1 00:00:07,717 --> 00:00:10,261 Damian Powers, will you marry me? 2 00:00:10,344 --> 00:00:11,429 I will marry you. [crying] 3 00:00:11,804 --> 00:00:12,638 Will you marry me? 4 00:00:13,139 --> 00:00:15,808 I will marry you. I will be your wife. [laughs] 5 00:00:15,892 --> 00:00:18,978 [Lauren voice-over] I'm engaged to someone who I've never seen! 6 00:00:19,062 --> 00:00:20,563 You're such a beautiful person. 7 00:00:20,646 --> 00:00:22,315 I don't have to see you to say that. 8 00:00:24,192 --> 00:00:25,068 Ho ho! 9 00:00:25,443 --> 00:00:26,360 Yeah. 10 00:00:26,444 --> 00:00:28,404 -[Kelly laughs] -How you doing? 11 00:00:32,867 --> 00:00:33,910 [Giannina chuckles] 12 00:00:36,662 --> 00:00:42,293 I've never had a man so willing to show me how much he loves me. 13 00:00:42,376 --> 00:00:45,213 [Giannina] You know when people, like, name stars? 14 00:00:45,338 --> 00:00:47,965 -I want that. -[Damian] Well, we will find a star, 15 00:00:48,674 --> 00:00:50,259 and we will name it after you. 16 00:00:50,426 --> 00:00:54,680 Gentlemen, meet the ladies that you did not propose to. 17 00:00:56,390 --> 00:00:58,309 [Kelly] Seeing Barnett and Mark, 18 00:00:58,684 --> 00:01:01,354 who would you say that you're more attracted to? 19 00:01:01,437 --> 00:01:02,772 You know, I would take Barnett. 20 00:01:02,855 --> 00:01:06,275 I know I don't want to go meet your family with a ring on my finger. 21 00:01:07,443 --> 00:01:09,320 There's nothing I don't like about you. Nothing. 22 00:01:13,616 --> 00:01:14,742 [laughs] 23 00:01:16,619 --> 00:01:18,621 ["Lost in Your Eyes" playing] 24 00:01:18,871 --> 00:01:22,041 ♪ Ooh baby come a little closer ♪ 25 00:01:22,125 --> 00:01:24,961 ♪ I won't bite when I get to know you ♪ 26 00:01:25,044 --> 00:01:29,132 ♪ Something I can't deny I'm lost in your eyes ♪ 27 00:01:29,257 --> 00:01:30,174 [Amber] I like it. 28 00:01:30,258 --> 00:01:31,926 -[Barnett] A catamaran. -[Amber] I like it. 29 00:01:32,426 --> 00:01:33,928 [Lauren] Come on back. 30 00:01:34,804 --> 00:01:35,638 [Cameron] All right. 31 00:01:38,808 --> 00:01:41,227 So how's everybody feeling about, sort of, like, you know, 32 00:01:41,310 --> 00:01:43,813 vacation wrapping up and, like, us heading back into, 33 00:01:43,896 --> 00:01:46,274 -you know, move-in day? -[Jessica] So ready. 34 00:01:46,357 --> 00:01:47,358 [Mark] Ready to be back. 35 00:01:47,441 --> 00:01:49,527 And I've loved this entire experience, it's just... 36 00:01:50,027 --> 00:01:52,947 seeing the rest of everything, the reality. 37 00:01:53,030 --> 00:01:54,740 The reality of everything come together, and-- 38 00:01:54,824 --> 00:01:56,951 I'm so torn because, like, I want to stay in the bubble, 39 00:01:57,034 --> 00:01:58,327 and I like the "just us" thing. 40 00:01:58,411 --> 00:02:01,038 But also I'm super excited to get to, like, introduce him 41 00:02:01,122 --> 00:02:03,207 -to everybody back home and share. -[Cameron] Yeah. 42 00:02:03,291 --> 00:02:05,042 [Amber] I do think some of the couples-- 43 00:02:05,126 --> 00:02:08,212 They're more in their heads instead of their hearts. 44 00:02:08,296 --> 00:02:12,258 They're not really embracing what they're feeling, because it scares them. 45 00:02:12,341 --> 00:02:16,846 So I don't really know if everybody is honestly going to... 46 00:02:17,388 --> 00:02:20,308 make it to that "I do," 47 00:02:20,391 --> 00:02:23,144 but I know Barnett and I will. 48 00:02:23,227 --> 00:02:25,313 Oh, wow, I just had mad déjà vu. 49 00:02:25,396 --> 00:02:26,480 -[Kelly] Wow. -That's deep. 50 00:02:26,564 --> 00:02:27,565 [Lauren] Okay. 51 00:02:27,648 --> 00:02:29,775 Oh, my God, we were meant to be here, you guys. 52 00:02:29,859 --> 00:02:31,277 I've been dreaming about y'all. 53 00:02:31,360 --> 00:02:33,863 It is weird how familiar everyone seems. 54 00:02:34,238 --> 00:02:35,531 It's crazy. 55 00:02:35,615 --> 00:02:38,743 It's amazing how Cameron's still so calm through this whole process. 56 00:02:38,826 --> 00:02:42,538 -Cameron's just like, "this is amazing." -[laughs] 57 00:02:42,872 --> 00:02:44,457 That's just-- That's just me, y'all. 58 00:02:44,540 --> 00:02:46,500 -[Amber] This breeze is amazing right now. -[Lauren] It is! 59 00:02:47,043 --> 00:02:48,794 This is what we were waiting for. 60 00:02:48,878 --> 00:02:50,254 The calm before the storm. 61 00:02:50,338 --> 00:02:51,589 You know what? 62 00:02:51,672 --> 00:02:53,382 Storm's a-brewin', guys. 63 00:02:53,758 --> 00:02:55,301 Storm's a-brewin'. 64 00:03:04,727 --> 00:03:05,978 Welcome, everyone. Good morning. 65 00:03:06,354 --> 00:03:08,439 Hope you've enjoyed your romantic getaway. 66 00:03:08,689 --> 00:03:10,691 Lauren and Cameron, 67 00:03:11,817 --> 00:03:13,277 Gigi and Damian, 68 00:03:14,070 --> 00:03:15,446 Kenny and Kelly, 69 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:18,241 Amber, Barnett, 70 00:03:19,075 --> 00:03:20,618 Mark, Jessica... 71 00:03:21,494 --> 00:03:23,579 In this blind love experiment, 72 00:03:24,121 --> 00:03:25,873 you guys chose each other. 73 00:03:26,666 --> 00:03:27,833 You fell in love, 74 00:03:28,542 --> 00:03:32,922 and then you got engaged to the person who is now your fiancé, 75 00:03:33,297 --> 00:03:35,508 before ever seeing one another. 76 00:03:37,093 --> 00:03:40,554 You've had an amazing opportunity here to begin to grow your emotional connection 77 00:03:41,264 --> 00:03:42,932 into a physical one. 78 00:03:43,557 --> 00:03:44,433 Yo. 79 00:03:44,517 --> 00:03:46,978 I'm guessing some of you had more fun with that than others. 80 00:03:47,728 --> 00:03:49,689 -[all laughing] -[Nick] Not naming names. No names. 81 00:03:50,856 --> 00:03:52,358 I don't know what y'all are talking about. 82 00:03:53,109 --> 00:03:55,194 [Nick] Now it's time for you to leave this paradise 83 00:03:55,278 --> 00:03:56,862 and start building your lives together. 84 00:03:57,613 --> 00:04:00,700 Each of you will move into a new home: 85 00:04:01,242 --> 00:04:05,538 A neutral space for you guys to deepen your relationships. 86 00:04:05,663 --> 00:04:06,706 [Nick chuckles] 87 00:04:07,290 --> 00:04:10,960 But it's so important that you continue to support each other when you go back home. 88 00:04:11,460 --> 00:04:15,673 No one else on the planet understands what you ten are going through. 89 00:04:16,257 --> 00:04:19,385 And now you guys will have a support system that's very, very close. 90 00:04:19,468 --> 00:04:20,303 [Jessica laughs] 91 00:04:20,386 --> 00:04:21,762 -[Nick] Like, next door. -How close? 92 00:04:21,846 --> 00:04:23,306 [Cameron] How close are we talking? 93 00:04:23,389 --> 00:04:25,016 We all dated, guys. 94 00:04:25,099 --> 00:04:26,392 [all laughing] 95 00:04:26,475 --> 00:04:28,019 [Cameron] Let's not go there. 96 00:04:28,436 --> 00:04:31,981 Each couple is going to be moving into the same complex. 97 00:04:33,316 --> 00:04:35,693 Meet your new neighbors. 98 00:04:36,110 --> 00:04:37,486 How thick are the walls? 99 00:04:37,695 --> 00:04:40,323 -[group laughing] -Oh, my God. 100 00:04:41,741 --> 00:04:43,492 Lauren, is that a good "Oh, my God?" 101 00:04:43,576 --> 00:04:44,535 I don't know yet. 102 00:04:44,994 --> 00:04:47,038 -Bunch of misfits. -I know. 103 00:04:47,288 --> 00:04:51,000 In this physical world, your love is going to be put to the test. 104 00:04:51,584 --> 00:04:53,794 You're going to face so many challenges. 105 00:04:54,337 --> 00:04:57,173 How are you guys going to integrate your lives? 106 00:04:57,256 --> 00:05:00,760 Your friends, your families, your careers, your homes. 107 00:05:01,302 --> 00:05:03,471 You'll get your phones and devices back. 108 00:05:04,305 --> 00:05:05,306 Ooh! 109 00:05:05,389 --> 00:05:08,017 Your weddings are just three weeks away. 110 00:05:08,100 --> 00:05:08,934 [Giannina] Ooh! 111 00:05:09,018 --> 00:05:10,227 -Okay. -Yeah. 112 00:05:10,603 --> 00:05:14,273 In the pods, you guys all built an amazing foundation. 113 00:05:15,107 --> 00:05:17,276 And if you make it through these tests, 114 00:05:17,693 --> 00:05:21,906 I promise your marriage is going to move forward on extremely solid ground, 115 00:05:21,989 --> 00:05:23,824 a ground that you've built. 116 00:05:23,908 --> 00:05:26,994 It's as strong as, or stronger than, any marriage ever. 117 00:05:27,578 --> 00:05:31,707 We're giving you the absolute best chance for lifetime success. 118 00:05:33,334 --> 00:05:36,045 [Nick] But will you allow the opinion of family and friends, 119 00:05:36,128 --> 00:05:37,838 the allure of other people, 120 00:05:38,214 --> 00:05:41,300 the distractions of social media, to sabotage your wedding? 121 00:05:41,592 --> 00:05:42,802 Sabotage your happiness? 122 00:05:44,136 --> 00:05:45,888 This is all part of the experiment. 123 00:05:46,639 --> 00:05:50,726 Will you judge one another for your looks, your race, 124 00:05:50,810 --> 00:05:53,521 your age, your family, or your circumstance? 125 00:05:54,105 --> 00:05:56,315 Will any of that really matter? 126 00:05:56,899 --> 00:05:58,692 Or will love be enough? 127 00:06:00,194 --> 00:06:02,071 Is who you are on the inside enough? 128 00:06:03,364 --> 00:06:04,698 [Vanessa] Are you enough? 129 00:06:06,992 --> 00:06:11,997 Ultimately, in front of your family and your friends, you're going to decide. 130 00:06:12,331 --> 00:06:15,668 Will you say "I do" to the person you chose sight unseen? 131 00:06:15,751 --> 00:06:19,672 Or are you going to walk away from them forever? 132 00:06:22,967 --> 00:06:25,511 Is love blind? 133 00:06:25,594 --> 00:06:28,347 We hope that you prove it is. 134 00:06:29,515 --> 00:06:31,517 Everybody, have a safe trip home. 135 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:33,144 Best of luck with your wedding plans. 136 00:06:33,227 --> 00:06:35,187 -Yes, we'll see you guys back home. -See you soon. 137 00:06:35,271 --> 00:06:36,772 -Take care. -Safe travels. 138 00:06:36,856 --> 00:06:39,316 [Nick] Good luck planning the weddings. See you guys. Safe trip. 139 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:40,734 [all cheering] 140 00:06:41,193 --> 00:06:42,111 -Yes! -Cheers! 141 00:06:46,031 --> 00:06:47,658 No, but it's been fun. I mean, 142 00:06:48,409 --> 00:06:50,453 getting to know you and see you every day 143 00:06:50,536 --> 00:06:51,495 and hold you, and-- 144 00:06:52,455 --> 00:06:54,457 Not that I won't be able to do that, but, you know... 145 00:06:54,540 --> 00:06:57,501 It's just different when there's no other distractions. 146 00:06:57,877 --> 00:07:01,464 Social media and phones and all that stuff you know, it's just different, so... 147 00:07:01,547 --> 00:07:04,425 Going back into the real world, we're going to have distractions. 148 00:07:04,842 --> 00:07:08,471 I think one of the biggest challenges is social media. 149 00:07:08,554 --> 00:07:11,932 There's images of girls, images of guys. 150 00:07:12,016 --> 00:07:13,267 [Kenny] We've talked about this. 151 00:07:13,350 --> 00:07:15,561 You know, you have full access to... 152 00:07:16,729 --> 00:07:20,024 you know, see who's texting or direct messaging me. 153 00:07:20,107 --> 00:07:21,025 I mean, it's not-- 154 00:07:21,108 --> 00:07:23,152 -I don't have anything to hide. -Right. 155 00:07:23,235 --> 00:07:25,821 Um, I think I left something downstairs. 156 00:07:25,905 --> 00:07:28,699 [laughing] I bet you did. 157 00:07:28,782 --> 00:07:30,743 Am I nervous about the outside world? 158 00:07:31,160 --> 00:07:33,204 I'm not nervous, I'm curious. 159 00:07:33,579 --> 00:07:34,997 'Cause things are gonna change. 160 00:07:35,080 --> 00:07:37,208 But how? We'll see. 161 00:07:39,043 --> 00:07:42,630 You think they'd be mad if we just, like, sort of stowed away in here? [chuckles] 162 00:07:42,713 --> 00:07:45,216 [Barnett] This isn't a boat. I don't think that's how this works. 