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M_I_SForEver

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<i>I think there's a wild man
in everybody.</i>

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<i>I'm a split personality.</i>

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<i>Ozzy Osbourne and John Osbourne
is two different people.</i>

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<i>John Osbourne
is talking to you now,</i>

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<i>but if you wanna be
Ozzy Osbourne,</i>

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<i>you know, he's like,
takes over.</i>

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When I was a kid,
I was afraid of everything.

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It was just like, you just
crawl into your fear hole.

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You know, you don't need to cry
for the bully,

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and so when you do find a bit
of booze or dope or [bleep]

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or whatever, you go [bleep],
I found it.

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I mean, I could never
get there again.

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Alcohol and dope and... and I've
been a class clown anyway,

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so it sums it all up, you know.

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I use the talents of making
people feel somewhat entertained

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when I was goofing around.

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To take it onstage
with my music,

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I suppose it's the same kind
of a thing.

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I don't know what music
would be like

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if it weren't for
the influence of Ozzy.

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Ozzy changed everything.

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Well, I mean, you can't
say anyone's immortal,

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but I think that Ozzy
in that time was, um...

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I think Ozzy's music
is timeless.

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It makes me cry
and gives me the chills.

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It's just perfect.

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Dad is a kid from the streets
who... worked in factories.

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He's very much this
working class blue collar guy.

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The working class thing
is key

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because you grew up
with nothing,

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and you do everything you can
every day

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so you don't go back
to nothing.

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It's all about escaping your
reality to something better.

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He left one of the biggest
rock bands in the world

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and became bigger,
a credible artist on his own,

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finding great new talent,

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and then made it huge on TV.

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Nobody had done that.

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He is
the most irresistible madman

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you will ever meet in your life.

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He is the real Iron Man.

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The reason why I do what I do
is because it's what

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everybody wants to do, but they
ain't got the guts to.

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And all I am is honest.

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- Roll.
- Camera.

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Ladies and gentlemen,
I'm Ozzy Osbourne,

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the [bleep]
Prince of Darkness.

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O-Okay?

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All right. That's cool.

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♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪

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♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪

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♪ He was turned to steel ♪

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There ain't many people who have
such a longevity as I have.

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♪ Where he traveled time ♪

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I feel honored that people
still wanna see me, you know?

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♪ Nobody helps him ♪

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♪ Now he has his revenge ♪

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When you feel
that audience jumping,

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it's like a better feeling
than an orgasm.

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The party's on, man.

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Thank you.
God bless you all, man.

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My father always said
I'd do something big one day.

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He says to me, "You're either
gonna do something very special

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or you're gonna go to prison."
He was right, you know?

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I had a dream, and it came true.

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I mean, I live a good life.

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My name is
John Michael Osbourne.

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Not many people call me "John."

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It's either "Oz" or "Ozzy."

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I think if I walked down
the street now

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and somebody went, "John!"
I wouldn't stop.

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Although I<i> am</i> John.

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I leave Ozzy onstage.
I'll come off as John.

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I was born
in Birmingham, England, 1948.

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The only thing that was
around then was factories.

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A lot of Birmingham was bombed
during the second World War.

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Actually, the place to play
was called "the bomb site."

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That was where you played,
not realizing that it was

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a place that had been bombed
during World War II.

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You know,
imagination would run wild.

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Oh, it's changed a lot.

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It's changed an awful lot
since I lived here.

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- Wow.
- The bedroom I had back then

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was no bigger than
two single beds side by side.

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I lived in here for a while,
and, uh, yeah.

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There was no inside toilets.

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It was a bucket to pee in
at the end of the bed.

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We had an outside toilet
where you go to go for a dump.

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You... You didn't have
toilet paper.

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You had newspaper.

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You didn't have soap or water,
which was a big stigma for me.

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I had a lot of shame
when I was a kid,

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because I always felt dirty.
I always felt unclean.

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I felt like a peasant, you know?

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There were six kids.

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My three older sisters
were Jean, Iris, and Gillian.

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I also had two younger brothers,
Paul and Tony.

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My father was a toolmaker.

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He never would miss a day
from work.

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Come rain, come shine,

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if he was sick,
and... and I wanna be like that.

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I loved him.

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When my dad came home after
working all night in a factory,

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my mother Lilian would start
her shift.

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I was petrified most of the time

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because I was
a very nervous guy.

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Fear of impending doom
ruled my life.

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I convinced myself
if I stepped on cracks,

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something really bad would
happen when I got home,

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like my mother would be dead
or something like that.

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When my dad was sleeping

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through the day,

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I would be freaking out
thinking he was dead.

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I'd have to poke him
to make sure

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he was still breathing.
I can tell you,

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he wasn't too pleased
about that.

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Where did you guys spend
most of your time?

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In the street 'cause it was
too crowded in the house.

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He didn't have
a very happy school life.

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He was always penalized for...
probably because he was so slow.

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I hated school.

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I spent more time
smoking cigarettes

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in the boys' room
than being in class.

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I wasn't good at school.

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Well, we didn't realize
he was dyslexic.

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We just thought perhaps he was,
like, slow to learn.

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There was a lot of shame
for me,

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because if you had
that learning disability,

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they would put you in a corner
with a cone on your head,

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and they'd call you
the class dunce,

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and the whole class
laughed at you,

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which made me go further
into me.

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I [bleep] hated it.

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Ozzy!

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- What's going on, Ozzy?!
- Hi!

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All right.
I was the class clown.

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I would go to the biggest guy
in the class, make him laugh,

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and he would be my mate
so no one would hassle me

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because I've got this big guy
with me.

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Most comedians I know,
offstage,

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they're very unhappy people,

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and that's kind of true
to my life.

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I'm making you laugh to make me
feel safe around you.

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At 16, I was on the streets.

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When John left school,
he sort of went

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from one little job to another.

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I didn't want to work
in a day job.

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I couldn't stand getting up
for a job in the morning.

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I could never hold
a 9-to-5 job down, ever.

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I'd go from a plumber
to a builder.

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One of my jobs was working
in a slaughterhouse.

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I remember gagging all day.

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But eventually,
you get used to the smell.

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I said to this guy, "How long
have you been doing this?"

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He goes,
"35 years. I'm retiring,

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and they're gonna give me
a gold watch."

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I remember turning to him.
I said...

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I had to at least try and have
a little bit of fun

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with my life while I was young.

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John used to go out

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and have a drink,
get in fights, and that was it.

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From what I saw of John,

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he was always
in and out of trouble.

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You know, Dad was always
telling him off.

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That's the shop
that I broke into.

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That was Mrs. Clark's shop
I broke into.

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Yeah, I broke into a shop
at the back of my house.

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A lot of the kids
turned to crime,

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and I did for a time,

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but I wasn't
really good at it, you know.

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I wasn't a career criminal.

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I kinda wanted to get caught
in a way

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to be accepted by the rest
of the bad guys in the area.

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I didn't wanna go to jail,
but that's where I ended up.

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When you're in a place
full of bad people,

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it's a bit of an education.

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One month in jail
was long enough.

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I had no idea what my life
was about to explode into.

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I had no idea.

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I gotta go for a piss.

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Let me tell you something.
After six weeks in prison

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I knew I didn't wanna go back,

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and I just didn't wanna work
in a factory.

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The only thing I had
a passion for was music.

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Music was a very integral part
of the family.

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There was always music
with the record player,

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or the radio, the piano.

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By the time I was about 14,

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I had discovered music
from the Beatles.

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♪ Well, shake it, shake it,
shake it, baby, now ♪

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♪ Shake it up, baby ♪

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♪ Well, shake it, shake it,
shake it, baby, now ♪

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♪ Shake it up, baby ♪

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The Fab Four,
when the Beatles happened,

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it changed my life.

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It gave me the seed
to wanna do it myself.

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My dad was a good guy.
I loved him.

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I talked my father into getting
me a check for 250 pounds.

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I went to George Clay's
music shop in Birmingham.

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He got me a Shure mic,
a stand,

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and a 50-watt Vox P.A.

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I thought it was
the best gift ever.

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If my father hadn't bought me
that mic and P.A.,

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I would definitely
not be here now.

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First time I ever met Ozzy
was at school.

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He was in a year younger
than me.

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We all lived around
the same sort of area.

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That first time I met Oz was
with Geezer and Tony as well.

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We needed a singer
for the band, so, uh,

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we went to this music shop
in Birmingham

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where all the musicians
used to hang out,

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and we saw this ad
for "Ozzy Zig requires gig."

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And, uh, the magic
words... "has his own P.A."

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I said to Bill, "I know
an Ozzy, but it can't be him,

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because as far as I knew,
he never sang."

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Well, it wasn't that I was the
greatest singer on the earth,

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but if you had an ad
which said, "I own my own P.A.,"

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you got people at your door.

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Myself and Tony and Geezer,
we went to his house.

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I took to him straightaway.
It was his personality

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and also his knowledge
of blues music.

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I mean, he could really sing
really good blues.

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So we all decided,
"Oh, why don't we just

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form a band together
and have a go, you know?"

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Then we did our first
rehearsals not soon after.

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Nobody got any sleep.
I mean, it was just...

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they were crazy days.
They just like, you know,

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a bunch of guys together that
are just having a lot of, uh,

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a lot of fun.

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Back then,
we were pretty scruffy,

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and Oz was probably

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the most outrageously scruffy
of everybody.

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His pants were falling off him,
couldn't afford a pair of shoes.

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It was fun. It beat [bleep]
going to a [bleep]

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some industrial pollution
[bleep] miserable job.

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At first, we just did
blues stuff, like 12-bar blues.

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We just used to get together,
jam for about two hours.

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Usually, magically,
this riff would appear,

240
00:13:01,114 --> 00:13:02,947
and we'd just, like,
all latch onto it

241
00:13:02,966 --> 00:13:05,541
and just keep jamming
until we'd finished the song.

242
00:13:07,045 --> 00:13:10,564
♪ Yeah, you get blood ♪

243
00:13:10,715 --> 00:13:11,898
We used to rehearse
in a community center,

244
00:13:13,402 --> 00:13:15,810
and we used to have to get there
for 9:00 in the morning,

245
00:13:15,962 --> 00:13:17,720
and it was across the road
from a movie theater.

246
00:13:17,739 --> 00:13:20,389
Until I remember it was Tony
who said one morning...

247
00:13:20,409 --> 00:13:24,302
he said, "Isn't it peculiar
that people pay money

248
00:13:24,321 --> 00:13:25,745
to go and see horror films?"

249
00:13:27,824 --> 00:13:31,084
"Why don't we start writing
scary music?"

250
00:13:31,235 --> 00:13:35,071
Somebody gave Ozzy
this old 16th century book

251
00:13:35,090 --> 00:13:38,258
of black magic, and
he brought it round to my flat

252
00:13:38,409 --> 00:13:39,759
'cause he knew
I was interested in magic

253
00:13:39,911 --> 00:13:41,486
and all that kind of thing,

254
00:13:41,504 --> 00:13:44,097
and I just got this
really weird vibe off it.

255
00:13:44,248 --> 00:13:46,433
And that night, I just, like,
woke up suddenly,

256
00:13:46,584 --> 00:13:50,995
and I just saw this black shape
at the bottom of me bed.

257
00:13:51,014 --> 00:13:53,832
About three days after that,
we came up with our first song,

258
00:13:53,834 --> 00:13:56,851
"Black Sabbath."

259
00:13:57,003 --> 00:14:04,934
♪ What is this
that stands before me? ♪

260
00:14:10,608 --> 00:14:14,035
The song, the "Black Sabbath"
with the bells coming in,

261
00:14:14,187 --> 00:14:16,112
and the... ♪ Boom, ba, boom ♪

262
00:14:16,131 --> 00:14:20,875
That was just, like, the basis
of my introduction to rock.

263
00:14:34,374 --> 00:14:38,467
Black Sabbath seems to be
the first heavy metal music,

264
00:14:38,487 --> 00:14:43,323
all the Metallicas and Slayers
and Soundgarden...

265
00:14:43,474 --> 00:14:46,475
it all leads back
to Black Sabbath.

266
00:14:46,495 --> 00:14:49,829
"Black Sabbath," the song,
we would play that song,

267
00:14:49,906 --> 00:14:52,148
and people would run out
screaming.

268
00:14:52,167 --> 00:14:54,242
People were [bleep]
freaked out.

269
00:14:59,082 --> 00:15:00,899
Thank you very much. Thank you.

270
00:15:03,161 --> 00:15:06,421
You know,
it took off so quickly.

271
00:15:06,573 --> 00:15:08,589
It was just [bleep] great,
though.

272
00:15:08,742 --> 00:15:10,517
We'd get in the van,
get on the ferry,

273
00:15:10,668 --> 00:15:12,593
get pissed on the ferry.

274
00:15:12,746 --> 00:15:14,170
We did a lot of gigs up north,

275
00:15:14,189 --> 00:15:16,931
and we all slept
in the same caravan.

276
00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:18,692
And we all relied
on each other

277
00:15:18,843 --> 00:15:20,360
if we ever needed anything.

278
00:15:20,511 --> 00:15:22,937
We had an absolute blast
when we made our first record,

279
00:15:23,089 --> 00:15:24,698
"Black Sabbath."

280
00:15:24,849 --> 00:15:27,867
Most of the record sales have
come from northwest England.

281
00:15:28,019 --> 00:15:29,944
"Mum, we're on the radio!"

282
00:15:30,096 --> 00:15:31,705
I couldn't believe we were
on the...

283
00:15:31,856 --> 00:15:34,207
my voice was coming out
through the radio,

284
00:15:34,358 --> 00:15:36,784
and the whole of England
was listening to me sing.

285
00:15:36,937 --> 00:15:37,877
I couldn't believe it.

286
00:15:37,954 --> 00:15:39,195
♪ Oh, yeah ♪

287
00:15:43,944 --> 00:15:47,962
♪ Some people say
my love cannot be true ♪

288
00:15:48,114 --> 00:15:51,466
And the first thing I did
when I got any money

289
00:15:51,618 --> 00:15:54,060
was I went out.
I got myself drunk,

290
00:15:54,212 --> 00:15:55,395
bought some shoes and socks.

291
00:15:55,546 --> 00:15:58,898
I bought a bottle of Brut
to smell better.

292
00:15:59,050 --> 00:16:00,625
When we released "Paranoid,"

293
00:16:00,643 --> 00:16:02,384
that went straight
to number one.

294
00:16:02,404 --> 00:16:04,979
In the amount of three years,
we'd gone from being

295
00:16:05,131 --> 00:16:07,907
a nothing band to
the number one band in England.

296
00:16:07,984 --> 00:16:09,650
It was happening so quick.

297
00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:11,727
♪ All day long,
I think of things ♪

298
00:16:11,747 --> 00:16:14,748
♪ But nothing seems to satisfy ♪

299
00:16:14,899 --> 00:16:16,657
♪ Think I'll lose my mind ♪

300
00:16:16,810 --> 00:16:21,329
♪ If I don't find something
to pacify ♪

301
00:16:21,481 --> 00:16:25,666
The beauty of Ozzy's range
is that he can sing in a place

302
00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:30,746
where the guitars can be this
giant, grand, monstrous thing,

303
00:16:30,766 --> 00:16:32,581
and he can dance on top.

304
00:16:32,601 --> 00:16:34,934
♪ And so as you hear
these words ♪

305
00:16:35,011 --> 00:16:38,346
♪ Telling you now of my state ♪

306
00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:41,349
♪ I tell you to enjoy life ♪

307
00:16:41,501 --> 00:16:44,018
♪ I wish I could,
but it's too late ♪

308
00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:46,762
They're all like brothers to me.
It's all a family, you know.

309
00:16:46,782 --> 00:16:48,356
I think it was about as close

310
00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:51,692
as four heterosexual men
can get.

311
00:16:51,845 --> 00:16:54,436
I've got three brothers at home,
and it's beyond that, even.

312
00:16:54,456 --> 00:16:56,122
We like the name
"Black Sabbath," so obviously...

313
00:16:56,199 --> 00:16:57,606
We just like the name,
you know?

314
00:16:57,626 --> 00:17:00,109
That's all it is.
It's just a name, Black Sabbath.

315
00:17:00,128 --> 00:17:02,186
Well, what do you do
to relax?

316
00:17:02,205 --> 00:17:04,130
Uh...

317
00:17:06,284 --> 00:17:07,875
You were joking
when you said that, of course.

318
00:17:08,028 --> 00:17:11,304
Yeah, right.

319
00:17:14,458 --> 00:17:17,702
Shortly after we all became
successful with Black Sabbath,

320
00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:21,205
I met Thelma in a nightclub.

321
00:17:21,224 --> 00:17:23,374
Then we got married,
and we had two children...

322
00:17:23,393 --> 00:17:26,152
Jessica and Louis.

323
00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:46,397
By the summer of 1972,

324
00:17:46,416 --> 00:17:49,491
we were in Los Angeles
to record a new album

325
00:17:49,511 --> 00:17:52,345
in honor of our newfound love
of cocaine.

