1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:04,680 This programme contains strong language, language which some viewers 2 00:00:04,720 --> 00:00:07,696 might find offensive and discussions which some viewers might find upsetting. 3 00:00:07,720 --> 00:00:10,120 Hands by your side. Sit. 4 00:00:13,760 --> 00:00:15,480 For the select few, 5 00:00:15,520 --> 00:00:17,200 this process might make them. 6 00:00:18,280 --> 00:00:20,040 But for the majority of these celebrities... 7 00:00:20,080 --> 00:00:21,120 Guards! 8 00:00:22,600 --> 00:00:24,320 ..it will completely break them. 9 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:26,040 Hands. Walk. 10 00:00:28,440 --> 00:00:29,520 Let's move! 11 00:00:29,560 --> 00:00:31,240 Incoming, let's go! 12 00:00:31,280 --> 00:00:32,600 In this series... 13 00:00:32,640 --> 00:00:33,640 Squeeze it in! 14 00:00:33,680 --> 00:00:35,880 ..16 celebrity recruits... 15 00:00:35,920 --> 00:00:37,440 Crawl! Zip it! 16 00:00:37,480 --> 00:00:39,440 ..will leave their glamorous lives behind. 17 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:42,400 Lay down on the ground! 18 00:00:42,440 --> 00:00:43,520 Get in there! 19 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:46,080 They will be put through the most gruelling stages 20 00:00:46,120 --> 00:00:47,960 of SAS selection... 21 00:00:48,960 --> 00:00:49,960 Down! 22 00:00:50,960 --> 00:00:53,960 ..by an elite team of ex-special forces soldiers. 23 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:55,480 Honesty, integrity, trust, 24 00:00:55,520 --> 00:00:58,880 everything we've installed in you from day one! Everything! 25 00:00:58,920 --> 00:01:01,280 No allowances or exceptions will be made. 26 00:01:01,320 --> 00:01:02,560 Get on your stomach! 27 00:01:02,600 --> 00:01:04,800 I'm not scared of getting dirty, 28 00:01:04,840 --> 00:01:06,440 but I'm going to have to change these. 29 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:08,400 I can just about open my car door. 30 00:01:08,440 --> 00:01:10,000 Go! Wow! Wow, wow... Woah, woah. 31 00:01:10,040 --> 00:01:14,360 My mum does not want me to do this. She's scared I'm gonna get injured. 32 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:16,336 I think she's really, really not looking forward to that. 33 00:01:16,360 --> 00:01:18,000 Get in to it! I've seen pressure... 34 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:20,200 I need support! Now! 35 00:01:20,240 --> 00:01:22,040 ..so what I'm gonna face on this course 36 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:23,280 is water off a duck's back. 37 00:01:23,320 --> 00:01:24,520 Take him down! Ow! 38 00:01:25,920 --> 00:01:27,200 Oww! Like an injured slug. 39 00:01:27,240 --> 00:01:29,480 Lift up your boat! 40 00:01:29,520 --> 00:01:31,240 No other test asks as much... 41 00:01:31,280 --> 00:01:33,000 You've got it! Let's go! 42 00:01:33,040 --> 00:01:34,120 Well done, ZoZo. 43 00:01:34,160 --> 00:01:35,400 ..or means as much. 44 00:01:36,880 --> 00:01:39,800 Well done. ..to the few who make it through. 45 00:01:39,840 --> 00:01:42,320 Welcome to your worst nightmare. 46 00:01:59,720 --> 00:02:00,760 Come on! 47 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:14,840 Erm... 48 00:02:14,880 --> 00:02:16,120 where was you brought up? 49 00:02:16,160 --> 00:02:17,320 Chester. 50 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:19,560 Cheshire. Oh, really? Yeah. 51 00:02:19,600 --> 00:02:21,080 D'you know where I was brought up? 52 00:02:21,120 --> 00:02:22,120 Essex. 53 00:02:22,160 --> 00:02:23,960 You ever seen The Only Way Is Essex before? 54 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:26,281 Yeah, oh, yeah, of course. Have you really? Course I have! 55 00:02:27,120 --> 00:02:29,800 While the other celebrity recruits sleep, 56 00:02:29,840 --> 00:02:32,040 number one, Matt Hancock, 57 00:02:32,080 --> 00:02:34,800 and number two, James Argent, 58 00:02:34,840 --> 00:02:36,640 have been tasked with night duty. 59 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:40,040 How did you start off becoming an MP? 60 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:43,840 Did you do A-levels and, er... Yeah. What did you study at uni? 61 00:02:43,880 --> 00:02:46,800 I studied politics, philosophy and economics. 62 00:02:48,200 --> 00:02:50,280 Obviously, you have to study politics. 63 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:52,080 You don't have to. 64 00:02:52,120 --> 00:02:54,240 Erm... And what party are you part of? 65 00:02:54,280 --> 00:02:55,560 Conservative. Yeah. 66 00:02:57,240 --> 00:02:59,920 Boris Johnson, d'you reckon he'll be pleased for you doing this? 67 00:02:59,960 --> 00:03:02,280 I have no idea. I haven't talked to him about it. 68 00:03:02,320 --> 00:03:04,280 I have no idea what he'll think. 69 00:03:11,120 --> 00:03:12,560 Can I make an announcement? 70 00:03:14,120 --> 00:03:16,080 Mayor Hancock's birthday, everyone. 71 00:03:16,120 --> 00:03:17,280 Oh, God! Oh, God. 72 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:20,240 Right, they need to be extra nice to us. 73 00:03:21,760 --> 00:03:23,440 I think the opposite will happen. 74 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:31,200 Three days of persistent tropical rain 75 00:03:31,240 --> 00:03:33,040 have caused the camp to flood. 76 00:03:34,240 --> 00:03:35,640 Let's go, let's go! 77 00:03:37,280 --> 00:03:38,320 You 'eard, move. 78 00:03:38,360 --> 00:03:39,920 Woo! It's like a river. 79 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:43,000 ♪ Down by the river! ♪ 80 00:03:43,040 --> 00:03:45,520 Everybody get down and start pushing press ups out, now! 81 00:03:46,680 --> 00:03:49,160 Get down and start pushing out press ups, now! 82 00:03:51,560 --> 00:03:53,480 This ain't Joe Maplin's holiday camp. 83 00:03:55,040 --> 00:03:56,480 Singing and giggling... 84 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:01,680 Shut up! Zip it. 85 00:04:02,680 --> 00:04:05,000 When I say go, get on your feet and get on parade. 86 00:04:05,040 --> 00:04:06,040 Go! 87 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:11,200 Stand still, stop splashing around. 88 00:04:11,240 --> 00:04:12,640 Like kids in a puddle. 89 00:04:18,640 --> 00:04:20,160 Think about why you're here. 90 00:04:20,200 --> 00:04:22,680 Think about what you're trying to learn. 91 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:24,240 Find out who you are. 92 00:04:25,400 --> 00:04:28,080 It's about believing in yourself. Resilience. 93 00:04:29,360 --> 00:04:32,120 Courage, conviction, determination. 94 00:04:33,120 --> 00:04:35,600 Forget the elements. Forget the rain. 95 00:04:35,640 --> 00:04:37,760 The jungle has its own system. 96 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:42,080 One minute you can be sweating like a politician on an honesty test. 97 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:45,040 Secondly you can be wet through like you are right now. 98 00:04:46,480 --> 00:04:48,080 So what? 99 00:04:48,120 --> 00:04:51,320 Positive mindset. That's what makes an operator. 100 00:04:53,240 --> 00:04:54,576 Do you understand where I'm coming from? 101 00:04:54,600 --> 00:04:56,360 Yes, staff. Do you? Yes, staff. 102 00:04:56,400 --> 00:04:58,320 Do you want to be here, seriously? Yes, staff. 103 00:05:00,240 --> 00:05:02,280 When I say go, move with a purpose, 104 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:03,800 like you haven't moved before. 105 00:05:03,840 --> 00:05:04,920 Go! 106 00:05:09,120 --> 00:05:11,080 Celebrities become so used to 107 00:05:11,120 --> 00:05:12,960 everybody blowing smoke up their arse. 108 00:05:13,000 --> 00:05:14,760 You better start switching on now! 109 00:05:14,800 --> 00:05:16,960 Anybody that turns up with an ego, 110 00:05:17,000 --> 00:05:18,720 and don't show respect and have discipline, 111 00:05:18,760 --> 00:05:19,800 they will fail. 112 00:05:21,480 --> 00:05:23,480 Tight! Tighty, tighty, let's go! 113 00:05:23,520 --> 00:05:24,800 Get a fucking move on! 114 00:05:27,040 --> 00:05:29,440 The celebrity recruits will need to start 115 00:05:29,480 --> 00:05:32,440 thinking, and acting, like soldiers. 116 00:05:32,480 --> 00:05:34,160 I want to see you pumping them legs! 117 00:05:34,200 --> 00:05:35,360 Get up here, 15! 118 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:36,840 Have some pride about yourself! 119 00:05:36,880 --> 00:05:40,800 If you have a weak mind, you will soon be reduced to nothing. 120 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:44,720 Come on, just grab a suit, it's not a fashion parade. 121 00:05:47,280 --> 00:05:51,000 Get the blue suit on first, and just check it over. 122 00:05:51,040 --> 00:05:53,280 Any hoods on these suits, tuck them away, 123 00:05:53,320 --> 00:05:55,240 cos you look like fucking bellends. 124 00:05:55,280 --> 00:05:57,640 For the first task of the phase, 125 00:05:57,680 --> 00:06:01,560 the DS want to test the celebrity recruits' mental strength 126 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:03,360 under duress. 127 00:06:03,400 --> 00:06:06,160 This task is going to involve gas. 128 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:09,560 As special forces soldiers, we have to get exposed to it, 129 00:06:09,600 --> 00:06:11,800 so we can understand what they can do to you, 130 00:06:11,840 --> 00:06:13,960 because you need to know how to react 131 00:06:14,000 --> 00:06:16,760 if you are exposed to chemical weapons. 132 00:06:16,800 --> 00:06:18,320 You have to remain composed. 133 00:06:18,360 --> 00:06:20,600 You have to be able to manage those emotions 134 00:06:20,640 --> 00:06:23,560 when you're in a situation that is unpleasant, 135 00:06:23,600 --> 00:06:25,800 switch on, keep a level head... 136 00:06:26,840 --> 00:06:28,000 ..and get a job done. 137 00:06:29,200 --> 00:06:32,200 In an isolated hut deep in the jungle... 