1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:23,284 --> 00:00:25,808 [traffic din] 4 00:00:27,505 --> 00:00:29,638 [Alex] When I was very young, 5 00:00:29,812 --> 00:00:32,249 Sometimes I'’d lay in bed at night... 6 00:00:32,423 --> 00:00:35,209 and imagined that my family turned into monsters 7 00:00:35,383 --> 00:00:37,863 when I fell asleep. 8 00:00:38,038 --> 00:00:39,996 Listening to the hum of urban traffic 9 00:00:40,170 --> 00:00:41,867 outside my window, 10 00:00:42,042 --> 00:00:44,435 I could picture them having wild revelries, 11 00:00:44,609 --> 00:00:48,135 sure to explode my 8-year-old mind. 12 00:00:48,309 --> 00:00:50,615 And, of course, there was a thoroughly logical belief 13 00:00:50,789 --> 00:00:53,618 that they were fattening me up just to eat me. 14 00:00:53,792 --> 00:00:57,144 Even now, at the ripe old age of 16, 15 00:00:57,318 --> 00:00:59,798 I still catch myself asking the same old question. 16 00:01:01,365 --> 00:01:02,714 Who are you people? 17 00:01:09,330 --> 00:01:12,289 And lately, rather than recede, 18 00:01:12,463 --> 00:01:14,639 that question only gets louder. 19 00:01:14,813 --> 00:01:16,685 Consider my father. 20 00:01:16,859 --> 00:01:19,209 He's a shark litigator, who simultaneously craves 21 00:01:19,383 --> 00:01:21,820 both the nobility of laboring for the disenfranchised 22 00:01:21,994 --> 00:01:24,432 and the splatter of blood from those who dare oppose him. 23 00:01:25,694 --> 00:01:27,217 Perhaps that's why 24 00:01:27,391 --> 00:01:28,784 his emotional communication switch 25 00:01:28,958 --> 00:01:30,090 is permanently stuck on "yell." 26 00:01:30,264 --> 00:01:31,569 Alex, come on. 27 00:01:31,743 --> 00:01:32,440 You're going to be late for school. 28 00:01:32,614 --> 00:01:34,268 Jesus H. Christ. 29 00:01:34,442 --> 00:01:36,052 [Alex] Especially when reminded that 30 00:01:36,226 --> 00:01:39,186 his 16 year old daughter actually looks 16. 31 00:01:39,360 --> 00:01:41,057 [Carey] Does no one wear clothes anymore? 32 00:01:41,231 --> 00:01:42,928 [sighs] 33 00:01:43,103 --> 00:01:46,497 [Alex] My mother, meanwhile, enjoys smiling. 34 00:01:46,671 --> 00:01:49,718 She works in PR, which is by its very nature, 35 00:01:49,892 --> 00:01:52,286 the most superficial of superficial professions. 36 00:01:53,330 --> 00:01:54,984 Still, 37 00:01:55,158 --> 00:01:56,768 -it plays to her strength. -Good to see you. 38 00:01:56,942 --> 00:01:59,075 [Alex] Switching from externalized jubilation 39 00:01:59,249 --> 00:02:00,816 to world class detachment. 40 00:02:00,990 --> 00:02:02,644 Judith Fixel. 41 00:02:02,818 --> 00:02:04,385 [Alex] Publicly, there's a direct correlation 42 00:02:04,559 --> 00:02:06,126 between said detachment 43 00:02:06,300 --> 00:02:07,431 and dead eyed Cheshire cat grinning. 44 00:02:09,912 --> 00:02:12,436 Privately, that detachment takes a different form. 45 00:02:12,958 --> 00:02:14,830 [Judith] Yeah, Carey and I are taking the girls 46 00:02:15,004 --> 00:02:16,266 to visit his mother. 47 00:02:16,745 --> 00:02:19,095 Oh, yes. A joy it shall be. 48 00:02:19,269 --> 00:02:21,402 But when we get back, let's make a night of it. 49 00:02:21,880 --> 00:02:24,056 Okay. Okay. Bye. 50 00:02:24,231 --> 00:02:25,536 [Alex] Not a monster'’s roar. 51 00:02:25,710 --> 00:02:27,451 Do you have to do this right here? 52 00:02:28,017 --> 00:02:29,410 You're going to ruin my floors. 53 00:02:29,584 --> 00:02:31,673 [Alex] Something quieter. 54 00:02:31,847 --> 00:02:33,457 What do you think of the painting? 55 00:02:33,631 --> 00:02:35,329 A reminder that when she's around me, 56 00:02:35,503 --> 00:02:36,504 she's never quite there. 57 00:02:36,678 --> 00:02:38,114 Your principal called. 58 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:40,203 You're failing pre-calculus. 59 00:02:44,381 --> 00:02:46,209 [Alex] She loves my sisters, though. 60 00:02:46,383 --> 00:02:48,603 Their existence is basically a family creation myth. 61 00:02:48,777 --> 00:02:50,735 Daddy, tell the story again. 62 00:02:50,909 --> 00:02:54,391 Uh, Mommy and I wanted to have more babies. 63 00:02:54,565 --> 00:02:56,611 We tried for years and years. 64 00:02:56,785 --> 00:03:00,092 [all] And years and years and years and years. 65 00:03:00,267 --> 00:03:02,660 -And we saw so many doctors. -[Carey] Oh! 66 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:04,836 And then we saw this one doctor, 67 00:03:05,010 --> 00:03:08,492 who took these teeny little things called embryos, 68 00:03:08,666 --> 00:03:10,451 and they put that inside me. 69 00:03:11,103 --> 00:03:12,235 -Ew. -[Judith] Mm-hmm. 70 00:03:12,409 --> 00:03:14,019 And then we found out 71 00:03:14,194 --> 00:03:15,673 we weren't going to have just one baby. 72 00:03:15,847 --> 00:03:18,546 We were going to have two babies. 73 00:03:18,720 --> 00:03:21,679 And that's how we got you pair of chuckleheads. 74 00:03:21,853 --> 00:03:23,855 [Alex] Maybe they're just easier. 75 00:03:24,378 --> 00:03:25,727 What about Alex? 76 00:03:30,514 --> 00:03:32,342 Yes. What about me? 77 00:03:34,388 --> 00:03:35,432 You were no trouble. 78 00:03:39,567 --> 00:03:41,133 [Alex] On some level, 79 00:03:41,308 --> 00:03:43,745 I wonder whether I keep silently asking 80 00:03:43,919 --> 00:03:46,443 and re-asking that fundamental question 81 00:03:46,617 --> 00:03:48,576 of just who you people are. 82 00:03:50,099 --> 00:03:52,362 Because every moment they seem to be asking 83 00:03:52,536 --> 00:03:54,886 the same question of me. 84 00:04:00,370 --> 00:04:01,589 Are you going to call in 85 00:04:01,763 --> 00:04:02,851 -a guidance counselor? -Dude. 86 00:04:03,025 --> 00:04:04,113 [he chuckles] 87 00:04:05,332 --> 00:04:07,029 I'm really impressed with your writing, though. 88 00:04:07,203 --> 00:04:08,465 [groans] No, I should have stuck 89 00:04:08,639 --> 00:04:09,945 to Holden Caulfield's ducks 90 00:04:10,119 --> 00:04:11,686 and spared you my angst. 91 00:04:12,513 --> 00:04:13,601 It's horrible. 92 00:04:15,516 --> 00:04:17,257 Nothing about you is horrible, Alex. 93 00:04:17,431 --> 00:04:19,346 Rohan, I-- I literally have one friend 94 00:04:19,520 --> 00:04:20,782 left over from kindergarten 95 00:04:20,956 --> 00:04:22,479 and she doesn't even go here. 96 00:04:22,653 --> 00:04:25,047 Hence your charity lunches. 97 00:04:25,917 --> 00:04:27,919 Your place in the social pecking order 98 00:04:28,093 --> 00:04:29,747 forever undefinable. 99 00:04:30,357 --> 00:04:32,315 This, too, shall pass. Trust me. 100 00:04:32,489 --> 00:04:33,925 It's hard to believe I ever went through 101 00:04:34,099 --> 00:04:35,405 the same thing, right? 102 00:04:35,579 --> 00:04:36,798 Uh, It's super easy to believe. 103 00:04:37,364 --> 00:04:39,279 -You are a total nerd. -[he chuckles] 104 00:04:41,629 --> 00:04:44,588 Every weekend, I set aside six hours, 105 00:04:44,762 --> 00:04:45,807 just for my book. 106 00:04:45,981 --> 00:04:46,982 Just to write. 107 00:04:47,896 --> 00:04:48,940 I think you should try it. 108 00:04:49,941 --> 00:04:51,291 Maybe you can discipline yourself 109 00:04:51,465 --> 00:04:54,250 to write something not so horrible. 110 00:04:55,469 --> 00:04:56,557 Okay, so, let's write together. 111 00:04:57,035 --> 00:04:58,167 This Saturday. 112 00:04:59,168 --> 00:05:02,650 Oh, um, Alex, I don't know if that's appropriate. 113 00:05:02,824 --> 00:05:04,608 Rohan, calm down. We'’re friends, right? 114 00:05:08,003 --> 00:05:09,657 Okay. 115 00:05:09,831 --> 00:05:11,833 Um, but right now, it's not Rohan, it'’s-- 116 00:05:12,007 --> 00:05:13,704 Mr. Amira. Got it. 117 00:05:18,405 --> 00:05:19,884 [Rohan exhales] All right, guys. 118 00:05:20,972 --> 00:05:22,539 Let'’s talk about these ducks, huh? 119 00:05:25,977 --> 00:05:27,501 So, wait. You didn't have sex with him? 120 00:05:27,675 --> 00:05:30,547 No, his Mom was, like, in the next room. 121 00:05:31,026 --> 00:05:33,071 Are you sure it wasn't because you're afraid of herpes? 122 00:05:33,942 --> 00:05:35,422 Because if it's herpes, I totally get it. 123 00:05:35,596 --> 00:05:36,945 I'm terrified of herpes. 124 00:05:37,119 --> 00:05:38,773 Can you please stop saying herpes? 125 00:05:38,947 --> 00:05:40,818 Yeah, it travels through your saliva or your skin... 126 00:05:41,515 --> 00:05:43,430 and it doesn't even matter if you use a condom, 127 00:05:43,604 --> 00:05:44,866 because it's just spreading out there, 128 00:05:45,040 --> 00:05:46,171 all over the place all the time, 129 00:05:46,346 --> 00:05:47,651 -Mm-hmm. -And it never goes away, 130 00:05:47,825 --> 00:05:49,392 because it lives in your fucking spine. 131 00:05:50,175 --> 00:05:51,873 It'’s literally all we talk about in bio is, like... 132 00:05:52,526 --> 00:05:54,702 disgusting genitalia scare tactics. 133 00:05:54,876 --> 00:05:56,356 And herpes aside, you still have to be, like, 134 00:05:56,530 --> 00:05:58,140 way up in their face with, like, 135 00:05:58,314 --> 00:05:59,750 all their pimples and blackheads and nose breath 136 00:05:59,924 --> 00:06:01,143 and whatever they fucking ate for lunch. 137 00:06:01,317 --> 00:06:02,927 -It'’s disgusting. -Okay. 138 00:06:03,101 --> 00:06:04,842 Now all I am thinking about is if he has herpes. 139 00:06:05,016 --> 00:06:06,104 -Good. -Okay, look. 140 00:06:06,757 --> 00:06:08,280 You just need to find someone. 141 00:06:08,455 --> 00:06:11,371 Anyone at your school and just do it already. 142 00:06:13,460 --> 00:06:15,070 Your vag is not some sort of sacred temple. 143 00:06:15,244 --> 00:06:16,941 -[Alex] Okay! -It'’s just a vag. 144 00:06:17,638 --> 00:06:19,248 [Alex] Whatever. 145 00:06:19,422 --> 00:06:20,815 [Nancy] Or I don'’t know. Get your mom to hug you. 146 00:06:23,774 --> 00:06:25,428 Funny how you say I'm going-- 147 00:06:25,602 --> 00:06:27,038 You are goddamn well going. 148 00:06:27,212 --> 00:06:29,389 -My stomach hurts. -It's gonna be okay. 149 00:06:29,563 --> 00:06:30,912 Grandma always looks at me like I'm fungus 150 00:06:31,086 --> 00:06:32,435 and then asks if I have a boyfriend. 151 00:06:32,914 --> 00:06:34,045 I'm telling her I'm gay. 152 00:06:34,219 --> 00:06:35,743 -You're not gay. -Maybe I am. 153 00:06:35,917 --> 00:06:37,179 Oh, are you coming out? 154 00:06:37,962 --> 00:06:39,094 No. 155 00:06:39,747 --> 00:06:40,965 I'm just not going to grandma'’s. 156 00:06:41,139 --> 00:06:42,880 Carey. It'’s okay. 157 00:06:43,054 --> 00:06:44,926 She doesn't have to go if she doesn't want to go. 158 00:06:45,100 --> 00:06:46,754 If she's in a mood, then it's not worth it. 159 00:06:46,928 --> 00:06:48,756 -Come on. -Thanks a lot. 160 00:06:49,887 --> 00:06:52,063 [Judith] You okay, baby? Where does it hurt? 161 00:06:55,589 --> 00:06:59,549 [mellow contemplative music plays] 162 00:07:06,643 --> 00:07:07,818 [doorbell rings] 163 00:07:11,431 --> 00:07:13,389 -[Alex] Just through here. -[cell phone ringing] 164 00:07:13,563 --> 00:07:15,565 Hey, so, where are your folks? 165 00:07:15,739 --> 00:07:17,045 Oh, they're visiting my grandma. 166 00:07:17,741 --> 00:07:18,960 -Oh. -[ringing stops] 167 00:07:20,701 --> 00:07:22,529 There'’s a coffee shop down the street. 168 00:07:22,703 --> 00:07:23,878 Maybe we should just go there. 169 00:07:25,749 --> 00:07:27,229 You're a tea person, right? 170 00:07:29,797 --> 00:07:30,841 Uh-huh. 171 00:07:39,197 --> 00:07:41,330 So, what's your novel about? 172 00:07:42,810 --> 00:07:44,899 [Rohan] Well, it's kind of complicated, 173 00:07:45,073 --> 00:07:47,379 but it's about soldiers in World War One. 174 00:07:47,554 --> 00:07:49,338 Write what you know, right? [she laughs] 175 00:07:49,512 --> 00:07:51,340 -What? -Uh, nothing. 176 00:07:52,994 --> 00:07:54,038 Continue. 177 00:07:54,865 --> 00:07:55,910 Okay. 178 00:07:57,651 --> 00:08:01,655 So, it's about the first Indian soldiers that show up 179 00:08:01,829 --> 00:08:03,613 -at the Western Front. -Yeah. 180 00:08:03,787 --> 00:08:05,920 And it's about their experiences, 181 00:08:06,094 --> 00:08:07,748 the cultural dislocation. 182 00:08:07,922 --> 00:08:10,098 -[Alex chuckles] -It's not a comedy. 183 00:08:10,272 --> 00:08:11,360 Oh. 184 00:08:12,361 --> 00:08:13,405 [Rohan] Yeah. 185 00:08:14,276 --> 00:08:16,452 Never heard you talk about your work before. 186 00:08:17,584 --> 00:08:18,933 -It'’s so cool. -Oh! 187 00:08:19,107 --> 00:08:21,718 -Alex, come on. -Oh, I'm not a virgin. 188 00:08:22,589 --> 00:08:24,329 Look, I'll just see you on Monday, 189 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:25,766 -okay? -Hey, Rohan. 190 00:08:37,995 --> 00:08:39,257 -You good? -Yeah. 191 00:08:39,431 --> 00:08:41,869 [emotional music plays on speakers] 192 00:08:42,043 --> 00:08:43,697 [Alex whimpers] 193 00:08:43,871 --> 00:08:46,569 [tense music plays] 194 00:08:46,743 --> 00:08:49,920 [Judith talks indistinctly] 195 00:08:50,094 --> 00:08:51,269 [Carey] Alex! 196 00:08:52,009 --> 00:08:53,576 Rose got sick, so we turned-- 197 00:08:53,750 --> 00:08:55,099 Oh, my-- 198 00:08:58,146 --> 00:08:59,539 [Carey] Jesus. Are you okay? 199 00:09:00,017 --> 00:09:01,149 -[Alex] Yeah. -[Carey] Really? 200 00:09:01,323 --> 00:09:03,151 You okay? Are you sure? 201 00:09:03,325 --> 00:09:04,892 What kind of fucking teacher hangs out with his students? 202 00:09:05,066 --> 00:09:06,502 What the hell is he doing here? 203 00:09:06,676 --> 00:09:08,504 -Calm down. -[Carey] No. 204 00:09:08,678 --> 00:09:11,115 He's a grown man, you're 16! 205 00:09:11,289 --> 00:09:12,943 He'’s lucky I don'’t murder him. 206 00:09:13,117 --> 00:09:15,293 You want to explain what the fuck he was doing here? 207 00:09:15,467 --> 00:09:16,468 [Judith] Okay, you are the adult. 208 00:09:16,643 --> 00:09:17,992 [Carey] I am the adult! 