1 00:00:07,884 --> 00:00:09,802 [Mark laughing] Hold on, let me close the door. 2 00:00:09,886 --> 00:00:13,514 -Oh, that was... insane! -[howls] 3 00:00:13,598 --> 00:00:15,308 I can't believe everyone is here. 4 00:00:15,391 --> 00:00:19,103 Like, my girls, your guys, are all here. 5 00:00:19,187 --> 00:00:21,147 -[Mark] I'm so happy I saw Kenny. -It's insane. 6 00:00:21,355 --> 00:00:24,358 I mean, it was a weird moment. That was a weird moment. 7 00:00:25,193 --> 00:00:26,444 My first impression of Barnett, 8 00:00:27,070 --> 00:00:28,321 he's very deeply troubled. 9 00:00:28,404 --> 00:00:30,782 He's very mixed up, he's confused. 10 00:00:30,865 --> 00:00:33,076 I see it all over his face. 11 00:00:33,659 --> 00:00:38,247 Days ago I was having conversations with him about being his wife, and, 12 00:00:38,331 --> 00:00:41,709 he said things to me that I've never had said to me in my whole life. 13 00:00:41,793 --> 00:00:45,296 I care about him deeply. I would be lying if I was to say I didn't. 14 00:00:45,797 --> 00:00:48,299 Seeing him, hearing his voice, 15 00:00:49,842 --> 00:00:52,261 it hurt a little bit, I'm not gonna lie. 16 00:00:53,262 --> 00:00:57,308 But, it also made me really happy with the decisions 17 00:00:57,391 --> 00:00:59,519 that I made and the fact 18 00:00:59,602 --> 00:01:01,646 that I have someone who's so amazing. 19 00:01:01,729 --> 00:01:03,481 How did you feel about Amber and Barnett? 20 00:01:04,065 --> 00:01:06,859 I think Amber and Barnett, it's interesting because we're in this 21 00:01:06,943 --> 00:01:10,196 whole thing, right, to connect with somebody for their soul. 22 00:01:11,364 --> 00:01:14,200 And, I think they connect for other reasons. 23 00:01:14,534 --> 00:01:16,494 Amber was ready to tell everybody 24 00:01:16,577 --> 00:01:19,122 that she and Burnett had, like, slept together multiple times. 25 00:01:19,413 --> 00:01:21,207 This for me is way more than that. 26 00:01:22,333 --> 00:01:25,670 I don't want to do that, because I feel like giving over 27 00:01:26,462 --> 00:01:28,256 your entire physical self 28 00:01:28,339 --> 00:01:29,590 could happen with anyone. 29 00:01:30,007 --> 00:01:32,677 I can't go back to the real world of, like, 30 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:34,554 "Let me just give you my body 31 00:01:34,637 --> 00:01:37,098 because we had a moment, like, whatever it was, like... 32 00:01:37,181 --> 00:01:39,559 -Babe-- -I actually... Everything is so different. 33 00:01:40,852 --> 00:01:42,854 [Mark] Barnett and I are good, and, 34 00:01:43,354 --> 00:01:47,441 I don't look at him differently for what the situation was with, 35 00:01:47,817 --> 00:01:50,153 you know, Jessica and him in the beginning. 36 00:01:50,528 --> 00:01:53,364 Because, at the end, it ended up 37 00:01:53,447 --> 00:01:54,782 having her come to me. 38 00:01:54,866 --> 00:01:57,994 There's no anger, there's no resentment, there's no... 39 00:01:58,077 --> 00:02:00,454 because we ended up with who we were supposed to end up with. 40 00:02:00,538 --> 00:02:02,456 I want Barnett to be happy, 41 00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:04,333 and, I want nothing but the best for Amber. 42 00:02:04,417 --> 00:02:06,794 I hope they're excited, I hope they're happy, 43 00:02:06,878 --> 00:02:09,630 I hope they're doing whatever they're doing because, we're all-- 44 00:02:09,714 --> 00:02:11,883 -They're doing all the doing, I'm sure. -We're all... 45 00:02:13,176 --> 00:02:16,220 [laughing] We're all doing our thing, and-- 46 00:02:16,304 --> 00:02:18,222 [Jessica] We are, yeah. 47 00:02:18,306 --> 00:02:22,101 What we did in the experiment, no one could touch. 48 00:02:22,351 --> 00:02:24,645 Like, just to meet each other and jump into bed, 49 00:02:24,729 --> 00:02:26,856 it would ruin everything for me at this point. 50 00:02:26,939 --> 00:02:28,107 Like, I can't do it. 51 00:02:31,527 --> 00:02:32,361 And, I get it, 52 00:02:32,987 --> 00:02:34,697 what you're saying about physicality. 53 00:02:35,031 --> 00:02:36,991 But, I'm not some random hookup. 54 00:02:37,700 --> 00:02:42,121 I'm not some random guy that's gonna just come into your life and then go. 55 00:02:42,205 --> 00:02:44,957 The physical... You know, for me, that's a big thing. 56 00:02:45,291 --> 00:02:48,461 My biggest concern is, like, I don't want you to get so stern with me 57 00:02:48,544 --> 00:02:50,713 when you're telling me how you feel about it 58 00:02:51,130 --> 00:02:53,341 that it's almost as though it's a command. 59 00:02:54,342 --> 00:02:57,178 As in, like, this is how it's gonna be, and this is this. 60 00:02:59,597 --> 00:03:02,099 "Come off like a command"? What the fuck are you talking about? 61 00:03:02,183 --> 00:03:03,559 What are you talking about? 62 00:03:03,643 --> 00:03:06,270 No, I wasn't trying to be, like, an asshole about it. 63 00:03:06,562 --> 00:03:08,564 [dramatic music playing] 64 00:03:22,119 --> 00:03:22,954 What? 65 00:03:31,837 --> 00:03:34,006 Ah. I am... 66 00:03:34,632 --> 00:03:36,259 It's not what... You took it the wrong way. 67 00:03:36,342 --> 00:03:37,343 That's not what I'm saying. 68 00:03:37,426 --> 00:03:38,844 No, it's what you're saying. 69 00:03:38,928 --> 00:03:40,304 That's not what I'm saying. 70 00:03:40,763 --> 00:03:42,640 Listen, I'm on the same page as you. 71 00:03:42,723 --> 00:03:44,976 -We want something to be special. -[Jessica] Me, again. 72 00:03:45,059 --> 00:03:46,310 We want it to be a moment. 73 00:03:46,394 --> 00:03:49,063 And something to be a checkpoint we can look back on and say 74 00:03:49,146 --> 00:03:51,816 -this is a foundation that we appreciate. -[Jessica] Yeah, okay. 75 00:03:52,275 --> 00:03:53,609 -I feel the same way. -Okay. 76 00:03:53,693 --> 00:03:54,610 That's good. 77 00:03:54,902 --> 00:03:56,237 You know, we're on the same page. 78 00:03:56,988 --> 00:03:57,905 [Jessica] Hmm? 79 00:03:58,030 --> 00:04:00,074 -I said, we're on the same page. -Sure. 80 00:04:01,242 --> 00:04:03,452 I feel like everything 81 00:04:03,536 --> 00:04:05,663 in this whole scenario 82 00:04:05,746 --> 00:04:07,290 is the opposite of what the world is. 83 00:04:07,373 --> 00:04:09,792 The world is this place, where you can easily 84 00:04:09,875 --> 00:04:12,128 swipe right on somebody and hook up with them that night. 85 00:04:12,545 --> 00:04:15,172 Go hook up with somebody, you could do it right now. Period. 86 00:04:15,506 --> 00:04:16,382 That's it. 87 00:04:16,465 --> 00:04:19,218 -I may have used a poor choice of-- -We can all hook up with somebody now. 88 00:04:19,302 --> 00:04:22,054 I've already told you that you and I are on the same page. 89 00:04:22,138 --> 00:04:24,098 I'm sorry, it was a bad use of words. 90 00:04:24,181 --> 00:04:26,642 All I'm saying is that we don't have to keep talking about it. 91 00:04:26,976 --> 00:04:29,103 -I know. Okay. -That's all I'm trying to say. 92 00:04:29,186 --> 00:04:31,605 We have just seen each other, what, two days ago? 93 00:04:32,064 --> 00:04:33,941 And so she wants to make sure it's a real thing, 94 00:04:34,025 --> 00:04:35,026 and I get that. 95 00:04:35,109 --> 00:04:37,153 And for me it's 1,000 percent real, 96 00:04:37,236 --> 00:04:39,447 because I don't want to be with anybody else. 97 00:04:40,031 --> 00:04:40,948 It's me and you. 98 00:04:42,033 --> 00:04:43,117 That's all I want. 99 00:04:45,328 --> 00:04:46,704 I don't want anything else. 100 00:04:47,121 --> 00:04:48,372 I don't want anyone else. 101 00:04:49,290 --> 00:04:50,124 I want you. 102 00:04:52,793 --> 00:04:55,546 It's me and you in four weeks for the rest of our lives. 103 00:04:56,047 --> 00:04:56,881 Okay? 104 00:04:58,716 --> 00:05:00,134 I fucking love you. 105 00:05:00,217 --> 00:05:01,510 ["Won't Give Up" playing] 106 00:05:01,719 --> 00:05:03,929 ♪ I won't give, won’t give up Won’t give up ♪ 107 00:05:04,013 --> 00:05:06,015 ♪ To find a better way ♪ 108 00:05:06,098 --> 00:05:10,144 ♪ I won't give, won’t give up Won’t give up ♪ 109 00:05:10,227 --> 00:05:12,938 ♪ To find a better way ♪ 110 00:05:13,022 --> 00:05:14,690 [upbeat pop music playing] 111 00:05:14,857 --> 00:05:16,859 ♪ A love so epic ♪ 112 00:05:16,942 --> 00:05:18,361 ♪ Making everybody jealous ♪ 113 00:05:19,779 --> 00:05:22,948 ♪Ain't nobody gonna tell us What to do ♪ 114 00:05:23,115 --> 00:05:25,076 ♪ 'Cause our love is here ♪ 115 00:05:25,701 --> 00:05:27,453 ♪ Looking at the night sky ♪ 116 00:05:27,703 --> 00:05:30,664 ♪ Bright shining like a diamond mine ♪ 117 00:05:31,082 --> 00:05:33,084 ♪ Our love is wild ♪ 118 00:05:33,376 --> 00:05:35,669 ♪ Like a wild fire ♪ 119 00:05:37,046 --> 00:05:38,714 ♪ A love so epic ♪ 120 00:05:39,465 --> 00:05:41,467 ♪ Making everybody jealous ♪ 121 00:05:51,143 --> 00:05:52,853 [Amber laughs, snorts] 122 00:05:53,813 --> 00:05:54,897 [laughs] 123 00:05:55,189 --> 00:05:56,607 Oh, shit, are you all right? 124 00:05:58,651 --> 00:06:00,945 -I need you, though. -Gotta keep looking where we're going. 125 00:06:01,487 --> 00:06:03,322 It's the ocean, what am I gonna hit? 126 00:06:04,073 --> 00:06:04,907 A buoy. 127 00:06:05,408 --> 00:06:07,076 -[laughs] -Hit a shark. 128 00:06:08,994 --> 00:06:11,872 Two weeks ago I had not seen my fiancée, no. 129 00:06:11,997 --> 00:06:12,832 I, uh... 130 00:06:13,541 --> 00:06:15,835 I'd heard her. Talked to her. 131 00:06:16,252 --> 00:06:19,255 And, in a few weeks, she's gonna be my wife. 132 00:06:19,672 --> 00:06:23,050 I mean, typically, when you get engaged 133 00:06:23,634 --> 00:06:25,761 I feel like you have at least a year or so, 134 00:06:25,845 --> 00:06:27,888 to prepare for a whole freaking wedding. 135 00:06:27,972 --> 00:06:30,224 And we haven't... We haven't really started. 