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Previously onB Positive...[computer chimes]

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Hey, Mr. Nomad,
how's your trip going?

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Great. Just great.

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The freedom of the open road
is truly exhilarating.

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Just do me a favor.
Text me your location

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every few hours, you know,
to help with the search.

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So, tomorrow I have to be
at the hospital...

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9:00 a.m. I know.

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It's in my calendar.

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You're the reason
I'm doing this.

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And you remember that
when you're able to run

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and play with
the other children.

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I saw a hip replacement surgery
on YouTube.

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They pretty much
hang you from the ceiling.

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If you're trying to make me
jealous, it's working.

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[barking]

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Meredith.
Oh, my God.

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Is everything okay?

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Call 911.

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How's Harry?GINA: I haven't talked
to him yet.

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You're not at the hospital?

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I'm in jail.

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Hey. Any word on Meredith?

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She's still in the ICU.

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Let's just get there.
We'll get my car later.

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What were you busted for?

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Remember a few years ago

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when I got arrested for
selling fake IDs?
Yeah.

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Why is it even illegal?

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All you were trying to do
is help kids drink.

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We come here too damn much.

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My third husband
died in this hospital.

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No, my second.
My third died on a boat.

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Well, in the ocean.

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He almost made it back
to the boat.

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I don't want to die
in a hospital.

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I want to be out in the woods.

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Perhaps a sylvan glade,
like Walden Pond.

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That just means your corpse
will get eaten

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by the coyotes
and rats and whatnot.That's fine.

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I'll still be part
of the cycle of life.

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They'll start with your eyes.

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Would you please shut up?!

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Any news?Not yet.

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I can't believe
you're walking already.

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They made me, sadistic
sons of bitches.

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Thank you.

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Is your doctor American?

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What does that have to do
with anything?

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So... no.

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Hey, how's Meredith?

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We don't know.
Harry's with her.

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Oh. Norma,

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I am so sorry I wasn't here.

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Can we please
not do this now?

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Do you forgive me?

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What's important is that
you forgive yourself.

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I don't.
Then I'm happy.

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How is she?

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She's gone.

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[knock on door]

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Hey.

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Hey. Oh,
I'm so glad you're here.

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I came as quick as I could.Oh...

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How's Harry?

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He hasn't come out
of his room,

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and he won't talk to anybody.

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Mm. I'll check on him.Thank you.

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Here, sit.

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Sorry you had to
cut your trip short.

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Oh, it's okay.

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Things weren't going
that great.

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Oh. Why not?

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Well, I met a woman.

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We got drunk and, uh,

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you know...

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No, I don't know.

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Come on, you know...

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I don't know. Tell me.

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We had intimate relations.

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Which I was led to believe
were mutually satisfying.

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However, upon my awakening,

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I discovered she had robbed me.

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[laughing]

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Oh, oh...

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She took my cash,
credit cards, laptop,

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even my EpiPen.

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Luckily she didn't find
my backup. Heh.

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You poor thing.

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I thought we had
a real connection.

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Then she took everything.

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It was like a two-hour
version of my marriage.

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So what about you?

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You spent the night in jail.

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Oh, it's not a big deal.

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Me and a shoplifter
from TJ Maxx,

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we talked about winter looks
for under $30.

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Still, behind bars with
a common thief. Frightening.

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You had sex with a common thief.

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Yes. Yes, I did.

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♪ The more you give ♪ The more you give♪

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♪ The more you live ♪ The more you live♪

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♪ Your happiness is relative ♪ Happiness♪

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♪ And if you're feeling
like crap ♪

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♪ It's time to face the fact

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♪ It's your prerogative

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♪ Your prerogative♪

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♪ To be positive

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♪ If we become ♪ If we become♪

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♪ What we believe ♪ What we believe♪

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♪ Then as ye think
ye shall receive ♪♪ As ye think♪

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♪ So just let go of the past♪♪ So let go of the past

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♪ Pull your head from your ass

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♪ It's your prerogative

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♪ Your prerogative♪

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♪ To be positive.

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[knock on door]

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Harry? It's me, Drew.

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Ugh.

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I know you're in there.
I heard you grunt.

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Hi.

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Yeah.

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I'm so sorry about Meredith.

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She was a wonderful woman.Yeah. Thank you.

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So, uh, how you doing?

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You want to talk?

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Well, we're talking now.

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Can you not hear me?

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Harry...

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There's nothing to talk about.

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I knew she was gonna die,

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she died, I'm sad.

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End of story.

