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As the pandemic
stretches the globe it is

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important to be taking
proper precautions

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and potentially self
quarantining yourself

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and other loved ones for
at least a period of 14 days.

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Effective immediately
all persons are to remain

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at their homes or
their place of residence.

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[tense music]

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All public and
private gatherings

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of any number of people

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occurring outside a single
household are prohibited.

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Dry throat, coughing, difficulty

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breathing, high temperature,
the loss of a

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sense of smell or taste,
it is important

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to report these
symptoms immediately.

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[dramatic synthetic music]

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What's our purpose in life if we
have nothing to strive for?

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No societal ladder to climb,o

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promotion to achieve,
no badge to earn.

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D.E.R.M.A. Derma-roller.

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It's not a hoax, seriously ue
my prime account and order o.

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Trust me, my face looks so
plump.

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By the time we're out of this

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and it's my words
night I'm gonna

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look like I was in a spa rehab
or something this whole time.

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Sorry, I know the lighting is
kinda weird but I just wanted

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to show you guys how
tender these chicken strips are.

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Oh hey I gotta go now I got an

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important work
meeting but get the

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derma-roller, there's never an

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excuse to not
look your best girl.

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Ok, alright, bye.

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[phone ringing]

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Rise and shine guys.

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What's with the long faces?

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Seriously Arya, at 9am?

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Zero consideration for out
messed up quarantine routines.

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Early bird gets the worm.

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Anyone?

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Ok, anyways grab your coffes
because we wanna lock down ts

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comic book outline and surpre
everyone as soon as we're ou.

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Look dude, we get it,
ok you have an idea

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and it will probably
be a good comic, right?

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But c'mon man this was just
something we were doing for fun.

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I don't know if I want that kind
of responsibility right now.

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The market's saturated with...
mediocre ebooks right now

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and I mean we could try
something

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but Arya I mean like if it comes
naturally like a...

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like a story you really wanna
tell.

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Yea, I have a story I really
wanna tell.

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Let's do it.

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Ok,
so let's start with writing an

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interesting cool role
for Skyler Johnson.

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Arli, k?

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You're gonna get Skyler Johnson.
- Skyler Johnson, yes.

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- You're as big as Pam?
- Yea.

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Wolf, are you done?

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Ok, let's start with some unique
really magical elements.

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So.

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[upbeat music]

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[phone ringing]

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Hey guys and welcome to week
three.

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We will be back to
our normal lives sooner

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than we know it and trust me,
we are

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going to miss having
so much time to

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take care of ourselves.
Know what I mean?

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So grab your notebooks and jn
me for today's lunch specia.

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As you all know I'm barely two

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months away from
my first award show.

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You know fingers crossed, but...

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if we wanna look like
we deserve awards

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we gotta start eating healthier,
right?

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So today we are doing...

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[phone rings]

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[Arya in computer]
As you all know I'm barely

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two months away from my big
awards night.

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Born...

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I'm barely two months away fm
my big awards night.

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I'm working.

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[Miranda]
Are you? What are you doing?

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We're all waiting
on Zoom for you

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this is regarding
Grandma's health

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What now?

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[Miranda]
Yes, right now! Jasmine...

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I'm coming!

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I'm coming.

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[somber violin music]

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Sorry, hi family,
I was on a work

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call again I didn't
realize the time.

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Honey, please begin.

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Thank you all for getting on the
line.

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[little cousin]
Will grandma be ok?

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The doctor said there's no
improvement

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but ow things aren't any worse
either.

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Well the doctor made a video and
he sent it over so...

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What I'll do is I'll, I'll share
the screen ok.

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[mom]
My god.

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I'm gonna miss her.

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[dad]
Don't say that.

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We don't know anything yet.

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[little cousin]
When can we go see her?

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Right now we can't do it.

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Eventually I guess we'll...

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get into a different place and
we can see her.

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Arya!

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Arya, where are you?

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Come get back
on the Zoom call so

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you can see your Grandmother,
Arya!

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Arya.

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I don't know where she is.

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Visualize.

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Leave.

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Thank you, Miranda.

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Thanks for saving me a seat.

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I know, isn't this venue just
phenomenal?

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Yes, I am currently writing my
novel.

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Mhm, hopefully to be turned
into a movie very soon.

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Mhm, yes. Yep.

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No, unfortunately I had to
decline that offer.

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I have a ton of projects going
on right now.

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God so good, right.
A place joy, I

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love the chef from there,
he's great.

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Yea, we have a few.

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I'm just you know, different non
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Different charities that we've
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donating to.

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Just trying to help out where we
can.

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Oh my god, thank god for that
vaccine, right?

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Just where would we be without
that.

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I know, crazy time we're going
through.

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I'm not just an influencer...

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I'm just busy, busy, busy.

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[woman on Zoom]
I can't believe you grabbed

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Reagan about taking your finals.

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[other woman]
I'm telling you, quarantine s

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the best thing
for class of 20-20.

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I mean my dad's been letting me
drink beer with him every night.

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That would never happen in our
normal lives.

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You need to get your whole
family drunk and do a TikTok.

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[other Zoom woman]
I mean I totally will if it

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means I get half your views.

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Happy, happy Friday guys.

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Alright, let's begin.

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Do we have a what's it called,
like uh...

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promotion strategy for week
one?

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Captions, color schemes,
anything like that?

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I didn't know, I guess I thought
we were still brain storming.

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What? No. We discussed
everything last week.

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This we were supposed to revw
all the targeted non-profit.

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It's on the shared Google
calendar.

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Right, ok we can totally
discuss the Instagram

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captions we have
for the fund raiser.

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Guys, come on. I know we
like to have like a nice work

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play balance but we also
need to make moves, right?

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Like how else am I gonna menr
you?

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It's pretty simple,
we don't make

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boss babe fundraiser
campaigns without

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being boss babes
who hold each other

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accountable to be strong
empowered women.

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Would I be where I am today if I

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wasn't hustling my
ass off at your age?

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[phone rings]

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I gotta take this.

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Hey, Miranda!

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[Miranda]
Are you ok?

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Of course, what's up?

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Well my boss just told
me that you've been

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plumbing up his emails,
what the fuck Arya?

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Well, as my boss if you're
not there to answer my

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calls then who the fuck
else am I supposed to talk to?

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Arya, for a second as your
friend and not your former boss.

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Let me explain something to you.

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There is nothing I can do to
help you.

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I mean all the junior execs
got fired and I mean I'm

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barely holding onto a damn
furlough with my fucking life.

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Do you think now is the timeo
email my boss?

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His rich ass is quarantined on
some damn island.

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He doesn't even know you were my
pre-covid assistant.

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Chill out for a
moment and let me

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relax with my kids
and my husband.

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And have gratitude for
your unemployment benefits

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because there are
people in this country...

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It's not about the money!

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Then figure out what else
it's about Arya because thers

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no one clapping for you
at the end of the finish line.

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Everyone is too busy trying to
stay alive.

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You know the Streamy Awards u
were invited to as my plus o?

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It's not going to happen,
definitely not this year

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and God knows where the
hell we will all be next year.

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So please,
find something bigger than

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these temporary
feel good day dreams.

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[kid]
Mommy!

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[Miranda]
Hi, honey!

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Listen, I gotta go but you jt
try to keep it together? Ok?

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[kid]
What are you watching?

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[Miranda]
Trust me we're

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all in this together.

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[disconcerting music]

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[man]
Hi, guys welcome back to Blake's

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success channel.

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Remember we are not a YouTube
channel we are a success channel

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and today we are gonna
talk about how I became a

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millionaire by the age of
22 and how you can too.

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Now hard work and perseveran,
it goes a long way.

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Pandemic, recession,
protests, blah,

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blah, blah,
it's all just excuses.

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Take control of your life.

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It's time for you to show up,
this can still

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be your year.
You got the magic in you.

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The best way for you to create a
future...

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[slightly tense music]

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I want you to really
think about your goals and

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how much energy you're
truly putting into them.

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You're routine is costing you.

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After all, your future self is
watching you right now.

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Think about your 3 month plan,
think about your 6 month

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plan, think about your 1
year plan, your 5 year plan.

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Action is the bridge between
thought and reality.

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Change your life and be a goal
getter.

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Remember, life begins on the
edge of your comfort zone.

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Remember that
champions are afraid of

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losing, everyone else
is afraid of winning.

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[phone rings]

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Yea?

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Dude, Skyler Johnson.

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He didn't make it.

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What?

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Arya, Skyler Johnson died from
the virus.

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[man]
This is like the saddest

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celebrity death news since the
beginning of this damn virus.

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[woman]
I was so looking forward

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to his next movie.

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His wife and kids right now,
Arya?

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Are you listening?

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[somber disconcerting music]

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[man]
You alright?

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[woman]
Babe?

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[man]
I know you've been really

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in damn lately.

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This can't be,
he's literally the

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biggest name on my bucket li.

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I'm sorry, you said your buct
list?

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Yes, a fucking bucket list,
Wolf!

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People who are alive and have
dreams tend to have those.

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You would know if your whole
life wasn't so damn mediocre.

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Arya, what the fuck!

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Wow.

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Stop calling me, I'm busy
working.

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[phone ringing]

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[phone ringing]

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[phone ringing]

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00:16:10,957 --> 00:16:12,124
[phone ringing]

252
00:16:45,157 --> 00:16:46,859
[sound of muffled applause]

253
00:17:04,043 --> 00:17:06,712
[disconcerting somber music
intensifies]

254
00:17:23,029 --> 00:17:25,064
[muffled applause and cheeri]

255
00:17:29,536 --> 00:17:31,704
[tense dramatic synthetic music]

256
00:17:32,705 --> 00:17:34,373
What do we do with
our time when time

257
00:17:34,373 --> 00:17:36,042
is non existent,
when Monday feels

258
00:17:36,042 --> 00:17:37,710
like a torpid Sunday
and Friday feels

259
00:17:37,710 --> 00:17:39,078
like the day after
your birthday.

260
00:17:39,078 --> 00:17:40,046
[upbeat music]

261
00:17:40,046 --> 00:17:42,549
No car horns asking
us to move faster,

262
00:17:42,549 --> 00:17:45,051
no emails nagging
us for attention.

263
00:17:45,885 --> 00:17:47,554
What do we fall on then?

264
00:17:47,554 --> 00:17:49,088
Who do we fall on?

265
00:17:49,088 --> 00:17:52,091
Our friends, drugs, drinking?

266
00:17:53,760 --> 00:17:54,761
Our faith?

267
00:18:02,168 --> 00:18:04,270
[sounds of running on treadmill]

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00:18:05,905 --> 00:18:07,406
[somber slow music]

269
00:18:10,577 --> 00:18:12,579
Rabbi, you need to unmute.

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00:18:14,080 --> 00:18:15,414
[rabbi]
As people are still

271
00:18:15,414 --> 00:18:16,749
entering our virtual room

272
00:18:16,749 --> 00:18:19,285
it's really
great to see all of you.

273
00:18:19,752 --> 00:18:23,790
Someone actually commented tt
this year we can actually drk

274
00:18:23,790 --> 00:18:27,794
four cups of wine because no
one should be driving anywhe.

275
00:18:29,295 --> 00:18:32,431
We are told in the
past sober sader

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00:18:32,431 --> 00:18:35,602
to feel as though we were
there...

277
00:18:36,268 --> 00:18:37,637
during the exodus

278
00:18:38,605 --> 00:18:41,941
and in many ways this year it
feels like we are there.

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00:18:41,941 --> 00:18:43,109
[somber violin music]

280
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We get a sense of what
they felt not know what the

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future would bring but
with a deep sense of hope.

282
00:18:50,783 --> 00:18:51,818
[man coughing]

283
00:18:58,791 --> 00:19:00,793
May we think of
some of the individuals

284
00:19:00,793 --> 00:19:03,129
we're usually with at this te

285
00:19:03,663 --> 00:19:06,799
and bring them into
our hearts and maybe

286
00:19:06,799 --> 00:19:10,302
some of the foods
that they normally bring

287
00:19:12,171 --> 00:19:14,306
and acknowledge
that this year is

288
00:19:14,306 --> 00:19:16,308
a little different
than the others.

289
00:19:16,976 --> 00:19:22,014
At the same time we also know
that the Jews escaped slavery.

290
00:19:22,014 --> 00:19:23,149
[man coughing]

291
00:19:23,482 --> 00:19:26,986
They grew from it and emerged
even stronger than before.

292
00:19:29,488 --> 00:19:31,157
[pen clicking on and off]

293
00:20:22,709 --> 00:20:23,710
Shit.

294
00:20:27,714 --> 00:20:28,715
Sorry, bud.

295
00:21:15,094 --> 00:21:17,429
[newscaster]
With the death toll ever risg

296
00:21:17,429 --> 00:21:18,264
do to the...