326
00:17:52,422 --> 00:17:54,347
You look on the back
of the album sleeve,

327
00:17:54,424 --> 00:17:59,001
we said, "We'd like to thank
the great COKE-Cola company

328
00:17:59,020 --> 00:18:02,838
of Los Angeles," meaning...
Cocaine.

329
00:18:02,858 --> 00:18:06,584
We did the album, "Vol. 4,"
and we'd been in Los Angeles

330
00:18:06,603 --> 00:18:08,769
recording that for about
three months,

331
00:18:08,922 --> 00:18:10,254
and it was the first time
that we'd all got

332
00:18:10,273 --> 00:18:13,199
really heavily into cocaine.

333
00:18:13,351 --> 00:18:14,942
I mean, we were doing it
every day,

334
00:18:15,095 --> 00:18:16,870
like 24 hours a day,
practically.

335
00:18:17,021 --> 00:18:19,614
We'd stay up for
two or three days sometimes.

336
00:18:19,766 --> 00:18:21,766
In the early days,
it was absolute bedlam,

337
00:18:21,784 --> 00:18:23,543
and I loved it.

338
00:18:23,620 --> 00:18:25,937
Going around with him
was a total adventure.

339
00:18:25,955 --> 00:18:27,271
We never knew
what was gonna happen.

340
00:18:30,719 --> 00:18:33,628
Come on! Let's have a party!

341
00:18:33,780 --> 00:18:35,722
I was on the television.
I was on the radio.

342
00:18:35,873 --> 00:18:38,540
And people recognized me,
and people wanted my autograph,

343
00:18:38,560 --> 00:18:39,893
and chicks wanted
to [bleep] me.

344
00:18:39,969 --> 00:18:43,396
It's like, wow, you know?
It's like from being

345
00:18:43,473 --> 00:18:46,958
a grubby little [bleep]
to this.

346
00:18:46,976 --> 00:18:49,569
This is the big time now.

347
00:19:01,824 --> 00:19:04,250
♪ Revolution in their minds ♪

348
00:19:04,402 --> 00:19:07,569
♪ The children start to march ♪

349
00:19:07,589 --> 00:19:10,006
♪ Against the world... ♪

350
00:19:14,170 --> 00:19:18,097
I thought money would buy
everything and fix everything.

351
00:19:18,174 --> 00:19:20,934
Bought a Mercedes.
This is cool, man.

352
00:19:21,085 --> 00:19:23,327
But you know, money would buy
the alcohol and the drugs,

353
00:19:23,346 --> 00:19:26,105
and I'd behave [bleep] badly.

354
00:19:26,257 --> 00:19:29,776
I mean, the way
I treated Thelma, it was wrong.

355
00:19:29,927 --> 00:19:32,946
I treated her really badly,
and the kids.

356
00:19:33,097 --> 00:19:34,689
Two children.

357
00:19:34,841 --> 00:19:38,267
I was just a very selfish,
self-centered [bleep]

358
00:19:38,286 --> 00:19:41,955
egotistical guy. I'd [bleep]
around from day one,

359
00:19:42,031 --> 00:19:44,682
and that ain't cool.

360
00:19:44,684 --> 00:19:46,960
And now I've just had enough.

361
00:19:47,111 --> 00:19:50,705
I'm no good at handling
loss of love.

362
00:19:56,713 --> 00:20:01,365
The Black Sabbath band...
it was just a mess.

363
00:20:01,384 --> 00:20:02,867
They've got the houses.
They've got the cars.

364
00:20:02,885 --> 00:20:06,554
But the thing was, they were
all in the manager's name.

365
00:20:06,706 --> 00:20:10,541
The manager ripped us off
lots of money.

366
00:20:10,560 --> 00:20:13,728
They were so young at the time
and naive

367
00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:17,991
and didn't understand
anything about the industry,

368
00:20:18,142 --> 00:20:22,553
how all the sharks are out
to bite you.

369
00:20:22,572 --> 00:20:27,000
It's very sad, 'cause these
[bleep] destroyed us.

370
00:20:27,076 --> 00:20:30,061
At some point,
we fired our manager.

371
00:20:30,079 --> 00:20:32,730
And once finally got
tired of that management,

372
00:20:32,749 --> 00:20:35,399
we basically made all
the decisions ourselves,

373
00:20:35,418 --> 00:20:38,160
which is what led the end
of the band.

374
00:20:38,179 --> 00:20:40,738
They went bankrupt,
and this, of course,

375
00:20:40,757 --> 00:20:42,907
caused turmoil within the band.

376
00:20:42,925 --> 00:20:47,261
My dad was a legendary manager
in the industry.

377
00:20:47,413 --> 00:20:50,915
In '79, when Sabbath
signed with my dad,

378
00:20:50,933 --> 00:20:53,084
they were mates of mine,
Black Sabbath.

379
00:20:53,102 --> 00:20:55,844
I was touring
with Electric Light Orchestra

380
00:20:55,864 --> 00:20:57,363
and other bands.

381
00:20:57,515 --> 00:20:59,757
We'd see 'em at an airport
or, you know,

382
00:20:59,759 --> 00:21:01,926
we'd be staying
in the same hotel,

383
00:21:01,944 --> 00:21:07,373
so they were many times
that I'd seen Ozzy.

384
00:21:09,118 --> 00:21:12,211
My father was very, very ill.
He was in hospital.

385
00:21:12,363 --> 00:21:14,272
I had come to see him
the day before,

386
00:21:14,274 --> 00:21:16,607
and he was perked up
a little bit.

387
00:21:16,626 --> 00:21:18,051
I picked up the phone
when I got to his place.

388
00:21:18,202 --> 00:21:22,204
He's gone. I collapsed.
I was like, [bleep],

389
00:21:22,223 --> 00:21:24,557
my dad's gone.
It was really heavy.

390
00:21:24,708 --> 00:21:28,227
When his dad passed away,
Oz was in absolute turmoil,

391
00:21:28,304 --> 00:21:32,123
and he put himself right... right
inside the bottle, you know?

392
00:21:32,125 --> 00:21:33,974
And he stayed there for a while.

393
00:21:34,127 --> 00:21:37,144
When my father died,
I couldn't stand it.

394
00:21:37,297 --> 00:21:38,905
I can't deal with loss.

395
00:21:38,981 --> 00:21:42,075
I can't deal with losing
anything, what I love.

396
00:21:42,151 --> 00:21:44,635
The most painful period
of my life.

397
00:21:44,654 --> 00:21:46,895
I was [bleep] devastated.

398
00:21:51,402 --> 00:21:54,921
After his father passed away,
we tried to make another record.

399
00:21:54,997 --> 00:21:56,255
We actually came
to Beverly Hills

400
00:21:56,332 --> 00:21:57,757
to do some writing,

401
00:21:57,834 --> 00:22:00,000
and Ozzy didn't turn up
for two weeks.

402
00:22:00,153 --> 00:22:02,578
You know, I was so fed up
with it all.

403
00:22:02,597 --> 00:22:06,265
The truth of the matter was,
I wasn't into Sabbath anymore.

404
00:22:06,417 --> 00:22:09,660
And we all, like, had
this house rented in Bel Air,

405
00:22:09,662 --> 00:22:11,270
and it's costing a lot of money,

406
00:22:11,422 --> 00:22:13,831
which, you know, money that
we didn't have at the time.

407
00:22:13,850 --> 00:22:15,090
And all he was interested in

408
00:22:15,110 --> 00:22:16,758
was getting smashed
out of his head.

409
00:22:16,778 --> 00:22:17,944
We were all [bleep] up
anyway.

410
00:22:18,095 --> 00:22:19,670
Tony was staying...
he was either doing

411
00:22:19,689 --> 00:22:21,280
Quaaludes and blow all day,

412
00:22:21,357 --> 00:22:23,116
and they were saying that I was
out of my head all the time.

413
00:22:23,267 --> 00:22:26,268
so it was kinda like the pot
calling the kettle black

414
00:22:26,287 --> 00:22:28,287
in the respect that we were
all stoned, you know?

415
00:22:28,364 --> 00:22:30,848
The conversations began
about the possibility

416
00:22:30,850 --> 00:22:32,366
of looking at another singer.

417
00:22:32,518 --> 00:22:35,444
The decision was, if we don't,
we're gonna break up.

418
00:22:35,463 --> 00:22:38,965
We got a situation
that's supposed to be a band,

419
00:22:39,041 --> 00:22:41,634
but yet when it came
to the firing of me,

420
00:22:41,785 --> 00:22:44,362
they got Bill,
who was my best friend,

421
00:22:44,364 --> 00:22:46,213
to come and do the dirty deed.

422
00:22:46,366 --> 00:22:49,475
It was [bleep] horrible.
Yeah, I hated it.

423
00:22:49,627 --> 00:22:51,793
You know, we'd all lived
in unison.

424
00:22:51,813 --> 00:22:53,312
We'd all been
the four musketeers.

425
00:22:53,464 --> 00:22:55,148
You know, so now what?

426
00:22:55,299 --> 00:22:58,392
I was done. They were done
with me. I was done with them.

427
00:22:58,544 --> 00:23:00,469
It was just like a divorce.

428
00:23:00,488 --> 00:23:02,638
I didn't know how to...
what I was gonna do.

429
00:23:02,657 --> 00:23:05,399
After I got kicked out
of Sabbath,

430
00:23:05,551 --> 00:23:08,161
I stayed under a contract
with Don and Sharon,

431
00:23:08,312 --> 00:23:10,830
and they put me up at a hotel
in West Hollywood.

432
00:23:10,981 --> 00:23:12,999
Well, I mean, I thought
this is it, I'm [bleep],

433
00:23:13,075 --> 00:23:14,483
so I better have my last fling.

434
00:23:14,502 --> 00:23:17,319
I just was ordering [bleep]
booze from Gil Turner's,

435
00:23:17,338 --> 00:23:19,321
coke from my coke dealer,

436
00:23:19,340 --> 00:23:22,675
get a chick to come around for
a bit of the old in-out, in-out.

437
00:23:22,826 --> 00:23:25,178
We would give him
a per diem every week.

438
00:23:25,254 --> 00:23:27,238
He'd have spent the per diem
by Wednesday

439
00:23:27,256 --> 00:23:30,424
'cause it had gone on coke,
and, you know, the usual.

440
00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:32,576
Pizza boxes in the sink

441
00:23:32,595 --> 00:23:36,430
and empty bottles
of vodka and gin,

442
00:23:36,582 --> 00:23:39,859
and I just looked at him
and I said, "For [bleep] sake,

443
00:23:40,010 --> 00:23:42,586
"this has just got to end,
'cause we'll drop you.

444
00:23:42,605 --> 00:23:44,363
We'll drop you tomorrow."

445
00:23:52,765 --> 00:23:54,932
My wife wants a divorce,

446
00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:58,026
my father dies,
and my band kicked me out.

447
00:23:58,046 --> 00:24:00,696
That was one of
<i>the</i> lowest points of my life,

448
00:24:00,715 --> 00:24:02,864
but my life was about to change.

449
00:24:09,949 --> 00:24:12,450
I went to go pick Ozzy up
from the house

450
00:24:12,468 --> 00:24:15,561
after he'd got fired
from Black Sabbath

451
00:24:15,638 --> 00:24:18,564
and brought him back
to the office and, you know,

452
00:24:18,641 --> 00:24:21,475
said to him, "Just don't worry.
We're here for you."

453
00:24:21,627 --> 00:24:24,795
I think he honestly thought
that we were [bleep]

454
00:24:24,797 --> 00:24:26,797
and he'd be sent home.

455
00:24:26,816 --> 00:24:28,890
It was a very sad feeling.
I remember leaving there.

456
00:24:28,910 --> 00:24:30,559
I locked myself in a hotel room
for three months

457
00:24:30,578 --> 00:24:34,229
just getting smashed out of
my brains every day, you know.

458
00:24:34,249 --> 00:24:35,806
I hadn't seen him
for about a week,

459
00:24:35,808 --> 00:24:37,491
and I went to see him.

460
00:24:37,643 --> 00:24:40,311
He just drank and you know,
ordered pizzas all day

461
00:24:40,329 --> 00:24:43,814
and watched TV
and never left the room,

462
00:24:43,833 --> 00:24:45,258
feeling sorry for himself

463
00:24:45,334 --> 00:24:48,928
because he didn't believe
in himself.

464
00:24:49,005 --> 00:24:51,322
And he was so down when I said,

465
00:24:51,340 --> 00:24:53,248
"What the [bleep]
are you doing?"

466
00:24:53,268 --> 00:24:56,102
"Open the window.
Get in the [bleep] shower.

467
00:24:56,253 --> 00:24:57,770
Shave that [bleep] off."

468
00:24:57,921 --> 00:24:59,105
And she said,
"If you clean yourself up,

469
00:24:59,181 --> 00:25:00,273
I'll wanna manage you,"
and I said,

470
00:25:00,349 --> 00:25:02,090
"You wanna manage me?
You're crazy."

471
00:25:02,110 --> 00:25:04,835
I thought my career was in
the [bleep]pan, you know?

472
00:25:04,837 --> 00:25:07,947
Just because he'd got fired
from Black Sabbath,

473
00:25:08,024 --> 00:25:11,433
the kids didn't care.
They loved him.

474
00:25:11,452 --> 00:25:14,120
But as far as the industry goes,
he'd got fired

475
00:25:14,196 --> 00:25:17,014
from one of the biggest
rock bands in the world.

476
00:25:17,033 --> 00:25:19,608
He was an addict,
so they wrote him off.

477
00:25:19,627 --> 00:25:22,353
I wanted to be more mainstream

478
00:25:22,371 --> 00:25:25,798
without selling out
to the pop world.

479
00:25:25,875 --> 00:25:28,025
I wanted to be more accessible.

480
00:25:28,044 --> 00:25:30,118
It was a bit of a slow process
at first,

481
00:25:30,138 --> 00:25:32,287
until I met someone who put
me in touch with Randy Rhoads,

482
00:25:32,307 --> 00:25:35,533
and it kind of all started
to click together, you know.

483
00:25:35,535 --> 00:25:37,535
When I first met Randy Rhoads,

484
00:25:37,553 --> 00:25:39,312
and I was [bleep]
out of my face.

485
00:25:44,226 --> 00:25:47,378
But then I heard him play.
I just went...

486
00:25:59,650 --> 00:26:02,001
Oh, [bleep] me.
And that was it.

487
00:26:02,152 --> 00:26:06,246
As soon as he found Randy,
it was like night and day.

488
00:26:06,399 --> 00:26:08,065
He was alive again.

489
00:26:08,084 --> 00:26:12,753
Randy, a breath of fresh air,
funny, ambitious.

490
00:26:12,905 --> 00:26:15,739
Just a great guy.

491
00:26:15,758 --> 00:26:19,076
I knew instinctively that
he was something extra special.

492
00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:22,096
He was like... a gift from God.

493
00:26:22,248 --> 00:26:24,915
We worked so well together.

494
00:26:24,934 --> 00:26:27,526
Randy and I were like
a team, you know.

495
00:26:27,603 --> 00:26:30,846
One thing that he gave to me
was hope.

496
00:26:30,865 --> 00:26:34,091
He gave me a reason
for carrying on.

497
00:26:34,110 --> 00:26:37,595
He had patience with me,
which is great,

498
00:26:37,613 --> 00:26:39,705
and he was very good
to work with, you know.

499
00:26:39,782 --> 00:26:41,707
He pulled the best out of you,
you know.

500
00:26:41,784 --> 00:26:43,525
We had a lot of fun,
lot of fun.

501
00:26:43,544 --> 00:26:48,272
We were lucky that my father
financed Ozzy's solo career.

502
00:26:48,274 --> 00:26:50,274
He financed the album.

503
00:26:50,292 --> 00:26:51,942
It was done
on a 24-track machine

504
00:26:51,961 --> 00:26:53,944
in a bar in England.

505
00:26:53,963 --> 00:26:55,388
It was a lot of fun.
It was a lot of drinking,

506
00:26:55,539 --> 00:26:58,057
a lot of partying, and then
an album came out of it.

507
00:26:58,134 --> 00:27:00,451
I was expecting an awful lot
from Ozzy,

508
00:27:00,469 --> 00:27:03,971
but I wasn't expecting
what I heard.

509
00:27:04,123 --> 00:27:06,473
He really<i> can</i> do it.

510
00:27:06,626 --> 00:27:11,070
We had this brilliant album
that was done in six weeks.

511
00:27:11,221 --> 00:27:14,131
"Blizzard of Oz," 'cause we
were all doing cocaine.

512
00:27:14,150 --> 00:27:16,467
To sell this album,
we eventually got a deal

513
00:27:16,485 --> 00:27:19,394
at Epic for $65,000,

514
00:27:19,414 --> 00:27:23,249
and we took it 'cause it was
the only one that would take it.

515
00:27:23,325 --> 00:27:27,920
It came out in the UK first,
and it was just instant hit.

516
00:27:28,071 --> 00:27:31,148
I knew that "Crazy Train"
was gonna be a big song.

517
00:27:31,150 --> 00:27:32,407
I-I just knew.

