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I never expected,
walking into this facility...

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that I would find my wife
and mean that,

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but here we are.

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[exhales nervously]

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Everything has just been building up
to this moment,

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to meet this man who I feel like
fell out of the sky.

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I feel like he was made in a factory,

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like he was specifically
put together for me.

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[Cameron] I think I'm just
a little nervous about

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seeing her for the first time, physically.

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I hope that, you know,
her expectations aren't let down.

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I don't think they will be,

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but, you know, you just never know,

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when you add in that physical element,
how that might change things.

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[Lauren] When we're in the pods,

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we don't have to think
about how we look physically,

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because they can't see us.

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So right now,

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I'm like, oh my God,

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what if a piece of my hair's sticking up,

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I can't have bad breath.
What if I'm sweating?

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I'm just anticipating

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the moment of getting
to physically see him,

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and I'm a nervous wreck.

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But I'm ready.

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[Lauren chuckles]

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Oh, my gosh. [laughs]

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-Cameron!
-[Cameron chuckles]

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[kisses]

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[Lauren moans happily]

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-[Cameron] I'm so excited to see you.
-I'm excited, too.

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[Cameron] I'm never going to let you go.

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[Lauren] I hope not.

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[Cameron whispering] I promise you.

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I cannot wait to marry you.

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[Lauren] Mm.

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I feel like this environment has

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allowed me to date outside my race,

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without even knowing,

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mainly because

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Cameron and I's connection

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was so strong that

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I really didn't care what color he was.

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It just turns out that he was white.

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Let me look at you.

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-[chuckles] You're so handsome.
-[Cameron] You're beautiful.

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I can't believe how beautiful you are.

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Oh...

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You're so handsome.

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-You literally look like a prince.
-[chuckles]

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Like Prince Charming.

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["Choose to Love" playing]

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♪ I put my hands up, I put my head down ♪

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[Lauren sobs]

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Lauren...

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will you still marry me?

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Of course, yes. [laughs]

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♪ I've been trying so hard
To figure it out ♪

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[Lauren] Pretty.

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Gorgeous.

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♪ Sometimes you’re all right
Sometimes it’s all wrong ♪

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♪ Sometimes you don’t know
where you belong ♪

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♪ You walking that road you’ve been on ♪

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♪ You keep falling ♪

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[Cameron] I'm strong.

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[both laughing]

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You are strong.

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[Cameron] It doesn't even seem
like she's real

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because it seems too perfect.

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I couldn't be happier.

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How did I get so lucky?

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How did I get so lucky? [squeals]

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You're real. Just hold me. [laughs]

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Oh, my gosh.

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[Cameron] I'm going to take care of you.

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♪ But these eyes won't cry ♪

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And you're strong. [laughs]

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♪ When everything feels like ♪

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♪ A long night ♪

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♪ Take another look in the mirror ♪

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♪ And choose to love ♪

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[Lauren] This is my first time
kissing a white man.

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I have large,

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full lips,

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and I was scared that the proportion

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was going to be like, "Oh, my God,

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my lips are going to be a lot
for his smaller lips,"

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but he is an excellent kisser.

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-See you soon.
-Okay.

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Honestly, our journey is just beginning.

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Obviously, we have
our emotional connection,

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and now we are going to be
whisked away

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on a beautiful, tropical
romantic vacation to Mexico.

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I can't wait to just sit with him
on the beach,

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and watch the sunset and sunrise,

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and drink frozen drinks,

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and take advantage of him. [laughs]

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[Cameron] It's a dream,
being able to touch her,

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and smell her perfume,

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and to know that I'm not just in love

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with how gorgeous she is,

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but the person that she is.

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[Lauren] I'm very vocal
about the struggles of black people,

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and in the back of my mind,

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I am thinking a lot of my friends or peers

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will be like, "Wow, Lauren,
you going to go marry a white man?"

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But, at the end of the day,

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I feel like I can still
want the best for black people.

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I can still want black people to win.

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I can still voice my opinions

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about how black people
are treated in this country,

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and still love who I love.

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Being in an interracial relationship

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will be difficult.

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but I feel pretty confident that

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we'll be able to take on this, uh,

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mean world that's out there.

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Us against the world.

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[sighs deeply]

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[soft R&B music playing]

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♪ I was so wrong ♪

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♪ I was so blind ♪

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[Mark] I'm pouring us glasses of wine.

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Because we're classy.

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"Wine" not?

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♪ I'm living my best life ♪

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Before coming into this facility,

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I was very superficial.

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I had to be with a supermodel.

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I had to be with a beauty queen.

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Now, I'm ready to focus on what matters.

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It's more about what's on the inside.

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If that heart is beautiful,

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if your soul speaks to my soul.

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Have you guys tried
to imagine the faces

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of the people you're talking to?

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Yeah, of course.

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[Amber] I can't.

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Every single one.

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[Amber] I can imagine the body types,

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based off what they say
they're interested in,

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like their activity level,
the stuff they do, their hobbies.

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But I can't see their faces.

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People here are falling in love
through a wall.

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It's a crazy kind of magic, but it works.

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With Damian, I was like...

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He joked he was like, "I'm 5'4".

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I'm like, "I wouldn't care".
Like, I'm obsessed with you.

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[Amber and Giannina laughing]

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[Taylor] Whatever woman you end up with,
Damian, is gonna be one lucky lady.

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[Mark] To the rest of our lives.

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-Cheers.
-[Mark] Happy.

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[women chattering]

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[men chattering]

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-[Damian] Hello?
-Who is it?

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It's Damian.

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Thank God.

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[Damian and Giannina chuckling]

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[Giannina] I couldn't stop thinking
about you today.

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-Yeah?
-[Giannina] Mm-hmm.

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-[Damian] You got my butterflies turning.
-[both laughing]

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-Get out of here, little guys.
-[both laughing]

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-Get out.
-[both chuckling]

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You know, it's so funny,

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we're going on our fifth date, I believe?

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-Fourth or fifth.
-[Giannina] Wow.

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Yeah.

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We're sliding into each others DM's,
I guess.

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[both laughing]

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I love that.

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You got a really cute sense of humor,

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and I'm really digging that, really hard.

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Thanks, I'm silly.

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Yeah, I like that a lot.

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My name is Giannina Gibelli,

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and I'm 25 years old.

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I'm from Venezuela.

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Caracas, Venezuela.

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Growing up, I was always, like,
the sweet one.

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My mom called me her dulce de leche.

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I taught myself English by reading.

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My mom told me that she would always

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take me to bed, and like,

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I would have a book on my chest
every single time.

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You've given me nothing,
but like, I guess,

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"vibe" always sounds like
such a weird word, but...

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No, use the word "vibes."

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Alright, so you've given me
really good vibes,

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and I'm actually sitting
on the carpet right now...

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I'm literally so close to the screen...

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Are you really?

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I'm literally sitting on the carpet
right now, criss-crossed legs.

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-Me, too.
-[Damian] Just chilling, looking at it.

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Me, too. [chuckling]

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What's important to you?

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[Damian] Uh, my family.

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-Right.
-[Damian] Yeah, my family for sure.

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But, you know, I want to carry that on.

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I want to have a family of my own someday,

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and I want somebody to walk by my side,

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not to walk in front of.

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I adore that.

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-Yeah.
-[Giannina laughs]

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[Giannina and Damian laughing]

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It's become so easy to talk to you,
and I've...

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And I'm really starting to

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emotionally connect with you.

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I'm Damian Powers, and I'm 27 years old.

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I came into this process
not knowing what to expect,

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no matter how good-looking we are,

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or what type of body we have,

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we all want to be loved,
we all want to be accepted.

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I want to find someone that just

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loves me and accepts me

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for everything that I am,

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and everything that I'm not.

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I'm really hoping to get to know you more
over these next few days.

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I like you.

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[laughs]

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I like you a lot.

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Yeah, I like you, too.

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I know Diamond, and I've fallen in love
with this woman.

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I feel very free.

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I feel comforted in knowing that

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no matter what I've been through,

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no matter who I currently am,

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that there's someone that just
wants to weather the storm together.

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That's what I deserve,

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and...

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it's amazing.

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Hello.

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-Hey.
-[Carlton] Hey, baby.

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Through this whole week
spent with Carlton,

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I feel safe.

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I've never connected
with someone on this level.

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[Carlton] I have waited for this
my whole life,

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and I can't waste any more time.

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[takes deep breath]

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-Diamond?
-[Diamond] Yes?

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Will you be my wife?

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[Diamond] Oh, my gosh.

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Will you marry me?

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[gasps]

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Oh, my gosh. [chuckles, sobs]

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-Yes.
-[Carlton] You will?

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[Diamond] Yes.

247
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Baby!

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[Diamond squeals, laughs]

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[exhales]

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[sobbing]

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My dad passed away
when I was a very young girl.

252
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I remember going to the funeral,

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and I see ladybugs everywhere I went.

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Today, I woke up,

255
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and I literally seen a ladybug,

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on the mirror.

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I really thought that was my dad
talking to me,

258
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reminding me that everything
is going to be okay.

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00:11:13,757 --> 00:11:16,009
Carlton is the man I've been praying for.

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Yeah.

261
00:11:21,473 --> 00:11:23,809
And I think everything
is going to be okay.

262
00:11:25,769 --> 00:11:27,646
-Don't cry.
-[Diamond sobbing]

263
00:11:28,564 --> 00:11:29,606
[Carlton] I got you.

264
00:11:29,732 --> 00:11:30,941
I got you forever.

265
00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:33,277
I'm never going to break your heart.

266
00:11:33,694 --> 00:11:34,611
[Diamond sobs]

267
00:11:35,487 --> 00:11:37,489
I just wanna, like,
bust through the glass,

268
00:11:37,573 --> 00:11:38,699
and just, like, hug you.

269
00:11:39,324 --> 00:11:40,993
[breathing heavily]

270
00:11:41,076 --> 00:11:42,453
[Carlton] Let's do this, babe.

271
00:11:43,996 --> 00:11:44,997
Let's get it.

272
00:11:45,456 --> 00:11:47,249
I have found my forever

273
00:11:47,750 --> 00:11:50,753
and I'm not letting any doubt,

274
00:11:50,878 --> 00:11:52,838
any insecurities from the past

275
00:11:53,547 --> 00:11:54,548
ruin this for me,

276
00:11:54,631 --> 00:11:57,134
because it's the best
I've ever felt in my life,

277
00:11:58,051 --> 00:12:00,262
and no one can take that away from me.

278
00:12:00,888 --> 00:12:01,764
I love you.

279
00:12:02,222 --> 00:12:03,140
I love you, too.

280
00:12:03,307 --> 00:12:04,391
[Carlton] With all my heart.

281
00:12:04,767 --> 00:12:05,726
[Diamond] Oh, God.

282
00:12:06,643 --> 00:12:07,478
[sighs]

283
00:12:08,854 --> 00:12:10,981
[exhales] You know I can't breathe, right?

284
00:12:11,064 --> 00:12:13,233
[Diamond] I can't either.
Like, it's a lot.

285
00:12:15,527 --> 00:12:16,487
[chuckles]

286
00:12:17,279 --> 00:12:20,574
[Carlton] You've taught me so much
in such a short period of time.

287
00:12:21,158 --> 00:12:23,452
It just became evident, day-by-day,

288
00:12:23,535 --> 00:12:25,537
that there was no fears,

289
00:12:25,704 --> 00:12:28,248
just feeling like I could
be myself with you,

290
00:12:29,166 --> 00:12:30,667
and no matter what I tell you,

291
00:12:30,751 --> 00:12:31,919
you'd accept me,

292
00:12:32,711 --> 00:12:33,754
and not leave me,

293
00:12:33,837 --> 00:12:36,173
because I feel
that I've been left many times.

294
00:12:36,423 --> 00:12:37,800
[sobbing]

295
00:12:37,925 --> 00:12:40,260
And I found myself thanking God for you.

296
00:12:42,846 --> 00:12:44,306
You make me feel like

297
00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:46,391
I won't have to hide anything.

298
00:12:46,475 --> 00:12:47,768
I won't have to

299
00:12:48,477 --> 00:12:50,896
be anybody other than Carlton.

300
00:12:51,480 --> 00:12:55,651
I can't see my life without you,
at this point.

301
00:13:01,698 --> 00:13:04,201
[Diamond] I think God put you in my life
for a reason.

302
00:13:04,284 --> 00:13:05,828
I think you are a phenomenal person.

303
00:13:06,787 --> 00:13:08,163
Throughout this whole process,

304
00:13:08,247 --> 00:13:09,581
we have been vulnerable,

305
00:13:09,665 --> 00:13:11,542
and you inspire me.

306
00:13:12,543 --> 00:13:14,586
I'm like, shaking. It's crazy.

