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{\an8}Fuck.
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Um…
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Okay…
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{\an8}I said yes to Kyle…
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because I do… I do have feelings for Kyle.
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I'm just scared that I made a decision
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that was the wrong decision. I don't know.
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I really care about Shayne.
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I think he's a beautiful person.
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I've told Shayne that I liked him,
but I've not really said,
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"I have deep feelings for you."
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And from what I've observed,
he definitely needs reassurance.
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I've been way too passive.
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I'm finally strong enough
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to have the courage
to do what I have to do.
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I just wanted you to know
that I do have deep feelings for you.
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I do envision a life
with you together, and I do…
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Honestly, I really do care for you a lot.
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Like, I do… I do have your back,
and I would be loyal to you
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and faithful to you and…
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fight for you,
and be that rock in your life,
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and a true wife to you.
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I've expressed
this kind of stuff,
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and I was kind of waiting
for that to happen with you and it--
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Yeah.
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It's like we wasted so much fucking time
the last two days not even talking.
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I wished you would've said that like…
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-No, I know.
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…days earlier now.
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And it's like, I--
I felt the same way.
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I just wish we had that fucking time back
the last couple days.
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I know. I took a backseat and I regret it.
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My pride definitely got in the way.
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Shaina!
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God. Fuck.
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I know. I'm really sorry.
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-I know.
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Fuck.
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Fuck, I don't even know
what to think right now. God!
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And we can keep this private
so it doesn't--
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Well, trust me, it's not gonna fuckin'--
That's not for anyone else's business.
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You had the chance.
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This is not happening now. The connection
I have with Natalie is just so strong.
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It's too late for that.
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I just said yes to Kyle.
Like, me saying that to Shayne,
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knowing that he's gonna propose
to Natalie. That sounds so fucked up.
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But, like, I did see a life with Shayne.
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You feel you can get that out of Natalie,
what you think you're wanting?
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I hope you do find it.
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I don't wanna look like that person…
that's, like, making judgments
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on what their life would look like,
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but I would be the only one
that can really be that…
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wife for him in a real genuine
and authentic way.
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Looking back,
I just regret not… opening up sooner.
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Ugh.
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Goddammit.
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What Shaina said to me today,
I needed that two days ago.
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It's just… It's too late.
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Natalie makes me feel secure.
She makes me feel safe.
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This has been the one that I am
fully gonna give all my heart to,
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and I don't even know what she looks like.
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And, quite frankly,
I really don't care, because I love her.
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-Hello.
-Hello.
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-Hi.
-Hi.
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-How are you doing?
-I'm good.
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-I'm a man of a lot of words.
-I know.
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So, when I don't have a lot of words,
honestly, it's, like…
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That's what happens with you.
I get those butterflies with you.
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I get all the special feelings for you.
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This last week and a half
has been life-changing.
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I mean…
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I'm gonna get down on a knee.
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You can't see me, but--
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Natalie, I mean, I love you.
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I cannot wait to see you,
explore the rest of my life with you.
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Um, so, Natalie…
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will you marry me?
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-Yes. Oh my gosh, of course.
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Yes.
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-I wish I could just kiss you right now.
-I know. Same.
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-I'm so fucking happy.
-I know. Me too.
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I'm so excited
to spend the rest of my life with you.
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It's so cruel now. It's, like,
I just wanna run through a wall.
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I'm so excited for this.
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-I'm ready for it.
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My heart's pounding
out of my chest right now.
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It's fucking crazy.
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I'm an engaged person. Yes.
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Very happy.
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I can't fuckin' stop moving around.
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I'm just so excited.
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I love you, and I will see you tomorrow.
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-I love you too.
-Okay. Oh my God.
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-All right, I'll see you tomorrow.
-Okay.
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My God.
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Holy fuck.
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My God!
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Oh, my God!
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Natalie is the complete package.
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I'm excited to spend literally
every waking moment with Natalie.
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I just can't wait.
I just need to see her and touch her.
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To make sure she's real.
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{\an8}Outside of what fucking happened
to me last year,
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{\an8}this is the scariest shit in my life.
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{\an8}I've really put myself out there
in a way that I haven't done in the past,
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{\an8}and I am invested.
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I feel like Jarrette and I are having
similar feelings for Mallory.
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{\an8}I feel that, and I know that,
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{\an8}but all I can focus on
is what I feel for Mallory.
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And we acknowledge
that Mallory has a choice.
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And that's out of our control.
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It's just a lot, man.
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You know what's fucking great
about all this though, bro?
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This is what being human is about, dude.
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-I want to feel this, dude. I wanna…
-Yeah.
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I don't care if I'm hurt.
I don't care if I'm in pain.
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I'm fucking alive, dude.
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I don't believe that I have felt…
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Crazy!
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…stuff like this ever in my life.
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We got one life to live, you know? Like…
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shit can be good one day,
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and the next day,
shit can be completely different.
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I know that I'm here for a reason.
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I'm alive for a reason. I'm doing
this experiment for a reason, you know?
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I can't tell you why the fuck
these women are running through my mind
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and I'm feeling all types of ways
for these women.
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I can't make this shit out.
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I'm not gonna be okay
until I get down on a knee
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to the person that I feel like
is the best one here for me,
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-and she says yes.
-Hoo.
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The weight of the world
is gonna be lifted off of my shoulders.
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Yeah, man.
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{\an8}Earlier this week, I was going
back and forth between Mallory and Iyanna,
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{\an8}but over the past couple days,
I've gained clarity.
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I can definitely see myself proposing
and having a life with Iyanna,
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but I want to propose to Mallory
and it's gonna feel crazy, you know.
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I'm gonna feel a whirlwind of emotions,
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but I'll be celebrating
my 50th anniversary with Mallory.
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This is for life.
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Ho-ho!
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-Oh my God!
-Ho-ho!
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It's Taco Tuesday and we were talking
about how tacos are your favorite food.
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-So…
-Yeah.
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This is so nice.
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Oh my God, you're so sweet!
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I feel like the connection
that we've made, the bond is there.
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We're… I like so much about you,
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and it just… It feels right.
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It's enough there for me to be like,
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"You know what? I can see myself
with this person for the rest of my life."
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Yeah?
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Do you really see a future with me?
Like, if I was to propose to you?
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I'm such a fucking ugly crier.
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Since the beginning, I just…
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I connect with you so well, and I…
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We have so much in common,
and I could talk to you about everything
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and it's fun and I laugh with you a lot.
And I love talking to you all the time.
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You're such an amazing person, and…
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But,
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there's always really been two people
I've just felt very strongly for,
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and I feel like
my other connection is just, um…
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I feel like I'm just drawn more to that.
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I'm really sorry.
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Fuck!
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Are you okay?
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Jarrette.
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No, I'm not.
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I could see a lot of stuff with you,
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but I can't help but feeling…
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I mean, I don't know what to…
What can I say?
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Like, damn, it's over.
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It's like one decision
just changes your life.
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{\an8}
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It's just overwhelming, like…
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With Sal it's just,
like, I can't ignore it.
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I feel like Sal's more, like, my heart.
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I never thought
that I'd be in this position.
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I don't wanna hurt anyone else.
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I don't want
to make anyone feel like that.
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I'm sorry.
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Oh my God.
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Hey.
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Do you want privacy?
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Yeah.
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Okay. I'm here if you need something.
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You all right?
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Fuck no, I'm not.
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I asked her, if I was to propose to her,
would she accept?
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She said, "No. My feelings
are stronger for someone else."
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{\an8}You can tell me to, seriously,
like, fuck off right now,
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but I know you connected with Iyanna.
You know she's very into you as well.
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Everybody knows she is.
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{\an8}I could not fall asleep last night.
I'm so excited for this.
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Not that I even care
about what he looks like,
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but it's just the fact that I get to
touch him and kiss him and hug him.
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But, yeah, I'm so nervous,
I'm gonna puke, pretty much.
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Yeah.
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I've never had this feeling
ever in my entire life,
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and I live off of adrenaline.
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I just truly feel like, you know,
she's the most genuine person in the world
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{\an8}and I'm ready to fucking, like,
break through some walls to see her.
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Oh my God.
It's like I'm peeking. Okay.
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No one else outside of this experiment
will ever be able to understand
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how it's even possible, but it's true.
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When you take everything else
out of the equation,
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everything else that doesn't matter,
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you fall in love,
if it's the right person.
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Oh fuck.
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If he looks like,
I don't know, like an ogre,
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it wouldn't impact my love for him.
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And I know, you know,
it would be the same way for him.
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I hope so, at least.
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Holy shit.
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'Cause I'm just me,
just average little old me. So…
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This is so fucked. Yeah.
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Natalie is the perfect human being.
What she looks like doesn't matter to me.
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If she was missing a tooth,
then I'd probably run the other way,
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but like… You wouldn't?
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Oh my God.