209 00:09:18,166 --> 00:09:19,515 You know who'’s not the adult? 210 00:09:19,689 --> 00:09:21,691 Alexandra Fucking Fixal! 211 00:09:21,865 --> 00:09:25,869 [somber music plays] 212 00:09:30,091 --> 00:09:32,615 [sighs] 213 00:09:35,139 --> 00:09:37,098 [Carey] This is very difficult to explain. 214 00:09:37,272 --> 00:09:38,621 What's his name? 215 00:09:38,795 --> 00:09:40,057 Rohan? Amira? 216 00:09:41,058 --> 00:09:42,190 We should press charges. 217 00:09:44,235 --> 00:09:48,544 We have a-- we have a-- a moral obligation, right? 218 00:09:49,327 --> 00:09:50,764 We should sue the whole school. 219 00:09:51,503 --> 00:09:52,635 [Judith] She invited him here. 220 00:09:52,809 --> 00:09:54,158 [Carey] That's beside the point. 221 00:09:54,985 --> 00:09:56,421 I just don't think I'll ever understand 222 00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:57,814 what would possess her to do 223 00:09:57,988 --> 00:09:59,773 something so aggressively stupid. 224 00:09:59,947 --> 00:10:01,644 Okay. Okay. But you made your point. 225 00:10:01,818 --> 00:10:03,646 -So let's just drop it. -[Carey] Okay. 226 00:10:05,169 --> 00:10:06,867 [Carey sighs] Well, we certainly know 227 00:10:07,041 --> 00:10:08,608 she didn't get this bullshit from me. 228 00:10:09,913 --> 00:10:13,830 [tense music plays] 229 00:10:14,004 --> 00:10:15,310 Wait, I-- I did not mean 230 00:10:15,484 --> 00:10:16,572 -to say-- -Yeah, you did. 231 00:10:16,746 --> 00:10:20,054 [footsteps departing] 232 00:10:20,228 --> 00:10:21,359 Judith. 233 00:10:23,884 --> 00:10:25,189 I said the wrong thing. 234 00:10:26,321 --> 00:10:30,368 ♪ 235 00:10:36,070 --> 00:10:37,071 Hey, Mom? 236 00:10:38,115 --> 00:10:40,422 -Sorry. -You scared me. 237 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:44,339 [Judith sighs] 238 00:10:45,427 --> 00:10:46,994 Alex, you need to be careful. 239 00:10:47,864 --> 00:10:49,213 There's enough trouble out there, 240 00:10:49,387 --> 00:10:50,998 without you going to look for it. 241 00:10:51,172 --> 00:10:52,782 I wasn't looking for trouble. 242 00:10:53,478 --> 00:10:54,958 I knew what I was doing. 243 00:10:55,132 --> 00:10:57,308 Y-- you brought a strange man into our home. 244 00:10:57,482 --> 00:10:58,788 He wasn't strange. 245 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:01,704 -I knew him. -You don't know a fucking thing. 246 00:11:02,879 --> 00:11:04,011 [Judith exhales] 247 00:11:04,620 --> 00:11:05,839 Okay, you know what? 248 00:11:06,013 --> 00:11:08,450 It's been a long day. 249 00:11:10,104 --> 00:11:11,496 What were you looking at? 250 00:11:11,671 --> 00:11:12,802 I think we should both get some sleep 251 00:11:12,976 --> 00:11:14,369 before we go another round. 252 00:11:17,328 --> 00:11:21,376 ♪ 253 00:11:22,594 --> 00:11:23,595 [school bell rings] 254 00:11:23,770 --> 00:11:24,988 [Mrs. Rumble] All right. 255 00:11:25,162 --> 00:11:27,730 I am Mrs. Rumble, your sub. 256 00:11:28,122 --> 00:11:29,993 And it looks like we are finishing up 257 00:11:30,167 --> 00:11:31,647 Catcher in the Rye. 258 00:11:31,821 --> 00:11:33,693 -[girl] Jailbait. -[class snickering] 259 00:11:33,867 --> 00:11:36,783 [Mrs. Rumble] Who actually read the book from the SparkNotes? 260 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:40,047 Excuse me? 261 00:11:40,221 --> 00:11:42,179 Excuse me? What'’s her name? 262 00:11:43,050 --> 00:11:44,355 [class] Ooh! [laughing] 263 00:11:44,529 --> 00:11:46,706 [somber music plays] 264 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:47,924 Mom? 265 00:11:52,973 --> 00:11:54,017 Dad? 266 00:12:12,906 --> 00:12:16,910 ♪ 267 00:12:29,226 --> 00:12:31,228 [Alex] "Dear Judith... 268 00:12:31,402 --> 00:12:32,926 I haven't expected you to respond 269 00:12:33,100 --> 00:12:34,536 to my letters before, 270 00:12:34,710 --> 00:12:36,930 and I don't expect it now, either. 271 00:12:37,104 --> 00:12:39,933 [Karl] Truthfully, I don't know what I'd say 272 00:12:40,107 --> 00:12:41,412 other than I'm sorry for what happened 273 00:12:41,586 --> 00:12:43,066 a few months ago. 274 00:12:43,240 --> 00:12:45,025 How things between us ended, 275 00:12:45,199 --> 00:12:46,766 and how they never should have begun. 276 00:12:48,202 --> 00:12:49,899 I'm back in Washington now, 277 00:12:50,073 --> 00:12:52,119 so you don't have to worry about seeing me. 278 00:12:52,293 --> 00:12:54,774 I imagine you never want to see me again... 279 00:12:54,948 --> 00:12:56,471 and I don't blame you. 280 00:12:56,645 --> 00:12:59,213 I never want to see me again, either. 281 00:12:59,387 --> 00:13:01,693 It's unfair to tell you I think about you, 282 00:13:01,868 --> 00:13:02,999 but I do. 283 00:13:04,044 --> 00:13:05,088 Karl." 284 00:13:08,700 --> 00:13:09,963 [Judith] Alex? 285 00:13:10,137 --> 00:13:11,181 Coming. 286 00:13:12,704 --> 00:13:14,184 [Carey] We need to talk to you. 287 00:13:22,758 --> 00:13:25,108 So, um, I have a question. 288 00:13:25,282 --> 00:13:26,327 Not now. 289 00:13:27,415 --> 00:13:28,503 Park it. 290 00:13:30,070 --> 00:13:31,114 Okay. 291 00:13:33,725 --> 00:13:36,380 So, um, I read this-- 292 00:13:36,554 --> 00:13:37,642 We'’ve arranged for you to start 293 00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:38,948 boarding school next week. 294 00:13:40,123 --> 00:13:42,343 [tense music plays] 295 00:13:42,517 --> 00:13:43,823 [Alex] They'’re liars. 296 00:13:43,997 --> 00:13:47,043 Like, legit liars, both of them. 297 00:13:47,217 --> 00:13:48,915 [scoffs] And now they got their excuse 298 00:13:49,089 --> 00:13:50,220 to ship me to boarding school. 299 00:13:50,394 --> 00:13:51,787 They can finally get rid of me. 300 00:13:52,570 --> 00:13:55,443 Okay, you don't even know what this letter means. 301 00:13:55,617 --> 00:13:57,445 It is from six months before I was born. 302 00:13:57,967 --> 00:13:59,534 That's a fucking coincidence now? 303 00:14:00,578 --> 00:14:02,363 Plus, all those fertility treatments 304 00:14:02,537 --> 00:14:03,538 for the twins? 305 00:14:03,712 --> 00:14:05,018 Carey shoots blanks. 306 00:14:05,192 --> 00:14:06,933 Okay, well, this Karl guy 307 00:14:07,107 --> 00:14:08,543 could be, like, a serial killer. 308 00:14:08,717 --> 00:14:09,761 How many serial killers seem that contrite 309 00:14:09,936 --> 00:14:10,980 about home-wrecking? 310 00:14:11,154 --> 00:14:13,026 I don't have a lot of experience 311 00:14:13,200 --> 00:14:14,984 -with serial killers, Alex. -He was like an artist, right? 312 00:14:15,158 --> 00:14:16,594 Maybe my mom had an affair with him, 313 00:14:16,768 --> 00:14:18,640 she wasn't so, like-- her. 314 00:14:18,814 --> 00:14:20,033 Well, they could just look at your Insta 315 00:14:20,207 --> 00:14:21,904 and know that you're lying. 316 00:14:22,078 --> 00:14:23,036 [Alex] Then I'll delete it, good fucking riddance. 317 00:14:23,210 --> 00:14:24,515 -Hey. -Listen. 318 00:14:24,689 --> 00:14:26,039 I've known Judith'’s password 319 00:14:26,213 --> 00:14:27,475 since I set up her PayPal account. 320 00:14:27,954 --> 00:14:29,564 After they drop me off, I'll just email the school 321 00:14:29,738 --> 00:14:32,001 something like, "My husband and I have reconsidered 322 00:14:32,175 --> 00:14:34,569 Alex's enrollment and have opted to place her 323 00:14:34,743 --> 00:14:36,963 in a private school here in Portland. 324 00:14:37,137 --> 00:14:39,574 We're sending a family friend to retrieve her tomorrow. 325 00:14:39,748 --> 00:14:41,663 Feel free to contact my direct line 326 00:14:41,837 --> 00:14:44,144 with any questions or concerns." 327 00:14:45,188 --> 00:14:47,321 [woman sighs] 328 00:14:47,799 --> 00:14:49,497 [Nancy] And what if they email her back? 329 00:14:49,671 --> 00:14:51,629 Then I will block their email on Judith's account. 330 00:14:51,803 --> 00:14:55,372 -I get creative, Nancy. -What if they call her? 331 00:14:55,546 --> 00:14:57,418 -What then? -[Alex] Judith Fixel. 332 00:14:57,592 --> 00:14:58,854 Hello, yes. 333 00:14:59,507 --> 00:15:01,813 I understand we need to forfeit the tuition paid. 334 00:15:01,988 --> 00:15:03,598 We made a huge mistake 335 00:15:03,772 --> 00:15:05,730 and we feel the need to keep Alex close to us. 336 00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:11,084 You're going to the bus station, right? 337 00:15:11,258 --> 00:15:12,346 Uh, yeah. 338 00:15:13,434 --> 00:15:15,131 [Nancy] So you've, like, already stalked him? 339 00:15:15,305 --> 00:15:16,611 [Alex] Yeah, I already have his address and stuff. 340 00:15:16,785 --> 00:15:18,352 Okay, whatever. 341 00:15:18,526 --> 00:15:21,050 Le-- let's just say that this works. 342 00:15:21,659 --> 00:15:22,922 Are you sure you don't just, like, 343 00:15:23,096 --> 00:15:25,141 want this Karl guy to be your dad? 344 00:15:25,315 --> 00:15:28,928 What, like, everything's just going to magically make sense? 345 00:15:31,321 --> 00:15:32,801 I mean, what if he just... 346 00:15:34,194 --> 00:15:35,325 Sucks? 347 00:15:37,371 --> 00:15:38,502 [Alex] Well, I'’ll have to find out. 348 00:15:40,026 --> 00:15:41,114 Right? 349 00:15:42,028 --> 00:15:45,988 [contemplative piano melody plays] 350 00:16:24,548 --> 00:16:25,767 [knocking on door] 351 00:16:30,424 --> 00:16:31,512 Yes? 352 00:16:32,382 --> 00:16:35,516 Um, I'’m looking for Karl Hendrix. 353 00:16:36,691 --> 00:16:39,433 Karl, there's somebody here to see you. 354 00:16:41,304 --> 00:16:43,045 So are you his girlfriend or? 355 00:16:43,219 --> 00:16:45,787 -Cousin. I'm his cousin. -Oh! Yeah. 356 00:16:48,616 --> 00:16:49,878 Hello. 357 00:16:50,357 --> 00:16:51,445 I'm Alex. 358 00:16:53,838 --> 00:16:54,926 Alexandra. 359 00:16:57,364 --> 00:16:58,800 Judith'’s kid. 360 00:17:02,543 --> 00:17:03,631 Judith? 361 00:17:07,417 --> 00:17:09,028 [dog barking in distance] 362 00:17:12,466 --> 00:17:13,510 Why don't you come in? 363 00:17:27,524 --> 00:17:30,745 Um, could you just give me a moment, please? 364 00:17:30,919 --> 00:17:32,877 -Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. -Thanks. 365 00:17:36,664 --> 00:17:38,361 -[Karl] That's my-- -[Sarah] I know. 366 00:17:39,319 --> 00:17:40,537 It's gonna be all right. 367 00:17:43,714 --> 00:17:47,762 ♪ 368 00:17:54,986 --> 00:17:56,901 I need to talk to your folks. 369 00:17:57,511 --> 00:17:59,817 All right. Yeah. 370 00:18:06,259 --> 00:18:07,564 [dial tone beeps] 371 00:18:07,738 --> 00:18:09,000 [elevator dings] 372 00:18:09,175 --> 00:18:10,480 Did it work? 373 00:18:10,654 --> 00:18:12,787 -Hi, Mom. -W-- what? Mom? 374 00:18:13,309 --> 00:18:15,355 Yeah, I got here okay. 375 00:18:15,529 --> 00:18:17,661 [Nancy] Uh, Alex, what are you talking about? 376 00:18:18,227 --> 00:18:20,142 Sure. Yeah. He was really surprised. 377 00:18:20,316 --> 00:18:21,578 [Nancy] I-- I'’m not your mom. 378 00:18:21,752 --> 00:18:23,014 Yeah, I love you too. 379 00:18:23,189 --> 00:18:25,016 -[Nancy] Alex! -The phone. 380 00:18:25,191 --> 00:18:26,801 [Nancy] You said this wouldn'’t come back on me. 381 00:18:26,975 --> 00:18:29,064 Where are you putting me in the middle of this? 382 00:18:29,238 --> 00:18:30,631 Why are you doing everything that you said you wouldn'’t-- 383 00:18:30,805 --> 00:18:31,501 Hello, am I speaking to Alex's mother? 384 00:18:31,675 --> 00:18:32,937 [Nancy whimpers] 385 00:18:34,156 --> 00:18:35,331 Hello? 386 00:18:39,379 --> 00:18:41,250 Why did-- why did she hang up on me? 387 00:18:41,424 --> 00:18:43,339 Oh, um, she didn't want to talk to you. 388 00:18:43,513 --> 00:18:44,862 She said you'd understand. 389 00:18:45,036 --> 00:18:47,343 -Excuse me? -Uh, where did he go? 390 00:18:48,431 --> 00:18:49,606 [Sarah exhales] 391 00:18:50,216 --> 00:18:52,870 Your mother didn't tell him about you. 392 00:18:56,004 --> 00:18:58,354 Well, I'’m-- I'’m here now. 393 00:19:02,663 --> 00:19:04,230 How about you stay for dinner? 394 00:19:05,405 --> 00:19:07,146 You're not eating anything. 395 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:10,584 Oh, it's so good. Um, I just- I'’m a vegetarian. 396 00:19:10,758 --> 00:19:11,889 Oh. 397 00:19:13,064 --> 00:19:14,283 See, when I was three, 398 00:19:14,457 --> 00:19:16,503 my parents took me to this barbecue 399 00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:18,505 and someone offered me a hamburger. 400 00:19:18,679 --> 00:19:21,595 And I asked my, uh, my dad, um, 401 00:19:21,769 --> 00:19:23,292 "Where does hamburger come from?" 402 00:19:23,466 --> 00:19:25,642 And he said, "Well, it comes from the cow." 403 00:19:25,816 --> 00:19:28,515 And I said, "You mean the cow makes it like it makes milk?" 404 00:19:28,689 --> 00:19:30,212 Because I just learned that about milk. 405 00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:33,737 And he said, "No, Alex, the cow is the burger." 406 00:19:34,303 --> 00:19:36,262 So, then, little me ran around, 407 00:19:36,436 --> 00:19:37,915 saying to everybody, 408 00:19:38,089 --> 00:19:39,395 "How would you feel if the cow ate you?" 409 00:19:43,007 --> 00:19:45,227 Which is probably the proudest my dad's ever been of me, 410 00:19:45,401 --> 00:19:46,750 because he thought I'd be a lawyer. 411 00:19:46,924 --> 00:19:48,535 -Your dad's a lawyer? -[Alex] Yeah. 412 00:19:49,057 --> 00:19:51,233 An ode to liberal hypocrisy. 413 00:19:55,933 --> 00:19:56,978 And you're a mechanic? 414 00:19:59,241 --> 00:20:00,634 How long have you been a mechanic for? 415 00:20:02,636 --> 00:20:03,941 About eight years. 