POURING) 91 00:06:06,250 --> 00:06:09,500 No, 'cause I tried to get, uh, lunch with Peter the other day. 92 00:06:09,583 --> 00:06:13,375 I had some free time, and just, I feel like he's avoiding me. 93 00:06:13,458 --> 00:06:15,583 He's just been blowing me off the last couple months. 94 00:06:16,291 --> 00:06:17,625 Did you ask him why? 95 00:06:17,708 --> 00:06:19,083 I tried to. He just mumbled something 96 00:06:19,166 --> 00:06:20,625 about it being a busy time. 97 00:06:20,708 --> 00:06:23,750 It's not like him, he's usually really excited 98 00:06:23,833 --> 00:06:26,458 to brag about his latest adventures. 99 00:06:26,541 --> 00:06:29,500 Well, maybe he's just stressed at work. 100 00:06:30,500 --> 00:06:31,500 Yeah. 101 00:06:38,250 --> 00:06:39,375 You still mad at me? 102 00:06:41,500 --> 00:06:43,875 (CHUCKLES) What? About what? 103 00:06:43,958 --> 00:06:46,208 JONATHAN: You were pretty pissed on the phone last night. 104 00:06:48,125 --> 00:06:50,250 Oh, no, that was nothing. No. 105 00:06:50,333 --> 00:06:52,583 JONATHAN: I texted you after, but you were probably asleep. 106 00:06:52,666 --> 00:06:54,125 Yeah. I was really wiped. 107 00:06:55,833 --> 00:06:58,666 Anyway, sorry about what I said. 108 00:06:58,750 --> 00:07:01,416 MIRA: Yeah, that's-- Really, please. It's nothing. 109 00:07:01,500 --> 00:07:03,166 Just forget it. It's not a big deal. 110 00:07:05,041 --> 00:07:06,666 JONATHAN: Do you know what I'm talking about? 111 00:07:08,208 --> 00:07:09,833 You mean the renovation, right? 112 00:07:09,916 --> 00:07:11,375 JONATHAN: Yeah. In the attic. 113 00:07:11,458 --> 00:07:13,250 So, anyway, I-- (SIGHS) 114 00:07:13,333 --> 00:07:15,208 I was just trying to say, it was that... 115 00:07:15,291 --> 00:07:16,833 I get that it's a really busy time 116 00:07:16,916 --> 00:07:18,583 -for you right now, with all the acquisitions... -Yes. 117 00:07:18,666 --> 00:07:21,666 ...and all that, which is fine, but the thing is that... 118 00:07:23,166 --> 00:07:25,125 you know, you left it mid... 119 00:07:25,208 --> 00:07:27,041 -MIRA: Mm-hmm. -So when the desk's upstairs, 120 00:07:27,125 --> 00:07:29,791 but my books and all my papers are downstairs, 121 00:07:29,875 --> 00:07:32,541 -I can't really, you know... -I know. You're right. You're right, you're right. 122 00:07:32,625 --> 00:07:34,500 -(JONATHAN CHUCKLING) -And, as I said on the phone, 123 00:07:34,583 --> 00:07:38,875 um, it's your office, so you decide what you want. 124 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:41,541 Yeah. But I don't-- Mira, it was your idea, 125 00:07:41,625 --> 00:07:43,000 the whole renovation's your vision. 126 00:07:43,083 --> 00:07:44,375 -I know. Yeah. -It just doesn't make sense 127 00:07:44,458 --> 00:07:47,416 that you suddenly don't care what part of the house is like-- 128 00:07:47,500 --> 00:07:49,208 I'm sorry, I'm doing it again, I'm blaming you. 129 00:07:49,291 --> 00:07:51,833 -It's okay, you can. -JONATHAN: No, no, no. I... 130 00:07:51,916 --> 00:07:54,166 All I'm saying is that it is fine for me 131 00:07:54,250 --> 00:07:56,708 to come back downstairs, okay? 132 00:07:56,791 --> 00:07:58,708 I will move the desk myself... 133 00:07:59,791 --> 00:08:01,333 and that's fine, that's it. 134 00:08:01,416 --> 00:08:05,375 And then you just finish it up whenever you have the time, 135 00:08:05,458 --> 00:08:06,916 and that's okay. 136 00:08:07,000 --> 00:08:08,958 And I'm not being passive-aggressive. 137 00:08:09,041 --> 00:08:11,416 I really mean it. I'm-- I'm happy to do that. 138 00:08:12,541 --> 00:08:14,000 -Okay? -Okay, fine. 139 00:08:15,583 --> 00:08:16,833 (CHUCKLES) 140 00:08:17,291 --> 00:08:18,583 Okay. Cool. 141 00:08:19,541 --> 00:08:22,208 Cool. Then it's settled. 142 00:08:28,083 --> 00:08:30,458 Oh, man, watching you eat that is making me so hungry, 143 00:08:30,541 --> 00:08:33,125 I'm gonna polish off that pasta. (SNIFFS) 144 00:08:34,458 --> 00:08:36,291 (FRIDGE CLATTERING) 145 00:08:39,833 --> 00:08:41,041 (CLEARS THROAT) 146 00:08:52,708 --> 00:08:53,708 What? 147 00:08:56,708 --> 00:08:57,750 I didn't say anything. 148 00:09:00,458 --> 00:09:01,541 Everything okay? 149 00:09:09,791 --> 00:09:11,875 Mira, what's the matter? 150 00:09:16,916 --> 00:09:18,000 I, um... 151 00:09:20,625 --> 00:09:22,541 I came back tonight because I needed to talk to you 152 00:09:22,625 --> 00:09:23,708 about something. 153 00:09:25,791 --> 00:09:26,791 Okay. 154 00:09:27,583 --> 00:09:28,625 I'm here. 155 00:09:34,333 --> 00:09:35,708 I fell in love with someone. 156 00:09:38,500 --> 00:09:40,375 It sounds stupid. It's so stupid. 157 00:09:41,541 --> 00:09:44,583 (SIGHS) Maybe, maybe it's stupid. I don't know. 158 00:09:46,791 --> 00:09:50,083 I met him in September, uh, in, uh, San Francisco. 159 00:09:51,666 --> 00:09:53,833 He's the CEO of an Israeli startup 160 00:09:53,916 --> 00:09:55,875 that we're buying out. He-- he's... 161 00:09:57,833 --> 00:09:59,208 Israeli, from Tel Aviv. 162 00:10:00,958 --> 00:10:04,666 He will be relocating out here at some point. I mean, not... 163 00:10:04,750 --> 00:10:07,958 exactly here, it'll probably be the New York office, 164 00:10:08,041 --> 00:10:11,083 but I don't-- I don't know which city it's going to be, 165 00:10:11,166 --> 00:10:14,458 but either way, he will be... (CLEARS THROAT) 166 00:10:15,041 --> 00:10:16,166 ...moving to the States. 167 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:24,916 He's not someone you would think too highly of, I bet. 168 00:10:27,500 --> 00:10:30,625 He's not really an intellectual. You'd probably, I don't know... 169 00:10:33,125 --> 00:10:35,166 make fun of him. (EXHALES HEAVILY) 170 00:10:40,625 --> 00:10:43,833 I don't know how it happened, it just-- it happened. 171 00:10:48,833 --> 00:10:50,375 I felt terrible about it. 172 00:10:54,750 --> 00:10:56,708 But it was good for me. (CLEARS THROAT) 173 00:10:58,208 --> 00:11:03,375 It was-- it was really good. (BREATHES HEAVILY) 174 00:11:05,916 --> 00:11:07,875 Please, say something. Please. 175 00:11:15,166 --> 00:11:16,375 What do you want me to say? 176 00:11:18,458 --> 00:11:19,625 MIRA: I know it's unforgivable 177 00:11:19,708 --> 00:11:21,250 that I didn't tell you about it earlier. 178 00:11:21,333 --> 00:11:23,208 I mean, I just-- I couldn't. And, um... 179 00:11:26,375 --> 00:11:28,000 I didn't know what was gonna happen. 180 00:11:30,708 --> 00:11:32,416 I guess I thought that you would find out 181 00:11:32,500 --> 00:11:34,000 on your own at some point. 