163 00:07:48,219 --> 00:07:49,428 We're sad to be leaving, 164 00:07:49,512 --> 00:07:52,848 but we are excited to start our lives together. 165 00:07:54,099 --> 00:07:55,309 [Mark] Let's get outta here. 166 00:07:55,559 --> 00:07:57,978 -Step by step. -Yep. Day by day. 167 00:07:58,229 --> 00:07:59,688 -Let's do it. -[Kelly chuckles] 168 00:08:06,362 --> 00:08:08,197 -We just got home. -Mm-hmm. 169 00:08:08,447 --> 00:08:10,658 And guess who is heading on a trip. 170 00:08:11,367 --> 00:08:12,284 This one. 171 00:08:12,368 --> 00:08:13,327 It's all right. 172 00:08:13,410 --> 00:08:15,412 I have to go to San Diego for two days. 173 00:08:15,496 --> 00:08:19,959 Which means that I'm not gonna see him after seeing him now. 174 00:08:22,670 --> 00:08:24,255 -Be safe, I love you -Aw. 175 00:08:24,338 --> 00:08:25,506 I'll call you later. 176 00:08:26,006 --> 00:08:28,384 [Jessica's mom] You met the man of your dreams? 177 00:08:28,467 --> 00:08:29,843 -Yes. -[Jessica's mom] Oh, my God! 178 00:08:29,927 --> 00:08:30,761 [Mark] Hey! 179 00:08:30,844 --> 00:08:32,805 -[Jessica] Say hi! -Hi, this is Mark. 180 00:08:33,180 --> 00:08:34,223 [Jessica's mom] Hi, Mark. 181 00:08:34,306 --> 00:08:38,519 There's something about just landing at home and getting back to normal life. 182 00:08:38,602 --> 00:08:42,523 I got my phone back, and the first person I call is my mom. 183 00:08:42,648 --> 00:08:46,318 I've never gone that long without checking in with my mom ever before. 184 00:08:46,735 --> 00:08:50,739 So, it was just a sigh of relief that I let her know what's going on. 185 00:08:50,823 --> 00:08:52,741 I've come back with a fiancé. 186 00:08:52,825 --> 00:08:55,035 She's told me that she can make Italian beef for me, 187 00:08:55,119 --> 00:08:57,788 -so I was like, all right, that's it. -[Jessica's mom] That's awesome. 188 00:08:57,871 --> 00:08:58,831 That's it. 189 00:09:08,924 --> 00:09:10,217 [Giannina] Welcome home, guys. 190 00:09:10,301 --> 00:09:12,595 [Amber] Aww. Thanks, guys. 191 00:09:12,970 --> 00:09:14,305 Ready to see our new home? 192 00:09:14,388 --> 00:09:16,515 -Yes, let's do it. -Let's do it. 193 00:09:16,724 --> 00:09:20,019 This is our first night together, in our new place together. 194 00:09:23,647 --> 00:09:25,149 -[Lauren] This is nice. -[Cameron] Yeah. 195 00:09:25,441 --> 00:09:26,567 [Lauren] I love it. 196 00:09:27,359 --> 00:09:28,861 Oh, man. Bedroom. 197 00:09:28,944 --> 00:09:32,489 [Lauren] Cool. Cute. Cute. 198 00:09:32,573 --> 00:09:34,116 The wedding is in three weeks, 199 00:09:34,199 --> 00:09:36,827 and on the inside I'm freaking the fuck out, okay? 200 00:09:37,661 --> 00:09:41,165 "A," because I think that planning our wedding is going to be stressful. 201 00:09:41,248 --> 00:09:45,377 "B," I'm anxious just kind of about sharing space in general, 202 00:09:45,461 --> 00:09:47,755 because I have been alone for a long time. 203 00:09:48,088 --> 00:09:51,008 That sounds bad, but it's the truth. It's my truth, I own it. 204 00:09:51,091 --> 00:09:52,885 -[Cameron] I'm ready to eat. -[Lauren] Me, too. 205 00:09:52,968 --> 00:09:55,304 I just have to keep reminding myself, like... 206 00:09:56,597 --> 00:09:59,892 "You love Cameron, this is going to be great, it's going to be beautiful." 207 00:10:00,601 --> 00:10:01,435 And so I just think 208 00:10:01,518 --> 00:10:04,188 that the next couple weeks are going to be hella stressful. 209 00:10:05,606 --> 00:10:07,232 [muffled] You know... [chuckles] 210 00:10:07,441 --> 00:10:08,692 What's up? 211 00:10:09,068 --> 00:10:11,612 I feel like I'm crunching so loud, like-- 212 00:10:11,695 --> 00:10:12,821 [Cameron chuckles] 213 00:10:13,614 --> 00:10:17,451 [Lauren] And it's funny, because one of my pet peeves is when I can hear people chew. 214 00:10:17,701 --> 00:10:18,619 [Cameron] Yeah? 215 00:10:19,119 --> 00:10:20,704 What are your other pet peeves? 216 00:10:20,913 --> 00:10:23,207 I'm a clean person, so I don't like clutter. 217 00:10:23,290 --> 00:10:25,876 And I feel like if you use a dish, like, just wash it. 218 00:10:26,043 --> 00:10:28,253 Um, what else? 219 00:10:28,337 --> 00:10:31,131 Oh, put the toilet seat down, please. 220 00:10:31,215 --> 00:10:32,591 Because if I fall in the toilet... 221 00:10:32,758 --> 00:10:33,592 [Cameron snickers] 222 00:10:33,676 --> 00:10:35,636 ...I will not speak to you. [laughs] 223 00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:37,262 Even though I love you, 224 00:10:38,347 --> 00:10:40,224 don't use my toothbrush. 225 00:10:40,307 --> 00:10:41,392 Some people do that. 226 00:10:41,642 --> 00:10:42,476 Do you do that? 227 00:10:43,227 --> 00:10:45,479 I wouldn't have a problem with it, but I'm not gonna do it. 228 00:10:45,562 --> 00:10:48,065 Oh, my God, honey. What? 229 00:10:48,816 --> 00:10:50,275 That would really bother you? 230 00:10:50,651 --> 00:10:52,236 -You using my toothbrush? -Yeah. 231 00:10:52,319 --> 00:10:54,571 -[Lauren] Are you for real? -I mean, just-- 232 00:10:54,655 --> 00:10:56,699 Have you shared a toothbrush with someone before? 233 00:10:56,782 --> 00:10:59,284 Have I done it before? Yes, I've done it before. 234 00:10:59,368 --> 00:11:00,285 Oh, my God. 235 00:11:00,369 --> 00:11:02,913 As a married woman, I am willing to share 236 00:11:02,996 --> 00:11:05,374 a lot of things with my husband. 237 00:11:05,624 --> 00:11:09,002 We can share food, we can share a bed, 238 00:11:09,420 --> 00:11:10,879 we can share a pillow. 239 00:11:10,963 --> 00:11:12,923 But I'll be damned 240 00:11:13,173 --> 00:11:15,426 if we are sharing a toothbrush, Cameron. 241 00:11:15,509 --> 00:11:16,927 That is nasty. 242 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:18,429 That is nasty. 243 00:11:18,971 --> 00:11:21,056 Nasty! No. 244 00:11:21,140 --> 00:11:23,392 It's just, I can't. I can't do that. 245 00:11:23,475 --> 00:11:25,310 I just can't believe he even said that. 246 00:11:26,228 --> 00:11:28,313 Unbelievable. No way. Mm-mm. 247 00:11:28,397 --> 00:11:29,356 But I love you. 248 00:11:29,523 --> 00:11:30,357 [Cameron chuckles] 249 00:11:30,441 --> 00:11:33,068 But not that much. No, I'm kidding. [laughs] 250 00:11:33,152 --> 00:11:35,571 -Wow. -I'm joking, I'm joking. 251 00:11:35,654 --> 00:11:37,281 What's some of your pet peeves? 252 00:11:37,364 --> 00:11:39,032 Not being able to use your toothbrush. 253 00:11:39,408 --> 00:11:40,242 [giggles] 254 00:11:40,951 --> 00:11:41,827 Oh, my God. 255 00:11:43,287 --> 00:11:46,165 -[Barnett] This is pork. -[Amber] I cannot wait to tell my mom 256 00:11:46,248 --> 00:11:47,082 that we're engaged. 257 00:11:47,166 --> 00:11:48,292 She's going to freak out. 258 00:11:48,417 --> 00:11:49,960 -[Barnett] Oh, yeah? -Oh, yeah. 259 00:11:50,043 --> 00:11:51,837 Like, everything's going to go into hyperdrive 260 00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:54,381 because the wedding is in three weeks. 261 00:11:55,090 --> 00:11:56,467 -Geez Louise. -Three weeks. 262 00:11:56,550 --> 00:11:58,051 -Three weeks. -Are you gonna-- 263 00:11:58,135 --> 00:11:59,303 Are you scared yet? 264 00:12:00,345 --> 00:12:02,514 -[sighs] It'll hit me. -So... 265 00:12:03,182 --> 00:12:06,518 In case you try to run, you should know that I put a tracker in your ring. 266 00:12:07,436 --> 00:12:09,396 [laughs boisterously] 267 00:12:09,480 --> 00:12:10,355 [chuckles] 268 00:12:10,439 --> 00:12:12,816 -I mostly promise. -I'm-- I'm nervous. 269 00:12:12,983 --> 00:12:14,568 Oh, God, I'm so ready to eat. 270 00:12:16,111 --> 00:12:17,237 [Barnett] Are you excited to tell your mom? 271 00:12:17,321 --> 00:12:18,322 [Amber] Mm-hmm. 272 00:12:19,364 --> 00:12:21,867 I'm nervous to tell my family. [chuckles nervously] 273 00:12:22,367 --> 00:12:23,202 Why? 274 00:12:24,244 --> 00:12:25,454 They're gonna think I'm insane. 275 00:12:25,996 --> 00:12:27,289 I think my mom's gonna be excited 276 00:12:27,372 --> 00:12:29,249 because she thinks I'm going to settle down. 277 00:12:29,833 --> 00:12:30,709 Joke's on her. 278 00:12:30,793 --> 00:12:32,461 -You're as weird as I am. -Mm-hmm. 279 00:12:32,920 --> 00:12:33,879 [Amber chuckles] 280 00:12:34,004 --> 00:12:36,131 I think it would be hard for somebody 281 00:12:36,215 --> 00:12:37,883 that hasn't lived through this 282 00:12:37,966 --> 00:12:41,720 to understand how serious it is, 283 00:12:41,804 --> 00:12:44,723 and how legitimate these feelings are. 284 00:12:44,932 --> 00:12:46,558 If you've never lived it, 285 00:12:47,226 --> 00:12:48,519 you'll never understand it. 286 00:12:49,228 --> 00:12:52,397 You complete me. [laughs] 287 00:12:59,071 --> 00:13:01,240 I don't typically unpack the day of. 288 00:13:01,990 --> 00:13:03,951 -[Damian] Today you do. -[groans] 289 00:13:04,368 --> 00:13:07,120 Considered you're an organized mess, I'm going to make you organized. 290 00:13:07,496 --> 00:13:08,664 Without the mess. 291 00:13:09,164 --> 00:13:10,958 There's a lot in there. 292 00:13:11,041 --> 00:13:13,669 [Damian] I have a feeling, like, there's more coming. 293 00:13:14,253 --> 00:13:15,587 [laughs] 294 00:13:15,712 --> 00:13:19,424 Well, moving in with Damian is going to be another adventure. 295 00:13:19,508 --> 00:13:20,884 We're going to be here forever. 296 00:13:20,968 --> 00:13:23,220 I brought a lot of unnecessary things, maybe. 297 00:13:23,804 --> 00:13:25,305 But you always have to be prepared. 298 00:13:25,389 --> 00:13:27,724 So, I dress in my mood, That's how you know. 299 00:13:27,808 --> 00:13:29,768 [Damian] That's why you have so many different outfits. 300 00:13:29,852 --> 00:13:30,894 -[Giannina] Yes. -Oh. 301 00:13:30,978 --> 00:13:32,312 [laughs] 302 00:13:33,063 --> 00:13:34,356 [amused sigh] 303 00:13:34,940 --> 00:13:36,775 God, Giannina. [chuckles] 304 00:13:37,901 --> 00:13:40,153 Look at that, see? That didn't take too long. 305 00:13:41,321 --> 00:13:43,866 -Three more suitcases to go. -[Giannina laughs] 306 00:13:44,283 --> 00:13:45,617 [phone ringing] 307 00:13:49,204 --> 00:13:50,372 What's going on? 308 00:13:50,706 --> 00:13:52,374 -[Kelly] Hey, babe! -Hey! 309 00:13:52,624 --> 00:13:56,503 It feels a little weird to be here without Kelly in the apartment. 310 00:13:56,587 --> 00:13:58,213 You, uh, you make it on time? 311 00:13:58,589 --> 00:14:01,008 [Kelly] Yeah, I'm about to start the conference. 312 00:14:01,675 --> 00:14:03,844 I'm glad we have the opportunity to talk for a second, 313 00:14:03,927 --> 00:14:05,137 and for me to see your face. 314 00:14:05,220 --> 00:14:06,805 Oh, heck, yeah. Heck, yeah. 315 00:14:06,889 --> 00:14:10,517 Being alone tonight for the first time in five days, 316 00:14:10,934 --> 00:14:12,060 it'll be a little strange. 317 00:14:12,144 --> 00:14:13,395 You know, I'll miss Kelly. 318 00:14:13,478 --> 00:14:15,606 Knowing that she was, you know, there next to me 319 00:14:15,981 --> 00:14:17,691 definitely brought a sense of comfort. 320 00:14:18,066 --> 00:14:20,569 I'm sure that it's going to be tough for her to fall asleep 321 00:14:20,652 --> 00:14:23,280 in San Diego on this, you know, work trip. 322 00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:25,824 All right, babe. Well, I will let you scoot, 323 00:14:26,241 --> 00:14:28,118 and I'm going to get back to eating some dinner. 324 00:14:28,201 --> 00:14:29,161 -Okay. -Sounds good. 325 00:14:29,244 --> 00:14:31,747 -All right, babe. I love you. -I love you too. 326 00:14:32,122 --> 00:14:33,540 -[Mark] Cheers. -[Jessica] Cheers. 