138 00:06:32,240 --> 00:06:35,800 chief instructor Billy fills two rooms with tear gas. 139 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:39,040 In pairs, 140 00:06:39,080 --> 00:06:42,280 the recruits must conduct a search operation 141 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:44,440 whilst being exposed to the gas. 142 00:06:45,520 --> 00:06:48,280 This is insane. That's what people use in the war? 143 00:06:48,320 --> 00:06:50,760 Yeah. Bloody hell. 144 00:06:50,800 --> 00:06:52,400 Anyone fancy Bali? 145 00:06:52,440 --> 00:06:54,800 Shut the fuck up! 146 00:06:56,360 --> 00:06:57,360 F'kin hell... 147 00:06:58,440 --> 00:07:00,176 Don't look like that otherwise I'll make you pay, 148 00:07:00,200 --> 00:07:01,520 you gobby little shit. 149 00:07:03,680 --> 00:07:05,880 I don't like people just to tell me what to do, 150 00:07:05,920 --> 00:07:10,120 but I'm going to try and just think, like, positively, and... 151 00:07:11,240 --> 00:07:13,520 Gonna need to, like, sew my mouth shut. 152 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:15,360 Seven and five! 153 00:07:16,600 --> 00:07:18,080 Let's move, come on! 154 00:07:19,080 --> 00:07:20,080 Facing the gas... 155 00:07:20,120 --> 00:07:21,120 Get up here! 156 00:07:21,160 --> 00:07:24,320 ..are recruits number five, ex-Premier League footballer, 157 00:07:24,360 --> 00:07:26,000 Jermaine Pennant... 158 00:07:26,040 --> 00:07:28,760 You got instructions how to use your respirators, correct? 159 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:31,840 ..and number seven, singer Gareth Gates. 160 00:07:31,880 --> 00:07:34,560 When I give you the command gas, gas, 161 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:36,720 stay on me, we go into the hutch. 162 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:39,520 From there, you will take directions from the chief instructor. 163 00:07:39,560 --> 00:07:41,880 I s-struggle every day. 164 00:07:41,920 --> 00:07:44,800 N-not being able to speak is a... 165 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:46,240 ..constant battle. 166 00:07:46,280 --> 00:07:47,800 Gas, gas, gas! 167 00:07:47,840 --> 00:07:50,040 However, I've learnt through having a stammer 168 00:07:50,080 --> 00:07:53,320 that you have to face your fear head on. 169 00:07:53,360 --> 00:07:54,880 Quickly, quickly, on me. 170 00:07:54,920 --> 00:07:58,400 I train hard, and I think I'm m-mentally strong. 171 00:07:58,440 --> 00:07:59,840 Go, go, go, go, go. 172 00:07:59,880 --> 00:08:04,320 This course really pushes the limits on both... 173 00:08:05,640 --> 00:08:06,840 ..those fronts. 174 00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:08,400 Stand there. OK. 175 00:08:23,320 --> 00:08:24,800 You need to get it! 176 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:29,760 To pass the task, the pairs must work together... 177 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:32,800 Make sure you search every box. What about these ones on the floor? 178 00:08:32,840 --> 00:08:35,120 ..to retrieve the correct box. 179 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:39,360 Nah, it's not in here. Is it burning yet? 180 00:08:43,160 --> 00:08:44,640 Go, go, go, go, go! 181 00:08:45,840 --> 00:08:46,880 Come on... 182 00:08:46,920 --> 00:08:48,120 Yes! Yes! 183 00:08:48,160 --> 00:08:50,040 Once they've recovered the box... 184 00:08:50,080 --> 00:08:51,120 Ohh... Fuck! 185 00:08:52,280 --> 00:08:53,800 ..they must find the exit. 186 00:08:53,840 --> 00:08:56,120 Number seven, number five, dress down here. 187 00:08:56,160 --> 00:08:57,320 Quick as you can. 188 00:08:58,680 --> 00:09:01,040 Chins up. Do NOT touch your face. 189 00:09:01,080 --> 00:09:02,080 Yeah... 190 00:09:03,080 --> 00:09:04,080 Mission success. 191 00:09:04,120 --> 00:09:06,840 You got the kit, you got in there, and you got the job done, 192 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:09,240 and that's we're all about. Wow. Dress down that way. 193 00:09:09,280 --> 00:09:11,200 Well done, number seven, well done, number five. 194 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:12,280 Thanks, staff. Thank you. 195 00:09:14,600 --> 00:09:16,520 Well done buddy, well done, well done. 196 00:09:16,560 --> 00:09:18,200 That was horrendous! 197 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:20,000 That was horrendous. 198 00:09:20,040 --> 00:09:22,680 Oh, some people are going to fucking struggle with that. 199 00:09:25,000 --> 00:09:26,360 Gas, gas, gas! 200 00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:28,320 On me! Let's go, recruits. 201 00:09:28,360 --> 00:09:29,800 Get in there! 202 00:09:29,840 --> 00:09:31,600 I can't breathe. Take your respirator off. 203 00:09:31,640 --> 00:09:34,560 I have a lot of experience with chemical warfare. 204 00:09:34,600 --> 00:09:36,800 In the invasion of Iraq, 205 00:09:36,840 --> 00:09:39,760 every time incoming mortars or artillery 206 00:09:39,800 --> 00:09:42,000 hit our area of operation, 207 00:09:42,040 --> 00:09:44,720 we had to assume it was sarin gas 208 00:09:44,760 --> 00:09:46,320 or VX gas 209 00:09:46,360 --> 00:09:50,040 because Saddam Hussein had used gas on his own people. 210 00:09:51,200 --> 00:09:53,320 Find the green box with the red cross on it. 211 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:54,720 Without it, the mission will fail. 212 00:09:56,040 --> 00:09:57,576 The first time you're in the gas chamber 213 00:09:57,600 --> 00:09:59,200 it's freaking horrible. 214 00:09:59,240 --> 00:10:00,840 Your eyes start burning. 215 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:01,920 Go on, Jon, let's go! 216 00:10:03,480 --> 00:10:05,600 Then you start panicking. 217 00:10:09,560 --> 00:10:13,280 Once you panic, once your mind is falling apart... 218 00:10:13,320 --> 00:10:15,320 Four, kneel down there. 219 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:16,800 ..then all is lost. 220 00:10:16,840 --> 00:10:19,240 The recruit must keep their mind calm. 221 00:10:20,200 --> 00:10:21,680 If they panic, 222 00:10:21,720 --> 00:10:24,080 if they lose control, 223 00:10:24,120 --> 00:10:25,440 they will fail. 224 00:10:25,480 --> 00:10:28,016 If you could do that again, is there anything you'd do differently? 225 00:10:28,040 --> 00:10:31,440 Try and be calmer, work properly together. 226 00:10:31,480 --> 00:10:33,040 I just panicked. 227 00:10:34,280 --> 00:10:35,280 You failed. 228 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:40,400 I've got butterflies. And I want a poo, that's where I am. 229 00:10:41,400 --> 00:10:43,040 It's scary, innit? Yeah! 230 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:45,440 Next to face the gassing is number six, 231 00:10:45,480 --> 00:10:47,176 Great British Olympian, Perri Shakes-Drayton... 232 00:10:47,200 --> 00:10:49,720 Was that lightning then? 233 00:10:49,760 --> 00:10:51,600 ..and recruit number 16, 234 00:10:51,640 --> 00:10:53,720 Hollyoaks actor Kirsty-Leigh Porter. 235 00:10:54,760 --> 00:10:56,120 Next pair! 236 00:10:56,160 --> 00:10:57,680 Do you know what? I don't wanna say, 237 00:10:57,720 --> 00:10:59,440 "Yeah, I think I'll get through to the end." 238 00:10:59,480 --> 00:11:00,480 Is that us? Come on. 239 00:11:00,520 --> 00:11:01,840 I mean, I could last an hour! 240 00:11:01,880 --> 00:11:03,880 I could last a day. 241 00:11:03,920 --> 00:11:04,920 I could last two days. 242 00:11:04,960 --> 00:11:06,880 I really don't know how long I'm going to last. 243 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:09,040 Gas, gas, gas! Put 'em on. 244 00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:11,440 I don't like being claustrophobic, 245 00:11:11,480 --> 00:11:13,600 I don't like being too tight in places... 246 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:15,360 Control your fear. With me. 247 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:16,640 I can't breathe. 248 00:11:16,680 --> 00:11:20,120 That does terrify me. Just triggers that "Oh, my God I can't run away" 249 00:11:20,160 --> 00:11:21,160 feeling. 250 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:32,040 Now put it on your arm. OK. 251 00:11:34,320 --> 00:11:35,320 Hey! 252 00:11:41,640 --> 00:11:43,240 You won't find anything in there. 253 00:11:46,400 --> 00:11:50,960 Recruit number six Perri and number 16 Kirsty-Leigh 254 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:53,760 head straight to the exit without finding the box... 255 00:11:56,080 --> 00:11:57,520 ..failing the task. 256 00:11:57,560 --> 00:11:59,520 Six and 16, get down here! 257 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:02,040 I can't. 258 00:12:02,080 --> 00:12:03,480 I can't breathe. 259 00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:08,800 Do not touch your face. 260 00:12:08,840 --> 00:12:11,840 Number 16, just talk us through, start to finish, 261 00:12:11,880 --> 00:12:13,680 how you think that task went. 262 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:16,280 Awful. I can't breathe. 263 00:12:18,720 --> 00:12:20,560 What was the task? 264 00:12:20,600 --> 00:12:23,480 We didn't get as far as to find out, staff. 265 00:12:23,520 --> 00:12:26,080 Mission fail. Epic fail. Go. 266 00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:31,200 Hang on... 267 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:33,600 I can't even see, Kirsty. 268 00:12:33,640 --> 00:12:36,040 Go on then, hurry up! Fucking holding hands! 269 00:12:36,080 --> 00:12:38,760 It's going to be a struggle wanting to pass the course, 270 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:41,440 and wanting to finish it, and be successful. 271 00:12:42,440 --> 00:12:43,880 I can't breathe. Come on. 272 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:44,920 Help me. 273 00:12:44,960 --> 00:12:47,600 Mate. That was fucking brutal... 274 00:12:47,640 --> 00:12:51,080 But in my head, I'm not quitting, and I'm there to finish. 275 00:12:51,120 --> 00:12:53,680 Can't... I can't breathe. 276 00:12:53,720 --> 00:12:55,120 What's going on here? 277 00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:57,280 Have a seat, have a seat, have a seat. 278 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:03,880 Catch your wind, catch your wind. 279 00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:06,480 Keep your chin up. Deep breaths. 280 00:13:08,640 --> 00:13:10,960 Number 16, Kirsty-Leigh, 281 00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:14,720 is the first recruit to voluntarily withdraw from the course. 282 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:20,280 Next to face the gas is number 12, 283 00:13:20,320 --> 00:13:23,520 former Welsh rugby international, Gareth Thomas... 