1 00:00:11,971 --> 00:00:13,389 [Damian] Will you marry me? 2 00:00:13,723 --> 00:00:14,682 [gasps] 3 00:00:19,103 --> 00:00:20,104 [sighs nervously] 4 00:00:20,980 --> 00:00:22,607 I wanted to tell you something. 5 00:00:24,192 --> 00:00:27,737 One thing that I don't believe in is... 6 00:00:28,946 --> 00:00:29,947 roles. 7 00:00:30,698 --> 00:00:31,908 Or labels. 8 00:00:32,116 --> 00:00:33,409 I do whatever I want. 9 00:00:35,453 --> 00:00:38,206 And what I want you to do is I want you to stand up. 10 00:00:41,667 --> 00:00:42,585 [Damian] I'm standing. 11 00:00:42,668 --> 00:00:43,586 [Giannina] So... 12 00:00:44,504 --> 00:00:46,047 throughout this whole thing, 13 00:00:46,464 --> 00:00:48,966 I have been trying to find my soulmate. 14 00:00:50,426 --> 00:00:51,928 I see you as my equal. 15 00:00:52,887 --> 00:00:54,597 And I'm just as strong as you. 16 00:00:58,101 --> 00:00:59,227 So I want to ask you, 17 00:00:59,977 --> 00:01:00,937 Damian Powers, 18 00:01:01,229 --> 00:01:02,814 will you marry me? 19 00:01:03,648 --> 00:01:04,857 [sobs] 20 00:01:05,483 --> 00:01:06,526 I will marry you. 21 00:01:06,609 --> 00:01:08,486 I'll marry you, too! 22 00:01:08,569 --> 00:01:10,446 -[Damian] I accept. -I accept, too. 23 00:01:10,530 --> 00:01:12,782 -Oh, fuck. -[Giannina laughing] 24 00:01:14,450 --> 00:01:15,284 I love you. 25 00:01:15,368 --> 00:01:17,245 [sniffles] I love you, too. 26 00:01:17,495 --> 00:01:18,412 [Damian sighs] 27 00:01:18,496 --> 00:01:20,665 -[Giannina laughing] -I never expected that. 28 00:01:21,624 --> 00:01:23,251 You scared the shit out of me. 29 00:01:23,334 --> 00:01:25,002 I wanted to surprise you. 30 00:01:25,086 --> 00:01:26,671 [Damian] You surprised me. 31 00:01:26,754 --> 00:01:29,590 I cannot wait to hold you. 32 00:01:30,133 --> 00:01:32,885 I'm going to break this thing down in like two seconds. 33 00:01:33,553 --> 00:01:38,224 So, I'm engaged to a man that I've never seen before and that is so me. 34 00:01:38,307 --> 00:01:39,559 [laughs] 35 00:01:39,684 --> 00:01:41,352 That's something that I would do. 36 00:01:41,853 --> 00:01:43,813 I can't wait to see you, Damian. 37 00:01:44,897 --> 00:01:45,940 [Damian] You're amazing. 38 00:01:47,066 --> 00:01:48,359 And I look forward... 39 00:01:50,027 --> 00:01:51,821 to spending the rest of my life with you. 40 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:53,239 [Giannina] Me, too. 41 00:01:53,406 --> 00:01:55,199 -I love you. -[Giannina] I love you, too. 42 00:01:55,408 --> 00:01:57,326 [uplifting song playing] 43 00:01:59,871 --> 00:02:01,205 [laughing] 44 00:02:01,831 --> 00:02:03,291 ♪ When the world is heartless ♪ 45 00:02:03,416 --> 00:02:05,168 ♪ When you're in the darkness ♪ 46 00:02:05,251 --> 00:02:07,920 ♪ Only love can light it up ♪ 47 00:02:08,379 --> 00:02:11,507 ♪ Light it up, light it up ♪ 48 00:02:11,591 --> 00:02:13,593 ♪ Light it up, yeah ♪ 49 00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:17,680 ♪ Light it up, light it up ♪ 50 00:02:18,890 --> 00:02:22,602 Today, I feel strongly towards two people, 51 00:02:22,685 --> 00:02:23,603 but I, you know... 52 00:02:23,895 --> 00:02:27,148 Like, I try to avoid that conflict as well, I guess. 53 00:02:28,858 --> 00:02:31,402 I really want to be married, 54 00:02:31,861 --> 00:02:34,447 but I'm so scared of making the wrong decision. So... 55 00:02:34,906 --> 00:02:37,116 So, um.. 56 00:02:38,159 --> 00:02:40,536 my indecisiveness is killing me right now. 57 00:02:40,953 --> 00:02:43,998 I know I'm confused in the head. I don't know what's going on right now. 58 00:02:44,081 --> 00:02:48,002 You told Jessica, "I can see you being my wife" and all this stuff. 59 00:02:48,544 --> 00:02:49,378 You said that. 60 00:02:50,129 --> 00:02:52,673 But you weren't honest to everyone else on how you felt about that. 61 00:02:52,757 --> 00:02:54,592 Not just me. I'm talking about the other two girls. 62 00:02:54,675 --> 00:02:55,801 [Barnett] Yeah, you're right. 63 00:02:56,677 --> 00:02:57,887 [Mark] Communicate. It sucks. 64 00:02:57,970 --> 00:02:59,305 The conversations fucking blow. 65 00:02:59,388 --> 00:03:01,098 It is fucking awful to be... 66 00:03:01,390 --> 00:03:03,142 The conversation with Jessica I had yesterday 67 00:03:03,226 --> 00:03:05,019 was the toughest I've had, ever in my life. 68 00:03:05,770 --> 00:03:08,064 Jessica was conflicted on what was going on. 69 00:03:08,147 --> 00:03:09,357 She was going back and forth. 70 00:03:09,440 --> 00:03:12,735 And now she's telling me she's committed to me 71 00:03:13,110 --> 00:03:15,529 and I don't want to be like Barnett: 72 00:03:15,613 --> 00:03:16,989 wishy-washy, uncertain. 73 00:03:17,073 --> 00:03:19,575 Because I know what I want. And that's Jessica. 74 00:03:20,493 --> 00:03:22,536 Accept the conflict. Accept it's going to happen, 75 00:03:22,620 --> 00:03:24,372 -and fucking go for it. -Yeah. 76 00:03:25,998 --> 00:03:27,541 [somber song playing] 77 00:03:27,625 --> 00:03:31,087 ♪ I can still remember To the night when I surrendered ♪ 78 00:03:31,170 --> 00:03:34,006 ♪ And we started spinning out of control ♪ 79 00:03:34,090 --> 00:03:36,259 I found my person, which is Jessica, 80 00:03:36,342 --> 00:03:40,388 and I've never in my entire life been able to open up 81 00:03:40,471 --> 00:03:42,890 the way I have with her and built this connection with her. 82 00:03:42,974 --> 00:03:45,017 I can honestly say I found the woman 83 00:03:45,101 --> 00:03:47,436 that I want to spend the rest of my life with. 84 00:03:47,979 --> 00:03:50,106 All I hope is that there's no doubt in her mind 85 00:03:50,189 --> 00:03:51,983 that I'm the man she wants to be with. 86 00:03:59,448 --> 00:04:01,200 -Hello? -[Jessica] Hey, babe. 87 00:04:01,409 --> 00:04:03,536 Oh, God, hearing your voice... 88 00:04:05,121 --> 00:04:07,873 It's literally the best thing... Oh, man. 89 00:04:07,957 --> 00:04:10,126 The first time I heard your voice, I just knew. 90 00:04:11,168 --> 00:04:14,380 And there's no words that can ever, ever, ever... 91 00:04:14,463 --> 00:04:17,550 That I could even describe to the feeling that you give me 92 00:04:17,633 --> 00:04:20,094 and I promised each and every day that I will love you... 93 00:04:20,678 --> 00:04:22,013 even when times are tough. 94 00:04:22,096 --> 00:04:23,889 I promise you to be that rock. 95 00:04:23,973 --> 00:04:26,600 I've never been so certain about something in my life, 96 00:04:26,684 --> 00:04:29,228 and it's so hard for me to let people in. 97 00:04:29,312 --> 00:04:32,648 And for you, I let you in and I love every second of it. 98 00:04:33,774 --> 00:04:36,485 Jessica, you have my heart and there's nobody in this world 99 00:04:36,569 --> 00:04:38,654 that I would rather spend the rest of my life with. 100 00:04:39,655 --> 00:04:41,032 I want you to picture 101 00:04:41,324 --> 00:04:42,825 this kid from Chicago, 102 00:04:43,492 --> 00:04:45,036 with his heart in his hands, 103 00:04:46,203 --> 00:04:47,580 getting down on one knee, 104 00:04:49,290 --> 00:04:50,333 and Jessica... 105 00:04:53,544 --> 00:04:54,754 I want to ask you... 106 00:04:55,087 --> 00:04:56,255 Will you marry me? 107 00:05:02,803 --> 00:05:04,221 [sobbing] 108 00:05:11,896 --> 00:05:12,730 Hello? 109 00:05:14,940 --> 00:05:15,775 Yes. 110 00:05:19,111 --> 00:05:19,987 Of course. 111 00:05:20,071 --> 00:05:21,155 Of course I will. 112 00:05:21,238 --> 00:05:23,699 I want to kiss you, I want to hug you. 113 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:26,035 -[Jessica] Oh, my God. -Oh, God. 114 00:05:27,286 --> 00:05:29,205 I love you. I feel like I came into this... 115 00:05:29,288 --> 00:05:31,415 Like, I honestly felt like 116 00:05:31,499 --> 00:05:32,708 God put me here. 117 00:05:32,792 --> 00:05:33,709 I don't know why. 118 00:05:33,793 --> 00:05:36,712 I was like, "This is so weird, what am I doing?" 119 00:05:36,796 --> 00:05:40,424 But I just want like forever with you. I don't want this to ever end. 120 00:05:40,508 --> 00:05:41,926 I'm so happy right now. 121 00:05:42,927 --> 00:05:44,887 -I love you. -[Jessica] I love you, too. 122 00:05:45,221 --> 00:05:46,889 [Mark] My heart's beating out of my chest. 123 00:05:46,972 --> 00:05:49,392 Oh, God. Like, I love you. And I mean that. 124 00:05:50,726 --> 00:05:52,103 -I love you. -[Mark] I love you. 125 00:05:52,186 --> 00:05:53,687 I just got engaged. 126 00:05:55,856 --> 00:05:56,690 I did. 127 00:05:56,774 --> 00:06:00,694 It's been 20 years of pushing off commitment, 128 00:06:00,778 --> 00:06:04,031 but it was easy to commit to Mark today. 129 00:06:04,115 --> 00:06:07,201 Love is so blind. I'm marrying a 24 year old. 130 00:06:07,284 --> 00:06:09,078 [laughs] 131 00:06:10,996 --> 00:06:12,039 Oh, my God. 132 00:06:12,123 --> 00:06:13,541 I tried to push him away, 133 00:06:13,624 --> 00:06:16,377 because that's what I do, and he wouldn't let me. 134 00:06:16,752 --> 00:06:19,547 And now he is my fiancé. 135 00:06:21,549 --> 00:06:22,508 I'm so excited. 