327 00:14:33,624 --> 00:14:35,208 -[Mark] To a new home. -To a new home. 328 00:14:35,918 --> 00:14:37,377 Now that we're back in Atlanta, 329 00:14:37,461 --> 00:14:40,172 I'm just looking forward to having somebody at the end of the day. 330 00:14:40,255 --> 00:14:44,092 When I get back from a trip, being able to come home to him and laugh. 331 00:14:44,426 --> 00:14:46,637 You know, as you can see, we have a lot of fun. 332 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:49,431 So that's something that I've been missing for a long time. 333 00:14:49,514 --> 00:14:53,101 I'm hoping that that can really reignite my passion 334 00:14:53,185 --> 00:14:57,648 and hopefully set off this other physical piece of our relationship 335 00:14:57,731 --> 00:14:59,316 that I have been trying to, 336 00:14:59,483 --> 00:15:00,400 you know, fill. 337 00:15:00,484 --> 00:15:02,986 We have a very small bed here. 338 00:15:03,820 --> 00:15:05,864 Much smaller than anything I'm used to, 339 00:15:06,031 --> 00:15:09,368 and I don't feel uncomfortable, kind of crawling in here with him, 340 00:15:09,451 --> 00:15:12,162 so I think that's a step in the right direction. 341 00:15:12,621 --> 00:15:15,457 -So I noticed you got your ring back on. -I did. 342 00:15:22,839 --> 00:15:25,592 I signed up for this experiment. I want to be in it fully. 343 00:15:25,676 --> 00:15:27,511 So I put back on the ring 344 00:15:27,594 --> 00:15:29,471 and I'm here, and I want to be present in this. 345 00:15:32,849 --> 00:15:35,644 I'm opening my heart up to this whole experience, so... 346 00:15:36,895 --> 00:15:39,356 It feels awesome to see 347 00:15:39,439 --> 00:15:41,942 kind of like a switch turn for the better, 348 00:15:42,025 --> 00:15:44,987 and I'm excited to see where the rest of this journey goes. 349 00:15:45,195 --> 00:15:49,574 I think what's really important is getting back to what got us here at this point, 350 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:52,369 is being able to communicate. 351 00:15:53,537 --> 00:15:56,581 And it's one of those serious things that is-- 352 00:15:56,665 --> 00:15:59,376 [Jessica] If I'm going to the bathroom on a double flusher... 353 00:16:00,293 --> 00:16:02,254 -[laughs] -No, she didn't. 354 00:16:02,337 --> 00:16:03,588 What? 355 00:16:04,047 --> 00:16:06,258 Seriously. That takes a long time. 356 00:16:07,175 --> 00:16:08,593 [Mark laughing] 357 00:16:08,927 --> 00:16:10,303 [Jessica snickers] 358 00:16:10,387 --> 00:16:12,889 Well, you know what? By all means. 359 00:16:12,973 --> 00:16:15,934 I proposed to someone I didn't see. By all means, we're on this level. 360 00:16:16,018 --> 00:16:18,687 -We never talked about poop. -Never talked about poop. 361 00:16:19,479 --> 00:16:21,690 -That would've been the deal sealer. -Would it have been? 362 00:16:21,773 --> 00:16:23,233 You should have started with day one. 363 00:16:23,316 --> 00:16:25,068 You don't want someone who's constipated. 364 00:16:25,152 --> 00:16:27,529 If you would've said-- No, if you would have said... 365 00:16:27,612 --> 00:16:30,115 -They'll be pissed off. -..."I'm a double flusher kind of girl," 366 00:16:30,198 --> 00:16:32,492 then I would have been like, "You know what? I got you." 367 00:16:32,576 --> 00:16:34,870 [Jessica] Mark, everyone poops. [laughs] 368 00:16:34,953 --> 00:16:37,581 Okay, so this is the serious question I have, though. 369 00:16:38,457 --> 00:16:40,834 -Because if you want to get real close... -Yeah? 370 00:16:40,917 --> 00:16:45,172 ...are you comfortable being in there while Mount Vesuvius is erupting? 371 00:16:45,255 --> 00:16:47,841 I will hold my breath. But as long as I can brush my teeth, and-- 372 00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:49,801 -That's love! -As long as I can go like this 373 00:16:49,885 --> 00:16:52,054 -and brush my teeth-- -That's love. [laughs] 374 00:16:52,137 --> 00:16:53,430 -[kiss] -[Mark laughing] 375 00:17:00,312 --> 00:17:03,398 [Lauren] Looks like we're officially all moved in, honey. 376 00:17:03,482 --> 00:17:05,358 -[Cameron] I know. -It's like the... 377 00:17:06,193 --> 00:17:07,611 honeymoon is over. 378 00:17:08,153 --> 00:17:09,863 But the honeymoon phase is still going on. 379 00:17:09,946 --> 00:17:12,908 -It still feels pretty good to me. -[Lauren] I still feel like I'm floating. 380 00:17:12,991 --> 00:17:14,868 Now that we're going back into the real world, 381 00:17:14,951 --> 00:17:18,497 I'm sure that we'll have a lot of hurdles and obstacles to overcome. 382 00:17:18,580 --> 00:17:20,791 Parents and friends and their opinions. 383 00:17:20,874 --> 00:17:24,044 I mean, even the fact that we are an interracial couple. 384 00:17:24,836 --> 00:17:28,048 But I love Cameron for who he is on the inside. 385 00:17:28,298 --> 00:17:30,217 You know, that's what I fell in love with. 386 00:17:30,300 --> 00:17:32,427 And if we get married, I think that 387 00:17:32,511 --> 00:17:34,387 we would have a wonderful life together. 388 00:17:38,266 --> 00:17:39,518 [Giannina laughing] 389 00:17:40,477 --> 00:17:42,187 -[Damian] Whoop! -[Giannina laughs] 390 00:17:50,904 --> 00:17:52,280 [Barnett laughing] 391 00:17:52,364 --> 00:17:54,825 [Amber screams, laughs] 392 00:17:58,411 --> 00:17:59,830 [both laughing] 393 00:18:04,084 --> 00:18:06,628 [Lauren] You're so romantic. I love it. Mm. 394 00:18:06,878 --> 00:18:08,046 [Lauren and Cameron kissing] 395 00:18:16,429 --> 00:18:19,307 [Lauren] I don't know why I'm, like, nervous for you to see my place now. 396 00:18:19,683 --> 00:18:20,934 [Cameron imitates suspenseful music] 397 00:18:21,017 --> 00:18:22,853 [Lauren imitates suspenseful music] 398 00:18:22,936 --> 00:18:24,062 [Cameron laughs] You are-- 399 00:18:24,146 --> 00:18:25,313 [Lauren] I am who I am. 400 00:18:28,191 --> 00:18:31,027 So today we're going back to our own respective homes... 401 00:18:31,862 --> 00:18:34,239 -[Lauren] This is my block. -[Cameron] Okay. 402 00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:37,409 [Lauren] Here we go. My place. 403 00:18:37,909 --> 00:18:42,164 ...to pack up what we need to live together up until the wedding. 404 00:18:42,747 --> 00:18:44,082 [Lauren] Here we go. 405 00:18:44,499 --> 00:18:46,418 This is the dollhouse. 406 00:18:46,501 --> 00:18:49,171 -[Cameron] Beautiful. -[Lauren] It's small, but you know. 407 00:18:49,254 --> 00:18:50,922 -[Cameron] It's okay. -[Lauren] Yeah. 408 00:18:51,006 --> 00:18:52,841 Good things come in small packages, they say. 409 00:18:52,924 --> 00:18:55,719 Right, right? So this is mi casa. 410 00:18:56,344 --> 00:18:58,597 -Let me give you a little Cribs tour. -Please. 411 00:18:59,472 --> 00:19:02,225 Uh, this is my studio. 412 00:19:02,684 --> 00:19:05,270 My place is definitely my sanctuary. 413 00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:08,315 Even though it's small, I've really made it my own. 414 00:19:08,398 --> 00:19:09,733 I'm a bit of a loner, 415 00:19:09,816 --> 00:19:12,277 so I guess I'm just protective over it in a lot of ways, 416 00:19:12,360 --> 00:19:15,780 and I was just hoping that I didn't leave anything out that I forgot to put up. 417 00:19:15,864 --> 00:19:16,781 [chuckles] 418 00:19:16,865 --> 00:19:18,575 I like to make vision boards. 419 00:19:19,034 --> 00:19:21,244 -Oh, this is kind of like Mexico. -Right. 420 00:19:21,536 --> 00:19:24,497 -Oh, wow. -It's kind of crazy how similar that is. 421 00:19:24,581 --> 00:19:27,000 -[Lauren] Yeah, that's awesome. -We had rose petals in our little pool. 422 00:19:27,083 --> 00:19:28,168 Wow, we did. 423 00:19:28,251 --> 00:19:29,544 Aww, this, too. 424 00:19:29,628 --> 00:19:32,088 -I'm seeing the beach and... kayak. -Yeah, Mexico. 425 00:19:32,172 --> 00:19:34,466 Where? Oh, yeah. 426 00:19:34,549 --> 00:19:38,136 I was a little nervous about Cameron seeing my messy 427 00:19:38,220 --> 00:19:40,096 "throw everything in there" closet. 428 00:19:40,555 --> 00:19:43,225 Um... Grab those. 429 00:19:43,308 --> 00:19:45,060 But he didn't judge me, so it's okay. 430 00:19:45,143 --> 00:19:47,145 Let me get my camera stuff. 431 00:19:47,312 --> 00:19:48,563 Do you want this as well? 432 00:19:48,813 --> 00:19:50,065 -No, I don't need that. -Okay. 433 00:19:50,148 --> 00:19:51,483 Thank you, though. 434 00:19:58,448 --> 00:20:00,992 [Jessica] Mark loves me unconditionally, 435 00:20:01,117 --> 00:20:04,037 but I don't want to be naïve to the fact that 436 00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:07,082 some people are not going to be happy if we get married. 437 00:20:07,540 --> 00:20:12,671 I don't want us to be super disappointed when the real world smacks us in the face 438 00:20:12,754 --> 00:20:14,172 and doesn't accept us. 439 00:20:14,256 --> 00:20:17,175 Oh, my God! Brown on brown on brown on brown? 440 00:20:17,259 --> 00:20:19,344 I've never seen this many shades of brown, actually. 441 00:20:19,427 --> 00:20:20,303 I swear to God. 442 00:20:20,387 --> 00:20:22,430 I don't ever use these shades of brown. It's kind of funny. 443 00:20:22,514 --> 00:20:24,391 How now brown cow? 444 00:20:24,474 --> 00:20:25,308 God! 445 00:20:25,392 --> 00:20:28,687 Is this a beanbag chair? I haven't had one of these in a while. 446 00:20:29,271 --> 00:20:31,231 [Mark] Don't do it. [laughs] 447 00:20:31,314 --> 00:20:32,274 Why? 448 00:20:32,774 --> 00:20:33,650 It's cozy. 449 00:20:34,109 --> 00:20:35,777 Look at all your gaming systems. 450 00:20:35,860 --> 00:20:37,821 My little brother would dig this setup. 451 00:20:39,447 --> 00:20:42,492 -Do you need your college history book? -No, it's my personal training book. 452 00:20:42,575 --> 00:20:43,493 Okay. [laughs] 453 00:20:45,537 --> 00:20:47,539 [continues laughing] 454 00:20:47,706 --> 00:20:48,540 Sorry. 455 00:20:48,623 --> 00:20:51,793 [man] Let's sit down so he can fill us in on what's happening. 456 00:20:52,043 --> 00:20:55,046 [Jessica] He lives with his best friend and his best friend's girlfriend. So... 457 00:20:55,130 --> 00:20:57,716 God bless him. I could never have roommates again. 458 00:20:57,882 --> 00:21:01,052 I have thought a ton about what our friends and what our family 459 00:21:01,344 --> 00:21:03,138 will say about our age difference, 460 00:21:03,221 --> 00:21:08,101 and I keep reminding him that that is going to affect our relationship. 461 00:21:08,268 --> 00:21:12,147 He's really strong-willed about the fact 462 00:21:12,230 --> 00:21:14,065 that we can get through anything, 463 00:21:14,149 --> 00:21:16,818 and I want to believe in that, 464 00:21:16,901 --> 00:21:18,403 but I'm also realistic. 465 00:21:18,486 --> 00:21:19,904 How's it's been without me? 466 00:21:19,988 --> 00:21:22,741 Uh, well, we have food in the pantry and in the fridge. 467 00:21:22,824 --> 00:21:25,118 -So that's always a plus. -We bought groceries once a week. 468 00:21:25,201 --> 00:21:27,203 -[Bardia] Yeah, uh... -[Jessica] Well... 469 00:21:27,829 --> 00:21:31,583 I told her, I was like, literally our house is based on sarcasm. 470 00:21:31,666 --> 00:21:34,794 It's like the second you walk in and you mess up even a little bit... 471 00:21:34,878 --> 00:21:36,421 -Even a stutter-- -We're all over you. 472 00:21:36,504 --> 00:21:38,548 -We're all over it. -You gotta be on your best game 473 00:21:38,631 --> 00:21:40,717 every single time you're in this house. 474 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:42,427 I mean, you come here, you come prepared. 