182 00:11:36,291 --> 00:11:38,333 How was I supposed to find out? 183 00:11:41,125 --> 00:11:42,708 MIRA: I don't know. You didn't... 184 00:11:42,791 --> 00:11:43,958 (CLEARS THROAT) 185 00:11:44,916 --> 00:11:47,000 Haven't... You didn't feel anything? 186 00:11:51,833 --> 00:11:52,833 No. 187 00:12:00,416 --> 00:12:03,000 Well, that right there might be a sign of something, I guess. 188 00:12:03,083 --> 00:12:04,375 Right? (CHUCKLES) 189 00:12:06,791 --> 00:12:08,458 -(COUGHS) -(GLASS CLINKS) 190 00:12:08,541 --> 00:12:09,791 -Sorry. -You okay? 191 00:12:09,875 --> 00:12:11,750 -(COUGHS) -Here. 192 00:12:11,833 --> 00:12:13,166 -Here, let me... -(SNIFFS) 193 00:12:14,416 --> 00:12:17,000 (WATER POURING) 194 00:12:17,916 --> 00:12:19,791 Here, just drink this, okay? 195 00:12:20,833 --> 00:12:22,000 Okay, please? 196 00:12:22,083 --> 00:12:24,625 So, what am I supposed to do with this information here? 197 00:12:27,875 --> 00:12:29,208 I don't know. I... 198 00:12:29,291 --> 00:12:31,875 I thought that it would pass, but it hasn't. 199 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:36,041 (SIGHS) 200 00:12:37,250 --> 00:12:38,333 So it's still... 201 00:12:41,750 --> 00:12:42,833 it's still going on? 202 00:12:43,916 --> 00:12:45,083 Like, right now? 203 00:12:49,500 --> 00:12:50,500 Yeah. 204 00:12:55,708 --> 00:12:57,166 And you're gonna keep doing it? 205 00:12:59,208 --> 00:13:00,250 I don't know. 206 00:13:05,625 --> 00:13:06,625 Yes. 207 00:13:10,833 --> 00:13:11,833 Yeah. 208 00:13:13,666 --> 00:13:15,375 So why are you telling me right now? 209 00:13:18,125 --> 00:13:20,208 MIRA: I don't-- I thought you should know. 210 00:13:20,291 --> 00:13:21,875 JONATHAN: Why are you telling me tonight? 211 00:13:21,958 --> 00:13:23,458 -Why-- -I'm going to Tel Aviv, 212 00:13:23,541 --> 00:13:25,458 uh, with him, tomorrow night. 213 00:13:26,583 --> 00:13:27,875 -JONATHAN: What-- -I have to go. I have to go. 214 00:13:27,958 --> 00:13:30,291 Just for a little bit. I don't know for how long, and... 215 00:13:31,458 --> 00:13:32,791 I'm gonna talk to Ava in the morning, 216 00:13:32,875 --> 00:13:36,916 and I'm gonna tell her that, um, I have to go away for work, 217 00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:38,791 which is true. I... 218 00:13:38,875 --> 00:13:41,000 Someone has to oversee the transition. 219 00:13:41,083 --> 00:13:42,666 (SIGHS) Ackerman and I spoke, 220 00:13:42,750 --> 00:13:44,541 and we both agreed that I would go-- I would do it. 221 00:13:44,625 --> 00:13:48,666 So I am leaving tomorrow night at 10:00 p.m. from JFK. 222 00:13:48,750 --> 00:13:51,083 What do you-- why does Ackerman need you to leave tomorrow? 223 00:13:51,166 --> 00:13:52,375 MIRA: No, it's not Ack-- It's not about him. 224 00:13:52,458 --> 00:13:53,875 It's because Poli's go-- 225 00:13:56,083 --> 00:13:57,083 What? 226 00:14:01,958 --> 00:14:03,791 That's his name. It's, um... 227 00:14:06,875 --> 00:14:09,083 short for Poliakov, his first name's Saul, 228 00:14:09,166 --> 00:14:10,708 but everyone just calls him Poli. 229 00:14:13,708 --> 00:14:15,750 He's going tomorrow. I'm gonna go with him, so... 230 00:14:16,666 --> 00:14:17,708 (SIGHS) 231 00:14:18,541 --> 00:14:19,958 You already bought a ticket? 232 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:23,000 Yeah. 233 00:14:28,416 --> 00:14:29,500 I mean, now that I'm talking to you, 234 00:14:29,583 --> 00:14:31,958 now that I'm in this house, it's, uh... 235 00:14:35,166 --> 00:14:36,666 it seems crazy. (CHUCKLES) 236 00:14:40,750 --> 00:14:42,250 Nothing could be crazier. It's just... 237 00:14:42,333 --> 00:14:44,291 it's really surreal. It's... 238 00:14:47,375 --> 00:14:48,750 But at least now you know. Now you know. 239 00:14:48,833 --> 00:14:50,541 -That's a relief, I guess. -I don't know anything. 240 00:14:50,625 --> 00:14:52,791 I don't know what's going on here. 241 00:14:52,875 --> 00:14:54,916 I told you what's going on. I don't... 242 00:14:58,916 --> 00:15:01,000 I don't know what else that I can say. It's... 243 00:15:06,750 --> 00:15:07,750 Okay. 244 00:15:12,541 --> 00:15:19,041 (DISHES CLATTERING) 245 00:15:21,041 --> 00:15:22,166 Go ahead, I'll be right up. 246 00:15:40,958 --> 00:15:42,791 (PHONE CHIMES) 247 00:15:59,041 --> 00:16:05,916 ♪ (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 248 00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:36,541 ♪ (TUNE PLAYING ON IPAD) ♪ 249 00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,500 JONATHAN: You have marks on your back. 250 00:16:59,583 --> 00:17:00,583 What? 251 00:17:01,916 --> 00:17:02,916 Sorry. 252 00:17:10,625 --> 00:17:13,416 MIRA: Uh, I need some things for the... 253 00:17:13,500 --> 00:17:15,666 Did you have a chance to pick up the dry cleaning? 254 00:17:18,708 --> 00:17:21,291 -No, no, I didn't. -MIRA: That's okay. 255 00:17:21,375 --> 00:17:23,583 You can pick it up yourself in the morning. 256 00:17:23,666 --> 00:17:25,083 Yeah. I'm not sure I'll have time. 257 00:17:25,166 --> 00:17:27,583 I wanna be with Ava until I drop her off at preschool, 258 00:17:27,666 --> 00:17:29,458 and then I have to run to a meeting, 259 00:17:29,541 --> 00:17:30,625 but it's okay. Never mind. 260 00:17:34,166 --> 00:17:35,625 How long are you going for? 261 00:17:36,666 --> 00:17:39,250 MIRA: I don't know. It depends. 262 00:17:39,333 --> 00:17:42,875 JONATHAN: On-- on what? Is it something that you're... 263 00:17:42,958 --> 00:17:44,750 -still trying to figure out? -Three months. 264 00:17:53,208 --> 00:17:54,416 JONATHAN: I see. 265 00:18:00,416 --> 00:18:01,458 Okay. 266 00:18:03,666 --> 00:18:04,708 And, uh... 267 00:18:06,333 --> 00:18:08,666 What about Ava? Have you thought about... 268 00:18:08,750 --> 00:18:10,166 I'll see her every other weekend. 269 00:18:10,250 --> 00:18:11,791 -Got it in the contract. -JONATHAN: You will? 270 00:18:11,875 --> 00:18:14,458 It'll be a long weekend, Friday to Sunday, so... 271 00:18:14,541 --> 00:18:16,000 Flight's 11 hours, not the end of the world. 272 00:18:16,083 --> 00:18:19,000 I'll get a hotel nearby and she can stay with me. 273 00:18:19,083 --> 00:18:21,458 And then there's Skype and there's FaceTime, 274 00:18:21,541 --> 00:18:23,416 I mean, we-- I could talk to her every night. 275 00:18:23,500 --> 00:18:24,583 It's a seven-hour time difference, 276 00:18:24,666 --> 00:18:26,041 so when she gets home from preschool, 277 00:18:26,125 --> 00:18:27,083 I'll be home from work. 278 00:18:27,166 --> 00:18:28,416 People do this. I won't be the first, 279 00:18:28,500 --> 00:18:30,083 or the last. Men do it all the time, 280 00:18:30,166 --> 00:18:31,583 and then, you know, it's not really a big deal, so... 281 00:18:31,666 --> 00:18:32,916 JONATHAN: Okay. As long as you've convinced yourself. 