297
00:21:18,264 --> 00:21:19,431
[muffled tv talking]

298
00:21:19,431 --> 00:21:20,299
[phone vibrating]

299
00:21:20,299 --> 00:21:22,434
[newscaster]
from ourselves and

300
00:21:22,434 --> 00:21:24,136
and our loved ones. What happens
next...

301
00:21:24,136 --> 00:21:25,437
[phone buzzing]

302
00:21:26,105 --> 00:21:29,776
The staging during this time has
reached epic proportions.

303
00:21:29,776 --> 00:21:30,777
Hey, sis.

304
00:21:30,777 --> 00:21:31,778
[sis]
Hi!

305
00:21:33,445 --> 00:21:35,114
I'm calling to check in.

306
00:21:35,614 --> 00:21:38,117
Yea, yea, we're doing good. I'm
just doing some spring cleaning.

307
00:21:38,785 --> 00:21:42,121
Getting the house in order since
we can't go anywhere.

308
00:21:42,121 --> 00:21:44,156
How are you? How's Cedar Pri?

309
00:21:44,824 --> 00:21:47,126
[sis]
Fine, yea...

310
00:21:48,795 --> 00:21:50,830
I got everything I needed
online.

311
00:21:52,799 --> 00:21:53,966
How, how's Ari?

312
00:21:59,638 --> 00:22:01,340
You have to talk about it.
- Yea, yea.

313
00:22:02,975 --> 00:22:05,812
He loves you, you, you love him.

314
00:22:08,815 --> 00:22:11,818
Well you know that
you have a place with

315
00:22:11,818 --> 00:22:14,821
me here in Philly
if you ever need it.

316
00:22:16,322 --> 00:22:19,826
It's, it's a short drive I...
I can even

317
00:22:19,826 --> 00:22:20,827
I gotta go.

318
00:22:21,360 --> 00:22:23,162
[newscaster in background]

319
00:22:23,495 --> 00:22:27,166
...should stay home for
at least 14 days to protect

320
00:22:27,166 --> 00:22:30,669
others and help slow
the spread of the disease.

321
00:22:31,838 --> 00:22:33,840
If someone in your household
has...

322
00:22:35,541 --> 00:22:36,675
[man coughing]

323
00:22:38,677 --> 00:22:39,846
[man coughing]

324
00:22:59,198 --> 00:23:00,366
[more coughing]

325
00:23:15,547 --> 00:23:16,715
[Ari]
It's not safe.

326
00:23:19,385 --> 00:23:20,419
[Ari coughing]

327
00:23:26,725 --> 00:23:28,227
Tell me you're ok.

328
00:23:31,397 --> 00:23:32,932
[rabbi]
Let's continue with the

329
00:23:32,932 --> 00:23:35,567
recitation of the 10
plagues and remove

330
00:23:35,567 --> 00:23:38,237
a drop from our glass
with each plague.

331
00:23:39,571 --> 00:23:41,240
[woman singing in Hebrew]

332
00:23:41,773 --> 00:23:43,075
[rabbi]
Blood...

333
00:23:44,076 --> 00:23:45,244
Frogs...

334
00:23:45,244 --> 00:23:46,412
[singing continues]

335
00:23:47,246 --> 00:23:48,247
Lice...

336
00:23:50,616 --> 00:23:51,617
Beasts...

337
00:23:53,752 --> 00:23:55,087
Cattle disease...

338
00:23:55,587 --> 00:23:56,755
[singing continues]

339
00:23:57,256 --> 00:23:58,257
Boils...

340
00:24:00,592 --> 00:24:01,760
Hail...

341
00:24:01,760 --> 00:24:02,929
[Hebrew singing continues]

342
00:24:03,429 --> 00:24:04,430
Locusts...

343
00:24:06,765 --> 00:24:07,766
Darkness...

344
00:24:11,803 --> 00:24:13,805
And death of the first born...

345
00:24:40,499 --> 00:24:41,500
[peeing]

346
00:25:00,319 --> 00:25:01,320
[coughing]

347
00:25:06,525 --> 00:25:08,327
[coughing intensifies]

348
00:25:10,196 --> 00:25:11,497
[ominous music]

349
00:25:44,363 --> 00:25:45,864
[soft tender music]

350
00:26:40,752 --> 00:26:42,421
[coughing constantly]

351
00:26:53,599 --> 00:26:54,266
[Ada]
Ari?

352
00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:55,601
Ari?

353
00:27:12,318 --> 00:27:14,320
[Ada]
Ari, where's the inhaler!

354
00:27:20,626 --> 00:27:22,994
Stay with me! Stay with me!

355
00:27:22,994 --> 00:27:25,164
Pursed lip breather, pursed lip!

356
00:27:25,164 --> 00:27:26,965
[Ari coughing and wheezing]

357
00:27:27,466 --> 00:27:31,303
Here's the inhaler! Breath,
breath! Breath.

358
00:28:04,170 --> 00:28:06,338
[disconcerting soft tender
music]

359
00:28:35,234 --> 00:28:37,035
[rabbi]
In creating a holiday about e

360
00:28:37,035 --> 00:28:39,705
joy of freedom we
turn the story of our

361
00:28:39,705 --> 00:28:42,208
bitter history into a
sweet celebration.

362
00:28:42,541 --> 00:28:47,379
This year is obviously very
different than all other yea.

363
00:28:47,379 --> 00:28:49,748
Let's make an individual toa,

364
00:28:49,748 --> 00:28:52,218
thinking of someone
we care about.

365
00:28:52,751 --> 00:28:55,421
Thinking of a prayer for that
individual.

366
00:28:55,887 --> 00:28:58,056
Let's just hold it in our
hearts.

367
00:28:58,257 --> 00:29:00,226
Someone you care deeply about

368
00:29:00,226 --> 00:29:02,228
but may not be
around your table.

369
00:29:02,728 --> 00:29:05,231
Think about a prayer, a wish for
them.

370
00:29:48,106 --> 00:29:50,108
[Ada singing in Hebrew]

371
00:30:10,629 --> 00:30:12,298
There she is!

372
00:30:12,664 --> 00:30:14,333
So good to see your face.

373
00:30:14,800 --> 00:30:17,469
Bubbie and Zaidy you look so
good.

374
00:30:17,969 --> 00:30:21,307
You look so good to my darli.

375
00:30:21,307 --> 00:30:23,642
Oh it's so wonderful to see you.

376
00:30:23,642 --> 00:30:24,343
[Ari]
Hey.

377
00:30:24,643 --> 00:30:25,477
[Zaidy]
Ari.

378
00:30:25,477 --> 00:30:27,979
[Ruth]
Ari, hi, shalom.

379
00:30:28,847 --> 00:30:33,352
We're, we're fine, happy to be
together. How are you?

380
00:30:34,486 --> 00:30:36,522
You don't, you don't look we.

381
00:30:37,989 --> 00:30:41,493
Well, I... I've been pretty sick
this week

382
00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:45,697
but Ada took care of me, I'm
really happy to be here.

383
00:30:46,665 --> 00:30:49,000
What, what do you mean like
sick, you mean like the baby?

384
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:52,003
No Bubbie... not like Jacob.

385
00:30:53,004 --> 00:30:54,005
Don't worry.

386
00:30:55,173 --> 00:30:56,842
Have you been to see him?

387
00:30:57,509 --> 00:30:59,177
- I've wanted to.
- She tried.

388
00:30:59,845 --> 00:31:00,846
Uh huh.

389
00:31:02,013 --> 00:31:03,849
These times are different.

390
00:31:06,017 --> 00:31:09,020
It's a miracle we can all be
together this way.

391
00:31:14,860 --> 00:31:16,027
Well shall we?

392
00:31:18,029 --> 00:31:22,233
Before we start, Zaidy, your
parents during the Holocaust

393
00:31:22,534 --> 00:31:25,203
they lost everything. How did
they do it?

394
00:31:30,876 --> 00:31:31,877
They had me.

395
00:31:33,712 --> 00:31:36,882
Out of death... came new life.

396
00:31:39,050 --> 00:31:43,389
Oh Leebling... remember who u
are.

397
00:31:44,890 --> 00:31:46,558
Remember who you love.

398
00:31:48,394 --> 00:31:51,229
You are God's child, never
forsaken.

399
00:31:52,431 --> 00:31:54,065
Never forgotten.

400
00:31:55,901 --> 00:31:57,569
You are never alone.

401
00:31:57,903 --> 00:32:00,238
Whoa... never.

402
00:32:03,775 --> 00:32:09,948
And now we do this... in honor
those we love.

403
00:32:11,417 --> 00:32:14,620
We do this in honor of those
we've lost.

404
00:32:15,086 --> 00:32:17,423
[speaking in Hebrew]

405
00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:24,596
You are always with us.

406
00:32:28,099 --> 00:32:30,602
Shall we begin with a song for
Him?

407
00:32:33,605 --> 00:32:35,106
[singing in Hebrew]

408
00:32:40,145 --> 00:32:41,279
[all singing]

409
00:32:50,622 --> 00:32:51,790
[singing fades]

410
00:32:53,459 --> 00:32:55,126
[somber dramatic music]

411
00:33:09,307 --> 00:33:10,308
You ready?

412
00:33:11,309 --> 00:33:12,310
I am.

413
00:33:16,815 --> 00:33:18,316
[singing in Hebrew]

414
00:33:20,986 --> 00:33:22,654
[Ada crying while singing]

415
00:33:37,168 --> 00:33:39,170
[heavy beat hip-hop music]

416
00:33:43,675 --> 00:33:46,011
What happens when the
very structure of the groundn

417
00:33:46,011 --> 00:33:48,346
which we stand cracks when
Uncle Sam takes a tumble?

418
00:33:48,547 --> 00:33:49,681
Who steps up?

419
00:33:59,525 --> 00:34:00,692
[ominous tones]

420
00:34:04,695 --> 00:34:05,864
[wind blowing]

421
00:34:19,878 --> 00:34:22,548
[woman]
I feel the air all around me

422
00:34:23,214 --> 00:34:25,983
but the dust is stopping me from
breathing.

423
00:34:26,717 --> 00:34:31,389
I gasp as I try to fill my lungs
but it's no use.

424
00:34:32,223 --> 00:34:36,261
They tell us that we're free,
that we should be grateful.

425
00:34:36,728 --> 00:34:38,429
[woman gasping, yelling]

426
00:34:43,233 --> 00:34:47,906
But the tears don't stop, the
names, the headlines...

427
00:34:48,438 --> 00:34:49,741
It never stops.

428
00:34:50,441 --> 00:34:53,244
I try to push it down but it all
comes out.

429
00:34:53,945 --> 00:34:57,448
Our black bodies screaming for
some hope to hold onto.

430
00:34:57,448 --> 00:34:58,750
[woman yelling]

431
00:35:01,119 --> 00:35:02,120
[gasping]

432
00:35:33,151 --> 00:35:35,954
[woman on phone]
You're not sleeping well.

433
00:35:36,287 --> 00:35:38,123
You wanna talk about it?

434
00:35:38,123 --> 00:35:41,492
I just feel like I should take a
day off. I won't though.

435
00:35:42,794 --> 00:35:44,963
I was about to say because
you've been working on that

436
00:35:44,963 --> 00:35:47,298
page far too long to just
not know if you've got it.

437
00:35:47,498 --> 00:35:49,668
But I can barely sleep, it's
like...

438
00:35:52,303 --> 00:35:56,141
whether I open or close my es
it's a nightmare either way.

439
00:35:56,507 --> 00:35:58,810
[woman on phone]
Oh honey I'm so sorry

440
00:35:58,810 --> 00:36:00,812
but as sad and true as that is

441
00:36:01,312 --> 00:36:03,849
that's such a beautiful way of
putting.

442
00:36:04,482 --> 00:36:05,984
You're such a poet

443
00:36:06,652 --> 00:36:08,486
but I know things
are hard right now but

444
00:36:08,486 --> 00:36:10,321
you just gotta take
it one day at a time.

445
00:36:11,156 --> 00:36:13,759
Let's talk the baseline I
mean it seems like change is

446
00:36:13,759 --> 00:36:15,026
really happening right now

447
00:36:15,026 --> 00:36:16,695
especially with
all the protests.

448
00:36:16,695 --> 00:36:20,365
Do we always have to die to
get attention, or tear gassed

449
00:36:20,365 --> 00:36:24,002
or tazed or traumatized,
it's just for the headlines?

450
00:36:24,670 --> 00:36:28,006
It is too right, it's terrible
but just promise me one thing.

451
00:36:28,874 --> 00:36:32,010
Please be kind to yourself no
matter what happens.

452
00:36:33,044 --> 00:36:34,045
Thanks mom.