416 00:20:04,899 --> 00:20:05,943 Do you like it? 417 00:20:06,988 --> 00:20:08,816 -[Karl sighs] -[Sarah] Karl. 418 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:12,472 So how did you and my mom meet? 419 00:20:23,483 --> 00:20:25,136 So were you, like, 420 00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:27,313 apprentice mechanicing when you met her, 421 00:20:27,487 --> 00:20:28,662 or how exactly does-- 422 00:20:28,836 --> 00:20:29,837 I think you should head home. 423 00:20:31,186 --> 00:20:32,492 I didn'’t ask for a daughter. 424 00:20:33,144 --> 00:20:34,276 I don'’t want some kid running around. 425 00:20:34,450 --> 00:20:35,538 Listen, you don't have to 426 00:20:35,712 --> 00:20:36,800 -worry about me. -Go! 427 00:20:45,461 --> 00:20:48,072 Wow, um, I'm-- I'm so touched by your enthusiasm 428 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:49,813 to meet the fruit of your loins. 429 00:20:52,207 --> 00:20:53,469 Nice to fucking meet you. 430 00:20:59,127 --> 00:21:00,824 [sobs] Fuck! 431 00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:09,442 Come inside. It's freezing out here. 432 00:21:09,616 --> 00:21:10,834 I'’ll just find a motel or something. 433 00:21:11,008 --> 00:21:13,446 -It's fine. -Don't be silly. 434 00:21:13,620 --> 00:21:14,795 You'll stay here 435 00:21:14,969 --> 00:21:16,405 and I'll make up the guest room. 436 00:21:17,363 --> 00:21:19,278 You just caught him off guard, is all. 437 00:21:23,978 --> 00:21:25,893 -Yeah. -Good. Let's go. 438 00:21:27,460 --> 00:21:28,548 [Sarah sighs] 439 00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:34,684 [mellow piano melody plays] 440 00:22:04,584 --> 00:22:09,371 [indistinct praying] 441 00:22:13,549 --> 00:22:17,553 ♪ 442 00:22:18,946 --> 00:22:22,166 [birds chirping] 443 00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:23,516 [car door slams shut] 444 00:22:24,517 --> 00:22:26,780 [engine rumbles] 445 00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:42,622 -Hi. -Good morning. 446 00:22:44,493 --> 00:22:46,190 Uh, where did Karl go? 447 00:22:46,930 --> 00:22:48,149 He had an appointment. 448 00:22:48,715 --> 00:22:49,803 [clicks tongue] Oh. 449 00:22:51,544 --> 00:22:54,285 We were thinking that it might be nice 450 00:22:54,460 --> 00:22:55,939 if you stayed for a while. 451 00:22:56,853 --> 00:22:58,202 Give you both a chance 452 00:22:58,377 --> 00:22:59,682 to get to know each other a little? 453 00:23:00,291 --> 00:23:01,423 We? 454 00:23:02,250 --> 00:23:03,382 [Sarah] Yes. 455 00:23:04,034 --> 00:23:06,950 Well, I have to go to school. 456 00:23:07,124 --> 00:23:08,691 I teach the third grade. 457 00:23:09,475 --> 00:23:12,216 Karl will be back from work at six. 458 00:23:12,391 --> 00:23:13,696 Dinner is at seven. 459 00:23:14,349 --> 00:23:16,307 Um, so, I guess that means 460 00:23:16,482 --> 00:23:19,572 you should just make yourself at home. 461 00:23:28,798 --> 00:23:29,930 [door clicks shut] 462 00:23:31,540 --> 00:23:35,544 [upbeat melody plays] 463 00:23:49,689 --> 00:23:50,777 Hello? 464 00:23:51,517 --> 00:23:52,648 Karl? 465 00:23:56,304 --> 00:23:57,436 What are you doing here? 466 00:23:57,914 --> 00:23:59,438 I wanted to see where you work. 467 00:24:01,701 --> 00:24:02,919 Okay, well, you've seen it. 468 00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:19,109 [light thumping] 469 00:24:20,154 --> 00:24:24,158 [melancholy piano melody plays] 470 00:25:11,422 --> 00:25:13,990 [thumping resumes] 471 00:25:14,164 --> 00:25:15,296 Sorry. 472 00:25:16,253 --> 00:25:17,341 Didn't mean to spy. 473 00:25:21,868 --> 00:25:23,434 What exactly do you want from me? 474 00:25:24,784 --> 00:25:26,263 -[Karl grunting] -[Alex] I don'’t know. 475 00:25:26,742 --> 00:25:29,440 Uh, get to know you or something? 476 00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:30,790 Look... 477 00:25:31,791 --> 00:25:33,706 I'm sorry your mom didn't tell you about me. 478 00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:35,621 She didn't tell me about you, either. 479 00:25:36,622 --> 00:25:38,232 But I don't want you sticking around, 480 00:25:38,406 --> 00:25:39,973 expecting something that's not going to happen. 481 00:25:40,495 --> 00:25:43,498 -[thumping resumes] -[Karl panting] 482 00:25:45,674 --> 00:25:47,937 What's so bad about me? [chuckles] 483 00:25:52,115 --> 00:25:53,508 What? 484 00:25:54,030 --> 00:25:56,076 Just-- I'm your kid and you can't even look at me? 485 00:25:57,033 --> 00:25:58,121 [scoffs] 486 00:26:01,951 --> 00:26:04,954 ♪ 487 00:26:05,999 --> 00:26:07,740 [grunting and panting] 488 00:26:17,053 --> 00:26:19,099 -Give it! -No! 489 00:26:19,273 --> 00:26:20,883 -It'’s mine! -No, it'’s not! 490 00:26:21,057 --> 00:26:22,581 -[Carey] Hello? -[Rose] No! 491 00:26:22,755 --> 00:26:24,104 -[Eliza] I had it! -[Rose] No. 492 00:26:24,583 --> 00:26:25,932 Hey, Alex. 493 00:26:26,106 --> 00:26:27,716 [Rose] It was mine. 494 00:26:27,890 --> 00:26:29,109 -[Eliza] No, it was on my bed. -What's wrong? 495 00:26:29,283 --> 00:26:31,981 Nothing, Dad. Hi. 496 00:26:32,155 --> 00:26:33,461 [Carey] Hey, guys. Guys, guys. 497 00:26:33,635 --> 00:26:35,245 Can you please quiet down, 498 00:26:35,419 --> 00:26:37,334 so I can figure out how to turn this thing on? 499 00:26:37,508 --> 00:26:40,381 -Uh, hit input. -I hit input. 500 00:26:40,555 --> 00:26:42,731 -[indistinct talking on TV] -Oh, look at that. 501 00:26:43,819 --> 00:26:45,647 Great job, kiddo. 502 00:26:45,821 --> 00:26:48,084 Yeah, I'm like the Swiss Army Knife of humans. 503 00:26:48,258 --> 00:26:49,912 [laughing] 504 00:26:50,086 --> 00:26:52,567 [Alex] Um, I was wondering 505 00:26:52,741 --> 00:26:54,264 if maybe this, like, 506 00:26:54,438 --> 00:26:56,484 whole boarding school thing was a mistake? 507 00:26:58,181 --> 00:26:59,356 Maybe I should come home? 508 00:27:00,967 --> 00:27:03,447 I can navigate the hell out of the television. 509 00:27:04,753 --> 00:27:06,494 We talked about this, kid. 510 00:27:09,497 --> 00:27:10,541 Yeah, you're right. 511 00:27:11,455 --> 00:27:12,587 [Carey] So... 512 00:27:13,414 --> 00:27:14,458 how'’s school? 513 00:27:15,372 --> 00:27:16,635 Food's edible. 514 00:27:16,809 --> 00:27:18,158 My roommate has night terrors. 515 00:27:18,332 --> 00:27:19,986 Made out with the headmistress. 516 00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,075 -Couldn'’t resist. -Jesus Christ, Alex. 517 00:27:22,249 --> 00:27:23,380 Why do you ha-- 518 00:27:39,309 --> 00:27:43,313 [muffled classical music plays] 519 00:27:46,969 --> 00:27:50,973 ♪ 520 00:27:55,499 --> 00:27:56,587 Is that a model airplane? 521 00:27:58,894 --> 00:27:59,939 Uh-huh. 522 00:28:01,331 --> 00:28:02,463 What are you, like, seven? 523 00:28:03,203 --> 00:28:04,465 In 1952? 524 00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:12,038 What are you listening to? 525 00:28:14,518 --> 00:28:15,563 Jupiter Symphony. 526 00:28:16,346 --> 00:28:17,434 [Alex] Hm. 527 00:28:18,087 --> 00:28:19,132 That'’s charming. 528 00:28:19,872 --> 00:28:21,003 You're not a fan? 529 00:28:21,482 --> 00:28:22,657 I just hate how everyone acts like 530 00:28:22,831 --> 00:28:24,224 classical music is so amazing 531 00:28:24,398 --> 00:28:26,008 just because a bunch of rich old people 532 00:28:26,182 --> 00:28:27,793 get off on flaunting their cultural superiority 533 00:28:27,967 --> 00:28:29,359 to the rest of us plebeians with our simple tastes. 534 00:28:31,622 --> 00:28:32,841 Rich old folk like me? 535 00:28:34,756 --> 00:28:36,627 I didn't-- I didn't mean you. 536 00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:39,282 There was a lot of junk... 537 00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:41,981 but that's not what survived. 538 00:28:48,204 --> 00:28:49,379 This is Mozart. 539 00:28:50,816 --> 00:28:54,167 Mathematically perfect. No note out of place. 540 00:28:54,341 --> 00:28:55,385 Very clean. 541 00:28:55,995 --> 00:28:57,997 Everything in perfect order. 542 00:28:58,171 --> 00:28:59,302 Now, Beethoven. 543 00:29:00,303 --> 00:29:03,959 Beethoven was more emotional, more dangerous. 544 00:29:05,004 --> 00:29:06,222 There was order, sure. 545 00:29:06,788 --> 00:29:07,920 But, uh... 546 00:29:09,008 --> 00:29:10,096 not like Mozart. 547 00:29:12,185 --> 00:29:13,186 Who do you like better? 548 00:29:14,143 --> 00:29:15,623 They weren't competing. 549 00:29:16,972 --> 00:29:18,800 Beethoven grew up listening to Mozart. 550 00:29:21,368 --> 00:29:22,891 They were both masters. 551 00:29:23,065 --> 00:29:24,327 Yeah, but whose music do you like better? 552 00:29:29,463 --> 00:29:30,420 Mozart. 553 00:29:30,594 --> 00:29:34,642 ♪ 554 00:29:43,129 --> 00:29:45,653 It's Sunday! Time for church. 555 00:29:45,827 --> 00:29:47,307 [Alex groans] 556 00:29:47,481 --> 00:29:48,569 Come on. 557 00:29:49,135 --> 00:29:50,658 Let's go. 558 00:29:50,832 --> 00:29:52,312 You know I don't believe in any of that stuff. 559 00:29:52,486 --> 00:29:53,574 I know. 560 00:29:54,183 --> 00:29:56,359 I don't care. Get ready. 561 00:29:56,533 --> 00:29:59,188 [Alex groans] I'’m culturally Jewish. 562 00:29:59,841 --> 00:30:02,235 [sizzling] 563 00:30:07,762 --> 00:30:08,894 Morning. 564 00:30:10,025 --> 00:30:12,114 -Would you like some? -[Alex groans] 565 00:30:13,028 --> 00:30:15,074 Bacon is one of life's great pleasures. 566 00:30:15,248 --> 00:30:16,423 And what about Jesus? 567 00:30:16,989 --> 00:30:18,817 Yes, bacon and Jesus. 568 00:30:30,002 --> 00:30:31,655 This vegetarian thing of yours... 569 00:30:33,005 --> 00:30:34,745 -it's not going to last. -[Alex groans] 570 00:30:35,877 --> 00:30:37,531 [bell tolls] 571 00:30:37,705 --> 00:30:39,098 Have you always gone to church? 572 00:30:41,056 --> 00:30:42,275 She goes, I go. 573 00:30:45,234 --> 00:30:46,496 You go there. 574 00:30:46,670 --> 00:30:48,063 It's not what you did or... 575 00:30:48,934 --> 00:30:50,326 who you used to be. 576 00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:52,415 It'’s focusing on who you are now 577 00:30:52,589 --> 00:30:53,852 and who you're going to be tomorrow. 578 00:30:56,506 --> 00:30:57,681 What? 579 00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,118 Uh, nothing, you'’re just-- 580 00:31:00,293 --> 00:31:01,511 you'’re just one of those. 581 00:31:03,252 --> 00:31:05,037 -One of what? -[Alex chuckles] 582 00:31:05,211 --> 00:31:06,560 Like a born-again that talks about 583 00:31:06,734 --> 00:31:08,344 how awesome religion is all the time. 584 00:31:10,956 --> 00:31:12,435 You're going to move back to Israel? 585 00:31:13,349 --> 00:31:14,742 [chuckles] Why Israel? 586 00:31:15,308 --> 00:31:17,136 For the rapture, you know? Jews all go-- 587 00:31:17,310 --> 00:31:18,615 [Alex] The rapture? Are you kidding me? 588 00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:20,095 Please tell me you're joking right now. 589 00:31:20,269 --> 00:31:21,749 -Gayle. How are you? -Oh, you know. 590 00:31:22,315 --> 00:31:24,143 Grading papers, living large. 591 00:31:25,144 --> 00:31:27,189 You remember my cousin, Karl? 592 00:31:27,363 --> 00:31:29,148 Oh, yeah, the famous mechanic. 593 00:31:29,322 --> 00:31:30,889 -Hi, Karl. -Hi. 594 00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:35,545 -And this is Alex. -Hey. 595 00:31:36,024 --> 00:31:37,896 -Nice seeing you. -Likewise. 596 00:31:39,941 --> 00:31:41,900 All right then. Shall we? 597 00:31:43,336 --> 00:31:48,210 ♪ Amazing Grace ♪ 598 00:31:48,384 --> 00:31:53,650 ♪ How sweet the sound ♪ 599 00:31:53,824 --> 00:31:58,568 ♪ That saved a wretch ♪ 600 00:31:58,742 --> 00:32:02,833 ♪ Like me ♪ 601 00:32:03,008 --> 00:32:07,795 ♪ I once was lost ♪ 602 00:32:07,969 --> 00:32:09,144 I need to go to the bathroom. 603 00:32:09,318 --> 00:32:13,583 ♪ But now I'’m found ♪ 604 00:32:13,757 --> 00:32:15,934 ♪ '’Twas blind ♪ 605 00:32:16,108 --> 00:32:21,548 ♪ But now I see ♪ 606 00:32:33,952 --> 00:32:35,127 [Arthur] Wanna smoke? 607 00:32:37,781 --> 00:32:38,913 No thanks, I quit. 608 00:32:40,915 --> 00:32:41,960 You Juul? 609 00:32:42,917 --> 00:32:44,092 Uh, nope. 610 00:32:47,269 --> 00:32:49,271 You know I don'’t, like, bite, right? 611 00:32:58,280 --> 00:32:59,455 So, uh... 612 00:33:00,761 --> 00:33:01,849 who are you? 613 00:33:02,937 --> 00:33:06,071 I'm Sarah Kelly's cousin. I'm living with her and Karl. 614 00:33:07,637 --> 00:33:09,117 -I'm Alex. -Okay. 615 00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:11,032 Arthur. 616 00:33:12,381 --> 00:33:13,687 P.S., no one ever really quits, 617 00:33:13,861 --> 00:33:14,993 they're just lying to themselves. 618 00:33:22,957 --> 00:33:24,002 Where are you from? 619 00:33:24,828 --> 00:33:26,743 [coughing] 620 00:33:28,528 --> 00:33:29,572 Portland. 621 00:33:31,226 --> 00:33:32,923 [Arthur] You left Portland to come here? 622 00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:35,622 What the fuck is the matter with you? 623 00:33:36,449 --> 00:33:38,364 -So, so much. -[Arthur chuckles] 624 00:33:39,278 --> 00:33:41,932 Well, uh, what do you think of our heavenly church? 625 00:33:42,107 --> 00:33:44,979 Uh, religion is almost as dumb as astrology. 626 00:33:45,893 --> 00:33:48,504 Yeah, but an astrologist 627 00:33:48,678 --> 00:33:50,419 won't call you a god-defying faggot. 628 00:33:51,246 --> 00:33:52,552 Then why do you come here? 629 00:33:53,248 --> 00:33:54,728 Because my parents fucking make me. 630 00:33:56,208 --> 00:33:57,513 Don'’t your parents make you do shit? 631 00:33:57,687 --> 00:33:59,689 -Uh, they try. -[both chuckle] 632 00:34:01,561 --> 00:34:03,737 -[Arthur] What's your Insta? -Deleted it. 633 00:34:04,303 --> 00:34:06,653 -Deleted all of the apps. -Oh. 634 00:34:07,306 --> 00:34:08,785 I'm pretending my life is amazing 635 00:34:08,959 --> 00:34:10,265 or complaining that it isn't. 636 00:34:10,439 --> 00:34:11,788 Either way, incredibly depressing. 