518
00:27:32,427 --> 00:27:34,910
♪ I'm going off the rails ♪

519
00:27:34,929 --> 00:27:36,578
♪ On a crazy train ♪

520
00:27:39,508 --> 00:27:44,753
♪ I'm going off the rails
on a crazy train ♪

521
00:27:44,772 --> 00:27:50,167
Ozzy and Randy together
were just phenomenal.

522
00:27:50,186 --> 00:27:53,261
We were just constantly
on the road,

523
00:27:53,281 --> 00:27:58,284
and it was just fun, drinking,
partying, destroying rooms.

524
00:27:58,435 --> 00:28:01,436
I mean, it was just so much fun.

525
00:28:01,456 --> 00:28:04,181
And Randy was so funny
and naughty,

526
00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:07,701
and it was just like every day
was a new adventure.

527
00:28:07,853 --> 00:28:10,612
Did you have an idea
that he had a crush on you?

528
00:28:10,631 --> 00:28:12,022
No.

529
00:28:12,041 --> 00:28:14,300
We were really kind of
thrown together,

530
00:28:14,451 --> 00:28:19,138
but it wasn't
until August of 1980

531
00:28:19,289 --> 00:28:22,700
that we actually had
a relationship going.

532
00:28:22,718 --> 00:28:24,384
It was the last night
of rehearsals,

533
00:28:24,537 --> 00:28:27,313
and we had two days
before the tour was starting,

534
00:28:27,389 --> 00:28:30,799
and I thought, oh, it's gonna be
the usual thing

535
00:28:30,818 --> 00:28:34,153
that had happened, in my past
anyway, that, you know,

536
00:28:34,230 --> 00:28:35,988
you go with a bloke,
you [bleep] him one night,

537
00:28:36,139 --> 00:28:38,215
and the next day
doesn't know you.

538
00:28:38,217 --> 00:28:40,551
- So you know, like it was before.
- [bleep]...chance over you.

539
00:28:40,569 --> 00:28:42,310
Oh, [bleep] off.

540
00:28:42,330 --> 00:28:45,998
No, it wasn't the perfect case
scenario at all.

541
00:28:46,075 --> 00:28:48,984
Aside from recording
and performing,

542
00:28:49,003 --> 00:28:51,670
- what do you like doing best?
- Sex.

543
00:28:51,747 --> 00:28:54,064
Yeah, you know,
he could have seen a guy

544
00:28:54,066 --> 00:28:57,343
in a [bleep] frock, he would
have probably [bleep] it.

545
00:28:57,419 --> 00:29:04,683
That's just the way Ozzy was
when he's drunk and loaded.

546
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:08,503
I mean, some<i> ugly, ugly</i> people.

547
00:29:08,523 --> 00:29:10,748
"Well, I wanted to know
what it was like,"

548
00:29:10,766 --> 00:29:13,917
and you're like,
"Oh, for [bleep] sake."

549
00:29:13,919 --> 00:29:16,362
I wasn't a great [bleep]
cheater anyways.

550
00:29:16,513 --> 00:29:18,438
Oh, you were
a [bleep] great cheater.

551
00:29:18,591 --> 00:29:21,182
You [bleep] all her friends,
all the [bleep] staff.

552
00:29:21,202 --> 00:29:23,184
Then you came to me
and [bleep]

553
00:29:23,204 --> 00:29:24,928
every groupie that there was
in the world.

554
00:29:24,947 --> 00:29:26,372
Oh, well, that was part
of the job.

555
00:29:26,523 --> 00:29:28,189
Time for a piss?
Yeah, time for a piss?

556
00:29:28,209 --> 00:29:29,950
That was
an occupational hazard.

557
00:29:31,879 --> 00:29:35,381
When your [bleep] falls off,
don't complain to me.

558
00:29:35,457 --> 00:29:37,274
It's like...

559
00:29:37,293 --> 00:29:39,218
On the "Blizzard" tour,

560
00:29:39,369 --> 00:29:44,948
we were together 24 hours a day
every day.

561
00:29:44,967 --> 00:29:46,617
I was still married
to my ex-wife,

562
00:29:46,635 --> 00:29:48,376
but I was... I fell in love
with Sharon.

563
00:29:48,396 --> 00:29:50,729
We were just having
the time of our lives,

564
00:29:50,806 --> 00:29:53,807
and meanwhile, Ozzy had a wife
and kids back at home.

565
00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:56,810
So it was, you know, a lot.

566
00:29:56,962 --> 00:29:59,738
You could see that there was
a chemistry.

567
00:29:59,890 --> 00:30:02,132
It kinda unfolded rapidly.

568
00:30:02,151 --> 00:30:04,635
But it wasn't something that
it was... it was flaunted

569
00:30:04,637 --> 00:30:06,245
in front of everybody.

570
00:30:06,396 --> 00:30:08,581
It's hard enough working
with someone,

571
00:30:08,732 --> 00:30:12,826
let alone being a partner
with that person.

572
00:30:12,978 --> 00:30:15,070
Life's hard enough as it is

573
00:30:15,089 --> 00:30:16,922
without making it harder

574
00:30:16,999 --> 00:30:21,760
for<i> everyone.</i>

575
00:30:21,912 --> 00:30:23,596
<i>I am Ozzy Osbourne.
I've been</i>

576
00:30:23,672 --> 00:30:25,764
<i>a very extrovert person
best part of my life.</i>

577
00:30:25,841 --> 00:30:28,083
<i>I suppose it's my way
of saying to people,</i>

578
00:30:28,102 --> 00:30:29,935
<i>"Hey, I'm here."</i>

579
00:30:30,012 --> 00:30:31,770
<i>That's what a lot of people
have picked up on me,</i>

580
00:30:31,847 --> 00:30:33,439
<i>the fact that I'm extroverted.</i>

581
00:30:33,590 --> 00:30:35,999
<i>I'm not your normal kind
of rock 'n' roller, you know.</i>

582
00:30:36,018 --> 00:30:39,928
So there was
this boardroom meeting set up

583
00:30:39,947 --> 00:30:43,598
for the head of every department
to meet Ozzy and I.

584
00:30:43,618 --> 00:30:45,843
What are we gonna do
that they're never gonna forget?

585
00:30:45,845 --> 00:30:48,269
So we thought, all right,
well, let's go in,

586
00:30:48,289 --> 00:30:50,197
and we'll get them
doves of peace.

587
00:30:50,349 --> 00:30:52,015
Everybody loves doves.

588
00:30:57,206 --> 00:31:00,615
The dove was a total
freak of nature, if you like.

589
00:31:00,635 --> 00:31:02,450
I was absolutely drunk,
and I was being introduced

590
00:31:02,470 --> 00:31:05,471
to the L.A. branch of CBS.

591
00:31:05,547 --> 00:31:09,533
The original idea was that I had
brought these two doves

592
00:31:09,551 --> 00:31:11,051
to throw up into the air
when I walked in

593
00:31:11,203 --> 00:31:14,221
to make this sort of, like,
joke, like, "I'm here."

594
00:31:14,373 --> 00:31:17,316
We'd been, you know,
having a very happy morning.

595
00:31:17,393 --> 00:31:19,543
And everybody sees the dove,

596
00:31:19,561 --> 00:31:22,321
and they're like, "Oh, oh, oh."
Ahh!

597
00:31:22,398 --> 00:31:25,732
Throw the carcass on the table.

598
00:31:25,885 --> 00:31:27,326
It was not a publicity stunt.

599
00:31:27,477 --> 00:31:28,827
I was just out
of my [bleep] face

600
00:31:28,979 --> 00:31:30,496
on drugs and alcohol,
you know.

601
00:31:30,572 --> 00:31:32,831
And everybody was like...

602
00:31:32,983 --> 00:31:35,742
It just shocked the [bleep]
out of everybody.

603
00:31:35,895 --> 00:31:37,227
They called the security.

604
00:31:37,246 --> 00:31:39,672
The security got us,
ushered us out.

605
00:31:39,748 --> 00:31:41,915
The head of legal
was on the phone for me,

606
00:31:42,067 --> 00:31:45,844
and he said,
"If you ever do that again,

607
00:31:45,996 --> 00:31:49,239
we will absolutely destroy you."

608
00:31:49,258 --> 00:31:53,001
And we're like, "[bleep] you."
Pfft.

609
00:31:53,020 --> 00:31:58,190
As he's saying that, his album
is going out to radio,

610
00:31:58,341 --> 00:32:01,601
and they're getting
all these calls in

611
00:32:01,754 --> 00:32:04,363
from station managers saying,
"This record's unbelievable.

612
00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:07,032
We're playing it
20 times a day."

613
00:32:07,184 --> 00:32:09,593
And then it just spread
like wildfire.

614
00:32:13,098 --> 00:32:16,283
The album went right
into the charts.

615
00:32:16,435 --> 00:32:19,269
The reviews were unbelievable.

616
00:32:19,288 --> 00:32:22,773
Who doesn't love "Crazy Train"?
It's just a classic.

617
00:32:22,791 --> 00:32:25,108
Everyone in America
had an Ozzy album

618
00:32:25,110 --> 00:32:29,537
and knew of Ozzy,
and it was just a miracle.

619
00:32:29,557 --> 00:32:32,224
It was new ground for him,
making that transition

620
00:32:32,301 --> 00:32:34,618
from being a part of a group,
Black Sabbath,

621
00:32:34,620 --> 00:32:36,620
to actually being the front man.

622
00:32:36,638 --> 00:32:39,231
Of course, you know, he always
considered Randy his partner.

623
00:32:42,719 --> 00:32:44,978
We'd finished
the "Blizzard" album,

624
00:32:45,130 --> 00:32:46,554
the first album,

625
00:32:46,574 --> 00:32:49,483
and he'd just done
a small tour of the UK.

626
00:32:49,635 --> 00:32:51,301
There was a break before he was

627
00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,895
going to tour
the rest of the world.

628
00:32:53,914 --> 00:32:58,066
I said, "Do you think you guys
can do this record in a month?"

629
00:32:58,085 --> 00:33:01,754
They did it like that,
and it was brilliant.

630
00:33:01,905 --> 00:33:06,333
♪ Diary of a madman ♪

631
00:33:06,485 --> 00:33:10,670
I remember thinking, wow,
this is gonna be colossal.

632
00:33:10,823 --> 00:33:13,657
It was just wonderfully
wild timing.

633
00:33:13,675 --> 00:33:16,176
It was like one thing after
another was a success, success.

634
00:33:16,328 --> 00:33:19,012
We had a lot of fun
making them albums.

635
00:33:19,164 --> 00:33:20,180
"Blizzard" was still
in the charts

636
00:33:20,332 --> 00:33:22,423
when we put out "Diary."

637
00:33:22,443 --> 00:33:24,501
I think "Blizzard"
and "Diary of a Madman"

638
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:27,112
were two of the finest albums
that ever was made, you know.

639
00:33:27,264 --> 00:33:30,190
Ozzy solo was
very different musically.

640
00:33:30,342 --> 00:33:31,858
The guitar styles were
different,

641
00:33:32,011 --> 00:33:33,285
and the... the clothes
were different.

642
00:33:33,436 --> 00:33:34,620
Everything about it was
different.

643
00:33:36,123 --> 00:33:38,273
It was more... in tune
with the times that it was made.

644
00:33:38,292 --> 00:33:41,852
It's a great feeling to have
success with albums.

645
00:33:41,870 --> 00:33:43,629
It's what you all make
a record for,

646
00:33:43,705 --> 00:33:44,946
and it's just a magic time.

647
00:33:44,965 --> 00:33:48,375
♪ Over the mountain ♪

648
00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:52,304
♪ Take me across the sky ♪

649
00:33:52,455 --> 00:33:55,365
So we went into arenas.
They were selling out.

650
00:33:55,384 --> 00:33:58,368
We had this
huge stage set designed

651
00:33:58,387 --> 00:33:59,978
that was like a castle.

652
00:34:00,055 --> 00:34:01,963
"Diary of a Madman"...
it was the best stage

653
00:34:01,982 --> 00:34:04,207
that I've ever worked with.
It's so cool.

654
00:34:04,226 --> 00:34:07,210
It was like this
gothic archway thing.

655
00:34:09,306 --> 00:34:12,491
Something crazy happened
every night on that tour.

656
00:34:12,568 --> 00:34:15,994
The craziest thing happened
in Des Moines, Iowa.

657
00:34:18,057 --> 00:34:20,724
The bat was
a kind of an accident,

658
00:34:20,742 --> 00:34:23,577
which I did milk somewhat.

659
00:34:23,729 --> 00:34:26,413
I always liked old movies
where they used to have

660
00:34:26,565 --> 00:34:28,489
them custard pie fights.

661
00:34:28,509 --> 00:34:33,086
So it gave me this idea
to throw, instead of pies,

662
00:34:33,238 --> 00:34:35,422
bits of meat and animal parts
into the audience.

663
00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:37,832
I thought it was hilarious.

664
00:34:37,852 --> 00:34:40,927
We had this big hand come out
at the end of the show

665
00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:44,857
that Ozzy was on, and then there
was a catapult in the back

666
00:34:44,933 --> 00:34:50,028
full of raw meat that Ozzy
would throw at the audience.

667
00:34:50,105 --> 00:34:53,514
And the catapult went,
and everybody's covered

668
00:34:53,534 --> 00:34:56,702
in intestines and livers,
and then people would come

669
00:34:56,853 --> 00:34:59,112
with, like, parts of animals,

670
00:34:59,264 --> 00:35:01,540
and they would throw
raw chicken.

671
00:35:01,691 --> 00:35:04,209
Sheep's testicles
and live snakes,

672
00:35:04,361 --> 00:35:06,211
dead rats,
all kinds of things.

673
00:35:06,363 --> 00:35:08,939
Somebody threw this frog
onstage...

674
00:35:08,957 --> 00:35:11,366
the biggest frog I've ever seen
in my life,

675
00:35:11,385 --> 00:35:12,700
and it landed on his back.

676
00:35:14,204 --> 00:35:16,537
I was going hysterical.
I thought it was a baby.

677
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:19,950
And somebody threw a bat.

678
00:35:19,968 --> 00:35:21,209
I just thought it was
a rubber bat,

679
00:35:21,228 --> 00:35:22,728
and I just picked it up.
I put it in my mouth

680
00:35:22,804 --> 00:35:24,788
and crunched down. I just
[bleep] bit into it, you know,

681
00:35:24,790 --> 00:35:27,140
being the [bleep] clown
that I am.

682
00:35:27,292 --> 00:35:30,235
Oh, no, it's real!
You know, it's a real, live bat.

683
00:35:30,387 --> 00:35:33,739
The bat.

684
00:35:33,890 --> 00:35:36,241
Bats are the biggest carriers
of rabies in the world,

685
00:35:36,318 --> 00:35:39,077
and I had to go to the hospital
afterwards,

686
00:35:39,154 --> 00:35:40,487
and they came and started
giving me rabies shots.

687
00:35:40,639 --> 00:35:42,489
And I had one
in each rear.

688
00:35:42,641 --> 00:35:45,642
And I had to have
that every night.

689
00:35:45,644 --> 00:35:48,253
And it was on the news that
Ozzy bit the head off a bat,

690
00:35:48,405 --> 00:35:50,238
and then it just spread
like wildfire.

691
00:35:50,257 --> 00:35:52,983
There were stories
that he will only go on

692
00:35:53,001 --> 00:35:56,595
if he killed so many kittens
before he goes onstage.

693
00:35:56,672 --> 00:35:59,097
It got to the point
where people expected me

694
00:35:59,249 --> 00:36:02,342
to do crazier
and crazier things.

695
00:36:02,494 --> 00:36:04,603
People elaborate,
and Ozzy Osbourne

696
00:36:04,754 --> 00:36:07,606
has been created through them,
not through me.

697
00:36:07,683 --> 00:36:09,942
All I did was get up there
and make a mistake

698
00:36:10,018 --> 00:36:13,503
of biting a head off a bat,
and I tell you what, guys.

699
00:36:13,505 --> 00:36:15,280
It ain't fun when you get
them rabies shots.

700
00:36:15,432 --> 00:36:19,176
If I was sober, I would never
have urinated at the Alamo.

701
00:36:23,457 --> 00:36:25,849
Ozzy was on a bender.

702
00:36:25,851 --> 00:36:27,793
He'd wait for me to sleep
and then slip out.

703
00:36:27,944 --> 00:36:30,520
I decided to hide
all his clothes.

704
00:36:30,522 --> 00:36:32,113
She'd go out
and take my clothes

705
00:36:32,132 --> 00:36:33,540
do I didn't have any clothes
to wear.

706
00:36:33,692 --> 00:36:34,967
In the middle of the night,

707
00:36:35,118 --> 00:36:37,377
Ozzy was looking
for his clothes

708
00:36:37,529 --> 00:36:41,139
to go down and join his mates,
and, um, there weren't any.

709
00:36:41,216 --> 00:36:42,474
And so I thought, I know.

710
00:36:42,551 --> 00:36:44,868
So I put one of her dresses on.
I went out.