136 00:06:30,891 --> 00:06:31,851 After you. 137 00:06:35,980 --> 00:06:38,149 -[Amber] Know what I'm excited about? -[Barnett] What? 138 00:06:38,232 --> 00:06:39,316 Feeding our fur baby. 139 00:06:39,525 --> 00:06:41,986 Oh, yeah, you have to meet Coda. You're gonna love Coda. 140 00:06:42,069 --> 00:06:43,237 I'm excited to meet her. 141 00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:46,157 She's gonna love you. She, just... She pees when she gets excited. 142 00:06:46,240 --> 00:06:47,741 -She's kind of like me. -[Amber laughs] 143 00:06:47,825 --> 00:06:49,368 You pee when you get excited? 144 00:06:49,577 --> 00:06:52,163 Yeah. I peed a little when I first saw you, so... 145 00:06:52,246 --> 00:06:54,331 -Oh, that's great. -I think it was pee. 146 00:06:54,415 --> 00:06:56,584 [Amber] Oh, my God! [laughs] 147 00:06:57,168 --> 00:06:58,836 -That's so wrong. -I know. 148 00:06:59,503 --> 00:07:01,547 [Amber] I'm kind of sad to get back to the real world. 149 00:07:01,630 --> 00:07:02,798 I want to. 150 00:07:02,882 --> 00:07:05,134 I'm excited to introduce you to everybody, but... 151 00:07:05,468 --> 00:07:07,720 I kind of don't want to go home either. I like our bubble. 152 00:07:07,803 --> 00:07:09,638 I want to keep you to myself, and not share you. 153 00:07:09,763 --> 00:07:10,598 Exactly. 154 00:07:11,432 --> 00:07:12,308 I like our bubble. 155 00:07:12,391 --> 00:07:13,225 I know. 156 00:07:13,684 --> 00:07:15,478 -But-- -Are you excited to live with me? 157 00:07:16,645 --> 00:07:18,314 -We're going to be living together. -I know. 158 00:07:18,397 --> 00:07:20,399 This is legit. We're going to be living together. 159 00:07:20,483 --> 00:07:21,484 I promise I'm not scared. 160 00:07:22,735 --> 00:07:23,819 [laughing] 161 00:07:23,903 --> 00:07:26,739 Better not be. I will beat you up. [laughs] 162 00:07:26,989 --> 00:07:28,032 Oh! 163 00:07:28,616 --> 00:07:32,286 Dude, my mom is gonna be so excited. 164 00:07:32,369 --> 00:07:33,913 She's gonna be excited? Oh, that's good. 165 00:07:33,996 --> 00:07:36,624 She's been trying to get me married off for forever. 166 00:07:36,916 --> 00:07:39,210 Well, this is basically an arranged marriage. 167 00:07:39,502 --> 00:07:43,047 [Amber] What do you think your brothers and your mom and dad... 168 00:07:43,631 --> 00:07:46,884 I don't know, you just gotta be, like, super nice to them and they'll like you. 169 00:07:46,967 --> 00:07:49,428 I'm definitely a smart ass. I don't know about super nice. 170 00:07:49,512 --> 00:07:51,055 I don't know how genuine that would be. 171 00:07:52,306 --> 00:07:53,140 So... 172 00:07:57,394 --> 00:07:59,063 [Barnett] It's crazy seeing everybody last night. 173 00:07:59,146 --> 00:08:01,524 I don't know if anybody could picture what people looked like. 174 00:08:01,607 --> 00:08:04,485 I couldn't. Like, I couldn't see any of the faces. 175 00:08:04,568 --> 00:08:05,611 So, I was meeting strangers 176 00:08:05,694 --> 00:08:07,947 and then I heard their voices, and I'm like, I do know you. 177 00:08:08,030 --> 00:08:09,698 [Barnett] Who do you think is gonna make it? 178 00:08:09,782 --> 00:08:11,992 Do you think that we're all gonna make it? 179 00:08:12,201 --> 00:08:14,662 Everybody else, I think they're really happy, too. 180 00:08:14,745 --> 00:08:16,497 I just don't know if they're as happy as we are. 181 00:08:16,789 --> 00:08:17,623 Yeah. 182 00:08:21,502 --> 00:08:24,255 Didn't have any second thoughts last night after meeting Jessica? 183 00:08:27,550 --> 00:08:28,551 [chuckles] 184 00:08:32,429 --> 00:08:33,597 [Amber] I know, like... 185 00:08:34,890 --> 00:08:37,601 deep down that it was never gonna work with anybody else. 186 00:08:37,685 --> 00:08:39,770 Even if he matched with anybody else, it wouldn't work 187 00:08:39,853 --> 00:08:41,063 the same way it works for us. 188 00:08:41,146 --> 00:08:42,064 This was fate. 189 00:08:42,314 --> 00:08:43,691 This is what was meant to be. 190 00:08:45,192 --> 00:08:47,194 ["She's a Goddess" playing] 191 00:08:47,403 --> 00:08:49,530 ♪ She can take anything she wants ♪ 192 00:08:49,613 --> 00:08:51,031 ♪ You know her ♪ 193 00:08:52,241 --> 00:08:56,662 ♪ She's a goddess, a goddess A goddess, a goddess, a goddess ♪ 194 00:08:57,204 --> 00:08:59,748 ♪ She's a goddess, a goddess ♪ 195 00:09:00,916 --> 00:09:03,294 [upbeat pop music playing] 196 00:09:08,340 --> 00:09:10,342 -[Cameron] You excited? -[Lauren] I am so excited. 197 00:09:10,426 --> 00:09:13,387 Oh my God, I can't believe we're about to get on a helicopter. 198 00:09:13,470 --> 00:09:15,598 -This is ridiculous. -I know, it's so beautiful too. 199 00:09:15,681 --> 00:09:18,183 And it looks like a tiger, so it's fierce, like me. 200 00:09:18,267 --> 00:09:19,143 Exactly. 201 00:09:19,226 --> 00:09:21,312 Last night, it was actually really awesome 202 00:09:21,395 --> 00:09:23,397 to just see all of the different couples, 203 00:09:23,480 --> 00:09:25,816 and it made me appreciate Cameron even more. 204 00:09:25,899 --> 00:09:26,734 You ready? 205 00:09:26,817 --> 00:09:28,444 -[Cameron] I'm very ready. -[Lauren] Yes, so ready. 206 00:09:28,527 --> 00:09:30,404 So I feel like our connection is super special. 207 00:09:30,487 --> 00:09:33,574 I'm not saying that they don't have special connections, but, not like ours. 208 00:09:33,657 --> 00:09:35,492 Like, me and Cameron are like... 209 00:09:36,118 --> 00:09:37,578 We're here, you know? 210 00:09:42,333 --> 00:09:43,500 [Cameron] We're flying. 211 00:09:49,131 --> 00:09:50,049 Oh! 212 00:09:50,341 --> 00:09:52,176 Look at the sand, it's white. 213 00:09:52,259 --> 00:09:54,261 -[Cameron] So clear. -[Lauren] The water is gorgeous. 214 00:09:56,305 --> 00:09:58,891 I'm having fun and scared at the same time. 215 00:09:58,974 --> 00:10:00,059 [Cameron laughing] 216 00:10:00,643 --> 00:10:01,477 You're doing great. 217 00:10:02,144 --> 00:10:04,730 The physical connection is absolutely there. 218 00:10:05,356 --> 00:10:07,066 Lots of physical connection. 219 00:10:07,149 --> 00:10:08,359 [laughs] 220 00:10:08,817 --> 00:10:10,486 -[Lauren] This is amazing. -[Cameron] Yeah. 221 00:10:11,028 --> 00:10:12,446 I'm so happy to be here with you. 222 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:14,406 I wouldn't want to be here with anyone else. 223 00:10:15,491 --> 00:10:18,118 [Lauren] I can't believe that Cameron and I... 224 00:10:18,202 --> 00:10:21,747 have only been physically in person for three days. 225 00:10:21,830 --> 00:10:25,125 It feels like we've known each other for years. 226 00:10:25,709 --> 00:10:28,379 We still don't have outside distractions. 227 00:10:28,462 --> 00:10:31,674 No phone, no friends, no family, no TV. 228 00:10:31,757 --> 00:10:33,634 In Mexico, we can just really 229 00:10:33,842 --> 00:10:35,928 focus on building our physical connection 230 00:10:36,011 --> 00:10:39,223 before we start living together and planning a wedding. 231 00:10:39,556 --> 00:10:42,393 -I'll take care of you. -Yes, I know you will. 232 00:10:42,476 --> 00:10:43,644 I have no doubt. 233 00:10:44,770 --> 00:10:47,064 -You're perfect. -You're perfect. 234 00:10:47,147 --> 00:10:48,691 [both chuckling] 235 00:10:48,857 --> 00:10:51,735 [Lauren] I haven't really been with someone 236 00:10:51,819 --> 00:10:54,655 who is, like, just really into me. 237 00:10:54,738 --> 00:10:56,657 Like, it's like we're saturated with each other. 238 00:10:56,740 --> 00:10:57,991 I'm the same way with him. 239 00:10:58,075 --> 00:10:59,410 It's just like, we're like... 240 00:11:00,035 --> 00:11:02,913 We can't, like, escape each other. 241 00:11:02,996 --> 00:11:05,124 And, I just think it's cute, for now. 242 00:11:05,207 --> 00:11:06,375 [laughs] 243 00:11:06,542 --> 00:11:07,376 No, I'm kidding. 244 00:11:07,459 --> 00:11:09,878 It's always gonna be cute, it's always gonna be cute. 245 00:11:10,671 --> 00:11:12,131 Yeah. [laughs] 246 00:11:15,884 --> 00:11:17,219 -One more. -Okay, one more. 247 00:11:21,098 --> 00:11:22,683 -[Lauren] Love you. -[Cameron] I love you. 248 00:11:25,477 --> 00:11:27,479 [upbeat music playing] 249 00:11:34,153 --> 00:11:35,821 Nice. What is this? 250 00:11:35,904 --> 00:11:37,156 [Jessica] Oh! 251 00:11:40,743 --> 00:11:42,619 -[gasps] -[Mark] What's up? 252 00:11:42,703 --> 00:11:44,872 [Jessica] Today, Mark and I are going horseback riding. 253 00:11:44,955 --> 00:11:46,582 I'm really excited to do this, 254 00:11:46,665 --> 00:11:50,210 kind of get out and enjoy some activities with him. 255 00:11:50,294 --> 00:11:52,379 I think last night, I felt a lot of pressure 256 00:11:52,463 --> 00:11:53,797 seeing the other couples. 257 00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:55,466 They mentioned that they had 258 00:11:55,549 --> 00:11:57,843 kind of advanced things from a physical perspective, 259 00:11:57,926 --> 00:11:59,553 and I wasn't there yet with Mark. 260 00:11:59,636 --> 00:12:01,555 [Mark] This one's a little nervous. I'll probably end up get him. 261 00:12:02,222 --> 00:12:03,056 Okay. 262 00:12:03,474 --> 00:12:05,350 -It's fine. It's all fine. -[chuckles] 263 00:12:05,684 --> 00:12:06,602 Feels like a fit. 264 00:12:07,436 --> 00:12:08,312 Wow. 265 00:12:09,480 --> 00:12:11,523 [Mark] Last night, I don't believe it was an argument. 266 00:12:11,607 --> 00:12:14,818 I believe it was more of a misunderstanding. 267 00:12:14,902 --> 00:12:17,112 I think we're on the same page, communication-wise. 268 00:12:17,196 --> 00:12:18,113 And not just that. 269 00:12:18,197 --> 00:12:19,948 I feel like we're one person, in a way. 270 00:12:20,032 --> 00:12:21,325 We're thinking the same. 271 00:12:21,408 --> 00:12:23,744 We're always thinking of each other. I'm thinking about her now. 272 00:12:23,827 --> 00:12:25,120 So, it just feels different. 273 00:12:25,204 --> 00:12:27,748 And I know that every time I see her, 274 00:12:27,831 --> 00:12:29,583 I'm just, like... I'm excited, I'm happy. 275 00:12:29,666 --> 00:12:31,919 So, that must be a sign, like, I'm doing something right 276 00:12:32,586 --> 00:12:33,462 being with Jess. 277 00:12:33,545 --> 00:12:34,922 I love her. 278 00:12:35,297 --> 00:12:37,549 Whoo! Yee-haw! 279 00:12:40,177 --> 00:12:41,428 I think I need a bandanna. 