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I have spent countless hours
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engaging with potential partners
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{\an8}and, after all of that, like,
I've actually found my wife.
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It's just so crazy
that we were able to do that,
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like, through pods.
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It's so fricking weird.
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I am completely
in love with Nick.
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{\an8}He's not only my fiancé,
he's my best friend,
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and I'm about to see him
for the first time.
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My God.
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Hello.
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-You're beautiful.
-You're beautiful.
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-I can feel your heart beating.
-Really pumping there.
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Mine is just as much, yeah.
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-Seems like it's been a lifetime.
-Yeah, it has been.
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-You look so pretty.
-Yeah?
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-I was so scared.
-Why were you so scared?
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Why do you think? I was like,
"What if he doesn't think I'm cute?"
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Of course I think you're cute.
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-My fiancé.
-I can't believe it.
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-I love you.
-Love you too.
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-You say it while I can see you.
-I know. I love you.
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Love you, too.
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Being able to see the face
behind the voice was just amazing.
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He has the most beautiful blue eyes,
and I have blue eyes.
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Our kids are gonna be gorgeous.
I can't wait.
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I'll remember this moment
for the rest of my life.
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I was nervous,
so I put on teeth whiteners twice today.
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-Today?
-Yeah.
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-I'm so awkward.
-Oh my--
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Oh, I like the socks.
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-That's my dog.
-I figured. Oh, he's cute.
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Yep. It's your dog now too.
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He's been looking for a mommy
for a long time.
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-Now he's finally got one.
-He's got one.
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I can't believe
that I fell in love with someone,
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and then I didn't get to see them,
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and then when I did see them,
it only made it better.
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-We're an engaged couple.
-I know.
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You're gonna have to get used to me
being like this all the time.
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This experience, it's changed my life.
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I already am
anticipating the wedding day.
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I am so confident about the relationship
that we're going to have,
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that I'm ready to be
married to him tomorrow.
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I am not going to let
anything get in the way of this.
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Can't wait to just start
this wonderful life we have planned.
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I cannot wait to go
on this romantic getaway with Nick,
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because I think that
it's just going to continue to develop
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what we've already started developing,
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and I'm gonna get to spend every single
waking second with him in Mexico,
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and I cannot imagine
anything better than that.
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-Love you.
-I love you.
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Now, I just get to work on spending
the rest of my life with him.
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{\an8}
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{\an8}
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{\an8}-Cheers.
-It's been crazy, bro. I am a believer.
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Let me ask you a question.
Have you ever thought of growing a beard?
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{\an8}I don't grow a very good beard.
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{\an8}You're an attractive guy.
Imagine with the beard?
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{\an8}-Game over.
-Ooh.
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{\an8}As crazy as this shit sound like
on the outside looking in,
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this shit is working.
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-Yeah.
-And I don't know how.
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{\an8}I feel more and more certain
every single time I speak with you.
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I definitely feel like
I've known you for forever.
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Yeah. Isn't that crazy?
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So, would you feel comfortable
if I moved in
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and I wanted to change up some stuff
to make it feel more like my home?
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Our home? I mean, long as it's not,
like, nothing too crazy, like, you--
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Not, like, pink everywhere? No.
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-Did we have a sex talk yet?
-We haven't.
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-Are you a very affectionate person, or…
-I can be.
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I don't have to be making out.
I'm not a big make-outer, but…
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-What?
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You don't like to kiss?
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I'm not gonna lie.
Like, saliva freaks me out.
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-Is that weird?
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'Cause I think about
how many enzymes are in your saliva,
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and how they, like, eat away at--
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Yo. I've never thought about any--
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My brain be doing the most, bro.
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-Oh my God.
-Like, that's what…
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Oh God.
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Like, just thinking about it. Uh-uh.
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When I think of intimacy,
kissing is involved.
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Yes, but I don't wanna be, like,
making out for, like, five plus minutes.
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Stop laughing at me! Stop!
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-Leave me alone.
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She's about,
"Nah, don't kiss me too long."
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"How much time we done been kissing for?
Four minutes, 37 seconds. All right."
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"You got 30 more seconds, homie."
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It changes every day.
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{\an8}Because yesterday I felt like
Mallory and I had a really good day.
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{\an8}And then today I feel like
me and Iyanna had a really good day.
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So, right now, it's Iyanna.
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Yesterday it was Mallory.
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It's tough.
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Oh my God.
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{\an8}That definitely gives me energy.
I'm not gonna lie.
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{\an8}-Hi, Mal Mal.
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You're so funny. Hi, JerBear.
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Funny story. I had a dream
about you yesterday and I don't know how.
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-Shut up. What was it about?
-Yes.
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-We were at--
-Was it dirty? No, I'm kidding.
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No. Get your mind out the gutter.
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-I know. Sorry, go ahead.
-Maybe it was.
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You were getting fitted for some suit,
like a business suit or whatever.
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Taking all the measurements.
That's what you were doing.
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-I was sitting there, watching.
-I like that dream.
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I woke up like,
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"Yo, what? How am I dreaming
about somebody I've never met?"
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I was like,
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"What is this woman doing to me?"
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For real.
How the fuck is this even happening?
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How is this even possible
that I have not seen this person,
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but yet I'm starting
to develop feelings for this person?
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Damn.
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-I have a question for you.
-Hmm.
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What kind of rings you like?
You like gold or silver?
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I just-- Man, I really love gold.
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I sometimes even think,
if I were to get engaged,
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I'd even want the traditional
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gold setting and bands, so…
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But that's just me.
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-I don't know, that's what I like.
-All right, cool.
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If that's what you want, we gonna do that.
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Have you thought about
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what life or marriage
would look like between us?
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For sure.
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Bruh.
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If you turn me on…
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…through a conversation,
I'm not worried about anything else.
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-Sorry, I'm so awkward right now.
-Don't be scared now.
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What if you see me
and I'm not what you pictured?
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I'll be fine with what you look like.
I'm not worried about that at all.
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Oh my God.
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Let me tell you.
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Well, sweet dreams.
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-Hopefully, you dream about me too.
-Yeah.
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Hola.
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{\an8}-What's up?
-What did you bring into the room?
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{\an8}Do you have
a little cocktail there right now?
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I made a cocktail with tequila
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and then I added a splash of orange juice.
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-Ooh.
-'Bout to play this game with you too so…
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What game? I'm excited.
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-We're gonna be playing Never Have I Ever.
-Ooh. I really like that.
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-Do you?
-Yeah.
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I bet you do. Let's see.
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Never have I ever
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slept with someone of the same sex.
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-I have never.
-Okay.
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I have, so, I will drink.
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-Oh my goodness. I didn't expect that.
-Yeah.
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But, okay. I like that.
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This is rated R now.
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No!
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Okay, never have I ever had sex
in a public place.
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-Well, that's a lie. I definitely have.
-Really?
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Mm-hmm.
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Have you?
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-No, I haven't. It's always been--
-Really?
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Yeah, it's been behind closed doors.
Some kind of doors, you know.
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Okay.
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-Never have I ever watched porn.
-You're chugging, right?
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I don't know,
it's fun to do it with someone else.
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Oh my God. It's… Is there AC in here?
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Shut your ass up.
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Never have I ever got a tattoo.
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I will drink because I have one.
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Where?
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Under my boob.
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Ooh. What is it of?
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Um, it's a tree.
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Like the tree of life
and just kind of, like, a family tree.
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Ooh, yes.
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I like that. I like that.
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How about you?
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I have to drink. Yeah.
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Well, dang. What do you have?
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Family is really big for me too.
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So, my siblings and I,
we all decided to get tattoos.
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-Like, sibling tattoos.
-Mm-hmm.
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It's supposed to be, like,
four little dots that represent all of us.
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Oh, I like that, that's cute.
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Yeah. That's the only one I have.
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Oh.
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I really like this.
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Yeah, this is really nice. This is fun.
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Yeah. I'm really, really enjoying this.
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{\an8}
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Oh my God.
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What the fuck is going on?
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{\an8}
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Hello?
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Natalie?
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Are you okay?
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Yesterday,
after our conversation,
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I was nervous
that I wouldn't talk to you again.
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If it's not you,
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I don't think
there's anyone else here for me.
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Whatever I have to do to prove
to you that I'm fully focused on you,
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I will do it.
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I wanna-- Honestly, I just
wanna hold you and hug you
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and make sure you're okay.
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Hey, do you see on your cart?
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-What?
-Do you see anything on your cart?
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What do you mean?
Did you give me a rose?
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It's corny and cheesy, sure,
but I just wanted to let you know,
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like, you are a magical person.
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-Thanks.