307
00:13:14,920 --> 00:13:16,213
["Paint the Pictures" playing]

308
00:13:16,296 --> 00:13:20,676
♪ There is a future ♪

309
00:13:21,927 --> 00:13:23,929
♪ Find an arrow ♪

310
00:13:25,222 --> 00:13:27,099
♪ Point me home ♪

311
00:13:27,182 --> 00:13:30,060
It's very touchy to decide

312
00:13:30,143 --> 00:13:31,687
when to reveal

313
00:13:31,895 --> 00:13:34,398
my sexuality to Diamond,

314
00:13:34,982 --> 00:13:37,609
because I'm just not sure
how she'll handle it.

315
00:13:38,527 --> 00:13:41,530
Going through this experience
in such a short amount of time,

316
00:13:41,613 --> 00:13:43,407
I'm definitely closer,

317
00:13:43,490 --> 00:13:46,243
and I have to be ready
to reveal this information.

318
00:13:46,577 --> 00:13:47,494
I just...

319
00:13:47,619 --> 00:13:50,080
don't think that I can do it right now.

320
00:13:50,747 --> 00:13:52,875
I have experienced rejection in the past

321
00:13:53,041 --> 00:13:56,211
by people that I thought would understand,

322
00:13:56,378 --> 00:14:00,507
so I am afraid to ruin this.

323
00:14:00,799 --> 00:14:02,843
My whole life, I've just been...

324
00:14:04,094 --> 00:14:05,721
craving acceptance.

325
00:14:11,435 --> 00:14:13,145
I'm going to make an amazing husband.

326
00:14:13,979 --> 00:14:15,606
I'm going to be a great father.

327
00:14:16,481 --> 00:14:17,441
[sobs]

328
00:14:22,070 --> 00:14:23,030
[Diamond] Oh, gosh.

329
00:14:23,614 --> 00:14:25,574
This is one of
the happiest days of my life.

330
00:14:25,699 --> 00:14:27,492
["Evening Star" playing]

331
00:14:27,576 --> 00:14:30,913
♪ If you only knew how much I loved you ♪

332
00:14:31,413 --> 00:14:35,375
♪ Tell me I'm the one
you've been dreaming of ♪

333
00:14:40,631 --> 00:14:41,506
Hello.

334
00:14:41,590 --> 00:14:42,424
[Kenny] Kelly.

335
00:14:42,716 --> 00:14:43,759
What's up?

336
00:14:44,134 --> 00:14:45,302
My name is Kelly Chase.

337
00:14:45,385 --> 00:14:46,470
I'm 33 years old,

338
00:14:46,553 --> 00:14:49,890
and the dating scene for me,

339
00:14:50,015 --> 00:14:51,725
it's just never been right.

340
00:14:51,808 --> 00:14:53,602
I had gained about 40 pounds

341
00:14:53,685 --> 00:14:54,603
a few years ago,

342
00:14:54,686 --> 00:14:56,772
and I am just still not where
I would like to be.

343
00:14:57,105 --> 00:14:58,148
And then I'm like, "Kelly,

344
00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:00,359
someone out there
thinks you're beautiful the way you are."

345
00:15:00,442 --> 00:15:02,027
I'm going to to sit down.

346
00:15:02,110 --> 00:15:03,779
-[Kelly] Yeah.
-See if we can get real personal.

347
00:15:03,862 --> 00:15:05,155
I'm Kenny Barnes.

348
00:15:05,238 --> 00:15:06,490
I'm 27 years old,

349
00:15:06,740 --> 00:15:09,952
and I've had great experiences
with past relationships,

350
00:15:10,035 --> 00:15:11,745
but there's always that missing link.

351
00:15:11,870 --> 00:15:14,623
I've had a tough time
with putting myself out there

352
00:15:14,706 --> 00:15:17,292
to be vulnerable, and truly be valued.

353
00:15:17,459 --> 00:15:21,004
So one of the biggest things
that I've had a problem with

354
00:15:21,088 --> 00:15:23,090
is wanting to feel accepted.

355
00:15:23,173 --> 00:15:25,092
So that's what I'm looking for.

356
00:15:27,886 --> 00:15:30,472
Did you have a favorite childhood book?

357
00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:32,516
I had a couple.

358
00:15:32,599 --> 00:15:33,475
There's a book...

359
00:15:33,684 --> 00:15:37,938
It was about a mom and her son.

360
00:15:38,063 --> 00:15:39,189
-Yes.
-[Kenny] It was a little picture book,

361
00:15:39,272 --> 00:15:41,191
and it was like,
"Forever my baby you will be..."

362
00:15:41,274 --> 00:15:42,734
-[Kelly] Yes!
-I'm getting chills.

363
00:15:42,818 --> 00:15:43,902
[Kelly] Oh my God, I love it.

364
00:15:43,986 --> 00:15:46,571
It was my favorite childhood book,
and obviously I'm not a son,

365
00:15:46,655 --> 00:15:48,824
but my mom read it to my sister and I.

366
00:15:49,658 --> 00:15:50,492
Oh, my God.

367
00:15:50,575 --> 00:15:52,744
Like, it is 100 percent my favorite book.

368
00:15:52,828 --> 00:15:54,079
[laughs]

369
00:15:54,162 --> 00:15:55,122
Holy smokes.

370
00:15:55,205 --> 00:15:56,498
That hit me pretty good.

371
00:15:56,623 --> 00:15:57,708
Aww!

372
00:15:58,375 --> 00:16:01,294
To be honest with you,
I read it three or four years ago,

373
00:16:01,378 --> 00:16:03,463
and I was going through
a transitional phase.

374
00:16:03,547 --> 00:16:05,340
I just started with the company
I'm with now,

375
00:16:06,049 --> 00:16:09,052
and it's kind of like
that moment of reflection,

376
00:16:09,136 --> 00:16:10,804
like, things are great,

377
00:16:11,179 --> 00:16:13,807
-but they're not where I want them to be.
-Right.

378
00:16:13,890 --> 00:16:17,477
[Kenny] Personally,
I have felt recently...

379
00:16:17,894 --> 00:16:19,771
It's like I felt like I had no one
to talk to.

380
00:16:20,105 --> 00:16:21,940
-[Kelly] Yeah.
-It's like, there's work,

381
00:16:22,065 --> 00:16:23,775
and I'm stressed out about that.

382
00:16:23,859 --> 00:16:25,485
Let alone, it's family,

383
00:16:25,736 --> 00:16:27,863
you know, stuff that's going on...

384
00:16:27,946 --> 00:16:29,614
It's like I can't talk to anyone.

385
00:16:29,698 --> 00:16:31,408
I literally can't talk to anyone.

386
00:16:31,491 --> 00:16:33,160
-[Kelly] Yeah.
-Can't talk.

387
00:16:33,243 --> 00:16:35,245
Yeah, you do, you feel alone.

388
00:16:38,123 --> 00:16:41,418
Yeah, and it's funny...
Not "funny" you mention that, but,

389
00:16:41,668 --> 00:16:42,794
for, like, months,

390
00:16:42,878 --> 00:16:45,589
I have felt very, um, alone.

391
00:16:46,465 --> 00:16:47,632
For like months.

392
00:16:48,050 --> 00:16:50,761
And, excuse me for crying... [laughs]

393
00:16:51,219 --> 00:16:52,095
[Kenny] You okay?

394
00:16:52,179 --> 00:16:53,555
Yeah, yeah...

395
00:16:54,264 --> 00:16:55,432
But no, I just like...

396
00:16:55,599 --> 00:16:58,393
-I want to give you a hug right now.
-[Kelly] I know, sorry.

397
00:16:58,560 --> 00:17:01,605
No, it's okay. I'm a... I, I, I get it.

398
00:17:01,688 --> 00:17:03,690
And, like, oh my gosh.

399
00:17:04,316 --> 00:17:06,985
So you got me with the book, and...

400
00:17:07,069 --> 00:17:07,903
[laughs]

401
00:17:07,986 --> 00:17:09,905
I told you I'm not a crier,

402
00:17:09,988 --> 00:17:12,449
but I feel it, right?

403
00:17:12,532 --> 00:17:13,366
Yeah.

404
00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:15,368
I love when guys cry.

405
00:17:15,869 --> 00:17:17,120
Kenny can get emotional,

406
00:17:17,204 --> 00:17:20,707
and I was just like, "Okay, I love you".
[laughs]

407
00:17:21,666 --> 00:17:23,085
Yeah. [chuckles]

408
00:17:23,502 --> 00:17:24,461
I've wanted...

409
00:17:25,337 --> 00:17:27,172
a best friend for a while now.

410
00:17:27,881 --> 00:17:31,093
I appreciate that you're willing
to open up like that.

411
00:17:31,176 --> 00:17:32,928
Yeah. [laughter]

412
00:17:33,011 --> 00:17:35,722
["Don't Change" playing]
♪ All I want is you to know ♪

413
00:17:36,431 --> 00:17:38,308
♪ The difference you have made ♪

414
00:17:38,809 --> 00:17:42,604
♪ Please, don't change ♪

415
00:17:45,273 --> 00:17:47,484
With Barnett, it's just so weird,
and it's getting hard,

416
00:17:47,567 --> 00:17:50,195
because I'm having conversations
that I'm literally, like,

417
00:17:50,278 --> 00:17:52,948
I'm talking to him, and I was like,
"If we do this, if we're together,

418
00:17:53,031 --> 00:17:54,199
there's something I wanna do,

419
00:17:54,282 --> 00:17:57,035
as husband and wife, like, this is
what I want to do in a relationship."

420
00:17:57,285 --> 00:17:58,662
Like talking, like when this works,

421
00:17:58,745 --> 00:18:01,498
-I want us to get a couple's massage...
-[Jessica] Yeah.

422
00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:03,250
[Amber] In my mind,
it's not even a question.

423
00:18:03,625 --> 00:18:05,585
-[Jessica] What's not a question?
-[Amber] Like...

424
00:18:06,253 --> 00:18:07,462
that we would be a couple.

425
00:18:07,546 --> 00:18:08,755
It's not a question.

426
00:18:09,005 --> 00:18:12,217
I know the other girls
have feelings for Barnett, but...

427
00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:14,261
it's Barnett or bust,

428
00:18:14,386 --> 00:18:15,554
for me at this point.

429
00:18:15,679 --> 00:18:16,721
These girls will be at my wedding.

430
00:18:16,805 --> 00:18:18,181
There's gonna be a wedding,
and they'll be there.

431
00:18:18,598 --> 00:18:20,183
I'm sorry, it's gonna happen.

432
00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:21,935
So, sucks to be them.

433
00:18:22,018 --> 00:18:23,103
He doesn't approach it,

434
00:18:23,186 --> 00:18:25,188
or the way that he responds to it
is not like...

435
00:18:25,897 --> 00:18:28,066
It's not like a weird way like,
"Oh, yeah, 'if'..."

436
00:18:28,150 --> 00:18:30,152
He doesn't accentuate it,
he was like, "Yeah.

437
00:18:30,277 --> 00:18:32,404
When we get through this,
we'll get a couples massage."

438
00:18:32,737 --> 00:18:34,030
That sounds pretty affirmative.

439
00:18:34,114 --> 00:18:35,949
Like, all my cards are on the table.

440
00:18:36,032 --> 00:18:39,286
I literally have nothing left to play.
Just waiting for him to make the moves.

441
00:18:39,369 --> 00:18:40,328
Mm-hmm.

442
00:18:40,620 --> 00:18:42,122
Hearing Amber talk about Barnett,

443
00:18:42,205 --> 00:18:43,915
doesn't really phase me.

444
00:18:44,416 --> 00:18:46,543
I know what Barnett and I have is special,

445
00:18:46,626 --> 00:18:48,962
and totally different
from what he has with her,

446
00:18:49,045 --> 00:18:51,047
because we always talk about

447
00:18:51,173 --> 00:18:52,966
what life would be like after this,

448
00:18:53,049 --> 00:18:55,135
and it's kind of a secret between us

449
00:18:55,218 --> 00:18:57,762
that we're going to end up
together in this.

450
00:18:58,263 --> 00:18:59,973
The easy stuff comes so easy.

451
00:19:00,557 --> 00:19:02,642
It's just Barnett or bust,

452
00:19:02,726 --> 00:19:03,685
that's it for me.

453
00:19:05,395 --> 00:19:06,313
Yeah.

454
00:19:11,693 --> 00:19:13,528
[Barnett] We have two weeks to figure out

455
00:19:13,612 --> 00:19:15,947
who we're going to spend
the rest of our lives with.

456
00:19:16,239 --> 00:19:17,365
I've got three people left.

457
00:19:18,700 --> 00:19:20,243
Jessica, Amber, and LC,

458
00:19:20,327 --> 00:19:23,455
they all would make excellent wives,

459
00:19:23,538 --> 00:19:25,540
and it's difficult because

460
00:19:25,665 --> 00:19:28,877
I'm becoming emotionally attached
to all of them

461
00:19:29,169 --> 00:19:30,128
in different ways.

462
00:19:30,212 --> 00:19:31,421
What's up, LC?