453
00:36:34,379 --> 00:36:37,182
Oh I have to go hop on
this call and go put on my

454
00:36:37,182 --> 00:36:39,851
makeup and everything
but I'll talk to you later.

455
00:36:40,018 --> 00:36:41,853
Well good luck and have a good
day.

456
00:36:41,853 --> 00:36:43,021
Ok, bye.

457
00:36:43,722 --> 00:36:45,190
[soft tense music]

458
00:36:55,366 --> 00:36:57,035
[man]
Did you see the email?

459
00:36:57,035 --> 00:36:59,570
I mean I wanna believe things
will change around here but...

460
00:37:00,205 --> 00:37:02,708
I don't know it feels like a
long shot.

461
00:37:03,374 --> 00:37:06,377
Well you miss 100% of the shs
you don't take.

462
00:37:07,045 --> 00:37:10,081
Anyway I know this campaign is
gonna be fire.

463
00:37:10,548 --> 00:37:13,051
I just hope you take over the
reigns.

464
00:37:13,551 --> 00:37:14,552
Yea.

465
00:37:16,254 --> 00:37:17,756
Hey guys, good morning.

466
00:37:17,756 --> 00:37:19,390
- Good morning.
- Hi, good morning.

467
00:37:19,390 --> 00:37:20,759
How's it going?
How's the whole corn

468
00:37:20,759 --> 00:37:22,427
scene going?
Hey, Abby, how's it going?

469
00:37:22,427 --> 00:37:23,561
- Hi.
- Hi, Abby!

470
00:37:23,561 --> 00:37:24,595
So well, Abby.

471
00:37:24,595 --> 00:37:26,097
[white guy]
Alrighty, let's...

472
00:37:26,097 --> 00:37:27,733
I'm excited to get this started.

473
00:37:27,733 --> 00:37:31,569
I deliberated with two create
directors, guys we decided

474
00:37:31,569 --> 00:37:35,240
we are going to go with Abby's
pitch so she'll be taking the

475
00:37:35,240 --> 00:37:38,744
bigger producer role on this.
Farida you are going to do

476
00:37:38,744 --> 00:37:42,748
account management and Samuel
of course on art direction duty.

477
00:37:43,281 --> 00:37:44,916
Any other questions?

478
00:37:45,583 --> 00:37:46,918
I'd be really open to some

479
00:37:46,918 --> 00:37:48,419
feedback.
It just seemed like the

480
00:37:48,419 --> 00:37:50,088
client really
liked the direction

481
00:37:50,088 --> 00:37:51,589
I was thinking of creatively.

482
00:37:52,257 --> 00:37:54,760
[white guy]
Yea and it's, they absolutely

483
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:56,762
loved it, you know incorporating

484
00:37:56,762 --> 00:37:58,930
local artists,
muralists, especially

485
00:37:58,930 --> 00:38:01,099
diverse communities
was a fantastic

486
00:38:01,099 --> 00:38:03,268
idea but we wanted
to go with someone

487
00:38:03,268 --> 00:38:05,436
with a little more experience.
Abby

488
00:38:05,436 --> 00:38:07,605
did such a great
job on the J-Sports

489
00:38:07,605 --> 00:38:09,607
campaign, we have no doubt tt

490
00:38:09,607 --> 00:38:11,810
this would live
up to it as well.

491
00:38:11,810 --> 00:38:13,644
Oh I'm sorry guys I
have to hop on a call

492
00:38:13,644 --> 00:38:15,480
but I'm gonna let
you guys get started.

493
00:38:15,947 --> 00:38:17,282
Yea, thank you.

494
00:38:17,282 --> 00:38:19,284
Alright you guys, take care,
bye.

495
00:38:19,284 --> 00:38:20,285
Yea, bye.

496
00:38:21,152 --> 00:38:22,287
[somber music]

497
00:38:26,624 --> 00:38:28,126
[man talking]
We come to the point

498
00:38:28,126 --> 00:38:29,961
where we have to
ask ourselves what are

499
00:38:29,961 --> 00:38:31,662
the next steps as
a black community?

500
00:38:32,297 --> 00:38:35,300
Even though the movement
is gaining speed we're

501
00:38:35,300 --> 00:38:38,136
tired anxious and
exhausted from this fight.

502
00:38:38,469 --> 00:38:40,305
I wanna thank you
two for joining me today

503
00:38:40,305 --> 00:38:42,140
and coming on board
to handle this topic.

504
00:38:42,140 --> 00:38:43,308
[other man]
Happy to be here.

505
00:38:43,308 --> 00:38:44,810
[woman]
Happy to be here, thank you.

506
00:38:44,810 --> 00:38:46,511
[man]
So Sean, you are one

507
00:38:46,511 --> 00:38:49,480
of the leaders of the autonomous
zone project which has

508
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:52,483
basically barred the police
from their own precincts.

509
00:38:53,318 --> 00:38:55,821
What was the catalyst for this
action?

510
00:38:56,988 --> 00:38:58,656
Well first of all I wouldn't say

511
00:38:58,656 --> 00:39:00,658
that I'm one of the leaders.
I'm just

512
00:39:00,658 --> 00:39:02,327
one of the many voices that came

513
00:39:02,327 --> 00:39:04,195
together to form a
peaceful community.

514
00:39:05,030 --> 00:39:07,498
As we've all seen over
the past couple of days,

515
00:39:07,498 --> 00:39:10,168
the police force is broken.
It is an entity that is

516
00:39:10,168 --> 00:39:12,871
corrupt, it should be de-funded,
abolished and rebuilt

517
00:39:12,871 --> 00:39:15,506
into something that serves
our entire community.

518
00:39:15,841 --> 00:39:18,676
I think we as a society keep
trying to change a system

519
00:39:18,676 --> 00:39:21,346
that was never intended
to have an equitable end.

520
00:39:21,847 --> 00:39:23,714
Black scholars and
black activists have

521
00:39:23,714 --> 00:39:25,683
been doing work for
years to re-imagine

522
00:39:25,683 --> 00:39:27,218
what our world would look like

523
00:39:27,218 --> 00:39:29,354
without are traditional
use of police.

524
00:39:29,354 --> 00:39:32,858
With all due respect what you're
describing is anarchy.

525
00:39:33,191 --> 00:39:35,526
Our society will
devolve into chaos.

526
00:39:35,526 --> 00:39:37,896
I mean look at,
look at The Raiders.

527
00:39:37,896 --> 00:39:38,729
[phone ringing]

528
00:39:38,729 --> 00:39:40,398
[Sean]
Tax dollars pay for that

529
00:39:40,398 --> 00:39:42,868
precinct and no Samira
we're simply say, asking for.

530
00:39:42,868 --> 00:39:43,869
[ringing]

531
00:39:47,205 --> 00:39:48,206
[Farida]
Hey.

532
00:39:48,874 --> 00:39:49,875
Hey beautiful.

533
00:39:50,708 --> 00:39:51,709
[Farida]
Hi.

534
00:39:52,210 --> 00:39:54,880
You still... down for date night
tonight?

535
00:39:56,714 --> 00:39:59,384
Oh my God I'm so sorry I...
can we

536
00:39:59,384 --> 00:40:01,920
reschedule maybe tomorrow night?

537
00:40:02,553 --> 00:40:04,255
[boyfriend]
Second time this week Farida.

538
00:40:05,756 --> 00:40:07,392
I'm sorry I just...

539
00:40:08,259 --> 00:40:10,228
I've just been
dealing with a lot at

540
00:40:10,228 --> 00:40:12,230
work and the state
of the world and--

541
00:40:12,230 --> 00:40:15,901
I know the videos are just...
like...

542
00:40:16,734 --> 00:40:19,604
[Farida]
There's just so many and

543
00:40:19,938 --> 00:40:22,073
it just feel so
overwhelming and then

544
00:40:22,073 --> 00:40:24,742
there's also like all
the think pieces and...

545
00:40:25,911 --> 00:40:27,946
all the Twitter
viral videos like

546
00:40:27,946 --> 00:40:30,415
have you seen
this shit it's just...

547
00:40:30,781 --> 00:40:32,450
Your mom even texted me.

548
00:40:36,955 --> 00:40:38,423
I mean are you ok?

549
00:40:41,092 --> 00:40:44,429
Ok... no one especially black
people are ok right now.

550
00:40:45,263 --> 00:40:47,598
I know what you mean I mean
it's just there's

551
00:40:48,633 --> 00:40:51,102
I can't believe all this is
happening.

552
00:40:52,437 --> 00:40:56,274
How can people still be this
hateful... still, I it's--

553
00:40:56,607 --> 00:40:58,776
I mean it makes sense with...

554
00:40:58,776 --> 00:41:02,480
the white supremacists
and racist society we're in.

555
00:41:03,281 --> 00:41:05,616
The pandemic is just making it
more obvious.

556
00:41:05,616 --> 00:41:09,620
Right, I get that I just... m
a bit more optimistic I gues.

557
00:41:09,988 --> 00:41:11,957
I thought we were making
progress.

558
00:41:11,957 --> 00:41:13,624
Don't you see
that by saying that

559
00:41:13,624 --> 00:41:15,293
you're showing your privilege?

560
00:41:15,626 --> 00:41:18,463
Kind of re-centering the story
around yourself.

561
00:41:18,796 --> 00:41:22,300
And your, your perspective on
how things are going down.

562
00:41:22,300 --> 00:41:24,335
Look, I'm, I'm, I'm trying to...

563
00:41:25,470 --> 00:41:28,139
understand but you're not
letting me in.

564
00:41:28,139 --> 00:41:30,341
Yea, it's not about
letting you in, it's

565
00:41:30,341 --> 00:41:32,643
about you doing the work.
I need you to

566
00:41:32,643 --> 00:41:34,980
read a book, Google...
you can even find

567
00:41:34,980 --> 00:41:37,315
it on Instagram
social media graphics.

568
00:41:37,482 --> 00:41:38,483
[boyfriend]
Wow.

569
00:41:39,317 --> 00:41:43,154
I love you, Farida and I'm...

570
00:41:43,654 --> 00:41:45,690
just, I feel like a
burden to you right now

571
00:41:45,690 --> 00:41:47,825
so we'll do this a
different night and--

572
00:41:47,825 --> 00:41:49,327
Luke, you're not,
that's, we can watch

573
00:41:49,327 --> 00:41:50,828
a documentary
together or we can--

574
00:41:50,828 --> 00:41:52,497
[Luke]
I'm just gonna go, ok?

575
00:41:53,664 --> 00:41:54,832
Shit.

576
00:41:54,832 --> 00:41:56,167
[low tense music]

577
00:41:58,836 --> 00:41:59,837
[exclaiming]

578
00:42:09,214 --> 00:42:11,016
[Farida]
There's this rage

579
00:42:11,016 --> 00:42:13,051
this fire I can't shake.

580
00:42:14,052 --> 00:42:16,354
The anger knowing
that we will never

581
00:42:16,354 --> 00:42:18,389
find true freedom on this earth.

582
00:42:35,573 --> 00:42:36,574
[gasping]

583
00:42:37,375 --> 00:42:38,376
[crying]

584
00:42:50,255 --> 00:42:51,756
[soft tender music]

585
00:43:08,906 --> 00:43:10,075
[phone ringing]

586
00:43:23,921 --> 00:43:25,423
[Samuel]
Hey you're not coming

587
00:43:25,423 --> 00:43:26,757
into work today?

588
00:43:27,592 --> 00:43:28,593
[Farida]
Nope!

589
00:43:29,094 --> 00:43:30,761
Wait, what are you doing?

590
00:43:31,429 --> 00:43:33,598
Channeling my
anger into something

591
00:43:33,598 --> 00:43:35,600
positive and impactful for once.

592
00:43:36,934 --> 00:43:38,603
[Samuel]
Well aren't you worried about...

593
00:43:38,603 --> 00:43:40,605
Our ancestors
had to fight through

594
00:43:40,605 --> 00:43:42,473
much worse.
I can just wear a mask

595
00:43:42,473 --> 00:43:44,309
and the protestors will hand out

596
00:43:44,309 --> 00:43:46,444
hand sanitizer
and it'll be fine, ok?

597
00:43:47,278 --> 00:43:48,946
Yea, yea, I hear you...

598
00:43:50,115 --> 00:43:52,617
but you need to protect
yourself, ok?

599
00:43:52,617 --> 00:43:54,119
So what am I supposed to do?

600
00:43:54,119 --> 00:43:56,287
Just sit at home and do nothing?

601
00:43:56,954 --> 00:43:58,456
[low somber music]

602
00:43:58,456 --> 00:44:00,491
[Samuel]
Look it's up to you.

603
00:44:01,159 --> 00:44:02,460
I'm just saying.

604
00:44:06,631 --> 00:44:11,136
You're right, I can't, I can't
do it, I can't go out there.