282 00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:34,291 I don't care if I'm convincing anyone. 283 00:18:34,375 --> 00:18:36,291 I don't give a shit. You can think I'm a monster, 284 00:18:36,375 --> 00:18:39,041 think whatever the fuck you want, I don't care! 285 00:18:39,875 --> 00:18:43,166 (RAIN PATTERING) 286 00:18:50,125 --> 00:18:53,666 This can't-- I just-- I can't do this right now. 287 00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:55,500 Let's talk about this later. I can't-- I just-- 288 00:18:55,583 --> 00:18:56,875 -I can't do it right now. -When's later? 289 00:18:56,958 --> 00:18:58,125 MIRA: When I get back. 290 00:18:58,208 --> 00:18:59,333 -So in four months? -MIRA: When I get back, 291 00:18:59,416 --> 00:19:01,750 we will, you know, set something up in advance 292 00:19:01,833 --> 00:19:03,875 with a couples therapist or a mediator, 293 00:19:03,958 --> 00:19:06,875 and we'll-- we'll start some sort of process. 294 00:19:07,833 --> 00:19:09,791 JONATHAN: A process of what? 295 00:19:10,541 --> 00:19:12,958 MIRA: Of detachment. 296 00:19:13,041 --> 00:19:15,125 Detachment? What the fuck is detachment? 297 00:19:15,208 --> 00:19:16,291 It's a separation. 298 00:19:21,916 --> 00:19:23,041 You want a divorce? 299 00:19:25,833 --> 00:19:28,125 Maybe. I think so. 300 00:19:29,666 --> 00:19:32,166 But we don't have to do it right away. I think it's best... 301 00:19:32,791 --> 00:19:33,750 that it's gradual, 302 00:19:33,833 --> 00:19:35,041 -so that Ava isn't... -(JONATHAN SCOFFS) 303 00:19:35,125 --> 00:19:37,125 Yeah. Gradual, gradual. You're leaving her overnight. 304 00:19:37,208 --> 00:19:38,583 -I'm not leaving her. -JONATHAN: Really gradual. 305 00:19:38,666 --> 00:19:41,291 Don't say that. I'm leaving you. I'm not leaving her. 306 00:19:41,375 --> 00:19:43,083 Yeah. Try explaining that to her. 307 00:19:43,166 --> 00:19:44,375 MIRA: I will. I'm gonna tell her 308 00:19:44,458 --> 00:19:46,666 that I'll see her in less than two weeks from today, 309 00:19:46,750 --> 00:19:48,958 and-- and, you know, when I'm back from this trip, 310 00:19:49,041 --> 00:19:51,500 we're gonna be together a lot, you know, all the time. 311 00:19:51,583 --> 00:19:52,708 (CHUCKLES) All the time. 312 00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:59,875 I mean, maybe the three of us can start this process, 313 00:19:59,958 --> 00:20:01,375 you know, over Skype with a family counselor-- 314 00:20:01,458 --> 00:20:03,666 I'm not really interested in going along with your process. 315 00:20:04,250 --> 00:20:05,250 MIRA: Okay, fine. 316 00:20:05,333 --> 00:20:06,875 -We won't do it. -Good. 317 00:20:08,916 --> 00:20:10,916 Whatever you want. I mean, I can't force you 318 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:12,791 to do anything, so... 319 00:20:12,875 --> 00:20:14,833 I'm just gonna take some clothes. 320 00:20:14,916 --> 00:20:16,291 That's all I need. And of course, I'll pay 321 00:20:16,375 --> 00:20:19,958 for all of the help that you need, obviously. 322 00:20:20,041 --> 00:20:21,625 -Okay. Thank you. -MIRA: You don't need to worry 323 00:20:21,708 --> 00:20:24,125 -about anything. -Sounds great. 324 00:20:26,041 --> 00:20:27,958 MIRA: When I get back, we can talk about the rest, 325 00:20:28,041 --> 00:20:30,458 but I'm sure we'll work it out. 326 00:20:30,541 --> 00:20:33,000 I don't wanna fight you, Jonathan. I just wanna leave. 327 00:20:33,083 --> 00:20:35,125 Okay. Well, you know what, if it's really that urgent, 328 00:20:35,208 --> 00:20:37,125 why don't you just leave right now? Go ahead. 329 00:20:37,208 --> 00:20:39,291 Leave if it's so urgent for you, just-- you can leave right now. 330 00:20:39,375 --> 00:20:41,541 Urgent? Do you know how long I've wanted to leave? 331 00:20:41,625 --> 00:20:43,166 JONATHAN: I'm not really interested in knowing. 332 00:20:43,250 --> 00:20:45,958 Every day for eight months, every morning, 333 00:20:46,041 --> 00:20:49,375 I've woken up with the knowledge that I cannot be here anymore. 334 00:20:49,458 --> 00:20:50,708 That I have to go. 335 00:20:51,750 --> 00:20:53,666 But I didn't go. I stayed. 336 00:20:53,750 --> 00:20:55,291 So don't talk to me about urgent. 337 00:20:55,375 --> 00:20:57,916 I fought this for months. You were so busy 338 00:20:58,000 --> 00:20:59,500 with your own anger, you didn't even notice. 339 00:20:59,583 --> 00:21:01,541 What? What-- what-- what did I not notice? 340 00:21:01,625 --> 00:21:03,125 That I was miserable. 341 00:21:04,083 --> 00:21:06,416 (PANTS) 342 00:21:07,583 --> 00:21:09,541 And we never even talked about it. 343 00:21:13,083 --> 00:21:14,333 The abortion? We... 344 00:21:15,458 --> 00:21:17,916 we talked about it for days. We... 345 00:21:18,875 --> 00:21:21,125 -It's what you wanted. -I know. 346 00:21:21,208 --> 00:21:24,208 I thought that it was going to protect what we had. 347 00:21:24,708 --> 00:21:25,916 It was for us. 348 00:21:28,375 --> 00:21:30,291 And then Kate saw that I was in bad shape, 349 00:21:30,375 --> 00:21:32,166 so she took me to dinner, she set me straight. 350 00:21:32,250 --> 00:21:34,375 She was like, "Who has an abortion 351 00:21:34,458 --> 00:21:35,583 to save their marriage? 352 00:21:35,666 --> 00:21:39,166 What kind of marriage needs an abortion to save it?" 353 00:21:46,416 --> 00:21:49,166 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 354 00:21:50,750 --> 00:21:51,916 MIRA: She's right, though. 355 00:21:54,958 --> 00:21:56,208 It was the other way around. 356 00:21:58,875 --> 00:22:01,750 I was terrified that if I had another kid... 357 00:22:02,958 --> 00:22:04,625 then I could never leave. 358 00:22:08,916 --> 00:22:10,000 (SCOFFS) 359 00:22:11,458 --> 00:22:12,500 (SIGHS) 360 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:16,041 Why didn't you talk to me about it? 361 00:22:19,166 --> 00:22:21,583 MIRA: I couldn't. You couldn't either. 362 00:22:22,291 --> 00:22:23,958 -I couldn't? -MIRA: No. 363 00:22:24,666 --> 00:22:25,708 You were so angry at me, 364 00:22:25,791 --> 00:22:27,125 you couldn't even admit that you were angry. 365 00:22:27,208 --> 00:22:29,666 How were we supposed to talk about anything? 