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You know, you would run too.
Like, a missing tooth? Come on.
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I spent thousands on my teeth.
It's, like… I have limits.
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And a missing front tooth is
a limit for me. I can't do it.
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Oh my God.
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-Hi!
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Hi! Oh my gosh!
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Oh my goodness.
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When I was walking down and I saw Natalie,
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everything's sweating
like crazy and I'm like,
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"I gotta kiss her
before I start sweating all over."
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How are you?
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I'm better.
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-Yeah.
-I can't… Oh my gosh.
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I can't believe…
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So, again, will you marry me?
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Yeah, absolutely! Oh my gosh!
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Holy shit.
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It's so great. It's beautiful.
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You know what?
You are actually so beautiful.
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So.
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Oh my God.
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Oh my God. You… Oh my God.
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-You look so good. Stop.
-Should we dance a little bit?
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-Should we?
-Yeah.
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You're literally nothing
like I would've expected.
246
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-Why?
-But, like, everything.
247
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He's hot as F.
248
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I was surprised that he was suave
and confident and good-looking.
249
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He comes off so goofy.
So, I think in my head, I just thought of,
250
00:18:26,271 --> 00:18:29,650
you know, like the image
you'd associate with a goofy person.
251
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It's like a cherry on top that,
like, he's so good-looking.
252
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Anyways.
253
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Honestly, I'm just done talking right now.
254
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I just am so done talking.
You know, I go on--
255
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When he kissed me,
256
00:18:49,503 --> 00:18:51,839
it was probably
the best moment of my life.
257
00:18:51,922 --> 00:18:54,049
I've kissed boys, but, like,
258
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I think because there was a love there,
it feels so different.
259
00:18:57,261 --> 00:18:59,304
What'll we do
when we first see each other?
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I think you know what we'll do.
261
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Ooh-hoo-hoo!
262
00:19:02,558 --> 00:19:07,020
Honey! Little sassy.
Are we going to tickle a little bit?
263
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It feels so right and so good.
And it feels electric.
264
00:19:11,984 --> 00:19:13,277
-All right, one more.
-Okay, bye.
265
00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:16,405
-All right, bye!
-Bye, love you!
266
00:19:20,492 --> 00:19:23,120
Natalie has exceeded every expectation
I've had in my life.
267
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Everything that I ever wanted in a wife.
268
00:19:30,377 --> 00:19:33,422
Seeing that smile, she has
the most beautiful smile in the world,
269
00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:37,134
and hearing her voice
just makes me feel so at home.
270
00:19:37,217 --> 00:19:38,635
Oh my God.
271
00:19:39,469 --> 00:19:42,848
God, I wish everyone
could experience the feeling I'm feeling.
272
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I came here to find a wife.
273
00:19:45,267 --> 00:19:48,478
I cannot wait
to make it official with her.
274
00:19:48,979 --> 00:19:50,397
Oh my God.
275
00:19:52,065 --> 00:19:55,903
Meeting Shayne today,
it absolutely was the best day of my life.
276
00:19:57,321 --> 00:20:01,950
I can't wait to see him again and spend
the next chapter of our lives together.
277
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A thousand chapters of our lives together.
278
00:20:06,455 --> 00:20:07,289
Feel so--
279
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Now, we have to figure out
how do we work as a couple
280
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in the real world,
where there are distractions
281
00:20:15,339 --> 00:20:18,050
and meeting my parents…
282
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Um, hmm.
283
00:20:21,136 --> 00:20:25,224
That's gonna be interesting.
But I just love the way I feel right now.
284
00:20:25,724 --> 00:20:26,558
Oh my God.
285
00:20:26,642 --> 00:20:30,854
I'm so confident in us, and I'm so excited
286
00:20:30,938 --> 00:20:35,567
for our marriage
and everything else that's about to come.
287
00:20:54,670 --> 00:20:57,547
My stomach's definitely turning right now.
It's turning.
288
00:20:58,131 --> 00:21:00,801
Mallory had also told me
that she was dating other people,
289
00:21:00,884 --> 00:21:03,136
which is fine.
That's what we're all here to do.
290
00:21:03,220 --> 00:21:06,640
{\an8}But it was like a punch to the gut,
a really big punch to the gut.
291
00:21:06,723 --> 00:21:08,100
{\an8}I was definitely taken aback.
292
00:21:09,559 --> 00:21:13,730
I know that I was dating two women.
I had strong connection with both women.
293
00:21:13,814 --> 00:21:15,691
You know, I could have went either way
294
00:21:15,774 --> 00:21:18,610
and I think that's why every day,
I was kind of flipping sides.
295
00:21:18,694 --> 00:21:20,195
Like, today, it might be Mallory.
296
00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:22,781
Tomorrow it might be Iyanna,
and vice versa.
297
00:21:23,448 --> 00:21:26,118
Iyanna is truly there for me
and loves me for me.
298
00:21:26,201 --> 00:21:29,079
If she's still in,
I can see myself proposing to her too,
299
00:21:29,162 --> 00:21:31,957
because a day ago,
I was on the fence of who I was choosing
300
00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:34,960
between Iyanna and Mallory.
I'm trying to gather my thoughts
301
00:21:35,043 --> 00:21:37,045
on how to have
this conversation with Iyanna.
302
00:21:38,171 --> 00:21:40,173
So I'm just all over the place right now.
303
00:21:40,257 --> 00:21:42,676
I look like I'm keeping it together,
but I'm all over.
304
00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:55,772
-Hello.
-Hello.
305
00:21:56,273 --> 00:21:57,733
Hello, hello, hello.
306
00:21:59,192 --> 00:22:01,236
-What's up?
307
00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:03,071
What it do, baby?
308
00:22:05,407 --> 00:22:07,409
{\an8}You sound low energy. What's up?
309
00:22:09,077 --> 00:22:12,247
-Something I need to talk to you about.
-Okay.
310
00:22:17,252 --> 00:22:18,503
What?
311
00:22:19,546 --> 00:22:21,340
Just trying to find the words.
312
00:22:24,009 --> 00:22:27,721
Obviously, I've been,
you know, dating you and--
313
00:22:27,804 --> 00:22:30,015
And 14 other women. I know.
314
00:22:30,098 --> 00:22:32,601
But I know you've had
a connection with Mallory.
315
00:22:32,684 --> 00:22:35,145
Yeah. I had a strong bond
with both of y'all.
316
00:22:35,228 --> 00:22:37,773
I've literally been going
back and forth every day.
317
00:22:38,648 --> 00:22:41,985
And so, I did…
I had a date with Mallory earlier.
318
00:22:43,028 --> 00:22:44,905
And I, like, asked a question.
319
00:22:47,157 --> 00:22:49,701
"If I was to propose to you,
how would you feel?"
320
00:22:50,410 --> 00:22:53,538
You know, and she pretty much told me,
like, our connection is cool,
321
00:22:53,622 --> 00:22:56,625
our connection is strong,
but I feel strongly about someone else.
322
00:22:57,584 --> 00:23:00,128
I didn't get the response that I wanted,
you know.
323
00:23:03,048 --> 00:23:08,095
I also don't want you to feel like you're
second fiddle because I still envision
324
00:23:08,178 --> 00:23:10,055
what marriage would be like with you.
325
00:23:16,770 --> 00:23:19,439
I was so sure
that I wanted to be with you.
326
00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:24,403
I can't help but to think, like,
327
00:23:24,486 --> 00:23:28,281
if Mallory had said yes,
that you would have proposed to her,
328
00:23:28,365 --> 00:23:30,575
and I don't know how I feel about that.
329
00:23:30,659 --> 00:23:33,787
I mean, my feelings
for you don't just subside in…
330
00:23:33,870 --> 00:23:36,289
-I know that. But…
-…a couple of hours.
331
00:23:37,916 --> 00:23:40,877
…I deserve someone
who wants to be certain about me.
332
00:23:40,961 --> 00:23:44,131
Kinda feel like this whole process
is all uncertainty,
333
00:23:44,214 --> 00:23:47,717
and I feel like that's why I was going
back and forth every day.
334
00:23:47,801 --> 00:23:51,138
I think her telling me no, just really
335
00:23:51,638 --> 00:23:54,015
kind of just gives me my validation
that I needed.
336
00:23:54,099 --> 00:23:58,353
You know, because I was-- I knew
that I can see myself with both of y'all.
337
00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:02,524
And I think her telling me no, it just…
It makes my decision easier.
338
00:24:10,949 --> 00:24:16,079
Do you feel strongly enough
about me to propose?
339
00:24:18,373 --> 00:24:19,207
Yes.
340
00:24:23,670 --> 00:24:26,756
My heart just feels torn,
341
00:24:27,716 --> 00:24:29,551
because I don't… I don't know.
342
00:24:35,098 --> 00:24:36,975
If she had said yes,
343
00:24:37,517 --> 00:24:40,437
do you think
that was all you needed to propose?