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So what's going on here?

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I'm giving away her clothes.

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See anything you like?

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You don't have
to do that today.

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You might want to take
some time.

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[scoffs] For what?

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It's just stuff.

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Doesn't mean anything.

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I'm just saying you might not
be ready to part with...

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Drew, I appreciate
you stopping by.

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But I'm good.

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Okay. Well, I'm here
if you need me.

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Thank you.

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You know, that thank you
kind of implied goodbye.

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Oh, let me give
you a hand.

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Ah, thank you.
Gabby,

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do me a favor.

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Go to my room
and get my painkillers.

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Okay.I've counted them.

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[sadly]:
Okay.

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So, how you feeling?

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Tired, but for the first time
in months

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my hip didn't
wake me up last night.

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Hip-hip hooray!

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Did you see what
I did there?

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I hope you don't have a scar.

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Aw, who cares?
No one's gonna see it.

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Ah, sure. For you
that's probably true.

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[knock on door]It's open.

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Hey.

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Ugh.

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I was wondering
how it went with Harry.

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He'll be okay.

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He just needs some time.

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Uh, I hope so.
What's that smell?

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Oh, I microwaved
some salmon last night.

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Do you want a chunk?

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I think I'm eating it now.

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Is that dill I'm tasting?

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Good for you.

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I just wanted to say again

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how happy I am
that you're back.

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Yeah. Me, too.

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Yeah.

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Hmm.

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So this van girl...

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Hannah.Hannah.

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Yeah. What's the deal
with Hannah?

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Well, I told you.

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You know,
we spent the night together,

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and then she ripped me off.

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Wow, that's crazy.
[forced laugh]

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Is she cute?

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I think so, yeah.

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In a "doesn't shave her arms
or legs or really anywhere"

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kind of way.

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Huh.

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Why do you care?

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Well, why wouldn't I?

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You know, you're my friend
and... [awkward chuckle]

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You're my friend!

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[awkward laugh]

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Mm.

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Interesting.

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What's interesting?
Nothing's interesting.

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You know what, it's cold
and it stinks in here,

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so I'm going.

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Bye.

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Interesting.It's not interesting!

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Oh, it's interesting.

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Can I tell you something?Sure.

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I'm more comfortable
with all the touching

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because you're gay,
but it'd be a lot sexier

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if you were straight.

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You sound like my
high school girlfriend.

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[chuckles]

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We gotta get that hip moving
before you start

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your physical therapy.

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Now, hang on.

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[clears throat]

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Ooh, careful with those.
They're pretty strong.

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Oh, I can handle it.

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I took the brown acid
at Woodstock.

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[knock on door]

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Who is it?

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Spencer.

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Ugh. All right.

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What do you want?

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Okay, come in.

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The cashier tried to sell me
some fruity seltzer.

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I reminded her
that I pee standing up.

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[grunts]

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All right. Thanks.
Thanks, thanks.
Ah.

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And I won't waste your time
asking how you're doing.

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Thanks again.

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You know, when my Jackie
passed, everybody was all,

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"How are ya? How you doing?"

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And I'm like, "How the hell
do you think I am?

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I'm sad, and I don't know how
to work the dishwasher."

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You know what I hate?
"I'm here for you."

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Ay...

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Well, will you go
somewhere else for me?

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The weirdest thing,

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I started having
terrible heartburn.

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Really?Yeah.

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So I went to my doctor--
American, by the way--

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and he says, "Have you had
any changes in your lifestyle?"

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So I tell him my wife died,

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and it was like a pipe burst.

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All of a sudden I'm spilling
my guts about Jackie

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like I'm at a slumber party.

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Don't tell me you cried.

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Like I was watching
Brian's Songall over again.

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But, I gotta tell you,
right after that,

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the heartburn was gone.

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So what are you saying?

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You're gonna do what
you want to,

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but talking helped me.

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Mm. So you want me to talk?

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You want me to open up.

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Yeah.

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All right, how's this?

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I can never look at you again
without picturing you crying.

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That's fair.

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I was told that
this was your idea.
Yeah.

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I was thinking maybe we could
start a tradition.

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Every time a resident passes,
we could gather together

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and celebrate their life.

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Every time?Is that a problem?

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It is during flu season.

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Here, try this.

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I made it specially for
our older residents.
Mmm!

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Delish. What's in it?

267
00:11:40,438 --> 00:11:42,789
Kahlua and Ensure.

268
00:11:45,617 --> 00:11:48,272
You gotta be kidding me.What?