284 00:13:23,560 --> 00:13:26,760 This is fucking horrible. Oh, my God, it's rank. 285 00:13:26,800 --> 00:13:28,360 It's getting heavier again! 286 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:29,960 It is getting heavier. 287 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:34,360 ..and number ten, reality TV star Amber Turner. 288 00:13:34,400 --> 00:13:37,520 On TOWIE, people have such strong negative opinions about me. 289 00:13:37,560 --> 00:13:39,440 A lot of people say I'm just a bitch. 290 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:42,040 12 and 10! 291 00:13:42,080 --> 00:13:44,160 Oh, no. Right, let's go. Oh, come on, babe. 292 00:13:44,200 --> 00:13:46,520 It does really get to me, because it's not the real me. 293 00:13:46,560 --> 00:13:51,240 I'm a very loving and caring person, and very, like, motherly. 294 00:13:51,280 --> 00:13:53,520 I've just got, like, a resting moody face. 295 00:13:56,520 --> 00:14:00,080 I think the experiences I've had have made me mentally resilient. 296 00:14:00,120 --> 00:14:01,200 Get up here, 12! 297 00:14:01,240 --> 00:14:03,440 But also, I've realised... 298 00:14:03,480 --> 00:14:06,400 ..how vulnerable I can be sometimes, as well. 299 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:09,320 Face me, 12. 10, take a knee, face me. 300 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:11,736 All right, you got your instructions how to use your respirators. 301 00:14:11,760 --> 00:14:14,760 When I finally came out, I was petrified. 302 00:14:14,800 --> 00:14:17,880 Nobody in the sport of Rugby Union had ever 303 00:14:17,920 --> 00:14:19,840 done it before and continued playing. 304 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:22,240 Make sure that your chemical suits are done up. 305 00:14:22,280 --> 00:14:25,920 So I was kind of walking a path that no-one had gone before, 306 00:14:25,960 --> 00:14:28,640 but I think the bigger the mental challenge, 307 00:14:28,680 --> 00:14:30,120 then the greater the reward. 308 00:14:30,160 --> 00:14:31,760 Gas, gas, gas! 309 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:34,400 Do not let fear take over. On me! 310 00:14:34,440 --> 00:14:37,960 So I'd love to take that attitude into this course. 311 00:14:45,160 --> 00:14:46,160 Aah... 312 00:14:47,120 --> 00:14:48,480 I need to get out. 313 00:14:48,520 --> 00:14:50,040 What's in here? 314 00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:54,000 Help me! 315 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:57,320 I need help, please. Ah, fuck... 316 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:01,120 Right, down there. 317 00:15:01,160 --> 00:15:03,720 Ahh! Go, go, go, go. 318 00:15:03,760 --> 00:15:07,800 After just 15 seconds, number 10, Amber, panics... 319 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:09,760 10 and 12, down here! 320 00:15:09,800 --> 00:15:11,600 ..and abandons the task. 321 00:15:13,040 --> 00:15:14,520 Down, kneel down. 322 00:15:14,560 --> 00:15:15,840 Chin up. Ah... 323 00:15:16,800 --> 00:15:17,800 Argh... 324 00:15:17,840 --> 00:15:19,960 What a shower of shit! 325 00:15:28,640 --> 00:15:29,960 Come on! 326 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:31,880 On me, on me, on me! 327 00:15:33,160 --> 00:15:37,240 This way around to accommodations, go! 328 00:15:37,280 --> 00:15:40,600 After the first voluntary withdrawal from the course... 329 00:15:40,640 --> 00:15:43,000 Keep going. Hurry the fuck up! 330 00:15:44,440 --> 00:15:46,040 Up, up, up. 331 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:47,080 Up. Ready? 332 00:15:47,120 --> 00:15:48,640 One, two, three. Up. 333 00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:53,080 The DS have run the 15 remaining recruits back to base. 334 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:54,760 Deep breaths. Get there. 335 00:15:56,640 --> 00:15:57,840 There you go. 336 00:16:02,680 --> 00:16:05,920 I can't wait to go to the nail salon and get some big acrylic nails. 337 00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:08,240 Big pink acrylic nails. Big acrylic nails. 338 00:16:08,280 --> 00:16:10,616 I looked at mine, he went, "Don't fucking worry about your nails!" 339 00:16:10,640 --> 00:16:12,160 I was like, "Babe, have you seen them?" 340 00:16:12,200 --> 00:16:14,560 He's gonna ask to see my feet, I'm gonna be like... 341 00:16:14,600 --> 00:16:16,280 Talcum powder feet! 342 00:16:22,400 --> 00:16:23,600 Do the honours, mate. 343 00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:29,480 It's been pretty tough with the weather, 344 00:16:29,520 --> 00:16:33,400 but I'm going to give them that as kind of an excuse at the moment, 345 00:16:33,440 --> 00:16:36,200 but they literally are just coasting along, 346 00:16:36,240 --> 00:16:38,360 which has got to fucking stop. Like, now. 347 00:16:39,640 --> 00:16:43,200 The DS discuss to meet the recruits' performance so far. 348 00:16:44,520 --> 00:16:47,040 All right, the gassing. Seven and five. 349 00:16:47,080 --> 00:16:48,480 They were running around the room, 350 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:50,000 tears running, snot running, 351 00:16:50,040 --> 00:16:51,920 but to be fair to them, they stayed together, 352 00:16:51,960 --> 00:16:54,600 they communicated, they persevered. 353 00:16:54,640 --> 00:16:56,880 Yeah, seven was positive. 354 00:16:56,920 --> 00:16:58,440 They got a good feel for it. 355 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:02,240 They did manage to pass quite clearly, quite easily. 356 00:17:02,280 --> 00:17:04,160 OK, six. 357 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:07,080 She was just a sack of shit. Spewing everything up, 358 00:17:07,120 --> 00:17:09,320 pretty much retching at the end. 359 00:17:09,360 --> 00:17:10,440 Fail. 360 00:17:10,480 --> 00:17:12,160 And then we had 12 and 10. 361 00:17:12,200 --> 00:17:15,280 They were both squealing inside there. 362 00:17:15,320 --> 00:17:18,360 As soon as the respirators come off, it just went to rat shit panic. 363 00:17:18,400 --> 00:17:20,720 Number ten just lost all focus, 364 00:17:20,760 --> 00:17:22,160 and started to make her way out. 365 00:17:22,200 --> 00:17:24,560 That was a catastrophe. Fail. 366 00:17:24,600 --> 00:17:26,040 It was a joke, to be honest. 367 00:17:26,080 --> 00:17:29,520 Number ten, just disregard for anything. 368 00:17:29,560 --> 00:17:31,320 Oh, yeah. Have mercy. 369 00:17:31,360 --> 00:17:33,960 No military bearing, no focus, 370 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:36,200 everything's a joke, that's the way she's treating this. 371 00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:37,720 I get a sort of cheeky feeling 372 00:17:37,760 --> 00:17:40,360 that she doesn't like the sort of authority figure, 373 00:17:40,400 --> 00:17:44,000 in terms of there's a few things. She's... not rolled her eyes, 374 00:17:44,040 --> 00:17:45,640 but just glazed over. 375 00:17:45,680 --> 00:17:47,216 It's happened twice now. Good observation. 376 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:51,200 I think we need to have a look at number ten. 377 00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:53,520 Mmm. Cool. Everybody happy with that? 378 00:17:53,560 --> 00:17:55,200 Yeah. Yeah. OK. 379 00:17:56,880 --> 00:17:59,720 Recruit number ten! 380 00:17:59,760 --> 00:18:02,040 That's me. Fuck. 381 00:18:02,080 --> 00:18:04,040 I'm gonna go. Where do I go? 382 00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:05,440 Do I just knock on the door? 383 00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:08,320 Where do I go? 384 00:18:09,360 --> 00:18:10,720 Fucking move on! 385 00:18:14,120 --> 00:18:16,720 "The Only Way Is Essex." This is number ten. 386 00:18:16,760 --> 00:18:18,680 Amber Turner. 387 00:18:18,720 --> 00:18:20,200 She's bitchy, by the sounds of it. 388 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:23,760 Rude. Rude and arrogant. 389 00:18:27,120 --> 00:18:28,960 Hands down by your sides. 390 00:18:30,640 --> 00:18:32,040 Sit. 391 00:18:41,960 --> 00:18:43,280 How do you think you're doing? 392 00:18:46,160 --> 00:18:48,520 I feel like I could be doing better, 393 00:18:48,560 --> 00:18:51,280 but I don't think I'm doing... terrible. 394 00:18:52,480 --> 00:18:55,240 Are you giving 100%, would you say? 395 00:18:57,160 --> 00:18:58,920 I feel like... I feel like I am, 396 00:18:58,960 --> 00:19:01,120 but I feel like you can always work harder. 397 00:19:01,160 --> 00:19:05,040 So I'd probably say I'm putting in, like, 95%. 398 00:19:05,080 --> 00:19:06,560 I don't know. 399 00:19:06,600 --> 00:19:09,000 What do you guys think I'm giving, like, from the outside? 400 00:19:09,040 --> 00:19:10,400 About 30. 401 00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:11,840 30? Yeah. 402 00:19:11,880 --> 00:19:12,880 Bloody hell. 403 00:19:14,080 --> 00:19:15,640 How do you describe yourself? 404 00:19:17,280 --> 00:19:21,520 I would describe myself as... caring, 405 00:19:21,560 --> 00:19:25,760 passionate about what I do, and... 406 00:19:25,800 --> 00:19:29,120 ..a little bit... What's the word? 407 00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:30,320 Arrogant. 408 00:19:30,360 --> 00:19:32,120 No, not at all, I wouldn't say I'm arrogant. 409 00:19:33,360 --> 00:19:36,120 The fucking way you just snapped back looked a bit arrogant to me. 410 00:19:36,160 --> 00:19:37,800 No. No? 411 00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:41,640 How do you feel about authority, 412 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:43,480 and being told what to do and stuff? 413 00:19:43,520 --> 00:19:45,480 Struggle with it? Oh no, not at all. 414 00:19:48,600 --> 00:19:51,160 Your demeanour don't show that sometimes. 415 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:53,560 Really? What, as in, like, the way my face looks? 416 00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:57,040 The way you look, the way you react. 417 00:19:57,080 --> 00:19:58,720 D'you think you're a little bit snappy? 418 00:19:58,760 --> 00:20:02,160 React a little bit quicker than you should sometimes, maybe? 