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Previously on
The Republic of Sarah...

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We have an opportunity
to build something great.

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In order to do that, we do need

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more voices in the room
than just mine.

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Greylock's new legislators are

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Amy Johnson,
Daniel Cooper,

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Maya Jiménez
and Elizabeth Fernsby.

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(whoops)

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Why didn't you tell Sarah
you're getting married?

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You're her best friend.

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And it's your engagement, which,
you know, congratulations,

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by the way.
Maybe this time

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you'll actually
go through with it.

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I know why you had
to leave Greylock.

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Why did you leave me?

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I wish I could explain.

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But I can't.

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♪ ♪

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How long is Weston
in South Carolina?

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A week.
He's covering an election there.

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Oh, is he coming back
or can I return

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my noise-cancelling headphones?

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No. We aren't that loud, are we?

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It was a couple times
I thought God

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was gonna actually answer you.

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I'm so sorry.
(laughs)

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But yes, he's coming back.

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Lucky me.

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SARAH:
Today's a big day.

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Today we start writing
our constitution.

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Together,
me as Greylock's leader,

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you as its congress,
we will establish the blueprint

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of our new country's government.

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A constitution is forever.

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But I know if we work
together, we can create

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something that all of
Greylock will be proud of.

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and we can show the world

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that real democracy
is alive and well.

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♪ ♪

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There should be no term limits

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for any part of our government.

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LIZ: Experienced leadership
is valuable.

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AJ: No term limits
is how you get

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a country ran by dinosaurs.

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Yeah, just like America is now.

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Guys, please, can we...

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four branches of government and
dedicate one to the economy.

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Are you insane?

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Relax.

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Okay, look, if we can just...

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independent branch
for law enforcement.

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Police should be separate
from politics.

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Otherwise, you get a system...

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...where autocrat wannabes
can install kiss-ass judges

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to neuter the rule of law.

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Calm down. Please.
Can we just take a moment...

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...that teenagers are allowed to
vote and work in the government.

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No way.

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Shouldn't we have some say
in how it's run?

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You need to let it go.

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I won't let it go. If
we're gonna get this right,

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we have to get it right.

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(overlapping chatter)

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Guys, guys... What?

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SARAH: Hi, Vince.

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It's okay.

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A caravan of immigrants?

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Yeah.

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Uh, I don't know.

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A Caravan seats, what,
like, seven?

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Oh.

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I thought...

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Yeah, we all did.
Yeah.

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Greylock PD said you all
came up from Pennsylvania?

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Whoa, you're Sarah Cooper.

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I feel like I'm
meeting a celebrity.

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Oh, no, the only celebrity
around here

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is Pixie the dancing pit bull.

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Kayleigh. Yeah.

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This is, uh, this is
Greylock's new congress.

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We wanted to come say hello.

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Hi, there. So, uh,
you're all from the same place?

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Radford, southwest corner
of the state.

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There's about 30 of us.

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Everyone's at that diner.

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But my little one forgot
his hoodie, of course.

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You're a long way from home.

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Well, it's not home anymore.

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Not after Diotyne
showed up a year ago.

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What was supposed
to happen to Greylock

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actually did happen in Radford.

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Except it was fracking
and not coltan.

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I remember reading about that.
They flattened the town.

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Yeah, and a few months ago,
a couple of us saw your story

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and we thought,

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"Why not move
to Greylock?"

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When we showed up
at the border this morning,

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we asked them
if we could immigrate.

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They looked a little confused

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and said
that they would call you.

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Greylock was always a welcoming
place when we were just a town.

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No reason we should
be any different

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now that we're a country.

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Thank you, Sarah.

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It doesn't matter
if they're nice.

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We can't have open
borders, Sarah.

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Because you don't
like immigrants?

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My mother was an
immigrant, Maya.

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I like immigrants just fine.

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But we don't have the space.

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Right now, it's
a few families,

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but what happens if a hundred
show up, or a thousand?

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Our constitution has
to set a precedent

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for Greylock
for the next 500 years.

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We can't let

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some incident from today
affect how we write it.

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DANNY:
We don't know who
these people are.

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Businesses run background
checks before they hire you.

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Shouldn't our country
at least do the same?

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New people means new energy
and new ideas for a community.

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Also means new problems.

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pull our zoning maps
and show you

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that we have plenty of space
for new families.

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AJ can run background checks

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on our friends
from Pennsylvania,

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as well as anybody
else who shows up.

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Greylock was nearly wiped
off the map five months ago,

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and then it would've been us
who were the immigrants.

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We should be just as eager
to give out a second chance

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as we were to get one.

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(birds squawking)

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(children shouting in distance)

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Hi, Princess.

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What are you doing here?

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Can't a father come visit
his daughter?

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Where the hell have you been?

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I've been around.

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Do they have phones in around?
What about Wi-Fi?

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I should've called, I know.
I-I just...

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I haven't seen or heard
from you in 18 years.

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Why come back now?

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I saw Greylock on TV
with the drilling and Lydon.

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And then, there
you were--

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my little girl, all grown up.

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I'm not...
I'm not your little girl.

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Seeing you

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made me realize
I needed to make things right

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with you and your brother.

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That's why I'm here.

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I-I just thought
maybe we could talk.

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I don't want
to talk to you.

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Not now.

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Not ever.

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Sarah?

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(door opens, closes)

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(bell dings)

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Do you have a
phone charger?

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My phone died during
the meeting this morning.

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Yeah. Counter, my backpack.

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All right, thanks.

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(overlapping chatter)

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Are these your photos?

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I, um...

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I didn't know
you were into photography.

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I'm not.

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I've never see Greylock look
like this before.

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I should honestly put these up.

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Please?

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Yeah.

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(indistinct chatter)

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It's two-for-one
donuts tonight.

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You want my extra?

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It's blueberry.

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It's my favorite. (sighs)

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Yeah, I know.

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Um, so, uh, how's-how's the...

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constitution thing?

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Turns out democracy is
a little harder than it looks.

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Since when
do you teach accounting?

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delinquency notice from a bank
that I don't even recognize

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that I guess has to do
with my student loans.

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Want me to take a look?

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I've got plenty of time
to wade through the fine print,

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'cause Adam and Josh are
in Boston

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for a Cub Scout retreat,
so I...

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Corinne, I'm a lawyer.

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I eat fine print
for breakfast. I insist.

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Yeah?
Yeah.

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Thank you, Danny.

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DANNY:
You're welcome.

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CORINNE:
This isn't too much?

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DANNY:
No.

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(laughter)

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Sorry I'm late, Ty.
The battery died.

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No problem.
It's been pretty light.

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Dead battery, huh?

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Yeah.

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You know
I know where you really were.

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And I know you know
I don't want to talk about it.

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You don't have to lie about
going to therapy, Grover.

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It's nothing to be ashamed of.

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You know, it's-it's been
three sessions,

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and I've barely said a word.

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But I open my mouth,
and nothing...

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nothing comes out.

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Have you thought about
maybe finding somebody else?

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No way.
Edna's the only Black therapist

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for a hundred miles.

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Besides, she's not the problem.

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I am.

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Maybe therapy just isn't for me.

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It's hard, but
it's worth it.

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And you're worth it.

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SARAH:
And as far as I can tell,

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Greylock has more
than enough space

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for whatever or whoever
comes our way, so Liz can relax.

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I don't know

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what you're getting
so worked up about.

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Between me, you and Maya,
we have all the votes we need

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to outvote her
and your brother on immigration.

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No. We're trying
to build a real democracy.

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We can't just steamroll people
who disagree with us.

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We have to change their minds.

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These maps should help
answer Liz's concerns.

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Um, how is it going
on the background checks

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for Kayleigh and the rest
of our new arrivals?

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Mm. In progress.

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Okay, can you do me a favor

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and add Paul Preston Cooper
to your list?

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Why would I do that?

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Because he's here.

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Your father's in Greylock?

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Since this morning.

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Is he here for good?