605
00:44:12,303 --> 00:44:13,471
Not right now.

606
00:44:15,973 --> 00:44:17,808
God I just feel so
useless just sitting

607
00:44:17,808 --> 00:44:19,810
here doing nothing,
I have to do something!

608
00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:24,482
[Samuel]
Farida, I feel you...

609
00:44:25,650 --> 00:44:28,018
but I don't wanna go
out there at this time,

610
00:44:28,018 --> 00:44:30,321
I don't wanna be
around so many people

611
00:44:31,156 --> 00:44:34,659
but we can still find a way to
make change where we at.

612
00:44:35,493 --> 00:44:37,862
[Farida]
Change where we are at work?

613
00:44:37,862 --> 00:44:40,331
Where they say they value our

614
00:44:40,331 --> 00:44:43,834
voices and
repeatedly just don't. So.

615
00:44:44,869 --> 00:44:47,338
That was ridiculous, you are

616
00:44:47,338 --> 00:44:50,508
brilliant,
your pitch was brilliant...

617
00:44:51,709 --> 00:44:53,678
but look we just have to keep

618
00:44:53,678 --> 00:44:55,846
pushing and fighting
where we are.

619
00:44:56,681 --> 00:44:59,517
You best believe I'm
bringing in these black

620
00:44:59,517 --> 00:45:02,687
copywriters and graphic
designers into this thing.

621
00:45:03,688 --> 00:45:05,856
[Farida]
It's just also...

622
00:45:06,524 --> 00:45:08,559
overwhelming, you know you think

623
00:45:08,559 --> 00:45:11,028
about that video
and other videos and

624
00:45:11,028 --> 00:45:13,231
all the names and
the hash tags and

625
00:45:13,231 --> 00:45:15,533
the headlines
and the thing about

626
00:45:15,533 --> 00:45:17,702
our police and then the protests

627
00:45:17,702 --> 00:45:20,037
and the tear gas
and our country and

628
00:45:20,037 --> 00:45:22,240
the...
It's just everything touches

629
00:45:22,240 --> 00:45:24,542
everything and I
don't even know...

630
00:45:26,211 --> 00:45:27,912
where to start cause it just
feels so...

631
00:45:31,382 --> 00:45:36,387
People say... they're for blk
lives and that they matter..

632
00:45:37,888 --> 00:45:40,591
but when they actually
have the chance to make

633
00:45:40,591 --> 00:45:43,728
actual change that
requires a bit of discomfort.

634
00:45:45,563 --> 00:45:47,565
they drop the ball every time.

635
00:45:52,570 --> 00:45:53,571
Yea.

636
00:45:55,406 --> 00:45:56,907
I don't wanna give these peoe

637
00:45:56,907 --> 00:45:58,609
their flowers but
they are starting

638
00:45:58,609 --> 00:46:00,245
to show their support in amazing

639
00:46:00,245 --> 00:46:01,912
ways.
They just need some more time.

640
00:46:04,081 --> 00:46:05,082
Right.

641
00:46:05,450 --> 00:46:06,517
[Farida]
Time.

642
00:46:06,517 --> 00:46:08,753
The revolution is here to st,
remember that.

643
00:46:09,454 --> 00:46:12,423
Don't worry about Jack, just
take a beat, ok?

644
00:46:13,758 --> 00:46:15,092
[low tense music]

645
00:46:23,133 --> 00:46:27,272
Petitions, petitions, so may
petitions.

646
00:46:27,272 --> 00:46:28,439
Oh my God.

647
00:46:28,439 --> 00:46:30,608
[woman]
We need to unite with all the

648
00:46:30,608 --> 00:46:32,109
injustice that's
happening in the

649
00:46:32,109 --> 00:46:33,778
world right now.
Black lives matter.

650
00:46:37,948 --> 00:46:41,952
Black lives matter is not a meme
or a dance trend.

651
00:46:42,787 --> 00:46:44,455
[other woman]
Hello to my fellow black

652
00:46:44,455 --> 00:46:45,623
brothers and sisters.

653
00:46:45,956 --> 00:46:48,626
I know there's a lot
going on right now and

654
00:46:48,626 --> 00:46:51,161
it's easy to be overwhelmed
as to what to do.

655
00:46:51,662 --> 00:46:55,300
I mean there's so many ways to
engage in the revolution

656
00:46:55,500 --> 00:46:58,135
but just remember,
the most radical

657
00:46:58,135 --> 00:47:00,638
act you can engage
in is to survive.

658
00:47:01,005 --> 00:47:04,809
To embalm yourself in
the act of self care, to love

659
00:47:04,809 --> 00:47:08,479
yourself in a world that is
not designed to love you.

660
00:47:08,979 --> 00:47:11,316
It is the most powerful toole
have.

661
00:47:12,149 --> 00:47:13,351
Keep holding on.

662
00:47:17,688 --> 00:47:18,989
[phone ringing]

663
00:47:24,161 --> 00:47:25,162
Hi, mom.

664
00:47:25,663 --> 00:47:27,532
[mom]
Well well, I'm surprised

665
00:47:27,532 --> 00:47:29,534
you answered cause you're
usually working.

666
00:47:29,534 --> 00:47:30,668
I know right.

667
00:47:31,502 --> 00:47:33,037
[mom]
Well I called to see how

668
00:47:33,037 --> 00:47:34,004
the pitch went.

669
00:47:34,004 --> 00:47:36,006
I don't really
wanna talk about it.

670
00:47:36,006 --> 00:47:38,676
Wait, wait, what? Why are you
outside? Where are you?

671
00:47:38,676 --> 00:47:40,545
[Farida]
I'm just taking some me time.

672
00:47:40,878 --> 00:47:43,548
Don't tell me you actually tk
a day off.

673
00:47:43,548 --> 00:47:44,549
Farida.

674
00:47:45,015 --> 00:47:46,517
[Farida]
I just needed some time

675
00:47:46,517 --> 00:47:47,518
to process.

676
00:47:49,554 --> 00:47:51,221
[indiscernible speech]

677
00:47:51,856 --> 00:47:52,857
so you could be lazy.

678
00:47:52,857 --> 00:47:54,859
People fought so
we could rest too,

679
00:47:54,859 --> 00:47:57,194
mom, and I'm gonna
fight in my own way.

680
00:47:58,028 --> 00:47:59,564
[mom]
Alright love you lose your job--

681
00:47:59,564 --> 00:48:02,199
I won't. Please trust me
on this. Weren't you the

682
00:48:02,199 --> 00:48:04,569
one that said I had to
be more kind to myself?

683
00:48:07,037 --> 00:48:07,705
Yes.

684
00:48:08,072 --> 00:48:10,708
Alright, well I love you. I'll
talk to you soon.

685
00:48:11,376 --> 00:48:13,378
[somber funky music]

686
00:48:20,217 --> 00:48:23,053
* I've been living out of
the fight up out of the floo*

687
00:48:23,554 --> 00:48:24,555
* Oh oh

688
00:48:25,723 --> 00:48:27,925
* I believe in all
American soil *

689
00:48:27,925 --> 00:48:32,397
* I believe an miracle can
grow on this American soil *

690
00:48:33,063 --> 00:48:38,102
* Before the press it calls
to plead this American gold *

691
00:48:38,102 --> 00:48:40,771
* I cried for the ones I loved

692
00:48:40,771 --> 00:48:42,940
* I pray for the
ones that don't *

693
00:48:43,408 --> 00:48:45,576
* I bleed on the American soil *

694
00:48:45,910 --> 00:48:48,245
* I'm bleeding this
American gold *

695
00:48:48,579 --> 00:48:50,247
* I'm bleeding yea yea *

696
00:48:53,751 --> 00:48:58,923
* I'm bleeding American
gold gold gold yea yea yea *

697
00:48:58,923 --> 00:49:01,759
* It's leaking from my soul

698
00:49:01,759 --> 00:49:04,929
* Oh yea yea I'm bleeding

699
00:49:04,929 --> 00:49:09,266
* American gold
gold gold yea yea *

700
00:49:12,770 --> 00:49:15,272
[Farida]
We must continue to hold on,

701
00:49:16,106 --> 00:49:19,810
hold onto the dignity and gre
our ancestors gave us.

702
00:49:20,611 --> 00:49:23,448
We keep ourselves
planted in the earth

703
00:49:23,448 --> 00:49:26,116
so that we may
weather the storm.

704
00:49:26,651 --> 00:49:27,785
[somber music]

705
00:49:34,992 --> 00:49:36,794
[soft hopeful tones pick up]

706
00:49:40,798 --> 00:49:42,800
[narrator]
Who do we call to feel comfort

707
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:45,135
knowing a soft voice
with an open heart

708
00:49:45,135 --> 00:49:47,304
is the true nurturing
we all need.

709
00:49:47,638 --> 00:49:49,306
Who do we crave
when lust is off the

710
00:49:49,306 --> 00:49:50,975
table and your
so called love life

711
00:49:50,975 --> 00:49:52,810
evaporates quicker
than the privileged

712
00:49:52,810 --> 00:49:54,679
can take toilet
paper off the shelf?

713
00:49:54,679 --> 00:49:57,147
[upbeat syncopated
electronic music]

714
00:49:57,147 --> 00:49:59,316
What are you
greedy for when greed

715
00:49:59,316 --> 00:50:01,519
is stripped down
to the essentials?

716
00:50:09,159 --> 00:50:10,661
This is about Jack.

717
00:50:11,829 --> 00:50:13,498
[disconcerting sounds]

718
00:50:31,015 --> 00:50:32,850
[sounds of motors whirring]

719
00:51:26,571 --> 00:51:27,772
[ominous sounds]

720
00:51:30,908 --> 00:51:32,910
[man]
I never had time to show

721
00:51:32,910 --> 00:51:34,579
you how much I loved you.

722
00:51:36,914 --> 00:51:38,282
[muffled speaking]

723
00:51:46,957 --> 00:51:50,260
Hi, yes I'm having trouble
accessing my account.

724
00:51:50,761 --> 00:51:54,765
It's Jaime Crow, J.A.I.M.E.

725
00:51:55,265 --> 00:51:56,934
Crow like the blackbird.

726
00:51:57,802 --> 00:51:59,637
Might be under Jack, Jack is.

727
00:52:00,805 --> 00:52:01,806
was...

728
00:52:03,608 --> 00:52:05,109
Jack is my husband.

729
00:52:07,978 --> 00:52:09,113
He's not here.

730
00:52:12,817 --> 00:52:13,818
No.

731
00:52:46,651 --> 00:52:48,318
[disconcerting tense sounds]

732
00:53:07,672 --> 00:53:09,674
[Jack]
Will be ever be as happy

733
00:53:09,674 --> 00:53:11,341
as we are right now?

734
00:53:41,906 --> 00:53:43,240
[Jaime]
Ow, ow, ow.

735
00:53:54,251 --> 00:53:56,220
I don't know why she sleeps on

736
00:53:56,220 --> 00:53:58,388
your face.
She sleeps on my boobs.

737
00:54:20,444 --> 00:54:23,580
You better not be fucking
up your sleep wake schedule.

738
00:54:23,580 --> 00:54:26,751
We are still on for formal
Friday Facetime brunch so...

739
00:54:27,084 --> 00:54:28,753
I'll see your face in 20, ok?

740
00:54:34,124 --> 00:54:36,426
[Isla]
I can't believe that after

741
00:54:36,426 --> 00:54:38,095
all those years Jack...

742
00:54:40,264 --> 00:54:41,265
I'm sorry...

743
00:54:42,599 --> 00:54:43,600
I'm sorry.

744
00:54:45,770 --> 00:54:46,771
It's ok.

745
00:54:49,273 --> 00:54:51,275
It's so good to see your face.

746
00:54:53,778 --> 00:54:54,812
[Jaime]
Stupid.

747
00:54:55,445 --> 00:54:57,114
Is that Jack's shirt?

748
00:55:00,617 --> 00:55:02,953
I need to do laundry.

749
00:55:05,322 --> 00:55:06,991
[disconcerting sounds]

750
00:55:11,128 --> 00:55:13,163
[Jack]
We've gotta go backwards

751
00:55:13,163 --> 00:55:14,464
to look forward.

752
00:55:46,330 --> 00:55:47,832
[Jaime]
Its different now.

753
00:56:51,929 --> 00:56:54,231
[eery music, ominous sounds]

754
00:56:58,402 --> 00:57:00,604
[Jack]
Do you wanna know the truth?

755
00:57:01,605 --> 00:57:03,073
Maybe another day.

756
00:57:19,089 --> 00:57:20,290
[Isla]
I know we can't see

757
00:57:20,290 --> 00:57:21,591
each other right now

758
00:57:21,591 --> 00:57:24,094
but you really should
get out of the house.

759
00:57:24,094 --> 00:57:25,762
Get out in the sunshine.