136 00:06:24,635 --> 00:06:26,470 [Mark] I'm happy. We're good! 137 00:06:26,554 --> 00:06:28,305 I'm excited. Let's do it, like... 138 00:06:28,514 --> 00:06:31,267 -[Jessica] I'm excited, too! -Whoo! 139 00:06:31,434 --> 00:06:33,144 [Mark] A lot of people try to say 140 00:06:33,227 --> 00:06:35,312 you should wait until you're 28, 29, 30. 141 00:06:35,396 --> 00:06:38,441 I'm like, but when you find that person, why wait? 142 00:06:38,524 --> 00:06:42,278 But next time, babe, Jessica, answer and then cry, 143 00:06:42,361 --> 00:06:45,448 'cause I about had a heart attack at age 24, so... 144 00:06:46,365 --> 00:06:47,241 My God, I'm... 145 00:06:47,783 --> 00:06:49,618 I wish you could see me right now. 146 00:06:49,785 --> 00:06:53,038 I want you to enjoy the rest of this day 147 00:06:53,664 --> 00:06:55,458 and we got the rest of our lives. 148 00:06:56,542 --> 00:06:58,335 -I love you. -I love you, too. 149 00:06:59,044 --> 00:07:01,172 ["Adrenaline" playing] ♪ Feel my, feel my ♪ 150 00:07:01,255 --> 00:07:03,841 ♪ My adrenaline ♪ 151 00:07:04,175 --> 00:07:06,927 ♪ It'll never be the same ♪ 152 00:07:11,891 --> 00:07:14,852 [Amber] Being in love with Barnett is a roller-coaster... 153 00:07:14,935 --> 00:07:17,396 The way he's been interacting with other girls... 154 00:07:18,439 --> 00:07:21,066 seems so indecisive. 155 00:07:21,192 --> 00:07:23,068 [sighs] I'm not the only one in this, 156 00:07:23,152 --> 00:07:25,070 so I don't know, you know, 157 00:07:25,613 --> 00:07:26,947 what's in Barnett's mind. 158 00:07:27,031 --> 00:07:29,033 And if it's just feels like such... 159 00:07:30,659 --> 00:07:31,994 high stakes right now. 160 00:07:34,788 --> 00:07:38,584 Even though I feel like I know who he's wanting to be with, 161 00:07:39,668 --> 00:07:40,503 and it's me, 162 00:07:40,878 --> 00:07:42,254 I don't know that for sure. 163 00:07:42,463 --> 00:07:44,548 I don't even put myself around Amber at this point. 164 00:07:44,632 --> 00:07:46,675 I just think it's an exhausting thing to be around. 165 00:07:46,759 --> 00:07:49,553 Honestly, I don't see Barnett with anyone else. 166 00:07:49,637 --> 00:07:53,474 If he does end up with her, then I was clearly way off. [scoffs] 167 00:07:54,225 --> 00:07:55,351 Like, way off, 168 00:07:55,768 --> 00:07:58,521 about the kind of person he is and wants in a wife. 169 00:08:08,489 --> 00:08:10,533 I mean I'm probably, like, one of the luckiest guys 170 00:08:10,616 --> 00:08:11,867 in the world right now. 171 00:08:12,326 --> 00:08:14,203 Like, I have two freaking amazing people 172 00:08:14,286 --> 00:08:16,705 that are so interested in me. 173 00:08:17,915 --> 00:08:19,333 But how can two people be so sure 174 00:08:19,416 --> 00:08:22,044 and I'm over here, like... I have no freaking clue. 175 00:08:22,586 --> 00:08:27,466 I have a huge fear of having this initial spark with someone 176 00:08:27,550 --> 00:08:29,301 and it just fizzling out. 177 00:08:29,677 --> 00:08:31,845 And the intensity of Amber... 178 00:08:31,929 --> 00:08:34,598 like, I'm scared that it's not going to last. 179 00:08:37,851 --> 00:08:38,769 LC... 180 00:08:39,353 --> 00:08:41,146 I know she'll love me and I know... 181 00:08:41,564 --> 00:08:43,774 it may not be as intense as Amber, 182 00:08:43,857 --> 00:08:46,485 but it could be for a long time and it won't burn out. 183 00:08:47,278 --> 00:08:50,239 Honestly, I thought about not proposing to either one. 184 00:08:52,575 --> 00:08:54,952 I don't want to hurt someone and I know it's going to happen. [crying] 185 00:08:56,203 --> 00:08:58,706 And I'm feeling the fucking pain right now. 186 00:09:01,584 --> 00:09:02,585 It's the... 187 00:09:02,793 --> 00:09:05,504 For sure, the toughest decision I've ever had to make. 188 00:09:08,591 --> 00:09:09,842 [dramatic music plays] 189 00:09:15,389 --> 00:09:16,307 So... 190 00:09:20,352 --> 00:09:22,563 I know I've put you through... 191 00:09:24,064 --> 00:09:26,817 probably one of the hardest experiences of your life. 192 00:09:26,900 --> 00:09:27,943 This has, uh... 193 00:09:29,445 --> 00:09:30,279 been... 194 00:09:30,362 --> 00:09:31,739 It's been the toughest... 195 00:09:32,448 --> 00:09:33,782 thing I've ever had to do. 196 00:09:35,909 --> 00:09:37,036 I've thought... 197 00:09:38,579 --> 00:09:39,830 everyday and I've... 198 00:09:40,789 --> 00:09:44,251 I've tried to think, you know, what my future holds 199 00:09:44,335 --> 00:09:46,837 and, you know, what's the right decision for me. 200 00:09:47,212 --> 00:09:49,048 You know, I have to follow my heart. 201 00:09:53,636 --> 00:09:54,845 It's, it's... 202 00:09:55,262 --> 00:09:56,138 It's not you, LC. 203 00:10:03,395 --> 00:10:05,773 -I literally can't even cry anymore. -[Barnett] I know. 204 00:10:07,066 --> 00:10:10,778 [LC] Like, you just don't have any regard for what you're doing to people. 205 00:10:10,861 --> 00:10:12,738 Otherwise, you wouldn't have done this to me. 206 00:10:13,739 --> 00:10:15,199 I would have never... 207 00:10:15,574 --> 00:10:16,700 never... 208 00:10:16,992 --> 00:10:18,202 let you get to this point 209 00:10:18,285 --> 00:10:20,621 if it were me instead of you in that position. 210 00:10:20,704 --> 00:10:23,666 This is my real life and my real feelings, and... 211 00:10:23,749 --> 00:10:24,583 [Barnett] I know. 212 00:10:25,417 --> 00:10:27,961 [LC] You're not really the person I thought you were, honestly. 213 00:10:29,213 --> 00:10:31,632 Have a great life. I'm walking out the door. 214 00:10:32,633 --> 00:10:35,844 ["Leave Me Burning" playing] ♪ You, you, keep me hurting ♪ 215 00:10:35,928 --> 00:10:39,181 ♪ You, you, keep me yearning ♪ 216 00:10:39,264 --> 00:10:43,227 ♪ You, you, leave me burning ♪ 217 00:10:43,977 --> 00:10:47,314 Why the fuck do guys not ever feel that sure about me? 218 00:10:47,981 --> 00:10:49,024 Ever? [scoffs] 219 00:10:49,900 --> 00:10:51,360 It's not just here. 220 00:10:51,443 --> 00:10:53,987 Like, I feel like they're always, like, scared and run. 221 00:10:54,071 --> 00:10:56,657 Like, I don't know what I'm doing to do that. 222 00:10:57,241 --> 00:10:58,409 Or am I just like... 223 00:11:00,703 --> 00:11:03,789 Like, an unlovable person, which I don't think that I am. 224 00:11:04,832 --> 00:11:07,292 I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Clearly, I don't... 225 00:11:07,710 --> 00:11:09,837 I'm not seeing it. I don't know what's going on. 226 00:11:09,920 --> 00:11:11,046 Like, I'm just like... 227 00:11:11,755 --> 00:11:13,382 having, like... 228 00:11:13,465 --> 00:11:14,967 [sobbing] 229 00:11:15,050 --> 00:11:17,052 ♪ You, you, keep me hurting ♪ 230 00:11:17,136 --> 00:11:20,431 ♪ You, you, leave me burning ♪ 231 00:11:20,514 --> 00:11:25,394 ♪ You, leave me burning ♪ 232 00:11:33,318 --> 00:11:37,614 [Barnett] Marriage is a big deal to me because it's a lifelong commitment. 233 00:11:37,698 --> 00:11:40,617 I've never wanted to get married unless I felt like it was right. 234 00:11:40,701 --> 00:11:43,996 If I'm going to spend the rest of my life with this person, I want to make sure... 235 00:11:44,079 --> 00:11:46,874 that it's going to be someone that I'm going to... 236 00:11:47,583 --> 00:11:48,834 be happy with forever. 237 00:11:49,752 --> 00:11:50,586 Okay. 238 00:11:51,211 --> 00:11:52,045 Amber, um... 239 00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:54,715 you... 240 00:11:55,299 --> 00:11:56,508 are the only one... 241 00:11:57,718 --> 00:11:58,552 that... 242 00:12:00,137 --> 00:12:02,139 makes me feel this burning... 243 00:12:03,682 --> 00:12:05,142 fire in my heart. 244 00:12:06,602 --> 00:12:07,436 But... 245 00:12:08,020 --> 00:12:10,022 [heart thumping] 246 00:12:15,277 --> 00:12:16,320 [Barnett] Oh, shit. 247 00:12:16,403 --> 00:12:17,321 Amber... 248 00:12:19,490 --> 00:12:20,866 Will you marry me? 249 00:12:23,285 --> 00:12:24,536 [Amber laughing] 250 00:12:24,620 --> 00:12:25,746 [laughing] 251 00:12:26,622 --> 00:12:28,832 [gasps] Oh... 252 00:12:31,877 --> 00:12:32,711 [sighs] 253 00:12:33,295 --> 00:12:35,297 [sighs] Oh, my God. 254 00:12:35,881 --> 00:12:36,757 Yes. 255 00:12:36,840 --> 00:12:38,300 -Was that "yes"? -[Amber] Yes! 256 00:12:38,383 --> 00:12:39,510 -Yes? -Yes! 257 00:12:39,593 --> 00:12:40,969 [Barnett] Fuck, okay. Whoo! 258 00:12:41,053 --> 00:12:43,013 Yes. Yes. 259 00:12:43,096 --> 00:12:47,476 [romantic song playing] ♪ Someone's feeling so in love tonight ♪ 260 00:12:48,936 --> 00:12:50,020 Oh, fuck. 261 00:12:50,479 --> 00:12:53,732 ♪ Someone's falling in love For the first time ♪ 262 00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:55,025 I am not... 263 00:12:55,567 --> 00:12:57,820 ever going to make you doubt that I... 264 00:12:58,862 --> 00:13:00,739 love you, and I'm going to love you forever. 265 00:13:00,823 --> 00:13:02,908 [Barnett voice-over] I knew that I had a spark with LC. 266 00:13:02,991 --> 00:13:05,577 It's just the spark was stronger with Amber. 267 00:13:05,661 --> 00:13:06,495 Amber... 