419 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:03,640 Yeah, probably. 420 00:20:04,840 --> 00:20:07,720 I mean, you had a fucking buffoon attack on the gassing today, 421 00:20:07,760 --> 00:20:09,520 and when I said anything to you... Dunno why. 422 00:20:10,680 --> 00:20:11,680 Sorry? 423 00:20:13,280 --> 00:20:15,560 I don't know, I just... got flustered. 424 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:16,760 Do you get flustered easy? 425 00:20:18,360 --> 00:20:20,016 In things that... Are you an emotional person? 426 00:20:20,040 --> 00:20:22,376 Yeah, I feel like I'm getting emotional now. I don't know why. 427 00:20:22,400 --> 00:20:24,400 You are getting emotional. Why? I don't know! 428 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:26,400 I think I'm just overwhelmed. 429 00:20:26,440 --> 00:20:28,120 Why are you overwhelmed? 430 00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:30,440 I don't know. Do you feel intimidated? 431 00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:32,200 No, not that at all. 432 00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:33,760 Then what is it? I don't know, just... 433 00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:38,680 Like, obviously, the CS gas, 434 00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:41,520 I felt really frustrated that, like, as soon as I come out, 435 00:20:41,560 --> 00:20:44,600 I didn't do it and I felt like I... Obviously I failed. 436 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:46,840 Like, I really hate not being able to do things, 437 00:20:46,880 --> 00:20:48,880 and, like, the job that I'm in, 438 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:52,360 every move I make and every, like, thing I do 439 00:20:52,400 --> 00:20:55,520 is, like, commented on and judged by other people. 440 00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:57,920 Saying I'm this and I'm that when they don't really know me. 441 00:21:01,360 --> 00:21:03,120 Stop worrying about what other people think, 442 00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:05,080 what do you think? What do you want from this? 443 00:21:07,160 --> 00:21:09,200 I think I put a lot of pressure on myself, 444 00:21:09,240 --> 00:21:11,680 and then when I can't do something, that stresses me out. 445 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:14,600 I'd say this course is your opportunity 446 00:21:14,640 --> 00:21:17,720 to start doing stuff where you don't have to worry 447 00:21:17,760 --> 00:21:19,640 about what other people are thinking. 448 00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:21,400 The only thing that we look at 449 00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:24,480 is how you lot bounce back from failure. 450 00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:29,360 Cos this course is designed to put your under so much pressure 451 00:21:29,400 --> 00:21:31,480 that you aren't going to be 100%. 452 00:21:31,520 --> 00:21:32,760 We know that, 453 00:21:32,800 --> 00:21:35,880 but what we're looking for is how you pick yourself up, 454 00:21:35,920 --> 00:21:37,440 and move forward with the course. 455 00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:40,320 And a lot of it is all to do with attitude. 456 00:21:40,360 --> 00:21:41,360 Yeah. 457 00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:44,840 You're capable. 458 00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:47,560 Just take a breath, and just compose yourself. 459 00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:49,400 Stop worrying about what other people might... 460 00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:50,760 ..think about you, and see you... 461 00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:53,680 ..and try and find who you really are, you know, 462 00:21:53,720 --> 00:21:56,320 dig deep, give it your best shot, 463 00:21:56,360 --> 00:21:59,560 not 95%. Your words, right? 464 00:22:03,320 --> 00:22:04,320 Yes. 465 00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:07,880 Guard. 466 00:22:19,280 --> 00:22:20,520 When I was younger, 467 00:22:20,560 --> 00:22:23,000 especially when I first joined 468 00:22:23,040 --> 00:22:25,840 I was very much thrown in the deep end. 469 00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:27,720 For it to sort of land of my lap, 470 00:22:27,760 --> 00:22:30,320 and have people have such strong negative opinions about me, 471 00:22:30,360 --> 00:22:32,320 of course it did affect me. 472 00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:35,680 No, it was fine. You just get emotional in there, don't you? 473 00:22:36,640 --> 00:22:38,800 Now I've grown up a little bit and I have matured, 474 00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:41,176 and I think I can sort of understand where they're coming from 475 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:43,720 in a sense that maybe I didn't deal with situations the best. 476 00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:46,440 They said I come across as, like, arrogant. 477 00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:48,440 Like, I roll my eyes at stuff apparently. 478 00:22:48,480 --> 00:22:49,520 So I was like... 479 00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:54,680 I like to think I'm a strong person, like, mentally and physically, 480 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:57,360 so maybe, like, it'll be quite good to actually show people 481 00:22:57,400 --> 00:23:00,080 that I'm not just some girl from Essex that's on a TV show, 482 00:23:00,120 --> 00:23:01,600 that I'm actually quite strong 483 00:23:01,640 --> 00:23:04,760 and can potentially get through this course! 484 00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:25,800 Like, I'm not a cross-dresser, but I do love a knee-high boot. 485 00:23:27,440 --> 00:23:28,680 Sexy, babe! 486 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:29,760 Y'know? 487 00:23:29,800 --> 00:23:33,040 After completing the first task of the day, 488 00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:36,800 the recruits have been given a short break to organise their kit. 489 00:23:36,840 --> 00:23:37,920 Drag names. 490 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,280 Oh, that's what we can do! 491 00:23:39,320 --> 00:23:42,160 Right, your grandmother's first name, 492 00:23:42,200 --> 00:23:44,520 and then your, like, last treat. 493 00:23:44,560 --> 00:23:47,520 So mine is Eileen Chocolate Finger. 494 00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:52,200 What's yours, Mr Hancock? 495 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:53,680 Pen Pineapple. 496 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:55,440 Pen Pineapple! 497 00:23:55,480 --> 00:23:58,400 We'll have to get Matt in a pair of knee-high boots when you get home. 498 00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:05,040 OK, day two. 499 00:24:05,080 --> 00:24:07,840 Mindset. And the mindset of this lot at the minute is just... 500 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:09,920 They don't have it, they're just not with it. 501 00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:12,760 You wonder what their intentions of being here are. Yeah. 502 00:24:12,800 --> 00:24:14,880 Fucking rabbit in the headlights. 503 00:24:14,920 --> 00:24:17,080 Pearl Salted Peanuts. 504 00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:21,536 I don't think they're taking it serious enough at the minute. 505 00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:24,000 What we need to do is really turn it up. 506 00:24:24,040 --> 00:24:25,960 Yes. Stamp on 'em. 507 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:27,360 If there's one misdemeanour, 508 00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:29,320 get them all out in the wet, in the rain, 509 00:24:29,360 --> 00:24:31,560 doing press ups, doing sit ups, whatever you want to do. 510 00:24:33,800 --> 00:24:35,160 Get on parade! 511 00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:36,480 OK, let's go. 512 00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:38,680 You OK? 513 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:41,440 Let's go! 514 00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:45,000 Let's go. All the way up, keep moving. 515 00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:50,600 Get in your teams, team Alpha at the front, 516 00:24:50,640 --> 00:24:51,880 team Bravo at the back. 517 00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:56,160 This is what we'll be using, and this is a rifle, yeah? 518 00:24:56,200 --> 00:25:00,240 24 hours ago, for the final task of the phase... 519 00:25:00,280 --> 00:25:02,480 Support it with your support arm. 520 00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:08,080 Yeah? The recruits were divided into two teams, 521 00:25:08,120 --> 00:25:10,360 and given basic weapons training. 522 00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:11,560 Fire two rounds. 523 00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:17,720 Keep your mind focused on what comes next. 524 00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:20,200 It will get tougher, it will get faster. 525 00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:25,360 OK, team Bravo, team leader, number ten. 526 00:25:25,400 --> 00:25:27,600 When I say go, out to the DS at the gate. 527 00:25:27,640 --> 00:25:28,640 Go! 528 00:25:31,280 --> 00:25:34,400 Team Alpha, team leader is you, number five, 529 00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:37,480 out the back, around to the right, out of the gate. Go! 530 00:25:39,080 --> 00:25:41,000 All right, cover down in the bus, let's go. 531 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:43,160 Bring it up at the rear! 532 00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:44,240 Move together. 533 00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:51,720 For this task, 534 00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:55,120 the DS is taking the recruits to a remote jungle village... 535 00:25:56,200 --> 00:25:57,480 All the way to me. 536 00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:02,840 ..where their mindset will be tested under extreme pressure. 