760
00:57:44,314 --> 00:57:45,983
[Isla]
You sure you're ok?

761
00:57:47,151 --> 00:57:48,152
[Jaime]
Yup.

762
00:57:51,288 --> 00:57:52,289
[Isla]
Ok.

763
00:57:53,790 --> 00:57:54,791
[exclaiming]

764
00:58:20,817 --> 00:58:22,186
[Isla]
I was so glad to

765
00:58:22,186 --> 00:58:24,821
see your pretty face at brun,
let's keep it up.

766
00:58:25,489 --> 00:58:28,325
Routine is good during times
like this, right?

767
00:58:29,994 --> 00:58:31,528
Love you, talk soon.

768
00:58:43,707 --> 00:58:44,708
[coughing]

769
00:59:19,043 --> 00:59:20,044
[coughing]

770
00:59:22,212 --> 00:59:23,213
[coughing]

771
00:59:29,586 --> 00:59:31,088
[tea pot whistling]

772
00:59:59,083 --> 01:00:01,418
[Isla]
I'm really worried about you.

773
01:00:01,951 --> 01:00:05,289
After what happened to Jack I
need to know you're ok.

774
01:00:05,922 --> 01:00:07,924
World seems like
it's upside down

775
01:00:07,924 --> 01:00:10,427
right now,
like some alternate reality.

776
01:00:11,928 --> 01:00:13,597
I hate that you're alone.

777
01:00:15,765 --> 01:00:17,434
Anyway, I miss your face.

778
01:00:19,136 --> 01:00:22,106
Call me back, just let me know
you're alive.

779
01:00:49,966 --> 01:00:51,501
[upbeat music plays]

780
01:00:54,804 --> 01:00:56,640
* Up three two one

781
01:01:03,313 --> 01:01:06,516
* Give me resurrection
give me restraint cause I've *

782
01:01:06,516 --> 01:01:09,819
* been gunning to get there
and they're running away *

783
01:01:10,154 --> 01:01:13,190
* Give me good intentions
even the score c'mon *

784
01:01:13,190 --> 01:01:16,326
* give me lots of lip c'mon
let me hear you roar *

785
01:01:16,993 --> 01:01:19,496
* Oh uh oh uh oh uh
oh uh oh uh oh uh oh *

786
01:01:24,834 --> 01:01:27,337
* Give me resurrection
don't disappear no I *

787
01:01:27,337 --> 01:01:30,207
* don't need another yes
man show me some fear *

788
01:01:30,840 --> 01:01:34,010
* Give me some elation
give me a ride we'll be *

789
01:01:34,010 --> 01:01:37,181
* like people on vacation
every day of our lives *

790
01:01:37,547 --> 01:01:38,348
* Oh...

791
01:01:38,348 --> 01:01:40,016
[music fades, muffled]

792
01:01:41,885 --> 01:01:42,886
[coughing]

793
01:02:10,380 --> 01:02:11,548
* Wanna dance

794
01:02:11,881 --> 01:02:18,722
* Oh uh oh uh oh uh
oh uh oh uh oh uh oh *

795
01:02:18,722 --> 01:02:25,229
* Oh uh oh oh uh oh uh
oh uh oh oh oh oh uh oh *

796
01:02:25,562 --> 01:02:28,565
* Oh oh oh uh oh oh oh *

797
01:02:32,569 --> 01:02:33,903
[ominous sounds]

798
01:02:36,406 --> 01:02:38,575
[Jack]
There's a full moon tonight.

799
01:02:48,752 --> 01:02:49,753
[coughing]

800
01:03:05,269 --> 01:03:06,270
[spraying]

801
01:03:25,121 --> 01:03:26,290
[ominous tones]

802
01:03:42,472 --> 01:03:43,473
[coughing]

803
01:04:21,845 --> 01:04:23,513
[eery ominous sounds]

804
01:04:27,717 --> 01:04:28,718
[coughing]

805
01:04:37,193 --> 01:04:39,363
[Jack's voice]
This is about Jack.

806
01:04:45,735 --> 01:04:47,371
[upbeat modern electronic music]

807
01:04:47,371 --> 01:04:49,373
[narrator]
Animals are roaming the stres

808
01:04:49,373 --> 01:04:51,040
and drinking clear waters whe

809
01:04:51,040 --> 01:04:52,876
we're locked up in our cages.
Karma,

810
01:04:52,876 --> 01:04:56,045
maybe so, if it is it's just the
blunt awakening that we need.

811
01:04:56,880 --> 01:04:58,882
What are your addictions?
You know maybe the

812
01:04:58,882 --> 01:05:00,884
bumps of coke that
were meaningless are now

813
01:05:00,884 --> 01:05:02,886
sneaking up on your
Friday night and perpetually

814
01:05:02,886 --> 01:05:04,721
clogging the inner
liner of your organs.

815
01:05:05,555 --> 01:05:07,557
Maybe that cigarette
you smoke you're not

816
01:05:07,557 --> 01:05:09,593
realizing it's not
the cigarette that you

817
01:05:09,593 --> 01:05:11,761
craved but more the
approval of people who

818
01:05:11,761 --> 01:05:13,930
have not called to
check on if your healthy.

819
01:05:25,241 --> 01:05:27,577
[man]
Let's see next up we have...

820
01:05:27,577 --> 01:05:29,245
Betty, Betty get up here.

821
01:05:35,419 --> 01:05:36,953
Alright give it up.

822
01:05:57,607 --> 01:05:59,609
[upbeat guitar strumming mus]

823
01:06:10,119 --> 01:06:11,821
Betty, hey where you going?

824
01:06:12,622 --> 01:06:13,623
Ok...

825
01:06:14,958 --> 01:06:16,325
Not enough drinks I guess.

826
01:06:43,820 --> 01:06:46,189
[electric guitar pickup
interference]

827
01:06:53,162 --> 01:06:54,831
[electric guitar plays and
stops]

828
01:07:12,015 --> 01:07:13,049
[funky music]

829
01:07:14,851 --> 01:07:15,852
[grunting]

830
01:08:03,733 --> 01:08:06,402
So I was thinking, maybe a
bigger dog?

831
01:08:06,903 --> 01:08:08,572
I want a teacup Yorkie.

832
01:08:09,238 --> 01:08:10,739
A teac, why?

833
01:08:10,739 --> 01:08:12,241
Name him Godzilla and then is

834
01:08:12,241 --> 01:08:13,943
funny.
It's like "come here Godzill.

835
01:08:14,911 --> 01:08:15,745
What?

836
01:08:15,745 --> 01:08:17,080
It'd be so cute.

837
01:08:19,114 --> 01:08:21,250
Damn it Alicia,
you know you don't

838
01:08:21,250 --> 01:08:23,252
have the reflexes to get that.

839
01:08:24,120 --> 01:08:26,455
[upbeat tender guitar picking
music]

840
01:08:28,925 --> 01:08:31,426
I told you I am not good at this
game.

841
01:08:31,795 --> 01:08:34,764
That's cause you don't have e
skill. Boom!

842
01:08:37,100 --> 01:08:39,434
You know I hate it when you do
that.

843
01:08:39,803 --> 01:08:40,804
I love you.

844
01:08:42,271 --> 01:08:43,439
Loser sets up.

845
01:08:57,120 --> 01:08:58,121
[exclaiming]

846
01:09:49,773 --> 01:09:51,174
[man]
Yo who'd Bonie go home with

847
01:09:51,174 --> 01:09:53,009
last night? She was out at le
11:30.

848
01:09:53,009 --> 01:09:54,177
[other guy]
No she was here

849
01:09:54,177 --> 01:09:55,178
way later than that.

850
01:09:55,178 --> 01:09:56,345
[man]
She wasn't here past 12

851
01:09:56,345 --> 01:09:57,180
I looked all over.

852
01:09:57,180 --> 01:09:58,514
[other guy] Yea, she left with

853
01:09:58,514 --> 01:10:00,183
that guy from FoCo
before midnight.

854
01:10:00,183 --> 01:10:02,886
Oh an Trey would not shut up
about the hype.

855
01:10:02,886 --> 01:10:06,022
You barely go outside, why the
fuck do you wanna go camping?

856
01:10:06,022 --> 01:10:08,858
Dude, he say some shit on IG and
now he's all into nature.

857
01:10:09,192 --> 01:10:10,860
[man]
Hey yo, got donuts bitches.

858
01:10:10,860 --> 01:10:11,895
Yea sup!

859
01:10:16,032 --> 01:10:17,200
[indiscernible]

860
01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:18,367
[Alan]
Hey man.

861
01:10:22,538 --> 01:10:23,572
[Dougie]
Alan?

862
01:10:23,572 --> 01:10:24,874
[Alan]
Oh yea hold on sec bro

863
01:10:24,874 --> 01:10:25,875
'm just grabbing a tie.

864
01:10:25,875 --> 01:10:26,876
A tie?

865
01:10:27,711 --> 01:10:31,880
Oh dude, c'mon man put some
pants on.

866
01:10:33,382 --> 01:10:35,384
We've been over this, please.

867
01:10:38,086 --> 01:10:40,255
As long as this corona
shit is keeping me

868
01:10:40,255 --> 01:10:42,726
in the house I am never
wearing pants again.

869
01:10:42,726 --> 01:10:44,559
Yea, that'll show it.

870
01:10:44,559 --> 01:10:46,595
Plus I got a little
video date tonight

871
01:10:46,595 --> 01:10:48,397
so hopefully I won't need pants.

872
01:10:50,398 --> 01:10:52,068
Ok, gross.

873
01:10:53,402 --> 01:10:56,840
No, no, sit down,
sit, oh my God,

874
01:10:56,840 --> 01:11:00,243
alright thank you, yes, alright.

875
01:11:01,244 --> 01:11:04,413
So what are you up to today man,
you go to your essential job?

876
01:11:04,748 --> 01:11:06,582
No man, I stayed home

877
01:11:07,116 --> 01:11:08,584
did some research.

878
01:11:08,952 --> 01:11:10,920
Research, for what the vlog?

879
01:11:11,755 --> 01:11:12,755
[Dougie]
Yea.

880
01:11:15,759 --> 01:11:16,760
What?

881
01:11:16,760 --> 01:11:18,594
C'mon man you know
more about that stuff that

882
01:11:18,594 --> 01:11:20,629
anybody you're
fucking just putting it off.

883
01:11:20,629 --> 01:11:23,266
I don't need your crap todayr
any day.

884
01:11:23,599 --> 01:11:25,601
Well apparently you do Dougie.

885
01:11:26,102 --> 01:11:27,937
This is the perfect
time to do all the

886
01:11:27,937 --> 01:11:29,773
shit you've been
saying you wanna do. I

887
01:11:29,773 --> 01:11:31,607
mean you finally are
stuck at home, not

888
01:11:31,607 --> 01:11:33,442
that you ever leave
the house anyway.

889
01:11:33,977 --> 01:11:35,144
Shut up.

890
01:11:35,144 --> 01:11:36,279
[Alan]
What am I wrong?

891
01:11:39,148 --> 01:11:41,317
Look what do you
care so much about

892
01:11:41,317 --> 01:11:43,619
my stupid vlog as
you lovingly put it.

893
01:11:43,619 --> 01:11:46,455
I don't but you do, that's the
point.

894
01:11:47,456 --> 01:11:50,459
Ok, alright, what are you dog
that's so great?

895
01:11:53,129 --> 01:11:56,132
I don't see you exactly settg
the world on fire.

896
01:11:56,132 --> 01:11:57,800
Fair enough Dougie
but I'm fucking

897
01:11:57,800 --> 01:11:59,468
happy with my
life and you're not

898
01:11:59,803 --> 01:12:02,972
I like I don't understand you, I
just don't get it.

899
01:12:02,972 --> 01:12:05,308
What do I gotta spell it out for
you?

900
01:12:05,842 --> 01:12:08,144
No body is gonna
wanna subscribe and

901
01:12:08,144 --> 01:12:10,313
then watch my
fat ass every week.

902
01:12:11,347 --> 01:12:14,483
Wait a minute, Dougie, is that
was this is about?

903
01:12:15,018 --> 01:12:16,019
Your weight?

904
01:12:16,853 --> 01:12:18,754
I mean it's a fucking
YouTube channel,

905
01:12:18,754 --> 01:12:20,656
what you gotta be
Brad Pitt for that?

906
01:12:20,656 --> 01:12:22,157
Oh screw you!

907
01:12:22,358 --> 01:12:23,492
Well fuck you!

908
01:12:24,193 --> 01:12:25,193
[Dougie]
Ah.

909
01:12:25,661 --> 01:12:27,330
[funky folksy guitar music]

910
01:13:03,398 --> 01:13:05,234
Ok, alright.

911
01:13:07,570 --> 01:13:09,371
Ok, yea talk to you later.