268 00:13:07,287 --> 00:13:08,789 look at me. Look at me. 269 00:13:10,916 --> 00:13:14,253 Oh, I'm going to make you the most stressed-out girl in the world. 270 00:13:16,255 --> 00:13:18,382 But you're gonna make me the happiest man in the world. 271 00:13:18,465 --> 00:13:20,217 I'm already freaking off the walls right now. 272 00:13:20,300 --> 00:13:22,469 I'm so happy already, so... [sighs] 273 00:13:22,636 --> 00:13:23,470 God. 274 00:13:23,887 --> 00:13:24,847 [Amber] I love you. 275 00:13:25,013 --> 00:13:25,848 [Barnett] Oh, shit. 276 00:13:25,931 --> 00:13:27,558 -[laughing] -[Barnett] Whoo! 277 00:13:28,100 --> 00:13:30,102 -I already told you I love you, right? -[Amber] Yeah. 278 00:13:30,185 --> 00:13:31,478 -I do love you. -[Amber] Yeah. 279 00:13:31,562 --> 00:13:32,437 Ah! 280 00:13:32,521 --> 00:13:33,355 [Amber] Yeah. 281 00:13:33,438 --> 00:13:34,356 [moans] 282 00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:39,570 Phew. 283 00:13:40,028 --> 00:13:40,863 [sighs] 284 00:13:46,869 --> 00:13:48,203 [breathing nervously] 285 00:13:52,583 --> 00:13:54,960 [Damian] I have insecurities when it comes to... 286 00:13:55,961 --> 00:13:57,129 how I look. 287 00:13:57,838 --> 00:14:00,299 What will she think of me? She's such a... 288 00:14:01,341 --> 00:14:04,052 spiritual and loving, kind soul, 289 00:14:04,136 --> 00:14:06,555 that I don't think she's looking for somebody... 290 00:14:06,889 --> 00:14:08,015 for looks. 291 00:14:09,057 --> 00:14:11,435 She has touched me without touching me. 292 00:14:12,394 --> 00:14:13,228 And... 293 00:14:13,937 --> 00:14:17,274 for the first time in my life, I think somebody's finally... 294 00:14:18,567 --> 00:14:20,110 seen me without seeing me. 295 00:14:21,361 --> 00:14:22,446 [sighs] 296 00:14:24,907 --> 00:14:25,824 [sighs] 297 00:14:28,535 --> 00:14:30,162 [Giannina] I want to just stare at him. 298 00:14:30,829 --> 00:14:32,205 I just want to process him, 299 00:14:33,081 --> 00:14:35,375 see if he matched what I thought in my head. 300 00:14:36,043 --> 00:14:38,921 I have no idea what I'm going to do when I see Damian. 301 00:14:39,004 --> 00:14:41,590 I don't know if I'm going to laugh, or if I'm going to cry, 302 00:14:41,673 --> 00:14:43,675 or if I'm gonna pass out, or if I'm gonna throw up, 303 00:14:43,759 --> 00:14:45,385 I have no idea. 304 00:14:45,886 --> 00:14:47,429 Oh, God. Hurry up. 305 00:14:47,512 --> 00:14:49,514 [suspenseful music, intensifying] 306 00:14:59,608 --> 00:15:00,776 Finally. 307 00:15:03,111 --> 00:15:04,196 [laughing] 308 00:15:10,035 --> 00:15:11,578 Oh, my God, I love you. 309 00:15:14,373 --> 00:15:15,207 Finally. 310 00:15:16,750 --> 00:15:18,543 Oh my God, you're so strong. 311 00:15:20,754 --> 00:15:21,588 Hi. 312 00:15:22,506 --> 00:15:23,340 Hi. 313 00:15:25,384 --> 00:15:26,218 Hey. 314 00:15:26,843 --> 00:15:27,678 Hey. 315 00:15:29,805 --> 00:15:30,639 Mm. 316 00:15:32,849 --> 00:15:33,850 [chuckles] 317 00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:35,394 [Damian] She is stunning. 318 00:15:35,477 --> 00:15:37,145 I mean, she took my breath away. 319 00:15:37,229 --> 00:15:39,022 Her smile was so bright, 320 00:15:39,106 --> 00:15:42,484 her skin tone's so soft and so fucking... 321 00:15:42,693 --> 00:15:43,610 It's beautiful. 322 00:15:43,694 --> 00:15:46,154 It's so different and I love different because... 323 00:15:46,530 --> 00:15:47,781 different is beautiful. 324 00:15:48,073 --> 00:15:50,033 Who knew I could get so deep? Ah! 325 00:15:50,117 --> 00:15:52,244 This girl brings out a lot of stuff in me. 326 00:15:52,327 --> 00:15:53,412 [laughs] 327 00:15:54,079 --> 00:15:55,455 You have really pretty eyes. 328 00:15:56,415 --> 00:15:58,375 -Beautiful eyes. -You have such pretty eyes. 329 00:15:58,583 --> 00:16:00,085 Today I give you me. 330 00:16:00,168 --> 00:16:01,461 I give you all of me. 331 00:16:01,962 --> 00:16:03,005 Wow. 332 00:16:03,380 --> 00:16:05,924 -So, tonight you have a piece of me. -Good. 333 00:16:08,844 --> 00:16:09,761 Damian. 334 00:16:10,846 --> 00:16:12,639 -Dame. -Dame. 335 00:16:12,723 --> 00:16:13,557 Dame. 336 00:16:13,890 --> 00:16:15,058 G. 337 00:16:15,809 --> 00:16:16,977 [Giannina] It's interesting. 338 00:16:17,853 --> 00:16:20,522 Because I pictured you, obviously. 339 00:16:21,523 --> 00:16:23,108 I never pictured this. 340 00:16:23,191 --> 00:16:24,818 I love how Damian looks. 341 00:16:25,736 --> 00:16:27,946 I love it. I can stare at him forever. 342 00:16:28,155 --> 00:16:31,408 But my old habits would have been like "Wait. 343 00:16:32,784 --> 00:16:34,327 Now I'm doubting myself." 344 00:16:34,411 --> 00:16:35,746 'Cause I self-sabotage. 345 00:16:36,788 --> 00:16:38,790 And I didn't do that with Damian. 346 00:16:39,207 --> 00:16:40,083 I am... 347 00:16:40,625 --> 00:16:41,668 so happy. 348 00:16:42,044 --> 00:16:45,464 I can finally let that wall down. 349 00:16:50,552 --> 00:16:51,553 [Damian] Giannina... 350 00:16:51,762 --> 00:16:53,138 She is fucking beautiful. 351 00:16:53,263 --> 00:16:57,017 I'm sorry for the F-bomb, excuse me, but she is gorgeous. 352 00:16:57,309 --> 00:17:01,438 [sighs] I hope she's going back thinking, "He is a handsome man." 353 00:17:01,521 --> 00:17:02,355 [laughs] 354 00:17:02,981 --> 00:17:05,108 It's crazy that in just four weeks, 355 00:17:05,609 --> 00:17:06,485 Giannina... 356 00:17:07,360 --> 00:17:09,071 is going to be my wife. 357 00:17:09,154 --> 00:17:11,073 I am... [whistles softly] 358 00:17:11,364 --> 00:17:13,075 I'm a... I'm a lucky man. 359 00:17:15,952 --> 00:17:17,120 I see you. 360 00:17:18,121 --> 00:17:18,997 [Giannina] Mm. 361 00:17:21,541 --> 00:17:22,584 [laughs] 362 00:17:30,926 --> 00:17:34,387 Barnett has chosen me to be his wife 363 00:17:34,471 --> 00:17:37,599 and he has gotten a whole crazy handful. 364 00:17:38,725 --> 00:17:39,851 He just... 365 00:17:40,685 --> 00:17:42,979 [sighs] refused to let me love him! 366 00:17:43,063 --> 00:17:43,980 [scoffs] 367 00:17:44,523 --> 00:17:45,941 And he finally gave in. 368 00:17:52,364 --> 00:17:55,867 Today, I get to meet my fiancée. 369 00:17:58,620 --> 00:17:59,663 [exhales nervously] 370 00:18:01,039 --> 00:18:02,958 Oh, it's giving me butterflies. 371 00:18:03,792 --> 00:18:05,627 [Barnett laughing] 372 00:18:06,336 --> 00:18:07,212 Roller coaster. 373 00:18:08,004 --> 00:18:09,589 Let's hit that drop, come on. 374 00:18:10,465 --> 00:18:11,550 I'm nervous as hell. 375 00:18:11,633 --> 00:18:13,385 What if she doesn't like me? I don't know. 376 00:18:14,761 --> 00:18:16,680 [Amber] I haven't, throughout this entire process, 377 00:18:16,763 --> 00:18:18,140 been able to picture his face. 378 00:18:19,599 --> 00:18:22,644 I haven't been able to fabricate anything that I feel like 379 00:18:22,727 --> 00:18:24,688 is close enough to who he is. 380 00:18:26,815 --> 00:18:28,900 I'm really hoping for a nice smile and pretty eyes, 381 00:18:28,984 --> 00:18:32,112 'cause I'm a sucker for both, but c'est la vie. 382 00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:33,530 Oh, God. 383 00:18:34,447 --> 00:18:35,574 [exhales] 384 00:18:40,162 --> 00:18:41,204 Okay. 385 00:18:42,414 --> 00:18:43,790 [exhales deeply] 386 00:18:45,208 --> 00:18:47,210 [laughing] 387 00:18:47,502 --> 00:18:48,837 Oh, gosh. 388 00:18:56,219 --> 00:18:57,554 -Oh, shit. -[Amber] Hi. 389 00:18:57,637 --> 00:18:59,806 -[laughing] -[Barnett] Holy fuck. 390 00:19:00,390 --> 00:19:01,641 -Hello. -Hi! 391 00:19:01,725 --> 00:19:02,684 [Barnett] Oh, God. 392 00:19:03,018 --> 00:19:05,061 Hello. Oh, my gosh. 393 00:19:05,854 --> 00:19:06,813 [Amber] Oh, God. 394 00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:10,317 Oh, God. 395 00:19:12,319 --> 00:19:13,486 -Wow. -Hi. 396 00:19:13,570 --> 00:19:15,071 -Holy shit. Hello. -Hi. 397 00:19:16,239 --> 00:19:17,115 Hi. 398 00:19:17,991 --> 00:19:19,075 [Barnett] Mm. 399 00:19:19,534 --> 00:19:20,410 [chuckles] 400 00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:28,001 -Hi. -Hey. 401 00:19:28,084 --> 00:19:29,794 How's it going? [laughs] 402 00:19:29,878 --> 00:19:30,754 Wow. 403 00:19:30,837 --> 00:19:32,923 Did you know the whole time he looked like that? 404 00:19:33,006 --> 00:19:35,050 Like that's... [laughs] 405 00:19:36,051 --> 00:19:37,636 That's my fiancé. 406 00:19:38,220 --> 00:19:40,388 All right, I'm going to need this hand real quick. 407 00:19:40,764 --> 00:19:42,682 I refuse to let you change your mind again. 408 00:19:42,766 --> 00:19:44,351 I'm gonna stick that on there right now. 409 00:19:44,851 --> 00:19:46,269 [Amber laughing] 410 00:19:47,103 --> 00:19:48,104 Barnett... 411 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:51,608 frustrates me and he irks my nerves 412 00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:55,028 and he drives me to the ends of insanity, and... 413 00:19:56,279 --> 00:19:58,198 [sighs] I fucking love him. 414 00:19:58,782 --> 00:20:00,450 I adore him for it. 415 00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:03,286 Like, I love that he challenges me 416 00:20:03,370 --> 00:20:04,371 and makes me laugh. 