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I don't know, and I don't care,
but, um, we told Liz and Danny

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we would look into anyone
who had the intention

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of staying in Greylock for
longer than a vacation, so...

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Okay. I'll
check into him.

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Yeah. Um, make it thorough.

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If you can find any reason

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to justify kicking him out
of Greylock, I'm all ears.

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You got it.

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(birds singing)

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(wind whistling)

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I missed you, Danny.

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You know, Danny, I...
I don't need all this.

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I can stay in a hotel
until I find a place.

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The hotel's full of immigrants
from Pennsylvania. Don't ask.

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This place is empty. Seems
like a waste not to use it.

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Just gonna turn the heat on.

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Oh.

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I remember buying that couch.

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Your old trunks are probably
still in the basement.

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Well, would have thought

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she'd gotten rid
of every trace of me.

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Please.
Never saw her do anything

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that required
putting down her drink.

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Yeah, caught her interview
on the news a few months back.

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Three DUIs?

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I had no idea her
drinking got so bad.

261
00:10:16,115 --> 00:10:18,200
"Bad" is an understatement.

262
00:10:23,914 --> 00:10:26,000
Hey, Dad?

263
00:10:27,126 --> 00:10:30,630
All this time,
where'd you go?

264
00:10:31,255 --> 00:10:34,925
Well... (exhales)
Wherever work sent me, you know?

265
00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:39,013
You didn't think to maybe...

266
00:10:39,055 --> 00:10:41,932
stop by once or twice?

267
00:10:41,974 --> 00:10:44,810
I-I... I-I wanted to, Danny.

268
00:10:44,852 --> 00:10:47,521
I just...
It was better that I didn't.

269
00:10:47,563 --> 00:10:49,690
Because of Mom.

270
00:10:49,732 --> 00:10:51,859
Because of me.

271
00:10:51,901 --> 00:10:53,361
I would've done
more harm than good.

272
00:10:53,402 --> 00:10:56,864
I-I just really wasn't
father material back then.

273
00:10:56,906 --> 00:10:59,200
But you are now?

274
00:10:59,241 --> 00:11:01,160
I'd like to be.

275
00:11:03,621 --> 00:11:07,208
♪ It's a cold day in... ♪

276
00:11:07,249 --> 00:11:10,336
Oh. Thank you, Groves.

277
00:11:10,378 --> 00:11:13,631
♪ And I'm wishing that... ♪

278
00:11:14,131 --> 00:11:16,592
What the hell is going on
with you and Danny?

279
00:11:16,634 --> 00:11:17,635
What?

280
00:11:17,677 --> 00:11:19,136
♪ It's a cold... ♪

281
00:11:19,178 --> 00:11:21,222
What do you mean?

282
00:11:21,263 --> 00:11:24,141
the long stares,
the wistful eye contact.

283
00:11:24,183 --> 00:11:26,811
It's like I'm watching
a-a teenage rom-com,

284
00:11:26,852 --> 00:11:29,105
the way you two are
looking at each other.

285
00:11:29,146 --> 00:11:31,023
You're playing with fire.

286
00:11:31,982 --> 00:11:33,234
Grover...

287
00:11:33,275 --> 00:11:35,277
I understand
the power of first love.

288
00:11:35,319 --> 00:11:37,405
Okay? There's a connection
that doesn't fade

289
00:11:37,446 --> 00:11:39,490
no matter how
many years go by,

290
00:11:39,532 --> 00:11:42,243
and it's obvious you and Danny
still have that connection.

291
00:11:42,284 --> 00:11:44,161
And that's okay.

292
00:11:44,203 --> 00:11:46,080
You can't control how you feel.

293
00:11:46,122 --> 00:11:47,790
But you can control how you act.

294
00:11:47,832 --> 00:11:49,417
And right now,
you're acting

295
00:11:49,458 --> 00:11:51,544
like someone who's
looking for trouble.

296
00:11:53,129 --> 00:11:54,797
I'm not saying
this to be a dick.

297
00:11:54,839 --> 00:11:57,508
I'm saying this because
I am your friend.

298
00:11:57,550 --> 00:11:59,927
Stay away from Danny.

299
00:11:59,969 --> 00:12:02,388
That road only leads
to bad places.

300
00:12:03,347 --> 00:12:05,307
You know that.

301
00:12:05,349 --> 00:12:07,435
♪ It's a cold day in hell. ♪

302
00:12:07,476 --> 00:12:10,271
Danny! You let him
stay in Mom's house?

303
00:12:10,312 --> 00:12:12,064
It's his house, too.

304
00:12:12,106 --> 00:12:13,441
Oh, is it?

305
00:12:13,482 --> 00:12:15,317
Does he... Does he
pay the mortgage?

306
00:12:15,359 --> 00:12:17,486
What about the
property taxes?

307
00:12:17,528 --> 00:12:19,071
send him a bill?
He needs a place to stay.

308
00:12:19,113 --> 00:12:22,116
How can you...
how can you treat him

309
00:12:22,158 --> 00:12:24,326
like dear old Dad

310
00:12:24,368 --> 00:12:26,162
after what he did?
Don't you want to know

311
00:12:26,203 --> 00:12:27,830
where he was?

312
00:12:27,872 --> 00:12:30,458
Don't you think it's weird
that he's suddenly back

313
00:12:30,499 --> 00:12:32,293
after all this time?

314
00:12:32,334 --> 00:12:33,794
But, unlike you, I'm willing

315
00:12:33,836 --> 00:12:35,337
to actually let him answer
those questions

316
00:12:35,379 --> 00:12:36,964
instead of giving him
the silent treatment.

317
00:12:37,006 --> 00:12:38,799
You know what happens if
you ignore him, Sarah?

318
00:12:38,841 --> 00:12:41,469
Nothing. Just more silence.

319
00:12:41,510 --> 00:12:43,554
Look,

320
00:12:43,596 --> 00:12:46,474
he was our dad once. I'd like to
see if maybe he could be again.

321
00:12:46,515 --> 00:12:48,684
It took me years

322
00:12:48,726 --> 00:12:51,771
to climb out of the crater
that he left behind.

323
00:13:00,446 --> 00:13:01,822
He hurt me, too.

324
00:13:01,864 --> 00:13:03,824
Have dinner with him.

325
00:13:03,866 --> 00:13:06,035
What's the worst
that could happen?

326
00:13:06,076 --> 00:13:08,162
("Hang Up the Spurs"
by Cinemechanica playing)

327
00:13:20,216 --> 00:13:21,967
Hey.

328
00:13:22,009 --> 00:13:23,594
Somebody submitted two of my
photos to the Greylock art show.

329
00:13:23,636 --> 00:13:24,970
Tyler...

330
00:13:25,012 --> 00:13:26,514
I didn't want
anything to do with this.

331
00:13:26,555 --> 00:13:28,474
Hey, I know. I-It's just
with Bella being gone

332
00:13:28,516 --> 00:13:30,184
and me being so busy,
you've been

333
00:13:30,226 --> 00:13:32,353
kind of down lately.
Thought it might, I don't know,

334
00:13:32,394 --> 00:13:34,939
get you more hyped if people
actually saw your work.

335
00:13:37,066 --> 00:13:39,652
"Mr. Easterbrook, your work is
both trivial and pretentious.

336
00:13:39,693 --> 00:13:41,362
"The photos you captured
were amateurish

337
00:13:41,403 --> 00:13:43,030
and poorly composed.
We, the Greylock Arts Council,"

338
00:13:43,072 --> 00:13:45,074
on our highty,
hoity-toity horses,

339
00:13:45,115 --> 00:13:47,701
think that your work
is not good enough.

340
00:13:47,743 --> 00:13:50,204
Screw you.
Go back to where you came from.

341
00:13:50,246 --> 00:13:52,164
Hey, I was
just trying to help.

342
00:13:52,206 --> 00:13:53,541
I thought
you needed a boost.

343
00:13:53,582 --> 00:13:55,376
What I need
are friends I can trust.