269
00:11:48,316 --> 00:11:50,361
Does my attire not
meet your approval?

270
00:11:50,405 --> 00:11:52,668
Uh, no. I mean...

271
00:11:52,712 --> 00:11:54,409
[stammering]

272
00:11:54,452 --> 00:11:56,977
You gotta be kidding me
that a woman could look so hot

273
00:11:57,020 --> 00:11:59,501
and yet appropriate.

274
00:11:59,544 --> 00:12:02,634
Thank you.

275
00:12:02,678 --> 00:12:04,985
Good save.

276
00:12:05,028 --> 00:12:07,901
Bert, what is this?

277
00:12:07,944 --> 00:12:10,077
Baby back ribs, baby.

278
00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:11,905
I thought you were
making finger foods.

279
00:12:11,948 --> 00:12:13,645
Ribs are finger food.

280
00:12:13,689 --> 00:12:15,909
Show me how you eat 'em
without using your fingers.

281
00:12:15,952 --> 00:12:18,433
No, I was thinking
little sandwiches and canapes,

282
00:12:18,476 --> 00:12:19,782
hors d'oeuvres.

283
00:12:19,826 --> 00:12:20,957
Take a bite.

284
00:12:21,001 --> 00:12:22,742
Bert, I don't want to.Take a bite.

285
00:12:27,703 --> 00:12:29,749
Oh, my God.Right?

286
00:12:29,792 --> 00:12:33,883
I forgot there was
a dead woman for a second.

287
00:12:33,927 --> 00:12:37,321
Pork. It's the meat that
heals a broken heart.

288
00:12:38,888 --> 00:12:40,672
Mmm.

289
00:12:43,240 --> 00:12:47,027
Thank you for coming
to celebrate Meredith.

290
00:12:48,028 --> 00:12:49,290
I bet you she's
in heaven right now

291
00:12:49,333 --> 00:12:51,596
with some serious FOMO.

292
00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:52,859
Serious what?

293
00:12:52,902 --> 00:12:56,036
FOMO.
Fear Of Missing Out.

294
00:12:56,079 --> 00:12:58,647
Would it kill you to say that?

295
00:12:58,690 --> 00:13:00,170
Sorry.

296
00:13:01,128 --> 00:13:04,218
Harry, would you like
to say a few words about

297
00:13:04,261 --> 00:13:06,873
your wonderful wife
of 55 years?

298
00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:09,136
I'm good.

299
00:13:09,179 --> 00:13:12,922
Oh, um...

300
00:13:12,966 --> 00:13:16,752
Okay, would anyone like
to share some memories?

301
00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:18,885
I've got something.

302
00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:23,803
When I first moved here,
which was years ago,

303
00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:25,456
I was going through
a rough time.

304
00:13:25,500 --> 00:13:29,112
Meredith,
whom I'd never spoken to,

305
00:13:29,156 --> 00:13:32,246
one day invites me
to a casino.

306
00:13:32,289 --> 00:13:35,162
We played penny slots
for hours,

307
00:13:35,205 --> 00:13:37,251
and then hit
the all-you-can-eat buffet.

308
00:13:37,294 --> 00:13:41,385
Then she pulls out
this big tote bag.

309
00:13:42,734 --> 00:13:45,128
What we lost gambling,
we took home

310
00:13:45,172 --> 00:13:47,391
twice as much
in king crab legs.

311
00:13:47,435 --> 00:13:49,611
[laughter]

312
00:13:49,654 --> 00:13:52,657
She was my first friend
here, Harry.

313
00:13:52,701 --> 00:13:54,007
To Meredith.

314
00:13:54,050 --> 00:13:55,530
To Meredith.

315
00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:58,054
I-I'd like to say something.

316
00:14:01,579 --> 00:14:02,885
Some time ago,

317
00:14:02,929 --> 00:14:05,453
Meredith and I started
a book club.

318
00:14:05,496 --> 00:14:08,456
We never got a chance to talk
about our last book,

319
00:14:08,499 --> 00:14:10,806
Catcher in the Rye,

320
00:14:10,850 --> 00:14:13,026
but she left me her thoughts.

321
00:14:17,987 --> 00:14:21,817
"Holden Caulfield was a schmuck.

322
00:14:21,861 --> 00:14:25,560
"All he does
is call people phonies.

323
00:14:25,603 --> 00:14:29,042
"I wish he'd taken the time
to get to know them.

324
00:14:29,085 --> 00:14:32,262
"He would have seen
everyone has something

325
00:14:32,306 --> 00:14:34,308
"that makes them special.