417 00:20:04,454 --> 00:20:07,123 And I love the way he makes me feel and... 418 00:20:07,207 --> 00:20:09,584 y'all, I love the way he feels. Oof. 419 00:20:10,085 --> 00:20:11,211 I'm just... 420 00:20:12,712 --> 00:20:14,339 I couldn't be happier right now. 421 00:20:15,590 --> 00:20:16,841 [sobs, snorts] 422 00:20:17,008 --> 00:20:18,718 -Oh, my God. -Don't you dare snort on me. 423 00:20:18,802 --> 00:20:20,804 [Amber laughing] 424 00:20:21,137 --> 00:20:22,806 I got something for you, too. 425 00:20:23,306 --> 00:20:25,558 I had actually picked something out, so... 426 00:20:26,226 --> 00:20:27,060 Is that for me? 427 00:20:27,143 --> 00:20:28,228 -Yes. -Is that mine? 428 00:20:28,311 --> 00:20:29,312 [Barnett] Hopefully it fits. 429 00:20:29,813 --> 00:20:30,772 Oh, Jesus. 430 00:20:30,855 --> 00:20:32,774 Hell, yeah, this is the fucking right decision. 431 00:20:33,191 --> 00:20:34,025 Yeah. 432 00:20:34,734 --> 00:20:36,778 -Damn, I'm lucky. Shit. -[Amber laughing] 433 00:20:37,487 --> 00:20:39,030 I wasn't nervous at all, but damn. 434 00:20:40,282 --> 00:20:41,157 I was a little nervous. 435 00:20:42,742 --> 00:20:43,576 Oh, God. 436 00:20:43,994 --> 00:20:44,828 [Amber] Oh, my God. 437 00:20:46,621 --> 00:20:47,914 -I just want to... -I'm okay. 438 00:20:47,998 --> 00:20:49,541 [Amber] Snuggle me real quick. 439 00:20:49,624 --> 00:20:51,710 [Barnett] Don't ever let go. I'm not going to let you. 440 00:20:51,793 --> 00:20:54,087 They're not going to take you away from me. [laughs] 441 00:20:54,963 --> 00:20:57,590 I'm engaged, y'all! 442 00:20:57,674 --> 00:20:58,925 Oh, my God. 443 00:20:59,926 --> 00:21:01,094 I'm engaged. 444 00:21:03,430 --> 00:21:04,639 Oh, my God. 445 00:21:05,974 --> 00:21:08,435 You're so irritating. [laughs] 446 00:21:08,601 --> 00:21:10,437 I know I am. I know I am. 447 00:21:10,895 --> 00:21:12,647 -I'll always be that way. -[Amber snorts] 448 00:21:12,939 --> 00:21:16,276 Barnett has put me through the wringer. 449 00:21:17,610 --> 00:21:18,862 [both laughing] 450 00:21:18,945 --> 00:21:24,284 And I have no doubt he will probably do it again. 451 00:21:24,576 --> 00:21:25,785 [Barnett] Open the door. 452 00:21:26,828 --> 00:21:28,455 [Amber laughs, snorts] 453 00:21:28,580 --> 00:21:32,167 But I am still, and always have been, up for the challenge 454 00:21:32,375 --> 00:21:35,712 and it feels really good to know that he is, too. 455 00:21:36,338 --> 00:21:37,255 [sighs] 456 00:21:38,381 --> 00:21:39,341 -Hi. -Hey. 457 00:21:42,594 --> 00:21:46,681 I never thought I would come out of this engaged 458 00:21:46,765 --> 00:21:49,642 and definitely never thought I would come out of this engaged to that... 459 00:21:49,726 --> 00:21:51,686 freaking smokin' hot piece of... 460 00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:53,813 sexiness. 461 00:21:53,897 --> 00:21:55,315 Holy shit. 462 00:21:55,899 --> 00:21:57,817 Finally. Finally. 463 00:21:57,901 --> 00:21:59,027 [chuckles] 464 00:21:59,361 --> 00:22:02,030 It's literally the most 465 00:22:02,572 --> 00:22:04,741 freaking beautiful girl I've seen in my entire life. 466 00:22:04,824 --> 00:22:05,825 Mm. 467 00:22:06,451 --> 00:22:07,577 I'm going to miss you. 468 00:22:09,746 --> 00:22:10,747 Yeah, you are. 469 00:22:11,081 --> 00:22:12,332 [both laughing] 470 00:22:12,457 --> 00:22:13,708 Yeah, I am. Yeah, I am. 471 00:22:17,545 --> 00:22:21,383 I'm so glad I didn't let my stupid brain fuck this up. 472 00:22:22,300 --> 00:22:23,134 See you soon. 473 00:22:23,218 --> 00:22:24,803 ["Seize The Day" playing] 474 00:22:24,886 --> 00:22:26,638 ♪ Seize the day ♪ 475 00:22:27,263 --> 00:22:28,890 ♪ Make it never bring you down ♪ 476 00:22:28,973 --> 00:22:29,974 [Amber laughs] 477 00:22:30,058 --> 00:22:32,310 ♪ You go and do it anyway ♪ 478 00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:34,854 Ah! [laughs] 479 00:22:37,107 --> 00:22:37,982 [snorts] 480 00:22:40,068 --> 00:22:40,985 Oh, God. 481 00:22:46,699 --> 00:22:47,617 Whoo! 482 00:22:47,826 --> 00:22:49,285 [laughs] 483 00:22:49,494 --> 00:22:52,705 [Amber] Me and my fiancé get to go on a vacation 484 00:22:52,789 --> 00:22:57,836 and I am ecstatic to get to see what... 485 00:22:58,628 --> 00:23:02,340 this connection is going to be like in the physical world. 486 00:23:02,424 --> 00:23:07,429 I'm gonna just need to forewarn you guys, you are not allowed in our hotel room. 487 00:23:07,512 --> 00:23:09,347 Y'all got to stay out. [laughs] 488 00:23:10,515 --> 00:23:11,808 [sighs deeply] 489 00:23:17,021 --> 00:23:21,192 [Jessica] This experiment for me has changed my life and I'm 34 years old. 490 00:23:21,276 --> 00:23:24,654 I... thought maybe this was something that would never happen to me. 491 00:23:24,737 --> 00:23:26,281 It happened. It happened! 492 00:23:27,949 --> 00:23:28,783 Ah. 493 00:23:29,367 --> 00:23:31,911 I'm engaged to someone 10 years younger than me. 494 00:23:31,995 --> 00:23:34,747 I never would have expected that to happen. 495 00:23:34,831 --> 00:23:38,042 I didn't think about the possibility of someone... 496 00:23:38,126 --> 00:23:39,335 so much younger 497 00:23:39,752 --> 00:23:42,839 really becoming my everything. 498 00:23:43,756 --> 00:23:46,426 But, yeah, I'm 100% head-over-heels in love. 499 00:23:47,260 --> 00:23:48,303 [exhales deeply] 500 00:23:52,932 --> 00:23:54,642 Jessica, I love you, baby. 501 00:23:55,185 --> 00:23:57,395 I'm going to make you the happiest woman in the world, 502 00:23:57,479 --> 00:23:59,522 no matter what conflict is in front of us. 503 00:24:00,106 --> 00:24:03,026 No matter what adversity, obstacle... 504 00:24:03,776 --> 00:24:04,903 You're my person. 505 00:24:04,986 --> 00:24:06,237 Thank you for choosing me. 506 00:24:06,321 --> 00:24:09,032 I couldn't be more thankful to be with you. 507 00:24:11,159 --> 00:24:12,368 [exhales deeply] 508 00:24:12,494 --> 00:24:17,248 I found the one, and it does not matter to me at all what he looks like. 509 00:24:17,624 --> 00:24:20,877 If he's a troll, I literally don't care. 510 00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:25,298 I found full-blown love like I've never experienced before 511 00:24:25,381 --> 00:24:29,302 and it didn't come from seeing someone across the room who I thought was hot. 512 00:24:29,385 --> 00:24:30,470 It came from... 513 00:24:30,887 --> 00:24:32,472 really connecting with someone 514 00:24:32,555 --> 00:24:35,183 on a deeper level than I've ever experienced before. 515 00:24:37,644 --> 00:24:38,603 [softly] Fuck. 516 00:24:44,025 --> 00:24:46,027 [indistinct muttering] 517 00:24:47,278 --> 00:24:50,031 [dramatic music playing, intensifies] 518 00:25:06,339 --> 00:25:08,007 [dramatic music crescendos] 519 00:25:12,512 --> 00:25:13,471 [sighs nervously] 520 00:25:26,693 --> 00:25:27,944 [Mark sighs deeply] 521 00:25:30,947 --> 00:25:32,824 [Jessica sobs] Oh, my God. 522 00:25:38,955 --> 00:25:40,540 -Oh, my God. -Oh, shit. 523 00:25:40,665 --> 00:25:42,000 [Mark sobs] 524 00:25:42,959 --> 00:25:43,835 [Jessica] Fuck. 525 00:25:44,335 --> 00:25:45,461 [Jessica] That laugh. 526 00:25:52,343 --> 00:25:53,303 [Mark] Fuck. 527 00:25:53,595 --> 00:25:55,597 I wanted to do this in person. 528 00:25:57,724 --> 00:25:59,225 [exhales deeply] Jessica... 529 00:25:59,309 --> 00:26:00,268 Oh... 530 00:26:02,145 --> 00:26:03,396 Will you marry me? 531 00:26:03,938 --> 00:26:04,981 Yes. 532 00:26:06,816 --> 00:26:08,901 -[Mark] Fuck. -[chuckles] 533 00:26:09,485 --> 00:26:10,486 Wow. 534 00:26:10,737 --> 00:26:12,405 Did you see her? 535 00:26:12,989 --> 00:26:14,073 Seriously, like... 536 00:26:15,116 --> 00:26:16,701 holy shit! 537 00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:18,870 Whoo! What? 538 00:26:19,162 --> 00:26:20,121 That's my wife! 539 00:26:21,164 --> 00:26:22,206 That's my wife. 540 00:26:22,582 --> 00:26:23,958 Seeing you right now is... 541 00:26:25,793 --> 00:26:27,253 the best feeling, I... 542 00:26:27,337 --> 00:26:29,005 Is this the image you had in your head? 543 00:26:29,088 --> 00:26:31,674 I don't even know what image I had in my head. 544 00:26:32,592 --> 00:26:34,344 -Hopefully-- -What was it? 545 00:26:34,427 --> 00:26:36,429 -I don't... I couldn't tell you. -This is better. 546 00:26:36,512 --> 00:26:37,513 Yeah? 547 00:26:38,014 --> 00:26:40,516 I asked someone earlier what a 24-year-old looks like. 548 00:26:40,808 --> 00:26:43,978 -I didn't know, but you look like normal. -[laughs] 549 00:26:44,145 --> 00:26:47,940 -You look like a grown-ass man. -Yeah? Is it the beard? 550 00:26:48,232 --> 00:26:50,234 -It's the beard. We'll keep that. -Okay, phew. 551 00:26:50,485 --> 00:26:52,153 I won't shave it down, I promise. 552 00:26:53,529 --> 00:26:57,200 I wasn't sure with someone that's much younger than me. 553 00:26:57,283 --> 00:27:00,828 Would it be awkward? And there was zero awkwardness. 554 00:27:01,204 --> 00:27:04,707 It was just like finally being able to 555 00:27:04,791 --> 00:27:08,544 see this person you've created the deepest emotional bond of your life with. 556 00:27:10,046 --> 00:27:11,631 Um, I was instantly... 