463
00:19:31,546 --> 00:19:32,589
[laughs]

464
00:19:32,672 --> 00:19:34,299
Do you really think
that you can find a wife?

465
00:19:34,382 --> 00:19:36,009
[strained chuckle]

466
00:19:36,801 --> 00:19:37,677
What do you think?

467
00:19:37,761 --> 00:19:38,845
[LC] Don't do that.

468
00:19:38,929 --> 00:19:40,889
We don't have time for games here.

469
00:19:41,056 --> 00:19:42,933
The thing with Barnett is,

470
00:19:43,016 --> 00:19:45,352
we can paint
a really good picture together, like...

471
00:19:45,518 --> 00:19:47,270
what this would actually be like,

472
00:19:47,354 --> 00:19:49,606
what an actual life with each other
would look like.

473
00:19:50,190 --> 00:19:53,068
I'm just really pumped to see
what happens the next few days.

474
00:19:53,568 --> 00:19:56,154
Why do you think you could marry me?

475
00:19:56,238 --> 00:19:58,823
[RC] I don't know, I've always
envisioned myself with a guy

476
00:19:59,616 --> 00:20:01,493
similar to my dad in the way he like...

477
00:20:01,910 --> 00:20:04,079
-Oh, gosh.
-[LC] ...he's a people person,

478
00:20:04,162 --> 00:20:05,038
everybody loves him.

479
00:20:05,121 --> 00:20:07,540
[Barnett] How do you imagine
I would do with your parents?

480
00:20:07,624 --> 00:20:09,376
-I think you'd be good with my parents.
-[Barnett] Yeah?

481
00:20:09,459 --> 00:20:11,962
I don't know if Barnett
will propose to anyone,

482
00:20:12,379 --> 00:20:14,256
but I feel like if he did,

483
00:20:14,339 --> 00:20:15,757
I think that it would be me.

484
00:20:15,840 --> 00:20:17,133
[Barnett] Okay, real quick,

485
00:20:17,217 --> 00:20:18,134
whenever I propose,

486
00:20:18,593 --> 00:20:21,721
What do you think about
non-diamond rings?

487
00:20:22,138 --> 00:20:24,057
-Oh, yeah. I love that.
-[Barnett] Really?

488
00:20:24,140 --> 00:20:25,016
Okay.

489
00:20:25,141 --> 00:20:26,977
[LC] Alright, well, you gotta do it.

490
00:20:27,519 --> 00:20:28,478
[Barnett] Yeah?

491
00:20:28,770 --> 00:20:29,729
[chuckles] Yep.

492
00:20:29,854 --> 00:20:31,982
[Barnett] With LC,
we're very freaking similar,

493
00:20:32,065 --> 00:20:35,360
and it's like, what's going on here?
Like, why are we so alike?

494
00:20:35,819 --> 00:20:38,196
It's like figuring out
if I want to marry myself

495
00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:39,364
in girl version.

496
00:20:39,531 --> 00:20:40,490
So...

497
00:20:41,950 --> 00:20:43,785
With Amber, she excites me,

498
00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:46,913
but she also scares
the living hell out of me.

499
00:20:47,580 --> 00:20:48,915
When we get out of here,

500
00:20:49,541 --> 00:20:51,418
we're going to be all, like,
engaged and shit.

501
00:20:51,501 --> 00:20:52,711
"We're all gonna be engaged"?

502
00:20:52,794 --> 00:20:54,796
You're talking in general,
or you and me are gonna be engaged?

503
00:20:54,879 --> 00:20:55,714
[Barnett] Me and you.

504
00:20:55,797 --> 00:20:57,716
Are you proposing to me now?
Is that a thing?

505
00:20:59,467 --> 00:21:01,636
No, I'm not going to propose you tonight.

506
00:21:02,262 --> 00:21:03,722
[laughing]

507
00:21:04,389 --> 00:21:05,265
[chuckles]

508
00:21:05,640 --> 00:21:07,434
If I don't propose to Amber,

509
00:21:07,517 --> 00:21:10,061
she's going to find me outside of here
and whoop my ass!

510
00:21:10,687 --> 00:21:11,646
[Jessica] Hey, B.

511
00:21:11,938 --> 00:21:12,856
Hey, girl.

512
00:21:13,231 --> 00:21:15,191
I think Jessica
is my number one,

513
00:21:15,275 --> 00:21:16,776
because every time I talk to her,

514
00:21:16,860 --> 00:21:19,321
there's like mad goosebumps.

515
00:21:19,446 --> 00:21:20,280
[laughs]

516
00:21:20,363 --> 00:21:22,157
[Barnett] I told her I was ready
to get married,

517
00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:23,950
and I would choose her if I could.

518
00:21:24,034 --> 00:21:26,661
If this place had no other guys,

519
00:21:27,412 --> 00:21:28,663
and no other girls,

520
00:21:28,913 --> 00:21:32,250
I would propose to you tomorrow.

521
00:21:32,334 --> 00:21:33,168
You would?

522
00:21:34,127 --> 00:21:36,421
You are my yin to my yang.

523
00:21:36,504 --> 00:21:38,173
I am so fucking happy right now.

524
00:21:39,049 --> 00:21:41,468
[Barnett] Jessica, Amber and LC...

525
00:21:41,843 --> 00:21:44,054
I love everything about these girls,

526
00:21:44,137 --> 00:21:47,557
but all in different ways, and I'm like,
"What the hell am I supposed to do?"

527
00:21:47,932 --> 00:21:49,559
You got it? You getting married?

528
00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:51,561
[Mark laughs] No. Not yet.

529
00:21:51,644 --> 00:21:52,896
-Not yet?
-[Mark] Not yet.

530
00:21:53,313 --> 00:21:54,230
[Diamond] What you doing?

531
00:21:54,314 --> 00:21:56,232
-[Jessica] I'm just a little nervous.
-[Diamond] Nervous of what?

532
00:21:56,316 --> 00:21:58,193
My relationship with Barnett, like...

533
00:21:59,110 --> 00:22:02,030
-went somewhere I've never really felt.
-Really?

534
00:22:02,113 --> 00:22:03,531
I've never felt before.

535
00:22:03,615 --> 00:22:06,409
We just started to talk really seriously,

536
00:22:06,868 --> 00:22:10,622
and he started talking in the context
of being my husband,

537
00:22:11,122 --> 00:22:12,999
and I started to visualize it.

538
00:22:13,166 --> 00:22:15,585
I've waited so long for, like,

539
00:22:15,752 --> 00:22:19,047
someone that I care about so much
to say those things,

540
00:22:19,130 --> 00:22:20,632
and to feel that way.

541
00:22:20,924 --> 00:22:22,634
He said he would marry me.

542
00:22:22,759 --> 00:22:23,760
Oh, wow.

543
00:22:25,261 --> 00:22:27,555
[Diamond] I had an awkward moment
with Barnett,

544
00:22:27,639 --> 00:22:29,849
and I just never gave him another chance.

545
00:22:29,933 --> 00:22:32,352
He pretty much associated my name

546
00:22:32,435 --> 00:22:33,937
with being a stripper,

547
00:22:34,229 --> 00:22:36,940
and so when girls be mentioning him,
I'll be like, "Oh my God.

548
00:22:37,023 --> 00:22:39,067
What is it?" I'm like,
I couldn't stand him.

549
00:22:39,150 --> 00:22:40,235
Like, ugh.

550
00:22:40,527 --> 00:22:43,571
[Jessica] And then, like, I know
the feelings that I have for Mark,

551
00:22:43,655 --> 00:22:46,574
and it's just a totally
different relationship. Like, it's...

552
00:22:46,658 --> 00:22:48,451
amazing on so many levels.

553
00:22:48,535 --> 00:22:49,452
Mm-hmm.

554
00:22:49,786 --> 00:22:53,289
Jessica, since the first day
you walked out that pod,

555
00:22:53,373 --> 00:22:54,416
and you was like, "Girl."

556
00:22:54,707 --> 00:22:55,625
I said, "What?"

557
00:22:55,750 --> 00:22:57,085
"I like Mark."

558
00:22:57,168 --> 00:22:58,461
And I'm like, "Oh!"

559
00:22:58,837 --> 00:23:00,630
Just know, if you're asking me my advice,

560
00:23:01,005 --> 00:23:05,468
I prefer for you to be with Mark.

561
00:23:06,052 --> 00:23:07,554
I'm nervous about Mark, though.

562
00:23:08,471 --> 00:23:10,306
[Jessica] My relationship with Barnett,

563
00:23:10,390 --> 00:23:13,101
and my relationship with Mark
are totally separate,

564
00:23:13,184 --> 00:23:15,395
like "on another planet" type
relationships.

565
00:23:15,478 --> 00:23:16,938
You know, I always thought...

566
00:23:17,522 --> 00:23:21,734
my relationship with Barnett was just
a flirtatious situation.

567
00:23:21,985 --> 00:23:23,027
And now that it's

568
00:23:23,153 --> 00:23:24,571
developing into more,

569
00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:26,990
I have to see what happens with Barnett.

570
00:23:27,073 --> 00:23:29,617
I have to follow my heart with Barnett.

571
00:23:37,375 --> 00:23:38,835
[Mark] It's a breath of fresh air

572
00:23:38,918 --> 00:23:41,254
to be accepted by Jessica for just me.

573
00:23:42,172 --> 00:23:43,756
Not what I look like,

574
00:23:44,257 --> 00:23:47,552
not how I move, or my body, or whatever.

575
00:23:47,635 --> 00:23:49,679
It's like she's accepting me for me.

576
00:23:49,762 --> 00:23:52,307
And now I know what a true relationship
looks like.

577
00:23:53,099 --> 00:23:54,225
You know, I ask you...

578
00:23:54,642 --> 00:23:56,978
you know, do you want to spend
the rest of your life with me?

579
00:23:57,187 --> 00:23:59,063
Like... where's your mind at?

580
00:24:00,064 --> 00:24:01,357
I can definitely...

581
00:24:03,776 --> 00:24:06,070
see us walking out of here together.

582
00:24:06,571 --> 00:24:07,655
I really can.

583
00:24:07,780 --> 00:24:09,073
It's kind of weird to say that.

584
00:24:09,324 --> 00:24:11,326
[Mark] That's what I'm talking about!

585
00:24:11,451 --> 00:24:12,660
[excited chuckle]

586
00:24:12,911 --> 00:24:14,245
I think Jessica and I,

587
00:24:14,329 --> 00:24:15,371
will be getting married.

588
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:16,998
So what's up?

589
00:24:17,207 --> 00:24:18,458
I'm sad right now.

590
00:24:18,875 --> 00:24:19,792
Why?

591
00:24:20,168 --> 00:24:22,545
Because I don't like
this situation anymore.

592
00:24:23,171 --> 00:24:24,589
What are you talking about?

593
00:24:24,672 --> 00:24:26,966
[Jessica] I feel like I'd rather
just walk away from this.

594
00:24:27,050 --> 00:24:28,051
This is crazy.

595
00:24:28,134 --> 00:24:30,720
So many people are going to get hurt
in this, you know?

596
00:24:33,848 --> 00:24:35,433
I don't want you to like, hurt.

597
00:24:35,517 --> 00:24:37,352
Why... What are you talking about?

598
00:24:37,852 --> 00:24:40,313
Obviously since day one, I've been like,

599
00:24:40,522 --> 00:24:42,023
Mark, Mark, Mark.

600
00:24:42,232 --> 00:24:43,816
That's just been it, you know?

601
00:24:44,108 --> 00:24:45,652
You know, our connection is so strong,

602
00:24:45,735 --> 00:24:49,239
but I would be doing myself a disservice
if I didn't...

603
00:24:50,198 --> 00:24:53,409
pursue relationships
like I came here to do.

604
00:24:53,993 --> 00:24:54,953
What the fuck?

605
00:24:55,787 --> 00:24:58,373
I get it, you want to weigh out
all your options and be certain.

606
00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:01,543
I am certain. You were certain
when you walked out yesterday.

607
00:25:01,668 --> 00:25:05,713
I definitely don't want to jump the gun,
you know?

608
00:25:05,838 --> 00:25:07,799
It's just the experience for me
has been different.

609
00:25:07,882 --> 00:25:09,717
It's worked in different ways for me.

610
00:25:10,260 --> 00:25:12,804
And I don't just care about you, like I...

611
00:25:13,012 --> 00:25:14,347
I love you, like, it's crazy.

612
00:25:14,430 --> 00:25:16,224
All the other dates I've had,

613
00:25:16,391 --> 00:25:18,351
I didn't feel like that.

614
00:25:18,977 --> 00:25:22,188
The reason why I'm so passionate right now
is because I feel that towards you,

615
00:25:22,272 --> 00:25:25,441
but if you're feeling that
with someone else, it's like...

616
00:25:25,525 --> 00:25:27,944
I will... I'm going to be open
and honest with you.

617
00:25:28,027 --> 00:25:28,861
[Mark] Okay.