637 00:34:14,095 --> 00:34:16,010 You said you're staying with Karl Hendrix, right? 638 00:34:18,621 --> 00:34:19,883 Oh, yeah, I see it. 639 00:34:21,798 --> 00:34:23,409 Do you know him at all? 640 00:34:24,018 --> 00:34:26,151 Uh, not really, 641 00:34:26,325 --> 00:34:28,196 but I heard he got loaded a couple of years ago 642 00:34:28,370 --> 00:34:30,372 and put his fucking fist through a window. 643 00:34:32,157 --> 00:34:33,245 I don't know. 644 00:34:40,339 --> 00:34:41,818 Would you want to maybe get out of here? 645 00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:46,214 I should probably go back inside. 646 00:34:50,784 --> 00:34:51,915 Bye, Arthur. 647 00:34:53,308 --> 00:34:54,353 Bye, Alex. 648 00:34:58,879 --> 00:35:00,054 Here we are. 649 00:35:01,055 --> 00:35:02,404 Again. 650 00:35:02,578 --> 00:35:03,971 You really know how to fix these things? 651 00:35:05,059 --> 00:35:06,539 Otherwise I'd be lying to people. 652 00:35:08,932 --> 00:35:11,196 So, who is Mr. Kelly 653 00:35:11,370 --> 00:35:13,111 and where are his sons? 654 00:35:14,808 --> 00:35:16,201 Mr. Kelly is Sarah's dad. 655 00:35:17,245 --> 00:35:19,073 Named the place before he had any kids. 656 00:35:20,248 --> 00:35:21,423 And when his kids were all girls, 657 00:35:21,597 --> 00:35:23,164 he just kept the name. 658 00:35:23,947 --> 00:35:26,211 Well, you must have been some exceptional cousin 659 00:35:26,385 --> 00:35:27,516 for her to give you this. 660 00:35:27,995 --> 00:35:29,388 [Karl] My mom's cousin, actually. 661 00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:31,259 Oh, shit. New grandma. 662 00:35:32,434 --> 00:35:33,914 A grandma that died years ago. 663 00:35:34,088 --> 00:35:35,698 Well, what about my grandfather? Can I meet him? 664 00:35:37,831 --> 00:35:39,354 Not in this lifetime. 665 00:35:39,833 --> 00:35:40,877 But what was he like? 666 00:35:43,924 --> 00:35:45,317 He was a mean drunk. 667 00:35:45,839 --> 00:35:47,145 Is that why you went to Portland? 668 00:35:49,669 --> 00:35:50,713 How old were you? 669 00:35:51,323 --> 00:35:53,629 I was about 20, 21, I guess. 670 00:35:53,803 --> 00:35:54,935 So, let me get this straight. 671 00:35:55,109 --> 00:35:56,676 Your dead mom's cousin 672 00:35:56,850 --> 00:35:59,069 just, like, gave you this place? 673 00:35:59,244 --> 00:36:00,549 You know, you ask a lot of questions. 674 00:36:00,723 --> 00:36:02,290 Oh, and Gayle, what is up with her? 675 00:36:02,464 --> 00:36:03,944 That wasn'’t a request for more. 676 00:36:04,118 --> 00:36:05,424 I think it's really weird that you, like, 677 00:36:05,598 --> 00:36:07,034 -don't date at all. -[Karl sighs] 678 00:36:07,513 --> 00:36:08,557 What's up with that? 679 00:36:09,558 --> 00:36:10,603 Let me ask you something. 680 00:36:11,604 --> 00:36:13,475 You've been here, what, four days? 681 00:36:14,476 --> 00:36:16,043 Your parents okay with you missing school? 682 00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:19,481 I'm on break. You can call and ask. 683 00:36:19,655 --> 00:36:20,787 Yeah. 684 00:36:20,961 --> 00:36:22,223 That's what made you decide 685 00:36:22,397 --> 00:36:23,355 now is the time to take this trip? 686 00:36:24,704 --> 00:36:27,620 Nothing you'd rather keep to yourself? 687 00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:31,406 I'm going to make you a deal. 688 00:36:31,972 --> 00:36:33,452 You hold off on asking me questions 689 00:36:33,626 --> 00:36:34,931 I'm not comfortable answering just yet, 690 00:36:35,105 --> 00:36:36,933 and I'll do the same, okay? 691 00:36:37,891 --> 00:36:39,675 -Cool. -Cool. 692 00:36:47,770 --> 00:36:49,468 It's cool you know how these things work. 693 00:36:51,992 --> 00:36:53,733 My parents are completely useless. 694 00:36:54,690 --> 00:36:56,475 They can't even program a smart TV. 695 00:36:56,649 --> 00:36:57,998 They went to college, right? 696 00:36:58,999 --> 00:37:00,218 Got good jobs? 697 00:37:00,696 --> 00:37:02,350 They're a product of their social class. 698 00:37:03,395 --> 00:37:05,266 There's nothing noble about being ignorant. 699 00:37:05,832 --> 00:37:09,096 Not knowing shit about shit is nothing to celebrate. 700 00:37:09,966 --> 00:37:11,054 Got me? 701 00:37:11,533 --> 00:37:13,579 [Reggie] So, who do we have here? 702 00:37:13,753 --> 00:37:15,885 [tense music plays] 703 00:37:16,059 --> 00:37:18,148 Spotted your new guest last Sunday. 704 00:37:22,718 --> 00:37:23,937 You gonna introduce us? 705 00:37:26,766 --> 00:37:28,420 Alex, this is Sheriff Stratford. 706 00:37:29,116 --> 00:37:30,552 Hi. 707 00:37:31,727 --> 00:37:33,033 [Karl] May I help you with something? 708 00:37:34,295 --> 00:37:37,342 Just wanted to stop by, catch up. 709 00:37:39,126 --> 00:37:40,562 You see me every week at church. 710 00:37:40,736 --> 00:37:41,824 [Reggie] I do. 711 00:37:43,217 --> 00:37:45,828 Saw you in church a few years back as well. 712 00:37:46,002 --> 00:37:47,395 You know how that worked out. 713 00:37:53,662 --> 00:37:54,750 Well. 714 00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:56,839 All right. 715 00:37:59,712 --> 00:38:01,714 Brandon says hi, by the way. 716 00:38:07,546 --> 00:38:09,025 [door clicks open] 717 00:38:09,199 --> 00:38:12,072 [Sarah] I saw Gayle at school today. 718 00:38:12,942 --> 00:38:14,117 She asked about you. 719 00:38:16,903 --> 00:38:18,252 Is that a corner piece? 720 00:38:18,426 --> 00:38:19,862 -Yes. -Okay. 721 00:38:21,168 --> 00:38:22,256 Oh, yes. 722 00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:24,432 Look at that. 723 00:38:24,606 --> 00:38:28,741 [mellow piano melody plays] 724 00:39:00,468 --> 00:39:01,730 What are you doing? 725 00:39:05,299 --> 00:39:06,431 Did you do that? 726 00:39:09,782 --> 00:39:10,696 Yeah. 727 00:39:10,870 --> 00:39:15,614 ♪ 728 00:39:25,885 --> 00:39:27,800 [Alex] Judith thinks it's, like, a massive waste of time. 729 00:39:27,974 --> 00:39:29,584 [Karl] No, you'’re good. 730 00:39:30,629 --> 00:39:31,847 Hm, not really. 731 00:39:33,414 --> 00:39:34,589 Better than I ever was. 732 00:39:37,157 --> 00:39:39,246 Hey, this is my mom, right? 733 00:39:43,772 --> 00:39:44,947 Your mom... 734 00:39:46,253 --> 00:39:47,689 discovered me. 735 00:39:49,778 --> 00:39:51,084 -What? -[Karl] Yeah. 736 00:39:51,258 --> 00:39:53,303 -My mom? -Yeah. 737 00:39:57,743 --> 00:40:00,180 I went to Portland to be an artist. 738 00:40:03,618 --> 00:40:06,839 Liked the idea of being around bookstores and museums. 739 00:40:09,929 --> 00:40:12,410 And anyways, I was bussing at a café down on Alberta. 740 00:40:13,541 --> 00:40:15,500 The owner must have felt sorry for me, I think, 741 00:40:15,674 --> 00:40:17,719 because he put one of my pictures on the wall. 742 00:40:19,373 --> 00:40:20,722 "Featured Local Artist" 743 00:40:20,896 --> 00:40:26,032 with this stupid $200 price tag. 744 00:40:26,989 --> 00:40:28,077 [Karl scoffs] 745 00:40:29,818 --> 00:40:31,559 Your mom came in sometimes. 746 00:40:33,169 --> 00:40:35,171 She used to like to write in her notebook. 747 00:40:37,173 --> 00:40:39,828 One day, I was clearing her table, 748 00:40:40,002 --> 00:40:42,309 and she said that she liked it, 749 00:40:42,483 --> 00:40:44,442 and I said that I drew it. 750 00:40:45,660 --> 00:40:46,966 And, uh... 751 00:40:48,097 --> 00:40:51,971 she was almost giddy. 752 00:40:53,755 --> 00:40:56,497 She knew a lot of people in a lot of different places 753 00:40:56,671 --> 00:40:58,586 and said she'd help me organize a show. 754 00:40:59,587 --> 00:41:01,328 She was the only one to give a damn. 755 00:41:02,111 --> 00:41:03,678 So that's how it started... 756 00:41:05,245 --> 00:41:06,420 with you two? 757 00:41:09,118 --> 00:41:11,469 Before I met her, she said she had been a party girl. 758 00:41:13,035 --> 00:41:15,473 And then she married this big shot lawyer 759 00:41:15,647 --> 00:41:17,170 and became something different. 760 00:41:19,999 --> 00:41:21,174 They were trying to have a baby, 761 00:41:21,348 --> 00:41:22,392 and it wasn't working. 762 00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:25,744 So I think she saw my drawings 763 00:41:25,918 --> 00:41:28,181 and figured it'd be something to do. 764 00:41:31,227 --> 00:41:32,272 [Alex] So, what happened? 765 00:41:33,403 --> 00:41:35,318 Did she put on your art show? 766 00:41:35,493 --> 00:41:36,711 -My mom? -[Karl] No. 767 00:41:36,885 --> 00:41:39,671 No, we-- we had some postcards 768 00:41:39,845 --> 00:41:41,977 printed up, and that's about it. 769 00:41:44,023 --> 00:41:45,111 [Alex] How come? 770 00:41:47,156 --> 00:41:48,201 How come? 771 00:41:50,725 --> 00:41:51,900 Because... 772 00:41:53,554 --> 00:41:56,122 I wasn't always such a good guy and... 773 00:41:58,298 --> 00:41:59,821 your mom found that out. 774 00:42:04,478 --> 00:42:06,393 [Alex] I saw the letter that you wrote her. 775 00:42:08,308 --> 00:42:11,267 Having an affair isn't, like, awesome, but, uh-- 776 00:42:13,052 --> 00:42:14,488 You got me out of it, right? 777 00:42:18,448 --> 00:42:19,580 Yeah, I guess we did. 778 00:42:23,889 --> 00:42:25,412 Was there something else that was, like... 779 00:42:26,326 --> 00:42:27,762 bad about you? 780 00:42:28,328 --> 00:42:29,721 I have an early morning. 781 00:42:29,895 --> 00:42:31,723 Uh, can I keep that? 782 00:42:35,770 --> 00:42:36,728 Yeah. 783 00:42:36,902 --> 00:42:41,820 ♪ 784 00:42:55,268 --> 00:42:56,617 [Alex] Hey, hey, hey. 785 00:42:57,183 --> 00:42:58,532 -Good morning. -Morning. 786 00:42:59,359 --> 00:43:00,708 So, uh, where's Karl? 787 00:43:01,361 --> 00:43:02,971 Meeting. 788 00:43:03,145 --> 00:43:05,757 So, it'’s a "I accept Jesus as my savior 789 00:43:05,931 --> 00:43:07,715 so I won't get bombed" type thing? 790 00:43:08,803 --> 00:43:10,370 Not to, like, offend Jesus or anything. 791 00:43:10,544 --> 00:43:12,764 No, Jesus has heard worse. 792 00:43:14,026 --> 00:43:15,288 Do you really think he believes in it? 793 00:43:16,855 --> 00:43:18,639 Because you act like he does 794 00:43:18,813 --> 00:43:20,249 and he acts like he does, but... 795 00:43:21,468 --> 00:43:23,557 Kind of seems like he just wants to believe it. 796 00:43:29,302 --> 00:43:30,912 I'm truly glad you're here. 797 00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:33,132 I think it's good for him. 798 00:43:34,133 --> 00:43:35,743 And I don't care what you think of my faith... 799 00:43:37,397 --> 00:43:38,790 but maybe you want to think 800 00:43:38,964 --> 00:43:41,096 that Karl doesn't really believe either, 801 00:43:41,270 --> 00:43:43,446 and that's something the two of you could share. 802 00:43:45,144 --> 00:43:47,973 But those beliefs saved him. 803 00:43:53,935 --> 00:43:55,633 Well, I'm not the only one who thinks that. 804 00:43:56,503 --> 00:43:57,896 Sheriff called him out on it, too. 805 00:43:59,071 --> 00:44:00,115 You met the sheriff? 806 00:44:01,334 --> 00:44:04,467 Did Karl, like, steal his prom date or something? 807 00:44:05,381 --> 00:44:07,296 No. I'll be back tonight. 808 00:44:10,517 --> 00:44:12,650 Please tell Karl that dinner is at 7:00. 809 00:44:15,740 --> 00:44:21,789 [melancholy piano instrumental] 810 00:44:27,273 --> 00:44:28,448 Okay. 811 00:44:32,757 --> 00:44:33,845 Hi. 812 00:44:34,410 --> 00:44:36,717 -Can I help you? -What's your problem with Karl? 813 00:44:37,544 --> 00:44:40,068 -You're his kid, right? -[Alex] Mm. 814 00:44:40,242 --> 00:44:41,287 You should be a detective. 815 00:44:41,809 --> 00:44:43,028 [Reggie chuckles] 816 00:44:49,382 --> 00:44:51,210 I hate uncomfortable silences. 817 00:44:51,993 --> 00:44:53,212 I'm fine with them. 818 00:44:54,909 --> 00:44:56,737 -Your mom know you're here? -Of course. 819 00:45:01,089 --> 00:45:02,134 Have a seat. 820 00:45:07,705 --> 00:45:08,967 [Alex] So what's your issue? 821 00:45:10,490 --> 00:45:13,275 We used to bust your old man pretty routinely. 822 00:45:13,449 --> 00:45:15,016 Drunk and disorderly. 823 00:45:15,190 --> 00:45:17,453 Disturbing the peace, that sort of thing. 824 00:45:18,585 --> 00:45:20,369 Last time he fell off the wagon, 825 00:45:20,543 --> 00:45:22,981 he put his fist through a storefront window. 826 00:45:23,764 --> 00:45:26,549 Were you, like, emotionally invested in that window? 827 00:45:29,683 --> 00:45:31,206 About a dozen years ago... 828 00:45:32,468 --> 00:45:33,556 your dad got loaded. 829 00:45:34,035 --> 00:45:36,037 Beat the crap out of a 19-year-old 830 00:45:36,211 --> 00:45:39,345 varsity linebacker named Brandon in a bar fight. 831 00:45:41,564 --> 00:45:43,741 Kid lost his hearing in his left ear. 832 00:45:44,872 --> 00:45:46,569 Arm was in a cast for weeks. 833 00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:48,920 Supposed to go to the army. They wouldn't take him. 834 00:45:49,094 --> 00:45:50,530 You're weirdly concerned 835 00:45:50,704 --> 00:45:51,749 with the well-being of your residents. 836 00:45:52,227 --> 00:45:53,663 Especially when they're my son. 837 00:45:57,276 --> 00:45:59,408 After that, Karl got put away. 838 00:45:59,582 --> 00:46:02,020 He had some priors, served five. 839 00:46:06,546 --> 00:46:08,200 Well, he goes to meetings now. 840 00:46:11,986 --> 00:46:14,554 I've seen all kinds of drunks. 841 00:46:16,121 --> 00:46:17,470 Kind that are good for a laugh, 842 00:46:17,644 --> 00:46:19,124 tell you how much they love you. 843 00:46:20,473 --> 00:46:22,954 But Karl Hendrix gets violent. 844 00:46:24,042 --> 00:46:27,088 He is a drunk, dangerous criminal. 845 00:46:28,046 --> 00:46:29,830 And a drunk, dangerous criminal 846 00:46:30,004 --> 00:46:33,007 doesn't really change because he goes to an AA meeting. 