344
00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:44,274
Um…
345
00:24:48,361 --> 00:24:50,113
Like, it would have…
346
00:24:50,197 --> 00:24:52,324
Honestly, I just would've…
It would've been a…
347
00:24:57,996 --> 00:24:59,039
I don't know.
348
00:25:52,425 --> 00:25:54,427
{\an8}
349
00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:59,724
I'm terrified.
350
00:26:00,475 --> 00:26:02,727
I never wanna feel
like someone's second choice.
351
00:26:03,228 --> 00:26:06,898
Yes, I am strong,
but I am very fragile at the same time.
352
00:26:34,801 --> 00:26:36,886
Okay.
353
00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:52,277
When I came here, I did not
expect to find someone like Mallory.
354
00:26:52,777 --> 00:26:54,738
{\an8}She just reminds me so much of home.
355
00:26:54,821 --> 00:26:56,239
{\an8}I found my best friend.
356
00:26:57,115 --> 00:26:58,783
I am in love with Mallory.
357
00:26:59,534 --> 00:27:03,121
I feel like I've always been
so careful with that word.
358
00:27:08,710 --> 00:27:10,670
This is new territory for me,
359
00:27:11,630 --> 00:27:13,173
but I am in love with her.
360
00:27:15,592 --> 00:27:16,468
Man…
361
00:27:25,143 --> 00:27:27,145
-Hello.
-Hey.
362
00:27:27,228 --> 00:27:28,229
Hey.
363
00:27:28,730 --> 00:27:31,941
-How are you?
-I'm pretty good. How are you?
364
00:27:32,025 --> 00:27:34,611
I'm really good. Yeah.
365
00:27:35,195 --> 00:27:39,491
I, like, play this in my head, uh…
366
00:27:39,574 --> 00:27:40,825
a lot of times.
367
00:27:41,451 --> 00:27:45,747
-Mm-hmm.
-I, um, remember our first date.
368
00:27:46,331 --> 00:27:48,333
And how I felt afterward.
369
00:27:48,917 --> 00:27:51,753
I drew two little stars
and a pepper next to your name.
370
00:27:51,836 --> 00:27:53,463
-That's so funny.
371
00:27:54,756 --> 00:27:59,302
I remember you just sharing with me
how much you cared about your family
372
00:27:59,386 --> 00:28:03,556
and the value that they hold
in your life, you know,
373
00:28:04,140 --> 00:28:06,351
and that really meant so much to me.
374
00:28:08,937 --> 00:28:12,774
I know that you will take
nothing more than my best.
375
00:28:13,441 --> 00:28:14,859
And I love how you bring out
376
00:28:14,943 --> 00:28:17,862
my most thoughtful,
my most vulnerable version,
377
00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:20,949
because you deserve nothing less.
You deserve that.
378
00:28:22,325 --> 00:28:25,495
You literally have, like,
my best in your hands right now,
379
00:28:25,578 --> 00:28:30,750
and falling in love with you
has changed me as a person.
380
00:28:35,213 --> 00:28:36,172
Mallory.
381
00:28:38,258 --> 00:28:39,551
Will you marry me?
382
00:28:41,136 --> 00:28:42,721
Oh my God.
383
00:28:46,182 --> 00:28:48,727
You kind of scared me a little bit,
384
00:28:48,810 --> 00:28:49,644
'cause…
385
00:28:52,897 --> 00:28:53,773
Why, Mal?
386
00:28:55,024 --> 00:28:57,193
Because I was afraid to
387
00:28:58,778 --> 00:29:00,405
be emotionally available.
388
00:29:00,488 --> 00:29:02,073
Yeah. Yeah.
389
00:29:02,157 --> 00:29:06,161
But I don't want to run from that anymore.
390
00:29:07,245 --> 00:29:09,122
Yes, I will marry you.
391
00:29:10,290 --> 00:29:11,207
I will.
392
00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:20,842
Oh my God.
393
00:29:24,679 --> 00:29:26,514
-Oh my God.
394
00:29:30,101 --> 00:29:32,937
-Oh my God.
-Did you get on one knee?
395
00:29:33,438 --> 00:29:35,106
-I did.
-Oh my God.
396
00:29:35,190 --> 00:29:36,941
Still on one.
397
00:29:37,025 --> 00:29:38,359
Holy fuck.
398
00:29:39,277 --> 00:29:41,905
Oh my God.
I just wanna hug you and kiss you.
399
00:29:41,988 --> 00:29:43,323
Me too. Me too.
400
00:29:43,406 --> 00:29:44,991
I'm so excited.
401
00:29:46,951 --> 00:29:50,872
When I see you tomorrow, can I kiss you?
402
00:29:50,955 --> 00:29:53,208
Yes, you can.
403
00:29:57,504 --> 00:29:58,671
Fuck.
404
00:29:59,172 --> 00:30:01,216
{\an8}What the fuck?
405
00:30:01,758 --> 00:30:02,717
{\an8}
406
00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:04,344
{\an8}Yeah, I'm engaged.
407
00:30:06,262 --> 00:30:07,180
Yeah.
408
00:30:17,899 --> 00:30:20,568
{\an8}I fell in love with Shaina through a wall,
409
00:30:21,152 --> 00:30:24,656
and now I'm gonna go pick her up,
410
00:30:24,739 --> 00:30:26,157
give her a kiss.
411
00:30:27,909 --> 00:30:30,203
Maybe. Or I get punched in the face
412
00:30:30,787 --> 00:30:32,247
for all the Bible jokes.
413
00:30:36,125 --> 00:30:38,419
Coming to this experiment
414
00:30:38,503 --> 00:30:41,673
{\an8}has definitely been
a life-changing experience.
415
00:30:42,507 --> 00:30:45,343
It's just been a lot.
I just got engaged to a man,
416
00:30:45,426 --> 00:30:48,638
and then told another man
I had feelings for him the whole time,
417
00:30:48,721 --> 00:30:52,141
but never really was clear
or transparent with him.
418
00:30:52,225 --> 00:30:54,894
I'm all of a sudden talking
about the man I'm engaged to,
419
00:30:54,978 --> 00:30:57,146
even though we have
all these huge differences.
420
00:30:57,230 --> 00:30:59,649
I'm just like… It's been crazy.
421
00:30:59,732 --> 00:31:00,817
Oh my God.
422
00:31:06,155 --> 00:31:10,410
I'm concerned
that she's gonna have hesitations
423
00:31:10,493 --> 00:31:11,995
based off my appearance,
424
00:31:12,829 --> 00:31:13,872
or my bad breath.
425
00:31:15,498 --> 00:31:19,419
She loves that I have a physical job
and that I work with my hands.
426
00:31:19,502 --> 00:31:22,088
She likes a masculine man.
427
00:31:22,589 --> 00:31:24,841
That's why I grew out my beard.
428
00:31:26,092 --> 00:31:30,305
I just… I'm confident
that her and I will physically
429
00:31:31,139 --> 00:31:32,682
be perfect for each other.
430
00:31:33,182 --> 00:31:36,019
I don't know why.
It's just the feeling that I have.
431
00:31:36,102 --> 00:31:40,106
That's just how I feel.
I just think we've bonded over everything.
432
00:31:40,189 --> 00:31:43,776
Man, I'm shaking over here.
433
00:31:46,571 --> 00:31:49,824
Me seeing Kyle,
I think it will give me clarity.
434
00:31:49,908 --> 00:31:54,454
I have to feel him, I have to touch him,
I have to see him, so it is real.
435
00:31:54,537 --> 00:31:57,665
I think it will give me that
436
00:31:58,750 --> 00:32:01,002
reassurance and calmness.
437
00:32:01,085 --> 00:32:05,173
When I see him,
I think I'm gonna know. I feel scared.
438
00:32:26,861 --> 00:32:28,905
Oh my God.
439
00:32:31,574 --> 00:32:33,284
You. Look at you.
440
00:32:33,368 --> 00:32:34,786
How are you?
441
00:32:35,745 --> 00:32:36,704
Oh my God.
442
00:32:47,674 --> 00:32:50,009
I see her and I'm like,
443
00:32:50,093 --> 00:32:53,304
"Shit. I'm a slouch.
Way out of my league."
444
00:32:53,388 --> 00:32:55,974
Imagine you're standing
next to a supermodel.
445
00:32:56,057 --> 00:32:59,435
You're, like… You're gonna feel
like a piece of shit. That's how I felt.
446
00:33:00,269 --> 00:33:03,147
She told me she doesn't care how I look,
447
00:33:03,648 --> 00:33:06,943
but she puts a lot of effort
into how she looks.
448
00:33:07,026 --> 00:33:08,528
Oh my God.
449
00:33:09,487 --> 00:33:10,905
Your fucking smile.
450
00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:14,784
-Oh my God.
-You… are gorgeous!