537 00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:04,240 Come on guys, we're nearly there! 538 00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:06,400 The hostage rescue, 539 00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:09,880 it's an incredible test of real world combat conditions... 540 00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:11,160 Nearly there. Come on, team! 541 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:14,640 ..which is to go into the enemy's backyard... 542 00:26:14,680 --> 00:26:16,040 Let's go, let's go! 543 00:26:16,080 --> 00:26:19,680 ..kick in his fucking door, and then rescue our people. 544 00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:21,936 That's about the most difficult thing to do in the world... 545 00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:23,880 Quickly. Quickly, go. 546 00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:25,256 All right, everyone pick up a weapon. 547 00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:26,440 Pick up your weapons. 548 00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:28,000 ..and the warrior mindset is vital. 549 00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:30,600 It is not just the most important thing, 550 00:26:30,640 --> 00:26:31,880 it's the only thing. 551 00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,680 Drop your bergens. You're gonna go in silent. 552 00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:36,280 Right, Gareth, take that. 553 00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:44,320 The DS have separated number four, Michelle Heaton, from her teammates. 554 00:26:44,360 --> 00:26:45,360 Whoa! 555 00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:48,280 ..and have placed her as a hostage in a derelict compound. 556 00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:52,240 Hurry up! In here! Over here. 557 00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,120 Unbeknown to the recruits, 558 00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:57,160 two locals are also being held captive. 559 00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:00,880 To pass the task, 560 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,360 the recruits will be expected to find and rescue 561 00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:05,400 all three hostages... 562 00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:07,280 ..within five minutes. 563 00:27:07,320 --> 00:27:08,960 Come on guys, keep up. Quick, quick! 564 00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:12,000 Over the wall, Arg, over the wall. 565 00:27:12,040 --> 00:27:13,440 Come on, guys, quick! Quick, quick. 566 00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:17,280 First to attempt the task is team Bravo, 567 00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:19,200 led by number ten, Amber. 568 00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:20,240 This way! 569 00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:23,080 I would never look at myself as a leader, 570 00:27:23,120 --> 00:27:25,600 because I don't think I have enough confidence for that. 571 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:27,760 Come on guys, push! 572 00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:29,040 Keep low. 573 00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:31,680 Just have to see. I feel like I'm gonna be in an environment 574 00:27:31,720 --> 00:27:33,656 and in a situation that I've never been in before, 575 00:27:33,680 --> 00:27:36,200 so I'm just gonna give it my best, and hopefully I impress them. 576 00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:38,560 I want them to be like, wow, like, we didn't expect that. 577 00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:40,560 Go, go. 578 00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:43,560 Having entered the compound, 579 00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:46,160 team Bravo must search through every building. 580 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:49,920 If you need a door, you've gotta tell me. Silence! 581 00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:53,680 Number 12, Gareth Thomas, 582 00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:56,280 has been tasked with gaining entry to the rooms. 583 00:27:57,280 --> 00:27:58,560 I have loads of fears. 584 00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:00,560 I didn't want the world to know I was gay. 585 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:01,600 Come on! 586 00:28:03,360 --> 00:28:04,680 Guys, keep up. 587 00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:07,160 We all go round pretending that we're not afraid of things, 588 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:09,920 when really, deep down, we're petrified. 589 00:28:12,120 --> 00:28:13,376 Come on, then. What's going on?! 590 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:14,920 Hurry the fuck up! 591 00:28:14,960 --> 00:28:17,000 We're looking for some composure within the leaders, 592 00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:20,000 because ultimately a hostage rescue is a mission 593 00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:23,160 that invariably goes to an absolute bag of shit. 594 00:28:25,880 --> 00:28:27,920 Right, Gareth. Come on, then, let's move! 595 00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:30,520 It's about having he right mindset to push through that. 596 00:28:30,560 --> 00:28:31,760 Go, go, go, go... 597 00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:35,640 We want to see someone that can calm themselves in those moments. 598 00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:36,720 Clear! 599 00:28:36,760 --> 00:28:38,840 Come on! Let's get out of here! 600 00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:41,480 Come on, then. What's going on? 601 00:28:42,480 --> 00:28:44,056 Go, go, go. Fucking hell. Hammer, hammer! 602 00:28:44,080 --> 00:28:45,440 Hammer, hammer... Get out the way! 603 00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:49,440 Let's move! 604 00:28:49,480 --> 00:28:50,640 Oh, there's someone here! 605 00:28:50,680 --> 00:28:53,920 Right, guys, it's a hostage. We've got a hostage. It's a hostage. 606 00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:57,280 Right, we're first, I've got a hostage. 607 00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:58,720 Come on, then! OK, come on, go. 608 00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:00,320 Come on, go, go, go! 609 00:29:00,360 --> 00:29:03,120 Number ten, Amber, finds the first hostage. 610 00:29:03,160 --> 00:29:04,800 Fucking move! 611 00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:07,080 Where's Gareth? What are you fucking doing? 612 00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:08,120 Get in the door! 613 00:29:08,160 --> 00:29:10,840 With number 12, Gareth Thomas, guarding the rear... 614 00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:14,920 ..number seven, Gareth Gates takes charge of breaking in. 615 00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:18,520 Go! Push, push... Go, go, go, go. 616 00:29:18,560 --> 00:29:19,840 Clear. 617 00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:21,520 Right, ready? Go, go, go! 618 00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:28,560 Hostage! Hostage! 619 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:31,560 Team Bravo locate the second hostage, 620 00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:33,360 number four, Michelle. 621 00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:35,800 Now what's going on? Right, Gareth up front, Gareth Thomas. 622 00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:36,840 Keep going! 623 00:29:36,880 --> 00:29:38,440 Get out of there! 624 00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:39,840 Go, go! Go, go! 625 00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:42,920 Got you, Michelle, I've got you, Michelle. 626 00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:45,320 Right, stand down, down the steps, down the steps. 627 00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:50,720 Get out of here! 628 00:29:50,760 --> 00:29:51,760 Get out! 629 00:29:51,800 --> 00:29:53,040 Out! Come on! 630 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:54,400 Come on. It's a bit of mud. 631 00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:58,040 Come on. Come on. Right, everyone. Have we got everything? 632 00:29:58,080 --> 00:29:59,320 Ready? So... 633 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:01,920 There's another hostage in there! Get her! Get her! 634 00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:05,120 Right, someone come. Yeah, yeah, I've got a hostage. 635 00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:07,840 Yeah, stand up, stand up. 636 00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:08,920 Got her? 637 00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:09,960 Stop! 638 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,000 Stop. 639 00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:12,880 Oi! Move back here. 640 00:30:12,920 --> 00:30:14,240 Line out here. 641 00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:19,600 Take your goggles off, or whatever you want to call 'em. 642 00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:23,880 Under the leadership of number ten, Amber, 643 00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:28,160 Team Bravo passed the task in four minutes and 16 seconds. 644 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:31,280 Good effort, ten. You were methodical, 645 00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:33,560 you were fucking diligent, you went into the corners. 646 00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:37,840 That was great, because you rescued all of the hostages. 