847 00:46:33,660 --> 00:46:36,271 Or says he found God or what have you. 848 00:46:38,621 --> 00:46:41,407 I know it's not an excuse or anything, 849 00:46:41,581 --> 00:46:42,930 but he had a really hard life. 850 00:46:43,888 --> 00:46:45,672 His dad sounds like a total asshole. 851 00:46:45,846 --> 00:46:47,587 Yeah, I know Beau Hendrix. 852 00:46:48,327 --> 00:46:50,198 -You knew him? -No, I know him. 853 00:46:51,243 --> 00:46:52,418 Well, he's dead, right? 854 00:46:54,028 --> 00:46:56,422 He lives two towns over in Bryantville. 855 00:46:57,727 --> 00:46:59,294 Karl told you he was dead? 856 00:47:02,297 --> 00:47:03,516 Do you have the address? 857 00:47:04,909 --> 00:47:09,827 [suspenseful music plays] 858 00:47:17,747 --> 00:47:19,880 [thunder cracking] 859 00:47:44,687 --> 00:47:45,688 [knocking on door] 860 00:47:45,863 --> 00:47:47,995 [thunder rolling] 861 00:47:56,569 --> 00:47:57,875 Who are you? 862 00:47:58,049 --> 00:48:00,225 I'm Alex. Your granddaughter. 863 00:48:03,619 --> 00:48:05,534 [Beau snickering] 864 00:48:08,537 --> 00:48:09,843 Maybe-- maybe this is a bad time. 865 00:48:10,017 --> 00:48:11,192 [Beau] No. 866 00:48:11,932 --> 00:48:12,977 It'’s a fine time. 867 00:48:15,762 --> 00:48:17,677 Let's sit on my porch. 868 00:48:19,461 --> 00:48:20,854 Granddaughter Alex. 869 00:48:21,724 --> 00:48:26,468 [somber tone plays] 870 00:48:27,165 --> 00:48:28,209 So. 871 00:48:29,819 --> 00:48:32,431 I haven't seen Karl in going on, what? 872 00:48:34,085 --> 00:48:35,173 Ten years? 873 00:48:37,610 --> 00:48:38,698 Didn't know about you. 874 00:48:40,874 --> 00:48:42,920 I'm kind of like a-- a long story. 875 00:48:45,661 --> 00:48:46,706 Well, I got time. 876 00:48:51,363 --> 00:48:52,407 Hey, Reg. 877 00:48:53,017 --> 00:48:54,061 Look who's here. 878 00:48:56,672 --> 00:48:58,413 Have you seen Alex? 879 00:48:58,587 --> 00:49:00,720 Sarah mentioned you talked and she hasn't been home. 880 00:49:00,894 --> 00:49:02,200 -So-- -You all right there? 881 00:49:05,159 --> 00:49:06,769 Tried her on her cell phone? 882 00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:10,077 I don'’t have the number. 883 00:49:10,643 --> 00:49:12,471 [scoffs] Father of the year. 884 00:49:12,645 --> 00:49:13,907 [Karl] Please. 885 00:49:14,473 --> 00:49:16,040 I just need to know where she went, that's all. 886 00:49:16,954 --> 00:49:18,738 I'm not certain where she went. 887 00:49:19,695 --> 00:49:22,046 I can tell you there's a lot she doesn't know. 888 00:49:23,308 --> 00:49:26,093 Thought her grandfather was dead, for one thing. 889 00:49:26,267 --> 00:49:30,271 [suspenseful music plays] 890 00:49:44,764 --> 00:49:46,766 So it, like, turns out that we sort of have the same, 891 00:49:46,940 --> 00:49:48,594 like, drawing style. 892 00:49:49,682 --> 00:49:51,640 Like, I don't know if-- if I really believe 893 00:49:51,814 --> 00:49:54,556 in the nature over nurture argument, 894 00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:56,732 but I really do think that, like, there might be, 895 00:49:56,906 --> 00:49:59,779 like, some sort of compelling argument for the fact that, 896 00:49:59,953 --> 00:50:03,783 like, genes affect artistic stylings, you know? 897 00:50:05,176 --> 00:50:06,438 You know, um... 898 00:50:07,700 --> 00:50:09,136 Karl and Sarah are probably wondering where I am. 899 00:50:09,310 --> 00:50:10,355 Who Sarah? 900 00:50:11,834 --> 00:50:14,011 Karl'’s cousin, Sarah Kelly. 901 00:50:15,316 --> 00:50:17,101 His mom's cousin, Sarah Kelly? 902 00:50:18,058 --> 00:50:19,364 -The church lady? -Yeah. 903 00:50:20,147 --> 00:50:22,019 Uh, he runs her shop and he's actually, like, 904 00:50:22,193 --> 00:50:23,629 a really good mechanic. 905 00:50:25,196 --> 00:50:26,980 [Beau chuckling] How about that? 906 00:50:27,154 --> 00:50:29,156 Oh, he'’s-- he's here. 907 00:50:30,331 --> 00:50:31,376 Alex. 908 00:50:33,378 --> 00:50:34,466 Karl. 909 00:50:36,729 --> 00:50:37,860 Come here. 910 00:50:40,994 --> 00:50:42,256 [Beau groans] 911 00:50:43,301 --> 00:50:44,389 So. 912 00:50:45,172 --> 00:50:46,434 Where you been hiding yourself? 913 00:50:47,653 --> 00:50:48,741 Keep busy. 914 00:50:49,350 --> 00:50:50,351 [Beau chuckles] 915 00:50:50,917 --> 00:50:52,266 This is great. 916 00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:54,703 Sit down, have a beer. 917 00:50:55,269 --> 00:50:56,662 No, we can't stay long. 918 00:50:57,228 --> 00:50:58,620 What are you talking about? 919 00:50:58,794 --> 00:50:59,969 You just got here. 920 00:51:00,144 --> 00:51:02,276 Sit down, have a beer. 921 00:51:04,235 --> 00:51:05,366 [Beau grunts] 922 00:51:11,894 --> 00:51:15,115 Alex here was telling me you two draw alike. 923 00:51:16,029 --> 00:51:17,335 More artists! 924 00:51:18,466 --> 00:51:19,598 That's what we need. 925 00:51:21,513 --> 00:51:23,950 Did he tell you I worked 40 years at the plant? 926 00:51:25,169 --> 00:51:27,780 Got to know your place, right? 927 00:51:32,132 --> 00:51:33,351 You're not thirsty? 928 00:51:35,701 --> 00:51:36,919 No, I'm all right. 929 00:51:38,356 --> 00:51:39,444 Oh. 930 00:51:40,271 --> 00:51:43,056 Oh. I get it. 931 00:51:43,839 --> 00:51:45,319 You and the bottle. 932 00:51:46,059 --> 00:51:47,365 It never led anywhere good. 933 00:51:47,539 --> 00:51:48,975 You know what, it's getting late-- 934 00:51:49,149 --> 00:51:50,716 Maybe if you would have sobered up sooner 935 00:51:50,890 --> 00:51:52,283 or you wouldn't have put that kid in the hospital. 936 00:51:53,806 --> 00:51:57,940 I mean, of all the asses in the world you gotta kick... 937 00:51:59,028 --> 00:52:00,508 that's the one you choose? 938 00:52:00,682 --> 00:52:03,946 -We should get going. -Why that kid, Karl? 939 00:52:05,165 --> 00:52:06,732 I really want to know. 940 00:52:10,214 --> 00:52:11,780 [Karl] I didn't like the way he was touching 941 00:52:11,954 --> 00:52:14,000 that girl at the bar, Dad, I told you that already. 942 00:52:14,392 --> 00:52:15,915 [Beau] Well, that's an answer. 943 00:52:17,003 --> 00:52:18,657 -That's a fucking-- -You're an asshole. 944 00:52:20,876 --> 00:52:22,487 -What was that, honey? -Alex, stop-- 945 00:52:22,661 --> 00:52:23,792 No, you're a bully and you don't like your son 946 00:52:23,966 --> 00:52:25,098 because he's better than you. 947 00:52:25,620 --> 00:52:28,057 Who the fuck do you think you are? 948 00:52:29,798 --> 00:52:31,539 Huh? Huh? What you got? Huh? 949 00:52:31,713 --> 00:52:32,845 [Alex] Stop! 950 00:52:41,810 --> 00:52:43,116 Visit's over. 951 00:52:44,857 --> 00:52:45,988 Get out of here. 952 00:52:46,554 --> 00:52:49,731 -I'm so sorry. -The hell were you thinking? 953 00:52:49,905 --> 00:52:51,429 You-- you told me he was dead. 954 00:52:51,603 --> 00:52:53,082 It ever occur to you I had a reason? 955 00:52:54,475 --> 00:52:56,173 Shit. Fuck. I'm sorry. 956 00:52:56,347 --> 00:52:57,826 I-- I suck, I suck, I suck. 957 00:52:58,000 --> 00:52:59,176 Get in the car. 958 00:52:59,698 --> 00:53:02,179 -Get in the car. -You can yell at me some more. 959 00:53:07,009 --> 00:53:08,141 You're going home tomorrow. 960 00:53:13,233 --> 00:53:15,148 [footsteps approaching] 961 00:53:17,585 --> 00:53:18,630 Hi. 962 00:53:18,804 --> 00:53:20,371 Dinner will be ready in five... 963 00:53:22,460 --> 00:53:23,591 minutes. 964 00:53:27,029 --> 00:53:30,163 [melancholic piano instrumental] 965 00:54:02,935 --> 00:54:04,197 [Arthur] You stalker. 966 00:54:05,677 --> 00:54:09,376 So, shockingly, I have fucked everything up. 967 00:54:09,855 --> 00:54:12,553 Well, at least you and your dad were getting along well. 968 00:54:13,293 --> 00:54:14,468 [Alex scoffs] 969 00:54:14,642 --> 00:54:15,904 Yeah, if by getting along well 970 00:54:16,078 --> 00:54:17,950 you mean yelling at me a lot. 971 00:54:18,820 --> 00:54:20,213 Which I guess is, like, 972 00:54:20,387 --> 00:54:21,388 par for the course of parents, right? 973 00:54:23,303 --> 00:54:25,218 He was probably scared something had happened to you. 974 00:54:26,524 --> 00:54:28,003 He screamed because he gives a shit. 975 00:54:30,745 --> 00:54:32,225 So how long have you known you were gay? 976 00:54:33,792 --> 00:54:37,665 Okay, you're from a major metropolitan city, 977 00:54:37,839 --> 00:54:39,276 so you've seen probably 978 00:54:39,450 --> 00:54:41,713 every weird form of pansexuality out there. 979 00:54:41,887 --> 00:54:43,758 I mean, you have probably fucked girls. 980 00:54:43,932 --> 00:54:46,108 Oh, yeah. My life is just a big orgy. 981 00:54:46,283 --> 00:54:47,588 Yeah, I'm sure it is. 982 00:54:48,110 --> 00:54:49,721 -You didn't answer my question. -You didn't answer mine. 983 00:54:50,635 --> 00:54:51,766 Have you hooked up with a girl? 984 00:54:53,507 --> 00:54:54,813 Have you? 985 00:54:55,683 --> 00:54:56,945 I'm a godless fag, remember? 986 00:54:57,990 --> 00:54:59,034 [Alex] Really? 987 00:55:05,432 --> 00:55:06,477 -Alex-- -It's okay. 988 00:55:11,438 --> 00:55:13,222 Okay, I gotta go. [chuckles] 989 00:55:16,530 --> 00:55:17,879 Okay. 990 00:55:18,053 --> 00:55:22,623 [quiet, subtle piano instrumental] 991 00:55:33,373 --> 00:55:35,941 You disappeared again. Are you kidding me? 992 00:55:36,420 --> 00:55:37,682 Apparently not. 993 00:55:38,160 --> 00:55:40,206 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Where the hell did you go? 994 00:55:40,380 --> 00:55:42,643 -I was with Arthur. -The gay kid? 995 00:55:42,817 --> 00:55:44,819 -Pretty sure he's not gay. -How the hell do you know that? 996 00:55:44,993 --> 00:55:46,473 -How is that your business? -You know, as long as 997 00:55:46,647 --> 00:55:47,692 you're in this house, you do exactly-- 998 00:55:47,866 --> 00:55:48,910 Oh, until tomorrow? 999 00:55:50,042 --> 00:55:51,130 Go to your room. 1000 00:55:51,826 --> 00:55:53,828 -Go to your room. -Oh, go to my room? 1001 00:55:54,002 --> 00:55:56,353 That's so original, "Dad." 1002 00:55:57,702 --> 00:55:58,746 [door shuts close] 1003 00:56:01,749 --> 00:56:03,316 [sniffs and sighs] 1004 00:56:06,232 --> 00:56:07,407 [chuckles] 1005 00:56:10,932 --> 00:56:12,891 [sighs] 1006 00:56:15,937 --> 00:56:17,330 [Karl sighs] 1007 00:56:17,548 --> 00:56:21,378 [classical music playing on record player] 1008 00:56:27,688 --> 00:56:30,256 She shouldn't be here. You should have sent her away. 1009 00:56:31,779 --> 00:56:32,954 Excuse me? 1010 00:56:39,352 --> 00:56:40,571 I lost control today. 1011 00:56:42,181 --> 00:56:44,357 I saw him and I lost control. 1012 00:56:46,098 --> 00:56:47,404 If she knew who I am... 1013 00:56:49,275 --> 00:56:51,886 -who I really am. -Nobody is one thing, Karl. 1014 00:56:52,931 --> 00:56:54,280 You most of all. 1015 00:56:55,586 --> 00:56:57,805 Besides, I know who you are. 1016 00:56:59,807 --> 00:57:01,461 Listen... 1017 00:57:01,635 --> 00:57:03,071 these are just challenges. 1018 00:57:03,855 --> 00:57:05,291 You will get past them. 1019 00:57:06,118 --> 00:57:08,076 -That's all part of His plan. -[Karl sighs] 1020 00:57:09,991 --> 00:57:12,167 Every bad thing is part of some test? 1021 00:57:13,952 --> 00:57:15,997 Are you sure you just don't want to believe that? 1022 00:57:16,650 --> 00:57:18,391 I believe it because I believe it. 1023 00:57:19,044 --> 00:57:20,437 That's what faith is. 1024 00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:22,482 Now come on. 1025 00:57:23,570 --> 00:57:24,745 You know what to do. 1026 00:57:32,840 --> 00:57:34,276 [sighs] 1027 00:57:50,945 --> 00:57:52,338 [knocking on door] 1028 00:57:55,776 --> 00:57:57,430 Sarah's making breakfast downstairs. 1029 00:57:58,300 --> 00:57:59,476 Okay. 1030 00:58:02,087 --> 00:58:04,393 I'm sorry I yelled at you. I was worried. 1031 00:58:05,612 --> 00:58:07,484 I shouldn't have said that, uh... 1032 00:58:11,270 --> 00:58:13,228 I shouldn't have made you think your grandfather was dead. 1033 00:58:14,882 --> 00:58:16,362 So... 1034 00:58:16,536 --> 00:58:17,842 yeah. 1035 00:58:18,756 --> 00:58:20,279 And you don't have to, um... 1036 00:58:21,498 --> 00:58:23,195 I don't want you to leave. 1037 00:58:26,328 --> 00:58:28,505 I should get your number, probably. 1038 00:58:30,376 --> 00:58:31,725 -Okay. -Okay. 1039 00:58:34,598 --> 00:58:36,208 So, what, were you out with that Arthur kid? 1040 00:58:37,775 --> 00:58:39,167 -Yeah. -Yeah. 1041 00:58:40,168 --> 00:58:41,735 Yeah, okay. All right. 1042 00:58:46,958 --> 00:58:48,220 Do you have any questions about sex 1043 00:58:48,394 --> 00:58:49,526 -you want to ask me? -[giggles] 1044 00:58:50,178 --> 00:58:51,310 What? 1045 00:58:52,006 --> 00:58:53,530 -From you? -Yeah. 1046 00:58:55,270 --> 00:58:56,881 Ew. [chuckles] 1047 00:59:02,539 --> 00:59:04,236 [Karl] And no more of this "I suck" shit. 1048 00:59:05,977 --> 00:59:07,065 You don't. 1049 00:59:10,155 --> 00:59:11,548 You don't because I said so. 1050 00:59:25,953 --> 00:59:29,696 [soft instrumental playing] 1051 00:59:48,541 --> 00:59:51,892 -So how's your mom? -[Alex chuckles] 1052 00:59:52,066 --> 00:59:53,590 Are we allowed to have this conversation? 1053 00:59:55,113 --> 00:59:56,767 It might compromise your mystery. 1054 00:59:59,683 --> 01:00:00,771 Serves me right. 1055 01:00:07,473 --> 01:00:08,822 So I made out with my teacher. 1056 01:00:14,741 --> 01:00:15,916 Okay. 1057 01:00:17,178 --> 01:00:18,310 You gonna get all weird? 1058 01:00:20,225 --> 01:00:21,400 No. 1059 01:00:22,967 --> 01:00:24,229 Yeah, it was impulsive and dumb. 1060 01:00:24,838 --> 01:00:27,014 [sighs] And of course, Carey and Judith 1061 01:00:27,188 --> 01:00:29,060 walked in on us, which is even more mortifying 1062 01:00:29,234 --> 01:00:31,715 than describing it to you right now. [sighs] 1063 01:00:31,889 --> 01:00:33,760 -Well, I didn't ask you. -Well, I'm trying to explain. 1064 01:00:36,589 --> 01:00:38,156 Anyways, they're, like, super pissed. 