711
00:36:44,870 --> 00:36:47,312
And he put on one
of my dresses

712
00:36:47,389 --> 00:36:50,040
and goes down into the bar.

713
00:36:50,058 --> 00:36:52,150
The next day,
they had to do photos.

714
00:36:52,302 --> 00:36:56,304
He kept my dress on,
and they took him to where

715
00:36:56,323 --> 00:36:57,656
the Alamo was.

716
00:37:04,223 --> 00:37:07,057
So he just lifted his dress
and took a piss.

717
00:37:07,059 --> 00:37:09,075
This cop turns up.
"There he is!"

718
00:37:09,228 --> 00:37:10,836
And he got arrested.

719
00:37:10,987 --> 00:37:14,339
And of course, after that,
he was banned from San Antonio.

720
00:37:16,235 --> 00:37:19,252
From what I did with a bat,
the dove, the Alamo,

721
00:37:19,404 --> 00:37:22,906
and all the other [bleep],
I suppose it's...

722
00:37:22,924 --> 00:37:24,424
it was in the spirit
of rock 'n' roll. I don't know.

723
00:37:24,576 --> 00:37:26,351
I didn't mean any harm
to any of it,

724
00:37:26,428 --> 00:37:28,928
apart from the bat, the dove,
the...

725
00:37:29,081 --> 00:37:32,024
It all happened so quickly.
It was like a movie.

726
00:37:32,175 --> 00:37:34,084
You know, when you see bands
in movies,

727
00:37:34,102 --> 00:37:35,861
and they're all
in the van together

728
00:37:35,937 --> 00:37:39,031
and having a great time?
That's the way it was.

729
00:37:41,518 --> 00:37:42,926
Why the [bleep] did I wear

730
00:37:42,928 --> 00:37:44,852
them tassel t-shirts
all the time?

731
00:37:44,872 --> 00:37:46,930
What was wrong with me?

732
00:37:46,932 --> 00:37:49,115
I've never seen this before,
ever.

733
00:37:49,268 --> 00:37:50,208
I thought I'd seen it all.
I don't know.

734
00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:53,119
This is unbelievable.

735
00:37:55,716 --> 00:37:58,550
I wasn't so much looking at me
as looking at Randy.

736
00:37:58,627 --> 00:38:01,628
Just the feel of seeing him
onstage, playing,

737
00:38:01,780 --> 00:38:04,614
I-I kinda was there
for a little bit, you know.

738
00:38:09,212 --> 00:38:10,562
<i>Thank you!</i>

739
00:38:10,639 --> 00:38:12,898
I remember we did a gig
in Knoxville, Tennessee,

740
00:38:13,049 --> 00:38:15,809
and we were driving
from Knoxville, Tennessee,

741
00:38:15,961 --> 00:38:18,812
to Orlando, Florida,
to do a gig with Foreigner.

742
00:38:18,964 --> 00:38:20,964
And we must have got there
about noon,

743
00:38:20,966 --> 00:38:23,075
and Ozzy and I stayed
on the bus.

744
00:38:23,151 --> 00:38:25,410
Ozzy and I were sleeping
in the back of the bus,

745
00:38:25,487 --> 00:38:31,566
and we got woken up
by this huge, huge blast.

746
00:38:31,585 --> 00:38:33,085
Boom!

747
00:38:33,236 --> 00:38:34,419
In the background,

748
00:38:34,571 --> 00:38:37,089
there's like
a big stately home blazing.

749
00:38:37,165 --> 00:38:39,257
I can't understand
what's going on.

750
00:38:39,409 --> 00:38:41,318
It was like being
in a nightmare, you know.

751
00:38:41,336 --> 00:38:44,763
Rudy, our bass player,
was, like, screaming,

752
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:46,840
"Get off the bus!
Get off the bus!"

753
00:38:46,992 --> 00:38:48,600
We go and get out of the bus,
and we had no idea

754
00:38:48,751 --> 00:38:50,176
still what was going on.

755
00:38:50,329 --> 00:38:54,439
I see the tour manager
down on his knees, crying,

756
00:38:54,591 --> 00:38:58,759
"Randy, Rachel." I'm like...
They go like that.

757
00:38:58,779 --> 00:39:01,613
And then there's part
of the airplane sticking up

758
00:39:01,764 --> 00:39:03,506
through the house.

759
00:39:03,525 --> 00:39:05,842
They realized that they had
been on a plane,

760
00:39:05,861 --> 00:39:08,620
and the plane had crashed.

761
00:39:08,697 --> 00:39:11,623
1 or 2 inches lower, it would
have crashed into the bus,

762
00:39:11,774 --> 00:39:13,625
and we would have blown up
right there.

763
00:39:13,776 --> 00:39:15,869
I don't know what the hell
happened that killed them,

764
00:39:16,021 --> 00:39:18,463
but everybody died
on the plane.

765
00:39:18,540 --> 00:39:21,466
<i>Randy Rhoads,
the 25-year-old lead guitarist</i>

766
00:39:21,618 --> 00:39:23,635
<i>for Ozzy Osbourne's group
was killed in a plane crash</i>

767
00:39:23,786 --> 00:39:26,029
<i>this morning
along with two other people...</i>

768
00:39:26,047 --> 00:39:27,639
<i>the pilot of the plane,</i>

769
00:39:27,716 --> 00:39:30,791
<i>also Rachel Youngblood,
the group's hairdresser.</i>

770
00:39:30,811 --> 00:39:32,811
<i>Ozzy Osbourne himself was
in the tour bus</i>

771
00:39:32,888 --> 00:39:34,871
<i>when one of the plane's wings
clipped it,</i>

772
00:39:34,890 --> 00:39:37,223
<i>but Ozzy escaped injury,
we understand.</i>

773
00:39:37,376 --> 00:39:40,543
<i>25-year-old Randy Rhoads
is dead today.</i>

774
00:39:44,900 --> 00:39:47,717
Randy was a gift from God
for Ozzy.

775
00:39:47,736 --> 00:39:49,719
I mean, he was everything
to Ozzy.

776
00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:51,721
I lost a dear friend
in my life,

777
00:39:51,723 --> 00:39:53,331
and I miss him terribly.

778
00:39:57,004 --> 00:40:02,323
After the crash, I would say
that it was a bigger job

779
00:40:02,342 --> 00:40:04,509
for Sharon to keep Ozzy

780
00:40:04,661 --> 00:40:06,903
not only from drinking
or doing drugs,

781
00:40:06,922 --> 00:40:09,906
but to doing damage to himself.

782
00:40:09,925 --> 00:40:13,852
Ozzy still to this day
feels guilty.

783
00:40:13,929 --> 00:40:15,353
"Yeah, if only I was awake,

784
00:40:15,505 --> 00:40:18,339
I would never have let him
get on that plane,"

785
00:40:18,358 --> 00:40:22,861
and, you know, it's something
that Ozzy lives with.

786
00:40:22,938 --> 00:40:26,606
Every single show was a wake
for our friend.

787
00:40:26,758 --> 00:40:34,764
<i>♪ I said, hey,
goodbye to romance, yeah ♪</i>

788
00:40:37,452 --> 00:40:40,045
<i>♪ Goodbye to friends ♪</i>

789
00:40:43,959 --> 00:40:47,034
They'd forget that, you know.
It just gets kinda weird.

790
00:40:47,054 --> 00:40:50,280
<i>♪ To all the past ♪</i>

791
00:40:52,451 --> 00:40:56,061
<i>♪ I guess that we'll meet ♪</i>

792
00:40:56,212 --> 00:40:58,972
<i>♪ We'll meet in the end ♪</i>

793
00:41:04,404 --> 00:41:07,221
I finally got divorced
from my wife,

794
00:41:07,241 --> 00:41:09,148
and I wanted to marry Sharon.

795
00:41:09,301 --> 00:41:11,892
I loved her, and I didn't want
to live without her.

796
00:41:11,912 --> 00:41:16,639
I wanted to start a new family.

797
00:41:16,641 --> 00:41:18,583
Ozzy wanted to get married.

798
00:41:18,660 --> 00:41:21,811
It was just never a big thing
for me, marriage.

799
00:41:21,830 --> 00:41:25,315
Getting a successful album,
tour, you know,

800
00:41:25,317 --> 00:41:27,317
those were the things
that were important.

801
00:41:27,319 --> 00:41:32,489
It was never like, oh, you know,
planning a wedding, unh-unh.

802
00:41:32,491 --> 00:41:35,492
Do you remember the first time
you proposed to me?

803
00:41:35,510 --> 00:41:38,252
- No.
- You do, too.

804
00:41:38,272 --> 00:41:40,997
I know I proposed,
but I don't know where or when.

805
00:41:41,016 --> 00:41:43,349
- Do you remember the second?
- No.

806
00:41:43,502 --> 00:41:45,443
- Any of them?
- No.

807
00:41:45,520 --> 00:41:47,837
- Oh, [bleep] you.
- I don't.

808
00:41:47,856 --> 00:41:49,839
I remember when I married you,
I-I think.

809
00:41:51,343 --> 00:41:52,933
The first time he proposed
to me,

810
00:41:52,953 --> 00:41:55,120
we were at my parents' house.

811
00:41:55,271 --> 00:41:59,015
He asked my father
if he could marry me. So sweet.

812
00:41:59,034 --> 00:42:01,518
It was all very lovely,
and, um, nice,

813
00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:03,444
and we were all excited,

814
00:42:03,463 --> 00:42:05,797
and then the first argument,
he goes out the bloody window

815
00:42:05,948 --> 00:42:08,133
into the garden
and lost the ring.

816
00:42:08,209 --> 00:42:10,635
Shaz, would you just bend
over on your knees, please,

817
00:42:10,787 --> 00:42:12,953
darling, just for one sec?

818
00:42:12,973 --> 00:42:14,380
Oh, with that?
Are you crazy?

819
00:42:14,533 --> 00:42:16,533
I wouldn't go near him
with that.

820
00:42:16,535 --> 00:42:18,626
It'll end up in my back.

821
00:42:18,645 --> 00:42:20,645
<i>His manager, Sharon Arden.</i>

822
00:42:20,797 --> 00:42:22,296
She's the woman I've loved
in my life.

823
00:42:22,316 --> 00:42:24,632
She's my soulmate.

824
00:42:24,651 --> 00:42:27,710
He is the most romantic man
I've ever met in my life.

825
00:42:27,729 --> 00:42:30,380
<i>Sharon is making plans
to wed Ozzy.</i>

826
00:42:30,398 --> 00:42:31,656
<i>It will be his second attempt.</i>

827
00:42:31,733 --> 00:42:33,825
I think actually
he's marrying me

828
00:42:33,976 --> 00:42:37,645
so he doesn't have to give me
20% anymore.

829
00:42:40,225 --> 00:42:42,167
I was still that drunk.

830
00:42:42,243 --> 00:42:43,668
I mean, when we first
got together,

831
00:42:43,745 --> 00:42:45,503
we both would meet drink
for drink.

832
00:42:45,580 --> 00:42:48,581
And then one morning, she says,
"You know what?

833
00:42:48,733 --> 00:42:50,733
I can't do this anymore."

834
00:42:50,735 --> 00:42:52,827
She never drank again.

835
00:42:52,846 --> 00:42:55,738
I said to Ozzy,
"One of us has gotta be sober,

836
00:42:55,757 --> 00:42:57,998
'cause we're never
gonna survive this."

837
00:42:58,018 --> 00:43:00,835
I thought... I just go,
"What's wrong with her?"

838
00:43:00,854 --> 00:43:02,745
It wasn't her.
It's what was wrong with me.

839
00:43:02,764 --> 00:43:06,691
Ozzy's got a great heart,
but unfortunately,

840
00:43:06,843 --> 00:43:11,863
his addiction is bigger
than his heart.

841
00:43:11,940 --> 00:43:14,924
I don't know what I'd do
without her, you know.

842
00:43:14,926 --> 00:43:17,017
Ozzy wanted babies.

843
00:43:17,037 --> 00:43:19,262
Five months
after we were married,

844
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:21,706
I was pregnant.

845
00:43:21,858 --> 00:43:24,525
We were over the moon
when we found out.

846
00:43:24,544 --> 00:43:28,380
We were like, "Yeah!"
So it was very exciting.

847
00:43:28,456 --> 00:43:32,384
Aimee was born,
and it was like, "Here you go.

848
00:43:32,460 --> 00:43:34,277
Tour time again."

849
00:43:34,295 --> 00:43:37,705
Aimee, Ozzy, and I on the road,

850
00:43:37,724 --> 00:43:40,450
and we toured like that forever.

851
00:43:44,973 --> 00:43:46,289
The one tour
that I will never forget

852
00:43:46,307 --> 00:43:48,215
was the Motley Crue tour.

853
00:43:50,737 --> 00:43:52,128
<i>Ow!</i>

854
00:43:52,147 --> 00:43:54,964
We used to have
the wildest times, man.

855
00:43:54,983 --> 00:43:59,560
The "Bark at the Moon" tour
with Motley was over the top.

856
00:43:59,579 --> 00:44:01,746
That tour with Motley Crue,

857
00:44:01,823 --> 00:44:04,249
we used to do
the craziest [bleep].

858
00:44:04,325 --> 00:44:06,976
Is it true that I snorted
a line of ants?

859
00:44:06,995 --> 00:44:09,587
It's incredibly possible,

860
00:44:09,664 --> 00:44:11,923
but do I remember it? No.

861
00:44:12,074 --> 00:44:15,260
I remember one time
in Memphis, Tennessee,

862
00:44:15,336 --> 00:44:17,820
we went to Benihana's.
I had a sake.

863
00:44:17,822 --> 00:44:21,658
And I was drinking it
out of a soup bowl.

864
00:44:23,511 --> 00:44:26,271
The next thing I know,
I wake up in pitch blackness,

865
00:44:26,347 --> 00:44:27,664
and I'm like,
where the [bleep] am I?

866
00:44:27,682 --> 00:44:30,424
These pair of lights
come toward me, and I go,

867
00:44:30,444 --> 00:44:31,443
"What the [bleep] is that?"
And it goes...

868
00:44:32,687 --> 00:44:33,069
...right past me.

869
00:44:34,172 --> 00:44:34,571
I'm feeling like
I wanna take a piss,

870
00:44:36,024 --> 00:44:37,356
and I'm feeling in the dark.
I [bleep] had to piss.

871
00:44:37,509 --> 00:44:41,119
And suddenly it blew like
a whoo!

872
00:44:41,270 --> 00:44:44,122
Cop goes, "When you finish
shaking that thing, mister,

873
00:44:44,199 --> 00:44:47,459
your ass is in jail."
So I was thrown in jail

874
00:44:47,610 --> 00:44:50,369
at 6:00 in the morning.
That's how I got in the jail.

875
00:44:50,522 --> 00:44:52,797
I made it a rule,
never go to a police station,

876
00:44:52,874 --> 00:44:55,282
never pick him up.
"You're a big boy."

877
00:44:56,970 --> 00:44:59,787
I don't know how any of us
survived,

878
00:44:59,806 --> 00:45:01,622
but then it started to twist
on me,

879
00:45:01,641 --> 00:45:04,367
and I started to take
the persona of Ozzy offstage,

880
00:45:04,385 --> 00:45:06,202
and I had to drink
more and more and more

881
00:45:06,221 --> 00:45:08,371
to get what I wanted,
and I didn't wanna be...

882
00:45:08,389 --> 00:45:11,207
really be... and it just twisted
on you, you know?

883
00:45:11,226 --> 00:45:15,820
Is it always like this,
or is this an exception?

884
00:45:17,991 --> 00:45:22,068
Yeah. Yeah, it is.
Come on! Come on!

885
00:45:23,830 --> 00:45:25,404
Yeah.

886
00:45:25,557 --> 00:45:29,149
I never drank socially.
I never took coke socially.

887
00:45:29,169 --> 00:45:30,985
I never smoked dope socially.

888
00:45:31,004 --> 00:45:33,396
I never did anything socially.

889
00:45:33,414 --> 00:45:37,324
I did it to get [bleep] up,
you know?

890
00:45:37,344 --> 00:45:38,735
[bleep] off with the camera.

891
00:45:38,753 --> 00:45:41,904
Sobriety [bleep] sucks.

892
00:45:41,923 --> 00:45:45,850
You think,
"I know I can make him stop.

893
00:45:45,927 --> 00:45:49,579
"If I threaten to leave him,
he'll stop.

894
00:45:49,597 --> 00:45:51,356
"If he knows what
a [bleep] father he is,

895
00:45:51,432 --> 00:45:54,008
"he will definitely learn
a lesson,

896
00:45:54,027 --> 00:45:56,419
and he'll stop."

897
00:45:56,421 --> 00:46:00,514
No. They'll stop when
they want to stop, you know?

898
00:46:00,534 --> 00:46:04,536
You can't make anybody stop,
and if anything, you know,

899
00:46:04,612 --> 00:46:10,858
his success and his... money
just made it all worse.

900
00:46:10,877 --> 00:46:11,934
I wasn't drinking
for pleasure.

901
00:46:11,936 --> 00:46:13,545
I was self-medicating.