451
00:33:14,867 --> 00:33:16,828
Thank you. So are you.
452
00:33:20,707 --> 00:33:21,708
Oh.
453
00:33:23,376 --> 00:33:25,586
-I'm, like, shaking.
-Oh my God.
454
00:33:25,670 --> 00:33:29,465
-Oh my God, you're… Oh my…
-You're so sweet.
455
00:33:29,549 --> 00:33:32,385
-You're a lot nicer in person.
-I know.
456
00:33:36,305 --> 00:33:38,349
I'm just, like, soaking it all in.
457
00:33:38,433 --> 00:33:40,727
-Yeah. So is my shirt.
458
00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:42,478
You're making me sweat over here.
459
00:33:42,562 --> 00:33:44,022
-You're hot.
-Yeah.
460
00:33:46,607 --> 00:33:47,442
Yeah.
461
00:33:48,609 --> 00:33:51,154
I'm so
physically attracted to her.
462
00:33:51,654 --> 00:33:52,488
It's crazy.
463
00:33:52,572 --> 00:33:58,703
Her being that attractive and sexy
and pretty and cute is all a bonus
464
00:33:59,537 --> 00:34:01,539
to what I already loved about her.
465
00:34:02,331 --> 00:34:03,458
No, it's crazy.
466
00:34:05,752 --> 00:34:06,711
Now what?
467
00:34:06,794 --> 00:34:08,004
Um…
468
00:34:10,048 --> 00:34:12,258
This engagement, um…
469
00:34:13,342 --> 00:34:17,722
I'm scared that, like,
given our differences and everything…
470
00:34:17,805 --> 00:34:20,099
-Mm-hmm.
-…if it's gonna be a problem.
471
00:34:22,185 --> 00:34:24,771
And so, I'm just, like, freaking out.
472
00:34:25,938 --> 00:34:26,814
About what?
473
00:34:26,898 --> 00:34:29,358
I don't wanna make a mistake,
and I don't want you to.
474
00:34:29,442 --> 00:34:31,778
I don't want us getting caught up
in the excitement.
475
00:34:32,528 --> 00:34:34,113
But are you willing to try?
476
00:34:36,365 --> 00:34:37,200
Um…
477
00:34:37,909 --> 00:34:39,619
Are you willing to give it a try?
478
00:34:43,623 --> 00:34:46,209
Part of me is like, "Go for it,"
479
00:34:46,292 --> 00:34:49,712
and another half is like, "Be wise here."
480
00:34:49,796 --> 00:34:52,090
You know it's for the best
not to go there,
481
00:34:52,173 --> 00:34:53,925
because it could be a beautiful thing,
482
00:34:54,008 --> 00:34:56,761
or it can be very combative
and it could get toxic and ugly.
483
00:34:56,844 --> 00:34:58,179
-Yeah.
-And I don't want that.
484
00:34:58,262 --> 00:34:59,138
-Right.
-At all.
485
00:34:59,222 --> 00:35:00,056
Right.
486
00:35:01,766 --> 00:35:02,934
I'm crazy about you.
487
00:35:03,017 --> 00:35:06,562
I'd have so much fun with you and it'd be
such an amazing adventure with you.
488
00:35:06,646 --> 00:35:08,731
-And I don't know what to do.
-Yeah. Yeah.
489
00:35:08,815 --> 00:35:11,526
-I'm just being 100% transparent with you.
-Yeah.
490
00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:14,278
Well, we're gonna have to make an effort.
491
00:35:16,405 --> 00:35:18,157
-Have some hope.
492
00:35:29,627 --> 00:35:31,879
I was kind of taken aback,
493
00:35:31,963 --> 00:35:35,925
because her and I seemed
very confident going into this.
494
00:35:36,509 --> 00:35:40,012
And I think that she wanted
to tell me in person that,
495
00:35:40,596 --> 00:35:44,725
like, "You're amazing,
but don't think that it's all
496
00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:47,770
fairy tales and rainbows from here."
497
00:35:58,156 --> 00:36:02,076
The connection
that Shaina and I have is… is incredible.
498
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,078
I can't even explain it.
499
00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:09,083
After all the things we've talked about
and all the shit we went through,
500
00:36:09,167 --> 00:36:11,919
I think it will be impossible
to pull us apart.
501
00:36:13,379 --> 00:36:16,132
I'm confident that we will get married.
502
00:36:16,215 --> 00:36:17,717
It's just going to be
503
00:36:18,217 --> 00:36:21,220
an interesting journey there.
504
00:36:38,321 --> 00:36:40,531
-I want it to stop.
-What did you say you feel?
505
00:36:40,615 --> 00:36:44,619
Anxious. So, I'm gonna go in
and I'm just gonna be super transparent.
506
00:36:44,702 --> 00:36:47,538
I don't know how she'll react.
Gonna put it out there, man.
507
00:36:47,622 --> 00:36:48,748
-I love you.
-I love you too.
508
00:37:03,971 --> 00:37:05,932
This experiment
has been unreal.
509
00:37:06,015 --> 00:37:10,186
{\an8}I'm like, there's no fucking way
that these people are falling in love
510
00:37:10,269 --> 00:37:12,772
and being married
within this short amount of time.
511
00:37:12,855 --> 00:37:17,068
There's no way.
But now, I 100% see how it's possible.
512
00:37:17,151 --> 00:37:19,195
I don't even think
I could put it in words.
513
00:37:20,154 --> 00:37:24,784
Like, I did fall in love in the pods,
and this is my first time saying it.
514
00:37:24,867 --> 00:37:25,743
Wow.
515
00:37:27,328 --> 00:37:29,497
-Hello?
-Hello.
516
00:37:31,290 --> 00:37:32,458
How are you?
517
00:37:36,128 --> 00:37:39,131
I am overwhelmed.
518
00:37:39,966 --> 00:37:44,011
Yesterday's situation kind of fed into
one of my worst insecurities and, like,
519
00:37:44,095 --> 00:37:46,973
I knew how certain I was
about you days ago.
520
00:37:48,307 --> 00:37:51,852
I just… It scares me that
you weren't so certain about me.
521
00:37:53,896 --> 00:37:56,607
I was literally
just going through the process.
522
00:37:58,359 --> 00:38:01,404
I've done things
a little unorthodox doing this, you know.
523
00:38:02,071 --> 00:38:05,825
But I came in with an open mind,
with an open heart,
524
00:38:05,908 --> 00:38:08,953
telling myself that if I make
a strong-ass connection with someone,
525
00:38:09,036 --> 00:38:11,163
then I would take that leap of faith.
526
00:38:11,789 --> 00:38:14,375
We've had a lot of deep,
thought-provoking conversations
527
00:38:14,458 --> 00:38:19,130
and the biggest thing that I value
and like about you is your strength.
528
00:38:19,714 --> 00:38:23,509
You've been dealt some…
some crazy-ass hands in life.
529
00:38:23,592 --> 00:38:26,762
You've proven time and time again
at every obstacle in your way,
530
00:38:26,846 --> 00:38:29,140
everything thrown your way,
you've powered through,
531
00:38:29,223 --> 00:38:33,602
and that just goes to show,
you know, the testament of your character.
532
00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:36,647
Um…
533
00:38:37,815 --> 00:38:40,484
I had a long talk
with God this morning and…
534
00:38:43,029 --> 00:38:44,697
Listen.
535
00:38:45,698 --> 00:38:46,907
Um…
536
00:38:47,950 --> 00:38:48,868
Iyanna…
537
00:38:54,332 --> 00:38:55,666
Will you marry me?
538
00:39:05,676 --> 00:39:06,594
I…
539
00:39:07,136 --> 00:39:08,054
Um…
540
00:39:09,055 --> 00:39:10,097
Um…
541
00:39:11,515 --> 00:39:13,059
That…
542
00:39:15,519 --> 00:39:17,897
That is not what I expected you to say.
543
00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:24,945
You have no hesitations?
544
00:39:25,446 --> 00:39:28,741
I wouldn't be standing right here
asking you to marry me if I did.
545
00:39:32,078 --> 00:39:34,705
I'll be honest. Like, I'm really scared.
546
00:39:34,789 --> 00:39:36,707
I'm like, really, really scared.
547
00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:48,260
I mean, love is scary.
But, you know, I feel like I have enough.
548
00:39:48,344 --> 00:39:51,430
I know what I need to know
to know that this can be successful.
549
00:39:52,681 --> 00:39:53,849
Are you sure?
550
00:39:53,933 --> 00:39:55,142
I'm positive.
551
00:39:58,437 --> 00:39:59,939
I got you and you got me.
552
00:40:10,783 --> 00:40:12,576
Yeah. Yeah.
553
00:40:13,786 --> 00:40:14,829
Yeah, what?
554
00:40:17,415 --> 00:40:20,501
Yeah, I'll marry you.