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You annoyed the fuck
out of me yesterday, but…
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Yeah, I feel like that's okay.
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I feel differently about you
than I ever have for someone else.
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All I care about
is making you happy
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and there is gonna be no more confusion.
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I just wanna focus on us,
and that's it. Really.
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Okay.
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-So, question.
-Okay.
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Will you be my girlfriend?
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Yeah, of course.
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I couldn't be happier.
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Me too.
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Did you have
a date with Shayne just now?
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-What?
-What happened?
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He asked me
to be his girlfriend.
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Are those champs?
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Can we popsy-pops?
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I'm, like, emotionally exhausted.
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Natalie and me have
the strongest connection,
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but I have feelings for Shaina too, yes.
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{\an8}I have a romantic connection
with both of them, 100%.
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I just need to know where they stand
and how they feel about me.
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-We're all coming out better, regardless.
-100%.
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-So, who's your secondary wife?
-Nunya.
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-Sorry?
-Nunya business!
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Hello?
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-Hello.
-Hi.
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{\an8}-How you doing, honey?
-I'm good, honey.
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You're toots, not honey.
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-Yeah. You're honey.
-I know. I fucked up.
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-Are you in your comfy clothes?
-I am.
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-What are you wearing?
-I'm wearing these men's--
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-Men's? Ex-boyfriend men's stuff or what?
-No. Never!
245
00:15:36,268 --> 00:15:40,105
No, they're like these men's gray joggers,
with a black crop top.
246
00:15:40,606 --> 00:15:42,942
Oh… You are so fucking hot.
247
00:15:46,195 --> 00:15:48,280
What's going on? Why are you holding back?
248
00:15:48,364 --> 00:15:51,325
I just don't want
another failed engagement.
249
00:15:51,408 --> 00:15:53,118
I don't wanna look stupid.
250
00:15:53,202 --> 00:15:56,789
You're not gonna look stupid,
so you don't need a hundred reassurances.
251
00:15:56,872 --> 00:15:57,873
I just need, like,
252
00:15:58,791 --> 00:16:00,584
just to see that you're in it.
253
00:16:00,668 --> 00:16:03,879
-Yeah, I told you that I care.
-Fight for it, then, or something.
254
00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:06,757
-You know I care. Of course I like you.
-Yeah.
255
00:16:06,840 --> 00:16:09,051
But again, I won't play
second fiddle to anybody.
256
00:16:09,134 --> 00:16:11,762
I get that, trust me.
I'm not stupid. I know that.
257
00:16:13,472 --> 00:16:14,473
Shayne.
258
00:16:15,057 --> 00:16:16,266
What?
259
00:16:16,350 --> 00:16:18,394
What was the conversation today?
260
00:16:18,477 --> 00:16:19,687
What do you mean?
261
00:16:19,770 --> 00:16:22,856
-Natalie?
-I--
262
00:16:22,940 --> 00:16:24,942
She said you asked her
to be your girlfriend.
263
00:16:26,610 --> 00:16:28,487
Did you say those things to Natalie?
264
00:16:29,613 --> 00:16:31,323
I love these questions.
265
00:16:31,865 --> 00:16:34,284
-Did… No--
-I love these questions.
266
00:16:34,368 --> 00:16:37,371
Well, no, she made sure
that she told me that you said that.
267
00:16:37,454 --> 00:16:38,580
Oh my God…
268
00:16:39,748 --> 00:16:43,711
-I'm asking you a question.
-I know, but I'm like, who cares?
269
00:16:44,211 --> 00:16:45,671
-I care.
-Why?
270
00:16:46,171 --> 00:16:48,757
-'Cause I care.
-Why do you care about that?
271
00:16:48,841 --> 00:16:51,093
She knows that I'm talking to you.
272
00:16:51,176 --> 00:16:53,971
Yeah, but if you have a girlfriend,
that's a different story.
273
00:16:54,054 --> 00:16:55,597
Oh my God.
274
00:16:59,476 --> 00:17:01,979
Whatever she says, why does it matter?
275
00:17:03,063 --> 00:17:04,189
Shaina?
276
00:17:04,690 --> 00:17:09,403
Shayne. Dude, just be honest. Yes or no?
You're making it way more difficult.
277
00:17:09,486 --> 00:17:11,447
-Yes, I did.
-Okay.
278
00:17:11,530 --> 00:17:13,198
That's all you had to say.
279
00:17:13,282 --> 00:17:14,158
Okay.
280
00:17:14,241 --> 00:17:15,284
There you go.
281
00:17:19,955 --> 00:17:21,707
I'm sorry, I guess…
282
00:17:26,128 --> 00:17:27,713
Is it over, then, or what?
283
00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:32,426
If you have a girlfriend, yeah.
284
00:17:32,509 --> 00:17:34,887
-That changes things, honey.
-Okay.
285
00:17:45,064 --> 00:17:46,523
I still adore you.
286
00:17:47,858 --> 00:17:48,984
I hope so.
287
00:18:19,556 --> 00:18:20,641
Damn it.
288
00:18:22,309 --> 00:18:23,477
Shaina's like…
289
00:18:23,977 --> 00:18:25,479
She's a fantastic person.
290
00:18:25,562 --> 00:18:29,066
And I might never see her again,
or talk to her again, and…
291
00:18:30,317 --> 00:18:31,944
Yeah, it just sucks.
292
00:18:51,505 --> 00:18:53,465
{\an8}-Whoo!
Good luck.
293
00:18:55,592 --> 00:18:57,469
{\an8}
294
00:18:57,553 --> 00:18:59,429
{\an8}
295
00:18:59,513 --> 00:19:01,598
{\an8}I'm not working out.
I make bad diet choices.
296
00:19:02,474 --> 00:19:05,394
{\an8}Yeah, not winning any body contests
over here but, you know,
297
00:19:05,853 --> 00:19:07,020
{\an8}it's not my strong suit.
298
00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:09,940
{\an8}-No one cares.
-Yeah, you know…
299
00:19:10,023 --> 00:19:11,066
{\an8}They don't care.
300
00:19:12,776 --> 00:19:15,195
{\an8}
301
00:19:15,279 --> 00:19:17,781
{\an8}Shake is not shy at all. Clearly.
302
00:19:17,865 --> 00:19:21,326
{\an8}The way he worded the physical questions
were very off-putting.
303
00:19:21,410 --> 00:19:23,245
{\an8}Made me feel really uneasy.
304
00:19:23,328 --> 00:19:25,372
About, like,
"I'm looking for a petite girl
305
00:19:25,455 --> 00:19:27,916
who I can put
on my shoulders at a festival."
306
00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:30,586
I'm just like, "The way
you're wording that is not good."
307
00:19:30,669 --> 00:19:33,172
"Don't ask the question like that."
308
00:19:33,255 --> 00:19:36,091
-First of all, it shouldn't matter at all.
-Is he the vet?
309
00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:38,427
Yeah, he's the vet. Yeah.
310
00:19:38,510 --> 00:19:42,306
That's why I was telling you, I was like,
"Ooh. We'd be a Dr. and Mrs."
311
00:19:45,142 --> 00:19:47,895
{\an8}Shake places importance
on the physical appearance,
312
00:19:48,478 --> 00:19:50,731
but we both have such similar mindsets
313
00:19:50,814 --> 00:19:52,858
and I've never met anybody else
314
00:19:52,941 --> 00:19:55,861
who's kind of gone through
the same life experiences.
315
00:19:55,944 --> 00:19:57,779
And I think that's really what bonds us.
316
00:19:57,863 --> 00:19:59,281
-We got it.
-We got this.
317
00:19:59,364 --> 00:20:01,867
I've never dated an Indian guy before,
318
00:20:01,950 --> 00:20:05,913
but I'm here to find that person
that makes me complete.
319
00:20:06,788 --> 00:20:07,623
How are you?
320
00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:10,334
-Good. You sound cheerful.
-I'm always cheerful.
321
00:20:10,417 --> 00:20:12,461
{\an8}You always are. I like that about you.
322
00:20:12,544 --> 00:20:15,839
-Yeah? Thank you.
-Yeah. You're this bubbly little woman.
323
00:20:17,049 --> 00:20:19,009
I know that, like, we connect.
324
00:20:19,092 --> 00:20:21,011
-Yeah.
-But…
325
00:20:23,472 --> 00:20:25,682
did I ever tell you
that I lost a ton of weight?
326
00:20:28,185 --> 00:20:29,061
No.
327
00:20:31,980 --> 00:20:33,023
Um…
328
00:20:33,899 --> 00:20:38,612
Like, close to, like,
you know, 70, 80 pounds, probably.
329
00:20:40,614 --> 00:20:41,490
Wow.