902
00:46:13,621 --> 00:46:15,696
We call it "Dutch courage"
in England.

903
00:46:17,292 --> 00:46:20,051
Ozzy was in a bad way
physically,

904
00:46:20,202 --> 00:46:23,279
you know, drunk every day.

905
00:46:23,281 --> 00:46:25,948
I just couldn't take it,

906
00:46:25,967 --> 00:46:28,726
so he'd promised that he would
wait until Kelly was born,

907
00:46:28,803 --> 00:46:32,046
and then he would go
into treatment.

908
00:46:32,065 --> 00:46:35,808
Sharon came up to me.
She said, "I found this place

909
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,644
where teach you to drink
like a gentleman, properly."

910
00:46:38,797 --> 00:46:41,464
I'm going, "That's it.
Why didn't I think of that?

911
00:46:41,482 --> 00:46:43,891
I've been doing it all
[bleep] wrong."

912
00:46:43,910 --> 00:46:45,635
I was there for Kelly's birth.

913
00:46:45,653 --> 00:46:48,471
I remember Kelly being born
as if it was yesterday.

914
00:46:48,473 --> 00:46:51,916
I was born October 27, 1984.

915
00:46:52,068 --> 00:46:55,235
And on October 28, 1984,
my dad flew

916
00:46:55,255 --> 00:46:57,146
to the Betty Ford Clinic
for the first time.

917
00:46:57,165 --> 00:46:59,315
So when I get there, I go,
"Where's the bar?"

918
00:46:59,334 --> 00:47:01,075
She goes, "What?"

919
00:47:01,094 --> 00:47:03,336
"Where's the bar for me
to start drinking?"

920
00:47:03,488 --> 00:47:06,080
"You're in the right place,
but we ain't got a bar."

921
00:47:06,099 --> 00:47:08,916
And then it was like six weeks
without a drink.

922
00:47:08,935 --> 00:47:11,661
But as I was leaving there,
this one woman said to me,

923
00:47:11,679 --> 00:47:12,995
"I've listened to all
these other counselors

924
00:47:13,014 --> 00:47:16,423
"tell you how wonderful
they think you are.

925
00:47:16,443 --> 00:47:19,018
I'm telling you, you're gonna
[bleep] drink again."

926
00:47:19,170 --> 00:47:21,613
She said, "And every time
you pick that glass up,

927
00:47:21,764 --> 00:47:23,339
you're gonna see my face."

928
00:47:23,358 --> 00:47:26,676
How long did Ozzy stay sober
after Betty Ford?

929
00:47:26,678 --> 00:47:31,530
About... 45 minutes.

930
00:47:31,683 --> 00:47:33,199
And every [bleep] time
I picked that drink up,

931
00:47:33,351 --> 00:47:35,852
it wasn't the same anymore,

932
00:47:35,870 --> 00:47:38,278
and I'd see that woman's face
for the longest time.

933
00:47:45,380 --> 00:47:46,804
<i>Hi. My name's Jack Osbourne.</i>

934
00:47:46,881 --> 00:47:49,807
<i>My name is Kelly Lee Osbourne.</i>

935
00:47:49,959 --> 00:47:52,885
<i>I'm Aimee Osbourne, and I'm
the oldest of the children.</i>

936
00:47:53,037 --> 00:47:56,463
<i>My dad is Ozzy.
He's a famous pop star.</i>

937
00:47:56,483 --> 00:47:58,816
<i>I love you, Daddy.</i>

938
00:47:58,968 --> 00:48:02,487
<i>♪ It was the ultimate sin ♪</i>

939
00:48:02,638 --> 00:48:04,989
I think that was 1986.

940
00:48:05,066 --> 00:48:06,658
<i>♪ It was the ultimate sin ♪</i>

941
00:48:06,734 --> 00:48:09,719
I was over the top. I mean,
everything was over the top.

942
00:48:09,737 --> 00:48:11,454
People thought it was camp.

943
00:48:12,815 --> 00:48:14,481
What the [bleep]
was I smoking?

944
00:48:14,501 --> 00:48:16,909
<i>♪ ...ultimate sin ♪</i>

945
00:48:19,914 --> 00:48:22,840
We'd been told we were having
a girl again,

946
00:48:22,992 --> 00:48:26,419
and then when Jack was born
and the doctor said,

947
00:48:26,571 --> 00:48:28,754
"It's a boy"...

948
00:48:28,907 --> 00:48:33,075
When I popped out,
Daddy saw my willy,

949
00:48:33,094 --> 00:48:35,502
and he fainted.

950
00:48:35,522 --> 00:48:37,855
Ozzy fainted
'cause he was drunk.

951
00:48:37,932 --> 00:48:40,858
They're my kids
and I love them all, you know.

952
00:48:41,010 --> 00:48:43,769
I love them all
in different ways, but, I mean,

953
00:48:43,922 --> 00:48:46,531
because they're all different
personalities, you know.

954
00:48:46,682 --> 00:48:48,199
Being aware
of his addiction problems

955
00:48:48,350 --> 00:48:51,369
was something that was...
always been on the radar.

956
00:48:51,446 --> 00:48:53,204
My mum protected us
and shielded us

957
00:48:53,355 --> 00:48:54,931
from so much
until she couldn't.

958
00:48:54,933 --> 00:48:56,933
It didn't affect me
and my brother

959
00:48:56,951 --> 00:48:58,434
the way that it affected
my sister.

960
00:48:58,453 --> 00:49:00,545
The degrees from time to time
would change

961
00:49:00,696 --> 00:49:03,622
of how, you know,
if he would be good or bad

962
00:49:03,775 --> 00:49:06,384
or in the middle somewhere,
but it was always there.

963
00:49:06,461 --> 00:49:08,035
I didn't want all of the chaos.

964
00:49:08,054 --> 00:49:11,222
I just wanted, you know, like,
quiet, normal, you know,

965
00:49:11,373 --> 00:49:13,874
kind of upbringing.

966
00:49:13,893 --> 00:49:18,545
For some reason, birthdays
were always a source of kind of,

967
00:49:18,565 --> 00:49:20,398
"I hope Dad
doesn't act up again."

968
00:49:20,475 --> 00:49:22,625
Like, one of
my first memories is,

969
00:49:22,643 --> 00:49:26,070
it was my third birthday that
my mom videotaped him

970
00:49:26,147 --> 00:49:29,890
doing what he thought he was
being the fun dad.

971
00:49:29,909 --> 00:49:32,243
He locked us all
in a Wendy house,

972
00:49:32,320 --> 00:49:35,321
which is like a kids' playhouse
and went and got his mask...

973
00:49:35,473 --> 00:49:37,248
The prosthetic mask

974
00:49:37,399 --> 00:49:39,475
from the "Bark at the Moon"
music video,

975
00:49:39,494 --> 00:49:42,420
which is terrifying.
It's like a huge wolf mask,

976
00:49:42,497 --> 00:49:45,314
and it had these huge,
fake, sharp fang teeth,

977
00:49:45,333 --> 00:49:46,591
and these gloves with fangs,

978
00:49:46,742 --> 00:49:50,077
and he was like,
"I'll huff, and I'll puff,

979
00:49:50,096 --> 00:49:54,156
and I'll blow this house down,"
and every single kid cried

980
00:49:54,158 --> 00:49:56,675
and had to get picked up
and go home,

981
00:49:56,828 --> 00:49:58,936
and me, Jack, and Aimee thought
it was the most hilarious thing

982
00:49:59,088 --> 00:50:00,921
that we've ever seen.

983
00:50:00,940 --> 00:50:04,258
It's like a total Dr. Jekyll
and Mr. Hyde syndrome.

984
00:50:04,277 --> 00:50:08,337
I'm not... Nobody under
the influence of any alcohol

985
00:50:08,356 --> 00:50:10,782
or drug is the same person.

986
00:50:10,933 --> 00:50:17,029
Ozzy sober is, you know,
the best company in the world.

987
00:50:17,181 --> 00:50:21,626
Funny, entertaining,
kind, sweet,

988
00:50:21,777 --> 00:50:24,278
give you the shirt off his back.

989
00:50:24,297 --> 00:50:33,304
Ozzy using alcohol or drugs...
[bleep]. A complete [bleep].

990
00:50:33,381 --> 00:50:37,141
That's it. It's like
night and day. That's it.

991
00:50:37,293 --> 00:50:42,313
He was [bleep] up.
He was like,

992
00:50:42,390 --> 00:50:46,484
the week before, he was...
he's been on a roll.

993
00:50:46,635 --> 00:50:48,152
Ozzy was on a bender.

994
00:50:48,304 --> 00:50:51,305
We were always [bleep]
fighting, me and Sharon.

995
00:50:51,324 --> 00:50:53,049
And we'd had a couple
of fights,

996
00:50:53,067 --> 00:50:55,159
and it was just building
to something.

997
00:50:55,311 --> 00:51:00,647
You could just feel it.
So I just knew it was coming.

998
00:51:00,667 --> 00:51:06,337
And Ozzy is very rarely calm.
See, before he did it,

999
00:51:06,414 --> 00:51:09,398
so calm and like...

1000
00:51:13,329 --> 00:51:16,180
So God only knows
what combination he was on

1001
00:51:16,332 --> 00:51:20,834
or whatever it was,
whether he was sniffing glue

1002
00:51:20,854 --> 00:51:22,687
or dog's arses
or whatever it was,

1003
00:51:22,763 --> 00:51:25,264
but it frightened
the [bleep] out of me.

1004
00:51:25,416 --> 00:51:30,010
I felt the calmest
I'd ever felt in my life.

1005
00:51:30,029 --> 00:51:33,939
It was like serenity.
It was like I was looking...

1006
00:51:34,092 --> 00:51:38,035
It was just...
Everything was just peaceful.

1007
00:51:38,112 --> 00:51:40,279
And I put the kids to bed,
bathe them.

1008
00:51:40,431 --> 00:51:43,432
We had a nanny living
at the house then.

1009
00:51:43,451 --> 00:51:46,377
And I was just sat down,
reading,

1010
00:51:46,454 --> 00:51:52,032
and he... he's, um,
he came into the room.

1011
00:51:52,051 --> 00:51:56,445
I had no idea who was sat
across from me on the sofa,

1012
00:51:56,464 --> 00:51:58,948
but it wasn't my husband.

1013
00:51:58,966 --> 00:52:02,451
He goes to a stage where he gets
this look in his eyes

1014
00:52:02,453 --> 00:52:05,788
where you can't, um...

1015
00:52:05,806 --> 00:52:08,065
there's shutters, you know?

1016
00:52:08,142 --> 00:52:10,476
Shutters were down on his eyes,

1017
00:52:10,628 --> 00:52:12,962
and I just couldn't get
through to him,

1018
00:52:12,980 --> 00:52:15,072
and he'd just said,
"We've come to a decision

1019
00:52:15,224 --> 00:52:16,741
that you've got to die."

1020
00:52:16,892 --> 00:52:20,319
♪ The flames get higher
and higher ♪

1021
00:52:20,471 --> 00:52:22,747
And, you know, he was calm,
very, very calm,

1022
00:52:22,898 --> 00:52:27,251
and then just suddenly,
he lunged across at me.

1023
00:52:33,651 --> 00:52:36,001
And just dived on me
and started to choke me.

1024
00:52:36,154 --> 00:52:39,505
He got me down on the ground
on top of me,

1025
00:52:39,657 --> 00:52:41,766
and I was feeling for stuff
on the table,

1026
00:52:41,917 --> 00:52:44,677
and I felt the panic button,
and I just pressed it.

1027
00:52:44,829 --> 00:52:47,605
And, um...

1028
00:52:47,756 --> 00:52:54,612
next thing I know...
the cops were there.

1029
00:52:58,859 --> 00:52:59,933
Does it make you feel
uncomfortable

1030
00:52:59,953 --> 00:53:01,285
- when you talk about it?
- Sorry?

1031
00:53:01,437 --> 00:53:02,787
Does it make you feel
uncomfortable

1032
00:53:02,863 --> 00:53:04,363
- when you talk about it?
- Well, it's not exactly

1033
00:53:04,515 --> 00:53:07,032
one of my greatest [bleep]
achievements.

1034
00:53:07,185 --> 00:53:08,350
All I could think of
was the kids

1035
00:53:08,369 --> 00:53:09,702
and "You're not gonna do it.

1036
00:53:09,854 --> 00:53:11,778
"You're just not gonna
take me out.

1037
00:53:11,798 --> 00:53:15,449
There's no way I'm leaving
my kids."

1038
00:53:15,468 --> 00:53:18,469
So it was, um...

1039
00:53:18,620 --> 00:53:23,599
probably the most frightened
that I've ever been.

1040
00:53:30,132 --> 00:53:31,890
"Why am I here?" He says,

1041
00:53:32,043 --> 00:53:33,985
"What, you want me to read
your charge?"

1042
00:53:34,136 --> 00:53:37,730
So he read...
"John Michael has been arrested

1043
00:53:37,882 --> 00:53:40,307
for attempted murder
of Sharon Osbourne."

1044
00:53:40,326 --> 00:53:43,477
And I'm like, "Is this a joke?"
He says, "I'm not joking."

1045
00:53:43,496 --> 00:53:45,663
He says, "You're going
to court in a bit."

1046
00:53:45,740 --> 00:53:47,223
That hit me like...

1047
00:53:47,241 --> 00:53:50,334
It was like a [bleep] hammer
between the eyes.

1048
00:53:50,411 --> 00:53:58,067
And I was very, very surprised
when she dropped the charges.

1049
00:54:00,662 --> 00:54:01,846
So you thought about
getting a divorce?

1050
00:54:01,997 --> 00:54:06,242
Oh, God, yeah. Yeah.

1051
00:54:06,260 --> 00:54:12,248
I was, you know,
looking at all my options

1052
00:54:12,266 --> 00:54:15,526
I had left in my life,
and my option, you know,

1053
00:54:15,677 --> 00:54:19,938
divorce, all of them, I was
looking at everything. Okay.

1054
00:54:20,091 --> 00:54:22,258
What is going to be
the best for my kids?

1055
00:54:22,276 --> 00:54:24,943
What is gonna be the best
for me?

1056
00:54:25,096 --> 00:54:28,947
And thank God the judge
put him in treatment

1057
00:54:29,100 --> 00:54:32,877
for six months,
so I had time on my hands

1058
00:54:33,028 --> 00:54:37,106
to really think about what
I should do

1059
00:54:37,108 --> 00:54:40,609
and "I don't want your money.
I don't want your [bleep],

1060
00:54:40,611 --> 00:54:42,887
"but if you do this to me again,

1061
00:54:43,038 --> 00:54:46,282
"either I'm gonna kill you,
or you're gonna kill me,

1062
00:54:46,284 --> 00:54:48,450
and do you want that
for the kids?"

1063
00:54:48,452 --> 00:54:51,120
I could have killed Sharon,

1064
00:54:51,122 --> 00:54:53,064
and that's a desolate feeling.

1065
00:54:53,215 --> 00:54:56,216
She's my soulmate. I love her.

1066
00:54:56,235 --> 00:54:59,570
For some reason, any time
something crazy happened,

1067
00:54:59,721 --> 00:55:02,965
it was always followed by,
like, a trip to Hawaii

1068
00:55:02,967 --> 00:55:06,393
or, um, a vacation somewhere,

1069
00:55:06,412 --> 00:55:07,912
and I think to be honest
with you,

1070
00:55:07,988 --> 00:55:12,658
things like that is why I hate
going on holiday.

1071
00:55:12,810 --> 00:55:14,752
I don't like going to places
where there's a beach

1072
00:55:14,903 --> 00:55:17,922
and there is sun,
because it reminds me

1073
00:55:17,998 --> 00:55:21,500
of being a kid,
and that was what we did

1074
00:55:21,652 --> 00:55:23,427
after Dad did something bad.

1075
00:55:23,504 --> 00:55:27,414
Yes, they love each other.
They're business partners.

1076
00:55:27,433 --> 00:55:30,917
They have kids. They've both
kind of created this,

1077
00:55:30,937 --> 00:55:34,939
you know,
brand and empire together.

1078
00:55:35,090 --> 00:55:41,445
It's... maybe worth the fight
every now and then.

1079
00:55:41,522 --> 00:55:45,841
I was really... lonely
without Ozzy.

1080
00:55:45,860 --> 00:55:49,011
I really, really missed him.

1081
00:55:49,029 --> 00:55:52,772
I missed
his stupid, bloody jokes

1082
00:55:52,792 --> 00:55:57,944
and even his untidiness.
I really, really missed him.

1083
00:55:57,964 --> 00:56:00,689
I hated being without him.

1084
00:56:00,708 --> 00:56:05,194
But Ozzy was very, very
frightened when he came out,

1085
00:56:05,212 --> 00:56:07,713
and so he... when he was
in the house,

1086
00:56:07,865 --> 00:56:12,143
he definitely watched
what he was doing.

1087
00:56:12,219 --> 00:56:15,646
He was frightened, too.
He'd frightened himself.