557 00:27:12,298 --> 00:27:14,634 very, very attracted to him. 558 00:27:15,426 --> 00:27:16,761 ["Yours to Love" playing] 559 00:27:16,844 --> 00:27:20,056 ♪ This is your heart to break ♪ 560 00:27:21,391 --> 00:27:26,437 ♪ This is your soul to take ♪ 561 00:27:27,355 --> 00:27:32,110 ♪ This is your move to make ♪ 562 00:27:34,862 --> 00:27:37,573 [Jessica] I'm looking forward to getting married 563 00:27:37,657 --> 00:27:41,577 and creating a family that we can grow forever. 564 00:27:41,744 --> 00:27:43,371 But I know when we walk out of here, 565 00:27:43,454 --> 00:27:45,331 we're going to be met with a lot of adversity. 566 00:27:45,415 --> 00:27:48,209 I know friends and family will have their opinions. 567 00:27:48,292 --> 00:27:49,127 Hey, babe. 568 00:27:49,210 --> 00:27:50,086 [kisses] 569 00:27:51,421 --> 00:27:54,048 -Whoo! -[Jessica] The person I love may not be 570 00:27:54,132 --> 00:27:58,136 the stereotypical person that people would choose for me, 571 00:27:58,219 --> 00:28:01,889 but he's my person and I know his soul. 572 00:28:01,973 --> 00:28:04,600 He is the most special person I've ever met 573 00:28:04,684 --> 00:28:08,062 and age is not a factor for us. 574 00:28:08,396 --> 00:28:10,940 We're not worried about anything that stands in our way. 575 00:28:11,274 --> 00:28:12,525 Oh, my God. 576 00:28:14,152 --> 00:28:15,278 [trembling sigh] 577 00:28:15,361 --> 00:28:16,279 Holy shit. 578 00:28:16,362 --> 00:28:20,950 ♪ This is your move to make ♪ 579 00:28:21,075 --> 00:28:23,911 ♪ I’m yours to love ♪ 580 00:28:31,419 --> 00:28:33,421 [latin lounge music playing] 581 00:28:40,511 --> 00:28:42,263 In this blind love experiment, 582 00:28:42,346 --> 00:28:46,267 six couples have fallen in love and gotten engaged, sight unseen. 583 00:28:46,350 --> 00:28:47,685 Hi! 584 00:28:49,479 --> 00:28:52,106 -[laughing] -How are you doing? Oh, my God. 585 00:28:52,190 --> 00:28:55,485 Their weddings are just four weeks away. 586 00:28:55,568 --> 00:28:57,487 Now, they've seen each other for the very first time 587 00:28:57,570 --> 00:28:59,447 and they've come to this tropical paradise 588 00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:02,950 to help turn their emotional connection into a physical one. 589 00:29:08,998 --> 00:29:11,542 [Vanessa] Up until now, the only thing that's mattered 590 00:29:11,626 --> 00:29:13,669 is who they are on the inside. 591 00:29:14,587 --> 00:29:16,631 Now, their love will be put to the test. 592 00:29:17,965 --> 00:29:20,551 Will their relationships flourish or fail 593 00:29:20,635 --> 00:29:22,637 once they're exposed to the physical realities 594 00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:24,096 of the material world. 595 00:29:24,222 --> 00:29:25,807 What the couples don't know, 596 00:29:25,890 --> 00:29:28,100 is that they're all gonna be coming to the same resort... 597 00:29:28,184 --> 00:29:29,602 right here. 598 00:29:30,228 --> 00:29:31,854 They started with love, 599 00:29:32,230 --> 00:29:33,815 an emotional connection. 600 00:29:33,898 --> 00:29:36,818 But... is love enough? 601 00:29:37,944 --> 00:29:39,946 [Spanish guitar music playing] 602 00:29:52,124 --> 00:29:54,335 -Thank you. -[Damian] Gimme your purse. 603 00:29:54,919 --> 00:29:57,088 Hold this. [laughs] 604 00:29:57,171 --> 00:30:00,007 It's cool because we're kind of working like Benjamin Button. 605 00:30:00,299 --> 00:30:02,510 You know, we're working backwards. 606 00:30:02,885 --> 00:30:07,056 I know what he values and I've told him my deepest fears, everything, 607 00:30:07,223 --> 00:30:09,725 but I still have yet to explore him. 608 00:30:10,226 --> 00:30:12,645 So, I'm excited about our first night together. 609 00:30:13,187 --> 00:30:14,230 [laughs] 610 00:30:15,314 --> 00:30:18,442 [Damian] I fell in love with my fiancée without ever seeing her 611 00:30:18,568 --> 00:30:21,737 and it's, it's, it's... weird. 612 00:30:21,821 --> 00:30:23,698 It's different trying to establish 613 00:30:24,365 --> 00:30:26,409 the emotional and physical connection together. 614 00:30:26,659 --> 00:30:29,036 When you have a really strong emotional connection 615 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:31,080 and then you're bringing the physical into it, 616 00:30:31,163 --> 00:30:33,708 how do you get them to become one? 617 00:30:33,791 --> 00:30:35,251 -Hmm? No? -No. 618 00:30:35,334 --> 00:30:36,878 -No? -I don't know. [chuckles] 619 00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:39,881 Mm. 620 00:30:42,675 --> 00:30:43,634 -Mm-hmm. -[Damian] See? 621 00:30:43,718 --> 00:30:44,677 -Mm-hmm. -Mm-hmm. 622 00:30:44,802 --> 00:30:45,636 [Giannina] Perfecto. 623 00:30:46,512 --> 00:30:48,681 Yay. Gracias. 624 00:30:49,181 --> 00:30:50,433 Gracias, señor. 625 00:30:51,267 --> 00:30:52,268 -Oh. -Oh. 626 00:30:52,351 --> 00:30:53,769 -Oh, yeah? -I was gonna dive in. 627 00:30:53,853 --> 00:30:55,354 Ha ha! Cheers. 628 00:30:55,438 --> 00:30:56,439 Cheers. 629 00:30:56,939 --> 00:30:59,317 The Grand Velas Maya Rivera. 630 00:31:01,611 --> 00:31:03,070 Stunning. [laughs] 631 00:31:03,154 --> 00:31:03,988 Mm. 632 00:31:04,488 --> 00:31:05,406 It's a dream. 633 00:31:05,698 --> 00:31:08,367 And I am here. 634 00:31:09,285 --> 00:31:10,202 Obviously. 635 00:31:10,620 --> 00:31:13,122 But I can't believe that I'm here. 636 00:31:13,581 --> 00:31:15,750 I just don't want it to ever end. [chuckles] 637 00:31:15,875 --> 00:31:17,126 [Damian] It doesn't have to. 638 00:31:17,668 --> 00:31:19,295 -No? -[Damian] It doesn't have to. 639 00:31:19,378 --> 00:31:20,212 Okay. 640 00:31:20,588 --> 00:31:22,048 What do you think of all this? 641 00:31:22,757 --> 00:31:24,884 [exhales] I feel like it's a... 642 00:31:25,509 --> 00:31:27,970 fairy tale. [laughs] 643 00:31:28,804 --> 00:31:30,806 [Damian] Something tells me you've always wanted a fairy tale. 644 00:31:30,932 --> 00:31:31,766 Yeah. 645 00:31:31,849 --> 00:31:36,604 Well, it's just because I always grew up watching movies and reading books 646 00:31:36,687 --> 00:31:38,898 and they always described things like this 647 00:31:38,981 --> 00:31:40,816 and it's always what I wanted 648 00:31:40,900 --> 00:31:42,234 and the fact that I'm... 649 00:31:43,402 --> 00:31:44,445 here... 650 00:31:47,073 --> 00:31:49,283 Unreal, is what it is. 651 00:31:50,368 --> 00:31:51,410 Definitely. 652 00:31:53,704 --> 00:31:56,248 I can not be happier to be here with anyone else. 653 00:31:59,794 --> 00:32:02,588 You have touched me in more ways than you can understand. 654 00:32:04,674 --> 00:32:05,549 And... 655 00:32:07,259 --> 00:32:08,177 I love you. 656 00:32:08,302 --> 00:32:09,136 I really do. 657 00:32:12,223 --> 00:32:13,224 [chuckles] 658 00:32:15,476 --> 00:32:16,852 I love you more. [kissing] 659 00:32:18,396 --> 00:32:20,731 -Oh, you're gonna make me... -[Giannina laughs] 660 00:32:20,982 --> 00:32:23,025 -Pull yourself together! -I'm working on it. 661 00:32:23,943 --> 00:32:25,569 You get me all emotional. 662 00:32:27,238 --> 00:32:28,489 -Yeah? -Mm-hmm. 663 00:32:29,198 --> 00:32:30,408 That truffle sauce... 664 00:32:30,992 --> 00:32:33,411 -Is that what that is? -You know what truffle is? 665 00:32:35,496 --> 00:32:36,956 I've heard of chocolate truffles. 666 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:39,959 You're sexy. 667 00:32:41,669 --> 00:32:43,921 So it's looking pretty romantic in there. 668 00:32:44,005 --> 00:32:46,424 I'm just telling you, it's been 435 days. 669 00:32:47,049 --> 00:32:48,259 [snickers] 670 00:32:48,676 --> 00:32:50,428 [Damian] 435 days since what? 671 00:32:53,139 --> 00:32:54,807 It's just been 435 days. 672 00:32:57,226 --> 00:32:58,978 -[Damian] Are you talking about-- -Yeah! 673 00:33:01,731 --> 00:33:04,775 [Damian] So you're talking about 435 days without sex. 674 00:33:04,859 --> 00:33:06,485 -Yeah. -[Damian] And you've counted. 675 00:33:08,863 --> 00:33:11,824 Day 325, I went to the beach 676 00:33:11,907 --> 00:33:15,619 so I can remember how it feels to have my ass smacked, right? 677 00:33:15,703 --> 00:33:17,913 -[Damian] By the waves? -Yeah, by the waves. Exactly. 678 00:33:18,456 --> 00:33:20,166 'Cause it's been a while. 679 00:33:20,916 --> 00:33:22,668 [laughs] 680 00:33:25,421 --> 00:33:27,131 [Damian] As I told you before, like... 681 00:33:27,882 --> 00:33:29,133 I will move at your pace. 682 00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:31,552 The sex is not... important. 683 00:33:31,635 --> 00:33:34,305 But I do enjoy spending time with you and getting to know you more. 684 00:33:34,388 --> 00:33:35,514 I want it to be right. 685 00:33:35,598 --> 00:33:38,476 I don't want it to be forced just because we are engaged. 686 00:33:39,977 --> 00:33:43,481 I just want to tear his clothes off. I don't know. [laughs] 687 00:33:43,856 --> 00:33:45,524 -Thank you. -You're welcome. 