330
00:20:43,700 --> 00:20:49,915
How the hell am I the one who's,
like, asking girls their, you know…
331
00:20:50,791 --> 00:20:53,168
Like, these kind of superficial questions…
332
00:20:53,252 --> 00:20:54,169
Mm-hmm.
333
00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:57,005
And, like, nobody else is?
334
00:20:57,089 --> 00:20:58,131
Yeah.
335
00:20:58,215 --> 00:21:00,092
And then I kind of felt
336
00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:03,470
kind of ashamed, embarrassed that I did.
337
00:21:03,971 --> 00:21:07,557
And I'm like, "Wow, this is the experiment
where you're not supposed to even,
338
00:21:07,641 --> 00:21:09,268
like, think about that stuff."
339
00:21:09,351 --> 00:21:12,771
And I'm like, "How am I thinking
about that the way I am?"
340
00:21:16,483 --> 00:21:17,609
Just ironic.
341
00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:23,532
-I was really chubby growing up, actually.
-Really?
342
00:21:24,783 --> 00:21:25,617
Yeah.
343
00:21:28,954 --> 00:21:32,040
I think I've had a lot
of body image issues for myself.
344
00:21:33,208 --> 00:21:37,713
Because I was out of shape growing up
and I was always kind of uncomfortable,
345
00:21:37,796 --> 00:21:41,925
I kind of would compensate
by being with somebody in good shape.
346
00:21:43,635 --> 00:21:48,015
I-- I'm, like… I'm, like…
kind of looking at it objectively now,
347
00:21:48,098 --> 00:21:50,642
probably as a result of this experience,
348
00:21:50,726 --> 00:21:52,602
and it's like,
349
00:21:52,686 --> 00:21:55,272
is this a reflection
of my own body issues?
350
00:21:55,355 --> 00:21:57,983
You know what I mean?
It kind of is 'cause, like,
351
00:21:58,066 --> 00:22:00,027
everybody has their demons
352
00:22:00,110 --> 00:22:04,531
and… maybe I had more demons
in this department than I thought.
353
00:22:04,614 --> 00:22:08,493
Yeah. Oh my gosh, I'm so glad
you shared that with me and, like,
354
00:22:10,370 --> 00:22:13,582
I just love that you're being
so vulnerable. It makes me so happy.
355
00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:20,130
You're so confident
and you're so strong and, like,
356
00:22:20,630 --> 00:22:23,467
the way you handled it
was really impressive.
357
00:22:24,176 --> 00:22:25,552
Aww…
358
00:22:25,635 --> 00:22:30,098
I think it's so sweet that you said
that I was confident in all these,
359
00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:33,352
but I really wasn't feeling that
and I had to take a step back
360
00:22:33,435 --> 00:22:36,063
and kind of regroup and kind of, like,
361
00:22:36,688 --> 00:22:39,566
do my self-talk,
'cause I'm not always the most confident.
362
00:22:39,649 --> 00:22:42,861
I had a lot of issues
with self-esteem and,
363
00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:47,866
you know, feeling like I wasn't worth it
or all those things, you know what I mean?
364
00:22:47,949 --> 00:22:49,910
Yeah. Yeah. I know.
365
00:22:49,993 --> 00:22:53,121
Yeah. I think the potential
that we have here is, like,
366
00:22:53,747 --> 00:22:54,581
really great.
367
00:22:55,874 --> 00:22:59,169
And I totally see a future
with you and, like,
368
00:22:59,252 --> 00:23:02,923
I was just waiting to see
this vulnerable side to you.
369
00:23:03,507 --> 00:23:06,760
I think, you know, I think things
might really work out with us.
370
00:23:06,843 --> 00:23:07,677
Yeah.
371
00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:09,679
I really do.
372
00:23:09,763 --> 00:23:10,806
Aww…
373
00:23:11,306 --> 00:23:14,184
That just gave me butterflies.
374
00:23:28,281 --> 00:23:29,116
Hello.
375
00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:31,785
Well, well, well.
376
00:23:31,868 --> 00:23:34,121
-What are you wearing?
-What am I wearing?
377
00:23:36,081 --> 00:23:38,417
That was a genuine laugh over there.
378
00:23:38,500 --> 00:23:40,919
I did care for Shayne.
But Natalie,
379
00:23:41,002 --> 00:23:44,005
{\an8}she came out very strong
with her feelings for Shayne.
380
00:23:44,089 --> 00:23:45,590
She was claiming her territory.
381
00:23:45,674 --> 00:23:49,719
So, my pride got in the way of if he had
that connection with another woman,
382
00:23:49,803 --> 00:23:53,598
why would I want to put myself out there?
And right now,
383
00:23:53,682 --> 00:23:56,309
Kyle's giving me affirmation.
384
00:23:56,393 --> 00:24:00,605
I love that he, right away, like,
he knew it was me that he wanted.
385
00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:03,150
What woman doesn't want
a man to know right away?
386
00:24:03,233 --> 00:24:07,779
So effortless talking to you.
Like, you gave me the chills right now.
387
00:24:07,863 --> 00:24:09,072
-I did?
-Yeah.
388
00:24:09,156 --> 00:24:11,616
{\an8}-Why?
-I don't know.
389
00:24:11,700 --> 00:24:13,660
{\an8}I just had such a good feeling.
390
00:24:13,743 --> 00:24:15,120
I'm trying.
391
00:24:15,203 --> 00:24:16,538
That's why I'm drawn to you,
392
00:24:16,621 --> 00:24:19,207
because you literally pull shit
right out of my mouth.
393
00:24:19,708 --> 00:24:24,463
Don't get me wrong.
I obviously am drawn to you…
394
00:24:25,046 --> 00:24:26,882
Stop. You're making me nervous.
395
00:24:26,965 --> 00:24:28,967
…but I'm, like, vetting you.
396
00:24:29,050 --> 00:24:29,885
Huh.
397
00:24:29,968 --> 00:24:33,430
Well, you're an intellectual, clearly.
You're very intelligent.
398
00:24:33,513 --> 00:24:35,098
Thanks. So are you.
399
00:24:35,599 --> 00:24:37,309
You never went to school?
400
00:24:37,392 --> 00:24:38,393
No.
401
00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:41,062
I love that.
I didn't go to college either.
402
00:24:41,146 --> 00:24:42,355
-Really?
-No.
403
00:24:42,439 --> 00:24:46,151
-I think college is a waste of money.
-Yeah, I agree. It wasn't worth it for me.
404
00:24:46,234 --> 00:24:48,612
I love your mind.
405
00:24:48,695 --> 00:24:49,571
It's… It's…
406
00:24:49,654 --> 00:24:51,990
Yeah, it's a little com… Pretty complex.
407
00:24:52,073 --> 00:24:53,867
-It is very complex.
-Thanks.
408
00:24:53,950 --> 00:24:55,452
It's scary a little bit.
409
00:24:56,828 --> 00:25:01,082
Do you have faith? Are you anti-faith?
Would you go to church with me on Sundays?
410
00:25:01,666 --> 00:25:04,961
My mom grew up religious.
They grew up Catholic.
411
00:25:05,045 --> 00:25:07,547
Okay.
Faith is definitely important to me.
412
00:25:07,631 --> 00:25:10,550
Definitely how I was raised
and how I go through life is,
413
00:25:10,634 --> 00:25:12,552
like, being raised, Christian.
414
00:25:14,346 --> 00:25:16,723
Now, I'm not religious at all.
415
00:25:23,271 --> 00:25:24,231
Um…
416
00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:28,193
So, like…
417
00:25:29,945 --> 00:25:31,655
I'm, like, trying to be calm.
418
00:25:32,239 --> 00:25:34,616
-Do you… Are you atheist?
-Yeah.
419
00:25:34,699 --> 00:25:35,575
Oh.
420
00:25:35,659 --> 00:25:39,746
I know. However you're feeling,
I can understand.
421
00:25:39,829 --> 00:25:41,331
-You do?
-Yeah.
422
00:25:41,414 --> 00:25:43,208
We need to talk about it.
423
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:47,879
Oh.
424
00:25:48,463 --> 00:25:50,382
-Let's say we get married.
-Okay.
425
00:25:50,465 --> 00:25:53,218
-What if we have babies, right?
-Okay.
426
00:25:53,301 --> 00:25:54,886
Little Kylie's running around.
427
00:25:54,970 --> 00:25:57,472
And they're at the dinner table. Okay?
428
00:25:57,556 --> 00:26:00,267
-And you say, "Let's say grace."
-Yes.
429
00:26:00,350 --> 00:26:03,186
I'll try and fart or burp and say,
"Who's Grace?"