1088
00:56:17,799 --> 00:56:20,133
<i>The new drug and alcohol-free
Ozzy Osbourne</i>

1089
00:56:20,153 --> 00:56:22,544
<i>is a fitness fanatic.</i>

1090
00:56:22,563 --> 00:56:25,214
He'd work out for two,
three hours at a time,

1091
00:56:25,232 --> 00:56:27,883
constant, you know, nonstop,
won't take a break.

1092
00:56:27,885 --> 00:56:29,718
It's good fun, though.

1093
00:56:29,737 --> 00:56:31,720
Don't I look
like I'm having good fun?

1094
00:56:31,739 --> 00:56:32,905
He drives himself crazy,

1095
00:56:33,057 --> 00:56:34,147
'cause if he doesn't do it
each day,

1096
00:56:34,167 --> 00:56:36,725
then he gets really annoyed
with himself.

1097
00:56:36,744 --> 00:56:40,562
Get fit! And die quicker.

1098
00:56:40,564 --> 00:56:43,174
Ozzy was doing really well.

1099
00:56:43,250 --> 00:56:46,084
He was, you know,
he was working out.

1100
00:56:46,237 --> 00:56:49,238
He was... He was trying to be
the best Ozzy

1101
00:56:49,256 --> 00:56:51,682
that he could be for us.
He was...

1102
00:56:51,833 --> 00:56:56,169
He was trying his best.
He really was.

1103
00:57:02,269 --> 00:57:03,510
<i>♪ Times have changed ♪</i>

1104
00:57:03,529 --> 00:57:06,104
After the darkness
of the end of the '80s,

1105
00:57:06,257 --> 00:57:09,516
I started the '90s with one
of my biggest albums.

1106
00:57:09,535 --> 00:57:12,686
But I had no idea
that I might not tour again.

1107
00:57:12,705 --> 00:57:15,355
<i>♪ Mama, I'm coming home ♪</i>

1108
00:57:15,374 --> 00:57:17,524
Hello. My name's Mr. Osbourne.

1109
00:57:17,543 --> 00:57:19,101
I was wondering if it was
possible to speak to my wife,

1110
00:57:19,103 --> 00:57:20,878
Mrs. Sharon Osbourne.

1111
00:57:20,955 --> 00:57:25,049
♪ You could have been
a better friend to me ♪

1112
00:57:25,125 --> 00:57:30,446
"No More Tears" was a big,
big album for Ozzy.

1113
00:57:30,464 --> 00:57:33,282
Four times platinum.

1114
00:57:33,284 --> 00:57:38,229
♪ It hurts so bad,
it's been so long ♪

1115
00:57:38,380 --> 00:57:42,215
♪ Mama, I'm coming home ♪

1116
00:57:44,144 --> 00:57:47,238
♪ Selfish love,
yeah, we're both alone ♪

1117
00:57:47,314 --> 00:57:50,741
Ozzy had said, you know,
"This song's for you

1118
00:57:50,818 --> 00:57:52,726
"'cause I'm coming home. I'm...

1119
00:57:52,745 --> 00:57:55,637
"I think I've had enough
of doing all of this,

1120
00:57:55,639 --> 00:57:58,082
and I'm coming home,"

1121
00:57:58,158 --> 00:58:01,977
and it was just...
I still adore the song.

1122
00:58:01,996 --> 00:58:04,255
Adore it.

1123
00:58:04,331 --> 00:58:06,090
♪ 'Cause, Mama ♪

1124
00:58:06,241 --> 00:58:13,430
♪ Mama, I'm coming home ♪

1125
00:58:13,507 --> 00:58:16,825
I mean, now I'm selling
more records than ever.

1126
00:58:16,827 --> 00:58:18,418
I'm playing to bigger audiences
than ever.

1127
00:58:18,437 --> 00:58:23,256
My record "No More Tears"
is selling like crazy over here.

1128
00:58:23,276 --> 00:58:25,167
It's my biggest-selling record
to date.

1129
00:58:31,342 --> 00:58:36,954
Dad's always had...
a weird gait

1130
00:58:37,105 --> 00:58:40,124
to his walk and, like,
this tremor,

1131
00:58:40,200 --> 00:58:44,186
and a doctor diagnosed him
with multiple sclerosis.

1132
00:58:44,204 --> 00:58:46,688
And back then, with M.S.,
it was like,

1133
00:58:46,707 --> 00:58:50,592
get a good TV remote, because
you're gonna end up bedridden.

1134
00:58:52,638 --> 00:58:55,455
And the doctor said
"a little bit of M.S."

1135
00:58:55,474 --> 00:58:57,141
It's like saying
you're a little bit pregnant.

1136
00:58:57,217 --> 00:58:58,475
You either are or you're
[bleep] not, I think.

1137
00:58:58,627 --> 00:59:00,477
I don't know.

1138
00:59:00,629 --> 00:59:05,707
We knew that something
wasn't....right with my dad.

1139
00:59:05,726 --> 00:59:09,486
And we saw a doctor
after doctor after doctor.

1140
00:59:09,563 --> 00:59:12,214
So I figured out, too,
but, you know,

1141
00:59:12,232 --> 00:59:13,973
I spent the whole of the week,
you know.

1142
00:59:13,993 --> 00:59:15,475
I said... He said,
"I want to run some tests."

1143
00:59:15,494 --> 00:59:17,052
I said, "Whatever you gotta do,

1144
00:59:17,054 --> 00:59:18,311
"if you keep me here
for a [bleep] year,

1145
00:59:18,331 --> 00:59:21,165
I've just gotta find out
one way or the other."

1146
00:59:21,316 --> 00:59:23,650
And the doctor, you know,
he goes,

1147
00:59:23,669 --> 00:59:26,319
"You do not have M.S."

1148
00:59:26,339 --> 00:59:28,730
And I said, "I never thought
I [bleep] did."

1149
00:59:28,749 --> 00:59:32,584
You know, it turns out
that I had a hereditary

1150
00:59:32,736 --> 00:59:34,419
non-specific tremor.

1151
00:59:34,572 --> 00:59:36,013
It's very rare, what I have.

1152
00:59:36,164 --> 00:59:37,906
They give me a small amount
of medication,

1153
00:59:37,925 --> 00:59:41,577
and I'm okay with it.
I don't tremor anymore.

1154
00:59:41,595 --> 00:59:45,338
A lot of it was probably
to do with excessive drug use

1155
00:59:45,358 --> 00:59:52,588
and alcohol use at the time,
and his body was just... shot.

1156
00:59:52,606 --> 00:59:54,865
He did a lot of cocaine
in the '80s.

1157
00:59:57,945 --> 01:00:00,929
This is, uh, supposed

1158
01:00:00,948 --> 01:00:02,764
to be my farewell tour.

1159
01:00:04,618 --> 01:00:05,951
We'll see.

1160
01:00:08,047 --> 01:00:12,365
And he did one last tour.
He did the "No More Tours" tour.

1161
01:00:12,385 --> 01:00:16,220
It was the final leg of touring
the "No More Tears" album,

1162
01:00:16,371 --> 01:00:19,390
and it was like the
"Goodbye, Ozzy" kind of thing.

1163
01:00:19,541 --> 01:00:22,134
It's the end of the road,
baby. I'm coming home.

1164
01:00:22,286 --> 01:00:24,453
- Really?
- Yeah, really,

1165
01:00:24,455 --> 01:00:26,955
I'm coming home finally.

1166
01:00:26,974 --> 01:00:29,124
- Then let's go home.
- All right, let's go.

1167
01:00:29,126 --> 01:00:32,403
It's my farewell tour.

1168
01:00:32,554 --> 01:00:34,479
The reason for being that
is because

1169
01:00:34,632 --> 01:00:36,648
I still wanna make records,
but I wanna spend less time

1170
01:00:36,800 --> 01:00:38,558
on the road, because getting
on the bus was 12 hours...

1171
01:00:38,577 --> 01:00:41,486
it's not
a very glamorous lifestyle.

1172
01:00:41,639 --> 01:00:44,973
It paid its toll on me
because now my head

1173
01:00:44,992 --> 01:00:47,084
still thinks that my ass
is 21, you know.

1174
01:00:47,235 --> 01:00:51,830
I remember his last show,

1175
01:00:51,982 --> 01:00:54,925
and I remember the fireworks
going off at the end.

1176
01:00:59,173 --> 01:01:02,007
Something like, "I'll be back,"

1177
01:01:02,159 --> 01:01:04,584
and then I remember us
just going home to England.

1178
01:01:07,665 --> 01:01:09,923
We went home,
and it was the summertime,

1179
01:01:09,942 --> 01:01:13,426
and we'd just moved
into our Welders House,

1180
01:01:13,446 --> 01:01:16,763
and it was like heaven, perfect.

1181
01:01:16,782 --> 01:01:19,098
Aah! No!

1182
01:01:19,118 --> 01:01:20,692
The kids had the best time.

1183
01:01:20,844 --> 01:01:24,029
This is Daddy.

1184
01:01:24,181 --> 01:01:29,776
And it was just...
a really, really great time

1185
01:01:29,795 --> 01:01:32,779
because there was no pressure
to do anything.

1186
01:01:32,798 --> 01:01:35,615
Aah! Aah!
You little...

1187
01:01:35,634 --> 01:01:37,359
It was good.
Dad was in a really good place.

1188
01:01:37,377 --> 01:01:40,787
He was really kind of,
you know,

1189
01:01:40,806 --> 01:01:43,623
kind of settling into, you know,
the notion of retired life.

1190
01:01:43,642 --> 01:01:50,372
The kids had the best time
with their dad.

1191
01:01:50,390 --> 01:01:55,486
It was definitely the longest
time of being with their dad,

1192
01:01:55,637 --> 01:01:57,546
just doing family.

1193
01:01:57,564 --> 01:02:00,899
That's all Ozzy did,
was his family.

1194
01:02:01,051 --> 01:02:05,645
So he wasn't drinking
and using,

1195
01:02:05,664 --> 01:02:07,981
and he was just great.

1196
01:02:11,504 --> 01:02:13,729
He usually ends up sleeping
in the kitchen with the dogs,

1197
01:02:13,747 --> 01:02:17,674
and he lives in it.
That's his room...

1198
01:02:17,751 --> 01:02:19,325
the couch on the kitchen.

1199
01:02:19,345 --> 01:02:21,327
Whenever Dad was home,

1200
01:02:21,347 --> 01:02:22,662
I always got the feeling
he was bored,

1201
01:02:22,681 --> 01:02:24,163
like he never... even though

1202
01:02:24,183 --> 01:02:26,241
he complains to this day
about touring,

1203
01:02:26,243 --> 01:02:28,076
he's not good at home.

1204
01:02:28,095 --> 01:02:30,503
Like, I literally just remember
him as, like,

1205
01:02:30,523 --> 01:02:32,005
the dude on the couch.

1206
01:02:32,024 --> 01:02:33,857
<i>♪ Do-do-do-do-do ♪</i>

1207
01:02:33,934 --> 01:02:36,101
You know, he'd pick me up
from school occasionally,

1208
01:02:36,253 --> 01:02:38,195
but he was always...
I always just got the feeling

1209
01:02:38,272 --> 01:02:41,198
like he was like,
"Well, what do I do? I'm here.

1210
01:02:41,275 --> 01:02:43,867
I'm... and this is not
what I'm good at."

1211
01:02:43,944 --> 01:02:46,370
Dad, that's sick.

1212
01:02:46,521 --> 01:02:50,189
And I suddenly realized that
Ozzy belongs on the road.

1213
01:02:50,209 --> 01:02:55,028
You know, Ozzy is, um, I mean,
I felt like a caged animal.

1214
01:02:55,047 --> 01:02:58,774
I bought different toys
and all kinds of things.

1215
01:02:58,792 --> 01:03:00,609
"My dad's like,

1216
01:03:00,627 --> 01:03:01,885
I'm gonna get a bicycle.
I want to ride a bike,"

1217
01:03:03,389 --> 01:03:04,054
because the guy at the bike shop
was also giving him weed,

1218
01:03:05,132 --> 01:03:06,056
you know, small, like,
English village.

1219
01:03:07,785 --> 01:03:10,727
But it... I just remember him...

1220
01:03:10,879 --> 01:03:13,713
It was like his purpose in life
got taken away from him.

1221
01:03:13,732 --> 01:03:16,215
Now I'm ready to come out
and go crazy again, you know.

1222
01:03:16,235 --> 01:03:17,401
'Cause I really missed
my audience.

1223
01:03:17,477 --> 01:03:19,218
I really missed...

1224
01:03:19,238 --> 01:03:21,129
There's not a thrill
in the world like a...

1225
01:03:21,148 --> 01:03:23,723
a... like a great show,
you know.

1226
01:03:26,320 --> 01:03:27,911
And then it was like,

1227
01:03:28,063 --> 01:03:30,229
you've gotta get back
to the real world,

1228
01:03:30,249 --> 01:03:32,641
and so it was like, all right,

1229
01:03:32,659 --> 01:03:35,085
we should do Lollapalooza

1230
01:03:35,236 --> 01:03:36,736
and, you know,
things like that,

1231
01:03:36,755 --> 01:03:40,591
and then the... the agent
called back and said,

1232
01:03:40,667 --> 01:03:43,485
"Oh, no, you know, they don't
want Ozzy on Lollapalooza.

1233
01:03:43,487 --> 01:03:44,744
He's not cool enough,"

1234
01:03:44,763 --> 01:03:48,247
and I'm like,
how dare they say that?!

1235
01:03:50,844 --> 01:03:52,102
And my mom was like,
"[bleep] you.

1236
01:03:52,253 --> 01:03:53,753
We're gonna start
our own festival."

1237
01:03:53,772 --> 01:03:56,331
- Whoo!
- Metal rules!

1238
01:03:56,350 --> 01:03:58,667
Yeah, let's do our own
[bleep] thing.

1239
01:03:58,685 --> 01:04:02,929
And that's how we came up
with Ozzfest.

1240
01:04:05,175 --> 01:04:07,100
Welcome to Ozzfest.

1241
01:04:08,362 --> 01:04:10,679
What makes Ozzfest so special

1242
01:04:10,697 --> 01:04:15,441
is that every outcast,
every kid that was told

1243
01:04:15,461 --> 01:04:18,629
that they were weird for what
they listened to

1244
01:04:18,780 --> 01:04:20,705
and what they dressed like

1245
01:04:20,858 --> 01:04:23,875
got to come together
in one place

1246
01:04:24,027 --> 01:04:26,470
and be accepted
and be themselves

1247
01:04:26,546 --> 01:04:29,640
and have the best day
of their lives.

1248
01:04:29,716 --> 01:04:31,141
This is the best day
of my whole life,

1249
01:04:31,292 --> 01:04:33,126
and it's gonna be awesome.
Whoo!

1250
01:04:35,147 --> 01:04:36,980
Ozzfest was our summer camp.

1251
01:04:37,057 --> 01:04:39,316
We would get out of school
and the next day

1252
01:04:39,393 --> 01:04:41,467
be on a flight to wherever
it was starting.

1253
01:04:41,487 --> 01:04:46,490
Mum actually started to book
the tour

1254
01:04:46,566 --> 01:04:48,492
in accordance
with our school schedule.

1255
01:04:56,151 --> 01:04:57,501
Don't let Ozzy down,

1256
01:04:57,577 --> 01:04:59,485
because he's backstage listening
to your asses right now!

1257
01:05:01,173 --> 01:05:03,322
I'll go out there,
and I wanna give them

1258
01:05:03,342 --> 01:05:06,159
my heart and soul, and I really
wanna do that every night,

1259
01:05:06,178 --> 01:05:08,345
and sometimes I can,
but sometimes I can't,

1260
01:05:08,422 --> 01:05:10,329
and when I can't,
I'm a pissed-off son of a bitch,

1261
01:05:10,349 --> 01:05:13,074
and when I can, I'm the happiest
guy in the world.

1262
01:05:13,093 --> 01:05:14,685
<i>Thank you! Good night...</i>

1263
01:05:14,761 --> 01:05:19,523
Ozzfest was a big success,
but when the TV show took off,

1264
01:05:19,599 --> 01:05:20,982
things got really
[bleep] weird.

1265
01:05:27,941 --> 01:05:29,700
I went from sold-out shows
and Ozzfest

1266
01:05:29,776 --> 01:05:32,093
to having TV cameras
in my house.

1267
01:05:32,112 --> 01:05:34,596
Where did that come from?

1268
01:05:41,863 --> 01:05:45,273
Turn the [bleep] thing off!
It's driving me mad, man!

1269
01:05:45,275 --> 01:05:47,108
<i>♪ Crazy ♪</i>

1270
01:05:47,127 --> 01:05:49,277
People would come into our house
and go,

1271
01:05:49,296 --> 01:05:50,536
"Is it always like this?"

1272
01:05:50,556 --> 01:05:53,114
- Jack!
- Oh, jeez.

1273
01:05:53,133 --> 01:05:53,965
Why don't you shut
the [bleep] up?

1274
01:05:54,117 --> 01:05:55,133
Oh!

1275
01:05:55,285 --> 01:05:57,227
We would go, what?

1276
01:05:57,378 --> 01:05:59,454
- Aah!
- Stop screaming!