366 00:22:34,416 --> 00:22:35,416 Okay. 367 00:22:36,958 --> 00:22:39,083 Let's talk about it right now. 368 00:22:39,166 --> 00:22:41,125 -MIRA: No. -Let's talk. 369 00:22:41,208 --> 00:22:43,333 -It's too late. -JONATHAN: Come on, let's talk. 370 00:22:43,416 --> 00:22:45,375 Jonathan, it's too late. It's too late. 371 00:22:45,458 --> 00:22:47,916 JONATHAN: Mira. Mira, I know that I've... 372 00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:50,625 I've made my fair share of mistakes, okay? And I take 373 00:22:50,708 --> 00:22:52,000 -responsibility for that. -No. 374 00:22:52,083 --> 00:22:53,500 No. No, no, don't go there. 375 00:22:53,583 --> 00:22:55,041 -On this position, I-- -MIRA: You don't have any responsibility. 376 00:22:55,125 --> 00:22:56,458 You didn't make any mistakes, 377 00:22:56,541 --> 00:22:58,750 and I didn't any mistakes, and... 378 00:22:58,833 --> 00:23:01,583 (SIGHS) ...we're not gonna get into blame because if... 379 00:23:02,875 --> 00:23:04,750 we do that, I will go crazy. 380 00:23:04,833 --> 00:23:06,791 So this isn't anyone's fault. 381 00:23:06,875 --> 00:23:08,625 It's just the way that it is. 382 00:23:08,708 --> 00:23:10,125 This is the way that it is? 383 00:23:10,208 --> 00:23:11,458 -What the fuck is that? -MIRA: Yeah, it's the way that it is. 384 00:23:11,541 --> 00:23:13,958 It happens to everyone. It's so predictable, 385 00:23:14,041 --> 00:23:16,750 it's practically a cliché. 386 00:23:16,833 --> 00:23:18,583 I mean, so let's not get into the blame game 387 00:23:18,666 --> 00:23:19,916 or where we went wrong and all that, 388 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:22,208 -because it's not about that. -What is it about? 389 00:23:22,291 --> 00:23:24,833 I'm trying to explain to you, but you keep trying 390 00:23:24,916 --> 00:23:26,791 to figure out where you went wrong, 391 00:23:26,875 --> 00:23:28,916 what this has to do with you, but it's not about you. 392 00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:30,125 -JONATHAN: Okay. -It's not. 393 00:23:30,208 --> 00:23:32,125 Well then, tell me. What is it? What is it about? 394 00:23:33,208 --> 00:23:34,500 MIRA: I don't know how. 395 00:23:36,875 --> 00:23:39,750 I mean, can you understand what it means to feel like... 396 00:23:42,375 --> 00:23:45,625 like I'm lying here at night and I... 397 00:23:46,416 --> 00:23:47,708 just feeling like I'm... 398 00:23:51,208 --> 00:23:53,791 I had a crazy thought the other night where I just... 399 00:23:54,833 --> 00:23:56,125 I thought of checking my own pulse 400 00:23:56,208 --> 00:23:57,958 to see if I was still alive. 401 00:23:58,041 --> 00:23:59,875 Can you understand that? 402 00:23:59,958 --> 00:24:04,000 Like there's no oxygen, like you can't breathe. 403 00:24:04,083 --> 00:24:05,916 -Do you under-- -Yeah, yeah. That I-- 404 00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:07,750 -That I can understand. -Yeah, well, yeah. 405 00:24:07,833 --> 00:24:12,625 Of course you can. So imagine like a constant asthma attack. 406 00:24:13,375 --> 00:24:14,416 Entire days... 407 00:24:15,250 --> 00:24:16,666 where you just feel... 408 00:24:17,875 --> 00:24:19,500 suffocated, 409 00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:22,125 and the whole time, I'm just thinking... 410 00:24:24,416 --> 00:24:25,916 "Is this it?" It's like... 411 00:24:27,416 --> 00:24:30,208 Is this all I'm gonna have? Just like... 412 00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:34,083 this? 413 00:24:37,333 --> 00:24:38,375 Without any... 414 00:24:39,333 --> 00:24:40,375 feeling? 415 00:24:41,791 --> 00:24:42,791 Without feeling? 416 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:47,833 When you're in this house, you don't-- 417 00:24:47,916 --> 00:24:49,125 -No. -You don't feel anything? 418 00:24:49,208 --> 00:24:50,416 That's not what I meant. 419 00:24:51,583 --> 00:24:53,625 I love Ava so much, and I... 420 00:24:57,625 --> 00:24:58,750 I love you. 421 00:25:01,750 --> 00:25:03,750 I didn't even know what the problem was 422 00:25:03,833 --> 00:25:06,083 until this happened, and... 423 00:25:06,166 --> 00:25:08,583 then I remembered what it was like, and now I... 424 00:25:08,666 --> 00:25:09,833 I can't go back. 425 00:25:11,458 --> 00:25:13,791 You can go back. You can, 426 00:25:13,875 --> 00:25:16,291 -you just don't want to. -No, I can't. 427 00:25:16,375 --> 00:25:18,000 I can't. I tried a hundred times. 428 00:25:18,625 --> 00:25:20,375 Believe me, I tried. 429 00:25:20,458 --> 00:25:22,875 Over and over. I can't do it. 430 00:25:26,083 --> 00:25:28,375 I know you think I'm spoiled and I'm pathetic. 431 00:25:28,458 --> 00:25:30,541 Look, I don't think that. I don't know why you-- 432 00:25:30,625 --> 00:25:31,833 Well, maybe I do. 433 00:25:32,791 --> 00:25:34,000 (SIGHS) 434 00:25:36,791 --> 00:25:39,416 I thought I was better than this but I guess I'm not. 435 00:25:39,500 --> 00:25:41,375 Mira, please, this is bullshit and you know it. 436 00:25:41,458 --> 00:25:43,500 -No, I don't. -(SIGHS) 437 00:25:47,208 --> 00:25:48,875 I mean, you've known me forever. 438 00:25:51,333 --> 00:25:53,583 How long did you think that we could just, like... 439 00:25:55,291 --> 00:25:56,708 go on like this? Just... 440 00:25:57,708 --> 00:25:59,541 living without any... 441 00:26:03,041 --> 00:26:04,541 JONATHAN: What? Without what? 442 00:26:06,791 --> 00:26:07,958 I don't know, just... 443 00:26:11,333 --> 00:26:13,416 -Passion. -JONATHAN: Uh-huh. 444 00:26:14,875 --> 00:26:16,291 -I hate that word. It's-- -Right. 445 00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:18,250 It's-- it's really-- it's embarrassing, 446 00:26:18,333 --> 00:26:20,125 it sounds pathetic, but, you know... 447 00:26:22,541 --> 00:26:23,875 that's, uh... 448 00:26:32,541 --> 00:26:34,875 -Who is he? -(EXHALES) 449 00:26:36,416 --> 00:26:37,416 What? 450 00:26:38,458 --> 00:26:39,500 JONATHAN: The guy. 451 00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:44,541 I wanna hear about him. 452 00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:48,416 Why? What good would that do? 453 00:26:50,125 --> 00:26:51,166 I wanna know. 454 00:26:51,250 --> 00:26:52,791 Why? Why do you wanna torture yourself? 455 00:26:52,875 --> 00:26:55,458 Do you have a picture of him? Of course you do. 456 00:26:57,208 --> 00:26:58,333 -Can I see it? -Jonathan, no. 457 00:26:58,416 --> 00:26:59,625 -Please, let's not do this. -Please? 458 00:26:59,708 --> 00:27:02,375 -Not right now. Don't-- -Yes, yes, right now. Right now. 459 00:27:05,041 --> 00:27:06,416 I'm asking to see a picture. 460 00:27:14,666 --> 00:27:15,666 Okay. 461 00:27:23,291 --> 00:27:24,333 (SNIFFLES) 462 00:27:36,250 --> 00:27:37,375 (JONATHAN SNIFFLES) 463 00:27:53,541 --> 00:27:54,583 This is recent? 