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- ♪MTV ♪

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♪♪

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- You do need to slow down
a little bit.

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- I feel like I'm living the
life that I'm happy with living.

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- But as long as we're
your parents, we have this.

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Remember that.
- Okay, Dad.

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- We got this in the mail.

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No death certificate
record found

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in the name of Billy O'Toole.
This is crazy.

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How do you not have
a death certificate on file?

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- All right, so I got
the death certificate.

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-<i>Oh, you did?</i>
- Yeah.

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As far as the cause of death,
it says,

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"Immediate cause
pending further studies."

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- The reason why we came here
last minute is 'cause

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the government used my dad
to get to Jackie and Allie.

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So now he's working
to reopen that case.

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- You betrayed
your family, yes.

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Yes, everybody will know that.

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(phone line trilling)

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- My mom is missing.

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I'm worried,
and I have no idea where she is.

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- Hello?

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Where are you?

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- My dad's medication intake
is becoming too much.

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And we already had
that one slip-up.

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- I need for you
to take care of yourself,

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because this kid right here,
you're his (bleep) everything.

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I need you to be okay for him.
- One day at a time, G.

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- We need (bleep) help,
seriously, with this.

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- ♪ One day I'm gonna die ♪

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♪ I'll take you all with me ♪

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♪♪

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- So everything's good?
- Yeah, everything's good.

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- I miss you!

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- (grunting)

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- What happened?

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- (grunting)
- Come here!

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What happened?

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Why you holding your face?

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- I just hit the pole
with my eye.

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- What do you mean you hit
the pole with your eye?

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The pole don't move,
only you do.

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- I was running and I--
- Come here.

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- He was racing with some kid
and he fell and hit the pole.

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- You're like a goofball.

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Me bein' like a kid that's been
through some (bleep)

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in the street
and I've been through a lot,

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and this, this, and that,
I remember telling God

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that one night like, God,
I said, I'm gonna live

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and I'm gonna get
my lift straight

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for not only me
but for my siblings

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like my little brother
and sister.

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I love them to death.

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I would give literally anything
to go back to like this age,

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like (bleep) running around
at the park and (bleep).

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- Right?
Not having to worry
about (bleep).

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- Yeah.
- Christian!

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Look!
I am king!

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- But how's he doing anyway,
your father?

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- He's good.
Same (bleep).

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Now they gotta do
a radiation.

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You know, we don't want him
to get too caught up
on this medication.

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He feels confident.
He's thinking like,

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he wants to do the right thing
and he wants to be good

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and be straight
and (bleep), you know?

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But you can only
help somebody...

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(both)
So much.

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- Between (bleep) him,
how he was before jail,

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comes home,
all this (bleep) goin' on,

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I can't wait to just wrap
all this (bleep) up.

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Can't wait till he starts
working, does his own thing.

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- Right.
- I just can't keep
(bleep) with him.

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- You can't, Chris.
I told you.

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I'm glad you see it
for yourself.

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I'm glad you see that.

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- I'm definitely
thankful for my mom.

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She got two other kids
to worry about,

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but my mother's
definitely stepping up

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and playing a big part
in all this.

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She helps a lot, you know,
'cause she knows my dad.

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You know, she calls him up,
checks on him,

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makes sure he's okay,
make sure I'm okay.

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I tell her more (bleep).
You know, we're close.

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You know,
closer than we ever been.

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- Chris, you have a whole life
you have to live.

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- I know.
- It's your father.

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Granted, you wanna be there
for him, I get it.

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But, Chris, you got
the (bleep) world by your balls.

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♪♪

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- I spoke to Xavier
on the phone, finally.

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And, um, he's still
in the same predicament.

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- What is he--
he's in the hole?

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- He's still in the hole.

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He's still
"waiting for a transfer."

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Yet he hasn't gotten in trouble
for anything.

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If he's in there,
number one,

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it's not looking good
for us trying to file a motion

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to be able to get him home.

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- Right, of course.
He's sitting in the SHU.

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- Xavier right now is
in the SHU,

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which is
the special housing unit.

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He has limited communication
to myself,

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to his family,
to his lawyer.

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His case for some reason,
is just--

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we just keep hittin'
a brick wall.

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And not just in the courts,

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but also what he's going through
in the prison system.

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- So let's say
he gets out of the SHU,

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because the attorney's
now gonna fight for him

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to get out of the SHU.

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What's important
in other documents

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that you highlight
that I could look out for

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that is important
for his case?

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- When he's saying there's
200-and-something cases,

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like I feel like
I have to find something.

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- I'm ready to do
some searching.

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- You have to find
the exact case.

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Order granting
compassionate release,

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default Johnson.

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- Hold on now.

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Right here.
United States vs Johnson.

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Download your PDF.

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- United States vs Johnson.

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- This was originally sentenced
for covered defense

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and is therefore eligible
for relief

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under section 404
of the First Step Act.

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I'm reading into other cases
that had the same charges

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and were released.

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When I see things like this,

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it makes me
wanna fight harder.

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- And here's where he's saying,
in the Johnson case,

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when it went to
the courts of appeal,

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The courts of appeal
ruled in his favor.

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- Right, 'cause the Johnson
case, the guy got out.

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- Yes.
The bottom line here is,

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the Johnson case is
a covered offense.

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- Now you could forward both
of these over to my aunt Jo

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and tell her to use this
in your defense,

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where he stayed at.

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I mean I could point out things
in this case already

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that-- that could be used
in Xavier's defense.

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♪♪

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- We make enough?
- We have enough for four?

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- Yeah.
- This is heartbreaking

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to my children
that Billy's not here

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for the birth
of his grandchildren.

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Billy's not here for birthdays,
for holidays.

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He has another generation
that he brought into this world.

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Me and him together,
we brought our children in,

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and now our children
are bringing children in.

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And whatever happened that
night, he's not here for that,

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and that's-- that's terrible.

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- What's it like growing up
without siblings?

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Compared to like--
like being here, crazy, right?

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So many personalities.
- Never imagined.

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- There's always
something goin' on.

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- What I've learned
from coming from a big family

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is that you fight hard
but you love harder.

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You know what I'm saying?
Me and Taylor,

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we could have a brawl.
The next day, you know,

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we're hugging
and we're loving each other.

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I'm sorry.

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- Aww.

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- Never hold a grudge.
- No.

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- You can never hold a grudge.
- No.

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- You'll die with holding
that grudge

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and you'll never be able
to forgive yourself

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for even holding it.
- Right.

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Life can change
for the worst in a minute.

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You don't know.
- Be grateful.

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- Be grateful for right now.
You know, we've been through

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a lot, but you know what?
We got through it

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because we had each other.
- After Daddy passed away,

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if we sat there and just
dwelled on it every single day,

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we'd be sittin' here today like,
oh, look how much time passes.

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How much time did I waste?

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- Listen,
the private investigator

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wasn't willing to help us
with what happened
with Daddy that night.

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- Right.

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- The year that my dad passed,
I kinda healed myself,

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So I had mixed emotions
about a private investigator

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because I really didn't wanna
relive the situation,

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but the private investigator
didn't really go anywhere,

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he didn't really help us,

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and we still don't have
solid evidence.

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It's definitely,
um, a little hard.

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- We still have to wait
for the medical examiner report,

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see what that says.

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We'll get to the bottom.
We'll get to bottom of it.

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- I wish it was a bad dream,
I really do.

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- It's not a dream,
it's reality, it happened.

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You know, but we have
every right to know

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what happened that night.

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Meanwhile the death certificate
says "immediate cause

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pending further studies."

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We don't know what happened
that night yet.

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We know that things
aren't true.

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- You know
who Allie Persico is.

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- You believe
he should be out?

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- I'm actually gonna go see
Xavier at the end of the month.

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- He was
in solitary confinement.

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I think it really took a mental
and emotional toll on him.

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-<i>He's definitely not
in Moscow.</i>

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<i>He's here
and he's gonna stay here.</i>

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- I don't feel good.

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- What's that?

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- The actual autopsy report.

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- Wait, what'd it say,
cause of death?

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- No way.
- What'd I say?

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<b>♪♪</b>

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<b>- How was your trip?</b>
<b>You're finally back.</b>

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<b>- Yeah.</b>
<b>It was very good.</b>

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<b>Very good.</b>
<b>- You feel more relaxed now?</b>

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<b>- Yes, because, you know,</b>
<b>after I meet with Seva...</b>

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<b>- Mm-hmm.</b>
<b>- ...and talk with your father,</b>

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<b>I was so upset.</b>

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<b>You betrayed your family, Boris.</b>

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<b>- So I need just get away.</b>

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<b>- Yeah, but how do you just</b>
<b>drop everything and go?</b>

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<b>I don't understand.</b>

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<b>- Because I was in depression</b>
<b>after talking to your father.</b>

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<b>You understand?</b>
<b>- Yeah.</b>

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<b>- You know</b>
<b>I was always strong, right?</b>

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<b>And now I feel like,</b>
<b>you know,</b>

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<b>I have no energy no more.</b>

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<b>When I talk to him, I feel like</b>
<b>he's sucking my blood.</b>

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<b>- He's been sucking your blood</b>
<b>for a very long time.</b>

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<b>I don't understand why--</b>
<b>what took you so long</b>
<b>to realize that.</b>

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<b>We need to go to Moscow</b>
<b>with the divorce papers,</b>

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<b>you sit down, we'll talk to him,</b>
<b>and that's it.</b>

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<b>- Okay, because it can go</b>
<b>like this no more.</b>

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<b>- At this point,</b>
<b>from the conversation</b>

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<b>that my mom had with Boris,</b>
<b>it looks like</b>

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<b>we're gonna have to go to Russia</b>
<b>to-- to sign the divorce papers</b>