1277
01:06:01,792 --> 01:06:04,383
We just do what we do,
and many people would say,

1278
01:06:04,403 --> 01:06:05,819
"You have to film this."

1279
01:06:08,648 --> 01:06:10,131
The success of the show,

1280
01:06:10,150 --> 01:06:15,637
I think, really turned my dad
into a household name.

1281
01:06:15,655 --> 01:06:17,730
And I think when "The Osbournes"
came out,

1282
01:06:17,750 --> 01:06:19,899
he was worried
that he was no longer

1283
01:06:19,918 --> 01:06:22,735
gonna get the validation
from his fans

1284
01:06:22,755 --> 01:06:24,737
because he'd become
so vulnerable.

1285
01:06:24,757 --> 01:06:27,740
Well, listen, I was a TV star.

1286
01:06:27,760 --> 01:06:30,001
I'm thinking, this is
[bleep] unbelievable.

1287
01:06:30,153 --> 01:06:31,595
She won't come out.

1288
01:06:31,671 --> 01:06:33,096
Sharon!

1289
01:06:33,173 --> 01:06:35,581
The one part of the show
that I thought was funny

1290
01:06:35,601 --> 01:06:38,751
when Lola the bulldog puked.

1291
01:06:40,831 --> 01:06:43,832
I mean, it was for real.
That's the way we are,

1292
01:06:43,850 --> 01:06:45,333
dog poop and all.

1293
01:06:45,352 --> 01:06:49,504
Um, to be Ozzy Osbourne,
it could be worse.

1294
01:06:49,523 --> 01:06:51,523
I could be Sting.

1295
01:06:51,675 --> 01:06:53,675
He'd crossed over, you know?

1296
01:06:53,693 --> 01:06:56,845
He'd made that leap
from being the guy

1297
01:06:56,863 --> 01:07:01,349
on the poster in
your teenage son's bedroom

1298
01:07:01,368 --> 01:07:04,294
to now the guy on the TV
in the family living room,

1299
01:07:04,445 --> 01:07:07,372
and Mom and Dad loved him
just as much in a different way.

1300
01:07:07,524 --> 01:07:10,025
Sharon, I will say
very slowly,

1301
01:07:10,043 --> 01:07:14,696
"It is not my band, and I don't
wanna do any promotions."

1302
01:07:14,714 --> 01:07:17,198
- Do you wanna do it?
- Yes.

1303
01:07:17,200 --> 01:07:21,036
Seeing the fact
that my father is a father

1304
01:07:21,054 --> 01:07:23,038
and a good father
and despite his flaws,

1305
01:07:23,040 --> 01:07:26,632
and a rock star,

1306
01:07:26,652 --> 01:07:30,879
it'd trip people out,
and it made them... love him.

1307
01:07:30,881 --> 01:07:34,716
I love you all. I love you
more than life itself.

1308
01:07:34,734 --> 01:07:36,493
You're all [bleep] mad.

1309
01:07:36,644 --> 01:07:38,887
It was the first time that any
sort of celebrity

1310
01:07:38,905 --> 01:07:40,572
had opened up their home,

1311
01:07:40,724 --> 01:07:43,983
but yet they related
to our family.

1312
01:07:44,002 --> 01:07:48,154
Their old man couldn't work
a remote control either.

1313
01:07:48,173 --> 01:07:52,400
The people that really matter
were the public,

1314
01:07:52,419 --> 01:07:54,419
and the public related
and loved Ozzy.

1315
01:07:57,999 --> 01:08:00,091
In one respect,
it was fantastic.

1316
01:08:00,243 --> 01:08:02,243
But I'm glad it ended
when it did,

1317
01:08:02,262 --> 01:08:05,263
because when you've got cameras
in your house 24/7,

1318
01:08:05,415 --> 01:08:07,082
you start to feel like

1319
01:08:07,100 --> 01:08:08,525
a [bleep] experiment,
you know?

1320
01:08:08,602 --> 01:08:12,270
When you become a TV star,
you're in people's homes,

1321
01:08:12,422 --> 01:08:18,943
and it's so much bigger than
actually being a rock star.

1322
01:08:19,096 --> 01:08:21,854
It's like from here to here.

1323
01:08:21,874 --> 01:08:23,522
What a fantastic audience

1324
01:08:23,542 --> 01:08:25,024
we have tonight.

1325
01:08:25,043 --> 01:08:29,604
Celebrities, Hollywood stars.

1326
01:08:29,606 --> 01:08:31,456
Ozzy Osbourne.

1327
01:08:34,111 --> 01:08:35,460
Ozzy "Ozburn."

1328
01:08:35,612 --> 01:08:37,128
Ozzy "Ozburn."

1329
01:08:37,280 --> 01:08:39,114
Ozzy "Ozburn."

1330
01:08:39,132 --> 01:08:41,282
I just love that.

1331
01:08:41,284 --> 01:08:44,452
Aah!

1332
01:08:44,471 --> 01:08:47,731
I thought, how did that happen?

1333
01:08:47,807 --> 01:08:49,958
Oh, my! Look who's there!

1334
01:08:49,976 --> 01:08:52,794
I know that that made
my dad feel very special.

1335
01:08:52,812 --> 01:08:57,799
Being the boy from Birmingham
who grew up with nothing

1336
01:08:57,817 --> 01:09:03,988
to... being invited
to the White House.

1337
01:09:04,141 --> 01:09:06,658
Ozzy, Mom loves your stuff.

1338
01:09:07,978 --> 01:09:10,903
You know that level
of success,

1339
01:09:10,923 --> 01:09:13,481
you know it's gonna come down.

1340
01:09:13,500 --> 01:09:16,259
You fire an arrow pointed
up to the stratosphere,

1341
01:09:16,411 --> 01:09:17,910
it's gonna come back down.

1342
01:09:17,930 --> 01:09:19,745
Everything is so good.

1343
01:09:19,765 --> 01:09:21,747
I'm always like
one of these people,

1344
01:09:21,767 --> 01:09:25,251
like, you know,
typical Jewish mother.

1345
01:09:25,270 --> 01:09:28,087
Something's gonna happen.
It can't be this good, you know?

1346
01:09:28,106 --> 01:09:29,422
When I found out, seriously,

1347
01:09:29,441 --> 01:09:30,941
it was like someone
stabbed me in the chest.

1348
01:09:32,669 --> 01:09:33,276
You think something like that
can never come into your family.

1349
01:09:34,613 --> 01:09:36,595
But when it does,
it's just a really big shock.

1350
01:09:36,615 --> 01:09:38,006
At first, you're like,
oh, [bleep],

1351
01:09:38,024 --> 01:09:39,783
what are we gonna do now?

1352
01:09:39,859 --> 01:09:43,769
You don't accept it, but you
don't ignore it, you know.

1353
01:09:43,789 --> 01:09:46,848
The diagnosis was
colon cancer.

1354
01:09:46,866 --> 01:09:49,608
On one hand, we're the biggest
thing since sliced bread

1355
01:09:49,628 --> 01:09:52,462
for five minutes,
and then when they told me

1356
01:09:52,539 --> 01:09:54,613
my wife's got colon cancer,
I was like,

1357
01:09:54,633 --> 01:09:57,358
it's like a bad dream.

1358
01:09:57,377 --> 01:10:00,619
We're doing our own version
of "ER."

1359
01:10:00,639 --> 01:10:02,046
So this is your first,
first, first, right?

1360
01:10:02,199 --> 01:10:04,032
Just like a virgin.

1361
01:10:04,034 --> 01:10:06,551
- Be gentle, Gabriel.
- I'll be very gentle.

1362
01:10:06,703 --> 01:10:08,553
Do they put you to sleep?

1363
01:10:08,705 --> 01:10:10,463
<i>They give you a pill,
and the pain goes away.</i>

1364
01:10:10,482 --> 01:10:13,483
<i>I'm not frightened.
I'm not any of that.</i>

1365
01:10:13,634 --> 01:10:14,800
I love you.

1366
01:10:14,820 --> 01:10:17,061
I remember everything
just felt like,

1367
01:10:17,214 --> 01:10:18,655
oh, my God.
We're gonna lose my mom.

1368
01:10:18,806 --> 01:10:22,217
This is... We can't do this.
Like, this is terrible.

1369
01:10:22,235 --> 01:10:24,068
And then when my dad found out,

1370
01:10:24,221 --> 01:10:26,496
it... it sent him
over the deep end,

1371
01:10:26,647 --> 01:10:29,724
like literally sent him
over the deep end.

1372
01:10:29,743 --> 01:10:32,002
Ozzy was self-medicating
because of everything

1373
01:10:32,078 --> 01:10:34,562
that had happened with me.

1374
01:10:34,581 --> 01:10:38,324
Watching my mum be sick,
he could not handle.

1375
01:10:38,343 --> 01:10:43,996
He started drinking and using
more than I had ever seen him.

1376
01:10:44,016 --> 01:10:46,257
Someone has been in my room

1377
01:10:46,409 --> 01:10:49,668
and taken my bed
away from my room.

1378
01:10:49,688 --> 01:10:52,096
- I don't think so, darling.
- Uh...

1379
01:10:52,249 --> 01:10:53,931
Who would do that?

1380
01:10:55,602 --> 01:10:58,102
'Cause I had kind of swallowed
the pill

1381
01:10:58,255 --> 01:10:59,771
that she ain't gonna make it.

1382
01:10:59,923 --> 01:11:02,532
Ozzy!

1383
01:11:02,683 --> 01:11:06,202
But in that, you could see
how much he loved her,

1384
01:11:06,354 --> 01:11:09,781
how much he adored my mum,

1385
01:11:09,933 --> 01:11:11,041
even though he made
the whole process

1386
01:11:11,192 --> 01:11:13,359
so much harder.

1387
01:11:16,548 --> 01:11:20,533
Ozzy and Kelly recorded
a cover of "Changes,"

1388
01:11:20,552 --> 01:11:23,961
and they were going
to promote it in Europe

1389
01:11:24,114 --> 01:11:26,038
so they were in England.

1390
01:11:26,058 --> 01:11:27,891
<i>♪ She is my baby ♪</i>

1391
01:11:29,619 --> 01:11:32,120
"Changes" was always

1392
01:11:32,138 --> 01:11:33,879
one of my favorite
Black Sabbath songs.

1393
01:11:33,899 --> 01:11:37,792
<i>♪ But it's too late now ♪</i>

1394
01:11:37,811 --> 01:11:39,127
It was written by me

1395
01:11:39,145 --> 01:11:41,738
and the guys from Sabbath
a long time ago.

1396
01:11:45,985 --> 01:11:48,894
It was my first number one
in England for years.

1397
01:11:48,914 --> 01:11:57,662
<i>♪ We're going through changes ♪</i>

1398
01:11:57,814 --> 01:11:59,756
And it was a huge hit
for the both of us,

1399
01:11:59,833 --> 01:12:04,260
<i>♪ Changes ♪</i>

1400
01:12:04,337 --> 01:12:07,505
To have your first number one
with your dad

1401
01:12:07,657 --> 01:12:12,160
and for it to be your dad's
first number one was magic.

1402
01:12:12,178 --> 01:12:13,344
You guys were flawless.

1403
01:12:13,496 --> 01:12:15,012
Great. I love you.
I love you.

1404
01:12:15,165 --> 01:12:17,181
But if ever there
was a moment in my family

1405
01:12:17,334 --> 01:12:20,593
where everything seems good,

1406
01:12:20,612 --> 01:12:23,929
I sit there and I'm like,
"What's coming?"

1407
01:12:23,949 --> 01:12:26,507
A lovely day today.

1408
01:12:28,695 --> 01:12:30,845
I'm just gonna go lap around
the field.

1409
01:12:34,793 --> 01:12:36,292
Oz!

1410
01:12:39,798 --> 01:12:41,614
Oz!
Ozzy, can you breathe?

1411
01:12:41,633 --> 01:12:44,300
Someone get back
and get an ambulance.

1412
01:12:44,377 --> 01:12:45,784
Get an ambulance!

1413
01:12:45,804 --> 01:12:47,620
I was live on a TV show
in England,

1414
01:12:47,639 --> 01:12:49,864
promoting the single,

1415
01:12:49,883 --> 01:12:52,700
and a policeman walked
into the studio

1416
01:12:52,719 --> 01:12:56,037
and was standing by the camera,
and I was like,

1417
01:12:56,055 --> 01:12:59,298
oh, my God.
I'm about to get arrested.

1418
01:12:59,317 --> 01:13:01,376
The policeman walked me
into a room,

1419
01:13:01,394 --> 01:13:03,153
handed me a phone

1420
01:13:03,229 --> 01:13:05,229
and said, "It's your mum,"

1421
01:13:05,382 --> 01:13:07,973
and my mum
was going through chemo

1422
01:13:07,993 --> 01:13:12,144
at that time, and my mum said,
"I need you to sit down."

1423
01:13:12,164 --> 01:13:13,646
What's wrong?

1424
01:13:13,665 --> 01:13:15,056
She said to me,
"Your dad's had an accident.

1425
01:13:15,074 --> 01:13:16,482
"We don't know what's going on.

1426
01:13:16,501 --> 01:13:17,667
"We don't know
if he's gonna make it.

1427
01:13:17,818 --> 01:13:19,836
I need you to get to him."

1428
01:13:19,987 --> 01:13:21,562
- Is Dad all right?
- He's got bleeding in one lung,

1429
01:13:21,581 --> 01:13:24,582
and they might have to go in
and operate on that.

1430
01:13:24,734 --> 01:13:27,660
They've got a specialist
on the way to see him.

1431
01:13:27,679 --> 01:13:29,921
- [bleep], that's bad.
- Big-time, Jack.

1432
01:13:30,073 --> 01:13:32,590
They took me
to Wexham Hospital,

1433
01:13:32,742 --> 01:13:35,259
and he came out of surgery.
They wouldn't let me see him.

1434
01:13:35,412 --> 01:13:38,170
And they... he was in a coma,
but at one point,

1435
01:13:38,190 --> 01:13:40,190
I had a mother in intensive care
in L.A.,

1436
01:13:40,341 --> 01:13:42,841
and a father
in intensive care in England.

1437
01:13:42,861 --> 01:13:44,919
<i>Osbourne fractured
eight ribs,</i>

1438
01:13:44,938 --> 01:13:48,013
<i>cracked a vertebrae in his neck,
and broke his collarbone.</i>

1439
01:13:48,033 --> 01:13:50,033
<i>He underwent emergency surgery.</i>

1440
01:13:50,184 --> 01:13:52,109
And as soon as I'd got
the call, I'm like, okay,

1441
01:13:52,262 --> 01:13:54,429
which is the first flight
out of here?

1442
01:13:54,447 --> 01:13:56,689
I remember landing at Heathrow,

1443
01:13:56,708 --> 01:13:58,099
and the police were waiting
for me

1444
01:13:58,101 --> 01:14:00,710
to take me straight
to the hospital,

1445
01:14:00,787 --> 01:14:03,546
and your husband's lying there
in a coma,

1446
01:14:03,698 --> 01:14:07,108
and there's, you know, tubes
coming out of everywhere

1447
01:14:07,126 --> 01:14:10,887
in his body, and it was just...

1448
01:14:11,038 --> 01:14:14,182
brutal, absolutely brutal.

1449
01:14:20,306 --> 01:14:24,141
And in typical Ozzy style,
he discharged himself.

1450
01:14:24,294 --> 01:14:26,385
They were all, "You know,
you can't do this.

1451
01:14:26,404 --> 01:14:28,071
You're gonna die.
There's no way."

1452
01:14:28,222 --> 01:14:29,739
Okay, I'm going home
with eight broken ribs,

1453
01:14:29,890 --> 01:14:33,134
broken neck,
smashed collarbone.

1454
01:14:33,136 --> 01:14:35,636
Every part or my body feels
like I've been thrown

1455
01:14:35,655 --> 01:14:37,488
off a [bleep] building.

1456
01:14:37,640 --> 01:14:41,066
I'm never riding
a [bleep] bike again, ever.

1457
01:14:41,086 --> 01:14:44,645
He came through it,
and that is why

1458
01:14:44,647 --> 01:14:48,833
instances like this that
my father has always seemed

1459
01:14:48,985 --> 01:14:50,743
so invincible to me.

1460
01:14:50,762 --> 01:14:54,079
He is the real Iron Man.

1461
01:14:54,099 --> 01:14:56,173
I'm just a very fortunate man
to be still here

1462
01:14:56,326 --> 01:14:57,583
talking to you about my life.

1463
01:14:57,602 --> 01:15:00,161
You think, "Oh, this family's
got a curse,"

1464
01:15:00,179 --> 01:15:02,272
but yet
so many great things happen.

1465
01:15:02,423 --> 01:15:06,167
But it's always been like
a 4-ring circus,

1466
01:15:06,185 --> 01:15:07,926
our life, you know?

1467
01:15:07,946 --> 01:15:11,096
It's like...

1468
01:15:11,116 --> 01:15:15,026
My blood work is completely
clear of cancer,

1469
01:15:15,178 --> 01:15:18,288
and I finish my treatment
in January.