464 00:27:56,041 --> 00:27:57,166 MIRA: About a month ago. 465 00:27:58,166 --> 00:27:59,208 How old is he? 466 00:28:00,291 --> 00:28:01,291 Twenty-nine. 467 00:28:08,166 --> 00:28:09,750 JONATHAN: What does he do? 468 00:28:09,833 --> 00:28:12,541 -I told you, he runs a startup. -JONATHAN: Right, right, right. 469 00:28:14,791 --> 00:28:15,875 He's tall? 470 00:28:16,958 --> 00:28:18,083 MIRA: Yeah. 471 00:28:23,541 --> 00:28:24,625 Is he married? 472 00:28:25,416 --> 00:28:27,166 No. Single. 473 00:28:33,375 --> 00:28:34,708 (RAIN PATTERING) 474 00:28:41,541 --> 00:28:42,625 So, um... 475 00:28:47,458 --> 00:28:48,583 how'd you meet? 476 00:28:52,875 --> 00:28:55,916 At that party on the boat after we... 477 00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:57,750 -closed the deal. Yeah. -JONATHAN: Right, right. 478 00:28:57,833 --> 00:28:59,458 Yeah, yeah. I remember that party. 479 00:29:01,666 --> 00:29:04,208 So, how did it happen? 480 00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:12,583 What do you wanna know? 481 00:29:13,416 --> 00:29:14,458 JONATHAN: How it happened. 482 00:29:20,583 --> 00:29:22,500 He walked up to me and... 483 00:29:22,583 --> 00:29:24,958 he told me that he liked the way that I was dancing. 484 00:29:26,208 --> 00:29:27,500 JONATHAN: Since when do you dance? 485 00:29:30,416 --> 00:29:31,666 I haven't in a long time. 486 00:29:34,083 --> 00:29:35,375 But there was, uh... 487 00:29:36,875 --> 00:29:38,333 I'd had a lot to drink, and there-- 488 00:29:38,416 --> 00:29:40,375 and there was a lot of coke there. So, yeah. 489 00:29:40,458 --> 00:29:43,625 (INHALES) I was dancing and, um, 490 00:29:45,375 --> 00:29:46,458 he came over. 491 00:29:47,375 --> 00:29:49,250 Mm-hmm. And? 492 00:29:50,541 --> 00:29:51,583 And... 493 00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:55,708 he said that I was the first... 494 00:29:57,791 --> 00:29:59,208 American woman he had met 495 00:29:59,291 --> 00:30:01,208 who wasn't constantly trying to please everyone, 496 00:30:01,291 --> 00:30:02,666 who didn't need to be liked. 497 00:30:05,375 --> 00:30:06,458 JONATHAN: Hmm. 498 00:30:08,125 --> 00:30:10,416 MIRA: And then we talked until 2:00 in the morning. 499 00:30:13,458 --> 00:30:14,666 And then what? 500 00:30:19,333 --> 00:30:20,458 And... 501 00:30:22,958 --> 00:30:24,083 then we kissed. 502 00:30:29,250 --> 00:30:30,458 And then, um... 503 00:30:31,375 --> 00:30:33,250 (SIGHS) 504 00:30:33,333 --> 00:30:34,583 ...we went up to the room. 505 00:30:36,125 --> 00:30:37,541 His room? 506 00:30:37,625 --> 00:30:39,000 MIRA: No, my room. 507 00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:40,458 Your room, okay. 508 00:30:41,166 --> 00:30:42,208 And then what? 509 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:45,625 -Honey. -JONATHAN: Just tell me. 510 00:30:59,958 --> 00:31:01,541 It was mostly funny at first. 511 00:31:01,625 --> 00:31:03,166 -It was funny? -MIRA: Yeah. 512 00:31:04,500 --> 00:31:07,833 Um, I was just-- I was laughing hysterically. 513 00:31:07,916 --> 00:31:11,333 It was really awkward, and... (SIGHS) 514 00:31:17,833 --> 00:31:19,416 But it was also liberating... 515 00:31:20,500 --> 00:31:21,666 to laugh like that. 516 00:31:26,333 --> 00:31:27,416 JONATHAN: Mm-hmm. 517 00:31:30,250 --> 00:31:32,416 MIRA: And then we didn't leave the room for two days. 518 00:31:33,375 --> 00:31:35,500 I told, uh, everyone I was sick. 519 00:31:35,583 --> 00:31:36,833 I-- I told you that too. 520 00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:41,750 And then I came back and I... 521 00:31:43,916 --> 00:31:47,000 prayed that you couldn't see it on me, but you were... 522 00:31:47,083 --> 00:31:50,250 you were just so happy to see me happy again, 523 00:31:52,166 --> 00:31:53,500 and calm, and... 524 00:31:56,333 --> 00:31:58,666 We started having sex again too. 525 00:32:02,958 --> 00:32:03,958 Yeah. 526 00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:09,583 -JONATHAN: Does he know that? -No. 527 00:32:16,125 --> 00:32:20,500 Every day, I told myself it had to stop, every day. 528 00:32:22,500 --> 00:32:24,291 I couldn't do it. 529 00:32:24,375 --> 00:32:27,958 (SNIFFLES) And I even told him, I told him I wanted out, but... 530 00:32:30,041 --> 00:32:31,583 I couldn't go through with it. 531 00:32:31,666 --> 00:32:33,458 He wouldn't let me go. (SNIFFLES) 532 00:32:37,166 --> 00:32:38,458 -JONATHAN: You can still end it. -Uh-uh. 533 00:32:38,541 --> 00:32:40,125 -JONATHAN: You just don't want to, Mira. -I can't. 534 00:32:40,208 --> 00:32:42,708 -JONATHAN: You can. -I can't. I'm in love with him. 535 00:32:42,791 --> 00:32:44,958 -You're in love with him. You're in love with him. -MIRA: I'm happy with him. 536 00:32:45,041 --> 00:32:47,583 -Yeah. I'm in love with him. -Okay. 537 00:32:47,666 --> 00:32:48,958 And he's good for me. 538 00:32:52,083 --> 00:32:54,083 I am-- I'm happy again. 539 00:32:54,166 --> 00:32:55,416 You've seen that. I mean, 540 00:32:55,500 --> 00:32:57,166 even people at the office have said 541 00:32:57,250 --> 00:32:59,750 that I'm finally like myself again. 542 00:32:59,833 --> 00:33:01,333 I'm so vibrant, and... 543 00:33:02,958 --> 00:33:04,833 even Ava. I'm-- 544 00:33:04,916 --> 00:33:07,458 I mean, you saw how we got-- we got so close, 545 00:33:07,541 --> 00:33:09,166 and it's like suddenly I-- 546 00:33:09,250 --> 00:33:11,875 I had so much patience for her. 547 00:33:14,208 --> 00:33:16,458 I'm not-- Honey, I'm not saying this to try to hurt you. 548 00:33:16,541 --> 00:33:19,791 I'm just trying to explain, like, why I can't give it up. 549 00:33:19,875 --> 00:33:21,291 If I-- I'm gonna go out of my mind 550 00:33:21,375 --> 00:33:23,083 -if I don't leave right now. -Right now? 551 00:33:23,166 --> 00:33:24,458 -Like, right this second? -MIRA: Yeah. 552 00:33:24,541 --> 00:33:27,375 If I don't leave right now, I know I'm never going to. 553 00:33:27,458 --> 00:33:28,916 (BREATHING SHAKILY) So... 554 00:33:30,666 --> 00:33:33,250 I just-- I wish you could like listen to yourself for a second 555 00:33:33,333 --> 00:33:35,833 'cause if you could, you'd think you're nuts. 556 00:33:35,916 --> 00:33:37,541 No, don't patronize me. -It's crazy. 557 00:33:37,625 --> 00:33:39,666 I'm not trying to patronize you, I'm not. 558 00:33:39,750 --> 00:33:41,291 I'm just telling you that this is not you. 559 00:33:41,375 --> 00:33:42,500 -MIRA: It is me. -You don't talk like this. 560 00:33:42,583 --> 00:33:43,791 -It's absolutely me. -JONATHAN: It's not you. 561 00:33:43,875 --> 00:33:46,000 You're not this person. You don't do shit like this. 562 00:33:46,083 --> 00:33:47,125 Just without thinking. 