912
01:13:12,541 --> 01:13:13,576
Oh appreciate it.

913
01:13:15,077 --> 01:13:17,213
We interrupt this
program to bring you

914
01:13:17,213 --> 01:13:19,548
an update on covid-19
from the governor.

915
01:13:19,883 --> 01:13:21,217
I'm Will Stanley.

916
01:13:21,217 --> 01:13:24,387
As we await the governor
to address the public,

917
01:13:24,387 --> 01:13:27,556
I'll read you the current
directives on covid-19.

918
01:13:28,557 --> 01:13:30,059
Effective immediately and

919
01:13:30,059 --> 01:13:32,095
continuing indefinitely,
all persons

920
01:13:32,095 --> 01:13:35,731
are to remain in their homes
or at their places of residence.

921
01:13:36,065 --> 01:13:37,733
Except to travel to and from

922
01:13:37,733 --> 01:13:39,735
essential businesses
to work at or

923
01:13:39,735 --> 01:13:41,737
provide service to a healthce

924
01:13:41,737 --> 01:13:44,073
operation or
essential infrastructure.

925
01:13:44,573 --> 01:13:46,742
To engage in
essential activities or

926
01:13:46,742 --> 01:13:48,912
to perform minimum
basic operations

927
01:13:48,912 --> 01:13:51,080
for non-essential
businesses while

928
01:13:51,080 --> 01:13:52,916
practicing social distancing.

929
01:13:53,616 --> 01:13:55,451
All public and
private gatherings

930
01:13:55,451 --> 01:13:56,920
of any number of people

931
01:13:56,920 --> 01:13:58,922
occurring outside
a single household

932
01:13:58,922 --> 01:14:00,924
or living unit are prohibited.

933
01:14:00,924 --> 01:14:02,458
[man on phone]
Hey babe, they called

934
01:14:02,458 --> 01:14:05,594
me in for a double shift. Things
are getting crazy here.

935
01:14:05,594 --> 01:14:08,764
Hospital is initiating all kinds
of new protocols.

936
01:14:08,764 --> 01:14:11,267
I'll call you when I know mo.
Love you.

937
01:14:11,267 --> 01:14:13,302
...business shall
prepare and post are

938
01:14:13,302 --> 01:14:16,104
prohibited within the
public health jurisdiction.

939
01:14:16,940 --> 01:14:18,773
Except for the limited purpos

940
01:14:18,773 --> 01:14:20,643
expressly permitted
by this order.

941
01:14:21,110 --> 01:14:24,479
Nothing in this order prohibs
members of a single househod

942
01:14:24,479 --> 01:14:27,816
or living unit from engagingn
essential activities togethe.

943
01:14:28,284 --> 01:14:30,786
Essential businesses
are directed to continue to

944
01:14:30,786 --> 01:14:33,656
maximize the number of
employees who work from home.

945
01:14:34,623 --> 01:14:36,625
Essential businesses
must find industry specific

946
01:14:36,625 --> 01:14:39,295
guidance issued by
the health officer...

947
01:14:39,295 --> 01:14:41,797
* I know I know I
feel it when it's right *

948
01:14:42,465 --> 01:14:44,833
* One two three go go go

949
01:14:45,334 --> 01:14:46,970
[funky folksy music]

950
01:14:47,470 --> 01:14:51,975
* Out here alone remember
independence we're all *

951
01:14:51,975 --> 01:14:56,845
* gonna bring it back home
and feel that confidence *

952
01:14:58,147 --> 01:15:00,816
* I love that confidence

953
01:15:02,986 --> 01:15:06,689
* Thinking in circles keeps
my mind well rounded *

954
01:15:06,689 --> 01:15:10,026
* Searching for subjects
just to stay confounded *

955
01:15:10,326 --> 01:15:11,995
* And trying things *

956
01:15:13,662 --> 01:15:15,498
* I'm always trying things

957
01:15:18,701 --> 01:15:22,838
* You've built a
castle out of sticks *

958
01:15:23,039 --> 01:15:26,541
* And bones but here we go *

959
01:15:28,844 --> 01:15:30,546
[man]
Hi there, hi there.

960
01:15:31,714 --> 01:15:36,019
Yea, over a 1000 people were
injured in that.

961
01:15:36,852 --> 01:15:39,022
This might feel like a German
club.

962
01:15:50,199 --> 01:15:52,035
[Pam]
Hi, I'm life coach Pam.

963
01:15:53,036 --> 01:15:56,572
Now since you've clicked on this
link you know failure.

964
01:15:57,040 --> 01:15:59,875
Are you ready willing
and able and do you

965
01:15:59,875 --> 01:16:02,745
have the guts to
succeed by failing again?

966
01:16:08,384 --> 01:16:11,054
[man]
This virus is testing all ofs

967
01:16:11,054 --> 01:16:14,889
and it's testing the people in
the front lines of this fight.

968
01:16:18,561 --> 01:16:19,562
Score!

969
01:16:20,563 --> 01:16:21,930
Hey yo, what's up!

970
01:16:23,432 --> 01:16:25,568
[guy]
All I know is her cousin

971
01:16:25,568 --> 01:16:27,403
is super cool, she wants to be
an ambassador.

972
01:16:27,403 --> 01:16:28,737
No shit, that's hard core.
Hey at

973
01:16:28,737 --> 01:16:30,738
least you get to
travel with that shit.

974
01:16:30,738 --> 01:16:33,409
Hey and you guys know I love
smart girls.

975
01:16:33,409 --> 01:16:35,278
Not too smart, she won't like
you back.

976
01:16:35,278 --> 01:16:37,913
- Hey fuck you dude!
- You know I'm right.

977
01:16:37,913 --> 01:16:39,582
Hey, hey where are we going
tonight?

978
01:16:39,582 --> 01:16:41,584
Dude, everything's all
closed although I did hear

979
01:16:41,584 --> 01:16:43,919
that Lou's bar is letting
people in on the back patty.

980
01:16:43,919 --> 01:16:46,121
Fuck it, let's make it happen.
Easy we'll go there.

981
01:16:46,121 --> 01:16:47,923
No, Lou's bar got shut
down for good because

982
01:16:47,923 --> 01:16:49,925
it was open plus that
place fucking sucks.

983
01:16:49,925 --> 01:16:51,927
No it doesn't, Lou's is great.

984
01:16:51,927 --> 01:16:54,263
Well fuck dude we can't go
to Katie's cause she's over at

985
01:16:54,263 --> 01:16:56,465
Donna and Jules and they're
all locked up in the house.

986
01:16:57,266 --> 01:16:59,635
Devin Williams said the thrill
reel through later but Dev's

987
01:16:59,635 --> 01:17:01,104
still sorta freaking out so e

988
01:17:01,104 --> 01:17:02,604
doesn't really
wanna go anywhere.

989
01:17:02,604 --> 01:17:04,273
Damn,
you know what guys let's just

990
01:17:04,273 --> 01:17:05,941
stay here we'll
see who rolls to us.

991
01:17:06,275 --> 01:17:09,278
[guy] Oh yea.
Hey, challenge bitches.

992
01:17:09,978 --> 01:17:10,979
Fuck.

993
01:17:12,615 --> 01:17:13,782
[newscaster]
People are

994
01:17:13,782 --> 01:17:15,118
just having to get creative.

995
01:17:15,118 --> 01:17:19,455
There are plenty of things to
do outdoors near your home

996
01:17:19,455 --> 01:17:23,626
and together it is a time to
be safe and think of others.

997
01:17:24,293 --> 01:17:26,461
Lend a helping hand when you
can.

998
01:17:26,795 --> 01:17:27,796
Wear a mask.

999
01:17:29,632 --> 01:17:30,633
[knocking]

1000
01:18:07,836 --> 01:18:09,172
[guitar strumming]

1001
01:18:10,339 --> 01:18:11,340
[exclaiming]

1002
01:18:51,214 --> 01:18:53,882
* Such a sunny girl

1003
01:18:54,049 --> 01:18:57,052
I wish I could fucking play in
front of anybody.

1004
01:19:06,562 --> 01:19:08,063
[upbeat guitar music overlay]

1005
01:19:08,063 --> 01:19:09,932
[Pam] You see
failure is the first

1006
01:19:09,932 --> 01:19:11,767
step on the journey to succe.

1007
01:19:12,235 --> 01:19:14,570
When you try something
new you may or

1008
01:19:14,570 --> 01:19:17,240
may not be good
at it the first time out.

1009
01:19:17,440 --> 01:19:20,108
Whether you succeed, permanently

1010
01:19:20,108 --> 01:19:23,111
fail, or fail,
everything take time

1011
01:19:23,912 --> 01:19:27,082
and the sooner you fail the
faster you'll succeed.

1012
01:19:28,083 --> 01:19:30,286
Yes, I like that.

1013
01:19:30,286 --> 01:19:33,255
So are you ready to take this
journey with me?

1014
01:19:34,923 --> 01:19:35,924
Ready?

1015
01:19:36,259 --> 01:19:41,264
Three... two... go.

1016
01:19:43,432 --> 01:19:44,433
Parenting...

1017
01:19:55,311 --> 01:19:58,113
Congratulations, you failed.

1018
01:19:58,481 --> 01:20:02,285
Now try again and continue to
get better.

1019
01:20:09,958 --> 01:20:11,494
[Pam]
Congratulations you failed!

1020
01:20:11,494 --> 01:20:13,128
Congratulations you failed!

1021
01:20:13,128 --> 01:20:14,797
Congratulations you failed!

1022
01:20:14,797 --> 01:20:16,632
Congratulations you failed!

1023
01:20:18,501 --> 01:20:20,503
Congratulations you failed!

1024
01:20:22,004 --> 01:20:24,340
[ironic electronic music]

1025
01:20:26,642 --> 01:20:28,175
[dope beat picks up]

1026
01:20:43,692 --> 01:20:44,827
[tv]
Hello everyone this

1027
01:20:44,827 --> 01:20:45,994
is Sensei Tom here full

1028
01:20:45,994 --> 01:20:48,331
of a fun and challenging
workout here today.

1029
01:20:48,863 --> 01:20:50,165
[indiscernible]

1030
01:20:51,834 --> 01:20:54,836
...hope you're ready. Alright
here we go.

1031
01:20:55,671 --> 01:20:58,507
Come here to focus, good, arms
up.

1032
01:21:00,208 --> 01:21:03,345
All the way up, up, up, and then
all the way down.

1033
01:21:03,345 --> 01:21:05,348
That's it 10 alright
let's repeat that

1034
01:21:05,348 --> 01:21:07,215
and let's get it a
little more obvious.

1035
01:21:08,351 --> 01:21:10,184
Two, three, good.

1036
01:21:10,519 --> 01:21:12,187
It's starts getting
a little higher up.

1037
01:21:12,187 --> 01:21:13,856
We're gonna focus on
standing down range.

1038
01:21:16,023 --> 01:21:17,726
Watch the bits, raise up.

1039
01:21:17,726 --> 01:21:18,394
Hay!

1040
01:21:18,727 --> 01:21:19,728
Hay!

1041
01:21:31,374 --> 01:21:32,375
[grunting]

1042
01:21:33,208 --> 01:21:34,877
Can you come home tonight?

1043
01:21:35,210 --> 01:21:37,580
Get another nurse to cover yr
shift?

1044
01:21:39,715 --> 01:21:41,384
Babe, we're all here now.

1045
01:21:41,916 --> 01:21:44,387
It's literally all hands on
deck.

1046
01:21:45,220 --> 01:21:47,423
No one has any time to sit down.

1047
01:21:47,423 --> 01:21:49,425
I barely got away to call you.

1048
01:21:50,393 --> 01:21:51,394
I gotta go.

1049
01:22:13,248 --> 01:22:14,416
Hey there buddy.

1050
01:22:17,420 --> 01:22:19,086
[upbeat electro music]

1051
01:22:24,092 --> 01:22:27,195
...this virus like it's real.
Like, bitch, it's just a flu.

1052
01:22:29,598 --> 01:22:31,600
Alright, everybody takes a shot.

1053
01:22:32,768 --> 01:22:34,470
Yup guys, play a game.

1054
01:22:34,470 --> 01:22:35,270
Woo!

1055
01:22:35,270 --> 01:22:36,939
Everybody takes a shot.

1056
01:22:36,939 --> 01:22:39,273
When Billy loses that way we can
have the places over.

1057
01:22:40,976 --> 01:22:41,977
C'mon, fuck.

1058
01:22:43,111 --> 01:22:44,112
Alright well.

1059
01:22:45,147 --> 01:22:46,281
Come on, come on.

1060
01:22:46,281 --> 01:22:49,452
Let's go. It's about time
alright, you got nothing.

1061
01:22:49,818 --> 01:22:51,820
That price 300, I'm a big fan.