344
00:13:55,417 --> 00:13:58,128
♪ What went wrong, here we go,
time to fight ♪

345
00:13:58,170 --> 00:14:00,589
♪ Now this dark horse
is riding. ♪

346
00:14:09,014 --> 00:14:11,225
You don't got to walk me home
from work, Grover.

347
00:14:11,267 --> 00:14:14,395
If a bear comes,
I'll just fight his ass.

348
00:14:14,436 --> 00:14:16,272
It's all good.

349
00:14:16,313 --> 00:14:18,399
My hotel is the
same direction.

350
00:14:20,317 --> 00:14:22,528
Besides, if you're
gonna fight a bear,

351
00:14:22,570 --> 00:14:24,321
I definitely want to watch.

352
00:14:27,449 --> 00:14:29,159
I guess your sour
mood has to do

353
00:14:29,201 --> 00:14:31,662
with your little throwdown
with Maya earlier.

354
00:14:31,704 --> 00:14:34,248
She had no right
to go behind my back like that.

355
00:14:34,290 --> 00:14:35,958
You're right.

356
00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,085
And if that were the only
reason why you were upset,

357
00:14:38,127 --> 00:14:40,546
I'd be on your side.

358
00:14:41,005 --> 00:14:43,757
That's not why you were mad,
right? Not entirely, anyway.

359
00:14:43,799 --> 00:14:46,093
You were mad at the results.

360
00:14:46,135 --> 00:14:47,761
tore me apart.

361
00:14:47,803 --> 00:14:49,179
the Greylock Council
for the Arts

362
00:14:49,221 --> 00:14:52,892
is old and white
and stuck in their ways.

363
00:14:52,933 --> 00:14:55,769
They look at Basquiat
and think that it's graffiti.

364
00:14:55,811 --> 00:14:57,313
Screw their art show.

365
00:14:57,354 --> 00:14:59,023
If you want to show your
photos, do it yourself.

366
00:14:59,064 --> 00:15:01,483
Don't worry what other people
think about your work.

367
00:15:01,525 --> 00:15:03,611
Focus on what you
think about it.

368
00:15:06,196 --> 00:15:07,948
Cool?

369
00:15:10,159 --> 00:15:12,786
So, I've been sending my
cash to the wrong place?

370
00:15:12,828 --> 00:15:14,496
For three months now.

371
00:15:14,538 --> 00:15:17,958
Which is why the new bank tried
to nail you with late fees.

372
00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:19,251
(sighs)

373
00:15:19,293 --> 00:15:21,295
Wait, "tried?"

374
00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:23,213
Yeah, I spouted
a bunch of legalese at them

375
00:15:23,255 --> 00:15:24,924
about failing to notify you

376
00:15:24,965 --> 00:15:26,634
of the loan transfer
and they backed off.

377
00:15:26,675 --> 00:15:29,094
Thank you so much, Danny.
This is so...

378
00:15:29,136 --> 00:15:31,680
This is so helpful.

379
00:15:31,722 --> 00:15:33,098
You know, I assume
that you've been

380
00:15:33,140 --> 00:15:34,433
living out of a
vending machine,

381
00:15:34,475 --> 00:15:37,811
so I made you some cookies.

382
00:15:37,853 --> 00:15:39,480
(clears throat)

383
00:15:39,521 --> 00:15:40,898
Yeah.

384
00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:42,441
this is the same recipe
from high school.

385
00:15:42,483 --> 00:15:44,568
Brown butter chocolate chip,
a little burnt?

386
00:15:44,610 --> 00:15:46,153
They're not burnt.
They're well-done.

387
00:15:46,195 --> 00:15:47,696
Mmm.

388
00:15:48,614 --> 00:15:50,032
You should bribe Sarah

389
00:15:50,074 --> 00:15:51,659
with these. I mean...
(chuckles)

390
00:15:51,700 --> 00:15:53,077
Might get her
to relax a little bit.

391
00:15:53,118 --> 00:15:56,538
her father left and
never looked back.

392
00:15:56,580 --> 00:15:57,915
She was six years old
when he left.

393
00:15:57,957 --> 00:15:59,249
And now he's trying
to worm his way

394
00:15:59,291 --> 00:16:00,292
back into her life.

395
00:16:00,334 --> 00:16:01,919
to really know him or understand

396
00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:03,170
the whole story.

397
00:16:04,797 --> 00:16:06,548
Okay.

398
00:16:08,258 --> 00:16:10,219
And what's the whole story?

399
00:16:10,260 --> 00:16:13,138
My dad met my mom
almost 30 years ago

400
00:16:13,180 --> 00:16:15,599
when he was
on a State Department assignment

401
00:16:15,641 --> 00:16:16,850
in New Hampshire.

402
00:16:16,892 --> 00:16:18,268
When she got pregnant
with me,

403
00:16:18,310 --> 00:16:20,604
he settled down
because that's what people do,

404
00:16:20,646 --> 00:16:22,940
but having kids is different
from being a parent.

405
00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:25,943
My... My father wasn't built

406
00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:27,194
for fatherhood.

407
00:16:27,236 --> 00:16:28,862
Looking back, I realize

408
00:16:28,904 --> 00:16:30,614
he was miserable in Greylock.

409
00:16:30,656 --> 00:16:33,325
Guess I shouldn't have been
so surprised when he left.

410
00:16:33,367 --> 00:16:35,536
But now that
he is here,

411
00:16:35,577 --> 00:16:37,204
you're really just
gonna welcome him back,

412
00:16:37,246 --> 00:16:38,622
no questions asked?

413
00:16:38,664 --> 00:16:40,416
I have plenty of questions.

414
00:16:40,457 --> 00:16:42,001
But I know my dad. He loves us.
And you don't walk away

415
00:16:42,042 --> 00:16:44,503
from people you love
without a good reason.

416
00:16:53,470 --> 00:16:55,556
I should go.

417
00:16:55,597 --> 00:16:58,684
Thank you again so
much for the help.

418
00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:08,569
♪ On the nights
we're on the sky ♪

419
00:17:08,610 --> 00:17:12,740
♪ And I couldn't tell you
what... ♪

420
00:17:12,781 --> 00:17:15,200
This might go better

421
00:17:15,242 --> 00:17:17,745
if we could actually talk.

422
00:17:17,786 --> 00:17:19,955
You can talk all you want.

423
00:17:19,997 --> 00:17:21,957
I'm here because Danny asked me
to be here.

424
00:17:21,999 --> 00:17:24,251
Yeah.

425
00:17:24,293 --> 00:17:27,588
You know, I-I thought tonight,

426
00:17:27,629 --> 00:17:29,256
we could...

427
00:17:29,298 --> 00:17:31,967
(sighs) I-I would like to hear
about your life.

428
00:17:32,009 --> 00:17:33,677
Uh, you left, I grew up,

429
00:17:33,719 --> 00:17:36,513
I started a country,
now I'm here.

430
00:17:36,555 --> 00:17:38,515
Your turn.

431
00:17:38,557 --> 00:17:40,225
So far, the only
information I have

432
00:17:40,267 --> 00:17:42,102
about the last 18 years
is that you were...

433
00:17:42,144 --> 00:17:44,271
around.

434
00:17:44,313 --> 00:17:47,566
It wasn't supposed to be
for that long.

435
00:17:47,608 --> 00:17:50,569
At first, it was just a week.

436
00:17:50,611 --> 00:17:52,404
Get my head on straight.

437
00:17:52,446 --> 00:17:54,364
And then...

438
00:17:54,406 --> 00:17:58,452
week became a month

439
00:17:58,494 --> 00:18:01,205
became a year.

440
00:18:01,246 --> 00:18:02,498
We covered that in first grade.

441
00:18:02,539 --> 00:18:04,124
Not that you were here
to see it.

442
00:18:04,166 --> 00:18:06,794
I wish I had been.

443
00:18:06,835 --> 00:18:09,129
♪ 'Cause you are... ♪

444
00:18:09,171 --> 00:18:12,299
But my absence certainly hasn't
prevented you from becoming

445
00:18:12,341 --> 00:18:14,551
a remarkable young woman.