236
00:10:23,288 --> 00:10:26,358
<b>because we don't even know</b>
<b>when he's gonna come down</b>
<b>to New York.</b>

237
00:10:26,425 --> 00:10:30,695
<b>Both parties need to be there</b>
<b>to sign the divorce papers.</b>

238
00:10:30,762 --> 00:10:33,398
<b>That's why I think</b>
<b>it's better off for us</b>

239
00:10:33,465 --> 00:10:36,301
<b>to just fly down to him.</b>

240
00:10:36,334 --> 00:10:38,003
<b>- Right, absolutely.</b>

241
00:10:39,838 --> 00:10:43,442
<b>I always wanted you</b>
<b>become good friends.</b>

242
00:10:43,508 --> 00:10:45,711
<b>Like father and son.</b>
<b>- I understand.</b>

243
00:10:45,777 --> 00:10:47,312
<b>But I don't need him</b>
<b>for anything.</b>

244
00:10:47,312 --> 00:10:50,048
<b>- I tell the truth,</b>
<b>he not deserve son like you.</b>

245
00:10:50,115 --> 00:10:52,684
<b>- Yeah, that's why you need</b>
<b>to listen to me.</b>

246
00:10:52,751 --> 00:10:54,786
<b>- And you need</b>
<b>to listen to me.</b>

247
00:10:54,853 --> 00:10:57,689
<b>- Mm-hmm.</b>
<b>- He wants to be alone.</b>

248
00:10:57,756 --> 00:10:59,658
<b>He don't wanna have a family.</b>

249
00:10:59,725 --> 00:11:04,329
<b>He have the best family</b>
<b>and he lost it.</b>

250
00:11:04,396 --> 00:11:07,666
<b>He lost his family.</b>

251
00:11:07,733 --> 00:11:10,369
<b>- Maybe one day he'll understand</b>
<b>and realize that.</b>

252
00:11:10,435 --> 00:11:12,838
<b>- Yeah.</b>
<b>- So, please, no more surprises.</b>

253
00:11:12,904 --> 00:11:14,740
<b>Can't just leave last minute.</b>

254
00:11:14,806 --> 00:11:16,875
<b>I'll work with you</b>
<b>so we can plan this trip</b>

255
00:11:16,942 --> 00:11:18,710
<b>and go to Russia</b>
<b>and just get everything done.</b>

256
00:11:18,777 --> 00:11:20,579
<b>- And start new life</b>
<b>without him.</b>

257
00:11:20,645 --> 00:11:23,048
<b>- That too.</b>
<b>- Okay.</b>

258
00:11:35,127 --> 00:11:39,197
<b>- Today, I'm mainly here just</b>
<b>to, you know, for support.</b>

259
00:11:39,297 --> 00:11:40,766
<b>Like both of y'all.</b>

260
00:11:40,832 --> 00:11:43,135
<b>I wanna make sure</b>
<b>that you both have the room</b>

261
00:11:43,201 --> 00:11:45,103
<b>to really say what</b>
<b>you need to say.</b>

262
00:11:47,305 --> 00:11:48,840
<b>Hello again, Dana.</b>
<b>- Hi.</b>

263
00:11:48,907 --> 00:11:50,542
<b>- Hello, beautiful.</b>
<b>- Oh, this is so crazy.</b>

264
00:11:50,609 --> 00:11:52,644
<b>- I know.</b>
<b>- No, it's not.</b>

265
00:11:52,711 --> 00:11:54,513
<b>It's not crazy.</b>
<b>- A little bit. Hi.</b>

266
00:11:54,579 --> 00:11:57,249
<b>- Mmm.</b>

267
00:11:57,282 --> 00:11:58,517
<b>Thank you for coming.</b>

268
00:11:58,583 --> 00:11:59,951
<b>- A little shaky.</b>
<b>Hi.</b>

269
00:12:00,018 --> 00:12:03,555
<b>- Don't be shaky.</b>
<b>Come on, take your coat off.</b>

270
00:12:03,622 --> 00:12:05,023
<b>Please.</b>

271
00:12:05,090 --> 00:12:06,858
<b>- Wait.</b>
<b>Thanks.</b>

272
00:12:06,925 --> 00:12:10,996
<b>- Sit, baby girl.</b>
<b>Sit, baby girl.</b>

273
00:12:11,063 --> 00:12:13,799
<b>- I'm a little still shocked,</b>
<b>so I don't--</b>

274
00:12:13,865 --> 00:12:16,168
<b>- Look, you're safe here.</b>
<b>You know that.</b>

275
00:12:16,268 --> 00:12:17,836
<b>I'm your brother.</b>

276
00:12:17,903 --> 00:12:19,604
<b>- Yeah.</b>

277
00:12:19,671 --> 00:12:22,607
<b>- I am so sorry</b>
<b>I stood away for so long.</b>

278
00:12:22,674 --> 00:12:25,677
<b>- Well... hindsight, right?</b>

279
00:12:25,744 --> 00:12:29,014
<b>- Yeah, I let silly fears</b>
<b>keep me away.</b>

280
00:12:29,081 --> 00:12:33,518
<b>- So what was the reason</b>
<b>to come to New York?</b>

281
00:12:33,585 --> 00:12:37,956
<b>- Um, I needed</b>
<b>to come see my lawyer.</b>

282
00:12:38,023 --> 00:12:41,159
<b>Um, let me-- I--</b>
<b>Not to--</b>

283
00:12:41,293 --> 00:12:42,994
<b>- I gave her</b>
<b>a little background--</b>

284
00:12:43,061 --> 00:12:45,063
<b>- Yeah, but not--</b>
<b>not to--</b>

285
00:12:45,130 --> 00:12:47,899
<b>I don't want to bypass</b>
<b>what we're talking about.</b>

286
00:12:47,966 --> 00:12:49,935
<b>You know who Allie Persico is.</b>

287
00:12:51,136 --> 00:12:53,105
<b>Well, his lawyer</b>
<b>reached out to me.</b>

288
00:12:53,238 --> 00:12:56,508
<b>He wanted to know</b>
<b>if I would be able</b>

289
00:12:56,575 --> 00:13:01,913
<b>to help them</b>
<b>possibly get a retrial.</b>

290
00:13:01,980 --> 00:13:05,117
<b>- Knowing what you know</b>
<b>about him, aside from Daddy,</b>

291
00:13:05,250 --> 00:13:08,019
<b>do you believe</b>
<b>he should be out?</b>

292
00:13:10,489 --> 00:13:11,990
<b>- I'm gonna say yes.</b>

293
00:13:12,057 --> 00:13:14,059
<b>- And you would help</b>
<b>facilitate that?</b>

294
00:13:14,126 --> 00:13:17,129
<b>- Just try to advocate</b>
<b>a little bit.</b>

295
00:13:17,262 --> 00:13:22,968
<b>- Look, I'm all for people not</b>
<b>being in prison and being free,</b>

296
00:13:23,035 --> 00:13:26,405
<b>but considering</b>
<b>the circumstances,</b>

297
00:13:26,471 --> 00:13:29,541
<b>I just don't know why energy</b>
<b>would be put towards that,</b>

298
00:13:29,608 --> 00:13:33,445
<b>especially considering</b>
<b>that we live in New York.</b>

299
00:13:33,512 --> 00:13:35,580
<b>So that's not exactly an</b>

300
00:13:35,647 --> 00:13:39,184
<b>exciting thing to hear</b>
<b>on our end.</b>

301
00:13:39,284 --> 00:13:40,786
<b>- I know.</b>

302
00:13:40,852 --> 00:13:44,923
<b>- And to that point,</b>
<b>you left a woman and a child</b>

303
00:13:44,990 --> 00:13:49,761
<b>to defend themselves completely</b>
<b>right off the bat, exposed.</b>

304
00:13:49,828 --> 00:13:53,265
<b>And that risk,</b>
<b>my mom dealt with a lot.</b>

305
00:13:53,331 --> 00:13:55,834
<b>- I know.</b>
<b>- When my brother Billy</b>

306
00:13:55,901 --> 00:13:57,569
<b>went into Witness Protection,</b>

307
00:13:57,636 --> 00:14:02,541
<b>he was not there to help us,</b>
<b>to make sure we were okay.</b>

308
00:14:02,607 --> 00:14:04,309
<b>It felt like we were</b>
<b>just abandoned.</b>

309
00:14:04,376 --> 00:14:07,112
<b>Me and my mom were in a lot</b>
<b>of dangerous situations</b>

310
00:14:07,245 --> 00:14:10,615
<b>at that point,</b>
<b>so to forgive what happened,</b>

311
00:14:10,682 --> 00:14:14,352
<b>I don't even know if that's</b>
<b>necessarily possible.</b>

312
00:14:14,419 --> 00:14:17,322
<b>To think that I had to</b>
<b>digest a brutal murder</b>

313
00:14:17,389 --> 00:14:21,426
<b>at nine years old,</b>
<b>and then people coming after us,</b>

314
00:14:21,493 --> 00:14:25,130
<b>it being on the news</b>
<b>and somewhat try to lead</b>

315
00:14:25,263 --> 00:14:28,100
<b>a normal life and hide that</b>
<b>at the same time, like,</b>

316
00:14:28,166 --> 00:14:30,268
<b>the fact that this</b>
<b>is all coming out now</b>

317
00:14:30,268 --> 00:14:32,904
<b>would've been nice</b>
<b>to hear it previous.</b>

318
00:14:32,971 --> 00:14:34,339
<b>I doubt anything would happen</b>

319
00:14:34,406 --> 00:14:36,608
<b>because we hold our own,</b>
<b>we're fine.</b>

320
00:14:36,675 --> 00:14:39,077
<b>But if anything did,</b>

321
00:14:39,144 --> 00:14:44,750
<b>that would potentially weigh</b>
<b>heavy on you, wouldn't it?</b>