280 00:12:41,929 --> 00:12:44,056 I know. We'll have to get you a matching one. 281 00:12:44,139 --> 00:12:46,975 I've never dated someone who's so much like me. 282 00:12:47,059 --> 00:12:49,311 We literally are the same exact person, 283 00:12:49,686 --> 00:12:52,731 and, for me, I'm trying to figure out: does that work in real life, 284 00:12:52,815 --> 00:12:54,983 or, you know, is that just something that's really great 285 00:12:55,067 --> 00:12:56,151 and that's a best friend? 286 00:12:56,235 --> 00:12:57,236 And, I don't know yet. 287 00:12:57,736 --> 00:12:58,612 Ride 'em. 288 00:12:59,029 --> 00:12:59,947 Ah! 289 00:13:00,030 --> 00:13:01,156 [dogs barking] 290 00:13:01,281 --> 00:13:02,282 Oh my gosh. 291 00:13:02,866 --> 00:13:03,700 [Mark] Yee-haw! 292 00:13:03,784 --> 00:13:04,618 [both laughing] 293 00:13:11,542 --> 00:13:13,460 -You're doing so good. -We're pals now. 294 00:13:14,294 --> 00:13:15,295 [Jessica] I love it. 295 00:13:16,046 --> 00:13:17,673 [Mark] Whoo. Ow! 296 00:13:18,966 --> 00:13:19,925 [chuckles] 297 00:13:20,050 --> 00:13:22,219 I'm all right. I grew up in the woods. 298 00:13:22,845 --> 00:13:24,721 -I'm basically a wildebeest. -Backwoods Alabama? 299 00:13:24,805 --> 00:13:28,141 Backwoods in Douglas County, Georgia. Back in my day. 300 00:13:28,892 --> 00:13:29,977 [laughs] 301 00:13:31,562 --> 00:13:34,314 -Wait, say more. -I, like, love this, right now. 302 00:13:34,690 --> 00:13:36,400 -I'm happy. -I needed this. 303 00:13:36,483 --> 00:13:38,485 [upbeat music playing] 304 00:13:44,032 --> 00:13:46,118 -[Jessica] All right. -[Mark] Here we go. 305 00:13:46,535 --> 00:13:47,911 [Jessica] Oh, my gosh. 306 00:13:47,995 --> 00:13:50,414 -[Mark] What? -Oh, she's so cute. 307 00:13:51,331 --> 00:13:52,416 [laughs] 308 00:13:52,916 --> 00:13:55,419 -[Jessica] Oh, this is a cool spread. -[Mark] Oh, my God. 309 00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:56,336 [Jessica] Awesome. 310 00:13:56,420 --> 00:13:58,797 To our new horse friends, 311 00:13:58,881 --> 00:14:00,424 -and, to us. -To us. 312 00:14:01,300 --> 00:14:02,718 -Loves ya. -Cheers. Love you. 313 00:14:06,096 --> 00:14:08,640 Well, I'm glad that we could, kind of take... 314 00:14:09,683 --> 00:14:13,812 a step back today, and, be a lot more lighthearted, and, just let ourselves go. 315 00:14:13,896 --> 00:14:14,855 It was awesome. 316 00:14:14,938 --> 00:14:18,650 Today has been, like, the most important day, 317 00:14:18,984 --> 00:14:22,446 I think, throughout this entire thing, because I just feel you. 318 00:14:22,946 --> 00:14:25,157 -And, like, having... -We're finally being ourselves. 319 00:14:26,074 --> 00:14:27,159 Because, I feel like before, 320 00:14:27,242 --> 00:14:29,453 you don't see the person, and you can let down your walls, 321 00:14:29,536 --> 00:14:31,288 but, there was something about the environment 322 00:14:31,371 --> 00:14:33,165 that you just wanted to tell this person, like, 323 00:14:33,248 --> 00:14:37,127 all your deepest things, and you wanted to find out really quickly 324 00:14:37,669 --> 00:14:41,006 if they were right for you, so you're asking serious, important questions. 325 00:14:41,089 --> 00:14:43,884 It's really hard to tap into a lighter side of your personality 326 00:14:43,967 --> 00:14:46,553 when you're being so... being so heavy. 327 00:14:47,304 --> 00:14:49,890 -So, you're trying to say I'm funny. -You're funny. 328 00:14:50,390 --> 00:14:51,767 Are all the other guys this funny? 329 00:14:52,100 --> 00:14:53,101 No, absolutely not. 330 00:14:54,895 --> 00:14:57,022 -Okay, I picked right. -I'm the... I'm the funniest. 331 00:14:57,105 --> 00:14:58,190 I picked right. 332 00:14:59,566 --> 00:15:02,194 I needed this. Horseback riding takes it out of you. 333 00:15:02,277 --> 00:15:03,737 It's been an awesome day. 334 00:15:04,071 --> 00:15:06,031 I feel like today, Mark, 335 00:15:06,114 --> 00:15:07,532 he let loose, he was himself. 336 00:15:07,616 --> 00:15:11,119 He was funny, silly, and I got to see that side of his personality. 337 00:15:11,203 --> 00:15:15,666 I would say last night I had a definite feeling that I was not 338 00:15:16,458 --> 00:15:20,170 maybe there in terms of the physical aspect of our relationship. 339 00:15:20,587 --> 00:15:24,591 Today, I'm really surprised. It's taking a bit of a turn for me. 340 00:15:24,967 --> 00:15:30,722 Him showing his true colors and me seeing just how wonderful he is, 341 00:15:30,806 --> 00:15:35,352 how dynamic of a man he is, it's really attractive. 342 00:15:38,397 --> 00:15:39,398 [Mark clears throat] 343 00:15:40,148 --> 00:15:41,191 Oh, my God. 344 00:15:41,274 --> 00:15:42,317 [both laughing] 345 00:15:44,194 --> 00:15:46,863 -That's really potent cheese. -[laughs] 346 00:15:46,947 --> 00:15:47,948 [Jessica] Which one? 347 00:15:48,365 --> 00:15:49,199 That one. 348 00:15:49,324 --> 00:15:51,243 -Oh. [gasps] -This? 349 00:15:52,577 --> 00:15:54,246 Okay. [laughs] 350 00:15:55,747 --> 00:15:56,581 Oh, please don't. 351 00:15:57,708 --> 00:16:00,085 Don't smell it. No, no, no! Go. Just go for it. 352 00:16:02,129 --> 00:16:03,255 It's blue cheese. 353 00:16:04,006 --> 00:16:05,674 -Hmm. -It's blue cheese. 354 00:16:06,174 --> 00:16:07,259 You like blue cheese? 355 00:16:08,093 --> 00:16:08,927 [laughs] 356 00:16:10,554 --> 00:16:12,472 You were so perfect until that moment. 357 00:16:13,765 --> 00:16:15,517 You were everything. What happened? 358 00:16:17,227 --> 00:16:19,187 Why are you cracking me up so much today? 359 00:16:19,771 --> 00:16:22,107 Today I'm getting the funny, crazy Mark and I'm loving it. 360 00:16:22,190 --> 00:16:23,442 ["Don't You Worry" playing] 361 00:16:23,525 --> 00:16:25,694 ♪ So don't you worry about me ♪ 362 00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:27,279 [kissing] 363 00:16:27,362 --> 00:16:28,613 ♪ Don't you worry no no ♪ 364 00:16:29,656 --> 00:16:33,160 ♪ And it goes down down ♪ 365 00:16:33,785 --> 00:16:35,996 ♪ Don't you worry ♪ 366 00:16:36,079 --> 00:16:37,873 ♪ Pick yourself up up ♪ 367 00:16:38,415 --> 00:16:41,168 ♪ Watch it go round and round ♪ 368 00:16:41,376 --> 00:16:42,878 [Giannina] There's that little number. 369 00:16:43,795 --> 00:16:45,338 [Damian] Can I give you some sunscreen for it? 370 00:16:45,422 --> 00:16:47,424 -Yeah. That'll be fine. -I'll take this back with me. 371 00:16:47,507 --> 00:16:48,341 Okay. 372 00:16:49,051 --> 00:16:51,219 -I am a lucky man. -Aww. 373 00:16:52,679 --> 00:16:53,680 Me, too. 374 00:17:01,855 --> 00:17:03,273 What are you thinking? 375 00:17:04,441 --> 00:17:06,359 I'm thinking that I don't want this to end. 376 00:17:08,111 --> 00:17:08,945 It's nice. 377 00:17:09,321 --> 00:17:12,324 It's an escape from the everyday. 378 00:17:12,407 --> 00:17:13,283 You know? 379 00:17:13,742 --> 00:17:15,494 And being out on the water, 380 00:17:15,577 --> 00:17:17,871 sitting here with you is just, it's an escape. 381 00:17:18,371 --> 00:17:19,998 What do you need an escape from? 382 00:17:22,167 --> 00:17:24,920 Work, and drama, and everything else. 383 00:17:25,003 --> 00:17:27,130 It's just, with you, it's peaceful. 384 00:17:27,214 --> 00:17:28,256 What do you mean, "drama"? 385 00:17:30,258 --> 00:17:31,843 You know, just life, you know? 386 00:17:31,927 --> 00:17:34,429 You always got a little mix of social drama, 387 00:17:34,513 --> 00:17:35,722 and everything always going-- 388 00:17:35,806 --> 00:17:37,140 I don't know anything about you 389 00:17:37,224 --> 00:17:38,183 outside of here. 390 00:17:38,266 --> 00:17:39,392 So, enlighten me. 391 00:17:39,476 --> 00:17:42,562 You will be enlightened when we get back to reality. 392 00:17:42,646 --> 00:17:45,357 All right, well, I don't want to wait, I'm impatient. 393 00:17:46,775 --> 00:17:47,984 What drama? 394 00:17:48,151 --> 00:17:50,112 Seriously, you make that sound really bad. 395 00:17:50,445 --> 00:17:51,822 You sound really worried. 396 00:17:52,405 --> 00:17:55,158 I'm not worried, I'm just enjoying this. 397 00:17:55,867 --> 00:17:58,245 I'm one of these people that likes to live in the moment. 398 00:17:58,328 --> 00:18:00,747 When I'm on vacation I like to stay on vacation, you know? 399 00:18:01,581 --> 00:18:04,042 And when we gotta get back, we get back to the real world. 400 00:18:04,126 --> 00:18:06,628 I mean, I agree, I don't want to leave here, 401 00:18:06,711 --> 00:18:09,381 but, eventually we're going to have to, so, I don't know. 402 00:18:09,464 --> 00:18:11,758 -We don't have to, right now. -You're being really vague. 403 00:18:15,053 --> 00:18:17,055 I said I love being out here, away from everything, 404 00:18:17,139 --> 00:18:19,057 and then you dug way too deep into it. 405 00:18:19,141 --> 00:18:21,476 What do you mean? I'm just asking questions. 406 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:22,644 I know, and I answered. 407 00:18:22,727 --> 00:18:25,230 I said I was just enjoying living in the moment, being out here. 408 00:18:25,313 --> 00:18:27,649 I feel like you're just evading the question. 409 00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:31,653 Back in the pod, we were really open to being vulnerable, 410 00:18:31,736 --> 00:18:33,947 because, nothing else mattered. It was just me and Damian. 411 00:18:34,531 --> 00:18:36,408 And I never felt him close off. 412 00:18:36,491 --> 00:18:38,285 But, now, it's not the same. 413 00:18:38,952 --> 00:18:41,538 I can't make him open up. 414 00:18:42,330 --> 00:18:43,373 What are you escaping from? 415 00:18:44,249 --> 00:18:46,168 -Reality. -Okay, why? 416 00:18:46,585 --> 00:18:48,170 Because, I'm here, and I'm enjoying this. 417 00:18:48,253 --> 00:18:50,672 When you go on vacation, it's to escape your everyday routines. 