446
00:18:16,011 --> 00:18:18,180
♪ I still let you... ♪

447
00:18:18,222 --> 00:18:20,974
I needed a father,
not a college admissions essay.

448
00:18:21,016 --> 00:18:22,643
And don't even
get me started

449
00:18:22,684 --> 00:18:24,645
on what you leaving did to Mom.

450
00:18:24,686 --> 00:18:26,438
You mother was strong. She...

451
00:18:26,480 --> 00:18:28,190
She could roll with the punches.

452
00:18:28,232 --> 00:18:29,691
She could dole 'em out, too.

453
00:18:29,733 --> 00:18:32,486
What's that supposed to mean?

454
00:18:33,445 --> 00:18:34,988
You should ask Danny.

455
00:18:35,030 --> 00:18:36,990
You know, Sarah,
you-you think

456
00:18:37,032 --> 00:18:39,827
my leaving made me a bad father.

457
00:18:39,868 --> 00:18:43,372
But truth is
I was a bad father before that.

458
00:18:43,413 --> 00:18:45,082
Being a parent means
being selfless.

459
00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:46,333
I wasn't.

460
00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:47,793
I couldn't stop thinking

461
00:18:47,835 --> 00:18:49,586
about the opportunities
I was missing,

462
00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:52,422
the life I wasn't living.

463
00:18:52,464 --> 00:18:54,007
You're saying we were a burden?

464
00:18:54,049 --> 00:18:55,676
We were getting in the way?

465
00:18:55,717 --> 00:18:57,678
I'm saying I was an idiot.

466
00:18:57,719 --> 00:18:59,680
to prove
that you aren't anymore?

467
00:18:59,721 --> 00:19:01,515
Come back to say
I'm sorry.

468
00:19:01,557 --> 00:19:03,183
Down to my bones, I'm sorry.

469
00:19:03,225 --> 00:19:04,476
(inhales shakily)

470
00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:06,353
I'm sorry I left.

471
00:19:06,395 --> 00:19:08,355
I'm sorry I didn't
stay in contact.

472
00:19:08,397 --> 00:19:10,440
I-I'm sorry for me.

473
00:19:10,482 --> 00:19:13,026
Made more mistakes in my
life than I can count.

474
00:19:13,527 --> 00:19:16,113
I guess I just thought
it was about time

475
00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:19,199
I started to try
and make some amends.

476
00:19:19,241 --> 00:19:20,826
♪ You know I feel. ♪

477
00:19:20,868 --> 00:19:21,869
("Free Throw" by Rituals of Mine
feat. KRIS playing)

478
00:19:21,910 --> 00:19:23,745
♪ I stay in my lane ♪

479
00:19:23,787 --> 00:19:25,873
♪ I stay
in my lane ♪

480
00:19:29,459 --> 00:19:31,295
♪ So easy to say ♪

481
00:19:31,336 --> 00:19:33,213
♪ I got you undone ♪

482
00:19:33,255 --> 00:19:35,048
♪ Not turning away ♪

483
00:19:35,090 --> 00:19:37,050
♪ You hate that I've won ♪

484
00:19:37,092 --> 00:19:38,552
♪ But I always win. ♪

485
00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:40,304
(door opens)

486
00:19:40,345 --> 00:19:41,555
Hey.

487
00:19:41,597 --> 00:19:43,557
(door closes)

488
00:19:43,599 --> 00:19:45,559
How'd it go
with your dad?

489
00:19:45,601 --> 00:19:47,227
Oh.

490
00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:48,896
I don't know.
I want to hate him.

491
00:19:48,937 --> 00:19:50,898
I do hate him, but...

492
00:19:50,939 --> 00:19:54,902
I don't know,
talking to him made him seem...

493
00:19:54,943 --> 00:19:56,486
human.

494
00:19:59,031 --> 00:20:01,200
Hi. Hi.

495
00:20:01,241 --> 00:20:03,285
Hi, Fenway.

496
00:20:03,327 --> 00:20:06,079
What's up with you?
You look like someone just died.

497
00:20:06,121 --> 00:20:07,289
background checks
on our new immigrants,

498
00:20:07,331 --> 00:20:08,957
and I found two things.

499
00:20:08,999 --> 00:20:10,417
First,

500
00:20:10,459 --> 00:20:11,835
Kayleigh's mother--
she's traveling with them--

501
00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:13,587
she was arrested
for civil disobedience

502
00:20:13,629 --> 00:20:15,589
at a Vietnam protest
in 1968.

503
00:20:15,631 --> 00:20:18,717
Okay, that's a...
that's a feature, not a bug.

504
00:20:19,801 --> 00:20:21,178
And second...

505
00:20:23,138 --> 00:20:25,474
It's your dad, Sarah.

506
00:20:25,515 --> 00:20:27,768
Paul Cooper is wanted

507
00:20:27,809 --> 00:20:29,561
by the U.S. government.

508
00:20:39,321 --> 00:20:41,531
You lied to me. You
only came to Greylock

509
00:20:41,573 --> 00:20:43,450
because you're wanted
by the U.S. government.

510
00:20:43,492 --> 00:20:45,994
And since we don't have
any official diplomatic ties

511
00:20:46,036 --> 00:20:49,456
to the U.S., that makes us
a non-extradition country,

512
00:20:49,498 --> 00:20:50,707
which means
they can't arrest you

513
00:20:50,749 --> 00:20:52,125
as long as you're here.

514
00:20:52,167 --> 00:20:53,168
don't jump to conclusions.

515
00:20:53,210 --> 00:20:54,586
I'm not your princess

516
00:20:54,628 --> 00:20:56,672
or your safe haven

517
00:20:56,713 --> 00:20:58,465
or your way out.

518
00:20:58,507 --> 00:21:00,133
I didn't think
you could sink

519
00:21:00,175 --> 00:21:02,010
any lower than you already were,

520
00:21:02,052 --> 00:21:04,554
but congratulations.
You found a basement.

521
00:21:05,931 --> 00:21:08,350
You don't want to hear
what I did?

522
00:21:08,392 --> 00:21:10,227
Was it a hit-and-run?

523
00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:13,272
You were always really great
at fleeing from responsibility.

524
00:21:13,939 --> 00:21:16,525
I stole classified documents
from the State Department.

525
00:21:16,566 --> 00:21:18,235
Published them
online.

526
00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:20,862
The story was all over the news
a few months back.

527
00:21:20,904 --> 00:21:23,490
The Capeero-326 Leaks.

528
00:21:23,532 --> 00:21:25,158
I'm Capeero-326.

529
00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:27,327
If you think...

530
00:21:27,369 --> 00:21:29,371
(laughing):
that I'm gonna believe...

531
00:21:29,413 --> 00:21:31,665
That is so ridiculous!

532
00:21:31,707 --> 00:21:32,666
Pee-Ro.

533
00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:35,377
Castle. Peak. Rock.

534
00:21:35,419 --> 00:21:37,504
3/26.

535
00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:39,256
It's your birthday, Sarah.

536
00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:42,676
My work with the Feds took me
all over the world.

537
00:21:42,718 --> 00:21:44,803
During that time,
I saw a lot of bad behavior

538
00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:46,179
at the State Department.

539
00:21:46,221 --> 00:21:48,598
Kickbacks, payoffs,
that kind of thing.

540
00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:52,269
But then one day last year,
the embassy in Kinshasa

541
00:21:52,311 --> 00:21:56,898
that was built
by U.S. contractors collapses.

542
00:21:56,940 --> 00:22:00,777
No earthquake, no bomb--
just poof, collapses.

543
00:22:00,819 --> 00:22:03,196
Kills 16 people,

544
00:22:03,238 --> 00:22:04,990
injures
another five dozen.