322
00:14:44,816 --> 00:14:49,020
<b>Yeah, so...</b>
<b>a point to consider.</b>

323
00:14:49,087 --> 00:14:51,823
<b>- I want you guys</b>
<b>to be left alone.</b>

324
00:14:51,890 --> 00:14:54,025
<b>- We are right now.</b>
<b>(chuckles)</b>

325
00:14:54,092 --> 00:14:57,863
<b>Currently.</b>
<b>- I am going nowhere now.</b>

326
00:14:57,929 --> 00:14:59,364
<b>I will be here.</b>

327
00:14:59,431 --> 00:15:01,800
<b>- There's a lot of emotions</b>
<b>happening right now.</b>

328
00:15:01,867 --> 00:15:05,103
<b>So I mean I will</b>
<b>be able to speak more,</b>

329
00:15:05,237 --> 00:15:07,939
<b>you know, as time goes on,</b>
<b>but I do appreciate</b>

330
00:15:08,006 --> 00:15:10,976
<b>the fact that we're able</b>
<b>to even talk and sit down.</b>

331
00:15:11,043 --> 00:15:12,577
<b>This has been really crazy.</b>

332
00:15:12,644 --> 00:15:15,113
<b>- Thank you for coming.</b>
<b>- Yeah.</b>

333
00:15:15,247 --> 00:15:16,415
<b>Okay.</b>

334
00:15:16,481 --> 00:15:19,651
<b>It's crazy even saying good-bye</b>
<b>to all of us.</b>

335
00:15:19,718 --> 00:15:20,852
<b>- It's more like</b>
<b>"see you later."</b>

336
00:15:20,919 --> 00:15:22,254
<b>I'll be back.</b>
<b>- Yeah, okay.</b>

337
00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:25,023
<b>I'm trying to not leave</b>
<b>with anger.</b>

338
00:15:25,090 --> 00:15:27,726
<b>I still have</b>
<b>a lot of it inside.</b>

339
00:15:27,793 --> 00:15:30,095
<b>Thank you for reaching out.</b>

340
00:15:30,162 --> 00:15:33,832
<b>I'm always open to someone</b>
<b>acknowledging what they did,</b>

341
00:15:33,899 --> 00:15:36,268
<b>and I appreciate that,</b>
<b>'cause it takes a lot</b>

342
00:15:36,301 --> 00:15:41,973
<b>to be able to say it regardless,</b>
<b>but I am wary as well.</b>

343
00:15:52,934 --> 00:15:56,404
<b>- ♪ Don't stop ♪</b>

344
00:15:56,470 --> 00:15:58,105
<b>♪ Running ♪</b>

345
00:15:58,172 --> 00:16:01,509
<b>♪♪</b>

346
00:16:01,576 --> 00:16:02,843
<b>- Hey!</b>
<b>- Hi.</b>

347
00:16:02,910 --> 00:16:05,546
<b>- Good seeing you.</b>
<b>- Nice to see you.</b>

348
00:16:05,613 --> 00:16:07,515
<b>So I wanted to give you</b>
<b>some updates</b>

349
00:16:07,582 --> 00:16:09,083
<b>about Xavier's case...</b>
<b>- Okay.</b>

350
00:16:09,150 --> 00:16:12,320
<b>- ...and where we are.</b>
<b>You know, last time we spoke,</b>

351
00:16:12,386 --> 00:16:14,889
<b>he was in solitary confinement.</b>
<b>- Yes.</b>

352
00:16:14,956 --> 00:16:17,658
<b>It was three months...</b>
<b>- That is a horrific amount</b>

353
00:16:17,725 --> 00:16:19,927
<b>of time to be</b>
<b>in solitary confinement.</b>

354
00:16:19,994 --> 00:16:21,963
<b>- Right.</b>
<b>- And I think it really took</b>

355
00:16:22,029 --> 00:16:24,699
<b>a mental and emotional toll</b>
<b>on him.</b>

356
00:16:24,765 --> 00:16:27,902
<b>Picture yourself</b>
<b>in a small closet</b>

357
00:16:27,969 --> 00:16:30,972
<b>with no windows,</b>
<b>with only a door,</b>

358
00:16:31,038 --> 00:16:34,308
<b>and it's all metal</b>
<b>and all concrete.</b>

359
00:16:34,375 --> 00:16:38,880
<b>You have no pillow,</b>
<b>no blanket, no mattress,</b>

360
00:16:38,946 --> 00:16:40,848
<b>no heat that you control.</b>

361
00:16:40,915 --> 00:16:44,919
<b>And you have no idea when</b>
<b>you're going to get out.</b>

362
00:16:44,986 --> 00:16:49,323
<b>So that really motivates me</b>
<b>to make sure</b>

363
00:16:49,390 --> 00:16:52,627
<b>that Xavier's life</b>
<b>isn't spent as a fossil.</b>

364
00:16:52,760 --> 00:16:55,630
<b>- Thank God.</b>
<b>I mean, you definitely,</b>

365
00:16:55,763 --> 00:16:59,433
<b>you know, were there throughout</b>
<b>the whole lockdown,</b>

366
00:16:59,500 --> 00:17:00,801
<b>and now he's out.</b>
<b>- Yeah.</b>

367
00:17:00,868 --> 00:17:02,270
<b>- Thank you for fighting</b>
<b>for that.</b>

368
00:17:02,336 --> 00:17:04,171
<b>- Yeah, you know, it was a fight</b>
<b>to get that done.</b>

369
00:17:04,238 --> 00:17:05,973
<b>- Yes.</b>
<b>- But we're not--</b>

370
00:17:06,040 --> 00:17:09,143
<b>we're not giving up.</b>
<b>I was like, no, you know?</b>

371
00:17:09,210 --> 00:17:10,778
<b>I need to be able</b>
<b>to talk to him.</b>

372
00:17:10,811 --> 00:17:12,280
<b>- Like seeing</b>
<b>that there are other cases</b>

373
00:17:12,346 --> 00:17:14,315
<b>that are coming out</b>
<b>with the same charges</b>

374
00:17:14,382 --> 00:17:16,517
<b>that he has have been released</b>
<b>from prison.</b>

375
00:17:16,584 --> 00:17:18,619
<b>Where do we go from here?</b>
<b>- If he were standing</b>

376
00:17:18,686 --> 00:17:22,189
<b>in front of a judge today,</b>
<b>the likelihood that he would</b>

377
00:17:22,256 --> 00:17:25,026
<b>receive a life sentence</b>
<b>is very slim.</b>

378
00:17:25,092 --> 00:17:27,895
<b>So we talked about</b>
<b>some new bills that are</b>

379
00:17:27,962 --> 00:17:29,797
<b>winding their way</b>
<b>through Congress.</b>

380
00:17:29,797 --> 00:17:31,332
<b>- Right.</b>
<b>- Particularly the one</b>

381
00:17:31,399 --> 00:17:33,334
<b>that would eliminate</b>
<b>the disparity</b>

382
00:17:33,401 --> 00:17:36,604
<b>or the difference between crack</b>
<b>and powder sentences.</b>

383
00:17:36,671 --> 00:17:37,905
<b>- Right.</b>

384
00:17:37,972 --> 00:17:41,642
<b>- Xavier's life sentence</b>
<b>is based upon</b>

385
00:17:41,709 --> 00:17:43,911
<b>this unscientific idea</b>

386
00:17:43,978 --> 00:17:46,414
<b>that crack is more serious</b>
<b>than powder.</b>

387
00:17:46,480 --> 00:17:50,518
<b>But you can't make crack</b>
<b>without powder, right?</b>

388
00:17:50,585 --> 00:17:53,521
<b>And the first response was</b>
<b>putting people in prison</b>

389
00:17:53,588 --> 00:17:56,524
<b>for a very long time,</b>
<b>having unfair crack laws</b>

390
00:17:56,591 --> 00:18:00,094
<b>that disproportionately affect</b>
<b>Black and brown people.</b>

391
00:18:00,161 --> 00:18:03,898
<b>And so how we got here is</b>
<b>from a failed and flawed</b>

392
00:18:03,965 --> 00:18:06,634
<b>public health response</b>
<b>to a real problem.</b>

393
00:18:06,767 --> 00:18:09,370
<b>- I'm actually gonna go see</b>
<b>Xavier at the end of the month.</b>

394
00:18:09,437 --> 00:18:12,607
<b>For me, it's important to go,</b>
<b>because I think visits</b>

395
00:18:12,673 --> 00:18:15,776
<b>and just keeping him</b>
<b>motivated and stuff...</b>

396
00:18:15,810 --> 00:18:17,311
<b>- Yeah, yeah, no.</b>

397
00:18:17,378 --> 00:18:20,214
<b>You're nourishing him in ways</b>
<b>that honestly</b>

398
00:18:20,281 --> 00:18:24,051
<b>will keep him motivated</b>
<b>to still fight.</b>

399
00:18:24,118 --> 00:18:26,254
<b>I am firmly committed</b>
<b>to making sure</b>

400
00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:27,889
<b>that he does not die in prison,</b>

401
00:18:27,955 --> 00:18:30,524
<b>and that's the energy</b>
<b>I'm moving with.</b>

402
00:18:35,830 --> 00:18:40,034
<b>♪♪</b>

403
00:18:48,976 --> 00:18:51,746
<b>(phone buzzing)</b>

404
00:18:51,812 --> 00:18:53,147
<b>- Hello?</b>

405
00:18:54,949 --> 00:18:56,284
<b>- What's up?</b>
<b>What's goin' on?</b>

406
00:18:57,818 --> 00:18:59,253
<b>- So what happened today?</b>

407
00:18:59,320 --> 00:19:01,489
<b>Today was his last one, right?</b>
<b>His last radiation.</b>