326
00:14:35,831 --> 00:14:37,398
"And connecting with people

327
00:14:37,441 --> 00:14:40,531
is what gives life its meaning."

328
00:14:41,750 --> 00:14:45,623
Meredith enriched
my life's meaning.

329
00:14:45,667 --> 00:14:49,976
Her passing means the end
of our book club,

330
00:14:50,019 --> 00:14:54,458
but I'll always be grateful
for our time together.

331
00:14:54,502 --> 00:14:56,634
I got her hooked
on the classics,

332
00:14:56,678 --> 00:14:59,899
she got me hooked on
The Bachelorette.

333
00:14:59,942 --> 00:15:04,381
And this year...
she's black!

334
00:15:04,425 --> 00:15:07,080
To Meredith!To Meredith.
To Meredith.

335
00:15:09,169 --> 00:15:11,345
Gina, thank you for
putting this together.

336
00:15:11,388 --> 00:15:12,912
It was very nice.

337
00:15:12,955 --> 00:15:14,957
You're welcome.

338
00:15:15,001 --> 00:15:17,220
Are you sure you don't want
to say a few words?

339
00:15:17,264 --> 00:15:18,961
Oh, very.

340
00:15:19,005 --> 00:15:23,400
Okay, um, then I will.

341
00:15:23,444 --> 00:15:25,794
[groans]

342
00:15:25,837 --> 00:15:27,796
[groans]

343
00:15:27,839 --> 00:15:29,493
Watch it.

344
00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:33,280
Everybody! Hello!

345
00:15:33,323 --> 00:15:34,411
Um, will you turn off
the music?

346
00:15:34,455 --> 00:15:36,109
Thank you.

347
00:15:36,152 --> 00:15:39,851
I would like to take this moment
to talk about

348
00:15:39,895 --> 00:15:41,984
what Meredith meant to me.

349
00:15:42,028 --> 00:15:44,508
Who wants buffalo wings?

350
00:15:44,552 --> 00:15:45,770
Bert, not now.

351
00:15:45,814 --> 00:15:47,120
Sorry.

352
00:15:47,163 --> 00:15:48,948
Even before I bought
Valley Hills...

353
00:15:48,991 --> 00:15:50,210
I'll just put 'em here.

354
00:15:50,253 --> 00:15:52,647
Thanks!

355
00:15:52,690 --> 00:15:53,735
There's spicy and mild.

356
00:15:53,778 --> 00:15:55,215
Okay.

357
00:15:55,258 --> 00:15:57,217
They're all mixed together,
so be careful.

358
00:15:57,260 --> 00:15:58,566
Bert!

359
00:15:58,609 --> 00:16:01,438
She said she wanted
finger foods.

360
00:16:01,482 --> 00:16:04,311
Even before I bought
Valley Hills,

361
00:16:04,354 --> 00:16:06,182
Meredith was...

362
00:16:06,226 --> 00:16:09,881
one of my favorite people here.

363
00:16:09,925 --> 00:16:13,407
And after I took over,
we got even closer.

364
00:16:15,800 --> 00:16:20,370
I guess I've... I've grown
closer to all of you.

365
00:16:20,414 --> 00:16:21,981
And so...

366
00:16:26,159 --> 00:16:27,856
And so now that she's...

367
00:16:30,685 --> 00:16:33,209
I'm so sorry.

368
00:16:36,734 --> 00:16:38,867
Oh, boy, I got a hot one.

369
00:16:45,439 --> 00:16:47,180
Hey, buddy.

370
00:16:49,051 --> 00:16:51,619
Meredith's not here anymore.

371
00:16:54,317 --> 00:16:56,058
[entry panel beeps]

372
00:17:03,109 --> 00:17:06,112
Don't believe me, huh?

373
00:17:10,986 --> 00:17:12,683
Yeah.

374
00:17:16,122 --> 00:17:18,515
It still smells like her, huh?

375
00:17:21,910 --> 00:17:24,521
I miss her like hell already.

376
00:17:26,175 --> 00:17:29,526
But honestly...

377
00:17:29,570 --> 00:17:31,876
part of me is relieved.

378
00:17:34,444 --> 00:17:36,229
I dreaded losing her
for so long,

379
00:17:36,272 --> 00:17:37,926
but now that she's,
you know...

380
00:17:37,969 --> 00:17:41,103
I feel like this, this...
this weight has been lifted.