688 00:33:47,151 --> 00:33:48,194 Um... 689 00:33:48,444 --> 00:33:51,238 But I'm just not hungry anymore. 690 00:33:53,824 --> 00:33:55,951 [snickers] 691 00:33:56,577 --> 00:33:58,496 -You're not hungry. -[Giannina] Nope. 692 00:33:58,788 --> 00:34:00,790 -I'm not. -What about dessert? 693 00:34:02,291 --> 00:34:03,459 I am dessert. 694 00:34:05,544 --> 00:34:06,420 Oh. 695 00:34:06,837 --> 00:34:07,713 This is good. 696 00:34:09,298 --> 00:34:10,299 This is good. 697 00:34:11,467 --> 00:34:12,718 I hope this isn't hers. 698 00:34:13,969 --> 00:34:14,970 [Giannina laughing] 699 00:34:17,765 --> 00:34:19,517 -Happy to be here with you. -Mm-hmm. 700 00:34:20,101 --> 00:34:22,103 -Me too. Same. -And you're pretty, too. 701 00:34:22,186 --> 00:34:23,562 -You're pretty. -You're pretty. 702 00:34:23,646 --> 00:34:24,563 Thank you. 703 00:34:24,647 --> 00:34:25,606 -Yeah. -Thanks. 704 00:34:26,774 --> 00:34:30,152 I am so excited for my first night with my fiancé. 705 00:34:30,236 --> 00:34:32,822 Just to like, see him and touch him and smell him 706 00:34:32,905 --> 00:34:34,532 and just cuddle with him. 707 00:34:34,615 --> 00:34:37,701 I do want to have sex with my fiancé, but, like, not today. 708 00:34:37,785 --> 00:34:39,912 I think we should take things slow. 709 00:34:39,995 --> 00:34:43,791 I love talking to Kenny. So I feel like we'll, like, stay up 710 00:34:44,291 --> 00:34:48,379 and just talk to one another and probably just share some kisses 711 00:34:48,462 --> 00:34:51,549 and hold each other, 'cause that's something we obviously didn't get to do, 712 00:34:51,632 --> 00:34:52,925 up until recently. 713 00:34:53,008 --> 00:34:55,219 Lounge on the... the sofa? 714 00:34:55,302 --> 00:34:56,387 -Whoo! -Yeah? 715 00:34:56,470 --> 00:34:57,304 Yeah! 716 00:34:57,763 --> 00:34:59,932 Our emotional connection is great. 717 00:35:00,182 --> 00:35:03,018 Our physical attraction is super strong. 718 00:35:03,102 --> 00:35:03,936 So, yeah. 719 00:35:04,019 --> 00:35:07,398 I feel the sex will be, actually, really good. [laughs] 720 00:35:08,065 --> 00:35:09,733 He's a really good kisser. 721 00:35:10,109 --> 00:35:12,653 So, I think he has some talent... 722 00:35:13,404 --> 00:35:15,781 elsewhere. [laughs] 723 00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:17,783 It's so good to see your face. 724 00:35:17,867 --> 00:35:23,581 Like, to literally put like all the sounds with the expressions now. 725 00:35:23,664 --> 00:35:26,458 -[Kenny] Yeah. -I can put my arm around you. 726 00:35:26,542 --> 00:35:28,377 -[Kenny] I can put my arm around you. -Yeah. 727 00:35:28,460 --> 00:35:29,712 -We can count shoulders. -Nice. 728 00:35:30,129 --> 00:35:31,505 You ever counted shoulders? 729 00:35:31,589 --> 00:35:35,593 -Counted shoulders? -Yeah, you do one, two, three... 730 00:35:37,178 --> 00:35:38,888 -four. -[laughs] 731 00:35:39,471 --> 00:35:43,017 I knew that I was going to accept whatever she looked like 732 00:35:43,100 --> 00:35:45,227 for exactly who she is. 733 00:35:45,311 --> 00:35:47,354 And who I knew her to be in the pods. 734 00:35:47,730 --> 00:35:51,650 Uh, but, yeah, I'm very much physically attracted to Kelly. 735 00:35:51,734 --> 00:35:55,279 She's the most wonderful person that I've ever been around. 736 00:35:55,362 --> 00:35:58,741 Her, you know, personality's infectious, her laugh's infectious. 737 00:35:59,241 --> 00:36:01,285 Uh, everything about her. Even holding her hand. 738 00:36:01,368 --> 00:36:03,537 [Kelly] Can I jump on the bed? [purrs] 739 00:36:03,621 --> 00:36:05,289 -[Kenny] So you're already jumping on. -[Kelly laughs] 740 00:36:05,372 --> 00:36:06,790 [Damian] Shoes on and everything, huh? 741 00:36:06,874 --> 00:36:09,251 Expectations for Kelly and I's first night together 742 00:36:09,335 --> 00:36:11,712 is probably a lot of kissing, 743 00:36:11,795 --> 00:36:13,088 probably a lot of cuddling. 744 00:36:13,172 --> 00:36:14,215 She's so pretty. 745 00:36:14,298 --> 00:36:15,716 Mm. Thank you. 746 00:36:15,799 --> 00:36:17,468 Mm-hmm. You're a pretty, girl. 747 00:36:18,552 --> 00:36:19,428 Mm-hmm. 748 00:36:20,804 --> 00:36:22,264 I'm not asking for kisses. 749 00:36:22,556 --> 00:36:24,266 I know, but you want them. 750 00:36:24,350 --> 00:36:25,726 But I'm a-lookin' for them. 751 00:36:26,435 --> 00:36:27,353 -Oh. -[kisses] 752 00:36:30,147 --> 00:36:32,149 [both kissing] 753 00:36:37,655 --> 00:36:38,697 [Kelly moans] 754 00:36:41,450 --> 00:36:42,284 [Lauren chuckles] 755 00:36:46,455 --> 00:36:47,498 Mm. 756 00:36:48,582 --> 00:36:50,834 Being engaged is awesome, 757 00:36:50,918 --> 00:36:54,004 aside from the whole being terrified part. 758 00:36:54,088 --> 00:36:58,092 But I'm definitely hoping that the physical part with Cameron 759 00:36:58,175 --> 00:37:00,511 matches up with our emotional connection. 760 00:37:01,262 --> 00:37:03,931 This is so sexy this whole... 761 00:37:04,014 --> 00:37:05,724 -Everything. -...shebang 762 00:37:05,808 --> 00:37:06,850 Mm. 763 00:37:09,395 --> 00:37:11,522 -Rose petals... -Mm-hmm. 764 00:37:12,606 --> 00:37:13,857 Hot tub. 765 00:37:14,108 --> 00:37:15,025 You. 766 00:37:15,359 --> 00:37:16,485 Me, you. 767 00:37:16,568 --> 00:37:17,778 [both laughing] 768 00:37:18,487 --> 00:37:21,198 I can't think of anything else that we need. 769 00:37:21,991 --> 00:37:22,825 This is it. 770 00:37:22,908 --> 00:37:25,577 I would love for this to work out for Cameron and I 771 00:37:25,661 --> 00:37:30,082 because he's everything I've ever wanted in a husband and a father... 772 00:37:30,499 --> 00:37:32,001 to my future children. 773 00:37:32,084 --> 00:37:34,920 I've never felt like this with any man 774 00:37:35,004 --> 00:37:38,340 and I think that we would have a wonderful life together. 775 00:37:38,674 --> 00:37:39,883 What more do we need? 776 00:37:42,469 --> 00:37:44,847 -[chuckling] -I know. [laughs] 777 00:37:46,098 --> 00:37:48,058 -It's hard not to be a creep. -I know. 778 00:37:48,142 --> 00:37:49,727 -It's really hard. -It's hard, I'm trying. 779 00:37:49,810 --> 00:37:52,146 -'Cause now, it's like, finally... -Right. 780 00:37:53,105 --> 00:37:54,648 I mean, it's just, you know... 781 00:37:55,316 --> 00:37:57,609 It's just two people in love. That's what happens. 782 00:37:57,693 --> 00:37:58,527 Yeah. 783 00:37:58,861 --> 00:38:01,530 Yeah, of course I'm excited to be spending the night with Lauren. 784 00:38:01,613 --> 00:38:04,783 You know, we've been talking through walls, and... 785 00:38:05,701 --> 00:38:08,787 we really haven't had that, that time to, 786 00:38:08,871 --> 00:38:10,873 you know, be alone with each other. 787 00:38:10,956 --> 00:38:12,916 We're definitely sizing each other up. 788 00:38:13,292 --> 00:38:17,046 Yeah, I like what I see, to put it very lightly. 789 00:38:17,129 --> 00:38:20,674 This vacation's going to be one to remember. 790 00:38:21,925 --> 00:38:23,927 -Can I use your toothpaste? -[Lauren] No. 791 00:38:24,011 --> 00:38:24,970 Of course! 792 00:38:25,387 --> 00:38:27,264 What's mine is yours. 793 00:38:28,390 --> 00:38:29,433 Now we share. 794 00:38:30,684 --> 00:38:33,228 You know, your chest hair is not that bad. 795 00:38:33,312 --> 00:38:35,773 -No? -I thought it was going to be worse. 796 00:38:35,856 --> 00:38:38,108 You thought it was gonna be worse? What were you expecting? 797 00:38:39,068 --> 00:38:41,070 I just thought I was going to be like... 798 00:38:41,695 --> 00:38:43,113 super, like... 799 00:38:43,197 --> 00:38:44,281 I don't know, like... 800 00:38:45,282 --> 00:38:46,784 bush. [laughs] 801 00:38:47,284 --> 00:38:48,160 [both laughing] 802 00:38:48,786 --> 00:38:53,332 I've never dated anyone that was white. 803 00:38:53,415 --> 00:38:55,709 This is going to be, like, a new experience for me. 804 00:38:55,793 --> 00:38:58,295 And my thoughts are that he looks good. 805 00:38:58,379 --> 00:39:01,632 Cameron is very sexy. He's very attractive. 806 00:39:02,007 --> 00:39:03,675 He has a little swag, so... 807 00:39:03,759 --> 00:39:06,637 I definitely want to jump his bones. 808 00:39:06,720 --> 00:39:08,347 Why is my mind in the gutter? 809 00:39:08,430 --> 00:39:10,849 It's been way too long, y'all. Good lord! 810 00:39:10,933 --> 00:39:12,684 I'm sorry, Mom and Dad. I'm sorry. 811 00:39:12,768 --> 00:39:14,186 I'm an adult. I'm an adult. 812 00:39:14,269 --> 00:39:15,312 [laughs] 813 00:39:17,106 --> 00:39:18,690 Whee! 814 00:39:18,774 --> 00:39:19,775 [laughs] 815 00:39:20,984 --> 00:39:21,985 Mm. 816 00:39:22,820 --> 00:39:23,654 [kisses] 817 00:39:26,031 --> 00:39:27,241 [Lauren] And good night. 818 00:39:27,324 --> 00:39:28,450 [both laughing] 819 00:39:32,037 --> 00:39:33,247 [Diamond] This is so beautiful. 820 00:39:33,330 --> 00:39:35,582 -[champagne bottle pops open] -[Diamond] Whoo! 821 00:39:36,250 --> 00:39:38,293 -Oh, shoot. -[champagne spilling] 822 00:39:38,460 --> 00:39:39,628 [Diamond] Here you go. 823 00:39:40,212 --> 00:39:41,296 Yay. 824 00:39:41,630 --> 00:39:46,051 I am super excited to be with my fiancé on this romantic getaway, 825 00:39:47,094 --> 00:39:50,639 And I'm so excited to make a beautiful life together. 