408
00:19:15,636 --> 00:19:18,506
<b>- That's what they said?</b>

409
00:19:18,573 --> 00:19:22,143
<b>God gives his toughest battles</b>
<b>to his strongest soldiers.</b>

410
00:19:22,210 --> 00:19:24,545
<b>I didn't know I was this strong</b>
<b>'cause it just keeps happening.</b>

411
00:19:24,612 --> 00:19:28,349
<b>So for right now, news like that</b>
<b>is definitely good.</b>

412
00:19:28,416 --> 00:19:30,184
<b>I'd rather hear that</b>
<b>than anything else.</b>

413
00:19:30,251 --> 00:19:31,986
<b>But there could always</b>
<b>still be something going on.</b>

414
00:19:32,053 --> 00:19:33,554
<b>This doesn't mean it's over.</b>
<b>Listen.</b>

415
00:19:33,621 --> 00:19:35,489
<b>I'm gonna feel better when they</b>
<b>get a few more visits in</b>

416
00:19:35,556 --> 00:19:38,492
<b>and they definitely confirm him</b>
<b>that he's 100% cancer-free.</b>

417
00:19:49,971 --> 00:19:52,240
<b>- So he's good?</b>
<b>So he's saying he's</b>
<b>looking good, right?</b>

418
00:19:52,306 --> 00:19:55,076
<b>And you know what, too, I don't</b>
<b>want to get my hopes up on--</b>

419
00:19:55,142 --> 00:19:57,245
<b>I mean that cancer-free thing,</b>
<b>to hear that,</b>

420
00:19:57,311 --> 00:19:59,180
<b>that's a weight off</b>
<b>everybody's shoulders.</b>

421
00:20:05,519 --> 00:20:08,256
<b>- That's right.</b>

422
00:20:08,322 --> 00:20:09,790
<b>Right, I love you, Pop.</b>
<b>Thank you.</b>

423
00:20:09,857 --> 00:20:11,292
<b>Tell him to call me later.</b>

424
00:20:15,062 --> 00:20:16,497
<b>- I will.</b>
<b>I love you, bye.</b>

425
00:20:18,165 --> 00:20:21,402
<b>- It's good (bleep).</b>

426
00:20:21,469 --> 00:20:25,473
<b>♪♪</b>

427
00:20:33,314 --> 00:20:35,783
<b>- Wish he could see Jovie.</b>
<b>Jovie, hey.</b>

428
00:20:35,850 --> 00:20:38,252
<b>Jovans.</b>
<b>Where are we?</b>

429
00:20:38,319 --> 00:20:40,087
<b>We're coming to see Grandpa?</b>

430
00:20:40,154 --> 00:20:44,425
<b>We're coming to see</b>
<b>cr-- crazy Grandpa?</b>

431
00:20:44,492 --> 00:20:46,527
<b>- I mean it's still,</b>
<b>like, so surreal.</b>

432
00:20:46,594 --> 00:20:49,597
<b>- Look at 'em flying over us.</b>
<b>(geese honking)</b>

433
00:20:49,664 --> 00:20:51,332
<b>These are the signs</b>
<b>that I love.</b>

434
00:20:51,399 --> 00:20:53,401
<b>I-- this is what</b>
<b>keeps me going,</b>

435
00:20:53,467 --> 00:20:55,736
<b>because anytime</b>
<b>I bring up his name,</b>

436
00:20:55,770 --> 00:20:59,507
<b>he's always giving me signs</b>
<b>he's right around.</b>

437
00:20:59,574 --> 00:21:02,843
<b>But... I know the baby's cold</b>
<b>and you're cold.</b>

438
00:21:02,910 --> 00:21:06,113
<b>I wanna take a minute for myself</b>
<b>just to, you know,</b>

439
00:21:06,180 --> 00:21:09,984
<b>say a little prayer</b>
<b>and just talk to him one-on-one.</b>

440
00:21:10,051 --> 00:21:12,520
<b>- Okay.</b>

441
00:21:12,587 --> 00:21:15,423
<b>- Oh, God.</b>

442
00:21:15,489 --> 00:21:17,992
<b>Crazy, Dad.</b>
<b>Really is.</b>

443
00:21:18,059 --> 00:21:19,527
<b>(sniffles)</b>

444
00:21:19,594 --> 00:21:22,196
<b>You were my go-to guy,</b>
<b>the man I looked up to.</b>

445
00:21:22,263 --> 00:21:24,165
<b>I wish you were</b>
<b>right here next to me,</b>

446
00:21:24,232 --> 00:21:26,167
<b>still guiding me</b>
<b>the way you used to</b>

447
00:21:26,234 --> 00:21:28,970
<b>and giving me the advice</b>
<b>that I need.</b>

448
00:21:29,036 --> 00:21:31,038
<b>You know I love you.</b>
<b>- And I love you.</b>

449
00:21:31,105 --> 00:21:32,974
<b>- And I'm happy</b>
<b>that I'm-- that--</b>

450
00:21:33,040 --> 00:21:35,109
<b>that I could spend</b>
<b>the rest of my life</b>

451
00:21:35,176 --> 00:21:36,611
<b>with my father</b>
<b>on good terms,</b>

452
00:21:36,677 --> 00:21:38,312
<b>'cause that's how</b>
<b>I plan on doing it.</b>

453
00:21:38,379 --> 00:21:41,449
<b>- And I hope so, Joseph.</b>

454
00:21:41,515 --> 00:21:44,819
<b>- You know, you were able</b>
<b>to understand and relate to me,</b>

455
00:21:44,886 --> 00:21:47,521
<b>and you're in my prayers</b>
<b>and thoughts every single night.</b>

456
00:21:47,588 --> 00:21:50,358
<b>I hope you're resting in peace.</b>
<b>I really do.</b>

457
00:21:50,424 --> 00:21:52,260
<b>If something did happen</b>
<b>that night,</b>

458
00:21:52,326 --> 00:21:55,529
<b>I know you're rolling</b>
<b>in your grave right beneath me.</b>

459
00:21:55,596 --> 00:21:57,365
<b>And that's why me,</b>
<b>Matt, and Taylor</b>

460
00:21:57,431 --> 00:22:01,402
<b>are taking the steps to see what</b>
<b>really went down that night.</b>

461
00:22:01,469 --> 00:22:05,373
<b>So you can finally</b>
<b>rest in peace.</b>

462
00:22:05,439 --> 00:22:08,442
<b>(woman)</b>
<b>What would you say</b>
<b>you miss most about him?</b>

463
00:22:08,509 --> 00:22:10,745
<b>- Um...</b>

464
00:22:10,811 --> 00:22:13,881
<b>I'd probably say, uh...</b>

465
00:22:13,948 --> 00:22:16,117
<b>(clears throat)</b>

466
00:22:16,183 --> 00:22:19,153
<b>Probably just his goofy self,</b>
<b>you know?</b>

467
00:22:19,220 --> 00:22:22,757
<b>He was just mad funny.</b>

468
00:22:22,757 --> 00:22:24,458
<b>Sorry.</b>

469
00:22:24,525 --> 00:22:28,563
<b>♪♪</b>

470
00:22:28,629 --> 00:22:33,100
<b>I would just miss, uh, you know,</b>
<b>his hugs, his advice.</b>

471
00:22:33,167 --> 00:22:35,069
<b>Just him being here.</b>

472
00:22:35,136 --> 00:22:38,673
<b>♪♪</b>

473
00:22:38,773 --> 00:22:40,775
<b>(geese honking)</b>

474
00:22:48,531 --> 00:22:49,946
♪♪

475
00:22:49,946 --> 00:22:52,114
(siren wailing)

476
00:22:52,114 --> 00:22:56,614
♪♪

477
00:22:58,865 --> 00:23:00,156
(Bills)
All right, well,
at the airport.

478
00:23:00,156 --> 00:23:03,739
(Billy Jr.)
Guys, I thought, all in all,
we had a great trip.

479
00:23:03,739 --> 00:23:04,865
(Bills)
It's been a good time.

480
00:23:04,865 --> 00:23:08,406
- We accomplished what
we wanted to accomplish.

481
00:23:08,406 --> 00:23:09,239
Um...

482
00:23:09,239 --> 00:23:12,781
like I said, the lawyer stuff
we needed to be handled,

483
00:23:12,781 --> 00:23:13,865
that was handled.

484
00:23:13,865 --> 00:23:17,656
Um, seeing family,
which was imperative.

485
00:23:17,656 --> 00:23:19,573
- So happy we got to meet her.
- We made it happen.

486
00:23:19,573 --> 00:23:23,823
Yeah, rather than dreading
coming to New York,

487
00:23:23,823 --> 00:23:29,364
now at least I feel that now I'm
looking forward to coming back.

488
00:23:29,364 --> 00:23:32,739
And you know,
me catching up with Dana,

489
00:23:32,739 --> 00:23:37,364
you catching up with Dana,
it was seamless.

490
00:23:37,364 --> 00:23:40,239
For me,
that's kinda great.

491
00:23:40,989 --> 00:23:43,656
(Layla)
Going to New York made me
a stronger person.

492
00:23:43,656 --> 00:23:47,281
I feel like my grandpa's life
really did affect

493
00:23:47,281 --> 00:23:50,573
my dad's, obviously,
which made a huge impact

494
00:23:50,573 --> 00:23:53,656
on everybody else's
in our family,

495
00:23:53,656 --> 00:23:54,739
especially with Dana.

496
00:23:54,739 --> 00:23:55,865
The way my dad explains to me,

497
00:23:55,865 --> 00:23:57,614
she went through hell
and back after that.

498
00:23:57,614 --> 00:24:00,406
How can I really say anything
if I don't know

499
00:24:00,406 --> 00:24:02,906
what she went through too?