1470
01:15:21,034 --> 01:15:23,200
That feeling's
pretty damn good,

1471
01:15:23,353 --> 01:15:25,461
to be told you're cancer-free.

1472
01:15:25,613 --> 01:15:29,448
- Yeah!
- And that's just Sharon.

1473
01:15:29,467 --> 01:15:33,044
She's unbelievable. She...
Nothing fazes her.

1474
01:15:33,196 --> 01:15:34,953
My heart was breaking
every night onstage.

1475
01:15:34,973 --> 01:15:36,213
I put on a brave face,

1476
01:15:36,366 --> 01:15:37,548
but when you've got
a broken heart

1477
01:15:37,700 --> 01:15:39,792
'cause someone that you love
has got sick,

1478
01:15:39,811 --> 01:15:41,978
you can't pretend not to have
a broken heart.

1479
01:15:42,129 --> 01:15:45,631
She's doing
[bleep] great, man.

1480
01:15:45,650 --> 01:15:50,061
I owe my life to Sharon.

1481
01:15:50,213 --> 01:15:53,472
The thought of losing her was
just absolutely unbearable.

1482
01:15:53,491 --> 01:15:58,977
When the chemo was over,
Sharon's cancer was gone.

1483
01:16:05,078 --> 01:16:06,894
<i>Can you visualize yourself
doing this at 50 years old,</i>

1484
01:16:06,913 --> 01:16:08,579
- <i>playing rock 'n' roll?</i>
- <i>No.</i>

1485
01:16:08,731 --> 01:16:12,750
<i>I mean, I suppose I'll still be
involved in some form of music</i>

1486
01:16:12,902 --> 01:16:14,585
<i>one way or other,
but I don't think I'll be</i>

1487
01:16:14,737 --> 01:16:17,329
<i>doing it at this pace
another 15 years.</i>

1488
01:16:19,409 --> 01:16:22,593
Retiring? [bleep] off.

1489
01:16:24,914 --> 01:16:27,172
Are you ready?

1490
01:16:27,192 --> 01:16:29,675
I just turned 70.

1491
01:16:29,694 --> 01:16:34,179
Ozzy, happy [bleep]
birthday, mate! Yeah!

1492
01:16:34,199 --> 01:16:36,273
- I'm sober today.
- Love you.

1493
01:16:36,426 --> 01:16:38,534
And, you know,
and yesterday I was sober.

1494
01:16:38,611 --> 01:16:40,036
The day before that,
I was sober.

1495
01:16:40,187 --> 01:16:42,038
And I don't plan
on getting drunk today,

1496
01:16:42,115 --> 01:16:43,522
but I don't know.

1497
01:16:51,441 --> 01:16:54,125
I can honestly tell you

1498
01:16:54,277 --> 01:16:55,943
I never thought
he would get sober.

1499
01:16:55,945 --> 01:16:59,055
I just didn't realize
how much more I was capable

1500
01:16:59,206 --> 01:17:00,464
of loving him
when he was sober.

1501
01:17:00,617 --> 01:17:04,468
He is a different person,
completely.

1502
01:17:04,621 --> 01:17:06,804
One's too many,
and 10's not enough,

1503
01:17:06,956 --> 01:17:09,232
and that's so [bleep] true.

1504
01:17:09,383 --> 01:17:10,883
When you wake up,
and you don't like

1505
01:17:10,902 --> 01:17:12,568
the way you feel
every morning, you go,

1506
01:17:12,720 --> 01:17:14,478
something's gotta go
one way or the other.

1507
01:17:14,631 --> 01:17:16,239
I just didn't like me anymore.

1508
01:17:27,234 --> 01:17:29,827
He is known as
the Prince of Darkness,

1509
01:17:29,979 --> 01:17:31,570
but this morning,
for the first time,

1510
01:17:31,589 --> 01:17:33,906
legendary rocker Ozzy Osbourne,

1511
01:17:33,925 --> 01:17:36,241
alongside his wife and manager
Sharon,

1512
01:17:36,261 --> 01:17:39,336
is shedding light
on a private health battle

1513
01:17:39,489 --> 01:17:41,580
and the moment he says
everything changed

1514
01:17:41,599 --> 01:17:42,840
last February.

1515
01:17:50,333 --> 01:17:52,591
I had a bad fall.

1516
01:17:52,610 --> 01:17:54,110
I had to have surgery
on my neck,

1517
01:17:54,187 --> 01:17:56,187
which screwed all
my nerves in,

1518
01:17:56,339 --> 01:17:58,948
and I found out that I have,
uh...

1519
01:17:59,025 --> 01:18:04,603
It's, um Parkin 2,
which is a form of Parkinson's.

1520
01:18:09,610 --> 01:18:12,295
The initial shock is,
"I've got Parkinson's!"

1521
01:18:12,446 --> 01:18:14,112
But nobody knows
what the [bleep] it is.

1522
01:18:14,132 --> 01:18:18,116
I didn't know anything about it
apart from the name.

1523
01:18:18,136 --> 01:18:25,199
He's been diagnosed
with full-onset Parkinson's.

1524
01:18:25,218 --> 01:18:27,218
Why should it be
a dirty little secret?

1525
01:18:27,370 --> 01:18:30,221
So if anybody out there
gets diagnosed,

1526
01:18:30,373 --> 01:18:34,984
don't be afraid to ask
questions.

1527
01:18:35,135 --> 01:18:39,655
It was at a place where...

1528
01:18:39,807 --> 01:18:42,717
you can't run from it,
you can't hide from it.

1529
01:18:42,735 --> 01:18:44,218
Something's wrong.

1530
01:18:44,237 --> 01:18:46,070
I'm no good with secrets.

1531
01:18:46,222 --> 01:18:48,498
I cannot walk around
with it anymore.

1532
01:18:48,649 --> 01:18:51,242
Because it's like I'm running
out of excuses, you know.

1533
01:18:51,394 --> 01:18:53,244
He may not be able to run
up and down

1534
01:18:53,396 --> 01:18:55,579
like he used to onstage,

1535
01:18:55,732 --> 01:18:57,081
but it's still about the voice,

1536
01:18:57,233 --> 01:18:58,841
and he's still
a funny [bleep].

1537
01:18:58,993 --> 01:19:01,752
Nothing can take that away.
Nothing.

1538
01:19:01,904 --> 01:19:04,238
Number one question
from me was,

1539
01:19:04,257 --> 01:19:06,849
is it a terminal illness?

1540
01:19:07,001 --> 01:19:09,018
And the guy says,
"No, but life is."

1541
01:19:09,095 --> 01:19:12,188
It's just another thing on my
plate that I gotta deal with.

1542
01:19:12,339 --> 01:19:15,173
I'm not in the slightest
worried about it.

1543
01:19:15,193 --> 01:19:16,934
Just no hiding it now.

1544
01:19:17,086 --> 01:19:22,757
He's in a position to help
a lot of people.

1545
01:19:22,775 --> 01:19:23,199
He can become a really amazing
source of inspiration

1546
01:19:26,186 --> 01:19:27,611
for a lot of people
living with this disease.

1547
01:19:31,434 --> 01:19:32,433
You know what?

1548
01:19:32,435 --> 01:19:34,526
Life goes on.

1549
01:19:34,546 --> 01:19:39,382
But right now, right here today,
I'm [bleep] great.

1550
01:19:42,220 --> 01:19:44,220
'cause I ain't done yet,
you know?

1551
01:19:44,297 --> 01:19:46,722
I got a lot left.

1552
01:19:46,874 --> 01:19:48,449
And we're doing that album,
which is

1553
01:19:48,467 --> 01:19:51,060
the best medication
I've had all along.

1554
01:19:53,456 --> 01:19:56,399
Doing the record
with Andrew Watt saved my life.

1555
01:19:58,903 --> 01:20:01,737
He's always had a funny walk,
so [bleep] it.

1556
01:20:01,889 --> 01:20:04,632
You know?
This ain't nothing different.

1557
01:20:04,650 --> 01:20:07,726
No pity.
He doesn't need pity.

1558
01:20:07,745 --> 01:20:09,412
He just needs a stage.

1559
01:20:14,493 --> 01:20:16,660
You know,
Ozzy's always been a man

1560
01:20:16,813 --> 01:20:22,333
of the people,
which for me is... is just

1561
01:20:22,485 --> 01:20:24,093
one of the things
I love about him.

1562
01:20:27,599 --> 01:20:30,082
My audience is better
than any drugs,

1563
01:20:30,101 --> 01:20:34,328
alcohol, sex, woman,
relationship,

1564
01:20:34,347 --> 01:20:37,014
apart from my immediate family,
I mean.

1565
01:20:37,166 --> 01:20:40,851
I mean, it's the best love
affair of my life, my audience.

1566
01:20:41,003 --> 01:20:44,280
I think he feels an obligation
to himself

1567
01:20:44,431 --> 01:20:46,841
and I think he feels
an obligation to his fans,

1568
01:20:46,859 --> 01:20:49,434
and that's, I think,
the sign of good music,

1569
01:20:49,454 --> 01:20:52,270
is because it hasn't skipped
a generation.

1570
01:20:52,290 --> 01:20:55,958
His music has touched
every generation,

1571
01:20:56,035 --> 01:21:00,704
you know, that's been exposed
to it since it came out.

1572
01:21:03,542 --> 01:21:06,877
I think that the audience has
a sense of that could be me.

1573
01:21:07,029 --> 01:21:11,715
I think he's a regular bloke.

1574
01:21:11,868 --> 01:21:15,627
He does these wild things
that seem dangerous

1575
01:21:15,647 --> 01:21:17,462
and may actually be dangerous,

1576
01:21:17,482 --> 01:21:22,543
and we... we receive
that information as freedom.

1577
01:21:22,561 --> 01:21:27,990
And the idea of being free
like Ozzy is very exciting.

1578
01:21:30,828 --> 01:21:33,162
I don't think Ozzy is similar
to anybody.

1579
01:21:33,313 --> 01:21:35,406
To me, Ozzy's just original.

1580
01:21:35,558 --> 01:21:39,151
So you get stripes for that
in my book.

1581
01:21:39,170 --> 01:21:41,653
He's like the godfather
of... of metal.

1582
01:21:41,673 --> 01:21:43,989
The guy's no joke.
He... He... He lives it.

1583
01:21:44,008 --> 01:21:45,749
He did party
and all that other stuff,

1584
01:21:45,902 --> 01:21:47,751
but I respect him as an artist,

1585
01:21:47,904 --> 01:21:51,588
and he really gives his all
for his performances

1586
01:21:51,741 --> 01:21:53,924
and to give the fans
something they want.

1587
01:21:54,076 --> 01:21:55,426
I'm 23, and I feel like

1588
01:21:55,578 --> 01:21:57,687
sometimes I can't do
a [bleep] tour,

1589
01:21:57,838 --> 01:22:01,023
but Ozzy's still crushing 'em
and kicking ass to this day.

1590
01:22:01,175 --> 01:22:03,359
I think it's pretty bad-ass.
It's incredible.

1591
01:22:03,510 --> 01:22:07,345
You can't be defined
as this one thing

1592
01:22:07,365 --> 01:22:09,865
when you're someone like Ozzy.

1593
01:22:10,017 --> 01:22:15,262
He's one of the only people
that, maybe other than Bowie,

1594
01:22:15,281 --> 01:22:17,114
that I can think of
that smiles onstage.

1595
01:22:17,266 --> 01:22:20,284
He always has a huge smile
on his face

1596
01:22:20,436 --> 01:22:21,936
like he's gonna burst out
laughing,

1597
01:22:21,954 --> 01:22:26,106
or he is laughing,
and that is so infectious,

1598
01:22:26,108 --> 01:22:28,275
especially in a genre where
everybody's trying to

1599
01:22:28,294 --> 01:22:31,721
out-grimace everybody else,
out-tough everybody else,

1600
01:22:31,872 --> 01:22:33,889
and Ozzy is just
at the center of it,

1601
01:22:34,041 --> 01:22:36,559
like, with this giant grin
on his face the whole time.

1602
01:22:36,710 --> 01:22:37,560
Like, "When do you think
he's gonna retire?"

1603
01:22:37,711 --> 01:22:39,211
I'm like,
"Look at him up there.

1604
01:22:39,230 --> 01:22:41,213
Look at the smile on his face.
He ain't going nowhere."

1605
01:22:43,550 --> 01:22:44,900
Talking to him, I'm like,

1606
01:22:44,977 --> 01:22:46,885
"Do you feel like
you've done it?"

1607
01:22:46,904 --> 01:22:49,797
And he's like, "No."
And that kills me.

1608
01:22:49,815 --> 01:22:57,805
He's never sat back and gone,
"I'm good. I did it."

1609
01:22:57,823 --> 01:23:00,732
There's guilt and shame
associated with his journey.

1610
01:23:00,752 --> 01:23:04,236
I think you never feel
like you've made it.

1611
01:23:04,255 --> 01:23:06,146
That's the paranoia
that you always have.

1612
01:23:06,165 --> 01:23:09,984
As soon as you kick back and you
think you've made it, it's over.

1613
01:23:10,002 --> 01:23:12,410
You always feel like you're one
second away from being done.

1614
01:23:15,916 --> 01:23:18,826
Both Black Sabbath
and his solo material

1615
01:23:18,844 --> 01:23:22,420
were the, uh,
the playbook for heavy metal.

1616
01:23:22,440 --> 01:23:24,607
I don't know what music
would be like

1617
01:23:24,758 --> 01:23:27,017
if it weren't for the influence
of Ozzy.

1618
01:23:27,169 --> 01:23:28,760
It's everywhere.

1619
01:23:44,537 --> 01:23:46,870
Ozzy changed everything.

1620
01:23:47,023 --> 01:23:48,872
♪ All day long
I think of things ♪

1621
01:23:49,025 --> 01:23:52,042
♪ But nothing seems to satisfy ♪

1622
01:23:52,194 --> 01:23:54,194
♪ Think I'll lose my mind ♪

1623
01:23:54,213 --> 01:23:55,805
His voice is his legacy.

1624
01:23:55,956 --> 01:24:00,050
It's so instantly...
identifiable.

1625
01:24:00,202 --> 01:24:02,886
You hear one note,
you know that's Ozzy.

1626
01:24:03,039 --> 01:24:05,648
♪ Occupy my brain ♪

1627
01:24:05,799 --> 01:24:09,059
Everything you wanna say
is right there in the music.

1628
01:24:12,398 --> 01:24:16,400
He constantly works at trying
to be a better person,

1629
01:24:16,552 --> 01:24:18,327
trying with his sobriety,

1630
01:24:18,478 --> 01:24:22,056
becoming a better father,
being a good granddad.

1631
01:24:22,074 --> 01:24:27,503
and just constantly,
constantly trying to be better.

1632
01:24:27,654 --> 01:24:30,655
I love that about him.

1633
01:24:30,675 --> 01:24:32,399
I think people love my father
for the same reasons

1634
01:24:32,418 --> 01:24:33,917
I love my father.

1635
01:24:34,070 --> 01:24:36,178
He is
the most irresistible madman

1636
01:24:36,255 --> 01:24:38,739
you will ever meet
in your life.

1637
01:24:38,757 --> 01:24:43,352
Pearl's class is singing
"Crazy Train"

1638
01:24:43,503 --> 01:24:45,262
at their school play. Um...

1639
01:24:50,344 --> 01:24:52,603
I don't know.
It's just... It's kinda cool.

1640
01:24:54,607 --> 01:24:57,274
You know, yeah, he's done a lot
of, like, [bleep] weird things

1641
01:24:57,426 --> 01:24:58,850
and he's been [bleep]
at times,

1642
01:24:58,870 --> 01:25:01,704
but, like, his contributions
have been far greater

1643
01:25:01,780 --> 01:25:05,282
than any of his faults.

1644
01:25:08,604 --> 01:25:10,462
Like, that's how
he should be remembered.

1645
01:25:17,613 --> 01:25:21,223
And then I'll [bleep]
do an encore.

1646
01:25:21,375 --> 01:25:23,800
I'm the Prince of Darkness.

1647
01:25:25,897 --> 01:25:27,563
This right here was
the very first tattoo

1648
01:25:27,714 --> 01:25:29,214
when I was about 14.

1649
01:25:29,233 --> 01:25:30,215
My father kicked
my [bleep] ass

1650
01:25:30,234 --> 01:25:31,808
when I got home with it.

1651
01:25:31,961 --> 01:25:35,070
And I bought some Indian ink.
I did that myself.

1652
01:25:35,222 --> 01:25:37,464
That was done in prison
by a guy

1653
01:25:37,466 --> 01:25:39,575
who was doing life
for [bleep] killing somebody.

1654
01:25:39,726 --> 01:25:42,986
The thing about tattoos is
a tattoo is not just for now.

1655
01:25:43,139 --> 01:25:44,655
It's for the rest
of your [bleep] life.

1656
01:25:44,807 --> 01:25:46,640
But you know what?
Another thing.

1657
01:25:46,659 --> 01:25:48,417
Tattoos [bleep] hurt.

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