381
00:17:41,147 --> 00:17:44,063
And I... I hate myself
for thinking like that.

382
00:17:47,979 --> 00:17:50,591
The worst part is that

383
00:17:50,634 --> 00:17:54,595
she would know exactly
what to say

384
00:17:54,638 --> 00:17:56,292
to make me feel better.

385
00:18:03,256 --> 00:18:05,040
[sniffles]

386
00:18:06,389 --> 00:18:07,390
[door opens]

387
00:18:07,434 --> 00:18:08,522
DREW:
There you are.

388
00:18:10,350 --> 00:18:13,004
You okay?No.

389
00:18:13,048 --> 00:18:16,834
I'm sorry.

390
00:18:16,878 --> 00:18:21,056
It's not just Meredith, it's...

391
00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:22,971
it's everyone in this place.

392
00:18:23,014 --> 00:18:25,800
What do you mean?

393
00:18:25,843 --> 00:18:27,889
When I looked around

394
00:18:27,932 --> 00:18:31,501
and I saw all their faces,

395
00:18:31,545 --> 00:18:35,288
um... I realized
they're all gonna die,

396
00:18:35,331 --> 00:18:36,680
and I'm gonna have
to give that speech

397
00:18:36,724 --> 00:18:38,291
over and over again.

398
00:18:38,334 --> 00:18:40,206
You've worked here for years.

399
00:18:40,249 --> 00:18:41,468
Other people have died.

400
00:18:41,511 --> 00:18:46,386
Yeah. It was always sad, but...

401
00:18:46,429 --> 00:18:48,997
it feels different now.

402
00:18:49,998 --> 00:18:52,174
When I was driving the van,
I was just trying

403
00:18:52,218 --> 00:18:53,741
to get through the day
so I could go back

404
00:18:53,784 --> 00:18:54,872
to my real life.

405
00:18:54,916 --> 00:18:57,136
And now these people are
my life.

406
00:18:57,179 --> 00:19:00,443
And when they die,
it feels like

407
00:19:00,487 --> 00:19:02,706
I'm losing a family member.

408
00:19:02,750 --> 00:19:05,187
Except you actually
like these people.

409
00:19:05,231 --> 00:19:08,147
I'm just gonna keep
getting close to them,

410
00:19:08,190 --> 00:19:11,193
and I'm gonna keep
losing them.

411
00:19:11,237 --> 00:19:14,370
And when they go,
a whole new batch

412
00:19:14,414 --> 00:19:17,286
will come in, and then
they'll become family,

413
00:19:17,330 --> 00:19:20,681
and then they'll die,
and I-I can't handle that.

414
00:19:21,899 --> 00:19:23,771
You're thinking about this
all wrong.

415
00:19:23,814 --> 00:19:27,340
It's not about losing people,

416
00:19:27,383 --> 00:19:29,037
it's about connecting with them.

417
00:19:30,778 --> 00:19:33,694
Drew, that's what
makes this so hard.

418
00:19:33,737 --> 00:19:34,695
Well, yeah.

419
00:19:34,738 --> 00:19:36,871
It's never gonna be easy.

420
00:19:36,914 --> 00:19:38,873
But you are making
a huge difference

421
00:19:38,916 --> 00:19:41,484
in their lives when they
need someone the most.

422
00:19:41,528 --> 00:19:43,051
Just like you did with me.

423
00:19:43,094 --> 00:19:45,880
So what do I do now?

424
00:19:47,011 --> 00:19:51,015
You go back in there
with the people you love,

425
00:19:51,059 --> 00:19:54,410
and you enjoy every moment

426
00:19:54,454 --> 00:19:56,107
you are lucky enough
to have with them.

427
00:19:59,328 --> 00:20:02,070
I'm glad you got robbed
and came back.

428
00:20:03,724 --> 00:20:04,725
Interesting.

429
00:20:04,768 --> 00:20:06,074
It's not interesting.

430
00:20:06,117 --> 00:20:07,031
Oh, I'm telling you,
it's interesting.

431
00:20:15,866 --> 00:20:18,565
[yawning]

432
00:20:18,608 --> 00:20:20,915
[birds singing]

433
00:20:20,958 --> 00:20:22,090
Harry?

434
00:20:22,133 --> 00:20:23,744
Morning.

435
00:20:23,787 --> 00:20:25,267
What are you doing?

436
00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:27,617
Going on the road with you.

437
00:20:27,661 --> 00:20:31,099
Get out of my bed.

438
00:20:31,142 --> 00:20:33,144
What?