500
00:24:04,239 --> 00:24:08,656
♪♪

501
00:24:11,531 --> 00:24:13,531
(phone ringing)

502
00:24:13,531 --> 00:24:16,114
- Seva calling.

503
00:24:17,906 --> 00:24:19,573
Hi, Seva.

504
00:24:31,364 --> 00:24:34,698
<i>I talked to him
like a couple days ago.</i>

505
00:24:34,698 --> 00:24:36,573
<i>He's here
and he's gonna stay here</i>

506
00:24:36,573 --> 00:24:37,946
<i>for like maybe
a couple months.</i>

507
00:24:37,946 --> 00:24:40,406
<i>He's definitely not in Moscow.</i>
- When did he come?

508
00:24:40,406 --> 00:24:43,406
-<i>I don't know,
maybe a week?</i>

509
00:24:43,406 --> 00:24:45,739
- Every time I would ask,
people would say,

510
00:24:45,739 --> 00:24:47,739
"Oh, he's not coming,
he's not coming,

511
00:24:47,739 --> 00:24:49,322
he's not coming,"
and now he came.

512
00:24:49,322 --> 00:24:52,946
You know what I mean, Seva?
<i>- I can't comment, Eli.</i>

513
00:24:52,946 --> 00:24:53,946
<i>I can't, sorry.</i>

514
00:24:53,946 --> 00:24:56,656
- Well, Seva,
are you gonna go see him?

515
00:24:56,656 --> 00:24:59,156
<i>- Uh, yeah,
I-I could see him.</i>

516
00:24:59,156 --> 00:24:59,947
<i>I don't know when.</i>

517
00:24:59,947 --> 00:25:02,406
<i>We were planning
on meeting this week.</i>

518
00:25:02,406 --> 00:25:05,946
- Maybe we can, you know,
somewhere you meet with him

519
00:25:05,946 --> 00:25:07,573
and I come.
You understand?

520
00:25:07,573 --> 00:25:10,946
You're not-- it's gonna be like
somewhere you sitting,

521
00:25:10,946 --> 00:25:12,406
and I wanna come,
you know?

522
00:25:12,406 --> 00:25:15,573
Like you don't tell him.
-<i>No, no, no, don't.</i>

523
00:25:15,573 --> 00:25:16,656
<i>Count me out, please,</i>

524
00:25:16,656 --> 00:25:19,322
<i>because that he will
consider it as a trap.</i>

525
00:25:19,322 --> 00:25:20,781
- I see.
-<i>And he will start hate me</i>

526
00:25:20,781 --> 00:25:23,531
<i>for the rest of his life.
I don't want an enemy.</i>

527
00:25:23,531 --> 00:25:24,781
- I understand,
I understand.

528
00:25:24,781 --> 00:25:28,322
<i>- Okay, guys, that's all
I wanted to tell you.</i>

529
00:25:28,322 --> 00:25:30,946
<i>And so...
I gotta go.</i>

530
00:25:30,946 --> 00:25:32,946
- Okay, okay, Seva.
- Bye, Seva.

531
00:25:32,946 --> 00:25:35,656
- Bye, bye.
- I can't believe he's here.

532
00:25:35,656 --> 00:25:36,946
- Okay, I'm so upset
right now.

533
00:25:36,946 --> 00:25:41,614
So I mean-- you know,
it's like a shock for me

534
00:25:41,614 --> 00:25:44,531
that he's here.

535
00:25:44,946 --> 00:25:47,281
- So now you have to meet
with him.

536
00:25:47,281 --> 00:25:51,573
- Yeah, so I need to see him
and talk with him about divorce.

537
00:25:51,573 --> 00:25:53,239
We'll see what he will say

538
00:25:53,239 --> 00:25:55,865
before we're gonna go
to the lawyer.

539
00:25:55,865 --> 00:25:57,946
- Okay.
- Now my heart is like,

540
00:25:57,946 --> 00:26:01,239
if you hear, my God,
it's beating like this.

541
00:26:01,239 --> 00:26:04,739
It's like I'm nervous,
I'm telling you.

542
00:26:04,739 --> 00:26:05,656
Boom-boom-boom.

543
00:26:05,656 --> 00:26:07,946
It's like I don't
feel good now.

544
00:26:07,946 --> 00:26:10,698
- Having him here,
it's... it's...

545
00:26:10,698 --> 00:26:12,739
I think it's
a burden on everyone.

546
00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:14,823
My mom is stressed out.

547
00:26:14,823 --> 00:26:16,906
Um, I'm a little
stressed out.

548
00:26:16,906 --> 00:26:19,947
And I'm sure, you know,
there's other authorities

549
00:26:19,947 --> 00:26:22,823
that are watching,
making sure that hopefully

550
00:26:22,823 --> 00:26:24,906
he'll make another
stupid move.

551
00:26:24,906 --> 00:26:28,781
I think there's always
someone watching him.

552
00:26:29,946 --> 00:26:31,573
I know where he's gonna be.

553
00:26:31,573 --> 00:26:32,946
He's gonna be in the park

554
00:26:32,946 --> 00:26:33,946
or he's gonna be
on the boardwalk.

555
00:26:33,946 --> 00:26:36,781
So we can catch him there.
- Yeah, okay.

556
00:26:36,781 --> 00:26:38,946
I hope he will
willing to talk.

557
00:26:38,946 --> 00:26:40,865
- Yeah.
- I'm already nervous.

558
00:26:40,865 --> 00:26:43,947
You see?
- Everything's gonna be fine.

559
00:26:45,406 --> 00:26:47,489
- Okay.

560
00:26:53,124 --> 00:26:57,329
<b>♪♪</b>

561
00:27:03,335 --> 00:27:04,502
<b>(Karen)</b>
<b>When's the last time</b>
<b>that you've been</b>

562
00:27:04,569 --> 00:27:08,073
<b>in a prison in a bit?</b>
<b>- Ten years.</b>

563
00:27:08,139 --> 00:27:10,742
<b>I'm gonna have like,</b>
<b>PTSD walking in.</b>

564
00:27:12,811 --> 00:27:16,381
<b>It's been forever,</b>
<b>it's been probably since...</b>

565
00:27:16,448 --> 00:27:18,450
<b>who was the last person</b>
<b>I visited?</b>

566
00:27:18,516 --> 00:27:21,253
<b>My dad?</b>
<b>- Grandpa.</b>

567
00:27:21,319 --> 00:27:22,854
<b>- Now that I've seen</b>
<b>how long it's been</b>

568
00:27:22,921 --> 00:27:24,823
<b>that my mom's fighting for</b>
<b>Xavier's freedom,</b>

569
00:27:24,890 --> 00:27:28,693
<b>I've been able to build</b>
<b>my own relationship with Xavier.</b>

570
00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:30,228
<b>(Karen)</b>
<b>And it's important for me</b>

571
00:27:30,295 --> 00:27:32,397
<b>that Karina sees the human being</b>

572
00:27:32,464 --> 00:27:35,267
<b>behind just the paperwork,</b>

573
00:27:35,333 --> 00:27:36,768
<b>behind the phone call.</b>

574
00:27:36,835 --> 00:27:38,770
<b>You're actually able</b>
<b>to look him in the eyes</b>

575
00:27:38,837 --> 00:27:43,642
<b>and have that interaction,</b>
<b>people deserve that.</b>

576
00:27:43,708 --> 00:27:47,512
<b>♪♪</b>

577
00:27:49,414 --> 00:27:50,682
<b>(GPS system)</b>
<b> </b><b><i>Starting route to Bennettsville</i></b>

578
00:27:50,749 --> 00:27:53,418
<b> </b><b><i>Federal Correctional</i></b>
<b> </b><b><i>Institution.</i></b>

579
00:27:53,451 --> 00:27:56,221
<b>- I honestly never thought</b>
<b>at this particular time</b>

580
00:27:56,288 --> 00:27:57,822
<b>we wouldn't have answers,</b>
<b>you know?</b>

581
00:27:57,889 --> 00:27:59,991
<b>It's like,</b>
<b>sometimes I feel like</b>

582
00:28:00,058 --> 00:28:01,493
<b>we're just not going anywhere,</b>

583
00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:03,328
<b>we're just stuck in</b>
<b>the same position</b>

584
00:28:03,428 --> 00:28:05,430
<b>just spinning our wheels.</b>

585
00:28:05,463 --> 00:28:08,300
<b>I truly hope that this</b>
<b>is the beginning</b>

586
00:28:08,433 --> 00:28:10,101
<b>of the end of his sentence.</b>

587
00:28:10,168 --> 00:28:14,139
<b>It's just how do we get</b>
<b>that vehicle into the court</b>

588
00:28:14,206 --> 00:28:16,208
<b>to make the judge</b>
<b>see what we see</b>

589
00:28:16,274 --> 00:28:19,811
<b>that he deserves</b>
<b>a second chance at life?</b>

590
00:28:22,614 --> 00:28:27,018
<b>♪♪</b>

591
00:28:27,085 --> 00:28:29,287
<b>Let's go, girl.</b>

592
00:28:29,354 --> 00:28:31,823
<b>You ready?</b>
<b>- Yeah.</b>

593
00:28:50,208 --> 00:28:53,211
<b>(foghorn blowing)</b>

594
00:28:53,278 --> 00:28:58,483
<b>♪♪</b>

595
00:29:04,089 --> 00:29:05,557
<b>- Let me see your belly.</b>

596
00:29:05,624 --> 00:29:08,493
<b>- That's a big belly.</b>
<b>- Mm-mm-mmm!</b>

597
00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:10,262
<b>- Tater-tutus!</b>
<b>- Big belly, right?</b>