430
00:26:03,270 --> 00:26:07,274
No! See?
That's a question I need to ask you.
431
00:26:07,357 --> 00:26:12,571
You're asking me if I'm okay with you
instilling the religion into our children?
432
00:26:12,654 --> 00:26:14,072
-Yeah.
-That's fine.
433
00:26:14,155 --> 00:26:17,659
-But, like, what about for you?
-The kids will get to decide like I did.
434
00:26:17,742 --> 00:26:19,828
I want to know why you're an atheist.
435
00:26:21,705 --> 00:26:25,417
I just believe science.
436
00:26:25,917 --> 00:26:27,168
God is science.
437
00:26:28,670 --> 00:26:30,755
But the science doesn't check out.
438
00:26:31,673 --> 00:26:32,507
Says who?
439
00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:36,177
Says a lot of people.
I am resistant to brainwashing.
440
00:26:36,261 --> 00:26:38,013
I think you are brainwashed.
441
00:26:38,096 --> 00:26:40,223
-I could argue the same.
-Not really.
442
00:26:40,307 --> 00:26:42,809
You think we are accidentally here.
443
00:26:43,310 --> 00:26:45,812
-It's not an accident.
-Exactly.
444
00:26:45,895 --> 00:26:48,023
No, look, it's literally, like--
445
00:26:48,106 --> 00:26:52,736
-So, you believe the Big Bang Theory?
-Yeah. It's explained. It makes sense.
446
00:26:52,819 --> 00:26:56,990
-No, it doesn't… It makes no sense.
-So, you don't believe in evolution?
447
00:26:57,073 --> 00:26:58,950
-I do not believe in it at all.
-Stop it.
448
00:26:59,034 --> 00:27:01,620
-I do not.
-That's so fucked up.
449
00:27:01,703 --> 00:27:05,457
-Oh my God. Kyle…
-There's some guy who wrote a book.
450
00:27:05,957 --> 00:27:07,792
-Some guy?
-Yeah, wrote the Bible.
451
00:27:07,876 --> 00:27:09,169
Have you ever read it?
452
00:27:09,252 --> 00:27:11,379
-I've read parts of it and I am--
-So, exactly.
453
00:27:11,463 --> 00:27:14,090
Every atheist has said that
and until you read it,
454
00:27:14,174 --> 00:27:15,675
you can't say anything about it.
455
00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:18,053
-You'll never change my mind.
-I'm not trying to.
456
00:27:18,136 --> 00:27:20,972
I know, but I'm also not gonna, like,
457
00:27:21,056 --> 00:27:22,599
understand that.
458
00:27:23,099 --> 00:27:24,142
-I'll pray for you.
-I…
459
00:27:27,937 --> 00:27:31,066
Shaina has extreme views on religion,
460
00:27:31,149 --> 00:27:35,153
and I have extreme views on religion.
461
00:27:35,236 --> 00:27:37,447
Deep down inside,
I knew it was too good to be true.
462
00:27:37,530 --> 00:27:40,533
-Ouch.
463
00:27:40,617 --> 00:27:43,411
I could definitely
fall in love with Shaina.
464
00:27:43,495 --> 00:27:46,122
But, like, we are such polar opposites.
465
00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:50,710
And I don't think either of us
are gonna change each other.
466
00:27:51,711 --> 00:27:52,921
And it scares me.
467
00:27:58,343 --> 00:28:01,638
Maybe I was floating away a little bit,
and I was just grounded.
468
00:28:04,849 --> 00:28:05,725
Yeah.
469
00:28:33,086 --> 00:28:36,798
Honestly, really being here just…
It really made me question,
470
00:28:36,881 --> 00:28:38,883
did I know the people
that I was with before?
471
00:28:39,384 --> 00:28:42,929
{\an8}Like, how was I in relationships?
Was it real love?
472
00:28:43,012 --> 00:28:45,348
I'll be very honest, for my situation,
473
00:28:45,432 --> 00:28:47,684
-I have not gone for a girl…
-Yeah.
474
00:28:47,767 --> 00:28:50,603
…like Deeps, but I feel
really fucking good about it.
475
00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:55,650
{\an8}I'm beyond words how excited I am
about finding someone like Deeps.
476
00:28:55,734 --> 00:28:59,237
So, do you see yourself having kids?
Like, how many kids do you want?
477
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:01,197
I definitely don't want just one.
478
00:29:01,281 --> 00:29:03,116
I want as many as I can afford.
479
00:29:03,199 --> 00:29:05,285
Yeah. Yeah, that's a good way to put it.
480
00:29:05,368 --> 00:29:09,080
This is definitely my first time
feeling this particular way about someone.
481
00:29:09,164 --> 00:29:12,709
Without a doubt,
I have never felt so close,
482
00:29:12,792 --> 00:29:16,921
so deep, so strong, so quickly.
483
00:29:17,005 --> 00:29:19,382
Even in some of the Indian traditions,
484
00:29:19,466 --> 00:29:22,802
like touching the man's feet
when I get married.
485
00:29:22,886 --> 00:29:25,930
-Like, fuck that.
-I am right there with you.
486
00:29:27,932 --> 00:29:32,812
I've come a long way, getting past
superficial motivations for things
487
00:29:32,896 --> 00:29:34,856
and working through my insecurities.
488
00:29:34,939 --> 00:29:38,318
I love being a vet,
I hate the lifestyle of a vet.
489
00:29:38,401 --> 00:29:41,654
So, owning your own practice,
you'd have to be able to be flexible.
490
00:29:41,738 --> 00:29:43,239
Not for a little while.
491
00:29:43,323 --> 00:29:45,950
I like to be
financially independent completely--
492
00:29:46,034 --> 00:29:49,704
Me, too. We're gonna have some smart,
awesome kids. I just know it.
493
00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:50,997
Aww…
494
00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:54,209
Deepti is like a puzzle piece that fits.
495
00:29:54,292 --> 00:29:56,294
She fits in a way
nobody else has ever fit.
496
00:30:22,862 --> 00:30:24,614
{\an8}
497
00:30:24,697 --> 00:30:26,324
{\an8}-Hello.
-Hey.
498
00:30:26,407 --> 00:30:28,368
-Hi.
-How's it goin'?
499
00:30:28,451 --> 00:30:30,662
-Good, how are you?
-I'm good.
500
00:30:38,545 --> 00:30:43,007
I wanted to just say something
from the heart here.
501
00:30:45,802 --> 00:30:50,265
So, when coincidence seems too convenient,
502
00:30:50,765 --> 00:30:52,976
I prefer to call that fate.
503
00:30:54,102 --> 00:31:00,149
And I've never met someone
who seems to understand me the way you do.
504
00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:05,989
Our stories are so similar
and they've already begun to intertwine.
505
00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,994
You make me feel some type of way.
506
00:31:12,787 --> 00:31:16,583
I'm gonna ask you
to approach the wall here.
507
00:31:17,208 --> 00:31:21,212
-Oh, I wish I could feel you.
-I know. I wish the same thing.
508
00:31:22,505 --> 00:31:25,592
So, I'm gonna get down on one knee.
509
00:31:29,554 --> 00:31:31,097
And, Deepti,
510
00:31:31,639 --> 00:31:34,684
will you make me the luckiest man
in the world and marry me?
511
00:31:34,767 --> 00:31:38,146
Oh my gosh. Abi.
512
00:31:41,232 --> 00:31:45,695
I never thought
that I would meet someone like you and…
513
00:31:45,778 --> 00:31:51,034
Oh, man, I feel like fate has just
gravitated us towards each other,
514
00:31:51,117 --> 00:31:54,037
and a thousand times yes!
515
00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:55,288
-Yes!
-Yes, yes!
516
00:31:55,371 --> 00:31:57,749
-Yes! All right!
-I wish I could hug you right now.
517
00:31:57,832 --> 00:32:00,919
-I know. Oh my gosh, and then some.
-Abi, can't wait to see you.
518
00:32:01,878 --> 00:32:03,838
-Wow, that feels amazing.
519
00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:04,881
Whoo.
520
00:32:04,964 --> 00:32:06,799
-We're engaged!
-We're engaged.
521
00:32:06,883 --> 00:32:09,052
-We're fucking engaged.
-I can't believe it.
522
00:32:09,636 --> 00:32:10,511
Ah!
523
00:32:11,888 --> 00:32:14,307
-Rest of our lives, baby.
-Rest of our lives.
524
00:32:14,390 --> 00:32:17,518
-Oh my God. I just got goosebumps.
-Ah! I'm so excited!
525
00:32:29,906 --> 00:32:30,740
Bye.
526
00:32:38,915 --> 00:32:41,125
-I'm engaged!