618
00:25:29,195 --> 00:25:30,947
You're ten years younger than I am.

619
00:25:31,114 --> 00:25:33,241
Like, it's, it's...

620
00:25:34,492 --> 00:25:35,410
crazy.

621
00:25:35,493 --> 00:25:38,538
Like I have created
other connections that...

622
00:25:39,372 --> 00:25:42,250
look like they could potentially
plug into my life, you know?

623
00:25:47,839 --> 00:25:50,049
I'm just trying to, like,
explore everything,

624
00:25:50,133 --> 00:25:52,218
because we only have a
limited amount of time

625
00:25:52,302 --> 00:25:54,554
and it's like the rest of our lives,
you know what I mean?

626
00:26:02,395 --> 00:26:04,939
It feels like I'm an option,
that's what it makes me feel like.

627
00:26:05,023 --> 00:26:06,065
[Jessica] God...

628
00:26:07,317 --> 00:26:08,818
[Mark] I told you how certain I am.

629
00:26:08,901 --> 00:26:11,571
I've never been this certain
about something in my life.

630
00:26:11,779 --> 00:26:13,740
I'm going to tell you straight up.

631
00:26:13,823 --> 00:26:15,033
If I'm not walking out of here with you,

632
00:26:15,116 --> 00:26:16,951
then I'll go my separate way,
and I'll go home.

633
00:26:17,201 --> 00:26:19,370
And that's fine.
I'm just letting you know where I stand,

634
00:26:19,454 --> 00:26:21,164
and that the ball's in your court,

635
00:26:21,247 --> 00:26:22,498
and that's all I'm saying.

636
00:26:31,633 --> 00:26:34,260
[Jessica] I came into this wanting
to find someone,

637
00:26:34,719 --> 00:26:36,012
but I didn't know that

638
00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:37,889
I was going to have to hurt
someone else, too.

639
00:26:38,806 --> 00:26:42,894
So I think that's wearing on me
more than anything.

640
00:26:47,899 --> 00:26:49,692
[Mark] Oh, fuck me!

641
00:26:55,573 --> 00:26:58,242
Yesterday, I felt like we both knew
that we were going to walk

642
00:26:58,326 --> 00:26:59,661
-out of here together.
-Yeah.

643
00:26:59,786 --> 00:27:02,288
Today, having conversations, as you said,

644
00:27:02,372 --> 00:27:04,540
I'm just like, "So you're playing me?

645
00:27:04,749 --> 00:27:06,542
So you're still weighing your options,

646
00:27:06,626 --> 00:27:07,794
-or what's up?"
-Yeah.

647
00:27:08,378 --> 00:27:09,462
[Mark] Because that's the problem.

648
00:27:09,545 --> 00:27:10,672
Because, like,

649
00:27:10,797 --> 00:27:12,507
I'm not just a fucking option.

650
00:27:13,007 --> 00:27:14,842
I don't need my partner,

651
00:27:15,134 --> 00:27:16,427
age difference or not,

652
00:27:16,511 --> 00:27:19,847
to expect me to be a 34 year old.

653
00:27:19,931 --> 00:27:20,848
I'm 24.

654
00:27:21,349 --> 00:27:22,266
I know what I am.

655
00:27:22,350 --> 00:27:23,559
I feel as though

656
00:27:23,643 --> 00:27:25,645
I put my heart out there, and someone

657
00:27:25,937 --> 00:27:26,813
reciprocated it,

658
00:27:26,896 --> 00:27:28,564
but then just ripped it out for no reason.

659
00:27:28,648 --> 00:27:29,857
Don't fuck with me.

660
00:27:30,191 --> 00:27:31,609
-Don't fuck with me.
-Yeah.

661
00:27:32,068 --> 00:27:33,778
-[Mark] I'm a grown-ass man.
-[Carlton] Yeah.

662
00:27:33,861 --> 00:27:35,238
-I know what I fucking want.
-Yeah.

663
00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:38,491
Oh, fuck me.

664
00:27:51,921 --> 00:27:53,047
I'm about to see

665
00:27:53,131 --> 00:27:55,299
the man of my dreams for the first time.

666
00:27:55,633 --> 00:27:57,427
He assured me that

667
00:27:57,510 --> 00:27:59,387
I will always make him happy,
no matter what.

668
00:27:59,470 --> 00:28:01,931
I just hope that he accepts me

669
00:28:02,348 --> 00:28:03,349
for who I am.

670
00:28:03,766 --> 00:28:05,727
I'm here for you, Carlton.

671
00:28:06,102 --> 00:28:08,146
I will always be here for you,
no matter what.

672
00:28:10,815 --> 00:28:12,442
[dramatic music playing]

673
00:28:14,026 --> 00:28:15,695
[sighs deeply]

674
00:28:15,778 --> 00:28:16,863
Oh, my gosh.

675
00:28:21,743 --> 00:28:23,703
[Carlton] I didn't tell Diamond
about my past

676
00:28:23,786 --> 00:28:25,037
before the proposal,

677
00:28:25,121 --> 00:28:29,167
because I just always wanted
people to judge me

678
00:28:29,250 --> 00:28:30,501
for the way that I love,

679
00:28:30,585 --> 00:28:32,378
rather than who I love,

680
00:28:32,462 --> 00:28:36,257
and a lot of times, people are misjudged
when they're fluid.

681
00:28:36,340 --> 00:28:38,384
So, of course in the back of my mind,

682
00:28:38,468 --> 00:28:41,179
I'm thinking, well, what if
she has a change of heart?

683
00:28:42,722 --> 00:28:46,309
[Diamond] When we finally meet,
I just hope that I make him smile.

684
00:28:47,101 --> 00:28:48,603
And I hope that

685
00:28:48,686 --> 00:28:50,688
he just finds me very attractive, and...

686
00:28:51,189 --> 00:28:54,358
will swoop me up and take me off.
[chuckles]

687
00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:59,405
[dramatic music escalated, then stops]

688
00:29:01,282 --> 00:29:02,325
[gasps]

689
00:29:03,034 --> 00:29:04,327
[Diamond] How are you? [laughs]

690
00:29:05,745 --> 00:29:06,788
Hi!

691
00:29:07,705 --> 00:29:08,748
[Diamond laughing]

692
00:29:11,292 --> 00:29:12,460
Oh, my God.

693
00:29:15,546 --> 00:29:17,632
[gasps] Oh, wow.

694
00:29:19,592 --> 00:29:20,593
How are you?

695
00:29:20,676 --> 00:29:22,512
-I'm good, how you feeling?
-Good.

696
00:29:23,805 --> 00:29:25,056
Oh my gosh.

697
00:29:25,264 --> 00:29:27,391
-I'm a fiancée!
-[laughs]

698
00:29:27,850 --> 00:29:29,018
Can you believe it?

699
00:29:29,101 --> 00:29:30,019
Look at you.

700
00:29:30,102 --> 00:29:31,020
Look at you!

701
00:29:31,103 --> 00:29:33,022
Look at you. You fly.

702
00:29:33,105 --> 00:29:34,524
-You fly.
-You look good.

703
00:29:34,607 --> 00:29:35,566
Thank you.

704
00:29:35,775 --> 00:29:37,276
-Damn.
-I was hoping you'd like it.

705
00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:39,195
[Carlton] I know that I'm different.

706
00:29:39,278 --> 00:29:41,823
I know that my past is different.

707
00:29:41,906 --> 00:29:44,951
But this is what I've always dreamed of.

708
00:29:45,368 --> 00:29:47,161
In four weeks, we'll be getting married.

709
00:29:47,537 --> 00:29:49,455
My biggest worry is that

710
00:29:49,539 --> 00:29:51,123
someone that I am super in love with

711
00:29:51,207 --> 00:29:52,375
and want to marry,

712
00:29:52,458 --> 00:29:54,669
won't be able to walk down the aisle,

713
00:29:54,752 --> 00:29:57,213
because she just can't be married
to someone like me.

714
00:29:58,089 --> 00:29:59,841
I'm excited about my marriage.

715
00:30:00,591 --> 00:30:02,093
-I am.
-You are?

716
00:30:02,176 --> 00:30:03,052
Mm-hmm.

717
00:30:03,469 --> 00:30:05,012
You ready to get this party started?

718
00:30:05,096 --> 00:30:06,180
I am.

719
00:30:06,806 --> 00:30:08,015
It's going to be great.

720
00:30:08,724 --> 00:30:09,559
[laughs]

721
00:30:11,060 --> 00:30:13,020
I love guys with bald heads,

722
00:30:13,104 --> 00:30:15,022
and I think I like the way he dressed,

723
00:30:15,106 --> 00:30:16,440
and just his whole persona.

724
00:30:16,566 --> 00:30:18,442
I'm very attracted to Carlton.

725
00:30:19,443 --> 00:30:21,445
-[Diamond laughing]
-[Carlton] Whoo!

726
00:30:21,529 --> 00:30:22,530
Thank you, God.

727
00:30:23,781 --> 00:30:26,033
[Diamond] When I was talking to him,
expressing my heart to him,

728
00:30:26,117 --> 00:30:28,202
I wanted to know, like,
are you here for me?

729
00:30:28,286 --> 00:30:29,954
Are you going to accept my flaws?

730
00:30:30,121 --> 00:30:33,666
Carlton has a way of making me feel

731
00:30:33,749 --> 00:30:36,460
like I'm the only woman on Earth.

732
00:30:37,044 --> 00:30:38,629
He really, truly, loves me.

733
00:30:39,130 --> 00:30:41,048
As of right now, the only concern

734
00:30:41,132 --> 00:30:42,800
will have to be our family.

735
00:30:43,217 --> 00:30:45,845
Hopefully our family can accept

736
00:30:46,470 --> 00:30:47,430
our love,

737
00:30:47,722 --> 00:30:49,765
and the way it went down.

738
00:30:49,974 --> 00:30:51,392
This is not normal.

739
00:30:51,475 --> 00:30:53,895
I know a lot of families are traditional.

740
00:30:53,978 --> 00:30:54,979
They want you to date,

741
00:30:55,062 --> 00:30:56,606
become the girlfriend...

742
00:30:56,689 --> 00:31:00,276
We're not oblivious to the steps
and the process of marriage,

743
00:31:00,651 --> 00:31:02,153
but it's not their life.

744
00:31:02,445 --> 00:31:05,197
It's my life, and I choose

745
00:31:05,907 --> 00:31:07,033
to be with Carlton.

746
00:31:07,116 --> 00:31:09,118
[upbeat music plays]

747
00:31:18,169 --> 00:31:20,880
You should be proud about the fact
that so many girls like you.

748
00:31:21,172 --> 00:31:23,466
You are a catch, my brother.

749
00:31:23,591 --> 00:31:25,718
Who have you talked the most with

750
00:31:25,801 --> 00:31:27,261
on serious issues?

751
00:31:28,679 --> 00:31:29,889
-Amber.
-Amber.

752
00:31:29,972 --> 00:31:30,806
Probably Amber.

753
00:31:30,890 --> 00:31:32,016
What about Jessica?

754
00:31:32,934 --> 00:31:35,978
I think we shoot the shit way too much
when we're in there,

755
00:31:36,062 --> 00:31:38,606
and it's hard to get past that sometimes.

756
00:31:38,981 --> 00:31:40,942
Why was she your number one last night?

757
00:31:41,108 --> 00:31:42,652
[Barnett] Like, the feeling in the moment.

758
00:31:42,735 --> 00:31:45,237
I mean, that's my problem
with every relationship,

759
00:31:45,321 --> 00:31:46,781
every person that I talk to,

760
00:31:46,864 --> 00:31:48,574
I get in there,
I want to have a good time.

761
00:31:48,658 --> 00:31:50,743
[Rory] How do you feel
about you and LC, on paper?

762
00:31:51,118 --> 00:31:52,870
[Barnett] I think we would always have
a good time.

763
00:31:52,954 --> 00:31:55,539
But I think that because
we're so similar,

764
00:31:55,623 --> 00:31:57,249
You're in the honeymoon phase, right?

765
00:31:57,333 --> 00:31:58,709
And you love talking to them,

766
00:31:58,793 --> 00:32:00,211
love being around them, but...

767
00:32:00,503 --> 00:32:02,922
our job here is not to be
in the honeymoon phase,

768
00:32:03,005 --> 00:32:06,008
our job here is to find someone
that we spend the rest our life with.

769
00:32:06,884 --> 00:32:07,760
And that's important,

770
00:32:08,678 --> 00:32:09,512
but...

771
00:32:10,179 --> 00:32:12,056
Yeah, man. I hope you find some clarity.

772
00:32:16,060 --> 00:32:17,478
-[man 1] Hello?
-[woman 1] Hi.

773
00:32:17,687 --> 00:32:18,813
[man 2] Hey, how are you?

774
00:32:18,896 --> 00:32:20,231
[woman 2] Good, how are you?

775
00:32:20,690 --> 00:32:21,524
[Barnett] Hello?