1062
01:22:53,121 --> 01:22:55,290
So you're gonna fucking be
sick...

1063
01:22:56,291 --> 01:22:57,626
What no I not...

1064
01:22:58,794 --> 01:22:59,795
Anybody?

1065
01:23:00,463 --> 01:23:01,797
Come on fucking go.

1066
01:23:01,797 --> 01:23:02,798
Alright.

1067
01:23:03,466 --> 01:23:05,166
Hey you guys think
we should throw a party

1068
01:23:05,166 --> 01:23:06,835
tonight?
I definitely think we should.

1069
01:23:14,643 --> 01:23:16,645
[newscaster]
And it's testing the people in

1070
01:23:16,645 --> 01:23:18,481
the front lines of this fight.

1071
01:23:18,481 --> 01:23:20,315
[Dougie]
With covid-19 these

1072
01:23:20,315 --> 01:23:21,850
unprecedented times--

1073
01:23:21,850 --> 01:23:23,818
[newscaster]
...times that we live in.

1074
01:23:23,818 --> 01:23:25,521
[tv]
During challenging times

1075
01:23:25,521 --> 01:23:27,690
we understand your questionsn
how to cope.

1076
01:23:31,527 --> 01:23:33,327
[other tv voice]
Even when we can't stand

1077
01:23:33,327 --> 01:23:34,830
closer than 6 feet or touch each
other.

1078
01:24:15,037 --> 01:24:16,539
[Trent Wells]
Hello, I'm Trent Wells

1079
01:24:16,539 --> 01:24:17,873
and you bought my book.
Who buys a

1080
01:24:17,873 --> 01:24:19,575
book? I guess you're old school.
I have

1081
01:24:19,575 --> 01:24:21,043
this on podcast
a ton of places but

1082
01:24:21,043 --> 01:24:22,711
you know what?
Let's get to the point.

1083
01:24:23,077 --> 01:24:24,547
The point is you don't like o

1084
01:24:24,547 --> 01:24:26,214
you are.
What do you do about that?

1085
01:24:26,715 --> 01:24:29,251
Sometimes we wake up and look
at ourselves and look at our

1086
01:24:29,251 --> 01:24:30,385
lives and we say there's

1087
01:24:30,385 --> 01:24:32,054
something we
don't like about it.

1088
01:24:32,054 --> 01:24:33,889
How do we get away from it? w

1089
01:24:33,889 --> 01:24:35,558
do we change it?
More importantly

1090
01:24:35,558 --> 01:24:38,727
if it's you that you don't
like how do you change that?

1091
01:24:49,071 --> 01:24:53,241
I mean real change, not some
candy ass like new tie, new

1092
01:24:53,241 --> 01:24:57,279
car, new city but change
where it counts on the inside.

1093
01:25:22,604 --> 01:25:25,273
Have you had some trouble
communicating?

1094
01:25:25,273 --> 01:25:26,975
Or is that my accent?

1095
01:25:27,309 --> 01:25:29,311
No that's like a normal
couples question,

1096
01:25:29,311 --> 01:25:31,113
do you have trouble
communicating?

1097
01:25:31,313 --> 01:25:33,448
- I'm going to my room.
- You mean our room.

1098
01:25:33,448 --> 01:25:35,117
So pay the rent some time.

1099
01:25:36,619 --> 01:25:37,786
[woman]
Ok, let's see.

1100
01:25:38,954 --> 01:25:41,624
Tired of not being respectedy
your man.

1101
01:25:42,124 --> 01:25:44,492
Take back the power by Linda Jam
Jam.

1102
01:25:45,794 --> 01:25:48,463
So, you're tired of taking cp
from men?

1103
01:25:48,996 --> 01:25:51,299
I'll show you to take action
or...

1104
01:25:52,635 --> 01:25:54,836
how to teach 'em a lesson. Boom!

1105
01:25:55,970 --> 01:25:57,840
Oh snap, ok.

1106
01:26:06,682 --> 01:26:08,350
Hello, this is Diane.

1107
01:26:09,652 --> 01:26:11,654
Oh, oh, hello.

1108
01:26:12,854 --> 01:26:15,991
What brings you here? How are
things in your life?

1109
01:26:16,659 --> 01:26:18,193
I'm pretty good.

1110
01:26:20,028 --> 01:26:23,198
Ok, are you telling me or is
that a question?

1111
01:26:24,499 --> 01:26:27,836
Cause if things were pretty good
you wouldn't be here.

1112
01:26:28,503 --> 01:26:30,538
Why don't you tell me
what's going on with you.

1113
01:26:30,538 --> 01:26:32,540
Let's start with your name,
what's your name?

1114
01:26:34,342 --> 01:26:39,014
I'm Alicia, started dating my
boyfriend Drake two years ago.

1115
01:26:40,514 --> 01:26:42,517
Most of the time he's great t
sometimes he...

1116
01:26:45,553 --> 01:26:47,522
Does he get violent, Alicia?

1117
01:26:48,023 --> 01:26:51,359
No, no, no, not at all but hs
very...

1118
01:26:52,559 --> 01:26:54,863
impatient and can be
condescending.

1119
01:26:56,031 --> 01:26:58,233
Yea, that can't feel good.

1120
01:26:58,867 --> 01:27:00,202
No it doesn't.

1121
01:27:00,202 --> 01:27:03,906
You sometimes when we have
a hard time getting others to

1122
01:27:03,906 --> 01:27:07,710
respect us it's because we
aren't respecting ourselves.

1123
01:27:10,045 --> 01:27:13,415
I think that was
very true but I've

1124
01:27:13,415 --> 01:27:16,885
been taking down
time and trying...

1125
01:27:18,086 --> 01:27:22,057
I've been learning karate, I
feel like I'm changing.

1126
01:27:23,225 --> 01:27:24,760
I can take care of myself.

1127
01:27:24,760 --> 01:27:27,062
Ok, that's great, that's reay

1128
01:27:27,062 --> 01:27:29,732
great but the
question still remains.

1129
01:27:30,898 --> 01:27:32,234
Why are you here?

1130
01:27:33,101 --> 01:27:36,438
I guess I wanna be strong iny
head and my body.

1131
01:27:36,438 --> 01:27:38,773
Now you're talking, I like that.

1132
01:27:38,773 --> 01:27:42,745
Let's discuss how we can
make you a mental black belt.

1133
01:27:43,077 --> 01:27:44,746
Does that sound good?

1134
01:27:46,448 --> 01:27:47,582
[upbeat music]

1135
01:27:58,927 --> 01:28:01,764
You know I worry about you,
like this is scary stuff

1136
01:28:01,764 --> 01:28:04,632
Jackson. You and the guys
are social distancing, right?

1137
01:28:05,768 --> 01:28:08,937
I mean for the most part, you
should come up soon.

1138
01:28:09,470 --> 01:28:11,273
God,
maybe in like three months, we

1139
01:28:11,273 --> 01:28:12,941
don't even go to
the store anymore.

1140
01:28:13,141 --> 01:28:15,610
Literally everything is
delivered and then my dad les

1141
01:28:15,610 --> 01:28:17,946
it sit there for three
days to kill any virus on it.

1142
01:28:18,446 --> 01:28:21,116
Oh my God that is ridiculous.

1143
01:28:22,284 --> 01:28:24,452
Oh wait,
speaking of dads it looks

1144
01:28:24,452 --> 01:28:27,121
like my dad is calling right
now. Can I call you back babe?

1145
01:28:27,121 --> 01:28:29,791
Ok, just please be careful. Stay
home.

1146
01:28:29,791 --> 01:28:30,625
I love you.

1147
01:28:30,625 --> 01:28:32,627
Alright, we will. I love you
too.

1148
01:28:32,627 --> 01:28:34,296
- Hey son.
- Hey dad.

1149
01:28:34,662 --> 01:28:36,965
Do I hear the guys over there
with you?

1150
01:28:36,965 --> 01:28:39,134
Oh yea just a few
of them stopped

1151
01:28:39,134 --> 01:28:40,969
by just to play video games.

1152
01:28:42,304 --> 01:28:44,973
I told you if you went 14 days
alone.

1153
01:28:46,141 --> 01:28:47,675
You could come home.

1154
01:28:48,309 --> 01:28:50,145
You've not been alone have y?

1155
01:28:50,145 --> 01:28:53,681
Look, I've been trying
but it's hard and this could

1156
01:28:53,681 --> 01:28:57,019
be over any time,
my classes will start again.

1157
01:28:57,652 --> 01:28:59,988
Listen, I can't let you come

1158
01:28:59,988 --> 01:29:02,825
home unless you
do 14 days alone.

1159
01:29:03,826 --> 01:29:05,360
[mom]
Oh hold on...

1160
01:29:05,360 --> 01:29:07,362
honey I know that sounds
harsh...

1161
01:29:08,330 --> 01:29:11,867
we want you to be home so
you gotta remember this isn't

1162
01:29:11,867 --> 01:29:15,336
about, it's not just about
you it's not just about

1163
01:29:15,336 --> 01:29:18,841
your dad and me. It's about
other people so what your

1164
01:29:18,841 --> 01:29:22,544
dad said is really, really
right. Where have you been?

1165
01:29:22,544 --> 01:29:24,046
Have you been
around anybody who's

1166
01:29:24,046 --> 01:29:25,880
sick, you don't know
if you have or not.

1167
01:29:25,880 --> 01:29:28,683
Yea, I know, I know.
You're right, I'll

1168
01:29:28,683 --> 01:29:31,887
start today and in two
weeks I can come home.

1169
01:29:32,720 --> 01:29:35,023
Yea, listen no one knows
what's gonna happen

1170
01:29:35,023 --> 01:29:37,359
with this virus and
you should be home.

1171
01:29:37,359 --> 01:29:39,361
You know I really
think things are gonna

1172
01:29:39,361 --> 01:29:41,529
re-open soon.
At least here they are.

1173
01:29:41,529 --> 01:29:44,066
Well I hope you're right, I hope
it is over soon.

1174
01:29:44,066 --> 01:29:47,535
I, I don't know if things are
open soon that's kinda scary.

1175
01:29:47,535 --> 01:29:49,204
Nah he says he thinks it'll be
over soon.

1176
01:29:49,204 --> 01:29:50,371
- Oh ok, alright.
- So.

1177
01:29:50,705 --> 01:29:54,041
Ok, I'm gonna call in two
weeks son and I hope when I

1178
01:29:54,041 --> 01:29:57,379
do that you've been alone
so that you can come home.

1179
01:29:58,080 --> 01:30:00,548
Alright, I will, thanks dad.

1180
01:30:01,249 --> 01:30:02,550
I love you.

1181
01:30:02,550 --> 01:30:05,888
I love you too honey, you're
such a sweetheart. Stay safe!

1182
01:30:05,888 --> 01:30:07,555
I love you guys too.

1183
01:30:08,556 --> 01:30:09,892
[guys chattering]

1184
01:30:11,059 --> 01:30:12,727
[upbeat electro music]

1185
01:30:14,062 --> 01:30:16,064
[guy]
Come on, go, go, go, go.

1186
01:31:17,993 --> 01:31:19,494
Well hello, Dougie.

1187
01:31:20,963 --> 01:31:21,964
Hey there.

1188
01:31:22,965 --> 01:31:23,966
My brother...

1189
01:31:25,800 --> 01:31:27,802
Yea, your brother called
me when he set this

1190
01:31:27,802 --> 01:31:29,804
up he wants me to
work a miracle with you.

1191
01:31:30,973 --> 01:31:31,974
Can you?

1192
01:31:33,475 --> 01:31:35,143
Absolutely not.

1193
01:31:36,144 --> 01:31:38,146
The only thing
you can do is take

1194
01:31:38,146 --> 01:31:40,148
charge of your life yourself.

1195
01:31:40,148 --> 01:31:44,019
He's telling me you have a few
issues, mostly with your weight?

1196
01:31:46,654 --> 01:31:47,689
[exclaiming buzzer sound]

1197
01:31:47,689 --> 01:31:49,824
Wrong.
It's not your weight, it's

1198
01:31:49,824 --> 01:31:51,826
your ownership of your weight.

1199
01:31:52,527 --> 01:31:55,163
What's the term you used
for being heavy? Not the

1200
01:31:55,163 --> 01:31:57,665
PC version, the version
you use when you're pissed?

1201
01:31:58,833 --> 01:31:59,666
Fat.

1202
01:31:59,666 --> 01:32:00,668
[Trent]
Ok.

1203
01:32:01,003 --> 01:32:03,838
You know what, Dougie? You're
fat. You are.

1204
01:32:04,839 --> 01:32:06,841
And you have to
own it cause it's

1205
01:32:06,841 --> 01:32:08,843
the truth.
Then and only then can

1206
01:32:08,843 --> 01:32:10,545
you choose a path. You got two

1207
01:32:10,545 --> 01:32:12,847
choices to give the
power back to you.