1065 01:00:38,896 --> 01:00:40,288 But they didn't even, like, ask me why. 1066 01:00:41,072 --> 01:00:42,551 They were just like, 1067 01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:43,727 "Oh, yeah, there goes our idiot daughter 1068 01:00:43,901 --> 01:00:45,206 being a jackass again." 1069 01:00:45,772 --> 01:00:48,296 They didn't respect me enough to want to know why. 1070 01:00:52,474 --> 01:00:55,042 -So they're not perfect. -It's an understatement. 1071 01:00:57,479 --> 01:00:59,612 [sighs] Better than some. 1072 01:01:03,181 --> 01:01:05,357 [Sarah] Alex, Karl! Dinner! 1073 01:01:05,531 --> 01:01:06,706 [both] Coming! 1074 01:01:24,158 --> 01:01:27,161 [phone buzzing] 1075 01:01:30,512 --> 01:01:31,992 Alex, are you okay? 1076 01:01:32,558 --> 01:01:33,951 Yeah. 1077 01:01:34,125 --> 01:01:35,300 What's up? 1078 01:01:36,736 --> 01:01:39,043 Your dad's asleep. What's going on? 1079 01:01:40,087 --> 01:01:44,048 Mom, um, were you ever in a band? 1080 01:01:44,222 --> 01:01:45,702 -What? [chuckles] -[Alex] Okay. 1081 01:01:46,354 --> 01:01:49,183 I know this isn't, like, the most opportune time to ask, 1082 01:01:49,357 --> 01:01:52,056 but did you ever, like, play in a rock band? 1083 01:01:53,100 --> 01:01:57,714 Well, before you were born, I did lots of things. 1084 01:01:57,888 --> 01:01:58,932 [Alex] You never told me. 1085 01:01:59,106 --> 01:02:00,412 You didn't ask. 1086 01:02:00,586 --> 01:02:01,718 I totally asked. 1087 01:02:02,283 --> 01:02:05,156 We were called My Friend's Band. 1088 01:02:05,330 --> 01:02:07,419 -[Alex] [chuckles] Seriously? -Yeah. 1089 01:02:07,593 --> 01:02:10,074 And my friend, Marco, he was the lead singer, 1090 01:02:10,248 --> 01:02:13,991 he said that the hot chick had to play the bass, so. 1091 01:02:14,165 --> 01:02:16,254 -Wait, you were the hot chick? -[Judith] Hey. 1092 01:02:16,776 --> 01:02:18,517 You try squeezing out three kids. 1093 01:02:18,691 --> 01:02:20,388 See how you look. 1094 01:02:20,562 --> 01:02:21,650 [Alex] I forgot to tell you, I'm pregnant. 1095 01:02:21,825 --> 01:02:25,524 [Alex and Judith chuckling] 1096 01:02:25,698 --> 01:02:27,874 Obviously, I'm kidding. [Alex chuckling] 1097 01:02:28,048 --> 01:02:30,747 I mean, not the best joke, you know? 1098 01:02:33,619 --> 01:02:35,403 Mom, are you there? 1099 01:02:37,275 --> 01:02:38,363 Hey, Alex. 1100 01:02:38,537 --> 01:02:39,756 Yeah? 1101 01:02:46,458 --> 01:02:47,807 How's school going? 1102 01:02:48,808 --> 01:02:51,115 Good. It's going good. 1103 01:02:51,289 --> 01:02:53,552 How's your roommate, what was her name again? 1104 01:02:53,726 --> 01:02:55,380 The one that has night terrors? 1105 01:02:55,554 --> 01:02:56,773 Night terrors? 1106 01:02:57,643 --> 01:03:01,560 Oh, uh, right, um, Natalka. 1107 01:03:01,734 --> 01:03:03,780 I think she's, like, Ukrainian or something. 1108 01:03:04,955 --> 01:03:06,739 [whispering] Speaking of which, she's sleeping right now, 1109 01:03:06,913 --> 01:03:08,132 so I have to go. 1110 01:03:20,187 --> 01:03:23,495 [phone ringing] 1111 01:03:25,627 --> 01:03:26,715 Hello? 1112 01:03:27,891 --> 01:03:29,718 Oh, Mrs. Fixel. What can I do for you? 1113 01:03:34,854 --> 01:03:37,596 [phone buzzing] 1114 01:03:39,903 --> 01:03:41,513 -Hi, Dad. -Are you all right? 1115 01:03:41,687 --> 01:03:44,472 -Where are you? -Dad, stop yelling. 1116 01:03:44,646 --> 01:03:46,039 -I'm fine. -The hell you're fine. 1117 01:03:46,213 --> 01:03:47,911 Where are you, Alex? 1118 01:03:48,085 --> 01:03:50,261 Alex, please. Please, just-- where are you? 1119 01:03:50,435 --> 01:03:52,132 -Tell us where you are. -[Alex] I'm fine. 1120 01:03:52,306 --> 01:03:54,178 -I'm with a friend. -She said she's with a friend. 1121 01:03:54,352 --> 01:03:56,006 She doesn't have any fucking friends, hold on. 1122 01:03:56,180 --> 01:03:57,703 Can you tell dad not to have an aneurysm? 1123 01:03:57,877 --> 01:03:59,705 [Corey] Hey. 1124 01:03:59,879 --> 01:04:01,402 How long did you think that you were going to keep this up? 1125 01:04:01,576 --> 01:04:02,969 Hm? 1126 01:04:03,143 --> 01:04:04,797 What exactly is your plan here? 1127 01:04:04,971 --> 01:04:07,104 Do you think about anybody but yourself? 1128 01:04:07,278 --> 01:04:10,803 Do you imagine any consequences of your actions? 1129 01:04:10,977 --> 01:04:13,197 Because you are in so much trouble-- 1130 01:04:27,211 --> 01:04:28,429 Let's order some food. 1131 01:04:32,085 --> 01:04:33,130 Come on. 1132 01:04:36,698 --> 01:04:38,787 [emotional instrumental playing] 1133 01:04:38,962 --> 01:04:40,137 [Alex sniffles] 1134 01:04:44,837 --> 01:04:46,186 Son of a bitch. 1135 01:04:51,626 --> 01:04:53,759 Yes, this is Sheriff Reggie Stratford 1136 01:04:53,933 --> 01:04:56,109 calling from Newburgh in Washington. 1137 01:05:00,113 --> 01:05:01,506 The phone call seemed to spook you. 1138 01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:04,335 What happened? 1139 01:05:05,684 --> 01:05:06,903 I may have to go back soon. 1140 01:05:07,991 --> 01:05:09,166 It's home stuff. 1141 01:05:12,909 --> 01:05:14,780 The Sheriff said some things. 1142 01:05:17,565 --> 01:05:19,393 I'm not proud of what happened with Brandon. 1143 01:05:21,395 --> 01:05:23,441 But he was bothering a girl that night, and... 1144 01:05:24,746 --> 01:05:27,053 it was two drunk hotheads fighting and I won. 1145 01:05:29,534 --> 01:05:30,883 But there's other things that happened-- 1146 01:05:31,057 --> 01:05:32,537 [Alex] Maybe I don't need to know. 1147 01:05:32,711 --> 01:05:33,930 I thought I did, but maybe I don't want to know 1148 01:05:34,104 --> 01:05:36,019 because I like you now. 1149 01:05:39,674 --> 01:05:41,850 [delivery guy] Hey, Karl. Got the food. 1150 01:05:42,721 --> 01:05:43,809 -Two burgers. -Yes, sir. 1151 01:05:43,983 --> 01:05:45,202 Burgers? Are you serious? 1152 01:05:47,204 --> 01:05:48,335 Ew. 1153 01:05:48,901 --> 01:05:50,033 [delivery guy] Who is this? 1154 01:05:52,252 --> 01:05:53,558 That's my daughter, Alex. 1155 01:05:56,778 --> 01:05:58,650 [muffled shouting] 1156 01:05:58,824 --> 01:06:00,434 [Alex shouting] I regret nothing! 1157 01:06:00,608 --> 01:06:01,914 You could have at least tried it. 1158 01:06:02,088 --> 01:06:03,698 No. Are you kidding me? 1159 01:06:03,872 --> 01:06:04,873 My friend Nancy didn't eat meat for five years... 1160 01:06:05,048 --> 01:06:06,092 -And? -...and she had 1161 01:06:06,266 --> 01:06:07,528 a chicken cutlet of sandwich 1162 01:06:07,702 --> 01:06:09,661 and she vomited all over herself. 1163 01:06:14,622 --> 01:06:17,495 Alex hasn't been entirely honest with us. 1164 01:06:23,327 --> 01:06:25,807 You're looking at possible kidnapping, 1165 01:06:25,982 --> 01:06:27,461 and you're crossing state lines-- 1166 01:06:27,635 --> 01:06:28,897 [Alex] Shit, shit, shit, shit. Fuck-- 1167 01:06:29,072 --> 01:06:30,595 Please, Alex, language. 1168 01:06:30,769 --> 01:06:33,119 -God damn it, fuck! -[Sarah] Alex, enough! 1169 01:06:33,293 --> 01:06:36,166 You called them? Why would you call them? 1170 01:06:37,558 --> 01:06:39,430 -It's my job? -[Alex] Shit, shit, shit. 1171 01:06:39,604 --> 01:06:41,606 Listen, I lied to everyone. Karl had no idea I snuck away. 1172 01:06:41,780 --> 01:06:43,129 It's my fault, okay? 1173 01:06:43,303 --> 01:06:45,131 I'm a fucking idiot. I'm a fucking-- 1174 01:06:45,305 --> 01:06:46,959 -It's not-- you're not-- -Hey, hey, hey. 1175 01:06:48,439 --> 01:06:49,483 Hey. 1176 01:06:50,789 --> 01:06:51,833 I'm going to be okay. 1177 01:06:52,530 --> 01:06:53,748 Okay? Everything's going to be fine. 1178 01:06:58,492 --> 01:06:59,537 Sheriff Stratford. 1179 01:07:02,540 --> 01:07:03,976 I know you don't owe me anything... 1180 01:07:05,108 --> 01:07:06,413 but could you give us a minute? 1181 01:07:07,240 --> 01:07:08,633 And then you could take her away. 1182 01:07:08,807 --> 01:07:09,982 You can arrest me. I don't care. 1183 01:07:10,156 --> 01:07:12,158 Just give us one minute. Please. 1184 01:07:17,207 --> 01:07:19,818 Sarah, got another cup of coffee? 1185 01:07:23,648 --> 01:07:24,779 One last cup. 1186 01:07:34,267 --> 01:07:35,877 Sit down, okay? Please? 1187 01:07:37,096 --> 01:07:38,837 It's-- [Karl sighs] 1188 01:07:47,976 --> 01:07:49,630 I haven't seen your mom in a long time. 1189 01:07:49,804 --> 01:07:51,241 You don't have to say anything, 1190 01:07:51,415 --> 01:07:52,807 -it's fine. -But the thing of it is-- 1191 01:07:57,421 --> 01:07:58,639 I told you before. 1192 01:08:00,163 --> 01:08:02,339 I was maybe 21 when I met your mom. 1193 01:08:04,645 --> 01:08:06,430 I'd been in the city a few months, 1194 01:08:07,213 --> 01:08:08,562 And I had no money. 1195 01:08:08,736 --> 01:08:10,173 I didn't have any real friends and... 1196 01:08:12,610 --> 01:08:14,525 I was-- I was drinking a lot. 1197 01:08:18,616 --> 01:08:20,922 And even though she was older and she was married-- 1198 01:08:24,317 --> 01:08:25,536 Yeah, you hooked up anyway. 1199 01:08:26,319 --> 01:08:27,407 Hold on. 1200 01:08:28,539 --> 01:08:30,106 We went on walks. 1201 01:08:31,237 --> 01:08:32,630 mostly talking about the art show 1202 01:08:32,804 --> 01:08:34,240 she was going to put on and-- [sighs] 1203 01:08:36,112 --> 01:08:37,722 I didn't know if it was real... 1204 01:08:39,027 --> 01:08:41,204 but I was grateful that it might be. 1205 01:08:42,901 --> 01:08:44,598 And one night when I got off work... 1206 01:08:46,209 --> 01:08:47,601 she was really upset. 1207 01:08:49,864 --> 01:08:51,562 Some fight with her husband, 1208 01:08:51,736 --> 01:08:53,738 some problem with another doctor. 1209 01:08:58,003 --> 01:08:59,831 So we went to a bar for a drink. 1210 01:09:03,922 --> 01:09:05,967 And that drink turned into a couple of drinks. 1211 01:09:07,534 --> 01:09:09,275 And then a couple of more drinks. 1212 01:09:09,449 --> 01:09:10,755 And... 1213 01:09:12,235 --> 01:09:15,194 we talked about everything. 1214 01:09:18,458 --> 01:09:21,026 And it felt so good to be around her. 1215 01:09:22,288 --> 01:09:24,247 I didn't notice how many drinks we'd had. 1216 01:09:28,555 --> 01:09:29,817 And, um... 1217 01:09:32,298 --> 01:09:33,517 after a while... 1218 01:09:34,431 --> 01:09:35,867 I got up to use the bathroom. 1219 01:09:37,608 --> 01:09:39,392 and she said she'd better use it, too. 1220 01:09:41,612 --> 01:09:43,396 And I think I took that as a signal. 1221 01:09:45,964 --> 01:09:48,836 Because we went back there and, um... 1222 01:09:50,664 --> 01:09:51,839 she smiled at me. 1223 01:09:52,013 --> 01:09:53,232 And... 1224 01:09:54,146 --> 01:09:55,408 That's how it started. 1225 01:09:56,453 --> 01:09:58,063 -[Alex chuckling] -[Karl sighs] 1226 01:09:58,237 --> 01:10:00,196 [knocking on door] 1227 01:10:06,724 --> 01:10:08,508 -[Sarah] Hi, you must be Judith. 1228 01:10:08,682 --> 01:10:10,162 [Carey] Where is she? Alex? 1229 01:10:12,295 --> 01:10:14,732 -Are you okay? -Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine. 1230 01:10:14,906 --> 01:10:16,212 Calm down. 1231 01:10:17,517 --> 01:10:18,605 [Karl] Hi. 1232 01:10:19,476 --> 01:10:20,781 Uh, hello. 1233 01:10:20,955 --> 01:10:22,218 How are you? 1234 01:10:23,784 --> 01:10:25,133 Sheriff Stratford. 1235 01:10:25,786 --> 01:10:27,179 We done here? 1236 01:10:27,832 --> 01:10:29,268 Yeah, you're done. 1237 01:10:29,442 --> 01:10:31,096 Okay. Come on. We're leaving. 1238 01:10:31,270 --> 01:10:32,271 -Come on. -Dude, Carey, stop. 1239 01:10:32,445 --> 01:10:33,751 -[Alex] Let go. -Carey? 1240 01:10:39,496 --> 01:10:40,801 Could we just have a minute, please? 1241 01:10:40,975 --> 01:10:42,325 No, you had a week. 1242 01:10:43,848 --> 01:10:45,980 -You don't get shit. -You're such a hypocrite. 1243 01:10:46,154 --> 01:10:48,069 You-- you act all open minded, and you're judging him 1244 01:10:48,244 --> 01:10:49,897 because he goes to church and he works with his hands. 1245 01:10:50,071 --> 01:10:52,770 Alex, you have nothing to say to this man. 1246 01:10:52,944 --> 01:10:55,425 This man should be locked up. 1247 01:10:55,599 --> 01:10:58,123 [Sarah] All right, this is my house 1248 01:10:58,297 --> 01:10:59,429 and you will not speak to Karl-- 1249 01:10:59,603 --> 01:11:01,344 -[indistinct shouting] -Affair? 1250 01:11:03,433 --> 01:11:04,912 [Carey laughing hysterically] 1251 01:11:05,086 --> 01:11:07,088 -It wasn't a fucking affair. -[Judith] Carey. 1252 01:11:08,655 --> 01:11:09,787 [Carey sighs] 1253 01:11:17,098 --> 01:11:18,361 There was no affair. 1254 01:11:20,363 --> 01:11:21,581 Tell her. 1255 01:11:23,975 --> 01:11:24,976 Tell me what? 1256 01:11:25,150 --> 01:11:30,851 ♪ 1257 01:11:41,166 --> 01:11:43,777 So we used to go for these walks. 1258 01:11:43,951 --> 01:11:45,301 -Yeah. -And-- and-- 1259 01:11:46,650 --> 01:11:49,000 We-- we went into a bar one night, 1260 01:11:49,174 --> 01:11:51,132 and I was really drunk. 1261 01:11:53,047 --> 01:11:55,572 And then we-- we went into the bathroom. 1262 01:11:57,051 --> 01:11:58,139 Look at me. 1263 01:12:00,185 --> 01:12:01,404 And we started kissing. 1264 01:12:03,667 --> 01:12:04,755 And we were alone. 1265 01:12:05,930 --> 01:12:07,192 No one else was there. 1266 01:12:09,020 --> 01:12:10,500 But when I told him to stop... 1267 01:12:11,718 --> 01:12:12,850 he didn't. 1268 01:12:14,591 --> 01:12:15,940 Can I just-- ca-- can I just-- 1269 01:12:16,114 --> 01:12:17,594 No, you can't. 1270 01:12:19,596 --> 01:12:21,380 Hey, hey! 1271 01:12:21,554 --> 01:12:22,947 -Stop it -Okay. 1272 01:12:23,121 --> 01:12:24,601 It's time for you to go. 1273 01:12:24,775 --> 01:12:25,906 Right now. 1274 01:12:29,040 --> 01:12:31,303 [Judith whispering] It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 1275 01:12:34,001 --> 01:12:35,220 It's okay. 1276 01:12:41,139 --> 01:12:42,575 She's a good girl. 1277 01:12:44,403 --> 01:12:45,578 Good artist. 