475 00:21:42,510 --> 00:21:44,971 Alright, alright. I like it. 476 00:21:45,055 --> 00:21:48,183 The cool thing about Mark, something I've always admired about him... 477 00:21:48,308 --> 00:21:50,643 is he gives 110% 478 00:21:51,186 --> 00:21:53,688 to whatever he sees and he puts his mind on. 479 00:21:53,938 --> 00:21:56,107 Anything he does, he does real well. 480 00:21:56,191 --> 00:21:58,485 But the problem is, the things he doesn't want to do, 481 00:21:58,651 --> 00:22:00,528 Jesus couldn't convince him to do it. 482 00:22:00,612 --> 00:22:02,655 -He is not gonna do it. -[Mark and Jessica laughing] 483 00:22:02,739 --> 00:22:04,324 -Like what? -Like the dishes. 484 00:22:04,407 --> 00:22:06,659 -He does not like to do dishes. -[Mark] What? 485 00:22:06,743 --> 00:22:08,995 -That's not true. That is not true. -Oh, really? 486 00:22:09,079 --> 00:22:10,246 That is not true. 487 00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:12,290 I picked up your dishes this morning. 488 00:22:12,707 --> 00:22:14,459 -Night one in the apartment. -What? 489 00:22:14,542 --> 00:22:17,462 Any dish that will fit in a dishwasher, 490 00:22:17,712 --> 00:22:18,797 he'll load it in there. 491 00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:21,174 But if it's too big, forget about him hand-washing it. 492 00:22:21,549 --> 00:22:24,260 -All right, I'm making notes over here. -[Ariana] Yeah. 493 00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:26,012 And I'm drinking. 494 00:22:26,096 --> 00:22:28,181 Well, Mom folded some laundry for you. 495 00:22:28,264 --> 00:22:29,224 It's in your room. 496 00:22:29,307 --> 00:22:30,934 She did your laundry while you were gone. 497 00:22:31,559 --> 00:22:32,894 -That's amazing. -My heart. 498 00:22:32,977 --> 00:22:34,979 I hope you're also taking notes of this. 499 00:22:35,063 --> 00:22:36,606 Laundry. You know... 500 00:22:36,689 --> 00:22:39,192 I work 70 hours a week. We've had this discussion. 501 00:22:39,275 --> 00:22:41,027 -I don't do laundry. -Mark, you're gonna do the laundry. 502 00:22:41,111 --> 00:22:41,945 [laughs] 503 00:22:42,028 --> 00:22:43,655 No, I will never do his laundry. 504 00:22:44,364 --> 00:22:46,699 I will never do his laundry. I don't even do my own laundry. 505 00:22:47,659 --> 00:22:49,828 I'm happy to I take his laundry to wash-and-fold. 506 00:22:50,245 --> 00:22:52,997 So we aired all his dirty laundry. Tell us about yourself. 507 00:22:53,081 --> 00:22:55,875 I work for a technology company and I travel quite a bit, 508 00:22:55,959 --> 00:22:57,377 that's one thing we've talked about. 509 00:22:57,460 --> 00:23:00,171 Our jobs are totally different, our lives are totally different. 510 00:23:00,255 --> 00:23:03,133 I've got a golden retriever and a house in Peachtree Hills. 511 00:23:03,508 --> 00:23:05,093 So, yeah. 512 00:23:05,427 --> 00:23:06,261 That's awesome. 513 00:23:07,262 --> 00:23:08,471 So I'm curious. 514 00:23:08,555 --> 00:23:11,516 I gotta know. What did Mark tell you to pick him? 515 00:23:11,599 --> 00:23:12,892 [laughs] 516 00:23:13,476 --> 00:23:14,394 Um... 517 00:23:14,519 --> 00:23:16,855 I've always been kind of scared of commitment 518 00:23:16,938 --> 00:23:18,982 because I felt like it was never the right person. 519 00:23:19,607 --> 00:23:22,735 You know, but with him, just something clicked. 520 00:23:22,819 --> 00:23:26,239 And it was because we created an emotional relationship. 521 00:23:26,322 --> 00:23:28,199 In three weeks we're getting married. 522 00:23:28,908 --> 00:23:30,118 -That's fast. -You know-- 523 00:23:30,201 --> 00:23:31,202 -Yeah. -Yeah. 524 00:23:31,286 --> 00:23:34,497 -And for right now, I can see-- -[all laughing] 525 00:23:35,498 --> 00:23:37,625 [Jessica] I felt like these guys didn't judge us at all. 526 00:23:37,709 --> 00:23:39,711 They didn't ask anything about the age. 527 00:23:39,794 --> 00:23:41,296 So I really liked that. 528 00:23:41,379 --> 00:23:44,716 And, you know, Mark's told me to trust him about that this entire time, 529 00:23:44,799 --> 00:23:47,260 and now I feel very at ease about the situation. 530 00:23:47,343 --> 00:23:48,178 But I'm-- 531 00:23:48,261 --> 00:23:51,097 -You put me in an awkward predicament. -You've got big competition around here. 532 00:23:51,181 --> 00:23:52,807 -[Bardia] Wow. -He did pretty good. 533 00:23:52,891 --> 00:23:55,268 -[Mark] I picked a pretty good one, so-- -[Bardia] Nice. 534 00:23:55,351 --> 00:23:57,353 Picked a pretty good one. 535 00:23:57,479 --> 00:23:58,646 But yeah, no, it's-- 536 00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:00,190 I don't know. Excited about it. 537 00:24:00,273 --> 00:24:01,357 [Bardia] That's awesome. 538 00:24:01,441 --> 00:24:04,944 I've put my ring back on because I want to be all in. 539 00:24:05,028 --> 00:24:07,030 [Bardia] It was nice meeting you, Jessica. 540 00:24:07,113 --> 00:24:08,364 Good luck to you guys. 541 00:24:08,448 --> 00:24:09,991 Right now I feel really great wearing it 542 00:24:10,074 --> 00:24:12,076 and seeing if this thing will work out for us. 543 00:24:12,744 --> 00:24:14,370 This was a huge day for us. 544 00:24:14,454 --> 00:24:16,164 -[Bardia] Love y'all. -See you later. 545 00:24:16,247 --> 00:24:17,707 -[Jessica] Bye. -All right. 546 00:24:27,759 --> 00:24:29,427 [in British accent] It's quite large, sir. 547 00:24:29,511 --> 00:24:32,013 [in normal accent] It's very nice, though. Very Southern. 548 00:24:32,096 --> 00:24:34,974 [Cameron] When I bought this three bedroom home, 549 00:24:35,058 --> 00:24:38,561 I had my hopes on the idea 550 00:24:38,645 --> 00:24:39,938 that I would have a wife, 551 00:24:40,021 --> 00:24:41,898 and I could start a family with her. 552 00:24:42,273 --> 00:24:43,274 So... 553 00:24:43,816 --> 00:24:46,027 Now having Lauren in my life, 554 00:24:46,110 --> 00:24:49,781 you know, I might try and plant some seeds in her mind while she's there. 555 00:24:50,532 --> 00:24:52,283 Oh, wow. 556 00:24:52,367 --> 00:24:55,203 This is really nice, Cameron. -Yes. 557 00:24:55,286 --> 00:24:57,997 I love the wood floors. And the fireplace. 558 00:24:58,081 --> 00:24:58,915 Right. 559 00:25:00,542 --> 00:25:03,461 -Oh, wow. Everything's like new, too. -[Cameron] Yeah. 560 00:25:03,586 --> 00:25:06,089 Well, you show-- I don't just want to walk around. 561 00:25:06,172 --> 00:25:08,091 -You show me. -Oh, no, please. I mean-- 562 00:25:08,174 --> 00:25:11,344 -This is your place. -Well, it could be our place pretty soon. 563 00:25:11,427 --> 00:25:12,637 -[Lauren] Could be. -Yes. 564 00:25:12,971 --> 00:25:13,805 [kissing] 565 00:25:14,180 --> 00:25:16,266 -This is nice, I want to explore. -Okay. 566 00:25:19,561 --> 00:25:21,563 -[Lauren] The master. -[Cameron] Here we go. 567 00:25:21,688 --> 00:25:23,898 It's freaking big, Cameron, for just you. [chuckles] 568 00:25:24,315 --> 00:25:27,610 -[Cameron] Hopefully not for too long. -[Lauren] You must have anticipated, um... 569 00:25:27,902 --> 00:25:30,613 -Mm-hmm? -...having someone else very soon. 570 00:25:30,697 --> 00:25:31,698 [chuckles] 571 00:25:32,699 --> 00:25:34,117 -It took a while -It's beautiful. 572 00:25:35,159 --> 00:25:36,452 Ooh! 573 00:25:37,203 --> 00:25:38,079 Wow. 574 00:25:38,621 --> 00:25:41,291 This reminds me of, like, the frat houses in college. 575 00:25:41,374 --> 00:25:42,542 -Yeah. -Yeah. 576 00:25:42,625 --> 00:25:45,044 A lot of them had, like, the balconies like this. 577 00:25:45,128 --> 00:25:46,004 Right. 578 00:25:47,380 --> 00:25:51,759 This home is beautiful. You have plenty of space for me in here. 579 00:25:51,843 --> 00:25:53,386 It's so crazy, like, just-- 580 00:25:54,804 --> 00:25:58,141 Like, seeing this and thinking about the future, 581 00:25:58,224 --> 00:26:00,476 and, like, "Oh, this could be a kid's room." 582 00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:03,646 [Cameron] You know, I'm so happy to hear Lauren say 583 00:26:03,730 --> 00:26:04,856 that she could think 584 00:26:04,939 --> 00:26:06,774 of the empty room in my house 585 00:26:06,858 --> 00:26:07,984 as a kid's room. 586 00:26:08,359 --> 00:26:09,694 I was originally thinking 587 00:26:09,777 --> 00:26:11,654 it could be an office space for her, 588 00:26:11,738 --> 00:26:13,197 and it still could be, but-- 589 00:26:13,698 --> 00:26:15,408 [sighs] Crazy as it sounds, 590 00:26:15,491 --> 00:26:16,743 I'm, I'm... [chuckles] 591 00:26:17,118 --> 00:26:17,994 [inhales deeply] 592 00:26:18,077 --> 00:26:19,954 I'm ready to have children with her 593 00:26:20,038 --> 00:26:21,497 in not that much time. 594 00:26:21,873 --> 00:26:24,334 I mean, we want to enjoy being husband and wife... 595 00:26:24,417 --> 00:26:26,794 but, you know, I want her to have my babies, so... 596 00:26:26,878 --> 00:26:27,795 Our babies. 597 00:26:28,421 --> 00:26:29,422 [laughs] 598 00:26:30,173 --> 00:26:31,007 Yeah. 599 00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:32,634 I want it to be your home. 600 00:26:33,259 --> 00:26:35,386 Yeah? You want me to live here with you? 601 00:26:36,346 --> 00:26:37,180 I do. 602 00:26:37,597 --> 00:26:38,473 You know, 603 00:26:39,057 --> 00:26:40,308 I have found the one. 604 00:26:47,982 --> 00:26:49,901 I was in love once before. 605 00:26:50,902 --> 00:26:53,988 And I loved that person very much, but... 606 00:26:54,614 --> 00:26:55,531 [sniffles] 607 00:26:56,866 --> 00:27:01,496 I knew that there were going to be problems, always. 608 00:27:03,706 --> 00:27:06,000 Things that I couldn't get past. 609 00:27:06,417 --> 00:27:07,752 But with Lauren... 610 00:27:09,504 --> 00:27:11,339 I don't have those concerns. 611 00:27:14,175 --> 00:27:17,053 I would love to. I do love my place. 612 00:27:17,428 --> 00:27:20,515 I think that the location is excellent of my place. 613 00:27:20,598 --> 00:27:21,432 Mm-hmm. 614 00:27:21,516 --> 00:27:23,142 How would you feel if I kept it? 615 00:27:23,768 --> 00:27:24,936 Um, well... 616 00:27:26,854 --> 00:27:28,022 -I don't know. -[clears throat] 617 00:27:28,648 --> 00:27:29,982 -Okay. -Yeah. 618 00:27:30,066 --> 00:27:32,652 I mean, does that bother you? Like... 619 00:27:32,735 --> 00:27:33,820 [both laughing] 620 00:27:33,945 --> 00:27:35,029 Why are you laughing? 621 00:27:35,113 --> 00:27:37,198 -Nothing. You seem uncomfortable. -Really? 622 00:27:40,785 --> 00:27:41,828 I'm not trying to rush you. 623 00:27:42,286 --> 00:27:44,539 -Yeah. -But, you know... 624 00:27:45,289 --> 00:27:46,124 Okay. 625 00:27:46,624 --> 00:27:50,378 I am feeling a lot of different emotions. 626 00:27:50,461 --> 00:27:52,714 Thinking of, like... 627 00:27:52,797 --> 00:27:56,592 Wow, I could really just be giving up my personal space forever. 628 00:27:56,676 --> 00:27:58,469 And I really enjoy my personal space. 629 00:27:58,553 --> 00:28:02,014 But being in a marriage kind of changes everything. 630 00:28:02,098 --> 00:28:05,685 So I'm just trying to listen to myself and my heart, 631 00:28:05,768 --> 00:28:07,562 and my mind, at the same time. 632 00:28:07,854 --> 00:28:11,149 [inhales deeply] This is all feeling quite real. 633 00:28:11,232 --> 00:28:14,402 -It's feeling quite real right now. -[chuckles] It's very real. 634 00:28:14,485 --> 00:28:17,280 We're not in the pods anymore. I know. 635 00:28:18,030 --> 00:28:19,240 This is your real life. 636 00:28:19,866 --> 00:28:20,950 [moans lightly] 637 00:28:21,242 --> 00:28:23,494 Yeah. It's overwhelming. 638 00:28:24,036 --> 00:28:26,914 ♪ I'm walking on wires lately ♪ 639 00:28:27,039 --> 00:28:31,753 ♪ I'm keeping my balance But I don't think I can finish this ♪ 640 00:28:32,128 --> 00:28:35,631 ♪ I won't get too ambitious No ♪ 641 00:28:37,133 --> 00:28:38,926 [Barnett] Here is my home. 642 00:28:39,886 --> 00:28:42,305 [Amber] Aw, baby, it's so little. 