418 00:18:50,755 --> 00:18:52,757 Okay, you're not understanding what I'm trying to tell you. 419 00:18:52,841 --> 00:18:54,509 -You're not saying it. -Yes I am. 420 00:18:54,593 --> 00:18:56,094 -Then say it. -I am telling you. 421 00:18:56,178 --> 00:18:57,596 You're just not listening to me. 422 00:18:57,679 --> 00:18:59,347 I said I'm enjoying being here with you 423 00:18:59,431 --> 00:19:01,558 and enjoying the moment, and you're going down this road 424 00:19:01,641 --> 00:19:03,226 -of overthinking it. -What "whole road"? 425 00:19:03,310 --> 00:19:05,729 I'm not overthinking, I'm just asking a question. 426 00:19:05,812 --> 00:19:08,398 -If that means I'm overthinking it... -I've answered every question. 427 00:19:08,857 --> 00:19:10,525 -Okay. -So, what did I not answer? 428 00:19:11,484 --> 00:19:13,153 -What did I not answer? -Nothing. 429 00:19:13,570 --> 00:19:15,030 [Giannina] Damian knows everything about me. 430 00:19:15,113 --> 00:19:16,781 I communicate. 431 00:19:16,865 --> 00:19:19,534 That's how I build a healthy relationship. 432 00:19:19,618 --> 00:19:20,827 Oh, my God. 433 00:19:21,953 --> 00:19:22,913 [sighs deeply] 434 00:19:22,996 --> 00:19:25,832 If he doesn't want to talk about it, then I'm done. 435 00:19:26,625 --> 00:19:27,459 Oh, fuck me. 436 00:19:33,256 --> 00:19:36,760 [romantic lounge song playing] ♪ I need to be with you ♪ 437 00:19:38,845 --> 00:19:42,849 ♪ Stare into my eyes ♪ 438 00:19:44,059 --> 00:19:46,061 ♪ I need to be with you ♪ 439 00:19:46,144 --> 00:19:47,354 There you go, boy. 440 00:19:49,022 --> 00:19:50,857 Oh! [laughs] 441 00:19:52,567 --> 00:19:54,653 -It's good. -Very good. 442 00:19:55,070 --> 00:19:56,947 [Kelly] I want a taste of your steak. 443 00:19:57,405 --> 00:19:59,324 -Do you want a bite? -[laughs] 444 00:20:04,746 --> 00:20:06,248 -Whoa. -[Kelly laughs] 445 00:20:10,919 --> 00:20:13,630 [Kenny] Just out of curiosity, is there anything that, 446 00:20:13,713 --> 00:20:16,383 you know, makes you nervous, in general, about living together? 447 00:20:16,466 --> 00:20:18,051 Quirks that I have, 448 00:20:18,385 --> 00:20:20,762 -or anything that's giving you hesitation? -I don't think so. 449 00:20:21,054 --> 00:20:22,055 -Mm-mm. -No? 450 00:20:22,639 --> 00:20:23,932 [Kelly] Is there anything that sticks out 451 00:20:24,015 --> 00:20:25,850 that you're hesitant about or that scares you? 452 00:20:25,934 --> 00:20:27,018 I mean, it's... 453 00:20:27,102 --> 00:20:28,228 Us going back to reality, 454 00:20:28,311 --> 00:20:30,981 we're probably not gonna see each other as much as we'd like. 455 00:20:31,398 --> 00:20:33,608 That's something that we have to pay attention to. 456 00:20:34,401 --> 00:20:38,238 Obviously, the both of us have demanding jobs. 457 00:20:38,321 --> 00:20:39,781 -Yeah. -You know. We work... 458 00:20:39,864 --> 00:20:41,992 Can work late hours, um... 459 00:20:42,450 --> 00:20:43,827 So, I think having a little bit 460 00:20:43,910 --> 00:20:47,205 of time management and putting our work down when we need to. 461 00:20:47,289 --> 00:20:48,665 Putting our phones away, like, 462 00:20:49,124 --> 00:20:50,500 two hours before we go to bed. 463 00:20:50,583 --> 00:20:52,168 -Exactly. -Just to have that "us" time. 464 00:20:52,252 --> 00:20:54,754 -We should implement that "rule." -Yes. 465 00:20:55,046 --> 00:20:56,965 Throughout this experiment, I had no distractions, 466 00:20:57,048 --> 00:20:59,092 no phone, no internet, nothing. 467 00:20:59,175 --> 00:21:01,303 And my sole focus was Kenny. 468 00:21:01,386 --> 00:21:02,554 Going back home to Atlanta, 469 00:21:02,637 --> 00:21:05,307 we have our phone or work distractions, 470 00:21:05,390 --> 00:21:08,268 and then friends wanting to see us, family wanting to see us. 471 00:21:08,351 --> 00:21:09,853 That could be a concern. 472 00:21:09,936 --> 00:21:11,563 How quickly did we realize 473 00:21:12,063 --> 00:21:13,398 in the pods, like, 474 00:21:13,481 --> 00:21:15,984 the value of having separation 475 00:21:16,234 --> 00:21:17,944 from all the distractions, right? 476 00:21:18,445 --> 00:21:22,365 If I could stay in Mexico with Kelly forever, I would say yes in a heartbeat. 477 00:21:22,824 --> 00:21:25,327 Unfortunately that's not the way that life works. 478 00:21:25,618 --> 00:21:29,039 It's gonna take a lot of effort, but the confidence I feel 479 00:21:29,122 --> 00:21:32,751 is the confidence that I have in, you know, what Kelly and I have created. 480 00:21:33,668 --> 00:21:34,669 We're gonna be solid. 481 00:21:34,753 --> 00:21:36,838 -It's gonna work out the way it needs to. -It will. 482 00:21:37,464 --> 00:21:40,091 [inspiring pop song playing] ♪ I never want to let you down ♪ 483 00:21:42,177 --> 00:21:43,762 -[Kelly] It'll be good. -Mm-hmm. 484 00:21:43,845 --> 00:21:46,848 ♪ I never want to let you down ♪ 485 00:21:46,931 --> 00:21:49,601 Honestly, life is so much better having you in it. 486 00:21:50,268 --> 00:21:51,227 I appreciate you. 487 00:21:51,311 --> 00:21:52,520 Appreciate you, too. 488 00:21:52,604 --> 00:21:56,107 My life could not get any better, um... 489 00:21:56,191 --> 00:21:57,233 No, no. 490 00:21:57,317 --> 00:22:00,528 I mean, it, it will get better because we'll grow together 491 00:22:00,612 --> 00:22:03,031 and support one another as a partnership. 492 00:22:03,114 --> 00:22:04,616 But, as of right now, 493 00:22:04,699 --> 00:22:08,286 as if there was no tomorrow, my life could not be any better. 494 00:22:08,370 --> 00:22:09,829 -I need a big kiss. -Yep. 495 00:22:10,038 --> 00:22:11,373 [both kissing] 496 00:22:11,956 --> 00:22:13,500 Best lips ever. 497 00:22:14,209 --> 00:22:16,503 [upbeat pop music playing] 498 00:22:26,763 --> 00:22:28,598 [Lauren] Finally, some pool time. 499 00:22:28,681 --> 00:22:29,641 [Cameron laughs] 500 00:22:29,724 --> 00:22:30,850 You ready to get in? 501 00:22:31,059 --> 00:22:33,645 -[Lauren] Are you ready to get in? -[Cameron] I'm definitely ready to get in. 502 00:22:33,728 --> 00:22:35,397 [Lauren laughs] Mm. 503 00:22:35,730 --> 00:22:37,816 -This is nice. -Yeah, not too cold. 504 00:22:39,567 --> 00:22:42,946 [Lauren] This just feels like nothing that I've ever experienced, 505 00:22:43,029 --> 00:22:46,032 because I've never had a man 506 00:22:47,409 --> 00:22:49,619 so, just, willing to... 507 00:22:51,287 --> 00:22:53,206 show me how much he loved me. 508 00:22:53,289 --> 00:22:55,208 -It's important. -That's an important distinction. 509 00:22:55,291 --> 00:22:56,126 It is. 510 00:22:56,209 --> 00:22:57,794 It definitely feels like 511 00:22:57,877 --> 00:23:00,255 Cameron and I are in this dream state. 512 00:23:00,463 --> 00:23:03,174 I know that we'll have to deal with parents and friends 513 00:23:03,258 --> 00:23:06,010 and their opinions and news, and all that, 514 00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:08,179 but I hope that at the core of everything we still 515 00:23:08,263 --> 00:23:10,640 stay strong and stay ourselves. 516 00:23:11,057 --> 00:23:14,018 You know, one of the things that we're gonna have to battle, 517 00:23:14,727 --> 00:23:16,813 -once we leave here... -Yep. 518 00:23:16,896 --> 00:23:19,482 ...is, um, you know, the fact that we're 519 00:23:20,275 --> 00:23:22,110 -an interracial couple. -We are? 520 00:23:22,193 --> 00:23:24,112 -[chuckles] -Who... Who thought? 521 00:23:24,237 --> 00:23:25,071 Yeah. 522 00:23:25,155 --> 00:23:27,157 [Lauren] But, I mean, I know that you've had 523 00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:29,576 experience in interracial relationships before. 524 00:23:29,659 --> 00:23:32,078 -[Cameron] Right. -Have you ever been in public 525 00:23:32,162 --> 00:23:33,830 and someone has said something... 526 00:23:33,913 --> 00:23:34,831 Oh, yeah. 527 00:23:34,914 --> 00:23:36,416 -...rude to you, or to her? -Definitely. 528 00:23:36,499 --> 00:23:38,793 I was crossing the street one time with her, 529 00:23:38,877 --> 00:23:42,046 and someone yelled out, "You should be with a black man" to her. 530 00:23:42,672 --> 00:23:43,965 -Wow. -And then, 531 00:23:44,048 --> 00:23:48,261 she actually, just immediately, went up and, like, kinda told him off. 532 00:23:48,344 --> 00:23:50,096 -Told him off. Yeah. -Yeah. 533 00:23:50,180 --> 00:23:53,683 [Cameron] I am wondering how Lauren may respond 534 00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:56,060 if a friend or family member says something 535 00:23:56,144 --> 00:23:59,564 disparaging about us being in an interracial relationship. 536 00:23:59,647 --> 00:24:02,066 I don't want her to start to have 537 00:24:02,817 --> 00:24:04,068 second thoughts 538 00:24:04,152 --> 00:24:06,446 or reservations about getting married. 539 00:24:06,821 --> 00:24:09,365 I love her so much, and... 540 00:24:09,449 --> 00:24:12,410 I just don't want her to have to deal with that. 541 00:24:12,911 --> 00:24:15,663 You know, I mean, no one wants to hear that type of thing. 542 00:24:15,747 --> 00:24:18,458 People will always have opinions about something 543 00:24:18,541 --> 00:24:20,043 that you do with your life. 544 00:24:20,126 --> 00:24:21,503 -Yeah. -Always. 545 00:24:21,586 --> 00:24:22,462 Yeah, of course. 546 00:24:22,962 --> 00:24:24,797 So, it's my life to live, 547 00:24:25,882 --> 00:24:29,135 and I will just have to take whatever comes with that. 548 00:24:29,511 --> 00:24:30,345 Yeah. 549 00:24:30,428 --> 00:24:32,305 And, if I have to make some people 550 00:24:32,388 --> 00:24:35,308 -uncomfortable in the process, so be it. -[chuckles] 551 00:24:35,391 --> 00:24:37,810 I mean, people should just be with who they love. 552 00:24:38,019 --> 00:24:39,479 -I agree. -It's really simple. 553 00:24:39,562 --> 00:24:40,396 Yeah. 554 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:43,191 I think that if I were to go through this whole process, 555 00:24:43,274 --> 00:24:47,028 out of everything, opening myself up to being hurt, being vulnerable, 556 00:24:47,111 --> 00:24:49,864 breaking down the walls that have been there for years, 557 00:24:50,281 --> 00:24:51,866 and then getting to the altar, 558 00:24:51,950 --> 00:24:55,537 and if Cameron told me no, he doesn't want to get married, 559 00:24:56,412 --> 00:24:59,123 I would be devastated, I would be disappointed. 