647 00:30:37,880 --> 00:30:40,920 But you are fucking coming towards a position that you know is hostile, 648 00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:43,376 and you're fucking making a noise. You might have got the hostages, 649 00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:46,320 but in my mind, you'd have probably got shot before you got there. 650 00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:48,280 Is that understood? Yes, staff. 651 00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:53,560 I want to see some speed and aggression here. 652 00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:57,760 Up next is team Alpha, led by number six, 653 00:30:57,800 --> 00:30:59,440 Jermaine Pennant. 654 00:30:59,480 --> 00:31:01,880 They must also rescue three hostages... 655 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:07,240 ..including fellow recruit, number 15, Melinda Messenger. 656 00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:09,680 The target... 657 00:31:10,880 --> 00:31:12,800 ..Is 300m that way, 658 00:31:12,840 --> 00:31:17,120 and your mission is to save the lives of the hostages. 659 00:31:17,160 --> 00:31:19,720 You've got the kit for the task in hand. 660 00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:21,880 Let's get this divided up. You've got 30 seconds. 661 00:31:24,360 --> 00:31:25,760 Being an ex-footballer, 662 00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:28,360 I've spent my whole career in a team, 663 00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:29,680 but this is a total different... 664 00:31:29,720 --> 00:31:30,760 different ballgame. 665 00:31:32,280 --> 00:31:33,760 Five. Yeah? 666 00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:35,640 You're in charge from here. Yes. Yes, staff. 667 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:36,680 Go, go, go, go, go... 668 00:31:40,040 --> 00:31:42,640 This is your release point. Once you're over the wall, 669 00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:43,680 you're on your own. 670 00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:50,400 Team leader, number five, Jermaine, tasks number one, Matt, 671 00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:53,720 with being the first recruit in to search the rooms. 672 00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:56,400 I love being part of a team, 673 00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:58,680 and if I'm the junior guy 674 00:31:58,720 --> 00:32:00,760 on the team and somebody else 675 00:32:00,800 --> 00:32:02,056 is playing that leadership role, 676 00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:03,640 you respect that, you get on with it, 677 00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:05,160 and put your shoulder to the wheel. 678 00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:06,920 It's got noisy, OK, so we can talk. 679 00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:08,360 Yeah, go on, go, go. Go. 680 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:10,480 On me, on me. Let's keep moving. 681 00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,000 Come behind me. 682 00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:22,560 Come on, then, what's going on? 683 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:25,880 Go, go, go, go. 684 00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:29,840 Clear. Clear and empty. 685 00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:31,440 Clear. Let's go and breach the next one. 686 00:32:33,320 --> 00:32:34,320 Take cover. 687 00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:36,080 Come on then, what you gonna do? 688 00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:37,640 There's no snoozing! 689 00:32:37,680 --> 00:32:39,000 What's going on?! 690 00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:40,280 OK, let's keep going. 691 00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:41,320 Under fire... 692 00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:43,640 ..number one, Matt Hancock, 693 00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:46,600 misses the door where the first hostage is being held. 694 00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:50,320 You know, when you're in a hostage rescue mission, 695 00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:52,760 you clear through every room. You search it properly, 696 00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:54,640 otherwise people die. 697 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:55,680 Where are you going?! 698 00:32:55,720 --> 00:32:56,720 Go, go, go. 699 00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:58,400 On a mission in Afghanistan, 700 00:32:58,440 --> 00:33:01,160 300 - 400 Al Qaeda had mobilised, 701 00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:02,520 and I remember being in a ditch 702 00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:04,160 thinking I wasn't gonna see my kid again. 703 00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:06,080 I'm ready. 704 00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:09,120 It was scary, but we weren't just gonna leave the hostage behind. 705 00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:12,520 We flew out, the hostage was rescued, 706 00:33:12,560 --> 00:33:13,680 and we saved a life. 707 00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:16,120 Go. 708 00:33:17,320 --> 00:33:18,360 Come on then, hurry up! 709 00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:20,840 Come on, hurry up! 710 00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:23,120 Wait, through, through, one here, got one. Got one! 711 00:33:23,160 --> 00:33:27,720 Team leader, number five, Jermaine, finds number 15, Melinda... 712 00:33:27,760 --> 00:33:29,480 Come on, what's going on? 713 00:33:29,520 --> 00:33:30,936 Yeah, kick out, break the door down. 714 00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:32,760 Breach, we need to breach the door. 715 00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:34,720 Lovely, go, go, go, go, go! 716 00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:37,600 Let's go, let's go! 717 00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:40,240 ..but then leaves her behind. 718 00:33:43,120 --> 00:33:45,120 Come on, then, what's fucking going on? 719 00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:48,720 Let's go, hurry up. 720 00:33:48,760 --> 00:33:49,920 Let's go. 721 00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:52,200 Let's go. Let's move. Let's go. OK. 722 00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:55,000 Out this gate here. 723 00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:56,080 Go, go, go. 724 00:33:57,840 --> 00:33:58,840 Hostage. 725 00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:05,920 Team leader, get in front. 726 00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:07,400 Stop! 727 00:34:07,440 --> 00:34:10,360 Team Alpha locate another hostage... 728 00:34:10,400 --> 00:34:11,640 Get back in here. 729 00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:15,440 ..reaching the end of the compound in three minutes and 42 seconds. 730 00:34:16,600 --> 00:34:19,040 But they failed to rescue all the captives. 731 00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:22,936 I'm not convinced the other hostage needs to be here for the debrief, 732 00:34:22,960 --> 00:34:24,240 but anyway, she can listen in. 733 00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:25,960 Aw, bless her. Hello. 734 00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:27,080 Oh, bless her... 735 00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:29,880 Right, first things first, came over the wall, 736 00:34:29,920 --> 00:34:31,240 you were already making noises. 737 00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:34,440 What you might call a battering ram, but is called an enforcer, 738 00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:36,280 that was clanking around. 739 00:34:36,320 --> 00:34:39,080 Then you moved into the first outbuilding, 740 00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:41,120 came under contact with an IUD. 741 00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:42,760 You then missed the second room. 742 00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:44,376 There's actually a fucking hostage in there, 743 00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:45,480 number one. 744 00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:47,120 The communication was poor. 745 00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:50,040 And quite frankly, you nearly left her behind. 746 00:34:58,400 --> 00:34:59,440 This way. 747 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:01,560 I want two ranks in front of me here. 748 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:03,800 This angle. 749 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:05,760 Fucking hell, pass the message on. 750 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:08,000 Two ranks in this angle in front of me. 751 00:35:08,040 --> 00:35:10,960 Or just fucking wander around like a fucking lost sheep. 752 00:35:13,240 --> 00:35:14,560 Get your heads up, keep still. 753 00:35:15,560 --> 00:35:18,080 We're fucking sick to death of people turning up here 754 00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:19,920 thinking it's not that serious. 755 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:21,240 Stand fucking still! 756 00:35:22,240 --> 00:35:24,160 If you're here to have a laugh and a joke 757 00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,560 and just think this is a fucking piss take, fuck off. 758 00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:29,960 If not, start getting your head in the game. 759 00:35:31,920 --> 00:35:33,800 What does, "Don't fucking move" mean? 760 00:35:35,240 --> 00:35:36,240 It means don't move. 761 00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:38,200 I'll tell you what, 762 00:35:38,240 --> 00:35:40,160 in front of me I want two ranks, go. Now. 763 00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:41,440 NOW! Go, go, go. 764 00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:42,920 Facing me. Facing me. 765 00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:45,080 Front rank, get on your knees. 