1208
01:32:13,514 --> 01:32:16,050
First choice, except your
weight.

1209
01:32:16,351 --> 01:32:20,055
You know what? I'm heavy and
that's just how it's gonna be.

1210
01:32:20,522 --> 01:32:24,059
Or number 2, look in the
mirror and say, you know what

1211
01:32:24,059 --> 01:32:27,695
I'm fat and I don't like it
and take steps to change it.

1212
01:32:29,197 --> 01:32:32,067
It's the only choice you have,
why don't you get out of your

1213
01:32:32,067 --> 01:32:33,701
apartment,
walk around and don't

1214
01:32:33,701 --> 01:32:35,570
come back until
you make a decision.

1215
01:32:36,871 --> 01:32:39,374
Then you'll be in charge of your
life.

1216
01:32:39,874 --> 01:32:41,543
[somber guitar music]

1217
01:33:13,407 --> 01:33:15,443
One of the most stressful
things about being a

1218
01:33:15,443 --> 01:33:17,912
parent is telling your kids
where babies come from.

1219
01:33:18,746 --> 01:33:22,084
Now I opted to tell all three of
my boys early on.

1220
01:33:22,084 --> 01:33:24,419
So that they would
hear it from me instead

1221
01:33:24,419 --> 01:33:26,588
of the mean streets
of white suburbia.

1222
01:33:28,090 --> 01:33:29,757
So I told my youngest...

1223
01:33:30,458 --> 01:33:34,629
and he thought about
it and he said to me...

1224
01:33:34,629 --> 01:33:39,300
so... that means...
you've had sex three times.

1225
01:33:40,934 --> 01:33:43,771
Yes... with dad.

1226
01:33:48,110 --> 01:33:50,812
Yes... finally! God!

1227
01:34:01,623 --> 01:34:03,625
Congratulations,
you succeeded...

1228
01:34:04,626 --> 01:34:07,662
Now try again and continue to
get better.

1229
01:34:09,464 --> 01:34:12,134
What? It's the same damn
message.

1230
01:34:14,302 --> 01:34:15,303
Oh fuck.

1231
01:34:19,307 --> 01:34:20,975
[guitar strumming music]

1232
01:34:48,670 --> 01:34:51,339
Hey Andy... it's good to see
you.

1233
01:34:55,177 --> 01:34:56,178
Cooper.

1234
01:34:57,545 --> 01:34:58,845
I miss you man.

1235
01:35:01,014 --> 01:35:04,018
I know you man... I miss you
too.

1236
01:35:04,852 --> 01:35:05,853
What's up?

1237
01:35:07,854 --> 01:35:10,525
I keep trying... so hard.

1238
01:35:12,227 --> 01:35:14,196
I just can't seem to get it.

1239
01:35:15,197 --> 01:35:17,898
That's your problem, you're
trying to hard.

1240
01:35:19,867 --> 01:35:23,037
And what's with the wigs and all
the silly stuff?

1241
01:35:25,039 --> 01:35:26,541
I don't know man...

1242
01:35:29,211 --> 01:35:31,713
You were just so good.

1243
01:35:35,750 --> 01:35:37,752
I feel like I suck.

1244
01:35:38,085 --> 01:35:40,755
You just gotta be yourself m,
I mean...

1245
01:35:41,723 --> 01:35:44,392
you are enough... so do it.

1246
01:35:54,568 --> 01:35:56,238
[Andy plays tender guitar music]

1247
01:36:22,430 --> 01:36:23,431
[upbeat music]

1248
01:36:23,498 --> 01:36:25,933
Well hello, welcome to
another episode of Dougie

1249
01:36:25,933 --> 01:36:28,470
on the Loose, I think
you're gonna enjoy this one.

1250
01:36:28,936 --> 01:36:31,639
I'm just saying because
normally I take you around

1251
01:36:31,639 --> 01:36:34,942
Orlando and I show you all
the touristy things to do. You

1252
01:36:34,942 --> 01:36:37,812
know the theme parks,
all that good stuff; but today

1253
01:36:37,812 --> 01:36:40,948
I'm gonna show you that
right there. Look at that la.

1254
01:36:41,648 --> 01:36:44,952
I'm gonna show you how to
enjoy Orlando and Florida with

1255
01:36:44,952 --> 01:36:48,155
nature trails if you wanna
get away from all the crowds.

1256
01:36:48,623 --> 01:36:50,791
[man]
Yea, I'm on my way right now

1257
01:36:51,293 --> 01:36:54,296
Yea, I'll be coming in Monday
Wednesday, Friday.

1258
01:36:54,296 --> 01:36:55,463
[upbeat, inspiring music]

1259
01:36:55,963 --> 01:36:57,299
Ok, see you soon.

1260
01:37:01,303 --> 01:37:02,637
Ready to go to work, buddy?

1261
01:37:02,637 --> 01:37:05,639
Tomorrow we both get to work
from home, how would that be?

1262
01:37:07,809 --> 01:37:09,977
Ok then, let's go buddy.

1263
01:37:18,152 --> 01:37:22,156
I think I got everything, I'm
really excited for the Bosta.

1264
01:37:23,657 --> 01:37:26,027
Um I don't see the ground
turkey.

1265
01:37:28,162 --> 01:37:29,996
Where's the ground turkey?

1266
01:37:30,164 --> 01:37:32,500
Did you leave the bag at the
store?

1267
01:37:32,700 --> 01:37:34,201
I don't know. Maybe.

1268
01:37:34,836 --> 01:37:37,371
Dammit Alicia,
I specifically asked you, grab

1269
01:37:37,371 --> 01:37:39,841
the bag that has the
ground turkey in it.

1270
01:37:40,508 --> 01:37:43,177
I'm sorry Drake,
I didn't mean to. I mean

1271
01:37:43,177 --> 01:37:45,847
you could have grabbed
it as easily as me.

1272
01:37:46,681 --> 01:37:50,518
It's ok, we all know how abst
minded you can... be.

1273
01:37:55,189 --> 01:37:57,859
I don't appreciate your
comments, Drake.

1274
01:37:58,360 --> 01:38:00,027
You make me feel small.

1275
01:38:01,062 --> 01:38:02,530
I mean I wanna be with you but

1276
01:38:02,530 --> 01:38:04,198
things need to
change around here.

1277
01:38:04,198 --> 01:38:07,201
The world is different now and
we're gonna be different too.

1278
01:38:10,705 --> 01:38:11,873
I can see that.

1279
01:38:13,375 --> 01:38:15,543
I didn't know I was making you
feel this way...

1280
01:38:16,911 --> 01:38:20,214
I love you... and I don't want
you to feel like that.

1281
01:38:22,550 --> 01:38:25,720
Well if you really mean that
then we can work on it.

1282
01:38:27,889 --> 01:38:28,889
I do.

1283
01:38:45,573 --> 01:38:46,741
[man]
Hey.

1284
01:38:46,741 --> 01:38:47,409
[boy]
Hey.

1285
01:38:47,609 --> 01:38:49,443
How was your quarantine?

1286
01:38:49,443 --> 01:38:52,079
Quarantine? Bro,
we didn't even notice. It was

1287
01:38:52,079 --> 01:38:55,082
like we just chilled,
partied a lot, it was great.

1288
01:38:55,416 --> 01:38:56,784
[other boy]
Hey, Jackson, we going?

1289
01:38:56,784 --> 01:38:58,586
Yea, let's get outta here.

1290
01:39:04,925 --> 01:39:06,928
[sweet soft guitar music pla]

1291
01:39:28,282 --> 01:39:31,786
Alright guys, tonight we hava
repeat offender.

1292
01:39:33,320 --> 01:39:35,457
Let's see how she does this time

1293
01:39:35,457 --> 01:39:37,492
guys.
Let's give it up for Betty.

1294
01:39:42,964 --> 01:39:46,634
Now this is one good looking
audience out here.

1295
01:39:49,637 --> 01:39:52,639
That was great, Betty. What'd
you do?

1296
01:39:54,476 --> 01:39:56,010
I did the time during the

1297
01:39:56,010 --> 01:39:58,145
lock down,
I learned out to do it.

1298
01:39:59,146 --> 01:40:01,014
What'd you do with your time?

1299
01:40:05,318 --> 01:40:07,154
[narrator]
Do you realize how temporary

1300
01:40:07,154 --> 01:40:08,155
everything is?

1301
01:40:08,354 --> 01:40:11,325
Do you realize it's not
a disease or terrorist

1302
01:40:11,325 --> 01:40:14,195
attack that changes us,
only our response to it.

1303
01:40:15,029 --> 01:40:16,831
The belief of fear
of death turned

1304
01:40:16,831 --> 01:40:18,365
one-billion people inside out

1305
01:40:18,365 --> 01:40:20,166
and flipped even
the most powerful

1306
01:40:20,166 --> 01:40:21,669
people right on their ass.

1307
01:40:22,369 --> 01:40:25,840
* Do you really wanna know

1308
01:40:25,840 --> 01:40:27,208
* What if I die

1309
01:40:27,541 --> 01:40:29,010
* What if I live *

1310
01:40:29,877 --> 01:40:33,715
* No no no no no no

1311
01:40:33,715 --> 01:40:36,851
Do you talk to yourself when
you're alone? What do you say?

1312
01:40:39,521 --> 01:40:42,523
* In the after glow

1313
01:40:43,691 --> 01:40:46,528
* Of that golden flow

1314
01:40:47,862 --> 01:40:52,734
* I saw you rising
gold from up the mud *

1315
01:40:56,202 --> 01:41:04,045
* In the deepest faith of
my battle tested blood *

1316
01:41:05,246 --> 01:41:10,084
* I fell to appreciations
I've not known *

1317
01:41:13,888 --> 01:41:19,393
* When lover my lover let's take
a long look in the after glow *

1318
01:41:22,095 --> 01:41:24,231
* The truth we uncover where

1319
01:41:24,231 --> 01:41:27,568
* foundations shook
in the after glow *

1320
01:41:29,904 --> 01:41:35,409
* I can see clearer
than I ever did before *

1321
01:41:37,745 --> 01:41:41,415
* And there will come horses

1322
01:41:41,782 --> 01:41:45,119
* And there will come horses *

1323
01:41:45,952 --> 01:41:49,123
* And carriage and primed and

1324
01:41:49,123 --> 01:41:52,760
* hills on fire in
the after glow *

1325
01:41:53,928 --> 01:41:55,963
[inspiring rock band and piano
music]

1326
01:41:58,766 --> 01:42:02,136
* Brother William

1327
01:42:02,937 --> 01:42:06,107
* Won't you sing a song

1328
01:42:07,108 --> 01:42:11,779
* Call up younger
woman might hear us all *

1329
01:42:15,449 --> 01:42:23,457
* Let that alone and bleed
out like holy water falls *

1330
01:42:24,626 --> 01:42:30,464
* In desperation hymns
that shake the stone *

1331
01:42:33,166 --> 01:42:38,505
* Brother oh brother now what
do you see in the after glow *

1332
01:42:41,308 --> 01:42:44,311
* Our eyes now uncovered
our shackles *

1333
01:42:44,311 --> 01:42:46,814
* broke free in the after glow

1334
01:42:49,150 --> 01:42:54,822
* I can see from the
front lines to Jericho *

1335
01:42:56,991 --> 01:43:00,827
* And there will come horses

1336
01:43:01,162 --> 01:43:04,666
* And there will come horses *

1337
01:43:05,332 --> 01:43:08,335
* In carriage and
choir and hills *

1338
01:43:08,335 --> 01:43:12,005
* On fire with the after glow

1339
01:43:18,012 --> 01:43:25,186
* In the cries and
trumpets care along *

1340
01:43:26,353 --> 01:43:30,357
* Lies an urgent seed

1341
01:43:31,558 --> 01:43:35,863
* Born from the
battle lines drawn *

1342
01:44:14,568 --> 01:44:17,905
* In the after glow

1343
01:44:18,572 --> 01:44:21,575
* We shall taste the fruit

1344
01:44:23,244 --> 01:44:28,750
* Of that which dug deep in s
ground and held to the root*

1345
01:44:30,752 --> 01:44:34,121
* And there will come horses

1346
01:44:35,089 --> 01:44:38,459
* And there will come horses

1347
01:44:39,425 --> 01:44:42,930
* And there will come horses

1348
01:44:43,430 --> 01:44:46,633
* And there will come horses *

1349
01:44:47,601 --> 01:44:51,104
* And there will come horses

1350
01:44:51,773 --> 01:44:55,109
* And there will come horses

1351
01:44:55,809 --> 01:44:59,446
* And there will come horses

1352
01:45:00,113 --> 01:45:03,450
* And there will come horses