826 00:39:50,722 --> 00:39:53,809 [Carlton] Mm. Could you imagine being the strawberry dipper? 827 00:39:53,892 --> 00:39:55,185 [both chuckling] 828 00:39:55,269 --> 00:39:56,395 The things you say. 829 00:39:57,187 --> 00:39:59,481 I just tend to say what comes to mind first. 830 00:39:59,565 --> 00:40:01,150 That's beautiful. I like that about you. 831 00:40:04,194 --> 00:40:05,487 Hello, Mexican police? 832 00:40:05,571 --> 00:40:06,405 [laughs] 833 00:40:06,488 --> 00:40:08,490 -Come get this lady. -Come get you! 834 00:40:08,574 --> 00:40:09,783 -She's crazy. -Bye-bye. 835 00:40:10,159 --> 00:40:11,118 They wouldn't touch me. 836 00:40:12,786 --> 00:40:14,705 I had to pick the craziest person in the house. 837 00:40:14,997 --> 00:40:16,415 You thought I was... I'm not crazy. 838 00:40:16,498 --> 00:40:18,292 Yeah, you're crazy. I knew that from day one. 839 00:40:18,375 --> 00:40:20,252 -Why? Because I spoke my mind? -Mm-hmm. 840 00:40:21,170 --> 00:40:22,629 -That's normal, ain't it? -Mm-mm. 841 00:40:24,756 --> 00:40:26,508 You better be happy you pretty. 842 00:40:27,468 --> 00:40:29,511 -I get away with stuff because I'm pretty? -Mm-hmm. 843 00:40:29,595 --> 00:40:30,429 Okay. 844 00:40:30,804 --> 00:40:32,431 I would have been punched it a long time ago. 845 00:40:32,514 --> 00:40:34,766 -"Punched it"? -Punched it. Like, "leave." 846 00:40:34,850 --> 00:40:36,560 Okay. Hmm. 847 00:40:36,810 --> 00:40:38,645 Watch your words here. [chuckles] 848 00:40:39,188 --> 00:40:40,230 Come on. Chill out. 849 00:40:40,314 --> 00:40:45,235 Carlton is definitely a different energy than what we had in the pod. 850 00:40:45,319 --> 00:40:49,031 I don't know if he's nervous or if he's uncomfortable with something. 851 00:40:49,531 --> 00:40:51,074 You make daddy feel good. 852 00:40:51,658 --> 00:40:53,076 That's why you have that hat on. 853 00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:55,579 You're not slick. Ooh! 854 00:40:55,704 --> 00:40:57,080 You're not slick. 855 00:40:57,164 --> 00:40:59,666 -You want one that says "Mommy"? -[chuckles] 856 00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:02,252 When I am a mother, I would love to have one. 857 00:41:02,336 --> 00:41:03,962 I'm gonna get you one that says, 858 00:41:04,296 --> 00:41:05,714 "Do not fucking touch." 859 00:41:06,465 --> 00:41:08,050 No, I would not wear that. 860 00:41:09,134 --> 00:41:10,010 Well... 861 00:41:11,303 --> 00:41:13,013 What about one that says, "Carlton's wife"? 862 00:41:13,305 --> 00:41:14,264 Okay, I'll do that. 863 00:41:14,556 --> 00:41:16,225 -You would? -[Diamond] I would do that one, 864 00:41:16,558 --> 00:41:17,935 If I'm your wife. 865 00:41:18,268 --> 00:41:19,228 "If"? 866 00:41:19,311 --> 00:41:21,563 [Diamond] I'm saying, we still gotta walk down that aisle. 867 00:41:21,897 --> 00:41:23,649 Oh, we're walking down that aisle. 868 00:41:23,732 --> 00:41:25,275 -Okay. -Ain't no turning back 869 00:41:25,359 --> 00:41:27,361 -Ooh. -What you gotta figure out? 870 00:41:27,444 --> 00:41:29,821 [Diamond] We gotta move in together. What do you mean? 871 00:41:30,322 --> 00:41:31,156 [chuckles] 872 00:41:31,240 --> 00:41:34,826 I have a big secret to tell Diamond about my sexuality 873 00:41:35,285 --> 00:41:36,495 and I'm so nervous. 874 00:41:36,578 --> 00:41:39,915 Every moment that I spend with her, it's in the back of my head. 875 00:41:40,165 --> 00:41:42,209 If I don't roll it out the right way, 876 00:41:42,292 --> 00:41:47,881 it could just turn into a catastrophe where she just can't deal with it. 877 00:41:48,215 --> 00:41:49,424 I'm gonna get you a pogo stick 878 00:41:49,508 --> 00:41:51,552 so you can hop out of your feelings right now. 879 00:41:51,635 --> 00:41:52,970 [laughs] 880 00:41:53,679 --> 00:41:56,223 You know what? You trying to start something. 881 00:41:56,515 --> 00:41:57,391 Whatever. 882 00:41:57,849 --> 00:42:00,227 All right, so I'm just gonna go to the pool. 883 00:42:00,561 --> 00:42:01,895 No, there is no pool. [laughs] 884 00:42:01,979 --> 00:42:04,314 I think this conversation's gonna get... It's over. 885 00:42:04,648 --> 00:42:06,066 Before it gets too deep. 886 00:42:09,069 --> 00:42:10,696 [Jessica] This is our first night together. 887 00:42:10,779 --> 00:42:12,406 [Mark sighs] I'm excited. What number is it? 888 00:42:12,489 --> 00:42:16,076 [Jessica] And I'm the happiest girl in the world. This is us right here. 889 00:42:16,410 --> 00:42:17,286 Ah! 890 00:42:17,369 --> 00:42:18,287 -Yay. -[Mark] You ready? 891 00:42:18,370 --> 00:42:20,372 [Jessica] This is the first night outside of the pod 892 00:42:20,455 --> 00:42:23,417 and it's freaking me out that I'm engaged right now. 893 00:42:23,500 --> 00:42:25,002 Did I really just do this? 894 00:42:25,085 --> 00:42:27,504 My parents don't know what's going on right now. 895 00:42:27,879 --> 00:42:31,258 I don't have my phone so no one knows where I am. 896 00:42:31,341 --> 00:42:33,302 No one knows I'm in Mexico. 897 00:42:33,385 --> 00:42:34,219 It's... [laughs] 898 00:42:34,303 --> 00:42:36,263 It's crazy and it's tripping me out. 899 00:42:36,346 --> 00:42:39,099 I love hearing the waves crashing on the beach. 900 00:42:39,182 --> 00:42:41,685 That's my favorite thing in the whole world. 901 00:42:44,813 --> 00:42:46,857 -[Mark] I'm thankful. -[Jessica] Me too. 902 00:42:46,940 --> 00:42:47,774 [Mark] I love you. 903 00:42:47,858 --> 00:42:51,236 I've always been a very sexual and romantic and passionate person, 904 00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:54,406 but I have always been missing that emotional connection. 905 00:42:54,489 --> 00:42:56,658 I believe that now that I've finally developed 906 00:42:56,742 --> 00:42:58,994 that emotional connection before that, 907 00:42:59,077 --> 00:43:01,955 I think that Jessica and I can really turn it into-- 908 00:43:02,039 --> 00:43:04,333 It's going to feel as though I'm a virgin. 909 00:43:04,875 --> 00:43:07,878 Experiencing something for the first time with brand new eyes 910 00:43:07,961 --> 00:43:11,381 in a first experience and I'm excited for it. 911 00:43:12,215 --> 00:43:13,634 Ah! This shirt. 912 00:43:13,717 --> 00:43:16,803 -Love it, love it, love it. -I'm gonna go shirtless. 913 00:43:16,887 --> 00:43:19,556 -You're going shirtless? -[Mark] Yep, going shirtless. 914 00:43:19,765 --> 00:43:22,476 [Jessica] The person I fell in love with was a voice. 915 00:43:23,143 --> 00:43:24,519 And now here he is in the flesh. 916 00:43:24,603 --> 00:43:25,520 This is him, 917 00:43:25,604 --> 00:43:29,858 and I'm struggling a little bit, so far, in just... 918 00:43:29,941 --> 00:43:31,902 meshing the two people. 919 00:43:31,985 --> 00:43:33,987 [Mark] We're about to get extra friendly here. 920 00:43:36,782 --> 00:43:37,616 [Jessica] All right. 921 00:43:37,699 --> 00:43:39,493 I would say he's not the typical... 922 00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:41,703 guy that I would go for. 923 00:43:42,204 --> 00:43:43,413 My normal type is... 924 00:43:43,997 --> 00:43:45,832 usually a bigger guy. 925 00:43:46,083 --> 00:43:47,042 Um... 926 00:43:47,167 --> 00:43:49,211 Just a bigger guy. 927 00:43:50,295 --> 00:43:51,463 So... 928 00:43:52,089 --> 00:43:53,715 in this experience, 929 00:43:53,924 --> 00:43:58,595 like, I really feel like people can kinda jump in very quickly, 930 00:43:58,887 --> 00:44:02,599 get into a sexual relationship and then things don't go well... 931 00:44:03,141 --> 00:44:05,143 and it can be very, very painful. 932 00:44:05,268 --> 00:44:09,231 So my preference is that we don't go there. 933 00:44:09,356 --> 00:44:11,358 [dramatic instrumentals] 934 00:44:11,441 --> 00:44:15,153 My whole thing is I would never force you to do anything you don't want to do. 935 00:44:15,237 --> 00:44:16,154 It's me and you. 936 00:44:16,238 --> 00:44:19,282 We started this whole thing just, again, talking. 937 00:44:19,574 --> 00:44:21,785 I want to get to know you more. I want you to be you. 938 00:44:21,868 --> 00:44:23,870 I don't want this to be something that it's not. 939 00:44:24,329 --> 00:44:27,666 The whole reason we're here is because we took a leap of faith. 940 00:44:27,749 --> 00:44:30,043 -And because of that leap of faith... -Agreed. 941 00:44:30,127 --> 00:44:31,920 I think, you know... 942 00:44:32,587 --> 00:44:36,258 Whatever I think we both agree on, yeah, we make it work. 943 00:44:36,341 --> 00:44:38,093 [Jessica] I'm not ready to just, you know... 944 00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:41,388 jump on him or anything like that, but I'm kind of excited 945 00:44:41,471 --> 00:44:43,849 because I think part of this whole experiment is 946 00:44:44,057 --> 00:44:46,977 we've got an emotional bond, it's not someone I would typically go for 947 00:44:47,060 --> 00:44:49,438 based on looks, so let's see if we can build off that 948 00:44:49,521 --> 00:44:52,149 and see if that attraction can really grow 949 00:44:52,232 --> 00:44:57,195 and that we can be as deeply seeded together physically as we are emotionally. 