766 00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:49,000 When I say fucking crawl, onto your bellies and crawl to me. 767 00:35:50,680 --> 00:35:53,080 Get down. On your fucking belly! 768 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:54,200 Get on your belly! 769 00:35:54,240 --> 00:35:56,280 You aren't fucking taking it seriously. 770 00:35:56,320 --> 00:35:58,080 Beastings are used as a punishment, 771 00:35:58,120 --> 00:35:59,920 but they also show character. 772 00:35:59,960 --> 00:36:02,400 Let's go! Who wants it? 773 00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:05,240 Come on! 774 00:36:05,280 --> 00:36:09,560 This is the point we'll see who will and who won't give 100%. 775 00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:11,160 Let's go! 776 00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:14,000 Get on your stomach, number ten, get on your fucking stomach! 777 00:36:15,080 --> 00:36:18,080 I've got a history of being really sporty when I was younger. 778 00:36:18,120 --> 00:36:19,200 Get down, crawl. 779 00:36:19,240 --> 00:36:20,360 I did karate... 780 00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:21,640 Go! Go! 781 00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:23,920 ..I was a runner. I used to represent Essex. 782 00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:24,960 Keep going. 783 00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:27,400 And I'm not ever going to give up. 784 00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:28,720 Good effort, number nine. 785 00:36:29,720 --> 00:36:31,656 Near the front of the pack... Get on your stomach! 786 00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:33,480 ..is number nine, Jon-Allan. 787 00:36:33,520 --> 00:36:35,280 Come on, all the fucking way in! 788 00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:37,720 15 years ago, I lost my arm in Iraq, 789 00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:40,680 but I truly believe I do have what it takes to get to the end. 790 00:36:40,720 --> 00:36:43,560 I do know that I'm not gonna quit. Like, the one thing I know. 791 00:36:44,720 --> 00:36:46,000 Come on, then! 792 00:36:46,040 --> 00:36:49,160 Show us you want to be here! All the way in! All the way! 793 00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:51,680 Stop whinging. 794 00:36:51,720 --> 00:36:53,280 Keep fucking moving. 795 00:36:54,240 --> 00:36:56,000 Strong, number 12. Move! 796 00:36:57,560 --> 00:37:00,920 Number 12, Gareth Thomas, takes the lead. 797 00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:02,680 You don't know what it's like to be strong 798 00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:04,720 until you know what it's like to be really weak. 799 00:37:04,760 --> 00:37:07,680 I want to see some fucking passion. Some pride to be here! 800 00:37:08,680 --> 00:37:10,360 Mentally, we are all fragile... 801 00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:15,080 Right, first group here, stand up, fuck off back to the beginning. 802 00:37:15,120 --> 00:37:17,200 ..and allowing you sometimes to break 803 00:37:17,240 --> 00:37:18,480 makes you stronger. 804 00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:21,120 Number one, crawl! 805 00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:23,880 Fucking pathetic! You're like a crab. 806 00:37:23,920 --> 00:37:25,240 Let's crawl forward! 807 00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:27,440 The last few years, I've been mentally tested, 808 00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:28,960 I've been emotionally tested, 809 00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:33,600 but the physical test of this course 810 00:37:33,640 --> 00:37:35,200 is about as big as it gets. 811 00:37:35,240 --> 00:37:36,760 Come on then, fucking number one. 812 00:37:36,800 --> 00:37:39,360 Stand up, back to the beginning. Go on. Fuck off. 813 00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:41,120 I hope that I rise to the challenge. 814 00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:42,360 It's going to be tough. 815 00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:43,560 Ten seconds! 816 00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:49,640 Falling behind is number one, Matt. 817 00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:51,680 Get up, you fucking buffoon! 818 00:37:51,720 --> 00:37:53,160 Fucking get up there! 819 00:37:53,200 --> 00:37:55,520 Fucking clown. Hurry up. 820 00:37:55,560 --> 00:37:58,680 Stand up. Stand up, and stand still, now. 821 00:37:58,720 --> 00:38:00,760 Get your head up. Oi, get your head up! 822 00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:06,400 When we say move with urgency, you move with urgency, 823 00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:07,880 - do you get that? - Yes, staff. 824 00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:10,240 When we say stand still, what does that mean number 10? 825 00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:12,720 Stand still. When we say take it fucking serious, 826 00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:15,080 we mean take it serious, cos I tell you what, 827 00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:16,696 we're coming towards the end of the phase, 828 00:38:16,720 --> 00:38:18,720 and some of you are on the fucking chopping block, 829 00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:20,120 let me tell you that right now. 830 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:23,040 Turn to your left. 831 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:26,000 Follow on. 832 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:27,440 Start fucking switching on! 833 00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:29,520 Close it up! 834 00:38:29,560 --> 00:38:32,240 Fast as yous can, on the bus. Go! 835 00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:34,160 Quick as you can. Straight on there. 836 00:38:40,240 --> 00:38:42,360 That was fucking solid. That was horrible. 837 00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:44,320 That was one of the hardest things I've done. 838 00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:00,760 I can't believe we've got grey tops. Gonna show sweat marks! 839 00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:02,720 I'm just wet the whole time! 840 00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:05,280 That's the last of your worries! 841 00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:06,360 That's what I mean. 842 00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:10,760 OK, day two, mindset. 843 00:39:11,760 --> 00:39:14,040 As the phase draws to a close... 844 00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:17,120 OK, hostage rescue. 845 00:39:17,160 --> 00:39:20,360 ..the DS meet to discuss the previous task. 846 00:39:21,640 --> 00:39:24,600 Team Bravo, team leader was number ten. 847 00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:26,760 Yeah, they got to me on the release point. 848 00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:30,000 They'd made a shit load of noise on that approach. 849 00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:33,640 But what they did do, by sheer fluke, I think, 850 00:39:33,680 --> 00:39:35,360 but we'll give it to them, 851 00:39:35,400 --> 00:39:37,840 is they found the three hostages. 852 00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:40,000 Number ten did a bit of redemption. 853 00:39:40,040 --> 00:39:42,560 She did get stuck in, so, you know, 854 00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:44,600 chuck up where chuck ups are due. 855 00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:47,840 Yeah, I've just wrote, "Annoyingly good." 856 00:39:47,880 --> 00:39:49,560 Yeah. OK! 857 00:39:50,720 --> 00:39:53,160 Right, team Alpha, erm, 858 00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:55,040 team leader was number five. 859 00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:58,560 They failed because they missed the second room, 860 00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:02,520 and failed to pick up a third hostage. 861 00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:06,400 To that end, that led to a imprompt beasting. 862 00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:09,600 Yeah. One observation I did see was number 12. 863 00:40:09,640 --> 00:40:12,296 He was right at the front thrashing through there, and going for it. 864 00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:16,080 He's an older guy, but physically pretty good. 865 00:40:16,120 --> 00:40:18,360 I don't think he's struggling on his physical side. 866 00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:21,120 But this morning, in the gassing task, 867 00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:25,120 he had no control. He was fucking petrified. 868 00:40:25,160 --> 00:40:28,200 At this stage, I think he needs to start showing us 869 00:40:28,240 --> 00:40:30,280 what he's got behind them eyes. 870 00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:32,840 I think we need to find out where his head's at. 871 00:40:32,880 --> 00:40:35,040 Everybody happy with that? Yeah. Yeah. 872 00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:42,960 Can't cope. I'm scared there's, like, leeches on me. 873 00:40:43,000 --> 00:40:45,280 Check your armpits for leeches. 874 00:40:45,320 --> 00:40:48,840 Check your ears for leeches! 875 00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:49,880 "Years"? "Years." 876 00:40:50,880 --> 00:40:53,080 Oh, ears. Oh, "errrs". 877 00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:54,520 Oh, no, you say "errrs". 878 00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:56,640 Ears. Ea-rs. Yeah. "Years." 879 00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:57,880 What do you call it? 880 00:40:57,920 --> 00:40:59,600 Ears. Years. It's just an e. 881 00:41:00,720 --> 00:41:03,080 "Years." What do you say? What do you call these, Zo? 882 00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:05,160 Ears. Oh. I say "years." 