776
00:32:21,607 --> 00:32:23,067
[Jessica] Hi. [chuckles]

777
00:32:23,150 --> 00:32:23,985
Hey.

778
00:32:25,403 --> 00:32:27,113
I've waited so long

779
00:32:27,196 --> 00:32:28,823
to find the perfect person,

780
00:32:28,906 --> 00:32:31,242
and I think Barnett

781
00:32:31,325 --> 00:32:33,160
is someone I can
spend the rest of my life with.

782
00:32:33,244 --> 00:32:35,663
I'm ready for him to ask me

783
00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:36,914
to marry him.

784
00:32:38,708 --> 00:32:39,792
What are you doing?

785
00:32:40,042 --> 00:32:41,627
[Bernett] Drinking red wine.

786
00:32:43,379 --> 00:32:44,505
Let's do some fun stuff.

787
00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:47,133
-I wanna have fun.
-[Barnett] Okay, what do you wanna do?

788
00:32:47,550 --> 00:32:48,676
[Jessica] Um...

789
00:32:49,218 --> 00:32:50,761
Twenty questions? Truth or dare?

790
00:32:51,095 --> 00:32:52,138
Truth or dare.

791
00:32:52,722 --> 00:32:54,223
Is it true that...

792
00:32:54,974 --> 00:32:58,060
you still feel the same way
you felt last night

793
00:32:58,352 --> 00:32:59,228
about me?

794
00:33:01,605 --> 00:33:05,234
[heartbeat thumping, intensifies]

795
00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:06,736
I don't know.

796
00:33:06,986 --> 00:33:09,155
[dramatic music]

797
00:33:09,238 --> 00:33:10,197
[Jessica] Wait, really?

798
00:33:10,281 --> 00:33:11,782
-Yeah.
-Oh.

799
00:33:12,408 --> 00:33:13,242
Okay.

800
00:33:16,245 --> 00:33:17,079
Ah!

801
00:33:17,163 --> 00:33:19,248
Jessica would be a good wife.

802
00:33:19,331 --> 00:33:22,418
but after my dates with Amber and LC,

803
00:33:23,044 --> 00:33:25,379
I'm scared to have to pick

804
00:33:25,463 --> 00:33:26,672
between any of these girls,

805
00:33:26,756 --> 00:33:29,467
because I know all the
qualities that they have,

806
00:33:29,550 --> 00:33:33,137
and all the good things
that can come from each person, you know?

807
00:33:34,555 --> 00:33:35,556
[sighs]

808
00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:39,602
I don't know what's up in my mind.

809
00:33:40,102 --> 00:33:41,562
I know I have connections,

810
00:33:41,645 --> 00:33:43,647
emotional connections with people.

811
00:33:44,982 --> 00:33:46,317
And I don't know how

812
00:33:46,859 --> 00:33:47,735
to, like...

813
00:33:48,569 --> 00:33:50,404
differentiate feeling good

814
00:33:50,488 --> 00:33:51,655
from, you know...

815
00:33:53,282 --> 00:33:55,910
feeling the L-word, almost.

816
00:34:01,499 --> 00:34:02,333
[Jessica] Okay.

817
00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:04,543
-I feel like I should go.
-[Barnett] Why?

818
00:34:04,627 --> 00:34:05,461
Because...

819
00:34:06,295 --> 00:34:07,922
I don't fuck with people like you.

820
00:34:08,214 --> 00:34:09,256
What does that mean?

821
00:34:10,174 --> 00:34:12,301
Like, I'm not playing this game with you.

822
00:34:12,885 --> 00:34:13,969
I'm not trying play games,

823
00:34:14,053 --> 00:34:16,305
I'm trying to feel everything out
right now.

824
00:34:16,388 --> 00:34:18,265
-I'm trying to be rational.
-[Jessica] Well, why...

825
00:34:18,349 --> 00:34:20,434
I don't know why you said
everything you said to me, then.

826
00:34:20,559 --> 00:34:22,311
What are you trying to figure out?

827
00:34:22,394 --> 00:34:23,979
My freaking heart, man.

828
00:34:24,063 --> 00:34:25,648
Your heart? About what?

829
00:34:25,731 --> 00:34:28,442
I just don't know what it's feeling.

830
00:34:28,526 --> 00:34:30,611
-I'm trying so hard--
-Oh, my gosh. Stop.

831
00:34:32,696 --> 00:34:34,198
I don't know what's going on.

832
00:34:38,410 --> 00:34:40,204
Now you're trying to figure it out?

833
00:34:40,287 --> 00:34:42,123
I know a million guys like you.

834
00:34:42,498 --> 00:34:43,874
That's a load of shit.

835
00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:47,086
[Jessica] There's people that don't know
what they want, and that's you.

836
00:34:47,169 --> 00:34:48,295
You don't know what you want.

837
00:34:48,379 --> 00:34:50,840
-A million people have told me.
-That's what I'm trying to do.

838
00:34:50,923 --> 00:34:52,883
Okay, then you can try to do it
with somebody else,

839
00:34:52,967 --> 00:34:54,885
-because I'm fucking over this.
-Okay.

840
00:34:54,969 --> 00:34:57,972
[Jessica] You told me last night
that you were ready to propose to me.

841
00:34:58,055 --> 00:34:59,181
That's insane.

842
00:35:00,266 --> 00:35:02,518
You literally said that last night.
[nervous chuckle]

843
00:35:02,601 --> 00:35:03,686
[Barnett] I like you.

844
00:35:04,270 --> 00:35:08,023
I'm not even entertaining
this conversation.

845
00:35:08,274 --> 00:35:09,358
This is embarrassing.

846
00:35:11,318 --> 00:35:12,194
Okay.

847
00:35:16,031 --> 00:35:18,033
[dramatic music, intensifies]

848
00:35:27,459 --> 00:35:28,544
[Bernett] Bye, Jessica.

849
00:35:29,170 --> 00:35:30,254
[Jessica sobbing]

850
00:35:32,089 --> 00:35:32,965
[Barnett] Fuck.

851
00:35:33,591 --> 00:35:37,136
["Just Stay" playing]
♪ Say you hate, say you hate me ♪

852
00:35:37,511 --> 00:35:40,306
♪ Just say some
Just say something ♪

853
00:35:40,389 --> 00:35:44,059
Being married is the next step
in the rest of my life, and it's...

854
00:35:45,186 --> 00:35:46,937
If I don't start now,

855
00:35:47,062 --> 00:35:49,982
who's to say that I'm ever
going to find someone?

856
00:35:51,275 --> 00:35:52,568
Like, any of these girls.

857
00:35:53,569 --> 00:35:55,529
I look like a freaking fool.

858
00:35:57,072 --> 00:35:58,908
I have all these conversations
with someone,

859
00:35:58,991 --> 00:36:00,284
and then tell them how I feel.

860
00:36:00,367 --> 00:36:01,577
I tell them that, you know...

861
00:36:01,869 --> 00:36:03,913
like, they're strong in my mind, and...

862
00:36:06,832 --> 00:36:08,125
♪ I'm not good at reading minds ♪

863
00:36:08,250 --> 00:36:09,210
[sighs]

864
00:36:09,627 --> 00:36:10,586
Fuck.

865
00:36:11,420 --> 00:36:13,422
♪ Just say anything ♪

866
00:36:15,549 --> 00:36:17,218
[Amber] Jessica, how you feeling, friend?

867
00:36:17,301 --> 00:36:19,011
Don't let that dude fuck with you.

868
00:36:19,094 --> 00:36:20,763
-What?
-Don't let Barnett fuck with you.

869
00:36:20,846 --> 00:36:21,722
What do you mean?

870
00:36:22,598 --> 00:36:24,850
I'm just telling you, he's a fuckboy.

871
00:36:25,351 --> 00:36:26,685
I just walked out on him.

872
00:36:26,769 --> 00:36:27,853
[dramatic instrumentals]

873
00:36:27,937 --> 00:36:29,355
-Who'd you walk out on?
-How so?

874
00:36:29,438 --> 00:36:30,356
What do you mean?

875
00:36:30,564 --> 00:36:32,066
He's been telling me

876
00:36:32,483 --> 00:36:33,525
a lot of things.

877
00:36:33,609 --> 00:36:35,694
He told me he's going to
propose to me, last night.

878
00:36:35,778 --> 00:36:37,488
He told me he wanted to propose to me,

879
00:36:37,571 --> 00:36:38,697
and make me his wife,

880
00:36:38,781 --> 00:36:40,866
and he just told me tonight...

881
00:36:40,950 --> 00:36:41,825
I was like...

882
00:36:42,034 --> 00:36:45,412
That's what set me back,
I'm like, "What the hell?"

883
00:36:45,621 --> 00:36:48,415
He is a total dick.

884
00:36:48,540 --> 00:36:50,292
He doesn't know what he wants,

885
00:36:50,668 --> 00:36:51,502
period.

886
00:36:52,211 --> 00:36:55,631
What just happened is is really kind of
earth-shattering for me.

887
00:36:56,632 --> 00:36:59,051
Your relationship with him
may be different, but I think--

888
00:36:59,134 --> 00:37:00,552
I know, but it gets to the point...

889
00:37:00,636 --> 00:37:01,679
I know, I know.

890
00:37:01,762 --> 00:37:03,472
[Jessica whispering]
Do not let him fucking make you look

891
00:37:03,555 --> 00:37:04,682
like he just made me look.

892
00:37:05,266 --> 00:37:07,643
I told her last night that I was, like...

893
00:37:08,269 --> 00:37:10,229
considering proposing to her, almost,

894
00:37:10,312 --> 00:37:14,900
and like, I feel fucking ridiculous
and stupid as shit for saying that shit.

895
00:37:16,735 --> 00:37:18,654
Like, I'm not trying to be an asshole.

896
00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:22,992
It's just, I can't help my ability
to connect with people,

897
00:37:23,075 --> 00:37:26,203
and that there's multiple people
that I connect with.

898
00:37:28,289 --> 00:37:29,373
I don't know.

899
00:37:29,623 --> 00:37:32,793
Again, I still strongly believe
that everyone's relationship is different.

900
00:37:32,876 --> 00:37:34,128
Maybe he's having issues,

901
00:37:34,211 --> 00:37:36,213
but he told me tonight
that he doesn't know what he wants,

902
00:37:36,297 --> 00:37:37,548
and he's fucked up in his head.

903
00:37:37,631 --> 00:37:38,674
That's what he told me.

904
00:37:40,342 --> 00:37:42,845
After telling me he was literally--

905
00:37:42,928 --> 00:37:43,804
What?

906
00:37:44,888 --> 00:37:47,391
After last night, literally telling me
he was gonna marry me.

907
00:37:49,852 --> 00:37:54,064
Maybe it was less of a serious,

908
00:37:54,189 --> 00:37:55,274
"Will you marry me?"

909
00:37:55,399 --> 00:37:57,860
and more of a off-handed,

910
00:37:58,193 --> 00:38:00,029
"Yeah, I would marry you tomorrow,"

911
00:38:00,112 --> 00:38:02,281
which I guess she took

912
00:38:02,823 --> 00:38:04,491
more seriously than he did.

913
00:38:05,159 --> 00:38:06,160
So...

914
00:38:06,869 --> 00:38:07,911
I don't know.

915
00:38:10,789 --> 00:38:13,459
[dramatic instrumentals intensify,
then stop]

916
00:38:14,793 --> 00:38:16,795
[upbeat R&B music playing]

917
00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:19,423
♪ Ooh, ooh ♪

918
00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:21,675
♪ Spinning like a carousel ♪

919
00:38:22,092 --> 00:38:26,096
♪ Ooh, ooh ♪

920
00:38:27,097 --> 00:38:27,931
[Mark] Hello?

921
00:38:28,057 --> 00:38:28,891
[Jessica] Hello.

922
00:38:30,559 --> 00:38:31,518
I'm pissed,

923
00:38:31,602 --> 00:38:33,979
because I had visualized

924
00:38:34,063 --> 00:38:37,191
Barnett as someone I could spend
the rest of my life with.

925
00:38:38,025 --> 00:38:40,361
Yesterday, I was thinking,
"Mark, Mark, Mark,"

926
00:38:40,444 --> 00:38:43,155
and Barnett came
and distracted me with this game.

927
00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:45,115
So I really hope that

928
00:38:45,199 --> 00:38:46,784
I didn't mess it up with Mark.

929
00:38:46,867 --> 00:38:48,744
He is just everything,

930
00:38:49,078 --> 00:38:50,954
everything I've ever wanted,

931
00:38:51,038 --> 00:38:52,206
and so much more.

932
00:38:52,331 --> 00:38:53,290
What's up?

933
00:38:53,999 --> 00:38:54,958
[sobbing exhale]

934
00:38:58,295 --> 00:39:00,506
I'm so sorry. I feel like such an asshole.

935
00:39:02,049 --> 00:39:04,927
I just, like...
I don't know, I feel like I had to think.