-Yeah!
527
00:32:41,209 --> 00:32:43,127
Congratulations, hon!
528
00:32:43,211 --> 00:32:45,964
Thank you!
529
00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:49,509
Thank you! Thanks.
530
00:32:55,181 --> 00:32:57,225
-Really?
-That is…
531
00:33:00,395 --> 00:33:03,189
{\an8}So, I think if we're going
to get married at the end of this,
532
00:33:03,272 --> 00:33:04,857
{\an8}I want you to know everything.
533
00:33:04,941 --> 00:33:09,362
{\an8}Yeah. So, do-- do you think
there's, like, one thing
534
00:33:09,445 --> 00:33:12,615
that would be, like,
the complete deal breaker in a marriage?
535
00:33:12,699 --> 00:33:15,284
Like, "Nah, this happened?
This divorce is inevitable."
536
00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:18,621
For me, it's cheating.
And I mean, like, any form of cheating.
537
00:33:18,705 --> 00:33:21,165
Like emotional cheating,
or like, physically cheating.
538
00:33:21,249 --> 00:33:22,333
So, do you…
539
00:33:22,417 --> 00:33:23,751
Do you think you have any…
540
00:33:24,544 --> 00:33:26,379
any traumas that you're still,
541
00:33:26,462 --> 00:33:27,880
like, working through?
542
00:33:30,133 --> 00:33:34,053
So, I was sexually assaulted
when I was 17.
543
00:33:34,137 --> 00:33:36,139
-Hmm.
-Like, my heart is healed.
544
00:33:36,222 --> 00:33:38,307
It's just, like,
sometimes my body remembers.
545
00:33:38,391 --> 00:33:39,726
I mean, it can be difficult.
546
00:33:39,809 --> 00:33:42,186
Like, I'm very, very, very selective on
547
00:33:42,270 --> 00:33:44,564
who I allow to get
very, very close to me.
548
00:33:44,647 --> 00:33:47,316
-Yeah.
-I can make quick acquaintances, very…
549
00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:48,526
Like, that's fine.
550
00:33:48,609 --> 00:33:51,654
But when it comes down to it,
like, who am I investing my time with?
551
00:33:51,738 --> 00:33:53,573
-Mm-hmm.
-And it's not that many people,
552
00:33:53,656 --> 00:33:55,366
because I'm just very, very selective.
553
00:33:55,450 --> 00:33:56,367
Mm-hmm.
554
00:33:56,868 --> 00:33:58,619
You are one resilient person.
555
00:34:00,329 --> 00:34:04,208
It doesn't feel fresh, but, um,
there's still some, like, lingering…
556
00:34:04,292 --> 00:34:05,918
um, things that…
557
00:34:06,002 --> 00:34:08,755
I don't know, make me,
I guess, like, have reflexes.
558
00:34:08,838 --> 00:34:11,507
'Cause, I mean,
I already struggle with trust in general
559
00:34:11,591 --> 00:34:14,927
and strangely enough, like,
I feel like I trust you enough.
560
00:34:15,011 --> 00:34:18,264
I mean, I do trust--
I understand you, like, extremely well.
561
00:34:18,347 --> 00:34:21,142
-That's huge.
-Yeah.
562
00:34:22,018 --> 00:34:23,394
It is big.
563
00:34:23,478 --> 00:34:26,522
Listen, outside of my family
and my close friends, like…
564
00:34:27,231 --> 00:34:28,941
no one-- no one knows this.
565
00:34:29,025 --> 00:34:30,735
-Mm-hmm.
-Um…
566
00:34:31,319 --> 00:34:33,362
A year ago…
567
00:34:36,157 --> 00:34:39,035
-Almost lost my life.
-What?
568
00:34:40,036 --> 00:34:42,163
I had an issue with someone
569
00:34:42,246 --> 00:34:44,373
who I thought was
a really close friend of mine.
570
00:34:45,249 --> 00:34:48,336
There'd been friction
between us for-- for quite some time.
571
00:34:48,419 --> 00:34:50,880
We-- We had had, like, an issue.
572
00:34:50,963 --> 00:34:53,007
I never saw the knife in his hand.
573
00:34:54,133 --> 00:34:55,426
I was stabbed.
574
00:35:03,309 --> 00:35:04,602
Oh my God.
575
00:35:09,982 --> 00:35:13,694
Yeah. I end up passing out.
That's-- that's all I remember.
576
00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:15,822
I woke up the next morning and
577
00:35:16,906 --> 00:35:21,160
have all these fucking tubes down my nose.
Didn't even know that I was gonna make it.
578
00:35:22,745 --> 00:35:24,914
Probably one of the lowest points
of my life.
579
00:35:25,498 --> 00:35:26,999
-Oh my God.
580
00:35:29,460 --> 00:35:30,878
-Jesus.
-Right.
581
00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:34,632
I haven't had anybody there
to go through this with.
582
00:35:39,512 --> 00:35:43,516
I'm so sorry you went through that.
That's a lot.
583
00:35:48,771 --> 00:35:49,772
Dang, Jarrette.
584
00:35:52,483 --> 00:35:53,776
I'm so sorry.
585
00:35:53,860 --> 00:35:56,988
So, everything happens for a reason.
That's how I gotta look at it.
586
00:35:57,071 --> 00:36:01,284
Yeah. Honestly,
it feels nice to open up to you.
587
00:36:02,535 --> 00:36:05,204
And then for you to receive it so well,
it feels nice.
588
00:36:06,247 --> 00:36:09,167
I don't think I have
anything else to think about anymore.
589
00:36:09,959 --> 00:36:11,335
I think it's you.
590
00:36:15,339 --> 00:36:16,215
Whoo.
591
00:36:20,636 --> 00:36:23,347
I've made connections
with you and Mallory.
592
00:36:24,682 --> 00:36:26,893
And it's just, my brain is flustered.
593
00:36:26,976 --> 00:36:29,478
I've literally been
going back and forth every day.
594
00:36:39,572 --> 00:36:41,574
{\an8}
595
00:36:41,657 --> 00:36:44,202
{\an8}
596
00:36:45,369 --> 00:36:47,788
{\an8}
597
00:36:47,872 --> 00:36:48,706
Good luck, gents.
598
00:36:48,789 --> 00:36:51,918
All right, fellas.
Enjoy yourself. Make me proud.
599
00:36:56,797 --> 00:36:58,925
We've been having such deep conversations,
600
00:36:59,008 --> 00:37:01,135
I kind of bypassed all the basic shit.
601
00:37:01,719 --> 00:37:04,222
-What do you mean?
-What you do for work?
602
00:37:04,305 --> 00:37:07,350
I'm the communications manager
for a non-profit.
603
00:37:08,142 --> 00:37:10,728
This is the first time I've heard that.
I didn't ask this.
604
00:37:10,811 --> 00:37:14,023
Really? Maybe we didn't talk about this.
And what about you?
605
00:37:14,106 --> 00:37:16,025
-So, I wear a couple hats.
-Okay.
606
00:37:16,108 --> 00:37:19,028
So, my full-time job is
I'm a healthcare consultant,
607
00:37:19,111 --> 00:37:21,864
and on the side,
some of my entrepreneurial things I do,
608
00:37:21,948 --> 00:37:23,699
I cut hair. So, part-time barber.
609
00:37:23,783 --> 00:37:26,327
Couple friends of mine,
we buy and resell sneakers.
610
00:37:26,410 --> 00:37:29,038
And then I just started
my own mobile hookah business.
611
00:37:29,121 --> 00:37:32,375
Wow, I like that.
So, you're a hustler for sure.
612
00:37:32,458 --> 00:37:35,086
Yeah. I have a very
big entrepreneurial mind.
613
00:37:35,169 --> 00:37:38,047
So, I want myself and my wife
to dive into that.
614
00:37:38,130 --> 00:37:40,216
-Like, let's own property.
-Yeah.
615
00:37:40,299 --> 00:37:44,053
I want to make sure our kids are fine
when they go to college, grow up.
616
00:37:44,136 --> 00:37:48,641
That works. Yeah. It's so important to me.
I really love that about you.
617
00:37:51,435 --> 00:37:55,481
I don't know if I mentioned this,
but I'm also a homeowner.
618
00:37:56,482 --> 00:37:57,316
Oh.
619
00:37:57,400 --> 00:37:59,402
Yes, I do. I own a two flat.
620
00:37:59,485 --> 00:38:02,613
-Hey, okay.
-Yeah. It's my investments.
621
00:38:02,697 --> 00:38:05,241
What do you think that would look like
with your husband?
622
00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:12,081
I wanna be with somebody who is,
like, a partner in all that, right?