560 00:24:59,707 --> 00:25:01,042 I would be very shocked. 561 00:25:01,125 --> 00:25:03,127 [romantic lounge music playing] 562 00:25:10,051 --> 00:25:12,095 [both laughing] 563 00:25:14,013 --> 00:25:15,223 [Lauren] You're awesome. 564 00:25:15,765 --> 00:25:16,766 [Cameron] You're awesome. 565 00:25:16,849 --> 00:25:17,850 [Lauren laughing] 566 00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:29,487 [Damian] Hopefully, you're feeling better. 567 00:25:29,862 --> 00:25:30,947 I am. 568 00:25:31,030 --> 00:25:31,990 What about you? 569 00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:34,867 Yeah, I'm feeling... Feeling better now. 570 00:25:35,868 --> 00:25:38,955 You weren't too happy with me earlier. 571 00:25:40,915 --> 00:25:42,166 And, I can't ignore that. 572 00:25:44,961 --> 00:25:46,296 I was upset. 573 00:25:46,379 --> 00:25:47,380 We're a lot alike. 574 00:25:47,463 --> 00:25:49,007 We see a lot of things on the same page, 575 00:25:49,090 --> 00:25:50,216 we can read each other 576 00:25:50,633 --> 00:25:51,676 in a lot of the same areas. 577 00:25:51,759 --> 00:25:54,012 But, it's hard for me to want to get into, like, 578 00:25:54,178 --> 00:25:56,139 deep conversations in the middle of something. 579 00:25:56,222 --> 00:25:58,766 And, for you that's easier. But me, I'm not used to that. 580 00:25:58,850 --> 00:26:01,144 I feel like you're putting me down because you're telling me 581 00:26:01,227 --> 00:26:04,063 I'll give you time, I'll give you space, I'm not gonna dig, and then, 582 00:26:04,355 --> 00:26:07,191 you dig, dig, dig, push, and then stomp off. 583 00:26:07,483 --> 00:26:11,613 I'm not this person that wants to take you out of your happy bubble. 584 00:26:11,696 --> 00:26:15,158 Once you said I want to escape from reality, 585 00:26:18,202 --> 00:26:20,079 there's a reason why you said that. 586 00:26:21,164 --> 00:26:23,625 And, I'm not trying to get something out of you, 587 00:26:24,292 --> 00:26:26,002 I'm just trying to understand you. 588 00:26:27,712 --> 00:26:28,963 You're closing something, 589 00:26:30,214 --> 00:26:31,049 and I feel it. 590 00:26:31,883 --> 00:26:34,135 And I can't ignore it, and that's why I push. 591 00:26:34,636 --> 00:26:37,430 But then you come at me and you're like, "You're dramatic," 592 00:26:37,513 --> 00:26:38,765 and that's not fair. 593 00:26:38,848 --> 00:26:41,476 Because you knew what you were getting yourself into when you... 594 00:26:41,559 --> 00:26:43,311 When you were talking to me in the pod. 595 00:26:44,687 --> 00:26:47,065 I didn't process all that when we were talking on the boat. 596 00:26:47,148 --> 00:26:49,442 I didn't process that there's a reason that, you know, 597 00:26:49,525 --> 00:26:50,401 she is asking questions. 598 00:26:50,485 --> 00:26:52,612 It's not because she's digging or she's trying to upset me, 599 00:26:52,695 --> 00:26:54,113 it's because she cares. 600 00:26:54,197 --> 00:26:55,740 When I'm backed into a wall, 601 00:26:55,823 --> 00:26:58,576 sometimes, I put up this block, trying to... 602 00:26:59,577 --> 00:27:02,038 not let anybody see the emotional side of Damian. 603 00:27:02,121 --> 00:27:05,583 But, I just need to be willing to open up more and let her help with it. 604 00:27:08,461 --> 00:27:10,505 So, my escape from reality... 605 00:27:11,547 --> 00:27:15,343 When I planned on getting married and engaged, I planned it all differently. 606 00:27:16,344 --> 00:27:19,180 And, I don't think any of us ever expected to go this route. 607 00:27:19,263 --> 00:27:21,391 But I also expected to be able to provide. 608 00:27:21,474 --> 00:27:23,518 I have a good career, I have a good job. 609 00:27:23,893 --> 00:27:26,145 And I sacrificed that, coming here. 610 00:27:29,607 --> 00:27:31,984 It scares me not to be able to give you what you deserve 611 00:27:32,068 --> 00:27:34,070 and to not, like, to get a place, and... 612 00:27:34,821 --> 00:27:36,906 to possibly lose my job, and all that scares me. 613 00:27:38,199 --> 00:27:39,283 [sighs deeply] 614 00:27:41,619 --> 00:27:42,453 It's okay. 615 00:27:44,330 --> 00:27:47,750 [Damian] I've always planned to be a solid rock for my family. 616 00:27:47,834 --> 00:27:49,460 I want to make sure my wife and future kids 617 00:27:49,544 --> 00:27:50,837 and everything are taken care of. 618 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:54,507 But, I've taken more time off than I'm really allowed to, to be here, 619 00:27:55,007 --> 00:27:57,885 so there is a scare of going back and not having a job 620 00:27:57,969 --> 00:28:00,596 because I want Giannina to be proud, I want her family to be 621 00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:02,807 proud of the man that she's decided to marry. 622 00:28:03,391 --> 00:28:06,018 There's a lot of fears there because I don't want to lose her. 623 00:28:06,978 --> 00:28:08,604 It's not easy for me to open up. 624 00:28:08,730 --> 00:28:11,357 And I try, and I try, and I find myself 625 00:28:11,441 --> 00:28:14,277 and I throw excuses in there because I'm not used to somebody caring. 626 00:28:16,028 --> 00:28:17,071 And I know you care. 627 00:28:18,740 --> 00:28:19,657 [sighs] 628 00:28:20,825 --> 00:28:22,243 [Giannina] I can provide for myself. 629 00:28:22,326 --> 00:28:24,746 I have no issue working hard to get what I need, 630 00:28:24,829 --> 00:28:25,663 what I want. 631 00:28:26,456 --> 00:28:27,999 But, the fact that he wants to 632 00:28:29,208 --> 00:28:30,835 put me in that equation... 633 00:28:32,628 --> 00:28:36,716 I'm, uh... I'm taken aback, in a good way. 634 00:28:38,926 --> 00:28:40,261 You want to know what I think? 635 00:28:40,762 --> 00:28:42,138 It's your own expectations, 636 00:28:43,347 --> 00:28:45,641 but it's okay if those change. 637 00:28:46,476 --> 00:28:50,146 Like, no one thought that we would be in this situation, right? 638 00:28:50,229 --> 00:28:53,983 So, it's okay if things don't work out as planned. 639 00:28:54,817 --> 00:28:56,944 The expectations that you set for yourself, 640 00:28:57,111 --> 00:28:59,322 you've, you've met them, at least with me. 641 00:28:59,405 --> 00:29:01,866 Like, you're the most caring, like I said, like... 642 00:29:03,743 --> 00:29:07,163 The things [chuckles] that you do on a daily basis, 643 00:29:07,246 --> 00:29:08,289 I'm like, "How?" 644 00:29:09,332 --> 00:29:10,166 How? 645 00:29:10,666 --> 00:29:11,793 Like, this isn't real. 646 00:29:11,876 --> 00:29:13,044 Like, this man is 647 00:29:13,127 --> 00:29:14,170 literally a gentleman. 648 00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:16,214 Like, you do everything. 649 00:29:16,297 --> 00:29:18,674 [Damian] Giannina has all these wonderful qualities 650 00:29:18,758 --> 00:29:20,510 that I've always looked for in a woman, 651 00:29:20,593 --> 00:29:24,263 but, when we get back to our jobs and family and friends and social media, 652 00:29:25,139 --> 00:29:25,973 will it work? 653 00:29:26,557 --> 00:29:28,267 I think if we can hit the right points 654 00:29:28,351 --> 00:29:31,229 and understand each other and learn to communicate, I think it's possible. 655 00:29:31,312 --> 00:29:32,522 The job thing... 656 00:29:32,939 --> 00:29:34,941 If they let you go, it's their loss. 657 00:29:35,274 --> 00:29:37,193 One hundred percent. 658 00:29:37,693 --> 00:29:38,653 Don't worry. 659 00:29:39,445 --> 00:29:40,488 Stop worrying. 660 00:29:40,988 --> 00:29:42,031 Thank you. 661 00:29:43,032 --> 00:29:44,075 Of course. 662 00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:46,202 [romantic pop music playing] 663 00:29:54,502 --> 00:29:55,586 [chuckles] 664 00:29:56,045 --> 00:29:57,338 We should finish these drinks, 665 00:29:57,421 --> 00:29:59,006 -and get some food. -Yeah. Okay. 666 00:29:59,173 --> 00:30:00,007 Cheers. 667 00:30:00,091 --> 00:30:01,092 [Damian chuckles] 668 00:30:01,175 --> 00:30:03,177 [romantic pop song continues] 669 00:30:20,319 --> 00:30:21,529 Cheers, you guys. 670 00:30:21,612 --> 00:30:23,698 -Good to see you guys. -Great to hang out with y'all. 671 00:30:23,781 --> 00:30:25,032 Yeah. Meow. 672 00:30:25,116 --> 00:30:26,033 Meow, meow, meow. 673 00:30:26,117 --> 00:30:27,535 Give me that. Oh, hell yeah. 674 00:30:28,744 --> 00:30:30,371 [laughs] I love you. 675 00:30:30,872 --> 00:30:32,874 [laughing continues] 676 00:30:32,999 --> 00:30:34,458 -[Kelly] Hey! -What's up? 677 00:30:34,542 --> 00:30:35,585 [Kenny] What's going on? 678 00:30:35,668 --> 00:30:37,503 [Kelly] I didn't know y'all were gonna be here. 679 00:30:37,587 --> 00:30:39,171 [Mark] How you doing tonight? 680 00:30:39,255 --> 00:30:42,174 I did not want to blow-dry my hair today. I was like, nope, done. 681 00:30:42,258 --> 00:30:43,384 Good for you. I didn't want-- 682 00:30:43,467 --> 00:30:45,678 -I've got rum and pineapple. -My hair is done being done. 683 00:30:45,761 --> 00:30:48,055 [Amber] They're being super suave, having martinis. 684 00:30:48,139 --> 00:30:49,807 We did. And they're really good, by the way. 685 00:30:49,891 --> 00:30:52,435 -I'm an olive fan, so... -I actually want a martini. 686 00:30:52,518 --> 00:30:54,020 I also want to be kissed by you, later. 687 00:30:54,186 --> 00:30:55,021 I'm just gonna go. 688 00:30:55,104 --> 00:30:57,523 I'll totally still kiss you, olive breath and all. 689 00:30:57,648 --> 00:30:58,900 [Mark] Vodka soda, for me. 690 00:30:58,983 --> 00:31:00,484 -[Amber] No problem. -[Jessica] Vodka, soda, lime. 691 00:31:00,568 --> 00:31:02,778 [Kelly] So, when Jessica came into the bar, 692 00:31:02,862 --> 00:31:06,532 I thought that it may have been awkward, in a sense, 693 00:31:06,616 --> 00:31:08,618 you know, between Barnett and Jessica. 