545
00:22:05,032 --> 00:22:08,076
So I started digging around,
and I find out

546
00:22:08,118 --> 00:22:10,370
there's this group
of officials at State

547
00:22:10,412 --> 00:22:13,206
that have been accepting bribes

548
00:22:13,248 --> 00:22:14,750
to look the other way

549
00:22:14,791 --> 00:22:17,878
while contractors use
shoddy construction materials.

550
00:22:17,919 --> 00:22:21,214
Third-world countries,
third-world casualties.

551
00:22:21,256 --> 00:22:23,759
Nobody bats an eye.

552
00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:26,720
I didn't even...

553
00:22:26,762 --> 00:22:29,931
say anything.

554
00:22:29,973 --> 00:22:33,226
Until I saw you on the news,

555
00:22:33,268 --> 00:22:36,980
my little princess changing
the world, and I thought,

556
00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:38,398
"Man, I got to do
the right thing,"

557
00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:39,858
and-and so I published

558
00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:42,361
the proof that I had,
and I disappeared.

559
00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:47,240
There's, like,
a half a dozen people on Earth

560
00:22:47,282 --> 00:22:49,910
that know that I'm Capeero-326,
and now you're one of them.

561
00:22:49,951 --> 00:22:51,912
I'm putting my life
in your hands.

562
00:22:51,953 --> 00:22:53,747
You decide
what you want to do.

563
00:22:53,789 --> 00:22:56,041
Heck, I just wanted you
to believe for a minute

564
00:22:56,083 --> 00:22:59,336
that maybe my life wasn't
a total waste.

565
00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:02,714
♪ If we choose to... ♪

566
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,592
(siren squawks)

567
00:23:10,472 --> 00:23:13,016
I thought you had this time
blocked off for your sessions.

568
00:23:13,058 --> 00:23:16,103
I'm not feeling it today.

569
00:23:16,144 --> 00:23:17,729
the gym-- the days
you don't feel like going

570
00:23:17,771 --> 00:23:19,398
are probably the days
you need it most.

571
00:23:19,439 --> 00:23:22,943
Yeah, maybe what's wrong with me
can't be fixed, okay?

572
00:23:22,984 --> 00:23:24,903
Okay, get in the car.

573
00:23:24,945 --> 00:23:26,905
Look, I'm not...
I'm not in the mood, okay?

574
00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:29,449
Look, I'm not feeling
the pep talk today.

575
00:23:31,451 --> 00:23:34,079
(over speaker):
I said get in the car, Grover.

576
00:23:35,872 --> 00:23:37,707
Don't make me use the siren.

577
00:23:38,667 --> 00:23:39,835
(siren chirps, blares)

578
00:23:39,876 --> 00:23:41,837
AJ, where are we?

579
00:23:41,878 --> 00:23:43,964
What are we doing here?

580
00:23:49,553 --> 00:23:50,846
Hey, Marcia.

581
00:23:50,887 --> 00:23:52,764
Hey!

582
00:23:52,806 --> 00:23:54,808
Oh, you know him--
he's getting by.

583
00:23:54,850 --> 00:23:56,893
All right. Well,
I got his peppermints.
Ooh.

584
00:23:56,935 --> 00:23:59,020
And... I brought
his favorite flowers.

585
00:23:59,062 --> 00:24:01,565
Oh, he loves those candies,
but you need to stop pretending

586
00:24:01,606 --> 00:24:03,275
like those flowers
aren't just for you.

587
00:24:03,316 --> 00:24:05,277
Okay, look, nobody else
is buying them for me--

588
00:24:05,318 --> 00:24:07,070
I might as well
spoil myself, okay?

589
00:24:07,112 --> 00:24:08,280
AJ.

590
00:24:08,321 --> 00:24:10,449
Come on.
I want you to meet someone.

591
00:24:13,326 --> 00:24:15,120
Hi, Dad.

592
00:24:16,204 --> 00:24:17,956
♪ ♪

593
00:24:20,959 --> 00:24:24,254
He has what they
call primary

594
00:24:24,296 --> 00:24:26,047
CNS vasculitis.

595
00:24:26,089 --> 00:24:27,883
Uh, CNS?

596
00:24:27,924 --> 00:24:30,594
Central Nervous System.

597
00:24:30,635 --> 00:24:33,680
It's a bunch of strokes
all at one time.

598
00:24:33,722 --> 00:24:38,185
He lost most of his
cognitive function...

599
00:24:38,226 --> 00:24:40,020
his speech,

600
00:24:40,061 --> 00:24:43,231
you know, fine
motor stuff, but...

601
00:24:45,567 --> 00:24:47,569
...my dad's still
in there somewhere.

602
00:24:47,611 --> 00:24:52,699
♪ Face me entirely ♪

603
00:24:56,286 --> 00:24:59,539
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪

604
00:24:59,581 --> 00:25:00,874
All right, come on.

605
00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:03,543
Hey, AJ, why didn't you
tell any of us?

606
00:25:03,585 --> 00:25:06,379
Because of the look on your
face when you saw him.

607
00:25:06,421 --> 00:25:08,882
Hey, I'm-I'm sorry,
I didn't...

608
00:25:08,924 --> 00:25:10,884
It's always a shock
the first time.

609
00:25:10,926 --> 00:25:13,053
But I just want to
protect his dignity,

610
00:25:13,094 --> 00:25:16,014
you know, not turn him
into a circus act.

611
00:25:16,056 --> 00:25:19,351
(sighs) You know, every time
I come here, I just...

612
00:25:19,392 --> 00:25:22,979
I think about all the things
my dad won't get to do.

613
00:25:23,021 --> 00:25:25,273
All the life he
isn't living.

614
00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:28,193
But you still have
choices, Grover.

615
00:25:28,235 --> 00:25:30,070
Yeah, I'm choosing
not to go to therapy.

616
00:25:30,111 --> 00:25:31,947
No, you're choosing to
not address your grief.

617
00:25:31,988 --> 00:25:33,240
You're choosing to give up.

618
00:25:33,281 --> 00:25:34,616
I brought you
here because

619
00:25:34,658 --> 00:25:36,326
I was hoping that
by seeing him

620
00:25:36,368 --> 00:25:38,495
and the life that he has
would kickstart you

621
00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:40,413
into living the life
that you have left.

622
00:25:40,455 --> 00:25:42,541
♪ ♪

623
00:25:43,583 --> 00:25:46,211
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪

624
00:25:46,253 --> 00:25:48,046
(sighs)

625
00:25:48,088 --> 00:25:50,590
DANNY:
If we don't start making
some decisions,

626
00:25:50,632 --> 00:25:52,175
we're never gonna ratify
a constitution.

627
00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:54,427
We can't rush the process.

628
00:25:54,469 --> 00:25:56,680
It took 116 days to write
the American Constitution.

629
00:25:56,721 --> 00:25:58,515
Yeah, in an era when
it took two weeks

630
00:25:58,557 --> 00:26:00,559
to get a loaf of bread--
the world moves faster now.

631
00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:01,977
We have to move faster
with it.

632
00:26:02,018 --> 00:26:03,937
Yeah, this document
is forever, Danny.

633
00:26:03,979 --> 00:26:06,273
Doesn't mean it should take
that long to write it.

634
00:26:06,314 --> 00:26:07,857
I think we need
a new strategy.

635
00:26:07,899 --> 00:26:09,526
Looking at this thing
all at once is too overwhelming.

636
00:26:09,568 --> 00:26:11,069
Let's break it
into smaller pieces

637
00:26:11,111 --> 00:26:13,280
and ratify them
one by one.

638
00:26:13,321 --> 00:26:14,864
with citizenship
and immigration.

639
00:26:14,906 --> 00:26:16,783
Well, the latest draft
of that section allows

640
00:26:16,825 --> 00:26:19,077
for citizenship
after a basic background check

641
00:26:19,119 --> 00:26:21,162
and a week-long
waiting period.

642
00:26:21,204 --> 00:26:22,622
All in favor?

643
00:26:23,540 --> 00:26:25,250
I knew you'd
come around.

644
00:26:25,292 --> 00:26:26,960
Well, it's obviously no for me,
but it doesn't matter.