623
00:38:13,499 --> 00:38:15,793
We can decide,
do we want to live in your condo,
624
00:38:15,876 --> 00:38:17,837
or do we want to live in my house?
625
00:38:19,046 --> 00:38:21,507
Or do we want to rent both out
and get something else?
626
00:38:21,590 --> 00:38:24,552
-I do have a dog. So…
-What kind of dog you got?
627
00:38:24,635 --> 00:38:25,970
I got a German Shepherd.
628
00:38:26,053 --> 00:38:28,180
-I fucking love German Shepherds.
-Do you?
629
00:38:28,264 --> 00:38:31,225
She's a huge baby.
She's two and a half years old.
630
00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:34,145
-You be snuggling with her?
-Oh my God. Yeah.
631
00:38:34,228 --> 00:38:35,313
She's very cuddly.
632
00:38:36,564 --> 00:38:37,940
Are you a big cuddler?
633
00:38:38,024 --> 00:38:40,985
I'm definitely a cuddler for sure.
I like to cuddle.
634
00:38:41,068 --> 00:38:44,113
Um… Feel like I haven't done it
in a really long time.
635
00:38:44,196 --> 00:38:46,615
Mm-hmm.
You wanna cuddle with me?
636
00:38:47,116 --> 00:38:50,286
You sound like
you'd be a good cuddler.
637
00:38:55,583 --> 00:38:58,919
Well, good night.
Sweet dreams, JerBear.
638
00:39:02,965 --> 00:39:05,926
{\an8}
639
00:39:06,510 --> 00:39:09,597
{\an8}
640
00:39:14,018 --> 00:39:16,562
-Yeah, I need…
-Pretend I'm a lady and you're trying to--
641
00:39:16,645 --> 00:39:17,855
Oh, yeah, bro.
642
00:39:20,816 --> 00:39:23,152
{\an8}
643
00:39:24,070 --> 00:39:26,614
I have good connections
with both Sal and Jarrette,
644
00:39:26,697 --> 00:39:30,368
{\an8}but I definitely feel like Jarrette
is a little bit more vocal
645
00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:33,412
{\an8}about, like, seeing me in marriage.
646
00:39:34,246 --> 00:39:37,875
But I want to stay open because I know
that he's talking to other people.
647
00:39:37,958 --> 00:39:39,835
He's talking to other people, so is Sal.
648
00:39:39,919 --> 00:39:44,340
I think it's important to try to explore
every conversation, every option.
649
00:39:44,423 --> 00:39:48,135
It's just a lot of time
to sit with my feelings and my thoughts.
650
00:39:48,219 --> 00:39:52,056
And it's scary, and I'm scared. So…
651
00:39:52,556 --> 00:39:54,600
I'm emotional. Um…
652
00:39:56,602 --> 00:39:57,436
So, yeah.
653
00:40:01,649 --> 00:40:03,025
Mal, how you feeling?
654
00:40:03,109 --> 00:40:06,112
I'm feeling good.
I'm feeling really good. Yeah.
655
00:40:06,195 --> 00:40:09,448
I've thought about you a lot.
It's just really interesting.
656
00:40:09,532 --> 00:40:12,993
Yeah, or just finding myself,
like, thinking about you,
657
00:40:13,494 --> 00:40:15,538
you know, like, throughout the day.
658
00:40:15,621 --> 00:40:17,957
Obviously, you know,
I really like you and…
659
00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:18,874
Yeah.
660
00:40:18,958 --> 00:40:21,502
And getting to know you
has been very exciting.
661
00:40:21,585 --> 00:40:24,380
It was so fast,
but so slow at the same time.
662
00:40:24,463 --> 00:40:26,173
-Yeah.
-You know? It's…
663
00:40:26,257 --> 00:40:28,092
-Mm-hmm.
-I know it's a lot.
664
00:40:28,175 --> 00:40:29,176
Mm-hmm.
665
00:40:30,636 --> 00:40:36,642
You know, it's, like, the rational part
of me and my brain is like,
666
00:40:36,725 --> 00:40:38,644
"What the fuck are you doing?"
667
00:40:38,727 --> 00:40:41,272
-Like, this is crazy.
-Mmm.
668
00:40:41,355 --> 00:40:43,899
But, I think
maybe for the first time
669
00:40:43,983 --> 00:40:46,110
I'm not listening to that.
670
00:40:46,193 --> 00:40:47,194
Yeah.
671
00:40:47,945 --> 00:40:50,197
This whole experience
has definitely made me feel
672
00:40:50,281 --> 00:40:52,408
like I've dated
the wrong way my whole life.
673
00:40:52,491 --> 00:40:55,453
This has changed me a lot,
and made me a better man.
674
00:40:55,953 --> 00:40:58,539
I really do feel like I'm falling for you.
675
00:41:00,166 --> 00:41:04,253
And that's what I feel
has been the scariest thing.
676
00:41:04,753 --> 00:41:07,047
You make me want to take
that risk with you.
677
00:41:07,131 --> 00:41:07,965
Mm-hmm.
678
00:41:08,048 --> 00:41:11,927
So, I did prepare something.
It's super cheesy.
679
00:41:12,011 --> 00:41:12,970
Oh. Okay.
680
00:41:13,053 --> 00:41:14,096
You ready for this?
681
00:41:14,180 --> 00:41:15,181
I'm ready.
682
00:42:10,569 --> 00:42:12,029
Oh my God.
683
00:42:12,112 --> 00:42:14,365
You're so cute!
684
00:42:14,448 --> 00:42:16,283
That was so good.
685
00:42:16,367 --> 00:42:19,745
I am so red. I cannot…
686
00:42:20,412 --> 00:42:21,288
Oh man…
687
00:42:21,372 --> 00:42:24,124
-That was, like, the nicest thing…
688
00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:25,960
…anyone's ever done for me.
689
00:42:26,544 --> 00:42:28,963
Oh my God, you're so cute.
690
00:43:01,370 --> 00:43:05,457
I think in the past I've always
been trying to run away from my culture.
691
00:43:05,541 --> 00:43:09,086
I honestly think that in my prior ways
692
00:43:09,169 --> 00:43:12,923
I would've passed over an opportunity
to connect with a girl like Deepti.
693
00:43:13,424 --> 00:43:16,343
{\an8}As soon as I see her,
it's gonna be two hands.
694
00:43:16,427 --> 00:43:18,429
{\an8}Boom. I already let her know.
695
00:43:18,512 --> 00:43:19,680
From here on out,
696
00:43:20,347 --> 00:43:23,100
she's within a two-mile radius from me,
697
00:43:23,183 --> 00:43:24,560
that booty is not safe.
698
00:43:36,447 --> 00:43:41,994
{\an8}I think Shake does place importance
on appearance and physical aspects
699
00:43:42,077 --> 00:43:45,914
because, you know,
to connect physically is important to him,
700
00:43:45,998 --> 00:43:50,419
but eliminating the physical piece of it
has created such a bond
701
00:43:50,502 --> 00:43:53,589
and such a foundational stability for us.
702
00:43:53,672 --> 00:43:55,883
He's actually this really sweet,
703
00:43:55,966 --> 00:44:01,597
articulate, sensitive,
and fun, outgoing person.
704
00:44:02,181 --> 00:44:04,642
I just think
he's just a beautiful person inside out
705
00:44:04,725 --> 00:44:07,186
and I can't wait
to spend the rest of my life with him.
706
00:44:11,065 --> 00:44:15,194
I've learned physical attraction
isn't the biggest thing.
707
00:44:15,694 --> 00:44:19,448
My test for if I can date a girl or not,
708
00:44:19,531 --> 00:44:23,243
which is, if I can put her on my shoulders
at a music festival,
709
00:44:23,327 --> 00:44:27,665
then she's within
a physical range that I would date,
710
00:44:27,748 --> 00:44:31,794
which, you know, looking back at,
is such a superficial thing.
711
00:44:31,877 --> 00:44:35,297
And I think I put on a front
712
00:44:35,381 --> 00:44:37,883
and try to be cool or try to be edgy.
713
00:44:37,966 --> 00:44:40,844
All kinds of things
that I use to protect myself.
714
00:44:40,928 --> 00:44:43,514
I'm very fortunate
to have been a part of this experiment
715
00:44:43,597 --> 00:44:46,642
and I think I landed
an incredible woman because of it.
716
00:44:48,769 --> 00:44:53,107
I think that Shake would not have gone
for me if we were in the real world.
717
00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:55,526
I think Shake definitely wants
718
00:44:55,609 --> 00:44:59,613
the most attractive woman
in the room, kind of.