694 00:31:08,701 --> 00:31:11,037 I did notice that Amber became a little bit more touchy-feely 695 00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:11,954 with Barnett. 696 00:31:12,038 --> 00:31:18,377 I don't know if it was just coincidental, or if she was doing it to claim her man. 697 00:31:18,461 --> 00:31:19,337 [laughs] 698 00:31:19,420 --> 00:31:20,755 -Were you hung over? -[Amber] What? 699 00:31:20,838 --> 00:31:21,672 We drove a boat. 700 00:31:21,756 --> 00:31:23,424 I should have been, but I wasn't. 701 00:31:23,507 --> 00:31:24,550 We drove horses. 702 00:31:24,634 --> 00:31:26,385 -[Barnett] Y'all rode horses? -[Jessica] We drove horses! 703 00:31:26,469 --> 00:31:28,471 -"We drove horses." [laughs] -[Mark] I was catching on. 704 00:31:28,554 --> 00:31:30,806 Speaking of bareback, sounds like last night. 705 00:31:30,890 --> 00:31:32,475 -[Amber laughs, snorts] -[Jessica laughs] 706 00:31:32,975 --> 00:31:34,644 -[Barnett] It's a little crooked now. -What? 707 00:31:35,895 --> 00:31:37,271 [Amber snorts, laughs] 708 00:31:37,688 --> 00:31:39,315 -Ahem. -Ahem. [sniffs] 709 00:31:39,398 --> 00:31:41,859 Anyhoo, round two. Whoops, don't do that. 710 00:31:41,943 --> 00:31:43,027 [Amber clears throat] 711 00:31:43,569 --> 00:31:46,155 -What's in my pocket? -Hey. I don't know. 712 00:31:46,238 --> 00:31:48,449 -[Barnett] Oh, that's you. -[Amber] You're excited to see me. 713 00:31:48,532 --> 00:31:49,659 [Barnett] Whoo! 714 00:31:49,742 --> 00:31:51,535 Smuggling pennies over here. 715 00:31:51,619 --> 00:31:53,829 I just got you excited. [laughs] 716 00:31:54,789 --> 00:31:56,332 [Amber kisses, slurps] 717 00:31:57,333 --> 00:31:58,334 Eww! 718 00:32:01,045 --> 00:32:03,756 [Mark] I would not have made that drive. And no meal. 719 00:32:03,839 --> 00:32:05,091 You sweet thing. 720 00:32:06,175 --> 00:32:07,593 [Jessica] I'm gonna get that drink. 721 00:32:07,677 --> 00:32:09,679 -[Kelly] Are we all migrating? -[Jessica] Just us. 722 00:32:09,762 --> 00:32:10,972 -Oh, just us? -Yeah. 723 00:32:11,722 --> 00:32:12,556 Cheers. 724 00:32:13,099 --> 00:32:15,518 -How has it been for you, coming out? -Great. 725 00:32:15,601 --> 00:32:17,645 Like, it's, it's, really crazy 726 00:32:17,728 --> 00:32:21,649 because we are, like, so, like, just in sync with one another. 727 00:32:21,732 --> 00:32:23,985 -[Jessica] Yeah. -[Kelly] It's so funny, because we, like, 728 00:32:24,193 --> 00:32:26,404 we haven't had sex, like... 729 00:32:26,654 --> 00:32:27,947 -[Jessica] Yeah. -[Kelly] We haven't. 730 00:32:28,030 --> 00:32:30,199 We're taking it, like, really slow, and he's... 731 00:32:30,324 --> 00:32:32,034 I mean, we're... We get heated. 732 00:32:32,118 --> 00:32:33,744 But it's fun. He's like, "Oh, okay." 733 00:32:33,828 --> 00:32:36,163 I have to, like, "Go. Go away from me." 734 00:32:36,247 --> 00:32:38,749 Yeah, just stopping before something happens. 735 00:32:38,833 --> 00:32:39,917 Yeah. I love it. It's cute. 736 00:32:40,001 --> 00:32:42,420 Everyone's like, placing their bets on Kelly and Kenny. 737 00:32:42,503 --> 00:32:44,755 Like, well, "Kelly and Kenny are definitely, like, 738 00:32:44,839 --> 00:32:48,175 grow old together and be having grandbabies, like... 739 00:32:48,259 --> 00:32:51,012 -And look back on the journey, and... -He's great. 740 00:32:51,679 --> 00:32:54,015 -...be, like, such a success story." -We're definitely, like, 741 00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:55,474 eye to eye. 742 00:32:55,558 --> 00:32:56,392 I mean we've... 743 00:32:57,309 --> 00:32:58,978 had open communication about everything. 744 00:32:59,061 --> 00:33:01,355 -Good. That's so important. -Yeah. 745 00:33:01,981 --> 00:33:04,567 -[Barnett] How's it going? -[Mark] Oh, it's great. 746 00:33:04,650 --> 00:33:06,402 It's been nonstop laughing. 747 00:33:06,485 --> 00:33:09,280 Like, my mouth still hurts from how much we've been laughing. 748 00:33:09,363 --> 00:33:12,491 So it's been... Yeah, it's been such a great time. 749 00:33:13,159 --> 00:33:14,910 -We've had fun together. -Kel, you deserve it. 750 00:33:14,994 --> 00:33:16,662 -Thank you. You do, too! -So much. 751 00:33:16,746 --> 00:33:18,330 [Jessica] Today was so much fun overall. 752 00:33:18,414 --> 00:33:19,874 It's awesome being here with Mark, 753 00:33:19,957 --> 00:33:22,501 but I am seeing all the other couples and they're in it. 754 00:33:23,627 --> 00:33:24,795 I adore him. 755 00:33:24,879 --> 00:33:26,464 We are bonded for life. 756 00:33:26,797 --> 00:33:29,133 But it's hard to not compare 757 00:33:29,508 --> 00:33:31,802 my feelings for Mark and where we're at, 758 00:33:31,886 --> 00:33:33,054 with everyone else. 759 00:33:33,220 --> 00:33:37,349 I think I have been, like, struggling a little bit with the physical aspect. 760 00:33:37,433 --> 00:33:38,768 -Yeah. -Um... 761 00:33:39,310 --> 00:33:40,978 It's different than what I normally go for. 762 00:33:41,062 --> 00:33:43,105 I mean, I can't, I'm not gonna lie about how I feel. 763 00:33:43,189 --> 00:33:45,107 -I want to, really, like-- -No, and you shouldn't. 764 00:33:45,191 --> 00:33:47,735 It's just, there's a physical discomfort still. 765 00:33:47,818 --> 00:33:50,571 I had, like, Mark, my pod Mark, 766 00:33:50,654 --> 00:33:52,531 and then, I had, like, this person, 767 00:33:52,615 --> 00:33:54,533 and I was trying to put it together, you know? 768 00:33:54,617 --> 00:33:57,328 -So, I'm still getting there. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 769 00:33:57,912 --> 00:34:01,749 -Seeing both of them, Barnett and Mark... -Yeah. 770 00:34:01,832 --> 00:34:04,460 ...who would you say that you're more attracted to? 771 00:34:04,877 --> 00:34:07,713 [both laughing] 772 00:34:07,797 --> 00:34:10,925 I am literally, always the only girl hanging out with you guys. 773 00:34:11,217 --> 00:34:13,052 -Story of my life, y'all. Meow! -Oh, oh, oh. 774 00:34:13,177 --> 00:34:15,179 If I, literally, didn't know these guys, 775 00:34:16,055 --> 00:34:16,889 maybe I... 776 00:34:16,972 --> 00:34:20,142 Maybe I would say Barnett because he's just more my typical type. 777 00:34:20,226 --> 00:34:22,686 -Right. -[Jessica] I do just think 778 00:34:22,770 --> 00:34:26,649 there's something sexy about somebody who just 779 00:34:26,732 --> 00:34:28,317 -owns who they are, and like... -[Kelly] Absolutely. 780 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:29,902 ...I think he and Amber are hitting it off. 781 00:34:29,985 --> 00:34:31,362 -[Kelly] Yeah. -[Jessica] Like, but, 782 00:34:31,445 --> 00:34:33,656 the guy doesn't know what he wants. 783 00:34:33,739 --> 00:34:34,573 -Right. -You know? 784 00:34:34,657 --> 00:34:36,951 So for me, seeing him, like, clearly 785 00:34:37,034 --> 00:34:39,328 he's an attractive guy, but... 786 00:34:39,453 --> 00:34:40,579 [Kelly] It just wasn't right. 787 00:34:40,663 --> 00:34:41,872 -It wasn't the right timing. -Yeah. 788 00:34:41,956 --> 00:34:44,542 And that's okay. But, yeah, he's great. 789 00:34:44,625 --> 00:34:46,293 -Mark is cute. -I want a friendship with him. 790 00:34:46,377 --> 00:34:48,337 -And I want the best for his... -Yeah. 791 00:34:48,420 --> 00:34:50,422 -...new relationship. -[Kelly] Absolutely. 792 00:34:50,506 --> 00:34:54,468 [Jessica] But, the whole "age" thing that I was so concerned about, 793 00:34:54,969 --> 00:34:57,346 -has not been an issue at all. -Doesn't matter. 794 00:34:57,429 --> 00:35:00,474 It's been more the physical aspect, where I'm struggling. 795 00:35:00,558 --> 00:35:03,978 -Right. -The age thing is not an issue. 796 00:35:04,061 --> 00:35:06,438 It's just, there's a physical discomfort still 797 00:35:06,522 --> 00:35:09,108 -in kind of moving into this phase. -Right, that's okay. 798 00:35:09,191 --> 00:35:10,276 [Jessica] So... 799 00:35:12,945 --> 00:35:15,322 [Kelly] I know she's dated taller guys before, 800 00:35:15,656 --> 00:35:17,199 and Mark is shorter. 801 00:35:17,283 --> 00:35:23,038 And I know she's dated some, like, lighter-haired guys before, 802 00:35:23,122 --> 00:35:24,248 so maybe because he's darker? 803 00:35:24,331 --> 00:35:25,416 I don't know. 804 00:35:25,499 --> 00:35:28,586 I really don't know what is throwing her off. 805 00:35:28,669 --> 00:35:30,880 -All right, let's go back to the bar. -Yeah. 806 00:35:33,090 --> 00:35:34,842 [Jessica] The way I feel when I'm around Mark 807 00:35:35,259 --> 00:35:39,346 is not the way I want to feel around my fiancé. 808 00:35:40,055 --> 00:35:40,890 What's up? 809 00:35:41,140 --> 00:35:42,474 -Hey, babe. -What's up, friends? 810 00:35:42,558 --> 00:35:44,351 And at this point, I just have to be honest. 811 00:35:44,935 --> 00:35:47,730 I have to air this out, I have to get this on the table. 812 00:35:47,813 --> 00:35:49,481 I have to tell him where I stand. 813 00:36:11,420 --> 00:36:13,422 ["Supposed to Be" playing] 814 00:36:13,505 --> 00:36:16,342 ♪ How am I supposed to be ♪ 815 00:36:17,801 --> 00:36:21,222 ♪ Some things are not meant for me ♪ 816 00:36:22,723 --> 00:36:25,643 ♪ How am I supposed to be ♪ 817 00:36:26,685 --> 00:36:29,939 [Mark] These past few days have, honestly, been amazing. 818 00:36:30,439 --> 00:36:33,859 I was finally being me, and I finally got her. 819 00:36:33,943 --> 00:36:36,278 It's like everything... All the stars aligned. 820 00:36:36,862 --> 00:36:39,365 But, before we went to bed, Jessica 821 00:36:39,865 --> 00:36:41,867 was telling me about how she's feeling, 822 00:36:41,951 --> 00:36:43,577 how, uh... 823 00:36:44,453 --> 00:36:47,873 she doesn't know if she can get there with me, physically. 824 00:36:50,084 --> 00:36:51,669 [Jessica] I think this all came to a head 825 00:36:51,752 --> 00:36:53,504 after meeting the other couples. 