1278 01:12:48,059 --> 01:12:49,190 Good artist? 1279 01:12:57,547 --> 01:12:59,940 I've wanted to say sorry for such a long time, I-- 1280 01:13:04,118 --> 01:13:05,337 Well, now you've said it. 1281 01:13:09,820 --> 01:13:15,173 [melancholy music playing] 1282 01:13:30,449 --> 01:13:34,932 [Sarah] [muffled] Alex. Alex. Alex. Please. 1283 01:13:35,106 --> 01:13:38,718 Give it some time. See if... A little time. Please. 1284 01:13:38,892 --> 01:13:43,767 ♪ 1285 01:13:56,649 --> 01:13:57,737 Where are the twins? 1286 01:13:58,564 --> 01:13:59,652 [Carey] With their grandmother. 1287 01:14:00,871 --> 01:14:03,003 7:00 am tomorrow we are out the door. 1288 01:14:04,265 --> 01:14:09,227 ♪ 1289 01:14:16,060 --> 01:14:21,326 [phone buzzing] 1290 01:14:25,591 --> 01:14:27,724 Are you seriously calling me right now? 1291 01:14:27,898 --> 01:14:28,986 Don't hang up. 1292 01:14:31,902 --> 01:14:33,164 It all happened wrong. 1293 01:14:34,557 --> 01:14:37,255 She's the only thing that felt like any kind of home to me. 1294 01:14:37,429 --> 01:14:40,519 In the way she looked at me, in the way she talked to me. 1295 01:14:42,173 --> 01:14:44,175 I thought she wanted those things, too. 1296 01:14:46,917 --> 01:14:49,310 And then I was-- I was so humiliated 1297 01:14:49,485 --> 01:14:51,922 and angry and drunk. 1298 01:14:52,096 --> 01:14:53,706 It's like I stepped out of myself. 1299 01:14:53,880 --> 01:14:55,360 You're the victim in this? 1300 01:14:55,534 --> 01:14:56,492 You really want me to feel sorry for you? 1301 01:14:56,666 --> 01:14:58,145 No. No, no. 1302 01:14:58,319 --> 01:15:00,408 No, I just-- I just wanted to tell you-- 1303 01:15:00,583 --> 01:15:02,062 You know what else sucks? 1304 01:15:02,846 --> 01:15:06,153 I think back on everything you ever said to me, 1305 01:15:06,327 --> 01:15:09,722 like, all this, "I don't like who I used to be" bullshit. 1306 01:15:10,636 --> 01:15:12,986 And I feel so stupid. 1307 01:15:13,596 --> 01:15:16,033 I just wanted to tell you that that wasn't me. 1308 01:15:18,862 --> 01:15:21,604 -I don't remember. -But it is you. You did it. 1309 01:15:23,083 --> 01:15:25,433 Now I know why my mom can't look at me. 1310 01:15:25,608 --> 01:15:27,392 Because when she looks at me, all she sees is you 1311 01:15:27,566 --> 01:15:29,307 and now that's all I'm going to see. 1312 01:15:30,613 --> 01:15:32,571 -Don't ever call me again. -Alex. 1313 01:15:43,277 --> 01:15:46,280 [rain pattering] 1314 01:15:55,899 --> 01:15:58,554 [thunder rumbling] 1315 01:16:10,304 --> 01:16:11,479 Where's Dad? 1316 01:16:11,654 --> 01:16:13,046 He needed a walk. 1317 01:16:22,055 --> 01:16:23,535 [Judith sighs deeply] 1318 01:16:25,363 --> 01:16:26,756 I'm sorry that happened to you. 1319 01:16:28,540 --> 01:16:29,889 It was a long time ago. 1320 01:16:32,283 --> 01:16:34,372 -Yeah, but it still happened. -Yeah. 1321 01:16:36,243 --> 01:16:37,418 Mom. 1322 01:16:39,899 --> 01:16:40,987 Do you think I'm, like... 1323 01:16:43,163 --> 01:16:44,425 dirty? 1324 01:16:45,078 --> 01:16:46,166 No. 1325 01:16:47,385 --> 01:16:48,952 No, honey, of course not. 1326 01:16:49,126 --> 01:16:50,257 N-- No. 1327 01:16:51,998 --> 01:16:53,696 Why didn't you get rid of me? 1328 01:16:57,047 --> 01:16:59,005 [Judith sighs deeply] 1329 01:17:00,833 --> 01:17:02,661 Your father, um... 1330 01:17:04,271 --> 01:17:07,318 both of us, we were trying to have a baby, 1331 01:17:07,492 --> 01:17:09,363 and we had trouble, and then... 1332 01:17:10,843 --> 01:17:11,931 This happened. 1333 01:17:12,584 --> 01:17:14,325 -So. -But you thought about it? 1334 01:17:18,372 --> 01:17:19,460 Yeah. 1335 01:17:21,375 --> 01:17:24,161 Yeah, I'm not easy like the twins, am I? 1336 01:17:25,510 --> 01:17:27,904 Just every time you look at me... 1337 01:17:28,513 --> 01:17:29,601 you see him. 1338 01:17:29,775 --> 01:17:31,342 It was 17 years ago, Alex. 1339 01:17:31,516 --> 01:17:33,431 Yeah, for you. For me, it was... 1340 01:17:34,171 --> 01:17:36,042 -45 minutes ago. -[Judith] Okay. 1341 01:17:37,696 --> 01:17:39,132 I don't think you're dirty. 1342 01:17:39,306 --> 01:17:40,960 And I love you very much, 1343 01:17:41,134 --> 01:17:43,223 but I can't do this right now, okay? 1344 01:17:43,397 --> 01:17:44,703 -So please go to sleep. -Okay. 1345 01:17:46,966 --> 01:17:48,402 But do you want to talk about it? 1346 01:17:48,576 --> 01:17:49,969 Because you kept his letter. 1347 01:17:50,143 --> 01:17:51,797 -No. -I think that's important-- 1348 01:17:51,971 --> 01:17:53,451 -I just want to go to sleep. -Mom, like, I-- I'm not 1349 01:17:53,625 --> 01:17:55,366 looking for a chance to, like, plumb new depths 1350 01:17:55,540 --> 01:17:57,063 of awkwardness, okay? I-- I-- I really-- 1351 01:17:57,237 --> 01:17:58,761 I don't want to talk about it. 1352 01:17:59,892 --> 01:18:01,241 Have you talked to a shrink? 1353 01:18:01,851 --> 01:18:03,113 -[Judith scoffs] -I think you should talk 1354 01:18:03,287 --> 01:18:04,505 to a mental health professional. 1355 01:18:05,419 --> 01:18:06,899 That's not how I work. 1356 01:18:07,073 --> 01:18:09,336 Okay, but, uh, now that I know about it, 1357 01:18:09,510 --> 01:18:12,252 I-- I can't pretend like it didn't happen. 1358 01:18:12,426 --> 01:18:15,908 Alexandra, nobody told you to go looking for him. 1359 01:18:30,401 --> 01:18:37,147 [determined music playing] 1360 01:18:46,460 --> 01:18:47,548 Karl. 1361 01:18:48,114 --> 01:18:49,550 come back in the house. 1362 01:18:50,464 --> 01:18:51,727 [Karl] Just going for a little ride. 1363 01:18:51,901 --> 01:18:53,554 No, Karl, you have been drinking, 1364 01:18:53,729 --> 01:18:56,340 I can smell it on you. You need to go to a meeting. 1365 01:18:56,514 --> 01:18:57,733 You know I'm right. 1366 01:18:57,907 --> 01:18:59,778 Karl, don't get in that car. 1367 01:18:59,952 --> 01:19:01,737 You know that if you do this, 1368 01:19:01,911 --> 01:19:03,129 there's nothing but trouble. 1369 01:19:03,303 --> 01:19:04,609 Karl, listen to me! 1370 01:19:06,263 --> 01:19:07,743 -Karl. -I'm fine. 1371 01:19:09,570 --> 01:19:11,268 I got Jesus watching over me. 1372 01:19:13,792 --> 01:19:15,228 [Sarah whispers] Karl. 1373 01:19:23,889 --> 01:19:25,021 [car beeps] 1374 01:19:55,791 --> 01:19:57,836 Hi, go-- go to the other window. 1375 01:19:58,010 --> 01:19:59,185 The other window. 1376 01:20:08,542 --> 01:20:10,240 My parents found out everything, 1377 01:20:10,414 --> 01:20:11,981 and now they're here, and we leave in a few hours. 1378 01:20:12,895 --> 01:20:13,983 Oh. 1379 01:20:17,725 --> 01:20:19,249 [Arthur grunts in disagreement] 1380 01:20:20,554 --> 01:20:22,252 I-- I was just asleep. Shouldn't I go brush my teeth? 1381 01:20:22,992 --> 01:20:24,254 I mean-- I mean, if it's not bad-- 1382 01:20:25,690 --> 01:20:27,126 -Okay. -Do you have a condom? 1383 01:20:27,300 --> 01:20:28,780 Uh, I-- I think so. 1384 01:20:28,954 --> 01:20:30,564 I think I have a pack in my nightstand, 1385 01:20:30,738 --> 01:20:32,523 but maybe they're expired, which isn't very safe, 1386 01:20:32,697 --> 01:20:34,046 so maybe we should-- Oh. 1387 01:20:34,220 --> 01:20:36,048 -Okay, whoa, whoa. -What? 1388 01:20:36,222 --> 01:20:37,397 Hey, I just-- 1389 01:20:37,571 --> 01:20:39,486 [Alex moaning] 1390 01:20:39,660 --> 01:20:41,924 Hey, hey, hey. We don-- You-- Are sure you want to? 1391 01:20:42,098 --> 01:20:43,839 Because we don't know each other too well and-- 1392 01:20:44,013 --> 01:20:46,842 Can I please just do this? It's natural, biological. 1393 01:20:47,016 --> 01:20:48,756 It doesn't make that everyone, like, freak out. 1394 01:20:49,975 --> 01:20:52,021 -[Arthur grunts] -Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1395 01:20:52,195 --> 01:20:54,284 -I think you're freaking out. -No, I want to do this. 1396 01:20:54,458 --> 01:20:55,938 You ladies-- 1397 01:20:56,112 --> 01:20:57,287 Do you want to have sex with me or not? 1398 01:20:57,461 --> 01:20:58,854 Yes, I-- 1399 01:21:00,768 --> 01:21:01,900 Yeah, I mean... 1400 01:21:02,814 --> 01:21:03,989 I-- I think so. 1401 01:21:08,515 --> 01:21:13,129 [somber music playing] 1402 01:21:17,916 --> 01:21:19,483 [Alex sobs] 1403 01:21:25,402 --> 01:21:26,707 [Alex sniffles] 1404 01:21:29,667 --> 01:21:30,842 [Alex sobbing] 1405 01:21:33,714 --> 01:21:36,239 -[Alex sniffles] -What happened tonight? 1406 01:21:38,719 --> 01:21:40,460 [Carey] It just comes rushing back, you know? 1407 01:21:40,634 --> 01:21:42,593 The thousands of times that I see myself 1408 01:21:42,767 --> 01:21:44,638 with my hands just wrapped around his neck. 1409 01:21:44,812 --> 01:21:47,598 And yet I am a grown and rational adult, 1410 01:21:47,772 --> 01:21:49,382 so not killing him 1411 01:21:49,556 --> 01:21:51,384 is what separates us from the beasts. 1412 01:21:52,385 --> 01:21:53,821 We should have fucking pressed charges. 1413 01:21:53,996 --> 01:21:55,867 We had the case, 1414 01:21:56,041 --> 01:21:57,825 we had the moral obligation to do it and we didn't do it. 1415 01:21:58,478 --> 01:21:59,915 What are you talking about? 1416 01:22:00,089 --> 01:22:01,264 We've had an obligation to-- 1417 01:22:01,438 --> 01:22:03,657 Look, there are lines 1418 01:22:03,831 --> 01:22:05,921 that men do not cross. 1419 01:22:07,444 --> 01:22:08,967 Now you're going to talk to me about men? 1420 01:22:09,620 --> 01:22:11,491 I'm-- I'm just trying to put this thing to bed. 1421 01:22:11,665 --> 01:22:13,102 No, what it feels to me like 1422 01:22:13,276 --> 01:22:15,191 is that you are determined 1423 01:22:15,365 --> 01:22:18,150 to make this about you and your justice. 1424 01:22:19,064 --> 01:22:21,371 But I am not gonna let you make my life 1425 01:22:21,545 --> 01:22:23,068 be about this one thing. 1426 01:22:24,243 --> 01:22:26,071 No, I-- I never said it-- it was about-- 1427 01:22:26,245 --> 01:22:27,725 Okay, you know what? 1428 01:22:30,989 --> 01:22:34,036 Let's say you're right, okay? 1429 01:22:34,210 --> 01:22:37,778 And I had gone and upended my life... 1430 01:22:38,518 --> 01:22:40,346 and traded our privacy 1431 01:22:40,520 --> 01:22:43,132 for... your ego 1432 01:22:43,306 --> 01:22:47,049 and put your little monster in jail. 1433 01:22:47,223 --> 01:22:50,661 Does that satisfy Carey's justice? 1434 01:22:50,835 --> 01:22:53,142 So what, are we supposed to keep sweeping it under the rug 1435 01:22:53,316 --> 01:22:55,057 and pretending like it just never happened? 1436 01:22:55,231 --> 01:22:57,537 [Judith sighs] So... 1437 01:22:57,711 --> 01:23:00,758 Except that you don't actually sweep it all the way 1438 01:23:00,932 --> 01:23:04,327 because apparently you kept his fucking letter. 1439 01:23:05,589 --> 01:23:08,418 Which is why we're here in a motel. 1440 01:23:10,768 --> 01:23:13,118 [Carey sighs] Jesus Christ. 1441 01:23:14,511 --> 01:23:15,642 Don't you hate him? 1442 01:23:18,906 --> 01:23:20,343 You're such a sweet man. 1443 01:23:22,258 --> 01:23:24,042 You never even asked 1444 01:23:24,216 --> 01:23:25,348 what the hell I was doing there. 1445 01:23:25,522 --> 01:23:27,915 Well, it's a good question. 1446 01:23:29,221 --> 01:23:30,788 What the hell were you doing there? 1447 01:23:34,705 --> 01:23:36,011 [Judith sighs] 1448 01:23:37,795 --> 01:23:41,538 There just was so many doctors appointments. 1449 01:23:42,800 --> 01:23:43,975 You know, and it was--- 1450 01:23:47,457 --> 01:23:49,241 It was hard to feel like we weren't... 1451 01:23:50,503 --> 01:23:52,070 failing each other sometimes. 1452 01:23:54,203 --> 01:23:55,247 [sighs] 1453 01:23:57,380 --> 01:23:59,208 And then when I was with him, I just-- 1454 01:23:59,382 --> 01:24:00,731 I-- I just felt... 1455 01:24:04,430 --> 01:24:05,475 lighter. 1456 01:24:08,478 --> 01:24:09,522 Well... 1457 01:24:12,308 --> 01:24:13,570 you were with him tonight, 1458 01:24:13,744 --> 01:24:15,485 do you still feel fucking lighter? 1459 01:24:17,182 --> 01:24:21,099 How I feel about Karl Hendrix, that's my business. 1460 01:24:21,273 --> 01:24:22,318 It's not yours. 1461 01:24:25,016 --> 01:24:29,020 [contemplative music playing] 1462 01:24:29,977 --> 01:24:34,025 [engine revving] 1463 01:24:45,428 --> 01:24:48,257 He thought she was this cool arty chick 1464 01:24:48,431 --> 01:24:49,475 and he was this, like... 1465 01:24:50,737 --> 01:24:52,435 interesting, offbeat guy. 1466 01:24:53,871 --> 01:24:56,047 And they met and connected. 1467 01:24:57,396 --> 01:24:58,441 And that was me. 1468 01:25:00,617 --> 01:25:04,099 It felt like I came from something good. 1469 01:25:07,319 --> 01:25:08,625 Well, obviously you're, like... 1470 01:25:10,801 --> 01:25:11,889 done, right? 1471 01:25:20,941 --> 01:25:22,334 Probably won't be back here. 1472 01:25:23,814 --> 01:25:26,295 Yeah, but we'll see you again. 1473 01:25:27,557 --> 01:25:30,037 You should come to Portland. I'll find you boys. 1474 01:25:31,996 --> 01:25:33,867 Maybe I don't want you to. 1475 01:25:35,956 --> 01:25:39,960 [emotional piano music playing] 1476 01:25:42,441 --> 01:25:43,399 Yeah, maybe. 1477 01:25:43,573 --> 01:25:48,578 ♪ 1478 01:25:59,632 --> 01:26:03,636 [panting] 1479 01:26:12,167 --> 01:26:13,168 Oh. 1480 01:26:14,169 --> 01:26:15,561 I'd hoped he was with you. 1481 01:26:16,736 --> 01:26:21,785 ♪ 1482 01:26:26,050 --> 01:26:28,574 [grunting] 1483 01:26:47,071 --> 01:26:48,115 [items in box clattering] 1484 01:26:49,160 --> 01:26:52,207 [panting] 1485 01:27:04,175 --> 01:27:07,004 [thunder rumbling] 1486 01:27:14,925 --> 01:27:17,841 Hey. Came to have that drink. 1487 01:27:19,146 --> 01:27:20,409 What the hell are you doing? 