555
00:40:20,584 --> 00:40:22,336
Let's go!
556
00:40:24,755 --> 00:40:26,799
Let's go!
557
00:40:27,925 --> 00:40:31,470
What the fuck?
What is wrong with us? This is crazy!
558
00:40:32,096 --> 00:40:34,640
-Oh my God.
559
00:40:36,058 --> 00:40:38,519
{\an8}What just happened?
560
00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:40,146
Oh God!
561
00:40:40,980 --> 00:40:43,357
Part of me feels like,
"Iyanna, what the fuck? Run!"
562
00:40:43,441 --> 00:40:46,777
and then the other part is like,
"Wait a second. This is what you wanted."
563
00:40:46,861 --> 00:40:49,989
This is not how I ever envisioned
getting proposed to.
564
00:40:51,490 --> 00:40:54,618
We're on bended knee through a wall.
565
00:40:54,702 --> 00:40:56,370
We're some weirdos.
566
00:40:56,996 --> 00:40:59,290
Listen, we're gonna be
weird together, forever.
567
00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:10,676
Fuck!
568
00:41:10,759 --> 00:41:14,096
What the fuck just happened?
What the fuck just happened?!
569
00:41:14,180 --> 00:41:15,055
Oh God!
570
00:41:15,139 --> 00:41:16,348
I'm freaking out!
571
00:41:16,432 --> 00:41:17,850
She fucking said yes!
572
00:41:32,531 --> 00:41:34,575
Oh my…
573
00:41:39,622 --> 00:41:43,417
{\an8}I'm so excited to meet Sal
and to explore that relationship,
574
00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:46,712
{\an8}but, man, I'm fucking proud of myself.
575
00:41:47,296 --> 00:41:48,923
Ah, this is so nerve-racking.
576
00:41:49,423 --> 00:41:53,552
I think sometimes I've lacked confidence
in so many areas of my life,
577
00:41:54,136 --> 00:41:55,054
and…
578
00:41:57,556 --> 00:41:59,058
…I don't know why.
579
00:41:59,141 --> 00:42:00,809
Why am I so nervous?
580
00:42:01,310 --> 00:42:05,981
But… I'm really happy about who I am,
581
00:42:06,857 --> 00:42:10,194
and I hope my parents are really proud
about who they raised.
582
00:42:10,277 --> 00:42:15,115
And I'm so confident
in myself and my decisions,
583
00:42:15,741 --> 00:42:18,494
and that includes this whole experiment
584
00:42:18,577 --> 00:42:21,121
and my relationship with Sal.
585
00:42:21,956 --> 00:42:23,499
Oh my God.
586
00:42:23,582 --> 00:42:26,835
He's just so thoughtful and considerate,
587
00:42:26,919 --> 00:42:31,924
and I fully deserve
and embrace that type of love from Sal,
588
00:42:32,007 --> 00:42:34,510
and I wouldn't have realized that
589
00:42:34,593 --> 00:42:37,638
if I didn't go through
this experiment with him.
590
00:42:44,186 --> 00:42:48,232
Love is really blind, you know,
because this love is unconditional.
591
00:42:49,066 --> 00:42:52,403
{\an8}I don't know what she looks like,
but I've never felt as deep a connection
592
00:42:52,486 --> 00:42:54,947
{\an8}as I have with Mallory,
and I am very attracted to her.
593
00:42:55,030 --> 00:42:56,824
And I can't wait.
594
00:42:57,908 --> 00:42:58,742
I can't wait.
595
00:43:03,539 --> 00:43:07,042
Holy shit. Should have taken a shot.
596
00:43:10,754 --> 00:43:13,257
My head initially goes to,
"What if he doesn't like me?"
597
00:43:13,340 --> 00:43:15,759
"What if there's something
he doesn't find attractive?"
598
00:43:15,843 --> 00:43:19,680
Like the big scar on my knee?
Like the blemishes that I have.
599
00:43:20,764 --> 00:43:22,266
Oh my God.
600
00:43:22,349 --> 00:43:25,477
I don't know. Like, it's scary.
601
00:43:25,561 --> 00:43:26,937
Okay.
602
00:43:31,734 --> 00:43:34,737
I have my insecurities
just like any other person.
603
00:43:36,488 --> 00:43:40,784
Those thoughts like, "Am I good enough?
Am I good enough for this person?"
604
00:43:47,625 --> 00:43:48,709
Oh my God.
605
00:44:01,138 --> 00:44:02,431
Oh my God.
606
00:44:02,514 --> 00:44:04,391
Hi!
607
00:44:06,310 --> 00:44:08,103
It's nice to see you in person.
608
00:44:08,187 --> 00:44:10,898
-Oh my God.
-Hi! Hi, how are you?
609
00:44:17,029 --> 00:44:19,156
-How are you?
-Good. How are you?
610
00:44:19,239 --> 00:44:20,074
Good.
611
00:44:22,242 --> 00:44:23,577
This is crazy.
612
00:44:24,745 --> 00:44:27,623
-I don't know what to do now.
-Why don't you and me…
613
00:44:27,706 --> 00:44:30,751
-You wanna come over here at my side and…
-Sure.
614
00:44:32,670 --> 00:44:34,672
Oh my God.
615
00:44:35,381 --> 00:44:38,759
-It's so good to see you.
-It's so good to see you.
616
00:44:43,639 --> 00:44:46,350
-How do you feel?
-I feel amazing.
617
00:44:46,433 --> 00:44:47,810
-Yeah?
-You look great.
618
00:44:49,144 --> 00:44:51,480
-And I'm excited to be here with you.
-Yeah, same.
619
00:44:51,563 --> 00:44:55,275
-And finally get to see you.
-Yeah, same. Did you picture, like…
620
00:44:55,359 --> 00:44:58,028
-Not at all. Not at all.
-What? No? No?
621
00:44:58,112 --> 00:44:59,947
But, oh my gosh,
622
00:45:00,489 --> 00:45:01,949
you are beautiful, Mal.
623
00:45:02,449 --> 00:45:05,452
Are you ready for the… the next part?
624
00:45:05,536 --> 00:45:08,288
Mm-hmm. I'm ready. What are you feeling?
625
00:45:10,457 --> 00:45:14,086
-Excited and scared.
-I just want you to know I'm here.
626
00:45:14,586 --> 00:45:17,840
And I know this is scary.
I know this is really new,
627
00:45:17,923 --> 00:45:20,551
but I'm ready to face this with you, Mal.
I'm here for you.
628
00:45:20,634 --> 00:45:22,177
-Yeah.
629
00:45:22,261 --> 00:45:23,929
-Same.
-Get over here.
630
00:45:33,689 --> 00:45:35,733
I hope she liked me.
631
00:45:35,816 --> 00:45:38,110
I was trying to kiss her
a little bit more, but I…
632
00:45:38,193 --> 00:45:40,279
I'm just… I don't know.
633
00:45:40,362 --> 00:45:43,866
The physical can grow and it will.
634
00:45:43,949 --> 00:45:47,202
It will, and I'm just excited
to see her again.
635
00:45:51,498 --> 00:45:53,584
I'm definitely in my head.
636
00:45:53,667 --> 00:45:56,628
I'm very attracted to him emotionally,
637
00:45:56,712 --> 00:45:58,464
but physically, like,
638
00:45:58,964 --> 00:46:01,133
I don't really… I don't know.
639
00:46:01,216 --> 00:46:02,217
There's no…
640
00:46:02,301 --> 00:46:05,012
There's nothing wrong with him. It's just…
641
00:46:05,095 --> 00:46:09,725
It's not something
I can really put my finger on, I guess.
642
00:46:11,643 --> 00:46:14,730
I don't know. I…
This is, like, throwing me off,
643
00:46:14,813 --> 00:46:17,316
'cause now I'm not feeling good about it.
644
00:46:17,399 --> 00:46:19,818
And I was feeling really good about it.
645
00:46:21,737 --> 00:46:22,821
See you after.
646
00:46:28,702 --> 00:46:30,204
Oh my God.
647
00:46:36,335 --> 00:46:37,377
Oh my God.
648
00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:55,854
Oh my God.
649
00:46:56,939 --> 00:46:58,357
Oh. Just breathe.
650
00:46:58,440 --> 00:46:59,858
Just breathe.
651
00:47:00,526 --> 00:47:03,445
I know how broken he was
when Mallory said no,
652
00:47:03,529 --> 00:47:06,990
{\an8}but he's not the only one
who was torn between two people.
653
00:47:09,117 --> 00:47:11,745
I found my fiancé.
654
00:47:15,332 --> 00:47:18,085
I know that Iyanna loves me
for who I am on the inside.
655
00:47:18,168 --> 00:47:20,337
I don't think she cares
about what I look like.
656
00:47:21,255 --> 00:47:23,966
{\an8}I'm gonna be happy as hell.