598
00:29:10,328 --> 00:29:12,297
<b>- Woo hoo hoo!</b>

599
00:29:12,430 --> 00:29:13,732
<b>That's a boy right there.</b>

600
00:29:13,798 --> 00:29:15,700
<b>Matty!</b>

601
00:29:15,767 --> 00:29:16,601
<b>- Hey, Matt.</b>

602
00:29:16,668 --> 00:29:17,936
<b>- Look at that belly.</b>

603
00:29:18,003 --> 00:29:20,038
<b>- I know, we were just</b>
<b>talking about it.</b>

604
00:29:20,105 --> 00:29:21,907
<b>- Brought mail.</b>
<b>This came.</b>

605
00:29:21,973 --> 00:29:24,342
<b>- What's that?</b>
<b>- Medical examiner thing.</b>

606
00:29:24,442 --> 00:29:25,443
<b>Daddy's report.</b>

607
00:29:25,443 --> 00:29:26,912
<b>The actual autopsy report.</b>

608
00:29:26,978 --> 00:29:28,813
<b>- Daddy's autopsy report?</b>
<b>- Yeah.</b>

609
00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:30,582
<b>Should we open it?</b>
<b>- Go ahead.</b>

610
00:29:30,649 --> 00:29:32,717
<b>What was it the last time?</b>
<b>- That was a death certificate.</b>

611
00:29:32,784 --> 00:29:34,085
<b>- What was the paper</b>
<b>the PI read?</b>

612
00:29:34,152 --> 00:29:35,587
<b>- That was a police report.</b>

613
00:29:35,654 --> 00:29:37,055
<b>(Taylor) We never got</b>
<b>the autopsy report?</b>

614
00:29:37,122 --> 00:29:39,824
<b>- No, this like, says everything</b>
<b>that was in his system.</b>

615
00:29:39,891 --> 00:29:41,993
<b>- No way.</b>
<b>- I don't know how</b>
<b>to read any of this,</b>

616
00:29:42,060 --> 00:29:44,329
<b>I don't know what any of this</b>
<b>is gonna mean.</b>

617
00:29:44,462 --> 00:29:46,498
<b>♪♪</b>

618
00:29:46,565 --> 00:29:47,566
<b>- What does i--</b>
<b>what does it say?</b>

619
00:29:47,632 --> 00:29:48,867
<b>- So, we got here...</b>

620
00:29:48,934 --> 00:29:50,535
<b>- Wait, was it?</b>
<b>- Cause of death?</b>

621
00:29:50,602 --> 00:29:53,104
<b>Hanging, suicide.</b>

622
00:29:53,171 --> 00:29:54,973
<b>- What'd I say?</b>

623
00:29:55,040 --> 00:29:57,042
<b>What'd I say? I said it</b>
<b>from the beginning.</b>

624
00:29:57,108 --> 00:29:59,945
<b>There's nothing saying</b>
<b>there was drugs that did it.</b>

625
00:30:00,011 --> 00:30:02,480
<b>It was brought to my attention</b>
<b>that he overdosed.</b>

626
00:30:02,547 --> 00:30:04,883
<b>I knew that that</b>
<b>wasn't the way it was.</b>

627
00:30:04,950 --> 00:30:07,018
<b>But because the police said</b>
<b>it was an overdose,</b>

628
00:30:07,085 --> 00:30:09,754
<b>the kids and me said,</b>
<b>okay, it was an overdose,</b>

629
00:30:09,821 --> 00:30:11,556
<b>but we weren't</b>
<b>satisfied with that,</b>

630
00:30:11,623 --> 00:30:13,258
<b>we knew that there</b>
<b>was more to it.</b>

631
00:30:13,325 --> 00:30:15,060
<b>Now the autopsy confirmed</b>

632
00:30:15,126 --> 00:30:17,229
<b>that Billy's passing</b>
<b>was due to hanging.</b>

633
00:30:17,295 --> 00:30:18,864
<b>- There's so many different</b>
<b>stories at this point.</b>

634
00:30:18,930 --> 00:30:20,332
<b>- So many different sto--</b>
<b>- Between the cops,</b>

635
00:30:20,432 --> 00:30:21,733
<b>private investigator,</b>
<b>and now this,</b>

636
00:30:21,800 --> 00:30:23,101
<b>there's so many</b>
<b>different stories.</b>

637
00:30:23,168 --> 00:30:24,836
<b>(Matt) I was expecting it</b>
<b>to say overdose,</b>

638
00:30:24,903 --> 00:30:26,304
<b>'cause that's what</b>
<b>we were told the whole time.</b>

639
00:30:26,438 --> 00:30:29,007
<b>Even the PI told us</b>
<b>he overdosed,</b>

640
00:30:29,074 --> 00:30:30,442
<b>he didn't feel nothing.</b>

641
00:30:30,508 --> 00:30:33,645
<b>- I called the detective</b>
<b>who was assigned to the case,</b>

642
00:30:33,712 --> 00:30:36,748
<b>he knew exactly the case,</b>
<b>it was deemed an overdose.</b>

643
00:30:36,815 --> 00:30:38,450
<b>There'd be nothing</b>
<b>in that report</b>

644
00:30:38,516 --> 00:30:41,453
<b>that's gonna say something</b>
<b>majorly different.</b>

645
00:30:41,486 --> 00:30:42,821
<b>At the end of the day,</b>

646
00:30:42,888 --> 00:30:44,489
<b>the cause of the death</b>
<b>is the cause of death.</b>

647
00:30:44,556 --> 00:30:46,591
<b>(Matt) Meanwhile,</b>
<b>the death certificate,</b>

648
00:30:46,658 --> 00:30:48,660
<b>it was empty, which was</b>
<b>very strange to us.</b>

649
00:30:48,727 --> 00:30:50,529
<b>Then we get the ME report,</b>

650
00:30:50,595 --> 00:30:52,931
<b>and it says</b>
<b>suicide hanging.</b>

651
00:30:52,998 --> 00:30:54,466
<b>So what exactly went on?</b>

652
00:30:54,533 --> 00:30:56,067
<b>- I didn't think</b>
<b>hanging because</b>

653
00:30:56,134 --> 00:30:58,403
<b>he would've broke the beam,</b>
<b>and his feet hit the floor.</b>

654
00:30:58,470 --> 00:30:59,804
<b>- Too big to be hanging</b>
<b>himself from there.</b>

655
00:30:59,871 --> 00:31:01,640
<b>- Where was he found?</b>
<b>- Sitting right here.</b>

656
00:31:01,706 --> 00:31:03,241
<b>- On the bucket.</b>
<b>- So he was sitting,</b>

657
00:31:03,308 --> 00:31:05,010
<b>leaning forward with this</b>
<b>tied around his neck.</b>

658
00:31:05,076 --> 00:31:07,412
<b>And I thought it was weird,</b>
<b>that wire doesn't tie.</b>

659
00:31:07,412 --> 00:31:08,547
<b>You can't tie it.</b>
<b>- Right.</b>

660
00:31:08,613 --> 00:31:10,815
<b>(Jess)</b>
<b>For Billy to try and take</b>

661
00:31:10,882 --> 00:31:12,417
<b>his own life using cable wire,</b>

662
00:31:12,417 --> 00:31:14,719
<b>it cannot be tied into a knot</b>
<b>and stay into a knot.</b>

663
00:31:14,786 --> 00:31:17,789
<b>It's just so heavy and thick,</b>
<b>it just opens up on its own.</b>

664
00:31:17,856 --> 00:31:19,191
<b>What'd, he hopped up there...</b>

665
00:31:19,257 --> 00:31:21,092
<b>- All in the dark.</b>
<b>- All in the dark, right.</b>

666
00:31:21,159 --> 00:31:23,595
<b>I keep forgetting</b>
<b>in the pitch black.</b>

667
00:31:25,931 --> 00:31:28,800
<b>(Jess) He was able to go into</b>
<b>a completely dark room,</b>

668
00:31:28,867 --> 00:31:32,237
<b>tie a cable wire into</b>
<b>a knot, make it so it could,</b>

669
00:31:32,304 --> 00:31:34,439
<b>I guess however he supposedly</b>
<b>hung himself,</b>

670
00:31:34,472 --> 00:31:36,107
<b>doesn't make sense to me</b>
<b>whatsoever.</b>

671
00:31:36,174 --> 00:31:38,743
<b>- He was completely naked</b>
<b>and one sock on.</b>

672
00:31:38,810 --> 00:31:41,079
<b>Now, come on,</b>
<b>if Daddy's gonna do that,</b>

673
00:31:41,146 --> 00:31:43,448
<b>he's gonna not let me, you</b>
<b>or Matthew come in the house</b>

674
00:31:43,515 --> 00:31:44,950
<b>and find him naked.</b>
<b>- Find him that way, no.</b>

675
00:31:45,016 --> 00:31:47,786
<b>- It just doesn't make sense.</b>
<b>- Absolutely not.</b>

676
00:31:48,853 --> 00:31:50,488
<b>- I feel sorry</b>
<b>for Daddy, though.</b>

677
00:31:50,555 --> 00:31:51,957
<b>He's not really resting in peace</b>

678
00:31:52,023 --> 00:31:53,825
<b>that we're still talking</b>
<b>on this, you know?</b>

679
00:31:53,892 --> 00:31:55,293
<b>- Going on two years now.</b>

680
00:31:55,393 --> 00:31:57,762
<b>There's no peace,</b>
<b>there's no nothing right now.</b>

681
00:31:57,829 --> 00:31:59,998
<b>- It's a mystery, it really is.</b>

682
00:32:00,065 --> 00:32:02,200
<b>(Jess) I don't think the kids</b>
<b>will ever find peace</b>

683
00:32:02,267 --> 00:32:04,703
<b>unless they find out something</b>
<b>to make this make sense,</b>

684
00:32:04,769 --> 00:32:05,904
<b>'cause right now</b>
<b>it makes no sense.</b>