645
00:26:27,002 --> 00:26:28,295
You seem to have the votes.

646
00:26:28,336 --> 00:26:30,005
Rizzoli over here is
on your side.

647
00:26:30,046 --> 00:26:31,965
(sighs)

648
00:26:32,007 --> 00:26:34,050
I'm not so sure.

649
00:26:34,092 --> 00:26:35,510
MAYA:
Wait. What
do you mean?

650
00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:36,636
AJ:
The basic background
checks are good.

651
00:26:36,678 --> 00:26:38,805
But in some cases,

652
00:26:38,847 --> 00:26:41,057
it really only leads
to more questions.

653
00:26:41,099 --> 00:26:42,976
We need more time to
properly vet people.

654
00:26:43,018 --> 00:26:44,352
LIZ:
That's two votes

655
00:26:44,394 --> 00:26:47,063
for open borders,
two votes against.

656
00:26:47,105 --> 00:26:51,234
Which means, Madam President,
you're the tiebreaker.

657
00:26:51,276 --> 00:26:53,612
What's it
gonna be, sis?

658
00:26:55,572 --> 00:26:58,491
SARAH:
The right decision is
so obvious.

659
00:26:59,451 --> 00:27:02,329
Why can't I make it?

660
00:27:02,370 --> 00:27:04,998
I vote yes on immigration,

661
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:07,917
the people from Pennsylvania
get to stay.

662
00:27:07,959 --> 00:27:10,128
More importantly,
we set a precedent

663
00:27:10,170 --> 00:27:13,048
for generations to come
that Greylock is a...

664
00:27:13,089 --> 00:27:15,925
a welcoming place, that...

665
00:27:15,967 --> 00:27:21,014
that new faces and new ideas
will always have a home here.

666
00:27:21,056 --> 00:27:23,892
I vote no, none of that happens.

667
00:27:23,933 --> 00:27:26,227
We close our border,
and a bunch of people

668
00:27:26,269 --> 00:27:29,147
who deserve a second chance
don't get one.

669
00:27:31,441 --> 00:27:33,610
I'm a terrible person.

670
00:27:33,652 --> 00:27:37,030
You're not
a terrible person.

671
00:27:37,072 --> 00:27:39,783
But your dad is.

672
00:27:39,824 --> 00:27:42,327
That's what makes this
so hard.

673
00:27:42,369 --> 00:27:44,537
If you vote no,
you can send him away

674
00:27:44,579 --> 00:27:47,082
and never have
to see him again.

675
00:27:47,123 --> 00:27:50,877
I didn't need, like...

676
00:27:50,919 --> 00:27:54,798
homemade pancakes
and camping trips and...

677
00:27:58,134 --> 00:27:59,427
You know.

678
00:28:01,096 --> 00:28:04,182
Whatever dads do.
I don't even know.

679
00:28:06,935 --> 00:28:09,646
(whispers):
I just wanted him around.

680
00:28:09,688 --> 00:28:11,898
Now he's here,

681
00:28:11,940 --> 00:28:14,317
I just wish he would leave.

682
00:28:14,359 --> 00:28:16,444
I wish he would leave.

683
00:28:20,699 --> 00:28:22,575
I have to vote yes
on immigration.

684
00:28:22,617 --> 00:28:24,077
Yep.

685
00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:25,912
And that means this
guy who calls himself

686
00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:29,332
my father can stay
in Greylock as long as he wants.

687
00:28:29,374 --> 00:28:31,459
Yeah.

688
00:28:31,501 --> 00:28:32,961
(sighs)

689
00:28:33,002 --> 00:28:36,715
Can we stay down here
a little bit longer?

690
00:28:36,756 --> 00:28:37,882
Oh, yeah.

691
00:28:37,924 --> 00:28:39,175
Thank you.

692
00:28:39,217 --> 00:28:41,302
♪ ♪

693
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:45,014
(sighs)

694
00:28:54,065 --> 00:28:56,317
Hey, Danny.

695
00:28:56,359 --> 00:28:59,112
and then we can head over
for lunch.

696
00:29:01,322 --> 00:29:03,283
I was, uh, talking to Sarah.

697
00:29:03,324 --> 00:29:05,034
She mentioned something
about your mother,

698
00:29:05,076 --> 00:29:06,453
about something bad
having happened

699
00:29:06,494 --> 00:29:07,787
when you guys were kids.

700
00:29:07,829 --> 00:29:10,081
What was she
talking about?

701
00:29:10,123 --> 00:29:11,624
It's nothing.

702
00:29:11,666 --> 00:29:13,835
Why don't you tell me?

703
00:29:13,877 --> 00:29:15,295
What do you want to know?

704
00:29:15,336 --> 00:29:17,505
She'd get drunk
and then she'd get mean,

705
00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:19,466
and then she'd...

706
00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:20,842
get...

707
00:29:20,884 --> 00:29:22,260
You?

708
00:29:26,723 --> 00:29:29,058
Should've been there
to protect you.

709
00:29:29,100 --> 00:29:31,561
You're not the one who needs
to apologize for that, Dad.

710
00:29:31,603 --> 00:29:33,313
Yeah, I am, and...

711
00:29:33,354 --> 00:29:35,940
I will, even if
she never does.

712
00:29:35,982 --> 00:29:38,026
When you were
a teenager,

713
00:29:38,067 --> 00:29:39,652
was it all darkness?

714
00:29:39,694 --> 00:29:41,905
Was there any light in there?

715
00:29:41,946 --> 00:29:43,782
there were...
there were happy times,

716
00:29:43,823 --> 00:29:46,493
and, you know what, even...

717
00:29:46,534 --> 00:29:48,244
even on the worst days,

718
00:29:48,286 --> 00:29:52,749
I was never totally alone, so...

719
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:55,752
♪ ♪

720
00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:58,755
SARAH:
Good morning, everyone.

721
00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:01,007
I'm really proud to announce

722
00:30:01,049 --> 00:30:04,928
that Greylock has ratified
its first constitution.

723
00:30:04,969 --> 00:30:06,638
The council and I are really...

724
00:30:06,679 --> 00:30:08,848
we're really proud
of the foundation we have laid

725
00:30:08,890 --> 00:30:10,850
for our country's future.

726
00:30:10,892 --> 00:30:13,394
But if the... if the process
of writing this document

727
00:30:13,436 --> 00:30:16,231
has taught me anything,
it's this:

728
00:30:16,272 --> 00:30:18,358
it's an imperfect process.

729
00:30:18,399 --> 00:30:19,859
People make mistakes.

730
00:30:19,901 --> 00:30:22,403
I know,
because I've made plenty,

731
00:30:22,445 --> 00:30:26,533
and I'm sure I will make
plenty more. We all will.

732
00:30:26,574 --> 00:30:28,868
So, before the council took
its final vote,

733
00:30:28,910 --> 00:30:32,205
we added one last clause
to our constitution

734
00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:34,541
to account for those mistakes,

735
00:30:34,582 --> 00:30:37,252
to account for the fact
that we're human.

736
00:30:37,293 --> 00:30:38,711
Every five years,

737
00:30:38,753 --> 00:30:41,548
our constitution...

738
00:30:41,589 --> 00:30:44,425
must be rewritten from scratch,

739
00:30:44,467 --> 00:30:49,097
so that we aren't chained
to the mistakes of our past

740
00:30:49,138 --> 00:30:52,100
or crushed
by the burden of perfection.

741
00:30:52,141 --> 00:30:57,397
As Greylock's people grow
and evolve...

742
00:30:57,438 --> 00:30:59,816
so will Greylock.

743
00:31:11,661 --> 00:31:14,831
How are you
feeling today?

744
00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:16,666
I know you're having
a hard time

745
00:31:16,708 --> 00:31:18,626
opening up, Grover.

746
00:31:18,668 --> 00:31:20,753
And that's okay.

747
00:31:23,631 --> 00:31:25,758
Why don't I do
a little bit of talking,

748
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:28,928
and we'll see if that
inspires you to do the same?