Whatever she is or looks like,
657
00:47:24,049 --> 00:47:25,843
{\an8}I'll be happy and I just can't wait.
658
00:47:28,095 --> 00:47:29,847
Oh fuck.
659
00:47:32,266 --> 00:47:34,518
Oh my God.
660
00:47:37,604 --> 00:47:38,522
Oh God.
661
00:47:48,407 --> 00:47:49,825
Okay. Lord, help me.
662
00:47:56,623 --> 00:47:58,667
Oh God!
663
00:48:04,298 --> 00:48:06,466
-Hi, Jarrette.
-Oh my God.
664
00:48:06,967 --> 00:48:08,635
What's up, babe?
665
00:48:10,596 --> 00:48:13,932
-Oh my God. What?
-Hi!
666
00:48:14,433 --> 00:48:16,476
-Oh, this is weird.
667
00:48:18,562 --> 00:48:19,396
Mmm.
668
00:48:28,363 --> 00:48:29,448
Hey, baby.
669
00:48:31,241 --> 00:48:32,409
Can you breathe?
670
00:48:32,492 --> 00:48:34,161
A little bit. Barely.
671
00:48:34,745 --> 00:48:39,291
Whoo. Man, oh, man.
She's fucking beautiful.
672
00:48:39,374 --> 00:48:42,711
Like, she just fits like a glove
when I hug her.
673
00:48:42,794 --> 00:48:44,713
I didn't expect her to look like that.
674
00:48:44,796 --> 00:48:46,798
Her voice does not match
what she looks like.
675
00:48:46,882 --> 00:48:49,051
But I'm happy as hell.
676
00:48:52,721 --> 00:48:53,555
Wow.
677
00:48:53,639 --> 00:48:55,724
Listen, I got something for you.
678
00:48:55,807 --> 00:48:58,352
-You ready? Are you sure?
-Uh-oh.
679
00:49:01,104 --> 00:49:02,773
-Are you sure?
680
00:49:03,899 --> 00:49:06,026
Oh, you picked a good one.
681
00:49:06,109 --> 00:49:08,612
Babe! This is adorab--
682
00:49:08,695 --> 00:49:10,030
Oh God.
683
00:49:10,113 --> 00:49:12,199
And it matches my dress.
684
00:49:14,368 --> 00:49:15,744
Oh my God.
685
00:49:22,167 --> 00:49:23,418
You disappointed?
686
00:49:23,502 --> 00:49:24,836
-No, not at all.
-You sure?
687
00:49:24,920 --> 00:49:26,421
-I promise.
-Are you sure?
688
00:49:26,505 --> 00:49:27,631
I promise.
689
00:49:27,714 --> 00:49:32,177
He has a big head, so I'm a little nervous
for my cervix, but he's so cute!
690
00:49:38,183 --> 00:49:40,227
And you smell so good!
691
00:49:42,396 --> 00:49:44,815
I can still smell him. Sorry.
692
00:49:45,649 --> 00:49:48,318
Like, I don't know.
I have to keep this dress forever.
693
00:49:48,402 --> 00:49:49,653
This is an important dress.
694
00:49:50,696 --> 00:49:51,947
Oh my.
695
00:49:52,823 --> 00:49:54,783
Oh my God.
696
00:49:54,866 --> 00:49:57,119
-All right.
-Oh my God.
697
00:49:57,202 --> 00:50:00,330
-Stop shakin'.
-I can't. I literally can't.
698
00:50:00,831 --> 00:50:04,042
-'Cause I'mma start getting too weird.
-Oh my God. It looks really good.
699
00:50:04,126 --> 00:50:06,086
-Did this pick this all by yourself?
-I did.
700
00:50:06,169 --> 00:50:07,754
-All by yourself?
-I did.
701
00:50:08,255 --> 00:50:10,841
Hey, good taste. Okay, good taste.
702
00:50:10,924 --> 00:50:14,678
Come on.
Oh yeah, come on. Uh-huh.
703
00:50:14,761 --> 00:50:16,179
Stop…
704
00:50:16,263 --> 00:50:18,640
This is so pretty. You did a good job.
705
00:50:18,724 --> 00:50:21,435
-Oh my God. Come here.
706
00:50:28,734 --> 00:50:31,653
The rest of the world,
they won't understand, but, like,
707
00:50:31,737 --> 00:50:32,779
it's my life, you know,
708
00:50:32,863 --> 00:50:35,490
and my heart is telling me
that Iyanna's the one for me.
709
00:50:35,574 --> 00:50:36,616
Mmm.
710
00:50:36,700 --> 00:50:40,537
It's not for anyone else to understand.
It's for me, my feelings, and my fiancée.
711
00:50:40,620 --> 00:50:43,373
That's all that matters.
I'm the one that's getting married.
712
00:50:43,957 --> 00:50:46,668
-You're so cute!
713
00:50:49,296 --> 00:50:50,547
Oh my God!
714
00:51:03,727 --> 00:51:04,561
Yes!
715
00:51:15,906 --> 00:51:18,408
{\an8}
716
00:51:22,537 --> 00:51:24,956
{\an8}Six couples fell in love and got engaged,
717
00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:26,625
{\an8}sight unseen.
718
00:51:28,710 --> 00:51:29,753
{\an8}Oh my God!
719
00:51:31,588 --> 00:51:32,547
{\an8}Hi. How are you?
720
00:51:33,173 --> 00:51:34,966
{\an8}-What's up, babe?
721
00:51:35,050 --> 00:51:37,511
{\an8}After finally seeing each other
for the very first time,
722
00:51:37,594 --> 00:51:40,013
they're now with us in Mexico
for a romantic getaway.
723
00:51:40,097 --> 00:51:42,557
Here, they'll discover
if their physical connection
724
00:51:42,641 --> 00:51:44,351
is as strong as their emotional one.
725
00:51:49,731 --> 00:51:53,110
{\an8}Until this point, only thing that's
mattered is who they are on the inside.
726
00:51:53,193 --> 00:51:55,153
{\an8}Now their love will be put to the test.
727
00:51:55,737 --> 00:51:59,199
{\an8}Will their looks, background
and insecurities of the real world
728
00:51:59,282 --> 00:52:01,284
{\an8}be too much for them to overcome?
729
00:52:01,368 --> 00:52:05,622
-Their weddings are just four weeks away.
-Will love be enough?
730
00:52:13,547 --> 00:52:15,590
Don't look.
I was supposed to get a pedicure.
731
00:52:15,674 --> 00:52:17,134
{\an8}I could give a shit.
732
00:52:17,217 --> 00:52:19,010
{\an8}-I do care about myself.
-I don't care…
733
00:52:19,094 --> 00:52:21,972
Like, I wouldn't care
if you didn't have any nails.
734
00:52:22,055 --> 00:52:23,390
Your hair is amazing.
735
00:52:23,473 --> 00:52:26,017
-It's not the greatest today.
-What, the humidity?
736
00:52:26,101 --> 00:52:28,019
What's your natural hair color?
737
00:52:28,103 --> 00:52:30,397
Naturally, I'm a dark dirty blonde.
738
00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:31,731
So, that ring…
739
00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:35,318
-Love it. It's beautiful. Can I be honest?
-What?
740
00:52:35,402 --> 00:52:37,737
I'm shocked that your mom let me wear it.
741
00:52:37,821 --> 00:52:39,573
-Don't tell her. She doesn't know.
742
00:52:39,656 --> 00:52:42,075
I didn't wanna lose it.
I've been wearing it as a thumb ring.
743
00:52:42,159 --> 00:52:45,162
-I don't want you to feel like--
-What do you mean? Feel like what?
744
00:52:45,245 --> 00:52:46,913
Like we didn't get our own ring.
745
00:52:46,997 --> 00:52:48,707
-I don't care.
-But we will get it.
746
00:52:48,790 --> 00:52:49,708
I don't care.
747
00:52:49,791 --> 00:52:51,835
We'll get it, is what I was gonna say.
748
00:52:51,918 --> 00:52:53,587
Isn't that funny? I don't care.
749
00:52:53,670 --> 00:52:56,047
I thought my ring was prettier
than everybody's.
750
00:52:56,131 --> 00:52:57,632
It's unique and old.
751
00:52:57,716 --> 00:52:59,885
That's why I like…
I'm unique and I'm old… er.
752
00:53:01,052 --> 00:53:03,263
You're right. I forgot.
753
00:53:03,930 --> 00:53:04,890
You're a baby.
754
00:53:05,974 --> 00:53:09,436
I'll whip you into shape.
It's okay. Like a training process.
755
00:53:15,025 --> 00:53:17,110
-I love when you touch me.
-Oh yeah?
756
00:53:22,866 --> 00:53:25,660
{\an8}I was questioning it at first.
Like, do I find him attractive?
757
00:53:25,744 --> 00:53:28,413
{\an8}But I'm like, I am so in it with him.