643 00:28:42,805 --> 00:28:45,183 -[Barnett] No! -[Amber] Just kidding. [laughs] 644 00:28:45,391 --> 00:28:47,351 -[Barnett] I kinda want that... -[Amber] It's cute. 645 00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:48,770 [Barnett] It's huge! 646 00:28:49,270 --> 00:28:51,689 My house has one bedroom. 647 00:28:51,773 --> 00:28:53,566 It feels like if I have kids, 648 00:28:53,900 --> 00:28:55,902 like, we're always going to be on top of each other. 649 00:28:55,985 --> 00:28:57,987 -I like it. What? -It's alright. 650 00:28:58,237 --> 00:29:00,114 -What do you mean? -It gets the job done. 651 00:29:00,198 --> 00:29:01,157 My house is a mess. 652 00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:03,618 I mean, my carpets are dirty because I got a dog, 653 00:29:03,701 --> 00:29:05,912 and she pees a little, sometimes, inside. 654 00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:08,539 I don't want her to think less of me because of my house. 655 00:29:08,873 --> 00:29:11,125 I think, just the way it looks, the size of it. 656 00:29:11,667 --> 00:29:12,794 Hi! 657 00:29:13,127 --> 00:29:14,587 Hi, pretty girl. 658 00:29:14,712 --> 00:29:15,630 Hi, baby. 659 00:29:15,713 --> 00:29:18,257 Oh, God, she's huge. Hi, Coda. 660 00:29:18,382 --> 00:29:20,384 -[Barnett] Did you miss me? -Come on. Hi. 661 00:29:21,552 --> 00:29:24,096 Oh! You actually have furniture. 662 00:29:24,180 --> 00:29:25,681 [Barnett] I do have furniture. 663 00:29:25,932 --> 00:29:27,099 You-- [laughs] 664 00:29:27,850 --> 00:29:30,978 It's not as bad as I thought it was gonna be. 665 00:29:31,854 --> 00:29:35,066 -It's nice, baby. I like it. -[Barnett] I got papers here and there. 666 00:29:35,566 --> 00:29:38,194 These are my stairs. That hole in the wall is from Coda. 667 00:29:38,277 --> 00:29:40,404 -[Amber] Oh, boy. [laughs] -[Barnett] Never fixed. 668 00:29:40,488 --> 00:29:42,365 [Amber] How did she put a hole in the wall? 669 00:29:42,448 --> 00:29:45,368 [Barnett] She's very clumsy. I pick my girls clumsy, too. 670 00:29:45,451 --> 00:29:47,995 -[Amber] Oh, that's fair. -[Barnett] She runs too fast. 671 00:29:48,079 --> 00:29:49,997 -[Barnett] This... This is the bed. -Ooh! 672 00:29:50,081 --> 00:29:51,040 [Barnett] The bedroom. 673 00:29:51,123 --> 00:29:52,750 [Amber] Really? You couldn't even make your bed? 674 00:29:53,543 --> 00:29:54,377 Come on. 675 00:29:54,460 --> 00:29:57,213 This is me and Coda's bed. It's me and Coda's bed. 676 00:29:57,421 --> 00:29:58,756 I didn't know when I'd be back. 677 00:29:59,966 --> 00:30:01,592 -Ooh! -Ooh! 678 00:30:01,676 --> 00:30:04,136 -[Amber gasps] I fits. -It's a big tub. 679 00:30:04,637 --> 00:30:06,639 If I fits, I sits. I like this. 680 00:30:06,764 --> 00:30:09,809 -I don't know if I'd sit down in there. -What did you do to the bathtub? 681 00:30:09,892 --> 00:30:11,686 -[Barnett] Nothing! -Oh my God. What? 682 00:30:11,769 --> 00:30:13,563 Oh, hold on. Closet. 683 00:30:13,688 --> 00:30:15,356 -[Barnett] Closets? -Can you get the-- 684 00:30:15,439 --> 00:30:16,482 Okay, all right. 685 00:30:16,941 --> 00:30:19,819 You got all this space and you can't even keep your clothes hung up? 686 00:30:20,194 --> 00:30:21,988 Coda, what have you been doing with this fool? 687 00:30:22,071 --> 00:30:23,281 You haven't trained him yet? 688 00:30:23,364 --> 00:30:25,116 -[Barnett] I'm sorry, okay? -[Amber laughing] 689 00:30:25,199 --> 00:30:28,786 [Amber] So I am a little less responsible than Barnett 690 00:30:29,036 --> 00:30:31,372 in terms of my assets. 691 00:30:31,497 --> 00:30:34,876 I never really worked towards the future. 692 00:30:34,959 --> 00:30:37,211 I never thought about having a home. 693 00:30:37,336 --> 00:30:41,924 I was more of a "work just enough, so that I could enjoy my life." 694 00:30:42,008 --> 00:30:44,051 [Barnett] You're gonna get all the dog hair on your ass. 695 00:30:44,135 --> 00:30:45,136 [Amber laughs] 696 00:30:45,303 --> 00:30:50,349 Since the place that I'm living in now isn't really even mine, 697 00:30:50,433 --> 00:30:53,811 and I'm not going to be living there much longer anyways, 698 00:30:53,936 --> 00:30:58,232 I'm just really excited to move into B's house with him 699 00:30:58,316 --> 00:31:00,401 and start making our home there. 700 00:31:00,484 --> 00:31:04,363 I would love to be a stay-at-home mom, and right here and now, 701 00:31:04,447 --> 00:31:06,908 as far as I'm concerned, it's our house, 702 00:31:06,991 --> 00:31:09,744 and our family that may or may not be started there. 703 00:31:09,827 --> 00:31:13,664 It's our relationship that's gonna grow in that home. 704 00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:14,999 That's all I care about. 705 00:31:15,541 --> 00:31:17,460 My house is very small. 706 00:31:17,543 --> 00:31:18,836 If we do move out of here, 707 00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:21,172 we'll be getting another loan for another house. 708 00:31:21,631 --> 00:31:24,300 I have an average credit score. It's not great, but it's not bad. 709 00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:27,261 But also because I've only got one credit card. 710 00:31:27,345 --> 00:31:31,223 It's my makeup credit card, but it's only a $700 limit. 711 00:31:31,599 --> 00:31:33,643 Still seems pretty high for makeup. 712 00:31:33,726 --> 00:31:34,644 I'm at the limit. 713 00:31:34,727 --> 00:31:37,188 You think that. Okay, makeup is expensive! 714 00:31:37,271 --> 00:31:40,066 Wait, you have makeup credit card debt? 715 00:31:40,149 --> 00:31:41,734 I do, I do. 716 00:31:41,817 --> 00:31:44,987 It's really easy to run that up really quickly, okay? 717 00:31:45,071 --> 00:31:48,991 And I think the last time that I actually used it, 718 00:31:49,075 --> 00:31:52,161 I spent like, over $200 in one spree. 719 00:31:52,244 --> 00:31:55,289 -On makeup? -It's expensive! 720 00:31:55,748 --> 00:31:56,582 [Amber sighs] 721 00:31:56,707 --> 00:31:58,167 [Barnett] So, uh, you know-- 722 00:31:58,668 --> 00:31:59,669 [Amber clears throat] 723 00:32:00,086 --> 00:32:02,338 Oh, and then there's my student debt 724 00:32:02,964 --> 00:32:05,424 from where I never graduated college. 725 00:32:06,384 --> 00:32:08,302 [Barnett] How much are we talking about? 726 00:32:08,386 --> 00:32:10,638 Well, around about 20 grand... 727 00:32:12,056 --> 00:32:14,100 that I have not been paying on. 728 00:32:14,183 --> 00:32:16,018 -[Barnett] You haven't been paying? -I have not. 729 00:32:16,102 --> 00:32:17,186 -No. -Oh. 730 00:32:18,062 --> 00:32:19,981 I have been pushing it off, and off... 731 00:32:20,064 --> 00:32:22,525 [Barnett] So it just gets worse, and worse, and worse. 732 00:32:22,608 --> 00:32:25,444 -Do you pay the minimum at least, or no? -No. I haven't paid anything. 733 00:32:25,528 --> 00:32:26,946 I've been out of work, 734 00:32:27,029 --> 00:32:29,323 or I was homeless for a while 735 00:32:29,407 --> 00:32:32,868 and I was, like, couch-surfing between, you know, my friends' homes. 736 00:32:33,285 --> 00:32:35,162 How many days a week do you typically work? 737 00:32:35,663 --> 00:32:36,497 As many as I want. 738 00:32:38,791 --> 00:32:41,836 I work to live. I don't live to work. 739 00:32:49,260 --> 00:32:51,178 I think she knows you're stressed. 740 00:32:51,262 --> 00:32:52,596 Are you sure you want to marry me? 741 00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:54,306 [dramatic music plays] 742 00:33:00,980 --> 00:33:02,982 [upbeat music plays] 743 00:33:06,736 --> 00:33:07,737 [Mark] Wow. 744 00:33:07,987 --> 00:33:09,113 [Jessica] Alright. 745 00:33:09,238 --> 00:33:11,699 -[Mark] I love the style. -[Jessica] Thanks. 746 00:33:12,033 --> 00:33:13,117 [dog barking] 747 00:33:13,743 --> 00:33:16,620 [high pitched] Who is it? Hi! 748 00:33:17,246 --> 00:33:19,206 [high pitched] Hi, pumpkin! 749 00:33:19,290 --> 00:33:20,791 -And, wow. -This is my house. 750 00:33:21,459 --> 00:33:25,004 If there's anything I ever pictured of, like, you, it's like this. 751 00:33:25,504 --> 00:33:27,048 [Jessica] This is my room. 752 00:33:27,256 --> 00:33:28,716 -[Mark] Wow. -[Jessica] Relax. 753 00:33:28,799 --> 00:33:31,677 [Mark] Seriously, you're way more color-coordinated than I am. 754 00:33:31,761 --> 00:33:32,636 [Jessica laughs] 755 00:33:32,762 --> 00:33:35,473 I feel like I've come a really long way in my career 756 00:33:35,556 --> 00:33:38,559 and I'm really secure in where I'm at. 757 00:33:38,684 --> 00:33:42,438 But being on the road can be really lonely 758 00:33:42,605 --> 00:33:45,691 and coming home is usually the worst part. 759 00:33:45,941 --> 00:33:48,235 Um, because you realize there's no one to come home to. 760 00:33:48,319 --> 00:33:52,698 So it's awesome having him here, and opening up my reality to him. 761 00:33:54,033 --> 00:33:58,204 I'm someone who wants kids, and I'm no stranger to science. 762 00:33:58,412 --> 00:33:59,622 [both chuckling] 763 00:33:59,789 --> 00:34:04,001 So, like, I realize that if I want three kids I probably have to start soon. 764 00:34:04,126 --> 00:34:05,628 -[Mark] Mm-hmm. -[Jess] At some point. 765 00:34:05,711 --> 00:34:06,921 Dude, if I'm 24, 766 00:34:07,004 --> 00:34:09,131 I don't want to be having kids in, like, a year. 767 00:34:10,049 --> 00:34:13,636 You know? Like, that's like very young. 768 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:16,222 -[Mark] So, I'm gonna be like-- -My parents were, like, 20. 769 00:34:16,305 --> 00:34:18,349 My parents... Like, my dad was your age. 770 00:34:18,432 --> 00:34:21,143 My mom was, like, 19. 771 00:34:21,519 --> 00:34:22,770 So here's my thing. 772 00:34:22,978 --> 00:34:25,689 Again, I'm not your average 24-year-old that is like-- 773 00:34:25,940 --> 00:34:27,900 I've done, like, whatever. 774 00:34:27,983 --> 00:34:31,695 I've partied, I've hung out, I've lived my life, had experiences. 775 00:34:31,779 --> 00:34:32,822 -Yeah. -[Mark] Cool. 776 00:34:33,030 --> 00:34:35,032 I'm ready for the next phase of my life. 777 00:34:35,116 --> 00:34:38,327 Like, that doesn't stress me out, the thought of having kids. 778 00:34:39,578 --> 00:34:41,539 Guys my age aren't ready for kids. 779 00:34:42,039 --> 00:34:46,544 You know, that's something that will drive guys 35-plus away. 780 00:34:47,128 --> 00:34:49,672 And I think that's one of the biggest, 781 00:34:50,131 --> 00:34:51,966 you know, reservations for me is I look at Mark 782 00:34:52,049 --> 00:34:54,718 who's like, "Oh, yeah, I'm ready for kids! Yes, of course I am!" 783 00:34:54,802 --> 00:34:56,846 And it's like, "Really?" 784 00:34:57,638 --> 00:35:00,558 I don't want him to settle down with me and then regret it. 785 00:35:01,267 --> 00:35:02,893 Okay, so let's play this out. 786 00:35:03,018 --> 00:35:06,480 -We have a kid, and I'm like, 36. -You look good. 787 00:35:06,564 --> 00:35:08,107 You're 26. 788 00:35:08,232 --> 00:35:09,066 [Mark] Cool. 789 00:35:09,150 --> 00:35:11,819 -The kid turns 14. -Mm-hmm. 790 00:35:11,902 --> 00:35:13,696 -I'm 50. -Okay. 791 00:35:13,821 --> 00:35:15,489 -You're 40. -[Mark] Okay. 792 00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:17,533 How do you feel about that? 793 00:35:17,950 --> 00:35:21,453 -Just-- It doesn't bother me at all. -No? 794 00:35:21,537 --> 00:35:22,621 Mm-mm. 795 00:35:22,705 --> 00:35:25,624 -At all. And I know that sounds-- -Okay, let's play it out further. 796 00:35:25,708 --> 00:35:28,669 -Okay. -The kid turns 24. I'm 60. 797 00:35:28,752 --> 00:35:29,753 Mm-hmm. 798 00:35:29,837 --> 00:35:32,423 -He's 24, I'm 60. -[Mark] And I'm 50. 