950 00:45:06,496 --> 00:45:08,165 [imitates wolf call] 951 00:45:08,957 --> 00:45:09,833 Hey. 952 00:45:13,170 --> 00:45:14,045 Oh. 953 00:45:14,379 --> 00:45:15,338 [inhales through teeth] 954 00:45:17,299 --> 00:45:19,676 I don't know. You might have drank all my champagne. 955 00:45:19,760 --> 00:45:20,677 It's okay. 956 00:45:20,761 --> 00:45:21,928 Just bring the bottle. 957 00:45:23,764 --> 00:45:25,140 Perfect. Yes. 958 00:45:25,974 --> 00:45:28,727 [Amber] This is our first night alone together 959 00:45:29,019 --> 00:45:34,566 and there is a little bit of awkwardness because you know this person 960 00:45:34,691 --> 00:45:37,194 but physically, their body, their appearance... 961 00:45:37,277 --> 00:45:38,987 Seeing them is totally new to you. 962 00:45:39,279 --> 00:45:43,742 But, that connection, that fire is just as strong- 963 00:45:44,367 --> 00:45:46,286 as it ever was through a wall. 964 00:45:46,369 --> 00:45:48,121 My fiancé is fine. 965 00:45:48,455 --> 00:45:49,289 Oh! 966 00:45:49,372 --> 00:45:52,709 I'm gonna have such pretty babies, y'all. [laughs] 967 00:45:54,002 --> 00:45:55,754 You're just going to drink out of the bottle? 968 00:45:55,837 --> 00:45:57,714 -It's what I do. -[laughs] 969 00:45:58,381 --> 00:45:59,591 Like a champ. 970 00:46:00,675 --> 00:46:02,511 -That's my fiancé. -Yep. 971 00:46:02,594 --> 00:46:05,138 [Barnett] I definitely feel like Amber's the right girl for me. 972 00:46:05,222 --> 00:46:09,559 And I feel like our physical relationship is increasing... 973 00:46:09,976 --> 00:46:11,394 our emotional connection. 974 00:46:11,478 --> 00:46:13,730 So, if things happen, they happen, 975 00:46:13,814 --> 00:46:16,983 and I'm not expecting anything, but we'll see. 976 00:46:17,651 --> 00:46:20,779 -Pretty ring, who got it for you? -I don't know, some guy. 977 00:46:22,072 --> 00:46:24,866 Some weirdo proposed to me through a wall. I guess I said yes. 978 00:46:24,950 --> 00:46:27,118 [Barnett] Man, I'm wearing an engagement ring, too, 979 00:46:27,202 --> 00:46:28,745 -and it's a man version. -Oh! 980 00:46:35,836 --> 00:46:37,295 [Barnett] If it gets warm, I'm sorry. 981 00:46:37,379 --> 00:46:39,589 Don't you dare! [laughs] 982 00:46:39,673 --> 00:46:41,758 You're nasty! [laughs] 983 00:46:46,555 --> 00:46:47,806 I know you. 984 00:46:47,889 --> 00:46:51,142 I can tell when something's upsetting you and I'm like, 985 00:46:51,768 --> 00:46:52,936 is everything okay? 986 00:46:53,687 --> 00:46:57,691 It's just that feeling, that energy, I have with you. 987 00:46:59,484 --> 00:47:01,903 I've never seen this side of Carlton and it really hurts me. 988 00:47:02,487 --> 00:47:04,656 I'm so confused, I don't understand, 989 00:47:04,739 --> 00:47:06,867 it's just so many feelings are running through me 990 00:47:06,950 --> 00:47:09,369 that I don't even know where to start. 991 00:47:09,452 --> 00:47:10,453 You okay? 992 00:47:14,291 --> 00:47:16,793 -What's on your mind? -A lot. [nervous chuckle] 993 00:47:17,669 --> 00:47:19,045 With you, I feel like... 994 00:47:20,171 --> 00:47:22,257 I can be myself completely 995 00:47:22,340 --> 00:47:26,553 and I feel like you know when something is off. 996 00:47:26,636 --> 00:47:28,346 Like, you can sense it. 997 00:47:28,972 --> 00:47:32,601 Like, I really love you, but it's like certain things 998 00:47:32,684 --> 00:47:34,728 are, like, always in the back of my head. 999 00:47:34,811 --> 00:47:36,104 Certain things like what? 1000 00:47:36,813 --> 00:47:37,731 [sighs] 1001 00:47:38,189 --> 00:47:39,232 Like the past. 1002 00:47:42,527 --> 00:47:44,738 I feel like there was no possible way you could... 1003 00:47:44,821 --> 00:47:46,489 Like, a woman like you... 1004 00:47:47,198 --> 00:47:49,910 as perfect as you are, as beautiful as you are... 1005 00:47:51,912 --> 00:47:52,787 Aww... 1006 00:47:58,460 --> 00:47:59,377 Hey. 1007 00:48:03,590 --> 00:48:04,758 What's wrong? 1008 00:48:04,841 --> 00:48:08,136 It's just stuff that we have to just discuss because... 1009 00:48:09,429 --> 00:48:11,056 [sniffs] I feel like... 1010 00:48:12,182 --> 00:48:15,936 I've always been in situations where people have abandoned me 1011 00:48:16,019 --> 00:48:17,395 and have, like, rejected me. 1012 00:48:18,855 --> 00:48:19,689 [exhales deeply] 1013 00:48:19,981 --> 00:48:22,067 First off, you don't have nothing to worry about. 1014 00:48:22,150 --> 00:48:23,902 -Yeah, I do. -No, you don't. 1015 00:48:24,402 --> 00:48:26,321 I do. I have a lot to worry about. 1016 00:48:26,404 --> 00:48:28,949 -You have no idea. You have no idea. -In regards of me. 1017 00:48:29,449 --> 00:48:31,117 You could leave me at any moment, 1018 00:48:31,868 --> 00:48:32,827 because... 1019 00:48:34,162 --> 00:48:35,580 I haven't fully opened up. 1020 00:48:38,625 --> 00:48:39,459 What... 1021 00:48:39,542 --> 00:48:41,836 What is it that you want to open up to me about? 1022 00:48:41,920 --> 00:48:44,506 I don't feel like you're going to want me after this information. 1023 00:48:45,090 --> 00:48:46,466 What information? 1024 00:48:49,678 --> 00:48:50,971 In the past... 1025 00:48:54,307 --> 00:48:55,642 I have dated both genders. 1026 00:48:55,725 --> 00:48:57,727 [dramatic instrumentals] 1027 00:48:59,854 --> 00:49:01,398 [heartbeat thumping] 1028 00:49:01,731 --> 00:49:03,566 What do you mean? Like male and female? 1029 00:49:04,275 --> 00:49:05,610 Male and female, yeah. 1030 00:49:06,444 --> 00:49:08,989 [heartbeat thumping] 1031 00:49:11,074 --> 00:49:14,744 [Carlton] It's a lot to accept. I get it. It's okay. 1032 00:49:14,828 --> 00:49:16,538 Like, I have my fears. I have... 1033 00:49:16,621 --> 00:49:18,957 I have gone through the thought of... 1034 00:49:19,332 --> 00:49:22,794 Fuck, you met the love of your fucking life and now... 1035 00:49:27,382 --> 00:49:31,136 My question is, how do you know I'm the love of your life? 1036 00:49:31,219 --> 00:49:33,888 Do you ever feel like you need to go date... 1037 00:49:34,723 --> 00:49:36,725 -No. No. -...another man? 1038 00:49:36,850 --> 00:49:37,892 No. 1039 00:49:38,018 --> 00:49:41,229 That is the biggest misconception in the world. 1040 00:49:41,980 --> 00:49:46,401 The biggest misconception in the world for men like me, who are honest, 1041 00:49:46,484 --> 00:49:48,236 I love... 1042 00:49:49,070 --> 00:49:50,530 people for who they are... 1043 00:49:51,698 --> 00:49:52,532 at the core. 1044 00:49:54,659 --> 00:49:56,453 This has nothing to do with it. 1045 00:49:57,287 --> 00:49:59,456 This has nothing to do with it. 1046 00:49:59,539 --> 00:50:02,542 Like, that has never been the motivating force in my life. 1047 00:50:02,625 --> 00:50:04,127 It's a lot to accept. 1048 00:50:04,711 --> 00:50:05,628 Yeah. 1049 00:50:09,007 --> 00:50:10,550 Like, I'm looking at you right now and-- 1050 00:50:10,633 --> 00:50:13,803 -I'm listening. -I feel like your eyes are so blank. 1051 00:50:15,180 --> 00:50:17,474 -It's a lot to take in. -I know. I know. 1052 00:50:19,768 --> 00:50:21,478 [sighs] Fuck! 1053 00:50:21,936 --> 00:50:22,937 [grunts loudly] 1054 00:50:24,230 --> 00:50:25,607 -["Zero Gravity" playing] -[sobbing] 1055 00:50:25,690 --> 00:50:28,109 ♪ You slowly vanish I cannot feel you ♪ 1056 00:50:28,193 --> 00:50:29,903 [Carlton sobbing] 1057 00:50:29,986 --> 00:50:32,906 ♪ Didn't you know? ♪ 1058 00:50:34,115 --> 00:50:36,117 [sniffling] 1059 00:50:38,369 --> 00:50:40,705 [Diamond] We were literally four weeks away from our wedding. 1060 00:50:40,789 --> 00:50:45,376 Like, I love Carlton, but I was not prepared for that. 1061 00:50:45,460 --> 00:50:46,419 [Carlton] I... 1062 00:50:47,587 --> 00:50:49,839 may leave this earth alone, 1063 00:50:49,923 --> 00:50:52,717 but I will leave this earth saying I was fucking honest. 1064 00:50:52,801 --> 00:50:54,886 [crying] I didn't fucking deceive nobody 1065 00:50:54,969 --> 00:50:57,889 and I did one of the hardest fucking things that was ever done. 1066 00:50:57,972 --> 00:51:00,058 I'm not a hider. What am I hiding for? 1067 00:51:00,141 --> 00:51:02,310 Why can I not be myself? 1068 00:51:02,811 --> 00:51:04,020 You can be yourself. 1069 00:51:04,729 --> 00:51:05,897 You can be yourself. 1070 00:51:06,272 --> 00:51:08,483 I just... I just need time... 1071 00:51:10,401 --> 00:51:11,611 to think about this. 1072 00:51:11,694 --> 00:51:14,322 It's... I mean, you just threw a curveball. 1073 00:51:14,989 --> 00:51:15,865 I know. 1074 00:51:25,792 --> 00:51:27,043 [Diamond] I'm going to... 1075 00:51:27,127 --> 00:51:28,711 -Go, just go. -See you later. 1076 00:51:30,338 --> 00:51:32,882 ♪ 'Cause you are the tin man ♪ 1077 00:51:33,633 --> 00:51:36,469 ♪ I cannot hear you ♪ 1078 00:51:36,594 --> 00:51:40,849 ♪ Where did you go? ♪ 1079 00:51:40,974 --> 00:51:44,978 ♪ You, you slowly vanish ♪ 1080 00:51:45,353 --> 00:51:47,772 ♪ I cannot feel you ♪ 1081 00:51:48,356 --> 00:51:51,484 ♪ Didn't you know? ♪