826 00:36:54,546 --> 00:36:57,883 The physical attraction between Kenny and Kelly is undeniable, 827 00:36:58,217 --> 00:37:01,428 and, I think Barnett and Amber are playing out 828 00:37:01,929 --> 00:37:03,138 in this, you know, 829 00:37:03,722 --> 00:37:08,560 very sexual, showy way. 830 00:37:09,436 --> 00:37:10,980 They seem to all 831 00:37:11,063 --> 00:37:12,731 be in a different head space 832 00:37:12,815 --> 00:37:15,317 as it pertains to their physical relationships, 833 00:37:15,401 --> 00:37:18,404 and, I'm really far behind with Mark. 834 00:37:20,531 --> 00:37:22,491 When he kisses me, it doesn't feel 835 00:37:23,867 --> 00:37:25,869 right, or comfortable. 836 00:37:26,662 --> 00:37:30,124 If I can just hear his voice and grab his hand, then we're good. 837 00:37:30,791 --> 00:37:32,209 But... [sighs] 838 00:37:32,293 --> 00:37:35,713 it's all the other things that just don't feel right. 839 00:37:36,297 --> 00:37:39,174 I think we go home and see what happens 840 00:37:39,675 --> 00:37:42,344 but I don't feel right wearing the ring this morning, 841 00:37:42,428 --> 00:37:44,096 based on how I feel. 842 00:37:44,847 --> 00:37:46,390 It's not to say it can't work, 843 00:37:46,932 --> 00:37:48,642 but, I'm not, 844 00:37:49,435 --> 00:37:50,519 you know, really... 845 00:37:51,603 --> 00:37:53,939 expecting that to happen at this point. 846 00:37:57,359 --> 00:37:58,277 [Mark sighs] 847 00:37:58,944 --> 00:37:59,903 I love Jessica. 848 00:37:59,987 --> 00:38:02,072 I love being around her, I love everything. 849 00:38:02,156 --> 00:38:03,324 Her laugh, her smile. 850 00:38:03,824 --> 00:38:04,658 And I'm not... 851 00:38:07,328 --> 00:38:10,122 [sighs] I just feel like, though, Jessica is... 852 00:38:10,831 --> 00:38:14,335 trying to find something wrong in something that there's nothing wrong. 853 00:38:15,085 --> 00:38:17,379 Like, there's nothing wrong with the connection we made. 854 00:38:17,463 --> 00:38:18,714 Like, there's literally nothing. 855 00:38:19,298 --> 00:38:22,134 And, I keep battling, and I keep fighting, and... 856 00:38:22,217 --> 00:38:25,554 You know, even now, when, it's like, this came out of nowhere. 857 00:38:25,637 --> 00:38:27,973 We had a perfect night, 858 00:38:28,557 --> 00:38:31,435 and I think that's what kind of hurts, is that I'm just like... 859 00:38:32,603 --> 00:38:36,565 I feel like I've fought and keep fighting, and keep fighting, and keep fighting, 860 00:38:36,648 --> 00:38:39,276 and I keep... I keep going back to the reveal and, it's like, 861 00:38:39,360 --> 00:38:42,237 [sniffles] that's my person, and... 862 00:38:42,738 --> 00:38:44,073 [somber music playing] 863 00:38:44,156 --> 00:38:46,617 ♪ I can't lose you, I don't want to ♪ 864 00:38:46,909 --> 00:38:48,911 ♪ I don't have to ♪ 865 00:38:49,244 --> 00:38:52,623 ♪ I can't keep you in my mind ♪ 866 00:38:53,665 --> 00:38:56,919 ♪ In my mind In my mind ♪ 867 00:39:03,592 --> 00:39:04,802 [sighs] 868 00:39:04,927 --> 00:39:06,387 [Mark] I always fight for what I believe in, 869 00:39:06,470 --> 00:39:08,972 and I always fight for the people that I want in my life. 870 00:39:10,182 --> 00:39:11,100 [sighs] 871 00:39:11,308 --> 00:39:12,351 It's... It's like... 872 00:39:13,894 --> 00:39:15,229 I never... I never give up. 873 00:39:15,312 --> 00:39:17,356 I also don't want to pressure anybody. 874 00:39:17,856 --> 00:39:22,152 I'm here, I'm strength, I can be that rock that we keep talking about, but... 875 00:39:23,362 --> 00:39:24,988 you know, I need the same. 876 00:39:25,072 --> 00:39:27,574 ♪ I'm struggling to breathe ♪ 877 00:39:28,951 --> 00:39:31,036 ♪ It's all very unclear ♪ 878 00:39:33,163 --> 00:39:35,332 ♪ Why did you have to leave ♪ 879 00:39:37,376 --> 00:39:40,045 ♪ Alone with all my soul ♪ 880 00:39:41,130 --> 00:39:41,964 [Mark] Fuck. 881 00:39:43,715 --> 00:39:45,717 [upbeat music playing] 882 00:39:54,017 --> 00:39:55,060 [Kelly] Ooh. 883 00:39:55,477 --> 00:39:57,146 -Fancy. -Yeah. Yeah. 884 00:39:57,479 --> 00:39:58,313 Not too shabby. 885 00:40:00,566 --> 00:40:03,777 I am feeling sad because I don't want to leave Mexico. 886 00:40:03,861 --> 00:40:05,195 This is paradise. 887 00:40:05,279 --> 00:40:07,698 Can't we just move in here and live here forever? 888 00:40:07,781 --> 00:40:09,533 -The party's here. -What's up? 889 00:40:09,616 --> 00:40:11,910 [Giannina] Oh, hey girl. Hey. 890 00:40:11,994 --> 00:40:14,663 [Lauren] But, I know that we have to go back to Atlanta tomorrow, 891 00:40:14,746 --> 00:40:16,874 get back to work, and really start building together 892 00:40:16,957 --> 00:40:17,875 as a couple. 893 00:40:18,417 --> 00:40:21,628 And then, on top of that, trying to think about planning a wedding. 894 00:40:23,088 --> 00:40:24,798 -Showoff. -[Kenny] Whoo! 895 00:40:28,469 --> 00:40:30,471 ["Come on and Dive In" playing] 896 00:40:31,722 --> 00:40:34,183 ♪ Sit back and let it go ♪ 897 00:40:34,266 --> 00:40:36,268 ♪ Put on my favorite show ♪ 898 00:40:36,435 --> 00:40:41,607 ♪ Just kick my heels up Forget all my worries and float ♪ 899 00:40:42,191 --> 00:40:44,485 ♪ From here ♪ 900 00:40:44,651 --> 00:40:46,361 ♪ Don't fight it ♪ 901 00:40:47,488 --> 00:40:50,908 ♪ Everything you need is right here ♪ 902 00:40:51,492 --> 00:40:53,368 ♪ There’s love inside the screen ♪ 903 00:40:53,452 --> 00:40:55,245 ♪ Come on and dive in ♪ 904 00:40:55,913 --> 00:40:58,373 ♪ To this technicolor dream ♪ 905 00:40:58,457 --> 00:40:59,374 ♪ Don’t fight it ♪ 906 00:41:00,834 --> 00:41:02,836 ♪ It’s everything you need ♪ 907 00:41:03,629 --> 00:41:06,715 [all cheering and laughing] 908 00:41:10,552 --> 00:41:12,513 [Mark] How is it seeing everybody from the pods? 909 00:41:12,596 --> 00:41:14,681 [Lauren] It's kind of crazy, like, 910 00:41:14,765 --> 00:41:16,099 do I look like what you thought? 911 00:41:16,183 --> 00:41:17,851 You could tell, just from your voice, 912 00:41:17,935 --> 00:41:19,102 "She's an attractive person." 913 00:41:19,186 --> 00:41:22,481 Cam is a lucky dude, literally. You guys are a match made in heaven. 914 00:41:22,564 --> 00:41:24,900 -Did you think she would look like that? -No. 915 00:41:24,983 --> 00:41:27,945 That definitely just, like, blew me away. 916 00:41:28,070 --> 00:41:29,154 [imitates missile launch] 917 00:41:29,446 --> 00:41:31,281 [Giannina laughing] 918 00:41:31,365 --> 00:41:32,324 [Cameron laughing] 919 00:41:35,077 --> 00:41:38,580 You know, we've dated all these people before, so this isn't totally comfortable. 920 00:41:38,664 --> 00:41:41,333 I've had very serious conversations with these guys. 921 00:41:41,416 --> 00:41:45,337 One of these guys, who was not Mark, told me that he wanted me to be his wife. 922 00:41:45,420 --> 00:41:48,465 We are happy for each other, but we've all dated each other before. 923 00:41:48,549 --> 00:41:52,261 We've had very serious conversations, like I've never had in my whole life. 924 00:41:54,721 --> 00:41:56,974 Me and G connected on such a level inside the pod 925 00:41:57,057 --> 00:41:59,393 that I expected that to carry outside of here. 926 00:41:59,476 --> 00:42:01,186 -Right. Right. -I expected it to be simple. 927 00:42:01,270 --> 00:42:03,605 And, you know, you're still trying to put a face to the name, 928 00:42:03,689 --> 00:42:04,731 -even days later. -Right. 929 00:42:04,815 --> 00:42:07,359 You're like, wow, this is who I was talking to the whole time. 930 00:42:07,693 --> 00:42:09,861 -And, it's still a challenge. -[Kelly] Yeah. 931 00:42:10,237 --> 00:42:12,781 I mean, how do you feel like you and Kenny have been coping? 932 00:42:12,864 --> 00:42:14,866 -Do you think that it's been pretty solid? -Yeah. 933 00:42:14,950 --> 00:42:16,618 Everything's like, pretty close to how it was in the pods? 934 00:42:16,702 --> 00:42:18,245 -Yeah. -Yeah? That's awesome. 935 00:42:18,328 --> 00:42:19,580 Which is crazy, but, yeah. 936 00:42:21,873 --> 00:42:23,709 -[Barnett] What's up, Jess? -[Jessica] What up? 937 00:42:23,792 --> 00:42:26,169 -Well, last night was fun. We were, like-- -Yeah. 938 00:42:26,253 --> 00:42:28,755 Y'all really have some sexual... 939 00:42:28,839 --> 00:42:31,967 -I don't know why. -...chemistry, or sexual something. 940 00:42:32,050 --> 00:42:33,010 [chuckles] 941 00:42:33,510 --> 00:42:35,053 I'm physically attracted to Barnett. 942 00:42:35,137 --> 00:42:39,266 My natural instinct, if it were pre-pod Jess, 943 00:42:39,349 --> 00:42:40,434 would be to go to Barnett, 944 00:42:40,517 --> 00:42:44,479 the most attractive guy that I, just, normally gravitate to. 945 00:42:44,563 --> 00:42:48,734 That's totally a different take from the person I thought you... 946 00:42:48,817 --> 00:42:51,194 Our relationship, I feel like was 947 00:42:51,278 --> 00:42:54,197 -totally, totally different. -Every relationship I had was different. 948 00:42:54,406 --> 00:42:56,158 But, like, we did have a connection, 949 00:42:56,241 --> 00:42:58,035 and, I mean, it was a strong connection. 950 00:42:58,118 --> 00:42:59,119 Yeah. 951 00:42:59,870 --> 00:43:03,749 I mean, I got really emotionally invested in that, and then I felt like you did too. 952 00:43:04,458 --> 00:43:07,169 -I mean, I'm happy, so... -Yeah. 953 00:43:09,171 --> 00:43:12,591 If Barnett and I continued our relationship outside of the pod, 954 00:43:12,674 --> 00:43:14,301 you would see a totally different Barnett, 955 00:43:14,384 --> 00:43:17,054 an introspective Barnett, a sophisticated, 956 00:43:17,554 --> 00:43:20,599 you know, holding-himself-high Barnett. 957 00:43:20,682 --> 00:43:23,352 It would be the complete opposite of what you see with him and Amber. 958 00:43:23,435 --> 00:43:25,979 It's interesting to see that he chose something completely opposite 959 00:43:26,063 --> 00:43:27,522 of kind of what we had going. 960 00:43:28,982 --> 00:43:30,942 So how's, uh, Mark? 961 00:43:31,818 --> 00:43:33,070 I mean, we're... 962 00:43:34,029 --> 00:43:35,280 struggling for sure. 963 00:43:35,364 --> 00:43:36,490 -Really? -Mm-hmm. 964 00:43:37,324 --> 00:43:39,785 Like, the physical, for me, has been really hard. 965 00:43:39,868 --> 00:43:41,787 It's just not like, maybe, clicking. 