749
00:31:28,970 --> 00:31:31,180
So...

750
00:31:31,222 --> 00:31:33,433
I'm Edna.

751
00:31:33,474 --> 00:31:37,061
I was born and raised
in Roxbury, Massachusetts.

752
00:31:37,103 --> 00:31:40,690
My mother was a seamstress,
my father was...

753
00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:41,941
an ass.

754
00:31:41,983 --> 00:31:44,110
(soft chuckle)

755
00:31:44,152 --> 00:31:46,237
And I've been a therapist
for 40 years.

756
00:31:50,491 --> 00:31:53,453
You're Grover Sims.

757
00:31:54,370 --> 00:31:56,873
You're 25 years old.

758
00:31:56,915 --> 00:32:00,335
You were raised
in Greylock, New Hampshire,

759
00:32:00,376 --> 00:32:03,922
and you're here
because...

760
00:32:03,963 --> 00:32:06,215
Uh...

761
00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:10,136
Because your wife died.

762
00:32:15,266 --> 00:32:17,727
It feels like there's an anvil
on your chest, doesn't it?

763
00:32:21,606 --> 00:32:23,608
When my Henry passed,

764
00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:26,110
I didn't leave the house
for a month.

765
00:32:28,404 --> 00:32:30,657
You're a widow?

766
00:32:30,698 --> 00:32:33,618
Twice. (sighs)

767
00:32:33,660 --> 00:32:35,912
Steven died in '97.

768
00:32:35,954 --> 00:32:37,580
Heart attack in his sleep.

769
00:32:37,622 --> 00:32:39,791
We should all be so lucky.

770
00:32:41,125 --> 00:32:43,336
And Henry went just last year.

771
00:32:43,378 --> 00:32:44,963
Pancreatic cancer.

772
00:32:45,004 --> 00:32:47,090
Here one day,
gone the next.

773
00:32:48,174 --> 00:32:50,885
When you lose...

774
00:32:50,927 --> 00:32:53,388
someone you love...

775
00:32:58,226 --> 00:33:00,478
...how... how do you, uh...?

776
00:33:03,064 --> 00:33:05,483
Get up in
the morning?

777
00:33:05,525 --> 00:33:07,193
It's not easy.

778
00:33:07,235 --> 00:33:11,280
You just have to remind yourself
that you're still breathing.

779
00:33:11,739 --> 00:33:15,201
And then you have to
give yourself permission

780
00:33:15,243 --> 00:33:17,328
to keep breathing.

781
00:33:18,788 --> 00:33:20,873
That last one's
the tricky part.

782
00:33:20,915 --> 00:33:22,834
I-I don't know how
it's been for you,

783
00:33:22,875 --> 00:33:25,503
but for me,

784
00:33:25,545 --> 00:33:27,964
it was never the grief
that got to me.

785
00:33:28,006 --> 00:33:30,508
It was always, uh...

786
00:33:34,762 --> 00:33:39,684
You, uh... you feel guilty
for still being here after...

787
00:33:39,726 --> 00:33:41,811
after they've gone.

788
00:33:44,105 --> 00:33:47,066
And guilty for...
for moving on.

789
00:33:47,108 --> 00:33:48,860
(sniffles)

790
00:33:48,901 --> 00:33:51,029
Even thinking about moving on.

791
00:33:53,281 --> 00:33:54,824
How long have you
felt that guilt?

792
00:33:54,866 --> 00:33:57,035
Right from the start.

793
00:33:59,037 --> 00:34:01,122
Right when
Patience first got sick.

794
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:04,125
Patience.

795
00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:06,794
That's a lovely name.

796
00:34:08,713 --> 00:34:10,882
Oh.

797
00:34:12,884 --> 00:34:16,095
I remember when, um...
(sniffles)

798
00:34:16,137 --> 00:34:18,556
...when the oncologist came

799
00:34:18,598 --> 00:34:20,892
to give us the bad news...

800
00:34:23,269 --> 00:34:27,607
...just pleading for the
universe to give us, uh...

801
00:34:27,648 --> 00:34:29,817
more time.

802
00:34:31,819 --> 00:34:34,197
Or just give me the cancer
instead.

803
00:34:35,990 --> 00:34:38,451
Just make me sick, you know?

804
00:34:38,493 --> 00:34:40,828
(sniffles)

805
00:34:54,550 --> 00:34:56,177
(loud, overlapping chatter,
music playing)

806
00:34:56,219 --> 00:34:58,304
SARAH:
Can't believe
Tyler did all this.

807
00:34:58,346 --> 00:35:00,014
They're good, right?

808
00:35:00,056 --> 00:35:01,641
Oh, I know.

809
00:35:08,523 --> 00:35:11,400
MAYA:
It's your rejections
letter, huh?

810
00:35:11,442 --> 00:35:13,778
This whole thing
is so dope.

811
00:35:13,820 --> 00:35:15,863
Thanks.

812
00:35:15,905 --> 00:35:18,991
Social media, mostly.

813
00:35:19,033 --> 00:35:20,493
Uh, I just invited anyone

814
00:35:20,535 --> 00:35:22,286
who got their art rejected
from the art show.

815
00:35:22,328 --> 00:35:23,830
Told them
they could show it here.

816
00:35:25,373 --> 00:35:28,918
(whooshing on TV)

817
00:35:28,960 --> 00:35:30,503
So, uh, what do you think?

818
00:35:30,545 --> 00:35:33,256
(growling)

819
00:35:33,297 --> 00:35:35,341
I think it's accurate.

820
00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:36,676
That we all become zombies?

821
00:35:36,717 --> 00:35:38,678
(growling)

822
00:35:38,719 --> 00:35:41,097
We all become
victims of our past.

823
00:35:43,391 --> 00:35:46,644
You made the right choice
voting "yes" on immigration,

824
00:35:46,686 --> 00:35:48,271
letting Dad stay.

825
00:35:48,312 --> 00:35:50,189
I didn't do it for him.

826
00:35:50,231 --> 00:35:52,358
You can't stay mad
at him forever, Sarah.

827
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:56,404
You should give him some time
to earn your trust back.

828
00:35:56,445 --> 00:35:57,530
I will.

829
00:35:57,572 --> 00:35:58,948
Really?

830
00:35:58,990 --> 00:36:00,783
Yeah. He wants time,
he can have it.

831
00:36:00,825 --> 00:36:03,244
18 years.

832
00:36:03,286 --> 00:36:05,204
That's how long
I had to wait.

833
00:36:05,246 --> 00:36:06,873
Why shouldn't he?

834
00:36:06,914 --> 00:36:09,292
But until then, he can
stay the hell away from me.

835
00:36:10,585 --> 00:36:12,587
MAYA:
Listen, dude,

836
00:36:12,628 --> 00:36:14,881
I'm really sorry
about what I did.

837
00:36:14,922 --> 00:36:17,758
I should have never submitted
your work without asking.

838
00:36:20,094 --> 00:36:22,805
I'm sorry I blew up at you.

839
00:36:22,847 --> 00:36:25,516
Why were you so nervous about
showing people your photos?

840
00:36:25,558 --> 00:36:28,936
I mean, you ran my campaign, you
organized our border protest.

841
00:36:28,978 --> 00:36:30,354
You're a total badass.

842
00:36:30,396 --> 00:36:31,647
I don't get what's so scary

843
00:36:31,689 --> 00:36:34,233
about showing a couple
of pictures.

844
00:36:34,275 --> 00:36:37,528
With the campaign
and with those... protests,

845
00:36:37,570 --> 00:36:38,905
you know,
I'm-I'm in the shadows.

846
00:36:38,946 --> 00:36:42,742
I'm, like, the guy
behind the guy.

847
00:36:42,783 --> 00:36:45,077
And with this, I just...

848
00:36:45,119 --> 00:36:48,247
You're the guy.

849
00:36:48,289 --> 00:36:50,416
I feel like
everyone's just always...

850
00:36:50,458 --> 00:36:54,754
looking at me and judging me.