685
00:32:05,971 --> 00:32:07,138
<b>To any of us, we have no idea</b>

686
00:32:07,205 --> 00:32:08,540
<b>what the hell happened</b>
<b>that night.</b>

687
00:32:08,607 --> 00:32:10,775
<b>Nothing that was</b>
<b>told to us makes sense.</b>

688
00:32:10,842 --> 00:32:13,411
<b>- Crazy, crazy, crazy.</b>
<b>- Crazy.</b>

689
00:32:13,478 --> 00:32:17,148
<b>♪♪</b>

690
00:32:21,394 --> 00:32:26,466
<b>♪♪</b>

691
00:32:29,102 --> 00:32:31,704
<b>- Nice you here.</b>

692
00:32:31,771 --> 00:32:33,273
<b>(Eli) For my future,</b>
<b>I don't wanna look</b>

693
00:32:33,339 --> 00:32:38,378
<b>towards my past and seeing</b>
<b>all the negativity and drama</b>

694
00:32:38,444 --> 00:32:42,348
<b>and problems that my father</b>
<b>caused for us as a family.</b>

695
00:32:42,415 --> 00:32:44,484
<b>So I wanna learn from</b>
<b>all the mistakes</b>

696
00:32:44,550 --> 00:32:46,719
<b>to make sure those</b>
<b>mistakes don't happen.</b>

697
00:32:46,786 --> 00:32:50,456
<b>And to enjoy... life.</b>
<b>- Life.</b>

698
00:33:06,272 --> 00:33:09,576
<b>(Angela)</b>
<b>If he gonna give me</b>
<b>the divorce quietly</b>

699
00:33:09,642 --> 00:33:14,247
<b>and he will not gonna talk</b>
<b>about his family bad,</b>

700
00:33:14,314 --> 00:33:15,915
<b>everything gonna be good.</b>

701
00:33:15,982 --> 00:33:18,551
<b>But if something happens</b>
<b>differently,</b>

702
00:33:18,618 --> 00:33:21,454
<b>it's gonna be a bomb.</b>

703
00:33:25,491 --> 00:33:29,095
<b>Boris.</b>

704
00:33:29,162 --> 00:33:30,463
<b>Boris.</b>

705
00:33:30,463 --> 00:33:33,032
<b>(man chuckling)</b>

706
00:33:34,767 --> 00:33:36,970
<b>(all speaking Russian)</b>

707
00:33:43,810 --> 00:33:47,614
<b>♪♪</b>

708
00:33:55,255 --> 00:33:56,556
<b>I'm the boss now.</b>

709
00:33:56,623 --> 00:33:59,225
<b>We change position now,</b>

710
00:33:59,292 --> 00:34:02,161
<b>so I'm taking over.</b>

711
00:34:02,228 --> 00:34:03,730
<b>That's it.</b>

712
00:34:07,033 --> 00:34:11,037
<b>♪♪</b>

713
00:34:14,207 --> 00:34:19,045
<b>♪♪</b>

714
00:34:20,446 --> 00:34:23,116
<b>(Billy Jr.) When the plane</b>
<b>landed in New York,</b>

715
00:34:23,182 --> 00:34:25,551
<b>I felt 20 years younger.</b>

716
00:34:25,618 --> 00:34:28,755
<b>And it takes you back</b>
<b>to your childhood.</b>

717
00:34:28,821 --> 00:34:31,691
<b>You think about it,</b>
<b>it's like, wow.</b>

718
00:34:31,758 --> 00:34:34,727
<b>(deep breath)</b>
<b>I do miss it.</b>

719
00:34:34,794 --> 00:34:39,265
<b>I'm excited to see where</b>
<b>our lives are going.</b>

720
00:34:39,332 --> 00:34:42,168
<b>I just wanna make sure that</b>
<b>we have that front row seat</b>

721
00:34:42,235 --> 00:34:43,570
<b>to watch our kids.</b>

722
00:34:43,636 --> 00:34:45,371
<b>(Nahla)</b>
<b>I didn't think our life</b>

723
00:34:45,471 --> 00:34:46,873
<b>would be the way it is.</b>

724
00:34:46,940 --> 00:34:48,541
<b>It took a while for me</b>
<b>to get to a place</b>

725
00:34:48,608 --> 00:34:50,877
<b>where I can slow down.</b>

726
00:34:50,944 --> 00:34:53,146
<b>I learned so much</b>
<b>in the last two years,</b>

727
00:34:53,212 --> 00:34:55,582
<b>you know, stages of life,</b>
<b>people go through,</b>

728
00:34:55,648 --> 00:34:58,651
<b>and things happen</b>
<b>and you change.</b>

729
00:34:58,718 --> 00:35:01,821
<b>- It's exciting to</b>
<b>finally not feel like</b>

730
00:35:01,888 --> 00:35:04,958
<b>we're surviving,</b>
<b>but we're really all able</b>

731
00:35:05,024 --> 00:35:08,661
<b>to take the steps we need</b>
<b>to start living.</b>

732
00:35:08,728 --> 00:35:10,563
<b>I was worried about losing</b>
<b>control of my life,</b>

733
00:35:10,630 --> 00:35:13,533
<b>and I feel a lot more confident</b>

734
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:15,501
<b>that I'm able to</b>
<b>handle myself now,</b>

735
00:35:15,535 --> 00:35:18,504
<b>knowing that I have like,</b>
<b>six people that I can call upon</b>

736
00:35:18,538 --> 00:35:22,242
<b>at any given time and know that</b>
<b>they're gonna be there.</b>

737
00:35:22,308 --> 00:35:24,177
<b>- Even though this</b>
<b>case is stressful,</b>

738
00:35:24,244 --> 00:35:28,748
<b>I feel like it made a lot</b>
<b>of positive impact on my family.</b>

739
00:35:28,815 --> 00:35:32,085
<b>It's easier to laugh,</b>
<b>it's easier to just talk</b>

740
00:35:32,151 --> 00:35:34,587
<b>and be ourselves and not have</b>
<b>to worry, I guess,</b>

741
00:35:34,654 --> 00:35:38,925
<b>about what anyone has to say</b>
<b>because we have each other.</b>

742
00:35:38,992 --> 00:35:40,326
<b>♪♪</b>

743
00:35:43,129 --> 00:35:48,134
<b>♪♪</b>

744
00:35:51,938 --> 00:35:54,073
<b>- We got rice balls,</b>
<b>come on.</b>

745
00:35:54,140 --> 00:35:56,209
<b>Sandwiches,</b>
<b>all these right here.</b>

746
00:35:56,276 --> 00:35:57,877
<b>- Ah!</b>

747
00:35:57,944 --> 00:35:59,913
<b>- You're spilling it</b>
<b>on the chips!</b>

748
00:35:59,979 --> 00:36:01,514
<b>- That's all right.</b>

749
00:36:01,581 --> 00:36:03,283
<b>Nobody likes chips anyway.</b>

750
00:36:03,349 --> 00:36:04,851
<b>- I am happy that Christian</b>

751
00:36:04,918 --> 00:36:06,219
<b>has a relationship</b>
<b>with his mother.</b>

752
00:36:06,286 --> 00:36:08,855
<b>Regardless of what</b>
<b>she did in the past,</b>

753
00:36:08,922 --> 00:36:11,824
<b>that's over and done with</b>
<b>and he needs his mom.</b>

754
00:36:11,891 --> 00:36:13,693
<b>Whatever we could do,</b>
<b>get the family together,</b>

755
00:36:13,760 --> 00:36:15,295
<b>we'll do it for him.</b>

756
00:36:15,361 --> 00:36:18,231
<b>- Anybody that's gonna take him</b>
<b>off my hands for a minute...</b>

757
00:36:18,298 --> 00:36:20,800
<b>- You're an (bleep).</b>

758
00:36:20,867 --> 00:36:23,002
<b>- I love this right now,</b>
<b>literally love this right now.</b>

759
00:36:23,069 --> 00:36:24,170
<b>- I know, you're in your</b>
<b>element right now.</b>

760
00:36:24,237 --> 00:36:25,805
<b>- Mm-hmm.</b>
<b>- I know you are.</b>

761
00:36:25,872 --> 00:36:27,240
<b>That's the way it should be.</b>

762
00:36:27,307 --> 00:36:28,975
<b>(Gina)</b>
<b>Listen, I've given my son</b>

763
00:36:29,042 --> 00:36:31,144
<b>a lot to prove myself</b>
<b>that I am here,</b>

764
00:36:31,210 --> 00:36:33,713
<b>and he is opening more,</b>
<b>he's calling me more,</b>

765
00:36:33,780 --> 00:36:35,715
<b>and I love it, I love it.</b>

766
00:36:35,782 --> 00:36:37,617
<b>- Right here, like this,</b>

767
00:36:37,684 --> 00:36:40,620
<b>boom, boom, and then</b>
<b>you swing through.</b>

768
00:36:40,687 --> 00:36:44,257
<b>Lemme see. Ooh!</b>

769
00:36:44,324 --> 00:36:45,558
<b>(door opens)</b>

770
00:36:45,625 --> 00:36:47,293
<b>- You know, my kids</b>
<b>being around him more,</b>

771
00:36:47,360 --> 00:36:50,797
<b>and then Charles being able</b>
<b>to be around here,</b>

772
00:36:50,863 --> 00:36:52,932
<b>and then Big Christian, like,</b>

773
00:36:52,999 --> 00:36:56,836
<b>it made me happy 'cause</b>
<b>that's all I ever wanted.</b>

774
00:36:56,903 --> 00:36:58,371
<b>- Charles, you did that?</b>

775
00:36:58,471 --> 00:37:00,273
<b>(laughter)</b>

776
00:37:00,340 --> 00:37:01,608
<b>- How you gonna lose?</b>

777
00:37:01,674 --> 00:37:04,010
<b>(overlapping chatter)</b>

778
00:37:04,077 --> 00:37:05,378
<b>(Christian)</b>
<b>I love my family more than</b>