1488 01:27:23,629 --> 01:27:25,240 I want to have a drink with my dad. 1489 01:27:26,066 --> 01:27:27,154 Go home. 1490 01:27:29,592 --> 01:27:30,636 You like my bonfire? 1491 01:27:32,769 --> 01:27:33,987 Put it out. 1492 01:27:36,251 --> 01:27:37,295 You put it out. 1493 01:27:38,775 --> 01:27:40,211 -[Beau] Watch yourself. -Come here. 1494 01:27:41,299 --> 01:27:42,692 [Karl grunts] 1495 01:27:43,170 --> 01:27:45,912 -[Beau] I know my place. I-- -Do you? Hm? Huh? 1496 01:27:46,086 --> 01:27:47,827 -[indistinct chatter] -[siren blares] 1497 01:27:48,001 --> 01:27:51,353 -[Beau grunting] -[Reggie] Karl! Stop. 1498 01:27:53,093 --> 01:27:56,619 [Beau coughing and snorting] 1499 01:27:56,793 --> 01:28:00,405 Sarah's worried about you. Let me drive you to your house. 1500 01:28:00,579 --> 01:28:01,798 That's not my house. 1501 01:28:02,451 --> 01:28:03,800 That's her house. 1502 01:28:03,974 --> 01:28:05,454 [Beau] Reggie, get him off my property. 1503 01:28:05,628 --> 01:28:07,064 -[Beau grunts] -Karl! 1504 01:28:07,543 --> 01:28:09,936 Stop or I will stop you. 1505 01:28:10,110 --> 01:28:13,462 [Beau panting] 1506 01:28:14,550 --> 01:28:15,812 [Carey] Bullshit. 1507 01:28:17,422 --> 01:28:18,467 [Judith] What are you doing? 1508 01:28:21,818 --> 01:28:23,385 I don't care why you were there. 1509 01:28:24,560 --> 01:28:25,604 I'm here now. 1510 01:28:28,607 --> 01:28:31,610 I'm going to go apologize to Alex for lying to her 1511 01:28:31,784 --> 01:28:33,395 and then I'm going to remind her 1512 01:28:33,569 --> 01:28:34,918 that no matter what the fuck the biology says, 1513 01:28:35,092 --> 01:28:36,267 I raised her. 1514 01:28:37,050 --> 01:28:39,183 Then my daughter and I are going to have 1515 01:28:39,357 --> 01:28:40,837 a fucking conversation. 1516 01:28:41,403 --> 01:28:45,015 [door creaks] 1517 01:28:50,107 --> 01:28:52,022 -[door creaks open] -Judith. 1518 01:28:53,893 --> 01:28:54,938 The car's gone. 1519 01:28:55,982 --> 01:28:58,594 [piano music playing] 1520 01:28:58,768 --> 01:29:02,772 [phone buzzing] 1521 01:29:04,730 --> 01:29:07,342 -Hi, Mom. -You get home right now. 1522 01:29:07,516 --> 01:29:08,647 Do you hear me? 1523 01:29:12,738 --> 01:29:14,697 Alex, I'm sorry, okay? 1524 01:29:14,871 --> 01:29:18,657 I'm sorry that I didn't tell you the truth. 1525 01:29:18,831 --> 01:29:21,834 [Judith crying over phone] I'm sorry. 1526 01:29:22,008 --> 01:29:24,271 [crying] You're not dirty. 1527 01:29:24,446 --> 01:29:25,577 You're not bad. 1528 01:29:26,665 --> 01:29:28,537 We could talk about-- 1529 01:29:28,711 --> 01:29:32,628 we could talk about it until-- until I'm blue in the face. 1530 01:29:32,802 --> 01:29:34,456 But I need you to come home now, okay? 1531 01:29:36,240 --> 01:29:39,765 [crying] 1532 01:29:40,940 --> 01:29:42,899 You all right? 1533 01:29:43,073 --> 01:29:44,509 [Alex over phone] Yeah, um, I'm sorry I bailed again. 1534 01:29:44,683 --> 01:29:46,946 Uh, there's just something I have to do, 1535 01:29:47,120 --> 01:29:48,383 and I'll be back soon. 1536 01:29:48,557 --> 01:29:52,517 [emotional piano music playing] 1537 01:29:53,170 --> 01:29:54,780 You know about the Puritans, Reg? 1538 01:29:55,390 --> 01:29:56,695 They believe you're either damned 1539 01:29:56,869 --> 01:29:58,523 or you're saved the minute you're born, 1540 01:29:58,697 --> 01:30:00,917 so they go through their entire lives being good 1541 01:30:01,091 --> 01:30:02,571 just to prove that they're saved. 1542 01:30:03,485 --> 01:30:05,922 Pressure got so bad, one woman drowned her kids 1543 01:30:06,096 --> 01:30:07,489 just to prove that she was damned. 1544 01:30:08,490 --> 01:30:10,100 Couldn't take not knowing. 1545 01:30:12,015 --> 01:30:13,233 I know, Reg. 1546 01:30:14,713 --> 01:30:17,673 [Beau] Sorry. Karl, I'm sorry. 1547 01:30:18,935 --> 01:30:21,633 I know what kind of father he was. 1548 01:30:21,807 --> 01:30:23,940 But you got to leave him be now, all right? 1549 01:30:24,114 --> 01:30:25,463 Come on, you waited for this. 1550 01:30:27,422 --> 01:30:29,206 I was the one that beat up your damn kid. 1551 01:30:30,207 --> 01:30:31,991 I was the one that ruined his life. 1552 01:30:34,733 --> 01:30:37,562 Maybe I overlooked his shortcomings. 1553 01:30:38,868 --> 01:30:41,044 -Can't help you-- -Damn it! 1554 01:30:41,218 --> 01:30:45,091 -[Karl grunting] -[Reggie] Just calm down. 1555 01:30:46,092 --> 01:30:47,354 That's it. 1556 01:30:48,878 --> 01:30:49,792 Final warning. 1557 01:30:49,966 --> 01:30:54,057 ♪ 1558 01:30:54,231 --> 01:30:56,799 Come on. Come on, Reg. 1559 01:30:57,713 --> 01:30:58,975 Go ahead. 1560 01:30:59,149 --> 01:30:59,976 -What do you got? -I mean it. 1561 01:31:00,150 --> 01:31:01,325 Come on! 1562 01:31:03,545 --> 01:31:04,589 [muffled] Come on! 1563 01:31:04,763 --> 01:31:06,243 Stop. Stop me! 1564 01:31:06,417 --> 01:31:07,505 -[Reggie] Stand down, Karl! -I said stop me! 1565 01:31:07,679 --> 01:31:08,811 -[Reggie] I mean it! -Don't! 1566 01:31:15,339 --> 01:31:16,383 [Karl sighs] 1567 01:31:16,558 --> 01:31:20,475 [calm, quiet music playing] 1568 01:31:27,046 --> 01:31:30,528 -[birds chirping] -[crows cawing] 1569 01:31:31,442 --> 01:31:32,487 Hey. 1570 01:31:34,489 --> 01:31:36,186 All right, how about letting me drive? 1571 01:31:36,752 --> 01:31:38,841 [Alex and Carey chuckle] 1572 01:31:43,846 --> 01:31:44,890 [car door clicks open] 1573 01:31:46,936 --> 01:31:48,111 -[car door clicks shut] -Go ahead. 1574 01:32:03,213 --> 01:32:05,302 [sniffles] Our flight leaves soon. 1575 01:32:06,216 --> 01:32:07,260 [Sarah] Yes. 1576 01:32:09,262 --> 01:32:10,350 You know... 1577 01:32:13,832 --> 01:32:14,877 I never married. 1578 01:32:17,532 --> 01:32:18,750 And I didn't have children. 1579 01:32:20,578 --> 01:32:22,711 And when he got out, I thought, "Oh, well... 1580 01:32:23,929 --> 01:32:25,235 there's somebody who needs help." 1581 01:32:28,368 --> 01:32:30,980 But we're barely... 1582 01:32:32,459 --> 01:32:34,505 I mean, he's not even my-- 1583 01:32:34,679 --> 01:32:35,811 Neither is Carey. 1584 01:32:38,378 --> 01:32:39,423 He's still my dad. 1585 01:32:41,512 --> 01:32:42,731 And maybe it's a test. 1586 01:32:44,080 --> 01:32:45,429 Maybe it's God's test. 1587 01:32:47,257 --> 01:32:48,519 You don't believe in that. 1588 01:32:49,607 --> 01:32:50,826 You don't care what I believe. 1589 01:32:53,480 --> 01:32:54,917 All that matters is whether you do. 1590 01:32:56,701 --> 01:32:57,746 Right. 1591 01:32:59,661 --> 01:33:01,924 [sniffles] Well, 1592 01:33:02,098 --> 01:33:05,231 -no more cutting school, okay? -Yes, ma'am. 1593 01:33:06,842 --> 01:33:08,234 Come here. 1594 01:33:11,890 --> 01:33:12,978 -Bye. -Bye. 1595 01:33:13,979 --> 01:33:17,940 [upbeat music playing] 1596 01:33:27,863 --> 01:33:28,994 [Alex] "Hey, Arthur. 1597 01:33:30,996 --> 01:33:32,781 Sorry it's taken me so long to write. 1598 01:33:34,783 --> 01:33:37,612 I wish I could say I had a good excuse. 1599 01:33:37,786 --> 01:33:41,354 Because I was off having pansexual underground orgies 1600 01:33:41,528 --> 01:33:44,575 or going to only the hottest club openings, 1601 01:33:44,749 --> 01:33:46,359 but sadly..." 1602 01:33:46,533 --> 01:33:48,623 -Well, look who's here. -Yeah, I'm finally back. 1603 01:33:48,797 --> 01:33:50,973 [Alex] "...I think I'm still trying to process stuff." 1604 01:33:51,147 --> 01:33:53,279 Thank you [indistinct]. 1605 01:33:53,453 --> 01:33:55,020 [Alex] "At least that's what the shrink 1606 01:33:55,194 --> 01:33:56,761 my parents are making me see says..." 1607 01:33:56,935 --> 01:33:58,197 Alex? Hi. 1608 01:33:58,371 --> 01:33:59,982 Come on back. 1609 01:34:00,156 --> 01:34:01,070 [Alex] "...keeps me out of boarding school." 1610 01:34:01,244 --> 01:34:02,201 How are you? 1611 01:34:02,375 --> 01:34:04,247 -Good. -Good. 1612 01:34:04,421 --> 01:34:06,118 [Alex] "Which is great because I love my school..." 1613 01:34:06,292 --> 01:34:08,338 Next up, The Age of Innocence by Edith Wharton. 1614 01:34:08,512 --> 01:34:09,600 [Alex] "...so much." 1615 01:34:10,557 --> 01:34:12,255 [classmate scoffs] Jailbait. 1616 01:34:12,429 --> 01:34:14,344 [Mrs. Rumble] So, who got through the first chapter? 1617 01:34:17,129 --> 01:34:18,870 Okay, I do not snore! 1618 01:34:19,044 --> 01:34:21,264 [overlapping chatter] 1619 01:34:21,438 --> 01:34:23,309 You're just telling me that I snore now? 1620 01:34:23,483 --> 01:34:24,789 No, no, no, no, 1621 01:34:24,963 --> 01:34:26,748 -it's a little tiny noise. -Okay. 1622 01:34:26,922 --> 01:34:29,011 [Alex] "My parents are also seeing a therapist. 1623 01:34:29,185 --> 01:34:31,013 This is good because they are basically 1624 01:34:31,187 --> 01:34:32,754 the reason therapy was invented." 1625 01:34:32,928 --> 01:34:34,756 I mean, you can always just sleep on the couch. 1626 01:34:36,932 --> 01:34:38,760 -Okay. -[Alex] Problem solved. 1627 01:34:38,934 --> 01:34:40,631 "As for how I'm doing, 1628 01:34:40,805 --> 01:34:41,937 I'm okay. 1629 01:34:42,111 --> 01:34:43,852 Everything feels different, 1630 01:34:44,026 --> 01:34:46,768 but everything also sort of feels exactly the same. 1631 01:34:46,942 --> 01:34:48,465 When I first got back, I sort of thought 1632 01:34:48,639 --> 01:34:50,641 my room would be a different color or something." 1633 01:34:50,989 --> 01:34:54,340 Circumcised, uncircumcised, very different things. 1634 01:34:54,514 --> 01:34:56,603 [Alex] "I thought I should cut my hair 1635 01:34:56,778 --> 01:34:58,693 or pierce my nose or get some dumb Chinese character tattoo 1636 01:34:58,867 --> 01:35:01,217 that means strength or something. 1637 01:35:01,391 --> 01:35:04,089 Just to be like, 'Hello, world. I'm different now.' 1638 01:35:05,264 --> 01:35:07,963 And then I thought, 'Wow. 1639 01:35:08,137 --> 01:35:09,704 How boldly cliché.' 1640 01:35:12,663 --> 01:35:15,535 In general, I'm trying to suck less." 1641 01:35:15,710 --> 01:35:20,715 ♪ 1642 01:35:24,240 --> 01:35:26,155 "I haven't talked to Karl. 1643 01:35:30,072 --> 01:35:31,856 Right now, I'm smoking a cigarette, 1644 01:35:32,030 --> 01:35:33,423 poorly, 1645 01:35:33,597 --> 01:35:34,685 just for you. 1646 01:35:36,208 --> 01:35:38,036 Come visit. 1647 01:35:38,210 --> 01:35:39,429 If anyone asks how we knew each other, 1648 01:35:39,603 --> 01:35:40,996 I guess I can just lie. 1649 01:35:42,998 --> 01:35:46,044 I mean, better get used to that, right? 1650 01:35:48,046 --> 01:35:50,309 Love, Alex." 1651 01:35:51,397 --> 01:35:54,096 [coughing] 1652 01:36:02,104 --> 01:36:03,453 Hey. 1653 01:36:03,627 --> 01:36:05,455 Dad. Can you knock? 1654 01:36:08,371 --> 01:36:09,415 It's him. 1655 01:36:19,861 --> 01:36:20,905 I'll be right outside. 1656 01:36:28,913 --> 01:36:30,610 Hello? 1657 01:36:30,785 --> 01:36:32,917 [Karl] Hey there. 1658 01:36:33,091 --> 01:36:35,180 I figured it'd be better to be direct with your folks. 1659 01:36:36,486 --> 01:36:38,488 -Mm-hmm. -[Karl] How are you? 1660 01:36:42,579 --> 01:36:44,886 -Okay. -[Karl] Are you back at school? 1661 01:36:47,149 --> 01:36:48,585 Yeah. 1662 01:36:48,759 --> 01:36:49,804 [Karl] Parents all right? 1663 01:36:52,763 --> 01:36:54,809 -Mm-hmm. -[Karl] Good. 1664 01:36:56,158 --> 01:36:57,202 Good. 1665 01:36:59,988 --> 01:37:02,164 Sorry it took so long to call you, it's, uh, 1666 01:37:02,338 --> 01:37:04,427 spent a couple more months back in, uh... 1667 01:37:06,995 --> 01:37:08,561 Reggie told them to take it easy on me, 1668 01:37:08,735 --> 01:37:09,780 if you can believe that. 1669 01:37:12,391 --> 01:37:13,436 Okay. 1670 01:37:16,569 --> 01:37:17,919 We had a good time here tonight. 1671 01:37:19,529 --> 01:37:21,226 Gayle from Sarah's work came by and.. 1672 01:37:23,011 --> 01:37:26,318 I just-- I just slipped out to call you. 1673 01:37:27,232 --> 01:37:28,581 Sounds like we're being rude. 1674 01:37:31,933 --> 01:37:33,151 I needed to tell you something. 1675 01:37:36,241 --> 01:37:37,329 [Alex] Um... 1676 01:37:39,592 --> 01:37:40,680 okay. 1677 01:37:43,683 --> 01:37:44,946 That last night you were here... 1678 01:37:47,600 --> 01:37:50,516 when I was, uh, I was drunk out of my mind... 1679 01:37:52,954 --> 01:37:54,869 I was talking to Reggie about Puritans. 1680 01:37:57,872 --> 01:37:59,308 And how hard it was for them 1681 01:37:59,482 --> 01:38:00,483 not knowing if they were damned. 1682 01:38:02,528 --> 01:38:05,705 Well, the worst part isn't not knowing. 1683 01:38:09,100 --> 01:38:10,406 The worst part is knowing. 1684 01:38:14,540 --> 01:38:16,238 That's how it was until, uh... 1685 01:38:18,893 --> 01:38:20,111 Until what? 1686 01:38:24,289 --> 01:38:25,334 ...'til you showed up. 1687 01:38:29,686 --> 01:38:31,296 My mouth is full of toothpaste. 1688 01:38:35,648 --> 01:38:38,695 I know you have to go, but, uh, we were-- 1689 01:38:38,869 --> 01:38:41,741 I was, uh, I was thinking... 1690 01:38:43,439 --> 01:38:45,615 that maybe when the weather warms up and-- 1691 01:38:45,789 --> 01:38:48,183 and, you know, if it's okay with your parents, that... 1692 01:38:49,836 --> 01:38:50,925 well... 1693 01:38:54,711 --> 01:38:55,930 maybe you could visit some time. 1694 01:38:56,104 --> 01:38:57,148 No. 1695 01:39:01,500 --> 01:39:03,067 I mean, maybe. 1696 01:39:07,898 --> 01:39:08,943 I don't know. 1697 01:39:18,778 --> 01:39:20,084 [Karl] Alex? 1698 01:39:25,742 --> 01:39:26,830 Alex? 1699 01:39:28,484 --> 01:39:29,528 I'm here. 1700 01:39:32,662 --> 01:39:33,750 Okay. 1701 01:39:35,708 --> 01:39:37,101 Well, um... 1702 01:39:39,060 --> 01:39:40,104 I'll let you go. 1703 01:39:48,895 --> 01:39:52,899 [somber, contemplative music playing] 1704 01:40:52,046 --> 01:40:57,051 ♪ 1705 01:41:57,111 --> 01:42:02,116 ♪ 1706 01:43:18,714 --> 01:43:23,719 ♪