758
00:53:28,496 --> 00:53:31,625
Like, to finally see him physically
759
00:53:31,708 --> 00:53:36,338
and, like, how he walked,
how he ate food, how he drank,
760
00:53:36,421 --> 00:53:38,632
how he just interacted with me.
761
00:53:38,715 --> 00:53:43,136
I just found him
so physically attractive and I'm just… Oh!
762
00:53:43,220 --> 00:53:46,056
Just all the emotions. I'm here for it.
763
00:53:51,686 --> 00:53:53,355
-Come over here.
-Oh my God.
764
00:53:53,438 --> 00:53:56,024
-You're so cute!
-You're so cute.
765
00:53:56,107 --> 00:53:57,025
I, like,
766
00:53:57,108 --> 00:54:01,613
literally never have I just been so… good.
767
00:54:02,364 --> 00:54:04,491
I've never felt so just, like, calm,
768
00:54:04,574 --> 00:54:08,328
and so sure everything's gonna be fine.
No, we're definitely getting married.
769
00:54:08,411 --> 00:54:10,121
I just wanna have babies with him.
770
00:54:12,415 --> 00:54:13,792
Literally, I do.
771
00:54:19,005 --> 00:54:20,799
I could kiss you all day,
I'm cool with it.
772
00:54:20,882 --> 00:54:21,716
Yeah?
773
00:54:30,016 --> 00:54:31,768
{\an8}I'm so pumped for this.
774
00:54:31,851 --> 00:54:34,104
{\an8}This at night's gonna be
so fucking awesome.
775
00:54:34,187 --> 00:54:36,606
{\an8}I love this.
Okay, what do you wanna do here?
776
00:54:36,690 --> 00:54:38,858
{\an8}-I want-- Well, you know what. I mean…
-What?
777
00:54:38,942 --> 00:54:42,570
These two rooms are probably perfect.
And then the hot tub.
778
00:54:43,071 --> 00:54:45,073
-That's not happening.
779
00:54:45,615 --> 00:54:48,076
-You-- It's my birthday.
-No, fuck that.
780
00:54:48,159 --> 00:54:49,035
It's my birthday.
781
00:54:49,119 --> 00:54:52,622
I can use that excuse for at least
the next ten hours, I think, so…
782
00:54:53,206 --> 00:54:57,210
-I'm fucking outta here. I'm just kidding.
-Oh my God.
783
00:54:59,004 --> 00:55:00,672
Did you get me a present?
784
00:55:01,172 --> 00:55:04,301
-You'll just have to see tonight.
-Ooh…
785
00:55:06,136 --> 00:55:09,055
-What do you say?
-Say what? Fucking pour me.
786
00:55:09,139 --> 00:55:11,057
-What do you say?
-What?
787
00:55:11,141 --> 00:55:12,642
-I need a little--
-Oh. Please?
788
00:55:12,726 --> 00:55:14,811
-Something else.
-Is that what you were saying?
789
00:55:14,894 --> 00:55:16,855
No, just something nice about me.
790
00:55:18,690 --> 00:55:20,567
Pour me, then I'll give you a compliment.
791
00:55:21,151 --> 00:55:24,321
That's a lie, but I'll allow it.
'Cause I'm a nice guy.
792
00:55:24,404 --> 00:55:27,782
-See? I'm not egotistical. I'm a nice guy.
-I think you're a piece of shit.
793
00:55:30,285 --> 00:55:33,663
-You're being a little mean.
-Really? You need words of affirmation?
794
00:55:33,747 --> 00:55:34,998
Yeah. Just…
795
00:55:35,832 --> 00:55:38,460
Okay, I think you're hot.
Here, does that help you?
796
00:55:38,543 --> 00:55:41,087
Yeah, that's the first nice thing
you've said about me.
797
00:55:41,171 --> 00:55:43,465
-I think you have really nice eyes.
798
00:55:45,133 --> 00:55:46,176
Oh my God.
799
00:55:46,259 --> 00:55:48,887
{\an8}Natalie is absolutely gorgeous.
I think she's beautiful.
800
00:55:49,471 --> 00:55:51,681
{\an8}Her style,
everything she's got going for her,
801
00:55:51,765 --> 00:55:53,516
that hasn't been a problem whatsoever.
802
00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:56,269
But communication's a little different
than the pod so far.
803
00:55:56,353 --> 00:55:59,105
I don't know if she's just nervous
and that's how she reacts
804
00:55:59,189 --> 00:56:03,818
a little bit to the situation,
but I wanted a little more affection.
805
00:56:03,902 --> 00:56:05,236
I'm flustered, I'm confused.
806
00:56:05,320 --> 00:56:07,238
I just don't understand what's going on.
807
00:56:22,754 --> 00:56:25,006
I have a weird thing to tell you.
808
00:56:25,090 --> 00:56:26,966
{\an8}So, I've been making my own toothpaste.
809
00:56:27,050 --> 00:56:28,843
{\an8}-Oh God. No.
-Bear with me.
810
00:56:28,927 --> 00:56:31,805
-I don't like that.
-Seven years. Seven years.
811
00:56:31,888 --> 00:56:33,556
-Out of what?
-I have great teeth.
812
00:56:34,140 --> 00:56:36,017
Baking soda, coconut oil,
813
00:56:36,101 --> 00:56:37,268
sometimes charcoal.
814
00:56:37,352 --> 00:56:38,895
Yeah, it's all natural.
815
00:56:38,978 --> 00:56:39,896
Can I smell it?
816
00:56:39,979 --> 00:56:43,483
Yeah. I put some peppermint essential oil
in there. It's great.
817
00:56:43,566 --> 00:56:45,402
-This is toothpaste to you?
-Correct.
818
00:56:49,697 --> 00:56:50,532
I'm just saying.
819
00:56:50,615 --> 00:56:53,993
-Does smell like toothpaste.
-I know it does. I know what I'm doing.
820
00:56:54,869 --> 00:56:55,787
All natural.
821
00:56:59,040 --> 00:56:59,916
All for you.
822
00:57:00,458 --> 00:57:02,919
-Oh, I have my own toothpaste.
-Just trust me now.
823
00:57:03,962 --> 00:57:06,256
-Trust me, I brought toothpaste.
824
00:57:06,339 --> 00:57:08,508
Smoothest teeth anybody's ever had.
825
00:57:09,342 --> 00:57:11,302
-Smooth?
-I don't get cavities.
826
00:57:12,053 --> 00:57:14,264
I've never been like,
"Wow. He has smooth teeth."
827
00:57:14,889 --> 00:57:19,144
Maybe you're not looking close enough.
I just brush until I feel good.
828
00:57:21,729 --> 00:57:23,648
Think it's weird I make my own toothpaste?
829
00:57:24,399 --> 00:57:27,110
-Yeah.
-Does it change your feelings about me?
830
00:57:28,319 --> 00:57:29,154
No.
831
00:57:30,155 --> 00:57:32,449
Okay, good. I make my own body wash too.
832
00:57:32,532 --> 00:57:34,075
That…
833
00:57:35,535 --> 00:57:37,036
…doesn't shock me at all.
834
00:57:37,537 --> 00:57:40,415
I'm a hippie. Low key. Secretly.
835
00:57:40,498 --> 00:57:42,417
I'm not. I'm the opposite.
836
00:57:46,296 --> 00:57:49,340
Everything natural.
It's the only way to go.
837
00:57:51,551 --> 00:57:54,137
{\an8}I'm gonna switch out his toothpaste
with real stuff.
838
00:57:54,220 --> 00:57:57,182
{\an8}There's no way he's gonna continue
with that. It tastes so bad.
839
00:57:57,265 --> 00:57:59,017
I don't know how his breath doesn't smell.
840
00:58:02,937 --> 00:58:04,939
-Don't watch me.
-What are you talking about?
841
00:58:05,023 --> 00:58:08,067
We're gonna get married. I'm gonna watch
you brush your teeth a lot.
842
00:58:20,079 --> 00:58:22,957
-Ready? I got a surprise for you.
-Kind of.
843
00:58:23,041 --> 00:58:24,501
{\an8}-
-Dinner.
844
00:58:25,084 --> 00:58:28,463
{\an8}-Wow, look at you. You little romantic.
-Shall we?
845
00:58:28,546 --> 00:58:30,089
Shall we? We shall.
846
00:58:30,590 --> 00:58:32,509
We have our respectable dishes.
847
00:58:34,052 --> 00:58:36,137
-Oh my gosh.
-Isn't it? Beautiful.
848
00:58:36,221 --> 00:58:38,932
-Wait, is yours vegetarian?
-Yeah. Go ahead. Cheers.
849
00:58:44,062 --> 00:58:48,483
{\an8}I'm feeling very blessed and happy,
850
00:58:49,234 --> 00:58:51,486
but it's one of those feelings
where it's like,
851
00:58:51,569 --> 00:58:53,279
it's a little too good to be true.