719
00:44:59,697 --> 00:45:01,407
And so, I don't know,
720
00:45:01,490 --> 00:45:04,034
I'm just waiting to see
what his initial reaction is,
721
00:45:04,118 --> 00:45:06,036
what his facial expressions are.
722
00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:09,415
When I touch him, I hope,
you know, I feel that spark
723
00:45:09,498 --> 00:45:11,750
and, you know, that he feels it back.
724
00:45:11,834 --> 00:45:15,754
I hope that he sees
that we can build a life together,
725
00:45:15,838 --> 00:45:19,299
even though I don't look
like the typical girl he would go for.
726
00:45:19,383 --> 00:45:21,343
I hope he likes me.
727
00:45:21,427 --> 00:45:25,639
And I'm terrified.
I'd say I'm definitely terrified.
728
00:45:44,116 --> 00:45:45,743
-Holy shit.
-Hi.
729
00:45:45,826 --> 00:45:48,412
-Oh my God.
730
00:45:48,495 --> 00:45:49,455
Oh my God.
731
00:45:50,205 --> 00:45:51,707
-Oh my God.
-Hi!
732
00:45:51,790 --> 00:45:52,791
Oh my God.
733
00:45:53,459 --> 00:45:55,502
Oh my God. You're so beautiful.
734
00:45:55,586 --> 00:45:56,920
Holy shit.
735
00:45:57,004 --> 00:45:59,757
-Hi!
-Look at that booty.
736
00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:01,592
Oh my God. You're perfect.
737
00:46:01,675 --> 00:46:04,762
-Hi!
-You're gonna be my fucking wife.
738
00:46:04,845 --> 00:46:06,764
You're gonna be my husband.
739
00:46:07,473 --> 00:46:08,557
Oh my God.
740
00:46:09,725 --> 00:46:11,185
He was just like…
741
00:46:11,852 --> 00:46:14,104
Just so surprised to see me.
742
00:46:14,605 --> 00:46:18,108
I don't think he expected me
to look the way I looked.
743
00:46:18,192 --> 00:46:21,069
-He went straight for the ass.
744
00:46:21,570 --> 00:46:23,614
Um, which I love.
745
00:46:24,740 --> 00:46:25,783
Oh my God.
746
00:46:27,242 --> 00:46:28,869
-I have something for you.
-Yeah?
747
00:46:28,952 --> 00:46:29,912
Mm-hmm.
748
00:46:33,916 --> 00:46:36,210
-You did not just do that.
-I'd do it for you.
749
00:46:39,338 --> 00:46:42,382
In the Indian culture,
when you get married,
750
00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:45,135
the wife touches the husband's feet,
751
00:46:45,219 --> 00:46:48,514
and I told him I'm not doing that
because we're equals.
752
00:46:49,348 --> 00:46:52,476
And so the fact
that he touched my feet was perfect.
753
00:46:52,559 --> 00:46:53,977
He's perfect.
754
00:46:54,061 --> 00:46:56,355
Oh my gosh.
755
00:47:00,275 --> 00:47:02,444
Oh my gosh. It's stunning.
756
00:47:06,031 --> 00:47:06,949
All right.
757
00:47:07,533 --> 00:47:08,492
Here you go.
758
00:47:09,701 --> 00:47:10,619
Wow.
759
00:47:11,203 --> 00:47:13,413
-How's it look?
-It looks stunning.
760
00:47:13,914 --> 00:47:15,249
You look stunning.
761
00:47:20,838 --> 00:47:24,550
It's crazy. I can't believe
I have a ring on my finger. Like…
762
00:47:24,633 --> 00:47:26,343
I've wanted this my whole life.
763
00:47:27,594 --> 00:47:30,055
I'm so happy. I'm so happy.
764
00:47:30,556 --> 00:47:34,977
Oh, I can't believe I waited
30 whole years to find my person.
765
00:47:35,978 --> 00:47:37,020
Holy shit.
766
00:47:37,104 --> 00:47:39,982
You are so handsome. Little puppy dog.
767
00:47:40,065 --> 00:47:41,942
-Well…
768
00:47:42,025 --> 00:47:44,236
You're so cute! Come here.
769
00:47:47,447 --> 00:47:50,075
Even though I've dated
so many blonde girls
770
00:47:50,158 --> 00:47:52,870
and… and white girls in the past,
771
00:47:52,953 --> 00:47:55,247
Deeps is just perfect.
772
00:47:55,998 --> 00:47:59,167
Deepti is one of the best things
to ever happen to me.
773
00:47:59,251 --> 00:48:02,546
I hope I'm gonna make her
as happy as she deserves to be.
774
00:48:02,629 --> 00:48:04,131
That's what I'm nervous about.
775
00:48:04,214 --> 00:48:08,135
Honestly, like,
you're everything that I would want.
776
00:48:08,218 --> 00:48:09,219
I mean it.
777
00:48:09,303 --> 00:48:11,096
It just gave me butterflies.
778
00:48:22,232 --> 00:48:24,109
-We're gonna have so much fun.
-Mm-hmm.
779
00:48:24,192 --> 00:48:26,028
And I'm gonna get you pregnant.
780
00:48:26,904 --> 00:48:28,906
-Get outta here.
-All right. Here, take that.
781
00:48:28,989 --> 00:48:30,574
-I'll see you soon.
-Okay.
782
00:48:34,453 --> 00:48:35,454
Whoo.
783
00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:47,507
I'm all right with that.
784
00:48:59,770 --> 00:49:03,148
{\an8}In the past,
I've been way too harsh on people,
785
00:49:03,231 --> 00:49:05,108
{\an8}been way too stubborn.
786
00:49:05,192 --> 00:49:06,568
But going through this,
787
00:49:06,652 --> 00:49:11,865
I realize that the ultimate goal is
who can I be the happiest with?
788
00:49:12,908 --> 00:49:15,118
Shaina puts up with my strong personality.
789
00:49:15,202 --> 00:49:17,746
She knows how to make me happy,
790
00:49:17,829 --> 00:49:20,082
and whenever I hear her voice,
791
00:49:20,165 --> 00:49:22,584
she just, like, lifts my spirits.
792
00:49:22,668 --> 00:49:26,838
Am I gonna throw away an amazing woman
because we disagree on religion?
793
00:49:26,922 --> 00:49:30,842
I've never had that dilemma,
but my head has never been more clear.
794
00:49:33,428 --> 00:49:34,721
Hello.
795
00:49:35,305 --> 00:49:36,765
Good morning, beautiful.
796
00:49:43,146 --> 00:49:44,523
Oh my God.
797
00:49:44,606 --> 00:49:45,691
How are you?
798
00:49:46,566 --> 00:49:47,401
Um…
799
00:49:47,484 --> 00:49:49,444
I'm okay.
800
00:49:49,528 --> 00:49:50,445
How are you?
801
00:49:50,529 --> 00:49:52,698
I'm-- I'm feeling amazing.
802
00:49:55,033 --> 00:49:56,827
-You are?
-How are you feeling?
803
00:49:58,412 --> 00:50:00,497
Um, I'm good.
804
00:50:02,124 --> 00:50:05,293
I… have some questions.
805
00:50:05,377 --> 00:50:06,211
Okay.
806
00:50:07,713 --> 00:50:09,881
Our differences, like,
the clear differences…
807
00:50:09,965 --> 00:50:10,799
Yeah.
808
00:50:11,591 --> 00:50:13,343
-Like, our core values.
-Yeah.
809
00:50:13,844 --> 00:50:15,846
Does that, like, scare you? Like…
810
00:50:16,763 --> 00:50:20,809
I think that,
at this stage of my life, I can't.
811
00:50:20,892 --> 00:50:23,311
I'll never find that perfect person
812
00:50:24,938 --> 00:50:27,024
where everything aligns so perfectly.
813
00:50:27,107 --> 00:50:28,191
But our big things?
814
00:50:28,692 --> 00:50:31,903
They don't change
how much love I have for you.
815
00:50:36,033 --> 00:50:37,242
Does it scare you?
816
00:50:40,912 --> 00:50:43,415
There's a part of me that does feel right.
817
00:50:43,498 --> 00:50:47,294
-Yeah.
-And then, I'm like, "Will we combust?"
818
00:50:50,714 --> 00:50:52,299
We have to risk it, honey.
819
00:50:53,925 --> 00:50:56,970
-Right.
-Because I don't wanna have regrets.
820
00:51:03,602 --> 00:51:06,563
-Do you see the box?
-I do.
821
00:51:09,107 --> 00:51:11,109
-Oh my God.
822
00:51:13,070 --> 00:51:15,614
-Are you holding it?
-Do you want me to hold it?
823
00:51:15,697 --> 00:51:17,741
-I want you to, yeah.