966 00:43:42,454 --> 00:43:44,956 It's like, we connected so much in the pods, 967 00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:47,459 and then, it's like, I guess seeing each other, like, 968 00:43:48,043 --> 00:43:51,338 it doesn't feel right 100 percent. You know what I mean? 969 00:43:51,421 --> 00:43:53,131 So, I'm still trying to figure that out. 970 00:43:53,215 --> 00:43:55,717 But, like, we'll see what happens. 971 00:43:55,801 --> 00:43:57,010 [dramatic music playing] 972 00:43:59,513 --> 00:44:01,014 So, my biggest thing, like... 973 00:44:01,306 --> 00:44:02,391 Look, I love this chick. 974 00:44:02,474 --> 00:44:04,726 I've never felt like this about someone in my entire life. 975 00:44:04,810 --> 00:44:06,436 I knew from the first time I talked to her. 976 00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:09,815 -She's intense. -I keep fighting, but then, damn, 977 00:44:09,898 --> 00:44:13,527 it's like, yo, I'm gonna keep fighting, but I need something back. 978 00:44:13,610 --> 00:44:14,945 -[Mark] Organic-- -[Amber] At some point 979 00:44:15,028 --> 00:44:16,488 she has to believe it and see it, too. 980 00:44:16,571 --> 00:44:18,657 You shouldn't have to fight forever. 981 00:44:18,865 --> 00:44:21,618 [Mark] Talking with Amber made me feel better, a little bit, 982 00:44:21,702 --> 00:44:24,121 but I still feel as though I need to go talk to Jess. 983 00:44:24,204 --> 00:44:26,915 It's almost like, let's go back to square one, 984 00:44:26,998 --> 00:44:29,000 where we started, and communicate. 985 00:44:29,084 --> 00:44:33,630 And, just, get into what we're feeling, and how we got here in the first place, 986 00:44:33,714 --> 00:44:37,718 which is opening up and being vulnerable, and being who we are internally, 987 00:44:37,801 --> 00:44:38,635 and just saying, 988 00:44:38,719 --> 00:44:40,887 "Hey, this is what's going on. What's going on with you?" 989 00:44:40,971 --> 00:44:42,139 And figuring it out from there. 990 00:44:42,222 --> 00:44:44,307 You want the other person to be all in, too, 991 00:44:44,391 --> 00:44:46,560 and you want that reassurance. I feel it. 992 00:44:46,643 --> 00:44:49,479 Gotta embrace the mess and see if you can manage it together. 993 00:44:54,443 --> 00:44:56,153 [romantic lounge music playing] 994 00:45:07,164 --> 00:45:08,623 [Damian] And no peeking. Hey! 995 00:45:08,957 --> 00:45:09,958 -No. -[Giannina] I'm not. 996 00:45:10,041 --> 00:45:12,252 -I'm just... Don't open them. -[laughs] 997 00:45:12,878 --> 00:45:17,048 Falling in love is scary as hell. 998 00:45:18,967 --> 00:45:21,094 It flips everything upside down. 999 00:45:21,595 --> 00:45:27,100 Tonight, I figured we could have a romantic dinner, and stargaze. Open. 1000 00:45:27,184 --> 00:45:28,059 Open. 1001 00:45:29,102 --> 00:45:30,228 [laughs] 1002 00:45:30,645 --> 00:45:33,732 You've been out in the sunshine your entire life, 1003 00:45:33,815 --> 00:45:35,567 but really you've been in the dark. 1004 00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:41,490 And then someone just opens up your eyes, and you're like, well, 1005 00:45:42,324 --> 00:45:43,158 is this it? 1006 00:45:44,034 --> 00:45:48,038 I don't know, I think so. Maybe. Cool. I like it, I think. 1007 00:45:48,663 --> 00:45:51,416 So it's exciting, and it's amazing, 1008 00:45:51,500 --> 00:45:55,879 and it's warm, and it's terrifying. 1009 00:45:56,588 --> 00:45:57,464 Because... 1010 00:45:58,423 --> 00:46:00,091 someone taps into you, 1011 00:46:01,802 --> 00:46:02,761 and you're, like... 1012 00:46:04,304 --> 00:46:05,347 all right. 1013 00:46:06,723 --> 00:46:08,642 -Thank you. -You're welcome. 1014 00:46:08,725 --> 00:46:10,811 Love is a beautiful thing. 1015 00:46:11,978 --> 00:46:15,607 You know when people, like, name stars? 1016 00:46:16,525 --> 00:46:17,526 I want that. 1017 00:46:17,776 --> 00:46:18,610 Well, 1018 00:46:19,903 --> 00:46:21,112 we will find a star... 1019 00:46:23,114 --> 00:46:24,699 and, we will name it after you. 1020 00:46:31,748 --> 00:46:33,083 -[Jessica] Cheers. -Cheers. 1021 00:46:33,667 --> 00:46:34,626 [glasses clink] 1022 00:46:35,919 --> 00:46:36,837 Mm. 1023 00:46:38,922 --> 00:46:39,923 Oh, I needed that. 1024 00:46:40,423 --> 00:46:42,092 [mellow piano music playing] 1025 00:46:43,134 --> 00:46:44,886 [Mark] I'm feeling really confused. 1026 00:46:46,263 --> 00:46:47,138 Um... 1027 00:46:48,640 --> 00:46:50,851 I don't know where Jessica's head's at right now. 1028 00:46:50,934 --> 00:46:53,270 I'm confused as to how someone... 1029 00:46:54,563 --> 00:46:57,774 could say yes to someone in the pods, 1030 00:46:57,858 --> 00:47:01,152 and fall for someone, and then, gut punches me and says, 1031 00:47:02,028 --> 00:47:03,864 "She doesn't think she's ever gonna get there." 1032 00:47:03,947 --> 00:47:06,241 It's something that we have to talk about, because... 1033 00:47:06,741 --> 00:47:10,412 I'd rather her tell me than hold something in and not tell me something at all. 1034 00:47:10,495 --> 00:47:12,914 I want you to be a thousand percent open with me. 1035 00:47:12,998 --> 00:47:14,082 That's all I've ever wanted. 1036 00:47:14,583 --> 00:47:17,210 Seeing you, meeting you, accepting your proposal, 1037 00:47:17,294 --> 00:47:19,004 it was all one hundred. 1038 00:47:20,422 --> 00:47:23,675 And, that's what I felt. And, that's why I'm still here right now. 1039 00:47:24,259 --> 00:47:27,220 But, I feel as though, once we got done with the experiment, 1040 00:47:27,304 --> 00:47:28,138 you stopped... 1041 00:47:28,221 --> 00:47:29,848 You, like, put that roadblock in there. 1042 00:47:30,348 --> 00:47:32,642 Just because it's an experiment that someone set up 1043 00:47:32,726 --> 00:47:35,228 and said, "Hey, I think love is blind," 1044 00:47:35,604 --> 00:47:37,939 you can't come in with preconceived notions. 1045 00:47:38,523 --> 00:47:40,942 You have to let the human element play out. 1046 00:47:41,443 --> 00:47:44,195 We have this incredible, undeniable connection. 1047 00:47:45,155 --> 00:47:46,865 But, it has not turned for me. 1048 00:47:47,282 --> 00:47:48,116 Okay. 1049 00:47:48,199 --> 00:47:50,619 I know we're about to go back to Atlanta, and... 1050 00:47:51,328 --> 00:47:55,040 move into the next portion of this experiment. 1051 00:47:55,832 --> 00:47:59,294 And, I know fully I don't want to go meet your family 1052 00:47:59,377 --> 00:48:00,837 with a ring on my finger. 1053 00:48:00,921 --> 00:48:03,506 I can't do that to you, I can't do that to your family. 1054 00:48:03,590 --> 00:48:04,799 To do this whole thing 1055 00:48:05,383 --> 00:48:09,220 is not something that I feel 1056 00:48:09,304 --> 00:48:11,473 comfortable with at this point. 1057 00:48:12,766 --> 00:48:14,017 I'm not there yet. 1058 00:48:15,268 --> 00:48:17,729 I don't think I should wear the ring. 1059 00:48:18,438 --> 00:48:19,689 I'm just uncomfortable. 1060 00:48:20,106 --> 00:48:21,274 It doesn't feel 1061 00:48:22,025 --> 00:48:23,526 authentic for me 1062 00:48:23,610 --> 00:48:26,905 to wear this symbol of forever. 1063 00:48:27,489 --> 00:48:31,493 Right now I just feel like we are miles apart from each other. 1064 00:48:31,576 --> 00:48:35,288 You can't fake all that when I saw you. 1065 00:48:35,705 --> 00:48:39,876 You can't fake the things that we said to each other in the pods. 1066 00:48:40,377 --> 00:48:42,712 All those emotions and everything, it was real. 1067 00:48:42,963 --> 00:48:44,839 Getting down on one knee was real. 1068 00:48:45,423 --> 00:48:47,634 But the experiment, it doesn't end there. 1069 00:48:48,343 --> 00:48:49,928 The experiment doesn't end at the pods. 1070 00:48:50,011 --> 00:48:50,971 I get it. It was safe. 1071 00:48:51,054 --> 00:48:53,723 Like, there was no judgment, there was no insecurities. 1072 00:48:53,848 --> 00:48:55,850 But, like, there's still none of that. 1073 00:48:56,726 --> 00:48:58,645 There's just not a wall between us anymore. 1074 00:48:59,604 --> 00:49:02,816 It feels like we haven't, necessarily, given it an honest chance. 1075 00:49:03,358 --> 00:49:05,610 I need her to kind of remember where we were, 1076 00:49:05,694 --> 00:49:07,737 reassure her that I'm the same man 1077 00:49:07,821 --> 00:49:09,322 you fell in love with in the pods, 1078 00:49:09,406 --> 00:49:11,199 is the same man that's in front of you, in person. 1079 00:49:11,282 --> 00:49:13,284 I'm not trying to force you into a decision. 1080 00:49:13,868 --> 00:49:16,830 I'm just taking you back to where we were, 1081 00:49:17,580 --> 00:49:18,748 and letting you see that. 1082 00:49:22,711 --> 00:49:25,005 I need my back... Like, you know, my teammate. 1083 00:49:30,093 --> 00:49:33,013 [Jessica] You've given me unconditional love since day one. 1084 00:49:33,430 --> 00:49:34,639 I'm still here. 1085 00:49:35,557 --> 00:49:36,725 I'm still open. 1086 00:49:36,808 --> 00:49:38,560 I want to remain open to you, 1087 00:49:38,643 --> 00:49:41,521 because I really, really care about you so much. 1088 00:49:42,022 --> 00:49:43,356 I love really hard, 1089 00:49:44,315 --> 00:49:45,525 and, I love you. 1090 00:49:45,608 --> 00:49:47,777 -That's what I'm saying, what I felt. -And I do. 1091 00:49:48,528 --> 00:49:49,487 I really do. 1092 00:49:51,698 --> 00:49:53,158 I appreciate you telling me. 1093 00:49:53,491 --> 00:49:54,826 I'd love for you to be on my team. 1094 00:49:54,909 --> 00:49:56,578 I'd love for you to be there for me, and be... 1095 00:49:56,661 --> 00:49:58,455 -We'd just rock and roll. -Be a badass team. 1096 00:49:58,538 --> 00:49:59,414 A team. 1097 00:49:59,497 --> 00:50:00,582 ["Leave Me Burning" playing] 1098 00:50:00,665 --> 00:50:02,751 ♪ You, you, keep me hurting ♪ 1099 00:50:03,084 --> 00:50:06,421 ♪ You, you, keep me yearning ♪ 1100 00:50:06,588 --> 00:50:09,716 ♪ You, you, leave me burning ♪