563 00:33:47,208 --> 00:33:48,458 It's insanity, what you're doing. 564 00:33:48,541 --> 00:33:50,541 -It's not insanity. It's me. -It's gonna leave you-- 565 00:33:50,625 --> 00:33:53,375 It's me! If you think it isn't, you haven't been listening to me all this time. 566 00:33:53,458 --> 00:33:55,416 I'm listening. I'm listening, and I'm trying to understand. 567 00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:57,041 -I'm trying. Believe me. I'm trying to understand, okay? -MIRA: No, you understand. 568 00:33:57,125 --> 00:33:58,583 You understand. You're just trying to convince me to stay, 569 00:33:58,666 --> 00:34:01,291 -and I don't wanna be convinced. -All I'm asking for you 570 00:34:01,375 --> 00:34:03,125 -is to postpone the trip... -No. 571 00:34:03,208 --> 00:34:04,541 -...for a few weeks. -I can't. 572 00:34:04,625 --> 00:34:06,958 Just-- Yes, you can, you can. It's more than reasonable 573 00:34:07,041 --> 00:34:09,333 for me to ask you to do that. 574 00:34:09,416 --> 00:34:12,416 If it's really meant to be with this guy, 575 00:34:12,500 --> 00:34:14,791 a few weeks is not gonna make any difference. 576 00:34:18,125 --> 00:34:21,666 You need to think about Ava for a second, 577 00:34:22,708 --> 00:34:23,833 if not about me. 578 00:34:25,958 --> 00:34:27,750 -Don't say that. Please don't. -JONATHAN: What? 579 00:34:27,833 --> 00:34:30,875 What exactly do you think is gonna happen here 580 00:34:32,500 --> 00:34:35,666 every day and every night while you're gone? 581 00:34:35,750 --> 00:34:37,250 Have you thought about that? 582 00:34:39,708 --> 00:34:42,750 -Will you think about that? -MIRA: I think that you... 583 00:34:44,083 --> 00:34:48,000 are the best dad in the world, and I think that I'm... 584 00:34:55,083 --> 00:34:57,041 (SOBS) I just... 585 00:34:57,125 --> 00:34:58,333 (BREATHES SHAKILY) 586 00:34:58,416 --> 00:35:01,166 It's gonna be the best for her too. 587 00:35:01,250 --> 00:35:03,958 JONATHAN: How could you-- how could you possibly say that? 588 00:35:09,208 --> 00:35:11,625 MIRA: (SOBS) Because it's true. 589 00:35:19,958 --> 00:35:25,791 (CRYING) 590 00:35:44,875 --> 00:35:46,291 (CRYING CONTINUES) 591 00:36:07,125 --> 00:36:08,333 JONATHAN: Sweetie. 592 00:36:09,333 --> 00:36:10,416 (MIRA SNIFFLES) 593 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:14,000 JONATHAN: Honey. 594 00:36:19,208 --> 00:36:20,625 We can survive this. 595 00:36:23,833 --> 00:36:25,916 We can get through it. 596 00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:28,583 We can talk. We know how to talk to each other. 597 00:36:28,666 --> 00:36:30,458 MIRA: You'll never forgive me. 598 00:36:30,958 --> 00:36:32,166 (SNIFFLES) 599 00:36:33,500 --> 00:36:34,958 I think I can. 600 00:36:37,791 --> 00:36:38,958 We can... 601 00:36:39,583 --> 00:36:41,458 I think we can... 602 00:36:41,541 --> 00:36:43,666 we can get through it together. We can... 603 00:36:47,666 --> 00:36:49,041 go to therapy. We'll, you know, 604 00:36:49,125 --> 00:36:51,458 maybe it'll bring us closer together. 605 00:36:53,541 --> 00:36:54,625 (SNIFFLES) 606 00:36:54,708 --> 00:36:58,083 JONATHAN: We have something so real between us, 607 00:36:58,166 --> 00:36:59,666 something so big. 608 00:37:01,041 --> 00:37:02,583 You've been so good for me, honey, 609 00:37:02,666 --> 00:37:04,083 and I know that I've been good for you. 610 00:37:04,166 --> 00:37:05,625 -I know I have. -You have. 611 00:37:07,625 --> 00:37:09,958 Then let's not just blow it all up in an instant. 612 00:37:10,041 --> 00:37:11,875 Okay? Just think about that. 613 00:37:13,333 --> 00:37:15,416 -It won't work. -JONATHAN: Why? Why-- 614 00:37:15,500 --> 00:37:17,083 How-- how can you be so sure? 615 00:37:18,625 --> 00:37:21,083 Because it ended so long ago. 616 00:37:29,208 --> 00:37:30,416 Okay. You-- Listen, 617 00:37:30,500 --> 00:37:32,250 you have to give me a chance here. 618 00:37:32,333 --> 00:37:35,083 You have to give me a chance. You can't just... 619 00:37:35,166 --> 00:37:37,916 This is cruel, doing it like this overnight. 620 00:37:38,000 --> 00:37:39,875 You know, I... 621 00:37:39,958 --> 00:37:43,083 -I don't deserve this. -No, you deserve so much more. 622 00:37:47,541 --> 00:37:49,333 I'm telling you, honey, I really think 623 00:37:49,416 --> 00:37:51,416 that this is gonna be the best for you too. 624 00:37:52,416 --> 00:37:54,333 -What? -Yeah. You... 625 00:37:55,375 --> 00:37:56,875 you think that you're gonna be lonely 626 00:37:56,958 --> 00:37:59,791 like you were before, but I'm telling you, 627 00:37:59,875 --> 00:38:02,208 honey, you're not that guy anymore. 628 00:38:02,291 --> 00:38:03,416 You have Ava now 629 00:38:03,500 --> 00:38:07,250 and it's really-- it's gonna be good for you. 630 00:38:07,333 --> 00:38:10,166 I mean, you're not happy with me like this. 631 00:38:10,250 --> 00:38:12,041 You haven't been for a long time. 632 00:38:12,125 --> 00:38:14,375 I mean, there's no way you haven't felt that. 633 00:38:14,458 --> 00:38:16,666 -(CRIES) -Don't-- don't-- 634 00:38:16,750 --> 00:38:19,166 don't tell me what I feel. 635 00:38:19,250 --> 00:38:21,833 I thought everything was okay. Don't put that on me. 636 00:38:21,916 --> 00:38:23,125 -I'm not-- I'm not-- -That-- Yes. Yes. 637 00:38:23,208 --> 00:38:25,375 I think you are. You're putting that on me. 638 00:38:32,625 --> 00:38:35,583 Honey, please. Let's just talk in the morning, okay? 639 00:38:38,625 --> 00:38:41,208 It's just not helping. It's so painful. 640 00:38:42,250 --> 00:38:43,958 It's like everything we're saying 641 00:38:44,041 --> 00:38:45,875 is just more and more pain. 642 00:38:53,125 --> 00:38:55,541 (MIRA SIGHS) 643 00:38:58,833 --> 00:39:00,291 (CLEARS THROAT, SNIFFS) 644 00:39:01,875 --> 00:39:03,791 (SNIFFS, CLEARS THROAT) 645 00:39:04,666 --> 00:39:05,666 (COUGHS) 646 00:39:08,250 --> 00:39:11,333 -(SNIFFS) -(MIRA SOBBING) 647 00:39:27,500 --> 00:39:30,291 (CRYING) 648 00:39:31,208 --> 00:39:32,541 (RAIN PATTERING) 649 00:39:39,541 --> 00:39:41,000 I'm so ashamed. 650 00:39:43,666 --> 00:39:45,208 (CRYING) 651 00:40:08,500 --> 00:40:10,291 (BLANKETS RUSTLING) 652 00:40:43,375 --> 00:40:48,833 ♪ (VIOLIN MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 653 00:40:59,708 --> 00:41:02,416 (WIND HOWLING) 654 00:41:07,625 --> 00:41:12,000 (CLOCK TICKING) 655 00:41:29,583 --> 00:41:31,916 (BIRD CHIRPING) 656 00:41:52,666 --> 00:41:54,125 (MIRA SIGHS) 657 00:42:02,666 --> 00:42:03,916 MIRA: Hmm. 658 00:42:39,208 --> 00:42:40,708 (DOOR OPENS) 659 00:42:40,791 --> 00:42:42,333 (DOOR CLOSES) 660 00:42:44,125 --> 00:42:48,083 (WATER RUNNING) 661 00:43:32,416 --> 00:43:33,666 (JONATHAN COUGHS) 662 00:43:48,666 --> 00:43:51,875 (MIRA GRUNTS, SIGHS) 663 00:43:51,958 --> 00:43:53,250 Could you hand me my towel, please? 