851
00:36:54,795 --> 00:36:56,589
And with the photos,
at least until now,

852
00:36:56,631 --> 00:36:58,591
I always had one thing
that I kept sacred.

853
00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:04,639
(wind whistling,
crowd chatter)

854
00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:06,098
Can I get some more?

855
00:37:06,140 --> 00:37:08,226
Thanks.

856
00:37:10,686 --> 00:37:12,939
GROVER:
Yeah, storm's getting
bad out there.

857
00:37:12,980 --> 00:37:15,691
Yeah? Weather reports say
it's gonna be a real doozy.

858
00:37:15,733 --> 00:37:18,236
They're comparing it
to the blizzard of '78.

859
00:37:18,277 --> 00:37:20,363
This place
looks great, Ty.

860
00:37:20,404 --> 00:37:21,989
Thanks.

861
00:37:22,031 --> 00:37:23,658
Oh, sorry I'm late.
I had therapy,

862
00:37:23,699 --> 00:37:25,618
and that snow slowed
me down on the way back.

863
00:37:25,660 --> 00:37:27,203
It's not a problem.

864
00:37:27,245 --> 00:37:29,747
Um, as long as you can
keep everybody drinking.

865
00:37:29,789 --> 00:37:32,124
Got some cookies in the oven.
They might be burning.

866
00:37:34,168 --> 00:37:36,128
Right.

867
00:37:36,170 --> 00:37:37,964
You saw what?

868
00:37:38,005 --> 00:37:40,049
You being honest
about going to therapy.

869
00:37:40,091 --> 00:37:41,676
(scoffs)

870
00:37:41,717 --> 00:37:43,678
It's nothing to be
ashamed of, right?

871
00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:45,972
Right.

872
00:37:46,013 --> 00:37:48,474
You know, I, uh... I
never got to thank you

873
00:37:48,516 --> 00:37:50,643
for letting me
meet your dad.
Mm.

874
00:37:50,685 --> 00:37:53,980
And I'd like to come with you
next time you go and see him.

875
00:37:54,021 --> 00:37:56,065
I mean, somebody's got to help
him eat all those peppermints.

876
00:37:56,107 --> 00:37:58,025
(laughs)
Thanks, Grover.

877
00:37:58,067 --> 00:38:00,152
Yeah. Yeah, I'd like that.

878
00:38:00,194 --> 00:38:03,489
GROVER:
All right, what else
you want to know?

879
00:38:03,531 --> 00:38:09,829
♪ But you keep pulling me
back to the start ♪

880
00:38:09,870 --> 00:38:11,956
(indistinct chatter)

881
00:38:16,294 --> 00:38:19,213
♪ You led me on ♪

882
00:38:19,255 --> 00:38:22,591
♪ To think things were real... ♪

883
00:38:26,929 --> 00:38:29,015
♪ ♪

884
00:38:31,392 --> 00:38:37,106
♪ I wonder if I know you ♪

885
00:38:37,148 --> 00:38:40,318
♪ At all ♪

886
00:38:43,154 --> 00:38:48,701
♪ Or if I really came
to talk ♪

887
00:38:51,912 --> 00:38:54,749
♪ Nothing is as it seems ♪

888
00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:58,044
♪ In your mind... ♪

889
00:38:58,085 --> 00:38:59,253
Oh.

890
00:38:59,295 --> 00:39:01,630
Danny.

891
00:39:01,672 --> 00:39:04,216
What are... uh, what
are you doing here?

892
00:39:04,258 --> 00:39:08,220
♪ That's the only way
to get inside... ♪

893
00:39:08,262 --> 00:39:09,472
Cookies.

894
00:39:09,513 --> 00:39:10,723
What?

895
00:39:10,765 --> 00:39:12,975
chocolate chip, slightly burnt.

896
00:39:13,017 --> 00:39:14,727
Okay. Um...

897
00:39:14,769 --> 00:39:17,396
to Sweetie Pie to find you,
and, um,

898
00:39:17,438 --> 00:39:19,148
I overheard Grover say
that you came here

899
00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:20,983
to return some decorations

900
00:39:21,025 --> 00:39:22,860
from the art show.

901
00:39:24,904 --> 00:39:27,656
Couch cushion forts
in the basement,

902
00:39:27,698 --> 00:39:31,243
um, making out between innings
of Red Sox games.

903
00:39:31,285 --> 00:39:33,913
Hooking up behind

904
00:39:33,954 --> 00:39:36,082
the hay bales
at Stone Orchard.

905
00:39:36,123 --> 00:39:39,085
Sneaking into movies
at the Foothill Four.

906
00:39:39,126 --> 00:39:42,004
You-you helping me
with-with English.

907
00:39:42,046 --> 00:39:43,422
You-you helping me

908
00:39:43,464 --> 00:39:45,633
rehab my knee
after I tore my MCL.

909
00:39:45,674 --> 00:39:49,637
You helping me...
pull glass out of my arm.

910
00:39:49,678 --> 00:39:51,806
You...

911
00:39:51,847 --> 00:39:53,599
holding frozen peas on my eye.

912
00:39:55,810 --> 00:39:58,604
You... holding me.

913
00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:01,148
You deserve to know

914
00:40:01,190 --> 00:40:03,526
why I left.

915
00:40:03,567 --> 00:40:07,071
The night I left Greylock,
I got into a fight with my mom.

916
00:40:08,989 --> 00:40:11,075
The...

917
00:40:11,117 --> 00:40:14,537
worst... we'd ever had.

918
00:40:14,578 --> 00:40:16,705
She was, um...

919
00:40:19,166 --> 00:40:21,377
She was slapping me
and-and calling me names.

920
00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:22,878
And...

921
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:25,631
♪ To throw a fit... ♪

922
00:40:25,673 --> 00:40:27,883
And for the first time
in my life,

923
00:40:27,925 --> 00:40:29,635
I raised my fist
to hit her back.

924
00:40:29,677 --> 00:40:31,637
♪ And that's the end of it... ♪

925
00:40:31,679 --> 00:40:33,639
But before I could

926
00:40:33,681 --> 00:40:36,767
take a swing,
I-I caught myself.

927
00:40:36,809 --> 00:40:39,228
I-I saw...

928
00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:41,355
my reflection in the window
over her shoulder.

929
00:40:41,397 --> 00:40:44,733
I-I saw myself ready to hit her.

930
00:40:44,775 --> 00:40:47,945
Ready to punch and kick and...

931
00:40:50,197 --> 00:40:52,575
That's when I realized

932
00:40:52,616 --> 00:40:56,620
that the violence that was
in my mom was also in me.

933
00:40:56,662 --> 00:40:58,998
So, I-I...

934
00:40:59,039 --> 00:41:03,210
I-I packed my bag
and left that night. I...

935
00:41:03,252 --> 00:41:06,589
I never called
because I knew that if I did,

936
00:41:06,630 --> 00:41:08,799
you'd convince me to let you
come with me, and I...

937
00:41:10,551 --> 00:41:12,428
I couldn't let that happen.

938
00:41:12,470 --> 00:41:16,891
I-I-I... I had to...
I had to protect you from me.

939
00:41:16,932 --> 00:41:19,393
I'm sorry that I hurt you.

940
00:41:19,435 --> 00:41:21,729
Just know
I only did it

941
00:41:21,770 --> 00:41:26,150
to keep you safe, just like
you had always kept me safe.

942
00:41:26,192 --> 00:41:30,154
♪ Oh, it's mine ♪

943
00:41:31,739 --> 00:41:34,950
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

944
00:41:34,992 --> 00:41:36,827
♪ Oh ♪

945
00:41:39,705 --> 00:41:41,999
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

946
00:41:42,041 --> 00:41:45,544
♪ Oh, it's mine ♪

947
00:41:45,586 --> 00:41:49,924
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

948
00:41:49,965 --> 00:41:51,217
♪ Oh... ♪

949
00:41:51,258 --> 00:41:53,636
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00:41:53,677 --> 00:42:24,500
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