-Okay.
824
00:51:21,286 --> 00:51:24,039
You're holding
my mother's engagement ring.
825
00:51:28,418 --> 00:51:30,212
You remind me so much of my mother.
826
00:51:31,963 --> 00:51:36,176
She was very, very religious,
827
00:51:36,259 --> 00:51:40,847
and she makes me the happiest.
I want someone who resembles her.
828
00:51:40,931 --> 00:51:43,975
So… Shaina…
829
00:51:46,645 --> 00:51:48,772
Can you open your box, please?
830
00:51:59,032 --> 00:52:00,242
Oh my God.
831
00:52:01,785 --> 00:52:03,036
Will you marry me?
832
00:52:21,805 --> 00:52:23,223
Yes.
833
00:52:23,723 --> 00:52:25,642
Oh my God.
834
00:52:29,187 --> 00:52:33,608
I'm dying to just grab your face
835
00:52:33,692 --> 00:52:34,776
and kiss you.
836
00:52:41,032 --> 00:52:44,452
-Do you know how much a kiss means?
-Everything.
837
00:52:44,536 --> 00:52:48,623
Yeah, it's the best feeling in the world
to kiss somebody that you love.
838
00:52:49,207 --> 00:52:51,293
I'm kind of in shock right now.
839
00:52:53,420 --> 00:52:54,796
I know,
840
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:57,924
and I didn't expect to ever pull that out.
841
00:52:58,508 --> 00:53:02,470
I brought it with anticipation
that maybe I would find somebody,
842
00:53:02,554 --> 00:53:05,015
and you are the perfect person for it.
843
00:53:10,103 --> 00:53:12,355
I'm in shock. I haven't put it on yet.
844
00:53:12,856 --> 00:53:14,566
Are you excited to see me?
845
00:53:16,193 --> 00:53:18,361
I'm so excited to see you.
846
00:53:20,864 --> 00:53:22,407
Oh my God.
847
00:53:23,491 --> 00:53:24,618
I'll see you.
848
00:53:25,702 --> 00:53:26,703
Okay.
849
00:53:26,786 --> 00:53:28,121
Goodbye, beautiful.
850
00:54:02,030 --> 00:54:04,241
I just need, like, a second.
851
00:54:09,079 --> 00:54:11,331
So, why…
So, why are you crying?
852
00:54:11,915 --> 00:54:15,377
I guess it's just the idea of,
like, being engaged again,
853
00:54:15,460 --> 00:54:19,506
and, um… I just don't want
to make, like, another mistake.
854
00:54:21,132 --> 00:54:23,260
I care about Kyle a lot,
855
00:54:23,343 --> 00:54:25,178
but there's issues.
856
00:54:25,262 --> 00:54:27,806
Huge things that we both…
857
00:54:29,849 --> 00:54:31,559
do not see eye-to-eye on.
858
00:54:39,526 --> 00:54:40,360
Sorry.
859
00:54:41,945 --> 00:54:44,489
It's terrifying.
860
00:54:44,572 --> 00:54:46,950
I made my past mistakes
861
00:54:47,033 --> 00:54:50,120
in not having integrity
and staying true to myself.
862
00:54:50,203 --> 00:54:51,037
And I…
863
00:54:51,705 --> 00:54:53,790
Am I making that same mistake?
864
00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:55,667
I don't know.
865
00:54:57,585 --> 00:54:59,587
{\an8}
866
00:55:01,881 --> 00:55:04,843
Joey, give me a pump-up speech.
I want you, the quietest one.
867
00:55:04,926 --> 00:55:07,762
{\an8}-Shayne, you're gonna do great, buddy.
-Okay. That's it?
868
00:55:07,846 --> 00:55:10,307
{\an8}-Yeah.
869
00:55:10,390 --> 00:55:13,310
God, you are bad. You will never be
my best man at my wedding.
870
00:55:13,393 --> 00:55:16,187
-All right. Cheers, boys.
-Cheers, boys.
871
00:55:16,730 --> 00:55:20,692
This whole experiment's been crazy, but,
like, somehow it works.
872
00:55:20,775 --> 00:55:22,902
I developed strong feelings
for two people.
873
00:55:22,986 --> 00:55:26,906
I had deep, deep feelings for Shaina,
but Shaina was always hesitant.
874
00:55:26,990 --> 00:55:29,701
I mean, she never really
actually told me how she felt.
875
00:55:31,244 --> 00:55:34,539
Natalie asserted herself,
and she just made me feel
876
00:55:34,622 --> 00:55:35,749
so safe and secure,
877
00:55:35,832 --> 00:55:37,459
and that's what I wanted.
878
00:55:37,542 --> 00:55:40,962
Shayne, I just need
to let you know you're my favorite.
879
00:55:41,546 --> 00:55:43,465
-Oh.
880
00:55:43,548 --> 00:55:47,594
When I first met Natalie,
we had the most smoothest conversation.
881
00:55:47,677 --> 00:55:49,429
We laugh constantly with each other,
882
00:55:49,512 --> 00:55:51,806
but we can also get
to a deeper connection as well.
883
00:55:52,390 --> 00:55:55,435
-Tell me about your family.
-My mom is, like, my best friend.
884
00:55:55,518 --> 00:55:58,772
Um… So, we… I FaceTime her all the time.
885
00:55:58,855 --> 00:56:01,649
I love that you have
a really close relationship with your mom.
886
00:56:01,733 --> 00:56:04,361
And you definitely make
me feel comfortable.
887
00:56:07,822 --> 00:56:10,408
She makes me feel excited.
888
00:56:10,492 --> 00:56:13,244
Honestly, it's that euphoria
you feel from someone
889
00:56:13,328 --> 00:56:15,830
when it's, like,
she just gives you butterflies.
890
00:56:15,914 --> 00:56:18,416
And I always said,
when you know, you kind of know.
891
00:56:18,500 --> 00:56:20,877
You just have that feeling. It's wild.
892
00:56:20,960 --> 00:56:23,004
-Yes!
-You got it?
893
00:56:23,088 --> 00:56:25,298
Yes! Oh my God.
This is so exciting.
894
00:56:25,382 --> 00:56:27,133
-There we go. Perfect.
-I'm so happy.
895
00:56:27,217 --> 00:56:30,845
-I can't believe you made this happen.
-Honey, I will make everything hap…
896
00:56:30,929 --> 00:56:33,515
Whatever you want to happen,
I will make it happen.
897
00:56:34,432 --> 00:56:36,893
I've brought one girl home
to my mom in my entire life.
898
00:56:36,976 --> 00:56:38,478
-Oh, really?
-Yes.
899
00:56:38,561 --> 00:56:41,731
I've talked to you
and gotten such deeper, like,
900
00:56:41,815 --> 00:56:44,609
connections with you
in these, what, seven days,
901
00:56:44,692 --> 00:56:47,153
than I talked to her for six months.
902
00:56:47,779 --> 00:56:51,533
It's been such a short period of time,
but I feel like I've known her forever.
903
00:56:51,616 --> 00:56:56,079
I mean, I'm riding so high on her
and I'm ready to propose to this woman,
904
00:56:56,162 --> 00:56:57,122
100%.
905
00:56:57,205 --> 00:56:59,249
It's crazy to think.
906
00:57:04,879 --> 00:57:06,381
-Hello.
-Hi.
907
00:57:06,464 --> 00:57:07,298
Hi.
908
00:57:10,301 --> 00:57:13,638
You know, so,
I'm trying to think of all of my thoughts
909
00:57:13,721 --> 00:57:15,765
and emotions about how I feel,
910
00:57:15,849 --> 00:57:18,435
and when I think
about this whole experience, it's like…
911
00:57:18,518 --> 00:57:21,062
This is exactly how I feel
like we were supposed to meet.
912
00:57:22,856 --> 00:57:23,940
Are you okay?
913
00:57:24,482 --> 00:57:26,568
I'm good. Um…
914
00:57:29,571 --> 00:57:30,613
So…
915
00:57:30,697 --> 00:57:31,823
Is it Shaina?
916
00:57:32,991 --> 00:57:33,867
Yeah.
917
00:57:36,911 --> 00:57:40,540
I'm just… Would love
for you to hear me out real quick.
918
00:57:40,623 --> 00:57:41,458
Okay.
919
00:57:43,418 --> 00:57:44,794
Um…
920
00:57:47,172 --> 00:57:48,339
Okay.
921
00:57:50,258 --> 00:57:54,888
I just wanted you to know
that I do have deep feelings for you.
922
00:57:56,806 --> 00:57:57,724
What the fuck.
923
00:58:01,895 --> 00:58:03,021
Fuck.