852
00:58:53,780 --> 00:58:55,782
Are you pissed
that you're with a Christian?
853
00:58:55,865 --> 00:58:57,492
No, I don't even know what that is.
854
00:58:57,575 --> 00:58:59,827
-Yeah, I know you don't.
-You gotta teach me.
855
00:58:59,911 --> 00:59:00,787
Aww…
856
00:59:00,870 --> 00:59:04,207
-Listen, if you speak in…
-That's so cool!
857
00:59:04,749 --> 00:59:07,627
-Parables?
-Yeah, like, in pretty language.
858
00:59:07,710 --> 00:59:10,755
-Okay.
-And give great quotes, I am all ears.
859
00:59:10,838 --> 00:59:14,759
-What is yours? Eggplant?
-Yes. I'm so excited about it.
860
00:59:14,842 --> 00:59:17,345
-I'm actually jealous.
-We can share.
861
00:59:17,428 --> 00:59:20,848
-No! Do not do that.
-I'll eat it. I will eat it for you.
862
00:59:21,432 --> 00:59:24,060
It's our first night. I might as well.
863
00:59:24,727 --> 00:59:28,606
It's very sweet of you. Wait.
When's the last time you actually ate…?
864
00:59:28,690 --> 00:59:29,649
Eight years.
865
00:59:30,650 --> 00:59:31,484
Yeah.
866
00:59:32,110 --> 00:59:33,236
You're breaking it?
867
00:59:34,112 --> 00:59:36,948
-Just for you.
-Oh my God. Ew. You need to eat meat.
868
00:59:38,616 --> 00:59:40,952
We're gonna cut you a good piece.
Okay, ready?
869
00:59:41,035 --> 00:59:43,204
-Yeah. I want all the sauce.
-I want this.
870
00:59:43,288 --> 00:59:45,123
We're gonna make you a really good bite.
871
00:59:45,623 --> 00:59:48,084
I hate feeding people.
I think it's so cheesy.
872
00:59:48,167 --> 00:59:50,920
-Well… Too late.
-But I fed you. Says a lot.
873
00:59:53,006 --> 00:59:54,799
It's so good.
874
00:59:54,882 --> 00:59:56,092
It was meant to be.
875
00:59:56,175 --> 00:59:57,802
-Good.
-I'm dying to try the bread.
876
00:59:57,885 --> 00:59:59,345
-Eat it!
-I'm gonna.
877
00:59:59,429 --> 01:00:02,390
If you don't eat the bread,
it's gonna be really unattractive.
878
01:00:03,057 --> 01:00:05,560
Holy fuck. I'm always being tested.
879
01:00:06,311 --> 01:00:07,645
Eat it. You're a guy.
880
01:00:07,729 --> 01:00:10,189
A guy that doesn't eat the bread
is weird to me.
881
01:00:10,690 --> 01:00:13,109
When I first saw Kyle
it kind of scared me in a way.
882
01:00:13,192 --> 01:00:14,569
I'm like, oh my God, like…
883
01:00:15,653 --> 01:00:17,989
Do I want to have
the conversation with Kyle
884
01:00:18,072 --> 01:00:19,449
about our differences?
885
01:00:24,078 --> 01:00:25,038
Yes.
886
01:00:26,289 --> 01:00:27,582
No.
887
01:00:28,166 --> 01:00:30,168
-Are you gonna go shower?
-Yeah.
888
01:00:30,251 --> 01:00:33,046
I'm kidding. I'm gonna…
I'm just gonna chill.
889
01:00:33,129 --> 01:00:38,009
It's one of those things where it's like,
again, you're preparing for the worst,
890
01:00:38,801 --> 01:00:42,847
hoping for the best,
but you don't want to know the answer,
891
01:00:42,930 --> 01:00:44,349
but you know the answer.
892
01:00:49,312 --> 01:00:51,230
How was your shower? Do you feel better?
893
01:00:51,314 --> 01:00:53,107
-Hell yeah.
-Did you have a cold shower?
894
01:00:53,191 --> 01:00:56,277
Yeah, I left it at yours.
Should we go to bed?
895
01:00:56,778 --> 01:00:58,696
Um, yes, can we sit?
896
01:00:58,780 --> 01:01:00,823
-You want me to sit?
-Sit. Sit, sit, sit.
897
01:01:00,907 --> 01:01:02,575
-All right.
-Um…
898
01:01:02,659 --> 01:01:05,078
-Okay, I'd like to talk to you.
-Okay.
899
01:01:05,578 --> 01:01:08,247
I actually
am not used to setting boundaries.
900
01:01:08,331 --> 01:01:10,583
-But I want to do this the right way.
-What does that mean?
901
01:01:10,667 --> 01:01:12,293
-Again, I'm not--
-Normally what?
902
01:01:12,377 --> 01:01:14,629
No, I'm not used to
setting good boundaries.
903
01:01:14,712 --> 01:01:17,465
-And it usually ends up in disaster.
-Yeah.
904
01:01:17,965 --> 01:01:21,094
This is the first time
we're actually spending time together.
905
01:01:21,177 --> 01:01:24,305
-And I wanna do this the right way.
-Okay.
906
01:01:24,389 --> 01:01:27,058
Um, I'd think for the first night
907
01:01:27,141 --> 01:01:29,644
that we'd spend the night
in separate rooms.
908
01:01:34,524 --> 01:01:38,403
-How do you feel about that?
-I don't know. Like…
909
01:01:43,074 --> 01:01:46,119
-What, you don't trust me?
-No. Oh my God. No.
910
01:01:46,202 --> 01:01:47,370
Then what?
911
01:01:47,453 --> 01:01:49,997
-I just want to, you know, set boundaries.
-Yeah.
912
01:01:50,081 --> 01:01:54,210
-I know you're probably--
-No, I just thought it's more bonding…
913
01:01:54,794 --> 01:01:55,962
A hundred percent.
914
01:01:56,462 --> 01:01:58,673
-No pressure, but--
-No!
915
01:01:58,756 --> 01:02:01,050
I would never think that.
I wouldn't choose, like--
916
01:02:01,134 --> 01:02:03,177
But that's, like, the best time.
917
01:02:03,261 --> 01:02:04,470
It's like, be yourself.
918
01:02:04,554 --> 01:02:05,638
Right.
919
01:02:06,472 --> 01:02:07,306
You know?
920
01:02:07,390 --> 01:02:08,224
I know.
921
01:02:09,892 --> 01:02:10,727
So…
922
01:02:12,145 --> 01:02:13,813
But whatever you think.
923
01:02:13,896 --> 01:02:14,981
Are you angry?
924
01:02:15,481 --> 01:02:18,943
-No, but I didn't expect that.
-I know.
925
01:02:19,026 --> 01:02:20,486
I… I get it.
926
01:02:20,570 --> 01:02:22,155
-Do you?
-So…
927
01:02:22,238 --> 01:02:25,908
-I'll see you tomorrow morning.
-You're gonna go to your room now?
928
01:02:27,326 --> 01:02:28,202
It's…
929
01:02:29,704 --> 01:02:33,166
-um, 7:40.
-Oh my God. It's early.
930
01:02:33,249 --> 01:02:34,667
Oh my God.
931
01:02:35,334 --> 01:02:37,754
-All right.
-See you tomorrow morning.
932
01:02:37,837 --> 01:02:38,671
Okay.
933
01:02:39,464 --> 01:02:40,631
Goodbye.
934
01:02:41,632 --> 01:02:42,717
Okay, bye.
935
01:03:00,693 --> 01:03:06,824
Everything that she was in the pods,
she's way more personable in person.
936
01:03:06,908 --> 01:03:10,703
She's so much more dynamic,
and has so much more personality.
937
01:03:10,787 --> 01:03:12,705
She's, like, unlike anyone else.
938
01:03:12,789 --> 01:03:15,249
She's like gold-plated dynamite.
939
01:03:15,833 --> 01:03:17,460
I'm… I can't believe it.
940
01:03:26,761 --> 01:03:29,222
At the end of the day,
I think that I'm the lucky one.
941
01:03:29,305 --> 01:03:30,556
I get to be with her.
942
01:03:32,517 --> 01:03:33,684
I'm very lucky.
943
01:03:46,948 --> 01:03:50,576
I feel we're both passionate about
what we believe in and not gonna change.
944
01:03:51,994 --> 01:03:55,706
I feel like I do know
in my head what I should do.
945
01:03:56,290 --> 01:03:58,501
I can leave Mexico being a single woman.
946
01:04:00,586 --> 01:04:02,964
The way I felt about Shayne,
947
01:04:03,047 --> 01:04:04,465
like, back in the pods,
948
01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:07,635
that's in the back of my head
at the end of the day. Like, it…
949
01:04:07,718 --> 01:04:08,928
It's not going away.