936
00:39:06,428 --> 00:39:09,306
I didn't know what was happening.
[sighs deeply]

937
00:39:10,265 --> 00:39:11,517
I swear, though, like,

938
00:39:12,226 --> 00:39:13,560
it was him, like,

939
00:39:13,644 --> 00:39:14,937
I swear to God.

940
00:39:15,896 --> 00:39:16,855
It wasn't me.

941
00:39:17,439 --> 00:39:18,690
Now I'm just like...

942
00:39:19,775 --> 00:39:20,692
I don't know...

943
00:39:20,818 --> 00:39:21,777
[breathes deeply]

944
00:39:22,986 --> 00:39:25,531
Babe, I was so confused, you know?

945
00:39:28,784 --> 00:39:30,953
And I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

946
00:39:32,287 --> 00:39:33,580
It's cut off.

947
00:39:34,081 --> 00:39:35,541
Like, it is totally cut off.

948
00:39:35,666 --> 00:39:37,042
I'm not seeing him anymore.

949
00:39:38,836 --> 00:39:41,130
Barnett is definitely not what I want.

950
00:39:45,467 --> 00:39:47,469
Baby, I don't want to date anybody else.

951
00:39:50,514 --> 00:39:53,308
I know my worth, like a thousand percent.

952
00:39:53,392 --> 00:39:55,853
Like, I know who I am.

953
00:39:55,936 --> 00:39:57,354
I know what I bring to the table,

954
00:39:57,438 --> 00:39:59,440
and I know everything I'm worth.

955
00:40:01,483 --> 00:40:02,860
And I'm not second fiddle.

956
00:40:04,486 --> 00:40:05,404
Look, I'm real.

957
00:40:05,487 --> 00:40:08,198
I'm not some dude,
acting like I'm something I'm not.

958
00:40:09,366 --> 00:40:11,118
One of the things my mom always taught me

959
00:40:11,201 --> 00:40:13,537
growing up, is that
when you love something,

960
00:40:14,288 --> 00:40:15,289
and you let it go,

961
00:40:15,372 --> 00:40:17,749
if it comes back, it was always for you.

962
00:40:17,875 --> 00:40:20,127
If it doesn't come back,
it was never for you in the first place.

963
00:40:20,210 --> 00:40:21,086
And I could feel it.

964
00:40:21,170 --> 00:40:22,004
She was like, "Babe."

965
00:40:22,087 --> 00:40:24,173
She said "babe" like a thousand times
after that.

966
00:40:24,256 --> 00:40:28,010
Jessica's finally telling me
what I've always wanted,

967
00:40:28,343 --> 00:40:31,305
and I don't know how to how to take it.

968
00:40:31,388 --> 00:40:33,891
It's like I just can't wrap my head
around it.

969
00:40:33,974 --> 00:40:36,643
Now, I always want you to be
100% transparent with me.

970
00:40:36,727 --> 00:40:37,561
Yeah.

971
00:40:38,395 --> 00:40:40,856
[Mark] And so,
I want you to know that, like...

972
00:40:42,774 --> 00:40:43,942
I do care about you.

973
00:40:44,443 --> 00:40:45,736
And I get it.

974
00:40:45,861 --> 00:40:47,863
There's a lot of societal shit, whatever,

975
00:40:47,946 --> 00:40:49,656
and there's a lot of, you know,

976
00:40:49,740 --> 00:40:51,450
shit that we would have to combat.

977
00:40:52,576 --> 00:40:55,913
-Yeah.
-We just don't know what's gonna happen.

978
00:40:57,206 --> 00:40:59,875
I've taken a step back
a little bit from Mark,

979
00:40:59,958 --> 00:41:02,336
and letting him know if there
are connections with other people,

980
00:41:02,419 --> 00:41:05,547
and I wouldn't blame him
for wanting to take a step back from me.

981
00:41:05,631 --> 00:41:08,383
Now I don't know if I'm going to
end up with anyone.

982
00:41:08,467 --> 00:41:10,469
["Into the Light" playing]

983
00:41:10,552 --> 00:41:12,554
♪ Your soul's on the line ♪

984
00:41:12,679 --> 00:41:14,681
♪ You don't know where to hide ♪

985
00:41:14,806 --> 00:41:17,226
♪ You're running running ♪

986
00:41:17,309 --> 00:41:19,478
♪ Straight into the light ♪

987
00:41:27,778 --> 00:41:30,614
[Kenny] There's nothing believable
about this experience.

988
00:41:30,697 --> 00:41:34,201
The "physical and emotional gauntlet"
is what I've called it.

989
00:41:34,284 --> 00:41:36,245
It's overwhelming,
but in all the best ways.

990
00:41:36,828 --> 00:41:38,539
I honestly don't believe

991
00:41:38,622 --> 00:41:40,541
that if, had I not gone
through this process,

992
00:41:40,624 --> 00:41:43,460
I would have found the woman
of Kelly's caliber,

993
00:41:43,669 --> 00:41:44,753
in the real world.

994
00:41:49,591 --> 00:41:52,636
I know that I found
someone that I can trust,

995
00:41:52,719 --> 00:41:54,555
and that's the biggest thing.

996
00:41:54,638 --> 00:41:58,767
And she can rely and trust in me forever.

997
00:42:02,271 --> 00:42:03,855
-Milady.
-[Kelly] HI.

998
00:42:04,398 --> 00:42:05,315
How are you today?

999
00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:07,234
-[Kelly] I'm great.
-You're great?

1000
00:42:07,317 --> 00:42:08,569
-[Kelly] Yeah.
-I can tell.

1001
00:42:08,652 --> 00:42:09,903
Yeah. [laughs]

1002
00:42:09,987 --> 00:42:12,739
[Kenny] I've appreciated this journey
with you.

1003
00:42:12,864 --> 00:42:14,074
I know that I need to be with you,

1004
00:42:14,157 --> 00:42:16,743
and you're exactly the person
that I've been looking for.

1005
00:42:18,036 --> 00:42:19,955
And I'm going to go ahead...

1006
00:42:20,038 --> 00:42:21,164
I'm going to cover my eyes,

1007
00:42:21,248 --> 00:42:24,418
because I kind of want to
just black every single thing out...

1008
00:42:24,501 --> 00:42:25,335
[chuckles]

1009
00:42:25,419 --> 00:42:27,087
...and just be with you in this moment.

1010
00:42:27,170 --> 00:42:28,589
-[Kelly] Okay.
-Can you do that, too?

1011
00:42:28,672 --> 00:42:30,591
-[Kelly] Yep, I will close my eyes.
-Okay.

1012
00:42:32,175 --> 00:42:34,469
I'm going to go ahead
and get down on my knee.

1013
00:42:36,346 --> 00:42:37,180
Mm-hmm.

1014
00:42:37,264 --> 00:42:39,182
And I'm going to ask you, Kelly Marie,

1015
00:42:40,183 --> 00:42:41,184
will you marry me?

1016
00:42:42,769 --> 00:42:45,063
I will, yes. [laughs]

1017
00:42:45,147 --> 00:42:47,024
[upbeat instrumentals]

1018
00:42:47,107 --> 00:42:48,358
[Kenny] Oh, my God.

1019
00:42:49,359 --> 00:42:50,444
Are you excited?

1020
00:42:50,652 --> 00:42:52,029
-Yeah.
-[Kenny] I am so pumped.

1021
00:42:52,112 --> 00:42:53,322
[both laughing]

1022
00:42:53,405 --> 00:42:56,074
I love you today,
and that love will remain,

1023
00:42:56,533 --> 00:42:59,536
but I can't wait to learn
to love you even more.

1024
00:42:59,620 --> 00:43:00,579
I love you, too.

1025
00:43:03,123 --> 00:43:04,333
It's so surreal.

1026
00:43:05,834 --> 00:43:08,712
I don't know how to even describe

1027
00:43:08,795 --> 00:43:10,464
the thoughts that are going
through my mind.

1028
00:43:11,590 --> 00:43:13,258
I've found someone who...

1029
00:43:13,925 --> 00:43:17,971
I've worked so hard to think of
and dream of in my head.

1030
00:43:18,055 --> 00:43:18,972
Oh, my gosh.

1031
00:43:19,348 --> 00:43:20,641
You are just this...

1032
00:43:21,266 --> 00:43:22,893
perfect person

1033
00:43:22,976 --> 00:43:24,728
on the other side of this wall,

1034
00:43:24,811 --> 00:43:26,396
and I cannot wait to meet you

1035
00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:27,981
and touch you.

1036
00:43:28,065 --> 00:43:28,982
[Kenny] Oh, my gosh.

1037
00:43:29,524 --> 00:43:31,610
I have longed for this for so long,

1038
00:43:31,735 --> 00:43:32,986
and I just feel like

1039
00:43:33,070 --> 00:43:34,696
he has been my missing link.

1040
00:43:34,780 --> 00:43:36,198
like having that companion,

1041
00:43:36,281 --> 00:43:37,991
and it's just, like, complete right now.

1042
00:43:38,075 --> 00:43:39,701
[Kenny] Um, I can't wait to see you.

1043
00:43:39,785 --> 00:43:41,078
[Kelly] I can't wait to see you either.

1044
00:43:41,161 --> 00:43:42,621
-I love you.
-[Kelly] I love you, too.

1045
00:43:42,746 --> 00:43:44,164
-Whoo!
-Whoo!

1046
00:43:45,123 --> 00:43:46,708
-Yes!
-Yes!

1047
00:43:46,792 --> 00:43:47,876
[Kelly laughing]

1048
00:43:47,959 --> 00:43:49,336
[happy music playing]

1049
00:43:51,254 --> 00:43:52,339
[Mark] Oh-oh.

1050
00:43:52,547 --> 00:43:53,465
Let's go!

1051
00:43:53,548 --> 00:43:55,342
-[Mark] Yeah!
-Whoo!

1052
00:43:55,425 --> 00:43:59,179
♪ Crashin' in love ♪

1053
00:44:00,681 --> 00:44:01,515
[Giannina] Hello?

1054
00:44:02,182 --> 00:44:04,393
[Damian] It feels so good
to hear your voice again.

1055
00:44:04,726 --> 00:44:08,271
-Yeah.
-So, something, seemed like in your past,

1056
00:44:08,355 --> 00:44:10,399
or something has happened
that has caused you

1057
00:44:10,482 --> 00:44:11,900
to feel that you're not beautiful.

1058
00:44:12,067 --> 00:44:13,443
Why is that such a fear for you?

1059
00:44:13,527 --> 00:44:16,196
Because I feel like there's so many
beautiful things about you.

1060
00:44:17,447 --> 00:44:19,074
[soft piano music playing]

1061
00:44:20,701 --> 00:44:21,535
Well...

1062
00:44:28,083 --> 00:44:30,168
I guess moving here, like,

1063
00:44:31,294 --> 00:44:32,212
America,

1064
00:44:33,547 --> 00:44:35,590
I was different,

1065
00:44:36,550 --> 00:44:39,761
you know, and then I got picked on
a lot in high school,

1066
00:44:40,095 --> 00:44:43,223
and for some reason
I just felt inadequate.

1067
00:44:45,892 --> 00:44:46,852
This is hard...

1068
00:44:47,894 --> 00:44:48,770
for me.

1069
00:44:50,897 --> 00:44:52,524
I'm sorry you had to go through that.

1070
00:44:55,277 --> 00:44:56,945
Hearing you talk is just, like...

1071
00:44:57,529 --> 00:44:59,448
I got picked on a lot in school, too.

1072
00:45:00,073 --> 00:45:01,283
I got made fun of.

1073
00:45:01,408 --> 00:45:03,118
I was tiny and small,

1074
00:45:03,201 --> 00:45:04,286
you know, I was...

1075
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:06,830
quirky and weird, I guess.

1076
00:45:06,913 --> 00:45:09,207
And it really took years

1077
00:45:09,583 --> 00:45:11,918
after high school to figure out who I am

1078
00:45:12,002 --> 00:45:13,754
and what kind of man I wanted to become.

1079
00:45:15,005 --> 00:45:17,382
You know, everybody's had something
in their past,

1080
00:45:17,466 --> 00:45:19,426
but, like, you've got to love yourself,

1081
00:45:19,509 --> 00:45:20,927
and you got to trust,

1082
00:45:21,011 --> 00:45:22,888
and let other people love you
for who you are.

1083
00:45:22,971 --> 00:45:24,306
And if they can't, then,

1084
00:45:24,806 --> 00:45:26,391
in simple terms, I just say, screw 'em.

1085
00:45:26,767 --> 00:45:27,601
Mm-hmm.

1086
00:45:27,684 --> 00:45:29,519
Are you "uh-huh"-ing,
or are you humming?

1087
00:45:29,936 --> 00:45:30,979
I'm "uh-huh"-ing.

1088
00:45:32,189 --> 00:45:33,231
Uh-huh.