664 00:43:54,958 --> 00:43:56,000 Thanks. 665 00:44:21,125 --> 00:44:23,250 (TOOTHBRUSH WHIRRING) 666 00:44:46,291 --> 00:44:47,500 (SPITS) 667 00:44:58,958 --> 00:45:00,166 (CLEARS THROAT) 668 00:45:18,875 --> 00:45:20,500 (SNIFFS, CLEARS THROAT) 669 00:45:24,125 --> 00:45:26,583 MIRA: (GRUNTS) I'm taking the Bric, 670 00:45:26,666 --> 00:45:28,958 I'm gonna leave the small suitcase here. 671 00:45:32,083 --> 00:45:33,041 (GROANS) 672 00:45:40,666 --> 00:45:43,500 (MIRA MUTTERING INDISTINCTLY) 673 00:45:50,500 --> 00:45:52,916 (CONTINUES MUTTERING) 674 00:45:57,458 --> 00:45:58,458 (SIGHS) 675 00:46:03,583 --> 00:46:04,833 (CLEARS THROAT) Okay. 676 00:46:06,708 --> 00:46:08,875 (MUTTERING) 677 00:46:12,583 --> 00:46:16,458 Okay... (CONTINUES MUTTERING) 678 00:46:31,916 --> 00:46:34,458 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 679 00:46:34,541 --> 00:46:35,583 Okay. 680 00:46:38,208 --> 00:46:40,333 -(GRUNTS) -Just let me do it. 681 00:46:40,416 --> 00:46:41,833 -No, I got it. -Let me help you. 682 00:46:41,916 --> 00:46:43,166 Okay. I'll take some stuff out, it's fine. 683 00:46:43,250 --> 00:46:44,708 Let me do it. Let me do it. It'll just take a second. 684 00:46:44,791 --> 00:46:45,875 It'll just take a minute. 685 00:46:47,750 --> 00:46:48,916 (SIGHS) 686 00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:51,083 (CLATTERING) 687 00:46:58,750 --> 00:47:00,041 Let's just move this. 688 00:47:00,125 --> 00:47:01,666 MIRA: Okay. That's good. That's enough. 689 00:47:03,916 --> 00:47:04,958 Jonathan, please don't-- 690 00:47:05,041 --> 00:47:06,250 -Just-- It'll take a minute. -Don't do this. 691 00:47:06,333 --> 00:47:07,625 It's gonna just take a minute, you're gonna rip it. 692 00:47:07,708 --> 00:47:09,083 -Give me one second. -Let-- Okay, stop it. 693 00:47:09,166 --> 00:47:11,833 -No! I don't want you-- -JONATHAN: Stop. It'll just be a minute. 694 00:47:17,708 --> 00:47:20,041 (CLEARS THROAT, SNIFFS) 695 00:47:42,583 --> 00:47:44,250 (CLEARING THROAT) 696 00:48:02,375 --> 00:48:03,791 (CLEARS THROAT) 697 00:48:15,041 --> 00:48:16,083 (SNIFFS) 698 00:48:43,791 --> 00:48:49,750 ♪ (TUNE PLAYING ON IPAD) ♪ 699 00:48:59,875 --> 00:49:02,250 (CRYING) 700 00:49:02,333 --> 00:49:08,875 ♪ (SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 701 00:49:54,750 --> 00:49:58,000 -(JONATHAN COUGHS) -(COFFEE MAKER WHIRRING) 702 00:49:58,083 --> 00:50:01,750 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 703 00:50:06,583 --> 00:50:07,708 JONATHAN: You want a coffee? 704 00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:11,000 Yes, please. 705 00:50:18,250 --> 00:50:19,250 Thanks. 706 00:50:26,625 --> 00:50:30,083 (COFFEE MAKER WHIRRING) 707 00:50:34,333 --> 00:50:35,500 I can't do it. 708 00:50:37,125 --> 00:50:38,208 I can't wake her up. 709 00:50:42,625 --> 00:50:44,250 (POURING) 710 00:50:49,041 --> 00:50:50,875 Well, let's just get through the morning and... 711 00:50:53,041 --> 00:50:55,125 we'll see, you know, maybe... 712 00:50:55,208 --> 00:50:57,291 we could talk to her together. (CLEARS THROAT) 713 00:50:58,875 --> 00:51:03,083 Just-- just do everything gradually. (CLEARS THROAT) 714 00:51:03,958 --> 00:51:06,958 (EXHALES SHARPLY, COUGHS) 715 00:51:08,250 --> 00:51:12,083 (COUGHING) 716 00:51:13,208 --> 00:51:14,791 -(COUGHS) -MIRA: Oh. 717 00:51:18,583 --> 00:51:23,458 (COUGHING) 718 00:51:25,458 --> 00:51:28,666 -(COUGHS) -I'm not doing it. Whatever. 719 00:51:28,750 --> 00:51:30,875 -(INHALER CLATTERS) -(MIRA MUTTERING) 720 00:51:35,333 --> 00:51:39,416 -(EXHALES SHARPLY) -(FOOTSTEPS RECEDING) 721 00:51:40,166 --> 00:51:43,958 (LUGGAGE THUMPING) 722 00:51:44,041 --> 00:51:45,250 Calm down, calm down... 723 00:51:53,500 --> 00:51:55,333 Have you seen my, uh... 724 00:51:55,416 --> 00:51:57,125 the carry-on that I came back with? 725 00:51:57,208 --> 00:51:59,333 JONATHAN: Mira, will you just sit down for a second? 726 00:51:59,416 --> 00:52:01,708 You know, I'm gonna pick-- pick her up today after school. 727 00:52:01,791 --> 00:52:04,333 Um, yeah, I'll have time before the flight. 728 00:52:04,416 --> 00:52:06,041 I could-- I'll take her to Vaniglia, 729 00:52:06,125 --> 00:52:08,291 maybe I'll talk to her there, and then you could meet us 730 00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:09,583 -to take her home. -JONATHAN: Veronica's already 731 00:52:09,666 --> 00:52:10,875 planning to pick her up from school today. 732 00:52:10,958 --> 00:52:12,416 It's okay, I'll call her. I'll tell her everything 733 00:52:12,500 --> 00:52:13,833 -so that way you don't have to-- -Where are you going? 734 00:52:13,916 --> 00:52:15,708 -It's 7:00 in the morning. -MIRA: Uh, to the office. 735 00:52:15,791 --> 00:52:17,458 I called a car. 736 00:52:17,541 --> 00:52:19,791 It's-- The office is still closed. 737 00:52:19,875 --> 00:52:20,875 MIRA: Well, I've got a key. 738 00:52:20,958 --> 00:52:22,791 Will you please just listen for a second? 739 00:52:22,875 --> 00:52:24,541 (SIGHS) What? 740 00:52:24,625 --> 00:52:27,166 JONATHAN: This is, uh, it's just surreal. 741 00:52:27,250 --> 00:52:29,375 -It's delusional. -Yeah, I know. 742 00:52:29,458 --> 00:52:31,291 Then, no. No, I don't accept it. 743 00:52:31,375 --> 00:52:32,958 We're gonna sit here and we're gonna talk 744 00:52:33,041 --> 00:52:34,625 as long as it takes, okay? 745 00:52:34,708 --> 00:52:37,541 -MIRA: We talked last night. -No. No, we yelled at each other 746 00:52:37,625 --> 00:52:39,666 for an hour, that was-- that's not the same thing. 747 00:52:39,750 --> 00:52:41,458 MIRA: It's not gonna do any good. I mean-- 748 00:52:41,541 --> 00:52:43,333 It's not gonna do any-- What is this? What is this thing 749 00:52:43,416 --> 00:52:45,166 -where we can't talk to each other, Mira? -(PHONE BUZZES) 750 00:52:45,250 --> 00:52:46,666 I want to talk to you, and 751 00:52:46,750 --> 00:52:48,500 -you don't want to talk to me. -No, you don't want to talk to me. 752 00:52:48,583 --> 00:52:50,041 -What kind of cruelty is that? -You want to keep me here at all costs. 753 00:52:50,125 --> 00:52:52,416 I want to talk to you. I want to... 754 00:52:52,500 --> 00:52:55,083 I want to sit here 'till there's smoke coming out of our ears 755 00:52:55,166 --> 00:52:57,916 and we've-- we've gone through all of-- 756 00:52:58,000 --> 00:53:00,291 all of the angles and figure out where we went wrong 757 00:53:00,375 --> 00:53:01,791 and how we can fix it. 758 00:53:02,916 --> 00:53:04,333 I'm not attracted to you anymore. 