779
00:37:05,478 --> 00:37:06,579
<b>anything in the world.</b>

780
00:37:06,646 --> 00:37:08,014
<b>Other than my father</b>
<b>being sick,</b>

781
00:37:08,081 --> 00:37:09,082
<b>I'm always optimistic,</b>

782
00:37:09,148 --> 00:37:10,617
<b>I know that he's</b>
<b>gonna get better</b>

783
00:37:10,683 --> 00:37:12,552
<b>he's strong as an ox,</b>
<b>he's a fighter,</b>

784
00:37:12,619 --> 00:37:13,953
<b>he's gonna beat that.</b>

785
00:37:14,020 --> 00:37:15,788
<b>Sometimes the bad</b>
<b>catches up with you</b>

786
00:37:15,855 --> 00:37:17,590
<b>and you have your little</b>
<b>panic attacks,</b>

787
00:37:17,657 --> 00:37:18,925
<b>but there's always</b>
<b>good there too.</b>

788
00:37:18,992 --> 00:37:20,927
<b>- The LaRoccas.</b>
<b>- The LaRoccas now.</b>

789
00:37:20,994 --> 00:37:23,529
<b>(overlapping chatter)</b>

790
00:37:23,596 --> 00:37:26,299
<b>♪♪</b>

791
00:37:29,335 --> 00:37:34,774
<b>♪♪</b>

792
00:37:35,875 --> 00:37:37,777
<b>(Karina)</b>
<b>Visiting Xavier, it brought back</b>

793
00:37:37,844 --> 00:37:39,979
<b>memories to me when I would</b>
<b>visit my father,</b>

794
00:37:40,046 --> 00:37:42,215
<b>and I never really understood,</b>
<b>but now looking back,</b>

795
00:37:42,282 --> 00:37:45,051
<b>it's like, to be there</b>
<b>with him and...</b>

796
00:37:45,118 --> 00:37:47,487
<b>and to have a conversation</b>
<b>meant a lot.</b>

797
00:37:47,553 --> 00:37:49,255
<b>(Karen) He wants to come home</b>
<b>and live with his kids</b>

798
00:37:49,322 --> 00:37:51,925
<b>and make up for lost time,</b>
<b>it's just like</b>

799
00:37:51,991 --> 00:37:53,793
<b>the simple things that</b>
<b>sometimes you talk about</b>

800
00:37:53,860 --> 00:37:55,261
<b>that you take for granted.</b>

801
00:37:55,328 --> 00:37:58,765
<b>It could be just walking</b>
<b>on a beach,</b>

802
00:37:58,831 --> 00:37:59,999
<b>feeling sand under your feet.</b>

803
00:38:00,066 --> 00:38:01,467
<b>We'll talk about</b>
<b>crazy things</b>

804
00:38:01,534 --> 00:38:04,203
<b>like going grocery shopping,</b>
<b>it's the simplest thing.</b>

805
00:38:04,270 --> 00:38:06,506
<b>He just wants</b>
<b>to be human again</b>

806
00:38:06,573 --> 00:38:07,740
<b>and come home and have a life.</b>

807
00:38:07,807 --> 00:38:10,043
<b>♪♪</b>

808
00:38:14,714 --> 00:38:19,152
<b>♪♪</b>

809
00:38:25,425 --> 00:38:28,261
<b>- There's only one Karina.</b>
<b>Right, Karina?</b>

810
00:38:28,328 --> 00:38:30,563
<b>- Exactly.</b>
<b>- And she got your house robbed.</b>

811
00:38:30,630 --> 00:38:33,233
<b>- Yes!</b>
<b>- No, I didn't get</b>
<b>your house robbed.</b>

812
00:38:33,299 --> 00:38:35,201
<b>- No matter what my family</b>
<b>has been through,</b>

813
00:38:35,268 --> 00:38:39,472
<b>one thing I could say</b>
<b>is we never left each other.</b>

814
00:38:39,539 --> 00:38:43,243
<b>We could still get together</b>
<b>and laugh now, and smile,</b>

815
00:38:43,309 --> 00:38:46,279
<b>and bond, and be able</b>
<b>to have that love.</b>

816
00:38:46,346 --> 00:38:48,615
<b>(Karen) We're still</b>
<b>so connected, we're one.</b>

817
00:38:48,681 --> 00:38:52,318
<b>It's something that I can say</b>
<b>I'm blessed to have.</b>

818
00:38:52,452 --> 00:38:55,521
<b>- Happy birthday.</b>
<b>- Thank you.</b>

819
00:38:55,588 --> 00:38:58,224
<b>You know, that word "love",</b>
<b>it's four letters.</b>

820
00:38:58,291 --> 00:38:59,525
<b>It's a big word.</b>

821
00:38:59,592 --> 00:39:01,461
<b>We have respect</b>
<b>for one another,</b>

822
00:39:01,527 --> 00:39:04,197
<b>if somebody got in trouble,</b>
<b>we were there.</b>

823
00:39:04,264 --> 00:39:06,299
<b>And that's what</b>
<b>I found with my family.</b>

824
00:39:06,366 --> 00:39:07,467
<b>We have children,</b>

825
00:39:07,467 --> 00:39:09,469
<b>we have grandchildren.</b>

826
00:39:09,535 --> 00:39:12,305
<b>My life was full of love.</b>

827
00:39:12,372 --> 00:39:15,241
<b>♪♪</b>

828
00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:25,018
<b>♪♪</b>

829
00:39:30,623 --> 00:39:32,425
<b>- I wouldn't wanna be</b>
<b>part of any other family</b>

830
00:39:32,458 --> 00:39:33,760
<b>besides the one I'm in</b>
<b>right now.</b>

831
00:39:33,826 --> 00:39:34,928
<b>I love you guys.</b>

832
00:39:34,994 --> 00:39:36,896
<b>I love Joe,</b>
<b>cheers to us.</b>

833
00:39:36,963 --> 00:39:38,431
<b>- Cheers, cheers, cheers.</b>

834
00:39:38,464 --> 00:39:39,832
<b>- I love my family.</b>

835
00:39:39,899 --> 00:39:41,167
<b>(baby cooing)</b>

836
00:39:41,234 --> 00:39:43,202
<b>(Jess)</b>
<b>Me and the kids, you know,</b>

837
00:39:43,269 --> 00:39:44,537
<b>we're walking this</b>
<b>path together,</b>

838
00:39:44,604 --> 00:39:46,172
<b>we're doing it together,</b>
<b>and if we all just</b>

839
00:39:46,239 --> 00:39:47,941
<b>come together and</b>
<b>we respect each other,</b>

840
00:39:48,007 --> 00:39:49,976
<b>we'll be all right at</b>
<b>the end of the day.</b>

841
00:39:51,945 --> 00:39:53,346
<b>- I'm so thankful</b>
<b>to have you guys.</b>

842
00:39:53,446 --> 00:39:55,715
<b>Even now when like,</b>
<b>just a newcoming mom,</b>

843
00:39:55,782 --> 00:39:58,117
<b>like, I really don't even know,</b>
<b>I tell them all the time,</b>

844
00:39:58,184 --> 00:39:59,485
<b>what I would do without you.</b>

845
00:39:59,552 --> 00:40:01,921
<b>- That's my job.</b>

846
00:40:01,988 --> 00:40:04,891
<b>- A lot of chaos</b>
<b>has went on in my life,</b>

847
00:40:04,958 --> 00:40:07,327
<b>and there were times where</b>
<b>it was nonstop.</b>

848
00:40:07,460 --> 00:40:10,530
<b>So I think for my life</b>
<b>and the life I'm building,</b>

849
00:40:10,597 --> 00:40:11,831
<b>I just want calm.</b>

850
00:40:11,898 --> 00:40:13,099
<b>- We've been through a lot.</b>

851
00:40:13,166 --> 00:40:14,267
<b>As a family, we've been</b>
<b>through a lot</b>

852
00:40:14,334 --> 00:40:15,935
<b>and it made us better people.</b>

853
00:40:16,002 --> 00:40:17,904
<b>After my dad passed,</b>

854
00:40:17,971 --> 00:40:20,073
<b>I kinda developed a wall</b>
<b>with my emotions</b>

855
00:40:20,139 --> 00:40:22,141
<b>and the situation.</b>

856
00:40:22,208 --> 00:40:25,011
<b>I'm happy that I keep</b>
<b>trying to figure it out.</b>

857
00:40:25,078 --> 00:40:28,248
<b>But at the same time,</b>
<b>it's draining to</b>

858
00:40:28,314 --> 00:40:30,450
<b>my mental state to</b>
<b>keep living it</b>

859
00:40:30,516 --> 00:40:32,485
<b>over and over again and</b>
<b>not getting anywhere.</b>

860
00:40:32,552 --> 00:40:36,089
<b>♪♪</b>

861
00:40:39,892 --> 00:40:43,529
<b>(muttering)</b>

862
00:40:43,596 --> 00:40:45,064
<b>- Good?</b>
<b>- Yep.</b>

863
00:40:48,568 --> 00:40:54,841
<b>- You know, I see my kids</b>
<b>having kids and having family.</b>

864
00:40:54,908 --> 00:40:57,644
<b>- Hey.</b>
<b>- I love them to death,</b>

865
00:40:57,710 --> 00:41:02,515
<b>I really hope that they're</b>
<b>going in the right direction.</b>

866
00:41:02,582 --> 00:41:06,819
<b>All I want for my kids is</b>
<b>to truly have a happy life.</b>

867
00:41:06,886 --> 00:41:13,092
<b>♪♪</b>

868
00:41:20,890 --> 00:41:24,894
<b>♪♪</b>