1089
00:45:34,149 --> 00:45:35,275
[chuckles]

1090
00:45:41,031 --> 00:45:43,366
[upbeat music playing]
♪ I just wanna love ya ♪

1091
00:45:46,369 --> 00:45:49,456
I have definitely thought about
the visual first impression,

1092
00:45:49,539 --> 00:45:53,668
because I do want him to
love me on the outside, too,

1093
00:45:53,752 --> 00:45:56,963
even though we've connected
on such a great scale, emotionally.

1094
00:45:57,047 --> 00:45:58,089
I definitely want him to...

1095
00:45:58,173 --> 00:46:01,051
I want him to love this shell, too.
[laughs]

1096
00:46:02,761 --> 00:46:05,889
[Kenny] I've always known that Kelly,
without a shadow of a doubt,

1097
00:46:05,972 --> 00:46:07,974
was the person
that I was meant to meet.

1098
00:46:08,058 --> 00:46:10,852
She and I didn't share any descriptions
of each other.

1099
00:46:10,936 --> 00:46:12,687
I can just tell that she's
such a gentle person,

1100
00:46:12,771 --> 00:46:15,816
and to me that means so much more
than just, you know,

1101
00:46:15,899 --> 00:46:17,734
some other physical characteristic.

1102
00:46:17,818 --> 00:46:20,612
[curious and dramatic instrumentals]

1103
00:46:31,122 --> 00:46:32,207
[instrumentals stop]

1104
00:46:32,833 --> 00:46:34,835
-[Kelly] Hey!
-[Kenny and Kelly laughing]

1105
00:46:35,877 --> 00:46:37,295
How are you feeling?

1106
00:46:37,796 --> 00:46:39,798
[uplifting romantic music playing]

1107
00:46:45,428 --> 00:46:47,180
She's beautiful. She's perfect.

1108
00:46:47,264 --> 00:46:50,183
She's a little, you know,
5'2", short thing.

1109
00:46:50,892 --> 00:46:52,269
I can just bundle her up,

1110
00:46:52,435 --> 00:46:54,771
and she just buried herself in my chest,

1111
00:46:54,855 --> 00:46:57,148
and it's like we've known each other
our entire lives.

1112
00:46:57,232 --> 00:46:58,358
I'm so excited.

1113
00:46:58,483 --> 00:46:59,317
I'm ready.

1114
00:46:59,401 --> 00:47:00,277
Yeah? Good.

1115
00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:01,319
-Yeah.
-Good.

1116
00:47:01,570 --> 00:47:03,238
[Kelly laughing]

1117
00:47:04,072 --> 00:47:05,699
[Kelly] Kenny and I got to know each other

1118
00:47:05,782 --> 00:47:06,867
on such an emotional level,

1119
00:47:06,950 --> 00:47:08,785
because we couldn't see each other.

1120
00:47:08,869 --> 00:47:10,871
And the physical attraction
was there, too.

1121
00:47:10,954 --> 00:47:12,497
I mean it was in tenfold,

1122
00:47:12,581 --> 00:47:15,417
because I know what makes him who he is.

1123
00:47:15,500 --> 00:47:18,295
And he's just so beautiful inside and out.

1124
00:47:19,004 --> 00:47:21,464
I'm so excited for the next few weeks,

1125
00:47:21,756 --> 00:47:22,966
and hopefully

1126
00:47:23,049 --> 00:47:25,677
the rest of our lives together.

1127
00:47:26,094 --> 00:47:28,096
[happy music playing]

1128
00:47:29,931 --> 00:47:32,142
[overlapping indistinct conversations]

1129
00:47:35,020 --> 00:47:35,854
[Damian] Hello?

1130
00:47:35,937 --> 00:47:36,771
Hi.

1131
00:47:36,855 --> 00:47:39,024
I, like, really miss that voice.

1132
00:47:39,733 --> 00:47:40,692
It's really crazy.

1133
00:47:41,776 --> 00:47:43,194
After our talk yesterday,

1134
00:47:43,278 --> 00:47:44,863
I went to bed thinking about you,

1135
00:47:44,946 --> 00:47:47,866
and when I woke up, you were
the first thing I thought of this morning.

1136
00:47:47,949 --> 00:47:50,118
It's scary to have
this amount of emotions, so fast.

1137
00:47:50,702 --> 00:47:51,703
And it's not like me.

1138
00:47:51,786 --> 00:47:54,581
I don't, like...
I don't get attached quick.

1139
00:47:54,873 --> 00:47:57,542
[Giannina] That's the same thing
with me, too, but...

1140
00:47:57,792 --> 00:47:58,627
[sighs]

1141
00:47:59,169 --> 00:48:02,672
something that is kind of like
in the back of my head...

1142
00:48:03,715 --> 00:48:06,468
is that I self-sabotage

1143
00:48:06,843 --> 00:48:07,886
all the time.

1144
00:48:10,263 --> 00:48:11,973
But I realize that I do it

1145
00:48:12,057 --> 00:48:14,684
when something that's
too good to be true

1146
00:48:15,977 --> 00:48:16,978
is happening to me.

1147
00:48:17,062 --> 00:48:19,773
Because my parents' divorce
really fucked me up.

1148
00:48:19,856 --> 00:48:20,732
[chuckles]

1149
00:48:21,566 --> 00:48:22,984
I guess what I'm trying to say is,

1150
00:48:23,068 --> 00:48:25,570
this is something that
I've always been afraid of.

1151
00:48:26,488 --> 00:48:29,115
I can picture my life
with and without Damian.

1152
00:48:30,283 --> 00:48:33,703
But my life is so much sweeter
with him in it.

1153
00:48:33,995 --> 00:48:36,581
I don't want to picture
my life without him.

1154
00:48:36,831 --> 00:48:38,792
I mean, I'm scared, but...

1155
00:48:38,875 --> 00:48:39,793
[sighs]

1156
00:48:41,795 --> 00:48:45,215
[Damian] I know you don't wanna get hurt,
as much as I don't wanna get hurt,

1157
00:48:45,298 --> 00:48:48,385
and I feel really strongly about you
and the way things are going,

1158
00:48:48,468 --> 00:48:51,054
and I think I could really
see something with you.

1159
00:48:51,137 --> 00:48:52,055
[Giannina] Mm-hmm?

1160
00:48:54,766 --> 00:48:55,892
Am I falling in love?

1161
00:48:55,976 --> 00:48:56,935
Am I in love?

1162
00:48:58,478 --> 00:48:59,896
I want the answer to be "yes."

1163
00:49:00,230 --> 00:49:04,526
I feel such a strong connection
with her right now, and...

1164
00:49:05,777 --> 00:49:06,987
it's unbelievable,

1165
00:49:07,070 --> 00:49:09,406
but there's always
that fear of losing her,

1166
00:49:09,489 --> 00:49:10,615
and it's a scary thing.

1167
00:49:10,699 --> 00:49:13,576
But I feel right now, we've built
such a strong bond,

1168
00:49:13,785 --> 00:49:16,371
that I'm willing to stay here
to find out if she is my true love.

1169
00:49:17,747 --> 00:49:18,748
[Giannina] Thank you...

1170
00:49:19,374 --> 00:49:20,333
so much.

1171
00:49:20,667 --> 00:49:22,669
[Damian] I'm the one
that should be thanking you.

1172
00:49:28,883 --> 00:49:31,219
Feels like I've been here for months.

1173
00:49:31,302 --> 00:49:32,137
[chuckles]

1174
00:49:32,220 --> 00:49:35,265
I'm drained, just emotionally drained
right now.

1175
00:49:35,348 --> 00:49:37,100
Last night was really rough

1176
00:49:37,350 --> 00:49:38,226
with Jessica,

1177
00:49:38,309 --> 00:49:41,312
and I'm scared to only have
a couple days. [nervous chuckles]

1178
00:49:41,396 --> 00:49:43,064
I just hope for happiness.

1179
00:49:43,273 --> 00:49:44,941
That's all I see, is just like

1180
00:49:45,692 --> 00:49:47,569
whoever I'm with,
just smiling all the time,

1181
00:49:48,028 --> 00:49:49,404
and making them smile,

1182
00:49:50,697 --> 00:49:53,199
and, like, me smiling too, obviously.

1183
00:49:53,700 --> 00:49:55,994
Because I just want a good life.

1184
00:49:56,870 --> 00:49:58,079
-[Barnett] Hey.
-[LC] Hi!

1185
00:49:58,371 --> 00:49:59,831
What are you getting into over there?

1186
00:49:59,998 --> 00:50:01,833
-Oh, I brought my ukulele.
-Oh!

1187
00:50:01,916 --> 00:50:03,960
-[LC] You play the ukulele?
-[mock gasping]

1188
00:50:04,044 --> 00:50:06,004
I wanted it to be surprising.

1189
00:50:06,087 --> 00:50:07,672
[chuckles] Are you about to serenade me?

1190
00:50:07,756 --> 00:50:09,966
-Did you write me a song?
-I wrote you a song, it's called

1191
00:50:10,050 --> 00:50:11,634
♪ LC ♪

1192
00:50:12,594 --> 00:50:14,846
♪ Is my favorite initials ♪

1193
00:50:14,929 --> 00:50:16,306
[laughing]

1194
00:50:18,725 --> 00:50:19,684
Okay.

1195
00:50:19,768 --> 00:50:22,020
Every single person here, guy or girl,

1196
00:50:22,145 --> 00:50:23,772
has gotten to a point
where they're like...

1197
00:50:23,855 --> 00:50:25,356
All of us are like,

1198
00:50:25,440 --> 00:50:26,441
"I wanna marry this person."

1199
00:50:26,524 --> 00:50:28,068
And we've known them for a week.

1200
00:50:28,151 --> 00:50:30,320
I've gotten on a level here
that I've not even gotten with myself,

1201
00:50:30,904 --> 00:50:33,239
[laughs] much less another person.

1202
00:50:33,531 --> 00:50:35,784
But now I'm already way past anything

1203
00:50:36,076 --> 00:50:37,452
with Barnett emotionally,

1204
00:50:37,827 --> 00:50:40,371
and I don't even care what he looks like.

1205
00:50:40,455 --> 00:50:42,999
I never thought I would say that. [laughs]

1206
00:50:43,083 --> 00:50:45,251
-That's the only part I know.
-[LC] Were you ever in choir?

1207
00:50:45,335 --> 00:50:47,587
-[Barnett] Was I ever in choir? No.
-Really?

1208
00:50:47,837 --> 00:50:50,465
No, I get my singing practice
in the shower.

1209
00:50:50,548 --> 00:50:51,716
-[LC] Oh.
-It's like where I...

1210
00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:53,259
That's where you really turn it up?

1211
00:50:53,343 --> 00:50:54,469
[Barnett] Where I turn it up.

1212
00:50:54,552 --> 00:50:56,554
Yeah, like my dog sits outside
and looks at me weird.

1213
00:50:56,721 --> 00:50:59,557
See, I don't live by myself,
so for me it's the car.

1214
00:50:59,808 --> 00:51:02,519
[Barnett] Yeah,
I like to make up my own songs

1215
00:51:02,602 --> 00:51:03,853
-while I'm driving to work.
-Me, too.

1216
00:51:03,937 --> 00:51:06,064
[Barnett] And I sing to them in the car,
and I'm like,

1217
00:51:06,147 --> 00:51:07,398
why does this sound so good?

1218
00:51:07,482 --> 00:51:10,318
I mean, I should get a record deal,
right now.

1219
00:51:10,527 --> 00:51:11,528
[Barnett chuckling]

1220
00:51:11,736 --> 00:51:13,113
LC, I like you.

1221
00:51:13,530 --> 00:51:16,825
Yeah, you're the kind of guy
I could definitely fall for really quickly

1222
00:51:16,908 --> 00:51:18,368
and know that I would have
a lot of fun with,

1223
00:51:18,451 --> 00:51:20,537
which is my most important thing, always.

1224
00:51:21,955 --> 00:51:23,331
That's what I was thinking, you know,

1225
00:51:23,414 --> 00:51:25,041
we're so alike, it's ridiculous.

1226
00:51:25,125 --> 00:51:26,918
And we like a lot of the same stuff.

1227
00:51:27,001 --> 00:51:28,878
[LC] What's a song you know
on the ukulele?

1228
00:51:28,962 --> 00:51:30,255
Nothing, I don't know any songs.

1229
00:51:30,338 --> 00:51:31,589
Okay, well, all right.

1230
00:51:31,673 --> 00:51:33,424
-Let's just...
-You like Taylor Swift?

1231
00:51:33,508 --> 00:51:34,759
[LC] I love Taylor Swift.

1232
00:51:34,843 --> 00:51:36,261
I don't know any Taylor Swift.

1233
00:51:36,845 --> 00:51:38,555
I was just asking,
because I like Taylor Swift.

1234
00:51:38,638 --> 00:51:39,806
-You do?
-[Barnett] Oh, yeah.