799 00:35:32,506 --> 00:35:34,341 At that point it's-- What, we're both-- 800 00:35:34,675 --> 00:35:37,469 -Yeah. -Okay. We're both in our 50s and 60s. 801 00:35:38,470 --> 00:35:39,930 -It doesn't scare me. -[sighs] 802 00:35:40,014 --> 00:35:43,434 [Mark] Like, look me in the eyes. I can look you in the eyes... 803 00:35:43,517 --> 00:35:45,019 -Yeah. -...and say it doesn't scare me. 804 00:35:45,477 --> 00:35:48,105 Biologically, yes, I understand the-- 805 00:35:48,189 --> 00:35:50,941 Okay, as a woman you-- We have to do this soon. 806 00:35:51,025 --> 00:35:53,152 She keeps throwing scenarios at me, 807 00:35:53,235 --> 00:35:55,654 saying, "When I'm 50 and you're 60," and I'm like, "And?" 808 00:35:55,738 --> 00:35:57,615 Like it doesn't matter about the age. 809 00:35:57,990 --> 00:35:59,074 It's gonna be us. 810 00:35:59,158 --> 00:36:03,954 Okay, so, then in 10 years, 811 00:36:04,038 --> 00:36:06,290 if the kid's, like, eight years old... 812 00:36:06,373 --> 00:36:07,208 [Mark] Mm-hmm. 813 00:36:07,291 --> 00:36:12,379 ...and I want to move to California or I want to move back to Chicago, 814 00:36:12,463 --> 00:36:14,590 and that's when your parents would be 75 years old, 815 00:36:14,673 --> 00:36:16,592 and you told me you want to take care of them. 816 00:36:16,675 --> 00:36:17,509 Mm-hmm. 817 00:36:17,885 --> 00:36:20,387 So, how does that then come into play? 818 00:36:20,763 --> 00:36:25,059 I'm not shouldering that burden by myself. Me and my sister are both responsible. 819 00:36:25,142 --> 00:36:26,602 And my parents aren't people 820 00:36:26,685 --> 00:36:29,647 that are going to be the type of people that be burdens. 821 00:36:29,730 --> 00:36:31,941 You know what I'm saying? Like, I want to put-- 822 00:36:32,024 --> 00:36:34,109 You do not know what's going to happen to your parents. 823 00:36:34,193 --> 00:36:38,697 -And that's what... I'm being very careful. -And I don't want to say anything at all. 824 00:36:38,781 --> 00:36:42,952 [Mark] All I know for right now is that my decision, what I feel here, 825 00:36:43,035 --> 00:36:45,454 is that whenever I have to make a decision... 826 00:36:45,537 --> 00:36:48,082 Say we move to California with our kids, 827 00:36:48,290 --> 00:36:51,001 -I'm going to make that with you. -Yeah. 828 00:36:51,085 --> 00:36:54,004 Not with the influence of, like, what my mom thinks. 829 00:36:54,088 --> 00:36:55,923 Because my mom will always support what I do. 830 00:36:56,507 --> 00:36:58,717 [Jessica] Mark is very emotionally available. 831 00:36:58,801 --> 00:37:01,053 To me, it's a bit of a red flag, 832 00:37:01,136 --> 00:37:04,431 because no guy is that emotionally available. 833 00:37:04,515 --> 00:37:05,641 I've never seen it. 834 00:37:06,433 --> 00:37:07,726 Never experienced it. 835 00:37:08,310 --> 00:37:12,606 It's like we're watching an experiment on Discovery Channel, for all I know. 836 00:37:12,690 --> 00:37:16,235 I mean, he's-- Everything I say, he's up for it. 837 00:37:16,694 --> 00:37:21,115 Thinking about, like, if we're to take the next step in three weeks 838 00:37:21,615 --> 00:37:23,659 and kind of, like, playing that all out, 839 00:37:23,742 --> 00:37:26,203 you know, I think, like, the leading... 840 00:37:27,579 --> 00:37:29,832 reason for divorce is, like, finances. 841 00:37:29,915 --> 00:37:32,543 I've never thought about anybody, really, other than myself, 842 00:37:32,626 --> 00:37:36,672 because I've never been married or had a kid or anything like that, 843 00:37:36,755 --> 00:37:38,007 but things happen very quickly 844 00:37:38,090 --> 00:37:42,511 and you want to make sure that you're able to provide that security and comfort. 845 00:37:42,594 --> 00:37:47,266 For a long time in my professional life I wasn't making six figures, you know? 846 00:37:47,349 --> 00:37:49,226 And then, like, it feels like, once it happens, 847 00:37:49,351 --> 00:37:53,063 it just kind of, like, continues to grow from there. 848 00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:55,316 [Mark] In this moment right now, 849 00:37:55,691 --> 00:37:58,819 I'm not the financial provider. I know that. 850 00:37:58,902 --> 00:38:01,030 I'm going to be honest, I'm not going to lie to you. 851 00:38:01,113 --> 00:38:04,867 -Yeah. That's okay. -And, you know, that's just being real. 852 00:38:05,326 --> 00:38:08,912 You know, I'm not making, like, $100,000, you know? 853 00:38:08,996 --> 00:38:10,998 But I know now, 854 00:38:11,081 --> 00:38:14,209 with what I know with fitness and where I want to go with it, 855 00:38:14,293 --> 00:38:17,838 I just want you to know that, like, I may not be, like, there yet, 856 00:38:17,921 --> 00:38:18,964 but I'm, I'm-- 857 00:38:19,048 --> 00:38:21,467 I hope you see my mindset of where I'm gonna be. 858 00:38:22,426 --> 00:38:25,179 This isn't gonna be butterflies and rainbows all the time, 859 00:38:25,262 --> 00:38:26,722 and that's why you see me tonight... 860 00:38:26,805 --> 00:38:28,557 I challenged him and challenged him. 861 00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:31,894 Because, you know, I want this to be successful at the end of the day, 862 00:38:31,977 --> 00:38:35,481 and I don't want us, you know, in three weeks to walk down the aisle, 863 00:38:35,564 --> 00:38:36,982 and this all be for nothing. 864 00:38:38,150 --> 00:38:39,109 Um... 865 00:38:39,818 --> 00:38:42,946 But what are your thoughts around, like, kind of like gender roles 866 00:38:43,030 --> 00:38:46,241 and how they play into managing finances? 867 00:38:46,325 --> 00:38:49,453 Again, I refer back to my mom, and how she is, you know what I'm saying? 868 00:38:49,578 --> 00:38:51,497 And I see a lot of qualities similar. 869 00:38:51,580 --> 00:38:54,833 And so my mom has always been that, like, rock. 870 00:38:54,917 --> 00:38:57,336 She's always been my rock solid, like-- That's my woman. 871 00:38:57,419 --> 00:38:59,046 And that's why I'm attracted to you. 872 00:38:59,129 --> 00:39:01,298 Yeah, you're amazing, and not just what you-- 873 00:39:01,382 --> 00:39:03,759 The physical features. It's you as a person. 874 00:39:04,051 --> 00:39:06,720 I want to be me, though. I don't want to be your mom. 875 00:39:07,805 --> 00:39:10,849 And I get that, like, you want to channel your parents, 876 00:39:11,308 --> 00:39:13,852 but you have to be you at the end of the day. 877 00:39:13,936 --> 00:39:16,647 You're a grown-ass man, you know? 878 00:39:17,022 --> 00:39:17,856 I wouldn't-- 879 00:39:17,940 --> 00:39:20,526 I don't want you to be-- Trust me, like, I'm good. 880 00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:23,404 Like, same thing, mentally. I'm good. Like, you know what I mean? 881 00:39:23,529 --> 00:39:26,698 I'm not saying it's, like, I want you to be a parent, you know what I mean? 882 00:39:26,782 --> 00:39:28,909 -I'm not telling you-- -I don't want to be your parent. 883 00:39:28,992 --> 00:39:30,536 Or in comparison to my mom-- 884 00:39:30,619 --> 00:39:33,455 I know you don't, and I'm just setting the ground straight now. 885 00:39:33,539 --> 00:39:35,124 You compare so much to your mom, 886 00:39:35,207 --> 00:39:37,042 I want to make sure you're keeping things in perspective. 887 00:39:37,126 --> 00:39:38,210 Yeah, yeah! 888 00:39:38,293 --> 00:39:40,671 I'm not trying to recreate your parents' marriage 889 00:39:40,754 --> 00:39:42,798 -or something like that. -I would never want that. 890 00:39:42,881 --> 00:39:44,967 Or recreate your mom. I'll never live up to your mom. 891 00:39:45,050 --> 00:39:46,260 I'll never be your mom. 892 00:39:46,343 --> 00:39:48,971 Like, you've explained her to me a million times, 893 00:39:49,096 --> 00:39:52,015 -I am never going to be your mom. -I'm just proud of her, basically. 894 00:39:52,099 --> 00:39:53,892 -No, and I love that. -And I say that-- 895 00:39:53,976 --> 00:39:56,270 That's where my head was at, and it's, like... 896 00:39:56,353 --> 00:39:58,605 -I don't want somebody-- -Girls get intimidated by that. 897 00:39:58,689 --> 00:40:00,315 No one lives up to Mom. Ever. 898 00:40:00,399 --> 00:40:01,567 No one can live up to Mom. 899 00:40:01,650 --> 00:40:03,152 -Trust me-- -And I'm not trying to. 900 00:40:03,235 --> 00:40:05,821 And I would never want you to. There's no competition. 901 00:40:05,904 --> 00:40:08,740 There's no competition, because my heart is open to you. 902 00:40:08,824 --> 00:40:11,410 I don't want you to think you need to compete with my mom. 903 00:40:11,493 --> 00:40:13,203 He won't stop talking about his mom. 904 00:40:13,287 --> 00:40:15,831 And I'm like... dude. 905 00:40:16,540 --> 00:40:18,459 There is no comparison between you and my mom. 906 00:40:18,542 --> 00:40:21,128 My mom is separate, and she is-- 907 00:40:21,378 --> 00:40:23,172 My mom will love whoever loves me, 908 00:40:23,338 --> 00:40:26,133 and I will love whoever I love because I love them. 909 00:40:26,675 --> 00:40:28,510 I don't seek the approval of my mom. 910 00:40:28,594 --> 00:40:30,762 [Jessica] I understand. Your mom's an incredible woman. 911 00:40:30,846 --> 00:40:32,681 I can't imagine how incredible she is. 912 00:40:32,764 --> 00:40:37,352 But every single topic, we relate back to Mom. 913 00:40:37,436 --> 00:40:40,981 Going into a marriage, if I'm really being realistic, 914 00:40:41,064 --> 00:40:44,485 like, I would definitely want to put like a prenup in place. 915 00:40:45,402 --> 00:40:46,862 Like, off the bat. 916 00:40:48,030 --> 00:40:49,865 I genuinely love this person. 917 00:40:50,616 --> 00:40:52,576 And so that's what's confusing me. 918 00:40:52,659 --> 00:40:54,828 It's not like we didn't talk about this in the pods. 919 00:40:54,912 --> 00:40:57,122 You knew how old I was. You knew! 920 00:40:57,206 --> 00:41:00,667 And you ignored it. You said, "Whatever, I want you." 921 00:41:01,043 --> 00:41:03,045 You knew what I did for a living. 922 00:41:03,420 --> 00:41:04,630 You said, "Okay." 923 00:41:04,922 --> 00:41:08,091 You knew everything about me in those pods. 924 00:41:08,175 --> 00:41:10,093 You said "yes" to me twice. 925 00:41:11,261 --> 00:41:13,639 Once behind a wall, and once in person. 926 00:41:13,764 --> 00:41:14,806 You could have easily-- 927 00:41:14,890 --> 00:41:16,934 When you saw me in person, you said "You know what? 928 00:41:17,017 --> 00:41:18,185 No. I'm good." 929 00:41:19,019 --> 00:41:19,978 But you said yes. 930 00:41:20,312 --> 00:41:21,271 Um... 931 00:41:22,481 --> 00:41:24,816 [dramatic music crescendos] 932 00:41:32,032 --> 00:41:35,410 ♪ On the way last night ♪ 933 00:41:37,371 --> 00:41:40,582 ♪ You said we could be anyone ♪ 934 00:41:41,166 --> 00:41:45,128 Because we've kind of been sequestered because of this whole experiment, 935 00:41:45,212 --> 00:41:47,130 we haven't really told his family yet. 936 00:41:47,214 --> 00:41:49,049 None of his friends know yet. 937 00:41:49,132 --> 00:41:51,802 So, for Barnett's birthday 938 00:41:51,885 --> 00:41:52,928 I am trying to get 939 00:41:53,011 --> 00:41:59,101 all of our fellow experimentees together 940 00:41:59,184 --> 00:42:02,479 and just kind of have like a little birthday celebration for him. 941 00:42:02,563 --> 00:42:03,772 -[Mark] What's up? -[Damian] What's up? 942 00:42:04,189 --> 00:42:07,067 [all] Happy birthday! 943 00:42:07,150 --> 00:42:09,444 -Blow them out, babe. -[Mark] Blow it out! 944 00:42:09,528 --> 00:42:10,612 [Giannina clapping] 945 00:42:10,696 --> 00:42:11,655 [all cheering] 946 00:42:11,738 --> 00:42:13,240 They weren't trick candles. 947 00:42:13,323 --> 00:42:15,576 -[Amber laughs] -I was really expecting trick candles. 948 00:42:15,659 --> 00:42:16,952 -Happy birthday, baby. -Happy birthday, Barnett. 949 00:42:17,035 --> 00:42:17,869 Thank you. 950 00:42:19,079 --> 00:42:21,456 -What's up, buddy? How you doing? -Oh, I'm doing all right. 951 00:42:21,832 --> 00:42:22,874 [Amber] You surprised? 