759 00:53:04,416 --> 00:53:05,500 How do you fix that? 760 00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:26,125 (JONATHAN SIGHS) 761 00:53:30,208 --> 00:53:31,208 Mira. 762 00:53:33,041 --> 00:53:35,958 Jonathan, please, let me go, please. 763 00:53:43,791 --> 00:53:45,541 (CRIES) Please. 764 00:53:52,750 --> 00:53:54,000 (MIRA SNIFFLES) 765 00:53:57,458 --> 00:54:00,208 (SOBS) Let me go. 766 00:54:05,791 --> 00:54:07,791 (CRYING) 767 00:54:09,500 --> 00:54:10,583 Let me go. 768 00:54:11,833 --> 00:54:12,958 Jonathan. 769 00:54:17,916 --> 00:54:19,416 (BOTH SOB) 770 00:54:21,583 --> 00:54:23,500 MIRA: I'll text you when I'm with Ava. 771 00:54:23,583 --> 00:54:26,166 ♪ (MUSIC INTENSIFIES) ♪ 772 00:54:26,250 --> 00:54:28,583 -(LUGGAGE CLATTERING) -(JONATHAN SOBS) 773 00:54:37,208 --> 00:54:38,250 Ready to go? 774 00:55:07,708 --> 00:55:09,500 Let me get that for you. 775 00:55:42,000 --> 00:55:45,250 ♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ 776 00:55:47,500 --> 00:55:48,541 (JONATHAN SIGHS) 777 00:56:23,958 --> 00:56:30,333 ♪ (TUNE PLAYING ON IPAD) ♪ 778 00:56:46,208 --> 00:56:47,833 (BREATHES SHAKILY) 779 00:56:59,333 --> 00:57:04,958 (PHONE RINGING) 780 00:57:08,125 --> 00:57:10,500 AUTOMATED VOICE: The number you have dialed is not available. 781 00:57:10,583 --> 00:57:12,041 Please leave a message after the-- 782 00:57:20,916 --> 00:57:22,458 (PHONE RINGING) 783 00:57:23,208 --> 00:57:24,416 PETER: Hey, Jonathan. 784 00:57:24,500 --> 00:57:25,958 -Hey, Peter. -PETER: Hey! 785 00:57:26,041 --> 00:57:27,625 How's it going? Um, can you put Kate on 786 00:57:27,708 --> 00:57:30,125 for a moment? She's not answering the phone. 787 00:57:30,208 --> 00:57:31,375 PETER: Sure. Is anything wrong? 788 00:57:31,458 --> 00:57:32,958 No, I'll talk to you in a second, just-- 789 00:57:33,041 --> 00:57:34,500 Could you-- could you put her on? 790 00:57:34,583 --> 00:57:37,666 PETER: Uh, sure. Uh, just a second. 791 00:57:37,750 --> 00:57:39,958 -Thanks. -PETER: Hold on. 792 00:57:40,041 --> 00:57:42,000 -KATE: Good morning. -Kate, hey, good morning. 793 00:57:42,083 --> 00:57:43,541 KATE: Good morning. 794 00:57:43,625 --> 00:57:49,083 Hey, so, listen, um, look, I-- I know that, um, 795 00:57:50,375 --> 00:57:52,291 -that you know... -KATE: Know what? 796 00:57:54,250 --> 00:57:57,041 ...about the whole thing with Mira. 797 00:57:57,125 --> 00:57:58,875 KATE: Oh. 798 00:57:58,958 --> 00:58:00,333 -Kate? -KATE: Um, I'm sorry, Jonathan. 799 00:58:00,416 --> 00:58:02,083 No, no, Kate, Kate, hey, hey, it's-- it's okay. 800 00:58:02,166 --> 00:58:04,958 I-- I understand, I know that you couldn't, and, um... 801 00:58:05,708 --> 00:58:07,250 look, I just, uh-- (SIGHS) 802 00:58:08,375 --> 00:58:10,125 So, basically, Mira just left. 803 00:58:11,333 --> 00:58:14,291 -KATE: How do you mean? Like... -She, um... 804 00:58:15,583 --> 00:58:18,083 She got in last night, 805 00:58:18,166 --> 00:58:20,041 and she just left for the office, 806 00:58:20,125 --> 00:58:23,875 and she's going to fly out to Tel Aviv... 807 00:58:24,625 --> 00:58:28,083 tonight. Yes. And, uh... 808 00:58:28,166 --> 00:58:30,166 KATE: I'm sorry, but if you two-- 809 00:58:30,250 --> 00:58:31,583 No, I-- I-- I-- 810 00:58:31,666 --> 00:58:34,000 I know that you don't wanna be put in the middle of this, 811 00:58:34,083 --> 00:58:36,583 and I just-- I just need you to talk to her, 812 00:58:36,666 --> 00:58:38,875 and-- and convince her that she needs 813 00:58:38,958 --> 00:58:41,416 to postpone this trip just for a little bit, 814 00:58:41,500 --> 00:58:43,541 -you know? (CHUCKLES) -KATE: Postpone... 815 00:58:43,625 --> 00:58:44,916 Yeah, just for like a couple of weeks 816 00:58:45,000 --> 00:58:47,291 so that we can talk about this calmly, 817 00:58:47,375 --> 00:58:49,708 and, you know, maybe go to therapy, 818 00:58:49,791 --> 00:58:53,708 and it's just-- it's insanity doing it like this overnight. 819 00:58:53,791 --> 00:58:57,500 KATE: Well, she's not doing this... 820 00:58:57,583 --> 00:59:00,958 Did-- did you try to talk to her? 821 00:59:01,041 --> 00:59:05,041 KATE: Yes, I tried. But she wasn't really listening... 822 00:59:05,125 --> 00:59:06,750 Then why didn't you tell me about it 823 00:59:06,833 --> 00:59:09,125 before this thing turned into a fucking shit show? 824 00:59:09,208 --> 00:59:10,250 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 825 00:59:10,333 --> 00:59:12,958 Kate, Kate, I need-- I need you to-- 826 00:59:14,208 --> 00:59:15,750 (CLATTERING) 827 00:59:18,583 --> 00:59:20,500 -PETER: Hey, Jon. -Hey, Peter. 828 00:59:20,583 --> 00:59:22,000 PETER: Why don't we come over and then-- 829 00:59:22,083 --> 00:59:24,000 No, I don't-- I don't need you-- I don't need you to come over... 830 00:59:24,083 --> 00:59:25,125 PETER: I can be there-- 831 00:59:25,208 --> 00:59:26,833 ...because it's not gonna help at all. 832 00:59:28,666 --> 00:59:29,666 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 833 00:59:29,750 --> 00:59:31,250 Yeah, yeah, it is. It is. 834 00:59:31,333 --> 00:59:33,458 By the way, how long have you known about this? 835 00:59:34,583 --> 00:59:37,375 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 836 00:59:37,458 --> 00:59:38,583 Fucking-- 837 00:59:38,666 --> 00:59:41,500 And it did not occur to you to let me know about this, 838 00:59:41,583 --> 00:59:43,000 with all your "honesty" bullshit? 839 00:59:43,083 --> 00:59:44,333 PETER: Look, Kate's the problem-- 840 00:59:44,416 --> 00:59:46,708 No, don't-- don't blame this on Kate. Don't blame it-- 841 00:59:46,791 --> 00:59:49,416 I-- I called you yesterday, man. 842 00:59:49,500 --> 00:59:50,666 PETER: I didn't wanna hurt you. 843 00:59:50,750 --> 00:59:53,333 You didn't wanna hurt me? Fuck you! 844 00:59:53,416 --> 00:59:56,541 Fuck you! Fuck the both of you! You're both pathetic! 845 00:59:56,875 --> 00:59:57,916 You-- 846 01:00:01,500 --> 01:00:03,625 (SCREAMS) 847 01:00:06,291 --> 01:00:12,041 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 848 01:00:20,375 --> 01:00:23,833 -(SNIFFLES) -(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 849 01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:31,166 (JONATHAN SIGHS) 850 01:00:33,750 --> 01:00:36,333 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 851 01:00:36,416 --> 01:00:39,291 ♪ (SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 852 01:01:09,208 --> 01:01:14,291 -(SNOW SETTLING) -(BIRDS CALLING) 853 01:02:50,833 --> 01:02:53,166 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