883 00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:08,000 What?! Your ears. Ah, yeah, I wonder why that is? 884 00:41:09,240 --> 00:41:10,720 Number 12! Ah. 885 00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:12,760 Move! 886 00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:16,160 All right. 887 00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:18,240 Just stand there and put your arms on the thing. 888 00:41:18,280 --> 00:41:20,560 So basically, he's had a rough ride. Mm-hm. 889 00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:25,080 Both being gay, and then the HIV. 890 00:41:25,120 --> 00:41:26,240 Stand still. 891 00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:32,160 Stand still. 892 00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:49,880 How do you think it's going on the course? 893 00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:53,240 Harder than I thought. 894 00:41:53,280 --> 00:41:55,560 And why is that? Why is that? 895 00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:58,200 Because I come in here with a mindset 896 00:41:58,240 --> 00:42:00,640 to be the fucking strongest I've ever been in my entire life. 897 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:03,480 But I struggle with my self-care. 898 00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:07,480 Like, in my life, I have been subject to shit, 899 00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:09,600 and I refuse to be a fucking victim. 900 00:42:09,640 --> 00:42:11,040 I absolutely refuse it. 901 00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:14,360 But do you know what? What I loved so far 902 00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:17,120 is that nobody here is celebrated, 903 00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:19,600 nobody here is discriminated. Nn-nn. 904 00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:21,440 Everybody is treated exactly the same. 905 00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:25,000 I'm glad you said that. You won't get any pats on the back 906 00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:26,720 while you're here on this course. No. 907 00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:30,040 But you mentioned about refusing to be a victim. 908 00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:32,400 Mm. Can you just go into a bit more detail about... 909 00:42:33,640 --> 00:42:35,120 ..That period of your life? 910 00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:36,880 I... 911 00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:38,440 I don't feel hard done by. 912 00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:41,240 Like, I only ever wanted to do what I fucking loved as a kid. 913 00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:44,360 You know, I just wanted to represent my country, 914 00:42:44,400 --> 00:42:47,640 and the papers, who just hate the fact that I was gay, 915 00:42:47,680 --> 00:42:49,160 just fucking... 916 00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:51,840 ..wouldn't leave me alone, 917 00:42:51,880 --> 00:42:54,520 and wanted that to be a definition of who I am. 918 00:42:54,560 --> 00:42:56,280 So I was forced into talking, 919 00:42:56,320 --> 00:42:58,480 because I was petrified about what people would think 920 00:42:58,520 --> 00:43:00,640 about the fact that I was gay, cos when you represent, 921 00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:03,080 you know, when you represent something bigger than you, 922 00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:04,920 like your country... 923 00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:07,600 you care what people fucking think! So I was afraid. 924 00:43:07,640 --> 00:43:09,000 Of course. 925 00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:11,560 You know, it was like 40,000 people in a crowd 926 00:43:11,600 --> 00:43:15,000 who'd, for 80 minutes, just fucking... 927 00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:19,280 ..call me a faggot, AIDS victim, whatever you want to name it. 928 00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:20,320 But... 929 00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:29,560 ..do I walk away, and let however many thousand people affect me, 930 00:43:29,600 --> 00:43:31,760 or do I stand for the people that I really love 931 00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:35,360 and they really love me, and start being who I am now? 932 00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:37,640 And that's a representative of an under-... 933 00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:41,120 of an under-represented community in many walks of life, 934 00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:43,800 especially the walk of life that I came from. 935 00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:45,240 Then ten years down the line, 936 00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:49,480 I was blackmailed by somebody who knew my HIV status, 937 00:43:49,520 --> 00:43:51,760 then that person, because I refused to pay, 938 00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:53,880 went to the newspaper, 939 00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:57,240 and the newspaper knocked on my parent's house, 940 00:43:57,280 --> 00:43:59,960 and asked my parents to make a comment on my HIV status. 941 00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:03,200 So I didn't have the chance to tell 'em. 942 00:44:03,240 --> 00:44:07,440 So I had to... take control, of my life, 943 00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:10,280 and I had to speak about it publicly. 944 00:44:10,320 --> 00:44:13,320 And if I want to continue to put my head above the parapet, 945 00:44:13,360 --> 00:44:15,760 I'm going to constantly get fucking shot at. 946 00:44:15,800 --> 00:44:19,360 So I really want to know who the fuck I'm capable of being 947 00:44:19,400 --> 00:44:20,400 in the future. 948 00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:23,600 And I'm here to show HIV is not a limit to my physical 949 00:44:23,640 --> 00:44:24,880 and mental capabilities. 950 00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:27,800 Well, that brings me to the point of the course. 951 00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:30,520 The course is only getting harder, it's only getting more intense. 952 00:44:30,560 --> 00:44:36,280 You're one of the most switched-on and motivated recruits we have. 953 00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:39,760 I would like to see you stay as long as you possibly can, 954 00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:43,040 which means wherever you think your limit is, 955 00:44:43,080 --> 00:44:45,000 the day after that. Yeah. 956 00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:47,440 We want to see you giving 100%. Yeah. 957 00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:49,560 You've came here for the right reasons. 958 00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:51,760 Concentrate on the tasks in hand, 959 00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:56,720 and take time for you... through this process, 960 00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:58,960 and you will find out new things, 961 00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:00,640 you will push your body and your mind 962 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:02,240 to places they've never been. 963 00:45:03,920 --> 00:45:04,960 Guard. 964 00:45:11,320 --> 00:45:12,320 Stand up. 965 00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:15,640 Hands together. Walk. I've got control. 966 00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:21,680 Move to your right. 967 00:45:21,720 --> 00:45:23,680 People move away from me in a restaurant. 968 00:45:23,720 --> 00:45:25,920 People go to shake my hand, then all of a sudden... 969 00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:28,096 ..the lightbulb comes on and they pull their hand away. 970 00:45:28,120 --> 00:45:29,440 Hi, gorg. 971 00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:33,560 You all right? Yeah, actually, yeah. I didn't cry. That's amazing for me. 972 00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:36,080 I feel strong as fuck. 973 00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:40,000 People I know STILL think that's what transmissions come from, 974 00:45:40,040 --> 00:45:41,760 sharing a glass, or sharing a toilet seat, 975 00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:43,000 or shaking someone's hand. 976 00:45:43,040 --> 00:45:46,720 They're so, like, non-judgmental. Yeah. Regardless of your history. 977 00:45:46,760 --> 00:45:48,040 Means nothing, like. 978 00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:50,960 Yeah. It's just so refreshing, innit? Yeah. 979 00:45:51,000 --> 00:45:54,800 In a world where everyone is judged before they're even met, like. 980 00:45:54,840 --> 00:45:57,120 A virus, my sexuality... 981 00:45:57,160 --> 00:45:59,040 People's perceptions is... 982 00:46:00,680 --> 00:46:03,240 ..Not capable of holding me back. 983 00:46:04,200 --> 00:46:07,040 I feel like I needed that to get through tomorrow, 984 00:46:07,080 --> 00:46:08,080 Yeah. 985 00:46:09,440 --> 00:46:10,480 Yeah. 986 00:46:11,480 --> 00:46:12,560 Next time... 987 00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:14,640 Stand by... Go! 988 00:46:14,680 --> 00:46:17,600 You do not choose when or where you fight... 989 00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:18,640 Go on, yes. 990 00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:22,160 You've got to keep pushing on when you thought it was over. 991 00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:26,320 Otherwise, someone is going to die. 992 00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:27,400 Control it well! 993 00:46:27,440 --> 00:46:28,960 You're gonna fucking break your legs... 994 00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:31,000 Subtitles by Red Bee Media