952 00:42:23,250 --> 00:42:25,711 -A little bit. -A little bit? Just a little bit? 953 00:42:26,086 --> 00:42:28,213 Don't get too excited, it's all downhill from here. 954 00:42:28,297 --> 00:42:29,256 [Jessica laughs] 955 00:42:31,216 --> 00:42:32,217 [Mark] Bam bam. 956 00:42:32,301 --> 00:42:33,218 Birthday shots. 957 00:42:33,302 --> 00:42:34,886 [Barnett] Are we doing shots? 958 00:42:34,970 --> 00:42:37,055 -To Barnett. -[Lauren] To Barnett. 959 00:42:37,139 --> 00:42:38,473 [Damian] To Barnett! 960 00:42:38,557 --> 00:42:41,184 -Happy birthday, Barnett. -[group] Happy birthday, Barnett. 961 00:42:41,768 --> 00:42:42,728 [Mark] Baby! 962 00:42:42,811 --> 00:42:45,397 [upbeat dance music playing] 963 00:42:53,572 --> 00:42:54,406 [Damian] Yes! 964 00:42:54,489 --> 00:42:57,492 [Mark] I had these expectations, like, it's going to be a happy-go-lucky life. 965 00:42:57,576 --> 00:42:59,745 I thought when I found her, that was my pot of gold. 966 00:42:59,953 --> 00:43:02,164 No, no, no. That was the start of it. 967 00:43:02,289 --> 00:43:03,665 That was the beginning of it. 968 00:43:03,749 --> 00:43:06,376 I found the rainbow. Now it's time to go on that journey 969 00:43:06,793 --> 00:43:07,919 and find what it is. 970 00:43:08,337 --> 00:43:11,632 It kind of sucks for me because, like, he's such a girls' guy. 971 00:43:11,757 --> 00:43:13,717 -Who? Uh, Cameron? -Mark. 972 00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:14,718 Oh, Mark. 973 00:43:15,177 --> 00:43:16,178 [sighs] 974 00:43:16,511 --> 00:43:19,514 -Being in love is terrifying. -Preach. 975 00:43:19,598 --> 00:43:22,726 And the more in love I keep falling with Barnett, 976 00:43:22,809 --> 00:43:24,895 the more scared I am that some... 977 00:43:25,395 --> 00:43:30,067 screw is going to be thrown into, all of these, these working gears, 978 00:43:30,150 --> 00:43:31,735 and something is going to mess up. 979 00:43:31,818 --> 00:43:32,736 And it's... 980 00:43:33,070 --> 00:43:35,447 -You can't do that though. -[Amber] I know, it's... 981 00:43:35,530 --> 00:43:36,490 You can't, dude. 982 00:43:36,573 --> 00:43:38,992 I try not to think about it on a daily basis, 983 00:43:39,076 --> 00:43:41,161 because I'm so excited for how things are working. 984 00:43:41,244 --> 00:43:43,789 -Then be excited. -I can't lose a love like this again, 985 00:43:43,872 --> 00:43:44,748 for any reason. 986 00:43:44,831 --> 00:43:46,416 I think it would destroy me. 987 00:43:46,625 --> 00:43:50,295 I know it's so easy to say, because even in my situation, I'm like, 988 00:43:50,837 --> 00:43:52,673 I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. 989 00:43:52,839 --> 00:43:54,633 Because I don't want to lose a love like this. 990 00:43:55,050 --> 00:43:57,594 I look at her every morning, and I'm like, "Fuck... 991 00:43:58,220 --> 00:44:00,472 What did I do to deserve that?" 992 00:44:01,390 --> 00:44:04,476 I'm just someone that usually likes the unassuming, 993 00:44:04,559 --> 00:44:08,188 laid-back guy that's not like, talking about emotions with girls. 994 00:44:08,605 --> 00:44:10,440 And Mark is very, like, out there. 995 00:44:10,607 --> 00:44:14,861 Don't put so much pressure on making it work, and just enjoy. 996 00:44:15,237 --> 00:44:18,740 Live, breathe, because you finally deserve something. 997 00:44:18,824 --> 00:44:20,909 So do you have feelings for someone else? 998 00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:22,369 -No. -No? 999 00:44:22,452 --> 00:44:24,246 Mm-mm, mm-mm. Nope. 1000 00:44:24,329 --> 00:44:27,290 So it's not, like, somebody else is in the background. 1001 00:44:27,374 --> 00:44:29,167 -No, no, no. -Okay. 1002 00:44:29,251 --> 00:44:30,669 If it... If you-- 1003 00:44:30,752 --> 00:44:32,754 -Oh! -[Jessica] Oh! 1004 00:44:32,838 --> 00:44:33,797 Sorry y'all. 1005 00:44:34,256 --> 00:44:35,215 When I get married, 1006 00:44:35,632 --> 00:44:39,845 I do want to make sure that it's the right person. 1007 00:44:39,928 --> 00:44:43,598 I guess I looked back, and I actually looked at a journal entry. 1008 00:44:43,682 --> 00:44:45,434 I was so excited about Barnett. 1009 00:44:45,517 --> 00:44:48,603 I did connect with him on such a deep level, 1010 00:44:48,687 --> 00:44:52,399 and I was very passionate about that connection. 1011 00:44:52,482 --> 00:44:54,192 And I thought, "Oh, this must be it." 1012 00:44:54,693 --> 00:44:56,361 -Happy birthday. -Thanks. 1013 00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:59,197 I'm really glad that I got this. 1014 00:45:01,575 --> 00:45:02,909 It's the only thing I cared about. 1015 00:45:03,660 --> 00:45:05,036 Dude, What is it? 1016 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:06,705 IPA? No, that's perfect. 1017 00:45:06,788 --> 00:45:08,457 -That's so good. -"Ippa." I love ippas. 1018 00:45:08,540 --> 00:45:09,374 So good. 1019 00:45:10,459 --> 00:45:13,920 -We're like right next door to it, too. -We're right next door? What's you're-- 1020 00:45:14,004 --> 00:45:14,963 It's across the street. 1021 00:45:15,046 --> 00:45:16,757 -What's your apartment? -What? 1022 00:45:16,840 --> 00:45:18,884 -What's your apartment? -We're... We're two floors up. 1023 00:45:19,551 --> 00:45:21,678 So I don't know if you're ever on the balcony, 1024 00:45:21,762 --> 00:45:23,722 but I can look down and spit on you. 1025 00:45:23,805 --> 00:45:26,391 I keep being naked in front of the window, and I'm like, 1026 00:45:26,475 --> 00:45:28,226 "Oh, I forget I live in an apartment now." 1027 00:45:28,477 --> 00:45:31,438 -[Barnett] Yeah, that's my problem, too. -My... [laughs] 1028 00:45:32,105 --> 00:45:33,106 My bad. 1029 00:45:33,190 --> 00:45:34,316 [Barnett] Sorry, guys. 1030 00:45:35,150 --> 00:45:36,193 Always naked. 1031 00:45:36,359 --> 00:45:37,694 So what's up? How's, uh... 1032 00:45:38,236 --> 00:45:39,613 -How are things? -[sighs] 1033 00:45:39,696 --> 00:45:40,697 Things are okay. 1034 00:45:42,115 --> 00:45:43,158 Things are okay. 1035 00:45:48,914 --> 00:45:49,790 I'm not... 1036 00:45:52,125 --> 00:45:54,002 I'm not there. You know what I mean? 1037 00:45:54,085 --> 00:45:56,922 Like, me and Mark are so dissimilar that it's... 1038 00:45:57,005 --> 00:45:58,215 -Really? -It's like... 1039 00:45:58,381 --> 00:46:01,009 Yeah. I mean, we're 10 years apart. We're like... 1040 00:46:01,843 --> 00:46:02,761 Different decades. 1041 00:46:02,844 --> 00:46:04,137 [Jessica] Different decades. 1042 00:46:04,221 --> 00:46:06,306 Like, you name it, like, we're different. 1043 00:46:06,389 --> 00:46:08,517 And... all those things. 1044 00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:10,060 Why did you say yes, then? 1045 00:46:14,272 --> 00:46:15,106 Shit. 1046 00:46:16,233 --> 00:46:17,484 I think I was so... 1047 00:46:18,235 --> 00:46:19,986 I was coming down off of us. 1048 00:46:20,070 --> 00:46:21,780 Caught up in the experience, yeah. 1049 00:46:22,113 --> 00:46:23,907 [Jessica] There were 48 hours in the day. 1050 00:46:23,990 --> 00:46:26,159 I thought about you for, like, 46 of those hours. 1051 00:46:26,243 --> 00:46:27,494 Like, it was insane. 1052 00:46:28,870 --> 00:46:29,704 Yeah? 1053 00:46:30,038 --> 00:46:31,081 [sighs] Yeah. 1054 00:46:31,832 --> 00:46:32,791 I was like... 1055 00:46:32,874 --> 00:46:35,585 I, like, was so high on that, and then, like... 1056 00:46:37,170 --> 00:46:39,589 Then you said, "No, I didn't feel the same way," 1057 00:46:40,549 --> 00:46:41,633 and I... 1058 00:46:43,426 --> 00:46:44,344 [sighs] 1059 00:46:44,928 --> 00:46:46,304 I was coming off of that. 1060 00:46:46,388 --> 00:46:50,308 Like, I was like, "This is what I've always gone after, 1061 00:46:50,392 --> 00:46:51,560 and it's not worked." 1062 00:46:51,643 --> 00:46:55,021 And here I am, and this person's liked me since day one. 1063 00:46:55,438 --> 00:46:58,567 And then I was like, "Oh, this person's loved me since the beginning." 1064 00:46:58,650 --> 00:47:02,404 Like, it's so, like, my whole life playing out 1065 00:47:02,487 --> 00:47:05,448 and, like, maybe I should just go with that, like... 1066 00:47:06,658 --> 00:47:07,576 I don't know. 1067 00:47:08,243 --> 00:47:09,327 Um... 1068 00:47:10,078 --> 00:47:11,329 Sounds like it's meant to be. 1069 00:47:11,454 --> 00:47:13,206 -[ping pong ball bounces] -[Jessica] I know. 1070 00:47:13,290 --> 00:47:14,666 Oh! 1071 00:47:15,959 --> 00:47:17,085 -Oh! -[ping pong ball bounces] 1072 00:47:17,210 --> 00:47:18,253 Oh, God. 1073 00:47:19,004 --> 00:47:19,963 It's over there. 1074 00:47:20,046 --> 00:47:22,090 I threw it... I threw it closer, a little bit. 1075 00:47:22,716 --> 00:47:25,468 So how are you feeling about Amber? Is she everything you expected? 1076 00:47:26,177 --> 00:47:27,262 Uh, she's... 1077 00:47:27,345 --> 00:47:31,016 Actually, it's more than I expected, so... Which is good. 1078 00:47:31,975 --> 00:47:34,644 She definitely gets me out of my comfort zone, like... 1079 00:47:35,061 --> 00:47:37,939 [Jessica] You never struck me as a person that would go for Amber. 1080 00:47:38,648 --> 00:47:40,942 And it's weird to see it all come together. 1081 00:47:41,026 --> 00:47:43,278 -I'm like, holy shit. -You told me that a couple times. 1082 00:47:43,361 --> 00:47:44,321 We both have pasts. 1083 00:47:44,404 --> 00:47:46,323 Do you feel you guys are emotionally connected? 1084 00:47:46,406 --> 00:47:49,117 I know y'all are obviously, like, physically, and, like... 1085 00:47:50,452 --> 00:47:52,787 What I don't want is, like, for you to feel some sort of, 1086 00:47:52,871 --> 00:47:55,582 like, physical, sexual thing that, like... 1087 00:47:55,665 --> 00:47:57,167 And then you're married, and, like, 1088 00:47:57,250 --> 00:48:01,671 two weeks down the road you're like, "Fuck, I don't have things in common 1089 00:48:01,755 --> 00:48:04,591 with this person on an intellectual level." 1090 00:48:05,008 --> 00:48:07,344 I want to make sure that y'all are there. 1091 00:48:08,094 --> 00:48:11,389 I know it may seem like we're always, on top of each other and stuff, 1092 00:48:11,473 --> 00:48:12,474 but we're not. 1093 00:48:13,558 --> 00:48:15,518 Aww, shenanigans. Where's... 1094 00:48:16,102 --> 00:48:17,145 They're over there talking. 1095 00:48:18,021 --> 00:48:20,273 I do just want to revisit for like a minute, like, 1096 00:48:20,357 --> 00:48:22,776 the fact that, like, you were so confused two weeks ago. 1097 00:48:24,027 --> 00:48:25,570 I want to make sure that... 1098 00:48:28,198 --> 00:48:32,619 you're doing what's right for you, you know? 1099 00:48:32,702 --> 00:48:35,872 I found someone who's gonna love me a hundred percent, no matter what. 1100 00:48:36,081 --> 00:48:37,499 I think so, too. 1101 00:48:37,999 --> 00:48:40,043 Her whole life is you. That's it. 1102 00:48:40,794 --> 00:48:43,171 -Her whole life is you. -I know. 1103 00:48:43,254 --> 00:48:45,423 [Jessica] You deserve it. You do. 1104 00:48:46,466 --> 00:48:47,384 Hey. 1105 00:48:48,218 --> 00:48:50,512 Nothing will ever break the bond we made. 1106 00:48:50,595 --> 00:48:51,763 I know, I know. 1107 00:48:51,846 --> 00:48:53,473 -Literally. -We had a friendship. 1108 00:48:53,598 --> 00:48:57,018 We do. And honestly, like, I... 1109 00:48:57,852 --> 00:48:58,979 want the best for you. 1110 00:48:59,062 --> 00:49:01,189 So, like, if anything ever comes up, you fucking... 1111 00:49:01,272 --> 00:49:02,273 You reach out to me. 1112 00:49:02,649 --> 00:49:03,483 Yeah. 1113 00:49:05,235 --> 00:49:07,529 Jessica probably had a little too much fun. 1114 00:49:07,904 --> 00:49:11,700 I never felt like there was anything I had to worry about with my fiancé, 1115 00:49:11,783 --> 00:49:14,703 but if I felt like she stepped over the line one more time, 1116 00:49:14,828 --> 00:49:16,037 I would break her face. 1117 00:49:16,913 --> 00:49:17,831 I adore you. 1118 00:49:18,540 --> 00:49:19,499 Aw. 1119 00:49:20,291 --> 00:49:21,292 Bless her heart. 