1235
00:51:39,889 --> 00:51:41,224
Have you been to her concert?

1236
00:51:41,307 --> 00:51:43,226
If she was in this, she would be
the person I'd be marrying.

1237
00:51:43,309 --> 00:51:44,185
[LC] Me, too.

1238
00:51:44,352 --> 00:51:45,687
[both laughing]

1239
00:51:45,812 --> 00:51:46,896
So what you're saying is...

1240
00:51:46,980 --> 00:51:48,690
[Barnett] What I'm saying is...

1241
00:51:49,566 --> 00:51:51,985
Taylor, if you're watching,
and I end up single after this,

1242
00:51:52,068 --> 00:51:53,695
-[LC] Okay.
-[mock howling]

1243
00:51:53,778 --> 00:51:55,947
I haven't been vulnerable in a long time,

1244
00:51:56,030 --> 00:51:58,241
and I haven't been open in a long time
with anybody.

1245
00:51:58,324 --> 00:52:00,243
It makes me feel good to know that

1246
00:52:00,326 --> 00:52:03,329
someone on the other side
of that wall cares about me.

1247
00:52:03,454 --> 00:52:05,456
[happy, upbeat music playing]

1248
00:52:09,252 --> 00:52:11,963
[Barnett] How real has this shit got?

1249
00:52:12,088 --> 00:52:14,174
So real, I didn't realize
some of the issues that I have

1250
00:52:14,257 --> 00:52:15,425
were still issues for me.

1251
00:52:15,508 --> 00:52:16,467
Open up, girl.

1252
00:52:16,551 --> 00:52:18,595
Fuck, where do I start? [sighs]

1253
00:52:19,387 --> 00:52:20,388
My...

1254
00:52:21,598 --> 00:52:24,142
one and only serious relationship.

1255
00:52:24,225 --> 00:52:26,269
This is going to be my future husband.

1256
00:52:26,352 --> 00:52:27,562
Like, I told him,

1257
00:52:28,354 --> 00:52:30,064
"I think I might be pregnant,"

1258
00:52:30,148 --> 00:52:32,192
and immediately he's in

1259
00:52:32,650 --> 00:52:34,235
problem-solving mode.

1260
00:52:34,319 --> 00:52:36,029
"Well, how are we going to fix this?"

1261
00:52:36,487 --> 00:52:37,363
Like...

1262
00:52:37,780 --> 00:52:38,948
it wasn't...

1263
00:52:39,908 --> 00:52:40,825
Oh, God. I just...

1264
00:52:41,159 --> 00:52:42,911
No, I got you. I know where you're at.

1265
00:52:42,994 --> 00:52:43,953
I know what's going on.

1266
00:52:45,205 --> 00:52:46,497
I don't have kids right now.

1267
00:52:46,581 --> 00:52:50,293
So obviously I didn't follow
through with the pregnancy.

1268
00:52:50,376 --> 00:52:52,295
It was the...

1269
00:52:52,420 --> 00:52:53,254
Oh, fuck.

1270
00:52:53,713 --> 00:52:55,381
-It was...
-Yeah, you're okay. You're okay.

1271
00:52:55,465 --> 00:52:56,341
[Amber] It was...

1272
00:52:58,593 --> 00:53:01,721
It was really the hardest thing
I've ever gone through in my life.

1273
00:53:02,430 --> 00:53:04,432
[wistful song playing]

1274
00:53:08,061 --> 00:53:09,145
[sighs deeply]

1275
00:53:10,480 --> 00:53:13,399
I was still learning what it meant
to be in love with somebody,

1276
00:53:13,608 --> 00:53:15,860
and because I loved him so much,

1277
00:53:16,194 --> 00:53:18,196
I... I had an abortion.

1278
00:53:19,364 --> 00:53:20,281
Uh...

1279
00:53:21,699 --> 00:53:23,076
[scoffs] Shit.

1280
00:53:25,370 --> 00:53:26,412
[sniffles]

1281
00:53:26,663 --> 00:53:28,790
It's not exactly something that's like...

1282
00:53:30,166 --> 00:53:31,167
I'm proud of.

1283
00:53:31,918 --> 00:53:33,920
After the fact, we were just talking.

1284
00:53:34,003 --> 00:53:35,129
I'm telling him, like...

1285
00:53:35,213 --> 00:53:37,715
I'm trying to explain
what I'm going through, like,

1286
00:53:37,799 --> 00:53:40,510
I'm having a really hard time
getting out of bed in the morning.

1287
00:53:40,635 --> 00:53:41,636
I don't eat.

1288
00:53:41,719 --> 00:53:43,846
I'm not really sleeping. I just...

1289
00:53:45,265 --> 00:53:48,476
This was supposed to be my other half.
And his reaction, he goes,

1290
00:53:50,395 --> 00:53:51,604
"Why don't you just get over it?

1291
00:53:51,688 --> 00:53:53,731
You just need to get over it already.
Like, move on."

1292
00:53:54,148 --> 00:53:56,651
That is the last thing in the world
you want to hear.

1293
00:53:57,610 --> 00:53:59,862
I need to know if a situation
like that comes up,

1294
00:53:59,946 --> 00:54:01,948
and an unexpected pregnancy happens,

1295
00:54:02,031 --> 00:54:03,366
I'm not going to be...

1296
00:54:03,950 --> 00:54:05,660
[sobbing]

1297
00:54:05,827 --> 00:54:07,745
I won't be forced to choose.

1298
00:54:08,788 --> 00:54:10,915
I can't survive that again.
Like, I just...

1299
00:54:10,999 --> 00:54:12,875
I-- It would destroy me.

1300
00:54:12,959 --> 00:54:14,961
[somber music playing]

1301
00:54:31,644 --> 00:54:33,646
[mellow piano instrumentals]

1302
00:54:37,775 --> 00:54:38,818
Deep breath in.

1303
00:54:38,901 --> 00:54:40,903
[Rory and Damian inhaling]

1304
00:54:41,404 --> 00:54:42,280
Force the air out.

1305
00:54:42,363 --> 00:54:44,365
[Rory and Damian exhaling]

1306
00:54:45,491 --> 00:54:46,492
[Damian exhales]

1307
00:54:46,993 --> 00:54:49,245
For the first time my life,
I know what I want.

1308
00:54:49,329 --> 00:54:50,163
I want her.

1309
00:54:51,956 --> 00:54:54,834
[exhales] It scares the shit out of me.

1310
00:54:55,585 --> 00:54:57,462
When you're in love, you know,
it's scary, right?

1311
00:54:57,545 --> 00:54:59,213
It's something that's powerful.

1312
00:54:59,505 --> 00:55:02,717
As guys, we're taught that
we are supposed to be in control,

1313
00:55:03,176 --> 00:55:04,469
and for this, you're not.

1314
00:55:04,802 --> 00:55:06,262
[Damian] I am nervous,

1315
00:55:06,554 --> 00:55:07,388
anxious,

1316
00:55:07,680 --> 00:55:10,099
because when it comes to Giannina,

1317
00:55:10,183 --> 00:55:13,269
I'm afraid that she'll get scared,

1318
00:55:13,519 --> 00:55:14,979
and maybe leave,

1319
00:55:15,063 --> 00:55:18,191
because she gets scared when

1320
00:55:18,566 --> 00:55:19,859
things are too good to be true,

1321
00:55:19,942 --> 00:55:22,070
and when things start to become
real to her.

1322
00:55:22,153 --> 00:55:23,696
She seems to pull away.

1323
00:55:23,780 --> 00:55:25,365
I am going to propose today.

1324
00:55:25,448 --> 00:55:26,407
You ready for this?

1325
00:55:26,783 --> 00:55:27,617
I'm ready.

1326
00:55:27,700 --> 00:55:29,702
[inspirational instrumentals]

1327
00:55:31,245 --> 00:55:32,497
[Damian] I have fallen in love

1328
00:55:32,580 --> 00:55:35,208
with who Giannina is as a person,

1329
00:55:35,291 --> 00:55:37,043
and it is so much more beautiful

1330
00:55:37,126 --> 00:55:39,337
than just basing somebody off their looks.

1331
00:55:42,298 --> 00:55:45,218
Giannina, I love you with all my heart.

1332
00:55:45,385 --> 00:55:47,053
Thank you for coming into my life,

1333
00:55:47,136 --> 00:55:49,639
and letting me know what it means to live.

1334
00:55:54,936 --> 00:55:56,396
[sighs nervously]

1335
00:56:01,984 --> 00:56:02,819
Hello.

1336
00:56:02,985 --> 00:56:03,820
[Giannina] Hi.

1337
00:56:05,279 --> 00:56:06,364
[Damian] How you feeling?

1338
00:56:06,948 --> 00:56:07,824
Good.

1339
00:56:08,366 --> 00:56:09,867
-[Damian] Yeah?
-Mm-hmm.

1340
00:56:10,493 --> 00:56:12,245
[Damian] I would love to hear
your name again.

1341
00:56:12,328 --> 00:56:13,246
Your full name.

1342
00:56:13,496 --> 00:56:14,872
[Giannina] My full name...

1343
00:56:15,665 --> 00:56:16,874
is Giannina...

1344
00:56:17,291 --> 00:56:18,376
Milady...

1345
00:56:19,127 --> 00:56:20,169
Gibelli.

1346
00:56:20,503 --> 00:56:21,337
Giannina...

1347
00:56:22,296 --> 00:56:23,172
Milady...

1348
00:56:23,256 --> 00:56:24,215
Gibelli.

1349
00:56:24,465 --> 00:56:26,092
-Bingo.
-Hence, "GG."

1350
00:56:26,342 --> 00:56:29,053
-Hence, "GG."
-[Damian] So I want to tell you...

1351
00:56:31,180 --> 00:56:32,181
I've been...

1352
00:56:33,015 --> 00:56:34,475
figuring out what

1353
00:56:34,559 --> 00:56:36,561
makes Giannina tick,

1354
00:56:37,061 --> 00:56:38,980
and I wanted to give you something

1355
00:56:39,063 --> 00:56:40,148
that meant something to me.

1356
00:56:40,773 --> 00:56:42,733
And I start putting things in this box,

1357
00:56:42,859 --> 00:56:44,652
things from other countries,
places I've been,

1358
00:56:44,735 --> 00:56:45,987
and things I just...

1359
00:56:46,070 --> 00:56:47,321
That say it's Damian.

1360
00:56:48,406 --> 00:56:49,407
Did you get the box?

1361
00:56:50,658 --> 00:56:52,743
-This is my thoughts, my memories.
-[Giannina] Okay.

1362
00:56:52,827 --> 00:56:54,704
[Damian] And when you open the box,
what do you see?

1363
00:56:56,622 --> 00:56:57,540
Empty.

1364
00:56:57,790 --> 00:56:58,749
[Damian] It's empty,

1365
00:56:59,292 --> 00:57:00,918
because I stopped.

1366
00:57:01,085 --> 00:57:02,420
I was like, this isn't right.

1367
00:57:03,754 --> 00:57:05,756
Besides my brother and my family,

1368
00:57:06,966 --> 00:57:09,427
you've now become the most important
thing in my life,

1369
00:57:09,510 --> 00:57:12,138
and I cannot put you in that box. [sighs]

1370
00:57:12,680 --> 00:57:14,432
So I took the bow off the box.

1371
00:57:15,308 --> 00:57:17,059
And I put the bow on my right hand,

1372
00:57:17,727 --> 00:57:20,188
because today I don't just give you
a piece of me,

1373
00:57:20,271 --> 00:57:21,522
I give you all of me.

1374
00:57:22,356 --> 00:57:23,774
I am your gift.

1375
00:57:24,775 --> 00:57:25,985
Giannina,

1376
00:57:26,861 --> 00:57:28,905
I love everything about you.

1377
00:57:32,825 --> 00:57:34,410
Giannina Milady...

1378
00:57:35,870 --> 00:57:36,787
Gibelli.

1379
00:57:38,289 --> 00:57:39,373
Before you,

1380
00:57:39,790 --> 00:57:42,460
I get on one knee
for the first time in my life,

1381
00:57:42,793 --> 00:57:45,213
and I ask you to take this bow.

1382
00:57:48,799 --> 00:57:49,800
I ask you,

1383
00:57:50,259 --> 00:57:51,511
will you marry me?

1384
00:57:52,053 --> 00:57:52,929
[gasps]

1385
00:57:53,930 --> 00:57:55,765
Mm. [sniffles]

1386
00:57:56,516 --> 00:57:59,685
-[heartbeat thumping]
-[mysterious instrumentals]

1387
00:58:08,194 --> 00:58:09,111
[exhales deeply]

1388
00:58:11,948 --> 00:58:13,616
[Giannina] I wanted
to tell you something...

1389
00:58:14,200 --> 00:58:15,243
[exhales deeply]

1390
00:58:15,785 --> 00:58:17,370
[mysterious music crescendo]

1391
00:58:20,289 --> 00:58:21,415
[music stops]