1120 00:49:21,835 --> 00:49:23,169 Uh... [scoffs] 1121 00:49:24,629 --> 00:49:26,631 Mm. I love you the most. 1122 00:49:27,465 --> 00:49:28,425 Love you, too. 1123 00:49:30,427 --> 00:49:31,261 What's going on? 1124 00:49:32,470 --> 00:49:33,346 Nothing, baby. 1125 00:49:33,430 --> 00:49:36,016 -I know. I'm just happy, I'm good. -Have a drink. 1126 00:49:36,891 --> 00:49:37,934 [Mark] Hey, you know... 1127 00:49:42,188 --> 00:49:44,274 -[Mark] What happened? -[Jessica] Nothing. 1128 00:49:44,983 --> 00:49:45,817 Ah. 1129 00:49:48,528 --> 00:49:49,863 [sighs] So good. 1130 00:49:50,572 --> 00:49:52,574 I don't know where Jessica's head's at right now. 1131 00:49:53,241 --> 00:49:54,909 Easy deasies. 1132 00:49:56,661 --> 00:49:58,788 [Mark] The situation is very hot and cold. 1133 00:49:58,872 --> 00:50:00,582 I don't know what I'm going to get on a day-to-day basis. 1134 00:50:01,166 --> 00:50:02,208 -[ping pong ball lands] -[Giannina screams] 1135 00:50:02,292 --> 00:50:05,045 [Amber] Oh, it's so close. Hey, how'd that rim job go? 1136 00:50:05,545 --> 00:50:06,921 How'd that rim job go? 1137 00:50:09,132 --> 00:50:12,594 And when she's all over me, and hugging me and kissing me, 1138 00:50:12,677 --> 00:50:14,304 it confuses the fuck out of me. 1139 00:50:14,387 --> 00:50:15,221 What? 1140 00:50:18,391 --> 00:50:20,435 Does it feel pretty natural, living together now? 1141 00:50:20,518 --> 00:50:22,520 Do you feel like it's pretty comfortable? 1142 00:50:24,022 --> 00:50:25,690 Why do you keep looking at me? Go ahead. 1143 00:50:25,774 --> 00:50:29,277 Uh, I mean, yeah, it's-- We've had some difficulties just, like... 1144 00:50:29,611 --> 00:50:30,445 adjusting. 1145 00:50:30,528 --> 00:50:35,241 More so me, because I'm used to being alone. 1146 00:50:36,201 --> 00:50:37,452 -I can see that. -Yeah. 1147 00:50:37,619 --> 00:50:40,997 -Lauren's like a roadblock. She's like-- -[Lauren] Fuck you, Damien. 1148 00:50:41,081 --> 00:50:41,915 [laughs] 1149 00:50:41,998 --> 00:50:45,168 "I can see that, you being a lonely, bitter hag." 1150 00:50:45,251 --> 00:50:46,503 No, no, I just like-- 1151 00:50:46,586 --> 00:50:49,923 What is wrong with you, Damian? What? 1152 00:50:50,090 --> 00:50:51,800 I just try to put a smile on people's faces, 1153 00:50:51,883 --> 00:50:54,552 and sometimes saying awkward, unconventional things... 1154 00:50:54,844 --> 00:50:56,888 -Yeah? -It brings out the best in people. 1155 00:50:56,971 --> 00:50:57,847 [Lauren] It does. 1156 00:50:59,140 --> 00:51:00,850 -And I'm not afraid to do that. -[Lauren laughs] 1157 00:51:01,726 --> 00:51:03,186 -That's great. -[Damian] Yeah. 1158 00:51:03,436 --> 00:51:05,105 Is that sarcastic? You mean that? 1159 00:51:05,480 --> 00:51:07,482 No. I totally mean that. 1160 00:51:08,024 --> 00:51:09,484 Stop putting her on the spot. 1161 00:51:09,567 --> 00:51:11,778 I know, like... Very awkward. 1162 00:51:12,737 --> 00:51:15,240 [Giannina] I picked up that the conversation was awkward. 1163 00:51:15,532 --> 00:51:17,992 That caused me to feel uncomfortable towards my fiancé. 1164 00:51:21,121 --> 00:51:22,330 [sighs] I'm like-- 1165 00:51:22,413 --> 00:51:23,581 I don't know how I feel. 1166 00:51:23,665 --> 00:51:26,960 I'm confused by the whole conversation. 1167 00:51:27,335 --> 00:51:29,921 Gigi and Damien are like The Da Vinci Code. 1168 00:51:30,004 --> 00:51:30,922 It's hard to crack. 1169 00:51:33,299 --> 00:51:36,344 [Giannina] I'm not lying when I say that I'm still trying to read you. 1170 00:51:36,636 --> 00:51:38,680 The problem is you're reading into things too much. 1171 00:51:38,763 --> 00:51:39,973 I am, but I don't have... 1172 00:51:40,056 --> 00:51:42,642 I feel like I don't have a choice, and it's really bothering me. 1173 00:51:42,725 --> 00:51:47,939 When I feel things were being awkward... Like, I didn't like that. 1174 00:51:48,898 --> 00:51:51,526 Then talk to me. Don't make a scene by walking off. 1175 00:51:52,152 --> 00:51:53,903 Giannina is the love of my life. 1176 00:51:54,445 --> 00:51:57,824 We've built such a strong connection, and I'm scared of losing that. 1177 00:51:58,741 --> 00:51:59,826 Scared of losing her. 1178 00:52:00,201 --> 00:52:02,453 So I didn't stomp off because I had a little bitch fit. 1179 00:52:02,537 --> 00:52:06,791 I stomped off because I'm not processing things correctly, so I left. 1180 00:52:06,916 --> 00:52:09,085 You said I made things awkward, but they're, like, 1181 00:52:09,169 --> 00:52:10,712 "What just happened with her?" 1182 00:52:12,130 --> 00:52:13,798 You want to know the reason why I walked away? 1183 00:52:13,882 --> 00:52:16,176 It was because I don't care what goes on in there 1184 00:52:16,301 --> 00:52:18,344 and you feel like things are awkward and that's fine. 1185 00:52:18,428 --> 00:52:20,054 I didn't feel comfortable, right? 1186 00:52:20,138 --> 00:52:22,974 So what I said was, "That's not what she felt." 1187 00:52:23,474 --> 00:52:25,393 How do you know what she felt? You're not Lauren. 1188 00:52:25,602 --> 00:52:26,519 Listen to me. 1189 00:52:26,603 --> 00:52:29,063 Stop interrupting me, please, for the love of God. 1190 00:52:30,565 --> 00:52:32,567 Stop speaking for everyone else and speak for G. 1191 00:52:32,650 --> 00:52:33,943 -I'm trying. [laughs] -You're not. 1192 00:52:34,027 --> 00:52:35,361 You're speaking for everyone else. 1193 00:52:35,445 --> 00:52:37,906 -You're not listening to me. -You're speaking for everyone else. 1194 00:52:37,989 --> 00:52:40,116 You're not listening. You're not even letting me talk. 1195 00:52:40,200 --> 00:52:41,659 [Damian] You're bringing me down. 1196 00:52:41,743 --> 00:52:42,827 [G] You're bringing me down! 1197 00:52:43,119 --> 00:52:45,038 You're not letting me speak, you're not listening to me. 1198 00:52:45,121 --> 00:52:47,290 -I have been listening. -Motherfucker. 1199 00:52:47,373 --> 00:52:50,043 [slams hand on window casing] Listen. For two seconds. 1200 00:52:50,126 --> 00:52:53,630 I have listened to you since the day we walked into the pods together. 1201 00:52:53,713 --> 00:52:56,382 -Not in person. -I process. I have. 1202 00:52:56,466 --> 00:52:58,635 This is what we were wondering was missing. 1203 00:52:58,718 --> 00:52:59,802 Social situations. 1204 00:53:00,511 --> 00:53:02,764 Because I don't like to be in awkward situations, 1205 00:53:02,847 --> 00:53:04,140 which you willingly do. 1206 00:53:04,224 --> 00:53:06,267 The difference is, G, is when things are too good... 1207 00:53:06,351 --> 00:53:08,186 No, when things are comfortable, 1208 00:53:08,269 --> 00:53:10,271 you self-sabotage as you always say. 1209 00:53:10,355 --> 00:53:11,272 And you will bring-- 1210 00:53:11,356 --> 00:53:13,358 You don't care what you destruct In the process. 1211 00:53:13,441 --> 00:53:14,859 You don't care if you bring me down. 1212 00:53:14,943 --> 00:53:17,445 If I didn't care about bringing you down, 1213 00:53:17,528 --> 00:53:20,114 I would have been, "That was awkward." 1214 00:53:20,198 --> 00:53:23,076 -We've talked about this. -Why wouldn't I have done that? 1215 00:53:23,159 --> 00:53:24,702 Motherfucker, listen to me. 1216 00:53:27,288 --> 00:53:30,375 [Damian] My fucking heart feels like it's breaking right now. 1217 00:53:30,458 --> 00:53:33,419 ["Don't Try" playing] ♪ Don't try ♪ 1218 00:53:37,423 --> 00:53:40,134 ♪ To play me like a fool ♪ 1219 00:53:40,718 --> 00:53:43,680 ♪ Cause I've been a fool for you ♪ 1220 00:53:43,805 --> 00:53:46,849 ♪ Don't try ♪ 1221 00:53:50,645 --> 00:53:53,564 ♪ To beg me for my love ♪ 1222 00:53:54,232 --> 00:53:57,110 ♪ Cause I'm better off as one ♪ 1223 00:54:01,739 --> 00:54:03,491 -Sit here. -[chuckles] 1224 00:54:03,658 --> 00:54:05,785 -Hey, I love you. -Love you. 1225 00:54:06,703 --> 00:54:07,578 What happened earlier? 1226 00:54:07,662 --> 00:54:10,290 I was just with Gigi all night and it was crazy, 1227 00:54:10,373 --> 00:54:12,750 so I had to talk to her tonight, I had to. 1228 00:54:13,459 --> 00:54:14,877 -I know. -She's the greatest. 1229 00:54:15,545 --> 00:54:16,838 She's a close second. [kisses] 1230 00:54:19,340 --> 00:54:21,342 I'm talking about you being the greatest. 1231 00:54:21,426 --> 00:54:23,594 That was kind of a compliment. I'm not saying, like-- 1232 00:54:23,678 --> 00:54:25,763 You don't say somebody's a close second. 1233 00:54:25,847 --> 00:54:27,682 No, that's not what I meant. 1234 00:54:27,765 --> 00:54:30,643 This is a girl I look at, like, literally as my little sister. 1235 00:54:30,727 --> 00:54:31,853 Baby, baby, baby. 1236 00:54:32,687 --> 00:54:34,731 -You're a close second. -Babe. 1237 00:54:34,814 --> 00:54:37,567 -How is that? You're a close second. -You're taking that the wrong way. 1238 00:54:37,900 --> 00:54:39,027 Babe, babe, babe. 1239 00:54:39,485 --> 00:54:41,696 Seriously, I'm not-- I did not mean it like that. 1240 00:54:41,779 --> 00:54:44,198 Stop. I was-- Listen, straight up. 1241 00:54:45,616 --> 00:54:47,160 All I was talking about was you. 1242 00:54:47,243 --> 00:54:49,245 I was-- I'm sorry that it was a bad joke. 1243 00:54:49,329 --> 00:54:50,621 I apologize for that. 1244 00:54:50,705 --> 00:54:52,206 -It's the worst. -Okay. 1245 00:54:52,332 --> 00:54:55,418 Honestly, literally, she's older than you 1246 00:54:55,501 --> 00:54:57,503 -and she's beautiful and amazing. -Okay. 1247 00:54:57,587 --> 00:54:59,005 And you're beautiful and amazing. 1248 00:54:59,088 --> 00:55:01,591 And, literally, you're like, "Oh, she's a close second." 1249 00:55:01,674 --> 00:55:02,633 -No. -Get the fuck out of here. 1250 00:55:02,717 --> 00:55:04,844 That's not what I was trying to say like that. 1251 00:55:05,053 --> 00:55:08,097 I think Barnett is fuckin' sexy and, like, hot, and, like-- 1252 00:55:08,890 --> 00:55:10,016 [Mark] What the fuck is that? 1253 00:55:10,099 --> 00:55:12,393 You're insulting me like that. Don't insult me like that. 1254 00:55:12,477 --> 00:55:14,145 Are you fucking kidding me? 1255 00:55:18,107 --> 00:55:20,234 -Baby, baby. -I'm good. 1256 00:55:20,568 --> 00:55:21,569 [Jessica sighs] 1257 00:55:25,907 --> 00:55:26,908 [Mark sighs] 1258 00:55:30,703 --> 00:55:32,246 It's confusing as hell. 1259 00:55:32,538 --> 00:55:33,664 It's confusing. 1260 00:55:34,123 --> 00:55:35,541 I don't know what she wants. 1261 00:55:36,167 --> 00:55:38,795 She puts her ring on, she shows it off, and then she puts it away. 1262 00:55:39,045 --> 00:55:41,798 It's just like this huge back and forth, just like... 1263 00:55:42,298 --> 00:55:43,174 What do you want? 1264 00:55:43,549 --> 00:55:45,885 If I get to the wedding day and... 1265 00:55:46,427 --> 00:55:47,637 Jessica says no, 1266 00:55:48,054 --> 00:55:49,806 I'm more alone than I've ever been. 1267 00:55:51,682 --> 00:55:55,561 [groans, sighs] I never thought it would happen like this. 1268 00:55:55,645 --> 00:56:00,608 ["Standing Tall" playing] ♪ I need a hand but here I stand alone ♪ 1269 00:56:02,693 --> 00:56:03,569 Babe. 1270 00:56:04,529 --> 00:56:05,363 Come here. 1271 00:56:05,446 --> 00:56:08,658 ♪ I hear a cry But I think it’s just my own ♪ 1272 00:56:11,285 --> 00:56:16,624 ♪ Watch me rise up when the others fall ♪ 1273 00:56:19,335 --> 00:56:25,425 ♪ I'll give more after I've given all ♪ 1274 00:56:27,218 --> 00:56:32,723 ♪ Watch me rise up when the others fall ♪ 1275 00:56:33,224 --> 00:56:38,688 ♪ They can bow but I'll be standing tall ♪